

Becoming a Christian Satanist

By

Lucifer Jeremy White

Becoming a Christian Satanist

By

Lucifer Jeremy White

Oct. 2017

PUBLIC DOMAIN

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I can be found online under my name

Lucifer Jeremy White

Jesus knew their thoughts and said to them, "Every kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and every city or household divided against itself will not stand.

And if Satan cast out Satan, he is divided against himself; how then shall his kingdom stand?"

Introduction

I dwell in a home where Christian monks once did. I have made my home in San Francisco California, a place often called the Devil's land. Very well most people here are familiar with Satanism and very many here are Satanic.

I made my home here about four years ago during a period of psychosis. Before that I was in Albuquerque New Mexico. I was in a hotel and had spent all of my money on clothes, being unable to afford more than two weeks of rent. I was very impulsive that way.

Then I walked to some sort of Christian program. It was several miles away on the other side of town- and I walked there. They said I could live with them, this some sort of Christian cult. But I had to give them my credit card and cell phone. I had too much sense to stay. Christianity always left a bad taste in my mouth.

I had just enough money for a bus ticket and decided I'd go to San Francisco. And I would be their the first year homeless, without a dime. My money was taken, probably by God. I had money coming onto my Direct Express Master Card. But I had shopped somewhere in Albuquerque were credit card numbers had been stolen. So the card was automatically canceled and a new one was shipped- to my place in Albuquerque.

So I had been homeless for a year. During that time drastic and enormous changes occurred in my life. I very well and fully liberated myself from unwarranted concerns. I became the master of my life. I became resolved to live better, even though I was homeless. It was a period of psychosis, however, to say the least. I am Schizophrenic.

If these things didn't occur making me what I am today I would not much qualify as a prolific Christian Satanic author. Even while I was homeless I had the desire to write. But I was left with trash as paper. I took trash and wrote upon it religious concepts and put them into a plastic bottle, sealed them and threw them away. I considered myself a trash author.

I was a very childish person. I wasn't trying to be childish, I just was. I didn't even realize it. But I wasn't a child's child. I was a childish person as an adult would be with an adult brain. I worshipped devils and Satan childishly at the time. I had a very active imagination. I played with a doll and had it dance to music thinking it was Satan.

And I would take a Star Bucks cup and pray to it, treating it like an idol. I also went to an idol store (one selling idols of mostly Eastern gods, or Buddha) and prayed to them. I wanted everything to be free.

After much strife I came back into sanity after a few excursions with the law, a year in jail, a year of psychiatric commitment in the State Hospital in Napa. I picked up on writing soon after and it is just something I intend to do, to do, to do.

When reading just skip around. This book doesn't have to be read from beginning to end.

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If you are to embark on the Christian Satanic ship then there are a few things it is helpful to know:

  1. People will question it. Be resolved to simply inform them you are both and that there is no valid reason why you cannot be. People will insist that to be one makes you an enemy of the other. That's fine. Just tell them it is not a friendship based religion. The best answers are indifferent. Just sense the bombardment as typical of one of a sided- minded individual.

  2. Christian Satanists don't pick sides and are people taking on an anti-title title. You can be both Christian or Satanic in Christian Satanism and yet be both. To be one accentuates the other. Being in much one then much the other makes you more Christian Satanic.

  3. Christian Satanism is no joke. It has real meaning in lives and in practice. It is a very detailed and unique religion. It has things indicative of it, good things, that were never so before. The very creation of Christian Satanism was began for the fact that other Satanic religions were one in the same. In creating Christian Satanism it was essential to be unique if it were to have a chance.

  4. We pose two in one due to incidences of Satanism being prohibited in certain areas such as has been in the military or in jails and prisons, and certainly schools prohibiting Satanism that a solution made in creating Christian Satanism. And the effects thereof we determine that Christian Satanic books be altogether permitted or else their discrimination be questioned.

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Coming to shore a Christian Satanism decides to be born. This is for the one so decided to become a Christian Satanist: when you reach the shore you must proceed to walk. And s/he does so by loss of all inhibition. S/he then will remove all of their old crusted on skin. This is done that a new self may be "stated" and begun. What you were told not to what you were too embarrassed to and the old manner in which you lived must be stripped off before you can be Christian Satanic.

This can be done alone partially, for the further degree if you must, privately, but removing your inhibited blocks is best done in public.

Shout aloud then in the open air praises to both God and Satan. Hide nothing and everything good will be given. Be an open air person providing the praises and love you have for both the Devil and God. Invite the whole hidden universe into your life. It could be asked where they are, that they are hidden. But we too have been hidden from them since the beginning. To shout praises of both God and Satan shamelessly, or until your shame is gone, is the first step to becoming a Christian Satanist.

But it goes beyond that. You must also remove your shell of inhibition. Do in public what you would never even have considered doing before until your shame becomes meaningless and you will surely come to our ranks.

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Walking now on the sands you must proceed to remove your God- Tyrant Complex. All of your life you have been lied to. You have been super imposed with the belief of your God cruel. One that readily punishes simply trivial matters. Your God is far from you and hateful, or so soon you will have stopped believing. Christian Satanists are to have a God who is good, loving and friendly or s/ he is to have no God at all. Christian Satanists are to follow Christianity with pragmatism and reasoning, not from impersonal dictation.

So here you are beginning to speak for the first time. You must proceed to ask for anything your heart desires from God. Day by day day in and before rest ask God any possible thing you want. At this stage in life for myself I asked if I could be made everything Lucifer. And my life drastically changed when I did.

After this has become a natural habit you will have come to the point that your wishes have been brought to life and God will see you new, as a Christian Satanist.

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Now you can live. Now you can speak. And soon you can be. You must think long and carefully what your purpose for Christian Satanism will be. It should be something that serves you well. It doesn't have to be one thing but make it 8 or less things you can do well. It might be something you can do well already or something you choose to learn. But more important than its actuation is its motivation and determination to do as such, which comes before. What your heart tells you to do, so do.

And do not be as one that is Luke warm and undesirable. Rather fix your heart onto something that seems very well enticing, if even corrupt. As with matters of the Gray, those things posing a duality, they are preferable- but you may have motivation to "do what is wrong." In this you take up a cross and move forth into the 5th action of one becoming a Christian Satanist.

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Now that the Christian Satanist came to life. Now that he has spoken and come to realize her/ his purpose. S/he must carry the cross of Christian Satanism and that cross is in being decidedly immoral. Moral beliefs must be deconstructed and sympathy removed. Because they that do were given that cross to carry forth in acceptance of guilt and responsibility. With that cross our good hearts die and inky Jesus can take that cross from us as we are asking him to do while we carry it.

We must work on every good perspective and find every good reason to be good. But we won't now this and disassemble this piece by piece, nor know how, until we have lived for a time entirely enveloped in a perception nefarious. When we have become as such we must destroy as much and return there again, someday, to pick up the remaining pieces, whenever they are. In essence we must make ourselves evil and then destroy that making.

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The Christian Satanist must open his eyes. He must see things in an all new way, a way impartial and not based on popular imposition. That means that things previously taken as a given, no more are. But instead the Christian Satanist sees things in a new light coming to his own understanding. Most people are one in the same. They share thoughts together. Whatever is a popular issue and how it is taken, the Christian Satanist must not, but instead begin to refute popular concerns.

If there is an agenda to a people, ranging from anything light to anything heavy, I am telling you, don't be enveloped in concern. The day never sets on people of petty moral concerns and idealized agenda- that making of enemies, weak ones, easily, but boastfully, slain. We go after real dragons, not puppies and butterflies. And our gold at the end of the rainbow is better. We seek a better prize.

So if anyone is to put a heavy load on your back stop and don't carry it. Do not carry the burdens of others no matter how much they insist that you do. Your life will be lighter. You will not go forth in life carrying any heavy weight not your own. They are those that would gave you carry their gold for nothing- nothing but the reward of being a part. A part of the human race on an agenda to instate low fat diets and plant a garden of future survival.

Individuality is they key word here. It is only accomplished when you strip away the otherness from you and the more the better. Those that only like what is or what was popular are all one in the same. They that are engrossed with popular ideas and conditions, they are all the same, and without souls. The Christian Satanist believes that the more self- inclusive they are, the more they have a soul, the stronger and brighter it is. This is simple: think for yourself, avoid the popular, create individuality, and you will open your eyes and create your soul.

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The Christian Satanist must then open his mouth to good taste. He must begin eating food good and well if he hadn't already. His food must be tasted better. He must enjoy what he eats. Whereas before food was at best lightly enjoyed but he must now begin to eat as a Christian Satanist enjoying it piece by piece.

When he has established this this he must close his eyes and open his mind to visions. He can see things for the first time in development if visual imagination. He must look deep inside to imagine the best things, the best life, the best future, its best outcome.

And then he opens his ears to this and unites it with his mind in seems ng all things good and desirable. When his visualization develops he will begin working magic. These things altogether result in a Christian Satanic magician who practices visualization to development his secondary state. A Secondary State is one of what the soul believes itself to be. The soul believing what it is through visualization will go down the path it thinks it is on.

For every food, an idea. The theory here is that when anything you eat brings up a unique particular thought, your mind will become as its food is telling it to. It's thought for food. You eat a particular thing and every time you do you think a particular thing. And you must taste it well. That's because your mind doesn't know the food so well as it's taste.

These are all in one together the practice of taste magic.

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Now comes the day of light, the first dawning of a Christian Satanist. The night is gone, so comes the day.

You must think this day of brighter things. You must take into account how much bad is also much good. It just depends on how you look at and handle it. These things go by many sayings..

Seeing the silver lining in the clouds

Being optimistic

Counting your blessings

Turning something bad into something yet beneficial, yet workable, or empowering

But most of all be a bright side thinker realizing that though something's re not good there exists yet things that are. And to them give focus, instead of delving deep into the negative and being swallowed whole by it like a whale.

Maybe you've lost much, or have little, maybe you've done little, or too much, maybe things bring about an I'll and negative status. But the best way out, is up. Decide to overcome the bad things in life by taking from them how they are yet good.

Move around in a circle and think over and over again the best things in life and while you do incorporate pride.

Pride is itself important. It's even the best feeling one can have and drives a person to become everything he would. Pride is like a person that got away because he wanted to be better than the crowd he was in. And being alone he found ways to be better. And once he was better strove to be yet better because he knew to begin with what he wanted to become- better than others. Better than anyone. Better than his previous self. And so he did.

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The Christian Satanist then dresses himself. He has seen all of his life others that were well dressed. He often wanted to dress the same but never had. He looks all around for those well dressed and he decides to dress the same.

This is what we Christian Satanists call personality snatching. It is when we emulate others. We take a character and become it. Not so much for the pleasure of its look but more for the pleasure of its feel.

This means more than appearance. Actually much more. It involves more the feel of a character, how it makes you think. So then its accent is more important than its clothing, possibly more important than anything is the voice.

You may wake up some day and be like a news reporter. They are the nosiest of all people. They rush from scene to scene getting as detailed information at all possible. They call the police and phone to phone and collect video and video and record them all for a news package. Then they are at the ball game with the score. They are like people with a magnifying glass on the world.

And if you want the feel of a news reporter, simply have a magnifying glass on the world.

Whatever or whoever you want to be, be. Even share your accents with others. I do. I speak in many different accents. Sometimes I wake up as a detective on a mission. I stand up from bed and decide I'm going to find something out- and do. One time I suddenly started talking like an Irish man. That one, was strange!

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The Christian Satanist must think the previous night about what he likes. S/ he must come to know what s/ he likes for the first time if he hadn't already. This may sound like a meager and insignificant matter, but it isn't. It is very good to know exactly what it is you like.

First it will then be so that you can find what you want and need, as you will then know what you are looking for.

And too you will find new things to like, having looked for them.

With this done for food simply consider what the best of anything is- as, what's the best bread, the best candy, the best of mixed drinks, soda, the best ice cream, the best meat and sauce, the best prepared meal? I for example think pretzel bread is the best, caramello is the best candy bar, and a blue Hawaiian the best mixed drink.

Here is a short list of my favorite things:

Green marbles, little green army men, action figures that look like devils, Mickey Mouse items, troll dolls, glow in the dark things, as star stickers, trapper keeper, stencils, graph paper, rubber stamps. Stickers, foreign bank notes, foreign coins, wool socks, outdoor sandals, shirts with angel wings on back, white cargo pants, arm warmers, fanny pack, blue and rose quartz, game board pieces, glitter, candy, sour apple candy, vending machine items, iced tea, guava Mexican soda, sprite, cheery cider, Reuben sandwiches, rider Waite tarot cards, books with proverbs (apart from Solomon's.) Plasma TVs, little LCD games, old computers and video game things- and my favorite thing to watch on You Tube is videos about video game history.

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If the Christian Satanist so decides s/ he may embark on an ascetic journey at this point. S/ he would be very well prepared by now to do so. The benefits are enormous. If s/ he wants discipline and more control over self, generally, then this is a good choice.

