good morning guys I wanted to give an
opener for this vlog and just welcome
you to it I have been working on my
snowy Bengals YouTube channel well no I
haven't been working it's been my bangle
kitty cats work if you're curious about
how I'm getting that YouTube channel
started I talked about it on my patreon
and I think it might be a different
better launch than what it was to launch
my youtube channel 10 years ago because
now I'm jumping in knowing more about
the algorithm and analytics and all that
stuff like I'm no pro well like I know
stuff so I am hoping that this will have
this channel will have a better first
year then my very first year on YouTube
when I posted the weird is that you know
I don't know why that didn't go viral
because that was so weird and fun funny
to laugh at me I don't know but oh yeah
welcome to my vlog
they're cute
is it cuter like how thank you did you
tell me mmm singing I'm good with the
thumbnail hey guys I'm hungry nah I
thought I ate a pretty good breakfast
but it's been a few hours I just want to
eat again I'm not naked by the way I
have a swimsuit on okay pasta with
shrimp leftover okay I have no idea when
my boyfriend is going to arrive he got
his hair cut today super cute good job
what to say he estimated about 30
minutes I think like 20 minutes ago
so you should be here soon but now I'm
probably gonna watch me eat I thought I
was gonna stop talking
no this suit actually looks really cute
making me look really busty right now I
think it's cuz I redid the straps and
just made it nice and firm
you'd have to adjust the cups sometimes
you can over scrunch and then wrinkle
the cops but here's again what it looks
like oh no this is this is why I can't
have nice things
that just makes me sound like I'm 12 so
basically I guess I'm just now holding
you hostage because I don't have too
much to report on and still going strong
with my patreon and having to expand it
because I have two main tiers and I want
value out of both oh no not late tonight
after my boyfriend leaves I have to go
try to find some footage that I think I
deleted not too happy about that but
maybe I didn't delete it my swim try on
haul video goes live and I loved like
how thick I've been looking but when I
edited the video
I know you do so much about my weight
gain because I think it's just because
the angles were bad and when you look at
yourself in the mirror sometimes you can
only see so many angles of yourself and
like you've learned to love those angles
hopefully everyone learns to love those
angles but I was because I was like oh
like I'm thick you know and then I saw
those angles and I got really sad I kind
of cried I kind of like had a little
don't see a breakdown it wasn't like
that extreme but I was real moody and
sad for a good 20 minutes well some
people might think it was a breakdown
because I actually posted about it on my
Instagram
oh my gosh I don't have a napkin so I'm
gonna use the dishrag where is my
boyfriend I hope he watches this and I
know you will cuz I'll send it to him
and he'll be like dang I need to show up
more cuz then this girl gets on camera
and she rambles and when she rambles
that's more rambling that I have to
listen to and she sends me the video he
got a new hairstyle never know if it's
cute
I bet it's too I think it's just really
hard to accept change on your head I
decided to put on the sunscreen that was
left at my house do you see the white
chalky this it's all I couldn't rub it
in I figured Oh it'll just absorb oh my
gosh it looks like I have baby powder on
gotta use it up I need to make this the
guest Sun lotion where it's like
punishment for forgetting yours and then
you have to wear this again thank
goodness I did not put on my face how do
we go on white face that's just not code
20 minutes our guests will arrive to the
backyard to keep it safe so right now
I have a salad even though about the
dinner in an hour just to get the energy
of being a hostess but definitely
decided to dress up I didn't wear makeup
just moisturized and then these big
chunky clips have been in style all of
the tail end of 2019 and I figured you
know what it can roll into 2020 because
I don't have the money to buy the latest
accessories like still cute right it's
still cute and there we go but I got to
put you guys down because I need to eat
so I do not eat in front of my guests
you
I'll toss a green and yellow basket I
wrote a letter to my love
I dropped it on the way I dropped a
little boy he picked it up and put it in
his pocket
Hey Oh so this is the most ultimate time
so I am having a social distancing date
with Olivia and my boyfriend were all
hanging out and then we're going to film
but right now we're hanging out and then
we're girl talking and then my boy
listens in on the girl talking and we
include him and we ask him for advice so
he's like a part of it I don't know how
much he loves it but he's a part of it
it's just so much fun
say hi to Olivia so we're gonna go hang
out now hey guys welcome away okay hey
guys okay hey guys so Olivia wait hey
guys wait there's the camera okay hey
guys welcome to hmm hey guys welcome to
my second Channel and I'm here with
Reggie her hair is purple and she's a
rocket power shirt that was what their
millennial they'll get it but um hi hi I
know that you guys love Olivia so she's
excited to come here hey guys
pressure of Hollywood okay hey guys
welcome to hey guys welcome back to my
second channel Lesley Rowland life if
like the Lighting's bad isn't so bright
in the dirt I don't know just like do
you see how like the contrast is with
the shading it's like if I were to
brighten it
I can't just brighten the shadow part do
you think the umbrella needs to be
doomed or do we want to go there can we
try over there yeah
okay without you
it's 2 p.m. and I am stalling filming
patreon and main channel content sounds
like you know what I'm gonna make an
excuse and come and hang with you guys
on this channel so this vlog has been
filmed over the course of several weeks
because not much happens in quarantine
I'm either really busy with work not
going to show you just me being quiet to
work I guess a good time lapse in make
cute music you know but no and so that's
just kind of how quarantine is is that
you get a lot of boring lazy or
productive days that are just not fun to
be a part of so but I realized because
