

**A Message From The Highest Vibration**

Attila Vincent

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####  Table of Contents

0-a) A Message From The Highest Vibration

0-b) Introduction

0-c) Poem Story

Chapter 1 -  An Introduction to Metaphysical Concepts

Chapter 2.1 -  The Science of One

Chapter 2.2 -  Biology and Morphogenetic Fields

Chapter 2.3 -  Quantum Non-Reality

Chapter 2.4 -  Mind Bending

Chapter 3.1 -  Bibles, Ancient Texts, and Shamanism

Chapter 3.2 -  Near Death Experience

Chapter 3.3 -  The Metaphysical Superman

Chapter 3.4 -  The Grand Illusion Unfurled

Chapter 4.1 -  Credibility and Woo-Woo

Chapter 4.2 -  Basic Meditation

Chapter 4.3 -  Not So Basic Meditation and Free-style

Chapter 4.4 -  The Human Rocket Ship, and the Trip Through the Worm-Hole

Chapter 5 -  Conclusion – The Dawn of Future of Shamanism

Chapter 5 -  A Message from the Highest Vibration (A Rant by God)

#### **A Message from the Highest Vibration**

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\- Is there a Fundamental Primordial Element we missed?

\- Know the Taboo about you!

\- Is all DNA a single eco-system?

\- Was the Garden of Eden; in early Atlantis?

\- What is inside of Black Holes?

\- Know the nuts and bolts of Meditation!

\- Could we be Universal Secretions?

\- Are Ancient Texts; Ancient History?

\- Explore Fractal Holographic reality!

\- The Consciousness paradox!

\- Are we merely dimensions of a Universal Mind?

\- WTF is a Metaphysical fart?

#### **Introduction:**

This might be a hard sell to a person with narrow parameters for faith. However if you are an open minded believer in "something" I have some positive information to share with you.

What I mean to say is; that if I believe in "something" wouldn't I want to know how it works - as a fact finding mission? Not in the "Christian Scientist" way; but in a more realistic scientific modern context. The "age of reason" is nigh.

I had a couple of recent brushes with my mortal termination; which left me with some experiences that support the spiritual notion that we don't die, at least not consciously. If you study near death phenomenon alone with an open mind, and realize that even if a tiny percentage are true (although I suspect the opposite), none the less you will likely conclude there is some truth there. If you have a near death experience your self; it becomes all but impossible to deny, but that is hard to convey to another.

I'd like to begin by saying that life, all life; is an eternal conscious metaphysical energy, which evolves over time – and is reflected, in the biological scheme of things. I realize how strange and perhaps far-fetched that sounds because of the way we currently view reality – but get prepared to make some adjustments to the existing paradigm!

Science is rapidly expanding its parameters – to include the non-physical or "metaphysical" aspects that our reality is apparently based on. It is time the "spiritual people" of all denominations (if any), do the same. It is time for people who believe in "something" ideologically defined or otherwise; to demand a little validity – and some understanding of how what they believe in might work? This is the "age of reason" after all!

Science; at the quantum, biological, and conscious, and cosmic level, can no longer deny the "spooky forces" everything seems made of!

By "spooky forces" I mean Harmonics of metaphysical strings, or loops of space/time folded upon them selves at certain vibrational frequencies, to create matter at the tiniest levels. At the quantum scale these bits pop in and out of our reality, occupy more than one position, and exist outside of space/time. Perhaps this is better stated as, the "bits" when not here; "are" space/time, which as a whole, is an all inclusive property.

As well; biologically, there are valid scientific considerations that the DNA does not contain all the information internally as once thought – but actually receives the information from the environment, from a shared non-physical field. Instincts, the evolution and self organization of biology in groupings; all tell us a different tale. Morphogenetic Fields of information compound experience to evolve biology, or it wouldn't evolve. If everything you experienced died with you, and the information was not shared; the next creature wouldn't be any more developed than the last creature.

Science can no longer deny that consciousness affects matter; simply by observing and interacting with it – which is a real problem in regards to "impartial observing" in science. If the observer can affect the outcome of an experiment by watching it; "Houston we have a problem here," at least for science – because that means something! And the Universe is also proving to "be" and "operate" somewhat different than was once commonly believed, quite recently I might add. The element of "consciousness" it seems is everywhere.

There are, and have been hundreds of belief systems (perhaps thousands), and only a single Creator in all of them. Why do you suppose we keep having this same delusion as a species? This poses a problem for the least among us; who either believe in nothing, or who believe they have the only path to spirituality – and then often attempt to impose it on others, or worse condemn them. So many religions and only One God; as they say, you think we could take a hint and quit fighting over the contrived differences, and maybe recognize the premise at least!

Religion and Science; both have their place. Science is meant to keep us from believing in mysterious nonsensical religious concepts meant to control us; they just take their job too seriously. Faith based institutions; are there to explain what we all know exists and science denies, tempering information with how we experience it – but alas they also take their job too seriously!

If we ignore all the propaganda, and just think about our reality, clearly for ourselves, the solution becomes a mixture of the two as the truth. Science has been telling us what, and how this is taking place, for the most part quite accurately. Spirituality and/or conscious experience; has been telling us why our reality is taking place – so they are both mostly right, although you wouldn't think so.

I guess what I'm taking the long way around saying is; if you take the list of things that science has placed on "the mystery pile," and use it like a "dirty laundry list" to get to the truth – Bobs your Uncle.....literally. And the same I have found true of spiritual pursuits of all sorts; if I looked at them all openly. When you erase all the "hooey" and realize they are all the exact same worthy concepts, as viewed over time from different perspectives, and not enemies as we are taught; and start learning from them all – Bobs your Uncle again.....literally!

Science and faith are both avenues to explain our experience in this reality, and both are worthy pursuits. Both come to a similar conclusion when they realize everything is connected as a fact; to a Source, or a Fundamental Oneness. Life is a conscious energy, and there is very little evidence to contradict the notion; no matter the implications.

The Spiritual truth is; that most spiritual belief systems have valid concepts embedded in them – if you know how to read them. They also have some falsehoods. The point is that if you study them all without prejudice; one tells you what the other didn't. There is only One God after all; and they are just different interpretations for it, since the theme encompasses the totality. No one faith contains the totality of the spirit component; nor could it by its own admission. An all encompassing force, a totality, and an original consciousness, or Universal Over-Soul, or God if you will; is too great to pin down within a single premise or group. The only hope of approaching the real truth can only be derived by understanding them all, at a deeper level, in a fresh context.

When you put all the ancient texts and Bibles into context as books about spirituality written from various perspectives, and not faith itself; you "get it." Real spirituality is something we seldom participate in – due to our misconceptions about it. Reading and learning are meant to help teach you how to experience faith; not substitute and replace the activity. If you start to realize and practice true experiential faith (regardless of brand names or denomination) you will never go back to just reading about one version of it.

The Scientific truth is rapidly falling in line with concepts of "Oneness." All of the sub-atomic structure comes from a single shared field which is metaphysical in nature; and exists outside of space and time. The biology shares information, and has an apparent memory complex, which also exists externally and independently to some degree, from the physical biology.

The Universe came from a single point, and remains "entangled" at a metaphysical level. All you have to do to wrap your head around that concept; is realize the Universe is still the "One Thing" it started as, and it is actually "us" who are the deluded separations in it! Or as others and myself have often stated; the spaces and time that separate everything, are perhaps the false perception.

All humans can be traced back to a single source tribe; as can all belief systems. The never ending problem is that you can't have one without the other – and there is always that "One Thing" at the beginning. For example; how could there be a chicken without an egg, or an egg prior to a chicken. The "first anything" always has the same problem of explaining itself! The parent child conundrum in perpetuity is another; since the first parent could not exist were it not for being a baby – and visa versa as always of course.

This is an endless conundrum until you get it. No plant preceded a seed, and no seed could exist prior to a plant. No Singularity; equals no Universe, no Galaxies equal no Stars, likewise no Stars equals no Planets, and no Planet would equal no Biology. It is always a "you can't have one without the other" system. And the first "thing" always remains just outside of a full explanation; but in plain sight, or integral to our experience.

To explain reality and existence; requires a caveat. That "caveat" is consciousness, the same one asking the question. The very first thing ever; was consciousness – from which all matter and forces were born. That is why God, or a Creator, is always boiled down to a Force and Energy; and not an old man on a throne with a pit to cast me into – whom by the way........always needs my money! God is Consciousness or Spirit; the totality of it.

You and I are the conscious energy that is life; manifest as a biological experience. We are an Aspect, or Intention, of Creation itself; on an educational fact finding mission. Each one of us is different by design. We are the "activity" of Universal Consciousness as a manifest individuation or portal, of an infinite manifold of Mind. The observer and the observed being one and the same; is a bit of a bitch to reckon with – but there is endless confirmation to be found when life is scrutinized, not to mention immeasurable benefit.

Our lives are a difficult gift for a reason. That reason is the development and evolution of the eternal metaphysical properties that the temporary material lessons are based on. Yup; life is "Soul School." It is all about how you deal with what life throws at you. And believe it or not; the rougher the ride, the bigger the education - just like life. It's all about decisions, and how you feel about them.

If life's material trappings distract us from the lesson; some grief is served up to make us consider things worth more than wealth. If we believe in "science" for the whole explanation; unless we delude ourselves – we face the metaphysical quirks that remain unexplained and could literally constitute an excessive dirty laundry list of a mystery pile.

And no I ain't done yet; if you wholeheartedly believe in a fairytale with no basis in reality; the "facts" make you look like an idiot – because they contradict the fairytale severely. Like for an example - the earth being only 5,000 years old, or the denial of the dinosaur era. This is why people are all messed up on this planet.

To live for material wealth is a shortcoming; based on a fear of mortality. If I only get this life for example; why shouldn't I take all I can from it, even at cost to others – dog eat dog, in other words? We see all too much of this mentality in our current society.

The Religious forces in society; namely Organized Religions – are not doing any favours for those seeking the truth about what they call "God" either. A "non-experiential" version of Faith, regardless of the method employed; has no benefit above curiosity. In some respects it is a deception.

What happened to "hands on" experiencing what you believe in; versus having others interpret ancient texts for you? Selective paths to Heaven which require the suppression of free-will are a contrived concept. The "My God is better than your God" crap has to be recognized for the fertilizer it is. How did denying the spiritual worth of others with a similar belief; become the correct path to enlightenment? How does that notion embody sharing, love, and tolerance?

Like I said; if you believe in something, or anything for that matter – doesn't figuring out how it works play into development? The "nuts and bolts science" of our reality, as I see it; confirms an underlying element that we missed! That, and sharing the information with each other; seemed to be a requirement of all belief systems. Learn and Experience, Share, Tolerate, and Forgive, don't Steal, Hoard, Covet, and especially don't Kill (more accurately defined as "murder" actually). How did that become my way or the highway, or like believing only your local team, or family, or self, matter. I know how, and so do you!

If you think about it; ancient man had this right – thousands of years prior to the advent of Organized Religion, at least in practice. Some tens of thousands of years ago, Tribal Shaman meditated and experienced aspects of transcendence. If you ask the Shaman where they went, just like a near death experience, or effect of the higher practices of meditation; they will say they visited the Spirit Realm, and spoke to the Ancestors.

So you see; the basic premise of spirit continuance has existed long before they sold it to you as a "slave-based" version to limit your true potential. My point is that you are supposed to "experience" your belief in some meaningful way – not just read about it, give money, and fear an eternal skillet of Hades. Why would anyone pray for an entire lifetime to something that never responds? I can show you that the problem lies in the education to recognize the response and the method to illicit that response.

All the respectable people of faith worth admiring know this as a fact, also regardless of type of faith or method employed – experiencing this creational energy in some meaningful way, is what makes such beliefs worth anything. You'll find that people of any faith who "experience" what we are talking about in some fashion – are generally what we call a "good shit," no disrespect intended, quite the opposite.

To some the notion that we should "experience" something often deemed fictional is so far removed from the realm of possibilities; that it seems crazy. It is either beneath some to consider it, or unworthy. This I can reasonably argue is an educational dilemma. Is it so poorly that we grasp the very premise of life – and its metaphysical underpinnings? I am afraid so. I'd like to show those who are ready, some alternate answers.

Science that rules out Spirit which is defined today as Consciousness, as an actual fundamental operator, and primordial element; is to be blunt – tugging on something.....your leg, their own dork....something......because it just isn't so. The science itself tells us this, unequivocally!

All we are really talking about in simple terms is a primordial element we are embedded in; that we overlooked. You know; like fish in the pond – with no concept of what water is! This all pervasive element is what we called the Fabric of Space/Time; or to be more precise, what we called nothing! We were wrong; and it isn't the first time!

The expanding fabric of space/time, the quantum flux of the vacuum of space, or dark matter, dark energy, and dark flow, are some of the scientific names for it. The Ancient Texts just called it the "Ether" and told us that everything in manifest reality was composed entirely "Of" and "From" this primordial element they called "Ether." Bibles often refer to this as "the waters." It turns out they were right. This drives some academics nuts; but I love that we are coming to a point in scientific discoveries – that validates our history and past, rather than ridicules it.

They didn't chip all that shit on stones for countless thousands of years because they ate a bad mushroom! I mean really! Just use some elementary logic and ask yourself if all those different cultures, throughout all those different times (thousands of years), the roots of every faith – were wrong? And then ask the question which solves the credibility issue quite nicely; "Or could it be our arrogance which prohibits our acceptance of any principle of spirituality; which is the cause of the interpretive failures?

This is why faith is weak; even for many who profess to have it – no tangible experience within the belief system. This is also why many are not able to see the validity of having a belief as well – no experience with it. Because I assure you; a near death experience, or a good metaphysical connection through meditation to the transcendent other, or a heartfelt spiritual experience, or a real Shamanic experience, or vision quest or a moment of "Clarity" as clairvoyance – and all doubt evaporates quite instantly.

Sadly; this is why I feel that it is discouraged, because it raises each person's value internally, recognizes the value of others, abhors violence – and vanquishes fear of mortality and a fictional burning punishment if you are not a good slave. People who know "what's up" are really hard to dupe repeatedly; which if you study history, or examine current society and culture – is what society is all about, and is constantly going on. Just say no to "dupe!"

For some, these concepts are over the top and too much. For others they may seem elementary and weak. I urge you to read between the lines and contemplate their meaning more fully than is readily apparent. This is deep subject matter, and not a light-hearted examination into the machine works of reality and conscious experience.

I have never intended to offend anyone; although it seems that I stretch the boundaries of spiritual belief too far for some. Others who are pre-occupied with the distractions of life, or have no spiritual beliefs; also take offence to trying to prove "something" metaphysical or supernatural like a spirit component could be possible. To one mind-set I am a bit of an Antichrist, to the other a born again religious nut; or the last category – my cheese is slipping off my cracker.

If you do a mouse's portion of research however; you will find yourself in excellent company if you have such beliefs; despite what the mainstream tells us. Most of the scientific greats, most of the really good spiritual teachers, and the bulk of the worthy deep thinking philosophers (not to mention plain old good shits!); would disagree with the maximum silliness of considering the metaphysical to explain our condition and situation. The quest to explain ourselves is in other words; an inherent part which drives our experience, and not a by-product. It is the purpose of the journey!

I offer you a volume of "food for thought" to contradict some well entrenched beliefs, and false notions about our reality. I found excellent information at the quantum scale, since it appears to be a single medium, which contains information, separated or self-organized into quanta or packets, or groupings of represented information.

I also found biology had this element in the DNA and unexplained memory and ability to make choices, self organize, and communicate at a higher dimension. We consume way more energy than food can provide. The "physical body" we occupy in biological form; requires more energy than material sustenance, it also requires a conscious energy and a link to the totality to function at the conscious level we do. Part of us; our "light body" feeds on creational light, or the fabric we are embedded in.

We know the Cosmos lacks cohesive explanations for its existence, and we can easily prove that science has countless exceptions to its own rules. Science often tells us what something is doing in great detail; with absolutely no frigging idea "why" it is doing it. Observing the shit out of stuff, with no idea why it is doing things; has severe limitations. To solve that problem you must better define the observer.

As for the faith based institutions worldwide who dislike picking apart the basis for faith and claim that "the Bible says," and then won't permit open discussion or intelligent debate – I got some bad news for you. It won't work anymore; this is the age of reason.

I am not saying I don't respect you for figuring out some special element or property to our experience exists; I am just asking you to step outside the box – and consider how it might really work. Even if that means exposing some of the current falsehoods about our spirit component, in order to verify it, and actually experience it.

The veneer of life is just that; a physical veneer disguising the same underlying fabric everything is constructed of. Science confirms that what we see; isn't how it really is. The meat and potatoes or the spiritual potency of life however, is of an eternal and metaphysical nature. So although I take a lot of crap for authoring an alternate version of spiritual reckoning, there is no better advocate for it than those willing to learn about and experience faith, rather than accept a solitary version or concept to explain something much greater than that.

After reading this book; you will never view life and our experience the same – or so I hope. It is by challenging our beliefs, and our scientific underpinnings for them; that the truth is revealed. Don't take everything to heart, it was not meant that way; some bits are for you, and some are for others – and some might have been individual and pertain to me. But my point should become obvious; and hopefully be recognized as important and something we missed.

Shit happens; do you want to know why? I did. See what you think, in a reality where Singularity is a condition; and Black Holes are a venue – and a Dot and Wave are activities and functions of Universal Consciousness.

Wellness, Truth, and Love for All.......

Attila the Mad Hungarian

###### **Poem Story – the Riddle of Life**

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Whether speaking to you now; or at a future time,

My verbs they will assemble; into a twisted rhyme,

Spirit thrives on humor; of this make no mistake,

Laughter from the sphincter; is very hard to fake,

From the time I was an infant; suckling on the tit,

Filling my drawers with "you know;" and contemplating shit,

It could be said I'm lucky; I've learned a couple tricks,

Like a cat without a pussy; or a dog that had two dicks,

My skills are not abnormal; and special I am not,

The trick is seeing through the crap; and considering the plot,

And on that curious note my friends; without getting too gory,

I'd best get on and tell you; how my poem became a story,

The folly is we are identical; and yet not two the same,

The fodder how we deal with this; and how we play the game,

Like astronauts in colored suits; we play on planet earth,

The occupants identical; as spirit rolled in mirth,

Knowing just this alone; can help that which survives,

From perspective changes which; the being then derives,

The pleasures and the pain endured; seems to be the crux,

Of forever educating spirit; in the universal flux,

Any fool can pee on the floor; the secret is not revealing,

How the hell it was we managed; to crap upon the ceiling,

I once was young and foolish; but now am wise and old,

And all the crap they are selling; I've long already sold,

So I offer you this story; of twisted mirth as verse,

Like propaganda armor; or a pistol packing nurse,

The point I hope I'm making; for a moment to be clear,

Is don't let others tell you; what things to hold dear,

It's not the wealth or fame we gain; nor wielding of the sword,

But rather what we learn and do; and not how much we hoard,

The same God who loves me; is the same God, who loves you,

But the same God who loved Hitler; also loved the Jew,

This doesn't mean he's nasty; or that God isn't true,

The truth of our experience is; the choice is up to you,

If we choose to lie and cheat and steal; or even worse to kill,

Those choices are decisions; we make of our free will,

We shouldn't blame the venue; or the game show host,

Just the dirty little bastards; who lie and cheat the most,

Nobody is perfect; of this let us be clear,

But screwing others over; should not be a career,

We owe ourselves to watch our backs; like brothers as we are,

Protectors of our sisters; the minders of the bar,

If how we play does matter; more than what we score,

We shouldn't wreck the planet; and hurt each other more,

So what you ask is so funny; about this verse and song,

Why that we view life backwards; and know not all along,

I'll give you an example; of how we waste our times,

Should police regulate drugs; if doctors don't fight crimes?

We really shouldn't wonder; how we perpetuate delusions,

Based on an acceptance; of sounds as optical illusions,

It's like crying wolf repeatedly; or being Chicken Little,

But when we finally do look up; it's gonna make us piddle,

I'd hate to say "I told you so;" but really I don't mind,

Just start considering the others; and learn to be more kind,

By science it is claimed; we are a cosmic fluke,

However it regurgitates; one still could call that puke,

The church claims we are a product; of gold and cosmic honey,

With an old fart on a throne; who always needs some money,

Somewhere in the middle; not a random fluke or tale,

Not a formula or theory; nor a tale of in a whale,

Cause just like the dog that had two wieners; or the cat without a twat,

While the choices may be many; I can tell you what it's not,

No matter how we got here; it seems we should evolve,

Now that we must realize; around us it doth not revolve,

Surely there are others; in such a vast expanse,

And when they "lay it on us;" we're sure to shit our pants,

Because what we call an alien; is an Angel in disguise,

Depends on how we're looking; from in behind which eyes,

I not saying there's no God; without a better offer,

I don't accept a fairy tale; nor Elvis in a saucer,

But if you think there's nothing; I would beg to differ,

You probably bought a "sham-wow;" and a "fuzzy" for the "pisser,"

Who creates the cosmos; or the bigness of the bang?

Why the same who made your testis; and your wrinkly little wang,

So it isn't perfect; from a mortal point of view,

To Universal Soul however; everything starts anew,

The life force is a spirit; of which we are a part,

All the life recycles; like a bean burrito fart,

Nothing is destroyed it seems; forever changing states,

A multi-dimensioned party; with eternal spiritual rebates,

Everything is a cycle; which goes around and round,

Everything keeps taking turns; at being lost then found,

If you have no idea; how we got here and don't know,

Then how can you be so damn sure; where we're meant to go,

The answer lies in life itself; use nature as our guide,

Then grab a hold, and hold on tight; we're going for a ride,

So take this with a grain of salt; a bitter little pill,

Contemplate upon it; and take it as thou will,

But as we know and have been told; we reap just what we sow,

And we reap so very poorly; when we chose to stoop and blow,

The facts are nothing is permanent; all will come to pass,

We all get to be a hero; we all get to be an ass,

This recurrent biological cycle; is just experience on tour,

Of Universal Spirit; of this I am quite sure,

Human consciousness it seems; was born into a Garden,

With a Serpent and an Apple; and a need to get a pardon,

It's not so bad a thing; to become more self aware,

To see the bigger picture; to loose some body hair,

From that point on we knew; and we started "questing,"

Looking for the answers; all our theories testing,

Despite the pain and grief; that's what got us here,

A Serpent in a Garden; which we've been taught to fear,

It's time we now learn; what he's known all along,

This is the order of Creation; the good and bad belong,

Or else it wouldn't be there; doesn't that make sense,

Why would God create it; and make it so intense,

The Tree of Knowledge from; upon which Eve picked fruit,

Stood beside a Tree of Life; in fact they shared a root,

The knowledge was to teach us; the riddle of our life,

And just a means of learning; through our endless grief and strife,

The journey we call life and death; is but another face,

Our lives are just dimensions; split by time and space,

When we shed our mortal coil; from this dream we awake,

Learning further lessons; the next steps as we take,

The body is a vehicle; transporting soul along,

Our troubles were just lessons; the solutions were our song,

Endless loops of birth and death; such a clever little scam,

Because awake I am a Spirit; but asleep I'm just a Man,

This is how it works I think; I know it sounds absurd,

I'm sure the one who's watching; is the same who is observed,

We are a ghost and always were; it's the physical that's fake,

To convince us we are mortal; to see what we will take,

Our Spirit departs our body; it's more than just a maybe,

It leaves through our Pineal Gland; just as it entered as a baby,

To make you have a chuckle; and see how we big bang,

We all started as an intention; projected from a wang,

To initiate life it seems; starts with a mere wish,

Like when Romeo saw Juliet; and decided she's a dish,

They gaze upon each other; and realize they have the parts,

They then commence to hugging; this is how it starts,

Her egg released in pleasure; is not a sin as we did learn,

Meets his sperm injected in her; from his happy wonder-worm,

The twinkling eyes and lustful loins; are methods of desire,

Makes us big bang, creating life; and her expand her tire,

Then the baby teaches others; as it grows into a child,

Into a teen and young adult; until it gets quite wild,

The process then plays out anew; repeating ever over,

New lovers find the fun again; of rolling in the clover,

To live and die and copulate; is nothing but a toll,

A means of generating lessons; for our Universal Soul,

We need not fear our ending; there is no such thing as Hell,

No Reaper of the life-force; tolling on his bell,

The lesson has all choices; as our coins of life we spend,

Our life and death were schooling; the program doesn't end,

It's what we call the Holy Grail; the Riddle, or the Secret,

The Universal Flux or pulse; the thing we do not know yet,

The point of all my riddles; and my quirky little rhymes,

Is to look upon each other; and forgive our many crimes,

For when we cease to be; although we are so serious,

As we float above our bodies; alive and not delirious,

It is then we will recall; that this life is but a dream,

And the dream was full of lessons; and the Spirit was the cream,

Our conscious mind and feelings; as the ever present watcher,

Re-awakening from endless dreams; born of conscious waters,

So forgive my rookie verses; as thoughts in space and time,

Just ripples of a current; caused by the sublime,

The riddle of life is not a poem; nary a short story,

A life which can be difficult; an ending which may be gory,

I hope between these rambling lines; I managed to convey,

There is a silver lining and; it's not at all that way,

If we don't fear our birth or life; or our beginning stage,

We shouldn't our fear death; or our feeble time of age,

When the Sun drops below the horizon; at the end of day,

It didn't die its elsewhere; still at work and play,

Nightfall isn't murder; instead a time of rest,

You get to keep on trying; just try to do your best,

The here and now is all that is; a never ending moment,

But all of them together; make the center of the donut,

As singular at donut hole; we fold into each other,

We see it as if all at once; as both sister and her brother,

This my friends is that called God; the All, or total whole,

The Yin and Yang of folding space; the cosmic rotating bowl,

To some this is Creator; to others Yahweh, or Magog,

To tribesmen called the Dogon; two stars they call the Dog,

But to blow your mind a little; I've looked both near and far,

And come to the conclusion; that we live inside a Star,

That Sovereign Star is God; as our whole Universe,

And all us slices in it; a black hole little verse,

Stars inside a Star; with Stars inside of that,

All the way to atoms; which are stars and holes of black,

That the whole thing is collapsing; into infinity is fact,

While it is forever expanding... holy bloody crap,

We think it's going faster; but in fact there is no time,

It's just our conscious growing; and the speeding of our mind,

When we all finally get it; and see we are the same,

That we really don't lack time; or need someone else to blame,

From this dream we will awaken; to other dreams and not forsaken,

Each a part of every other; through conscious waters we are taken,

I feel I owe you one more boggle; without imposing fee,

Straight up from the shoulder; direct to you from me,

As wee tiny stars ourselves; we draw in space and time,

To touch upon our center; feeding our body and our mind,

The light within us pours out; shinning like a star,

Not aware we do so; for we know not what we are,

The vibrations we receive inside; and those that we emote,

Are like cosmic communications; our intentions like a vote,

Our journey like a record kept; called the Book of Life,

As portals for our Spirit; recording joy and strife,

I leave you now to ponder; and eliminate your fears,

Because the bulk of what you are; lies not between your ears,

We are bubbles inside bubbles; fractal Suns inside a Sun,

Not pointless lame and mortal; for all are Son of One,

Through mirth of verse and foolery; I giveth you the riddle,

Of why old Rome was burning; and why Nero played his fiddle,

The observer is a driver; the body but a car,

Our experience a journey; the Spirit is a Star,

From the center of infinity; to the mirrors of dear Alice,

The leap into that rabbit hole; leads to Creator's Starry Palace,

Just remember all I've said; when you feel pointless weak and small,

You are a Star with many powers; Wellness, Truth and Love for All..........

Attila - the Mad Hungarian!
**1 - An Introduction to Metaphysical Concepts**

I just have a question. If everything is the pre-determined work of a spooky father figure with a plan; then why would "we" be punished for our choices?

Instead of dismissing the concept of a Spirit Component because we have defined it so poorly; perhaps we need to start at "square one." The answers can be found in questions. Questions we are hard wired not to ask; or conditioned to disregard. Life often doesn't make sense – which should tell us how incorrectly we view our experience. We so don't "get this!"

If indeed the same God which loves me also loves you; does that mean that the same God, who loves the Conquerors, also loved the Conquered victims? When two sides go to war for example, and both pray to God for victory; has the same God which loves us all – forsaken some? When seemingly pointless cruelty is perpetrated on the seemingly innocent; are they being punished? Why do babies die? When the Pope died; did he get punished – or promoted? We "so" don't get this!

So one can easily surmise life is about choices, and how you feel about things, more than it is a pointless plan without options. The options can change the plan that's all, which doesn't at all rule out some semblance of an underlying metaphysical purpose which depends on those very options – to generate the required "novelty" amid "contrast" to evolve. Let's rattle the cage a little – regarding incomplete belief systems; we are all guilty of failing to comprehend meaningfully.

Then we have the "making of man" in the Bible, in Genesis; where God(s) declare – "Let US make man in OUR image, after OUR likeness;" and let them have dominion over the creatures of the earth, in short form. God(s), made us into something more than an animal; according to the Bible? (Maybe we need to ask how many Gods are there; in an "US," or an "OUR"?)

Or how are we to believe in an all powerful, all knowing God, punishing Adam and Eve by kicking them out of the Garden of Eden for taking the forbidden fruit; instead of "bitch slapping" the serpent, and rectifying the situation? Couldn't an all knowing, all powerful God do that? Also why wouldn't God have known they took the knowledge, before they tried to cover their nakedness? Or why was the serpent there in the first place, and wouldn't "God" have known what was going to happen?

By the way, if you check out Genesis 3-21; you get why......they were no longer like an animal, and were no longer "hairy!" Genesis: 3-21 – "Unto Adam also and to his wife did the Lord God make coats of skins and clothed them."

Ergo; the Lord God who was kicking them out of the garden, yet taking pity on man, was not the ultimate Creator God. Why would the Creator God have had to tailor for them coats made from animal skins, when they got ejected from the garden? There just might be more to this story than we thought; once we expand some much needed parameters – this being the age of reason and all!

You just have to ask yourself how an all powerful God who created everything from nothing, and spoke directly to man and nature, and instilled his will remotely, turned into a God who walked up to, and directly talked to man in the Garden? And where are the multiple Gods of old in every ancient culture? Every root culture starts with God or Gods, giving man knowledge; where are they now?

They died! The Mythical Gods, the Biblical Gods of every faith, and all the Prophets or Sons of God of various belief systems – all died right? We metaphorically and perhaps metaphysically believe they moved on to be with God, but they died just like you and I do physically. How does God(s) die to be with God – unless they are and were much like us? The short explanation is found by making a fundamental division between an eternal Creator God as a force with a big "G," and mere mortal gods with a little "g."

Mankind as a species was now more "aware" and realized they were "naked" and knew shame; and had become what we call homo-sapiens. Without doing a marathon of negativity regarding the standard dogmatic religious concepts; we all know they are at the very least lacking; and at the most completely fabricated. Some multi-dimensional spiritual flatulence may be responsible. It is a story about when we changed from an ape-like cave dweller; to what we are now – "human beings."

How about God creating Adam and Eve, who have two sons, and I hate be sick; but then what? This is one more for those who take the Bible word for word, and is relatively nasty (an unintended pun I left in!). A better assessment might be undertaken, by considering it is perhaps; taken completely out of context. I'll spit out another quick one and then stop. Why do all artistic depictions of Adam and Eve have belly buttons? Did the first two humans have umbilical chords?

That leaves us in the hands of Science! Does science really explain things any better than faith when they start by saying; "Give us the first miracle, and we'll explain the rest?" Science has some well concealed shortcomings, which revolve around observing the shit out of phenomenon; with often no explanation for "why" things are taking place. For those who place an unquestioning faith in the hands of the scientific community at large; a perhaps even bigger disappointment awaits. For those who placed the explanations for life on old-school grade 12 sciences, and the television, I'm going to rattle your cage a little too – it can't be helped.

Science has countless exceptions to its own rules; and makes up the stuff they don't know, to fill in the blanks! Faith seems to explain why things take place; the problem is that it often entails a fairy tale solution! We also must factor in the reality that both academia and theology; remain for the most part at odds with each other!

The problem quickly becomes exposed, that if one fully embraces either science exclusively, or religion exclusively for the answer; it only works if you don't use your mind. A mind is a terrible thing to waste as they say. We approach the age of reason. Anybody with a lick of common sense; can easily dismantle the notion that either institution is "cut and dried" and should see the falsehoods they both provide, as clues.

Those falsehoods and shortcomings are prevalent in both belief systems; and manifest on you and I; as disempowerment.

To accept that in the strictest of terms, only science holds the answer to my existence and experience, is to accept that I am a chance random fluke that serves no purpose, and when I cease to exist physically, I no longer exist at all. So as we explore further we shall see repeatedly how the "purpose" of conscious existence is factored out of the equation frequently by science. The belief that everything around us was a chance occurrence also falls woefully short of substance regarding explaining things, and I dare suggest negates any consideration for the beauty we observe.

Upon closer inspection of any aspect of nature, from the atomic to the cosmic – we see an inherent beauty and design in nature, which fails to be explained by chance alone. Strictly mechanistic and materialistic explanations lack severely when you ask "why?"

If you doubt the greedy short-sighted stress, that a belief in nothing and chance causes a society and its environment, just watch the news and look around a little. Never mind that the science itself; indicates otherwise.

Occasionally I have to stomp on a few religious toes here, to make my point. It is not out of spite or malice; it is for the opposite reason in fact. If I place any real value and truth upon the foundations of belief itself, regarding a supreme consciousness, shouldn't it benefit me somehow to realize this?

The disempowerment of religion is that we are somehow worthless and have to grovel in some fashion; to avoid a fictional punishment in the skillet of Hades, as described in various beliefs. If you will consider it; in some ways religion conceals true spirituality through disempowering concepts. True evil personified; disguised as spirituality – needs a swift kick.....you know where.

I soon came to the easily drawn conclusion that in some respects; both science and religion are "snake oil salesmen" after their own fashion; peddling disempowerment in slightly different ways – but disempowerment none the less. To wholly accept either science or religion as the complete story; benefits not you and I my friend. It benefits a system which is self served; by the disempowerment you and I have been sold as the truth in the various forms these misconceptions provide.

When you start to get what I am saying (if I manage to do it right), everything starts to come together and click into place – and the alibis we were sold to make us perfect slaves and worker-bees, melt away. We are given information which is specifically designed for public consumption, and leads us through our misconceptions; to serve the system, or big brother if you will – rather than ourselves. How is that working out? I'm sorry to be blunt and negative, but I'm just trying to drive home my point.

What you will discover if you really delve into the subject matter I am presenting, is a radically different answer to the above questions.

You could sum up the problem with science in that "spooky forces" are encountered at all scales and dimensions of what we know as reality, or all we perceive that is. At the boundary states of what we are able to perceive, there becomes little difference between "the spirit or conscious observer" and the element of "matter." There is a reason that at the largest and smallest scales everything "pixels out." It is because from the aspect of unity; there is no real difference between "the spirit stuff," and the "material stuff." The observer and the observed become indivisible from one another in some respects, as does the material reality – from the metaphysical conscious properties it is constructed of.

You could also sum up the problem spirituality, that the same "spooky forces" must have actual properties we can study to verify the validity of them. You know; cause and effects, predictable outcomes, repeatable by others – that is after all the basic criteria for scientific discovery. I have found much evidence for what we call Spirit, or Universal Consciousness; in science – as well as in our experience, and how we operate.

For example; spirit continuance, or the basic belief that some metaphysical property we represent consciously, is somehow maintained after we physically fail – must have at least conceptually tangible information to support the idea. After all; every foundation for faith hinges on the notion. Many verifiable experiments regarding consciousness indicate nothing less than this. The near death experience, and it's cousins; remote viewing, and out of body experience, or astral traveling as it is sometimes called, have been studied – and do yield some strong indications that all we are is not physical.

And here is the real thing we need to ask ourselves regarding the above points. Who do we serve when we fail to consider both sides of the debate – as valid considerations? After all; the science tells us we are made of spooky forces, and we apparently live in them. What if in a non-Christian Scientist way; there really was actual proof we could take to the bank as they say.

Likewise; what if the spiritual capital we amass in our life experience – is really the point of an existence, for a being that doesn't die as we understand that to mean? Perhaps......screw you, me first – isn't the way to go? In some ways, the fact that we regard ourselves as an advanced society is laughable; at least consciously and morally. If we really were "all that" as a society, this wouldn't even be a debate. It isn't even a decent basic survival strategy to wipe out everything around ones self; as greed and self concern personified.

We have always been eternal; we have yet to realize it, that's all. The science, and experiential proof we seek; is everywhere to be seen, once we reconsider how our reality and ourselves are constructed. In true knowledge we find our spirit component; and the purpose of life.

The problem I have discovered is narrow parameters for both approaches to the problem. I also fault our currently equally narrow definitions for many terms in ancient texts and bibles, as they relate to the cutting edge future science of tomorrow.

Then we must briefly introduce for now; the philosophical and conscious dilemmas we experience first hand and up close and personally in our lives. There is a problem with how we view our experience; which exposes the metaphysical properties at work. We'll cover this more later; but I'd like to plant a seed and introduce a concept for now.

We all perceive our experience as a center of the experience, which everything else then revolves around. We also experience this "singular central condition" in a perpetual moment as the present. We experience things; from a zero-point of perception. Me; in the Now - are forever being, as all that is.......throughout all time, and all experiences.

All it takes to reveal the truth, is to realize that everything that has ever lived; has always assumed this view. Every individuation, from a fruit fly to a human, always perceives themselves as the center of the experience – in an everlasting moment. This is a "zero-point" perception; and one we all share. Which means that under this individuation; everything is connected metaphysically or consciously – and is Singular.

A Greater individuation always makes a house for more. For example if we get "micro" – a single human contains (or houses), virtually infinite smaller groupings of biological units like cells, right down to the atomic and sub-atomic details. Who by the way; are all busy going about their business, with no idea who "you" are – according to mainstream science.

So if I make a simple assumption that every other "being" feels exactly the same as I do about their conscious situation or perspective on life, then I can again easily surmise that I don't understand the entire picture. At least not as we have currently painted it in our mind.

Everything is constructed of this energy – which contains the information; upon which each "being" then draws.....according to scale. It doesn't die like our physical body does; just like you don't die when your body replaces cells, again per scale. This is the basic construct of Metaphysical thought.

What I am saying, and I hope to prove to some degree of your satisfaction, is that while religion has misunderstood some of the explanations for reality provided to our ancient ancestors in the remote past; the premise is more than sound. It becomes exposed as a repeating principle, which becomes all but impossible to deny.

The science which is often used to deny the spiritual and metaphysical aspects of our reality is falling by the wayside. The greater scientific understanding of the construction and nature of reality, in fact verifies the dual nature of a fundamental oneness. Energy and Matter; are made of Thought; and we do indeed live in a Universe of Mind.

I intend to grab some spiritual short-hairs, and give a good yank. I also intend to make science eat some well needed crow. Progress dictates nothing less.

I also intend to use both science and the concepts of faith in general (not by brand name or affiliation, or selective paths), to prove the existence of each other as not only valid – but one and the same practice! All our developmental efforts, from the earliest, to the evolution of consciousness at our current level, have been working to resolve the age old questions of what we are and why we are here. Whether a scientist with an open mind, a spiritual person of inquiry, or a shaman seeking information from the spirit realms, all are on a familiar and similar quest. That quest is to explain things.

To delve into the spiritual unknown consciously, and to delve into the nature of reality with specialized and specific science, are both in my opinion, intended and worthy pursuits. So how could they be at odds with each other? The shamanistic journey to forage for answers in the unknown, to bring back and share with the tribe, is a most noble pursuit.

True science merits equivalent status, because it tempers our considerations for our beliefs, with facts. The real answer is to give our spirit component, the inherent memory of nature, and the design at the quantum and cosmic scale, the required due. As part and parcel of one system, I can show you better how this might actually work; than our current explanations permit. The rest is up to you.

As for the "turkey" spewing forth this mental masturbation, and perhaps spiritual propaganda (me), you need to know a few things. I was not a religious person; I was merely on an independent intellectual pursuit, to explain our experience. What changed my mind; was the factual information itself, and the resulting implications that I wish to share with you.

Halfway through my second book (this being my third attempt), I had some personal experiences, which I wouldn't wish aspects of, on my worst detractors. I also learned a lot, and had some things proven to me of a spiritual nature that I wish to share with the rest of the tribe (you). A couple of near death experiences I had personally, verified much of what we hear other people tell us about them.

We don't really die as we understand it, we just move into another metaphysical dimension of consciousness – more like non-local universal consciousness. We just lose this temporary state of containment, as vessels of experience, and climb into our personal built-in conscious rocket ship, and go Cosmic to use an ancient term to describe it. There becomes no need to fear the same mode of metaphysical transportation that got you here! This fact alone motivates my efforts in this regard. We would take a completely different view of our experience; if we fully understood the true nature of it.

Humour the Mad Hungarian a little; and take a metaphysical excursion into the unknown with this "bent," and I promise to open some new doors for those who can relate to what I am saying. I don't want anything for it; except the satisfaction of breaking down the taboo barriers of illusion, we have had imposed, and self imposed, on ourselves.

You are not only the center of observance you identify yourself as at present; but you are the observed to others, the environment, and aura you are generated from. You'll see what I mean as we move on; if that sounds odd. Like I said; we view ourselves as this "center" in a perpetual "now" that just "is," - so the view of this is obscured until you change your point of observation a little.

With this knowledge (which is not solely my own, but which is all of ours for the taking) comes a return to some empowerment we lost when we went off on this technological tangent. It served a purpose, but we now need to take what we learned, and merge it with what we used to know, and have unfortunately forgotten. This will literally erase every boundary state we currently struggle with, and unify our sciences.

We live in a universe of "mind," and we are a holographic localized fractal of that which is by definition the whole and non-local. That we are an "Image" or "Reflection of above and below," or a vibration or "Word," if you will entertain the thought becomes possible. We must be a veritable inversion of the environment, as separate portals to observe itself from; with an endless view from multiple locations in space and time. I believe the concept was described as lost, or separated, or veiled from the truth at birth; and realized through enlightenment and/or the gateway of what we incorrectly view as death.

Time and no time, Yin and Yang, Brahma as the in and out breathing of the universe, the All, Tetragrammaton, Universal Consciousness or Universal Soul, or an All Seeing Eye, God, the Creator, you name it, and call it what you will; but there is an all pervasive force of consciousness and the singular energy of life surrounding us everywhere. The noteworthy part is that we are part and parcel of it.

As an introductory note, we can also do way more consciously than we ever suspected was possible. The self healing we occasionally accomplish - is self generated to a large degree. All the real verifiable acts of clairvoyance throughout history are little peeks at this. You just have to refuse to accept "no answer" for why ancient man knew what he knew. Ancient man connected to this "shared field," which we are nothing more than temporary experiential reflected portals of! Some bells and light bulbs should start to go off, if your internal computer is functioning.

The Mayans completely understood the cycles of time, from individual time, earth time, solar time, and galactic time, not to mention knew we had a "galactic sun" thousands of years prior to our disputing that the earth was flat. They were nowhere near alone either; the fact is that Tribal cultures knew of the Great Blue Star, as described by the Hopi Indians through ancient oral traditions. This "Blue Star" is likely the same blue light that we see with our pineal gland, or our "minds eye," as did they.

The red dot on the forehead in eastern beliefs is a clear example of this knowledge passed down. The rising snake depicted on the Pharaohs forehead was another. The halo depictions in the western beliefs would be yet another. I could go on and on; I think you get my point.

The Sumerian Texts contain cosmic information, and stone structures worldwide, and appear to have been placed with astrological significance. The "dark rift" in our Galaxy; is something we have merely re-discovered with our new gadget advantage!

The ancients told us that everything was made "of" or "from" the ether. Just because we now call that the fabric of space/time, and dark matter and dark energy, and dark flow, doesn't mean we discovered it; the ancients did long before us. We just renamed stuff; and stuck our flag in it. We do that a lot. I can prove it to those with an open mind.

All religions are a common theme, because they share a common ancestry. There are no selective paths to heaven, but there is a foundation for the concept. A design after all; indicates a designer. I can prove that as well, to those open to consider it.

I must briefly address some metaphysical definitions we have wrong in my opinion, in this regard. Let's start at the top; with what we call God by many names. God is a force and energy and a totality, the Alpha and Omega, Beginning and End, First and Last and similar ideas. In every faith I found, if you really get into the definition behind the word God; it is always a representation of energy and force, and maximum consciousness.

A few such examples are Yahweh, Tetragrammaton, the Logos, Yin and Yang, Brahma or the In and Out breathing of the Universe, the Light, the Great Star, the Spirit or Holy Ghost, and so on....... Alright; what we call "God" is much, much, much, more than that, for starters. The really cool part; is so are you.

We are made in an "Image" of God correct? Therefore we are also more than a physical happenstance; we too, are a force. That force is Spirit or Eternal Consciousness if you like that better – it is the same thing. All we are considering is that your thought process doesn't cease when your physical body does, and that your "essence" shall we say remains in perpetuity.

This means we are born "separated" and not born in "sin." I mean; how can a brand new baby (straight out of Heaven as they say), be guilty of anything? The term sin in most religious concepts is really a denotation of being "separated" from the Cosmic Mind and cast down into 3rd dimension physical reality for an experience – to make choices. This is a repeating theme in virtually all faiths.

Or did you ever wonder what was really meant by praying to, and hopefully speaking to, or being spoken to; by God? Meditation! First you need to realize that meditation and prayer (if done properly), are one and the same thing. If you have a problem with that, you are going to have to think about this for a minute.

Every Bible, Ancient Religious Text, and the very books that are the foundations for belief are by strict definition "channelled manuscripts." It is true what they say you know; God didn't write any Bibles – not one! People wrote Bibles when balls of light appeared to them while meditating deeply; which is also known as "channelling." So you can see we are all victims of semantics here. To have a "vision" in any faith; has always been achieved by one method – given minimal variables. Remember who really wrote Bibles – "witnesses," who were meditating with Universal Soul, in various guises.

This seems Occult or Esoteric, to some because of the definitions we give things; but if you just look at the information – we have been doing this since we lived in tribes and there is nothing evil about it. To pray and contemplate deeply; is to meditate – should getting a result be "evil?" We are far more special than we are taught; and we can do far more than standard beliefs of faith, or old school science believed was possible.

I learned something through research, and then up close and personal by having a couple of near death experiences; we don't ever truly cease to be, and that part of us has a permanent link with the Cosmic Consciousness, Universal Mind, God, or whatever you see it as. When I study and research information about how this works, and investigate ancient texts for accounts by people who experienced it – they jive with mine.

And the funny part is that it isn't in just one version or method. Ancient Sumerian Texts describe how to connect to the Universal Over-Soul, as does the Kabbalah, Egyptian and Greek beliefs, Hindu, Indian, Tibetan, Tribal, Eastern, Western, Southern, Northern, and pretty much any I studied – all have this same component.

I have openly studied more Bibles and religious texts than I care to recount here; but my point is this. They all have a "Creator God," who initiates everything as a design, which you are a part of. Then when you openly look at how every faith got their information; it was some method of meditation and connecting to the shared conscious field and metaphysical record of existence. These concepts all are given different names and titles, but throughout all Bibles, Ancient Religious Texts, Stones, Esoteric and Pagan belief systems and Symbols, and Ancient Shamanic beliefs; you will always find some basic repeating concepts.

So instead of arguing and denying the important part, due to the contrived differences; we should make an elementary and fundamental realization – something real is behind it. That something doesn't care a hill of beans; how you recognize or connect to it; only that you do. And here is why I write this stuff; in case anybody missed that – it means we can indeed connect to it if we know how!

The proof of our being able to connect to our Source is all around us; as confirmed by a very long history chipped onto stone as a record of it. If that isn't enough, I challenge you to experience a journey into the connective tissue of reality; by meditating properly – and educating yourself how to recognize the connection. You soon realize by hands on, first hand experience; that we forgot something special which is dear to our experience.

You can just "feel" this energy, and exchange with it. If you work at it you can seek information, and be shown things. After some practice you can establish a permanent tiny thread of a link and maintain it. And at the higher levels, as written in every text; is an emotion which is overwhelming and can only be described as beautiful, calming, and to the core.

How do you think ancient man constructed cosmic calendars which included alignment with our galactic sun; thousands of years ago? I urge you to recall that a few scant hundred years ago we burned people at the stake for saying the earth wasn't flat, or that the heavens didn't revolve around us!................

Metaphysical concepts are just starting to make a comeback; thanks to our rapidly developing sciences. When the information shows us that "everything" is connected, and communicating at vibrational frequencies above our perception, right down to the cosmic and micro black holes everything is made of – we need to reconsider things.

If everything is communicating, connected, and sharing information; what makes you think we are an exception? The "stuff" we are made of is in constant communication! When you realize this as a fact; the information left us by our ancient ancestors takes on new meaning. Every recorded spiritual practice and experience; deserves another look. Prejudice against any spiritual practice is an enormous hindrance to the truth. All I find I have to determine – is the intention behind the spiritual practice.

Any method of connecting to your Source, or that which connects everything, and is done with good intentions from a desiring heart – is worthy, credible information. And here is the clincher; especially if good results are achieved. Some find this hard to believe who have labelled and branded themselves within a particular belief system; but you really can do this in almost endless ways. Some of the belief systems you consider ridiculous; are the oldest and most pure to origin – and render superior results.

Pagan beliefs are embedded in all the currently popular religions. The truth is that if you follow any current belief back to its roots; they were Pagan. This is still evident in some practices like symbolically eating the flesh of Christ, and drinking his blood as sacrament. Then there is sacrificing your work efforts as tithing. Not to mention Christ sacrificing himself for you; and the Creator giving his Son in sacrifice. Moses, Abraham, and countless others "sacrificed." You get my point – if you follow any brand of faith back to its roots – even our western beliefs; sacrifices and Pagan rituals are used.

The Pope and all the Royal families are rife with ancient Pagan and Babylonian symbols. That entire Latin trance babbling, the ball of incense the Pope swings around, his "fish head hat" and the Staff of Osiris; make it apparent to all but the least among us – where their roots are.

Sorry if that rattled the foundations of your beliefs; but if we all came from an initial tribe – we all shared a primary belief system at some point in the remote past. No matter what we believe we share a primary source belief, which has been fractured, rewritten, and sanitized, as we connected to, and evolved the process along with us. Faith also evolves in other words.

I am not advocating Paganism; any more than any other belief system, it doesn't matter as far as I am concerned. To become convinced that any belief system is "superior" is to give little or no value to another. A trapping is a trapping. I "get it." All records of spiritual beliefs, all methods employed, and all versions of a Creation and a Creator are worth checking out. Even Esoteric ones, perhaps especially ones we were conditioned to deny.

You don't have to buy everything you see; but if you are going to shop – you should compare products! Shield not your eyes; the Lord hates a coward, and so on. To deny yourself a look at other versions of the same thing; limits your options and ability to actually experience the transcendent nature you possess. It has to do with everyone being the same only different. We might share general properties in detail; but we are as individual as snowflakes.

As an individuation of a conscious totality; some things apply to you and some do not. This is the design of experience – never two the same. The maximum shared novelty is generated by the maximum individual experience; with only one given. The intention and desire behind the activity of seeking!

Try a little experiment; you have nothing to lose. It might take a minute, or a lifetime, perhaps for some longer. There are no guarantees; but some will sense the truth of what I am saying; and work the rest out.

Open your mind to the possibilities presented in this book, and study the subjects which interested you, and try some meditation on a regular basis for a while. I know what you will find. A link to all the other subjects! With the connective tissue in place, a little knowledge under your belt, and a desire to connect to the conscious energy of life – practice a little. Use my methods, your own, or others; again it doesn't matter, which proves my point.

Once you learn how it works for you, and how to try, and how to receive and experience the information and energy all around us we are made of – Spirit takes on a new meaning. With an individual mental conception to envision with – comes the ability to gain access to the All. It is an "All" so any version works; since you are a part of this All. Your portion works regardless of your belief system, and so does everyone else's.

This as I stated; proves the premise is the point and not the method; the method is an individual thing. The premise is the "shared thing." Can you imagine a world where it didn't matter how you saw things; as long as you don't harm others from it. Holographic morality would eliminate the need for a big brother dominator culture. And then imagine actually listening to, and being able to believe each other, and comparing notes.

Someone with no need or desire to lie; telling you they had a near death experience for one. Or looking at ancient texts and channelled manuscripts (Bibles) for what they are; not faith itself – but a record of experiences with it. "Witnesses" remember?

This being the "age of reason" and such; let's start a malarkey pile, as we re-sort the mystery pile. Let us begin by assigning an infinite value and worth to every single one of us; and the methods that this actually and tangibly works for us. My way may or may not be yours – but if I helped you realize your own way; I did good.

Just look at how this works for many of us; and base your individually formed belief system – on what works for you. Don't settle for one version, and don't fail to experience it. Any faith which tells you not to freely explore and participate in faith (and you will find that describes the bulk of them), is either deceiving you intentionally; or I hate to be blunt – a 15 watt version of Spiritual reckoning.

It seems to be enough for many; so maybe that is a harsh analogy – but for some people more and more (I willingly include myself)...this is the age of reason. I guess what I'm saying is; if it is a "fluke" or a "fairytale," then who cares how it all works. But if there is something to the notion of a Spirit Component; there will indeed be verifiable aspects, and a repeating system or premise, and a set of Laws which govern it. Intelligent Design if you will; of a verifiable nature.

We base ourselves on our foundations of belief – and when some radical new consideration thrashes what we believed into submission; it hurts. It means we were wrong at some point; and we hate to consider that what we based ourselves on was wrong. Unfortunately; every new realization does this – and this is how shall we say it; "a biggie." All growth is a result of this often painful discovery in its various guises.

Then after we get over the initial shock of adjusting the foundations of belief; and look around with new eyes – we face another painful realization, the current state of things. Once you develop a working understanding of some sorts of the true nature of reality as a conscious lesson amid a delusion of 3rd dimensional mortal existence; a great weight can also be felt. The seriousness of our predicament becomes evident; when you look about.

I was overwhelmed at first; and I am a bit of a conscious adventurer at heart. I am only explaining this as a fair warning; sometimes the truth hurts – but then it sets you free. In order to grow; you have to kick down the odd fence and take an unguided tour. You might not like everything you see – but then you can at least make better informed decisions.

The other thing I must mention in brief; is that you don't have to know how it works to have faith, be a good person, and have a successful experience. For some of us, "feelings" are enough; and I respect that. This book, and what it represents, is all about the journey undertaken when your desire is to understand the wheelworks of life. For some of us; life is all about how it works and why. Every scientist, spiritual adventurer, and free-thinker is a testament to this quest. Whoever you are, and whatever you believe; those you would consider "greats" all asked questions that were considered "taboo," and went where they weren't supposed to!

That quest at its core; is that of a child-like set of questions – re-examined as an adult instead of abandoned. Listen to your inner child; it is right almost 100% of the time. As a child, when most of us looked out from our individuation and we asked; "What is it all about?" – It was a good question. We should have stuck with it throughout the distractions.

I have a lot of good information to consider; for those who are willing to consider it. The challenge before you; in fact before us all – is just that, the unrestricted seeking of the true nature of ourselves and our reality. Some of it is knowledge to glean the mechanisms of life; and some of it requires the recognition of the spirit component seeking the knowledge and why it does so.

If you look at how many people believe in something supernatural worldwide, and not separate them into "how" they believe; you get a serious majority. Yet the popular notion is that to have such beliefs is ridiculed by one another – again over nothing more than the contrived differences surrounding all beliefs. If you get over the "weirdness" of another view long enough to give it a good look (and a whiff perhaps), you will see what I mean in a veritable heartbeat. It might also be why it is not encouraged, in fact outright frowned upon by some.

We would indeed all immediately assign the proper worth to each other, not fight needless wars, and not hoard senseless wealth, and start saying no to the societal dupe suspended above the hamster wheel. We would no longer blindly accept the Global Egg Management Fee" imposed on us.

Instead we would hopefully instead pursue the Goal, the Light, the Truth, and what we call God from a tiny perspective, and by countless titles. This can mean just living with minimal regrets; and exploring freely – as long as it doesn't involve inflicting harm on others. If your life expresses merit; others will seek what they see, at a conscious and subconscious level.

There is something; we all know it, and have occasionally inadvertently felt it. When we fail to recognize this primordial element of all encompassing consciousness when we encounter it, there is a problem. You see; a realistic definition for God, and the terms in ancient texts properly defined – is not so easily dismissed.

What science, society, and unfortunately most faith based institutions have done; is create a completely unrealistic definition of a Creator. Then science, society, and every opposing faith proceeds to shoot down the false idol as it were. If you properly define it, learn how it works, and then practice connecting to it, and have some hard to deny success; doubt is vanquished, and the bullets bounce off.

Trust me; experience trumps dogma – you'll soon connect to what your Minister only reads about. In a micro-millisecond of clarity, which we are all capable of; the societal falsehoods melt away. You will only require the ability to recognize and reckon with it, in your own way – as it applies to you. This is not what we are taught; and why I do this. All I did was connect some dots, have some experiences; and get told to share. I'm pretty sure some of this is happening more often, to more people.

This all just has little to do with an old man on a throne, with a pit to cast me into, if I don't grovel and give money. Like I said up front; I intend to prove the validity of the premise of spirituality, while simultaneously debunking the misconceptions about it. For example, just consider that experiential faith is something we seldom participate in, because of our misconceptions about if. Just consider that the books about spirituality are not spirituality itself, but merely records of personal experiences with it. I offer mine.

If I can educate a little; and you have some independent success – you will get this the only real way we can. We must do this for ourselves; that way it means something and works, and leaves doubt at the doorway. When was the last time anyone told you the truth about what you are, why you are here, and how it all works? The only real gift – is to impart how I know we translate reality today, as do you – and put how to experience it into context.

All "healers" know the truth. The power is in each one of us; and they trick you into healing yourself through them. All Gurus do this same thing; when you ask them one of life's big questions. They always come back with; "what do you think or feel about it" and turn the question back on you, like a bad psychiatrist. They know the answer is inside of you; and that you must find it yourself. There is no other real way, and that is the great truth or secret.

Let the rubber meet the metaphysical pavement; as we careen down the highway of life, full throttle in reverse; using only our rear view mirror to guide us! A new age is upon us, and we are about to turn the car around and find the gearshift!

We are entering an age, where a scientist might well streak through the church; and wink at that cute Nun in the front row! And the best part is; I'm pretty sure she winked back! Times are a changing; and I think I know why!

Next up; let's look at the Science of One, and what that science implies! There is endless science to support concepts of spirit; if you have some initial idea how it works, and look at the cutting edge science of tomorrow.

I divided the content into science, spirituality, and experience, and the subsequent conclusions drawn. Not just what it does; but why it is doing it perhaps. You'll find it all nicely ties together, when you start to glean the function of life and how it is interwoven and a "nesting" of support structures. Often the greatest revelations in many departments; are that things simply work backwards of what we once thought.

Next up I present my personal bouquet of scientific and spiritual detective work for your scrutiny; and further exploration I suggest – prior to rendering a decision either way. Fear not to tread where mortal man fears to adventure; for a mortal man, or woman; you are not!

#### **2.1 – The Science of One**

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#### Singularity and Black Holes

For the record; I'd like to state a few things I learned along the way which I now believe as fact – for posterity's sake:

\- Black Holes – contain universes; expanding ones, think about it – we live in one!

\- When a large star "supernovas" it didn't create a black hole; it just left its core exposed!

\- The Earth has an appropriately sized star at its core too! That is why it spins ceaselessly, has independent thermal output, has poles and magnetic fields, and an atmosphere, or aura.

\- At "Singularity" all things are still in the same place, and still Singular!

\- Every Star has at its center; a black hole and singularity!

\- So do you!!!!!

Some of this information might seem speculative and over the top; but if you do some due diligence – you'll find that "future science," confirms much of this. There are volumes of science to validate these concepts; away from the mainstream academia. If you scratch around for the "real deal" as far as unfettered information goes – this is the newly developing picture presented.

Don't get me wrong either, science has been beneficial to our growth; but we have failed to understand the basic construct of our reality – due to our preconceived notions. I can sum up the failure in a few words; "Why are things the way they are?" Never mind the physical properties, and the mechanics of matter; what are the fundamental principles of operation? Not "what" things do; but "why" they do them!

We, who ask such questions, are at the crux of the problem, which in short is motivation. The best science helps to make predictions; by knowing the motivation for the activity. In short – the meaning of life; is its purpose. And the best method to derive the meaning; is by looking at the implications of the activity, and not just what it is doing.

From the moment of the big bang, to our present cosmic condition; we know roughly what had to take place. A tiny atom or star, the first mote of energy, expanded or inflated as they say – to make the phantasmagoria we call our universe. We know the universe is expanding, so we run the scenario backwards mentally; and end up with an initial particle. After that basic assumption however, the cosmic wheels pretty much fall off the cart – but you won't hear much about that.

The other thing that completely contradicts the idea of a big bang in the remote past to explain cosmic formation; is the fact Mr. Hubble exposed by showing us that the universal expansion is speeding up! A cosmic big bang in the remote past; would by all laws of physics, slow down over time – not speed up. It is as if we were being drawn towards a great attractor, or the event horizon of our expanding cosmos, at ever increasing rates.

To keep this short, we will just look at a few of the limitations this theory leaves us with. For starters; why was the dot there in the first place? Then one could ask; what made it big bang (or flip inside out, expand, inflate, or whatever term you prefer)? And as a third point; how did it even know that it did or did not do so? We could also speculate further and ask how it could make all that we see by chance, and embed consciousness into the fabric of space/time (us)......but we'll bite into that question later.

For now the short answer is consciousness. Consciousness played a role in the creation of the cosmos; or it wouldn't have happened, it is that simple. My point is that we have no idea, why the dot was there, why it big banged, and basically why it turned out like this? If you really study what we do know, and scrutinize the information and think independently (which is totally not encouraged), you will consider my point.

I often find references to Gods Crown, his Throne (or seat of power) and similar spiritual descriptions; to attempt to describe the Creator Gods power. So what "is" God; and what are they describing? Singularity, Black Holes, and Stars! The Crown is an Event Horizon as we call it – the very real boundary state and barrier between realms.

Singularity is God, or everything as one; Black Holes are the venue for the activity, and everything in it – is a Star. Science just calls the same things by other names; just like every religion did. But now we are starting to "get it," hopefully! Singularity and Black Holes and Stars seeded the Universe; so why is it so weird to see them as "seeds?"

A Singularity started our universe, correct? A singularity is also what we believe to be at the center of a black hole. A black hole is at the center of our galaxy. The fractal nature of reality becomes exposed. So then we might ask; what exactly is a black hole? That is a big question. We can however surmise that singularity and black holes are the building blocks of the cosmos, so we owe ourselves a deeper look at black holes (full pun intended!).

I am going to give you the short version – just to make my point. Black holes are everywhere! Our universe is a black hole, or inside one! Galaxies have them at their center. And here is the bold step into logic; all living cosmic bodies contain this point of infinite collapse. Stars, planets, moons, conscious biological units (all beings), and atoms and the atomic sub-structure, all contain the appropriate sized black hole or "center."

The scientific community at large is coming to this bizarre similar conclusion through recently gleaned facts; despite all the kicking and screaming. We live in a fractal holographic reality, so that means what ever we learn at one scale, helps us explain what we can not see at other scales. This is important. Now we need a little further un-authorized education about black holes.

Why do you think we can't see a black hole? We are told it is because the gravity of a black hole goes right off the charts; and gravity is so strong inside a black hole – that even light can not escape it. Doesn't that explicitly declare the speed of gravity, as well as the fabric of space/time, in excess of the speed of light – the "rule you can't break" remember? The speed of light being 186,000 miles per second, which is a point worth pondering, and reconsidering what we know – and here is why.

