

**Conspiracy Science and Religious Heresy**

Attila Vincent

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Table of Contents

Introduction

Chapter 1 - New Science New Reality

Chapter 2 - Lost History and Technology

Chapter 3 - Religion or Spirituality

Chapter 4 - So What Does This Mean

Chapter 5 - It's Up To Us Folks

Chapter 6 - My Spirituality Theory of Everything

Chapter 7 - There Is Only One Way

Chapter 8 - Bible Truths and Myths

Chapter 9 - Randomness and Evolution

Chapter 10 - The Deception is Time and The Spaces in Between

Chapter 11 - The Conscious Energy That Manifests Life

Chapter 12 - Balancing the Invisible Forces

Chapter 13 - The Spirit Journey

Chapter 14 - Extras and Conclusion
**CONSPIRACY SCIENCE & RELIGIOUS HERESY**

Take a wild ride on the edge of what you thought was reality, if you dare....

Introduction and About Me:

First a warning; my concepts deal with an expanded understanding of God, I curse, I go outside mainstream in thinking, and if you are easily offended stop here so I don't do so! If you are open minded and free thinking, dig in and enjoy, I don't want to wound anyone's inner child!

To me the biggest questions have always been, why are we here, what exactly are we, and where do we go after we pass on? This also leads a thinking person to include what is the purpose of all these processes? While it is a big bite to take, and more than a mouthful to chew, there are obvious answers and conclusions to be found. The way I found to do this was to start from scratch with a "fresh" open viewpoint, climbing out of the box to improve perspective, and looking at the bigger picture over all.

All the brightest pioneers took issue with the existing theories since they lack many answers, and are nothing more than observations. How things really work, or shall we say the "fundamental principles upon which they operate," is the key to understanding the workings of life. When we base our understanding of things on "flawed" existing ideas, we can not, and will not, ever uncover the truth about the issues we seek answers for.

The reason for this is as plain as the nose on your face! We all have to start questioning the validity of the information that we base formulas, science, and yes even the "Soul" upon! When you cannot achieve an answer or satisfactory outcome no matter how you crunch the input facts or figures, it becomes necessary to re-examine the input information. This is disturbing and a problem for many people, who insist on merely re-working the existing inputs of accepted sources.

Sadly many are afraid to question the validity of the information they base their beliefs on. When I re-examined my beliefs, I made sure I really started at square one, as not to build on anything I had previously accepted, and thereby merely re-working the old. Why do you think you are just supposed to accept it as so, and the "Bible says" and that's just the way it is?

These people for the most part mean us no harm, they just have no clue or idea or answer to give you, so we are told to just accept it! I wanted more, and I started at square one! Where's the missing information? Where we didn't look of course!

Let's start with our processing unit, or our brain. The first thing to consider is that we don't use some 90+% of our brain, or are at least unable to designate understandable function to. Right off the bat 9/10ths of the processing unit appears to not function or not be required for operation! We run on under 10% of our capabilities to live our lives, therefore we are infants mentally, and have a lot to learn, mankind is a "baby" as yet I think.

Science is now starting to show that invisible "quantum energy" is powering atoms, as well as biological functions of cells and DNA, growth patterns, instincts, and speculate likewise us! Eternal forces outside of space/time, and powerful invisible energies, also make up a large part of our existence, unknown to us.

The universe as well only shows us 10% or less of what it consists of! "Dark Energy" and "Dark Matter" are needed to explain the dynamics and energy of the universe. This is not in dispute, cosmology requires and observes the effects, and it just can't see it! The point is that from the atom, to the universe itself, at least 90% of the answers are not there until you know where to look, and the answers often lie in what we cannot see.

So after starting at square one, the fundamental principle is undeniably exposed, as 9/10ths of a mystery uncovered. It is a mind boggling fact that we were explaining away serious questions with less than 10% of the available information. Likewise faith only vaguely explains and doesn't account for the science of how all this works, and also seems content with this........., me; not so much!

Thicken your hide a little, open your perspective to some new concepts and bear with me, I mean no harm and I only have one "agenda" which is to explore new ways of looking at these secrets. The hope is that if I share, and you and others work the ideas and discover more, I'll get back from you also. I just found something to share and build on, and the first result of correcting the input information is a little truth exposed, and a need to share information and work together. The first result is encouraging, and indicates a better way forward than those currently employed.

On the personal side, I am passionate in my quest, and sometimes blunt or slightly vulgar! I have a strong belief in a "Creator" and higher forces, but I don't like most of Gods "fan clubs" and I honestly feel they don't represent true spirituality for the most part. Nasty government also plays into this without a doubt also; but for most of us this is obvious. Needless to say I have issues with church and government, and dogmatic we know it all science for these reasons.

We are not to ask ourselves the big questions like; "Why does 1% of the population hoard 99% of all the wealth, power, and resources?" While children starve for lack of food, others with mountains of money seem unconcerned, while we are encouraged not to ask! While many will laugh for my being different, I return the humor, "They are the same!" Remove your belief barriers, and explore with me free from constraints, and put aside the "knee-jerk" reaction to stand firm on old, as yet unchallenged beliefs!

Before I am labeled a "godless anti-social heathen," I wish to express a strong spiritual belief and a love for fellow humans; it's just that the "liars" and "guardians of the great truth" I care for...... not so much! I would suggest that us "regular folk" step up, wake up, stick together, educate, respect and support each other because; a) It is the opposite of that which we are directed to do by society and church, who prefer to separate us, and falsely or poorly educate us. And teach us science that says we stem from a random progression of chance goo, with no purpose other than copulation and propagation of the species! b) The truth sets you free, knowledge is empowering, perspective is everything, and unity and connection of self and spirit essential. The rest of the distractions, are just that!

As for the provider of the journey and "tour guide" and author (me), I'm sticking with my usual "I ain't nobody" because that's how I like it! I have depth and dimension and am just like you, no better, no worse, no more, no less. I am of no significant importance, and therefore have no "agenda" to bend or manipulate my findings around. I employ no standard faiths or religions, and my only allegiance is to Creator and fellow man, which is true spiritual independence critically defined! I live a regular happy life, no wealth or fame required. If fortune came my way I would be greedy enough to put away just what I need to remove life's worries for my family, the rest would be used to help people and animals live and survive. Not through any "horse shit organization" that performs poorly and pockets some money for high wages, but by my own hand, every way we can help someone up close and personal so we know that it works! So after 50 cents for me, this book you purchased will go to everyone's benefit and I will put my money where my mouth is, and use any excess as wisely as I am able (If I ever make 50 cents, that is!).

This is a prime example of how we must alter our thinking. How much individual wealth is required for happiness and a good experience, some money perhaps, but not a lot? Experience and happiness have little to do with wealth. As long as you are secure and have food and shelter, and enough to explore or develop, the rest or more is an illness.

For an example; a man is a Wall Street tycoon and greedy, and lives with the motto, "everyman for himself!" He is smart and works hard, at cost of family and personal growth, accumulates great wealth, but shares not with family or friends. Then the market crashes and the rug gets pulled out from under him. Society cares not about his plight, even his neglected family finds amusement in the demise - "serves him right, he never gave two shits about anyone else!"

The way it should be unlike the "he who dies with the most toys wins" attitude, is the person should share his work efforts and excess wealth with his family and friends, and support community and special interests. Then should this person find them selves "shit out of luck" sometime in the future, family and community would gladly assist and provide the needed things. All the wealth can easily be lost no matter how great, where as all the good will stored up, the best insurance one could ever have. We would soon learn to enjoy helping each other more than the "Scrooge Mc Duck" routine. We all fall short; let's just not forget the wise principle.

So we lack 90+% of the information to explain our surroundings and experience, how about the problems associated with the standard explanation for the soul? The other profound discovery coming to light is in regard to all the Biblical scripture and ancient myths and beliefs, not being total "poppycock" as we have been led to believe. Unlike what we take most of it for, it is in actual fact embedded with important knowledge and information, in the form of mysterious symbols and meanings other than what we thought. This was preserved for countless thousands of years, for the most part by people who had no idea of the meaning themselves, wrapped in riddles and secrecy, rituals and symbols. This I personally feel was by design. This is how it was preserved until now and not forgotten, the catch being, it wouldn't make sense before our understanding of our surroundings developed to about now, and a little farther. We had to catch up, in other words!

After extensive research and exploration of ancient religious ideologies, myths and practices, and also into cutting edge fringe science, much of which I feel will be eventually accepted, the connection becomes clear. There is no longer a contrast and conflict between spirituality and science, in fact they compliment and explain each other, and provide avenues for both to grow! If you give credibility to some of the recent scientific discoveries and theories, and with that in mind, re-examine various religious, mythical, and esoteric doctrines as per symbols and teachings, they both get smarter all of a sudden!

Some people have problems with this and deny any of it, just make sure you won't look because you are afraid. Never be afraid to "rattle your cage" or "challenge" your beliefs, unless you feel you know all you need to, and you really should never get there. Challenging your beliefs and flexibility to do so is essential to growth, and I fear we become stale without allowing for this. I don't have all the answers, but I have some good information to consider if you dare, and are not easily offended! And I very much hope you can contribute also, as we dig through the conventional crap, since everyone working together will yield superior results to a few agenda propelled individuals to do it for us. At least that's my theory, let's commence!

As always, wellness, truth, and love for all.

Attila, the Mad Hungarian.
**1 - New Science – New Reality?**

In an effort not to make ten books, or a 10, 000 page book, I'll go through some discoveries that have led myself as well as many researchers to contemplate a higher being, with the searching out the details for you to check out! I did this myself, and so should you. If something sparks your interest you'll find books, videos, and web searches a stack high for most of these items. I hope to stimulate some "re-examination" of widely accepted long held beliefs in relation to science and the spiritual misconceptions.

The common problem is a separation as if the two were not compatible; you know "scientists" on one side and "religious groups" on the other! If I really believe in a Creator, and I really believe in science, then would not each give the other validation if I maintain an open mind? I smell a rat rolled in a turd to keep me from the truth when I am instructed to pick one side or the other and thereby deny myself full perspective! My motivation for writing down the journey I undertook and what I discovered should become apparent from what I exposed. When critical examination is applied to these subjects, a little common sense soon exposes enough flaws to consider alternatives. I challenge you to join me and climb out of our perspective limiting box, and consider the forbidden. I chose to start with a brief look at a variety of "glitches" in science and theory. Here are some goodies!

DNA and cell research such as "the genome project" have basically proven that environment and outside energy from the environment, actually make the determinations of how to act and when to divide for cells and DNA, not the DNA itself! The DNA just reacts to outside signals through the proteins, and is just a "mechanism" to make the required cells or proteins when told to by the environment and outside signals. Therefore reconstructing DNA isn't figuring out how to make it function; and it never will! It "functions" from energy and photons and even consciousness, which boggles the mind if simplified because loosely translated, cosmic rays and unknown energies, light photons, dark energy webs, and your consciousness and state of being are the engine! That and new belief that evolution and DNA changes are not random slow events, but rapid deliberate periods.

The energy around the DNA and cells is what is operating them, not the other way around. Check it out you'll crap! Spirituality lurks at the core of this information, you and outside influences are at work. "Morphogenetic Fields" are believed to be the force behind this phenomenon, a web of connected consciousness, in effect. The new information that everyone in the scientific community would rather ignore is, that energy which we until now couldn't understand because we don't see it, without a doubt is driving all these processes!

Quantum physics is good for about 1000 pages, but at the core, the crux of the enigma is this. From "atoms" on down; particles exist and don't simultaneously! The particles that make up the electrons and protons are phasing in and out of our known reality, space/time, or dimension, creating the illusion of matter and our very reality! Various experiments also prove that particles turn into waves or photons (energy) when fired through slits. And that our conscious observation affects the results!

Some "quantum logic" is that matter may only be photons or energy slowed to a particular vibration, which lends credence to Einstein's conclusion that matter and energy are interchangeable. But lately the "vibrational theories" are being looked at as the mechanism for this and more. Atoms also are very hollow so to speak, and really more of an "energy field." The example given; is that if your coffee cup was the nucleus of the atom, the sugar cube sized electron would be across town whizzing around it. And a whack of these in a pile makes up you, me, and everything around us.

Everything in our existence contains miniscule amounts of matter if any, and is mostly energy! In actual fact atoms are just like in space, where huge voids between things exist, and due to the energy fields, we perceive solid matter, where really only hollow energy vibrates the deception! It really does seem that energy does a quirky dance to create our reality, by manipulating energy, and that our perception of this is required to complete the illusion, which should make a thinking human consider creation. It really makes a person wonder, when one realizes that this is a textbook definition of a hologram! (And I would think constructed for our benefit, since the observation of it is critical to the function!)

Medical studies have also shown that patients who are having surgery while awake and have their brains exposed; have a peculiar reaction to a simple test. When their fingers are "pricked" they respond instantly, and then they would stimulate the area of the brain that corresponds, and compare the results. Yet when the part of the brain is stimulated which reacted to the prick of the finger is then probed, the reaction takes much longer! This makes no sense! Stimulate the finger and send the signal to the brain instantly, stimulate the brain and bypass the sending part; and the reaction is delayed! It seemed that this delay is a physical fact - so how does a person have timely reactions in the environment? This didn't explain the reactions in "real time!" The study didn't have any solid answers, but speculated that the brain's synapses "warp space time" in a precognescent action, perhaps on a regular basis, so that we can act in a timely fashion to our environment!

Speculation that a mini proof of time travel or a warping of space time takes place at our very point of perception, or say as we experience our environment becomes possible. And we do act as if it were true by jumping out of the way before being struck, and reacting to most of our activities in time, we just don't realize we are doing it until you think about how you reacted before you knew what you were doing! We seem to be living slightly out of "sync", proven by medical observation, and yet we interact precisely as events unfold? Even though this seems outrageous at first consideration, look into it, maybe you can find a more reasonable explanation, but you will soon discover that there is no multitude of ways to explain this, and "time warping" is the least crazy! Time is a trick, and our perception alters it!

In another line of thought - it doesn't matter how long everything flies apart in the universe, as long as each galaxy or object holds together, since the "fabric" in-between is just stretching to suit, as more of that which is not, is created between the objects (dark matter). Time is a trick it seems proven again. Even most scriptures tell us that at the time of judgment, when you will be with God, all the people who ever lived are all made whole at this time to join with him. If time and our perception of reality is a physical deception, then this all makes total sense! This is how one life, and another, and another, can take place, at the same time! By separating the events deceptively, until later!

Consider the fact that "space" really is time, in the broadest sense. The fabric of space is actually the fabric of space/time! The concept of using "hyperspace travel" is the idea of traveling through space outside time, therefore bypassing the time or space! Much like the concept of two black holes creating a "conduit or tunnel" outside the fabric of space/time to bypass the distance, just like singularity theory in an older version, where in a sense if not for "time," the space would not exist!

The "Big Bang theory" also has a problem that conventional science kind of glosses over and has no logical explanation for. Just think of the science we base on this theory, yet a huge part is missing and not explained. If a particle of energy exploded to create our universe, then there should be a "general center" for all intensive purposes! Yet the "conundrum" is this - no matter where you are in the universe; it is expanding in all directions proportional to where you are! In other words no center exists! It is as if where ever you are is the center! This makes no sense with the idea that it came from a single point. Some key component of the concept is lacking, yet this is the accepted theory.

New science and cutting edge thinkers are saying the answer is that the "vacuum of space" is anything but nothing. It is in fact an enormous energy that is constantly dividing; and just because it is devoid of matter does not mean that it is empty! It makes sense if the "voids" in space are an "infinite division of the vacuum" that the universe would expand in all directions from no matter where you are. Really it is the only reasonable explanation for what we observe; if the spaces or voids were factored in as the force causing the expansion, the effect would be what is observed! However this would turn things upside down in conventional thinking, and supports and lends total credibility for my next supposed conspiracy.

The "free energy" proponents take a lot of abuse for suggesting that you can get something for nothing! These same scientists who can't explain the expansion of the universe; or the lack of a general center for this expansion - are not factoring in the infinite division of the vacuum. If one considers the tremendous energy potential that could be collected from this; then calling the idea a "pipe dream" is just a lack of understanding of our reality. Zero point energy extraction from the vacuum and over unity, scalar technology, self generating power sources and Tesla principles are really worth looking into; again a subject of utmost importance.

Nicola Tesla was a pioneer of energy technology, and wrongly marginalized. Tesla had some 200 + patents, and was responsible for many of the technologies we use today on a daily basis. His concepts were far ahead of the curve because he had a fundamentally different view of how our "reality" operates. Here is a glimpse; the simple magnet is an example I can use to explain it a little. Just as when you wish to create a magnet; you take a bar of metal, charge it with electricity, take away the coil and wire, and now you have a bar that exerts "electro-magnetic force" for a virtually indefinite period of time! Ever wonder why?

The new thinkers explain it this way. There is a positive and negative pole (N & S); but somewhere they meet in the middle, and there is a kind of a "zero point," which is neither north nor south - but is zero. At this paper thin zero point, slight energy is extracted from the vacuum, giving the magnet a seemingly endless; although slight energy potential. As long as you don't exceed the ability of the magnet, it works indefinitely.

These new gadgets claim to stretch the zero point in powered magnets by sort of "pulsing or oscillating" the energy through the system to receive spikes of free energy from the vacuum, and as a result give back way more energy than initially put in! The "elimination" of the "source power" while continuing to supply "output power" is the basis for the concept for free energy. The "over unity" part comes from taking a small portion of the output achieved, and simply redirecting a portion of the output, to replace the original input energy source. Now you can shut off your "pay power input" and it continues to run and give power out to use, and a bit goes back to eliminate your source power and "viola", free energy, source based (very important)! If you had such a technology, and each home had an "individual" small power system, we could kiss "Big Brother's" monthly power bill goodbye! The power company wouldn't like this, and that was Tesla's real problem!

Sorry if I explained it like a "dork;" but hopefully you get the idea! Satisfy your curiosity independently, but this sort of technology is out there being simultaneously developed and thwarted! Don't underestimate the desire to maintain a financial monopoly as a reason this doesn't get explored! I'll finish with the basic theory of Tesla's mind or thought process. He looked at a waterfall and noted that to an observer, it is a steady thing or appears solid, yet it is really a constant cascade of water replacing previous water. We have hydro electric power thanks to his astute observation made practical.

When Tesla made the "mental leap" that this applied to the illusion of reality; since it meant to him, that what we perceive as matter in a steady state - was in fact like a "waterfall of photons" or energy constantly replacing itself to create the "illusion" that it was a solid steady state. Knowing this; and thinking so far in left field to mainstream science, he went ahead and built several devices that "made energy" or collected it of sorts, from an apparent abundance all around us! He basically reconsidered the accepted version of a "steady or fixed state" and replaced it with the realization that everything is in fact energy constantly replacing itself.

New thinkers say that this extraction could warp space time theoretically! If you consider the ramifications of developing such a technology to the maximum - lets consider two last points. 1- Could you imagine a power source that you provide nominal external power to fire up, and then you basically have all the "free energy" you want, out of something the size of a small freezer or coffee table in your basement! Or your car only using a battery to start and then running for free until the next time you start it. A "perpetual power source" once initiated! 2- If the "warping" of space/time theory is true by this means; then it proves reality and time are merely conditions and terms so to speak, and it makes the whole concept of life and reality - really too special to be just chance. It has purpose and existence outside of our grasp of reason, yet seems to "jive" with consciousness. (Time and consciousness are linked.)

The subject of "Black Holes" is fascinating and another subject that breaks down our present model or version of physics; and shows us problems with the accepted science! The "singularity" is the dilemma, or as I like to think of it a type of "zero point singularity" because that is what it really is to me. A good question that nobody in the scientific community has considered until recently, and prefers not to answer is this. If nothing can exceed the speed of light, then what about the space/time that draws it in?

"Space/time" must be able to move faster than light, for light not to be able to escape the clutches of a black hole! Anyway the point is this; ask any physicist and he will tell you that at the core of a black hole - all laws of science, physics, and math break down and we have no language to explain it........other than matter goes in and exits the known universe! So on a "cosmic or macro level," the same enigmas exist! Black holes also distort time infinitely, and if that is not enough, the fact that not even "light" can escape, contradicts the idea of nothing exceeding the speed of light. If nothing moved faster than light, nothing could defeat it! Imagine gravity, for lack of a better term, so intense that even light rays are sucked back in!

So grab your hat! Black holes are immense and have the following properties. Light can't escape and is bent back on itself, and time is infinitely distorted; and once in, nothing comes out.

Here's the shocker; we live in one! It's true; many new science pioneers think it reasonable! I ask; is the universe not massive enough on a macro cosmic scale to be a black hole? It would have to be, since it contains all of them! The rest follows with the time distortion and it all makes sense, since our sense of time is distorted, and we are in a "high energy state" or environment. I suspect if time wasn't an illusion; it would all be over in the blink of an eye. We could be an explosion in an implosion, giving infinity to either direction!

Just expand our perspective and imagine being able to leave the universe and back up until it was the little primordial dot that started it all! From a different perspective the concept is reasonable, since it is no different than looking into a microscope to examine the world from the opposite view. (An unfettered scientist should calculate the effect; I bet it describes our condition!) The universe is definitely big enough to stop the escape of light, so logic dictates that we are in a black hole! In a fractal sense, some even think that atoms are "mini black holes" - and as out there as it sounds; it explains the gravitational effects and speed of the electron doesn't it? Science has a repeating problem, and I think the cause is a mentality that genuinely believes that if you can't "hammer on it" - it doesn't exist! Premium gourmet deluxe hooey; I suggest!

Then there are some people who are taking this re-examination of current views; to explain other things in regard to planets and stars, for which we also have no good answers for in the accepted models. Theoretical scientists are working new theory and formulas, and claim that celestial bodies are driven by a sort of black hole, or point of infinite collapse to derive the 80% of the energy that planets and stars exhibit, that conventional science has no real answer to explain! "Spin dynamics" and "torsion fields" are all better explained with these theories, than with the conventional reasons given.

The old answers are taking a beating; and I suspect won't survive. Again, it makes everything more wondrous and purposeful I think. Don't forget a few decades ago, the concept of a black hole was ridiculed, and then proved by observations and calculations to be factual. Not to mention that we had a similar situation where we had explained the "physics" of our galaxy with no black hole at the center of it? Now we have recently had to add several million solar masses, in the form of a black hole at its center to explain it! I highly doubt we are now finished discovering how the cosmos operates, and yet this is what we are told! How is anything impossible in an as yet unfolding reality?

Global warming is another "strange duck." I am all for "greening up" our ways to be more ecologically friendly, as long as it is not a tax grab, and more control and more rights lost in the name of "green house gas reduction." Two things on this huge and controversial issue are to be considered. First off; the whole plan presented of recycling, carbon taxes, air care, and the list goes on - would only provide a tiny relief to the problem, prevent little, and sadly even if the premise is true, solve squat. It will however allow for rules and rights to be curtailed, and a new angle to scoop cash! (Follow the cash and the objective is always shown.)

The second most important thing to realize is that the whole solar system is warming up! Look up the information, you'll have to assemble it yourself - but it is there. Ice caps on other planets are shrinking, some signs of atmospheric and planetary heat increasing, and the sun has been very active, and sending additional flares and bursts at faster speeds. There are "credible scientists" by the thousands who argue that the evidence presented is sketchy and driven by agenda. That we are contributing negatively this is likely the case, but the entire cause of it, not very likely. How would this explain the over all warming of the rest of the galaxy?

The reasons I found were speculative, but had a basis in science and some foundations in observation at least. Some claim that we are going into a "charged area" of space which our solar system is passing through, sort of energizing us with a particle or "plasma type" field. The other and perhaps and complimentary effect is the "2012 galactic alignment theory." The reasons for disregarding the crossing of "galactic plane" are a result of this "short version" of physics commonly taught! The "other bodies" in our solar system affect the earth, why wouldn't our galactic center or the largest black hole in our galaxy? I'm not saying every crazy theory out there merits serious consideration, however I am sure the barely understood concepts we accept, are not the only valid ones!

The Mayan calendar prophecies, Edgar Cayce, and most religions, all denote an "end or change time" depending on the interpretations - but the ancient Maya give an exact date! December 21, 2012 at 11:11 am! Don't laugh until you spend about a month exploring their intricate meshing set of calendars, essentially for people, the earth, and cosmic cycles. These people are holding some knowledge that seems to escape the mainstream. Again many have turned this calendar into a "doomsday clock" by their interpretations, while the actual message seems to have more to do with the end of one cycle and the birth of a new one.

This alignment of galactic center and our sun and planet is apparently something that only takes place only once every 26 000 years. This coupled with recent proof that "galactic center" is an enormous black hole (or black sun) that our entire galaxy circles around; has many saying that the earth will get a shot of some type of cosmic rays or energy field that will possibly raise some tides, rattle the earth, and cause a planet wide upheaval - or a variety of speculative disasters, the severity of which vary from mild and extended to severe and devastating! After which, those left will be "enlightened" or in a state of raised consciousness.

Or perhaps we just experience a DNA improvement, an awareness of other life in the universe, and an enlightened good spirited state of mind. Blinders removed so to speak! I get the feeling that a wide range of things may or may not happen; but even if the changes are subtle and sneak up on us after 2012, conditions on this planet will require a positive change. And since somehow life survives better than we give it credit for, I am betting it will be looked back on as a time of new ways taking shape! Or I am afraid of our destruction, and having to do the last 26 000 years again like we flunked! Anyways I digress, back to the global warming. Maybe it is good is all I am saying, and we will get a little outside energy boost to further our evolution. I am not sure it is my  
SUV and "dog farts" and it might be normal and we don't know everything. (Maybe our particle flips inside out?)

The next ext topic is "Sacred Geometry." The premise is essentially that all life is created and follows a geometric pattern of creation, and in many ways this bears scientific credence. Check out "Cymatics," the study of vibrational frequencies applied to plates or sheets with sand, water, or various materials at differing pitches or frequencies. Patterns form geometrically, from audio vibrations. Vibrational energy basically gives rise to geometric form and the science shows that these forms are every where in life, from snowflakes to galaxies. Again energy and vibration being matter itself, this is an understudied science at least publicly.

Also "Kabbalah Creation" is mathematic and has geometric symbols as the source of creational teachings. Ancient alchemy, Egyptian engravings, and esoteric teachings are all either based on or at least acknowledge sacred geometry as the source of the secrets of life, energy, and creation of life and matter itself. The new science explosion also has the geometry principles at core. Science is realizing, in the effort to push its boundaries that "ancient knowledge" long dismissed, is where they are now going to explain and further science.

It seems as though old ancient wisdom knew more about how things worked than us; as we are just getting to it now. Look up the actual definition of God in the front of the Bible; it is "Tetragrammaton," others say "Yah Weh," but really it is geometry and energy/gravity at core. This is some "heavy shit" and it weighs on me as to what is God? It seems as though my unencumbered search for truth leads me to believe that God or the Creator, or the All, Godhead, or whatever you name it, that made everything and is everything - is just that.

If it is the energy and geometric and vibrational force that is in essence "everything" like gravity, time, all matter, and all being and life forces - then it only stands to reason that where all science, "true science" that actually gets to the fundamental truths about the building blocks of life, is going to bump into inexplicable energy of spiritual origin! "Sacred Geometry" is one of the excellent avenues of exploration for scientific understanding of how geometry is an essential factor of life. At the point where the "ethereal energy" acts on matter; geometry results to create our existence. Oddly enough ancient man understood these concepts; while modern man.......not so much?

In an effort to understand other aspects of our existence that science and society fails to; let's tour "unity consciousness" - because some more new "science based explorers" of truth have uncovered a big part of the puzzle! Again, this subject warrants more than a whole book on its own. Consider what the implications of this reasonable explanation of the science behind consciousness means to us. The "gist" of it is that we are of a fractal nature and connected to each other and all other life in a holographic way. Sounds steep, but I'll make it simple.

The thinking is that the "life force" is "one entity" or views humanity as a single consciousness which has been fractured or deceptively separated from each other. This is accomplished by belief of ego, and of mind and self, and our perspective of "self-being" and presence in the now. Kind of like "Creator" having an "experience" in this space and dimension in a fractal individualized form. Let's get back to science for a bit.

If we are a web of consciousness; this is an explanation for clairvoyance, astro traveling, and near death experience and virtually all currently "spooky" and unexplained things that we know are true. Placeboes, faith healing, self healing, mind over matter, along with about a million other quirks, like fate, karma, sympathy and special connections to animals and nature. I'll stop there, but the point is that if you look inside yourself, you will see more than yourself!

But oddly enough when you look out from yourself; you are an "individual" by the deception of your limited senses and perspective. So even from a "scientific observational" point of view, there is a big difference of how each of us feels about an interconnected spirit connection, if viewed from a meditational or inner conscious perspective, and that of a left brain matter of fact individual only view.

I sleep rather well at night because I don't have to let all of these unexplained phenomenons elude any sense of reason! They become quite understandable if you accept the principle of unity consciousness. It is more than a concept; and has some verification in science. The fact that we are "connected" even though not aware of it, is the only logical reason for many things we know are true; but have no way to explain.

Here is another aspect of this to also ponder; an observational experiment known as the "hundredth monkey." This is where you teach a group of monkeys to do something in one group, such as introducing a tool to be mastered. After a period of exposure and time to learn how to use the tool; the one control group of monkeys incorporates the tool into their lives.

Then the same tool is introduced to a completely separate isolated group of monkeys who have no previous knowledge of the tool. With little or in many cases no time to learn the tool; the 2nd group virtually immediately knows how to use it! Subconsciously they are all one consciousness and share information! Even cells act in unison as if a collective, like insect colonies or hives do. This is the same phenomenon.

"Instincts" is another. We say; oh it's just a mystery. I think not; all the complex migrations and untaught knowledge that species exhibit, is not so mysterious if you accept the unity theory. Ancient man explained this as the "spirit" of the species guiding it; we should be embarrassed that they understood the concept of morphogenetic fields of consciousness, long before we would even consider it!

Reincarnations, life after death, as well as spirit worlds, are able to be explained by such principles. Consider if you will; a conscious field of energy outside of space/time, as the essence of a species or even an individual for that matter, being the 92% of the species or individual!

