- You're the best, and you're the best,
and you're the best and
everybody's the best.
(energetic music)
- I think people get drunk to break down
walls that they build up.
- For me, it's more of a control issue,
like, I'll have one mixed drink,
and then I'm like, okay, this is good,
I'm leaving, or I'm driving friends home.
- When I was younger, someone I love
got really drunk and fell asleep,
in their own vomit and in their own feces.
And that has always made
me afraid of alcohol.
- I was always the one that was kinda like
taking care of everybody and, you know,
I'd have a sip or a drink here and there,
but I never got to lose control I guess.
- I'm ready to try new things,
I'm into experimenting now.
I've always been sober,
so I'm curious what my own
personality will be like when I'm drunk.
- This is something that I feel like
I maybe should've done by now.
Or at least want to experience once,
so I think it's just getting over
a fear that I've always had.
- I'd like to find out more about myself,
even if I don't like that part of myself.
- Oh god.
(upbeat music)
(gagging)
- Another!
- Ooh!
(burping)
(energetic music)
- Man, I'm feelin it.
- Tastes like hatred.
This is the mistake train.
- I feel like an octopus.
- I felt like this when I
hit my head really hard once.
- My arms have multiplied.
- My fingers are going farther than I am.
- Any thing is possible.
(laughing)
- [Mike] But do they feel comfortable?
- I don't even know, they're too long.
(laughing)
Your (censored) is just
thrown into the universe,
and everything's gone and
you're like a little sad,
but you also kinda wanna
dance at the same time.
I said I wasn't gonna cry
but I feel like crying.
- I wanna fart and sleep all night long.
Is that weird?
- I'm feeling like warm and happy,
I'm not really worried about anything.
- My stomach feels like a box of clams.
(mumbling)
(laughing)
- Oh my god.
- Alright, I'm definitely gone.
- I feel like every breath is my last
and it has to be important.
(crunching)
- They taste so much better.
- Oh!
- I have extra-sensory
receptors, this is amazing.
- Your hair looks like a
really good pillow right now.
I mean, it smells nice, oh my god,
your hair smells like a fantasy.
- I feel like I just
centered in on who I am.
And I feel like I'm just happy.
(mumbles)
- I feel like I was cooler,
before this all happened.
- I like myself more,
I feel more confident.
I can say things and be like yeah,
that's what I wanted to say.
- Oh no, oh no, it's ok.
(mubling)
- This is terrible, the highs
were not worth the downs.
(crying)
- Can you tell me what's
going on right now?
- I'm just happy of how far I've come.
- Getting drunk is like the ultimate
advertisement for sleeping.
- Happy and also sad.
- I feel like complete (censored)
I learned something today
and that's don't drink to that extreme.
- I just remembered that life is great
and that you should love yourself, okay?
(calm music)
So back when I was drunk I was
very comfortable with myself.
And I wondered why I didn't
feel that way when I was sober.
- I'm pretty happy I went
through that experience,
even though it did have some down moments.
- If you're looking to escape
from being self-conscious
or trying to be more
confident by drinking,
I think it's probably
better to try and do that
while you're completely present and sober,
so that it stays with you longer.
- If you drink too much
you're gonna throw up,
or you're gonna black out and maybe
that's when people have bad experiences.
- The alcohol took me on
a magical mystery tour
that ended in the
boulevard of broken dreams.
(dramatic music)
- The good news is that
I overcame my fear,
the bad news is that I
feel like cat (censored)
