

the Conversation

Published by Grace Campion Gardener

Copyright 2013 by Grace C. Gardener

Author - Grace Gardener

Formerly - Lynn Pezzutti Mickelsen

Grace_Force Printed Edition

Smashwords eBook Edition

the Conversation

...ancient truths revealed

An exposé on the Satanists who kept

Lynn Mickelsen and her daughters as

slaves and prisoners.

Retired VP Richard Cheney and NSA Major General John Alexander felt that Chapter 3 - How They Operate - is the most important chapter in the book. Chapters 5 & 8 will also be very helpful.

The Conversation is a companion book to the Truth

Other books by Grace Gardener :

the Truth;

Garden of the Light;

and the Young Adult novel

Confusion turned to Chaos

### Dedications

Dedicated to my daughters whose strength and intimate knowledge of good and evil will be a strong moral compass to guide us on an honorable path

through the third millennium.

Dedicated to all the young African-American men who lost their lives at the hands of the people sworn to protect them.

Dedicated to all those who tortured and tried to kill me all these years. I hope you find some comfort in this - I wrote this for you.

Dedicated to all prisoners without walls.

Note: _The phrases in italics are the thoughts I have had since the conversation. Everything else is what had been thought and said during the conversation._

### Foreword

At the suggestion of Retired NSA AF Major General John Alexander (not his real name) and Retired VP Dick Cheney (his real name) I have rewritten my eBook _Babble On_ as non-fiction because, as they pointed out, that's what it is. I've talked with Dick Cheney once and John Alexander three or four times after they read _Babble On_. They confirmed all the assertions I made in _Babble On_ are ALL correct. They were amazed I got everything right and told me the book was great - the best thing they'd ever read. They both regretted not knowing all this in high-school, saying their lives may have been very different. They both thought _the Conversation_ should be required reading for the Military and Law Enforcement. At their suggestion I rewrote _Babble On_ as two non-fiction books the Conversation and the Truth. _The Truth_ contains some cult legends about me from my point of view.

### Remember -

Someone said - Whether you say, "I can," or, "I can't," you'll always be right.

### My Words of Truth -

*- No change can occur if we always do things

the way we've always done them!

*- Question Everything! Rethink everything!

*- We're born with Original Love -

NOT Original Sin! We're born with free will.

*- No one gets out of this life alive.

*- We always have a choice.

Heaven or Hell is a choice.

Even life or death is a choice.

*-We don't "have to" do anything.

*- Forgive your parents, but abhor the abuse.

*- Each day is a new beginning.

*- Never pass up an opportunity to help someone because altruism is the key to happiness.

*- We can't fight evil if we see no evil!

*- Knowledge of good and evil is crucial because

without it - evil is poised to win.

*- Think Peace! Make it a reality.

*- Why are we here? _FUN! Our reason for living this life is to choose Heaven or Hell \- beyond that, we should have fun, as long as it doesn't interfere with another person's ability to have fun._

### Preface

**Apocalypse** is a Greek word meaning revealing the Ancient Truths.

This book _,_ the Conversation, is the Apocalypse.

**Skepticism** is how Satanic Churches, or cults, hide. No one wants to think Satanic Cults exist and if you try to point it out to people, they'll just say you're crazy and that way Satanists get away with murder! And you bet ya – it sounds real crazy! Cults rely on your disbelief. Rita made it a point to tell me the same thing will happen to me when I tell people what happened to me.

Satanic Churches seek out people who live in misery. "Social Media," Cable and Satellite TV, and spyware make it easy to identify them: and GPSs, Cell Phones, Facebook, Twitter and Linked In tell cults how to find these unhappy people and their friends any time of the day and night. Next cults use torture and mind control to get those people to join their church. Some Satanic religions are intergenerational, meaning some people are born into the cult. I believe 99% of people in Satanic Churches or cults are prisoners without walls. I wrote this book for them. I lived my life as a prisoner of a Satanic Church. I was their slave and prisoner since I was two. I now find myself mourning my own life.

John Alexander

There's a man who belonged to many cults and he was a Major General in the Air Force and the NSA, formerly Military Intelligence. I don't know his real name. John felt enough people in cults would know his name and he knew those were the people I was trying to reach by writing this book. **John Alexander** was a ruthless cult figure responsible for many of my torture sessions, and he said, at least a thousand murders. He was in charge of torture at Guantanamo Bay. He caused much of the permanent nerve damage to my body, although he said he was not responsible for any of my 106 broken bones, seven of which are in my neck and spine. Every bone in my spine has a fracture in it some caused by a cattle prod put in my anus and touched to my spinal cord and turned on. (One night, Sam Walton, the owner of Wal-Mart, used that torture on me for six straight hours.) John supplied Satanic Cults with night vision goggles, NSA torture drugs and taught torture techniques such as water-boarding and electrocution to the cult that owned me.

I don't think Dick Cheney knew how much of the Military budget John was spending on me. John and Cheney felt that:
Chapter 3 - How They Operate - is the most important chapter in the book. Chapters 5 & 8 will also be very helpful.

John Alexander told me he spent his life afraid and unhappy. I teach in my eBook the Truth that our only two directives from God are to choose Heaven or Hell and to be happy as long as we don't hurt anyone. Since he was lied to and abused by Satanists his whole life he felt duped. John said after he read this book he found himself mourning his own life. He hoped young people, considering joining one of these churches or clubs, would read this book and their eyes and hearts would be opened and they'd be spared the hellish life he felt he "had to" live. He wished he had books like the Truth and the Conversation to read when he was young. He found it almost unbelievable that someone who had been held a rape and torture prisoner and a slave would do something as selfless as this for the very people who tortured her; but he added, he knew me and that made it all very believable. He thanked me over and over for writing these books. It cleared up many things for him. My eBook, the Truth, made him understand God in a way he never thought possible - it made him like God. He became a fan of Christ. He wished he knew the truth about God when he was young. John added, "God picked a good name for you."

John said he would like all military and law enforcement personnel to read the book John thanked me for forgiving him and hoped one day his protégé, AF General Robin Rand, would be able to forgive him. John died in December 2013. He's now one of my Angels.

Whether you believe in Satan or not you need to be aware there are people who do and they will hurt you and your country. For instance, they can abduct those whose life they want to ruin and make them hate their job. They'll then abduct that person's boss and make them believe appalling things about that person to make their job really terrible, even unbearable. It's a soul crushing experience to go everyday to a job you hate and work for a boss who hates you. Their goal, and the goal of all Satanic Churches, is to make life on earth as much like hell as possible. The logic eludes me.

This was done to me in most of my jobs. I apologize to those who worked with me and suffered under this edict.

Fear, Hate, Vengeance and Anger are the main ingredients of control. They are the cornerstones of Satanism. They are doorways through which evil enters a soul. This eBook is an exposé about the religion of Satanism. It also is a brief summary of my life because I was a slave and prisoner of a Satanic Cult all of my life. The book is important for everyone, whether you believe in God or the Devil or not, because it clears up all that has been happening in the world.

The following is a five hour conversation I had with Rita Denman, the self-proclaimed most evil witch princess of all time. She claims she's the Whore of Babylon.

Each chapter has notes in italics which are my thoughts since the conversation. Each chapter has a summary that attempts to make sense of the conversation.

I've put several stories about me, some cult legends about me, and information about my relationship with God in the eBook, the Truth.

**Rita Denman** , the woman who owned me and who is the person with whom I had this five-hour conversation, said, "When you tell people, and you _will_ tell people, because that's the kind of person you are. You don't care if we kill you. If you think something is right – you'll do it. Your own life isn't as important to you as doing something for someone. Even for people you don't know. I'll never understand you. But it doesn't matter – no one will believe you. They'll all say you're crazy. And we'll be right there, up front, pointing our fingers at you. We'll get everyone to believe you're just crazy because you say so many crazy things." Rita puffed like just thinking about all the trouble I've caused her made her tired, "That's why I had to go back through your life and make everyone hate you. Everyone you love, everyone who ever knew you hates you or is dead. All of north Jersey will say they hate you, and you're just crazy, and the rest of the country will believe us."

It came to me to say something. My Angels were pretty clear, I wasn't sure why I was to say, "You won't kill me," but I did. It just confused her.

My Sanity

All psychologists have to know about cults because cults wreak such grave emotional havoc. A few psychologists have told me that usually people who've suffered the kind of abuse I've suffered, are wearing straightjackets, and live in a padded room. I should be, or at least look like, a bag lady. I should rest assured I'm the sane one and the people who did this to me are the crazy ones. They explained, the fact is, if I were insane I certainly wouldn't be able to go RVing, enjoy myself, map routes, hold intelligent conversations or look as kempt as I do. They thought my assertion that it was God who saved me must be true, because my mere existence is a miracle.

My Name

I was born Lynn Pezzutti, then I was married and became Lynn McDermott. Then I was mind controlled into divorcing my first husband and marrying the "prince" of a Satanic Church based in north-west New Jersey and I became Lynn Mickelsen. I now consider Lynn Mickelsen my slave name.

One day in 2007 God said, "You will be called Grace."

I argued for a minute saying, "Me? Naah, I'm not Grace."

God said, "You will be known as Grace."

I replied, "I don't even like that name."

God repeated Himself as though He hadn't said a word before, "Everyone will know you're Grace."

I had argued with God over many things many times before and I knew enough to stop. He had never persisted like this unless He had a really good reason, and I knew from, experience, He was always right. It was a simple enough request. So, God chose the name Grace for me and I chose the last name Gardener and God okayed it.

### Introduction

I had been the unwitting slave-prisoner of a Satanic Church for most of my life. My ex-husband, Peter Mickelsen, was the prince and Rita Denman was the princess. I first learned about this aspect of my marriage and my life during a totally bizarre, repulsive, five-hour conversation with Rita – the self-proclaimed Whore of Babylon - one summer day in 2003 when I was fifty. I knew, as she spoke, I had fallen into an abyss of insanity I had no idea existed. I thought, if what she said were true, my life had never been my own. I had been a participant in my seemingly normal life without living it; because I had been routinely mind controlled by John Alexander, Rita and Peter. Everything that happened to me outside of being a working housewife and mother was erased from my memory using drugs, electricity, and torture.

I dismissed every assertion in the conversation as the ravings of a sociopath. I've since reconsidered.

She told me everyone I've ever met, known or loved had been murdered or brainwashed into hating me.

Rita told me of thousands of people their church "sacrificed" over the past fifty years. She told me deaths, which I had thought were of natural causes, were really murders.

She further accused me of being the one in their legends capable of taking them down and thus changing the course of the new millennium to be a green, peaceful earth free from war, famine, and disease.

If Satanists believe I can chart the outcome of Armageddon to a better, greener, more peaceful world –

who am I to argue?

### Chapter 1 - The Conversation Begins

If you don't want to read about me, skip to Chapter 3. Chapters 1 & 2 can be disturbing.

_Throughout this book I refer to my Angels as my people, my spirits, and my peops (pronounced peeps.) The phrases in italics are the thoughts I_ have _had since the conversation. Everything else is what had been thought and said during the conversation._

August 2003

The phone rang. I wiped my mouth and slid my plate back from the edge of the table so the dog wouldn't get my last little bit of sandwich. I glanced at the clock - 12:30. I pushed away from the table and got up to answer.

"Hello."

"Are you alone?" A raspy voice whispered on the other end.

"Who is this?"

"Are you alone?" The voice asked again. This time I could tell it was a woman but couldn't place the voice. I'm usually good with voices.

"If you don't tell me who this is I'm hanging up."

"Just tell me if you're alone and I'll tell you who this is," she demanded.

"Okay, I'm hanging up," I said with my hand on the button.

"Oh all right, I know you're alone. You're so stubborn; I can never get you to answer anything."

The voice sounded like Rita Denman, a woman who had been a friend of my husband's since college.

"Rita, what are you doing? Why are you fooling around?"

"This isn't Rita. Who's fooling around? Listen to me. This is serious." She said sternly.

"What's this about, Rita? And if you know that I'm alone, why are you asking me? How do you know I'm alone?" Rita never was one of my favorite people. I figured she must have dialed wrong because she probably wanted to speak with my ex-husband, Peter. In the twenty-five plus years I've known her, she never did want to talk to me and I never did want to talk to her. "Peter isn't here," I reminded her. He had moved out about a year and a half prior, and she knew that. I didn't understand why she was calling me.

"I know that. That's why I'm calling, now." She sounded annoyed. I was getting annoyed with the game she was playing, too.

"Please tell me what this is about, Rita. Is something wrong? Is there something I can do for you?"

"That's rich. Something you can do for me? There is nothing you could ever do for me."

"Well?" I waited.

"There's something I need to tell you." She corrected herself, "There's something I have to tell you." She corrected herself again, "There's something you should know. I think you have the right to know."

Rita sounded so strange and serious I thought something might be wrong. And why was she using that voice?

"I've never done this before. I've never done anything like this before. I give the command to have someone killed and the next thing I hear about them is that they're dead," she said under her breath.

"You're having me killed? You've had others killed? And now you're having me killed?" I added, "You can lose that voice."

Rita was a peculiar woman and I've heard her say some odd things, but that took the cake. I wasn't sure how to react: the conversation started out so strangely that I thought maybe she'd been drinking or something, but she didn't sound drunk \- she only sounded perturbed.

"That's right," she reminded herself, "You do have ESP."

'ESP? Didn't she just tell me she was having me killed? That's not ESP, that's just good listening skills.'

"You're having me killed? Why?"

"I shouldn't be telling you this. I will." She whispered out loud to herself, "I'm not supposed to be telling you this. But I think you should know." Then continued, "I think you have a right to know how much we did for you."

I didn't know who the "we" she referred to was. I didn't know what to say.

I consulted with my Guardian Angels, I guess you'd call them. They've gotten me out of some terrible situations. I talk to them and to God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit, who I call the Lady, regularly. They're all my peops. I'd gotten used to talking to them. I kept a line open, when I was in trouble, as I knew I was right then, I'd listen for advice: so I checked with them. I was told to wait and listen, and to try to remember because what she was saying would be critically important. So I waited for Rita to continue.

Nothing.

I asked, "Why do you think I have to be killed?"

"That's it! That's it. You got it right away. You _have_ to be killed. So you know! So you know you have to be killed."

"What? Why?"

"That's why I'm calling. That's exactly why I'm calling. To tell you why you have to be killed," she corrected herself, "Sacrificed. We don't kill anyone. Everyone who dies deserves it. They deserve to be sacrificed."

"Sacrificed? To who?"

"To the one who is. The one who always is. It's our church. Peter and I belong to a church." Then she lowered her voice and scowled, as though I were stupid, "You didn't know that - did you?"

I thought about it. All I knew was that Rita had been married in the Catholic Church and Peter and I used to belong to the Presbyterian Church. Peter and I hadn't been to church for quite some time since our Pastor died, probably for two or three years, anyway. I wasn't aware that my now ex-husband and Rita were going to church together. And God doesn't require sacrifices. So she was right.

"I didn't know that."

"Well, we are," she continued, "we're in the same church. Well, we're not _in_ it, we run it. We own it. Peter is the prince and I'm the princess. You didn't know that did you? That I'm a princess?"

I knew from time to time Rita referred to herself as "the Polish Princess." I'd never heard of a prince and princess of the church. Of any church - not even the Mormons. I couldn't imagine Peter as a prince. I thought of him more as Homer Simpson with hair. And she didn't look like any kind of princess. She had an unfortunate face, was six feet tall, and weighed over three hundred pounds. As for owning a church – I didn't know such a thing existed.

"Oh yeah," I chuckled, "you and Peter are the prince and princess of a church?"

"This is serious. I could have you killed for that." Then she gurgled, "I am having you killed, and that's one more reason. I have a hundred reasons."

My Angels told me , 'Stay calm and ask her.'

"Oh, you do, do you? Name one."

"Because you've killed so many people," Rita snapped.

"Because I've killed so many people? I've never killed anyone. You say you have. But I certainly haven't, so if that's the reason you're having me killed - you have no reason to kill me."

"You have! Everyone you love is dead because of you."

"Everyone I love is alive." Love is a present tense verb. It implies that people are still alive.

I sat down on the telephone chair that stayed pushed up against the wall in the dining room. It was pulled into service at the table when we had company. The phone was at one end of the kitchen and the cord was only eight feet long. My Angels didn't want me to even ask her to hang on while I got the portable phone, which turned out to be a good thing since the conversation lasted for five hours.

"All your grandparents. They're not alive!"

I corrected her, "They died of old age. They were all in nursing homes when they died."

"Not all," she said. "One was in your bedroom at your parent's house. We got in, two of us held him down while Peter suffocated him. You said he was eighty-eight years old. We thought it would be easy. I've never known _anyone_ who lived eighty-eight years. You lied. That's another reason I should kill you, you shouldn't lie to me - I'm the princess. No one that old would be able to fight back hard. He fought back so hard I wanted him dead."

My Angels told me to calm down and listen.

Rita went into detail about just how, and the twisted reasons why, she and Peter killed my grandparents. Even though they were old and in nursing homes she said they all put up a mighty fight. It was sickening. Incomprehensible. "We did that for you and you don't even appreciate it. You're an ungrateful pig."

I wanted to scream at Rita for being such an evil witch, but I didn't because my Angels told me to stay calm. I wanted so badly not to believe her at all.

I have a woman spirit I call the Lady. She's one of the spirits who guide me. She is exceedingly calm and loving. I believe she is the female side of God. My Lady assured me that my grandparents were much happier in Heaven and told me to remain calm and listen and remember. How could I do that, I wondered? The Lady told me my Angels would stay with me.

"They shouldn't have loved you. They had to die. I hate you. I hated you the minute I saw you. You're not that pretty. I don't think you're pretty at all. Peter thought you were the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen and I hated you for that. I asked him to marry me so many times. He's my prince, I'm the princess, and it's only fair that we would be the ones to be married. But no. He wanted you. You had to die. Peter only agreed to be my prince if I made you his wife. You were so young. So young. I tried so many times to kill you so you two would never be married. He's the prince so he's not supposed to be married anyway. To me that may be okay, but to you – that's not okay. That's wrong, just wrong."

What do I say to that? If it was wrong, and she's the princess, why did she let him marry me at all. All I could think to say was, "I wasn't so young, I was 23 or something when I met Peter."

"Oh no. You were ten or eleven or something."

My mind reeled. I was certain she was wrong.

"I thought I had plenty of time to do away with you. I've been trying since then to kill you. This time I have help. I can make anyone I want do anything I want. Dave, your ex-husband, Dave, that's his name , right? He wants to cut your face up. You hated his horse. He loved that horse and you hated her. His mare - I think that's what he called her or calls her. I don't know if she's still alive. You hated her and he loved her. He loved her so much. So much. She was red. He called her something else but he said that means she was red. Now he wants to cut you up."

It was hard to follow her insane rambling. It was a surprise to find out Peter met me when I was ten or eleven. I didn't believe her. I met him when I was working for the Prudential Insurance company in Florham Park New Jersey. I had already had my daughter Mariah.

My ex-husband, Dave, never owned a horse. As far as I know he never owned a cat or dog. A red horse? Then I remembered he liked the Bird's song Chestnut Mare.

I said, "Rita, that's the song that he liked. The Chestnut Mare, that's in a song. You're going to have him kill me and cut up my face because of the song?"

"He wrote a song about her? And you hated her. Of course, he'll kill you for that. I can get him to do anything. He has a very black soul, one of the blackest I've ever seen. And to think we were going to kill him. What a waste - what a waste of a good man." The thought made her chuckle, "What a waste of an evil soul."

My people told me to ask about that. "How do you know his soul is black?"

"Oh, I know what everyone's soul looks like. Yours is a bright white. It looks like a pillar of white with silver specks flying in it. The specks are Angels." She whispered quickly, "Don't tell anyone I said that, but sometimes you can see their little faces." She continued, "There's some gold in it, too. It goes from floor to ceiling. It fills the room with a bright, white light that I hate. We usually use candles for that ceremony - but not for you - your light is so great we don't need candles. I've even had people go outside the house to see if the light goes to the sky. But it doesn't. But when you look at it, it looks like it goes on forever. No one else has a soul like that, except maybe \- I hate saying His name - let me see if I can say it - except maybe Christ."

'The woman's delusional,' I thought. 'I have a soul like Christ?' "What? How, on Earth, do you know what Christ's soul looks like?"

"On Earth. I like that. The Earth is ours." She continued, "I shouldn't be telling you this, but it doesn't matter you'll be dead in a few days, anyway. When Christ was born, the light from His soul surrounded Him and went straight up into the sky. _You_ would say, straight up to Heaven. There was no star. The light went from the Earth up and not from the sky down. That's who the Magi were. They were us. They saw His soul and they went to find out if they were right. That's why those gifts. Those gifts they brought were part of our ceremony. Gold, Frankincense and Myrrh."

"How does that work, Rita?"

She wasn't about to be interrupted, "But yours doesn't. Your soul looks like it does, but it doesn't." Her voice turned to gravel, "You're not so special. You're just special enough that you have to die. You're a threat to us. You want to take us down. I can't allow that."

"Who's us?" I had no idea what she was talking about.

Note: I've since learned that "us" is a Satanic Cult. Satanic Cults have princesses and princes. Rita claims to have seen my soul. She was frightened by it and realized I had to die.

According to the Bible story, the Magi came to see Christ and went back to King Herod, who then made a proclamation that all baby boys under the age of two should be slaughtered. Did the Magi know the consequences of their report?

Rita didn't answer. My Angels wanted me to keep her talking.

"Okay, you killed my grandparents. Who else? Who else did you kill?"

I wished she were here, so I could hit her with something.

She told me how they killed four of my uncles. She said they gave them cancer. Their church gave my aunt breast cancer. I didn't believe her because, as far as I knew, my aunt didn't have breast cancer.

"You can't give someone cancer," I protested.

" _You_ can't – I can."

"No, Rita, you can't," I corrected her. That correction was enough to get her to keep talking. It made her angry. I had never realized, before, what a good weapon anger can be.

"You're so stupid. All you have to do is inject a carcinogen into an area of the body that produces cancer cells and they get cancer. It's easy. We've done it dozens of times on you."

"Well, I don't have cancer." I told her. I thought that would end this insane discussion.

"Not yet, you don't!" Then she muttered, "It doesn't always work." Then she gleefully added, "It's a great way to kill someone and not get caught.

'Down and down the rabbit hole we go.' I shuddered to think what she could say that would top this. "Oh yeah, like who?"

"Like John Bellucci, he stood in the light in that church - that's what your soul looks like."

She said my soul looks like a scene, the end scene, from the movie, _Ghost._ And so she said John Bellucci and Patrick Swayze had to die. Again, it was very disturbing, but I knew Patrick Swayze was alive so I didn't know what to think.

"Patrick Swayze's still alive."

"Not for long. He'll die soon of brain cancer. I think it was brain cancer we gave him." she stated with no remorse nor any hint of emotion of any kind.

"It seems every time we target celebrities, we get at least a dozen more members. People like that we do things to get into national news, sometimes even the world news."

Then she started talking about the Kennedys.

All I knew was when I was very young, maybe eleven or twelve, I went to Europe with my parents. We stayed at the same hotel in Ireland where John-John and Carolyn Kennedy stayed. I thought I must have mentioned this to Peter at some point. _Now that I have my memory back I remember things more clearly and I know there's a lot more to it.._

Rita said, "Caroline Kennedy should never have gone to the hospital. We didn't do anything terrible to her. Caroline didn't even remember you. She didn't even remember being there." She mumbled, "John, that's his name John, right? We got to him much later," under her breath.

She shouted, "You lied to us. You shouldn't lie to us."

A chill went through me. 'I remembered when Caroline went to the hospital because Peter was upset with her for going. I wondered why he would be upset about that. Peter and Rita must have done something to her.

'Of course Caroline Kennedy wouldn't remember me. Why should she remember me? I never said more than "Hello" or maybe "How are you?" to them. The pictures Rita showed her were probably of me thirty years later. And what would it matter?'

"Why would you do that to them?" I zeroed in on the barely audible part of her statement. "Are you telling me you killed John Kennedy, Jr.?"

"Stop that! I hate that you do that," she said, referring to ESP. "We didn't kill him. He killed himself. He wanted to die. Can't you read? Didn't you hear the news? It was a plane crash. All we did was ask him if he remembered you. He was easy to get to, too. You told us how. You were right, he rode his bike over at Central Park. We just offered him a drink - is all. And he took it. If he didn't want to die he shouldn't have taken it.

"Then we took him off and asked him about you. Whether he remembered you. He didn't. You're so egotistical thinking he would."

I felt physically ill. I laid down on the floor. I would never, in a million years, expect John Kennedy Jr. to remember I stayed at the same hotel as he did when he was a toddler. It was just ridiculous of her to think that. It was just an excuse to get to him. Rita said she was surprised when people got upset about his death. She didn't think anyone would remember him. My mind was reeling.

As she spoke, I remembered Peter nervously pacing, saying, "He didn't know." Saying, "This is too big. Too big. It's out of our control. They're going to get us for sure." Peter watched the coverage of John Kennedy Junior's death intently.

'Get who' - I wondered? 'How could Peter be involved in a plane crash when he wasn't on the plane?'

Now Rita was talking about the crash, too. I didn't even have to ask her, because I realized she and Peter must be involved somehow.

"We killed his father, too."

"You killed Jack Kennedy?" This was too much. 'That was so long ago, I think I was in fourth grade. How could Peter do such a thing and get away with it? Rita and Peter would have been kids, too.'

"Oh you're so stupid. Not us - Us. The bigger us. One of our churches'. All of us. It's like that song, you know that song that asks, "Who killed the Kennedys." I think it's by the Rolling Stones. They're one of us, too."

"The Devil?"

She became furious, "What makes you say that? You couldn't possibly know that! Why did you say that? No one knows that! No one! We see to that!"

"Rita," I said, "the song is entitled _Sympathy For The Devil._ '"

"No it's not! The Devil doesn't need any sympathy. We'll get them for that! Do you think the Devil needs sympathy?"

"I have no sympathy for the Devil." I don't.

"Well, you should. We'll get you for that!" she yowled, doing a complete reversal.

"So, the Devil needs my sympathy? Why? Does the Devil want sympathy?"

That question served to make her angrier. "You deserve to die. That's why I want you dead!"

'Why did Rita care that I had no sympathy for the Devil? Why did she think the Devil needed sympathy? Was that it? Was that her church? I had no idea churches worshiped the Devil.'

That concept took a few years to sink in.

When I saw Caroline and John-John in Ireland, he was only about three or four and he had broken his arm. He was so little and sweet. It was infuriating, frustrating and devastating to be told that their "church" used that tiny bit of information as an excuse to murder him, probably thirty-five years later.' It was a horrifying thought. 'How could anyone, any group of people, any church, get together to cause such misery? To what gain?' I had no clue.

"That's another thing. He didn't remember you and he didn't even remember the cast. You lied to us about both things." She hesitated, "You're such a liar. Look at all the people you've murdered. They're all dead because if you."

My people, my Angels, the Lady and Christ reminded me it wasn't my fault. I was not the murderer. I knew that, but still those words were thorny.

I replied, "How could he possibly remember me, Rita? He was just a baby. Just a little boy with a cast on his arm. I would never, in a million years, think either Caroline or John Jr. would remember me." I rocked my body back and forth on the floor. My eyes were wet with tears. I wished this would stop, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to hang up and drink myself stupid. 'This can't be true. Why is she telling me these wretched things?'

I began to have trouble breathing. My Angels told me to stay calm and listen. 'There's more?' I asked them. My Lady told me, softly, 'Oh yes - there's much more, and every word is important. You have to hold together and keep her talking. You have to try to remember. It's not you. She'll keep telling you it's you, but don't believe her: you know that's not true. This is important.'

She said, almost matter-of-factly, "John should've told us he was going to fly that night. It was his fault. He put us in a bad spot. They almost caught us. We had to call in favors, lots of favors."

I stopped rocking. I used my sleeve to wipe the snot and tears out of my mouth. "Favors? From who?" I figured, to cover up John Kennedy Junior's death, the favors must be enormous.

"Other churches. Other churches get together and do favors for each other from time to time - not often - but when it's absolutely necessary. Other churches had to help us. We made it clear that we couldn't let them catch us; it would have been bad for everyone. It would have been terrible.

"John Alexander had to help us. He was angry with us for using his drugs on someone so prominent. But he had to help us cover it up. He's a Colonel, I think he's a Colonel or a Major or something, maybe he's a General in Army Intelligence. He's the one who supplies us with the torture drugs. He teaches us about torture. He doesn't want any attention drawn to the fact that he's in our church. He advises the president. He is in charge of torture at Guantánamo Bay. So he had to help us, he had to call in favors, too. He didn't want anyone to know that someone in his position in Army Intelligence was using torture drugs for entertainment. He was really mad at you, too. He hates you for putting him in such a bad situation."

