 
### So, You're Afraid Of Dying

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Copyright 2011 by LaVall R. McIvor

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Table of Contents

Dying

NDE

Entities

The Eternals

Earthly Humans

Earth Religion

Heaven and Hell

My NDE's

Dying

Probably the single most commonality of all of us, is knowing that someday in the future this physical life will end. But what happens when we die, are we just consumed by the elements, is that the end of it? If you are a religious person, you have been 'taught' that if you live a good life doing no evil, you (your soul) will be rewarded with eternal life in 'Heaven'. If you are an atheist, you may believe there is no 'afterlife', that when your body dyes, that is the end of who and what you are. I was of the latter persuasion until I had two NDE's.

I know that anyone who has not had this type of experience is very skeptical of accounts of those who do have a NDE. I had never even heard of such a thing in detail before I had my last 'encounter'. Since then, I have found and studied many accounts of NDE's, with mostly similar accounts of the experience. Scientific doctors attribute this 'phenomenon' to chemical reactions in the brain as a way for the human mind to lessen the effects of dying, a dream. But I can attest, a NDE is as real as any event or day in your life, and there is more beyond this physical life.

All I can do is tell you of my own experiences and the changes it has meant in my life. I am not writing this to change your thinking of what you believe to be true. I'm just laying out and relating what I have experienced and learned and you can make up your own mind as to what is true concerning an 'afterlife'.

I am just disappointed it took so long in my lifetime to understand what we really are, and what the future holds for most of us. My first experience was in 1963, but I would not know the details of that experience until 2007 when it was 'shown' to me. Talking about something that is so personal and life changing as having a NDE is almost like talking about flying saucers or Bigfoot, or any other controversial subject. There are skeptics as to anything that is not considered the norm nor has scientific proof. Although not everyone will have a UFO or Bigfoot sighting, I guarantee you all will have this experience in the afterlife when your physical body dyes. Until that time, there will always be skeptics.

NDE

Most describe their NDE in a similar fashion. As implied, NDE is a 'near death experience', in which an individual either temporarily dyes, or is near death from a traumatic event. This can happen in several ways; an accident, sickness, or on the operating table. Many say they first have an OBE (out of body experience), where their 'soul' leaves their body and floats above their physical presence. Most are able to describe in great detail what is being done to their bodies by the attending physicians. Most say they look on with interest at what is being done to their bodies and then they simply wander out of the building floating up towards the heavens.

Almost all say they are in a dark place with a spot of light at the end of a tunnel of sorts. Most all say they traverse this tunnel and emerge in an area with brilliant light, but the light is not described as harsh, although one person who had been blind since birth described the light as 'blinding', but not hurtful.

People of a religious background and beliefs invariably claim to be in the presence of their creator, no other than 'God' they profess. Most of these people of religion also say they walked with Jesus and felt a love and compassion they had never felt in physical life. An oneness with these 'Supreme Beings', as if they were back where they were always meant to be. Some also profess to have been in the presence of loved ones who may have passed many years earlier.

In some cases, these loved ones were people who were unknown to the person before having their NDE. One young child said he was with his grandpa in 'Heaven', although his grandfather had passed many years before he was born. His mother retrieved one of the last pictures of her late father and asked if this was who he saw in Heaven. The boy looked at the picture and said his grandpa was much younger than 'that man'. A couple weeks later the aunt of this boy sent an old photograph of her father when he was in his thirties, upon seeing the photo the boy immediately said; 'That's my grandpa, I saw him in Heaven.' This boy had never seen that picture before, but was able to recognize his departed grandfather in an instant.

Another young child of a family of four, after surviving a life threatening illness and having a NDE, told his mother he had two sisters, not one. The woman was flabbergasted; she and her husband had never told their two children of a girl child who had died from a late term spontaneous miscarriage. The baby was so premature that the doctors were unable to save it. This woman asked her son how he knew about his 'other' sister. The boy simply said that he had met her in Heaven when he visited there. He said he saw this young girl and something seemed familiar about her and he subsequently found out it was his older sister. The boy said his sister told him it was nice to have someone from the family there, but it was not his time yet and he had to go back. Now how can you explain a person describing and claiming to have been with departed relatives in this 'realm', sometimes without ever having seen that person in life or in photos.

These boy's experience was not unusual, many said they had met a departed relative during their NDE and some said they were told by these loved ones; 'It is not your time yet, you have to go back.'

Others said Jesus or God had told them this same thing, still others said they were told they had _'work'_ to do. Most all come 'back' not knowing what work they are to do though. Without exception, all said they were very sad to leave the 'realm' they had been to.

People of this world have always had their own idea of what happens when we die. Most will tell you they believe the 'afterlife' is that which is told to them in religious writings, as they cannot talk to the departed to actually know what or if there is in fact an afterlife. Truth of the matter is, they can talk to the ones who have departed this physical life and gone to the afterlife, even if that journey was only for a short period of time as in a NDE.

The experience of a NDE is such a personal and life changing event that most are reluctant to ever come forward with what they have experienced for fear of chastising by non-believers. It has been estimated that as many as 8 million people in just the United States have had a NDE. I can tell you it is a life changing experience, as you are given the knowledge of what we really are and where we came from. Any person who has not had this experience cannot begin to understand it. These stories may seem like fantasy to most individuals, simply a dream of the mind from a traumatic event. But I can tell you it is real, and at some point in time when these skeptics physically die they will come to realize that what the 'fortunate few' have already experienced is real and true!

I started out this life being raised as a Christian and somewhere in my late teens I migrated to being an agnostic. I subsequently began to call myself an atheist in my late twenties, believing there was no afterlife or God, I didn't even think we had souls. I now call myself a 'spiritualist', because I know of our souls and of the 'Supreme Beings' I call the Eternals, what you call God.

During my lifetime I have had two NDE's with the last being in February of 2000. What I experienced has changed my perception and realization of what we really are and what the Universe is. The whole experience could not have lasted more than 24 hours, but the experience seemed to be for eternity, even to the point that I had forgotten of my physical life on this world. I remember at one point thinking how insignificant my physical body was, like it was only a very small part of my journey.

Because the experience was so hard to comprehend or believe, I kept it to myself for 5 years, and when I did try to tell some of it to my brother he acted like I was 'nuts', so I just let it go. About May of 2007 these same 'Entities' I had encountered in my NDE came to me, not in a dream but rather in the middle of the day. I was so skeptical of what I was experiencing I wasn't sure if maybe I was going crazy, but after several demonstrations and actions I had the 'proof' I needed to know what I had remembered from the NDE was all real and these 'Entities' were real.

I have heard many explanations for the NDE experience by medical doctors and skeptics, they try to attribute the 'phenomenon' with a lack of oxygen or enzymes in the brain bringing on the condition as a way of coping with the end of physical life. No one was a bigger skeptic than myself because it is so hard to fully comprehend, but this phenomenon is not like any dream I have ever had, it was as real as any day in my life, even more so because it was beyond the clarity of everyday life, a new understanding of how things in the Universe really are. Anyone who has not experienced this will find reasons to disavow it, but I can say with certainty that ALL will know of what I speak at the end of their physical life. The love, compassion, complete acceptance and a oneness with these Entities **is real** in the realm I have no name for, you may call this realm Heaven.

Even if I accepted these explanations concerning a near death experience, it does nothing to explain why these 'Entities' came back to me 7 years later. Although there are several accounts of NDE's, very few have been 'visited' after their NDE. The only thing I have been told concerning a 'visit' by 'spiritual Entities' is that; You must be schizophrenic, 'normal people' do not have two way conversations with 'spiritual Entities'. (I have never been diagnosed with any mental illness or as schizophrenic. What is 'normal' anyway?) If that statement were true, everyone in the scriptures who purported to have a conversation with 'God' or another Entity must have been schizophrenic also!

Entities

What is an Entity? That simple question has many answers, but the simplest is that an Entity is the metaphysical Being that is you or an Eternal. When we say metaphysical, we mean that part of you that is your psyche or soul combined with _'essence'_ , the electrical force that enables all life forms.

We all began as metaphysical Beings, a part of the intelligent energy I call the Eternals, the creating force of all physical and metaphysical matter. All Entities are separate Beings (including the Eternals), and no two are exactly alike. Although the Human Entity is a part of the Eternals and created from the love that radiates from them, some physical Entities may have flaws and display evil traits.

Sometimes these 'evil' traits may not be the result of a defective or nefarious Entity, but rather because of the defects of the physical brain of the body. The only time a Human Entity is 'judged' is when it is back with its creators, the Eternals. Many who have had NDE's reveal that when they were with these Entities, they experienced a _'life's review'._ They all proclaim they were not only shown the good of their life's actions, but also the negative aspects of their life, all without condemnation or ridicule.

In many instances, they not only saw their negative side, but were made to feel the harmful effects their actions had on their victims. I believe this is simply a learning lesson to understand the harmful effects they have perpetrated on others, and hopefully they will change their ways upon returning to the physical world. I never had a 'life's review', although I must say that somehow (over time) I have been made aware of my past faults, not by being shown a 'slide show' as some profess, but rather in my subconscious memory, nothing really I wasn't already aware of.

All people of this world relate to either being male or female. I must tell you, an Entity has no gender! The Eternals have no gender, and neither does the Entity that is you, we simply adapt to whatever physical body is chosen for us. I have heard some people say they 'chose' their parents before they were born. All I can say is, they are sadly mistaken, the body you are in now is the body that was chosen for you by our creators, the Eternals, and any kind of prejudice because of a person's physical body or place of birth is not acceptable.

Even though I call these Beings the 'Eternals', you can justifiably call them God, or Angles, or whatever suits your beliefs. When I asked why some had felt they were in the presence of God, or that they had walked with Jesus, and what I was and saw were these forms of pure _'intelligent energy'_ , I was told;

" _You see us as we truly are, as you truly are. We are all things to all wholesome souls."_

That one response is something I will never forget, word for word. That one sentence answered so many questions for me personally, I had spent most of my life not believing in a 'God' or a creator, and afterlife for that matter. I gained the knowledge I had for so long denied, that there is; _more after this_ _physical life_ _,_ that we are not just a circumstance of chance, or coming into existence spontaneously, evolving from some ape-man creature to simply die and be reclaimed by the elements.

Now, even though the Eternals professed to me they were not 'gods', but rather just a part of the ultimate Entity, the Universe in its entirety, the fact they said they were; 'A _ll things to all wholesome souls',_ simply means to me that what you call God, is no different than the Entities I call the Eternals, that these Entities are one and the same, identical!

You might ask what it is like to be with these Entities, and although you may have read accounts of people who have experienced this phenomenon (NDE or 'spiritual awakening'), I can say it is not an easy question to answer. Myself, as has others, said it is the feeling of complete acceptance, togetherness, a oneness with these Entities and total and complete love, never being judged by condemnation or consternation. To go a little deeper into it, you know the euphoria you feel with physical sex, it's like you feel that same euphoria all the time, without any thought of sex at all. Sex is actually only a physical Beings feelings and desire for pleasure resulting in the propagation of the species, and in the 'realm' I have no name for (you might call it Heaven), you always feel this same euphoria. That is about as well as I can explain it, there are simply no words to accurately describe what it is truly like.

**Entities:** _The Universe_ in its entirety; _The Eternals_ (who could best be described as metaphysical because they are comprised of a matter not known or understood by mankind, IE dark matter); and _the_ _hominids._ An Entity is comprised of a soul, what makes you you, a unique individual and essence, the 'electrical energy' that is the catalyst for DNA to initiate life to all living things, plant and animal.

Life on this planet would not be possible without the electrical energy (essence) that is constantly bombarding the planet and is found throughout the Universe. Lightning strikes the Earth over six thousand times every minute, this life giving charge makes it possible for life to 'spontaneously' come into existence on this planet with the supplied DNA. But just because there is an electrical charge, that in its self does not guarantee life as we know it, just look at a planet in our own solar system such as Jupiter, no life there with an abundance of electrical energy, what is missing is DNA and the essential elements for life its self.

I actually hesitate using the word 'soul' describing an Entity, the inherent belief on this planet is that the word 'soul' has a strictly religious connotation to it, a better word to use would be 'psyche'. Your soul or psyche is a 'Salesian' of the Eternals, created from their very being, a part of them and the metaphysical part of you as an Entity.

The Eternals

There is not a 'god', but there is a 'supreme consciousness', the Eternals. The Eternals nascency was at the very beginning of the genesis of time in our Universe. The Eternals profess they are not gods, but rather a part of the whole that is the Universe. You cannot see or touch them, but they are ubiquitous throughout the Universe and life as we know it would not exist without their existence.

At the very beginning (a little over twenty one billion nine hundred twenty two million years ago) with the nascency of the infant Universe, the Eternal Entities (what I call them) were also created. How these forms of intelligence were created as a result of the meeting of the two benign masses is unknown, even to the Eternals themselves and is not of importance. These Beings are of a heterogeneous origin, they are what you would call 'metaphysical Beings', that are pure intelligent energy that was previously non-existent before what we call the Big Bang.

Although the Eternals are separate or sole individual Entities, they are as one. Collectively they are of a single mind with seemingly unlimited and unimaginable great powers and knowledge that control the very existence of the Universe. When this intelligence was first created, they surrounded and encompassed the entirety of the then small Universe. They knew they were a part of the whole Entity that is the Universe. They have never strayed from the ever increasing mass that has formed and they embody the membrane of the Universe, a protective bubble if you will.

'We are because we are!' May be how the Eternals would describe their Being, their very existence. This phrase may seem egotistical or even blasphemous to people of religion, but it would be a fair description of their Being and creation. The Eternals have no knowledge of why or exactly how they were created, they only know what they were created from, the two benign forms of energy that came together at the beginning of time, the nascency of the Universe resulting from the 'Big Bang'.

Some four billion years after their nascency, the intelligence and seemingly inexhaustible energy of the Eternals grew along with the physical size of the Universe. The Eternals soon learned they could create other life forms by combining different elements, a recipe of sorts. The first forms of life were of very simple creatures, bacteria, fungus etc., that now exist throughout all of the Universe. The Eternals refer to all of their actions as; 'Salesian'.

