but all this is the distinction that we
want you to understand we want you to
understand that when that idea comes and
it feels good that idea that idea of
even wanting something when that idea
comes we want you to feel and know that
that idea is a manifestation it is a
manifestation that has come out of this
vortex and that impulse to act is a
manifestation it's like the woman who
wanted the hundred thousand dollars so
that she could begin to travel we wanted
her to recognize all of the journey that
she'd been on and the manifestations
that were happening before she even came
to the desire for the money to continue
the journey okay so let's do this yes so
I want a house on Martha's Vineyard yes
I want to be on the ocean I'm close to
the ocean yes so let's use this as an
example so I've been actually wanting
this for a couple of years yes it's only
really been an idea in my head it's only
been like a fantasy that I go to and
think about it periodically and yet I
haven't really seen or felt or
interpreted any signs or any ideas how I
could do this or I could do this I could
do this recognize right so why do you
think that you don't have a house on
Martha's Vineyard yet well I don't have
the money to close to it and I feel the
resistance and that I do it's all right
it's all right it's all right but the
reason that we asked the question and
the reason we're so much appreciating
your candid answer is because it's as we
were talking earlier that when you have
a belief that is dominant then the
desire can't be received in a way that
there is a viable trail to it so what
we're saying to you is that desire is
not active enough long enough before the
doubtful thought about it is dominating
the vibration of it so what you do is
you stay off the subject that brings the
doubt in other words you've got to
somehow find a way to deactivate the
doubt part of that within your
experience so do you feel wrong not
living on Martha's Vineyard no yet no
really because you're really failing
that this desire
no I don't feel wrong for anything so
this is not diminishing your sense of
value or worse no really the north part
you said I don't live there yet because
I don't have the money and then you said
not even close not even close
it's just discouragement it's not like
if you livin wrong it's not feel this is
really really storage mistreatment so
here's the question are you sometimes
when you're tapped in turned to turned
on and you in that receiving mode the
idea of that comes to you and it feels
good for a moment before you crush it
with your discouragement and your
discouragement is a vibration that is
this receiving mode okay so we just want
to ask you a simple question which
receiving mode do you think you're
mostly in the discouragement receiving
mode or the exhilaration all of the
fantastic things about living there
probably we're here so it's alright
60/40 70/30 ninety ten but it's okay
because your inner beam knows what you
want and knows where you are and so it's
constantly offering you a thought that
sort of sneaks up when you're not even
looking about that that's why your
desire will never go away it will always
be alive but the question is how close
to the receiving mode of that are you so
when you hit it head-on as we have sort
of forced you to do through our
impertinent questions here it does
activate a vibration that holds you in a
holding pattern and so you could avoid
the subject altogether and focus on
other things where it's easy for you to
stay in the receiving mode and if you
could do that you're receptive mode
about not having enough money would in
time dissipate and this would be
dominant and then you would break
through with some ideas does that make
sense to you at all can you see that
happening at all can you hear us when we
say if you could cease to offer the
vibration of disappointment and doubt
about something that the court would
float to the surface of the water and
you'd be right there where the ideas
would flow I'm gonna have to get off the
subject of owning a house period because
owning anything of whether it's a car or
whether it's a house I live in New York
City so I don't have a car I don't it's
like and I haven't had a car in years
and years
why not because I don't need one I'm in
New York and because it's too expensive
to have one alright so there's that
vibration again so what you're saying is
that there are many things that you are
living and that you're observing that
cause you on a pretty regular basis to
offer thoughts to hold a vibration to
practice a vibration that doesn't allow
you to be steadily in the receptive mode
of something that you know for sure you
want but this is the thing that we so
want you to hear if you were not
anywhere near that receptive mode oh
this is the most important thing that
you'll ever hear from us this is a
really important breakthrough for you
this is really a wonderful thing for you
to acknowledge and we're happy that
we're here as you're going to receive it
you know I gotta go I have to use the
bathroom
can we read we'll tell it to the next
guy the fact that you know for sure and
we can feel it from you we can feel the
definition of it within you the fact
that you know for sure that this is
something that you want means that you
were in the receptive mode to receive
that and means that it is so much
further along the way then you know it
exists and it is real and it will
manifest into your experience it is
absolute it is not in question it is
sure if this time-space reality has the
wherewithal to give you the contrast
that causes it to grow and you receive
the idea of it that you want it once
that has happened
you're more than 90 percent along the
way to the receiving of it you see you
just have to bring it home by not
doubting it and preventing it from
coming into your experience now we know
that's hard to hear because you are most
of you accustomed to seeing things and
having an emotional response to them so
something that you want is happening
then you have a good feeling but it's
something that you don't want is
happening then you have a bad feeling
it's not the easiest thing in the world
to be standing in the middle of
something that you do not want and have
the feeling of what you do want and yet
that really is the work so you said
something very smart you said I have to
get off the subject of that because when
I'm on the subject of that my
disappointment dominates well isn't that
nice to know you see the creative
process says ask and it is given so
you've asked it's in the
vortex and it's already right for your
plucking so if you stay on the subject
of owning things or on the subject of
scarcity or on the subject of any of
these things that are bothering you then
you continue to throw new resistance on
your path that prevents you from being
in the receptive mode where something
clicks that is the path to what you want
did you hear that let's say that there
are five subjects that are important to
