

Cover!

Chapter List

Musical Accompaniment!  
Quotes.

1 - Accolades  
2 - Summary  
3 - Definition  
4 - About Me  
5 – InTrOdUcTiOn

Trial 1: The Glory of GOD.  
Trial 2: Hearing JESUS.  
Trial 3: The People in the Invisible Box.  
Trial 4: Aliens.  
Trial 5: Rescue the Virgin Mother.  
Trial 6: Unimaginable Pain.  
Trial 7: Set-Up.  
Trial 8: Heat-Wave UFO.  
Trial 9: Devastation and Failure.  
Trial 10: Mr. Computer.  
Trial 11: May We Live in Your Heart?  
Trial 12: GOD is Dead.  
Trial 13: Forced to Go the Wrong Direction.  
Trial 14: The Drill Drive.  
Trial 15: Changing Signs and Curves.  
Trial 16: Shut Down and Fry.  
Trial 17: The Alien Chase.  
Trial 18: Get Out of Town.  
Trial 19: The Train Tracks.  
Trial 20, Part 1/2: Choices.  
Trial 21, Part 1/3: CAEP ON  
Trial 22: Love GOD.  
Trial 20, Part 2/2: Choices.  
Trial 21, Part 2/3: CAEP ON  
Trial 23: Shouting Through Heaven.  
Trial 24: GOD's Rescue.  
Trial 21, Part 3/3: CAEP ON  
Trial 25: The Devil's Hospital.  
Trial 26: The Devil's House.  
Trial 27: Meeting GOD.  
Trial 28: Motel From Hell.  
Trial 29: Stone Age.  
Trial 30: Earth Two.  
Trial 31: The Ascended.  
Trial 32: Phone Call.  
Trial 33: Judgment.  
Trial 34: Getting Spinned and Rolled.  
Trial 35: The Devil.  
Trial 36: Soul Torn.  
Trial 37: Last Bucket.  
Trial 38: World Splitting.  
Trial 39: Kill Switch.  
Trial 40: Dust.  
Trial 41: Night Club.  
Trial 42: The Monster in the Dark.  
Trial 43: The Countless Souls in the Dark.  
Trial 44: The Hooks.  
Trial 45: Life Books.  
Trial 46: Die for Others.  
Trial 47: Secret Message.  
Trial 48: Future Travel.  
Trial 49: The Boat.

6 - tHe EnD  
7 – ClOsInG  
8 - cOmPaNiOn NoTeS

A - Words of Wisdom.  
B - My Story is Interesting.  
C - More About When I Left My Body.  
D - More About When I Got Born Again.  
E - Details About a New Age Book.  
F - More About Seeing Hidden Messages.  
G - The Ultimate Words.  
H - Looking Forward.  
I - Believing in GOD.  
J - Religion.  
K - The Afterlife.  
L - The Hand of GOD.  
M - GOD is Sovereign.  
N - Politics.  
O - Troll Identification.  
P - Who's Going Where.  
Q - Shrewd.  
R - Advertising.  
S - You Just Never Know What's Coming.  
T – Answers.

If you...'s.

This story comes with a "58-Song Musical Accompaniment"!

To read, watch and listen, all at the same time, just open this link in a 'New Window', to start it:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NO5tb20qQnA&list=PLGRmTpN4dQDT9Ie5s6rjsqY9I3lZZfX6e

58 songs is a LOT longer than it takes to read my story. (But not to live it!)

But it's *mostly*, one track per section. So, you can either:

1: Wait for each track to finish before reading the next section. (Very slowly.)  
2: Skip to the next track as you begin each section. (As you encounter them.)  
3: Just read and let the tracks play, with them not lining-up with the story.  
(This way they might last as long as it takes to read the story, and all of the Companion Notes.)  
4: Just play the tracks that you enjoy the most, and skip the others!

All 4 work just fine, or any combination! (I personally, like option 1!)

Enjoy!

(01- Enya, Watermark) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NO5tb20qQnA

"It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to." - J.R.R. Tolkien

Matthew 4:17: "From that time on JESUS began to preach, 'Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand.'"

* * * 1 - Accolades * * * All 1/2: H I L J G Q O D U C S Z N M W V A Y X K R P B E F T *

(02- AC/DC, Who Made Who) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiZHNw1MtzI

"Sharing your story is important..." - April Showers, WritersCafe

"WOW... That touched my heart. That is quite a testimony..." - Skittle_butt, d2jsp

"Fascinating. Informative, encouraging..." - Doug S.

"Riveting tale, chap." - Voyaging, d2jsp

"Cool story bro, tell it again." - IceMage, d2jsp

"Thank you for posting your story..." - Caswallen, d2jsp

"Ty was interesting..." - Dakariii, d2jsp

"I will forward it to my supervisor." - Support, John Hagee Ministries

**TRIALS**

* * * 2 - Summary * * * Even 1/2: L i T F H X k R P B D o q g e a c u m w y V N Z s J *

(03- Unreal Tournament, Razorback) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLgSo90JhAQ

Thank-you for reading my story. This is a true story, it happened to me.  
In my opinion, this is the second greatest story ever.

This was a spiritual experience. And an experience unlike any other, ever.  
Enjoy reading about it. (I did not enjoy living it.)

Trial 1 describes a unique event in human history.  
What follows, is the story of what happened after.

After getting saved, and becoming a Daddy, this was the greatest event of my life.  
Trials 1 through 27 will be the most amazing thing ever seen on film.

* * * 3 - Definition * * * None 1/2: s u n m w z v y x k t l i j r h f e a g q p d b o c *

(04- Unreal Tournament 2004, Level 3) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wt9ndNeNzyg

tri·al

noun  
plural noun: trials

2. A TEST OF THE PERFORMANCE, QUALITIES, OR SUITABILITY OF SOMEONE or something.  
"clinical trials must establish whether the new hip replacements are working"  
synonyms: test, tryout, experiment, pilot study; More

1. a formal examination of evidence before a judge, and typically before a jury, in order to decide guilt in a case of criminal or civil proceedings.  
"the trial is expected to last several weeks"

* * * 4 - About Me * * * Odd 1/2: d O G C S U n h r j t f E K I l Y x v z M W A Q b p *

(05- Rihanna, Hard) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xcwd_Nz6Zog

When I was 11, I bought a Commodore 64= and started programming. Also when I was 11, my best friend and worst enemy were 13 year-old men. They raped me. When I was 16, I programmed for NCR. When I was 17, I joined the Marines. One night when I was about 20, I left my body. (When your body dies, you'll pop out.) A few years later, I got born again. I was at a book club meeting, and I unwittingly fulfilled the scripture, "Confession is made unto salvation." The next morning, I felt different! My best friend and cousin Joel, died in a car wreck. My Mom died from pancreatic cancer. The last fight I was in, I was saving someone's neck. It was me against a whole gang. My recent ex-girlfriend, did me quite wrong. If she changes direction, we may become friends again over time. And, that's just some of my life.

NCR.

NCR Review.

Meritorious Mast.

Marines.

Matthew 4:17 basically says, 'Quit sinning, because Heaven is here.' So I got the impression that if I obeyed Matthew 4:17, I would have more power with GOD. After about 20 years, on November 1st, 2012, I achieved my goal. Then three days after I quit smoking, through sheer willpower, 'something' happened, and then I went insane. In my mind, I went through a series of many different trials. It was a hellish, terrifying nightmare. It was like Hell without flames.

How traumatic this experience was, doesn't really stand-out below. Just know, that this entire experience was as traumatic, as you can possibly imagine. Below when I say I was terrified, I WAS. It's taken me a few years, just to be able to sit down, and get this on paper, intelligently. I was that wrecked. I am still reeling, (even now,) but I'm slowly improving every day. Other than that, I'm fully recovered, except that I'm frazzled from it. It's like PTSD. My strength and energy are gone, and my eyesight got worse. (It was perfect until this event.) And interestingly, my voice got deeper. As I re-read my story now, it is extremely emotionally intense for me.

(I had two cats at the time. My cat Freckie (Freckles) died of old age, in her bed, with her face down, a few days before these events. That surely added to my stress at the time. My boy Simon was still with me. (He later passed away also, about a year after my last hospital stay.) Now I have Miracle, a big boy who is jet-black and very friendly, and Patches, a big girl who has patchy-colored fur and is shy!)

Simon (left) and Freckie.

* * * 5 - InTrOdUcTiOn * * * None 2/2: j i l t x k y v z w m n u s c o b d p q g a e f h r *

(06- Alice In Chains, Voices) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YDPNl7PeUU

As I mentioned, I was working to eliminate sin from my life. I also developed another goal. To hear GOD's voice.

I discovered several ways to hear GOD's voice: Your conscience; Thoughts you have while reading HIS Word; Being reminded of scriptures, ("HE will bring to your remembrance things I have spoken to you."); And also of course, if you're born again, pay careful attention to all of the feelings that The HOLY SPIRIT gives you. You know when HE is happy or excited, and other things; Also, there's a Proverb that teaches that birds don't wander by, causeless. After I read this, I saw more birds than I've ever seen. Now when I drive, they seem to fly all around me, the whole way.

I was looking for more direct communication.

(The Bible clearly states that GOD HEARS, all words and thoughts. And HE listens, to all believers, and all those who love HIM. And you can "Pray without ceasing." So, you can absolutely KNOW, that: *GOD HEARS YOU*. Period. (Every word, including your all of your thoughts.) I add a little more about this, in 'The End'.)

In the Bible, It says "GOD is not a respecter of persons." Preachers teach us that this means, if GOD did something for someone else, HE'd be willing to do it for us too. In the Old Testament, there is a passage where there is a man on his deathbed. He talks with GOD, and can hear GOD's voice clearly. This gave me hope that I might be able to also.

I started to notice a coincidence, that when I'd have certain thoughts, I'd hear a snap, or a click or a pop noise. Like a confirmation. I heard them a lot, and tried to discern any possible meaning, but ultimately I couldn't.

I've always thought that when JESUS was tempted by the devil, it was in HIS mind. In my attempt to hear GOD's voice in my head, I started to think, that maybe not all of my thoughts were my own. That perhaps many of them, were instead the voices of spirits. So I started thinking of my thoughts that way. Listening to them. This sort of thinking contributed to my later insanity. Do not begin thinking this way.

There's a scripture that says something like, "Test the spirits, to see if they be from GOD." I tried to do that, while listening to my thoughts as though some of them may be voices.

So this was a second goal of mine that I was working on, at the same time as Matthew 4:17.

MIXING THESE TWO GOALS TOGETHER, IS WHAT CREATED THE FOLLOWING RESULTS.

So, three days after I quit smoking...

* Trial 1: {Nov. 4th-7th, 2012, Dayton, Ohio. For three days, from evening to evening, on the living room floor.}

The Glory of GOD. - (07- MTV, BLAH, BLAH) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sk-97mtKVF8

[There are four Videos in the story, that I'd particularly like for you to WATCH.

Starting with these two in Trial 1, Tracks 07 and 08. I point out the other two, near 'The End'.]

Imagine a black screen. In the center is a black globe.

Imagine strings of large green, Hebrew letters, going across the screen, from left to right.

About 10 to 12 lines of them, covering the whole screen.

As they touch the globe, they 'stick' to it, as it rotates from left to right along with them.

And then the strings of letters come back off of it, back out into space.

The letters got small near the globe edges. I'm sorry that I can't be much more descriptive.

This is the image that I saw in my mind.

When I realized it, it seemed like 3 days had passed, that I had been exposed to it.

(There really isn't anything more that I can add, but I could help a computer artist simulate it.)

(08- Tron Legacy, Disney Castle Intro) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lNXFJXmkLJ0

After this, I started to see meaning in individual letters, in individual letter strokes, and in random patterns.

I also saw messages embedded in all of our words, in all of our sentences, and in all of our languages.

It seemed like GOD was speaking to me, (and to all of us,) from everywhere.

(I explain the embedded messages further. It is possible, that HE is.)

I mentioned above that my voice got deeper. I didn't notice it until Trial 23 below.

But it's possible that it may have occurred as early as here, or at anytime in-between.

* Trial 2: (Fail) {Nov. 7th, 2012, evening, walking into the bedroom.}

Hearing JESUS. - (09- Rihanna, Rockstar) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMOIUUS8GWo

I thought I heard JESUS.

But it wasn't HIM. What I heard wouldn't make sense if HE said it.

And, I should've realized it at the time.

* Trial 3: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The People in the Invisible Box. - (10- Alice In Chains, Nutshell) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_GPxe91hWE

"He's too dangerous to live."

Is what I thought I heard.

I was listening to the thoughts in my head, as though they may be voices, and that's what I heard.

I said, "What do you mean?"

They explained to me, that they were sitting in an invisible box above the Earth, watching people.

They said, "You know too much. It's our job to watch people, and take them out if they get too close to the truth.

I'm sorry, but prepare to die."

I had the very distinct impression, that I was about to get hit by a bolt of lightning.

I was terrified.

I argued for my life. It went on for awhile.

I explained my experiences in life, and why things went like they did.

They seemed persuaded. And they said they'd lose my paperwork.

They also said, they could put thoughts in people's heads, and make them do things.

There were 3 people in the box. The third was a woman, and she didn't talk until much later.

* Trial 4: (Fail) {Night, in the bedroom.}

Aliens. - (11- War of the Worlds, Tripod Attack) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WrSGb1ke8c

At this point, our conversation changed radically.

They told me they were humans, who were enslaved by aliens.

And that humans were enslaved by aliens, throughout the universe.

And that the Bible was put here by aliens, to control mankind.

They said they had to go, but that they would be in touch, and they wished me luck.

And then they went silent.

* Trial 5: {Night, in the bedroom, then living room > kitchen > bathroom > bedroom > garage.}

Rescue the Virgin Mother. - (12- Mindless Muse, Hidden Currents of Lux) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cIGeS2aA4NY

In the Bible, when JESUS leaves, HE says HE'll, "Return in like manner."

JESUS floated up into the air when HE left. So I always took this to mean HE would return that way.

But the thought came to me, perhaps instead HE meant HE would be born of a virgin again.

There's a certain woman that I find more beautiful than others. A celebrity.

