 
# Blue Jean Spirituality - Educating Angels

####  Attila Vincent

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#### Table of Contents

Introduction

1 – Don't Burn Your Bible Yet – I Just Have a Few Questions?

2 – The Consistently Missing First Action – The Observed as the Observer

3 – Zero-point Existence, and the Hyper Text Mark-up Language of Life

4 – The Unified Theory of Blue Jean Spirituality

5 – Atlantis; the Garden Of - and Mu as the Motherland

6 – The Angels Were All There – NDE's, OBE's.

7 – The Real Book of Life – and how it Works

8 – Conscious Playgrounds – Educating Angels

9 – Meditation, Feeling the Shared Field, and Accessing the Higher Self

10 – Methods for Channelling the Super-Consciousness

11 – Levels of Consciousness to Enlightenment

12 – Don't Fear the Reaper - Conclusion 

#  Blue Jean Spirituality – Educating Angels

#### Cover Teasers;

The information we have been denied about our Spirit Component

Near Death Experiences as proof of spirit continuance

An unauthorized guided tour of Ancient Secret Knowledge

The Science behind Spirit

Consciousness defined as Soul

Our missing historical roots

#### Introduction

     They always tell us in church – don't ask what "God" is. The Papal position is that we shouldn't try to look into the mind or the workings of God. Well; I inadvertently met what we call God a few times – so I wanted to know. What I found out through my own near death experiences, independent research, and through the practice of advanced free-style meditation – should blow your mind a little if you have occasionally contemplated your navel regarding these subjects.

     It also made me reconsider the information in ancient texts and bibles, as well as the new age books on the subject of Transcendence and Near Death Experiences. I figured I had a real advantage to separate the bull pucky from the truth – on the basis of my experiences. Having had experienced these phenomenon for myself first hand – I found I could tell which were accurate and which were made up.

     I could easily discern who had an actual experience, and who had not; given my own experiences as a reference. I'm not suggesting these experiences are identical; just that certain earmarks were to be found in the accurate ones. Then; I could explore the differences in the details for information - accurate information.

     Some of the information I found was complete malarkey, and I am sure it was made up to bolster egos and sell books and courses. Other books I could easily tell; were written by other versions of me, who actually experienced genuine Transcendence. Given this gift of knowledge and experience - I feel obligated to share what I learned with you, for reasons which will take the bulk of this book to explain.

     I plan on spending some time debunking the notion that our Bibles (pick one) are not full of Esoteric Pagan concepts. I do indeed have more than a few "don't ask questions" for those who are not spiritually fearful and fainthearted. Good questions which I have no intention of taking credit for – because they should be considered all of our questions.

     There are many questions which are taboo in organized religion and dogmatic science. A person owes it to themselves to spend a certain amount of time independently exploring such considerations – this being the age of reason and such. I found that if I used that list of don't ask questions as a dirty laundry list to get to the truth – you get results.

     First off; we always have a missing "first action." Life and reality are much like a firemen's bucket brigade. We can always find our way through science back to the source of the first bucket – so to speak. We can almost always follow the flow of buckets right back to the first bucket – which always "just appears." This simple yet deep analogy applies to our universe, the stars and planets, the introduction of biology, atomic sub-structure, and our conscious existence. The "First Cause" as it is called, eludes academics no matter which subject you pick –there is a consistently missing first bucket. Maybe, just maybe – what we call God is the first cause.

     This applies to the very building blocks of our reality – atoms. The atoms of which our reality is constructed – are all but non-existent! An atom is 99.99999999% empty space! This gets glossed over; but science has a hard time explaining why things seem solid and have mass. There is nothing solid about atoms – and the activity is the only explanation for the mass. This reality is not what it seems.

     Biologically; the "don't ask questions" revolve around the same problem. What came first the chicken or the egg? Did a seed initially propagate a plant – or did a plant initially drop a seed? How did life start? Why did it start? Why is the "First Cause" or the "first bucket" always a mystery? If you think science has evolved beyond these questions – give your head a shake – and do a little research. These questions remain largely unsolved.

     The consciousness with which we experience this dimension is what really needs some definition. The above conundrums are reflective of our problem consciously. Science will tell you that your flesh and blood brain causes your consciousness – and that your brain is the source of your entity. But they can't prove it. There are many unanswered questions regarding the source of consciousness, such as how we sense the environment, and how it works – and ultimately how it feels, and what awareness is.

     In short the question becomes; are the chemical and electrical storms in our minds the result of our brain – or the result of the storm? More and more of us are starting to realize that the brain is a material reflection of our consciousness – a manifestation and not a source.

     How we are all connected consciously as a group yields a clue. What we are doing indicates how we operate by default. We evolve and share core sub-conscious developmental information as if we were at some level a part of a greater organism or conscious boundary state. Even though we are individuals – we share and create a consensus reality. We act like ants in a colony, or bees in a hive; at a subconscious scale.

     Spiritually; putting aside the verbal charades regarding brand names and deities used to express our spiritual component – we share this consistent belief. Right back to our tribal roots and Shamanic beliefs the same general idea remains intact today. The notion of "spirit continuance" is still a common theme. Just because our ancient brothers and sisters called these spirits the "Ancestors" while we called them "Angels" is no reason to mock their beliefs. It is all the same thing if you don't get lost in terminology.

     The "experiential proof" has always taken similar forms. Near Death Experiences are good examples. Those who think they are hallucinations or chemical and electrical overload – are either afraid of the truth.......or shitty detectives! Even a 15watt detective knows that if the same information is found over and over again – the circumstantial evidence would still convict. There is absolutely no possible way that if these were hallucinations – they would be consistently the "same hallucination!" A hallucination by the way; which according to medical science we shouldn't be having in the first place!

     This leads us to the topic of religion. All "Religion" represents – is the True Story of Spirituality. All "Bibles" represent – are the records of our experiences with Spirituality. Religion and Bibles are only tools to help you experience what they are trying to teach you. A book about Spirituality – is not the actual spirituality. Organized religion missed that. It would be like believing that reading a pamphlet about a rollercoaster ride in a theme park – was equivalent to the experience. This is the current stance of faith, that a book we read about the subject – is equivalent to the experiences read in them!

     I'm going to rattle some cages, shake a few trees, and confuse those who have never contemplated such things. After the fearful, uneducated, and disinterested, take issue with, or lose interest in this book – those that remain conscious and standing will hopefully benefit from this not so typical foray into mystic and esoteric considerations.

     What I learned in my research to explain my experiences makes some proponents of dogmatic religious beliefs fairly hostile – because quite simply it proves to anyone who is a half decent Sherlock – that they got some stuff wrong. My research also burns a few holes in atheistic circles – because despite the shortcomings of organized faith – there really is something we call God from our currently tiny perspective.

     Science doesn't like the "don't ask questions" either. Historians, Teachers, Academics, and Theologians are all about to converge and be forced to do a bunch of apologizing and comparing notes! So it should be!

     My problem is that the people who already believe in God, albeit through what I believe can at times be a very narrow lens; don't like having the foundations for their beliefs being exposed for what they really are. It hurts some to admit they were wrong, or were lied to. The realization of this is hard to process for some.

     Materialistic science with a strictly "mechanical" world view is going to have to reconsider their position also. Those reductionists who believe that everything can be "reduced" to scientific principles and number crunching; and as a result deny any special element or component for life – also hate having to admit the missing input is metaphysical. Science Gurus who have merely re-labelled God as a "Big Bang" and refer to all scientific shortcomings as the "mystery of Nature," and failed to include the Observer in the equation – are also missing something.

     As a result of the Truth; science is being forced to consider the phantom forces of quantum sub-structures, and a Cosmic Fabric we overlooked, and is fast learning that the subtle instructs the gross. The invisible creates the visible. The metaphysical energy instructs the material matter. The Ghost in the Machine is about to become fodder for scientific consideration. Science is about to find what the church calls God. It won't match up exactly with an ancient interpretation for it – but I see that as a good thing.

     This same truth is shaking the foundations of the church. The science of God – indeed differs from the romanticized parable. But instead of revelling in the validation of the concept of a spirit component – the church interprets change the same as it always did. The earth not being the center of the universe and not revolving around us was to say the least hard to swallow for the church. This mentality persists; so I guess we ain't quite done burning witches and hanging heretics yet!

     I spent a great deal of time assembling a book of questions which might drive some off the deep end – while leaving the last few standing........witnesses to the naked unashamed truths. The reason I did so – was equally compelling.....I died several times and learned some things which gave me an edge to do research about subjects generally considered esoteric, occult, and taboo by the church. This book is an attempt to prove the existence of God through spiritual means, scientific reasoning which more than implies design, my research on near death experiences and related phenomenon, and hands on experiences through meditation, prayer, and esoteric practices.

     It is time we asked some tough questions we tend to avoid. It is time to alter our perspective regarding our experience. There is more to it than we thought. I invite the curious and bold on the ultimate thought experiment.

Wellness, Truth, and Love for All.........Attila (a.k.a. – the Mad Hungarian) 

#### 2 – The Consistently Missing First Action – the Observed as the Observer

     The problem of this missing first action could fill countless volumes on its own; because it encompasses the entirety of the program of life. From the first cause for our universe, to the formation of atoms, cosmic structure, biology, conscious existence, or any avenue you choose to explore – that first action remains illusive consistently.

     Either that; or we missed something. I know where I'm putting my money! We either have an unsolvable mystery – or we haven't discovered the Primordial Element or the Theory of Everything if you will. The Fundamental Principle of Operation is missing, or worse in error. I feel that this consistently missing "first action" is the crux of the problem.

     The Buddha expressed this technical dilemma in experientially spiritual terms. To merely state that "Nature" came first, or preceded everything – solved the problem quite nicely. The problem with science is it has to know the details of how and why. The problem is going away though; because it turns out that our friend the Buddha was correct about the true nature of reality. Cutting edge science is having the same problem resolved in the same way. It indeed appears that the "instructions" and "information" for life, or Nature – is the precursor for anything in the material world.

     The Buddha was right, the information came first. One might conclude that what we call God; is itself cause and action, more so than a tangible material. This fits with more elaborate definitions for a Creator – as a Force of Creation. All Spiritual belief systems sporting this notion – are the more evolved, or mature contemplations on the subject.

     Pick pretty much any subject or topic and reduce it back to its origin – and you get that first cause or initial condition. But the wheels pretty much fall off the cart there! Any science, any religion, or any application of conscious effort to solve this missing first cause, element, law, principle, action, and so on; craps out at the number One. How do you get to Zero?

     Zero; is everything – so you see the problem with which science and philosophy, and faith struggle. It comes full circle, quite literally!  Zero must either be the sum total, or the end as the beginning - meaning that the "action" is the essence. Is this not what life shows us at every effort to discern the nature of it?

     This "Zero state" explains the duality made whole, or as one. It is the old; observer as the observed ploy. It goes both ways though – because the observed is the observer only as soon as it is beheld by a conscious entity. We reach out and metaphysically touch things to experience them – and define them. All our senses are this act.

     There is another common sense problem with how we experience reality – everything is a "center" unto itself. Even though everything is part and parcel of everything else; every conscious center views its existence as the center of the universe.

     This is quite simply because it is! The Individuation is not solely individual at any higher level or state, dimension, harmonic, or frequency from which it derives its instructions. The blueprint is a shared condition which underlies the "bent" perspective employed by each individuation. I feel I need to explain in slightly greater detail for those who have never been down this rabbit-hole – this is an important point.

     Every living creature which has ever had enough consciousness to be aware of its experience – has always viewed itself as the center of the experience, in a perpetual moment. From the most complex life to the simplest, from the beginning of time to the end of time, every creature has taken the unique viewpoint that it is the point of observation for an event which is ever unfolding around it. Everything always views itself as a center.

     Time is viewed in the same fashion; as a moment by moment precession – which once again we exist at the center of. Are you starting to see where this is going? The entire premise of conscious existence – is a farce of epic proportions! How can every individual, from every moment in time, view themselves as the sole central point of existence?

     I'll tell you how - there is no such thing as time – merely a perpetual moment which our consciousness assembles through experience. There is an over all boundary state, or one super-consciousness behind our subconscious or higher self, as evidenced by exercising a little logic about the lower self's perception.

     In three dimensions; a limited view results. A three dimensional view is individual; and moves through time at a fixed gravitational rate. A fourth dimensional consciousness is connected to the information in the shared higher dimensions of Super-consciousness; and negates the concept of time and individuality at the more inclusive conscious boundary state. You can call it God if you want to; we have for thousands of years.

     The entire way we experience life is a conscious act – because everything is made in essence of consciousness. We live in a Universe made of mind; with an infinite manifold of portals from which to experience. We are the material activity and reflection; of the higher boundary state – thus we are made in the "Image of God" in His Likeness if you will consider it metaphorically speaking. One bound to the earth plane in a third dimensional state full of the pain and suffering which comes with it – "Cast down, or fallen" if you get my drift.

     To understand this notion can be accomplished by accepting the concept that we live in the shadow of life, the dream, the illusion, and are lost, veiled, and so on. Now look at how sunlight; casts a two dimensional shadow on the earth when it interacts with objects. In our three dimensional world; sunlight casts a two dimensional shadow. If I were a conscious shadow hypothetically speaking, I would lead a two dimensional existence. As beings leading a three dimension existence; we may well be the 3rd dimensional shadow of a forth dimensional Light or Projection – thus an Image.

     The Light of Creation is multi-dimensional. Some claim ten or eleven dimensions. At the point of origin; all the forces and dimensions were one – then repeatedly fractured. This higher dimension of light casts the three dimensional shadow we know as reality. Each higher level or dimension is a more inclusive boundary state. The scientists call this notion "emergence" or downwards causation; to explain why we are here. The idea in simplicity is that existence is a "from the top down" process – the opposite of what one would think. Usually; the model starts at the atom and works its way up.

     This still leaves the initial cause as a mystery as always – but it does explain the observer and the observed with the same downwards causation. You are physically made of components from above you; star dust and energies and forces which sort of leak down. Your Spirit Component or metaphysical consciousness; is also a "from the top-down" process.

     Start with an expanding universe which gave rise to galactic stars and the first galaxies. Those galaxies spawned forth a multitude of stars. Those stars shed off material and formed planets. The planet made biological life which resulted in us. There is little argument for the direction life took – the remaining issue is why.

     I just want you to consider that if you are a cosmic reflection of consciousness itself as an observer; that somewhere above our current pay scale – we are the observed. At a higher boundary state, dimension, or frequency; we are a component of something bigger. What I am sure of; is that galaxies formed certain conditions for the express purpose of creating stars. Those stars formed in such a way as to intentionally generate planets, and the planet earth carefully nurtured life to exist – and that none of it is by chance. It is an intention from the top down of higher boundary states of consciousness. The Mystery of Nature in a nutshell is that - everything "makes a house" for the next level like in religious texts, like when God prepares a house for you.

     The information above us we are based on; must actually be able to "see that it was good." If not; what is the corrective mechanism for the blueprint? Yes it is experience; but that experience is not limited to the individual. A parent doesn't solely instruct a child how to build its body for example; they both are a shared product of a field which in its infinite perfection – never, ever repeats identically.

     To come to grips with this idea; we just need to acknowledge that if a creature or a beings individual experiences were not maintained beyond the individual physical experience – nothing would evolve. If everything we experienced died with us – the next creature wouldn't be any further along nor have the benefit of our life cycle to draw on. Life already works this way. Life is a single blueprint consciously; with infinite manifestations physically, which are always uniquely individual.

     The cumulative life cycles of a species as a whole seem to be the repository for the information in the DNA. This is where "downwards causation" gets contrary to logic. If galaxies made stars, and stars made planets, and planets make biology; then biology makes atoms! This sounds absurd at first – but it fits! The information in the conscious field instructs the quantum! This easily is confirmed by how the instructions in the quanta are changed by observation and shared experiences. If everything died with each individual experience including the "memory of experience" then instincts and evolution, and the instructions in the DNA – wouldn't change.

     So a big part of this "missing first action" starts at the scale of a universe with what we call a big bang. From there down; the order of creation is a fractal self-organizing structure which self educates and evolves. My belief would be that this is a reflection from above the individuation, since it is a shared volume of information; often particular to a group or species.

     But even the quantum field which perhaps our consciousness populates - has a point of no return at the zero point. Once the sub-strata of the micro bits are examined more fully – it turns out to be like our Cosmos in this regard. At some fundamental level it is exposed as a single thing and returns full circle. At Zero – everything is no longer individual, a trinity of forces, nor a duality of nature.

     At Singularity; the first bucket can be only gleaned by one capable of a metaphysical consideration. For a reductionist or for a strict proponent of the purely scientific, left brained number crunching physical interpretation for reality – the notion of a metaphysical spirit component is lost. Some things you have to feel – just like how we operate and experience life. The secret of the first cause is an internally acquired felt discovery because of the nature of the secret. I'll give you a hint; a seeker seeks.

     All of the things you can't put your finger on so to speak – are the real you in its form of the higher self. When you feel a vibe you feel it with your spirit component, not your physical senses. A moment of awe experienced when observing the night sky – would be such a feeling.

     The love between two people occupies no space and has no physical source – love is metaphysical in nature. An instinctual feeling has no physical parameters. The list is endless. Bonds with pets, religious epiphany, and creativity in artistic form through art or music – are all further examples of our unaware interactions with metaphysical realities.

     The quest to find the first cause in every case revolves around the metaphysical component to life we tend to ignore because it cannot be measured, weighed, bought, sold, nor touched by human physical life. We are back full circle to zero again. The number-scale starts at zero and ends with zero for a reason.

     The consistently missing first action is a result of the final action; which is never really the final action – merely the beginning point again. And that "action" is conscious in nature. I think therefore I am; created this reality - and it is still writing the program. Now let me drop a little bomb on you!

     This is why life is what you make of it. Life is a game of perception. All the waves of energy, and vibrating strings, and hollow balls of space/time we call atoms – are all physical reality is based on! Life is indeed an illusionary state of being. It took us millions of years to learn how to interpret this metaphysical energy as material reality.

     The trick to reality is reversed. Here is the bomb – everything is mouldable – only we choose not to........because of this perception of physical reality by our senses. But now we have science and a gadget advantage with which to unlock the hidden dimensions and properties of reality. We now have some circumstantial evidence with which even a 15watt researcher must struggle. The first cause presents itself in the observer and as a result of looking.

     When the Bible claims that God said; Let there be Light, and that He saw that it was Good - it is actually telling you this first action was the act of "Intending to Create," and "Seeing that it was Good." This gets down to that tree in the forest, and whether or not it would make a sound if there were no one around to hear it. As an exercise in logic it wouldn't much matter.

     If this was a universe without Spirit (better defined as metaphysical consciousness – or cosmic mind without physical display) why would anything at all happen – and who would "See that it was Good."  In layman's terms – who'd give a crap! My proof is that we wouldn't be having this conversation some 15 billion years later – without an initial first cause – and the ability to reckon with it. Nature came first. That changes things – or so it should.

     This ability to experience life is the motivator – right from the get-go. The "Image" we are – is the consciousness with which life is experienced. The "Feelings" are the entire point. The "Feelings" we experience – are the creative input. How we feel about things matters much more than we could have ever considered possible.

     We are also able to access this repository for information and access the very secrets of Creation by application of our consciousness – with feelings. We call this praying or meditating generally speaking. The technology of life is internal and metaphysical in nature. The riddle we seek – is us.

     The value of the journey exceeds the destination in all cases. The activity always is the point. You know what they say; it is not about getting there – but how you do so. Ergo; Creation is Creator, since the First Cause is a result of the instructions, which in turn is an act of experience itself. The Yin and Yang – is cause and effect. God is the ultimate scientist because you can't have one without the other – thus God is the only "Self Generator." But what we call God is the consciousness of love.

     We are always messed up by an incorrect perspective regarding the true nature of reality. We always seek physical proof of cause. The Yin and Yang is an activity; at the center of the Mandela. We can go around and around the center, and pick apart the display until the cows come home, and Jesus comes back if you'll pardon the pun – and never solve anything.

     The answer is in the invisible middle – the zero. The center is the focal point of the activity. That invisible middle or zero; is the metaphysical engine. We can never solve the riddle of life, or find the first cause; until we find that "center" in ourselves. This is what every religious concept revolves around – a real way to find that center. The riddle or secret of the true nature of reality is not a scientific endeavour, but a conscious conundrum.

     When an individual finds this metaphysical conscious center, which is an image or reflection of the Cosmic Consciousness (God by many titles) – spiritual ground is gained. We have the experience of strong connection with the Absolute – the All. The Source of all Consciousness is what we call God. This means Spiritual notions of Transcendence, Eternal Life, Reincarnation, Afterlife, and the like; are not that crazy given the facts.

     If you can believe that a consciousness very much like yours was the first primordial element, and that the cause of the consistently missing first action is the ability to experience; every science and religion takes on a new character.

     Science tells us unequivocally; that everything in our universe is "information" displayed in two states – those of matter and of energy. Then they find; that this information is never really destroyed – it just keeps changing states between matter and energy – that the information remains intact in all cases. It is hard to find a first cause until you get that this thing we missed is the information – not the energy or matter which is the activity of it.

     Then when you compare the academia with the theology and don't mince words or pick apart versions of it, and look at it all (or at least as much as possible) – the same truth is revealed. Beneath all concepts of spirit, in all brands of faith – are the same underlying hints about the true nature of reality. All religions are the machinations of this same quest to define the first cause – and the source of consciousness. Not your brain; your consciousness. A brain is a physical organ – made of its metaphysical counterpart in energy. This applies to all facets of life.

     The Mystics had it right apparently with concepts of Pantheism. Like any Spiritual thrill seeker will attest to, who has had any real success meditating; a realization which is most profound presents itself. In a real, no bull-shit way (pardon the verbal exclamation mark!) – Everything is God. This is the ultimate realization about the true nature of reality and conscious experience in it. It is all an act of God – if you'll pardon another stereotypical pun. Only you have to really broaden your parameters; about what we presently call God.

     If God is a totality; which "It" surely is – we currently define God in very narrow terms in both religious and scientific circles. If Science as a whole were considered a single act universally – it wouldn't take much of a Sherlock to come to the same conclusion. Calling God an unexplained Big Bang and attributing all the unknowns to the "Mystery of Nature," "Inexplicable Instincts," "the Secrets of DNA," and "the invisible Morphogenetic Fields which drive Evolution," are woefully short of a decent explanation.

     They'll tell you they know how this all works; until you ask some don't ask questions. We will look at more of these as we move on. Ask a scientist why the singularity which initiated a big bang; was there in the first place? Why would it big bang for no reason? And how in the Hell could that miniscule dot contain the information required to form an infinite universe – or the volume of it. Then we still need to consider the embedding of the conscious entities in it (us)! Science isn't "all that." They don't know why atoms hold together, what causes gravity, what black holes are, what the engine for cosmic expansion is – or the initial cause for anything – including Life!

     Don't kid yourself – you'd have to believe in miracles to think that science has solved the core issues. All these questions conclusively make my point about how many answers elude us. They still are arguing about whether biological life fell to earth from the cosmos on rocks from space! Didn't the earth form from a collection of rocks from space? So this argument revolves around when this special rock (if-so-fact-o it indeed were special) fell to earth? What a non-issue! The question started out as what caused life – not a silly debate about when this bacteria laden rock became a part of the earth!

     Yet if by comparison I take the simple position of the Buddhists; that Nature came first – not the material reality, I become target practice as a religious nut. This is the focal argument is it not? How could any of this be – were it not for the nature of the ability to experience it?

     The "information of Life" we talked about earlier which can never be destroyed, and only changes states of its display between matter and energy is nature. It is in this way that the subtle instructs the gross, that the immaterial forms the material, that the information in the shared field generates the individual strands of DNA, and how the invisible ethereal minutia at the quantum scale dictates the true nature of reality through the ability to experience it.

     The search for the consistently missing first action is what every effort by religion and science is all about. From the origin of our universe, to the micro components it is made of – and the way we experience our surroundings in ever larger circles of consideration, it is all the same quest. It is sort of like chasing your tail though; and I am sure another hint at design is concealed by the Yin and Yang of the tail chasing. The activity conceals what is behind the façade.

     So I leave you with a couple of parting considerations on this topic. These really are "don't ask questions in science" and I think you'll appreciate why.

     Let's take the "Multiple Universe Theory" the scientists fall back on, as an example. It is just an excuse to avoid the fact that the numbers speak for themselves about any of this being a fluke random event. Science hated that given the facts presented; the odds are heavily stacked against this being a fluke. How heavily stacked you ask? Very much so! The odds against us being here are virtually incalculable.

     The only reason science had to come up with an infinite number of universes theory, was to avoid the notion of God in any way shape or form. The reason for virtually endless other universes to be considered is to negate the odds to explain reality without a Creator. The notion of a Creator rubs reductionists the wrong way – so they fudge the numbers.

     We know that if our universe had formed a miniscule fraction of a fraction differently; that it wouldn't have worked out. Atoms wouldn't hold together, cosmic bodies wouldn't have formed, and the universe itself wouldn't be as we know it. So the only way according to stick in the mud science to explain our being here; is that there must be an infinite number of universes – of which we are the "Goldilocks Version." All I can say is Holy crap are we lucky – and what a waste of space!  Either that; or the scientists need something better to stick in their bong!

     The only solution according to science to this conundrum without falling back on spiritual considerations – is ridiculous to say the least. I wouldn't mean to imply that an infinite number of realities couldn't exist – in fact I'm banking on it. I just don't feel that they are a waste of space, and that they serve a purpose, and that we are most likely looking at them currently - but don't see them yet (the operating system)! I hadn't realized how big of an act of faith it was to place a wholehearted explanation for life on science!

     The other mystery is a quantum dilemma at the sub-atomic scale. We have come a long way to understanding the true nature of reality through the intricate details of quantum physics.

     At first when they discovered the atom; they called it the smallest unit of matter, in fact the name "atom" meant indivisible. Then they found upon closer examination; that an atom was made of a central nucleus and electrons which orbit it. Then they found that the nucleus was made of two components called protons and neutrons. These bits in turn it was discovered could be further subdivided into various quarks and sub-quarks. These bits it seems – pop in and out of existence at incomprehensible speeds. But it gets even weirder.

     At the smallest scale; all the above mentioned bits are exposed as nothing but the effects  of tiny strings of space/time, which is a metaphysical property folded upon itself, and vibrating at a certain harmonic – according to the nature of the matter. String theory exposes our reality for what it is; a harmonic – the Word if you will.

     If the fact that everything really is a vibratory frequency and nothing is solid or real doesn't clinch it for you; them maybe what these strings are made of will. The Strings in String Theory don't actually exist in our dimension; they are the space/time we are embedded in – folded and collapsed to create the illusion of matter. We found the bridge between the ethereal creative conscious information – and the material reality we thought was all that is. We are in essence – that which we are embedded in – and what we defined as nothing.

     Space/time is an expanding sponge of invisible conscious energy; and we who live in the empty holes in the sponge – have mistakenly perceived by the veil of our five senses – the "holes" as all that is. As existing in the empty space of the sponge – this void is perceived as the finite existence it appears. From the perspective of the sponge, if it is conscious as you are; which is more than reasonable – infinity is reality – not individuality, mortality, and temporary containment. It is the stuff all around the holes.

     I've said it before and I'll say it again; if life as we know it now were not temporary it would be easy to consider it cruel and unusual punishment - given a full education that is. I don't know about you; but I feel that we all deserve an "oh shit moment" and a ticket to the other more inclusive conscious state. Life is a temporary state; a learning stage, an initiation of consciousness at a child-like state which exponentially develops as a whole over the alchemy of time. The purpose of this journey exceeds the destination – just float and enjoy the ride. Spirituality plays into this.

     Somewhere some scientist who hasn't nary a clue of which we speak; is devising some hellish nightmare of a bent reality to perpetuate an eternal life of this lesson life. By downloading their information onto a computer program in great enough detail, they hope to maintain their essence electronically – or worse transfer it into a cloned body, a robot, or a substitute host.

     That in a nutshell explains the Borg-like-Spock-isms, which an entirely left brained materialist mentality will produce. The results speak to the quality of such conclusions. I'd pass on becoming a Golem, an animated version of myself, stuck in a perpetual loop of delusion – instead of learning something special and moving on in my own good time.

     We already cycle as does all of nature. And the Missing First Action and the Missing Riddle of Existence are the same mystery. Where we came from – is where we go to keep it simple, honest and truthful.

     Being told that this energy was the First and Last, the Beginning and End, the Alpha and Omega, and "In" and "Of" All Things; was a factual statement. Discovery of your place in such a beautiful scheme is perhaps the entire point of the premise. We go home – only that means so much more than a romanticized parable can covey – through my verbs – or any others. This is an act of self discovery which is the key to unlock all mystery – one I suggest worthy of solving. Why are we here, and how does it all work?

#### 4 – The Unified Theory of Blue Jean Spirituality

     I did a lot of research after my experiences. After I had my near death experiences; I really wanted to know how they were possible – it is after all contrary to what we are conditioned to believe.

     Having few or no preconceived notions to this end – I freely explored all the information pertaining to spiritual concepts. I included bibles and the associated texts, but I did not limit my search to them. I strongly recommend such an approach; because I know what great truths you will find.

     The fact of the matter is; religion is afraid of this knowledge which can freely be obtained – if one is not conditioned to fear it. Don't get me wrong; there is no wrong way to believe – even the standard forms tempered with a little common sense are the general truth. But if you include the "taboo" and maintain the same modicum of common sense you will likely discover this simple truth. It is all the same story folks! Told over, and over, in many ways, from many alternate perspectives, over a very long span of time! You have to consider that, and factor it into the process of learning.

     The experiences I had were found in Bibles in romanticized parable form, but what surprised me was where I found the accurate details of my experiences, and with often a better explanation. Not only are bibles (of most types) telling us the truth – so do many of the esoteric alternate versions. They just don't buy into the "selective paths to Heaven" and the "my God is better than your God ploy" as wholeheartedly. You will find narrow parameters in any belief system which employs exclusivity.

