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#  Han Storm: Chronicles of Han, Behind the Scenes, Collection of Public Blogs 1-52

www.chroniclesofhan.com

Copyright © H Gibson 2009-2019

First Printed Edition, November 2011

Second Printed Edition, November 2011

Third Edition, Electronic Version, May 2018

Smashwords Edition April 2019

Typesetting and Cover \- H Gibson

Set in Book Antiqua

Printed Version ISBN: 978-1-928471-28-8

Electronic Version ISBN: 978-1-928471-29-5

36,696 words, 4 hours of enterrtainment

Creata Adventure:

Published - Preserving Creata; Reclaiming Duback; Taming Encha; Sovereign Dōhr;

Soon to come \- Negotiating Limïer; Opening Almeria; Engaging Chlophilia; Managing Solerno

Leilaka Adventure:

Published - Leilaka; Saving Leilaka;

Soon to come \- Recounting Leilaka; Return to Leilaka

Han Storm: Chronicles of Han, Behind the Scenes, Collection of Public Blogs 1-52

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Foreword

1. Past Life Memories Revealed

2. Exclusive interview with a likeminded friend . . . a safe start at exploring what I have started!

3. Confirmation of Past Life Experience through known Automatic Writing Medium/Psychic!

4. Start of Chronicles of Han

5. Conversation with Psychic, Sylvia

6. Coming to grips with my previous Earth lives

7. Working on Blogs instead of Book!

8. Who am I, who is Han Storm?

9. Reply to comment of keefrichards "Who am I, who is Han Storm?"

10. How do Past Life Memories effect this Earth Life?

11. Where does your loyalty lie?

12. More Books to come!

13. A difficult task

14. Poor Me!

15. No Stopping this Change!

16. Where is the next Book?

17. Becoming ONE takes practice

18. Hectic life

19. Destruction of Trust

20. Healing through Forgiveness

21. How I met my Divine Support Team

22. Physical Change needed to adapt to Higher Vibrations

23. What keeps me here?

24. Recognising re-incarnated people

25. Meeting of Old Friends

26. Different levels of Spirit

27. 'Other' work

28. Finding your very own Destiny

29. What happens if we should fail?

30. Path of the Writer

31. Death: Transformation from the physical back to the spiritual realms

32. Contentment Found

33. The concept of Yoga

34. Visions of Future Events 2011/2012

35. Will I be remembered?

36. A change in attitude

37. The challenge of change itself!

38. Recounting Past Lives

39. Total Recall

40. Soul Protection from Emotional (Over) Growth

41. Dance of the Sexes

42. Unique time, unique opportunities

43. Happy Lunar New Year!

44. Are we alone in this Universe?

45. The Human form scattered across Galaxies and Dimensions

46. The true nature of The Creator

47. Higher Vibrations

48. New Adventure of Han Storm to be published soon!

49. The Day After

50. Vibrations within 'inert' items

51. 2nd Chance

52. To those that have been given another CHANCE AT LIFE

About H Gibson

 Books in the Chronicles of Han Storm Series

#  Legal Responsibility

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# Foreword

How did the Blog Booklet came about?

This is the question I had been asked by many a reader.  
When I first started blogging, we used a local platform, soon discovering that this was not the ideal tool to use, for you neither owned the space, nor had any control over what the owners of the site is ultimately going to do with it.

Thus, after a constant struggle, the public Blog site was closed without any warning to any of its users. Valuable information was lost, not to be regained. I was fortunate to have duplicates of all my blogs in a file, thus started blogging on my own website.

Somewhere, someone did not like what I was talking about and my website was targeted and all the blogs destroyed.  
By this time I had over a hundred blog entries and an extensive website that one morning I woke up and it was just not there, neatly and surgically removed between all the other websites on our hosting site.

Asking our administrator to look into security, I patiently re-did the whole website, but it never felt like the original one.  
A few months later, it was again destroyed.

Despondent, I decided that I was not going to re-enter the blogs again and just compile them into book form instead.

Note from Author:

Past Life Memories Revealed

The Chronicles of Han bring people a glimpse into other ways of being, other ways of experiencing.

A lot of people that read The Chronicles of Han come back to me, stating that they are familiar with some of the content within the books and that the interaction between life in physical and spiritual form suddenly make a lot more sense.

It was not my original intention to allow people to grow and heal through reading The Chronicles of Han. I started to write the books to heal myself. By simply retelling my lives from so long ago, they suddenly exploded into proper books. My husband and a host of fans cannot wait to read the rest of my retellings, finding it extremely exciting narratives.

The Chronicles of Han depicts my journey in growing into who I am at the moment.

All I can say is that I am more content now than ever before upon a physical world, knowing that when I leave, no physical experience that happened here is of importance, only the emotional experiences and how I have chosen to deal with it.

I can only write from my own individual experiences. Experiences that seem to be incredulous, yet it is healing so many Soul-Spirits on Earth.

Han Gibson, 2011

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# 1. Past Life Memories Revealed

Wed 10 Nov 2010, 11:37

Hi to all. Thanks to everyone that has thus far downloaded the book from my website. The 100th download was done this morning, so please, any comments anyone?

This is my first book that I have written, having been nagged by my husband to please get my butt into gear and stop saying that I would one day like to write a book about what I KNOW.

To make it easier for everyone I wrote the book as a "science fiction novel", having met with a lot of resistance from all sides regarding my past life experiences. Hopefully the knowledge and information in the book will resonate in a few people out there.

I regularly visit with like minded people at markets in the area and have met up with two psychics that have confirmed my past lives and encouraged me to persist in this path.

Soooo, dear world, this is not the first and last book, but I have already written the outlines to the next six books.

Han

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# 2. Exclusive interview with a likeminded friend . . . a safe start at exploring what I have started!

Thu 11 Nov 2010, 17:02

Annatjie Coetsee - Hermanus, South Africa

4 April 2010 via SMS:

This is an amazing story. I could not stop reading and have 1000's of questions. Excellent! I definitely want the rest. Love. A

6 April 2010 20h30 telephone call:

Annatjie:

I could not put it down. Please explain to me why you chose to come to this plane of existence when you know what you can do, what you had done before. Why would such a psychic contemplate to come back to this world?

Reply Author:

I have work to do here. I have energies to hold, I have energies to shift, and in-between I have to live a normal life. I prefer not to allow all my functions to be shown on this Earth-plane, but I can awaken people to the possibilities of their lives. I am here to bring into lives whatever is needed.

Annatjie:

How can you write this book, how do you remember all of this?

Reply Author:

For the people, the answer is simply 'channelling'. For my inner circle, it is my own, private, and personal memories. When I concentrate, I can pick memories from whichever lifetime I want to.

Via SMS 13/04/2010 08h30

Annatjie:

I am SPEECHLESS! But what do u think will happen to this book? What is the plan/idea/intent? I am vibrating so fast that I do not know what to do with myself.

Reply from Author via SMS:

As far as I see, it is there to help introduce/remind people of the possibilities of energy within a safe 'story'. None of the content is 'new'. A lot is known. The context of use might just become confirmation to many. Glad u enjoyed. Luv. H

Reply from Annatjie via SMS:

Ok. Make sense. Its hidden in a 'story', science fiction like the Matrix. Well done. BLESSINGS and thanks a mil 4 yesterday's visit.

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# 3. Confirmation of Past Life Experience through known Automatic Writing Medium/Psychic!

Fri 12 Nov 2010, 11:13

Veronica, Automatic (Channelled) Writing Medium/Psychic, Cape Town

15Jul2010 Thursday, via SMS

This story is absolutely fascinating and almost scary. Is it fact or fiction?

Is this your experience? I would love to talk to you about it.

Reply Author:

The book is based on how I perceive what I experience spiritually and esoterically.

Email received after extended visit with Veronica.

From: Veronica  
Subject: Re: Feedback on book  
To: "Author"  
Date: Friday, August 27, 2010, 6:43 PM

Dear Han

I have been thinking all this time what I can say about this book, as you might have discovered I am not very good at finding things to say. So Yesterday I was thinking about this again and then asked whether somebody on the other side would like to give me something to say. I immediately had this feeling of excitement and was told that I should give them a little time but they think this is a good idea.

So I waited a while and then went and sat down. This is what was given to me, you may do with it what you wish.

Channelled through my guides at 5.30pm 26.10.2010

We thought this would be good.

This story is a true one. As much as many will doubt it, it is true. It gives the life many years ago of a soul that has decided to come back to earth and tell her history just as it took place in spite of the possible ridicule she might be exposed to.

This story is meant to show people in this lifetime what possibilities exist, what there is to do and how to do it. It was not an easy life but ultimately very interesting and satisfying.

For those of you who dare to read and accept this as a possibility, there is much potential for them should they wish to go back to their own lives and explore what they have experienced. It would be a very good lesson when you look at what you did in a previous lifetime. Realisation and Understanding will be yours.

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# 4. Start of Chronicles of Han

Sun 14 Nov 2010, 22:35

Extract from Author's private Diary:

07.04.2009

Author: questions to the Universe:

How do you tell your husband that he's just made love to a dominantly male energy?

How do you explain to your open-minded friends that they are just touching on infinity?

How can you describe the memory of thousands of lives lived, the memories flowing within each other, vibrating, overlapping, flowing in and out of focus?

How do you cope in this realm called Earth when you experience lives at the same time in other dimensions?

Insanity is the word that comes to mind. Yet, you are as "normal" as the next human, with an eccentric nature!

So here I am. An observer on Earth. An "alien" in human form.

Then why am I so upset, so angry at having to experience this so-called physical "life"?

Universal Answer received from Sensaii (Yes! He is with me in this life as well):

An attitude change is needed. An attitude change in the personality form that you chose to incarnate into. The Ego, the personality became lost, felt lost. But the ego personality is just the disguise. The "friend", the "wife, the "mother". An excellent disguise to be able to continue the research.

Live this life as a human, but experience it as just another field to hone expertise. Look, learn, take to heart, but also give back so the "human" souls can evolve.

Act as catalyst and observer. Keep the entity out of it. There are very specific tasks for you to do, as well as for others similar as yourself.

Author question to Sensaii:

So where do this get us? Where do we go from here with these overlapping, simultaneous experiences?

Universal Answer received from Sensaii:

Describe it to this world. This is the "How to" guide on all of this.

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# 5. Conversation with Psychic, Sylvia

Mon 15 Nov 2010, 22:33

Extract from Author's Private Diary:

12Jun2010 Saturday

On the 12th of April2010 my Earth identity finally accepted that it was my soul's very own story I was writing for this world. Initially, I did not want to admit it openly. I also had to adapt some of the book into understandable terms for this Universe, this Planet called Earth and its human entities that resides here.

Today, a psychic/medium, Sylvia, was told by her guide, Sky, to go to a Holistic Market in CT. Sylvia did not want to come, but adhered to Sky's promptings.

We were immediately intrigued with each other and after chatting about how Sylvia had come from a psychic family, we started, at first tentatively, to exchange information.

Very soon Sylvia picked up that I, too, was psychic and started to confirm my guides around me, describing Paddy, or Jason - thank you for finally revealing your real name, exactly, from his Irish accent right through to his bowler hat. He even did a jig for her and she loves him for entertaining her.

Sylvia picked up on me not originating from here, being a predominantly male energy and even described me within the castles of Longhorn (lifetime adventure to become a future book - watch out for this one!), although not mentioning the name. She did describe Moira's mate and her two Huracanets.

Sylvia seemed a bit upset about this vision, not accepting all Sky was telling and showing her. We did not go into details of my past life, although she described Han exactly as I know myself to be.

I have not led her in any of this. She even noticed that I was mainly surrounded by male entities, picking up on Katrina's female energy in disguise. After acknowledgement, Katrina took the pose of a pixie faery, with wand and all, doing a curtsey for her. It was much appreciated as I could acknowledge what she was seeing in energy form.

When I work psychically, I became Han completely and she confirmed this.

Picking up on Duek, which was unusual for him, for he almost never enter places of light, she asked about the tall, thin, entity in the dark brown robe.

Sky told her that Duek said that "he will be going soon." At first we did not understand, but as we continued discussing things, it came out that Sylvia had an attachment and that was why Duek was there. To help remove it.

It was awesome how Sylvia perceived the psychic surgery we performed, cutting the tick out from her head and back, with Duek capturing it and taking it away.

Sylvia first asked me what stick Duek carried. We did not mention names, I simply called him my Dark Guardian, explaining superficially where I worked. I explained that it was a wand, which he had to go and show off, pulling the sword from it to help excise the entity, thrashing it with it after removing it.

Minutes later, after Sylvia started to recover, I asked her to confirm that my Dark Guardian had left. She said he was no longer perceivable to her.

Sylvia could not figure out how exactly my hubby fit into the picture. I explained that he was the one that kept me here and together on this plane of existence, caring for me and looking after me. Reminding me that I also needed to take a break from time to time.

My Love was appointed my Keeper through the panel of elders the day I physically died upon this plane called Earth. He had stood in front of them and accepted this position, whether he can remember it or not. His main function is to push me beyond the boundaries of possibility, sharing my enthusiasm with the world, helping me to exercise the talents I have on this plane, showing the world what can be done.

Sylvia also described and discussed my living children. (Now how would she know them, she's never seen me before in her life!)

Wendy, another psychic friend, picked up on a rare visit from Connor, even describing him with golden hair and all, although he presented himself as older, a teenager. I just laugh when people confirm things. It is very welcome and a good boost to my own confidence.

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# 6. Coming to grips with my previous Earth lives

Thu 16 Nov 2010, 22:19

Extract from Author's private Diary:

27 Aug 2008 11h10am Wednesday

The day started with restrictions on work done. Menial tasks only. Laundry and cleaning up in the kitchen. Talking about spiritual stuff with my eldest child, faeries, auras, etc.

Got in the bath and as I started to relax it hit me. They hit me. I hit me.

\- The Ram, the fall of Atlantis, Genghis Khan. Advisor, spiritualist, medicine man/woman, warrior of my kings and trusted assistant. Earth lives relived at an accelerated rate.

"Thomas! Is this true?" I asked Sensaii (he also goes by this name).

Answer Thomas: Yes. You and only You.

I looked in the mirror and only saw my Earth Identity. The eyes were hard, the yaw square. Good Universe! I saw myself as I thought of myself!

Answer Thomas: Just yourself as you've always been – everywhere.

"What for, why?"

Answer Thomas: To observe, for now. To recognize the growth in others and within yourself.

"Is all of which I've just seen in the past, is this true?"

Answer Thomas: Yes.

"I am not imagining this?"

Answer Thomas: No.

"Why am I reminded of all this?"

Answer Thomas: The higher purpose. (Sensaii has never been one for many words, has he?)

"What higher purpose?"

Answer Thomas: Go now, we will answer your questions soon. (Also never been very sympathetic.)

Before I left home to join my spiritual group, I was presented with The Sword, or Staff or Wand (whichever form it might take on a given event). The Instrument to make my own to receive and give energy. A physical instrument would have been a far better bet, but I work on the spirit plane and thus my tools are spirit too.

I never thought that my spiritual training would end up here. To heal this world. To heal the spiritual fields first.

How is my Earth Identity going to cope with this? I wondered. My Earth Identity does not seem strong enough, but her body could be and I certainly am. I have all the experience and expertise. I can, and with the appropriate training of helpers I could do this.

kalinka has just left this comment on your post "Coming to grips with my previous Earth lives.":

"Very interesting post! Opens a whole field of discussion."

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# 7. Working on Blogs instead of Book!

Wed 17 Nov 2010, 19:15

17Nov2010 Wednesday 09h53am

Procrastinating! Working on blogs instead of book. The second book is almost finished. There are some more chapters that need to be written in the middle part. The start and end is finalized. I'm just avoiding the terribly hard middle part of this adventure, walking wide turns around it not to face it just yet. Occupying my hours with menial tasks and physical things.

Eventually I would have to sit down and face that part of my lifetime as Han Storm. It is not easy doing so, but it would have to be done. Relaying my previous life upon the pages of a book is not so easy. Sometimes weeks of pondering how to bring certain things over to normal people, would eventually be resolved within a few sentences.

Sometimes simply stepping back and doing other, menial, things will bring about the correct wording and I would rush back to the PC to quickly capture the words onto the pages.

Sometimes the flow of memory is so intense that my fingers know exactly what to type while I close my physical eyes in order to see the downloads better. To bring more to this world. Mostly it is an enjoyable experience. Sometimes, like today, it is not.

Mostly the really hard stuff goes onto the pages first and the rest of the 'story' is fitted/slotted into the appropriate settings. This time it did not work out so well. The really hard stuff was hidden deeply in the archives and needed to be dragged out, the green mustiness freshened and dried out for me to scrutinize.

It is lying on my table of memories - ready to be studied from all angles. I just cannot face it yet.

It is amazing how things from the 'past' continue into the 'future'. Events that happened in Book 1 of Chronicles of Han followed through into the next books (2 and 3 at this stage) and even spilt over to the new adventures of the Lifetime Han (me) experienced after eventually leaving Creata behind.

Some of the issues had been carried over even into this current life, here on Earth. I can say that I'm finally starting to deal with it in a grown-up way. No matter how enlightened or perceived advanced on a spiritual level, we always learn, we always expand, we always grow larger in knowledge and the understanding of life and its workings.

Had a few a-ha moments the past few days via the writing of Book 2 (and an unauthorized encounter with an old acquaintance), especially how things work behind the scenes. This is one of the reasons I was given the task of capturing my memories and emotions between the pages of a book. These books are not just written as my own experiences. It is written as enlightenment tools for not just free-willed entities, but to bring hope and growth possibilities over to other servants of the Creator.

A friend told me that she was not aware that Angels and Guides read as well. Newsflash! Whatever you think, whatever you do, whatever you read, whatever you experience emotionally or physically, your Divine Support Team shares intimately with you. As you grow and advance, they grow and advance as well.

(Have about* six non-physical entities at the moment hanging over my shoulder to see what I'm typing!)

From the point of one that had been a guide, is a guide. We sometimes grow frustrated with entities when they know better for themselves, but do not come to actually do the things they know they must. We are not allowed to make up your minds for you. We are not allowed to interfere unless you ask us to. And then we can only act when you've finally made up your minds and say 'I decide'.

Then, and only then, can we start to bring the lines together, the people that will make you happy and whom you can make happy. When you are clear on what you have decided. We can start working behind the scenes.

Input from Thomas: Great going. Exactly as I feel about you sometimes, Han. Now you can rest for today and tomorrow you can face your past life again.

My beautiful Annayeke, Chief in Charge of my own Divine support team, scatters my people to go and do their allotted functions, allowing me to concentrate on more important tasks (like finalizing the blog entries).

I must say thanks to them all. My physical life is becoming easier to handle. Been through some tough patches this year.

*'about' explanation: they flit in and out of my energetic perceptions as they are needed somewhere else and I do not actively keep track of who is coming or going within the jostle of energy at my back.

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# 8. Who am I, who is Han Storm?

Thu 18 Nov 2010, 14:01

I had lots of names through the ages, the millennia, the Universes and timelines. I choose to be known as Han – the one name that stuck most of the time. This is both feminine and masculine and incorporates the fusion of all things positive and negative, yin and yang, dark and light, animate and inanimate, material and spirit. This is god-being without being Creator. The next step is to rejoin the Creator and the cease of all individualism – the ultimate path to follow when all has presumed been experienced and boredom settles in.

I've not yet made the ultimate decision. I'm functioning from the highest of high energies available to a soul-being. I needed a base planet to work from and in Light of Earth's vibrational shift it is the ideal place to springboard – base camp. The body chosen is ideal to deal with situations and the personality carefully chosen to be inquisitive and open enough to accept the general metamorphosis.

