So I'm having a project
With Kamga
This is a really good song
I really love it
Thankyou so much Kamga
It is basically your project
I just wrote a song for you
But it's not just a song from me
So actually the story is
When I recorded "CINTA"
Then I was directed to have you as my vocal director
And after we take the "CINTA" song
I said I want to make a song
Which is the song like?
That was the first question i asked
Because i'm not a songwriter
which can write every genre of music
So i just wanna make sure
Is this the kind of music that i can do
Yes, and then
I want a song like, for example like
NIKKI
Ariana Grande
Thank you Next
Then Jeff Bernat
The up to date music
Then you said
I like this kind of music
Directly i said
I'm in!
I'm in
After take CINTA
Next day
You asked
"Lov, what's the theme of song?"
Suddenly, inside my heart
Okay, i will tell everything to Kamga
At that time
I can assume
you think
why this girl tell everything to me
whatsapp call, isnt it?
Oh ya! Whatsapp call
"Lov, what's the theme of song?"
Then we ended up talking for more than half hour
We try to make the story line first from the beginning
and finally
This is the message i want to deliver in this song
And then you said
Okay give 7 days to make it
And i was like
uuu cool! (laughing)
and after that
after 7 days
oh my goodness
after 7 days
i can not wait
i just opened it
you know the first time
i saw it was not the music
it was the lyrics
and when i
i read it
i read it and it was like
DAMN
(laughing)
This is the song i want to make
But i can not put it on that song
But you put it really really really really well
From the beginning until the end
it was such a good song for me
Because all the experience
All of the drama
All of the tears it was there
When someone ask me to make a song
The first question i always ask the singer
Do you wanna share your life experience ?
So i can put in lyrical term
Because i feel
When you sing
whether its your writing or not
it would really help
if you know about the story upside down
accidentaly
you are a person who like to open that story
and its been a while
since i listen to someone love's story
that intense
and i was like
wow its gonna be interested to write
i just think how this song
will be sound like
as if you wrote it yourself
That's it
That's the important part
If i were you
i mean
i will make that kind of lyrics
that's gonna be really amazing
after i read all the lyrics
then i listened to the music
it was like
this is the genre of today's up to date music
and then
at first i thought i will never ever sing like that
that's not my genre at all
But then i was like
But i love this song
Damn
This is my line
Okay mom
I have to do this
I dont care
I have to do this song
I dont care about anything
So
Finally
I remember the lyrics really well
In the first line
♪ I'm so freaking tired with all the games you make me part of ♪
♪ Is it really hard to ask ♪
♪ i just wanna be treated right ♪
And i think
those two lines are important
Because when i heard
or feel
the love story
that annoying
when you feel under appreciated
things that annoyed us is
when you have a relationship
and you want it to be in the same way
but the other presume this only game
and that makes us tired
you said you were serious
it turn out that you only play game
and i think i want to start with that line
but if i talked with men
that's the first line i want to say
I'm so freaking tired
with all the games you make me part of
Is it really hard to ask
I just wanna be treated right
Then the song goes
♪ I dont need a boy ♪
♪ I need a man ♪
That's deep
That's really deep though
I dont need a boy, i need a man
♪ who serious with what he's saying ♪
♪ no lies ♪
i really love it
because boys lie to me
they lie a lot
i think they lie
boys lie. period.
period
you are boy or man ?
Mmm
Sometimes both
Depends on the situation
I said to my self
i dont need a boy
i need a man
who's serious with all he's sayin
no lies
Cause i'm just a girl
when i fall in love
i'm gonna fall so hard
that's really a good one
how can you say all the lyrics
like i wanna
no no no
i dont know
maybe i think lyrics
when i write
i dont really think
about the good one or not
but  to be delivered well or not
in lyrical term, if you read it
no no i mean
when you read it you of course knew it
because it is your past experience
so you'll immediately get immersed
but when others read it
okay this is just not a love story
but when the lyrics meet the music
ooh so this is the story
so it's just a unity
doesnt need to be really beautiful but
on point
deep
get in to heart immediately
♪ is there anybody out there ♪
♪ ya ya ya ya ♪
♪ somebody who can  ♪
♪ love me like i  ♪
♪ deserve to be loved ♪
this is the line
that i was saying to
i mean i dare
all men in the world
can you love me like i deserve to be loved
it was like repeated repeated repeated
after that
going to verse 2
it was in the same lyrics he said that
i mean like all the men
said to me
i love you
you love me
we gonna make family
i'm in true love with you
uuu so true
(laughing)
all men said that
i love you lovanda
yes i said
i love you, you love me
yeah, one day later we gonna make family
all men said that
but then
ohh so true
so true love with you
♪ stop baby right there can you see ♪
♪ you bulshiting me ♪
♪ yeah we could be ♪
and then another story
we could be riding that royal enfield day and night
beach time sunset till moonlight
wearing the black dress that you like
but...