The recipe of life I refer to is better known as DNA (deoxyribonucleic acid; nucleic acid that carries encoded message of gene, comprised of double helix ladder of paired nitrogenous bases bonded to phosphate group and deoxyribose sugar). DNA is the building block of all life forms. As abundant as DNA is in the Universe, as of this writing no DNA has ever been discovered outside of this planet by this population of Humans.

This fact perplexes most scientist because of the abundance of DNA on this planet, they believe that DNA must be rampant throughout the Universe (they are correct), surely this is not the only place in the vastness of the Universe where life exist, or is it? The truth of the matter is; DNA is abundant throughout the Universe, but it is not just randomly thrown about. It is very unlikely any DNA would be found on the remnants of a meteorite or a comet. DNA exists (mostly) where it is meant to exist and does not randomly or spontaneously come into being. All of the essential elements for life can exist together (primordial soup) but will only create life with the presence of DNA.

One scientist projected the odds of DNA spontaneously coming into existence would be like having two billion decks of playing cards, in order for DNA to form spontaneously, a person would draw one card from each deck and each card drawn had to be the ace of spades! Now look at the life of our planet, billions of different DNA over the planet's lifetime, what are the odds of all this DNA spontaneously coming into existence, let alone complex DNA life forms such as Humans?

Over the next several billions of years, the Eternals created more complex forms of DNA, plant and animal life. They soon learned from trial and error that not all of their recipes (creations) could exist in every environment. The more complex life forms could only exist and flourish if certain exacting conditions were met.

Because all planet's evolve during their life cycle, it is an ever changing environment, thus the life forms on that planet must change accordingly, either by evolution or by extinction. Plants and animals that thrived in the early stages of a planet's life may not be able to adapt (evolve) quickly enough to the changing environment in later decades and will go extinct. New life forms better adapted to the new conditions on the planet will take the extinct species place. Of all the species that have existed on this planet, more than ninety nine point nine percent have gone extinct as the planet evolved and changed because of natural and unnatural events. Are Humans on this planet doomed for extinction?

Today there are between three hundred twenty five and three hundred forty billion galaxies (ever changing) in the Universe, more than twice the number thought to exist by the scientist and astronomers of today. In all of these galaxies, there are only about two hundred billion Earth-like planet's that can sustain hominid life forms. This number of habitable planet's is very small compared to all the planet's in the Universe, much less than one millionth of one percent of all planet's in the Universe. These Earth-like planet's are the only ones that can support the three physical life forms that have a soul and most beast.

Recently, scientists searching for solar systems have not yet found any stars with 'Earth-like' planet's in the habitable zone (size and composition). They find this fact perplexing because they assumed they would find a solar system such as ours very easily. Our solar system is very unusual in the Universe with an exacting formation that can support hominid life forms. These scientific astronomers may have to look for a very long time before they succeed in their quest of finding not only 'Earth-like' planet's in the 'habitable zone', but also ones that can sustain hominids.

The Eternals always refer to themselves as; "us" or "we". The number of Eternals is unknown, even to themselves. They do not reproduce as they have no need to, they are the same as they have always been, but with more feeling and understanding of the other Beings since their inception. The Eternals have grown (as do all living things in the Universe), they have evolved and matured with age.

Where are these Eternals? You may ask. Well, they are everywhere. As I told you earlier, they encompass all that is the Universe, they are a part of the whole that is the Universe, they are ubiquitous throughout the Universe, your soul is created by and is a part of the Eternals.

A few years ago, there was a program produced by the Science channel titled; "Most of our Universe is Missing". The premise of the show was that there had to be more to the Universe than the known physical matter that we could see or measure.

The show called the missing mass 'dark matter', the scientist calculations were based on the movement of the stars and galaxies. They determined, through scientific formulas and the laws of physics, the knowledge of how gravity is created from the mass of an object and its effect on nearby objects of mass, that there had to be more then they knew existed because some celestial object's movements are not consistent with known physics laws. That there is some 'other force' at work, something that cannot be seen or measured, or for that matter to their knowledge may not even exist. But if this 'matter' does not exist, then all properties of physical laws are wrong.

This 'dark matter' they propose is in part the Eternals, they occupy all of the void between and around the galaxies, the whole of the Universe its self, they have no eyes but they can see, they have no hands but they can feel.

It is said, a single Eternal is nowhere, but is everywhere, they are pure energy, the 'firing neurons' of the Universe, 'the brain' of the Universe, if you will. Scientist in recent decades have tried to find these proposed missing particles (dark matter), but alas, what they do not realize is the missing matter is not particles as they understand physical matter, but rather pure intelligent energy of an origin they cannot understand. Until these scientist change their thinking and come to the realization that not all parts of the Universe can be 'seen' or measured, they will have a fruitless search. Some scientist are of the belief there are other 'dimensions' that may contain this invisible missing matter which has an apparent effect on the physical matter of our dimension.

The Eternals create the souls for all Entities, and supply the DNA for all living things, plant and animal. But without 'essence', no living thing can exist (including the Eternals), not even the simplest organisms. Essence is the electrical energy (force) in the Universe which initiates life. Without dark matter (the Eternals, the missing 'god particle' ) there would be no physical mass in the Universe, the Universe would only consist of random clouds of particles and elements.

The 'soul' or 'psyche' of an Entity is a part of the Eternals, the dark matter that is the Eternals. Dark matter (your soul) is energized by physical life, this in turn energizes the Eternals as your soul is back in touch with its creation and insures the continued 'health' of the Universe. So as you can see, all living things in the Universe are in essence a part of the Eternals, a part of the whole, including you!

Scientist still do not understand why or how atoms cluster to form a solid object, they believe there is some 'unknown force' at work. This other, 'unknown force', has been called the Higgs boson particle, or by some the 'god particle', simply because scientist do not understand how this 'clumping' to form solid objects can happen, thus it must be an act of some unknown force or god!

Another problem posed by astronomers and scientist is that they do not understand how a galaxy can remain intact. There is not enough mass (gravity) at the center of a galaxy to hold the outermost solar systems. Astronomers know there is some other force at work, but they are unable to explain what it is or how it works. Some believe there is some sort of 'field', possibly dark matter, surrounding these galaxies and this 'field' is the glue which holds the galaxy together. (good guess!)

The Eternals, on occasion, will assume the physical body of one of the life forms with a soul. The purpose of this (possession) is to realize the life experiences and emotions of their creations, which are in reality just an extension of themselves. The Eternals existence in their natural state was that of no feelings or emotions, simply being and doing as they have done for eternity, caring for and nurturing the Universe of which they are a part of. They have learned (over time) through the process of assuming physical form that they, too, have evolved as Entities. They have gained the knowledge of 'emotions' and what makes a physical Entity act the way they do.

When an Eternal assumes this relationship with a physical Being, they learned early on in order to fully comprehend the life experience and truly feel and learn emotions, they could have no knowledge of their true existence or eternal life. The knowledge of who they really are would detract from their fully experiencing the true feelings and emotions of these 'other' Beings during their brief life cycle.

While in this physical state of being, an Eternal has no special power or intelligence, singularly an Eternal has little power, their strength and knowledge comes from the mating of their souls with that of their Brothers, the other Eternals. Not unlike the graviton particle that has little influence by its self, but when combined with other gravitons (such as in a black hole), the graviton has tremendous power. Another good analogy of the power of a single Eternal would be to consider there is only one neuron firing in your brain, it would have little or no effect on your mind or body, but when you consider tens of thousands of neurons firing (working together) at the same time, physical and psychological actions will occur.

While in a physical form some Eternals occasionally experience abnormal abilities, like the power to influence others with their mind (very limited telepathy). That is to say they have the ability to put a suggestion in the mind of others telepathically. Sometimes they will also have extra sensory perception (E S P), even though they have no knowledge of who or what they really are. There have been many 'charlatans' and fortune tellers on this planet who claim to be able to see the future or communicate with the dead on an ongoing basis. Take these people with a grain of salt, as most all are simply con-men.

On occasion, the Eternals have been 'awakened' during the occupation of a physical Being to introduce concepts and ideas into the societies they are living in. It is no easy task to awaken an Eternal while occupying a physical Entity.

If you can imagine living what you think to be a normal life as a Human and suddenly getting a thought in your head of a nature not considered normal, you might think you are going crazy, psychotic even. After all, everything you know about your life on this planet and the Universe you live in is what you have been told all of your physical life since infancy, you may even think it is 'God' communicating with you, but why?

You may believe from teachings there is a God, that life on this planet is a result of that God. You may have no idea of how we got here on this planet or where we are in the Universe, not even a clue as to what the Universe really is. You may look up at the night sky, as so many have done in the past and wonder what is really out there, where these stars came from, where this planet came from and ask; 'Are we alone? What's out there?' So many questions with no firm answers, only what you have been told by religious teachings, your family (tribe), or by the scientific community from school.

It is a long process (in Human terms) of several months or even years to awaken an Eternal. You don't hear voices, but rather a thought originates from within your mind (telepathy), alien thoughts that are very foreign to you. As these thoughts continue you finally give in and you start asking questions, surprisingly after a while you get responses to your questions. Then you may demand proof to make sure you're not crazy or having a psychotic episode, or perhaps you think, maybe you are talking to God.

You might keep seeing a specific event over and over in your mind, until eventually it comes to past exactly as you had seen it in your mind's eye, déjà' vu, you may at first think. After this déjà' vu or premonition has happened a few times, you begin to believe there may be some substance to your thoughts, and maybe, just maybe, you're not going crazy after all.

Before I get into what happens when our physical body dyes and my personal NDE accounts, we need to first understand how Humans came to exist on this world and our past myths and religious beliefs, including the evolution of Mankind.

Earthly Humans

The Human race is not exclusive to the planet Earth, Homo-sapiens are throughout the Universe and have thrived for almost two billion years. The Human race on this planet are by species Homo-sapiens, and have existed on this planet for only a short period in time, a little over two hundred thousand years (209,000 years). Anthropologist got it right when they were able to link modern man's DNA to a single woman's DNA who lived in Africa dating to about one hundred ninety six thousand BCE.

I cannot say for sure how Homo-sapiens DNA came to be on this planet. It is quite possible the seeds of life for Earth's Homo-sapiens arrived by other 'alien Homo-sapiens' planting and propagating their seeds throughout the Universe. Whether the DNA was introduced on this planet by 'aliens' from another world or by the Eternals is immaterial, the only thing that is important is that you understand Homo-sapiens on this world and throughout the Universe are a unique species, and are not descended from another hominid species.

Many anthropologist believe the Human race (Homo-sapiens) evolved from some form of a species of early man-like creature. This belief is not only evident by what they believe to be true, but is the only way they can justify the existence of modern man when evolution is factored in. If you look up the word hominid in the dictionary, the definition reads as follows;

'Member of super-family hominoidea, including modern great apes, Humans and their extinct ancestors.'

As you can see, the only way anthropologist are able to explain modern Homo-sapiens is to link modern man with a previously existing species such as Neanderthal or Homo-erectus (the theory of evolution, IE Darwin). Biologist can easily show the evolution of different creatures (beast) on this planet, and incorrectly assume that mankind evolved likewise.

As stated, almost all anthropologists believe man evolved from one or more of these early hominid species. Until recent DNA test showed there is no trace of Neanderthal blood-lines in Homo-sapiens, the belief was that Neanderthal was a close cousin of modern mankind, a step in the evolutionary ladder, after all both species Neanderthal and Homo-sapiens originated in the south eastern part of the African continent. Again I repeat, the truth of the matter is; Homo-sapiens did not evolve from another species of hominoidea. Homo-sapiens are a one of a kind unique species in the Universe!

As stated, it is interesting to note that Neanderthal, like Homo-sapiens had their origins in the southern parts of what is now the African continent. Most Neanderthal's started to migrate out of the African continent a little over two hundred thousand years ago (208,000 thousand years ago to be exact), shortly after the Salesian of Homo-sapiens on this planet. Is it a coincidence that Neanderthal's left Africa shortly after the onset of Homo-sapiens, or were they driven out by the more intelligent new species with a soul?

Humanoids thrived in the lush warm wet climate of the south African continent for tens of thousands of years. The fertile valleys and plains were lush with plant and animal life, affording the new Human population to grow by leaps and bounds. After about one hundred forty four thousand years, the population of Humans had grown to over five million souls, with a very diverse genetic makeup, mostly because early man was not monogamist.

About sixty five thousand years ago the Earth started into another ice age, with the onslaught of glaciers creeping down from the North completely covering the European continent and oceans. The extreme weather change first impacted the Neanderthals who had migrated out of Africa thousands of years earlier onto the European and Asian continents. Ninety percent of the Neanderthals perished in the first one thousand years of the new ice age.

The drastic climate change in the northern hemisphere also affected the climate in the southern hemisphere. When the northern oceans started to freeze over, the natural flow of the ocean's currents slowed, causing the nurturing rains on the African continent to dry up. What was once a lush nurturing garden for the Human population was slowly transformed into a dessert waste land. There was no rain on the African continent for over one thousand years. About sixty four thousand years ago the Human population was on the brink of extinction, going from over five million at its peak to less than two thousand surviving souls, a decline of over ninety nine point nine percent, less than .<04% of the Humans on Earth survived that one thousand year period, a near extinction!

The near extinction of the Human race on the planet has been referred to by some as, the 'Hourglass Effect'. That is to say, if you consider individual Beings to be one grain of sand in an hourglass, only a small number can pass through the narrow neck of the hourglass in a certain period of time before the neck is closed and the remainder expire.

So few of the genetically different individuals survived, thus the diverse genetic makeup of the Human population on this planet was drastically reduced. Today there are only about forty to fifty thousand separate, unique, genetic lines in all of the world's population. A person can accurately say they are a close relative to about one of every fifty thousand people they meet in the world. When the genetic line is traced back through thousands of generations, almost all end at the beginning of Human kind on this planet in southeastern Africa. All of mankind's roots on this world began in the one isolated area, every person's originating family tree, our 'one tribe'.

A little over sixty four thousand years ago, almost all of the surviving Humans started to migrate north out of Africa as a last ditch effort to survive as a species, chasing the rains and game animals of that time thus becoming nomads, the same as the Neanderthals had done previously. They migrated north onto the European continent and east onto the Asian continent. Humans coexisted during that brief time period with the last of the Neanderthals, who overlapped with Humans by about thirty two thousand years on the European and Asian continents.

