 
Deeper Still

Jodi Woody

Copyright 2014 by Jodi Woody

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DEEPER STILL: DEVOTIONS FROM A WALK WITH GOD
Introduction

I have been a Christian for 44 years. But I haven't always walked with God. Some of those years I walked away, some I stumbled and bumbled my way, and some I stayed on the path. I like to think that I learned from all of it.

What you are reading now is the second book of devotions that has come out of that journey. Some were written as blogs, some I used as teachings in a ladies Bible study, and some I taught in my local church. Some are short and some a tad lengthy. But I think that they would work nicely for a daily reading. I have included some prayers in the back and there are a few poems I have written scattered throughout.

I have learned along the way that our walk with God is all about choices, some small and some huge. One choice we have to make is to stay where we are in our relationship with Him, or to draw closer yet. Another is to stay shallow or to go deeper still. If you chose to press in and dig deeper, then you will enjoy this book.

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Deeper Still

I love the way You love me,

I treasure the time we share.

I wonder why You chose me,

How You can know me and yet still care.

So I will choose to find You,

To know Your ways and Your will.

To leave the shallow waters,

To swim the calm depths, deeper still.

I Corinthians 2:6-12 (NLT), "Yet when I am among mature believers, I do speak with words of wisdom, but not the kind of wisdom that belongs to this world or to the rulers of this world, who are soon forgotten. No, the wisdom we speak of is the mystery of God—his plan that was previously hidden, even though he made it for our ultimate glory before the world began. But the rulers of this world have not understood it; if they had, they would not have crucified our glorious Lord. That is what the Scriptures mean when they say, "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love him." But it was to us that God revealed these things by his Spirit. For his Spirit searches out everything and shows us God's deep secrets. No one can know a person's thoughts except that person's own spirit, and no one can know God's thoughts except God's own Spirit. And we have received God's Spirit (not the world's spirit), so we can know the wonderful things God has freely given us."

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Choose Your Way

What looks like the easy way, the way out, the way up, isn't always the right way. That path strewn with flowers, smooth as a baby's behind, you know the one that looks sunny and bright, may not be the path that you need to take. In fact most often, in the long run, it isn't easy at all.

The paths we choose can't be based on what they look like. We can never rely on our natural senses. The roughest looking road may be exactly the one God would have us walk. I often use the analogy out of the Disney movie "Beauty and the Beast." There is a place where Bell's father is faced with two paths. One looks lovely and the other is shrouded in darkness, there is an evil looking mist, and some scary looking trees. The horse is the only one who seems to have any sense, and in our hearts we are screaming "take the sunny path!" However, if we watch the scene through, the path he took was the right path to lead us to our happy ending. It is the same with us. Be led by God, not by our fears, anxiety, or laziness.

So why would God want us to take the road that is less traveled? Is it because He wants us to suffer and fight every step of the way? No. Those pits, road blocks, speed bumps, and glare ice have all been put there by our enemy. He wants to stop us from advancing. That's how we know we are on the right road. Why would Satan hinder our path to Hell? He hinders our walk to the Abundant Life, the road that leads us into a deeper relationship with our Heavenly Father. Our enemy doesn't just try to impede our way, he also tries to distract us from the path. If he can get us to step off of the path, to try an "easier" way, or to completely suck us in by that sunny little path that leads straight to that beautiful oasis. You know, the one that leads to the sunny beach with a life of ease. Don't be fooled, that life is a mirage! All that glitters is not gold!

So why doesn't God just sweep our paths clear? After all, He is all powerful. Because He knows what is best for us. He sees what's up ahead. He knows the people we will influence, the trust and strength we will gain. Simply put, He wants us to be led by His Spirit, to learn to trust and rely on Him. In reality, we will never know how many obstacles He has removed! I know that He has protected me so many times. I put myself in some pretty dangerous situations when I wasn't living for Him, and He brought me through them all. How much more protection do you think I have now that I have committed my way to Him? There are angels guarding around me at all times. I am confident that they have carried me up an over many pits and snares. God knows we need His strength. That's why Jesus promised to never leave us nor forsake us. Matthew 28:20 (God's Word Translation), Teach them to do everything I have commanded you. "And remember that I am always with you until the end of time."

There were many times in my life when I was tempted to "take the easy way." I went through things that weren't easy. My teen years were some of the worst. I struggled with self worth, anxiety, and alcohol and drugs. Several times I almost gave into that voice telling me to "end it all." Though I had left the path God had chosen for me at the time, He still kept me safe. My marriage is another example. We both came into it with issues and at many different times we wanted to "call it quits." But, we stuck it out. (Granted sometimes in fear or stubbornness, but God turns it all around for our good.) We found some Godly counsel, many times over the years, and finally went through some deliverance. For years we both lived in a messy marriage, but we knew that God's best for us and our children was to stay together. This summer it will be thirty years since we said our vows. For about the last ten, they have been better than we ever dreamed of! It was all worth it!

Sometimes the way gets rough. We can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel. I have been known to say, "enough already" and "really?" Those both directed at God. At times in anger, and other times joking with my Father. Thankfully He is patient and forgiving, and He has a sense of humor. Do we always know why we have to walk such a spooky looking path? No. But can we be confident that God is good and He has our back? Yes.

The more we know Him, the more we know His word, the easier this walk gets. Are all the obstacles removed? No, but His word is a light unto our path. We can see them way ahead of time, so we can be built up and strong in the Lord. Whatever you do, keep walking forward. No turning to the left or the right, and for Heaven's sake, don't sit down! Never set up camp in a rough spot. Go through! Let His praises be on your lips. Let your heart be full of His joy. That's where our strength comes from.

Holy Spirit, I trust You to lead me on the right path. I will not be distracted. I will not give up or back away, but will move forward.

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What Qualifies Us?

What can we do in ourselves to become worthy? What work can we do to justify His love and favor? What is it that makes us deserving of our call, gifts and talents?

There is only one thing that can _ever_ give us worth, favor, love and make us sure of our callings-surrendering to Jesus. We have to throw up our hands and say, "Lord, It's not in me alone, I can't do it. All my righteousness is just dirty rags. All my attempts, in my own strength, are just wood, hay and stubble. I need you."

He alone makes us right with God. He alone gives us worth. Because He first loved us. Because He created us with a plan for our future, our calling is _sure._ It's His plan, His finished work, His redemption, that makes us successful in our calling. He doesn't make mistakes-ever. If He called you-He'll equip you and you _are_ the right person for the job.

It seems more and more, as we draw closer to the final curtain, that there are two mindsets. One is that as long as we look like a Christian and talk like a Christian, we can "play church" without any kind of real commitment to Christ. Without investing in our relationship with Him, fellow believers or those who need our help. The other mind set seems to be a lack of security in our calling. A belief that we aren't good enough, smart enough, strong enough, etc. to do what God asks or to fulfill our call. Time is too short for either of these ungodly thoughts.

We have to stop playing games. We need to do what God has called His church to do. Use those gifts and talents to further His kingdom. We need to admit our need for Him _and_ the authority He has given us. It's time to recognize that it isn't _anything_ we can do that qualifies us. It is Him. Period. It is His love, strength, forgiveness, and redemption. He made us worthy. Our worth is in Him.

II Corinthians 5:21 (NIV), "God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God."

God sees us as worthy because of the work of Jesus. God looks at us with love and pride. Then He looks at those who don't know Him with love and compassion. He longs for them-those lost sheep. Our jobs are to stop looking at ourselves, negatively or too highly, and look at _them._ See their need for a savior. If we are so caught up in our own inadequacies and failings, we won't ever step out and help those that are lost and dying. If we look on them with contempt, we won't reach out, we will leave them in the dark and never bring them into the light.

No, my flesh is not worthy. But my spirit is His and my soul is being redeemed. If God can use murderers, adulterers, harlots, stubborn-uneducated fisherman, tax-collectors, liars and even a donkey, He can (and will) use me. If I let Him. No more excuses! This isn't a "dress rehearsal", this is the real deal. Get your focus off yourself and fix your eyes on Jesus. He'll bypass your faults and our greatest so-called-strengths, and He'll use us to save a lost and dying world.

Pretty awesome isn't it?

God, I give all my shortcomings to You today. Give me Your strength and Your peace to do what You need me to do.

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#  Don't Leave Him In The Manger

I love the Nativity Story. Not only at Christmas time. Even some non-Christians get all teary eyed hearing the Christmas story. There is something about God in the form of a helpless baby, born in a barn and cradled in a feed trough that can touch even the hardest heart. Immanuel, God with us, wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger. The Word made flesh, born to a virgin, come to save the world.

A powerful story. But only the first chapter. There is so much more. We cannot leave Him in the manger.

Hollywood loves to mock Christians. One way they have done this is showing less-than-spiritual, half-crazy characters praying to and praising "baby Jesus." Myself, I find that rather offensive. Not humorous. I pray and praise not that small bundle of hope that brought God's love to earth so long ago, but to a risen Savior who defeated death, hell and the grave. I have fellowship with and am in relationship with The Creator of the Universe who sits on His throne of Power in Heaven.

Jesus in the Manger didn't destroy the works of the enemy. He didn't shed His blood in humiliation and submission. Jesus in the manger can't cleanse us of our sins. We have to see Him for who He really is. He is King of Kings and Lord of Lords. He is full of power and authority. Jesus in the manger touches our hearts. But Jesus on His throne _changes_ our hearts.

Having said all of that, enjoy the Christmas plays, "Away in the Manger" and all the things that makes Christmas special. But remember what He has done and who He is. Get to know Him now.

Luke 24:1-12 (NRSV), "24But on the first day of the week, at early dawn, they came to the tomb, taking the spices that they had prepared. 2They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, 3but when they went in, they did not find the body.*;) 4While they were perplexed about this, suddenly two men in dazzling clothes stood beside them. 5The women*;) were terrified and bowed their faces to the ground, but the men*;) said to them, 'Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here, but has risen.*;) 6Remember how he told you, while he was still in Galilee, 7that the Son of Man must be handed over to sinners, and be crucified, and on the third day rise again.' 8Then they remembered his words, 9and returning from the tomb, they told all this to the eleven and to all the rest. 10Now it was Mary Magdalene, Joanna, Mary the mother of James, and the other women with them who told this to the apostles. 11But these words seemed to them an idle tale, and they did not believe them. 12But Peter got up and ran to the tomb; stooping and looking in, he saw the linen cloths by themselves; then he went home, amazed at what had happened."*;)

Jesus, what an awesome thing You did for me! I thank You for the cross, but more importantly, I thank You that You took Your rightful place in Heaven and now rule and reign in my heart.

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Who's Your Daddy?

Ok, so the title is a little corny, but it fits.

All of us, with no exceptions, are born into a corrupted word. Since Adam and Eve's disobedience, we have lived in a "fallen state." No longer in relationship with God. There are only two families. God's (the Kingdom of Heaven), and Satan's (the kingdom of rebellion). Just like in the natural, when we are born, we cannot choose our family. It was decided for us ages ago by our ancestors, Adam and Eve.

But, (here comes the good part), God allows us to choose later in life. His desire is to be our Father and so He gives us the opportunity to be adopted into His family. Galatians 4:4-6, (NLT), "But when the right time came, God sent his Son, born of a woman, subject to the law. God sent him to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that he could adopt us as his very own children. And because we are his children, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, prompting us to call out, "Abba, Father." He always wanted us, intended for us to be His, but He can't break His own laws. He won't be a "child-napper." We have to come freely to Him. He already made the legal way through the shed blood of His Son.

When we choose Christ, we immediately are translated from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light. But, we may still have to get rid of some old thought patterns and some un-godly habits. When Satan was our father, we had his nature. John 8:44, (Weymouth New Testament), "The father whose sons you are is the Devil; and you desire to do what gives him pleasure." Now that God is our Father, we should be demonstrating His nature. We should be reflecting God's personality and character.

The hard part is that the devil still wants us. Not out of any love or loyalty, just to keep us away from God. He never had any love for us. He was ever an abusive parent, in every way, physically, mentally and verbally. If he seemingly did something we perceived as "good" at the time- it was only a trick, a trap and a snare. We always paid for it in the end and the price continued to get higher and higher, until finally God Himself had to pay it for us. We lived in bondage. Not son's but slaves.

In the Family of God, we have a wonderful, loving father. His thoughts toward us are good and not of evil (Jeremiah 29:11). In His Family, we are no more slaves, but Sons! We are "accepted in the beloved." Our hearts are created new, clean, our minds are renewed. We have to destroy any thoughts that are against the nature of God, that don't line up with His word. We have to "crucify" our flesh, all that junk that tried to come over with us into our new family.

We can't ask God to take us, then keep going back to our "old" family! There is no weekend visitations, no joint custody. We need to be fully His. Because if we aren't fully His, then we aren't His at all. You can only have one father. So...who's _your_ daddy?

Father, I am Yours and You are mine. I want to be just like You!

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Need An Attitude Adjustment?

We tend to think of an attitude as a bad thing. We commonly hear parents of teenagers saying things like "he has an attitude". But we can have a positive attitude or a negative attitude. We can have an attitude of gratitude or a complaining attitude. We can have an attitude that changes the world for the better or one that will change it for the worse.

Many things can affect our attitude... but only if _we_ let them. Because, truthfully, our attitude is our choice. We may not be able to control everything that happens around us, or even to us, but we can control how we react to those things. We might even start out with a good attitude, only to find that it has gone sour somewhere along the way. How can we rightly judge our attitude? It's always easy to see someone else's, not always so easy to determine our own.

Matthew 12:34b (Holman Christian Standard Bible) says, "For the mouth speaks from the overflow of the heart." A great place to start is to listen to what you are saying and before we can speak it out it goes through our heads first. So our thoughts are even more important, but usually it is easier to listen to our mouths as a starting point. Are you a "negative Nelly"? Are you quick to find fault in others, yourself, with your job, your finances...the weather? When discussions come up about changes, a new project or plans for the future, are you the one saying, "it will never work."

Our attitude also affects our service to God. Over the years, I have seen many people (including myself) who have committed to serve in some way, greeting, ushering, or maybe working in the nursery, wanting to help out and be a part of the family, only to hear them speak negatively about it down the road. It started with the comments (or thoughts) of "I'd like to stay home today, but I _have_ to usher again," Next comes the "I greeted three times this month, can't someone else ever do it", and before you know it they become dissatisfied with almost everything. Those comments are red flags for an attitude adjustment. When serving becomes your only reason for attending church, instead of a genuine love for God, His word, and fellowship, you're in trouble. If we don't get our attitude right, soon we will be dropping out of serving, feeling burnt out and resentful, feeling like we don't have a reason to go to church anymore. I've seen individuals and whole families fall victim to this bad attitude. Serving God, in any capacity is an honor, not a duty, obligation or a drudgery. The motivation has to be love.

It can be the same at your job. If you are working just for a paycheck, your attitude can quickly go south. You'll think the hours are too long, the pay isn't enough, your boss is selfish and the other workers are lazy. God hasn't put you in that job just to provide for you financially, but so that you can be a light and show the love of Christ. Be a blessing to your employer. Set an example, work hard,(Christians should be the best workers in any job). Otherwise you will start to join in the complaints, maybe even become disrespectful to your supervisors or boss. This attitude doesn't glorify God and eventually you will quit or get fired, or worse yet, just live a grouchy unthankful life.

Colossians 3:23 (NLT), "Work willingly at whatever you do, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people." Sounds pretty simple. We should help others, at church and in our personal lives. Make hats and mittens for the homeless and don't complain about the cost of yarn or shipping (that one is for me). Serve in the church , joyfully, gratefully, knowing that you are blessing others and pleasing God. Be that city on a hill at your job, light the way to Jesus.

God, adjust my attitude! I don't want to be a thorn in the flesh to someone who is trying to serve You. Help me to be humble and teachable today.

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Your Attitude Determines Your Altitude

After reading our last lesson about an attitude adjustment, you may have noticed some things that need changing. It occurred to me that I left you hanging... So, let's say we need some adjusting. How do we go about it? First, _repent_. Ask God, and anyone else who may have been a witness to your bad attitude, to forgive you. That is always the first step to change. Next, you have to _choose_ to change the way you think and speak. Before church, thank God for your Church Family, your Pastors, Leaders and those who serve. Be honored and thankful that you get to serve yourself, (if you aren't, ask if you can, volunteer.) Ask God to help you serve with His Joy. Choose to go to church because you love Him and look at your service as an extension of that love instead of a duty or obligation.

We also need to change the way we look at others. When a negative thought comes in, before you blurt it out, cast it down and replace it with something positive. It may be hard at first, but even if all you can think of is "they have nice shoes", then so be it. It's a start. Never despise small beginnings. At work, be thankful for a job! Choose to see your employer as a vessel that God chose to use to bless you financially. Remember, your boss didn't start that business to provide for you- he started it to provide for himself and his family. He has just accepted your request to work in exchange for an agreed upon amount of money. You can't get mad because he drives a jag and you a pinto. He has all the headaches that come with owning a business and the responsibility. He also made all the investments to get the business up and running. Respect and honor your bosses and supervisors at work. Refuse to participate in the grumbling and complaining. Pray for those in authority over you. Not a "change them" prayer but a "change me" prayer.

Ephesians 6:5-8 (NASV), "Slaves, be obedient to those who are your masters according to the flesh, with fear and trembling, in the sincerity of your heart, as to Christ; not by way of eye service, as men-pleasers, but as slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from the heart. With good will render service, as to the Lord, and not to men, knowing that whatever good thing each one does, this he will receive back from the Lord, whether slave or free."

When you adjust your attitude, _with God's help_ , you will see great changes. You will have more joy, have more patience, less worry and stress. You will love people more, hear God clearer and you will definitely be more fun to be around!

Lord, I repent of every wrong attitude, every un-Godly thought pattern. I choose to conform my thoughts to Your thoughts, my will to Your will.

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What Will Your Harvest Be?

Revelations 12; 10-12 (AMP), "Then I heard a strong voice in heaven, saying, Now it has come, the salvation and power and kingdom (the dominion, the reign) of our God and the power (the sovereignty, the authority) of His Christ, the Messiah; for the accuser of our brethren, he who keeps bringing before our God charges against them day and night, has been cast out! And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death-holding their lives cheap till they had to die [for their witnessing]. Therefore be glad (exult), O heavens and you that dwell in them! But woe to you, O earth and sea, for the devil has come down to you in fierce anger (fury), **because he knows that he has [only] a short time [left!]**."

As we begin the New Year (2014) I can't help but get excited about what is happening in the world. Things are getting bad, and from the pulpit we hear things like, "this is a time of harvest", "a time of release", and "what has been sown will be reaped." For some the harvest will be death and corruption. Or as Hosea says in 8:7a "For they have sown the wind, and they shall reap the whirlwind..." But it means that all of those who have gone before us and planted the word of God, planted love and mercy, and those of us still planting and watering, will be bringing in a harvest of souls! The harvest is ripe! Pray for workers, but be one yourself!

The devil is full of fierce anger! Why? Because he knows that his time is short! How do we come against his fury? By the blood of the lamb. It has already been shed. The work on the cross is finished. That blood brought us back into right relationship with the Father. We have our authority back. We can declare God's word and His will and it will come about. We also overcome by the word of our testimony. Tell yourself how good God is, remind yourself of the things He has done for you. Then tell anyone who will listen. In fact tell those who seemingly aren't listening. Time as we know it is speeding up. Just like Christmas comes up so fast every year, the end is fast approaching and will be upon us quicker than we think. Do we want to leave all those deceived souls in the enemies camp? Or do we want to go in and bring them out? Bring them to the Father's love. To the sacrificial love of Jesus.

A football team can't continue to win if they only defend their goal. They have to go out on the offensive and take the ball, then run and fight their way through enemy territory to get the score. It's the same way with the family of God. We may be assured of our place in heaven, but God forbid we are content with that and allow so many countless others to suffer an eternity separated from the Father's presence. So they may be reaping what they sowed, but didn't we all sow some of those same seeds at one time? Thank God, in His mercy and compassion that He didn't make me bear the fruit of my sin! I am no more deserving of heaven than any of those others who perish in their unrepentant state.

It's time to stop worrying about what others may think. Be bold, (not rude), and share your faith. Help others, be generous, slow to judge, quick to love and cast off all self-righteousness! We aren't better than them! We just have a better Father.  
So this is a year of harvest.

Galatians 6:7 (NASB), "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, this he will also reap."

What will your harvest be?

Father, help me to truly be an ambassador of Heaven, to represent You well. I will sow good seed today.

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Just Imagine

Job 1:6 (NIV), "One day the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came with them. The Lord said to Satan, "where have you come from?" Satan answered the Lord, "from roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it."Then the Lord said to Satan, "Have you considered my servant Job?"

I Peter 1:18-19 (NAS), "Knowing that you were not redeemed with perishable things like silver or gold from your futile way of life inherited from your forefathers. But with precious blood, as of a lamb unblemished and spotless, the blood of Christ."

Imagine with me for a minute, that after the fall, the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan shows up...

"Where have you come from, Satan?" the Lord asks.

"I have come from going to and fro in _my_ kingdom. The one your silly man gave to me. I have been looking over all I possess," he brags.

"Yes, I do miss those quiet times walking with Adam and Eve in the cool of the evening," replies God with a note of sadness. "What would you take in return for my children whom I love?"

"You will never get them back! There is nothing you have that I want," sneered Satan. "There is nothing you can do. They are _legally_ mine. They _chose_ me over you," he gloated.

"So be it. Leave my presence," answered God solemnly.

Years later as God's chosen people suffer under oppression and continued slavery, Satan again presents himself to the Lord.

"Where have you come from?" the Lord asks.

"I have come from my kingdom, from tormenting those rebellious, stiff-necked children of yours. You know it could all stop. All you have to do is say the word..." taunted Satan.

"What word would that be?" the Lord asks with a knowing smile.  
"Surrender. Give me your throne so I can command heaven and earth, and they are yours," weaseled the devil.

"You know better than that. My throne is forever mine. It can't be given nor taken away," replied God.

"So bet it. Off I go to torture your loved ones," laughed Satan.

Much later when God's children began calling out for a redeemer, looking with hope for the promised one, Satan again pays an unwelcome visit.

"Where have you come from?" the Lord asks.

"I have come from the earth, where I rule and reign over all principalities, powers, dominions and rulers of dark places. I am the Prince of the air, the Lord of the Flies, the Father of Lies and of many children," he answered with his bloated pride.  
"There are still a remnant that choose me, that forsake your lies and follow after the truth," stated the Lord.