no
you cheated me
you cheated me
at then, duh, you cheated me
it was so deep
and then go to the same chorus
anybody here
the emphasis is there
deserve to be loved
after that
bridge
Do i deserve that
I forget the bridge
♪ Do i deserve that ?  ♪
♪ Will i ever feel that ? ♪
♪ To have a guy that i know ♪
♪ i can count on ♪
♪ who i can trust completely ♪
♪ the one who catch me when i fall  ♪
♪ who loves me for me  ♪
♪ if you there ♪
♪ will you come here and proof it ♪
♪ that i really deserve to be loved ♪
its like , yes
i was asking to God
(laughing)
yes i was asking
Because
when you
have some past relationships
and feel like
why it happened again and again
finally
something that's not your fault
make you feel like
is this my fault?
make you feel like
Do i really deserve to be loved?
sometimes
i dont know how girls see this
maybe it was like
i dont ask to be treated like queen
i dont ask that
i just wanna be treated like
someone who deserve to be loved
is it really that hard?
moreover, there are several
past relationship
which said that's hard
so is there any good guys left?
which there is, but limited
need luck to find that
almost extinct
almost extinct
i dont know why
but that's the same thing i was asking God
Do i really deserve this God?
Is there anybody out there?
Is it really that hard from 7 billions people in the world?
right?
can you just give me one
just one guy
actually this song is not about my past relationship
it is for
all the men who trying to catch me also
they say they love me
they say this and that thing
there is one of my friend
who said something i really agree
I love you is different than love you
OMG!
what's the different?
i love you is different
okay
when a man meet you and say "love you"
love you is not i love you
love you is
like, love you
but if a man say "i love you"
usually its true
at least, on that day he said that
dont know about tomorrow
but if a man say "love you"
love you is not deep as i love you
now i got the lesson
i think its a new song
it's for the new song
i love you is not same like love you
(laughing)
dont say "love you" to me
(laughing)
say " i love you"
(laughing)
it's gonna be the 3rd song
you know this is why we both connected
everything that i want to say it was there
i really appreciate it
suddenly you make that kind of music
where's the inspiration?
besides from you
i like it when we talked
and it turned out that our music taste is similar
I was confidently suggest someone's song to you
and i think that lovie gonna like this song
that kind of things make me happy
when i made the music i was not scared
in fact, musically uncomplicated
because i want to focus on the story
after i got the feed back
and you said you like it, i am so happy!
- thank you so much / i really love it
because
i already said to Kamga
I want the music
like talking
not to much notation
the chord is simple
one thing that i wanna make is
to change other's perception about the up to date music
it means
sometimes when people say
like up todate music feel like mockery
only for showing off
actually its not about showing off
it's deep
deep song does not mean only using piano
and strings
and beautiful
we also like that kind of song
but there are many ways
to deliver the message
i think this music
which called
"up to date"
become a good vessel to bring this
painful story
yes, i do agree
i let my friends to hear the demo
this is so heartbreak song
heartbreak song
but you still (node head)
it's a heartbreak song that you can still dance to
oh yes!
yeah!
by the way i really like the back up
i mean like the vocal
but it was really good
i really love it
thank you so much Kak Kamga
So guys!
Dont forget to listen to my song
DESERVE TO BE LOVED
And it's gonna be release soon on
September 24th 2020
on Youtube, Apple Music, and also Spotify
See you guys! Bye!
♪ DESERVE TO BE LOVED  ♪