"He hates me?" I was flabbergasted by the whole idea that Army Intelligence had torture drugs and that they were using them indiscriminately on innocent, righteous people like John Kennedy, Junior.

"You almost got us caught. You almost shut us down. All of us. You almost shut us all down! You'd like that, wouldn't you?" Rita said with contempt. "That's why I hate you. That's why you have to die."

I was stunned by the wild assertions, "You have someone who's a General or something in Army Intelligence who's in your church - who gives you torture drugs and teaches you how to torture? You want me to believe the Army helped cover-up John Junior's death?"

'Peter was decidedly anxious following John Kennedy Junior's death.'

"Ha. And John Alexander thinks you've gotten out of so many of our traps that he figures someone who can do that, must have an extremely high IQ. But you're so stupid. Where do you think those people go? People who join organizations like the CIA and Army Intelligence joined because they like to see bloodshed. They like the sound of people screaming. That's why they join. And they get precious little of it. They want more so they have to join one of our churches to feed that hunger. With us, they can torture and murder, not murder, no one is murdered - sacrifice \- as many people as they like whenever they feel like it. They don't have to wait until their job orders it: that can take years. Most of our people are in some kind of law enforcement, they can't get enough of torture and murder so they join us. You're so stupid to think they don't. Ha, an IQ of over two hundred, my ass. You're an idiot."

### Chapter 1 Summary

Summary of What Rita Told Me About The Kennedys

She said, "We killed JFK. Joseph Kennedy and Joseph Kennedy, Jr. were both cult hits. Another Satanic Church had something to do with Edward Kennedy's crash at that bridge." (Chappaquiddick) Rita started to give details but then stopped.

"Bobby Kennedy's assassination was an Army Intelligence experiment ordered by Hoover. John Alexander boasted to Peter and me that he was an apprentice during the mind control experiment that turned Sirhan-Sirhan into an aut..., a robot." (In his most recent visit, John said killing Bobby Kennedy was a terrible mistake and he has never been able to forgive himself for that. Bobby and I would have achieved world peace around 1970 and John saw that in my future. "It was so beautiful," he told me, "and I killed him for that. How could I have been so blind." It turns out that I was the woman in the polka-dotted dress that was seen running from the scene. It was John who went in to get me out before I was killed. John is now in Heaven. Go figure.

J. Edgar Hoover, Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., Jack and Bobby Kennedy, and Jimmy Hoffa

Rita said, "J. Edgar Hoover had both Jack and Bobby killed" essentially because of the Kennedy's rift with Jimmy Hoffa and because they were proponents of Civil Rights and friends of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

Rita said Jimmy Hoffa and J. Edgar Hoover were both Satanists. " Hoover was an embarrassment to the church because he was a gay cross-dresser. They should have killed him for that, but the church left him alone, though, because he was compliant and yet so powerful."

Caroline and John Kennedy, Jr.

(I'm so sorry Caroline.)

Rita and Peter abducted, drugged and tortured Caroline Kennedy. Caroline was admitted to the hospital following her abduction.

Some time later, I think it was years later, they got to her brother John Kennedy, Jr.

John Kennedy, Jr. told them he refused to sleep with anyone other than his wife.

"He kept saying he was married," she complained. "We tortured him all afternoon but he wouldn't change his answer. He should have told us he was flying that night, we would have stopped. Well, maybe. I didn't think anyone would remember him. I didn't remember him. I thought he was a nobody."

The post-hypnotic suggestion was that he felt fine so he didn't realize he was in no condition to fly. The afternoon of being drugged and tortured caused John, Jr. to crash land his plane killing himself, his wife Carolyn and her sister.

Ted Kennedy

His uncle, Ted Kennedy, wanted the crash investigated, making the cover-up much more difficult. She angrily complained, "John Alexander was furious that he had to cover-up for the cult this time. His job was on the line and John felt he might be found out. He had to block Ted Kennedy's inquiries move for move. Ted Kennedy was given brain cancer as his punishment."

Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis

Rita claimed responsibility for Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis' death, but didn't explain why or how. She said the guy who was arrested because he had weapons and explosives in his trunk when he asked for directions to Jackie's house, was one of theirs. I speculate that must have been the time she became ill. Jackie was living in Northern New Jersey at the time, so it is possible Rita and Peter were somehow responsible.

\- End Kennedy Summary

Boston Strangler

Peter told me, once, he was the Boston Strangler. I thought that was impossible. I thought the Boston Strangler killings happened before he was born. Peter was only two years and three months older than me. I've since figured out he would have been eleven when the murders began; and now I'm not so sure he was lying. I know, now, he was capable of murder but he would have had to figure things out on his own, like how to get to Boston from North Plainfield, New Jersey, kill someone, and then get back home again without his parents asking him questions. He said he took the train. As for the murders, Peter's a big guy, he may have been a big kid, and the Strangler's victims were mostly elderly women. The women were raped but there was no sperm in the semen since Peter was not sexually mature yet. That should have been a clue but was never picked up as such by the Boston police. Very few adult men have no sperm.

My Struggle to Get Peter Arrested

I tried for about three years to get Peter arrested. I'll save that for another book. I knew he was a murderer because after he moved out of the house, my memory started improving. I remembered times he told me, details about murders. There was no way he would know some of the things he told me, unless he was the murderer. For instance, about the woman known as the Central Park Jogger, Peter said, "Blood and water flowed out." Then he asked, "That's how you know someone is dead, right?"

I was in a supermarket looking at the beets one day after Peter and I separated, and I remembered what he said. That was one of the many, many horrific, buried memories that have surfaced. I didn't know, until this conversation with Rita, how a memory like that was hidden to begin with.

I had no hard evidence he was a murderer. I tried to get him arrested for raping me, so that his DNA would have been tested, and murders and other rapes would be connected to him.

I wrote letters to a few people regarding Peter's admission he was the Boston Strangler. I never got anywhere with that, either.

I've had people, who claim to be qualified to make a determination, tell me that I'm sane. I know what I'm saying sounds insane, but it's my circumstances that were crazy – not me.

These people are home-grown, right-wing terrorists. They exist and operate in every country. They are funded, in part, by money donated to charity. Check out any charity before you donate to them.

### Chapter 2 - Wholly Evil

A Reminder: The phrases in italics are the thoughts I have had since the conversation. Everything else is what had been thought and said during the conversation.

"Who is it who hates me?"

Rita said, "Everyone." Then she said she did, so I asked again. She said, "Everyone," again, then she relented and said, "John Alexander. I shouldn't be telling you this. I'm not supposed to use his name," Rita said, almost to herself. "I shouldn't be telling you this but I will, because what does it matter? You'll be dead by next week, anyway."

"Yeah, I'll be dead, so nothing you say can be repeated," I said to punctuate her assertion and to keep her angry. Her anger was getting me lots of information. The idea that people who represent the president, or advise the president and set Army policy could also be pedophiles, rapists, murderers and sadistic ghouls was insane, repulsive and intriguing. Sometimes, when I see a president who is a proponent of a ridiculous idea, like Reagan was with 'Star Wars,' I wonder who's advising them.

"So, was 'Star Wars' yours?" I asked.

"The Movie? What are you talking about?" She answered.

"The idiotic peace Missile Shield proposed by Reagan. Was that one of yours?"

Rita said it was, and then hesitated.

Rita went on to tell me how there has always been someone from one of their churches to advise the presidents. Always. She alleged the founding fathers worshiped Satan.

"We're especially good at starting wars."

She claimed the Army and special services had someone from one of their churches in a position of power to guide operations. In order to get out of a cult, "A person has to kill someone because, then we know we've got their soul and we have something to blackmail the person with if they go to the police. Otherwise, death is the only way out."

She said John Alexander is sought after by all the churches in the area. "We're the lucky ones - we got John Alexander and he provides all kinds of torture equipment and drugs for our monthly rituals. He taught us torture techniques like waterboarding and electrocution. Sure we were using that before he joined, but he showed us how to get more information. He showed us how to really torture someone. I mean really, for real, the way the Army does.

"He even gets us night vision goggles. He teaches us how to use animal calls to communicate with each other on a mission at night. I'm a cat. Don't you think that's funny – me? A cat? George is a dog, Peter's a crow and ... I shouldn't be telling you this. Oh! I was so mad at Peter for trying out his crow call on you, I almost tortured you to death! ...Let's see, that might've been one of the times you died - I don't know."

She was mad at Peter so she killed me? I had to let the comment go about me dying.

"Doesn't the Army realize they're missing torture drugs and night vision goggles?"

Everything she said defied all rational thought! This was really difficult to believe, I figured there had to be a hole in this scenario, somewhere. She was saying so many, seemingly, delusional things I was just trying to find the hole.

"No one investigates John. The Army has no one else to answer to when it comes to ordering torture equipment and torture drugs. And besides, he's right up there at the top. No one who works for him would dare question him." Then she talked aloud to herself, "He'd probably have them killed."

You would think the Army would have an internal auditor asking why so many drugs were ordered – but, apparently they don't. What about the equipment? Are night vision goggles so cheap you can order an extra couple hundred and nobody notices?

Rita perked up, "When we used the drugs and methods the way he taught us, not that we were ever wrong, but we can get anyone to do anything if we do it the way he showed us. We can get anyone to kill someone, someone they love even. Except you. That never worked on you. I don't know why. It makes me furious. But for everybody else, when we cast the spell, it sticks."

"You call that spells? I call it brainwashing. Spells are like witch's brews of bat wings, eye of newt, hocus-pocus, stuff like that. What you're talking about isn't spells, Rita!" I was furious. I thought it was so irresponsible and reprehensible that she thought that use of torture and drugs and hypnotism was spells. This was like nothing I'd ever heard before. We know now that Army Intelligence was using torture at Guantanamo Bay but when she told me this in 2003 I didn't know that. I always thought our country was better than that!

"Spells have always been drugs, brainwashing and hypnosis. Always. We know we've had our own stuff. Bat wings, eye of newt - that's not us," she added under her breath, "Well, sometimes it is, sometimes - just for show." She said, "But we've always used drugs. Like that Saint, Saint somebody's dance. I know this one, I'm omniscient."

"St. Vitas?" I told the omniscient one.

"How did you know that? Nobody knows that! You read my mind. I hate you. What St. Vitas did... All the Catholic saints are ours, well the old ones, anyway, what this one did was when we took over a whole town and gave it LSD, then we held torture and rape rituals all day. We made people dance until they dropped dead. You didn't know we had LSD, did you? I mean way back when. You didn't, did you?"

In fact, the thing I read about St. Vitas' Dance, a disease from the 1690s, was that experts felt a batch of rye had become moldy and everyone in the town ate it and essentially they were tripping all day. (LSD is made from rye mold.) "Well, yeah, I did." I didn't know about the torture rituals but telling her I knew about the cause of St. Vitas' Dance was true enough, and enough to keep her anger at such a pitch she kept talking.

My Angels kept me calm enough to stay focused.

"We like to have everyone in a church hate one person. That way," she explained, "the hatred is focused and more powerful."

She said I was a regular guinea pig for John Alexander and the Army Intelligence group because they had easy access to me and I was the wife of the prince of the cult. I was not supposed to have powers, such as ESP, they felt I had. Rita and Peter also told John I could make myself and my vehicle disappear and I could raise myself and others from the dead.

Rita told me how John Alexander, the Armed Forces, President George W. Bush, Vice-President Dick Cheney, and the Satanic Cult they belonged to, were all working to bring about Armageddon. She said the men in the shadows stay there because if people catch on to what Satanic Churches are up to, they'd probably try to stop Armageddon. (Do you think?) Those who worship the Black can't allow that to happen. Armageddon has been the prime directive of the Devil, or the Black, and those who worship him, since the beginning of time.

The Book of Revelation, in the Catholic Bible, mirrors what the Book of Revelation, in the Satanic Bible, says except it's Satan's worshipers who carry out the various world catastrophes and then they win dominion over the Earth. Satan, Beelzebub and Lilith, the Unholy Trinity, revealed what they have to do and it's only now, six millennia later, that they have the means to do it all. Satanists intend to be the last ones standing.

Drugs and torture, including electrocution, combined with hypnosis result in powerful mind control or brain washing: if you're told you'll be tortured again if you don't do what they want – you're extremely likely to do what they want.

A more long-term insidious torture, which government agencies also engage in, is giving the victim cancer.

I dismissed that possibility as preposterous.

So she explained. A cult physician places a carcinogen inside a person's pituitary gland or brain by going in through the nose. Rita told me a carcinogen can easily be injected into a thyroid gland or in the breast, or ovaries, or prostate. She told me I have had carcinogens placed in my brain, breast, thyroid, and ovaries. The body reacts by making a pearl of cancer around the carcinogen. Rita maintained that a cancerous pearl is liable to spread more quickly than regular cancer. These cancers are devastating and often times lethal. Once a person has cancer the cult can wait for the cancer to kill him or they can murder him by suffocation and the diagnosis for death is always cancer - natural causes.

"No one checks for the cause of death when a person has cancer," Rita gurgled.

Someone who goes up against a public official, or the CIA, or Army Intelligence, or anyone in a Satanic Cult, cancer is the preferred murder method!

Germ warfare is prevalent not only in the Army but among Satanic Cults.

"Someone in each cult is always in charge of growing salmonella, at the very least." She said, their north New Jersey cult, "Has dozens of diseases and poisonous bacteria ready to be unleashed at any time for any reason." She said, "Most cults keep a supply of Whooping Cough, Anthrax, Small Pox and Typhoid. Some are concocting bacteria that are incurable. Antibiotics won't work on them and they're very contagious. We're about to cause the next Black Plague."

### Chapter 2 Summary

Note: The cornerstones of evil and Satanism are fear, anger, hatred, and vengeance.

Keep someone afraid and you can control him.

**Fear** is a great motivator. Fox News uses it non-stop.

**Anger** works like a Genie in a bottle. Anger takes control, whirls around, and you end up someplace you didn't want to be. People tend to want to let their Anger Genie out because he can be a powerful force. But when a person gets angry he gets irrational. It's easy to move that anger to other things, and soon he becomes angry with the world or his lot in life. A suggestion can be made to murder to get rid of the terrible, uncontrollable, all-consuming feeling of anger. Again the brain is not able to think logically or rationally and may not see any way out. Murder wouldn't make the angry person feel worse, so the suggestion sounds plausible.

**Hatred** closes the mind.

**Vengeance** may falsely appear to be a solution to the trap of Fear, Anger, and Hatred. A person who believes, 'An eye for an eye – a tooth for a tooth,' is doomed to a life of unhappiness.

I know, now, Rita was often telling the truth about my daughters and my life. I've read articles on the internet. My memories have returned, since this conversation, I recall John Alexander and the things he did to me.

I know, now, like the Manchurian Candidate, these hideous people can then make anyone do anything they want. The cult can turn anyone against anyone to the point that they will murder for the cult. I know members who murdered people who, just a few months before, they loved.

They call it spells. Their spells include torture beyond comprehension and drugs only Army Intelligence can acquire. The spells aren't witch's brews of bat wings, eye of newt, etc. Belladonna is put into mead for their members at the torture and rape parties. Other hallucinogens and Chloral hydrate are added for human sacrifices. The room is always dark. The minions are given a cup of Kool-aid laced with powerful drugs upon entering so they become compliant and the evening seems like a dream. (That's why the Jim Jones cult all took the Kool-aid - because that's how those meetings always start.)

The cult's favorite torture was the use of Army Intelligence torture drugs injected in high doses to cause agonizing pain. They told their audience (Rita and Peter's cult had about 350 members) it was a spell because the torture victim screeched, twisted and writhed in pain while no one laid a hand on him or her. (This is, undoubtedly, the preferred torture at Guantanamo Bay. That's why the prisoners will never be allowed to leave. The prisoners there know too much to be allowed to leave. They're used as guinea pigs and torture victims for the pleasure of the Satanic Cults that exist within the Army. Satanic Cults DO exist within the armed forces! That is a verifiable fact. Again, the internet articles are a wonderful source. Rita asserted everyone in Guantanamo Bay is in a Satanic Cult, although many of them may not realize it.)

The Army also has drugs that, in high doses, cause strokes, brain hemorrhages and heart attacks. Pain increases with each higher dose and so does the risk of death because the heart and brain can't take it any longer.

John Alexander wrote an essay for the Army on non-lethal torture methods in which waterboarding, electrocution and drugs are highlighted. Electrocution is also useful in erasing memories – even memories of torture. Since the brain works on a series of electrical impulses, electrocution can change memories.

The drugs this north Jersey cult used also cause tremors and lasting conditions such as early-onset Alzheimer's, Parkinson's, Multiple Sclerosis and Lupus. It was her opinion that without cults, those diseases would never have existed. When the cult uses the Army drugs in high doses the victims suffer strokes, brain hemorrhages and heart attacks - so that the cause of death is natural causes.

(Don't use your own computer to search any of this - go to an out of town library) If you read about this man, you'll undoubtedly find it was easy for him to believe such nonsense because he truly believed such things are possible.

ESP is possible. ESP HAS to be possible - That's how we talk to God! At any rate, I wasn't 'allowed to' have these powers, most of which I never did have. John wanted access to me in order to find out how I did these things so he could teach them to special ops troops. As for Rita and Peter, they thought I could not and should not have powers greater than theirs since they were omniscient and infallible and they could do magic tricks using sometimes as many as 60 people to help them pull it off. My "powers" could certainly not be greater than those people in the cult - so they felt it was perfectly okay to torture and preferably kill me.

Murder, rape and torture are sanctioned by their religion and will become legal soon if Satanists win, and rule the world as they predict. Their only caveat, is you have to have a reason. I suspect the Texas murder defense of, "Your Honor, he needed killin'," will become popular.

There's no such thing as magic. No one can perform magic - no one in the cult and

– Certainly not the Pope.

### Chapter 3 - How They Operate

Satanism is the reason, bad things happen to good people.

Although the intended date for Armageddon has come and gone these procedures are still in place. As of 4/26/14 plans for WWIII are still in place.

Can you imagine being in a club where the glue that binds you is torture, rape and human sacrifice? Where the rules are - you never quit? You have to worship the prince and princess? They can never be wrong and you can never question that? You will be asked to murder for them? You have to pay thirty percent of your salary for this privilege? And if you mess up, in any way, shape or form, you will be killed or tortured. If you don't like what they're doing, you'll be killed. You literally sell your soul to the Devil with your money and your life. -

... _Oh, sign me up!_

Rita claimed, the horrible, unexplained things that happen daily are direct results of cults at work.

Not all evil people are in Satanic Cults or churches, and some don't pray at all. For instance, even though Peter's Norwegian mother and father belonged to a Protestant Church, Peter's father brutally raped him while his mother watched. Many, many people just let Satan work in them. Those are the people who say nasty things to you in the supermarket, who cut you off on the road, drive through puddles to splash you with muddy water, put everyone around them down, don't trust anyone, or bring a bag of guns into the post office to shoot everybody. (You may be one of those people: now you know it's the Devil working in you.)

A Satanic Cult is like Fight Club. The three rules are - you don't talk about the cult. Satanists are able to identify each other, though. You don't realize it because it's so clandestine, but there are Satanic Cults everywhere! That's an extreme statement, and surely can't be true, or you would have heard more about cults. Not true. They cover for each other. There's much tedious planning, including cover-up planning, for the more heinous crimes.

"How are you getting away with this? The things you're telling me are impossible – not to mention insane. I'm sorry, Rita, but I don't believe any of it," I balked.

"I won't let you call me insane. You have to believe. That's why I'm calling. It's important to me. Peter doesn't know I'm calling. Nobody does. I have extra people watching your house, because, I thought you'd run away screaming by now," she stopped to think a second. "That's another thing. Why aren't you running away? You're a freak."

"That's another thing," I answered. "How do you get people to watch me? How do you get extra people? It must be incredibly boring. Do you pay them? Is that why you stole all that money from me?" It was clear someone was watching me right then, because she knew when I got out of the chair, and onto the floor, and back up onto the chair, and when I walked into the kitchen, everything.

"Hey, wait a minute. We didn't steal anything from you, you gave it to us!" She said, like I was one of her minions she could so easily lie to. "That's what I told everybody, anyway."

"We'll get into that later. If you don't pay them, how do you get people to watch me?"

"Oh, for you, it's easy. I send around a sheet with times blocked out and openings, and men fill in their names. Since we watch you around the clock, you're sheet is the longest, but we usually get yours back first. For this assignment I sent around another sheet that Peter didn't know about. Then, I told the men who signed up for today, not to get in each other's way, and not to tell Peter.

"Ordinarily, between the cameras, and special assignments, and all the times we've tried to kill you; we'll go through a hundred and fifty members a month, usually."

"A hundred and fifty members a month? And they don't get bored? They're out there watching me...?" There were too many questions; I wasn't sure I'd be able to ask them all and get truthful answers: and my Angels told me it didn't really matter, anyway. I had to keep her talking.

"That's mind-boggling. I don't believe you." I was dumbfounded.

"It's magic! That's how magic works. That's how I'm omniscient. That's how I know your every move. Isn't that wonderful?"

I knew she had never had a conversation before. I didn't want to remind her, I wasn't one to share her glee. "It _is_ like magic. How do you get everything else to work? I mean, all of it? How is it you manage to not get caught?"

"I'll tell you because it'll get you to believe," she paused to think of just how to explain. "People join us who want to see torture and get away with murder."

"But no one wants to..." I didn't want to believe people like that existed.

Rita told me, "Every one of the people in every type of law enforcement goes into those professions, because they like to see misery, and torture, and murder. Take our guy. He's a Colonel in Army Intelligence and he heads up torture for Guantanamo Bay. He loves murder and torture, that's why he got into the Army; and then once he figured out the real torture was in Army Intelligence, he went into that. People like that, can't get enough in the jobs they do, so they come to us. Our guy has a mini-satellite office set up in his home with all the computer hook-ups and tools that are in his office on base. He holds cult meetings there regularly. No one investigates him."

She went on about how all Special Ops Divisions of each branch of the Armed Forces were headed up by Satanic Church members.

"Our church has the power of Army Intelligence and the FBI. We can track your cell phone, intercept emails, plant tracking devices, and spy though your computer's camera, all that good stuff. We use Army drugs and equipment. We can turn anyone against anyone to the point, they'll murder for the church. The Army does it all the time! They use mind control on momma's boys to turn them into killing machines. Lots of Army Officers are our people, because the Army needs human killing machines, and we know how to do that. We can use the same mind control techniques on our members, so they'll murder people, who just a few months before, they loved. It's like that movie. The one with a name like an orange? What's that called?" she paused.

My mind was still rolling around in the rut of, 'They use mind control on momma's boys to turn them into killing machines.'

"A Clockwork Orange?" I answered.

"No, not that one. That movie should never have been made. That told too much about us, exactly how we operate. Nothing should ever be told about how we operate. The other movie," she asked again, "with a name like an orange?"

I thought a minute about her claim that she could make anyone do anything, even kill someone they love. My peops helped me answer this one.

"The Manchurian Candidate?" I offered.

"That's it. That's the one. That movie tells too much, too. We call it spells, but it's not like any spells any of the churches have ever had before. This is real powerful stuff. It makes our church more powerful than anything anyone has ever seen. Our church _alone_ could start Armageddon."

"But how do you get away with it all? You're telling me, you're gonna start Armageddon, and no one will know?" I had to be persistent. I had my angels keeping me calm. I was supposed to listen and learn.

"I told you. All we need is someone in every profession. We can get into any place we want any time we want. You'd be amazed. It's like magic – like real magic. Sometimes it amazes even me." She said wistfully, "It works so well because we have the Black watching over us."

We discussed, again, how there's no such thing as magic; and how 'one rotten apple spoils the barrel.'

We talked a while more and it turned out every profession meant _service_ professions.

She was pleased to be the princess of a Satanic Church that had been operating, unnoticed, since the 1400s.

She boasted that, during her lifetime, her church had been responsible for the deaths of, probably, a hundred celebrities; and they had controlled dozens of celebrities, with torture; and the majority of those murders and tortures happened while she was the princess. And it was all possible with meticulous, time honored, planning.

She said most, if not all, Satanic Churches operate the same way.

Here's what Rita was proud to tell me.

Law Enforcement

She stressed, "Owning **law enforcement** is essential for the survival of any Satanic Church. Cults have no shortage of cops. Most cops," she maintained, "join the **police** force to feel powerful. They thrive on life and death situations. Once they get a taste of blood, they can't get enough. That's where we come in.

"Police forces are corrupt, anyway. They cover for each other. It's easy for them to justify being in a cult and torturing, and murdering.

"The more members a cult has in law enforcement; the better it is for the cult. It works just like the Mafia, only we have way more cops, and we don't have to pay them – they pay us," she laughed. "No cult can survive without at least some members on the police force."

Rita's and Peter's cult members live in more than six counties in northern New Jersey. They rely on numerous officers in various precincts. She started to try to figure it out, but then quit. She said, "Almost half of our members are in law enforcement - mostly the police force."

Note: The mainstay of every cult is law enforcement.

Police officers, in a Satanic Cult, will make you feel meddlesome, ridiculous, and on the verge of being arrested, if you question them.

I know for a fact, cults use fake police officers to harass individuals; it's happened to my daughter and to me. Always ask for at least two forms of ID and a badge. Police uniforms can be bought by anyone.

She emphasized they have law enforcement in all areas where major members live. "We own the **Police Department** , the **Fire Department** , the **high Sherriff** , members of the **Sherriff's Department** , some **Town Council** members, **school board** members, some **Mayors** , some **judges** , and the **DA's Offices** in our counties. And we use a computer program that has the names of all of our cult members tied into the network of all of those departments so when someone calls with a complaint against a member, that name shows up, and the cult member is notified, and our member answers the call. Like, when you walked into the police department, trying to get Peter arrested, one of our people met with you."

I knew she must be right. I knew her cult must have those computer capabilities. I had been trying to get Peter arrested for months, and I bumped into hurtful roadblocks at every turn. Peter had raped me many times while I was drugged but only once, that I was sure of, and I thought, if they would bring Peter in for raping me, they would have been able to have his DNA checked. I figured it would have been matched to close to a thousand rapes and almost a hundred murders. This conversation confirmed my suspicion. Until this moment, I couldn't understand how I could bring a list of the twenty murdered women, I had information about, to two police departments, my DA's office, the county's rape counselor, a local lawyer (recommended by the rape counselor), and the FBI, and have them all yell at me and tell me I was "being vindictive," like they were reading from a script. One by one, as I showed up at their offices, they stood over me, and shouted at me for wasting their time, saying, it wasn't against the law for a husband to rape his wife. They all knew, what I didn't know until this conversation, why I should be so vindictive.

For me, this part of the conversation was an appalling, 'ah-ha moment.'

My head was spinning.

_In 2005_ _, I talked to someone in the Morris County, New Jersey, DA's office who told me she couldn't help me. She had taken the case away from the DA's offices in Morris and another county. The DA told me all of my suspicions were correct, "When you put it all down on paper like this, it looks kinda bad." I was right about twenty women Peter had killed and all she could do for me was tell me I was right, and say it looks "kinda bad?"_

She added, Peter has killed at least seventy women, and that their church has killed hundreds.

John Alexander told me in 2012, the number of people murdered by my ex-husband's cult was in the thousands.

Peter murdered two women in Atlantic Highlands, New Jersey. The murders were about a dozen years apart. I think both women had a ballpark resemblance to me. He dumped both bodies in the same wooded area. It took so many years to find the first victim, he thought the second victim would take as long to find. The second body was found the morning following the murder, while we were still at the shore.

The Morris County DA, Jane Reckenwald, told me, when the murders in Atlantic Highlands were taken off the investigation list by one of their churches' members, it made the police in the town angry. I had walked into the Atlantic Highlands, New Jersey, police department with information about the second murder Peter had committed there. At first, the police officers there were hostile toward me for coming in, because it had been several years since the murder and it would be difficult to dig the paperwork back out, and because Peter's most recent Frantic Highlands' murder victim was pregnant. Murder is the leading cause of death for girls in their teens and twenties, and the vast majority of those victims are pregnant. The police surmised the murderer was the vagrant girl's boyfriend, and so, closed the case. After I showed up they re-opened it without telling me, so I assumed they didn't believe me. The investigation didn't get far, though, because it was taken over by Peter's church.

The female DA who met and interviewed me brought a partner, a man who was in the DA's computer investigative division. They said I was an "innocent," and shouldn't have been tortured, and I shouldn't be on their "kill" list. She didn't think Rita had that much power. She told me they were supposed to kill me when they had the chance, which they did (have the chance, I mean.) they said if I persist in trying to get Peter arrested they would kill me without batting an eye. I told them I would stop, because I'd tried everything I could think of, and I was getting nowhere. It was apparent the coverage Rita spoke of was steadfastly in place.

