Narrator: FROM SUN SIGNS
TO RETROGRADES,
WE TAKE YOU
INTO THE WORLD OF ASTROLOGY
AND SHED LIGHT ON WHAT THE STARS
HAVE IN STORE FOR YOU.
THIS IS "STARGAZING."
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CHANCES ARE IF YOU'RE
APPROACHING THE AGE OF 30
YOU'VE GOT A LOT GOING ON.
MAYBE YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT
MARRIAGE, A CAREER CHANGE,
OR WHY IT SUDDENLY FEELS LIKE
YOU'VE GOT A TON
OF NEW RESPONSIBILITIES.
WELL, I'M HAPPY TO TELL YOU
THERE'S A REASON.
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF
SATURN RETURN, BABY.
WE'RE GONNA BE BREAKING DOWN
THE DIFFERENT WAYS
YOU CAN SURVIVE
THESE ROCKY TIMES,
AND IF YOU'RE PAST
THE AGE OF 30,
MAYBE THIS WILL HELP EXPLAIN
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED.
LET'S GET STARTED.
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Narrator: A RETURN IS WHEN
A PLANET FINISHES ITS ORBIT
AND LITERALLY RETURNS
TO THE EXACT LOCATION IT WAS
WHEN YOU WERE BORN.
FOR SATURN,
THIS TAKES ROUGHLY 29 YEARS.
SATURN IS THE TEACHER PLANET,
SO EXPECT SOME SERIOUS OBSTACLES
AND CHANGES.
THIS IS A TIME FOR GROWTH
AND FACING CHALLENGES HEAD-ON.
SOME PEOPLE CALL IT
A QUARTER-LIFE CRISIS,
BUT WE ALL KNOW IT
AS SATURN RETURN.
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I'M JESSICA LANYADOO.
I'M AN ASTROLOGER, PSYCHIC
MEDIUM, HOROSCOPE WRITER,
AND PODCASTER.
MEETING WITH PEOPLE
FOR ONE-ON-ONE READINGS
IS MY ABSOLUTE
FAVORITE THING TO DO.
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YAY!
HELLO.
HI.
I AM A SUPER FAN OF JESSICA.
I HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING HER AND
USING HER ASTROLOGY AS TOOLS.
IS THERE ANYTHING
SPECIFIC OR GENERAL
THAT YOU WANT ME
TO TALK ABOUT?
MY CAREER...
MM-HMM.
...AND MY LOVE LIFE.
AND WHAT DO YOU DO
FOR A CAREER?
I DO RESEARCH RIGHT NOW,
BUT I'M INTERVIEWING
FOR AN MD-PhD PROGRAM.
THE THING ABOUT
YOU AND CAREER,
YOU LOVE TO OBSESS ON IT,
YOU LOVE TO FOCUS ON IT,
YOU LOVE TO PRIORITIZE IT,
AND THAT'S WHY
YOU DON'T NEED MY HELP ON IT,
BECAUSE YOU'RE REALLY GOOD
AT IT.
YOU WORK SO HARD,
AND THAT'S BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE
FOUR PLANETS IN CAPRICORN
AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR CHART
AND YOU HAVE THIS BEAUTIFUL
JUPITER CONJUNCTION
TO YOUR MIDHEAVEN.
AND SO WHAT I THINK YOU NEED
A READING ABOUT...
-OKAY.
-...IS YOUR TENDENCY
TO GIVE UP
ON YOUR PERSONAL LIFE
IN FAVOR FOR
YOUR CONSCIOUS OBJECTIVES.
YOU ARE IN A PHASE
OF YOUR SATURN RETURN.
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
THE SATURN RETURN IS A TRANSIT
THAT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE
AT AROUND YOUR AGE.
IT'S THE CLOSURE
OF YOUR CHILDHOOD,
AND IT'S THE OPENING
OF YOUR ADULTHOOD --
WHEN YOU ESTABLISH FOR YOURSELF
BUT ALSO IN THE WORLD
WHO YOU CHOOSE TO BE.
-YEAH.
MOST PEOPLE HAVE
A VERY DIFFICULT TIME
DURING THE SATURN RETURN.
WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR CHART, I SEE
A REAL TENSION INSIDE OF YOU.
IN YOUR FANTASY, YOU'RE THE GIRL
WHO PRIORITIZES MAN AND CHILD.
AND IN REALITY, WHEN YOU
PRIORITIZE MEN OVER YOURSELF,
YOU FEEL CRAZY,
YOU FEEL UNHAPPY,
AND ULTIMATELY
IT LEADS TO RESENTMENTS.
IT'S NOT WHO YOU ARE.
ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP?
NO. THE RELATIONSHIPS I HAD WERE
EXACTLY WHAT YOU JUST DESCRIBED,
THAT I WAS PLAYING THIS ROLE
THAT I THOUGHT I WANTED
AND THEN AFTER AWHILE I REALIZED
"WHO EVEN ARE YOU?"