     The simple truth as I often state; is that bibles, any bible – is not God. It is a book about God; written by witnesses correct? God didn't write any bibles; people did – people who had experiences like I did. They didn't all die to have these experiences – but they all had experiences which confirmed to them 110% the same theme of Transcendence.

     What they all have in common is the notion that we don't consciously cease to be when our body fails, and that everything is "connected" to everything else at a higher level – and that it is all One Energy with a Source. Books and such about what we call God from a terribly small perspective are not God – just records of experiences with it.

     It is not about the books is my point, so much as about the experiences, and the information about the experiences. The more detail the better. But never does the information take priority over the act of experiencing it. True spirituality as I have often stated is seldom experienced – due to our misconceptions about it. As always the truth lies between the romanticized parable and the factual experiencing.

     To start with; for those who have never considered this point – what something is called is just a matter of who is calling it. The "object" or "action" remains what it is no matter the individual viewpoint or lens which is applied. But the description is completely a matter of our perspective. Just like life is what you make it based on how you choose to see it – and trust me – choose we do!

     I'll move on shortly, but to conclude my point which is inescapable to some and impossible to others – it really does depend on how you see things........in a huge way. For example; the conjuring of an apparition from one point of view – is a miracle to another. If Alistair Crowley or a Mystic did it – it is Occult. If the Pope saw it – it would be deemed a miracle. Consider that there is no difference.

     If a Shaman on a vision quest went to the Spirit Realm, and talked to "the Ancestors" is it really any different than when someone in the bible spoke to Angels? Don't kid yourself – there is no difference between what the Shaman calls an Ancestor – and the church calls Angels. All are known unarguably as Spirit. Any religion or belief system which prohibits consideration of this is lying to you. They are in fear and perpetrating a deception – which is not spiritually acceptable in any belief system.

     Sorry for the couple of hits if your beliefs doesn't allow for such considerations, but I'm hoping that just one more might do it. Just don't give what you call God such narrow definitions and values. The way I see it; if you assembled every text on the subject of spirituality and God of every definition – it couldn't touch the truth. Something which is indeed an over all everything, and in and of all things, and in essence the totality of being – would be indescribable by every text on the subject, so feel free to explore. That and shake your head and feel sorry for anyone who has been convinced not to, and here is why.

     Everybody filters this experience through their own personal lens. We are all the same model, but we are all unique and individual by design. We live in an impossibility which never repeats. It does this for a reason. No new novelty is gained by repetition.

     For Spirit to benefit from this; we all have to see it different, we all have different tasks and marks and milestones to experience. The point is that no "cookie cutter" solitary version can apply to every individuation of the totality of Spirit.....which is what you are. If it works for you; fine – but don't you should at least understand why it doesn't work for others.

     I found that Mysticism is very much about the same quest. The difference was it was more about how it might work, and how others and you might experience it for yourself. Mystics know that the struggle of humanity is about our spiritual quest as a group over time. Much is explained which has been excluded from other sources. Mystics are not occult, evil, or taboo – just a broader spectrum of spirituality than is permitted by the standard versions.

     Alchemy is another topic worthy of educating yourself about. Once you start to "get this" the information and knowledge contained in ancient alchemical texts also takes on greater meaning; to an awakened or illuminated mind. The idea that science and spirituality owe nothing to these ancient practices; is ludicrous – the first scientists were without a doubt alchemists, as were all the great mystics. If you bought into the lame explanation that they were merely trying to convert lead into gold – you've been duped.

     Alchemy was a knowledge based effort to make sense of spirituality, and of the true nature of physical reality. In the spiritual realm; alchemy was akin to mysticism – in that it was almost solely about the "Evolution of Consciousness, Over the Alchemy of Time." In the more physical dimension; the metaphor of turning lead into gold as we are told – was in fact a metaphor for the ultimate knowledge we are fast discovering. Everything is it seems indeed made of the same underlying fabric – so changing one material substance to another is far from impossible – it is how it works now. Just think of the cosmos as an Alchemical machine to convert energies and materials.

     They understood some valuable concepts; like the realization that seeking true spirituality, and seeking the true nature of reality through science – were all the same pursuit. That; and a pretty good "construct" for the true nature of reality, even if they didn't succeed in turning the proverbial lead into gold of fabled legend. Some no doubt did try; but you have to realize that a superior intellect drove the attempt, given that all material it seems is the same product merely programmed and tuned differently.

     The Esoteric it also seems; is riddled with the same truths as the more conventional belief systems. The fact that standard religions share the same special days as the solstices in the more ancient Pagan belief systems is not another coincidence. The Winter Solstice being Christmas should make you think, as Easter being the Spring Solstice, and so on. The twelve around one in the astrological zodiac being symbolized by the twelve disciples around Christ at the Last Supper would be another.

     It doesn't occur to most of us; that the western churches are full of Pagan symbols and process. Eating the symbolic sacrificial flesh of your deity (as bread or a wafer), and symbolically drinking of his blood (as water or wine) is about as symbolically Pagan as it gets! Then you must consider the notion that God sacrificed His Son for you, and Jesus sacrificed himself for you. So if you think that Jesus or anybody else can "die for you," without noticing the similarity to Pagan sacrifice - you weren't paying attention to the details.

     To believe whole heartedly that the symbolic consumption of your sacrificed deity gives you a free pass, regardless of your physical and mental shortcomings, the roots of your belief system have been fully exposed for what they are. If you believe such a thing; by definition – your spiritual belief system is Pagan. In other words if you take the idea literally, rather than symbolically, as something we all must experience and consider on a higher level – your belief system is Paganism. I know – this goes over like a lead balloon. But it is true.

     To assist with this transition, I urge you to explore Osman Christianity, or Esoteric Christianity; from the time of the stone builders. The Essenes, the Rosicrucian's, the Knights Templar, the Freemasons, and "the Illuminati" (the Illuminated ones); all believe in this ancient form of Christianity - which was the evolved off-shoot of the more ancient Babylonian beliefs and the prior Atlantean beliefs.  One is immediately struck with the beauty of this perspective in relation to Christian mysticism. In the esoteric older version; Christ on the cross has a more symbolic lesson for us.

     The wounds of Christ are symbols of our suffering; and the five wounds represent the five senses which keep the spirit crucified. The five senses it is claimed mask true reality; and keep us chained to the notion of death and time. The crown of thorns represents non-spiritual material thinking (the trappings of the mind) – until released by the perfect act of surrender (death). The roots of Christianity are rather beautiful and functional; which is perhaps lost in the more polished public consumption version portrayed by organized religion. Esoteric Mystic Christianity is a powerful functioning belief system – which is why it is promoted in secret society.

     I also found the Emerald Tablets to be rather intriguing. The fact that similar quotes and concepts are found combined with more history and instructions on how to successfully meditate is like having the missing footnotes from the bible. I would bet you an arm and a leg that the Vatican is full of "Thoth's stuff!" It certainly would explain the "fish head hat" the Pope wears and the Egyptian staff of Osiris that the Pope packs around - wouldn't it?

     Ancient Sumerian, Pre-sand Egyptian, and Ancient Greek Hermetic beliefs, Babylonian, Mayan, and Ancient Tibetan, Vedic Indian Texts, and the Ancient Jewish Kabbalah, and countless others all incorporate the same themes!  Eastern, Western, Southern, Northern, and Central belief systems – are all the same knowledge! All ancient spiritual texts revolve around knowledge about how to connect to this spiritual essence; via the records of others experiences. If that isn't proof there is truth in the general concept of spirituality – I don't know what is. The truth would have such a property.

     The unification of all belief systems allows us to see them for what they are. Each one is a specialized aspect interpreted by the person who had the metaphysical supernatural experience of achieving a transcendent state. This is very empowering information – don't kid yourself. If we recognized the value of each belief system, by properly interpreting them – the fighting over the contrived differences should eventually cease.

     I'd like to apologize to any and all Christians I offend with this spiritual theory – by offering some insights I gleaned by learning about Christianity from the outside sources. The notion that we are "building the body" is very insightful – to say the least. The idea of Christ dying to educate us about the true nature of reality; and not to absolve us of any need to develop or sin – corrects the "bent." Some aspects of Christianity could be viewed as advanced spiritual thinking; if you remove the exclusivity and cash extraction.

     Christ it is claimed by the Sacred Egyptian Mystery Schools he attended (according to mystic and esoteric teachings) was the best student ever; and became the best Teacher – the Master it is claimed. So I mean no disrespect to one of the most consciously evolved offspring of this shared field. It is no different than the Buddha realizing the true nature of reality and trying to teach others about it.

     The Dead Sea Scrolls and the Gnostic Bible also help with this correction. The Book of the Lost Secrets of Enoch is also a good read. My point to consider is that according to scholars and theologians who have done a great deal of research and maintain an open mind; the missing texts and chapters of the bible are there. These texts however; confirm a rather disturbing fact for a Single God theory, and reincarnation. Monotheistic beliefs are rendered asunder by an overview of the material on the subject.

     You see; every belief system other than ours – incorporates reincarnation and multiple Gods. You see hints of it in our bibles with statements like "Let Us make Man in Our Image" and an Angel Hierarchy; as possible subdivisions of God to describe the same thing as multiple Gods as Angels. The Logos, as the initial separation into seven, etcetera. Once you get this digested, and it might take some time – it will all get clear and make sense, and feel right.

     In these "missing chapters" the silly notion that "our belief system" is any different from "theirs," or any others – is flogged into submission repeatedly. In all cases one finds "multiples for God" and "death and rebirth" explanations. Yes even our bibles; if you consider the missing texts – are all about multiple Gods and Reincarnation. Now we can reap some benefit. Now the empowerment to learn the mystery to the riddle of life can be meaningfully undertaken – given this basic knowledge.

     So if this is all the "same information" what empowerment results? If my particular belief system can be so easily shot full of holes – what benefit is reaped? The seed to the truth has been sown.

     If you are open minded; you'll really like this and gain in leaps and bounds spiritually – which is by the way why I write this stuff.

     Do you want to know about death and rebirth in detail – ask the experts? Certain belief systems focused on this aspect such as the Tibetan Book of the Dead, the Egyptian Book of the Dead, and Buddhism on the topic, and some ancient Sumerian texts for a few examples.

     Do you want to better understand the riddle of time, the flux or pulse of the universe? Try studying the Chinese I-Ching, and Taoism, and Daoism regarding time; or the Maya who created intricate time clocks (cosmic, solar, and personal) which are accurate beyond explanation.

     Still others like tribal Shamanism were about Nature. The Jewish Kabbalah is about Creation and the structure of consciousness in relation to reality. They are all centered on individualized aspects; of nothing other than the same topic – Spirituality.

     The point I am making is that anything you don't understand in something in "your bible" can be found in others. Don't fear knowledge. What doesn't ring true for you won't stick anyways! The point is; that what strikes a chord with your higher self and soul – will indeed stick by design. You are built to consciously discern. Don't buy into the notion that only special people in the remote past were capable of enlightenment, discernment, and metaphysical spiritual experience.

     What the evidence shows; is that all cultures are offshoots of each other – which should come as little surprise. What the evidence shows; by the proliferation of multiple belief systems – is that these spiritual experiences we are all having, are not exclusive to certain individuals, or to certain belief systems. This proves two things to an open minded person. One; is that all religions describe the same act of enlightenment verbatim – and two; there must be some truth to it.

     We don't keep having the same delusion that there is a special element to life for no reason. We do however; keep thinking that the way we experience it is exclusive to our process. Then when some other kind soul who found this out in a slightly different way appears (which is inevitable), the fight over contrived differences takes place.

     The broadest understanding of what we call God from a very limited perspective can be best achieved by broadening our parameters to include other considerations and versions. Trust me; what you believe will remain unharmed if you do this – since it is only a small portion of the part and parcel truth. Give what you believe in; whatever the version – a big enough definition to include others.

     The best definition for God by science I encountered was Singularity; or as all places, times, and forces, in one metaphysical super-positioned state. The other one I liked was akin to the first definition, as space/time and matter/energy, as a single force. The venue for life as space and time, and the stuff in it (us for example), the matter and energy which is the activity in it – not being not separate – but a single activity. God is this activity. Space/time/matter/energy – are the manifestations of what we call God.

     Gravitation in two states, a state of infinite collapse, or a state of infinite expansion, is responsible for our existence – a dot and wave. In the state of infinite expansion we have a universe, and conscious evolution, and the waves everything emotes. In a state of infinite collapse, or centering; we have atoms, the delicate balance of stars, planets, and cosmic bodies (of all types), and the conscious singular state or center we experience as individuations of consciousness.

     Everything has this center, yet owes its existence to the other state. This other state has been called non-local by quantum physicists; because of the properties observed in scientific process. This non-local state of matter has been shown to flip between a dot and a wave (particle/wave duality), pop in and out of existence from a shared condition at insane speeds (non-locality), occupy more than one place at once (super-positioning), and mitigating the property of time and time traveling.

     So the only reason for our fractal individual consciousness; is this same shared field. The same thing applies. If my individual perspective can also be shown to be a fractal version of the total shared condition of the singular state, then in a way – we are also popping in and out of existence, enjoying multiple positions, and are most likely in a process of changing states.

     I hope you get that we are a manifestation of a wave condition expressed as individuations, or dots if you will. We become localized for a temporary period of time into a fixed position, traveling through time at a fixed rate. But we came from a shared wave which has no such limitations.

     To realize these great hidden truths, in any way, shape, or form; is what we call spiritual awakening, enlightenment, and the discovery of the true nature of reality. To actually believe that there is a limit placed on methods for the discovery of this great truth is the belief of a fearful entity.

     There is no wrong way to believe; but you might find that placing speed limits, and out of bounds destinations – seriously impairs your ability to navigate your vehicle of conscious experience – suitably to your needs. In fact I have firmly come to the conclusion that this is the stumbling block of all belief systems – exclusivity.

     Life is all about this spiritual participation with the metaphysical properties of consciousness – the shared field to express it simply. To deny yourself access because the belief systems you have been exposed to don't resonate for you (often rightfully so), is what "sin" or "separation" from God means. So if your belief system needs adjusting, or doesn't let you get your "groove on" feel free to explore and see what worked for others. We are different by design; so different things will strike a chord within each of us.

     When I took this overview of belief systems in general and applied a liberal dose of open minded consideration – I learned a lot. The other thing which I feel entitles me to say a little more; are my near death experiences, and the resulting clairvoyance gained. They claim that people who have had genuine near death experiences are approximately four times as likely to experience various effects like clairvoyance. I would have to agree based on my experiences.

     The other benefits; help me with my research. When I read or hear about near death experiences, and study the higher practices of meditation – I can tell who has never experienced it. I can tell who is talking out of their ass – to be blunt. This did however leave a large amount of credible data to filter through, good data we tend to disregard through conditioning.

     All unification is a step in the right direction; whether we are talking about the great truths in science – or spirituality. If the phenomenon of experiencing transcendence is a genuine link to the truth of what we are and the nature of reality; boundaries and borders are nothing more than hindrances to the truth.

     All we are talking about is absolutes - the absolute truth, about the absolute. This absolute truth is about the nature of nature itself, about your construction and the reason for your experience or journey. Some call it religion, some call it God; but the Buddha expressed this beautifully as merely awakening to the true nature of reality and yourself. How you are built, definitely plays into why you are built.

     The truth about this division of belief systems stems back to two main considerations about our spiritual roots. One consideration is that tribal shamanic beliefs have these same concepts defined slightly differently in them – which are initially where they stem from. The other consideration is that of the earliest and perhaps first cultured society on the earth – the fabled legend of Atlantis as the root foundation for spirituality as we know it.

     If you have been convinced that a previous super society never existed, prior to those we acknowledge in our history books; it is time for a little adjustment to explain our real history. This plays into all spiritual teachings having a hidden root. Anyone who completely dismissed the notion of Atlantis (or an equivalent consideration by alternate title) owes themselves a deeper look at the subject, and the application of a larger lens.

     The next chapter is owed to those fabled roots in Atlantis. It is a much more compelling argument than it first appears. The alternative explanations are far less plausible; and I hope to entertain consideration to this end.  

#### 5 – Atlantis; the Garden of – and Mu as the Motherland

     In case anybody missed it – there is a great deal of history omitted from our historical textbooks. It isn't very hard to come to such a conclusion either, given all the unanswered questions generated by the notion that the earliest civilizations were only a scant few thousand years ago. It isn't just the church folks; some historians would also have us believe we have only been around in civilized form for the same meagre few thousand years as the church (give or take).

     This leaves the inquisitive free-thinker, with some pretty good questions. Questions like; why did simple villagers become instantly propelled into a civilized society who built massive stone temples everywhere; and were well versed in commercial agriculture, geometry, math, cosmology, and so on? Not only may we ask how they knew these things, but the greater mystery is how they learned it all with no long periods of development. The supposedly "first civilizations" appeared at the same time generally speaking, and possessed generations of knowledge.

     This would be like an auto manufacturer instantly building Lamborghinis without going through the "Model A" stage. Or like a cave-man framing a house with a skill saw and a blueprint! We either lack some critical information to explain mans rapid development (after millions of years of development at a snails pace); or there is a mighty big chunk of history missing.

     Believe it or not; the bibles and every ancient text on this subject give us the answer from every source on the planet. From the tribal Shaman, to the myths of every belief system in place today; the answer has been consistent – Gods (plural) gave us this information. You just have to redefine things a little – and it all comes together too nicely to be a coincidence.

     In the most ancient myths, in virtually every ancient text; it is always "Gods who fell to the earth" who gave man this knowledge. But those "Gods" are gone right? Just like you and I will one day soon be. Ergo; what they called gods were way smarter than they were – but obviously they were not Gods as we interpret this – or they would still be here. They were more advanced; but just as mortal as you and I.

     Don't jump the gun here; I am not talking about aliens, or Elvis in a UFO. I hate those shows where every mystery is immediately attributed to aliens. I wouldn't rule out other beings in this vast cosmos; but I didn't have to go that far for an answer.

     The other popular notion is that God did it; not "gods" but the one and only God. In religion these problems (and all others) are solved with a spooky father figure on a throne who magically did it. I wouldn't rule out a supreme being either with good cause; but the method sure isn't what I see going on around me. Nobody keeps sticking their finger through the clouds and fixing things, at least not visibly.

     So we return to our initial question. How did we develop from villagers to a complex society with knowledge within such a short period of time? The answer is so simple it hurts. We as a species; have been around way longer than our history books claim. The "beginning" was not the beginning, anything but! The earlier epoch in our history is in our bibles in the form of parables. Parables like the Garden of Eden for example; really being the Garden of Atlantis.

     If you start to cross reference all this ancient material – the missing history is found. Consider that this is all the same story again; from different perspectives. Consider that these ancient texts and bibles; are fairly accurate historical accounts – given the time period and cognitive ability at the time. And as soon as you start comparing these legends stories, myths, and biblical accounts; the amount of confirmation one finds – makes it very hard to not do a little math and arrive at a simple truth.

     Atlantis or whatever you want to call a previous super society existed. Man has been on the earth for thousands of years longer than we currently entertain – likely tens of thousands longer, according to the evidence left in stone above and below the waterline. We mustn't forget our planet is two thirds covered by water; some of this evidence must be there given the nature of the ever changing face of the geography of the earth. This takes place in slow-motion at our scale of time, but over tens of thousands of years all the little changes we see add up to big ones.

     I feel the vibe! Where is the evidence you ask? Everywhere in plain sight – I respond! If what myself and others claim is true; the evidence should be abundant; which it is given a few minor corrections. Oh, where to start!

     The underwater stone ruins found worldwide which pre-date our "history for dummies books" would be a good place to start. Who is kidding who? A 15watt detective could sort this out in a microsecond. Underwater ruins litter the planet with mysteries? Research by people like Graham Hancock show that the old coastal development from our pre-dated history can be often found offshore underwater, as it can in many instances – and it forms a clear pattern.

     First think about my Garden of Atlantis theme. There is some limited detective work involved to be sure; but you find this same story in ancient Sumerian Clay Tablets rolled from stone cylinders (the method of print in 8,000bc). The same story told from the perspective of the Gods can be found in the Emerald Tablets, and the Kolbrin Bible. I am convinced as are others; that this is where Nostradamus got his stuff! Mystics and Spiritualists also sport this more historically accurate version in the associated literature.

     Then we might consider the words of Edgar Cayce on the subject of Atlantis. Mr. Cayce spoke often of a factual past which included Atlantis – and anyone who quickly dismisses the work of Edgar Cayce; hasn't done much research on the man. Some 1400+ readings with a claimed 99% accuracy rate, is hard to dispute.

     When they reviewed the transcripts of the Edgar Cayce readings, which are still available and on record (so you can check this out!); his son claimed there were no discrepancies over the many decades on the subject. The conclusion then, as now was; the odds of a story bankrupt of facts being identically recalled in a trance state decades apart, are pretty much zip. Thus; if Mr. Cayce was right about all the other things he said (and he had an inexplicably excellent record) – then the information about, and his conviction of the existence of Atlantis – warrant consideration.

     Col. James Churchward was an archaeologist and researcher, and the author of the Lost Continent of Mu, and the Children of Mu – and also had some interesting thoughts on the subject. He claimed many tribes still carried the symbols and beliefs of the Motherland as he called it. Tribal Sun Worship for one, which is a throwback from the Esoteric and Mystic beliefs – and not tribal beliefs per-se. They got this backwards! Tribes got this from the same ancient super culture as we did!

     Another good point made by Col. Churchward is about the facial features of Polynesians, Hawaiians, Samoans, and many other tribal cultures from the area. Briefly his point was that they don't look Arabic, nor do they look Negroid. They look like white people with olive skin! Same features, etcetera. His claim is that they are the remnants of the ancient civilization destroyed in a cataclysm which were trapped on the remaining peaks as Islands.

     The belief systems employed by these ancient cultures, and symbols they still use; are indeed like tribal versions of the symbols found in the Motherland. The Sun images, depictions of snakes biting their tail or intertwined, serpent symbols, the concept of infinity, which is a concept of higher thought. His contention was that tribal people likely carried these beliefs and symbols on from their more cultured past.

     Then I found the same information in Mystic texts, which corroborated the archaeological findings of others like Mr. Churchward. They went even further in the esoteric spiritual texts however; and explained it in detail. They claim that all of our first societies were the result of the tribes of Atlantis breaking up after the great flood or deluge as it is often called.

     So let us paint a more reasonable picture of our past. Perhaps it is not accurate in the minutia of details; but the "gist" of it is correct. Using the research that entertains the notion of Atlantis, or Mu, in its totality rather than any one version to paint a general consensus – here is the unabridged and unauthorized version.

     For tens of thousands of years in our remote past; a group of people developed skills like math, geometry, stone building, esoteric spirituality, and so on. But they started this culture on an isolated continent, a garden if you will. We can debate again over whether they obtained this knowledge from elsewhere to kick-start the process or whether they developed it over a great period of time independently – none-the-less; over time they built an isolated advanced society.

     They were the Children of the Light under the Law of One – spiritually. Technologically they studied the sky and recorded information – the foundations of cosmology. Technologically, they were the stone builders or stone masons – and the foundations of freemasonry. Philosophy, Alchemical sciences, mathematical calculations, geometric structure and all the like – have a root in Atlantis. This is especially true of religions.

     This continent of advanced culture kept mostly to them selves. Some claim that the ancient Indian Vedic Texts are taken from the Motherland; and that India was the first remote pearl, or outpost of Atlantis. Tribal cultures also occasionally bumped into this advanced culture and revered them as God-like. At first there was the initial Motherland, with only a few remote outposts.

     Then Atlantis endured earthquakes and a cataclysmic flood. Not all at once as is claimed; but over a period of years – Atlantis rumbled and sank into the sea. There is no lack of physical evidence or text regarding this as a possibility – we just don't like the implications. With a few remote outposts, and refugees from Atlantis (some of whom were considered God-like because of the knowledge and power they possessed) they started over.

     The displaced survivors from Atlantis who were often mistaken for Gods by savages; started over with what they had to work with. The Mayans it is claimed are one of the tribes of the Motherland, who were actually called the Maya. The early Pre-sand Egyptians were the descendants of the Naacal, also known as the Serpents. There was an over all belief system, with six divisions. The claim is that these same six tribes of Atlantis became the basic nations we know now. As is did their beliefs. I think you get the implication – and I hope you see the plausibility.

     Now with this added information; go back to what they told us about Egypt being the roots of civilization. It was the opposite! The slow further deterioration of the Egyptian and Mayan culture after their "Pharaohs, Kings, Gods, or what ever you want to call them died off – is evidence of this breakdown. If these were our first cultured societies; how they instantly got that way – and how they broke down almost immediately after their supposed "Gods" died should burst any deluded balloons. They not only achieved this knowledge in a historical heartbeat – they lost it in the next one.

     The Gods from Atlantis; were the gods in the myths and ancient texts. Tribal people and early primitive cultures were propelled into complex society over a short period of time not by actual Gods – just advanced people. No aliens, no spooky father figure, no odds beyond belief – just people from an advanced culture with knowledge and skills, and of course the inevitable belief systems. Like Columbus bewildering and altering the native history forever; only on a planet wide scale.

     The native version with an Earth Mother, and a Happy Hunting Grounds, and a love for Nature as the feminine – got rubbed out by the escapees from Atlantis and a dominator male slave oriented culture. By the way; not only was this the advent of modern society – it was the brutal overhaul of our spiritual beliefs.........and the beginnings of our bondage and mental slavery.

     They invented slavery and shared it with us – how nice. They were not only more advanced but more brutal, sort of like now. So don't laugh too hard at the possibility of our roots being not as we were told. Our culture reflects this same dominator mentality that takes over the less adept and the less forceful.

     What does this mean regarding our history as we are taught it; other than exposing it as a farce of epic proportions? Well; maybe we will consider what they told us now. They suffered a lot and built a tremendous amount of massive stone monuments and temples. To consider their explanation; no matter how silly it sounds to a modern mind with its head up you know where – is long overdue.

     What if the early Gods from Atlantis had real spiritual knowledge? If it was equal to their ability to measure time, and study the cosmos and to build in stone, and so on – we need to apply our modern perspective and gadget advantage to what they claimed about metaphysical realms like spirit.

     If you do this; all the mystery is removed from religious concepts and replaced with the ages old practice of meditation. Meditation is just prayer done for a longer time with specific methods and intentions to get real results. Prayer done in such a fashion is the same thing. My point is that once you realize that these "experiences" in the ancient texts were records of the results of connecting to the Absolute through meditation – they make the sense they were intended to. Context is everything!

     The reason we have our beliefs, the inclination and propensity to seek knowledge, and our hierarchal model for society; has nothing to do with aliens, or lesser Gods (gods with a small "g" if you will) – no such fantastic construct is required. The history books are wrong, and full of falsehoods – intentional and otherwise. The real answer is; we have been on the earth for a minimum of 35,000 to 70,000 years in our present form. Some outside estimates approach a few hundred thousand years.

     Maybe we have been here in lesser form since great reptiles roamed freely. Maybe if you go back to the Fred Flintstone era, when we were still cave dwellers and hairy – we met Thoth from the Emerald Tablets; and mistook him for the real God......in a garden. You know what they say about the shoe fitting.

     The remnants of that advanced society which resulted from this meeting of Thoth and Mr. Flintstone long ago in a garden; went on to build Atlantis from that garden after their Gods died. In the Western Bibles it explains it as the Fallen Angels who fell to the earth and took the daughters of man as wives – to produce "the men of renown." The Pharaohs it seems share a root with the deceased Gods who gave us knowledge and changed us. The apple and tree story in the garden are just this same information about being changed, made more aware, and getting the boot for it.

     If you made it this far, despite being rubbed the wrong way by an alternate explanation for the gaps in our current historical texts, and the apparent lack of credible history in bibles – I owe you one. This means your bible was generally speaking right; once you fill in the gaps. There is a pay-off – validation for your beliefs and a credible argument for them. Go re-read Genesis with this added information for yourself – and try and tell me your antennae didn't wiggle just a little.

     The first God, with a Big "G" was the Creator God; the Logos, the All, the I Am That I Am, the All Seeing Eye of the sum total of consciousness. He created everything, and He saw that it was good. I haven't a single argument against that basic premise. But you have to admit; the gods with a small "g" that messed with man in this special garden on the earth are not here anymore. They died; or buggered off to areas unknown; maybe it is no different. The point is they were not "The Creator God" the top dog.

     In mystic belief we all go to be with God just like in the standard beliefs; it is just that it doesn't stop there. Apotheosis or becoming "like God" is a common theme of higher forms of spirituality. They get that it is a never ending process of becoming one with the Absolute – that which always just Is. The Ancient Kabbalah describes this long struggle of man becoming "like God" or his brother; as an act which takes a long time for man – but is an instantaneous process for a God beyond time.

     What I am trying to set the stage for is an explanation – of how this works from what I can glean. Where are these Gods? Where for example is Thoth from the Atlantis lore, or Jesus, or the Buddha? Where are these "Gods" now?

     They went where everyone does, and are the ancestors, the Angels, and the Gods! In the Mystic literature, in the Illuminated material if you get my drift; it claims that the Children of the Light, or the Children of Atlantis – walk among us as light beings. They teach that they are an ever present construct of our subconscious or higher self reality.

     They are there to educate and teach us, and help us make the metaphysical transition when our time comes. They are Angels! How much clearer can it be? Our ancestors, our relatives, and the lost gods with a small "g" who "changed" us! This is what they themselves said! All spirit, whether flesh or not; is on a cyclic quest to achieve the state of perfection gleaned in spiritual and transcendent experience. Everything is trying to be God, return to its Source, Awaken, and become un-Veiled, because everything literally is made of a better defined Spirit.

     If all our spiritual texts stem from Atlantis and ancient tribal oral traditions; then I can finally reveal a longwinded cumbersome explanation for why I feel that the older the text or source for the information – why it renders more credibility and bang for your buck, to state it lightly.

     Ancient tribes remembered their encounters with Gods from Atlantis – how could they not. They possessed superior knowledge, weapons, technology, and appeared God-like to early man. But what they really were; were the descendants of an isolated pocket of technologically, and more importantly a spiritually savvy society that crashed. Some pockets of these early tribes were roped into helping the Gods build what else, but stone temples, and farm food for them, and anything else they needed. For that we got knowledge and bred with. The "special offspring" of this union was changed into a more civilized less hairy version.