I thought it was her. And I thought I was being told to: Rescue her.

And then take care of her. And then, raise, HIM.

I heard a Canadian address in my head. I wrote it down, and I grabbed what I'd need.

I put out food and water for my cat Simon, and then I headed north.

(I drive a 2011 Cyber-Grey Camaro.)

2011 Cyber-Grey Camaro

* Trial 6: {Night, in the car.}

Unimaginable Pain. - (13- Metallica, No Leaf Clover) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fd9ohpDDCRU

[* Music Note 1/2 - Initially, I had "Metallica - Ain't My Bitch", for this Trial.

I feel it was more representative of how I felt. However, this new song

better represents how I felt, about the experience of this Trial 'over-all'.]

As I was driving north, I was listening to the voices in my head.

I heard many.

I was still in contact with the people in the invisible box some.

And I thought I was hearing GOD some too.

"You're familiar with MY HOLY SPIRIT."

"If you touch her before I am born, your soul will be spread out across the universe like HIS."

"And it will be an unimaginably hellish pain for eternity."

Is what I heard. And I was TERRIFIED, of it.

* Trial 7: {Night, in the car.}

Set-Up.

My communications with my friends in the invisible box, were being interfered with.

Imitators, we're blocking them, imitating them, and inserting their own words instead.

I was guided into a dead-end, in a field.

I could tell that I was set-up. I realized then, what was going on.

I thought I was about to die.

I immediately peeled out, and left.

No problems.

After I discerned them, I knew them. Then they stopped that activity, at that point.

* Trial 8: {Night, at a convenience store.}

Heat-Wave UFO.

Later things were back to normal.

I was heading to the destination, talking with my friends. All was well.

I needed some gas.

I take an exit. I find a convenience store. I get the gas. I go in the store and pay.

I come out of the store, and for some reason, I look to my right.

Across the street, there's an old white house. To its right is a massive tree.

Its leaves were all solid yellow. It was huge. Three times as big as the house.

It was pitch-black dark out, but there was at the same time a bright Moon, and lights all around.

I could clearly see the house and tree.

I looked and saw what looked like heat-waves, in front of the tree.

I studied them, and they appeared to be in the shape of a flying-saucer.

I stared at this for several minutes, confirming what I was thinking.

Then I left.

* Trial 9: (Fail) {Late night, in the car.}

Devastation and Failure. - (14- Pink Martini, Lullaby) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NdfgQ1aizc

The people in the invisible box were directing all of my turns. They were my navigators.

There were times during the drive we were concerned about being caught.

The aliens wanted her and me dead. And the people in the box also if they were caught conspiring.

There were times they'd tell me to slow down or speed up or take a turn or wait awhile, to avoid detection.

I was told that there were invisible UFO's everywhere, all over.

I was about an hour inside of Canada, and they told me I was almost there.

And then they said there was a problem. They were very upset. It got me upset.

They said we were too late.

We failed.

I shouted, "Tell me where to go right now! I'm not giving up!"

They said, "You should be seeing it. It's straight ahead. It's all over now, we're done for."

They were devastated. And scared, about what was coming.

"I don't see anything!"

"Keep looking, it's straight ahead. A blue house."

I saw it.

There was a big firetruck in the street. To its right were the remains of a blue house.

It was still smoldering.

I cried.

After a very long pause, I said, "OK guys, we did our best. What do we do now?"

We were fighting for the freedom of all humans throughout the universe.

* Trial 10: {From about Trial 9, until my first hospital stay, third hospital.}

Mr. Computer.

As I've mentioned, I heard many voices. Here's one I've not introduced you to.

Mr. Computer. From around the time of Trial 9, up to my first stay at the third hospital.

In my head, Mr. Computer was exceedingly friendly, committed, helpful, kind and much more.

He'd get to work figuring out whatever I'd ask him. And he always volunteered his assistance.

He was an awesome friend. A terrific individual. And I'm actually glad that I met him.

* Trial 11: (Fail) {It's about 6:00am, it turns from night to early morning, right here, in the car.}

May We Live in Your Heart? - (15- Rise Against, Satellite) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nQCxwneUwA

My friends in the invisible box were telling me they were about to meet a terrible end.

Their alien overlords were on their way to deal with their treachery.

They were going to be horribly tortured to death.

They asked if they could come stay, in my heart.

I'd never heard of this.

They earlier said that the aliens had advanced spiritual knowledge.

They said, "That's how Heaven works. Everyone there lives in JESUS' heart."

Somehow they had the ability to leave their bodies, and enter hearts.

They all 3 asked, "Can we live in yours?"

I said yes.

(By the way, JESUS said, "Guard your heart above all." So my answer was the wrong one.)

I felt a difference. Their voices were inside me now, less broadcast-sounding.

We were happy for a moment.

* Trial 12: {Around 7:00am, in the car.}

GOD is Dead. - (16- Metaform, In My Mind) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meQ03HyqIEA

About this time, a new voice came in my head.

It was a friendly, helpful, and nice voice, and it seemed like a kind and trustworthy spirit.

It told me, "The aliens, using advanced spiritual technology,"

"Found GOD The FATHER, and attacked and killed HIM."

"HE is dead. I'm sorry."

I was devastated.

After a pause, I said, "What about JESUS, and The HOLY SPIRIT?"

He said, "JESUS is restrained and tormented. And The HOLY SPIRIT suffers under their oppression."

I said, "Who are you?"

"Call me the old man."

"Normally I'm against HIM. But WE are in agreement that the aliens must be wiped-out."

"I'll try to help you get back home safely."

Then he was silent.

About 30 seconds later, the J.R.R. Tolkien quote, at the very top of this story, went through my mind.

After all of these events, I had to chuckle. Then I wondered, if he had any idea, how right he was.

After about another 30 seconds, I watched, as it quickly became night-time again.

I was in a stunned awe. I wondered what it meant for a second, and I blanked-out for a moment.

(Did it have to do with the news I just received? Or did it have something to do with the aliens? Or what?)

About five long seconds later, I looked at the time, and it said PM.

(I simply did not look at the time itself. From what I saw, I just assumed that it was a 12-hour change.)

There was nothing for me to do, but proceed.

Hello Canada!

* Trial 13: {Night, in the car.}

Forced to Go the Wrong Direction. - (17- Dark Reign 2 Soundtrack) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jxf8NBA3STc

At this point, I was trying to drive back home.

It was very dark out.

I had an old map in the trunk. I checked my map and figured out which way to go.

As I was driving, it looked like the road 'shimmered'.

After awhile, I looked at the signs. I was going the wrong direction!

So I got that straightened out, and got back going the right direction.

Then, it looked like the road 'shimmered' again. Like it was blurry for a second.

And, the terrain was looking exactly the same as what I just saw, in the other direction.

And I checked the signs again, and sure as sh-t, I'm going the wrong direction, again.

This happened like 5 times. Finally, I said screw it, let's see where this takes me.

I end up in a dead end.

I get out of my car. And I feel really warm. Like I'm being microwaved.

And then the aliens talk to me in my head.

Apparently, their ship is invisible, and about 40 feet above me.

And they're about to zap me, like they did the blue house.

We have a discussion. I act like I have no ill-will toward them, although I do.

There is an extremely tenuous peace between us. They agree to let me proceed home.

I drive toward my house again.

Then I see another shimmer. The signs say I'm going the wrong way again.

I ask them, "What's up?"

They say, "Go this way."

I end up re-entering the US in New York, instead of Ohio.

So I try to head home from there.

I end up re-crossing the border. I got flipped again.

So I re-cross back. And, again!

I have to go through inspections each time. (There should be records.)

After crossing four times, I finally have no choice but to get going the right way.

I cross back over, above the lake in Canada, and then finally, head south into Ohio.

* Trial 14: {Night, in the car.}

The Drill Drive. - (18- Portal 2, sp_a2_dual_lasers_r1) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRfVV8q4NuM

I was heading back home.

My head was hurting. Bad.

It felt like my head was being scrambled by a giant invisible drill.

The aliens said they were doing it to me, to extract information, and then to kill me.

For hours and hours and hours. It was killing me. My head hurt SO bad.

* Trial 15: {Daytime, in the car.}

Changing Signs and Curves. - (19- Half Life 2, Nuclear Mission Jam) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLn0aiXSA5M

Night had passed, and it was daylight. My head was still killing me, but I was making it.

The highway was passing through a metropolitan area.

There was some construction.

At first the signs would say certain things.

Then, following signs would say opposing things.

Then, the construction signs were pink instead of orange.

And many of them said odd things, like "GO THIS WAY!!"

Then, I began seeing competing messages!

One set of messages trying to get me to go one way.

And another, trying to help me get to where I was going.

Competing, in real-time, as I moved forward.

And then the road curves changed.

The road would look like it was going to curve right, then when I got there it went left.

Over and over and over again. Left and right and left and right.

You had to see it.

* Trial 16: {Daytime, in the car.}

Shut Down and Fry. - (20- Soundgarden, Zero Chance) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtAhcNm17Y0

I finally got on open highway again. The signs were still weird, but I was going straight.

I was under the impression, that a UFO was following me, and was about to attack.

The electronic and analog gauges in my car went berserk.

All of them, including the radio, displayed random information all over.

Also, I watched my fuel gauge needle rapidly fall from 1/3, to nothing, right in front of my eyes.

And then the car died.

I managed to get it off of the highway, to the right.

Before I could get out of the car, I was feeling warm, and I was engaged in a conversation.

The UFO was about to zap me.

I cited scripture. I said, "No weapon forged against me shall prosper."

The alien laughed, but then his fire button wouldn't work, no matter how many times he pressed it.

He wouldn't leave, and he wouldn't stop trying to kill me, so I threatened him.

I threatened to kill all aliens everywhere, if he didn't stop. And he didn't.

So I imagined the galaxies filled with alien life, and then me

smashing those worlds to bits with my fist, as I hit my center console.

And I believed it happened.

Then, he retreated.

Nobody would stop to help me.

Then I heard another alien voice, this time coming from an invisible box, and he was also trying to kill me.

I imagined smashing the box, but I didn't feel like I could.

So I pushed it into the Sun.

Then, the moment I got out of my car again, someone stopped, and gave me some gas.

* Trial 17: {Daytime, in the car.}

The Alien Chase. - (21- Quake II, Descent Into Cerberon) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGwZgjOHNeo

I thought I heard JESUS again, for the second time.

"Because of the ways the aliens perceive things, and how they react, a fast car can temporarily evade them."

Then the old man comes in my head and chimes in,

"However, you can't go back to your house, or you'll be captured and killed."

"I'll figure out what to do next, and let you know what it is before you get there."

I'm being told to evade UFO's on the highway, by driving fast.

At one point, I was driving 145 MPH.

Thank GOD no one was killed.

(As far as a 'thing' goes, I love my car! If I'd been driving less, I know I would've died.

At one point I was approaching traffic rapidly, and I had to lay into my brakes hard.

That machine performed. The handling was spectacular. And so was the acceleration.)

* Trial 18: {Daytime, in the car, then on the train tracks.}

Get Out of Town. - (22- Portal 2, Wakeup) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9JLILEjtEA

The old man says, "WE know what WE need you to do next. Take this exit."

"OK, now try to get back on the highway."

I say, "What? Why didn't I just stay on it?"

He says, "Heh, heh. You'll see."

I try to get back to the highway. The road is out in front of me, construction.

I try another way. I encounter the same again, in a different location.

I do a U-turn in a gravelly area. I'm concerned about possible pursuers.

I continue to try to get back to the highway, and simply cannot do so.

Road-blocks at every turn.

I see some train tracks, crossing the road.

I hear a voice in my head say, "Yes."

I should've stopped, but I was caught up in what I was going through.

I turned left and drove down the tracks.

At one point I slowed down and then began to get stuck.

I turned right, off the tracks, and my car got stuck hanging halfway off the track.

I tried using some logs to give my tires some traction so I could get off the track.

It didn't work.

Some guy was on the track, about 100 yards ahead.

He wasn't there before.

He came over to me. I told him I had made a mistake and gotten stuck, and was trying to get unstuck.

He was like, "Alright." And then he went back to where he came from.

While I was trying to free the car, two other guys joined the first one on the tracks.

They started heading my way. One of them said' "Hey!", as they were coming toward me.

The old man said, "They're going to kill you. Run."

So I ran.

* Trial 19: {Daytime, running across a field, then on some other tracks, then in a police car.}

The Train Tracks. - (23- Unreal Tournament 2004, Atlantis) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LF68oxm_Qo

I ran across a field.

I saw some other train tracks about 400 yards away.

I heard, "Get there!"

"Why?"

"It's victory."

When I looked again, they were on a small hill. The hill wasn't there before.

I ran as fast as I could. I was exhausted.

I looked again. There were rocks at the bottom of the small hill now. They weren't there before either.

I kept running to the tracks.

Now, there was a small stream in front of the rocks. Again, it was also, not there before.

Initially, those tracks were on flat ground.

Police began to chase me, on foot, as I got close. They told me to stop.

The voice in my head said, "Do not stop! Get to the tracks!"

I waded the stream, climbed the rocks and the hill, stammered to the tracks, and collapsed.

The voice in my head said, "Victory!"

The police picked me up off the ground, and then I walked to their car.

I asked the police to get my car off the tracks.

Ticket.

* Trial 20, Part 1/2: (Fail) {The ticket was at 11:56am, Nov. 9, 2012. I was then taken to a clinic, and then a jail.}

Choices. - (24- Fallout 3 Theme, INON ZUR - FOT 3 MT V6) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXUsoavE6AI

I refused a blood test. I was later convicted of being under the influence.

But in reality, it was the complete opposite, as I already explained above.

(And frankly, I've gotten so sick of being stabbed by needles while

I was in the Marines, that I really just can't stand them anymore.)

Anyway I was put in a cell with others. I was uncomfortable around them.

So I made a little noise, so that I would get put in a cell alone.

I did.

(And, I should've just stayed in there.)

* Trial 21, Part 1/3: {This whole cell experience was almost 4 days.}

CAEP ON - (25- Max Payne, Main Theme) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cv0y0On8ZGQ

For awhile I got the impression, that words spelled backwards, would be the devil's message.

