KHLOE:
Well, I heard you had
your green screen interviews
- and--
- REBECCA:
Sure did.
--you had, I guess,
a breakthrough if you will.
Sure, breakdown,
breakthrough,
- like, those are
similar, right?
- KHLOE:
They're kind of the same thing
- in a lot of ways.
- REBECCA:
Yeah.
KHLOE:
I think like a breakdown,
kind of, results
in a breakthrough eventually.
Yeah, I think so,
I think so.
I just, you know,
was sitting there
and came this moment
that I just thought, like,
if I really want this to be
transformative, personally--
- KHLOE:
Yeah.
- --then I have to lean in and--
- KHLOE:
Yeah.
- --and say it out loud.
I disclosed
that I was raped.
KHLOE:
Oh, God.
- Wow.
- REBECCA:
So--
- and--
- I know it's hard.
- Yeah.
- KHLOE:
I mean, I don't know exactly,
but, like, just
to say it and admit it
but like that's what
we have to do
is take ownerships
of the things that own us.
Yeah. I feel
in a lot of ways like--
like not talking about it
protects other people--
- Uh-hmm.
- REBECCA:
--and makes them
- feel comfortable.
- Uh-hmm.
But it takes so much energy
to, like, keep it--
- KHLOE:
Yeah.
- --locked away or whatever.
There's so many things
that have happened,
like, in my life
where I would rather
not talk about it
to protect somebody else but--
- REBECCA:
Right.
- KHLOE:
--in the long run,
it really was
eating away at me,
like, I would lose my hair
and, like, we're trying
to protect other people
but when do we put
ourselves first?
- Yeah.
- KHLOE:
And you have a personality
similar to mine
where like we like,
rather laugh and cry
and we, kind of, like,
laugh to like brush things off.
- REBECCA:
Yeah.
- Yeah.
Like it's really hard
for me to let people see
like that vulnerable side.
Even in my first workout
with Simone,
I had a panic attack
where, in my mind,
it's that tape of,
like, "You're failing,
you're failing,
you're failing."
KHLOE:
Right. Are you and Simone
clicking, like, personally?
REBECCA:
Oh, she's great.
She's been awesome, so.
KHLOE:
She is awesome.
I do think Simone is someone
that is trustworthy with that
and I think
she is great with women
and I think
that's the first step
in maybe conquering
and feeling, like,
you're taking control over it
and not the other way around.
Yeah, totally.
KHLOE:
This show is
called Revenge Body,
but that's more just,
like, a play on words,
and let's grab
people's attention--
- Uh-hmm.
- --but it's so much mind,
body, and soul.
So I mean, I'm really--
I am honored
that you shared that with me.
I really am
and I'm proud of you.
Oh, thank you.