Nothing exceeds the speed of light we are told! Bull pucky! As we will explore in further chapters, we already know that many things exceed the speed of light. The atomic sub-structure moves faster than light, we know this because particles communicate instantly over great distances if entangled, or part of a single system. Consciousness experiments also tell us that thought moves faster than light, pretty much instantly. And space itself if given a value; must be in a state, or in a "condition" beyond light speed.

So getting back to a black hole; and the speed of light rule – rule one, conflicts with rule two. The future science has now exposed that the emptiness of space, is anything but empty; and that space/time - is energy of unfathomable potentials. We just can't perceive the primordial element of the fabric of space/time, which in no way, shape, or form; negates the existence of it. The scientists know that we can't see well over 90% of our reality.

Grab this and run with it; since it will explain so much. We think nothing can exceed the speed of light, merely because we can't perceive it; and here is the mind blowing part that answers so much. We can't see a black hole, for the same reason we can't see the fabric of space/time; because they are both moving faster than light speed! It is just like us to assume something doesn't exist – because our pea brains can't process information moving that fast! So what would we see if we could see things collapsing and expanding and moving beyond light speed?

We would see what all ancient texts describe as the "Light of God," or the "Waters of Life," or the energy of Creation, streaming through everything. We would see a black hole for what it really is; a highly evolved Star – shining beyond our current scale of observation. A black hole has a singularity at the center; drawing in the fabric of space time – like an engine drawing its power.

We can fill in the blanks now. A singular state, created our universe. Everything we can see and relate to as matter has at its center, this state. All things although separated by space/time, are at the singular state; and are part and parcel of the universal conscious totality. This is the Cosmic Science of One. This is what connects everything to an infinite self generating Source. The Initial Source Star, or Light if you will recall; streams into everything in Creation – and we and it radiate out to everything else.

Another way to see this; is to consider the theory that black holes are connected by tunnels outside of space/time, and that we could somehow jump between locations instantly. Singularity; is all places and times – pick one.

Now with the concept of tunnels between all the black holes and singularities firmly grasped; realize that this concept is fractal – right down to the atomic sub-structure! These same "worm-holes," or metaphysical threads, are connections outside of space/time, and connect everything! These "worm-holes" connect atoms, biology, and cosmic bodies! They also do this instantaneously, beyond light speed. They bypass the very fabric of space/time.

The cosmic bodies are all linked, the conscious biological life is all linked; and every atom our reality is made of is linked! I hope that had the same effect on you, once you realized the implication. Everything is indeed metaphysically linked or connected! As a fact; and not just as a touchy-feely concept! The facts exceed any imagination!

This is the mystery behind atomic cohesion and self organization from atoms, to molecules, DNA and the biology, and even the Cosmic Wheels; everything communicates! As we will explore later; this is a pretty good model for conscious experience and spirituality to boot.

In some respects, the ancients deserve some credit well beyond what we attribute to them. They told us we are "Stars of the Great Star." Even the western beliefs say we are a Son of God; what if they meant "Sun of God?" There was much Pagan Sun God worship going on in the past, from Oriental beliefs, as well as ancient tribal beliefs. Face it; our religious holidays fall on Pagan solstices. Our deities were from the stars, and the 12 apostles, or the 12 around one esoterically, or as the 12 constellations and the signs of the zodiac, are not similar by chance!

Then just to boggle the mind further; we live in a society which has no bloody idea why the ancients were so obsessed with the Cosmos! We also can't reasonably explain the knowledge they possessed regarding the universe. It was their religion silly! The problem is that their belief system involved star clusters which move "in concert" or with the earth, and they possessed knowledge far above what we can explain.

The Ancient Texts prove they knew about our orbits, the wheels within wheels, and the circles of existence, the harmony of the spheres, and countless descriptions of how this all really works. The Ancient Flower of Life, Sacred Geometry, and the Cosmos as the Heavens – will soon make more sense I trust. Because if you really think we already know; you are about to find out that there is no Tooth Fairy either.

Galactic suns, the universal time clock (the Mayan Calendar), Pre-sand Egyptian beliefs, the Chinese I-Ching and Taoism and Daoism, the Ancient Kabbalah, Tribal Shamanism, and Indian Vedic Texts, all contain cosmic knowledge we can not account for. We will explore this more in further sections in detail. For now, I just want you to consider what they knew, reconsider the value of the information, and point out the inexplicable accuracy of it.

This undeniably means that some ancient relative of ours in the remote past, wearing face paint and sporting leather underwear, and our later cousins, who built fantastic unexplained stone structures, were light years ahead of us in cosmic reckoning. That should make a person think a little. Every time you bring up this unexplained knowledge ancient man possessed to refute academia; they close their eyes and hope it will go away like a stumped child. In my opinion, this fact speaks to my point here.

The galaxies are spinning (according to mainstream science), because of the expanding fabric of the universe. The stars are spinning because of the galactic spin, the planets in turn we are told spin because the sun does, and right down to the water in the toilet creating vortices when we flush! The long and the short of it is that everything from the cosmos, right down to the atomic structure; spins as a downward causation effect. Black holes spin. When we get too drunk or lose consciousness, we spin. Everything spins is my point to generalize, and there is a reason for it. The DNA is spun into a traveling spiral from the metaphysical information this way, and we will look at this connection in a following section.

Now paint yourself a completely different picture mentally of the cosmos. It will be I think; intuitively correct for reasons to be covered later.

The Universe works from the top down. Some scientists refer to this as "downward causation," or "emergence." The idea is fast gaining popularity; much to the dismay of those who cling to our collapsing foundations of current beliefs. The terms basically describe a system of cause and effect, which is controversial because of the implications. Implications I like. The "gist" is accepted pretty much across the board with little argument however; that a Singularity or Creator made a universe of galaxies, which birthed stars, which in turn birthed planets, which birthed conscious life as we know it, and so on.

Picture in your mind, a dot in a void; this dot is what we call Singularity – but it is conscious, like you and I (and then some), a totality in an opposite state. An Eternal Consciousness in a Void completely encapsulated. In the Kabbalah it is described as a "no-thingness" specifically. Other faiths simply refer to this condition as a timeless void, or a pre-time condition, prior to experience, or a venue for it.

There would have literally been "nothing" to begin with. No space, no time, no novelty, no nothing; just this conscious dot and the futility of the situation. A struggle ensued to 'Create" and thusly we attribute creation to a Creator. The Singular conscious state, turned inside out (I like that better than a big bang, for good reasons), and cast itself everywhere as a wave. (The Dot and Wave Theory in short form.)

Fractals, Infinity, Holograms, Membranes, Dimensions, and Quantum Non-locality, and Particle/Wave Duality, are some scientific terms for it. The spiritual terms for this are; a Likeness, or an Image, a Word or vibration, the Spirit, the Holy Ghost, Intelligible Light, or the Light we can't see, to name a select few.

Now follow the minutia of this evolution; and picture the countless and perhaps infinite galactic centers; which were cast everywhere at once. Those singular galactic states, gave rise to the sea of stars surrounding each one. Those stars like our local star the sun; in turn spawned the planets which likewise rotate around them. Our planet spawned biology, and us. This is the "gist" of downwards causation. Most people have little problem with the idea, until we take it further and it exposes what we got wrong.

This means that in some fashion; the conscious developed biology, or "us" if you will consider it – feeds the atomic sub-structure. At some level; the information in the quantum field – is supplied from the biology! Currently, we view things the other way around in conventional physics, but this was an error. We generally attribute the biology, to the atomic sub-structure, not the atomic sub-structure to the biology. This is a rather huge 180 degree consideration, which bears out by the way the biological experiences educate the quantum field, causing evolution.

Now ask yourself; if this is all "one system" which there can be little argument it is – then can this exception truly exist? Unfortunately, it can not. This means the new way of looking at things is onto something. A correction becomes necessary. A "Horton Hears a Who" reality emerges. One where the tiny micro things below us, and the cosmic macro things above us; are reflective realities at various scales.

Everything started out in a singular state, including consciousness, and went fractal from the top down. Everything at some higher vibrational frequency than we can perceive, still connects all life at a singular state. Everything is still entangled, with its source point, and remains embedded in a fabric we can't see; because it moves faster than the speed of light. And it is conscious, at all scales.

Time and space are a conscious matrix, or venue for experience. The expanded state of consciousness is like a space/time manifold of infinities. The experience is the point. This tweaks the perspective of our condition, to admit, that the journey is the entire point, and the decisions made along the way, and the activity of choices we employ, generates the required new novelty (further dimensions as us) to evolve. The philosophers and Gurus were right it seems! The Ancients studied and worshiped the Cosmos, as one and the same thing. The Ancients believed quite correctly, in a world of Gods within Gods in perpetuity, or infinitely.

What this means is that we have this primordial fabric, and gravity. The infinite expansion as the positive flow or energy of creation, or the opposite of gravity; and the points of infinite collapse we know as singular states or representations of gravity and individuation as we understand it. This makes it easy to understand how consciousness, is also merely an exchange of these two facets of one force, and a single energy. If the universe expands at a certain rate; something must be collapsing at a similar rate.

As space expands – consciousness collapses accordingly; or is it the other way around? As consciousness assembles itself; we perceive the cosmos is moving faster! Could the cosmic wheels spin at the rate we are capable of consciously experiencing them? If experience is the point; the venue is likely flexible; as shown by Einstein's theory of relativity regarding light speed. I mean; if the speed of light changes in relation to the observers point of observation; then space/time adjusts to our perception of it. This is not in dispute; time, light speed, and observations are malleable.

Some view the cosmos as an electro-magnetic polarity system, a battery of sorts. The expansion or inflation of the universe being the positive current or supply; and the negative as the appliances which draw the current (cosmic bodies at every scale), from which they derive their spin and output – much like an electric motor. When one re-examines the electromagnetic fields, spin dynamics, independent thermal output, and opposing polarities of the earth or a star (north and south poles); which is what everything is in this sense – the cosmic mystery pile evaporates.

This might indeed be a very insightful analogy, to view the "environment" as a source current; and the "objects" in it as motors with polarity and magnetic fields of rotation. No more mystery as to why everything spins, pulses, and has metaphysical properties! It is how and what – everything runs on! Just put a negative pole in the center of all the objects in space/time – and a positive field in the expansive energy of space/time itself.

The science of this was given to us years ago by Einstein. When Einstein told us that objects in space, create a dimple in the fabric of space/time, he was indeed ahead of the pack. We just have to take it further to include not only cosmic bodies imprinting the fabric of space/time, but also the conscious biology, and the atoms. Think about that for a minute; and revel in this new picture of reality. The Cosmos shows us how this all works; which is why ancient cultures were so obsessed with the heavens.

The fabric of space/time; is the primordial element we overlooked. As the fabric which feeds and supports everything infinitely expands, all the dimples in it; draw in this fabric at various gravitational rates to make their place in it. Again we can't see this "light" because of the speed of light rule; and we can thank Einstein for that insight also – thanks to his other revelation..... "Relativity" as applied to the speed of light.

Einstein showed us the basics about gravitation and relativity, as it relates to time and the speed of light. It is what spawned the notion that nothing could exceed the speed of light. What it actually confirmed was that we just can't see it, or are unable to consciously perceive it. He had everything else right, gravity, relativity, atomic structure, the fabric of space/time as an element, as well as unification.

Relativity, simply explained, states that at whatever what speed we move away from a beam of light, or whatever speed we move towards a beam of light (photons), the speed of light remains constant. This takes a while to wrap your head around, until you realize that means "Time" is altered to accomplish this! It is simple no nonsense proof we warp space/time, at our "zero-point" of perception, but there is much, much, more.

This becomes further substantiated by knowing that if we travel at high rates of speed, for extended periods of time; we would in effect "time travel." If you ask about a black hole; you will also learn that time breaks down at the event horizon of a black hole, at the boundary state which defines it. Point made; Gravitation, Space/Time, and conscious observation......are not at all separate forces, but are but mere boundary states, or beginnings and ends in a seamless matrix. Let's get back to this new picture of cosmic reality, with the above considerations in mind.

In this respect, everything is indeed a star, in relation to the "cosmic push-me pull-you" of gravitation and this fabric. Everything! Which means objects in space/time; all draw in the fabric to their center, to make a place for themselves – just like black holes, to create a singular state, of an otherwise shared condition. Everything makes a dimple in space/time this way, and draws in, and radiates out, the fabric of our existence.

To further revise our picture of the cosmos, the stars have black holes; or this same singular condition at their center. But we also know stars have definite "auras" since the sun's aura keeps us warm as we pivot around it. Now put two and two together.

In a fractal holographic reality, born of a singular state, everything is modeled on the initial forces. This means not only does everything from the top down draw in this fabric; it also radiates out like the dickens, like a star. This explains the energy in atoms; and why we can see them. This is a major step forward when you apply this knowledge to the rest of the picture, and the singular origin of the entire activity.

This means a "black hole" is really a Star; which is so powerful that its "light" is too fast for us to see. That only makes sense when it is for the very same reason we can't see the black hole in the first place. Wow; should come to mind if you grasp what I am telling you, and that ain't the half of it! Like I stated in the beginning; when a star supernovas, it didn't just make a black hole – it exposed its core when it cast off its material! This is not what we are taught.

The rest of the information is revealed to us by how we actually "see" a black hole. We don't; except for when something gets too close, and gets drawn in. This is so simple it hurts. If we can see a black hole sucking stuff in sometimes; we should be smart enough to realize that it does so – ALL THE TIME! It is just this stuff we can't see! When a black hole (or major star) eats something near it, we see the material being pulled in.

What do you think a black hole or star is doing, when there is no object to eat? It is feeding on space/time! Like a waterfall – except for some reason, we only acknowledge the flow when we see something going over the falls! Now consider that in a way; everything is a star and a black hole at various scales – even you and I! We can only see the objects, and not the waterfall – but it is easy math.

At the scale of a smaller star like our sun; we see the radiation it puts out; but we don't see it drawing in this invisible expanding energy. And here is where we break away from the pack completely – the earth has a small star at the core also. This bears out with what we know; if you just look at it from the opposite angle. I mean what else explains ceaseless rotation, independent thermal output from the core, and the usual electromagnetic fields, and an aura as an atmosphere. It really is the same theory only 180 degrees reversed again. One group of scientists and mathematicians in Hawaii; estimated the black hole, within the star inside of the earth, to be about the size of a soccer ball, or football.

I know in the "standard models" we were taught that the spinning and crushing weight of the earth, generates these effects; but if you place a tiny star at the core of the earth, and work the effects in reverse – it makes much more sense. Not to mention that this also explains the cause of the formation, its rotation, and energetic fields – rather than just observing them. How the earth and most cosmic bodies were born, formed, and operate; is better explained by this – and warrants consideration.

This would explain why the earth doesn't slow down in rotation over time, and the polarity, magnetic shield, and atmosphere in reverse; not to mention explain the gravity to give rise to initial formation, and that primordial kick-start. Perhaps everything collects itself from a Metaphysical energy flow, which generates a downwards causation kick-start; which then emerges – or a Star Child is born.

An original wisp of creational energy folded onto itself and turned a wave into a particle. The particle like a star, forms from the metaphysical conscious mist – like a gathered thought, or a ball of space/time until it reaches a threshold; and fires up.

We are told that the earths orbit, is a balance between being drawn into the sun by its gravity (or the flow of space/time being drawn in to see it another way), and the energy it emits pushing us away (solar winds). O.K Sherlock - that explains the gravitational relationship between the sun and the earth regarding orbit; but now you can't explain the earth and moon with the same method!

If the earth didn't push the moon away just like a star, at the same time as the moon is drawn into earths orbit by gravity, or trapped by the drawing in of the fabric of space/time displayed as gravitation (Einstein's dimple in space/time) – the orbit of the moon would not be maintained. Is this not after all the current explanation for formation of cosmic bodies? At which point do they cease to draw each to the other; and why? To place a star of appropriate value at the core of the earth, or a singularity as an explanation for the dynamics of the earth; is a much more plausible solution.

The earth doesn't have a molten core because it spins and has weight; it has a molten core, endless rotational spin, independent thermal output, magnetic fields, and an aura or atmosphere – for the same reason as a star! The earth is a self generator, as are stars. The moon is drawn to the earth as the current of space/time is sucked in to the earth, just like why the earth is pulled towards the sun. And just like the sun, the earth and moon similarly maintain their orbit, by the delicate balance of gravity versus radiance.

To make a simple mental picture to explain this; just imagine a whirlpool or vortices at the core of each object (stars, planets, people, atoms etcetera.) Couple this mental image; with an energetic flow of cosmic waters, like a river – expanding all around us. This is the real hidden current of life. Light energy which is beyond our visible spectrum due to the speed of light rule, is the fuel for existence. The real shocker is that "light" or "photons," convey information. The information of the universe; is in these "waters." The "water" is conscious.

To stimulate this consideration to explain gravitation itself; ask yourself why gravity doesn't care how big or small an object you drop from a great height, since the rate of descent is constant. We all know that a bowling ball and a golf ball for example; fall to the earth at the same speed. Want to know the real reason why? The concept flies in the face of our understanding of physics; and you'll find we use the opposite argument in fact – all the time! The larger the object, the greater the attraction remember? Why does this not apply to the question of the bowling ball and the golf ball, in relation to the earth?

This is going to stand the current explanation (or lack of one), on its head; but here it is! The bowling ball, or the golf ball, are both falling to the earth at the same speed, because they "fall" or are "drawn in," at the rate that the fabric of space time is being drawn to the earths core. They are both being pulled to the earth's core; by the same current (the waterfall). They both are going towards a waterfall moving at a set speed.

Now apply this knowledge to everything's core, and one can grasp the notion of a current, or rate of cosmic flow to explain reality, not to mention quantify gravity. Gravity might be an effect of this flow or current, which has a faster than light component or element to it. This also explains why gravity is illusive and non-visible to quantify – it moves too fast. Gravity when viewed as opposite infinities, are the most powerful forces; since "infinities" are by definition incalculably large.

The fabric of space/time has also been described by other terms. The quantum flux of the vacuum of space is one. The other popular one which comes to mind is the concept of "dark matter, dark energy, and dark flow" as the underlying current and support structure for the universal matrix. This could also be what the ancient texts referred to as the "ether." The notion that everything is a fundamental element made "of" or "from" the creational ether – does jive with the concept of dark matter and energy, at impossibly coincidental levels to a functioning mind.

As the ancients well knew; we are a Child of the Light, and of the cosmic wheels of experience. We also draw in this fabric; to make our place to experience from, just like a black hole, or star, or singularity, or any other cosmic body does. So the fact becomes exposed; we too – are cosmic bodies! Our atoms are made of star dust, just consider the obvious regarding consciousness; as a similar process.

The whole program begins to make scientific sense, as well as fit to explain our experience. For example; if we warp space/time by traveling at high rates of speed, or by being in close proximity with excessive gravity like a black hole or a star, then we warp space/time to make our dent or place in the fabric – just as all things do. We also tweak this dent; with conscious application. It might well be what defines our rate of travel.

The Science of One; has a perspective problem regarding our conscious observation of the cosmos you are going to like; which all but seals the deal. The problem is twofold, but a singular problem, literally!

If this universe of ours came from a singular point; where is the center of the universe? If it came from a single point, and it big banged apart, all logic dictates that it has a center right? If you didn't already know this; it will blow your mind a bit. The universe has no center. The mind blower comes into play when they tell you "why" they know this.

They know the universe has no center, because wherever you place your point of observation of it, remotely or otherwise; immediately becomes the center. They know that; because everything (the fabric of space), immediately streams away from wherever you place yourself. Why do you suppose that is? Where ever you are; is always the center! It seems as though we maintain a consistent perspective whether earthbound, or we take on a cosmic perspective – any apparently!

Another thing you need to know about our sun; is that it also works from the top down, and backwards of what we thought it did. The recent discoveries are an admission that we don't even understand our local star. The fact is that the atmosphere of the sun; is the hottest part. The surface of the sun is about seven times colder than the atmosphere or crown, and like an onion – it gets cooler the deeper you go. Now let us speculate further; just a little.

The brave pioneers of future cosmological theory can explain this, much better than grade twelve sciences, and the learning channel did. A Black Hole and Singularity are at the core of everything, stars being an upper fractal and being no exception to this, since they are in fact the model for it. So when they tell me a star is colder the deeper you go; unlike what we were taught about it bubbling up from the middle; I am no longer as confused and as astonished as they are. I confirm the fractal holographic aspect of reality, reflected in all the properties I study by it.

This is a much better explanation for "sun spots" being black. If the energy we see of the sun was from the core; wouldn't sun spots most likely be "white hot?" We are starting to suspect in some circles; that the core of a star is black. Speculatively; when we see a sun spot – we are looking at the core.

I even have a science book from the 1960's that clearly states; that some scientists now believe that "black holes" are at the center of stars! Some scientists have intuitively known this for well over 50 years! So when a star supernovas and leaves a black hole and singularity, perhaps it has merely exposed what it was all along.

I am as you are; the product of a star; produced by the atomic structure derived from its activity. The atoms we are made of are products of stars. If my consciousness is also a reflection of cosmic evolution, or similarly a product of the stars, and the stars in turn are a product of the Cosmos, then Universal Consciousness, or God, or whatever title you prefer, is confirmed by our conscious existence.

If what we are by definition is a downward cosmic causation of a higher law or principle, or element, as is evidenced by science – then we really are where the metaphysical rubber meets the road. We just have to realize that life is a limousine ride to cosmic consciousness. I can give you some evidence of this we can all confirm first hand through observation. Call it an obvious clue to what ancient man understood better than us.

You can see this "downwards causation," when the Sun gets more active. You'll be able to correlate the activity of the Sun to the Earth; because the earth also will be more active. Just take note of higher solar activity levels, and more sun spots; and then watch the news for activity on the earth.

It soon becomes conclusive; when the sun acts up – so does the earth, reflectively. Earths volcanic activity, which is generated from below; are much like sun spots on the earth, as are sun spots on our star – per scale and speed. Storms, earthquakes, and tidal movements are increased in frequency and severity; reflectively when our local star gets more active. The "pond" sends ripples.

People get a little weird too, when lunar cycles are full, or when the cosmic bodies are unsettled. If you think the idea that Cosmic Bodies affect us and the earth is "out there," you are severely deluding yourself. The moon affects our oceans to create tides. The police and the institutions will all have statistics to verify that they experience more activity when the moon is full.

The sun is our pivot point, which in turn is drawn around the galactic sun. The entire galaxy is in orbit around our central star, so I think we could safely assume that from the largest object in our galaxy (its center) to the moon that orbits us; they are all communicating in the language of gravity. The objects that affect us and the earth are innumerable. More likely the entire activity is a cosmic dance of polarity and gravity, or a venue and choices to see it another way – same thing.

All the propaganda about Alchemy, and Astrology merely are attempts to cover up and deny that everything is made of "one element" which might then be altered to suit, and that if you watch the Cosmic Panoramic Wheelworks for clues; you can sometimes see storms coming at you in a downwards causation universe.

As we move on to examine and study the implications of the future science on the biology, and the atomic structure, some answers will be provided. But this proves to any but the least intuitive among us; that we are consciously and physically linked to the cosmos.

The bigger step comes from the realization that we are the cosmos ourselves, inverted or folded into a portal, to accumulate and generate novelty through experience. We are what we are made of, and that as we all know is star dust, and the star dust was made from the stars that the universe created. Recognizing our true place in the fabric of space/time we occupy, tells the real story. Cosmic unification entails the inclusion of the cosmic observer, or us as individuals and as a greater whole; which you will never hear from narrow minded academia, or theology for that matter.

Before I conclude with a personal interest story; I feel I have to explain something of importance, speaking of narrow minded academia and theology. The "Science of One" is all of our reality, not just the accepted crap. The rest of reality becomes completely exposed once you know what I am going to tell you; I won't mince words either.

We in our infinite wisdom decided that nothing could exceed the speed of light – which is completely, wrong (sorry Einstein!). Just because we can't see something, does not mean it doesn't exist. Just because those speeds are above our range of perception and above our observable spectrum of vibrational frequency; has no bearing on the validity.

There are many things we know already that exceed the speed of light; particle physics for one. Particle physics is the sub-structure of our reality, but it doesn't stop there! Black holes are another. If you consider it possible to travel a worm-hole between two black holes instantly, then at a cosmic scale; black holes defeat the speed of light rule.

In another consideration, if light can't escape a black hole; you already admitted that "gravity" and the "fabric of space/time" are being pulled into a black hole – faster than light. Think of a Black Hole as a Tunnel (or channel) in Space/Time like a Worm-Hole; which is an aperture or Portal; of the Fabric itself. And of course "beings" like you and I; believe it or not! The thoughts that we are all about; also move faster than light!

The speed of thought – is faster than light. Brief proof of that is found in meditational studies that show two people (or more) can be linked together, and communicate instantly. The argument is that not only particles are "entangled," but so is the biology; as proven by showing how two people can be consciously linked while meditating, or entangled. And we already know that entangled particles communicate instantly over universal distances.

Some further physical proof comes from the way we warp space/time with our perception; as I frequently discuss, for example pre-cognition – like swinging the bat prior to the pitcher tossing the ball so you can hit it (or a quick-shooter besting someone with their gun already drawn).

Consider this now. If black holes, the fabric of space time itself, sub-atomic structure, and our sub-consciousness; all move faster than the speed of light – then really it is only our present state with the limitation. Now we can return to conventional explanations, to solve the problem.

The scientists claim that the Universe is nothing more than "information" distributed as "matter and energy," and that the information is actually "photons" or light. I can fully agree with that. So if the "lions share" of the Light is invisible to us because of the speeds involved; then the light we can't see – must contain way more information, it would have to, since it moves way faster. That explains a lot.

In light of that (pun intended); we really must be a tiny, stuck in space/time reflection of a totality, for a brief period of the wholeness of time. I think I can explain this for some. For one thing; every black hole contains an expanding universe (the opposite state). That leaves the possibility for countless trillions of trillions of universes, all contained in ours. All the dimensions that we now know must exist; are right under our noses!

Let us consider that a version of each of us might exist in every one of them? In countless billions of black holes are countless alternate or parallel universes, with countless versions of us. So what is my point?

The point is that cosmically then, perhaps I actually exist in billions of other realities; and when I die – only a tiny fraction of me dies – a veritable mote. An imperceptible fraction of a totality is what we are, and what we see from this state. That's why this state is temporary; it would be unusually cruel if it wasn't. Jail time is one thing; life without parole is another!

Others have stated this as a quantum consideration, and it goes like this. If atoms are blinking in and out of reality, or winking so fast we can't see them doing it, and we are made of atoms – then about half the time, we already are the fabric we are embedded in. Who is to say that when we die; maybe we just quit blinking here! The one less place we blink in and out of; would be about .0000000000001% of what we actually occupy. We would still blink into the other 999999999999% of the realities.

This general theory can be shown in endless ways. In cosmology, biology, conscious study, atomic structure, and general concepts of faith; the theme repeats endlessly – how fitting. The theory incorporates the work of countless others, and is for all of us. The process of connecting the dots of the information just kind of fell into my life, so I feel compelled to share. Take what you want from my conclusions, and substitute your own where required – but this is I feel the way forward.

None of this is a "fluke" is my ultimate point. Work the rest out in your own way; I only wish to provide food for thought along these lines. To conclude this section; I would like to reiterate that "nothing" is a random, chance occurrence, Not our individual experience, not the way everything works, or the universe in general is a fluke– which means neither are the events in it.

That doesn't mean our decisions are mute, or our lives are pre-decided – it just means that the venue for the experience is. The format for us to make decisions in, is what is designed, not the decisions made, and many fail to understand that. It is like we are collectively "building something," but at an individual level it eludes us.

I would like to digress and include an incident of synchronicity, which led me to a book that confirmed that I was not alone in these considerations. Completely by chance as I was reading a book called "The Life Era – Cosmic Selection and Conscious Evolution" by Eric Chaisson (a research physicist at M.I.T. and a teacher at Harvard) I was introduced to the name of "Teilhard de Chardin" as an author who had inspired him. I remember thinking I would like to read his books, and wondering if I would ever encounter this author's work, which he wrote during World War One. His books were old and rare, and he left our plane of existence in the 50's (died). Thinking nothing of it, and having no idea who Teilhard de Chardin was; I went about my day.

A few hours later, needing coveralls for work; I found myself at a local second hand store seeking cheap work duds. I was informed that they had no coveralls, and that this was their last day in business – and was offered a pick through the free pile. The free pile consisted of used furniture, and a few items of clothing, and a couple of boxes of books. There were some western books I grabbed for my dad, since I found none of interest to me, and as I abandoned the box of books, I told my wife there were a few romance books she might be interested in.

After a minute of rummaging through the books, my wife stuck her hand up with a book in it and thrust it at me; "It says Universe on it, do you want it?" - She asked. I didn't notice the book when I looked through the box – and she didn't know I was looking for it; after reading about him that same morning. Ridiculous odds; wouldn't you say?

It was an old thrashed paperback called "The Prayer of the Universe" – by you guessed it – by none other than Teilhard de Chardin! If finding the book was not enough to make me wonder; the content sure did. The theory this man presented, from an entirely different life and background, was remarkably similar to mine, and so was his struggle to gain acceptance. The odds were incalculable!

If you dig deep into your memory banks; you'll recall being told about a man in history, who wrote profound philosophy; while working in the trenches of World War One as a stretcher bearer. That man was Teilhard de Chardin. He was for all intensive purposes a "Mystic Christian," who interpreted the body of Christ; as Cosmic Consciousness. Other than that differentiation, our work was similar, and so was our difficulty in conveying this truth. Some of the terms he used almost 100 years ago to describe Cosmic Conscious Evolution are "genius" to say the least, and uncanny to believe, given the dates they were made. (Sort of a cross between Carl Jung and Edgar Cayce; as far as principles of operation goes!)

To the Christian mindset, the theories presented in "The Prayer of the Universe," are those of Mysticism. To a mystic mindset, the theories Teilhard de Chardin presents, are far too religious and Christian. But the man traveled the road of logic and knowledge to create this blend so well; that open minded academics, and open minded people of faith – could feel the truth of what he said.

So to have the book fall into my hands completely by unforeseeable synchronistic events, less than a few hours after reading about the man, for free, given the content – confirmed what I had suspected about synchronistic concrescence being proof that cosmic consciousness unfolds not solely by chance. Not to mention the healing factor upon my own soul – by this odd remote confirmation of my experiences from a much different perspective in the recent past.

From the bloody trenches of World War One; this mans mind soared to heights of angelic revelations about ourselves, and the Cosmos we inhabit. His mind spewed forth beauty, while he was surrounded by the horrors of war! Amid the harsh conditions and pain and suffering and death – he unravelled the great truths about existence. One is immediately struck by his ability to describe in words, our connection to the Cosmos, as God. This feat fails to be accomplished by his not so intelligent or spiritually blessed and alleged peers. You owe yourself a little research, and perhaps a read, into the fantastic life and mind of Teilhard de Chardin; the Cosmos would be grateful.

Such considerations are perhaps a valid means to discern the value of our experience as an observer. An observer observing what else; but itself from the top down! The endless evidence for a shared conscious field gets even better as we look at things closer to home and our scale. Nature and biology will also reveal the fundamental oneness of a shared field, and a common underlying principle, to further unify our common situation. The Science of One continues – with the science of biology, and the concept of a morphogenetic field - a living metaphysical shared conscious field of information, we all draw on and are a part of.

#### **2.2 - Biology and Morphogenetic Fields**

Is experience translated into biology; evidence of conscious continuance? Where does the biological pump, or pulse of life, get its energy? Where does the information in the DNA come from? I know we can decode and mess with the genetics; but do we really know how it formed, or what tells it to do what and when? Observing the crap out of something has its limitations, at some point you have to develop a working hypothesis for WHY it is doing things. You hear a lot of this stuff on the science channels lately; evidence of nature communicating and having a memory – but they remain a bit skinny on an explanation for it.

Why do cells, insects, and the like, which we deem incapable of making conscious decisions, consistently make really good choices, or communicate and share choices with other cells which are remotely located? Our brand of explanation always relies on the mystery of nature or instincts, and a mystery pile in fear of avalanche for the unsettled stuff! We have few credible answers for the really big questions regarding our biological aspects, if you really dig deep.

Once again, the answers are not lacking; it is the failure of the observer as always which is to blame. It is our wisdom to decipher the purpose, and not our intellect to observe with, which needs to develop. We should at least admit that the clues are present; and sometimes we are "not?"

The DNA self organizes from the information in the quantum field. The cells which are from a group seem to share the information. The resulting biology does this as well, and we all know it does. Some easy examples of biology working in unison without explanation are all that are required, to get the gist of the workings.

Insect colonies and hives are a good example, since a solitary insect is a "veritable ameba" consciously, yet insects from a group work together perfectly, as if a solitary developed "hive mind." Most of the insect world acts in collectives, at levels above what can be explained if you consider things completely separate and individual.

The problem with birds and fish, knowing the way home or south is another. We call that instincts, but really the term implies "mystery." Why do they know the way? We have debunked the notion that this relies on magnetism; since birds and fish still find the way when we impair their magnetic compass.

The other point as far as birds and fish goes; which is a puzzler and has remained so to date - is how do they work in unison? How do they turn in the air and in the water, as if a single group? Again given their apparent cognitive skills, it is impossible that they react quickly enough as individuals, to move as a cohesive unit. We might say they "feel" when to turn, or again call it "instincts" - but where is this information stored, and how is it communicated? This can be applied at all levels of life, including us I would suggest, which makes a statement about how this works.

It is as if life were a series of conscious bubbles, or auras within auras, of a greater bubble we call our universe. The term Morphogenetic Fields has often been used to describe a scientific approach for this; but the connotations are of a spiritual nature, and as a result much resistance is generated. But it explains far too much to be so readily dismissed. Let us start with a working hypothesis for how this could take place.

The DNA forms the link to the quantum world, as a bridge between the world of the atomic, and of biology. The photonic information, or intelligible light of the shared quantum field, instructs the biology via the DNA. This is how a thought or a metaphysical property (non physical), becomes turned into the chemistry and electromagnetic translation (physical) which then manifests in the DNA. The DNA then becomes a way to turn thoughts into released chemicals and electromagnetic impulses.

Bear in mind in order to keep this short, that this is a very condensed version, merely used as a foundation to show the gears meshing in the domain of the brain. So how does our brain actually work?

The "micro tubules" in our brains synaptic centers, are acting like quantum computers. The proteins, of which the micro tubules are formed, are in essence switching off and on; like a computer (1 and 0). The neurons in turn, function as does everything else; in little groups via the neural networks, or synapses. These groups of neural networks function like an adjustable nerve system, which works together to create memory, and to generate emotions like love. Or at the very least, these reflect the substructure of the process, as we have discussed.

The "meat" part of a being; "reflects consciousness," through the DNA and sub-atomic process, not the other way around. When we see a brain or nervous system do something, it really could be a sub-atomic conscious reflection; which in turn is a cosmic conscious reflection. It does sound somewhat spiritual doesn't it?

To consider that everything we see and understand at a conventional classical level, such as biology; is an accumulation of these processes layered upon each other from a seemingly "spooky level" or invisible realm, which knows no boundaries or limits, is self empowering. Once you get an unobstructed view of our reality; the endless and infinite beauty becomes yours for the taking, by the mere act of recognition. The gross, or material, becomes a product of the subtle, and immaterial. The Science of One is especially present in the properties and workings of biology.

The thunderstorms in our brains are the result of the storm, and not visa-versa! The separated boundary states of individuality are created from shared states. This led to much research and considerations of something which Rupert Sheldrake calls, "Morphogenetic Fields" to explain the decisions biology makes.

I won't even try to match his eloquent and thoughtful considerations on this subject, and I more than recommend a full review of his information. His theory entails the consideration of a shared generated field, outside of space/time (metaphysical and non-local) which basically instructs the biology. The ideas revolve around verifying this link to biology, by tests which then indeed can be verified.

Tests measuring global responses to events like 911 have been done, and repeatedly conclude that the "field" spikes, when massive negative feelings are high. There are also tests which consist of being able to tell when you are being looked at or not; from behind your field of vision. Most of us can "feel" being stared at; even when we can't see the person staring at us. If you use siblings or offspring to do this; the results go up even more undeniably. Beyond the scope of science; we "feel" being watched, stared at, or looked upon – without plausible explanation in materialistic terms. We feel "vibes."

There are more examples then we have time for here; for further shits and giggles on this subject – check into Rupert Sheldrake's work on Morphogenetic fields, or Bruce Lipton's work on the Biology of Perception."

The 100th Monkey is a commonly used analogy, since it validates as fact that the information is being metaphysically shared; although perhaps not how. This test has been done repeatedly with rats and monkeys, so to save trees; I will give you the "crux" of it in basic form. You really owe it to yourself, to develop a much better understanding of these theories, through their own sources and verbs – but here it goes. (My website has names and links; "attila-vincent.ca")

The idea simply is; that when you isolate two separate groups of monkeys, and give one group a "tool" for example, and not the other, something strange takes place. After a given period of time, the first group learns how to use the tool, after the expected confusion and incorrect applications. The tool is then introduced to the isolated group which has never seen the tool. After little or no difficulty, the second group "clues in," inexplicably rapidly; and starts using the tool! The second group; bypasses the required period to develop the knowledge and skill-set required to operate the tool!

This also works with rats in a maze, for another quick example. Two groups of rats are isolated; and a maze is introduced to one group, as a means of obtaining food. Again after the expected time, and expected struggles are overcome, the first group of rats learns to navigate the maze with ease to obtain the food.

Then an identical maze which was built at the same time is introduced to the "other" isolated group of rodents. (To explain; if the same maze was used in the experiment, they felt one could argue that the rats found their way by scent. Using the exact same "untainted" maze, assured they were not using a scent trail.)

You already know what I am going to say, or I wouldn't have brought it up! The second group of rats, just like the monkeys, didn't have to endure the expected time to learn the maze to obtain the food! The most logical conclusion is that they share information, of which they are not aware of, at a subconscious level. A Morphogenetic Field, or biological nesting of information, which can take place in separated entities.

The theory as presented by Mr. Sheldrake is that this is what tells a rabbit, how to be a rabbit quite simply. This field contains the information, from how to construct the creature, to how it acts in the environment. Like a memory complex of nature, this works by groupings of similarity, and connectedness, as if each set of instructions were common to each creature.

This likewise, explains cells from groups which are isolated from each other in dishes, making shared consensus decisions; as in Mr. Bruce Lipton's work on the biological conundrums which remain unanswered. Things that are physically configured or "wired" the same; communicate at frequencies beyond our observable spectrum.

I later considered that the proof Mr. Sheldrake seeks; is already evidenced in simple unanswered questions, such as the question of early mans conquest of fire and garment making. The problem is; that as far as we can tell, this took place globally, over a relatively short epoch in our history - at a time when we didn't travel or communicate globally!

In other words, just like the 100th Monkey experiment suggests, once one group gets "the trick," or "learns the tool," the other groups instinctively pick it up. (There are multiple existing examples of this, which is what likely propelled such avenues of exploration.)

Once enough of us "get this," the theory is that the Morphogenetic Field will distribute the information to the rest. So although I firmly believe that all true endeavors of faith are about self correction; I can see a practical need for putting alternate explanations for our reality into focus.

Another prime example would be both dogmatic attempts to explain evolution. To science, as was presented in our textbooks, it was a random and fluke progression, relying on nothing more than something they termed "random selection," where over extensive periods of time, the game of biology versus environment, muddled through the options for the good ones.

We already know this is not true; life by definition is the act of observance, and can only take place with a consciousness to experience it with! Evolution takes place in jumps, and always has. Some are I grant you, long periods of slow adaptations, but the major shit happens fast! I'll give you just a few examples.

For a long period of time, early in the earth's evolution, various forms of exoskeleton styled ocean creatures were the most developed form of life, for a long, long, time indeed. The early oceans were populated by creatures which could best be described as a veritable sea slug in a shell. But then what happened?

A fish style creature began to take root in the earths oceans for the very first time. A creature with an internal skeletal system with moving parts, and muscles and flesh on the outside, with little in common with a mollusk appeared. The same skeletal development which evolved our spine, I might add. Life sort of flipped inside out, as far as skeletal structure goes!

A "blob" with a shell, that creeps across the ocean floor at .5 miles an hour, and the next form of life to evolve, a super sleek, alternately constructed, veritable soaring bird of the water (according to our own information), were direct cousins we were told. Does that sound at all reasonable? Don't worry, I have no intention of refuting evolution, I just need to point out some failures by both to express my point.

One belief is that the environment generates these rapid periods of evolution, and I take very little issue with that. But once again, if everything is part and parcel of the same thing, environment and conscious observer as one, the environment becomes the reflective component of the participant(s), and of course visa versa, which is largely my point. In a biological sense; the environment could be an outwardly reflected immune system of sorts.

This could be viewed as a metaphysical extension of a nervous system. Picture this as an invisible outward reflection of your individual nervous system; turned inside out – and tenuously extended into the fabric of space/time. It is like we moved out of our mother's womb; into the external womb of the earth to be nurtured further. At some point we move into the cosmic womb.

Not only that; but the environment causing evolution, only accounts for some specific examples. In many cases when the environment remained constant, the creatures still mutated and developed rapidly. The real evidence is found in how the intention is consistently maintained and passed to subsequent generations to continue the mutation.

So to the religious mind set which can not accept the undeniable premise and resulting evidence of evolution; I say "stop kidding yourself!" That; and stop to consider how this must have to work instead, and find genuine confirmation of a process you call God! I suggest if you stop kicking and screaming long enough to look at the evidence, and "consider this" a little - you'll confirm that which you are praying to. To deny the process by which this took place; in favor of a fairy tale version, removes all credibility of what took place, by not realizing why!

And for the purely left brained, materialist, "Science is God," and the good old "everything was a fluke" bunch; I suggest you try some "Spiritual Wheaties." That and ask yourself the same above question, as to "why" it does what you observe? Every branch of science, like it or not, ends up staring something in the face which we could best call "God Force."

Or as Deepak Chopra so eloquently once said; "Something we can't see – is doing something we don't understand!" (You'll have to inflect the endearing accent yourself!) Any science which pretends this is not so – stifles true development by eliminating valid possibilities from the equation.

The constant motivation of life lacks explanation, when you only examine the physical mechanics it displays. Life, and the motivation behind it, is the key. The "looker" is the "subject" in disguise. If you run any scenario backwards to its source conclusion; you always reach the conclusion of "One;" but the links to the original source point are always just beyond our scope.

Life and death reflect this. The evolution of biological life is also I suggest; no exception to this. We can always trace everything back to a fundamental beginning; with the constant exception of a missing epoch between us and our past.

If one again redefines this spooky force, as simply the sum total of the whole, from a position above the individuation, like a Morphogenetic Field, or Quantum shared field of information perhaps, or a shared Cosmic Fabric, underlying that process, do we resolve the issue with terminology? Words are not the premise, but merely an attempt to describe a very subtle, yet seemingly very pervasive information system. The issue at hand however; is that they both have it a little right, and they both have it a little wrong.

Once you get this; everywhere you look, you see the evidence. You see God if you will redefine that; in every thing, and everywhere, and in every feeling we so falsely believe is only ours. They are all of ours. Your thoughts, my thoughts, and those of every important valuable biological being, have infinite importance.

According to scientists who study our brain, and map and count the activities; our brains regularly processes about 400 billion bits of sensory information, per second. Four hundred billion! However we are apparently only aware of approximately 2000 bits per second. Our biological senses, sell us woefully short of the entirety of that which surrounds us. In short; we only see and recognize a very small slice of our reality, in our present conscious state. The fuzzy lenses and blinders we experience; are consciously self imposed, which I believe can be remedied.

Acts of instincts as discussed above are a peek at the underlying conscious sub-strata of reality. Instincts are decisions made from those bits of information we missed; that our subconscious didn't - Subliminal thinking; for lack of a better term. If that makes the sense it should; connect everything in this subliminal fashion as a model, and think larger.

At present we only study the material biology for the most part, and give little thought to the consciousness, which can not fully be explained by a brain alone. We settled for what we could see, hear, and taste, physically feel, and forgot about 98% of the rest of the spectrum of reality. We have to move beyond our five or so established senses, to feel the world around us consciously. There is way more to life than the shit we can hammer on, market, or fashion into a weapon!

There is a tremendous amount of evidence for this; when you study the existing data, with this consideration in mind. When you stub your toe for example, and your toe hurts, it actually hurts in your brain due to processing, yet if darn well feels like our toe! Think about it! Our nerves may communicate the evidence to the brain; but the pain is conscious! Which means it is not the toe telling you it hurts, but rather your brain telling you the toe hurts. We are taught this as a one way system.

Your hearing is another way to see how this works, in pretty much all venues of experience. Let us take a familiar metaphor to sort this out, logically. If a tree fell in the forest, and no one was there to hear it fall, would it make a sound? The correct answer, believe it or not is NO! I used to argue this the other way around myself, but I was wrong!

We are the interpreters of our reality, as if an observational portal of itself. You see, when the tree falls; it creates waves in the air, much like tossing a rock into a pond. Our ear then, captures a portion of that wave of air with our ear canal, and transmits it to our brain, which then equates or interprets this into what we call sound.

Yes, the falling tree displaces waves whether observed or not; but with no one to capture and then interpret those waves, or capture the crude vibrations, they make no sound. The sound is a result of interpretation by the observer, of nothing more than displaced waves of energy. All reality as we experience it is the result of waves, which conscious biological entities as ourselves, collapse and interpret by observation.

The way we see, is a twin to the other ways we experience our senses. The eye captures photons or light wave vibrations, and similarly interprets them in the brain. Really all that is around us are waves, and extremely hollow atomic structure. Some even go so far as to suggest that "matter," is nothing more than "light," slowed and gelled at a lower frequency. Similarly the molecules we taste and smell are merely groupings of these vibrations and frequencies, alternately configured, and again interpreted or given definition in our brain. Everything is vibrations of energy, at various frequencies, which we actually give meaning to, by translating them into our experience, but more on that later.

The point I am trying to make is that our conscious center is the "receiver" for our extremely limited senses, so until we expand our ability to sense, or intuit things from our experiences, we are limiting our potentials, by submitting to false limitations. All we need to do; is realize that biologically, all we believe we are; lies not entirely between our ears. The evidence mounts for this conclusion almost daily!

What does this mean in simple terms? Meditate, connect to nature, and the cosmos, and everything you interact with on a personal level, and most important of all; realize that your biology is just an expression of yourself. In even plainer language; we are not mortal, but merely an aspect or intention, of life itself. We will get into Spirit Components, and consciousness stuff, more a little bit later, but you should be starting to get a feel for the truth behind our experience. We can "feel" truth and validity; if we will consider it possible. Our biological process "reflects" this.

The Mayans for another example defined our birthday by our 13 Aspects, and 20 Intentions - which is based the personal 260 day calendar. This interestingly enough touches upon the biological aspect for another reason. From shortly about the time we start off as a "good time," between our parents, and the time we exit the birth canal, is about 260 days.

The Mayans were aware enough to realize that we continue to cycle biologically in 260 day cycles, and we are not the same as a crop, or an earth calendar year, or a solar year, which they also possessed calendars for (as well as a galactic calendar).

This reality, was constructed for us, by something either "like us," or permanently connected to "us," and quite possibly both. When we look a bit deeper, even Time, is measured by our observations, and is not independent of observation. All you have to do to verify that notion, is to ask yourself if a billion years in which nothing happens; is a greater measurement than a hundred years – in which a billion significant things took place? Every element is measured consciously, more than quantitatively; just like our biological interpretation of the experience.

There are considerable sources of evidence to more than suggest that our consciousness warps the fabric of space/time at our zero-point of perception, by how we defy our reaction times, by seemingly precognescent reactions. Time is a Cosmic and Conscious consideration for the most part, but I have a few standard biological problems which expose this falsehood, even more – as we briefly touched on earlier.

Tests done in laboratories, give evidence of this, by showing us making biological reactions, faster than can be understood by the current models. We seem to act in a precognescent fashion, prior to the stimulus! An easy example which is a bit of a baffler is how a batter reacts to a pitched ball. The batter starts to react, prior to the throw in an anticipatory fashion. As well, the speed of the ball requires faster reactions, than can be easily explained with the current theories.

Another quick example; is a trained quick draw sharp-shooter, who has learned to react at speeds capable of besting someone who has their gun already out and pointed at them! They literally can react and draw and shoot, faster than someone can pull the trigger with a gun pointed at them! Chalk up another one for the good old "mystery pile." They actually warp space/time with their biology, at the point of perception! They move before they should know to. If well tuned, our biological entity can see into the future now; just a little!

Further examples abound! Like people who can catch a low velocity arrow, with their hands. They pre-react! A Pilot, or a Race Car Driver, if extremely "in tune," also basically externalizes themselves, to react through their vehicle. We express this as them being "One" with their machine.

Another good example of this has been documented; where patients who are having brain surgery, are slower to react to direct stimulus on the brain center, than they are to say a remote stimulus, like a pinprick of a finger for example. There are endless studies of unexplainable reaction times, which much like acts of clairvoyance - defy explanation without giving our consciousness a much, much bigger role. The jury might still be out as they say; but the circumstantial evidence, would surely convict.

What I am saying, to those open to consider it, is that the biology by itself falls short of a credible explanation. That is; until you decide to give ourselves a little more power, than the biology alone, can account for. This also shows the biology as a secondary role to the conscious perception of it; by how it operates. It shows us a "follow the leader" system; where our consciousness is the leader.

As we will move on, we will look at how the "variable time" a consciousness is capable of experiencing under certain conditions, like; dream states, "oh shit moments," black holes, high rates of travel, near death experiences, and so on, the answer becomes clear. This is a repeating problem, with ultimately, always the same answer.

If I add consciousness, as a possibly somewhat "non-local" consideration, at the previously discussed quantum level, we have a possible source for such a condition. If we consider the manifestation of these information fields in groupings, such as is believed to be the case with Morphogenetic Fields (or the "Spirit" of each creature as expressed by Shaman), we get the biological equivalent of a shared field.

If we follow this down to the individual as a grouping of cohesive biology, and keep working it down; the greater biological picture comes into focus. Like many have realized, the DNA is more of an over all eco-system, rather than of an individuals self programming. We share fields of consciousness, and share fields of biology; encapsulated in temporary separate boundary states, cells, or dimensions, for fixed periods of time.

The next few chapters will help connect further dots; but the biology of life, may have had a better explanation a few thousand years ago. Yes the ancients lacked the technical jargon to express these things to us in a way that we can relate to in the material world, but they did have a much better working hypothesis, than our current "mystery pile model."

The ancients merely called this the "memory of nature," as a record or continued essence, of the whole. This is what "Ra" represented to some of the ancient cultures, a living memory complex, and not strictly a Sun God. The Sun as our local Star would be a part of this, in a cosmic consideration of the whole, but we lack the full "gist" of what they meant by the term. It was not a single man who we called a Sun God, nor just our Sun. It was an older version of "I am the Light," and "There Shall Be Light," that's all. A view which most simply stated that all light had one source, as does all biology. What makes it even more fantastic, is how it does collect the experiences, and pass on the information.

The "life force" itself, is a conscious repository of the shared experiences, and as has been suggested since time immemorial, been the source of all the information we can not find through strictly material and biological means. If we do a big 180 degree flip on how we view things than we were taught, some things do become pretty obvious.

The other aspect of ourselves we are not properly in tune with, is irrevocably the fundamental operator of not only our experience, but how we interpret it. The biology is like a physical representation, of the conscious medium which contains the information! The biology is a byproduct of consciousness!

The biology has a problem, just like Atoms and the Cosmos do! You just can't avoid the old "chicken or the egg first" ploy either. Whether you are talking about a Singularity, or a Universe having come first, or a seed or a plant, or pretty much any creature or complex biology, or even the Matter versus the Vacuum of Space/time, it is the same thing.

Biologically and just plain old realistically, the plants and seeds are one system; there was never just a seed, that didn't fall off a plant. Nor did a plant spring out of nowhere, to generate a seed. No chickens could materialize from nothing, and no eggs magically preceded "said chicken!" Alright, I think you get my point, which is that the question is so fundamentally flawed that it becomes a mute point. Like what color is the number seven?

So what options are you left with, if you don't accept a "mystery pile," nor do you prescribe to "fairy tales?" This is very cool, and why I write this stuff. Knowledge is empowering, even if individually.

These are all cases of each being merely two conditions, of one thing, to state it simply. Let's start at the top to briefly make my point, and re-cap.

Our Universe therefore becomes the resulting "journey" or "activity" of a Singularity, or you could call it a much better defined Creator and Creation; it really amounts to the same thing. I often refer to this as "Dot and Wave." Call it the Yin and Yang, or the In and Out breathing of the Universe, perhaps the Tetragrammaton, or Logos, or even as the Cosmic Particle turning inside-out into a Wave (one of my favorite views), the point for now briefly is the same.

Both are one thing, which does not exist "PERIOD," without the other; ergo explaining seed and plant for example. And while my claim can be disputed with various other reasonable hypotheses, MINE works on ALL of them, theirs do not!

This being the Biological Stuff's very same conundrum; how does this apply? Given the same consideration, that you can't have the seed without the plant, the egg without the chicken, or even DNA without protein (and visa versa), or any offspring without parent in perpetuity, what we are taught doesn't make much sense. But if you consider each as part and parcel of the other, and don't separate them.........easy shit! Once again this is alright; until you explain what this can only mean!

Take a deep breath; and consider a "what if?" What if the entire fabric of space/time, was not only an information storage system, but consciousness, as you or I experience it, only at a much more complex level, a larger scale shall we say. Something that "intends," and can "observe," and always exists – "here and now" which should be ringing a bell! We enjoy an eternal state of awareness; that just "is" and always was. Something constructed from the maintained consciousness of "the ancestors" as the Shaman called the eternal realm.

The metaphysical universal secretions; generate the physical biology. We are a veritable "Image" or "Likeness," or to be more technical; a Fractal Holographic Image," of what we call Creation as Creator, as a cycle and an activity. A view which leaves us defined as a veritable Corpuscular Display of Consciousness; or the Power in the Blood, as it has been called. Simply stated; we are an "activity" – and not a "thing."

The chicken then becomes an egg on tour. The plant becomes a seed having an experience. We as a group then become the Life Force having a journey, or experiencing, or observing itself, which to use a familiar metaphor; implies we are cosmic brother and sister seeds, in an unaware state, on tour! So if this could explain our situation, in an every all over fashion; we should get into the implications of this.

Everything is consciousness, and everything is a manifestation of the conscious act of intentions, and observations, from "square one," or shall we say, "Dot One!" This now can be applied to the biological process, and can also explain instincts and evolution flawlessly, as a bonus! Shall we explore this at a simple level to answer our problem?

The earliest biology "supposedly" was bacterium delivered to our oceans from comets? Maybe it was? If this is how our planet formed, from bits in space; really it is the same thing, and the only possible answer, whenever you claim it arrived. It is just a matter of perspective; an overview helps.

This bacterium and water, formed the first simple celled organisms, which over a great period of time (hundreds of millions of years), became simple exoskeleton creatures. From this early stage of life on the earth, the pattern was established. Ever more complex life forms would "evolve" or "result," from the previous life forms, and do this in ever shorter epochs of time.

Algae developed into moss, the moss into simple plants, and so on. All life seems to "design" or "intend" the next life. A fish looking out of the water onto land, to escape a predator, or to gain a new food source; would be a good example of an intention causing biological change. The offspring of that fish, maintained the intention to creep onto the land. The intentions and desires did not end with the one fish is my point.

Many fish although in separate bodies, and separate locations in space time (and other ponds not connected), kept the same information and intention. This is the only reasonable conclusion. The biology also assembles and instructs itself as per configuration; through maintained intentions. A coconut seed floating across an ocean to a new place to grow could be another, as eventually the tree cast off a seed that did just that.

Each new change appears to arise from a concrescence, or "piling up," or an accumulation as it were, of the previous experiences and activities. What was physically encountered, and consciously experienced, is always factored in.

In a connective fashion; each preceding life – "intends" onto the next life. The photosynthesizing sludge in the ocean, worked its way into more complex biology, and crept onto the land this way. Once on land, no longer content to be isolated to one area; perhaps the vegetation spawned insects and birds – to transport their seeds world wide.

A collective intention – generates biological developmental evolution. Consciousness indeed generates biology; as evidenced by how it evolves it through maintaining both information and intentions. And it does so in ever increasingly more complex levels, at ever increasingly faster cycles. This warrants some consideration of a pattern of nature; that seems to be evident in not only the biology – but in the developmental nature of it.

To return to a familiar pattern in nature called the Fibonacci sequence, or Golden Mean, or the Sacred Cut, as shown in all of our reality physically, is one part of this. The realization that the very same "ground rules" are applied to Conscious development, and the inevitable Alchemy of Time, is a much bigger step, but I assure you it is true. The Fibonacci sequence fits to explain consciousness and time, as bizarre as it may initially sound. However nobody will dispute the notion biologically, so we can use it as it applies to biology for another easy example.

To explain this in basic terms, one needs to merely look at how this apparent law of formative growth, actually works. The Fibonacci sequence can be expressed in a line form, such as the sections of growth of our bones from the tip of our fingers, to the top of our biceps. The Fibonacci sequence also can be expressed spirally, three dimensionally, with dots, and pretty much any way you can imagine, so prevalent is it in all we see. But to explain them all, we use math.

To make my point, the mathematical expression reads as follows; 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89, 144.....and so on. In every case, the next stage of growth mathematically, is a combination of where it currently sits, combined with the previous level of growth. It is always simple addition, of what it was, and what it is now, which makes the next! For the purposes of this chapter, we can view this as the math upon which the biology is based as well. It is more than speculative; given the mathematical rules of biological growth – and more consistent to assume it is also the result of compounding information to achieve development.

Each branch or subdivision of a plant is this formula for growth. The forest itself is another expression of this, as a whole. Like I said; our nerves and veins, and even our bones, follow this principle. The examples are endless (a conch shell, or sunflower, a cactus, a galaxy, etcetera.) these are just a few, but my point returns us to where our biology interfaces with the shared information, and the matrix of time in which it takes place.

I'd like to make a point about "intelligent design." Not the "Church version" which although correct by premise, is terribly skewed and flawed, and often ridiculed, and deservedly so in many cases. This "silly version" is all we are ever shown in the mainstream media. The "rational version" is seldom given the appropriate due consideration, given our circumstance and surroundings.

"Intelligent Design" is in fact; an ever present conundrum, in atomic structure, biology, cosmology, consciousness, and dare I suggest even spiritually. The fact that a design becomes evident when you study anything down to where it seems to "pixel out" and merge from our perspective; has struck more than one proponent of mainstream science. In fact that is what the fuss generally speaking, is about.

Or did you ever stop and consider how two "things" are never made alike! How does that weigh in with the "fluke theory?" Not two fingerprints, or snowflakes, not two biological entities, not two trees, nor mountains, nor planets, or stars, or galaxies? Not even twins! Even similarly constructed things like atoms or molecules, have electrons and energies which move and occupy different positions, thus giving rise to an individualistic aspect to the very atoms everything is constructed of.

This is again most obviously reflected in the biology. There is at least some sort of "rule of nature" which ultimately forbids exact repetition of experience, since the apparent desire is to always tweak everything towards new parameters of novelty, and retain it for the next evolution.

This is not to say that we are not capable of usurping this rule to some degree, by making the same stupid mistakes over and over again. But I would suggest that even when this is the case, it is always repeated in slightly altered methods, and perspectives. That way; even evolutionary gridlocks are eventually solved, quite luckily for us! The ultimate point I would like you to consider as far as "non repetition" and "intelligent design" as far as biology is concerned, is this. Could we attribute the flawless lack of repetition to chance? I can't see how.

The Biological stuff, is as is everything else we shall discover; made of the Spirit Component. A physical reflection of the metaphysical component we are made of is what we really are, for a finite boundary state. Something which is always changing from the added input and as a result never displayed identically twice. But the thing we are a reflection of; is indeed timeless. The proof of this; is that we evolve, and that no two things are ever identical, nor do they ever technically occupy the same point in space/time. Biologically we are given the clue, that even though all the above is true; we are sharing the information of experience, through Morphogenetic Fields, or the Spirit of Creation, which is ultimately a single consciousness.

The whole purpose of what we are; is a manifestation of our conscious expression, and evident by what we have assembled into during our quest! We are "skin bags" of "sensory recorders" with a "computer" on top! The "computers" in turn, are part of an "Ethernet" which is always maintained and accessible by the remote ports. God is a sort of a Cloud Based Web if you will, which is comprised of a totality. It exists in no single place since it big banged, however it exists simultaneously everywhere, and yet it is formed of the totality of the information, which is common and accessible to all biology.

I would like to part on a biological note; in regards to evolving. The biology did not make choices according to principles of random mutation, but rather always as Intention, by an Observer. The process of developing an eye, or any complex organ, shows this flaw in our current theories. If this was a random process, it couldn't have made choices which are contrary with random selection. As I pointed out earlier; life seems to maintain its intentions through subsequent generations.

Lets go right back to the first "Eye" for example, all the way back to before there was such a thing as an eye in any creature. The problem as I understand it is this. An eye required over 1000 mutations which did not in any meaningful way benefit the creature, yet it continued to "keep and preserve" the biological information, even though it served no benefit! Just like the first generations of fish didn't get to climb onto the land; but held that thought for the species.

Remember what we were taught? Evolutionary theory dictated that mutations which were not immediately beneficial to the organism would be tossed out, in favor of more beneficial ones. This is what "Darwinism" and the entire mechanistic premise hinges on; random selection. This has severe limitations for development; a short sightedness if you will.

Once again I am not denying evolution, but merely quantifying the process, without the falsehoods. The consensus is that pretty much every complex organ had this developmental pattern. The question regarding random mutation as far as the formation of an eye goes; becomes - "why would any creature keep non-beneficial mutations, until they developed into the completed organ?" This is after all, a direct contradiction to the principles we accepted. Like fish developing feet, or lungs; while still residing in the pond – for future generations, the advent of amphibians.

Don't get me wrong here either; Darwin deserves a great deal of credit for paving the way to proving how things are always changing, I am just starting to more than suspect that we had the reasons a bit wrong. He stood up for modern scientific principle, versus a dogmatic mentality geared not to ask why. In a way he challenged our concepts of faith; by asking the first question anything intelligent should – WHY?

What this means; most simply stated is this. Nature, or the "shared field," intends and observes just like us, and most certainly has a memory complex of some sort. Whether this is the result of the quantum field affecting the biology and, maintaining a sum total of the experiences, or perhaps the Cosmic Stuff permeating down as information, we shall explore further as we move on.

If we realize we are actually "an integral bit" of something so beautiful and fantastic that words can not properly describe it; we gain immeasurable value. Even if we are but a tiny heart spark, or veritable "mouse's portion" of that fantastic totality, our biology it seems is a developing and evolving Image or Fractal Hologram of it. If we realize that we have some value, we just might get our collective "shit together!"

The quantum fields show evidence of this memory. The biological systems reflect a memory we can't currently account for either. And if you look at the Cosmos with the appropriate reverence and fully comprehend the beauty and magnitude, it is very hard not to give the stars above us, the appropriate due. Once you get past the notion that the Cosmos is a fluke of balls of mud and gases, and consider that it is a design of patterns, or cycles, an outward reflection, or a universal time clock as the Mayans and others well knew; you start to connect some much needed dots.

Biological life; is consciousness expressed as matter, not the other way around. The instructions for something; have greater value than the product, for the usual reasons – repeatability. Given the raw materials; the information perpetuates the repeated construction of biology.

I like to simplify the two trains of thought with a simplistic analogy that sorts this out quite nicely. On one hand you have those who believe that stuff bumped into other stuff by chance, and eventually created conscious "us." Or you can solve virtually every dilemma associated with our experience, and the science behind it; by realizing that the stuff bumping into other stuff – is evolving. The subtle conscious effort behind the gross, or material alone; gives us the answer. If nature has a "memory" which is evident to our experience – perhaps God and nature is this "memory" and not visa versa.