As stated earlier, most anthropologist believe modern man is a close relative of Neanderthal 'man', or from another previous species of a man-like Hominid creature. Still others believe that mankind as we know him today is a distant relative of early apes. However, anthropologist have never been able to make the jump from any ape like creature to Homo-sapiens, they propose this link from ape to man as the missing link.

Although there was some inter breeding between Humans and Neanderthals (leave it to the sexual drive of Humans), Homo-sapiens are a pure breed and a separate species from all other 'man-like' creatures that have existed on this planet or anywhere else in the Universe. Any resulting offspring from these unlikely meetings between Humans and Neanderthals were infertile, such as the resulting offspring of a horse and a donkey (mule) and were unable to reproduce. These offspring quickly died out, as did the last of the Neanderthal species some twenty six thousand years ago. Did these creatures (Neanderthals) just naturally die out, or were they made extinct by mankind?

Most anthropologists believe Neanderthals were unable to compete with the smarter, more robust Humans for food and protection. As with the advent of Humanoids in Africa, the arrival of Humans on the European continent slowly drove the last of the Neanderthals further north and ultimately to their extinction.

The extinction of the Neanderthals was a result of several factors, including their lack of hunting techniques and weapons (compared to Humans), their inability to fend off new viruses carried by Humans and the inability to adjust (evolve) as a species to the changing climate they were driven into.

Early Homo-sapiens on the European continent have correctly been referred to as Cro-Magnon man. Scientist have called Cro-Magnon early man because of the physical resemblance to modern man.

Recent genetic testing has shown that modern man is genetically linked to Cro-Magnon man, Cro-Magnon was early Homo-sapiens, not a different species. Like other species on this world and throughout the Universe, mankind has evolved from his early beginnings (Cro-Magnon man) and will continue to evolve as a species. I wonder what Humans will look like fifty thousand years from now on this planet, that is assuming he survives as a species on this world.

Early forms of 'man-like' animals on this planet; IE Neanderthals, Homo-erectus etc., had no soul, they were as the rest of the beast on this planet, simply a complex life form, as are all beast on this planet today (sorry, your dog has no soul), and as all beast that have been created throughout the Universe since time began.

This is not to say that 'beast' are not cunning or intelligent, just that they have no 'soul' and are not an Entity such as you are. Any creature with a large brain can think and learn from experience the consequences of an action. A dog for instance, 'learns' from its master when it has done something the master does not approve of.

The major difference between an Entity and a beast is that the Entity knows what is the right or wrong thing to do before a thought is acted on. You can have the most loving of pets, but once that pet is put into an environment, such as going feral in the wild, they revert to their basic instincts and will show no remorse (conscience) for their actions, such as the 'pack mentality' of a group of feral dogs.

Before any action is accomplished by an Entity, they always know what is right or wrong, unlike an animal or beast that has no conscience or remorse for their actions.

As Human's migrated out of Africa, small groups went in different directions as the ice in the north began to retreat. Some of these group's migrations were isolated from the others on the 'mainland' by the rising oceans as the ice melted and eventually covered the natural ice and land bridges. These isolated groups evolved differently from their direct ancestors in Europe primarily because of their isolated gene pool and physical climate. The last continent to be occupied by Homo-sapiens was the Americas, a little over fourteen thousand years ago.

As ancient societies became isolated from cultures other than their own 'tribe', time passed and from generation to generation the teachings and stories of 'other' Humans on this world became little more than a 'myth', as later generations had never seen anyone outside of their own tribe.

Over time, the belief in these isolated tribes was that they were the only people on Earth, and they were at the center of all the stars in the sky, 'anthropocentric'. Later with the advent of early technology IE, domestication of horses, camels and ship building, man was for the first time (since the end of the last major ice age) able to explore easily beyond his local physical boundaries. This exploration brought different societies and races together for the first time in many thousands of years. Not only were there cultural differences (relationships between men and women, beliefs in superstition and 'gods'), but also different physical appearances (Angelo, Mongoloid, Negro etc.) and language barriers that made communication very difficult as each culture had developed their own language. Without exception, there was distrust of these 'foreign' people, IE their motives, their strange beliefs and most importantly the breeding with their women.

Human's have evolved over the last two hundred thousand years on this planet in both physical appearance and in scientific knowledge. All living species (man, beast and floral life alike) evolve and adapt to their environment or go extinct. This evolution is quite evident by the different races of Humans on the planet today because of isolation in varying climatic regions. Facial features as well as skin pigment differ from one side of the world to the other, most differences are a result of several factors including; climate, the types of food consumed and the different gene pools of the isolated societies of early mankind.

Genetically all Humans are alike with only slight gene differences based on their lineage. The gene differences are what afford the differences in physical appearance and in some cases subjectivity to certain diseases. The DNA of a Human is about ninety eight percent that of a chimpanzee, but that does not mean we are related, as a matter of fact, all life forms share between twenty and ninety nine percent of the same genes in their DNA.

As stated before, the adaptation of the Human species to different climates on the planet has led to varying physical appearance, that is to say for example, the European colonist lived in a much cooler and wetter climate than those who survived in Africa. The cooler northern climate of the European continent afforded less direct sunlight, not allowing the body to absorb the vitamin D needed for continued life. The natural evolution of the Europeans allowed the skin pigment to lighten (compared to those who survived in Africa) to offset the less direct sun's rays. These differences between cultures made all parties defensive and intrusting of those other 'strange Humans' (not much has changed in today's world).

It is of particular interest why a race of people on one side of this world are discriminated against by a race of people living in another part of the world, solely based on their skin pigment or facial features. Are we still so primitive as a species on this world that we cannot accept our fellow brothers for who they are?

As stated earlier, you are directly related to all other people in all parts of the world. To discriminate against your 'brother' on the other side of the world or even someone living next door to you because of slight genetic differences is not rational. As I have said, through DNA sampling, almost all of humanities family lines can be traced back to the beginning of mankind on this planet, to our very roots in southeastern Africa, even though the genetic pool is much larger than that of the survivors of the Hourglass Effect.

Racism is primarily based on behaviors and perceptions of previous isolated societies and that racism has been passed down from generation to generation as has 'religious beliefs', which often condone prejudice based on physical appearance or place of birth.

One's beliefs and prejudices are based on teachings passed from generation to generation, brainwashed would be a more accurate description!

Because eventually of the ability to travel the world over and reside in a different part of the world or culture, this 'racism' should have subsided with time, but has only gotten worse or shown very little improvement at best. Racism has flourish on this planet for thousands of years. As late as 1865 the progressive and democratic country of the United States allowed slavery as a matter of right for 'white' citizens, but just because the Emancipation Proclamation was enacted, that in its self did not eliminate prejudice in the U.S.

Until 1967 for example, 'mixed marriages' were illegal in the United States, it took a case brought against a couple in Virginia that ended up before the Supreme Court before the former law was struck down as unconstitutional. As civil rights have made great legal strides in the U.S., racism is still a matter of fact in this country today and around the world in general.

Human trafficking (slavery) is a way of life in much of the world today. The poor and despondent are preyed on every day, with many souls 'sold' or 'bought' into either slave labor or sexual slavery. I am appalled, as you should be that in this day and age of a 'progressive civilization' these acts of immorality continue!

All Humans are sole Entities, and all Humans deserve to be treated with the respect and rights afforded those of means and wealth, regardless of place of birth, religious beliefs or race, anything less is unacceptable!

It may surprise many on this world that if mankind survives here for another one thousand years, there will be very little difference in physical appearance. As different races of the world interbreed, you will find the dominant skin color is a light tan with very few facial differences. But it is not just the physical differences in race that provokes this intolerance, but cultural differences also, particularly 'religion' and 'sexual orientation'.

On other worlds where Humanoids have flourished in much different, more extreme climates and planetary makeup, there are even more distinct physical differences then we see amongst the population on this planet. The differences are so extreme in some instances a Homo-sapiens from a different world may not even be recognizable to the population of this planet as Human.

As time has passed since the near extinction of mankind on this planet, the genetic makeup of mankind on this planet has become more diverse. The fact that the gene pool has increased on this world leaves only one explanation, the introduction of 'outside' DNA. It is quite possible, 'alien Homo-sapiens' have bred with the indigenous population of this world, thus increasing the genetic lines, you yourself may even have an 'alien' blood line!

Humanoid's (in other advanced civilizations) first acquired the secret of inter-stellar travel about one and a half billion years ago. The planet Earth has been visited several times by these advanced Homo-sapiens civilizations and is possibly currently occupied by several thousand of these galactic 'visitors'. Most all of these 'galactic visitors' would blend right in with the indigenous Human population on this planet.

Currently there are biologist trying to change Human DNA by manipulation of the genes, even going so far as cloning. Since Human DNA was decoded, it has been shown that certain genes contribute to a specific disease or abnormality. By 'turning off' or altering these specific genes, a hereditary disease can be eliminated from a future generation. One must be very careful in manipulating what was once a perfect recipe on this planet, the Human DNA in today's world may not be perfect, but even small changes to the genetic code may drastically affect the future of the species.

You may say that Human DNA is far from perfect, especially if you look at the preponderance of hereditary diseases or likelihood of a physical defect in the offspring. There were only about two thousand individuals that survived the 'Hourglass Effect', if any one of those individuals carried forward with them a defective gene, and if you further conclude there to be a minimum of a thousand fold increase in that specific gene line based on diverse breeding, that one individual has passed that deformed or damaged gene on to millions of people in today's world.

Gene damage can occur in several ways, excessive amounts of radiation can damage genes, even the life giving radiation from the Sun can be damaging in excessive doses. Solar flares give off a tremendous amount of excess radiation, basically overwhelming our atmosphere and subsequently bombarding the Human DNA with excessive amounts of damaging radiation. Another cause of gene damage is exposure to chemicals; most chemicals that are of a concern are Man produced.

Whatever the cause of gene damage, the defective genes are passed from generation to generation, sometimes with devastating results. Mankind now has the ability to 'repair' these defective genes and stop the damaging effects on future generations, but he must be very careful to maintain the integrity of the Human species on this world.

It is possible some of these 'galactic visitors', on occasion, have presented a piece of their advanced civilization's knowledge to the inhabitants of this world. Not all 'little pushes' on this planet have come at the hands of the Eternals.

Most noteworthy of one of these alien 'little pushes', may be the introduction of and scientific knowledge of, nuclear reaction to the indigenous people on this planet. Nuclear fission and fusion were meant to advance our society for clean energy production and diminish the reliance on fossil fuels, affording a better life for the populous and the well being of the planet's ecosystem.

Of the twenty two thousand Earth-like worlds in our own Milky Way Galaxy, the vast majority are inhabited by Homo-sapiens.

The older, mature civilizations of Humanoids have a life span of about four hundred fifty years. Even with replacement parts for the Human body, manipulation of the human genome and increased resistance to disease, the physical body of Homo-sapiens is still somewhat frail and can only survive for a limited time. As is the case on this world, accidents are the leading cause of death even in the most advanced societies, as many never reach their four hundred year mark. Four hundred fifty years may seem like a long period of time to live, but it is only a blip on the scale of things, a mere split-second of time, very insignificant in the life of the Universe its self.

Compassion for your fellow man is a fleeting quality, most people on this planet like to think of themselves as a caring and compassionate people, and the majority are. There are those who 'have' and those who 'have not', the western world countries verses the third world countries for example are as different as night and day.

There is a vast imbalance of wealth in the world; this imbalance is what causes most of the wars and resentment between societies (tribes). It seems that the countries that have wealth, use their wealth for manipulation of those less fortunate. It is not a sharing of wealth and prosperity, but rather a tool used for control of the 'have nots', a bribe if you will; we will feed you if..... You can easily see this imbalance only causes resentment and hate for those societies more fortunate.

Although, there are many relief agencies around the world that do a lot of good, there is still a sense of just looking the other way by the majority of people who 'have' when it comes to sharing for the good of his fellow man. It is not necessarily that he does not care (although some really don't care); it is rather that he cannot be bothered or is unwilling to give up what he perceives as his.

Greed and power are things not easily given up by this young society.

At present (early twenty first century), every three and a half seconds a child dyes somewhere in the world from hunger or a preventable and treatable disease. About twenty-five thousand children die every day, over nine million souls a year. At any given time there are over a billion people that are continually hungry (a very large and unacceptable percentage of the world's population). So, are you a compassionate person, or do you just look the other way, not willing to share with your fellow man because of greed or a lack of compassion? After all, it does not affect you directly, or does it?

Don't you think it is time to change mankind's behavior on this world? The disparity between persons on this planet has been described as a 'cancer', and should not be tolerated!

The Salesian of the Human Entity is not perfect, as with all Beings in the Universe, when a Human Entity is married, _metempsychosia_ , with a new physical body, the Entity is supposed to have no recollection of previous lives, but sometimes the soul does carry forward with it pieces of a previous life in their conscious mind.

There have been studies of very young children (between two and four years old) who believe they are in the wrong body, most identify as being of the 'wrong sex'. Their sexual identity, their psyche is that of the opposite sex, either male or female. The first question you have to ask yourself is; 'How can a two year old identify with being in the wrong body?'

There are a couple of theories on why these young children identify with 'their' being of the opposite sex. Some believe it is a psychological problem rooted in the upbringing. For instance, some psychologist think a male child may be too closely affiliated and attached to their mother, and not connected close enough to the 'male role model', their father.

One of these groups, known as "Exodus International", professes that; 'homosexuality is a choice, that homosexuality is caused by the male role model not being involved with the male child, thus driving the child to seek an intimate relationship with another male'. They contend that homosexuality is; 'A choice, no different than a person choosing to use drugs or adopt a violent life style'. (Their conception is unbelievable!)

There are psychiatric centers that deal with whole families on sexual identity of children, IE they teach the mothers to not cuddle or pamper their sons and instead have the child interact solely with the male parent. Part of their belief is that the child identifies to the other sex because of their psychosocial environment.

Some of these psychologists are of a thought that this 'malady' is a psycho-sexual disorder they can treat with behavior modification. They believe this behavior modification teaches and instills (in the case of a male child) male masculinity to the child as he grows, 'assuming' he will act accordingly and conform to his physical sexual appearance with time.

