I auditioned for american idol back in season 12 when i was just 19 years old I made it through to the top fifty
Back row it's the end of the line.
After American idol I started getting messages on social media everyday
People attacked, my, way my sexuality
Telling, me that i was horrible that ,you know, that i sucked, that I don't deserve to be here, that I shouldn't be who I am
 
 
and...I let it get to me in a wrong way
It killed me inside
it killed me inside almost as much as people.. were telling me that i should kill myself.
I was contemplating lots of things that i shouldn't have ...I just kind of disappeared from the world for a while
but through all of the negativity i have managed to build myself up as a new person..
A stronger person..
I've recreated myself..
In ways  that i could, not have imagined
I am so ready to show everybody. To show all of America. to show these judges... who i am now
And i can take anything and everything that comes my, way
You, better work it out. You better leave it all you, better wig it
How are you, doing i'm doing, well who are you i am a de box and i'm gonna
Be singing aida, where are you from san antonio texas
Big herrings access oh yes girl got a represent protects the queens how are you doing
Tell me about your journey here to la i work, by, day
Serving fish on a platter to lovely let's see food restaurant, so that don't really pay the bills to get to la
And then i'm a. Professional part-time woman. By night, what does that mean it means i do this when the sun, goes down?
Amazing, and ada what's your what's your?
Very good ok 8 a question however audition for the show. Before
What yeah i was on it in season 12 as little, oh boy, named adam oh?
Really, yeah so this is new, how
Many, years ago, is that i think five years ago how, far did you get into the show let
Me be top fifty and why, do you think you got let go i didn't have
my
Stuff together, oh it's just a, chubby little not to you, no, boy, is sure i need to see what this
Before-and-after is oh, my god?
No, way no?
no
Well it's you girl i wanna know, what y'all looking at
well welcome yeah i'm glad i've got all the information now, and
I am ready to hear you sing alright let's do it ok, ok?
So, what is your range deep but i can get all the way down here
Okay, but i can get pretty hard - i'm not, gonna make it
Some up there uh-huh wow i just want to be clear you know, do you?
Want to be a serious pop star i'm not here to play with anybody
And i'm here to chase, my dreams, and make them come true that's all i want to hear
Me, ask you something to you, what i'm very happy about is that you are owning your talent you're owning
Who, you are we've had a lot of artists to come on here talented but a bit confused yeah
What you giving us right now is a?
Clear understanding of who you are
Coming with an amazing amount of tell thank you so much
Yeah, i'm gonna, say yes i can't, wait to see your turn hits
Yes and get serious? Yes i'm a i mean i'm a? Yes i'm just saying?