of that when I gave a life update in the
very beginning that was several weeks
ago that was in June was it in June I
think it was still in June but now it's
July
it's like mid July about so I was like
you know what let me come back on here
because have you guys noticed I recently
almost relaunched this channel I took a
break I need you to focus on my main
channel because that's the one that is
monetized the numbers were dropping
don't worry I saved it it actually took
a lot of work and also again quarantine
boring nothing to film so now I'm coming
back on here and I really took the time
to think to myself I constantly treat
this channel like the lowest priority in
my entire life and for those of you who
have been subscribed with me to
subscribe to me this entire time thank
you thank you for putting up with me so
many times I have treated this channel
like a dump channel so I love filming
content documenting things and I would
do activities I'd film it and even
though like I didn't like the video I
still uploaded it like don't get me
wrong I had fun do
the activity but the video itself was
boring but I didn't have the heart to
delete it so I was like oh that's fine
I'll put it on my dump channel and even
on this channel alone
I don't really check it on a daily basis
my main channel I checked my dashboard
all throughout the day it's just a habit
but I don't take the time to switch over
and check this channels YouTube studio
dashboard I don't think I care or put
much thought into the thumbnails the
keywords there's not a lot of
pre-planning and I want that to stop
because it's no fun like just doing the
same repeated cycle when if I enjoy
having so much fun engaging and building
building an audience on my main channel
why not this because this is a lot more
casual I feel like you really get it
inside of my life or really hanging out
and then to hang out with nobody like I
want everybody to be just as excited to
be part of this channels fambam
community so I my goal is to upload
twice a week but right now I'm at one
it's gonna take a little time but I
think it'd be really fun for me to have
a really long a fun vlog that everybody
can expect on a weekly basis and then
also maybe some type of review video
that's real chill we're still hanging
out but it kind of gives you a little
bit further because a live channel is
also about testing things to see they're
good with your life like um skincare and
routine and I know I do that on my main
channel but I think people have a lot of
fun on them watching them and learning
new things that it's like okay like it
could be here too and so right now it's
gonna take a while because quarantine
life is a boring life so I'm still
uploading on a weekly basis but I hope
someday we can get there I'm caring more
about thumbnails
want this content to be fun and I want
it to coronate with my main channel so
let's say I want to do a try on haul on
my main channel looks super fun well
before I can try anything on I receive
the items and I unbox them so why don't
like I show you guys first my unboxing
on this channel and then you can already
anticipate the fun try on haul portion
on the next so I think that's a great
way to put these channels together to
cross advertise but giving people just
fun content maybe it seems repetitive
I'm not for sure but to me as long as I
can make sure that they each video like
the unboxing and the try on haul are two
unique experiences I think we can make
everybody happy here too because I'm
also not about wasting people's time so
I think that would just be so much fun
like I want this channel I want to have
just as much fun on this channel as I do
on my other so um I probably been
rambling enough I feel like you guys
kind of get the bigger picture here and
I hope though like you know I
acknowledge the issue and we're going to
make it a lot more fun and let's just
have a big party because this is the
best the partying is going to get in
quarantine these on people's YouTube
platforms and in the comments section so
and I think - there's a lot of drama
going on with the top content creators
and don't get me wrong like you mean we
all love a good drama story but it's
getting hard when people are getting
exposed for just being mean and I guess
that's everybody's personal opinion like
has the have they changed was that too
far in the past when the world was
different I don't know everybody can
have their own opinions but nonetheless
I think people are tired and I'm not
trying to say like oh I'm unproblematic
because I'm definitely not I'm a human
I'm I'm going to always have issues in
my past in my future but I think my con
is pretty chill and I think people are
kind of wanting that so let's just take
some time and just relax we got to
recover and then we'll be ready for the
next round of drama but I keep up with
it so if you want to ask me in the
comment section I also on my patreon
have a thing going on on my lioness tier
where I do little thought pieces on
YouTube drama but I connect it back to
youtube like marketing digital
strategies the algorithm and all that so
it's kinda like a fun learning lesson
I'm really working on building up my
patreon to make it like the kitty tier
be really fun and playful and just
people who just want to support while
getting value and then the lioness tier
is a bit of an upgrade because you're
getting all over the content in the
kitty tier plus more and that plus more
has to do with my personal finances so
you can be nosey but you also kind of
like get perspective maybe a little
lesson on things YouTube drama and talk
about the YouTube algorithm you get to
learn more and also understand like how
I am coming up navigating the space with
my digital strategy so that is basically
it
I'm just going to close out this vlog
for now thank you for making it this far
and just listening I appreciate it and
if you walked away from your screen
don't forget to click the next video and
I hope it's mine I know I'm somebody
that I multitask sometimes I just like
to listen to people in the background
and people have commented that and I
think it's so sweet because that means
my voice is somewhat good enough for
that and I really appreciate it
so thanks for watching do like this
video subscribe maybe just cuz you know
I promise promise that it's going to get
better and I love you I mean it bye guys