"What would you give me in exchange for them all-not just your little 'remnant' but all of them. The ones who curse your, who sacrifice their children to my idols, the ones who live in perversion and lust?" he asked.

"There is no _thing_ in heaven or earth worth giving up for _those_ ones," the Lord calmly replied.

"You finally admit it! They are worthless, unloved, unwanted garbage!" exclaimed Satan in triumphant glee.

"No...you misunderstand," God said quietly. "They are worth more than all the streets of gold in heaven, worth more than the sun, the moon and the stars. They are more precious to me than silver and Gold."

"Then what else is there?" answered Satan in some confusion. "There is myself. I will give myself"

Now fast forward to Satan's victory party. He is expecting Jesus any moment into his hellish domain. He thinks he has killed the creator of the universe, his own creator. Then in the midst of the party Jesus descends into hell and before the enemy of our souls can lay a finger on him something happens. You see hell can't hold Holiness. It wasn't built for sinless, pure, incorruptible LOVE. We don't know exactly what happened that day in the depths of hell, but we do know that Jesus didn't come out alone, and he took the keys of death and hell with him. Ponder on this for a moment and let it put things in perspective...Satan doesn't even have the keys to his own home.

What do you consider the most precious substance in the universe? Silver or Gold? Precious jewels? Star dust? The energy of the sun? For millions of us, we consider the Blood of Jesus as the most precious substance. Because it made a way for us to come back to the Father. God's very own precious blood shed for us while we were still sinners, before we were ever born. Pretty cool right? Now think about this...God thinks we are more precious than that! He gave His blood for what? That's right, for us! Don't ever doubt that God loves you, or that person who seems so far gone.

God, even though it seems impossible, I know You do love me! Thank You for Your love!

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Purify Yourselves

Let me start by saying we cannot save ourselves. That was pretty evident when we tried it on our own. Some of us tried to just run away from our lives and escape into drugs, alcohol, sex, our jobs, hobbies, etc. It never works because at the end of the day, we still are who we are. It was only the sinless, pure love of God that could save us. He loves us so much that He paid the price to cleanse us of our sin. He has given us a new nature, a new heart and a new vision.

I John 1:1-3 (NKJV), "Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God! Therefore the world does not know us, because it did not know Him. Beloved, now we are children of God; and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure."

God is Holy. There is and never has been, nor will ever be any un-pure thing in Him. He tells us to be Holy as He is Holy. (Lev. 11:45 and I Peter 1:16). Unfortunately, there is still some things in us that aren't exactly pure. In several places in His word, God tells us to purify, cleanse ourselves. (I Corinthians 7:1, James 4:8, Ephesians 5;25-26 just a few). Yes, He cleansed us of all unrighteousness when we accepted Him as Savior, but we still continue to live in a corrupted world. We have been saved, but we are still being saved. It's a process. We tend to go back to our old nature, to resurrect the "old man." To put it plainly-we sin. So we have to be diligent to "purify" ourselves.

The Holy Spirit is faithful! He will not only convince us of our righteousness, our right standing with the Father, thru the shed blood of Jesus, He also convicts us, shows us, points out our sin. Allow Him to pinpoint the areas in our lives that are less than pure. Then ask God to forgive you. Ask for His strength and help to do it, then get out the scrub bucket. _We_ have to take responsibility. You do not teach your children to be responsible by doing all their chores and homework for them. In the same way, God, who is the best parent ever, expects _us_ to _do_ something.

How do I purify myself? That ultimately depends on what your mess was made of. Let's look at a few types of sin. First of all there are the obvious things like adultery, lying, drunkenness, homosexuality, drug addictions, fornication, hatred, strife and all those so called "big ones." Our society likes to call a lot of those things "diseases" or "sickness". But God is clear, those are all choices. Don't be deceived what you sow you also reap. When we sow to the flesh, we reap corruption. Let's call it like it is, these are sin. So the first step, after having asked God to forgive you, and to help you, is to STOP! I know it sounds too simple, and too easy, and I know from firsthand experience that it isn't either one of these things. But your only choice is to either admit it is sin and stop the sinning, or continue on the path to hell. You can't walk towards God and walk toward hell at the same time. They are two completely opposite directions. As soon as you turn from one, you are headed for the other. That's what repentance means, turning away from our sin.

Now, moving on, as most of us have more subtle sin in our lives, though not any less sinful to God. If we lack faith, that is sin. Sounds drastic I know. But the Word is clear, without faith it is impossible to please God. So worry, anxiety, and fear are all sins. Now there is a Godly fear of the Lord, and there is a healthy fear, such as the fear of getting burned keeps us from laying our hands on a not surface. That is not what I am talking about here. Fear of failure, fear of sickness, fear of rejection, phobias, irrational fears, those are all sin. I had to face all of the above! So I know it is hard to overcome. We do it by repenting first, always. Then again asking God to help us. Then what does God say about fear? Use His word. "Perfect love casts out fear" or "I have not given you the spirit of fear." There is another clue. Fear is a spirit. Cast it out, rebuke it harshly. Then take hold of the love and peace of God. Most of this stuff begins in an ungodly thought pattern. Line up your thoughts with the Word. Use the truth.

For any sin, ask the Holy Spirit to show you what triggers your sin, what feeds the lust? You may have to put down that book. Turn off that movie. Shut off the computer. Stop hanging around with certain friends. Shut your mouth. Whatever the case may be, He _will_ show you areas where you have to _work_. Don't get me wrong, God can and will in His sovereignty, deliver people from all kinds of stuff, but He then expects you to work at staying delivered. Again, remember the kid and the chores. It's for our own good. We tend to value things more if we put some effort into it. When you are going through the process and after you have come out of the other end, Glorify Him! You may have been a co-laborer with Christ, but God gave you the strength and the knowledge to get it done. He showed you where to build and where to tear down. He deserves the praise!

When dealing with sin in our lives it is important to remember that God is not an angry dictator waiting to catch us doing something on His "don't do list" or failing to do something on His "To do list." He is a loving Father who wants our lives to flow with His goodness, His blessings, His anointing and the only way that is going to happen is by trusting Him. We have to believe what He says. He watches over His word to perform it. To make sure it comes to pass just the way He said it would. He says we are healed. He says we have been delivered, that our lives should be abundantly blessed. He says we are accepted, loved, treasured, and His children. Do what you know to do, do what God says to do. Then leave the rest up to Him. You may not see fast results, but you will see results.

It's time to get ourselves lined up so that we can do the work of winning souls. If we are all messed up, who would want a life like ours. So we can't spend years "purifying" ourselves. We keep an open communication with God. We stay sensitive to His voice. When He says, "stop doing that" or "do this" we need to not waste any time. The time is short. The only thing delaying Jesus' return is that He is giving us more opportunity to reach the lost. He wants a huge family. So let's get our messes taken care of quickly, and when we stumble or fall, get up and get going again. Don't dwell on it. God says the righteous may fall seven times, but they get back up!

Trust God and do your part. Then move forward. Shine that light, be the salt. Point people to God. Let them see you come through your problems. Tell them how God helped you.

It may be scary to face our sin. To put your trust fully in Him. But that is the leap of faith we are always hearing about. You might not see the path clearly ahead of you. The end of the path may be completely out of your sight. But God sees it! He knows where you are going and the best way for you to get there. Just take that first knee knocking step. He's there with you. In fact He said He would never leave us not forsake us, and "lo I am with you always, even unto the end." Now that should instill some hope.

God wants you free. Free from sin and the bondages they create. Free to receive. Free to do His work.

Won't you break those chains?

Jesus, You have made me free, so I am free indeed!

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Who Is Sitting On the Throne?

We've probably all heard the analogy of the God spaced hole in our heart that only He can fill. I even read a good little book/tract by Joan Pearce called "The Empty Spot." But I think we should go a step further. Yes there is a place on our hearts that only God can fill, but it isn't a hole or an empty place...it is a throne!

We have all been created with a throne in our hearts, a king-sized throne, royal and majestic. This throne was designed for the King of kings and the Lord of lords. Unfortunately most of us try to sit there themselves. We try to direct our own lives, to be in control, but we aren't able to bear the weight of the responsibility. It's simply too much for us. We aren't equipped to rule our hearts alone. This throne is for a Holy, Righteous Judge. It's to be used with divine Wisdom and Discernment. The one who sits on this throne needs to be able to clearly see the future and rightly discern the past.

But sit we do. We mess up our lives. Sometimes we step down and ask Jesus to rule in our hearts, (we have to step down, He will never take the throne by force), and sometimes we weasel in and try to take over again. But the throne is only built for one. It is not a "two-seater." That is like those "driving lessons" from Dad when we could barely see over the steering wheel, even sitting on his lap. If dad allows his little one to truly steer they weave and bob all over the road, straying from the straight and narrow path. Sometimes dad will hold on with a few fingers to maintain control, but the little one pretends he is doing it all himself. We think that picture is cute. But in the spirit it is anything but cute. When we pretend we are driving and accomplishing things in our own strength, when God is the one working things out for us, we are bound by pride. And pride comes before a fall. We cannot take the Glory meant for God.

Another natural analogy is when we see baby sitting in Daddy's chair. We think that is so cute as well, and it is, baby is trying to be like Daddy. But we would never expect that baby to take over Daddy's job, pay the bills, run the household, would we. The throne is so much more than a place to sit. Stepping down from the throne shows maturity, trying to do it ourselves shows immaturity. When things aren't going the way _we_ had planned, or they aren't happening when _we_ want them to, we tend to throw a toddler tantrum and demand the throne back ("if you aren't going to do something, God, then I will"). But it is time to grow up. Examine your heart. Do you put Jesus there when you need a healing, and then jump back on when it comes to your finances? Do you pick and choose when you allow Him to rule? The apostle Paul says, "When I was a child, I was speaking as a child, I was led as a child, I was thinking as a child, but when I became a man, I ceased these childish things." (I Cor. 13:11). Do a check up, if He's not on the throne-repent. He's quick to forgive. He won't hold it against you.

Let's get practical. Giving God the throne of your heart DOES NOT mean never doing anything on our own. We do not need to ask God what color shoes to wear, what to eat for dinner, or how to style our hair. Use the wisdom God gave you for those things. Don't let Satan deceive you as he did Adam and Eve into thinking God wants to control every little part of your life. He wants to be part of your everyday life, but not control it. He is not an evil dictator. He is a wise, loving Father who happens to truly know what is best for you. You give Him control by listening to His voice. Let yourself be led by His Spirit. When He tells you to do something, do it. If He asks you to stop doing something, stop. In example: He tells us to give Him, His 10%, that it is to be given to the storehouse, the place where you are fed (your local church). So do we need to ask Him if we should be tithing? No, He already told us to do it.

Big life changing decisions should be brought before the Lord in prayer. Be patient to hear His answer. He always answers, sometimes yes, sometimes no and sometimes wait. He'll direct you in a personal way if we need Him to. Some good examples of these things are the choice of a spouse, a church, a job change or how to use our finances. We should be asking Him about our offerings. How much does He want us to give and to where? Why wouldn't we want to hear from the One who planned it all out perfectly? Anything short of His perfect will is a hard row to hoe. We have enough trouble living in this fallen world as it is. Why compound them?

_Lord, Forgive me for trying to do it all myself. Please come into my heart and rule and reign there. Lead me and guide me on Your path of righteousness. I want your perfect will to be done in my life. Holy Spirit show me any areas that I have not surrendered. Help me to give them over to the King._

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What's Stopping You?

Psalm 139:16-18 (Common English Bible), "Your eyes saw my embryo, and on your scroll every day was written that was being formed for me, before any one of them had yet happened. God, your plans are incomprehensible to me! Their total number is countless! If I tried to count them—they outnumber grains of sand! If I came to the very end—I'd still be with you."

Psalm 139:17-18 (NKJV), "How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; When I awake, I am still with You."

God says the plans and the purposes that he has for you are more than the sand of the earth. There is no way we could ever count every grain of sand. We tend to think, "God has _a_ plan for me." Plan-singular. Then we make a wrong choice somewhere along the way and think, "I missed God's plan!" But don't despair, that is another of the enemy's lies. God doesn't have _a_ plan for you, he has plans-plural, and they are limitless! If you have ever stayed at or near a beach you know what sand is like. We went to the Hateras Islands, in North Carolina one summer and I'm telling you-that sand was invasive. Just when you thought you had gotten rid of it all, it was between your teeth, sheets, in your shoes, and even clogging up the sinks. That sand was everywhere and it just kept coming. Sometimes in handfuls, and sometimes just one more grain. Stop and think about that for a minute. Those are like God's plans for us.

"If God has so many plans for us, why aren't I seeing them come to pass," you ask.

There are many things that can hinder, or even stop His plans and purposes in our lives. He's planned it all out, equipped you with gifts, talents, and His word to fulfill them, so we are clearly the issue. First of all you have to accept Him as your Lord. We call it "getting saved" or "being born again." We have admitted our sin, have conceded our need for someone else to come in and clean us up, and then surrendered our lives to His perfect will, and those wonderful plans. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11). In salvation we become His children, dearly loved. God says if we are His children, we will do what He says. Which leads us into the second reason that those plans may be hindered. We have to be living in His will, or at least attempting to do that. Salvation is not just a prayer, one that you say once, or even over and over, without a life change. We can't be "like dogs who return to their own vomit." (Proverbs 26:11) Salvation is a constant choice to surrender to Him, to not give into temptation, and to build a relationship with Him.

Proverbs 26:11 leads us to another reason- sin. We all mess up, but as followers of Christ, we should be quick to ask God to forgive us, and then move on. "For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again : but the wicked shall fall into mischief," Proverbs 24:16 (KJV). If a married couple or a family has strife in their home, their prayers can be hindered. It goes to say the same thing can happen in our churches. We need to try and live peaceable among each other so we don't hinder God's plan for our family or the Body of Christ. Matthew 18:19-20, "Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them." We need unity.

Fear keeps us from seeing God's plans come to pass. I dealt with fear for more years than I would like to remember until I was delivered. Fear paralyzes you. It keep you in confusion and constantly worrying. It drowns out the voice of God. God says that "perfect love casts out fear." I used to struggle with that, because I bought into the lie that my love wasn't perfect enough. Then I got the revelation that He was never talking about my _love, but His. When we realize how much He loves us, we can have confidence in Him and what He says, that gets rid of fear! We hear Him loud and clear when we begin by hearing Him say how much He loves us!_

_There_ are so many things that seemingly creep in that can hinder God's perfect will in our lives.

So we need to be able to hear His voice clearly, _then do what He says_. Our world is noisy! TV's, radios, ipods, ipads, computers, and the list goes on! Sometimes it is hard to hear that "still small voice." (1 Kings 19:11-13). The last week of January our church is "fasting" noise so that we can purposely listen for that voice. Corporately, we always fast and pray together in January for the new year. This year God has laid in on the heart of our Senior Pastor, William Hohman, to lessen the distractions. For some of us that might not be too hard, I love my quiet and the TV, or the radio are hardly ever on. But for some, who have either or both running 24/7 as "background noise" this will be hard. Unfortunately we can't control our work or our school environment, but we can control our home, or our own rooms. I encourage you to fast with us the last week of January. Shut off and shut out as much noise as you can. Then talk to God. Now here is the clincher, then shut up and listen!

God in His wisdom and perfect love, seeing the end from the beginning, seeing you righteous and accepted, has many plans for you! Not plans to harm, but to bless!

So what is stopping you?

Father, show me Your plans for my life and help me to fulfill every one.

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Being the Family Of God

God is our Father and we are His children. The world should be able to discern that we belong to God. Not by our "I love Jesus" t-shirt and bumper sticker, but by our actions and our words. They are watching us. God's word says in John 13:35 (AMP), "By this shall all [men] know that you are My disciples, if you love one another [if you keep on showing love among yourselves]." We start by loving one another. We are in the last days, time is speeding up. God promised to make the end quick, to shorten the time of suffering.

In Romans 13:12-14 (NIV), Paul writes to the Church in Rome. (Notice this is written to believers.) "The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light. Let us behave decently, as in the daytime, not in carousing and drunkenness, not in sexual immorality and debauchery, not in dissension and jealousy. Rather, clothe yourselves with the Lord Jesus Christ, and do not think about how to gratify the desires of the flesh."

I know most of us aren't carousing, we don't make a habit of getting drunk and we aren't cheating on our spouses. (And if you are STOP!). So we can move on to the next couple of things, dissension and jealousy.

Dissension means -disagreement that leads to discord. Some synonyms for dissension are, disagreement, difference of opinion, dispute, conflict, friction, strife, discord, antagonism, and infighting.

Far too many churches have been torn apart by these very things. We may not be experiening these things at this moment, but I guarantee you we have in the past, and Satan doesn't have any new strategies. He uses whatever has worked before. We have to be diligent. Preventative medicine is the best medicine. He uses the "conquer and divide" tactic quite frequently in homes and churches, even nations. Jesus told us, "A house divided cannot stand."

Jealousy means – the act of feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. Some synonyms for jealous are, envious, covetous, and desirous.

Jealousy can be a cause for dissension. It rears its ugly head on the praise and worship team, on the usher and nursery teams. One wants to lead and is asked to serve. One wants recognition for serving, but is asked to serve behind the scenes. We look at those who seemingly "have it all" and want what they have without walking the path they had to walk to get it. Worst of all, we see God blessing others and think they don't deserve it, or that we are somehow more deserving.

Instead we should be happy for blessings, no matter how, when, or to whom they come. All good gifts come from the Father, to His glory. He makes it rain on the just and the unjust. He chooses. Thank God, because we would so mess it all up. If we are supposed to pray for God to even bless those who persecute us, how much more should we be praying for one another?

Romans 13 goes on to say in verse 19, "So then let us make every effort to do what leads to peace and to mutual edification." Mutual- when they are edified, we are edified. Why? Because we are all part of the same body.

Instead of judging one another, we need to be helping and encouraging one another. Galatians 6:2-5 (KJV), "Bear ye one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. For if a man think himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself. But let every man prove his own work, and then shall he have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another. For every man shall bear his own burden." Paul is not contradicting himself here. We are to bear one another's burdens and we are all responsible to bear our own burden.

Let's look at it this way. In the natural, if we saw a little child trying to carry a load that was just too big and too heavy for them to handle, any one of us would take the load, take their hand, and take them where they needed to go. But if we continue to carry their _whole_ loads as they grow, now they're 5, then 10, then20...what's going to happen? They will never get strong, never mature. Spiritually speaking, Jesus is the One who came along first and took our _whole load_ , the entire burden, took our hand, and took us to the throne of grace. Then, in His wisdom, He allows us to go through some tough stuff. It is to strengthen our faith, to learn to trust Him.

But, thankfully, He doesn't leave us there. He knows that sometimes the load is just too heavy to carry alone. Instead of trying to play God and taking someone's whole load, we are to come along side and help, to ease some of the burden. We do that by building them up, encouraging them and sometimes taking one small package of the big load. We help; we don't do it for them. Just as we can't obtain salvation for them, we can't carry their load. In the same way we pray for the lost to receive salvation, show them Jesus by our words and actions, and even sometimes get to lead them to Christ, we also help our brothers and sisters by doing the same things. Pray for them, show them how to be strong by our own words and deeds, and always turn them to Jesus, their true strength and help.

Romans 15:1-2 (AMP), "We who are strong [in our convictions and robust faith] ought to bear with the failings and the frailties and the tender scruples of the weak-we ought to help carry the doubts and the qualms of others-and not to please ourselves. Let each one of us make it a practice to please (make happy) his neighbor for his good and for his true welfare, to edify him-that is, to strengthen him and build him up spiritually."

We lay hold of God's word. Have a blessed hope in His ability to fulfill His promises and then show others how to do it. Hebrews 10:23 (AMP), "So let us seize and hold fast and retain without wavering the hope we cherish and confess, and our acknowledgment of it, for He who promised is reliable (sure) and faithful to His word."

Verses 24 goes on to say, "And let us consider and give attentive, continuous care to watching over one another, studying how we may stir up (stimulate and incite) to love and helpful deeds and noble activities." We have to be in relationship with our brothers and sisters. Keeping our eyes open to what they may be going through. Each of us also has to be humble enough to ask for help. Not expecting someone else to handle our every problem, but to come along side to pray for and shore up the week places. If there is a need we can meet, give a hand. If you are on the receiving end, don't make it a habit of running to people. Run to God first and give Him some time to work things out, in you and in your situation. Our timing isn't His.

When we have unity in the body, when we are joined together in bonds of love and of peace, God gets the glory. Romans 15:6-7 (NAS), "That with one accord you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Wherefore, accept one another, just as Christ also accepted us to the Glory of God."

Verse 14 (AMP), "Personally I am satisfied about you, my brethren, that you yourselves are rich in goodness, amply filled with all [spiritual] knowledge and competent to admonish and counsel and instruct one another also."

Our unity bears fruit. We will see the fruit of our labor, not just in the future or in heaven one day, but right now. Our churches will be full, not of people coming out of religious tradition, but because they love God. Colossians 1:10-12 (NIV), "So that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light."

We are coming into a time when we will need the strength and power of God. We will need endurance and patience. He has already qualified us through His shed blood; it's time for our inheritance.

A final scripture, Colossians 3:12-17 (NIV), "Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."

Lord, because You chose me, I am confident that You are watching over me, taking care of me, and making a way where there is no way.

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To The Pure In Heart

Matthew 5:8 (NIV), "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

What does it mean to be "pure in heart"? Titus 1:15 (KJV), "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience are defiled." What is in your mind, what is on your conscience? Do your thoughts run to things that lead to temptation, or to see the bad in others? That is an unclean heart, and (dare I say it!), unbelieving heart. If we truly believed that God is who He says He is and that we are who He says we are, as His children, we wouldn't harbor those thoughts. If our own conscience is clear, we don't tend to search for sin in other's lives. We weren't put here to be the "sin police". We were put here to love others and to show them the Father, just like Jesus did. Now that doesn't mean that we "wink" at sin, or deny it. But our purpose is to help deliver them from their sin, to show them the way to Jesus so that they can be cleansed from their sin.

There are so many benefits to maintaining a pure heart. Job 17:9 (AMP), "Yes shall the righteous-those upright and in right standing with God- hold to His way, and he who has clean hands shall grow stronger and stronger."

