hello everyone I thought I'd do a video
on nothingness and what it means to me
and how I feel sometimes when I feel
nothingness when I feel like life is so
bleak and just life doesn't mean
anything and all this so here we go
let's get into it
nothing woohoo this is something that I
wanted to talk about a long time but I
just did it and here we go
nothingness so when life drags you down
you become depressed or you just feel
like life is not worth living
depressed or think about suicide or you
just don't think there's anything any
meaning to life and if you really think
about it in the end of it there's no
meaning to life we might think that
there's no meaning to life because we
don't have a purpose ourselves and so we
don't think that there's a meaning to
life or maybe even if we do think
there's a meaning to life maybe that is
not the right meaning so I believe
there's a meaning to our existence
ourselves for individuals like myself
and then the meaning of life
collectively for the whole entire I
would say this earth and for Humanity
and so when we figure out what our
individual purposes been figure out what
the meaning of life is
and many many eons of time people have
claimed that that the meaning is really
to unconditionally love every being
unconditionally loved don't harm
non-violence that might be the meaning
of life as I explained in my previous
books especially the lost love and we
get to feeling okay that is the meaning
of life but it kind of still feels
really empty you can really think about
it okay we save lives individual lives
but in so what in the end everybody dies
in the end you know like we we feel so
insignificant you know in our daily
lives so we get one person or ten people
to go either so what what does that all
mean in the end and then you get
depressed because you think about these
things and all these what is the meaning
of life you know what am I here what is
my purpose and even now I don't fully
know hundred-percent what my purposes I
know what I think it is you know what my
goals aren't and what I have to
accomplish throat you know these years I
don't know what's gonna happen twenty
years from now I don't know what's gonna
out for five years from now but I know I
have somewhat of a plan and goals to
achieve so for exam
for myself the goal would be to complete
several books websites to websites to
release and that's my goals over the
next you know a few months and few years
and so that is my purpose is really to
write and be a vegan advocate it's not
really even a vegan advocate it's more
than that because when you it's all on
the surface it might seem like I'm
advocating for veganism and I'm
advocating for animals but I'm doing
much more than that vegan advocacy so
much more than that and I don't talk
about how it's so much more in how to
create the perfect vegan life which now
if you can get as an e-book so PDF
Kindle and other formats as well and
it's coming out also in paperback format
so that is coming up very shortly
probably probably next month so how the
grades Burghley perfect being in life it
doesn't explain you know what I mean yes
it explains it in some sense that even
as a vegan advocate we're helping
animals we're helping the earth we're
helping humans and we're doing all that
and it's much but it goes much deeper
than that you know it really heals the
inner being who we are the inner being
is really what being a vegan advocate is
and of course being an advocate can also
be interchanged with the word just being
a being vegan but being vegan means just
being vegan it doesn't mean that we're
advocating for veganism well-being in
world so when we start to realize that
we're just vegans we're not doing
anything to help animals and we should
do something to help animals every each
and every day so we should educate and
tell people about it now if we're not
doing that but we're actually like for
example myself books online so people
can can read the books I'm doing a
couple of websites so but the works once
it releases the rope bridge you know
thousands or millions of people so that
is the key
sometimes for search period of time we
don't educate anyone but then BOOM we
educate thousands of millions so that's
something that we need to do is we need
to take as much time as we can educate
many people as we can so going back to
nothingness if your nothingness because
we don't have this purpose and so I have
this purpose of finishing my books I
have several books that I want to finish
and I think that is my purpose really to
write and spread this message through my
writings and through my youtube channel
now my YouTube channel is really not
taking off exponentially like some other
channels but then again look at where it
has come when I first started this
channel I think it was 2011 I didn't
think that I would end up at this level
so I started with merely a couple dozen
views if that on my channel and then as
time went on I gained a following now I
have over fourteen thousand subscribers
almost five million views on my channel
now that could some people could say
that that is a lot compared to people
that only have a thousand views on their
channel
but then there are some people that have
hundred-million news and there are some
people that have millions subscribers so
I feel do I feel insignificant I feel
like my life means nothing
no because hundreds if not thousands of
people that come to my youtube channel
I've gone vegan and I I've seen that
I've seen it
I see the their messages I read them and
I see that they're they've gone vegan
now I don't know how old he again made
me come I don't know if they're still
vegan I don't know what they eat they're
eating whole foods or fruit after eating
nothing but junk food I don't know if
they've gone back to being non vegan or
previa and then of course there are some
people that say they they're going
vegetarian
most people have said they've gone vegan
but there are some of course in the
comment section below the videos that
have said they're going budgetary or
they're cutting meat out or something
like that
so we don't really know unless we
actually you know take a look at their
lives ask them and actually look at what
they're eating there they did they a
day-to-day basis and we'll never know so
sometimes that's why feels hmm sometimes
that's why feels very bleak to some
people because they can't see the
outcome of their advocacy so they hand
out 5,000 leaflets they don't know how
many people were in vegan and if any for
that matter so that is the thing we
don't see the results but in my book how
create the perfect week in life even in