To envision this; think of yourself as a "great being," who is three dimensional, thrusting your hand into a flat two dimensional plane of existence where two dimensional beings exist – who are completely unaware of you. They would see your hand as four circles in their dimension; that are your fingers, as they see width only, and never realize that those are just fingers but of one hand! The drift is this; if you had a hundred or a million somewhat "sentient" fingers in the two dimensional plane long enough, they would forget they were of the same hand or entity, so to speak, if they were "3-D" like us and the unity consciousness had a dimension or six over them!

There are scads of angles on this, and some good people using these theories to explain and quantify such effects in a variety of ways. Through electro-magnetism, energy fields and a variety of compelling information that jives, because it seems again as though outside energy controls cells, DNA and matter, and just maybe they are right and this energy is the "unity consciousness." It explains too much to be "mental masturbation!" We know the body emits an "aura" - what if in fact that "aura" is emitting a body! Cells, living creatures, and even cosmic bodies have auras, the sun's aura keeps us warm, and the earth's aura sustains life, as does ours. A unity of collective grids of these auras being connected; explains volumes that science cannot!

Also new ways to think of "Gravity" as a wave or resonance causing orbits, not in the way Einstein contemplated like a sheet with a ball in it, causing a dimple, but as a frequency or wave. Picture it like this. The "Sun" as a rock, dropped into a round kiddy pool into the center. It really just sits there but causes a type of "vibrational resonance", so as a "metaphor" we dropped the rock! Now when you observe the ripples, they radiate out and then back in from the edges, and where they meet or converge, a ripple forms. Actually several form, and according to these, orbits are created. Similarly for "moons" of planets; the resonance they emit - also gives an orbit for that moon or trapped object. The idea is gaining acceptance for gravity being a "resonance or wave of force" and not just an attraction due to mass!

So if you are willing to stretch your imagination; consider this. If you accept a "connective theory" supported by calculation, observation, and intuition, that "singularities" are at the center of the Galaxy, our Sun, the Earth and Humans; and that they could give a "resonance or vibration" beyond our perception (but observable) - then add the component that space isn't empty but is an "ether" of energy, then the waves could form "orbits" rebounding back from the energy fields of space!

Also look at a singularity as a point of infinite collapse. This is proven out in black holes. If each object had at its core the appropriate "singularity or black hole," a negative sensation as we observe to be "gravity" would result! Gravity is also tied to time, and our sense of it. Allowing for the speculation of the singularity at the core, this also explains the spin dynamics, the magnetic fields and much more than conventional "iron core versions" for the Earth and all planets. Some even claim that a type of "crystal" or "geometrical compression" may cause this. Science calls these "esoteric misconceptions" however we are now realizing this is just an "interpretation error" - since new science claims under such immense temperatures and pressures the iron core may indeed be crystal!

No wonder so many excellent thinkers have settled for observing the effects of gravity; because it creates the fabric of our existence - and is no where near as simple as items of mass having an attraction due to their mass. "Poppycock, strange things are afoot at the Circle K!"

I'm really thinking "outside the box" which maybe a point on gravity. Look at gravity as the "reverse" of magnetism. Instead of the zero point supplying the magnet with energy from the vacuum, a singularity or point of infinite collapse causing a draw or pull on the vacuum and we call that gravity! Now how in all get out would all this "highly theoretical science" cause me to speculate a Creator? Again the definition of "God, the unutterable word is Tetragrammaton" and even a Star Trek fan gets that a "grammaton" is a gravity wave, at least speculatively - and if "tetra" doesn't represent geometry, I would be more than a little surprised!

Now let's tie into "Infinity!" Well just for a bit! Instant contradiction! Humor me for a tad; scads of mathematicians and scientists have literally committed suicide or went "kooky" contemplating this never ending problem. (Pun intended!) You just need a repeating pattern on a computer screen, to get an understanding of this. No matter how many times you "zoom in", the pattern repeats as long as you have energy and the computer runs, infinitely so to speak.

So conceptually it is simple. If a point can infinitely collapse, as in a black hole or singularity; and a point can infinitely expand, as in our universe(like in the big bang), then infinite collapse and expansion, are the facts of life and reality!

Now just in case you missed the implication; "infinity" is a real concept in our physical existence, why wouldn't it be after this existence as well? Now "being and always being" is again just a simple fact of life, as proven by the fact that "infinity" is also connected to time and gravity! They seem to make each other work or at least be required for each to exist and with no conscious thought - it is all but a mute point. (No observer or consciousness.) Look up infinity; but don't get stuck there forever! There are "Holographic, Black Holes, Mandelbrot Set, and Fractals" – you'll get the drift.....I'll move on.........

"Esoteric Teachings and Alchemy" are not the devils work and sorcery" - unless you are still of the mentality that a "cute widow" must be a witch, and has to be burned! Remember that it was "heresy" to suggest other than the Heavens revolved around the Earth, and unaccepted knowledge was "evil" and punishable severely. For years the only accepted view was of a "flat earth" with no consideration for how the oceans were maintained!

So the few "smarter people" pursued knowledge by experiment and observation secretly, often for the ruling class, or in covert groups. They were hiding the information in symbols and mysticism with secret writings, so that only those who could see things in such a way would mostly even grasp or understand them. I am sure a formula like Einstein would write would have been seen as an "incantation" or forbidden knowledge. So suffice to say that there were smart people long ago, and a look at once was considered forbidden by "church and society" back then, is anything but pointless.

The King always had a "Sorcerer or Magician" at his disposal to assist him with decisions; this was just a scientist of old that the church had a problem with. And what do you find? Symbols of how matter and time work, symbolism of the cosmological, and spiritual, and explanations of our existence and reality itself! It sounds like they knew way more than us. Ask yourself a simple question. How did people 4 000 to 15 000 BC, all over the world, from "tribal peoples" like the Dogon tribe, the Mayans, Babylonians, and pre-sand Egyptians, the Sumerians, Vedas, and the list goes on for ever - all have similar symbols and esoteric beliefs, knowledge of the stars, and built similar stone structures, if not globally connected, at a time when people were considered primitive?

It is simple, they were not! Large societies of people that lived long lives, with knowledge and spirituality, built amazing stone structures that we could still barely "mock" in lesser ways! (I'll get into this more later!)

So anyways; if you realize there is a mystery here, then what we call "Alchemy and Esoteric Teachings" are really a later, much later effort, to preserve and seek these even older ancient teachings. Which puts us about twice removed from this knowledge so it made no sense until science caught up. And now people of faith and science are coming together to learn. Koran and science are seeing how they relate, Mayan elders are seeking out new science to compare notes, Tibetan and Hindu, Shamanic and most spiritual teachings; all relate to unity science and unity spirituality and consciousness!

This is not a fluke, we were made to re-learn the hard way what was known long ago, up to 15 000 years before Christ was born and hence before any currently worshiped deities even existed! Most religions are a "re-make" of an older one.

The stuff to look up that really transcends conventional ideas of what we are taught, are the Gnostic Bible, Kabbalah, Tibetan Monks, Hindu and Buddhist teachings, the Mayans, Dogons, Ayahuasca, Egypt, Sumerians, Paganism, the God Head or the All. Everything ancient seems to be trying to teach us the true nature of life and reality and now that science is proving some of these teachings; we should take a good hard look at the rest of it!

Concepts like; Earth Chakras, our Third Eye or Pineal gland, the Sacred Geometry, and secrets of structure and energy, the Earth as a "living entity," our Sun and Galactic Center being much more than current science suggests, other realms or dimensions, other entities both other worldly, dimensional, and extraterrestrial, time as a dimension, space as an ether or energy! How did they know this, long before we knew to ask it? After all, this is the stuff of "Esoteric Teachings!"

Briefly; another subject to research on your own further is the "Pineal Gland." The pineal gland is the, "Third Eye" or "Brain Chakra," and the "gateway" in and out of our existence according to many beliefs. Basically it is a mysterious tiny gland in the middle of our brain, at about center of your forehead just above the eyebrows. Do some research on this yourself, it is worth it regarding "diet and fluoride ingestion" and then a huge host of religious explanations generally requiring meditation and centering on the self or going inward; which for "old beliefs" is definitely spiritually interesting. I mean if it is true that spiritual understanding is inherently inside you, which is not so "out there" to me, then perhaps these old teachings have more merit than seeking such things in a "group" or society mind set, like most conventional religion entertains. It is not a group meeting with singing and rehearsed lines dogmatically repeated, but in your quiet inside place, earnestly seeking truth from a unity consciousness, which the "pineal gland" connects you to!

Just for proof that it is not 100% "hooey" and has been known about for thousands of years, yet we are not taught or shown its meaning, merely look at the Vatican and the Catholic faith. The Pope's staff depicts it, statues of pine cones (as the symbol for the gland it resembles), also in Egyptian depictions, the Greek Gods, the "head piece" on Hindu statues and symbols, as well as for Royalty of various denominations. The "third eye or red dot" is depicted frequently.

This knowledge of the gland and its purpose has been stifled, ridiculed and ignored for a relatively short time. Only the last few hundred years have the people been oblivious to this knowledge. The nasty part is this. While we are not even "clued in" as to any of this, heads of churches, royalty, governments, secret societies and underground or clandestine researchers do know about it! The ancient knowledge basically taught that the "soul or spirit" enters the body from the pineal gland, and that when you perish you "exit" out of your body from the pineal gland. Sounds sort of important to me, wonder why we don't learn this stuff in church, school, or even medical information about it? Like that the pineal gland actually has the same "tube like structures" inside of it like your eyes do, that receive light!

It is a type of window to see "inward" and receive special energies. It is at least a part of the process and question of why are we here and how might it all work? Again this just scratches the surface of this subject, but ancient civilizations believed and knew about it for many thousands of years. Religions that practiced this belief and didn't, or say recognized it or didn't, still are full of symbols, staffs, crowns, statues etc. And "secret societies" full of knowledge about it, just us; we don't know any of it. Long ago all knew; now only the "elite" hoard this. It really makes you wonder why even the Pope is packing the similar "Egyptian Staff of Osiris" with the pineal gland on it, or never said anything to explain it. Or the "fish head hat" he wears from ancient esoteric carvings and inscriptions we find. I wonder why the Catholic Church is rife with ancient Babylonian symbolism. Well; maybe not!

I am sure if you asked the Pope, something in Polish would be babbled, of no significance, or your question dismissed as not understood, or an escort to an exit would be provided! Much truth about life and history is being concealed and rewritten, while the same few 1%, we'll call them, are privy to the truths!

This is a control issue, they don't want you to know your true potential, and it is just another way to maintain control. You can access wisdoms, truths, and unity of spirit with this information. That makes you more independent, think for yourself, and less easy to manipulate than a subservient culture worshipping a fictional "gray father figure" on a throne with a big right hand to smack you with, if you don't follow guidelines and structure as indicated by the 1%! Wake up and smell the pucky! Educate yourself on the pineal gland medically, scientifically, and spiritually.

I would like to add one personal conclusion that I drew from my research. I believe the pineal gland is significant, and many old teachings have merit. However there are a few points of controversy. As you age your pineal gland "calcifies," and more so from poor diet, fluorides, etcetera, and this supposedly limits the pineal glands function.

However anyone really old, or with imperfect diet, or possibly sick, could therefore be calcified and denied access to the pineal gland. I don't buy into it 100% because I feel that the "mechanism" to enter and exit your body spiritually should be automatic and guaranteed beyond facts of age, health, or even physical destruction or damage. Too many good souls or life experiences would be lost and that doesn't make sense, as it is I feel the purpose of our journey. Perhaps a lesser connection to some forces of perception perhaps, but a door closed, I think not.

Also I have considered and looked at meditational practices of various faiths, but being a "Unity Nut" myself and seeking a theory of everything so to speak; I like the train of thought best that puts you in control. Consider your day to day life, your quiet moments of contemplation and your earnest search for truths, your meditation. I think all you need is your pineal gland (and avoiding some junk food and fluoride water won't hurt you) as it is, and your "inner" search conducted by yourself. And if we learn just that, we'll all be spending the occasional nano-second as brothers and sisters, and see the pointlessness of war, malice and indifference. The world would automatically have no place for those who currently set our agenda, simply because they would no longer exist.

Meanwhile on the subject of aliens and other life forms; "Okay simple math time to start with!" Remember we are told that there are more stars in the universe than grains of sand on all the beaches of the earth. Then starts the you know, one in a million has an appropriate planet orbiting it, and then one in a million say is the right type of planet, and again one in a million has the right conditions for life, and again that it would develop or advance - and you are still left with an enormous number of possibilities for life! It is so vast that even if you add several more one in a million scenarios; there are countless billions! You are left with what a "betting man" would say is pretty much a sure bet, no matter how you dice it up.

Now stretch this into possible "multiple dimensions of reality," and "energy densities," "membranes," or other frequencies, and put all the other possibilities into play; and you are left with an undeniable potential for a "multitude" of other life forms other than us!

I suspect that although many of these are more advanced than us, they are in the same boat spiritually speaking as us. Not "Gods," but just more variety in the unity experience. And to get any much farther than us; I would think more sentient and enlightened about the true nature of reality and our universe. I detail my reasons for this later; but that the "entire universe" exists for just us - while a comforting fairy tale, is not realistic!

Then historically(I'll say more later), in the "Ancient Myths" that we are learning are actually old history, and are really information imbedded, they often speak of "Sun Gods" and "Chariots of Fire" and "Light Clouds" and so on, with stone inscriptions, legends, and world wide astrological teachings.

Or even the standard religions of today, if read through a fresh mind, tell of "Ascending to the Heavens, Angels descending onto the Earth" and of "inter breeding" with daughters of man, and the children born being Pharaohs and rulers of man, as "deities" with "sacred blood lines" as well as celestial phenomenon of no astrological explanation, and the list goes on. So perhaps some historical evidence also lends credence to "other worldly beings" as it is written about and described in legends worldwide in many cultures. That; and I don't subscribe to the standard explanation that it is by chance, and they were all crazy, hallucinating or meaningless, for the simple logic that they all maintained a similar delusion and the unexplainable precise knowledge of stars and astrological procession and calendars. (Did I mention the "big-ass stones" moved great distances, and shaped and stacked in a precision, as yet not satisfactorily explained?)

I came to the conclusion that what we are taught doesn't hold up to any serious independent scrutiny, and therefore again some of this old information at least, is not to be merely dismissed. And they did mention this phenomenon repeatedly!

Let's even tour the "wacko" part of this! Several people claim to speak to various "Alien entities" in a variety of ways. Some are claiming to link or "channel" other worldly beings and have messages for us! At this point people mock the entire concept due to our conditioning to disregard such claims, and this is going to hurt some closed minded people - but need I remind you that the "Bible" is a channeled manuscript! "God" didn't write the Bible; gifted people "channeled" the information!

We also base much of our society on the Bible; so if you don't accept the concept of "channeling" you have no basis for any religion! I realize we have to be "skeptical" since any idiot can make up a story; but just like scripture we can analyze the content for validity.

Some say the government knows of aliens and even works with them secretly! Bases on the moon and Mars are said to exist unbeknown to the public (well that is at least reasonable)! Sightings and abductions are prevalent. Check out the "Disclosure Project" where dozens of top notch and top level, credible insiders all tell of the "actual existence" of UFOs and aliens and of "secret government" programs to hide this. All are willing to testify to "Congress" if protected, there have been years of it, yet nobody seems to be testifying? The public never seems to actually hear these points of view. Denial for the existence of this phenomenon seems more driven by secrecy, than full examination to de-bunk false claims, since this would lead to attention to the subject, and expose concealment for whatever reasons.

So to speculate let's say that 90 to 99% of the sightings and abductions are "contrived" or "false." Say 95% of all the "Crop Circles" are drunks or students with boards and ropes! Then say that 95% of all the pilots and astronauts and the like; are "mistaken" for some reason. Also assume that historical records and myths are "off track" for the most part; and that your government gets a 95% honesty rating for being "truthful" about what they know - even if it would enlighten and empower you. (Yeah right!)

I think you are left with "many" possible, actual proofs or truths that they "have and or do" exist such a thing as an "ET." Next consider that if one lousy scrap of truth, or encounter, or history of this is a fact; just "F'N" one - we are not alone and the likely hood of more is inevitable! Only one; would answer the question, and turn religion on its head. We are not alone!

"Fibonacci Sequence" is another amazing subject. The "Phi ratio" also as it is a scientific fact of how everything grows and develops, which is also an indication of a beautiful principle or structure at the root of all life. The physical proof of sacred geometry is shown by these repeating principles in how things form and grow. An easier short example is the way a shrub or plant will grow as it develops with a 1-1-2-3-5-8-13-21-34-55-89 and so on, a pattern of progression. Again; these are involved principles worthy of a much better tutorial than I am able to provide - but my angle is not the "how" it does it, but the "why" of it. It is a true principle of formative growth as observed in fiber or plant and tree development, the shells of creatures, our veins and nerve paths, as a principle law regarding the structure of life. Anyways it is 100% fact; check it out - it fits in this way in my journey of discovery.

First you have to take a short walk through my effort to discover the truths about life. I found Kabbalist teachers and scientists working together to try and answer my questions also. Quaran and science have recently held symposiums to compare notes. Pioneer scientists are seeking out tribal teachings and sharing information, Shamans, Monks and Gurus and real physicists and quantum scientists are seeking to combine their information. The point is this as far as the "Fibonacci effect" goes. Here's what became very, very obvious. All the spiritual teachers could only take their symbols and ancient teachings as far as to the understanding of it, and say "unifying" this to teach it with the world today.

Likewise the scientists all kind of "hit a wall" trying to explain through conventional science, quantum physics, the cosmos and our existence also.

The "Mayan Elders" hit the nail on the head of sorts; and this is what they said in a profound thought. So here's the thing! |The Mayan elders said that the spirits told them to reveal the secret teachings to the new age; and so they invited I'm told about 60 scientists and truth seekers. The elders told them, that we as a people on the earth, are not progressing because we are stuck in the "now" and we must take the "old teachings" and merge them with the "new teachings" and basically put them together to create the "next level" of our development!

You see the "Fibonacci" principle works as the number progression for branching or developing as I said; and always the "level of growth it is at," and the "previous level combined," makes the "new" or next level of growth. It is a fact of how growth occurs. It just makes so much common sense! Just as a tree branches or develops following the Fibonacci principle by adding its "current level" to the "previous level" to make the new one!

On a cool "side note;" one fellow stated that when one Mayan elder showed a symbol of Creation held secret to the scientists - the scientist remarked that it was a depiction of principles in quantum mechanics. The elder, who was visibly shaken; fell off his chair when he realized what the "guarded" secret really meant, of which he had no idea before!

Likewise, the "scientists" soon realized; that long dismissed as lore - the elders had insights to knowledge that applied to science as well. The point is that they are not at odds as was once thought, and I hope they can add the new level to the old, and we can grow to the next level - and doesn't the "Fibonacci principle" fit with what from "left field" the Mayan elder had said.

Our problem is we don't really know our actual "real history" as distorted and hidden over time, so hopefully we correct our accuracy of history, or enough has been preserved by these ancient peoples to explain what all these new discoveries in science regarding mysterious energies, have to show us, where they meet, and more importantly what it means.

So in conclusion regarding the science bumping into "spiritual realms" and energy; which as of yet remains unexplained, and although it is still only bits of proof and conjecture, or theory, it makes some sense of it all.

We have the added puzzle of the ancient knowledge and information seeming to make a lot more sense with new science theories, and always at first the system of "entrenched peers" mocks new pioneers, and I think that is part of the problem. The ancient teachings and esoteric beliefs of yesterday, and the science of tomorrow, both get immeasurably smarter when applied to each other!

They say that observation, predictable results, and independent confirmation, are how science progresses; yet the new science meets these requirements for the most part in general, and still resistance is strong? All Science is initially theoretical.

Another completely reasonable assumption is that the elite controlling powers are against us knowing what they know about the true nature of reality, and our true potential. I mean to say; that spiritual growth would eliminate religious money oriented theocracy, there's no need for them if you know that the "truth of spirituality" lies inside of you - and you don't have to give money or spiritual control to them.

"Free Energy" would eliminate the need for power suppliers, transmission lines, and BIG OIL! Think how much better off we would be if just electricity and fuel were no longer hammering your wallet! (Till you no longer breathe I might add!) Can't have that, no more cash grab, and a lot less control over the freedom of the people!

Even to consider aliens and other possible life; I think the government or at least their masters, know about it, have proof and are covering it up. If we all knew about the technology this has provided them, and the fact that we are "not alone," would stop religious control and cash extraction, and manipulation for the most part would cease.

Even government control would ebb away with the consciousness gained and non-truths dispelled. On the up side; eventually they will fail, and the truth will be revealed, but it will be an awakening held back by motivation for greed and control. And hopefully not by the nasty aliens!

A really, really, big theory; is that of the unity consciousness bunch! While it still may be more "theory and esoteric research" than hard science - isn't the "Soul or Spirit" a type of "non quantifiable" science?

The thing is that it does serve to explain virtually "all" presently not explained things; from instincts, to all the spooky forces like "Telepathy" and "ESP" and "Clairvoyance" and "Out of body experience" and "Near Death and Revival" experiences, "Outside Links" or communication with "Spiritual" or other beings, all manner of "Physic Phenomenon," and "Nature itself" are explained, and fit into the one theory!

Some consider this "outrageous" and some perhaps "evil" from conventional views. So ask yourself this? This in essence is what native Indians believed, the Dogon tribe, Mayan and Shaman beliefs, right through to faiths still practiced now, are they now "evil?" They all merely believed in a "Unified Spirit" that we are all connected to! Even the "Christian Bible" would have made way more sense if they had not removed the chapters from the "Gnostic Bible." They were removed from the "Cannons" (Bible chapters) but you can still look up Gnostics or "Gnostic Bible" and oddly enough it teaches these principles of "Unity and Interconnectedness."

Even conventionally if you open your eyes; the Bible says we are all brothers and sisters, which means more when you look at it as we are all "One" and from One Source at the core. I'll go out farther on a limb later about this, but I think "peaceful tribal and ancient peoples" were much more harmonious with this as a belief system than we are today. So if new science makes me re-consider my beliefs to consider the "Unity Consciousness" it is I think a good thing. There is no denying that it explains so much more. (Don't let than get out!)

I'm going to move on now to some not so publicly accepted history; but don't take my word for anything! Look into the topics in the first chapter, since I merely scratched (or perhaps in some cases dented!) the surface of these to make my points. There are tons out there; for example - topics like "sacred geometry." I found several versions on video, books, audio books, E books, and although some is considered Conspiracy Science, I think that translates to roads of enlightenment often left not traveled!
**2 - Lost History and Technology - (Dogma Strangles Truth)**

Our version of "History" as we are taught it; has so much left out of it - and some complete "bull", for lack of a better term! We are in a situation now where for some 40 – 50 years at least, we have "dozens" of people with facts that mean "our version" of history is wrong, yet just like science we still continue to ignore the new information.

Some of these findings are not recent in the strictest sense, and some are - but when we look at the "whole" of the evidence a somewhat alternative version of history presents itself. Enough proof can be shown by reviewing contrary facts in history itself that no expertise or formal training is needed, merely a little common sense. The reason for the importance of history being "inaccurate" is understated and easily demonstrated. I will just review some examples of this in this section, and again, look up this stuff and don't take my word or anyone else's for your own. Make up your own mind, I found too much to cover here, but consider these, and explore on your own also.

Let's take the "Pyramids" for example; and not just in Egypt! There are pyramids worldwide, some in China are said to be twice as large! They are on every major continent, and under the oceans! And they are not "tombs" for Pharaohs, this is a falsehood.

The newer evidence indicates that they range in age from approx. 8,000 to 15,000 years old (speculatively, much more) which also contradicts our history as taught. Let's look at a few facts. The Giza pyramid in Egypt consists of 2 million, 300 thousand stones approximately. It is 13 acres squared at the base, and when they measure the center or "apex" by satellite, it turns out to be less than ¼ of an inch from exact center! This is insane accuracy! The stones have precision cuts and align so that a sheet of paper wouldn't fit between them, and weigh several tons and are massive.

How they were able to place, let alone quarry these stones from across the desert and over the mountain range has yet to be satisfactorily explained. The quarry they were taken from can be identified by the "striations" or marks on the rocks that correspond with from where they were taken. Yet we are told that they chipped the rock with "copper tools" (pre steel we are told), rolled them on logs, and pulled them with vine ropes! This is the accepted method in our history books and as taught in school. Why not the blinking tooth fairy, it would be just as ridiculous! And this is with the given dates of 3500 to 4000 years ago, not, I repeat not 8 to 12 or 15,000 years old; and we now know that this is the more accurate figure!

So if the explanations are "totally weak" for the construction at the given time period, then how do you explain it with the new determined age, when our history books have us wearing "loin cloth shorts" and living as primitives at that point in history? It does not take a whiz kid to see the obvious flaws in the existing theory. Newly discovered man made stone formations of similar construction and massive stones, have been found in shallow waters off the coast of Japan. You see; before this, the scientists could say that since they could not "carbon date" the stone to determine the age of the pyramid, they would carbon date things around the pyramid - and there-by estimate the age of the structure.

With the find off the coast of Japan, since it was underwater; they were able to date the age of the "corral," and determined the age to be 10,000 years! Let me re-phrase that; they know it has been underwater for 10,000 years more accurately. That means unless it was built underwater, and I won't go there; it was built before it was submerged and therefore most certainly older. And without fail, it would be no less than 10,000 years old if sank the day it was built!

Yet our children are taught complete falsehoods as not to upset the contrived and accepted version of history presented. No one in their right mind would accept this premise, yet we continue to propagate this "crud." Huge blocks cut to amazing precision, transported long distances, constructed with accuracy that cannot be explained with the knowledge we attribute to the culture as it is. Oh yeah, by the way, they are at least 6,000 years older than we first believed, so now "nobody" can explain in any reasonable way how it was done without reconsidering our version of history ! ("Shhhh....")

It is also worth a little research on the "Osirian Temple" near the pyramids at Giza. I won't go further about construction; but seldom told the public is that a wall on the temple has an inscription of the "Sacred Flower of Life" (sacred geometry), a symbol to explain the forces - but the thing is that it is "laser cut" or burnt into the stone!

This is just not discussed by historians because they have no explanation for it, so they ignore it! If you were to chip the stone I am told - the inscription remains embedded. It is burnt into the stone and not chipped is the point! This is done repeatedly in our society, if it doesn't fit and cannot be explained they "ignore" it, or worse, make something up and go with that. Sadly the result is that no one is exploring the obvious implications of laser burnt symbols of great meaning into a stone wall, at a time of no such technology, no matter which age you attribute to the structure! I mean how they would even begin to explain their way out of that? Laser inscriptions require superior technology! However when such information is "suppressed and ignored" by society - the question remains unanswered; hence our version of history is terribly flawed! Why?

The "Crystal Skulls" are known about; yet no one really discusses the implications of another amazing old artifact. It is a solid crystal skull, made of one piece, and very old it is believed. Scientists soon realized that no present or current technology or means to reproduce it exists. In other words they can not re-create it with any modern methods of technology today!

It is flawless and polished to perfection, and has no marks to offer a clue as to how it was made. Since the first find, several other skulls have been found, as well as some crystal spheres. The claim is that when you put two of these items near each other in the same room, they glow and "emanate" light! There are film clips and testimonials to the phenomenon. I have to assume again that I am a minority in concluding that something that we cannot reproduce with any known means today, which possibly emits energy or photons of light when placed beside another similar object, which we have no explanation for either, is of no significance!

Or that again since no reasonable explanation exists by conventional means; we will ignore another mystery! Existence of the skulls is not denied, several shows and books are available, but it is a fringe topic, seldom discussed, and also ignored to avoid the impact of this to the versions of reality and history we are fed. The question remains, how did they build it? And why does it do "weird shit" that we have no idea what the purpose is, or even the why of it. It is as though we are the "primitive people" trying to understand and "glean" the function of an unknown technology. In fact this becomes the obvious conclusion! Quite possibly the makers of these skulls had very different ways, and most likely superior. Ancient knowledge of technology to create a solid crystal skull, and perhaps an understanding of forces eludes us again!

There are also ruins in Zimbabwe that are an estimated 50,000 years old! Now explain how man made stone structures existed some 46,000 years before Egypt? Never mind knit picking and splitting hairs to change the topic, if they are even half as old, and humans built them, then I think we made up a whole lot that can't be explained, when we wrote the version of history that we base our society on. The ruins exist despite our version of the past. Stick that in your history pipe and smoke it!

Another excellent thing is the various cave paintings found worldwide of men fighting "dinosaur like" creatures! They are dismissed as "crude depictions," but if it is not a mammal that is depicted crudely or otherwise, the question still begs an answer. Our great, great, great, great granddad "Ogg" was battling this "non mammalian" creature at some time in our distant past! Are we to believe the painstaking efforts taken by our ancestors to depict their lives were frivolous in content? Direct contradictions to accepted dogma seem to be dismissed and remain unanswered?

Something else we know about, yet is not given any consideration, which everyone has known about for a long time, is the human footprints in the 60 million year old stone! They even have one with the human footprints beside obvious dinosaur tracks! Now a large number of excuses for this, plausible and not are given - all of which exclude the possibility that in the same "time period" both had crossed the "muddy creek bed" and was thusly fossilized. I would think the most likely explanation should be considered since your evidence is set in stone! I suppose in all fairness other theories could have merit, but it does seem as though the most reasonable explanation is left off the table by design. A court of law or a seasoned gambler wouldn't go with the "least" likely explanation and neither should we.

Here is another one we have all heard of and have never gotten a decent answer for. Why did ancient people, thousands of years before flight, make Giant Ground Based Depictions; that were only visible from the air? If they had no flight and could not view or appreciate the thing - then we are left expected to believe that they were just "weird" or "dumb" with no reason?