In Job 24:3 God's word continues with, "Who shall go up into the mountains of the Lord? Or who shall stand in His holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart, who has not lifted himself up in falsehood, or to what is false, not sworn deceitfully. He shall receive a blessing from the Lord, and righteousness from the God of his salvation." Do you want to hold to God's way? To receive a blessing from the Lord? To be able to stand in God's holy place? Then keep your heart pure.

Jesus said that it is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a man, but what comes out. The Pharisees were complaining that Jesus' disciples hadn't washed their hands before eating. In today's society where everything is antibiotic from soap, lotions, detergents, and baby wipes, where we are so concerned about germs that we are killing off good bacteria and the bad stuff is becoming immune to the antibodies, shouldn't we be concerned about what is already inside of us and trying to spew forth? "For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks." (Matthew 12:34).

We can sometimes be more concerned about what we shouldn't eat, watch, listen to, etc., and I am not saying that isn't important. But more important is that our hearts are right. Search your heart and see if there is something in there that needs to be removed. Surrender your heart to God. Allow His Spirit to look in those places that even you have been afraid to look at! He's a gentleman. He will not only reveal it to you in a gentle way, He'll help you fill that place up with the goodness of God. Meditate (not by emptying your mind, but by filling it with the word of God) on all His goodness. Remember what He has already brought you out of, how much you have already changed. If you find yourself thinking or speaking negative about anything, be it people, places, or circumstances, STOP. Cast those things down, ask God to forgive you, and anyone who heard you.

We all mess up. All our righteousness is as filthy rags. So take His! His righteousness is given to us at salvation. Then as we keep our hearts pure, we get stronger and stronger. Not is physical muscles, but in spiritual muscle-faith, hope, love, joy, courage, patience, meekness, longsuffering, self control, all those fruit of the Spirit, things we need in this day and age.

Psalm 73:1 (NIV), "Surely God is good to Israel, Even to such as are pure in heart."

Psalm 51:10, (NLT), "Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me." (David wrote this after sinning with Bathsheba, it's never too late!)

I Timothy 1:5 (ASV), "But the end of the charge is love out of a pure heart and a good conscience and faith unfeigned:"

Now get to work! Search out for yourselves some scriptures on pure and clean hearts.

Holy Spirit, search my heart. If there is any unclean thing in me, reveal it to me.

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The Foundation of Hope

We all hope in something. Some of us place it in fate, in our abilities, our jobs, our education, in the government, or maybe our family and friends around us. Maybe all of the above. A lack of hope or hope that doesn't come to an expected end can get us down and depressed. God says in Proverbs 13:12 "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life." We have all expected something, hoped for it and then when the outcome was delayed or didn't come to pass, were heartbroken over it. Maybe you prayed for your marriage, only to see it come to a divorce, or prayed for your child, only to see them walk down the wrong path. There are so many let downs in this life, not getting that promotion or that raise, no tax return, no weight loss, no publishers sweepstakes, etc. That is why it is so important that we place our hope in God. All the other places aren't able to give us what we hope for. They will come through part of the time, or part of the way, at best. But they will never give us our hearts desire. (Psalm 37:4).

"But I have placed my hope in God, and I still got passed over for that promotion, my child is still in jail, and the government kept my money and I didn't get a return." Sound familiar? I've heard it, thought it, and (surprise) even said it. In Hebrews 11, verse one says, "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." We tend to hope, but leave out faith. We hope for it, that is the foundation of our faith. Faith only comes when we first have hope. We hope for better, then we ask God for it, next we stand in faith, in His promises, and believe He will do it. It may not be in our timeframe, or exactly how we envisioned it, but it _will_ come. I waited twenty three years for the miracle in my marriage. I had "hope deferred" and a sick heart. But God came through. I honestly think it would have happened so much faster had we both cooperated more and whined less.

Maybe you are facing the hardest battle in your life up until now, cancer, betrayal, death of a loved one, financial ruin... Let's take a look at Job. We all know his story. Satan accused God of too much protection and favor, when God pointed out His righteous servant Job. (Yep, God called attention to him.) Satan in his love for suffering asked God to take His hand of protection off of Job and promised God that Job would curse Him. Job lost everything, and I mean everything. All he had left was a wife, who told him to "curse God and die" after Satan was given permission to inflict his body, but not take his life. In Chapter 17 he seemingly loses hope, "where then is my hope—who can see any hope for me?" But later in Chapter 19, versed 25-26 Job responds in hope, "I know that my redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand on the earth. And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God; I myself will see him with my own eyes—I, and not another. How my heart yearns within me!" Finally in Chapter 33 Job not only gets more than he started with concerning his possessions, God grants him seven more children. "The Lord blessed the latter part of Job's life more than the former part." He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys. And he also had seven sons and three daughters. The first daughter he named Jemimah, the second Keziah and the third Keren-Happuch. Nowhere in all the land were there found women as beautiful as Job's daughters, and their father granted them an inheritance along with their brothers.After this, Job lived a hundred and forty years; he saw his children and their children to the fourth generation. And so Job died, an old man and full of years." (verses 16-17).

Hope in the wrong source is worthless. Hope in God without faith is useless. Get to know Him, and you will trust Him more. Hope makes us stronger and stronger. Hope is the only foundation for faith.

Romans 8:24 (NIV) says, "For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has?" We hope for things we do not already possess. Then true faith is the evidence that we are hoping for it. If there is no faith, then there isn't a true hope. No true trust in the one who is able to perform for us. (Hebrews 10:23).

Romans 5:1-5 (NIV), "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."

Lord, I put all my hopes in You. You won't disappoint me. I am sure of it.

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Shalom!

Peace.

Isaiah 26:3 (NIV), "You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you."

The worlds definition of peace is the absence of war, dissention, stressful situations or strife. But that isn't God's definition. His peace is a quiet confidence in your heart that God is for you. It's a heart that trusts in Him. His ability and His willingness to always be there for you. He doesn't always take you out of the storm, but He can calm the storm in your heart, if you let Him.

God's peace gives you a sound, whole and complete mind and an un-divided heart. It gives you the courage to fight and the strength to stand. It moves us forward.

John 14:27 (NIV), "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. It is not as the world gives that I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, and do not let it be afraid."

Psalm 91 (NIV), "He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. If you make the Most High your dwelling-- even the LORD, who is my refuge-- then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent. For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent. "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."

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Sink or Swim?

My daughter has a friend and that woman has three beautiful children. When her oldest boy was still a toddler they came to stay with my daughter. At naptime little Liam did not want to take a nap. His patient father was trying to get the little guy down while the girls visited. Here is the conversation that was related back to me after this incident.

Dad: "Would you like to take a nap on the couch or on the bed?"

Liam: "Outside."

Dad: "We will go outside later; right now that is not an option. Would you like to take a nap in the bed or on the couch?"

Liam: "I choose...neither." (Yep, he used those exact words.)

Now to the consternation of his Daddy, everyone else in the house thought this was hilarious. I thought it was very cute, especially such a little guy who uses such grown up terms. He is rather a smart boy.

What does that have to do with sinking or swimming?

At our Praise and Prayer service last night, God showed me a picture of a great ocean with people everywhere. There was a storm and the waves were rolling. Some of those people were treading water, barely keeping their chins up, and sometimes bobbing under for a few scary moments. Others had simply given up the fight and were allowing themselves to sink to the peaceful bottom, far away from the storm. Those didn't make it.

I asked God what it meant and He showed me that the storm tossed waters represented this world we live in, one storm after another. The people represented both the lost and the saved. Those that were swimming were still trying to keep themselves alive. Those that were sinking had given up the fight and surrendered to this world. I thought of the obvious question, would I sink or swim. Immediately I thought, "swim." But God said, "I have not called you to sink or to swim! I have called you to be a life preserver." Like Liam, God wanted me to say "neither." Ok, so Liam may have been a cute rebellious toddler, but our choice to neither sink nor swim doesn't come from rebellion, but out of trust.

Of course God in His mercy showed it to me this way. Those who are treading water, waiting for someone to rescue them didn't realize they had already been saved. There ought not to have been any Christians in that predicament as we should be quite aware of the fact that we have been saved already! The sinkers represented those saved and unsaved who just plain grew weary of the fight. Those who were saved had allowed the cares of this world to overtake them. (Our Senior Pastor, after I gave this word to the congregation, added to this by saying that those treading water also represented those who were trying to do it all in their own strength. Instead of the Grace of God, they were trying to do make it on their own merit and labor.)

Jesus walked on the water, during a storm. Peter had the faith to step out of the boat and as long as he kept his eyes on Jesus, he too walked on the water. That is what God has called us to do. Not bob around like a floating device, waiting for someone to grab a hold of us, but to live above the storm tossed waves, to walk on the water and pull them up and out of the storms. How do we do that? First of all we can't choose sinking or swimming. We have to renew ourselves in the word, press into the loving arms of the Father, and allow Him to change us and use us. We don't have to be perfect for him to use us; we just have to be willing. However, we can't save those drowning if we are clinging to them in the water.

Those that are drowning have no regard for life, but their own. In great panic they tend to try to get themselves up out of the waves by crawling up and over their would-be-saviors. Ask anyone who has gone through lifeguard training. Sometimes they have to literally knock someone out to get them both to safety. So it is a must that we realize that we are not drowning. Jesus has already pulled us to the surface, set us on our feet, and taught us how to say "peace" to the storms. Once we have accepted that, put our trust in Him, we stop trying to do it in our strength, by our work. It's a different kind of surrender. Not the "I'll just sink down where it is cold and calm, and let the fighting be over," but it is a "I can't do it on my own, I need Him."

Then we can show others the way. Those who don't know Him, need to be introduced. Those who do, but are still living under their own works, need to be shown how to be led by the Holy Spirit, how to enter into the rest of God, how to give up in a good way.

Romans 8:12-17 (The Message Bible), "So don't you see that we don't owe this old do-it-yourself life one red cent. There's nothing in it for us, nothing at all. The best thing to do is give it a decent burial and get on with your new life. God's Spirit beckons. There are things to do and places to go! This resurrection life you received from God is not a timid, grave-tending life. It's adventurously expectant, greeting God with a childlike "What's next, Papa?" God's Spirit touches our spirits and confirms who we really are. We know who he is, and we know who we are: Father and children. And we know we are going to get what's coming to us—an unbelievable inheritance! We go through exactly what Christ goes through. If we go through the hard times with him, then we're certainly going to go through the good times with him!"

So what will it be? Sink or swim?

I hope you, like little Liam, chose neither.

Thank You, Jesus, for doing it all! You left nothing unfinished. We wouldn't have been able to do it even if You had. So I accept everything You have for me. I choose to walk in the authority You have given me.

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Moving Forward Through Adversity

Job 23:10-11 "But He knows the way that I take [He has concern for it, appreciates and pays attention to it]. When He has tried me, I shall come forth as refined gold [pure and luminous]. My foot has held fast to His steps, His ways have I kept and not turned aside."

Poor Job. There he is minding his own business, being a witness, doing good, praying for his kids...and then the enemy enters the scene. With God's permission! His world tumbles down around him, literally. He is tried and refined in a way that most of us wouldn't wish on our worst enemies.

Why did God allow it? (He is even the one who pointed out Job to the enemy to begin with!) Job figured it out. After self pity, after anger, after getting rotten advice and false counsel from three so-called-friends.

Only the fire can refine precious metal. Only great pressure can make a precious stone.

We go through what feels like Hell. There is a saying, that I particularly like, and have quoted, "You may have to walk through the valley of death, but you don't have to set up camp there!"

What would "setting up camp" entail? Self pity, anger at God, SITTING DOWN, or just plain giving up. Don't drive in a single tent stake. Job said he stayed on the path, that means he kept moving forward. Command your feet to hold fast to HIS path. It leads to life, to righteousness, to Love. Don't let Satan distract you. I know, Job went through big stuff! But ultimately it was all just meant for a distraction. He was trying to force Job to take his eyes off of God, and put them on his circumstances.

We live in a fallen world, with a real enemy seeking who he may devour. Bad stuff happens to good people. But continue with Jobs story. His ending was better than his beginning. He came out better! Stronger! And he came out Praising God!

When you come out on the other side, when the valley is behind you, tell someone!

God, I will not keep my eyes on my issues and problems, but I will keep my eyes on the prize, You! This will keep me moving forward.

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Screen Your Thoughts

Let's pretend that it is spring. We have been cooped up in the house all winter and there is a fresh spring breeze blowing outside. The first thing we want to do is open all the windows wide and blow out all the stagnant air in our homes. Unfortunately, there are these little (or if you live in Wisconsin- BIG) pesky things called mosquitoes. Thank God for the invention of a simple thing called a screen! They allow the fresh breeze to come in and keep those irritating blood suckers out. The screen has little holes that are too small for those bug and creepy things to come in through.

God's word is like a screen. But like most Godly things, it works the opposite of our window screens. The screen of God keeps the good stuff _in_ and allows the bad stuff to fall through. Picture this in your mind for minute. This screen isn't vertical, but it is horizontal. Now picture a shovel full of rich dirt, with some clean flowing water. This screen will catch all the precious stones and allow the silt and dust to flow on through.

We all have some thoughts that are just plain "puny". God's thoughts are so much bigger than ours. (Isaiah 55:8-9). Here are a few examples:  
"I can't afford to tithe."  
"It's flu (or cold) season."  
"If I just had enough to pay my house payment."  
"I hope I have a good day."  
Can you say PUNY? Those would all fall through!

Now let's allow the screen of God's word to do its work and see what is left behind.

"God said to "try" Him in paying my tithe and promised to open the windows of _heaven_ and poor out blessings. (Malachi 3:10) So I can't afford _not_ to tithe!  
"Flu doesn't have a season in my body, because Jesus took my infirmities, and by His stripes I have already been healed." (Matthew 8:16-17)

"I not only have enough for all of my bills, but I am debt free and owe no man anything but to love him. I have enough to give into _every_ good work." (II Cor. 9:8)

And instead of just a good day, why not a God directed and planned day. "This is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it. The plans you have for me this day is to prosper me, not to harm me." (Jer. 29:11)

Can you see a pattern? Allow all those "puny" thoughts, those no expectations, too little for God's children, stinkin' thinkin', UNGODLY thoughts to flow through. Don't hang on to them. If they don't line up with God's word and His 8,000 promises, they need to be flushed away-literally! Allow the big dreams, great hope, huge expectations to remain. Keep them as precious stones! Look at them, think about them, show them off! Nothing, absolutely nothing, is too difficult for Him! Or for His children. Matthew 19:26 says, "Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but with God **all** things are possible." He makes a way where there is no way. All His promises are Yes and Amen! To God's glory through us. We have to hang onto, declare and receive those promises to give God the glory. The world will see how He takes care of us, and they will see His banner of Love over us, clearly defining our leader and our general. When things get hairy, which side will they flock to? The ones with the puny thinking, who's banner over them is depression, sickness and poverty? Or the one who's banner is LOVE! Those ones who possess peace and portray life? Who can share their abundance and stand in faith? The family of God who have a great Hope, for the One who has promised is able to do what He promises.

Don't have a screen? Ask God to be your Lord and Savior. Give up, surrender your heart to Him. He'll take such better care of it than you ever will.

Is your screen ripped and torn, worn out? Get into His word, do some repair. Look up some of those promises. Write them on note cards and memorize them. Ask God how much He loves you and then _listen_ for His answer. David said he had God's word in his heart to keep him from sin. Ask God to engraft His word into your heart. When you engraft one branch of a tree into another type, that engrafted tree becomes part of the host. Let God's word not just hide in your heart, let it become part of you! You ask, and apply yourself, He'll do it! He is faithful.

Father, I choose to change the way I think. If it doesn't line up with Your word, purpose and plans, then I will toss it out and replace it with Your truth.

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Get Wisdom!

Job 28:27-28 "Then He was [wisdom] and declared it, He established it, yes, and searched it out [for His own use, and He alone possesses it]. But to man He said, behold the reverential and worshipful fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to depart from evil is understanding."

God established wisdom and, boy, do we need it! Reverencing God is wisdom.

The whole book of proverbs is about wisdom. Reading one chapter a day will take you through it in a month. In the very first chapter "wisdom" speaks to us as a woman. In Verse 33 she says, "but whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm."

Wisdom is different than head knowledge. Wisdom resides in our hearts. We get it in several ways. One as just stated is to reverence, honor and give glory, to God. We can also simply ask for it. James 1:5 (NIV) "If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you."

We can gather facts and cram our brains with knowledge, but that only 'puffs up', or makes us arrogant and fills us with pride. We all know at least one person who is a "know-it-all" and how much fun are they to be around. Try to impart some new information to them, or even give advice. Those kind of people are not teachable because they aren't humble. But then we all know "wise" people, who may or may not have a lot of facts stored in their brain, but they can give and take advice, they are teachable. So we don't need facts alone, we need to know what to do with those facts. Facts alone are dangerous.

Ecclesiastes 7:11-12 "Wisdom, like an inheritance, is a good thing and benefits those who see the sun. Wisdom is a shelter as money is a shelter, but the advantage of knowledge is this: Wisdom preserves those who have it." Wisdom helps us apply facts in the right way. Godly wisdom keeps us from screwing up.

We are blessed when we find wisdom. "Blessed is the man who finds wisdom, the man who gains understanding, for she is more profitable than silver and yields better returns than gold. She is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her. Long life is in her right hand; in her left hand are riches and honor. Her ways are pleasant ways, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who embrace her; those who lay hold of her will be blessed." Proverbs 3:13-18.

What is in her hands? Long life in one, and riches and honor in the other.

Sounds good to me.

Lord, I want to be wise! The brain You gave me is a wonderful thing, but I need for You to impart your wisdom into my heart.

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The Importance of Prayer

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 "Rejoice always; pray without ceasing. in everything give thanks; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus"

Prayer for the Christian is important. Praying to God is simply any conversation you have with Him. There are different types of prayer. Sometimes we are requesting things or answers from Him, for ourselves and for others. (Philippians 4:6-7). Other times we are in dire straights and need some help. Psalm 145:18 "The LORD is near to all who call upon Him, To all who call upon Him in truth." Prayer is also giving thanks for all He has done for us and for _who_ He is.

No matter our circumstances, prayer should be our first step, before the doctor, before the lawyer, before the bank and credit cards, before counseling and self help books. First thing every day we should go to Him with a heart of Thanksgiving. The last thing we do before our eyes close to sleep is to end our day in conversation with Him. Notice I say conversation. Conversations are two sided. We have to be still and quiet enough to hear His voice. A great place to start is after a time of praise and reading His word, ask God how much He loves you. Then listen.

The verse in I Thessalonians tells us to "pray without ceasing". I know the majority of us have jobs and obligations. Yes we need to verbally, out loud, pray to God. Use His word in our prayers. Recite His promises. But we can also pray silently, or pray in the spirit quietly. Another way to look at it, is that you are always open to hear from Him. Maybe your job takes a lot of concentration and you can't let your mind go into prayer, but you can thank Him when you are done with a task, thank Him for helping you handle that difficult client. Be creative. Always pray before you eat. A trite, "Good bread, good meat, thank God let's eat", just won't cut it. You don't have to pray until your food is cold, but be earnest and honest with God. Do you commute to work? Take that time to pray.

So maybe you are thinking, "my life is pretty good, I don't have that much to pray for." Here are some suggestions for you. Of course, always pray for yourself and your family. Name their names, be specific in what they may need. Pray for the lost ones especially.

Pray for our leaders and those in authority over us. 1 Timothy 2:1-4 (KJV) "I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men; For kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior;"

We don't have to like them, we don't have to agree with them, but God says to pray for them. Pray for their salvation. Pray that they use Godly wisdom and pray for their protection.

Pray for our spiritual leaders. Colossians 4:2-4 (AMP) "Be earnest and unwearied and steadfast in your prayer [life], being [both] alert and intent in [your praying] with thanksgiving. And at the same time pray for us also, that God may open a door to us for the Word (the Gospel), to proclaim the mystery concerning Christ (the Messiah) on account of which I am in prison; That I may proclaim it fully and make it clear [speak boldly and unfold that mystery], as is my duty."

Ask God to bless them financially, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Pray that they have time to rest, relax, and spend time with their families. Pray that they are led by the Spirit of God, and are upright in all their ways. Ask God to give them Godly wisdom and discernment.

Pray for one another. Colossians 4:12 (AMP) "Epaphras, who is one of yourselves, a servant of Christ Jesus, sends you greetings. [He is] always striving for you earnestly in his prayers, [pleading] that you may [as persons of ripe character and clear conviction] stand firm and mature [in spiritual growth], convinced and fully assured in [a]everything willed by God."

Pray that they can stand in these evil days. Pray again for supernatural provision. That they lack no good thing. Think about the things you need and ask God to provide those things for your brothers and sisters in Christ. Pay attention to those around you, are they going through some hard times, go to God on their behalf. Again, make sure you take the time to listen to God. He may ask you to do something or direct you to pray in a certain way. A word of caution, if God reveals something to you so that you can pray, don't go and gossip about it!

Pray for your enemies. Matthew 5:43-45 (ESV) "You have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust."

Pray for their salvation. Ask God to open their eyes to their need of Him. Ask the Holy Spirit to prepare their hearts. "Get them", "punish them", "give them what they deserve" are all NOT good prayers. We didn't get what we deserved. Ask God to forgive them.

Pray for the lost. Acts 26:18 "To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me."

God's desire is that all are saved. Jesus died for all men. We shouldn't write off anyone.

Like most things you have to work at building a habit. Set time aside, on purpose to pray. You will see great changes take place. God's word does not return unto Him void. When we pray according to His will, He does the miraculous.

Holy Spirit, lead me and guide me. I don't always know how to pray or what to pray for, but I know that You do.

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Wise-hearted Or Wise-headed

Exodus 31:6b "And all who are wise-hearted I have given wisdom and ability to make all that I commanded you."

Daniel was a 'wise-hearted' man. Joseph was a 'wise-hearted' man. Moses was a 'wise-hearted' man.

All of these men proved the wisdom God had placed in their hearts when they each had to face the so-called-wise-men of their day. When the wise men of Babylon couldn't decipher Nebuchadnezzar's dream, Daniel did. When Pharaoh's wise men couldn't interpret his dream, Joseph did. When the wise men of Egypt mimicked the miracle of God and turned their staffs into snakes, Moses' snake ate theirs. Apart from the power of God, what is the difference between wise-hearted and wise-headed?

The wise men of the world are depending on their five senses, what they can hear, taste, touch, feel and see. But our senses can deceive us. They operate out of their minds, their heads. The heart is the place of truth. The heart _believes!_ It doesn't even need the body's senses. We can't obtain salvation through our minds, only through our hearts. We can't understand God's word with our minds, only with our hearts. We can gather facts with our minds, God gave us wonderful brains, but it is through our hearts that we act on what we know.