my other books actually I really really
hit it hard in my newest books so how
they play the pervy in life our path to
freedom which is should be out this year
I really hit it out that positivity is
really important and not just positivity
in our day to day lives in the events
that occur within our lives but in the
future of our lives and the world so
when we understand the outlook on the
future and if we have positivity for the
outlook on the future then we can start
to also maybe say hmm maybe maybe just
maybe there is something to this to his
life maybe there is nothing maybe there
isn't that nothingness maybe there is
something to it maybe there's something
to my life once we understand what our
purpose is individually what our purpose
is then we'll understand what the
meaning of life is and that there is
actually no such thing as nothingness
now of course we will have days when
we're down when were depressed and when
we feel like we want to commit suicide
but that's just because that's how life
is
because that's how this crazy world you
know we live here we live you know this
praise the world of ours and we'll feel
these emotions sometimes of helplessness
or hopelessness and the whole key really
is to just be as positive as we can and
majority of the time all these try to
pee it as often as we can
and to just continue on with our purpose
ten yuan trying to fulfill our goals and
I hadn't my in my phone my cell phone I
have even though of course I don't use
it as a phone I just use it for all the
other features I implement every night I
add in what I must do the next day or
maybe I still have to list from the
previous day that I just take off and so
what I do basically is I look at each
little task and that is taking me closer
to finishing my particular goal and so
this year have many things that I want
to accomplish and so I look forward to
living this little one beautiful life
even though of course I'm here for me
I'm here and as you can see it's snow
outside but not too much snow but
there's still snow and it's a little
cold so even though it's cold and even
though I don't technically like this
weather and even though I can't grow
food all year round you know I try my
best I'm here in Canada in Quebec and we
just have to make the best of it that's
what we have to do with to make the best
of it and understand that no matter what
situation we're in even if it's the
worse situation make the best of it and
and be positive at every moment think
positively about that situation because
every situation is a learning experience
and a learning experience it's a
positive thing and so when we I mean
maybe initially when we succumb to that
event maybe we're like ah damn why did I
do that and depressed and we hate
ourselves and all that stuff but we got
our line our salt
back to positivity and so I'm so glad
that I'm living today I'm so grateful
that's another thing that fills the void
of this nothingness emptiness is we got
to be grateful for one life we got to be
grateful that we have health we got to
be grateful that we can eat any kind of
vegan food that you really want and we
have abundance of it when we got a think
the universe or higher power or God
Jesus thank you for there's one life
then I live I'm so blessed because I
have a purpose and I know what my
purpose is now and if I had no purpose
then that kind of makes you feel like
well now I you know I'm a purpose I feel
like life is bleak I am lost and that's
what it is if we don't know the purpose
so how do we how do we envision or how
do we come to understanding what our
purpose is and this I talked about in
how to create the perfect vegan life and
it all stems from meditation now we
might meditate for several years and
finally understand what our purposes but
we may meditate for decades and still
not find what our purpose is and so we
need to understand two things and that
is first meditate on the on the on the
self so self meditation or
self-contemplation self inquiry
meditation which is basically trying to
understand who we are
so Who am I and meditating on that
concept and then after that minute
finding out what we're good at so let's
say we're good at web designing so
create a vegan web designing company to
help vegans you know create websites now
let me tell you something about this
it's not only about the money though of
course we need money to survive in this
crazy world but once we become fully
self-sufficient meaning that we don't
need to rely on the outside world
for any of our things then we can rely
more on helping others for free in the
meantime we have to if we have uh I
don't know if we create like for example
myself I cannot survive fully in this
world like if I were su for example if I
were to rent an apartment buy my own
food pay for all my own things I
wouldn't have any money left probably I
would have to somehow work part at least
part-time to pay for everything
especially if living in Toronto I would
have to work full-time if that but if I
was self-sufficient fully
self-sufficient then I probably wouldn't
need any money at all or very little if
that like for internet and things like
that and even in time you're not gonna
need internet so in fact we're not going
to need money at all
so once we understand what we're good at
so what are we good at okay we're we're
good at creating t-shirts okay we have
to find a way how to create and
mass-produce t-shirts somehow so we put
the in low rolls on it and you know cute
vegan vegan sayings on the t-shirt and
then we sell them Lauder then we give it
away for free and then we sell the rest
to pay for our expenses and then from
there as we become more self-sufficient
we rely less and less and less on the
money so that is our purpose basically
it's to really to release these shirts
and clothing to the public and to make
money from that so we can survive and
hey we're living our purpose and that
means that that is a positive thing
yeah something a positive thing and
spreading the message through t-shirts
and I understand that I'm
you know there are Fairtrade t-shirts
and they're you know they have
everything is vegan on the t-shirt and I
know each person that buys these
t-shirts are spreading the vegan message
so if I sell a thousand t-shirts per
month I know that a thousand people are
you know spreading the message so you
see that that is the purpose you when
you understand that you're helping to
make this world a better place that is
the purpose and each of us have our has
our own unique way of promoting veganism
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