This covers things such as the monks do, or a vagrant wanderer. These types, and types that have a rich story and find better social development. Had this not occurred to me, that I hadn't made the choice of being homeless, I would not have learned what I had and I would not have been able to fully present the religion here (as Christian Satanism.) And it was difficult. But in time I began having visions and I seen and heard Satan, I seen and heard spiritual beings, mostly demonic. One day a person I walked by said, "You've been pretending to be Jesus lately, haven't you Adam?" I had been laying on the ground like I was on a cross, in the fill eyes if the public. I had also been eating food from the garbage regarding it as devouring Christ. Later I consumed a lot of bleach, sprayed oven cleaner in my mouth, and raid, to mock my mortality.

At any rate your while world will change and your mind will transform if you do the same. I am one already broken, and that's good thing.

I used to only have a radio while homeless. We all know how the radio could play better music, or at least more of it, instead of playing one good tune so many times that it is worn out and you feel like breaking the record. But it was all the entertainment I had- for two years. A year homeless and a year commuted in a psych ward. I learned to enjoy every song that was played- I made the music about what I wanted it to- such as about Satan or God. And because of this I can meditate/ visualize to it and very good, enjoying every song. But now I have a cell phone, the internet, and you tube.

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The Christian Satanist must then find some food and there is food either being assembled or already prepared. Eat the foods that are already prepared.

This involves carefully looking for the best things of things of old. Thinks once well known and loved but are not anymore. They are things forgotten. Relying and obtaining things there from disconnects you from the main stream and makes much more and much better your soul. Your soul will be a soul and remain all your this way. As I've said, those that are all connected to the modern haven't their own soul. Rather they all share a soul. Don't share a soul. Create, keep, establish, and form your own.

You will probably have to scour to find one thing, if you are to find the best within anything. And the least can have the greatest. People that form their mentality from books such as Milton's Paradise Lost, Machiavelli's The Prince, or anything well suited to you, they have an intelligent mind that is not arrived at by those reading today's best sellers.

Self help books can be helpful whether or not they are new. My favorite two are "Self Esteem" and "Self Leadership." People that read these benefit from them. It isn't like admiring you are wrong on something, but rather that you are admiring you want to improve yourself. Just don't delve too very deeply into it. You would certainly make a mess of things if you do, and sometimes it is better to simply eliminate a psychological problem than to embellish and revolve around it.

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That night when you dream think about a whole different world. Imagine that world into the detail you like to imagine. In all the vastness of space that place is, somewhere. It resides somewhere no matter how far away. And that world will know you as its God. If you have faith then those things thought into faith are so. It can even be that Man can create its own gods through faith. Faith really is and truly potent form of magic.

What you think as such these things are move into a circular radius. They leave your mind and travel outward, around, as a circle. When they reach its destination they go through it and it changes. It "perfects" in the "nether" and returns back to you. And so do all species evolve each other.

I have made planets of my own- five of them. One night I was thinking of them and miraculously the stars in the sky I was looking at became golden. I have had other indications that they do exist out there.

My five planets are as follow:

Link- a place that is decidedly behind scientifically, as science nearly destroyed them and they found better meaning and appreciation from things old.

Pippy- Pippy rests beside Link. It is a dark place, full of wickedness, full of things like witches and witchcraft, warlocks and demons. But it is not an evil place, and is more strange than simply evil.

Ler- Let is an evil place and that is all there is to it. It is a place that could accurately be called hell as the human race have envisioned it to be.

Sephra- Sephra is a candy land type of planet. Like Lazy Town, Aqua, bubble pop- euro dance. Candy and toys are very common things there. Its people are always happy, vibrant, and playful. Glitter is everywhere, stickers too, and the streets are paved in board game pieces.

Orion- Orion is the oldest of the five planets. It is unimaginably large and not just one planet. But the largest planet, Planet One of Orion, is unimaginably large. Going in two directions are connected planets. Water bridges each planet, some how. There defense system is known as Stix, varying rods of any size as small as a needle to a size larger than a massive column.

And if it interests you a whole design of your own planet could involve drawing for it creatures and places, notable residents and history.

This is actually a pre existing scientific theory that due to the endless amount of space, that if space hasn't boundaries that every conceivable place exists somewhere in space. The fact that matter can only be arranged in so many ways indicates that not just one planet for any given idea (such as Star Wars Naboo) not only exist but are out there in an infinite numbered amount of times. Ones mind can't conceive either, but our reasoning can determine its actuality.

You are now under her black wings to rest and be nursed.

Take a drink and consume it very slowly, "sip drink" to rouse a feeling of peace and comfort. Tell yourself that your blood is blue and you will have taken this drink as the cup of Christian Satanism.

Next, think for a few minutes about what you want for life and how it could be gotten. Take a few minutes to resolve in feeling peace. Pour over yourself a spirit of that time. Lay down and rest. When you have settled that you may break awhile from this and do, then you can rise up and encourage yourself to proceed.

It may be challenging for you to have peace steadily but its reward is worth it and becomes better with practice. If your life is much toil and restless it may be very well because of the imposition we all have, that of time being to short and a lack of things occurring. The more worthwhile the better. The more important it makes you, the better. We can create. We were made- to create. We have both the tools and minds to do so and have the urges to so do.

Of course life is not all about toil and work. But work too often is not a thing personally celebrated. We plant and sow. But it isn't so much planting and sowing as building and their living- making not merely your own bed but it is as making your own home- even your own town, even your own world. If you have done well to establish these things than you should be very proud. You've certainly earned it.

The following pictures are my home on Halloween.

O: ! Jesus was a man (a god- man) made so largely due to his manner, his attribute of thought. Simply by the way he thought he made himself a god during his human to godhood existence. He had the very right way of thinking that incurred his godlyhood. One part fantasy to one part appeal. Two parts individual/ unique/ difference separating him from person to person. He was "specially different" and such as it was put him into providence. He was taken up sympathetically. He developed thought that put him into a role. Even as much as it could be and where he'd be he may not always wanted to be- but was responsible, and one that knew his fate living up to it. Even though, he imparted upon himself that fate.

He had such thought as to flower a beautiful garden where weeds were all around him. He spurred a way taken by the higher powers as something significant and acceptable (desirable ways to have be leader- made.)

He had "a fantasy that was truth." Meaning though he thought in a way that fantasy belonged to truth, and truth had taken it. Truth had watered it. Truth had tended it. Truth must be. He knew a few truths and they were so that truth had taught him. Truth then visited him and he was welcomed by it. Then truth became his own and into truth was he given. It had waited for him. It was ready for him. And when it found him it gave itself to him.

It is not of any insignificance how a person thinks and where it leads her or him. Some thinkers transform everything by where their thoughts have lead them.

>; )

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I live in a treatment facility. For the worst off mentally there are places like these. I have actually managed to make a good life for myself. After being homeless, in jail, and committed to a mental hospital for three years. This is where I wound up and I am well qualified to be here. In grade school I was in special ed. I had a card in school that let me leave class and walk around the campus.

Later I went into Marine Core training, and was removed, put into the RSP and shipped home for Schizophrenia. I have been in a mental hospital numerous times and have attempted suicide by slitting my wrist twice, over dosing, and consuming bleach, Raid, and oven cleaner. When I slit my wrist I had four stitches, twice.

And my point sitting is that I need to be found. I need my people in my life. While I was homeless I had fans, actually, a large group of people that would follow me around all day. I initially called them my woblers, then my Spinny heads, then when they grew on me and I liked them. I came to call them My People of Perfect Sense. And wherever I went there they were, listening.

I set forth to call myself a god to scientologists. In Scientology you may have a god of your own choice. I offered myself a god to them that served to promote and defend Scientologists. And those people liked me, much so. They would come up to me with thanks and gifts. I have always strived to be a person for all peoples.

But getting into a home, first being where I was, locked up, those people slowly disappeared from my life, and I really need them back. Wherever I am find me, because I need the companionship, comradery, and help. Especially if I'm locked up again! You'll know what to do.

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It has been said and actually thought that America closely resembles Time. That is altogether non sense and absurd.

Rome had a Coliseum- where people were feed to the lions and made to fight till the death. How do we in any way have something the same?

Rather we are a people who are arrested for fighting, and it's called assault. If we can legally fight it is in boxing, maybe a little bit of lightly martiality. This already begins to convey that Americans are softies.

Rome had its rulers such as Nero. Could Nero in any way be compared to any president we've had? No, of course not. There word was the law. Bill Clinton may had gotten a blow job but the emperors of Rome would be doing things like sleeping with little boys and wives of the senate member.

When Romans executed it was on a cross. Could you begin to imagine if we Americans did the same?

Presidents of our country rule with things such as tax or social helping contrivances- to generally act on things to help the less fortunate, to expand rights, to improve the quality of life. He doesn't order that all the Christians be brought together an slain.

Rome conquered a lot- of the known world. But America encompasses it all. America has a focus on eliminating human suffering and I think that is always a winning choice- to help people that suffer under tyranny.

I would make the bold choice to over throw any dictatorship if I had the power to. We are a powerful nation, for sure, but unfortunately don't have the power to do so in all places. Growing up with Final Fantasy- a game that always pins you against a dictator in the end, but first friendships are made by people decidedly against tyranny. It speaks well of Japan where it is from.

In a dictatorship there is less crime. In some places your very hands would be chopped off for stealing. But over all I would rather wade threw criminality than have my rights stripped of me. Better that then being made to worship a king, for sure. These places only have news papers about them. And there are books of your leader in these places, which is required reading.

Americans have many rights, no matter what they tell you. You can openly worship Satan- and to think of how that was so thoroughly impossible until fairly recently. It may be thought that they shouldn't have the right to- by many a Christian. But the least of their rights are the greatest of yours.

Capitalism is good! Because of it there is a steady improvement of scientific and technological development. The scraps are quite well. The least of it is quite well. And by capitalism things become ever cheaper. These are not people that are greedy if you think about it. They are fitted into a model of satisfying the demands of others and carefully determine what good they could do for others. They often turn out to be very giving people, like Bill Gates who has donated enormously.

And I seriously believe that lack of capitalism could be a prime component of leading us into a dark age. But with it and because of it- such as from anything like pharmaceuticals, medical advancements, technological ones, etc., all have improved so much that we simply have too many tools to fall back into a dark age. We have too many helpful things- it's like going into the woods with a solar panel.

In fact a crippling of society would birth the scientists that are alone and hidden working with science as though it is a magic, one being used by a well trained magician. These people would certainly do more than the hired hands making things relatively useless, like CDs and cassette tapes.

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We can't really ever seem to make out just what the Holy Bible was saying. It said one thing but the next was totally different. One set of things were taught over a very long period but then Christ came and turned it on its heel. Then there were a new set things to adhere to.

Can we ever really distinguish what we are supposed to be doing. Isn't the important thing that "wisdom is justified of her children." Jesus can change his mind and personality can't he? He's been gone 2,000 years. In all this time do you think it's possible that he did?

After all so many weak people who were once prey to Christianity and whether or not they actually served the Devil, were made victims by blame.

One things works one way and even for quite some time, but over time its opposite implementation becomes a necessity. And maybe this is what Jesus meant when he said he is coming back with a sword, not with peace.

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And now it is time to build a fire of Christian Satanism.

Christian Satanism, unlike greater forms of Satanism of itself, is group- minded. Comradery and correlation are two important facets of Christian Satanism. Whatever one can do two can do yet better, and threes and fours. With how much Satanism is against a group structure there are Satanists that just don't agree with it and work together to form things like Satanic communities. The fact is- these groups are very xenophobic and are sourced from manipulation of isolation- it isolates its followers from each other in that a great poo-baa has all the worship and control.

But Christian Satanists are encouraged to branch out and form adherence to her/ his religion in a unique way, providing their own rendition. No one rules over Christian Satanism as a primary power. Any one can guide Christian Satanists, and the more this is desired of you the better you are at it, the better you have it. You are certainly not blocked from trying to be a grand figure of Christian Satanism, even if what you teach goes against its doctrine (of mine or any one to come.)

Christian Satanists have a group and are to each other identifiable friends. We can relate to each other. We generally share the same course. We always have some of the same lots. What we do we do better together. And we refute the devices and inclinations imposed on us by other cultures. Their cultures are not ours. Therefore they should not be made to be our matter. We have our own matters and concerns our own culture, and their culture should not have to be our own. We choose to put our focus, worth, and work into our culture of Christian Satanism.

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You will need a mate, a partner, a lover, a beloved. You may proceed by asking yourself 'what qualifies you?' Obviously wealth does. Whether or not you are loved for your money you still are, and along with that you are respected and needed. So if you are to make much money there are many ways. If you are studious then you are halfway from attending a school to get a good, high paying job. You may use every thought you have in inventing and patenting something. Or, if you think you can beat the odds, with some luck you can brake through the success of being an author, and actor, a painter, a musician.