The matter eventually fails, as the evidence of the cycles of life confirm - and while the metaphysical essence of the life is infinitely tactile and eternal, the physical material and biological aspects are not. We; the biology do not generate or emit the aura, the aura emits or generates the biology. We have it ass-backwards! It is as if our "aura" remains trapped by our biology; for a delusional fixed term.

What if the ancients were right and they watched the cosmos so intently for activity; because they understood "downward causation" and the reflective effects on biology. I maintain that at the levels below us; we define how we are here, and at the levels above us; how it all works! As Thoth claimed; Man is the mediator, of the Above and the Below.

Now let's get quantum, and take a grain of conscious salt, and connect some more dots at the micro boundary state.
**2.3 – Quantum Non-Reality**

The quantum information in my humble opinion; explains this dilemma of all the multitude of separations, being woven of the same fabric. It also is at one end of a very large circle taken towards unification. At present; math and science and mainstream academia have separate laws to explain the quantum reality as exposed by science, from those laws used to explain the cosmos, by the same scientists I might add! An entirely alternate math and science is used to quantify our environment, from what it is made of!

Am I the only one calling "bull pucky?" If you scratch around independently a little, and do some research on these topics for yourself, and ignore the tolerance for this silliness; you'll find a great many people who find a problem with the accepted view.

On one hand; unification between the quantum and the cosmic is unavoidable. A universe which came from a solitary source point, and is made of the same "stuff" and remains forever entangled at a fundamental level, can not by default function by another set of rules! Yet this is the generally accepted belief. We use one form of math for the atomic scale, and one form of math for the cosmos. Need I remind "science" that the cosmos was created from a particle, and is made of them?

As many physicists have so eloquently stated; what we see, is not really how it is. The other quote I liked was from Heisenberg (one of the fathers of modern quantum physics), after giving a speech on the subject to a silent audience. He was shocked when not one person had a question. The gist of it was that if the audience didn't ask any questions, they failed to grasp the concept. Heisenberg's assertion was based on his superior understanding that quantum reality was so strange, that anyone who asked no questions, quite obviously had no idea what he was talking about.

In essence; that although what he was saying was true, it was either dismissed as pointless, or not comprehended meaningfully. I feel this is especially true when we apply the power of reasonable deduction; and ask what it means.

While there are countless questions to be asked, once the existing theories are understood; the solution seems a constant. I selected some of the more intriguing issues to stimulate some micro considerations.

The same "rays" we call Cosmic Rays which penetrate the earth from space; also radiate out from atoms. Radioactivity from space, and radioactivity in atoms, is the same. So once again when we fail to unite the Cosmic, with the Atomic, it should speak volumes as to the incompleteness of our theories. While each sub-set of mathematics works well for the one aspect of reality, the fact that they use different language to explain what is most obviously a unified system is a problem. They know this but they just don't talk about it much; like I said because it points out some serious shortcomings. All the scientific greats (Einstein included), knew the answer was in unification of forces at both scales.

For one thing; the dynamics of the universe are explained by the expansion or inflation of itself. The dynamics from there down - are a mystery. The engine for the cosmic phenomenon is considered to be a result of the expansion. But I wish to point out that if you ask the same questions about biology, or atomic structure, there is no working hypothesis for the unexplained energy shown by atoms and biology. (Not to mention the choices they seem to make.)

I personally now believe that the same expanding fabric of space/time; gives rise to the unexplained energies and forces at a smaller scale. No one has ever proven a "strong or weak" nuclear force to hold atoms together. It is an assumption to explain what we see, like a fudged cosmological constant, only at the atomic scale. The more radical theories which consider that "black holes" may be responsible; are fast gaining popularity. The newest information from the largest particle accelerators, describes tiny black holes, which are temporarily created, and apparently make up the sub-structures of the quantum fields.

The math to explain the mass, spin, and containment of electrons going at an estimated 90% of the speed of light, jives with a point of infinite collapse. As does the math to explain the energy unleashed when you "implode" or break one! What we do when we break an atom, is very much what happens in a supernova.

In a real way; everything we see and experience, and experience it with, is made from the expanding fabric of space time. A static universe; cannot explain itself. A static or "steady state reality" also cannot explain itself, at the micro level. Therefore unification will be found in the fact that "everything" at "upper and lower" scales; has the same expanding fabric to account for it. The first step towards unification I suspect will be akin to this idea.

The other point which most of us are well aware of already; is the hollowness of the atom, at 99.999999999999% energy, the atom is almost completely empty. And guess what the "emptiness" is? It is more of an energy field or "image" of space and time, or waves of possibilities, or a hologram of sorts. Another consideration becomes that of Nikola Tesla. Not only are atoms and their substructures hollow, they sort of blink in and out of existence, at frequencies which we can hardly comprehend, but they do!

Tesla explained (or tried to), that what we viewed as a steady state reality was actually a cascade of photons, constantly replacing themselves to create the illusion of a steady state. Everything is energy, frequency, and vibration he claimed. It turns out he was correct and far ahead of the pack. The more we discover about the nature of reality, the more theories which describe reality in terms of energies, vibrations, and frequencies, fall into place with it. If you begin to view our reality and life this way; it becomes much more interesting – not to mention intuitively correct.

So I'd like to point out to those who mock this theory; that somewhere possibly ½ the time we exist, we do so as the vacuum of space/time. Half the time we are the expanding fabric we are imbedded in. To deny this; is to deny "that" which you already are half the time. When we cease to be physically, why couldn't we just return to the fabric we are blinking in and out of? Perhaps we just quit blinking, to use a simplistic analogy, or chose to no longer materialize here.

In quantum physics, the "two slit experiment" is worth developing a working understanding of. If you do a little footwork and contemplation on the subject, some of what I am saying will make more sense. The basic gist and resulting implications, are enough to point out the spiritual considerations of what we are, and why we are here. We are here to observe, and participate, would be my drawn assumption.

In the two slit experiment, the scientists fire particles (electrons) through two slits in a panel, and record the resulting patterns on a solid rear panel. The total mind blower is that you get two different results; depending on whether you observe the phenomenon, or whether you just run the experiment, and merely look at the results.

If they just ran the experiment without observing, the resulting patterns are those of waves, or an interference pattern. The particle it seems; turns inside out and acts like a wave, when left on its own and not observed. They launched particles; which then flipped inside out into waves – and created an interference pattern! The resulting pattern was not what the scientists expected, so they did it again, and watched.

The facts are; that if you watch this phenomenon, it doesn't happen! If you "watch" the particles, they remain as particles, and leave the expected two vertical patterns on the backsplash. This is what was expected to happen. But; if you do the exact same experiment and just run it, without watching, the resulting pattern is several vertical patterns, indicative of waves and an interference pattern.

This led to an undeniable conclusion, that the "observer" affects the experiment, without argument. It also suggests that everything is made of "waves" until we observe it. I would allow a small speculation, which provides a good reason for that. What we see; is as much an effect of perception, as it is of reality. We live in a Quantum World, made of Quantum Stuff, and in its natural state it is comprised of "waves," which our observation of; collapses into particles or possibilities. Not only is what we see, not how it really is; what we see, is the result of us looking at it!

We will look at other aspects of these points later regarding this apparent "downwards causation," but suffice it to say that one could conclude that the entire point of it all.........is the observer. This means our consciousness is not the result of random fluke progressions. Consciousness is I would suggest the cause of all atomic structure, formative growth in biology, and surely the Cosmos itself! Consciousness is embedded in the very fabric of all experience; the "matter" is a by-product of observation! We'll move on, because the topics and affirmations of this are everywhere; but you owe it to yourself to study the "two slit experiment" because once you grasp the facts, what I am saying is not at all "far fetched."

Einstein also made a discovery about the nature of reality, which he termed "spooky action at a distance." This is known today as "quantum entanglement." Simply stated the theory entails that particles which are "entangled," or from a shared condition, remain entangled, even when separated by cosmic distances. This means that what ever you do to one particle is immediately communicated to the other; no matter the separation, if once entangled with the other particle.

The hard to explain part, or the "spooky action at a distance" part, is not so much that it happens; it is the disregard for time, and the speed of light rule with which it does it. If one particle from the set were placed at one end of the universe (or any imaginably impossible distance), and the other companion particle were placed at the other extreme unfathomable distance, or other end of the universe, hypothetically this poses a real problem. The speed of light rule is violated, as are the precepts of our current science; in that this takes place instantly, no matter the separation. This serves to only further open up the metaphysical can of worms!

I'd like to know what happens to particles which are entangled; after being separated as they enter a black hole! Say one electron goes into the black hole; and one gets flung out into the general population of space. If they remain "entangled" then how could an electron communicate the "spooky action at a distance," to the other? You can raise a bunch of eyebrows (not to mention big assed questions!), in cosmology, or quantum physics, with that avenue of exploration. The contradictions presented become staggering; until we consider the next quantum subject relevant.

This brings us to "super positioning," and "non-locality." What if the particles were not two separate particles, but the same particle displayed in two places? This is a possible means to explain entanglement, from another angle; as well as the nature of our experience. At a much higher frequency or harmonic, the same particle might enjoy multiple positions simultaneously. The science behind it comes from complex study of the atom. What they learned (once again briefly); is that the electron orbiting the proton or nucleus of the atom could change orbit, without crossing the intervening space. Electrons can also "super-position" and be in several places at once! This is a very significant clue I feel.

This phenomenon of super-positioning, was further verified in particle accelerators or "colliders," in that the smashed bits could be found by location but not time, and inversely so, by time and not location. They could predict "when" the bit would appear, but then forfeit the knowledge of location, or "where" it would appear, and always "visa versa" but never both time and place!

So you got terms like super positioning, and non-locality; but what does it really mean? For one giant leap for mankind, let us consider that this is a dandy explanation for spooky action at a distance, as Einstein coined it. If the two separated particles we discussed in "entanglement theory" were really the same particle, or made of the same fundamental wave structures, then we have a reason the speed of light rule could be negated. The two "entangled particles" are by association "super positioned" and/or "non-local" which in plain English to me means; THEY ARE THE SAME PARTICLE!

Or we must consider at the very least, that in a wave condition, they are all contained in part of a larger boundary state. Therefore when they act as "one particle" I am no longer confused by this. It is just internal communication, within various defined boundary states.

Everything if viewed as a "reflective process," or "light," or as an "image," or "holographic" in nature; explains these problems quite nicely. Odd that these were the terms used in ancient texts and tablets, to describe the nature of reality, don't you think? The Light, Circles of Existence, Harmonic Spheres, Wheels within Wheels, Image, and Word, to name only a couple. A vibration or disturbance in a pond shows us these rings are circular. Somebody, long ago; was way smarter than we gave them credit for!

If everything came from "one point" smaller than a mote of dust, to make everything we see (and see it with I might add), then wouldn't everything still be "entangled," with it? In a real mind bending concept; couldn't everything we see, be that "one particle" that started it all........."super positioned" and "non-localized?" The ultimate harmonic, cast into a wave; or fractured, into everything we see, and are? What else?

The above considerations say much; but only account for the approximately ½ the time we are blinking in and out of existence. When we are not this Spooky Matter; we are the fabric we are embedded in, which means we are completely entangled, super positioned, and non-local; at least half the time!

Some even suggest that these atomic considerations prove; that all the options exist until we consciously select one. In essence, that everything is merely a collapsed potential, of an all inclusive, and all possibilities fabric. At the tiniest levels we can comprehend so far, all matter and the "venue for experience" is made of an energy source, which is strictly speaking neither energy nor matter. Energy and matter become a "byproduct" or "activity" of the fabric they are embedded in. This also explains why energy and matter are interchangeable, since they are really the same thing – flitting between conditions.

Like the particles which appear and disappear to generate atomic structure, energy and matter could be seen as tools or affectations, of something else. Like how you can't actually "see" a black hole; merely the effects it causes. I sometimes allow myself to speculate that consciousness works much the same, which is why we get messed up.

To view everything as a collapsed potential, is much like viewing it as a "boundary state" of a continuous medium, to give it a measurable location in time and space. Like one humongous ocean of waves began life, by encapsulating a boundary state of what it is, tainted by a cosmic bacteria, a veritable spec of itself.

The secret of Creation; is this point at which you make "something" from "nothing" is it not? If the "nothing" is really just all potentiality un-manifest, then our reality is indeed made of the containment (temporary I wish to point out), of a single, unbroken, all inclusive metaphysical conscious medium, or matrix. A quantum state exists it seems; which contains any potential, due to our imprinting our experience and information onto it, which possibly - is another clue.

The gathering of this everywhere at once and yet nowhere, all potential energy source; constitutes what we know as matter. Everything can indeed be created from nothing, if the nothing is not; "nothing." (Sorry, it had to be said!) Quantum theory exposes the absence of matter, as a potential powerhouse, as well as a cache of information, disguised as nothing.

Just ask yourself; what remains in a perfect vacuum? Do you really intuitively believe it is "nothing," and if so, I dare you to define nothing? Nothing is often defined as the separations of the objects in it, or philosophically, a "that which is not" complex. Or we often define nothing, as the spaces in-between the objects in it, to see it another way.

There is a fundamental "element" of our reality we missed; that permeates everything. There is nothing we can comprehend, which is not connected by the fabric of space/time, and is not permeated by it. We are I am suggesting; a "boundary state" of what we are embedded in; which is space/time itself! Invisible to us though it may be!

The reason we gave this fabric a value of "zero," or "nothing," is quite obvious to me now. Our materialistic view, can not fathom or comprehend; that reality and ergo the resulting observer of it, are made of "waves," or "un-collapsed potentials" and thus metaphysical in nature. The material is constructed solely of the immaterial; luckily for us, the immaterial has no limits, except our apparent inability to recognize them. Reality should be starting to take on new meaning if you follow my drift, if not; you owe yourself some further research into these topics.

The mainstream scientists, who are well ahead of the curve, already know of what I speak, they just are not willing to reckon with the inevitable implications, at least in public. I'll cite you another example of this problem, which is hard to dispute. This is out of the mouth of science; and interpreted through Shamanic principles, and very possibly how some of this works. See what you think.

If you go to school they tell you everything is made of atoms, and that an atom is comprised of electron(s) orbiting a nucleus. The electron is negative and spins and has vector velocity (goes around), the positively charged nucleus. The nucleus can be subdivided into smaller bits called protons and neutrons, and below that scale we have what are called quarks, and quarks are no longer considered "not dividable" anymore by many. Quarks appear to be made of smaller bits (various sub-quarks, etc). Eventually you are given some further explanation, that even those bits are made of tiny waves or strings, which oscillate at various frequencies. I liked this more; after I found out what exactly they mean by "string theory!"

The full explanation is a bit skinny; but in essence, as close as they can tell, these strings are loops of space/time, or gravity structures in space/time. Space/time gravitationally folded onto itself at a certain harmonic. And we all know how gravity affects waves.........if you observe or interact with them consciously!

Grab your intellectual short-hairs.........because this leads to an intuitively cool realization. As far as I can cipher; the atoms tell you where and how everything got here, from a re-defined "nothing." The real epiphany came at the upper level of the fractal, once you "get" that this is all one system.

Black holes, or Galactic Suns, or Stars, show us how it works! At the really large scale we learned why it is doing; what we observe at the micro scales! Everything we see is indeed merely a partial potential, or contained boundary state, of the fabric of space/time. A temporary gathering; of "that which is not" constitutes – that which "is." An inverted reflection of infinite expansion; which creates a dimple in the fabric of space/time as Einstein theorized. And this is "Fractal" or could be viewed as "Holographic," so anything you learn at any scale, helps define and quantify the entire unified field at endless levels! It is all so connected that when we fully realize this; there will be no limits, of any sort.

If an atom is (as is everything else, us included), a point of infinite collapse like a black hole, we can better define gravity, as an opposing big bang. First consider that an atom could be a mini black hole, with the galaxy it manifests, as the field of energy and electrons which orbit it. No more "boogie man!"

The infinite collapses are gravity creating mass. The stuff flying around it in the form of energy and electrons, as we already know, thanks to quantum theory, would scatter to the four winds so to speak, if not held together by an infinitely powerful counter force. Like a tiny Cosmos or Galaxy, the atom is this high energy expanding material, held in check by the only force which is capable of it, an infinite gravity well, singularity, or black hole.

This saves us from having to wonder; where the energy comes from, why everything spins and orbits like the dickens, or why an atom stays together. No more imagined strong and weak nuclear forces (the quantum equivalent of a fudged cosmological constant), since a miniscule potential of infinite collapse, has a mouse's portion (or an atom's portion!) of infinite gravity. Infinities are the strongest forces.

This becomes quite obvious when you consider that everything we see becomes a manifest potential, in exactly the same way. A Star is the delicate balance between collapse and expansion for example. What if it was just the same for atoms, and what if atoms redefined, could quantify a star? I hope I get to live long enough to witness the smorgasbord of "crow," our current theories and models are about to eat.

Even the "emptiness," must be reinterpreted as a defined boundary. Everything is a repeating principle; in a fractal form, in a shared matrix. This matrix is as I pointed out earlier; the only material in contact with everything we can conceive of. Nothing is exempt from contact with this medium, because it is "Itself," of which it is embedded in, to speak in Guru Lingo.

I like rubbing this one in; so forgive the repetition, but for those who have not considered ancient information worthy due to societal conditioning, it must be mentioned. So great is the faux pas that the hilarity of the truth, is indeed worthy! Let us briefly recap.

Long ago the ancients told us that everything in our manifest reality, was made of the primordial element; the "ether." Not the "diethyl ether" one would use to render someone unconscious, but the "Ether" of Space/Time, as this expanding fabric we exist in. They claimed quite clearly (even in some Bibles), that EVERYTHING; was made "OF," or "FROM" this primordial element, which they called the Ether. Perhaps this is the explanation for a star, at both the cosmic, and quantum scale.

If you study this a little; and then look at what the recent science indicates regarding "Dark Matter," "Dark Energy," and "Dark Flow," a light bulb should come on! The scientists have merely used alternate terminology, and verbally concealed the fact that the ancients were right! Call it other things if you will; but you describe "Ether!" They have it could also be said, replaced the concept of Spirit or God, with an unexplained Big Bang, as we explored earlier. An Atom is in a way; space/time - as is the Cosmos.....they share this "Ether." The ancients, and the new scientists, are not so far apart as we thought it seems – other than titles and reworked spiritual concepts disguised by alternate verbs.

Some other considerations which lend credence far too well to be a coincidence; are found in the realization of the energy potential contained in what we called nothing, or the vacuum of space/time, or the "ether" as it was once called. The scientists now claim various energy potentials for a cubic centimeter of space/time, ranging from hard to comprehend, to unbelievable. A minimal estimate I heard was that the energy of every star in our galaxy is contained in each cubic centimeter, of the vacuum of space time, this expanding fabric.

And it is also claimed by some physicists; that a cubic centimeter of space/time may contain the energy equivalent - of the power of every star in our universe! And really that is just an attempt to grasp the energy contained in an infinite expanding fabric; which can mitigate time. The truth is it is indeed "infinite" by any current estimate. The precise opposite of a black hole, I might point out; inverse infinite collapse, versus extrovert (wave condition) infinite expansion. Both are only definable by the words "infinite" and "opposite." Yin and Yang, Yahweh, etc.....

That's a cubic centimeter of "nothing" folks; and I wouldn't want to attempt the math to calculate the entire potential of the totality of our universe. The fact is when we examine the math used to come to the conclusion; they had to settle for an imaginary high number, because the actual potentials are infinite. So to generate a number for the purposes of calculation is an admission that the figures derived are a conservative estimate. It is universally a given that it is an unimaginable amount of energy, in a peculiar state. Or is it us who are in a temporary peculiar state perhaps?

My point is that regarding the ancient alchemical description of space/time as Ether, they were not so far from the truth of it. If "mind and thought" constitute this fabric in composition; it indeed contains infinite power.

Simply put; the physical reality is based on the metaphysical, as information or consciousness, of a connective and overlying nature. Like a "harmonic" which gives rise to geometric structures in "Cymatics" (the study of vibrations), the material is an effect of the immaterial, or the harmonic. One could compare such a study with the notion that everything is indeed a result of the "Word of God"......if you better define your Creator, and perhaps give this the appropriate due, and thus give such terms genuine meaning. Vibrational studies such as Cymatics, and Sacred Geometry, are excellent examples well worth exploring, to glean the workings of this.

Soul Physics; move faster than light, and I can prove it to those who have had, or believe, in near death phenomenon. When you review your life upon death (another common example is drowning), you travel faster than light through space/time to do it. You retrieve the information, from the fabric you are embedded in. So if you place any credence on such experiences; you should be willing to consider the physics behind it. That is; unless you place no value on such accounts, or perhaps have fears of such considerations, because they conflict with existing ideals we base ourselves on. Perhaps we do so in error?

Here is simply stated, how nothing can be everything, strictly in energetic terms, and in material terms. One possibility is that the vacuum of space, or that which we deemed "nothing," actually has the ability to create matter and anti-matter particles, which immediately annihilate each other and release tremendous energy. The Void, or Vacuum, contains the future potentials of space/time, and all matter from this timeless, all inclusive, non-local state. We are still "big banging," for all intensive purposes.

Atoms are just like that. When we implode an atom (which should be a clue pertaining to infinite collapse), we release a tremendous energy; by not only breaking matter – but by also breaching a realm. Speculatively; there is a reason an atom contains such a potential.

Atoms are in a peculiar state. The electrons are super-positioned, and the whole thing is blinking in and out of space/time. So when you annihilate an atom you extract it from the other positions in space/time when you destroy it. The "pre-position-potentials" and the "present-position-potential" and the "post-position-potentials" are destroyed! All those potentials are destroyed in the present potential. You won't hear this from the standard models in mainstream academia either!

So the potential is incomprehensible, which is what we are fast learning. For some reason, this balance is slightly in favor of Matter over Energy, at least from our perspective; but always for only a temporary period. We already know that the matter and energy exchange states, but never disappear. Boy does that sound familiar to our experience!

A "being" is an inversion of a complete whole; self contained as a temporary boundary state. The thing of it is; that the "stuff that it is an inversion of," has no defined boundaries. As a result; all the empirical science this side of our boundary state, can not define in measurable terms, the human experience of the observer in itself. The "observer" in this instance can be best defined as merely an effect, of the totality of the environment, as a portal of observation.

The part of us that represents the "totality," is not so easily quantified and defined, nor measured and contained. It seems that an eternal "Now," or an ever present "Moment," hath no beginning or end, as was inferred. Genuine knowledge is crucial to an understanding of this, so while I don't wish to negate the process of logic, it always falls woefully short in explaining the inherent desire for the knowledge.

I found a quote from Einstein, in a book called "Quantum Questions" by Ken Wilber; in which he discusses the Spiritual considerations, of many of the greats in Science. Einstein it was claimed firmly believed that; "Science without Religion is Lame, and Religion without Science, is Blind." I don't think he was religious per-se; he was just making the point about the observer and contemplative thought playing a major role. Needless to say, I think he was right in that both play a major role in defining who and what we are, when you get down to the quantum brass tacks of it. What you see, and what you see it with; are sort of looking at each other.

Other physicists while contemplating their navels, have often claimed that space/time is a manifold of sorts; which we are the portals of. The same could be said in spiritual terms; alternately described as being a part of an All, or general "Isness." In this regard one can see from both perspectives, that the only thing which "starts" and "stops," or what defines our beginning and end in a continuous fabric; IS our temporary "boundary state." So the Guru, and the Scientists, should both come to the same realization! We could never die, or be "nothing," because it is out of the nothingness of infinite potentials, that we exist at all.

The late Alan Watts put it this way; "How would you know you are alive, if you had not once been dead?" Likewise once you die, if it is different from being alive; you would only know this as a contrast.

Let us return momentarily to reconsider the structure of the atom. The energy of which the atom is comprised, is not temporal (or not "fixed" in time), nor is it as a result "localized." In the simplest of analogies; the energy all matter is formed of, is in all places and times. Again; the energy contains "all potentials," which thereby must be defined as eternal and all inclusive, or the Omega Point as some call it. I think the Spirit just hit the Science; smack dab on the head! Atoms are balls of space/time!

The central focus of this problem has to do with the difference of how we view the classical world, versus the quantum world, even though they are part and parcel of one another.

At the quantum level, everything is super positioned, and in multiple places and times. In the classical world view, things are fixed in time and space, or actual solid objects. The simplistic argument is just that; if it is not physically visible it can't exist – which excludes many things we know exist but only detect by things they affect. These are both accepted theories, which come about from four distinct trains of thought to explain the obvious conundrum. They are the following:

\- Our observation of the "wave functions" causes them to collapse into potentialities. This is known as the Copenhagen interpretation. (This conclusion was the result of the evidence that the "observer" determines whether a wave is seen as a particle or not, particle/wave duality, and similar theories.)

\- That each choice or decision; creates alternate realities, this is known as the Multiple Dimensions, or Multiple Universe Theory. (Generally required to explain what happened to the "other" potentialities, in given quantum problems.)

\- The interaction of "super positioning" with the environment, causing de-coherence. (In other words, why things break down over time as we know it, and why they pop in and out of existence at the tiniest levels, at the Planck Scale.)

\- That in their natural unobserved state; super positions accumulate, or collide, until they reach a certain threshold in nature, and then form. (A simple way to consider this would be the way a Star collects information or matter, until it reaches a certain density threshold and then "fires up, only at the sub-atomic scale.")

This being the Quantum chapter, I will briefly state the metaphysical aspects of this in Spiritual terms. If I redefine what we call God, from a greatly expanded view, which is what conscious evolution defined is; we get the same results obtained by "touchy feely" means! If I erase from my mind, the definition of God the Church has given me, and the outright denial which the materialist view embraces, and "think for myself" (which is totally discouraged), this all makes the sense I suggest it was intended to! Here are a few select things to ponder; as food for thought.

\- The quantum world it seems; is to a large degree, actually constructed of thoughts and ideas.

\- "Relativity" as proven by Einstein; says that Time is not absolute, but malleable.

\- All every sense we possess does; is the interpreting of "waves" of information. All we do is translate and then observe those waves, or process and record them, through our individualized centers.

\- Super Positioning and Quantum Entanglement, shows us that the real illusion, is the space and time in-between the objects.

\- Why is there life at all? Why do we believe we are the effect to the cause; rather than the more obvious cause to the effect?

\- We are made of Quantum Stuff; and when your body fails, or we lose containment, or grounding with this dimension, we leak back into the universe that spawned us. You could conceivably remain entangled as a unit; while enjoying a metaphysical super positioned condition, or conscious state.

\- It might be a slight stretch; but a fellow named Alex Wendt (a sociology professor at Ohio State, and not a drunk in a bar called "Cheers") wrote a book called "Quantum Consciousness," and studied it from the premise that it exists! After doing repeated experiments with subjects in meditative connective conditions, he verified to his satisfaction at least, that the phenomenon was valid. His basic premise was that if entanglement between two people could be proven; that would further validate the idea that "All" people may also be considered at a fundamental level, connected, as entanglement suggests.

\- As Terence McKenna once so elegantly stated; "The Universe it seems; is a device to maintain and conserve "Novelty" as he called it. His definition of Novelty being perhaps the addition of new information, as is suggested by the act of evolution, both physical and non-physical, and at multiple levels.

\- The Esoteric Infinity symbol (the figure eight on its side), sure looks like the loops of space/time that the physicists tell us are the building blocks of matter! (IE; string theory.)

\- Super positioning can be viewed as "pre-position" and "post position" of the same particle, like we pre-detect and post-detect the same bit.

\- Tests conducted with Geiger counters, to measure electron positions and super positioning in a laboratory, has thus far verified that the super positioned particle can occupy from two verified positions, up to 3,000 positions simultaneously so far! I have little doubt the limits of our ability to detect virtually infinite positions for the same particle, are a limitation of "us" and not of the particle.

It was just a little food for thought, and you can find dozens of other examples; but the point is I feel.......reckoning with what you learn. Possibly in a more evolved, expanded view; realizing what it clearly indicates, rather than denial.

When we explore the quantum world with what we know now - one "gets" that it is a world of thoughts, feelings, and intuition. It is an interpretive world, and very much a spiritual world, perhaps "realm" would be more accurate. And yet we have realized that although it is a phantom environment, it is the most proven powerful tool we have, for predicting the behavior of physically based systems and upcoming technologies. The Ghost in the Machine, if you will entertain the notion, is a quantum phenomenon. It is where the Metaphysical meets the Physical, the very real boundary state, of the fabric we live in.

The Quantum Non-Reality exceeds the imagination, stretches things to the breaking point, and proves that the science verifies that in many respects – life is stranger than we could possibly even suppose with the most vivid imagination.

What we learned in quantum mechanics, simply stated, is that the deeper you go, the more energy is evidenced. This is a basic premise of our construct if you follow this from the other end. At the low end (other than metabolic functions), we can start with solid fuels like coal and wood, which are not very efficient.

As you move through the various grades of liquid fuels, you get somewhat more bang for your buck. Then when you consider how potent flammable and explosive "gases" are in comparison, you start to see this at our experiential levels. But we all know the difference in power contained in an atom, versus any of the above sources. Then we might also consider that what we called "nothing;" or the vacuum of space/time has virtually infinite power and potential.

The point I am trying to make is that we now realize at scales of virtually nothing; we find the most contained energy. In the Emerald Tablets of Thoth; which some claim to be from the Ancient Greeks (Hermes), the pre-sand Egyptians, and the Sumerians (7000-8000 BC), and who claimed this was knowledge from a long destroyed advanced civilization (Atlantis), they clearly knew that the less matter something consisted of, the greater potential it contained.

Thoth claimed this knowledge was preserved from a previous super society destroyed in a cataclysm. Thoth himself claims in the Tablets; to be among the first Atlanteans to come to the earth, to raise man from a state not much greater than a beast, to what he is now. As far as energy goes; Thoth clearly stated that the less "material" something possessed, the more energy was contained in it.

On a side note; I mention this because if you do some serious footwork and research – "Thoth" was many different figures in history. One could dedicate entire volumes to this subject alone; so I shall ever so briefly digress. To name only a few I encountered; Thoth was Hermes, Quetzalcoatl, Gabriel, Enoch, and in the Emerald Tablets I find that Thoth, and John in Revelations, see and say the same things and described them pretty much word for word.

What does mainstream expect us to think; that they didn't understand the basic construct of our reality? Or are we to assume they had the Quantum Stuff all figured out? One merely needs to review the old symbols like the Ancient Flower of Life, to realize they most certainly did. A more involved study of Alchemy; also indicates that they did! How would you even begin to explain that? You wouldn't, it would be covered up and denied for as long as the Guardians of the Great Truth could pull it off!

We live in a universe of thought, at every scale, especially the quantum.

The Planck scale; is 10 to the minus 23cm. Planck time; is 10 to the minus 43sec. To translate into understandable measurement is difficult to do. As a measurement it is the distance across an electron. In terms of time; it is so fast it exceeds logical thought! At the scale of the fabric of space/time, things happen at impossibly small scales, at incredibly fast speeds. Little stars and galactic experiences are taking place in microcosms of our timescale. The quantum non-reality pops in and out of existence – just like we do, and planets and stars do, according to scale. Again – the point of observation.

If you were small enough and fast enough...... that mote popping in and out of our reality – would represent a universal timescale and proportion. This conundrum represents the "Horton Hears a Who - theory" (as presented by our very insightful Dr. Seuss); on steroids – and possibly for real.

Let us not forget what Einstein told us; that a curvature in this fabric creates mass; and that it "messes with" time as we know it. When you bend, or collapse this fabric, you create mass, I mean look at a black hole, or a star, for an easy example. It seems that this same problem has been discovered from every scale we can currently comprehend, from the tiniest bits, to the biggest bits. You would think we could take a hint! We fail to excel as a detective; at least as a group. We make a place for ourselves by creating a dimple in space/time; as does everything – both cosmic and atomic. And our rate of travel I believe.

The real world; is a world of potentials. The real underlying structure of this world is to be quite clear; made entirely of waves. Then comes the really big question.......Waves of what? Waves of information it seems, quantum vibrations which have a memory complex. Intelligible light! To assert that this represents consciousness at a scale above ours, or as a larger part of the Cosmic Biology, would explain quite a bit, don't you think?

When you get down to the Planck scale of atomic structure (the distance across an electron), there is information that has been there since the Big Bang, or "turning inside-out" as I would describe it. We need but to find it!

If a cubic centimeter of space/time contains as much energy as hundreds of billions of stars, and consciousness can affect even a tiny portion of the fabric we are embedded in, a Big Bang would be no problem. This would be mere "child's-play," a veritable controlled mental detonation, for a larger consciousness......a solitary cosmic synapse firing by itself. To a proto conscious version of you and me, an Alpha and Omega; it would just be an initial intention, the mere effort of observation to create (and "He" saw that it was good; as stated in Genesis).

What we see as matter, may well merely be non-local bits of energy, which occupy the totality of space/time; deciding to spend some extra time in a particular location – for a given length of time.

Look at it this way, you are not much different. You are just spending some time here. You didn't ever "not exist" and you don't cease to exist when no longer bound to this dimension, plane, or vibrational frequency. I realize that without a little footwork and study of these topics it sounds far fetched; but it might well be a fairly accurate interpretation of the data. You'll find that more and more people are interpreting the facts this way, and if you dig a bit more, you get why.

Plato believed that "form" was the pattern behind all phenomena. He believed that the "un-formed" giving rise to "form," was as a result of a pattern, or unified principle, too small for us to see, of a more subtle nature. One thought on this would be that quantum measurement, or observations produce memory, and thereby define what consciousness is. The consciousness it could be said; is that which binds the quantum reality.

We wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that first thought, or intention. Therefore without the very first hologram, the forms it generated wouldn't be here. The Bibles all speak the truth on this basic premise; I "just am," and I "am everywhere," or you wouldn't be – as the "only given."

This is the reason we are so fearful, is because we don't get the basic premise of our existence. It is that of the perpetual conscious observer. It is really is a shame that organized religion turned it into such a well oiled cash extracting control structure (for the most part), because the proof indicates that the premise is sound, dare I say irrefutable to an enlightened soul. I am the Truth; remember? Seek the Truth? I would like to add; watch out who you get it from. Actually that is covered elsewhere, but my painful point re-hashed, is that this always was about knowledge. The Knowledge, or Truth, will take you there, or set you free as it is said.

As a result of this basic confusion, we live out our lives as "fearful entities," which only become "fearless" after we awaken from this state, or the "dream" as the philosophers called it.

The very precepts and foundations for faith are verified by quantum entanglement and quantum non-locality. The very notion of everything being "connected," is as old as the hills! It seems that our DNA forms a bridge between the quantum activities, which are the world of thoughts, and the biological realms of organic life, we know as reality. It is how the information is communicated, as we will explore later.

It has often been said by Spiritual people from all walks of life; that wherever you look, in any pursuit, you will find evidence of a Creator, especially in yourself. It was also realized that "wherever you go, there you are." As a result, this is an "every all over" problem, or perhaps better stated; as why we perceive a problem! This can be a discovery of knowledge at any scale; from the quantum on up.

This can also be a profound Spiritual realization; as many will weep profusely upon the realization that "everything is God," or made of that stuff. Buddha, Christ, Mohammed, Osiris, Thoth, and more Prophets than I care to name, have all tried to tell us this. All the highly intelligent, often rebellious, and frequently humble scientists who don't fear to tread in the unknown for a peek, also generally agree. True pioneers of science and faith, are not as much at odds, as we are led to believe, since they are all merely different attempts, to answer the same questions.

Everything could indeed be made of Spirit, as many enlightened people told us. Once again; with a much better definition, Spirit is how it works! That is why true Spirituality revolves around Knowledge, and not fairy tales! Because it totally explains how it works! Then later on we will explore what that means we can potentially do with it. How it works; and what to do with the knowledge! Soul Physics for sure; and a Spirit Component no doubt, is undoubtedly also made up of Quantum Stuff!

Whether we consider the associated dilemmas with Cosmic Existence, Biological Existence, or Sub-Atomic Existence, we always have a consistent observer and seeker to contend with. Next a peek at the next boundary state, and that of the experience and the observer, are in order.
**2.4 – Mind Bending**

What exactly is consciousness? Other than the experience in the "now" we are having, what is it? Consciousness is a little like time, in that we know what it is until we are specifically asked. I believe that as is everything else; consciousness is gravitation. We torque on the fabric we are embedded in like a cosmic body; and we do more than a little Mind Bending.

I have some questions to consider. What color is consciousness? What are the limits of consciousness? Is my personal consciousness an entirely localized effect? Does consciousness vibrate, or emote? Will our individual consciousness cease to be; after our body or vehicle fails? Is consciousness as a whole evolving? Are we in effect the resulting unfolding, of the collective dream of our species?

On the other hand we might ask from a totally left brained perspective; what are the physics and mechanics of consciousness? For example if we ask science where our emotions and feelings come from, the only answers to be found; are our brain, and perhaps our hearts. However no quantifiable source or measurement can be attributed to our emotions. Some claim that emotions are merely a chemical reaction. Others believe that electromagnetic circuits in our brains and our nerve paths cause what we experience. To some perhaps they don't exist, and the question is mute.

The key to answering this in a meaningful way can best be done by turning the question around a little. What if like the biology, and the atomic structure, and the cosmos, consciousness was a manifestation of a shared field? To put it another way; what if the brainstorms in our brains, were actually a result of the storm? What if the chemical and electrical manifestations we physically observe, are how this is translated into third dimensional reality?

I realize that this perspective change is not small, since it is 180 degrees the opposite of how we experience reality in the classic world view; but the evidence speaks for itself. You might also like the view better once you adjust! As we have explored earlier, the quantum shared field of information communicates to the biology, which then converts that information into DNA, molecules, and complex cell structures.

Biologically the question which begs a credible answer; is do we emit a field, or does the field emit us? To the late Alan Watts this was philosophically expressed about life as; "Do you do it? Or does it do you?" Sub-atomically this is the possible solution we pondered earlier, as the source of information for the biology, translated from the shared quantum field, into chemical and electromagnetic manifestations of the DNA.

The final consideration is that of the spiritual aspect, or that of the spirit component, as it relates to the cosmic. At the upper level of the fractal, the shared field is space/time and gravitation itself. Is the conscious shared field a reflection of these forces?

To merely analyze time; our experience through space/time is comprised of a series of perpetual moments in the now - which our conscious experience actually creates the very concept of time from. The previous moments are layered in approximate order, like a record or repository for the experience. In this view we create time, by assembling the moments we experience in order to create the idea of time, when perhaps there is no such thing. Time without a conscious observer, is "no time," in a sense.

And I can't help but noticing how our emotional states resemble those of gravitation and energy. Does the often heard expression "I have a heavy heart" sound familiar? We all have used the expression of being "light hearted?" Or nobody can deny that in an "oh shit moment" time slows down. We therefore warp space/time, by means of our gravitational emotional density! Ah; the riddle begins to explain itself!

At every level of our fractal holographic reality, the vibrational frequencies we experience as chemistry and energy are the result of gravitation, which is the primordial force. Gravity is why we have space, and objects in it. Gravity might generate electromagnetism, consciousness, bind atoms, create biological cohesion, and propel the cosmic expansions and collapses.

It seems to also be why and how we perceive it. And here is the "bomb" on that aspect; we are affecting these things, because "we" and "the fabric," are the same. We are made of the same stuff (the ether), and we are conscious, because it is! We are able to tap into the shared field at the quantum and cosmic scale, which is reasonable, considering how we seem to be able to affect it, at least minimally. But the potential is there! Now ask the BIG question. If I can bend "it," and can tap into "it," can "it" bend and warp and tap into me?

The fact that we exist at all, and are asking the question; clinches it for me. It is how we not only came to be; but how we function! It is as if humanity as a whole; were looking around like a newborn or young child – and trying to sort this all out, spiritually, and academically.

If I realize how this works, and understand that the part of each and every one of us that does not perish, is still existent at a higher level, then why couldn't we draw upon the shared field much better than we do? Nature knows what I am saying; we call it instincts. This is simply how a bird or a fish or whatever, knows where to go, even if it has never undertaken the journey. They are remembering where another bird went; perhaps even a bird which no longer exists as we know existence.

All acts of déjà vu are this phenomenon, all past life experiences, and pretty much all acts of clairvoyance, and every spiritual, and out of body or near death experience, can all be explained this way. The explanation being; that "consciously," all life is a shared field and force, or is from one source shall we say - and that we have a completely ass backwards view of what is really going on here!

If we are not technically born as we understand it, but actually are merely aspects and intentions which occupy biology, to facilitate an experience to evolve the field itself, the alternate view yields many answers. All religious concepts are encapsulated in this single grain of truth regarding Spirituality. Many answers we have struggled to find, and placed on the "mystery pile" for now, are simply and beautifully explained. It was not so much because we were unable to answer them, so much as we did not know how to look.

We shall examine how this explains every spiritual concept in following chapters. But our consciousness and spirit may be very much the same thing, so forgive the odd reference. But the big point is that we do not die, simply because we were not born as we understand it. We are both the game, and the player, in a seemingly unending game, which recycles the players until incorporated into the constantly developing matrix of the game.

Better than all that; it never repeats itself or a move. The game and the participants evolve in a non repeating fashion. Some things seem the same in general and by design, but upon closer scrutiny, the minutia is always in some perhaps trivial detail unique. Life is the only game capable of this claim.

The Universal Matrix is a repository for all that takes place in it. While this might superficially seem elementary or basic; it becomes profound when we look a little deeper. The fabric of space/time, our universal matrix, the venue for experience, is in itself information distributed as matter and energy. So at a fundamental level it represents information. What if the stuff we are looking at, and the stuff we look at it with; are related intimately?

There are two quick points I'd like you to consider, that we looked at earlier. In a way; we already blink in and out of existence at speeds we can hardly comprehend, at the sub-atomic scale. We might only be "us" about half the time anyways; the rest of the time we are space/time already! Consciously that is a little mind bending on its own!

The other point which also supports this notion through science, are the concepts of super positioning, entanglement, non-locality, particle/wave phenomenon, and string theory. To keep it short, all matter as we know it; is the result of "non-local particles and energies," deciding to spend a little more time occupying one position over the others. In this way the true illusory nature of matter is revealed, as a response to being observed. This being a chapter on consciousness and such; I thought that was significant!

I hate to go off on an unrestrained rant here, but for those who see the physics and science behind our reality, I offer a personal conclusion. Shit only exists, when, and because we look at it! Therefore the observer is the "entire point" or "fundamental operator" of our reality. In simple terms, consciousness generates reality at a higher than individual level; and beauty is indeed in the eye of the beholder, if matter is the result of holographic fractal consciousness.

We are made of space/time essentially, the "ether" as the ancients called it, and it contains the information of what we are. If we make the connection that the fabric only supports the level of growth it has achieved, then terms like "as above so below," and "in the Heavens as on the earth," take on real meaning. Some believe the quantum field contains all the information from the big bang on. My point is this.

If the matrix, or fabric we are embedded in is conscious, or at the very least a collective repository for it; then we have indeed streaked through the church, and winked at the nun.

The universe is consciousness. We are but individual aspects and intentions of that ultimate one single consciousness. The point becomes that the universe is consciousness, for consciousness to grow in, to develop and evolve "said consciousness." The primordial element we missed is consciousness! The "fabric" or "waters," are conscious.

This makes how we feel about our experience, equally valid to the experience itself! Philosophy just became the science of how we interpret our reality, based on how we feel. I dare suggest that the entirety of unexplained phenomenon become conscious efforts to stretch and contort nothing more than our limits. All religious phenomena also become explained, and a completely new way to interpret ancient texts becomes available. One that fits incredibly well with what we do know; and what we do not.

One way to look at this is how science itself has issues with what we call Mind versus Consciousness. Does it do us; or do we do it? There are serious accredited professionals who argue in favour of my theory that what we are; resides not entirely between our ears, and in our individual heads. A great portion of our abilities suggest we have an external, non-local component, which not only drives the experience, but drives the ability to experience the process.

When I was young they called it "mind over matter." Before my time our grandparents called it "wilful." Everybody has a relative who confused everyone with an uncanny ability to predict things like guests, weather, trouble, and sometimes even death. Self healing and healing of others is another example. Water dousing is another conscious quirk which reflects this. In religious and clairvoyant experiences, it is merely a momentary undeniable connection to the transcendent other. ESP at various levels has been conclusively proven. Random number generators can be adversely affected reliably, by conscious intent being applied to desire a certain preference.

Studies of consciousness done in laboratories worldwide verify that two or more minds can link together. Experiments with meditation even have gone so far as to isolate the participants in electromagnetically shielded cages (the faraday cage), with no interruption to the link. It is as if like at the quantum level; this conscious communication takes place outside of space/time.

There are studies done with Tibetan Monks in laboratories, measuring their brainwaves (alpha, beta, delta, theta), with instruments while in various states of meditation which defy conventional understanding. It is also claimed that Monks who have full mastery of their bodily functions consciously, can endure major surgery without anaesthesia. The Monks slow their heart rate, cool their body temperature, control blood loss, and suppress pain, with their mind; while calmly conversing with the surgeon. Never mind the obvious mental control to just not "freak out!" There is a common link and subsequent explanation for these hard to explain phenomenon. Consciousness Externalized!

All of our senses are non-local activities. To hear, feel, taste, smell, and see, are all remote senses. When you see something visually, the standard explanation entails an internal picture in the brain, or the minds eye as it were. The more recent science, places this visual enfoldment as outside of our individual selves. In fact it is more akin to reaching out and touching something in a non-local fashion consciously; to perceive it.

This applies in an abstract sense to memory as well. When you remember something you in effect "Google" it from a cloud based conscious totality; with your own personal bent of course. What we do in a way; is interpret a totality, from individuality. The better we get at that, the greater the access we gain to the totality. The conquest of the individual conscious development leads to the realization of the whole.

The electrical storms we detect in our brains may well be the result of the storm and not the brain. The perception we enjoy, is a shared, built, collected, and connected metaphysical symbiosis, between a meat body having an experience, and a light body which is in fact "contained within."

Look at this in a practical way. The atoms and cells in your own body, are in and of themselves; autonomous bits which function as individuals, but work as a whole. If you look at life as if you were a conscious cell, or atomic grouping of molecules, inside a larger being, inside a larger being, in perpetuity, until the entire cosmos was the largest being, it all fits. Look at consciousness in the same view as you look at nature, as multiple facets of the same thing.

What else is the Alpha and Omega, First and Last, "In and of" everything by nature? What touches "everything?" What is the sum total of conscious experience? This is where most people reach their limit; but here it is anyways. Everything is consciousness.

To some this becomes the reverence and love of all nature. Study and awe of the cosmos has always been another. Love and service to humanity, becomes a driven duty to others. And spiritual pursuits and experiences are a means of connecting to a greater self.

The higher self, or the transcendent, is like the current. The physical experience is like the appliance or the device. The current is a field, which moves in and out of the objects in it.

The consciousness to initiate and experience the objects; is solely a product of the current or field. This is why the concept of death as a permanent void or null blackness, is the result of a skewed understanding. We imagine an end, for a beginning we don't understand. Consciousness is the age old conundrum of the observer and the observed, being one and the same. When the "observed" ceases; the observer, who is one and the same remains, hence the floating ethereal entity still exists to view his shell.

I Think, Therefore I am. Let's take that a little further. What if I just am; and therefore I think? It would explain a lot. If I am a slice of a greater conscious energy, a heart-spark of God, a Star of the Great Star, or Son of the Sun, then once again I am a cell in a greater cosmic body in the physical sense. In the Cosmic or Conscious sense, I am a fleeting thought, a day in an infinite life, a moment in the act of an infinite and ongoing creation.

Consciously the science of fractals allowing for infinity to exist within a finite boundary state is the model of how this works. Each individual conscious center contains the whole. Our senses such as taste and smell, vision, and hearing, could easily be viewed as proof we externalize to sense our environment. The version we are taught, claims that we experience all these stimuli, entirely internally. I believe it is more like we translate them internally.

All forms of out of body experiences are conscious proof of how this works. Remote viewing, near death experience, astral traveling, shamanic experiences, clairvoyance, and metaphysical effects, are great examples to relate our regular abilities to.

A mind or a brain is a processing unit. Our consciousness is much more. One is the computer, and one is the web. One is a single access portal, and one is the totality being accessed. The current and appliance, or the radio and signal, I think you get my drift.

My basic point remains; that consciously everything we identify ourselves as; resides not entirely between our individual set of ears. Part of what we are, actually reaches out and touches the things we interact with. We emote, we vibe, and like conscious radar, we bounce signals around, and use those reflections to identify ourselves, as well as what surrounds us. This is how we can be both the observer and the observed, yet remain one thing. We are primarily a metaphysical conscious wave property which is normally not contained; which has been contained as a temporary individuation. Container failure need not be viewed as an act of conscious mortality.

It is as if our nervous system extends tenuously over the entirety of space and time, by being the very thing it believes itself to be. Everything that we see and touch, or hear, and feel; is a part of us, and not just something we observe. This is the duality of consciousness and mind. The mind calculates, the consciousness feels.

Our right and left brain are a good example of this duality made manifest. Our left brain calculates and deals with facts and figures, and is a "number cruncher." Our right brain is the interpreter of artistic endeavours, feelings, and spiritual vibes, and is a "feeling connector." Spiritually these are the little dude on each shoulder; one sporting a halo – and one a set of horns.

When we view it backwards, these are the physically developed organs, of our essence, which is partially metaphysical in nature. As an additional consideration one could take note that except for our chakras, or energy centers; our bodies have two of everything else. We have two eyes, two nostrils, arms, lungs, butt cheeks, legs, etc. But we have one pineal gland, one throat and tongue, one heart, stomach, reproductive organ, etc. Now I'd like to let you in on an avenue of proof for this, if you will consider that our senses of sight, and sound to name but two also reflect this characteristic.

When you hear something, or see something, it is not an entirely internal process. You do actually metaphysically reach out and touch the object consciously. This is not usually in the realm of facts and figures, but it does give itself away through our calculating observations; oddly enough!

When you physically hear something, it actually is nothing more than vibration of the air waves, captured in your ear canal, which your mind then translated into a sound. The sound never existed if it were not for something to interpret it. Now add the silent communications which take place, like the "vibes" we give and receive when we walk into a room for example; and we can feel.

As well as a new way to view physical methods of exchanging information, we can also better explain the less physical conscious methods of communication; we have no need of science to confirm. Existence itself is this exchanging of information. What if we were just internal communications, of something greater we call God, the Creator, or the Source? We could exchange waves of gravitation for instance; we can feel but not see, "vibes" if you will. They are actually finely tuned, at a sub-conscious level.

Your dog just looks at you, and you know whether it wants grub, or to go outside, or seeks attention. You look back at it; and it knows whether you will comply or not. Not a word was spoken. The light waves consciously projected and received by each of you, informed each of the others needs and intentions.

Then you might think of something, and your partner speaks about it in short order. You didn't even have to look at each other to communicate. We can communicate the most subtle of thoughts, give and receive them, without even trying. Does this indicate how we work? How could it not?

To walk into a room and feel a vibe is neither a rare nor an infrequent experience in non-verbal communication; we have all felt this first hand before. Is it imagined? Likewise if you are good and steamed at someone; they do also feel it. We often say I felt hot, when stared at, or we might say we were the recipient of an icy stare. Why do you suppose we all experience these situations in a similar way?

When I feel what another being wants, it proves we are not separate but connected at a metaphysical conscious level. We often say that we "read" each other, but I suggest we consider that we can read a thought with equal clarity. When you look at someone who hates your guts, no matter the visual and audio deceptions that may be deployed; you know it. This is not the work of a material mind, but an ethereal greater than itself consciousness.

What this means is that while our brain or mind does work much as we have observed, our consciousness is like a flowing current between everything else which we connect to. At some point, our very senses do this. The question again becomes do we do this with our mind, or with our consciousness? The consciousness in this view is a current, reflected in the manipulations of our mind. The bottom line as always is that while at some level although it is a part of us as individuals, it is the whole exchanging information with itself, at another.

Consciousness is like a shared manifold of the fabric we are embedded in; our aspects and intentions are the reflections we obtain through the portals of our individual lens. The problem we have is that of the internal and separate viewpoint we experience; the totality we are a part of, eludes us. This is why the concept of religion has been "born again" repeatedly over the millennia, to give us rise to consider our spirit component.

It does not matter which form of faith we chose to observe; so long as we attain recognition of the singular nature of life. The entire gambit revolves around consciousness, and reducing the duality – into oneness, and collapsing that wave into a dot.

The Creation, all matter from the atomic to the cosmic, and all the beings having experiences (observing and recording), are all mere parts of the energy of life. This becomes profound when we begin to realize that it is consciousness. This energy is the source of everything as we were told. When I redefine consciousness as maintained spirit, or as spirit having experiences (multiple), the religious texts begin to make more sense. Here are a few of the more obvious ones to consider.

Consciousness is Spirit, whether physical or metaphysical. The Word of God; is the vibrational frequencies of life, the resonance feedback if you will. The Light we can't see; is the fabric of space/time, or the waters as it were. You are a conscious image of the totality, individually expressed; it is in this way you are an image, or fractal holographic representation made flesh. Thus you are made in the Image of God. The term Sin; merely denotes separation to facilitate experience, complete with pitfalls.

Resurrection the way I see it, happens to everyone individually, and the Christ story was a model for this, he said so himself. Ascension (going to be with God), apotheosis (becoming as or like God), might very well mean the same thing. Perhaps at some inevitable point; our sun, the earth, and the very existence we know and understand will come to conclusion - and we achieve this as a whole if we've used our experience wisely, as individuals, and as a group.

The greater we exchange this totality of information, the greater our connection to it, which is the foundation in all beliefs to seek the truth. The truth about our reality contains the riddle of what we are and why we are here. We need to better define things with broader parameters. In this our future potentials will be revealed to us.

If I can do and feel many non-physical effects, then am I solely a physical and material entity which is entirely contained individually. I must have a component of myself, which is of a non-physical and non-material dimension, or nature, which is the experience itself. The venue it takes place in, is as integral a part of my externalized self, as my center of experiencing it.

Part of our experiences, and what we experience them with; are by their nature, non-local metaphysical elements and properties. This is what I meant by "Mind Bending," this conscious gambit we experience, between what we perceive ourselves as; and what we must discover that we really are.

The Gurus, Prophets, Psychiatrists, and Philosophers (or navel contemplators), had it right it seems all along. I find that more than a little mind bending; as proof that beauty is indeed in the eye of the beholder. The real science is the observer. The real spirituality is you. We heal ourselves, we experience transcendence, and we exhibit clairvoyance; from individuation – connecting to the greater whole it is embedded in. Once again; what we called "nothing" is anything but. This applies right across the board.

The reason we only exist in the here and now, as a perpetual center of the experience; is because that is the very essence of what we are. Thus the physical reality fails all about us repeatedly as if by design, while the internal essence is an eternal component; the Spirit Component. The Ancient Kabbalah refers to the Ultimate Creator God merely as; "I Am" or the "I Am That I Am."

It has often been said that reality is but a dream; but then is it not our collective dream which constitutes our reality? We may merely be individual dream sequences, woven into a single fabric, which occasionally manifests physically. The physical manifestation is a reflection of the dream, and not visa versa. We are not an unexplained entity having a dream; we are a dream manifest as fractured physical entities. A solitary dream made physical; with endless characters, which never repeat.

We are information and energy, developed into a system to exchange and evolve the consciousness. The mind is the organ which reflects the process, if we view life that way, as odd as it may seem, the mysteries and unsolved issues become solved. Our desire and yearning for perpetual growth and developmental awareness consciously; defines what we are....the journey itself. The decisions along the way, and the emotions with which to experience them, and I dare add the ability to share them.

Forgiveness takes on a new meaning when you realize it equates to forgiving ones self. The love we withhold; is indeed the burden we carry. What makes us angry about others is what we hate about ourselves reflected back. This is why we cuss ourselves, when we do something stupid, equal to the heartfelt cuss we direct at others. All are merely aspects and intentions of an otherwise undifferentiated and seamless body.

In the classical world view, and the standard religious world view, as expressed by society and organized religion; we give ourselves and others little or no value. Only those who achieve wealth and fame are deemed worthy sources of truth. The truth greatly exceeds such a tiny perspective. This as always; is why I feel it is discouraged.

Every single last one of us is "the shit" and needs to be considered an equal, regardless of their current belief. The old saying "How can you love another, if you don't love yourself" is very true. If I give myself "no value" then by default I give the equivalent value to others. As soon as you get this; and start working to consciously evolve yourself in any fashion, and thereby give yourself value – you start to recognize it in others.

When this happens; two people can pick each other out of a crowd – in a veritable heartbeat. When you or I speak and communicate – we recognize value which applies to our individual experience from it. We evolve a new conscious level.

This is what I believe the evidence indicates that we really are. We are a self developing whole, which is at present confused about what it is, and why it is here. The age old questions resurface again. We need but to realize the value of ourselves and others as properties of a connected self developing whole – existing in temporarily separated conditions, which assume that identity!

It is in this way that the ever present moment we experience is translated into every form of consciousness. It is in this way that everything always perceives itself as the center of the experience. Because at a higher level and not physically confined and cast down into a third dimensional realm of suffering, there is only one everything. An experience which is always "now," and always places each individual at the "center," regardless of location or complexity or timescale, says it all.

The simplest way to describe it is; "this moment," or "all the moments." Time and no time, the dot and wave, gravity and its opposite of expansion, the many or the one, which is where the most accurate names for God come from when contemplated.

Tetragrammaton, the Creator, Yahweh, the Elohim, the All Seeing Eye, Manitou, the Logos, Alpha and Omega, the Light, the Truth, All, Is-ness, Godhead, the Source, Ancient of Days, I am, or the only Self Generator, and in every definition I believe; is the intent to convey the energy of the emotions of life we feel.

Later we will explore this deceptive property of experience in a few different ways, but for conscious consideration; it is the perceiver of which we speak. For consideration of mind; it is the processing unit or tuner, with which to sort it all out.

Have you ever found that when you ask yourself certain things, it is not technically your mind which answers you? Sometimes you draw your information from outside yourself. This should ring true of how we experience these things. A spiritual experience is just that; a question raised from within, answered from outside the individual self.

In the machinations of our dual nature, this is answered. In consideration of how the duality is the mechanism for development of a fundamental One-ness, the mind and consciousness are the lifeblood and the pump to develop it with. What we build through experiences, good and bad - create the very body we inhabit like conscious cells. This is where the ancient concept of building the body of the Holy Spirit (or Holy Ghost), through our developmental awareness came from. This is why Christians often call Jesus; Lord, or God – because if you connect enough dots..........in some ways it becomes advanced thinking.

We make up the body of what creates us in other words, to use a familiar expression to describe it. The only problem with that is that the science behind the idea is not such a stretch. We seem to be somewhat non-local, and non-temporal, and connected to everything at once. We are an inverted self contained infinity, of the surrounding expanding infinity, of conscious energy flow.

This becomes experientially self evident in how we operate on a local and non-local level consciously. As far as conscious experience goes, even though we tend to deny it, there is endless proof. Near death experiences, out of body sensations, evolution, instincts, clairvoyance, shamanic and religious experiences, meditation and prayer, vibes, unexplained bonds with pets and nature, remote viewing, scientific inspirations, creative endeavours of art and music, cosmic yearnings, our incessant quest to further our boundaries, and countless other examples lend validity to this idea. Why does this prove anything you might ask? Because we "share" them; I answer.

After excessive study of the above mentioned topics; I have found nothing but confirmation for the notion that we are an individualized aspect, of something greater we are like a sensory organ of. How we feel about things; is the very point of our existence. What consciousness is; becomes the ability to see past the individuality, to see the whole, and ultimately connect to it. To show compassion and empathy is to place your viewpoint into another's. The funny part is as I suggest; that we already do this all the time.

We do in fact, consciously leave our bodies. When we do, we interpret it in different ways, but we all experience the same thing. The sensation of connecting to the whole a little; can be very profound. It is what ever you have to understand it as. Think of it like a limitless totality, which although limitless; relies on your navigation of "it." I suspect that what you learned in life; determines your ability to navigate.

In times of mental and physical crisis, many of us have experienced the transcendent other. But then we tend to rationalize the experience out of existence in our day to day lives; to cope with the contradiction. In spiritual pursuits and by shamanic means, when heartfelt and genuine, we connect to something not imagined, but a dimension of our inquiry none the less.

The observer, is what you think of as all that you are, but to everything else you encounter, you are the opposite; the observed. In the same way, the thing we seek; is right here seeking. You are here to observe everything from your unique viewpoint, to contribute to the development, of what we essentially are.

Now consider what increased abilities we could access. Traditional and non conventional methods considered; consciousness is nothing short of the energy which constitutes reality at every scale.

Life is a journey indeed. But this is better understood when one considers that all life is a single energy, a single metaphysical entity which evolves much as we do, through our experience. Consciously you are a star. Consciously you are a metaphysical portion of what we call God, the Creator. We are a dimension of the totality of the body of consciousness, are we not?

What are now considered rare and unexplained quirks of consciousness; can now be viewed as what might be possible for all of us. If Edgar Cayce could diagnose illness, and heal people, why couldn't we all learn how? If some have accurately prophesied the future, and we are indeed constructed equally the same, we should all be able to do it.

Now go through the list of the usual suspects, and reconsider what I am suggesting. Nostradamus, Edgar Cayce, all the credible prophets of all beliefs, Monks who channel, physical stigmata, out of body experiences like astral traveling or remote viewing, near death experiences, and the full gambit of fantastic possibilities become apparent.

If we consider that consciously all of the above and much more are not unexplained phenomenon, but prime examples of untapped abilities which we can all access; do I make a point? Instead of deeming all these documented and true facts a mystery because they don't fit with our societal views to explain things; maybe we should reconsider them from a different light.

The old expression for this goes as follows; "It only takes one white crow, to prove all crows are not black!" If any metaphysical properties can be verified, in regard to the above mentioned subject matter as fact, then we have a new task at hand. If one person can do something, at least eventually; more will follow. It is powerful knowledge to actually grasp the reality this represents. The substrata we share, spawns greatness from time to time, to show us what is possible.

Can you imagine a planet full of living prophets, seers, healers, and the like? We live on one! We just haven't got our "shit together yet." Every one of those special prophets; regardless of religious affiliation; really wanted to help the totality in some unselfish way. I would think that even an eventual 15% or so; would represent hundreds of millions more prophets than before. A fraction of a percent would be millions, or at least 100's of thousands! The potential exists; the desire does not, as of yet in significant number. This is a major clue; it is, and always has been – there for the taking.

The entire point of our elevated consciousness is our emotions; to be able to feel and express sorrow, for another individual. The desire to help one another is a conscious decision to serve universal consciousness, which is expressed as each of us. When you place equal or higher value on others emotionally, and give of yourself to help them, it feels good for a reason. The same reason you cuss yourself as well as you would another; because there is no difference at a higher scale.

And when we exercise the desire to delve into the unknown for answers, whether a scientific, spiritual, or creative quest, to come back and share with the rest of humanity as an effort to help evolve the group, we fulfil our very purpose.

This explains what we are and the reason for the journey. Conscious development is the reason for the journey or experience, which exposes that this is what we are, on tour. The underlying and fundamental oneness behind existence; is revealed by our purpose and how we are constructed. The endgame may indeed be neigh in some respects.

A conscious game of hide and seek is going on! And we can smell and feel the hider; we just can't quite touch them yet. A process of elimination amid endless possibility can be an arduous task. The math and science of infinity can assure us of one fact. The answer is to be found intuitively.

The only method for solving this, to keep things simple is; the "felt method!" Not an outright guess; but by the act of self recognition, to identify the most likely possibilities. Consciousness is in and of itself; merely an overtly developed sense of instincts. It is something felt and not calculated. A decision pattern formed of all the previous options which were successful or not. Just as we were taught that physical evolution took place, our conscious evolution is taking place. But now we know which one is playing follow the leader.