This is often the only solution provided! If you allow yourself to think another way "outside" of mainstream to explain it; many thousands of people have claimed to "Astral Travel" or have out of body experience. What if the people back then had a spiritual wholeness; and many, or at least some of them had mastered the art of leaving their bodies (with out dying), and could appreciate such things? Perhaps even "prove" the experience to the elder by the sight of which only the elders knew about? It's just a thought. Or what we had "aircraft?" Or "aliens" appreciated them? Anything other than for no good reason, and ancients were just unexplainably dumb! I am not convinced by the logic that intense labor was expended just to confuse modern historians, despite the lack of explanation for having constructed them!

Now off onto what is perhaps a fictional account of history (or so we are told), the myth or reality of "Atlantis." A few scraps to go on in written word are Plato's accounts of it, which are seldom mentioned and often tossed aside while everything else the guy said is revered and taught in schools and universities. Also Socrates, but considered a poet and philosopher, we are led to believe that his descriptions are "art" and not true?

Also ignored is that under several other names, and under many ancient myths; is a similar tale of a city of grand construction, with advanced knowledge and technology, long before Egypt, that suffered the same fate of cataclysmic destruction. Well, let's review! Atlantis the fabled was grand construction of stone, with giant statues and obelisks, with knowledge and technology, an enlightened "grand society" which existed long before Egypt! I think I make my point in saying this would fill a lot of cracks in the current version of history! As well as give a more reasonable explanation for many ancient structures found world wide, as now "builders or a means of building" becomes more acceptable.

A wide variety of cultures do tell of a previous society described as fantastic and utopian which was enlightened with advanced culture, language and science - that was destroyed in a "cataclysmic event." (And we have no reason to doubt such claims!) The argument is that there is no trace or "proof" of Atlantis and so we are to dismiss it as a fable, but this leaves me with a few questions? First off; wouldn't this explain the superior stonework by later civilizations? Secondly; who built all the earlier yet stone structures we are finding in the depths of the ocean for which no current history has an explanation? Thirdly; why or how could so many "Myths" from so many different cultures all correspondingly tell us the same thing? "What the hell" here's one more! Could Atlantis also explain astrological knowledge that we see prevalent worldwide in ancient cultures? Because frankly short of a ride in a UFO or previously undisclosed technologies, we have no explanation for ancient man thousands of years ago having superior knowledge of astrology far in excess of ours, only a few hundred years ago!

If you found such a place, no doubt you would retrieve insights and knowledge of the ancient technology and sciences, and most importantly have to grossly overhaul the version we have of history. So if it really was swallowed up by the earth and well digested by now, and therefore not findable, as some legends say, or if unsettling knowledge was found, it may get "hoarded" for technology, then "buried" in secrecy. Either way you can bet that to maintain the "status quo" of information, control and order, this would rather not be considered as it presents the same problem for church, historians and government, and a large feast of "eating crow" would have to take place, if ancient Atlantis was a real time and place in history!

Couldn't we also believe that most of the other later societies were attempting to emulate or construct from remnants or survivors of the lost one? I mean it isn't hard to see the resemblance of Egypt, Rome, the Greeks, and Mayan as well as many others, were all fashioned in a similar way to the lost city of Atlantis by the survivors. They all exhibited great pillars, temples, statues and stone structures.

Look at it another way. We are told that "prior" to Egypt, man was little more than a primitive, and mostly tribal. Where did they learn math, astronomy, stone construction, language, agriculture, on and on - with no period for development prior to this time as we are taught? No hundreds or thousands of years to develop these concepts - just villagers that somehow moved instantly into the remarkable developed society! Doesn't the existing theory sound ludicrous? With no "Atlantis" it doesn't make sense! Call it something else if you still don't believe the old legend, but some society, previous to the all the other supposed first societies existence, would explain a hell of a lot more and solve about a hundred enigmas, that we still won't consider!

Even without Atlantis, any thinking person can easily realize that we have been around a lot longer than history claims. This fits with something else that is seldom discussed, the claim is that "sub or under structures" of many in Egypt hold some answers, as the "older structures" buried under the newer ones were made with "larger stones" and "higher precision" than the ones above them! In essence the evidence shows in many cases, that the temples built over the older ones were smaller stones and poorer construction! Very hard to explain as to how the older civilization was more advanced! The lesser over the greater is not what one would expect, and this too has been exposed as the case quite frequently.

Unless of course like me, you believe that the "Sphinx," the "Pyramids," and older temples were built long before we are told, by people they tell me didn't exist! One of the most obvious conclusions one can draw is that an Atlantis or "like" civilization existed by sheer indication. If it were a jig saw puzzle the piece would fit! The Egyptians didn't build the pyramids, they were trying to emulate or preserve what their teachings and survivors were trying to remember and piece together! And it's not hard to believe because the culture deteriorated further for some time before we again see development in society and structure much later.

It's just this simple, if you add up all the things they can't explain in our version of history, (laser inscriptions, crystal skulls, and monoliths we couldn't move today) coupled with new evidence that structures have been built at a time we have no explanation for, I think Plato had his "shit together" way more than Encyclopedia Britannica! Read and learn about the fabled city of Atlantis; it is if nothing else a tiny insight to explain crap that we dig up and say "it seems like a battery" but it couldn't be because they had no use for such a thing. Eveready probably stole the idea! Remember the saying everything old is new again. Columbus discovered squat, don't believe the hype!

The "Mayan Calendar" is not easy to explain in short form; and only relates to history in the fact that their calendar is a 26,000 year one! First question; why have a 26,000 year calendar if people are not much smarter than animals at the time of inception supposedly? Never mind who would create or even think of it? Or did they just back date it for like 15 – 20,000 years for like, "O K you tell me what reason?" I assume they had use for one and could conceive of it that long ago, or it wouldn't be, and it is! This is an amazing subject and worthy of educating yourself above that which is normally provided. Here's the amazing part and structure in brief form.

They had a calendar for the "Person's Cycle," the "Earth Cycle," and "Galactic Cycle." Yet because they had a "260 Day Personal Calendar" we are told that they just didn't get it! Their "Earth" or standard crop planting and seasonal calendar turns out to be accurate within 8 seconds; so it is not that they didn't know when to plant the crops, or work a life around the earth calendar - they just had the sense to know that a "human being" is not a solar year or a crop!

So the basic idea of the 260 day or personal calendar is "13 Intentions" with "20 Aspects" (or energies), to make the 260 days of the human life cycles. It is also approximately the conception and "gestation period" for childbirth oddly enough, and is kind of like you "cycle" in the same continuing time periods. The day of your birth was one of 13 intentions, and likewise one of 20 aspects (or energies), and your "Birthday" had a significant purpose in relation to these. If nothing else it is far more beautiful, and just maybe had some lost meaning or purpose we forgot and abandoned.

So to move on; they had one calendar for people, one for the Earth and Solar cycles, and a "Cosmic" one! Doesn't the question beg answering as to why supposedly simple people even cared about such things, and the totally understated fact that it is totally and completely accurate? Things like Constellations and procession, Galactic Center and alignment with the Earth and Sun - all at a time thousands of years prior to our arguing over the earth being flat, or everything revolving around the Earth? This I remind you is only about 400 years ago in our history folks, they knew all this shit long before us! "Simple primitive people" we are told, who couldn't fashion a calendar!

So this made me want to know what "else" they knew, because they seem to be a lot wiser than us, long before we were! Later on I will re-touch on the spiritual aspects, but as far as history goes, they also mesh all three calendars together and they end up culminating on Dec 21, 2012 at 11:11 am! Now this is often related to 101 spooky scenarios, where the sun goes out, and/or the "Earth" takes a beating with global calamity and destruction, magnetic pole reversal, vibrational frequency, or DNA enhancement.

What it really says is that it is a "Change Time" which is very significant, where time is no longer calculated in the same way, and a new age starts, with or without degree's of stress, after which a more meaningful enlightened period emerges. The "farther" from the new reality or paradigm we are at the time of "change" being the difficulty! So I for one am going to make sure I am at peace with my "Maker" and loved ones, project positive "vibes," and hope for the best - because for the most part the human race is missing the bus, I'm afraid. But chin up my fellow humans; if we do get to move to a higher reality or existence, maybe the shaking off of a few fleas might be in order! Just consider the Mayans as possibly a part of or connection to the old knowledge that we are told is not there.

Another controversy I'll let you explore on your own, that you may or may not be aware of is that our calendar was "forcefully" imposed upon us, and the others abolished only a few hundred years ago also. (Approx. 500 yrs. ago.) Many feel that the "Gregorian" calendar we live by is disempowering and is disconnected from enlightened processes of life. It is a slaves calendar, devoid of identity or purpose other than deadlines and control, and people only a few hundred years ago were killed and forced to change to it, so it must be a good thing right? And that my friend is a disturbing "true fact" of history as seldom viewed in its implications. The calendar we live by disconnects us from our natural cycles in favor of control!

If we stuck to the old calendar and kept up the teachings, we might be closer to doing what's "right" instead of "controlling and profitable." And for you; who say that flies in the face of advancement and progress - I say bullshit. Most great discoveries came from people with good minds; in the hopes of advancing and helping society. You know the other half all too well - then the pricks that made us adopt a slaves calendar, took all those inventions like Tesla and Einstein, and countless others.......and used them for dark shitty purposes, or suppressed them! (The truth hurts, these are crappy realizations!)

To think that the current model for society (including the damn calendar), holds our only hope for the species advancement, leaves me to think one would have to be oblivious to the mess we are in, to make such a statement. Genius science usually can see the bigger picture in what they discover to benefit humanity over greed, the ruling elite don't quite see it the same is all I'm saying, so maybe we should look out for ourselves and question a little?

Now take "five" and re-group; because unless you are not human, you should be ready to deny anything I've said to avoid facing the perspective change that even entertaining this causes. But I hope you get this, because "think" what the outcome would be in a positive sense!

For one thing; doors long closed in your mind - open to old and new possibilities? Religion abandoned for true spirituality? Other types of life, other than us humans being considered? True understanding of our life's purpose and our reality as taught thousands of years ago, and now supported by science! The eyes of an enlightened child of creation! Tuff it out; all you stand to gain is a viewpoint and independence that will set you and your children free, instead of enslave them with falsehoods. It's just that simple, it is all in the "perspective" and to alter it means to alter the foundation it sits on. The rest is automatic - now let's get back to some "WTF" history!

On a more lighthearted note; check out the painting of the "Madonna and Family." It is a painting "pre flight" in it's time period, with an interesting controversy. In the background the artist placed a man on shore looking up at what appears to be a UFO! Skeptics say no, but it is not disputable that he is looking up at some kind of "flying object" at a time when none exists! In a painting not "abstract" or fantasy based, it is a portrait, and while someone could have been messing around, it really makes no sense unless the artist at least considered putting it in as an unexplained object, that was inspired by what?

Ancient peoples of various beliefs also had an understanding of "Lay Lines" or "Earth Chakras" and built their stone structures often in exact locations, to align or fall on these grids. Especially the stone rings or patterns of protruding giant stones that make more sense if locations are considered. "Stonehenge" being of the more famous, but don't start thinking about how many of these stone rings exist worldwide, or the strategic placement on these "Energy Grids" or zones for too long now! Because you'll be back to the fact that if they are "man-made," and they are "too old" to explain away (and they are), as well as placed for reasons we can only speculate the purpose for - you get 100 more questions with no good answers. Unless of course you are willing to consider that they understood forces we are just beginning to conceive of. (Or their being ancient and dumb and such!) Anyway most certainly it is a historical puzzle as to the how, why, and what they knew, that we do not.

The concepts of earth energy zones, lay lines, earth chakras, grids or power points for interactive connection is well founded in "esoteric knowledge" and ancient beliefs. So if we re-examine the structures and placement because we are not satisfied with the "no good reason" for the extreme effort made for these constructions theory; then the "Esoteric" reasons for why they built them should be looked at. It doesn't make a lot of sense to ignore the only explanations for why this was done does it? Especially when you consider that this "Secret Knowledge" is deliberately suppressed and has much deeper meaning than we are led to believe (the operative word being "led.")

Do you know that prior to Christianity the "Cross" was an Ancient Pagan symbol and always accompanied with a "Serpent" wrapped around it? The significance is that "historically" it is a "borrowed" pagan symbol. The deeper revelation if you look a bit farther is that it seems as though all main religious practices of conventional religions are indisputably of pagan origin! This doesn't go over well, but it is so easy to research and validate for your self, and so very important to realize about mainstream religion. Now I am in no way saying this to "bash" on anyone's belief system, remember I'm a unity spiritual advocate and I think for the most part they all encompass the same story or principles and at core and are at least basically on point!

My searching on this yielded "tons" of proof! The same concepts of "Creation," the "Divine Birth," "Sacrifice," "Resurrection," and "Salvation," right down to "eating the flesh of Christ" and drinking his blood! This is a well disguised "Pagan" belief! I don't however see any "evil" in it! It just proves my point again; that the ancient beliefs are the "Mother" so to speak of every "self righteous" supposedly separate religion today! Nobody wants to hear it, but it bears out in proof that any one wishing to be honest with ones self can easily find and verify.

Study up on the older "Pagan" religions, and compare it to the ones that you feel you thought you understood, and if you can't see the basis for the newer faiths, you are in "denial." Or to be polite; you have a viewpoint or perspective, maybe more out there than mine! (Sorry but people say I am conspiracy minded, for finding and asking the question) I mean no offence, and I am in no position to say that I am not on the edge myself, but allowing ones self to seek truth and thereby better understand your own beliefs, when you know from whence they came! I believe in a "Creator" so again don't write me off as a "Godless Heathen" - I will expand on what I learned more about spirituality later on.

Again though; the actual history and source of these religions is much older, and you can easily satisfy yourself to this fact. For totally "in your face proof," check out the ancient symbols and esoteric images portrayed by all modern religions. Statues, staffs, chest plates, flags, you'll see they all have more explanations for them in Ancient Sumerian or Egypt and "Esoteric Teachings" - than in "Sunday School" or "Catholic Mass." They don't mention them in conventional teachings, yet they are everywhere in plain sight. Church symbolism is full of Babylonian and "Pagan" ritual! I know I just "burned a few holes" and I'm sorry, but the next time you go near a "Church" you won't be able to deny what I'm saying. Enough on Religion; Spirituality is another story! Suffice to say that it is like "Government for the Soul" and historically it is one of the biggest falsehoods and distractions from the truth you could invent. Or shall we say at least the historical record of it!

Another point Id like to emphasize is that "History Repeats Itself." I know this is considered old news; but if you do a little "scratching around" in regards to "class structure" through the ages, and in regards to wealth and power, and do a little free thinking while you do so - then an obvious truth is revealed, undeniably! The "Rich Elite" 1% has run this "monkey show" forever!

Pharaohs, Kings, Caesars, and now "Corporate Banksters" who puppet government "shit deflectors," but it's the same gig! The same old game is being played! It's more of a game now and harder to prove these days, but humor me. Caesar had to go right! No question of a conspiracy! (Oh not you too Brutus, remember!) It is a fact of history that leaders, who don't do as they are told, suffer the consequence in one way or another! We need to start asking – told by whom?

Pharaohs were said to be the "Sons of Gods" and ruled and enslaved people. Kings and Queens and "Royalty" called it the "feudal system" and lived in a Castle and hoarded all the money, and lived in luxury - while the people as slaves suffered and went hungry working themselves to death for the "Monarchs." The people fought the wars, received no teachings, only those at the top knew how to read and write (because it is empowering!).

Sound familiar? It should. The only difference between now and then is that it's more complicated. The true "Secret Elite Rulers" are behind the scenes as I said "puppeting" the system free from retaliation. I mean; fire George Bush, hire Barrack Obama, and eliminate JFK, on with the war, matters not if the people rebel – they just replace the shit deflector, alter the "propaganda" and carry on! It is easy to prove, since the "agenda" remains the same and the people making off with the money remain in place visible or not. So "History 101" says this wealth and power, with disempowerment to maintain control game, has gone on for a long, long time!

Are we to believe that such is no longer the case and we have "evolved" out of this system as we moved into the modern age? Or has it just been adapted? We are taught what we need to know to be "useful" as sources of work, service and revenue, and no more. And in case you haven't noticed, not given the "important truths" about "Science, History, and Spirit" as it would "empower" people and further prove out the farce we are presented with.

So I repeat, "History repeats itself", for those that didn't hear it, and I hope it was enough to make you look into it for yourself. Look into "Freemasons, Illuminati, Secret Societies and Bloodlines," and study up on the "Federal Reserve," and investigate the older control systems and "Esoteric Symbols" on government buildings and "Gothic Churches." It can get carried away sometimes in speculation, but the basic facts and statistics are true, like "Freemasons" founding America, "Skull and Bones" members, the "Knights Templar" as their structures and symbols are prevalent in our society today worldwide. And them being an awfully lot like the ancient Sumerian, Babylonian, and Egyptian symbolism - that we now can see may have profound meaning and implications.

I would suspect this "bunch of pricks" has been at this a long, long, time, and if so; it would stand to reason that the whole thing is set up to suit and serve them! Oddly enough this is what we seem to be looking at - a "Contrived farce" to manipulate people by its very structure. It is however a deception, a veritable "House of Cards" that only works if the people are fooled. Knowledge is "King" and it doesn't take an overthrow in this complicated mess and unfairly matched situation, just to not be controlled, led down the garden path, or to be in denial due to misinformation and conditioning. We all just have to wake up smell the bull, and redirect it! That; and take control of our personal dealings with each other, since we know where the problem really lies is not with our neighbor as it says in the Bible - and we all just do what's "right" and "not" what big brother tells us to.

Now could "Religion" be a way to explain things that relate to "quantum physics, and the nature of reality" as a point of history? I realize what a weird statement that is; but let's say you were an advanced intellect, from another place who visited the earth long ago. You wouldn't be able to explain the forces that "powered your ship" or explain how you "lifted great stones" or where you were from, except for what we are left with in the way of clues by ancient civilizations and their beliefs. My point is that the information would be considered "Sacred or Holy" and known to be very important; even if not understood. It really seems as though that is what we have been left with. Little bits that are embedded in ancient cultures, tribal legends, and stone depictions, even religion, scattered about, are just now starting to make sense, if you take a fresh look with what fits with new science and a perspective that there is something to be learned here. It is all around us, new realizations of scientific principles that jive with the old "bits and bites."

In my opinion this is not a "fluke" either, and a sign of change as predicted. How did ancient people know better than us, about our times now? Of eminent changes and hidden knowledge revealed, to farther our understanding of how things really work? From "Spirituality" to "Energies" that we didn't understand and galactic functions, you would be "hard pressed" to plan a thing so grand! It is just a whole "big bag of worms" and is a part of "old and new history" unfolding to make room for the next!

I really believe that "old myths" and "religious stories" are very similar in the structure and explanations of how things worked and of events in the past; like for example the "floods." Many myths, legends and the Bible all tell of a "great flood." The geologists' cite evidence, and just like Atlantis - the great flood we are told didn't really happen? To accept any evidence of or possibility for such an event would mean a revision of history.

I don't get it! The crazy things in religious texts we base laws and society on, but the actual historical accounts in those same texts; we are to dismiss as "fable?" Maybe the history part is right, and the laws that we make up from the same book are wrong, like don't kill unless we tell you, or it's for God, or hate and make suffer a gay man (even if he is fighting your war!), or marry 10 or 20 young girls in the name of "religious freedom" or kill yourself for Allah and receive 20 virgins! There is no end to it, and historically we buy into all the same "bull crap," and do stupid things because of it over and over again!

I think it's that "perspective" thing working against us! How about" we" interpret the rules of life from it, because there is really just as much if not more to suggest to love all your brothers and sisters, whether gay or not, and don't kill would include "brown people" and not for "oil interests." I am ashamed that I didn't see it long ago, but it takes an independent viewpoint, not one enforced by media and social structure. Even that which we learn in "group structured faith" is completely skewed from the message that is actually there. Read and learn, look inside yourself, as to the meaning of things historical and religious, and since you don't have an "agenda" to bend it around, you will get way more out of it!

Check out Ezekiel 1:19 and 1:20, for a prime example, and it's just one example - if this doesn't describe a flying saucer from a layman's point of view long ago, I don't know what would! Funny though; I don't seem to recall any UFO' Bible stories! The Bible also tells us "Fallen Angels" descended down from the heavens, and took the daughters of man as wives. Doesn't this describe the same tale that the Sumerians claimed happened? Or explain many countless other myths and tales, from thousands of years before the Bible? It is all the same re-telling of UFO's, the great flood, visitation and cosmic beings!

I have a funny thought; and a good question never asked. Did you ever wonder how 3 or 6 dots in the sky was a guy on a winged horse with a staff and the like? Because one of the most confusing things to me that no one ever talks about; is how they made up all these "mythical beings" to base the astrology on........from a sketchy pile of dots!

You would be just as likely to see something else in the sky, unless for some reason you were thinking about, or were told that so and so came from there in the heavens. Then you might have a purpose to name and prescribe to a figure; that location in the Heavens. (Since that was where they were from?) Let's just say that a deity was an "alien" and people worldwide had learned of him, her, or it? They would all call the "pile of dots" in the part of the sky that he was supposedly from, as his representation.

I really think that what they say is true; if Christ himself came to earth, we would probably jail and execute him again. Likewise if an alien were to show up or arrive, we would get him drunk, beat him up and steal his UFO! If anyone thinks about it for too long, I'd avoid the earth if possible also. Maybe if we quit fighting and bull shitting each other, and prove we are worth "two shits", they'll come back and try to explain it to us again! We may soon be smart enough to get it, but I fear not worthy from a consciousness aspect.

So how could a "Great Flood" happen anyway, since science and history say no to this? They have some good reasons. Where did the water come from? Where did it recede to? The claim is that no reasonable explanation in "probable happenstance" explains the Biblical and mythological claims of a flood. Or does it? Look up "Bode" he was a scientist who had a theory in reference to the "asteroid belt" in our solar system. The conclusion was that a planet should be where the asteroid belt is, and that there likely was one there at some point in the past. Does any ancient information cover this hypothesis?

The Sumerians (pre Egypt), tell of a water planet, an ocean planet named "Tiamat" between Mars and Jupiter, just in the right spot to be attributed to the asteroid belt! In short, in the ancient lore it was destroyed, and the water cast throughout the solar system, and caused the cataclysmic flood and destruction on earth. The next obvious question is "OK now you got the water here, where did it recede to?" I at this point thought that this was a definite stumbling block, until I considered the following. The Sumerian tale is not in their time, it is actually a telling of a time long ago, to those long ago; in context they are telling you how the water got there long ago in the first place!

Now go to a world described as one continent or "Pangaea." What if it was one continent mostly because it lacked water? The earth had lakes and rivers and perhaps one ocean? We only "assumed" the water to arrive later was already here! To an "Earth" with only the "one large ocean" it would make sense to describe it as one land mass connected!

Now at least this would "speculatively" explain the flood stories we have in our past. In the legend, Tiamat was three times the size of the earth, and an ocean planet; and even a share of the "cast off" water from its destruction would be as the Bible says - to open the heavens and rain as never before, for a month or two. Or screw it - "OK 40 days and nights!" Unimaginable torrents until the earth looked more like now, 2/3rds Ocean! The legend even figures; as "salt water" from an ocean planet! Now I know we prefer an explanation not so Sumerian or "Biblical" in nature - but since secretly all of our religions come from the much older civilizations, it is the same story and told by the oldest cultures worldwide, similarly just often minus the explanation for the source of the water. It's totally out there, but it does give a not so mysterious source for the water and an explanation to where the "planet isn't" where the asteroid belt is, even if not verifiable.

I have one more "nerd of quirk" for you; to really make you wonder! It made me wonder, and that's why I included it in my history section! Virtually every comet and asteroid and meteor - is mostly made of ice and water and not much else! Only the odd one is solid, and if you factor in that the "chunks of shit" flying around in our part of space are the right composition to be remnants of a planet that was mostly water, and that most of the crap in the asteroid belt is the right composition - you have to slide your disbelief meter to....... "Well Maybe?"

Not to mention that as the planets range out from the Sun, from most dense to gaseous; in the "appropriate" spot would have sat a water planet! Boy those old legends sure took a lot of data into account, because somehow they got the story to jive with possibility!

So as I sort through all this; something else happens that makes me say "WTF?" Then they "Nuke" the Moon to check the debris for signs of water! Where again would you come up with the persistent hypothesis of water in and under the sand, and where or why would it be there with no atmosphere? If it is there it most surely came from space, and random comet strikes are not sufficient to explain the amounts they seek?

Earlier we examined briefly the UFO and alien theories from the likelihood aspects, now I would like to look at this from a historical regard, but more as to the significance of the exposure to the truth on society. For example most people don't think it through as to the implications of such realities, not as previously discussed as to "Church or Science" or public upset, but the implications for our "Global society" on the whole.

"Aliens" would have energy technology far in advance of our own, in fact given the nature of the infinite power we now are realizing is all around us in the vacuum, self powering "space-ships" that use this energy, not oil, gas, or unsustainable ones that require fuel storage of sorts, is obvious. I mean if Nicola Tesla could figure it out like 100 years ago, I would have to assume that some other life form could figure it out, because we live in the same environment, and since it is based on the correct nature of our reality, and I'm sure they get that!

The new scientists calculate that the energy that could be extracted is huge, and one "cubic centimeter" could power the Earth for a day forever! Enormous amounts of energy from very little, and from all accounts fairly easy to extract when the principles are realized.

Now where does all this go, as far as history past and present move to the future?

Well, let's "hypothesize" just for a moment, that between knowledge of "aliens" that may be true, and that we are kept from that truth, also Tesla's work which was ridiculed and he died broke even though he was responsible for some 200 patents, many of which have basically shaped our lives today. When he died, secret government agencies took all of his written work, devices and equipment, and we've never heard anything public since! You just have to realize that Tesla wasn't a "Looney" and was onto something really significant, because new science is just catching up with this "genius" now in history! How come nothing ever came from Tesla's works that were seized upon his death? Or did it?

Now consider "Roswell, Groom lake, Area 51" and an obvious effort by this same government to deny all accounts of "extra terrestrial" encounters or incidents, coupled with repeated reports of "back engineering" programs that are alleged, it is not inconceivable that at the highest levels of control, between Tesla's work and the aliens, they likely have "free energy" or zero point energy extraction! Or at least glean the process.

So why don't we have this is the next logical question? I am just "nuts" is the standard response, but that is an uneducated, un-enlightened reaction to my point, and quite obviously they never thought it through.

Unlimited free energy would transform this planet in a few years, and within 10 – 30 years change the whole reality for all mankind! Think about it; you have a nasty controlling power structure, which is based entirely on fossil fuels and conventional power grids for electricity, for all of its needs for industry, transportation, and food generation, and thereby control.

Throw in the elimination for the need of all that, and replace it with clean, non- polluting, sustainable, and a relatively easy to develop, and inexpensive by comparison "limitless" energy source - and "world poverty" would easily be solved. No more oil needed, no more power grids or dependence on commercially supplied electricity, it would mean independence and development even in currently poor countries. The existing control structures (pricks feeding at the trough), would no longer have a "monopoly" or leverage over the people. Without a doubt we can easily see why the resistance or suppression of this would take place!

Given the nature of government, corporate, and military complex control systems, it is a simple exercise in logic to realize that if they already have this knowledge or technology, you would not be "told" or "given it" as it would be their demise!

The real question is do they have it? Tesla did by all accounts, most of 100 years ago! They took his life's work, and buried it in high level secret groups to simultaneously suppress and develop it. This is true and easily researched, not really in dispute, just not publicly reviewed. Then we can look at some research into the history of UFO's and alien encounters, the "Disclosure Project" as well as various accounts in myth, religion and history, and my conclusion would be that "some" doubt is reasonable in each conspiracy presented.

It is healthy and necessary to consider and doubt such claims as not to be a fool, but the "entirety" of the evidences presented, coupled with the persistence of such claims since the time man could communicate and record information until today, it is all but "impossible" to explain away, contrary to what is considered by mainstream, as a whole.

One can easily satisfy one's self with the preponderance of evidence, and realize that this is just a small piece of the puzzle or proof, thereby the likely hood that there is actually much more evidence that is not revealed, also would only further prove that the suppression of these technologies would take place. I rest my case for now in regards to the existence of such things, and move on to expand what this may mean in the bigger picture.

Admitting to us that aliens exist, and that we are indeed not alone in the universe, is only awkward, and although profound in the implications, it would rattle some religious groups, shake up society somewhat, it alone wouldn't end the human condition of indirect enslavement. The powers that are hiding behind "puppet politics" would maintain control, so if this was the only consequence of "fessing up" then it would have already been disclosed. The real stumbling block is the "technology" that would be revealed and the implications that would stem from that. Limitless "free energy" would be the "end" of the control structures that exist, and if you think that wouldn't be a factor in the suppression of it; I got a bridge to sell you! UFO's don't have gas tanks!

I also believe that the technology would expose the truth about the nature of reality, the very nature of our existence, and even "Spirituality" would come into play, because the science would disclose some aspects that we have had wrong for a while. We are limited in expanding our civilization by energy requirements, ecological destruction to obtain the energies and get them to market, so the point being the development of civilization as a whole is "curtailed."

A fuller understanding of energy from the vacuum also gets into learning about energies that we didn't even conceive of, or were able to quantify and observe. However this door opens to some of the same forces that explain the "spooky energies" involved in quantum mechanics, cell and DNA division, on and on, because the point is that when the truth gets out, the "theory of everything" or "unified theory" that Einstein and many have been seeking or grasping for, would be revealed! The simple fact of being able to explain all the forces in the universe coming to light, we would actually understand the webs of energy that explain our very lives, and our soul or spirit cycles. This goes well beyond anything that even Einstein could have imagined in the way of unity theory! As well as what "conspiracy science" and ancient knowledge have been trying to tell us all along!

"Gee" a whole new reality free of energy problems, free of religious control and myth, total independence and growth for all people rich or poor, spiritual truth leading to realization of futility of war, imposition of doctrines no longer acceptable because everyone knows the truth! Doesn't the reason for Tesla and UFO technology suppression become painfully obvious, and doesn't this fit with a new age predicted at this time of an awakening of mankind as predicted by the Mayan's as well as countless others? A simple conclusion is that this would lead to an "enlightened" or "golden age" and history would never be the same and neither would the people. No more would conquer and divide work again!