They were glad to hear about my frustration, but they continued the conversation because they wanted to know about my spiritual beliefs and habits. They'd been present at many of my torture sessions. The man had ritually raped me. They were witness to several torture sessions that ended with me being pronounced dead. They confided in me that they thought I was special.

It was a bizarre conversation. I quickly became aware the DA Officers weren't interested in helping me, but they were interested in my spiritual awareness. They were both of the opinion that rape was sex. They both told me they had never had sex, though they appeared to be a couple in their forties. They were an arranged couple, one of the types of Satanic unions Rita told me about - ( Like a Sun Yung Moon arrangement) I explained to them that rape was an act of violence, and sex was an act of love. It's frightening to think that there are ANY people, working in law enforcement, who think there's nothing wrong with rape.

There are some statistics that state, half the women in this country have been raped. If you're sitting around in a group of women, ask. You'll be surprised to find three quarters of them have been raped, and half of them didn't report it.

FYI - The two people from the DA's office had two forms if ID and badges. Always ask for two forms of ID if someone claims to be in law enforcement.

Health Care Workers

Satanic Churches have hospital workers including janitors, technicians, lab workers, nurses, doctors (yes, doctors) and records retention. Records are an increasingly important role.

Note: I've tried, a few times, to get old files; and have been told that if a file is deleted from the computer there is NO WAY the paper file can ever be found.

I had an overnight sleep study done in a hospital, because, on so many mornings, I woke up feeling terrible.

During the study I had a blood test that proved I'd been poisoned. I almost died during the study and woke up with sirens blaring and lights flashing inside the room. Someone was standing over me with the defibrillator paddles ready. The nurse overseeing the study told me, when a patient stops breathing for a minute, first, lights flash, then if they don't breathe sirens go off, and if they still don't breath she tries to wake them by shaking them, and if that's unsuccessful, she calls for the defibrillator. God woke me up just before I got zapped.

When I tried to get a copy of the bloodwork, there were no results on file, and when the records people dug deeper, not only was the lab work missing, but there was no record of my having the study done at all.

Medical people are needed in Satanic Cults to kill and torture members and victims, and then to cover up what they did. Most modern torture leaves NO physical evidence.

The doctors who join are primarily anesthesiologists; surgeons; eye doctors, ear, nose and throat doctors; post mortem; pain management; obstetricians and some plastic surgeons. Other doctors who join may be encouraged, by the cult, to change fields, most often to Gynecology or Anesthesiology, or some field the cult can use.

" **Gynecologists** can cause problem pregnancies, miscarriages, perform abortions, and they can supply fetuses for ritual consumption." She said, "Satanic Churches want to make abortion illegal again, so pregnant women will have to use witch doctors. It was easier for Satanists to obtain aborted fetuses when abortion was illegal, and, of course, more women died from infection and complications, which," she said, "is a plus. Bush's doing his best to make abortions illegal again. We'll get it done. You'll see."

" **Anesthesiologists** can kill. Cults find them particularly useful because patients can choose a surgeon, but are generally assigned an anesthesiologist.

" **Surgeons** can make fatal mistakes, or can be used to fix botched torture. All our surgeons are always under investigation for killing someone, but we can fix that. It's six, I think it's six, they can kill before it's a problem, so we have them change hospitals after five."

She meant lethal mistakes.

**ENT** \- Ear, nose and throat doctors are important because the screams of the torture victims leave the throat shredded. There are many scars inside a torture victim's throat.

The ears are a main source of torture. The same kind of electrical cord that leads to a lamp or an appliance is used. The ends are stripped, sometimes probes are attached, and the ends are placed on, behind, or in the ears.

Note: My ear canal and ear drum exploded during this torture. When I woke up, in my own bed, my ear was bleeding, and I was in terrible pain. My ENT was in my husband's cult. If I had gone to a doctor not affiliated with the cult, he or she would have suspected foul play.

I went to an ENT, recently, to see if there was any way to remove scar tissue from my eardrum, because I have a chronic ear-ache and my hearing is progressively deteriorating. He literally ran out of the room. I have to wonder if he's associated with a cult.

**Eye doctors** can cause blindness or torture eyes.

She said, "The cult uses boric acid to blind people. Boric acid mixed with too little water can blind someone. We have the victim remember a battery exploding in their face, or some such thing."

**Coroners** are used, post mortem, to cover up sacrifices, and they can report the diagnosis as natural causes.

"Sometimes we'll say the death was a suicide, to cover up murder, or if we feel the family would be hurt by it. That way we get the most bangs for our buck," she laughed.

"Coroners and crime cleanup are key. Probable heart attack or stroke is the usual diagnosis. If a victim is posed, and the area around the victim is clean and tidy, murder isn't suspected," she said matter-of-factly.

Note: Causing the most pain in any situation is the goal of all Satanists.

" **Pain Management Doctors** treat victims with cult caused disabilities. They can diagnose the problem as being caused by something other than torture. The doctor can find out the victim's weakness, and help the Satanic Church he belongs to, by reporting the weakness to cult officials, and then we can figure out ways to hurt the victim even more. Those doctors can make sure a person's pain never goes away." She said, "They can prescribe medication that'll make everything worse."

" **Obstetricians** can prescribe drugs and do tests that hurt a fetus. Early ultrasounds on fetuses, at development stage two to four months, can cause Autism, and so we've made sure they've become routine. Obstetricians can also perform abortions, so they can provide fetuses for sacrificial consumption." She went on, "They're also used to make childbirth more complicated or painful." (For women who have somehow become unwitting enemies of the cult.)

"They also help to steal or switch babies at birth." She complained, "That didn't work with Allison. You figured it out – I don't know how?"

Note: I know of an obstetrician in the cult who uses pitosen when it's not needed: and he gives women larger episiotomies than necessary and leaves the stitches long, so they'll be more painful. He does this to ALL the women in his care for his own amusement.

My baby was switched at birth, but I complained until they brought her back.

" **Pediatricians** cover up child abuse and rape. Satanists begin raping babies at one month of age. Any pediatrician would be able to tell that. We had you go to ours with Mariah, but you weren't satisfied with him. We had to be really careful our torture didn't show on your children after that. You're so stubborn."

" **Plastic Surgeons** are needed to change a killer's face or to fix a botched torture. They've gotten busier since America's Most Wanted." She stated, "Plastic surgeons are shared among a few churches."

She went on to say, "The Satanic Churches' goal, as an important part of Armageddon, is to abduct and kill a well loved personality, and put that person's face onto one of our people. We'll call him the face-demon. We'll need a team of plastic surgeons for that. Then we'll have a well loved and trusted person giving out our philosophy. And everyone will say, 'Ooh?' We'll get lots of converts – lots of people will want Armageddon."

I said, "People'll be able to tell it isn't the same individual."

"What does that mean – same individual? Individual what?" She asked.

It took me a second to figure out what she was asking. "Same person," I responded. 'Yikes' at first I thought she was kidding.

"Well, say person, then. I don't know why you say things so no one can understand you." She went on, "If the celebrity is well loved, no one will care when he or she shows up again, alive. No one will care that the face-demon's morals and ideas suddenly changed drastically."

I told her, "The public isn't just interested in the face of the person, but in the whole person, his ideas, ideals and morals." I said, "If an individual has gone missing and then shows up again and suddenly has a completely different personality, then the public'll be suspicious."

She said I was wrong.

I said I was right.

This conversation was in 2003 before the first face transplant; which, by the way, our Army paid for. Once his face healed, I doubt the person receiving the face ended up looking like the person who had donated the face. Since it was our tax dollars that paid for the operation, we have a right to know whether a face transplant, along the lines of the movie, Faceoff, is even possible.

She insisted, " **Doctors and Dentists** go into those professions because they enjoy watching suffering. They don't get enough, so they join cults to inflict suffering." As she described those dentists I thought it must be something like the dentist in _Little Shop of Horrors_.

Note: Rita said a few times during the conversation - Eyes and teeth are key points of torture especially for the cult members. When you join a cult you agree not only to torture whoever they tell you to, but to be tortured yourself. Members sometimes need medical attention after they've been tortured and they can't go to just any Eye Doctor or Dentist. These doctors can also administer torture to teeth and eyes, skillfully, so it's undetected by the casual observer. They have access to drugs and tools used by their trade. Dentists can provide anesthetics, nitrous oxide, drills, etc.

I know someone who had all his teeth pulled, and someone else who had all her eyelashes removed, and a few who had their eyes tortured until they were useless.

Doctors are helpful when torture goes wrong, which it often does. They also have access to drugs and medical equipment that can kill and make it look accidental.

I know from my experience with cult doctors \- Doctors working for the cult will do things like, look at their watch a lot, in an effort to make you feel intrusive, and stupid if you question them.

" **Nurses** have access to patients and can administer any drug. Anyone in a nurse's uniform can walk around any hospital unquestioned. Our nurses often start intravenous without filling the tube with liquid before attaching it to the needle, so all the air in the tube gets into the bloodstream. Sometimes the air alone is enough to kill someone. Once the air hits the heart the patient becomes unconscious." She said, "When the electric paddles are used to shock the patient back to life, the heart literally explodes."

Note: The electric paddles Rita referred to is a defibrillator. I've had intravenous started with air in the tube, evidentially done by nurses working for Peter and Rita, and I can tell you it made me feel very woozy and nauseous. I've passed out at least twice.

Once, I awoke in a hospital room, to find my shirt open and a Resident standing over me with the defibrillator paddles, and other hospital staff around my gurney. I spoke just in time to stop them. My blood pressure had gone down to 60 over 30. As they asked me my name, and who was president, my pressure rose into low normal levels.

She said about the incident, "You had your shirt open for all the world to see. We had to torture you for that."

I thought, 'Apparently "all the world" consists of a hospital Resident and three nurses, including the one who started my I.V.: and while I was passed out I had some control over having them open my shirt?' Logic and reasoning weren't her strong suit.

She stated, "Anyone can impersonate a doctor or nurse and stroll the halls of a hospital unquestioned; all they need is a white coat and a name tag. There's no real security." She said, "Peter and I have done it several times and killed many people that way."

"Lethal nurses are in all hospitals and if they stick to only killing the people the cult assigns, they go completely unnoticed for years and retire with a good pension." She said, "The guy, nicknamed The Angel of Death, who was arrested for killing so many of the residents of a nursing home, was a member of a Satanic Cult. He was killing people for the cult but then began killing just for the thrill."

Note: I didn't believe her; but since then I have read a statistic that only two thirds or 66% of people who walk into a hospital as a patient, ever walk out again. That number includes people who walk into the emergency room or go to the hospital for tests. That's a chilling statistic.

Rita didn't need provoking. She was proud to tell me how they operate, unnoticed, in plain sight.

Mental Health Care Workers

She said, "Cults have doctors and staff in **mental institutions** diagnosing anyone intent on blowing the whistle on our cult as insane." She told me again, "When you try to take us down, we'll all say you're insane. All of New Jersey will insist that you should get locked up. We'll do everything in our power to make sure you actually get insane, and if you persist in your accusations, the cult will murder you. You'll prefer hell to the mental institution we put you in."

She claimed to, "have ALL mental health facilities covered." She said, "This is one area where our churches will work together, because the goal of going unnoticed is really important to all of us. The church member who works in the mental institution can change charts, administer hallucinogens; make nightmarish night-time visits to ensure the accuser will never be believed. The hospitalized person will be encouraged, by the mental health counselor or night visitor, to commit suicide.

Electro-shock is used to alter or erase memories. The accusation of demonic possession'll be mirrored back onto the patient. If their treatment doesn't end in suicide, or complete breakdown; and if the person continues with the accusations, that person will be killed. We can, almost always, make it look like an apparent heart attack; but sometimes it's called a suicide; sometimes the death will be accidental, and once in a great while, it will be called a suspicious death, but we'll make any trail, leading back to the cult, disappear. Don't think you can hide from us, or take us down, because you can't – you can see that now."

My blood ran cold as she told me these things. It was all so horrific I had an enormously hard time keeping up. I had to force myself to pay attention and try to remember all of these ghoulish details. I had to remember to breathe.

"We have **Rape** Counselors to talk women out of reporting rape. They make her feel like it was her fault.

"We have **Suicide Hotline Counselors** to help guide teenagers to commit suicide.

"Cults need **Psychologists** and **Psychiatrists** ," she told me, "to help guide teenagers, who aren't evil enough, to kill themselves. They can keep torture victims and prisoners from asking questions by making them feel crazy. The accusations sound crazy enough." She reminisced, "The Children's story, _The Secret of NIMH_ , is true - only the mice are people. Those who worship Satan own the National Institute of Mental Health and the FDA. NIMH investigates alternative means of torture, memory altering or erasing, which is another name for electroshock therapy. And they find new ways to cause permanent brain damage. Patients in mental hospitals and prisoners at Guantanamo Bay are nothing more than guinea pigs for NIMH. Ooh, ugh," she shuddered, "the things we're doing at GITMO, even _I_ think, are bad."

**DYFS** "The Department of Youth and Family Services, ALWAYS has a member who will show up at the homes of other cult members who are accused of child abuse or neglect." She told me, The report will always be stellar saying the cult member is an exemplary parent; and indicting the accuser with being vengeful.

"There's an enormous need for cult members to work for the Division of Youth and Family Services because of the rampant abuse. I don't think a cult can exist without them;" she thought a moment, "and cops." She found it amusing that, "These are people whose job it is to protect children by day, and then by night, they torture them, sometimes to death; or they watch and chant as babies are ritualistically raped."

She went on, "When a cult member takes an intense interest in a case, and takes the case away from another social worker, no one questions it. No one says, 'She may be in a Satanic Cult,' because the mere suggestion sounds so crazy, that when you say it, you're accused of being delusional, especially by our church members."

I realized, 'This happened to me. The DYFS worker admitted to knowing Peter; and I suggested, perhaps, we should do things by the book, and someone else should take the case. That surprised them both. I wasn't afraid they'd find something because I certainly wasn't abusing my children, and I had no idea who Peter really was.'

She told me, "Peter and the DYFS worker who investigated you knew better."

It was sickening to realize, 'The investigation had been a cover-up, the report stating we were exemplary parents was bogus, and the complaint sent to DYFS was legitimate.'

Luckily, I had no time to catch my breath or comment.

Note: Of all my atrocious memories, the recognition of what happened to my daughters has caused me the most pain and depression. My daughters continue to be abducted and their lives continue to be manipulated.

My daughters will be very upset with me for writing and publishing this book. I hope this book provides them with a modicum of protection. I know, with God's help, they will eventually forgive me.

She thought aloud, " **Pharmacists** are a nice addition to any cult because they can supply the Satanic Church with almost any date rape drug, sodium pentothal, hallucinogens, chloral hydrate, belladonna, psychotropic and/or other chemicals to induce pain."

Note: I think when strange things happen, these are the drugs law enforcement, hospitals and doctors should be checking for, but don't. They should NOT assume the person who has drugs in his system, knows the drugs are there.

The **pharmacist** for their north Jersey cult was arrested and sent to prison. She said, "That was your fault, and another reason to have you killed."

Her mind must have been off thinking about the drugs they use, "Meth-amphetamine is a drug that makes people look and act like the Devil." She continued, "Have you ever seen a meth addict? They look awful, like something the Black made. Ha!" She laughed, "They're our creation. Ha! I love it!"

"That's not creation. You didn't create a human being. You've ruined a life."

'Down and down the rabbit hole we go,' I thought.

Since this conversation I've met a few meth addicts, and she's right, they do look and act like the Devil: and I'd like to say to them - Cut It Out!

Children

"The **school nurse** is also a nice addition in the school the prince and princess' children attend. Any signs of abuse go unreported." She assumed, "Most cults aren't big enough to have that luxury. Some of the really large cults – like the one in Waco, Texas – have not only the school nurse, but school administrators and teachers in the cult."

She went on to say that, "What went wrong in Waco was, they thought they had the perfect setup. The Branch Davidians had people in the Sherriff's Department, the Police Department, the hospitals, the Fire Department, DYFS, and district officials." She said, "They forgot about the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and explosives. That was the department that took them down." She added conclusively, "All cults learned a valuable lesson from that."

Note: The Waco Texas cult had a good long run, and, if it were not for the vigilance of BATF officials, many more lives would have been ruined. Intergenerational cults go on for centuries murdering, raping and using torture rituals to turn their children evil. The surviving children of the Waco cult have been permanently, emotionally scarred. Hopefully they're getting loving care and aren't living with relatives in Satanic Churches. David Koresh is a testament to how totally self absorbed and egocentric princes of Satanic Cults are. Narcissism is sociopathic.

"It was an unwritten law of the Branch Davidians', that if David Koresh were to die they would all die with him." She added, "I know that, because George has relatives in cults in Texas.

"All of Texas is one big Satanic Cult. We own the government. The Governor and Senators and most of the local politicians." She thought a minute, "That's right. I think that's right." She mumbled about it, going over the elected officials they own, in her mind. "That's why the death penalty is so popular in Texas. They like to torture the prisoner for a long time before they kill him. If the family of the victim is allowed to watch, and they want revenge, the torture can go on for hours."

I threw up.

"What?" She asked.

"Doesn't anybody monitor that stuff?" The thought was appalling. It didn't sound plausible.

"That's what I mean. Everybody who would monitor, does that mean check up on...?" she didn't wait for an answer, "everybody's in on it." She questioned my motive, "What do you mean?" She gasped in recognition, "You mean you care about how a murderer's treated?"

"Well, yeah, I care about how everyone is treated. That's why listening to you..." she wouldn't let me finish my thought which was, 'is just about killing me.'

She growled, "Ugh, you're so good." Then scolded, "You're lying. Everybody wants to see murderers tortured."

I cringed, "I don't."

"I do. I love torture. It'll be a TV show one day."

"Nobody'd watch it."

"They would, too. They'll have no choice. Everything on TV will be ours. Mark my words"

She went on, "I can't get enough of torture. Especially children. The most beautiful sound is the scream of a youngen'."

' _This has to stop, please, it can't be real.'_

Children, Continued

" **Adoption workers** supply the Satanic Churches with a source of unplaceable children who can be adopted out to cult members as torture and rape prisoners. The bonus of that," she said, "is the cult member is viewed as a caring individual, and since the child has no other potential adopters he or she is never checked on. The more severe the deformity or illness, the more severe the torture. If the child can't leave the house anyway, physical abuse, such as breaking bones, burning, and cutting away pieces of the child, is a common practice."

"What does that mean!?"

"Oh, look. I finally got you. I finally got to you!" she mocked me. Then became curious. "What do you care? We didn't do that to your children. I wanted to, because Brooklyn's so pretty, and she shouldn't be. The princess isn't supposed to be beautiful. But Peter wouldn't let me." She went on to tell me of the ritual torture Brooklyn was scheduled to undergo following a play she had been in. Rita detailed the repulsive, disfiguring torture I prevented. I threw up, again. I cried. I was so thankful to have been able to interfere with their schedule. All I knew at the time was, I had to keep Brooklyn from going off with Peter. I had to do and say everything I could think of, to keep that from happening. It was chilling to find out why my Angels and the Lady had been so insistent.

She said, the Elephant Man, and Quasimodo, the Hunchback of Notre-Dame, were examples of the results of years of disfiguring torture, and mental and emotional abuse. "The characters," she said, "were based on a real people."

"The Elephant Man had a disease. Like the boy in the Movie _Mask_ ," I responded.

She thought I was talking about another movie and started off on a tangent.

I wiped my face and mouth and said again, "The Elephant Man had a disease."

"No, no," she huffed. "You can tell by the way he was treated. We have to make them hate themselves – that's half the fun."

She began talking about burn victims. She claimed the Shriners members were Satanic.

In high school, I had befriended a boy whose face had been badly burned. Rita reminded me about him, "You made him feel better about himself. You gave him street cred, I think you call it, that someone like you would even talk to him."

'That's good, finally something positive,' I thought. "Street cred is..."

She interrupted, "We got to him, and made him hate himself so much, he never went out in public again." She said, "We had to do that to him because we wanted to make him hate you. We told him you thought he was hideous. His parents are the ones who burned him. Once they found out he wasn't going out of the house anymore, they began planning more mutilations. It's always good to have a few Quasimodos around."

She began telling me about another little girl who had been adopted, as a crack baby, by a cult couple. I remembered her. I knew what she was talking about.

That was such a horrifying thought. I held the phone near my knee and vomited again.

This time I held it there until I could hear her say, "Are you there? Hello?"

"Go on," I choked.

"Where did you go? I almost hung up. They could still see you, so I knew you were there. How dare you not listen to me?"

Still bent over, I thought briefly about sitting in the chair near the door. "Rita, this is too much." I added, "I'll listen." I pulled my head upright and went to my knees. My Angels said, 'Not much longer.' I lay down on the floor in the doorway near the telephone chair. The areas to sit were more and more limited because of the puddles of vomit. I stared up at the warm wood door and then looked up at the cracks in the plaster and lath ceiling. The designs, always so apparent in the old ceiling, were replaced with ugly cracks and pock marks.

"You know, I shouldn't be telling you this stuff, anyway."

"Rita, I really do want to know how your church functions. I didn't mean to stop you. Please go on," I requested. 'I hope she stops,' I thought.

"Alright, then. But you'd better listen. We do more than function."

Other Professions

To a lesser extent Satanic Churches can use any profession to their advantage.

She said, "For example, we have county **welfare workers,** or someone who pays out welfare, food stamps, and other benefits to cult members, to free them up to work full time for the cult." 'Our tax dollars at work.'

" **Truck drivers** who can kill with their vehicles or haul dead bodies are a plus. Sam Walton of Wal-Mart said he used his trucks as murder weapons.

" **Demolition Derby Drivers** kill victims who've gotten in our way. Anyone who threatens to go to the police meets with a hit-and-run accident. Anyone we just plain don't like can be killed.

"The cult has several demolition derby drivers who know how to hit a car in such a way as to kill the driver. We use these drivers all the time. No one suspects it's all the same driver or drivers. They assume it's all different, probably drunk, drivers."

She said, "When I see those little grave markers by the side of the road, you know the ones with the homemade crosses and plastic flowers, I laugh, because I know it was a cult hit. No one suspects a cult. No one ever thinks that a cult can do damage. Most people don't believe Satanic Cults even exist, so the dots are never connected." She added, "ALL hit and run accidents are Satanic sacrifices."

My daughter, Brooklyn, was recently hit by a car going forty-five miles per hour. Brooklyn was crossing the street late at night on Friday, March 30, 2012. Peter's heart is so black that killing his daughter for April Fool's Day is his idea of a good time, and it's her way of telling me they will always try to kill Brooklyn, since they promised her soul to the Black. The driver had no insurance, the drivers hired to kill with vehicles never have insurance. It's doubtful his driver's license was legitimate. They use many different names. The driver stopped to examine his handiwork only to find Brooklyn still alive, so he began yelling at her to traumatize her a second time. He wasn't charged with any crime, so any police officers on the scene were cult members. I'm so proud of Brooklyn. She is a wonderful human being even though her life has been nothing but a string of bad luck perpetuated by her father and this north New Jersey cult. She's had so much horrendous bull-shit happen in her lifetime but she preservers and is making a difference in children's lives. She stays in the area through mind control. My warnings only anger her. If Peter's cult tries to hurt her again, everyone will know who did it.

Brooklyn's yearly near death events, highlight and heighten the need for publishing this book. My girls know I can write, they know I have a lot to say, they know I frequently talk to God, and they know I will publish something. Peter and Rita, and now the new princess and prince Rachel and Eric, have hurt Brooklyn, Allison, and Mariah and their friends and loved ones long enough. I'm so sorry for the thorny, rough road they've been through. Here's hoping this exposé will end it.

Rita said a young neighbor of our friends, Rodger and Sue, "was hit by a car while riding her bike, because Sue had become very fond of the little girl. Satanic Church members aren't allowed to feel love, so I ordered the hit." She lowered her voice, "It had to be done. Sue may have even loved that little girl. I told her she was getting too close."

I remembered when that happened, because Sue started a campaign to have children wear helmets while bike riding. She was very upset. I had no idea she and Rodger were in a cult. I was finding out all kinds of distressing things.

During the conversation I found out that all of my "friends" participated, in some way, in my frequent torture, and many planned sacrifices.

Note: I never thought kids riding bikes, who got hit by cars, were murder victims. Even if SOME hit and run accidents are murders - that's more than NONE which is what I had thought.

The person who died probably had nothing to do with a cult, but they did something a cult member didn't like.

Some are children of cult members whose lives may be going too well. Satanic Churches cannot survive with happy members.

"Cults can use **Lawyers** to get their members out of any charge. The lawyer will also deter any would-be client, who wants to sue a cult member, by saying there's no case. The lawyer will belittle the person into never wanting to talk to another lawyer."

' _The lawyer I spoke with belittled and berated me while he stood over me, yelling. I wouldn't talk to another lawyer after that. Rita knew that,' I thought. 'The lawyer had told me he was in the same club as Peter. That was the first I heard Peter was in a club. This happened after Peter's and my divorce._

Note: Never threaten a cult member. If you're a member of a cult and you mean to bring them down – DON'T tell them! You'll be dead before you can leave the room.

"Cults like to have **Butchers** as members for obvious reasons." I had no time to think.

"Some Satanic Cults share **Crime Scene Cleanup** experts. They come in after a murder sacrifice and no one ever knows we were there," she bragged.

'Peter once commented on the Seinfeld episode where a model took George to a party, and later George took Jerry to the same place, but that place was now a meat warehouse, so Jerry didn't believe George.

'Peter got upset because he said his secret was out,' I remembered.

Satanic Cults take over a place for the meeting and then turn it back into that place when they leave. His reaction told me, they use sawdust on the floor.

"Dying is a dirty business," she said, matter-of-factly. "Well, you know. You've died plenty of times."

'I knew, in addition to blood; dying causes vomiting: and urine and feces are released,' I thought. I still didn't believe her.

She went on, "And that's just a little part of it. It's not just the victim who's gotta be cleaned up. A lotta members throw up, or lose control of their functions during a ceremony. The saw dust absorbs most crap, and makes the scene easier to clean."

Rita and Peter's cult in north Jersey likes having **musicians** as members. She said, "I don't think that's standard throughout all cults, in fact, I don't know of any other cult who uses them, but they're available entertainment. Musicians also have access to large venues when the cult needs them. They also have an excuse to be out in the wee hours of the morning – the hours the cult is active. They can usually let the cult into a place after a gig, and we get it to ourselves. It's helpful for human sacrifices, and unusual tortures, when we get a big draw. Like for you. We always get a big place when people know you're going to be tortured, or raped, or sacrificed. We make a ton of money when you're the victim. Sometimes there's betting, laying odds, that this time you'll stay dead, so people who like to gamble show up." She added, "Everybody loves that light of yours."

"Where does all the money go you make on me? I never see any of it."

"A lot of times it goes to Peter and whoever travels with him. Once a year he goes to Atlanta to rape your sister, Tricia. While he's there he likes to screw up Tom's life, oh, and Peter always tries to kill Tom's son, John."

"You stay away from my sister, Tricia. That's my money; you can't do that with it." I protested. I knew it didn't matter a hoot what I said, but I had to say it. "Who are Tom and his son John?"

"He's your boyfriend. That's what I tell everybody. I have you both tortured for that. I had you paralyzed one night because of him. I stuck a cattle prod up your ass and gave you your treatment. I zapped you until you couldn't move. We stuck needles in your feet and you said you couldn't feel them. We burned your shins with a blow torch and you didn't flinch. Then we stuck a harry carry knife in your thigh until it hit the bone and you didn't make a peep. We did that so you could be like your lover Tom. We paralyzed him, too. But the next day you got up and went to work like nothing happened." She got very angry, "I hated it when you did stuff like that. What do you care? You don't know him." She said in a way that made me think she might tell me.

I remember that "treatment." I had to say I couldn't feel my legs or they would have paralyzed me. She was hitting the cattle prod against my spinal cord from the inside and turning it on. A body's whole nervous system is affected and the body convulses as the spinal cord furiously whips back and forth. When she asked, "Can you feel your legs?" After just a few times I knew enough to say "no," because I knew what a "yes" answer would get me. My people told me to stay calm and still. I concentrated on my Angels and the pain was bearable during the rest of the torture session.

The next day the pain down my legs and in my thigh was so excruciating it was very difficult to walk. I walked slowly and held onto the sides of the cars and the fence, then the side of the building as I went to work. I kept my legs propped up as much as possible and I kept wet paper towels on the burns all day. They gave me a reason why my legs were burned but I can't remember now. I've known so long it was my husband, his princess and a blowtorch that I forgot what they brainwashed me to think. The doctor attributed the pains in my legs to Multiple Sclerosis.

She went on, " **Animal welfare workers** supply the cult with animal sacrifices on a continuing basis."