Another theory is that a child's reversed sexual psyche is the result of an improper hormone balance in the brain while in the womb. They believe that (in the case of a male child) there was not enough of the male hormone testosterone for a 'proper' male psyche to develop. Sometimes, male hormones such as testosterone are prescribed for this child to further his masculine development as he grows. Although testosterone enables the male child to develop differently than a female child, IE muscles, facial hair, etc, the truth is; 'Homosexual males have about the same levels of testosterone as heterosexual males'.

Actually, these young transsexuals don't feel comfortable in their present bodies because they relate in their mind (their psyche) they are of the opposite sex. This phenomenon is quite common on this planet, there are millions of Earthlings with a sexual identity that does not conform to the 'norm', that is, they are either transsexual or homosexual.

Whatever you believe to be true, it is a fact that eighty five percent of trans-sexual and homosexual children 'outgrow' or rather, 'grow into' their physical sexual identity during or shortly after puberty without any psychoanalysis or hormone treatment.

Some people (with a sexual identity opposite their physical body) accept their present bodies but are only attracted to members of their same sex (homosexual) as they grow past puberty. A small number decide they cannot live in their 'birth body' and they undergo sex change operations to match their body's physical appearance to that of their psyche.

Homosexuals do not choose to be homosexual, it is what is instilled in their psyche, a carrying forward of a past life's memories, who they are!

Still, there is prejudice against anyone who's sexual identity does not match their physical body, ignorance and prejudice for being 'different' from the masses. If you ask any homosexual why they 'chose' this lifestyle, all (without exception) would tell you it is not a choice, it is just who they are, how they feel inside. Homosexuality is something they have no control over, even to the extent they feel a repulsion at the very thought of having a sexual experience with members of the opposite sex, much the same way a heterosexual person feels at the thought of a sexual encounter with members of their same sex.

Many homosexuals and transsexuals have tried to live a heterosexual life style by denying their homosexuality because of the prejudice against homosexuality or fear of rejection by their family and peers, desperately not wanting to be 'different', they live a 'lie'. But if they do try to deny their sexual identity, they live a very lonely and painful existence. It is estimated that up to fifteen percent of the population of the world are homosexual. The extremist in some of the Islamic countries such as Iran, Turkey and Pakistan, actually publicly execute young homosexuals, just because they are homosexual. Barbaric! Who is the real evil in this case?

Every person is a unique one of a kind Entity in the Universe, a very special Entity that is a part of the whole that is the Universe.

Through persecution or ostentation by one's peers, some individuals actually choose suicide instead of the life they have been given. I wish I could talk directly to each and every one of these unhappy souls. Your life is of utmost importance to the whole of the Universe, whatever the problem today, tomorrow is another day and a new beginning. Today's feelings of depression or despair can be just a bad memory tomorrow. Realize the ones who are persecuting you are not perfect either, there is no such thing as a perfect Being.

People who practice persecution and bullying are doing so because of their own insecurities. Mankind is so primitive that he is constantly trying to prove to himself that he is at least better than some others. This competitive mentality is quite evident by our obsession with sports around the world, the chance to be better than others. Most bullies only persecute others for their 'perceived' faults because of their own severe lack of self confidence, self respect, lack of compassion and empathy for his fellow mankind.

Hopefully as mankind matures, he will outgrow these destructive and hateful acts. As a matter of fact, it is Humanities obligation to curb the activities of a bully in any context, whether the bullying is on a personal or political agenda.

Please, I beg of you, talk to someone if you are so depressed or tortured (by your peers or society) to even contemplate the thought of ending your life! If not your parents or siblings, then maybe a school counselor, county mental health counselor, suicide hot line, or even a local preacher, just talk to someone, please! Tomorrow will be a better day, you can get past this, the Universe needs you to live your life.

The Human psyche is made to share life with another soul, to be a part of the group, a part of the whole, to be able to share their passions and tribulations of life, a sense of belonging, but most importantly, the need to be accepted by their fellow mankind for who they really are.

Prejudice against a Being based on color of skin, religion, or sexual orientation is unacceptable, always! It is a right of all individuals to live a life without persecution or prejudice based solely on who they are or where they are born, anything less is unacceptable!

One trait that is unique to the Human psyche, is the ability, the cunning if you will, to never reveal all that is within him, their 'true nature'. A couple can live together for fifty years and yet never know all the secrets of their partner. Humans generally only show the part of themselves that will be perceived by others in a good light. This revelation of themselves though, will be perceived by others based on their psyche and what they think that individual is really like inside. As the saying goes; 'You can fool some of the people some of the time, but you can't fool all of the people all of the time'.

I am sure you have watched the news and seen or heard of a person doing some unthinkable act. When family or friends of this person are interviewed they will inevitably reply; 'I just cannot believe he did that, he was such a nice man, it is so out of character, I had no idea'. The perception others have of a person is only based on what that Entity will show of himself, very few Human Entities will ever reveal their complete true self to others. Although the fact that some individual's perform acts that are so far removed from what is acceptable in society, is not always the result of a 'nefarious Entity'.

Mental illness, sometimes is the result of a 'bad mix' between the Entity (soul) and the physical brain. A defect in either part of the combination will produce a person who does not act the norm. Many times a chemical imbalance in the physical brain will result in 'mental illness', sometimes this chemical imbalance can be corrected with drug therapy and the individual's illness will subside.

In the last century, autism has been diagnosed in many individuals, in the extreme cases of autism an individual is completely devoid of the environment the rest of us take for granted. These individuals live in a world inside of themselves, not interacting with others or their environment. In these extreme cases, the Entity is not relating (interacting) with the body's brain, a sort of internal tug of war goes on with no winner. Unfortunately, there is little that can be done to correct this particular problem in the extreme cases, although occasionally drug therapy and extensive physiological treatment does lessen the problem.

The fact that some Entities carry forward with them some of their previous lives emotions, sexual identity and feelings, is not of their doing and that person you show disdain for because of his sexual orientation or race could be you as easily as it is that other person. You have no control over the body that is selected for the Entity that is you. On the same count, you have no control of subconscious memories that may surface of past lives.

I might point out that a Human fetus is not an Entity until the 'soul' is mated with the physical body (metempsychosia), this marriage happens between twelve and fourteen weeks of gestation. Having said that, I must also say that abortion after eleven weeks of gestation is homicide! Recently some States in the U.S. have adopted a 20 week limit for abortions, a step in the right direction, but not there yet.

Some Entities actually remember previous lives completely, usually this occurs again in very young children. They are able to tell of their previous lives in complete detail, including how and when they died. Most (as in sexual identity) will outgrow these memories as they get older and it may seem like a dream to them in later life. Some people undergo hypnotism in an attempt to transgress to a previous life's memories, with some form of success in some cases (if you are so inclined to look at your past).

No two minds think exactly alike, you may come to the same conclusion on a math question as another person, but arrived at the answer in a different way. Human brains are like other organs in the body, my liver functions the same basic way yours does, but with slight variations. The major difference between Human Beings thinking is the Entity residing within, not the brain function its self. You may say; 'Joe is a really smart person, he has an amazing brain, I wish I was that smart'. It is not that Joe has a better brain than you do, it is that Joe is a different Entity than you. As I said earlier, the Salesian of Entities is not perfect or ever created exactly like another Entity.

You have the same functioning brain (exceptions for physically damaged brains) as Joe, but the Entity that is Joe uses his brain in a different manner than the Entity that is you. That is what makes the Human Entity so unique, the vast differences between each. Can you imagine living in a world where everyone was exactly like you, thought like you, acted like you? Would there be anyone to love, to share life with?

I reiterate again, not all Entities are created without flaws or exactly alike. In the case of sexual identity (either that of transsexual or homosexuality) and memories extending to previous lives, one should be tolerant of others not like oneself. If you have lived a wholesome life, the end of this physical life is not the end of the soul of the Entity that is you!

One trait that cannot be tolerated is evil, either by individuals or whole societies (as demonstrated in Nazi Germany or some of the extreme Islamic states). Society has a duty, no, an obligation to root out evil and hatred in this world. The preponderance of evil on this world is facilitated by greed, thirst for power and intolerance for thy fellow mankind for trivial reasons such as; race, sexual identity or religious beliefs.

Throughout the history of mankind on this planet, there has been an abundance of evil, sometimes evil was perpetrated in the name of 'god', other times it has simply been a lack of tolerance for people of a different ethnicity. The crusades were not as much for 'religious' reasons, but rather for want of power and greed. In modern times the world has seen such beast as; Hitler, Stalin and Bin Laden to name a few. How can an evil, single Entity dictate hate to so many people and they follow like sheep?

The masses of people on this planet cannot let a few 'bullies' dictate evil upon the whole of civilization. If you think about it, one bully with his cronies can influence a whole tribe of people, either through intimidation or physical violence. The schoolyard bully has a couple of cronies who are maybe like minded or simply feel power by being associated with the bully. On a one-on-one basis the bully has all the power, but if the masses of the school stand up to the bully and his cronies he is easily defeated. Hitler was no different than the schoolyard bully, all the misery and death of World War II could have been deferred if only the masses of Germany and Japan had stood up to their 'bully' and his henchmen.

The need of the human psyche to belong to the group goes a long way to explain why vast numbers of a society would fall in line like sheep to the twisted truths of a charismatic leader. Sometimes the sheep follow because of a brain washing of sorts (North Korea or some of the Islamic states) or simply out of fear of retribution for those who do not follow the 'party line', such as in a ruthless dictatorship (of which many exist in today's world).

With today's world media, more people have access to what is really going on in the world and are not as susceptible to the false doctrines of their state's leader. This new wealth of information allows more people to question the logic, wisdom and sometimes hate professed by these leaders. In the same context, I must also point out that evil also infuses its ugly doctrine of hate on the Internet, so one has to weigh what is the truth.

A wholesome Entity always knows what is right or wrong before acting.

This is not to say there are not countries whose leaders restrict information to its people, North Korea and China (to an extent) for example. The people of the North Korean dictatorship have little if any information from outside the confines of their country. The only information these oppressed people receive is what the government wants them to receive, they are literally brainwashed from birth by their government (the same as the early isolated tribes) and only know what the government wants them to know and how they should feel about people outside of their regime (tribe).

It is not just single Beings that perpetrate these atrocities on their fellow Human Beings, but sometimes it is the consensus of an entire social order that allow this hate to go unchecked. The 'bullies' on the block for example who have persuaded their 'tribesmen' to their way of thinking and prejudices based on their religious beliefs or perceived injustices against them as a tribe.

This goes back to the 'haves' and the 'have not's'. If you look at the disparity of wealth in the world today you can easily see vast differences from country to country and even disparity inside an individual country. For example, the average person living in a country like the United States has vast wealth, freedoms and opportunities compared to the average Palestinian living on the Gaza strip. But even in the United States with all of its wealth, there are pockets of poverty with starving children and lack of adequate health care, because the wealthy ('haves') are not willing to share their wealth with the 'have not's'.

When you are deprived of the basic needs to sustain life, IE food, water, shelter and the freedom to move about, you not only get angry but desperate enough to not even care about the life you have been given, no different than a caged animal that is tortured on a daily basis by its very confinement!

These acts of cruelty must stop if the world as you know it is to continue. The infant species of Homo-sapiens on this planet are a murderous lot, not just the actions against his fellow man, but the slaughter of beast in the name of 'sport' and harm to the environment. Beast are here for the well being of the planet, as a food source and as a very important part of the natural ecology of the planet, not for 'trophy hunts' or torture. The waterways of this planet are little more than cess pools because of mankind's thoughtless acts, society cannot stand by and let a dictator or an uncaring, greedy country (tribe) dictate a doctrine of hate and evil upon your fellow mankind or indifference for the well-being of the environment.

The goal of all Humans on this planet (or anywhere else in the Universe) is to be happy, not oppressed or discriminated against and to live their life to the fullest in peace. This preponderance of hate, greed and intolerance breed unhappiness. One cannot be happy in his life when there is one or more of these evil doctrines dictating his life actions. At one time or another, every Human has some of these feelings, either because of how they are treated or because of a perceived or an actual injustice.

_These are normal feelings (for Humans), but they should not dictate your life's actions. One should move on past these negative or hateful feelings and live a wholesome life devoid of these evil feelings for the betterment of himself and all of mankind._ _The disparity of life, lack of empathy and compassion amongst the population of this world has been deemed; 'A cancer upon the Universe'. You are fortunate to live on one of the jewels of the Universe, make the most out of it!_

If there were a physical place such as 'Heaven', you may be living on it today, do not let it slip away. Actually, I would advise the population of this world to strive for the betterment of man's actions towards himself and the planet's well being in a timely manner. Mankind on this planet is in his infancy and has a long way to go to ensure the survival of the species on this planet, the clock is ticking!

Earth Religion

Religion of today is a manifestation of ancient man's superstitions, myths and embellishments, an assimilation of past primitive cultures, customs and values. With the rampant evil of the eighth and seventh centuries BCE (not unlike today), evil was on the verge of destroying the Human population of this world. Very early man was not the barbarian he became in the later centuries, although he was obviously by today's standards primitive, but not aggressive toward his fellow mankind. His sole purpose was to survive the elements, extreme weather, predators (beast), gather food and procreate.

As with all species of plant and animal life, man's primary instinct is first to survive and secondly to propagate the species. Early man was not a monogamous species and mating was instead achieved on a chance meeting of a potential mate, much the same as many animals of today. The promiscuity of early man is what enabled the gene pool to become so diverse in the early years in southeastern Africa some two hundred nine thousand years ago. It was not until about sixty four thousand years ago, during the exodus from Africa, that mankind first started to settle with their mates, but even then they were not of a monogamist existence.

Today, most countries 'religions' and cultures condone only monogamy in their societies and because of man's 'moral values', a couple are expected to marry. Marriage was an invention of the religious cultures and is simply society's way of condoning the union of a couple and the expectation by society the couple will be faithful to each other. I do not want to harp on the radical Islamic states, but infidelity by women is a sentence of death by stoning, another example of barbaric standards (usually only the women are executed, not the men).

After the migration out of Africa, early man soon discovered there was safety in numbers, to stay together as a tribe. The tribe had the ability to either fend off large beast or to pool the food gathered for the survival of the group in times of famine and inclement weather. The collection of food was a feast or famine affair, in mild spring and summer month's food was plentiful, allowing the group to thrive and prosper. The tribes soon set rules to achieve a more harmonious existence within the tribe and a form of religion was adopted by the group. This religion was usually led by the strongest of the group and usually involved the belief in some sort of spirit or 'god', as professed by the tribal leader.