I always need a body to come back "home" to. I work from the "physical" realms, travelling between dimensions and planes and timelines without interference – having the solid knowledge that I have a home-base to come back to.

Earth is one of the most inhospitable and hostile places in all Creation. Rapt with dimensional flaws and ripples, barely hanging onto "life". Giving in and over to lower vibrations. The time has come to solidify her structural damage and take her out of the lower vibrational regions. This is her turn to be upgraded.

Millions of beings are incorporated into the downloads of higher vibrational knowledge. Loads of first level Lords are right now busy balancing and incorporating their earth vibrations to the higher/highest vibrations for themselves.

Being aware in body form is both frightening and exhilarating at the same time. The conscious body need to recognize the immense being it is born of and need to incorporate the body/physical/spiritual/godlife.

The ultimate secrets revealed.

Why am I here?

To help Earth step over to the higher vibrations.

What is my Earth Identity doing to help?

Exactly what she is supposed to do. She is accepting her role, who she is, who I am, whom I've always been.

It's been a long journey and a lot of people will not accept my truth, but in the end, it is still my truth, not theirs. I know who I am and where I come from. I know, even in this body form, what my task is to be performed for the Creator. And as I know, I can accept my task joyously and I can integrate my body and chosen earth personality to accept it joyously too.

Extract from Author's private Diary:

20September2008 19h45

Tonight I realized as an integrated Being that even though I have found people I can relate to (spiritual group), that the divide between even us is as big as the divide between "normal" and "enlightened". Enlightened know but does not necessarily have the experience.

I, as an integrated entity do not just know, but experience consciously every second of every day, awake or "asleep". I live lives within the beat of a heart. I experience whole chunks within the seconds of a watch. I come back to a loving family and breathe for the first time in decades.

How do you explain this to mortals no matter how enlightened?

The Creator said "I am that I am", and I say onto you I am what I am. What I am not, is this personality you perceive with your physical senses and as much as this personality you call Han, perceived here in feminine form is me, she only portrays a very small part of who I am.

You've taken the steps to enlightened sight so see the truth in all of yourselves. The truth in me and within each other.

Encouragement from Thomas: "Han. You know who you are. You know where you come from. How you fit in in all of this. Be patient with humankind. Look upon them in Earthly tones. This is their time, their experience. You are not allowed to change that. Have the infinite patience of a god-being as you, more than most, know you are."

keefrichards has just left this comment on your post "Who am I, who is Han Storm?":

"This saga is taking an interesting turn. No longer is it a discusion about the writer's subjective truth vs a group objective norm, or science fiction vs metaphysical fact. The writer states one of the goals is the 'termination of individualism'. That statement opens up 2 areas for debate: First,if we lose individual memory do we lose what many philosophers would say defines humamnity i.e. identity? Second, if one becomes part of a collective identity, do we maintain our collective, shared memories?

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# 9. Reply to comment of keefrichards "Who am I, who is Han Storm?"

Fri 19 Nov 2010, 11:33

Reply to comment of keefrichards "Who am I, who is Han Storm?"

Fortunately, the Author cannot speak out of personal experience. This is the answer received from Thomas.

The questions should actually be swapped around.

2. When one (an individual soul/spirit/being) becomes part of a collective identity (Creator), the collective shared memories not only becomes part of the collective identity, but is retained separately within another form of being. Within this way of being, re-incarnation within a physical world is no longer possible as the retained energy form is now permanently connected/part of the collective consciousness.

In Earth terms, we are talking about the higher 'Heavens'.

All the collective shared emotional memories of all beings ever created everywhere is available to all new creations (new individual soul/spirit/beings) from the moment of creation.

1. When we choose (and not many do) to give up (or is ordained) to become one with the collective identity (The Creator) we once again become part of the Cosmic Energy (lose our individual soul/spirit/being. This is the only real form of 'death').

The individual memory of the soul/spirit/being is eternally retained within the Cosmic recording system and is available to anyone who seeks to understand or follow the path of that specific individual.

Book one of Chronicles of Han deals with the start of my journey in being able to bring this type of information to all entities. Also describes how 'The Other Side' works.

Book two deals with how the physical worlds and Higher Worlds/Other Side/Heavens (5th, 6th 7th) dimensions around a particular planet, slot within each other and reveals some of the workings of the Universe behind the scenes of Creation.

Author to Sensaii: "'Told you we were going to open Pandora's box."

They just laugh at me, telling me it is 'High Time'.

Annatjie has just left this comment on your post "Reply to comment of keefrichards "Who am I, who is Han Storm?"":

"It is very difficult to put in words what I feel and think and experience. To read someone else's experiences, intense, mind boggling, weird, unreal ... and since ordinary human beings do not have the ability to go back and re-live these past lives which we know exist, we just have the undoubted unquestionable and unconditional proof that it is the truth. We thank you for your dedication, your suffering through all the drama of reliving and the honesty with which you give this those who are waiting to hear the truth. Unfortunately it will be a process of educating these pieces of God walking this planet in human biology. But this is what you have come for and you are passing this degree with flying colours. Love you lots and may you reap abundantly. Annatjie"

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# 10. How do Past Life Memories effect _this_ Earth Life?

Fri 19 Nov 2010, 09:42

The Chronicles of Han depicts my journey in growing into who I am at the moment. It was a long and exciting journey and in retelling the tales, I've come to notice little things I had not noticed in those specific lifetimes. This creates excitement within my soul spirit, to revisit those times and bring it back to this world.

For once, I have a chance to actually scrutinize events and how it came about to bring me to this point in 'time', to see within a broader perspective in order to receive emotional healing myself.

And in the process, a lot of how things work behind the scenes is coming to the fore. Questions I have never been able to ask are being answered now, within this lifetime. And sometimes, I stand amazed at the infinite planning that goes into every detail behind the scenes of Creation.

All I can say is that I am more content now than ever before upon a physical world, knowing that when I leave, no physical experience that happened here is of importance, only the emotional experiences and how I have chosen to deal with it.

Extract from Author's private Diary:

27.06.2010

With retelling my life memory, allowing it to be put on paper (or PC), exposing myself and my memories to other souls, the most amazing discovery I have made was that the essential nature of an individual soul entity stays the same, no matter what adventures it 'lives' through, in what dimension or in which environment.

Pouring my heart out made me realize that I was not only becoming a whole, integrated entity within myself in the process, but I am helping to heal other people as well.

Comparing past and present allows me to see that the growth I am experiencing, and had experienced within this current lifetime, is almost identical in the past lives I've chosen to show people.

It is interesting to note that a lot of people here assume that you live, and relive your life, making the same mistakes, until you have learnt your lessons (Karma), which in effect, is true to a much higher degree.

It carries over not only in a single lifetime, but throughout time, space and dimension. If you cannot let go in one lifetime, in one Universe, then you will most certainly repeat the process until the lessons have been learnt, no matter where you find yourself next.

I am extremely grateful that I have the opportunity to look back upon myself, from a physical perspective, and to know that I am finally coming to grips with a lot of emotional things.

I was given the opportunity within this lifetime to sort things out for myself, still serving the Cosmos, but being allowed at times to do and be as I choose.

This knowledge does not make this particular physical life any less demanding or challenging. This knowledge increases my emotional feedback infinitely more, for I have the memory and means to compare.

I can now tell people why they should not have total recall of their past lives (not all at once) when coming to a particular place of experience. If it is so difficult for an incarnated Master to cope with, how much more would it be for someone who does not remember who they really are.

Upon the subject, people have done wonders in rediscovering themselves, knowing that there is more to this earthly experience than survival and pro-creation (well, a high degree of entities, anyway).

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# 11. Where does your loyalty lie?

Sun 21 Nov 2010, 16:59

Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba:

'If your loyalty is to the family, you are a servant of the family; if it is to God, you are a servant of God.

But, do not pay heed to the wages He gives. Do not argue and bargain for wages or reward. Only hired labourers clamour for wages and declare they are poor.

Be a kinsman, a member of the family, a scion of God, then it behoves Him to maintain you in comfort. Be ever in His service, that is to say, in doing good and being good.'

\- SADHANA - The Inward Path

And here I am spending all this time, talking to you (the Other Side) in order to figure out what is going on with me, instead of going on with what I perceive as really important.

Answer Thomas: 'Not so. This is as important as the other things. It leaves a record of our discussions. It helps you cope within the oscillating world you reside in. It helps to keep you rational and drain the resentment from you. It brings you to the point of acceptance. When acceptance is reached, you can move forward within confidence.

You are a hard one to bring to the point of acceptance. You always fight, kicking and screaming, before eventually accepting the burden and then you weave magic in the execution of your tasks.'

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# 12. More Books to come!

Thu 23 Nov 2010, 02:34

For once, the Universe is forcing me to deal with things I never had a chance to deal with before. They are literally sitting me down and telling me to get it all out of my system. And while you are at it, you can just as well do a service to the Cosmos and re-enlighten all types of soul-spirits. And heal and balance some energies along the way.

I become so involved in remembering while writing that I can only put onto the paper that which I am experiencing at the moment, again.

And now, when going through the second book for the hundredth time, do I notice patterns and repeats, places where I need to work at, especially within this lifetime. The rest of the time, I'm just writing, capturing Han Storm upon the pages, reliving the boring and exciting and pain and heartache. Thank goodness one does not need to disclose all upon the pages of a book.

It feels a bit like cheating, only revealing your own life memories - and there you suddenly have a book.

I was asked if I would be okay with it if the book did not produce any further readers.

Of course!

The work of retelling my lives will be done. It is available to all that wish to share within my adventures (World Wide Web) and to all who are ready to change their lives forever.

Extract from Author's private Diary:

11.07.2010

There are so many more adventures running around in my head that I have to force them back, only concentrating upon the memories of the current adventure I'm busy with. It is hard to contain the excitement to be able to relive everything, sharing again the emotional feedback from so long ago. Some areas are more difficult than others and I truly wish to have been able to swish a wand and have all the words translate upon the pages as if by magic.

On the other hand, it is better this way, sorting through eons of neglected issues, dealing with every issue in a more adult, more subjective way. Dusting it off and scrutinizing it from all angles.

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# 13. A difficult task

Wed 24 Nov 2010, 08:51

Extract from Author's private Diary:

23Sep2010 Thursday somewhere around midnight

I cried for the intense path before me. I see where it leads and where I need to dig to find that which I need to bring to this world, this Earth and its people. A record of many hidden things not yet disclosed, and confirmation of many other things.

The Cosmos does not waste life opportunities and will ever look after its own interests first.

Within this hub that is represented on Earth, I realize the immensity of my task given to me to faithfully relate my adventures and all the hidden knowledge that has been accumulated within my being in an understandable, acceptable way to those on Earth at the moment.

How do you convert millennia of memory into entertainment, although educational?

As incredulous all the memories seem, as real do I know they are. It is awe-inspiring, for within the memories, an endearment for all physical is found. An overwhelming love. The love of Source itself.

And I weep for the separation from Source that bounds me to all my lives in this current time. When I concentrate, I can tune in to many others, knowing that this one body I mostly, consciously occupy is the one where the most important work needs to be performed. I must give thanks to the people that see that which I cannot, do not want to, is refrained from seeing, for my soul will shatter with the weight of the burden the Creator had entrusted me with.

Given help, he did. Pulling soul-spirits from all over the Cosmos to come assist here, with life, past, current and future.

Thomas: "You are so silly. You had been entrusted with Galaxies and the Seeding of new dimensions. And now you find writing your own life stories intimidating."

Annatjie has just left this comment on your post "A difficult task":

"Hi Han, I have no words. Reading more and more and getting to know more of what you are going through in order to evolve, grow, teach, whatever your contract demands, just makes me bow my head in awe and gratitude for the wonder of ALL THAT IS!!!

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# 14. Poor Me!

Thu 25 Nov 2010, 09:41

They did not say it was going to be easy . . .

Extract from Author's private Diary:

24Sep2010 Friday 05h34 am

What I had experienced last night, left me feeling utterly alone upon this planet, within this Universe. I know my people* say it is not so, and my loved ones will disagree. But I still feel this way.

I am utterly and totally alone in what I do for the Cosmos. Some of the soul-entities share some of the things with me, but in the end, you are the only one with all your experiences still with you. No-one can ultimately experience what you had experienced. The only one that understands fully what you had gone through, is Source.

All this had been triggered by a movie about time (I very seldom watch movies).

What had been portrayed, I've actually done before, in previous lives, changed events within time, in the end being the only soul entity with active memory of altering the actual happenings upon a planet, within physical lives, for the better of all involved.

Yet I'm still the only one that retains that knowledge, that experience, living my life within another way, a better, altered state.

It does not make what I had already lived through any less real to me. I still retain all the experiences and emotional gains, no matter how devastating they were.

Thomas says that it brings more compassion into me. On one hand I love all that the Creator had made and placed upon my path to awaken, heal, alter, simply by being where he places me. On the other hand, I cannot stand what I see.

Throughout eons of repeated physical experiences I have not seen real change within most worlds. Take this one for instance. On one hand there are soul-spirits working towards peace and tolerance, desperate to help alter this Earth, to help assist people in their journey to a higher consciousness.

On the other hand, Rogue Lords are rife, and unscrupulous entities thrive on whatever they can take from this Planet. And in between, we get the ordinary souls that just wanted a physical experience, either to start, to grow or just to finalize ties between others.

Cynical. That is the word I am feeling at the moment. Knowing that I will help all because I'm here. Realizing that in the end it is for the free-willed entities to decide, ultimately, what they want to experience.

It just sometimes feels so futile.

Am I really making a difference?

Yes, I am.

Each person I touch, through myself or through anyone I've touched, changes. Subtly in some regards, harshly in others. Once touched, in most regards, there is no turning back. Stagnation may settle in if the person does not accept the change, but it would already be done, already begun.

There is nothing I can do about it. It is what I do, what the Creator ordered. It is for me to do what I must, what I'm required to do.

Right now, it is to stop feeling sorry for myself and the people on Earth. It is part of their path, no matter how futile it may feel to me.

Feelings, Emotions. Not my strong point, yet absolutely necessary to be part human, part High Lord, Scion and Servant at the same time.

*my people - my personal Divine Support Team

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# 15. No Stopping this Change!

Fri 26 Nov 2010, 10:11

I asked my life partner what he thinks when he proof-reads the blogs before they go out onto the WWW. He said it comes over that we are all in BIG trouble.

I requested some independent opinions upon this take and here are the results.

It was mentioned that the author did not just open Pandora's box, but turned it upside down and shook out all the contents.

There are still so many things that people need to be made aware of and I know it is extremely difficult to come to grips with most of it. Even enlightened people find a lot of this information new and difficult to even read. Some enlightened friends say it is too advanced, even for them. They can take only a little bit and then no more, having to turn away from the emotional response the words on the pages creates within them.

Some are of the opinion that it may be too much new information, too fast. Maybe they would cope if the information is given only every few days, allowing time to mull it over. It was also mentioned that education on Earth was a slow process and people needed to get used to new things. People only starting out on their own paths of enlightenment need time to assimilate the information. Similarly, the enlightened people that already know a lot of these things need time to process this information. The information is just absolutely too different from the regular. In their hearts they know this is not science fiction.

Personally, I thought that the information within the Blog would be easier to assimilate once the book(s) were read. Book 2 is almost finished, but there is information available within it that even I still struggle with. A friend mentioned that it would be easier to first read the book and then the blogs, but on the other hand, experiencing the blogs first will give a deeper understanding of what I went through/am going through.

Quote from Annatjie:

"All that I can include is that my whole heart and soul is weaved within this experience and I do not know how to make it easier for you. For myself, the emotions the blogs create within me is so exhilarating and I wish to know more, to understand more, to be more of a part of it. Yet, on the other hand, I understand that it is also your experience of previous lives and it would be easier if one can just sit down and spend time upon it without the worry about other stuff, and in between you still need to make a living. Your experiences are just so near my heart. I cry with you.

But, it is the path you have to walk and Thomas and all the others are thankfully there to push and encourage you.

IT IS SO SPECIAL WHEN A PERSON CAN HAVE THE LENS OF THE CAMERA MOVED TO THE RIGHT ANGLE."

Quote from Bhakta :Wonderful Story

"Darling Han!!!

Yes, this is, indeed, a wonderful story...! It's more than a story, of course...or a tale of adventure and intrigue...it's an _experience_ _...!!!_ I have only gotten as far as page 210, but as far as action and adventure are concerned, _(WOW!!!),_ have I experienced an exciting 'lifetime' by just _reading_ your words!! Of course, this is _your_ _lifetime_ and not mine, but I almost _feel_ what Han feels, see what Han sees...I'm right there with him during every move and emotion...I almost know him! The messages in this 'story' are very deep and profound...and very worthy of taking note of, be remembered and worked with and through...this is _exactly_ what is needed in today's time. Han, you have created a wonder...this is your Sacred Path, and you have tackled it bravely, with courage and enormous wisdom...you have listened to your heart!!

OK, OK...so having said all of that, even though you are tapping into a past life (the one that needed to be the first one told) and you are reliving Han's life, as it were, you are _still_ Han...a sweet loving wife, a good mother, a housewife, a business-woman and 21st Century being...and very _human!!_ You are very vulnerable and tender...it is no wonder that at times you feel _overwhelmed_ by your task...it seems so _huge_ and _daunting!_ It must almost feel as though you're looking at Everest (at base-camp) and you're told to climb this mountain without the proper equipment or preparation! Is that how you feel at times? I sense that right now you need a little support from _all_ sides. And you have it... _you have it_...you feel it, you _know_ it's there for you, but sometimes your vulnerability just sneaks through...and that's perfectly OK!! Han experienced extreme moments of panic, and so will you! One thing is absolutely clear, however...long before your incarnation as Han, you _knew_ what your 'contract' was...and now you're honouring it...and, one day, these _Chronicles_ will find themselves placed next to the most highly advanced literature which deal with the _ascension-of-man!_ This is why you are here...at this moment in time...

Just know that _you_ are fulfilling a prophecy...you and Han are walking side-by-side...he recognizes you...just as you recognize and _know_ him...and that will go for all of the other lives you are recalling now. You cannot stop this process, even if you want to...at times you might have said... _"Oh, dear God, why me??...I just want to be_ _normal_ _!!"_ But that's not how it is...that's not how it's supposed to be...and you know it!!

My darling...there is not much I can do, except send you support and strength in my own way...I visualize supporting Light and Love surrounding you...not that I need do that, of course, but it is my way of saying _I thank you for changing the world...and me with it...and I love you!!_

Bhakta! "

Note from Author

25 Nov 2010 18h50

Okay.

So, question to the Universe.

Do I tone down to every three days only? ..........

A hush fell upon the land as if everyone held their breath. I looked around and no-one wanted to face me.

...Or do I push through and just put it all out there, no matter how difficult to understand?

Reluctant answer from Thomas: Yes

(They are hiding things from me again and it upsets me greatly. What do they know that they do not want to share with me?)

Do we have time left to fiddle and keep on pretending?

Answer from Thomas: No (No further comment but I have the feeling that 'time' is in short supply - remember not to panic for Universal time and Earth time differs significantly. Breathe.)

Put down everything that I have, every day that I receive it?

Answer Thomas: Yes

So that is that. Every person must just read what they can digest for any given period. It seems extremely important that I release as much information as I currently have and will be provided with, no matter how 'advanced' or complicated.

greatgodpan has just left this comment on your post "No Stopping this Change!!!!":

"I find most people are too preoccupied to be enlightened (I hate that word) even the enlightened ones are to preoccupied enlightening themselves and take themselves far too seriously, god is nothing more or less than a joker or a child chasing butterflies in a field. un occupy and partake."

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# 16. Where is the next Book?