Note: This could be easily policed, by checking records of who is adopting animals. I wanted to adopt a cat, once, and I was told the man who was getting the cat had already adopted sixty animals. No one wonders what he's doing with all those animals? I did. I said, he must be using them for sacrifices, or his house would be overrun with animals. I was right, so I got tortured.

" **Snake farms** are always owned by cult members," was her assertion.

"Always?" I wondered.

"Snakes are an important part of Satanic ceremonies."

How Cults Keep Members in Line

"Cult members have to report their every move, and every conversation, to the princess of the cult. They have to kill, when asked to kill. Men have to rape, when asked to rape. They all have to cover for murders, rapes and tortures. They have to want to torture. They have to want to mutilate and burn victims. If, at any time, they want any part of their old life back, or if they fail at a given task, they'll be killed."

She went on, "Once you're a member, you can only get out of a Satanic Cult by committing a murder for the cult. That way the cult is assured of your silence, and we already have your soul."

Note: All of the cult members I've talked with are so miserable, that their life's a living Hell, anyway. Why live it that way?

I don't care what Rita believes, no one owns another person's soul.

" _It is belief that makes all magic work," was one of Rita's statements._

"Once, during a rape ceremony, you told everyone in attendance what was really happening." She said, "Since you weren't being tortured, I had no torture equipment handy. You were drugged, and on the altar, and when you realized you could be heard, and you weren't being tortured, you began telling the congregation, loud enough to be heard, that I changed your words, and made up things, and you went on and on about how the things I made up weren't what you said. You told them I just made them think those things, so they would have a reason to torture you.

"When you did that, about a third of our members wanted to quit the cult." She angrily told me, "That was one of the times I had you killed."

"What followed was a bloodbath. We were able to get rid of people we'd wanted to get rid of for a long time." She said, "You even commented on it."

I asked her how they were able to get people who wanted to leave the cult to murder.

Her answer was, "Once someone murders for us and gets out; then others see it as the only way out, and they follow suit. Most will murder, because they know if they don't, they'll be murdered themselves. And then those who are left, who didn't murder for us, are killed."

She said if I ever remembered that, they would be in trouble. "That's why you can't be allowed to live."

'I remembered, I told them I never said, or even thought, the things Rita said I said.'

(Rita would usually shock me, in an effort to make me say something. I annoyed her because I wouldn't lie. She claimed to torture me to death, because she couldn't get me to say or do the things she wanted me to do. I rarely said what she wanted me to say, unless I misunderstood her, or it would save someone's life.

She claimed to be repeating what I said; really loudly, only she changed the words and the sentiment.

For instance, she would bend over me and ask, "So, you want him tortured?"

I'd answer, "No, don't torture him."

Then she would take a step back, turn toward her members, raise her face to the crowd and yell, "She says, torture him to death. She wants us to torture him to death!"

It felt like I was trapped in a nightmare that I couldn't remember in the morning.)

During our five hour conversation it was my distinct impression that she hated herself. She hated everyone and everything - except Peter. She hated her children from the moment they were conceived – possibly before, since cult members are only "allowed to" have sex for procreation (a Satanic practice adhered to, to this day, by the Roman Catholic Church.)

Rita said she periodically drugs and tortures her prince, Peter, since he wasn't born into the cult. She has to keep him in line. "That's one thing I love about him," she said, "I can tell him some lie about you, and the very next night he'd bring you in to be tortured for it!" Then she laughed and laughed, "He's my puppet." She added, "He rapes and murders all the time," she thought about it, "All the time. He's not supposed to rape unless we vote on it, but he does it whenever he feels like it." She chuckled, "And he feels like it a lot. That's another thing I love about him. He rapes old women, too. Isn't that wonderful?"

She told me again, "You shouldn't've tried to get him arrested." She was surprised Peter didn't want me dead as soon as he heard that. "If ever anyone deserved to die, it's you."

"A human sacrifice is the best housewarming party imaginable." She told me, "That's how housewarming got its name. After the sacrifice there's a fire for burnt offerings." She said, "You were the intended sacrificial victim at three, or was it four, separate parties."

Rita told me at one in Denville, NJ, a man nicknamed Stretch was stabbed to death saving me.

Mark D's Party - Did My Car Disappear?

At another, I left without being seen. She said, "You made yourself and your car disappear."

In reality, I left without saying goodbye because everyone vacated the living room without a word, and it had been my experience when something like that happened, things took a turn for the worse. My Angels told me to leave. When I got to the car it was penned in by other cars parked at such weird angles it looked like it might be deliberate. I thought to ask people to move their cars so I could get out: but again, my Angels told me to get out as quickly and quietly as possible. I'll explain it to you sometime. I strongly suggest if weird things happen, trust your instincts.

She told me they parked like that so I couldn't leave unnoticed. She said, "We measured the distance between the cars and looked up the dimensions of your car, and there was no way you could have gotten out without making your car disappear." She added, "You couldn't have gotten out of the house without making yourself disappear, because I had a half dozen people keeping track of you."

The couple who hosted the party were good friends of ours – I thought. We exchanged phone calls and went to each other's houses for dinner regularly. Mark Dacey was a talented musician/comedian who made his living playing guitar and singing at local clubs in northern New Jersey.

With Friends Like That...

"Mark was easily brainwashed. He did hundreds of horrible things to you, and he never remembered the next day." Among the things he did was to hold a rape party the night Brooklyn was conceived. Rita said, "Since I'm the princess, and I was present when Brooklyn was conceived, I felt I magically became Brooklyn's real mother. I still feel that way." Apparently conceiving and carrying the baby for nine and a half months, then giving birth and raising her was meaningless. It was extremely disturbing to find out I had an audience during sex.

My bedroom activities and frequent rapes were a constant source of amusement and revenue for Peter and Rita \- a notion that repulses me to this day. My point is - even someone who genuinely likes a person can be mind controlled into doing something heinous to that person. Sirhan-Sirhan never could remember shooting Bobby Kennedy – he liked Bobby Kennedy. John Alexander takes partial credit for that mind control job. Take John Lennon's murderer: she said he was made to believe murder was the ultimate display of affection. I believed Mark liked me: and he may have. Killing someone you like is an outlandish display of affection. Can you imagine believing that's true?

Rita claimed I was pronounced dead at the other two parties.

I may have been pronounced dead. Who knows? Never-the-less, I am here now to tell you about these people, how they operate, and their plan to start Armageddon. Even though they missed their target date of 12/21/2012, they're still trying to make a miserable world and make Armageddon happen. Ret. Lt. Col. John Alexander told me he has Drones programmed for the end of 2013 or early 2014.

Mad Max

She told me the time post Armageddon will be like 'Mad Max' or 'Water World.' The Satanic Book of Revelation says the Black wins and evil and anarchy reigns. One of the main reasons people join Satanic Churches is they want to be on the winning team.

Smoke and Mirrors.

There are Satanic Cults everywhere, in every country. Rita claims one third of the world's population. That's a gross exaggeration.

They're like the movies "The Bourne Identity," "Duplicity," and "Mr. And Mrs. Smith" all rolled into one. They do things to trick people, rape, murder, and ruin lives just for the fun of it. They use whatever company resources are available from their jobs. They position themselves in jobs with companies that can benefit the cult. They take cult directives more seriously than their jobs.

She said, "We have Satanists to thank for this life on earth. The Angels who rebelled against God asked for a place where souls could begin and choose Heaven. That place is earth."

### Chapter 3 Summary

I told her, no one owns a soul. We own them, so to speak, until these Earthly bodies pass away. Once we die, and decide on Heaven and Hell, the soul becomes us.

Murder Cover Up -

A young man, whose name I only know as "Stretch," was murdered in Danville, New Jersey, in the late 80s.

Peter and I were at a party. I was given a Jell-O shot at the end of the party. I said I wanted to go home and didn't want it.

The host, a man who I thought was my friend, said, "Oh come on, I made it special for you. Go ahead try it." So I did. I immediately felt sick, sat down, doubled over, and said, "I knew I shouldn't have had that last shot," and passed out.

The drugs I was given cause a coma-like sleep. The person who takes the drugs is aware enough to recognize some of what's happening; but is unable to respond, and can't remember what happened when she comes out of it.

The room, the party had been in, became candle lit. The party-goers draped themselves in robes. I was stripped naked and laid out on a bed. Peter stood over me with a dagger held high over my heart. The group began chanting. Someone asked,

"What's going on?"

"Shhh. This is the sacrifice," was the whispered reply.

"It's usually a chicken or a body part," she responded.

I became aware that the woman speaking was the same woman I had been spending time with at the party. I became aware of Peter standing over my head.

"Where do you think the body parts come from?"

"But they're... Oh, my God! They've been murdered?" She suddenly comprehended, the club she belonged to, were murderers. How else could they have a constant supply of fresh human blood and body parts?

"Don't use His name in here! This is our sacred place!" Rita bellowed, "And it's not murder – it's a sacrifice!"

"Why her? I like her. What did she do to deserve this?" The woman asked.

To which Rita replied, "You must be gay. There's no way anyone could like Lynn. So you must be gay, and we have to kill you, too." (It is the "right" of the cult to kill anyone who is homosexual.) The woman denied being gay. She wasn't gay.

"You're going to kill her?" Stretch asked, as though he just awoke from a dream. "You don't want her?" He told Peter, "I'll take her. She doesn't have to die."

"We promised the Black. He expects a sacrifice. In return, we get her power," Rita countered.

I recognized Stretch's voice, and I was elated to think he wanted me, and I thought that could stop this madness. I'd met him a few times, and I liked him immensely. He seemed so much nicer, smarter and funnier than Peter.

"No one has to die," Stretch was trying to get through the crowd surrounding the bed.

Rita shouted, "Silence!"

Peter raised the knife higher. Stretch rushed forward to take the dagger from him. Peter turned a quarter turn, and plunged the dagger into Stretch's heart. I braced myself for the feel of a steel blade in my chest; but heard a thud instead, and I figured out Stretch had been hurt, or murdered trying to save me.

The crowd became conscious of their surroundings. Some screamed. Others asked, "What happened?" Some ran, like rats, when a light comes on.

Neighbors heard the screams that came from Mike Nigro's apartment, and called the police.

"Is that it? What about the girl?"

"Yeah, I thought we were gonna sacrifice the girl."

"That's what I came for."

"Me too."

Peter shouted, "There's only to be one sacrifice tonight. The Black only requires this one."

'Was I the girl?' I wondered. I was in my late 30s. 'Was that Peter's voice? Stretch must be dead'

Of course, the police officer who arrived on the scene was in the cult. They made sure he was on duty that night. He may have had to switch shifts. He remained lurking in the area until the call came in, and he went to answer it. He immediately began to help cover up the murder.

Then, as they were all busy covering up, and cleaning, and rolling Stretch's body in a throw rug, a second police officer arrived, because the cult member who answered the call forgot to check in, and had his walkie-talkie turned off. By the time the second police officer came, the screaming woman had been subdued, probably by injection, or, she may have been killed.

The second police officer noticed the rolled up rug and my naked, drugged body on the bed. He asked, "What's this? Is she dead?" He saw the candles burning, the darkened room with make-shift, dark drapes covering the windows, and some members still in their black robes and hoods. "Is this some kind of ceremony?" Then he questioned the cult's officer, "Why didn't you call for backup?"

Rita ordered, "Shoot him in the thigh."

A few men grabbed and held him, and someone injected a sedative in his thigh.

The second officer, realizing he was in the midst of something very sinister, said, "What did you do? You shot me," referring to the injection.

Rita mocked him saying, "Hold it. No one shot anyone," as though he was talking about a gun. The officer was fading fast.

"No, you shot me with something. What was it?"

Rita laughed, "No one shot anyone. No shots were fired here." She lowered her voice, "You won't remember anything that happened here. Forget everything you saw here." By this time the officer was down. Rita leaned over him and reasserted, "You won't remember a thing." She knew her post hypnotic suggestion, along with the drugs they used, would make him forget what he saw.

That is a recount of what I remember from that night.

Rita said they took the second officer to his car and drove it to another side of town, parked it, and left him slumped over the steering wheel. She couldn't remember whether he made any trouble for them. She said, "If he did, that would be another person you murdered. That would be two in one night."

There were probably more than fifty cult members in attendance that night. These sub-humans have no sense of self. No sense of right and wrong. If the young lady, who was accused of being gay, told anybody that she wanted to turn them in, she would have been killed. Or, if she tried to turn some of them in, she would end up talking to someone else in the cult who was in law enforcement. The cult would be notified, and she would have been killed.

The young woman, or anybody who wanted to stop the madness, had to be willing to die, or turn themselves into the FBI first; and demand protection, in exchange for names and addresses of the murderers and rapists.

Rita was relatively certain the young woman threatened the church and was killed.

*If that's something that you, as a Satanic Church member, have been thinking of doing, just realize you will most likely do some prison time, or you may be killed; so do it right. Make sure you get enough of them to cripple their church. Think about your life, the way you're living now. Are you happy? No? So, what I'm asking isn't so terrible. On the upside, you'll be saving countless lives! Remember, God's grace can forgive anything. Heaven is an outrageously gorgeous place.*

The first police officer was killed for screwing up. He should have called to say he was at the scene and everything was under control. Since he didn't, a second officer arrived and that was problematic.

As for the second police officer - If later on he remembered what happened that night, they would have killed him. Rita said, she couldn't exactly remember, but she thought he had to be killed, "Most likely by a drive-by shooting, or a hit-and-run." Both things would have been deemed unsolvable and therefore are not linked back to the cult. Cult members inside the police department, and the DA's Office, contaminate or eliminate evidence. Other cult members give the investigating officers bogus information to keep the investigation confused until it dead ends.

Stretch was reported as a missing person. He died saving my life. I cried for him for weeks after I remembered that night. I know that Heaven is a most wonderful, spectacular place. I know that he is one of my Angels.

Thank you, Stretch, with all my heart.

The next time I was at Mike Nigro's apartment, I asked where his pretty throw rug went. He said Stretch took it with him to Pittsburg. Then Mike and Peter giggled, like school girls, for a while. I was hurt that Stretch moved away without telling me.

As for Mike Nigro, he participated in several more of my murder attempts. One attempt was on his wedding day. When that one failed to kill me, Mike agreed to drug his new bride to kill her to appease Satan. Then he drugged his bride and he sent her out at night to drive 300 miles alone. She fell asleep at the wheel and got into a terrible wreck. She broke bones in her skull, jaw, neck, and ribs, and got bruises and cuts all over her body.

I saw her about a year later and she couldn't remember her wedding day or the accident. In fact, she was surprised to find she had been in an accident at all.

That's how easily they can get away with murder.

This is an example of having a cult member in the Fire Department –

We owned a coal stove to heat the house in the winter time. Peter continuously left the hopper door propped open with a bit of coal. This day let it wide open so the carbon monoxide would flow into the house and hopefully kill his family.

Unbeknownst to Peter, I installed carbon monoxide detectors. When the detector went off, our daughter, Allison, said we were supposed to call the fire department to report it. The chief of the fire department arrived almost immediately. He said he was supposed to make a report, but he wouldn't because it would take too much time.

When I said, "Maybe you should make a report."

He responded, "You don't really believe your husband is trying to kill you - do you?"

Again I said, "If you're supposed to make a report, perhaps you should make a report."

But he never did, because he was in the cult and he arrived to protect Peter. It wasn't even his job to come to the scene. I didn't realize he was the chief until another fire official arrived was told to go away. The other fire official was very surprised to see the chief doing the job of a fireman. The other fireman scratched his head quizzically; but none of us ever thought the Chief was in a Satanic Cult, and he arrived at the scene to cover for Peter. It's inconceivable.

Peter used to remove our home's fire extinguishers. He routinely took the batteries out of the smoke alarms. When our daughters were about six and nine, Peter habitually had them make their own dinner, while he left to go to a strip club, while he was supposed to be caring for them.

What a guy.

They were home alone one evening, when something in the kitchen caught on fire. The girls couldn't find their father, or, the fire extinguisher, so they used the sprayer on the kitchen sink to put it out. Rita said Peter set it and snuck out. Apparently, the set-up was, Peter let the fire chief know when the girls were home alone cooking dinner, so if an alarm was called in, it wouldn't be transferred to the fire station.

She told me, one of my neighbors died in a fire, because the chief assumed it was my house, and so, it took over an hour for the fire department to respond. I'm assuming it was on the day of the kitchen fire at our house.

My girls told me about those incidents about ten years later, after they were in college, and after I filed for divorce.

She said it would have been my fault if they died in a fire, because I shouldn't have been working. (I worked because we needed the money. Something Rita never had to deal with since she kept the money I made working for the Rand Corporation.)

My town's Fire Department was cited because the fire hydrants didn't work. Our town was on a lake. The lake served as the Fire Department's water source, with fire hydrants built into it. Someone sabotaged them so they didn't work. In an effort to allow Peter to kill his family in a fire, the entire town was put in jeopardy.

I mention this because I want you to be aware that Satanic Cults affect everyone's lives whether you believe they exist or not.

An Example of Satanic Cults Use of the Division of Youth and Family Services

Someone sent a letter to DYFS accusing Peter and me of child abuse. The woman from DYFS, who came to our house to investigate, was in his cult. She took over the case from someone who had interviewed our two girls while they were in school. The cult member caught up with the case by the time there was an investigation at our home; and since she was a higher official in the Division, she told the original DYFS worker, she would take over, and no one questioned it.

That was one of her statements, "No one questions when you take work away from them." The DYFS worker's commitment was first and foremost to the cult and second to the government agency that paid her salary.

Peter had free reign to drug, torture and rape his daughters for the rest of their lives. He still does. That's bad enough, but, since you don't know my daughters, think of it this way. Peter's a rapist and murderer. He rapes an average of one woman a month, and he murders at least once a year. (Col. John Alexander said it was waaay more than that, probably once a month. If Peter had been arrested twenty-five years ago, that would have put his DNA on record, and he would still be behind bars for the rapes and murders he had already committed. That would have brought some closure to the families associated with approximately a thousand murder and rape victims. (The Morris County DA confirmed those figures for me. They said since they're cult members, that was all they could do for me.) Peter is still at-large. If he has committed only ninety rapes and ten murders since then and if each of those one hundred women had only five people in her family, that would mean five hundred people's lives were directly impacted by the interference of one Satanic DYFS worker. So you see, it was not only my family, but the entire community that had been affected.

Again, I mention this because I want you to be aware that Satanic Cults impact everyone's lives whether you believe they exist or not.

People tell me – "Oh, I don't believe in the Devil, so I don't worry about that stuff. I don't even think about it." It is precisely that attitude that got this country in the dilemma it's in.

It doesn't matter whether YOU believe in the Devil or not. There are those who do and they HAVE TO BE reckoned with.

Do you know someone who has been raped? Do you know someone who was killed by a hit-and-run or drunk driver? Do you know someone who went missing? Then you most likely know someone affected by a Satanic Cult. If you're life was influenced by that death, rape or disappearance then the cult has touched you, as well.

There's a fine line between prudence and paranoia. I'm asking you to be prudent, because, you don't have to believe in the Devil to be affected by people who worship him.

These were people who'd come to our parties, or came over for dinner, or whose children played with my children, you know - friends - were in the cult. The parties we went to, or hosted, became church ceremonies after midnight. When it became time for the Mass or their meeting to begin, whatever drink I was nursing was drugged and I would sit or fall to my knees and pass out.

All my good friends, from my life before I officially met Peter, were pushed away with mind control and torture, so the only friends I had were attained after Peter and I got together.

All of my family was taken away, too. I admit I did write a letter in 1987 to my immediate family explaining why I couldn't see my mother any longer, since she managed to hurt me deeply every time I had contact with her. The last straw was the family gathering when I told my family why I had been so sick for so long, I had been crushed to find out the diagnosis was probable Multiple Sclerosis when I was thirty five.

My mother angrily scolded me, screeching, "How could you be so cruel to me?"

My sisters rushed to her and sat on either side of her, petted her shoulders and said, "Oh, that Lynn, she's so mean to you." And, "There, there Mom, don't let horrible Lynn get to you. Ignore her." They rubbed her arms and back, saying, "There, there. Lynn's so rotten. She got MS just to hurt you."

I stood alone and crying as my sisters, at my mother's sides, comforted my mother and shot hateful glances at me. I couldn't face them again. I've only seen my brother once since then. He very rarely returns my calls or emails, which are infrequent.

After Rita's call in 2003, I emailed my family telling them all about Peter's involvement in Satanism, and told them of the many people, who we all knew, who were killed by Peter. They never returned my emails.

None of my extended family has seen or talked with me in thirty years. For them it's the loss of one niece or one cousin – no big deal; but for me it was the loss of twenty seven cousins and, at the time, eleven aunts and uncles. Peter had already killed one uncle when I was seventeen. Two more uncles and one cousin were killed after Peter and I got married. One baby, newly born to my cousin, was abducted and eaten, according to Rita. The cult brainwashed my cousin and his wife into believing the baby was born without a brain and was cremated.

My mother died in the summer of 2007, as Rita predicted, just before my 55th birthday. I was given no details. I told Rita not to kill my mother in order to trap me, because I told her, I wasn't going to the funeral. I told her my mother had been nothing but mean to me my whole life and I didn't want to go to her funeral because I wouldn't have anything good to say about her. It sounds cold-hearted of me to do nothing, but I felt my family was safer if I stayed away, and if they didn't believe that Peter was a murderer and in a Satanic Cult, they wouldn't have believed he killed my mother, either.

Rita also told me, my brother-in-law was given Alzheimer's Disease in 1991 because he discovered Peter raping Tricia. He was later killed after Peter and I split up, to free up my sister, Tricia, to marry Peter, but then Peter began dating a woman named Terri whom he later killed. If a Satanic prince, like a Catholic priest, isn't supposed to marry, why did they free Tricia up to marry Peter? Why was Peter allowed to marry me in the first place?

As I mentioned earlier, Peter's cult killed my ex-husband's brother, father and mother, his aunt, (who was just about to put Dave and me in her will,) and three of his four cousins. They killed three people of the five in his immediate family, and five of the eight members of his extended family. The cult used our daughter Mariah as a rape and torture victim ever since she was one month of age, and yet, Dave joined the cult. He turned against me, Mariah, his brother, mother and father and began worshiping the Black. It's mind boggling. I feel our marriage would have lasted, if the cult hadn't broken us up using mind control to turn us against each other. Rita said after all that tragedy, which they told Dave was God's doing, Dave's soul turned deep black and he rose quickly through the ranks of the cult.

A lot of senseless killing would have been avoided if Peter had kept to the same Satanic law of never marrying.

My Comments on Hate TV

I feel like many of Rita's prediction has come to pass. I didn't think TV could possibly get more brutal. Have you looked at the TV lineup lately? A show on torture isn't far out of the public's tolerance.

If you want to watch torture, or the murder of a murderer, know that's the Devil working in you.

Torture and cruelty have become rote in today's society. Our constant attention to evil, through entertainment and the News, has become a back door for the Devil to enter our souls. Please, don't keep reading about Vampires and watching TV shows that glorify evil.

Rita said they (the Satanic Church) were going to make a movie of the real Lord of the Flies. Brutal, gory movies, that glorify violence, are garnering a PG13 rating, while thoughtful documentary-type movies, that could help teenagers, are rated R. Doesn't it make you wonder who's pulling the strings? Rita told me that I was right about the Censors. They allow violence but not sex, making it appear as though violence is okay but sex isn't.

Growing up with violence, and accepting cruelty as inherently human, changes everything. Look at some of the government regimes in the Middle-East and Africa. They exist because the children of those countries learn to accept emotional, spiritual and physical abuse heaped on them not only by their parents, but by their countrymen and government.

### No change can occur if we always do things the way we've always done them.

People my age see this trend, in the media, as a passing phase. Our children know nothing else. This ugly "phase" has to be ended by us! We can end it by boycotting TV shows and movies that glorify evil.

I haven't owned a TV in almost five years. Very recently, I was sitting in the waiting room of an auto repair shop, and I watched two and a half hours of television; and realized why I don't own a TV.

Young adult novels should be discussed, in teenage book clubs and classrooms, with the distinct goal of finding the righteous characters and deeds.

Note: I remember most of the torture sessions now. I remember murder attempts that killed innocent bystanders, especially in automobile accidents in Northern New Jersey. These memories haunt me. I know an apology is cataclysmically insufficient, never-the-less I want to express my deepest regret for those deaths. I take seriously the knowledge and responsibility that I was kept alive for a reason. I hope the result of publishing this exposé will be some consolation.

**Three of Rita's predictions that haven't yet happened are the volcanoes erupting around Rome, the flooding of the Netherlands,** and the use of all of the Weapons of Mass Destruction in the Middle East. I believe Syria got hit pretty badly with our chemical weapons. I believe Palestine and Israel, both, have had our WMDs used against each other. Isil probably has the rest.

### Chapter 4 – Apocalypse

A Reminder: The phrases in italics are the thoughts I have had since the conversation. Everything else is what had been thought and said during the conversation.

**Apocalypse is a Greek word meaning the Ancient Truth is Revealed or Unveiled. This book** _is_ **the Apocalypse.**

She said, "Some of the most powerful churches feel Armageddon will be a real life 'Star Wars,' with Jedi Warriors, Darth Vader's team and mind control. Some of the Armed Forces, the Special Forces they're called, I think, are practicing our ritualistic mind control and torture as part of their Army training. They even call themselves Jedi's, but they shouldn't, they should be the other ones. We're on the other side but they can't know that. Some of them practice torture, murder and mind control on goats. John got that idea from you."

"Oh come on, Rita. Please. How on Earth did he get the idea from me?"

"Ha. On Earth. You're not allowed to say that. The Earth is ours!" She continued, "We told him you can control the animals. We're afraid that you'll have your own army when you try to defeat us! You're going to make the power lines come to life. You're going to make the towers that hold the power lines into soldiers. We tortured you for days for that. We can't have you doing that. Part of your army will be animals. It says something about that in Revelation," Rita was dead serious. I was flabbergasted. Did she think I was a comic book hero? Even Wonder Woman can't make power towers come to life.

Note: I feel like animals respond to my natural affinity for them. Sometimes even wild animals come up to me. I'm not controlling them, I figure I have a scent or demeanor or something that attracts them. I never thought of controlling them, and if anything, that's what they respond to.

As for defeating someone or something? Who was I supposed to be defeating? I didn't believe in the Bible much, and I never believed the Book of Revelation.

How many absurd things were they telling John about me? I'm to make the towers that hold the power lines into soldiers? How would I do that? I may have MS, I thought, but I'm not as sick as this bitch. They tortured me for days for that? For what? I didn't make power towers into soldiers – I couldn't. They can't have me doing that? No problem. I can't do that!

"The Book of Revelation? From the Bible?" I asked after I caught my breath.

"From our Bible. I guess it's in your Bible, too," she answered.

"You have a Bible? Is it anything like our Bible?" With all this talk of murder and torture I was surprised to hear she had a Bible even though she said she had a church and she called the one they worship, God.

"It's the same. It's exact.... It's almost exactly the same. 'Singing Satan songs and reading from the Bible,' that was me, Paul Simon wrote that about me – the 'Garden of Delight' - that was you. Oh he liked you. All the men like you," Rita snorted. "We had him write the play Capeman. Peter is the Capeman."

I ignored the nutty non sequitur. Much of what she said was as if she were talking to herself. I adore Paul Simon, but I don't know Paul Simon.

"We do what you do. We cherrypick what we want out of it and make it fit our agenda. And right now, our agenda is Armageddon."

"We have a third of the world's population." She mumbled about statistics and said they count agnostics and atheists and people who don't belong to any organized religion. "We tell our followers we are the third largest religion. We use a third a lot. Like a third of the Angels followed the Black out of Heaven – stuff like that. It's not a third – nowhere near. That's how I know I'm guaranteed the best place in Hell."

'The best place in Hell?' I thought, 'What must that be like? It never gets above 180⁰?'

Rita continued, "We have millions and millions of people working toward the end of the world. The destruction of the world has always been our prime directive. That's what the Revelation is all about. That's the biggest lie. Maybe not the biggest lie. The biggest lie is Adam and Eve." she paused.

"There I've given you the key to the universe. Don't you feel like it's the key to the universe? All this stuff I'm telling you, it's all the dark secrets. We don't trust anybody with this knowledge. I only know it because I'm the most evil witch princess who ever lived. I'm the Whore of Babylon. They used to think no one could be eviler than my mother. Ooh," she shuddered, "She was wicked. I'm worse. I've done more evil things. Way more. I preside over rape rituals for infants and babies. I had my church eat a child alive – well, he wasn't alive when we were done with him. I'm the worst mass murderer who ever lived."