     This all took place so long ago; that we, the slaves of old – perpetuate the lie. The knowledge was good, the math and geometry to get us started was good, and the higher construct for spiritual consciousness was good, but the slavery and dominator culture – not so good. We forgot what they taught us; and have needlessly perpetuated slavery. A few people get this – they run things!

     The remote descendants of the stone builders; are the only ones still getting off on this bad trip. In plain speak – the age of reason is nigh. There is a reason they don't want you to know this stuff. There is a reason for all the disinformation at school and on TV. If you figure out that Atlantis was real, and correct history, and add the missing stuff – you become "Illuminated" which is the stuff of secret societies.

     Freemasons are the old Stonemasons and Pyramid builders; and they still hide behind curtains and pull strings! They also horde accurate information (like the Vatican) while spreading disinformation (need I say it?)! This is heady stuff; and too much at once for those uninitiated to the truth. But you know what they say; now you'll look – with fresh eyes I trust. There really is an evil element which prefers to leave you "veiled and lost and asleep."

     So if you used to think; "Why would they hide this stuff?" – Now you might grasp why it must be hidden to maintain control. The Guardians of the Great Truth, and the Keepers of the Great Lie; are the same bunch. That is both why and how the lie is maintained.

     Just think about the denial of the Great Flood or Deluge. Imagine coming out of an Ice Age which is not in dispute. The primitive population would be small; except for an isolated higher society which was older. Now picture lakes the size of the Great Lakes in Canada (wee oceans) on top of melting glaciers. When they burst and dumped their contents as the glaciers melted – I'm sure some mighty big waves and re-established coastlines resulted.

     Yet we have divisions between those who can show this took place archaeologically, and those whose bubbles would be popped by this knowledge. Nay-say is the favourite game of desperation. Yes; it is. No; it isn't! You get my drift. The amateur researcher can quickly draw the truth from the available information – which is why it is discouraged heavily. The resulting revisions cause ripples, in academic circles, societal structures, and religious hierarchies; for all the same reasons - Bubble popping.

     I leave you to explore this topic because it is interesting as hell; and because it is relevant to helping us understand societal and religious structure, via its roots in the Motherland. But I want to help with some pitfalls. Some of the information out there; even by people advocating Atlantis – is full of falsehoods and hooey.

     The reason is twofold. Some people just haven't done their homework and are working from a base of limited sources. Some just haven't taken the time and done the footwork to do enough research to take a consensus from a large group of sources. Most just accept a version or two; which is exposed by not meshing with the rest of the information – or the totality of the information.

     The other warning is that much information is "disinformation" on purpose. Strict religious beliefs skew and deny out of fear and self-righteousness. Academics don't like ancient information which exposes that they are playing catch-up. Others don't care and expend little effort, and are careless with the truth.

     These descendants of Mu were the White Brotherhood. They were not strictly blonde haired blue eyed white people, although there were white people among them. They were multiple races – the ones we see. The racist belief that only white people belonged to the White Brotherhood is historically inaccurate and flawed; and it is crap.

     They were the White Brotherhood because they were on a path of Illumination (there's that word again!). The Children of the Light, under the Law of One are the one and the same Children of Atlantis – the offspring of the Gods. The knowledge they had about how to meditate, how this all works, and the true nature of reality, thus experience – is what is feared.

     The Atlantean Priest Kings (pre-sand Egypt), and the Men of Renown (Biblically); are the same people – which again is fodder for consideration. All were claimed to be the Sons of the Gods – direct descendents.

     So I do my level best to educate. Educate "would be Angels" by giving an enhanced perspective, gleaned through a full education.... on taboo turf. For further education, which is how I found proof – we will look at what they knew we could do. Stuff you'll never hear in church, a regular classroom, or from your buddies at work. Things we only become aware of when we are conscious without a heartbeat, or when we feel the presence of our departed loved ones after they are gone, or intuitively and instinctively know things, have visions or spiritual epiphany, and so on an so forth. These are the moments I now live for.

     The philosophies of Atlantis about the soul are at the top of the heap when you consider that they are the likely root source of all such belief systems (religions). What they believed was mimicked in Ancient Egyptian Texts based on the older Sumerian clay tablets, and in Mayan, Kabbalah, Buddhist, Indian Vedas, the Greek, Babylonian, and other assorted texts; including our First Testament. With a full education the echoes of the Motherland can be heard reverberating in every church bell, chime, and gong.

#### 6 – The Angels Were All There – Near Death, Out of Body, Spiritual and Clairvoyant Experiences

     This part always involves emotions of a personal nature which register completely off the chart. Anyone who has experienced these things or bore witness through someone they were close to; knows what I mean by this. You know when it is real – because it is very clear and powerful. You will often hear someone struggling to find the verbs or to convey the levels of clarity and emotion involved.

     This is my first point. If near death experiences were a "dream-state," an "electrical overload," or a "chemical blow-out," – why is it clearer than life? Why do people who experience transcendent states consistently describe what can best be described as "clarity?"

     It just doesn't ring true that someone who is in the throws of death; experiences a condition clearer than life, if in a deluded or failing condition. A correction is required. The physical is the deluded failing condition – which ceases when we physically fail.

     When you die physically; the pain we grow accustomed to in life stops. I know this is not in dispute if we stop functioning when we die; but what I am saying is you don't stop functioning on a metaphysical level. I am saying that you are "aware" of this cessation of discomfort associated with physical existence.

     The other often omitted truth; is that some of this takes place either side of the death part, before and after. This is the stage often called "walking between the worlds" by metaphysical believers. It is verifiable. When a person is about to "go," they will often tell you they are physically restored (in their metaphysical light body), and often claim to be communicating with departed loved ones. Stop and consider; what if it is true?

     The second verifiable condition which remains behind as proof – is the profound and permanent change undertaken by those who have these experiences. If someone has genuinely experienced these states; they never see things the same again, ever. People, who have genuinely experienced transcendent states, are forever noticeably changed; use that as a measure for the value of their words.

     As I was being put out to stop and hopefully re-start my heart; I heard 'The Voice" and felt an undeniable strong calming presence. "Don't worry, everything will be O.K. no matter what happens" It told me. I didn't have a shred of doubt; The Voice was accompanied by a Feeling which is indeed beyond the scope of mere words. There was no ambiguity about the Source of this Voice.

     Later after the event while meditating in the hospital - I spoke with a departed dear friend, asked some questions, and got a metaphysical education. This same universal metaphysical education is also a repeated theme of true transcendent experiences. It tells everyone the same thing; all life is a single energy. The true nature of reality – is consciousness. And it always incorporates the notion that life is a lesson and a duty.

     Often those who have these experiences; accurately describe things visually seen and heard by those present – even though they were under anaesthetic, or more puzzling, they had no heartbeat. There is no explanation for this fact – it is attributed to chance as is everything else. That; and written off as hallucinations with no consideration for the inexplicable accuracy of them, to which I knowingly retort; "bull pucky!"

     It is well documented that in near death experiences, the blind can see, the lame can walk, the ailing are vigorous again, and so on and so forth. The curious thing of it all though is; blind people who have "never" possessed vision – also describe full vision as you and I would, like they really had vision while in a near death state. I could see it (full pun intended) if they had vision during their life – but people who have been blind from birth?

     Some of the physically impaired people, who have these experiences, also have been crippled since birth and had no such physical experiences to draw on. My point is that the restoration is complete and has no bearing on previous conditions, which makes it highly unlikely to be a hallucination of some sort. Why would a hallucination consistently make everything right – instead of wrong? If it is; it sure is also a very "loving" hallucination, for those who missed that point.

     In the frequently experienced "life review" - often completely forgotten memories are accessed. Long forgotten events and situations are recalled. Why would a state of chaos like physical failure cause us to remember little things of no seeming importance, long forgotten by our waking consciousness? You would think primary rudimentary thoughts would be difficult enough in such a state of physical failure, let alone long forgotten details of our life experience. What a clue!

     I would also briefly mention that these considerations regarding near death experiences are not specific to color or race, or to any particular belief system. It doesn't matter where we are from, or what we believe in, or how we quantify life; we are all in for the same ride. The odds of that alone are astronomical, as puns abound inadvertently.

     Now for the big one! Whatever these near death states do or do not arguably have in common; the one thing they do all have in common - is that they all happen at a time when medical science deems it impossible for them to be taking place! And the thing is; they do. This is a major contradiction to the principles of science and the material physical world.

     The reason this contradicts a left-brained purely scientific material mentality is because we haven't quite fully realized we live in no such reality. Our underlying construction is metaphysical, creative, and loving in nature. The physical part is a temporary manifestation of the ethereal part – we "so don't get that."

     When you have such genuine experiences with your metaphysical nature, be they near death, spiritual, or clairvoyant; you got a peek at "the whole being." Or at least the bigger picture of the truth behind reality is revealed to us at such moments. We just don't think of these as real possibilities from the position of an individuation. Once that illusion is rendered asunder by a metaphysical transcendent experience with the Absolute, all doubt vaporizes regarding how "physical" life exists.

     I've heard every argument against what I am telling you. Trust me; when you tell people this stuff – you are either ridiculed, or regaled with arguments against it. One of my favourites is that we are conditioned to have such a hallucination – due to the propaganda by proposed "wing-nuts" like me. In other words; we are bombarded with these notions, so it is only natural we imagine them in the throws of death. Boy; what a way to denigrate such a profound soul touching experience.

     So being of open mind and a questioning heart; I found some interesting statistics to share with you done by some doctors. They took this idea of conditioning from social sources such as has been termed "the Oprah Effect," into account. What they did was study the data from very young children who had near death experiences. The children were not pre-conditioned to have such notions was the point.

     Yet; just as with the cultural divides – generally speaking the same set of criteria was repeatedly met once again. The same "loving presence," and the same "transcendent conscious states," "out of body experiences," and frequently a "Light" and a "Tunnel," were experienced by the children as the adults. The conclusion we draw can again only be that no matter who you are, what you believe, age, race, etcetera; the same experience awaits us all. If unconditioned children report the same details, then pre-conditioning as a cause can be ruled out, as in the case of young children who have near death experiences.

     I also encounter people who have perished and been revived who argue that they had no such experiences. I can't speak for anyone else but myself on the subject. I did however find some information in ancient texts to account for this.

     The idea that we reincarnate or cycle plays into it. When the student asked the Buddha how many times we reincarnate on the earth; the Buddha's answer was profound. The Buddha claimed that each of our accumulated bones would make a mountain. If this is true; then near death and associated experiences could be the latter phase.

     If you figure that each time around (hopefully if you do it right) brings a greater unity to the sum total of your being; we could slowly learn more and remember more each time we cycle. Often we hear the idea expressed that some "souls" are perhaps older, or have expended greater effort to become "whole" more than others. These obviously developed spirits are called "old souls" or "earth angels" by some.

     This is akin to how a child tends to recall their dreams better than an adult (although I am not implying death experiences are dream states). Reincarnation is a subject worthy of study I shan't delve into here; which could also serve to explain why some "do" and some "don't" have these experiences when they die. One explanation is "they aren't quite there yet." It isn't a crime.

     The other reason is covered in mysticism. The Spirit Component or the true nature of the substrata of our metaphysical reality will not reveal itself to a mind which deems it impossible. A certain amount of effort during our lives spent seeking the ultimate truth of the Absolute is required.

     It doesn't matter so much what form it took; as much as how earnest and heartfelt it was. Only "God" (and ergo you) can know what is in your heart, which is the crux of the associated biblical metaphors for this criteria. In Egyptian terms; Thoth would weigh your heart on the scales against the ethereal feather. It is the "idea" that is important for us to understand so that we grow to our potential; multiple sources cover it.

     So what are we really talking about here? In every case; we are talking about a separation from our physicality. In most cases; we are talking about "astral traveling" in some form. Astral Traveling, Remote Viewing, Out of Body Experiences, and Near Death Experiences are all names for the same effect. In Clairvoyant experiences we may or may not remain in our body; but we retrieve the information from outside of ourselves. In all of these examples; we externalize.

     Laying on a spike bed and hanging from hooks and so on; may seem weird to the western mind – but is the same practice. Fasting is another method. Meditating for hours or days in a cave is another extreme version. Flagellation; of flailing yourself for your sins (a common western esoteric practice), isn't much different from our Indian friend on his spike bed. A Shaman might ingest a spiritual concoction to promote a vision quest. At the extreme end of most belief systems (even ours!), are extreme methods for achieving this out of body experience in some form.

     Proof of this in my estimation is found in an unrelated effort to test pilots to see what they can take in "G-force accelerators." They mechanically induce a near death experience by spinning the occupants in a capsule until the g-forces become unbearable. At this point; many have a genuine near death experience. The scientists use this to argue against what I am saying. They reason that if it can artificially be induced – there is no special element to it.

     But if you look at it from the other angle – it proves how this works rather than dispelling it.  I argue that if you put enough strain on your physical body or mind (as did the spiritual with deliberately induced physical stress) – the metaphysical element is exposed. If we can "induce" these experiences with shamanic hallucinogens, gravity accelerators, and various forms of sensory depravation; it could also be viewed as proof that we are not a strictly physical entity. They are all methods for popping out of our body prematurely for a short period of time. Just like when we die.

     Clairvoyance rather than being a mystery; can be explained as highly developed instincts. A slight ability to consciously externalize is all we are talking about once again. In clairvoyant experiences we access the metaphysical information everything is made of ultimately. The hyper text mark-up language as we discussed earlier is accessed. There is also a record in space/time called the Akashic Record we can access which we will discuss in detail in another chapter.

     This "metaphysical ethereal energy" is what we call Spirit; and it does factually surround everything. The energy around everything is in this externalized condition, it is non-local and everywhere at once. The fact is that the Angels are always there. The energy of life is the shared field of consciousness of all life; past, present and future. This is why they tell you life is a hologram and fractal in science. A hologram represents the changing field of the totality in a cell of itself. We are a reflection and an Image of Light to use biblical verbs. They knew.

     When a bird knows when and where to fly south and we call it the mystery of nature, or instincts – we are looking at this process. The bird is actually having "déjà-vu" and remembering where another bird went. They are accessing this same metaphysical field of information that everything is made of and surrounded by. If instincts are possible for simple creatures, wouldn't we as the supposed apex of biology on the earth – be able to do more? You bet we can!

     Not only can we access the same field as the bird does for information inadvertently; we can train ourselves to access the same field by conscious application. It is consciousness, and so are you, and more than that it is awareness. We; can ask questions – not just feel directions – but inquire and converse with it. "It" is just a part of God as the shared field, or the All Seeing Eye of the sum total of all consciousness. Think of it like an "operating system."

     There is a reason they give God names like a force. The All, the Creator, an Is-ness, Spirit, the I Am That I Am, the Light, the Word, Tetragrammaton, the Logos, the Great Manitou as the Spirit which houses all Spirit in tribal beliefs,  and countless others describe this force as anything but an old feller on a throne in the clouds who needs money. The truth is much, much, greater than that.

     Everything is a cyclic division of consciousness or spirit; depending on what terms we employ. To state that our "consciousness" is maintained after we physically fail as the non-local information which surrounds everything, is not much different than saying we are always surrounded by spirit – or to say the Angels are always here with us. The idea of "Jacobs Ladder" in spirit; where between you and our Source – there are endless rungs of states of being, like the bridges in the DNA perhaps.

     If all this doesn't blow your previous preconceived notions of what is possible out of the water – this will. This explains the things we can do – that medicine and science can not. Not with fairy-tales as is often suggested by the mainstream; but by explaining every phenomenon with a very simple old theory - and proving it not by hammering on it physically or blowing it up to look inside - but by repeated physical confirmation and repeated experiential confirmation. Experiences many of us have but are conditioned to deny; and not educated how to utilize effectively.

     The Metaphysical information, the Spiritual information, and the sciences; are starting to merge on this point. They all use alternate verbs to avoid this fact – but it won't work for much longer. We will all soon conclude that science missed something – and there is a special element to life. This special element is the fundamental primordial element, the proto-consciousness, the "center" in everything (Singularity) which is a part of the other condition – that of the shared field. So to conclude this chapter and reiterate a point; this is my short list of things I experienced which would be called one thing by one group, and another to the other.

     With each briefly mentioned experience I will try to use both ways to explain them to help break down the language barrier of definitions which cloud the issue.

I have experienced "Automatic Writing" a few times. While writing notes for subjects on my books, I would start to get a flood of ideas from the shared field which was consistently above my pay-scale mentally. No invisible hand wrote the words, and I wasn't in any trance; but the effort of scribbling down what you are receiving fast enough is taxing. Higher concepts and details are channelled directly to you for your heartfelt enquiry from the Universal Consciousness. "Something" is talking to/through you.

As I mentioned earlier I spoke with a departed friend and can only mean one thing – my friend still exists somewhere out there non-physically. Most of us have felt the presence of a departed loved one and shrugged it off as impossible – or kept silent from fear of being considered a lunatic. The only way this is factually possible – is for the information in the shared field we are made of is to be sentient and aware just as we are. The Shaman was right about the Spirit Realm and the Ancestors.

The Voice is not easy to explain. It isn't spoken word as we know it. It is a direct communication which encompasses all the ways you could explain it. When you are dying you hear it strongly; but once you recognize it you will realize it has always been there and that "It" has made its presence known to you in the past – but you didn't recognize it for what it was at the lesser intensity. Once you experience "The Voice," and review the special moments in your life, you will recall the presence, if not the communications.

Information becomes easier to discern. Knowledge is found everywhere, and falsehoods easily seen for what they are – deception. Once you get that this is all the same story and explanation for this unified spiritual concept for life – the truth really does set you free. When you have the operating system, or the instructions; it is much harder to be fed a line. The only negative factor is that it makes you tend to hate lies and lairs; which is contrary in some respects with forgiveness and understanding. Just settle for you get it, and they don't yet; and enjoy your newfound ability to get to the bottom of most things in short order.

Synchronicity and Concrescence happens to me more often than before it seems. Information I seek, or is relevant to my research and growth – just falls into my lap beyond probable odds. The world around us is a part of us; we are a reflection of it. The universe out there; is inside you – and you inside it. When you are seeking something earnestly and for good reasons – things align easier. My list of instances of synchronistic events would occupy too much space. You will find that the more you grow to realize how special life is; the better what you used to call luck gets.

Complex concepts have been revealed to me while meditating in the areas of my personal heartfelt enquiry to understand. I wanted to know how it all started. I wanted to know the riddle of life – having almost lost mine. To this end; I have had in higher states of meditation been shown mind-blowing things. I was shown what we call the Big Bang with a narrative from the Creator. I was taken inside the forbidden boundary of the Event Horizon of a Black Hole, and given a peek inside. I have been given the advantage of knowing that all conscious life is the same metaphysical energy which is never destroyed but merely in a process of changing states to further complexity and evolve. I have been privy to glean a peek at the answer to age old questions: "What am I, and why am I here?" My point is we are all individual for a reason; because we get different things from the field – aspects and intentions of our evolving selves. Things which if we share with one another and compare notes will propel us forward. It is too bad we are not there yet. We don't believe this is possible; and we don't share worth a shit! We have a pile of growing up to do.

I also still feel like I only came back about 92 – 98% depending on how I feel; but I am never 100% here anymore. At first it is a bitch; but you learn to multi-task after a while. I still zone out and function less well here at times when I am partly in the other level of consciousness. A bit of me stayed there. I am not complaining, it has advantages; despite the weirdness. When you have a real near death experience, the no heartbeat kind like I did – rather than entertain the notion that my cheese is slipping off my cracker – until then – I'm going with accepting these truths of my experience. I'm speaking from experience. I don't just think we don't die – I know it. I don't just think there is a special element to life – I know it. I can't be any clearer in a "no-bull-shit" way. I digress; my point is that at least experientially I can vouch for there being another side by sometimes being there.

In retrospect I left my body for a short time twice that I know of in my life – I non-localized. Once I went to a friend's house the night before he died and observed him doing his nightly rituals and going to bed. From a vantage point which placed me approximately halfway through the floor like an apparition, I watched my friends last night on earth. This was when I was a young man and had just lost a childhood friend to an unfortunate freaky industrial accident. The other time, was when I had ingested too many mushrooms of the hallucinogenic variety and was laying in a field. I was likely almost overdosing to be fair; but what I experienced was clear. I lifted slowly out of my body and floated up between two clouds in my field of vision, and carried on above them until I was leaving the earth's atmosphere and starting to see space. I became afraid and it dawned on me that I might be dying; and I immediately fell back into my body. These events were prior to my later experiences; I just know better now what they were.

Once in a while I feel someone passing. Without any knowledge of my wife's friend passing on while I was at work – I felt it and had a conversation with her friend. I told her it was alright and not to be afraid no matter what – the same thing I was told. When I got home my wife came out and was crying; and I knew what I experienced was real and what was wrong with her without asking. I wasn't close enough to the lady to explain the link; I concluded that it was because my wife was, and I was more receptive. I told her – but she probably thought it was weird.

I get what the Buddha was trying to tell us about the true nature of reality. Everything is God – you, me, the animals, birds, fish, and flowers, the bugs, rocks, and dirt – everything. So don't hurt stuff. Have a reverence for all life with a full understanding of the nature of it. If I hurt you, I hurt me; and visa-versa. It doesn't mean we won't hurt things to eat, walk on things, make a house, and so on – we just have to give thanks for the sacrifice. It is called giving thanks – remember. Thanks for the grub, thanks for my life, my family, and the world we share. I still understand that we kill things to live, but it better involve thanks and reverence; and had better not be needlessly cruel or done as sport. Things die so you can live; remember that – because life is a cycle and it works both ways. Your suffering feeds the system also and serves a greater purpose. We are conscious food for our Creator. Our range of reverence is our spiritual capital.

Self healing and the healing of others are also real and possible. A placebo proves that. If a sugar pill will heal someone because they "think" it will; the true healer has been revealed. You. I am not saying anyone should refuse the best medical treatment if it feels right for them. Just say a little prayer like; "Help this medicine do its work to the fullest – without harming me." Stop the ill effects, and promote the beneficial effects consciously and subconsciously; and the super-consciousness will pick it up. It writes the program. Your higher self as they call it; is the mediator to the super-consciousness, or the Master blueprint. The trick I find revolves around selflessness. Giving is receiving, forgiving is forgiveness, and so on. You will find that all selfless acts of giving are the key to accessing these benefits.  I am also quite sure I affect my health more than is normally considered possible by positive envisioning techniques, coupled with heartfelt gratitude, and love and selfless thoughts. I think of wellness for others to help myself and it works.

I don't fear death anymore; at all. I wouldn't negate my experience and check out prematurely on purpose because of it – but if someone can't get by without taking me out, so be it. If life has to deal me some lemons to help me get the most benefit from my experience – who am I to prevent it. But I can be a force to reckon with in how I deal with it, and how I see it. Strength comes from the knowledge that it doesn't matter. When you realize that in the bigger picture it doesn't matter – all of a sudden you can affect your reality more! Go figure; to gain metaphysical powers, you have to realize that the physical is not of consequence. It is only the blueprint generated by the shared field of consciousness which has the ultimate value. The instructions for life have a greater value than the temporary physical manifestations of it. Given raw material and a few million or billion years give or take – the metaphysical energy builds again.

The last thing I wish to mention that I personally experienced along the lines of what we can do; has to do with how we experience. We intend things of our own free will, and we observe ourselves and others. We record the event. Just like the first thing in existence, we intend to big bang, and we can see that it was good. The act of experience itself is the act of life. It is so obvious, yet we miss that.   We are life; not an unwilling passenger. The last point plays into how this works – for real. The way this takes place is part and parcel of the reason for it. It self explains. Not much else can do that.

The Angels were all there when I died; that's what they told me, that they always are – we just only see them at certain times. Next up; I promised you an explanation of space and time as a recording of the energy in it. The Waters – are conscious. 

#### 7 – The Real Book of Life – and How it Works

     All things are contained in the Book of Life. St. Peter is to meet us at the Pearly Gates of Heaven, and check for our name in the Book of Life. And if we are a waste of skin; God Himself may remove us from the Book of Life. It sounds important!

     While this might sound like the romanticized parable it surely is; there must be a hidden meaning behind it. What is the Book of Life? How does it work? Why does being in this book have such importance to our soul? Could this parable really be trying to explain something about how this works?

     Other belief systems also employ this notion of a record. The Akashic Records in the Eastern beliefs are very much the same as the Book of Life. The difference is that in the Eastern beliefs; some of the above questions are answered. So if we cross-reference a little; what can the Akashic Record teach us about the Book of Life – and visa-versa of course?

     The Akashic Record is said to be the inherent memory complex of nature; a metaphysical record of all activities. The Akashic Record is the repository for all experience – it is the information in the blueprint for life. Being omitted from the Book of Life is a metaphor for not making a contribution. Your information made little or no difference. It is a way to say you failed to grow and develop and contribute worthy novelty to the shared field.

     If we look at what Thoth called the Hall of Records in ancient Egyptian mythology; we see that this is a repeated theme in most belief systems. To the ancient Egyptians the Hall of Records contained the entire history of our past. What I am suggesting is that it isn't about a bunch of forgotten history on stone tablets; it is this same record of experience metaphysically imprinted on the fabric we live in.

     The Book of Life, the Akashic Records, and the Hall of Records; are all the same thing. Now that we know that; let us use all three sources to determine just what if any, factual details are provided. Details we will use to combine all three definitions to render something we can relate to regarding the "concept" of a record for all experience. In short; how could this really work?

     This is a record in space/time foremost. The stuff we called nothing that everything in space is flying about in! Space/time is the reason we exist, we should factor it into the equation. The ancients didn't study the Cosmos as part of their belief system without a reason as we are led to believe. They had the correct reason, and they were right about how much of it worked. First off; we'll look at the physical space/time recording.

     To start to understand how this really works – you have to scrap what they taught us in school. It is easy to prove they were wrong; and were teaching us a very limited short version. A short version which omits the details required to see how this works. Maybe they didn't know better, and maybe they did – I leave that controversy alone for now. But with the missing information a workable construct emerges.

     Let's start with the space-ball we live on, the earth. Our earth doesn't just repeatedly rotate around the sun in a simple loop as we were taught. That would only be true if the sun were a stationary object which we know it isn't. In turn; our sun doesn't just repeatedly rotate around our galactic core (which is also a star), again this would only be true in a static universe. As we all know the evidence is that the universe expands exponentially, and is anything "but" static.

     Now imagine the earth circling a moving sun instead. Then include a galaxy speeding through space as the space expands; which renders a completely different picture for our orbits. Triple vertigo on steroids is what we live in! But I have a more significant point to make about what this means about how the earth for example moves through space.

     This picture gives us stretched "pen-springs" or a "slinky" pattern as the earth moves through space. This more elaborate picture helps us answer our earlier question. For space/time to alter orbits infinitely without repeating; is nothing like the picture on the blackboard where everything just repeatedly circles everything else. If everything is moving while this is taking place (and it is), then we move through space in a spiral like the stretched slinky analogy.

     This means two things we must consider regarding design. One; nothing ever occupies the same point in space/time more than once – ever (unlike the picture on the blackboard). Two; if everything from the DNA up is a weave of this same spiral we travel – we can now explain a world where everything shares a design – yet everything is unique unto itself. The fact is we are made of this record in space time called the Book of Life. The "blue-print" for life has been exposed as a real metaphysical property that is a product of an ever changing fabric, which never repeats by design of its construction.

     Briefly stated; non-repetition can be explained by the fact that the malleable fabric of space/time insures that the memory complex for life is an evolving matrix. This is why we evolve. This is why DNA is an "Image" or holographic representation of the matrix we are embedded in. Reality; is more amazing and fantastic than we could suppose. All life is the act of further complexity and self organization due to a concrescence of the metaphysical information it is made of. Downwards Causation is evident.

     This is a brief rendition of the cosmic workings. We have yet to explore this at our level. What about the subtle minutia of life; what about the feelings and emotions? Don't kid yourself; how you feel about life is more important than life itself. The emotions with which we experience our journey – are the whole reason for the construct in the first place.

     What came before something, still lives in it. It has to; the ghost in the machine is all the previous life. We owe the Tribal Shaman some deep respect for quantifying this as "the spirit of bear," the spirit of eagle," the "spirit of man," and ultimately the "Great Spirit" – which housed them all. Species specific instincts as "déjà-vu" are pretty hard to argue with if you want the real explanation for why creatures have instincts. We owe our ancestor in leather shorts his due.

     Let's return to how we imprint this malleable fabric with our experience, much as cosmic bodies imprint the fabric. Suppose that your emotions emit waves from your center, like a star. Picture your entity as a dimple in space/time; just like our cosmic example above. As you also spiral through space, never occupying the same position; as is your individual spiralling dimple – it is kicking out waves.

     Your experience is writing in the fabric. As you sail about through space/time, your experience and how you feel about it – are a permanent record in an evolving matrix. Again; this matrix serves as a blueprint.

     About a million religious concepts which were shrouded in mystery and were misinterpreted – should be starting to make some sense now. The sense they were intended to I might suggest. The Book of Life, the Akashic Record, and the Hall of Records; are this record of life. Worthy interpretations arise from comparative study, not a closed-minded single skew approach. Being found in the Book of Life; means you made a noteworthy disturbance in the record of life. Being removed from the Book; means you took yourself out by not even making a contributing ripple.

     With this rudimentary understanding of a recording in the fabric of space/time comes the ability to use this information. If the Book of Life is a metaphysical record at a higher dimension than we are privy to with our scant five senses (gadget advantage considered); and we are ourselves at our conscious core constructed of this same metaphysical property (which I contend is consciousness itself) – then access shouldn't be out of the question. Consciousness accessing consciousness is not abnormal. Singularity; is the same thing as Oneness.

     If this is how I exist and I am constructed, then the link is already there; from the top down. I just have to learn how to reach up; consciously – because consciousness is a metaphysical property. To accept this as true; just ask yourself if everything you are can be explained by your physical brain and flesh body. Some believe it can. This is why we currently have a mystery pile in fear of avalanche; because a purely physical approach to a mostly metaphysical question is doomed to fail. It is as is often stated; a wrong question – such as the color of the number five for example. The question is wrong.