Winter months were a very rough time for most all, not only were the roots, berries and fruit gone for the duration of harsh winters, but game animals also left the area for greener pastures. So early man soon became nomads, with small groups following the game to warmer climates and eventually these groups became isolated from the others. Disease was the mysterious killer and being very superstitious, early man believed he must have offended the 'gods' and was subsequently smitten by the plagues that fell him because of his misdeeds.

It is ironic that Humans first began to 'cluster' in groups for protection against predators and the most vicious of all predators turned out to be man himself. During this period of struggling to survive, it seemed that other outside tribes had no inhibitions about taking what another tribe had accumulated, taking by either force or intimidation (not much has changed in today's world). As a tribe was conquered by 'others', the beliefs, gods and superstitions of the conquering tribe were imposed on the survivors of the conquered tribe.

Early man believed all that was around him was the result of some higher form of Being, anything he could not explain must be the result of a higher Being, a Creator. Neolithic man (eighth thru sixth century BCE) were probably the first society to have ritualistic 'religious' ceremonies as directed by the leaders, who usually became the 'priest' of the tribe. The leaders of these tribes learned early on they had much better control over the tribe's members if they could control their actions by threat or intimidation at the hands of the 'gods'.

Some leaders taught a belief that all things on Earth had a soul, including inanimate objects. Neolithic man was quite possibly the first to bury food and possessions with the dead, to be carried forward to the afterlife. They also practiced 'human sacrifice' to appease the gods, the sacrifices were carried out by the priest of the tribe or at the very least at their direction. In some instances, at the direction of the priest, the sacrifices were cannibalized as further appeasement to the gods.

These acts of sacrifice and cannibalization were a further form of intimidation by the leaders to control their followers, claiming; 'It was god's will'. Not much different than some leaders of today's 'tribes' that rule by outlandish and horrific means, such as in some of the extremist Islamic states where women are still regarded as 'property', and one must live life under extreme circumstances as dictated by the religious leaders or be butchered by the ruling faction, usually as a public display for minor offenses to further their control over the people. The doctrine of rule by terror is still practiced in many Islamic states today and is referred to as 'Shar'ah law', as dictated by their interpretation of the Koran. It is considered blasphemy for a person of a different religion to even touch the Koran, with a sentence of death!

Some cultures believed there was a god for every aspect of their lives, a 'Sun god', a 'Moon god' (the belief that a god pulled the Moon and Sun through the sky), a 'god of the oceans', a 'god of the soil', even a 'god of fertility' (it took thousands of years for mankind to equate sex with a woman's pregnancy). Any aspect of life that could not be explained or easily demonstrated was considered to be the act of a god (many of these primitive beliefs still persist in today's world).

Different tribes (religions) had a different god ('s) at the center of their superstitions and the belief in the elder's stories that were passed from generation to generation, these beliefs became 'law' in the group but were changed as the needs of the leaders changed. These laws (as professed by the Prophet) would be the basis for the tribe's religion.

Some of the named gods were: Roman = Jupiter; Greek = Zeus; Egyptian = Ammon, Osiers, cow goddess Hathor or Isis, the child god Horus; Babylonian = Bel-marduk; Jews =Jehovah; Persian = Mithras the Sun god, to name only a few, as you can see each tribe had at different times different 'gods' as it suited their purpose.

Religion, as with other aspects of human behavior and beliefs, is a 'learned behavior'. From infancy you are 'taught' the beliefs of your parents or your group of peers, whether you realize it or not, you are consistently being molded to their myths and beliefs.

You did not spontaneously start to act like a boy or a girl at birth, it is a learned behavior. Your first recollection of toys and dress are that of what your society considers to be gender appropriate. As you grow and mature you recognize these toys and clothes as what is appropriate for you based on your society. Religion is the same exact thing, it is a learned behavior from your parents and those around you, what they believe to be true. Generally, people with like attitudes and beliefs tend to only associate with those of like persuasion, so this is the extent of your learning experiences growing up, as you are continuously told what is 'right' or 'wrong' according to the 'religious beliefs' of your 'tribe'.

This repetition of thought is imprinted in your psyche (brainwashed) until you believe that what you have been told is the only truth, and most of these 'truths' stay with you throughout your lifetime. The beliefs and myths of god's are not easily changed in your learned psyche, and in most cases these 'truths' are passed on to the next generation, thus perpetuating the myths and learned prejudices.

As time passed, these isolated groups (tribes) had rituals to appease the gods in their own learned ways. As stated earlier, for some bazaar reason barbaric human sacrifice was adopted by many of these early religions, although most scholars of today believe the 'sacrifices' were (in many cases) used as a way to rid the ruler's of the tribes of their adversaries, and probably more importantly as a form of social intimidation, rule by terror that persist today in many parts of the world.

Public executions based on outlandish laws (as in Shar'ah law) were used as intimidation for control of the group, a form of terror that this same fate might befall you if you do not follow 'god's' (our) rules. This type of religious terror still persist in today's world, especially in some of the third world countries where the population is perceived to be primitive by western standards because of their barbarism and outlandish superstitious beliefs.

As modern religions evolved, some taught of peace and harmony among all of mankind as it was meant to be, while others taught intolerance, prejudice, hate for any one not like them (race), of a different faith or belief in a 'different god'. Wars in the name of religion have consumed man's existence since true religion's mass introduction in the sixth century BCE (referred to as the Axial Age) as religion was contorted to include a god and past superstitions of early mankind. These new religious manifestations were used as an excuse or justification for unthinkable acts (usually for wealth and control of other tribes). If you scrutinize the Bible or the Koran you will find a preponderance of; hate, prejudice, intimidation, murder and genocide is encouraged by the author's of these religious writings for perceived sins.

Many of the early Prophets of religion told of encounters and/or conversations with 'Angles', or a 'god'. I believe these encounters were either with an Eternal (NDE) or a visitor from another world (ET) and were mistaken as a religious encounter. What mankind does not understand can easily be explained in his mind as an encounter with the Creator, one of the Creator's Divine followers, or whatever or whoever that particular religion's god and beliefs are, perpetuated because of the brainwashing they have undergone throughout their life.

The spontaneous beginnings of modern religion during the Axial Age cannot be easily explained by scholars. Not only did religions spring forth from isolated societies (from western Europe to northeastern China), but they all had stark similarities. Instead of there being bad or vengeful gods and good gods, there was a new idea of no gods, and a belief of life after this physical life with Human morality at the center of the transcendence.

Now, some religious scholars of today would say that all of these religions were similar in original teachings because all were simultaneously introduced by God. Truth is; there was a simultaneous introduction of 'religion', but without any 'god' at the center of the religion, the personification of a 'god' was the manifestation of mankind himself, a continuation of past myths. The introduction of 'religion' came as a 'little push' from the Eternals (who are not gods), in the hope of stifling the hate in the world and creating harmony amongst the peoples.

A common belief of these 'new religions' was that man's soul and afterlife is directly tied to his actions and morality while in the physical body. Sin amongst the people was a new concept, IE that your life's actions have a direct relationship with the transference of your soul after this physical life.

Practiced by most western countries, modern Christianity is primarily based on the life of Jesus of Nazareth, professed to be the 'son of God'. To convince his followers of a 'god', he showed of 'miracles' and miraculous feats (as professed in the books of the Bible). But alas, he was the victim of the ruling factions for the very intolerance he was preaching against and with his death, he has become a 'martyr' to those of the Christian faith. The embellishment of his life is what drives the believers of the Christian faith today. Jesus' preaching was initially carried on primarily by Saul of Tarsus, or as he is better known, Paul (his Roman name).

As with any story told of past, with each rendition the story became more embellished, to the point that very little of the original true facts of the story are left. Most books of the Bible (telling of miracles and prophecies) were written many centuries after the life and crucifixion of Jesus, as 'proof' of his godliness. It is a curious fact that all the books of the Prophets and religious teachings were written well after the lives of these religion's Prophets to perpetuate and justify the religion.

Although the original teachings of Judaism and Christianity (and almost all religions) were of peace, compassion and harmony amongst mankind, as time progressed the religions were shaped by self appointed ecclesiastics who manipulated 'their religion' for control over the people. Power, control and greed was the real theme of Christianity (as are most religions of today) after it was first introduced. Throwing in a 'god' gives the religion some semblance of 'truth' to the religion's followers who cannot perceive of a world without a 'god' as the Creator. After all, how else can you explain the existence of the Universe we live in? Growing up I wanted to believe in God, it makes questions much easier to answer. With a god, all unexplainable things in the Universe are easily dismissed as an act of that god.

The books of the Bible and New Testament are a compilation of truth, superstition and myths based on writings over a period of several hundred years. In many instances one book of the Bible will directly contradict another (religious scholars claim it is all in how you interpret the writings). Of the original writings, several books were omitted from the Bible because they did not depict the philosophy of the church at that time, or the book's author showed the religion in a 'bad light'.

The intolerance for anyone not of their faith or under their control, was at the mercy of the church leaders. The Crusades were a bloodbath of intolerance, prejudice and want for wealth and power. The Catholic church saw it as a way to increase their purse strings by heavily taxing all they conquered and in the process imposing their 'god' on the conquered peoples (no different than today's world). The Catholic church was promoted by Ultramontanism, which is to say the Pope's authority was supreme and infallible (a god of sorts).

A Protestant preacher by the name of Darby (between the years of 1880 and 1940) taught Dispensationalism in the United States, Dispensationalism is the concept of an antichrist. The belief of many religions of today is that the antichrist will or has already returned to Earth, starting the apocalypse (every generation since Jesus believes the apocalypse will happen in their lifetime, including Jesus). The belief is that the antichrist will do battle with god (evil against good). All 'good souls' will be given a life of peace and want for nothing for a thousand years, and all 'evil souls' that have not 'taken' god into their soul will suffer for eternity in hell. I find it interesting that, 'a thousand years' was used as the period of peace on Earth after the apocalypse, early man could not conceive of a thousand years, so it was used as an 'eternity' prophecy.

Over the last several decades many have been called the antichrist only to be forgotten by religious scholars when they died. Some of the people who have had this moniker are mostly the ones who have perpetrated evil, these include; Mussolini, Hitler, Napoleon, King George III and even Ronald Wilson Reagan, just because his name has six letters in each word, 666, supposed sign of the anti-Christ.

Native Americans have been referred to by some as the descendants of the 'fallen angel', because they are not mentioned in the Bible which supposedly listed all of mankind. Maybe Native Americans were not listed in the Bible because Eastern culture authors had no idea they even existed. Da! How did these Prophets miss this fact and others, after all their writings were written solely with Divine intervention?

Zoroastrianism was founded about six hundred BCE (Axial Age) and was based on the teachings of Zoroaster, he was a legislator and Prophet of his time. The Avasta was his 'holy scripture' which emphasized the continuous apocalyptic struggle between good and evil, a philosophy commonly called Mazdaism. This religion was the precursor in Persia to Mohammedanism, which added its own twist on the original teachings of the Axial Age.

Islam Prophet Muhammad was born about 570 CE and began preaching around 610 CE. He considered 'Allah' to be his own special, 'personal god', and he professed to be the 'Prophet of Allah' (not unlike Jesus). He taught a doctrine of future life with wealth and sexual fulfillment and threatened idolaters and non believers of his teachings with 'Hell Fire' and never ending tortuous life after physical death.

Because of his outlandish teachings, Muhammad had many enemies and fearing for his life he fled from Mecca to rule in Medina. His band of followers (cronies) raided the caravans from Mecca and slaughtered the Jews, enslaving the woman and children. Not unlike other radical religions as they progressed, his was a religion of personal needs and rule by intimidation and murder. What a 'fine' individual to base a religion on!

After Muhammad's death at the age of sixty two, Abu Bek and Omar I carried on his teachings. They ruthlessly inflicted wars against their rival factions that lasted many years. Even today, the extremist of the Islamic faith consider all who do not share their religious beliefs to be heathens, and these 'heathens' must perish at their hands, for it is; 'Allah's will'.

The extremist states of the Islamic faith rule by intimidation and terror, including murder of innocent people as a further form of control (not unlike Neolithic man who practiced sacrifices). But it is not just the radicals of the Islamic faith, 'civilized' countries such as the United States have religious radicals also.

For example, there is a 'secret group' known as, "The Family", comprised of U.S. Senators, Congressmen and several foreign leaders, who have in the past and are currently, imposing their radical views on the people of the world. These religious eccentrics have an agenda of hate and misery against anyone who does not conform to their strict 'moral Christian' guidelines (no different than Shar'ah law).

This radical group's leaders claim to be dictated to by Jesus and God as justification for their actions (they claim to talk to Jesus and God all the time). This group has been introducing legislation in the U.S. congress for many years against primarily abortion and homosexuality. These radical Christians have been marketing their hateful beliefs not just in the US, but all over the world.

"The Family" has even gone so far as to recently convince the leaders of Uganda to support legislation against homosexuals, to impose long prison sentences and in some cases death for merely being homosexual (after worldwide protest, the law has not been adopted). These are some of the men (fine Christians) who formulate the laws and run the democratic country of the United States, imposing their hateful will against anyone who does not conform to their strict religious moral values.

Are you shocked and surprised, don't be, there has been radical secret groups of men in places of high political stature in the government of the United States since its inception, promoting their misguided values on the people they are supposed to represent. Why are these groups secret, the answer to that question is very simple, it is because these secret groups know they do not represent the views of the majority of people they represent. This particular group (The Family) of secret people are a very small influential group of men, pushing their evil agenda behind the scenes in the U.S. Government. I believe in my heart these radicals must be aware of their hateful deeds, so why do they persist in spreading this hate around the world, are they truly evil or just brainwashed?

The Family is just the tip of the iceberg though, in the United States alone there are somewhere around seventeen hundred radical groups. The range of hate and prejudice spans from religious, racial and political. The list of radicals goes on and on, more than I could possibly list. For more information on radical groups, the Southern Poverty Law Center routinely list and keeps track of these radical groups and their agendas.

Radicals are not limited to the perceived enemies of the western world, but rather unrest is worldwide and is a sign of things to come if we stay on our present course, IE prejudice, want for power, ridiculous religious views, rule by terror and want for wealth.