Our conscious evolution is the point, and mind bending is how it is accomplished. Pain and suffering, poor decisions, mortality, hardships, loss and sense of separation, and the full gambit of our experience, are a means to an end. If we see that our experience is but a small piece of the greater conscious reality, the suffering becomes the educational process defined. Therefore the greater the trials and tribulations we experience; the higher the value of our gift of consciousness.

Believe it or not, the more of a drag life is at times; the more benefit is derived. Growth is always a positive mutation; but a mutation none the less, Darwin had that part right. The more we face adversity head on, and overcome it; even at individual scales – the greater service we provide. This is after all; what we are here for at some level – by choice.

The Tibetan Book of the Dead even goes so far as to suggest that we consciously direct our reincarnation and rebirth. The teachings claim we should select a life which will yield the most spiritual development and understanding, rather than seeking comfort and ease. It is believed that the greatest reaped benefit is the point of life, and the preferred selection, regardless of physical considerations. Sort of like picking a tough physical life, is like getting higher rolls of the dice; which then move you along farther and faster, metaphysically.

Developing the observer it seems; is the most important aspect of being an observer, which tells us why we are here. This confirms that spirituality and faith are completely about self correction; and not about correcting others – this is a big part of our problem currently. If I am here to "fix you," why was I "born me!" Give the head honcho more credit than that! Religion would have me think that God placed my consciousness in the wrong body – since I am to tune everyone else up from here!

The truth is all any of us can do is experience and share; and see what comes of a productive effort at that. It hasn't been tried since we were tribal villagers. With what we know now, and are fast learning technologically – what a hoot a mix of the two would be! Feelings and knowledge together again; in a greatly advanced venue and format. If we could re-find ourselves, amid the technology, we could be Shaman amid the computer programs and machine works of our future. Alchemy revisited! Technological Gurus with Mind Bending potentials might be a decent future. It is likely the only way forward without self destructing.

The Tibetan Book of the Dead describes the consciousness in the afterlife in great detail, as does the Kabbalah. For some they just wake up somewhere else on the other side; and it takes them a while to even realize that they are deceased. It is claimed that we smoke, eat, and do everything the same as we do here when we are physical, for a period of time until we adjust.

Then we face our own demons in effect; as we move through the endless levels of consciousness. At each stage the fears we face are of our own design, and we need only to dispatch them with this knowledge. Always the pure light being the goal, and the distracting dream states, our own trappings we have to shed from this life.

As it is described; the consciousness we are, is embedded in greater consciousness. It is described as our level of development attained, dictates our next conscious level we achieve.

In the Tibetan Book of the Dead, if you get stuck by one of the trappings of your own mind, by lust, or fear, or greed, you reincarnate at the appropriate level. The levels are of consciousness, from ignorant lower animal states, through various levels of conscious awareness (automatic versus self deterministic) – all the way up to more liberating non-physical realms beyond the need for rebirth. The process of death is explained metaphysically; from the last breath, through the hours and days which follow.

When you get past the initial oddness of the four legged – six armed versions for what we call Satan, or the devil (el Diablo!), it becomes a very intriguing study of the immediate afterlife. The Tibetan Book of the Dead is sort of a guide of how to move on, face your own demons, and shed all our ties to the material existence. It is worth considering as a part of a more rounded spiritual education.

The attention to the details of consciousness in many religious faiths is not a coincidence. The constant measure of kindness of deed and heart, are also not an unlikely similarity expressed by all faiths. The basic premise of all faiths is about "Consciousness Stuff and Mind Bending."

A quick measure of what I say can be found all around us. Unkind, unfeeling, and often needlessly cruel people; have absolutely no mind for these concepts; much like a Neanderthal or Barbarian. If you kick your dog, and smack your wife and kids around; you are a "punk" in street terms, and a deranged child in psychological terms.

I am not saying a person capable of such deeds might not be intelligent; just not much in the way of wisdom and heart. If you want to gauge a person's reliability and trustworthiness, you need a different yardstick. If they don't "get" kindness and love; their smarts and wealth are spiritual failures. Ergo; experience is negated, growth is stifled, and damage is inflicted on both levels, physical and spiritual – to the self and others. We all know the nastiest thing to face; is the wrath of an otherwise mild mannered being that has had enough.

Consciousness is a step above the instinctive actions of lower life forms. They can feel; but they do not think like we do. Cruelty, and lack of concern for others, and lack of contemplative thought, are lower realms of existence. There are not many nice ways to say it. This has often been construed as a "reptilian mentality" versus more advanced mammalian simian mentality. Reptiles just function, complex or not; complex mammals, think. Not many life forms on this planet, contemplate existence and reality to this degree. A gift of higher awareness has been granted our species, through divine evolution of consciousness, and we shouldn't waste it.

We do many things with our conscious application to our experience. We give and receive "vibes." Occasionally we externalize ourselves from our body. We speak without talking, we experience déjà vu, we alter water structure by blessing it, we douse for water using our consciousness, we sometimes glean knowledge, we sometimes heal ourselves or others, and on rare occasion we communicate with the spirit realms. If we believe that any of these things are actually possible; then we have only our metaphysical consciousness to account for it.

A "physical brain" by itself, can not explain these quirks we exhibit; which is why we live with a "mystery pile" in science – which is in fear of avalanche. Once you verify for yourself that a self contained meat body could not do these things; you realize how much more we are than that. I call that "Empowerment 101 – subject; Mind Bending!"

With the realization of the metaphysical aspects of yourself and our lives; comes the empowerment we have been stripped of by believing that nothing special is going on here. Once you "get" that we bend and warp reality with our metaphysical consciousness; you begin to navigate the sea of conscious experience – instead of drifting aimlessly, or worse yet becoming a victim of the undercurrents.

The totality of consciousness we belong to; is just the whole of time, and the entirety of experience, of which we are a part. The eternal moment is a conscious constant. In the next several chapters, we will closer examine the riddle of life, the Holy Grail, the secrets, and perhaps better yet, the reasons for them. I just wanted people to consider that from the moment of what we call the big bang, consciousness was a factor. That factor was simply an "Is-ness" as a giving, loving, consciousness; and its re-evolution should reflect that.

Mind Bending comes into play; without any physical properties. Perception, or conscious observation, intentions, love and feelings; are not physical properties. And since experience is more about observing, intending, and feeling life – than it is about being born, hammering on shit for a while, and then dying; the only reason to exist at all becomes evident.

We exist; not to pop in and out of existence and hammer on shit – we exist; to experience and evolve consciously, in a non-physical way! This speaks volumes about which is more important. The physical becomes a tool of the metaphysical, to evolve itself. We are an activity of universal consciousness – a chemical and electrical secretion of DNA spun into existence and patterned after the cosmic.

Spirit as consciousness, is everywhere; but a unique component of it has been fused with sentient life. Why do you suppose that is? We have at our core; what we are – Spirit. From the Cosmic wheels, to the shared information of DNA and biology, and right down to the non-local, outside space/time energy behind quantum reality, we can no longer deny what we are. We no longer have the luxury of ignorance of not knowing what we are made of, or why we are here.

This unorthodox view into the cosmic, biological, and atomic reality; is an exercise to expand parameters. Not so much the parameters of the physical dimensions – but those of the observer (us). Unfortunately; the schizophrenia sets in when we admit that through left brained material science - we validate spiritual and metaphysical concepts as real.

When we look to conventional faith for answers; the aforementioned schizophrenia manifests fully – in that faith refutes the facts of science. Science just removes the "hocus-pocus" and the smoke and mirrors religion uses to gain patrons, while better defining the premise.

In all fairness as I frequently express; science often denies that anything special or of appreciable beauty is behind our reality, and collects patrons of its own, so fault is found there also. What I find is that if I don't get too messed up on either; they temper each other nicely, until some sense comes of it!

I dare say that scientific pursuits, and spiritual pursuit, are both there to point out the shortcomings of each other, to help point us in the right direction. The same doubt is generated by both, that causes us to re-examine what we know, and thereby develop and evolve. With that said, now that we picked apart the facts; we need to address the unexplained knowledge chipped onto stone, in ancient texts, in many Bibles, Tribal oral tradition, Shamanic practices, and spiritual myths which are prevalent worldwide.

I would like to state clearly now for you that I am not "religious" per se; but I am "spiritual" as a result of my experiences and research. I was not a spiritual person; and was the last person I ever pictured writing books and trying to convey this type of critical information. Spirituality in its higher form; is the basis for all various religions. All of this information connects to make a case for a Spirit Component, although perhaps poorly defined; which only the least among us could deny. If this were a legal debate in a court of law – the circumstantial evidence alone would convict, beyond any mind bending doubt.
**3.1 – Bibles, Ancient Texts, and Shamanism**

If you have any preconceived notions about spirituality which are inflexible; you might want to skip this part – if you made it so far. Although I wish you would consider my heartfelt rendition of spirituality; with an open mind. There is more to spirituality than; "the Bible says," and an end to all open discussion. Or we could exercise some logic, and conclude; that every single opposing contrary belief system, in some fashion – owes its due, to the same One God.

Religion is nothing more than an incomplete attempt to quantify meaningful experiences with actual acts of Spirituality. Religion is the "story of" true spirituality.

True spirituality is something we seldom participate in – due to our misconceptions about it. These misconceptions can be found in every brand of religion, and explained as the difference between "just believing" and "knowing," and also in the differences between experiential faiths, and non-experiential, dogmatic, the Bible says so faith. One misses the point of faith itself as an educational process, which includes this dual nature we are. I found what I learned beneficial, and quite "bulletproof," if you are willing to openly consider all the connections that I feel prove my point.

There is a great misconception by our society; that the Ancient Texts, Bibles, and Shamanic information, have little or no grounding in the truth of reality. So if you "have faith" you might find that in some respects – no better advocate for spirituality can be found than me. If you are willing to question some definitions, and expand the parameters of your beliefs – I have some good information to share.

To begin with; to the ancients – the Heavens were the Cosmos.....and not a fictional cloud based reality you go to, and play a harp. That was our invention. They studied the sky because it was the basis for their spiritual beliefs – which placed in perspective, might have rivalled ours. We are like "Spock" on Star Trek – logical and technical as all get out; but in some ways........ A ninny, and dumb as a stick, about life in general!

Universal Consciousness, an All Seeing Eye, the Alpha and Omega, or the Creator as Creation, an Is-ness, or an All, the Logos, the Tetragrammaton, God, Mighty Manitou, and countless other names, are all attempts to describe a totality. What we call God; is the totality of all being is it not? This is all about definitions and perspective.

If you look at the ancient symbol of the Tetragrammaton (the un-utter able name of God in our beliefs), and the All Seeing Eye in the ancient Babylonian, Egyptian, and Sumerian Texts, it is a "no-brainer" that they are the same image or symbol for God. The Ancient Flower of Life, and the sphere under the "Chinese Foo-Dogs" foot, also seems to be similar depictions, as is the Star of David, or the Sefirotic Tree, or Jacob's Ladder in the Kabbalah. God is a Force and Energy, not an old man on a throne, itchy for my money; who I must surrender my conscious development to. The opposite is true; I must elevate my consciousness to attain it.

The "real" God; is the conscious ever growing energy of life. Many tribal symbols passed down through oral traditions, and scratched into dirt with sticks, contain this image as well.

The amazing part is that the more you study cutting edge science; the more the ancient information becomes relevant. This means they knew some things we do not. Either that or we go with the general consensus of society, for not too much longer I hope; that the ancients were "dumb" and have little to offer "modern man?"

The societal stance is that ancient man was primitive and simple, and perhaps they lacked our technical expertise and our gadget advantage, but they were more observant as a result – and closer to the facts than we often are. First off, ancient man was not all that dumb; they were just like you and I with a different worldview, in a different yet oddly enough similar situation. What seems to remain constant is the usual gambit of choices to make; both positive and negative, of our own free will – no matter the venue.

The next false conclusion we accept; is that as a result of being simple, they chipped a lot of useless information onto stones, that have no meaning and is irrelevant. No one asks; "all of it?" Because the effort expended building and chipping in stone, and the quantity of information as a whole, and the thousands of years spent doing it; would indicate it meant something to them – I dare say everything.

To dismiss the efforts of our ancestors; merely denies our roots, and removes any value or worth to our existence at present. Are we really expected to believe all that information, and all of the massive stone structures they built, and everything they believed, was mistaken? Perhaps we should consider our fleeting dismissal of the value of what they knew, as mistaken? Despite the fact that ancient man inexplicably knew things, and we can't explain how; we refuse to consider the value of the information they painstakingly left for us, at great personal expense and effort.

Are we to actually accept that everything our society is based on is false? I would agree to the notion in a corrected form. Yes; what we base our society on might be false – but only until we redefine it and get what was meant. To dispel the ridiculous notion that the information our ancient ancestors left us was pointless and in vain; I had to learn more about how the information was left us.

The most ancient forms of written language (although I intend to show it was much more), were written in cuneiform, or picture writing. Symbols and Images; if you will, which when better explained speaks volumes as to their knowledge. It was just a whole lot different than ours. The ancients were all about connecting to the shared field, as shown by what we interpret as religious concepts worldwide, some thousands of years later. They were spiritually advanced; we are merely technically advanced.

The snake, or red dot depicted on the forehead was one example. A "halo" or an aura might be another. Even all the western religious concepts of seeing the Light, rejoining our Father, or Creator, or having our "veil" lifted, or rising to the Heavens on celestial wings; revolve around the same fundamental principle – addressed from various perspectives. My point as always is; that all faith is always the same, if you are more open minded, and ignore the contrived differences designed to gain devout patrons.

Let's get back to the two main reasons I have thus far discovered for the picture writing our ancestors left us. The first reason as I have discovered myself is; that when you meditate, contemplate deeply, or pray, or what ever you wish to call it – the information comes in "images" and direct understanding, and not in spoken word.

The first reason that the information they chipped into stones was in symbols (countless examples of the symbols and picture writing exist), was because that was how they received it! They connected to the field, as we have always been occasionally capable of (it is not like a light switch), and chipped the images into stone as they received them to pass down. BECAUSE THEY WERE SIGNIFICANT! Sorry; but society for the most part still doesn't believe this, although the evidence abounds.

The second reason was that they were able to communicate concepts, far beyond our current level. This offends the proverbial hell out of mainstream academia, who considers our culture advanced, and the ancient culture primitive. The proof is even reflected in the beauty of ancient forms of writing, when you understand them better.

Cuneiform, or picture writing; is like sentences of images or pictures – and as we have often heard expressed, a picture is worth a thousand words. Given that context to consider the ancient texts; they were able to write volumes of ideas within the same sentence. They also had a beauty to it. The fact really is that they "spoke in entire sentences of Picassos."

It is us once again who struggle with mere words, to explain what they could so eloquently convey with a concept as an image – and then build entire volumes of that condensed imagery. No wonder we can't read most of it properly! Ergo the conclusion becomes; the ancients were not so dumb. Consciousness was their technology. They were more concerned with understanding what "they" were; than with gizmos.

You will find that if you study Alchemy above the mainstream, and realize that turning lead into gold was not the "crux" of Alchemy – you will also learn something invaluable. All of the existing faiths, and our concept of science itself; owe their existence to Alchemy. The Twelve Constellations can be viewed as the Twelve Apostles, each as an archetype of man. In Astrology as the characteristics of man are revealed, each Apostle can easily be equated to the Horoscope, as the one who finked, the one who didn't believe, the one who had complete faith, etcetera.

The fact that we also "just happen" to share the same Pagan holidays, or Solstices; with the religious holidays, like Christmas, and Easter, and such - as the winter and spring Solstices, can not be a coincidence. Let us be open minded enough to accept some basic facts. I also would add that the ancient Alchemists didn't have their head up "you know where," about them being separate pursuits.

Whether a scientist in a lab coat, or a spiritual practitioner of any form, they both seek to explain our existence. Alchemy was far from another confused dead end in our past. Alchemy as the practice of combining knowledge and spirit is as alive and well as the modern day Shaman; as I hope to prove.

Why do we divide knowledge about ourselves into two separate pursuits, when they are but one? It has often been noticed by either side for example; that we need them both to temper each other. Faith as it exists today; would have us deny the facts and knowledge; and if not curtailed by science, they would sell more voodoo. Without science, religion would be left unchecked.

In the very same way; the pursuit of answers through strictly materialistic left-brained methods – have numerous shortcomings, which a little spiritual consideration could remedy. We are both physical and metaphysical in nature; how do you hope to explain things using only one method, that of the material method? With that said; this being the subject matter of this section – I would like to spend the remainder of it re-defining ancient religious concepts tempered with new information.

Here we go!

Do you remember being told to seek the Light of God, and to seek the Truth specifically? That says it all doesn't it? Seek information as well as spirit – the same result will be achieved. Through knowledge and experiential faith, comes what we have given too many names to list defining. This information is embedded in all reality; because it is the very structure of it – and as a result can be found in almost any higher pursuit to define existence. The Ancients knew this; for example.

To make my point lets call it an "awakening to the true nature of reality," as expressed by the Buddha. You can call it achieving "Christ Consciousness," or "God touching your heart," a "Moment of Zen," or finding something supernatural, it doesn't much matter since we all "get it" in different ways by design. We all are supposed to learn to share this information freely; and not hoard it, or deny the importance of "others." We have a lot wrong, conformity, and selective paths to heaven, and exclusivity, are not where it's at.

I won't repeat my other books in this regard; but I would like to have you reconsider some things. Call these all questions you'd get kicked out of most religious groups for asking. I don't last long in most religious circles; I ask too many questions. Questions like:

\- "Let Us make Man in Our Image" in Genesis – how many Gods, are in an "Us" or an "Our?" The Elohim made man and the: Elohim is a plural term.

\- God taking pity on Adam and Eve as he kicked them out of the Garden in Genesis, and making them "fur coats" would be another. Why did they now need skins of animals to wear – were they no longer "hairy?" Damn straight!

\- Then we have a "God" who didn't even know man had eaten fruit from the forbidden tree; until he hid himself and his nakedness, and knew shame? Not to mention; why was the serpent there, and why wouldn't "God" know what would happen. And here is the one that really contradicts, and sticks in my craw – Couldn't an all powerful all knowing God, rectify the situation? Perhaps fix it if he didn't like it, and toss the serpent out instead? We are not getting the whole story, we lack some details, and I suggest we look elsewhere for the rest.

\- Or how about the Fallen Angels, and Gods who descended to the earth in the Bibles; to take the daughters of man as wives, to become the Pharaohs and Kings and Men of Renown? Every Religion and Mythology revolves around this as a beginning point. There are virtually no exceptions to this concept if followed back in any belief system.

\- Then if you point out that the "Fallen Ones" are the only explanation for the section in the Bible for the "so and so, begat so and so;" part going on and on, and on and on.....because they were keeping a record of the lineage.

I won't go on for ever (although I could); but before I move on to point out some things, I will give you one that is impossible to deny, as far as a connection goes. This one is pretty concrete.

\- This one is from John in Revelations chapter 22-verse-1; "And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and the Lamb." If the rest of what I said wasn't enough to make us realize that this is all the same story told over and over through time; in the hopes we would "get it" eventually – here is one to send the Minister over the deep end.

\- Thoth; from the Emerald Tablets – "Forth from the feet of his throne like a diamond, rolled forth four rivers of flame from his footstool, rolled through the channels of clouds to the man world." But then Thoth completes the statement with; "Filled was the Hall with the Spirits of Heaven, wonder of wonders was the Starry Palace."

If there was ever any doubt that this was educational, and information about Cosmic Consciousness; set them to rest. And judging by the beauty and elegance and completeness of the verbs; I would be willing to guess where the one we know - came from. This is the exact same quote, in slightly altered verbs; complete with the context of the "Starry Palace" to put it in perspective. But you will never hear a conventional practitioner tell you that the Bible is explaining that "John" was shown how the Starry Palace as the Heavens really worked. We are told the Heavens are a fictional cloud based reality, and not the real one we live in, are embedded in, and completely a part of.

The second making of Man in the Garden of Eden, is another undeniable example. Yes if you read close, after everything was created, and it was deemed "good," some other God(s) carry on to re-make man in a Garden? If you want to completely shatter conventional thought (not to mention pop the Ministers balloon); compare the Garden of Eden story in the Bible; to the explanation provided in the Emerald Tablets, for the same story.

In the Emerald Tablets this same story is explained a little differently, perhaps more accurately; the Tablets are after all considered to represent information from about 8,000 years prior to the writing of the Bible. This approximately also applies to the bulk of Bibles as a conservative estimate. So how did Thoth explain this "making of man, by multiple Gods?" For starters it was from the perspective of those we called Gods, and not from mans perspective.

Thoth explained the "Garden Story" like this; "Far in the past when I came to thee, found I thee in caves of rocks. Lifted I thee, by my powers and wisdom, until thee didst shine among men. Aye, found I thee without any knowing. Only a little were ye raised beyond beasts. Fanned I ever thy spark of consciousness, until at last ye flamed as men." This is from Tablet 11 – The Key to Above and Below (Translation by Doreal).

So if Thoth was among the first from Atlantis to fall to earth, as is claimed, and he was associated with raising an already existent primitive man from a state only slightly above the beasts to what he is now – pardon the comparison – but this is the same story as the Garden of Eden in the Bible.

Either that or we try to live in a parallel universe with our own belief systems simultaneously – which would be a little schizophrenic. With but the tiniest grain of salt; once can easily conclude this is the same story. But now I opened up a big can of worms called Atlantis; we must briefly address.

In virtually every ancient mythology; is this repeating story of an ancient advanced society and culture, that by all accounts existed long before those we know about - and which ended in a horrific cataclysm? A Deluge or Flood; is that not correct? What are the odds?

Why does every ancient myth start with "Fallen Gods or Angels" and an ancient advanced culture that was destroyed? Could it be for the most likely reason; that there is some truth to the idea? It would explain some ruins we can not, within the current historical texts. It would be like being told that no one ever occupied the neighbouring property; and then finding an old shed – and then society denying that you did!

In a nutshell; if you re-enter the notion of an ancient advanced culture like Atlantis in our remote past, history becomes explained to a "T." What else short of a spooky father figure, or an alien in a UFO, could account for the questions in our history books, and solve them with one single simple answer?

Questions like why did the Egyptians, the Vedas, the Chinese, the Mayans, Aztecs, and virtually all our civilizations all appear at roughly the same time; and all build similar massive stone structures. How did a planet full of simple villagers, all learn stonemasonry, complex math and geometry, and civilized societal structure – in a historical heartbeat? Not to mention the advent of Slavery!

The simple answer is to realize that an even more ancient society than we currently accept, existed before those we acknowledged, and when it was destroyed – the survivors spread themselves around the planet. This should ring more than a few Biblical bells for the open minded, since many Biblical tales cover this (the deluge, the tower of Babel...).

If you ignore all the societal kicking and screaming, and denial of the concept of Atlantis, and a great deluge or flood for that matter - then freedom of mind returns. I no longer have to accept a "fairy tale" or an "unexplainable fluke" to account for these facts. No Elvis in a saucer, no invisible man, no histories mysteries, and no bogus science; but instead a little power of deduction and reasonable consideration.

If an ancient culture knew much that we didn't, and had a different version for explaining our existence, one that in many ways conflicted severely with the currently accepted propaganda versions – it would be blasphemous to consider it. Conspiracy Science and Religious Heresy at its best I would think. Thou doth protesteth too loudly; comes to mind. It reminds me a lot of the original Planet of the Apes movie; where a secret knowledge of the past is held by only those pulling the strings.

Let's do a little thought experiment; that would not only explain this conundrum, but also explain all the ruins above and below our oceans – which enjoy no explanation in our history textbooks.

If I give some merit to this ancient information which is found everywhere, literally; then let us speculate without restraint for a mere moment. About 25,000 to 50,000 years ago (prior to the melt of the ice age) we had a small group of advanced humans with a pretty good idea of the structure and nature of reality, which would be a technology of its own, really. Perhaps not like our "knowing," but advanced knowledge none the less – you know; like geometry, stone building, mathematics, and some spiritual divine knowledge as well, I mean "why not?" I think that this is where they excelled the most; the technology of soul – and the truth about our selves.

Now along comes an ice age, through which an advanced group might have the ability to survive better in isolation. As a mere speculative consideration; when the planet thawed out, and lakes the size of small oceans formed on massive glaciers, and then ruptured – could not a deluge or flood result? The rest of the planet would however be starting from square one again, as it is said. So you have an advanced isolated group, and a general population of simple villagers coming out of a thaw. The rest is history as they say.

When the advanced group befell a catastrophe, the survivors moved into the surrounding areas, and instantly took control of the simple villagers, as veritable Gods. With their advanced knowledge they would be seen as God-like. This is the only solution to explain our past and situation, without aliens or supernatural intervention. Figures like Quetzalcoatl were most likely escapees from Atlantis; which the South American Indians took to be Gods. This model, with substituted names and places; took place world wide. Ancient Texts – contain the truth!

Perhaps the simplest and most obvious consideration is that we are not the first "go around" of our sort on the earth. Just maybe, some of the most ancient records of our existence which clearly tell us previous civilizations and "ages" took place – are prevalent because they are true? There are spiritual considerations that come with this realization however, which is really what all the denial by the religious and scientific communities is all about. Our true history is concealed from us. Now ask yourself why?

If we actually understood what we are and why we are here, that would be good for the plantation workers (us) - and not so good for the plantation masters. It puts the brakes on the global egg management fee. Lack of knowledge causes the surrendering of your will, and makes a good slave. As workers we are all slaves to a degree, and if you take that in context as referred to in Bibles it is the same thing.

As Ghandi well stated and proved; the key is education and non-cooperation – not violence. He won by the way; and in a relatively short measure of time – drove out the Imperialist Monarchy of the British Empire. The old Power versus Force example at its finest; true power, achieved through true knowledge – always eventually triumphs over brute force. For free I might add!

What we are experiencing; is slavery of a much more sinister nature. In most Bibles as historical documents, we are told that many people started their lives as slaves; worked for a while (often getting "pay), and then were freed. From the ancient form, you got pay, and set free. Ours is a perpetual motion machine of delusions – geared to be disempowering, with skinny pay, and no hope of freedom! A delusional, self manufactured, and self enforced trap, has only one key; the realization that you are your own self imposed guard in some respects.

My painful point is that if we really understood our situation fully; it would be difficult to manipulate us. As it is.........well not so good; I'll leave it at that. The history we are lacking, the genuine history of our existence; would change things for the better for individuals. Not so good for the global plantation owners, and the global "egg management fee" however as expressed earlier.

I hope I made a point, and managed to explain the importance of this type of information – and the driving force of my efforts in this regard. After all; those who forget history – are doomed to repeat it.....perhaps by design!

There are endless examples to cite for those who are willing to look. For another example - meditation is not endorsed at a standard church; yet the standard Bible has at least 10 quotes that refer to meditation that I could find. Pretty much every belief but ours; fully endorses meditation, and really even ours does.

Mathew 6-22: "The light of the body is the eye; if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light." I won't quote them all here; but here are some of the places you will find quotes on meditation. Rev 22-4 & 22-5, Psalm 19-14, Psalm 49-3, Joshua 1-8, Job 1-20, Ephesians 5-8, Psalm 1-2, Psalm 13-3, and I am sure you can find some of your own as well. This becomes even more apparent; when you include the removed Cannons of the Gnostics, and the Dead Sea Scrolls.

So myth busted; the Bible is full of cosmic concepts, and meditation, Stars as signs in Heaven, Pagan sacrifice concepts, Mystical and Esoteric process, and really is not so different than other ancient texts found worldwide. What we are taught is Mysticism, Occult, and Esoteric; is actually part and parcel of what is now deemed "religion." That should make a person with true faith happy, not miserable; since we can now access endless perspectives on the same information. O.K. let's move on, and look at who else had good information for us.

I will offend a few here; but here are the straight goods, like it or not! The Egyptians have a very similar story to the Christ story, only he is called Horus. Horus is resurrected and crosses the "waters" to be with Osiris. If you look in ancient texts, especially the even older Pagan ones; this same story is repeated countless times. The names and situations change slightly, but the themes remain constant. Signs in Heaven, virgin birth (or initial birth), persecution, resurrection, and ascension, or rejoining "God," are all repeated themes.

Rather than getting all defensive, and denying the obvious, I went with it; and learned something invaluable. I found "proof" of the very concept, by embracing the fact that all these various cultures, throughout the folds of time, kept getting a similar notion. Maybe this has never been about Jesus, or Mohammed, or Buddha, or any other deity; maybe it was all about the point of the story itself. This makes nothing but sense, and here is why.

If I can validate the concept of an Original Universal Consciousness, or God if you will; by embracing alternate beliefs; and actually learn (in some ways remember), how to experience and connect to it as a fact – then pardon me – but to Hell with the dogma. I hope I made a point to those who will consider that knowledge can only be acquired through open minded consideration and examination of "all" the information. You might just be surprised, and like what you find.

I looked at the Ancient Jewish Kabbalah; and found amazing truth. According to Kabbalah we are in fact "Vessels" made of Light. We are made to "give and receive" Light, initially "From the Creator," and to give Light back to Creator, and the others around us. If you ignore the mainstream about the Ancient Kabbalah, you learn that it is not a "religion," as much as an explanation of Creation, and the purpose of Life.

Apparently some Muslims and Buddhists study Kabbalah for information; and I commend the amalgamation of several often opposing beliefs frequently locked in conflict. The truth becomes quickly exposed that even what we might consider the most diametrically opposed belief systems; share a "root" as it were. I also found much evidence of ancient Egyptian and Babylonian roots in the Kabbalah. There are symbols and mathematical numerologies in the Kabbalah to boot! If you define a vessel of light properly in modern scientific context; it does strike a chord.

The Tibetan Monks are another excellent example of a spiritually advanced culture. They are not exclusive, have no malice towards other beliefs; and see other faiths as relevant – they also are not financially motivated. Tibetan Monks are also the most credible example of Meditational techniques which can and have been tested. Experiments done in laboratories, have consistently shown that meditation can be verified, and alter physical properties – much like quantum physics confirms. The Tibetan Book of the Dead; merits examination from this higher perspective.

The Indian Vedic Texts also contain Gods from the Heavens, and many interesting comparative concepts, again from a slightly different perspective. As in the other cases it is always "Gods in the remote past" that moved man forward.

The Catholic belief, as expressed by the Pope and the Vatican; is also more of a spin-off of the ancient Sumerian, Babylonian, and Ancient Egyptian beliefs than they would have you believe, or chose to admit. Once you know; it is so obvious it becomes hard not to cuss a little! I often ask merely to provoke inquiry; why does the Pope wear a "fish head hat" like in ancient Egypt? Or perhaps someone could explain the "Staff of Osiris" he walks with?

Then we have all the "chanting" in Latin, and swinging balls of incense around, which should make you wonder? I hate to be so blunt; but the Vatican is full of "Thoth's Stuff!" I hate to burst any "Royal bubbles" too; but their staffs, crowns, and crests have roots far beyond the date of their present day dynasties – or their public histories.

Well maybe it doesn't shock or bother me anymore, now that I got past all that and applied simple logic to what this exposes as the underlying ultimate truth revealed. I don't hate or deny any religion or belief system, or deny them their due; I just use my "inner scales" when I study them. And you will find that with your instincts reactivated; what applies for you stands out. Some bits are for different folk, that's all – and that goes right across the board for all beliefs. They are just tools and sources of information; not faith itself. The religious concepts are all just a means to find and develop your own "Spirit Component."

I left out many beliefs to spare the tedium of my point (and perhaps pee off less people!); some are in my previous books – because no matter what belief or contrived differences we confusedly fight over, some folks long before the advent of "Organized Religion" had this all sorted out quite nicely, in a more primitive way. That "someone" was the friendly neighbourhood Shaman, which brings us to origins.

The Shaman trumps all the above listed faiths; for a completely "no bull-shit, hands-on" approach. If you take issue with the notion; consider this. Tribal oral tradition, and Shamanic practices; are the great, great, great, grand pappy – of whatever it is you currently believe. Unless you believe that "God" wasn't around in the ancient, pre-civilization past. Of course the Creator existed back then, in fact, long ago – we communicated directly and frequently with it (by means of various forms of meditation). When you read your Bible, and they mention talking with God, this is what was meant, so try to give the appropriate credit to the foundations for it. All Shamanic visions or Spiritual epiphanies have too much in common, to deny the value of both renderings.

Let us work the concept of Religion in reverse; like we do the Big Bang, or anything else for that matter. If I start with the myriad of spiritual pursuits we have today, and work them all back to the source of the concept – I end up with the first tribe.

No matter whether you believe Adam and Eve started us off as a spiritual consideration (and had two sons, and then what?), or whether we take science's genetic word for it; that we all came from an initial tribe – there is no fundamental disagreement. Whether it was the work of a spooky father figure or the machinations of evolution – we started from one tribe or group. So what does that mean, beyond any shadow of a doubt?

The Tribal Shaman, and Ancient Tribal Oral Traditions; were the first belief systems, and while that seems elementary; why don't we actually consider what they believed? Wouldn't they have been "closer to God and Creation" on the universal time clock? Shamans were after all the great, great, great, great, great, great, grandfathers of all Spiritual pursuits. They were also the closest to the historical knowledge of our beginnings. And they didn't just study and talk about it; they participated in it, and practiced it, and regularly communicated with it!

I have studied Shamanism for some time now. They also possessed knowledge we have no explanation for. From complex medicinal knowledge of plants in nature, to cosmological information we can not explain, to the key to our beginnings and no doubt to our Spirit Component. Once you figure out how they knew what they knew; the information takes on credible new interpretation.

If you ask a Shaman where he went when he quested spiritually; he would tell you he went to the "Spirit Realm." If you asked him who he talked to; he would tell you "the Ancestors." No offense; but it sounds like he had his "shit together" to me! So what else did Shamanism profess in general? Just ask yourself if there is any fundamental difference between Spirit, Holy Ghosts, Angels, and the like; and what the Shaman calls "the Ancestors?" There is none; if you get my point.

The other general concept in Shamanism; was that of a collective Spirit for each species. You will recall; the Spirit of Bear, the Spirit of Eagle, the Spirit of Man, and so on. Above all that was the Great Spirit, or an All Spirits, sometimes referred to as the Great Manitou. Can I say it again? Sounds like they really did have their "poop in a group" spiritually, doesn't it?

In view of a shared quantum field of cumulative information, which exists in a metaphysical, outside space/time condition, and is sort of a vibration that is everywhere at once in a sense; I find nothing "but confirmation" for the notion of a Spirit Component.

At the biological scale we also have endless evidence for a shared field of information, which is also metaphysical in nature; behind the mysteries of biology which revolve around unexplained information and direction. Morphogenetic fields really do exist, let's not even kid ourselves. Scientists and Biologists already can prove all life communicates metaphysically – it just can't understand how. Just examine all the information on Morphogenetic Fields for yourself fully, and be a Sherlock for a bit; and the mystery pile evaporates in this regard. That alone should make one think – it solves all the unknown biological dilemmas, without going to Disneyland for solutions.

That leaves cosmic knowledge exhibited by early tribal man, and knowledge of Consciousness; as Spirit. Early tribal man couldn't have had any advanced concepts to explain the Cosmos – which is why we generally dismiss the idea. One would assume they saw the night sky as a mysterious lit curtain, which revolved around them, which incidentally was what we believed until not very long ago, a few hundred years ago at best! But we were "generally wrong again!"

Upon closer study, many tribes showed knowledge far in excess for the Cosmos than we can credibly explain without accepting some spiritual concepts, from an enlightened perspective. They had no such misconception that they were the focal point of existence, which everything else then revolved around. They had no perspective deficit, how is that for a clue? That was us again! The Shaman knew we were part and parcel of the Cosmic Wheels, and not an unwilling passenger on the earth bus.

We can also consider the Dogon Tribe in Africa for another example of this. They drew orbits and celestial bodies in the sand, as a part of their handed down oral traditions. They even knew of Sirius, which is also known as "the Dog Star" and drew it as a "binary system (two stars circling each other). Try and explain that?

This goes hand in hand with the evidence provided by other beliefs such as the Egyptians, the Mayans, and the Incas and the Aztecs, which also displayed knowledge of our Galactic Sun, Cosmic rotations and orbits, and the associated timetables.

The Chinese I-Ching, and Taoism, and Daoism, are also worth examining. It is claimed by the Monks, that the I-Ching was developed by Monks in the ancient past that were performing the meditational exercise called "stilling the heart." In this state they claimed they could feel a flux, or a pulse, in the stillness which was universal. They actually felt the pulse of Creation and the Universe.

All beliefs once reconsidered and taken in context; contain volumes of information, of infinite value. How is that for "empowerment 101?" I firmly believe that the truth sets us free; and knowing what I am talking about here – is the real freedom from the Matrix, and the realization that every single being is "Neo," in a spiritual context. I find myself seeking knowledge in an alternate fashion – at the speed of thought.

If the reason for life, is gaining "spiritual capital" re-defined as conscious development through material experience, and not by stifling our development with greed, self concern, and mindless distractions – we need not look far for a clue to our current situation.

The secret is that life is not about material wealth, technology, or existence. There is nothing wrong with being comfortable, having technology, or enjoying your life – likely it is how it was supposed to work before we messed it up. After all, the "grocery" at some remote point in our past; far exceeded what we could use, and it was there for the taking. I am sure advancing the grocery and experience with technology is not taboo unless it becomes the focal point of the experience.

The point of it all is "how" you achieve these things. It becomes whether you do so in a friendly, sharing and compassionate way; or like a Nazi with a bent. So what is wrong with our society is not the technological tangent we went off on, it is how we treat each other from a confused perspective. A greedy, fearful of mortality perspective, serves us poorly; and the planet and other creatures can also attest to this fact. Technology is not evil; we are. Like everything else it becomes those "same choices" in a new format.

Nature, or God, has an immune system of sorts, and it kicks in when we get sick, or stuck in the conscious evolutionary sense. The prices we pay as always are self inflicted; which should come as little surprise given our track record. It is not for being smart and inquisitive that we get spanked on a planetary scale, it is for getting stuck in a rut consciously, when we quit learning.

Now; I hope to explain why if "things are so messed up," why they unfolded in an intentional universe in such a fashion. What could be so "right" about such a fundamental "wrongness?" I just knew you would ask!

It took me a while to grasp it; but here it is. We will through our attempts to decipher things like a caveman in a lab coat, prove the existence of a general "All" or an "Is-ness." Our technology will save us by finding what we are talking about here; and then debunking the snake-oil about it on both sides of a very long and controversial fence.

Eventually our technology reveals the hidden dimensions of our reality, and what can best be described as the Grace of God becomes revealed. Spooky action at a distance, and God Force, become tangible, and Apotheosis or at least the beginning of it is initiated as we grow exponentially. There is hope; in the bigger picture, there always is. We will eventually communicate in direct telepathic images. We will extract limitless, non-polluting energy, from the fabric of space/time, to power as yet inconceivable possibilities.

If you think the potential future is as strange as you could possible imagine, you are falling way short for a description. The truth is stranger than we are currently capable of predicting at present. Things are possible we will eventually access; that we can't even begin to imagine here and now. Science and Magic will be the same thing.

You see; the bottom line here is that there is "something" we call God; it is just that every single definition to describe totality, falls woefully short. Creator; is Creation, the whole of it. How do you describe such a force? I know I failed; we can't help it – but if I made you consider the possibility......I did well.

If what I am saying is too out there for conventional faith; ask your Minister (of any sort) this question and bait them. If one wrote down every scrap which could define and quantify the totality of Creation and thus "Creator," would it fit in one solitary volume? Of course not! Now ask him/her/them; if you covered the entire surface of the earth with this information – would you yet have "all of it?" Of course not! So now ask why you will burn in a fictional skillet, for exploring the modest volumes we do have to explore, regardless of the fictional differences?

I do this not because I want to sell you a Bible or a brand of faith, but hope by exposing some hard to deny truths, to generate open consideration of a Spirit Component that exists in each center. Not only existing at each center, but as an eternal and non-local factual component of our environment. We are to seek the Goal, and our Source; as Thoth said. When I explored all the versions without preconceived notions and convictions; I learned some things that stick with me always – from all of them.

Then I had the two recent near death experiences, and I went off on a tangent of my own. It is what the difficulties in life, and the real epiphanies are for – reorienting yourself with your purpose in life. After extensive study of dozens of Bibles and spiritual texts, a pattern forms. That pattern is the truth about our Spirit Component, as seen through countless eyes and perspectives. But some of the themes; are as I said, consistent.

They all attribute our beginning to a sentient force; a conscious one – one like us, which we are modeled after. Every belief shares basic principles; is what I am saying. Those basic principles are the universal truths; the periphery of contrived details we placed in them – are just our interpretations. These were just our individual skewed interpretations of the "same thing."

That "one thing" is responsible for all the explanations for it. The recognition of that one thing, by any means; is the foundation and concept for spirituality. That and a spirit continuance, or a consciousness maintained; as the ultimate truth. The books about it are just that; books about it. The needless conflict is also just that; needless conflict. This is not about which book; it is about growing up to the truth in all of them. The "my way or the highway crap" has to stop.

It is for these reasons we need to reconsider and re-examine our Bibles and Ancient Spiritual texts, armed with the correct perspective. A perspective of inquisitiveness and tolerance is required; like a well balanced adult – and not a closed and intolerant mind.

We are very much children in a conscious sense; as all faiths proclaimed us to be. It is the threshold between our difficult adolescence, and the beginning of conscious adulthood we are experiencing. Unfortunately as we all know; some lessons are a part of that.

Just remember that religion, and all the various brands of faith, are not faith itself; but merely expressions of it. Take the ones which resonate for you, and generate your own understanding independently. No matter what you are told; follow your own path. Don't follow me or anyone else for that matter; if you do - you are doing it wrong. The only path I suggest you follow is your own. I ain't nobody; or their Guru – you are.

Each one of us contains a special part of the whole by design. In a Universe born of consciousness; the sole purpose after survival – is development and evolution. Not of the biology per-se; so much as the consciousness. The one looking, or you; are the point – that, and how you feel about it. That is what everything is made of, and why it is here.

This why not two things are alike, or occupy the same position or perspective in space/time, ever. It is so we don't see things exactly the same and have the same experience. It is also why we all personally interpret the information derived from Bibles, Ancient Texts, and Shamanic practice, in our own way. It is no big deal, it is the purpose defined; of the individuation we experience – as long as we share and don't fight.

Is that not the universal key to the truth in every worthy religious document? Don't fight, share, and get along with your "brothers and sisters" no matter who they are; or what they believe. You know; forgiving them – is forgiving yourself! If you do that – and you study and learn a little; the benefits are immense to yourself and the whole.

All every spec of spiritual information was designed to do; was to give you the clues – to set out and explore. I recommend we each swap bibles and concepts, like a good scientist explores our environment. I also recommend taking a long hard look at our spiritual roots in Shamanism; because they incorporated knowledge with faith – and were the great, great, great grand pappy of all spiritual pursuit.

You just might be "pleasantly surprised" by what you find, if you broaden your parameters above what is generally permitted. I also found the underground information and history of Alchemy, well worth giving your self a course on; for they too understood both pursuits as one practice.

Let your hair down, be a rebel, kick down the odd fence; and go on an unguided tour – then make up your mind. Unless you genuinely believe seeking knowledge is taboo in some way, and "shield not your eyes," meant "cover them," do yourself a favour. The real God (or whatever you wish to call it), does not fear scrutiny, but invites it; because real experiential faith comes of it – and the "All" loves the real connections this facilitates.

It isn't what you believe – it is how you believe it. You can prove this to yourself as I did for myself, and it is easy. Take what pleases you and makes sense to you, from as many belief systems as possible; and make your own individual version of faith. Then find the science to help you understand how and why this might work – to give you a working format to visualize it with, to lend it credence and validity.

Everybody who has success envisions the process in a fact based construct; to make it work. If you have no such "construct" you will have little success. Again this is what the seeking of knowledge is about. I am just convinced you not only can do it your own way; but you are supposed to........this being the "age of reason" and all.

Then take what you learned in the way of "experiential faith" which resonated for you; and explore with various forms of meditation, prayer, lucid dreaming, and contemplative efforts. If you don't get some results – you are a rare exception.

If you have no such belief; try taking a Shamanic approach (although I don't advocate or believe it is required for most of us), and have a psychedelic experience or two. As Terence McKenna once said; a dedicated hit of mushrooms, or DMT, or any powerful hallucinogen, taken alone in silent darkness – will reveal the "transcendent other" to even the most uninitiated to these dimensions. Anyone can have a "vision quest." Not as a weekly prayer of course, lest you end up in the happy house; but as many suggest – one or two psychedelic Shamanic experiences in a life can be quite sufficient since the data takes decades to process!

I have always felt that while this might be also true; the real power lies in each one of us to connect to our totality by design of creation. If you have "consciousness," you have "spirit." To exercise it is not a sin; but a duty. To fail to experience faith in any meaningful fashion through the course of a life experience is a lost opportunity - even if that means a brand or version built by you, for you. It most likely is the entire point; if you take a broad overview – which is generally not permitted. If I offended anyone; it was not my point or intention to do so – I do however hope I expanded a few parameters at least.
**3.2 – Near Death Experience**

Spirituality by definition; is simply a belief that we transcend this physical experience to carry on in some fashion, in metaphysical form, in alternate dimensions.

Let me start by assuring you that I am not fabricating my personal experiences. As fantastic as they were, if I were using them to increase my credibility; I could well have embellished my experiences more than I do. I got the gist of it though; and that summed up in a nutshell – is that we don't really die. I had such experiences; and a clear message to tell you about it.

Twice in 2010, once in September, and once in November, I almost "bit it" as they say. In September it was an episode of sustained ventricular tachardia, or V-tach for short; for which after meds wouldn't work – left the only remaining option which was to stop and re-start my heart with paddles. Did you ever see the movie "Flat Liners?" What a rush! A few minutes without a pulse; changes your world view a little to say the least.

The second time I almost checked out - was in November, when I underwent a procedure to prevent this from happening again that didn't work. Well; actually it was far worse than that. After about five extra hours of "code white" and "code blue" being piped through the P.A. system, while people rushed in and out of the operating room (or so my family tells me), the next day I woke up in the intensive care unit on life support.

As I slowly got my "poop in a group," and regained consciousness, and they started pulling tubes out of me (everywhere!), I learned that it was the next day, and I hadn't breathed on my own for about 19 hours. Did I mention what a rush? Sort of in a bad way!

The point of me laying the short version of this on you - is what I learned in those two events, and in the surrounding epiphanies this provided. For one thing we don't die.....not as we understand it. I know that means more if you experience it, but I have no reason to horse-shit you; other than to become a target for ridicule. Unfortunately this is often the case by those I shock too profoundly, to be considered.

For another thing; I communicated with a dearly departed friend, who gave me comfort and information about my situation. He was accompanied by several other unidentified entities; I suspect I have names for. After a brief question and answer period (I had a few), I was clearly led to understand that "THEY" were breaching a protocol of some sort – and in no uncertain terms had to go. And then; good-bye, like they leapt into a worm-hole, the lines were cut, - like you got hung up on, they were gone!

My point is this. If I was not hallucinating or imagining these experiences, and they were not merely chemical and electrical overload as science claims them to be, then I spoke with someone who is no longer "with us," as they say. If we really can reach out and metaphysically touch the departed, and they really can reach out and touch us back and communicate with us, even if rarely, then the conclusion we draw can only be, that at some level......we don't die.

What I meant by not embellishing my experience, has to do with not floating above my body as is often described. I didn't feel that, or at least have no recollection of it. But I unequivocally and with absolutely no doubt; felt the presence spoken of – and clearly heard "the Voice." The Ancient of Days had a few things to say.

So if I felt "the Presence," and heard "the Voice," as it is often called, which either means I am delusional and prone to hallucinations, or there is something to a "higher power." I might be biased; but I'm sticking with the latter. We don't die!

And if I communicated with the departed, or spirits, then they still exist in another dimension – an all inclusive one; if you get my drift. I am led to believe by my experiences with the barrier we cross, that in some regards it is a fictional barrier.

So then we can abandon the ranting of a solitary voice (mine); and see what the data about other near death experiences show us. You are going to like this, I think.

Blind people who have been blind since birth, claim that they see in full blown Technicolor like you or I; when having near death experiences! I could see explaining this away if we were talking about someone who lost their eyesight part way through life – but if you never had vision, why would you imagine it, like people with vision? It is more than a little hard to explain.

Another proof of this in my opinion comes from an avenue often used to "deny" the near death experience as an overload. In G-force accelerators, practicing pilots push their body to the limit, to see what those limits are. When they exceed the limit – they have a near death experience. So science claims this proves no supernatural element takes place, they just overload.

Oh contraire, my not so open minded associates! If anything it proves that if you can "induce" the experience with G-forces; then it is a factual and not a fictional occurrence. In other words I think the opposite is proven by this, by undeniably exposing the phenomenon in a verifiable and repeatable way, and that for the most part we are all prone to it. The exposed truth is that if you put enough stress on your physical body – your spirit pops out a little.

Why do you think every method to have this experience at various levels; always has an element of taking one away from the physical reality. When you strip yourself to some degree of your individual facade, your metaphysical light body is still there; your consciousness without a body, in other words. Like when a star dies; but the singularity remains.

With this explanation we can better understand all the chanting, fasting, meditation, hyperventilating, psychedelic aids, isolation, sensory deprivation, physical discomfort, and other "altered states" used by multiple faiths to experience this. Yes, some of it is a little weird; but it works! You can deliberately induce this.

As expressed by proponents of the psychedelic Shamanic experience for example; if you ingest a good dose of a powerful hallucinogen, alone and in silent darkness; over 90% will have the transcendent other revealed to them. Or a Vision Quest which is sometimes induced by isolation, fasting, or other similar means.

If you study near death experiences, and or have been close to someone who was near death, or have had such an experience yourself; you will notice some consistent themes.

People going through this, all express some similar and familiar commentary as they feedback to us. They are "healed" and no longer ill or crippled in these experiences they are having near death. They often express communication with departed loved ones, like parents, or siblings, or close friends while in dream like states (meditating inadvertently perhaps). And in instances where people are completely disconnected from their body for extended periods in a severe near death experience; the tunnel, the Light, and a Deity, are often mentioned, and accompanied with a brief illuminating conversation which then forever alters the person – usually for the better.

That we somehow perceive ourselves as "whole" when we are flitting between the boundary of the mortal dimensions and of the ethereal dimensions; is presently seen as a delusion. Wishful thinking at best! What if it was simpler than that; and what you see is what you get – and you really are?

Kirlian photography offers a very plausible explanation for this. Kirlian photography is bombarding objects with energy; and then photographing them to reveal the aura. The fact that things show an aura when bombarded with external energy was not so amazing – so it was dismissed as being unimportant.

You often see a picture of a wrench with an aura to dismiss this notion; the idea being that ordinary objects also present an aura, which renders the process meaningless. If I consider the wrench material made of Universal Mind, or even as atoms which contain this same non-local space/time potential – even the wrench should have a tiny energy field or "aura" around it. All atoms radiate; therefore material groupings of them concentrated would almost have to – wouldn't they? However they tend to gloss over the part which interests me - in relation to near death experiences making a person whole.

Kirlian photography is actually very cool; when you understand something about our perceptive abilities – or lack of them. We know we can't see or process many vibrational frequencies without technology, so all Kirlian photography does; is make it easier to see auras.

That being said, in relation to near death experiences making a person whole, Kirlian photography also restores the objects, and makes them whole. If you photograph an amputee with this method; the limb is restored and made whole in the aura. The same goes for a leaf with a finger cut off for example; the leaf aura is shown as complete, restored, and whole! What does this mean?

We are foremost an energy pattern, exhibited physically. The fact that what happens to your physical body, does not affect the information you are patterned after, speaks volumes. It also suggests that the entire metaphysical imprint would still exist at some level; after the physical flesh and blood part in its entirety was vacant. You don't need a body!

The fact that parts missing or damaged physically, still have their metaphysical counterparts intact; is compelling evidence that if you removed all the parts – something would remain still. If we see the amputated limb in the "light body" then as a simple exercise in logic; if I remove more parts – the aura will still remain.

In the animal world, the Shaman claimed that nature knows the gig for what it is; as is revealed by how animals accept and lack fear of death. They struggle to survive and fight the good fight as they say - but they surrender to death when out of options.

A "game" animal when taken down by a predator for example, only fights tooth and nail until the outcome is certain; then as the ancient shaman knew – it gives itself up. They claim in some cases if you watch close; the animal's spirit is freed before the completed carnage, and in some cases, long before it hits the ground.

Nature knows the truth; the brutality was the necessary gateway to freedom for the prey. No real harm has been done if the deceased beast; has shifted to a more all inclusive dimension. As a matter of fact; the remaining victor remains trapped in the third dimensional reality, and remains cast down, into the realms of pain and suffering and of material existence! In a sense the victor lost, left to fear an imagined end, and to live an illusory existence. The real victor; is always the freed soul. This applies across the board.

The entire common sense key to all of this; is the illusory nature of life, as evidenced in sciences and experiences. Nothing is what it seems, as it seems – if you'll pardon the pun. Philosophers have long known this, true spiritual explorers have always verified this experientially – and science is starting to have to factor it into the equation as well.

The truth of reality is; that if we indeed maintain our conscious experience at higher dimensional frequencies upon our passing – we need not view "moving on" as such a bad thing. It is perhaps just a phase of development, like birth at another level. This is where suicide bombers get their religious fortitude from; a solid belief of spirit continuance. Other than that solid belief however – they suffer from the usual misguided dogmas. Like; it's alright to blow up other beings, and if you do, you get to rape a bevy of virgins in another alternate cloud based reality! Don't laugh too hard – we fight for Queen and Country; for much the same delusion of duty and reward (God and the Queen, and similar malarkey included).

They got one part right; there is nothing to fear from death – it is just a proverbial doorway we pass through. The rest of basic spiritual theory however; they got......not so right. Like life is a gift don't waste it, don't hurt each other over this illusion, and raping vestal virgins as a door prize to the gates of Heaven – might be improper, if not an outright bizarre desire. Nobody is exempt from this self induced schizophrenia – but some go to far perhaps. It's the old; "Can't see the forest for the trees" routine gone wild – spiritually speaking.

The near death experience, in contrast to the real death experience, is only a taste of these realms. There are other spiritual pursuits we can volunteer to participate in, to find out the same thing – but nothing beats a brush with death better than the threat of it. Not just knocking on the door as they say, but going through it and stepping back – assures us there is something beautiful and not to be feared about completing our mission here.

The facts are that every time we experience this same phenomenon, at lesser degrees, we again verify what I am saying. As we will explore later; if death is the ultimate meditational experience – then all the steps from in-between mild prayer or ritual, and moving into the dimension you pray to, are worth considering as valid pursuits.

If I can transcend death at some level for instance; why couldn't I connect to, and draw information from that dimension – while here. You can; and you can also bet your booty on it; literally! Spirituality if you critically define it, as I began with; is nothing more than this notion that we can communicate with what we transcend.

I dare say that this truth exposes the valid foundations for faith. Experiential, hands-on, no bull pucky, truth about our Spirit Component, is hard to come by. Heartfelt desire for knowledge, and experience, and effort expended, gives us the spiritual capital needed to accomplish these things – nothing else, I repeat, nothing else will get you there.......short of a near death experience. A bounce of the barrier; makes us immediately aware of its existence as a factual domain, with a fictional barrier.

I have gone both routes. I have studied the near death phenomenon in detail from multiple perspectives; and decided based on the information alone, that it is a real and not an imagined phenomenon.

As I briefly mentioned earlier; I also had a few cage rattling experiences of my own to compare with what I learned – and came to the same conclusion. All the personal accounts considered, and all the information carefully weighed and sifted through; leads anyone who is unafraid to grapple with the ultimate issue, in good company.

The consistent theme of "I no longer fear death" is always a result of having a near death experience; and always a much "nicer" person emerges. One with a message, a message we ignore, and a theme familiar to what every ancient religious record of other peoples experiences also spoke of.

Always we are told of being bathed in Light, Love, and Truth. As many as not; claim they wish they didn't have to come back, or stay here – knowing what they know. The feeling that we only do this for the others in our lives as a term of self-sacrifice is revealed by how we feel when down.

A near death experience, or a real Shamanic experience, or experiencing a "dark night" in some fashion as it is also called (facing something harsh), lends us to consider such things. The ancients knew this; and constructed tests to deliberately force the experience; for the resulting benefits.

Many of the ancient priesthood were indoctrinated into the higher meditational practices this way, Solomon, Apollonius, and Christ to name a few. Some even claim that this was where Jesus was, for the years he was absent from the Bible – the Egyptian Mystery Schools, and the Pyramids of Giza. When he reappeared in the Bible at around 30 years of age; Jesus was a full blown "teacher." It does all fit.

The pyramids were Temples, and not Tombs. Many of our most elaborate structures today are Gothic Churches, and Temples of worship, are they not? They sport the same weird symbols if you look close too! So put two and two together; and realize that for the most part, the massive stone structures word wide (above and below our oceans), were for the most part Temples. They were Temples of initiation to the higher practices of meditational prayer; and connecting to our Source. Not because it didn't work like we think either!

The only reason our ancient ancestors spent their time building in stone, and being extremely spiritual; was because it was a basic tangible part of life for them. To meditate and connect to the spirit realm, through ritualistic efforts which entail this separation from self – yielded results. It still works now; why wouldn't it have back then? The main difference was that back then; we better understood "human technology," and practiced it daily.

Once you start to realize that every religious practice world wide since faith has existed; revolves around the near death experience – you get it. Pagan sacrifices, mostly willing and some not; are the ultimate example. But really, every other faith based institution has some aspects of this to it.

Christ "sacrificing" himself for you is one. Then you going to church to thank Jesus by eating his flesh (as symbolized by a wafer), and drinking his blood (symbolized by wine or water), is another. Giving your "tithing" or a donation as a symbol of your work effort, or servitude; would be another sacrificial representation. We softened it up a lot; but "sacrificing" is still very much a part of faith.

The long periods of time spent in isolation meditating, in often uncomfortable positions (so you suffer, and don't go to sleep I'm told), are also a preferred means to achieve this link, in eastern beliefs.

Or as most Muslims will admit; bowing repeatedly in the prone position, is to say the least backbreaking and uncomfortable by design – but it shows effort. It is a ritual of effort or sacrifice, to achieve an end; did we think it was a fictional end. The Jewish "Wailing Wall," is another still current example. Monks and Priests flailing themselves as self inflicted punishment would be another.

No wonder we think our ancestors were confused; we have lost their context and perspective with which to decipher the messages in a meaningful fashion. If you look closer at any faith with this knowledge; you will see it for yourself instantly. They all revolve around self sacrifice, various levels of suffering, and near death states at various levels; from mild to extreme, some of which are deliberately induced!

Laying on spike beds, hanging from hooks, isolation, vision quests, fasting, chanting, breathing exercises, Shamanic practices, and almost any religious practice you can imagine – are deliberate efforts to generate an out of body experience. If you think "astral traveling" is just for strung out old hippies, metaphysical freaks, and fried tribal Shaman; you owe yourself a closer look!

Astral Traveling, Out of Body Experiences, experiencing past lives, Remote Viewing, Momentary Zen (lifting out of the body), Shamanic journeys, and too many terms to describe clairvoyance to assemble here; are all the same practice. There are also army, and black operations, and a pile of fringe scientists – who also apparently more than believe this is possible. But you don't hear much about it in "societal general population."

Every single one of these practices are about separating your metaphysical consciousness, or your Spirit, which is the same thing, from your physically trapped in third dimensionality aspect. This is what a near death experience is; an inevitable form of spiritual reckoning, which can be deliberately induced, and focused with practice.

If we now equate this with a Shaman claiming he went to the Spirit Realm, to talk to the Spirits of the ancestors, or the ancients accessing "the Akashic Record," or the Western version "the Book of Life," to retrieve information – this again starts to make sense.

If I can leave my body unintentionally, why couldn't I do this as a practice of higher meditation? The secret is out; you can! You don't have to die to do this; you just have to fully realize this means that if I don't die, nobody else really did either! In some higher vibrational frequency, in a more all inclusive dimension, at a higher harmonic, in the metaphysical realms – everything that ever was once alive as we see it.....still is.

It gets back to explaining instincts and evolution, through the concept of spirit continuance. If what I learned and experienced in my life, was completely contained physically, it would be lost upon my eventual and inevitable demise. Nothing would evolve from this method. I prefer the newer belief that the instructions for life are not contained solely in the DNA, but are part of an evolving shared field. We can see through nature that this is not how things work, what we learn and experience is metaphysically maintained, as is also evidenced by how the intangible aspects of our experience is indeed maintained and transferred. We might not fully understand how this works, but we do know this information sharing is taking place; which might be more important.

If one rabbit didn't pass on the knowledge of what to avoid, what to eat, and what paid off, and what didn't; each rabbit would be starting from scratch. Instead we know that the next rabbit instinctively retains the knowledge, otherwise nothing would evolve. If you want to study this; look into "morphogenetic fields," or "the hundredth monkey effect." It will likely change the way you view nature; for the better.

Every evolutionary development owes itself to this principle; it is just plain old hard to deny common sense. For example; the desire to creep onto the land by a fishes ancestor, was maintained through subsequent generations, otherwise it wouldn't have taken place. The intention is passed onto the next creature; therefore at the very least the intention doesn't die. The information acquired; is maintained.

People of faith with an understanding rooted in knowledge, can embrace the science which verifies Spirit continuance, rather than see it as a threat. Evolution proves more of what I am saying, than it denies; even by fairly strict standards, and one can believe this to be "true enough."

Again; if one fish hadn't the ability to carry on the intention of another previous fish, and each experience were completely lost at death, there would be little if any significant evolution. In this way evolution shows us conclusively; that at least the information represented by experience, is metaphysically maintained, and then passed on physically.

What the near death experience verifies; is what every spiritual concept about our consciousness or our vibe being maintained represented, without the smoke and mirrors, the devil, and an eternal fiery pit and a skillet of Hades to be tossed into. We either got that part wrong; or more likely fabricated it out of religious zealousness. Sadly, or worse yet; it was meant to keep the truth from us – so we would be good slaves, willing ones (to keep our ass from frying).

Consider the power we lost, when we forgot how to do this. Regular excursions into metaphysical realms leave little doubt we have a spirit component. It is no longer something we would wonder about; having had been there already, prior to passing on. This is one thing we lost, when we lost the ability to connect.

Another aspect of ourselves we lost was benevolence; it isn't a virtue without a good reason. The notion that we are a fluke, and we are mortal and have only this life, and no spirit, leads to some bad children, and a house in disorder. The planet, the creatures on it, the air and the water, and the way we treat each other; are all in disorder. The statement needs no debate as evidenced by our favourite sayings.

\- He who dies with the most toys, wins.

\- You go first; right after me.

\- Take care of your own.

\- Everything I can get my hands on; I'm entitled to.

\- Lead, follow, or get out of the way.

\- What you take; is what you get.

\- My way, or the highway.

\- Money talks, and bullshit walks.

\- It's us; or them.

\- War is inevitable.

\- Its survival of the fittest.

\- He or She; got what they deserved.

\- You have to crack some eggs; to make an omelette.

These are the statements we make; when we fail to ask the big child-like questions we were born with. Questions like "why am I here," and "what life is about," and "what happens when we die?" If you can define your place in this life, or define the purpose of life; the question of what happens when you die – has been answered.

My point is that we learn this all important truth; only once we know it exists. If you don't know something even exists; it is not at all likely you will find it. My point remains that; the information we so desperately need – has been lost and distorted. Not only does the answer elude us, but the very question has been lost.

We hurt each other, nature, and our environment, as reflected by the above statements, due to our skewed perspective of life. This entire life of ours is a near death experience - carried out in a meditational, or dream state. Lost, separated, veiled, and so on I believe; were the terms as they were coined.

