Hi welcome to a mental brainfart. I don't know.
It's a husky!
The dishes are a mess!
We look like a cult.
Welcome to my closet!
I don't know what's wrong with me!
It's freaking cold in here
butt warmers on okay, good morning guys
I have not vlogged or posted a video in a fat minute and for that I apologize. I moved and I
Just wasn't feeling really well mentally since I haven't posted a video in a while
I was like what better to do than a vlog. It is currently 8:30 a.m
I'm kind of freakin exhausted cuz I stayed up too late way. I'm watching Chernobyl
I mean the show is freakin amazing. The event itself is freakin awful
They did a really good job at the show me and Amanda and I  are on episode 4. Yes, but
Just choked on my bacon that I ate like three minutes ago. How is that possible?
I'm really excited because today at dog pound we're doing boxing and I love to box because olivia has a lot of anger that she
Needs to get out that she doesn't in her day-to-day life
That's what we're doing today. I didn't get my nails done today. My nails are literally awful
I don't think I've gotten my toenails done in like maybe six months
I get them done every Christmas with my family and then it usually lasts me till like about
April and they still look good
I don't know how but toenail polish stays on longer
June rolls around and you take my socks and my shoes off and my toes don't look so good
It's a lot of you guys have been asking why I'm going to dog pound now instead of soulcycle for about like two months
I was on the SoulCycle craze where I literally went every single day
and for some reason I just
Decided to try a dog pound and I loved it and I loved all the trainer's there
I think its more my style because I feel like with SoulCycle I was getting really really used to the workout
I just felt like my like I was building too much leg muscle without really any attention
To any other part of my body because I only did SoulCycle and nothing else and I wanted a more like tailored
Workout that focuses on like ABS arm broken back shoulders whatever the tabs
I don't freaking know your butt and dog pounds really hard, too
So like I want something hard but something that like works out my whole body if that makes sense
work out because I want to lose weight because that is the last thing I think I need to do and I
Get a lot of comments and DMS of people when I post workout videos, they're like shouldn't be losing weight. You're already skinny
I like it because it's fun and because it keeps me healthy and it keeps me strong
So that way if somebody ever tries to fight me, maybe I'd have a fighting chance
But I probably would be nice to just like feel like I'm strong and not like if you know
I needed to like carry a dog one day that I could oh, you don't know how that has any relevance. Okay
We got your super early, which means I could have slept way longer. Let's go
Yes, I mean I put money in my meter
You can't tell by how red my face is right now
I am so incredibly tired and this part of my arm is swollen is that possible
This whole part of my arm is just on fire. Oh my dear Lord. I can't do this. Olivia's new thing is boxing
It's fun. I get my anger out, but here's my problem
I give way to
Excited when I do it like genuinely way too excited to where like I'm so pumped that I'm gonna do it
I'm just going so fast. And then I miss my punches the train just be like, whoa
Yo, calm down like settle girl, but I'm just like so excited because I like to box peaking a box box water recyclable
Let's go get some coffee. Oh my gosh, my brain right now is so right. I might like to shake hand
It's me crying. No, I don't. Okay, it's going to Alfred. That's what else are we gonna do on that Saturday?
Why does that look like Chris Hemsworth?
unique what his ticket
They do do these really hard up things and really hard pushy things. God. I'm so good at describing workouts
So husky
We have our hot shot. I still felt vanilla latte
sir.you pulpit and get eggs and fruit and avocados and
more cashew yogurt because I ate it all I
Don't know what's wrong with me la vibe from Tree Hill
Oh
Time to clean and make some breakfast I'm freaking start. This is our mess time to clean
I'm gonna load my dishwasher and then we're gonna cook breakfast
Is it just me I really don't like cold fruit, is that like someone weird is that kind of normal?
But like I hate biting into really cold strawberries. I think I just have like teeth problems and I can't chew on ice cubes
I don't like it. I also don't like really really cold drinks out. So if you ever want to
Hurt me make me drink something cold and hot and then I won't be happy
So now, you know so adults I even got an ice block
I've never had an ice block before but like a block, you know
the thing your parents maybe have that thing that like holds all your knives never had one of those so
We are really fancy this time living in my new apartment has honestly made me way more
like I cook more I clean more I
Don't postmates as much I don't even know what it is. I know if it's the vice bro, but I'm like so much more like
taking care of myself god I literally can't even
Hi welcome to mental
Brain fart, I don't know scram. Ah, I got a show
Gosh, darn it. Oh, okay. I got the shells out. Yeah. What?