     Now for some good news! Our society is wrong! For thousands of years, ancient man connected to this "shared field" and drew information from it through the same method as always – heartfelt enquiry in a metaphysical dimension. So can you! The same memory bank for Nature, the very instructions we are formed from, the collective consciousness; can be accessed. Now I'll really shake your tree, and rattle some cages; as if I haven't enough already.

     I'll start with us when we were tribal villagers. This is where the Shaman (the Priest of his day) got his Spiritual information. We tend to mock the early version in favour of our later models – but in some ways it is the straight goods without the kafuffle of organized religion. This is how the Shaman knew who stole the Chiefs chicken, who balled his daughter, where the game was, and about the Spirit Realm and what they called the ancestors (Angels?). This is how the Maya knew we had a galactic sun and created elaborate calendars beyond what we can explain.

     To construct a galactic calendar, an earth calendar, and a personal calendar based on our orbit around the galaxy, the earth orbit around the sun, and our personal time cycles; some thousands of years before we quit burning freethinkers at the stake for saying the earth wasn't flat, or that the heavens didn't revolve around us, is a good example of what I mean. The superior method without any gadgets is to meditate and access the actual records for life.

     What this strongly suggests is that the bulk of spiritual epiphany was also drawn from this record for life. If it contains "All" the information; it would just depend on what you were seeking. If you were seeking to know the true nature of the repository for example; the Creator as Creation may be revealed. No matter what form that takes for you – this is a very big point to consider for the spiritually uptight among us. It works in different ways for different people, we shouldn't delude ourselves. Which means it is all about the process and not the method.

     So not only can the information can be accessed; but it can be felt and experienced. And every group who discovered this and connected to it – wrote up their own version to explain how "they" experienced it. All Bibles and ancient spiritual texts are written records of these forays into the metaphysical fields through transcendent, near death, and various meditational efforts.

     This serves to remind us not to not burn our bible yet; nor anyone else's bible. As mere records of our collective spiritual experience, they become valuable again. If I want to experience this; I can read about how others did it. And they did all achieve these concepts of higher thought and spiritual connectivity in their own way. What they "accessed" was the Absolute – which is common to every belief system.

     This "Absolute" is the inherent memory complex of Nature; among other things. If you seek to know "anything" meditation in its higher forms is the preferred method to gain access to this repository for the information of life. This is how they did it in all Spiritual texts; in some way, shape, or form. And it only makes sense. If the consciousness we represent, is a fractal of the information we are made from; reaching out and touching it consciously should be normal.

     This is what every spiritual text claims. Eventually; we will learn to connect more fully to this record. We will learn how to access the information we are; then we will learn how to write the program from the inside. The conscious metaphysical energy (the Hyper Text Mark-up Language) is after all – "us."

     The "Thing" which exists in no one place, and yet exists in all places at once; is the same metaphysical property that composes the mystery of life we are by definition. The Record is us; and we collectively are the Record. Feel free to interact with it; all we need are a few unauthorized lessons! All we need is a bit of a metaphysical education from the University of Cosmic Consciousness. This is what the ancients meant by an All Seeing Eye. This is what it means in a Bible when God shows people things. This is the stuff of the spirit realm a Shaman visits.

     I propose that this is where Tribal Shaman, the Gods of Atlantis (or Eden, take your pick), the Mayan Priesthood, the "Witnesses" who wrote Bibles, as well as Seers from every belief system we know – got their information. Very accurate information I might add. After all; what ever you believe was born from this same field. So if you give any value to any belief system, yours included; the nuts and bolts of it if you will – were extracted from the same ethereal body of information.

     The benefit of this knowing is that it puts everybody who has experienced or believes in this "Something" on even ground. No more; "My God is better than your God!" No more; "Selective paths to Heaven." No more; devaluation of each other via our individuated interpretation of the same great truth. Instead perhaps a vigorous sharing and comparing of information and experiences, and modes of connecting; because trust me we can.

     Some regard this type of consideration a fanciful work of spiritual fiction, akin to a science fiction movie. Some regard the possibility that we can have transcendent experiences with the Absolute; in that category – fiction. They have lost their Inner Child. The part of us that recognizes the Cosmos as a brother when we gaze at the night sky has no such lack of wonder. Beauty is beheld. The special element or spiritual component of life does not reveal itself to an unawake, veiled, lost, and physically land-locked consciousness. A material reductionist is a fish out of metaphysical water metaphorically speaking.

     The same individual who can "feel a vibe" - which isn't within the realm of science; is in the realm of a higher self experiencing life at a metaphysical level. Water dousing, gut feelings, hunches, intuition, a sixth sense, and instincts, and evolution, all confirm this metaphysical operating system behind the veneer of reality. Behind that veneer are waves.

     The Universe itself is a sea of vibrating energy. Everything in it, like the material we are and experience – is the same body of energy at slightly different vibrations. There is no such thing as nothing, because the entirety of existence is comprised of these metaphysical waves of vibration at differing rates – inside one body of energy.

     We are made of waves, which emit waves. Light is a wave. So is sound or the Word. Both form complex geometry like atoms, DNA, molecules, proteins cells and so on and so forth; all the way up to the Universe and beyond I suspect. In an abstract sense everything is already a vibe; it is just our interpretation of the vibe which improves.

     A fractal holographic boundary state, of in essence itself; is what we are. A Portal of observation; an individual mote of the Record we speak of. There is only one reason to make an individuated portal of itself – conscious education and evolution collectively gained by generating novelty. Non-repetition and compounded complexity leading to self organization, the original state. Each time Singularity is cyclically re-achieved; the wave content is more evolved – just as it is for us.

     You and I are little versions of the Book of Life. Only our book is the record from our time on the earth and not the entirety of time if such a thing as time is real, other than as a concept to us?  Perhaps we are only a chapter, or a mere paragraph. More likely we are a sentence, or just a word. In this cyclic way; this Record of Life is more than possible – and likely the only construct to meaningfully explain our experience and the apparent illusionary nature of existence. As a fractal; it fits. It is after all; the instructions which are valuable, the conscious widgets the factory turns out are a mere product designed to be replaced. The programming or the software is another way to envision it; as it keeps writing while updating.

     Some believe that this is how memory itself works; metaphysically. That there are no invisible shelves and files of stored memories in your physical brain – it is just a device for retrieving them. This is more proof of how things work if you will consider it. Our brain is a physical reflection of this metaphysical memory retrieval process. Memories are waves not particles; they are "non-local" or smeared about everywhere as a wave. They are in simple language – feelings. Memory is a record of our emotions which we have left in the ether of space/time and we retrieve.

     I am winding down the Blue Jean Spirituality part of the book. The first section was my attempt to show how this works a little; and how it all ties together. All religions are the same information preserved over time to aid us in our conscious evolution. My God is your God; your spiritual text – is just another interpretation by another witness.....of mine. I hope you get that. It all starts with the bold realization that organized religion is a bit of a farce in this respect especially.

     All those religions; and only one God as they say! The reason this is important to understand; is because they all contain falsehoods. These falsehoods conceal what I am saying by espousing exclusivity. You know what they say; how can a person love another if they can't love themselves? I like turning that one around; "How can you give the appropriate value to another belief system – if you don't fully comprehend and value your own? Because if you believe you have the "only path," you might be in for a shock.

     How can you learn anything; if you don't educate yourself? How can you experience this special primordial element; if you don't know how – or that it exists at all? And here is the real pay-off; with a little practice most of us can experience this first hand – which is contrary to the science, as well as to the concepts in organized religion that are generally meant for public consumption. Neither; wants you to learn how to do this for yourself. You won't "need" them anymore.

     Connecting to this body of information spiritually first hand is an education worthy of a lifetime's pursuit. It experientially proves science is wrong about death and the special element, and this conscious energy which is life. Spiritually; you will never need the services of anyone but yourself – to get the real results you read about in the bible the preacher is pounding on. They so don't get this; you so can.

     The remaining chapters are devoted to experiencing this proof yourself. Some of the information is from ancient texts, and some are the record of my experiences. Esoteric sources such as, Mysticism, Alchemy, and the Tibetan Book of the Dead, the Egyptian Book of the Dead, the Ancient Kabbalah, as well as more bibles than you can shake a stick at. ( The King James, the Oahspe, the Kolbrin, the Gnostic, the Dead Sea Scrolls, the Book of the Secrets of Enoch, the Emerald Tablets, Taoism and Daoism and the I-Ching, Indian Vedic texts, and Shamanism in depth, to name just a few off the top of my head).

     There is one last source that explains a lot. The Rosicrucian Order, the Knights Templar, the Essenes, the Gnostics, Skull and Bones, Freemasons, and the associated works of the ever present Secret Societies (Illuminati etc...) – are also one belief system. On conspiracy shows these are often portrayed as secret societies of evil occult satanic orders. This is because we don't understand them. They are the "Illuminated Ones" if you will recollect, also often referred to as "the Illuminati."

     The belief system they employ; is a very ancient one. They follow a belief system which is at the root of the rest of the belief systems. This is their "big secret" spiritually. As for them keeping the knowledge about the true nature of reality to themselves, and running things from behind the curtain, and hording wealth and technology......I also rest my case.

     Anyone above the 15watt range knows we as citizens are getting an uninvited dry-humping of epic proportions. The joke is over – we all know the gig. We do live on a planet where a select few have all the knowledge, wealth, and power, and pull all the strings. We live on a planet sized plantation if you get my drift. This should ring a bell regarding the ancient "stone builders" who became the "stone masons" who became the "free masons." The same scam is still going on; only it evolved with us. The Pharaohs, Kings, and Men of Renown, and these secret societies are still very much alive and well in disguised form.

     Sorry for the reality check; but there was a reason for it. These "secret societies" still horde much of the ancient information passed down by Atlantean Gods in the remote past. Like I said earlier; the Vatican is full of Thoth's stuff – you can tell by the garb the Pope wears.

     My point is that some of the best information is hidden from us. I hope to bring you up to speed a little in the next few chapters on that hidden information. If you learn this Knowing as it was once called about the Source; you can say goodbye to the "societal dupe" being perpetrated upon you, and upon us all.

     I carefully structured the first half of this book to set the groundwork and foundations for a worthy monument; that of our conscious potential. The information was condensed to say the least, but if you got the gist of it, if you gleaned a peek at the truth – hopefully it set the conscious wheels in motion. I hope to cause exploration without fetters.

     Study the topics I presented to you, for yourself, and in your own way. When you get the construct for the true nature of reality being conscious in nature, and that it was always there, and that there is no such thing as nothing, and infinity and eternity being real concepts, then the first step has been taken – the seeking of knowledge. Don't skip over the lessons left by others like yourself – or you won't get any traction as we move on.

     Then I can in no way impress upon you enough that this is a matter of heart. If you don't "feel" a true heartfelt desire from a place of knowing; you will just spin your wheels. We are talking about a plane of emotion which is all the dimensions. To really connect to our inner essence, our higher self, our transcendent nature, in order to gain access to the super-consciousness; a well oiled inner child is required. By this I mean that the options have not been consciously removed by you. You still consider the fantastic possible. You can still believe that you felt the presence of dearly departed Uncle Ernie; and it wasn't an overactive imagination.

     When you have understood and learned to feel truth and develop your inner child; move onto the next section – you will need it to navigate the remainder of this book. I have specific exercises and methods to develop these skills that work which I have assembled from multiple sources. This is the real deal. I present to you a no bull-shit method for achieving what most of the sleeping consider impossible for making it this far and considering my research and experiences. This is life altering stuff – get your groove on! Thanks.

#### 8 – Conscious Playgrounds – Educating Angels

     The unauthorized metaphysical education provided in the first seven chapters is the first requirement to achieve success meditating. It isn't enough for you to accept what I tell you without validating and verifying these concepts for yourself. This can as I said earlier; be accomplished in countless ways – and envisioned in endless forms. But the principles are always the same.

     I won't sugar-coat this either. If you don't expend genuine effort, and don't have a real desire in your heart to understand the ultimate riddle of life; the true nature of it – you won't get much traction in the metaphysical planes. You have to do some work, nothing worthwhile is free. This rule it seems is universal.

     The Singular State of the universe from which everything in it started, still applies. All the things in the universe are internal to the initial Source. This is covered in religious texts by telling us that "God" is "in" and of" all things. Unequivocally; this is true.

     The scientific version of this same truth goes like this; the universe is a sea of vibrating energy, and the only thing separating the objects in it – are the differing vibrations. Everything is still "one thing" finely divided by vibrational frequencies. The universe in its entirety is a single energy; displayed in many ways. That statement includes us. We are a fractal holographic representation of conscious light energy.

     Others see this as dimensions, or light frequencies, velocities, or in the substrata of the atom. A final consideration scientifically would have to include space, time, energy, and matter – as a single fabric, force, law, or property. Einstein already exposed this in two separate theories. The true unification we seek is the amalgamation of energy and matter with space and time; which we know thanks to Einstein as well (E=Mc2) is also the same thing displayed in two states.

     The Mystics went a step farther. The Ancients knew that if you understood the fabric we are embedded in; (the thing science missed and initially called nothing) – and conceptually understood that it embodied all matter and forces.......that you could then interface with it!

     They knew through ancient teachings and through higher practices of meditation; that matter, energy, space, and time – were all manifestations of the primordial element – the "ether." Everything in manifest reality they claimed was made again "of" or "from" this primordial element. The fabric of space/time, and the matter and energy in it – are the effects of the same force.......Consciousness. Matter, energy, space, and time, are only divisions of a higher state or property of life.

     The Source of all Life is the consciousness with which we experience it. We do indeed live in a Cosmos constructed entirely of Mind. The Universal Manifold of which; we represent infinite portals of. The Source is indeed in everything – at the "center" of every atom, biological entity, planet, and star. The Spiritual considerations will now complete the education. Unification requires this. Yes; I mean to more than insinuate that science, and experiential faith - is the formula for the truth.

     Let's dispel a great falsehood. The notion of "spirit continuance" merely suggests that our consciousness doesn't cease with our physical end. The observer is a permanent fixture. When you define our Spirit as "consciousness" it helps some understand. There is no difference. Your conscious center is your Spirit. And as we discussed earlier; if we were not part and parcel of a greater conscious field – nothing would have instincts, or evolve. Once you get this general concept, the mystery of Nature is explained.

     But enough about the technical aspects of a field of "feelings," - which are in essence, "vibes." What are we really talking about here; as we enter the zone of experiencing life as we were meant to?

     It is as simple as admitting that when we walk into a room and feel a "bad vibe" that there is a reason we felt that vibe. Someone was kicking out negative emotions around themselves and you felt it. No science can account for this meaningfully; but we can. Part of us is an eternal vibe, in a sea of vibrations displayed as the reality we interpret. Yet many would deny the metaphysics behind the veneer or life.

     If we understand the "Knowing" spoken of in ancient texts, and develop our metaphysical properties and exercise them a little more than we are encouraged to; what we can already do would blow the average persons mind today that is stuck in the "societal dupe" mindset. This is easy to prove experientially for yourself; providing that the corrections about the true nature of reality are gripped; and the spirit component inside you is set free – by you.

     This "inner child" as it is often referred to which we all possess, takes a beating in a society such as ours and subsequently withdraws. It doesn't know how to defend itself; and thus achieve independence and freedom. All religions cover this notion as being lost, veiled, asleep, and so on and so forth.

     Let us do a little exercise to achieve this freedom. If you can accept that we and everything around us are vibratory in nature, whether that is a sound harmonic, a light wave, or dimensional frequency etcetera; then the age old practice of meditation can now be meaningfully interpreted.

     Most of us have been conditioned to believe that meditation is just a calming practice to help us feel good. While this is true to a novice; to a more versed metaphysical explorer it is but step one. Ask yourself; Why does meditation calm people? The scientific answer revolves around only this "first step" and falls woefully short of explaining anything above this range.

     The way meditation works; exposes the full potential of the practice. The real reasons it works; given a full metaphysical unauthorized education of the true nature of reality – opens the door to the practices of higher meditation. Those who know what I mean; are already getting results.

     The others will have questions. If you are meaningfully interpreting this seemingly bizarre concept; you are getting this – but these are big foundation breaking steps, and they are difficult ones which take years for some. They are harder for the more firmly entrenched in the vicious dogmas associated with the standard academia and theology.

     When this is taught by ancient methods, the lessons are metered out slowly over years because they so radically oppose the classic steady-state world view that it takes time to absorb. They also oppose a monistic theology with only the one God and no reincarnation.

     In the Egyptian Mystery Schools, the Ancient Kabbalah (which has Babylonian roots), the Eastern Spiritual belief systems (a bunch of them!), Esoteric and Mystical philosophies, the Atlantis Lore, the spirituality behind the Illuminated Secret Societies (by 100 names as well), and pretty much every Myth from every culture – we get the straight goods on this.

     There was an Original Creator God; but there are multiple smaller gods with little "g's" or Angels as metaphysical Spirit. Every Prophet (I won't name them all to avoid the pain of offending pretty much "everybody") is considered a Lord, or High Angel, or Deity of the Light in their own rights who was once physically manifest just like you and I.

     Take note that they all died physically as do we all. This isn't a fairytale – it is the truth about the nature of the cycles of consciousness. We can become "as God," truly in his Likeness and Image – and as His Brother. And all the steps in-between; are to make a point - about how to interpret all spiritual texts as one and the same body of knowledge about how it works. So; how did they explain it?

     To begin with, let's use the metaphor that we are each a Star as expressed in esoteric terms. As we spiral through space, creating a dimple in space/time, just like a Star – we radiate out from our center. We emit. We emit vibrations - emotional vibrations. Every one of us sends out and receives this metaphysical energy already. We interpret it; and change it – and radiate it out from our center. This is why we "feel a vibe."

     Now as they say, it takes two to tango. These "vibes" can be not only sent out, but they can also be received. It takes one to know one is a good analogy for this. This is more proof this is all one field for anyone receptive to the notion.

     The waves we interpret are received waves; the waves we send out are the waves others may receive. If you fail to grasp this point, this won't make complete sense to you – but this is how our five senses work already. We interpret non-local waves into sight, sound, smell, taste, and touch through our individuation to experience our physical material reality this way already. Light waves, sound waves, and groupings of vibratory waves constitute our sensing system. Our higher metaphysical senses work the same way.

     The difference is that our existence as an individuation has three elements to it. There are three components to your essence. One is your physical material reality self; the one you know as "you." The second self; is your "higher self" or light body, or individual metaphysical essence, soul, spirit, or any such description for the same thing.

     The third self; is what we call God, the highest version of consciousness – that which we seek to attain. The Absolute, the All, the Creator, Universal Consciousness, I Am That I Am, an Is-ness, the Light, the Source, the Logos, the Great Manitou, the Father Spirit, Tetragrammaton, the only Self Generator, or whatever you wish to call it. "IT" is all the above and more. The top self is in essence the Universal Light Body to simplify.

     Carl Jung called this the "waking conscious," the "sub-conscious," and the "super-consciousness." Our Bibles called it "the Father," the "Son" (Sun?!!), and the "Holy Ghost." Or as the Creator, the Created, and the malleable fabric to express it another way; but is all made of the same thing, you.......consciousness itself. The ultimate metaphysical property, the fundamental primordial element - is our multi-dimensional essence.

     When you meditate for example, and empty your consciousness and stop emitting waves, you are more inclined to receive them from the outside. You can also send waves and outwardly project yourself when meditating in higher states; but basic meditation is the act of "stilling the mind." Basic meditation is being a receiver. Your consciousness is the "tuner" or receiver; and your body configuration is the antenna.

     There is little if any dispute that basic meditation yields the benefits of calmness and well being, which is useful to health and happiness. Just realize there is much more. We can receive much more than the general impression of our immediate surroundings. We can if we work at it; receive from a much larger conscious bubble if we know how. If you meditate for more you can get it – sometimes.

     Just as discussed earlier; if a rodent can intuit a water source instinctively – why shouldn't we be able to do that and more? If we latch on to the mind of Nature when we meditate deeply, we can ask questions – and receive answers. The Source of conscious existence is what we are made of, and what we tap in to. All we have to accept to grasp this - is that the Source of the information for life is not inanimate. All you have to "get" is; that the information life is comprised of – is also Sentient and is as conscious as you are, even more so.

     The Ancients knew this. Their technology was us. The Ancients knew that we were the mystery of Life, and that every universal truth was self contained. They knew we could access this. This is why we have mountains of spiritual texts; and it is also why the planet is littered with massive stone temples as monuments (Ziggurats) to this Great Truth. The Great Truth about the True Nature of Reality – as both Buddha and Jesus expressed is that everything is Spirit. There is no division between spiritual concepts, only needless divisions of religion (so many religions and only one God as they say).

     The following chapters will be dedicated to how others experienced this. How they did it; and how I did. This being the first section of the latter half of this book; I wish to form the foundations for a fitting monument to the true spiritual reckoning – consciously.

     Many books cover basic meditation. I'll give you my freestyle recipe because I have found that it works just as well without needless procedures and complexity. Some books will have you following charts and complex specific breathing exercises, accompanied with odd vocalizations which make little sense. I personally found it hard to get my "groove on" while mired in procedure. It isn't that complicated.

     All this requires is some peace and quiet, a little dedicated time, and a general knowledge of "how" meditation works. Just like near death, shamanic, out of body, sensory deprivation, fasting, vision quests, chanting and breathing exercises, and many other systems – it is about your conscious physical self accessing your sub-conscious or higher self. I'll tell you how this works now.

     Your "sub-conscious" or your higher self can be accessed by your regular waking self. The sub-conscious however; can access the super-consciousness – or that which we call Nature, God, the Creator, our Source, the Absolute, the All, and so on. You are now getting the metaphysical explanation for virtually all inexplicable clairvoyant phenomena. When we get information beyond our current pay-scale – this is where it comes from.

     You are fixed in time and place, and travel at a slower rate, and connect to fewer things in your present form. This is what they meant by "cast down" into a realm of harshness and suffering. But if you knew how to network or Google your higher self; the subconscious – you had a serious advantage......a real one.

     The sub-conscious or your higher self is a larger conscious bubble. Eastern beliefs would tell us that the higher self has been many incarnations of your present self. It is like your regular self is the definition of your present boundary state and life experience. Your Higher Self is the definition for the boundary state defined by the many incarnations you represent. The Super Consciousness is the definition for the ultimate boundary state at our scale – the entire universe and every incarnation in it.

     Like several words make a sentence, and those sentences make the paragraphs, which in turn comprise the chapters, of the Book of Life. As a word you are a limited theme. As a sentence you are several words. Several sentences comprise a paragraph, as groups of paragraphs make chapters or epochs. But they are all but bits and pieces of the greater text – the book itself.

     Meditation is the linking of these smaller component boundary states. It is the word you are; seeking to glean the meaning of the sentence you are in, and so on. The reason meditation works; is due to this corrective lens being applied to the true nature of existence. It works because we are a word in a sentence in a paragraph – so to speak in a conscious sense.

     It starts with recognizing the "I" or "Me" that you are. Then this leads to recognition of the greater bubble which houses many entities called you. That greater entity comprised of multiple experiences leads to the greater grouping of a species. The species groupings are housed by the greater mind of Nature and what we call Creator.

     At each level of meditation we traverse a conscious boundary state. We draw the information from our sub-conscious higher self on a regular basis – only we experience the information unknowingly as instincts, gut feelings, hunches, and the like. When we deliberately tap into this higher essence of ourselves; we get information as visions  and clairvoyance, which can not easily be explained to a conventional mindset. None the less; we can experientially confirm it.

     In the next chapters we will delve into the specific methods further, but for now I would like to take some of the bite out of some terms we are conditioned to fear. The idea of "channelling information" is considered occult, esoteric, and bizarre due to our societal conditioning. I hope I explained things well enough to consider that we already do this all the time. It is how we operate – and not evil. This notion is like fearing the very operating system for life; which could not be in place without design.

     Look at the bigger picture for life. We inadvertently channel information to create our bodies, sense our environment, and interact with one another. The mystery of nature is this act. To develop this ability beyond automatic process is the mystery behind clairvoyance, spiritual epiphany, healing, and is the stuff of miracles and prophets. This is how it has always been done; the only selective path is knowledge of this method in its various guises and denominational divisions.

     This is in case you haven't noticed; is the hands on, no bull-shit method. There will be no accompanied annoying phone calls, no meetings to attend, no required financial contributions, and no requirement for you to join any particular group. Why not join them all?  Why not embrace the knowledge represented by them all – real true experiences with the Absolute, the Transcendent other, and what we call Creator and Source.

     When we understand how this works without the useless falsehoods employed to collect patrons – we occupy the higher ground. From this greater vantage point we immediately take the position which encompasses the other beliefs from a position of higher understanding. If you need proof this is an improved position – just compare the results of the existing belief systems with this one.

     I don't have to dislike any other version of this same thing; I know better. I neither advocate nor condemn any spiritual pursuit. Instead I can openly study and consider other positions with an unfettered consciousness. We are built to "quest" and "discern" knowledge; and don't need any 15watt interpreter to guide us. The notion is offensive to me now. I so get the; "Shield not your eyes" bit. I want to hear what everyone has to say on this subject – I've been blessed with the consciousness and spirit with which to evaluate what I learn for myself – as have we all.

     So why would I willingly limit my knowledge spiritually? The only reason is being conditioned to believe in selective paths and the superiority of one version over another – which is laughable. Tens of thousands of years prior to the advent of organized religion as simple villagers we experienced this.

     My driving force to explain this stems from seeking knowledge and doing research to explain my near death experiences. I was not a religious person; and in some ways I might still not be as we define it. But I can unequivocally tell you I experienced Transcendence, heard "The Voice," felt an undeniable presence, talked to a deceased dear friend, and got an unauthorized metaphysical education. I am Spiritual without argument.

     I was told how long I would live, that it wouldn't be pretty, but that I had a task to complete – education. I was told to expose the falsehoods about spirituality; so that we might evolve our consciousness as a group. This is a tough boogie. Trying to convince those who have a selective version, to consider other versions they have been conditioned to deny isn't an easy task.

     The task of convincing those who have been conditioned to believe in "nothing" by science and religions which have offended them at some point – also isn't an easy task. As I have often stated I exist in a bit of a no-mans-land at present. To one mindset I am destroying their beliefs and am viewed as a bit of an anti-Christ. To the reductionist material mindset – what I suppose is viewed as nutty. To one I am the devil personified, to the other a delusional religious nut.

     Neither is true. I would like to clear the record regarding this point with a self explanatory metaphysical rant.

     Those who accept that reality was created by a spooky father figure on a throne only a few thousand years ago need to come up to speed a little. Some devout fanatics will even publicly claim that the Devil or Satan or some such nonsense – planted dinosaur bones to confuse us on this point! The universe is about 14 billion years old according to current estimates. The planet earth is about 4-1/2 billion years old. A billion years represents a thousand millions. What exactly was this skinny explanation for God doing for countless billions of years if He only made us recently? The version we employ might have only been around for a few thousand years – but the "Real Creator" must have a few more wrinkles than that. I suspect the human condition represents a much greater time span as well.

     As for the Science Gurus who accept that this process happened and unfolded by chance, you also need to come up to speed. Life is not a strictly physical material experience. Nor is Life a random fluke event. The evidence against such a simple explanation would surely choke a dinosaur. Life is an intention of downwards causation. In fact if you want a little proof of how silly the random fluke theory embraced by science is – consider the following.

     The scientists already know how impossible what they profess is. This is why they have to assume some things that expose this. Multiple universes which failed to generate the "Goldilocks'" version we live in is one. The only escape from the conclusion of just how impossible the odds are for us being here – can only be solved by proposing that there are infinite countless universes, of which we are the only lucky one! I personally find this a hilarious concept. One must assume we are incalculably lucky, and that the Creator wastes a lot of space – and time apparently!

     The mystery piles in science, and the empty chasm of faith; both expose the same problem. It is through no single method that this can be solved. The scientist and the Shaman need to start mixing things up a little. They could both explain some of this to each other.

     Spirituality must be tempered with the science about the true nature of our existence – historically and functionally. Science needs to be tempered with the observer and how we experience life. The subtle metaphysical properties have to be taken into consideration; by both disciplines to explain our existence. Life wouldn't exist if it were not for the conscious field which experiences it. Likewise; the truth about the physical properties exposes that life is an evolutionary process of conscious development – no matter how life originated.

     In a metaphysical sense; I am a Star in my conscious center – a Child of the Light under a Law of One. So are you; as is everything which is aware of itself – in physically manifest reality. This is a manifest reality generated by conscious energy patterns which cascade from our individual experiences; into a consensus shared reality. The raindrop falls into the stream as it enters the river, as the river becomes a waterfall, unto the ocean.

     There are endless other levels of conscious realities vibrating at higher frequencies and multiple dimensions – which are above the physical material planes of existence. At these higher levels; theses same energy patterns are all that is required to provide multiple levels of conscious reality as we know it. We know these as Spirit realms. To a scientist it is the unexplained energy, or intelligent light, that permeates existence without visible source.

     As we experience life (this Light), matter clings to these metaphysical patterns (the instructions or intelligence), to actually manifest our physical reality. Atoms as balls of space/time to construct material where none exists, and the invisible instructions for biology (the mystery of DNA for example), all can validate this model for existence.

     Life is an energy imprint if you will; which we think of esoterically as a reflection, scientifically as a vibration or harmonic, and spiritually as a likeness, or an image. The true nature of existence is an infinite pattern; a type of living holographic likeness – created from a conscious malleable energy from which all is formed. Try to look at all DNA as a single eco-system or biomass, spread out in time and individualized.

    When the above makes some rudimentary sense to you, in your own way; by means of any intellectual higher thought, in any way, shape, or form – the next chapters will open a world which has been hidden from us in this culture. We live in conscious playgrounds within which Angels are to educate themselves. Angels at many levels – levels we can consciously elevate and change.