I looked at words backwards some. Ignoring mis-spellings, you can make a lot of sense out of that non-sense.

[This experience, was particularly reminiscent of what I'd expect to happen to me if I were lost.

The suffering I experienced at this time, is far greater, than I can begin to express with words.]

When I was in the cell, they gave me a pitcher of ice water early, and they NEVER, fed me.

The cell I was in was about 7 feet square. It was painted white cinder-block.

The floor was grey cement.

The three feet at the back of the room was raised about 5 inches, making a bed.

There were several small devices affixed to the ceiling.

The front was a glass door with skinny windows on each side, in a metal frame which was painted light blue.

It smelled like burnt goat-hair.

There was a special kind of filth, in the cell. A black, soot-like coating, all over.

I got the impression, that each particle was placed specifically where it was, to bother me.

It had some red flecks in it, and it also coated the edges of the windows, as if on purpose.

Every filthy detail, seemed like it was put in place.

The metal frame had satanic messages and symbols scratched all over it, and it was VERY unnerving.

(You know, GOD has had people write messages on door frames, to effect and affect things, also.)

The biggest message was:

CAEP ON

There was a 6" metal drain in the middle of the floor.

And it was the most disgusting thing I've ever seen.

Literally.

I felt a draft from it. It felt like it was sucking air.

There was a chair that had an eye drawn on it, outside my cell, that was facing me.

I got the impression that those in Hell could see through such drawings, like cameras.

And that they were watching me.

* Trial 22: {Late afternoon, in the cell.}

Love GOD. - (26- Bach, Air) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yy2uHAS-el0

When I was put in the cell, I had 7 to 10 small items on me.

Some toothpaste, a small toothbrush, and some other things.

I was told in my head that these items represented other things.

And that I was to use all of them to effect some kind of spiritual change.

Like voodoo-ers do.

So I followed the instructions I heard, arranging the items on the floor.

My white sheet represented the Firmament.

Some of the pieces represented Persons of GOD. One the Earth, one Heaven, etc.

I was told to perform an action with them.

And it was to cause creation to be re-made without GOD The FATHER.

I heard in my head, "It's OK."

I refused.

* Trial 20, Part 2/2: (Fail) {Early evening, in the cell.}

Choices.

I had an opportunity to get out, and I blew it. This is rather complicated to explain.

During my time in the cell, I was uncertain about the intentions of the voices that I was listening to.

I was unsure if they were actually being nice, or mean, at that time. I was struggling to discern that.

At this point early, I had a chance, to leave. They presented a gurney to me, and said "Hop on."

It was my choice. I wasn't currently getting any direction that I could trust in my head.

And I wasn't really suffering yet. So, I declined. (Again, the wrong choice.)

* Trial 21, Part 2/3: {Evening, in the cell.}

CAEP ON - (27- Max Payne 2, Main Theme) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u116HbMOF_Y

I mentioned above that I left my body once. I did.

I wasn't on any alcohol or drugs or meds. I wasn't under stress. I was fine.

It happened, and I still remember it clearly.

When I went to lay down and sleep, I started to feel like my soul was being sucked out of my body.

Into that drain.

I kept feeling like I was slipping toward it, every time I started to fall asleep.

(Which is when your soul leaves your body, by the way.)

To me, the scratched message said two things:

SEEP ON

NO PEACE

In my mind I saw that drain going to Hades, and the devil was sticking souls into pig hearts.

So I stayed awake as long as I could.

The light was red at night.

When night-time came, I got the impression that the whole facility I was in, was reproduced in Hades.

And I was there.

I felt pain.

It starts, as a feeling in your feet, that goes up to your knees.

It feels like a flame, but instead of hot, it's painful.

When it gets intense, it's your whole body, and most especially your head.

That's how I started feeling.

Looking through the control center, I could see outside a little.

I thought I saw the woman that I was after, on a billboard, that was outside the windows.

I thought I heard the Marines outside. And they were trying to get in, to rescue me.

They were doing all they could to get in, all night long, but couldn't do so.

I stayed awake that whole night, even though I was exhausted, and the torment I was feeling was becoming intense.

Pain wakes you up, but it doesn't keep you awake.

My head was swimming and spinning.

y O u C a N ' T i M a G i N e

.EnAsNi DnOyEb SAW Ti

You've begun. It only gets worse.

Day came and passed, and I was still hanging in there. Every moment I was in pure writhing agony.

It was late at night again, and I didn't know how much longer I could last.

(My experience with sleep deprivation during my training was paying off.)

* Trial 23: {Late night, after being in the cell for two days.}

Shouting Through Heaven. - (28- Audioslave, Cochise) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDMvN45sjo4

I mentioned that my voice got deeper. It was like, for a second time.

It's got reverb now. Especially in the mornings. It's weird. I like it.

I think this happened to me during this time, because I hadn't noticed it previously.

(It's possible, that it happened during Trial 1, or at anytime in-between.)

At one point I shouted, and I got the clear impression, that my words were heard widely in Heaven.

* Trial 24: {At around 3:00am, in the cell.}

GOD's Rescue. - (29- Unreal Tournament 2004, Onslaught 05) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCXEVAlo7TE

I felt that I was under continual, relentless attack. The torment I was feeling, was extremely intense.

I knew I had to sleep soon. I had no choice, and also I simply could not stand the pain any longer.

I was still listening to whatever voices I heard in my head.

And then I heard, that GOD The FATHER AND JESUS, THEMSELVES, were going to come rescue me.

PERSONALLY.

Immediately, I heard THEM. THEY, were STORMING through the compound, annihilating opposition.

I heard an INSANE battle. Epic. THEY were moving like lightning, and were louder than thunder.

I thought I'd be seeing THEM any moment!

Then I sensed the presence of the devil in my cell.

GOD SAID, "STOMP YOUR HEEL!"

So I did, as hard as I possibly could, without breaking my foot. It hurt for months after.

It got quiet, and daylight came.

(30- Staind, Not Again) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_hyHSZ7bQw

Some guards walked by my cell. Two men and a woman.

I was sure I was in a facility of the devil's.

I said to them, "How's your boss?"

[Let me inject a side note here.

When I lost my mind, I would often gauge my sanity, (and reality,) on the responses I got from other people.]

The woman stopped, looked straight at me, and said:

"He's dead."

And then, she kept on walking.

* Trial 21, Part 3/3: {In the cell.}

CAEP ON - (31- Max Payne 3, Main Theme) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5ITlDnhRIg

I had peace for about an hour. It was nice. And then it started again.

I was afraid it would be even worse. The pain was starting to ramp back up incrementally.

Even though it got really horrible again, thankfully, it was also noticeably weaker.

I slept crunched up as close to the crack under the door, and as far away from that drain, as I could.

The next day I suffered again all day. I finally couldn't take it anymore.

I made my peace. I said a long prayer to GOD, and prepared to die.

And possibly face what I was fearing.

I wrapped myself up in my blanket on the bed, and went to sleep.

People woke me up. The voice in my head said, "Be still, remain silent."

So I did.

They took me to a hospital. That was my first of two stays.

The first time, I was in three hospitals, ending with the Dayton VA. The second, just the Dayton VA.

* Trial 25: {I was transported to the first hospital, in the morning.}

The Devil's Hospital. - (32- Foo Fighters, Exhausted) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wmoAm0b3QY

I rested in my new bed, unable to move. I was feeling better than I had in many days.

I pulled my catheter out, but that was it. Otherwise I didn't move. Any, at all. I was totally thrashed.

I laid in a receiving area for a day and a night. I mostly slept. And then I was moved into a room.

As I laid there I recalled all of the events since Trial 1, and before, and tried to make sense of it all.

In addition to being completely frazzled, I was also generally bewildered by all of it.

I tried to make sense of it all day, but I couldn't. And then the Sun started to set.

As I was falling asleep, I thought I saw hospital workers come in my room, and start worshiping the devil.

My eyes were closed, and within myself I heard, "Be still, remain silent. Do not move."

They were saying all kinds of weird stuff. Then one said, "Are you awake?"

I didn't say anything.

Then she said, "This will wake him up!"

And then she thumped me, really hard, in the chest. It hurt a little.

I heard, "Go ahead and wake up."

So I did.

She said, "We were just checking on you, to make sure you're OK!", sarcastically.

And then they walked out, laughing.

When I fell asleep, I thought I was in Hades.

And I thought it was because of what they did.

And I didn't get out, until I woke up.

Re-read those last three sentences.

The next day, I got it in my head, that if I drew a cross on my forehead, I would be protected.

So I did.

And when I went to sleep again, I felt protected.

And I also felt pressure, like I was still being attacked.

I did not go back to Hades that night.

The next day, my Dad and Step-Mom visited me. {Around 4:00pm, and I MADE them stay with me, past 10:00pm.}

I begged my Dad to get me out of there.

He did.

And he's a hero for it. {He saw me off, as they began to transport me.}

* Trial 26: {Night, in the bedroom in the second hospital, in a dream.}

The Devil's House. - (33- Alice In Chains, Check My Brain) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBcADQziQWY

[* Music Note 2/2 - Initially, I had "Alice In Chains - Man In the Box", for this Trial.

I feel it was better representative of the Trial. However that song,

was (slightly) 'harsher', than how I actually felt, during this Trial.]

When I met the devil in a dream,

He lived in a house, located inside an amusement park.

I rode in a red horse-drawn carriage across the park, to get to his house.

He had cigars, a pool table, red carpets, and plush rugs.

He had black and grey hair, looked about 55, and was wearing a red and black smoking jacket.

We talked, and then he put me into another dream.

I was running through a field, and as I looked up, I saw the ground go up in a circle above me.

I was trapped in a bubble, a big sphere, and I couldn't escape.

Running and running, and getting nowhere.

(I later got the impression that reality is actually like this, and is largely an illusion.)

* * At the third, main, hospital:

I arrived late at night.

When I got there they tossed my belongings, which were in two brown paper bags, into a closet with mops in it.

I never saw them again.

Among them was my 'Most Important Thing'. My cross.

I've never been into jewelry. I don't even wear a watch.

But one day I was pumping gas and I looked down, and saw a cross, stamped out of a nickel.

It looked exactly like this, but it was regular nickel-colored. I kept it on my keychain.

A Cross Much Like My Old Cross.

At this hospital, there was a very large eye scratched into the wall in my room, next to the door.

Drawing I Made at the Third Hospital.

Some nice people came to the third hospital. GOD bless them.

They gave me some things, including my new cross.

My New Cross.

* Trial 27: {One day while in the third hospital, sometime between 9:00am and Noon.}

Meeting GOD. - (34- Audioslave, I Am The Highway) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWlkmkZW2hk

There was another old man.

A nice old man, at the hospital.

His name was Roy.

He looked about 70. He was about 5' 7", and was bald on top but not the sides.

We'd talk some. He was a very sweet, kind old gentleman.

One day we were talking, and out of the blue he says,

"I'm GOD."

Surely he/HE wasn't. We/WE were in a mental health facility.

But I can't prove it.

(Some people think King Melchizedek of Salem, was actually JESUS.)

* * When I *FINALLY*, Got Home:

Home! (And my previous vehicle.)

I was relieved.

I continued to look at thoughts in my head as voices.

And the 'voices', encouraged me to stop taking the medication,

So that I could hear them better, and follow their instructions.

I did, I did and I did.

* Trial 28: {About 7:00pm, in the living room, on TV.}

Motel From Hell. - (35- Kiss, Psycho Circus) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWIW6Ti0PbE

I was watching TV, and I saw a commercial for Motel 6.

At first, the style was like that of AC/DC. Hellish.

Then, the style was heavenly. Really pretty and nice looking.

The Motel 6 commercial changed, during playback.

I saw a line, wipe across the screen, from side to side, as it changed.

From one reality, to the other.

Interestingly, they actually have a commercial, that does that.

Which came out, shortly after I saw that.

And, it is not, what I saw.

* Trial 29: {Late night, in the bedroom, then kitchen > drove to Lebanon early morning > returned early evening.}

Stone Age. - (36- Muse, Madness) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ek0SgwWmF9w

One night late, I got extremely paranoid, that the aliens were fed up with me, and that they were coming to get me.

And as I was thinking this, my power went off.

I looked, and my neighbors had power. I reset my circuit breakers, and I got no response.

So I thought it was them.

Then the power on my electronic displays, only, on my microwave, oven and coffee-pot, came on.

And they all 3 displayed random garbage. Which I've never seen, neither before, nor since.

I manually opened my garage door, and went to my Dad's.

I got back home much later, and the power was back on.

* Trial 30: {Evening, in the family room, on TV.}

Earth Two. - (37- Pink Floyd, Is There Anybody Out There?) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pr-JoqFVC5E

One time I was watching a cable news channel.

All of a sudden, the people appeared different.

They had sharp teeth, and basically looked like evil clones of us.

Otherwise, everything else pretty much looked the same, as usual.

I saw what looked like an alternate reality of ours, inhabited by demon-like people.

* Trial 31: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The Ascended. - (38- Half-Life 2, Radio 1) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-ZmAKqrX8Q

Another night, when I still thought GOD was dead,

I thought I saw Heaven, and there were 17 people, who were sitting on top of tall poles.

They were called the Ascended, and they were the elite ones in Heaven.

People who in life, achieved tremendous spiritual accomplishments.

GOD was dead, and they were in charge.

I tried to talk with them, and they were jerks.

It was a weird thought, and a weird experience.

It was sad thinking that this was our new leadership.

* Trial 32: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Phone Call. - (39- Portal 2, sp_a2_bts3_x1) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kN1kIiNNCgU

One night when I thought GOD The FATHER was dead, I became extremely distraught over it.

I hadn't heard GOD's voice in my head for quite a long time, and when I tried to hear HIM, I couldn't.

I prayed to my Bible. Which I'd never done before, or since.

And I prayed more ferverently than I ever have.

And then.

It spoke to me.

Loud and clear.

Like a phone.

The voice sounded like more than one voice.

The spirits assured me that GOD was not dead, and that everything was fine.

The Bible functioned, like a phone.

And I was subsequently informed, that They all do.

My Bible.

(It's NKJV. I also have KJV, NLT, GNT, RSV, NIV and Amplified.)