She thought a moment, "Well Hitler, maybe, maybe he was a bigger murderer, but he couldn't be trusted. The elders in his church never did trust him entirely - he didn't possess the ancient knowledge. He was a puppet. I've been trusted with knowledge that I don't think anyone else has. I mean, no one person has insight like mine. It was different people over the years that told me the things each one of them knew; but I know it all now."

My Angels reminded me to stay calm and keep her talking.

"What about your mother? She was almost as evil as you – didn't she have the same understanding as you?"

She gasped. "That's a compliment. Isn't it? I don't care; I'll take it as a compliment. Here I am, the most evil witch princess who ever lived, and I don't get compliments. People are afraid of me, I think. That's it, I think. That's what I tell myself, anyway."

I had no response. All I could think was, 'she's a raving lunatic.'

"I've never done this. Never. Isn't that something? To be 55 and never ..." she was in earnest. She had told me several times throughout the conversation that she had never before told a victim he or she was about to be killed. That wasn't it. My Angels told me it was a conversation; she had never had a conversation.

"You mean the give and take? Like me asking questions and you answering, and you asking questions and me answering? That's a conversation. We're having a conver..."

"You couldn't possibly answer anything I ask. I'm omniscient."

"Okay, yeah, well, anyway, that's what you call it - a conversation. You've never had a conversation?" This was the closest we came to a civil conversation since the phone call began. How I could hold it together to be civil to her after all she'd told me was nothing short of a miracle.

"I've heard of them. This is what it feels like. Huh? I'm always giving orders or receiving reports. I've never experienced anything like this." Then her voice got rough again and she began a Jekyll and Hyde conversation with herself saying how she'd never talked to me because she wanted to hate me and she thought if she got to know me she wouldn't hate me and on and on.

I interrupted her, appealing to the human side I had heard just seconds before, "So your parents must have had you raped and tortured, too, as a child. You said you were born to be princess and that the princess gets the most horrible torture, so they must have done that to you? Did you hate them for that?"

She thought a moment and responded they did her a favor; she wouldn't be where she was today if they hadn't done that for her.

I asked her how she was aware of the ancient knowledge if she didn't learn it from her parents. I wanted to get more information about what Hitler didn't know.

Some things she learned from her mother who was privy to certain of the ancient secrets. As Rita got older, and her powers and her penchant for evil more apparent, elders from the church would take her aside and make clear to her certain truths that had been kept secret from all but a handful of people in the world. "I know things even my mother didn't know because the elders in my church believed I was, indeed, the Whore of Babylon; so I needed to know everything there was to know about the Revelation and ending the world."

I asked about her father. Her father was an elder in her church but not in the upper echelon and so didn't know any of the secrets she knew. The man who raised her was not her biological father, she assumed, since he didn't have the lineage necessary to produce the princess.

Rita's church dated back to Cain and Abel times.

"When Cain killed Abel," she explained, "God didn't know. We took that information to heart. Satan knew that God wasn't watching all the time; he decided he could use that against God. Satan decided Cain should move north and begin a breeding program to change the skin color of his descendents to white. That's why we value albinos so much – they're the furthest thing from God's creation. They're treated like royalty; they get to suffer the worst torture and rape rituals we've devised. We have to make them one of us – or kill them trying."

She began getting angry, "Descendents of Cain and those who worship the Devil were the first religion. You didn't know that, did you? We had the first religion. All religions that came after just copy us. Canaanites worshiped the Black. Some of our songs and parts of our Bible are in all religions. You know that song, 'My God is an Angry God,' that's our song, the words, the music, everything. You know the saying, 'Spare the rod and spoil the child,' that's our saying. Ooh, oh, and so is 'Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger.' We've got our fingers in everything you do. The idea of tithing, that's ours, too. Everything you do has a basis in our church."

Rita got herself back on track, "That's why our story of Adam and Eve is right there up front. It's the greatest lie."

"It's just a story. Nobody believes it. It's just nonsense. I don't think anybody these days believes that story," I know I didn't. I thought she was talking about the story. I really didn't understand what she was talking about. I didn't know what tithings were. And, since I was brought up Catholic, I didn't know the song, either.

"You do believe it! You DO!"

"No I don't," I responded.

"You believe God sent His son to be sacrificed to pay for our sin, don't you?"

"I guess so."

"See! So you do believe the lie! Everyone does," she laughed. "The whole world believes it! He didn't come to deliver anybody from sin, he came to tell everyone about Heaven and how easy it is to get there. We couldn't have a message like that get out so we had to kill him.

"When the Hebrews took over Canaan they mixed with us. We are the Pharisees. I said that right – didn't I?"

"Pharisees, yeah, that's right," I assured her. "They're the righteous bastards who where always on Christ for the stuff He did."

"You shouldn't call them bastards; and they weren't righteous, that's for sure. I'm not sure we've got the word right, but you know what I mean – we killed Christ."

It wasn't hard to believe the Pharisees were Satanic. The Bible makes it pretty clear they killed Christ or at least helped to set Him up. Christ never had a good thing to say about them.

To me, Rita sounded like she believed Christ was God more adamantly than most Christians I knew. I wondered, 'how could she possibly worship Satan?'

"So, you're one of the only people in the world who knows the truth," I said.

"You get it! You understand. I thought you might. We all know there's something special about you. It's kind of a shame we have to kill you. You could be one of the greatest witches of all time."

I had to be very careful not to say facetiously, "Greater than you?"

"Really great. Sometimes I need as many as sixty people to pull off a magic trick, one of the really complicated ones, sometimes more. But you - you do magic that I can only dream of. You make cars disappear. You can make yourself disappear. I do that too, only I need help. Don't tell anyone I told you - but I need help for all my tricks."

"That's because there is no such thing as magic."

"You know that, and I know that, but my followers don't know that. I make them believe in magic. It's one of my greatest gifts. You could be really great if you'd follow me."

She hesitated for quite a while. "Will you follow me? I could make you great! You could rule the world!"

I thought, 'What a ridiculous turnaround. I'm tired of telling Rita I don't believe her. It reminds me of a statement Peter had made a while ago. He said, 'It wouldn't be so bad if you ruled the world. I mean, I wouldn't mind. You always do the right thing, even if it means getting killed.' Now I know why he said that. 'I don't want to rule the world' is what I told him.'

"Sorry Rita, but I don't want to rule the world." Then my Angels helped me add, "You can just go ahead and kill me."

"I knew you would say that, but I felt I had to ask. It's been something I've wanted to ask for a long, long time. I didn't dare, because I knew what the answer would be, but I thought if you knew you were going to die - if you had a choice between dying and being one of the great -probably the greatest magician of all time - I thought that maybe you'd pick being great. It's that cursed light, if I just could have made that light go out. I tried; all these years I tried." She paused again. I said nothing. She added almost apologetically, "I just had to ask."

"Sorry Rita, but I'm gonna have to pass."

'That's the same crap she fed to Peter. And he accepted?? What a jerk.'

I was about to tell her it was God who did those things she thought I could do.

"I'd help you," she added. "I'm telling you, you could be famous. I could make that happen. John Alexander already thinks you're the most powerful thing he's ever come across, and he studies that sort of thing. He has the ear of the President. He'd help you too, I know he would. He's already told me he would. We've talked about it."

I said nothing. 'Was it the president or John Alexander who would help me? I knew she was lying to me because she'd already told me no one in her cult was allowed to become famous. I wondered how she ever got anyone to believe her. They must load everyone up with some powerful drugs in the Kool-Aid before each meeting. I knew several of the people who bought into what she was telling me. They weren't total idiots.' I felt like Alice – 'Down and down the rabbit hole we go.'

"I'd tell you things. I'd tell you what I know," she pleaded. "I'll teach you about superstition." Without any prodding on my part, she informed me, "What happens is, what we do is," she thought a second, drew in a quick breath, "when something happens, like a black cat, let's say a black cat crosses your path, we do that part, too. A lot of us own black cats. We'll let it out in front of our target: then someone else will, let's say, drop something out of a window on him. We'll do both parts, we'll be the ones who set a ladder up so the target has to walk under it and then we'll be the ones who push a bucket of paint onto him. That's why people get superstitious, because we make bad things happen. The reason bad things happen on Friday the 13th is us, too. It's a green light for 'Dirty Tricks Clubs' to have a field day. You didn't know that did you? You just thought bad things happen. It's us, it's all us. Isn't that fun? Now do you want to join us?"

"That sounds horrible," the thought was repulsive to me.

"It does?" Rita said with confusion and a hint of disappointment in her voice. Then she toughened up, "You're just saying that. Good people say they don't like those things, but they're lying. Everyone likes it when bad things happen to somebody else." Then she yelled, "Everyone!"

The conversation had strayed off into an aggravating area. My people reminded me I was supposed to be getting information.

"Does that have something to do with Revelation? You said you have no one to tell these things to. I'd like to know. I really would. You're gonna kill me anyway. I don't know anything about Revelation. Tell me about that."

"It's in the Bible. I thought you'd be the type to read the Bible. You keep surprising me."

She went on, "It was ours – written eons ago. It's what the Black wanted from us. It was rewritten to claim it would be God causing the destruction, but it'll be us. We can do it all – we have the power to do it all. And you stupid people will believe it's God punishing you! You're so stupid – God doesn't work like that," she said contemptuously, then growled, "He's so good."

"Why are you saying this? Why would you want Armageddon? Don't you realize you'll be killed, too?" I asked because I was being coached by my Angels. I was dizzy from all of her insane statements. I couldn't keep up.

"The Earth and the universe are God's creation. The dark Angels hate God and all of His creations. That's why we want to ruin the environment. We _love_ litter, smog and graffiti: we think it's beautiful. We want to destroy what God created."

"So you're Republicans?"

She laughed, and then said, "The Republican Party agenda is in line with ours. We have a new group called 'the Tea Party.' Isn't that funny? It sounds like a child's game. I love it! They're us. They want to destroy the world as we know it. The Tea Party," she laughed again.

She said that the Book of Revelation, the last book of the Bible that predicts the Apocalypse and Armageddon, is an ancient Satanic prediction. In the original Satanic version, followers of Satan cause the destruction of a third of the world using wars, tidal waves, volcanoes, Earthquakes, floods, an apathetic population, one world religion, global financial insecurity, incurable diseases and plagues - and then Satan wins. These ancient teachings were changed slightly and made their way, as the posthumous word of Christ, into the Christian Bible via the Roman Catholic Church.

Note: Christians believe John dreamed Christ revealed this prophecy to him. The book of Revelation was added over three centuries after Jesus' death.

**Rita told me in the Christian version it's God wreaking havoc because Satan worshipers want everyone to hate God so they make Him out to be the bad guy.** She chuckled to think the dirty deeds they were doing were being blamed on God. Rita said it's only now that they have the technology to do these things. They've always known what their directive was, but it took six thousand years to get to the point, technologically, that they could actually do it.

Note: I can assure you it's not God causing the destruction of His creations. There's no scenario where that plays out. Because He likes us? Because He doesn't like us? Come on.

As much as Satanists would like it to be, this is not the end of the world. In the Satanic version those left on the destroyed Earth will be Satanists. They will rule Earth the way they want with no Ten Commandments to guide their laws.

As an aside, the Mormons expect to be the last people left. You can find their stock-piling tips on the internet. Rita referred to Mormons as Satanists throughout the conversation. I think she's off the mark on many of her assertions.

The Mayans, Hebrews, Christians, Muslims and many other groups believe there will be a new beginning for the Earth and its inhabitants. There will be peace and abundance. That's the message my Angels are giving me. They're also telling me evil can be banished from anyone by telling the Devil to leave.

She said that the ancient Mayans predicted the end of the world at the end of 2012. She said they were ruled by a government that was rooted in Satanic religious philosophy. All Satanists believe the world needs a nudge toward annihilation. She said, "The Mayans just put a date to it – is all.

About a hundred years ago all the Satanic Churches realized that with the expected medical advances and the advances in technology they would actually be able to do what the Devil has always wanted since the creation of man. In our version of Revelation – the Devil wins. It's our job to help him. We've really started to see things happen for us over the past ten years."

She went on, "I say we've already won. There's more evil in the world than good. Don't you think? I think so. I feel it. Don't you feel it? So the date December 21, 2012, that's it, that's the date all the churches have agreed to shoot for."

Admittedly, I felt something was happening. I felt, in that summer of 2003, that there was more good than evil, but evil seemed to be gaining. Her questions were rhetorical and I wasn't about to answer her anyway.

Note: Obviously they missed the date but a few die-hard Satanists like Rita, the Builder Berg Society, Fox News and Bill O'Rielly are still trying. I still feel there are significantly more good people; but she was right, evil is being popularized and the lines have become blurred. During the conversation Rita said the lines between good and evil would become almost undetectable. She predicted the rise of Vampirism though movies and books. She predicted lots of things that are happening now.

"Good will seem bad and bad good. You'll all be wearing Satanic symbols and you won't even know it. Everyone will get piercings, and I'm not talking about earrings. I'm talking about piercing with stuff that'll make you look deformed. And everyone will get tattoos of our images. Fallen Angels, stuff like that. We want everyone to try to look the way we want them to look – not in the image of," she lowered her voice and growled, "God."

She went on to talk about movies and TV shows that would convolute evil into good to keep everyone confused and blur the lines.

The rise of Vampirism would overshadow Harry Potter.

She said Rollins' mother was given MS and then killed as a warning to her to stop giving away Satanic Cults' secrets in her books.

There would be a new set of the Grimm Brothers' stories. She said those were their stories. "People will watch our movies because the only choice will be movies that glorified evil."

It bothered me when any of Rita's predictions came true. The choice in the movie theaters has been abysmal. Rita even knew the names of some of the movies and TV shows that didn't come out until 2011, eight years after the conversation. Worst of all, people have become desensitized to the evil. I wonder how Avatar got past them?

She persisted, "Working together makes us the most powerful force on Earth. Each one of our churches has so much power, more power than you can imagine, so together we'll be unstoppable. At this moment millions of people, including some of the most powerful people in the world, are working toward Armageddon – working to end the world. We'll be the ones left. We rule the world already. The Earth is ours. God gave it to Satan as his playground, and since we worship him, we own it. But when it's just us left, then we can run it the way we want.

"We're working on new killer fungi, viruses and bacteria. Some churches are working to develop new diseases. AIDs is ours. We're bringing back the plague, typhoid, small pox, cholera and whooping cough. Typhoid Annie was one of us. Of course, anthrax is ours. Other churches are going through our poisons and potions to see if there are side health benefits. Like Acetaminophen, we've always known it causes liver failure - that's how we killed Poe and Mozart. But, in very, very small doses, smaller than the recommended dose, it relieves pain. The recommended dose of extra-strength causes liver failure pretty quickly. Don't ya love it?"

She got giddy and added, "We'll get people to take toxic levels of Vitamin D."

I couldn't take hearing these horrible things anymore. "The FDA won't allow any of it," I countered.

"You're so stupid! We own the FDA! There's already loads of stuff on the market that's really bad for you that the FDA approved. We put poison in the food; we call it ad..., adit... "

"Additives? Like, oh, I don't know, preservatives and food color and..."

"Your such a block head! Don't you listen?" She got really angry, "Poison. We put poison in the food. You read those chemicals, I've seen you reading labels, there's a bunch of them. You were our guinea pig. We had you tell us just how many chemicals, and at what amounts, we could add to food so nobody can taste them. I think we can put seven different poisons, and make no mistake, they're poisons..." she paused. "Why am I talking to you? Why am I telling you? Go ahead – eat what you want. Think what you want. Okay, their presser..., preservatives. They're not; they do nothing but make people sick. Hear me! They have no purpose! They are NOTHING but poison! They're our poisons. We found they're tasteless in small amounts – so we put them in everything. So, if they're in everything, they'll build up. But you don't get it. So forget it. Do what you want. I should've just let you do what you want, always. The time I've spent making you do something I want you to do! It's insane! I torture you all night, sometimes to death, to get you to say something I wanted you to say. Everybody else," she shouted, " _Everybody_ else goes along with me! You don't listen to me – do what you want about this! Kill yourself, for all I care. Saves me some work."

I could really see how her anger could make torture go wrong. Anger doesn't work for anyone, we work for anger. I resisted the urge to preach back at her.

"What about Vitamin D? People know that's toxic – they won't take too much of it."

"We'll just do our own study. We do that all the time. All the time, not just for science stuff, but for everything. Then we'll just work a little of our magic on some of the country's health gurus. We'll make them say too much Vitamin D is good for you. People'll listen. People are like sheep," Rita snorted.

She wanted very badly to convince me she was telling me the truth. She wanted me to be aware of all their wrongdoings so I would realize she was serious about having me killed and then I would be petrified or panicky – or at the very least jumpy.

Note: When we act out of fear we act irrationally. Fox News capitalizes on that.

So far I was giving her the impression, I was not impressed. Not only were my Angels surrounding me with calming words and feelings but they encouraged me to stay on the phone to find out more. My mind couldn't comprehend such evil, so ultimately, my mind protected me. Even though I was developing a raging headache and experiencing waves of nausea with each horrendous word, to Rita, I remained nonchalant and skeptical.

"You may be right, there," I replied, "people can be a lot like sheep."

Look at the people who watch Fox News. Plus that I figured agreeing with her on any point would be productive. At times it seems as though the FDA keeps drugs away from people who could really use them. The thought that they knowingly approved drugs that were bad, and withheld drugs that were good, was disconcerting. "But that's not power, Rita," I countered, "making up stuff and passing it off as real, that's just lying. Anybody can do that. You're not so special."

Rita bellowed she'd have me tortured for that. She told me one night she had me tortured all night because she didn't like the Pat Benetar song, _I'm Special_. Then she got back to the subject.

"We're powerful! We are! Our member, the Colonel in Army Intelligence, says we already have a doomsday machine. You designed it. That's another reason to kill you. You'll have killed thousands, maybe millions of people; once that's operating the way it should. I shouldn't be telling you this but you'll be dead in a week anyway."

"Oh yeah, that's right, do you have any idea how I'm going to be killed?" I was curious.

Rita did have an idea and she explained it to me in graphic, horrid detail.

Seemingly unfazed I asked, "So tell me about this doomsday machine I designed?"

"It's basically a submarine, or wait, maybe it's two submarines that can drill a well hole and then pump water into fault lines deep under the ocean floor to create Earthquakes. I don't know for sure. You designed it. You said to use a bomb. That was bad, because a bomb would leave radioactivity. We can do the same thing with water." She said the reason the drilling would be off shore and based on submarines is so it would be undetected by satellite surveillance.

Iceland, Japan, Italy and the Netherlands were all targets. She said Christchurch New Zealand was a target. She growled saying she hated saying His name. Italy will have a series of volcanoes and the Netherlands will be entirely flooded.

"We're going to make Hiroshima seem small. That'll send a message!" She stated.

I didn't bother to ask just how I designed it; or exactly what message that would send, but said instead, "That's absurd! You couldn't get anybody to man it."

"You're the one who's being absurd!" She screeched, "We make up a third of the world's population. There are millions of people who'd love to do that! There are loads of people who'd love to cause mass destruction like that! We've already tested it and we have a bunch of planned targets. Don't you call me absurd! I'll have you killed for that."

"Too late," I told her.

"What's that mean? Too late?"

"You're already having me killed."

She reprimanded, "Don't say that like it's a joke. I'm serious! _We're_ serious! We're as serious as..."

"Yeah, yeah. You're serious as a heart attack."

"That's it. That's good 'cause a heart attack is pretty serious. Did you just come up with that? I've never heard it before."

"No Rita, it's a saying."

"It's a good one. I'm going to start using it. Are you sure you didn't come up with it?"

As she told me these things I thought, 'how can she possibly think Satanists won't be affected by World War Three, especially if it's fought on American soil?'

Many of the people in the Army, who call the shots and advise the President on methods of interrogation and defense, are in Satanic Cults. Many are executives of FOX and CNN.

Note: The internet used to be a good source of information on that subject. Use a public computer.

She said Dick and Bush knew the war would financially cripple the economy, but the goal for a proper Armageddon would be global bankruptcy. The banks would also have to fail and the world's stock markets would have to be disrupted.

"What else can you tell me about Armageddon and the Revelation? You said it took six thousand years to fulfill?"

"About that. It's been our directive since the beginning of time. God created the Earth for Satan. Satan hates God so now he wants it destroyed."

"What can you do now that you couldn't do six thousand years ago?" I asked.

"Well for one thing, we're going to cause a nuclear disaster in Japan that will make Hiroshima seem like nothing. It'll be the biggest disaster Japan ever faced."

"Why Japan?"

"Why not Japan? They're as expendable as the rest of the countries. We won't need them in 2013."

"Are you going to drop another bomb?"

"We've got it all set up. All we have to do is use your doomsday machine. All nuclear power plants are built on fault lines. You didn't know that did you? Well they are. There are commissions that people who want to build those things have to go through. We have someone sitting on everyone of those commissions. Our people always recommend nuclear power plants are built on fault lines. All they have to do is say no to every other site that is proposed. If somebody complains, and they always do, we just get to that person."

She went on, "Japan is no different. We'll get them. We'll get Holland, too. We're going to make it sink. And Italy, we're going to make that other volcano seem timid. We're going to have volcanoes set off all around Rome. Seven of them, I think."

"The seven hills of Rome? How are you gonna pull that one off? Are they on fault lines?"

"You're an idiot, They're not hills. We have our own suicide bombers. We can mind control anyone. There are thousands of people who will think it's a privilege to throw themselves into a volcano with explosives in a knapsack."

"How will they get in?"

"You dope. People hike inside volcanoes all the time."

"You'll get suicide bombers inside volcanoes and set off Earthquakes at the same time?" I wondered aloud.

"Something like that," her voice softened, "I think so," then it trailed off, "We'll make it work."

"Why won't you die? Aren't you afraid you'll die along with everybody else in the world?"

"Don't you worry about that. The Black will save us. Are you sure you don't want to join us? If you do, I'll save you, too." She worked up her most convincing voice – almost nice, "I will."

"I'll take my chances. Thanks anyway. What about storms and floods."

"The weather? We control that, too."

"No one can control the weather." Before she could respond, I added, "If you can, how come no one will know it's you doing all this?" At this point I was just listening and trying to remember what she said. I kept asking my peops, ' _Is this right?'_ They instructed me to listen. I flat-out didn't believe her.

"We have our scientists working on it. Tracking sun storms and weather patterns into the future. We can tell our people what to look out for. We tell them where and when to move. We can control the size of hurricanes and tornadoes. That's why there's a tornado in the _Wizard of Oz_ \- we controlled them even then. We're going to make the sun explode."

"Oh come on, Rita, you're not going to make the sun explode," I said like she was a child.

"It will! It will explode on December 21, 2012."

"That's absurd! It's physically impossible. We're puny. We're nothing but tiny specks of dust to the sun."

"You are! Not us. We're the rulers of the sun."

"I thought you were rulers of the moon?" Didn't she tell me she was the ruler of the moon?

"The moon, too. But the sun, now there's power. We own the universe. We'll send an atomic bomb into the sun if we have to."

"It would burn up before it could explode," I explained.

"Not if we send it. We have great power. We can do anything we want!"

"Well – ya can't make the sun explode," I rebuked her.

"Silence!" She hollered like she was in some bad B movie.

I wanted to say, 'You're a major loon,' but instead I said, "Okay, so you'll make the sun explode. What else are you gonna do?"

She told me if the Earth was still here in 2013 the Satanic Churches would pack up and move to the moon. I told her that was impossible. She insisted it was possible if she said it was possible.

I asked her what else she had cooking.

Much to my amazement, She continued, "We own the air waves, too. The microwave towers, that's it, I think, they're called microwave towers. I think. We own them, too. They're more powerful. We can make people anywhere do anything we want, or," she lowered her voice to correct herself, "to act any way we want them to act. The Watts riots – we did that. And a lot more, too. We can get people to think the way we do, and not just with microwaves, we send mind numbing signals out over the radio and TV.

"We own Fox," She said with an air of confidence.

"I thought you did! Not you, I didn't know about you..."

She interrupted, "You didn't, but you do now. You're starting to realize just how powerful I am. And you thought you could bring us down."

"I was pretty sure someone evil owned Fox News. I couldn't figure that out, how they got away with saying all the shit they say."

"It's not shit – it's the truth. Well, it's the truth the way we see it. And it's not just Fox News we own – we own Fox – the whole station. There'll be others. We own AM, too."

"AM, like the morning?" I asked, just to say something silly.

"Ugh. You're such an imbecile. Imbecile? Is that a word?"

"Yup, it's a word." I told the omniscient one.

"What's it mean?" She asked.

"Untrainable. Someone who's unable to perform simple tasks."

"What's _that_ mean?" She asked.

I made the explanation something even she could understand. "Really, incredibly stupid."

"That's it! That's what you are! Now, what was your question?"

"AM – like the AM radio band. Which station?" I asked.

"What?"

"Which channel? Which station? Like WSB or WNEW or WABC or what?"

"It's not a band!" She sounded exasperated.

"Sure it is – it's a wave length – like FM."

"No it's not. The only kind of band is one with instruments! You're so stupid, I can't believe John thinks you're IQ is over 200."

I started to say, 'what about a rubber band, an arm band, or a band of gypsies,' but figured this argument was difficult, to say the least. Trying to make a joke while she was talking about mass mind control was exhausting, so I asked again, "Which station? Like WABC – 77.7 or what?"

"All of them. We own all of them, I think. I'm pretty sure. We even know how to keep people tuned in. There are certain frequencies we broadcast. And we do su... sub..." she paused trying to think of the term.

"Subliminal messaging?" I offered.

"No. Not that, it's something else. Maybe that's it - I can't remember," She paused again and I just gave her time to think. Her mind was off thinking about mass mind control when it finally lighted on something. "We're taking down the Post Office. You were right. The beginning of the end was when we said, 'the Post Office can't make a profit.'"

"Why do you want to take down the Post Office?" I asked.

"Commerce – commerce, I think it's called - we want to stop that."

"You plan to stop commerce, by taking down the Post Office? How? Is this all part of your plan for Armageddon?" 'She's just out of hand,' I thought. "Anyway, I don't think getting rid of the Post Office will end commerce."

"You don't think so?" She sounded disappointed.

"Well, it would fuck things up pretty bad; but no, I don't think so," I replied.

"Don't talk like that, you can't talk to me like that!" she bellowed.

'Rita can talk about eating and raping babies, causing world-wide famine and plagues; and she's worried about my verbiage?' I thought. "And how do you think you're gonna get away with all this? It'll take a while to take down the Post Office – you don't think anyone will notice?"

"No one will notice because we own the vanilla sky!" She bragged, "That's what we call it."

"No one will notice you stopped commerce because you own the vanilla sky?" What the heck was she talking about? "The movie?" I asked.

'Are you listening to this?' I asked Jesus.

'Keep listening,' He answered.

'Oi, vey.'

"What movie?" She said, "The thing over your head. The sky. When it turns yellow, we call that Vanilla Sky. It makes you sick and keeps you confused."

"I'm sorry Rita, but the only vanilla sky I know of is the Tom Cruise movie," I said again.

"Tom Cruise – he got everything that was coming to him," she stated.

'Where is she going with this one?'

My Angels told me to just hold on. It's about to get stormy.

### Chapter 4 Summary

Additional Thoughts on Armageddon

Financial Armageddon

The madcap initiative to loosen lending restrictions happened during a previous administration. You know the old saying, "Banks only lend money to people who don't need it." The idea of the change in restrictions was to alter the way banks thought about loan customers and to make money accessible to people who did need it. When the idea first came out I was working for a bank. In the late nineties I asked what would happen if we changed our lending criteria to encompass more borrowers? The answer was, " **Runaway global inflation**."

I raised an eyebrow, "How did you come up with that?"

The fella with that answer went on to explain it as well thought through chess moves:

"Today's banks have become too big to fail. When bad loans don't get paid back the banks won't have the money to cover depositor accounts. The government owned FDIC insures deposit accounts. It will have to step in to cover the banks and since all banks will be in the same boat, billions and billions of dollars will be lost.

The government will have to start printing money to cover the FDIC since that's an entity with no available funds.

Printing billions and billions of dollars with nothing to back it up will lead to mass inflation," he said matter-of-factly.

"How can you, in good conscience, knowing that, still change our lending criteria?" I asked.

"Everybody's doing it. If we don't we'll get left behind." Was the foolhardy answer. This was in the late 1990s. \- check mate!

The FDIC may be a fund but there also may be no real money in that fund. (Much like Social Security.) I can't find any verification regarding that statement.

Banks knew exactly what they were doing and what the consequences of their negligence would be. I think as long as there are people who want the banks to fail, and are working toward that end, there is nothing this government should do about it. They will fail even with FDIC funds - so let them fail. If banks know they won't be covered they will have to become fiscally responsible. We (the US government) should stop spending money to cover for their idiocy. We can and will bankrupt the country that way.