#### 9 – Meditation, Feeling the Shared Field, and Accessing the Higher Self

     I've covered meditation before in my other books; but here is a quick recap with the focus on the principles of operation. This is my version of how to do it; coupled with why it works.

     There are many positions to use, and some feel no such specific method is required and I agree. The principle is however the same. To sit, stand, or lie comfortably and relaxed – without slipping into the unconscious state of sleep. You are trying to get as close to "out" as possible – while staying "in." This is akin to sleeping with one eye open in the conscious world to connect you to your decision maker.

     Staring at a candle or fire, gazing into crystals or water, or fixing your attention on an object and looking past it, is a good intermediary practice. Or for some; the short window between the waking consciousness and the sleeping consciousness presents this same opportunity.

     Alone in silent darkness is a requirement. No distractions. The darkness can be physically created by sitting in a dark room to exaggerate the effect, or by simply closing your eyes to block out all light stimuli. Stronger people can block out external stimuli and focus inwards at will in any given situation, but we shan't start there. The reason is that you want to be able to see and recognize the light received by what is called your inner eye.

     As we clear our minds of daily clutter and work towards a state of mental emptiness; some breathing exercises coupled with envisioning techniques are employed. We are to imagine as we slowly inhale fully; that we draw in this metaphysical energy of creation – which we do. We draw in and envision this light through the nose to energize mind and body; and exhaling from an open mouth and from the stomach area – to dispel the dark dank energy and foul light accumulated in our body - our light body. Really picture this light purification process taking place in your minds eye; and you'll soon start to get lucky and see it. This process is called filling the body with light – or recharging your "Chi" if you are of an eastern persuasion. To an Indian it is Paraná, don't let verbs fool you.

     First "ground" yourself to the earth; by physically being aware of your connection to the earth. Next "center" yourself by being physically aware of your center. Thirdly be aware that there is a higher link above you – and "intend" to connect to it as a fact.

     Breathe in the Light fully; and exhale the Dank fully. Do this as little as three times; or as many as you wish – just don't hyperventilate. This isn't about making yourself giddy to see something! Once it feels right for you; stop the breathing exercises and maintain the stillness of your mind. This doesn't mean "no thought" - just not distracted thought. You might often have a purpose or reason to meditate, just as one might similarly to pray.

     The "First Contact" as I like to call it – usually takes the form of a small blue dot, a star-like cross, or a vibrating blue ring of energy which appears internally on your pineal screen in your minds eye. After a while you might start to see a blue wavy energy; like reflections in a pool of water, or waves like ripples in a pond. Be humbled; you are being given a peek at the energy of life – the Blue Fire of Creation.

     At this point; with an understanding of what this experience represents, many have what I call an "oh-shit moment" and break contact. The still mind has been sufficiently astonished to lose the link. An untrained mind has been exposed. But it has also been shown a peek at the wonder. This is how people become hooked on this same information through meditation – by experiencing it. Near death experiences, Shamanic vision quests, spiritually being "touched" and Meditational links to the Absolute are how this has always been inspired. Witnesses; I believe they were called – who were "shown things."

     If you continue working at meditating in its higher forms and manage to stay connected; the list of possibilities has no limit. Each experience is tailored to suit the individual desires, wants, and needs, to propel the physical self toward the higher self. Each individuation is a conscious explorer unto itself. Like a conscious snowflake amid a snowstorm we interpret the waves around us through our individuated filter.

     I can but cite my experiences as examples. I have a bent to know how stuff works! The really big questions we abandoned as mere children still drive me. Why are we here, what is it all about. I like an inquisitive child am still seeking the meaning of life as though it has one! I was right it seems with my illogical assumption; contrary to my experience. I just had to look behind stuff!

     When I got past recognizing the Intelligent Metaphysical Light; I started getting images and patterns in the blue light pertinent to my questions. These were accompanied with a strong negative impression when I wrongly interpreted the patterns; or a strong "at-a-boy" when I interpreted them correctly. I was being educated by intelligent blue light; the same blue light as the Blue Fire of Creation.

     These patterns of light playing on our inner screen are often not recognized for what they are. Once we learn to look for them, and recognize them; the proof becomes the educative property. These light patterns are symbolic visions with direct conscious communication. But in conjunction with the symbols and hints; comes an emotional value.

     The other thing seldom mentioned by spiritual adventurers is the range of emotion felt at these special rare moments of highly successful meditative contemplation. It is how we derive our conviction; it is how we know what we experienced was real and true.

     Then as I can personally confirm; the quest to verify the information we received meditating is never disappointing. Not once; have I ever found contrary evidence to what I have been shown! There are always opposing positions; everybody has one. But when I study the totality of information on a subject, and take an overview which permits the vision to see how it all relates to the rest of the information – I always reach the same conclusion as my meditations did.

     Some people can leave their bodies at will; not only when they die, or inadvertently a couple of times like I remember doing. Like I stated to start with; this is tailored to each individual's quest to experience it in their own way. This can be knowledge seeking, healing efforts, out of body travel, prophecy, alchemical transformations, creative endeavour, or just about anything you could possibly imagine – so great is the potential.

     The next step up is Channelling; which can mean different things for different people, but universally utilize similar methods. Channelling information from the Akashic Records would be one method. We can access the record of life since we are made of it. Animals, birds, and fish do it all the time and we call it "Instincts." When we fail to explain how this works we drop the ball and label it the Mystery of Nature.

     Other versions of channelling would include spiritual channelling of the departed like a Medium does. Or like we do sometimes when we lose someone and feel their presence in some undeniable way after they are gone physically. All these things and more are possible occurrences when we deeply meditate from a heartfelt position of enquiry. The Field of Spirit feels your pain and is drawn to you. This explains why children are luckier than adults, why they remember dreams better, and experience more mysterious phenomena than adults generally speaking. Children are less tainted by life and as a result have more heart.

     We attract good and bad vibrations. Children are better receivers not because they are young in flesh; but because they are young in mind and heart. Anyone can regain their inner child, it never goes away. We just mask and suppress it due to societal conditioning, religious falsehoods, and scientific nay-say.

     In mystical and esoteric literature they tell us we are a star. Let's get back to the image of being a star. As we spiral through space/time we radiate out light just like a star – only it is metaphysical in nature, a zero point. This zero-point also draws in the fabric of space/time like a small black hole. Both you and a star feed on creational energy, transmute it through your individuation, and radiate back out the experienced energy. This energy exchange system is the basis for all life.

     But this energy exchange system as I called it; is exchanging intelligent light – light with information in it. This takes place subconsciously as discussed earlier. Meditation is the deliberate act of becoming aware of this activity and consciously navigating the waters.

     The trick they claim is not fighting the current. Take the path of least resistance. Once you do this you'll start to find that if you don't fight the current of life – course corrections become possible. It only makes sense doesn't it? The current of life is so much stronger than we are that if we fight it, we find we are pulled along. But if we flow with it and steer the conscious waters with our conscious rudder; we can direct ourselves. Most people fail because metaphorically speaking; they try to negate the current rather than negotiate it.

     The other mistake we make about the construct of life is given in the eastern philosophies. In the west; we view participation with these metaphysical energies we are made of as a deviation from faith and God. In the eastern beliefs as in the ancient beliefs; participation is viewed in the opposite way – as mandatory to experience. They might be right. How can you not participate with what you believe in – and give it real meaning.

     My point is that spiritual experiences are not something merely experienced in the remote past by special people. Western churches give us such an impression. The truth exposed is; all those spiritual events witnessed by people just like you and I – are an ongoing process. Spirit; is an ever-present property, and is the primordial element we seek. Proto-consciousness was always there from the beginning. My point being that it still is a totality; as well as being cast about into everything such as us.

     What a scientist calls Singularity; a Guru calls "Oneness." What low calibre faith does is translate that into "aloneness." What is translated as aloneness to one belief system, is translated as "at oneness" by another. There is a huge difference in philosophies due to a minor translational failure.

     The gambit behind our experience is exposed by near death experiences, shamanic vision quests, out of body experiences such as remote viewing, astral traveling, and so on, as non-local. All these experiences show us that our consciousness can exist without a body. All these experiences prove we don't die and are not mortal, and that we exist outside our body already in higher capacity.

     That being said and understood; connecting to our surroundings can have much greater potential than calming us. Higher practices of meditation can connect us to any aspect of Nature and God. A lost soul mate can be communicated with by metaphysical means while meditating. The Akashic Records can be accessed for information. We can leave our physical body with our conscious light body. Through envisioning our well being and imagining a well orchestrated detailed attack on an illness or disease – we can heal ourselves and others.

     Prophecy and seeing future events is a common manifestation of such efforts. Just bear in mind that the prophecy was filtered through your individuation. Things can change and other possible futures may unfold. Prophecy is a "likely future" which can be different for someone else, or altered by decisions made contrary to the prophecy.

     Another consideration might be that of time. Things we see in the future are vague regarding time. This might simply be because time is a construct of our limited consciousness. At the level of spiritual consciousness; time is a coordinate.

     Meditation and prayer, and emoting gratefulness and thanks into the shared field and universal soul is also claimed to serve an all important purpose. The morphogenetic field is positively charged by our conscious emotions of gratitude.

     Many times when I meditate, I am content to just send positive thankful vibes into the cosmic milieu. This is the second level to be mastered. First we learn to still our mind and receive wave vibrations and feel the environment. Next we learn how to exchange the intelligible light.

     When you are meditating as discussed earlier, after breathing in and out and stilling the mind, and are starting to see this Blue Fire of Creation first as a dot, and then as a pattern of reflective waves – try this.

     If you maintain this higher state of being for a bit longer; you will start to notice blue waves like ripples in a pond cascading onto you. The more you visualize them the more you will feel them. This is "The Light" and now you can say that you honestly have seen the Light spoken of in ancient texts for yourself.

     Now to bump it up a little more; consciously send back out your own blue waves from your center, your seat of power, or your Throne. You have one too! You will know when this two way communication is successful by the visualization you will receive. You should be seeing the blue waves coming down onto you; being intersected by the waves you are sending out. Where they meet; an interference pattern is generated in this metaphysical blue light on our pineal screen.

     This is a level of awareness seldom experienced by us without duress. You are now fully aware of the energy of creation, the intelligent light; and you are giving back! This is an important first step to even more. This simple two way appreciation is the door to the higher states of conscious awareness.

     It is at this point and beyond what I call super-instincts takes place. With a heartfelt desire to know something in this appreciative meditative state – I pose a question. If you are fortunate; sometimes this pattern of blue lights will start to depict the answer to your enquiry visually. This is by the way, why the ancients chipped these symbols onto stones in cuneiform, or pictographs. They "received" the information in the universal language of images and symbols.

     As the patterns replay themselves repetitiously, you are to feel for the answer. A milder form of this more of us have experienced is less visual and more felt. We may feel a conscious burden and contemplate a solution while just alone and thinking about things. If we learn how to feel the answer better; we also are entering into a communication system – only this one is vibratory not visual. Vibes are exchanged.

     This as I try to explain is the mystery of instincts, gut feelings, hunches, and answers we seem to pull out of nowhere. Animals just feel their way through the process generally speaking – as do we when unaware. If we train ourselves however; our vibratory receptors become able to negotiate a question and answer system above what animals can. Just ask yourself; if animals can do this (which we know they do; i.e. instincts) then why would we be less evolved than animals consciously? The answer is a bit obvious.

     When you are alone contemplating your navel as it is called; you are doing this naturally. The difference is as I stated; education and knowledge. When we learn how to maximize those moments and interact intellectually and emotionally – a modern day Shaman we become.

     Most of us have no idea how to utilize our spiritual component in this way. Yet those we revered for their spiritual savvy; all know what I am talking about. It is how they did it. Messages and divine knowledge are the underlying fabric behind material existence. The instructions for life are the intelligences of life. The instructions are not a mindless automaton as science suggests; that's all.

     If you struggle to get a link with the mind of Nature and God; there are a few standard problems to consider. Before we move on to the next chapters; make sure you don't fall into one of the following categories – if you are not getting results. This checklist reflects some typically encountered stumbling blocks.

     Learning how to still the mind; is a learned skill. The most common complaint I hear is about the cluttered minds lack of ability to become a receiver. If all you do is transmit out your signals without cessation, no outside signals can be received – you are blocking them. It isn't any harder than learning a modest skill, but does not come easily to most of us.

     The first step after envisioning light energy being pulled into your center and expelling negative energy while deep breathing, is becoming a vessel to receive this Intelligent Light. A receptive state is a Zero-point consciousness, the closer to neutral you get – the stronger the attraction of the Absolute. Nature animates matter, not the other way around.

     Practice stilling your mind to become a receiver as you would empty your thoughts to allow sleep. Learn to stop just short of slipping into unconsciousness. When you can easily become absorbed by the universe and just float in it – you are experiencing metaphysics at its best.

     A moment of Zen to a Zen Master; is a Spiritual epiphany to another belief. The journey into the Spirit Realm for a Shaman, a moment of Transcendence to a Mystic, the Buddha realizing the True Nature of Reality, or God touching your Soul, or achieving Christ Consciousness are all examples of the realization of this Great Truth – that in a real way........everything is what we call God. When we "Still the Mind" sufficiently we tune in to Universal Consciousness.

     The next point is also of genuine import to gain purchase on the precipice of the super-conscious planes. As I often state; seek knowledge – real knowledge about the true nature of reality and of conscious experience. Many feel they can skip over this part and it could seriously impair success. If what I am saying about the nature of existence sounds like gibberish to you; go back and satisfy yourself to this end. Don't accept any of this without proving it to yourself. I've done the footwork to help you find the information – but I can not substitute the personal effort you must put in.

     The effort expended will re-write your hard drive to incorporate the metaphysical considerations. We have had an incorrect version of reality fed to us since birth, which does not acknowledge the subtle invisible sub-strata we are made of – or the consciousness with which we experience our environment. Once we re-boot with the added values we have been conditioned to omit; new horizons present themselves.

     The left-brained materialist mind-set we have straddled fails to include the most important ingredient – feelings and love. We can not connect to a system made of infinite love from a position of indifference. Once you get that everything is made of this positive energy, the idea that we must "feel for it" can be understood. A common mistake other than a lack of knowledge; is a lack of feeling. My next point ties this together by example.

     People who fail usually don't believe fully. They go through some minimal efforts, and sort of half believe these things are possible. Doing this backwards won't work. If you have in the back of your mind the notion that you'll try meditating without these prerequisites in order to prove the practice works, and then continue – failure is more than likely. If you think you can meditate before you have success in order to prove the process works to yourself – you so don't get this.

     Last but not least; a restored inner child must be present. The part of us that never grew up, and remains child-like regardless of age; is the part of us best suited to navigate Spiritual realms. To envision, and imagine; can best be done from a position which openly accepts as fact – that "anything" is possible. This is a problem for some overtly stuck in an outdated steady-state classical world view.

     To some who do not consider the impossible as possible from a position of fear that it may indeed be so, this means that people such as I, and perhaps you – are imagining these subtle effects, and that we are in short – deluded. That you and I who experience the special nature of reality in any meaningful way must fabricate it ourselves with our overactive child-like imagination. Maybe we do – and they just weren't listening or paying attention. It turns out – the "nerds" were right!

     This is the biggest point and biggest stumbling block - the ability to believe in the fantastic. If you remove a possibility from your mind due to societal conditioning under any disguise – you've been duped. If you believe something is not possible; it won't be! The opposite is true contrary to popular current belief; if you believe something is possible – you might be in for a pleasant surprise! Just consider the implications!

     We live in the most unlikely Universe, as inexplicable biological evolving fractal conscious entities, made of sub-atomic vibrating harmonics – and live the impossible dream already! The most impossible situation is the explanation for our existence! What is so strange about being a half decent Sherlock and exploiting it? This is what the mystic masters have known for thousands of years. How reality is constructed and how it works is very revealing – anything is indeed possible. Our very existence and this conversation are proof of that.

     You are a Light Body, a Vessel of Experience; given the Gift of Flesh to educate and evolve yourself in a matrix of choices. Nothing is solid; nothing is real - only the perception that it is. Time and Space separate everything; but the truth is everything is still at Singularity. Consciousness if you will consider it is a model of the same concept.

     This is why Mystics tell us we are all - One. This is why the Bible tells us we are all Brothers and Sisters; and to be nice to each other. This is why most religious concepts employ the notion that when we perish physically – we rejoin our Creator in Spirit. The foundations of our belief systems, all present company accepted; do share a root somewhere in the remote past. A root in the knowledge of our true construction, the nature of experience, and I dare suggest the reason for it. We shouldn't unknowingly mock such concepts; when the scientists are backing them up faster than we can deny them.

     I leave you with a final consideration regarding our two tendencies towards belief and disbelief. A materialistic, scientifically reductionist, purely left-brained, non-spiritual approach always yields the same result – we see it all around us. It is the belief crudely expressed that if it can't be hammered on, profited by, fashioned into a weapon, and displayed in a beaker – it mustn't be real. To these people; proof of the non-physical is required to accept the existence of it.

     In all fairness; we must now consider the opposite view. To accept that most reasonable hypotheses are correct until proven otherwise as I suggest might be a bit too optimistic. Absence of proof against something is light evidence for it. People such as I; might rightfully be accused of being prone to believe in things too easily.

     This might sting a bit. I'll take the guff for being too child-like and optimistic all day long, over being pessimistic and fearful – any day. It reveals a fundamental difference in the results of the two alternate versions of programming our software.

     It might indeed be a naïve premise which seems abnormal and requires serious diligence to digest fully – to accept things which can only be proven by experience and not materially proven. But the results speak for themselves, which is more than I can say for a process which at every turn contradicts itself and often generates more questions than answers.

     In my opinion if you create more questions than answers; it might be a clue that you forgot an initial input, that you overlooked something.  Oh, by the way; reductionist thinking also leads to a fearful mentality which then must have proof of every detail to facilitate belief. Fearfulness equals mistrust. It is a fearful entity which is incapable of higher belief and appreciation of the inherent beauty and design of life. To such a mind the Absolute Transcendent Mind of Creation as Creator will not reveal itself.

     So to conclude; if you re-open some doors, set free your inner-child, and reset the parameters of what is possible in your mind; everything I told you will come to you in your own way and in your own time. All it takes is a little footwork, seek a little knowledge, and flex your metaphysical muscle until it develops. Filter my information and that of others through your own personal lens – and practice a little discernment. You'll start to feel the truth in things once you re-adjust. Some real results once you remove some self imposed barriers, will make everything I said make sense – believe it or not – I promise!

     Now let's really open Pandora's Box of consciousness for those ready for it!

#### 10 – Methods for Channelling the Super-Consciousness

     Alright; let me help you fine tune things a little if you have started getting past the peace and relaxation stages of meditation. If you can "feel" a presence other than yourself, and/or the presence of your surroundings or "the others" and you can connect to the Blue Fire of consciousness occasionally to send and receive this special intelligent light energy – I have some good news. Infinity is a fact. Think about that for a moment.

     Not only is infinity a fact; it is manifest everywhere in the sub-strata. Spiritually, scientifically, and experientially, this is significant. Infinite means Eternal for those who missed that point. Even if my body breaks down, my planet fails, and the star we revolve around ceases to exist; the consciousness everything is ultimately constructed of – does not. The big question is; am I a part of that?

     This is why this type of unauthorized education is important. To correct the bogus education we currently accept as real. Yes the physical details of operation can often be found in our textbooks, but "why" things are the way they are, and why they do things in the first place – is seldom explained. The basic construct of the True Nature of Reality will seldom be found there. Why we are here – is never meaningfully covered.

     Once we understand that we are just temporary manifestations of an eternal energy we call consciousness; our view of life should change for the better. Many of us currently live our lives as fearful entities without reason. Fear goes away; and we all know the less fearful accomplish more. Understanding eliminates needless fear.

     I speak from experience on this point; we don't die – at least not as we currently define it. Education and experience have validated to me the notion that we are not as temporary and mortal as we believe we are. There are endless volumes by witnesses such as myself to render details. There are historical records, spiritual records, and personal records of near death experiences to draw information from.

     The reason this is important to digest; is simple. If a person doesn't genuinely believe that we exceed the physical matrix consciously – there is nothing to connect to. I covered "belief" as a stumbling block to higher practices of meditation earlier; but now we are going to get more specific about the details.

     If you do not value yourself, and have failed to recognize the eternal special element in yourself as the consciousness you enjoy – you forgot to fuel your conscious rocket-ship. You got no gas! It is your consciousness itself which is the fuel for your vehicle in both the physical and the metaphysical planes. If you don't know what you are; you won't know how to use yourself. Or where to go!

     Here is the crux of it. If you think that belief in a higher power is disempowering to yourself, you still need to understand something. You are part and parcel of it! The truth is the opposite! When you glean the ultimate truth about how we got here and what we are here for; you realize you have a value and a purpose. The opposite happens. I learned that I am not a random fluke chance occurrence which serves little purpose other than pointless further propagation of my species. I have value – we all do.

     We already are all powerful beings – we just don't know it yet – we haven't grown up and matured. Christ did say that all he did – we would do and more. The same could be said of most prophets who were honest. They all tried to tell us we were special. We just didn't understand yet – hence the reference to us as children. Children are not bad, they just have to learn. That's us folks!

     So start from a position not only of reverence for your existence and this process; also include yourself as meaningful. Religion generally places us in a position of original sin and makes us feel like we must grovel for forgiveness. It isn't a good headspace to start from. Why would an all powerful all knowing Creator; communicate with little old flawed me? Proof you have greater value than you were told; has been experienced by everyone who has had a spiritual epiphany, a Shamanic experience, a near death experience, communicated with the departed, or who experienced any real clairvoyant effects.

     I offer that as proof of your value; the potential inside you – and inside us all. If you believe in anything most people might call "weird" as a fact, such as bibles, God, religion, mysticism, clairvoyance, death experiences we survive, or anything remotely spiritual, karma, aliens, magic, elves, fairies, and so on and so forth – you already consider the fantastic as possible. Now just include yourself in the equation.

     With your value as a participant understood; the fun can begin. Infinite possibility and Eternity go hand in hand. They verify each other. Your individual consciousness has infinite or eternal potentials because it is a part of the Super Consciousness, and the Infinite Universal Soul. You are you – because it is "It." This is what they meant by the life within you being a gift of God, your having a Source; and related concepts of Pantheism where Creation – is Creator.

     Alright; what does it mean to achieve the higher understanding that everything without exception is what we call God?  Every emotional experience and feeling! Every belief system, every individual, every creature, the environment, the planets and stars, and the Cosmos itself are what we called God from a very narrow perspective. We were told that God was "In" and "Of" all things. Consider that He meant it! Every mote!

     So the notion of "Talking with God" isn't quite as silly as we were taught. If God is indeed a totality of existence – we interact with it every time we do anything already. We talk to God unaware and Him to us – with every action and every conscious feeling we experience. The true nature of reality is a full interaction with a higher state we are embedded in. Now it gets better. I can affect reality, and so can you.

     I can affect every aspect of reality; but in a delayed limited fashion as a mortal being stuck in the limited third dimensional plane – moving through the construct of time at a fixed rate. This is what karma is – us doing this inadvertently with a delay factor. If you erase the fictional boundary between all things, and reduce time to a construct which is malleable to conscious experience (something well established by Einstein) – then at a higher state where time is negated – everything happens all at once.

     When people pray or meditate or talk to God; they are just unifying forces like the scientists are trying to do. The difference is they forgot the most important element; the primordial first thought as the first element. Creation was an Intention, which was subsequently observed and then Deemed Good. We are miniature versions of that primordial element of consciousness.

     We can create and see that it is good ourselves, even in our limited state. This is especially true when we learn how to elevate our state closer to its potential – which has no limits being infinite and evolving. What we are talking about is the simple act of conscious evolution which begets physical change.

     The very first act was a thought to create which was envisioned and made real. This is significant because all the effects we have discussed here are acts of imagination. To the uninitiated this spells "Hooey!" To a reductionist, materialist, left brained fearful entity; this is exactly what they claim – that these effects are just that – imagined. But don't forget – these are the same people who have no explanation whatsoever for any of the same phenomena!

     This is the same mentality that not only fails to meaningfully account for the bulk of the super-natural phenomena we can no longer deny – but also fails to explain for the venue or matrix of reality equally well. My point is important and my point is this; a Child might indeed lead us out of this mess – our Inner Child we abandoned.

     All effective practices of self healing and healing others are imaginative acts of "Envisioning." Shamanic Vision Quests are also envisioning. But redefine envisioning as our attempt to interpret this energy by creative means. This is why we all "define" it differently – so stop fighting over the contrived differences! Here is where the education part kicks in. If you imagine an improper construct and envision an impossible concept; nothing will happen!

     If you have the true nature of reality and experience wrong; envisioning changing a fictional construct is like tugging your stuff (excuse the crude metaphor, I think you get my point). Believe it or not; "knowing" plays an important part – as the ancients tried to tell us. This can take many forms, and be through your own individual interpretive filter. But it also must resonate with your heart or "center" and have a recognizable inherent beauty. This is the true meaning of Enlightenment; such recognition.

     With this understood repeat after me and contemplate deeply this statement; I (you) am a Child of the Light – Under the Law of One. I Fear Not as I travel down any path; whether Physical or Metaphysical - I Am Light. My body may fail, the matter in the Universe may crumble, and every fictional Hound of Hell or Demon may be set upon me imaginable – but I shall remain unmoved. I recognize and thereby vanquish any or all Demons rightfully so with my Light, as fictional creations born of my own lacking.

     We literally have nothing to fear but fear itself. All spiritual belief systems contain this great truth which organized religion capitalizes on to gain patronage through fear and disempowerment.

     If you doubt that statement; spend a little time in a ward of a hospital full of people about to die. Faith as sold by organized religion gives these people little comfort when they need it most. I saw this for myself. Trust me; what I am trying so feebly to make you understand is that the truth has no such lacking. When you really understand the truth about our experience – you really understand that there is little to fear.

     I see this as more proof of which is more correct; fear of an eternal skillet of Hades a spooky father figure wants to throw me in if I don't grovel and give money – or a benevolent loving force we are part and parcel of just trying to evolve itself as a whole closer to a state of original perfection. Easy shit; pardon my method of verbal charades.

     If you want to access the Mind of God, or the Super-Consciousness, the Universal Soul, or whatever title you prefer – just meditate longer and hold a question or thought while you do it. Prayer works just as good for this particular effort and I will explain why as we move on. Just do the same thing; pray for much longer and wait for a familiar response.

     Deep contemplative thought works too; as any honest scientist who scours his memory banks will attest. To delve into a problem and seek a solution for extended periods thoughtfully and with heart – often presents inexplicably intuitive results. It works a certain way is what I am saying – for different people on different quests. The common thread is the heartfelt quest; and the way it works for us at our current pay-scale.

     We seldom connect directly to the Totality for several reasons. It is too powerful at our conscious scale to comprehend totality as one – it would instantly fry us and cook our pudding. What we call God is indeed Big – and we in our isolated conscious state are indescribably small by scale. We are after all; a speck of conscious bacteria on a miniscule planet which occupies an infinitesimal part of one of countless hundreds of billions of similar galaxies. We also occupy a mere moment in eternal time – as if the above wasn't enough to impress upon you our scale. Growth is a requirement for communion with the Absolute.

     So for the above reasons; what we call God seldom speaks to us directly because of our scale. This is why we are trying to get bigger! Nonetheless; the first reason the First Cause, or the Ancient of Days, or ultimately our Source seldom interacts directly becomes understandable given this consideration. There are rare exceptions where it happens; but it isn't the normal course of events.

     This means that Angels, the Ancestors, Spirit, the Holy Ghost, and your Higher Self have something in common we can all agree on. They live between us and the Ultimate. So now when I am told that "Spirit" is everywhere – it means something. When you and I are not mortal flesh earth bound beings; are we not the above things to various belief systems? My higher self exists between myself as I presently perceive me to be, from inside of myself – as an intermediary to the Super-Consciousness.

     The sub-conscious is another way to say it. The Self I am not aware of that takes in more data than I do. I can draw upon this higher capacity of myself – we currently call it instincts, clairvoyance, the machinations of evolution, déjà-vu, and so on and so forth. We also call it Spiritual Experience; when we see it that way.

     What you are looking for while meditating are repeating feelings and strong hints for lack of a better term – like nature does to feel its way. While spending longer periods of time in fruitful contemplation while meditating; patiently and reverently seek answers to your questions and quests. They will come to you – it is just a matter of time and recognition. Nature uses this informational database all the time to instruct birds when to fly south, fish where and when to spawn, animal migrations, and so on and so forth.

     Like I said earlier; if you remove a possibility, you won't expend any effort, nor expect a result, nor be able to identify the result. If you do the opposite because you know better – no one will ever sell you a bill of goods about how this really works. I think that is more important than how you personally chose to do it or interpret it. Real empowerment that costs nothing more than our effort is genuine spiritual validation through experience.

     When we meditate; we externalize to various degrees. We feel our surroundings at first. Then we might start to pull information to ourselves by conscious or purely metaphysical gravitation. In essence we are drawing on the information everything is made of rather than its physical properties. This externalization can include not only accessing the higher self; but actually include leaving our bodies – such as happens in a near death experience.

     Deliberate efforts to do this are also called Astral Travelling, Remote Viewing, Specific types of Shamanic Journeys, and Cosmic Awareness. There is also a form of this for accessing the Akashic Record through meditation, like when we have a life review for another example. The difference is that in those instances the stuff comes to you.

     Envisioning with rules! The rules are simple; the options endless – and the point self evident. I can ask my higher self (or whatever term you prefer) to ask things which are above my pay scale currently. I can access genuine knowing. Taking leave of our physical self temporarily; we can consciously travel as a metaphysical light body any place we can envision. Navigation is strictly a conscious endeavour; you steer the boat, pilot the ship, and access the location. Yes; we are in a real way; the chief cook and bottle washer of our own gourmet restaurant. Titles are irrelevant.

     The mediator to the above and below as Thoth expressed – is you. Our purpose was transmuting dark light energy into what we call the Light of God. This is an experiential effort. As I wind down this chapter; I want to share some further experiential proof with those who will consider it.