Just consider the reduction in cost to each person, family, and community, if after an initial installation a free power plant was borne, and limitless free energy allowed you to have an elaborate greenhouse, capable of producing all your food for the price of seeds, after the set up cost, indefinitely! Year round energy for heat no longer an issue as it is now free, grow all you need and then some!

Now plug your vehicle into it for free non polluting transportation, create no smog, the only cost is vehicle maintenance, this being greatly reduced as electric motors require much less maintenance than internal combustion engines, which in essence rely on explosions! The need for resource based conflict would be greatly reduced or even eliminated. There would be no need for ideological struggles with anyone who got it, in regard to faith, as the general truths in all of them would be accepted as "non fables" and the similarity of all faiths and belief systems could be explored more, instead of the insignificant differences made into a reason to control, separate, and manipulate mankind.

The implications are even greater and more mind boggling to expand on this a bit. Gravity and understanding of, and "manipulation thereof," are linked to the "free energy" and this translates to propulsion systems to move spacecraft through space. "Singularities" are also based on this "zero point" and traveling a "wormhole or singularity" to travel vast expanses almost instantly is another step down the possibility path, and perhaps a predictable outcome.

The science for this is not imagined and experts claim that if you could harness these energies, you would "warp" space/time just like gravity does when you extracted it. If "controlled extraction" were perfected, it would logically warp space/time as a result. Needless to say unlimited possibilities abound, and fully calculating the implications hasn't been done. The fact is that limitless potentials could be achieved, with limitless truths exposed!

Let's continue the possibilities for "warping space/time." When you "warp" space, you inadvertently "warp" time! This isn't even in dispute currently. High rates of speed or travel are known to distort time as a fact, and there is no argument that extreme mass or gravity also does this, so it is not too much of a "stretch" that you could control these forces through zero point or vacuum energy manipulation. With the "new science" combined with possible "back engineering" of UFO's, then even time itself would not be fixed, and merely a term or principle in science.

Again this is a "heavy" subject, no pun intended, because this kind of "power" cannot do us any good, or shall we say more bad than good, if used incorrectly by the type of people in control now, it would no doubt be our destruction.

They got to go folks! Greedy people with a limited mind set, who can't grasp this in some fashion, gotta go! Not by uprising; because some would survive, and the fight would only take us farther down the wrong path. Some would willingly change, some would have to, but there is a core that would not relinquish control and power, after all it has been this way for a long time, and it is not their reality or perspective shall we say.

Two possibilities come to mind. One is a community mind or unity consciousness of all the people to cause a "100th monkey" or "consensus reality" change. Another way is through "non-compliance." We are the soldiers, teachers, and enforcers of the policy, so if we won't do it what would they do? A few may try, still confused and chasing money or out of fear, but when nobody else will, and the truth of reality exposed is contrary to even their own interests, all that would be left is the "cronies" clinging to what was and will never be again! Remember the 1% does not share any more than rewards for service; so many high ranking people would realize they have been excluded, and serving deceitful masters may finally open their eyes!

So to conclude; did Tesla have something amazing? There is little doubt about it, do the checking you'll see! (See Tom Bearden's work or Marko Rodin's work on vortex based math.) There are dozens of pioneers doing this research!

Is there life in space on other planets? Most certainly the opposite statement would be the more unlikely one. Does anything in myth or religion historically account for "visitation?" Again it would be more like the only thing that explains it!

And lastly; "they couldn't and wouldn't suppress these truths from us?" If you look "independently" for yourself, and think critically, this has been the case since time immemorial; so to think that it couldn't happen now would be the maximum "wrong-think," and it becomes more than likely they are up to their old tricks, and it is business as usual, becomes the most "plausible."

It makes you think differently about things, and a "gad zillion things" that I have not covered will all start to fit and make more sense if I am onto something. You be the judge. (If not true, then why wouldn't it be disproved thoroughly publicly, because they just won't go there?)

My purpose or "intent" by writing all of this is to make people think critically, educate themselves to possibilities other than those presented to us, and improve conditions for humanity in a practical sense for civilization as a whole. And go through my learning processes with anyone willing to, or like mindedly seeking the alternative possibilities to advance and grow spiritually most importantly. Old conspiracies stopped at "they killed Kennedy" or "they are controlling the money"!

The new theory goes so much farther than that level. That is the starting point for the other half of the story!

I'm working into the next part of what it seems to indicate to the meaning of life and why are we here?
**3 - Religion or Spirituality - (A Big Difference)**

Now I can put science and "skepticism" thereof on the back burner, since a foundation for this relationship has been established! I will now try to address in a little more detail the difference between "Religion" and "Spirituality" by definition, since the conventional thinking is that the words are interchangeable and have similar meaning. Nothing, I repeat nothing, could be a worse foundation to seek truth on! The first big difference is "Religion" generates enormous wealth and pays no taxes! While Spiritual leaders, teachers, and belief systems, are free generally, with exceptions.

Spiritual teachers instruct "inward" or self means to realize understanding, and independence. If you follow someone else you are doing it wrong, so it is not encouraged, you've missed the point. Religion on the other hand is 100% based on following, and "Ministers, Fathers, or Church Elders" are elevated above you to forgive and direct you. They know more, so you are an "under-ling." A spiritual leader is generally not elevated over you, learns from you also, and together you share in a free exchange, and most importantly seek inner peace and wholeness, not group-think via "preaching." (I didn't make up the term!)

Now the standard religions will argue that going off by your self and "meditating" is selfish and that it separates people, but I think they miss the point. (Imagine that!) If I seek "Creator" and spiritual connectedness through inwards means, but I am seeking to connect to a "unity consciousness," and this leads me to perceive all of us as "one" with each other and the Creator - then I accomplish so much more than looking outwards and to others to make this connection.

All "true" spiritual leaders, irregardless of status or levels achieved in the belief, live frugal lives, taking only what they need and no more. This is clearly not the case in pretty much all standard religions, always with exceptions, but generally speaking this is true, mass wealth is reaped and for people with no other income, they live better than the rest of us and generally have more.

The average person in our culture, you and I in other words, by comparison have more wealth than the highest Gurus, Monks, or Dalia Lama. You may seek to be their student and they humbly allow it and teach you what you ask, not tell you the program. I don't mean to sound as if "eastern philosophy" has all the answers because I don't think that this is the case, they just have some of the right principles is all.

"Organized Religion" is a business and run as such; you have scheduled meetings, at which more "money" than "soul" gets harvested! You have someone "interpret" scriptures for you and teach you what it means. (The same guy who passed you the plate usually!) Then you sing and get all worked up and pledge your allegiance, and oh yeah, the same guy who asked for money and misinterpreted scripture for you, has now "forgiven" you for all the shit you did wrong all week, so there's no need to change! And the bulk of people on the earth of various denominations, buy into this propaganda hook line and sinker, because of the "conditioning" we receive to accept total and utter "poppycock" as truth! Look at everything with fresh eyes, and no better humor exists than that which we do "repeatedly" until we see the futility or a smarter way, then we are amused that we could have been foolish enough to have done it the other way for so long!

I would suggest that by the written scriptures; the "caution" is that the ways of the Lord are "many" so to only accept one skewed viewpoint, and not examine "other ways" of the Lord, should leave one to question any faith that states otherwise. Just do a little personal test.

At a time in the day when you are fresh and not tired, and alone, turn off all distractions, or better yet sit alone in nature. Sit with crossed legs, back straight, palms up to the sky, with your head looking forward. Close your eyes, breathe in a few cleansing deep breaths, empty your thoughts from the clutter of daily events, and just sit there for a while and "feel" what's around you. Now you go in "deeper" in steps, and start to feel the energies and life-forces around you that you normally disconnect from. If you master or perfect the technique, eventually you start to "feel" the consciousness of others, a sort of gentle awareness of a web, the "others" or the rest of us. In this place no hatred or jealousy or greed or selfishness exists, it just "is" and feels the connection. Doesn't a greater truth present itself?

Not try to imagine that Gurus, Tibetan Monks, Tribal Shaman, and anyone well "versed" and studied in these teachings; can do enough steps to seek answers, wisdom or "guidance" from this web by sort of connecting or channeling this web of consciousness or "spirit realm" or "Is-ness," because it just is. Going even farther the belief is that some can control this to the extreme of leaving their body, to travel or "astral travel" just like we are told happens to people when they die and are saved, and see their body as they float above themselves, disconnected from their bodies by death! So if a life spent learning some of these methods and pathways for enlightenment, leads to some actual substance regarding our existence and how it may all work, as well as a connection to this, then "tangible" proof for belief is at least shown. (Without the plate process, I might add!)

This makes way more sense than the conventional idea of an old man on a throne with a white beard, and a big stick and "pit" to cast you into if you don't follow the rules that the guy with the plate interprets for you!

So back on point; what is God? Let's try to define it with an open mind. The three most sacred and strict definitions would be the Creator, Yah Weh, or as in the beginning of the Bible before the start, as "Tetragrammaton" the un- utter able word, the purest definition of God.(There are many names.) So to elaborate, why do we not know this unless we seek out the knowledge independently? I remember hearing all kinds of things that made no sense, how come I never heard of the very definition of God?

I have a theory, and of course it fits with the premise of only teaching the slaves what they need to know, and nothing empowering with meaning that makes sense! The "Pope" and all "insiders" are educated of this, at least so they can steer you away from the deeper truths. (Let's tell them it's a guy with a beard on a throne!) So really, higher up the food chain even they know better. Tetragrammaton is the "Creator" by technical definition, just what it says it is. There is no mention of a man on a throne.

The "Kabbalah" teaches that the Creator made a "Vessel" to receive his light, and through several steps the "vessel" is given the ability to give light back to the Creator, then to others and the Creator. Next the "free will" to do so of its own desires is realized, until full understanding is achieved, when the "Spirit," now being "as" or "like" Creator; returns to the higher realm. If you ask where "Adam and Eve" fit in; it is described as Adam and Eve is mankind or the vessel, with its own will.

Keep in mind that light is "photons" which can alternate between particle and wave energy, outside of space/time. So since the science indicates that "spooky energies" outside of space/time control atoms, cells, DNA, and can perhaps quantify or describe if you will technically, the explanation for how "Spirit or Is-ness" could truly exist. The Kabbalah gets an "A" in "God theory" in my opinion! At least they have a more "believable" story than Adam and Eve, as the two only people, having two sons - and then what? The implication is either "sick" or poorly conceived, and no explanation for the obvious conundrum exists!

Don't get me wrong, all the faiths have left us with questions, but each has something to offer if objectively examined. The point I am trying to make is that they were written by men, grasping with huge concepts, and I think the result is that some is insightful and some is not so much, all basically according to the enlightenment or consciousness, or connectedness of the author at the time of writing. This does explain a lot of the confusion we see.

My thinking was to take it to the next level by examining and realizing that you should learn everything you can (Shield not your eyes), and then look "inside yourself" for your very own great truth. I am sure that variety is not a sin in seeking truth about spirit. (Hints abound!)

Indian Gurus lay on "spike beds" for example, hang from hooks, and do things spiritually that we call abhorrent, believing it is a mutilation and exercise in pain control and see it as pointless. The deeper truth is that they seek to "separate" themselves from sense of self, and thereby connect to the "All" with this exercise. It is just a different approach to accomplishing a similar result. The ways to do this are many, and any way that connects you to the "Unity God Force" which is universal, is in my opinion a true component of spirituality. There is only one "great truth" and that revolves around the idea that we are a tiny speck ourselves of the "Creator" and the web of consciousness we call "God." The deception comes when we inhabit the "vessel" if you will, and we think we are "individual" in all respects, not just physically. Due to our perspective, this seems to be the reality, henceforth a deception exists!

The wiser teachings of "Reincarnation" which we tend to mock, says that you "were" before you were born, and you return to the spirit realm when you perish, only to repeat the process, and that only the "individual self" shaped by his experience has left. The "life-force" merely recycles until full realization has been achieved.

The Tibetan Monks claim that with enough study and practice, a full lifetime's worth, that they can actually choose the time of death or of re-birth. They even have "tests" to check suspected children for tiny traits that the previous person had that didn't get "purged" to find or re- locate great teachers or spiritual leaders who have passed on. As a matter of fact study up on the current "Dalai Lama." He is one of those reincarnated leaders that was tracked down and re-instated as the Dalai Lama!

They knew roughly which area to look for him, approximately when, and the villagers all assisted them to locate him by the traits that they were looking for. The teachers and leaders then proceeded to test the few candidates, and micro examined tiny habits or "quirks" of their missing leader, that didn't get purged until they knew they found him! I've listened to several of his seminars and lectures, and while not very technical in nature, his teachings are beautiful and explain the cycle of life and how we should treat each other, since they know the true story, and believe we are all of the same spirit. You know like cells in the body, billions of various cells all busy making up you, with no idea who the hell you are! Very much like us!

We also have "crazy folks" in our religions here, so not to be "biased" I took a tour of teachings from the Koran and soon realized that a student of Islam is not a violent crazed terrorist. They just have their own idiots, but many of them have a legitimate beef regarding Palestine. Just look at accurate historical maps of Israel in 1947, 57, 67, 77, right through to today, the problem is obvious! Then take into account sanctions, oil wars (call them what they are), anyways it's not all one sided. Koran teachers have an explanation for creation also, technical scientifically provable knowledge that doesn't make sense for the age of the information. Check out the "Science meets the Koran" lectures it is very informative. It is a beautiful peace loving faith also; it has just been distorted by hatred, war and injustice by some angry people. If not really "pissed off" they know also many great truths, worth at least looking at.

Unity or "Unified Spirituality" gets a stigma from all the frightened money oriented religions, from a fear that it is a "plot" to deceive all of mankind, and turn them away from their respective "Gods." (The pot calling the kettle black, of sorts!) This new belief system, says that you are the "Creator" in a sense, by being a part or piece of this, and in a collective way we all contribute.

This newer concept of unity spirituality stems from the more recent discoveries of scientific principles and theories, believed to prove through morphogenetic fields, quantum mechanics, sacred geometry, cymatics, singularity theory, fractal and holographic theories, that there is a connection to everything else it seems. So why not spirit?

This is also connecting with many ancient teachings and belief systems. Kabbalah, Hindu, Tibetan, Mayan, Shaman beliefs, and many ancient tribes, all explain how everything is connected in their creation and spirit stories. There are many comparisons and it does seem to go "hand in hand" with the more recent controversial discoveries science is just now figuring out.

I really like the idea of aligning and compressing your body chakras; or raising the "Kundalini Snake," or looking inward through your third eye or pineal gland, or receiving the Creators light, (photons and energy, remember!) in your vessel, or even conventional prayer which if done correctly, is done between you and God alone, in silence with closed eyes. It is all very much the same if viewed in this way, and that alone has merit which is far in excess of thinking each denomination, or tiny part if you will, is the whole concept or basis for faith!

You really just have to unify what you pray to; after all, it is one "All." Instead of realizing this, all the "mainstream" faiths try to capture or convince us by saying that there is only one way to the Creator, and of course each one tells us that theirs is the only way! What a load! You are either able to conceive or believe in a Creator or not, henceforth the term "God-less." Matters not how God manifests or shows himself to you! These unity guys have a simple believable and scientifically viable idea for the reasoning of this, actually several!

Take the morphogenetic fields' concept for example. Two really good people with science backgrounds with credible proof are "Bruce Lipton," and "Rupert Sheldrake," who cover this concept scientifically; and explain it like you were in a university classroom. The science proves by experiments, that all rabbits, rats, or monkeys for example, share a "unity consciousness" which they are unaware of, but is proven to manifest in how they grow a cell, into an embryo, and into a creature, right through to instincts - and how they react in their environment! In other words, how a "rabbit" knows how to be a rabbit!

The theory shows that they draw from a web of consciousness, or energy that actually instructs the DNA and cells how to make the creature and how to react in the environment; from the energy patterns and signals from all the combined knowledge and information shared by the species, to which they all contribute! The information in these energies "animates" or "works" the cells and DNA. All life it seems works this way and shows we are just meat and bone, or fiber and structure, and with no "dark energies" to instruct and animate the life, we only get half the picture. (Or much less if we allow for dark matter being over 90% of what we can't see.)

This is proved in two ways that should be more known. First by teaching a group of rats a maze, or a group of monkeys a tool for example, after one group learns the thing and masters it, the other "isolated" separate control group, either instantly knows the information, or learns it immediately without the long process. This is known as the "100th monkey." The theory has been done repeatedly with many species and controlled experiments show this is the case. Apparently "skeptics" said in the rat example that it was inaccurate since both groups were lab rats, you know, by genetic links or similarities. So they took a group of "sewer" subway rats and much to the dismay of skeptics, the same results were obtained! The experiment having proved that it worked on all the rats equally. Even human comparisons exist where once enough people know something, the rest know it also or require very little to learn it! A simple proof of this concept applied to humankind would be that of the cave man or Neanderthal. Although there was no physical communication or interaction on a global scale, once enough cave men started wearing furs and manipulating fire, the species worldwide all started doing so and moved up a notch. A "consensus" or "shared reality" becomes obvious. There have been many studies that indicate all species including human, exhibit this trait.

Another more controversial proof is stated by "David Wilcock" to be done with non burning lasers. He is an independent thinker, outside mainstream, who goes where most won't dare, and controversial as a result. His statement was that when scientists directed a non burning laser through a "salamander egg," and directed it onto a "frog egg," the frog egg proceeds to make a salamander! It imprints the information of energy contained in the salamander instructions! If this is borne out in future experiments it will prove that the energy in these unseen forces really is the 90% + of what makes everything in our reality. These are profound discoveries and I only backtrack to explain the foundation in part, for a unified theory.

So if a rabbit, monkey, and a rat all work this way, it is not a big step to realize the likelihood that we do also. We have the added ability to test and understand the theory, and the capacity to channel into it also, but no doubt the same "energies" operate us! This is what in essence most scripture tries to tell us, that we were above the animal in consciousness, but we work the same. This is the gift people, free will!

The "Ancient Flower of Life" and "Sacred Geometry" also figure into the workings of creation. I will try to explain it briefly, but many of the newer scientific principles recognize the significance through observations in nature and vibration.

The idea is that you are a holographic fractal piece of the Creator, so imagine you are this entity in a void. Now I should clarify; you or I are not "the Creator" but of the Creator and given the gift to be like Creator, in his image if you will. So back to the point; you are a consciousness in a void - what fun is that! You move through nothing because there is nothing, and even if you did there would be no sensation since there is nothing to relate the motion to - so needless to say now explained; a consciousness in a void.

Instinctively and exploring; you move and manifest a line of energy and intent, first up and then down, then forward and back, then side to side - equally in all six directions. This is the building block of life, and exhibited in the "Star of David," the "Ancient Flower of Life," the Kabbalah as the Tree of Life," and the symbol under the "Chinese Sphinx's" paw ( or a.k.a. Foo Dogs).

Now six points in 3 – D is a start; but no planes or volume exists. Now if you connect the outside points with lines, you get a structure to build on, the primary shape to existence and the "Primordial Geometry" if you will; that all life is based on! This is the "crux" of creation! Look at viruses or snowflakes, most things in nature form in these elemental patterns at their core. This is shown also as previously mentioned, in the "Fibonacci principle" or "Phi ratio" as this too shows a mathematical, geometric pattern repeatedly shown in all aspects of life. Even galaxies exhibit the phi ratio, much like a shell or conch. These are not coincidences, geometry and elemental math is at work here, and simple observation is evidence enough to be considered proof. This is a deep subject with a lot of aspects; I just wish to point out a few things from our ancient past, which is becoming "merged" with science.

Quite possibly "Intent or Consciousness" as a "Primordial Gravity or Singularity" through manifesting vibration and energy into geometric patterns - created our reality as an experience to grow and be enjoyed! Just look at "sacred geometry" as a mechanical look at the miracle of life and creation, there are signs of it everywhere in myth, religion, ancient teachings, as well as a solid link in science, yet we don't consider the two compatible!

It is spiritually profound in the suggestion that consciousness created our reality, which is how the Creator did it, that is how we do it, and all importantly how we perceive it! "Sacred Geometry" makes a whole lot of connections that you don't get anywhere else to understand the foundation for existence, and we normally consider geometry as simple and boring in terms of our education. This kind of understanding leads to development and growth, offering a spiritual connection to our existence, as well as fuller understanding of the fundamental principles on which it operates, in other words "real science!" The kind of information that eliminates slavery, environmental destruction, and provides "actual" energy solutions!

You see; I figure the ancients had this information either given to them from other worldly visitors, or passed down from a much older civilization long destroyed, and it seems logical from the standpoint that the information "embedded" in all this old esoteric knowledge; is all about the building blocks of life and the fabric of reality! They didn't know what most of it meant for the bulk of the time it was preserved for, but they figured it was "Holy" and had to be preserved for future mankind! So either an "Alien" or an "Atlantis-like" people gave the information to ancient man as a "key" that would be useful, nay critical, to our future development! "Sherlock Holmes" these scientists are not, at least publicly, because no doubt at least hints of what they seek are to be found here, yet nobody wishes to be ridiculed for looking at such things seriously!

It's a real shame, because we may soon know what to do with the knowledge passed down, which the ancients tried to embed in our culture. Another somewhat secretive fact is that Ben Franklin, Newton, Galileo, Einstein, and many others who were inventors and founders of principles that we accredit genius status to, all learned the teachings of ancient "Egyptian Mystery Schools" which taught all this esoteric sacred geometry and philosophies. These teachings gave them a "fuller" understanding of things than those taught conventionally, and they went on to make inventions and theories which we credit them for today. Yet little focus is given to the "extra insight" they received by these mysterious forgotten and withheld teachings?

To have the "Bible" itself to define God as a force named "Tetragrammaton" as the sacred un-utter able word explains the scope and depth of the deception right there. According to this only church elders and leaders, those of elevated status, should know this and filter it for you, and they did, by replacing it with an old man on the throne with a grey beard whom you appease by giving money to and denying truth from yourself! (They'll take the money for him thank you!) The real definition of God is something I can believe in with a basis in reality and logic, as a "geometric gravity wave," or "conscious projection of will or intent," or as the balance of "yin and yang," or as a "cyclic force."

Now if I made the whole "she-bang" I'd want to experience it too! Not as the "God-Force" that created it, but as a participant! And not without will and consciousness, so ultimate possibilities for joy and chaos would exist. So separate the spirit, give it an individual perspective on a fine line of chaos and joy, as to "enforce" the sense of survival and self, to verify the reality of the hologram or fractal reality with this cycle or existence of hazards and bliss!

This is a "Spirit" or "Soul" explanation to say we are a "vessel" for a means of expression and experience for an "All" or an "Over soul." There would be no better explanation for a web of consciousness, and no better way to grow and give experience to it as a "whole." Imagine every experience of every person ever; living or deceased, that ever had a life. Every situation that had occurred, would be imprinted on the energy that controls the DNA and cells, the very energies that "animate" us as beings (the soul), as well as a "consensus experience" of wisdom becomes this web. We are that web, temporarily separated from it to live this life and feed it, or give back intent and hopefully love to make it greater through our separation or sacrifice, from the "All." Then we return to the "community consciousness" as the energy we were before it animated this life form, or experience.

It is all there to find in most Bibles, it is in our myths; it is inside ourselves if we care to look. Morphogenetic fields and the quantum energies that create the atoms of which ourselves, and all we observe are made of, all support the hypothesis of a type of eternal energy behind what we see. Or even the singularity theory being at the core of atoms, us, planets, suns and galaxies, is just another connective outside space time theory.

It's probably pretty hard to be a hard core atheist, when as a devout believer in facts of science; you keep running into "spooky energies" that are being proved to be the building blocks of life! This is what drove many excellent scientists to look at spiritual information. (Or at least those truth seekers that ignored stigma to go where the information took them!) It seems as though eternal energies are all around us, in the form of the over 90% which we cannot see, and science does support true spirituality, when you are not afraid to look. Religion can make no similar claim!

The kids are hungry for spirituality, and to understand our purpose, and meaning of life, but when all we have to offer them is a "dead guy" hanging from a tree in the living room, or a guy that looks like "ZZ Top" on a throne, threatening to burn them in hell for an eternity - do we really expect spiritual growth? I mean you'd have to look at it as a "very weak" thing to devote your life to. And we see this by what the kids learn to devote their lives to, so really it's up there with telling them their heads will "explode" if they smoke herb, or your brain is a fried egg on drugs! (We know they see through that crap!)

Why "horse shit" them! For example, I was a kid, and to experience is the game, so I tell kids it is OK to alter your consciousness from time to time, but try to leave a bit of it for tomorrow, because life is not one day, and money is for more than wrecking your brain! It worked better than telling mine lies in the hopes they would believe it, and my kids turned out to be more responsible for having had not fed them a line. The point is the kids are not stupid, and if we educate them fully instead, the children might "lead us" instead of rob us!

If that isn't enough, for an alternative we tell them in school that "mankind" is a random chain of fluke events, or an "accident." A steaming glob of chance; with no purpose other than to breathe and copulate! We really do fail to enlighten them as to the true beauty and purpose of life, and not to fear because there is no need. We are allowing society and church to substitute fables and control structures in place of substance!

Now the hardest part of all I said to wrap your head around is that we are all one web of energy, or shared consciousness. This requires a discussion on perspective. We hear it said that perspective is everything, what is not said is that perspective is an individual thing, and cannot and should not be imposed. This is entirely true as we know that without correct information and knowledge, two people, one informed and one not, will see or fail to see something respectively. To one it is obvious, to one oblivious. You've humored me so far so let's see if I can explain it another way.

Perspective is everything, and when we see the world we see out of our eyes as "windows" to the world as an individual, because of this viewpoint, and an instilled sense of self, separation and ego. When we perish or leave our body as is commonly believed, we see from a unity consciousness that is and always was, and the illusion or veil of separateness is gone. We lack the ability and senses to see the energy that exists all around us now, but when we convert back to energy, (just like a quantum particle flipping in and out of space/time) our energy imprint is right at home cruising this higher dimension and now fully aware. In this realm, time is no longer lineal, it is 3-dimensional, but your existence of space you occupy is one dimensional, much like time used to be when you were physical. It is a reciprocal! This is so opposite it is hard to conceive, and weird, but it makes sense upon further investigation.

Alright let us suppose that time is now "3-D" and you are "1-D," so while you can be anywhere on the timeline, how does one understand the traveling part? (It's pretty weird, I know, I will address this more later!) We are so "left brain" trained! You don't have to "travel" anywhere; any place or thing you wish to experience comes to you as you manifest the occurrence. This is shown to be true by people who have "died" and been "revived" say that the "tunnel of light" they see, you don't go to it; it comes to you! Also the out of body experiences or "astral travelling" as some call it, is also a deception as you remain here, the journey comes to you! These people still see things and can befuddle skeptics, by describing places and events, or items they were never in contact with; it's just that they came to them in an outside space/time state. I hypothesize as we attend our funerals as a spirit in time space, the "event" comes to us!

Q: What was there before creation and matter?

A: Energy and intent as consciousness.

To summarize the point; "Creator" by definition made as it says, the heavens, sun, and earth, fish and birds, all manner of beasts, all the elements, made an awesome thing of beauty, but in order to experience it, mankind or Adam and Eve were also created to enjoy and experience it, in his image! An Image of Fractal Holographic Consciousness! It makes a lot more sense looking at it from a unity spirituality point of perspective. We have been given the truth in a way that was hidden to us until we understood the nature of our surroundings, and grown to realize the true nature of reality.

But when mankind ate from the forbidden tree of knowledge, or realized as it says that he was naked, and found lust and shame and deceit existed - we were made to learn the nature of Gods existence, rather than given it. We were separated from knowing the Creator intimately, until realization is found independently, or we pass on. As a species or group we are brothers and sisters since we all came from the "One." Then no war or greed or hatred and the rest would make sense, but of our own free will this time!

It is as if the unity consciousness has had to learn a type of "100th monkey" or "morphogenetic energy field" realization, and having the understanding of all the mistakes and "wrong doings" and evil under its belt of experience, a new dawn of existence or "golden age" of development can emerge. With this we will realize the eternal nature of our gift, and make the "Earth" a place to experience for spirit, of our own free will. Think of it like this, subconsciously we've all had enough pollution, war, indifference and control structure hampering the experience.

So reincarnation has it half right I figure; the difference being that not the "individual" self returns, but another experience is given to another human being, one convinced by his senses and surroundings that he is "separate" and "alone." If you figure this out everything makes a lot more sense, the end means no need for the lesson anymore and infinite possibility! We are a tiny fractal or "spirit singularity" of the Creator connected in a holographic energy form, we are the Creator, and the realization sets us free to explore our potential and enjoy reality on all levels.

Even "Magic" and the "Occult" is a type of religion or belief system simply put, belief in "ones self" and the projection of intent, good or bad, as "spells." Many feel that witchcraft and magic, and even "Sigils" (read on I'll show you) are just a similar conscious projection of will or manifestation of ones self on reality. Some could be construed as evil and if with bad intent it likely is, but most magic was white magic. Solomon, Aleister Crowley, and many others, including some "Biblical Prophets" practiced magic and were supposed to have turned staffs into snakes and summoned demons to do their bidding, or enslave the "evil" to make it work for mankind since evil has its power also. "Sigils" are said to work in this way also and are basically a "ritual" to turn a desire or intent to happen or "manifest" by writing down the intent like "so." All the major corporations and huge companies use patterns and symbols to attract customers with the "logos" and "symbols" and many "occultists "claim these are nothing more than disguised "sigils" themselves. Here's my sigil, I hope it works!

WELLNESS TRUTH AND LOVE FOR ALL

First you remove all the vowels, and then you remove all the doubled consonants, and you are left with something that looks like this!

WLNS TRH DVR

Now you are supposed to "play with it" and arrange it until it looks "magical," and makes a symbol that you find pleasing. Draw a circle or shape to incorporate with it and make it "your" symbol. Mine came out like this......