Sun 28 Nov 2010, 00:28

My ardent fans are patiently waiting for me to finish Book 2, to be privy to it before it is sent off into the world. Fortunately, they understand that books take time to write, especially if you still have physical life to contend with. Then the editing and proof reading starts, which takes even more time. Reading and re-reading to bring the best possible version to the final reader.

Extract from Author's private Diary:

10April 2010 10h42pm Saturday

My Eldest revealed that my life-partner was extremely upset when he finished reading the first book of Chronicles of Han and took a peek at the next book I was busy with.

Which turned out not to be the follow-up of Book 1!

I had started on the first book of the second range (next lifetime - calling this book Leilaka), instead of continuing with the 'current' story of Han Storm.

I had already typed some of Chronicles of Han Book 2, but it is a stark reminder of a lot of things I had not faced in a long time. It is probably time to do so.

Just as I have to work through what has happened in this current lifetime, just so, I will have to face my own memories and work through some very painful stuff.

I tend to become depressed when having to face things that have happened to me in this current lifetime.

I hope that what I'm doing now will make as huge a difference in other people's lives, as in my own.

Careful negotiation convinced me that I would have to continue with Book 2 first.

11April 2010 8h46am Sunday

Lots of information came through last night. Feel distant this morning. Headache starting up again. Know it is because of what I need to write and it will go away when the pressure is released by the release of information upon the pages.

12April 2010 9h12pm Monday

I sit in front of Book 2, knowing that if I start, I would not be able to turn back and the words will flood out of me. This will again result in uncomfortable living, with the psyche open and attentive to receive and transmit even more information onto the pages.

Within the pages of this book is weaved Universal truths that need to come out, no matter what. I know this, but I'm apprehensive to start, knowing that my family would, once again be thrown into darker days of moodiness and exhaustion from my side.**

23Apr2010

I think what catches me the most is that I suddenly have to remember in detail more than I care to do. Delving into the darker things and unhappier experiences of oneself is never the most wonderful thing to do. Dealing with all this old and ancient stuff makes me feel different.

Different is the word for I cannot describe what exactly I feel and what exactly is going on with me. It is not within the range of emotional terms within the English language. I do not know if there is a word near what I feel that might be able to describe how I feel.

Lost also does not do it for I know exactly where I am and where I've come from. Maybe the word loss is more appropriate. Loss, for I'm going through a grieving process for lost soul-spirits that I have not had contact with in . . . lets just say, a very long time.

**Yippee! I've overcome this problem and it is no longer an issue after learning to handle higher vibrations. (Topic for a later discussion.)

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# 17. Becoming ONE takes practice

Mon 29 Nov 2010, 08:53

The blending of Higher Self and Earth Identity, becoming ONE, takes practice. Re-awakening, remembering, healing, all takes time, courage and commitment. It is a journey of every particle that makes you, You. It is finding yourself and in the process finding your way back home.

******Extract from Author's private Diary:**

28 Aug 2008 07h20am Thursday

The last time I saw Pancras**, he mentioned the training of moving in and out of dimensions more easily without losing control. This functioning consciously on different levels at the same time, not falling off the rocker and coping with it. It seems the training is starting to pay off. I am much calmer this morning.

"So, what else needs to be done?" I asked Thomas.

_ Answer Thomas: You must keep up the act, the Earthly role to such a proficient point that it is beyond immediate suspicion. Play the game, be the actor, but remember it is just a role. You must remember that you are becoming, IS, a whole integrated soul-spirit on this Earth plane to serve specific higher purposes. This needs to be accomplished silently at first._

"What is my Earth Identity supposed to do? She is still a mother and she still has to survive in her earthly form?"

_ Answer Thomas:_ _You must learn/train that you must stick to the role your physical body gives you, but you must understand that the real you, the complete soul-spirit is a High Lord, totally in balance with the Cosmos and can and will take over the earth personality completely when needed._

"Then what is my purpose _?"_

_ Answer Thomas: She is your chosen vessel, your chosen earth identity so that your body, your vessel, may function on this plane of physical experiences._

"I get the idea that I'm stuck here in a 'permanent' residence. That this is 'home base'?"

_ Answer Thomas: It is. Earth's unique vibration, in the process of stepping up a tune, is the universal spot where your specific gifts are needed right now. You have done this before. You will do it again, and again, on other planes, in other universes. Years ago your earth identity knew already, wrote already the words 'God's warrior'. How right and appropriate._

"Now I need to perfect the combination of earth identity and conscious soul-spirit. BEING the whole within the guise of the earth identity?"

_ Answer Thomas: Yes. The earth identity now gives us the stability your soul-spirit needs to not just survive on this physical plane but do the physical and energetic healing as well. For this process, you need to keep your earth identity, your human feelings, at bay._

"And how do I do this. I perceive my earth identity as a cautious, timid personality, although she's been seen as courageous as well?"

_ Answer Thomas: Your earth identity just needs to step back until fully integrated and properly trained._

"What about my husband and children, my immediate friends? They pick up when I'm not my old self, not my earth identity. They are extremely sensitive."

_ Answer Thomas: You must still be your Earth Identity– your earth personality on the surface. You must be You, that which you are at all times – inside._

"How am I to proceed? My Earth Identity is cringing just at the thought of what needs to be done. What is she to do?"

_Answer Thomas:_ _For now, she must step back! She is part of you here. She gives you an identity here, but it is only a small, flawed version of You. The Real You._

_ What you are experiencing is more real than most people can fathom. The Masters know this. How improbable do their teachings sound, yet, on a deeper level, people connect and_ _know_ _it is real – the real truth – not this illusion – this virtual field or plane. Remember the levels. Come into Yourself but be connected still to the other levels._

"Why does my Earth Personality get frustrated with this earth life, her children's requests, the interference when she is busy with 'other' work?"

_ Answer Thomas: That is You. You are restricted by your female body, by your female responsibilities. The mother/wife duties are menial, boring and very often frustrating to you. Because you Know that this is but programmed functions on Earth, You rebel against it. Learn to adjust. Become your earth identity, play the role. Stop your work for a little while and indulge in the 'ordinary', the mundane. Stop for a little while and just be 'here' on Earth._

"It all seems so pointless _?"_

_ Answer Thomas: It is not, not for the entities in the young bodies screaming to be heard over the din on Earth. They need training too. They need their leader, their mother to show them the way._

"Why do I sometimes feel I'm floundering? Other people in my spiritual group and around me pick up on certain things that I can only tap into when I put my attention on it. Why am I not conscious of it in the first place?"

_Answer Thomas: It is not your business. It is not your function here. You only tap in on what you have to, or into that which your attention is given to. You know better than any of us the toll it takes when your earth identity and body is aware of Everything at once. You know the risks and the damage._

"And now I'm preparing to do it again. I have a family."

_ Thomas answer: A family that she was given_ _back_ _to four years ago. Your family has been educated, too. Their higher selves accept the risks. Therefore the understanding, the patience, the encouragement. You must be the best mother, wife and lover you can be. This is what they will remember. Bite back the frustration. Put the kindness back in your eyes and your voice. Bring the Divine Unconditional Love back into your heart chakra. That is your gift to them._

"What have I accomplished throughout the millennia, throughout the Universes and the planets, the Dimensions?"

_Answer Thomas: How can you say that? Years of peace, prosperity and spiritual growth is always the balancing factor._

"And then somewhere, someone stuffs up and we are back to square one?"

_ Thomas answer: Then the cycle starts anew and the Creator renews itself with new experiences. You know the cycles. Earth is about to re-enter a new cycle. You and others are placed in key positions to heal the planet and higher energies. To encourage forgiveness, letting go and new growth on a much higher level. YOU know all this._

Pancras** - Psychic Trans-Medium, currently residing on the Other Side, still visiting each other from time to time

St John has just left this comment on your post "Becoming ONE takes practice":

"One needs to remember that the body of flesh that you are seen and recognised in is not really you. You are the soul that encapsulates this vessel and this is what will live forever whilst your casing will wither and fade away with age."

Annatjie has just left this comment on your post "Becoming ONE takes practice":

"Again and again and again we get the message, the message that we ARE WHO WE ARE and volunteered to be just that. But again and again we forget these messages and we are frustrated and unhappy about circumstances. Today's message was not only for you, but for every single soul that reads it. You must have thought about my "it's not fair" comment when you decided to send this message out. It is just awesome, awesome beyond words. Han we salute you, admire you and support you and your family each and everyone for their roles and contributions towards uplifting and enlightening our lives. All of us. Thanks a million times."

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# 18. Hectic life

Mon 29 Nov 2010, 23:59

The next few days we are moving house - again. At least we're staying in the same area with a bit of stability promised for the next 12 months. Moving is still stressful and hard work, but we've been doing it so often lately (12 times in the last six years) that everyone eventually knuckles down and falls into a known routine of where to put what and what to move where. The marked boxes come out - the ones that had survived, and off we go. People just stare at us when the whole family works as a team without anyone having to say what to do. Amazing!

We are all so excited and are going to have a swell Xmas with unpacking boxes that had been in storage for the last 18 months.

Stuff. I know. It is just stuff, but heck, what would we do in this physical world without our stuff that is such a part of what we need to do here.

Not that I think we really need a lot of stuff anyway, for we were able to make do, repeat that, make do, without most of the stuff in storage.

But what comforts lie within your own things that have come with you through the years? Stuff become like old friends, making life just that bit more worth it. Does it not?

Extract from Author's private Diary:

2Jul2010 Friday 11h07am

'Slept' late. Was actually busy integrating a host of things that had happened yesterday. It had been another hectic office day, with resolving a lot of challenges. I forgot that it is as easy as putting my people on it. I did so now to pull all those loose strings in as well.

In the throes of agonizing self-pity about a seemingly endless workload on Earth, my dragon revealed herself to me in all her greatness. She is still accompanying me in this adventure. Currently, a lot of my friends are assisting me from the spiritual planes. Even Duek, who has no further loyalties to me, has come to join me here. I am much appreciative of his presence. Just as with everyone else who is with me.

I really have a whole team of entities looking out for me. Strange that I still feel so totally abandoned at times. Thomas mentioned that the Universe is pleased that I have found myself.

Which is a good thing in one regard and utterly painful in another. For here I am absolutely mortal, bound to this plane of existence in a very fragile body. Although I am told that it is not so fragile, it only looks that way.

"Did your body not heal back to functionality?"

Yes, sorry guys.

I also listened to my hubby talking this morning, explaining to my children that their mother's parents never educated her in social and interacting skills. I never allowed myself to interact with them, where my other siblings used to play with my parents, listen to music and went to social gatherings, I preferred to be left alone to my own devices, not knowing at that stage that it was of essential value that I kept my spirit away from disturbing situations like masses of people.

Therefore the yearning to always be alone, secluded where I could gain whatever was within my spirit. Even when I started a working career, it was difficult adjusting to the frequencies of the different people around me. Then I did not know all that I know now, throwing myself into my work with total abandon and concentration, being able to 'shut out' disruptions around me. Small wonder I ended up taking so much upon myself all the time. This was all preparation to where I was being taken.

Horses gave me the freedom and quiet I needed, for when working with them, there were no invasive sounds, no invasive humans. They are quiet creatures, giving me strength and understanding.

It is vitally important that I know where I had come from within this life, why I had sought what I did, why I had achieved what I did. From now on things are to change rapidly, too fast for comfort for any within this household and it is only going to make matters worse if I rebel against things.

Noise still disturbs me greatly, yet I need my sensitive ears for more than listening to this plane of existence. I have asked Duek to help mask the intrusions, and he is busy with it, although I will have to do more physical to help in this regard in the form of earplugs (wonderful things).

It feels strange that I am supposed to be writing my book, yet, I am spending so much time figuring things out for myself.

Just finished rereading the section I've already started on Leilaka*. Great, cannot wait to go on there as well.

I was told that I could work on both chronicles at the same time. I know it can be done, but I am unsure whether it is really advisable at this stage with me only coming to grips with this hectic life it is growing into.

"When was life not hectic for you" Thomas is asking me.

Touché.

Which lifetime did not turn out to be hectic? I cannot recall a single one that was not work, work, work. Not that I mind too much, for that is after all, my first function.

07h11pm same day.

Sitting in front of Book 2, continuation of adventure on Duback. Memory still in Leilaka mode. Know need to finish at least this part before can turn to Leilaka. Please, all of you, help me tackle this most difficult part. Allow me to travel back to where I need to be, to bring forth on the pages, that which these people need.

Again been informed 'why not do both at same time'.

I do not know if I would cope with both emotional sides, as well as physical life.

"Nonsense, time to grow into who you are."

F-I-N-E!

"You think too little of yourself, you can really cope with all of this, and more."

Great for you to say, at moment feeling sorry for myself.

"We know."

Rest of this conversation censored . . .

*Leilaka - another adventure after the lifetime of Han Storm

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"Just loving being your friend!"

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# 19. Destruction of Trust

Thu 2 Dec 2010, 21:43

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I've opened my heart and had another 'episode' of total destruction of trust.

I am advised to be more considerate, to become more balanced within my emotional approach to relationships, to see where the other person is coming from. I am reminded that I am supposed to be the adult and no matter how hard it is for me, to look beyond the immediate and see the ultimate truth of the soul-spirit behind the personality.

Yes, it is painful when relationships blunder. Here on Earth it is okay to make mistakes, it is a learning field, a plane of schooling to be able to learn from your mistakes, to forgive yourself and move on, to overcome these limitations we place upon ourselves.

I have to admit. I handled the situation much better (from an emotional point of view) than the last time this happened . . .

**Extract from Author's private Diary:**

5 February 2010 Friday pm

Every day is a lesson to be learnt. I've grown comfortable within my Earthly relationships. For a moment I had forgotten that another is as much an individual as I am, and have as much right to become upset with perceived unfairness as I have.

Within the blink of an eye, I was soaring so high, intoxicated with Divine Energy, that I forgot that I was still a part of an intricate and fragile human society.

For a moment I discarded humanity to dance with the angels and got bitten in the butt for it.

For a brief moment I had found true happiness on earth.

But human frailty, emotion, anxiety, anger, rage, shattered that brief, golden moment.

Today I had learnt a valuable lesson. Today I had learnt that no matter how much you love a human, how much you give a human, they will still rip your heart out and crush it. Knowingly or unknowingly.

I cannot afford to have my heart crushed. I only have one, and it is not available for humankind to crush. I am not the Creator, although I feel his love for his creations through Him. It is His love for them that I can give them.

My own, fragile, human heart is not for this world. It is mine and I will no longer allow others to crush it.

I came back as a tool to help heal people. I realize that. I am no longer here for myself. To protect my own emotions, my own spirit, my own soul; in order to do His work, I withdraw myself from humanity as a whole.

Today I realize fully that I can no longer be my Earth Identity, the human, and Han, the servant of the Creator. I can only be one. There is no time to juggle the intricacies of human society.

I have chosen to take up the task the Creator gave me.

I am a professional. I have always been a professional.

I had tried to be a lover, a mother, a friend, a healer.

I am what I am.

I know what I am.

In this I resign myself fully.

I accept the task the Creator has given me.

24April2010 Saturday

On the subject of expectations.

It will always lead to heartache and disappointment when expectations are not met.

Maybe that is the whole point of reference. Never build expectations in people and never allow expectations to be built in yourself. You will always disappoint people, and they will always disappoint you. It is better not to have expectations, not even reasonable ones.

When something good happens, it is a happy event. When something not so good happens, it would not be a disappointment because there were no expectations created anywhere.

Yet, what will society do without expectations. That is the core around which our business is built. Expectations of feeling better and being healed and looking younger.

Do I suddenly no longer believe in our product because I have no expectation of it working?

No. I'm living proof that it works! I tell people about its qualities.

Therefore I awaken expectations in them.

This life is becoming increasingly confusing. With knowing and remembering comes even greater confusion. What I had learnt from this life and other lives may not always be the best for current situations.

" _Adapt to live another day."_

Maybe I should.

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# 20. Healing through Forgiveness

Fri 3 Dec 2010, 20:51

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A wonderful person, Catherine Ponder, wrote a book, "The Dynamic Laws of Healing" that I'm reminded of just now. There is a whole section about forgiveness.

In order to gain permanent health within your body, mind and affairs, one needs to FORGIVE. Forgiveness dissolves the poisonous negative memories and attitudes that are stuck within all the levels of a soul-spirit.

When we forgive, we give up the disharmony, gaining a new sense of peace and inner balance. When we give up that which has offended us, we change our attitude to a positive outcome in the 'offender's' attitude, for they will respond subconsciously to our new, positive attitude.

One does not need to make contact with individuals needing forgiveness, unless events turn out that way, in which case it becomes part of the healing process.

To forgive unconditionally is not easy. It takes practice.

[Collins Concise Dictionary: forgive: 1. to cease to blame (someone or something). 2. to grant pardon for (a mistake, etc).]

Forgiveness must come from the Higher Self, straight from the soul-spirit that you are. Constant forgiveness needs to become a habit until it is instilled within the personality.

It is important to understand that forgiveness is not for the 'offender', it is for yourself. Negative feelings and attitudes break down the body and harms the soul. Not only in this lifetime, but it carries over into the next.

Any kind of resentment, no matter how 'insignificant' it might seem, binds you to that event or person by such a strong emotional cord that it stretches over time and distance.

Ask me about it. There are still a lot of things I need to forgive from past lives lived. At least I have this lifetime to do it in. (When I do not stuff up my current relationships!)

The only way to become free from these unwanted attachments is through forgiveness. When one looks at someone else from a Universal point of view, you see the soul-spirit and not the personality standing in front of you. How can one not forgive your sibling when you see the love of the Creator for yourself, your brothers and sisters?

I was reminded that when someone bothers you, persisting in gaining your attention, it is because their soul-spirit is trying to gain your divine attention. Give them the minute it takes, bless them and send them on their way with love in your heart, knowing that balance and harmony will return quickly to your own life and affairs.

Sometimes we come to a point in our lives where nothing is happening. Everything seems to be at a stalemate. This is the ideal time to start forgiving. Forgive yourself, the situation, events, problems ('life challenges'), worries, suffering, unhappiness, poverty, emotional turmoil, health problems, people.

Forgiveness starts with YOU. No matter who else is involved, they do not even need to know. As long as you start forgiving unconditionally, letting go, releasing. This leads to your complete healing and the Universe cannot but follow with all the good and wonderful things to fill up the gaps left when forgiveness empties the negative out of your systems.

Empower yourself today. Gain control over your own situations. Become the power of attracting good to yourself. Start living in a forgiving state of mind.

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# 21. How I met my Divine Support Team

Sat 4 Dec 2010, 20:41

Thomas (Sensaii) had always been with me in this lifetime. I've known him since birth. I've always perceived him as I've always known him through the ages. He is a serious but at the same time, fun-filled, soul-spirit. I perceive him with psychic sight as he thinks the occasion warrants. Sometimes he is my friend, sometimes my mentor and sometimes my Handler. He does not have a lot of sympathy with me within this physical life. Mostly he just hangs around and reprimands when I'm straying off the allocated path, reminding me that I was the one that chose how I wanted to be and should not now come complaining to him. He also reminds me that he is playing the role I, myself, had played in the lives of many other incarnated Masters.

My fondest encounter with Sensaii in this lifetime is where he showed me how to astral travel, freaking my mother out when I asked her what it is called when one leaves your body behind to go play in heaven with the angels (I was only three years old).

Progressing spiritually within a household that was stooped in physical tradition was not an option, and I quickly became the weird one within the household and school environment, mostly keeping to myself and my non-physical friends I could perceive around me. Children learn very early on what is 'normal' in society and hide their spiritual encounters from others.

