okay dear flat earth okay i took videos
this morning
of the flat earth phenomenon with the
bubble around it
and it's real i'm i'm uploading them to
youtube right now
um but i just wanted to say i know one
of the things they said about
the officers in the military that they
always had a harder time
getting some things accomplished and
done because
i'm going to tell you why when i was
younger
when i was 20 i was intimidated
by all the older people every older
person i was intimidated by them
feeling scared like
i felt like i was gonna get in trouble i
so if officers in the military
so this is dear flat earth veterans if
they want to know why
um women are and why officers have a
harder time
it's because um women feel intimidated
uh you know and so there's a point that
you're growing up in that
little age group well it could be an age
bubble too
you're growing up in that little age
group era of
of uh everybody's older than you so when
you're 18 you know that
below 18 is no no you know but
older you know you know at least
well for me when i was in high school it
was only one or two years
nothing older um you know if someone was
older than 22 that was too
old and so then as you grow older
the age bubble expands quite a bit
and then there comes a point that you
can actually go younger too
you can have a younger age bubble to a
certain extreme
and so but i wanted to say that if army
officers want to know
why they have so much trouble um
women just view them as stuffed suits
you know
and and it and this is something that's
probably carried from childhood
uh because of how we're raised and so
when you see someone on television
the military officers and
like the ceos of in life
a person of authority who's like a jesus
figure a messiah figure
um that they had a reputable
uh uh a reputable um
reputation reputa well that sounds
redundant but
they had a reputable reputation and so
everybody plays such a high everybody
plays a high emphasis maybe we did too
high
on the pastor on the preacher
on the minister on the even the likes
the
the city leaders too and the president
because we thought they knew it all
so even the president came to a point
and i'm just speaking about myself
specifically this is how i felt
i've never shared this before but there
was an intimidation factor in there even
with the first sergeant too
but that kind of went away when i told
the first sergeant
to fuck off asshole when i was about 20.
um and the first sergeant was going to
the parties and stuff and
no veto sometimes they would call him by
his rank
they would but otherwise if they didn't
call them by their rank you had no idea
what rank they were and you didn't care
you were a family member
you didn't give a shit about their rank
and stuff like that that's why it's
always funny they said that the um
wives always carried their husbands rank
i don't know what that meant you know
for like
the why unless oh
unless some of them were posing as wives
that's a possibility
oh oh there's those eyes oh
oh just maybe maybe some of them were
posing as wives and dressing up as wives
but i know it's like um when we had
parties and stuff that we had the most
fun
and and and some of them were really old
though too they were like
so well for at the time we were in our
20s
and some of them were 34 so that was
really old
that was really old for us at the time
there was nobody
over yeah there was just nobody over
if they were if they were close to 40
they
either didn't look it or they didn't
tell or they just blended in so well we
didn't care
um yeah that's the funny thing and now i
know
and when i was like in my mid-30s
then there was people who were actually
did look older they were older actually
they were showing up
and that's what was kind of funny it's
like what the heck is this
you know we're we're in this area and so
um and typically we'd had a bunch of
younger
uh soldiers around but who knows where
they went
but we had like the family stuff going
on there was a bunch of people who had
families and so that's where we ended up
with
a bunch of people with families and
things like that living in germany but
there was
some of them still looked quite a bit
older than what they
said they were they were saying that
they were in their
in their 30s but some of them look more
like
in their 40s and close to fit probably
my age now
i mean i like to look at myself and
think that i
even though i'm 57 i like to think maybe
i look 47
i really don't care i i really don't
care but
you know i've always told my age and
never been embarrassed about my age and
item i think that it's
i like to tell my age so that
people have an idea of what age is and i
i find this educational
so i have no hair dye in my hair
i have on no makeup i have blemishes
here and everything so
i think it's important so that people
can
have a real understanding of what aging
is
and because aging has been hidden
um
then then then it's like well then young
girls will have an
understanding of what an older woman
looks like and i know that my grandma
grandma and my mom um
so when they went out they would have
makeup on and when they were at home
they didn't have makeup on
and so i know what they look like both
times and so i did that some of that a
little bit but then there came a point
that i would maybe
just put on a little mascara the the eye
shadow and stuff the
oh that was funny they'd put on that big
bright
eye shadow and then i remembered that
show from drew carey with mimi and that
oh my gosh that was so funny
because me mimi baby
she put it all the way up here oh i love
to drew carrie yeah it was so funny
and so that show was really funny and so
then
they put it all the way out here
oh my gosh um
and so um yeah so that's just
my thinking is that i feel like
looking natural is educational
and and there is an element of kids when
they
are raised in a strict environment
they feel like they can't they do feel
intimidated by everyone
so it's real with the iron fist that's
what we're dealing with maybe they
called that the iron curtain i don't
know
rule with the iron fist you know and
so that does instill intimidation in our
society and
i guess that's what we're dealing with
even in 2020 in a lot of people
who you know with the the uh
i mean for me it's been a gradual
progression out
um and so i hope whatever my next life
is
um whatever my next life is
is not as you know oppressive
and so i can see yes we have that
sentiment here in america
and our media has even been
a huge part of it the media so you call
it the media
that's been on television the the free
public airwaves and then even
the churches and so
um and and one of the thing one of the
problems though too
is like even when you're in high school
then you can't you know then it's like
well how do you expose
very very real kids to things that
are different when you have parents are
like no
no no no and then if you have a parent
who is like well okay
my child can stay with me but i'm still
gonna dictate what they
watch on television or what they read
for their education you know so
so then you put them into the churches
and so then you're still
dictating you know it's like maybe
there's a means of money
coming from somewhere you're still
dictating
their life experiences nope nope that's
not good you know like
i mean so so i know my grandpa called it
a
religious education he liked to call it
that my grandma didn't
she didn't she never referenced it she
she did would say
she felt you know that would ask if we
were going to go to church but she was
softer about it and she wasn't grandpa
was kind of more intimidating
you know when it came down to when i was
a kid
it was it was just like there was an
instant line so when i was a kid
i was a kid and then as i got older it's
like they got stricter and more angry
and it's like
well you know like well that's not you
know so so the
yeah you know so so it's like well what
good is just saying no
you can't do that um
or or not helping someone who needs help
so the actions that you care don't
actually meet and that's what we have
with this country right now that's what
we have with this
two-party element system is that the
actions
of helping don't match the words coming
out of their mouth