Okay, I obviously cannot do two things at once because I just crack this egg the shell dropped in and then it
splattered all over my stove
Good enough
Okay, I like to pretend I'm fancy so I put time or time whatever the Frick it is on my eggs and
We're gonna take Cholula the sauce of the guys and put that on them avocado
Welcome vlog, how oh let me log
consider this
consider this in life
sometimes
There's ups and downs sometimes gonna take this. Let me have the camera. Let me know
Let me have the blog mom's making us lunch. I
Was trying tell you guys in life
Sometimes there's ups and downs
Some in the downs and sometimes are scrambled eggs, bro. I've never seen a camera with more fingerprints on the fucking wind
I work all day. I clean I cook it. This is the treatment I
Post doc in there. Yo
But oh my god might see the thing is the thing is
You don't burn those eggs, I'm not eating it
Baby making two sets of a large sir. It's egg time
When you're not even in the frame you don't
Freaking ratchet to shape out
But we're going to sweat out our problems you lay in a bed for 55 minutes and watch Netflix and by the end you're covered
So basically, let's do what we do every day except for under heated blankets
Yeah, like is it like I don't do well, I'm hot. No, you'll be fine. You can take I games Island you
can you can you can stop it and I don't want to like assault any of the employees and they make you sign something that
Says you can't get angry. I didn't really read the disclosure. They're gonna be like hot employees. Um, it's all women
Let's speak in a very mood like this. No, so it's one of those be useful places. Yes. They are not gonna like us I
See Beverly Hills type be like, are you here to de-stress?
Because your husband Jacques won't let you buy a new Birkin this
Junk will let me buy a new Bentley. I
Have to go to shitpost today's been so rough
I went to the Rolex store and they didn't have the limited-edition one that I wanted
I guess I'm gonna have to fucking go to shape house and sweat on my feelings not to mention my fucking the man
I'm having an affair with he decided that he wants to have an affair with Selena Gomez instead. I'm so upset
I need to go relax. I'll tell you something what it's her. I'm hooking up with your son
He'll say that get ready to sweat out your joy, it looks like a cult
Man is paying for my parking and I'm kind of a world-class hero
That's never doing that again. Okay, that's okay ever
Thank you little nauseous. We're gonna go get our nails done tomorrow. You got out the card
Good
Are you flipping me off? Yeah, it's whenever you black nail polish on and you flip someone off it looks better
Okay. Hey your skin looks really good. Yeah, maybe I will do this wedding thing again. It wasn't that bad. It wasn't
Dead serious. That was the worst thing I have ever seen. Why are you walking too slow?
Let her go outside let her go I got vegan nuggets
Oh
My god
Keep the dollar today only take tips of all my detail you stepped in you're
Okay, I took a two-hour nap when I got home and now it's in the shower
I smell awful from Shape house and I look like oh my god. Okay, I go night-night. No I get to shower
Okay, my shower is done. It's great. It's an ice cream or a little bit of a rally from
Jaguar I'm so tired of those maded sushi so many that for dinner even though this morning I was
Talking all high and high and mighty about how I've been cooking and I ate twice to that burning a little bit. That's the play
That's coming in right there
So bad. I don't know if that's just because my body hates me right now
What's going on, but?
I really don't want my clothes away because that seems like so much freaking out for it right now
But I know it'll make me feel better we go
Okay, welcome to my closet. I
Need to put away all of my clothes which consists of all of this clean laundry and all of this stuff. So I
Even have a window. That's so fun. It's like so nice to have in a closet
I don't think I'm gonna put on Tanner before bed like the eight-hour loving tan stuff because I am so conscious right now
And for some reason having Tanner on makes me feel a little bit better about my body
Even though that's not the way things should work. I feel crappy right now, but that's just the way life goes
dun dun uh bum barum bum bum (singing)
I finished cleaning my closet and
Now it's time for bed. That's the end of the video. I love you all so much. Thank you for watching. Okay. Bye