     I have since realized that what I am doing is planting conscious seeds in a sometimes very inhospitable landscape. I might not pull a full crop every time; but the stuff that grows is to say the least noteworthy and interesting. When I receive confirmation from others who read my material that I helped them embark on their own invigorated quest; I am well rewarded.

     Some people are shy about discussing this type of information out of fear of ridicule, or because they lack understanding. Many times people have approached me and looked right and then left; and then proceeded to tell me about an experience they had themselves they generally don't talk about. Because I stepped up and told my story as a reference point for others; I discovered that my experiences or at least select aspects thereof – are repeatedly confirmed by others. I risked ridicule to express my experiences and the results of them – only to be rewarded by multiple others.

     Still others have given me the satisfaction of confirming their surprise when they start to get undeniable results. Meditation and prayer better understood serve a purpose. Results speak for themselves; and require nothing more than an education seldom provided, and an effort seldom spent. I get the odd e-mail, phone call, letter, and private conversation to confirm the personal successes of others.

     You will learn things of unimaginable beauty which will leave you wet in the cheeks at times. Knowledge and experience will merge into a single doctrine. Just don't get fooled into thinking that the way this worked for you is "the end all - to beat all" and expect everyone to see it your way – and never beat on any single book, and tell me or anyone else it is the only one which contains this information – it isn't true.

     Instead; check out what everyone else gets out of it to aid you. Wouldn't that be a switch? The methods are as infinite as the possibilities. Life is what we make of it with a slight delay presently employed. The delay time, or the Karmic turn around time is evolving with us – take advantage of it instead of being run over by it.

     Be nice to each other, give every single other person their due. Some are more sidetracked and we have to help them; which was my story until I received a metaphysical education at the University of Conscious Consciousness when I had several near death experiences. Mine were the "no heart beat kind" and without embellishing they were real.

     So I want to help back. Still others are on a different path than we are; so we shouldn't be too pushy and impose our life lesson on them. We all have our own – maybe yours is hard for me to comprehend, and mine is strange for you. We should openly consider the benefit of sharing.

     The rest of accessing the connective tissue you are a part of (because don't kid yourself, God is this connective tissue, the metaphysical silver threads connecting everything) is Spiritual. Spirit is the Link.

     When your guts tell you something and you didn't put it there – listen. When the sticks in your hand cross and are pulled down – you'll find water. When Spirit tries to make a home in your heart – accept it. When you hear your relative or friend who passed on inside your head talking – enjoy. When you look at your dog and you just know what he wants; consider that as a part and parcel of conscious life – a little metaphysical communication took place.......because it did.

     You'll start talking back naturally. Some will call you a nut for it; but if you start looking around you'll find yourself in excellent company. We are everywhere and growing; and I dare say a better sort to proceed. This is the best method for channelling the super-consciousness we call God and Nature. Do it free-style and get back to the rest of us – it is all the ultimate food for thought.

     Karma is Nature's Metaphysical Immune System in auto-pilot, and all DNA is a single eco-system. All conscious activity is part of a shared field. Navigation is a learned skill which is not taught in the standard religious propaganda. It should be - and that there is nothing to fear.

#### 11 – Levels of Consciousness to Enlightenment

     The reason a solid conscious contribution has value will now be explained. Each life alters the field in its own way. Here is what most people don't realize – it is in this sense predominantly that we are not all equal. We radiate our spiritual essence into the continuum of life energy. Yes it is conscious!

     The levels of consciousness we develop in this life experience are commensurate with our conscious value. I don't mean this in a strictly individual sense. When we shine; we shine into the shared field. We do so; according to our metaphysical potential to affect the Universal Soul.

     The idea goes like this. If a person has gone backwards, or gained little spiritually speaking during their life experience; they deteriorate the shared field slightly. This is what I mean when I say your metaphysical potential. I have also referred to this as Spiritual Capital in my other books. These can be broken down to examine the levels of development required to achieve higher conscious states.

     In the same way; those who gave the most of themselves, and learned to feel the Absolute consciously in their own way – have the metaphysical strength of ten regular men......so to speak. Master Teachers like Christ, and the Buddha, Mohammed, Thoth, and others; had the strength to seriously alter the field. One great prophet equals an army in spiritual potency to affect the shared field. And the closer they get to perfection - the greater the effect.

     Imagine the self control and inner strength required to knowingly allow the Romans to kill you – to make the ultimate point, to give the ultimate lesson regarding the Absolute Truth. A faith and knowledge in Spirit of that magnitude, has the strength to rewrite some programming. Ancient religious texts tried to explain this notion through romanticized parables. Our slow ascent out of savagery is owed to this progression of enlightenment of the Universal Soul.

     The long and the short of it, without the spare wind; is that one good enlightened being – is equivalent to a pile of undeveloped beings. It would have to be - given the propensity for dullness most have been conditioned to accept as life. The numbers speak for themselves. If we all gave equally to the field upon our individual demise; life might just as easily "de-evolve!" And I don't see that happening despite the numbers.

     "Novel" or "new additional information," or "value added quality" to life's fortitude – expands the parameters of Life itself. A good spiritual thrill seeker who goes out of bounds to explore his own soul and that of the Cosmos he or she is embedded in – does us all a great service. If a Morphogenetic Field helps you grasp this instead of as a Spiritual concept – fill your boots.

     However if you study morphogenetic fields, the comparison to spiritual notions becomes unavoidable. This is why even though the idea of a shared conscious field of information is exposed at every scale and dimension; the idea isn't scientifically accepted fully. Everybody believes it, knows it's true as evidenced by how things work, but isn't ready to "go there" because it has spiritual connotations. Rightfully so perhaps!

     The possibility that the ancients had this right spiritually speaking; is self evident is what I am suggesting. A moment of self-sacrifice, a life spent seeking the ultimate truths, and then teaching them; A soul in communion with the Absolute; carries more weight metaphysically speaking – than a lost one. This is where the idea of Thoth weighing your heart against the ethereal feather when you die comes from on ancient Egyptian stone tablets.

     There are many versions for this notion. Having the Book of Life opened by St. Peter at the Pearly Gates as we covered earlier, would be another rating system. Did you make a letter? Perhaps you made a word in the Book of Life – the Akashic Record of Experience, and an impression on the Fabric of Space/Time? The greatest teachers can seriously alter the text at the scale of paragraphs and chapters.

     This gets down to the darkness and light potential. Darkness, albeit all pervasive and empty; no matter how large – is immediately vanquished by even the smallest light source. One solitary candle in a dark room, or a star in a dark recess of space/time – lights up a disproportionate space. Light has power. Photons extend forever and infinitely from a temporary light source for example. The light from a dead star – outshines its host. A little Light – beats a bunch of Dark. A heartfelt good deed exceeds the value of a heartless bad deed in the same way.

     The scale of our conscious potential to alter this shared field is where we will spend the bulk of this chapter. We range it seems; from completely asleep – to hyper-awake. This is hard to explain – but I'll try my best. Believe it or not, this is how life works. It jives not only with how we operate – it also sensibly explains ancient spiritual texts and the very function of spirituality. I never got that in church – the real reason for spirituality......its purpose if you will.

     Let's start at the lower end of the scale to set a parameter. Remember; this is merely a construct to explain this. We might disagree on certain defining terms and conditions for them – but if you alter bits to suit your individual experience to accommodate that – you will get the premise. It is our understanding of how this works which is of importance, not our individual interpretation of value. It is different for each of us – not two the same and all. Perhaps after a bit; you'll start to get my gist.

     On an imagined scale with an approximate fictional number rating, ranging from the number "15" and working our way up to the number "1" to rate the greatest examples of conscious enlightenment – we can rate our ability to contribute.

     Level - 15:

     We can start with Shame and Guilt and the associated self imposed worthlessness it creates. I would give beings who feel shame and guilt the lowest rating of "15." At the bottom of my fictional scale we start with those who have been outwardly shamed by others, or inwardly shamed by their own deeds. Guilt results; which carries its own burden on the Karmic Wheel. Whether this guilt was imposed by choice or situation, this may well represent our lowest conscious level.

     Possible examples of those of us at such a level might include; the sexually abused, and those who sexually abuse others. Shamed people feel guilty and often commit suicide. Shamed and guilty consciousness perpetrates cruelty more readily. Serial killers fall into this category. "Sin and Salvation Merchants" definitely fall into this category – which as we all know is usually and all too frequently merely an outward projection of their own guilt.

     Level - 14:

     Hopelessness, Despair, and Sadness rate one up from the bottom as far as self limiting conscious states. Often we are talking about societal outcasts such as the homeless, the addicted, the regretful, the dependent, and those who live in the cemetery of life. These people when even further traumatized – seldom cry. At this level failure is an accepted life-style, and pain is an accepted truth.

     These are the states of the aged in homes. This is a state personified by those who sit in institutions with blank stares in their eyes. Most of us have temporarily experienced this state when at our lowest; but for those who live in this state permanently, a greater challenge is presented. Like an emotional black-hole, those in this state actually "feel heavy" to those around them emotionally, and are thus avoided and less prone to getting assistance.

     Level - 13:

     Fear resides at this level. Believe it or not; fear is a step up. Fear; motivates much of what we are driven to do. At the level of fear, we begin to function at least. Fear of old age, poverty, our enemies, death, and rejection, for example - initiates the activity which makes the world go around as they say. Media, the Churches, and Government know the motivational value of fear all too well.

     At the scale of the number 13; the negativity to be considered by a being motivated by fear – is the self limiting aspect. Fear tends to feed on more fear; and limit personal growth substantially. While our fears may spur us into action; we look to others still for direction. Fear causes inhibition and leads to becoming a follower of those who have risen above this state. At this level using a dogsled team for an example to illustrate; there aren't yet any lead dogs.

     Level - 12:

     Once we develop beyond our fears, this brings us to the level of Desire. The next conscious step is desire, the ability to self-propel - Drive; as they call it. Although it resides at the low end of the conscious developmental awareness scale – it is an even better motivator than fear. Desire – is a seeker, a go-getter. Fear is reactive.

     On the negative side; Desire causes addictions, greed, yearnings for sexual approval, and the hunger for attention. The problem is that "Desire" is never satisfied. The addict wants a better high, the millionaire wants more money, the sexually needy seek constant approval, and the vain – ever more attention. While better than fear or grief, desire is still a long way down the scale of enlightened realization.

     Level - 11:

     While Anger and Hostility might cause murder and war-like actions; it rates higher on the energetic scale of the energy of life. Anger is the tipping point which often tips the scales towards freedom. This has value. Anger is the force we overcome the previous levels with. Anger is a stepping stone to higher states of consciousness by giving us our freedom. This is how we "bust out." Change even good change; often starts when we decide we are mad as hell – and we are not going to take it any more.

     As a teaching tool, Anger is a necessary evil – it is part of the conscious lesson. Anger such as this might be the rage of a frustrated infant. This is still a few steps below a workable consciousness capable of enlightenment, but an often necessary step. Anger is however a powerful emotion and worthy of consideration as a growing pain towards enlightenment.

     Level - 10:

     At the level of Self Worth and Pride I selected the number ten. The bulk of society sits at this level which resides just below the lower scale of full consciousness. The average fully functioning human consciously sits just below the boundary for a more developed level. This is only one step below the realizations leading to higher energetic conscious potentials (did I mention "most of us" are almost there!). Pride feels much better than the previously discussed states of conscious habitation. Unfortunately pride is only vastly superior to the letter designations below it. At the higher scales we must transcend our pride.

     Pride breeds the military complex at the soldier level. Pride is socially encouraged. The problem with pride is it generates pig-headed stubbornness. Pride denies common sense. Many a man has died over pride. Pride is an affectation of our ego and must be forgone for humility and humbleness. We have to first develop pride, and then transcend it.

     Level - 9:

     The number nine is the opposite of our fearful conscious energetic state – which is of course Courage. It is not until we have consciously developed ourselves beyond the previous scales into a mentality of fearlessness that we begin to truly develop our potential. This is it folks; the level of the awakened. Exploring and determination are developed at this conscious level of growth. Courage changes life – by trying new things.

     Job skills are easily mastered at this level. We start adding instead of taking. We get as much as we put in, the point of diminishing returns has been breached. At this level life is an equal opportunity employer with an exchange program. At the level of courage the negative pole has given way to the positive state. People who accomplish and achieve things have the courage to do so and reside here.

     Level - 8:

     The Zero-point arrives! At the number designation eight; we move beyond the negativity as well as the positive we encountered back one scale. The problem with negativity is obvious. The problem with being positive is not as obvious. It is Polarity. Neutral is the next conscious precipice we need to gain purchase on. Prior to being neutral we are polarized. Being neutral means being flexible; and it gives us confidence and well being.

     Neutral people don't try to control, and are not interested in conflict. Being neutral is superior to being positive in that force gives way to consideration. At this level of consciousness we become hard to manipulate and control. At this level we start to develop the emotional maturity to elevate ourselves beyond all of the previous states. Open consideration comes from dissolving polarity into the middle-ground of neutrality.

     Level – 7:

     Above being neutral; is being open and willing. Below the level of courage (level 9) we remain fearful and closed minded. But by level seven – we move beyond fear and polarity. At this level of conscious awareness and maturity; we make excellent students. Being open and willing means you consider problems with the intention of providing solutions. Open and willing people are easy to get along with, and accomplish much.

     Consciousness develops self worth at this level of conscious enlightenment. Until you see the value of yourself; you give no value to anyone or anything else. Once you have, courage, neutrality, and willingness – things start making more sense. At this level we start to see some of the great thinkers and accomplishers.

     Level – 6:

     Realization and acceptance come from this next level. At level six; we lose the notion that we are victims and that we are being pushed along by life – and realize we are the captain of our boat. Power is restored by the full realization that all of it comes from within. Level six people are calm enough to see the bigger picture. The hysteria associated with an uneducated consciousness is replaced with realization and acceptance once the levels below it are conquered.

     These people often try to tell us that we create our own reality, and can see where the metaphysical conscious rubber contacts the physical road. These people are fearless, tolerant, and represent a scale well above the norm. Among these are the learned; that also often become spiritual due to the greater awareness and connectivity they discover.

     Level – 5:

     Greater logic is achieved above the emotional levels which those at this level and above have transcended. At and above this scale the soul has been transformed and transmuted to some degree into a well oiled decision making entity. Absorbing copious quantities of data at this level are common. Clear vision and the ability to make well informed decisions instinctively and creatively are hallmarks of this level of conscious awareness. Scientific greats we revere; fall into this category.

     When we reach this level – we seek knowledge as the food it is. The down side is that some of the truth about the nature of reality and experience is "felt and sensed." Reason and logic sell us short of this consideration above the computational scale. The powers of Reason are highly effective in the physical modern world, and as a result most of us never move beyond it. To gain the ultimate metaphysical truth of existence – requires the next level.

     Level – 4:

     At level four; we find the simple emotion of Love – meaningfully understood and felt, and most of all valued. This isn't physical love, relationship love, self love, or any other commonly considered form. This is Love; as a state of Being. The conscious maturity, knowledge, courage, and developmental awareness we deliberately sought (a major point); exposes the true nature of existence as a ground of being rooted in emotion.

     Logic gives way to instantaneous recognition at level four. Love eliminates all barriers and separations, and transcends all time and matter. At this level we actually understand what that means. Currently just less than 1 in 200 (or half of one percent of us) ever gets this far by general estimation. These are the people we admire for actually living a life based on pure love and understanding, and who are no longer in any conflict or duality. We really like being in proximity to people in these higher conscious states.

     Level – 3:

     The bigger our love gets – the more joyful our lives become to reflect this. Healers, Saints, and Seers; are examples of people at level three. Eternal joy comes from experiencing at every moment of conscious existence; the inherent beauty which escapes those below this conscious level. A Presence is often felt by people who feel love strong enough for it to morph their experience towards this level of revealed jubilation.

     Near death experiences, Shamanic journeys into the Spirit Realms, the feeling that God touched ones heart, the Buddha's realization, Christ Consciousness, and such profound events give us a brief peek at this high level of emotional consciousness so seldom attained. At this scale we are propelled to serve the whole rather than the individuation. These people experience consciousness in a metaphysical, interconnected, and in an entangled and non-local fashion. Spirit is made consciously manifest.

     Level – 2:

     This brings us to a level of consciousness experienced by approximately only one in a million. This is the inner peace attained by digesting fully the previous levels and experiencing some aspects of them first hand. This is a level of experiential faith which is less fleeting than it is in level three. Some achieve what we have heard of as "at oneness." At Oneness is the realization that we are never alone. To a regular mindset we are "alone" when we are by ourselves. At level two; being alone is being at oneness – and not isolated.

     This is the non-rational realization that the observer and the observed are the same. Life has radiance and a flow not experienced below this level. This is a completely felt rather than a technical consideration. Recognition of the timeless aspects is achieved. Formal concepts of religion are transformed into a genuine knowing of the irrelevance of such notions. At this level we know what matters.

     Level – 1:

     Conscious existence which has been described as Spirit, God, Gods, and Angels are accessed by those at this scale of consciousness which has only been rarely glimpsed.

     A self beyond the mind, without an ego; and every step of the above scale being learned, mastered, and developed beyond – leads to level one. Religions are based on those who achieved this level and practised from what they taught us (or tried to!). Our scale wasn't there yet – maybe it approaches......at least for many more than before. They can teach us; and we should listen. Do you want to know who "they" are?

     They are the children. Let the children teach them wasn't just psychobabble! Children are born with these qualities until we drive it from them. Think about it. Let us recap with this in mind – I have a metaphysical and spiritual bomb to drop.

     Level - 15) A child has no shame or guilt; it is not something we are born with – it is damage from wrong-think, or worse – wrong-doing. We have to merge our knowledge based systems with our inner-child to not only survive but surpass our technological tangent.

     Level - 14) Children are not hopeless, in despair, nor intrinsically sad without negative outside stimulus. We must also strive to regain that hopeful element which dictates that anything is possible for it to become true or manifest.

     Level - 13) A child has no innate fear programmed into them from birth. Thus the self-limiting aspect of fear doesn't exist for children. This just gets easier to get, if you'll pardon the pun. It is the conscious essence of a child, merged with that of the universal intelligence we speak of.

     Level - 12) While children desire and seek to learn; in the self restricting sense it is never to excess and in a consciously negative fashion. I never met a child who was addicted to anything above his conceptual means due to consume.

     Level - 11) Anger and hostility is never a required teaching tool for children left to their own means. In a nurturing environment children will seldom create fear or express anger. Anger and fear from what for example?

     Level - 10) Pride being an affliction of ego; sums up the great quality of a child. Children have no such inherent property either. They might look for approval but they seldom think they did anything great – even when, and especially when they do. They are not even aware of such limitations that they have no need to transcend this level like adults. This is the real source of power for a mystic and a spiritualist, and a child.

     Level - 9) Children exhibit caution and shriek and withdraw from adverse condition – not charge headlong into disaster deliberately. Children have no need for courage either if not given cause to have fear. They naturally gravitate away from both which puts them well above most of us on this scale! (Good for the kids!)

     Level - 8) Children are born neutral already! A child can actually consider both sides without prejudice if they are made to understand the concept. This is why children often give such profound answers to complex questions – they have no bias.

     Level - 7) Children are open and willing if there ever was such a thing! They also absorb information like a sponge as we all know. So without further debate we must admit that children sail through the first nine levels of the foundations for conscious growth without effort as a gift. A gift I remind you; we take away by false programming.

     Level - 6) Children are very tolerant – they put up with us. All we need to do is let the children design the world for us. And while children may be made to feel as though they are helplessly pushed along by the currents of life; there can be no doubt that they make their own reality by interpreting it. We all do – they just still know it.

     Level - 5) Now we finally get to teach the children something about reality and the true nature of it – technically. But only so they can intuit some sense from it. We must educate these bundles of intelligent options to be just that. Here is what we know, and here is what we don't know. I guarantee when you do that – greater options than those we currently employ will be cultivated. Sow the seed as they say.

     Level - 4) – At level four, the level of love in its higher form; children are the light of all light. Unconditional love felt without the need for understanding is what a child is – I rest my case on this point.

     Level - 3) Children are joyful because of the depth of their state of love which permits the same non-local effects of experiences at this level. Children will often see and sense things we can not – just like higher mammals do. Children are closer to this connection from birth and then lose it over time instead of developing it. That must change. They as I suggest; have the most to teach us.

     Level – 2) Well; statistically we are down to one in a million adults – versus virtually every child prior to us inadvertently messing them us because we didn't grasp the true nature of reality. Because we overlooked that primordial element.....but I digress......

     Children are still connected to that primordial element of consciousness that started it all – the Creator it seems. Level two does not escape a child's grasp as it does ours.

     Level – 1) Full circle we return. Children are ergo; the ultimate Guru, Prophet, and Teacher. We are all striving to get back to the original conscious state we are born with! This should speak volumes to the spiritually and mystically initiated. It is indeed time to learn something from the children and support them so they can indeed lead us. Anyone who isn't pompous can understand this. (The silent bomb I now drop.)

     Now to conclude - apply this to your spiritual enlightenment process. You are actually trying to "remember" rather than "learn" this truth! As we strip away the falsehoods educationally, and relearn how to feel our way as nature and what we call God intended – we find our inner child, our Christ Consciousness, the higher self, or whatever you call it.

     When as an adult we regain the moral compass of our inner child- there will be no need for a Big Brother mentality or society. The very secrets of the universe are ours. They exist in our Spirit – and the levels of consciousness which lead to enlightenment as defined by..................................a child. Children make the greatest contribution to the shared field, which is why any functioning human is hardwired to protect them – the universe knows how this works. 

#### 12 – Don't Fear the Reaper – Conclusion

     All the great Spiritualists, Prophets, Sages, Seers, Mystics, and great Philosophers; tried to tell us the same thing – that Life is a dream, an illusion, or a lesson of some sort. That it isn't "real." If life isn't real, neither is anything else. What part is exactly real?

     I wouldn't go that far in my interpretation, because if life were indeed an illusion it wouldn't have much value in my estimation. Concrete is still hard, hunger pains are real, and shit and abuse is still unpleasant – and unfortunately not imagined! It all serves a purpose which would be negated if it wasn't real.

     Our pleasures feel real too. If life were a dream or illusion; then our happy good moments would also be an illusion. I give more value to life than that – the good and bad bits are real. They just are not the end.

     Perhaps what was meant was that the end wasn't an end; and the lesson was the opposite – your beginning. Like we are "children" consciously just starting out. Learning what you are and exploring your environment, complete with the associated bumps and bruises - are prerequisites for children are they not?

     So what this gambit we call life really is about – are the bumps and bruises of the lesson. Learning to navigate physically is how this is usually meant – but I am talking about conscious bumps and bruises. Physical pain as we all know pales by comparison to conscious pain.

     You might cry, bitch, and moan, if you break a limb for an example; but you'd never want to end your experience – to abandon all hope. Conscious pain has staying power for one thing – physical pain subsides. A serious conscious blow can leave an indelible mark and last an entire lifetime.

     The power; the true power – is in the spiritual knowledge that the pains are but lessons to challenge you. If we thought spirituality served little purpose we were grossly mistaken. Spirit is foremost what we are. Spirit is how we work. Spirit is what everything around us is made of.

     Spirit, properly redefined as consciousness and the energy of life; and the intelligence and information of which life is constructed – is the metaphysical bridge to our physical world. Once you get that the true nature of reality is conscious in nature and not physical, the riddle of life is made clear.

     Consciousness is the ground of all being. When it is localized into a physical individuation, or born, whatever form that takes; it takes on the isolated state of a contained finite view – and derives the resulting viewpoint – from the inside out.

     When the same consciousness is non-local, unborn, not isolated, and infinite, whatever forms that takes; it takes on the view as everything at once - from the outside in. This is akin to matter flitting between states as a particle and a wave, or energy and matter exchanging states, or sub-atomic bits popping in and out of reality, stars in positive radiant expansive states, versus negative vacuum collapsing states, and so on and so forth.

     The Yin and Yang, the In and Out Breathing of the Universe, Yahweh, Tetragrammaton, the Logos, the Circles of Existence, and many others – also all define God as a Force and an Activity. This is noteworthy.

     There is no more tactile and adaptive energy than that of the force of consciousness. If atoms, and biology, and cosmic bodies, and the universe all just cycle, pop in and out of existence, and change states to self generate through this activity – why wouldn't the consciousness with which it is experienced? Of which it is in its very essence – constructed?

     As strange as all that might seem; it is the stuff of every spiritual belief system we know. This is why people who have Near Death Experiences like I did try to educate people about this truth. Any Shaman who experienced the Spirit Realm and spoke to the Ancestors knew this as a fact. So did every Mystic who meditated successfully and connected to the non-local consciousness of the Cosmic Mind.

     The Doorway of Death is the Gateway to Life; every Guru and Prophet and Philosopher worth their salt expressed this in some fashion. Everyone who has ever connected to the non-local state, and discovers the Eternal ground of being - knows what you should. Don't fear the Reaper.

     You don't have to belong to any particular club or group. You can see and understand this great truth in any way that resonates with your conscious state. And best of all; you can immediately reap the rewards of understanding the true nature of reality as for example Buddha and Christ expressed it.

     Everything is God. You, I, the fencepost, and the dog, so to speak; are all what we call God. The Metaphysical eternal conscious part, our Light-body - is a permanent fixture. Otherwise we wouldn't be here; or even know or care if we were – doesn't that make simple sense.

     There is no point for life if it lacks the awareness of existence. And since we seem to be constructed to forever grasp greater self awareness and to self-organize into further complexity physically – an eternal infinite intelligence is exposed as the cause to the effect. Physical Life is a concrescence of experience. But the non-physical or metaphysical conscious element which is a permanent fixture it seems is the First Cause, the Primordial Element, and the Self Generating property.

     The subtle instructs the gross. We look at the whole premise of life incorrectly. We have many facts correct, but the order we currently have not so right. Our science and even our spiritual concepts revolve around the notions that this is a reality built from the bottom up. That consciousness came about from a random occurrence, and not from the top down – by deliberate action......might be the real stretch.

     We are to believe in essence; that "stuff bumped into other stuff" by accident in the right order, and under the right conditions, to not only create biological goo – but thinking aware goo. By the way; we are also to believe that given enough time, and respectably poor odds; it would evolve to fly to the moon, break the atom, and contemplate existence to this degree.

     The scientists tell us they can reproduce the conditions on the early earth which spawned life; and therefore there is no special element, and no sentient intelligence required for the process of life. That they could carefully cultivate that goo for countless millennia and never create something as unique as we are however - seems to escape their grasp.

     Physical considerations aside, what about the part of us science doesn't get but anyone who is alive and experiencing life –does. If we consider the metaphysical conscious component and factor it also into the odds and likelihood for random chance mutation to develop to our level – the truth comes out. Never say never they say; mark my words – never, ever, would complexity compound to this magnitude without a memory complex.

     The Fundamental Primordial Element, the Ground of all Being, and your own Consciousness; are all the same element – Spirit. That in itself tells us that Spirit is how it works. Humour me for just a bit longer.

     Let's just compare what is being sold here; and the cost of it. Academic reductionist materialists; are selling fear, mistrust, environmental damage, and sport the notion that there is no special element to life – and everything was a fluke. Theology might have it's variations to sort out; but by in large they have a better product if you don't fall victim to the branded dogmas. Let's simplify and spell it out.

     Nothing special – versus – God did it. Like I said; if you expand some parameters and take an unobstructed mentally unfettered perspective – religion had the premise right. They just messed up on the facts and details; and science fixed that. I hate to be blunt and offensive even though I am at core a spiritual person – but religion as we know it needs a reality check.

     We used to burn people at the stake for arguing for a round earth which the heavens did not revolve around. We did that because the church interpreted it that way; and didn't like being questioned. Bad choice!

     We still have our head up you know where regarding interpreting ancient spiritual texts – Bibles included. We still burn witches and hang heretics. Anyone who discovers contradictory evidence to the current religious dogmas - always has, and always will, meet with stiff resistance. The "track record" of religion however – speaks for itself.

     The earth isn't flat after all! The Heavens don't revolve around us – we revolve around in the Heavens! Pretty soon they are going to have to admit that God isn't a spooky father figure on a throne. The notion of the existence of God; properly defined as the sum total of consciousness and experience, and the memory complex for life – is a lot harder to manipulate the masses with. It is however the newly developing picture for God.

     Science is not as logical as they claim either. To exclude the possibility of a Creator, and immediately factor it out of the equation; while maintaining a "mystery pile" in fear of avalanche – might lack wisdom.  To dismiss outright the possibility and deny consideration of a special element to life; exposes the weakness of a purely physical material world view.

     In case you didn't notice; science is teetering upon the precipice of faith lately. At every boundary state of existence, the atoms, the biology, the cosmos, and our consciousness – are proving this special element exists. Just like the church – they are going to have to alter their spiel to suit the facts.

     My point is this. If you take science and religion as a totality; instead of treating each bit like it was the "end-all-to-beat-all" – this gets pretty easy to see and prove to yourself. The totality of spiritual beliefs when studied as a single body of information on the same subject – yields this greater truth.

     Science also serves us better; when life is viewed as a unified system – not as separate bits and pieces. The fact that all atoms are manifest from the same non-local infinite energy is such a truth. The fact that the universe came from a singularity; and remains fundamentally entangled and interconnected becomes considered.

     The fact that life is also a cycle of conscious existence, and not a fluke – is made clear with an overview of how life works. How everything works and is constructed verifies a fundamental "Oneness" behind the duality of existence. Behind the physical individuation – is the shared blueprint, and the thing that connects us all.

     Your consciousness is no exception. Behind the façade of the physical individual experience; the way we connect to each other and life - exposes our interconnectivity. The joke is over folks; we are not separate physical mortal entities as we see ourselves. Just as physical reality is exposed as a temporary shared matrix of the permanent metaphysical fabric we are embedded in – the individual is exposed as a temporary physical manifestation of the same fabric and nothing more.

     This is why when we have a near death experience for but one example; we externalize. What we are "made of" is this non-local eternal energy. When we lose containment upon our apparent terminus; the hoax that we perish consciously at death is exposed to us.

