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Pat and I went to
high school together.
We were high school sweethearts.
Pat is not a bad guy,
he's just not for me.
I didn't want to
divorce my husband,
but it became necessary
to do it in order
for me to be my best self.
I felt the marriage started
being in trouble when
we started working together.
He felt like we didn't
spend enough time together.
I felt like we did and
we needed a little space.
I was thinking
about divorce right
before we got the TV show.
We went to therapy 12 times.
I tried to leave
five times, and I
just didn't have the strength.
But the fifth time
I held on to that.
It became necessary
for me to find my path.
And I knew I wasn't happy.
And I said, I'm
definitely not going
to take 50 and not be happy.
So at 46 I started
changing my life.
I started changing my body.
I realized I liked that better.
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