So who is a wise-hearted man?

Someone who by-passes their head and believes in their heart that God _is_ good! That He is on our side! That His word is true and He will do what He says He will.

What kind of man are you?

Jesus, You are the ultimate example of a wise-hearted man! Conform me into Your image.

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Why Do The Wicked Prosper

Sometimes, when we look around the world today, we can't help thinking it... "Why do they have it all when it seems like God's people are struggling?"

You know the "they" I am talking about, drug lords, king pens, Mafia bosses, pimps, movie stars, models, professional athletes, politicians and any number of people who lie, cheat and steal to get rich. (Now I am not saying that all of these professions are bad).

Job asked that question.

Job 21:7-13 (NIV) "Why do the wicked live on, growing old and increasing in power? They see their children established around them, their offspring before their eyes. Their homes are safe and free from fear; the rod of God is not on them. Their bulls never fail to breed; their cows calve and do not miscarry. They send forth their children as a flock; their little ones dance about. They sing to the music of timbrel and lyre; they make merry to the sound of the pipe. They spend their years in prosperity and go down to the grave in peace

Then if we continue reading in Job, he answers his own question in a couple of different places. I like the reply in Chapter 27:16-17 (AMP) the best, Though he heaps up silver like dust, and piles up clothing like clay; he may prepare it, but the just will wear it, and the innocent will divide the silver."

That scripture in Job supports Proverbs 13:22 (ASB) "A good man leaveth an inheritance to his children's children; And the wealth of the sinner is laid up for the righteous." So next time you see sinner (wicked) person heaping up goods – tell yourself that they are just storing them up for us!

What about in the meantime? Why do we seem to struggle so much?

First off we have to understand who we are and who our Father is. God is our Daddy. We are children of the King. When we know that, we realize that we shouldn't be lacking. If we are citizens of Heaven, we should talk and act like we are. There isn't lack in Heaven, so why would we speak like we are poor. Do you moan about having more month than money? Do you say things like "I am broke," "I just can't afford to" and blah, blah, blah? I used to. Here is another no-brainer. Have you asked God to bless you?

I hate it when people think that asking God for things is greedy. He says, "You have not because you ask not." (James 4:2b). And Matthew 21:22 says, "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." You have to believe that He has it and that He wants to give it to you. We don't have to earn it. Do you make your children work for their food?

But I thought we weren't supposed to covet? Correct, but coveting means wanting what someone else has, not something just like it, but the same item they posses. Don't take theirs, get your own. That is not coveting.

Another reason we may not be receiving from God is because we are robbing Him. "Will a man rob God? Yet you are robbing Me! But you say, 'How have we robbed You?' In tithes and offerings." Malachi 3:8. (NIV). Then He goes on to say in verse 10, "Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this," says the LORD Almighty, "and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it." He actually tells us to test Him! You have to tithe and give free will offerings, consistently with a cheerful heart and watch out. He'll open those flood gates. So not real cheerful about giving? Do it anyway until you get cheerful. Obedience is better than sacrifice.

Maybe you have been faithful in your giving, but still come up short. Do you take care of what you already have? Are you a good steward of what God has given you? We wouldn't run to buy a new toy for our child if they continued to destroy them, neglect them or ignore them. God's a better parent than we are and He is never wasteful.

The last thing (for time purposes) is that we don't ask for things, or money, just to heap it to ourselves. Our motivation for more should be not just to have a blessed life ourselves, but to bless others. We need more than enough if we are going to help those around us. After all it's the goodness of God that turns hearts to repentance. Helping the poor shows His love.

Father, I don't need to look at others and compare my situation to theirs. You have a specific purpose for my life and You will give me what I need to fulfill it.

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I Am Weak

II Corinthians 12:6-9a "Even if I should choose to boast, I would not be a fool, because I would be speaking the truth. But I refrain, so no one will think more of me than is warranted by what I do or say, or because of these surpassingly great revelations. Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.""

Paul had a "thorn in the flesh." He describes this thorn as a "messenger of Satan" to keep him from thinking too highly of himself. I think we need to point out that the thorn was not from God. It wasn't something pleasant. It came from the enemy.

Paul asked God three times to take it away. God's answer was that His grace was sufficient and that His "power was made perfect in weakness." Paul goes on to say in the last part of verse 9 and all of verse 10, "Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong."

Let's be clear about something, Paul is not saying we should go around bragging about all of our shortcomings, faults and issues. We don't glorify our problems. What he is saying is that when we allow God to use us, in His strength, we can boast or brag about His power and His ability to bring us through.

When we admit to ourselves, and to God, that we can't do it on our own, then allow Him to work in us and through us, He gets the Glory, not us.

So are you feeling weak today?

Let God strengthen you.

Be joyful! For the joy of the Lord is our strength!

Nehemiah 8:10 (KJV), "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength."

God, be my strength.

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Think About That

Philippians 4:8 (NAS), "Finally, brethren, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of a good repute, if there be any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, let your mind dwell on these things."

(AMP) "For the rest, brethren whatever is true, whatever is worthy of reverence and is honorable and seemly, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely and loveable, whatever is kind and winsome and gracious, if there is any virtue and excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think on and weigh and take account of these things – fix your minds on them."

Human (death doomed) nature is to dwell on the negative. We weren't created that way, but Adam and Eve took the bait of Satan and ever since we tend to see the glass as half empty.

However, if we are born again- from Heaven – we now have the Nature of our Father, God. He replaced our old nature with a new one! Sometimes out of nasty old habits, we fall back into that negative thinking.

How do we fix that?

We take hold of Paul's advice that we just read. We change what we are thinking about. If you seriously feel like there isn't a good thing in your life to think about, read the Johns, (I, II, II John and John), psalms are also good. Once you get those things into your heart, your mind can call them up to think on them. Soon you'll find good things in and around you to think about.

Never get in the habit of just thinking with your soul, your mind, will and emotions. Your souls only goes by what it can see, hear, taste, feel, smell and touch. We need to think with our spirit. Our spirit is tuned into God's word and His will, through our hearts not our heads. Our spirit doesn't go by our five senses. It simply hears God and judges every situation by the truth of God's word, with the help of the Holy Spirit.

So your pile of bills looks bigger than the amount in your check book. You face two choices, you can dwell on the shortage, worry and fret (which is the opposite of faith and does not please God), or you can think on God's word about how He will provide for and take care of you. You can thank Him for what you do have and for what He will be bringing in to meet your need. I am not saying it will be easy, but I am saying it will be worth it!

It doesn't take any more energy or time to think rightly about our situation than to think negatively. Our glass is never half empty! God is always filling it up! We have to take our hand off of the glass and allow Him to pour into us.

Change your mind! Fill your heart with God's goodness. Make a point of finding the good around you and then choose to think and meditate on those things. When a negative thought crosses your mind, tell it to shut up, to go, and by all that's good in the world, replace it with something lovely. "For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks." As all the good stuff starts to flow out of our mouth, it becomes even easier to "think on these things."

Has something praiseworthy happened this week?

Think about that!

Father, I choose to remember the good things. To ponder Your blessings and to forget all the junk.

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Don't Fret

Philippians 4:6-7 (AMP), "Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God. And God's peace [shall be yours, that ]tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus."

There is so much in this verse I hardly know where to begin. Read it again, slowly, if you need to. First Paul plainly tells us not to fret or worry. Then not only are we supposed to tell our minds to 'shut up' but we go beyond that and move on to prayer. Prayer is simply talking, and listening, to God. Are you short on cash? Petition, ask, Him for what you need. Be specific. You don't have to beg, simply tell Him what you need and don't forget the most important part, thank Him. Then keep thanking Him until you see it come to pass with your natural eyes.

When we do that, God's peace is ours. Notice that this peace comes by our assurance of our salvation. It transcends all natural understanding. Our minds can't comprehend it. But our hearts will be at rest in it. Paul then goes on to tell us that this peace will guard our hearts and minds.

I used to be a worrier. It was my specialty. I even worried that I worried too much. One doctor even diagnosed me as "obsessive compulsive." I stayed awake at night obsessing about every bad thing that had, could, or would happen. My mind even came up with scenarios that were so outlandish; I can laugh about them now. But at the time it was a living hell. I ended up suffering for years from chronic anxiety and was medicated for quite some time. (God delivered me from those highly mood altering, addictive and harmful drugs, but that is another story).

When I got a hold of Philippians 4:8-9, It changed my life. "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you."

Now I very seldom worry, for a stretch of time I just plain couldn't. I told people during some very stressful situation, "I couldn't worry if I tried." Now, I sometimes get that nagging little thought. But I rebuke it and replace it with the good. I don't look at the problem, but the answer.

Life is too short to let it pass in worry and anxiety!

Don't let Satan distract you! Trust God.

Don't fret.

Holy Spirit, You comfort me when I need it, but I thank You that You never condone a pity party!

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Why Can't I Just Go Home?

Should we long to go to Heaven and despise our time here?

Philippians 1:20-26 (NAS), "according to my earnest expectation and hope, that I will not be put to shame in anything, but that with all boldness, Christ will even now, as always, be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. But if I am to live on in the flesh, this will mean fruitful labor for me; and I do not know which to choose. But I am hard-pressed from both directions, having the desire to depart and be with Christ, for that is very much better ; yet to remain on in the flesh is more necessary for your sake. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain and continue with you all for your progress and joy in the faith, so that your proud confidence in me may abound in Christ Jesus through my coming to you again."

Paul is clear. For him to die and be home with Jesus was a great gain. But staying here meant working towards a goal, serving Christ, and saving others from an eternity in hell. It was more necessary, for the sake of others, for him to remain and continue in what God had called him to do.

I strongly believe we are living in the last days.

I Thessalonians 5:1-11 (NKJV) "But concerning the times and the seasons, brethren, you have no need that I should write to you. For you yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so comes as a thief in the night. For when they say, "Peace and safety!" then sudden destruction comes upon them, as labor pains upon a pregnant woman. And they shall not escape. But you, brethren, are not in darkness, so that this Day should overtake you as a thief. You are all sons of light and sons of the day. We are not of the night nor of darkness. Therefore let us not sleep, as others do, but let us watch and be sober. For those who sleep, sleep at night, and those who get drunk are drunk at night. But let us who are of the day be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love, and as a helmet the hope of salvation. For God did not appoint us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us, that whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with Him."

As children of the light, we can see the timeline is quickly approaching the second coming of Jesus. But we don't live in fear; we do continue to be 'citizens' of heaven. Philippians 1:27-30 (NIV) says, "Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in the one Spirit, striving together as one for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved—and that by God. For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have. Therefore comfort each other and edify one another, just as you also are doing." We keep doing what we are supposed to. We occupy until He comes. We go to work, raise our families and continue to live worthy. Most importantly, we be the 'salt' God calls us to be. We salt the earth, make it palatable, preserve life, and season God's word. We purify the atmosphere we live in. God forbid we leave so many behind to die in their sins.

So some of us may die before Christ's return. Some of us may get to be caught up in the air with Him. But all of us should be living like He is calling us home today.

Don't waste a single opportunity!

II Timothy 4:1-8 (NIV) "In the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who will judge the living and the dead, and in view of his appearing and his kingdom, I give you this charge: Preach the word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction. For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry. For I am already being poured out like a drink offering, and the time for my departure is near. I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing."

Matthew 24:14 (NASB) "This gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come."

Father, when it is my time You will be there with open arms to greet me, until then keep me strong and keep me on track.

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The Lord Is My Sheppard

Psalm 23:1-6 (AMP)

Verse 1- "The Lord is my Shepperd [to feed, guide and shield me,] I shall not lack."

What do you lack? Nothing!

Thank you, Lord, that I lack no good thing. You feed me and you show me where to go.

Verse 2- "He makes me lie down in (fresh, tender) green pastures; He leads me beside still and restful waters."

Sheep won't drink out of troubled, moving, water. God knows this. He leads His sheep to waters that are calm. Only goats eat tough, dry grass, so God provides pasture that is lush and green for us.

Thank you, Lord that you are the only one who really knows what I need and you provide it for me.

Verse 3- "He refreshes and restores my life – myself; He leads me in the path of righteousness [uprightness and right standing with Him – not for my earning it, but] for His name's sake."

God knows this world can be distressing, taxing, and tiring. So, He refreshes us, shows us how to stay right with God. He leads us on the path we need to be on to have a transformed life.

Thank you, Lord, for time of refreshing.

Verse 4- "Yes, though I walk through the [deep, sunless,] valley of the shadow of death, I will fear or dread no evil; for you are with me Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide] they comfort me."

We don't ever have to taste death! Only walk under its shadow. Even then we don't walk along. We go through and He is there to protect, guide and comfort us along the way.

Thank you, Lord, that you always bring us through.

Verse 5- "You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies, You anoint my head with oil; my [brimming] cup runs over."

God is preparing a wonderful feast. We will sit and eat right in front of Satan and his minions. Every demon that has ever plagued us will witness our victory celebration.

Thank you, Lord, for not just anointing me, but giving me more than enough so that I can do what you've asked me to do.

Verse 6- "Surely or only goodness, mercy and unfailing love shall follow me all the days of my life; and through the length of days the house of the Lord [and His presence] shall be my dwelling place."

A boat leaves a 'wake' behind it. A jet leaves a stream in the sky. We leave goodness and mercy, only, in a wake behind us! If we are moving forward.

Thank you, Lord, that I dwell with you in Heavenly places, forever!

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Simplify Your Life

Luke 21:28 (NIV) "When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near."

We all can feel the anticipation, the excitement, and the expectancy in the air. Something is happening. Something is changing. What exactly is it? What are we looking forward to?

Isaiah 60:1-3 (NIV) says, "Arise, shine; for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD has risen upon you. "For behold, darkness will cover the earth and deep darkness the peoples; but the LORD will rise upon you and His glory will appear upon you. "Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising.

Isaiah is prophesying about the future of Israel, but this prophecy is also for the church. This is how things will happen in these last days. We will shine! People will come to us! God is asking for a greater commitment from His children. We need to get serious about Kingdom business.

Derek Prince, in his book "Prophetic Guide to the End Times: Facing the Future without Fear," tells us,

"God is not going to settle for a lesser commitment. We need to ask ourselves; have I ever totally given myself to God without reservation? Have I placed myself at His disposal? That is commitment."

Psalm 110:3 (NIV) "Your troops will be willing on your day of battle. Arrayed in holy splendor, your young men will come to you like dew from the morning's womb"

I love the way that is worded. "Your people will volunteer freely!" Isn't that our desire? To do something wonderful, something big, for God? So what is stopping us? In praying about this, God showed me several things that seem to hold us back, but I kept coming back to this one thing. We, especially in the Western World, are too busy. We run here, go there, sign up, make commitments we can't keep, and wear ourselves out being so busy. So today we are going to focus on how to simplify our lives.

How many of us watched the "Little House in the Prairie" or read the books and dreamed of a simple life? Sure they didn't have the modern conveniences that we have, but they had a more precious commodity...time. They worked hard, but they weren't rushed or stressed. Choices were fewer, obligations were fewer, and their expectations were fewer. How many of us lose sleep over our hectic schedules or feel overwhelmed with life? Be honest, how many of us cringe inside when we hear about another service, an extra class, or some other thing that should excite us, but our minds scream "how can I do one more thing?!" Then we feel guilty, throw ourselves into another obligation, sometimes only half there, half awake, and half committed, only to feel disappointed in the results? This isn't God's plan for us.

So what is robbing us of our time? It is more complex than we think. The root is in our priorities. What is important? You would be surprised what is important if you would take a closer look at your life. Let's look at Luke 21: 28 again. "When these things begin to take place, stand up and lift up your heads, because your redemption is drawing near." We need to start here. In the same book mentioned before, Derek Prince says,

"Jesus does not say, 'Be frightened' or 'look for a hiding place.' He does not say to plans some method of escape and concentrate on survival. His attitude is look up." Things are going to get better. It is very "Jesus does not say, 'Be frightened' or 'look for a hiding place.' He does not say to plans some method of escape and concentrate on survival. His attitude is look up." Things are going to get better. It is very important that we who are God's people present to the world the picture of confident assurance. (That will impress them, and will make them want to know what we have that they don't)- enabling us to face these pressures and crisis with calmness and confidence."

How much of what we do is out of fear, or trying to survive? How many times have we said, "If I can just get through this day, week, month? These thoughts make us run, or hide, or both. We keep ourselves busy so we don't have to face reality. We think if we can just get the latest new (phone, game, clothes, house, car, gadget, etc) thing, that life will be easier, better. That just isn't true. When we live like that, we have jumped onto a merry-go-round made by Satan! His plan is to keep us distracted, self-centered, wore out, and trying to do it all in our own power.

That is not God's plan for us. He wants us to have time for ourselves and our families. To have things we enjoy having and doing. But God never intended those things to rule us or take control of our lives. How can we be committed to Him in the way we need to if we are short on time, short on attention and just plain short on energy? He wants the commitment, expects it. So we need to make some changes.

Let's prioritize. First make a list. What is the most important things to you? What do you place the highest value on? What are your goals in life? We need to make time for these things. List the top ten. Now take a closer look and cross one off the list. Think of it as surgery. We are cutting off the tumor, the parasite that is stealing your life. I know it is scary, but we all agreed that something needs to give, something needs to go. It is time to start making choices.

Deuteronomy 30:19 (NLT) "Today I have given you the choice between life and death, between blessings and curses. Now I call on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Oh, that you would choose life, so that you and your descendants might live!"

We have choices to make. Is it part of or important to God's plan for my life? If the answer is yes, then keep it. If the answer is no, delete it. Simple. Not easy to do, but good for us.

Here is a short list of things you might want to consider. There are great websites and books on simplifying your life. Find some, and read them. Most importantly, pray about it and ask the Holy Spirit to show you where the weeding needs to be done.

  * Evaluate your commitments and your time.

  * Simplify tasks.

  * Learn to say no.

  * Limit your communications (twitter, facebook, snapchat, iphones, etc) and simplify your computing life.

  * Limit your media consumption.

  * Purge your stuff and simplify your wardrobe.

  * Limit your buying habits.

  * Spend time with God.

  * Spend time with people you love.

  * Slow down. Your driving, eating, and any other area where you rush. Give yourself more time for tasks.

  * Establish routines. Create a workable system for housework.

  * Learn to live frugally. Consider a smaller home, a smaller car, a smaller yard. Live closer to work.

  * Go for quality, not quantity.

  * Don't over schedule your day! Leave time between appointments.

  * Whenever you are faced with a choice, ask yourself, "Will this simplify my life." Always be sensitive to the voice of God, because often He asks us to do things that will stretch us.

This is a great start. Don't try to do it alone! You need God's help and guidance to do it. Sometimes we will need to do radical surgery. Other times we need to take baby steps.

One of my favorite sayings is: "I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, I'm telling you it's going to be worth it."

Living freer, having more time for God, and building a stronger commitment to Him will so be worth it!

Holy Spirit, show me what to toss and what to keep. Help me to prioritize my life.

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For Our Sake

Isaiah 60:1-3 (NIV) says, "Arise, shine; for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD has risen upon you. "For behold, darkness will cover the earth and deep darkness the peoples; but the LORD will rise upon you and His glory will appear upon you. "Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising.

Did you know that you are supposed to change the environment around you? It is so important that we understand this, especially in the day we live in. We aren't supposed to let what is going on around us dictate how we behave or think, but just the opposite. Let's take a look at some familiar situations in the bible. We can go as far back as Genesis to find some good examples.

Jacob had wanted to leave Laban and go back to the home of his father. In Genesis 30:27 (KJV) we see Laban's answer, "And Laban said unto him, I pray thee, if I have found favour in thine eyes, tarry: for I have learned by experience that the Lord hath blessed me for thy sake." This man who had tricked Jacob into marrying both of his daughters, had changed his wages over and over, and had tried to cheat him, was blessed just because Jacob was there. That is pretty exciting. So to make sure we understand this wasn't a one-time-deal, let's dig a little deeper.

Next we will take a look at Joseph. He was sold into slavery by his brothers and ends up in Egypt. Genesis 39:2-6 (KJV) says, "And the Lord was with Joseph, and he was a prosperous man; and he was in the house of his master the Egyptian. And his master saw that the Lord was with him, and that the Lord made all that he did to prosper in his hand. And Joseph found grace in his sight, and he served him: and he made him overseer over his house, and all that he had he put into his hand. And it came to pass from the time that he had made him overseer in his house, and over all that he had, that the Lord blessed the Egyptian's house for Joseph's sake; and the blessing of the Lord was upon all that he had in the house, and in the field. And he left all that he had in Joseph's hand; and he knew not ought he had, save the bread which he did eat. And Joseph was a goodly person, and well favoured." Farther along in verse 23 we see that even the prison, where Joseph was taken after being falsely accused prospered because he was there. Joseph went from a high position as s slave in Potiphar's house, to basically ruling the prison, to being second in command to Pharaoh. This is favor. Notice the same wording "For thy sake" and "For Joseph's sake."

There are plenty of other instances. Check out Daniel, Ruth, Esther, David and Paul. Wherever they went people were blessed. What about you and me?

The bible calls us "the salt of the earth. "Matthew 15:13 (ESV) "You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste, how shall its saltiness be restored? It is no longer good for anything except to be thrown out and trampled under people's feet." What does salt do? It seasons, it preserves and it can be used to help heal. As salt we should go into the world, our jobs, neighborhoods and even our families and make things better. On our jobs we should be setting the example of honest, hard work. Don't worry about what the people around you are doing. Don't complain about the boss. Work hard, represent Jesus and be salt. What better job security can you get than the business prosper "for your sake?" Is your family crazy and dysfunctional? Be salt. Is your community full of sin and crime? Be salt.

The world may be full of darkness and it keeps getting darker, but God's people will shine! Why? So they can come to His light. Jesus was the Light when He walked this earth. Now He tells us we are. So that means we have to shine. We reflect Him to this lost and dying world. There is coming a time where there will be hardship and need. Who will help the people, who will God send?

Yep, that's right. Us.

Father, I want to be used by You in these dark times.

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Building Material

I Corinthians 3:10-13 (KJV) "According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise master builder, I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take heed how he buildeth hereupon. For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble; Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is. If any man's work abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward. If any man's work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so as by fire."