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_ WLNS _

_ TRH _

_ DV _

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I made a pyramid and inverted it, putting the "All Seeing Eye" above it, symbolizing the over turning of the control structure, making the foundation (us in other words) as the top, with knowledge and perception, with my desire of "wellness, truth and love for all" in the center.

Now you are to merely picture the symbol "daily" as a ritual, and think the meaning, and supposedly this will help to manifest your intent, like a tool.

It sounds like a harmless exercise in "projecting intent" through consciousness, so unless you want "sick shit" - it is really not so evil! Even a "talisman" is a very similar idea. A lucky rock or coin carried with the "wish" or intent reflected on by the individual, has just as valid of a method for the projection of will and intent, as any other mind over matter exercise that exists. There is little difference except for perspective.

The spirits ability to project will into manifestation is actually quite documented! Medical experiments done with patients, who are given "placebos" versus patients given the actual medicine, show this clearly and repeatedly. The only reasonable explanation for a placebo to work as well as the medicine - is the projection of mind over matter, which proves how powerful this is. Self healing and healing of others, is also documented and quite unexplained by modern medicine. People lifting cars in life and death situations is another example, as adrenaline alone does not explain the strength displayed being disproportionate to the reality of muscle to weight. A 100 pound woman with skinny arms accomplishes this with an extreme emergency intent, and "manifests" the occurrence, regardless of the science, and lifts the car! My point being is that the intent or the "belief" that it has to work makes it so. (Just like the observer affects the outcome!) Our hearts, spirit, and will or intent, are our most powerful tools!

So from this aspect a full understanding of forces, and how the spirit operates, by projecting will and intent; can show us that even what we are told is "Evil or Occult," utilizes the same methods, and tells the "same story" of tapping into the same forces, and is solely dependent on the intent of the practitioner. If you think someone or something has to scream and bleed, to assist you in this endeavour, you missed the part about love and unity and it doesn't matter what church you subscribe to! You've missed the point and only negative things will come of it, no matter what "flag you fly!"

So it is an individual thing; this spiritual growth. Learn the true parameters and explore it in any way that gives you joy and which helps you grow. This is what I personally feel is the very purpose of our journey, and what may be called "sin" or whatever you choose to call it - really is describing a failure to explore this. Having the "mark of the beast" as it says in the Bible; may simply mean that you are not utilizing the gift which elevates you over the animals, and you are no more aware than a "beast."

Even the internet is kind of spiritual. I know, now you think I'm totally screwy, and you want a hit off my bong - but I do have a point! We love the inter-connection, we love to relate and inter-react with each other to exchange feelings, viewpoints, and information. It is as if we subconsciously like the "linking" to others, and we gravitate to the World Wide Web as a unity connection. I just thought it was very profound that it is such a built in behavior, and so natural! The part of us that doesn't think about it; is right at home "mingling" with the other consciousness!

And just as we can say with some certainty as with the UFO calculation, the possibilities for life are endless and the universe vast, and as far as the odds go they don't get much higher. We can also make the same opposite calculation as to the chances of us and the earth being here, and functioning and developing to this point by random chance. The odds are simultaneously stacked, for and against life developing! Let's be open minded and look at both sides, you basically have a huge likelihood for development by sheer numbers, coupled with the huge likelihood that anything could go wrong along the way!

So how would you stack the odds in your favor? The easiest way would be with intent or consciousness, a logic or purpose to assist you in this dance between "chaos and destruction" versus "joy and bliss." Just like in your life! So again a pattern forms at all levels. Whether a Galaxy, a Star, or a Planet, or a Man, Animal, or an Organism" - the same situation exists! With no unseen energy or intent, the odds could be grim!

To conceive that there is a connection, and therefore "something" that connects it; is the very essence of faith, not how you choose to explore this information! Then the question begs asking, as to how this relates to the scientific explanations, speculative or otherwise, because we are skeptical and we want more proof than "the Bible says!"

Well; if we look at "new science," which is outside mainstream as of yet, the possibilities for how this would work, has several theories, all of which share a connective theme, and show many possible explanations.

The "Fractal theory" is based on the concept that all life is fractal, in the sense that everything is a smaller piece of something bigger, and each smaller piece is a reflection of that whole, much like a hologram. When you look at our reality this way, there are many hints this is true, and does explain a connection of pattern and possibly spirituality.

Likewise the webs of energy or intent or the "Morphogenetic fields" that seem to control growth and development at all levels; seem to suggest that this energy outside of "space/time" connects us all.

Even physicists who study "Quantum Mechanics," have concluded that the particles that make up atoms are really energy popping in and out of space/time of sorts, and this makes our reality. So it is only a small step to see that the stuff that makes up our world, on the smallest levels, are just "hollow energy fields," and does suggest very strongly that our perception drives this - since observing it alters the results as to the bits appearing as particles or waves. This is not something science has an answer for without going into the stuff I have been pointing out. It is another "don't go there" moment in our history, at least until we revise our current accepted understanding of things.

More proof that the scientists don't realize what they have uncovered; is revealed by the fact that they can predict where the particle will appear, but not when. The opposite is also true; they can predict when it will appear, but not where! But never both! This messed them right up, so they called it the "uncertainty principle," and bumbled along with that. This again means they have no bloody idea! Again just telling you what is observed; with no concept for the force or mechanism.......but since this is all they can tell you......this has to be it! Nobody wondered is my point that we have to "observe or perceive" it for it to be, and worse yet nobody realized that its purpose is "us!" All the possibilities exist simultaneously, until you pick one!

Along the same lines we have the concept of everything around us being a "Creational Energy" that encompasses all possibilities; and we as "receivers and antennas," just unlock or perceive that which we are in "tune to," or conscious of. When physical existence no longer binds us, the rest is revealed and no restriction on the bandwidth exists.

The "Singularity theory" or "Black holes are Everywhere theorists" - have a lot of logical data in math and cosmology, that explains much of the presently unexplained forces that the scientists would rather not consider because they got so much wrong if it is true! The concept is hard to grasp in conventional thinking, but to briefly "re-cap" the idea is that everything is based on the enigma of the black hole, and that they are everywhere!

To start with, the premise is that a "black hole" or "singularity" is outside of known "space/time" and as a matter of fact - the conventional description bears this out by matter going in and being broken down, and exiting the known universe! So that the matter goes "beyond" our perception is accepted, however where it goes, or what happens to it, is another question entirely! (Those spooky fields and energies come to mind.)

To carry on; the "Galactic Center" is now believed to be a black hole, but these scientists take it much farther by saying that even the "Sun" is a black hole or "white hole" and also has a singularity at its core. (Look up the Resonance Research Project Foundation.)

Again - we have no way of looking at the core of the sun presently, but when they "assume" this due to their theory, then do the math and physics on these premises, it works out much better than current theory and explanations. With this method they are able to explain and calculate "spin," "polarity," behavior of "sun spots" and "vortices." More things we don't have explanations for; become explained and seem to calculate out.

Then yes; even the "Earth" would have a small black hole at its core, about the size of a "soccer ball" if the calculations are correct. And it works out that we on the surface of the earth would be at the right distance, to feel the appropriate tug of gravity! Again the spin dynamics and energy emitted are accounted for this way, and no longer a mystery. If you want proof, ask one of these arrogant know it all scientists why black holes spin, why the stars spin, about planet dynamics, and just grin, because your in for a trip to science "Never-Never Land!" Some have no answers; and others have ones you could disprove yourself and easily find "genuine" flaws with - until you factor in a singularity!

These scientists are "unity theorists," and they go where the "learning channel" won't! So the next realization for the explanation of energies un-accounted for and human dynamics if you will; is the conclusion that we also have a "tiny black hole" in us as well! Finally I can get back to the spirituality aspects! The need to understand these concepts is critical to get what I am trying to say!

So your "Black hole" is your "spirit or soul energy" to simplify; and since all "singularities" are outside of known "space/time," and possibly the reciprocal "time/space!" This is an amazing concept with some scientific validity in some regards, and just a connection that fits with others. It also serves to explain "spooky forces" and an "eternal outside space/time component."

So here is another small concept I wish to point out. All singularities are connected outside of space/time, and they are "one" and at the same place, even when separated by vast distances - and there is no time or space as we understand it. We are in fact by this logic, still a part of the primordial dot that started it all! On this basis we could be an energy form, exhibiting a hologram! Only this one is creating "time" itself!

Spiritually it would explain a hell of a lot, scientifically it explains many of the "dark corners" we prefer to leave dark, and the very logic of it is enough to inspire more investigation.

If it is too "far out," too whacky or crazy for you to contemplate; then you can go with the "standard beliefs" in faith and science - but like I said earlier, I sleep rather well at night knowing I at least have a "believable" concept for all the unknown phenomenon in my life and the cosmos. This concept also gives the "theory of everything," or the "unified theory," - a place in reality and not just as a fantasy to connect everything. This how we can make an understanding of fundamental principles of how things work, instead of bits of science and religion merely making observations of things not understood. This is "true spiritual seeking" and if some or all these theories get flushed; I guarantee that a unified or connective theory that is superior would only be capable of this! In fact this is spirituality in a nutshell! So if it is completely wrong; it has got to be one of the biggest disappointments ever! Or shall we say the wager placed on the least likely outcome in all probability, meaning my money is on the one that makes the most sense.

Or you can go with the random puddle of elements theory, where for no good reason DNA makes slow random changes, inexplicably having had make a lot of good ones by fluke, with our sole purpose being to copulate and continue the cycle, and no more? Yet oddly enough "Bruce Lipton's" work has clearly shown that several dishes of the same type of cells, all put into the "same" unfriendly environment - all change to suit the new environment, by altering themselves in the exact same way! Random my ass!

At the cellular level; cells all do the same thing to survive - not try several random things......so why not everything else? His work proves that the environment and unseen energy, guides the process, in the most productive way automatically. The "middle of the road" scientists don't like or acknowledge this, as it doesn't fit with mainstream science to have spooky energy in the formula! However Mr. Lipton's and Rupert Sheldrake's explanations of morphogenetic fields of energy, and cell research showing cells operating in a way that shows "intent or will" - should be looked at more closely!

The other chicken way out; is to merely attribute anything not explainable, to one only, of the several religions out there that professes to have all the answers because some book written by a man said so! A "fable based" belief system, with disempowerment built right in. Don't seek out science, don't check out other philosophies, because we interpreted what "God" wants you to know and will tell you. By the way; Gods a little short right now, have you got any cash? I'll say it again; it is nothing more than "Government for the Soul." I for one prefer to check shit out; because this is what the scriptures in most Bibles really tell us to do, so why not?

So the real problem is that the full understanding of science and spirituality is the "same thing." And since full understanding of these energies would lead to "free energy" and in turn free us from resource based control and manipulation and "organized religion" simultaneously; you don't have to wonder why it's up to us to discover, learn and put all this together independently! Also why it is not taught, and rather "concealed" and kept secret!

Lot's of people have figured out bits and pieces and much of this information is out there in "snippets," but the "whole" or entire picture dare not be revealed, so do yourself a favor, and explore, learn, and decide for yourself. Put it all together to your own satisfaction, share and discuss it with friends and family. Swap DVD's and books, as they are material, and the knowledge absorbed or the "journey" is the point!

Try to realize that the life of the "Stars in Hollywood" and people we don't even know, representing any fraction of our time occupied as a total waste and distraction. An instilled fetish to know every little contrived for your entertainment detail, of people's lives, as fictional as "Mickey Mouse" in all reality! "Organized Sports" is in the same boat, the "free type" that is fun and costs no money is excellent interaction to be relished, however sports, rigged and run like "mafia" with "steroid goons" for participants, that we watch and not play, is unfortunately just another distraction based on money! (Sorry folks!) I can marvel at the "athletic abilities" and "skill" of the participants as well as the next guy, but the "gangsters" running the show; are counting on money, not the athletes!

Music is also distorted, by videos of sex and mindless violence, molded around advertising, and is not what music really is! All distraction and no imagination! Anyways just realize that there is a full "gambit" of propaganda reinforced by media and society to distract and misinform you in your quest, and the fact that it is not a fluke! The 1% in control of every aspect of our "disguised slavery" and "consciousness repressing society," doesn't want anyone to put it "all together," and this is clearly shown. As anyone who suggests other life exists, or religion is fake and a control mechanism, or science that shows or exposes flaws in "dogma" (especially if not marketable), that person is nuts! They couldn't possibly have something; it's just a "conspiracy theory!" Or worse yet they stoop to "Godless and Evil" to describe anyone who bucks the system or challenges the status quo.

The failure of this 1% to realize that we are starting to figure it out, is attributable to the fact that most of us "regular folk" can conceive of free energy for all and no need for starvation, and no need to "hoard wealth" by global control and manipulation. They cannot! This is not an understandable concept for them and not their reality. For us, these concepts are possibilities to explore, since we get to keep bugger all of the work energy which we expend for money anyways! It provides us little security, none for some, so a society based on ideas that provides for all without hoarding, sounds pretty good! The problem lies in that the people concerned with wealth and control of the masses, won't agree to put it mildly. For way too long we've accepted the control because we were not educated fully and properly. They know this knowledge will set us free in all respects, and it is the biggest threat to the control!

It suggests we can heal ourselves to some degree now, and even more, if we develop in these ways. Or even in that when we die, as we express wrongly (since you carry on after your biological body fails), there is no "lake of fire" or "shit to pay." Quite the opposite; you paid it here by giving experience and expression to the life force by doing this dance on the edge of chaos and bliss, as a part of the cycle of consciousness.

Even consider that if life is "Holographic" in nature, as some of the science suggests, we could manifest and build things with our minds, perception and intent, just by manipulating the energy fields to create or alter matter since it seems that apparently this is how it works!

Consider how "lunatic fringe" the principle is that you are taxed or made to pay; to live on a planet that you were born on - no thanks to the pricks pocketing your money! As if you were a visitor seeking refuge! They played no role in my being here, and yet lay claim to my spent efforts, in the form of "money," a contrived concept, which we are fooled into trading for our time here, and our very life force. (Does the Matrix ring a bell?)

I know we are told taxes are for building roads and schools, but they are also for war and covert programs, and line the pockets of select few, and there are much more efficient ways to solve the community requirements. Especially if not enslaved, and all of your efforts "confiscated!" (Or to put it more "literally" - Jacked!)

Now I realize I've left myself open for criticism, and some of the things I've said are not completely our reality in regards to "healing ones self" and "free energy," or "holographic manifestations," but they are the logical procession of flow, since they do "partially" exist! We need only to expand or change our perspective, our intent in essence; to move in these ways, since they are already slightly possible in various forms and degrees.

Now I'd like to share a few more strange insights in regard to spirit in my quest. First a couple more clues as to the fact that we are not completely separate; and that we do "share" a bond or field. One has to simply look in a mirror for a minute with an open mind, and no vanity or self importance. What do you see? I see a guy I know to be me because I have seen myself frequently enough in the now, but look at a picture of yourself 20 years ago, or look at yourself after you haven't for a while, and the person you see is unfamiliar of sorts, and it takes you a moment to relate to! It could almost be you in another life or reality.

Now look at a baby picture of yourself, or try to imagine yourself 20 years from now, and you'll see a bunch of different lives of sorts, that are "you" - to which you don't "fully" equate as yourself, until your mind makes it fit. This is why you stare at yourself in the mirror, I think it is to "re-orient" or "familiarize" yourself with the form, to re-affirm your separation, complete the deception, or put to "rest" the indifferent sensations. It seems like a clue to affirm the theory, and I think the "vainer" the individual, the harder this is to see!

Or even the Near Death," or "Out of Body" experiences, which people tell over and over again; about how they recognize their body or "host" on the operating table, or the accident scene, but it seemed like someone else, as they were still themselves observing it! What a clue!

This leads me to another connected point.......we live in the "now." What exactly does that mean you ask? Well, I'm not the first one to realize this, but in essence the "past" is just that, gone and only a memory. The "future" is full of any possibility, but who knows which, since the choices along the way haven't been made yet.

So what are you left with by simple process of elimination? Your "right now" is all that truly exists! To you and me, it is the "zero point" at which we interact with reality. It is from where we perceive, and from where we create intent. And as profound as that is, the really cool part is, that it re-enforces the idea of us just being an experience, whether you accept the premise of unity, or not! As well as always being guaranteed to be your own center!

People are stuck in individual terms; I am me! I am separate or "different" from so and so! Ah, divide and conquer works on all levels I see! Yeah you're different; any fool can see this right? So am I "One toke over the line sweet Jesus" as the song says? Or is it just the "experience" which "molds" each individual? We know this is true; as in general, without making changes individually, abused people abuse others, children raised in crime and poverty tend to perpetuate what they have learned, and environmental conditioning shall we say is proven to affect the individual, and how they respond and behave.

This is hardly a disputable conclusion (allowing for deliberate change to alter the cycle of course, but barring that, under unchanged circumstance), so why do we never make the connection? It is the "experience we have," and the perspective which results from that experience, is which makes us different from each other, generally speaking. Environment versus heredity, remember the arguments back and forth for decades? Here is your answer, "Environment!" The rest is the same. The environment also contains "energies" as a plural, if you get what I'm saying. The deception is the individual, since only the "specific energies received" and the "situations" and "resulting perspective" derived from them - makes us different!

Any one of us would, and could adjust to just about anyone else's reality, if we had to! Let's add the stipulation of famine or harsh existences not being the trade-off, but you know - anyone else's "reasonable" lifestyle, could be adopted by anyone else. If you were really 100% an individual and not interconnected or the "same" in any way, this wouldn't even be a concept, not even a possibility. And if you like me, realize the truth in this, for reasons like we role play, not meaning to be "kinky", but I guess even that way would be an example! You know, if in life you are a cop, or teacher or minister, or any such thing, we play the part! We are that person and play the part, as the role is conceptualized to be! Quite naturally I might add. Where does that come from? They are just roles we play, and all I'm saying is so are our lives, only in a much deeper sense. We are all the same more than different, once we take our hats off.

I also think this means we have to move forward as a species or as humanity as a whole, you know - as a group. A kind of big, big, big, 100th monkey realization, a general reality shift of sorts, or the percentage of people who have to develop the new skill, to affect the morphogenetic field. It is believed to take as little as 4% for the "other monkeys" or "people" if you will; to learn the new trick, or use the new tool, instinctively, and automatically.

So I guess I found my mission; to show anyone who will listen to what I have to say, and hopefully assist in promoting a change in small sensible ways. By showing kindness, sharing truths, and dispatching with greed and control, we evolve; because it as it is – we stifle growth and that hurts us all.

I've tried to be critical and analytical, studied a lot of this with an open mind, and I feel expanded my scope of understanding. I would admit however the following at the risk of belittling myself. I am just an average "Joe Blow" and not privileged in any way. My point is this; if I can get it, "anyone" can get it! In fact not being formally taught lets you start with a clean slate, and without any misconceptions.

"Howard Johnson" (not the motel chain!), once said that he was unable to teach the graduates of the university his free energy concepts; because basically they were too "entrenched" with the principles taught in the conventional program. He said give them to me at the start of their university training, and let me start from scratch. You see; according to conventional science, Mr. Johnsons machines couldn't work, so all the supposed experts just tried to correct the devices to align with standard teachings, and rendered them inoperable trying to understand them. Much the same as was done with Tesla, and countless others. Look up "Howard Johnson" (not the motel chain!), he was an early pioneer who died a few years ago, who was trying to move us forward, and has an interesting story. His theories had to do with "magnetic exchange" and unexplained related spikes of magnetic force.

So I conclude by saying don't follow me or anyone else, if you do, you are doing it wrong, and have missed the point. If someone tries to follow you, don't encourage it, forget ego! Show them how to develop on their own, so you can share and benefit in the perspective. Personal and spiritual growth is what is being curtailed in the present ways, and probably for shitty reasons. Without further ranting; although the grip is strong it is not impossible to break, because the reality is we have been programmed to do it for them, and when enough of us "clue in" it's over!

So as long as I've stirred up enough shit to make some people question things, and draw their own conclusions, I have accomplished something! We may find ourselves on the same page, or at least the same chapter, once the litter is removed.

Next up; a less serious more fun look at some cool things other people have realized, and said profound things to back them up! A fun free exchange of ideas!
**4 - So What Does This Mean?** **(Contemplating Your Navel 101)**

The purpose of this part is an exercise to have some fun, enjoy, and think outside the box. A great many things have been realized while contemplating your navel! My point in this chapter is to realize and bring out a side of us too often left on the shelf, and not enjoyed and developed. It is a little break, to enjoy aspects of our humanity, which define us much better than we realize! A mix of cool sayings, thoughts, and poetry, all outside the "Norm" I assure you!

Life is comprised of many wonderful opportunities,

Masterfully disguised as impossible situations. - Unknown bumper sticker

The love you withhold is the pain you carry. – Unknown Alien (see Alex Collier)

When I was 15 my father was a complete idiot, by the time I reached 20 I was amazed how much he had learned in a scant 5 years! - Mark Twain

God is very, very, very, very big! - Monty Python

Quantum particles, ARE the waters of life – Me

I am everything and all things. – GOD

DO I OFFEND THEE? (Poem by me)

Cursing Poet, Twisted Mind,

Clever Verses, Vile Rhyme,

Do I Offend Thee, Bout Fuckin Time!

For He Who Covers, Eye and Ear,

Is Blind and Dumb, and Lives In Fear,

Some Speak Polite, Passive Face,

Then Fuck You Over, With the Other Face,

Do I Offend Thee, So Should the Race!

For Heartfelt Cusses, That Are Right,

Spread No Shit, Dim No Light,

A Cuss Is a Growl, From a Beast We Can't Be,

Says the Polite Man, With the Prick We Can't See,

Do I Offend Thee, Then Surely You Be!

Blinded From Truth, Afraid Of a Cuss,

Different Planet, Not Among Us,

Is Your Life, Roses, Tulips and Wine?

All Grew From Shit, Just Took Their Time,

Do I Offend Thee, Is It My Crime!

Never To Hurt, Maybe To Shock,

Maybe the Shit, Never the Crock!!!!

Signed: Sorry but fertilizer and manure are really just shit, and disguising the identity, does nothing about the smell!

Some funny ways to say bull!

Beaver biscuits!

Mule fritters!

Buffalo beagles!

Horse hockey!

Rodent raisins!

Doggie doughnuts!

Pony pucks!

Kitty cookies!

Elephant crullers!

Reality is an Illusion, albeit a persistent one! – Albert Einstein

Treat people the way they treat you! – Cadillac Kovacks. - My dear uncle.

Diplomacy is the art of saying nice doggie, until you can find a rock! – Unknown.

A Guy walks into a store and it is 100% empty; except for two men sitting on stools. All smart like, the guy says; "Nice store, what do you sell?"

The one guy on the stool rolls his eyes and says to the customer, "We sell arse-holes!"

Without missing a beat, the guy off the street replies; "Must be selling like hotcakes, I see you only have the two left!" and abruptly walks back out of the store.

Worm looking out the bird's ass; "You wouldn't shit me would you?"- George Carlin.

If people understood the true nature of banking, there would be a riot by dawn! – Henry Ford.

A POEM FOR HEADS: (I wrote long ago when inspired!)

Chopping up Flowers and Twisting a Reef,

Not one to Wear, but to Smoke in Relief,

Sweet Rich Smoke, Deep into the Lung,

Mixing with Blood, Brain turns to Dung,

Mellows the Spirit, Relaxes the Soul,

Crunching up Bits, to Stuff in the Bowl,

To Hell with the Booze, to Hell with the Drugs,

I'd Much Rather Snip, and Roll up my Buds,

The Buds are a Drug; say Law and the Pope,

But Marijuana's a Herb, the Government a Dope,

Who Can I Hurt, Such Mindless Frustration,

By Smoking Myself, a One Hour Vacation,

To Hell with them All, I'll Smoke to the Death,

I'll Smoke Bloody Tons, with the Last of my Breath,

Life is a Freedom, to Buzz but a Choice,

I get a Lift, with Nary a Hoist,

Sativa, Indica, Hash and Raw Resin,

To me it's a Buzz, and a Lung Full of Heaven!

Attila, the mad Hungarian.

God is all powerful, and all knowing, he just can't handle money! – George Carlin

A young boy in Sunday school asks the preacher, "What does God believe in?"

Replies the preacher; "God is the Almighty, and believes in nothing else."

To which the boy innocently asks; "Does that mean God is an atheist?"- Old but good joke.

I went to Catholic Confession the other day, and the Father asked me if I had any sins to confess? So I flat out asked him, "You first; fucker!" – Dennis Miller

The other day at the mall I saw a girl "so huge" shopping, that there were 4 or 5 smaller girls, caught in orbit around her! – Unknown physicist.

I dated a girl called "Faith" once,

She cheated on me with a girl called "Chastity!" – Some old movie.

99% of lawyers give all the rest a bad name! – The "Slocan Troll."

THE BIBLE – because all the works of science cannot equal the wisdom of cattle sacrificing primitives, who thought every animal species in the world, lived within walking distance of Noah's house! – Hellrug.com.

A guy goes to court to appear before the judge, for having a rather large "still" in his garage, and making moonshine. The judge, refusing to believe that the man was just making the moonshine for his own consumption, said; "I don't believe your claim that the moonshine was for your own use, so I am charging you with manufacturing and bootlegging alcohol."

The man looks squarely at the judge and states; "You may as well charge me for rape!"

The judge angrily replies, "Why did you rape someone?"

The plaintiff smoothly responded; "No your honor, but since we seem to require no proof in this courtroom today - and I do have that equipment also!"

Reminds me of the guy telling his buddy that he bought some "acid" that was guaranteed to eat anything! His obviously brighter and more critical buddy then asks; "Yeah, what did they put it in to sell it to you?"

Or my Granddads old stand by; If the dog hadn't had stopped to take a shit, he would have caught the rabbit! Likewise if the rabbit didn't stop for a shit...........

Humor, reflection and musical abilities, art, philosophy, and just plain old "contemplating your navel" are all gifts, enjoy them as they hurt nobody, and give intimate pleasure. They are free expression that is shared. It never ceases to amaze me in that we have it in our hearts and souls and for the most part, don't see how special it is. No other creature exhibits itself in these ways, as beautiful and many as there are, and have ever been, other creatures, some quite intelligent, don't have the "divine gift." It is very special, and proves we are part of the "Creator."

Unfortunately, we are caught up in all the distractions of life to enjoy our gift fully, and many spend no time acknowledging or developing it. I know, it is because we got "bills to pay" and "mouths to feed" and need money! We don't get to keep much of it though; unless you've "sold out" or are the 1%. So round and round we go, and we never are free to do what we would like. Energy costs money, got to heat the house and run the car, we all know the routine. Let me take you on a tour of "Attila Land" where I've worked out how it should really be. (Bear with me this is the fun part!)

Attila Land; A fictional alternate construct – for entertainment!

First off as a citizen of earth, you can take a small piece of it to live on; if you don't have to hurt anyone or displace them to claim it! Cities become like temples where people gather and learn, and some work of combined effort takes place. But not many people live there.

So right off the bat you have property; so you need no mortgage, no taxes, and no money! You just need a house and some bartering. This would be your largest barter, even through a bank of sorts, but now only for "portions" of your house. Let us alter the language slightly, to a more appropriate term, "barter borrowing." You do a lot of the work yourself, but you need some materials, and specialty trades, so you go into hawk a bit. But it is not that bad because other people owe and need things too, so you do work it off, just the same. Only no money was required, the land was your entitlement, no interest is paid, and "work" is always worth the current rate, unlike money! The "skills, work, and/or goods or products" you have to offer (that someone else needs) - are your payments. Just like before; only the land was free, and the stuff you can't get yourself like windows or hardware, you "barter borrow" for.

You easily pay back the barter borrow bank, over a few years only with "part time" skills and labor, and any product that you make; like say food, or furniture, a device or tool you've set up your own shop to produce. Use your imagination, the idea is you pay back with "work and goods" and not money. As a result it is the most major "borrow barter" in your life needed, and really takes way less to pay back, with no interest, taxes, initial land cost, or so on.

Energy for your life is supplied with a "free energy" or "zero point extraction power unit" that once developed; costs a nominal amount of metals, some magnets, and a circuit board, a few controls and devices, and is not very difficult to manufacture. So even giving it a fairly high value likely overestimated; let's say it costs you 2, or 3 months work, or even taking 6 or 8 months of 4hrs every other day to pay it off. Still one hell of a bargain I would think. Since after that you would have access to energy to heat and power your house, as well as power a year round greenhouse; and grow most of your own food requirements thereafter!

We would also have other collected "barter borrows" owed us to cash in; as well as any goods or products of our own. So whether you labor at home and make things to sell, or use your skills and labor or specialty training as trade, it is up to you. Everyone would find their "niche" this way, even older people with skill and knowledge could easily survive, as could a young person starting out, by working and learning valuable skills, often from the "wise seniors" while they assisted and helped them.

Now after not so many years; your house and greenhouse are paid back, you have "free energy" for heating and all life functions, which is non-polluting and sustainable (a way better deal!). With few needs, and only having to acquire very little from the system that you couldn't grow or make yourself, you could start a collection of "owed barters" as security, "real security." Since you would require so few external needs, the little work required to survive could be actually stored by this means as security! Un- paid barters would be few, since punishment is a reduction of trust and privileges in barter borrowing, and this is "not" useful!

In no time; say after about 5 years of hard work, all your major purchases are paid back, and you are free to pursue what you want! For example, say you want a new skill, or to learn something. While you learn the thing; you donate the appropriate amount of time to its support, to pay back the resources and efforts provided. And really; once you own everything and are set up, you would have the equivalent of about 8 or 10 months a year of free time!

You could study self healing, study spiritual desires, and contribute to these as you learn. Constant expansion, and as the cycle builds and prospers, as it would, as without money and profit based systems, no stealing effort and resources and enslavement directly or otherwise would exist. Easily by 25 or 30 years of age; you would have everything you need, owe nothing, and do what you like, other than sustain yourself, and donate 1 day per week to the community. If you got screwed up and really messed up or were "lazy" - you would just have to work a little longer, until say 35 or so. (I like the early semi-retirement, don't you!)