I sometimes watch my children play for hours with their own guides, guardians and angels surrounding them. Yes, my house is always crowded with three permanent spirit entities to each person and a multitude of others coming and going within my own service.

There had been a few more guides in my childhood besides Sensaii, which joined me from time to time to guard or train. At the age of seventeen, I came into possession of a book describing all the things I've been doing for years. Now I had terminology to go with what I do and it was so thrilling knowing that I'm not weird and that there were other people (Buddhist Monks) doing exactly what I did.

Life happened and responsibilities pressed and spirituality was pushed to the background. To the background, but not forgotten. I still had a host of angels, runners and other non-physical spirits around me, helping me every step of the way, encouraging and sorting things out within a very difficult life period.

Paddy (or Jason) my personal Irish 'leprechaun' or joy guide, tried to alleviate the pressure by being naughty and hiding stuff from me at the most inappropriate times. In the end I could not help but start laughing at the ridiculous situations he could create. Joy guides, children and pets remind the serious 'adults' that life is not that bad, that we may have some fun from time to time.

After my first child was born, I experienced a 'stepping off opportunity' - the option to opt out of a physical life. I chose not to, to see my child grow up, to be there for her father.

Just before my second child, I experienced such an opportunity again. Again I declined.

Then, when my second child was seven weeks old, I was forewarned of a catalytic event that would change my life forever.

My body died twice but my soul-spirit was returned to the flesh, opened up to who I truly am. People always ask if I saw Heaven within the moments my physical body perished. Yes, I did experience Heaven. It used to be difficult for me to explain to people that I've always visited Heaven and also that I really did not want to return to this physical life on Earth.

Not that I had a choice any longer. I was reminded that my time and choice in having a normal physical experience was over. I had already extended my visits and now it was time to go through the transformation and become myself.

I was originally not convinced that my body would heal. How can a charred carcass heal back to functionality? I asked for assistance and Katrina came back to Earth with me to assist me in the reminding of energy healing methods using Source Energy.

Rehab was not easy for a broken body, but it healed satisfactorily, although some functionality was lost - at first. Through all this, my loving husband, Sensaii and Katrina (my person healer guide) were with me, helping and encouraging me every step of the way.

I was re-united with Duek soon after my body started functioning properly again. We were living within a very violent area and I personally think my whole family could do with the extra physical protection he brought into our lives. It is absolutely amazing to watch him work, hiding and protecting us from negativity within every form, physical or energetic.

Moira! Huracan! Now this is a union between soul-spirits that is as rare as 'chicken teeth' (as the locals would have said). Moira is not a human spirit, yet she is bound to me with stronger bonds than my twin brother. She lives within my heart, her energy pulsating through my physical body, similarly as the Groxes used to do within Han Storm's life (see my book at www.chroniclesofhan.com), bringing physical strength, heightened awareness, unbound courage whenever I need it. She's also naughty and weaves a hypnotic spell whenever I need to rest, allowing me to gain more physical rest in one minute than in six or seven hours of deep sleep.

The latest union happened quite unexpectedly. Han Storm's mother joined my team. I'm very thankful for her wisdom, courage and controlling nature. She's really shaping my support team into streamlined outcomes.

Annie came unexpectedly into my life on the 11th of September 2010. Annatjie phoned me in a panic, telling me that "Han Storms' Mother" had just arrived at her home - having used _her_ body as a channel!!!!

Both women (for Annie still perceives herself as predominantly female) were shocked at this unexpected happening.

When Thomas brought Annie home (to me) we had an extended discussion on what had happened to bring her back into my life and why she was actually here.

It turned out that Annatjie's Higher Self had agreed to channel Annie to this Earth plane though Annatjie's body. Annie needs to experience first hand that which she had missed out about me.

It seems as if the people that used to be in Han Storms' life are being given the opportunity to see what went on behind the scenes of that lifetime. But not only that lifetime, others as well. This life is turning out to become a healing session for so many of us.

foot loose has just left this comment on your post "How I met my Divine Support Team":

"I am paying attention and willing to learn but too much info here for one bite - and the script is too small."

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# 22. Physical Change needed to adapt to Higher Vibrations

Mon 6 Dec 2010, 19:40

**Extract from Author's private Diary:**

30Jul2010 Friday

Last night had been terrible. Adjusting to higher vibrations, to be able to handle even higher vibrations within this body than before. It was intense with a high fever and aching so bad that I cried.

Have the feeling that I was not the only one adjusting to higher vibrations. All involved with me were going through the same kind of thing

31Jul2010 Saturday 11h34pm

Know that if I lay my body down now, I'll be working again. Want to stay in limbo for a while. Know that I can go on with book, but also advised to close my eyes.

Know that no rest will come. Know that this aching body will not find relief and comfort. The headaches have been building throughout the day. The psyche is wide open and I managed to bring the invasive physical impulses down a bit, but not enough. All is still too open and I'm picking up on much more than I wish to cope with at the moment.

I am told that it is a question of where you focus your attention.

Just as I know what to write, what memory comes next, I am reminded to keep some memories apart from that which I'm putting together at the moment. Ignore it for later, and it will return, I should not fear or worry. It is all there, until I put my attention upon it.

The same is applicable in the physical. I might hear the drop of a coin in the next room. I could allow this to cut through me, or I can choose to cut the noise out, give the children space to be children, ignore it.

Just as the pain in my body indicates growth to higher levels for this body, so the expansion of the psyche allows me to function better, to become aware of so much more.

" _It is a matter of training. When you train the body to become fit, it hurts. When you train the mind to become fit, it hurts. The same goes for the spirit. It hurts to open up and perceive and it takes self-discipline to learn to wield these new gifts. If you cannot learn to cope, if you cannot learn self-discipline, you fail, losing the ability to handle everything and will become unbalanced, which is not a good thing in any realm."_

12Sept2010 Sunday 06h11pm

Almost 44 days since the energetic change within me started. I am assured that this change will be finished by tomorrow. They asked me to go see the 44 Master number vibration. The two happenings are similar.

So accurate.

The following is what the Master number represents:

[ _Metamorphosis_ (definitely on energetic level) and continued change throughout all times is concentrated with determination of both the acceleration and the ease of reformation of the self (absolutely true). (This is also what I got at the beginning of this change.) The concepts of impetus (forced movement/activity) and catalytic motion are reflected in the 'forty-four' Earth vibration.]

What more can I say. The Universe knows exactly what it is doing.

Thank you for letting me survive this period. It was not pleasant, but I'll be so glad to be back in some semblance of unrestricted health. I know I need these periods of growth in order to survive what is coming. It is as difficult for me to go through as it is for my people around me to see me this way. I love my husband even more for going through this with me, allowing me to be myself.

I've come to understand that what I ultimately must do upon Earth entails similar sacrifices I had to make within previous lifetimes lived. To become all I have to be within this body, upon this Earth, I have to adjust to the required vibrations. It is uncomfortable and sometimes excruciating to do so, to change the vibrations of this body to a more adaptable and user-friendly version for my soul-spirit.

It is an active choice I have been battling with for almost five weeks. I made that choice this day. I hope that things will go better from now on within this life.

14Sept2010 Tuesday 08h04am

Annie* (Han Storms' mother from so long ago) has been with me since Saturday evening. It felt really strange at first to have her here in spirit form, but we eventually figured out that she is here to help me on a physical level.

Yesterday was a very long, demanding day and the evening Annie* sat with me. I was so exhausted, I felt like crying. She told me that it was okay, that I can take a break when I need one.

Sleep did not come, only visions of work to be done and how it needs to be done. I also cannot understand why this body has not yet healed.

Annayeke* advised me that I needed to sleep for the final integration, that my body needed to be cocooned for the healing, but there was still a barrier that had to be broken down first.

I did not understand, for I see myself as totally accepting of what and who I am.

Annie said I must be honest with myself, to go deep within my heart and see that the acceptance of my function is still lacking.

Which is the truth. I am who I am, I cannot help but be a servant and scion of the Cosmos at the same time. That is what I have become. Acceptance of my function on Earth must be complete and unconditional.

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_Message, channelled by Thomas:_

_ "You are the leader within your own life, delegate that which you must. You have everything you need to succeed._

_ Have I not given you all the help you could ever need? Have I not given you a whole team to work with you? Have I not provided you with your old acquaintances to help you in this lifetime? Did I not tear them away from their places of residence to come help you here, upon Earth? Did I not allow you to keep your Huracan in your heart and adventures until otherwise decided._

_ Then do so. Lead. Teach. Advise. Stop feeling saddened by that which you have become, put in writing the way in which you have become yourself. That is the most important assignment. The rest will simply sort itself out, with My guidance. Hear Me, listen to Me, follow My promptings._

_ Do not think about yourself only, for this is not only about you. It is about all of that which is going on at the moment. It is evolution of Earth and all the soul-entities upon and around it._

_ Go forth with a happy heart. Do your function and know that I am pleased with you. That is all that counts."_

*Annie prefers to be called Annayeke

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# 23. What keeps me here?

Tue 7 Dec 2010, 18:08

3Oct2010 Sunday am

My diary has turned into a moan journal.

Thomas said it best: "Moan, moan, moan, grumble, grumble, grumble and in the process you are wasting time. JUST GET ON WITH IT!

Get a new story.

Detach yourself from past events in this lifetime."

Yet detachment from worry and fear of lack does not help with re-living past lives for the book, scrutinizing where all had come from and where all is actually going.

Repeat mantra until my earth identity becomes calm again. 'I am safe. I am safe. I am safe. My needs are always met. My father will always provide all that is needed for physical survival on this Planet for his child, his tool.'

"Everything in the physical has cords binding you to the Planet - grounding you, binding you emotionally to other souls, to perceived problems, lack, loss, fear. Detach yourself from these - re-attach to positive outcomes or just drift un-attached to outcomes."

I cannot live totally unattached, for then why should I be here, doing what I do? Being attached to my loving family keeps me on Earth. They bring me back when I do not want to return.

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# 24. Recognising re-incarnated people

Thu 9 Dec 2010, 18:06

28 Aug 2008 07h20am

It is strange having the double vision of meeting people, knowing them, not knowing them, and KNOWING them. Interesting, weird. My higher self curious about learning their earth identities. My earth identity on the background, acknowledging the personalities, my whole being Knowing the other whole beings. Old alliances being acknowledged and strengthened, even without the knowledge of the earth personality.

25Jun2010 11h24pm

It is not that wonderful to know where you have been and where you are going to. With the knowing comes the responsibility to use the knowledge wisely. It is not easy staying within this life one has chosen for oneself upon this Earth. It is hard to know that, where you really came from, there is no suffering, no physical hard work, no irrational emotional feedback. Everything at home looks so clear. Then one comes here (Earth) and everything is hidden and twisted to suit this physical life.

No. It is better that people do not consciously remember previous lives (unless regressed under supervision for healing purposes).

It is better that people seek to find who they are, for most would not accept themselves, even if they met themselves. Most would not want to stay here and fulfil their contracts if they knew that home was so much easier.

It is good that bodies are created with an automatic instinct for survival. It is good that bodies are programmed to fear death, until the last minute has come.

27Nov2010 11h49pm Saturday

I realize now why most people choose not to remember their previous lives, for when you do remember within the current physical life and you come across a loved one from a previous life, it is a difficult play between the two of you, clouded with who and what you used to be for each other.

It takes extreme self-discipline and courage from the one remembering (or both) not to become personally involved, to realize that the other soul-spirit has come here to do what they have planned. It is not for me to interfere. Just to know is painful enough, and to relive the life we had spent together is a learning curve.

Knowing, recognizing and seeing those that you used to know in previous lives sometimes makes for difficult circumstances, for the memories you have of the person as they used to be differ so much from the person in front of you.

Despite all of this, the soul-spirit is mostly, almost identical. With the personality, that which makes you uniquely You, in most regards either the same or advanced within its own knowledge and experiences, more mature, more grown up.

Unfortunately, you do find those that have not evolved, not learned from their own mistakes, keeping on repeating the same things over and over again. It is incredibly upsetting to see these people you used to know, to realize that they have basically not matured.

Exclusive extract from Chronicles of Han: Journeys of a Psychic, Book 4.

(Re-incarnation of Racewater)

 I faltered.

The young recruit in front of me had your typical Gancor disposition. Dark brown skin, black hair, well-built body.

He even had the Racewater features stamped across his handsome face.

But what made me gasp is the fact that before me, within this . . . boy, I recognise my brother, my friend, my handler from so many years ago.

Daniel Racewater, re-incarnated within this new, vibrant body.

The young man stuck out his hand, waiting to be greeted.

Within my distress to see Racewater in front of me, yet also not Racewater any longer, I've completely missed the name they call him now.

"I did not catch your name?" I asked, greeting the young man with a firm glove-covered hand.

"It is Ignesious Racewater. You can call me Racewater. Everyone does."

Even his voice was very similar to Daniel's.

"May I ask? Are you family of Captain Daniel Racewater?" I turned away from him, seating myself on the comfortable couch.

"Yes. I'm his nephew. It is a pity that I never had the honour of knowing him. He passed over before I was born."

Yes, I thought to myself. It would have to work out this way, wouldn't it? Incarnating back within the family line to grow as quickly as possible to get your own spirit back to me as soon as you can.

But what did it help? Now you do not even recognise yourself, thinking that you are someone else.

And I may not reveal. I may not say. I will have to deal with the issues Daniel and I had between us, all on my own, for you are now Ignesious, the Fiery One.

Panam handed me his file.

I smiled a thank you at him. Yes. He too, was showing his age. It was simply a matter of time before the mortal bodies gave out, or are killed in battle. I will soon be left alone, with new people to deal with within my lives.

Regarding the re-incarnated ones, the ones that choose to continue their adventures next to me, I cannot speak of just yet. We are at that in-between stage. Where planning on all fronts is commenced and new contracts are being entered into on the Other Side.

I scrutinized his file. He had been through the normal academy procedures and training courses, already carrying the rank of Lieutenant. It was quite an achievement for one so young. His file confirmed that he was barely twenty four physical years.

Looking over at the statue standing at attention, reminded me that we Creatans had moved away from refugee status to becoming a Universal Military force to be reckoned with.

Opening planets and new worlds are not for the faint hearted. Our own planet is saved and is receiving the appropriate rest it deserves after serving mankind for thousands of years.

Other planets had their rest and it was now time to re-awaken them to their function of allowing life to thrive and flourish, giving life-opportunities to all that wish to have these experiences.

Watching young Racewater's set jaw confirmed my suspicions that he was as determined to do his duty within this life as he was within the previous one.

"At ease" I told him. "Please, come and sit down, make yourself comfortable while I study this."

He sat down uncomfortably across from me.

Panam brought us all coffee and settled next to young Racewater.

"You feel so familiar" Panam told Racewater, making the young man blush.

"I have to say, it rather feels a bit like déjà vu" young Racewater replied.

Panam smiled knowingly. He knew. He always knew. And he was not even psychic.

"Do you understand the terms of your contract, if you agree to take it?" I wanted to know from Racewater. It felt so odd to be older in physical years than him.

Universe but this lifetime is going to become really interesting if soul-spirits want to re-join my efforts within other bodies.

"Yes sir, I do."

Okay. That is definitely not going to help. Humility will drive me insane.

"You may drop the 'sir' and call me by my name" I told him. "If we are going to work together as closely as we . . . have to, we are to be on equal terms."

Almost dropped it there. 'Used to' would only confuse the boy. Stay with it, Han, no use upsetting him on his first day re-acquainting with you.

Thomas walked in. Stopped. Stared for only a second and continued as if nothing untoward had happened.

"Hi" he greeted in his non-threatening way, his bright blue eyes gleaming with mischief.

I gave him a 'NO' look.

He pulled a sad face at me.

Seating himself next to me, he helped himself to the coffee intended for me.

Panam rolled his eyes and left to the kitchen to go and fetch another helping.

"Are we having a new one on the team?" Thomas asked, taking the file out of my hands, flipping through it.

Young Racewater was obviously annoyed at this lack of manners, seeing it as a lack of respect.

He kept his tongue, but I could see his aura starting to anger.

Just like old times. Always annoyed with Thomas' know-it-all attitude. 

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# 25. Meeting of Old Friends

Sat 11 Dec 2010, 06:43

18Nov2010 Thursday 15h41pm

I know now why I had to experience certain of the events I've experienced throughout my lives (including this one). One of the reasons was to learn compassion. To learn what loss means. To become kinder within my dealings with free-willed and dimension-bound people.

I also understand where my intolerance for certain 'flaws' comes in. Why I have absolutely no compassion for certain 'mistakes', why I am so devastatingly hard on myself.

And in the same breath, I see now why I have so much empathy, so much love for the souls within these flawed bodies, struggling to come to grips with eternity.

It took me a very long time to balance being who I am in physical form, knowing all I know. It is so easy taking on physical form when it is your duty. To perform your duty as specified by the Creator. To do as you must without any feelings, without any emotions. No harm done to your soul spirit. You do not have to experience. You simply do.

But now, now it is totally different. Over the past few lifetime opportunities, starting approximately at the time of Han Storm's adventures, I've grown into becoming something different from my original function I had been created for. Now I've been placed into positions to grow into emotional experiences, to learn empathy and compassion. And above all, love for the Creator's creations.

I am also learning to slot timeframes to my physical lives lived before. I can now clearly see when what had happened, where I've been in different dimensions and parallel worlds. Also how I've been moved around the Cosmos. At first willingly going wherever the Creator needed my specialized services.

But later, when I was introduced to emotional growth, it was done with a lot more resistance. If it was not for my absolute, overwhelming sense of wanting to know EVERYTHING regarding physical experience, it would have been so much harder to let go of, and leave loved ones behind.

It is usually a very lonely journey, taken by only a single entity when you work between dimensions and parallel worlds. I'm thankful that the last few journeys I had to make were accompanied by my Huracan*. She is still with me, a part of my soul-spirit. It was her choice not to leave, to travel with me, fused within my soul. (Small wonder my kids sometimes call me Dragon-lady - when she gets fed up with Earth mentality!)

I've met so many old friends from various lives lived within different realms (Earth included) and it is absolutely amazing that they 'just know' that they know me. Some of them experience remembrance. Others know we've had shared previous adventures. A lot of my friends are with me in spirit form. The old Han Storm team is mostly back together (spirit and physical!). At other times, I've met entities that I know, that now act as guides for other psychics.

The only constant within all my lives has been my Light Guardian. It is the entity that the Creator instructed to watch over my soul-spirit the instant I was created from Source. Although we are both considered servants, it has become a silent witness throughout the ages, a shadow surrounding me and guarding over me in many adventures. Not allowing any unauthorized harm to come over me.

It is amazing that Earth should turn out to be such a cross-Universal hub of old friends and acquaintances coming together, to exchange information, tales, workload. Just to renew bonds, or finally release them. It is so absolutely fascinating. Especially because it is happening not just around me - but with me.

I know this is part of my function. Part of why I'm here. To reveal the innermost intimate secrets of the Universe to those that need it to start living inter-dimensional lives. I also know why Leilaka* is so important, because it resembles Earth very closely. The book on Leilaka would give people such a vast amount of knowledge.

*Huracan (dragon) /Leilaka - outlines of this adventure already written - later to become a proper book!

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# 26. Different levels of Spirit

Mon 13 Dec 2010, 09:17

Extract from Author's private Diary:

7July2010 - Wednesday 09h17pm

We are all spirit incarnated within physical bodies, but spirit entities differ. Not all soul-spirits are created the same. There is endless variety in the true realm, as on this physical planet. Animal spirits differ from human spirits, souls.

In one respect human souls are seen to have been made equal, but it is not. Within creation is discrimination where there are lesser souls that are only starting on their paths, preferring to start at the bottom, growing upward.