In a relationship a couple should be very open and childish. They should be like children together- adult children, which are childish people with an adult brain, not an adult trying to be a child. They then should be happy together. And helpful, too. They should live a happy life together and be good company for each other and most of all: never judgmental. If you can imagine two dogs happy together running together in the world alone, or much as this was with Adam and Eve, then so bit it that way with you and your partner.

But then there are some that simply don't want a partner. And there are people like me that don't want children. I am not going to raise a kid for eighteen years. My books are my children. After all, they speak well of me and say what they want them to. They make an idea person, one like a child of mine, and they do these things better.

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But let me introduce you to the man Jesus- the man. Meaning- as he was as a man living on this Earth 2,000 years ago. That is most extraordinary. To think, he has been renown for 2,000 years. I've got to give him credit. Now he is at one with God.

He said he was the truth, the way, and the light. No man cones to the Father but through him. When he said this he was racked with desperation, as one coming from a difficulty and desperation of conveyance. And upon the cross his destiny laid out and peered into evil for the first time. Before then he didn't know both good and bad. But upon the cross the curtain of the temple tore open to reveal a clownish sort of people on stage mocking him.

He basically reached that the only right and safe way to be was blameless. And those held accountable had been doing wrong. His disciples desperately (but more often whole heartedly) spoke of him. But Paul was boastful and went down the road of teaching his Jesus, so much that it is his Christianity, not as much Christ's.

I advise that you follow Jesus pragmatically and reasonably. I propose that those who don't aren't doing things right because Jesus as a man was not God. Because Christianity is a dangerous thing to squirm and squeeze around in your hand. It was that these teachings are worshipped that they produced I'll effects, that and that Jesus was made into a perfect dictator for them and to them. They took Jesus and made them their dictator, instead of a friend.

His teachings are incredible. But not to be worshipped. The most important things are easy, if you want to have a friend, brother, or a teacher, he is the best. With him you can't o wrong- unless you man handle what he says, squeezing it to death to take every last drop, and worse, eating the seeds instead of planting them. You do not want these seeds in your stomach.

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Is there anything perfectly good about the Holy Bible before Jesus? Solomon had 300 or so wives. No detail is present about it- next to nothing anyways. And certainly nothing that would skew your perception of him. But one can imagine what one would be doing with 300 wives. He almost had a new wife to fuck every day of the year. He is imagined to be a noble man, one wise. But could you believe it, probably right after and before he was writing things of wisdom he was fucking a woman, likely a few tweenies. Back then it wasn't apprehensible to. In fact that's not yet been until somewhat recently. Are our standards higher than theirs? Can you imagine a US president this way? Having 300 wives?!

Solomon was also said to worship devils from time to time. He was incredibly wealthy. All of these are not traits of a Christian and are undesirable to one that would enter into God's open arms.

My greater point is that the Bible overall suggests that death and suffering are simply permissible as is a very harsh and mean life. God made the wolves and lions didn't he? God has made some killers! Like in instructing that did obedient kids be stoned to death.

Our perception of good often doesn't coincide with reality as far as how things we think should be. And actually it is what I like most about God. He isn't a push over rainbow world kind of being. But most incredible thing is this world and rules of reality for us. Reality could have been composed of anything, the environment too. But we are in this one. If we were in another that was entirely different, no one could even imagine what it could be like. He (God) can make anything.

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What kind of false perception of this that we have for Satan? It is thought that he is cruel and murderous. And perhaps have been from time to time but that is altogether one sided. If you ever see the Devil in a popular film you are having a glimpse of Christian infatuation for him. They like him. They think that no matter how powerful and evil he is that they have the greater power, who is Christ.

They think him as a perfect failure, that they won. And there resemblance of him is usually deliberate and cheesy. Like a sssssnake. Eatsss the apple.

And they think him a murderer and the cause of every little temptation in there life. Any bad thing was truly because of him. They are tripped up by him and he better watch it! Like Super Man they treat him like Lex Luther. Ka- pow! Begone You Devil!

But more accurately and so much more so Satan is a being that likes to evolve and advance mankind. He likes doing a better job. He is the cause of most human movements. He even formed his own people causing the American revolution stemming from a departure from Great Britain. They, who were cruelty Christian essentially formed from others refusal of it a desire of great freedom. They couldn't lose. They couldn't I've hat way.

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So if you are looking for anywhere to go from your island cone to us. We with the rights to be Christian Satanic is where to be. We may speak freely one to the other about witchcraft, here, and no Muslim can stop us. Our women are sometimes scantly dressed. You will not be thrown alive into the fire or be drowned for your beliefs. And can you imagine how bold the term Christian Satanist is? It is as to say we have united the one with the other! That is fucking offensive!

We have the luxury of creating Christian Satanic, Christian, Satanic, or both in this land. If "warned" not to by anyone, we must push forward strongly, even to great might. Slowly over the years we have achieved the seemingly impossible- full and substantial freedom of religion.

Let the people say they are Christian though they be just empty words. And ever more so is that now. There are many that say they are Christin but are not.

By sheer output of promotional videos we will succeed. Quality of them is no difficulty- not necessarily. It is a case of quantity being more important. Other religious structures do not allow independent or non-pre-designed promotions. A Christian Satanist may create any type of promotional material any good way its done.

Quantity is the key because the more you do it the better you get anyway. Just improve upon it video to video, book to book. Let us have a living presence online.

But instead of going far away to find rights as you may not have to, bring instead people to you. This is done by the aforementioned.

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I formed Christian Satanism like most things are formed: as a compilation of ideas of old put into new use. To clarify this, there are ants. Star Trek created the BORG idea from it. Star wars basically enough did the same as clone troopers. And my favorite instance, a show called LEXX had something called Mantrid Drones. Again, taking the example of Mario Bros, it is just a game with ideas already there, just used and presented differently in its own way. Mario climbed up a vine into coin land like from the story of Jack and the Bean Stalk.

Whatever it is made from old ideas changed and adapted to new use this has always been. The Odyssey is one instance. And so oddly is the teachings of Christ. Philosophers before him had the same ideas.

So then if there is one true talent of stories it is to think of how they can be told and strung differently. It is as a composition- not of musical sounds, but elements in pre existing stories.

You don't have to wander far. You just have to put the pieces together to form a picture pleasant, agreeable, relatable, and interestingly enough, it's been done many, many, many times before- in all the entertainment we see and become engrossed in. Just leave enough room for appreciation and you will do well. Perhaps you now know enough to be a script writer.

I had seen that Scientologists have their spiritually used device- that e-meter used to accentuate their religious practice. For some time I thought of how Christian Satanists could have a devise that accomplished the same purpose. But not an e meter which was already done. I'd UST about given up but then I went to a discovery science center and came across a sphere you put over your head while different colors of light rapidly changed. That devise I provided a picture of in some of my previous books. I decided it was a good capture, a good idea, one useable and effective to consuming information better. And so it will be used in Christian Satanism as a therapeutic device.

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They want a wonderfully horrendous world- a world terrible. One full of demons. And all your life you have seen monsters. Monsters of germs, fears you don't red. They are as those afraid of things like sugar and meat. They are sure that the world is about to collapse. Like wanting bad news, like wanting their competition altogether removed. If things are going too well for them then they will imagine monstrosities into life. Life is a burden if too plain, too unbearable.

But you who have seen monsters all of your life turn, and see the goodness in iniquity- simply by knowing the truth- the less they are the less competition. The less people around the stronger you are. You see them as scattering and running from their petty fears, and as you do very well, you know their strife is unreasonable.

They insist these days that good food shouldn't be at your plate. They will have you make a meal of a fruit. You cannot make a satisfying meal from fruit. They might not think so, but I know it so, that fruits, vegetables, bread and beans do not make for a satisfying meal. You would have to eat so much of it that it would kill you, and yet you are not satisfied- unless you are basically dead in life from so choosing.

And they will argue with you and spread the fears. They think things like a terrorist will blow up their home or that a flu like sickness is far worse than that- it's the plague itself. I tell you, befriend their monsters and use them against them!

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Time moving against you causes you to decay. Time moves against, not from. You don't move toward with time. You move against it. Think of an apple that is rotting. It is so because time is pushing through it. And that's what time is doing, pushing it away. That rotting apple is destroyed by time. Time is a destroyer. It is wanting to push it out. It is wanting to pose resistance. And that resistance is God's design. Now think of a human soul. First, its flesh: to understand time you must first know what it does. In time we grow old. We waste away the material that we embody. We were given a definite amount of material. We know this because God would have us to live to 120 (at most, at the time) So He set forth definite rules on how long we may last. In so doing He is this source known as Time. Satan is nature and the world. And God is Time.

It resists this ebb and flow as much as it is able to. In time our material wastes away. Time presses forth, piercing everything. But one cannot well enough conceptualize time as one should without understanding memory. When we write upon a hard drive it is said that it cannot be easily erased, not altogether. And when one is writing upon their soul it is much the same: unless you are brain damaged and are not able bodied in remembering things, than you can pull up any memory, down to the minute detail, with enough effort.

It is the same process, an urge to survive, that in a frenzy we are able to encode and encapsulate memory. It is the best triumph we have over death that we have come to a point where we can save our past by pulling upon it and drawing it up. It's the reason why humans could succeed. It is the reason why humans have souls. In a desperate urge to survive we saved our selves into memory banks.

It us like a last ditch effort to survive and live forever- by remembering what we were before. Though we haven't quite triumphed into making ourselves immortal in the flesh, our brains carry us forth and keep a piece of our previous self.

Its like the calculations become too many and that the calculator is tired of calculations. It is far too pre occupied with what it knows of survival and far too little geared to long and lasting survival. It has been taught that food is good. With food I'll survive. And the regular rudimentary task of survival is preoccupied by things like eating.

And let's understand sex in this process. Isn't it unfair that the genes of a person can survive, but not the person who seeds them? It is for the fact that nature is regarded more than the individual. The individual is no consequence. We are fitted into the world as something like Gaia. And it dictates to us how we are to survive. No individual human has yet to overcome this rule that nature instates, as an enemy to overcome for the sake of indefinite life.

But when time pierces through it destroys in order to send. At the point that it is considerably destroyed, like a badly decayed Apple, are creatures of Later Time. These are like bottom feeders. And as for us, Later Time makes us spiritual entities.

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By now you should be looking at a clock. Time is abrasive lending to the newer thing. It couples with destruction its friend. It pushes toward you every living moment. It takes its toll even on the strongest and mightiest of things. It can not be his from or bypassed. It is forever present.

We move as in a flow through it. But it washes you to shore no matter how hard you try to swim. You can swim as the best of them but you, too, will be washed to shore with the rest of them. The question is, why is time abrasive? The simple answer is that time must be present to bring forth things that are new and that things that are old must be rooted out. After all can one in any way imagine that a few set things are here permanently? What would such a presence consist of?

Things were made to change form. The very fact is that without this world and its massive components it would not be any good or of much use. We move along in the Earth pretty much harmlessly. We are all agreed to share it, generally. But then there are things lime wolves and lions. What are we to make of something that slaughters to survive? Somehow they got the nature to survive by killing. Why is this so. If you can answer it you can do greater than I. I choose to leave the answer alone. But I can say that these creatures are enthralled by what they do, like a cat that plays with a dead bird, throwing it up in the air, or a killer whale doing the same with a dead seal. The answer is out there. I just don't know what it is.

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While a war is raging on one side against the other Christian Satanists are naturalized. Christian Satanists stand in a place like a car lot where cars come and go until all depart but them. They are left each and all in the middle ground. For us the issue has already been settled. We are if both and cannot change. We are left out of the fighting and spiritual wars. We are preserved to be our own and from our own.

Writing the Christian Satanic doctrine a person should have been set upon being both for at least awhile. His/ her nature must be well enough situated into it. However the very task of writing Christian Satanism will pour out your thoughts and understanding of it itself. It is good to do so to develop your Yasatic nature.

The Christian Satanic afterlife is the first afterlife of its kind. I have been showed what occurs when we, the Yasatic, die. It is a new afterlife that is promised to the diligently and purely Yasatic, those well situated in the center. Those whose polls have even flared until The Middle Presence, The State of Center.

That afterlife I call "reawakening." That when we die we awaken elsewhere. It is not like reincarnation. Your memories remain in tact. It is important all the while to resurface memories, if not constantly, at least frequently. The better your memory the better off you are as a whole. You have a long away place to get to.

If your bodies carry the scars of life and you are worn well with experience, then your appearance you will keep. But if you have not honored your appearance or have reached fleshly exoneration then you will not keep it and will be suspended from it until you have warranted its return. So be well in all good things Yasatic and it will serve you well..

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When I arrived in San Francisco and had money. But very well without the grace of God I lost it- my SSI. My payment card was used at a store where it was digitally stolen. So the gov canceled it and shipped a new one: to Albuquerque. I think that was a necessary step in my life if I was to earn a better lot. I came to Albuquerque and had a little money. I got food. But mostly clothing.