     When we lose our ground of being we revert to the opposite state - that of a wave. We become "everything" like the tribal Shaman told us we do. It turns out he was right! We become the elements, and the creatures in them. We return from whence we came.

     I received this information from our Source while meditating in a higher state. The whole thing is modeled after the First Dot and Wave. The model for conscious experience is a fractal version of that which started it all – that of our Creator. The Singularity that started this universe, flipped inside out to become a wave – just like we do. Everything is the gravitational gambit of infinite collapse as Singular; and infinite expansion – as a Universe or wave.

      This spiritual insight not only explains the physical process from the sub-atomic scale, through the biological, and the cosmic – but more importantly....our conscious experience. This same principle it was revealed; is the same process we consciously experience without fail – by design. This is the cumulative point for the concept of this book.

     We never remember "getting here" we just seem to be here – we just "are." This is just like the spiritual notion that God "just is." The first thing we said when we became aware was the same thing God said in the beginning – I Am. As a newly trapped aspect of the spirit of God – we experience that first recognition of existence in exactly the same way. The full version for deep contemplators is "I Am That I Am."

     So our "arrival" into this conscious state; is the conscious realization of it. This more than insinuates that we already existed prior to this awakening; and it is nothing more than this new state we become conscious of. So then what happens to a God, a Universe, and a Man, Woman, or a being?

     For a Singularity; the long struggle ensues to become Creation. The Creator, or original Singular State, the Source, or however you can envision it – starts down the same difficult road – per scale. The Singularity or God if you will; struggles to create. I was privy to how this took place from my perspective if you will entertain my analogy.

     The Conscious Dot struggled to bust out. Creation was not an automatic effortless process – this was heavily impressed upon me. The effort to create was a conscious experience of difficulty much like ours. This is the same model. The Dot tried everything! I felt the frustration and effort. I was made consciously aware of the pain and conscious hopelessness of the task.

     So this Singularity, or Dot; radiated out every type of energy we could imagine and then some. It fought for an interminably long time; the analogy of a life was made clear. The act of Creation was the culmination of a life spent in the effort. Finally, on the brink of failure – it "gave itself" to the All – and thus Created All. It won! Just when God, the original conscious state was about to give up, and changed tactics; and states – the Cosmos was created.

     So how does this apply to everything else as a model for experience you might rightfully ask? It is at our demise, and our perceived terminus, after a lifetime of struggle, that if we give ourselves wholly as did the Creator – we Big Bang! If not we go around again until we do eventually get it. We cycle until we become our Source and "Join our Father" to describe this in religious verbs. We become, as did our Source – everything.

     After a lifetime, or at least a dedicated portion of it devoted to understanding yourself and the true nature of reality, and that which we call God – apotheosis results. We become; Like God, or As God. Not God – just the same thing as God. This ability to give selflessly is the act of Love and of the Light.

     These are all to return to my point; the acts of infinite gravitational containment or collapse - or the opposite state of infinite gravitational repulsion, or expansion. Thus God is very big; and we are very small. We are however – the same thing – both big and small.

     A Dot and a Wave, and a Singularity and a Big Bang; are just alternate verbs to describe the same thing. The point of importance is that "nothing" happens without a reason. It doesn't imply that everything is pre-decided as some would have us believe – it just explains the venue. It also rules out; the "random-chance-fluke-theory" spiritually and scientifically - if you fully examine the facts and take the overview discouraged by academics and theologians.

     Our lives to return to my point; are a model of existence – of not only the individuation – but the whole. We struggle through life, and as anyone will attest to – social status, wealth, and good and bad looks and deeds aside – everyone gets the shit end of the stick a lot. Everything we do bounces back on us and returns full circle – environmental damage, and conscious deeds – for but two examples.

     It is not until we surrender ourselves to the experience, until we give ourselves wholly to the experience in full appreciation of the nature of it – is when and only when, we turn from individuation or dot, to the whole as a wave. Reverence is focus. As science will confirm; a dot or a physical particle when it turns into a wave condition – went from a local fixed position in space/time – into a smeared everywhere condition we call a wave.

     So the conscious mote you as an individual experience as ego and self; is nothing more than an expression of the conscious wave smeared everywhere, that everything owes its existence to. Everything remains "entangled" and "singular." Consciousness especially falls into that category; if we are a fractal holographic image of the first consciousness.

     To simplify this notion, so you might prove it to yourself so you can get on with the business of life; ask yourself a few questions. Did Nature come first? Was the "first thing" the intangible metaphysical property of Nature? It sure makes short work of a mystery pile – doesn't it? The Buddha, Christ, Mohammed, and every other great teacher; solved this problem long ago. The reason life exists – is Life. It is through "Him" we have "Life" remember?

     The idea that God and Nature came first when properly defined and considered is anything but crazy. This merely implies that the instructions for life were first – which any 15watt being can intuitively grasp as correct. Everyone "gets this" except reductionists who still believe in a classical world view, and a steady-state reality – which has been proven to be in error.

     We already know that the atoms of which we and our reality are constructed; are almost non-existent balls of space/time – and more energy than substance. Further still; the sub-atomic bits which pop in and out of existence have been exposed as being yet a finer fabric, made up of vibrating stings of space/time gravitationally folding upon itself. Things shouldn't be solid, or have weight – yet they do. As has often been observed; something we can't see – is doing something we don't understand.

     Science in essence tells us that the seamless fabric we are embedded in is an expanding sponge of energy; of which the visual bits and separations are merely differentiations in the vibratory frequencies. The very fabric of space and time, and everything contained inside it – are manifested from space time.

     What makes the venue – makes the things in it! This is so simple and beautiful to grasp, and gives back a meaning for life long ago lost. One Thing; got tired of being alone – so it made us. Every verb about being humble and grateful to what we call God is true. Stop and say thanks once in a while – He can hear you.

     The truth is that we all see different things from life, and I suspect it is an effect of our design and purpose. Whether this translates to one belief system or another matters not. It is the repeated effects experienced by all of us we should take heed of. Just because this works for different people in different ways, and is envisioned by more that one guise; has no bearing on the value. To deny all beliefs because they conform to no specific standard should tell us something and prove something; rather than dispel it.

     The Singular State of the Dot that turned inside out into a Wave; is everything in existence smeared about in a Fractal Holographic State – an Image or Likeness in scriptural terms. The point remains the same. Consciousness, Nature, God, and all the other titles for this – came first. The ultimate "Chicken or Egg first" question has been revealed as a fundamentally flawed question. The Design came first. The Intention of a Chicken and an Egg are the design of them both.

     The correct answer is that prior to any chicken or eggs, seeds or plants, or babies or adults; was the design. Design; more than implies a designer – which is why Christian Scientists believe that the observed complexity of life proves a Creator.

     The problem I have is with their definition of a Creator as the spooky father figure entity; and how they build their equations backwards. In essence they fill in the known answer as they see it – and then build an equation to suit the predisposed answer – and then call that proof. Wow! I refrain from intellectual retort as it would possibly be misconstrued as the work of the devil – by means of the same backwards equations.

     Didn't these guys and gals ever spin records backwards and find that you hear what you want to? I am suggesting merely that we don't "play the record backwards" to derive the message in the song of life.

     To conclude my attempt to share the metaphysical education I received from my near death experiences, and years of dedicated research by myself and others, as well as the experiences of a spiritual nature myself and others have had – don't be afraid to die. Were you afraid before you got here – or upon arrival? No – they taught us that – which is wrong.

     You started out as baby; as an uncoordinated intellectual sponge consciously, that knew little else except that "it was." All we know at first is that we exist. Then we struggle through a life. We get coordinated slowly, we develop and grow physically, and we draw upon the conscious fabric to feed and collect ourselves.

     Then we go through our individual trials and tribulations – which are meant to teach us lessons. Some of these experiences are pleasant and fun; and some are anything but nice. We struggle to gather this "knowing," and to transmute it into Light. All these pains are growing pains – conscious ones; the physical part is minimal. Although the physical doesn't seem minimal; it is the required "skin in the game" to give value to the lessons. Life has to matter – so it has both elements to it.

     Once we grow to an adult; although this too is a fictional boundary – since we don't feel any different – we are just older children to express how it feels. There is no fictional line drawn between that of a child or an adult; nor is there a fictional line drawn between our physical existence and our spiritual existence and our metaphysical light-body. All the above are merely "boundary states" we transcend on the path to the Absolute.

     Once you fully grasp, understand, and believe that death is not the end of conscious existence; the proof we seek about our entire existence is revealed and handed over. All it takes is the education, knowledge, and experience described in not only this book – but virtually infinite volumes.

     It is only through experiencing spirituality, and not merely reading about it, and allowing others to interpret it for us – that the Transcendent Other and the Universal Soul are revealed. The accepted model in the standard faiths can be compared to reading a pamphlet about God, versus having experienced God in person – so to speak of course.

     Learn it, Live it, and Love it; as they say. Learn the true nature of reality; unfettered by a strictly materialist, or a fairytale accepting mentality. Whatever you call God is not material in nature; just as the nature of experience is not entirely material. The material is the manifest truth of it; not the other way around! It is the consciousness with which we experience life; that renders it texture and flavour. The texture and flavour are a by product of us experiencing them. Life is special. Don't let anyone bull-shit you.

     You will find as I have that if you develop a unified theory of conscious existence for yourself; and work with it by applying your heart – you will start to get results. We all get different results which relate to our individual quest to explain this. Never assume that the way you found this out is the only way. The point is how it works for all of us being unified – is the point......share and get along.....to paraphrase.

     I wanted to understand the true nature of reality; to answer the age old question of what we are – and why we are here. I got results. You might want to heal, I wanted to teach. Others chose to give selflessly to serve the whole. There is no wrong way to believe; I am just trying to tell people that if you expand your parameters and give this force the credit it is due – it gets bigger.

     If a person limits their spiritual growth and experience due to limiting misconceptions imposed from outside about the size and scope of Spirit; the resulting possibilities are stifled and limited. Shield not your eyes. Look everywhere at everything; with the metaphysical education I provided – and your own ability to "Discern" the truth as it applies to you. I am not even implying that I have all of this right for you – just myself.

     I do know that you are capable of filtering information for yourself.  I also know that the more input you have, and the better the body of information you have to work with; the more you will accomplish on your individual journey. Whatever you call God doesn't fear scrutiny – it inspires it – and then rewards it.

     Sin and Salvation Merchants; be aware – the age of reason has arrived. No thinking creation of your deity believes the world is flat or as the focal point of Creation. We are starting to see that we are just a part of something bigger – despite our perspective of being a center in an ever present moment. We are a totality; of all the moments.

     Blue Jean Spirituality, was my attempt to educate some Earth-Bound Angels. The true nature of reality is that Consciousness is the ground of all Being. The Proto-Conscious Primordial Element – is the model for experience. We are a struggle to learn what we are, and how return to that more all inclusive state.

     All consciousness, as is all material reality, a single seamless energy – an over-all boundary state. What we are; are the separations in it – the smaller boundary states of which the greater body or text is comprised. Like conscious cells, in a conscious body; we are individual entities, as smaller boundary states.

     Losing containment need not be feared. All that happens is we keep moving into ever more inclusive boundary states – until we achieve the ultimate state.

Wellness, Truth, and Love for All.........

Attila the Mad Hungarian 

#### 1 – Don't Burn Your Bible Yet – I Just Have a Few Questions

     If everything is the predetermined work of a spooky father figure on a throne – why should we be punished for our choices? The truth is that our lives are entirely about the choices we make in life; with real skin in the game. The premise of religion fails us by teaching falsehoods about what we are, why we are here – and ultimately the true nature of reality.

     The first failure is how what we call God is described and defined – as crotchety old man. God is a force of life, not a retired Shakespearian fogey. It is an; I Am That I Am, The All Seeing Eye of the sum total of consciousness, Creator as Creation, the Logos, Tetragrammaton, or as the Shaman called It; the Great Manitou, or Great Spirit. These definitions are closer to the truth – although no verbs can adequately define that which is everything.

     Face it; reductionist science gurus and dogmatic organized religion – paint a rather ridiculous picture to define what is called God. It is much more than hollow definitions and vehement denial are able to describe. So what happens is that a ridiculous rendition for the force of life and the true nature of conscious existence takes a well deserved beating.

     My premise is not that there is no such thing as God, I know better. I had a few spells with no heartbeat which verified the existence of Transcendence and Higher Consciousness for me personally – so I did some much needed footwork. What I experienced wasn't an old fart on a throne. What I experienced was the Source of All consciousness itself – living "in" every Throne. I don't merely think we don't die – I know it.

     That still left me with a problem with inconsistencies in regards to Churches and Bibles. In fact; the first thing "The Voice" showed me was what was wrong with the concept of religion as we have been taught it. The Voice beyond our existence wanted me to try to "fix it." How I asked my self? Education was replied.

     It isn't so much that religion served no purpose – because it does. It was a way to preserve profound important information until we developed enough to make sense of it. It was turned into a fear mongering well oiled cash extraction machine with "selective paths to Heaven" and the "My God is better than your God ploy. It doesn't matter how you arrive at the truth about the true nature of reality, or how you see it; it is all about what is in your heart – as all true attempts to explain this claimed. Let me explain better.

     All that Bibles represent – are the records of experiences with genuine spirituality by different people over the ages. A book about how to experience God, provided by witnesses is not God, nor could it ever be. The Church seems to feel that reading an elaborate pamphlet about "God" is equal to the effects of experiencing Spirit. Wrong!

     So I'm not saying we should burn our Bibles yet – just that we should ask a few questions to stimulate debate regarding some truth. I really feel that if you believe in something – you owe it to yourself to "flesh it out" as they say. If you take the time to reconsider the ridiculous premise offered by organized religion, and assign it real value and validity; you will benefit immeasurably. Hammering on a book and spewing nonsense won't do it.

     That being said; I have a short but incomplete list to fire up a worthy debate about how we interpret romanticized parables, because once you learn how to interpret them properly you soon realize – the Minister although well meaning – missed the point. Every time I honestly expect an authority figure in the church to discuss these details – they can't get rid of you fast enough! They, like science – lack a cohesive believable explanation to a thinking person. Just for "shits and giggles" let's stir up a well needed pot a little!

     To start at the beginning; re-read Genesis in the Bible with an open mind and consider these points. The Bible is a big book – but a few parts need further scrutiny – with an enlightened perspective. To start with; why does God create everything twice? After the initial Creation – God re-makes Man and the Animals. No sooner does God say "It was good," than he starts over? Wasn't it good? Ask your Minister for a decent explanation.

     The explanation revolves around the differences between a God who is omnipotent and created everything from scratch; and god(s) with a small "g." The first God didn't need to make anyone go to sleep and take a rib; because He made everything. The difference is that the real God is a force which exists everywhere (in and of all things), and not a being who physically walks and talks in a Garden with man.

     All the accurate texts will tell you that God is in his own level of Heaven, a dimension; which only He can traverse. The ten or so dimensions science has discovered mirror the notion of successively inclusive dimensions of Heaven as the Source emanation. The Real Creator God is already in and of all things and has no need to walk and talk like we do, like the lesser gods in the Garden of Atlantis. (Crap; did I just say that out loud again!)

     The next point which needs debate is the tempting of Eve by the Serpent. Ask your minister who the snake in the tree was? There is much more to this romanticised parable to explain our beginnings than meets the eye. For one thing; God not knowing they took the "knowledge"! (I thought it was an apple?) – Until they hid themselves and knew they were naked and showed shame. What kind of an omnipotent God doesn't know they took the knowledge until he does a little detective work? I thought God knew everything?

     The Serpent was one of the reasons we developed. Think about it. God didn't kick this so called "Serpent" out of the Garden – he kicked out his pride and joy – man. This was by design if you give God any credit for his actions. The Serpent and God probably winked at each other. The Serpent was the only one who took responsibility for his actions – nobody else does.

     What I mean by taking responsibility has to do with how we as humans are always blaming others for our own mistakes – just like in the garden. If you take a person who is always in trouble now and try to punish them; they often blame their parents. We often say of a perpetrator that they were a victim themselves and passed on the behaviour. We should take responsibility for our own actions and grow up. (Whilst I agree that abuse is bad and breeds abuse – I propose it is an often shared condition and not a sound defence. It should breed the opposite in an awakened mind – not to abuse. It is the waking up we seek.)

     The perpetrator might say; I couldn't help it, I was treated wrongly as a child – it is the fault of my parents as a defence. But if you track down his or her parents – they will say it was also how they grew up and it was a learned behaviour – they in turn also pass the buck and blame previous parents. My point is you can take this mentality in perpetuity all the way back to Adam and Eve in the Garden. The First parents!

     After blaming parent after parent, all the way to Eve we can see where the buck stops – with the Serpent. God asked Eve; "Did thou take from the Tree of Knowledge which was forbidden?" Yes she said; but the Serpent did tempt me! The Serpent didn't say shit – because he knew the gig. It was a choice made of free will – a predictable one. It was the bait we took. The Serpent was the only one who didn't blame others – he gave us a choice.......a choice to evolve to learn the truth.

     We were never at fault for becoming aware – it began our painful evolution. The real God knew this was going to suck for us – for a long time to develop beyond what we were, and what we still are. But let's get back to the original question; who or what was the Serpent?

     Your minister will say; a snake, a serpent, or the devil or Satan – generally speaking. Drop a bomb on them; it was Seraphim – the Serpent Angels which surround and protect God in the Bible! The most powerful force in the Kingdom of Heaven – are the Serpents! The Seraphim are better explained in the esoteric material than in the Bible. You need to study Kundalini and esoteric information regarding "chakras" and awareness to better understand what was meant. The Bible after all is by definition; an esoteric channelled manuscript.

     As a matter of fact to digress slightly further; ask the Minister who were the Nephilim, the Cherubim, the Seraphim, and the Ophanim? You'll soon see how unknowledgeable they really are about their own belief! Why should we listen to people who don't know their own stuff?

     The Nephilim were the "Sons of Gods," the Fallen Angels who fell to the Earth, and bred with the daughters of Man – to make the Kings and Men of Renown (directly from the bible). The Cherubim were the other highest Angels which surround God and protect Him. The Seraphim and the Cherubim are the protectors of the Source; only realize that the Seraphim are the top Serpent-Angels which protect God, and that the Cherubim are the top Angels which protect God. Sound a bit familiar?

     The Two eternal forces which Create Reality around the Source of All. Positive and  Negative Forces flying around and surrounding and Protecting their Source like a Self Generating Engine – this is a factual scientific element we will visit later regarding this to do with Black Holes and Stars, and atoms. Positive and negative, yin and yang, good and bad, the In and Out breathing of Brahma, right down to the battling little Angel and Devil on your shoulders, are all attempts to describe this.

     Remember; God is Fire. They are describing a Star. In Esoteric teachings God is a Star. When you get to the bottom of this, the truth in some way shape or form; "It" starts to jive in more ways than you can shake a stick at. This proves itself. The crap I was taught is capable of no such feat; in fact it creates more questions.

     Now ask them to explain the "Ophanim." The Ophanim are the Thrones. The Ophanim is the Throne of God; only God doesn't sit "On His Throne," God sits "In His Throne" which is also called His "seat of power." You have one too – it is how you meditate and pray and contemplate from your center. A Throne is a Conscious Center. In some esoteric beliefs it is your heart chakra, your center, a seed atom, or pineal gland – and possibly how we enter and exit our body.

     It does all start to make more sense when you sort through the choices for a more accurate definition to these ancient terms. It is a Portal, Throne, and Seat of Consciousness – it is a Black Hole. It is "In" and "Of" all things, the First and Last, a Beginning and End, and the Alpha and Omega. The Singularity or singular states of being and Black Holes are all those things.

     An "Image" or "Likeness" in a Bible – is an "Infinite Fractal Hologram" in a classroom. We are Holographic Fractal Images of our Source; which in case anybody missed the implication is Consciousness – a Metaphysical property of Information which is the Evolving Blueprint for the subsequent Life Forms displayed physically as Matter. Which as we all know thanks to quantum physics has in-explicable substance or mass!

     An Invisible Nothingness it seems – really does construct our reality by consciously interpreting waves as all we are and see. I guess what they say is true; about beauty being entirely in the eye of the beholder – apparently so is reality! Reality; is in the eye of consciousness – would be worth considering given the hollow nature of reality.

     The only difference of what I am saying is, that you have to take this notion to the extreme about how reality is constructed and how we experience it. Then relate that to this ancient information – which as it turns out is very accurate.

     This is why we have to ask some tough questions of dogmatic faith. Some falsehoods have been exposed – just like when we realized the earth wasn't flat, or that the Heavens didn't revolve around us as the Church had professed. That went over like a lead balloon and more than a few people were burned at stakes, imprisoned, and hanged for speaking the truth against the dogma of organized religions.

     Accountability is good; if you are correct, or willing to consider revisions – what the Hell are they afraid of? I suggest we look at all the information and use common sense and modernity and our "gadget advantage" to sort through it – and of course compare notes. You get different answers when you ask the right questions – it is a learning process indeed which never stops. I am never beyond cautious revisions, nor should we as a collective ever be – it always stifles our development as has been evidenced through history.

     What I am telling you from experience in no uncertain terms – is that you owe yourself a full education before you really make up your mind on these subjects. Because to be short, blunt, and not go too far off on a rant – we have been fed a lot of hooey, and you can easily verify this for your self with nominal education. This is I feel why it is not encouraged.

     There was one initial tribe, with one initial belief system – based on first hand knowledge of our beginnings.......which has been lost to us. There is some 50,000 to 200,000 years of our history which is missing; conservatively speaking, some claim much more. This one First Tribe was the research material for every single belief system in existence. All Religious Belief Systems are merely fractured aspects of the beliefs of the very first cultured society.

     You can prove this to yourself quite easily no matter where you start. I'll give you just one quick example. If you will recall; Christianity as a belief system was the result of Jesus. Jesus; was a Jew! Another fracture! Then if you study the roots of the Jewish faith; it is Babylonian and Pre-Sand Egyptian! Trust me; start anywhere, and do some research with an open mind – and you will arrive at the same truth.

     It is all the same Concept of our Spirit Component – which is an Image of the Cosmic Spirit. It is all the same information in various guises! Your Minister has no friggin idea what we are talking about. Yet it is true. Learn from every type of spiritual records – especially the older ones we were conditioned to disregard – we made a mistake or were lied to. A revision is in order. If you look at multiple texts; some blanks get filled in.

     Let me fire a few more conscious bullets to stimulate consideration! This one boggles most standard book beaters who feel only "their book" has merit. Genesis 3 – 21 (and I quote); Unto Adam and also to his wife did the Lord God make coats of skins, and clothed them.

     Why did God take pity on man when he kicked him out of the Garden – and what kind of a God has to make a coat to clothe them? The same God who didn't know that Adam and Eve had a chat with a Serpent in a Tree until they showed shame? The same God who physically walked up to and talked to Adam in the Garden? The same God who made Adam unconscious and took Eve from his rib – like a story about a Genetic Genesis? What I am saying rocks a few boats.

     If you read further; the reason we got kicked out was more about us not having the full knowledge of our eternal nature. The Gods in the Garden said; "Lest not they take from the Tree of Life, and become as we are (multiples for God again)? That was too much awareness, and would have negated the lesson of the first forbidden fruit – the opportunity to develop our new found consciousness to discovery of ourselves and our true nature and that of our reality. Get along and go figure it out kids.......boy did we screw that up more than a little. Well; maybe it was inevitable and we were supposed to.

     Then we have reference to Cherubim, and flaming swords – the Angels which surround the Throne if you will recall; as guardians of the Gates of Heaven. Stars are the flaming swords which block us from seeing the local Star Gate of the Black Hole in our nearest Star the Sun, a.k.a. -The Sun of God.

     The Sun worship that we were taught to believe Pagan and baseless; is actually based on the superior ancient esoteric knowledge – and was not Sun God worship. They just actually had the straight goods on how this works. They might have described it differently from their perspective thousands of years ago, but once you make that simple differentiation – done! For the most part they didn't believe that our Star the Sun was God – just a manifestation of his brilliance as a totality. They had the construct right. Our sun is a wee fractal portal of Gods brilliance, as are we.

     You see; everything really is a Star – as the ancients professed in this light. If we are a smaller Portal, Throne, or Seat of Power – then the stark similarity becomes feasible. They meant all this "consciously," and "metaphysically." It is the ultimate Unification, or Theory of Everything to say the least! Alright; we'll tour these topics later on – for the remainder of this chapter all I have time for is a few more don't ask questions that are worth considering. There are countless others, here are a few of my favourites.

     The Book of Enoch is a sore point in debate of religion for two reasons. For one; the Book of the Secrets of Enoch, the Lost Chapter (along with the Dead Sea Scrolls), add the missing chapters to the Volumes of the Bible! The second reason is that Enoch is considered by scholars and theologians, to be the only living human ever to be taken into Heaven as a mortal.

     Everybody else had to die to get there; even their favourite Prophet Jesus. Enoch it is said was shown things that the Angels didn't know.  And Enoch was shown the Ten Levels of Heaven. It is an interesting read to say the least. It is also the same story as Thoth in Egyptian and Pre-Sand Egyptian (Sumerian, Babylonian and Ancient Hermetic Greeks), and the Atlantis lore from which it is no doubt derived.

     If you take the time to read the Secret Book of Enoch; and have kept up with the latest discoveries in science – the ten levels of Heaven, are the Dimensions the scientists are talking about – believe it or not! Each dimension above ours is a unification of the forces of Nature, such as Space, Time, Matter, and Energy for example. At each level, or more inclusive harmonic – these forces merge and mesh just like they did in the formation of our Universe – only backwards of how we see it sort of.

     My point is that if you scratch around for yourself a little, and do a little unfettered exploration, and do the Taboo and mix it up a little – you will soon see how much better of a Sherlock you will become – than those self proclaimed experts who are feeding us a line. The other sore point for religion is that the mystic spiritualists claim - that certain figures in these seemingly separate belief systems are one and the same!

     This actually makes sense given that they share a root. But the church doesn't like to hear that according to the esoteric information – Gabriel and Thoth are the same guy! Thoth said some things that aren't in the Bible. Things about Atlantis and Spirituality, our roots, Meditation, Reincarnation, and the true nature of reality and experience – Thoth also explained God a little better and a bit differently. It sounds way more feasible.

     It was also known to the Ancient Greeks in the Mythos of Hermes Trismegistus, (the thrice reincarnated); that Quetzalcoatl the Mayan God, Thoth, and Hermes were all the same Guy. This theme is repeated in the Oahspe Bible, Kolbrin Bible, as in multiple religions that sport the same deity by alternate title. The claim makes sense – and one can easily confirm that it happened frequently.

     The big don't ask question for the Catholics is why do they keep all the secrets in the Vatican; and why does the Pope wear a "fish head hat" and carry the staff of Osiris? The reason is the Catholic belief, as is the Christian belief, is an offshoot of the Jewish faith. The Jewish faith has undeniable Babylonian roots; as evidenced by the hat and staff, crests and so on and so forth. Babbling in Latin while swinging a ball of incense, and sporting Egyptian effects – says a lot. It says; this is all the same knowledge made secret to breed exclusivity.

     All of these considerations will get you kicked out of any church equally rapidly, Billy Graham or the Pope – won't have any of it when questioned about the roots of their faith – or any faith for that matter, which is what I am setting about to prove. They are wrong. There is a Valhalla for Vikings and a Heaven for Christians, and a Happy Hunting Grounds for Tribal peoples, and so on and so forth for every fractured interpretation of the same ultimate truth.

     God is bigger than that. He doesn't forsake a single Sheep as a Shepherd, or forsake a single Child as a Father. Give what you call God more credit than isolated ideologies permit. None of them like to have these undeniable shortcomings exposed and brought to light. That is why Organized Religion teaches us not to look – while the Bible says the opposite – Seek Knowledge, and Shield Not Your Eyes. Well; which is it then?

     The Knowledge of the true nature of reality sets you free – whether you arrive there by any brand of scripture or science. Once you start to "get this" everything written in those seemingly conflictive texts starts to make sense and tell you the same thing. And then it sets you free, by exposing the bull crap we were taught for what it is. It is a bit of a double edged sword the truth – it always is somewhere in the middle – the truth that is.

     Have some fun with this one! Ask how old the earth is; and how long our history on this planet is. Five Thousand Years My Ass! Some will even claim that Satan or his equivalent planted dinosaur bones to fool us! This is the modern equivalent of the notion that the earth is flat and static, and that the cosmos revolves around us. Like I said; we ain't done burning luminaries and calling them witches. This; as anyone knows who sensibly fears the inevitable embarrassment of easily being proven incorrect is nonsense.

     The information in the provided literature of the Bible contradicts what the church is arguing in relation to the possible age of the earth as we know it. So you don't have to burn your own bible as proof that morons are morons whatever flag they fly. Use your Bible to educate the Minister foolish enough to interpret that the entirety of existence is a scant five or six thousand years!

     Bull Pucky! Remember the multitude of pages in what I like to call "the Begat section." If you add up the times it doesn't jive. From Genesis before the flood until Noah starts over must have been a decent span. Then you have from Genesis 9 – 28 with Noah's lifespan at 953 years (some 350 years after the flood), and like I said a hefty "begat section." You know; the so and so begat so and so, and so and so begat so and so, and so on and so forth. Because if you do the math regarding these generations of people who it is claimed in the Bible lived upwards of 800 plus years – you have a problem unless you "don't math very good" as our daughter used to say. This progression continues through the description of the further tribes of Israel many chapters farther on in the text.

     It would only take a handful of generations of begetting at those given life expectancies to exceed 5000 – 6000 years! Yet there are pages of it in point form. Tell your minister we have been on the earth as a species; for umpteen thousands of years at least – according to your own documents upon which you solely base your beliefs. Ouch!

     How they deny their own information is beyond reason. I get at least 20,000 years after Noah lands the boat after the floods as determined by the number of "begats" and the life spans given for each generation. Then there is still the question of how long mankind was on the earth prior to the flood? And how long we have existed after the first testament was written (in other words modern times)! Ask them to deny their own information – or admit they have some of this wrong.