Higher evolved soul-spirits are usually more concerned with beauty, art, fulfilment and finding of the Self. It is true that really great souls have chosen the paths of the Teachers, to help lift and educate those starting out upon their journeys to a higher degree of evolvement. These are Masters within themselves, taking on these difficult incarnations to help evolution of souls along.

There are guides, observers, masters, teachers, healers, cosmic servants, angels, archangels, legions, ministries, you name it, there are spirit souls working in those departments, and sometimes, the Creator sends in his very own servants, to do Its bidding to Its specifications.

It was extremely difficult for me to consciously accept who I truly am. It might be impossible for most people to accept or even try to understand who I really am.

I have chosen a good body to incarnate into. It works fine for me, mostly. Sometimes it is restrictive and difficult, especially when physical duties pressurize.

When I relate my truth, most that do not know me simply think me boastful. Therefore I refrain from answering argumentative questions or being drawn into negative discussions. I allow people their own opinions and tolerate their conclusions as a patient entity would. Everyone has the right to make up their minds what they believe.

The thing is, I do not believe. I know. There is a huge difference. A lot of energy workers are still intuitive believers, not yet opened to their own knowing. It is part of my task to alter this, to reconnect spirit souls until the net of the Creator's healers are re-joined within strength. When we all know that we are not the only ones out there, when we know we are not alone, then we can better our very own physical lives. And connected spiritually with each other, we can connect everyone to the Creator.

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# 27. 'Other' work

Thu 16 Dec 2010, 23:13

Question from my loved ones and friends:

You always say you have 'other' work to do when you go away within yourself like you do, now tell us: where do you go? What do you do? We wish to know, to understand you better.

Extract from Author's private Diary:

7Jul2010 20h49

Moira is weaving a spell around me to calm me, to soothe me, to bring me to a point of happy detachment. She is naughty in this regard. I cannot sleep now. Not that her hypnosis helped much in heating my body up. I cannot understand why I cannot get warm. It is as if my body had died a long time ago and no-one told it that it is supposed to be alive again.

Answer Thomas: "When you hover between worlds, having your consciousness in more places than in your body, within this world, this timeframe, your body is 'left' behind, just as when left to die. The body cannot function without the whole of the spirit-consciousness present. It goes into a half state, bringing all warmth to the essentials only, to keep it alive and well for your return.

When working in this way, when you are awake and aware with split consciousness, you are aware that your body is suffering. Therefore it is confirmation to yourself that you are working in more places than one. It is the same reason why your husband refuses you to drive a vehicle. It is the same when you lie in bed, not yet asleep, yet out of your body already, but still very aware of it."

17Aug2010 Tuesday 20h18

How does one explain to people where you go when you go and work in other realms, other dimensions, other time-lines while still attached to this body on Earth?

My loved ones are asking me where I go, what I do, who I see or interact with. I know it is because they are genuinely interested. But it is already difficult for me to be in the present, and to be asked where I go is not so easy to explain.

How does one explain to someone that in the period of an hour or two, I had seen dozens of people, negotiated deals and have given education on a host of subjects? At the same time, I had been working in other dimensions, visiting other entities that needed my help, concentrated upon my own Overself, my very own soul-spirit, regained relevant information from it, downloaded the recordings of what needs to go into the book next, stuffed the memories of this Earth, of previous lives lived here, into a bin, because it is not relevant or appropriate to deal with it right now.

Through it all, I still hear my family going on, the builders going on next door, I am still aware while 'asleep'.

And then, when I finally think it best to give up upon the promised rest, I am given a tiny amount, only enough to allow my body the relief of all the stress.

Then Thomas comes and asks me to wake up. I need to wake up my sleepy cells and pull myself together. And when I am functional, I realize that I am freezing because I had left my body unattended and still for far too long.

When I do this, when I work outside of the physical, it is not just people from here that I see, talk to. I go to other places, other dimensions, other time-lines that has nothing to do with Earth, or its physical realities.

When coming back, I allow most of the 'other' work to stay behind, within the soul, for to bring all of it here would be too overwhelming for my Earth Identity, which is already struggling to come to grips with everything.

The question remains, what do I tell people that ask me questions? What do I say?

Answer Thomas: "It is best to tell that which is appropriate to this Dimension, to the Earth realm. They do not need to know that you see as if through layers of film, overlapping, dancing within and over each other, while you need to place the focus on whichever entity needs your help, advice, attention, the most urgent.

It is better to keep quiet about these things for now. You are just starting to cope with it within this body, upon this realm. When you are practiced more upon meeting the incredible demands of what is needed upon this plane, and simultaneously, upon others, then you might be able to explain it in a more relating way."

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# 28. Finding your very own Destiny

Thu 23 Dec 2010, 09:00

I have been asked the question by many who they really are? What their destiny is? Where they can find out about why they are here and what they have come to learn? Which clues are they given to follow their own destiny?

For those people who do not feel with their whole being what they need to do upon this Earth, your path, your destiny, is written within your birth date and your very own name vibrations.

Advanced Numerology and Astrology can open the way to finding and following your very own destiny within this lifetime.

It also gives a good idea as to a behind the scenes look at your personality, why you do certain things within this lifetime.

When you start to re-discover yourself, you start on a lifelong journey of fascinating aspects and intriguing concepts of yourself.

This is a journey into self-discovery I would advise every individual to indulge upon.

'Where can I find this information?' you ask.

Today it is freely available from reputable sources everywhere.

If you do not wish to put in the hard work of learning through books or seminars, there are more than enough qualified practitioners available.

Practitioners can be found in local link-up tabloids or ask at esoteric- or health shops (preferable the smaller ones). The owners usually know a host of reputable practitioners, dedicated to help Seekers find their way. The WWW also provides easy reference to information.

While we are on the subject of services rendered, it is commonly perceived that when you work from an energetic level you 'must not charge' for knowledge or services rendered.

People must remember that Lightworkers still need to function within a physical environment, within society.

We might have a Universal job or mission, but we still need to maintain ourselves in order to bring knowledge and healing to those that wish and need it.

Years of hard work and training made us capable of helping and assisting others. The energy output most practitioners do to bring direct information from the Universe to the Seeker (client) is already worth the price of a consultation.

You will not visit a doctor or healer wishing not to compensate them for their services rendered. Energy exchange to maintain balance is of the utmost importance.

Question from a friend: 'Why do you not practice any longer?'

In order to find other people's paths, their contracts which they have engaged upon this lifetime, I have to change vibrational levels.

It changes me and a chart usually takes 6-8 hours to complete. (This is preferably done in a single session to maintain optimal channelling.)

My own family became neglected and it was agreed upon that I would no longer render these services. No matter how much I was compensated monetarily for it, the price upon my mental outlook (bringing vibrations back to normal levels) and un-involvement with my own loved-ones is simply too high.

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# 29. What happens if we should fail?

Thu 23 Dec 2010, 09:06

**Extract from Author's private Diary:**

21July2010 Wednesday 07h52

Question from Author: There are so many variants within this lifetime, overlapping and flowing in and out of focus. Earth is not stable. I know that is why I am here, it is one of my sub-conscious functions, but it filters through to my everyday life and I see the fluctuations. I see the razorblade we walk upon. Any slight deviation can tumble Earth into oblivion. I fear this instability. I fear walking this tightrope. This knowledge makes me feel depressed and hopeless.

_ Answer Thomas: That is the road Earth has to walk. That is the path her people have chosen. There are many things going on at the moment, many other people also know, feel and carry this burden. Do not feel alone. You are not the only one going through similar emotional turmoil._

_You need to KNOW, what you are, as a soul-spirit, cannot be harmed, even if Earth cannot continue, even if all of you cannot make a difference in the end. All will become spirit again. All will be placed somewhere else, upon other places, to start over._

_ So even if it is a total waste, a total disaster, which we do NOT foresee, we just start over somewhere else. It would be a terrible loss though, that is why so many of you are placed everywhere in order to assist these lesser evolved ones. All is pulling together and the end-game is near._

_ You need to see your small physical part in all this. You and your family bring hope to people. And not just hope of healing, but of survival against all odds. Individuals that start to know you, look to you for inspiration. Your books will do the same, allowing for growth and acceptance of things unknown to this world. It is also preparation for people to start making their own experiences larger, bringing into context the Universe and the Cosmos. Allowing for expansion and evolution into new areas, new places, new experiences - not of this Earth Plane._

_ All those from other realms that are gathered upon this earth will also have the benefit when coming into contact with you. REMEMBER who you are. REMEMBER that you are a catalyst, whatever you touch, WILL change._

_ Also know that you have all the help around you that you need. Make use of it. Allow them to carry you at all times. Allow the cosmic energy to flow and expand within yourself. Just acknowledge it and allow it. Feel the strength return, the courage, the energy. Now go. Do what you must._

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13Oct2010 Wednesday 10h11pm

Strangely, I'm finding myself within a similar space as I had gone through in other lifetimes as well. It is quite confusing for my family and extremely irritating for me. I know what I'm going through, but my body is clearly not able to gain comprehension of where all of this is going. How can I explain this to loved ones around me? I have no words as such to tell them what is going on.

How do you tell someone that the energy vibrations they create are extremely disruptive in your immediate environment at the moment. How can you tell a child that is reaching out that their energy field is actually hurting you when they touch you? One cannot do it here, on this predominantly fourth dimensional world.

All I see and experience around me drains the energy right out of me. And at the moment, I have no way of blocking this energy from going out to everyone. I cannot shield myself. It is dreadful to know the 'now', the 'done', the 'possibilities'. Not only for the next few months, for years in advance. I see what will happen if we do not change consciousness drastically on a global scale.

Yet, I'm told that if we do not change, the slate will simply wipe itself clean and re-invent itself. Life will seize to exist as we know it and it will start over, again!

I see this. I experience this. I know the near-misses we've had so far. I'm aware of so much going on, yet I'm told that it is not for me to worry about. It is for other's this time. It is their mission. I do what I must and they will do what they must. It does not make my task easier, being so totally aware of it all.

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# 30. Path of the Writer

Tue 28 Dec 2010, 14:01

27March2010 16h54pm

Within the Oneness, I am to walk the path of the writer. Which is the path of inward discovery and outward loneliness.

Only the writer knows how he truly feels and what he truly experiences on the path of producing the outcome within the pages of a book. A book to be read and re-read by the people that need and enjoy that which the writer had created.

Creating. As sure as creating a body for a child. This is a tool for the soul, to enlighten, to soothe, to bring understanding, to grow. We all read. Every time we stop reading, we have learned so much more. We have, in some small way, changed, grown, grieved, cried, laughed with the author, the character, ourselves.

We have healed a part of our being, we have learned to understand some part which we needed to understand.

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# 31. Death: Transformation from the physical back to the spiritual realms

Thu 30 Dec 2010, 08:51

The interesting thing about physical death for me is that I can never recall the memory of a person or animal without having it clouded with its 'death'. Whenever I think of a person, see the memory, or the photo, the death is there, overlapping the happier memories.

And beyond that, that which they truly are.

30Jun2010 07h41am Wednesday

It is absolutely fascinating that the seeming finality of these physical lives always come back to haunt me. I've finalized the two pieces of writing where the life force was exterminated from the physical bodies. I had a severe emotional response to it, and know that I will again weep for my losses when I read my own histories.

It is no consolation that some of the soul-spirits will travel with me from physical to physical. Most who I learned to love do not move on with me, choosing their own familiar worlds.

I could not face the one lifetime after this memory and flitted over to the next. As I re-read, I realize that compiling this book is much harder than I had anticipated. There are so many adventures and how does one write one's life upon pages without having to relive it all again?

What I have been asked to start has no end for there are volumes that can be written up and not enough time within this lifetime to complete all of it. As it is, more than a year has passed and I am not yet finished with the start of my first adventure. I am pushed to produce more, but this physical life takes time.

Placing my consciousness within my memories, and then back to this physical world and its responsibilities, takes time, effort and immense concentration. It is not easy to know that you might be brought back from your higher self at any time.

Those lives I chose to place on paper are the better ones, where I have come into my powers. I still retain within my spirit that which I need the most. It is not appropriate to use some of my gifts within this lifetime. Some of my skills I use here extensively, although mostly unknowingly upon those in need.

Holding my own lines within this lifetime is also not fun. Pulling things together and still having to run a few others within other places drains the energies. My human personality is still coming to grips with that one.

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# 32. Contentment Found

Sat 1 Jan 2011, 01:03

Thomas: "Are you happy now?"

Author: "Yes, I am content."

With the removal of more veils and the authorisation from the Universe to open even more Self-remembrance, the looking up of old acquaintances, allies and loved ones, I begin to see the fruits of my labours through eons of assisting mankind.

I am humbled to realize that the tasks I have performed to the very best of my abilities have been met with positive results, especially upon Earth, which I deem my most difficult incarnations.

Thomas: "Why do you have to write the story of your lives?"

Author: "To re-experience The Creator within those physical lives."

Thomas: "This time you are not to destroy your work as you've done previously to make one man feel better.

This is for all of mankind that wishes to learn to know their Creator in a different way.

It is for yourself to take note of all that has transpired through your labours.

It is for you to heal that which you have neglected for too long.

We used to have fun within physical lives, you are still naughty and mischievous, dig around under the stagnation of woe and you will find your joy."

Peace settles within my heart as so many things suddenly make sense within this lifetime.

Moira curls up around it, sharing the space with the engraving of two very special souls.

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"Slowly but surely I start to accept that we have a predestined path and nothing that I do now can change that. I have a contract with this lifetime and just have to be patient and dedicated to what the day to day commitments require and do that with love and compassion. One day, like you, I will understand better."

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# 33. The concept of Yoga

Tue 4 Jan 2011, 05:45

I have been asked to explain this phenomenal concept.

The following information is a good guide for non-practitioners of Yoga as well. As Yoga is a training process, most of us follow these natural steps to enlightenment and our way home, in any case. Have a good read through and see where you still need to work on yourself.

Yoga is not just a good form of exercise (mostly in the Western world). It is a way of Life. Just as Buddhism (not the religion), Karate, Kung Fu, Tai Chi, etc. are actually all ways of life and not just measures of self-defence, physical exercise or spiritual enlightenment.

Hatha Yoga (Kundalini Yoga), works on the base Chakra (Energy Point) and is for stabilizing and grounding the body. It is the original form of training the body to submit to the demands of the spirit. Ha, or Prana, is the Life-force or Source Energy that connects everything in the Universe (also likened to the Holy Spirit in the Christ/Krishna-consciousness). (T-)ha or Apana, is the Power of Creation this energy carries within it. Prana activates the body at one end and the mind at the other. It is used for healing within the body and on a Global or Universal scale, depending on how the user wields it. When activated for the use of the individual, Prana comes together at the Solar Plexus to be channelled through all the chakras to ensure good health and peace of mind. The awakened Life Force activates and vitalizes all the other chakras or energy points within the human body.

Tantra Yoga, works on the second major Chakra and is used for Transformation, shaping and purifying the body and spirit. This involves higher studies within the higher realms, including downloads of information. This is where one becomes aware, and sees, the play between female and male energies which brings forth into the physical world a never-ending dance of creation. Union with this Cosmic sexuality opens our senses, refining and heightening sexual experience and helps us to accept physical life.

Karma Yoga, working on the third major Chakra, opens our psyche and connects us spiritually, within worshipfulness, to the Creator. Here we learn to do our duty, not feeling as if it is duty any longer, but Divine Will that is bringing our actions into harmony with the natural Cosmic Energy of Creation. Within our activity we never lose sight of the Cosmic Divine Ground, doing our duty without attachment, egoism or selfish desire. Within these meditations we start to desire to know ourselves. Our souls identify with the Creator and can be actively recognised by others due to the humble surrender of selfish interest and by a total freedom from fear, lust, anger, anxiety, tension and spiritual weakness. We recognize that the Creator, and the Creator alone, truly exists. Everything is part of the Creator, including ourselves.

Bhakti Yoga works on the fourth major Chakra, training the emotions, purifying the spirit and the soul and starts things flowing in the correct direction - back home. Here the emotions are trained so that Love, which is The Creator, once again identifies itself. Cosmic consciousness, which is the Consciousness of Cosmic Being, Cosmic Existence or Oneness, expresses itself as pure Love. In Cosmic terms, Love is not two becoming one, but one soul-spirit regaining wholeness. Within this Yoga you are trained to Love ALL and not the many. You learn to bring the Cosmic Love of the Creator for Its creations down into your daily vibrations. This deepens and intensifies your feelings towards the Creator. Your feelings will relate everything to the Creator, perceive the Creator within all things and you will be transfigured in your love for the Creator.

Raja (Royal) or Mantra Yoga, works on the fifth Chakra and trains a person within relationships, communication and transmitting vibrations. This Yoga is Transcendental Meditation. Here training is given to reach a superconscious state where the realisation of the soul's eternal independence is possible. The veil is lifted, the soul-spirit is turned away from evil and the physical is allowed to truly live. Now the practice of opposites commence, turning all negative vibrations to positive outcomes within the newfound virtue of the soul-spirit. Concentration, meditation and superconscious vision flow smoothly into one another and are three phases of one event. The training process is complete when in the state of superconscious vision your soul realises its eternal independence and unaffectedness by matter. Here no-one goes further without the consent and assistance of the Gate-keepers. When you have entered into the state of Transcendental Meditation, you will become liberated from self-imposed bondage, no longer wishing to lead a life of isolation, to be spared the luxury of not taking part in the world's activities. You will joyously play your part in the world-drama, without becoming attached to anything, nor desiring any worldly thing.

Jnana or Yantra Yoga works on the sixth Chakra and is The Path of Wisdom or Self-realization. It is the seeking and attainment of true Wisdom. If you do not base your deeds and devotion on wisdom, it becomes simply work or motions. It is as such, a waste of time and effort.

How does one attain wisdom?

Indirect wisdom can be attained through knowledge by acquaintance (other people). Books and teachers are of essential and indispensable value but can only lead you so far and no further. You take in all the information from these external factors, wait a while, ponder upon it, bring everything together within yourself. Some of it you will discard as not working for you, other information you will keep within yourself. Now it has become Direct Wisdom. Direct Wisdom is knowledge by identity - you can identify with it. You understand it on a soul-spirit level. It makes sense, even if only on a subconscious level within this realm.

Truths about Enlightenment

  * Apart from the Teacher-Seeker co-operation, it is ultimately the Lord/God/(Over)Self who bestows Enlightenment on the Seeker.

  * "Even the desire to realize the Self arises in a man only on account of the Grace of God"

  * It is the Supreme Being alone that enables the Seeker to cross the ocean of ignorance.

  * "Rama, when I am body-conscious I am your servant; when I am conscious of my identity as an individual soul, I am part of you; but when I loose these and realise I am the Self, I am You" – Hanuman

  * Wisdom lies in combining all the yogic practices in order that there can be integral perfection and divinisation of the entire being.

  * The good man goes to heaven and returns, but one who has realised the significance of the great Truth (that thou art – you are not the body, mind and senses, but the Immortal Infinite Absolute Being) is liberated here and now.

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# 34. Visions of Future Events 2011/2012

Fri 7 Jan 2011, 16:33

So many have asked me about what the future holds for Earth over the next two years. So many are apprehensive of the changes they know within their soul-spirits are going to happen shortly. Opposing views, visions and predictions have caused hesitation within many to go on with their lives, preventing them from living it to the full.

Visions, pre-sight and predictions are events that are shown to psychic receptive people (those in vibrational harmony with the Higher Worlds). These events are but possibilities of the future and do not carve these events into stone.

When I'm asked specifically to 'look' into future possibilities, I usually see seven very strong versions of the same requested event. What I then use as a 'predicted' outcome is the line or version I see as the strongest possibility happening, giving only this one event to the seeker, reminding them that it is up to them to change their destiny if they so wish.