What would you prefer to have your building made out of? The choices are gold, silver and precious stones or wood, hay and stubble. The rich building materials represent things that aren't easily found, they are rare, they last, and they have value. They can be tried by fire and retain their beauty and form. The others are easily found building materials, quite common actually. During those fiery trials...they burn up. In a stiff wind or a storm, they blow away. The wood here isn't big oak logs, but more like the twigs of the "Three Little Pigs" story. These building materials are easily corruptible. They rot, they mold, and they lose their strength over time.

The bible uses the word "stubble" quite often. Some versions replace it with the word "chaff."

In Isaiah 5, Isaiah talks about the wicked. Verse 24 (NASB) says, "Therefore, as a tongue of fire consumes stubble and dry grass collapses into the flame, so their root will become like rot and their blossom blow away as dust; for they have rejected the law of the LORD of hosts and despised the word of the Holy One of Israel."

Isaiah 40:23-24 (NLT) "He judges the great people of the world and brings them all to nothing. They hardly get started, barely taking root, when he blows on them and they wither. The wind carries them off like chaff."

Isaiah talks about sorcerers, astrologers, soothsayers and the like in Isaiah 47:14 (NIV). "Surely they are like stubble; the fire will burn them up. They cannot even save themselves from the power of the flame. These are not coals for warmth; this is not a fire to sit by."

That is our poor building material; let's take a look at the better stuff. Proverbs 3:13-15 (NIV) talks about wisdom. "Blessed are those who find wisdom, those who gain understanding, for she is more profitable than silver and yields better returns than gold. She is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her."

The temple was full of these precious building materials. All of the wood, which was the best of the best, was still covered in gold, silver and bronze. All of the articles were made of the same metals. The ephod had twelve precious stones. (Exodus 24, I Kings). Heaven is a wonderful place. The Bible tells us that the streets of the city are gold, the walls are made of twelve precious stones and the gates are giant pearls.

Now, we who are now in the family of God, who have made Jesus our Lord, are building. Jesus and his plan of salvation is the foundation. What building material are we adding to this foundation? Are we building what will remain? What has eternal value? Or will it be burnt up in the flames? It all depends on our motives and whether or not we are hearing from God, or just doing what seems right to us. All good ideas aren't God ideas.

Getting rich so that we can buy more toys: Stubble.

Allowing God to prosper us so that we can use it for the Kingdom: Gold.

Singing on the praise and worship team so that others can see us: Twigs.

Singing on the praise and worship team so that we can lift up Jesus and give glory to God: Rubies.

Are you getting the picture?

Lord, I pray that everything I do lasts. That it brings You the glory You deserve.

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Move With God

Numbers 9:15-23 (NASB) "Now on the day that the tabernacle was erected the cloud covered the tabernacle, the tent of the testimony, and in the evening it was like the appearance of fire over the tabernacle, until morning. So it was continuously; the cloud would cover it by day, and the appearance of fire by night. Whenever the cloud was lifted from over the tent, afterward the sons of Israel would then set out; and in the place where the cloud settled down, there the sons of Israel would camp. At the command of the LORD the sons of Israel would set out, and at the command of the LORD they would camp; as long as the cloud settled over the tabernacle, they remained camped. Even when the cloud lingered over the tabernacle for many days, the sons of Israel would keep the LORD'S charge and not set out. If sometimes the cloud remained a few days over the tabernacle, according to the command of the LORD they remained camped. Then according to the command of the LORD they set out. If sometimes the cloud remained from evening until morning, when the cloud was lifted in the morning, they would move out; or if it remained in the daytime and at night, whenever the cloud was lifted, they would set out. Whether it was two days or a month or a year that the cloud lingered over the tabernacle, staying above it, the sons of Israel remained camped and did not set out; but when it was lifted, they did set out. At the command of the LORD they camped, and at the command of the LORD they set out; they kept the LORD'S charge, according to the command of the LORD through Moses."

As the chosen ones of God traveled through the wilderness they only moved when God moved. They only camped when God stopped moving. They did this not for days, weeks, or months, but years. God was trying to teach them a valuable lesson.

What lesson?

God knows where and when we need to go. His way is always best.

They could have made that journey in eleven days. Eleven days! Forty years later, they were still following the cloud by day and the fire by night. You'd think after forty years of this they would have gone into the Promised Land and continued to be "followers of God." Read the Old Testament and it becomes clear that they didn't. They followed their own deceitful hearts, the people who they were warned about, false gods and pretty much everything but God. Thank God there were always some faithful few who stuck to the course, who learned the lesson.

What about us? Has God brought you through some wilderness times, only for you to stop following Him? Have you allowed the lies of the enemy, or the lust of your own flesh to lure you away? Has the world in all its momentary pleasures got you caught in its web?

Psalm 37:23 (ESV) says, "The steps of a man are established by the LORD, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the LORD upholds his hand."

So maybe you got off the path. It's only ever one step back to the Lord. Then you may stumble from time to time, maybe even fall. But fear not, God will uphold you.

I Corinthians 9:24 (NASB) "Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win."

It really isn't important how fast you run, just that you finish, with honor. It is not something you can cheat at. You can't pretend. You are either in the race or you aren't. What is the prize?

Just the saving of our souls.

Eternal life.

So what about it? Will you move when He moves? Will you stop when He stops? Will you allow Him to show you the way?

His word is a light unto our paths and a lamp unto our feet. (Psalm 119:105). He knows the way. He made the path. Your steps are ordained. He even gave us the Holy Spirit to lead us along the way. Fix your eyes on the prize and run! When you are too tired to run, walk. When walking gets hard, crawl. Do whatever you have to do to move forward...towards Him.

God, Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. I choose to get Your word into my heart so that it can do just that, light my way.

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Don't Be A Burden

The chosen people of God were a whiny, ungrateful bunch. God hears their cry from Egypt and send them a deliverer. Things got worse in Egypt before they got better. Pharaoh made them work harder after the first meeting with Moses. Then after a great show of God's strength and favor, finally they were on their way. The eleven day journey to the Promised Land took them forty years and a whole generation of rebellious, selfish people had to pass away before they could even cross over the Jordan. Those "chosen" complained about almost everything. When they whined that there was no food God sent them Manna, bread from Heaven. There are so many other places where they complained, accused Moses of trying to murder them, and wished they were back in Egypt "where at least we had cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic."

Today, we will take a look at where they whined about the Manna. Let's take up the story in Numbers 11:10-15 (NASB).

"Now Moses heard the people weeping throughout their families, each man at the doorway of his tent; and the anger of the LORD was kindled greatly, and Moses was displeased. So Moses said to the LORD, "Why have You been so hard on Your servant? And why have I not found favor in Your sight, that You have laid the burden of all this people on me? Was it I who conceived all this people? Was it I who brought them forth, that You should say to me, 'Carry them in your bosom as a nurse carries a nursing infant, to the land which You swore to their fathers? Where am I to get meat to give to all this people? For they weep before me, saying, 'Give us meat that we may eat!' I alone am not able to carry all this people, because it is too burdensome for me. So if You are going to deal thus with me, please kill me at once, if I have found favor in Your sight, and do not let me see my wretchedness."

Moses is feeling the pressure of leading so many people. He feels the people are a "burden." He goes so far as to even remind God that he hadn't conceived them, they weren't his children. I can feel Moses pain. Have you ever had a disobedient child, a whiney toddler, coworkers who grumbled and complained constantly? Then you have experienced some of what Moses is going through. It is important to also note that God was angry, very angry.

Now before we shake our heads and click our tongues over the hard to lead Israelites, let's take a look at our own lives. We all have someone over us in authority. Parents, teachers, bosses, shift leaders, pastors, elders, government officials, etc. Are we sometimes a burden? 'Ouch' or 'oh me.'

Hebrews 13:17 (NIV) "Have confidence in your leaders and submit to their authority, because they keep watch over you as those who must give an account. Do this so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no benefit to you."

Simply put, God has appointed those who are over you. They have to give an account to God for you. We are supposed to be a joy to them...not a burden. So maybe we aren't as bad as those stiff-necked Israelites, but do our bosses cringe when we walk in, or smile? Do the ministry leaders want you on their team, or would they rather not even ask?

Thankfully all of the Israelites weren't so horrible. During a great battle, against Amalek, (Exodus 17), Moses took his rod and went up on top of the hill to watch the battle. When Moses held the rod up, the Israelites would win. When the rod was lowered they lost. Soon Moses arms became heavy. He couldn't do it alone. Aaron and Hur each took one of his arms, and they held them up so that the people would have the victory. Then when the twelve spies came back from scoping out the land, ten had a negative report and swayed the people to disobey God. Joshua and Caleb had faith in God and wanted to go in right away. Consequently they were the only two of their generation that got to enter the Promised Land. Even Aaron, Miriam and Moses weren't allowed to enter in. The attitude of the people finally got to Moses and he acted out in anger, displeasing God.

Are we going to go in the spirit of Aaron and Hur, Joshua and Caleb? Or are we going to be the ones that are a burden.

Which ones pleased God?

That's what I want to do, don't you?

Father, Help me to be a blessing not a burden. In Jesus Name, Amen.

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Which King?

There are only two kings, two rulers, two masters.

Both of them want your surrender.

One came in with deceit, stealth, and craftiness. You thought he was an ally. He tricked you into thinking your life would be better. It all seemed to be going well until he began the hostile takeover. He raped, pillaged and plundered. He took your stuff, your dreams and your children. He shed blood and broke hearts, destroying relationships. It became obvious that he only came to steal, kill, and destroy. He fights against you. Now you are his slave, your burdens too heavy, the shackles and chains too strong. His kingdom is darkness, without love and affection, without any of your true needs being met. You are without hope. Or if you aren't there yet, you soon will be. The day will come that you will despise your king and the life he has coerced you into.

But, there is another King. He comes in with Truth. You thought He only wanted to control you- but He came to set you free. He doesn't come in by force, except the force of His great love for you. The only blood shed was His. He mends and heals the broken heart, the broken bodies, and the broken lives. His greatest desire is to give you a life full of blessings, abundance, and joy. He not only wants to meet your every need, he also wants to give you your heart's desire. He has come to give you eternal life with Him, the one who loves you more than any other ever could or would. His burden is light. He will break every chain that binds you. His Kingdom is Light, Love and Peace.

There are only two kings, two kingdoms. You will serve one.

Which one will you serve?

Psalm 24:7-10 (NIV), "Lift up your heads, you gates; be lifted up, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, you gates; lift them up, you ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. Who is he, this King of glory? The Lord Almighty— he is the King of glory"

Jesus, You are my King. I choose to serve You in love and honor.

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I Can't Do That!

John 14:12-13 (NIV), "Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it."

How many of us have read this verse and felt a little overwhelmed? Or we read about the things that people like Moses, David, Elijah and the twelve did, and wish we were just like them? We want to do something grand. We would love to have our shadow heal those who need it, to have a showdown like Elijah and the prophets of Baal. But deep in our hearts we may be begging God to just help us get through the day. I know I have been there. I have heard and said the words, (and most of us can admit that we at least have thought them at one time) "I'm not Jesus!" (or Elijah, or Paul, Etc).

So then why does God expect us, and Jesus tell us Himself, that we will do the works He did and even greater?

We have to start by looking at Jesus. He is the Son of God! No doubt about it. Deity. Period. However, when He came to legally get back everything that had been given to Satan, by Adam, He was fully man. Jesus didn't walk the earth after His human birth as God. The pre-incarnate Jesus, who came as the Angel of the Lord, that was Jesus in His heavenly body. But when He was here among us, He was just like us. If Jesus had come as anything other than a man, He wouldn't have been able to fulfill the law or to take our place in the consequences of our sin. Only a man could do that.

Just a few places that show His humanity:

His human birth (Luke 2).

Jesus got tired, and slept (John 4:6, Matthew 8:24).

He got sad and suffered agony (John 11:33-35, Luke 22:44).

He was tempted just like we are, in every area! (Hebrews 2:14-17, Mark 1:13).

There are many scriptures that talk about Jesus. It is so important that we really know Him! So then how did He do it? The healings, the miracles and how did he suffer the agony of the cross?

Matthew 12:28 (NIV), "But if it is by the Spirit of God that I drive out demons, then the kingdom of God has come upon you."

Jesus is pretty clear. He performed miracles by the Power of the Holy Spirit. Then He goes on to say in Luke 24:40 (NLT), "And now I will send the Holy Spirit, just as my Father promised. But stay here in the city until the Holy Spirit comes and fills you with power from heaven."

No more excuses. We can do what Jesus did!

That's how Peter, Paul and Elijah did it.

Romans 8:11 (NIV,) "And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you."

His shed blood, on Calvary, gave us back our health, our right standing with God, and our authority as Children of God. The power of the Holy Spirit gives us the power to witness and to do exactly what Jesus did. We have so many Spirit Filled believers, so what is hindering the miracles? Maybe the excuses and the wrong thinking.

Father, I will no more say, "I can't" but "I can."

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Had A Bad Day?

All bad days aren't the same. Sometimes our circumstances are rotten, but we come out smelling like a rose. We keep a good attitude and we are able to just keep going. My husband likes to say that is like "water off a ducks back." Then, there are those bad days where we "lose it," our minds, our tempers... maybe even our witness.

We've all had one, Ok, maybe a few more than that. Does that mean we have messed up the whole faith thing? Do we have to go back to "start?" What kind of punishment does God have worked out for us?

Let me remind you of just a few who had bad days:

Joseph was sold into slavery by his brothers. Then was falsely accused and sent to prison.

Moses spent over forty years leading a bunch of whiny, complaining, hard hearted people.

David had a king trying to kill him several times, sinned with Bathsheba, and had quite a few bad days.

Paul persecuted the early Church, was beaten, thrown into prison, shipwrecked (twice), and also had more than his fare share of bad days.

Peter denied Christ, even after Jesus warned him.

Jesus had some. He was rejected by His own people, He was mocked, ridiculed, the religious leaders sought to kill Him, and we haven't even mentioned Gethsemane, or Calvary.

James 1:2-3 (NIV), "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

I think it is safe to say that a bad day constitutes a "trial." It is trying to live in this fallen world. Sometimes our messes are of our own making, and sometimes we just land in them due to no fault of our own. Either way, count it joy. Don't live there. Don't glorify the circumstances. Look to God. Repent if needed and move on. Find out what God has to say about it. So you lost it, so what! Those people mentioned above did too.

Joseph saved all of Egypt and his whole family from starvation.

Moses spoke with God face to face.

God called David "a man after My own heart," and he was given the design of the temple.

Paul wrote most of the New Testament.

Peter brought salvation to the Gentiles and was a leader in the early Church.

And Jesus, well, He fulfilled the law, saved the whole world...you know, all that wonderful stuff!

Don't let a bad day dictate your future! Move on, move ahead. Don't remember them. God doesn't.

Father, I thank you for your forgiveness, that I am not judged on my yesterday, but You guide me by my future.

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A Life Worth Living

God has called us to a life worth living. He never intended for us to go from one meaningless task to another. Sometimes on our walk, we tend to get caught up in one aspect, such as parenting. All our time and energy is put into our children. Or maybe it is our ministry, or our job, or a hobby. Worse yet, we try to have our irons in too many fires and nothing worthwhile is ever accomplished. That's why it is important that we simplify our lives as much as possible.

So how do we live this kind of life that matters?

We don't have to be perfect Christians! There is no such thing! We strive to be better, but we live where we are. God uses us no matter our immaturity, no matter our faults, or our failures. If God was waiting for us to be "perfect" before He used us, nothing would have ever been accomplished in the Kingdom. Let's take a look at some imperfect people that God used.

Elijah- we all know he was a great prophet of God. He challenged the prophets of Baal in boldness and power, only to run away from an evil queen and have the world's biggest self pity party. God had to correct him.

Moses- God's chosen deliverer. He brought over a million people through the wilderness. The Bible tells us he was the most humble man. Yet he made excuses to God, killed a man, and never got to see the Promised Land himself due to his disobedience.

David- He was a man after God's own heart. Designed the temple, initiated praise and worship, fought the giant in strength and honor. Yet he committed adultery, had the woman's husband killed, and neglected to teach his sons the way of God.

Rahab- Was a prostitute. But the woman saw God for who he was and ended up being in the lineage of Jesus.

Then we all know about the disciples. They lacked faith and discipline. Often, they seemed baffled and confused about everything Jesus tried to teach them. Some were stubborn; one was a robber and took silver to betray our Lord. Yet God used them all, even Judas.

We know all of this, so why do we think we aren't good enough, mature enough, smart enough, or whatever, to be used in a big way by God? Why do we judge others as unworthy to be used? I think it is our expectations that are messed up. There is a huge difference in expecting better, looking to improve, and striving to be more like Jesus, and expecting perfection. Jesus was the only perfect person and even He had His "hour of flesh." In addition, I think our idea of what makes a perfect Christian is totally different that one another's, and definitely different than God's idea. We know that He sees the end from the beginning, but don't be confused, and never let Satan lie to you about that. It doesn't mean God is expecting you to be that end product right now. He is conforming us into the image of Christ.

Romans 8:29 (NIV), "For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters."

I heard this on a radio program yesterday, "God loves you for who you are, not who you should be." Let that sink in. Before we were saved, when we were still living according to our flesh, in darkness and in this world, we found out that God loved us. Despite the mess, despite the condition of our hearts, He loved us. We accepted that love and He adopted us into His family. Then somewhere along the way we decided that He loves us because He knows our end from the beginning. That He loves who we are going to be. That is not the whole truth. No wonder He tells us that the truth will set us free! God loved us when we were ugly in our sin, He loves who we are going to be, and most importantly He loves us now, just as we are. That old hymn, "Just as I am" holds profound truth.

Never allow that to be an excuse to stay the way we are. He wants better for us. His plans for us include great things. We have to allow change to take place, but be patient and allow the Holy Spirit to work in your life. He has given us gifts and talents to do wonderful things for the Kingdom.

I Peter 4:10 (NIV), "Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God's grace in its various forms."

Let's look at a few people who used their gifts for God.

Acts 9:36-42 (NASB), "Now in Joppa there was a disciple named Tabitha (which translated in Greek is called Dorcas); this woman was abounding with deeds of kindness and charity which she continually did. And it happened at that time that she fell sick and died; and when they had washed her body, they laid it in an upper room. Since Lydda was near Joppa, the disciples, having heard that Peter was there, sent two men to him, imploring him, "Do not delay in coming to us." So Peter arose and went with them. When he arrived, they brought him into the upper room; and all the widows stood beside him, weeping and showing all the tunics and garments that Dorcas used to make while she was with them. But Peter sent them all out and knelt down and prayed, and turning to the body, he said, "Tabitha, arise." And she opened her eyes, and when she saw Peter, she sat up. And he gave her his hand and raised her up; and calling the saints and widows, he presented her alive. It became known all over Joppa, and many believed in the Lord."

Tabitha made clothes for the poor. To some people that might not have been a "big" deal. Her kindness touched the heart of God and He sent Peter to raise her from the dead.

Then there were the two women who cared for the prophets of God. The first was a widow who lived at Zarephath. She only had a little oil and flour and was preparing to die, but she gave to Elijah first and God blessed her with enough to last through the famine. The second, a barren woman, set aside a room for Elisha so that whenever he passed through he had a place to call home. God blessed her with a child, and then when her son died, God used Elisha to raise him from the dead. These were small things that these women did each for just one man, but God saw them as great deeds.

When we help just one person at a time we are working for Him. When we do an outreach that reaches dozens, hundreds, or even thousands, God doesn't see that as any more significant. We need to stop looking at our shortcomings, our lack of recourses, or our seemingly lack of time. It's not us, it's Him. He gets it done. We commit our way to Him and He does the behind-the-scenes work.

So maybe we are afraid of failure. We may have thought we heard God and stepped out only to find out it wasn't Him after all. It's happened to us all. If we let that stop us, we will never get anything done. If you missed His voice, you don't remedy that by deciding to not listen to any voice. The answer is to practice hearing Him. Get to know Him better. Start small and do the things you know He has asked, like paying tithe, reading your word, giving to the poor, raising your children in the admonition of the Lord, and loving your neighbor. When we obey in these small things, we learn to hear Him. Our flesh is crucified and our spirit grows not only stronger, but closer in relationship with the Father.

There is risk in everything! Which do you think God is more pleased with, someone who steps out and stumbles, or the one who sits on his rump and refuses to step out at all? Be a David, be an Esther. The world needs more Corrie Ten Booms, more Tabitha's, more like the widow at Zarephath.

Lord, I want to hear You say, "Well done." Help me to live a life that makes a difference, no matter how small, or how great in my own eyes.

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Just Do It

I Samuel 10:6-7 (NIV), "The Spirit of the Lord will come powerfully upon you, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person. Once these signs are fulfilled, do whatever your hand finds to do, for God is with you."

Samuel tells Saul all of this after anointing him as the first King of Israel. Good advice. The Spirit of the Lord has come powerfully into us, for those of us who have received the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. How much more should we "do whatever our hands find to do?" God is with us. He has given us His power. What can stop us?

Colossians 3:23 (NLT), "Work willingly at whatever you do, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people."

Ephesians 6:7-8 (NAS), "With good will render service, as to the Lord, and not to men, knowing that whatever good thing each one does, this he will receive back from the Lord, whether slave or free."

Sounds pretty simple, doesn't it. If you are walking through your Church, or work, parking lot and there is garbage on the ground, pick it up. If you see that the garbage needs emptying, take it out. If you are entering the grocery store and there are others behind you, hold the door. Whatever your hand finds to do, not evil, not hurtful, harmful things, but helpful, beneficial things, do them. Notice that we are doing those things for the Lord. So maybe you haven't been doing those things, especially at work, thinking that it wasn't part of your job description. Do it anyway. Maybe you stopped doing those things because you never got a "thank you" or any recognition. God noticed.

That paycheck isn't a gift from your boss, you earned it. However, it is a gift from God, the check, the job, the energy and wisdom to do the work. Those are all gifts. Be thankful, and show your appreciation by working hard. Be a good example. Show the world the work ethic of God. He doesn't do shoddy work, He doesn't "kill time" waiting for the whistle. He doesn't have to be reminded to do His task. He isn't late, He always shows up, and He keeps a good attitude. We are His kids, shouldn't we behave like our Father.

Matthew 5:13-16 (Aramaic Bible in Plain English), "You are the salt of the earth, but if salt becomes insipid, with what will it be salted? It is good for nothing except to be thrown outside and to be trodden upon by people. You are the light of the world. You cannot hide a city that has been built upon a mountain. And they do not light a lamp and set it under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all those who are in the house. Thus your light will shine before the children of men that they may see your good works, and may glorify your Father who is in Heaven."