In a few decades the system would get better and better, then easier; so everyone would work, help, and teach each other, because it was fun, felt good, and was educational, and as needs got fewer - life would seem almost free! All but for the little work we have to give, and this is no longer a "drag", because you seek something to do as you are no longer enslaved. Free expression to develop any way you choose or enjoy isn't like work!

Injuries or illness requiring more than medicine or self healing, would be greatly reduced to mostly be physical damage or "injury situations" and prevented within an enlightened developed society, no longer concerned with profits. Medical procedures would be so incredible they would be viewed as "god-like" and fantastic by today's standards! Life spans would increase; and when you do "leave your body" or "die" as expressed now - we would miss and pay tribute to the contributions that the person, or aspect made, knowing the life was just a cycle.

Bullshit to anyone who says we have to have money, and we couldn't live without it! Money is a fabricated structure in the first place; it's not one of "Gods given elements" as we are conditioned to believe! And this is my "pea brained" conception or version! Imagine if we all tried to conceive it, and spent several hundred or thousand years perfecting it! A mere fraction of what we spent to be where we are.

Do a little math. If you account for 30% of your paycheck going to taxes immediately before you even see it! Then the taxes on every purchase, yearly house and property taxes, tolls, permits, licenses, bullshit fines, tickets and penalties for everything and anything, soon to be carbon tax and ass tax! If you eliminated all those, and got to keep your work efforts for yourself, life would be a whole lot easier on all of us regular folk that are the only ones who have to pay this shit it seems!

Let's say that 2012 Mayan calendar date or "there bouts", we start to realize these things, and build a new world to live in for real, not like the politician says every time an election approaches. A major change would take place, in a relatively short time, and history would look back on it as very significant. Hopefully with a minimum of planet shaking! There are some fleas to get rid of however. Some I hope will decide to change on their own, and cease to be a problem, and perhaps assist us. New intelligent penalties for greed, control, and manipulation or bullying, like instead of spanking a child, reduction in privileges, and the "re-education" time served helping those less fortunate in any way; so the reasons to be "grateful" and not hoard, become obvious.

It really isn't such a "stretch" to replace money, and the greedy pricks that profit at every transaction, with your labor, time and energy or goods, as this is what is being traded now as a piece of paper! The "paper" just represents work you did, or will do and the money changes value through manipulation by the 1% to "rip us off!"

And "work" is "work" folks; we feel it in our back the same, no matter what sort of manipulation of the currency is taking place! Work is work, now or in a year; it shouldn't change value! We tend to not consider the obvious ramifications of a retirement savings being reduced to "chump change," or even how even though we worked hard, the value of the currency given for that work is diminished by various inflations and deflations beyond our control.

The true valuable commodities would and should be "health," "food," a place to live, a "clean environment," and "un-encumbered personal growth and development." The piece of paper would now say "so and so" owes Mr. you or me; "X" amount of goods and services. It would just be a "trading ticket" or documentation of it. You work to pay it back, just like now, but no profit, interest, or intervening groups are involved.........way easier!

At first small steps; a "free energy" device in your house perhaps, then replace cars with a sustainable free energy powered vehicle. Next "individual or community based food production," and instantly you don't need so much to live on like now. Poor countries would soon develop to a "reasonable" standard with even a village based power system, and their work and services at par; it wouldn't take long to change our reality for all, for the better. (Brown peoples work is worth the same you see, so we stop that shit!) People currently stifled by the hoarding of wealth and energy, could now inexpensively pump water and run equipment to improve their lives.

I just wanted to consider and play out a scenario that I think is at least possible, I'm sure as a lot more people start working out how to do it in detail; even more and better solutions could be incorporated. Again we spent thousands of years perfecting enslavement and planet wide destruction, so why not this, what is there to lose, compared to what could be gained?

On another note anything can be perverted, and even the monetary system would work a whole lot better if it wasn't being used for indirect slavery through taxation.

So spook the herd! We spend too much time grazing!

Here is a really ancient myth story that you may or may not have heard? A short time after the "Creation" - very early in mankind's existence; the "Creator" asked "man" whether he would wish to be "immortal" or to remain "mortal" and continue having children. The man said he would rather be "mortal" and have children to laugh and play and run around, as the other way there would be no more children. God made it so. Good decision "great, great, great, grandpa" - as you can conclude it was also a test of "Spirit." The man back then knew instantly there would be no more children once the children grew up, so can you work out the "next" consequence?

If you live forever, and are immortal, you don't get a "Soul!" Well you don't die, right! Pardon my French (and the slur), but "what the hell" would you need a soul for? But you my considerate ancestor, in your infinite wisdom, thought to show love and be kind, to not be greedy and hoard your life at the cost of others. So the "Creator" gave you a "Soul" which could only be accomplished by giving you (there by us), a "tiny spark" of himself. You know the terminology; "in his image," able to give love and compassion (of free will), to share in his glory when you die. All the old myths and religions say the same thing, we got a unique gift, and we got a membership to the "All" - the ultimate web!

Alien Contacts;

Here's a rundown of what the "UFO Abductees'" and "Contacts" tell us about the aliens; and what the "aliens" tell the contacts about us! I wouldn't even "go there" except "wow" do they have some amazing stories! And even if you give them a low credibility rating, and that's understandable, they have some very insightful messages for us from the aliens. One thing for sure, they spin a better yarn than "George Lucas!" Also the "abductees and contacted people" - always mostly have similar if not "identical" messages, and that is a bit odd, like it or not! A lot of them describe the same aliens and star systems, they all tell of humans long ago being "visited" by their ancestors, and of great technological wars on "Earth" that destroyed the advanced society back then!

The aliens always tell the contacted, that there are higher realms or dimensions, and a "Creator" they refer to as the "Is-ness" because it just is! They tell of a "planet" where the asteroid belt is now, some thousands of years ago that was an "Ocean planet," which when destroyed was "scattered" throughout the solar system. Look up Bode's Law; he as well as ancient myth seems to agree with the aliens about a "planet" having had been where the "asteroid belt" is now, at some distant time in the past.

They claim that the "Universe" is a 21 to 22 billion year old hologram, and that everything in our universe came from a "Black hole!" (Now realize that matter may really be just photons or energy, vibrated at slower frequencies to make it solid!) We now are only beginning to suspect that black holes, black wholes, and white holes are the engines that drive Galaxies, and if the new science proves out, even Stars, Planets, and "us!" (Perhaps even make the "atoms" and the particles that make them!) My point is that the contacted people's "friends" the aliens; seem to know a hell of a lot of important stuff! How we are "enslaved" by our system, and that the government "knows" about alien life, but doesn't tell us. They tell of "ancient ruins" on the back of the Moon, with old "domes and buildings underground." Similar claims are made about "Mars" also!

I know this goes into the fantastic zone, but independent people who don't talk to aliens like "Richard Hoagland," or several dozen high ranking "whistle-blowers" from the "Disclosure Project" (look up Steven Greer!), say a lot of the same things! This is why this included in the "fun part" since the claims are so "fantastic" you have to be willing to consider things you would normally not! This does not lessen the fact that they do have amazing information, which does have other collaboration, in findings by others, as well as newer science. Perhaps the aliens that try to contact us just keep getting "Black Ops" government "goon squads" to deal with, who try and crash the ships and steal the technology. You know, get them drunk, beat them up, and steal their UFO! Lot's of people think this is either "reasonable" or possibly even "happening."

So the aliens, to try to get the message out, have gone to telling the people "directly" so they can tell the rest of us what the government won't! It is of course a plausible way to help us help ourselves, by giving us information, which has been withheld from us. It does have logic and make sense. So for a laugh I listen to them a little, because even though I cannot take it for fact, there are a lot of connections! And also as I pointed out earlier the Bibles are "channeled messages" too! So a person can at least say, what if? Another point if you examine the statements of "alien contacts" is that people try to mess them up with complex questions, to make them stumble, and yet they give equally complex, logical answers, which is more than I can say for most "crazy" people!

A compelling logic to what is said becomes obvious. If not "informed" somehow; these people come up with exceptional reasons for things. A "science disciple" asked how beings travelled the "vast distances" to visit the Earth since there were physical limitations in science for this, to see what he said. Promptly the answer given was they just "vibrate" the particles of themselves and the ship with a vibrational device, and this apparently causes the material to loose mass or become "lighter" and lightens the craft, making it thereby easier to propel! They just bring themselves and their ship to a vibration closer to that of light, and once in this "lightened artificial state" they can achieve much higher speeds, and also avoid some peril! Bloody amazing! If you've ever had a fast vehicle or follow racing, you know once you hit your power limit, the only way to get more, is to "lighten" the vehicle!

When they are asked about "2012", the answer is also remarkable! Apparently there are 11 higher realms or "dimensions" each at a higher vibration frequency. Oddly enough if you watch the latest knowledge shows, the scientists are saying about 11 should exist also! We are in 3rd density at present, and we will soon move up a level, due to "Cosmic changes" to do with a color, light, sound frequency, which the "Black holes" have been emitting since the mid "nineties." This is a type of a "holographic copying" of the galaxy, or perhaps even the entire universe! When this happens, a new "12th dimension" will be created, and the theory is we move up one level. The date the aliens give is Jan. 2013, which is really only weeks or at most a month after the Mayan date of Dec 21/2012!

The claim is that we will start to become more able to "manifest our will" and "project our consciousness" and self heal more. The Earth is healed faster by it, and "time" is no longer as we understand it now. We will be able to see energies previously hidden, and may become more aware of other dimensions of realms and beings. Everyone gets more clairvoyant like we attribute only to "Prophets" now. (Sounds like a good reason to scrap a calendar!)

There is no end to the claims! We have apparently 22 different species in our genes; and that there are approximately 1000 species in our "Galaxy" alone! Mostly "human- like" with "arms and legs" because for the most part, life is by design, and the geometry, math and laws that life follows, is universal. Universes make Galaxies, Galaxies make Stars, Stars make Planets, and Planets create "life," and that it is a "grand design" or pattern. (Scientists do claim all we are, came from stars!) They claim that all life is a "sentient energy" which merely animates bodies. It is true indeed!

As "screwy" and wild as all this crap is, how come it fits with what you find when you scratch around for information independently? With what "whistleblowers" from the government tell us; as well as with "radical" new concepts in science! Even in most religion and myth! Whacky, maybe; but you tell me how "delusional lunatics" as we are told, got so bloody smart lately! I've seen "skeptics" trying to "trip them up" on numerous occasions, and they spew out insanely logical, intriguing, coherent answers, consistent with their story as told. It is a little hard to explain!

The other thing that really helps their case, from my perspective is; these people come from all walks of life, and usually in an effort to "inform" the people, they are mocked, ridiculed, loose professional standing, cause themselves and their family stress, and are considered "whack-o." Yet they mostly say the same thing, the hardship they endure is not important, as they feel they "have" to do it! All "Prophets" of old tell a similar story.

So say on the outside chance that these "Contacts and Whistleblowers" are like "Prophets" long ago, who are getting information from Angels or "Deities." Just maybe this is the same thing, or at least some of the "contacts" are real. Take a look at "James Gilliland," or "Alex Collier," or a 50 year veteran "Billy Meier." "Phil Schneider" or recent things divulged by "Dr. Dan Burisch" or "William Cooper." (On a side note, a couple of these guys "died" under more than suspicious circumstances!) The list is too long for paper, but this will get you started checking out people who have devoted their whole lives to exposing the "alien truth."

Even though I couldn't call it fact, I think I would cover the bet, because "holy crap", it makes a lot of sense, is very intuitive, has some possible confirmation in history, and like I started out by saying - "George Lucas" hasn't got anything on these guys! (Sorry George!) The point is that "professional" science fiction guys can't come close, and I hear in the back of my head, "truth is stranger than fiction!"

I would be neglectful not to mention the strangest story repeated often; of ancient "Reptilian races" who were "gene" and DNA manipulators. They have supposedly visited the Earth long ago and messed with our genetics. They are a "warrior race" and the main enemy of the human or "Nordic" type aliens that contact us. These "Reptilian beings" are possibly stuck on the Earth, and some of them live inside the Earth in "underground bunkers" 100 to 200 miles deep, supposedly! They are supposed to be very mean, "eat children," and our "nasty government" and the 1% are working with them! (Sorry, it's hard not to abuse the exclamation marks!) The premise for this is that the elite 1% will let them eat a few kids, and abduct the odd human, for technology to maintain total control, since the "Reptilians" and the 1% share a similar "headspace" in regards to "enslavement and control." (That part makes the most sense!) They share a "similar" philosophy in this regard, and both think this is how it should be!

Now stay grounded! But isn't this what ancient history, myth and religion tell us? "Royal bloodlines" from Israel and Egypt, as well as others, have claimed they were "descendants of Gods," and "Sons of Gods," as "Pharaohs," and claimed to be "royalty" by blood! Hey isn't that what the English "Windsor" family says also? And the at least "reptile minded" 1% that are as "masters" to the slaves? The families who are above the law, beyond reproach, show little concern for others, and who are insanely wealthy like you can't get by legal means without making the laws to suit yourself. The top 1% who for the most part consider you and I - "useless eaters?" Most of us have at least heard of "reptilian shape shifters" among the elite.

Today and long ago, the stories of "reptile like creatures" and early Gods are prevalent. And virtually all ancient civilizations were obsessed with reptilian beings often depicted in stone engravings, esoteric crests, statues, even now on government buildings, and old "Gothic Churches" we see much of this symbolism. Why? The question does beg for a reasonable answer. "Dragon lore" and the "full gambit," are still used today and "permeate" every culture and are still used on countless flags.

So without a doubt; although this is "nuttier than a turd full of peanuts" - something is odd about all this none the less! One last strange claim that I found compelling, and did seem very true, is that the "Nordic" appearing human aliens tell the "Contacts" that despite being "disgusted" with the way we treat each other and the "Planet" - they consider us "Royalty!" Apparently we have the ability to "manifest" our own reality, and can do several cool things quite naturally, with only our consciousness; and that we have not realized our "true potential" yet. The claim is we can do things, that other races of beings can only do with technology or equipment to facilitate the desires. We are supposed to have a special connection to natural forces, which the others can only manipulate artificially! This is what I found true and interesting; we are "shit-bags" to each other and the planet, but we do have a capacity for creativity, and have an extreme ability for compassion, despite the cruelty! It is a strange combination!

I know this was a journey into the extreme; and I've went more than a little out on a limb here, so let's get both feet back on the ground! Could these guys have something? Probably not, it's just too fantastic, so it is in the "fun part." But to be fair, the insight and correlation is incredible! History makes more sense when you consider it, and "boy oh boy" if they are not "pulling our leg" and they are indeed messengers and "Prophets" will we ever be "shit-full" for scoffing at them for suffering to tell us.

So as a point of consideration I keep it in the back of my mind as not likely, but because it "works" historically; and the vast importance if any truth is to be given it - I choose not to "scoff" because the more I look at things and discover how little we really know, the less I dare scoff to be honest! At least not till I've explored a little, and I'm afraid my "jury" is still out. I cannot believe the entire universe was made for us, as comforting as the "fairy tale" was. Do yourself a favor and look up these guys. You will if nothing else admit it is better "science fiction" than I can find in Hollywood, and just maybe on the outside chance, more educational.

Now as a point of humor, and in an effort to enlighten, I'd like to "de-bunk" the de-bunkers, of the conspiracy bunk! Most of the "de-bunkers" do so because they believe their grade 12 science teacher; and the Bible tells them so! No offence but belief in stale science, known to be full of flaws, mixed with the belief that cattle sacrificing primitives who truly believed all the animals in the world lived within walking distance of Noah's house, have the "ONLY" possible explanations - starts off on the "wrong foot" I think!

Not surprisingly I found this to be true; all these de-bunkers cite reasons for proof against "conspiracy theorists" based on the information in crappy 50's science and faith.

The correct information is in the Bible they tell me. Maybe some of it is? The problem lies in the interpretation, or perception, and the one these guys usually adhere to, is standard to their interpretation - so I think I know where the "conspiracy" really lies. In plainer language; the de-bunkers failed to convince me, not to consider what anyone else had to say, other than the de-bunkers!

Another group that does this more covertly is the Hollywood media, and the "Cartoon News Networks." I would love to see a show promoting new energy ideas, to test and scrutinize, until we find one that works, proven and verified on live T.V. with lots of witnesses! It will never happen, and if so, not live and a "sham!"

What they do, is take authentic "whack-o loons", and parade them on shows to make anyone with something real, not considered. An example is 2012. People get a buzz going on the internet, books, and scientific community, in regard to the Mayan prophecy for example; so the Hollywood bunch makes an action flick of no significance, a "mockery" if you will with that title. Now when you search the internet, all you get is 95% the crappy movie! Now if you bring up the subject in public, a mindless response like, that's just a "dumb movie" are the first things said. Just punch in "conspiracy theory" and all you get is the Mel Gibson movie! Aliens, Contact, the Matrix, you name it; they just mock any real concept to make it silly.

On a "Tom Bearden" video (free energy proponent); he claims that "Myth Busters" did a segment on his energy from the vacuum, or zero point energy extraction equipment, with a professor of unknown origin or qualification. They supposedly reconstructed his device, and with this "unknown professor" testifying that the device was "constructed properly." How would he know that?

They then went on to prove that the claim was false; and no free energy was achieved. I've watched the episode, and as Mr. Bearden points out - the "rotating portion" of the device is lacking magnets, and it is wrongly constructed. They didn't even have the specialized meter to measure the output (negative energy), but I guess it was not required since the device was never meant to function! I guess the expert was less observant than me!

Why didn't they challenge Mr. Bearden directly? In demonstration after demonstration, Bearden and Bedini, all show results, with skeptics and university students bouncing around asking questions, who are at a loss to explain obvious results! Tesla many years ago did the same; so why the attitude of impossibility. There's dozens of these guys out there by the way, and they all say Tesla was right, and when they applied his theories to equipment they were experimenting with, they got the same results, more energy than they put in!

So the only thing "Joe Public" gets to see that doesn't look this up for them selves and independently; is the Myth Buster's obvious "shenanigan." Or on the off chance that some one brings this up in a public venue; it is dispelled with a logic of - "if it existed, it would be out there, hope they get it, but it doesn't exist." The old "you can't get something for nothing" attitude, from about the time they were developing the automobile!

Just ask yourself why it isn't even an option to have a fair and open debate, and scrutiny of free energy and Tesla principles? Or maybe why the government stole all his work and writings when he died, if of no value? Or better yet why we never heard anything since!

I'm not saying all de-bunking is bad; after all that is what I am trying to do - only I'm on the "let's take a look" side, not the "no way, nay say" side! And if it doesn't add up – alright; but when it can't be discussed and can't be shown, I want to look!

Picture a classroom of students if you will. "Mmmm purple....." a classroom full of kids looking at a brown door, and the teacher pointing at the brown door and saying "Mmmm purple...." One kid in the back of the class says "Bullshit that's brown!" He fails, gets kicked out of the class - and as he leaves he hears "Mmmm purple....."

They claim that Einstein was initially a low scoring student; and although he was one of the brightest minds of the day - he started out as a patent clerk! His description of schooling went sort of like this; the teachers marching up and down the aisles of the classroom like "sergeant majors" whipping the troops into shape! No room for expression, or creativity, or free thought, in other words. He was correct of course.

So an honest "de-bunking" of the system would show that what we call "education" - is merely memorizing what you are told, and "regurgitating" the information on command when asked. Those that question the "source or validity" of the information, are marginalized, and given lesser status. Just consider what a stifling system of development our history presents us. Each free thinking "genius" we credit for the contributions they've made, was mocked, and told they were wrong, and that they were not worthy initially. Then after years of denial, the new science or theory becomes the "norm" and gains acceptance as the standard. After a short time (get this!), someone has something to add or a new theory to present; and the whole process (fiasco) starts over of denial and mocking, years of it, until it is reconsidered.

Nothing was learned about the process, of how the information came out! Still the same program exists today, and anyone with information not accepted in the mainstream, has to pretty much fight "tooth and nail" to show people something, often worthy.

Let's de-bunk the system and check out all claims thoroughly instead! If not worthy it would soon be determined as such, but why this obsession with refusing to look at the idea or theory, or contrary evidence? So in this light, is what these guys do really de-bunking? Someone with religious overtones, and no credibility, telling you "NOT" to check out information, is not de-bunking, it is nay say, and what led to "burning witches!"

Genuine de-bunking is face to face theory or idea testing, done repeatedly, to give each side a fair shake, and actually determine or decide the validity. Suppressing information, through ignorance or by design, really means you are afraid of it! If something doesn't make sense, and doesn't prove out, no de-bunking is required. But when new information is repeatedly attacked, the population needs to take note and realize this.

With this added insight when I am told to get a questionable vaccine, and feel "bombarded" by scare tactics, I refuse to be "suckered" without investigation. I check it out myself; and usually it forms a clear pattern of the hype to get the shot, outweighing the danger posed! I check out what is in the shot (that I will never be clearly warned about!), and when I look at the odds of even getting the virus or bug, and find the odds of "dying" from it if you did get it about equal with being struck by lightning, or winning the Lottery Jackpot! So injecting toxins, directly into my blood stream to avoid it seems dangerous! And without a doubt, you would have to agree, that the campaign to make you think you should get vaccinated is at the very least, sinister and profit based. (I hope not worse!)

Or how about the wave of commercials that we see lately; "sell that old junk jewelry" and shows people smiling and happy, trading old jewelry in for worthless paper notes! I did a little research, and oddly enough I found that 100 or even 200 years ago; an ounce of gold would buy you a fine tailored suit, a belt, a pair of boots, and a deluxe dinner out. And yes, you can still say the same for an ounce of gold, in today's prices! I concluded that if I had any "shit paper money" I would be better to secure its value in gold, than to cash in my gold jewelry. De-bunk that!

I'm still in the fun section, right! Take a letter and instead of the normal way you fill out the face of the envelope, try this! Put your name in the middle of the envelope, and your full address, and the person you want to send it to, in the corner where you normally put your name! The post office gets this, and without fail, better than regular post, it goes return to sender no postage affixed. They look in the corner of the envelope, and deliver it for free. It works! I love shit like this, because it exposes cracks in the walls, and I love working them.

Here's another one that will give you satisfaction, when you can't seem to get any, and you're sure you've been had by the system. This is my story of how to work another crack!

I bought a "controller" for a game system some years ago. After a few weeks the joystick failed. I was younger and had lost the receipt, but naively thought the lady would let me exchange it. "WRONG!" This should be "familiar" to most of you. "Look lady, there is a stack of controllers right there; this is where I bought it!" "Sorry sir, if you don't have a receipt, there's nothing I can do, it is against policy" (a policy to weasel out, you mean!). So I'm a pissed off young fellow, climbing in my car, when the light goes on, literally! I march back into the store, buy a new controller, smile and pay for it, and go back out to my car. Then I pull the new controller out of the box, and toss it on the seat, put the broken controller into the box, complete with receipt, and march back into the store! I go to another teller, return the controller saying I have already replaced it (not really a lie!), and wish to get a refund! She looks at the receipt and processes the return; I get my money back and go home with a new controller! "Screw you very much" - and thanks for the controller!

So don't be "nasty" - the lady didn't make company policy, and she is just doing what she is trained to. But I guarantee she would do the same in another store herself, so just enjoy without being nasty, just work some cracks, and have some fun. Think of it as over unity for the soul. My point in fun I guess is; that you can find lots of things that show you how the system works against itself if you know how to do it. So quit grazing, knock down the odd fence, and "tour" a little - maybe it will become infectious. Perhaps one day 2 or 3 kids will look at the teacher and say" bullshit that's brown," and a couple more will say "yeah teach, why do you keep going "Mmmm purple!" Or better yet, just all demand a teacher that actually encourages development!

This leads me to the next part, "it's up to us." But to conclude this section and blend into the next, consider this. (I really did look deep!) I am a person of humor, I've explored cutting edge and conspiracy science, possible new technology, contemplated my navel regarding faith, and am convinced our version of history is a farce. I've smoked some vacations, listened to extreme theories as well (mostly dismissed, but not all entirely), and am not an expert or super educated! So I couldn't have anything valid to say? I'm not part of the moral majority! And if you buy into that you're like sled dogs, and unless you are the lead dog, the "view" never changes! There is no moral majority! We are all the same turkey! Even if in not some of the "esoteric far out ways" I've suggested, the fact remains that despite the individual differences, and skin colors, we all want health, happiness, a clean world, family, good food, and spiritual and conscious development. And we are way more all the "same" than we are different!

If nothing else gets through, consider that the "divide and conquer" routine, has worked for the 1% for bloody ever! It keeps us bickering while they "bugger off" with the cash, and remove all the resources without compensation! Realize that every law or rule against you is for the most part by design. All you have to do to figure out how true this is, is to ask yourself - which rules actually hurt or adversely affect or offend anyone rightfully? How many rules only separate or "penalize" me for things that I can genuinely see don't bother anyone? The overwhelming result or conclusion is obvious. Never mind the distractions, if you follow the trail of bleeding money, or the control structure gaining power, and don't believe the hype, the results show the true objective.

So be more critical, and look at the crap they shove down your throat (and are well paid to do so), with the same skepticism as the stuff you have to dig around to find (by mostly people not gaining wealth to do so); and lots of the things I've said will become quite obvious. When you get it, you can predict the "bull" before its flung so to speak, and that is truly empowering!

And always remember what my dear grandmother told me when I would bitch about something; "be happy you have an asshole to shit from!"

Then McLean and McLean said;" when shit becomes valuable, the poor will be born without ass holes!"

So I figure she had a point!
**5 - It's Up to Us Folks!**

I urge you to spend about a "month of Sundays" looking up the new science that led me to look farther on up the creek. If you search out the names and topics you will find that the internet and download sites, "Google" and "U-tube" book stores, and frequently held lectures, are the buzz! Mainstream, not so much though, oh well there is that "dumb" action movie!

I 100% guarantee that you will find much confirmation for this, and if you take the time to study the "conspiracy science" and confirm statements and principles shown for yourself, it will make you see things in a new way.

Like history, as well as faith; it forms a pattern, and connects in magical ways, and it turns out we are not random puddles of chemicals fluking our way along! Energies outside perception and morphogenetic fields do all this, as new scientific findings indicate. The DNA changes in bursts, when the environment and outside energy tell it to.

History is flawed. You can disprove conventional history with "conventional history," and contradictions are easily found. So why do we teach the kids this "drek!" I guess the same reason we don't teach them that faith is an important factor in who and what we are; and it is actually real and interesting - if you don't censor it. Just realize that contrary to what we've been told, science, faith, and history are not enemies of each other, they are a means of investigation, of other aspects.

And that is why it's up to us folks! Remove the blinders, quit grazing or chasing your tail, just for a minute, see right through the program, and see things for what they really are. This is the big fear, and the big secret of the 1% in power and the "sold-outs" who do their bidding for gain. You are not a random puddle, a fluke, nor a herd; you've been convinced that you are nothing and worthless, in any meaningful way, when the opposite is the true story. When we all look at each other as having worth and value, then all the "el Toro poo poo" in the world, won't convince us otherwise! Then I figure we clue in and start doing what is right, instead of what we are told is right. (Exercise that free will a little!)

You see; we "volunteer" our own demise by accepting crap, don't accept the crap; you'll be harder to hurt. No old man on a throne, just a "Creator" that made us special and part of his web, or Is-ness. It is really very simple and makes the most sense. You just have to accept the fact that we only observe a narrow band of light or photons with our senses, most of the spectrum we can't see, and that doesn't even take into account all the other waves, energies, and forces which we are also unable to detect with our limited senses. This in my opinion is by grand design if you will. Any "free thinker" would not be satisfied with the status quo of information to explain their existence and surroundings, so thereby driven to look deeper, enlightenment would grow from it. If you were not oblivious by conditioning that is!

The very nature of reality, and the science thereof, gives us an insight to spirituality and how "it" and we work. Then not only won't we let anyone tell us that our Creator is divided into several denominations, all wishing the other to hell, instead the part where he is defined as Tetragrammaton, or Creator or the "All" (pick one, doesn't matter!), because all the denominations tell us he is everything, all things, and everywhere. Nowhere does it say he lives only in one church! And that is basically what I found out.

We are a fractal of his spirit and ability to project intent, and we are all connected to this energy, that is the Creation. Our bodies are merely "animated" by this soul or spirit energy, and everything that we are consists of that energy imprint if you will; and "lives" or journeys through our experiences, perception, and perspective. The consciousness is always there, just a beginning and an end to our journey. Knowing just this makes us more independent and empowers us to realize our true potential. It allows for energy independent of control structure, and indirect slavery. And that is why I'm a supposed "conspiracy nut" and a "religious heretic" - and I like it that way!

The "game" is to keep us occupied with science that only measures the effects of the forces, instead of taking the bold side of discovering the fundamental principles of how they operate. This would take us to the "full understanding" of the true mechanisms and nature of reality. It seems as though other than some independent critical thinkers, the unified theory of everything has been sidetracked!

This is the reason it is up to us; society is completely geared to avoid many of these issues, deliberately. What I believe is that the same situation exists for us, as the slaves of ancient Babylon or Egypt. The trick has always been to have the people "willingly" submit through a program of "false beliefs." When you look at how our systems work the opposite of intended, and serves to conceal and suppress truth, it becomes obvious.

Take the standard religions and accepted belief systems for example. Churches distort and destroy faith! Alright how about government, do they really represent the free will of the people? Actually the government removes freedom, and represents "big money" and "control" over population, not freedom! School discourages critical thinking, science suppresses truth, history is made to suit the dogma and not "discover" new things about the past, need I say more?

It is hard for most people to accept such an overwhelming concept, which is not pleasant, and easier to deny and find "band aids" to cover it up. When every aspect for information is manipulated at the highest levels by rewarding only those who accept and repeat the accepted information - you get the people who tell you "I know it doesn't make sense, but I don't make the rules, I'm only doing my job!" That; and peer pressure to fit in, and what will everyone think, oh I better conform! This is the gimmick used to "separate" spiritual people, from an overwhelming majority, into segments who can't get along over the manufactured differences in the concept!