The incentive to let banks fail was stepped up during the Dick/Bush reign. This, of course, further increased this country's debt with an end goal of mass inflation and financial ruin. If you thought it almost seemed that they were part of the bank failure but couldn't figure out why in the world they would do something like that – well, that's why – that and money. Members of the Bush family own banks. Many Dick/Bush cronies own banks. Essentially banks have been making loans knowing they were guaranteed to be paid back by the taxpayers, and while it worked, banks made oodles of money. The officers and board members knew what they were doing because they all made sure their "golden parachutes" were in place before they got involved in bad loans. I remember that happening in the bank I worked for. It took months even though they outsourced a team of lawyers.

The stock market is unstable because, basically, it's almost like everyone – investors and companies alike – are floating checks. There's no real money to back up investments. Some large investment companies out and out lied. Many companies had and still have two sets of accounting books. One for regulators and stockholders and one for internal use.

Investment firms and large companies knew exactly what they were doing and they knew the hardship they would cause their investors. Again, as long as there are people who want companies and the stock markets to fail, and are working toward that end, there's nothing this government should do about it. They will fail even with government funds - so let them fail. Far, far fewer people will be hurt if the government says, and rightfully so, "these are private entities and taxpayer dollars will NOT be used to help them." If large companies, conglomerates and investment firms know the government won't bail them out they will have to become fiscally responsible to stay in business. We should stop spending money to cover for their idiocy! We can and will bankrupt the country that way and then EVERYONE will be affected, not just the investors.

Even though their business practices were (and probably still are) illegal, the US government felt many corporations were too big to fail and so we, the taxpayers, should bail them out. The same chess moves follow for these companies as for the banks.

Now, the Obama Administration is following terrible advice to keep spending. Everyone seems to think the US economy is too powerful to fail. It's not. The US Government can use the FDIC to reimburse depositors. A system can be set up whereby loan customers of the failed bank can send their loan payments to the FDIC to reimburse it for covering the depositors. The banking institution HAS TO be allowed to fail. The ONLY way a bank can fail is really, really poor management: or the failure was orchestrated to get government money. Either way the bankers who are making millions should never get government welfare. It's the wealthiest individuals who don't want the government to spend money on poor people.

Since this conversation much has happened. Now I wonder if some financial advisors to the President have financial Armageddon as an end goal.

The News Media – Hate TV - Armageddon Propaganda

One of our ex-presidents questioned why Fox News was able to get away with making up the News. I think it should be illegal to report lies as news.

If you check the internet you will also find that many Clear Channel, CNN, Fox and Fox News advisors, officials and commentators are in Satanic Cults. These network officials have studied and written about mind control, using radio frequencies that alter the brain, and subliminal messages. Fox uses all those things, including the cornerstones of Satanism - fear, anger, vengeance and hate - to keep their audiences glued to the TV. People are mind controlled into thinking that the minute they stop watching, something terrible will happen. They're brainwashed into hating, fearing and getting angry with the current political situation. Satanism works best when a common enemy is established, so Fox keeps vengeance at the forefront of the "News."

The focus of much of their hate is President Obama. Fox and CNN enjoy referring to Obama as the Savior, the Anti-Christ, and Hitler alternately. Any which way they can do it, they'll make him fit into their version of the Book of Revelation. (Cheney, Alexander and I laughed about this line. Cheney said he laughed for at least a week because, "They do! They do!")

Rita said several times during our five hour conversation that Satanists hate black people. It was my impression that Satanists are afraid of black people so it would be important for them to get everyone to hate Obama. Also, it's in our nature to place blame; and we need someone to blame for this man-made Armageddon and it can't be Satan or Satanists.

Fox wants you to believe Obama is responsible for the world of hurt they've piled on this country and the world. John Alexander, a key cult figure whose real name I don't know, told me Bill O'Rielly is the prince of his own Satanic Church. Bill is a murderer, child molester and a rapist. He has participated in rape rituals when I was the victim. Bill's a homosexual who insists on rear-ending his new recruits as their initiation into his Satanic Church. He tells them it's a privilege, and since these are men who were brainwashed into worshipping Bill they allow him to anally rape them.

John Alexander was one of O'Reilly's rape victims. Bill hates women, black people, poor people and he thinks nothing of murdering guests on his program who he doesn't like. Bill O'Rielly believes himself to be the reincarnation of Satan and therefore he's a god. Being a god he can do no wrong, so he can make up anything in his narcissistic, sociopathic, hateful, paranoid mind and it will become true since he's omniscient. He has NO grasp of reality. He doesn't understand the concept of omniscience. His cult, and the cult I was a prisoner of, the Builder Berg Society, Skull and Bones, the US Chamber of Commerce (not a Federal Institution), the Tea Party and its subsidiaries, like Isis and the Guardians of Peace, want World War III and will stop at nothing to bring down the USA along with the world. They want world domination at any cost.

Now the US Chamber of Commerce - which has no government ties - is lending it's money and Satanic voice to political ads against the Democrats.

Barack Obama has done a stellar job at keeping them at bay. I hope and pray he can stop them.

' **Cheney's Spoonbenders' Pushing Nuclear Armageddon** is an article that corroborates Rita's allegation and that Army Intelligence and the Fox network is owned and operated by Satanists. The article, by Jeffery Steinberg, details how mind control is used in the media and by the army. The article barely mentions Cheney and the information about him may very well be incorrect.

Be aware that Pedophilia is an integral component of intergenerational Satanic Churches. Be aware, too, that some very high-ranking government officials are pushing Armageddon. The 'Spoonbenders' article can still be found floating around the internet. (I never suggest using your own computer to investigate Satanism. The 'Spoonbenders' article explains why.) if you have a copy of this article please post it on the internet.

What can you do? If you work for a TV network, radio station, or printed media, and you think you notice a different way of thinking or downright strange things going on behind the scenes – that's why. If you work for any mass media, please question what you're doing if something feels wrong. If you're a DJ or commentator and you're asked to say or report something questionable – question it publically. I realize this is a bad time to be out of work, but remember you can change the world for the better.

If you're an advocate of a station whose motto is, "We report – You decide." Think about what it is you're deciding. You decide whether or not we made this up just to make you angry? You decide whether we're telling the truth or just trying to scare you? Decide whether bigotry and hatred are good things: or are they teaching you these things to make you fill with hate? Decide you're being lied to because you are! That's exactly what that motto means!

*Watch other news stations. I recommend PBS. The Daily Show may be funny, but it has good news synopsizes from other news stations; they generally have more real news stories than the real news has. A study showed people who watched The Daily Show ranked as the country's best informed. (It's a sad commentary on today's society that one of the only bastions of sanity can be found on Comedy Central.) (Both Alexander and Cheney thought that line was really funny because it was true.)

Rethink everything. Calm down!

Do the right thing. If possible – do the righteous thing. WWJD?

Never, never act out of anger, vengeance, fear or hatred because you will invariably be siding with evil. You'll end up someplace you don't want to be. Don't let Hate TV win!

Death, Disease and Famine

I want people to be aware that research to end these possibilities won't be enough, if there are those intent on causing death, disease and famine. Be vigilant. Report to friends and family if you suspect something is askew. Report to Public broadcasting. Use the internet to pass around information.

Commerce

A while ago, probably more than twenty years ago, the post office changed the way it did business. It used to charge enough for stamps to have a surplus the first year, break even the second year, and show a deficit the third year. Rita claims Satanic Churches are responsible for changing the Post Office's financial status quo. The Post Office has been in a downward financial spiral ever since. Its existence is being threatened.

I believe that if the Post Office doesn't go back to its old way of financing itself, it could help bankrupt the country.

This is another prediction of Rita's that's coming true. Without the Post Office, Commerce would take a definite hit.

Our Post Office is one of the best in the world, people complain, but it's true.

Vanilla Sky

Note: Neither Dick Cheney nor John Alexander had ever heard of this, but couldn't entirely rule it out. They said this is the only thing in the book that may not be true.

If you look up chemtrails on the internet you'll find that, according to some, the contrails of jets are laced with drugs that keep us confused. The government and the armed forces tell us it is jet fuel being dumped before landing or chemicals to make rain. But it doesn't rain and it sometimes makes the sky a vanilla color. When it does rain it can easily become a flood. About fifteen years ago, in the area of northern New Jersey where I lived, we had fourteen inches of rain in twelve hours. It was like someone opened a huge water faucet in the sky. It broke all the little levies in the area. My ex-husband's cult took credit for that. (Neither Cheney nor Alexander had heard of the Vanilla sky before. They said that didn't mean it wasn't true. They both said that was the ONLY thing in the book that they thought was questionable. They said everything else was spot on. Super Storm Sandy was a result of Alexander's manipulation of the weather, but it didn't have anything to do with the Vanilla Sky.)

The Weather

Satanists may be able to manipulate weather, I was told about Hurricane Sandy in 2003 and again in 2011. They can certainly compromise levies. By irradiating the North and South Poles the Satanic church caused the Polar Vortex storms in the winter of 2014 - 2015.

Volcanoes

If Satanists can control suicide bombers, as she claims, and if she's right about people hiking inside volcanoes, then we could very well be at their mercy.

I know, for a fact, we can cause Earthquakes. In 2003 Rita predicted Christchurch, New Zealand; and Tokyo, Japan. I believe they caused the 2014 earthquake in Napa, California, since it happened while I was there.

_Note:_ _I don't know if anyone is monitoring the use of the equipment that causes such devastating disasters but I know from my personal experience the Army doesn't monitor itself much – if at all. An Earthquake machine in the hands of the Army or a filthy-rich maniac who is also in a Satanic Cult is a scary thought indeed._

**Gulf of Mexico oil spill:** Halliburton, built the cement casing on the floor of the Gulf of Mexico that held the oil well drill in place. (Cheney said I was right about this, too. They didn't have to replace any of the employees, but if they had, that would be how they would do it, so I should leave that part in. It was a bomb. Cheney said the hard part was keeping it a spill.)

The oil well explosion in the Gulf of Mexico gushed oil into the gulf uncontrolled for four months. Why was it still a spill? The cults will often cause a vacancy in the company they want to infiltrate by eliminating an employee.

Don't overlook the money.

It has been proven that pumping water into a well hole to get natural gas causes Earthquakes. That's how the Earthquake that injured the Washington monument happened.

**Born-again Christian:** I believe Bush decided stating he was a "Born-again Christian" was a good political disguise. I also don't believe the man's a fool - crazy - but not a total fool.

**Oliver Stone's movie "W":** I also have confirmed someone from President George W. Bush's cult got to the film-maker Oliver Stone to make his portrayal of George W. Bush sympathetic and complimentary. Oliver Stone made "W" out to be an affable, well-meaning, good-natured fool. My memories from the torture sessions have returned and I remember in 2003 Satanists thought George was their greatest puppet.

**WMDs** : Since the conversation with Rita, I remembered that during one of my torture sessions, John was talking about having George call off the search for the Weapons of Mass Destruction in Iraq. He would have George say, "Mission Accomplished," on an Air Craft Carrier. The weapons had been hidden away in the east African country of Djibouti and were slated to be used by Satanists to start WWIII in early 2014, and so John, and his fellow Satanists, didn't want the US to continue to look for them.

The Mission Accomplished scenario went off without a hitch, even though we never did find the WMDs.

A lot of what I say in this book sounds really crazy, but the following statement is a verifiable fact - we didn't find the WMDs, and we know Iraq had them because Daddy Bush sold the weapons to Iraq. Why doesn't anyone care where they are now? Some may be in Yemen, Syria or Palestine. According to John Alexander they never stay in the same place for more than six months. Sometimes they are aboard ships in the region. If you are aboard one of these ships please speak up: I suggest we clear our men out and blow the ship up.

**Note: Christ had such a simple message!** It's so easy to get into Heaven – all you have to do is want to go. Rita, Peter and their followers want to go to Hell. I was kept alive to repeat the message that was so badly mangled over the past two thousand years, so you're liable to see it repeated a few more times in the book. (If John Alexander can go to Heaven, and he did, anybody can go.) God wants us to be happy during our stay here. R U Happy? I believe Satanists don't know what true happiness is.

### Chapter 5 - The Satanic Church Setup

These people are home-grown, right-wing terrorists. They exist in every country.

Members Intergenerational

Members born into the cult are tortured after one month of age, because, Rita says, that's when a child gets the will to live.

"If babies are tortured before one month – they just die, the light of the soul goes out first and shortly after that, they die. We can't torture them at all before one month because they die with any amount of torture. Babies who are over one month of age, who die during torture, die first; and then the light of the soul goes out." I had Rita repeat it a few times. I wanted to make sure I had it right. I recommend you reread that assertion.

How I remained cognizant and calm enough to listen still eludes me. The air surrounding me was thick with Angels reminding me to breathe and listen and remember.

The Light of the Soul

All babies are born with light. As they grow all babies begin to get some dark mixed in with the light. A cult baby will be born sometimes with a layer of dark and a layer of light. For cult babies the layer of black grows quickly and begins to surround the layer of light. I believe that's the same with almost all babies who are habitually abused. Since the ritual to see the soul isn't preformed until the infant is one month, it seems to me, the black might come into the soul from neglect during the first four weeks.

How Intergenerational Cults Keep Members

The Satanic Church is not the only religion that condones rape as a means to increase membership. There are a few religions in this country that teach it's okay to rape your daughters.

I hate to be the messenger of such horrific news, but Rita said, "For the first several months of life infants are electrocuted on their temples, behind their ears, or on the souls of their feet; and when they scream for help they get laughed at. They're made to feel stupid and weak and small, even as an infant. They learn, very quickly, that it's grownups who torture them and grownups who won't comfort them - not even their parents. They're confused and hurt and have nowhere to turn." Their tiny bodies and little souls are broken and torn.

Parents are the mother who bore them and the man she's married to. If the man the mother lives with isn't in a high position in the cult, then he is unlikely to be allowed to breed. The prince or an elder (retired) prince is the probable father of most of the children of the cult. (That is one of the reasons the prince is not supposed to marry.) Many children are conceived during rape rituals. Most married couples, and Rita sincerely believed this, live together without ever having sex.

As soon as babies old enough to talk, they're indoctrinated with drugs, torture and rape rituals. Drugs and brainwashing are necessary because the cult doesn't want the child telling anyone about it.

Little girls are especially vulnerable to this. Later still, when they are about eight years old the girls are selected to live their lives in one of three categories.

**The first** is to make them hate sex. These little girls will serve the cult alone. The ritual used on these girls is supposed to be the same rituals used on girls in the Roman Catholic Church to turn them into nuns. I won't comment on the despicable, diabolical, disgusting practice, based in Satanic tradition, used to turn their infants and children into nuns and priests indoctrinating them into service of their religion. Supposedly these rituals are among the secret books and papers in the infamous Vatican Basement.

**The second** is to be a breeder. These little girls will have children that will be brought up into the cult: they're slated to be bred to the Prince and the higher-ups of the cult. They're drugged, tortured and brainwashed into becoming sexually active at a very early age: this way, when they become pregnant, they'll think it's something they did. The parents will offer to bring up the baby and that baby, oftentimes the half brother or sister of the child having it, will be subject to the same disgusting, horrendous torture as the others.

**And the third** would be daughters who are expected to become part of the cult's royal family. These babies are subject to rape rituals on a regular basis and are tortured, sometimes to death, and then brought back to life. They are subject to the worst torture of the three because they are expected to become the most vile, hateful, evil creatures.

My daughter, Brooklyn, was such a child. She was born with a bright light that surrounded her so her torture was more intense and frequent than most girls who are born to be princess. She became more beautiful as she grew and her bright light filled the room, so she was unfit to become a Satanic princess - thank you, God.

Children whose souls don't turn black are mind controlled to commit suicide or are chosen to be in a "White Wedding." The drugs and torture endured to get them to do this is as depraved as they suffered for the first nine years of life. Rita said they never give up trying to get the youngsters to kill themselves. Rita said George's brother, Walter, was slated to be prince but was too "good." They couldn't get his soul to turn completely black. It took over thirty years of brainwashing to get him to kill himself. It was George, on her instruction, who delivered the 'trigger words.' Walter was in his forties.

"So you see," Rita told me, "We never give up! Once the cult votes to do something or kill someone – we do it. We'll make Brooklyn's life horrible. We'll kill her if we have to. She won't live to see her twenty-ninth birthday. I tried to kill you before then, too."

I told Rita to stop. I told her I was more powerful than she was. This gave her pause.

Rita didn't stop, though. Brooklyn has had some terrible events in her life. Two weeks before her twenty-ninth birthday, 2012, Brooklyn was hit by a car going 45 miles per hour. She was crossing the street and a car came out of nowhere. The driver was a man disguised as a woman. Brooklyn was badly banged up. (The only solace I have is that I know Brooklyn is a mighty might. She's a force of nature. Brooklyn and Allison and perhaps Mariah, will be the ones to lead us to a peaceful, beautiful future without evil. Recognizing evil will be paramount, and Brooklyn has had a lifetime of experience doing that.)

Rita said when the parents of a teen who committed suicide are questioned they just decline to answer saying they're too upset. Satanic religions believe a person who commits suicide goes to hell _._

The logistics are inconsequential to them – I mean if the child is made to commit suicide – is it still suicide? No! Does that soul go to Hell? No!

This is a practice that has to be agreed upon when joining the cult. One has to agree to let the cult decide when they will have children, who the father will be, what will happen to the child, what to do when the child does not turn evil (which is always the same answer) and what amount of torture, to death if necessary, to use to get the child to turn evil.

### Chapter 5 Summary

This is true! Hundreds of thousands of survivors know it's true. I know this is true! I lived it. This is the most horrifying part of the cult.

My hope, in writing this book, is that this barbaric practice will stop.

The recent fairy tale movie, 'Ella Enchanted,' was about being given the "gift" of obedience. If children are tortured and drugged into mindlessly obeying from infancy, they make excellent adult cult members and continue to do the cult's bidding without interfering or questioning. Sounds like a good children's fairy tale. It may sound crazy but I know for a fact, I've seen it happen, just like the fairy tale we all have the power to end the "spell" ourselves.

Everyone has the power, even if you were brought up in a cult, to go against the wishes of the cult. Something all Satanic Cult hierarchy will cringe to see in print.

Notes on Becoming a New Member

Members include those born into the cult (intergenerational) and those wishing to join later in life who pass a test that measures the darkness of a person's soul. They have to have a penchant for torture, rape and murder. Rita told me of a horrific cannibal incident in Milford, PA. She said once that hit the world news the cult was inundated with people wanting to join. Rita thought it was curious and amusing that roughly a hundred Satan worshipers found the cult but the police couldn't.

Rita insists an aura is the soul. I don't know how the test is done but Rita said that certain people have a very dark aura, so dark it's black. Those are the people most sought after to join the cult. Sometimes the aura is so dark and black that you can't see the person at all during the test and sometimes the person has a black aura and black spirits swirl about him. Those are the people who feel most comfortable in Satan's church. Those are the people usually promoted rapidly through the cult.

The black spirits' actions and appearance is similar to the black spirits in the movie _Ghost_ , (the ones that take the murderer to Hell after he dies) only smaller. She said Peter's soul is like that.

Rita said their church gave Patrick Swayze brain cancer. She said that sent the message. I asked, "What message?"

She said the message that he shouldn't have shown what Peter's soul looked like. I pointed out Patrick Swayze didn't have anything to do with that. I said actors have nothing to do with the content of the movies they're in. She said it didn't matter, that's what she decided to do, and since she can't make a mistake, that's what the cult did. "The message was sent," Rita insisted.

I didn't believe her. I had no idea Patrick Swayze had brain cancer in the summer of 2003. At that point in the conversation I still couldn't believe Peter, Rita and their church were capable of doing the things she claimed.

Members have to worship and swear allegiance to the cult prince and princess to become a member. Potential members aren't told they're joining a Satanic Church until after they're members and have participated in at least one murder. They have to pay heavy dues, called tithings, in order to see the torture and rape and sacrifice rituals.

An example is Keith O'Donnell of Glen Ridge, NJ, who joined to have his daughter raped and tortured because she gave him a little bit of a hard time as a teenager. He sold his soul, and tortured and raped his girl, because he was a lousy parent. And who pays for his cowardice? His daughter! Because even if Keith is made to pay for torture and rape; his daughter will never be able to trust a man. He ruined his daughter's life! But that's the evil of the cult. Ruining their children's lives is their greatest joy!

Members are Required to Worship the Prince and Princess -

Peter and Rita are considered infallible and omniscient. They are idiots. They both have double digit IQs. To make matters worse, they're not allowed to learn anything that isn't cult related. Rita sticks to her church's rule of allowing herself no entertainment except for the cult meetings. Consequently, they both know next to nothing about the real world and how it works. If anyone knows something they don't, that person is tortured because Rita and Peter are infallible and all knowing and no one can possibly know something they don't. None of their minions catch on. I'll spell it out, if someone is being tortured for knowing something Rita and Peter didn't know – Rita and Peter are not omniscient or infallible. This rouse has been going on for generations.

Lying is Forbidden

Rita and Peter lie to each other and their minions continuously. They lie so openly and often, first graders would be able to tell they were being lied to: but no one questions it. Why? I was in a trance for close to thirty years. I was suffocated long enough to pass out and I was drugged a few times a week. Peter and Rita didn't have access to all of their members to keep them addled the way they could with me.

I remember people coming out of the trance during some of my tortures. Rita would command, "You're next! Hold him!"

Lying to Their Members

My point is, Rita may very well be right when she said most people in cults, aren't aware they're in a Satanic Church. Rita said Preachers in every church lie. I assume, most times, they don't know they're lying. I now believe Rita when she said any church that uses sex to manipulate members, has its roots in Satanism.

When Rita holds a church service, on the Saturday night closest to the full moon, she reads from the Bible and calls the Black, Beelzebub, or Satan, **god**. She said her bible mirrors the Talmud, the Koran, and the Christian Bible. Her minions don't know the bible well, and since the Satanic Bible is hand written, no one can bring a copy home to study. Perhaps Satanists would discover discrepancies if they were allowed to think about it.

Members take communion as they enter the Satanic Church before the ceremony begins. The "wine" is Kool-Aid with a cocktail of drugs, so everything that takes place is like a dream. Rita said they mix Viagra in the Kool-Aid for the old men so they have the illusion that the only time they can get aroused is for rape.

Rita maintained she belonged to the earliest organized religion, and all religions are modeled after Satanism. Satanists are told theirs is the original bible. It's a fact that all original bibles were compiled from stories passed down from generation to generation. If those telling the stories were worshippers of the god who they believe is the god of the earth, Satan, then, their bible would be different than those worshipping the God who is the Creator of the earth. The protagonist and antagonist are switched.

Fear, hate, vengeance and anger are the main ingredients of control. They are the cornerstones of Satanism. They are doorways through which evil enters a soul.
Fear

No one gets out of this life alive.

For five hours I listened to Rita tell me of using death threats as coercion to make her followers do despicable things. I thought, 'Being killed shouldn't be a threat.' They live in constant fear. Death is the natural consequence of a finite life. They are just postponing the inevitable. She has them convinced they are going to Hell, so they want to stay alive. (Peter wants to go on life support, indefinitely.)

Remember **Christ's quote:**

Lk 17:33 Whoever tries to keep their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life will preserve it.

What We Can Do

Be ever mindful that Heaven is an indescribably glorious, fantastic place where you feel gloriously wonderful and you're deliriously happy. The weather is perfect. You can do anything you want, effortlessly. My eBook the Truth (Part One) has my story about going to Heaven and meeting Christ.

Death is a natural part of life. Our souls are immortal. There's nothing wrong with wanting to go to Heaven. Rita said, the Grim Reaper image of death is something Satanists concocted to keep people from killing themselves.

That transient rush the minions get while witnessing rape, torture and murder isn't power at all. Breaking away from the church and defying them would be powerful. People in cults should stand up to their church's officials to display a power never before seen in cults. Whether you call it a church or a club, remember, the rule of not talking to other cult members outside of the church service is preposterous and is only in place to prevent a mutiny. Now that's power!

Escaped cult prisoners and torture victims please join me and step forward and be counted. I'm not the only survivor, I'm sure of that. The things I say sound crazy because the things they do are crazy. Ignore the initial criticism. Hold a spotlight on those who would do others harm. They will scurry like roaches and you will find you're the one with all the power.

Psychologists could start up support groups because they know who the victims are, and that would eliminate the need for advertising which would curtail infiltration by cult members wanting to put a stop such meetings of the minds.

I propose speculative prudence - not paranoia. Those who work in a capacity to serve and protect should be attentive to possible cult activity, and be aware that their coworkers could very well be in a cult. For instance, if a police officer suddenly leaves a meeting when he hears a certain name or phrase, and goes to take over for the officer who originally took the case, that police officer should be suspected of being in a cult. If it happens often, I would conclude that police officer is in a Satanic Cult.

She said there are some of the modern-day Satanic Churches posing as 'Little Harmless Fun Clubs,' or, 'After Hours Clubs,' or, 'Dirty Tricks Clubs,' and those may not need an extensive defensive network because they don't practice anything that requires murder. Cults that practice cannibalism, vampirism and human sacrifice need that extra protection.

The professions discussed in this chapter have to police themselves and report suspicious behavior within their own organization. Don't give up a case so easily, and if you do because someone outranks you, follow up. If you can't get satisfaction call the FBI, go public, and always let everyone you trust know the facts. If they tell you, you sound crazy, tell them to read this book.

If evil people pray for strength or guidance, they pray to Satan, the Black, Baal, Beelzebub or whatever name they've given their god or gods.

The use of electricity is common because, first of all, it hurts! It's an effective memory modifier. Cults use it to erase memories of torture and to replace memories of day to day activities. They use it to erase a child's happy memories to make his or her life seem even more miserable than it is.

She said the doctors who administer that therapy are almost certainly in a Satanic Cult and use the opportunity to further torture the patient.

Electricity can be used as part of mind control to get someone to commit murder.

Note: My psychologist told me electricity can also be used to split a personality. A person can carry out his day to day activities and then, once a month, on a full moon, go to a church meeting and participate in ritualistic rape or murder and never remember a thing from that meeting.

Electroshock therapy is still legitimately used on patients suffering from depression to erase the memory of the event causing the depression. It's barbaric. If you or someone you know is considering it, don't do it.

Note: The recent barrage of teenage girls being afflicted with **Tourettes-like symptoms** is the work of Satanic Churches, probably calling themselves Dirty Tricks Clubs. Any of their doctors who can't identify the girl's symptoms may belong to the same Dirty Tricks Club. For lack of a better word, they are victims of "witchcraft." There are drugs to check for. Was there a rash behind the ears or on the feet where the electric wires touched the skin? There are probably trigger words. When the victims pinpoint the trigger words the ailment should be alleviated. Time will also heal, just as time and perseverance heal stroke victims. The brain has a marvelous capacity to rewire itself. (Read the book - My Stroke of Insight.) I would suggest moving out of the area; and, of course, a little prayer wouldn't hurt.

Peter used to tell me he would kill my daughters first, and make me watch, and then he'd kill me, if I ever tried to leave. In my addled state, I could never figure a way out. My Angels made me aware when it became important, that I was being watched me, but I wasn't aware of the extremes the cult went to, to watch me: or that it was 24 - 7. I wasn't aware there were cameras on the telephone poles, and in my house. I was periodically brainwashed into thinking Peter was the love of my life. Even with that, I questioned that love, when he treated me or my daughters badly. I didn't know my daughters were being tortured and raped.

I wasn't aware of the torture; I thought I was very sick. I went to bed in my own bed and woke up in my own bed. A lot of times, I felt like I'd been hit by a bus, and then I'd go to the doctor. How I didn't know is a gut-wrenching, terrifying mystery to me.

### Chapter 6 - Roman Catholic Church

The allegations that the Roman Catholic Church has its roots in Satanism, and that there are still priests who hold allegiance to both the Catholic and the Satanic Churches are Rita's beliefs. I'm merely reporting her Church's teachings as part of this exposé.

Warning - this chapter contains graphic violence. This is NOT the version we learned in Catechism

"But you trick people into being followers," I countered.

"What do you think? Don't you know all churches trick people into being followers?"

Rita explained her statement by giving a history of the Catholic Church.

She told me most of the Scriptures and Gospels and writings of the church that contained information about the Devil were stricken from the Bible and kept locked away in the Vatican basement. This information would have helped people recognize the Black (the Devil) and guard against evil.

"The biggest lie is the story of Adam and Eve! That's our story! You believe it – everyone believes it. You're so stupid! It's the world's biggest lie."

She hadn't explained herself before. I remembered she thought this was the key to the universe.

She went on to say that the Roman Catholic Church has its roots in Satanism. All Christian religions are an offshoot of the Roman Catholic Church. All Christian religions are missing basic truths about good and evil that people need in order to live more happily on Earth. These basic truths are also necessary to choose Heaven or Hell.

