so awesome how before they told me I have Corona virus I got myself these buns, but only two, I ate first one yesterday, and one right now
will eat
tomorrow I'll receive groceries, and now my problem is that I can't taste anything
I'm usually type of person who when my food has been there for not long, or if it's expiration date pass, I don't look at it, I just taste it and if it's terrible, I throw it away
but if it tastes okay, than it's fine
but now that I can't taste anything I have to to throw away my whole "fridge"
'cause there's open yogurts, you know Greek yogurt, sour cheese
now I'm scared to eat any of it, I can't taste it it's expired
getting diarrhea and food poisoning is not something I wanna add to my situation
have to throw it all out, today I'll eat Kimchi with spaghetti, because sauce for spaghetti is gone too
wonderful
right now I will go through our plan
yoga is happening tonight because I have other important plans right now
with university and etc
starting tomorrow yoga will be in a morning, I can even film "Morning with me", "My morning with Corona virus", so romanitc
so I'm reading comments
gosh these sexists dudes are killing me, I haven't seen this for some time
in this video when I take off clothes "aren't you worried that hundreds of men are looking at your explicit body and having dirty thoughts, okay no problem"
"this is creating so much dirt", why do I have to think about these men, why I have to care about men getting turned on from seeing my body?
dear god what is this sexism from a woman, then she responded the definition of it. but I don't wanna respond because talking with these people
these women think, I always thought that these men, that are have this ego of a king, "Oh I'm a man, I can do whatever i want", that they think these men are born like this
no, these materials, these women, kids, these sisters create men like this, they aren't born like that
just look how here, how couple days ago I had an interesting topic with this guy that I thought
like gosh sexism here is rising, but here its declining but not in the right way
and Im telling him in English "you're such a pussy", I know its not okay to say, but you know I meant it that he's weak, but it actually means women's area
and he says "why are you degrading women? So you agree that women are weak, you calling me weak while using that word"
and I'm like "Oh god now we going other direction", so reading that comment I was like its better to leave it, let men stick up for women's rights that
you know I'll tell you a secret, if a woman likes some guy, his naked body turns her on too, same thing with men. If man gets turned on by any naked woman, than he's an idiot
thats it
women have a self control
and to this woman specifically, some men have self control, but since you
you put in men's head that this is normal to act like that only using small part of his brain, those think that acting perverted is normal, when its not
like all of this is just
making me wanna wash hands from this sexism
its not even about my body, its in general, what do you mean its normal?
its not normal if a man on each naked woman, or revealing shoulder, if she forgot to wear a bra and you see her nipples, then he forgot about his wife and kids, and lifted off
no, and I recommend you girls to not support this behavior, even if he convinces you, run from this man, do you really need that?
my friend just brought all groceries and it was funny  because I could only wave in the window and he left it at the door, and I picked it up
everything went smooth for both of us, it costed me 12,000 forints, I'll show how much its in other currencies
right now I'll show you
toilet paper, because I'm stuck here for 10 days, maybe less because I took test at Tuesday, today is Friday
university responded, said to message another woman
they can't send the immigrant documents
tomatoes
mushrooms
oh no I meant the big yogurt, he got small ones
its fine
again he got huge zucchini,  three ginormous zucchini
3 packages of milk
huge pack of eggs, not really just 10 eggs
spaghetti
blueberries
oh no i wanted the ready salat, remember when I showed you? When you know when there's tomatoes, but he got just this
paprika
grapes
another salat, I meant 3 ready salads, 4 bananas that aren't ready
3 small yogurts, when it should've been big ones
he wants me to be full, got me 3 packs of spaghetti
but I still have more
bag of rice
3 lemons
tomato sauce
there wasn't any, he got the same tomato sauces
pasta?
sadly
hope he doesn't watch it
now I'll organize
I didn't ask for any sweets?
there's no raspberry
thats it
new day new problems, I just messaged university about what to do, do I have to repeat the test after 10 days, and then my internet was turned off, yesterday I got it by 7pm, and the owner said they have some issues
and today at the same time they turned it off till 7pm
wonderful, police called
the conversation was wonderful, how I cannot leave house
policemen will come tp check everything, they gonna put a warning sticker on the door, how if i saw anyone and I said I went club with friends and they tested positive
and questioned how I eat
asked if I have friends to bring me food and said kinda yeah, and then asked how do I get it in the house
I said that they leave it at door and run, then I get it. How do I get trash out if I can't ask friends everyday to do it
for this question I dont have the answer, well isnt nice
they have no answers for the questions, and those friends who are positive never got a call
they weren't listed anywhere, how they're worried and told me to tell them their number when I get a call
but I didn't give them the numbers, but they said they'll call themselves, it's strange how some hospitals notify, and some dont
since the hospital is linked to my university, they got notified right away, but for them it didnt happen
so all plans that were had to be done online are ruined, what do I do?
right now I dont wanna film ASMR, that's for evening
for the vlogs I can only edit them, but not upload, then I'll read a book
finished this book, a first book that I'll critique because I could guess the ending, and the last two pages I was like "its like always"
very first book by Verber I didnt like was Cassandra Mirror, but with others I go crazy from excitement. why I didnt like it?
its about love, pretty basic, I started with trilogy We Gods, I really liked the ending, with inserts of his own encyclopedia
interesting facts, then I came back to the trilogy Gods Home
but that was still interesting, and I already knew the ending to the whole story, and here the end it suits me with my virus
"Ideal epitaph for your headstone"
"obituary, more like summarizing your life"
about obituary, something I could write, but epitaph for my headstone completely exploded my thoughts
I wanted something interesting, something funny but also philosophical
when I'll come up with something I'll write it down, and here I wanna write don something pretty
so
what's next, if I read Shakespeare or Tanta, that's my jeans
I could film "Study with me", yeah?
but if I read Verber, then I'll zone out completely
I want one more Verber, then I'll get back
what do I take, Pandora Box that looks pretty or my fave Cyclopes Death?
lets read first sentences and choose. "We're the carriers of the drowned world, we'll take care of Atlantis"
just like me with the virus, i'll try not to disappear
"Humor is exorcism too. It chases away what creates us fear"
let's take the smaller one
live connection from my iPhone, all my cameras are charging, all my memory cards are in computer, I made 2 ASMR videos for English and Russian channels
took Instagram pictures and a video, but I need to catch up on Patreon
but right now I'm editing my photos, and you know I'm recording
and you'll see the video where I look pretty in a wig and makeup, and the outcome is always surprising
imagine a dude sees a girl like that, then wakes up tp this, and has heart attack, looking for calming medicine, and all that
if I bring a guy home
and after that sees me like this, his only reaction will be heart attack
then I have to hospitalize him, so, you know
and the rest of the night, I thought to post it today, but its 9:30, and while I'll edit it.. it wont happen today, tomorrow I'll message the girls for subtitles for this video
any who, tomorrow is a new day, new vlog
I dont want them to be long and boring, but they do turn out this way
I need to shrink it to 10 mins the most important parts
good night, while I'll continue editing