And yes, on this Earth realm, we CAN change our DESTINY. Within the vibrational shifts happening in, on and around our planet called Earth, we have been given the opportunity to change our pre-planned paths. We no longer need to die, then go back into the Higher Worlds to re-plan events - we are able to change it right here, from the comfort of our own bodies.

We no longer need to plod along within the original planned path. When we know what we had planned before coming here, and feel that we know all that we can from those original choices (Done that, received the T-shirt, thank you); we can change into the Divine Beings we are, without having to relinquish the excitement of the physical worlds.

What I've been shown is that the next two years or so is simply an ongoing consciousness shift. This current time we are living in will separate the Soul Spirits that want to move forward into higher vibrations from the ones that wish not to.

"Then if so many people are dieing and passing into another form of existence, why are so many being born, incarnating within bodies at the moment, the population on Earth being almost 7 Billion?" I was asked.

Most of the new incarnations are people wishing the experiences that are available on Earth at the moment, and the experiences that are going to be available soon. The challenges and energetic changes have attracted them to come here, at this time. A lot of these new incarnations are helpers from other regions, taking physical lives now in order to assist Earth with the second shift (in about another 12 years or so). Right now they are giving their 'parents' a reason to continue on Earth. Most people will see to the safety of their children first, ignoring their own needs in order to allow an opportunity at life for their offspring. (Dual purpose - no effort wasted by The Creator.)

"But they will simply be teenagers by the second shift you are talking about?" I was asked.

Yes, but the age of the body does not matter if the soul-spirit within is aware of itSelf, its function upon the stage the Creator has ordained.

Now look at the number - 7 Billion - is it not a wonderful spiritual number?

7 is an emotional number symbolizing victory through the balance of opposites. Is it not exactly where we are at the moment? Are we not balancing the pull from material forces on the one end of the scale and spiritual forces on the other? When we achieve victory (inner strength and harmony), when we KNOW ourSelves and have laid the Ego aside, when we are balanced within, everything else will automatically balance as well. Our personal lives, our affairs, our Earth!

Extracts from Author's private Diary:

06Nov2010 Sat 15h30pm

Why am I so devastatingly unsure of this change within my life. I can see for only another 12 months, after this it becomes a blur and I cannot stand it!

Answer Thomas: "Everything is readying for the new change. The rewards are here, not just on hand. It is happening already. Put away the bitterness. Be decisive. Have courage. Cut away the old and that no longer necessary. Clean out and clear out. Stagnation and discontent are the roots of the problems. Refresh, get a new story, live some."

Channel through Thomas:

"This is a Transformation to become who you really are - not just who you where meant to be in this lifetime.

You once again stand before the dawn of a new way of life. It is nothing to dread for within the higher vibrations you become yourSelf. Your true Self. And as you know when you are true Self, nothing can claim Spirit except the Creator itself. It is time, Han, to once again become mostly yourself within this body you have chosen as a vessel upon this place.

Walk within the peace of the Universal Energy. Know that you, as spirit, can overcome anything physical. You have all the help you can ever need. Trust.

Trust that which you are. Trust yourself and your abilities.

It is ok Han. You've done this many times before. You've come to this place in your life, time and time again. Relax and let it integrate. Give it the instant it needs. Rest now for a lot will be requested from you soon."

26Nov2010 08h02am Friday

Suddenly I realise that I'm actually ok with all of this. This lifetime is not just for others, but for myself as well. I'm being re-united with so many soul-spirits that I had deemed 'lost' that it feels as if I'm being given a present for myself, for me and only me.

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU.

Of all the gifts I have retained within this body, the one I hate and love the most is pre-sight (visions), or advance knowledge of things to come. It is a blessing and a curse at the same time. A blessing to know what to do, where to avoid or tweak or push. A curse when you see what is coming and there is nothing you can do about it but sit the situation out because it is a growth opportunity for yourself or others.

What I positively, absolutely abhor is, when my gift is blocked and I find myself within a blank space without any pre-knowledge of immediate things to come. I'm told that it is sometimes better this way, that things are still unfolding behind the scenes.

It is no consolation to me and makes me apprehensive, for a while. Then my Divine Support Team asks me to trust and relax, to stop worrying my pretty little head about things, that they are busy resolving on my behalf.

Fine, just leave it in God's in-tray, respond to the promptings and the little ideas that come up, and everything will work out as it should.

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"Thank goodness we can all have our own opinion.

I have been married to the author for 17 years and have been her most severe critic as I have studied science and always try through science to prove/disprove or explain what I have experienced and seen while with her.

Thus far I have come to the conclusion that I do not have enough knowledge about science or the spiritual to explain my experiences, and have come to accept what I experience.

For example, not following her advice/predictions has cost me in excess of R1 million in crooked partners and clients, bad investments, etc.

By listening to her I have avoided fatal mishaps, made good investments and become successful in business.

On many occasions she has notified people that outwardly would appear in perfect health to go to a doctor as she had "seen" that they have a problem. In every instance her call was justified. In most instances she did not even know the person.

And no, she does not sell baubles or her services.

Believe me, as her harshest critic, I have tried for 17 years to explain the how or why but have been forced to accept what I have experienced as real.

By the way, my judgement has not been clouded by the fact that life has never been boring around her!"

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# 35. Will I be remembered?

Mon 17 Jan 2011, 23:11

Some day, when I look back upon this life, what will I see?

Will I have left a legacy of remembrance behind?

Would people know who I was years after I have departed Earth?

Or would I just be a flitting memory within the minds and hearts of the people I used to know and be associated with?

Will this lifetime contain lessons that can be learnt within other Universes, within other Dimensions?

Was my life boring and mundane with only a few highlights to say - "Look, that was me!"?

Or would this lifetime become another story to be told to generations to come?

It has not been a boring adventure so far.

A sad one, yes.

A hard one, yes.

Mundane? Absolutely not!

With intrigue and drama and incredible events, it is an ideal mix for a soap opera that will entertain and enthral people for years to come.

Just as I've left legacies upon Earth before, so will I again.

Totally different scenarios.

Totally different outcomes.

Totally different experiences.

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# 36. A change in attitude

Thu 20 Jan 2011, 00:44

I was once asked what the correct way to live life was. What the Creator prescribed as to how to live life on this Earth plane. How to combine the spiritual with the matter/physical?

I am still learning this process.

It is easy to tell someone to take the "Golden Path", "Do as you want others to do onto you", live "The Secret", follow philosophies. Try this and that.

And all through his toilings, the common man continues to struggle to survive in a high enough state to start the spiritual path.

How do you combine the two?

How do you survive and live spiritually at the same time?

How do you create the balance?

A step by step guide would have been welcome!

Here are some thoughts upon the above that has helped to change my attitude of how I approach physical challenges:

The correct adjustments of your thoughts:

Whatever we attract, we require. Whatever we need is always good.

As difficult as this may seem, it is the truth. I used to think that I'm a 'shit magnet'. Now I know that it was merely a learning curve to be able to help other people through their difficult paths. I can truly say "I feel with you" for I really do. I've been through similar experiences.

The very statement of lack or loss or 'hard' times will send money/wealth fleeing from us.

Every time we choose a good thought, we make a good investment.

The only true thing we own is CHOICE. Only when we say out loud, allowing every member of our Divine Support Teams to hear that "I choose, I decide, it is my choice, here and now" can they place their attention upon what we have chosen and can start manifesting our choice into reality.

First we think, then we speak, then we do, and all the time we are succeeding already in manifestation (negative or positive).

We need to remember/realize that we are truly spirit and created by the Creator.

We each have a Divine Support team, just for us, to protect us, oversee all the workings within our lives, and assist us in whatever choices we've made.

Why is this so?

Because we are precious and beloved by our Creator who wishes every child to succeed within their individual choices.

A simplified step by step guide that has been of immense assistance to myself:

  * From this moment forward problems are non existent - they have become life challenges or tests. It is up to you how you choose to deal with them.

  * Refrain from sensationalizing or dramatising your life challenges. Rather laugh them into non-existence.

  * Stop feeding challenges the substance of your thoughts, words and emotions. Starve them from attention, only give the smallest amount of effort to negate them. Do not allow them to rule your life. In the end, you cannot take them with to the Spiritual Planes.

  * Do not criticize in secret; cease from even silently finding fault with another, rather take the responsibility upon yourself and face your tormentors - discuss how you feel with them.

  * Put away sarcasm from your speech, it only hurts yourself.

  * Stop complaining, no-one likes grumblers.

  * Do not prophesy evil for yourself or others and refrain from accusing people of evil in any form, it will come back to haunt you.

  * Refrain from uttering and thinking petty statements about yourself or others, it establishes unwanted and unwarranted labels, creating ties that will have to be cut again later.

  * Stop referring to the 'faults' of your family, friends, neighbours, business associates or government, rather concentrate on becoming the best person YOU can be.

  * Have a good word for YOURSELF and others, or hold your tongue in silence.

  * Silence is your denial of apparent negativity, move away/refrain from engaging in/with negative people, places, gossip, media sensationalism.

  * Get a new story - become aware of how many times you tell the same negative story over and over again - change it to what you would wish it to be - and it will become the new and wanted.

  * Live transformational - in other words, play around with opposites - instead of speaking negative, try and speak positive, replace negative words with positive ones. Turn worry into peace as there is a divine reason for everything that happens to us. Turn anger to Love. Anger destroys inner harmony. Seek out the reason for anger and release it.

  * Refrain from Fighting. Fight against War/Crime, Poverty, Cancer? Fighting has never brought anything but more negativity. Instead turn this around. I am/stand for LOVE, Peace, Wealth and Health on all levels of our being, and then practice it. Reminded is Mother Theresa - she never stood for fighting, only for LOVE and did the Creator not provide in her every single need for herself and the people under her care?

  * Put in the effort. Without the dedicated work, nothing will be achieved. Physically and mentally, you need to bring your full share in order for your Divine Support Team to be able to assist you. Do not sit around - do something, follow up on the tiny snippets of light bulb moments you receive from your Guides. Even if it seems incredulous or ridiculous, follow up on their leads - it might just make you a happier, content person, if not a millionaire. At worst you might just have fun.

  * Begin to be quietly thankful, grateful, praiseful from the time you open your eyes in the morning until you close them at night.

Extract from Author's private diary:

27May2010 Thursday 16h42pm

It feels such a struggle on this place, this planet. I do not mind working hard, but I can only reach so many people when limitations are placed on every turn I make.

It might be that my personality is only acting out, but I would really appreciate some peace of mind to do what I must, instead of the constant juggling to make ends meet on every front - family, health and business. I am tired. I would appreciate a breakthrough in this lack of things needed to survive.

Thomas:

"Let go of everything of the past.

Turn only to the new.

Ignore what is lost and left behind.

Go only forward."

21Jun2010 Monday 05h41pm

Received a message this morning.

Question from author: If all is ok now, then why do I still feel so overwhelmed?

Answer Thomas: "You are at the exact space where you need to be. The mysteries and synchrodestiny of the Universe is being revealed to you and coming together. With receiving higher vibrations and the immediate stress of moving house and sorting out current physical and ageless emotional things, you should refrain from procrastination and get down to business. You are reminded that you are a leader, although mostly working silently from behind the scenes. Everything that is happening at the moment is leading to success and new business opportunities.

The good news is that the World is prepared to give you unlimited help from all its areas. All involved have agreed to listen and help.

The ancient energy of the Huracan still pulsates through your soul. As you learn to accept all that you are, learn to embrace your power and use it responsibly."

But this is life on Earth, far removed from where I used to be?

Answer Thomas: "Not so. Remember and see within your soul. The truth is there. You are who you are. Use your gifts!"

What a learning curve. With everything running around in my head, of old things that need to be released, of methods and ways of how to do so and what new things I can do, I now see myself as an idiot for not doing so before!

Annatjie has just left this comment on your post "A change in attitude":

"With due respect ..... what an improvement on The Secret. Thank you. If anybody does not understand this, he/she does not want to understand!"

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# 37. The challenge of change itself!

Sat 22 Jan 2011, 08:29

Seeker: "Now that you've told us to start changing, to try something new - my LIFE is in ruins, turned upside down by change! What now?"

Now you sit back and see the miracle of change happening within your life.

For so many years you have done things the same way, every single day, wanting to change for the better but never instigating it.

Now you've made the decision that you no longer want to live in negativity. You've started the change and now you feel as if you have been cast out of Paradise, thrown out of the house to start looking after yourself, pulled away from the feasts in Egypt, just to die in the desert.

No. Your life is like a cup of tea (the old type with the leaves in it, and I hope I am not giving away my age). You have been stirring the tea one way all your life and suddenly you have come to a dead halt - rethinking the way your life is going. Now you've made the conscious decision to change it around, to try something new and better for yourself. You are stirring the tea the other way, dragging up all the tea-leaves to the top of the cup!

These are the issues you need to deal with, pick them out of your cup, one by one, deal with the ones you no longer need, put those back you wish to keep. This is the sorting out period.

In some circles it is called a detoxing or healing crisis, when things get worse before they get better. I know it as 'Chemicalization'. A chemical reaction occurs within all the fields that make you You. In the end, you will be a happier, healthier person.

Seeker: "Then how do I deal with this 'healing crisis'?"

What has always helped me through a healing crisis is a little prayer in one of Catherine Ponder's books. A special blessing to Catherine for brining healing into so many people's lives.

"This is nothing to fear. This is not evil. There is only good at work in this experience. I am chemicalizing. Healing is now taking place in my world. I am letting the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart become acceptable in the Creator's sight. I rest, relax and let it.

Devine love, expressing through me, now draws to me all that is needed to make me happy and my life complete.

All that is not for my highest good now fades out of my life quickly and harmoniously.

Divine love cannot be withheld from me.

Divine love cannot be taken from me.

Divine love is the one and only reality in my life and quickly manifests in appropriate form here and now."

Seeker: "How does this chermicalization process work?"

The first chemicalization is usually the biggest and most devastating event involving physical, mental and emotional housecleaning on all levels of existence. Think of this as spring cleaning that you have to do by yourself. This is the big 'turnaround' when you have made up your mind that enough is enough - change is what I want!

This process is repeated more mildly as times goes on and you choose more good to come into your life. The only time another major chemicalization will occur again is if you make any major adjustments to yourself.

I've become very aware of chemicalization appearing within my own and close friend's lives, to the point where we just look at each other knowingly and laugh at the changes, knowing that only good will come from it.

When you have stood firm in your will to change and you have stirred up all those tea-leaves to start sorting what needs to go and what can stay, the first chaotic period begins. This event may involve loss of some kind, relationships, health, emotional and financial, in order to take that which you no longer need out of your life and bring in the good and wanted. You have to make space for the new and wanted, therefore the old needs to go.

Old conditions may flare up to come and 'haunt' you, everyone may seem to be in opposition to your change. Confusion may reign supreme within yourself. You feel out of control of your life.

Hold fast to your new beliefs, to your new way of thinking. This is just the kicking and screaming of the old things that do not want to be discarded or be cast away. This incredibly difficult shift will be followed with that which your Soul-spirit deems for your highest good.

Repeat the prayer/mantra as many times as necessary!

After this major initial shifting, everything becomes quiet. It may even seem that you have somehow failed to gain the good you so wanted, that nothing you have done is working and that you have only received Ruin instead of Wealth and Health.

Do not despair. This is the readjustment or transitional period. It is a quiet period. Your Soul-Spirit is adjusting your Earth Personality to be able to incorporate the good you wanted. Give thanks to The Creator for this period of introspection for now you know what you really want. Do not try and force things to happen, sit tight and do not discuss the apparent loss or lack. Nurture the new ideas that are coming to the fore, quietly follow up on them for they are like a little tree, growing steadily under the earth, gaining strength and momentum.

If people want to know what is going on, just tell them that everything is okay. Do not elaborate.

Soon you will see a new path opening before you and you will start to understand why the shift had been necessary. Through the following up of ideas and the Divine synchronization of events, satisfying changes will start to appear in your life.

This is a time in your life that you probably would not even feel like talking about. You will be wise to keep quiet, for your little tree (new way of living) is just breaching the soil. Protect it, nourish it, shelter it from the world, allow it to grow strong before you introduce it to the world, someone might just crush it within this fragile state and you will have to start the whole process again. A lot of people cannot handle change, in them or others, and will consciously or sub-consciously try to stop this change or discourage it (think about the ridicule people faced for professing that the earth is round or that the sun is the centre of our solar system).

Eventually people will notice a new you, and then it will be too late for anyone to try and stop you from becoming your best Self.

When you have gone through all these changes and can see where you have come from and where you are going, make it a permanent change by acknowledging to yourself that Devine fulfilment is now manifested within your life and affairs. Give thanks to The Creator. You have persevered and your Soul-Spirit is richer for it.

After all, the only constant in Life, is Change.

Annatjie has just left this comment on your post "The challenge of change itself!":

"There is nothing more satisfying, fulfilling, rewarding as when you look back to the old YOU and can hardly recognize that person. Nina once put it so eloquently: you have metamorphisized in the most beautiful butterfly ever!!!!!! I am so grateful!! "

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# 38. Recounting Past Lives

Mon 24 Jan 2011, 10:40

I've been asked if the books are all me, or some fiction included.

These are my very personal experiences. A tiny percentage had to be adapted to function within this Earth environment. That which is discussed in the recounting of my lives is very real and practiced on Earth and on other places.

There are some things that words and language and even telepathy are unable to describe.

Some of the emotional feelings cannot be placed into words, but I think I have captured a lot accurately with words available in the English language.

Friend: "Why do you seldom talk about your previous lives on Earth?"

There are so many other people that have related the histories of the times I've been involved in, that it is not necessary for me to do so within this lifetime. The human race on Earth knows their histories pretty well. I'm just sometimes amused at the way in which some of the truths have been warped slightly for acceptance by the general public, or sometimes grossly for self-gain.

It is not for me to evaluate the truth of early history. There are more than enough people that do that in any case. I'm here to bring people a glimpse into another way of being. A lot of people that read The Chronicles of Han come back to me, stating that they know a lot of the content and that the interaction of life in physical form and spirit form suddenly makes a lot more sense.

It was not my original intention to heal people through my Chronicles. I started them to heal myself, not remembering that the Creator never allows any opportunity to go without dual purpose. So here I'm simply retelling my lives from so long ago and they suddenly exploded into proper books. Hubby and a host of fans cannot wait to read the rest of my retellings. Therefore I'll not disappoint you and continue with my work.

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# 39. Total Recall

Wed 26 Jan 2011, 19:33

Question from a Friend: "How can you keep your own memories pure when we receive so much information from everywhere else? How can you write more than one book at any one time and not get mixed up with what you know now, what makes sense now?"

I was given the gift of recollection. I can recollect the exact information of wherever I place my consciousness. With regards to my Chronicles, I do exactly the same.

Although I can now see that everything I've become is linked from the moment of creation, even after eons of 'time' and having travelled between Dimensions and moved between Universes. I can still gain entry to my Cosmic memory files, open them up and relive that which has happened to me.

Entering these memories place me and my family in precarious situations at times, for when I write about my adventures I go away into those memories, bringing back what I relive. I become Han Storm once more, reliving myself as I used to be, experiencing the exact adventures, terror, confusion, physical pain, love, emotions, heartache, as if it is happening to me right now, here on Earth.

I go into a different, and sometimes difficult, frame of mind, leaving me aloof for days. My family is very co-operative in giving me the space I need to deal with all that has been, all that is, all that is still to come.

It takes physical time to come back to the now, to Earth, to this reality.

That is why I sometimes disappear from society, why I do not want to take phone calls from friends. Why I do not want to speak to anyone.