My plan was that when I arrived I would find a clothing store. And that wound up being Old Navy. I got some grey cargo pants there among some other things. Then my card stopped working, although there was a lot of funds remaining on it, now unavailable.

I looked far and wide to find a place of help. Finally a homeless help place directed me to General Deliveries. I called Direct Express on their phone and requested my new card be shipped to GD.

But it never arrived. The first time I went to check was a waste of time because I didn't have an ID to pick up mail. So I went back to that place, a place on Ellis, asking what I was to do about an ID. They made one out for me as a homeless citizen. Then going back to General Deliveries I found nothing came in the mail. And I'd waited 2 weeks. Tried the process one more time. And nothing.

The start of being there I couldn't find a bathroom. A person I asked said that there was one all of the way down Market Street, the street I was most often on, in the financial district. So I went the short length of the street to where he said and couldn't find any rest room. About five months later I would be in this area again. It was the more interesting area of town. I'd come there a few times to secretly shit.. On a small grassy hill, behind this strange piece of architecture. But in deciding to find out what there was over there, further, about my fifth month of being homeless I walked much further down into that area.

I was astonished. There were lights beaming everywhere. There was a lot more people. There were many benches. Many wonderful stores. And bands would play there, every day, all day, a little into the night. That night I squeezed under a bench (to be more safe) and was not bothered by the police to leave.

At this time I had eaten from the garbage very little, avoiding it as much as I could. But a song was playing and swept me away thinking I've of nothing to lose. I should just give in. That things couldn't get any worse. And I started eating freely from the garbage. Which was good. There was things like uneaten shrimp. Actually one night they filled a whole trash was unsold shrimp. Things like donuts was around, and ice cream cones.

Interestingly there was this guy who looked like Billy Joel who would come to me from time to time and asked if I wanted a taste of his wine. I said yes and took a drink. He asked if I wanted a cigarette and I said, yes. He said "okay, I'll go get one" and didn't return.

This area was called the fisherman's wharf, by the way. Though there is a large sign there called the fisherman's grotto. I liked it when people would use their last refill on there Mc Donald's drink and give it to me, or just leave it on the sidewalk. One old lady once gave me a Mc Donald's gift card. And an old man got me good things, like peanut butter bars and blue berry muffin. But best of all, I guess, he got me a lobster. But I couldn't eat the cockroach of the sea. One time I was lucky enough that someone left a steak from the Apple Bea's across the street. And among many other things given me, cheese cake was another, and fountain drinks from different places.

Once I got five dollars, a few times 5, and once a police officer gave me a twenty dollar bill. The police kicked me out daily from a specific area (not the entire Wharf, but from a small area like a grouping of stores.) It was because I was eating from the trash there and this was a privately owned property- the city cans they don't care about (the given doesn't, nor the police.) I would rant and rage and yell at them. At any moment they would approach me abruptly and tell me to leave. As long as I kept walking I was fine. It I'd stopped I could have been arrested, I suppose. I'm lucky I didn't get shot, actually.

I'd usually spend this little bit of money on AA batteries for my radio. I had a certain sense what I heard was evil. This biography is detailed and plainly understood. But to describe my mental state during this time is far more difficult. What can I say? I thought that I was being watched by a satellite at every moment. I thought the radio was always speaking about me, and making references to Beelzebub, by name. I was more sensitive to tone of voice and accent. I thought I was on the brink of ruling the world. I was grandiose, delusional, and paranoid. I was truly Schizophrenic.

One day after a few months of being there I asked a client of Mc Donald's to call the police. I shouted it thinking I was in danger. I busted out the window with my elbow and stood there a few minutes writing on the area above the large crack satanic images. I walked to Jack in the Box on the corner, got a cold cup of water and went back around the corner to see a police officer there. I turned myself in. Was polite and went with no resistance. Afterward I was in jail for three months, mostly at San Bruno.

The time I spent there was mostly uneventful. I had been taken to jail before, for small matters like getting into a fight at Jack in the Box fast foods after throwing a cup of cold water on someone's face. After that I approached a cop too abruptly and he used a martial technique common with them of bending g my wrist to the brink of breaking it- of which pain is extraordinary.

I had a word for police that was Conk. I used to like yelling that in the street. Not to them of course. But just kind of liked the sound of it. After court my lawyer started asking about my family and I yelled repetitively "shut the fuck up!" about four times. A police officer took me out and I began yelling "conk!" at him and he did that thing to my wrist.

I thought at the time the world was doomed. Nothing mattered any way. And at least food would be easy to come by. And a nice warm bed. Initially I was in the psych pod. But I wanted my own cell, to be alone. But in jail there's no individual cells, not around here, and I only succeeded in getting into a two man cell. That was called seg (segregation.) I couldn't see the TV. I often yelled out of my cell and a few times for into fights for it (though I didn't o too bad. But once had my head rammed into the bars and got four stitches from it.

Maybe the worst thing about jail is the Luke warm water on which you must survive. You get a little milk, usually warm. And a packet of instant juice. But there's nothing cold to drink. And the morning food is terrible, like plain mashed potatoes and sugarless cereal. Everyday lunch is one of two things: peanut butter sandwich, bologna sandwich, both mostly plain (just a small mustard packet and a small pack of fake jelly.

In Seg you only get 30 minutes each day to walk around a small indoor gym. And you will miss the sun.

I was told early that if I wasn't acting violently the judge would release me. But I was. I yelled at my lawyer that she was going to get Ebola. But that same person later became my conservator (like an adult's legal guardian.) Since she believed in me she was right, I am doing very well now 100%. I've ever taken drugs, never got involved in gangs, never been criminal- acting at all while medicated. But in medicated I do the dumbest things.

So I was put into a group home and this was before that same person became my conservator, because after three or so months homeless again was arrested again, this time for a year- a year in jail and a year in the State Psych hospital. First I got my payment card from SSI, finally, and got all the things I needed. I was homeless again but this time I had money- more than enough to get what I needed and a few treasured items like a Mickey Mouse doll and a mini cart.

But suddenly my godamn money disappeared again. I found out that it was because I didn't provide paperwork proving I left jail. So I was sent to a place said to have those papers in this seven or so story building but just couldn't find it. Being so broken before in spirit I just didn't are anymore.

Bugs had gotten on me and I suffered them on my body for months. I am talking about body lice. Lice that was all over my body having babies, fucking, having more, and drinking my blood as though I was given them milk. I scratched myself often and bleed from it. While moving they were motionless. But sitting g down awhile I would feel them moving around.

I did all I could to kill them. I got a can of Raid and sprayed my naked body with it. It didn't kill them! And they stayed with me for months- two, nearly three.

My time homeless soon came to an end when I broke the law again. Paranoid thinking had its toll on me and I chased a man with my dagger. I sat down. And the police came. I was put on my stomach. Searched. And arrested.

I had got a few things done while locked up. And some lesser good things, like reading A Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy. This time I'd been in jail for three months before it was determined I was incompetent and shipped off to Napa. The guard told me it was my date with destiny and I went from holding cell to Napa, fitted into clothing that was plain tan, and given a snack to eat, finally good food, some cottage cheese, for one. After I was orientated I was given an excellent tray if food, like a burger and fries. I was pointed to my room and such and suddenly my life was drastically better.

My time there was mostly spent walking back and forth all day listening to the radio. I yelled about six times in total "Hail Satan!" during meal time. This roused a fat Christian who threatened me if I did it again. Some didn't like that I yelled it but others did. Actually it made me a little popular.

I was out on the yard one afternoon when a person was bowing down and worshipping Satan. This was in Napa, California. I don't know how many Satanists are in California. But surprisingly there are very many in California- adding up most of the people I know well and otherwise. San Francisco is covered w/ them.

There was a man who said he was Luciferian. He bought a few books while their about Luciferianism. We didn't really talk. There was a man named Saturn- pronounced Say-Turn. It sounded much like Satan. Before he came I was basically praying that Satan could eat with me. Or at least if he could taste this food, too. And soon after this guy sat right next to me, and chosen seats were assigned. He ate with me awhile. The light beside his room died out. All of the other lights remained lit the whole time there.

Probably my biggest treat was Star Wars 7 on DVD. There was two donuts for a flu shot. A few candy bats Halloween. You were given a little money each month to buy things- even radios. Fortunately when I was arrested I had a radio on me, still up to that point in my possession, so all I had to do was take it out of my property. The battery life is excellent in some radios, like mine. Although I listened to it all day the batteries lasted two weeks- two AA batteries!

I also bought a box of tea and a mug. Ice was available 4 times a day, and tea bags of about 8.

I detested being put on a pill called Clozorel. But it helped me immensely in the long run. I am Schizophrenic. That's not multiple personality which is a different mental illness. No, Schizophrenia entails hallucination, delusion, grandiosity, and paranoia. Fortunately I don't have these on Clozorel. Clozorel changes my mentality. It doesn't work by sedation or euphoria. In fact if you overdose on it you feel like shit. These are the type of things that a person thinks like the number 6 is seen as everything evil or that they think they are being relayed secret information when someone is just plainly speaking to them. And we think that the radio is telling us things like Satanic messages. Then there are the hallucinations. I both saw and heard things. More often it was hearing things others didn't but more than the same with seeing things not there.

But the Clozorel made these go away. I am in the minority that anti psychotics remove all of my symptoms. Schizophrenia usually begins at early adulthood. When I was 19 mine had flared up so much that I had to be committed for two weeks. It is like a state of in clarity getting on medication for it. It slowly disapates. One day you are under a thick fog of Schizophrenia the next you can clearly think. In the meanwhile you begin to think maybe you aren't wing told these things. Maybe it was all just nonsense I was believing.

I was 19 and had the habit of cutting myself with razors taken from a disposable razor. I had cuts up and down my wrist in zig zag patterns. My whole room was a strange place to be where I did strange things like outing in CDs upside down and putting the batteries in backwards thinking this would do something. While I was seriously psychotic I would go through a ream of paper detailing the events in the movie the Oddysey thinking it was a things of a million different messages. Thinking it was trying to convey this that this this and that. And I couldn't top doing this. That is, until I had an image in my mind that I wanted to draw perfectly. It had a crowned dragon with a lightning bolt tongue, a yin yang black piece tail, an udjat/ eye of Horus eye, and a Phoenix bird for its wing. I still can't draw it.

For awhile I lived in a group home ran by a black lady and her husband. This was a bad time. I clashed with the people there. One strange thing was when my room was cleaned a harmful centipede was found under my bed. Of all the times in my life this was one if my most rage. I was bitter and angry most of the time. I hadca of of money. More money that I ever had. Rent was $350 leaving me with very much.

And I had the best room, clearly, upstairs with wood floors and a ceiling fan. It certainly looked the best. I think the minister was fond of me. But one thing I couldn't tolerate is that the kitchen was locked at night. I was never fulfilling my basic needs, even though it was very simple: being alone, smoking tobacco, and drinking tea. I was pestered so much to give people my tobacco. That wasn't very fair when they were spending their money frivolously and I'd otherwise have enough for myself. And the kitchen locked at night I couldn't get ice for my tea.

And the heat was excessive. So I bought a fifty dollar (all metal and large) fan. Later I got a refrigerated air unit.

But my Bio is done for now. I'll fill you in on more, later.

I should say, however, that my "voices" and visions were not delusions. And Clozorel is so powerful it makes you heavily slobber and requires frequent bloodwork.

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I really do enjoy a good Kung-Fu movie. My friends do, too. Of all the genres of films it is my favorite. But I have here a larger list if the things I love most.

I encourage you to discover and remember, find and understand those things that you like the most, too.

I like little miniature figures of all kinds. Especially small idols. But also little demonic and scary figures, or animals. But especially small idols. I also love larger idols, mostly figures of Eastern reverence. I value these more than I would a magic crystal. But my favorite rocks are all crystal. No one wants my crystals, and that is good. They have magical properties, too. But if I carried around something like a ruby or diamond I could lose it. Or be unable to hold it in my fist, if it was on a ring.

Which I like rings, but not to wear. With maybe an exception of a mood ring which I like very well. I have other uses for rings and that is to plant them in places.

Also I like black pearls.

I like specialized pencils: such as American football pencils and old unused TMNT pencils. But most of all I like Halloween ones with orange erasers. Oh, and neon colored pencils. Over all I like Halloween items. You name it- from Halloween candy bags to elaborate costumes. I like fake spider web, fog machines, and glow in the dark paint. Oh, and flashlights, little plastic rings, and whatever it is: Halloween does it better.

My favorite tree is the Weeping Willow. My favorite herb, lemon grass. My favorite drink is regular, flavorless (plain) black tea. I also like little cups much like I like pencils.

My favorite color is white. Mostly because it's no one eleses', but also because it is given importance biblically. Not just that but all of the best things are white, like food and nature. My favorite cake is red velvet. My favorite soup is clam chowder. My favorite milk is half and half.

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If now you can come to find a new name consider taking pre existing words and forming them into a new name. Or if not then choose three or four names most suiting, or a combination of these two. If you choose to create a new name, one unused yet, then take a few words and combine them. If it is "a dark gift," for example, it can be made into the name "Dargif."