* Trial 33: {Night, in the living room.}

Judgment. - (40- The Campaign, Dinner Scene) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9Ty7WVVRNM

One night I was reminded of all of the bad decisions I've made in my life.

I felt like I went through a judgment.

* Trial 34: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Getting Spinned and Rolled. - (41- Depeche Mode, Personal Jesus (Pump Mix)) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ivp2f6ONN1I

One night in my bedroom, I thought I was engaged in a conversation with several spirits, and JESUS was there also.

I felt one of them touch me. I moved.

Then, it was like a wind.

It was pushing me, and it made me turn, and spin around.

Multiple times. The forces kept coming.

I sat on my bed, and they rolled me over.

Over and over again, until I asked them to stop.

At the end it got frightening.

It felt like I could accidentally get killed, and that I almost did.

The person I thought was JESUS, said, "Ya, WE got a little carried away there."

* Trial 35: {Night, in the bedroom. Then the ambulance, the hospital until morning, and then a taxi home.}

The Devil. - (42- Stone Temple Pilots, Down) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KO4gvhtlQP4

One night when I was trying to go to sleep, it felt like a cat jumped on the bed.

But it actually felt heavier. For some reason, I imagined a little invisible bull.

Like a foot tall.

It seemed like it was at the foot of the bed.

Then the old man started talking. I knew he was the devil.

He wasn't as friendly as before.

All of a sudden I couldn't breathe. I could no longer get air in my lungs.

I tried and tried and couldn't breathe. I was suffocating.

I called 911. I never have any other time in my life.

They took me to a hospital.

So actually I went to hospitals a third time, but this wasn't due to insanity, it was because I couldn't breathe.

I have felt the presence of The HOLY SPIRIT since the day I was born again.

And in the Bible concerning GOD It says, "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

They had me spend the night. When I woke up,

I felt, what felt like GOD leaving me.

And then I didn't feel HIM like I always do. HE seemed to have left me.

I was devastated and panicked beyond words.

In the lobby there was a magazine.

On its cover it said, "Born to be Bad!", and it had a picture of a devil.

The next day, I felt The HOLY SPIRIT again.

* Trial 36: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Soul Torn. - (43- Portal 2, sp_under_potatos_v1_01) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWAIImgB4ig

One night, I was lying face-down on my bed.

And then in my head, I heard a discussion start, about me.

It was kind-of muffled, and I couldn't understand them.

About 10 seconds later, I felt like my soul, was being torn in half.

From the bottom, going halfway up.

Like an upside-down Y.

I thought my soul was going to be completely torn in half.

It was very painful, and very scary.

I thought I was going to be worse than killed.

Then it stopped. Thank GOD.

And as I remember it, I feel the pain again, even now.

It is weird, how it is painful, to remember it.

* Trial 37: {Daytime, in the backyard.}

Last Bucket.

When I was a very young boy, I used to have a recurring nightmare.

I still remember it. It begins as nothing but blackness.

Which appears to be an empty void, like space.

Then, a luminescence, (a shine,) appears in the blackness.

And then it appears to be a tar-like substance. It takes on form.

This substance I'm viewing, appears to represent 'everything'.

Then a crack appears, down the center. And it splits in two.

Then, the two sides, alternate pressing in against each other.

It steadily becomes more rapid and violent, but the efforts appear futile.

Then calmness ensues, for a brief moment.

Then, a sharp metallic object, shaped like a needle, appears.

And both sides race to grab it. One side does.

It shapes itself like the end of a black baton, with the needle pointing from its tip.

It rears back, about to strike its enemy. And then it thrusts forward, to destroy them.

I always fully expected 'world-wide nuclear-explosion-type-activity' from this moment.

At the moment of impact, I always woke up and sat straight up in my bed, completely terrified.

My sheets and I, would always be totally soaked in sweat, every time.

I had it many, many, many times. The Bible talks about dreams, as being meaningful.

When I went insane, one day I remembered these nightmares.

And a voice told me that they were inside of a bucket, which was full of sparks.

And the sparks represented very bad things.

And, I could dump the bucket out, if I wanted to.

And it would destroy everything.

I considered the morality of existence. And I thought about it.

Maybe I would dump the bucket.

Pass, or fail?

* Trial 38: {Night, in the bedroom.}

World Splitting.

In Trial 23 I said some things.

At one point I got the impression that I could shout so loud,

that it would split the Earth in two.

And it was a very vivid experience.

* Trial 39: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Kill Switch.

This is a weird one.

One night I got a visual image in my mind, of a little 'sarcophagus', in my head.

And in my head, I was told, that this was in my brain. And, it was a 'Kill Switch'.

Of GOD's. That HE may use, at any time.

Pretty wild. And scary.

* Trial 40: {Night, in the living room.}

Dust. - (44- Portal 2, background03) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rr47mj6X5aA

Once I got the impression, that if you were going to Hell, what would happen is,

You would be zapped with so much electricity, that it would reduce you to a piece of dust.

Then you'd float down to Earth, and become part of our dirt.

It was a terrifying thought.

* Trial 41: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Night Club. - (45- AC/DC, Walk All Over You) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bP6aVG6L1w

There was a Night Club in Heaven.

And the souls of 144 lost, were trapped in the dance floor.

Forced, to look upon those in Heaven, dancing on top of them.

For eternity.

It was a very scary, unsettling, unnerving and uncool thought.

* Trial 42: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The Monster in the Dark. - (46- Soundgarden, Limo Wreck) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03Q65eMp_58

One night I was envisioning Heaven in a way that felt like I was actually looking at it.

And I saw overwhelming darkness.

In the darkness there was a Monster. It was massively-huge.

And extremely, terrifying.

It was like a black ghost, with a terrifying face.

Anything, would run from it.

Everything, would run from it.

I got the impression, that this was JESUS.

And that this was how HE appeared to those not ready for HIM.

And, that if you would be brave enough to go up to HIM, you would enter Heaven.

(But, no one, would be.)

It was a very, frightening vision.

* Trial 43: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The Countless Souls in the Dark. - (47- Soundgarden, Room A Thousand Years Wide) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qg2YxCiM5fA

Another time I envisioned the spiritual realm, I saw an endless, huge black lake.

It was filled with souls, that only attacked each other.

It never ended.

They came from infinite repeatings of creation. Over and over and over.

In an attempt to achieve something.

It was again, very terrifying.

* Trial 44: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The Hooks. - (48- Alice In Chains, Hollow) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmSeWqmlqYs

One time I envisioned Heaven, and I saw a large dome, with three hooks hanging from the ceiling.

And GOD was hanging from the hooks. And in each hand, HE had a person.

And each person had another person in their hand.

And there were 6 long strings of people.

And that was everybody that was in Heaven.

What a strange concept of Heaven.

Loving, yet at the same time, a little unsettling.

* Trial 45: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Life Books. - (49- Joe Satriani, Up in Flames) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuZrweVq_KA

[Be sure to WATCH, this Video!]

One night I saw GOD, sitting at a large desk, with piles of books on it.

There were also shelves and shelves of books.

GOD was writing in one.

He was writing the future of someone.

And HE showed me, that everyone has their own book.

And HE writes in them all, every day.

HE got frustrated, and tossed the book HE was working on into HIS fireplace.

And that person died, right then.

* Trial 46: (Fail) {Night, in the living room.}

Die for Others. - (50- The Elder Scrolls III Morrowind Theme) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJD-Ufi1jGk

At one point, I imagined a very tall tower. The tallest ever.

And JESUS, was at the top.

HE wanted to come down, to the Earth.

But HE said HE couldn't, until I was gone.

Meaning dead.

So I had to go, so HE could come down.

I, didn't want to.

* Trial 47: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Secret Message. - (51- Enya, Fallen Embers) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oR1gSR8uMEY

[Be sure to WATCH, this Video.]

There's a book called The Bible Code.

The Bible Code.

Prophecies for many modern-day events have been found hidden in the Bible, by computers.

Really. And all kinds of other information.

Did you know that JESUS' 'actual' birthday, was on the 1st of Tishri? That fact is in there.

Biblical scholars have always generally figured that the Messiah would have been born on that day.

Because it's prophetically appropriate.

In 2001, that day fell on September the 11th.

Anyway, one night I got it in my head, that there must be a Master Key.

A simple key, could possibly translate the entire Bible, into an entirely new message.

A Part Two.

Straight from GOD. (WHO is omnipotent.)

Discovered by man, when he's ready.

If we can encode, and GOD has been encoding, why not?

I would not be completely surprised, if such a thing was eventually discovered.

Now, I'm expecting it to be.

(Be sure to also read Answers 39 through 44, in 'T - Answers', near the very bottom.)

* Trial 48: {Night, in the bedroom.}

Future Travel. - (52- Enya, Willows On The Water) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czSVNP7MF3E

I pictured long tubes between Heaven and Earth.

People would enter either end, and then come out on the other.

Their flesh would be added to them, or removed from them, as they went.

Like clothing.

Wild imagination.

* Trial 49: {Night, in the bedroom.}

The Boat. - (53- Foo Fighters, Home) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yHsLuwdjbkI

In one vision, I was in a boat, with JESUS.

It was a small white boat. There were a few other people sitting with US.

It was foggy. It seemed like morning-time.

The waters were really still.

WE were trying to make it across the water, to the other side.

Making it across the water, was making it into eternity.

WE were on OUR way.

* * * 6 - tHe EnD * * * Even 2/2: T i L J s Z N V y w m u c a e g q o D B P R k X H F *

(54- Rihanna, Umbrella) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvBfHwUxHIk

Shortly before my Mom died, she told me that she wanted me to quit smoking someday. I promised her that I would, (because I knew that it was already a part of my goal.) Boy, did she get a show! I hope you enjoyed this trip into insanity. I sure didn't. (My total experience was about double, of all that I've been able to get down here.) But I did it for GOD. And also others, and lastly myself. So I'm pleased about that.

Since all of this, I mentioned at the top how I feel. I used to always drink my coffee with milk and sugar. For a week or two after I got out of the hospital the second time, when I got up, I would get some black coffee, and sit on a small box by my nightstand. Then later, I started going out to my computer every day. I still do. I finally started adding milk and sugar again yesterday. It's been 4 years.

I now notice that there seem to be thoughts from the right side of my brain, and from the left side of my brain. I almost always agree with the right side, and almost never agree with the left. But it's not absolute on either side. And I still often hear snaps, clicks and pops when I have thoughts too, but I ignore them. It's maddening to try to figure out what they might mean. And GOD will fill me in on all of those details, when I see HIM later.

I don't listen to thoughts, as though they may occasionally be voices, anymore. It's too dangerous to. But I still think that some of them may be. The as-holes at the VA said they'd lobotomize me if I relapsed. The insanity was caused, by listening to thoughts, as though they may be voices. And it is ended, by listening to thoughts, as thoughts.

The first 4 methods to hear GOD's voice that are in the story, actually work. Also, I can provide any additional details that you'd like, and answer any questions about any of it, at all. Although I went crazy, there are still many, many things that can be discussed about my experience, and learned from it.

(I explained in the 'Introduction', how GOD hears you. It also says in the Bible, that we can ALSO KNOW, that if GOD hears our prayers, HE will answer them. And further, HE will, GIVE US WHAT WE ASKED FOR; (See John 14:13.) UNLESS: Certain good reasons not to, are present. And you can find most of those, in the Bible. Personal sin, is normally *not* one. (There is "no condemnation", for those "in Christ JESUS".) Ask for more. Expect it all. And, you'll often forget you asked, right before you get it. Also, often you will encounter 'resistance' after asking for something. If you respond poorly, your faith will fail. A veteran's response, is joy, laughter, and increased expectancy. Rejoice.)

I'm very slowly beginning to understand exactly what happened, and I'm waiting on others with knowledge to see and comment. I think this is the second greatest story ever, and it should be made into a movie. Please contact me if you can help. stevedsummers@email.com (I like the title 'TRIALS'. But I was thinking, 'CAEP ON' could work too. I, don't want to see those words, others, would probably find them intriguing. I wonder how many people would read them backwards.)

If you'd like to go through these Trials yourself, just do what I did.

Quit sinning, and treat your thoughts as though they may be voices.

That's all it takes.

(Don't do that.)

:o)

(55- Alice In Chains, Stone) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KmYFY5oOvM

(56- Joe Satriani, Ten Words) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1swR74aJceU

Me, 2005.

Me, 2011.

(GOD put me through this. But I volunteered.)

* * * 7 - ClOsInG * * * Odd 2/2: l I K E f t j r h n U S C G O d p b Q A W M z v x Y *

(57- Foo Fighters, Stranger Things Have Happened) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEIeb85DkCs

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It was some trip.

GOD bless all of you!

:o)

I'd appreciate it, if someone would scrape off and re-paint, the cell door frame. And clean the drain, and the whole cell. Spare others those things. (And for me, say a prayer while you're in there, to clean it out. In JESUS' Name.)

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E'Ziah Gail!

* * * 8 - cOmPaNiOn NoTeS * * * All 2/2: C U D O Q G J L I H T F E B P R K X Y A V W M N Z S *

(58- Audioslave, Light My Way) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJDe-Ekro30

You can skip the remainder of this information if you'd like, it's not part of the story.

Thank-you for reading!

A - Words of Wisdom.  
B - My Story is Interesting.  
C - More About When I Left My Body.  
D - More About When I Got Born Again.  
E - Details About a New Age Book.  
F - More About Seeing Hidden Messages.  
G - The Ultimate Words.  
H - Looking Forward.  
I - Believing in GOD.  
J - Religion.  
K - The Afterlife.  
L - The Hand of GOD.  
M - GOD is Sovereign.  
N - Politics.  
O - Troll Identification.  
P - Who's Going Where.  
Q - Shrewd.  
R - Advertising.  
S - You Just Never Know What's Coming.  
T - Answers.

"TRIALS - Musical Accompaniment, Part 2" - 27 More Songs!

(If you're still listening to the first one, let it finish before opening this one!)

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Enjoy!

* * * A - Words of Wisdom:

When I was young, I thought it would be wise to collect quotes that were true.

I didn't add any that didn't hold their water.

Today, I'd weigh each one against scripture, and toss all that conflict.