you and four of them you have doubt and
disappointment about but one of them you
have no doubt or disappointment about
like what you started with us today I
have a lot of talent I have a lot of
creative ability the things that I want
often come to fruition and so as you
focus upon that one thing that doesn't
hold you in the receiving mode of
disappointment or overwhelming but holds
you in the receptive mode of positive
expectation and appreciation and passion
and enthusiasm as you focus on whatever
it is that holds you in that vibration
you're going to be in the receptive mode
of everything that's in your vortex
that's so important to understand but
you don't really know that instead you
want to talk about five things and this
one isn't working so I've got this idea
I want to live on Martha's Vineyard and
then you do processes how can I make
myself believe that your way up the
emotional scale it doesn't work does it
find something that holds you there and
use that as your excuse to be in the
receptive mode and allow everything
that's in your vortex to be realized by
you you see and so it's a process
because when you have some momentum
going about a subject and everybody does
and then you find yourself accidentally
in the receptive mode and a Culebra of
hope comes through and you feel
exhilarated about it and then your
practical mind focuses and back you go
to discouragement you see so the key is
just to not beat up on yourself about
that because that's natural whatever
momentum you've got going do you believe
us when we say that the fact the desire
occurred to you and
you spoke it with such clarity it lets
us know for sure how active and alive
this desire is within you and that if
you can stay off the subject or find a
way to be consistently on that subject
and feel good that ideas will continue
to come it has to be
it must be it is so exhilarating for us
to see the things that you asked for and
to know that they are there ripe and
ready for your plucky and it is so
exhilarating to us to watch you find
your vibrational path to them your
vibrational path and these were your
words to us and they were so wise your
vibrational path to most of the things
that you really want is not by driving
hard on the subject of them because
every subject is really two subjects
wanting it and the absence of it and so
sometimes without even knowing it that's
where your momentum is do you ever find
yourself talking about something that
you want and saying to yourself I felt
better before I wanted that but the
thing is once you've desired it and once
the desire once the manifestation of the
idea has come to you you can't back off
of that it will torture you until you
allow yourself the full manifestation of
it because all of Source Energy is on it
your inner beam is on it everything is
orchestrated the events are all lined up
the circumstances and events are all
lined up for your reception but you are
the creator of your own reality not your
inner beam your inner being cannot move
you to it your inner being can only
inspire you to it by knowing it so
powerfully you see and then when you
catch those glimmers oh it matters so
much that's why they feel so good to you
when you catch them and that's why it
feels so bad to them when you kill them
with your doubt helpful so do this
conversation bring you to more
encouragement or discouragement no I
think it's grabbing you all feel just
being able to hold that and to not let
doubts creep in if you could take your
assessment of your place in this
unfolding out of the equation and if
could make it just a practical
consequence of vibrational frequencies
just like any law based thing that
you're thinking about because what
happens to so many of you is that when
you're not getting what you want you
take it so personally as if you've done
something wrong that was almost where
Esther jumped to first what in the world
have I been doing that would cause this
thing to happen was I bad in the past
life was it something I said yesterday
but we want you to take this
self-evaluation and judgment out of it
this is just a vibrational universe this
is just frequencies that are lining up
with one another and so if you can feel
your place in it and see it as a
function of mathematics is a function of
energies and vibrations and this is
something that I must be close to
because the desire is really strong
within me so I must be close to it and
then just spend your time thinking about
anything and everything that feels good
to you while you think about it and you
do that a lot that's why you feel
compelled to say I'm a creative guy the
energies flow through me on all kinds of
things that I believe and we say there
is nothing that you need to ever doubt
again once you understand how these
energies flow you see and it's so nice
to stand in a place where there's
something that you want because the
exhilaration as you move through
inspired thought and action from a place
that is absence of what you want in two
places where it comes into greater and
greater and greater and greater view
that's what you always want as humans
you keep thinking that you're here
and those like you especially who are
accepting that you create your own
reality you so often think that Here I
am and when I get over there I'm gonna
feel so much better and you just want to
jump over there and we want you to
understand that you didn't come to be
from here over there you came for the
fun of being here and then moving over
there by your deliberate attention and
intent it's the feeling of the movement
it's the feeling of the hands in the
clay it's the conscious realization that
that thought caused this convergence and
that thought caused that convergence
that the universe is on my side and
therefore
I must be worthy things are always
working out for me no matter how it
looks at any point in time things are
always working out for me because before
any solution or any answer to a question
can come there has to be the awareness
of the problem which causes the asking
of the question there has to be a
starting place and the starting place
you must no longer condemn the starting
place and you must no longer can them
where you are you must embrace where you
are as an important and right part of
the process no matter where it is that
you are it's all right where I am this
is all right this is all right it's all
right does this is happening this is a
good thing that's happening not a bad
thing that's happening this is something
that is happening on my way to who I
really am and once you've got that then
and only then can you live happily ever
after because no matter how many of the
things that you want like a magnificent
house on Martha's Vineyard no matter how
many magnificent things that you want
and that come to fruition as soon as it
comes to fruition and even before
there's going to be something else and
something else and something else and
something else and something else and
you will always forevermore as long as
you're here in this