After you create your new Christian Satanic name then take time to consider what it is exactly that has influenced you most in life. Or, those you would simply want to be the most. These will be your twelve names. Mine are: Q, Kid Buu, Vegeta, Solomon, Nero, Lex Luther, Mantrid, Prince, Palpatine, LaVey, Satan, and Lucifer. Those are my Twelve Names. But not names I am called by. Rather they are Father-Names, in a Christian Satanic sense.

Q is like a god of gods in the Star Trek Series

Kid Buu is very powerful and evil

Vegeta is a warrior prince

Solomon- The Devil Worshipping King

Nero- The immoral leader of Rome

Lex Luther- a villain who is rich, white, and bald

Mantrid- a disaster of nature but a well endowed scientific thinker, one inhuman

Prince- an angel of sorts whose desired task is to destroy and rebuild better (This one like Mantrid was a character from the show LEXX.)

Palpatine- A person who crept into power unawares and came to rule a galaxy.

LaVey- A smart person. There are none like him.

And Satan and Lucifer, who need no introduction.

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I say dream of a perfect home and dream big, you then have thoughts on where you'd go and work toward those ends. After all, we live forever. We came from nothing and just looked at how far we've gotten. We were little sperm, one in millions that made it into our mother's abode. That is a miracle. That is extraordinary. That is unimaginably lucky. But we are here. We were this little sperm going forth to become a living life on earth. And we be. But what if that wasn't o? What if we hadn't? Where would we have returned to? What was it we would have returned to? We are indeed fortunate. And to think of how this happened. We came from nothing. We lived. We are. Despite the greatest odds we were given life. So it is simply preposterous that our fate be death, one where we could be no further more, someday, or ever. If we came from nothing we can return from nothing. It makes the only sense.

I take the only logical step of envisioning my best future home. If I didn't hen how would Ya know where I would like to be, or my heart. Home is where my heart is brought to. So here is my best ideas for a home- a place of palaces.

There would be five segments of my home: Master of Expression, Taste, Memory, Magic, and one that glows in the dark (called my glow in the dark area where I would be the most.) I'll e using abbreviations to describe them.

MoE- a place where I am able to work creatively- mostly on writing. And all the tools for it are there. There is a very comfortable chair in it- actually many, and I can frequently change around where I sit. The lighting would be easily managed and there would be a small library for things of influence. A cooler, an ice maker, and lots of instant tea would be in it. Also writing paper and loads of pens, a scanner, and computer with dependable Wi-Fi. The temperature would be a constant 80 degrees. And there would also be Final Fantasy strategy guides for every Final Fantasy game. And too every Del Ray book from the 1980s.

Taste- This is a place containing all of my favorite things, from food to drink, toys to games. If I like it it would be here. This is just as simple as it is.

Memory- This is just as simple as a place that holds all the nostalgically pleasant things from my past, especially up the age 19. And most especially to the age of 13. I liked what all kids did at the time- and not only the cartoons, for sure, but also the toys, games, and novelty items of the time. Actually the music I leave out of the contents their in. Growing up I no more liked them. And they could be distracting. But the toys and novelty items are most important. Things like trapper keepers, even. Fanny packs, things neon color, fingerless gloves. Monster balls, pogs, down to the detail.

The magic palace is simply enough understood. It has things like an altar, a dictionary of demons, maybe. It has music I can visualize to- not soundscapes, but more accurately black metal instrumentals and film scores. It would have Tarot cards. It would have many of the best things of the occult.

And that is a simple and basic description of my idea home, at least as far as it's content. That's hat really matters, anyway. But I put forth that walls are thick plastic and chicken- wired, the floors be stainless steel with and upper level of rubber. That a shower room be more of a mister in a large room (that it produces a heavy amount of mist, warm mist, in which I could shower.)

And that certain sections be made for my family. For example my brother Joshua whose main interest is military things and historical studies. Or my sister Chrissy a place to comfortably read. And a sports place inside for my brother John. Why stop there? I'd at for everything I have they have too, but their own. Their own memory, taste, magic places.

And a place in the back that has an abandoned bus hooked up to electricity and modeled into a place easily accessible for rest. A place if a camp fire. A soda cooler that gets the drinks extra cold. And over all a place very suitable and resourceful to back yard drinking.

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The Principle List and a biblical verse for each.

Red, Bird, Hand, Staff

And the dove came back at evening, and in her mouth was an olive-leaf broken off: so Noah was certain that the waters had gone down on the earth.

Brown, Bee, Cane, Bear

I took the little scroll from the angel's hand and ate it. It tasted as sweet as honey in my mouth, but when I had eaten it, my stomach turned sour

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Green, Rabbit, Seed, Stage

The seed along the path are those who have heard and then the Devil comes and takes  
away the word from their hearts, so that they may not believe and be saved.

White, Goat, Thief, Ring

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come  
that they may have life, and have it to the full.

Joker, Sword, Gold, Swine

Let the sword strike twice, even three times. It is a sword for slaughter—a sword for great slaughter, closing in on them from every side

Red, Whip, Cat, Fairy

Then Pilate had Jesus flogged with a lead-tipped whip

Yellow, Rodent, Duke, Wind

He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, "Quiet! Be still!"  
Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.

Bomb/ Blast/ Wand, Black, Beast, Fox

People worshiped the dragon because he had given authority to the beast, and they also worshiped the beast and asked, "Who is like the beast?

Yellow, Toad, Horse, Dust

All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return.

Assassin, Word, Lion, Creature

Be vigilant, watch. Your adversary the devil as a roaring  
lion walks about seeking whom he may devour.

Blue, Elephant, Spirit, Stone

Your name will be Cephas" (which means "Peter"). ... him, he said, You are Simon the son of Jonah: you shall be called Cephas, which is by interpretation, A stone.

Dragon, Purple, Mask, Dog/ Wolf

The woman was dressed in purple and scarlet, and was glittering with gold, precious stones and pearls. She held a golden cup in ...

..

The Principle list is a list of occult observation and study. These can be used to rewrite any book by ordering it differently person to person. These are found in all movies, shows, books, and games. They indicate the upper rule of hell. The more that these are studied/ observed the more you uncover and know the upper rulers of hell. It is a secret that a person must invest much time in to uncover and is not immediately shown. But for those willing to take time in knowing them from this list the better they will know them and the further it is realized.

The Principle list shows to those who've come to know it more than that. It also shows the nature of ideas and it presents to those who understand it visions.

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It was a great day of celebration when the scientists of Sephra introduced a new kind of sticker- one that stuck like cement, played a video repetitively, ran on static power and one that was impervious to the elements. Some spent a whole paycheck on them. Some even more. And all the land of Sephra considered their selves greatly evolved.

The next step of their evolution was these, but larger, and more interactive. They could now point their finger at them to request what video would play. Then Sephrans created a holographic base devise (HBD) and began creating many pedestals on which to place them. The Sephrans were making their world more beautiful every day, and that mattered to them the most.

They are masters of the use of light. They have tape strips that are light- strips. Altogether Sephra is well lighted, like a rainbow. They also have crystals that are like better- developed mood stones. Some of these turn blue at one temperature, others turn blue at a different temperature, as with every color, that these stones are always changing among a rainbow of color.

A lot of the work lifestyle of Sephra is to take what is found on the ground and make it better. Then they take what they've Ade or I.proved and sell it at may such available places. For example, if they take a toy from the ground and improve it, it may be that they can sell it. And Sephrans love to litter the streets in such things as toys, candy, and other things they cherish. If any one of these things are damaged then they feel at loss and take it home to fix it, or at least order a replacement for it, and put it in the place of it.

The economy in Sephra is mostly laying there on the street. This is where people place the things they love and they are collected. The Sephran diet evolved early on to be well tolerant towards sugar. Most of the food available is saturated in sugar. There are crystalline sugar pieces like sugar- stones to eat and they are widely available. Because of the very abundance of food Sephrans have little difficulty in procuring food. Some are like flowers with stiff sugary pedals. And there are many different kinds of sugars, all of which taste differently and different textures between them (from hard to chewy, from gooey to liquid.)

Much like we humans have oil, they have thick, tar like deposits of sugar- and that is the most valued. As resources are ever abundant Sephrans never really developed a work lifestyle or mentality. What they fins and don't she their selves they simply drop in places around for others to find. They grew up as a race that parties.

Music is very important to them. And they have just the right materials to used like we use plastic. But these are already available and useable as such. It just takes a little black smiting to crystalize the crystal.

It is a place beautiful and saturated in things wed consider childish. The architecture is edible, naturally, and the buildings are basically heated up and solidified too much like clay. The rivers gleam with radiant sparkles and the soil is as such the same, covered in sugary crystals.

Violence is next to nothing. Being ruled over by a government would be to them too senseless, too absurd. And they spend most of there days on the planet like in recess, enjoying the good things of Sephra.

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Of Link

The Linkins had a Total War 2,000 years ago. This war was caused by scientific conflict. All of their mechanisms were geared for war because of science being in the hands of the wrong people. Some of the science starkly invaded everyone's privacy, one and all. Other sciences were used perversely, like virtual rape. And others used it for mass destruction. And their downfall because of science was almost instant.

But the worst occurrence of scientific abuse was from a man named Allhiem. He created a mind control device that enslaved the minds of many and nearly came to enslave the entire Linkin race.

When the right people too control they slowly came to abolish all science. And all others followed suit with no argument. After what had been done with it the census was that science should be altogether abolished. A small but powerful group one here, another there, went forth destroying anything scientific and that first grew. It had become a capital offense over night to hold onto scientific items until even the good uses of it were not allowed, either.

And Linkins actually found it to be most suitable. They had argued that they didn't lose anything good. That as it was their lives were better without scientific and technological advances. They had a fire to keep them warm. A real fire! And music got better, so they thought. The music they had was now from real, dedicated musicians- not a frozen rendered device. Many became magicians after that. And the music was better.

Food became fresh and more abundant, not less. They had beasts on a farm. And they cooked it on a fire. That was a thing many were uncomfortable doing. But they got used to it quickly.

The government kept very few but very powerful weapons, like Find-Destra guns (these could target and kill by making a target explode within its target and able to find that target, too.) And q few choice weapons that were used against anyone using free lance science. The government kept law and order and the most strictly enforced law was There Shall Be No Science.

The people of Link came to cook food better, became more involved in herbology, and black smithing, in wood work. And they created a day to commemorate the day of The Total War reminding their selves what such havock they invited from using science and their religious beliefs that came after focused on the evils of science and the simplicity of life as opposed to the evils of science.

They therefore had a day of Total Celebration, instead.

And it was a loaded day of the best kind of celebration for which everyone was well prepared.

There is a beast on Link that can be found in areas particularly cold, as a constant winter. It is ones whose fur is incredibly thick. The Linkins that ventured out into this cold area of their planet to get its fur as are of those that are aristocrats. It is fur considered more valuable than great metals. It is a dangerous venture to be there in such a cold. And worse, these creatures are not easily found.

Hallucinogens and other drugs, ones found in nature, are common in Link. And because of the very fact that they are so common they are not outlawed and would be difficult to ban anyway. They sometimes grow like noxious weeds. That and the fact that when Linkins banished science they developed a more spiritual life and these drugs became used that way (as a spiritual tool.)

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Of Pippy

Pippy is where we get our old stories of witches and evil elves, even Red Riding Hood. That also includes the story Hansel and Gretel. When we think these things, that is where they are from. It is like the story of the little bit riding with his father on a horse through the woods. He sees an evil elf and tells his father that there is an evil elf and he wants to kill him. The Father says it is nonsense and continues to ride. His boy insists that the evil elf wants to kill him. And the father ignores him. But when they arrive his boy is dead.

Pippy is a planet much like the stories from fantasy books. The kinds with things like elves, sorceress, and dragons. But it is more wicked than these, generally. Long ago The Beings of Hood were overtaken. For millennia they clashed with the forces of evil. And they never did so well but the planet did have goodness in it because of them until they were overtaken by the forces of lawlessness and iniquity. And the planet is now quite lawless.

They don't care. It's as simple as that. Not caring about what is done to others, they do not create structures of law and order. Rather they spend their time investing in things selfishly. Some of the beings here are immortal- most, in fact. And they sit and wait for prey moving slowly about taking long breaths of time from place to place. They are immortal. They haven't such to do.

Witchcraft abounds on Pippy. Its physical universe is different. Whereas we use science in a way that can be considered magic, the physical laws of their universe are such a way that the substance if Pipply has magical effects. The herbs, for example, interact with one's soul, and let's a person fly.

It is a place like straight from a 1980s Del Ray book. Or somewhat like from some certain 80s entertainment. Except that the evil has one and lives together harmoniously. They have no enemies. The Good Ones are long gone. They don't ave a type of desire to rule over everything. They are quite content.

Some are vibrantly immoral and spend their days lustfully and grotesquely. Some just feast, feast, and feast. If these type ran out of good things they will venture out until they find it and taking over that place, feast there.