I said, "I thought ancient Rome was a Pagan society."

Rita told me to think about it; and explained that the Coliseum was the Satanic Church building where torture and sacrifices were held, and since all of Rome was obliged to worship Satan, the Coliseum had to be huge in order to accommodate the throngs of people attending the services.

Note: Over the years I did think about it and realized that it made sense. I had seen the PBS program, I Claudius, which told of the various idiosyncrasies of the Roman emperors. Some even declared themselves to be gods. One married his sister and then ate the fetus she was carrying. Rita told me eating fetuses was a common Satanic ritual.

When Rome decided to make the switch from Paganism/Satanism to Catholicism the Satanic Priests, already in place, began calling themselves Catholic Priests. Many of the most evil, vile Satanic Priests, who had ever lived, were canonized as Saints. This was done to draw prayers away from God. Rita found it amusing that people, thinking themselves to be Christian, were praying to some of the most heinous criminals of the Satanic Church. The creation of Saints blurred the lines between good and evil.

The coliseum was expected to continue to be filled with sacrifice and torture victims just as it had been before Catholicism became the law of the land. Those who refused to convert provided ready victims in the first few years. Rita said the Romans found Catholicism to be an even better organized religion to keep its empire's population in line because the carrot they now offered was Heaven! The Romans said they had the key to Heaven and a person could only get there through them.

Note: This is sad, but still true.

One of the early mistruths of the Roman Catholic Church is the need for confession. She told me there's nothing in the Bible that says a man should confess his sins to another man; and there is no reason why he should do so. Confession to a man rather than God is an idea born directly out of Satanism. Satanists normally would use potions and hypnotism to get a person to tell his darkest secrets. The concept of sin is something Satanists concocted, but both sides (God's followers and Satan's followers) use sin to keep their parishioners in line.

By making Roman Catholic/Satanic Priests confessors, the church got to hear a person's fears and failings without trickery or witchcraft, potions, drugs incantations, and the like. She said confession was a tool of Satan to hear the many transgressions that plague a person's heart, mind and soul and it provided the Catholic/Satanic Priests with some reason to torture or sacrifice that person. Also, using a person's deepest fear is an easy road to mind control or brainwashing.

To this day double agent priests practice both religions and hear confessions in the Catholic Church to garner sacrifice and torture victims for their Satanic Church.

Rita also maintained, throughout our entire conversation, that the Bible was written and re-written by Satanists.

_Note:_ Christ was questioned incessantly whenever He forgave sins in the name of God. He did not give His Apostles and Disciples the right or ability to forgive sins. In the Bible, Christ says only the Father can do that, and as God's son He also has that right. The Catholics and Lutherans have their own Bibles. God has told me numerous times that there is **no such thing as sin.** That took me years to understand so if you can't wrap your head around that for now, think of God as being in a perpetual state of forgiveness.

I never bought into confession to a priest in those creepy, little, broom-closet confessionals. I'd rather talk directly to God about how I'm doing.

Satanists have a list of reasons for sacrifice and were delighted to get this information freely. According to Satanic law, if you confess to being homosexual, or a prostitute, or an adulterer that was reason enough to be killed. You were put on the Roman Catholic Church's short list of potential torture and sacrificial victims.

The Coliseum was still filled with sacrifice and torture victims to satisfy Satan's lust for blood. Some of the churchgoers questioned why God wanted the same torture and sacrifice as Satan. Of course it wasn't God who wanted sacrifice but that's not what churchgoers were told.

"And that," Rita said, "was how the idea of communion came about. Early on someone was actually sacrificed and flesh and blood was eaten at church services; and churchgoers were told Christ asked they do that in remembrance of Him." It wasn't until much later that Christian ethic overrode the sham of the Catholic Church Rome had created and communion became wine and bread or communion wafers.

Rita said, "The Roman Catholic High Mass is, to this day, the same as Satanic sacrificial rituals, complete with incense and chanting. Incense at high mass was to cover the stench of dead or burnt bodies after the sacrifice."

As Rita told me these things I was summarily dismissing them. The idea that the Roman Catholic Church was also Satanic was ludicrous. I had been brought up Catholic and I had gone to catechism classes and Catholic schools. They gave other reasons for all of these practices. At this stage in my life I didn't particularly care for the Catholic Church, I felt that many of their teachings were oppressive, and that they seem to want to turn out atheists as much as they do believers. At this point in the conversation I still was having a hard time believing that my ex-husband was a prince in a Satanic Cult. I knew he was no good and memories were surfacing that made me believe he was a murderer and rapist but, it was hard for me to believe that he was a member of anything. Her allegations meant that my entire life had been an illusion.

'Keep listening and remembering,' my Angels said.

"This is crazy," I kept saying to Rita.

"That's exactly what we want you to think. That's what we want everyone to think. If you start talking about this, everyone will think you're crazy so you can't tell anyone. You'll want to - it's only natural because you're human, I think you're still human, I don't know what to call someone who's been raised from the dead as many times as you, but you'll want to. And when you tell people they'll lock you up and then we'll find you. But, you'll be dead in a few days anyway, so you won't be able to tell anyone," she asserted. "I really don't know why I'm telling you all this - it's something hardly anybody knows. It's all written down in the archives of the Vatican so they know their roots. Only the Satanic/Catholic priests are allowed in the basement. Even within the Satanic Churches, no one knows this stuff. I think it's interesting stuff - we control the most powerful church on Earth and fool people into believing what we want."

Rita went on, "Each one of our churches has a priest in the Catholic Church, too. They hear confessions and we can pick and choose sacrificial victims or torture victims based on the reports they give us. Some of our people work their way up the hierarchy of the Catholic Church. We have Bishops and what's the other one called?" She waited for my reply.

"Cardinals?" I offered.

"Not cardinals - that's a bird," she chuckled, "and a team. Eminence! That's it. That's what Peter wants to be called now that he's not the prince anymore. We call him Eminence." Rita seemed to think this was a wonderful thing: I found it a horrifying thought.

Even though I knew, Eminence was a title rather than a position, I agreed. She went on to tell me that one day, and she felt it would be one day soon, they would have a Pope. I asked her if she meant a Pope in one of her churches and she said she meant the Catholic Church. She explained that one of their people had to be in power in the Catholic Church by 2012; and that one of their people was always part of the council that elects a new Pope and they make sure the Pope has leanings toward Satanic ways of thinking.

Rita told me Satanic "rituals" are still used to this day to turn young boys and girls into priests and nuns. The rituals include rape, sexual abuse, mind control along with the destruction of the child's ego and self-worth. She said that very detailed instructions of how this is done are among the secret Vatican papers. She told me Peter had mastered the ritual and used it routinely on many girls.

I insisted, nowadays, the Catholic Church does do some things that would be considered Christian. Rita said Roman Catholic Christianity evolved over a period of centuries. She said even though Satanists rewrote the Bible taking out references to Satan and deleting most of Christ's message and changing the words of Christ, people still were able to get a message from the Parables. The Parables, she said, were left in place as the only word of Christ because the people doing the rewriting felt they were so obscure that no one would be able to gain any information from them. Satanists felt since they had to leave something about Christ in the written Bible that the parables would be it. And, lo and behold, many people were able to derive good from the little that was left: and now the Roman Catholic Church is a mixture of Satanism and Christianity.

During the evolution of the Roman Catholic Church, the church used confession as a means to make money, saying sins will only be forgiven when certain amounts of money were "contributed" to the church. And payment was expected for many other church related services.

This is one of the practices Martin Luther objected to in the papers he wrote in the fifteenth century. Satanists of the church "had to" discredit him because they saw those papers as a threat to the Roman Catholic Church, so through torture, drugs and mind control they got Martin Luther to write anti-Semitic papers. Martin Luther was never allowed to leave the Roman Catholic Church.

Rita became almost gleeful when she told me that those same anti-Semitic papers were used five-hundred years later by Hitler, who was also a member of a Satanic Church, as justification for the genocide of the Jews. Rita told me it was her church that was responsible.

Rita reminded me that she knew these things because her church was intergenerational and she was born and bred to be their princess so those teachings, that had been passed down through the centuries, were taught to her all her life. She was therefore privy to all of her church's closely guarded teachings. She was proud to be the bearer of the ancient knowledge that very few of Satan's followers were given.

The reason, Rita stated, that the Roman Catholic Church calls Christ's crucifixion a sacrifice is because it was. Satanists claim responsibility for that sacrifice. The staff of Orinen or the Spear of Longinus, which Rita and Peter's church claim to own, is the sword or lance that pierced the side of Christ when blood and water poured out after His death. Rita said the lance and the Christ's robe are as sought after relics to Satanists as the Holy Grail, the challis that Christ drank from at the Last Supper, and the Arc of the Covenant, the box that contains the Ten Commandments, are to Christians. That sword put into Christ's side wasn't to check to see if He was dead, it was much too early for that, it was done just to hurt Him.

She went on to say, "Jesus didn't die on a cross but on a Satanic alter. The Satanists cut out His heart and ate it." Rita said, "They cut out His liver and other organs so that He wouldn't be able to rise from the dead, and because there were so many in attendance who wanted to partake. According to our legends, Christ had been killed in practically every town He visited because we couldn't let a message like that to get out. Killing Him didn't stop Him; it just made Him more believable. Christ's message was simple – too simple," she said, "and He had to be stopped."

"Christ's message was, 'There _is_ a God and He lives in Heaven. We're all welcome there when we die.' The people who heard His message were also witness to the many, many miracles so they knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt, Jesus was God's son." She maintained, Christ not only raised Himself, but He, "raised lots of people from the dead, not just Lazarus, but hundreds. He cured everyone who was sick and told them to be wary of potions and spells the witch doctors use to control them. He warned the townspeople about Satan and told them they had a choice, and Heaven was a good choice, and said that God wanted nothing in return. Christ said, He came from Heaven and was going back there when His work was finished."

Rita explained urgently, "We couldn't have a message like that spread. He had to be stopped! We were losing control. Without control of the people here on Earth our religion is meaningless!"

My mind reeled. Rita knew more about Christ than most Christians. She knew, absolutely, without a shadow of a doubt, Christ was God and she knew His message. I knew, even at that time, that Heaven, not Christianity, was His message, so I knew Rita was one of the very few people aware of Christ's original message. It didn't sound like it was her belief; rather it was part of the ancient legends, something she thought of as fact. She was certain of Christ's divinity and yet, she wanted to go to Hell. I was dumbfounded by the thought, it was only the twisted rationale behind those beliefs that cause such pain, misery and heart-ache to all those around her. If she, and others who worship Satan, allowed herself to contemplate those beliefs, what a different world this would be.

Note: I think questioning the rational for all Satanists evil acts must have been a source of appalling torture.

Rita went on to say, "Satanic Churches were losing members by the hundreds in every town Christ visited. We couldn't control people who heard the message because they no longer had to live in fear. They knew they didn't have to be subjected to torture or human sacrifice." It was a wonderful relief.

"Rita, are you sure Christ raised Himself from the dead lots of times? I've never heard that before," I was searching my memory for anything I learned during religious discussions or when reading about the history of religion. It seemed to me we Christians would have heard about that possibility.

"Oh, we took all that out of the Bible. The Bible's about ten times longer than the one you're familiar with. We couldn't allow everyone know Satanic Churches in town after town were being shut down due to lack of members. Leaders of Satanic Churches in town after town killed Christ trying to stop Him." She said, "Jesus raised Himself from the dead time, after time, after time. Killing Him was not a means to stop Him, but it made Him more powerful and His message more believable. We can't let people know that stuff! Can you imagine?"

Christ was single-handedly changing the world. He was, indeed, the Prince of Peace. Rita went on, "People were happier. There were fewer murders and less disease. He had become seemingly unstoppable. As a last resort Satanic Churches began communicating with each other. The decision was made that they would have to work together in order to stop Him!"

Rita explained, "Satanic Churches seldom work together, just as the different Christian churches seldom work together. They share the same religious calendar - they all celebrate the same holidays. The first full moon after the spring solstice is a time of great sacrifice. We knew Jesus was going to Jerusalem for Passover and we decided that would be a perfect time to have our sacrifice. The year Christ rode into Jerusalem, the full moon after the spring solstice would have been on a Friday."

_Note: The Passover, that the Jews celebrate, is a time when Jewish children, living in Egypt, were saved from "The Angel of Death." The Torah and the Book of Exodus in the Old Testament teach, killing the first-born Egyptian children and animals was the last of the plagues God sent to free the children of Israel. God had nothing to do with the murders. And once again I'll point out_ _God doesn't require sacrifice._

She asked, "You know what I'm talking about when I say Passover?"

"Doesn't everybody?"

"Actually," she said, "here's what I know. It was a Satanic sacrifice. The date was set for the first full moon after the Spring Solstice. The Jewish children were supposed to die along with all of the Egyptian children of the land.."

"You're children, too?"

"Of course, our children. Don't interrupt me, this is important. I think it's important, it's really interesting, anyway. Some of the Jews found out what the signal was to be used to let the other murderers know the children in that house had been killed, and they put blood over their door as though their children had been sacrificed. I still don't know how they did that without killing their children."

"Well, they used lambs' blood, or goats' blood, or something. They probably could have killed one goat and they'd have enough blood for five doors," I explained.

"Oh, we'd know," she snapped back.

"No you wouldn't. This was like six thousand BC, how would they know?"

"They tricked us," she said like it happened ten minutes ago, "They ruined our sacrifice. We didn't get what we were asking for."

"Do you know what the sacrifice was really for?" I asked.

She didn't know: but added, "The Angel of Death, in the story of Exodus, was really a team of Satanists out on a killing spree. So you see, it's us, it's always us, we're in the middle of all the big events in history."

It was not only interesting, but important, because the flip side is something God tells me all the time - God has no 'Chosen People' and no 'Promised Land' - we're all chosen and Earth is our Promised Land. God loves us all: Hindus, Muslims and Jews – everybody! And we're all invited to Heaven. That was Christ's message – that's why Satanists felt He had to be stopped.

_The Pharisees_ _. I'm not a Jewish Historian, but from what I can piece together from what she told me and what God tells me is, after the Exodus, the Jews were falsely told it was God who wanted them to slaughter every man, woman and child in the area they believed was the promised land. That just didn't happen. Basically that's an horrific order for any rational human being to carry out, and, to complicate matters, they couldn't tell the good guys from the bad guys (unless they dropped their pants.) The Satanists in the area assimilated in with the Jews. Rita said, most of them found the Jewish religion to be a welcome relief, and they converted. After about one hundred years, long enough for the original Egypt fleers to have died off, the_ _Pharisees_ _emerged as religious leaders adding Satanic law in with Hebrew law. The intimidating Pharisees, and their religion of mixed morals and beliefs, broke off from the original Hebrew._

I invite religious historians to jump all over that interpretation so we can straighten this Palestine Israeli debacle out and we'll be one step closer to world peace.

"Like killing Christ. For one of the few times in history Satanic Churches cooperated. Working together the leaders of the Satanic Churches began a whispering campaign against Christ." She went on, "You know that saying, 'one rotten apple spoils the barrel, that's us!" She said happily, "That's us - that's what we do!"

Rita said Christ traveled with many, many apostles, and that large numbers of them wrote gospels. She said the number twelve was chosen for the Bible because twelve apostles plus Christ equals thirteen.

Note: I didn't know this then, but there are thirteen in a coven.

The leaders of the Satanic Churches were successful in separating Christ from His disciples and leading Him off to torture and sacrifice.

"We felt sure that Satan would gladly share this sacrifice among all of our churches, since Christ was such an important person, the Son of God, and all." She explained, "This time we wanted to disfigure His body, so He wouldn't want to raise Himself from the dead this time. Some of our teachings say, there was very little of Christ's body remaining. Eating the victim's heart and liver is supposed to take the sacrificed person's strength and give it to the one who has eaten it. In Jesus' case we felt, He was God's son and the most significant person who ever lived: to steal His power was one of the reasons for His sacrifice to the Devil."

Again, I was flabbergasted she believed so completely in Christ's divinity. These were nauseating thoughts. What kind of ghoulish fiends were these? Christ and my Angels reminded me to stay calm.

"That's how Christianity spread so quickly and completely; because we killed Him beyond a shadow of a doubt, our top leaders saw to that, and then, like the next day or something, He was alive again."

"Three days," I told her.

"What?"

"On the third day, He rose again from the dead," I quoted the Bible to her.

"I don't know what you're talking about, we killed Him and ate Him and the next thing we knew He was walking and talking and writing. He wrote volumes of stuff, like a whole library of books we had to burn."

"He wrote volumes of stuff? When? 'On the third day He ascended into Heaven,' isn't that it? He was here for three days after you killed Him?"

"Not hardly. He was here for a long time after that. None of our people would go near Him after that." She told me, "Not Him or Paul. The Apostle Paul was one of the worst Satanists. He was the most feared, ruthless, bloodthirsty Satanist." She said, "Paul helped with the sacrifice of Christ and was one of the ones who ate Him. Paul was a party to Christ's death and consumption and later witnessed His resurrection, so Paul became a staunch believer and turned against his Satanic roots. He felt like he'd been duped."

I wondered why she didn't feel that way?

She said, "Forget about those stories of Paul being blinded by God. He didn't have to. And besides, that wouldn't have been enough to get a Devil like that to turn into a believer."

"Paul did a lot of damage to us. Nobody interfered with him, they were all too scared of him. We had to take over the Catholic Church, after he was dead. The original message was too simple. So, the Catholic Church began teaching its members the human body was merely a vessel for sin. The pointed hats that Cardinals and Popes wear actually have two points on them, one in the front and one in the back, that signify two horns of the Devil.

"The black outfit with a small square of white on the collar over the throat," She said, "symbolizes that only the words the priests speak are holy; but what they do is sinful." She added, "Satanists are afraid of white. In the early days, even that small amount of white was troubling to wear and see."

She told me, the color of the trim on the priests' vestments was important. "For instance, purple represents human sacrifice. The Priest who wears black with purple trim is the one responsible for the execution."

I began asking about the significance of color.

"Purple is also the color of blood and the heart. It's the color for human sacrifice and consumption of human blood and organs, especially the heart. Every Satanist is a vampire, well, not every, but most. Hah, and we're making Vampires the heroes!" She laughed.

"Black signifies the absence of light, the rejection of good, or the complete lack of good. Evil. The dark side. It's our color of choice. We wear black, and very dark colors, to show each other who we are. We can pick each other out of a crowd.

"White signifies God, good, virgins or innocence. Someone who wears white is good, or wants to be sacrificed, or may want to defeat us, so should be sacrificed.

"Red is the color of blood. Death. Rape. Sacrifice. Prostitutes. Those who want to be sacrificed. It means murder, death, destruction. Red and black are the colors of the Devil. Red on the feet means you want to stamp out evil or the Devil. We were forever torturing you for those red, high-top sneakers you wore."

Note: If retired Pope Benedict XVI is a Satanist, he wears red shoes as a smokescreen.

"Red and White signify a White Wedding. A white wedding is when the bride is sacrificed on her wedding night while she is still pure – still a virgin." She said, "Your wedding to Peter was supposed to be a white wedding." She said, "Peter killed someone else on your wedding night to appease Satan."

I thought I might believe her about my wedding. There were many things that were unusual about our wedding and wedding night.

She went on, "Young girls chosen for virginal sacrifice will wear white dresses with red sashes around their waist or neck." She said, "Satanists, in the Catholic Church, will dress their girls in a white dress for their First Holy Communication but put a pink or red ribbon around their waist or neck signifying they are virgins ready to be sacrificed." She insisted a girl dies in _every_ Roman Catholic Church after _every_ First Holy Communion ceremony. "Mark my words," she said, "pay attention, if you read a Catholic Church is having a First Holy Communion ceremony the next day or the day after, there'll be a story in the paper, or you'll hear, a girl was killed. It will always be a girl who just had her First Holy Communion. Of course," She told me, "you were the one who was supposed to be killed, but, you tricked us, and another girl from your class was killed. There; there's another one you killed: I could never believe how powerful you were at such a young age. And you don't even know! That's why I'm calling – to let you know how many you killed: and," the bravado fell out of her voice, "and who you are. You have the right to know who you are." Muffled and mumbling, she added, "If we hadn't've interfered..." but kept herself from saying any more.

When I think about it now, I find myself mourning for all those who gave their lives for me. I mourn for my children's lives – the lives they were never allowed to live. I mourn for the horrid lives my girls were given, instead of the wonderful lives I yearned to give them. I mourn for myself, for the life that was systematically stripped from me.

I have to snap myself out of it. I force myself into the present.

It was unsettling, to say the least, to be called a murderer for deaths I knew nothing about. It was particularly horrible to find out others were killed in my place as far back as my First Communion. All this talk about women "wanting" to be raped and girls "wanting" to be sacrificed was getting to be much too much.

This color information was a lot to pay attention to.

"So, red and white are for a white wedding?" I asked.

"Not just that, they're for anytime an innocent is sacrificed." She said the reason red and white are the colors of Christmas and Santa (Who has Satan's name in anagram) is because "Christmas is a holy time when children are sacrificed. The twelve days of Christmas are signified by the various animals and people who are sacrificed daily. It names our sacrifices," She said, "that's why the song is filled with animals and people."

I went through it in my mind and asked, "What about the five gold rings?"

"Gold is an offering, and," she added, "the Magi brought gold, frankincense and myrrh because they wanted to sacrifice the infant, ugh... you know who. December 25th begins the highest holy twelve days in the Satanic Church when children are chosen as sacrifices. That's why the ancient Roman Catholic Church chose that date as His birthday."

She said, "The story _Polar Express_ had been a Satanic legend that explained why children went missing at Christmastime. They had really been abducted to be used in rituals and then sacrificed."

"Pink is a combination of red and white and so is the color of virginal sacrifice." She said, "that's why pink has always been the color for girls, because every parent wishes his daughter will be sacrificed. Pink is the color of love and death. Valentine's Day is usually pink or red because it's the Satanic Churches' day of death to lovers. She said, "The real 'Saint' Valentine was a vile, evil man who ate human hearts. Satanists aren't allowed to love, so for them Valentine's Day never was about love. 'Saint' Valentine, hah," she laughed.

"Orange is the color of fire. Fire's used in most of our ceremonies. Orange is the color of witches and that's why it's used in Halloween, one of our high-holy days." She said, "There's no such thing as a good witch. Halloween is the night we conjure up the dead. The next day, November 1st, is the day of the dead, the day the evil souls, raised the night before, walk among us. The Roman Catholic Church kept it as a high-holy day and called it All Souls Day. Whatever that means? You were brought up Catholic, what did they tell you it meant?"

I responded, "Nothing in particular. They have a lot of them, they're just extra days you have to go to Mass, I suppose."

"Yeah. Well, I didn't think so. Just thought I'd ask." She may have forgotten who she was talking to. "What were we talking about?"

"Orange. Oh, and witches," I answered.

"Witches are signified by Black for Satan and Orange for Fire. They wear those colors to coven meetings."

She said the story of John the Baptist, and the edict that everyone has to be baptized in order to go to Heaven, came out of the Roman Catholic Church. This story was added into the Christian Bible after the death of Christ, in order to keep the Romans in line: and it made the Satan worshipers, who were eager for more gore in an otherwise bland Bible, happy. She insisted, "The John the Baptist character is pure fiction, and has nothing to do with going to Heaven."

Rita didn't identify the story as a universe key, but I have to say, a lot of lives would have been saved if Christians didn't believe they had to convert the world to Christianity. Her assertion, 'Satanists are masters at starting wars,' has become more believable over the years.

As the conversation continued she told me, the Roman Catholic Church's steadfast adherence to the edict that Priests never marry is a carry-over from the Satanic Church. The Satanists don't allow their priests to marry, to fly in the face of God's commandment to "be fruitful and multiply," and to keep their priests under control. "Each prince of each Satanic Church is like the Pope of the Catholic Church with the same 'magical' powers."

I had never thought of the Pope's power as magical so I questioned Rita and she said the Roman Catholic Church says the Pope is omniscient, and omni..., omni," she thought a second, "something else, and that's magical."

I agreed, but said, "In reality, the Pope has no more power than any other human."

She said, "Neither does Peter, or me for that matter, or any of the other Satanic princes or princesses, but that's not what our followers believe, and it's that belief that makes the difference.

"It's belief that makes all magic work," she asserted.

What a succinct, insightful thought she had. I was just about to compliment her.

"People who think they're bad people because they enjoy sex or dancing or fun; have been told they're sinners by someone who worships Satan, and who wants to add to the numbers in Hell. If somebody thinks he's going to Hell," she stated, "then he might very well be tempted to do other things, and he may think he would prefer Hell, and that's why Satan worshipers tell us these things are wrong. It's a snowball effect."

_Note:_ _Her logic—if there were any – made little sense. My perception was then, as it is now, Satanic Churches make people's lives as miserable as possible in order to get people to turn away from God and to choose Hell. The logic people, who worship the Devil, are using, is the same logic the Devil uses in the Book of Job, and it didn't work then either; even though, in the Book of Job, Job thinks it's God causing the terror._

As for the Book of Job, God didn't write that either, in fact, He dislikes it. The Book is another attempt to turn us away from God.

I will never agree that all people, who point to our minor human foibles and call us sinners, are Satanists. I will agree, people have made up their own rules about getting into Heaven, and about what God wants. These rules have nothing to do with God at all; and are meant to be exclusionary in hopes of gaining control; but may lure people away from God, or worse, to the dark side.

I said, "So someone might think, 'I'm going to Hell anyway – so what the Hell?'"

"Don't say that. You're not allowed to say that!" she reprimanded. She went on, "All of the characteristics of the Devil are given to God in the Bible as a ' **smoke and mirrors** ' trick. The Devil lives in some people."

"I don't think that's possible," I muttered.

"Silence! It is possible. Just as God can live in some people, so can the devil. Modern psychology calls it mental illness." She said, "People who worship the Black, hate being categorized as psychopaths or sociopaths, just because they've chosen a way of life decidedly different from those who worship the Earth's Creator. They want to do bad for badness' sake. Ha," she laughed to herself, "that's a good one. Don't you like it? It's like good for goodness sake. I just made it up. That's what you do, isn't it? Ha – I did it, too."

Smoke and Mirrors

God does NOT require adoration - The Devil does. The image of a vain and vengeful God who wants people to serve Him is what Rita called 'smoke and mirrors.'

"It's what we did to you, your whole life. That's why I never got to know you, I was afraid I wouldn't be able to discredit you." She explained how it works, "You say about someone else, what people will inevitably say about you. For instance, if you know something you're doing, or are going to do, is Nazi-like, call the other person a Nazi as a preemptive strike, so, when the time comes, he won't be able to say that about you.

"Get it?" she asked, "Do you understand why we had to do what we did to you? Why we had to get everyone to hate and distrust you?"

'Is this some kind of sick apology?' "Yes, Rita – I get it, it's clear as vodka.

### Chapter 6 Summary

Christ was NOT born into this world to be sacrificed. He was born to spread the word of Heaven. The sacrifice that took Christ's life was but one of a hundred ways He could have died. He had to die because these bodies are finite. His soul is eternal because He's part of God. He could have easily stopped the sacrifice but didn't because of free will. He had to allow the people about to kill him to carry out their free will. God does not interfere with our free will. God wants people to believe He did NOT send Christ as a sacrifice!

Note: After many conversations with God and my Angels, I realize, now, what she was talking about. The story of Adam and Eve makes people believe there is such a thing as sin, and they further believe they were born with Original Sin; the dreadful thought that our Creator would punish all of His creations for a lapse in judgment, is the biggest lie. I know we were born with Original Love.

The character, Eve, makes men believe that women are to blame for this flawed existence. Another unfortunate byproduct of the story is it implies menstruation and childbearing is a curse, not a blessing.

Here's why that lie is so great - When we believe we were born with Original Sin we're duped into believing we need redemption. We're forever seeking to be forgiven for sins that are man-made. We may even believe Heaven is difficult to attain.

The other part of the Adam and Eve story happens several thousand years later when Christ is sent by His father to pay for our Original Sin. In actuality, and I got this from the man Himself, Jesus was sent to tell us Heaven is real and everybody is invited. He is the Word of God, because through Him, God was able to communicate using human language – words.

Christ's visit allowed new insight into the human condition.

We're told to believe that God requires sacrifice. Again this is a trick of smoke and mirrors set up by Satanists to have us believe that God behaves as Satan does. God does not want sacrifice. He did NOT send His Son to be sacrificed! Even Rita knew that. That's another Satanic illusion to make us dislike God, or think of Him as needy and sinister.

Note: The Romans at the time of Christ had ritualistic sacrifice, ritualistic murder, barbaric entertainment and hedonistic unions. The Caesars wanted their subjects to believe they were gods, in order to justify their penchant for watching humans being drawn and quartered, fed to lions, killed by gladiators, etc.