Within these 'absent' periods, all I care about is to relive that which has been. There is no thought of how things came about, why I did what I did, why people acted or reacted in the way they did. I only relive my life, dreams and thoughts, turning it into comprehensible words.

Questions about my previous life only come forth with the third of fourth re-reading of the content and usually only after hubby had edited it, asking questions about what I had written, requesting clarification of sections not worded correctly, of why this or that happened and what my thoughts about things are now. On request from the 'editor', I sometimes put in explanations to make things more comprehensible for readers.

My hubby initially complained that I wrote in 'code', only writing or 'translating' those parts that were of note to myself, not colouring the rest of the picture. The first few parts of the book were an educational trip for me, to translate memories into words, bringing my life into understandable, enjoyable form to myself and others. Luckily it was accepted mostly as it was written the first time (with only grammar and spelling to contend with and here and there extra information required to complete the story, starting naive, picking up incredible speed, just as I developed mentally into the acceptance of my powers and who I am.)

Regarding the fact that I can work on many books at once, filling in many adventures at the same time, it is fascinating to note that sections of memories are connected to events that happened thereafter (or before then), leading on to other events, building up momentum and coming to unexpected conclusions.

Somehow, with remembering the past, these events within Han Storm's 'future' highlights, allowing me to trace the dots in my memories, completing the full cycle from start to end.

Now, I'm becoming better in seeing consciously where events started and where they continued to have effects in other lives lived after Han Storm's time, right up to today, making me who I am at this moment in time, preparing me for an eternal future.

Some spaces in my lives are just too emotionally challenging for me to relive all at once and I choose to flit to different times within my memories, re-visiting other times, places, planets, events, loved-ones. Returning only to the section of memory when I've built up the courage to face it again.

Sometimes I'll avoid everything for days on end, swamping myself with physical Earth work just to avoid having to face some difficult memories that I know need to go into the book to complete the story. That is the contract - I need to give it my all, or nothing.

I've started this and on request and encouragement from other Soul-spirits that wish to share, I eventually knuckle down and disappear for a few days at a time to do what I must.

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# 40. Soul Protection from Emotional (Over) Growth

Thu 27 Jan 2011, 21:42

Comment from a close friend: "The information you share with the world leaves me numb to the core. I am left beyond words for what I experience within myself when being around you, reading your books, experiencing your blogs. Why will this be so? Why will I have such a reaction to your sharing?"

This 'numbness' is for your Soul's protection.

Sometimes, there is such a healing / awakening / growth-spurt happening within your Soul that it shuts everything around it down, it numbs the body, the mind, the senses until it has come to terms with the growth that it had to undergo, it has incorporated all the new information and emotional experiences within that which you truly are.

I have this A LOT! At the start of my re-awakening in this physical body on Earth, it took days, and sometimes weeks, to come to terms with all that IS. Now it is better, for with all the vibrational shifts this body has been through, the incorporation process is quite speedy, where these integration spells of numbness lasts from a few hours to usually not more than a day or two.

Exclusive Extract from Chronicles Of Han, Book 3, Taming of Encha:

"I just would never be content staying the way I am right now, without any opportunity for change in the future. No, I would definitely not be able to live in an unchanging way.

"Did you make up your mind?" Grox wanted to know from me.

"Yes, I did. You are quite correct. I will probably never be satisfied to stay like I am at the moment, doing what I'm doing."

Grox: " **Then you will have to learn to accept that with change comes the responsibility of growth. If you wish to change, you will have to grow into the change, not only within the physical realms but within your soul and spirit as well. You cannot wish to change and not wish to grow. I know growth is hard, for it is the accumulation of new emotional experiences which is not always easy to obtain or live through.**

It is also to start living these experiences to the full, making use of the wisdom that you have gained through these experiences and adjusting yourself to be able to maintain a sense of balance within yourself no matter where you might be needed and where you might find yourself at.

In simple terms, it means that you will be expected to act as the god-being you are and not the child you are presenting to the world most of the time. You should become an absolute professional, still maintaining the compassion the Creator feels for its creations, bringing it into your everyday physical environment.

You should remember where you come from and from where you operate at all times.

I know it is difficult when stuck within the physical form to remember that you are actually a god-being, able to perform within all the realms of existence. But it is necessary that you do remember this. It will bring forth the compassion that is needed for you to allow (other) free-willed entities to experience what they must, what their soul-spirits yearn for." "

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# 41.  Dance of the Sexes

Fri 28 Jan 2011, 21:08

Friend: "You speak of yourself as male in The Chronicles of Han. Why did you incarnate to Earth in female form?"

Interesting question. When in spirit form, we do not portray female or male. We are both and neither. We can be more of the masculine or more of the feminine. We can fluctuate or be in total Cosmic balance.

When we come to a physical environment, especially a three or fourth dimensional environment where pro-creation occurs, most soul-spirits take male or female form and the dance of the sexes begin. Interaction between the two to ultimately become one again.

You may incarnate into whichever gender your situation needs, taking female form in this lifetime and male in the next. (Or sometimes both at the same time - which leads to all sorts of complications within life.) Learning and experiencing all the aspects of what the different genre of experience means. Most soul-spirits have an awareness of which gender they most prefer, portraying the preferred gender in the Higher Worlds as well.

For myself, it meant that I could finally, in this lifetime, try and understand the female body, emotions, mind and sense of spirit. It was something I've been yearning to do for a very long time - to understand women!

Friend: "And what conclusion did you come to so far? How do you find being in a female body?"

Well! I still do not understand women (and free-willed people in general). The female form is made totally different from the male form, wiring differs and the emotional participation is overwhelming at times. I've come to understand myself pretty well. There are so many limitations placed on the physical female human body, from your mother's beliefs to social pressures. I can honestly say that I've negated most of those and do as I wish in a liberated form of being a very feminine woman when I wish to.

Sometimes it can be fun being a woman. (Yes! Look at that, I'm having some FUN!)

You can get away with a lot of things men cannot. You can flirt without having to commit, you can cry without having a real reason, without being judged. You can create miraculous LIFE within your body. You can work miracles and have a "magic wand" that takes care of everything from a skinned knee to a clean house.

Then there is the Power women possess over men. I LOVE the power. When wielded carefully and respectfully men will do anything for you. Of course they are expected to do it in any case, let us not fool ourselves, but how much better is it to know that your life partner will do almost anything for you, he loves you that much?

And you can have multiple orgasms! What male body can beat that?

Friend: "Would you incarnate in a female body again?"

No, I would not. This is not my first incarnation in female form, although it is my longest physical one.

Friend: "What is the play between you and your husband, the work you do here, incarnated within feminine form?"

Within our love for each other, he is the singular anchor I have on Earth. He allows me to be my Soul-spirit, here and now, making sure I have enough freedom to perform my Universal tasks. I still expect myself to perform top notch in my physical female duties as far as possible.

Within feminine form, I find it easier for people to relate to me. I'm safe to be around, to talk to, to discuss private and confidential things with.

People know Han Storm from the Chronicles and might never relate the petite girl which I currently portray as the same soul-spirit.

But those that can see, see me for who I really am. They look past the disguise of the part I portray within my physical form.

They see the real me. They know the truth.

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# 42. Unique time, unique opportunities

Mon 31 Jan 2011, 08:34

I finally received permission to explain to a friend where my friend's soul-spirit originates from.

Funny thing is that I'm relieved, apprehensive and totally sad about my friend knowing now.

Relieved that this friend will now have knowledge about previous lives, who my friend really is and how much I love this particular soul-spirit.

Apprehensive, for I do not have pre-sight of how my friend will react and if this revealing will injure our current relationship, strengthen it.

Sad, for it is but a brief moment that we are/were allowed to be within each other's realms, before we are again to move away from each other.

I understand why all this is happening. I understand why all the players have been gathered here, in Earth's realms. It is for all of us to come to terms that we are all, somehow, moving on, ascending into other ways of being. This ascension of Earth is more than most people will ever realize.

It is so much more than just Earth ascending into higher vibrations. It is a key focal point for Galaxies and Universes, peoples and entities to come together, to finalise emotional issues, to forgive, to finally be able to move on in total freedom.

It is so much more than just us, just Earth. This is a key note being played that will resound for millennia to come, a shift as very seldom occurs within Creation. An opportunity to reshuffle without regrets, leaving each other without unresolved issues, taking up the responsibility of a new school, a new way of being, a new set of opportunities to grow the soul-spirit beyond anything you can imagine.

It is an opportunity to step off the wheel of life. It is an opportunity to finally negate negative Karma, to leave without judgment.

Yes. It is a unique opportunity. A unique time we are living our physical lives within. To change, to finalise, to re-acquaint ourselves with ourselves and with those around us. An opportunity to finally make up our minds to where we wish to go next, to decide what we would like to do next, experience next.

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# 43. Happy Lunar New Year!

Thu 3 Feb 2011, 06:53

At last! The lunar calendar of the 'Bling' Rabbit commences. Virtuous and quiet, but steady, progress will be at the order of the day. A year to regroup, come to grips with many things, quietly change whatever you wish to become a better person. Also a year of prosperity in all departments for most people, allowing for vital spiritual growth opportunities.

Not a year for overspending though.

Use your resources wisely and build securely for the emotional turmoil of the Water Dragon year starting 23 Jan 2012. It is advised to ride next year's river when it comes, and to go with the flow.

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# 44. Are we alone in this Universe?

Thu 3 Feb 2011, 06:53

No, but the really important question should be: Are we alone at any instant?

Which would also be: No, we are not.

When one becomes aware of that which goes on behind the veils of perception, one comes to notice that Earth is an extremely busy and crowded place with people and spirit entities rushing about, vibrating all the time.

My own house can become pretty crowded with people and their Divine Support Teams milling around them. Hectic, I tell you!

Back to the question. Are we alone in this Universe?

Of course not!

The Creator wants infinite experiences. There are loads of other places out there with very good, soul-spirits even helping us upon this plane of existence, reaching over space and time to assist us, incarnating within physical human bodies in order to educate, heal, advance our human species on Earth as a whole.

Yes, there some entities out there that are not so friendly.

But this lifetime I'm not dealing with the negative side of things so much. I'm here for other reasons and leave that in the hands of the people assigned to keep us safe. There are more than enough people dealing within these departments.

Personally, I think that human kind is its own biggest enemy with its egoistic and greedy approach to life in general.

Thank goodness, more and more people are re-awakening within their own Divine potential.

Darksyde has just left this comment on your post "Are we alone in this Universe?":

"Of course there is plenty of life and civilizations in the universe, but humans are arrogant beyond belief, and they think they are the only lifeforms. There are millions of planets out there with life, but humans think their god only made them.

Such arrogance."

TPR has just left this comment on your post "Are we alone in this Universe?":

"No, God made only one kind of human, whatever else He created, is of His own excellence.....

So arrogance is wrong description, rather call it exclusivity....

We are exclusive as humans, not as living entities.... simply because our idea of life is limited to our own known perceptions..."

ISIS has just left this comment on your post "Are we alone in this Universe?":

"Dear one, each live a life on its own plane of understanding and perception. Some experienced more than others, and that make them different or exclusive as TPR said, but we are all on a journey like your Han Storm, and some of us are discovering new things/abilities every day. Some of us even encounter other entities in whatever form they present themselves, thus they are there ... but we are now here and we must concentrate on our spiritual journey here, so that time given to us, are not wasted. Our own Divine potential and the working toward full perfection to the image of The High Power, must be our main goal.

I did enjoy your Part 1 Chronicles of Han Storm very much as your writing style is easy to read and the experiences are so close to what I've experienced myself. I must say that I understand certain things now better because I'm still on a learning curve myself.

Have a Blessed evening and keep writing :) "

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# 45. The Human form scattered across Galaxies and Dimensions

Fri 4 Feb 2011, 06:28

Fan: "You write of a world that is very similar to ours. How can there be humans in other galaxies and dimensions?"

I've been asked this question numerous times.

We are created in The Creator's image, are we not?

Why must it be so hard to accept or comprehend that there are also humans or humanoid incarnated soul-spirits in other places?

Does The Creator not prefer infinite variety?

How many types of animals, plants and insects are there?

How many races of humans upon Earth?

Besides the point of physical form, when seen in spirit, we are all just pin-pricks of light, distinguishable from the next only by a personal aura.

Fan: "What do you mean when you speak about an 'entity'?"

'Entity' (Entirety) or Soul-Spirit

An individual experiencing its own memories, emotions and feelings.

'Soul' The pinprick of light that is really yourself, without a body attached, with all your memories, emotions and feelings of all your physical and non-physical lives intact.

Now here starts the really interesting bit of creation, the bit where people differ and incarnated Soul-Spirits are neither correct nor incorrect. Each person is entitled to their own opinions, their own conclusions.

There are some that have been entrusted to reveal beyond the normal range of perceptions. I can only speak from my own individual experiences. Experiences that seem to be incredulous, yet it is healing so many Soul-Spirits.

And at the end of the day, we are speaking of Soul-Spirits in all their forms and created glory. Angels, Servants, "Puppets", and all sorts of free-willed and physically incarnated 'Entire' Soul-Spirits, including those incarnated within the human form.

As so aptly put by TPR: "Whatever else He created, is of His own excellence".

How true. It is of the Creator's excellence to have created Soul-Spirits in all their forms, servancy and freedom, to entertain and serve The Creator.

Colonialist has just left this comment on your post "The Human form scattered across Galaxies and Dimensions":

"It seems extremely unlikely that the 'image' referred to has anything to do with a humanoid body. The image is the soul or spirit, and as such it may well rest in (to us) completely alien shapes. Indeed, it seems perfectly feasible that anything from microbes to ants. or from suns to planets, could have their own 'souls', 'awareness' and life experiences. "

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# 46. The true nature of The Creator

Wed 9Feb2011, 09:51

My take on the true nature of The Creator

Consciousness / Thought-Awareness wanted to be known. In order to be known, it had to have something to know it. It created entities to make itself known to.

The Creator is, will ever be and is never-ending. It can change form and substance and is everything.

I cannot put it in any other way. The Creator simply is the Isness of everything physical and non-physical. Everything is part of The Creator, The Creator is everything.

It has been said that to be able to truly understand the flawless infiniteness of The Creator, one must be able to perceive beyond time, expanse and dimensional boundaries into the indefiniteness of space that surrounds everything, supports everything and gives weight to all that is.

When I have a calm moment within this lifetime and I switch to special sight, I look at the trees, the sea, the air, myself, space, the spiritual realm, what do I see?

All the vibrations are the vibrations of the Creator.

I see only my loving Creator.

Michelle G has just left this comment on your post "The true nature of The Creator":

"I hear you. "perceive beyond time, expanse and dimensional boundaries into the indefiniteness of space that surrounds everything, supports everything and gives weight to all that is."

Easier said than done...give me some sort of an example.

I have always tried to think of it like... just as I have billions of little vibrating organisms that make up my body and who I am I suppose all planets are like these organisms making up the life-force of another gargantuan being, so we need to be positive because to be negative would be like creating a cancer in this being....something like that, I don't know..... how would you compare it to make it all more understandable.....?? "

Chilli has just left this comment on your post "The true nature of The Creator":

"The Creator as in God. God is the creator and He is the everything in and around and between everything! The Law Of Attraction is God in action!"

Ogre has just left this comment on your post "The true nature of The Creator":

"@Michelle G. The only way that I can think of to "be able to perceive beyond time, expanse and dimensional boundaries into the indefiniteness of space that surrounds everything" is by doing conscious astral travelling. I have come to this conclusion as I have read the book by the author and my mind was awakened to the infinite possibilities that we deny ourselves by being narrow-minded. I envy the people that have learnt to do astral travelling. I actually understand the concept better after reading your simile of this large organism that you use. THX"

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# 47. Higher Vibrations

Sun 13Feb2011, 15:25

I open my eyes in the mornings staring straight into Duty. I close them at night, sleeping on Responsibility. The Cosmic picture I see within my mind is just too great and huge and awesome for this tiny brain to handle, chucking my earth identity into throes of miserable spiritual emotions, making it sometimes difficult to manage all that is transpiring in and around me.

Eternal change. That is all this is. I know this and I know that I'll be carried through these times and instants of change, for instants it is for the Soul-Being that is truly me.

Yet, while conscious within this body form, it is hard to adjust to the Cosmic vibrations that need to pass through this physical body in a healing, cleansing stream for this small bit of Creation to be balanced.

There was a reply on the blog that when negative thoughts rein supreme, the Cosmic Being that we are all a part of, becomes depleted, manifesting in festering environments /sections that are out of balance. It is my duty to help clean, heal and re-balance these toxic areas of Creation.

Maybe the simile is so appropriate that it is shocking to behold. If a cancer occurs within a physical body you use a substance to either eliminate or heal the affected cells. Is this not what is happening here, right now? Are there not loads of soul-spirits from the vastness of other places that are congregating upon this area of Creation to heal it to a better version of what it used to be?

So much has happened the last few days.

Thursday - D-day when waiting for the children to come out of school Ogre (hubby) started. "Are we done here, or do we have things to discuss?"

For all the good intentions my earth identity wanted to reply, I had no words to discuss. "No, not really".

But it hung between the two of us and Ogre stated that I'm treating him aloofly. I just did not have anything to say.

The children told us not to be upset with each other.

Came home and he took me into privacy to discuss things, asking me what now, where are we going to go from here?

I told him that I really expected him to be more mature and that I thought he could handle these situations better, but that he should not worry as I've decided that if this is the way in which these events disrupts this household that I'll let it go, take up the 'normal' and that will be that. Other people can step in and educate - I'll just advise the seekers elsewhere.

He was distressed for he knew his ego had played a huge role in how he felt. There was a tense period and then a wall was demolished and I could see the disintegration of it around him. He was willing to leave his ego behind and allow his vibrations to be raised to a higher level. He opened himself to me and I allowed my earth identity to peek through the keyhole of her safe place to see this. ( NO, the previous sentence is not code for make-up sex!!!!!)

Ogre: "I'm not prepared to loose my best friend."

Then how are you going to fix this?

I waited, we waited.

He is prepared to embrace this change, to put his ego aside and give the sometimes too incredulous the opportunity to grow on him, time for it to divulge itself into the whole picture of, if not understanding, at least acceptance to the possibilities.

I unlocked the door, allowing my shy earth identity out to sit before her husband, retreating slightly so that the Earth relationship may continue, the friendship may bloom again in a new acceptance of the complexity that makes me, me.

We find ourselves in virgin territory, as we both need to learn to know each other within our changing forms, our constantly changing vibrations.

The re-opened auras vibrate with the Cosmic love we used to share and are to share still.

It is exciting.

We've survived this growth opportunity, stepping out stronger within ourselves and within our relationship.

We sat talking, he made me laugh again. We discussed all the little details of the events I so wanted to share with him when I finally returned to my place of sanctuary.

We can move forward, together, within harmony.

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# 48. New Adventure of Han Storm to be published soon!

Mon 21Feb2011, 05:39

To all my ardent fans.

A year had passed since I've finished Book One of Chronicles of Han and the second book (Part 8) of the Chronicles of Han Storm, Reclaiming of Duback, is finally finished. It is now in the Editing Stage and we will let you know as soon as it is available in PDF format and on CD.

You will have the opportunity to join Han Storm in over 600 pages of relentless, non-stop, fast-paced adventure as he visits new worlds and experiences new ways of being.

Han Storm: Journeys of a Psychic

Chronicles of Han

Book 2 (Part 8)

Reclaiming Duback

There are so many experiences one face by oneself.

These experiences are the hidden events that complete life in-between living within the physical. The little things that are not meant to be shared with people. The secret happenings within your deepest Self.