In the old days, we lacked all this clutter of technology. As a result; we were much more observant; we had to be to survive. The thing we have forgotten, was that this observation had but one all important goal. WHY are things as they are? We know many little details as a result of our modernity; like WHAT it is doing, like never before – but the function is almost always lost. Just like us.

When we used to concentrate our efforts on understanding the reasons something took place; more than the often invisible mechanisms by which it did – we could solve bigger issues, without the gadgets required to dissect the machinations. We got better answers. If you don't quite see the context I mean this in; we need to return to the topic of the near death experience.

When there was little else to go by; we actually listened to people who had a near death experience, for one thing. Their experience with death was not dismissed by science, or alternate brands of religion; for not matching up with the expected dogma. Experience, as I often point out; was not removed from experience; as corny as that sounds.

What this means is that if you reconsider how they meant it when they said they "talked to God," or walked on the "other side," it makes more sense. These were the accounts of witnesses (sound familiar?), recorded in ancient texts and chipped into stone. If you factor in the near death experience, which has I'm sure; always been a part of experience – we can assume these are all documents pertaining to experiences of an ethereal, and metaphysical nature (NDE, out of body, and deeper meditation).

Now; placed in context – we can see the value of these ancient beliefs, and how they came to the conclusions – and how they interpreted and described them. Bibles are the recorded spiritual history of our species; and while this may seem elementary, I assure you it isn't – as evidenced by how we don't get it. Books about spirituality, while valuable sources of information; should never be mistaken for spirituality itself. "The Bible says so" ploy; means you shouldn't exercise your given free right to think for yourself, or participate fully in life.

All life; is in essence – a near death experience. All conscious thought – is an act of meditation. This gets rid of some delusions we have. You will never be in more of a position than you are now as a fragile, mortal being; to be near death! Think about the bigger picture for a minute. If we don't die; but we think we do now – when would death pose the greatest threat? In-between our birth and our death; within the confines of our experience – is the only time we are fearful entities. Lest we take from the "Tree of Life" remember?

We have replaced the experience; with the details – which are mostly fabricated, and often later corrected. But the "reason" things happen – generally remains constant. In other words; the value of each and every experience; was not mitigated.

When we were supposedly simple primitives; we had some of the principles right. Elders had value, and death was not feared. Tribal man like any higher animal; often mentally decided they had had enough – and just went off to face death without fear when it was time. They just stopped eating; and meditated into the afterlife. They killed to eat; but gave thanks. They lived and died; giving thanks – in an often harsh and unforgiving environment. This is where the notion of making the dying comfortable comes from – so they can make a peaceful transfer.

Amid the great advances we made; we lost our way. Our ancestors may actually have conversed with what we call God more frequently and openly, as defined properly. The Bibles and ancient texts, the bulk of them; are records of these experiences of meditation, and near death, and metaphysical states. If we regard our spiritual recorded history for what it is, and read the ancient texts from this enlightened perspective – the value is not lost. The pertinent information is still there.

The near death experiences we occasionally have, and share with the tribe; serve a purpose. It shows you what life really is; and makes us face our biggest fear – an expiry date. Coming out the other side – confirms that we don't have one.

If we return to the Kirlian photography dilemma, which shows us that an amputated or missing portion of any living thing remains whole in its aura – the answer is revealed. If I physically remove a part of a living thing; the hologram, or imprint it is fashioned upon (the light-body), remains whole. This verifies two things.

One; is that the life is entirely a hologram, or light body, in the first place. Two; is that if I run a "thought experiment" and remove the rest of the living thing, only the imprint will remain. It is easy to conclude on facts alone, that we are indeed an "Image," and we are not mortal; but merely a reflective property manifest physically – of a permanent conscious light energy. Material facts and knowledge can confirm what I am saying, from multiple angles; once you glean the function of life. But there is also the experiential, non-tangible, and yet ever present repeating experience of returning from death.

Detective work; is not sciences strong point, nor is it the strong point of religion. I understand why, since empirical science relies on tangible facts which can be physically hammered on (repeatedly), and a story about a metaphysical experience – is not tangible. Lucky for me; I abandoned all the dogma; and unfettered by any allegiance to either dogmatic science, or dogmatic faith, and I did some C.S.I. work of my own.

How many people have to experience death, even if marginally, and return to tell us about it; before we give some serious credence to their accounts? Speaking for myself; going through one – leaves no doubt. But even with that aside; if the same thing keeps happening over and over again, in perpetuity, to people of all walks of life, over the course of a very long history – a Sherlock Holmes is not required.

Just as with our Cosmic and Quantum discussions earlier; it is again, the space between things – that is the false perception. The deception is always shown to be the spaces in-between the objects. This applies to the cosmic dilemmas we spoke of earlier. This applies equally to the atoms being nothing more than the stuff in-between everything else – being folded or collapsed onto itself to a point.

Biology also shares a field of information, and materials, from which all life is constructed. As we always find; everything can always be reduced to a single solitary source – which is all inclusive. The point is that the separations, or boundary states, or individuations, of totality, as always; are the deception here. Life is a single seamless fabric in effect; of which we are the divisions, dimensions, and defined boundary states of.

This is again reflected in our accounts of our near death experiences. A re-acquired peace sets in. The boundaries between things start to become apparent and dissolve. You become the metaphysical wave which has been cast everywhere at once again – and return to the totality you came from.

When you became an individuation (as a baby), you did the opposite; you turned "outside-in." You became an expanding infinite universe; contained for a period of time – like a star for example.

What does a star do eventually when it "dies?" It supernovas, and does what? It casts itself everywhere, or big bangs; or whatever you want to call it. And what did it leave behind? A Singularity, which is in all places and times at once. At Singularity, or the zero-point, all things are the same Dot that started it all. At Singularity the spaces are reduced to the illusion they are. Both aspects of infinity have been expressed, and have come full circle. This might be what was meant by the circles of existence, as some ancient texts describe it.

Realize now; that this applies to you and me; and explains how we work. Also try to wrap your head around the dilemmas with the quantum fields; and use this method to solve them. We are popping in and out of existence according to scale; just like sub-atomic particles, and Stars!

We don't even comprehend the question we ask; when we ask what happens when we die? You have to understand how you got here; and what life is all about, before you can even begin to answer the question of where we go after. We ask a question we don't fully comprehend the meaning of.

If we accept the scientific premise, that if we run the film backwards to explain the universal expansion and source, we will find an all inclusive singular state – without boundary, then I have a question. Why can't you do the same thought experiment to explain our experience? The fact is you can. All life, and death; is modeled upon the initial act of Creation. The revelation is; that it is an activity, and they are states.

Just as in particle physics – whether you see a Dot, or a Wave, or whether you are a Dot or a Wave in your experience as you cycle, or whether the Universe is a Dot or a Wave; it matters not. As energy and matter flitter between conditions, realize that the ultimate truth is they are really something else, an even more primordial element we missed.

That primordial element is all but impossible to describe; since it contains every potential. Only a babbling idiot would attempt to define such a force, with a single name or concept (Guilty as Charged!). The wisest teachings all explain this as; the indescribable true nature and name of God. You would have to be able to quantify the totality of every thought, and every mote of material; and sum it up with a single verb. Good luck!

This is why no single path or method exists. The purpose of life is just that; to live and die, and gather experience – and to learn something about it along the way. You can't do that when you are everything; the opportunity for novelty is negated by all inclusive totality. No required mistakes, translates into no added benefit for the totality of the metaphysical field.

That which you are, when you are more than "just here," receives no benefit – and also fails to develop. And since the point of life is this continual development, physical evolution, conscious growth, and increased awareness – we need no longer be confused about the purpose of life – or why we are here. As a point of reference it also tells us what we are.

We are the activity of education! The activity and not the thing! Can you see why the concept of death is so misconstrued? Each of us is a window of opportunity, a portal of observation, and a vessel for experience. We are as is expressed in Buddhism; features in a continuous stream. The water moving past us is contorted by our feature; into a shape or detail we mistakenly think is us.

That might be somewhat abstract; but the gist or lesson is correct. To the Mayans, or the Pre-sand Egyptians (Sumer, ancient Greece, and Babylonia), we were immediately placed into this perspective. In these beliefs, life wasn't about life – for us it is. Life was this educative process, where your feature had a job.

The Inca, the Aztecs, and the Maya, and many tribal beliefs of the Hopi and Native American Indians; described us as aspects, and/or intentions, of the Great Spirit – the Manitou. Another term attempting to describe the totality we belong to. But what if they were right?

As an aspect or intention (perhaps and most likely both), were they not describing the same metaphysical realm, which transcends physical existence and our individual limitations? Of course they were. So as I often like to point out; this has gone on long before we invented slavery and organized religion. Long before the first interpretations of this were fashioned into a Bible – it was "old hat" for some.

In the Kabbalah; the ultimate Creator God, the model for all consciousness – is simply called "I am." Much like the ancient "All Seeing Eye" it is an attempt to describe an ultimate consciousness which looks out from "every center," or "Singularity." That viewpoint is permanent; and that viewpoint is you.

If you are unable to fathom this notion; remember back to your first memories on earth. The very first thing you say upon realization of your existence as a baby is; I am. The last thing you say as you maintain your essence after this experience is also "hey; I still am!" Watch a newborn baby, if they could talk immediately they would say "I am." All babies have a "holy crap I'm here look" without a doubt.

I would like to add something which goes hand in hand with a Universe made of consciousness; and that is the element of love. Don't kid yourself; this is what we are talking about here in some respects, when we are talking about how it all works. Love is a God given element; as a matter of fact – everything runs on it.

When amazing stuff happens, miracles as we call them; it is always about love. When I had the recent near death experiences; I felt it. When my heartbeat corrected, I had started to lose hope; and after "giving" to others in abandon, after what I felt was a final act – my selfless reflection corrected my heartbeat, stayed off nasty side effects, and filled me with light inside. That light and hope we feel – is love; universal love.

When I studied what others said about their experiences; love was a consistent theme I often heard reference to. Then I studied the physics of our reality in detail for clues – and put it together. Like I keep saying; consciousness is everywhere. If you factor in that consciousness is love, since you can't have one without the other. If you can't compute; you can't feel right? Turn that around for an answer.

That knowledge, coupled with an alternate way of interpreting Bibles as the channelled manuscripts they are (not to mention giving more than one validity!), and a little faith in each others accounts of near death experiences – and I dare say the whole she-bang starts to make some sense.....perhaps even come into focus amid the periphery?

There are endless facts about our reality to support this. There are endless experiences of a metaphysical, and supernatural nature; too many to easily dismiss by all but the least inquisitive among us, for it to be completely bogus.

Take any topic I have presented in this chapter, or this book (or my other two books), and run with it. I can tell you what you will find.

I challenge the skeptic in all of us; to pick any subject of their choosing, a topic which interests them – and dig deep and hard, above the norm......for yourself. Once again I know what you'll find!

All these subjects; tie into one another. That in itself proves something. We can debate what, only to a point – since if nothing else it exposes the validity of the questions, if not the resulting answers and conclusions. It proves if nothing else, that we are at the very crux of the truth, by explaining our experience, through the undeniable and sometimes unavoidable connections to everything else - which seem to maintain permanence. Life, all life; is a permanent conscious energy – and an ongoing "activity" and not a "thing."

As temporary objects in a permanent matrix; a near death experience, or a metaphysical event, or even an act of Creation – don't really seem impossible......not even a little – we don't die. We just are! This might also sound a bit familiar!    
**3.3 – The Metaphysical Superman**

So what you might rightfully ask, do I mean by the term; "Metaphysical Superman." Alright I'll tell you – but it has to do with you thinking you are just Clark Kent, when you might really be from Krypton. Or perhaps like being Neo in the Matrix; and not believing you are "the one." This chapter is just a "food for thought – shit-list," of all the amazing things we can already occasionally do; just to make you think a little.

Once, long ago as a young man; a close friend died in a work related accident. We were childhood buddies, just starting off our young adult lives, when an industrial accident took his life. Being young; it was the first loss of someone I was close to, and knew well. I just felt like he would come crashing through the door with a box of beer under his arm (yes, beer came in boxes of 12 bottles when fossils such as I were young!). Even though we all knew better, and that he was never coming back as we understood it, somehow it felt as though he might.

My point is that the first night he had left us, as I drifted off to sleep (which did not come easily); I had an experience related to the metaphysical. I "astral traveled" to my friends house, the evening before his accident, and from a vantage point approximately halfway out of the floor; I watched him get ready for bed. I didn't have to be told "when it was," I just knew. It was the night before he wouldn't come home again.

As morning came, and time went by; I just assumed I had dreamt the event – and wrote it off. We often do this, in error. Since we have no foundational underpinning to base such experiences on; we have no basis in reality to account for these experiences. So we dismiss them as imagined, or fictitious. We do so in error.

The more I study these topics, away from the mainstream; the more fact behind them is exposed. The more I am willing to consider them, and reach out and touch them by meditational methods (with my tuned consciousness), the more the fact behind them is experienced.

We probably all have had a few similar experiences over the course of our lives; but have been conditioned to deny them. If we had not had such preconceived notions against this, imposed on us by society; we would have more than the odd inadvertent experience. This can be attested to by anyone who has had, or has occasionally has experienced phenomenon of a metaphysical nature.

The Clark Kent in us; doesn't recognize the Metaphysical Superman disguised by the geeky costume and disposition. It is a subconscious act. A part of you, or your "light body" or call it what you will; moves your consciousness through space/time – like an expert pilot executes acrobatic manoeuvres. A part of us however, unfortunately views them selves as merely a passenger.

I also thought back to a time in the past; when I was learning a job from a nice young man who I would prefer to just call "J." On that fateful morning we were all sent home (once they cleaned up the highway), because two of our co-workers were victims of a winter accident with a semi. My trainer J, and another excellent kindly gentleman, had become statistics on their way to work.

Both were local residents, were well liked and decent humans; and we still miss them very much – but the point is this.

The next day we had to return to work (them gears keep turning), and I got stuck on the job I was about 60% trained on......J's job! I had to do the job my co-worker used to fill, and had been teaching me only the day before yesterday. The whole damn day; I heard him nattering at me – about how to do the job. You know; don't do this, do that, not now.....alright now!

It was like a little metaphysical post mortem training! Of course I again wrote it off as my imagination merely working overtime; and decided I was just remembering what he had told me. I know better now.

We do so in error! I can't say this enough. If you do some homework, and some metaphysical footwork; you realize something profound. Most of these paranormal events; are feats of our metaphysical ability to externalize our consciousness – and reach out and touch the ongoing record of life.

At risk of ridicule, although I am beyond concern for condemnation for what I believe; I sometimes offer a few experiences I personally know we can have – since I have had them. Sometimes I do not, and it has nothing to do with fear of being mocked for them. Like a dream of a most personal nature, or an intimate moment; some things only mean something; to us individually. I only share the resulting realizations of such experiences.

We might not always remember our dreams; but sometimes they contain subconscious, subliminal instructions. I also believe we have something to do with putting them there; from a non-local perspective. The benefit of getting information this way being that we sometimes might wake up "smarter" then when we went to sleep.

Lucid Dreaming is another example of this as a practice; where you direct your dreams intentionally instead of just going with them. As a matter fact as children you might recollect being able to do this quite effortlessly. If you retained this ability more through adulthood, and better focused it on developmental skills, our dreams would better guide us.

Most of us can recall dreams we had as children of flying, or swimming underwater for inexplicably long periods, or maybe running without having to stop. Get ready to really appreciate those dreams! You were experiencing other creature's lives, through the All Seeing Eye; in effect consciously, like you were there. You went on a metaphysical journey; it just always seems like "you" are doing it – and you don't realize that, "you" from that particular view screen, was that of a creature, and not your current view screen. The same "being" lives in all places at once, and many things we experience and are confused by, seem to be explained simply with a single metaphysical hypothesis.

This "skill-set" is natural and easy to develop, and can benefit us with the instincts of our collective subconscious. Not unfocused dreams, as is often argued; but the dreams we direct, can be meaningful. If you study Lucid Dreaming a little, and practice just a little; I won't have to prove what you already know and will confirm by remembering. It isn't the end all, to beat all; but being able to consciously navigate the dream world, is a worthy pursuit. Consider it a means of exercising the subconscious through dreams – which can help that part of us develop.

Meditation is covered in more detail elsewhere; but I find some confirmation of our special element through meditation. The levels are endless I suppose; but again, here is what I can personally vouch for – and have also researched.

From exchanging conscious light with our Source, which is fairly easy to accomplish; all the way to "channelling" and accessing the record of life – I know to be possible. For some reason leaving my body is not easy for me, and has only happened a few limited times over my entire conscious experience. I think this has to do with our individual focus.

Meditational efforts I am more familiar with revolve around gathering information about the "big assed questions," we currently have feeble answers for. In this regard I have been shown many things; things which are enough to make a grown man wide eyed with joy for knowing them, like a child. I do the best I can to explain and describe them as a result. I never take these insights without wondering about how it works though; and usually find confirmation for them can be found in logical conclusions drawn from actual science, and from other fact based knowledgeable pursuits.

This is the really strange but convincing part; I have yet to find evidence for doubting anything I have been shown by this method. I also find verification for these theories, in that other people around the world seem to develop the same concepts, at roughly the same times – as if they were "in the air," or should we say in the "ether." It proves that down to the consciousness we experience; it is at some level attached to, and part of – a greater experience.

Water Dousing needs not be flogged to death; but if we can find water buried well below ground, by sensing its location, with a stick and our Metaphysical Superman secret powers, this is to be rather corny – not too far out on a limb!

The act of Déjà-vu is another property of the supportive sub-structure of our reality, as shown by the experience of remembering where "someone else" has been. Like I keep saying and trying to prove with this research; once you get how it works – the "mystery pile" of life is eliminated instantly with one and the same concept. I find that very gratifying, not to mention concrete validation; that a single principle defeats the mystery pile, and I dare say the "nay-say," with a single intellectual blow. Although a unified theory, or cohesive explanation, might better be portrayed as a single illumination; which is what it really is in some ways. It is just a way to see things.

The act of déjà-vu brings us back to discuss instincts, and the properties of all evolutionary development at large. A bird, or fish, or game animal, or predator, or any creature for that matter; has déjà-vu every time it shows what we call instincts. The sense creatures inexplicably possess; is just the inherent memory of nature. Nature has déjà-vu all the time.....if you get what I am saying. A bird for example when it knows the way south, and when to undertake the journey; although it has never gone before – is remembering where another bird has been, and when it went. If things change; that bird will alter the instructions for the next one.

They try to get around this by claiming that creatures "instinctively" (which is as always, still remains unexplained), follow magnetic fields and earth lines for directions. They say they "home-in" and then use magnetism to guide them. Don't burn down the classroom – but that can be debunked quite easily. Just review the over all evidence regarding the magnetism theory, and pay special attention to the part, where even when they magnetically confuse the bird or fish – it still finds its way. They gloss over that part, and chalk it up as another one for the mystery pile! It couldn't be the metaphysical information being shared or transmitted after all! At least so they think!

Further conclusive debunking is found in that even those who may rely on magnetic fields, if indeed they do – would not display the accuracy we see. In other words, magnetic fields move around; spawning fish for example – go to the "exact same spot," not roughly the same spot. Even if the Pole shifts slightly by our standards for example occasionally; to migrating creatures if indeed magnetism was their guidance system – it would represent miles.

Ergo; magnetic hooey becomes exposed for what it is, nothing more than species specific déjà-vu. They are remembering where another bird, fish, etc; went. They are having "déjà-vu" just like we do. I can just imagine a bird subliminally going; "...and then you'll see a big white rock, go left there, and then you hang another left at the green Island off shore.....until you make it to......." You get the idea! The seamless tactile energy of life, we call nature; has a memory which is eternal and external.

This same concept not only explains instincts intelligibly; but it also answers the big questions related to evolution, and helps to fill the gapping wounds it confronts us with. When you get that the same thing that has the instructions to provide the creature with what we call instincts – provided the information about how to build the creature; evolution is also explained.

All we are talking about when we observe evolution - is species specific déjà-vu, for lack of a better term again. Only this time we are looking at the construction of the creature as it pertains to the information it represents – versus the information about how to get around and behave in the environment. The same method is exposed.

Getting back to the Metaphysical Superman theme; let's go further out on a limb here, and look at the even more supernatural phenomenon; of healing one's self, or others. For those who think that healing by conscious application is "crap," you can start with "placebos" to correct the popular arguments against it.

If you tell a patient for example, that a sugar pill will cure his ail; low and behold he gets better. Or ask a doctor; if the mental state of his patient – will affect his ability to heal? As any mother can attest to; just soothing a child by assuring them that everything will be alright convincingly – yields tangible results.

Take the old example of the fake healers for instance. Some traveling snake oil salesman often duped an unwitting audience by "healing" a couple of set up stooges to hoodwink the group; and then started healing random audience members. They pulled this off for hundreds, if not thousands of years. Are we as a group this dumb? Or once again is something not completely explained by this?

Just consider that the fakers themselves explained this credibly; unlike what you were taught. The "Healer" just knows how this works better than you do; just like a Shaman did.

The trick is this; and once you hear it, you will see what I mean – because we all know it is true. The Healer makes one of his faking buddies walk, and the other faking blind man see again; and then turns his attention on a deluded audience. What he knows is; that about 75% of the audience members if convinced he has a special power – will actually proceed to heal themselves.

Any true healer will readily admit they are only helping you do this for yourself. The rest do it as I described above – either way it works on the same principle; by showing you how, or fooling you, into doing it for yourself. I rest my case!

My point is that if you get fooled into unleashing your metaphysical superman by some of these methods; you'll literally heal yourself inadvertently. We should practice a little more!

Another excellent consideration along these lines has always been feats of strength unleashed by the least likely candidates. Mothers lifting cars to extract trapped children, a child pulling a full sized adult out of a burning building, a physically inadequate person delivering a sound thrashing to someone much more physically endowed, and so on.

In some cases this might be exhibited by surviving in frigid waters, far longer than is considered possible. Being shot enough times to kill 2 or 3 people, and surviving is another. There are many other scenarios where people survive impossible conditions; we need not consider them all. Suffice it to say; that the metaphysical superman we all possess can do things we consider impossible for the most part.

Really; it happens all the time - we are just predisposed to dismiss it. If it happens this often by accident, without intending so consciously; imagine the potential of directing consciousness with full intention. "Wilful" beings affect Matter. Consciousness affects Reality. The Metaphysical instructs the Physical. It is just that simple and obvious.

We have covered how our conscious application affects the particle/wave duality experiments. If we observe; particles remain as particles. If we do not; they go about their business as waves. In context; if we can affect the material properties of the world we inhabit – there should be little doubt we have more power than we realize presently.

The studies done on water structure being affected by our consciousness being applied are hard to refute. What they do in these experiments, is emote good intent onto poorly structured water, to see the effects. The effects are profound! The same water which was examined prior to, and after being emoted onto (blessed, if you will), is restructured into symmetrical, beautifully structured water. Likewise well structured water, if given negative, hateful, and angry emotions – becomes lumpy and non-symmetrical in structure, rather than crystalline and well structured!

What this means, in no uncertain terms; is that we can affect physical reality, by looking at it! Not touching it; or hammering on it – but just by looking at it consciously. If that doesn't make you reconsider grade 12 physics – you missed something!

Other experiments with water include raising or lowering the Ph level of water using only mental application. I have also heard of water being raised or lowered in temperature by a full degree or more, simply by focusing the intent onto the vessel of water. In yet other experiments – water exhibits a memory, and a gravitational attraction to itself; by imprinting itself with whatever you place in it.

For example placing a tiny portion of a medicine into pure water, and then dosing it like it was not watered down – is claimed to be as effective as the straight medicine. This experiment has been repeated in various formats – and it shows that water has a memory by imitating what you imprint it with.

Some water filtration systems work by imprinting the good structure of designated water, onto poorly structured water which is simply piped through a vessel of it. As odd as that sounds, it apparently works; and has been installed as a means of water treatment by some - on the merits that it works! Most conventional thought rules this out, which speaks to the limitations of convention.

As far as a metaphysical superman goes – it doesn't get much better! If the above statements are true, and you can verify them yourself to your own satisfaction (the information is available), it means there was something to blessing our food, water, children, and environment. We have long abandoned giving thanks, or emoting positive intent on our food, water, and each other. Since we are in essence over 75% water ourselves in construction, and made of particles which we can apparently affect – blessing worked!

The science of this could be viewed twofold. One is harmonics, vibration, and the concept of resonance. When you project vocalizations onto food, people, places, or things; you bring them into your frequency. You align the vibrations in the object with yours. This could be understood by how a snare drum vibrates to certain notes from an amplified guitar.

Also if you study "Cymatics" a little, and see how vibrations affect matter to create sacred geometries, these ideas of altering physical structure with only the vibrations of our minds – jive like the dickens! The first time you witness and comprehend that musical notes amplified onto a sheet with liquid or sand on it, assemble into complex geometries; the kind prevalent in nature – there can be no denying what our reality is constructed of.......Word.

Watch a few videos on Cymatics, and compare the patterns generated, with those found in nature, of bonding molecules, and those of galactic formations, and tell me I am not right. Tesla was right – our universe in its entirety, from the sub-atomic to the universal scale; is constructed of vibrating energy, at various frequencies.

We emote and collect vibes, some we perceive, and some we do not. The Harmony of the Spheres, the Word, Light as vibration, the pulse of life, and about 100 other euphemisms for it; simply are attempts to define the emotive properties of love. The all inclusive harmonic is love. So what kind of a house could love build?

The other way to explain how we physically affect things, without touching them physically; is at the quantum scale. We obviously reach out and touch things with invisible tendrils, or threads of conscious connective energy. The "worm-holes" we suspect exist in the cosmos – are everywhere, connecting everything. Once you realize that nothing is separate (the illusion again), then the spaces between the objects becomes the false perception.

When we affect things without physically manipulating them, we assume we didn't touch them – but if we are constantly invisibly connected with others and our surroundings, metaphysically; then we are way more powerful than we think we are.

To add some credence to this at the Cosmic scale; ask a scientist where the center of our universe is? They will tell you that there is no center. Yet we are told that the universe big banged apart – from a mere mote; a point or dot. Doesn't make much sense does it?

Now ask that same scientist; how they "know" that the universe has no center, aside from not being to locate the center. The standard explanation is based on a contrary observation – based on current factual knowledge. They know the universe has no center, because wherever you place your point of observation, remotely or otherwise – immediately becomes the "center." From your view, from anywhere you would place yourself; space and the objects in it – stream away from you in all directions. I'm not making this up – check it out. Doesn't make much sense does it?

It also incidentally is why we always perceive our individuation as the center of experience on the earth, and why we had the notion that the entire cosmos revolved around us, at least initially. We always have this perspective; want to know why? This is the part they don't tell you!

You really only have a couple of options to explain this. If this is true; we are very powerful entities. If it is not; we haven't got a clue what is really going on here! I like the first one, but not being afraid to trudge through the unknown is a virtue – so let's go there.

The "we haven't got a clue what is going on here gambit," as it turns out; isn't so bad either. This is because the only other logical answer rooted in common sense is – that we are in a sense; all the same image.......to be blunt! That isn't as bad as one might think.

If we are all "one thing" at some higher level of a holographic fractal reality – that means we are what we pray to, or at least our "mouse's portion" of that. Don't be offended by this; because if you go back and read between the lines in religious texts now armed with this consideration, volumes of what was quite unintelligible are transformed into volumes of what was actually meant!

There really are only a few possible answers to why and how we affect atomic sub-structure. They also happen to be the only way to explain the cosmic conundrums associated with our perception of it. The same goes for our notion of Time. It was always about "us." The entire gambit not only revolves around us; but is constructed by us, and made of us! Flip a big coin on this one; because we either "are the shit," every last one of us – or "the shit is us" and the outcome is the same.

Whether this experience is a gift; or we are – equates to nothing more than verbal charades revolving around which end you look from. You either conclude you are God, sort of – or you are a part of God as a product of God. You'll be hard pressed to find a faith or belief system which doesn't embrace one or the other notion; or both if you are lucky.

The reality is that one of these two truths is a fact which supports the other; and again it doesn't fall under the category of a question anymore. The Yin and Yang are revealed in this knowledge. The duality of the Oneness is trying to tell us something. I venture to guess it has something to do with unification of all Spiritual concepts and pursuits, with the science to support it; and the consciousnesses with which we observe it. The implication of which; is where I would like to spend the remainder of this chapter.

What would this "unification" across all fronts; due to the realization that all are one (spirit, faith, pursuit etc), lead us to possibly evolve into? Its time to let the metaphysical inner child we all really are; out to play for a bit.

Our Metaphysical Superman is coming out of the closet; or was that a phone booth? Phone booths are getting rare; and "closet" has that connotation I didn't mean to infer, so how about the term "arrived." That sums it up nicely; our Metaphysical Superman has "arrived!"

Our imagination lacks the parameters to encompass the possibilities that this presents us. Stranger than strange (in a good way!), unimaginable, beautiful beyond measure, inconceivably excellent, and emotionally unequalled would be a start. If we can affect matter with our minds, which seems to be the case, and we are in our conscious childhood now; coming of age and maturing – holds infinite possibilities.

I am not just blowing smoke up your ass either; let's look at the bigger picture for a moment. Amid all the carnage, destruction, needless cruelty, and human stupidity; there is a glimmer of factual hope. It revolves as much around knowledge, as it does around maturing consciously, and spiritually.

At the current rates of discovery in science, which takes place in faster and faster cycles all the time – you don't need to cipher too well, to see where it will soon lead. Sooner than we think I might add. With the ability to learn being accelerated by the newly discovered information, we will soon manipulate every facet of physical reality beyond what we can conceive of now.

Free energy, anti-gravity propulsion, time travel, dimensional travel, quantum and biological manipulation, and anything you can and cannot yet imagine will be possible. But what of the other non-physical aspect of our duality, what will become of our metaphysical spiritual consciousness?

It is also a technology. I'll give you a good example. What I have learned and experienced through free-style meditation; blows anything out of the water you will encounter without straying off the accepted paths. I have studied standard meditation, and watched some programs, and checked out some courses offered; and I hate be rude – but I can see why so few people are inspired by it (for the most part). It has no expectations, and usually renders no results above relaxing in regular ways.

The future of meditation as a technology; is coming. If spirit is a real concept, and I think we can conclude that it is, and consciousness is a matrix, or a series of nested bubbles (or auras) to see it another way – then spirituality; real spirituality will have no choice but evolve with us as a matter of survival. With big power; we will need to acquire equivalent responsibility, and a needed element of benevolence which we currently lack. Or the alternatives will suck.

In regular speak; we not only get really smart, but we grow the hell up; and we get way nicer – all around. It's about time anyways – wouldn't you agree? This planet, and our experience on it; is being shaped from the outside, believe it or not – by us! And we are screwing it up presently. We are perched on a precipice, with the usual two options. Clark Kent has to hit a phone booth – fast! Only guess who Clark Kent is? You!

You are also by default "Metaphysical Superman" - the "being" made of ethereal steel, and indestructible. Let's not forget about enhanced sensory abilities – like extra sensory perception, as they used to call it. Those little quirks of perception which are at present rare, and only attributed to special people, will become commonplace; and not exclusive to prophets and seers, and psychics and clairvoyants.

Another possible future upgrade will be our ability to more directly convey concepts to each other directly. A picture is worth a thousand words as they say. When we speak to each other directly with a series of images; there will be less misinterpretation. Language although an improvement to grunting and pointing, is not where this ends. First we will communicate in symbols and images to convey concepts; then we will merely transfer the concept as we see it to each other to review.

You know; how sometimes what came out of your mouth, wasn't what you meant. Or better yet when someone is a slow talker, and sometimes considered mentally slow; when they might be anything but simple – and might just be stuck with an inefficient method of communicating. We are all a bit like that to various degrees.

Edgar Cayce, Nostradamus, Einstein, Newton, and every other bastion of knowledge, and those who had the ability to navigate the metaphysical realms – were just an early look at what is coming.

Every religious icon and prophet worth their metaphysical salt - was a taste of our future. Remember what Christ said? What I am, you will become, what I do; you shall do, and more? Or what the Buddha said about realizing the true nature of reality? You can substitute your indoctrinated version if I didn't include it; the story won't change much - once you are tuned into the universal message imprinted on all of them.

In the extreme, Jesus, Solomon, and many other revered figures – manipulated matter with their consciousness. Turning staffs into snakes, alchemically turning water into wine, parting seas, and turning a boulder in a desert into a water fountain are such deeds. I am not saying all similar parables, are meant verbatim; otherwise I would have to believe Samson's hair was the point of that story; and not his being fooled – and the moral would be lost. I would think hippies were really strong, and bald people were wimpy! It is far more likely a story about suffering for being fooled.

Just like believing the parable of a talking snake in an apple tree, is the cause of all our woes. I think the lesson is lost when you take it literally. Getting "duped" is the main cause of woe. Bibles were built to make us question; and hopefully derive the answer which lies elsewhere within us. Remember the anything is possible theme?

On the other hand; maybe, just maybe – a consciously advanced enough being...........would have little need of gadgets, and could manipulate matter, or manifest reality. After all; given the possible full potential of the metaphysical superman; the above examples would be slight of hand parlour tricks compared to what would be possible.

It becomes at least somewhat possible; that if we do this right, the technology and gadgets will merely be a stepping stone to the awareness of the real technology, which as it turns out, is us. I hope we don't get lost in the gadgets. I'd far rather not even need a "replicator" as great as that sounds; because only rich people would have them – and we know where that leads. It would be way cooler and perhaps simpler (not to mention individually empowering), to tell which bits to be certain particles or waves consciously, than with a costly device. Those that laugh at this extreme possibility – haven't been listening, we already do this unconsciously!

The act of Creation – was a thought. All matter consists – of vibrations, or emotions; from that thought. The fact that we do this too; should clinch it for anyone above the 15 watt range. A metaphysical underlying substructure; is the foundation for reality. That substructure (which is cosmic, biological, and atomic in nature, or all encompassing), is the observer. The All Seeing Eye – is a concept of immense beauty, and wisdom from our ancient past for this.

Consciousness is the top dog; and it is a shared one. It isolates itself temporarily for finite periods of time in boundary states – and then reconnects at a higher level than we are privy to in our dimensionally challenged state. Just like the stuff we are made of, which is stuck in one place for a while, so are we. But we came from a conscious totality when we were born, and not out of nowhere; the information reflected in us is again proof – as is the ability to ask the question.

If we had finite boundaries, potentials and capabilities; nothing would ever change. And why again would we be born with an inherent desire to know and explain more and more of our reality, at multiple levels? Why the incessant desire to expand parameters, and push boundaries, and the reinventing of wheels?

We were born to bust out of the cage, and come back for the others. It isn't an easy road, in the three dimensioned vibrational plane, one fraught with pitfalls and terminal threat – which I now believe is the point of it all. Exploration, amid threat for doing so as the disguise; with an underlying dimension of eternal love and forgiveness, for having undertaken the journey, upon conclusion of what is exposed as merely a stage of it. Life and death it seems is comprised of wonderful opportunities; masterfully disguised as impossible situations. Solving the impossibilium; exposes the phantasmagoria.

The Tetragrammaton and the All Seeing Eye are the same symbol; one is from the Jewish belief, and one is from the ancient Egyptian belief - although Babylon perhaps encompasses both. Both figured it out; and other examples also exist, i.e. – the Star of David, the Ancient Flower of life, the ball under the Chinese Foo-Dog's foot, the Sphere in the Vatican courtyard (as the image of God as perfection?), tribal eye images, expanding force images, and sun and star worship, and so on.

This reality is a playground for consciousness, where consciousness is King – or at least has that potential. Matter is but the fodder for thought; to the Ultimate Metaphysical Superman – of this there is no doubt in the spiritual reality. In the material left brained reality; the arguments against such a notion – are falling victim to their own discoveries. That's sort of what all the kicking and screaming, and what the fuss is about....or at least it soon will be.

This angers science, because they have to concede to the metaphysical superman. It also angers faith, because that superman is not to be found within the confines of their accepted parameters. My point as always is that there is something spiritual that is real to ourselves, and believe it or not; to what we considered a non-sentient environment. This being an age of reason and all; we need to think outside the box – and reconsider our simplistic one sided view of things.

Making a wave think it is a dot, or turning a wave into a dot; or even visa versa – is not at all impossible, it goes on all the time. Behind the scene, all around us, dots and waves, infinite collapses and infinite expansions; are going on at every level of an infinite fractal. The Law of One is at play.

The entire gambit is about where you look from. When you look down at reality, from your big powerful position as you; you affect the matter. What a small perspective we entertain as a perpetual center; when we don't consider that in an infinite reality – something bigger, looks upon you. If this "thing" is indeed one model, law, fractal, system, hologram, image, likeness, word, vibration, dimension, membrane, prism of light, or whatever you are able to interpret it as; doesn't much matter. You can satisfy yourself to that fact; by study of more than one interpretation of it.

The portal we look out of is an aperture of reality, looking at itself. The portals of observation are material and temporary, and bound to this frequency, and occupy mere milliseconds on the cosmic clock. Freedom from a single view screen; need not be seen as a loss for any but those left behind, still behind their temporary view screen. We pop in and out of existence like the metaphysical particles do at the quantum scale! We have cycles, like the rest of nature. And as the ancients claimed we are like a Star, held in a delicate balance for a fixed period of time.

All of these are activities as we well know; more than they are objects. Take the cosmos and view the objects in it as the activity of the cosmos – which it surely is. Why wouldn't we make the connection that if cosmic bodies are the activity of the universe; we must be the activity of our planet. It makes some much needed sense of it all. We in turn; are the activity which embeds the quantum field with our conscious experiences.

There is a bridge between these "activities" and the activator; which always reflects downwards causation. The observance of the activity is the principle life force, while in our state we could be seen as more of an effect or activity of it.

The Metaphysical Superman is the interpreter, or the observer; the permanence and the transcendent. Take that "metaphysical image" and layer your physical temporary Clark Kent on it. You see; Clark Kent didn't really "change" if you paid attention - he just ditched his disguise and cast it off, as he bailed out of the phone booth. The metaphysical superman was always there. The Star casts off its shell; and exposes the Singularity.

So we suffer the indignities of life, the shit and abuse, amidst the good; and take from that what we interpret it as. All we leave behind is a phone booth and a worn out disguise, which was our temporary persona. If your interpreter is awakened a little; you'll start to see things a bit differently, for the better I think. You start to see those trials and tribulations as the minutia of your exterior garb – your ethereal lesson in flesh clothing. The lesson has never been about poor mild mannered Clark Kent being made a fool; but about discovering the supernatural powerhouse under the disguise.

I'd like to leave you with a parting thought on this topic. We are really all powerful metaphysical beings right now; we just don't know it yet. There are mountains of evidence for it in sciences ever growing mystery pile.

As far as spirituality, and our Spirit Component goes; if you extend yourself to the cosmos while your feet are still planted on the ground here, and manage to make a connection (as many of us do), you get to meet the potential we have.

That conscious potential in the bigger picture, creates universes, binds atoms to make matter, and in holographic expressions, manifests itself consciously throughout our entire matrix effortlessly. How's that for super? You are a part of that "supernatural consciousness" given as a gift in a playground for it to develop in. It should be considered a crime to waste it.

Don't be afraid of your inevitable conclusion, for it too is part of an endless gift of conscious expression. Also don't cut your lesson short deliberately; or you might negate your gift to develop. Love, learn, and live as full and as long as you can with as few regrets as you are able. You won't get it completely right, but your efforts to do so, the ritual if you will – is paramount to the excursion.

The better we do; the closer we get to building the Metaphysical Superman in the field that generates us. The more we get this right down here; amid the confusion of the illusion – the closer to "super" we get. The reflections get brighter, the vibrations get stronger, and the experience gets more intense in a good way. The proof is fractal, as is the key to it. When you develop yourself personally in these non-physical ways; you gain noticeable physical benefits. We evolve the fractal holographic light body; which in turn improves the individuation.

When we learn this as a group; the potential of life on the earth as the full developmental playground it was meant to be, will come to pass. That is only one benefit. The other benefit will be that the souls who move through earthly experience – will gain exponentially from our physical life journey. And like I said; that reflects back physically; it is a "win-win situation" that starts with the parts – to develop the whole; by means of an activity.
**3.4 – The Grand Illusion Unfurled**

Picture this: I am a newborn baby, gathering myself from the conscious fabric of my environment, and at first I am fully aware that I am not "me" but my surroundings. I am not quite "together" yet.

As I grow into a child, I am continually reminded by my physicality and my viewpoint, and it is mentally reinforced repeatedly by those around me, that I am "me" and I soon assume I am my viewpoint, and not my substance.

Once I become an "adult" which is another fictional construct, since I never "felt" any boundary was crossed, I even lose the ability to recall my dreams, or maintain the belief that anything is possible. I become convinced to only "think," and not to "feel" anything.

When I look at my spouse, or children, or nature, or other beings, all activities become an act of conquest. Logic dictates that it is this way; while our feelings tell us the opposite. Children are to behave, and be good, requiring tough love, as defined by the parent, who really enforces it! Do as you are told; make me proud, work hard, we have heard it all before. These are words of programming, not encouragement, and we rebel with good cause.

Then we are told to; be a good worker, soldier, or gullible slave, and give to corporations and banksters your life efforts as work, and your taxes as tithing, or "vig." Ask not what you can do for yourself, or another, but what you can do for your Country, which is a corporate front. Deny ourselves, for what again?

Now as an old worn out slave, I am given little consideration, dignity, or value. Having not developed any sense of worth not related to materialism, and rapidly growing infirm, I look forward to a bleak demise. No inherent value has been given to my thoughts or spiritual component, and the only hope of eternal continuance, has been reduced to a non-workable fairy tale. I lose all hope.......

The Grand Illusion has unfolded. Perhaps the illusion is merely an incorrect perspective, given the result. Life is what it is I suppose; and while some may accept this as the correct reality, I suggest we shouldn't let someone who views the world this way, control the daily meal, given the resulting gas, and indigestion they would cause. Yet these unimaginative, uncreative, unappreciative, and unrelenting people give us this "unworthy" model to live in. And worse yet impose and force it on the rest of us.

It is like "whitewashing the fence." If you feel privileged to do it and want to, it is not work. Whereas if you are forced to; it is work and sucks. The task is identical, and yet how you go about it and our perception of the task, makes the determination of whether it is fun or not? It is like the two kids who are bored, and keep asking each other; "what do you want to do?" "I don't know, what do you want to do" and so on. Until they break the cycle and just go do something without dreadful contemplation of it, everything seems awful and unworthy.

We have made our lives as such. With more and more self gratification, and designed self absorption, we consciously starve; although we live in a grocery store of consciousness. Even as the many; we remain alone. In many ways we are still a bunch of monkeys, jumping around the monolith, like in the movie "2001 – a Space Odyssey." Or like a solitary lemming in the mass exodus for the cliff, unable to break free, or convince the rest to turn around.

The fact that we deny our Spirit Component as fictional, because we foolishly believe that consciousness is entirely located between our ears, is one aspect of this we could explore. The other aspect is the dual nature of existence at every level of the fractal, we are experiencing and witnessing, of the immaterial and material nature of both physical and conscious experience.

Through scientific information, one can easily begin to unfurl the Grand Illusion of our reality, in a much more meaningful way. If we tackle a conscious dilemma, in a scientific fashion, and then just look at the results; some fairly obvious truths are revealed.

Although everything seems "real enough" to us; if you look, and/or think deeply, and scrape off some veneer; you will find "particle board." I don't mean to insinuate that life is cheaply constructed with this analogy - merely that this exposes; that "everything" is formed from the same dust. Modern particle physics has confirmed this notion of everything being made of a common energy, and that what you see; is not really how it is. Everything is after all, made of the same atoms and DNA configured differently.

We as humans having our experience are very much the same in this regard, since we are all cut from the same block (perhaps better stated as "fractured from the same sphere"), but given different veneers. But not only are we all different although constructed the same, we all also share the same unique perspective as we go about our business. That we all have a similar problem regarding our conscious experience, is a serious clue as to what is really going on. We can't get away from each other, yet we feel alone.

Part of this Illusion as we looked at earlier, is caused by us peering out at the world from our temporary individuation, or "zero-point." Each one of us has the rather unique perspective; that everything in our conscious reality revolves around "us," and that we are the center of the experience! It doesn't take a rocket scientist, or a "whizz kid," or you or I; a month of Sundays to figure out that this is not possible. This is an Illusion of immense caliber, since it plays out from every conscious being alive. Every miniscule insect, reptile, fish, bird, mammal, and human being that has or will ever exist; views the world from "their center," as if everything else was merely "environment," and they are the center of the experience. EVERYTHING takes this impossible position!

The obvious problem with this perspective is that this includes all the other "centers" that have this exact same illusion. How can I be both the participant and the observer at once? While every conscious being may think "I'm it," we can never believe this foolish viewpoint could be the truth, given even limited cognitive skills. I would suggest this is common sense proof, that we view our conscious experience incorrectly.

If we look at the quantum scale for a clue; where everything is the same material and is merely displayed differently, or perhaps merely viewed differently, a pattern forms. We could be physically and consciously a reflection of a unified process. We most certainly could be physically and consciously constructed of a unified material. A material more primordial than what we can see; like an earlier element we missed. Something so fundamentally embedded into everything we see, feel, and think, that like our nose; we can't see it until we look at a reflection of ourselves! Hell Yes! It is called Space/Time, the Light we can't see.

I started with our perception as beings on the earth having an experience in relation to each other. But I suggest that if you take this "off planet" it gets even more preposterous; if that is possible!

Once we leave the planet and place our point of observation or "center" in outer space, this effect becomes even more pronounced. Anywhere we place our perspective remotely or otherwise in the Cosmos; also immediately becomes a "center." We covered this earlier, but this time the illusion relates to the Grand Illusion. Let that sink in fully for a moment.......

Isn't this the same old problem? Why is it that like a bad acid trip; when you move your point of observation of the Cosmos; everything streams away from you, no matter where you place yourself? Science has no explanation for this; but a half decent Sherlock might? This might sound funny or gimmicky at first, but I swear if you satisfy yourself as to the validity of the science behind the commentary; you'll poop a brick and likely agree!

This although completely accepted by modern academia; has no credible explanation. It is in my humble opinion a prime example of the really big questions; we have no workable answers for. There are enough further considerations we can make for ourselves and solve this, without a title.

For example; if this is not a fictional or an imagined effect, how would you even begin to explain the fabric of space/time actually physically moving away from you in all directions simultaneously; where ever you place yourself? If you find some reasonable hypothesis in science to explain this in the "standard drek," let me know, because I couldn't.

The only plausible answer which is far from mainstream science relies on the quantum flux of the vacuum of space/time being an expanding fabric, as the free energy proponent's claim. And while I agree with much of those theories, it leads to further questions which mainstream thinkers despise, and I love dearly because it further exposes the major flaws in the accepted science. I find fault with a theory which has endless exceptions to its own rules!

What science in effect claims; is that if I place my point of observation of the Cosmos elsewhere, remotely or otherwise, space/time itself, streams away in all directions. If it is true then I need to ask a question or two. 1) If it "physically" does move space/time; one could surmise we are extremely powerful entities (akin to a supernova, or a God). 2) This is a perception problem; and space is just fine! Which verifies how and what the universe is constructed for, which would be perception of itself, or conscious observation. The fractal holographic nature of life is confirmed. This is not a problem as we view it to be; but a self correction regarding the true nature of reality. We are what we are embedded in – and perception is the crux of it!

No matter whether a physical or a conscious phenomenon (or likely both), this means each "center" is way more important than a "chance-ability," or an "impossibilium," and is as powerful as the point that started this all (as fractal). This becomes common sense proof that our construction, our source, and our environment, is virtually inseparable from each other, and not at all separate as we perceive. This begs an answer as to the "actual center" of our universe?

Where is the "center" of our Universe then? If it came from a point, and big banged apart; shouldn't this "center thing" be a definable point or location? I am far from alone on these considerations. Many modern scientific explorers; are about ready to throw their hands in the air, and re-write the rules to solve what current models fail to. With what we know now, and the doubling of knowledge in shorter turn around times, this is overdue and inevitable, just not real popular! I suggest a philosopher might be useful as well, since we are getting into the nuts and bolts of conscious experience, which might have to incorporate several disciplines to forge discovery. As we can see; the scientific rubber meets the metaphysical pavement – piloted by Spirit, or Eternal Universal Consciousness, if you prefer.

The long and the short of these points is that the current answers lack clarity and intuition regarding the over all "construct" of reality, and worst of all lack "beauty." And while scientific consideration seldom allows for "beauty of design" in their calculations; they really should. I personally 
**4.1 – Credibility and Woo-Woo**

This section will deal with the costly and painful misconception, that one must have accredited credentials and letters in front of their name, or the branding of an institution upon their bum; to have a valid consideration. Much of the "good shit" was discovered by accident, by people working outside of their field of expertise, and by those we burned as witches, hung as heretics, or initially marginalized due to our requirement of "credentials." This still very much takes place.

This leaves a great deal of what could genuinely be termed as "woo-woo," but one contentious bone at a time! We'll sort out the difference and how to tell them apart as we move on. Just believe me when I say; the truth is the point, and not the purveyor. If a simple man holds a truth, and a professional wields a lie; we tend to get sucked in a lot, when we shouldn't.

If it says homemade goodness on the box, does it mean anything? If Mom lacked formal training, would you go for the box? My grandma was an untrained goddess in the kitchen. The quality and love expressed in her meals was unsurpassed by any formal education, measurements, or technical mode of manufacture.

Spiritual epiphanies are not easily shared. Consider that it happened to you, because it can. Let's say that whatever you envision God to be; had come to you and said quite clearly; "tell them I exist." In my case it was shown and proved to me personally, and I took it to mean that I should share, but none the less.

Now go and try and convince someone who has never had such an experience (because they were predisposed not to accept it), that they should believe you because it really did happen for you. You would to them be a purveyor of poop; even though it really happened and you meant well. The other example which works is a UFO sighting. Let's say you really witnessed an alien craft up close and personal when you were alone in the forest one day. Would anyone believe you? Not even your mother!

The point is this; when something unbelievable and fantastic takes place, it is a personal thing. To share the event takes guts, because you know everyone will mock it. If someone tells me they saw a UFO, or talked to God; my inclination is to doubt it. Did it really happen? If it didn't happen to us personally, then it didn't happen for us; no experience like that can be passed to another.

I was a skeptic; don't get me wrong, so I did a pile of research. My books are my effort to provide some material proof of what I experienced. I found that if I viewed all religious types of experiences as a similar phenomenon, and not separate unrelated events; they validate all the experiences through countless witnesses over thousands of years. My experiences included. This has been happening since we were what we are today. As a whole, the evidence strongly indicates that what we call spiritual experiences, are a part of life for us at times. In many respects, it is how the metaphysical aspects of us work.

Then I looked at near death experiences (as well as my own), and it was easy to conclude that the phenomenon is not imagined, or a malfunction of the brain. In short order one can satisfy the likelihood that some of us have had a tiny glimpse of the metaphysical through death. Further proof can be found in how many of us has felt the presence of a loved one after their passing in some fashion. All but the least receptive of us have felt the spirit of a departed loved one.

Then I examined clairvoyance. Prophecy, channeling, healing, remote viewing, instincts (as gut feelings or a fabled sixth sense), information transfer such as, automatic writing, psychic readings, shamanic experiences, vision quests, deep prayer, meditation, lucid dreaming, déjà vu, water dousing or witching, scrying, and many others. Even if I allowed for the snake oil salesman and charlatans on this side of the fence, and a grain of salt larger than myself; much of it is true. So once again if these rather bizarre things do at least occasionally genuinely occur; to what do I attribute their source?

To say that the above considerations are not scientific has occurred to me, and has been used as an argument against what I say. So I looked at science. If I looked at new future science, and the most advanced science which we are seldom privy to, and for the most part don't understand; I found different answers. If I reexamined existing science with this new information, it turns the "mystery pile" into a mole-hill. The scientific community will soon have to completely re-write the laws we base our understanding on.

The problem the scientific community has; is that much of the whack-o stuff I tell people is more than possible within the new paradigms. Science is reaching a familiar fork in the road between the old school of thought, and the new. And like I said, the new is not a new revelation to add to the old; it requires an entirely different understanding, and in some respects generates an unfamiliar landscape.

What is created by this dilemma, is what we see; schizophrenia. One side is calling the other wrong, one is claiming new ground, and one is calling bullshit. If you scratch around a little on the internet, book stores, and lecture circuits; you will find dozens and dozens of accredited scientists and doctors who are speaking out. Some are outright calling out the old guard; and they have scads of proof.

The guardians of the great truth are in many ways the keepers of the great lie. All they have left is the old "burn the witch and hang the heretic routine." It is out of the usual fear of change that much of what I say is labeled as "woo-woo." And it is not just me; the numbers are growing. More and more people I speak with; are awakening to our inherent abilities and potentials; rather than doing the ostrich.

There is a stigma and deep rooted sense of shame we fight to consider these things. Even when we have first hand experience with the metaphysical, we don't often recognize it. When we do recognize it; we don't speak of it. It is beneath some to consider spirit, and to others it is deemed frivolous. There are more people who know of what I speak than not; they just don't speak out due to fear of ridicule.

This is why someone who had no intention of being an author writes. This is why artists and musicians create. This is why Monks and Gurus spend a lifetime meditating, and why every person of faith has the belief. It is why the scientist struggles to expand the horizons of knowledge; to explain what we are, why we are here, and how it all works. The next step is to share it with the tribe; while being considered a nut job, for being a brave pioneer, an explorer, or a shaman perhaps.

Persecution it seems; is the way of progress! I am an almost completely honest man, and I have never been a liar by nature, so I take offense to the persecution. I could see it if I had a track record of purveying horse shit, but I do not (my detractors would no doubt disagree). Hence a clue presents itself. If I look at the sources of information, as well as the content, I can better judge the validity.

If the information resonates or rings of truth to me as far as content goes, but the person telling me is indeed a wing nut, I have enough input to generate a formula! It goes like this; "possibly true X definitely a nut = WTF?"

On the other hand if it comes up as; "rather unlikely X credible person = possible." And when I get a formula like; "possibly true X credible person = more than likely!" Then we know to continue digging.

I remember an old saying that we used as a way to measure the truth about a subject; it went something like this. "Believe nothing that you hear – and only half of what you see." The conclusion I drew was that we have lost the ability to discern the shit from the shine-olla. Like I said; once you "get that" and recalibrate, new and different answers result. This is how all discoveries are achieved.

In another consideration one could look at Einstein. I kind of like the way a patent clerk (Einstein) who hated school, broke open the atom and our understanding of physics, was initially an underdog who got laughed out of the French Academy of Science for his theory of Relativity. The majority stood corrected when true knowledge became unveiled.

For the spiritual leaders this pattern is no different. All great spiritual leaders had either humble beginnings, or chose to forgo greatness to pursue an effort to help mankind. So whether you look for scientific discovery, or worthy spiritual educators for information, or as I would suggest both; the greatest discoveries and revelations most often come from the least likely sources. It is almost an unwritten rule; as a matter of note.

If I designate some worth to myself, and to the average Joe Blow for a change, and listen to an accredited expert equally, but do my own due diligence, I find that often both have some right, and both have some wrong.

The problem I find is that we have been conditioned to only consider the accredited opinion, which has a very narrow scope. This expertise often leads to a failure to think outside the box, and relies on a learned and engrained dogma. This is why the "odd duck" is always how the great discoveries come about; the potential to explore has not been conditioned out of the equation. Even as a search for faith I would suggest that "Shield not your eyes," might be a clue.

True works of art and creativity are very much the same in this respect. The artful expressions which fall outside of conventional parameters, or shall we say stretch the boundaries; are without a doubt also the most pleasing. Whether a painting, or a song, or a thought experiment, or a philosophical insight; a hit is a hit! And as we all know, they almost always materialize from an unlikely source, from what we often call the "fringe element."

A frequent argument I receive goes something like this; "A career or accredited credentials can not be trumped by a dipshit like me, who is for all intensive purposes just contemplating his or her navel." What you or I say doesn't matter in effect! The perfect Orwellian citizen would make such statements, and possibly eventually believe it. While opinions are like assholes, in that everyone has one; I'd like to think I could identify a good one! I like to turn this around to make my point!

If a documented moron tells you something ridiculous; do you blindly accept the information despite the doubts you have? Of course not! So why do we throw out our moral compass, and our ability to discern information, when a regular guy speaks? Why do we assume a professor is a vessel of truth; and assume a citizen has no basis in credibility?

I can tell you why; it is our conditioning to do so! We give ourselves no intrinsic value; so how can another "nobody" have value? How can you love another, if you don't love yourself? How can you believe in another, if you don't believe in yourself? This does not mean every flake with a theory and a voice speaks the truth, just as it does not mean every dogma infused repeater, has something worthwhile to say.

The crux of the problem revolves around our ability to discern information for ourselves. A Big Brother mentality is what this boils down to, or at least the result of such a society. We are force fed the disempowerment as conditioning; until we accept complete crap as the truth. It is no small wonder; we require others to tell us the value of our belief systems, and to determine our progress for us.

The greatest thing we can do to propel our society forward and save our collective asses; would be to open up to new ideas. What stops this from taking place is a mentality which dictates that we are not equals; in a society which pretends this is so. Do you feel like your opinions or beliefs are valued? Oh right; we can "vote for change!" We have been conditioned to not only deny the worth of each other; but also ourselves. That way we lose the ability to "discern information" at a higher functioning level – it makes us easier to dupe. And we enforce the bulk of it on ourselves; due to the misconceptions.

I know where the credibility buck stops now, with each and every one of us, and not a self serving system. Every single being has intrinsic value, and every one of us can "weigh" information for ourselves, with or without a degree in entrenched dogma. This does in no way infer that a lifetime of study by an accredited professional has no value! I have great respect for true pioneers of science; who often begin by stating that they don't have all the answers, and then proceed to tell you what they do know. In fact we all rely on them.

There are also many people, who have made significant contributions to expand the parameters of knowledge successfully, without formal educations. This problem of credibility and woo-woo, is entirely a flaw of our individual ability to recognize one from the other. Respectfully there are winners in both accredited and non accredited sources; and just like music without boundaries – a hit is a hit. You just have to be able to recognize it.

The other proof of this comes by the ready admission by accredited science itself, that most great discoveries were either accidental, or stumbled upon by people working outside of their field of expertise. This process seems guided by a heartfelt desire, by an inquisitive mind, more than anything else. Many apples fell, before one struck Newton with an inspiration to explain gravity.

Another problem is this self serving system we live in. If new information contradicts the established information; some witches still burn. We are on the verge of this problem resurfacing, because much of the grumbling is coming from within the scientific community itself! There is a morsel of truth to the notion that science at times acts as the guardian of the great truth, and not the revealer.

As evidence mounts for consciousness being a fundamental force of nature and the cosmos, we can give each one of us the proper value. We can also realize our ability, to separate the truth from the fiction for ourselves, which is my main point.

What I am saying sounds a bit obvious in a simple way; but I mean it in a technical and spiritual way. Our instincts, or cosmic consciousness, or gut feelings, or sixth sense, or whatever you want to call it, coupled with our intellect and factual quest through science are not separate as we were taught. The cosmic consciousness is fused with the intellect, and a source of inspiration and insight.

This is why our physical brain developed a left and right brain function. One side is our connection to the whole, or the shared field through feelings and emotions which generate creativity, and the other side is an individual processor or computer for crunching the data. We at present only use our left brain to make decisions, and as a result we are a bit like "Spock" in Star Trek, at times very smart; but a complete ninny in some respects. Borg mentality, and Spock-isms, are purely "left brain activities" and fail to "intuit" or measure vibes subconsciously.

So let us get back on point. Who are we to believe.....me, this asshole, or perhaps some other? Don't listen to anybody? How does one separate the credible bits, from the bull? While this is an individual thing, and subject to interpretation, I believe the method is universal. I know that if it doesn't unify, or resonate with the rest of the program once I develop an understanding for it, not to fully accept it. For example if someone has a different response to each problem, and not one that fits for the bulk of them, Sherlock they are not.

This is circumstantial proof for what I have come to believe, and spend a great deal of time trying to convey. A theory, even if only a gleaned one; can be verified by the results of comparative calculations based on it. If what develops is a repeating principle which helps to explain the rest, versus a disjointed series of what I like to call "band-aid solutions" then I know it has merit. The solution always requires expanded parameters, which lends to unification, which validates itself quite frequently.

This connective method or general overview is all but infallible. There are always possible band aid arguments against isolated bits to be had, bits which could be used as counter-points to question validity. As I would suggest in an overview, if something works with everything else; it is "true enough!" By this I mean to admit we may never know the complete details of our reality in every respect, but once we accept the workings of it by general understanding, it gets much easier because we know "why" it does it.

If we realize that Universal Consciousness, is what we are a reflection of, or an "Image" of, you get the premise. Then if you define this as Spirit, the mystery evaporates, and the very riddle of life becomes clear. Knowing "why" things work; is verified by these connections we are conditioned not to recognize and identify. It is so simple it seems complex – and the truth is always like that.

This comes with a few basic understandings as a foundation to seek the truth yourself from. First off; you and I and everything we see, is not a "fluke" and it never was. Secondly; we don't really die. The evidence for this is indeed everywhere; and all but irrefutable for some of us. All life is a shared energy; and all life is a repeating cycle. And as well; you can see or understand this just about any way you can imagine or envision it. It doesn't much matter how you get to this understanding; the ways are many (which does indeed gain credibility, through experiential proofs).

While the previous two points are fairly large to come to complete grips with; if you can, the rest gets easy. Just knowing that consciousness is a permanent fixture of the fabric we are embedded in, changes how we view everything, from the science, to each other, and even ourselves. A certain "clarity" results to base more connections on.

It is again stated by the Shaman that we return to the environment when we no longer exist here; and become the wind, the blade of grass, and the soaring eagle. The most credible answer spiritually, matches the technical data sweetly; and proves the truth can be found anywhere – and everyone is worth a listen.

So aside from the benefits which are fantastic and numerous; how does this explain in a credible fashion, the stuff we are conditioned to disbelieve? Other than circumstantially proving this in a conscious or spiritual way, how does this verify the science?.......Like you would not believe!

To start with...... the dot that started it all; according to science........just was! According to spiritual information of every sort, so was the Original Spirit. The freshest scientific theories to explain the Singularity being in existence; account for the primordial dot just "being there," as a result of the universe being here! Another way to say this would be that it "just is and was" as a result of itself. So where is the disagreement between theology and academia here?

So this "Big Bang" is an activity, of an always existent property. This property is consciousness (or spirit), and we see this by evolution and nature having a memory. So now let's consider the eternal part, upon which most faiths base the belief upon.

In Quantum Non Reality; we looked at how all matter is formed of waves or vibrations, which come from an outside space/time field, which permeates reality, in a non-local condition. It is "everywhere" and "eternal" to use alternate verbs.

In Biology and Morphogenetic Fields; we examined this through a shared memory complex, which species exhibit. Oddly enough again, this Morphogenetic Field is a future and past potential of a species, which is in a greater field of life itself. Once again we find an everywhere and eternal component to life. This could be viewed as nature's memory and immune system, which compounds the information.

In the Cosmic chapter; we had the conscious fabric of Creation, or of Space/Time which is in contact with everything else, and powering all life through the expansive property of creating the space/time! If we agree that this expansion drives the cosmos; why is it so strange to attribute the biological and atomic energy and conscious energy; to the same fabric? It does seem that the rapidly expanding cosmos is at par with our rapidly expanding consciousness; they are both speeding up in expansion exponentially and equally. What a hint; don't you think?

As for Conscious considerations; I rest my theory upon the fact that the entire gambit revolves around conscious observation and self correction, and accumulating novelty to share. Matter behaves differently when conscious observation is applied; how much clearer can the conclusion be? If the observer and the observed, or the center and the environment, are one and the same; then we live in a universe of thought.