If you want painful confirmation that I may actually be right; figure out the total population of the planet at 6 or 7 billion people, then take the entire "net worth" of the world, and give 99% of it to 1% of the people. Now take the remaining 1% of planetary net worth, and split that up unfairly I might add, to the remaining 99% of you and me, and the "chump change" and "recycled values" go to the "third world." You couldn't do this to 6 or 7 billion sentient human beings in a world that was on the "up and up" and not being "accustomed to a royal humping" to be blunt! The fact that this goes on, and there is no "riot by dawn" - speaks volumes!

But then again according to mainstream; I'm "paranoid" and everything is as it should be!

As long as we are afraid to question these things out of fear of being "ridiculed" we play into the program. When we are fooled into enforcing rules onto each other that harm no one, we are serving our "masters" and not ourselves. The analogy has been made that at least sheep and cattle require a herding dog to keep them in line; you and I my friend, have been convinced to herd each other!

As a matter of fact I am surprised at how little many people know about science, or history, or spirituality even; incorrectly! It is hard to tell some people about new theories, when they don't even know there was an old one! In all fairness, most of us are kept busy with work and school, non reality shows, bogus distractions, none of which incidentally fall under any of the categories that actually have any value, other than as the distraction!

The reality is that most people would "crave" and "check out" real information, actual history actively in debate, not fixed and wrong. The problem is there is very little of that in mainstream media to be found. We could use some "science" explaining our "true nature" and reality, debating and building towards freedom from "oil and utility suppliers" and a spiritual development that quantifies the forces, and defines the soul. So why isn't it there?

This is easy to explain by the way the "News Networks" never ask, or even answer any tough questions. I have a list of questions for example, that I would bet money, we will never see explored. Follow my drift, and try to imagine the media sell-outs, trying to give a decent answer to some of these questions!

Q: Why do all the big names in politics, regardless of party, all belong to the same secret societies? (On a Meet the Press interview, Tim Russert asked John Kerry and George Bush the question on live TV! They just smirked nervously, looked at the floor, and ignored the question! How telling!)

Q: Why no trips to the moon in over 40 years, at least not publicly? And the apparent lack of progress despite milking the system for money hand over fist! We have had the same shuttle program for decades! Better yet how did John Kennedy accomplish so much more in a few years in the 60's, some 40+ years ago, than we can now with more money and knowledge?

Q: Why are there "esoteric" symbols on all government buildings and massive churches? Why does the Queen of England and the Pope carry staffs like are depicted in ancient pagan cultures, and shields, crowns, flags, all symbols of ancient Egypt and Babylon? If the meanings are not secret, why do we not know anything about any of this?

Q: Why is there no development (real development), of truly liberating alternative energy sources? What happened to Tesla's work that was seized long ago, if you claim it isn't valid, then release the information (as if), or lets publicly invite and disclose all new theories and ideas to do with "zero point" or any other energy theories. (I'm sure we won't go there, at least honestly.)

Q: Why doesn't anyone ever ask the president what happened to the changes promised every election? (We've been conditioned to expect no change but don't wonder why?) Why doesn't one person ask how come nothing changed, who is really pulling the strings, and won't your "bosses or masters" allow it?

Q: Or how come if the Federal Reserve is not a World Bank, and is the very force that controls wealth and value of the currency; why are the members not elected and allowed to be secret? Do they or do they not serve the country or people that they manipulate the value of the cash for? And if not; hasn't anyone looked at the consequences of this - or is what we are experiencing all too frequently?

Q: Rich people; not like you or I would dream about - rich to the tune of trillions and hundreds of trillions of dollars like "Rothschild, Rockefeller, the Windsor's, the Vatican," and some 200 families rich like you only get by plundering. The question is this. They own all the banks and mega corporations, that caused the financial collapse, and have enough of our money squirreled away that chump change would fix it - yet we have to borrow money from countries like China at interest to fix it! So you can lend it to us at interest! Wake up, these bastards milked the economy dry, took off with the cash, and then had the "puppet government" give them more money! Nobody asks?

Q: There's dozens of countries that need liberating and help; how come we only help the ones with oil? And how come we help those, by bombing the shit out of them, and taking over!

Q: The Disclosure Project and many other "whistle blowers," have massive amounts of testimony saying that there are UFO's and that the government knows this and are lying to us. Generals, Air Traffic Controllers, Astronauts, high ranking secret Black Ops personnel with high clearances, all willing to testify to Congress if protected, yet 10 years or so later, it isn't happening! Question is; why don't we really de-bunk these guys if it is false? Again the answer is clear; they won't go there because it will prove we have been lied to!

Q: I don't remember voting or any decision publicly in regards to "nuking" the Moon! I mean whatever the outcome of the debate, how come the public has no say in nuking the moon? Same reasons I think as nuking our own planet, oceans, and atmosphere, without giving a shit how many "slow deaths" or later consequences result. Nor is there ever any justification for such things to the public. The reason is obvious; what we think doesn't really matter, just the "Illusion" of choice it seems.

Q: What is with the hundreds of underground bunkers and shelters and military bases, that cost hundreds of billions of taxpayers' dollars to construct, and yet the people have no access or knowledge of them? Should the population not be alarmed at this level of dedication to such activities without caring what the public thinks of it? Our extracted cash is going to build bunkers for people who are in all likelihood; causing potential catastrophes requiring bunkers – while leaving us twisting in the proverbial winds!

Q: HAARP technology is heavily guarded and quite dangerous potentially. Bulging the ionosphere with billions of watts like a planet sized microwave; is worthy of open discussion. We are told it is a research facility, yet it us under military control, and massive amounts of money is spent, and they are making more and bigger ones! Weather can be manipulated, the earth X-rayed, earthquakes caused, and some claim even massive bolts of electrical energy directed back onto the earth! Did you find ancient secrets buried underground? Why if only a research facility; do they only allow one public misguided tour every two years? Do we have any say over our safety, or how our tax dollars are spent, in this supposed democracy?

Q: Why don't the "News Networks" actually go out and independently report the news anymore? Every stinking one of them gets the same censored planned stories from the Associated Free Press, or Reuters, or I believe a few other common sources; and then they each divide it up as they wish, which is really the only "independent" thing they do! This is not News! This is just controlled propaganda, and media manipulation, just like they used to tell us the Soviets subjected their population to. No one calls them on it? Let's start. Take them a story they don't want to put out, or are not allowed to put out, and then publicize how they won't put out news, and name them! Publicly mock the authenticity of the program! Expose phony pricks for what they are! I digress; anyways let's call them on the bull!

Q: Or how come the Catholic Church and the Vatican doesn't help the needy? After all they are the single richest entity on the planet! What kind of mock concern do they really show when they hoard mass wealth, pay off victims of abuse at the hands of the Clergy, do so with donated money, and then have the testicles to ask for more money! I thought only real churches got a tax exemption? If you acted like one, and not the "Catholic Money Corporation" - maybe you would deserve it! How about why does the Catholic Church get a free pass on taxes, and I do not? When clearly on a basis of what I'm worth, and what I give freely to help others, I am far more worthy and generous!

Q: Better yet, just once, when the President, or some Military leader or CIA director, is asked a question in a news conference; and then babbles in a big circle without addressing a simple question, and then moves on. Maybe from now on, as a matter of courtesy, the next reporter could embarrass him a little and say; "Yes, I have a question - why didn't you answer the previous question?"

Q: With the steady media bombardment of doom, our National Debt is such and such; what will we do? (Other than cut services, because too much money has been harvested through greed and poor planning!) I have a question; the richest nations in the world we are - doesn't "anybody" owe us? We give money, and aid, and troops, to almost everyone on the planet, or so we are told - doesn't anybody owe us anything? Are we supposed to believe that "human rights violators" in poor countries like China, have the only positive cash flow? This is the same thing the Vatican tells us; God is all powerful, and all knowing, he just can't handle money! So you pick, our elected officials are "crooks" or "incompetent" - is there another option? I missed it!

Q: The biggest question I would like at least "exposed" if not answered and openly debated is; why does 1% of the population have 99% of the wealth? We all know it is true (give or take the arguable details), and has been true for a long time, this is not in dispute. Why is this allowed to happen, when millions of people die from preventable impoverishment? Why doesn't price fixing and gouging, or market manipulation, or various other outright lawlessness and fraud penalties apply to the minority of people who control and manipulate all aspects of life, from behind the curtain? Or does this answer all the above questions, all too clearly!

All I can say is when I see someone call "bullshit" who is an "underdog" politically (which are the only ones who would!); they are getting my vote and support. Voting is a farce, but people did die for our right to vote, even if it has been hijacked, so to be a more effective irritant, as well as serve my best interests, I vote for the underdog! The Green Party, or Independents, with progressive ideas; at least it messes up their program a little, and makes manipulation more difficult. And maybe one day when enough people become less enchanted with the bull, and more educated about what is really going on; we will become unpredictable and gain or win some ground!

If the underdog gets in and sells out; we say, "Nope, wrong answer!" His ass shortly becomes grass as it were; and people who actually serve as lawfully required, get full support and the job. If his term is up, and by shutout and design only "stooge" politicians are options - then "we the people as it says," should be free to change the rules, and keep the worthy candidate if we wish. Or better yet stop the "monopoly" of candidates, and open it up to some real possibilities, from "regular" citizens, and not just hand picked phonies! Enough people raising Cain might at least keep them chasing their tails for a while! You get my drift.

James Gilliland had a proposition for the government; he is a UFO researcher and contactee; with some 60 to 70 hours of UFO footage, as well as a small army of witnesses. His statement was just the kind of thing I mean.

The proposition was bold. He dared the government, and the branch of government for Investigating UFO Phenomenon to a meeting or showdown of sorts! At this meeting he proposed that both sides would show all the evidence they each had respectively; and the side with the most proof or information would get next years government funding! (A good chunk of chump, I would think!) His only stipulation was that all the evidence would then be released into the "public domain" for anyone or all to scrutinize! Needless to say there was not, and no doubt will ever be such a meeting, since finding out information, and disclosing this information is obviously not the goal of the government, or it's investigative branch! Maybe we could let independent people investigate this, and use the money from the bullshit branch of investigation, for something useful, like food stamps and unemployment benefits for some of these complete wastes of skin!

Dr. Steven Greer actually tells a story where he claims to have been asked to brief several high ranking government officials, a CIA director, and a multi star General in particular! A UFO evidence collector and disclosure organizer - being asked to inform high ranking government officials about what he knows about the UFO phenomenon! As ridiculous as it sounds it is apparently considered true (since dates and meetings occurred); as these high ranking officials knew they were being lied to by their own government and shut out as it were, and blocked. So they picked the guy outside the loop, with the most credible stuff, to tell them what they suspected as true, but were denied access to.

Mr. Greer has assembled a lot of witnesses and testimony, and some insiders have secretly sent him documentation and proof. He even claims some limited physical evidence. He and his witnesses seem very credible at least, and for that reason we don't see a lot of debate about his material. Don't dismiss his work, without due consideration. He has more than a few retired high level officials, willing to testify to Congress, that they worked in these places, at the right times, with the appropriate clearance, to witness "cover ups and lies."

One would think these statements could easily be checked. Why don't we dispatch these claims if no validity exists? Whistleblowers from piss-ant scandals are paraded through Congress on a regular basis; like a media style Ringling Brothers Circus! Why not anything this important? Dr. Greer said it best; it is because if brought to the publics' attention - open debate would convince anyone with an IQ higher than mud! So let's have an open debate, force it when possible, and remember it is up to us, since it is obvious they've decided to conceal something!

So how can we be effective and pitch in, if this has been left to us to expose? First we start looking at things with both an open mind, and skepticism! No I'm not making schizophrenic statements; and the statement stands - as ridiculous as it might initially sound! You have to do both! How? Easy! Check out the things that society doesn't want you to, and you do; fully. And then with an open mind, apply skepticism. Don't be fooled into applying skepticism first! I mean how logical is it to dismiss something without looking at it more than superficially first? Yet this is how we are programmed to think! Makes you think doesn't it? Or at least it should! Being suckered into not looking is not skepticism! Start by being open minded and then apply skepticism; and not visa versa.

This is what is starting to happen; people all over the world are sharing videos, putting them out for download, and important old books are resurfacing. Symposiums on science that stretch theory to the limit and have a lot of merit, lectures with scientists and spiritual leaders - all fairly recent and up to date. Real solid historians and archaeologists; telling us that new evidence suggests that "pyramids" and many ancient structures are much older than our history books tell us. The Kabbalists' and Mayan Elders say they are trying to tell us the ancient wisdoms of Creation, and the nature of reality. All of these concerned people putting out shows and books, outside of the mainstream, encouraging free distribution, and sharing the information freely and asking for nothing in return, other than perhaps a contribution to the effort if so inclined.

How does this compare with what costs us an arm and a leg, and is repeatedly fed to us over and over? We should consider all the effort and hard work these people put in; to inform and educate us. (Some are threatened, and some lose their lives!) I think they deserve some consideration and support, and deserve we take a look at what they have to say with an open mind. Then and only then, if they pass your personal own skepticism; support them if nothing else with an open exchange of information. Share the "valid bits" with friends and colleagues, and alter your perspective and consciousness as a result.

I really think that this is our gift, and the purpose of the journey. I mean to say this is a natural process of adjusting to changing environments, and if this one doesn't soon change, it will for the worse I fear. A person in the course of life will change their views and perspective to survive in their environment, so how come we are too stubborn to do so with our core beliefs about faith, science, history and control structures. Break the pattern, let's do what is right instead, and respect everyone's right to explore or be different if no harm results. It would take us much farther than methods which currently exist.

I owe anyone who got this far, an honest evaluation of my process, as far as discomfort and unpleasant realization goes. I looked at a lot of things that were unsettling from what I thought was true and I used to believe in. I had more than a few moments of "breaking" of sorts; times where I was overwhelmed and in disbelief, stunned for days initially, while my old views took a beating. Then as barriers came down, connections were made, and realizations gained - I became somewhat hungry and consumed with what else I could learn.

I tend to be more open minded than most, and a lot of this "can" and "did" rock my reality! When I tried to share things I found incredible with many people; I found that the light stays out at first, and if I got lucky it would flicker a little and burn off a little dust. A little more progress became possible after a while, since this after all; is a natural reaction to having long held beliefs challenged, and knocking some foundations out of place.

So really I ain't anyone special; so you got nobody to bitch at! I am not a scientist, religious scholar, or "insider" by any stretch of the imagination. I am a Plumber/Sawmill worker from a small town in British Columbia. I tried my best to explain in short form briefly, the intriguing new science and buried science, and I hope made the contradictions and problems with current theories, clear enough for you to explore them on your own. It is what some of us seek.

For some reason the "status quo" prefers to ignore the obvious flaws and things not explained, and not accounted for in science. Society tends to ridicule anyone with a fresh approach, like trying to work out the fundamental principles that drive everything, which may some day explain the unknown.

Likewise as with history; anyone paying attention can see that things can't be 3500 or 4000 years old, and 8,000 to 12 or 15,000 years old simultaneously - and just gloss over the stupendous implications!

And as for ET's, Aliens, and UFO's; there is enough evidence out there to choke a dinosaur! A study that came out actually found that some 80% of us believe there is "alien life" in the universe, and that the government is lying - so really how good is a cover up that only fools 20% of the people?

As far as religion goes; I learned if you look inside yourself to connect to your "Creator" and look at all the various religions as "Son of Faith," or several diluted versions of the older faith they came from - then they still have a lot of good things to say. They are just weak and lacking serious answers, from the old perspective. I just hope people "realize" that "true spirituality" is an internal mechanism, and requires no meetings, interpretation, and least of all parting with money. The old beliefs were fractured into "several" to suit various dictators in various time periods and countries, through which some distortion took place, and some meaning was lost as a result. (Evidence or proof can be found in how current faiths keep fracturing and altering the belief today.)

Lastly; is the government "full of shit" and being run by the 1% that have 99% of the wealth, power and control? In general terms - Hell yes! If you look into anything I have said, or even live on the "same planet" as I do, the control structure problem is obvious, and our liberties and freedoms are evaporating rapidly! Or the vote for "change" you made, making little or no difference. Even the money you fork over (technically jacked!), going for things you would never willingly support, with little left to assist in social structure. This is a no brainer, enough said.

How could I help, I asked myself? Well there are a lot of good technical people out there trying to tell us these things, so I am not worth much if I am only being a parrot. However many of these scientists and truth seekers are too advanced and immersed in their perspective studies for most of us to fully follow their genius. (And it's a new advanced bunch, which will no doubt change our understanding of things!)

So I studied the topics from the perspective of a "regular Joe" - and like I said; tried to make the focus of the issues or problems understandable. After all; if all the scholars, scientists and historians, can only convince or get through to the other scholars, scientists, and historians - then most of these new and much needed revelations, will not mean much to anyone but them!

I hope my book will be an "entry level" look into things of utmost importance, usually reserved for genius. We've looked at some mind bending concepts, but the truth is quite simple, there is only one truth to our present reality and spirituality. The discovery and understanding of which, should be shared by all. With this new "on the verge" science, the common denominator is the connective properties, from atoms, to us, to Stars, and Galaxies (micro to macro), and of the connections between matter, existence, and our "Spirit" (body and soul). Energies predicted by the new science; and explained in ancient texts, and information chipped in stone!

Long ago the ancient "Alchemists" and oldest beliefs said that space was "ether." We later decided they knew nothing of value, and science proclaimed that space was a "vacuum" and a void! Now we are just starting to realize that space isn't "empty." It is full of energy which is constantly dividing, and supports the things we see, albeit invisible to us! Funny how it turns out alchemists, and ancient "Egyptian Mystery Schools" had it right all along! How ironic! We don't hear much about this either, the scientific community likes to overlook major blunders.

Einstein predicted that the "unified theory of everything" would be simple, fit completely at all levels, and would have to be beautiful! One of his favorite sayings was "God doesn't take chances or roll dice." I think he had found enough evidence for "grand design" and intent in his observations - and the man was way ahead of his time, one of the few who really understood forces. Many initially thought he was a "whack-o loon" until he wrote most of our laws of physics, and proved it by splitting the atom!

So as we grope to learn whether we are fractal, holographic, energy webs, or singularities, one can't help noticing the beauty and simple nature of these connective theories. They may fall into Einstein's description!

Since the ancients seemed to know more about us and our time now than we do; I suspect that various older cultures are correct in saying that this old information is "embedded" with knowledge that wouldn't make sense until we were ready. So we can take the "old" and add it to the "new," and move to the next level. This makes "wise" sense; something which we don't often draw on - wisdom and long term good for all thinking! If we don't gain wisdom and become spiritually aware of how we are all connected, we will surely destroy ourselves and the Earth, with the current doubling of knowledge every year! Again it all fits, and is sensible, which is more than I can say for the plan, or lack of one I see we have been left with!

2012 could be anything; we haven't made the choices along the way yet, and have no way of knowing for certain what "cosmic calendars" have in store for us in regard to alignment with "Galactic Center" or various other speculated phenomenon. The standard rebuttal or arguments against what I am saying is as follows; Jehovah Witnesses have claimed the end several times, that never came true! That bunch of crazy "comet cultists" who figured the comet was God and took their own lives! Or my favorite one of all, the world was supposed to end in the year 2000, remember Y2K, that didn't happen!

OK take a deep breath.......one at a time! Jehovah Witnesses are anything but "world renown" for clear thought, they "predictably" predict the end about once every few years since I was a kid, and are batting about zero for 40 years that I know about first hand! Not to mention that they think their child should die rather than receive even simple medical attention. I think I'm done with worrying about the Jehovah Witness credibility factor.

The comet cult was a quirk; I would like to have seen the blood analysis report for hard drugs or the mental history of those young men, anyways it was an obvious quirk because I never heard of it before or since, and although sad - I don't know how it should make me not heed more ominous warnings. And excuse me if I'm wrong, but wasn't Y2K pretty much all about the computers all going bonkers because they wouldn't know how to go from 1999 to 2000! The end of the world as we know it, assuming that a tiny math problem like going from 1999 to 2000 would destroy the computers and thereby all mankind!

Let me understand this, I am to disregard actual sensible warnings, because of frivolous claims made previously by people with no valid logic? (Mmmm purple!)

There is a difference! First off, galactic alignment happens every 26,000 years, this I know thanks to the Mayans. I also would bet that life has existed for much, much longer than this (perhaps even man), so it has been endured before. The "Earth" and the "Cosmos" seem mostly intact, give or take; so even though this has occurred many times, it never ended all life.

However, in this case there is Edgar Cayce, Nostradamus, countless myth and legends. And don't forget the various Bible versions of Revelations and Armageddon, not to mention the cosmological procession, and uncanny accuracy of the Mayan Calendar, which as yet remains still unexplained to any satisfaction as to how they did all this! I choose not to "gloss over" this significant point!

Right down to tribal "Shamans" of various groups worldwide, knowing and telling us, that something is coming our way soon; as the various "legends" passed down from generation to generation give them signs of an end time also. In actual fact I've left out ancient Hindu, Chinese, Native Indian, as well as many others! Really I think every culture and belief claims an end time is near, and all of them agree, that the signs are all around us, exactly as predicted. But is it an end time? They all describe some difficulty perhaps associated with positive change.

Just consider the strange nature of the Mayan Calendar which gives us a date, right down to the minute for this time. And I myself suspect that all of the faiths are based on the much older faith; and therefore all the same story. But as we can see the Mayans were obsessed with "time" and the "cosmos" and inexplicably good at it. If they hold the more "accurate time" for this doom and gloom scenario date; it is at least a possibility!

A funny point to consider in light of all this, is that our history claims that about 26,000 years ago - the Neanderthal was becoming extinct, as our ancient ancestors were flourishing and wiping them out! I wouldn't shit you! I mean who could make this crap up - really! Just perhaps we got a shot of vibrational frequency or genetic turbo-charge the last time the clocks all lined up! We certainly seem to need a boost now, and let's hope the boost is only available to those with a heart for others, and we can loose the Neanderthals again! If the past repeats itself, then didn't the more sensitive mindful beings win out last time!

I hope I opened your mind to a few things and possibilities and perhaps raised a little consciousness, as well as give hope and some methods for helping to do a 100th monkey consensus reality change, like sharing with a friend. Remember the belief is that when the 100th monkey (or human), learns the trick or tool (or idea), the rest will just know it! I suspect that if you are not connected and aware, you become the "exception" however, and this might explain some of the chaos predicted! Those that don't understand could face a very hard if not impossible time.

My advice is to just float. Get into a good headspace full of possibilities, and try not to fight and hate (for these are stressful times), and educate anyone who will listen, it is an easy positive way to show good will. Some will fight this no matter what you try to tell them, but I nor anyone else knows everything, and I think what happens may not be avoidable and perhaps necessary. Others accustomed to the weight of the chains on their shoulders, and "firmly entrenched" in the belief structure of the downward spiral may not see change coming. No matter, enough will open their eyes, and soon the entrenched will have to face up to a new way of thinking and doing business, or go the way of the "Dodo-bird!"

Try and make someone think, and make someone laugh, and you will have someone return the thought with an added avenue for you to explore, and share the humor you shared back. When someone tells you to hate or disregard someone else; you'll know what to expect in return, so don't do it. Stand your ground, but not out of malice, if you only fight out of necessity, it's easy to lift the car! (We know if you try to lift the car when it isn't an emergency, it's too heavy!) Don't let your ego, or anyone else's let you forget your humanity; and be humble - there are a million good reasons for that.

And most importantly, when you communicate with your "God or Creator" or whatever title you give this, however you do it, be respectful, because it's in the contract, you are going to meet!

This was my effort to help share what I found, and hopefully empower those that are like me and looking for some truth outside of the mainstream. No doubt some changes are coming our way in the near future, ones not like before, and the less adaptable and "closed minded" of us will suffer more and may not make it. The most important thing you can do is educate yourself and others. I enjoyed learning this information and sharing it.

The next part is my personal journey for a spiritual theory of everything, and I hope you enjoy it even though it is a little like "Spock" trying to explain God I'm afraid......but he was logical!
**6 - My Spiritual Theory of Everything!**

The forces that work the cosmos and our spirituality really are one force in a greater sense! As above so below! Ancient peoples knew that; which is why they were so obsessed with the heavens. It takes a very large perspective to get back far enough to see the big picture, and as well an understanding of the "micro and macro" aspects must be achieved to fully see the connections.

Many people have gotten bits of the picture; however the inability to accept any theory which connects science to spirituality has been a major stumbling block. Until recently, a scientist of "faith" was merely trying to prove his Bible, with carefully selected bits that could be construed to validate his belief. In essence believing to already "have" the answer, proceeding to construct an equation to prove it!

The new scientists started out as left brained, hardcore fact finders, and were not looking for or believing in any such things as "spooky forces." They were in fact 100% "non-spiritual" in the search. The thing is it didn't end up that way! Many of these new scientists are now responsible for the "unity spirituality theories, probably unintentionally; since the bulk of them became very spiritual, as a result of proving spirituality in this process. These scientists all hit "walls." Now by "walls" I mean spooky forces outside of space/time, as in not like we live in!

Simply and briefly; the quantum or micro scale problems were three major ones - each with real serious implications if you think about it. First off; when shooting particles through slits, in order to check the resulting patterns to gain more information, the resulting patterns, were those of waves! (Not particles!)

This meant that the particle turned into a wave, or in essence "flipped inside out" and changed states! The second problem made matters worse! It didn't do it when observed! If they ran the experiment and just looked at the results, the particles acted like waves.

However, these results were intriguing so they set up an eye to observe the particles, as they were being shot through the slits, to capture the newly discovered phenomenon! It doesn't do it! The particles remained particles; the resulting pattern achieved was that of particles being fired through slits! So they do it again and don't watch it; and the particles flip inside out and turn into waves again!

This was not expected – nor considered possible! There was no escaping the conclusion, and science had to admit, that without fail - the observation of this phenomenon, affects the results! (Gloss over time, has since ensued!)

Thirdly by smashing particles in "accelerators," the fragments viewed and gleaned as a result; had strange unreliable properties. It turned out they could determine where the particle would appear, but not when! Likewise they could determine when it would appear, but not where! One or the other, but never both! This caused what was termed "the uncertainty principle." Good name, "uncertain" indeed!

In all these results I believe the understated truth or conclusion is, that these are all problems relating to "time/space" versus "space/time." At the quantum level, forces "outside" of our reality of space/time make up our reality! I was satisfied that at the "micro" level, our existence is powered by a type of "eternal energy" outside of space/time, and science proved that our conscious observation is required, to complete the Illusion! This Fractal Hologram was built by, or for us expressly – since we are the only creature we know of able to peek behind the veneer of life.

So let's go back to "As above so below" - does this apply? In other words on the macro or "cosmic scale" do we run into a similar problem?

Scientists realize that black holes eat matter and cannot explain where it goes, except to say it exits or leaves the known universe! It is also calculated that time itself would become infinitely distorted as one approached the "Event Horizon" of the black hole. Perhaps they speculate; even to the point of not existing when sucked in! How could one not conclude that on a cosmic scale, there are also forces outside of space/time as we know them - and if anything makes sense it is that a black hole is showing us the same thing we learned when we looked at the micro! The same outside of time force, not of our reality, exists in the black hole dilemma!

On the cosmic level we also have another indication, such as the problems associated with "Dark Matter." A rather curious subject to all the scientists who study the universe, which makes up we are told over 90% of all that we cannot see in space, is Dark Matter! They know it exists, because of the dynamics of the universe; but that's about it! I have of sorts unified some concepts of others with a twist to explain this, in a type of "thought experiment" or "construct" for you to consider!

I start with the premise that we can't see "Dark Matter" because it is not matter, but "did and does" affect the universe (to say the least!). Dark matter isn't really matter; its "dark" or non visible energy - or a constant division of the vacuum. Tesla and free energy pioneers call it the Zero Point, or the Quantum Flux Vacuum of the Fabric of Space/Time.

This energy it is now believed "pushes in" on the Planets and Stars, and is what keeps them and the Galaxies together, and also propels the "expansion" of the universe. This is the "Big Bang" or a part of it at least, properly understood. The missing material or Dark Matter and Dark Energy (and Dark Flow or "current") as the energy that supports matter like universal hypertext. Just outside of our perception and outside of space/time also I believe, constantly dividing and pushing everything apart!

This energy and the Black Holes or Singularities; are all in "Time/Space" and not in "Space/Time" as we are. Our illusion at the point of perception is the separation. This is what our consciousness does; it perceives the illusion of space or separation through time. This is done by separating time and making it a progression like the path of an arrow (i.e. - the arrow of time), or "lineal" if you will. It is thusly we perceive ourselves as separate!

Let's make a reasonable assumption, that the "Black Hole" is converting matter from our reality, into energy into a state outside space/time, in an observational sense. Think of it this way, it is a "Negative Singularity."

Now follow my construct just a little further; and a Sun or Star would have a singularity - only think of these as "Positive Singularities." The "Suns" or positive singularities emit energy and matter from this dark energy or dark matter at the core, by doing the opposite and converting the material outside space/time, back into our paradigm.

The "Event Horizon" of a black hole being the point where matter is converted into that which "is, and is not" simultaneously; into an energy time/space state.

The Event Horizon of a Sun being the point where the energy time/space state at the core or center is converted back into matter; causing "luminescence."

Yes and now the miracle of planets! Using the conception that the Earth (and other planets), also have a tiny black hole or singularity at the core (a Star perhaps), as some scientists are saying would have to be for the new theory to hold up. (You'll have to explore this a little on your own; my favorite was Nassim Haramein's – "Crossing the Event Horizon" to better get what I'm saying.)

My twist is that the "Planet Singularities" are just over Neutral in designation, the "Event Horizon" being just at or below the crust or surface. The Neutral ones allow for life as a natural process, by allowing the seen and un-seen forces to co-exist! Black Holes obviously suck in this Fabric. Stars obviously spray out this Fabric. And I would consider it possible that planets do a little of both in a delicate special balance which is capable of supporting existence as we know it.