In today's western world, most consider the radical Muslims to be the scourge of the Earth by spreading their hate, but a hundred years from now it may be the Christians initiating a new 'crusade' against other religious factions. Throughout history radical religious terrorism has not been confined to only a single religion, but almost all have at some point in time engaged in this barbaric behavior, using their religious views and 'holy scriptures' as an excuse or justification for their actions.

In the early years of the first century CE there was a multitude of religions that popped up in Alexandria. The competition was so great for parishioners and their money (the first coin operated vending machine, a holy water dispenser) that most tried to create some form of 'miracle' to entice people to their temples. There were beliefs in a single god, multiple gods and some religions (as taught in the Axial Age) had no gods at all, but all believed in a higher form of intelligence than mere man.

As mentioned earlier, it is interesting to note that religion almost spontaneously sprung up from the eastern European continent to the far reaches of northeastern China in the sixth century BCE, when there was little if any travel between the isolated societies. This spontaneous eruption of religion (as stated) has been referred to by some as the Axial Age, because of the similar change of religious perception and beliefs along the axis running from the European oceans to eastern China.

Do you think it was a bazaar and strange coincidence that these isolated societies all had a 'religious awakening' at the same time? Although most of these religious awakening's eventually involved some sort of 'god' (a misconception that the Eternals or extraterrestrial visitors were gods), most 'enlightenment's' were merely that of a Prophet 'seeing' the cosmos as it really is, a divine dream or a new consciousness of things as they really are (NDE?).

Probably the most universal new belief during the Axial Age was that morality plays the primary role of what a person's future destiny will be. Although there were some religions that still believed in multiple gods, most religions transcended to the belief in only one god or as taught originally, no god at all. What really happened was that most got the message wrong, there are no 'gods', but rather that they are part of a larger thing as are the Eternals, just a part of the ultimate Entity, the Universe in its entirety. Maybe the concept of religion was introduced too soon for the intellect of humans at that period in time and the misconception that the contact they had with the Eternals or extraterrestrials was that of a god.

Man has always wanted to define his reason for being, actually it has been in his psyche since the inception of mankind's soul, to explain his existence in a world he does not understand. From the earliest cave dwellers there has been a need to explain the environment he lives in and why things are the way they are.

The Eternals did not introduce the concept of a 'god' to mankind, it is what mankind has manifested from the early teachings of the Prophets, that there must be a higher power (god) to explain their existence and the existence of the Universe its self. The perceived notion of a 'god' is something that has evolved from the early myths and teachings of the misguided elders of most religions as a form of control, as has the concept of a devil or a Heaven and Hell.

The early purveyors of religion used the concept of a 'god' for personal power and wealth, while others practiced Zootheism and prayed to symbolic symbols such as golden statues of cows, or even a black piece of meteorite as in Mecca today. The 'holy stone' of Mecca, that is prayed to multiple times every day is just a large piece of meteorite, it came from the 'heavens' so it must be from Allah. So as you can see, people of today's world still worship and pray to inanimate objects, just as past cultures worshiped golden statues.

The best of intentions sometimes do not always work out as they are intended. In other words, the introduction of brotherhood, peace and harmony amongst the people has not worked as intended on this world because of mankind's misguided belief in a god and the fate that will befall you if you do not believe in and worship that god! The introduction of peace and brotherhood has helped to save other civilizations from extinction on distant worlds, all without the myths and fantasy of a god to confuse and misguide the populous of that world.

The Eternals do not understand a Being praying to them. Sure the Eternals are what we would call the 'Founding Fathers', but they know they are only a part of the whole, as is all matter and Beings of the Universe are a part of the whole, that which comprises the ultimate Entity, the Universe in its entirety. Even with this knowledge of truth about the Eternals and their heterogeneous creation, some will still refer to the Eternals as 'Quasi-gods'.

Contemplate that your body in whole is the Universe and you are the little finger on the left hand of this Universe. Now pretend your little left finger started praying to the soul of your body. Does that make any sense? If you are a part of the whole, why would you pray to a part of yourself? Come to the understanding that you are a part of the whole Entity that is the Universe!

The Eternals rarely interfere with the normal evolution of a planet or the Entities on that planet. People here on Earth that are religious, wonder how a 'god' could let a natural disaster occur with the loss of so many lives. How a 'god' could let one of their loved ones die in a tragic accident, how their children could be taken at a young age. Religious leaders of today explain, that it is, 'God's will' or the work of the 'Devil', to allow horrible things to happen such as an earthquake, a tsunami, an airplane falling out of the sky, or even the mass murder of millions of people, that you should be 'God fearing' or be punished similarly for perceived sins.

The religious teachers preach; 'We must endure these tragic events and suffering so we can appreciate the life that has been bestowed upon us, that you must endure pain and suffering so you can fully appreciate the life you have been given and experience and enjoy pleasure'!

WHAT? You should suffer and have your children perish so you can fully appreciate the life you have?

Religious leaders do not have much to say after a tragic loss, but they are rarely short on words when something goes right. 'God made that happen, if you pray and give your soul to god, your life will be very good, no evil will get you, you will be rewarded with eternal life in Heaven, if you only believe what I am telling you!'

Morality does play a part in the fate of the Entity that is you, but not in the fear of or worshiping of a god! There is the possibility of life after this physical life, provided you have lived a 'wholesome' life. Wholesome is the word used by the Eternals to describe a physical Entities life actions.

Now that I have totally trashed religion for you and the harmful effects it has had on Humankind, I should also say there is some truth to some religions of today that most closely matches what was first introduced in the Axial Age.

Buddhism, as the story has been told (embellished to make a point), somewhere between 600 and 500 BCE (Axial Age), Siddhattha Gautama of the Sakya clan was born in what is now jungle country on the Nepal border. Gautama was a good looking man of wealth and means, at nineteen he married and had a son. The arrival of his son was said to be an awakening to the lavish and carefree life he had led up to that point. At twenty nine he decided to give up his life of wealth and privilege to achieve true knowledge, he left on a sabbatical of poverty giving up material wealth. It is said he stopped at a river and cut off his hair with his sword, then he removed all of his jewelry. On his travels he met a ragged man and exchanged cloths with him, thus having gotten rid of all his worldly possessions.

It had always been believed in his clan, that power and knowledge was attainable by fasting, sleeplessness, and self torment. It is said Gautama had left on his quest with five disciples to the jungle below the Vindhya mountains. After becoming very weak and collapsing from a lack of nourishment and near death, he thought this is silly, I don't want to die. He finally asked for food and refused to continue the self torture. The disciples called him weak and not worthy, saying he had no conviction to attain enlightenment and they left him in the jungle.

After being near death Gautama got his strength back, stating he had a spiritual awakening (an encounter, a NDE), and the best way to achieve wisdom was with a nourished mind and body.

He traveled the lands for a long period of time and it is said that while sitting under a tree by a stream, life finally became clear to him in a vision. He went back to his village and found the five disciples that had abandoned him, after five days of talk he convinced the disciples that he was now enlightened, believing of Gautama's enlightenment the disciples declared him to be The Buddha. It was already believed in India that the enlightened one of knowledge would be reborn and returned to Earth as The Buddha.

The teachings of Gautama were:

All the miseries are attributable to selfishness.

Suffering is attributable to man's greedy desire.

The three evil cravings are; the desire to gratify one's self, the desire for personal desire, the desire for prosperity or worldly goods.

Gautama believed all these desires must be overcome to live a serene life, not just thinking of one's self and your own needs, but for the good of all mankind. When you have achieved this status, you will have achieved a higher wisdom and Nirvana, serenity of soul.

Buddhist believe in karma, that good or evil will be passed on to a subsequent life, that life tends to repeat its self. They believe a man's soul becomes more pure each time it is reincarnated. There may be some truth to the enrichment of a soul the more times it has lived a physical life, I cannot say for sure if this is true, but it does make sense as subconscious memory is carried forward in your psyche, learning from previous lives experiences as a new Entity is 'reborn'.

I probably could have left out the story of Gautama, but it is pertinent to the extent that it shows the mind-set of Buddhism. The basic philosophy is that one should not live their life only for the sake of your individual life needs and wants, but for the good and compassion of all mankind. This philosophy is very close to what was introduced to mankind during the Axial Age. No god, no Heaven, no Hell!

It is again interesting to note that Buddhist believe in reincarnation, that one returns again and again to inhabit a new body based on his past life style, and on each reincarnation a person gains the wisdom of past lives. They almost got it right, reincarnation is very close to _rebirth_.

Having expounded most of the negativism of religion, I must also say many religious faiths contribute greatly to ease the suffering of war or cataclysmic destruction. There is a lot of good that comes from religious organizations, including compassion and empathy for thy fellow man, so don't give up on the potential goodness of mankind yet, but you do not have to use the guise of religion to be compassionate towards your fellow mankind.

If it does take the organization of a group of people under the guise of 'religion' to help his fellow mankind, so be it, just be aware that 'praying to' and 'worshiping' a nonexistent god is not what eases suffering, but rather it is the due diligence and compassion of mankind that accomplishes the task.

I want to empathize, that in talking about the evil religion has become, in no way am I promoting any kind of violence against any religious person or organization. We have had enough violence and misery in the name of religion, worldwide social change in religious teachings is what is needed for the betterment of mankind.

Heaven and Hell

Heaven and Hell were 'tools' thought up by religious leaders to intimidate and control the masses. Although there are no such places as 'Heaven' and 'Hell', the teachings of almost all religions on Earth purport some form of their existence. The soul of an individual needs the assurance that there is more to their existence then just this physical life and then death. To coin a popular phrase used by pessimist; 'You're born, you work, you die!'

Physical Entities are the only life forms that have a conscious knowledge of their physical mortality, to know that someday in the future this physical life will cease to exist.

Some religions, such as Buddhism and Hinduism, believe that your soul is reincarnated again and again, almost all religions have retained a part of the original 'little push'. They believe the more times you are reincarnated the more refined and wholesome your soul becomes, this may be a fact, I really cannot say for sure, but it does make sense. I do know that as a society (such as the Human's on this planet) progresses with time, they do 'outgrow' some of the evil traits I have described. It is also true that the basic past emotions and lives are carried forward in a subconscious form from a previous life, but as stated, the Entity normally should have no conscious knowledge of this past life.

It may be just a minute point, but what really happens is not reincarnation but rather rebirth. The difference is that reincarnation suggest the same identical Entity is brought back again and again (such as the Dali Lama). Rebirth is a new life by the same soul (psyche) with new essence, a new Entity with the same basic soul. If that sounds confusing, well maybe it is, I do not know how to explain it more precisely except to say, even though your psyche has a subconscious memory of your past lives, when your soul was united with the essence of life once again in a new physical body, you are a new unique Entity, a part of your previous life is now a part of the new Entity that is you. The concept of Heaven was conjured up by the early teachings of religious leaders to encourage their followers to live life as the religion's leaders deemed appropriate (no matter how extreme). If the people followed the religion's teachings, laws and beliefs, they would be rewarded with eternal life in a 'Heaven' of sorts.

Today almost all religions have their own idea of how a person should live and behave to achieve this goal. For a Christian, they must take 'God' into their soul as their salvation, not live a wicked life and contribute to the well being of his fellow mankind. The Catholics, as do some other religions, grant absolution for sins committed by their devotees, even crimes such as homicide, rape, and torture. It seems there is no sin for the Catholic church that cannot be forgiven because the 'Holy scriptures' say all your sins have and will be forgiven by the sacrifice of Jesus. This one fact is probably why most police officers in the western countries are Catholic, they have been assured of absolution if they have to break one of the 'Ten Commandments', IE Thou shalt not kill.

Muslims have been promised a life of comfort, wealth and many virgins (for men only) for their physical sacrifices for 'Allah's will' and their religion's current leader's perceived beliefs. It is disturbing to note, the radicals of the Islamic faith do not consider men and women to be equal in their physical or afterlife, 'Shar'ah law' demotes women to little more than 'property'.

There is a minute bit of truth to some of these teachings, there is the possibility of life again after physical death, though it is not what you have been taught to believe. All wholesome soles will continue, a soul deemed wholesome will be given a new life in a new physical body. This new life is not reincarnation, but rather 'rebirth', a new physical Entity. Every time a psyche (soul) is reintroduced to the life force (essence) it is a new Entity Being, not the continuation of a previous life!

What constitutes a wholesome soul? you might ask. It's quite simple actually, a wholesome soul is a soul that has lived their physical life by doing no harm to his fellow Beings or cruelty to beast, period!

For your soul to continue after this physical life and assume a new physical body, your soul must be deemed wholesome or not defective. Upon your physical death your soul (psyche) is back in touch with the dark matter from whence it was created, the Eternals. If there is any damage or abnormalities to the soul (nefarious), it is simply absorbed back into the bulk of the dark matter (our founders) and recycled as if it never existed, much the same as matter that is desecrated back to its basic origins when entering a black hole.

To continue on is not a magical formula and no amount of praying or penance for 'sins' will make it so if you are deemed to have a damaged or nefarious soul. Of everything that has been taught on this planet, the one thing that covers it all is;

'The Golden Rule', IE Treat others the way you wish to be treated', period! Cruelty to man or beast will get you a one way ticket out of here. There are no do overs (absolution), as the phrase goes; 'Do the crime, do the time', but in this case it's; 'Do the crime, do no more time!', if your soul is nefarious or defective.

This is not to say that you have to live a perfect life devoid of some evil traits at some point in your life, as all people at some point in their lives have nefarious thoughts or actions, just not on an ongoing basis. A person cannot look at an individual and say whether that person is nefarious or not (unless the nefarious acts are committed in a public setting), usually the only one who is aware of the true nature of a soul, is the soul himself.

I guess you could call it Heaven by living life again on this jewel in the Universe, but there are no promises of a great life, just the miracle of living a physical life its self. If there were a place such as Hell, you could justifiably say that the demise of a less then wholesome soul is it. Some would argue we are living in Hell, based on the current sad state of the world and the murderous populous of this planet.

Defective souls are absorbed back into the dark matter they were created from and all wholesome souls will continue. All physical Entities psyche (soul) are created by and are a part of the intelligent energy that is the Eternals!