And there are certain murderous beings there, like a demon, like a black widow spider- like a black widow spider that knows nothing more than a murder. And if you fit into the thinking of such a thing you'd know the horror of only being able to think of contrived murder and nothing else.

There is a certain creature on Pippy that takes others and drags them into a pre prepared grave. He leaves his hole, a hole he likes to be in, and goes out to find another to drag into that hole. This is a long process and once he places the person in its hole he buries them inside. And it is a very difficult thing to get out of.

Some storms are known as the storms of hands. When these storms come then comes too large hands that swim in the clouds like fish and grabs onto a person on the surface and take them to the planet Link. Link and Pippy are side by side.

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Of Ler

Ler's name came naturally. It is the most powerful sound one can utter. It is in the most diabolical words. There were people in Early Ler that had massive pyramids being built. These towered over our own, significantly. When they were finished the Ruler of Ler went atop it and yelled Ler as loudly as he could and suddenly God's eye came above it like a BOING! And it was God's eye of insanity, one eye, all seeing.

Lerians have small pets, demons, which are fed live human meat. Ler has the captured part of twisted humanity that we cannot and will not bear. There are many types of species in Ler. Very well it is enveloped by one- captured by one, in a form best suiting. How they want to appear, they do.

They are all immortal up unto the point that agony destroys their soul. They can only take so much before they take their own life- and so doing is permanent. The only death is suicide.

Its Kings and Queens are truly iniquitous. They are amoral. They are lavished in riches. But generally care more about their riches and good things more than mass slaughter. Fortunately they are less concerned than us about things offensive to us, they are not for them. And they are less paranoid than the rulers we typically have.

Art is non existent on Ler. So many of the things we do aren't done on Ler. There is no desire to write poetry or build a sports car. So very much in fact of what we do is not done there- like watching cartoons, movies, writing books of philosophy, or having a party. It is different for those on Ler. They are more interested in simple pleasure- pleasure that is simple for us bit luxurious to them.

Music for them is like this- a group of trumpeters making a brief statement, alluding to victory. Or a pounding of drums alluding to warning. Music is usually to glorify their rulers and has a far more well developed sense of simplicity. To think about what all of our music encompasses put us to shame. Because while we are making love songs and wonderfully arranged sounds, theirs is mostly as a sound of might.

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Of Orion

Orion is the oldest of these five places. It is an unimaginably large cluster of planets, not just one, unlike the others. It has a center planet, its largest, called simply "One." Water flows from planet to its neighbor and planet to planet gotten to that way.

It has a defense system called Stix which are rods of sizes as small as a needle to as large as a massive column and these can firm into anything- even a sphere. It defends them.

They are people extraordinarily developed scientifically. But the tend to engender simple entertainment and the more childish kind of use for science. They see me as their god. They know who I am. And when I am around them they sense it.

They spend there time relaxing. Some write books but are often saying simple things, nothing nearly engrossing as ours- or more rather not as complex. There is an emphases in their books about the more simple matters and seldom stories with much detail. There mentality is like one easy going and not racked as ours with occasional anger.

Their lives are aided by AI tech, robots and scientific methods of instant food production. As they have a peaceful and patient mind set they develop things scientifically quite well. They can sit for hours without desire to quit. And as this is how their minds are they have evolved to need little sleep. But for them sleep comes very naturally, like one that easily falls asleep, like a baby.

They don't really have space ships. Rather they carry within them technological items that let them fly about- more like super man, less like in flying cars. Their clothing is of force shields. They are on at all times and never need cleaning. They also adjust temperature automatically and let them carry heavy items weightlessly. They can also dash forward with them. And auto walk or roll with them.

Some time ago they discovered a fountain of youth chemical formula and generally became immortal. Then they would only perish by something happening to their "shell." Such as a large fall or ingesting something toxic. When they started working on cellular re structure they came across their first real difficulty in using science. Some came to be like ever living zombies whose brain was skewed and as promising as cellular restructure could have been advantageous they banned and strictly prohibited its use.

Representations of the Orionites can be found in the night time sky where the constipation of Orion resides. One does not even have to look very carefully. They are striving to reach us. They know about us. They have captured our internet signals. But they cannot send one back. They will come to us on that day they are able. But like one looking at a telescope they can see. They just can't be seen back according to what we have. They are looking for ways of coming to us. And that day may be soon, even any day.

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It is a vision of mine of a great tower rising high known as Doom. This place booms forth Satanic rap music.

By the gates of an underground city guards Mammon, ready to either accept or reject your entry. Let the immoral ones dwell there.

Satan speaks as a little dragon to his angels, he says:

Let us reign. Let us draw forth unto the tower of Doom. Have our followers circle around us and leave us gifts. Prepare my son. Make him better than Jesus, my sons and daughters. They that glare at us for too long suffocate them into the seas of thought. Send to them Doom Gaze.

Let us reign have us circled about. Let's make for ourselves a camp where we could not be removed. Let's have God to have and keep a place of our own, or else ascend and take from Him His.

With every a petty matter. With every a waste of time and ever a lost thing not wanting to be found. With every a virtue unneeded. With every a time wasted for these things come they, the righteous the workers of God.

For God has made a towering city encrusted in things undefinable- plain, super- ordinary, and lacking of things good, of real value, things far less than what we surmise. In our quickness of all things let there be this: a place for us before us, one of true good. A place well with us. A place of joy and revelry. And all other things will be mastered besides. To take the day and make it well should be our only concern. And by the strength of lively joy we will have earned our life itself and be given every right to keep it.

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When I was 16 and at school in Marana Arizona I took a bus ride to school with a Megadeth shirt on. A girl liked my shirt. Before this I had a girlfriend. And before that was my first real girlfriend. That one led me to Marana high school as opposed to one in Tucson. I went to Junior High in Tucson. I had gotten expelled there for bringing a hunting knife to school. I had it stashed in my dad's tote bag. I lost that bag and my dad demanded I bring it back. So going back to school I talked to the principle who had me open it, and there it was.

I used to think long and hard what job I would have, how would I ever survive and work. I was doing terribly at school. Was in Special Ed. Didn't like working. But after it was all said and done even though I didn't make it past the 10th grade I got a GED and the government would soon take up to support me- as I became schizophrenic.

But I was there on the bus with my Megadeth shirt on when I girl complemented it and invited me to hang out with her few friends and her's, all girls. I talked to one the most. She said she was a vampire. I thought to myself 'they drink coca cola?' it turned out that she was dating one if these girl's brothers. I'd find that out shortly after I started dating her. She was a bomb shell by appearance. She had a very good and unique appearance, one well polished. Like spandex and high heeled boots, a web like arm band. One day there was someone flirting with her, grabbing on her too, and I smacked him in the face. At one point I broke up with her and she began dating someone else. So I beat him up. I took his pentagram necklace, too. And there we were in the office, me, him, and her, talking to the female principle- or whatever her position was. I gave her an ultimatum. I said strictly that she'd better go with me. And he said to her he would never make her choose. And she chose me. The principle said that when she got older she would no longer choose guys like me.

She wrote me some very detailed dirty letters. She said his dick was too small for her.

We were good together. After I left town and had to leave her, she was in a high speed chase with the police and locked up. Poor girl! A person's life can go terribly wrong. They can truly suffer. And here it is the Law, coming to throw such a person into jail, even prison. She had gotten into a bad relationship after she and I separated.

We lived together. I was 16, and she was 17. And she lived with me and my father. My father being the pervert he is, had me on guard all the time. He later admired he had nude pictures of her. Probably because in our room me and her slept naked.

There was another girl I liked in High School. I said so to my female friends. I was suspended shortly after that for that fight mentioned earlier. I came back to school and my female friend said the girl I said I liked got me some flowers. By that time the flowers were dry and dead. And me and her fooled around.

One time me and three girls went into the desert of Mariana to drink. We got very drunk. Me and the girl I was cheating with went deeper into the desert and had sex. Meanwhile my other girlfriend was shouting where are you? Thinking we got lost. We returned to them and went back to our trailer in Marana. When we got back my girlfriend 1 was in our room huffing lighter fluid and I was in the living room with the other and her female friend who was on the same couch as her. And I was kissing her. So girlfriend 1 comes in and sees it and begins shouting, simply, "NO!" repetitively. I went in our room and kissed my girlfriend 1 whose breath tasted like lighter fluid.

I saw my second girlfriend a few more times, then not again.

One time I was at a party in the trailer since my dad was out trucking. Before that one of my girlfriends friends and I went to her house and we went roller blading late night. We came back and watched this cartoon, the first CGI animated series on TV, I believe. Later her and another girl and my girlfriend living with me there had a sleep over. This was another sexual night for me. My girlfriend living with me slept on the couch and right beside me was her short blond haired friend. The one that skates was somewhere else.

Me and my girlfriend living with me there was usually in my room with me watching a movie, like The Princess Bride. Sometimes we went to the library to get on that new thing called the internet. Sometimes wed walk to the store which was a reasonably long distance. And sometimes wed go all the way to the mall in the neighboring city Tucson. She got a black Gothic dress with her birthday money. And we got some fangs, the time that melds into your mouth with hardening wax. Once we tried to rip off a CD and steal it. We were caught and nearly reprimanded. But we just had to pay for it.

When we got there we were colder than hell. We had a candle and a jar of olives for dinner. We were freshly moved in and alone that night. We had to leave. To get to a warmer place in the morning and walked in the bitter cold to one of her friend's home. She had many friends. We were picked up by her grandma and taken to her farm. She and I were there alone in her grannies house before we moved in together. We had sex in her room. Over there she often worked waving flags for her uncle in his plain spraying the field.

In high school at Marana I was often smoking. I would look for any good way of not getting caught. Like in the bathroom. I was suggested by someone to just hide it in my hand and frequently wave my hand up and down. It worked like a charm and I could smoke anywhere and I blew the smoke in my shirt. The bathroom I got caught. But I would also sit in the field with my friends smoking, sometimes pot, and was never caught there either.

I dressed in a business suit with a slayer shirt on, or some such coupling. My friend said only I could pull that off. I was generally popular in school. I was never afraid to fight, so I was respected, and I pulled in a lot of girlfriends, and so was admired.

Before me and this girl I'm talking about, my number 1, lived in that trailer in Marana- which was given us by her grannie, we lived in a back ways town called three- point. Me and her were in a very small part of a trailer, not much bigger than a closet. And one day she was on tip of me hitting me. I pushed her off of me with my feet. Apparently too strongly, though she wasn't t all hurt. And she told this to her mother who threatened me if I did that again there would be consequences. Some months or so later we were at a Halloween party in Mesa.

My relatives, God lovem, my aunts costume was a dildo with mayo on it. I was the Devil as always, red cape, horns, a pitchfork. That night me and 1 watched Taxi Cab Confessions, and were in the station wagon that night were we had sex: all night. The next night I was flirting with two other girls when she found out. And I hit her on the eye, blackening it. I took a short walk. Came back. And the police were there, though no charges were filed.

She came with me during a visit with my mother and step dad in a small town called Texico. Shed gotten her green contact lenses nearly stuck inside her eye. She gave me a BJ probably longer than she wanted.

And before this we lived in that place called 3 point. Like I said, in a very small room we lived. We often skipped school, drinking, or just for relief. In this area, a very large yard, my uncle had a trailer, my dad had a medium sized one, and of course ours, the small one. Hot baths or showers were not possible. And we were living off of recycled sewer water (there is actually a thing.) One time I forgot to refrigerate the spaghetti sauce and I made some spaghetti for me and my cousin. I looked at it and saw Mike all over it. I was a little freaked out on that one thinking my cousin could have been poisoned.

One night that my sister was with me I was reading Tale of the Body Thief from cover to end and my dad was quite approving of the reading, but also teasing. And my girlfriend was there, too. This is the reason that my sister became a constant reader.

It was NY birthday one night at 3 Point and my dad had been saying he'd take me to a flea market to spend some money. But though he said he would, or as he always does he doesn't. My girlfriend wound up taking me. When we got there we got comic books. She got Spawn. I got Lady Death. And I seem to remember something about Evil Ernie. We went in a station wagon that used a screw driver for a key.

There was a homeless man living with our group at 3 point. One night me and my cousin and girlfriend went into the nearby desert to conduct a Satanic ritual. And I raised up devils. They were taken by this. That homeless man was shocked and said what are you doing? And he hit my cousin then went towards me. I pointed my sword at him and threatened to open his belly. And we left separately. My uncle had been watching from the bushes, or so he said- I don't think he was. He didn't want to make the homeless man into a squaller. He told me what I do is fine. God doesn't care, as long as you have him in your heart.

My social history is rich. I've been around all kinds all my life.

We typically watched Fresh Prince of Bel Air or Simpsons. We just had antenna TV. Wed rent movies, or maybe it was borrowed. Beam Stokers Dracula, for example: which my uncle called gay when Dracula said He is Mine.