Then you'd have a pretty good list. I don't have the time, at the moment.

Success rarely comes to anyone, usually you have to go out and get it. * The mind only Works in a Positive direction. * Think ahead, always try to exert a positive will, and have patience. * Fear adversity, and be destroyed. Be thankful for adversity, to persevere to greater success. * Do unto others, as you would like them to do unto you. * What comes around, goes around. * Focus is the key to success. * Make better use of your resources. * He who has a strong enough why, can bear almost any how. * Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is the probable reason why so few engage in it. * The world operates on its perception of reality. * Nothing happens, unless first a dream. * Where there is no vision, people perish. * You need to decide what you want, because that's the only way you can expect to get it. * They can because they think they can. * Thinking makes it so. * If you can believe, all things are possible to him that believes. * Whether you think you can, or think you can't, you're right. * We become what we think about most of the time. * Great men are those who see that thoughts rule the world. * Capacity is a state of mind. * The right attitude overcomes anything. * Every problem you have is between your ears. * The one thing you can control is your mind. * One can stand still in a flowing stream, but not in a world of men. * Money comes Only from Trading products or services, to Have More Faster, Trade More Faster. * As every moment impends, countless pass. * Winning starts with beginning. * Let all things be done decently and in order. * Patience is a virtue. * Persistence pays off. * Someday, all this will end. * Failing to plan is planning to fail. * If you're not progressing, you're regressing. * Upon the depth of your desire will depend the swiftness of your progress. * Absence makes the heart wander. * To foresee is to rule. * There are no unrealistic goals, only unrealistic time frames. * Time changes everything. * No relationship can survive without trust. * One who is too insistent on his own views, finds few to agree with him. * If you would win a man to your cause, first convince him that you are his sincere friend. * Respond intelligently, even to unintelligent treatment. * It never pays to tell someone that you don't like them. * A most successful organization, is one which promotes personal development to its members. * You may either follow your own path, or follow the paths others prescribe for you. * People are usually ruled by emotion. * People don't care what you know, until they know you care. * You have to be persuasive to educate people for their own good. * The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. * People are drawn to the negative. * Learn to ask in a way that both defines and achieves your outcome. * All persuasion is an altering of perception. * Smiling disarms others. * People want joy. * We become like those with whom we associate. * Good timber does not grow with ease, the stronger the wind, the stronger the trees. * Indecisiveness costs you. * In love, to keep score, is to lose. * Attentiveness is the key to survival. * Seize the day. * Always strive to do right. * Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. * Often to gain positive results from someone, it's simpler to meet them at their level. * If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten. * Don't find fault, find a remedy. * Always consider your intuition and instincts. * Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt. * Seek, and ye shall find. * The best revenge is living well. * For every disciplined effort, there is a multiple reward. * Create new options. * Whatever kind of word thou speakest, the like shalt thou hear. * Clarity of values is necessary for success. * Necessity is the mother of invention. * He that walketh with wise men shall be wise. * Follow advice and attain the advisor's position. * A wise man speaks sparingly. * There are only two motivators, fear and desire. * If you refuse to accept anything but the best, you very often get it. * What you don't know can hurt you. * Tread slowly over troubled waters. * Simply worrying never helps. * You affect your destiny. * It's not what happens to you, it's how you handle it. * Nothing ventured, nothing gained. * The best things in life are free. * Skill multiplied by effort equals productivity. * The key to efficient wealth accumulation is always multiplication. * If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves. * There can be no transforming of darkness into light or of apathy into movement without emotion. * Wisdom is not measurable by age, experience or knowledge, but by action. * No man can serve two masters. * If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything. * Everything we do, is in an effort to reach, what we internally represent to ourselves as fulfillment. * Our improbabilities stem from our inadequate utilization of our mental faculties. * You can have anything, if you can want it bad enough. * Everything is a simplification or a complication. * Quality distinctions, questions, and decisions, create a quality life. * The more views, the clearer the picture. * We lose what we don't respect. * Small people talk about other people, average people talk about events, big people talk about ideas. * If thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought. * The meaning of life is that there is purpose, which is to happily learn, to discover truth. * Risk is a part of opportunity. * If you're stuck going forward, check your map. * Adversity is preparation for success. * Perfect practice makes perfect. * Psychological Reciprocity is the best way to persuade. * Affirmations are helpful 'mental program' enhancers. * Everything's a wave. * We can't control nature, including other's wills, but goals and questions are helpful. * The more you want, the more persuasive you need to be. * General rules are partially incorrect. * There are two sides to everything. * Enthusiasm and listening move others. * Action produces results. * Location is important. * Timing is crucial. * Haste makes waste. * Easy does it. * A partner's responsibility is to support the other. * At the root of every action is love or hate. * Everything happens for a reason and a purpose, and it serves us. * It's not necessary to understand everything, to be able to use everything. * There's no abiding success without commitment. * Most people are where they are because they wanted to be there. * Out of any hundred people, all will say they're open-minded, only one really is. * Determination gives you an edge. * Misfortune comes to us all. * Winners never quit, quitters never win. * Maturity is tolerating other's opinions. * Variety is the spice of life. * Words are tangible things. * More should be written about how to shape the world, than what shape the world is in. * Be alert. Lerts live longer! * It's better to remain silent and appear ignorant, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt! * We move toward our attention. * The more Focus, the more of what we See, Expands. * We have two ears and one mouth. * When our minds aren't focused, negative thoughts drift in overwhelmingly, and some people mistakenly begin focusing again, on those negative thoughts. * I find your lack of faith disturbing. - Darth Vader * Do you know what happened to the person who got everything they ever wanted? They lived happily ever after! - Willy Wonka

* * * B - My Story is Interesting:

I'm interested to know that when my body dies, I'll pop out.

I'm interested to know how a person got born again.

I'm interested to know what happens, when a person has the two goals that I had.

I'm interested to hear my tracks.

I'm interested to know what the whole experience was like.

I'm interested to know exactly what it is, that GOD did with me.

I'm interested to know what people think occurred during Trial 1.

I'm interested in what intelligent people will say about Trial 47, and its Song, 51.

I'm interested in much, much more than that too, that's in my story.

I'm interested in the dualities that I discovered, after I got my story down.

Like the night and day.

I've always scored pretty high on aptitude tests.

I scored sixth out of my class, on the PSAT.

I'm still learning a lot. I hope you found my story interesting too.

It's a true one. It's non-fiction.

PSAT.

* * * C - More About When I Left My Body:

Back when I was in the Marines, I had a buddy who I used to hang out with called Nick.

We used to go to a diner and hang out and talk about lots of stuff.

One day he mentioned that he had a book at his Mom's that told how to leave your body.

I found that interesting. I asked him to bring it back the next time he went on leave.

He kept forgetting to bring it back, but one day I went to a local mall and found several books.

Found three there on the subject. I skimmed them and got the gist of what they were saying.

They basically said that when you lied down, you needed to neutralize all of your senses.

They suggest you focus on a point outside of your body that you'd like to go to, as you're falling asleep.

Then I started a habit of trying to leave my body every time I went to sleep.

Some nights I would forget to try, but most nights I would try, and then fall asleep.

I probably tried about 45 nights over a two month period.

One night in particular, I tried to leave my body and ended up falling asleep like usual.

I woke up, and thought to myself that I had tried again, and failed as usual.

Then I tried to just go back to sleep. The room was really dark and quiet.

I started to feel like my feet were falling asleep, kind-of tingly.

Next my legs felt the same way, and then my fingertips too. Then my hands.

The comfortable feeling kept moving up my body, and I felt like I was millimeters above the mattress.

I felt very comfortable as the nice feeling was whooshing up my body. Then my ears popped.

Like on an airplane. My eyes were still closed, as I was still just trying to go back to sleep.

And my ears popped again, and again, and over and over really fast, like 15 times.

And then I felt like I was slowly floating upward. And I kept feeling that way.

After about 30 seconds, I opened my eyes.

I saw myself in bed. I was hovering about two feet above my body. Looking at myself.

I panicked! I was scared at what was happening. I didn't want to die.

I flailed, swinging my arms and legs, trying to get back into my body. I started moving forward.

After about 10 seconds, I got back to my body, and then I was back in it again.

One of my feet moved forward and kicked the window, as if I had cocked it all the way back.

I sat up on the side of the bed and promised myself that I would never forget what happened.

I was completely sober, and completely awake. That's what really happened.

The experience proved to me, that when you lose your body, you'll pop out and still be around.

* * * D - More About When I Got Born Again:

One time I bought my Mom a new age book, although I didn't know that's what it was at the time.

I read it too. A bookstore was having a meeting for people who read it, and we both went.

As we discussed the various spiritual subjects, I kept saying, "But what about what JESUS said..."

The other people there kept agreeing with me, about the points I was making.

The next morning, when I woke up, I felt different.

I had a nice feeling, mostly in my back.

It's kind of like the feeling you get when a part of your body falls asleep, or like a chill.

But a nice, comfortable feeling.

At first I thought I might have brain or nerve damage because of the feeling I was experiencing.

What happened is The HOLY SPIRIT came to me, and I got born again.

I unwittingly fulfilled the scripture, "Confession is made unto salvation", at the meeting.

I therefore suggest you take advantage of every opportunity you get, to speak similarly, to others.

HE's been with me ever since, and HE will never leave me nor forsake me. Hallelujah!

* * * E - Details About a New Age Book:

I mentioned I read a new age book. I was a believer when I did.

It had 9 principles that it taught you, that were all pretty amazing.

You had spiritual experiences as you read the book. Talk about intense.

Once I was reading a part about seeing spirits with your naked eye.

Then I started to see like little grey wisps floating around. It was pretty wild.

Another principle it had, was that all coincidences were meaningful.

After I started looking for them, I saw them everywhere, all the time.

(If you wish to be led by the devil, go ahead and do that.)

So one part said to send love, to beautiful trees, and certain things would happen.

We have a really cool tree at where I lived with my Mom.

So I loved it.

The next day, my Mom was coming home. As she was at the front door, she heard the loudest thunder strike she ever has.

The tree had 3 long cuts in it, around its trunk. But GOD left it standing.

* * * F - More About Seeing Hidden Messages:

Language and communication is something that is 'developed'.

Over time, certain things change.

"Cya!"

20 years ago, that made zero sense. Now, it makes total sense.

Etc.

Consider u = you, r = are, and a = a or and. If g = GOD and o = out, 'go' could mean 'GOD out'.

'TV' could mean 'cross victory', because t looks like a cross. X looks like a side-ways cross.

Would it not be GOD, WHO directs the development of our language?

And, what might HE accomplish there?

Do you think HE'd like to communicate with us more directly?

If all of our texting messages are reduced to a few letters per phrase, what opportunities would that provide GOD?

(i.e. Would GOD be providing, for HIMSELF, and us?)

I can try to explain it.

I c a n t r y t o e x p l a i n i t .

I see a new cross our why cross oh ever side-ways cross person love an eye new I cross .

(Swapping hour for our, and loves for love, would be perfectly acceptable.)

I see a new cross hour. (Could be ominous.)

Why cross?

Oh, ever side-ways cross.

Person loves an eye. (Sounds egotistical.)

New I cross.

I stuck random words in for most of the letters.

Here's the deal:

Obviously, depending on what words you use for each letter, it will make the message different.

I 'developed' meanings for most of the letters. Certain words for each one.

I've lost them.

(I may have them. At some point I may attempt to find them, but, they may also very well be gone.)

When they were applied, it all started making a 'heck' of a lot more sense.

I was 100% persuaded that I was reading another message, embedded in all of our others, from GOD.

This sort of thinking is safe. Maybe you can find the right words.

Or perhaps there aren't any. But, I sure did a lot of reading.

* * * G - The Ultimate Words:

When I lost my mind, a lot of it involved WORDS.

WORDS, became critically important. See James 3:2 real quick.

These are what I would call, "The Ultimate Words".

If you feel you are under demonic attack,

I found that drawing a cross on my forehead, and using these Words,

was the most useful, comforting and effective help.

GOD

GOD The FATHER, GOD The SON, And GOD The HOLY SPIRIT.

"JESUS Is LORD."

"Pray without ceasing." Use: 'To, By and Through.' And;

"No other NAME is given among men by which they may be saved."

These Words were priceless to me.

Clear Words are, when your mind isn't right.

They are worth noting.

* * * H - Looking Forward:

Did you know, that if JESUS doesn't return to Earth by 2052, that would prove the Bible is a lie?

It's true.

If HE doesn't return by then, burn your Bible. It's trash. Its Words are lies.

Because according to the Bible,

HE will. By then.

(Within 100 years of the re-formation of Israel.)

* * * I - Believing in GOD:

I'm not religious. I do observe the Bible though, but am not interested in any other aspects of religion.

I do believe in GOD. And I clearly remember when I chose to, when I was young.

I would imagine, that the GOD I believe in, would say to a person that didn't believe that THEY existed,

"What about all of the evidence of MY existence? Are you that dim MY child?"

Because there's quite a lot.

I look at the complexity and design of the human body, as unachievable without GOD doing it.

I look at the fact that a MAN fulfilled between 300 to 1200 scriptural prophecies in HIS lifetime;

Statistically more impossible than evolution.

I look at how HE said to "number the stars, if you can", thousands of years ago;

And yet today, we still will never be able to do so.

Etc.

I see not just 3 examples, but hundreds.

I'll also say, belief in GOD fosters good moral conduct, while the opposite also holds true.

And if there is no GOD, it's logically wiser to be evil, in my opinion.

(For reasons I explain below, I'm of the opinion you don't HAVE to believe in JESUS Before You Die, to enter Heaven.

But: That's no reason not to, and doing so assures you of your salvation,

(that you will go to Heaven,) and your soul's not something to take risks with.)

Believing in HIM when HE doesn't exist = a better life. Not believing in HIM when HE does exist = Hell for eternity.

So, I hope I'm right, and many non-believers are saved. (I, do believe in HIM.)

You won't get any pressure from me, just my honest thoughts.

* * * J - Religion:

Nobody talks about religion.

Perhaps we feel like it requires too much politeness and sensitivity, for us to even bother to try to discuss it.

I know I do sometimes.