These are my experiences I did not originally want to share with this World.

I am Han and this is my life-memory.

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# 49. The Day After

Mon 21Feb2011, 05:41

20Feb2011 Sunday

I had been warned by Thomas, while finishing Book 2, not to delve too deep into the memories of Encha (Book 3). I had been warned that it was not yet time to go there and re-engage those events of the past.

Now, a flood-gate has opened and with the expected excitement had come other, deeper reminders of darker days I would rather have wanted to avoid, but am forced to face.

17Feb2011 Thu 23h56pm Thursday/Friday

Had solar flares since Monday 14th. Everyone's electrical fields screwed up. So much going on and so much energetic work done especially when I go to 'sleep'. Just lying down, I experience all of this going on around me, and how much the Creator is putting out there through my body. It is of incredible proportions and I am not coping well with it.

It is excruciatingly uncomfortable at times, with all my energy points - major and minor - bursting healing energy out into the air especially at certain areas while we drive through CT. Duek is protecting as far as he can, overseeing that me and mine are safe.

18Feb2011 Friday 15h17pm

Busy morning with re-reading / completing the last bit of book 2. Satisfied with my work. Content that this book is the best I can give the world. Book 3 is already looming.

I'm in two minds to stop work for a while on the books and do something 'normal'. Yet, I'm pushed to get going. So little time with so much to do.

I've been asked why I do not place the Universal Information in the blogs, but the information is written in context in the books, to make it understandable for everyone that shares Han Storm's lives.

Thomas also asked me to prepare a 'character list' to be permanently published on the web as well as at the end of the books. Interesting - we can do that.

19h04pm A job well done. The Universe is pleased with me. I feel the glow around me of contentment that at last there is other information on its way 'out there'.

Myself? I'm pleased as well, knowing that I might take a well deserved break from all the toil of the book as well as the energetic work that has been going on through me. I know now I can rest for a bit, but I'm in limbo, not quite sure were I'm at. It is that in-between time when one is not quite sure where you find yourself at.

I'm torn between starting Encha or continuing with Leilaka. Either one is as important as the other. Both will give people so much to learn. Yet, I've been told that I could do both, at the same time.

I'm not up to both as each is so different, the energy of the lives lived is literally light-years apart.

Rest. Maybe it is the best for now. Concentrate on physical things for a while and then you can make up your mind.

21h52pm Book 2 is dedicated to Jade, my wife from a previous lifetime. This was such a difficult book and I felt that her memory needed to be honoured. What I had experienced with her soul-spirit was so special that I wanted to relay it as honestly as possible within the book.

When hubby read that, he wanted to know what made her so special to have a whole book dedicated to her. I told him that Book 1 was written for him, where book 3 will be for all the soul-spirits that had been in my life and is currently involved within it.

A friend informed me that most normal people would just not be able to put my Earth Identity behind Han Storm. It is very difficult for her to do so most of the time, knowing who I really am, but seeing the girl in front of her.

Hubby and I discussed this and I told him that I very seldom look in the mirror at this body I now occupy and feel 'this is me'. I'm always intimately aware that this is not how I portray myself in the Higher Worlds. This is but my Earth Identity here, a very small part of me to function where I must, to conceal my true self behind the illusion of this body.

We also discussed the 'who's who' in the books that I did this afternoon. Interesting that if this was a 'normal' story, the writer would have planned all this out and not sit afterwards and make a list of everyone, placing them where they were in my life at that time.

It just feels correct to honour all these entities that had been (and some still are actively involved) within Han's lives, acknowledging that they were all special and needed, placing them in perspective to how I still see them today.

22h30pm Regarding where to continue. Was advised to continue and finish Book 3 on Encha. Considered the most important one for me to go into, to dig around and remember all there is to that period of my life. Difficult period as well, but some excitement is welling up, would wish to face it again. Know that it needs to be done. So will just have to get on with it.

19Feb2011 Saturday 12h27pm

I'm still feeling under the weather. Not wanting to go on with mundane physical work. Totally not wanting to do it today. The sun is not shining and it is cold.

I still have loads of physical, mundane work to do and do not feel like it. Hungry but do not feel like food. Still feeling out of it, as if I can sleep for a week.

Sleep last night was not beneficial while doing energy healing, and me being aware that it was going on through the night.

Even the cat wanted to have some of it for herself, basking in my aura around my hands for almost half an hour this morning before I shooed her out to get on with the day.

So where do I go? Where do I put my attention? Know that today is not a great day, but need some help and advice.

Advice from Thomas: "It is ultimately your decision what you want to do today."

So I guess I am having a day off!

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# 50. Vibrations within 'inert' items

Wed 2Mar2011, 09:59

Before my mother passed over from this world to the Higher Worlds, she asked me to keep her Bible safe for her.

After her passing-over, we made spiritual contact from time to time, but eventually she moved on and I found her again - in a family member's child! She had re-incarnated back into the family line, as so many people tend to do.

Her Bible from her pervious life was presented to her as the very special gift that it is.

The 9year old became extremely emotional, hugging it to her chest and eventually placing it within a special safe place. She does not consciously know why this book is so special to her, but her soul-spirit knows and is thankful for the small part I had played in re-uniting her with it.

This is not a new concept and many will know that the children or grandchildren recognise items from the grandparent's or great-grandparent's times. This manifestation is common within the Tibetan culture (Dalai Lama) and other Eastern cultures, where children recognise the items they had used within previous lives lived.

This serves as confirmation for the adults that the child in front of them is really the soul-spirit of a loved one re-housed within a new body.

These children can be trained or regressed to easily remember the previous life, taking up the training or life where it had ended the previous time because of a body dying.

Many of these children (especially in the Eastern cultures) will be asked to remember their lives, for that is what their soul-spirits wanted. It is not common knowledge on Earth how to live longer than the average excepted time-span or how to learn to remember what you still wanted to learn within this physical environment.

It is also sometimes necessary to remember a past life to be able to continue the work in this life-time. The body and mind need training and the child will be taught how to cope with all his or her advanced knowledge.

Regarding the objects themselves. Everything we touch and handle on a regular basis becomes saturated with our individual energy. This energy is retained in the 'object' for although it might seem solid and just an object, everything actually vibrates at different frequencies and speeds. Vibrations of different objects can interact with each other (think of the singer's voice that breaks a glass).These vibrations can also strengthen or weaken the vibration in another object (think of two waves in the sea overlapping perfectly to form a larger wave, or when the trough of a wave cancels the peak of a wave that it has overtaken). In this way your vibration interacts with everything that surrounds you, therefore capturing some of the essence that makes you an individual.

When aware of vibrations, it is easy to spot your own items from rows of others. They simply vibrate at a compatible level to your soul-spirit, the essence that makes you an individual. This is how the Tibetan Monks recognise their own items from previous lives lived.

It can be likened to a tingling within the hands when you hold your hands over the object that still retains your vibrations. Or you will just know with all your heart that that item is yours!

This is the reason why psychic healers/counsellors either need you to touch them or their specific items of channelling, so they can ' tune in' to your unique vibrations and find and connect to your individual path when you have a consultation with them. In this regard YOU become the 'object' and they can work through you.

This is also the reason why there are specifically trained people to assist untrained people in 'clearing' houses, offices, furniture, jewellery, vehicles, etc. from 'bad' vibrations or unwanted vibrations, for the retained negative energy within certain things can become harmful to people not aware of the impact of vibrations.

Places, things, items, medicine, etc., can subsequently be programmed with positive vibrations and used for the good of all that comes into contact with these items.

Even when we are not consciously aware of vibrations, anyone can recognise a 'bad' place when you pass it, or feel uncomfortable where something ancient and negative had happened. Not even birds will fly over Auschwitz where so many had died under horrible conditions.

It is important that we become aware of vibrations all the time, for thoughts (which are vibrations) turn into words, which turn into deeds or manifestations. Be careful what you think, speak, write and eventually act upon. Bear in mind what these vibrations leave behind.

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# 51. 2nd Chance

Fri 4Mar2011, 21:01

I'm busy with Book 3, Encha, realizing once again how much information needs to get out into the world. Information that is not new to some, but unknown to most. It is an enormous task that had been placed upon my shoulders almost seven years ago.

Tomorrow is my anniversary to celebrate LIFE! The day I was returned to my husband and children. The day The Creator deemed me ready to narrate my very own history, to bare my soul for all who wished to listen (or read). The day I died twice in the emergency room and was brought back after sustaining severe third degree burns in a freak accident.

I am gladdened that I am still allowed to spend time with my family, to have pleasure with my husband, to see my children grow up into the bright soul-spirits they were meant to become.

I am still saddened that I was not allowed to relinquish physical life and return home. The Other Side is so much easier!

As I contemplate on the happenings within the last 7 years, I come to the conclusion that where I've been, where I've come from within this lifetime, has given so many people hope to continue with meaningful lives, to learn, to grow, to heal their bodies and their own worlds.

My family has become a beacon of hope for many in dire straights, shining a light in their deepest hours of emotional need, giving them the courage to continue upon their very own journeys.

I wish to give my sincerest thanks to everyone that is closely involved within my life, especially my husband and children that put up with a mother that could, for many years, not be a mother, where the father had to take over the role of both parents and is still required to do so, coping with maintaining everything within our lives.

I cannot consider myself a 'normal' mother, working mostly around the clock on levels that most people find hard to comprehend.

My husband accepts these functions. My children work it out ingeniously within their own ways, kindly explaining to me their unique view points on how things work with me, allowing me to see my world through their eyes.

In their opinion, God gave me back to them so they could still have a mother, but needs me to work for Him, so he takes me away many times to go and do other work. Now I work from Earth, but I'm still needed 'up there' as well. Brilliant!

These anniversary Celebrations of LIFE remind all of us of the fragility of life and how easily it can be snuffed out. We are reminded that we are all just on loan to each other and need to treasure the moments we spend in harmony together.

Despite me missing 'Home' so much, I'm really glad that I was given this exceptional opportunity to re-experience this physical life, surrounded by so many loved ones!

Thank you all.

Han

PS! My children are jealous because I have TWO birthdays!

pennevrug has just left this comment on your post " 2nd Chance":

"I am curious.... I have also had to "return" to LIFE.."

Via Email:

"Dearest Han...

...the 5th of March saw a great and wonderful birth taking place!! This was the day that you chose to re-establish and strengthen your Soul Purpose!! You didn't do it quietly or without a reason...you allowed the flame to ignite...you walked right through the fire in order to show the world that you were _serious_ about your mission!! You made a direct point...this was no small happening...neither was it an accident...no, indeed not...you went into it with an energy that astounded even yourself!! You "sacrificed" yourself in order to help this planet!

Now you are working in a field that few would understand...you are quietly getting on with your mission, working on a level that few notice...you are part of a team of " _servants-in-service"...._ servicing a planet in need of enlightenment! What an undertaking, what a challenge...most of us are still _asleep_ and totally unaware of the great changes taking place! But in your wonderful, loving and sweet way, you're slowly getting the message of _TRUTH_ through to even the most stubborn of souls!

**HAPPY 2nd-one-of-the-year BIRTHDAY** _..._

...on some level you will be celebrating this...and those who are aware of your role in the greater scheme of things, celebrate with you, my dearest Han!!

I love you and value your enormous contribution towards the healing of Earth...

...Bhakta!!"

ISIS has just left this comment on your post " 2nd Chance":

"I've been send back a couple of times from death and the last one there was a promise ... "Just this one more time ... " But I was given a task too ... a final one and I do hope I get it right. I'm reading and please don't stop writing, as I'm learning too :)

Be Blessed on your writing and keep well :)"

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# 52. To those that have been given another CHANCE AT LIFE

Tue 15Mar2011, 08:37

I realize, once again, that free-willed entities may make their own choices, may live like they choose to grow or stagnate or to just simply exist.

It is their choice. I can do absolutely nothing to change someone else's choice.

How many people get a second chance, a third, a fourth, a fifth, . . . and yet they do not make use of the opportunity to change for the better, to learn to become a better soul-spirit within themselves?

How many people are forewarned about illnesses that are then negated when they go to a doctor, yet they carry on with their lives as if nothing has happened? As if there was no warning to slow down, to rethink life, to change for the better?

How many people are halted in their tracks with a heart attack, a stroke, an accident, cancer? And yet, when they come out as survivors, they continue their lives without having made an active choice to change.

Some people even receive the opportunity to enter Heaven, seeing the Other Side and then being returned with clear instructions and full memory of what they should be doing.

From time to time I come into contact with people that also have had to return to continue with life, usually remembering a specific task given to them, or being absolutely sure that they are here for a purpose.

These experiences had changed the people I had spoken to and they agreed with me that you can NEVER go back to the life you had before.

The question to those who have received a second chance should be whether or not they are making the most of their new life. For a new life it is. You have been given the opportunity to continue within the same body you used to have. It is a unique opportunity, for if the body dies, you have to start all over again in the body of a baby.

The people that you were given back to should also be educated in that you cannot be the person they used to know before your returned to them. They should be made to realize how very special you are and how honoured they should be to have you still. (In some instances there is extreme resistance from family members that do not want to accept the change within you.)

This does not mean that you no longer need to work and do what is appropriate. Since my return from Heaven, I've worked harder than in all the time before the Change. (On more levels than one!)

One should be using this opportunity with wisdom as you have gained insight into your own life that you had lived before and know where the areas are you should be improving.

In almost every instance that I have spoken to people that have been given a second chance and clearly remember it, it was mentioned that they were no longer fearful to Pass Over to the Other Side, knowing where they are going and who/what was waiting for them.

We should be making the most of this new life, taking everything in, for we have been reminded of how very fragile life is.

This Blog follows how I came to grips with who I am and how I am performing my given tasks. It is not an easy journey and I'm only starting to become aware of what a huge impact my return had on everything around me. The ripples started small but have become strong, positive waves.

I know I'm making a difference in individual lives, even if it is just to be a physical example that adversity and rock bottom can be overcome. Harmony can be restored, balance can be regained.

But it takes sacrifice and change from yourself and those around you. And that brings us back to free-willed choice . . .

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#  About H Gibson

Author of The Chronicles of Han Storm

In 2004 the Author of Chronicles of Han Storm sustained third degree burns to 35% of her body including her face and both hands. She twice went into cardiac arrest and was resuscitated by the emergency personnel. It took quite a while for her to regain functionality, with healing, physiotherapy and two small children to contend with.

In 2008, after the scarring finally started to heal with the products her husband had developed for her, he gave her a laptop, encouraging her to stop saying that she would one day like to write a book and actually do it.

One book quickly became a Series with all books over 600 A5 pages of reading excitement.

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#  Books in the Chronicles of Han Storm Series

Preserving Creata (Available)

Book 1, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

"Where shall we start? Out of the many lives I've lived in the physical realm, which life memory should I recall? I guess the best one should be the latest adventures that started on a Planet called Creata. I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . ."

Creata used to be Han's home planet. Having reached her limit of nine billion people, their Planetary Government was looking for ways of sustaining such huge numbers of people.

It was at this time that they became aware of Han Storm, drawing him into the fray and before he knew it, he became indispensable to their needs. A reluctant pioneer, they turned him into a tool to be used for their ultimate goal of moving off-world.

Reclaiming Duback (Available)

Book 2, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

"There are so many experiences one faces by oneself. These experiences are the hidden events that complete life in-between living within the physical. The little things that are not meant to be shared with physical entities. The secret happenings within your deepest Self. These are my experiences I did not originally want to share with this World. I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . . "

The move off-world has begun. Now the real work starts.

Join Han as he battles the Government, personal relationships, love, hidden dimensions and the Hand of Destiny pushing him past perceived limitations into becoming a most extraordinary person.

The Chronicles of Han, Reclaiming of Duback, is the relentless, non-stop, fast-paced conclusion to Preserving Creata.

This volume includes the list of 'Who-is-Who' in Han's World!

Taming Encha (& Mirragona) (Available)

Book 3, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

"Within the darkest depths of my soul, it is my task, my duty, to transmute my negative emotions into positive thoughts and an attitude befitting an incarnated High Lord. I know it is difficult and the way ahead of me is stacked with seemingly insurmountable obstacles. What the entities around me need is a positive leader to look up to. An eternal optimist that sees everything as growth opportunities. Someone who encourages people to perform to their very best. I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . ."

The time has come to visit Encha and her wet jungles of hell. Our hero faces life-changing choices, danger and intrigue at every unexpected and unpredictable turn in his multi-dimensional world.

This volume includes a Graphic Starmap, a full colour Galaxy Plate and the updated version of 'Who-is-Who' in Han's World (with descriptions)!

Sovereign Dōhr (Available)
Part 11, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

To all who have asked to share in more of Han's adventures.

"Being linked to every spark of intelligent life within my Universe is to know the content within the hearts and minds of mankind.

It is the way when being Navigator.

I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . . "

Negotiating Limïer (Soon to come)
Part 12, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

"For the good of the Navigator's people and planet,

for the future of his children, and his own sanity,

Love served as the ultimate motivation.

I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . . "

Opening Almeria (Soon to come)
Part 13, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

"With the honing of skills comes the responsibility of diversity.

Not one gift will stay unexposed while The Universe demands performance of functionality.

I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . . "

Engaging Chlophilia (Coming Soon)
Part 14, The Chronicles of Han, Creata Adventure

The continuation of the Creata adventures

"Whilst The Cosmos is the playing ground for endless variety, survival of the Self will be the nature of physical life.

When foreigners meet, sparks might fly while ego and prejudice are revealed.

I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . . "

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Leilaka (Available)

Book 1, The Chronicles of Han, Leilaka Adventure

"Leilaka! Birth place of physical experiences. Seeding Planet for Creation. Some will say a work of fantasy. I beg to differ. I am Han, and this is my life-memory . . ."

Leilaka is a brand new adventure following on 400 years after the lifetime of Han Storm from the Creata Adventures. After saving the people of his planet by opening interstellar travel for them, our intrepid hero, Han Storm, is imprisoned in criostasis as he is deemed a threat to the power of the Creata Migration Committee.

Han eventually wakes up, finding himself without a memory of who he truly is, where he is, or what he should be doing in a strange new world filled with dragon riders, troll-like creatures, elves and other strange beings.

Saving Leilaka (Available)

Book 2, The Chronicles of Han, Leilaka Adventure

Han has to save Leilaka in order to save himself. For the first time in his existence, Han is presented with the choice to stay a servant-god, or become human. Does Han have enough time to make such a soul-decision?

"When oblivion is threatened, drastic measures are engaged upon to negate the event, or alleviate losses to the minimum. With the original seeding ground for all Life in grave peril, The Creator sends in his most devoted servant.

I am Han, and this is my life memory . . . "

Recounting Leilaka (Coming Soon)

Book 3, The Chronicles of Han, Leilaka Adventure

The third book on Leilaka, continuing Han's adventures on this unique planet, dictated by Han's son Kaleb Dameous, these are the stories behind the scenes, from Kaleb's perspective.

"Living with a Legend is never an easy life.

Filling the shoes of the Most Revered Person on your Planet is not a task I wish on anyone.

Born a Prince, son of King Krish Dameous, Descendant of Master Han, I am Kaleb, and this is my life memory . . . "

Return to Leilaka (Coming Soon)

Book 4, The Chronicles of Han, Leilaka Adventures

Han returns to Leilaka after being away for a thousand Leilakan years. What will he find? Find out by joining him in his continued adventures.

"Who would believe me, after all my adventures?

It would be as when a great Prophet has returned, as I have felt within my heart. Who would believe it anyway?

Legends, Hearsay, Ancient Myths of the far past. Unsubstantiated retellings by folklore.

I am Han, and this is my life memory . . . "

Please visit www.chroniclesofhan.com for updates, other books and release dates.