It's entirely plausible the Romans were not only pagans; but were, in fact, Satan worshipers. That tidbit is certainly not in the Bible since what's in the Bible was orchestrated by the Roman Catholic Church before the year 400 AD.

Note: Satanists who killed Christ wanted to steal God's power. They long for God's power but won't ask for personal power through prayer.

Much ado is made about the Sacred Heart of Christ. Much is said of His blood; there are even songs that glorify being washed in His blood. Yuck. The glorification of the sacrifice is a cornerstone of many Christian religions. Satanists claim credit for changing the focus of Christianity to the belief that Christ was sent to Earth as a sacrifice to pay for, the Satanic manufactured, Original Sin. It's a trend, Christ would like us to leave behind - we've had countless discussions on this subject. Also, while we're on the subject, He dislikes the crucifix immensely, and He prefers the symbol of the lion to the cross. And those statues and pictures of the sacred heart - forget about it.

He died to fulfill a prophecy. He died to rise again to prove, once and for all, that Christ was God's son and we should listen to His message, because He knows what He's talking about. The message was simple. He brought the good news of Heaven to us. He said over and over that Heaven exists, it's a most beautiful, glorious place; God is home there, God created us, the Universe, Earth and Heaven. God has infinite mercy and love and He wants to share Heaven with us. He wants us to enjoy Heaven. He wants to share Heaven with as many souls who wish to live there.

Heaven is NOT a club. Christ was anti-organized religion.

There's no prerequisite to getting into Heaven other than to respect others: and to simply want to go. That's it! That was and still is His message. Christ feels there's entirely too much emphasis put on the cross, His heart and His blood. He wants His message to be His legacy. His message? "Heaven exists and we're ALL invited!"

It wasn't the Jews who killed Christ, Christ was a Jew.

### Chapter 7 – The Conversation Ends

### My memory has returned since I wrote this. I remember the things in this chapter now and what I thought of as crazy turned out to be true.

We talked and talked, actually, Rita did most of the talking. The conversation encompassed countless mind numbing assertions. She told me her church controls Bruce Springsteen and his family with drugs and torture because Peter's a fan, and he likes to make Bruce write songs about him. They go into the studio with Bruce in the middle of the night and have him record tracks, and they tell him he's sleepwalking. Crazy stuff like that.

Rita told me various things about myself, I had no idea happened. They were forever trying to turn me to the dark side. There had always been people pulling strings in my life, not to make it better, to make it worse. At the risk of sounding narcissistic I'll relay some more crazy stuff. She said I was a muse. Also, they used me to name products, the Satanic Church is especially fond of the word 'apple.' Also, I had ideas all the time about business ventures and products that the cult funded and they were always moneymakers. Not only that but Rita told me other ways they used Brooklyn and me to make money for the cult. She told me we were worth tens of millions of dollars, all the while Peter and I always had money problems.

She told me I was famous in the Recording Industry and Hollywood, although no one knew my name. I wrote with the best writers of our time, never taking any credit. She told me the Internet was my idea and the year Time Magazine had a computer as Man of the Year, that was supposed to be me. She went on and on about me, saying I had a whole other life I wasn't aware of. I remember that now.

The things they did to my daughters and me were disgusting and infuriating. It was a lot to listen to, and even more to remember, since I had serious trouble believing any of it.

When I asked about how they spent all that money, one of her preposterous answers was, with some of money, a few million, they bought an infant chimpanzee to keep as a rape and torture prisoner because a few of their high holy days require the men to rape an animal, and some of the men had trouble raping the four legged kind. But when the chimp grew she could break out of any restraints and toss the men around like they were rag dolls. Her owner gave her to someone in Africa who took years to acclimate her back into the wild. Rita said they spent as much or more to hunt her down and kill her, as they did to buy her in the first place. I asked why they killed her, and Rita said, "Because we couldn't have her telling anybody about us."

I began to feel she was indeed the most evil witch-princess who has ever lived.

"You got up." She sounded surprised, "Where did you come from?"

"I was lying on the floor. Listen, Rita, I have to go."

"What?"

I wasn't sure whether she knew what the expression, 'I have to go,' meant.

"I have to go fix dinner;" I'd had more than enough. There was nothing my peops could say, so they didn't even try, because they knew I just couldn't listen another second. And for some reason, probably due to emotional trauma and exhaustion, I felt I needed to be civil in order to hang up. It must've been years and years of manners beaten into my brain that did it; I don't know how or why I was so courteous.

"Ha," she laughed, "you mean lunch?"

"No, Rita, I have to fix dinner. I have to go now."

"I called you at lunch time. So you have to fix lunch," she corrected me.

"You called me at 12:30; it's now 5:30."

"That's...?" Rita couldn't figure it out. "How do you do the math on that one?" She sounded very confused. "12:30 to 5:30, that's...?"

"That's five hours. We've been on the phone for five hours," I told her. I felt like it had been years. I felt beat up.

"You tricked me," she scolded. "I've never talked to anyone that long! No one. You're wrong!"

"Okay, Rita, I'm wrong. I still have to go."

"You're lying! It's not 5:30!"

"Okay, Rita, I'm lying. Good-bye now," I assumed she could figure it out on her own time.

As I took the receiver away from my ear to place it back on the phone, I could hear her yell, "You tricked me."

Click.

'Now what? I could go to a hotel? Should I move out in the middle of the night?'

My Angels told me nothing would happen to me that night, so I decided to settle for a drink.

### Chapter 7 Summary

Rita's church's cult symbol is a swastika. This is the same cult that got Martin Luther to discredit himself in the 1500s by drugging, torturing and brainwashing him into writing anti-Semitic articles: Rita claimed they also kept him from leaving the Roman Catholic Church. They were thrilled when four centuries later Hitler, whom Rita claimed was also in her intergenerational cult, used those same articles as grounds for genocide. (Please watch the history Channel on Hitler and the Occult.)

Peter and Rita's church hates Jews because they believe that Jews are God's chosen people; and because Jesus, whom they believe is the son of God, was a Jew. They hate black people because the Satanic Bible teaches that the first man, Adam, was black; and Jesus was black. They believe man was created in the image of God. Ancient Satanic tribes bred the lighter skinned, blue-eyed people together and moved to northern territories. Albinos were revered. Rita said the white race is the furthest from God's creation and is therefore superior.

They claim to have the Staff of Orinen or the Spear of Longinus (the sword that pierced the side of Christ when blood and water poured out after His death.) Rita said this is as sought after a relic to Satanists as the Arc of the Covenant or the Holy Grail is to Christians. Rita admitted that several other Satanic Churches make the same claim. They believe the sword gives them additional power and rights. It gives them carte blanche to kill, maim, torture and rape whenever and whoever they want.

They worship Satan and Hell is their goal. They meet at least monthly at midnight to just before dawn on the Sunday closest to the full moon. They're required to have torture victims at the meetings: this cult usually has three. On their high holy days and the birthdays of the "prince" and "princess" they have rape rituals and sacrifices: This cult prefers human sacrifices.
Chapter 8 - Twenty Traits of Cult Members

It's easier for us to accept that we were abducted by aliens than by a Satanic Cult! It's our rigid disbelief in evil, and our reluctance to look for the evil in people, that allows cults to exist!

This chapter is also in the Truth. This is how they recognize each other. This is how they hide in plain sight. (Both Alexander and Cheney said this was spot on.)

To see an aura just look for light and shadow. It's like in a photo when one person looks dark and the one next to him is bright. Look for actual shadows. If the dark person is not in a shadow, he or she has a dark aura. Make it a habit to notice auras. It's very helpful.

The Importance of the Recognition of Evil

In this new Millennium the understanding and recognition of evil will be of paramount importance. Good people MUST wake up to the fact that there are people on this Earth who mean to do harm. Evil people can pick each other out of a crowd. You're at a disadvantage if you can't. These are the people who will lie, cheat, murder and steal to get what they want. Making others miserable, "dirty tricks," brings them temporary pleasure. If you cross them, they will torture or kill "sacrifice" you.

These people are your friends, co-workers, the cashier who just checked you out, the nurse at your doctor's office, your Army buddies, and the cop on the corner.

People ask me how they can tell who is evil. Others say, "Oh, I would know if my friends were in a cult." No you wouldn't. I was married, for twenty-two years, to the prince of a Satanic Cult, and I didn't know: I may not have an IQ of 220, but I'm not stupid. Now that I've got things figured out I'm compelled to share this with you.

Both John Alexander and Dick Cheney said these observations are spot on. Here are twenty attributes of Terrorists and Satanists:

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### Looks – Physical Appearance

1. The overwhelming majority of Satanic Cults in this country are white.

During Cain and Abel days, it was assumed, God is black, because man was created in God's image, and everyone was black. The earliest Satanists were called Canaanites because they decided to worship Cain for being the first person to end a human life. They wanted to breed themselves as far from God's creation as possible. They wanted to become white. Many migrated north. Albinos were exalted and abused and used in their breeding programs. Hitler continued this breeding program in Nazi Germany. He was breeding, what he thought of as, the Master Race.

Satanists continue their hatred of black people and Jews, since Christ, whom they believe is God, was a black Jew.

2. Tattoo

**The tattoo symbol** for many Satanic Cult members is a small pea sized black circle with a circle of black dots surrounding it. Or three sixes, or a circle with three curled tails coming out if it – the circles of each six is overlapped. Cocopelli, the god of fire and mischief, was the first figure made of two series of three sixes. He's not often drawn that way anymore. These tattoos are usually at the hairline on the back of the neck, but they can be anywhere. A dragon, skull, skeleton, a star, or snake, are popular cult symbols.

These symbols make it easier for cult members to identify each other. Three sixes is the symbol of the Devil in the Book of Revelation, because six has always had meaning to the Satanic Church. A five pointed star or the six pointed star was one Satanic symbol adopted by the Hebrews during the Exodus. Hiding the sixes, as in the overlapping circle or figures, is popular, since the Devil hides.

3. Eyes

People who belong to Satanic Churches won't look you in the eye, since they believe the eyes are the mirrors of the soul.

They take to heart the saying, "The eyes are the mirror of the soul," and they don't want anyone to see their soul. When they're in a trance, which is usually before and during the church meeting, their eyes tend to wander around your face.

As they talk to you, they'll glance at your eyes periodically, like they're trying to look you in the eye; you might mistake this for shyness, or some affliction of their eyelids.

For a day or two before the full moon, until a day after the full moon, they have a decreased capacity to focus, or to pay attention to what's going on around them (which might be mistaken for boredom) because they're in the mode to go to a cult meeting. During this period of time, they may get agitated easily, especially if they have a task to perform at the meeting, such as bringing the torture or sacrifice victim, or the torture supplies.

If you're a neighbor, or a co-worker, of someone who acts strangely every once in a while, pay attention to the phase of the moon. If they're unable to concentrate, are irritable and their eyes are especially evasive, and that happens during the phase of the full moon - think cult.

After age forty, their eyes are dark, with dark circles around them. Some of the women get so unsightly as they grow older, it's difficult to look at them. The black circles and sunken eyes are almost grotesque.

4. The women don't wear make-up.

Women are a subspecies. They're not considered equal to a man, even by other women. They're treated as rape victims only, unless they're dominant in their marriage relationship, due to their standing in the cult. They're not supposed to be attractive. If they wear make-up, it must be undetectable, because wearing make-up is grounds for torture and rape. They teach, if a woman wears makeup, she wants to be raped. They believe only actresses and prostitutes wear make-up, and their Bible dictates actresses and prostitutes are willing rape and sacrificial victims. (That's why there were no female actresses centuries ago.) If you try to be helpful and suggest under eye cover-up, and the woman replies she is not "supposed to" or "allowed to" - think cult. Also, be aware, your suggestion is grounds to torture, rape or sacrifice you.

5. They wear very drab, dark colored or black clothes. They're often unkempt.

This is another rule. It is designed to keep women undesirable. Men should look scary. Most people try to avoid scary-looking people. The Satanic Churches' reasoning is that we're made in the image of God and they want to make that image far from God's image or hideous.

Black is the color of the Devil. Red and black are colors of the Devil; but in cult teaching, red is also the color of sacrifice. Those who wear red want to be sacrificed; so black is the color of choice for Satanists. Black and orange are Witches' colors. White is the color that signifies God, so only dark colors are allowed.

They don't wear white. Satanists are troubled by people who wear white. That can be a handy tip.

Overweight people are often ignored, therefore, people whose religion it is to murder, torture and rape, will tend to be overweight in an effort to go unobserved or unidentifiable.

Nice clothes might draw attention to one's self, which isn't allowed.

**6. Their hair is not done professionally.** (Neither is mine, by the way. I don't like Beauty Parlors and I can't afford it! I try not to look scary, though.)

Again, to keep the women undesirable and the men scary. If their hair is wiry, all the better, because that makes them look more like a witch.

They're allowed to go to a beauty salon to get their hair cut, but would never ask for a cut like a celebrity or anything that would make them more attractive.

7. They may slump.

Satanism is one of many organized religions that allow no pride. Cult members hate themselves. Standing up straight, walking with good posture, is something that would stand out. They would like to be invisible.

This is obviously not just a cult thing: a lot of people are taught to hate themselves as children, so they slump, with the weight of the world on their shoulders.

Note: If your daughter slumps, she is depressed and you need to think about acting like you like her, and tell her you love her every day. Depressed people often end up in a cult.

Behavior

**8. They are not allowed friends outside the cult.** This is key without this rule they wouldn't exist. They keep to themselves, they won't talk about themselves or share anything personal. They may not tell you where they're from. The rational for keeping separate is, if they think all people act like cult members they won't know how people really act. They won't know people do things for one another. They won't know people are kind and generous. They won't know what a sense of humor really is. They won't know judging and teasing aren't funny. They won't know how karma and altruism works. Members will never know joy.

Satanic Cults call themselves clubs. They will say it's an After Hours Club, or it's a Dirty Tricks Club, or a Circle of Friends.

If someone brings you to a cult meeting you'll be drugged, usually with Ruphinol, (AKA roofies - the date rape drug), then subjected to a ceremony that looks at the soul. If you have a dark soul you'll be encouraged to come back and after a few meetings you may be brainwashed into joining.

If you have a white soul, but they want you to join for some ulterior motive, you'll be drugged, tortured and mind controlled each time you attend a monthly, full-moon meeting, until your soul begins to turn black. These, once good, people often change their jobs and attitudes, and begin saying things they never said or thought before in their lives. It is a dramatic change and it's disconcerting, to say the least, if you were a friend of theirs before the indoctrination began. You may shrug your shoulders and give up on the relationship; but you should know that person is in jeopardy.

That person may say she doesn't want to be friends anymore, because she has new friends - something she's been looking for all her life. Her original personality may be nowhere to be found.

They're not allowed to enter contests because they wouldn't be allowed to go on any trips or concerts they won.

If you, and an old friend join the same cult, you won't be allowed to see that friend, ever again, without permission, and if you get permission, you will have to call the princess to tell her what the conversation was about, and everything you did, and anyone else you met up with: and/or agree to be surveilled. This puts acquaintances of cult members in constant jeopardy, because, if anyone in the cult meets with anyone outside the cult, that person is watched, and more often than not, abducted, tortured and may even be killed.

It's hard for me to believe that they're capable of a project of this enormity, but, I think enough people keep strict to that rule, and don't see any other people outside of the cult. There are enough members who want the job of surveillance, on anyone, because they enjoy it. After all, they call it a dirty tricks club, and spying on a friend in order to have him or her tortured is a pretty dirty trick, but that's why they joined.

If you know someone who's personality has changed drastically and no longer wants to be friends, because he has "new friends" - think cult.

9. They say and believe that everyone lies.

The Bible says righteous people don't lie; and evil does nothing but lie. {The Roman Catholic Church believes that everyone lies. I said I didn't, so the Priest told me he would hear my confession. He said the statement, "I don't lie," is a lie, and lying is a sin. Idiot.} Since the cult does nothing but lie, they think and are taught that everyone lies, and if you say you don't, they say you're a liar, because you lied about that. They are very adamant about that point. It's a catch twenty-two. This keeps them hating all people.

If you know someone who lies consistently, be careful of that person because they will lie about you, too. And if you've told them you don't lie, now they know you're a righteous person and now you're in danger, because they can and will take advantage of you. Evil people would like to kill all the righteous people - and would - if it weren't against the law.

People in Satanic Churches lie, they lie to each other and to everyone else -- to the point that they can't keep their lies straight.

Lying about someone, giving false witness against their neighbor, gives them an excuse to torture. They'll say, for instance, that someone is a murderer, just so they can use the accused as a human sacrifice. It doesn't matter that they're lying.

10. They use words like "supposed to" or "allowed" when justifying behavior.

I was talking about sex with one woman who I didn't know was in a Satanic Cult. She told me she didn't like sex; and I responded, "That's regrettable."

She was very surprised and said but, "I thought we weren't supposed to like sex."

I asked her, "According to who?"

She said "It's in the Bible."

I told her it wasn't.

She was very shocked and very upset.

The cult has its own Bible.

Of course, that conversation was before I knew the cult existed. I've talked to many cult members over the years, before I knew about cults or the Devil, and I was always surprised at the things people told me they weren't "allowed to" do, or the things I wasn't "supposed to" be doing. Like noticing things. Remembering events and conversations. Going to movies and concerts. Cult members are "supposed to" live their lives with blinders on. They spend most of their lives in a trance. They're not "allowed to" go to movies or any entertainment except the monthly cult meeting. Some churches, like Southern Baptist Churches, have the same rule. This is so the cult meetings and church services are more attractive. If that's your only entertainment, you're more likely to go. You're not "allowed to" talk to anyone outside of the cult, or to each other, except at meetings, unless you have a high ranking.

You're not "supposed to" be noticed.

If someone tells you their not "supposed to" or "allowed to" do something – think cult.

11. They're not animated. They have a peculiar, sick or morbid sense of humor.

These people will joke and laugh but if another cult member enters the room they'll be reserved and they'll check with the other person to see if it's okay to laugh. They have to get permission to laugh! I think when they're not being watched they'll laugh much more readily; but cult members know they may be watched so this changes their normal behavior. If they make a joke it will always be either at someone's expense or about something upsetting.

If you know someone who always looks over his shoulder during a conversation and sometimes will laugh at your jokes but at other times tells you, you're not funny and gets agitated easily -- think cult.

The only people allowed to be funny are the prince and princess and the elders of the cult. No one else is "allowed to" be funny. When the prince or princess hears someone say something funny they will repeat it, so everyone in the cult can laugh. It could be disastrous for them to laugh at something you said even though everyone else is laughing.

12. They do everything so as not to be noticed.

Everything must appear normal and unobtrusive - their looks, their house, their yard. The yard can be neither weedier, nor less weedy, than their neighbor's yard. Their house should be the same color as the predominant color in the neighborhood, and should be no more rundown nor spruced up than the neighborhood houses. The children should wear clothes that other children wear, not Kmart or Salvation Army, and not Tommy Hilfiger or Sacks, if that's not what other children wear. It would be horrible to have someone say, "Oh look at that child, he's always so dressed up," or "Look at that child, she wears the strangest clothes." (My youngest daughter had her own fashion sense, from the age of three, which got her noticed and that irritated Rita no end. I, of course, didn't know the rules since I was never in the cult.)

When Satanic Church members need a new car they buy the most popular car, like for years in the 1980s, that would have been the K cars, and they buy the most popular color. In the late 90s it was a white Camry.

They don't change jobs if they can help it. They don't move often if they can help it. Both things would cause new people to become aware of them. If your neighbor or co-worker is in a cult, you will be subject to routine observation, drugged question and answer sessions that include torture, to make sure you're not aware of any unusual goings on. You'll be left with the feeling, you can trust this individual, and you like him or her, even though you can't put your finger on why. If somebody asks you about her, you'll find yourself saying something like, "Oh, you're wrong about Rita, she's okay."

The point is, that person who blends in so nicely, could also be a murderer and a rapist.

13. They go out late at night. They may appear not to go out at all.

The Satanic Church meetings are on the Saturday night closest to the full moon, unless the full moon is on a Friday, or Sunday, then it will be on the night of the full moon. Some cults aren't that strict – they'll have their meeting on the Saturday closest to the full moon, regardless. The tortures and sacrifices are around 3 A.M. The meetings will begin around Midnight (the witching hour) and run until just before the dawn. A time when, in their minds, only people who are up to no good, are out. If a woman is out before dawn, as in the case of the Central Park jogger who was attacked by Peter, she wants to be raped and murdered. Satanic Church teaching is very steadfast about that. They feel secure with the 3A.M. torture and sacrifice time, because they say only people like themselves are out.

They're not allowed any other entertainment than the cult. Even though many of her church members are musicians, other cult members aren't even allowed go and see the bands play. The other reason cult members aren't allowed to see the bands, is that the bands may get a following, and become famous, and then they would be noticed, and that would be disastrous, so band members would have to be killed. All Satanic Cults don't have the rule of not being famous. Billy Idol and Mick Jagger are in cults, and they're quite famous. Billy's songs are about Satanic Cult rituals.

If you're unlucky enough to be out at 3 AM, and there's a cult meeting outdoors that you stumble upon, you might see lights in a circle. There may be lights in the trees around a clearing in the woods where they have the meeting. Their cars will be pulled up around the clearing with their high beams on, so there will be a circle of light on the ground that reaches upward and a circle of lights in the trees.

If you stumble upon a meeting, they'll drug and torture you because they're positive you're there for that purpose. Most likely they will torture you with a cattle prod and tell you they're aliens and the prod is an anal probe and the lights you saw in a circle was a spaceship.

14. They may appear, on the surface, to be good parents. Their children may be less energetic or may look sickly. Their children are usually shy and scared and may not want to have their picture taken, especially for the newspaper.

Intergenerational cults thrive in Russia, Europe and in this country. Their infants have to be indoctrinated from birth. These people only have children in order to add members to the church and to torture them! They think it's their right. The Bible says, "Honor Your Father and Mother," so they teach that means the father and mother can do anything they want to the child. The child chosen to be the future princess is used in rape rituals frequently. All children are raped and tortured. They use electrical shock before a child can talk. After that, they use drugs and other torture. When a child misbehaves he or she is tortured. New members of the cult bring their children to be indoctrinated. I spoke with one man who was happy because he could bring his child, who was now in her early teens, to be raped and tortured into being submissive to him. He called it voodoo and laughed about it. I wouldn't have thought him to be an evil man. The cult thinks raping and torturing children is a positive thing because it makes them submissive candidates for cult membership when they're adults.

When a child reaches early adolescence, and still has not turned evil, he or she can't be in the cult because of it; he or she is tortured and brainwashed into committing suicide. Satanic Churches have been getting away with this for centuries. Satanic Cults boast all teenage suicides are cult related.

Cult parents are taught that the most joyful sound in the world is the screams of a baby.

A cult in northeast Maryland brainwash their children from birth. These children are homeschooled. When they move into a neighborhood close to "their church," they don't tell the authorities they have children, because the mothers lack formal education and aren't equipped to homeschool their children. This also gives them the opportunity to torture the children, and possibly kill them, and no one would know, because there's no record they exist.

These children aren't allowed to play with any other children outside the cult. They are not allowed to talk to the neighbors, and they are not allowed out of their yard. I lived next door to, and across the street from, two of the cult member's families and I only saw the children of my next-door neighbor maybe once or twice a year. I never saw the daughter of the other family at all and I lived there for four years. Those children never went out except to go to midnight cult meetings once a month. They never had human interactions, they never played. They were taught the only fun was the cult meeting. They referred to the cult as "the church" and the higher-ups as "priests" so if the children talked about the cult, they called it "their church" and no one was the wiser.

15. They won't get close.

They may be rude and aloof if you try to talk to them. They'll be pleasant and cordial but not chummy. Just for clarification here, they don't like you, especially if you are a good person. And they really don't want to get to know you. They won't look you in the eye. They go out very late at night once a month around the full moon. Their children may not be allowed to hang around with the neighborhood children.

16. They claim to hate sex. They like rape.

Both men and women are supposed to have no sexual appetite because that goes against what God gave us. God gave us sex to know what it feels like to be in Heaven. The women in the cult will tell you that all women want to be raped. When I asked them individually if they wanted to be raped they hesitated. I know they have been brainwashed into thinking they do, but when asked directly, they can't answer yes. The women watch the rapes of other women, boys, girls and infants during cult rituals. The women are expected to clean up the victims with soapy water and styptic powder. I can't, in my wildest dreams, understand how mind control works to that extent.

Raping children turns those children off to sex. That's the reason Satanists and Catholic Clergy rape children \- to keep them celibate as adults.

If you know someone, male or female, who says they are not "allowed to" have sex or that people are not "supposed to" like sex -- think cult!

A note about sex: The reason many organized religions control sex is to control individuals. Sex is, in fact, a beautiful gift from God that allows us to know how we'll feel in Heaven.

Don't rape or molest the children in your life - it can cause homosexuality or a crippling mental illness!!!

17. They don't decorate for religious holidays and usually don't attend a Church, Mosque or Synagogue.

Even though Satanic Cult members hate Jews, they often say they're Jewish at Christmastime so they're not asked why they don't have Christmas decorations. But you'll never see them attend synagogue on Saturday nights like your other Jewish friends.

If they do decorate, it'll be on the windows. If they have a tree, it will be in the window so people can see it. A high priest of the cult next-door to me in northeast Maryland put a candle in each window at Christmas-time. It looked lovely and no one would suspect they're not going to celebrate Christmas.

They can, and do, go to church as a front. Don't buy that Damien stuff that they get violent or ill if they go to church. Church is a perfect hiding place. Peter and my family went to church almost every Sunday for fifteen years until Peter killed our Minister when Rita told him he shouldn't be going to church.

18. Their family, friends and acquaintances die frequently of apparent heart attacks.

I wish I had known this fifty years ago.

If you're saying to yourself, "Those people are always going to a funeral," then those people should be suspected of being in a cult. Cult members are killed for various reasons including accidents during torture, but mostly because they didn't carry out a task properly. Often times acquaintances of the cult have to be killed because they become suspicious or say something a cult higher-up doesn't like. The cult member or members who knew that person will go to the funeral, or to the wake, so as not to be suspected. The cult often makes one friend kill another. That task is frequently not accomplished and then the cult member himself has to die.

The Satanic coroner deems the death was probable heart attack. The cult will often, immediately after the death, drug and torture the family members and tell them the loved one died happy and safe, and to cremate the body and not to question the death. Even if the body is checked, NSA torture drugs aren't in a drug screening. Why not?

Many, many coroners are in a Satanic Church. Also, Doctors have to become more aware of cults and they have to start to take them seriously, especially since the military doles out those drugs like they were candy! John Alexander in the cult in north-western New Jersey orders that torture drug by the boatload and no one ever questions why he needs so much. That's our tax dollars at work.

Many members of my family, many of my friends, and many dozens of celebrities were killed using those drugs. I can only assume hundreds more have been killed and permanently injured by NSA torture drugs.

19. They adopt a child who is considered unadoptable as a torture or rape prisoner.

Cult members working in the child welfare and Adoption fields will adopt out children to cult members who are otherwise hard to place. The children become rape and torture prisoners. These children are reviled by the cult.

If a cult member gives birth to a physically deformed child, that child makes a perfect sacrifice. Rita said, the medical community, the coroner, and law enforcement never question when an afflicted child dies. They should. Satan doesn't "allow" his disciples to have imperfect children, but, of course, they do because they drug themselves incessantly. Cult members who have a child with special needs is required to kill him or her.

20. They adopt pets and children for "sacrifices."

Cults will always have a volunteer at a pound or shelter so when an animal needs rescuing, and is in its last hours, then another cult member will "rescue" it. This makes the cult member look like a "good" guy.

The best way to have a housewarming party is to have a sacrifice. If a human sacrifice isn't available, many cult members use the family dog. Ideally their child will do the sacrificing.

If you have a new neighbor who moves in with an animal, and has a party, and then has no animal – think cult!

If you have a new neighbor and suddenly you have no pet – think cult!

If you have a neighbor who is continuously losing pets or doesn't know what happened to his pet – think cult.

If you ask someone where his dog is, and he doesn't remember even having a dog, you're not crazy, that is cult activity.

Each one of these things alone is not necessarily cult behavior but several of these traits together creates a picture of someone you want to be careful around and suspicious of, and anyway, why on earth would you want to be friends with someone like that? Avoid these people. Please make sure you let others you trust know about your suspicions.

Now that you know the traits, it's imperative that you remember them, look for them, and be a watchdog for good.

Remember - these people are home-grown, right-wing terrorists. They exist in every country. They are both the T Party and Isis.

If you recognize yourself in this description you will probably want to rethink the way you do things. It's not too late to join The Force for Peace.

You know the signs that have been around since 9/11, "See Something, Say Something," or, "Report Suspicious Behavior." Do just that! You'll be saving lives!

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