These are my thoughts. If you're easily offended, please don't read them.

And, please correct any errors.

There are three major religions: (Actually more, but I cover those below.)

Three Major Religions.

Judaism

Christianity

Islam

And then there are also many others.

Personally, I would think that the true GOD's religion would have some measure of popularity.

Read them all. In the end:

JESUS saves. No one else on Earth does. And HE said to "Love your enemies."

The Jews believe the Old Testament. They just don't think JESUS is the Messiah. Isaiah 29:10, is why.

Islam's Quoran teaches to, "Kill your enemies." That's why there were 19 attackers, on 9/11/01.

(The Bible (Christianity) also teaches that "GOD blesses those who bless the Jews, and curses those who curse the Jews."

As they are HIS chosen people.)

(Also, Jews do not necessarily believe in Heaven;

Their entrance into Heaven is most likely ensured by one of their Abrahamic covenants.)

So morally Judeo-Christianity and Islam are opposed.

If, the Bible is from GOD, then, where is the Quoran from?

And then, how well is it working?

That's what's up.

(I explain how I think non-Christians (such as Muslims) are saved, below.)

Mormonism, I don't buy it. That book is a fail, in my opinion.

Jehovah's Witnesses, only 100,000 saved? I'd think the devil won.

Baptists, I'm a believer in JESUS who is also born again and filled with The HOLY SPIRIT.

I've felt HIS presence since the morning HE came to me, the day after I witnessed about JESUS.

I'm PRETTY SURE I've never gotten dunked, and I'm PRETTY SURE, I don't NEED to.

Or, are you saying that I still do?!?

Catholics, YOU ARE THE PHYSICAL CHURCH, PLUS ALL OF THE PROTESTANTS.

Purgatory is unscriptural, it does not exist.

JESUS paid for our sins, forgiven sinners are 100% forgiven for all of them,

and will pay nothing for any of them at all, other than a talking to.

We confess our sins to GOD and others, not necessarily to priests.

Also, much of your activity appears incorrect to me. Etc.

A Protestant, is a Christian, that's not a Catholic.

(The Catholics, (The Catholic Church,) have edited GOD's Word, (a big no-no,)

added Purgatory, added Confessionals, added various Practices and Rituals, etc.)

Lutheran's, you are theologically incorrect in one area, which at the moment, escapes me.

Otherwise, you are pretty close to what is most right.

Hinduism/Buddhism, whatever. (I think I know how these people are saved, I explain below.)

Voodoo, enjoy your destiny. GOD is not mocked.

What else is there?

New Age, only JESUS saves. And see Voodoo notes.

There are MANY MANY MANY denominations.

What matters, is this:

The Bible says, "Do not forsake the gathering of yourselves together."

That, is WHY, you go to church. Period.

So you simply need fellow believers. (In JESUS. Did I need to specify that?!?)

That you can successfully learn from, and socialize with.

A healthy environment with people who edify you, and help you grow.

That brings you happiness, and advancement in knowledge and understanding.

SCRIPTURALLY BASED. = BIBLE FOCUSED. = READING THE BIBLE ALOUD, A LOT.

AND NO OTHER BOOKS COMPARE.

If your church says that other books are equally useful on your 'journey', leave immediately, and never return.

Other books may be helpful, but not, equal.

A BUNCH OF 'FLIM-FLAM', IS: NEW AGE, NOT BELIEVERS. NOT CHRISTIANS.

That's what's important. Whatever your denomination is, understand it, and then work to correct it.

I used to watch the news all the time, before I had my experience. Now, I never watch it.

I saw there were more terror attacks. I don't know the source, but I'd like to repeat something.

Americans can be slow nowadays.

The Quoran/Koran teaches to kill your enemies, the Bible teaches to love your enemies. They are opposed.

REMEMBER 9/11, IT CAME FROM THEIR INSTRUCTIONS, IN THEIR BOOK. Not fanatics.

That's why there were NINETEEN of them.

(So, where did their book(s) come from then? It's obvious enough for a 3 year-old to guess that.

And, is this the first time that you've realized that? Also, do you now understand the situation better?)

I hope so.

That's the full scoop, on 'Religion'.

* * * K - The Afterlife:

After my experiences, I can't help but make comments on this subject.

Skip them if you'd like.

The Bible says you must believe in JESUS, to enter Heaven.

But Abraham died before JESUS was born.

And according to Luke, Abraham went to Heaven.

So, explain it.

When Abraham died, he saw JESUS, believed in HIM, and entered Heaven.

Consider this:

A jerk, who says they believe in JESUS, does not.

A nice person, who says they believe in JESUS, does.

A jerk, who says they do not believe in JESUS, does not.

A nice person, who says they do not believe in JESUS, actually does.

You know what? "GOD is Just." And there you go.

The Bible teaches that "many" will be lost, and "few" will be saved.

There aren't any scriptures that I find more troubling.

I hope none of you ever suffer 1/4 as much as I have.

There is no purgatory, see the Bible Catholics.

If there was a purgatory, it'd probably be exactly like what I went through.

I'm still figuring it out. But it wasn't that, there is no such thing, because JESUS did that.

There's Heaven, Hades and Hell. Everybody that's going to Hell, goes to Hades first.

Hades is a huge, Hell-like fire-pit, in the center of the Earth.

Hell, is much like a black hole. (Which also has black flames.) So much so, that it probably is one.

(I recently discovered that there's a place called, 'Trollville', that's located there.)

Hell.

Nice people:

I have experiences and knowledge that you have much to be happy about and look forward to after death.

Congratulations, and I'll see each one of you there. I'm sure.

Jerks:

Some people don't believe in Hell.

Because of how terrible it is, I honestly hope that I'm wrong and they're right.

But I'm not. That lake scared the hell out of me. I just keep thinking about it.

Maybe I went through this, so I could spread this warning.

Your imagination can be expanded in the area of suffering and pain.

I can tell you from personal experience, your future is more horrible than you can possibly imagine.

And let me tell you, the amount a person can suffer is probably a whole lot greater than you currently expect.

I mean, man, you just can't imagine.

I have experiences and knowledge that you have much to be immensely terrified of,

much of which is beyond your ability to conceive at this time.

And even then, much of it will remain beyond your ability to comprehend, as you experience it.

I would do everything in my power, to escape your future.

What I went through, would kill some of you. And I know, it is NOTHING, next to

w H a T y O u ' r E f A c I n G

Whoa indeed.

And, if you're some punk who doesn't fear GOD, you'll have even more fun!

I, went through a hellish TRIAL. Hell itself, is EXTREMELY WORSE. I would avoid it at ALL COSTS.

I love people! And, I would kill all of you, to avoid it, if that's what it took. It's that bad.

If some jerk tries to bother me, I just remember what they're going to get, and pity them.

If you tell someone to not walk off a cliff, and they do, do you feel sorry for them?

No, you laugh at them. I won't pity a fool I've warned. And others won't either.

It's hard to imagine, unimaginable. But it's real, and it's out there. And,

Tick-tock.

.EnAsNi DnOyEb SI Ti

You've begun. It just gets worse.

Trust me.

I once heard a man on TV talk about his personal experience.

He died in a hospital. Next, he was sinking into Hades.

He saw it below him, and he described it to us on TV.

He said he screamed out for JESUS repeatedly.

And the next thing he knew, he was back in his body.

Pastor John Hagee once told a story about a punk.

A man came into his church one day, and made a scene.

He shouted f GOD this and f GOD that, in the church, and then he left.

Then Pastor Hagee gets a phone call, shortly after.

One of his flock was in the hospital, and they wanted him to come down.

He was walking by a construction site, and some metal pipes broke loose and crushed him.

When Pastor Hagee got to the hospital, he heard a man screaming.

He went to him. He was clawing his mattress hard, screaming about flames. He tore his mattress.

He practically screamed his head off, and then he died.

(It was the same man.)

True story. Ask him.

Some people compare themselves to JESUS. They're called Christians, and they go to Heaven when they die.

Some people compare themselves to other people.

I'm not done. Make certain you read sections 'O' and 'P' also.

* * * L - The Hand of GOD:

Did you know that a Christian can do what is known as, praying for

"The Hand of GOD"?

Yes. A Christian can pray for "The Hand of GOD" over whatever situation they'd like.

It's devastating. Use only when absolutely necessary.

Then, watch.

I've seen It a few times. Devastation comes first.

Try it yourself if you need it, and you'll see GOD in action.

It's the easiest way I know of to see prayer results quickly and easily.

Every time.

* * * M - GOD is Sovereign:

People don't realize that GOD is "Sovereign". People today don't even know what that Word means. As predicted.

GOD does whatever HE wants.

Period.

People need to realize that. What do you think HE did to me? Lol!

In the Bible it says there are 7 things GOD cannot do.

Let me do something I never ever do.

BS.

Proof:

One of them is "lying".

There is a story in the Bible where GOD wanted to mis-lead an attacking army, towards a trap.

He told a man to lie to them, about which direction they needed to go in.

Circumvented.

There is NOTHING, that HE cannot do.

* * * N - Politics:

Hillary Clinton, Donald Trump and Gary Johnson.

Hillary Clinton will win, good for women's rights, otherwise bad for all of us.

Donald Trump has better policies, but could get us all killed.

Third-party is the best option, (Gary Johnson,) and they don't have a prayer.

That covers it.

* * * O - Troll Identification:

Trolls are *very easy* to spot. (If you read 2 Timothy 3:2-7, they're just like that.)

2 Timothy 3:1-7 - "But know this, that in the last days perilous times will come: For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away! For of this sort are those who creep into households and make captives of gullible women loaded down with sins, led away by various lusts, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

Matthew 7:16 - "You will know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes from thornbushes or figs from thistles?"

Also, they are normally: Thoughtless, Insulting, Rude, Disrespectful, Emotional, Hysterical, Personal, Outrageous, Egotistical, Proud, Have Reading Comprehension Problems, Fail to Understand, Bad at Spelling and Grammar, Shallow, 'Empty', Ignorant, Uneducated, Know Nothing, Stupid, Fearful, Insecure, Projecting on Others, ALWAYS Wrong, (like they can't help it,) and I could go on and on! They never receive, or even acknowledge, correction, and they also never stay on the same point, after each one. And it's also VERY COMMON, that their feelings appear 'hurt', for some reason. (Before you've said anything, to them!)

Matthew 12:36 - "But I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment."

Matthew 7:5 - "Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

They are *easy* to identify, they simply contribute *nothing of value* to the thread.

That's the *proof*, that they're trolls. Simple enough.

(The information in the Advertising section, doesn't work for trolls. But you go ahead and try!)

It's this simple:

1. I treat someone like JESUS.

2. They indicate their eternal destiny, by treating me, either Good, or Bad.

3. It's that simple.

(Four or five scriptures would make this crystal-clear. You look them up.)

How are you faring?

Trolls, the next section is written mostly for you. I absolutely insist that you read it.

* * * P - Who's Going Where:

There are a *lot* of people.

(Six to seven billion alive on Earth at the moment, plus billions and billions and billions more in the past.

Plus all of the future. Quite a lot.)

Many are quite excellent. Unfortunately, many more, are very far from it.

I used to pray to GOD every night, to save everyone. To find a way to do so, and do it. Hell's pretty bad.

I've been through a lot. And I post my story up (in certain places,) and get tons of troll comments. It's dis-heartening.

There are individuals like the devil. Hitler, several who killed many more, police who murder, pedophile rapists, etc.

I realized that GOD has the power and ability to save all of us, already. HE did it all.

And yet still, even though HE loves each of us even more than we love ourselves, it is still "many" and "few".

Why? Because GOD is putting nice people in Heaven, and the rest in a furnace. That's why. (Get older.)

*Millions of people*, say the Sinner's Prayer, think that they're 'all-set for Heaven', and *forget all about GOD*.

Because people tell them, "If you mean it when you say it, you'll be saved." And it's true. See the above sentence.

You shall know them by their fruits. Millions have zero fruit. Not a single one. And off to Hell, they all will go.

People forget that it's JESUS WHO decides if you really believe in HIM. If you never do anything for HIM, *YOU DON'T*.

[The devil believes in JESUS, and he used to do things for HIM, and he isn't going to Heaven.

He's there now, but his soon-approaching eternity is already decided. Hell was actually made for him.]

Millions of people, will be informed, that they believe in JESUS, EVEN THOUGH THEY NEVER HEARD OF HIM!

*AND ALSO*:

*Millions*, of *Christian believers*, are going to have an extremely bad day, followed by, Hell for eternity.

Matthew 7:21-23. And if they're getting sent;

EVERY SINGLE As-hole, Jerk, Punk and Troll, will also go there. *Not a single one*, will escape.

Not one.

When you indicate you are a troll, I'll refer you here. You're going to Hell. Enjoy it.

And, don't get hit by a bus, b----. And, "Bye!"

(For trolls only:)

(X- Filter, Consider This) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUTdb1r8U3c

(GOD loves you. You're breathing. Good luck. I already prayed for you.)

(Please go away. Leave my thread.)

Or I'll say another prayer. And Mine, get answered. See you at the judgment, if not before then.

(Well actually, we'll be at different ones, so I won't. BuT, T A K E c A R E E ! )

Pastor John Hagee once said, "Crying, is proof that there's something in you worth saving."

And I think it's true.

(Technically, this is a wildly inaccurate statement, that said:) You'll get what you deserve.

"GOD is Just."

* * * Q - Shrewd:

JESUS said that the biggest problem with most Christians, is that they aren't "shrewd" enough.

HE taught us that we should treat each-other, as if we were dealing with HIM.

We are supposed to both act like JESUS, and also, treat others, as though they're JESUS.

HE also taught us to "Turn the other cheek." Meaning, if someone hits you, you let them hit you again.

What a lot of Christians overlook here, is that we only have 2.

You cannot treat an uncivilized person in a civilized manner. Or they will walk all over you.

When they press you to cross the line, stop, and let them know what's REALLY up.

Then, if you did it right, they'll never do it again.

And then you can return to Christ-like behavior. (As though you left it. THINK AGAIN.)

If you enjoy my music, enjoy some more!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpndTkxFkVY&list=PLGRmTpN4dQDTaUDTGY0L8CQnajXKiQ0dh

(They're currently in this order:

The first track just rocks, it's staying there at this time.