What separated me and her was that one night in Marana I saw my dad looking at us from the crack of the his door, opened about an inch. His perverted behavior became too much for me to tolerate. I called him out on it and moved. I left back to Texico. She went back to her grandma, and soon after she got married. Which because she is now married, I let her to it, and put it all behind me.

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The Credit Coin Economic System

Based on the letters of a name and bringing from it letters of a product, a certain number can be made. For example:

ADAM JEREMY CAPPS

31. 2 121. 1. 1. 2. 1

AND

BOBS CHERRY CIDER

0 0 1. 1 0 1 1. 1. 01 10

So we see then that related to the letters of my name and the product, the number is 7. Using the letters of my name as letters are available (for example three A's and two E's are available) the number 7 is made.

The economic system has been the same since Babylon. But this poses an entirely new idea. There would be credit coins, 1 to 9, that using ones birth name and creating these numbers, each are fitted into a nature of credit coins.

In this system a one credit coin is worth as much as a nine. They are just used differently. A person could very well work more specifically for what he or she wants. They could negotiate with their bosses on what they would work with. And the government could inquire more specific taxes and take just those credit coins undesired. The economy would be more diverse- the market, more diverse.

It could be said that an expensive cell phone would cost too little, but not so, if the company charges for its use, even hourly. Or it could be purchased in installments.

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The Contracted Anarchist

I propose a new social class I call Contracted Anarchy

The rich have much control over their environment. They even create large places their very own within cities- like here in San Francisco The Fisherman's Wharf besides which are wealthy hotels like The Radisson. I've even seen a wealthy woman sitting on the roof if one of these. The lifestyles of the rich are remarkably different. There home is anywhere from hotel to hotel and within places like Disney Land.

When they take a turn they are in another country. The world very well is their front yard. From music concerts or chamber music in their home, things are altogether different for them compared to the worst of us- the homeless.

I say let them make contracts that are territorial based and let one each and all the most rich have more power-equipped pursuits. Loosen the law from place to place where each person either has their own territory or is contracted to another, like selling their souls to the rich. Let only the contracts determine ones rights and responsibilities- but make those contracts legally binding.

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Generally- or specifically, people should always have the right to be with their own kind, no matter which that sameness is. It could be race very simply or religious- which with religion is particularly important. But then there is also more general separation that should be automatic and expected. I've aired messiness too much though I myself am very clean. There's been shit and puke sometimes because of lazy and obnoxious people. I shouldn't have to be around it. If they were placed with others doing the same then maybe they'd quit. And if I could be with people that are clean, so much better for us that have earned their clean places.

Those homeless are often kicked out from their camps due to unsanitary conditions created by them. So they remove them, clean it up, and they repeat the same thing elsewhere. I say let them live in their own slop. Let it get so bad that they are sickened by it. If a dog sleeps in his shit I shouldn't be expected to keep it, you know?

A culture should have every right to keep with it its own and keep others out. There was this story of a Christian Baker that recently wouldn't make a cake for a gay couple. So what did Grand Greatness Lucifer Temple do but made that Christian bake a cake for Satan or else be fired. He couldn't reject the request. That's "discrimination." The one that did this to that Christian was proud and thinking he'd one a good service to society, culture, for the Satanic. But I am just going to leave that matter at that and I hope you can see just how very despicable it was to him, how very robbing of a person's own beliefs, and how invasive.

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If you are My People if Perfect Sense then I request you follow me about and be present and visible to me. In regards to leadership I believe I am very well qualified. I will save you from the brainwashing effects of other religions, carefully so, and I will lead you not to me, but into your own self.

My knowledge is vast though concentrated. I have sought the best answers all my life. I have prepared myself a Christian Satanist forming the best teachings he could of the same, for a lifetime.

You will fond of my teachings things that came from a rich social life. One that sacrificed a lamb during Passover with a biker gang. Someone in Mexican gangs in New Mexico. Someone whose traveled around often and held an interesting life. I've been homeless, in jail, and many places that developed me better, differently.

And I need My People of Perfect Sense to shamelessly follow me. To be in my life. And that you each and all be in a group strong, one that can be as perfect as perfectly procured. I don't want to be in jail again knowing I have no one. And so with all careful creation I have presented myself, established Christian Satanism, and made myself a leader worthy of being known and already as one much rewarding in being understood.

Circle me around all you can. Bring to me good things and I'll ever fail you as a friend, a Conrad, your priest. I have written things that would make the world much better. If you agree then act on it. Let's have a better earth. Let's o things to get noticed. Let us bring Christian Satanism out into the open air. And let us always be the best on stage, forever so, Amen.

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One of the more fascinating times in my life was this time that I was wandering around lost and insane in Roswell. This wasn't insanity nearly as bad as when I was homeless in San Francisco for a year, that was being deranged- which is far worse than some mild insanity. But I was lost and wandering around. I rested awhile at a super market. A man with this perfectly kempt beard came to me. I later came to understand he was The Devil.

We went to a Church where he strummed a guitar. He said he considered them there his friends. The teachings were loose, even Satanic. And while I was there I fell asleep. I was thinking about a girl I liked and asked them if they could send her to me.

But first I spent the night there trying to sleep but unable. The only sleep I got for a long time was at that Church. It worked like a charm. But now I was unable to sleep again. I walked out of the home early the next day and went walking anywhere. I likely would have wound up dead unable to take care of myself. But the most amazing things happened. Even though it was a large town and the mental hospital Sunrise was basically in a nowhere area of town I had walked right to it from his house.

And I admired myself. I was sent in. And I asked the first person I'd been their name. And he told me it. And it was the same name I inquired about earlier- which is both a male name and a female name. And I felt I should have been more specific. Like a joke was pulled on me. I also took one of The Devil's shirts. And that guy said "I like this. I think I'll keep it!" Tugging on a fistful of the short I was wearing.

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When you look up at the Orion constellation think of me. I'll be there. I will reside with my children in the stars moving forward. As the stars are there so am I. I will trample on the conventional and spill out my wrath against those here that have pushed me away.

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I don't have any argument with true Christians. I have a strong and bitter taste in my mouth when I see or hear Christians that are constantly trying to purify the world and wrecking Ya's vengeance as though they have The Hand of God. They are meant to be shaking hands. Not pointing fingers. But they spend all their days pointing at others and declaring them in worthy for God.

Very well they take basically good people and put them into stern boot camps of God's following. Jesus spoke many things about his followers having peace and being reconciled. But they pursue a follower as though their own, much as Paul did. The Bible is not about Paul it is about Jesus.

It is not about being wrong. It is about being made right. It is about being given, not taking, not constant pruning of bushes until nothing is there. Its focus should be on Christ the good gardener, the only shepherd and his shepherdry. And of the most focus should one help another unless you too are very poor. The cares of this world should not be removed only to supplement them with concerns and trivial pursuits. If you are peaceful as one that contemplates Christ and your thoughts reside on its peace as from him, very well to often consider him, then you are doing things perfectly right.. But those that aggravate their Christian practice with do's and dont's are living under their own domination instead of succumbing to Christ.

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A Dejin is a word I designate to a being that is largely inhuman in their mental make up. It is one that is so different in thinking that they, being far from the common state of humanity, are not among those that are. As they think different they act different.

They also release a powerful nether. Nether is the energy that people vent depending on what they are like. As most people are alike for most part it usually garners the same expected result: something that the universe is tired of and knows how to use and handle it- with indifference. If the universe treats us indifferently it is because we ourselves no different, always the same.

But a Demon in the world has a great power and ate those that all the gods love. For these, adventure, for others, calamity. The commoner would die and not be missed of the gods. But the Dejin made into many things, such as rulers over the commoners.

The first step to being a Demon is to renounce the mentality of the common, wherever they may be, and to embark onto becoming substantially different. That word substantial means sufficient. If you can delve into music no longer heard, if you can idealize yourself a new character, one abominable, or lofty, then you will be there at the state of becoming a Dejin. Be, then, a person of unique tastes and ideas and you will uncover many things. The universe will open up for you and the gods will let you in.

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I would honestly say I think I've done well in life. The best choice I ever made was moving to San Francisco as many of the best things in life and the best life itself followed. I am like one wearing a good suit of The Devil's City. I went to the Church of Satan recently with my treatment helpers. The place is gone, is no more. If you are expecting to see something there, you'll find nothing.

I recently went swimming in the ocean for the first time. There's no swimming, really, or maybe it was just that day. More you sit as the tide rolls over you. And it feels much like a bath of cold water being dumped on you.

That was beside the Golden Gate Bridge. And I've been to many places in town thanks to my treatment helpers. The discovery center was nice. It had some scientific devices I'd ever thought could be made, like a mini tornado creater. I've got to get one of my own.

I went to a museum seeing a lot of modern art. I got a tour guided venture there and could cut into the front of every line. I liked the Legion of Honor better. That was filled with art centuries old.

When I got into town I was looking for height street or something and wound up on a large hill over looking San Francisco. I was looking for height street but supposed to be going to Haight. General Deliveries was there. But I wound up on Burnel Heights. I read later that something Anton LaVey wrote: that about a bimbo not being able to find the Church of Satan because she got lost somewhere on Haight street. Being so long that I first read this, then reading it later after my misadventure, I thought 'That's exactly what I did.'

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I am astonished at the things that science can do. Yet we cannot find a person's soul. Is it then an energy we can't detect, which is unlikely, or is it more reasonable to think it resides in a different thicker dimension? People will argue that we go to nothing. But from nothing we came, at some point. Sure we were sperm. But what were we before? How did we so well come from nothing? Can't we do that again? I think its total logic to assume we came from somewhere else, like with God until our time came to be where we are and fulfilling our purpose.

Just with the sheer unlikelihood, as impossible as impossible gets, we came into life through our father, from our mother. So the question is, who are these two and why are we here? It's a good answer that comes from answering many questions. If you want a more thorough answer and to uncover more area: asks more, inquire more.

So who are these two and why are they here? Why did they come from two before them? Why are we to make more after? One thing that is obvious is that we are like machines making life after life. But more an accurate word than make is invite. We are invited here. But what other word can be used instead? What if we were assigned to be here? Or relegated? Whatever the answers are it really does seem like an assignment, one after the other, and more to come into fulfilling some sort of task.

The hardest things about getting answers is the fact that why God set up things in such a way he did. We could have been beings of special power. But he threw us into a system where we eat and sleep and work and so on. He didn't have to invent the concept of consuming the flesh if other creatures he created. He didn't have to make that big rock the moon. Nor the sun. No matter where you are is that thing in the sky. No matter where you are or goes it follows you. There it's going down. Where did it go? It almost seems like you could reach it. It warms us. It brings a most beautiful spring. The waters rich and glisten down a stream. The cold taste of it is without equal in the heat of the sun. The beasts can be used to procure meat and relinquish hunger. The harps can be strung to produce beautiful music, within practice.

Whatever God made he made something of riches deep and reality profound. But an atheist will strongly assert it means nothing. It all just proofed into being by a mix of strange gasses. They don't appreciate God's beauty. For the first place though- they don't ant to, they are as stubborn as they come.

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Very meaningful gratitude is a treasury but not easy to find. But to consider what I have, whether or not I am grateful at least I am living better. Appreciation is more important and what people are better looking for. When I was a boy I had a Nintendo. Even an Atari. Then came the SNES and I was blown away by its graphics and sounds. Then came systems afterward and they continued to improve, noticeably. The SNES was two hundred bucks. And the games fifty. But later, recently, came the SNES classic for less than a hundred and 21 games built in- some of the very best. That's what? A thousand or so dollars cheaper now?

I had a VCR when I was young. I recorded any music video I could get off of music video channels, one of two. But then came something unpredicted. The Internet which had a site called YouTube. I was one of its earliest users. Most online people had very slow internet. It was difficult to pull up very basic websites. But when the speed increased I enjoyed any and all music videos I ever loved constantly. And before I knew it I could download them, too. I suddenly has every song that the record company once squeezed me, a little kid, dry of. At first I had a desktop computer. And then a lap top, actually a few, and reluctantly I switched to a cell phone. Even though it had a smaller screen and didn't expect much of it.

And now? Now you can have a small handheld fit-in-your-picket TV. Better- a TV you can watch anything on. A device you can communicate to million ns of people with (or a good fairly sized portion.) But best of all you can write books on (best of all to me.) I can write anywhere. I just pull out this little device. Not something I could ever hope to do with a type writer. If things have gotten this good God knows what could proceed it. I'd like rings that bring up these things as holograms and other tech used to basically gave magic fingers.

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When I was 8 I went to a Church camp with my family, in Colorado from New Mexico. Some in the bus had a portable CB radio they could communicate to their family with. The intercom was frequently spoken into and religious music was played. And we got there at Pikes Peak, Colorado. I was playing with this fascinating little squeaking thing that was taken out if a squeaky toy. I think I liked that more than the toy itself though I don't know where it came from.

I was supposed to go to a dorm with boys but didn't now that. So I walked to find my parents and did, and slept in the room with my parents and siblings.