God, everything I do today, I do for You. I will find things to do. I will make it a point of keeping my spiritual eyes open.

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By Many Or By Few

I Samuel 14:6 (NIV), "Jonathan said to his young armor-bearer, "Come, let's go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised men. Perhaps the LORD will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the LORD from saving, whether by many or by few."

I Samuel 14:20-23 (NIV), "Then Saul and all the people who were with him rallied and came to the battle; and behold, every man's sword was against his fellow, and there was very great confusion. Now the Hebrews who were with the Philistines previously, who went up with them all around in the camp, even they also turned to be with the Israelites who were with Saul and Jonathan. When all the men of Israel who had hidden themselves in the hill country of Ephraim heard that the Philistines had fled, even they also pursued them closely in the battle. So the LORD delivered Israel that day, and the battle spread beyond Beth-aven."

It doesn't take a great army to destroy the enemy. It does take a great God and a willing heart.

Jonathan, King Saul's son, took it into his heart to allow God to use him, and when he told his armor bearer, the young man was willing to follow. When they did, God came through in a miraculous way. There was so much confusion in the enemy camp, that even to this day, the word "Michmash" still means utter confusion and chaos. By the time Saul showed up God had already thrown the enemy into disarray.

What happens when a few willing souls step out in faith? Others follow. They come out of the enemy's camp and fight on the side of good. They come out of hiding, out of the dark woods. They lift their heads up out of despair and have hope. They join the battle.

Never despise small beginnings. God uses the small things and the foolish things. He uses us! That's how He gets the glory. Nobody in their right mind would ever think that we could do it. It has to be God. It doesn't matter what those around us are doing. Saul was a mess. He was in direct disobedience with God. He spoke curses over his troops, forbidding them even to eat. Yet, Jonathan stood up for what was right and just. No wonder he later backed David, and the two young men became fast friends. Jonathan knew in his heart that God would save by many or by few.

Never feel alone! So maybe you don't have an armor bearer, then be one for someone else. Say to that man or woman of God, "do what seems right to you, I am with you." Follow those who follow Christ. Be a Jonathan, or be an armor bearer. We may not know that armor bearers name, but he has been remembered all of these years. God made sure he would be written into the scriptures for our example.

We have work to do, and a battle to fight. The victory is ours, the outcome is sure. The joy of the Lord is our strength. Psalm 3:3 (NAS), But You, O LORD, are a shield about me, My glory, and the One who lifts my head. Our battle cry is "LOVE."

Will you join us?

Jesus, You are my Mighty Warrior King. You go before me and make a way where there is no way. You set the enemy in confusion on my behalf, yet You give Your soldiers perfect peace!

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Encourage Yourself

Ever had one of those spells where everything seems to be against you? Things just can't seem to go right? God seems far way, your flesh is strong and your spirit is weak? Maybe you feel like every demon in hell is on your case?

We all have. Thankfully some only last hours. Regretfully, we can get stuck there if we don't do something about it. We can't control every circumstance in our lives, but we can control how we think and act. We can control what comes out of our mouth and what goes into our hearts.

David went through some stuff. Read the Psalms or I and II Samuel. What did David do when things looked bad? He gave God the praise and recognition He deserved. He chose not to be cast down.

Psalm 42:5 (NIV), "Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God."

He also encouraged himself in the Lord. Notice he didn't wait around for someone else to do this. Encouragement from others is so beneficial. It can change a bad day into a good one. However, we have to be able to remind ourselves of where our refuge is. Of who our Salvation comes from.

Psalm 27:1-4 (NIV), "Of David. The LORD is my light and my salvation-- whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life-- of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked advance against me to devour me, it is my enemies and my foes who will stumble and fall. Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me, even then I will be confident. One thing I ask from the LORD, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple."

David remembered that the Lord was his light and his salvation. God had proven himself with the lion, the bear, and with Goliath. Saul, the King of Israel, may be trying to kill him, but he was going to trust in the Lord. How many times do we make "mountains out of molehills?" David said even if an army arrived, even if war was at his doorstep, he would be confident in God.

Verses 5-14 (AMP) read, "For in the day of trouble He will hide me in His shelter; in the secret place of His tent will He hide me; He will set me high upon a rock. And now shall my head be lifted up above my enemies round about me; in His tent I will offer sacrifices and shouting of joy; I will sing, yes, I will sing praises to the Lord. Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud; have mercy and be gracious to me and answer me! You have said, Seek My face [inquire for and require My presence as your vital need]. My heart says to You, Your face (Your presence), Lord, will I seek, inquire for, and require [of necessity and on the authority of Your Word]. Hide not Your face from me; turn not Your servant away in anger, You Who have been my help! Cast me not off, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation! Although my father and my mother have forsaken me, yet the Lord will take me up [adopt me as His child]. Teach me Your way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain and even path because of my enemies [those who lie in wait for me]. Give me not up to the will of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen up against me; they breathe out cruelty and violence. [What, what would have become of me] had I not believed that I would see the Lord's goodness in the land of the living! Wait and hope for and expect the Lord; be brave and of good courage and let your heart be stout and enduring. Yes, wait for and hope for and expect the Lord."

Father, I will look to You when I am feeling troubled. I will remember all that You have already brought me through.

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He Cares!

Jehovah God, Our Heavenly Father, is not some cold, uncaring deity who is distant and aloof.  
My God cares about me. He cares about you. He cares about every living thing, but He cares most about people. How do I know that?

He collects my tears in a bottle. (Psalms 56:8)  
He knows when a sparrow falls, tells me I am more important than a bird, and counts the number of hairs on my head. (Matthew 29:29:30)  
He sings and rejoices over me. (Zephaniah 3:17)  
He answers me when I call. (Psalm 120:1)

Here are a few other scriptures that need to be read in full: **Psalms 140:12 (AMP), "I know and rest in confidence upon it that the Lord will maintain the cause of the afflicted, and will secure justice for the poor and needy [of His believing children]."**

**Psalms 103:6-8 (NIV),"The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed. He made known his ways to Moses, his deeds to the people of Israel: The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love."**

Jesus said that He came to show us the Father. Jesus was a man filled with compassion. He wept when His friend Lazarus died, even knowing that he would be raised. The pain of Lazarus' sisters brought tears to His eyes. He wept over Jerusalem. He had compassion on the multitudes and made sure that they had food, creating a miracle feast out of a few scraps of food.

The best proof of God's care for us is the fact that He made a way to redeem us from our sins. He sent His only son, who offered up Himself, to die for us. He paid our penalty. One we could never repay. Then He rose again and ascended to Heaven so that the Father could send us His Holy Spirit. He refused to leave us comfortless. Why would we need any further proof than that?

Feeling like no one cares? He does. More than you could ever comprehend.

Jesus, I am so thankful that You care. You came and experienced everything that we have to so that You would fully understand. What an awesome God.

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Changing The Way We Think

There are two kinds of thoughts. Godly and ungodly. We, as Christians need to make sure that our thought patterns are Godly. Proverbs 23:7a (KJV) says, "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he:"

We can't trust our senses. They lie, and mislead. They may at times give us "facts" but they don't always give us "TRUTH."

We can't trust what we see. For example, Elijah's servant saw a great army surrounding them. God and Elijah saw the army of the Lord there to defend them. The disciples saw 5 loaves and 2 little fish. Jesus saw a feast, enough to feed 5,000 men plus women and children.

We can't trust what we can hear. The woman with the issue of blood had heard nothing but bad news from the doctors and had spent every penny she had to hear it. But the truth was that Jesus came to bring healing to her. The Israelites believed the bad report of the 10 spies. Only Joshua and Caleb believed the Lord's report and were able to pass into the promised land.

Facts-versus-TRUTH. There is a huge difference between facts and truth. Don't ever get the two confused. The fact was that Elijah _was_ surrounded by an army. But the truth was that there were more warriors for them than were against them.

Satan used 'facts' against Jesus. He could have given everything over to Jesus, as he promised on the temple mount, legally Satan owned it all. But the truth was that by doing it God's way, Jesus not only got it all for Himself, but for us as well. God's plan is always better than Satan's schemes.

We can't let what others say, good or bad, carry more weight than what God says. There are millions of people who have bought into the lies that we all go to heaven, that there is no hell, that there are many roads to heaven, and even that we evolved out of some primordial slime and when we die we become fertilizer for the next evolutionary change. That this life is all there is.

In John 8:44, Jesus tells the religious leaders that Satan is "The father of lies." In Verse 47 He goes on to say to those stiff-necked, hard-hearted people, "Whoever is of God, listens to God-those who belong to God hear the words of God. This is the reason you do not listen [to them, to me] because you do not belong to and are not of God or in harmony with God." (AMP)

Jesus spent countless hours trying to dispel the lies that had come into the minds of God's people. They believed that sickness, accidents and death at the hands of Rome were all due to sin. That they were all some type of divine punishment. They believed that they were the only one's God loved, that they were better than any other nation because they "have Abraham as our Father." Their mindset was to love their brother but hate their enemy. That their works earned them God's favor and kept them righteous. All lies.

We need to line up our thinking with God's word. Not out of context, not adding to or taking away from. Simple truth. God isn't trying to trick us. He isn't hiding from us, or trying to mislead us. Ask Him to show you His TRUTH and the Holy Spirit will lead and guide you there.

John 10:1-5 (The Message Bible), "Let me set this before you as plainly as I can. If a person climbs over the fence of a sheep pen instead of going through he gate, you know he's up to no good-a sheep rustler! The shepherd walked right up to the gate. The gatekeeper opens the gate to him and the sheep recognize his voice. He calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. When he gets them all out, he leads them and they follow because **they are familiar with his voice**. They won't follow a stranger's voice but will scatter because they aren't used to the sound of it."

Know His voice!

Philippians 2:5-8 (KJV), "Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

Have the mind of Christ.

Father, I thank You that Your word washes my mind, renewing it. Help me to think like You.

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My Whole Heart

Deuteronomy 6:5 (KJB), "And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might."

God wants our whole heart. He won't be satisfied with anything less. I used to read this verse and think to myself "how do I even do that?" Another issue I used to have is that if I gave my whole heart to God, what would be left for all the others that I love. In my immaturity I was thinking with my natural brain, and not seeing with my spiritual eyes.

First off let me say when we love God first, with all the love we have, our love is so multiplied that there is more than enough to go around for family and friends. In fact we will find ourselves loving strangers, enemies, and many others that the world deems as "unlovable." As to how to love God with your whole heart, with all our soul (mind, will, and emotions), and all our strength, it is so simple that it can confuse our foolish minds. We have to start by giving God the rule of our lives. We can't stay on the throne and think somehow we are giving Him all. It's not by our belief in Him, or our faith. It is by simply allowing Christ to dwell in our hearts and live in us. We have to be truly submitted to His will and His way. There is no room for "self" in this kind of passionate abandon to Jesus.

Andrew Murray, in his book "The Kingdom of God is Within You," puts it this way, "I do not ask. Are you believers? Are you sure that your sins are pardoned? Are you seeking to live a Christian life? But have you given your heart to Christ to possess, to rule, to renew, to dwelling all alone, to fill with the will of God? Have you given it away, out of your power into His? Your self-confidence, your self-contentment, your self-pleasing, your self-will, has it all been laid at Christ's feet? So that He can cast it out, and fill the heart with Himself. If not, let nothing keep you back from giving what belongs to God, and what Christ came to win back for Him. Your heart was made for God."

King David understood it. Even though he didn't walk perfectly, he did not always do right, God called him a man after His own heart. David writes in Psalm 84:1 (NIV), "My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the LORD; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God." That is passion for Christ.

Do you have that passion?

Have you completely surrendered your heart?

Won't you give Him all of your love? Allow Him to work in you and through you, as he did in David.

Jesus, come into my heart. Make it your dwelling place. I relinquish the reins of my heart to Your capable hands.

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Never Forget, Always Trust

Psalms 106:8-14 (AMP), "Our fathers in Egypt understood not nor appreciated Your miracles; they did not [earnestly] remember the multitude of Your mercies nor imprint Your loving-kindness [on their hearts], but they were rebellious and provoked the Lord at the sea, even at the Red Sea. Nevertheless He saved them for His name's sake [to prove the righteousness of the divine character], that He might make His mighty power known. He rebuked the Red Sea also, and it dried up; so He led them through the depths as through a pastureland. And He saved them from the hand of him that hated them, and redeemed them from the hand of the [Egyptian] enemy. And the waters covered their adversaries; not one of them was left. Then [Israel] believed His words [trusting in, relying on them]; they sang His praise. But they hastily forgot His works; they did not [earnestly] wait for His plans [to develop] regarding them, but lusted exceedingly in the wilderness and tempted and tried to restrain God [with their insistent desires] in the desert."

David admits that his forefathers had a problem with forgetfulness. They forgot that God is a merciful God, that he is a loving Father, kind and fiercely protective. Yet God still saved them, so that others could see His power. God performed many wonderful things in the sight of those rebellious children, who tramped years longer than necessary, through the wilderness. But those children "hastily forgot His works." They quickly lusted for what they didn't have instead of being grateful for what they did.

They also had some trust issues. God in his patience would deliver them, and they would sing His praise and seemingly put their trust in Him, only to "restrain Him with their insistent desires". They hindered the work He wanted to do for them. They hindered and fought against the plan He had laid. They wanted what they wanted instead of accepting what they needed from the One who knew the beginning from the end. These stiff-necked children tried to live according to the world's system instead of listening and obeying God.

Psalms 106:34-39 (AMP), "They did not destroy the [heathen] nations as the Lord commanded them, But mingled themselves with the [idolatrous] nations and learned their ways and works and served their idols, which were a snare to them. Yes, they sacrificed their sons and their daughters to demons and shed innocent blood, even the blood of their sons and of their daughters, whom they sacrificed to the idols of Canaan; and the land was polluted with their blood. Thus were they defiled by their own works, and they played the harlot and practiced idolatry with their own deeds [of idolatrous rites]."

Now, before we get to judgmental, let's take a look at our own lives. Do we really trust Him, let's be honest, or do we try to "figure things out" on our own? Do we remember all He has already brought us through, or do we listen to the news, the doctor's report, or look at that balance in our checking account? Are we thankful for where He is leading us and expecting to come out into a blessing, or are we looking back at the past thinking how much more fun things were, or what we think we are missing out on? Do we desire to live Godly, or do we look at the seeming ease of the world and wish that we could have things so "easy?" God hasn't changed. The same desires that He had for those who were slaves in Egypt, are the exact ones He has for us. He wants us blessed, and He wants us to be a blessing!

We can only do that if we "lean not on our own understanding." We know Him, know His plans for us, listen and obey. I know it sounds too simple, but really it is. We are the ones who make it hard. How can we ever lead anyone to Christ, build the Kingdom, if we are full of doubt and unbelief? If we can't remember all the wonderful things He has done for us, how are we going to share our testimony? Do we share more problems than God's providence? Are we steeped in worry and anxiety? That's not how it should be! If we live the way those escaped slaves lived, with a slave mentality, we will never be who God has ordained us to be. He has set us free! We are no longer slaves, we are sons.

Trust Him. He is trustworthy. Period.

And NEVER forget His love for you. Ever.

Holy Spirit, remind me of the goodness of God. I choose to remember and obey. I will tell others of God's everlasting love and kindness toward me and towards them.

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Psalm 107

We need God. Without Him we are a mess. Even with Him we can go down that slippery slope from time to time. When that happens, all we need to do is call out to Him. He is faithful to save. Sometimes we think we have tried His patience and we listen to the lies of the enemy. Satan tries to tell us that God won't be there for us. That God is angry with us. One of the most common lies is that we got ourselves into the mess, what makes us think God will get us out?

God's chosen people were messed up. They cried out to Him and He saved them. Then, surprise, surprise, they mess up again (and again, and again-get the picture?). Every time He patiently comes through for them. He's a parent. Isn't that what we do with our little ones? We set boundaries, they go past them, we administer a consequence, tell them we forgive them and love them, and they do it again the next day. We don't give up, because we love them and have great expectations for their future. One of those expectations is that they will learn from their mistakes. That those times where they lose control, or act in rebellion will come fewer and farther between.

God has those same expectations for us!

Let's take a look at Psalm 107. These verses clearly show our Father's patience and love towards us.

Psalm 107:1-42 (AMP), "O give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; for His mercy and loving-kindness endure forever! Let the redeemed of the Lord say so, whom He has delivered from the hand of the adversary, And gathered them out of the lands, from the east and from the west, from the north and from the [Red] Sea in the south. Some wandered in the wilderness in a solitary desert track; they found no city for habitation. Hungry and thirsty, they fainted; their lives were near to being extinguished. Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and He delivered them out of their distresses. He led them forth by the straight and right way, that they might go to a city where they could establish their homes. Oh, that men would praise [and confess to] the Lord for His goodness and loving-kindness and His wonderful works to the children of men! For He satisfies the longing soul and fills the hungry soul with good. Some sat in darkness and in the shadow of death, being bound in affliction and in irons, Because they had rebelled against the words of God and spurned the counsel of the Most High. Therefore He bowed down their hearts with hard labor; they stumbled and fell down, and there was none to help. Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and He saved them out of their distresses. He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death and broke apart the bonds that held them. Oh, that men would praise [and confess to] the Lord for His goodness and loving-kindness and His wonderful works to the children of men! For He has broken the gates of bronze and cut the bars of iron apart. Some are fools [made ill] because of the way of their transgressions and are afflicted because of their iniquities. They loathe every kind of food, and they draw near to the gates of death. Then they cry to the Lord in their trouble, and He delivers them out of their distresses. He sends forth His word and heals them and rescues them from the pit and destruction. Oh, that men would praise [and confess to] the Lord for His goodness and loving-kindness and His wonderful works to the children of men! And let them sacrifice the sacrifices of thanksgiving and rehearse His deeds with shouts of joy and singing! Some go down to the sea and travel over it in ships to do business in great waters; These see the works of the Lord and His wonders in the deep. For He commands and raises up the stormy wind, which lifts up the waves of the sea. [Those aboard] mount up to the heavens, they go down again to the deeps; their courage melts away because of their plight. They reel to and fro and stagger like a drunken man and are at their wits' end [all their wisdom has come to nothing]. Then they cry to the Lord in their trouble, and He brings them out of their distresses. He hushes the storm to a calm and to a gentle whisper, so that the waves of the sea are still. Then the men are glad because of the calm, and He brings them to their desired haven. Oh, that men would praise [and confess to] the Lord for His goodness and loving-kindness and His wonderful works to the children of men! Let them exalt Him also in the congregation of the people and praise Him in the company of the elders. He turns rivers into a wilderness, water springs into a thirsty ground, A fruitful land into a barren, salt waste, because of the wickedness of those who dwell in it. He turns a wilderness into a pool of water and a dry ground into water springs; And there He makes the hungry to dwell, that they may prepare a city for habitation, And sow fields, and plant vineyards which yield fruits of increase. He blesses them also, so that they are multiplied greatly, and allows not their cattle to decrease. When they are diminished and bowed down through oppression, trouble, and sorrow, He pours contempt upon princes and causes them to wander in waste places where there is no road. Yet He raises the poor and needy from affliction and makes their families like a flock. The upright shall see it and be glad, but all iniquity shall shut its mouth."

Does any of that sound familiar? Some wandered around alone and confused, hungry and thirsty. Some sat in darkness and in the shadow of death, because of their own rebellion. Others are fools and were made sick due to their own stupidity and bad choices. There are those that are on that roller coaster ride from Hell, ups and downs and at their witts end. Then there are the ones who are burdened with heavy oppression, trouble, and sorrow. Does it say that God leaves them there in their mess? No. He saves, delivers, and heals. He makes those desert places like garden. He calms those storms and allows us to be stable and at peace. God brings us out of darkness into the light of His Son. "Oh, that men would praise the Lord for His goodness and loving-kindness and His wonderful works."

The last verse in Psalm 107 says, "Whoso is wise [if there be any truly wise] will observe and heed these things; and they will diligently consider the mercy and loving-kindness of the Lord. **"**

I want to be wise, don't you?

Father, your word says if I lack wisdom in any area, I can ask You for it and You will give it. I want Your wisdom for every situation.

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Don't be a Fool

Galatians 3:1-4 (NIV), "You foolish Galatians, who has bewitched you, before whose eyes Jesus Christ was publicly portrayed as crucified? This is the only thing I want to find out from you: did you receive the Spirit by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith? Are you so foolish? Having begun by the Spirit, are you now being perfected by the flesh? Did you suffer so many things in vain—if indeed it was in vain?"

The Galatians had been let to Jesus by the Spirit of the Living God. They had accepted Jesus as crucified, their penalty paid. They had gloried in their new freedom from sin, begun a Church family, and behaved like all new believers. Then something terrible happened...

They went back to the confines of the law!

Paul calls them fools. Elsewhere in the scripture (Proverbs) it says, "A fool says in their heart that there is no God." That sounds harsh, but let's think about this for a minute. After having been set free from the law and sin, why would anyone want to go back? In my own experience it is because we believe the lie that God hasn't done it, won't do it, or can't do it. Or even worse, the lie that says we don't deserve it. So we try to manipulate, and work our way into His Grace. That is someone who doesn't know God intimately. I've been there! I thought I knew Him, but when hit with something hard, I doubted and believed those lies. Of course He came through like He always did. It took me accepting what He had already done! How did I get to that point of acceptance? I allowed the Holy Spirit to lead and guide me into all truth. I listened to His voice and stopped listening to the lie.

God isn't withholding anything from us! That was the original lie that Satan told Adam and Eve in the Garden. After all this time, shouldn't we recognize that lie for what it really is? I know God. Personally! I am in relationship with Him. I know how much He loves me, and am learning more about it every day.

Be guided by the Holy Spirit. Not by your flesh, not by your reasoning or intellect, and certainly not by any lie.

Don't be a fool! God loves you and He wants only good for you. He gave Jesus, why would he withhold anything else?

Romans 12:2 (Weymouth New Testament), "And do not follow the customs of the present age, but be transformed by the entire renewal of your minds, so that you may learn by experience what God's will is--that will which is good and beautiful and perfect."

Holy Spirit, thank You for revealing the Father to me! Thank you for leading me into the truth!

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Is He Watching?

Psalm 33:18 (NIV), "But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him, on those whose hope is in his unfailing love,"

Genesis 28:15 (NIV), "I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you."