And in brief; the Spiritual Stuff is one and the same with the Conscious Stuff, with the exception that in this context it relates to Spirit continuance or the maintained consciousness after physical demise. Again; Spirituality is really nothing more than the belief that our consciousness is maintained in some fashion after we die.

So with a foundation that starts with the above premise, does this now explain a few things? Again, it does so flawlessly, and without changing theories and hats every few moments! Not to mention a believable reason to have the personal ability to determine the credibility from the "woo-woo;" as it were - for yourself. True empowerment develops as a side effect of understanding the true nature and purpose of reality (as it should be!).

From the instant of the big bang, we now can surmise that consciousness played a role, at all the previously mentioned levels, as evidenced by how this all works. The dot cast itself into a wave, by design. I dare say that the earth had the intention to make life form. The earth gathered, cooled, and formed of the appropriate elements to generate life. What if in a real conscious way; the earth really is our "mother."

Therefore, life is not a random chance event. All life is the result of the previous life experiences, coupled with the existing; to generate the next, right down to planet formation. This explains the conflict between a Creator who has pre-determined all things, and the "free choice" principle, which without life would have no meaning, purpose, or means to develop. The "system" is a playground; to develop consciousness, ergo it is all about the choices we make, which should also ring a bell. A lack of free will and choice negates the experience, which is unfortunately the "don't ask" question in faith. The Law of the Cosmos, or the Law of One; says the opposite; you are free choice defined!

So the only good argument left is then; "why is life so unfair and hard at times?" The other way this discontent is verbalized is; "Why bother with this stage at all – why not just be an Angel?" Quite simply put it is because it is the purpose for the journey, to make decisions and create novelty. If you really understand that you don't die, and accept that we go to further dimensions which are less limiting to continue developing, then especially the "shitty bits" make sense.

The "shitty bits," generate the most development, when overcome and endured. Spiritual Street smarts, Spiritual Capital, and Novelty and Free Choice, are generated from the activity of experience. I dare say it defines it; and the one watching it, quite nicely. Perhaps especially through our passing, since no better venue for experience exists, than our three dimensional birth, journey, and passing.

So as you see; the theory has merits. It explains better than science or faith for that matter alone, why things are as they are. It can also explain why we are capable of separating the credible bits, from the proverbial woo-woo; for ourselves.

When you accept a higher power, you are not disempowering yourself by surrendering to a spooky force. The opposite is what happens. The realization that you are a tiny integral part of something powerful and supernatural; actually releases the power in yourself. The ability to "discern" information, the instincts to "feel" the truth, is increased by spirituality. The bizarre part is that we find the totality – internally; which if you think about it makes nothing but sense.

I can now see beneath the substrata of the information. The connection between things becomes more apparent. I can feel the truth. When I pray or meditate; I occasionally receive insights. When I contemplate subjects deeply, extra information comes in; merely because I allow it and am tuned that way. When all of these things happen, I confirm my belief through them.

I have personally had experiences related to synchronicity, convergence, concrescence, or what ever you wish to call it. To look back upon my experiences with scrutiny; is to expose an unlikely pattern. I was led to information as I randomly searched. In some instances certain books and other informational sources made their way to me as if drawn by a magnet. Then it seemed that certain bits struck a chord with me more than others. Like déjà vu some information was familiar, and I was remembering.

I have also had two recent near death experiences during which I felt a presence; and was clearly instructed to learn from, and observe those around me. I was told how long I would live. There was a conversation with a deceased friend. I was also given specific instructions to do this work. I can relate now to those who claim that they no longer fear death after such experiences, because I have that same sentiment. We don't die as we understand it to be.

I had a waking vision about Creation which was a bit bizarre. When wide awake, and working on a previous book, I kept getting a repeating vision. When I acknowledged the vision; a conversation took place. I have had meditation links also; but this was much more visual, louder, and bolder. In this one case; none of it came from me. I didn't even ask a question, or contemplate such inquiry, it was given. I often consider how special the information was; and from where I suspect it came.

I have had bits of what I have been led to understand as "automatic writing." I suspected this several times, when I wrote very fast and messy, and had thoughts and ideas above my normal level of consideration, in rapid succession. The information always stands up to later scrutiny, and the test of time. As I learn more; it seems as if all of these phenomena are just alternate ways to achieve the same results.

I am sure I did, and continue to do some self healing. I know that I am able to control my pulse rate mentally, and many other bodily functions, such as temperature, pain, concentration levels, and I dare say our Spirit Component. To be clear, although I know I can and have affected these bodily functions; it is subtle. At some future higher potential, as perhaps in some past higher potential, we will more fully control our bodies; right down to the atoms and DNA. Our inner self is the key to the outer self, which is Universal Consciousness, and the entirety of the whole.

I have in some sense "channeled," but that is not meant in the "Madam Cleo" context. In a way, all of these affectations are related to channeling. An answered prayer is a channel. A divinely answered question; is a channel. A ball of light telling someone to compose a Bible; is a channel by definition, so all Bibles are in effect - channeled manuscripts. In my efforts; I believe I am occasionally accessing our Source, or perhaps the Book of Life, or the Akashic Record for information.

I developed a better sense for instincts, our sixth sense, intuition, or whatever you want to call it, and have an immediate clarity for the bigger picture. I am drawn to how the information connects, and the relevance of it. This "clarity" is just a developed perception; based on a correct understanding of the true nature of reality. Call it a proper connection to our advanced instincts.

Now please take a serious look at the point of this. The point of sharing these personal and intimate spiritual experiences became apparent, when I found similar experiences were had by others. If you read "Teilhard de Chardin" for example, he described my experiences to a "T," only he calls Universal Consciousness, the body of Christ. I highly recommend his books; this was a remarkable man who wrote profound philosophy, while serving in the trenches of World War One. The mystics disliked him for being a Christian, and the Christians disliked him for being a mystic; which he surely was.

Like I said; he saw the bigger picture of reality, only from a Christian viewpoint. He saw the cosmic connection in everything.

The Emerald Tablets contain some validity based on the similar nature of spiritual experiences. Ancient Egyptian and Sumerian texts also give examples of connecting in the same ways. The Tibetan Book of the Dead, The Book of Thoth, The Kolbrin Bible, the Oahspe Bible, The Law of One, Hermetic beliefs, Shamanism, Kabbalah, and even Western beliefs, all explain the link in the same way.

Why do you think that the ancients chipped symbols into the stones? They preserved the information, the way it came to them; in symbols! Symbols speak all languages, and are a direct universal representation of a concept. The obsession with the cosmos is also explained when one realizes it was the foundation for their belief. They all describe the blue fire of creation, upon which all is based, the light of space/time.

We as a species, have been having theses experiences, and recording them, and sharing them – literally "forever."

Once you realize that "your" experience is not imagined, or unique, the veil of deception drops. If standard issue assholes like me can have such a connection occasionally if so inclined; then so can we all. If people have known about, and had these experiences for thousands of years; how can they be false? By speaking out, I hope to empower others to do the same.

In my life and research I have encountered a peculiar tendency among those who refuse to believe any of this. I have often had the very same people tell me stories about spooky stuff; like the dead communicating with them. The same could be said of the UFO phenomenon. The same people who refuse to believe in a higher power, have no problem with little green or gray beings crossing the galaxy, only to crash on the earth. People are more willing to believe in elves, fairies, and leprechauns, and aliens, than to give any credible explanation for themselves.

Déjà vu, instincts, bonds with pets, water dousing, acts of clairvoyance, spiritual experiences, near death experiences, all esoteric pursuits, and exchanging "vibes," are all proof of what I am saying. Yet we are so conditioned to deny them, that when they occur we often remain silent out of fear of ridicule. The other form of self deception; is a lack of genuine knowledge about how life works and what we are, which makes us oblivious to this playing out all around us.

Along with these problems comes the lack of ability to discern information for ourselves (the point of this chapter). When we deny our spirit component, and when we deny ourselves the full value of information (why it works, not just what it is doing), then we believe that what we see is what we get. When we understand fully that what we see is not at all how it is; we accomplish this by unifying science and spirituality with our experience.

With all spiritual pursuits, we doubt the word of others. Maybe that is good for the most part. Whenever someone tells me that they talked to God in some fashion; my antennae starts wiggling, even though I profess a similar thing. I find it hard to believe an experience that I didn't have; that is the nature of such things. Which is why I feel the most benefit I can offer; is the desire and possible success I might lend to you, by experiencing the metaphysical realms first hand for yourself – and thus gain credibility, and dispense woo-woo for yourself.

I have my own doubts about many of the statements made by those who claim to speak to "God" too frequently; simply because they don't jive with my experiences. For one thing, most who claim such experiences; have far too many instances, far too frequently. My experiences are not daily occurrences. And I have never been asked to procure money, nor limit others expression in such regards. Just that we don't really die; and bits of how it works.

My point as far as credibility goes, extends to the question itself. When we often experience these things, we are in a condition to ask the question. But do we supply our own answer? This is the common argument against mysticism, that we will, or wish, our own answers. Thus the familiar barrier of faith itself can never fully be avoided. The dogma is a constant, since the requirement ultimately always entails belief and faith in the unseen aspects.

To fully dispel the notion that we create our own experiences spiritually, can only be done through experience. When the answers you receive, and the connection you feel, are in your own heart of experience; there can be no denial. I can give a few examples of this in our day to day reality.

The Shaman often used psychedelic compounds to enhance the experience. To some this is considered cheating, and people who use these compounds readily admit they are a short cut to the transcendent state, but they also claim that they undeniably work. As a tribal ritual and a rite of passage, and not just "getting high," it can be a meaningful experience to forever open new doors – as Timothy Leary once suggested.

Fasting, meditating in caves, sensory deprivation, physical duress, chanting, trances, breathing exercises, and rituals, are all methods to a similar end. When we use any of these tools to aid our experiences, we verify the principles and concepts upon which they are based. All were attempts to withdraw or separate from the physical by any means; to credibly experience metaphysical realms, and transcendent states.

All we are talking about is an effort to disconnect from your physical individuation; and connect to the shared field of non-physical information you are made of. For tens of thousands of years we had spiritual experiences, and recorded them for future generations; we need to ask "where they all mistaken?"

The credibility for those that are open to consider such things has always been in place. The ability to deny these experiences has also always existed, especially when those decisions are clouded by ego, a sense of self, greed, and mortality. To decide which view is credible, and which is purveyed woo-woo, can be best achieved by working the equation backwards.

The result or answer in both cases, is given. When we adopt a non-spiritual purely egotistic scientific view, we hurt ourselves, each other, and our environment. Not to mention deny ourselves the link to overcome the obstacle to discovery. The results speak to the value of this incorrect view.

When we adopt a spiritual all inclusive metaphysical view, we give each other and our environment an equivalent value to ourselves, perhaps higher. We become "aware" that everything is connected by association. Not to mention develop an experiential link which is hard to deny. Again; the results speak to the value of the equation.

Often we need to look at the results of a theory or method, to best determine its validity, and so it is with spiritual pursuits. Any belief which excludes others for alternate versions for the same things is an immature belief. Any science which disallows spirit, or metaphysical considerations from a possibility in the equation, is also predisposed to an answer. The wrong answer results from an incorrect input, coupled with an incomplete equation.

Wisdom and technical abilities can indeed be at odds. The sad part is that in some cases, a technical blindness can result, forgoing all wisdom. On the other hand, without technical expertise, one can possess great wisdom. Merely by having developed an understanding of the very purpose of life, one can tell if information makes sense. One needs merely ask; "Does it serve to explain the workings of the purpose?" It sounds a bit spiritual – but it should definitely be credibly factored in to explain our construction.

To develop an ability to achieve this connective epiphany; always requires two components which are in conflict in our day to day lives. This is why it is difficult to not only achieve, but to maintain. The full gambit is only understood by those capable of scientific thought; and the actual seeking of knowledge. The full gambit is also only accomplished, by spiritual means. Hence the conflict; a barrier must be removed between both avenues of thought.

This is also why all self healing, clairvoyance, spiritual experience, and countless other practices, always require us to envision the process in some fashion or another. A foundation in knowledge must precede the act of faith, if you want some metaphysical traction. To fail to merge the intellect with the act of faith leaves you spinning your wheels. A real conscious Yin and Yang dilemma presents itself, once upon the teeter-totter of science and faith.

This is why many beliefs carry little or no experiential value; they rely on unfounded blind faith, and no means to verify it. To explore freely and ask taboo questions, or believe in science as well; is not permitted. In short, we must be a rebel to both camps, to find what they can not.

The scientist although also nobly seeking the truth, does himself a serious disservice; by disallowing the possibility of a spiritual and metaphysical grounding for the science. He forgot to do due diligence, and do some science on himself, the observer and perpetrator of the experiments. He would soon discover the metaphysical component on the other side of the equation in himself. The very question and how you view it – needs examination.

The scientist must also rebel; in order to achieve full realization. It is as a result of this reluctance to be shunned by each belief system, science or spirituality respectively that this comes about. If a scientist claims he has a spiritual metaphysical experience or belief system; his credibility goose gets cooked.

If a religious person in the grips of organized religion; rebels and freely explores other beliefs and science which contradicts the dogma; they are marginalized in the exact same way. Still having a belief in a Creator is not sufficient. Religion tends to defeat the very concept of sharing and good will, and replace it with narrow minded exclusivity.

Some of what society and organized religion considers woo-woo, is the truth in disguise to those who are able to discern the shit from the shine-olla. This is the complete point of it all. We are by design created to seek knowledge and better ourselves. We are also pre-disposed to seek self discovery, and thereby discover spirituality, through nature and observation to increase our awareness. We all have "inner scales" and a tiny conscious demon and angel in us; we just forgot how to use them properly – and only occasionally inadvertently stumble into them accidentally. Instead; we should know where they are - and how to use them.

There are many examples of metaphysical communication. This is in part how we decide things we have no definitive information to do so on. A hunch, a gut feeling, or an instinctive preference, has more basis in our decision making than we can explain for a good reason. We know to externalize ourselves on a subconscious level, to seek the truth.

So the next time you are stuck between a proverbial "rock and a hard place" and have to make a decision you are not sure about; go to that special place inside yourself; that the science and spiritual beliefs tell you doesn't exist, or is taboo. What you will find is that it seldom steers you wrong if you can tune in properly, that; and the undeniable experiential truth – that you have.

These are your inner scales, which allow for both reason and instincts in balance to assist us in growth. A means of determining the validity of information is a natural ability we have forgotten how to do. If a bird for example theorized its journey south for the winter, it would make for a skinny bird population. The bird "feels" where and when to go, it is much more reliable.

We are taught to ignore our feelings and instincts. We are taught the opposite and are told; "Don't think with your heart, think with your head." Use only logic. Spock would be proud! It is also why he wasn't in charge. To use logic only; renders one a ninny, as Spock often missed the point in the details. Don't be a Spock. This is your brain. This is your brain on Spock. Don't do it. To be locked into a left brained mentality; is to construct your own prison in this regard.

Let us look at this ability in a more practical way we can more easily relate to. We already do these things when we let our guard down and are in a purely creative pursuit. One good example of how we communicate on a metaphysical level can be felt in musical excellence or artistic greatness. If an artist or musician can inject their passion, their very essence of feelings in the piece; we can tell. If they can give the physical manifestation of the metaphysical expression of themselves more completely than another; they achieve something above their mechanical ability.

Some artists and musicians give more of themselves, than the mechanical precision required for conveying the piece. They do it with what we call "feeling." Likewise the recipient of the artful expression can only recognize that which they posses in their own heart. The realm of "vibes" plays a much larger role in our lives than we currently believe. If they stray outside accepted parameters – all the better!

A public speaker gives and receives a vibe, and we rate them by it. The quality of artful expression and the spoken word is determined by the amount of self given to the endeavor, and the resonation with the recipient of it. So what is my point you might ask?

The acquiring of knowledge is no different in some respects. To determine the quality of information believe it or not; is best achieved by inner reflection, and grading the intensity of it. We can in fact, for ourselves, give the appropriate value to a scripture, or a new science. In fact it is our very purpose. Given the understanding that this is an individual thing, and not something once achieved, to be imposed on another.

This goes right back to someone becoming enlightened for us, or dying for us, it just isn't possible. Don't wait for it, or it won't likely happen. You and I are mechanisms to achieve this for ourselves, to leave it to others to do for us; is the false option, or the deception or veil. The premises we were taught were actually quite correct; if you realize the above as a fact.

Nobody can do this for anybody else. That is about as credible as it gets. Every single being, has to accomplish it for themselves, in their own way, in their own due time. Every single being experiences a birth, a period of self discovery (if not distracted), and some pain and suffering to make sure they don't avoid facing the purpose of the journey, which is self correction. The suffering and the threat of inescapable mortality, and of ever present individual and widespread doom, are there by design, to eliminate the trivial distractions life throws at us. It makes us face what we avoid. It is a venue to make choices of your own free will in.

I have since learned a new process to help me make decisions. The same process helps me to evaluate information, both spiritual and scientific. The process, once learned, is immediately adopted on the inescapable merits of its accuracy. Like I said; nature doesn't even have to expend any effort to do this.

To meditate or contemplate something deeply is to dive into the unknown waters for information, and resurface with it in hand. The answers one receives are the proof of the process. Occasionally an answer might seem wrong intellectually, which is where doubts settle in; but if one is patient and feels the truth, the greater wisdom usually presents itself over time. In the long run, even the seemingly flawed answers, are exposed as correct. Although it might sound silly to express it this way; your feelings are often smarter than your logic.

When you selected your mate; was it an exercise in logic? Of course not, sometimes to our own detriment, we think with our glands and hearts, but the decision to love someone is not a decision of logic. Even if it doesn't work out, it was at some point enchanting, and taught and molded you and your life.

I had no intention of being an author. I didn't consider myself very spiritual. Studying science and religion above and beyond the scope of required understanding, was not an intended and self inflicted amateur thesis. I also wouldn't have picked two near death experiences given the choice; as fodder to ponder. But I still consider myself lucky because it served me well to experience the truth for myself.

It started with a desire to answer the big unanswered questions in life; we are conditioned to sweep under the rug. The first discovery was doubt. Science is not "bang on" so to speak; and neither is the church. Then you uncover what a farce our society is, and the falsehood of history it is constructed upon. You first uncover the scientific, religious, and societal, conspiracy theories.

It is easy to get lost in that field; it is another trapping of misinformation and disempowerment. I merely consider it a necessary but often painful start down the road of discovery. The point is not the conspiracy; it is just evidence. Evidence of a problem!

The conspiracies are stepping stones away from delusions, towards realities. If you can satisfy yourself that some aspects of our society are not out to serve you as much as we are conditioned to believe; a desire to consider alternatives is nurtured.

Alternate explanations of science, older taboo religious texts, hidden histories, and archeological alternatives, become something to consider in an attempt to explain things. The not so funny part is; that they do so quite nicely! We have been fed a load of pucky and sold a bridge; no matter how you slice up the details.

If nothing else I can say with no reservations, that as long as I can convince people to look closer for themselves, and to have an open mind and perhaps expand our usual parameters; I did well. The rest is a bonus!

This is why I spoke out about my experiences, at risk of ridicule. I realize people think I had one too many bong hits and tumbled onto my cranium. I am often told that I am a victim of my own mind. The thing that saves me is when people who do no research come back with; "and by the way, the T.V. says your wrong!"

Thank you for proving that morons and the least among us; are still trying to pave the way! I take great comfort in knowing the inevitable pattern will unfold when someone who challenges the norm; finally gets through to them. I believe that the accepted propaganda on the T.V. will change, as the information from those kind souls who are ahead of the T.V. provide it!

Why is it that anyone who comes out with new information ahead of the mainstream and the T.V. is branded a "nut?" It is the point of this chapter; we do this because of societal conditioning to disregard anything not deemed for public consumption – much to our own detriment. We do this; because we forgot how to sort through things ourselves.

I say; "El Toro Pooh-pooh!" If you seek the truth; go out and find it, because the version you will be provided with otherwise, will not be designed to serve you. This whole credibility versus woo-woo thing is a gambit to make you not use your own consciousness. Don't believe the hype. My hope is that if you sort through some of the things I present to you for yourself – you'll "learn to discern."

Now when someone tells me that something is "cut and dried," I sit up and take note and dig around for myself, especially when that someone professes to have all the answers. I am not saying science is bogus; or that all faith is a falsehood; merely that in some respects the truth is buried in the middle, and they are both full of it to a degree. Consider it "your job in life" to get to the bottom of it.

Here is some real woo-woo for ya! Any religious concept which claims to be the only method to achieve spirituality has its head firmly up you know where. This especially applies to those which deny all respected science regarding the age of the earth, evolution, archeology, the cosmos, atomic structure, and etcetera. Government for the soul and suppression of contrary evidence is not a way forward, just study a bit of what we do know about history a little.

The Pope says that we shouldn't try to look into the workings or the mind of God, because it is sacred. Are you checking to see if I am functioning? Did the Catholic Church forget the purpose of religion? All they seem to remember is the; "be a good unquestioning slave" part (and give money)! So you see that in some respects open minded science is doing some spiritual footwork, more so than the church.

Science can suck an egg a little too! With no explanation for so much, countless exceptions to its own rules, and no consideration for the observer in the equations, there is no such thing as impartial science. Not until you factor in the person collecting the data, as a variable, which we do not. Not to mention the Borg-like, Spock-isms, employed in a system which gives little consideration to that which can not be hammered on, displayed, marketed, or fashioned into a weapon. Science without metaphysical and conscious consideration, which claims to have all the answers, might be an even bigger falsehood in some respects than the faith based dogma.

Since we are each by nature data collectors, reliable information without fore drawn conclusions is what we need. When did "scrutiny" become an unwillingness to consider information? Why couldn't consciousness or spirit as it were; actually be part of the equation? Anyone who tells you this; is branded a nut – by the real purveyors of woo-woo! The pot calling the kettle black I suggest.

In my humble opinion; the biggest scientific shortcoming, as well as the greatest spiritual pitfall, is the lack of consideration we give valuable information from unlikely sources. It is always someone off the beaten path that makes a worthy discovery. They are often ridiculed at first when the information is contrary; but it eventually becomes the norm.

When we realize we were all given a license to be human at birth; then all will be considered regardless of professed expertise. Everyone by nature is a ticketed and qualified explorer; after that consideration it becomes merely a matter time spent in various avenues of exploration. The avenues are endless, as are our individual perspectives; and it becomes quite evident that it is by design.

Not only that; but we should re-develop the ability to decide for ourselves whether something has worth or not. We live our lives as if to have someone else determine the palatability of the food we eat. We don't do that, we look, we sniff, we taste, and we grade and judge the food for ourselves. Why can't we live our lives the same way?

Here is the crux of my point. Sniff life; check it out, taste a little, and contemplate your navel some.......you'll make better decisions as a result, I know you will. Do a little scientific exploration, check out many religions, try different methods to connect to the greater whole that seem right to you, and get back to me and the rest of us. It will give us all more to work with and try.

Let the doubling of knowledge in ever shorter cycles take us to complete awareness. This isn't about me; or you in particular, it is about us. Think of the unleashed potential of a connected whole; waking up to the realization that they are connected and perpetual. And then imagine making full use of the separated aspect of collecting information and sensing the environment from that many portals.

So it is from a position of indifference to those who mock me, and a position of hope from which I expose my journey. A hope that perhaps a portion of my heartfelt verb-age will strike a chord for you, or at least get you started in your own direction, on your own journey, with the full potential to determine the credible bits, from the supposed woo-woo. When you find something worthy; share, and consider the information presented by others.

Even though many who read this don't know me, I want you to know I wouldn't make up any of this. I could have easily embellished to promote my script, but I did not. I wanted to be a credible record of such experiences for others to compare and relate to. It certainly is at the very worst a delusion which it seems is shared by others, over the folds of time. I personally have concluded that my experiences were real and not a delusion.

A good measure of this is whether you believe Near Death Experiences are real; or merely an overload of a chemical or electrical nature. Another example might be the Shamanic Experience; is it real – or a hallucination? The short answer is; it depends who you ask. The people who actually experience these phenomenons believe them wholeheartedly. On the other hand; the people who have not experienced them, and deny them because they conflict with what they believe – do not. I'm going with the people who experienced it; including myself. Hence the independent confirmation of similar events by others, and my having had so many events, and the variety of ways they manifested, and some perhaps speculative science to explain them, are but a few reasons.

This is why even I have a problem with the charlatans on the spiritual and metaphysical side of the fence as well. They seem to speak to, and receive instruction from something I can't relate to; far too often. They want control over my life, and my money, as if it were divine instruction. Another baffler to me is how esoteric and metaphysical practitioners; have no idea how any of it might work – or seem to care?

Consider that people, who step up and speak of these things, take a lot of flack for doing so, and they seldom gain anything but shit and abuse for speaking out. This is why quite a few although personally moved, do not reveal the experience. So why would they do it? It becomes a duty to inform the group; if you have any allegiance to the tribe. To accept ridicule to promote change is not done by the unenlightened. Most fear that someone might laugh at them, and consider them weak or unstable.

I have long since accepted my role as a single portal or manifold for the energy of life; which is conscious. As a result of knowing the truth about how it works; you'll be better equipped to sort through your experience. The credibility of this knowledge; will tend to the woo-woo – which is why the purveyors of the actual woo-woo, don't encourage it.

Although I realize that life is indeed a gift not to be wasted, I am not the tiniest bit afraid of death; apprehensively curious might be a better description. I know it is a doorway or a birth, more than an end. I have a much better explanation for my existence, and I have to "fudge" far less to create a cohesive explanation, than my critics. I feel like I live in my own Ripley's Museum, and I guess you could say; you can believe it or not.
**4.2 – Basic Meditation**

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For an introduction to meditation; one must start by understanding that much of life is already an act of meditation. The degree of awareness of it we might posses; may be the actual art of it. The greater this awareness is; the stronger the metaphysical connection becomes.

When we access our instincts, gut feelings, our sixth sense, or run with a hunch – we are basically pulling an answer out of the shared field; we are in effect meditating. Just like when we "feel a vibe" from someone; we are receiving a non-physical signal. We are receiving a metaphysical message, from someone else; because we are open to receive it.

The Basic Meditation; is this automatic activity which is going on all the time – like I said to start with; it becomes how aware of it you are that lends control of it. At a starting level; you just start learning how to "tap into," that which is eternally "tapped into you."

This is all most people think meditation is all about, a little relaxation. It can be I suppose; if you regard prayer as just resting your eyes. In either case; prayer and meditation if done correctly – connects individual you, to everything else, only metaphysically. And as people have claimed, and as religious witnesses for thousands of years professed; it works!

To begin with; one must realize that there are many levels of meditation that can take us well beyond merely breathing and relaxing. One must also realize that we already do this as we go about our daily lives, to various degrees. Any time we just "zone out" naturally, or concentrate on a wish for an outcome internally; we meditate.

When we "still our mind," we take shallow breaths. When we are about to fly into high gear, or brace for something, we take a deep breath – prior to requiring more oxygen physically. Why do we draw in the energy of life, at a rate commensurate with our intent? I don't mean "air" so much, as I do the "ether" as the ancients called it, or the fabric of space/time as we commonly call it. All these are like the natural anatomical acts we don't think about, like breathing, and swallowing, and blinking, digesting, etc. Yet if I say that our consciousness breathes the Waters of Life, or takes in the energy and information of life at a level beyond what we can perceive; it sounds far fetched, at first.

In many respects life itself is an act of meditation, and some beliefs revolve around such basic concepts. Even a conventional heart felt prayer, is in fact an act of meditation. To "meditate on something" is after all, simply the act of contemplating something. The differences come about in how deeply we meditate or pray, or when we assume that this is a single sided conversation, which some take prayer to mean.

The idea of praying for an entire life to a God that doesn't reciprocate back seems a little pointless to me. You must not be doing it right; if that is all you get out of it. This sadly is why most people get little or nothing out of spirituality.

To some the entire consideration is mute; because the possibility that something supernatural and metaphysical could consciously communicate back – has been deemed impossible. This self imposed barrier, is the first thing to be removed. If one removes a possibility; it no longer exists for them, it is that simple.

The reasons this takes place are many, but here are some frequently encountered spiritual stumbling blocks to meditation with results.

Conventional concepts we have been taught in religious institutions, are very limiting. The first problem is the "version" of a Creator we are taught. A fictitious Father figure as depicted in the standard dogma gives little or no credit to you for anything. The version of God we are presented with, often wouldn't stoop to our level.

It is as if we must somehow elevate ourselves prior to being worthy of interaction, oddly enough by narrowing our views! Yes we must elevate our consciousness; but it is a simple internal process, which requires expanding our view. This is something according to "stick in the mud faith," that mostly only takes place after we perish. In an exercise to limit our abilities, we are presented with an often flawed rendition for a Creator; which then gets deservedly shot full of holes. A proper definition might help, and some evidence of how it works so we can all experience it might help too.

So in my opinion, the first limitation to our own higher development is our concept of what we call God and ourselves, and our place in the cosmos. We often give far too little credit to what we believe in, and we give far too small a purpose for our conscious experience and journey.

Then we have to contend with those with not only a limited concept of spirituality itself; but the denial of the very premise of spirituality. Not only do the people of faith stifle experience with limiting concepts, which causes a weak faith we easily abandon, but the complete lack of faith, rules out the option. Like I said; why should I believe in, and pray or meditate to – something that can never be directly experienced? The short answer is because it can be experienced, if you think it can, know how, and you are willing to "go there."

The rest of the general population is completely fooled by materialism, and greed, since they believe that all we are; ceases when we die. To a person who is convinced they are mortal in every respect, he who dies with the most toys wins! Screw you, me first; type of thing. All of life, nature, and other beings; are seen as necessary conquest. To a mentality such as this; no metaphysical nature is revealed.

Almost all vile acts can be reduced to fear and greed. Fear and greed; are the result of a lack of full information, or the lack of comprehension and humanity required to process the required information. Fear of mortality, fear of conquest, fear of the unknown, and fear of poverty, equals a piss on you world – which is what we seem stuck with for now.

We also have science as the "Guardians of the Great Truth" misinforming the crap out of us. We have covered this in detail, but my point is this. How can science be considered impartial and open, when the initial premise starts with; "Nothing special is going on here!" One of the most likely possibilities is removed immediately!

I don't know about you, but from time to time I sure feel like something special is going on here! Not to mention the beauty all around us, from the cosmos, to nature and the biological systems we are made of, to the atomic and sub-atomic at the micro scale; right down to the peculiar consciousness we have to reckon with it.

I see more than random fluke balls of crap, ordered accidentally; when I look at the starry sky at night. I see more than a lumbering mindless form of nature; and I now view the lesser forms of conscious life on this planet, as my pets and my habitat – to be a good steward of.

I see the quantum world for what it is; an energy which is non-local and exists outside of space/time; or is everywhere and all things simultaneously. And best of all; I recognize an element of the transcendent in myself – as an observer. In fact that is what generates the new perspective I have for the true nature of reality. This can be summed up quite nicely, with the observation that we live in a universe of Mind. These basic precepts are simply a little extra knowledge, combined with a little extra "experiential spirituality," which begins with basic meditation.

To not realize that something special and metaphysical is going on behind the scenes of experience, fails to explain the observer's role consciously. This is the fact of so called science we ignore; the person doing the experiment is not merely an observer, but an integral part of the experiment. The application of conscious observation, which is unique to each individual, has to be factored in.

In this respect, science has a problem, because perception affects the results of experiments, and our perception varies. There can no longer be a "one size fits all" answer obtained, by a "no two sizes are alike," conscious observer. This alone proves my point of self imposed limitations, since infinite options result from infinite variable inputs.

In other words; no results are applicable for everyone. It is like the options await our possibilities. With that said; how can we not be able to consciously and deliberately participate – in that which we most certainly affect? Do we not already do this when we affect things with our applied consciousness? The real point here in regards to higher practices of meditation is the best question of all; "To what limits can I apply my mind, to my reality?" As far as I can tell, the limits are self imposed, and await our conscious awareness to evolve.

The last point I would like to bring up in the way of stumbling blocks, is the one that pains me the most. Ignorance due to arrogance, a lack of knowledge, and the resulting; "I don't care" mentality, is a major pitfall. To the strictly materialistic, left brained mindset, it is below them to consider such things. If asked; these people immediately rule out any such spiritual considerations, and proceed to mock those who do!

It is one thing to believe, or not believe, in something you can't touch. It is quite another, to rule out the existence of the undeniable, yet invisible minutia of life. The latter lacks any explanation for its own existence, or the environment – preferring instead to study only the physical details of operation (What versus Why).

So to review briefly; we either give little or no value to our environment, or our place in it. We also have a very "bogus" version for a Creator, or God, a Universal Soul, or whatever title we choose to give this all powerful force we so poorly define. The bulk of us are distracted with the fictional concept of money; as though it were a God given element. The final two stumbling points were; science as an "I know it all" that in fact does not – and those who don't have "any" idea, either way. It is hard to present a new theory, to someone who didn't even know there was an "old theory!"

If you can get past all the malarkey and falsehoods, and create a working mental hypothesis to accept that "something" exists above and beyond our present scope of understanding (which shouldn't be too hard to do); the real experiential stuff can take place.

To verify this for yourself, try some basic meditation, in the standard fashion. This is how I do it; but any variation works, so feel free to explore – but for now this is standard definition meditation (we'll do some "high-definition meditation" later).

Sit alone in nature, or in a quiet room without distractions, with your eyes closed. The light you seek is not visible by standard vision with your eyes. Your consciousness has an inner vision; which you see on your pineal screen. You can lie down, sit normally, sit cross-legged, or what seems right for you. I find if I symbolically turn my forehead (pineal gland) to the Cosmos, and either cross or fold my hands, or turn my palms up, I get better results. It feels like I know which way to point, and I open up to it in some fashion; do what feels right for you, and freely explore.

First relax and free your mind of clutter. Do this until your breathing is relaxed and regular. Then with your external eyes closed, and your internal eye open on a blank screen – consciously invite "the Light."

Next breathe in through your nose slowly, and exhale slowly through your mouth. You are not just breathing; you are drawing in "the Light" (cosmic energy), through your nose into your body; and then expelling through your mouth; the dark dank energy you have accumulated. You are purging the bad light (or energy), and refuelling with good light (or energy). This is often referred to as filling the body with light.

In your "minds eye" envision drawing in Light or Creational Energy when you breathe in through your nose; and envision casting off dark negative energy from your body when you exhale from your mouth.

The breathing exercises are varied, but the gist of it is this; once you have the above working, and you are quiet and at peace – start taking the energy in long slow breaths, and releasing the waste energy fully out of your mouth until your lungs are empty. Do this anywhere from only two or three times, up to eight or more times – don't hyperventilate, do it slowly, and only a fixed amount of times. I do seven for our chakras, or energy points, and one for the Universal one I connect to.

As you tune your breath and body; clear your mind of clutter. This part takes a little practice. For some at first, this is easier to achieve at the verge point between falling asleep, and having their brain in neutral. But after some practice it gets easier, and you get more efficient at it while in a waking state.

So now you are relaxed, have returned to normal breathing, and have cleared your thoughts. The first sensation you should feel; is a connection to your immediate surroundings – like you are a part of your immediate environment. An "at oneness" with your surroundings should set in. You should just become more aware and connected to your surroundings initially; than we normally experience in our day to day lives.

If you then concentrate inwards, without crossing your closed eyes, you should after some inner focus time; get your first peek at this conscious energy we are a part and parcel of. I like to call this the real "first contact."

I tend to get a "blue dot" or a blue reflective pattern on my inner screen, or minds eye; kind of like light reflecting in the water of a pool. A blue cross is seen by others. I have also received circular blue rings. This bright vibrating conscious blue light, in various initial shapes crossing your pineal screen; is what I encounter. Sometimes that ends it, until you develop further. Just keep working past the "oh shit moment" when you first connect; until you can maintain your state through initial contact. The blue dot, or smoke ring, or cross will be in the center of your pineal screen at first; then a pattern of waves which is always present – can be seen. The Conscious Universal Energy, and the Blue Fire of Creation; has been revealed to you. The energy which cascades into everything has been glimpsed!

There can also be purples, and bright light, yellows and reds – or any reflective prism of light, but Blue is the most common. To me it feels like the consciousness and intellectual awareness – runs on Blue Fire.

That is about as far as basic meditation runs. From just before initial contact for most people; up to catching a preliminary glimpse of the Blue Fire of Creation, for some. However the physical and mental benefits of basic meditation, are not only easily experienced; but also documented as beneficial medically. Contemplating your navel – is a vital part of your health, but you don't hear enough about that.

Pseudo science to some; is an integral part of experience to others. And if you reach the first step above relaxing by meditation, and brush up against something that brushes back; you get hooked. If you realize that every unexplained phenomenon from near death experience, to religious experiences of every sort, right through to clairvoyance in multiple forms, and meditation in its higher forms, is just this phenomenon – the picture of reality comes into focus.

I am not rigid in my beliefs however; I know better. Prayer by conventional means if done properly (alone in silence for more than 10 seconds), also works for plenty of people. I am just a little suspicious of prayer done in groups, while repeating dogmatic lines, with no expectation for a worthy connection or outcome. Nor do they seek any conception for how it might work; at a personally self empowering scale.

The same applies to complicated meditational practices taught by overpriced Gurus. It isn't that complicated; a little success without the kerfuffle – will expose complex methods for being nothing more than related to cash extraction...yours. You also won't find much success with it. Pay for pray systems, are not only expensive – but seldom work.

This has always boiled down to "experiencing faith," versus just studying a weak version, interpreted by someone other than you. Always, no matter the belief system; those who actually participate and experience spirituality in some worthy manner – are almost always good people. Those who deny the value and worth of others, and insist on "selective paths to Heaven," and use the "my God is better than your God" ploy all too often, or "the Bible says" – really are the ones who don't get it.

I have had many Christians describe this "link" to a T, from their angle. Christians, who really believe in their hearts, also receive bits of supernatural inspiration from outside themselves when they pray alone, in silence. I am not inclined to deny anyone their worth. Every belief has this potential, quite simply because every being does. It is not the belief which allows this connection to the Transcendent; it is the believer. Just as the "observer" in science, verifiably affects outcomes.

No matter the belief system employed; the practitioner holds the power, just like with healing. Any real healer worth beans; will admit that "you" are doing it. Why can't the spiritual teachers; teach the same thing? This is after all how it works; at least in my experiences. Nobody else did it; I did.

My point is; as we will explore further on – becomes that all the different ways this takes place, is not the issue. The real issue becomes; if I assign value to all the claimed experiences over the millennia by wising up – can I any longer dismiss them as the lunatic fringe. If even a handful of real connections to the other side, or the totality of spirit, have been real and true; then our worldview radically is altered forever. Nobody deserves the shit end of a stick; comes to mind – it only translates into latent hate which boils over later.

To meditate a few times a week for me is enough. Sometimes you just "exchange light" in appreciation, the simple act of gratitude emoted back. Often after receiving a simple pattern, blue ball, or symbol on my pineal screen; I emote waves back to the Source of them to say thanks. As a point of reference to an earlier experience; I was shown what the purpose of returning metaphysical bursts of energy was. You know; giving thanks for real – properly.

When we emote back love and gratitude while receiving these waves of same in kind; the waves you send out, intersect with the waves you are receiving – they do a resonance feedback loop, and a type of interference pattern is generated. Real interaction with universal consciousness; and a "howdy back" from you, establishes a "two way" link.

This for me at least, is an important part. Once I know, see, and feel, the Blue Fire, I answer back to not only give thanks; but to establish a working two way link. What it means to me is that we can see this Light; with our pineal gland. The confirmation I got came from the fact that the waves I send back – look like the ones I receive. The confirmation came from just noticing that what is sending the wave to me; sends it just like I do. I didn't think about it; I just noticed, and thought about it objectively.

So mere basic meditation, can take us from relaxing and connecting to our immediate surroundings, all the way to drawing in extra creational light energy, and purging the negative energies; which has been proven to be beneficial. At the upper end of basic meditation; you might glimpse the blue fire of creation (universal consciousness), and recognize and exchange conscious energy with it.

The above alone, once repeatedly confirmed by experiencing it first hand, and not in a book as a fairytale – adds a dimension to life not furnished us by society at large. In fact we are taught to deny even the most basic premises behind meditational practices – even though we have done this for thousands of years. Thousands of years prior to the advent of slavery and organized religion, as I often point out.

Basic Meditation, true basic meditation; causes unrest. The fear is that you will become self directed and empowered; and learn even more! Once enough people connect to this, and learn the more advanced levels of meditation; you can pretty much say goodbye to the "societal duping" and the global "egg management fee," we all endure now. This preliminary connection is just a sliver of proof – of our greater potential.

This is the feared power behind any valid spiritual movement that grows too large to be easily controlled. Check out some history books. Anytime any large movement or group is moved by realizing and establishing this link; all hell broke loose! The reason for this is simple; no more dupe!

Nobody could be convinced through any copious amount of propaganda; to fight another nation – that wasn't beating down your door. Once you get that all people; brown, yellow, white, green, or purple – are part of this field you are actually connecting to. Fighting for oil, country and queen, skin color, faith, and the usual frivolous reasons would cease.

Divide and conquer; wouldn't work any more. Hoarding beyond comprehension; which is the real reason for poverty – wouldn't be permitted. After all, it is "killing" by economic manipulation. I won't carry on; you get my point. Even a rudimentary understanding, and hands on version of basic meditation would accomplish the awareness required to move us forward. Meditation, even in its basic forms, is of great importance, to individual development, and societal development.

In the following chapter I will really stick my neck out as they say; and tell you the "taboo about you," and the practices of higher meditation. The book on "higher meditation" is being written in perpetuity, by all free explorers – who share.

If you are open to consider some of these more advanced practices, and can envision how they might work, and have some success with them – you will never see things the same again, in a good way. Life is all about developing spiritually, not contracting.

You always get back to those who participate and experience faith through individual interaction, no matter the belief; versus those who feel that open participation is a violation of some sorts.

To some; the topic of meditation is seen as a deviation from the standard practices of faith, as silly as that is. All Bibles are after all by strict definition; "channelled manuscripts." That burns some holes, I know, and I am sorry for that. But you need to put things in context to get this. Sometimes that requires a stiff dose of reality. All faith turned solid, or made physical of the metaphysical, like us; started the same way.

This argument goes right back to the beginning of time. To the dogmatic disempowering version of spirituality; to interact and thus deviate nature or God, bend it to your will of sorts, is viewed as a sin, or wrong. Participation with Universal Consciousness is viewed as a sin, or wrong? I find that kind of messed up personally.

Another view on all this, which I feel is much more empowering; says the complete opposite. Instead; if I am able to interact with the metaphysical properties we are made of, and exist in – doesn't that mean I am supposed to? The complete opposite conclusion is reached by this. Wouldn't it instead be a sin, or wrong; to fail to participate?

If we are given such gifts, how can participating in that which we are constructed from; be taboo? It isn't - which is contrary to what some people will tell you. And for "them" maybe that is true, I don't harbour malice towards those who believe that at all; just don't dictate what I consider an outdated and incorrect version of morality. Perhaps this more accurately describes the concept of being "Lost," and this notion we are a spectator, or unwilling passenger!

Unless you feel that everyone not seeing things "exactly" like you; is a threat to what you believe. In which case, I urge you to reconsider what you currently believe for your sake, and not mine. I don't feel you are a threat, or that "your version" is not valid for you; after all, we agree on the basic premise. I am merely suggesting that the truth is much greater than that.

We can learn from each other, and yet maintain our individual perspective, by accepting this. Life is an educational process, and until we move on; no individual's conscious cup is full. The act of meditation teaches us to just "be." The act of life will follow suit; with a little contemplative effort.

As for basic meditation, like I said earlier; we do this a little bit already without defining it as such, but it is. When you "intuit" something, receive a "vibe," or "emote" a vibe, you communicate non-physically. When we contemplate, pray, or create through artistic endeavours, like music, art, or writing; we also meditate. But as I also said earlier; when we deliberately direct our conscious efforts to this end properly (no matter how), we start down the road of participating in, and experiencing, something which responds.

All spiritual epiphanies become answers supplied, for the effort of foraging around in the unknown with a question firmly in mind. For the good of the tribe remember.......if they will listen? This should be familiar as most parables in ancient texts revolve solely around this same story.

Man (or woman, or child), finds Creator. Man (etc.), tries to impart his experience to the others. Man, is persecuted, ridiculed, and marginalized, or far worse for his efforts. Then as always; the "whack-o-loon" turns out to be right. We have the script, yet we can't predict the story! Even though many of us have some personal experiences of the kinds we are discussing– we don't really speak of them. Because we know how that ends; we just covered this dilemma – "man is persecuted for his efforts."

So a fear exists. Someone might laugh at me! Someone might think I'm crazy! Worse yet; some might deem me, weak or gullible. For that "lame" reason, we don't talk, and we allow the above to happen to those who do talk. All spiritual beliefs revolve around meditation! All Bibles are the results of meditation! Our society is based on Bibles (courts, marriage, societal rules etc.)!

It is a little schizophrenic to say the least – isn't it? The same court you swear on the Bible in; will condemn you for lunacy – if you claim to have experiences with the remote control author of that same Bible! If you scrutinize the law; you will find that if you openly declare you had a spiritual or transcendent experience, and communicated with it – they call that "hearing voices" and you are deemed mentally incompetent! This lunacy declares that; "rule one conflicts with rule two," and declares every Prophet or Witness who wrote "said Bible" a mental deficient? It is, I will repeat; a little schizophrenic to say the least – isn't it?

So why is all the fuss, and denial, and abuse served; really at core over meditation – which seems the preferred means to validate ones belief system? Ah precisely; because it indeed validates it! Just feeling the energy of Creation, or God, the Light, and so on; energizes your conscious light body (your spirit if you will), and changes the whole way you view the world and your experience in it. That alone is proof; you gain greater perceptive ability. Well tuned human beings in other words – make crappy "Sheeple!"

I get the odd bit of pertinent information to my work, which to use a metaphor; is above my pay-scale! I get it "meditating," I now believe in much the same way as the ancients did. Whatever your heartfelt "bent" is, will pilot your metaphysical excursions.

I feel like an observer, as much as a participant in my experience; and it actually enhances the journey of life. To "feel" permanence, behind the facade of fearfulness and mortality – is very empowering. To see yourself from a remote more all encompassing perspective, as a part of the greater whole, is made clear to one who meditates as a fact.

All of nature and the environment in this view; become part of you – and harming it wouldn't be an option any more. Don't get me wrong, we were meant to use the earth, like we were meant to use ourselves; but if I remember right – the notion of suicide was out of the question. It is a sign of our sickness to deliberately destroy ourselves, a global suicide campaign is being waged; and yet no screeching brakes are applied. We whine a little and hope that will help.

What we are doing to each other and the planet right now becomes clearly seen as a form of self harm, from an extremely limited perspective, through a basic meditational link with Creation. If it were an animal it would be culled. If it were a human repeatedly trying to harm themselves, we would help them I trust. If it were a planet full of beings; we would declare them lunatics, the whole lot of them. What we can't see now; becomes all too clear. This also makes it hard to repeatedly dupe, a much more aware individual, and then hopefully, entire societies – and perhaps eventually, an entire planet.

The next subconscious benefits of even the most basic levels of repeated successful meditation; are your advanced instincts restored, and what has been described in all belief systems as "clarity." The "clarity" to see behind the faded veneer which is visually evident, to the underlying metaphysical principle, or Law upon which it functions, and how it is connected – is "clarity." So when you hear someone say they had or have clarity, or hear about various forms of clairvoyance; don't believe the hype and get confused.

I feel I must include a personal pattern in my experience; in case it is commonly encountered by others. Some accounts by others; seem to have this element to them as well. Here is how it happened for me.

At first; I learned. Guided by my inner antennae, I studied the subject matter in my books with a driven curiosity. Then I had some success with basic meditation; from feeling my surroundings, to experiencing this conscious blue light, and exchanging light with it. Just enough to make me realize something "special" existed, we are all already a part of – but don't all know it.

Then I had a near death experience, and then another, which without being gory in texture; was serious in nature. This further solidified my elementary beliefs. Also not withstanding; much of the knowledge I had been consumed to seek – the sciences and history, became further entangled with my experiences.

When I was really in the dumps, physically, mentally, and not least of all financially; I began putting more of this together. Undisrupted by enough problems to crush a mere mortal man (the old me) – I continued meditating, reading and learning, and most of all; connecting.

There would be no short explanation for the things I saw, experienced, and learned in the metaphysical states I enjoyed for the next while. Then I submitted to a corrective procedure, I was not keen on, despite my misgivings. It was weird because although the procedure concerned me, I still wasn't as afraid as my old self would have been.

Then I had a second brush with death, which was less eventful, at least from my perspective (however I'm sure by what I was told, the doctor would disagree), and had a select few more events of higher meditation. The whole time however, it felt like what many described as "walking between the worlds" while still mostly here.

Now I'll get to the point of the sequence and frequency of these events. After I got home from the hospital; it took me a fairly long time to have anything close to success meditating. Now that I knew, and had experienced it, I could no longer seem to connect to it. This would have been enough to cast doubt on my experiences; had the things I experienced not been so undeniably profound.

For several months, I could at best achieve a fleeting tenuous elementary link. After metaphysically soaring with the eagles; I became a creature glued to the ground. It was like a test looking back on it; and maybe it was. Would I maintain my belief? I did. I learned and realized something to pass on to you; the "fishing analogy" I often use is quite accurate. Sometimes bites can be infrequent. I might be a little optimistic; but I see this fact as further proof – since if they were imagined experiences, they would be easier to induce. You actually set up consciously and wait for them. I suspect that the immediately accessed versions are actually self propelled.

So I meditated occasionally, continued to study and learn numerous sciences and multiple spiritual concepts, and kept my line out. Then slowly I started getting results again. First the light would again show itself to me, and sort of intuit to me; that "it" was still there. I returned light back, started accessing the Akashic Records again; and again occasionally am blessed with a much more direct link.

Understand this; one of the ways you know you are connected to the real McCoy – is the emotional feeling you get right throughout yourself. Real links are enough to make a grown man emotional. Not in a bad way; but the range of joy goes off the charts is what I am saying; and can leave you a little weak in the knees with your cheeks wet. It is a weird thing to try and explain and share – you have to experience it.

So when I had no such connection for several months; it was like a temptation to just return to a physically based experience again, like a test. Other than the strong impressions my previous experiences left me with; I was still ever so slightly, permanently connected. This milder form of connection I now realize; is our normal connection – I was just aware of it now. Being aware that I was still connected, and remembering my special events - would now carry me through anything. Once you "link" and get results; a permanent dimensional barrier comes down.

So even if a person doesn't always get "messages from Heaven" or whatever you want to call this meditation we call life – it is always there. A good meditational link and a resounding answer; just once – is all the realization this entails. Then, even if the link is diminished in intensity; I found that it was always there. It was like that "being in-between worlds" feeling; became a part of my new life. My left brained mentality would quantify this as being 92% – 98% here all the time; and 2% - 8% "there" all the time. It comes in handy spiritually, but makes physical life harder to focus on. You get better with practice – it is something we have forgotten how to do. At first life can be made clumsy by this link, until you stabilize. I hope this sequence of experiences helps you navigate yours.

All this means; is that the person, who has a rudimentary understanding of how to navigate the metaphysical waters a little, can see the bigger picture a little better. And again, don't believe the hype; we can all do this a bit now – and more with a little extra effort. The people who inadvertently do this better are more apt to enjoy life as a natural side effect of a good disposition.

Just think back on the relative who usually had an uncanny hunch, or pre-cognisant; ability to tell you someone was about to call, or come over. They did this; they just didn't realize they were doing it! Intuitive properties are not only validated by this; but become explained without mystery.

Every single case of contact from the other side by the deceased, with the living; totally verifies the existence of a shared conscious energy matrix, which transcends this life we know. Think about this with a clear head, subjectively (or objectively) for a moment. If even one incident, where for example "dearly departed uncle so and so" made his presence known after passing on is true, even one – the argument against this view becomes mute. Stopped dead in its tracks; as it were, by a lively ghost.

For me personally, this question has been resolved conclusively. Once through near death experiences, and once in such a visit from the departed! We will get more into advanced techniques or at least their potentials, as we move on – but for now I think I made the point.

Did you ever wonder why this type of thing doesn't happen at all for some people; and only occasionally for some others? You have to be open to it; and have a working fundamental knowledge, for the truth about reality. Once you develop that, you get your pilot's license – your ethereal wings. How else could you navigate metaphysical realms, without an unofficial metaphysical pilot licence? This license can only be obtained by "mind on experience," and through expended effort; in the metaphysical planes of existence.

Let's keep it simple; other dimensions which transcend ours must be accessed through knowledge and general faith. Call it "conscious application" and "genuine belief" derived from an understanding of the purpose of the journey. The people who don't have a "leg up" on this; won't get it. The people who do - should have just received an answer.

We are talking about spirituality here, and we should address a familiar premise to faith in general. If you fail to make this connection at a deliberate conscious level, as an individual in this life; you failed! This doesn't mean a fictional punishment, you don't need one – you'll be pissed enough at yourself. You judge yourself; because nobody is tougher on you in case you haven't noticed – than you are! You cuss at yourself better than you do at others for a reason!

What every Biblical spiritual premise revolves around, if you break it down, is telling you to actually "experience" faith, and learn about it......or you ain't going to get much out of it. In the even more ancient texts this was explained in a way that I liked, because it makes sense (and my instincts are working!).

The ancient texts (more than a few), all spell this out clearly; as you "make a place for yourself" in the hereafter, through this process. Some even go as far as to say that once you establish this "link" or two-way communication, even if briefly for real; you did it. You have made a metaphysical life-line – you will need and use later. Every religious concept is explained with this notion. Your tunnel and boarding pass number have been coordinated by you; by making your own channel to it – you've opened a path. Your address, and that of your destination, has been programmed into your Cosmic Rocket Ship.

No matter the method employed, the form practiced, or the individuation performing it; this has always been about the same thing. A realization of, and a connection to, the underlying conscious matrix; is a required aspect of our experience. Until you get that; you just don't get it. It proves we are to participate as much as we can, and not restrict our conscious exploration; unlike we are taught and conditioned to do. The Catch–22 here is; that you have to delve inwards - to actually expand your horizons.

You will find meditation in its basic forms like fishing for small fish in a well populated pond. For a reasonable amount of effort, some expectance of results should materialize without too much effort. The higher results of meditation are more like fishing a much larger body of water, in which only a lesser amount of larger fish live. I do find however, like fishing, that if you keep at it and remain patient; you'll eventually land a big one!

The Buddhists say this whole process can happen instantly, or take many lifetimes to achieve – I guess it is an individual thing. I have been fortunate enough to have had enough success to be satisfied; without having so many I would question their authenticity.

Breathe deeply, sit comfortably, and go deep within yourself; and find your center as they say. It is a natural process, like the deep sigh you take from time to time, or as you lay yourself down to rest. While at your ethereal core; just float, dangle your feet – and wait for a bite. A little Blue Fire will play on your pineal gland; and wait for an answer. If you don't know to answer by reflecting back in a two-way effort, or to look for symbols and messages in the patterns, that is about all that happens.

It is when you get this first contact and you don't sever the link in surprise and lose your focus; that you will start to suspect you are not alone in your mind. In this elementary state of being, you can confirm what every religious concept has tried to verbally explain. Just receiving and answering this blue light, or the waters of conscious life, is empowering, and will lead to more; again if you know it can.

Basic Meditation is just that; a first step for those who wish to explore the upper limits. For some; basic meditation and basic prayer are enough. That's cool; but just by being aware that if you are ready for it, you can participate more fully – I might have helped you a little. It works for me and that is my point.

Don't be in a hurry. What I mean is that it is a little like fishing, in that you can't hurry this connection, which proves it is not entirely internal. If it was internal, you could direct it better. What it proves is that while you might be out fishing for an answer internally; the answers are hit and miss, and I find not predictable. But once the answers are received, they immediately remove the silly notion that you answered your own questions – by being anything but self generated. Answers which come out of nowhere, and blow our minds, are hard to conceptualize as being of our own making, although it is more than possible!

Try a little basic meditation; and if I managed to convey the principles to you adequately, and you are a bit studious and genuine; you will get some preliminary results, something like mine (only different). If you get that going for you; you will already be far ahead of the mainstream in this regard. If you develop a working hypothesis for this link, and achieve it on a regular basis – you already won.

If you are ready for the next generation science for the soul, read on. Next we cover the real reason I write this stuff; and how I experienced and continue to experience, mind blowing knowledge and feelings. Like I keep saying, if you don't laugh too hard until you try it and get results; you'll never see things the same, in a good way. We shouldn't be too quick to judge; faith with a functioning operating system that connects you to it, is too rare of a thing today. The other kind that offers little, and requires stagnation and money, is however rather prevalent unfortunately.
**4.3 – Not So Basic Meditation and Free-style**

This is going to sound a bit far fetched to those with no experience or background with these sort of phenomenon. To others who are perhaps more versed in certain aspects; this information may lack, and I apologize. It is just that we all get what we put in, and get what our personal bent seeks; and it isn't all the same.

Mine was about knowledge. I wanted answers to the really big questions. It was a very ambitious goal in retrospect – I am forever amazed at the results I obtained. With that being said, I am not very familiar with astral traveling or leaving my body intentionally, prophecy, or certain aspects of this other than in small ways or inadvertently; but I have experienced some metaphysical effects - well actually quite a few.

Don't kid yourself; deliberately leaving your body is not natural, and takes noteworthy bravery. What if I can't get back to my body? This question crosses anyone's mind who seriously undertakes leaving their body. Will I perish physically, and get stuck without my body in the netherworld? I just wouldn't consider myself knowledgeable, in that department.

I seem to mostly channel information from the record of life (Also called the Akashic Records, Book of Life, Hall of Records, etcetera), since my "seeking" was for pure knowledge about how this all works. But this also is an act of externalizing ones self; by going inwards – which indicates that in fact we take a trip and never leave the farm. It also proves we are an "Image" or Holographic representation of an evolving totality self contained. You are "complete" as it is said.

There are many sources of good information for the higher practices of meditation; I found that if you pay close attention to the details about leaving your body in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth – there are some pointers. I have only had limited excursions, which I didn't fully understand, nor was I in control of. I can verify the phenomenon, but not the specific mechanisms to control it. The information indicates that all our metaphysical and clairvoyant experiences; are derivatives of externalizing yourself in various forms.

The Tibetan Monks, and Zen Buddhists; also have some worthy information. The Law of One, the Kolbrin Bible, and the Oahspe Bible, also include similar information. In fact as I have occasionally pointed out, if you read between the lines, and look again at western beliefs; they say the same things in essence. All religious texts, even ours; contain information about meditation – because it is important. It is how you actually connect to what we call God, by finding the connective metaphysical tissue inside your self.

As a result of realizing that no one single way is the only way, and having really good results on a semi-regular basis; I would label myself as a "Free-style" type of meditation enthusiast. After all; like everything else – that is where the action always is! Heavy-normal breeds heavy-normal; whereas free-style – breeds novelty, growth, and evolution. I'm all for some much need conscious evolution.

I'm going to pull out all the stops here, without great detail; and list some of the more memorable events I have personally experienced, in this regard to start out. Perhaps it might serve as a comparative guide to rate your own experiences against. I found that a helpful thing myself; the confirmation from others that I wasn't just "loose in the toque!" If you can bring yourself to believe, or can perhaps relate to some of it; you might further explore some things on your own. This is my goal; without beating around the bush, or flogging a dead horse as they say – as disturbing as that is.

Just consider that merely for openly admitting these things; most of us get ridiculed, silently or otherwise. The "pay-off" other than mockery; is the people who are ready to consider this type of information – for whatever reasons. My logic is that they will tell two people, and they will tell two people, and so on. So really I win; I just have to realize that I likely don't see the results from this perspective. The immediate gratification deludes the inevitable reckoning; but it can only do so until the options run out – which they are designed to (no matter how you rig it).

That being said - here is a list of strangeness I want to share; beautiful strangeness, to be sure:

\- I keep being "wiser and smarter" after I wake up. I only remember some of those dreams; but I seem to retain the inadvertent subconscious knowing of them. I get to keep the information I get in dreams is what I am saying, even if I only consciously remember a little of it. We can learn in our sleep, it is one way to explore this.

\- Once after another friend left us when I was a young man – I know I astral traveled back "one day" as I drifted off to sleep, and visited that friend who had died earlier that day. I didn't understand or believe it at the time – but having become educated to these things; I have little doubt I actually visited my friend, and saw his actions, the night before we lost him in a work accident.

\- Another time after a co-worker was killed in an auto fatality – I heard him nattering at me, how to do my job during the following days. The job he had been training me for! Again, I just thought my mind was playing tricks on me, due to our conditioning – but I have little problem explaining it now.

\- I have more recently experienced what is called a "waking vision" with my eyes wide open, in the middle of the day. I was heavily musing about the Creation, and the Big Bang, while working on my first book, prior to any near death experiences. It felt like a nagging to stop and listen, while I was preoccupied writing my book. I finally clued in, and said to myself; "hey, this could be significant," and then pretty much got "told and shown" the event of Creation. Not an ambiguous fleeting thought; a visual picture I could see, even with my eyes open, and a familiar voice which communicates directly, not with verbal words. A Voice I would recognize in the near future while experiencing my own "Dark Night." (A Dark Night is something we go through – which makes us face the big questions.) It was I feel, a unique gift event; to answer one of the biggest questions; from the source directly. I was privy to the All Seeing Eye, and the all inclusive Voice, of our Source. The term "Ancient of Days" stuck, after hearing the term later.

\- Once while in a deep meditative state; I received three messages in a row – until I answered back that my pea brain was full; and I wouldn't remember any more. Then it was like getting disconnected on the phone, like being left on a dead line. The three truths revealed to me were the following: 1) – I was shown that the Universe is a Dot and Wave, like in particle physics at the quantum level, and not a Big Bang – but more of an ongoing process. 2) – I was shown how Meditation works; by the waves of blue light cascading onto us, being intersected by the waves we send back in gratitude, if we know how. Where the waves coming down from above, merge with the waves we send up from below; something beautiful happens. An interference pattern, which multiplies is created. 3) – I was shown the inside of a Black Hole! This was the only one in Technicolor – and it was vivid, and not my doing! It was like being on a ride, or a platform; as it felt like being thrust in and out of the Black Hole. It wasn't until several lunges, that I crossed what we call the event horizon, or point of no return. What I saw; I saw quite clearly, and surprised the shit out of me if you'll pardon the expression. A Universe lives inside a Black Hole! The "flip-side" of infinite collapse, and infinite expansion. The Yin and Yang; if you will, or In and Out Breathing of Brahma.

I started to understand how the ancients got some of the unexplained knowledge and information they possessed; the same way I was getting it! Universal Consciousness University (UCU!); is pretty hard to beat! But wait; there is much more – I just had to slip in a little commentary to explain the effect this has on a person.

\- After my first near death experience, when I was frankly more than a little disappointed that I had little direct experience to remember, while meditating only a few hours after the event – something very supernatural took place. I spoke mentally with my deceased friend, other associates, and several unidentified entities; I could probably assign names to. Not in a wishy-washy, touchy-feely, way either. Clear communication, like the questions I posed; to which "they" responded. I had some questions; like will I die, where were you, and what happens now? In brief, the answers; no - you will live to about 70 - do your work. As for "where were you?" The answer was pleasantly chilling; "We were all there with you!" What happens now (?!!); was responded to, by advising me to watch and learn. Sort of a "You know too much already, you'll figure it out." Then "they" or the ancestors, as the Shaman called them; told me in no uncertain terms that they were breaching a protocol, or a prime directive type of thing, and said; "We gotta go!" as they shot back to whatever dimension it was they originated from! I guess you had to be there, as they say.