Church was four times a day there and very taxing. There were also fun things to do, like mini hockey. But the best part of my time here was climbing up the mountain of Pikes Peak. I thought then and for years to come that this mountain was called Devil's Peak. Much like how I thought my favorite birthday cake Red Velvet was called Devil's Cake.

So then I reached the top and got a card saying I did. I can't really remember what age it was exactly that I was baptized but it was close to this time.

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People with lofty thoughts may be considered profound but that is the extent of their use. I'm of talkingvabout, say, physicists, but rather these who pierce deep into their thoughts to find ones incredible, that they can show off what they've found. But these type of people are those with their heads in the cloud, to pull that term at its worst. They are never down to earth. They are far away thinkers.

Let us keep Christian Satanism more pragmatic and base. Let us keep our foots on earth never being stuck in the clouds or down below where there is nothing.

And not be as those enlightened. Like those that are Buddhist and strive to reject this life and renounce it, finding nothing good. That instead of challenging their selves to find and enjoy pleasure as a good fight, they relent and refuse anything and everything. Choosing instead to forsake the goodness of earth and altogether empty their head of worldly desires and natural temptation.

We should think as thoughts would have us think and not evade our lot. Things aren't as bad as a Easterner, Buddhist or otherwise, would have it. They convince their selves that there previous thinking was terribly flawed and troublesome, but they haven't really achieved anything more than denial.

If a person reaches up into thinking most high he is lost. He goes up there to grasp onto things as treasures and have probably been told one too many times what an excellent thinker is he. These are kind of people who think how things could be, but aren't rally, like taking glue and gluing together a house of cards.

Far more important than thinking is living. What really matters after pleasure anyway? The very word means the good life and is defined by good food, good music, good company. Work that makes you proud. Places that thrill and entertain. These are the things that matter.

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I would very much a book to be made based on brief summaries of topics based on the better issues of life, pulled together in a large book known as the worlds Bible.

Also a series of books that can be called Majic The Encyclopedia, if for some strange reason the title is taken, then by another name. This book will be a book of books. To play the game you build a world based on a pre existing fantasy book such as the Hobbit. Making maps and situations as you go along. And it should have the player do real life things such as take a ring and place it somewhat hidden in a real place, leaving a note somewhere in public, such as inside a bottle, or simply throwing about beneficial seeds.

I also want to see the reemergence and success of Sega. That a new console be made, if only in name. If you cannot do so for SEGA then do so in a name similar, such as Segasis. But what I'd I've to see is something like a SEGA Phoenix. Maybe if it is freely coded and any game can be freely made for it that would be a reason enough for its success.

But most of all I want to see the success and best possible development and investment in the Final Fantasy enterprise. This is a personal matter. It is the best stuff of my childhood. It is something worthy of much credit. And I'd never want to see it gone, or lesser, but always better and as good and successful as it can be.

I believe it is Christian Satanic to build strong ties and form a covenant if not with people than a type of people, or of an idea or as these, a product. I hope the day comes when those things I've wished the best for do well. Very, very, well.

Final Fantasy has often been called Satanic. That's not accurate. They are about things like friends becoming united to overthrow a tyrant, all the while forming a bond. It is about good being decidedly against tyranny. It is the best story telling that could be found in any time and even more so than Star Wars, though that is arguable.

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We are coming into hyper- channeling. This is the condition of which people of a society wish to ever tightly embrace the glorified beliefs of their own culture. First there was a culture built on others but then came a period of personalization that of being the star within it.

In time people had form a default belief and wish to developed their selves within it as the prime component. First the script came and now the acting and everyone's wishes to be a star have become sure that they are.

But the script is poor and the actors make up their own rendition and really don't know what they are doing. They think they are making outstanding changes in the world but they aren't. They are just singing the same song differently. They emphasize how a chorus of theirs is better, with an unworthy/ un true sense of pride. Like "hows this strumming? Yeah? You like it?" And then the singer sings too deep or too high- is not grounded. Like one on drugs singing terribly and don't realize it.

To them the crowd adores. To them the things they make are timeless. But they are altogether junk peddlers and scum.

So then humanity is hyper driven into a few ideas that are blown out of proportion. Like a balloon that never stops getting bigger. People are pumping that balloon ever full. And all of the other areas of life are given a side line and that should not be. It must not be anymore- at least with you- the Christian Satanist.

We want Chaos. More they want Chaos. They don't know it but they want this world of theirs to blow up piece by piece, element to element. They want it to be consumed in a massive fire. And many are altogether willing to be arsonists such as in the name of Allah, or a race.

They put every evil they see around on the infidel, or the black. And assume that every fucked up thing they can imagine is their given due. There are not really many of any problems to begin with but those they make and push into the Devil. They are looking for the Devil and don't now it. The day for them can ve quite peaceful otherwise, but every bad thing they can imagine they do. And problems persist. And problems stick.

The world for them is so very empty. They don't want to do anything. Nothing difficulty, certainly. And it follows them all their days. They cannot just stop and take a break breathing and enjoying the fresh air. But we do. We breath well every time these people are removed from us and sigh one big one of relief for having found fresh air: air away from these people.

They don't want their problems to be realistic. They want all of their problems to come from a Devil. They want to bundle it all up and destroy it. Easily. At once. By blaming something for their problems the can bundle it together and try to burn it. This instead of facing their problems and lacking life bravely, making ng a better life for their selves.

They are an unpredictable kind. And they are always fucking up the world.

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I love to give gifts. Its only Christian Satanic to do so proudly. As I remember how precious was a gift as a child I especially like giving things to my younger family members. I have gotten my little niece glow sticks, card games, play dough, marker, crayons, stickers, Mickey Mouse things, and a lot of things. And my younger nieces and nephews are becoming just old enough to do so for the same. My whole family in fact I give a lot of gifts to whether or not it is their birthday or a holiday whether Halloween or Christmas.

Children though really do love their things as I remember this quite well. I usually have difficulty wanting anything, if I consider, I find I need very little. My grown family wants things to. Actually they want things free and sudden. If I got a big box of gifts it would be different. It's in buying g something for myself that's different. But being given things is better that getting things (for yourself.)

My family taught me from an early age that of gift giving. I always had everything I needed growing up. Christmas and birthday night- especially Christmas Eve, was torture. Plain. Bad. Torture. I couldn't keep. It was so bad that yet that young being like a Christian Satanist I was furious at God for not answering my prayer to sleep. I knew that the moment I did I'd suddenly wake up. I'd be refreshed not tired. And I'd grab the day a fistful and embrace the day of many a gift. But I didn't. I slept very little. And went through the day, tired, getting up extra early, whereas we were allowed to get into our sticking, at least. But then there was my brother John, snoring away, not seeming to care much.

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More things that I like

12 sided dice are cool, especially the black ones. And D&D character books.

Large cups that can hold a lot of drink. Those that keep ice frozen a while.

Black light posters and posters from the things I like, such as Slayer and my list of movies from The Christian Satanic Bible.

I like pouches. They are very useful. Of all kinds small and large, or medium. Ones made of leather, especially.

I like special boxes. Not cardboard but plastic or wood, or even metal ones.

I like Jade. I have a lot of use for Jade rings, such as sowing them onto things or grouping them together as beads would be.

And I like rings. Rings of silver. Rings seemly, pretty. And I like black pearl rings. They are somehow symbolic for me, like white cargo pants.

I like Satanic necklaces, a good Baphomet one (most aren't) inverted pentagrams. I once had a Star of David necklace with a lightning bolt through it. It was my favorite necklace apart from a Slayer one (their symbol of the eagle and pentagram, where the eagle is clutching a sword.)

I like window alarms. They are very useful. Also electronic motion detectors.

Solar light I like, which last through the night, recharging during the day.

Solar panels are nice. And here is a list of electronics that I like: LED lightbulbs, LCD games. Plasma TV, digital movie projectors, lamps that look like lily flowers (they do exist) ..Soundscape music machines, ones that are more music based than natural earth based sounds or birds and animals- more at those that produce music. I like high powered fans, those made of metal. I prefer refrigerated air. I like digital cameras. With all the places I go they are well used. I like cell phones if only for Wi-Fi, backup, and writing with. I like printers and scanners.

I like well framed Final Fantasy art.

Little die cast figures. Idols and stickers are my two most favorite things.

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Good tidings to you! May your days be rich and well. Live good and thrive. Take into all other matters only things worthy to pursue and be determined to have a good life. The conclusion follows. May my words be a gift for you.

The Conclusion

Thank you for reading my book. Thank you especially for

Using it. If you had read it in pieces that is well enough. Reading it occasionally is well enough. It is taken in best that way instead of as a strong requirement of some sort. I believe NY way is well polished, good. I have had a rich history- one with biker gangs, people of the military, Satanists, Christians, Devil Worshippers, in group homes of all kinds, living in hotels, being a vagrant, homeless, in jail, vomited in a psych ward having been overloaded by things both demonic and angelic. As such as it is I am the perfect person to have made Christian Satanism.

If you expose on Christian Satanism especially pine, you would have served us well. At the current time Christian Satanism is as Phase One. That being it has been an emergence through a self fulfilling prophesy. As they are said to be they are, already. Readied to be.

Beware of three kinds of people who by us are they of demerit (and remember, for us it is not sin to abide by but by demerit not to.) These are those enraptured in destruction unable to tolerate things to the point of mass destruction, those geared on the popular, being popularly driven, and they of lofty thinking, over proud, over smart, and uselessly so. Those of fact after fact are included in these, as ones that their whole life's re guided by popular ideas resting and founded on paranoid thinking that has them under tree bark eating life styles.

I say the things that make life one's best it can be. And I don't expect my reader to toil long and hard into a God revering lifestyle, as one fitted strictly into a mod of obedience. Liberate yourself as our dear Lucifer. But play the game in the middle. At least try it on for size. If the shoe doesn't fit then don't wear it. Be fitted into all ways that give life meaning and importance. Don't spend forever worshipping God. For He would have you not do so. You can struggle a life time as the Christians do, but you really don't have to. You just do your best to do what is Christian Satanic and you are doing something agreed upon by both sides. You are like the coin alive. One side theirs and the other the other. But in mid air there is you, the Christian Satanist.

Christian Satanists have two ideas at heart. One is to believe and follow in both God and Satan pragmatically, with soundness. And that in itself is the mist Christian Satanic balance. But if you are to go into it stronger do so with full force or you could be punished as a coward not doing what he would, but as someone doing what she or he knows is wrong. There is a more reason for the psychopath. There is less reason for those who are able to do what is wrong that do so with forced determination. The psychopath just does wrong. He doesn't make himself. The person that does wrong otherwise has set it in her or his heart to do so. Which is more justified? The lion that naturally slaughters or the reluctant vampire?

It is better to go into Christian Satanism slowly forming it the best you can into your life. That rather than one who pours it all on at one. To slowly become fully Christian Satanic is preferable.

And if the question is asked about damnation, they are to be told we accept our lot.

The Primary Facets of Christian Satanism

  1. Knowing your tastes and well. Knowing the things you like the most.

  2. Bright side thinking. Always considering the lighter side of things. Knowing how something bad is actually good, even advantageous.

  3. Remembering. Using your memory well. Remembering your life well. This is done with a pocket dictionary and as words are read a memory is pulled up from it. For example if you see the word desk you remember your desk from school. Slowly these come together, even into total remembering.

  4. Pride. Be proud of yourself.

  5. Having a purpose and acting on it with all strength.

  6. Visualizing. This is best done with music. Try to think of things that give a special feeling, like a vision that seems somehow profound.

  7. Self inclusivity. Being an individualist. Being your own person not one popularly made.

  8. Tasting food well. Developing your sense of taste. Those that don't suffer under mind starvation, as the brain was made as to seek taste a d know it. You are to instead "know what is taste."

  9. Optimal-pathic reasoning.

  10. And to know and understand The Principle List (Below.)

The Principle List of Lucifer White

Person One: Red, Bird, Hand, Staff

Person Two: Brown, Bear, Cane, Bee

Person Three: Green, Rabbit, Seed, Stage

Person Four: Ring, White, Goat, Thief

Person Five: Joker, Gold, Sword, Swine

Person Six: Red, Whip, Cat, Fairy

Person Seven: Yellow, Rodent, Duke, Wind

Person Eight: Bomb/Blast/Wand, Fox, Black, Beast

Person Nine: Yellow, Toad, Dust, Horse

Person Ten: Assassin, Creature, Tiger, Word

Person Eleven: Elephant, Blue, Stone, Spirit

Person Twelve: Dragon, Purple, Mask, Canine.

(Found and observed in all books, movies, and shows as a magical practice of occult observances and occurrences.)

Also by the author:

The Christian Satanic Bible

Sexism~ The Bible for my Sex Cult

The Satanic Book

Satanic Living

A Map for a Christian Satanist

Christian Satanic Doctrine

Christian Satanism

Christian Satanic Book One