That is pretty comforting that our Heavenly Father is watching over us. Especially the part about "until I have done what I promised!" But, is He watching us all in the same way? He loved everyone. There is not one person exempt from His unfailing love. In fact nothing can separate us from His love. (Romans 8:31-39). However, according to verse 18 in Psalms, His eyes are on those who hope in His love. What does that mean? Though God loves everyone, He especially watches over His children (those who have given themselves to Him.) Then going a step further, He is looking for those who fear Him, who trust Him, and those who expect Him to "do all that He promised."

God can work in the lives of those who are trusting in Him!

Verses 20-22 go on to say, "We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love be with us, Lord, even as we put our hope in you."

Notice it doesn't say that we need to try and "make something happen." It also does not say that our hope is in our own effort, or our job, or our family, our church, the government, or the lottery. Our hope is in Him! Nothing else can fulfill those promises that He made us. The bible is so full of promises, thousands, literally. Only He can perform them. Only He can finish what He has started.

Is it important to place our hope and trust in Him?

Psalms 33:20 in the KJV and also the NAS use the word "according" after love. His love is with us according to our hope and trust. Do you hope a little, trust even less? That's how much His love is with us. Not because He loves us less, but because we won't accept His love and blessings if we don't trust Him. It's not Him, it's us that fails.

Finally, let's look at the same scripture in the Amplified version.

"Let Your mercy and loving-kindness, O Lord, be upon us, in proportion to our waiting and hoping for You."

That says it plain and simple.

He is watching over us! He so wants to bless us. His desire is for us to have an abundant life. For us to live out of His provision and not out of our own effort. Yes, we do have to work, and we should be diligent and honest in our labor, but don't ever look at your own work as your source. Trust Him! He is able.

Heavenly Father, thank You so much for watching over me, for watching over Your word to perform it in my life. I choose to put my trust in you!

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Drama Queen or Noble King?

We all know a few Drama Queens. You know the ones who live soap opera lives. They love drama and the latest gossip. They are busybodies, they think they have to know and try to fix everyone else's problems, when their own seem too huge to even attempt to fix. Anything that happens in their lives is a BIG DEAL! Mountains are made out of molehills. A bad report becomes headline news (everyone has to know.) Most of the time we grow out of that stage around the age of sixteen, but for some, it becomes a way of life.

Those kind of people drain me. How about you? It feels like they sap the strength right out of you. Suck you dry. They are so needy.

At Church they are always in the prayer line, always asking for prayer, wanting someone to "stand in the gap" for them. All good things, but they never receive. Or if they do, they just move onto the next big deal. What is the problem?

They don't trust God. Or, I may even venture to say, they don't know God. Sure they may know who He is, they may even believe He is real and that He sent Jesus to die for them, but they don't really know Him. How do I know that?

I've had my drama queen moments.

Always, those times have been when I looked at the circumstances, believed the bad doctors report, or the balance in my checkbook, more than I looked at Him, or believed His word. Sometimes we believe, we know Him in an intimate way, but we still go into panic mode. Most often, in my own life it is because I haven't been listening to Him, or I listened but didn't do what He said.

Years ago when I was having heart issues, and had some equipment malfunction while on the operating table, fully awake, I lived a few months of the Drama Queen life. From the beginning, God was trying to tell me that He had it all under control, that I had already been healed, and to act like it, declare it. However, I chose to listen to the doctors and some well-meaning people and things went from bad to worse. It took me finally listening, and obeying Him before I saw the issue totally healed. He healed me before the foundation of the world, way before He ever took those stripes, but it took months for it to manifest due to my lack of obedience. Thankfully, a good Christian friend told me that God said, "I've got your back. It's all taken care of." The exact same thing He had been trying to tell me for months. Some of the worst days in my entire life ended up being a stepping stone for my faith to grow. I know I can trust Him! He proved it, again.

Proverbs 3:5-8 (NIV), "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones."

That is a word to stand on!

Now, before I finish up today, I don't want to just say "don't be a Drama Queen," I want to also encourage you to be who God created you to be. A Noble King.

Revelations 5:10 (Aramaic Bible In Plain English), "And you have made them a Kingdom, Priests and Kings to our God, and they shall reign over The Earth."

He has made us kings! I didn't say it, He did.

When you think of a good king, David always seems to come to mind. He was intimate with God. He refused to take any action against his enemy Saul, recognizing that King Saul was anointed by God. When he sinned, he repented. One scripture stands out to me in the life of King David that helps prove the nobleness of his character.

II Samuel 9:1-7 (NIV), Then David said, "Is there yet anyone left of the house of Saul, that I may show him kindness for Jonathan's sake?" Now there was a servant of the house of Saul whose name was Ziba, and they called him to David; and the king said to him, "Are you Ziba?" And he said, "I am your servant." The king said, "Is there not yet anyone of the house of Saul to whom I may show the kindness of God?" And Ziba said to the king, "There is still a son of Jonathan who is crippled in both feet." So the king said to him, "Where is he?" And Ziba said to the king, "Behold, he is in the house of Machir the son of Ammiel in Lo-debar." Then King David sent and brought him from the house of Machir the son of Ammiel, from Lo-debar. Mephibosheth, the son of Jonathan the son of Saul, came to David and fell on his face and prostrated himself. And David said, "Mephibosheth." And he said, "Here is your servant!" David said to him, "Do not fear, for I will surely show kindness to you for the sake of your father Jonathan, and will restore to you all the land of your grandfather Saul; and you shall eat at my table regularly."

Saul and his sons are dead. David is king. He is subduing his enemies with the Lord's leading. He has built himself a fine home out of the cedars of Lebanon. All is good for David, yet one thing is still on his heart. He remembers the good things about King Saul. He recalls the friendship he had with Jonathan, so he wants to show some kindness to anyone who is left. David accepts this cripples man into his home and restores all of his grandfathers land to him. He thought of others. He wanted to bless, to give, and wasn't thinking of how he could get. That is nobility. Yes, he was king and had more than he needed. But, you must remember, he started as shepherd boy. In fact, that's when God anointed him as king.

Drama Queens live in the temporal, Noble Kings live in eternity.

It's a choice really.

How do you choose to see your life?

How do you choose to see God?

Who do you want to be?

A Drama Queen or a Noble King?

Jesus, You are the perfect example of a King. Help me to be more like you. I will make wise choices today!

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Are You Surrendered?

We no longer live under the law! We are free from the law! Isn't that wonderful?

Romans 8:1-2 (NIV), "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death."

John 8:36 (NIV), "So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed."

Now we can do whatever we want. Right?

People use that as an excuse to excuse just about anything. There is still sin. We still live in a fallen world. As a child of God I don't have to pay the penalty of my sin, but does that mean I can really just do whatever I want. Paul answers this question for us.

I Corinthians 10:23 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "Everything is permissible," but not everything is helpful. "Everything is permissible," but not everything builds up."

What God calls sin, its still sin. Can I live with someone before I get married? Of course! Is that beneficial to my marriage? Absolutely not! I know we did it that backwards way. Can I live an alternate lifestyle? You bet. Will God bless that? Not a bit. There are some things God asked us not to do because He is Holy and He wants us to live Holy. Some things He has asked us to do, or not to do, because it is simply harmful to us or to others. Overdrinking, overeating, drug addiction, physical abuse, sexual abuse, and sexual immorality are all harmful practices.

Ok, so maybe you like some of those things that God says don't do. What is my answer to that? If you love Him, really truly love Him, and you aren't just doing lip service, you will want to please Him more than your flesh. Simply put: if you continue in sinful behavior, you are not in a true relationship with Him.

When we have surrendered our hearts to Jesus and let Him sit on the throne there, we change. Our way of thinking changes and our habits change. The more we read His word and spend quiet time with God, allowing Him to speak into our lives, the more we change. As we are being led by His Spirit, those ungodly desires just seem to fade away. I know from experience that it isn't always easy, but it is best. God's desire for us is a more wonderful, spectacular life than we could ever even dream about. Why would we want to keep doing things our own way and not surrender to His will?

What about all of those other people out there. They seem to do just fine living in the flesh and doing whatever they want. They blatantly live the opposite of the way God instructs us, and people applaud them for their honesty. How do we handle that?

We never accept sin. God doesn't. However, He never stops loving them. We shouldn't either. If I love them, do I have to ignore their sin? No! Just don't beat them up, don't beat them over the head with your Bible. Don't call them names, ridicule, or belittle them. None of those things are loving. We need to make friends with people. We have to show them the love of God. The dividing line is if you start to behave more like them, than them behaving more like you. We can't be everyone's friend. It's permissible or lawful, but not beneficial. Be honest, we have all had a friend at some point in our lives that used, abused, or influenced us in a bad way. Stay away from those people.

I Thessalonians 5:22 (Jubilee Bible 2000), "Separate yourselves from all appearance of evil."

If it looks like a duck, and quacks like a duck, it's probably a duck. We are supposed to separate (some versions say "flee", others say "abstain") from all appearance of evil. Does it look like sin? Does it taste, feel, sound, or smell like sin? Stay away.

Paul also tells us in I Corinthians 15:33 (NIV), "Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character." In verse 34 (NLT), "Think carefully about what is right, and stop sinning. For to your shame I say that some of you don't know God at all."

Paul likes to "tell it like it is." I would probably be afraid of him, had I known him in person. Most of us are afraid of confrontation. We may be timid and too worried about what people think. However, Paul practiced what he preached.

Ephesians 4:15 (NLT), "Instead, we will speak the truth in love, growing in every way more and more like Christ, who is the head of his body, the church."

So if you have surrendered your life to God, stay that way. Daily allow His Spirit to guide you. If you haven't surrendered, please do. I promise, it is easier than kicking against the thorn. Just ask Paul. Are you friends with unbelievers? Be patient, live right in their sight, be generous and full of God's love. Show them the father. Let God be your guide in when to cut the ties with an unrepentant friend and when to keep on working with them. He knows.

Holy Spirit, I am counting on You today. I am confident that You will not only convict of sin, but You will convince of my right standing with God. I choose to sever any unhealthy relationships; I just need You to show me who to keep in my life, and who to just keep in my prayers.

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Psalms Confession – From Psalm 4:3, 37:4, 65:4, 66:9, 112:1-9, 116:1, and 145:14, 20

The Lord has set me apart for Himself. I belong to Him and no other. My heart is not divided, so He hears me when I call. Just like a parent is always tuned in to the call of his own child, even above the noise.

Because I delight in the Lord, He will give me the deep desires of my heart. Not only does He place Godly desires there through His promises and His Spirit, He wants me happy and fulfilled.

God causes me to come near Him. He causes my family to come near Him as well. He is my confidence and hope. I can trust Him with my whole heart.

Because He does not allow my foot to slip, I am secure. My Heavenly Father keeps me alive through every circumstance. In fact, He brings me out into a wealthy place. My Lord never rejects my prayers and He will not remove His mercy and loving-kindness from me, ever.

Because I fear and reverently honor Him and I delight in His unfailing word, I am blessed. Wealth and riches are in my home and I am righteous forever. Having wealth will not harm me, it is a merely a tool to provide for my family, to help others, and to further God's Kingdom. During these dark days, His light dawns for me. Because I trust in His provision, I am generous and I lend to the poor. I do not fear bad news, my heart remains steadfast.

I love the Lord. He hears me, even in my cry for mercy. Because He always listens, I will call on Him as long as I live.

God picks me up when I fall and He constantly watches over me to perform His word in my life. Because I love Him, He preserves me until the end of my days.

Thank You Lord, for Your steadfast love, for your unending mercy, and for Your constant provision.

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The Awesomeness of God

Job 26:6-14 "Sheol (the place of the dead) is naked before God, and Abaddon (the place of destruction) has no covering [from His eyes]. He it is Who spreads out the northern skies over emptiness and hangs the earth upon or over nothing. He holds the waters bound in His clouds [which otherwise would spill on earth all at once], and the cloud is not rent under them. He covers the face of His throne and spreads over it His cloud. He has placed an enclosing limit [the horizon] upon the waters at the boundary between light and darkness. The pillars of the heavens tremble and are astonished at His rebuke. He stills or stirs up the sea by His power, and by His understanding He smites proud Rahab. By His breath the heavens are garnished; His hand pierced the [swiftly] fleeing serpent. Yet these are but [a small part of His doings] the outskirts of His ways or the mere fringes of His force, the faintest whisper of His voice! Who dares contemplate or who can understand the thunders of His full, magnificent power?"

Yep, God is awesome. Read Job, He even tells us in His own words how great He is! How can we be anything less than humble when we realize how magnificent He really is. So why do we, at times, think He can't perform what He promised? Why do we put the God of the Universe in a puny box and say our problems are too big for Him? Abraham was given a promise that could never take place in the natural. He said, "Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Lord?" (Gen 18:14a).

Numbers 23:19 "God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind. Has he said, and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it?"

God is able and willing to perform what He has promised. Look at Exodus 14. Moses had the people at the edge of the Red Sea, this was part of God's plan. Pharaoh and his army of chariots were thundering down on the escaped slaves. Naturally they panicked. Moses told them in verse 14, "The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still." How many times have we heard that one quoted as "Be still and see the power of God" and truly He does deliver in His mercy as we sometimes rest, but let's move on to verse 15-16. God corrects what Moses has just told the people. "Then the LORD said to Moses, "Why are you crying out to me? Tell the Israelites to move on. Raise your staff and stretch out your hand over the sea to divide the water so that the Israelites can go through the sea on dry ground." His plan wasn't for them to be still, but to ACT! Moses knew that God would deliver them, but God wanted them to act on that belief. That's faith, putting actions to our belief and our hope.

God is awesome! He is also our Father. When your father is God, what can stop you?

Heavenly Father, thanks! Thank You for adopting me, for loving me, and for being who You are! I love you!

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Off With Their Head!

Did you ever watch "Alice in Wonderland," of maybe read the book? There is an evil character in that story, the queen of hearts, that likes to scream "Off with their heads!" I think she got that idea from Satan. He wants to separate us from our Head. The bible is clear, we are the body of Christ and He is the Head, (I Corinthians 12.) God's word is also clear about the fact that He will never leave us nor forsake us, and that nothing can separate us from His love. Our enemy cannot "be-head" us. He, Jesus, will not allow Himself to be separated from the body, so, Satan has to get us away from our Head. Does that make sense?

How does he do that? He has several tactics, none of them new. One is distraction. He will bring everything, including the kitchen sink, against us. We tend to get our minds fixed on our problems and not on God and His solution. We fight that by rebuking our enemy and his plans against us, and speaking God's word over our situation. Another ploy is to get us in discord or dis-unity with those around us, our family, friends, and our church family. We get so caught up in the drama that we lose sight of God's purpose, His vision, in our lives. It can destroy a marriage and a church. We combat that by not listening to gossip, not spreading lies, and by building strong, healthy, Godly relationships. When people know us, they won't believe any lie that is spoken by others about us. If you hear something that is untrue don't repeat it, and don't allow it to continue. Call the person who is gossiping on it! If needed go to the elders of the church. Promote unity! Pray for God to bind us together with bonds of peace and with love. Satan is the liar, have no part in his ways.

This one is a favorite of our enemy; he tries to convince us that God is keeping something from us, or that we have to work to receive from our Father. That's the original lie that Adam and Eve believed. We wear ourselves out trying to get, earn, rob, grab, acquire, obtain, something that God, in His love, just wants to give us! Sounds pretty crazy, but I've bought into that one more than once, thinking the doctor could heal, the bank could bail me out, that the grass was greener... Don't buy into that lie. God is good, He wants to bless you abundantly, and His gifts are free. They were already paid for by the shed blood of Jesus.

We don't live in a fairy tale, and out enemy isn't a misguided, misplaced card out of some strange deck. Our enemy is real, and we are cautioned not to be ignorant of his devices.

II Corinthians 2:11 (God's Word Translation), "I don't want Satan to outwit us. After all, we are not ignorant about Satan's scheming."

I Peter 5:8 (NIV), "Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."

Did you catch that part, Who he may devour? We don't have to let him!

Thank You Jesus for purchasing it all! I want to stay focused on the Father's plans and purposes for my life, so I will not give my attention over to what the enemy is doing. I will be diligent and not ignorant, and I will not allow him to distract me.

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Change Me

For years I tried to change others, or if I wasn't consciously trying to change them, I was hoping and praying that they would. I have had some stubborn, selfish, and downright mean people in my life over the years. They needed to change, really!

However, my reasoning wasn't the best. Rarely was my motivation for wanting them changed them-love motivated, usually it was for my benefit that I wanted them changed. That is pretty understandable coming from a child, but unacceptable from an adult. I learned a hard lesson: I can't change people.

So am I saying we shouldn't pray for change in others, or encourage and give advice to help them grow and develop Godly character? Not at all. We should do those things. What I am saying is that our motivation needs to always be love. Going even farther, our desire for change needs to start with us.

Matthew 7:3 (NASB), "Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye?"

Matthew 23:24 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "Blind guides! You strain out a gnat, yet gulp down a camel!"

Luke 18:9-14 (NIV), "And He also told this parable to some people who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and viewed others with contempt: "Two men went up into the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. "The Pharisee stood and was praying this to himself: 'God, I thank You that I am not like other people: swindlers, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. 'I fast twice a week; I pay tithes of all that I get.' "But the tax collector, standing some distance away, was even unwilling to lift up his eyes to heaven, but was beating his breast, saying, 'God, be merciful to me, the sinner!' "I tell you, this man went to his house justified rather than the other; for everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but he who humbles himself will be exalted."

These scriptures were Jesus talking to and about the Pharisees. I don't want to join that group, do you? They are some of the most stubborn, selfish, and downright mean people of all. I want to be like the humble man who wanted God's mercy and grace!

God wants hearts changed. Not so it would make life easier for Him. He doesn't think the way we do. It's always for our benefit. He is always motivated by love.

Sitting in a church service and hearing a great message, but thinking, "I wish so-and-so were here, they really need to hear this," is not acceptable. The message is always for us, (if you sit under a pastor who is in relationship with God, and hearing His voice.) Ask the Holy Spirit to show you how you can apply it to your own life. Then during our busy days, take the time to ask Him to show you any area in your life that need to be renewed. He won't reveal it all in one day, we couldn't handle it. He is a gentleman and will show you bits and pieces at a time. Then take action. If you don't know how, not trying to be redundant here, but ask the Holy Spirit. He guides us into all truth. He helps conform us into the image of Jesus.

We aren't trying to be someone else, just a "better me." God knows who that is! He will help you become that better you.

Do you have some people in your life that need a spiritual make-over, or maybe even a complete over-haul? First, make sure they are really supposed to be in your life. (You are starting to get it now, if you're not sure you...ask...). If they are, turn that magnifying glass on yourself instead of them. Stop looking at and for their faults and shortcomings. We take an honest look at ourselves, remembering it is a process and there is no condemnation now that we are saved, and allow God to change us. It isn't a secret, magic formula, and will probably take some work, but it is worth it.

You will notice as you are changing that those other people don't irritate you as much, can't hurt you the way they used to, and you may even discover more things to love. Better yet, they may be motivated and inspired to work on their own lives.

Open yourself up to the Holy Spirit, to God's love, and be changed!

You will like the new you!

Holy Spirit, I may be afraid for You to point out my faults, but I don't want to be the same. So, show me and give me the strength and the scriptures to stand on, to be a better me.

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Don't Be a Victim

Some people have a victim mentality.

They are always being attacked, provoked, short-changed, overlooked, underappreciated, ridiculed, and the list goes on, and the world owes them something. Sometimes all they want is an excuse, a reason for their less-than-perfect lives, or why they can't hold down a job, why they drink too much, eat too much, abuse drugs and other people, why they are lazy, or sick, or broke. Other times they want compensation for what they consider their they were robbed or cheated of, and even more astounding, they want someone to support them, to take care of them, and to be a leach off of the hard work, or spiritual maturity of others.

I know some of those people. I am still frequently amazed when I find out exactly what they are supposed to be a victim of. I am often reminded of something our Senior Pastor jokes about when he mentions people like that. He says, "My mama put me on a cold potty when I was two and I never got over that." We all laugh, partly because it can be pretty accurate.

These were the reasoning I have heard: Their ancestors were slaves...their parents didn't want them, love them, or were abusive...they had an alcoholic parent...they were bullied in the sixth grade...their husband, or wife, left them...and on it goes.

I am not belittling any of those things. I have experienced most of those. However, we don't camp out in those awful experiences. We certainly don't live there. So many times I have wanted to give this sound and loving advice to those who are stuck, "Get over it!" I have given a softer, nicer, more politically correct version of this.

Our prisons, our welfare system, and our schools are full of "victims." It's a shame. God's chosen people were taken out of slavery in Egypt and they were led by God, personally, to a land flowing with milk and honey. Yet, they couldn't shake that slavery mentality. They saw themselves as victims of Moses, who they accused of trying to kill them, and of God, who they said had led them out just to let them starve and die in the wilderness. Do, a trip that should have taken days, took forty years! That's what a victim mentality will do, rob you of your inheritance and delay the promises. Aren't God's blessings, his provision, better than a "free ride," better than any so-called entitlements?

God calls us His children, those of us who have accepted Jesus as Lord. He says that we are Kings and Priests. We are chosen, blessed, redeemed, saved, delivered, Holy, righteous, loved, and accepted (and those are just a few things He says about us.) How can we ever perceive ourselves as being a victim? "But, Satan keeps attacking me," you say. Sure he does, that's his job, it is who he is. Satan wants to keep you a victim. Don't listen to him, or any other voice that tells you that junk, whether it is a family member, a teacher, a friend, or even the President of the United States, listen to God. His job, who He is, is love. He is our Father. He'll protect those that are His like a mama bear protects her cubs. He is a Mighty Warrior King!

I know people who have gone through some stuff, but they chose to live as His children, and they are productive, generous, loving, and unselfish people. They give, they don't expect to receive. Some of those people have been raped, sexually assaulted, abused, were raised by parents who were addicted to drugs, alcohol, or food, they have made bad choices, messed up their lives, but they have moved on. Others, life has dealt them some blows, sickness, broken bones, broken hearts, and broken marriages. Yet, they choose to persevere, to fight the fight of faith, to trust God.