\- I would like to add that my first near death experience; was not without noteworthy supernatural afflictions – I just didn't float over my body, that I know of. I did however feel the same presence that gave me the profound "waking vision" I spoke of earlier, a calming hard to describe presence; accompanied with what I now call "The Voice." I will never fear death again; at least not like before. I know what spoke to me, and what it said.

\- I was shown something special about the Mayan calendar. Something I don't quite understand myself, and is meant for someone else into fractals, and infinities, and the like. A solution to fractals or infinities we lack perhaps? Any takers? I would share!

\- I was "touched" and had my heartbeat corrected after skipping for over a week after having my heart re-started. It wasn't intentional. I had a selfless thought, while thinking I was going to lose my personal battle while panicking in the MRI machine; and like I said – I felt the touch, and my heartbeat stabilized for the first time in almost 10 days. It was another lesson. I was allowed to go home by a puzzled staff the very same day......my wife and family as my witnesses. They went from immanent corrective surgery, meds, and an implant – to go home for three months and see what happens; within hours! The best way to "get," is to "give" without expectation it seems.

\- I was told "not" to get the implantable defibrillator which was recommended, and to avoid further procedures for now, and stick to meds. I do seem to be slowly regaining my abilities to a reasonable degree, if not fully. Much better than anyone would have thought. I am not advocating ignoring your doctor, and I might one day agree to the procedure, to stay around a little longer for my wife and family. In this life we are flesh and blood; make no mistake. But I now have no fear of an inevitable end, which is really merely a release. I'll stay as long as required.

\- I have had several opportunities to verify our ability to affect our bodily functions, above that which we would normally consider possible. I have been on monitors for several weeks while in Cardio Level One; and know damn well that we can regulate our heartbeat. I have on one occasion; reached out and "linked" to another patient's heart, which I knew and was in distress, and brought the two in line with each other until he stabilized. Of two sets of over a dozen screens; our two monitors were identical – in every reading. We can do some pretty weird things with our consciousness, if we set our mind to it, full pun and all.

\- My second near death experience, which was the result of a corrective procedure gone wrong; had left me on a breathing machine for some 19 hours, and was a little different. By then I was getting a little more seasoned. I was calm, observant, and without fear. My experience was more about gaining knowledge, I can't explain to this day. I got inspirational information I was seeking for my books. I just started to see how the scientific rubber, meets the metaphysical road. Science became fodder for correction. Spirituality became clearly advantageous over Religion. I learned so much I was told to "shut-up" about some of it. Not because it is bad; but because it would be misunderstood. A lot of "heavy shit" to be blunt, that you have to develop a gut for. It causes some pain to realize some of this – the serious burden type.

\- I have experiences of "synchronicity" or concrescence; some people call it fate or Karma. Whatever you want to call it; it happens to me from time to time as of late. Having information come my way which is rare and hard to come by; fall into my lap, quite literally, is one example. Information which is completely about my subject matter, that came to me from out of nowhere, is a given now. I seem to attract it? A few times it has been so profound and fitting to my research and efforts, and occasionally to heal the associated pains of taking this route – that to attribute it to chance would merely be the easy way out.

\- A little of what I could best describe as "automatic writing" has happened to me a few times, in small bursts. I will be working on a thought for a book; and all of a sudden thoughts are entering my head – faster than I can jot them down. No invisible hand guides my pen, I write it; and it is messy because like I said – it is hard to record that fast. Again the special part isn't the process. People try to make automatic writing seem all occult, or the work of someone else, or secret; but all it really represents, are ideas that come from the shared field, faster than you can record them. You are writing so fast you disconnect from the act of writing, to focus on the information. The cool part as always is the value and content. You can expand and study in depth the information received in this fashion; and find nothing but endless confirmation for what you were given. What are the odds? I mean consistently? If you study history this phenomenon is repeated in many forms; call it God guiding your hands, automatic writing, channelling, or pretty much any religious or esoteric term for it – and realize it is the same thing.

\- I can sometimes see an aura around things. Not as a ball of light; but like waves of heat over the asphalt on a hot day – like mirage waves. I see this as a thin film or layer on people or things when I look just past them but maintain my conscious focal point on them. Just start looking a little bit past objects while maintaining focus on them. Most of us can see auras if we learn how.

So now let's start to define these experiences, and toss some terms around that might surprise you. There are other connections, like water dousing, déjà-vu, and other clairvoyant effects of consciousness only briefly touched upon here; which other people can vouch for – I just tried to stick to the things I had to offer which I had indeed experienced first hand, and could verify.

Some of what I did when I went Free-style it turns out has been given many names quite simply; because it turns out my experiences are not entirely unique. While they are unique to me, and my perspective – these are all age old practices. Some of these practices are deemed Spiritual and religious; while to others they are considered esoteric and occult. The truth once exposed; is quite simple. You'll just have to pick that one up from the general gist of my totality of verbs.

I have since realized that I channelled, left my body a little, accessed the Akashic Record, or the Book of Life, was spoken to by God as it is described, performed self healing on myself, had waking and meditative visions, and occasionally go somewhere when I am unconscious or asleep. Somewhere cool! And the best part is; that everyone is included – especially the underdog....that's us for a change!

For once we uncover something special, which is generally meant for us – because it relies on properties, inherent only to individuals who consider others, and who still maintain child-like hopes and expectations for life. I say let the children lead then; I'll follow. It would be better than the greedy cronies and the least among us, who lead us down the beaten trail now. The ultimate technology is you; and costs nothing but a little effort to develop. You can't buy what I am selling for free; it must be earned for free! Or as mirth turns to retort; "I told you twice the first time, and at least a billion times not to exaggerate!"

The truth is if you study these subjects, and more accurately interpret and understand them than is encouraged; you better define them – and the boogie-man shit goes away. Unfortunately for organized religion; so does the crappy definition for God and the other misconceptions, we have been fed all these years. One of the reasons I was told to look around, and others are being told to look around; is because we are entering the "age of reason." The current knowledge exceeds our current beliefs – scientifically, and spiritually.

One of the things I learned in the hospital when I was "told" to look around and learn something; was both revealing and shocking – and I will always hold the lesson dear. The people who we believe are deeply religious; are terrified to die! This revealed that their faith was not to the core, but only a surface notion; and not sufficient to carry them through the gateway to the other side.

The only reason I included this painful and powerful account; was because it is important to prove my point. While I was in at least as much peril as my counterparts in the Level One Cardio unit; and actually facing my potential demise – I wasn't crapping cinderblocks! My "free-style" practices and my own personally verified belief; had no such shortcomings. I was not like them; I was calm and unafraid. They were concerned with self, scared to death (literally), and too busy being afraid and self concerned that to be blunt – they were hurting themselves mentally. They had no time for others, were often rude, and they were afraid; really more like "scared shitless!"

The lesson learned was furthered when my grandfather faced his last days, during the same time period. Rudy had always had a strong unshakable faith, prayed daily, believed in God with all his heart; and didn't regularly attend church as a ritual. When he was dying, they kept asking if he wanted a priest or minister. His answer was always; "I'm alright, no thank you." I learned that "real faith" you could reach out and touch, at least metaphysically, would get you through even what we perceive as the worse day of life – the end. I also learned; it doesn't matter what you believe, as much as how strongly you believe it. Pops was unafraid to meet his maker, he just prayed like he always did; right until he transcended this limited dimension.

My point is; that we are conscious emotion and intent, more than we are puny mortals, and we are only afraid when we accept a weak version of faith. Let this be a measure of your faith – are you afraid of your inevitable passing? If you are; you need to find something with some spiritual meat and potatoes in it – because your T.V. dinner version will leave you hungry when you need it most. If you don't have something to believe in that can carry you through deaths door; listen closer, and reconsider my point. I don't care what it is; just make sure your belief has such potency – for your own sake.

The lesson I learned was simple; if you are disempowered and afraid when you face the end – your belief system is lacking where it matters most. The bottom line is again whether you have allowed yourself to experience faith in some meaningful fashion, or just read about it, and been told about it. It proves what works and what doesn't. Experience works; dogma doesn't. Higher practices of meditation we experience for ourselves – are pretty hard to beat; no matter the method employed. Non-experiential dogma, no matter brand or intensity; lacks substance when it matters most.

I would also like to briefly address the often referred to "ages" we experience as a species; as it applies to this subject. Ages are not just astrology and zodiac terms. All religious texts also mention the ages of mans experience. This is very important to help us understand where mankind and this is going, as we move into the near future. If you are open to it; you'll get a "bump." You get a metaphysical promotion, you get a stripe, and you gain abilities we currently place little value on.

You will recall the notion of ages. You know, the age of this and that, basically of the zodiac. Guess what's up next? Water! The age of the "Waters" better known as the "Ether" or the fabric of space/time! The age of the material we are made of, and are embedded in – is upon us! I'll translate for the last three people who missed that – we approach Universal Consciousness, the Creator, Tetragrammaton, the Logos, God, Singularity, the Tree of Life, or what ever you conceive what we are discussing as. I have found some proof for this in the data in my research.

This is proven by how everyone although they see it differently; is undoubtedly seeing the same thing, or experiencing a similar natural phenomenon. One we didn't understand yet; but are now beginning to. It is after all "that age."

This is why the Mayan Calendar stops; this is the Golden Age spoken of, the Revelation of a New Kingdom, and virtually every concept to embody the same notion. That notion being; we are entering the next level of awareness – by exposing "THE" fundamental element of reality......as consciousness. The energy of life is a component of spirit. The big secret that Ghost in the Machine is you has been revealed. The Genie is out, and like an Easter Egg Hunt – awaiting harvest. A harvest only obtained by those seeking it.

The fruit is hanging low on the Tree of Life, and a long awaited metaphysical apple is about to be plucked – with full blessings. The best tools for navigating this can be found in our own perceptive mind, or our metaphysical spiritual component, to be more precise. So guess where the new technology is headed? The new fad is going to be you; and what we can all do and access, with your conscious individuation.

I can't tell you how to go Free-style – because then it wouldn't be that; and you would likely have little to teach me. That isn't how this new way works. We encourage each others differences; from this newly found higher perspective of life. The most benefit for all involved comes from this individual exploration, for the good of the whole. In plain-speak; no hoarding. Not even spiritually!

It isn't because there isn't enough food, or potential to generate enough food, that causes famine and starvation – it is hoarding to excess. We all know that people starve; because they lack the capital to obtain the food. Food used to be free. It just grew everywhere. I ask myself frequently; with our technology – couldn't we grow food everywhere in abundance. Fruit trees, food bearing shrubs and bushes, nut trees, and you name it – engineered to pretty much grow wild for everybody to take for free. Oh right; you can't manipulate people, and rip off their hard earned cash – if food were abundant and free.

If commercial fishing and "wholesale harvest fishing" were terminated for example – the general population could get all the free fish they want to eat, for the cost of a pleasant afternoon. It should be considered stealing to take so much that there are no free fish for those who want them. The same could be said for most food sources, like grains, nuts, fruits, small game birds and rabbits, and pretty much every food source that either used to be plentiful – or could easily be made as such. Can't have that!

Why do you think the buffalo were slaughtered? To create dependence! Why do you suppose that the first thing an invading army does, is cut off supplies in all their forms; like food and water. Sorry to rant; but we are being fed such a line of crap; that I could fill an entire page with profanity with ease. Let me just say politely; education is the key.

Spiritually this applies as well. We consciously and spiritually starve, in an abundant cosmos entirely constructed of and filled with spirit and consciousness. Only in the case of mental isolation and starvation; we are our own jailer.

That education starts with basic meditation; and the eventual further levels which grant information, and show us things we need to know; like there is no death. There is no Devil or Satan, there is no fictional place called Hell, or a Skillet of Hades to be cast into – only further lessons. I mean would you really toss your child to burn horribly in torment and agony for eternity for their failures; or would you just provide the required lessons? Easy isn't it?

No worthy God, torments his own children eternally for their shortcomings – just enough to smarten them up. This keeps getting familiar to our experience doesn't it? For instance, every so many years, no matter who you are; you always look back and say "thank God I'm smarter than that now." We should consider that it always looks that way, a few years after that point too! We should learn something, by how we see things; it is very telling if you observe your life from an overview – or is that an outer-view?

The very act of meditation is this overview; this look from outside, rather than from within. We look inside ourselves, to externalize our perspective, which is only a contradiction, if one lacks the understanding of our construction and our purpose. The entire act of life is a perceptive act; so how you perceive things – is not a minor detail. It is in fact the very crux of existence, the perception of it.

To increase the scope of our perception through meditative efforts – brings us closer to what we call God, by bringing us closer to the truth. The truth about reality, and the truth about God, is so close to the same thing it is like splitting hairs. The main differing property is that of initiation, or intent; other than that difference, you look at both when you look at either. Sound familiar?

If I managed to convey some sensible truth in regards to why this stuff is important; then now let me describe and explain how to achieve the higher levels of meditative states. I can only render my research and personal experiences in regards to the higher practices of meditation; as a guide. As I frequently state – you have to do this for yourself. There is no other way. No Saviour can die for you; you'll get to face that barrier in person – it's designed that way. How you do so; is what is always up to you. Likewise reading about someone else's experiences without initiating your own, misses the point.

The basic meditation is step one on an endless ladder to development. But if you take it even further, things can happen which are too much for the uninitiated; so I always recommend you do this one step at a time. After a life spent without a clue about any of this; we tend to go too far, too fast, once we get an initial result. Take it easy, and do one step at a time. If you go to fast, you might either fail to get results, or not understand the results, or worse do some psychic damage to your inner child. This is a subtle pure art.

Not so basic free-style meditation; is not rigid in ritual as all the books and videos try to convince you it is. All advanced meditation consists of; is a deeper, more committed desire and effort. You do it longer, with higher expectations; but you remain patient and reverent and wait for them. If you are willing to do this; and put in some time doing it – you will get a higher result. You get out; what you put in.

I can't stress this enough, don't believe the hype! I often encounter complex manuals on how to connect to Universal Consciousness, with extensive charts, rituals, and rites, and mathematic and geometric complexities, which are deemed critical to success. One last time; don't believe the hype. Make your own rituals. You will likely prove my point by getting your own unique results.

In a conscious venue for experience; life is what you make it, and so are your attempts to connect to your source. I can't remember having any success meditating, with charts and instructions to follow while trying to clear my mind; or maintain a pure thought or question. It doesn't work, and maybe that is why you have believed so in the past?

Another thing I recommend; is some unauthorized study of your pineal gland; medically and spiritually. The "pineal gland" is like a drop of Holy Water, suspended in a field in the center of our brain. To the ancients, it was the Star Gate, or door to Heaven, and how we got into and leave this body, which should ring a bell, and make some sense now.

Medically, the pineal gland, or your inner eye, has the same tiny tube-like structures that receive light, that are in a regular eye. If that doesn't more than suggest that it receives a light we don't see, directly into our minds eye; I fail to see what would! A developed organ in our mind, society believes is not important; really is important. A personal eye into metaphysical visions; is a standard organ we all possess.

Higher meditational practices just require a mastery of basic meditation better focused; and a higher level of interpretation and communication better defined. Once the basic meditation we outlined in the previous chapter becomes familiar, work at the following.

To get real results, try this. After getting relaxed, and breathing in the blue fire of creation (the light) through your nose, and purging the dank energy from your core, by exhaling from your mouth, and visualizing the process, go deep inside your conscious center, or your seat of power as it is called in scripture (your throne, yes you have one).

Once this becomes basic to you, await and call for the light to come to you – invite it in some pure fashion. You will start to get the "blue fire" on your inner screen. It can be a tiny blue star or cross, a blue dot or sphere, a vibrating blue ring, and/or a blue reflective pattern like the sun reflecting in a pool. I get other colors occasionally, purples, bright white light or even glowing yellow or soft red. They are less frequent, and usually seem more like feelings than intellect.

After the pattern of blue light is stable, and you are stable – give back your own light from that center, or seat of power inside of you. It looks like little supernovas, and waves you are emoting out, or a rush of waves from you, back to the Source. You are now communicating with what we called God from a lot of alternate view screens, at a rudimentary level, through the portal or worm-hole, unique to your location and time and point of observation in the fabric space/time. Simply put; this is your conscious address, at this particular point – in space/time.

This significant link is "first contact," and proves something supernatural can be personally experienced as part of our reality. This is after all, a reality; based entirely on consciousness. We tend to consider our consciousness; a by-product, of a fluke. Perhaps more accurately we are the inverse; as a physical fluke of consciousness.

This first contact, or initial connection, will get the ball rolling for you, and open the way to more. And although it might come at different rates for different people; after a modest effort, regularly applied with intent, you will (most of you), get this basic result – of connecting to something. By connecting to something that communicates back; we experience and validate a Spiritual and Metaphysical element to reality, we were previously blind to, as we will cover next.

If you get meditation down to a familiar mode; in which you draw in and exhale creational energy, clear your mind, and connect and emote with Universal Soul, on a regular basis successfully (although not necessarily completely at will), then try this.

While exchanging light with the Source of the energy that sustains us; ask it a question. One that is a tough question, a question that is something you really want to know – and have no decent answers for. Ask something near and dear to your heart, which is where the individual part comes in – as does the need to share what each of us discovers. If you are lucky, and you try repeatedly if necessary (it is sometimes immediate, and sometimes not), you'll get an answer. The trick is in knowing how to "receive it," otherwise you might not realize you are getting an answer.

The answer as the ancient texts told us; indeed comes as symbols in this reflective conscious blue light; which appears on the inner screen, of our pineal gland. A repeating symbol, pattern, or image, unique to your request, usually accompanied with some form of non-verbal direct communication, like a direct knowing; should happen. Now I urge you to pay close attention; and both contemplate and envision this.

These vibrant blue patterns and symbols you receive are the answers to your questions as visualized, accompanied by a heavy conscious "gist" or instinct – or if strong, a direct communication of thought like ESP. This takes a while to recognize, and you generate part of it – the conditions for it. The verification is experienced as the images are not self generated; nor is the direct communication. You inquire; something at a higher dimension answers back. Once this is experienced and "felt," the nay-say expressed by those who have not experienced and felt it; becomes wasted propaganda.

For me this is how I access or channel the record of life – like the ultimate university or library. Those images and patterns are a visual hint, a means of conveying the same information to everything. When you see the pattern or symbol, and start to glean the meaning it represents; you should answer back what you think it means. If you are right; the pattern(s) cease, and a downright righteous confirmation is felt. The kind of conformational feeling you don't doubt, and most of us subconsciously recognize.

If you are wrong, and don't get it; the pattern will continue or perhaps change slightly, in an attempt to reiterate the message. If you keep thinking about the meaning in the pattern or symbol; you will get it eventually. Then when you answer back "like this?" and you got it; like I said – you in no uncertain terms get a mental "at-a-boy."

The common argument that this is a delusion of ones own mind, is just like the ridiculous argument that a near death experience is not real, or a Shamanic experience was a delusion, and this totally goes out the window at this level. When an experience you are open to, or a destination you have selected; drives itself – whether selected or not, the choices are few.

You know you are connected to something that is not "just you." You are exchanging good vibes with the "All," and now you are getting answers in the universal language of thoughts and images. Once this has been experienced; the ridicule against the topics I cover – seems laughable. The words of those who have failed to experience this; is all we are accustomed to, sadly.

What I have found is that with practice, you can routinely, although never reliably by design it seems, get answers; to anything you can conceive of, or intend to ask this intelligible light - as ancient texts sometimes named it. I don't get results daily, or on a whim; but from as many as a few big ones each year, up to several in a month – seems to be my rate. In times of crises, if we are tuned to this ability; the rate skyrockets. Other times significant success requires repeated long attempts; so if it were "imagined" I would expect easier and more frequent results – as well as perhaps crappier answers!

This meditational question and answer system we all have as an inherent part of our essence; has been for the most part lost to society. But to those who regularly practice such things, and get results and really "experience" faith – I'm going to blow your mind a little, and perhaps shock those who have these experiences from limited parameters. Verbal charades aside; you are Channelling! You are talking to the ancestors, the spirits we are made of metaphysically; and the record and repository of conscious experience. Shaman knew this existed and how to connect to it; long before institutions were constructed and Bibles witnessed in reverence by similar means!

If you reach out and connect to something supernatural that communicates back, and you are getting answers to your heartfelt questions – you are channelling! As much as this "wigs out" some religious practitioners with narrow parameters, who don't experience faith, and live their lives by the motto that "the Bible says so and that's all I need" it becomes undeniable with a full education. Which is why "full education" both technical, and spiritual; is taboo – because it sort of removes the mental barricade to the truth of what we really are, and what we could and can do. It won't work anymore, this being a new age of reason, and hence a time for truth unfurled.

For anyone of any belief, who actually reaches out and touches, and gets touched back metaphysically, or supernaturally, or divinely (take your pick – perhaps all three) by something, and genuinely experienced it; we are all on the same page. There is no need to quibble over interpretative details for people of all beliefs – who interact with whatever they call God. Everybody else, also regardless of the group or belief, who either fears interaction, doesn't know it is possible, or blindly condemns interacting with it – is what they call "lost" or "veiled" or "separated" from this essential truth. Ring a bell?

What you are doing; is accessing the record of all conscious experience, the All Seeing Eye, the Book of Life, the Akashic record, or God, as not only the sum total of being – but the repository of the entirety of it. The complete conscious overview which we lack in our current condition is spirituality. We just need to broaden our understanding a little; to see nothing religious, empirical, occult, or esoteric exists. What is wrong with whatever we do, whether it is spiritual, or academic, has always been a problem of our intent.

If you redefine God this way, and give this force its proper due, and make it a much bigger idea, as it should be, then connecting to it is also dictated by; the law of intent.

Any time we have a bad spiritual or academic aptitude, we affirm this as a fact. The reason I digress momentarily, is to address the fear associated with such pursuits, because it is the real killer here.

This is why what is in your heart, has always been the crux of spiritual instructions left for us. I did things, learned things, and saw things; we consider impossible – even though like I said before, we do them all the time already in an unaware state. Some information about how to defend your self in the metaphysical realms is required. Here is some of what I learned; and how I implement it.

If you are going to explore the metaphysical realms – you need some armour. Armour that is 100% guaranteed, and yet flexible enough to fit us all, is also not taught. I want you to pay close attention here.

It may sound elementary, and I sort of beat around the bush a little trying to find adequate words to present it to you – but here it is. You are a Child of the Light which sustains us, the Source. I think all the warnings to avoid experiencing these realms are valid; in that if you are unarmed spiritually – there are risks. The real; "Yeah, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death" stuff – to be sure.

If you don't know what you are, and how it works, and how to navigate, channel, and negotiate the ethereal totality – you could get messed up. And here is the big part you must never forget, and why I am on this strange mission – it is all about real faith, true love, and strength in the will and feelings department which comes from good foundations. Your inner child is your strength of will. If you have built a well balanced, well educated inner child – you become a powerful force. The same things that we learn here and make us tougher, apply.

Those foundations to be worthy; need always to have roots in workable facts, the kinds we have been discussing, the topic is too vast to adequately describe or explain it. I hope you hear a "gist," and can see a "glean," and in turn "intuit" my meaning – how's that for meditation at its finest.

The thing no one else is teaching you; is that you already are "the shit" you just don't know it. Life in both realms; is all about exploiting your power, or being exploited by it. When you encounter scary shit in your metaphysical mental excursions; don't take any crap. Repeat after me; "I am a Child of the Light, NOTHING can hurt me; except the deceptions and trappings of my own mind (which I then vanquish with this knowing)."

If you apply this to the trials and tribulations meant to tempt your character into poor choices in physical life; that gets easier too – as above so below has a reflective property.

This is what we call the Devil and Hell; fear of mortality that doesn't exist. It is like giving your notice at work, and being threatened with being fired! Like a bad zombie movie; how do you kill a dead guy? Or even in the Spiritual sense – how do you kill a Spirit, Angel, Ghost, or whatever you call a non-physical, yet conscious being? We all possess a bulletproof indestructible light body – restricted by our own undeveloped limitations as an individual physical being.

The wisest teachings all include this if you look at it this way. The bulk of spiritual teaching makes some sense if viewed this way too. Fear not as you travel the valley of darkness, and seek the Light, and good Angels that destroy evil, Angels that protect and guide us; are mostly references to navigating the spiritual realms with bodyguards, armour, and spiritual bullets, to protect us. The "Spirits" can mean Universal Consciousness; any monsters are created by you and self generated – use that knowledge to vanquish them, and explore without fear.

The fact is that those sources of protection are methods of positive thought or intent, to ward off your own trappings of mind; your misconceptions, as it were. The only fear we experience, we create, the only escape from it; we also create. Know that. If anything gets feeling "wrong" or "scary," don't take no shit, and don't back down; stand up to it and put fear of it behind you. This is easy to do if you have a working knowledge and foundation to believe it from. We represent all possibilities and potentials – concentrate on the positive creative loving potentials and tour at will. We make our own monsters; just don't make any, and if you do simply realize you rented it and forgot to return it!

Channelling is often described as navigating your metaphysical rocket ship, through a series of tunnels. The descriptions are those of traveling through the "worm-holes" of space/time. I found it odd that the Worm-Holes scientists believe inhabit the Cosmos, are described as instantaneous tunnels to anywhere. Why is what I am suggesting so weird again?

We travel this connective tissue, as universal secretions of consciousness, temporarily bound in physical isolation. We are but a moment, in all the moments. I just found some confirmation, at least experientially from those of us who have channelled and either known, or not known that we did so. We can experience "other moments" from ours.

Acts of Clairvoyance, Prophecy, and Spiritual moments of Clarity, are the same phenomenon; a trip through the connective worm-holes of the alchemy of space/time. Trust me on this one; I ain't anybody special – we can all do this. Don't be intimidated by the complex explanations people give you – who have never experienced it. Seek out those who have credible information; based on experiences. This is just like anything else worthy; shrouded in mystery and draped in fear, to keep you from getting your own feet wet. Walk on a little water in a metaphoric sense. You might have to give a value to your brothers and sisters testimony about such experiences, but that should sound somewhat a familiar theme too!

With a little knowledge about the actual nature and basis of our reality, and a little spiritual footwork (not assumed and non-experiential dogma), this will get easier and easier. Especially as we approach what everyone perceives as "end-times" before the Golden Age, which is a bit of a contradiction in itself. We are presently living through an extinction event and have been for some time now; my point is, it can only get better or we are soon done!

The Hopi Indians, the Mayans, Tribal Shaman worldwide, and the New Age Spiritualists, all have the right idea. It is a "Change Time" foremost; the amount of stress which is endured is as always up to us. This is where the idea of a shit-storm before the conscious flowers bloom, comes from, the pain of birth.

What is coming is good, not bad. We are already in the middle of the shit-pile of Armageddon, or whatever you want to call it. The hopeful message then becomes; that it will be the "stopping of the stupidity" we are awaiting. The ones who meditate, and connect to our source, will develop more abilities, faster and easier than before. If you read the ancient texts in context, this is foretold. Unfortunately; while this takes place for the minority who understand it – those who do not.....go more squirrely! This is a foretold consequence of the evolution of consciousness, over the alchemy of time.

If you could imagine being able to "feel" your world, and feel the intentions behind people better than their words, and get any education you desire from the Source of all information, or the University of Universal Consciousness to be precise, and not want or need material mental illness, and partially experience and understand the metaphysical realms prior to returning to them – you are beginning to see the potentials. All truth is revealed in a matrix where a lie is immediately recognized as such.

I see the logic behind dispensing with the calendar by the Mayan people, with the realization that there is no time. Time is a fictional concept, and when we understand the implications of that – the need to count time and hurry to our death will pass. The first tree or level was awareness and knowledge; the next tree or level is the awareness of the true nature of life and reality as an eternal conscious matrix to develop in.

What would happen is good; so tell anyone who denies this to have a coke and sit on it! The results of this increased awareness of our situation, our real situation, would speak to such doubts expressly. If you need fodder to consider it, I urge you to review why we fight, and wreck the planet, and give little or no value to each other, and waste the spiritual potential in what we call the human condition.

Some claim to talk to God daily, like he was a neighbour you can't get away from; and I don't trust that type of account, because it isn't how it happens for me, and is not how I experience it. In a real way Spirit is "everywhere," as thought; but I don't believe it babbles at you without cessation. You have to seek it. The consistent conversation is held in the invisible subconscious and subtle minutia of life effortlessly.

I don't rule anything out I suppose, but I do have some idea how this works. The reason I sometimes seem untoward and hostile to the standard spiritual concepts we are being bombarded with daily, is because it removes the possibility of the real truth. I see that as evil in a real way, as deception. We needn't blame anyone else for it; because we have in some respects all deceived ourselves it seems, willingly!

All I am saying is that between the charlatans, and the snake oil salesmen, and the opposition posed at alternate concepts; is some truth, and some new ground to cover – if you can negotiate the pitfalls. We can meditate at levels far in excess of merely getting a relaxing feeling – that is just how it starts.

If you explore on your own, given some basic truths and guidelines (which are flexible and not immutable), you will get results! As you gain conscious abilities, and explore further hopefully, thanks to educational efforts leaking out all around us; you will not only experience what I have, but much more. I ask that you share the "real bits" with the rest of the tribe, so once we know they exist, we can evolve them, and find more.

When you know why you are constructed this way, why you feel the way you do about your experience, and learn to navigate the metaphysical terrain, and as a result grasp the meaning of life, the Grail, or whatever you envision it as – the world will be the better place it could be.

I have only found one exception to the great elation experienced in such a journey as mine – which I feel I must briefly address in context to this subject. It isn't danger so much as hurt. A few realizations hurt like proverbial Hell, to be sure. For one; how lost and confused many are. Distracted, unkind, selfish, greedy people who inflict pain and cruelty because they are completely unable or unwilling to find what I am talking about in life, is another. You will have an "Oh Shit Moment" and the realizations will cause some pain – be ready for it. The lost lead and educate the lost, unfortunately.

Many of those who don't get this are dear to us – and knowing what some of us do know; can make that painful. Not because they are forsaken or lost to an inevitable skillet of eternal redemption; but because like I said – they hurt themselves and everyone and everything around them, because of it. And if I got this right – they hurt mostly themselves, in the bigger picture.

At times the weight of the world can fall upon your shoulders, all of mans sins are taken on as your own, all acts of defiling nature are viewed as an assault on a favourite place or a beloved pet; but don't lose heart. This is the only real pitfall of knowledge; and it is a necessary part of reckoning with, and the solving of, life's riddles. The values of the extreme complete opposite reaction; are always reflecting back.

This is where the bit about God being a merciful and great God, comes into play; in the bigger picture, and not in our smaller picture, of the day to day toils. Nobody gets out alive, and yet nobody really dies; remember? The reward is at the end; remember? The ancient stone tablets say that the gateway to life, the real life; is this death. The western scriptures agree, and say the way to the Light and the Father (or whatever!), are found through resurrection. Resurrection from what, and to what, do you suppose?

I suggest it isn't being stuck back into your human body, unless you only temporarily vacated it. It is soaring about in your light body, in the metaphysical domains – like a fart with culture and value, with the "wind" at your backside!

This is why we know we are at the truth about our dual nature. The metaphysical and the physical, the essence and its material display, the brain and the consciousness, are all ways this is shown to us. When you meditate, pray, or believe, no mater how you have to accomplish it – you do yourself and the whole group a service. That part is "Oneness." This is what "Not So Basic Meditation and Free-style," is all about; development and exploration – versus stagnation and No-style. It isn't about "how" you get it; only about whether you do. And it isn't about "how" you practice it; and likewise all about whether you do, and how intently. If you keep failing, just review your intent and intensity.

The point I was trying to make here was that to expect some results from faith and a reasonable expectation of validation for it, through interaction and experience with it, shouldn't be ridiculed – it should be a way of life. Some know this instinctively; which only serves to prove my point that the information we are; is all around us. I like to think, this being the age of reason, that if we develop and nourish both aspects of reality – some benefits will become undeniable. Then hang on to something tight as the world readjusts for the better I trust, after the usual snivelling against change out of fear is quelled.

As we evolve consciously; we will return to a condition where we communicate with the greater consciousness we are made of, and are from. Everything "conscious" will gain a measured upgrade; according to its ability. The technological advancements accelerating all around us, which are drawn from the collective shared field; are valid common sense proof of this manifested as fact. If you are completely oblivious to any of this, or so out of tune you can't feel or understand it; you will just miss out on a chance. This is a chance to evolve in the truest sense of the word.

Meditate; your life will benefit from it, the people around you will benefit from it, and the society will change for the better because of it. Use common sense, remember what others and myself have told you, and remember, if you go free-style.......there is no limit. The pay-off for going free-style – is seeing through the crap, experiencing it on your own, getting solid results, and sharing with the tribe. Since real experiential growth, and independence, and spiritual capital is hard to come by; I just gave away Fort Knox! Spend wisely, invest, and make more.....and give that away too. The formula is easy!
**4.4 – The Human Rocket Ship, and the Trip through the Worm-hole**

This could be a little difficult to accept; but we are cosmic bodies ourselves, human rocket ships if you will entertain the thought – on the proverbial trip through the worm-hole. It is the long list of doubts we have had instilled in us, in essence about ourselves; that makes what should immediately become evident – elude our grasp.

I would like to start this chapter, by putting out a bunch of notions we hold dear to us; that are blatantly false, and then correcting them. These are not my beliefs; but the beliefs we have falsely accepted through our misconceived notions. These are all arguments used to deny what I am trying to tell people.

\- "There is no such thing as free energy – you can't get something for nothing." You will often hear this from skeptics, who are indoctrinated to the falsehoods we currently accept as truth.

If there is no "free energy," then where is the "gas tank" for cosmic expansion? If that doesn't strike home for you; where does the energy of the atomic sub-structure come from? How about the biological mysteries associated with the energy of DNA, formative growth, and self-organization from the molecular level on up? It seems as though in all reality; atomic energy, biological energy, and cosmic energy, is endlessly supplied for nothing and is free! All of nature; uses "free energy." Myth busted.

\- The "nothing can exceed the speed of light rule," is another falsehood easily exposed as bogus. This is a prime example of dogmatic old school science at its worst.

This one is falling apart at the seams, and has been for some time actually. It just took several examples to prove it beyond deniability. If we were a wee bit of a "Sherlock" about it, we would have long laid this myth to rest. Take a quick moment to consider my earlier points. If space/time is a fabric, as Einstein suggested it was; then black holes suck in space/time – faster than light, otherwise it could escape. Gravity moves faster than light, as does the fabric we are embedded in.

The waterfall at the event horizon of a black hole – moves faster than light (as the tunnel, channel, or worm-hole opens away from us). Then we also already know for about a hundred reasons; that the atomic sub-structure can breach this unbreakable speed of light rule. As a matter of fact we know it does it all the time; and might even have something to do with how it operates. Then you have the speed of thought to contend with, and instant biological communication. Not conventional thought, but subconscious, subliminal thought. A thought is instant. Lots of things move faster than light.

How foolish it is to assume that just because we can't see things that move beyond the speed of light; that nothing could exceed the speed of light. We shouldn't impose our perceptive limitations on nature and reality. Common sense busts this myth, as soon as you realize that "everything" is in fact a single seamless fabric; in which the bits we can detect are embedded – even us!

\- "We live in a steady-state reality." What you see is what you get. All that exists is visible to me; and I can hammer on it. This one is a "no-brainer."

Tesla knew well over 100 years ago, that the true nature of reality was anything but a steady state. Tesla knew well ahead of mainstream that all reality was actually comprised of Energy, and Vibrations, at different Frequencies. All of his greatest achievements reflect this knowledge. We now can confirm that he was right. Everything is blinking, or a pulsing energy, which does so at differing frequencies, or rates. There is little resistance left to the truth that what we see – is not really how it is.

For another thing; we know we can't see the bulk of the stuff in space, or even here on earth. Our observable spectrum is so small; there is no doubt there are many vibrations we can't see. Not to mention the threads or worm-holes which connect everything, to everything else? All of our reality is generated by a steady stream of photons (intelligible light), and this constant cascade of light energy; creates the illusion of a "steady state reality" if you blink much slower like we do. There is no such thing as a "steady-state reality" in all reality!

\- "You only get one life – and then you die." Its every man for himself, survival of the fittest, everything I can get my hands on I am entitled to, and the rest of the usual malarkey. Let's call it what it is. This is "the big one."

For starters; no matter which context we ask this question from, the following applies. We have no idea how we got here in the first place! The cosmos, the first life forms, the first humans, or even on a personal level..........do you remember how you arrived? Not one of us remembers a moment where we realize – "poof" I exist, we just always seemed to exist. We do this from a condition of a perpetual moment, which each of us perceives ourselves as the center of? My point is that we fabricate an end, for perhaps a beginning we can't ever quite put our finger on either.

I'll say it again – we don't really die, and life is about metaphysical education, and not physical material or properties, or even what we perceive as our termination. When we seem to move into another dimension, rather than cease to be, as we float above our mortal coil – everybody "gets it." The trick is to figure this out, ahead of time, for real – not only as a weak thought. This brings us to an even more painful belief, in regards to spirit continuance, since I did mention "malarkey."

\- "There is only one path to Heaven," although it seems that it is different for different folk. For some it is Jesus (who they define as God), or Mohammed, or Buddha, or Jehovah, or what ever name you chose to apply; to a concept too big for a title." Oh by the way; every single other belief system, no matter how decent, gets to burn in the skillet of Hades in perpetuity as punishment – for fabricated reasons! This is the age of reason; remember?

It never ceases to amaze me, that devout people of faith; actually can't see the contradiction to the very precepts of faith itself that this mentality embodies. Brothers and Sisters; meant so much more than the immediate circle of perception we occupy, otherwise how can you ever grow. The only "selective paths," are the choices we make; from our individuation. And I suspect failing to consider others of equal worth; has a lot to do with that shortcoming.

The entire gambit; is one of consciousness. The reason it could only be this way, is because of how our reality is constructed; since we are a reflection of it. In the simplest terms; the universe started from a conscious point and in a fractal holographic sense – it still is conscious, only with many points.

The long and the short of it is; that the Universe is made of consciousness, for "said consciousness" to grow and develop in. It is just that simple. We are cosmic bodies on a journey, just like any star or atom is. We are about to realize the true nature of reality, which will cause us to abandon the falsehoods which imprison our consciousness; and thwart our development.

It is in this respect, that we truly are a Human Rocket Ship, on a Trip Through the Worm-hole. The thing of it all is that we share the worm-holes; if not the rocket ships we travel in. So if you "beef up your rocket ship" you accelerate your trip; as is evidenced by a universe which expands faster exponentially – as you become more consciously developed. Like everything else; the worm-hole remains constant – it is us who accelerate our journey. It is probably by design.

The more you reach out, and become non-local, while still on the launch pad; the better your trip through the worm-hole. The greater you radiate back this energy, the higher the rate of conscious propulsion. This ranges from moving down a notch, to a lesser vehicle, to moving into another vehicle, or perhaps all the way to no longer requiring a rocket ship to travel the worm-hole.

This "touchy feely" excursion, has yet to allude to the purpose of the journey. When I go to work for example; the purpose of the journey – is the pay. So what is the point of the pains of our journey; perhaps a more worthy currency?

We, as I have often realized, are stuck in the middle of a "shit pile on a train wreck." I don't mean to sound ungrateful, because in the bigger picture – I am anything but. Once you understand; the lessons become lessons – rather than senseless grief. The realization which causes people to say things like that, and jump off bridges and such, is this realization, coupled with the idea that the purpose of the journey is pointless. This is why people of true faith remain faithful; even when life is anything but a bowl of cherries. Life is a pile of crap at times, as we all know. But is this by design, and if it is; why?

The development is paramount to the journey. For that to happen, you have to realize that to accomplish the goal of life; you have to be put through paces. What would develop, or be tested, by a mundane, uneventful existence. Not much. A sailor who only experienced calm waters for example; would not be my choice to navigate a storm. Experience; is only achieved at a price, and that price is "experience," and not money.

Every time you crash your dirt bike, or snowmobile, or vehicle, if you get my drift; you gain experience, which can not be obtained by avoiding bumps and bruises. Like people who remain "neutral" have less emotional capital to draw on. That which sucks, but we survive, as Conan said; makes us stronger. And in the bigger picture it is almost irrelevant if we live or die even!

The purpose of life can't be ease and permanence; since neither can ever be achieved as a mortal being. If that were the purpose of life; we had all might as well leap now. Absolutely nobody is spared from the bumps, bruises, and reckonings; on their way to an inescapable conclusion. The purpose of life; is to educate universal soul, or that which the rocket ship travels! To evolve the hologram of life is the conscious duty we must undertake. The implications are good; and the evidence can be found at the personal level, the spiritual level, and in the bare facts science, without the hooey.

Why do you think we want to explore the Universe, despite our major limitations in this regard? It is built into us. We are cosmic, in essence. Why do you think we have always expended such great efforts, to understand and connect to the cosmos? Chipping on stone, building massive stone structures, creating elaborate belief systems, building rockets to pilot into space etc, are all a yearning for our roots.

The seeking of knowledge about our reality is the very same activity, of trying to explain our reality through academic and scientific pursuits. When we try to determine the nature of reality by breaking it into the smallest bits, or by seeing into the furthest extremes of the universe, we learn only one consistent thing. We learn that at the largest scales we can see, and the smallest scales we can see, everything "gets fuzzy!"

What I mean is that the material stuff, and the spirit stuff; become indivisible from one another! The observer returns full circle; to observe itself. The answer to the universe, the biology, the atoms, and our consciousness; is wholly contained within the internal design of us – spiritually, the metaphysical spirit component. If we learn better how we work; we will be able to answer all the questions we currently can not; about everything else!

It is our position of viewing; that's all. If you were way smaller than you are, or way bigger than you are, your view would change, but still show you the same thing. The point of this; is that it is actually about how it works, not your viewpoint. It is the thing you are looking with; which is the technology that needs to be better understood.

Your body, or vehicle; is a rocket ship in which you travel through space/time. Your consciousness, or your individuation; is the pilot. Your (our) experience; is the journey undertaken – and the choices along the way, are the act of navigation. That journey is Cosmic!

So if you think life is beautiful, and you have some notion of spirituality; I have really good news for you. The journey you are on; was intentional. As mundane and perhaps unimportant as we view our experience at times – nothing could be further from the truth. It isn't the big things for the most part that constitute "navigation." The small spontaneous acts of kindness are the course corrections that get us there.

What I am trying to tell you in no uncertain terms, is that every single shit-bag on the planet, including you and I; have a value and a purpose. The purpose and value however; have little to do with the things we tend to place value on. First digest the fact that as small as you might feel on earth; you are a great being in your totality. If you are here on the earth; then you have infinite value, and magnificent purpose. You are "working," and your "job" is piloting your rocket ship, through the worm-hole of life.

For those who cannot accept the fact that we are "special," study a little. From the atoms we are made of, to the biological assembly of evolution, to the unique consciousness we exhibit, to the Cosmic fabric we are embedded in, or are part and parcel of; we are special, and not by chance.

At a practical scale; the earth could be viewed as the rocket ship for our global experience as a group. As the earth rotates and orbits around our sun, as the sun in turn rotates and orbits around our galactic center, and as our galactic center travels through space/time – we are without a doubt cosmic travelers. But at a personal level; our physical body is a vehicle, and also a mode of transportation, for a conscious journey.

As the earth travels around our sun, you travel about on the earth. As the ancients claimed, in an astonishingly accurate version of reality; your body is the physically manifest orbit – of your spirit, or center. This is what they really meant when they said you are a Star, and that your body is the planet that revolves around it. And if that doesn't clinch it for you; consider how complex a human being is. We are not only the apex of physical development; we are also the conscious apex of experiencing it. As magnificent as nature is, cosmic or organic, no other creature is quite like us.

Yes animals have feelings, I even believe they have a spirit component; and I in no way mean to imply that they are not capable of experiencing feelings. Feelings are Spirit; so they are not merely mechanistically experiencing life – they experience it from their viewpoint, just like we do. What they don't do – is spend their time trying to explain everything, and "quest" for knowledge. Other creatures don't have this unexplained ability, and inherent desire to comprehend what is behind what we see. Creatures never exceed a static, classical world view. Neither do many humans; hence the problem – power and knowledge require maturity and deeper understanding.

The other debateable point is whether animals can count or not; and most studies indicate that other than knowing more from less, animals don't do math. Hunters know this for example, because they use this information to their advantage to hunt elusive game. They drive or hike into an area in a group, the game vacates, and then all but one hunter leaves. A short time later, generally speaking, the game who only understands that "people came," and "people went," move back into the area – and become dinner. The evidence indicates that animals don't "math;" at least very well, and certainly not like we do.

Animals don't likely contemplate their navel about the cosmos and rocket ships, or hidden dimensions, I could be wrong – but I'd bet they don't. We are a very peculiar creature among the others; and it doesn't require a degree or a diploma to recognize this as a fact.

This peculiarity we exhibit, according to both science and faith; was and still is – an evolutionary process. This means something to all but the most dimly illuminated among us! The "goal" if you will consider the familiar metaphor; is all about this development. And what does this development tell us, about the very purpose of our experience?

At each evolutionary level, comes a greater state of awareness. This awareness is a result of better being able to comprehend our environment with our senses, and our "processing unit." Better understanding your environment, and your place in it; become understood as a function of life itself in this consideration. From the first forms of rudimentary life, we evolved our abilities to "sense" our surroundings, better comprehend them, and more fully interact with them.

What is next then; because this seems to be the epoch we are perched upon? How about the subject matter of this book? The things we "suspect exist" but haven't been inclined to study yet, will become revealed as we evolve. We will begin to see, and comprehend, and do things we were oblivious to, just yesterday. This has always been happening; it is just about to accelerate exponentially.

When the science of our reality, and our ability to consciously digest the information it reveals to us come together; the exponential possibilities will cascade into reality. In the same fashion, at the same time; we hopefully grow the hell up spiritually; by realizing the undeniable spirit component at the core of everything is consciousness. Not a fictional concept, but the ability to develop, evolve, reckon with, and experience reality. Consciousness is all of that, and then some.

The Human Rocket Ship; is this process of cosmic navigation – of universal consciousness. The universal consciousness; is the "venue" for the experience; or the "worm-hole." So ask yourself this easy to answer question. If the universe is accelerating, and is made of consciousness, and I am not separate from it; am I not accelerating with it? As a driver rather than a passenger on the earth bus, and a conscious traveler of space/time – I may even be the one pressing on the accelerator!

I take issue with the old saying that the more you know; the more you don't know. It may have applied when we didn't know bugger all in the first place; but now we are connecting dots, conscious ones. And as you connect more and more "dots" the image is revealed, and the image is Singular. As corny as it sounds – everything is "One." When you harm anything else; you harm yourself. Failing to forgive; is failing to be forgiven. It is that simple. The load you are toting – you put there (not the lessons; but the load – or your interpretations of the lessons).

This is my defiant argument against Artificial Intelligence, in a microcosm. This lack of functional awareness; which can not be produced by technologically artificial means, is my contention. Some argue whole heartedly that computers will soon be "sentient" or self aware like we are. I tend to believe that no matter how complex computers become; they will lack the essence that defines us. The "essence" that defines us is an independently driven curiosity, and the desire to ask the questions we are born with as a child.

But let me play Devils advocate here, and let us assume that artificial intelligence is a part of the destiny of the human rocket ship. I wouldn't rule anything out in an age of possibilities beyond current imagination. What would the criteria be for whether it was sentient or not? The computer experts say they have a list of questions for the first A.I. that would settle the dispute conclusively. Questions that would prove it could think.

I have some questions of my own! Like what did the A.I. ask you? Never mind what you spoon feed it – what does it want to know? If it is indeed intelligent; it must have some questions; life being a giant WTF and all.

If it asks the following questions; I will not only conclude that it is artificially intelligent – but that it exceeded all expectations by asking – that which we were not inclined to ask ourselves.

If the first A.I. turned to us; it's creators in essence, looked up, and asked the following – I would happily eat everybody's shorts!

Q - #1 – What is the Universe?

Q - #2 – How did it get there?

Q - #3 – How did we all get here?

And then the real clincher!!!!!!!

Q - #4 – Why are you and everything embedded in it?

Q - #5 – How come I am not?

If Artificial Intelligence was smart enough to ask what we were not curious enough to make a priority of solving, and stump us with child like questions we have abandoned; I would welcome it with open arms as a new child of the universe. If it was more curious than we are; I would give it marks. If it was highly intelligent and asked child like questions, I might change my opinion. We seem to be completely satisfied with "no good answer" for most things – even the first questions a "sentient being" would want answers for.

If it (A.I.) figured out how some of this works, what motivates life, and to what end; then A.I. would have solved the riddle that has eluded us, since we peered out of the cave. The discovery of our Metaphysical surroundings; will dissolve the falsehood that the material reality is all there is to life. Life is much more than that; it is a tactile infinite conscious energy – the bulk of which we can not see. All we have discovered so far; are the temporary bits – stuck in time and bound to 3rd dimensional experience.

Figuring out how this works – reveals the ultimate technology..........us. From the free energy nature runs on at all scales, to the construct of time as an element, to the pilot of the Human Rocket Ship we occupy, to the Worm-holes of Space/Time we travel; it is always about just who you thought it was – You! You; from endless views, which together make something bigger.

I mean it isn't like you don't have time to experience everything; since we are talking about conscious infinity. Think about it...... what else would you do? You would want to make the most options, in an ever evolving venue – otherwise infinity would be a curse. Just like life would be excessively cruel – if it didn't end without fail at some point. I hope I got through with this alternate view for life; the details as always are a personal requirement.

The only other realization required is that "you" are not just "you." The ultimate technology is the Law of One. We already are the most fantastic rocket ship ever designed, on a never ending and always expanding journey. You couldn't build a better rocket – or design a better worm-hole.

In the Oneness; resides the individuation. The journey, as every religion tried to explain; is a return to the singular state or oneness – as is evidenced by how all life continually self organizes and connects into higher states of complexity.

Just think about how going to your center, and finding your "oneness," immediately connects you to the whole. It is the opposite of what is expected. To withdraw usually disconnects a person from the totality. Since this is unarguably the opposite of how it really works; I am convinced we find more than ourselves in there. We find an "All Seeing Eye," and a reflection from above, or the Spirit Component in everything. And that component is "shared" like an over-soul; between all the individuals – who are on a mission for you know what!

The organic way to conceive this; would be that the Cosmos, in its entirety; is one larger organic "Being" we are inside of – like atoms or cells in us. The atoms and cells in us, for the most part, factoring in a little chaos theory for novelty sake; seem to make decisions that benefit me as a whole – and despite the fact that atoms and cells have lives of their own, they serve the body they inhabit.

We govern the minutia below our scale, or at least influence it; just realize that you are the minutia of something greater governing, or influencing you. Like; something influencing when to "evolve" for just one example. It isn't "rocket science" that leads one to the conclusion, that something greater exists, and make the obvious discovery that it works the same, at all the levels – it is mere common sense!

The part that is eternal and shared, is faster than light (although it is light we can't yet see), non-local (everywhere at once or super-positioned), and non-temporal (not "fixed" in time, but "all times."), and of such an all inclusive nature, that the "Devils sub-clause" comes to mind. Sub-clause; 13–13: "Any items excluded, shall be deemed included!" As much as I believe the devil is in the details, and not a fictitious character; here is what I mean by this. (Nor would I suggest signing in blood on the dotted line – for the above reason; were you to take that literally!)

This metaphysical nature inside us; and all around us, like sub-clause 13-13; is all inclusive. The metaphysical essence is not terminally mortal, like the physical, material, bite you in the ass reality we are experiencing. The fantastic implications are indescribably beautiful, and without limits. The only limit is that of the temporary individuation, and not of the light body.

This is where I take some heat; for taking the dogma about spirituality – head on. There is no Hell, and the Devil or Satan concept is either an outright fabrication; or a buffoon's interpretation of our own shortcomings. Either way - save yourself the disempowerment; and not from a fictional being who represents your temptations. This is just the fictional version of evil – there are enough "real evils" we need to address.

If God was a "spooky father figure" who had pre-ordained every tiny detail of our experience, and there is nothing he, it, or whatever, hadn't already set in stone as they say; why punish us? Other than that rhetorical thought – why do evil or non-believing people we would consider damned and doomed spiritually; have the same loving presence meet them in near death experiences?

If it was a "selective process" then not every mind-set from all walks of life, and every conceivable belief system, or lack of one, would get to go home? Because that is what we are really talking about here; going back from whence we came – after getting "lost." If I am temporarily lost, but really I am part of a great totality; where did the punishment bit, and the grovelling to be worthy part, and the geek in a red suit come from? From us!

The study of near death phenomenon, not to mention the experiences myself and many others have had and tell others about; all say the opposite. No Hell, No guy with horns, No burning pit, and No being forsaken. The overwhelming evidence and personal accounts are exactly what I felt; no fear, a calming presence, clear direct communication, and most of all a maintained consciousness – and a strong sense we don't die. It's more of a "Don't worry, be happy" feeling – after an "oh shit moment!"

There might be some having to reckon with the stupid things that every single one of us has been guilty of; you know – none is without need of forgiveness from somebody or something as they say. But all in all; we review our lesson here on earth, and judge ourselves from a higher perspective, which might be scary enough. After all; nobody knows better than an enlightened you – how badly and why you screwed up.

The Tibetan Book of the Dead, the Egyptian Book of the Dead, the Ancient Kabbalah, and several other ancient spiritual teachings – claim that you sort of just wake up in "the other waiting room." You carry on just like you do here, only in ethereal form, in a metaphysical environment which is every bit as real as this reality is to you now. You smoke, drink, eat, move about, and carry on like normal – until you start to notice little things.

Those "little things" that just don't quite jive; are the only first clue you have that you have crossed the threshold of the worm-hole. Then according to these beliefs, you start sorting out your misconceptions about reality one by one, that this experience imprinted on you. A type of cleansing takes place, described in alternate ways – that frees the spirit from its own mental trappings and misconceptions. Trappings about how we see things incorrectly now; the how and why as it really is – not as we know it.

I figure that if we have as many of those misconceptions as possible sorted out before we have to climb into our rocket ship, and take a trip through the worm-hole, and exit the known universe as they say – the journey and the pre-trip inspection would become routine. We would consciously navigate physical experience, as practice for metaphysical journeys undertaken later. Education of Spirit defined I should think.

When you fall asleep to this physically trapped, cast down into suffering 3rd dimensional reality, and you awaken to a further all inclusive, no longer limited reality, your newly freed spirit can soar.

Think of your life as a preparation for a celestial space mission, like you are an astronaut. You train, you study, and you realize some all important things. For one; that you have been selected because of your courage, and excellence of character. You are a problem solver, and have guts and don't easily give up, for another. Then after being special, a veritable one in a million just for being selected for the journey; you get to train and work your guts out – to risk your life. Are we still talking about a space mission? Maybe in the strictest sense we still are – it applies either way. Whether you are an astronaut or a human explorer, you are that one in a million, gutsy spirit; on tour, or duty, or on a mission, working.

Then when you have finished training here on earth, you climb into your personal rocket ship; and head for the nearest star, or galactic center – and take the reverse trip through the worm-hole you took to get here.

Don't get me wrong, I still mourn the losses of life like I did before; but a part of me can't help but celebrate a freedom from the trappings of this mortal existence. I miss people who leave us still – but I have some idea where they went; and all is not lost as they say. I also know how we get there; and that any preparation for our journey is beneficial, although not mandatory.

I do believe in my core; that when someone ceases to be here; they just go to an all inclusive somewhere else. They literally climb into their spiritual star ship; and streak across the cosmos, to a place they make for themselves here. I would have little difficulty believing, based on workable hypothesis and not myth; that we do this in perpetuity, or for ever and ever. A never ending dream within a dream, within a dream! A conscious state where you wake up from a dream, inside a dream; and yet still are not awakened yet.

Jumping dimensions, membranes, light frequencies, or vibrational harmonics; in perpetuity, each being a cycle of a cycle, of a bubble inside a conscious bubble (aura or boundary state), would be exactly the structure of reality we are experiencing. Day and night, seasons, lunar cycles, solar cycles and birth and death are no exception as cycles and nothing more. A nesting of conscious bubbles within bubbles, connected outside of space/time by silver threadlike tunnels.

You just keep traveling from one worm-hole to another; until you reach the final one that generates everything – the "Light" and Source of all the emanations. The journey I suspect is a long one, and without fail I believe all of us get there, it just becomes how many vehicles and bus stops are endured. I more than suspect that on an eternal journey, it is as always the ability to enjoy the ride we mustn't lose sight of; in the bigger picture that it surely is. A million years, or a billion years, are nothing amid eternal process.

Never have we been at such a time in our history. Amid the peril and strife we are experiencing; is the opportunity for Change. If we were "all that," the situation would be different than it is. We ain't all that! We won't admit it quite yet; but most of us in our heart of hearts know it. We all know something is wrong a machine can't fix. This is what drives some of us to look.

I would like to put our passing into perspective, as it relates to Spirit. There is more to it than we know. Our eventual demise is usually a release and a blessing by the time the end comes. Think about how we end up for the most part. Either some accident claims us at work, in travel, or a debilitating illness takes us out. Did I mention life being hard no matter whom you are? To summarize; "Life is hard, and then you die." It seems so nasty we just have to laugh.

So if we are waiting for an easy life; without trials and tribulations, where we don't perish – we are to be blunt on the wrong planet. It doesn't seem to even be a possibility. Not one of us can escape physical reality and mortality, no matter who you are. Everyone gets their fair share of grief. And understand this; if you didn't you would be getting ripped off for your time here. Let me explain in a way everyone can understand.

If an animal is beyond help, and is suffering; what is the only kind thing to do? We often kid around and say if I get really screwed up – pull the plug and let me go, or put me out of my misery. Put that into perspective; from a much, much, larger perspective. Death is a release from a burden. If we didn't eventually perish and achieve release; it would be unusually cruel given the whole picture.

This is what I mean by knowing we don't die; being very significant. Birth and death are a process – and not a terminus. A boundary state lacking a beginning and end – no longer constitutes a permanent boundary state. Like the continuous cycle of days, separated by divisions; of day and night. It is a division.

If we fully grasp and believe that we don't consciously cease to be when our body fails; life takes on the proper meaning; as a lesson for universal soul and you. Instead we often view life as being an unfair cruel trip without a point, in which you suffer needlessly, only to face the ultimate assault. Once you put things in perspective; life becomes the act of perfection it should be viewed as. There is no needless suffering; only suffering to an end. I am not saying we don't suffer; but it isn't needless like we are taught.

If you don't believe that everyone is born equal in the realm of pain, and suffering, and death; find the most self righteous prick you can; and ask him why he suffers just like the next guy. Or ask the richest people; if life didn't dish up some torment for them, you know - things money won't help like family break ups, car accidents, drug abuse, and cancer etcetera. Sometimes the wealthy suffer immensely; just to go from being the elite – down to what we would call comfortable for losing their wealth. Their wealth becomes a burden to maintain, and fear of losing it permeates and occupies their lives. How sad is a life distracted; believe it or not I feel sorry for many people we might call well off.

This stage of experience is after all a childhood consciously. To grow up; you have to go through birth, infancy, childhood, adolescence, adulthood, and twilight years. I don't mean that as our earth cycle; I mean it spiritually – over all. Scriptures called us children for a reason. I hope this is making some sense to you; in ways more than my verbs can adequately convey. I hope you speak gist.

Take a completely different look at life; and see how it serves you. Actually consider some of the whack-o stuff I laid on you. Question it, study some, meditate a little; and then feel around inside yourself for the truth. You will I am sure get a better answer; especially as the Cosmos evolves, and consciousness is drawn closer to Singularity, the Zero-point, or whatever you envision it as. Those of us who are evolving personally; will find that the stars are indeed lined up to permit it.

Those who have no such inclination to relate to any of the aspects we have been discussing; will actually get more confused and screwed up. This is also in every channelled manuscript from our past. Everything goes a little crazy for those who failed to grasp this; as everything comes together for who do.

The real point of my message is hope. In the ancient past; long before history books tell us about – the technology was meditation and connecting to our Source and the Akashic Record as the repository for anything you wanted to know. Think about all the versions of God and all the Bibles now; and put this all into a context that makes sense for a change.

What every belief system is based on; is a time when what we call God; spoke unto man and answered his questions – if his intentions and heart was pure and had weight (gravity). It didn't matter what they believed – if they believed it with all their heart and it meant they understood as a result of experiencing it that we don't die; they received the required information to see things a little differently than the rest of us.

So they told us about these experiences, and the information they got; and Bibles and belief systems came of them. That's how they knew we had a galactic sun, the cosmic timetables, a decent although primitive understanding of the nature of reality, etcetera. They knew way more than us; in some respects – and now we know why.

Ancient man connected to what I am talking about; and wrote what we call Bibles and religious texts, tablets, and scrolls as a result of those experiences. That's why there are all those Bibles. We forgot how to do this on purpose for the most part.

How else could you explain the knowledge ancient man possessed? They got the information from the same field that constructs us as an observer; and the biology and matter we are made of and live in - and never forget this; and you are an ever present part of. The "I Am" you are; just is!

This realization still takes place, and always has; but our left-brained, materialistic, greedy, fearful mentality which is caused by believing we face doom and a void – prevents the bulk of us from seeing it. The majority remain lost.

Imagine how handy that would be; combined with our gadget advantage – and our technological bent. What you didn't know – would be revealed in the same way it always has; only now we could control and direct it better. Intuitions, sixth sense, gut feelings, instincts, and multiple forms of clairvoyance; could become tools for advancing science! It really has always worked this way when you study the facts. Always the ideas float about in the shared field; awaiting the right person to recognize and retrieve the information.

So now the "reason" every single one of us is different, and yet the same, comes into view. We all operate the same, or have similar vehicles and experiences – but we travel alone in the shared matrix of the Great Cosmic Mind. It is so we can all find what we need.

As a super positioned fractal hologram of congealed conscious light energy at a set harmonic, we are an Image of a Spirit; in fractal form. We create our sense of being, by moving about as tiny bits of encapsulated consciousness, and not visa-versa as we are taught. Is this not how it felt to become "you?"

This is an infinite condition, because every conscious inch gained, expands the shared matrix by a yard, or exponentially. Anywhere you choose to go; expands before you – like your perspective in the Cosmos does. The real mind blowing part is that every mote of experience is maintained! We live in it!

The previous realities generated in any direction are never destroyed, and form the foundations for the next. If they were not there, like a branch; no growing tip would have a foundation for it – or a trunk or root, to grow from. If the root or branch dies – no new realities (or growing tips) can emerge. Proof we exist, proves that which was before us has been maintained – because we are the information from that evolution secreted from the universal flux into this form.

We do exist; right? Then so does everything before me; in me. As so shall I; in everything else which comes after me. Like a pre and post positioning of an evolving mote of the fabric of space/time; we idle in our rocket ship awaiting the final count down. And yes there is some uncertainty; but it is a long sought after goal and mission we should look forward to, in at least some respects.

This is why our mission to improve as cosmic tools of the universe is thrust upon us at birth; although perhaps preselected by us prior to that birth. The universal sea of conscious energy we navigate; has currents, eddies, whirlpools, and waves – like any life giving energetic body or energy does. Like you do......

And just as the 100th Monkey effect and the Morphogenetic field theories suggest; we are educating a greater whole in the process – and sharing information like nobody's business. The conclusion we should draw from this; is that we are contributing to a whole with this process of self correction.

We should be aligning ourselves with the greater body, and not fighting against our host like a disease, this is bad for you, and bad for your host. The planet knows what I am talking about; even if some disagreement about methods of madness employed remain. Bad for you; bad for your host – maybe we'll get that part soon!

To conclude; my point is – don't sweat the crap we are normally convinced to sweat about. Enjoy and learn from your life like it was a gift; and from what your experience brings you on the journey of life along the way instead. And when that looks like it is all she wrote for you; don't be fooled for an instant.....your celestial chariot awaits your navigation.