     One I like that really hit home, because the Christian beliefs revolved completely about Jesus; was the question of why he washed the disciple's feet at the Last Supper. Trust me – they don't know! Jesus washed the disciple's feet, not to humble himself as they will tell you. He was trying to make a point and teach them something – he was after all, a Teacher, the Master in fact. So you see; despite my scrutinizing religion – it is driven by a deep respect and search for truth.

     After you get the elaborate long winded answer which really equates to; "I don't know," tell them this. Jesus washed their feet and tried to explain that washing their feet and his own feet were no different; because in essence according to the true nature of reality – they were all the "same feet." Washing their feet – was no different than washing his own. It had nothing to do with humility and everything to do with a lesson from the Master – which the disciples then and now still don't fully get.

     His point was technical – about the truth of existence as multiple manifestations of the same ultimate Spirit. The mechanics of spirit continuance is simple once you get it – everyone is the same spirit – brothers and sisters indeed. It was much deeper than an act of humility. It was about the truth of our existence – a parting lesson of extreme importance. So you see I don't really mock religion; I just view it through my own corrective lens, as we were all designed to do – and not as society in general conditions us to.

     Slave based theology doesn't permit a perspective which provides the ultimate truth – apparently the truth is deemed Esoteric and Occult, Pagan and Shamanic, and Mystical and Alchemy. Maybe it is; which means it shouldn't be taboo to "go there."

     The Resurrection is another sore point which isolates and alienates the Christian faith from the others - the Eastern and even the other western-like faiths (Jew and Catholic for Example). The Christians are mistakenly the only ones who feel it had to be a real physical resurrection to have meaning.

     Think about this silly notion logically. If we are actually non-physical Spirit, or Souls; why would the only pertinent truth to prove eternal life – hinge on a physical resurrection? Wouldn't being resurrected in an indestructible incorruptible form be superior?  The Christians call Jesus God in a way – that's all. Jesus is Lord, Lord-God, the Father, etcetera. In "resurrected spirit form" they are bound as one entity from Source. Everything is.

     What it actually says in the ancient esoteric texts, is more akin to Jesus telling his disciples that only "they" would see him. It tells you that it isn't his flesh or mortal coil which is arisen. This is esoteric metaphysical information regarding spirit continuance and meditation. Jesus "comes to them" when they meditate, as do our loved ones occasionally when we grieve deeply.

     This doesn't negate the importance – because I firmly believe the latter is more than possible – I've experienced aspects of it for myself. The latter; where a Spirit returns to communicate with the living in rare instances – is a fact of life for many, and much easier to digest. I'm not picking any fights with anyone, see it as you will, whatever works for you is superior to that which does not – but consider the deeper meanings and cross reference it with the other available information......for your own sake. They all come back to see us, by the same metaphysical means. Why wouldn't this have taken place the same way it always has – like a Shaman communicating with the Spirits of the Ancestors?

     There is none without sin as they say – all brands of faith included. They are all strained through our individual perceptions and documents thereof. It is true what they say, no matter what or how you believe, if anything; God didn't write any Bibles, not a verb – people did. People wrote Bibles who were meditating and "channelling" their Higher Self as the proverbial "mediator" to the above and below. As Above - So below, and In Heaven as on earth; is the same saying.

     Yes; I'm saying the Taboo again – but all Bibles and Religious Texts and Ancient Spiritual Texts – were the result of what you have been taught as the occult practice of channelling. Bibles are by strict definition – "Channelled Manuscripts!" These low calibre religious experts, would through their own intellectual deficit; immediately burn their Bible out of senseless fear - were they ever to fully comprehend the true nature of its origin. Yes; this is how badly Organized Religion doesn't get this – and the reason these questions sting. There is no concept more supernatural, esoteric, and occult – than the concept of God!

     When we ask in essence, the color of the number three as it were; we ask a flawed question. By the way, as a point of note – it is Blue. Consciousness in Metaphysical form, as far as I can tell is a brilliant electric blue. The reason is that this seems to be the consensus on the color of the intelligent metaphysical light encountered in deep meditative states. I concur.

     Another example worth checking out would be Ezekiel – chapter 1; and the whole "Wheels within Wheels" that he witnessed. In Mysticism; the Wheels within Wheels, are the Circles of Existence, the Harmony of the Spheres, as are the Cosmic Orbits – the engines of our Universe which meter out energy and matter, and give rise to define Time. You will also note it is revealed through Meditation; by channelling God.

      These impressions are the spirals of time and space which weave DNA, and record every action in Space/time, and form the Akashic Records. (The Book of Life in Western Beliefs, The Hall of Records to an Egyptian, and the Akashic Records in the Eastern Beliefs; are all the same thing.)

     One might ask their Western religious practitioner, what the Book of Life really is; and how it could work for example? Then compare that answer to the one in the Eastern Philosophies for the Akashic Records. You'll soon get what I am saying; and know what was meant by the reference to the Book of Life we write. It is the record of all experience and the information thereof – written into the fabric of space/time as we pass through it. The ancient texts in conjunction with the Bible, give us a workable hypothesis for a more realistic definition for the actual record of life.

     In the Emerald Tablets of Thoth I found a few identical quotes as those in our Western Bible – with far better verbs and explanations. There is no doubt they are the same bits. One is what John describes when he sees God in Revelations, versus Thoth in the Emerald Tablets. The other is the bit about the valley of the shadow of darkness.

     Revelations 22 – 1; "And He shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal; proceeding out of the throne of God and the lamb. (This is John from Revelations.)

     Emerald Tablets of Thoth - Tablet 14; Forth from the feet of His Throne like the diamond, rolled forth four rivers of flame from His footstool, rolled through the channels of clouds to the Man-world. Filled was the hall with the Spirits of Heaven. Wonder of wonders was the Starry palace. (This is Thoth's version, also at the end of the Text.)

     Notice the more complete reference to how this actually fuels the "Starry Palace," or the Heavens as the Cosmos. The more ancient text from 8,000 B.C. has more detail. It seems as though the older the text, the better the detail, which seems to be a fairly consistent pattern when you do this type of research.

     The text from 8000 B.C. also clearly states that the information is from a previous super society long before theirs. My point is that in all likelihood; it is much older knowledge which was passed down to them.

     Our version of; Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil............ - is also found in its esoteric counterpart in Tablet 6 of the Emerald Tablets.

     Tablet 6; Hark ye oh man and list to my warning; be ye free from the bondage of night. Surrender not your soul to the brothers of darkness. Keep thy face ever turned towards the Light. Know ye not O man, that your sorrow, only has come through the Veil of the night. Aye man, heed ye my warning: strive ever upward, turn your Soul toward the Light.

     The real meaning is easier to grasp in the more ancient metaphor. The valley of the shadow of death – is the shadow of reality we know as life. What it means is; don't be afraid while alive and cast down into third dimensional reality – which is indeed a shadow of a fourth dimensional projection – of Light.

     We will never be more afraid than we are now as flesh and blood mortal three dimensional entities. As Spirit or Universal Soul at higher dimensions – the shadow of life has been exposed as a manifestation of metaphysical Light. This is all the same information – embedded in all brands of faith. Fighting over the contrived differences is contrary to the concept. Anyone willing to explore along these lines, as I am sure others have; will be pleasantly surprised to find their favourite concepts repeated in often opposing belief systems.

     We are often asked by narrow minded religionists; "What would Jesus do?" Quit fighting and learn from each other; would be my guess. I could be wrong though; I'm not really an expert (but I did stay at a Holliday Inn once)!

     There is no further point in exhausting ourselves with examples of this. Read my other books and chapters on the subject for other points to consider. There are countless superior volumes to mine in what we currently call Esoteric, Mystical, Alchemical, Shamanistic, and Sacred Ancient Spiritual Teachings.

     The ancients claim that this is where Jesus, Solomon, Apollonius, and many others were educated before becoming Masters and Great Teachers. They went to the Temple Pyramids and learned the Secret Ancient Mystery School Teachings in Egypt from the Priest-Kings. They claim that for the missing years of Christ's historical account – he was an adept student of the esoteric teachings about the true nature of reality. The best it is claimed – who soon became the Master.

     So when Jesus re-appears as a full blown teacher, capable of healing, and walking on water, and educating the masses about the true nature of reality through his self sacrifice, and (to reconsider) his metaphysical resurrection – I am no longer confused by any of it. Instead I am in proper awe – given a full understanding. It gives it real meaning.

     Jesus told us; what I do, you will do; and greater – why won't we believe it? I'll tell you why, even though it hurts a bit – because of the falsehoods and short versions we are taught. The truth is much simpler and beautiful – and within reach of us all.

     We all know that the Bible is full of apparent contradictions – all Bibles are. The reason is because different parts speak louder to different individuals by design. Different Bibles speak louder to different people; in the same way. Given this obvious truth – how can any of the information be forbidden versus required? The Church people forgot to have faith in a God who made you more aware than the animals; so you could sort it out through your individual lens – for yourself. We are not only more aware than the beasts; we are supposed to be able to discern truth.

     In my opinion; the smartest people always fled the church – but kept their faith. In many cases, as in my own; it became immeasurably stronger and yielded experientially tangible results. Jesus the Master; the crux of the Christian belief – was a Jew initially. If it is a sin to cross belief systems and evolve them – many Prophets would be guilty.

     We all need this all inclusive education which many of those we considered greats knew about. It includes Bibles; but is not exclusive to them, or any particular one. This is solved by asking another don't ask question. This debunks the notion that God only placed this information in one belief system.

     If the Bible is the preserved word of God (which is what every door knocker will tell you), and all one needs is the assurance that "the Bible says so" to have belief, which is the standard argument – I double dog dare you to stretch your intelligence a little. For one thing; this is a very exclusive doctrine which condemns sweet beautiful innocent children of different color and alternate beliefs to be fodder for a prick in a red suit with horns to torment them for eternity. And only an idiot could believe that those who believe; but believe differently - deserve eternal damnation. Where is the love in that?

     Pardon me for bringing out the "Lest not ye judge" card – for those least disciples among us. Don't assume the worst and give the least credit to the reason for your faith in the first place. The core belief, the root – is shared throughout. Here is the last stomper question for now. Ask if God is the sum total of everything, all emotion, feelings, and the information for all Creation and Life – could all his works be contained in any one solitary text – even your favourite book about it?

     The superior position to take is that God gave me the consciousness to sort it all out. So the fact that every single text on the face of the earth if combined couldn't hold a candle to the truth if it were considered - leads me to believe that they are all acceptable methods. The selective path part is solely about your journey. Life experience is about self correction and evolution to benefit the blueprint; I believe they call it Building the Body.

     So don't burn "any" Bibles, and ask more than a few questions; it is a healthy pursuit. Call it what you will, and see it as you can, and compare notes. I am not saying anyone should burn their Bible. And here is the more important denotation; don't burn anyone else's Bible either. Read them both with a newfound perspective. Live, Love, and share – that includes the knowledge of the greatest truth.

     I leave you with one of my favourite quotes from our western bible; it is at the end of Revelations like a parting truth to contemplate deeply. Revelations 22 -16; "I Jesus have sent mine Angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star." (End quote.)

     Note that the angel testifies to these things in churches, as a plural. It just might mean more than one – instead of other branches of the same one. The other point I hope which is rather clear about the true nature of reality is factual about the construction of it. When we are told "He" is the "Root and Offspring of David" – we are being told that in fact that ultimately the same Spirit is David's roots or his parents, the same Spirit is David himself, and the same Spirit is the offspring of David. There is only "One" way that's possible, if you get my drift.

     Then note that He is also the Bright and Morning Star. From the Stars which shine above us – to the life cycles we share..........it is all One Spirit. Everything being "One" leaves us in a better position to consider each other – which is the answer as was intended – the same Spirit exists as the cosmic engine.

     This information is about the true nature of reality and of our experience – and it is embedded in the bulk of spiritual concepts. In the Atlantis Lore; we are all Children of the Light – under the Law of One. To merely contemplate that concept spiritually; speaks volumes and applied – speaks the same universal truth. This is all the same information folks! And although it isn't exclusive to any single belief system as is inferred by organized religion – it is without a doubt the naked unashamed truth.

     Don't burn your Bible – learn how to properly interpret it. You just might find a way to communicate with your higher self, and bond with the Universal Super-Consciousness we are all part and parcel of. 

#### 3 – Zero Point Existence, and the Hyper Text Mark-up Language of Life

      It is time to expand the sponge analogy I used earlier to describe the true nature of our cosmic reality. I wasn't saying that the stuff in the holes; or "us" if you will – doesn't exist. That would be silly. I hope to help you understand however that the stuff in the holes; or "us" if you will – is the result of this expanding sponge of Intelligent Light, or energy in scientific terms. This is like an "inner reflection" of an outer projection.

     Earlier we briefly explored the mystery of how we all perceive ourselves as a "center" in a perpetual "now." This "Zero-point Existence" we all enjoy exposes the true nature of reality – at least experientially.

     Things appear simple, solid, and in a steady state in our material world. But once we delve into the hidden dimensions of the physical properties we experience, we are immediately thrust back into the realm of the sponge – the stuff around everything we know as reality. They are related – as I hope to entertain your consideration to this end. What we dismiss as the "nothing" around everything – contains more information than what we see – and it generates it.

     The easiest way to provide a visible model for this notion is to look at any web page on your computer. You see the images and writing; and they are generally speaking (although not always), sensibly ordered. There is a complex invisible sub-text in a completely alternate format however, which is hidden all around what you see, which gives the instructions for the visible order – called the HTML; or the "Hyper Text Mark-up Language."

     Just "right click" on any web page; and select "view source page" to see this hidden text of instructions for the visible text. When you do this you'll see what I mean. The instructions for the page are far more impressive than the page, or what you can see.

     Then apply this concept to our reality. The over 90% of reality the scientists know which exists as Dark Matter, Dark Energy, and Dark Flow, and God particles (the Higgs Boson, the Schwarzschild proton, etc.), extra dimensions and so on – are symbolically represented by this concept. Quite accurately I might add.

     You basically have the stuff itself, which is nothing more than a "localized version" of the stuff around it! But the stuff itself is made of the non-localized stuff. In this way we see there really is no fundamental difference as far as the information goes; just the changing states of it – between local and temporary – and permanent and everywhere at once – rather than local. (Just like matter and energy as a dot and wave condition.)

     Here is where the science backs this up; no matter where you chose to delve. At the point of departure for every science, at its furthest boundary state – there is no fundamental difference between the "spirit stuff" and the "material stuff." At the point where everything changes states from the metaphysical information, to become the builder of the physical material, no matter the branch of enquiry; we find such a point.

     If it were a universe; it would be a microscopic dot of metaphysical energy which transformed into an infinite expanding wave of a universe of incalculable mass. At the scale of biology; it is where the quantum information morphs into the biology. At the sub-atomic scale; it is where harmonics of metaphysical strings generate the atoms everything is made of. And last but not least; it is where a solitary universal consciousness in a non-local state becomes individualized into a finite material experience.

     And at each boundary state of reality; this non-local, metaphysical energy resides at the zero-point of existence. So our unique perspective it seems of always being a center in the now; has a structural reason for being that way. My perhaps meandering point is that the notion of a beginning and end point being the same is not just a romanticized biblical parable – it is the truth about the structure of reality.......the "true nature" of reality to be specific – as the Buddha expressed.

     The human mind sees things; not as they are. Consciousness is a perceptive act. Our built-in desire to quest for the hidden reality behind the illusory nature of our experience belies our subconscious calling our consciousness. The "being" knows its construction subconsciously; is not entirely as perceived by the waking conscious entity.

     A functioning human being; is a model of this quest to explain itself. The answers we find which have value spiritually and scientifically; are always about discovering that everything is still the one thing it started out as. Even though it is "every-all-over" the source of the emanation we call life – is Singular. Here we go again – at Singularity we find a Zero-point.

     So how can "something" which resides in no particular place, yet resides everywhere at once quite literally, be One Thing and No Thing simultaneously? Easy; it is way bigger! Every boundary state conceivable; must be included. The only way to be "everything" is to be the biggest thing. And here is the rub; and the smallest. If this is getting too heavy; let's pick a smaller set of boundary states.

     A multitude of atoms are required to construct the smallest biological motes like molecules, proteins, and DNA. Inside a single strand of DNA as we now know – is a treasure trove of information, each bit of which – is a galaxy of atoms. And an entire cosmos of cells which are comprised of these smaller bits – make each sub-component of your biology, your organs. In turn; this grouping of organs is an organization unto itself of which comprises our individuation or entity.

     At each stage of this concrescence of groupings into subsequent higher order and complexity – each community is only subconsciously aware of its connection to the whole greater entity. The cells in our liver for example; have no friggin idea who "you" are. The atoms in that liver cell – likely have no idea of the higher function of your liver, at least individually. I think you get my drift. At each boundary state; a self contained conscious community of a higher order and magnitude results.

     In each case; the "something above" driving the process – is the greater totality the grouping represents.  This is in the case of an atom; the micro biology. In the case of the micro biology; it is a specific organ. In the case of an organ; the "something above" is the entity it serves – for example "you."  Put that in your back pocket for a minute, and let us now give our minds – legs.

     What makes us think it stops there? Are "we" the largest boundary state? To profess that we are; would be arrogant and horribly in error. Common sense dictates that we are not the final frontier of boundary states – given how small we are in an infinitely large cosmos. Why would it all stop at something which by scale is the equivalent of a speck of crap on a flea's ass – to put things in perspective? Only modern man has this delusion by the way; every other civilization had the good sense to give thanks to the "powers that be" above them.

     Why couldn't a species for example, form a grouping of metaphysical consciousness, or be a representation of its subcomponents. Such notions are expressed by tribal Shaman; as the Spirit of Man, the Spirit of Bear, the Spirit of Eagle, and so on and so forth. Above all of those species specific spirits; was the Great Manitou, or over all Spirit which embodied them all. It turns out that the Shaman in fact; had the superior construct to explain reality – which given the costume and time period is beyond explanation.

     It might be time to consider that the Earth Spirit; really is a House for our Spirits collectively. We don't generally look at it that way – but maybe we should, it is quite obviously true. What we call the Mystery of Nature, the inexplicable source of the information, and unexplained energies; is just this higher boundary state of consciousness.

     The Earth; is not a dead ball of mud floating by chance in the vacuum of space and time. It in turn; is a part of our solar system – which is also a self contained functioning bit of something greater yet – our galaxy. At current estimates which I place little faith in (knowing they will change to greater values); there are hundreds of billions of galaxies in the visible universe (due to the visual limitations of light speed). Surely the sum total of the galaxies in the cosmos; are the inner workings of the greater body of the universe.

     To stretch the limits even beyond what we can see – I'd bet you the whole shebang that several universes make up something even larger. And my point is that at each boundary state a more complex body of information is generated; the instructions and blueprint if you will – for what we see, self organizes and gains complexity. This "information" for those afraid to "go there" is sentient – and is by no means a random chance function, it couldn't be as we discussed earlier.

     Metaphysical conscious boundary states, formed of metaphysical conscious boundary states in perpetuity, or infinitely; is the true nature of our existence. Life is a continuum; of which we as individuations of – are merely temporarily the defined boundary states.....of the same common zero-point – a conscious reference point.

     This is what is meant by the term "Jacobs Ladder." At every conscious level we ascend the ladder by a rung. There are many physical and subsequently non-physical levels to conscious reality before the conscious totality can be realized. This takes place at the scale of the instructions foremost; which are then reflected into physical reality as substance. It would be like the concept of ectoplasm being manifest from "the other side" in a spiritual séance. I picture the first primordial goo forming in a swamp on a primordial earth in such a fashion; a spawn of the compounds which eventually evolved to further complexity. Not by chance – but by a concrescence of process which built it.

     If a universe can come from a dot – then what I am saying is not only feasible; it is pretty much the only way it could have happened. If an atom can 99.999999% not exist and yet appear to be as large as its empty field of activity – a specific set of instructions and harmonics to generate the geometry must exist. Surely; we are not to accept that even the harmonics of the atomic substrata – comes from nowhere? It sure is specific for a fluke. (This is akin to the cosmic explanation which entails the notion that God wasted a lot of space, and relies on luck.)

     The riddle unfolds as does the Sacred Geometry of existence. Conscious existence itself is a harmonic; a vibe – as we discussed earlier. Everything is a "vibe." When we exit our mortal coil – we merely "vibe on" as the essence of vibration we represent. Many refer to this as your light body. To us it looks like a blue star, a blue cross, or a vibrating ring. The first thing we see on our pineal screen when we meditate for example, is generally a blue ball, cross, or ring. Sometimes a reflective pattern and little supernovas result. When you really develop to get your "groove on" - the patterns start to talk to you with images. We will spend a little time out on the metaphysical limb of meditation later on; I just wanted to tie things together for now – everything comes full circle at zero – remember?

     This is a peek at the real "Hyper Text Mark-up Language" of life; arrived at by considering the infinity of the number (or non-number) of zero. It is really hard to understand, and even harder to accept that an "invisible greater nothing" always precedes and culminates in the finite, the material, and the visible. To help with this; one needs to merely consider that everything came from, and returns to a re-defined "nothing" as "everything."  It is difficult to accept that something greater writes our program so to speak; until you learn how you write your own.

     This is what the future cutting edge science tells us – if we will only awaken and acknowledge that which we avoid out of needless fear. Fear generated by a lack of knowledge about the structure and purpose of reality. Never mind what we are and how it works; lets get back to the Buddha's point about what we call Nature and/or God being the first cause. Why is there life at all – in the first place? We always gravitate right past the most important first question; to avoid the topic of initial cause. Create He did; and Saw That It Was Good – He did.

     While an oversimplification to be sure; the logic for cause and effect are impeccable to illustrate cause for action. It was an intention. What we call "nothing" intended to create; ergo – the Intelligible Light came first. Therein is the real answer as to which came first; the chicken or the egg (seed or plant etcetera). The blueprint for both came first; the intelligential property, which was always there just looking for a way to manifest. This is the survival instinct of life is it not? Again - why would it not be at higher ever more inclusive boundary states, vibratory states, or harmonics, and where these fields of groupings intersect? Life wouldn't have the over all tenacity it does without the intelligence of the survival instinct being present in the shared field.

     The notion has struck me on more than one occasion that our ancestors who preserved these concepts and built monuments and chipped it onto stones – deserve a little reconsidering. If I interpret this metaphysical information as Spirit; I start to understand what was meant by "spirit being all around us." The "spirit of the information" it seems does invisibly co-habituate our existence; and I dare conclude give rise to its very structure and purpose.

     The conundrum as always is that this "shared field of information" which is also known as Universal Consciousness by Mystics, and as the Mind of God by religion, and as a Morphogenetic Field by science, and simply as Nature to a naturalist, and I illustrated with the concept of HTML - is a product of its own field. It self generates. God as it is said by Alchemists and Mystics; is the only true self generator – hence the Source of all that is.

     How can this be? Everything which we view as everywhere at once from our limited perspective in third dimensional reality on this plane of existence; ultimately remains in a "Singular state." We again ask; how can this be? Time is how. The fabric of space/time exists for a reason – it is a way to separate things. Like a cup of water drawn from an ocean – the cup creates a boundary state – of an otherwise seamless, inseparable, state of being for the water.

     If everything is "one thing" and eventually merges back together generally speaking after educational stints as separations – then the illusory nature of life revolves around time and how an otherwise single event is given definable boundary states.

     Picture a line for example; a very long line - the line of time. Picture this line from the moment of that initial spark of Creation right through now, and to infinity beyond us – as a single solitary line. How would you find yourself on that infinite line? It would be like looking through an infinite library for a specific book, or the proverbial needle in an infinite haystack.

     You find that "day in the life" or "individuation," by the boundary states it occupies – in a fabric none other than space/time. That infinite solitary line is cut into bits; by the time given each bit to experience and hopefully educate its parent – the line. The act of consciousness is this act of definition.

     Gleaning the purpose of the activity as I often state – is the fastest way to get the bottom of what something is. This is why science is based on the immutable act of observation; and the results of said observations being repeatable. Science is an act of definition; as is your defined boundary state in time. Otherwise nothing would have meaning.

     Just as a day on earth is measured by a rotation, and as is a month approximately represented by a lunar cycle, as is a year measured by our orbit of the sun – so we measure existence.  My point is that these lines are orbits, or circles. Each segment of the line is exposed for nothing more than a loop, and eternal cycle. In ancient texts they were the Circles of Existence, the Harmony of the Spheres, or the Wheels within Wheels, spoken of in Ezekiel in the bible.

     The line of Time as an analogy (and nothing more) comes full circle and the Zero Point is defined once again as the greater contained boundary state. The line of space/time at the scale of the universe as a boundary state is the bubble of it.

     The easiest way to explain this deception of time is with the notion of a train on an infinitely long railroad track. The track drops in elevation let us say; about a quarter of an inch every one hundred miles – a virtually imperceptible amount to make the point at our scale of observation. However; if you make a big enough circle for that quarter of an inch to accumulate until it does form a circle, boundary state, or bubble shall we say – you do eventually come full circle despite the illusion of flatness. Like the horizon of the earth for example always remaining illusively ahead of you no matter how long and furiously you march.

     The only definition which can be given such a trip on this infinite track is when you started the journey and got on this wheel of life, and when you stopped and got out for a hamburger, paused to sleep, had a memorable date, had children, got old, got off, and so on. At this point of awareness we become able to consider the events that define our lives as significant. At this point of awareness we become privy to consider ourselves as not an irrelevant activity – but one integral to the entirety of the process.

     With the recognition of our function and place in space/time as an infinite field of consciousness; comes the empowerment we are denied by science which fails to consider the metaphysical, religion which incorrectly educates through falsehoods, and also by a society which is unwilling to consider these topics as a result - deeming them irrelevant, and nonsensical, and as a distraction. I beg to differ on where the distraction lies.

     The scientists are fast figuring out how these dimensional structures work. Lately they use an analogy of an energy ocean to explain it. Only they mean this hidden ocean of energy of which we only see the disturbances. Picture a typical beach with the tidal currents washing in. To describe our reality, or our tiny portion of it; now imagine that all you can see is the activity of wave peaks and current values – that the ocean itself is not visible.

     It is in this way that we exist – as the peaks and valleys of the waves being the only physical display. The ocean and underlying currents are the invisible sub-strata; an enormous one! What we see is only the surface activity of the ocean of life. The "Waters" run much deeper than the ripples on the surface convey to an unaware eye.

     In the Kabbalah there is another excellent description for this; which helps us to envision the truth. Here it is in my own verbs. Imagine the growing tips of a tree; the branch ends for example. The new growth, or current activity; is always in the leading tip. The remainder of the tree, the trunk and supporting branches, are nothing more than dead wood, and the memory of previous growths – which now support the new growth at the tips.

     Now in your mind; envision only being able to see the new growth at the tips, making the old growth invisible. All you would see are growing bits suspended in the fabric of space/time – the roots, trunk, and major branches which support and feed the tips wouldn't be seen. Then seasonally; the tips merge into the invisible sub-structure, and new sprouts are born into the fabric – mysteriously suspended and fed.

     Don't get lost in this or any other analogy though – there are countless other ways to express this same notion to explain the invisible. Vibrational frequencies as sound waves or light waves are a common way; light and sound are both waves. Some view it dimensionally and have realized that many dimensions must exist which give rise to the dimension we experience. Others see this as Membranes or M-Theory; viewing it as a layering of sheets like a multi-level chess board. Singularity being a state of all places and things is another. Spooky action at a distance, super-positioning, and quantum non-locality; are still other ways to see this in the micro world.

     There are about as many ways to see this – as there are aspects of reality. This is embedded into every aspect of life. You might also consider that "your life" is just a visible current or ripple in the long line of life which led up to you. You can't see everybody who came before you – but you wouldn't be here if they hadn't been here before you. Yes – you can even express this notion along the lines of time.

     The point I am struggling to make here; is that every conscious mote of this universe including you and I – is an expression of this underlying energy. This doesn't mean you don't exist, or are disposable; because if that were the case nothing would evolve. Like the host of a cell, or a cell of the host – you can never have one without the other.

     The way we experience our journey through life at the zero-point, in an ever present condition; gives it away. The knowledge that what we see is only a miniscule fraction of the full spectrum of reality – clinches it. If I perceive myself as the center of reality in an ever present state of "now," then surely a part of me sees the bigger picture.

     To confirm this concept; we are learning through science that as strange as this notion may be – it is an accurate portrayal of our "shared condition." The energy we are made of is a shared property – as is the venue, or playground. The only reason to consider ourselves separate from anything else is because of our defined boundary state – which I would like to point out is temporary. The "shared state" is the permanence behind the temporary state of individuation.

     The construction and instructions for life; appear to be accomplished as a concrescence of activity. The atomic and cosmic memory of all life improves the blueprint. What each individuation experiences is maintained for all time. From the first goo in the primordial swamps on the earth, to what we might hope to evolve to in the future – it is all the same force of consciousness and energy of life. We are built of all the previous experiences, of all life.

     Cosmic evidence tells the same tale. The Singularity which started this universe was the first cause. It intended to make galaxies; or it wouldn't have happened. Just ask an honest scientist what the odds are of this all being a fluke; the numbers are staggering – it would make for the lousiest wager ever.

     Those galaxies did intend to make stars; and those stars exist for the sole reason of propagating and supporting planets. Planets are not a fluke; and neither were you. And believe it or not; we are not the end of the line. We make something greater – the blueprint! And the blueprint is where it starts! Full circle on the cosmic hamster wheel!

     So the Zero-point reality we experience, as both the observer and the observed (or visa-versa) is explained by how life works. Seeking the Truth and the Light behind the material reality as it turns out; exposes the science of Spirit at a Zero-point – by the Hyper Text Mark-up Language around those points.

     Our ancestors may have expressed this as "Spirit being everywhere" and us being an "Image" or "Likeness" of "God," in simpler terms. The better question is – "How did they know?" How did ancient cultures like the Maya and others know we had a galactic sun; thousands of years prior to us? How did biblical script address our condition so succinctly? It is not by chance. We have always gotten accurate yet inexplicable information from the field we are constructed of. After all; what better source could exist? I suggest none; as is evidenced by our existence and these questions. 