My husband is one who refuses to be a victim. The day after school got out his junior year (way back in 1973) he was out drinking with some buddies on some logging roads in Washington State. Those roads are steep, gravel or dirt, have mountain on one side and a drastic drop off on the other, and worst of all they corkscrew up the mountain. Their bad choices resulted in a horrible car accident where my husband broke his back in seven places. He shattered vertebrae and is still missing two. He spent three months in the hospital and six months in a body cast. That was the end of high school wrestling. The doctors told him he would never walk again and his limitations if he did were numerous. God had preserved his life, even at a time when Eddie was not serving the Lord. Now, so many years later, he is now fifty-eight, he still works hard. He refused social security disability all of those years ago, preferring to work and support himself and his family. He still has pain but works, every day, sometimes even sixty hour weeks in a factory. When I met him, he had already been married and divorced twice. He could have played the victim, and lived a life lonely and bitter. We have been married for thirty years this summer. He has never seen himself as a victim.

Another man I know was raised by an abusive mother, had little affection, hardly any money growing up, and lived out in the middle of nowhere. He later made some poor choices and ended up a drug addict. Did he camp out there? Is he a victim? No, he happens to be that Senior Pastor I mentioned. He has traveled the world and had preached to thousand at a time. He has decided to put his trust in God and has let his past be a stepping stone, not a stumbling block. He chose to forgive and love his parents and got to personally lead them to the Lord before they died. He ministers as a covering over dozens of churches and ministries all over the world. He refuses to be a victim, so He is used by God in a big way.

There are many other stories to tell. I am sure you know some of each mentality, two ways of thinking, victims and fighters. Victims lose, fighters win. Adding God into the equation makes our victory sure!

So, what will it be?

Victim or Victor?

II Corinthians 2:14 (KJB), "Now thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savour of his knowledge by us in every place."

If you chose victor, then get in the word and find out what God has to say about who you are! If you are not sure where to start, google it. Modern technology can be used for good. Get off all those social network, log off that game, and go to one of these great sites. You can search just about any topic and find out the truth.

God, how awesome is it that you have already won the victory through the shed blood of Christ. I accept what You have already done. I am not fighting for a victory, but from Your Victory!

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Is Your Heart Clean?

Psalm 51:10,16-17 (KJB), "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me...You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise."

David knew his heart wasn't clean. He had just committed adultery with Bathsheba. When kings were going out to war, David stayed behind, just sending his men to fight. One night he sees a beautiful married woman bathing on her roof. After sending for her and conceiving a child, he tried to cover his track by calling her husband home to sleep with his own wife. Uriah, however, is more honorable than his king and refuses to sleep in comfort with his wife while his own men were still on the battlefield. David then digs himself in deeper and causes the unsuspecting husband to be placed in a dangerous place in battle and is in fact responsible for his death. Still, unrepentant, he marries the woman.

None of this was hidden from God who sends his prophet, Nathan, to prove it. I know, we all see David as such a wonderful person. God even said that David was a man after His own heart. So we hate to look at this part of his life. I say you can't separate one from the other. God didn't say that before the sin. In God's eyes the sin was always there. David didn't pull a fast one on God. He knew what was going to happen from way before time even was created. It is David's reaction to the correction of God that makes him so special. Was he perfect? My lands, no! But that isn't the question we need to ask. The right question is "did he repent."

Let's look at a few places in Psalms that show a repentant heart.

Psalms 32:1-2 (NIV), "Blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the one whose sin the Lord does not count against them and in whose spirit is no deceit."

3-7 (AMP), "When I kept silence [before I confessed], my bones wasted away through my groaning all the day long. For day and night Your hand [of displeasure] was heavy upon me; my moisture was turned into the drought of summer. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! I acknowledged my sin to You, and my iniquity I did not hide. I said, I will confess my transgressions to the Lord [continually unfolding the past till all is told]—then You [instantly] forgave me the guilt and iniquity of my sin. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! For this [forgiveness] let everyone who is godly pray—pray to You in a time when You may be found; surely when the great waters [of trial] overflow, they shall not reach [the spirit in] him. You are a hiding place for me; You, Lord, preserve me from trouble, You surround me with songs and shouts of deliverance. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]!"

David is clear. When he tried to stay silent, keep his sin to himself, it was rough going. Consequently, when he acknowledged his sin, he tells us God forgave him instantly. He then goes on to tell everyone who is Godly to pray the same way, asking for forgiveness. We don't have to get saved again. We don't have to start all over again in our walk with God. We repent, turn from our wicked ways, and go on.

I want to point out that our confession of sin isn't a way to get out of the consequences of sin. For example if you have stolen from your neighbor and spent the money, even though you confess, you may go to jail. David confessed, but one of the consequences of his sin is that the child conceived in adultery didn't live. Now, God could have made Bathsheba barren, or taken the throne away from David, or any other thing that He saw fit. But, God, in is love and in accordance to the promises He already made to David, brings forth Solomon out of the union of David and Bathsheba, and God says He "loved Solomon very much."

We have all messed up, in small ways and in huge ways. Don't fret! Don't try to hide it. If you try to cover your sin, you only get tangled up in the lies even more. Sir Walter Scott (Marmion, 1808), said, "Oh what a tangled web we weave, When first we practice to deceive." Just look at David, he tried everything to hide his sin and it just kept getting uglier. We live under a different covenant than David. Now we have the Holy Spirit to convict us of sin. If we have to wait for someone to come and tell us what we are doing is sin, which means we have ignored the Spirit until we quit hearing Him. Because God loves us, He won't allow us to stay in sin. He'll make sure we know what He thinks one way or another. Don't ignore that tug when you are considering giving in to temptation to begin with! That will prevent a lot of grief. Nevertheless, if you do cave, be quick to repent. He is quick to forgive.

Psalm 86:5 (NIV), "You are forgiving and good, O Lord, abounding in love to all to call you."

Let's finish out Psalms 32.

Psalms 32:8-11 (AMP), "I [the Lord] will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you. Be not like the horse or the mule, which lack understanding, which must have their mouths held firm with bit and bridle, or else they will not come with you. Many are the sorrows of the wicked, but he who trusts in, relies on, and confidently leans on the Lord shall be compassed about with mercy and with loving-kindness. Be glad in the Lord and rejoice, you [uncompromisingly] righteous [you who are upright and in right standing with Him]; shout for joy, all you upright in heart!"

Besides our forgiveness, what other good things come out of our confession of wrong doing? God will instruct us and teach us the right way and we will be surrounded with His mercy and love.

Is your heart clean? Is it broken and contrite?

If not, trust Him. Come clean! He is so ready to forgive and then He even forgets. Won't you let Him?

Father, thank you for having such a forgiving heart. I want a heart just like Yours. Help me to forgive others just as You have forgiven me.

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Who Can Save Us?

The world looks to all kinds of places, people, and possessions for their salvation. We all at one time realized that our lives weren't the best. We tried to run and hide, we tried to find an escape, if only for a short time, we tried to cover up our mistakes, change our address, get a new job, or get a new spouse, only to have to face the hard truth, our lives were a mess. Some tried drugs, alcohol, relationships, immersed themselves in work, or in serving others, and still couldn't find fulfillment. Others went to doctors, psychologists, counselors, palm readers, and fortune tellers, consulted our horoscopes, the stock exchange, googled, twittered, and tried to re-invent ourselves. But when we looked in the mirror, or looked at the condition of our soul, we were sorely disappointed, the change wasn't there, was only skin deep, or wasn't enough, or worse yet, we had changed so much that we weren't even us anymore.

So where do we place our hope? Who can save us?

Psalm 62:1-2 (AMP), "For God alone my soul waits in silence, from Him comes my salvation. He only is my rock and my salvation, my defense and my fortress; I shall not be greatly moved."

Romans 5:8-9 (NIV), "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God's wrath through him!"

We can't fix us. We can't even clean us. We end up being white washed graves, looking good on the outside, but full of death on the inside. A doctor, a psychic, a teacher, or a religious leader, can't change us. A ten step process, a secret formula, or some new "spiritual" phenomenon, won't change us, not fully, or completely. Bull dog tenacity, strong willed perseverance, nor stiff necked stubbornness, can't get us what we need, what we so long for.

We need a Savior. Who can save us?

There is only One who can. In fact, He already did. Not two thousand years ago, but before the beginning of time! We just have to accept it. Apply what was purchased on the cross, by the very blood of the Son of God, to our lives. Then He doesn't give us the "wash and wax" or just to a make-over, He makes us brand new, something never seen before, not put together out of old junk, no Frankensteins here, just a complete new edition. It's a miracle, plain and simple. All the work, the time wasted, the pain and brokenness, all for nothing. We hurt ourselves and others trying to do it on our own.

Maybe you are still living in the living hell of this fallen world. Just give up, surrender your heart to Him. He knows what you've been through, and He knows what you need. He sees your brokenness, your hurts, your faults, and frailties. Only He knows how. Nobody knows you like He does. You can trust Him with your life and with your heart. He is trustworthy. He is faithful.

Psalms 62:5-8 (ESV), "When we give Him our heart, truly and completely, then we can say with David, "For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him. He only is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be shaken. On God rests my salvation and my glory; my mighty rock, my refuge is God. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your heart before him; God is a refuge for us. Selah."

We won't have to worry. No more stress or anxiety. We won't work ourselves, drink ourselves, or eat ourselves into an early grave, only to wake up in a Hell worse than the one we were living in. We not only get a long and satisfying life, we get Heaven here and now, and Heaven when we die. Our troubles won't "melt like lemon drops," but He will be there to get us through them, in His strength and from His sure victory for us.

You are saved. Won't you just accept it?

Jesus, thank You for rescuing from this world, my enemy, and even from myself!

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Evil For Good

Psalm 38:20 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "Those who repay evil for good attack me for pursuing good."

Psalm 109:5 (NIV), "They repay me evil for good, and hatred for my friendship."

Have you ever tried to help someone, it was even something laid on your heart by God, only to have it backfire? You poured out your love and in return they called your good evil, or repaid your good with evil? Maybe they slandered you, lied about the whole situation, tried to make you look bad? Maybe caused you some sleepless nights and some grief?

Join the club!

David is in this club. You can tell by some of the things he writes in Psalms. Some of his close friends and his very own family turned against him. They kicked him when he was down, shook their heads, and behaved as if they were ashamed of him. They lied about him. They returned his good for evil and his love for hate.

Jesus is in that club. He came to save God's chosen people, along with the rest of us. Only to have them shake their heads, mock Him, and to call Him a liar and a blasphemer. People accused Him of everything, they still do.

Isaiah 53:7 (KJB), "He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth."

1 Peter 2:23 (NIV), "When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly."

I am a member of this club. I've paid my dues. Not on the scale of David or Jesus, but it didn't hurt any less. I have had evil repaid me for the good I have done. I taught school for thirteen years. It happens in the classroom all the time. Students lie about their teachers to cover their cheating, poor work effort, etc. In almost every instance their smart parents brought it up during parent teacher conferences, and the students were found out. However, that didn't take the sting out of what they said. Some of the parents spread the lies and chose to believe their children. Those students ended up leaving our school and things didn't turn out so well. The others, fessed up, and still treat me with love and respect when they see me. I have had people live in my home, family members, abused wives, abandoned teenagers, and foster kids. Most of them left with attitudes and slandered me and my husband. The few who accepted our love and our wisdom still stop by, they call, and they come for holidays. One is officially part of our family now. As an elder in the body of Christ, I have people talk bad about me. Sometimes they misunderstood something; sometimes they are just trying to take the heat off of themselves. It happens.

We can't stop helping others. For my husband and I, after several not so good experiences with sharing our home, we decided we were done. Then a visiting prophet spoke over us that we were going to open our home up to those who needed love and help. My husband was going to love them unconditionally, he is good at that, and I was going to impart wisdom and tell them what they needed to do to get their lives right. Needless to say, we weren't thrilled with that word! I can laugh about it now, but it wasn't funny at the time. We had just come out of an ugly situation where we had to have a sit down with about three families and our Senior Pastor due to the lies that had been spread about us. But God knows who and when we need to help. So we trusted Him. I now have a family member in our home. My husband does the love thing, and I am doing the accountability thing. So far this is looking like a good outcome.

David didn't stop helping. He asked God for help. He resorted to prayer. He continually put his hope and his trust in God.

Psalms 109:1-4 (AMP), "O God of my praise! Keep not silence, For the mouths of the wicked and the mouth of deceit are opened against me; they have spoken to me and against me with lying tongues. They have compassed me about also with words of hatred and have fought against me without a cause. In return for my love they are my adversaries, but I resort to prayer."

We can't hold it against them, no grudges. We have to forgive and love them. Keep them in our prayers. Jesus forgave.

Luke 23:24 (NAS), "But Jesus was saying, "Father, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing." And they cast lots, dividing up His garments among themselves."

Doing anything less gives Satan the upper hand. He is the one who tries to bring division in the Church and in families. We have to do what we know we are supposed to and know that God preserves those who fear Him, those who trust Him. He preserved David and his household, all the way through until His own Son, Jesus, sat on the throne of David forever.

Do we live as doormats and allow people to walk all over us? No. Jesus didn't rail against the people or even open His mouth to defend Himself at His trial. That is true. But we cannot allow division in the Church, (Satan's divide and conquer technique) and as a teacher I couldn't allow disrespect in the classroom. Those things weren't Kingdome building behaviors. I called every one of them on the lies. I went through proper channels, parents with the students, pastors with the adults. Most of the time dealing with it directly brings repentance and forgiveness, which is a wonderful way to restore relationships. It keeps unity. The Apostle Paul had to deal with some bad behavior. It's part of being a family. I am pretty confident that every Pastor, teacher or anyone who has opened up their home to help others has or will get burned. It's human nature. But we now have God's nature and we need to rise above that kind of thing. We are warned by Paul to not give up.

Galatians 6:9 (KJB), "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

Love people. Help them. Be quick to forgive and slow to anger. Don't hold a grudge, ever. Live like Jesus. Open your heart and if God calls you to, your home, and He'll take care of the rest.

Romans 12:18 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "If possible, on your part, live at peace with everyone."

Father, I thank You for unity in the Body of Christ. I choose not to allow division to come in. I will forgive those who have hurt me. More importantly, I choose not to spread lies, or to participate in any gossip, true or not.

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What is Love?

I John 3:16 (NIV), "This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down His life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers."

Jesus showed us what love is.

So why do we try to settle for less? Why do we offer shallow, self-centered love to others? The love of God comes with no strings attached. Our love seems to have gargantuan ropes attached. We have a hard enough time sacrificing for our own flesh and blood families, what about those that are our brothers and sisters in Christ?

I John 4:10 (NAS), "Beloved if God so loved us, we ought to love one another. No one has beheld God at any time, if we love one another God abides in us, and His love is perfected in us."

How do we know God dwells, abides, in us? By our love for one another. It's His love that is perfected in us. Not that shallow, self-centered, perverted love I spoke of before. His perfect, unrestrained, passionate love.

I John 4:16-17 (NAS), "And we have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us, God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in Him. By this, love is perfected with us, that we may have confidence in the day of judgment, because as He is so are we in this world."

It can't get better than perfect. Perfect is complete, fully functional, lacking nothing.

If you think it is hard to love, then ponder on this for a while...

"We love because He first loved us." John 4:19 (NIV)

Lord, I want to be as passionately in love with You as you are with me! I want to love others the way You do. Thank You, Holy Spirit for shedding that love abroad in my heart.

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What Kind of Father Do You Want?

We all have a father.

Someone who contributed their DNA, who's genes make up part of who we are. For some people, that is as far as it goes. They have an "absent father." For others, their father is a part of their life. He may or may not contribute financially, emotionally, and relationally. Then there are those who have active, loving, and caring fathers who provide for their needs on all of those levels. But even the best father has his flaws, faults, and failings. There isn't a perfect one.

So, if we got a choice in the matter, we definitely would choose the third father, the one who does his best to be there. We can see the mess the world is in due to the lack of Fathering. There are some pretty ugly statistics about it. So a good father is important. A less than perfect father is far better than an absent father.

God calls himself our Father.

II Corinthians 6:18 (KJV), "And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty."

Romans 8:16 (NAS), "The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God,"

How then, do we see God? Do we see him as that absent father? Or the father who is present in the vaguest sense, one who doesn't have time for us, fails to provide any security? Do we see him as a loving father that just can't seem to get it right every time? Are we looking for faults and judging him by what we have seen in our own fathers? Maybe we think he is like our Daddy, who just can't say "no" to us, and can't find it in himself to discipline us.

That would be unjust. We would be deceiving ourselves if we allowed ourselves to think He is like our earthly fathers.

Isaiah 55:8 ""My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts," says the LORD." And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine."

He isn't like our earthly fathers! If our father loves, He is more loving. If our father is wise, He is wiser. God, our Heavenly Father, will always love, always discipline rightly, always be there for us, never leave us, never fail us, never forget us, always put us first, always steer us on the right path, will encourage, and build us up! Sound perfect right? Well He is The Perfect Father.

I know that is so hard for us to imagine, but try! Think about it, meditate on it. Talk about it. If you are a father, try to model it. And if you mess up, apologize and point them to the Perfect Father.

I loved my Dad. He passed away this year. My earthly father had issues, some that came from the issues that his father had. I am thankful for all the good he brought into my life. But if I had to choose...I want a Father like God. God is my Father. I only have one now. Even if your earthly father is still living, you still have a Father who is better. You don't have to deny one to love the other. You can have both! We love and accept our earthly fathers, but we put our trust, our hope, and our faith in Him who calls Himself our "Abba," Daddy God.

Father, I am blessed to be Your daughter. Help me to be just like YOU.

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Choices

Reading over what I have written, I can't help but notice some re-occurring themes. God loves us, we have a God given purpose, there is a real enemy trying to stop us, and it's all about choices. We have to choose how we are living our lives, choose to accept what God has for us, what Jesus has done for us, and where the Holy Spirit is leading us. It's all a choice. God has given us free will, and then in His perfect plan, we line up our will with His.

Deuteronomy 30:19-20 (KJV), "I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days: that thou mayest dwell in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them."

Joshua 24:15 (NIV), "But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your ancestors served beyond the Euphrates, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD."

God doesn't curse us. Our Senior Pastor puts it this way, (I am paraphrasing), "Every choice we make plants a seed. When we plant a good seed we get exactly what that seed packet shows in the picture of the mature plant. If we plant bad see, we get that as well." So let's say you have a package of corn seed, the picture outside shows a juicy cob of yellow corn. That shows you what you will get, the outcome of the choice of planting that seed. If you chose to plant poison oak, (thank God you can't buy those seeds!), you would expect to get what is on the outside of that package. When we plant the bad, God holds up that package and say, "this is what you planted." The good news is that in His mercy and Grace, we can pray for crop damage. Living that way isn't acceptable though. Paul says His grace doesn't give us a license to sin.

What do you want in your garden?

I choose to plant good seeds, seeds that will come to fruition and glorify the Father, seeds that will bless, nourish, and benefit others. We plant, God waters, and His light nourishes. The harvest will be huge!

I Peter 1:13-21 (ESV), "Therefore, preparing your minds for action, and being sober-minded, set your hope fully on the grace that will be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ. As obedient children, do not be conformed to the passions of your former ignorance, but as he who called you is holy, you also be holy in all your conduct, since it is written, "You shall be holy, for I am holy." And if you call on him as Father who judges impartially according to each one's deeds, conduct yourselves with fear throughout the time of your exile, knowing that you were ransomed from the futile ways inherited from your forefathers, not with perishable things such as silver or gold, but with the precious blood of Christ, like that of a lamb without blemish or spot. He was foreknown before the foundation of the world but was made manifest in the last times for the sake of you who through him are believers in God, who raised him from the dead and gave him glory, so that your faith and hope are in God."

Lord, help me to make choices that line up with Your word. Help me to see that every choice from the view point of eternity.

Prayer of Blessing:

Thank You, Father, for blessing me with life, with love, and with hope. Thank You for my home, my family, and my Church. Thank You for Your plan of salvation that brings all spiritual blessings to me. I thank You that as an adopted child, the blessings of Abraham are mine. I thank You, Lord, that I am blessed in the city and blessed in the country. My children, my labor, and my business are blessed. My cupboards and pantries are full. I am blessed coming in and blessed going out. I have a surplus and enough to give into every good work. I am the head and not the tail, above only and not beneath. I am blessed beyond the curse. You have blessed me!

Prayer for the Day:

Dear Heavenly Father, my Father, the One who made me, out of Your great love, out of your desire to call me Your child,

I give myself to You this day. To do Your will. To further Your Kingdom. I choose to be led by Your Spirit, I will not lean on my own understanding, but I will acknowledge my weaknesses and Your strength, my need for You in every area of my life. You have made this day, so I will rejoice and be glad in it. Let everything I do be pleasing to You, to prosper, to bless, and to bring You glory. Bless the work of my hands today. Let every step I take advance me on the path that You have chosen for me. I choose not to turn to the left, not the right, but to keep my eyes fixed on the prize. I thank You that Your word lights my path, so that I can clearly see where I am going. But if I do manage to stumble, I am confident that, with Your help, I will be able to get back up and move forward again! May I walk as one who has authority, in Godly wisdom and discernment, so that every choice I make today is a Godly choice. Thank You for an opportunity to serve You.

In Jesus Name,

Amen

Prayer of Thanksgiving

Dear Father God,

I thank You that You have given us mercy and grace. That you are extravagant with both. You always give us so much more than we can ask or think, and most definitely more than we could ever deserve. No matter what we do, how we fail, You are slow to anger and quick to forgive! I thank You for the shed blood of Jesus. That no more do we need to shed the blood of cattle and sheep. That Jesus' shed blood cleansed us of all sin. I am so grateful that the life and blood of Jesus fulfilled all the law. I no longer have to follow a lengthy list of "do's and don'ts." I am no longer bound to the law, but set free by Your grace. Thank You, Father, that I can now come boldly into Your presence. It is so wonderful, Lord, to know You in a personal way, to be in fellowship with you. Thank You, Father, that you speak to me, as I speak to my own child. Thank You for Your love. Thank You for Your forgiveness. Help me to be more like you. Amen

In the Shadow of Your Wings

Father,

You have called me in Your unfailing love. Keep me under the shadow of Your wings. Watch over me as I sleep. Let Your word illuminate my path, by day, so that I can clearly see every obstacle in the revealing light of Your truth. Open doors that no man can open and close doors that no man can shut. Anoint me to do Your will. Empower me to walk according to the plans and purposes You have for my life. Go before me as my shield. Follow behind as my rearguard. Wherever my feet tread today, give it to me as a portion of my inheritance. My desire is to bring Glory to You, Lord, in all I do this day. Amen