I do not have to tell you of the evil in this world, but rest assured the fate of evil is sealed, the only problem is the emergence of a new defective or nefarious soul. The Salesian of souls is not perfect and even the best of souls can be led astray by internal feelings such as greed, prejudice, hate, thirst for power and external influences as professed by evil Entities, including the misguided belief in a 'wrathful god'.

When your physical body dyes your soul does not instantly acquire a new physical body. The psyche that is you may wait years or even centuries in the realm I have no name for (some would say this realm is Heaven) before being mated again with essence and a new physical body.

One is not to force or coerce another Being to commit an act against their will. 'The Golden Rule' is a standard to live by. Treat others as you would like to be treated. Almost any pleasure you derive in life is OK, if you follow these simple rules.

All Humans have had evil thoughts and actions at some point in their life, hate is a part of what makes the Human psyche unique. You may conjure up a scenario of what you would like to do to this person that has harmed you (either physically or emotionally). You may contemplate physical harm to them or even their demise, but as long as you do not act on these emotions you will probably be fine.

The Human Entity always knows right from wrong before acting!

The realization of eternal life has been achieved for billions of Homo-sapiens souls throughout the Universe, mostly without their knowledge of ever having lived past lives. The oldest Human Entity souls are some two billion years old and have lived untold countless lives. There are several million souls on Earth that have lived since the beginning of the Human race on this planet, you may be one of them and not even know it. Live this life as a wholesome Being with the knowledge of eternal life for those souls that do.

A Human Entity cannot enter (metempsychosia) the physical body of another species and vice versa. The one exception to this rule is the Eternals, who can occupy any of the physical Beings with a soul.

The diverse nature of the Humanoid soul gives the best feedback and actually energizes the Eternals, a sort of R&R (rest and relaxation) and learning experience combined. The bare, raw, emotions of Homo-sapiens is so foreign to The Eternals, it is sort of like you riding a roller coaster for the first time, both exhilarating and yet very scary at the same time. The Eternals know they themselves have evolved far beyond what they were originally, they credit most of their new-found maturity to their most interesting Salesian, the Humanoid.

My NDE's

Most people are reluctant to publicly talk about an experience such as a NDE, and I am no exception. Some have even said they were told not to repeat anything they experienced during their NDE by the Entities they were in contact with. I was never told such a thing, just the opposite actually; I have been encouraged by these _'Entities'_ to share my experiences and knowledge. Still it has taken me ten years to come forward with what I experienced. It is hard to come forward and share something that is so personal and controversial to non believers, of which I must confess I was one of before my experiences. So here it is, and I must say you can take it all to the bank as accurate and factual.

Although I have no 'conscious' memory of my first NDE, the details were later revealed to me some 44 years after.

In July 1963, I was at one of my usual stomping grounds, the 'ponds' that were the result of gravel excavation for freeway construction. There were two adjoining ponds, but we always swam in the smaller of the two, a pond of about 5 acres in size and as much as 150 feet deep. It was excavated from one end to the other, with the other two sides of the pond almost straight down.

On this particular day I was there with my little brother and a friend. We used to play a game of grabbing a large boulder and seeing who could go down the farthest. On this day I had a boulder I could hardly hold as I leaped out into the pond.

I wanted to go down as far as possible, so I held the boulder for quite a while as I submerged. I noticed the water had gone from a comfortable warm to cold and dark. I finally looked up as I let go of the boulder and was horrified to see only a flashlight sized light at the surface of the water. I immediately knew I was in big trouble being so far down and already needing to breathe.

I kicked my legs as hard as I could trying to get back to the surface, but when I was probably still 15 or 20 feet from the surface, I could hold my breath no longer as my lungs were burning. Try as I might, I could not help but finally inhale a large quantity of water into my lungs. As I did so I realized in my mind I was going to die, but there was nothing I could do about it but accept it as my destiny. I remember being very afraid of death, I didn't want to die and I was feeling sorry for myself and how stupid I had been by going down so far, it seemed there was nothing I could do but accept it. My kicking legs slowly quit moving and I went limp as everything went dark.

I have no conscious memory of what happened next. It was two days later that I have memory of, and it was at that time I asked my friend if he had pulled me out of the water. His response was;

"What are you talking about?"

I got a similar response from my little brother, so I just let it go, not knowing if that event had actually happened, or if I had just had some kind of blackout or a hallucination.

For years after that experience, I have often told my brother that I drowned that day, as I have no conscious memory of ever coming to the surface. His response was always the same;

"Yeah right, you drowned and this is all a dream as you are dying!"

Sarcastic, but that was as good an explanation as anything else. It was another 44 years before I finally found out the truth of that day, I will explain it later as the facts unfolded.

After that day, even though I had no memory of ever coming to the surface of the pond, I have never had any fear of dying. I don't know why, I just never feared for my life in any circumstance I was involved with, even while in Vietnam.

This may have been the first act of compassion I ever demonstrated to another soul, pathetic that it took me 23 years.

After my tour of duty in the USAF, I went to work in Vietnam on a DOD contract in 1973 after the GI's were pulled out. It was a rather rude awakening for me when I got off the airplane in Saigon; a 'company' representative met me and introduced himself. After a little chit chat, he said;

"Well go find yourself somewhere to live and I'll see you here at 7 AM."

I had no idea I would be left completely on my own, but I was naive and should have known what to expect by the contract I had signed in San Francisco stating that I was an 'independent contractor', and the U.S. Government would disavow any knowledge of me.

Anyway, that is how it started on that adventure. For some reason, I never had any fear for my life, somehow I knew that 'someone' or 'something' was always watching out for me, and the thought of dying was never in my mind. I actually met some very nice people over there, after all the suffering and death they had endured from years of war, they always had nothing but nice things to say to me. I think what stands out in my mind most of all was all the children with missing limbs living on the streets, they were everywhere, they just went about their business as if there was nothing wrong with them.

One evening when I was getting ready to leave Tan Sanut air base, the South Vietnamese Colonel I worked with on a daily basis said to me;

"We would like you to stay and have food with us."

I was flattered he would ask me to eat with them, especially when I saw how meager their food supplies were. Even the high ranking officers of the South Vietnamese military were not getting paid at that point in the war. The Colonel and about fifteen others lived in the back of the avionics shop and it almost looked like a home the way they had fixed it up. The food was not plentiful, but they made sure I received more than a fare share. I thanked them for the meal and made my way back to my apartment in town. The next day when I went to the base, I brought with me all the rice and vegetables I could carry. The Colonel was so overwhelmed he could barely speak, but I assured him it was no big deal, and besides I could afford it.

After I had been there several weeks, one day I was walking to my apartment and I was about a block away at a busy intersection when a young man came right up to me and stuck a 45 caliber pistol in my belly and demanded all my money. Although I was surprised by this action, again I was not in the least bit afraid. He was maybe my age or a little younger, I got out my wallet and I had the equivalent of about twenty dollars, so I offered him half of it. He gave me a puzzled look like; 'What kind of a crazy American are you, don't you see my gun?' He pushed the barrel of the gun further into my stomach and demanded all of the money and my watch too, or he would shoot me. I told him I needed some money also, and he couldn't have my watch because I needed it for work. I then said;

"If you shoot me today, you won't be able to rob me next week."

Again he gave me that puzzled look (crazy American), but he grabbed the ten dollars I had offered him and he left the area quickly.

About ten days later I was approaching the same intersection and I spotted this same young man. Instead of turning around or changing directions, I went straight towards him, looking directly into his eyes. I remember seeing his eyes get big as he saw me approach him. He again started to reach into his waistband and had his hand on the butt of the gun. I motioned from my waist with my left hand, 'down', he hesitated again giving me that 'crazy American' look. I walked right up to him and said;

"If you keep pulling that gun out, somebody is going to shoot you!"

I could tell by his appearance and the military issue 45 that he was probably a South Vietnamese Army deserter. I then asked him if he had family, he had a look of bewilderment on his face as he motioned over his shoulder and muttered the name of a small town in the southern part of the country. I got out my wallet and pulled out the equivalent of about forty dollars (a lot of money to those people at that time) and held it out to him as I said;

"Live, go home to your family and live."

I'll never forget the look on his face, I can't even describe it, and then he just started crying. I was overwhelmed, I had not expected his emotional response, I put my hand on his shoulder as I put the money in his left hand and said again;

"Go home, live."

I then turned and walked away and I never saw him again. I hope he followed my advice and did go home, and hopefully survived that horrible tragedy we called an 'Armed conflict'. Although the U.S. Lost around 59,000 young lives in that war, it has been estimated that more than 2,000,000 Vietnamese and Chinese lost their lives, a tragedy for this entire world, all of that misery just for the want of power and money!

In 1999 I was a business owner of an alarm company that I had started in 1993. I was as they say, 'chief cook and bottle washer', I did all aspects of the business, which usually consisted of an 18 hour day. I started to get to where it was physically very hard for me to do what I had been doing since 1993. It seemed I had very little energy, and it was becoming a real physical struggle just to do what had to be done each day.

Towards the latter part of 1999, a friend who owned a security company and had wanted to buy the business from me for several years, kept asking if I would sell to him and I finally decided I could no longer keep up with the business and sold the company to him.

February 12th 2000, my lack of energy turned to being sick. I thought maybe I was coming down with the flue and it would pass after a couple days, but it only got worse. On the 13th I was very confused and started to vomit blood. I knew this was not good, but as I said, I was mixed up in my mind, unable to formulate what to do.

Sometime later on the 13th I got in the bath tub and sat there all day. I awoke in very cold water and vomited blood again, but instead of getting help I just went to bed. On the 14th I awoke around 10 am and vomited again. Although I knew I needed to go to the hospital, my mind was still very confused. Somehow around 11 am I drove myself the ten miles to the hospital instead of doing the practical thing and calling for help. I have no memory of my drive to the hospital, and later I was just thankful I had not hurt anyone on my probably erratic trip.

I do remember walking into the ER at the hospital and going to a man at a desk. He asked me what was wrong with me and my response was; "Sick". He told me to have a seat in the waiting room and they would be with me when it was my turn. I remember looking around the waiting room and saw there were 15 or 20 people there and my initial thought was; 'I don't think I can wait that long'.

I don't know how long I was in the waiting room, but I do remember at one point I was leaning forward in my chair thinking; 'I really don't feel good'. The next thing I remember is waking up on a gurney in this little stainless steel room (I think it must have been the elevator) and there were a bunch of people all doing stuff to me. I wasn't sure what they were doing, but they all looked frantic to me. I was only conscious for a minute or two and then everything went dark.

It seemed to me that as fast as everything went dark, I was just as suddenly in this warm brilliant light, not traversing through a tunnel as so many have described, but just suddenly there. When I say 'brilliant', it was not harsh, but of a hue I had never seen before and it was very comforting. My first thought was how absolutely wonderful I felt, I couldn't believe what a marvelous job the doctors must had done to me, I felt like I had never been sick.

I had never felt the way I did now; I felt this compassion and love all around and within me. I knew I was not alone, I saw no one but rather these warm comfortable orbs of light all around me, and off in the distance a 'brighter, warmer orb of light'. Somehow this warmer light beckoned me to come closer to it, I didn't hear a voice, but rather the voice or suggestion originated within me.

As I started towards this warmer orb of light I realized I was not a physical body, but I also was an orb of light. I was able to see, hear and move freely about in this form, I found it absolutely amazing. As I approached this 'warmer' orb of light I was overwhelmed with compassion, love and a feeling of complete acceptance. I felt like I was 'home', where I was always supposed to be, where I came from originally. This Entity said;

" _Welcome brother, I have some things to tell you."_

This Entity told me of the creation of the Universe and all of its wonders. He (I say 'he', but there was never a sense of gender in this Entity or in me myself) explained the creation of physical Entities and the 'souls' that were created for them. All the time 'he' was saying; 'You need to remember what I have told you, it is very important that you remember.' I have no idea how long this lasted, in this 'realm' there is no sense of time, it's like time does not exist here. After a while I even forgot of my physical body and it seemed to me that I had always been here, like I had been here for eternity.

I asked this Entity why some people had said they had gone to Heaven and been in the company of God or walked with Jesus, and what I was and what I saw were just these 'orbs of intelligent energy'. The response was;

" _You see us as we truly are, as you truly are. We are all things to all wholesome souls."_

Most people say that just before they came 'back' from their NDE, they were told it was not their time yet and they had to go back. I was never told that, and I was never shown a 'life's review' as most claim. The last thing this Entity said to me before I came back was;

" _You have work to do."_

Late afternoon February 15th, I suddenly was in a new environment and I was confused, surveying the area trying to figure out where I was at now. Judging by all the wires and tubes hooked up to my body and the glass wall, I finally rationalized I must be in the ICU at the hospital. I went from this loving bliss of being with the Eternals to feeling absolutely horrible again, back in this physical body. I felt so good with the Eternals I had forgotten how sick I was, or even that I was sick and I said out loud to no one;

"I don't want to be here, let me go back!"

The nurse came in and said;

"Welcome back to the living."

The doctor later told me that I was diabetic, and my blood sugars were over 950. He said that was why I had vomited blood, that my blood was so acidic that it was literally eating my insides. He also said it was a miracle that I had been able to drive myself to the hospital, let alone survive.

Anyway, initially I did remember everything that was told to me and how wonderful I felt in 'their' company and the love that was now within me, a feeling I had never had before, it's like I was empty before and now I was full. But my illness had left me so weak I could hardly do anything for almost a year. I put my experience to the back of my mind, not knowing what my 'work' was to be, or if I could tell anyone of my experience without sounding like a nutcase.

Even though the NDE was as real as any day (I say day, but there was no sense of time) in my life, I didn't feel comfortable talking about it because I knew how crazy it all sounded, even to myself. Later after some time had passed I started to forget some of what I was told and I began to wonder if I had actually experienced being with these Entities or if I just had a very real hallucination like I did when I was 13 at the ponds. I had never heard details of a NDE before my experience and I was confused, it was all so real, but at the same time hard to fully believe as time passed.

2005, I hadn't thought much about my 'NDE' since I had been in the hospital and I wasn't sure if I could tell anyone what I had experienced without sounding like a nut. I tried to tell some of it to my brother but he just acted like I was a 'little nuts', so I just let it go, thinking maybe he was right.