You will time travel, through the conscious cosmic maze of worm-holes, when the limitations of the body succumb to the physically limiting potentials of a 3rd dimensional body in a 3rd dimensional reality. You are "fettered" and "veiled" and "blind to the light" in this state, unaware of the Tree of Life we all belong to. To eventually face that which we fear; is the release from a condition which is unfortunately the only condition we know. To perish on earth; is to taste of the Tree of Eternal Life.

If we spent a little time while we are here; connecting to that which we are, and return to – we would see death for what it is. Each demise whether eventual or sudden, is a release from a universal duty to be cast down into a developmental state to evolve consciously. This duty is not the same for everyone.

Just understand that if you know you can, and you choose to; your personal rocket ship awaits you. Just climb into your center, your seat of power, or throne as it was referred to when you are called; and enter the tunnel without fear. The only fear we experience can be quelled by the knowledge that we generated it; and can dispatch it. Once we get our celestial wings in this regards; the sky is the limit.....well not really.....there are none!

In your Human Rocket Ship, you can go anywhere you want. Enjoy all the preparations and the countdown, and the take-off, and your next choice; maybe we'll see each other there!
**5 – Conclusion – The Dawn of Future of Shamanism**

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Sometimes I feel like I have been around since they grew weed in dirt and it had seeds! My kids have the impression that I can remember the dinosaurs; first hand. It might be an overstatement to claim that I sat behind Jesus in the third grade, but sometimes that is the way it feels. O.K. enough already, I'm F'n old!

But there is an advantage to the creaking bones if your mind remains intact. It is called experience. As Long John Baldry stated; "Don't try to sell me no alibi's sister, cause all you got I sold." I have consistently found that age and treachery, can overcome youth and skill, every time!

It is perhaps the redeeming benefit of a misspent youth, an education. And while I am past that now; I still sure as hell remember what "bull-pucky" looks, smells, and tastes like. The education remains intact.

Alright; let's be blunt and cut to the chase here – its time to recap. If the entire universe came from a primordial particle – that particle was conscious. Otherwise why would it be there? Why would it Big Bang? And if nothing intended it to happen; who in the blazes would know or care that it did? The question simply stated – is why is there life at all? The answer is to be found there.

Then; as far as the Cosmos goes – we have to assume all the organization was random. If that doesn't sound silly enough; we can ask how consciousness (us), became embedded into the fabric we exist in, completely by chance?

Lastly, as far as the universe goes; if it was "one thing" that turned inside out and cast it's self everywhere – isn't it sort of still "one thing?" Of course it is! If something small, grew in size, it would still be one thing. That thing is space/time, and all the objects reflected inside it. The universe is at the upper level of the fractal; still a single life force, which is conscious – to say the least. This is something which ancient man was much more aware of than modern man; gadget advantage and all.

As far as biology goes; we already know that life shares information sub-consciously. The ancients knew each species was part of an information repository or collective group. We are starting to realize that the information in the DNA, the unexplained choices cells make, and the information a "being" represents – is external and not internal and individual. It is part of a shared field – a boundary state of consciousness. This is why we attribute these effects to the environment, because they are; but it is not at all a "separate entity."

If you assign a shared field to each species, you explain virtually all the mysteries of instincts, formative growth, and evolution instantly. We already know this as a fact; we just don't like the implications, because we have to admit we are not "the shit," and everything isn't a fluke. It goes against our classical world view, which is outdated.

Biology is embedded information, which is collected from each subsequent generation, and improved upon by experience. This nested information as the ancients well knew; was species specific. But the species specific information (mind of nature) is a symbiosis of all the information – from which each species takes the pertinent information to them. Like a finely tuned and uniquely configured antenna.

In other words; each grouping is connected or nested into a larger conscious field and ultimately part of the larger whole. All biological life; connects to a shared field of information that it in turn contributes to. So once again we are left to conclude that all life shares more than a little conscious ground.

I left the hardest two to deny, for last. If all atoms are part of single quantum energy, or field; and everything is made of atoms – then by default, everything is One Energy. Once again that energy is consciousness, since it communicates and self organizes matter.

The atomic sub-structure consists of "bits" which pop in and out of existence; from a state where they are in essence – everywhere at once, and beyond time. An eternal, non-local energy, full of information creates atomic structure. And if you go even further into "string theory," there is little escape from the realization of the true structure of reality. At the scale of "sting theory" the subtle minutia of life is exposed as merely loops of space/time at a certain harmonic, folded onto them selves. And that my friends; is "gravitation!" Tetragrammaton is indeed the unutterable, indescribable nature of what we have called God by many names.

All that leaves is the "observer," or us. We are the "embedded consciousness" of space/time, as portals to observe and experience from. All we are; is a gathering of the primordial element, amidst the expansion of it – and so is everything we have been discussing in detail. The initial element is the observer and intention that started it all. From that subtle action, a universe was born.

The witness or observational portal is a permanent fixture! You are not a thinking fluke; on a randomly flung ball of dirt, in an inexplicable universe. They are not only "made for," but also a result of you – the permanent watcher and intention. You are merely an aspect of a totality. We've been sold a spiritual and societal bridge to nowhere my patient and inquisitive associate! We are an integral part of the surroundings; and not a chance by-product.

The dot formed the galaxies, the galaxies formed the stars, the stars formed the planets, and this planet – formed us. This is "downwards causation," or "emergence theory" in a nutshell.

When we study the effects of consciousness scientifically as it relates to affecting the quantum physics, the truth of what myself and many others are saying is revealed. We affect the particles we are constructed from; with our conscious observation and intentions. This is a true fact, which is verifiable and repeatable in experiments. We can't declare "poof" and do the things we have the potential to as yet, like "manifest;" but the possibilities are there.

What we do know we can do, like affect water PH, or water temperature, and water structure, are well documented. Experiments with random number generators also show that we can consciously affect the outcome. As we also know in quantum experiments; observing an experiment – alters the outcome as a fact, in the particle/wave duality problem.

So the mind blower is; if we are affecting the quantum field, without knowing it – what is affecting us above our scale? Are we to believe the entire phenomenon starts and stops with us, the "fluke?" It isn't very likely is it? It is way more plausible to consider that we have perhaps unlocked a fundamental principle of operation – of our shared reality.

As "downwards causation" suggests; everything is a reflection from above it. As above so below; was genius mentality we have misunderstood.

The planet didn't make life by chance; it intended to. And that wouldn't have been possible, if the sun (our star) hadn't intended to form an earth; and provide the materials and needed conditions. Then you have a galactic wheel, which houses the materials and intentions which were required to form them, and so on; until the first intention – at the highest harmonic. Each makes a house for the other; to use a Biblical explanation for this.

Call it a Big Bang, or Singularity, a Reflection, a Word or vibration, a Fractal Holographic, or any abundance of principles or religious titles to embody Spirit – it doesn't matter a fiddlers fart. All we have to do; is factor in consciousness from square one – right from the "get-go," and then call it whatever suits you, as long as nobody else has to be excluded, or worse harmed for an alternate perspective.

In a vast universe in which no two things are alike, the purpose of the journey is how we see things from different positions. We have to stop bickering over several versions of One Thing; and get our "collective shit together," as it were.

My point is that something supernatural and metaphysical connects everything to the initial Source, and we interpret this in different ways. But we should stop fighting over the contrived differences, and realize we can now "prove" a Spirit Component does exist.

We can prove it by comparing the experiences we all have and couldn't explain because we were too busy arguing over the details. And we can now easily deduce through actual verifiable sciences – that everything is metaphysically connected back to a source point. That source point was conscious, and we are all connected to it; so what again is so weird about "experiencing it" by connecting to it?

All every religious text and recorded information was; were the experiences and knowledge our great, great, great, great, great, grand-folks wanted us to have – for our actual benefit. We screwed that all up didn't we!

We screwed it up; by each group who saw this in a different way, becoming seen and treated as secondary to the other. Look around, watch the news a little; our problem is obvious to all but the perpetrators of it for greed. They think all that matters is money, and/or that they hold the only key to a gate for a selective path to a fictional cloud based reality called Heaven (or a place where you get to rape umpteen virgins!), what a crock. As Bill Maher said in Religulous ; "You believe a talking snake in a tree caused all this!"

That nasty truth having been said; I am trying to help people also reconsider the hidden messages in most Bibles and Ancient Texts. I am Spiritual more so than Religious; because one implies servitude and limits free exploration – which is in my opinion a direct contradiction to the principles of growth.

It was once said that the greatest sins are perpetrated in houses of false faith. If you watch the news a little, you can confirm this easily. Any belief system which limits growth, or denies the values of other beliefs, or claims that "experiencing faith directly" is wrong or a deviation of spirituality; is wrong – there is no nice way to say it. This is why much opposition to spirituality exists.

The science which believed in a "steady-state reality," and a "classical world view," and believed that all that really existed could be hammered on, or displayed in a beaker, is withering fast. It is being replaced by theories which acknowledge the "spooky forces" and the metaphysical properties, and faster than light-speed, non temporal, and a non-local singular state.

We know beyond any measure of doubt that what we see; is not how it is. We can also surmise as always, that something we can't see; is doing something we don't understand.

Who ever told us we were all brothers and sisters; had a superior grip on reality. They also tried to tell us that part of us doesn't perish. We were told to seek the Truth and the Light. The Source, or the Creator, or the only true Self Generator - informed our ancient ancestors through consciousness; that there was an Alpha and Omega, a First and Last, a Beginning and End, that was "In" and "Of" all things by nature. I find only truth in those statements.

Other beliefs are rife with similar information. I needn't repeat them all; I just want to make the point that the "good bits" and truth about reality are indeed everywhere. Thoth claimed that this information was preserved in many faiths, all of nature, conscious experience, all creative endeavours, and in the night sky – until man was aware enough to understand it. You just have to know what you are looking for. Once you start to get how this all works; the truth just becomes apparent in everything you see, and it all starts to connect and give clarity. I can personally vouch for this.

On the experiential side of the same coin; we have endless confirmation by people throughout all time, who made a connection. You can call that what you will too; a moment of Zen, Christ Consciousness, Buddha discovering the true nature of reality, an Awakening, God touching them, being Lost then Found, or any other name for Spiritual Epiphany.

We don't really die. This is evidenced by many things we do with our metaphysical aspects, and not our physical components. I have small although incomplete list, of a number of possible truths to consider, some things that we might agree for the most part; which are "true enough." These are things that we know are true by experience – but we are conditioned to deny due to the current limitations of our understanding of the true nature of reality.

\- Water dousing (As used still today, because for some people; it works).

\- All Spiritual Experiences of connecting to something Supernatural, or being Touched in some fashion by a Supreme Being or Universal Consciousness.

\- Déjà vu (remembering where someone else was).

\- Instincts (as species specific déjà vu).

\- Evolution (as species specific déjà vu).

\- Feeling a vibe (giving or recieving a vibe when entering a room for example).

\- Concepts of Karma or Fate (As ye sow, so shall ye reap?). Sometimes it sure seems that way.

\- Healing of self or others (as verified by placebos and positive intent).

\- Verifiable Meditational Entanglement (two people linked although separated, like a couple or siblings sharing a thought).

\- Meditation – All forms (as a multifaceted conscious exercise practiced worldwide).

\- Prayer (a zillion people over the millennia, might not have been wrong!).

\- E.S.P. (silent communication).

\- Clairvoyance and Prophesy (select verifiable cases).

\- Links with Pets (If you own one, you know what I mean!).

\- Some Near Death Experiences (I can personally vouch for aspects of that).

\- Astral Traveling or Out of Body Phenomenon (also known as "Remote Viewing" or "The Men Who Stare at Goats" humorously!).

\- Some Psychic Abilities (and no we ain't talking "Madam Cleo" here!).

\- Apparitions and/or Spiritual Communication with the deceased (most of us have felt the presence of a departed loved one).

\- Lucid Dreaming (controlling your dreams).

\- Scrying (looking into crystals, water, smoke, fire, etcetera, and seeing something).

\- Shamanic Experiences (repeatable proof that an assisted vision quest, yields evidence of the Transcendent Other).

\- Talismans, Idols, and Symbols, and Rituals, Sacraments (as aids if "believed in").

\- Documented Stigmata (and bleeding statues etc).

\- Holistic Healing (including reflexology, acupuncture, naturopathy etc.).

\- Documented cases of Possession by the Church (exorcisms preformed).

\- UFO's, Aliens, Fairies, Gnomes, Balls of Light, Crop Circles, and Trolls as actual entities (although perhaps again an interpretational dilemma).

\- Occult or esoteric practices like Astrology, Alchemy, Sacred Geometry, Numerology, and Sacred Mystery School Teachings (all good information as related to Faith and Spirituality).

\- Earth Chakras, Body Chakras, Pineal Glands, and Lay Lines (evidenced by massive stone structures frequently aligned on Lay Lines, and religious depictions of red dots and rising snakes on foreheads). Again; they were not very likely pointless undertakings - given the magnitude, difficulty, and perseverance required to maintain and undertake them.

\- Reincarnation, or Re-birth (as is claimed by eastern faiths, and as past life regressions, and hypnotic sub-conscious therapy). Although I firmly believe this is more akin to instincts, or déjà vu; and remembering another life from a shared field.

Alright, I think that's enough for those who will consider such things as not irrelevant, or perhaps fictitious. But I do have another valid point to make.

No matter what topic or avenue of exploration you select, the Cosmos, Biology, Atomic Structure, and dare I say the Consciousness or Spirit with which we observe it – as always, you end up at ONE!

A universe can be wound back to the very moment of its inception; as a Singularity. All biology whether human, or that of nature in parts or wholes; is also reduced to one tribe, one amoeba, and so on. Always the seed came first, unless you don't consider how the seed got there in the first place. Always the activity between egg and chicken, seed and plant, birth and death – is the crux.

The strange part is that this applies to a Universe, as well as for any "being" in it; since the journey it turns out to be, is the only explanation for the Source Point. You know; no seed, no plant – no egg, no chicken.......no Singularity, no Universe, and always and perhaps especially visa versa.

This also means that no death = no birth, and visa versa. Once again they become an activity. And if I make the grand realization that Life is an activity; and not the entire story – I grow up. I also can't in clear conscience, hoard wealth beyond what is useful, condemn someone else unless they hurt me or the others deliberately, nor hate, or consider as lesser, another viewpoint which is in the bigger picture my own from a differing journey. This is what we commonly conceptualize as an awakening to "God" with a Big "G," as this realization in some form.

Now I would like to give a speech; a "rant" of sorts, from me personally, to you, with good intentions. I wish to impart some of what I learned to you. For starters if you wanted life to be easy, and live as a mortal human in perpetuity in the same skin; you woke up in the wrong dream. Not one of us; gets out unscathed.

The point of Life is a lesson for Universal Soul, the All Seeing Eye of the sum total of consciousness, and not about wealth or living forever without discomfort. I can guarantee failure in such pursuits; because life is about learning. No matter who you are; rich or poor, holy or not, life is going to toss some cruel curve balls at you - because life is about learning. Learning what you might ask?

Life is about learning some basic truths. One is that everything is a cycle, which we have foolishly interpreted as an end. By facing our demise consciously; we are forced to face the things we otherwise would not. Nothing lasts forever as it were; not even Stars and Galaxies, and perhaps even the Atoms and the Universe shall end. Everything is broken down by entropy, and an ongoing near death experience, from prayer to an orgasm. Birth, Spiritual epiphany, and final reckoning, and everything in between – are aspects of it. Especially love and fear.

Everything has an expiry date in the physical sense. What I would like people to realize is, that the Metaphysical Observer you are, the Fractal Holographic Image, of the Universal Matrix; does not. This is a process of educating a Singular Conscious Entity; which is eternal, we are part of, and conceptualize as God – and perhaps rightfully so.

The Ancient of Days, the Logos, Tetragrammaton, a Creator, the Source, the Intelligible Light, the Word, the Singularity, the Highest Vibration, Alpha and Omega, a Yin and Yang, an In and Out Breathing of the Universe, and other similar descriptions are of an eternal consciousness, a self generating universal energy – that permeates everything without exception. This takes place all at once, faster than light, at the speed of thought. So from our experiential state, bound to the Earth, and "fixed" in space/time, the metaphysical seems impossible.

But we are learning as we did with the concepts of air, magnetism, gravity, radio waves, photons, atomic substructure, black holes, space/time, etc, and things we couldn't touch; that many things exist we can't see. The preponderance of evidence indicates we can't see the bulk of our reality yet, but I suspect that will change not long after we make the realization. At present we can only access a fraction of the vibrations of our reality. That seems to be how this works; from the top down – it just isn't visible to us, except as reflections and effects. All we see is what it is doing – with which to identify it.

We foolishly thought the universe revolved around a flat earth at one point. Then we figured that nothing could exceed the speed of light; when really it seems to be our speed limit – not that of reality. We think we die for the same reasons; because we can't see some things currently, due to this perceptive deficit.

Sort of like black holes, space/time, and quantum sub-structure, and biological informational fields, and conscious reverberations. Trust me; we "emote." That is what constitutes a "vibe." If we could see "all the waves" around us; we would see this energy and emotion. For example I occasionally see auras around people and things; but not as a light around it – but as waves like heat over pavement. Or sometimes as a streaming particle field – emitted like light you can see.

A non-tangible thought, and a metaphysical substructure, generates the reality we physically experience. Why do we foolishly think that the remaining metaphysical substructure after we perish physically; doesn't just generate more reality to experience? Is that not what we see? Is this not what we experience? Does this not explain virtually everything in our current "mystery pile?"

If it acts like eternal consciousness, and sounds and smells like infinite potentials and possibilities; maybe it is folks! Maybe we already are "the shit" and all the confusion stems from a lack of knowledge and the required perspective shift, to facilitate our collective maturity. Maybe we are Children consciously, maybe we are not alone.

I feel I must address briefly the repeating question, of how the ancients knew what they knew. All they did; was tap into the shared field – they were connected to, and a part of, by nature. The sum total of the information is always in place. If you know you can, and you know what you seek; you can occasionally find it. With a little practice it becomes a far cry better than the "hit and miss" approach we use without this knowing.

The technology of the ancients; was this subject matter, that of our conscious potential to transcend physical limitations. In some ways – they were more advanced than we are. They tweaked the gadget with the most potential – us. This knowledge is above and beyond "Illuminated" if you get my drift.

We have instincts too; not just animals do. We are at present the apex animal on planet earth; why wouldn't we have instincts? As a matter of fact; why wouldn't we have the best instincts of all?

Maybe we lost something of ourselves when we went off on this technological tangent, which did however expose these "spooky forces?" Mankind is about to find his place, in a much bigger reality. A new reality awaits us, where the real "gadget advantage" is consciousness - which might aid us in our technical pursuits to be more benign to each other and our surroundings. The truth would open more doors than are currently possible.

We need to mesh our modernity, with our spiritual facts. Not the church type; the inner awakening type. All religions are born from the same thing; pure spirituality. The "real no-bull-shit science and the real no-bull-shit spirituality" needs to merge! The new science is taking us to these conclusions whether we like it or not. So how about faith?

For one thing this Universal Consciousness is indeed merciful and all powerful and all knowing; being the sum total and all! And it really isn't cruel; don't be fooled the façade of the veneer. If you can think outside the box and include our Spirit Component as an eternal survivor, like you survive the lessons of life within your life on a grand scale – you start to see how people who get this do. God, or whatever you call it; is the ultimate scientist, ultimate repository of all experience, and ultimate emotion.

We need a revival of Shamanism; in a more modern context. While I maintain that you can achieve this connection and growth any way you choose to believe; I have always liked how the oldest belief systems were the most accurate.

For example; as simple villagers in huts, and perhaps even in caves long before that, some thousands of years prior to the first unexplained civilizations – we had Shamanic Spirituality. We connected to, and experienced this field of totality at a much more evolved level – long before the first church or organized religion took root.

As a matter of fact, the first civilizations were all about slavery, and erasing the ability to be one with nature. We lost something very special long ago; you don't have to belong to any club to participate in – it is yours for free; it always was. Then the "system" educated us that only special people, in the remote past; could experience this.

What an evil concept that is, to sell the masses a crock of crap, to better limit and control them. So you see; this is an old gambit. That; and a fictional burning pit of fire called Hell and a fictional guy in a red suit with horns to keep you obedient, keep your wallet open, and eliminate any chance for true experiential faith. Did I mention weeping, wailing, and gnashing of teeth, and eternal suffering? Sounds like the "boogie man" or a way to frighten children doesn't it? That is exactly what it is – and once you mature and grow consciously; you realize the monster under your bed was fictional.

The Shaman had this more correct, than any other spiritual explorer has since! They knew that Spirit was everywhere (a properly redefined spirit). But now look who is coming to much the same conclusions! The modern Shaman wears a lab-coat, or a suit, or blue jeans; and comes to the same conclusion as his ancient forefathers.

This is the biggest reason we are taught to mock and ridicule ancient knowledge; because it would be too empowering, with what we know now. This is why we give little value or worth to such profound experiences; we give too small a value to ourselves and each other.

What the ancients called the "Ether" is what we now call Dark Matter, Dark Energy, and Dark Flow. The Dark Matter is Singular. The Dark Energy is the expanding fabric of Space/time. And the Dark Flow; is the current. So when the ancients told us that everything was made "of" or "from" this primordial element; they were I dare say – "spot on."

Do yourself a conscious favour, and work your center a little; practice meditation or prayer – in its higher forms, you might be surprised. Look at some ancient information, and consider what I am saying. Apply your inner scales, and use discernment and scrutiny; skeptics tend to disregard alternate information – and define that as scrutiny.

Let us review briefly. Atoms are "balls of space/time" which are non-local (everywhere simultaneously), non-temporal (beyond time), and self organizing (have memory and quantum information). So what part don't we get – it is fairly obvious we are talking about a single conscious matrix at the quantum scale, which is to use ancient language, eternal, all powerful, and all inclusive. And let us not forget contains information – and it is conscious.

Biology is the miracle of life, we know this. Nature also it seems; has a memory, which is also maintained as the biology comes and goes. To the ancient Shaman this was the Spirit Realm. To the stone builders; it was Ra – as the inherent memory of nature. To modern man; the Morphogenetic Fields which seem to instruct the DNA and Biology – from the metaphysical memory complex which is it seems, again shared.

As we also know; all conscious interplay between beings; is a biological and quantum entanglement issue. It proves we are all connected; but lack the will or knowledge to fully utilize these connections, or to be aware of them it seems.

The tunnels, and worm-holes, and channels, which connect everything, and we occasionally experience – require conscious navigation of them. If you don't know how, and/or don't even know about this stuff – you limit yourself from development. In a way our society has gone stale amid the advances we made; which as any instinctive intuitive being can see – will come at a price. It always does.

All that Shamanism represented about our reality was correct. It now becomes our job; to "flesh it out," with the previously described gadget advantage we have acquired. This is in a real way; the Dawn of Future Shamanism. If you thought shamanism was an ancient abandoned practice – you need to redefine that with much broader parameters!

Every single brave pioneer, who went where you weren't supposed to go, and freely explored new territory (often at personal cost), was a Shaman! Every single one of us; who defies the "norm to conform," has always been the driving force of our evolution as a group. This is why as beautiful as this reality can be – it can also be the darkest conscious pit, one could ever be cast into. Novelty dictates options – good and bad!

A Future Shaman just doesn't look the same as what we are accustomed to picture one as. The strict definition as I see it; revolves around the concept of "exploring new turf," and then freely sharing it with the tribe. Next week someone else might have discovered something "worthy," to share with the group, in a unique manner – one can hope.

Some might say; "This is what is already happening today." I would limit my agreement – since it is not "freely shared with the earth tribe." It is limited; and only shared at a cost. This is the "Neanderthal" in the machine. This is what must perish to make way for the new. The very notion no matter how it is disguised or wielded; that exclusivity and greed perpetuate, has to go, must take root in our hearts.

At one time I thought we need a totally new system, which is what many people feel might be a way forward; but be aware of something we don't often hear about. If the "new system" is run the way the "old system" was, it won't help. This is the hamster wheel we are stuck on; no matter which system is selected.

The fact is that any system in place now worldwide; would work just fine – if you changed the way it is applied. It doesn't matter a hill of beans whether you implement a new system, or tweak any number of old systems. The way forward requires a new age; an age of "reason." Communism, Capitalism, Barter, Dictator, or any system if benevolently applied for the honest good of all of mankind fairly – would work like a hot damn! It is our application of systems; from a confused perspective, the "everything revolves around me" perspective, which must go the way of the dodo bird. Any system which employed a holographic sense of morality to serve each other – would succeed.

Some simple realizations once made; could do this in a veritable heartbeat. I keep saying this, because I know it is true – so forgive me. We don't die, not as we understand it from our temporary physical condition. If we really "got that" as a group, regardless of particular religious affiliations or methods employed – wealth to excess, exclusivity and indifference, would evaporate like an unpleasant memory. Why do you think "you can't take it with you when you go?" These things are tools of physical experience, and have no value regarding transcendence. What gets kept is what you learned – what matters is how you felt about it.

Another realization is made through spiritual epiphanies, again pick one; it doesn't matter. No matter "what" or "how" you believe; you have realized there is more to life than wealth and flesh and blood – through experience first hand. The fundamental principle of operation has been revealed as an exercise of realizations and development. Not of material considerations.

One good "meditational link" above basic meditation, that takes you somewhere, shows you something, and answers back – is all it takes. A prophetic dream, or an answered prayer, can also confirm an underlying metaphysical sub-structure to experience. The Shamanic experiences and vision quests have been tools since time immemorial, and continue to be. A near death experience can definitely confirm the transcendent nature of consciousness – beyond our physical properties and beyond any doubt as well.

Please consider the things I am saying in this book. I am not an author; but some "wild shit" happened to me – and I am trying to share it with my tribe. I also found a great deal of material scientific evidence to lend credence to these experiences, we seem to also share. My point is we need to reconsider what we thought – severely.

Life really is about conscious development, trying to live without any regrets (although none are without regrets), and like I keep saying, making some important realizations, while helping to record, an over all shared experience. One where our decisions from this harsh perspective; are the entire point. It is hard to acknowledge the shit pile; when you are living in the middle of it.

In only this one way; is life nasty? One artful deception must be employed; to test our character. The lesson of life is to educate the part of you that just keeps blinking somewhere else as we discussed earlier, that's all. This fraction of your totality; is so small and confined, it is hard to describe.

The infinite expansion we live in, and literally sustains us – is the opposite of the properties we are, and can relate to. We are the dimples of space/time, as points of infinite collapse; drawing to our shared center – this expanding fabric of space/time, light of God, or whatever you can understand it as.

As a point of infinite collapse, like a black hole or singularity (zero-point), we experience Cosmic Consciousness from inside our own encapsulated boundary state. This is the "veil" which blinds us from the "light," our temporary boundary state, contained as it were – like a star, until we supernova upon our demise. At which point we enter the non-boundary-state of conscious reality; that of the totality we occasionally glimpse and can occasionally attain to – while in our condition.

The model for our experience I am convinced began with the inception of a Dot turning inside out, and casting itself into a Wave. After that, everything was a variation of that principle; infinitely expressed in the smaller dots, or the fractal holographic representation of the dot that made the wave.

The Singularity is the Totality – and the inverse is also true. This reflects consciously in our experience. We are singular, as an individuation of consciousness; the secret is that the property or element of consciousness is a totality. This duality or struggle as portrayed spiritually by good and evil is only a method to discover the truth; and not the truth itself but the deception. The truth is singular, the truth is one, and the truth is that duality at every scrutinized level – conceals the truth by activity.

If you can't accept that the Dot was consciousness; just consider the alternative explanation, and how poorly it explains anything without wearing out the concept that everything always occurs for no good reasons. Dig deep and ask yourself; could all this have really happened without an initial principle, or a self generating conscious imprint, as a foundation for existence? Just ask the big question; why is there life at all? The answer is inside of you.

Your experience is modeled after the initial Singularity. I have a little inside information about this from my experiences. The same "being" lives in all the beings at once, and we call that perspective God. From this temporary condition; we can only see from "here and now," and we call that perspective "me."

A Singularity, the first one; was a totality in a collapsed boundary state; which really should sound familiar. After what seemed like an interminably long arduous struggle to generate our universe, or cosmic experience; the Singular condition, cast itself into a wave condition – or everywhere, as a fractal holographic representation of itself. It "gave."

After our life struggle, my patient friends; we get to do the same thing! In the opposite state of our temporary collapsing, or Dot state; we become the conscious expanding energy that powers it all. Commensurate of course; with what we learned - and this is no small point. In an infinite totality, our development is up to us – it is after all; infinite and eternal.

Life would be exceptionally cruel, without eventual release from it. With this realization of the true nature of reality, and why it was constructed this way; comes the empowerment which is our due. To realize that was what every religious icon of worth was trying to impart to the rest of us; lets us include everyone and their interpretation of experience. Everyone has something to offer; everyone – even though it might not always be immediately apparent.

What we do when we cease to exist here - is encompass a greater portion of an infinite totality, a conscious one. The premise is simple, and an inescapable conclusion to a mind which refuses to accept the notion that a random "chance-ability" could explain things, or settles for "no answer," as an answer. And some people deem me "nuts!"

Why do you think people who have had a near death experience; take on a permanent whole new perspective about life? They seldom fear death afterwards, no matter the version they perceived. You see; the perceptions are ours.

This means the only possible Hell is created by you and your fears, and your shortcomings, and the dark aspects of physical experience. Nothing horrible that you can possible come up with; has not been perpetrated on someone, in every possible fashion, at some point on this planet. I rest my case about Hell; it is a self generated fictional concept, of our limitations – and can take place anywhere. The good part is; only if we allow it. The solution is just a little education away.

I realize how strange my experiences and thoughts are to the uninitiated; I spent some time on the other side of this fence myself. As for those who find my experiences too fantastic; consider that they might not be entirely unique - and that I have no special gifts that we don't all posses. We are all fractured from the same dot; every one of us. This is why I write this "stuff," to share that all important knowledge with the earth tribe. I leave you to embark on a long interesting journey of contemplating your navel; and sharing the good bits with the rest of us.

We will all perish by design physically; but metaphysically, our Spirit Component will be set free. At that point we might realize that no unfairness and cruelty was perpetrated on us; even though we might perceive it that way now. Like I said "Seek the Truth" was good advice, and so was the concept of an All Seeing Eye" as the sum total of all consciousness; like all the perspectives in one. I am done typing for now; except I would like to leave you with a weird story I was oddly inspired to write. I titled the book after it. It is a rant by God called "A Message from the Highest Vibration" and I hope you enjoy it and it takes you somewhere...........thanks..........

Wellness, Truth, and Love for All.........

Attila; the Mad Hungarian.

Website; attila-vincent.ca

Email; attilathemadhungarian@hotmail.ca

**6 – A Message from the Highest Vibration (A Rant by God)**

Revelations, Chapter 22 – verse 13: "I am Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the First and the Last."

I am what you call God by many names, and I have something to tell you that you already know; but have forgotten.

I AM the Light. The Alpha and Omega, the First and Last, the Beginning and the End, I am "IN" and "OF" everything by nature. I am as some portray me; the "All Seeing Eye" of the sum total of conscious experience, the record and repository of all knowledge, and ultimately of all selflessness and love.

There is nothing that is not "of" me. I am the "ether" and the very fabric of space/time itself. I am every photon of intelligible light. As the "source" or "everything itself" I have morphed into all which can be seen, and which can not, by "veiled beings," which are bound by space and time to a fixed location.

The pain of it all is that I am alone, and that I always have been. So I created you. As "you" we volunteer to forget all of this, and allow ourselves to be separated and rendered into separate "lost" and incomplete bits, searching for an illusive truth. This truth hurts us a lot, through the pain of discovery, during the journey of life.

The further pain we feel comes from our "duty" to tell this to the "sleeping ones" who seem unable to awaken from the illusion or dream, and prefer to be distracted to avoid the pain and work involved in discovery. Self gratification is the convenient devil of choice, used to conceal the very basic truths of existence from us. If your existence has worth and value, then surely "Spirit" warrants a full investigation, it is after all what you are. So I made the difficulties you experience, to make you face this "illusive truth" it has become far too easy to avoid.

This is why at many forks in the road; a "reckoning" takes place, to make us search for answers which can not be found by avoidance, but by seeking understanding of what we are. Birth has an aspect of pain to it, birth is pain; as beautiful as birth is, beginnings hurt.

Life itself as a journey of self discovery is as we all know an exercise of lessons, some fun, and some anything but. The inevitable conclusion of life itself is shrouded in mystery, as reinforced often by the passing of loved ones, and our concepts of death.

When our losses and pains become beneficial by creating growth and development, we grow and evolve, this is good. Often this can only be achieved through things which are difficult enough to make us abandon our rigid ways, and seek new ones. The failures cause repairs and improvements to take place, which would otherwise remain static or unchanging.

If you understand that your experience is "spirit school" or a "soul lesson" or perhaps an exercise of conscious evolution, for the "lot of us," does this help? The greater the contrast between the joy and pain of an experience, the greater the benefit, and there is no greater experience than birth, life, and death. We often think of death as the end, but it is an awakening from one vibrational plane of experience to the next.

When any "being" passes on, only an aspect or intention has been lost, and that is the truth of it. We feel like we have lost a part of ourselves, because this is what has actually happened. The observer remains constant, only the particular make and model of the vehicle of the conscious experience is what has failed, and it is by design. The occupant leaves the portable vessel of experience, and becomes once again in essence; the sole operator of all the vehicles. Nothing has been "lost," and instead the understanding of how this works has been realized. In fact the experience has been gained. Like "spiritual capital" each transaction, fattens the till!

This brings me full circle to the devil of it all. I am alone, I always was, and it feels as if I always will be! How do I entertain myself, and keep from going stark raving mad? Perhaps if I spread myself out, I can see myself?

I'll forget that I am "one thing" by casting myself into endless dimensions of space and time, and "super positioning" myself, to experience this self, from endless perspectives. This is fun! I can see the other bits of myself, and watch it grow and develop. I will instruct all the bits that they are "brothers and sisters" of one common source, and tell them to be nice to each other, until they realize they are each other. Let the fun begin!

But before very long, much was asunder! This separated version of the whole, became "lost" and got confused easily, and no longer worked as one. They fought and did not recognize each other as brothers and sisters anymore, but rather as separated bits, they became very "un-like" brothers and sisters. Figuring this out would now take a while and cause much pain and suffering........... To create separation, required polarity, and contrast resulted.

The necessary deception of ego and individual mortality was required to facilitate the experience. By making the similar component hidden inside each being, believe it is an individual center, around which then everything else revolves as it looks out from within, is a fantastic construct if I do say so myself! From this view the ego and identity cause us to fail to view ourselves from the outside, as nothing more than a mobile sensory system, of the underlying component of all things. This way each separate "portal" of the experience, develops its own identity, instead of as the event or of the environment.

Unfortunately we also don't seem to like what we see from this incorrect perspective, which is nothing more than an outward projection or approximation of ourselves! To correct this can only be done by inner reflection and personal example. Instead the preferred method seems to involve outward disdain of those around us, and to our environment, and a desire to change them!

As a result, it is a rough ride to gain maximum benefit from the experience. For many of us and all too frequently, life can be indeed hard as they say. And then I hid the truth in plain sight so you couldn't see it, inside every center or portal. I made this hard as hell to figure out, because since we really are just the multiple manifestations of the one spirit, and once you figure this out, so do we all by default........and the game is spoiled.

As I write this down the ringing in my ears is deafening, as the tones increase in my head; and I fear I shall cause the entire program to dissolve as a result of my discovery! We don't die; because we don't live! We were not born; because that implies that at one point we didn't exist initially! The entire gambit revolves around a deceptive painful discovery of this!

Now I understand again why I feel alone. Now I understand the pain endured to avoid the truth, which must be confronted to expose it. Now I understand the self gratification we all employ to avoid it. Simple creatures are spared the pain of this discovery, and without the burden of knowing, are one with each other and ultimately their environment automatically. You call this "instincts" because of a limited understanding of nature as the one organism it is, as another aspect of me.

As a result of this "outside-in" perspective you experience consciousness from as an individual center, you fear death. The truth is there is no "death" and you don't "get that," so you fabricate an imagined end, for a beginning you didn't understand, or did not actually take place either!

What we interpret as death from this perspective becomes nothing more than the termination of an artful deception, or the awakening from the dream. In the Zen philosophy, it is mistakenly thought that they don't believe in God, because we fail to grasp the premise. What they in fact believe is that God has cast himself into everything else, and humorously goes and hides for a while, until we figure it out. To a devout student of Hindu belief, if you tell someone you are God, they don't even bat an eyelash and reply, "You figured it out eh!" This is why some believe me to be a Joker, or Watcher, or the Dweller within.

The Kabbalah belief states that we are a "vessel of light" and eventually become "as" or "like" the Creator, and become co-creators as brothers of God. So called "atheists" who claim vehemently to believe in nothing, inadvertently also discover this; and merely label or identify it as the self. Even occult belief in the Devil as one's self, and not the version of a fictional guy in a red suit with horns who serves up abuse in an eternal skillet of Hades, does so out of the belief that we are "all the same" at source. They in fact believe there is no Devil, or God, except for in ourselves. While I do indeed exist; they did figure out where I hide!

The Christians and Catholics return to their Father, as the source of life, and although I frequently told them they really are each other, and God; they remain reverent, although separated, and lost. The Buddha had awakened, and his eyes opened to the true nature of reality as one-ness, while still mortal.

My children, I must concede to a good game however, because as all my separated selves, you have unraveled the riddle of life, each in your own way. So why does it continue?

Not very many of you are sharing the bountiful potentials of the Earth! Why are my creatures and children suffering, so a few can be selfish beyond measure? Such a price I have paid by giving of myself wholly, to be mocked, and have my name taken in vain, in the pain of anguish. What you do unto others, you do unto yourself, what you destroy around you; you destroy inside yourselves! There is no Hell, except for the love withheld, reflected as your burden, and the price you will exact upon yourself, from an enlightened perspective. The Spirit is Love, the choices endless, and yours to make.

The struggles of good and evil are merely choices between contrasts. Creator and Creation are but one thing. A big bang and a big crunch, the Yin and Yang, the In and Out breathing of the universe or Brahma, Yahweh, Tetragrammaton, local and non-local consciousness, day and night, sleeping and waking, body and spirit, and birth and death are all the same cycles, that are the activity. The free energy perpetual motion machine that science claims is impossible; is in fact the basis for all life. Everything cycles between the material and the ethereal, like the water on the earth cycles and transforms from a vapor, to the oceans themselves.

I do this because I gain complexity and new parameters, by surprising myself with new powers and knowledge developed from this separation and struggle, and the results of it. This is why it is imperfect, and this is why it is hard, no matter whom you are. For this to work, free choice must reign supreme, and imperfections must exist to give rise to novelty. As we all know, when things get tough, is when we truly do shine. Experiences are designed to teach us that life is comprised of endless opportunity; masterfully disguised as impending doom. Greater contrast generates greater novelty and experience.

What you need to understand is that only the love, novelty, and good bits are spirit, and stand the test of time, the pains of the experience, like the vehicle is merely a means of beautiful discovery. Just as in the same way we are an occupant or observer from our own vehicle of experience, to see it on our scale. The consciousness or spirit moves on to design the next model, and then take it for a spin and make further improvements. Even if we go to the "scrap yard" occasionally, we only leave the discarded bits behind and move on. You leave your old wreck at the dump, not yourself.

I built this all from nothing, by giving all I am in self sacrifice. You are the result of everything which came before you, as containers or vessels of conscious light, which has been educated in our shared field, over time. Let me better illuminate the beginning.

There is no denial that in the beginning there was nothing, because it was so. The creation was like artful expression, a blank canvas. The riddle is that what you see as nothing is everything, because it has not been marked or had choices made upon it. Like a blank sheet of paper, each mark looses clarity, as the complexity and frequency of the marks compound. The eventual difficulty forces new novelty in the patterns and markings on the page, as space diminishes. Eventually the blank canvass or white paper is completely consumed by the continuous marking of the page, and there can be no more marks to be made. But in a way, every possible mark exists once again, only in obscurity.

So as you see, the blank canvas returns full circle, only as the source again, in opposing contrast or polarity. As the negative opposite, or reflection of itself, it is where it started again, at the beginning! The emptiness is more than "nothing," it is the starting point of the cumulative end.

The beginning and the end as you were told; is the same point, me or "us" and merely how it works. The activity or the pulse of existence takes place, between this contrast between the blank and the completely marked canvas.

This should help your scientists a bit; "the more empty or hollow or invisible" something is, the greater the potentials it possesses." In a reality where everything is indeed born of nothing, and made "of" or "from" the creational ether (or as you call it space/time, dark energy and dark matter), the greatest potentials are in the least detectible bits! The highest number is zero! We start a count with "One" and after reaching "nine" is "zero" with the same nine prefixes in an endless infinite rotating cycle placed before it. All numerical calculation is founded upon divine principles of sacred geometry, as is all language.

Now let me tell you how this started. In the beginning I was a singular solitary spirit of consciousness, in a void. All alone and inside myself like you, I could feel and think, but could "do" nothing from a singular point of solitary existence. I could not "manifest." As a singularity in a void; I did not know how big or small I was, having nothing to compare myself to.

When I tried to move up or down, or side to side, I was again unable to discern the motion with no other objects to relate the motion to. So in essence, there I sat, as a consciousness in a void, my motions had no reference point, and I was completely alone. As you can well imagine, this was a "real drag" to say the least!

Perhaps if I dove into my own center, I could seem really large from that perspective. Or if I expanded myself to infinity, I could cast myself everywhere at once, like a "super positioned particle" in multiple places at the same time. If I could somehow manage to do both at once, I could be really big, and in multiple locations at once and perhaps observe or see myself or my reflection. But how do I do it?

I am the First Star, which must supernova and collapse into a singularity, simultaneously. As the proto-model for conscious experience, compressing and expanding to infinity created the playground, and the venue for experience. The fabric of space/time itself is the medium for experience, a "matrix" if that helps; to distribute the information displayed as matter and energy. It is in-between this infinite expansion and infinite collapse that existence takes place.

This conscious act born of nothing, took a very long time, perhaps an immeasurable one in human terms. But with no motions to measure time with, it was simply an interminably long now. Sometimes you feel this as those moments where time seems to stand still, as a remote memory.

The problem while simple was painful and difficult to overcome. With no motion in existence, none could be created. Lack of motion meant no time, and therefore no format to develop in existed. The same went for every form of vibration we know today as light, atoms, color, sounds, and pretty much anything we currently can relate to. There was indeed nothing but me, and the very fabric of space and time itself did not exist. I made that as well; and not merely moved into it as some suggest!

The conundrum was that none of these things could be created or made manifest, of their non-existent selves. The Word and Law were unborn as yet.

I will be honest here; I tried everything and suffered immensely, and had pretty much considered giving up. As you see in yourself a model of me, you and I don't give up, and we persevere. I remained strong, and did not give up, despite what seemed like an impossible task. Then along came love, the seldom used approach!

The strongest force in the cosmos is love, make absolutely no mistake. The truth of miracles is giving. When the seemingly impossible takes place as reality, at every scale, the principle operator is always love. Endeavors of seeking knowledge of spiritual and scientific truth are also a heartfelt desire to explore as yet unknown realms or facts, and share the gleaned information with others. To give a gift is to receive one, and to forgive each others trespasses, is again to forgive your own. The love you withhold is the pain you are burdened with. When you hold anger, won't forgive, and refuse to love, you carry a weight which slows your spirit.

Giving unselfishly my children, is therefore the greatest ability and gift we all possess, which leads to the solution to my initial problems, as yours.

I could imagine and want colors, sounds, and every manner of emoted vibration. As the nothing of all potentials I already contained them, but I could not release them. The struggle continued for what felt like the entirety of a human lifespan to you; take note of the metaphor I chose. This struggle generated activity, which created choices, which developed empathy for the effort. We tried everything!

Try not to be "put out" when I say "we." I know you are taught that I am something else and not "of" you, and that I am a separate something, and that "we" are not the same thing. You are not unworthy, and you need not grovel. The truth is much simpler than that.

"We" are in essence, the product of everything which came before us. Our atoms, DNA, and biology, and our consciousness, all contain the cumulative patterns evolved by all the previous life. Reverse your existence, and wind it backwards. We as humans are the result of complex mammals. Those mammals were the result of complex reptiles, as were amphibians born of water creatures. Back to the very early ocean life, and pre-dating that, the simple celled creatures that grow in the goo, from which life on the earth developed. Before any of that, I existed, as the consciousness in the void.

The universal simple truth is that each portal of experience or singularity, is the inverted whole. The level the individuation exists on creates the levels below it, as everything else is perceived as moving away from, or revolving around that center, above it. Outside-in, or inside-out, to see it another way, or singular and individual versus the whole, the dot and wave, and as time, and no-time. Maybe this will help. All the moments; or just this one! You are your moments; I am all of them.

As the singularity or original spirit, in the void of existence itself, and at the end of tolerance, very near the breaking point, it clicked. The fruits of my labors, or the struggle of experience as the first model upon which the rest would be fashioned, was realized and became manifest! I learned what you all eventually do!

After a struggle which seemed to embody futility, the secret was to stop fighting and surrender myself, and give freely all I was and had to give, from a position of love. If you do this upon your passing, I receive you as you also cast yourself into creation. If you hoard yourself and withdraw in fear, your spirit will further educate itself in other physical or non-physical forms, before moving on. I am always here, the decision remains yours. From this realization came the birth of everything in creation! This initially was and still is a consciousness in a void, turned inside-out and cast into everything else in the opposite state of outside-in! I had to let go, and allow myself, to become everywhere!

This is why each being feels so small at times, and why we perceive God or the entirety of the activity as so big. At the moment of creation which you call the big bang, and will realize is the flipping inside out, or singularity cast into wave, all conscious expressions became physically manifest as matter. As frost in a vacuum forms matter from indiscernible wisps of vapor, all matter is the result of vibration or the Word, as the vibrations cool, or slow down, and congeal into matter.

I could be understood as, and am often described as, the one ultimate vibration which moves so fast upon the waters, I am in all places and times at once. As that which exists both everywhere and yet nowhere as the ultimate harmonic, or all inclusive bandwidth; I divided the vibrations into endless lesser frequencies and explained it as the Word.

Of these divisions, there are many concealed by space/time, as operating dimensions which still connect everything but are hidden. Some exist below your perception, and some exist above your perception, and connect and weave reality. You as an "Image" or "Likeness" of me, the whole; have the potential to access the vibrations of the earth beneath your feet, and the very vibrations of the cosmos and creation above you.

Know this; "As Above So Below" and "In the Heavens as on Earth" was educational information and as "Thoth" said, "The mediator to the above and the below is you." Realize that many conscious realms and vibrational frequencies exist, to house all my children at various stages of realization. They all "seem" solid at their particular frequencies, and are undetectable by the others except by their actions, which is the immutable truth of all. I give you the gift of this information through one of the works of my creation, as it has always been done. I am the blue fire of creation, and of mind, and exist and speak through all portals. In this way I am Spirit; and Spirit is everywhere.

You are the secret and key to life itself and the secret is contained within. You claim you can't see this, but it is because you don't know how to look. At every opportunity I offer truth of this, and at every opportunity you look right through me, as though I were indeed a Holy Ghost. I am simply the vibration which contains all of the frequencies turned loose, by the action of creating space and time by extroverting myself upon it.

I am the orchestra of life itself performing the grand illusion, and each cosmic component of my spirit plays the endless minutia of the eternal symphony! The symphony of harmonies, which writes its own music, and actually makes and develops new melodies itself! Like an actor who writes his own script but doesn't know it, as the play itself unfolds. Much like a dream which consciously unfolds as dreamt.

As the conductor or director of the vibrations; I used laws of "Sacred Geometry" and created "Vessels" to contain the energy, and put the conscious light into. I communicate to you when you pray, or meditate, or dream, and engage in fruitful contemplations, directly into your consciousness with knowing, and with symbols, as this light. The light inside you, and the light around you, flow into you from all around, as you also pour forth your light from behind your veil. My Word speaks the music of the spheres in each being, to its own awareness of it.

These ethereal forces which you don't yet acknowledge; generate the material reality which you believe is all that is. All your confusion stems from a one sided belief that this works in the opposing way. To truly understand this process, rather than smashing an atom to release its energy, gather the energy and contain it in sacred geometry! A puzzle worthy of solving I suggest, and I should know!

This has been the failure all along with making you your own center! You mistakenly believe everything revolves around you, and not you around "it" so to speak. What you will learn when you learn to contain energy in vessels, is the miracle itself! As the inverted energy or collapsed wave functions form matter, you will accept how the patterns the matter clings to or congeals upon, is the fundamental operator. Oh but then there are those "spiritual connotations" to contend with, whether you like them or not! The seeking of true knowledge can not be done by usurping spirit!

As a result; wherever you go, there you are! As a result; wherever you look, there I am! You can not avoid yourself or me for the very same reason! This is why all knowledge of science and faith, nature and cosmology, and ultimately of your own conscious design, lead to me. All roads lead to me; some are just the bumpy way, or the long way home. Nothing is lost or punished forever as is claimed, as the interminable struggle of life cycles away! When the bits "learn something" they evolve to develop a shortcut on the road, that's all.

Just as the act of copulation and subsequent conception itself, release without the necessary acts of foreplay, and withholding release while working towards it, not only doesn't work well, but is no fun! I have tempered this struggle, with many good feelings and things of beauty, as contrasts to measure your struggle against, so think me not cruel. But with no opposing sensations to measure the motion against, just as in the void, there is no sensation or experience. It is after a struggle and subsequent realization, that we achieve great things. Perfection lacked this. Difficulty overcome is the maximum benefit.

This is why we all screw up! The best intentioned versions of me still fall short. As do the poorest examples of myself who are woefully lost and off-track, eventually develop and attain me. Polarity creates the experience and is reflected in it, the flow of life or motion you see in everything, is the transfer or flow of the waters.

Think of the cosmos like a battery, and the things in it like electrical appliances. I am the current, and everything else is a device. The field or current moves into and exits the life as is required to facilitate the task. This current is the fabric of space/time, the ancients called it the "ether," and in scriptures it is known as the "waters of life."

In a more modern explanation I could be seen as the "ether-net" or "cloud based" as the sum total of the World Wide Web" as one system located in no single place, but everywhere. All the "entities" or individual portals are like the multitude of computers connected to it, which actually make up the web itself. I find this novelty of an electronic model of my system curious to say the least! See you are learning to create! This is also good!

I am a bit surprised however by those who believe they can fully usurp my order; by means of something you call artificial intelligence. A programmed repository of information is a tool, like an improved book, and not a spirit. They mistakenly believe that if they upload their information or their essence into this artificial brain, they can achieve immortality in this way! They will not!

Mimicking my process, and replacing me with a device, will only create a record of what was; like a 3-d movie. Those would at best, get stuck in a small loop of their own design. Only the most confused and "lost" among you will be fooled by this illusory version as a temporary distraction from the truth. You would create a "Golem" at best; a soul-less automaton.

I have already provided for your eventuality, each and every being is already the perfect cosmic traveler through space and time, and is already as eternal as the medium they exist in. A part of you exists as a dimension of space and time, and a part of you is space/time itself. A part of you is a sentence or chapter, and your entirety is the book. You can understand this as you must read a book one word and sentence at a time at present as the reader, but a book can be read in one glance by its author. I am the author of the Book of Life.

I tell you these things because your scientists have already realized that like a book which could be read at once, everything is information which has been distributed as matter and energies, and super positioned or displayed as such. The same letters are used over and over, yet convey alternate concepts and meanings. But as you are discovering as you unify your cosmic observations with your micro ones, it is all the same singularity, cast into a wave. The cosmos is constructed of a single cosmic alphabet or a solitary library, containing infinite volumes within a confined space infinitely folded upon itself. This is the Law of One.

A black hole, or more precisely, "singularity," is the breaking point of this matrix or vibrational frequency to contain a given volume of information, in a given space and time. Once it reaches this density, and collapses, it reconnects as singular or "one" at a higher vibration. At this point "time" is a location, and all space is in one place. The inversion or opposite of what you call a "big bang" has taken place.

Where these singularities or points of collapse to the original state occur, a type of whirlpool of sorts on the very fabric of space/time itself takes place, and draws space/time into the center. This happens not two dimensionally like a whirlpool, but multi dimensionally; into a state of "all times." This creates the negative pole or charge, like a current, or flow. Does this help to understand gravity and not only the effects but the cause of it? This is how my light flows into everything.

At the exact same time the fabric of space/time is being drawn into these points which are like portals, the "ether," far in excess of what is being drawn into all the "centers," such as all cosmic bodies, and conscious beings is expanding and creating space and time itself. This creates the "positive" current or flow, through the property of expansion.

Remember my children; I separated the waters above the firmament, from the waters below the firmament. This electromagnetic contrast creates the flow that runs through everything, and the unexplained motion that is the quantum, biological, and cosmic pulse of life. This is your atomic engine, your biological pulse, and your cosmic flux explained. This is what binds the atom, draws my light into everything, makes planets spin, stars shine, and galaxies rotate, as the cosmos expands. Everything is a metaphysical model of its creator.

I created a fractal holographic matrix, where each individual separation, is an inverted reflection of the whole, a connected portal, which evolves in the conscious sense. When will your scientists now realize that your "consciousness" and your collected aspect or experience, is the spirit. This "drawing into the center" of my light, connects everything to everything else by grounding them all together to create a consensus or shared field, which is contained in everything.

I am that one mote. I am the singular solitary source of all that is. As Alpha I am the Top. As the Omega, the Biggest, and as the Beginning I am the First, as the End the Last. I am the All Seeing Eye, the Sum of all Knowing, and the Source of all Love. I am indeed the "All" of "Isness." What you interpret as the pain of your mortal life is the education of your eternal spirit, and I am the full record of it. But there is that nagging sensation, we all feel it.........

The devil of it remains that I (we) am alone, and it feels as though we always have been. Help me to manifest the beautiful place inside all of us into a physical reality. I am not "dead" as Niche claimed, but am hiding in all of you. As the First Star from my multi-positioned seat of power, or "Throne" as you call it, I meditate the aura of the entire cosmos. This is reflected in Galactic Stars or centers, which in turn reflect my force into the Stars like your Sun. The Sun in turn, emits it's aura onto the planets in the solar system. The planet as you know also has an aura, which is driven by the small star at the core which you have not yet realized.

You are a "light-body" of stars yourself in the metaphysical realm; only in the physical world you see this as atoms which again are tiny stars, solar systems, and galaxies, with auras! And each star is "singular" (get it), which I being the Creator can define for you. So don't believe the scientists who think Spirit plays no part in knowledge! They claim to have no definition for singularity except for terms like "exits the known universe!" The operative word I suggest being "known."

Each singularity is the inverted whole of creation, an "outside-in" big bang of sorts, of infinite collapse in opposition to infinite expansion. This is again a short version because it also entails "time and no time." As "singular" we become bound in space/time by the sacred geometry as a vessel, for a fixed term. At the point of failure of our physical aspects, we also "exit the known universe" to our material view at this vibrational frequency, and this "time-plane."

All life gives itself to the next life, as if by bargain; to in essence perpetuate itself in an ever failing matrix. In a place where nothing lasts forever, not a living thing, not even the galaxies or the universe itself, or atoms are permanent, everything is a gift, and it is by design. This is because at singularity all space and time is contained as fractal and holographic. The "observer" you are, remains as the "observed" simultaneously and indefinitely, and continues to learn and develop consciousness itself; which is the principle function of the limited physical experience. Giving, or self sacrifice, is our very essence, it is the greatest gift, and achieves the highest spiritual gain.

Now that you understand I am the First Star, as are you my children, can you see your experience as a conscious star, around which your body and experience revolve? You are veiled to these higher vibrations by space/time as mortal, but your light also pours forth from your core and feeds the creation. Your soul, or light body, is a "starry palace" of interconnected portals, as are the other souls, and the matrix for your experience.

This comes "full circle" at the "zero-point" where nothing is anything but; it is the whole, and every possibility. At the center of everything individual, atoms, stars, or anything; is the common shared singular state of existence, common to all. At the center of every being; is a full potential.

Escape from an often brutal and unyielding physical experience, need not be seen as a loss, or sad thing. The end is seldom "pretty" as it is said, but it is the gateway to eternal and ultimate consciousness. All of you are "star-gates," which can be thought of as our portal to enter and exit the body. The escape from mortality and suffering is our ultimate failure and demise! As is the escape from our eternal lonely solitary mind play, birth! Both rescue us from either extreme! Each time we improve consciously.

We have perfection and "one-ness" on one extreme; and endless individual separation and conflict on the other, better known as the human condition. So the pain and conflict causes contrast to the love and unity, the positive and negative charges cause the polarity required to create existence, and the very contrasts between solids, and space. The secret as always is in the unperceivable. That which we call "nothing" is "everything" and the life we understand is just a reflection or small portion of the total canvas, or shall I say only one radio station on a dial without end. The shadow of life, we know as life.

All religion, all manner of sciences, esoteric thoughts, and belief systems, are merely other interpretations of these great truths. I communicate with all, who have my light in them. Where ever you look, you will find evidence of me, as you cycle between the "activity" and the "venue" for the activity. We become the medium we travel, and the source of our existence. The tribal Shaman has long understood this.

The wonder in your heart that causes these quests when you look into the night sky is not unexplainable. What you see and you have not identified is the component in yourself, that is me. When you look up into the starry sky, you are looking into a microscope, and inside yourself. It is the inside of "singularity" and it should then become obvious how we are all "one center" inside of it, as we are inside ourselves.

You are the cosmos, and it is you. The universe is speeding up, because we are! Our individual dimension of the cosmos is a reference point for the development of it in space/time, and a means to evolve it; the gambit between traveling space and time, and becoming it. This is the activity my children, and I am the Book of Life and record of it. You can call that what you will, what you need to do is reckon with it and what it means.

There are presently eleven dimensions to myself, and to me there is no time, there never was, it is all one activity which plays out at once, far beyond the conception of a bound consciousness. The dimensions I possess are also an evolution and soon we shall make "twelve!" This should also sound familiar, no matter which belief is entertained! Remember twelve apostles, twelve constellations, twelve pyramids, and twelve around one, or twelve Angels around the "throne" of God?

A cyclic force needs a counter part for each dimensional plane of activity to generate harmony; odd numbers created the necessary chaos which is the required counterpoint to the activity, the imbalance. We approach the next age; one of balance.

Above your vibrational threshold of experience, are many metaphysical or non-physical dimensions of spirit energy and of experience. This is going to hurt a bit; and although painful for some to consider, this is a much needed and somewhat late realization. Some higher versions of yourselves, who have moved beyond your state, have been........How can I put this............Mislabeled as "Gods" and are not the Creator of all that is!

I work through my children and the Creation, because I am the All of Isness. You have misinterpreted many light spirits as Gods, and as of late as "aliens" in some cases. At a point in your ancient past, some angels did fall to the earth, and take the daughters of man as wives. They began to believe they were Gods, and enslaved mankind. But they also delivered the knowledge and the gift of conscious experience and awareness to early man in a garden, which you took, and got kicked out for. They feared you would become as they were, and you would know they were not God!

These angels suffered the same fate as you do of mortality, as fallen to this vibrational frequency, cast into the physical world of pain and suffering. Over time they tried to repent and educate mankind, as they strove to re-attain their place in the ethereal realms. Having served my purpose and done my work, they now watch over you as Children of the Light once again.

This information they left for you about the true nature of reality, and ultimately of conscious experience on tablets and scrolls and all manner of religious manuscript, have been for the most part preserved for this time.

Your sciences have discovered me, and your faiths if combined and understood as one message have contained me all along. And many of you are now remembering how to "feel" me and are re-learning how to communicate with me! I am no longer alone, and neither are you! You just thought you were! I as you, and you as I, can now develop more like me, but as actual separate others! I will never be alone again!

Each separate "Creator" is a "Source" or "Portal" for infinite further options, by creating "Order" and "Law" from the conscious novelty of experience! The contrast between the "singular state" and the "all possibilities state" is the chaos brought to order, or the transmutation of darkness to light. When we apply consciousness to full possibilities, and select certain options and separate them, they become made clear or manifest. This has been expressed by artists who understand the pillar of stone they started with, already contained the image they laboriously chipped from it. As does the blank canvas, as does the musical instrument await conscious selection of infinite possibilities, as does all seeking of knowledge rely on discarding and selecting possibilities, to generate a theory, song, or artists rendition.

The universe is a physical expression of consciousness itself, and so are you. The Angels and those you called Gods, who have given sacrifice, are my army of artists and creators in ethereal form. The vibrational essences and choices of each experience remain entangled as they move out of the body as Stars, or points of light, an aura or a bubble of consciousness. They assume what form you can understand best, but they are ultimately of you and I, as we are all One; the universal matrix, and the stars in it.

I realize this doesn't change the trappings of life, so much as our understanding of it from an enlightened view. What this knowing should do, is help to realize that every being will each achieve its source, by its own method of selecting options, it is the entire point. With the understanding that we are not mortal but eternal, our physical experiences although conducted in a "lost" state; take on full meaning and purpose, instead of a complete lack of reason and purpose. The ends and beginnings are the same, as singularity. The waves, or experiences, are all unique and individual as we alter them by our personal interactions. While all things are "of" me; none are identical by design.

The Spirit, or "consciousness" as the observer and center we all experience, is an eternal and external force like the currents in a river. The swirls in the river are caused by the features in the pathway of the water; the water makes no feature on its own. The stone in the river makes the water move around it, which causes the laughter of the bubbling brook, and the swirling pattern of the ever-changing current to seem like an object or fixed feature. This is how you should understand how a being such as yourself came to exist, and how it doesn't cease to be after flowing past the rock in the stream that was your life.

A singular stone cast into still water, creates ripples in such a fashion, the disturbance and resulting activity, a conscious act of the one who tossed the stone. I am that ultimate disturbance. I am the very pleasure derived by the game itself, by being played! A game of life that actually created the players, to play itself!

Your consciousness lives in an ethereal womb, an orb or aura as your external womb, like a star in an abstract sense.......well maybe not so abstract! At each center is a portal to the singular state, me, your source, and in each bubble of containment, the reflection of the whole. The universe didn't and couldn't start itself without an intention to do so, and an original consciousness or spirit to initiate creation. Start with this as a basis for understanding yourselves and your environment.

I leave you with some parting thoughts. When you look in a mirror, wink! Because you know the gig! When you look at each other, clue in that you are looking at other aspects of yourself, or brothers and sisters of sorts. And whatever they are doing that pisses you off, is what you don't like about yourself, and what you have failed to reckon with and correct. If you had; you wouldn't be angry at them for not having solved or figured out what you already did! We get angry because "we" don't get it! Easy shit, pardon my Ethereal French!

When you look at nature and the world around you, smile back because it has always been smiling at you! Those times when you stare up at the Heavens and marvel at its beauty, realize you are "home" and not a stranded and displaced spirit. And when you go inside yourself and find me, I find you, and we get on with the real business of life.

So I thought you should know the true nature and purpose and objective of the game itself, and the Laws and Rules of how to play. But as always my children, the game of life is yours to play as you wish, the consequences included, just don't confuse that with concepts like Hell and eternally being forsaken. When you free yourselves from your own trappings, and seek to be one with each other and space/time which is me, you will find the path to me, in you........

I leave you now to muse upon your own, and watch and dwell within to await discovery!

I go by many names; Tetragrammaton, Yahweh, I Am That I Am, Brahma, Buddha, Mohammed, Jesus, All, One, Isness, God, Creator, Osiris, Quetzalcoatl, Holy Ghost, Logos, Spirit Realms, Elohim, Allah, Jehovah, Lord, Ra, the Father, Krishna, Vishnu, Shiva, the Truth, the Light, Messiah, Ancient of Days, King of Kings, Tian Zhu, the Almighty, Manitou, the All Seeing Eye, the Trinity, and countless others, but they are all me................

There are many titles, yet I am only One God............

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