The first 63 tracks, are newer, and are in Alphabetical order at the moment.

The last 12 tracks are older, and are also in Alphabetical order at the moment.

Enjoy track 1, look over the older tracks at the end, (they're interesting.)

Then, hit: *SHUFFLE*! )

Enjoy!

* * * R - Advertising:

I have a lot of life experience, not listed in the story.

For example, I have extensive experience in Advertising.

If you apply this information, you may be able to relatively-easily, make millions of dollars.

[The Bible talks about money four times as much as salvation. Your attitude about it, is very important to GOD.

"The love of money is the root of all evil." And, "It is harder for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven."

Also, "You can do nothing, apart from GOD." So, keep that in mind, "Guard your heart above all", and be careful.]

* Direct-Mail:

The most common get-rich-quick scheme suggests that if you re-mail the program,

a small response of just 7.5%, will make you $50,000 in 90 days.

(Mail $1 to 5 people listed, then remove the top name, and add your name to the bottom.

Then buy a small mailing list, of 200 Opportunity Seekers, and re-mail it out to all of them.)

They show you that it works out mathematically. And it does.

In 'direct-mail', a 0.5% response, is normally considered 'phenomenal'. (That's 1 in 200.)

(It actually beats 0.5%.) But, that's still why the scheme fails. Plus, two other reasons:

It's illegal, (no product.) And also, there was nothing forcing people, to send their $5.

Many people would realize that, and re-make the scheme attempting to fix those problems.

They made it so that there were 5 'informational reports', re-distributed after getting the $5.

It achieved legality, but the response became even more dismal, and also, it could simply be copied,

and fake reports could be made-up, allowing people to still avoid, sending their $5.

If you do direct-mailings, there are companies you can hire to do them for you.

You'll save big, both on doing tons of work, and they also pay bulk-rate for the postage.

If your product is an 'Informational Report', those same companies can also:

Make copies, fill all of your orders for you, send you sales reports, and also checks!

(Regardless of your Advertising methods!)

And if it isn't an 'Informational Report', they can instead handle 'product drop-shipping' for you!

You need to read some books before attempting to make your first direct-mail sales-pitch.

But, you should go ahead and make it now anyway. Then read the books, and see what you're learning.

(To get you started in the right direction, Lawrence Tabak says to, "Tell a Passionate Story.")

Test mailings as small as 200 should be sufficient. Or 250 to 500 maximum.

You'll need to buy a bulk-rate mailing permit before doing large mailings.

You'll need to purchase 'Mailing Lists'. Mailing list qualities, (which are CRITICAL,) vary widely.

Buy 1000, from 3 different companies, and take 1/3 from each, for each mailing. Note who's who.

Buy from the best list, and continue testing other companies while testing your pitches.

Mailed responses come in a bell-curve, similar to what I explain for 'classified' below.

But more like 4 weeks.

Some principles from, "How To Fatten Your Wallet In No Time Flat!", (from the 'Textbook List' below.):

1. There is no such thing as too much business.

2. Systems make more money than people do.

3. Leverage lets you leap-frog from little to big.

4. Find out what works and keep doing it.

5. If you fall in love with your product, you are lost.

6. If you fall in love with a technology to produce your product you are lost. Or a process.

7. Ask the market, it will tell you. Go to the market, you can't deposit your ego.

8. Visionaries die broke.

9. Where there's a market, there's money to be made.

10. You can learn more from people who say no, than from people who say yes.*

11. Every buyer buys again, why not buy from you?

12. Why just make a sale, why not make a relationship?

13. Never sell a product without a back-end.

14. When you fill an order, always include an offer for another product or service.

15. Never think of a sale as an end, think of it as a beginning.

16. Test, Test, Test.

4 Resources: Time, Money, Imagination, Talent.

A 'Lead', is someone who 'holds up their hand'.

Sell the 'hole'. (Not the 'drill'.)

*(For #10, test your pitch, in-person. Then you can quickly, easily and cheaply, find out 'why'.)

* Classified:

Some of the direct-mail principles above, can also be applied to 'classified' Advertising.

In 'classified' Advertising, the main principle is ROI, which is, "Return On Investment".

(That's true with any method, but with this method, that's the main focus.)

First you test several ads cheaply and locally. Then once you have a 'Winner':

There's a company that will place your ad by states and regionally at a huge discount.

Raising your ROI significantly. (And saving you a ton of work.) They are a secret, that I know.

Mailed responses, come over a period of about 3 weeks, with most coming during days 3 to 11.

* Both Direct-Mail and Classified:

"FREE!", is the most powerful word in Advertising. The second, is "NEW!"

The most effective headlines, are those that convey a "Benefit", to the reader.

And adding the promise of "News", makes it even more compelling to the reader.

The best product, is an 'Informational Report', with *wide appeal* and/or *high value*.

The best prices end in .95. The second best end in .00.

And surprisingly, higher prices, are often more profitable over-all. So test several.

Often you may find that combining two types of Advertising can produce the best results.

For a variety of reasons. This is called, a "Two-Step Ad". Here's one practical example:

A common saying in Advertising is, "The more you tell, the more you sell." And it's true.

Classified Advertising doesn't work well for that because of space constraints, but direct-mail does.

However, direct-mailing a very long sales-pitch, can be a relatively expensive proposition.

So, you may desire to 'pre-qualify your prospects', by first using a classified ad.

And then send those respondents, who demonstrate interest, your costly direct-mail sales-pitch.

Occasionally invest $50 to $100, testing Advertising, (that you make,) to sell your products.

If you get a 'Winner': Good news. Congratulations. Because you're an instant millionaire.

Great results, always reproduce. You then simply go nation-wide, and *rake it all in*.

And then also, do multiple waves across the country. Making tons more, for as long as it's profitable.

(That's what the people who are selling stuff on TV, and in your mail, are doing.)

* Network-Marketing:

I once had a 'network-marketing' organization with over 100 members. It was exploding.

We had the best deal in the entire market, period.

It was the easiest thing to sell, that I ever sold. It was the easiest thing to sell on Earth, ever.

I was set for life.

Then, the entire long-distance industry collapsed, in one day.

How often does *that* occur? In one day? In one day?

Network Marketing.

Amway is a tremendous 'network-marketing' opportunity.

The key is to keep from being 'front-loaded', or, 'forced to buy training materials and tickets to meetings'.

Many unscrupulous branches of the network, do those two things to people. The second, in the name of 'love'.

Being 'front-loaded', means being forced to buy a lot of inventory. (Only buy your kit. And, anything you'd like to get.)

They strongly avoid mentioning, all of the money that they make on the training materials and meetings.

(The secret is, it's over half.) Buy some materials, and go to some meetings. Not all that they push.

*If you can handle the obnoxious upline properly*, it is a spectacular financial opportunity.

If you have network-marketing experience, try contacting the company directly, to join.

Otherwise, you'll need a lot of help to master what's called the Pattern, the System, the paperwork, and everything else.

So in that case, carefully choose a distributor/upline to sign-up under. Someone, who has successful people, under them.

And a nice person. You will be making them money, and also potentially be spending your lifetimes together.

* Textbook List:

If you'd like to master Advertising, start with these titles:

"POSITIONING - THE BATTLE FOR YOUR MIND" - Al Ries and Jack Trout

\- Considered the best book about how to advertise in modern times.

It explains how to be seen and heard in an over-crowded marketplace.

It is also mandatory reading before choosing a Company or Product Name.

"My Life in Advertising & Scientific Advertising" - Claude C. Hopkins

\- A very old text, the Advertising textbook.

For all Advertising methods.

"OGILVY ON ADVERTISING" - David Ogilvy

\- An old text, the second Advertising textbook.

Particularly covers Print Advertising.

"How To Fatten Your Wallet In No Time Flat!" - Lawrence Tabak

\- Direct-mail multi-millionaire explains his methods.

A few excerpts are above, in the 'Direct-Mail' section.

"HOW I RAISED MYSELF FROM FAILURE TO SUCCESS IN SELLING" - Frank Bettger

\- An old text, the textbook for 'How to Sell'.

Highly recommended by Dale Carnegie.

It is also mandatory reading for Network-Marketers.

Also:

"SKILL WITH PEOPLE" - Les Giblin.

A very short, very enlightening, and very useful, coverage of the subject.

It is also mandatory reading for Network-Marketers.

(Many in Amway used to sell it to new distributors. They still may.)

"THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG" - David J Schwartz, Ph.D.

This is a spectacular book that is designed to increase your success in life.

Highly recommended for everybody, mandatory reading for Network-Marketers.

(Many in Amway used to sell it to new distributors. They still may.)

"BORN TO WIN" - Lewis Timberlake

Similar to "THE MAGIC OF THINKING BIG", if you'd like more. Excellent book.

* * * S - You Just Never Know What's Coming:

Once when I was in the service, I got promoted to Corporal.

So everybody's in formation, and they announce the promotions.

Then, everybody that got promoted, gets to step forward,

and the two biggest guys in the platoon, hit each one of them in the shoulders.

Then it was my turn. I stepped up.

They secretly picked a number between 1 and 3, and then they hit you on that number.

(That's how they do it, holding up their hands behind you.)

Then,

POW! They both KNEED me in my THIGHS! HARD!

OW!!! I WENT DOWN!

HEH! Ya, straight to the ground. They carried me to a cot.

You can't believe how much that hurts.

They call that getting your blood stripes. I learned that then.

You just never know what's coming.

Take care.

* * * T - Answers:

This is my first book! I wrote it many, many years ago.

I stitched 27 or 28 copies together by hand, and passed out 25 of them.

It's a 'flip-book', where first you read the Question, and then turn the page, to see the Answer.

Unfortunately this format doesn't allow for that. (It's more fun to read that way!)

After I re-published this, I noticed that I changed two of the Answers, while I was crazy. (#42, and #99.)

After reviewing the changes, I've decided to leave them.

Enjoy!

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Answers  
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_Stephen D. Summers

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This book is dedicated to the best friend I've ever had (after JESUS,) my cousin, Joel Matthew Summers. And to my parents Doug and Peggy, and to my brother, Andy.

This book is presented in a question and answer format. It seems to be an easier way to communicate spiritual information. Somewhat like how JESUS told parables (small stories.) It's an easier way to make points.

This book contains my current opinions. I may be wrong on a thing or two (or three.) If you are to disagree with me, please use scripture to support your supposition. There's no stronger way to make an argument. In fact, the supreme court used to always use scripture for arguments.

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1. How long did it take for GOD to create everything?

6 days.

2. Which scripture explains, how GOD created everything, in that time frame?

(Either chapter and verse, or the actual Words:)

2 Peter 3:8.

"...with the LORD one day is AS a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day."

3. If the Word tells us to do something, then it is right for us to tell others to do those good things also.

What is it scripturally called, when we tell others, (that we do not have proper authority over,) to do things, which are not specifically in (or very obviously strongly supported by,) the Word?

"Witchcraft."

4. According to scripture, define "worldliness":

1 John 2:15-16, 2 Timothy 3:2-7, etc. See also Romans 12:2.

* 1 John 2:15-16 "Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the FATHER is not in him. For all that is in the world-the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life-is not of the FATHER but is of the world."

* 2 Timothy 3:2-7 "For men will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, unloving, unforgiving, slanderers, without self-control, brutal, despisers of good, traitors, headstrong, haughty, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of GOD, having a form of godliness but denying its power. And from such people turn away! For of this sort are those who creep into households and make captives of gullible women loaded down with sins, led away by various lusts, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

* Romans 12:2 "And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of GOD."

5. JESUS told us to do many things.

A. What was the first thing HE told us to do?

Matthew 4:17.

B. What was the thing HE told us to do first?

Matthew 6:33.

C. What did HE most often tell us to do?

"Fear not."

D. What did HE tell us to do above all?

"Guard your heart."

* Matthew 4:17 "From that time JESUS began to preach and to say, 'Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand.'"

* Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the Kingdom of GOD and HIS righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."

6. According to scripture, what is "work"?

To do the will of GOD.

7. Is it scripturally correct, (meaning right,) to "have a Plan B"?

No.

8. Please provide any scripture(s) which support(s) your last answer:

John 14:14, Matthew 7:7-11, etc.

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* John 14:14 "If you ask anything in MY name, I will do it."

* Matthew 7:7-11 "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your FATHER WHO is in Heaven give good things to those who ask HIM!"

9. Can a person who believes in JESUS, go to Hell?

Yes.

10. Please provide any scripture(s) which support(s) your last answer:

Matthew 7:21-23

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* Matthew 7:21-23 "Not everyone who says to ME, 'LORD, LORD,' shall enter the Kingdom of Heaven, but he who does the will of MY FATHER in Heaven. Many will say to ME in that day, 'LORD, LORD, have we not prophesied in YOUR name, cast out demons in YOUR name, and done many wonders in YOUR name?' And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from ME, you who practice lawlessness!'"

11. Can a person who doesn't believe in JESUS, go to Heaven?

Yes.

12. Please provide any scripture(s) which support(s) your last answer:

Abraham is in Heaven, and he died before JESUS was born. Proof he's in Heaven, is in Luke 16:22-23, and elsewhere.

Another, better answer, is Luke 10:25-28. Notice that JESUS doesn't mention that the man must also believe in HIM.

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* Luke 16:22-23 "So it was that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels to Abraham's bosom. The rich man also died and was buried. And being in torments in Hades, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom."

* Luke 10:25-28 "And behold, a certain lawyer stood up and tested HIM, saying, 'TEACHER, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?' HE said to him, 'What is written in the law? What is your reading of it?' So he answered and said, 'You shall love the LORD your GOD with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself.' And HE said to him, 'You have answered rightly; do this and you will live.'"

13. What does the Bible say more about, Money or Salvation?

"Money", is talked about in the Bible four times as much as "salvation" is.

14. What does the Bible say about aliens, UFOs and crop circles?

In short: There are no aliens. If you see one, you're seeing either a "demon", or a "deception."

There are UFOs. They are not spacecraft, they are "fallen angels", working to "deceive" man.

There are real crop circles. The Bible speaks of "Signs in the Earth", in "the last days."