Then early in 2007 while listening to the radio one afternoon, I started having 'contact' with these same Entities, not voices but rather words originating in my head (I have since learned there is no language barrier with telepathy, if you are thinking 'big red ball', that is what is transmitted and received) and being a skeptic, I was not sure if maybe I was going a little 'goofy' or perhaps manic. As I said, I was very skeptical, so I demanded proof that this was real and that I wasn't psychotic, or maybe I thought, I was talking to God!

After I demanded proof that this was all real, I started seeing myself in a 'vision' driving on one of the country roads about six miles from my place. I was always in the same spot on the road when I hit hard into an 'invisible object' and everything went black as I had the sensation of flying before I felt a tremendous crashing down.

I saw this same vision for maybe two months and after I had this same vision several times, every time I was on that stretch of road I would slow down to about 25 mph. After a while, I thought this is stupid, how can I hit an 'invisible barrier' in the road, so I just put my visions and inhibitions to the back of my mind and sped the same on that stretch of road as elsewhere. The first time I sped through this stretch of road though, I have to admit it was a little scary because the visions had seemed so real.

I had to go to Portland in October of 2007 and I just made a round trip of it, driving back the same day. I drove back very carefully, not wanting to hit a deer in the dark. When I was about six miles from home, at the very spot I had been shown in the visions, I suddenly hit hard into something I had not seen. There was a tremendous crash and everything just went black, at the same time I had the sensation of flying, this sensation lasted for what seemed an eternity as the thoughts of the 'vision' raced through my head. I was so confused; 'What did I hit, how can this be happening?' I thought.

I finally crashed down hard and found myself in the sagebrush about 150 feet off the road. I just sat there for a few minutes checking for any physical damage to myself, and then thinking it was real, _the_ _vision was real!_ I climbed back to where I had hit this 'invisible object' and I saw nothing except broken auto parts. After looking around for a while, I finally saw a dead black cow in the gully that I had apparently hit from behind. It was invisible to me, an all black cow on black pavement on a moonless night. I had hit it from behind and broke down its back legs and careened over the cow and that was how I went airborne. _The vision was accurate to the last detail!_

A few days later as I thought about the crash and the previous visions, I started seeing visions (pictures) of people I had never seen before, they just kept playing over and over like a slide show in my mind. I didn't know it at the time, but these were actually pictures of my previous lives. After I had seen these pictures several times, I asked to see more of some of these people, and that was my first time (other than the NDE) that I experienced an OBE (out of body experience) as a 'spirit', although I must say it is just as real being somewhere as a 'spirit' as it is physically being there in your body.

I saw this one picture of a young Native American boy of 5 or 6 years of age. I asked to see more of this boy and I was suddenly in the body of that boy (me in a past life). I was shocked, I felt the warm rounded stones of this dried up creek bed beneath my feet and the sweet smell of sage in the air, I wasn't looking at this boy, I was that boy, I saw through that boy's (my) eyes The air was warm and very comforting as it moved my long hair on my back. In front of me was a reddish canyon wall that was very high and to my sides the vegetation had grown up in the wash that probably ran with water in the summer storms.

I know that I was a member of the Hopi tribe, and I think it was somewhere in the south western part of the U.S., probably Arizona. Although I have no idea what the time period was, it could have been 70 or 700 years ago, there was nothing to indicate the time period. As I was standing there looking up at the top of this canyon wall, I heard some rustling in the brush to my right, at the same time I glimpsed something move in the corner of my eye.

As I turned my head towards the noise, I saw this 'black faced beast' charging at me. My first instinct was to scream, but nothing came out of my mouth before the beast had hit me in the belly and knocked me backwards to the ground. I might have weighed 40 pounds at the most, and this 'beast' was at least three times that. As I kicked with my feet and swung with my arms (with little effect) the 'beast' ripped into my belly and up into my chest with its sharp tusk. The 'beast' was a wild boar, and there was nothing I could do to stop its ravenous attack.

Although the physical pain was excruciating, the emotional trauma was ten times worse. I remember screaming in my soul, begging the Eternals to let me go back, away from this horrific event, and after what seemed an eternity of terror I was suddenly back in my present day body.

All I could do was cry for at least an hour after returning, the trauma was so profound and real. I still have a hard time just putting this in writing without reliving that terrible death at such a tender age. That was the last time I asked to see more of my past lives, I never want to experience anything like that again, that death was a thousand times worse than drowning!

I now had a profound belief that these Entities were real, and all that they were telling me was real and what I had remembered from the hospital was all true, but over time I had forgotten some of it. Still wanting some answers, I asked;

"Who are you? Who am I? What am I?" The response was;

" _You are not unlike us!"_

"What does that mean?" I asked, "Who are 'us'?"

Without another word said to me, I was suddenly in space and I immediately panicked. It was not a vision this time like the car accident, I now knew the difference between a vision and being somewhere as a spirit, I was actually in space. I was sure I was to be dead at any second!

After the _real experience_ I had when I was in my previous lives bodies, I had felt everything there, the ground beneath my feet, the wind blowing in my hair, the smells of the desert. I knew I was in space and I knew I could not breathe here, and I would surely freeze in a matter of seconds. But after a very short time, I realized I was not cold, I didn't have to breathe, I was just comfortable, I felt our _'Brothers'_ love all around me like when I was in the hospital.

It's only then that I finally realized I wasn't in my physical body, that I was in my ' _natural state'._ I was pure energy, like I was during my NDE, I could see and feel everything around me. _I was space! I felt I was_ _everywhere,_ _like there was no boundary to my existence, I felt completely free._ I saw the Earth just sitting in front of me, it was absolutely beautiful, like no picture I had ever seen of it, words just cannot describe how beautiful it looked. After several minutes of this bliss, I was returned to my physical body.

I have asked several times to go back and relive that fantastic experience again, but I guess our Brothers don't think it is necessary for me to experience it again, it was just a demonstration for me so I would understand my _'true Being'._

After I had accepted 'who' these Entities are, I asked about that event in 1963 when I was at the ponds. As when I was whisked into my previous lives, without a word spoken I was suddenly in my 13 year old body under water at the ponds. I immediately panicked, all of the past memories of that event were now real again, it was terrifying. I was thinking, maybe all of my life had been a dream since that one day in 1963, that I had actually drowned that day and now I was back in that reality as I was dying. I felt the cool water encompassing me and my lungs burning. I tried as hard as I could not to breathe in but I couldn't.

Within a very short time after filling my lungs with water, I felt myself going unconscious as everything went dark and I just went limp. The next thing I was being encompassed in this warm glowing indescribable light, the same as my NDE in 2000, I felt comfort, love and complete peace. I couldn't feel the water anymore and my lungs were not burning any more, it was like I was in this protective cocoon. I then felt what I thought were 'hands' on the bottom of my feet and I was thinking; 'Who is that?'

I was suddenly thrust upwards to the surface of the water at a tremendous speed. I came to the surface so fast that I literally flew out of the water like a porpoise, and suddenly my lungs were burning again. I was chocking, trying to clear the water from my lungs and take in a breath.

After much spitting, gagging and terror, I was finally able to get some air into my lungs and I made it to shore. After several minutes of clearing my lungs I was able to stand up, I saw my brother and my friend Danny about 50 feet away throwing rocks out into the pond.

Then without warning I was suddenly back in my present day body. Even though I now know what had happened that day at the ponds, I still have no memory of the rest of that day or the next day. The fact that my brother and friend were so far away is the reason they had no idea of my trauma or that I had nearly drowned.

After that experience and some other demonstrations and actions, I knew who these Entities were for sure, and what they wanted me to do. I don 't know why I have been 'taken care of' during my lifetime, I certainly do not think I am anything special. There has been many people who claim to have a 'guardian Angel'. One young boy who had a NDE said that he saw a guardian Angel helping his dad at a vehicle accident. I don't know what to tell you about this, but it does seem to me these Entities I call the Eternals, do at times help people in their physical life, although I must say I have never seen an 'apparition' in this physical world.

I still have communication and interactions with these Entities. As I said earlier, it is very hard to come forward with these revelations because of the scrutiny and disbelief of some. I can tell you that everything I have written is accurate to the last detail, although there are still some things I am not at liberty to share.

Several things were conveyed to me during these encounters, the primary one being 'religion'. I was shown the atrocities committed by the people of this world in the name of 'God' or 'Allah'. There was never any intent by the Eternals to even suggest of a 'god' when they introduced 'religion' to the people of this world. Mankind has taken his past myths and beliefs to facilitate a God, and have used that God as an excuse or justification for evil and vial acts against his fellow mankind. Greed and power are the real driving force behind most of these atrocious acts. Mankind needs to understand we are all of the same family, no better no worse than our brothers from another land or religious belief.

It is impossible to prove the changes in my soul, but I have also had documented 'miraculous' physical changes that are beyond anything the doctors can explain, IE I was told I would always have to take insulin shots because my pancreas did not function at all; I was told I would probably need a liver transplant because my liver was enlarged and the functions were way out of the norm, that is triglycerides over 7000 and my cholesterol could not be calculated; I was told in 2009 I would lose sight in my right eye because there was, 'something going on', in the back of my eye that they had never seen before. The optometrist consulted with a specialist and he said he had never seen anything like that either and there was no treatment for it, what ever 'it' was, and I would probably lose my sight in that eye within 6 months at the most.

Since 2007 (after our Brothers came to me) my diabetes has all but disappeared, my pancreas started working normally; My last blood test showed my liver functions to be normal and my triglycerides were 120; an ultra sound of my internal organs showed no abnormalities and the doctor said my aorta looked like a twenty year old's who had never smoked, as a smoker's aorta was always enlarged, even though I have been a heavy smoker for forty years, he even suggested I was not telling the truth of how much or even that I had ever smoked; Not only did I not lose sight in my right eye, after 30 years of wearing bi-focals I no longer need to wear glasses at all, my eyesight is as clear as it was when I was a teen.

The doctors have called me a 'freak' because they have no explanation for any of the physical changes in my body. I have been told several times that organs do not revitalize themselves without some kind of medical intervention, especially eyesight.

Our Brothers did not say they were going to do this for me, but like the doctors, I have no other explanation. The most precious gift our Brothers gave to me though, was the removal of the emotion of hate from my soul. Whether you will admit it or not, all Humans have hate somewhere in their soul and it dictates much of your thoughts and actions in life.

I still don't know why our Brothers have chosen me to communicate with and talk through. I have always been a skeptic, especially when it comes to the spiritual side of things and I still have times when I have doubts of what I am experiencing because it is all so incredulous, IE all of the miraculous deeds in my life, not just the physical changes but the out of body experiences, the interventions in my life's events, communicating with our Brothers and the new-found love within me. It is still all so hard to fully comprehend and understand in my simple mind.

Why was I saved from death and not perish as a non-believer for the way I had lived my life as so many have? Why was I chosen for this journey? The only reason I can come up with is that I had led such a hollow life up to that point that I had not completed my 'work', or done enough to contribute to the betterment of mankind on this world.

Faith is a fleeting thing. You have faith in what you read in the scriptures, not because you have tangible proof you can point to such as scientific evidence, but because our Brothers have filled you with love and compassion that cannot be explained any other way. My faith is spawned by my interactions and communication with our Brothers. I do have tangible proof of Their existence as evidenced by the physical changes within me, yet at times my faith will wander.

Whenever my faith waivers, our Brothers always renew and justify my faith in Them with a sign; They will either show or tell me something that comes to past exactly as I was shown. I have done and been shown so much it defies logic and what I used to believe was possible. I find it interesting that my faith can wander if I am not reinforced on a daily basis. After all the proof They have given me of Their greatness, I don't know why I continually need reinforcement, I suppose it is just in my physical, analytical and skeptical mind. I can only imagine what I am experiencing must be similar to what others of biblical times must have experienced as recorded in the scriptures.

I understand your skepticism as to what I have told you. The writings of the scriptures say that anything that is said that is in disagreement with the scriptures is not the word of God (man's infusion), but rather from evil entities, IE satin or his minions. This is no different than early religious beliefs that one was never allowed to contradict the church with threat of death for blasphemy.

I can only say the Entities I have been with and communicate with are LOVE. They have demonstrated this to me over and over. The compassion, love and caring I have seen for mankind could not come from evil Entities. I have been to the 'realm' you may call Heaven, and as I have tried to communicate to you what it is, I find I am either not able to formulate the thoughts or the words do not exist to describe it. I can say; It is a blissful place of love, total acceptance and peace, a place each must experience for themselves to understand who and what we and our Brothers truly are.

I have often thought about the _'realm'_ I have no name for; Where is it? What is it? I can tell you that after being 'space', the _'realm'_ I speak of, is not in our physical Universe as we understand it. Maybe it is in another dimension, I just do not know, _I only know for sure that it does exist!_

Another point I would like to make, even though these Entities call me their 'brother', I would suggest they are more like our parents. After all, they created the physical bodies and metaphysical souls that we are!

What I learned and was told may be in contrast to what you believe to be true, IE concerning a god and what is written in the scriptures. I specifically asked if 'they' were God and was told, NO, they were simply a part of the whole as we all are a part of the ultimate Entity, the Universe in its entirety. Much of what is in the scriptures was from our Brothers as originally taught during the Axial Age, but a lot is also the words of man and his misguided values, IE 'worshiping' and being 'God fearing'. There are several passages not only promoting hate and vengeance against your fellow mankind, but in some instances of the wholesale slaughter of people because of their perceived sins.

_Our Brothers at no time ever told man to_ _kill his fellow man!_ _Our Brothers do not want us to worship or live in fear of Their wrath, 'They' are not vengeful Beings waiting to sentence you to an eternity in Hell!_

If you take nothing else from this writing, remember that one sentence;

" _We are all things to all wholesome souls."_

What that means to me is that whatever you believe to be true, IE a God, Angels, or whatever, that is the reality you will be in, in the realm I have no name for. That means if you believe you will walk with Jesus, then you will walk with Jesus. If you believe your departed relatives or favorite pet will be with you, then they will be with you.

I used to wonder about dying, was there really anything after this physical life, or were we simply consumed back to our originating elements. I wanted to believe (as most do) that there is something after this physical life, but I never really accepted this concept until my NDE and subsequent contact with the Eternals. I can tell you empirically that I now have no fear of physical death, and I am actually looking forward to the next leg of my journey. I can in all honesty say that in my mind I have lived a less than perfect life, and if I am acceptable to the Eternals, then there must be many billions of people on this world that are also acceptable!

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