YOU KIND OF PUT OFF LOVE
BECAUSE YOUR FANTASY OF
WHAT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD WANT
AND THEN WHAT ACTUALLY WORKS
FOR YOU ARE DIFFERENT.
THIS HAS BEEN KIND OF
PLAGUING YOU THIS YEAR.
YEAH.
-YEAH.
YOU'RE VERY STRONG,
AND TONING YOURSELF DOWN
FOR MEN, IT DOESN'T WORK.
IT'S LIKE THIS SELF-SABOTAGING
CYCLE WHERE I'M LIKE,
"WELL, HE'S NOT WHO
I WOULD WANT TO BE WITH ANYWAY,
SO I'M NOT
GONNA BE VULNERABLE."
WERE YOU RAISED
WITH YOUR DAD AROUND?
NOT MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER,
BUT MY FATHER.
YOUR BIOLOGICAL FATHER, DID YOU
MEET HIM? DID YOU KNOW HIM?
LIKE,
THREE OR FOUR TIMES.
THERE'S A LOT GOING ON
IN THAT.
YOUR MOM WAS
WITH YOUR DAD, EH?
MARRIED? NO.
NO, NOT MARRIED,
BUT THEY WERE IN A RELATIONSHIP
WHEN THEY HAD YOU.
-THAT WAS THE LOVE OF HER LIFE.
-YES.
WHEN I LOOK
AT A BIRTH CHART,
WHAT I CAN SEE
IS NOT JUST YOUR NATURE
BUT THE CONDITIONS
THAT YOU COME FROM --
YOUR PARENTS,
YOUR HEREDITY.
AND YOUR SATURN RETURN
HAS EVERYTHING TO DO
WITH WHAT
I'M ABOUT TO SAY.
YOUR MOM EXPERIENCED SUCH
A PROFOUND LOSS IN YOUR FATHER.
IT WAS LIKE A CONFIRMATION
OF HER GREATEST FEARS --
THAT SHE WASN'T LOVABLE,
THAT SHE WASN'T SAFE,
AND THAT THINGS
WEREN'T GONNA BE OKAY.
FOR HER, THE LOSS OF YOUR DAD
WAS REALLY ROUGH.
WHAT THAT TAUGHT YOU
ON A REALLY DEEP,
KIND OF LIKE
A CELLULAR LEVEL
IS THAT
YOU CANNOT RELY ON MEN,
THAT THEY WILL LEAVE YOU
IN THE MOMENT
WHEN YOU NEED THEM
THE MOST,
AND THAT YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
THAT EARLY
DEVELOPMENTAL EXPERIENCE
AND THAT DEEPLY HELD BELIEF
IS, AT CORE,
WHAT YOUR SATURN RETURN
IS ABOUT
AND WHAT YOU'VE BEEN
DEALING WITH THIS PAST YEAR.
THIS IS A TIME IN YOUR LIFE
WHERE YOU GET TO CHANGE THIS.
I WOULD SAY SPEND TIME WITH
THE GUYS WHO MAKE YOU NERVOUS.
LET THEM IN,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
YOU NEED A MAN
WITH INTEGRITY.
RIGHT NOW, YOU HAVE REALLY BIG
FISH TO FRY WITH YOUR CAREER.
I SAY DO IT,
BUT DO THE PSYCHOLOGICAL
AND EMOTIONAL
AND SPIRITUAL WORK.
HAVE REVISION AROUND WHAT YOU
ACTUALLY WANT FOR YOUR LIFE,
AND THEN THE GUYS THAT YOU'RE
ATTRACTED TO WILL CHANGE.
AND THEN YOUR OUTCOMES
WILL CHANGE.
MY MIND IS SPINNING.
I DIDN'T THINK SHE WOULD SAY
THE THINGS THAT SHE SAID.
IT WAS JUST VERY REAL.
I WAS EXPECTING TO ASK QUESTIONS
AND THEN THAT'S
HOW SHE WAS GONNA DIG IN,
BUT SHE SAID IT HERSELF
AND JUST SHOCKED ME.
I'M STILL PROCESSING
ALL OF IT.
I WANT A HUG AGAIN.
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ONE THING THAT I REMEMBER MOST
ABOUT MY SATURN RETURN
WAS GETTING A PROMOTION.
IT FELT REALLY GOOD
BECAUSE I FELT LIKE
I WAS ACTUALLY MAKING
THE KIND OF MONEY
THAT I WAS
SUPPOSED TO BE MAKING.
I HAD A LEVEL-UP
IN TERMS OF MY CAREER,
AND I REALLY FELT LIKE
I WAS COMING INTO MY OWN.
TYPICALLY,
WHEN IT COMES TO SATURN RETURN,
THAT'S USUALLY THE FEELING
AFTER YOU'VE ALREADY KIND
OF GONE THROUGH THE WHOLE PANIC.