15. What did JESUS warn us about in the last days?

"Deception."

16. The generation that sees what, will see the return of JESUS?

The rebirth of Israel.

17. How long is a generation, in the Bible?

40 to 100 years.

18. What is the root of all evil?

"The love of money."

19. What is the "Rapture"?

1 Thessalonians 4:16-17.

* 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 "For the LORD HIMSELF will descend from Heaven with a shout, with the voice of an archangel, and with the trumpet of GOD. And the dead in CHRIST will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the LORD in the air. And thus we shall always be with the LORD."

20. Is the word "Rapture" in the Bible?

No.

21. Does the Bible say the rapture will occur?

Yes. (1 Thessalonians 4:16-17.)

* 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 "For the LORD HIMSELF will descend from Heaven with a shout, with the voice of an archangel, and with the trumpet of GOD. And the dead in CHRIST will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the LORD in the air. And thus we shall always be with the LORD."

22. How many prophecies are needed to be fulfilled, before the rapture of JESUS can occur?

0.

23. How many prophecies are left that could occur, before the rapture of JESUS?

1. (The rebuilding of the outer court on the temple mount.)

24. Approximately how many prophecies, did JESUS fulfill in HIS life (on Earth)?

Over 300. (Perhaps over 1000, if you consider details.)

25. According to the science of probability, what are the odds of that occurring?

1 in a number so big it would take an encyclopedia set to write it down.

26. Which old-testament scripture explains why the Jews do not believe in JESUS?

Isaiah 29:10.

* Isaiah 29:10 "For the LORD has poured out on you The spirit of deep sleep, And has closed your eyes, namely, the prophets; And HE has covered your heads, namely, the seers."

27. According to the science of probability, what are the odds of evolution occurring?

1 in a number so big it would take an encyclopedia set to write it down.

28. Is it a sin to be afraid, worried or concerned? Please elaborate:

Yes. See 5, part C. (Fear is negative faith, or faith in the devil.)

29. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing comes by what?

"The Word of GOD."

30. What does "repent" mean?

To turn away from sin; To think differently or afterwards; To reconsider; To change direction; To return to your highest level.

31. If you have $200, and someone asks you for $100, what does the Bible say you are to do?

Give it to them.

32. What would you do, honestly:

Give it to them.

33. Does the Bible support reincarnation?

Yes.

34. If you answered "No", please explain Matthew 17:12-13:

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* Matthew 17:12-13 "'But I say to you that Elijah has come already, and they did not know him but did to him whatever they wished. Likewise the SON OF MAN is also about to suffer at their hands.' Then the disciples understood that HE spoke to them of John the Baptist."

35. Is it scripturally correct for a Christian to think of themselves, as "providing for themselves"?

No.

36. Please elaborate:

GOD is your Provider.

37. How did JESUS respond to temptation?

HE cited scriptures.

38. Where is the Ark of the Covenant today?

(This answer is not given.)

39. Does the Bible have a secret code in it?

Yes.

40. What is JESUS' actual birthday, according to our current calendar?

September 11, 3 BC. (The 1st of Tishri, in 3 BC.)

41. According to the Bible code, what forces did Einstein leave out of his grand unification theory?

"Good and Evil."

42. What does the Bible code have to say about Benjamin Netanyahu?

That he's to be "assassinated". And, that his assassination has been "rescinded".

43. Is most of the information that is available about the Bible code, true or false?

False.

44. Scripturally, are you presently in a "war"?

Yes.

45. Man is a ______, who possesses a ____, and lives in a ____.

"Spirit."

"Soul."

"Body."

46. According to the Bible, if Israel possesses the Ark of the Covenant, could they lose a war?

No.

47. Who authored the Bible?

GOD.

48. With GOD, ___ things are possible?

"All."

49. ____ without ceasing?

"Pray."

50. The just shall live by _____?

"Faith."

51. What day is "the Sabbath day"?

Saturday. The Sabbath is from sunset Friday to sunset Saturday. (Incidentally, it is believed that the days of the week have never changed.)

52. Where is GOD's Throne physically located?

(You have to have a very advanced understanding, to accept the true specific answer to this question. So I'm leaving it out.)

Added in this version.

Above Jerusalem.

(THINK, about it. GOD's Throne, does not move. (Except when HE moves it, which HE presently, isn't.)

I know. Just remember that GOD is literal. And refer to 48! And there will other surprises, too.)

53. Is it wrong to do work on the Sabbath?

No. But it is wrong to do "regular" work on the Sabbath.

54. Before a person who died can go to Hell, they have to be sentenced. Where do they wait to be sentenced?

"Hades." Which is like Hell.

55. Where is this place physically located?

The center of the Earth.

56. Is purgatory supported by scripture?

No.

57. The power of life and death is in ___ ______?

"The tongue."

58. How many books are in the Bible?

66

59. Suppose you had known Noah, (the guy who built the Ark for all the animals.) Would it be right or wrong, for you to tell him what he should be doing with his time?

Wrong.

60. Would this principle apply to everyone, or just Noah?

Everyone.

61. Have you violated this principle?

Most likely.

62. A wedding party, ran out of wine. Then Mary told JESUS about it. Then she said something to her servants. What did she say to her servants?

"Do whatever HE tells you."

63. To be the greatest of all, be the _______ of all?

"Servant."

64. You shall be _______, even as your HEAVENLY FATHER is _______?

"Perfect."

65. How does the Bible say to be perfect?

James 3:2.

* James 3:2 "For we all stumble in many things. If anyone does not stumble in word, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle the whole body."

66. Only GOD is ____?

"Good."

67. Can you succeed in life without GOD?

Not really. (Notice how I said that, instead of just "No.")

68. What does the devil want from GOD, and also, what does the devil want for you?

HIS Throne.

"Hell."

69. What is the primary difference, between a new age book, and the Bible?

"JESUS."

70. JESUS has paid for your past sins. Has HE paid for your current and future ones?

Yes.

71. GOD is ____?

"LOVE."

72. Does GOD currently Rule this world?

Yes, with a caveat: Technically, the devil currently has rulership of this world, (given to him by Adam, taken back by JESUS.) However, he has no authority over believers, and he's basically just a limited tool, mostly used by GOD.

73. Is it a sin to drink alcohol?

No. But "drunkenness" is. (JESUS' first public miracle was turning water into wine.)

74. Is it a sin to smoke cigarettes?

All chemical abuse is "sorcery".

75. Is it a sin to cuss?

Yes. Because, the Bible says, "Put away all manner of foul language." Otherwise, it wouldn't be. (There would be no foul language, if the Bible didn't say there was.)

76. Do all suicide bombers go to Hell?

No. But the vast majority do. Examples include, two retarded women, who were recently used.

77. Can a murderer go to Heaven?

Yes, although it is either harder, or less likely. (As is also the case for "rich men.") One of the two murderers hung with JESUS, went to Heaven.

78. What is the most important thing for you to do in life?

"Love GOD."

79. What is the second most?

"Love your neighbor, as yourself." This is the root of 'The Golden Rule', which is "Do unto others, as you would like them to do unto you."

80. What is the greatest tragedy?

That people and angels are going to Hell. (I must also mention, the price GOD paid for us. However, that is also joyful, because it makes it so that we can be with HIM.)

81. Do animals go to Heaven?

Yes. Pets go to Heaven, and if a believer says, "All animals are my pets," then guess what?

82. Is there another chance, for people who go to Hell?

Answer removed in this version.

83. Is killing in war, the same as murder?

Not if you're attacking militants.

84. Is capital punishment (putting someone to death) the same as murder?

Not if the person's guilty. (And the punishment fits the crime.)

85. There is a saying: "Whether you think you can, or you think you can't, you're right." According to scripture, is this true or false?

True. "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes." However, it should also be noted that, "Apart from GOD, you can do nothing."

86. Why did GOD create man?

To have friends.

87. Why did GOD create women?

"It is not good for man to be alone."

88. Suppose you're married to one person of the opposite sex, and you only have sex with them. What does GOD think about your sex life?

"The bed is undefiled."

89. Is it better to be single, or married?

"Single, if you can bear it." Otherwise, married.

90. Is it true that GOD cannot lie?

Yes, however, HE has lied by proxy. In the old testament there is a story about a foreign army attacking Israel, which GOD blinded, using a sandstorm. GOD then told someone, to lead that army to a certain place, and lie, about where he was leading them.

91. Is it true that the devil always lies?

Yes. He is incapable of speaking exactly accurate truth. Every single thing he says, is 'technically' a lie, (in some little detail, usually.) However, if you accept, believe and repeat (say) his words, you can make many of his lies, true.

92. Where do your thoughts come from?

Heaven, Hell and you. Just like in the old cartoons, with the little angel on one shoulder, and the little devil on the other. That's what it's really like.

93. Is patience a virtue?

Yes. But it isn't always the right way to go. On one hand, the Bible says "Possess your soul with patience." On the other, look at what JESUS did with the whip in the temple.

94. How does one "believe" in JESUS?

The same way you believe anything, with facts and evidence. Unlike all other books, the Words of the Bible can prove themselves, with study. Prophecy doesn't hurt either.

95. Why is there so much confusion in the world?

"Confusion is of the devil."

96. Should we obey the government?

Yes, unless they tell you to do something contrary to what GOD has told you.

97. What's the deal with 'faith healing'? Is it real?

Yes.

98. Who will win the war on terror?

JESUS.

99. How will the world end?

It won't. But if you mean the world 'as we know it': Decrypt for perfection. JESUS will then rule the world from HIS Throne in Jerusalem for 1000 years. Then later, more stuff happens.

100. (Considering James 3:2.) If when you wake up in the morning, a voice pops in your head and asks, "Do you want to live?", what is the scripturally correct response:

A. Yes. B. No. C. Other. D. I don't know.

C. Other. The scripturally correct response, is scripture itself. Such as: "The LORD is my Shepherd, I shall not want." Notice the Word "want" in both the question and the answer. You could also preface this with "No," making B. acceptable, if this is where you're coming from in your heart. Because we don't "want" for anything, get it? But answering "No," could also be taken as meaning that you actually don't want to live. So per James 3:2, I wouldn't say "No." A. Yes, can also be an acceptable answer, per: "I have set before you life and death, and good and evil. Choose life." But answering "Yes," is admitting (confessing) that you "want" life, implying that you don't have it, and that you "want" for it.

JESUS said "Let your yes be yes, and your no be no." And then basically, shut-up. But as you can see in this example, sometimes you must answer with scripture, if you wish to comply with James 3:2.

* James 3:2 "For we all stumble in many things. If anyone does not stumble in word, he is a perfect man, able also to bridle the whole body."

101. What is the most powerful scripture in the Bible?

Matthew 4:17. Notice that there are 3 confusing phrases in that single scripture. Decipher it.

* Matthew 4:17 "From that time JESUS began to preach and to say, 'Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand.'"

* Matthew 6:33 "But seek first the Kingdom of GOD and HIS righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."

102. What is the meaning of life?

See 86.

103. Describe angels:

Angels are like people, except: They are holy, without sin (except fallen angels,) and are therefore very powerful. They have wings and can fly. They are normally invisible, but they can reveal themselves to people, even appearing as a regular person.

104. Should you talk to your angels?

Not unless they're in the flesh. But you may by proxy, through GOD. However, about all you have to say to them is: " Thank-you for your help, and I'm sorry I make you work overtime."

105. Should you talk to your loved one who's passed away?

Sure, but you must do it through GOD. (It is a sin to talk with the "dead", but people in Heaven are not "dead", they are "alive".) To do this, simply say something like: "GOD, would you please let (insert name here) hear what I'm about to say? Thank-you!" And then say what you want. Bypassing GOD here though, would make it a 'technical' sin.

106. How can you discern if a spiritual leader is trying to mis-lead you?

"JESUS is LORD." If the leader boldly proclaims those three Words, and doesn't shy away from them, then they are not trying to mis-lead you. (They might be mis-leading you, but they aren't trying to.) One who shies away from those Words, is evil.

Oh, by the way, JESUS is LORD.

107. Have you learned anything of value?

Yes. GOD bless you and yours.

108. What is the number of perfection?

7.

109. What is the number of the Earth?

4.

110. What is the number of completion?

12.

111. How can we try to save everybody?

JESUS said, "Lift ME up, and I will draw all men unto MYSELF."

112. What's the surest way to know, that you'll have a relationship with GOD after you die?

Have a relationship with GOD before you die.

113. How can you hear GOD's voice?

There are several ways:

First, is your conscience. However, your conscience can become screwed-up over time. Renewing your mind to the Word, gets you back on track.

Second, (the first 'actual' answer,) is straight from HIS Word. When reading HIS Word, you'll think of situations in your life that those Words apply to. That's hearing GOD.

Third: "HE will bring to your remembrance things I have spoken to you." What this means is, suppose you're in some situation, any situation. Say for example, you need to get an hours' worth of housework done in 15 minutes. And then the following comes to your mind: "Let all things be done decently and in order." That is a scripture. That is GOD, telling you HIS thought about it. (HE knows your thinking, etc.) Or conversely, HE might remind you of, "Redeem the time." This might imply the opposite unction, for you to rush. You must hear a lot of Word for this to work, so that HE has some vocabulary to work with. (Romans 10:17 "So then faith comes by hearing, AND HEARING BY THE WORD OF GOD.")

Side Note: Have you ever noticed that when you read, you 'say' the words in your head. Our brains compute 'spoken' words. Goes along with "Faith comes by hearing..."

Fourth, there are (many) other ways also. As you grow with GOD, you'll hear HIM more clearly.

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The Bible can sometimes appear to contain conflicts.

The key is to take the Bible as a whole, in order to put everything into proper perspective. Then you can see how truths can supercede, link, and fold into one another, and how there really aren't any conflicts.

GOD bless you and yours,

Steve

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I could have easily made this book with 500 or so questions and answers. But hopefully, these are enough to help you gain a good enough understanding, so that you can continue to help yourself, and others, in these confusing and difficult times. And not be deceived.

Again, I may be wrong about some of these things, but currently, I believe every word of this. It has taken me many years and much effort to arrive at these conclusions. I hope they can act as a springboard, launching you to even higher levels of understanding.

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The End!

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