YOU TEND TO FEEL
A LOT MORE EMPOWERED
AND A LOT MORE IN CHARGE.
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IF YOU ARE ANYWHERE BETWEEN
26 AND 28 YEARS OLD
AND YOU'RE APPROACHING
YOUR FIRST SATURN RETURN,
THERE'S A NUMBER OF THINGS
TO PAY ATTENTION TO.
ONE, ARE YOU LIVING
AUTHENTICALLY?
BECAUSE
DURING YOUR SATURN RETURN,
THE WAYS IN WHICH YOU LIVE
THAT ARE INAUTHENTIC
TO WHO YOU TRULY ARE
BECOME REALLY PAINFUL.
TWO, ARE YOU WILLING TO CHANGE?
IF YOU'RE NOT
WILLING TO CHANGE,
IF YOU'RE NOT WILLING
TO OUTGROW THINGS,
THEN YOU'RE GONNA FEEL STUCK,
AND THAT'S WHERE THE DEPRESSIVE
SIDE OF SATURN COMES THROUGH.
AND THREE,
ARE YOU WILLING TO LIVE IN A WAY
THAT IS TRUE
TO WHO YOU WANT TO BECOME,
NOT JUST WHO YOU'VE BEEN?
IF YOU'RE WILLING TO DO THESE
THREE THINGS,
IT'S NOT THAT YOU'RE GONNA FEEL
FANTASTIC --
IT'S THAT YOU'RE GONNA BE ABLE
TO MAKE USE OF THIS PERIOD
AND CREATE THE FOUNDATION
TO YOUR ADULTHOOD
THAT WILL FEEL FANTASTIC.
NOT SURE WHAT'S IN THE STARS
FOR YOU?
ASK YOUR QUESTIONS
IN THE COMMENTS BELOW
AND WE JUST
MIGHT GET BACK TO YOU.
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Woman: HI, LAUREN.
DO YOU THINK YOU COULD HELP ME
FIND SOME CRYSTALS TODAY?
YEAH, ABSOLUTELY.
WHAT CRYSTAL WOULD YOU GIVE
TO A WATER SIGN APPROACHING
THEIR SATURN RETURN?
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I HAVE BROUGHT FOR YOU
SOME AQUAMARINE.
I BELIEVE THAT DURING A SATURN
RETURN,
FIRST TIME OR SECOND TIME,
YOU'RE ALWAYS GONNA GO THROUGH
A LOT OF AN EMOTIONAL TRAUMA
DURING THIS TIME.
WATER SIGNS IN PARTICULAR CAN
STRUGGLE WITH THIS ASPECT,
SO AQUAMARINE IS REALLY GOOD FOR
SOOTHING THE EMOTIONAL BODY.
WHAT WOULD YOU RECOMMEND
FOR AN ARIES WOMAN
GOING THROUGH
HER SECOND SATURN RETURN?
HMM...SECOND TIME AROUND
IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT.
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I BROUGHT YOU IRON PYRITE,
OTHERWISE KNOWN AS FOOL'S GOLD.
THE SECOND TIME AROUND
FOR A SATURN RETURN,
AS OPPOSED TO THE FIRST TIME
WHERE IT WAS SO NEW
AND A LITTLE BIT SCARY,
YOU REALLY JUST HAVE TO
FOCUS ON GROUNDING YOURSELF,
THE SECOND TIME AROUND
IS MORE ABOUT DEVELOPING
A SENSE OF SELF-CONFIDENCE.
ESPECIALLY FOR A FIRE SIGN,
PYRITE -- ANY FIRE ELEMENT
CRYSTAL WILL DO THE JOB,
BUT PYRITE, I BELIEVE,
WILL DO THE BEST.
WHAT CRYSTAL WOULD YOU RECOMMEND
FOR A CAPRICORN
WHO'S HAVING A TOUGH TIME
WITH HER SATURN RETURN?
HMM...CAPRICORN
IS RULED BY SATURN.
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SO, I FOUND SMOKY QUARTZ
FOR YOU.
I BELIEVE SMOKY QUARTZ
IS A REALLY GREAT STONE
FOR ANY CAPRICORN
GOING THROUGH A STRUGGLING TIME
DURING THEIR SATURN RETURN.
SMOKY QUARTZ IS A STONE THAT
HELPS GROUND THE PERSON
BUT ALSO DRAWS NEGATIVITY
OUT OF THE BODY.
-AWESOME. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
-YEAH, OF COURSE.
SO, HOPEFULLY NOW
YOU'VE GOT A BETTER GRASP
OF WHAT A SATURN RETURN IS
AND WHY IT CAN BE
SUCH A TOUGH TIME IN OUR LIVES.
NOW THAT YOU KNOW
ALL ABOUT IT,
YOU SHOULD BE READY TO
GRAB THE BULL BY THE HORNS
AND SAY, "BRING IT ON."
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