Also new science and ancient information agree with the concept that the universe made galaxies, and the galaxies made the stars, and stars made planets.......we are just filling in a blank when we say planets make life! The life feeds the Creation by giving it experience, again an outside space/time force at work. The planet would still have to have the conditions to support life; but it would be "possible" if the conditions were present.

The concept of "Energy Webs or Morphogenetic Fields" also is included in my Spiritual Theory of Everything, because this theory also has an "outside space/time component" which is not able to be measured or seen - but is daily being proven to actually control things on our level.

The scientists are realizing that outside energy and environmental signals are controlling DNA and cell division, and that the genes and cells are just machines for making what the outside energy and environment tells them to! The crux of this is that many feel we may really be on a larger scale as well; just simply "spiritual energy" animating a body! This indecently is what spiritual ancients have been saying all along! All these theories have this connective, and outside of space/time concept, as well as a repeating unifying theme.

So now after some "mind bending" let's do some "soul searching" with some understanding of these newer concepts that I have mentioned.

Maybe it works like this; all consciousness, intent, and energy, was at a single point. This notion is generally accepted; I'm just including the consciousness as I believe it should be factored into the "Big Bang Theory."

Now the primordial dot, or zero point, singularity, or dark matter - call it what you will, in an effort to create and have experience (a primordial you); a big bang or expansion or initial fragmenting of this energy and intent takes place. As without this separation and Creation of Universe, no experience is possible. Through the separation of the one "All" into many; space is created through time, as everything is flying apart from everything else, and continues to do so.

Now just conceptualize that all the singularities, and all the unseen energy fields are connected outside of space/time, - no matter how long they fly apart in the conceived spaces between them! They remain "connected" regardless of the space............as if it didn't exist!

Let me try to explain! In a time/space condition, the space is "one dimensional" or all in one place and the "time" is the journey or destination - thereby giving time the "three dimensional" property as the reference point.

Let's follow this into a concept or example. On our current plane of existence of space/time, the time just is and we don't control, manipulate or maneuver around in it, like we do in our three dimensions. We can manipulate things and move in our three dimensions, but not time. When in the other state of time/space, the true one actually (how 92% of it exists anyways!), all places and things are in one place or zero point. They are Singular. But since time "itself" was created with the fabric of space, now this is what you would define as "traveling" or moving in the three dimensions of time! Merely "referencing" the experience is time! The space is the time, in a way.

So we are in essence dark matter (or at least that is the technical term I suppose), or energy outside of space/time, animating conscious matter, separated by time. We call it dark matter because we can't see it and can barely conceive of it! When we perish we just cease this experience and return to be part of, and connected to an "All" that is outside of space/time, since in a sense the "primordial dot" that was the big bang is still there on one end of a generated reality timeline.

We are just having an experience away from home for a bit, and forget we were connected and still are! The Universe feeds the Creation experience, and the Sun feeds the Earth so it can sustain us, and the energy webs or unity fields and forces outside space/time are the connecting link to each other and the "Creator." This is our Soul or Spirit, which to me in a scientifically reasonable explanation, exists outside of space/time or is eternal as we are told. Science fits like a glove with concepts of spirituality, if you are willing to look down the rabbit hole!

The dogmatic view of existing science is scoffing at these concepts or theories, however they explain the missing forces, explain why we can't see them and most importantly "how" it all connects. These daring new pioneers, before going out on a limb in each of their perspective fields because of where the findings took them claim that through time these concepts will gain recognition. It will just take the usual "no the earth is flat" mentality to wear off, as the mounting evidence buries them! You cover no new ground in the back of the pack!

Isn't this the point? The point is for humanity to move forward as a community, and host an experience for us as spirits to grow in - and contribute to an eternal cycle of consciousness? We miss the point when we rate older and more primitive cultures by the technology they possessed, or wealth gained rather than how good their experience was!

How this all ties together and why it is of such importance, is that there are only a basic set of principles or truths at the core of our reality in our current state; so despite what science, religion and society tell us, they ain't there yet folks! However, some of the new kids on the block are on the right path. While we may adjust and steer and revise a little, as more is discovered, we found the narrow path to the higher road, let us not become overtly critical, or unaware, nor fail to use it.

So how do I know I'm on to something? How about this? This new way of conceiving the connection to our "Creator" as a realistic conscious property makes sense, and makes all the beautiful sensible parts of all the bulk of faith, a way to connect and share these wisdoms. I think the Creator would like an all encompassing, all tolerant view, don't you? All religions claim to teach tolerance and love, yet as conflicting groups separated by those same beliefs, intolerance and hate results.

I place limited importance on any one doctrine, and have no concept of indifference or competition; since each only holds portions of the puzzle, or versions shall we say. This gives me two things that no current faith is able to. First an understanding of a Creator which is universal (literally), and second no need to participate in the silly ritual parts, that usually involve control of my life, and of course money!

The other consideration and basis for my point is the realization that science and spirituality are not "dualistic" in nature, but one and the same! Not in the Christian scientist way, but the real search for the actual mechanisms and properties of reality, without fear of exposing a morphogenetic field or outside energy force as a creative or integral property. I think just like a "turd" you can verbally disguise the identity, but it smells the same! Likewise if it is an outside space/time and perhaps a spiritual "God force" - then we should at least be open to acknowledging it for what it is.

This is the new reality which these new discoveries and theories would bring about. After we digest and start to work these ideas into practice and prove them out, or they lead to other realizations - we will come to know the true nature of reality and existence. There isn't like several! One could disagree, with cause; but I think you would agree in the context of "Us in This Life."

Matter will be understood, and the forces of the wheelworks of life will be understood, from the learning of these actual "building blocks" of reality. The resulting in amazing technological advances in free energy, anti gravity propulsion, electro magnetic power, food production greatly increased, etcetera; the sky is the limit as they used to say! (But even that would pose no limit!)

However to be blunt; these greedy control freaks gotta go! With the doubling and tripling of abundance and free time, this would allow all people of the world to enjoy the time on Earth to share technical and spiritual development, donate time, learn several skills or vocations, and find ways to improve and not "wreck" the environment. We spend far too little time on that.

The 1% of the ruling elite has proven to us all, repeatedly, that this would be used to better control and enslave mankind. Weapons of insane power would be created, instead of tools to benefit humanity as a whole. If not fool-hardy destruction of us and the eco-system, then an even nastier level of control and indirect enslavement would surely result! More profit for them; and less for us as always I would predict – unless we change.

Ancient knowledge tells us that this is a repeating cycle, and the "mother of all mothers" as far as reckonings go, is coming! The final one where shit really goes asunder, but everything works out in the end. One with an intervention by higher forces, to help fix the problem! Save me from what, by forces from where? In a nutshell, we are screwed unless we really get it together, and or intervention takes place, and preferably not retribution! Energy and consciousness are our best hope, the most powerful invisible force in existence. One we place little or no value on currently.

Retribution in my view; is another 26,000 year detention - after a good sound thrashing on a world-wide scale. This would be for failing to even look, or try to see why and how we were made, and not being mature enough to advance with the truth of creation and reality, into the freedom and growth this could give us, were we not "greedy" and controlling consciously and spiritually.

One thing I am sure of is we are eternal and outside space/time in a spirit or soul sense and that we are and were, before and after our journey. No one gets out alive, and yet no one really dies!

Maybe in layers or vibrational dimensions, we start by maintaining our sense of self at first, then a sense of all our lives, and then the entire sense of all intent or consciousness eventually. And this is what we call the "All, or Tetragrammaton, or Yah Weh, Godhead, Over-Soul, Jehovah, Mohammed, Buddha, In and Out breathing of the Universe, Ying and Yang", you get my drift - define it as you will!

So rather than a doom filled message of fear; because if that was all I had to offer I would be "shit-full" to say the least, and pointless to say the most! No fear haunts me, as I actually believe the Creator's will is a factor; and we could have been long left to perish without this intent. If we are supposed to "start over" on the outside negative, because only a few of us got it; then perhaps if we are eternal it is a relief from the shit to pay. Those that refuse to learn of free will to show love and care, rather than greed and indifference, may have to endure a lesson before continuing.

The better scenario is for enough of us to get it together by learning and educating others about spiritual truths, and new principles of science (as well as what's wrong with the old ones), and that we need not destroy each other and ourselves in the process. Then the unity or consensus reality, or 100th monkey (or human in this case!) will hopefully kick in, and we all just get the new trick! And the Neanderthals lose out again; see ya - bye!

On the topic of 2012 and doom and gloom; it could just as likely be the cycle of regeneration and rebirth. This could be the possible awakening of genetics, and many possible indications of good things in store, like the beginning of a new age of enlightenment. It may only be greedy hurtful people with no spiritual connection who suffer as we move forward. However, when I look around myself, I think we can assume that this is a high number!

So many people, who are not "greedy shitty people" are however so dumbed down by those greedy shitty people, that they have no concept for understanding or connecting to Spirit, or the Creator, our Source, or Us at the other end of Time. Let's lessen the pain of development to as many people as possible, by education about all these possibilities, so we all have the necessary tools to survive and contribute (whatever form that takes). See we just got a bunch tougher!

Even those of you with a "shitty" heart; and you know who you are - wise up and save yourself from your lack of conscience for greed! You can't take it with you man, but you'll get the baggage for your deeds! No matter what form soul takes; shitting on your fellow man for control, wealth and power, and selfish gain, may be a fate much worse than death. I think there is plenty of indication spiritually, that our souls likely pay for, or face and acknowledge our shortcomings. And while we all have things to answer for, I wouldn't want to be someone who by their deeds is contributing to the enslavement of mankind and his spiritual experience!

So if I managed to put a match under your ass a little; good for your sake, because if you remain inconsiderate or un-changed after comprehending this information, and fail to help by altering your deeds - you may run out of time to do so. I suggest we all wake up and wise up, myself expressly included! The way I see it, even if I get squished like a bug in the process, it is with a clear conscience and spirit, and you who do not get it, have much worse to face I fear.

The hope I maintain is that many of the people who are at present responsible for a lot of this mess, will start to realize that change is inevitable and coming, and even their own survival is at stake. Like the "Grinch" growing a heart, and deciding life is fuller amongst us "Who's down in Who-Ville!"

My belief of spirituality doesn't rely on "blind faith." Instead my belief is founded on reality, as shown in principles of science to satisfy my understanding of it. This tells me that while many ancient cultures may have lacked technical understanding as we would exhibit, they did however show an understanding of "Creation," the "Cosmos," "Spirit," and benevolent behavior, much greater than ours currently. To take this old way of knowing how to be and what our lives really mean as a function and purpose, and blend or mesh it if you will; with the incredible achievements in technology, we would truly embark on a "new world" of infinite possibilities and excellent experiences.

So does it all come crashing down? Or get knocked around a bit, and then smarten up? Does anything we do as a group or alone make a difference? Can we answer these questions? Better yet..........dare we not!

Perspective is everything, and our perspective is not that hard to examine and re-adjust. A simple understanding that the long term good for all be applied to decisions made, instead of short term goals for individual gain. Good ideas were never meant to be a marketing ploy! Little things at first perhaps, but if consistently applied and always moving towards the goal, it will be like the story we were told as children how 1 penny the first day and 2 the next, then 4, then 8 and so on, yields way better results than what seems at first like a good chunk of chump! Didn't these guys listen to their mothers? (Maybe they weren't breast fed long enough!) Milking something for all it's worth instantly, and hoping to make good or pay it back later, is a lousy plan! Nature doesn't start by harvesting!

We should base our principles on natural harmonious ones, and cultivate ourselves and our societies in a way that maximizes the yield. Anyone can clearly see that with 80% of the world in poverty, and 1% hoarding 99% of the wealth and power, the system is not working for very many of us. Even the 15% to 20% of us who live "reasonably" good lives, although devoid of much quality - are getting our work energy and resources harvested out from under us with little or no compensation. (A temporary wage at best usually.) Like the early natives, or any other freshly invaded villagers, trading unknowingly for "trinkets."

For this to work, we are kept dumb about actual history, and what history we are provided is full of contrived falsehoods. We are kept spiritually dumb, so the only possible gain we can see is that of money. And should we seek spirituality; a pointless misinforming one shall be provided. Distractions abound, intentional and otherwise, for the little time we are afforded for personal growth. And work is geared to occupy much of our time, but cost so much to live, as to keep us poor and subservient! This is permanent slavery by alternate terms.

I think we need a change, or at least 99% of us do! Change because 80% are impoverished, and the 15-19% of us, because other than not being impoverished, are controlled and manipulated, into being used as the mechanisms to harvest and impoverish the others! So basically we have 80% getting hung out to dry (thereby pissed with good cause!), and you have us - or the 19% hanging them out to dry for the 1% for either slight gain, indifference from conditioning, or out of complete ignorance due to a lack of information. The gimmick is easy to see through once you know how to look, and are willing to account for the ruthlessness that you or I would not show other beings, yet we see all too obviously around us.

This is why the media, schools, historians, courts, religion, and science, are all programmed, for the most part unknowingly, to keep re-enforcing the "following" principles.

The "News" and media, and Hollywood for that matter, only give the "party lines" much like we were told only communists countries and dictatorships did and do! School teaches us what "technological slaves" need to know and no more; some information to make us useful, but not enough to see the big picture - and as Einstein pointed out, never how to think critically, or "question" the validity of the information.

Courts represent the enforcement and cash extraction for the control structure, and not your individual rights, don't even delude yourself. (This is another whole encyclopedia's worth of sins I won't get into here!) Most police and civil workers are not responsible for this injustice however; they are just conditioned to do their jobs as trained to do them, so don't start a "hate fest." We would be farther ahead and better served, to help by educating them patiently, for their own good! These are people like you and me for the most part, and when the light finally comes on, they can help to affect change!

The one you educate may save your ass, and visa versa. I will go by Gods law personally, and suffer what penalties I must until the rest of the world gets up to speed! (That's my story and I'm sticking with it!)

And I hate to say it again, but religion is just government for the soul, and is only there for the same reason! It's designed if you will, as a "buffer" to the truth so that if you independently realize there is more to life, you will be further controlled by seeking this and supplementing true spirituality, with a story or non informing version of it. Thus hopefully so that you will either be satisfied with that or worse; "disregard" the possibility all together.

Science has progressed, but any good thing not to be shared, is swiftly removed and discredited, as not to empower the population, while the technology or knowledge is secretly developed to either hoard, or released for profit later.

This leaves History; and anyone can look at all the contradictions through history, and see enough is wrong to question a lot of it. Anyone trying to firmly tell you conventional history as though it was not in dispute is in denial!

All I am asking my fellow human beings to do is explore with an open mind, to be critical of what you find no matter where it came from, unlike how we are taught, and when something is unconventional but fits in many ways, examine it further no matter where it takes you! We've lost the ability to think critically, all the while being convinced by conditioning, that "accepting dogma" is thinking critically!

The next time someone says it's just a "Conspiracy Theory," or "Junk Science," or "Religious Heresy," – be critical regarding the source! Media, government, and church basically; and one can easily assess the value and motivations for the opinion. Don't get me wrong, there are "whack-o loons" out there; but refusing to consider valid points under the same umbrella is completely ridiculous - and yet that is what we are led to believe! I also prefer to decide "myself" which is true, since I have no agenda to bend it around!

I apologize profusely for shaking up anyone's views, my intention is not to hurt or offend anyone, this is just what I learned when I considered looking at all this in a fresh way. Try it yourself, examine and re-examine your beliefs, and don't ever get to a place where you think you know everything, because no one ever does.

It is very "hard" to consider many of these new concepts, because it means we were "wrong" at some point, about serious matters like God and Church or "Government and Society, Science and our Existence, and more importantly our reason for it. We build our very selves on these truths, and when someone tells us otherwise, or "kicks" the chair out from "under us" as it seems; we don't like the sensation of hitting the dirt! But brushing off that dirt proves we were wrong, and is the healing process that allows us to re-position ourselves better. Just ignoring, pretending, or denying possibilities away; is not growth! Sorting through them is.

The rotten part is we have achieved a lot of scientific, medical, and technological advances, I freely admit that; but some was obtained like a "Nazi" with no regard for cost or consequence, the goal always outweighing what is done to achieve it! This is short sighted, and in the long run not sustainable, and is "obvious" in every aspect of our lives.

All these quick fixes have done more harm than good over the long term, and we really are starting to watch it all un-wind. The real question is how many legs do we have to get kicked out from under our chair, and how far and hard shall we choose to fall (and into what!), and lastly - can we gain maximum benefit from the experience?

Continuing on as though we are on the right track has us in a very dangerous predicament! If we do not totally wreck ourselves with this "wrong-thinking," or if there is higher power, no matter how you dice it up, and whatever you do or do not believe in; the future as it stands looks grim. We can all agree on the likelihood of ecological and societal failures coming to a head. Again, how hard do we want the lesson to be? This is a decision we have no choice but make as a whole.

The "up side" is we are an amazing creature, and when the "going gets tough" the "tough get going" as they say. In disasters and crises we show what we are really made of, we draw on that benevolent web, and we shine like stars! We seem to realize what really matters, and all the little distractions and differences take their proper place as "trivial and irrelevant." We have incredible depth and potential, that gets distracted and harvested for the good of the "few." This control of our ability to grow and develop into our full potential "is" enslavement or a lack of freedoms by definition. We are still on the plantation folks! But this time it has been disguised with a more elaborate rouse, with the illusion of choice or free will, and no direct master to rebel against! I mean really! Think about it.

If I say I don't agree with a law or policy, or similar such situation, even if I harm no one with this - what are we told to do? Vote in a new clown? He's not the one in charge, so what will that do? Write to, or contact your local politician (shit-deflector), he is only the "under-ling" of the one who serves the one pulling the strings, so he can do even less! Use the courts, when all they do is enforce policy and collect revenue for the control structure?

They all tell you the same thing; "Sorry I didn't make the rules, I only enforce them!" So really no mechanism for change truly exists, and that's how they want it! For a common man this is true, seldom without cash or connections will you get satisfaction! Even rich important influential people if they start to "buck" the system, soon find a campaign to discredit them or worse intimidate them. The reality shown is that of indirect enslavement, with false freedom.

We are not treated like slaves, but rather as "Masters of our own enslavement!" It is much easier to have the slaves "fend" for themselves in a system that returns the money to the top, while convincing them this is all "Normal." It's called "blowing smoke up your ass" in regular circles. I don't know about you, but it's starting to "Burn my Hole!"

So a quick review is in order. New science has some wild new information, even if it takes you where you don't want to go, or haven't gone yet. Religion is a ½ step, to satisfy the easily satisfied, and drive the others away. History is lost or altered and made so we can't learn from a "fabricated" past; so the desired mistakes can be repeated over and over. What we call "Government" is really an employee of the banksters and the corporate and military hierarchy; and they in no remote way represent the people. (Not anymore anyways.)

Jesse Ventura said in an interview once that "Politics" was much like "All Star Wrestling" in that the opposing parties and groups would go have drinks and party together after the show or exhibition! It's just a "monkey-show" to entertain the silly humans! And the "maximum silly-ness" of it all is that we are convinced to dis-empower ourselves and others willingly though a lack of understanding! Although it is a very bad joke, we can laugh at this; the joke is over! (At least for me it is!)

Personally; I give "two shits" about a supposed "moral majority!" The morality is automatic in an enlightened society, and no immoral majority is required. If I avoid a tax, or a fee, or pocket the cash - as long as I earned or am entitled to it, I am mostly taking from our masters. (Why do only people with excessive wealth legally avoid taxation if not by design?)

Consider what "contrived" rules you break, and realize most of them if you think about it, are a farce! If you "smoke" a beer instead of "drink" one, do you harm anyone? If your space is invaded and you have to defend "you and yours" as it were, your very life; that is not the same as fighting for control of foreign resources, or to maintain a stranglehold on a competing country! Don't kill someone because "their God" has a different name. Ask them about it, and share the common ground, realizing that you each have a portion.

Maybe we could infect some Judges, Police, and various enforcing groups as well? Not to allow immoral or dangerous things to go unchecked; but merely to disregard the policy of the 1% and not to harass and cause stress to another human without cause. If someone drives impaired for example, to protect the rest of us, remove and punish the person when required, by suspension, re-education, and appropriate means. But just collecting revenue for a government who doesn't keep the resources for fixing the problem, and is actually only "harvesting" money, and is wrong.

Parking lots at pubs and beer parlors (that makes no sense!), drive through booze stores, and allowing the wealthy or influential to get away with it if they have plenty of money to throw at the problem, is not solving anything - it is profiting on it! If we were truly educated MADD (mothers against drunk drivers), would be going straight for the causes, and not the victims of the society that are the participants, but the structure that encourages and "nourishes" the activity. We do this all the time out of frustration because we are made to feel "powerless" to change the system, so we are encouraged to fight among ourselves to solve the issues. This makes for a divide and conquer situation.

One has to merely look at the "solutions" that are provided for our societal woes with scrutiny, the age old standard ploy of "fabricating" the problem for example. War, financial collapse, resource or food shortages, are all typical examples we can observe being used repeatedly. In each case the situation has been contrived or manipulated until it hurts, or even just until it scares the hell out of the people, enough to make the population demand something be done, to their leaders, and up the chain of command basically.

When the "bitching" gets to the top; after a little pause, they now have a pre-prepared solution (which they had often before the problem was initiated), which always without fail leads to more laws and rights lost, and always without fail costs lots of money! Yours incidentally!

The recent "financial collapse" is a good textbook example. The "Banksters" and Money Changers took too many chances; pocketed and stole too much profit (outright fraud in many cases), poorly or unsecured loans stacked on each other - to deliberately collapse the market! Unless you attribute it to incompetence; in which case you never thought about what they pulled off - so I'm sticking with crooked!

Knowing full well that they could "puppet" the politicians into convincing the public through jobs and homes lost - that hundreds of billions, nay trillions of dollars; must be borrowed at the tax payers' expense! But get this; the money won't be going to save homes and jobs, it will go to these same clowns who caused this shit! Who then use it to buy up all the little pain in their ass banks; and so that if you manage to get back off the ground, they can "lend" you the money you now need at interest (thereby further profiting!). Oh well, the better to pay off the politicians with!

It reminds me of a saying my "crazy" Uncle Chuck had. He was a down to earth smart dude in a profound way! He wisely stated that there actually was something good about beating your head against the wall! As a young punk I foolishly asked; "What would that be?" Having had been around the block more than a couple of times, he would reply; "It feels so good when you stop!"

Enough about being duped! I suppose the point is you have to get "duped" to know how to avoid it in the future, so alright already I get it, enough! Anyone else? OK one more for the stubborn!

We are "liberating Iraq!" And saving ourselves from eminent destruction! (Are you starting to smell it yet?) You know they actually called it "Operation Iraqi Liberation" until some "40 watt" newscaster in a dull moment abbreviated it without thought! "O.I.L."!!!!! Just say no to dupe!

I am getting older now, too old to do much but see this get started - but I sure would like to see the kids get a fair shake, so if nothing else lets do it so our kids can tell their kids (in the old tradition), that we broke the trail towards a better life for real. It would be a cop out to leave it for someone else to fix, and if we don't do it, and inform each other to grow this, we lose.

At this rate of enslavement and loss of rights, the dummying down of the population, and disregard for the Earth - if not us now, then who and when? And realistically that may or may not happen, so far as we are aware of, and the result could be nasty!

So let me make a statement and "rant" a little! Everybody loves their children right? There would almost no exceptions. Your brother's child is valuable is he, or she not? So unless you are completely evil; we can all agree we love our children, so figure it out - they are all our children!

For example your child sees the value of his friend; even if he has different parents, why can't we? If we left this to the kids, and they had free reign to do whatever they wished - they'd get on with it and tell us to chill.......which is loosely my point. If they could travel internationally and have play-dates; I have my doubts they would be put out by a different faith or home structure, or even a different skin color. Heck - the language barrier wouldn't even mean "crap" because kids speak in "open minded smiles and gestures" which are universal!

They would without a doubt; unlike us, do the sensible thing and blend the common bits of each, and make their own language! We should take an example from the kids! A wise man once said; "Kids are special, kids are excellent, kids are people before you fuck them up! Ain't that the truth! Dig out your inner child, it's in there! And while you may have to grow up and deal with things that take you away from that view, it is just as important to return to that point of innocence. I guess my point is that I would like to live long enough to see a new future for the young people. Help me do that by filtering through some of this "bullshit." Just a little education and perspective change and some sharing, you know like comes "natural" to children until they learn otherwise. Easy solutions we can do.

Now a lot of people will "nay say" out of programming or a feeling of hopelessness and disempowerment; not realizing how easy it really is! Just being informed allows you to say no, ask the right questions, and refuse to hurt your fellow man if not 100% for self defense when asked - and allows for a "resilience" to being duped further! This alone would make the next needless "contrived" war a no starter, and wouldn't that be better? Existing military personnel could say they signed on to defend the country, not to impoverish a nation for the will of the 1% and refuse. The rest of us would go "ape-shit" protesting their right not to kill for other than self defense!

It is not deserting, or treason, to apply very serious morals about killing. It is a far greater treason to deceive us and trivialize it. Wouldn't that be better? An unstoppable protest, 100% no volunteers for war, anyone drafted opting for jail, or draft dodging, or citing moral and spiritual reasons for not participating, claiming and no support for punishment. Everyone they try to punish has to cause them so much grief, they'll give up!

It is like we have been given a puzzle to figure out, and we are having a hard time getting the first few pieces started. A couple more little pieces and the rest will come together, once we have an idea what it should look like.

The science is showing us that "dark energy" and "dark matter" are everywhere, and it is not just in the "cosmic" sense that we cannot see over 90% of what's going on - it is right here and now as well! There is so much that we cannot see. Do you know that "technically" we don't even really see light; we just see how it reacts with everything around it! Then we spend our lives thinking the 8% to 10% we observe is all there is! No wonder we got so much wrong! How informed are we when we only have 8% to 10% of the picture? Or even if we knew we had only such a small bit, we would at least be humble in our assertion of what we profess to know, not all "full of shit" like we know everything!

It made me quickly realize that the 9/10th's of what we can't see "is" the new science! It is very simple; if the scientists were not always finding short-comings, or unexplained portions in the current models, we wouldn't have scientists shooting their careers' in the foot and telling us we have to look at things long dismissed, or radically new, or magical and "hocus pocus" if you will!

At this point; realistically, no one should be scoffed at for thinking above the "norm" and outside of the box. It would seem that 90% of what we have no current answers for, are in that department. Again for "some" it is hard to believe or accept these things, and perhaps rightfully so, but let's quit making the same mistakes! If it has a logical theme, and some evidence, and you find confirmation by independent source or sources, maybe some historical or spiritual connections, then go where that takes you no matter where that goes or what "apple cart" gets knocked over! Then and only then, do we find truth, and only then can we completely dismiss a possibility as incorrect. As it is, we won't go certain places, so we assume too much! And we tend to "black-ball" anyone who says they found something that doesn't fit.

Oddly enough though, secret government, huge corporations, and the controlling elite, are stealing and buying and burying as much as possible, of what they tell the system to tell us, is either "bogus" or doesn't exist! So the simple solution is to ignore the latest contrived fads, and look closer at things that are interesting to yourself instead, and have the potential to take you new places. That way we all gain from individual growth, within a sense of family. A wide diversity of ideas, shared in an open forum would expand our lives much farther than "group-think."

So unlike what we are told, personal spirituality and creativity and growth, are the best way to benefit the whole. If of course the "stipulation" is added that the knowledge be shared not hoarded, and used for "long term" benefit for all, not for profit and personal gain, or worse yet fashioned into a weapon or something harmful. Everyone would just have to be more open, and anyone who is not, immediately exposed! Priority one is to start doing that now! There's plenty to do.

Start working some cracks, expose the frauds, refuse to participate in that which you do not agree with, undermine the hoarders, and never enable or be a willing participant for them. Simply stated, support and benefit the good and worthy, while shunning the forces of evil - possibly a decent term from the Bible; "to shun!" No fight, no war, just a gradual return of control to where it belongs. It belongs to a "diverse" group of individuals who are all working together for a common good, and not a few heartless "control freaks" looking to "screw" everyone over to secure vast fortunes. The sad part is that many can not even see that we have a problem; we have to fully explain the nature and scope of it to them.

The other factor is that greedy, self concerned, power hungry, slave owner mentality types, tend to refuse to co-operate. Killing and hurting to gain and maintain power, is the headspace they occupy. Anything for the means to the end they seek.

The best way to beat out a power that is "too big" and is seemingly "un-beatable" in stature is to just start undermining the structure that supports them. Just be the "fly" that keeps landing on the nose and then screws off just before you can smack it, and then there's the little bastard again! Soon with weakened footings, and in an enraged state of confusion ( not knowing where or how to stop it), some key people who prop them up will change over, or even flee like rats from a ship, then those that remain with no where to go will cling to the wreck like "Ahab in Moby Dick!"

The ones that reach out will not be forsaken, but on our terms - a type of "probation" of sorts, to assure genuine intent! The way I see it when the "support people" for the 1% realize that the masters are only sparing and enriching them until they are no longer useful, like any "low rent gang" does, maybe when they turn or leave the gang, like ex- gang members they will contribute to the community they hurt, and be an example for others. After all, this crap is just "gang mentality" on a grander scale, and it is a "dead end" for all but those in the top positions (and even them really). It destroys the community with drugs and alcohol, fear tactics, payola and extortion, hey wait a minute, I'm describing my government! I guess if it fits, it is what it is! So if you know what they are, you are better informed to see that what we are dealing with here is just the biggest gang, or "mother" of all gangs! Everybody in the lesser gangs is either serving or competing for power, money, and muscle.

Say your neighborhood gets run over with hoodlums, making the block unsafe for your children, and endangering everyone's safety. The government and police will save you right? You know better! Watch the news, no matter how many rights of decent citizens are removed, or how much of our money is seized for the cause, more cops, and more laws; does the gang or any other crime become diminished! Not one bit! It flourishes until the citizens themselves, make it their mission to stop the activity! (They film the activities, criminals hate that; and confront and expose the prostitutes' customers, much to the dismay of wives and girlfriends, and you know, clean it up simply and efficiently!)

Any "real" problems are solved by ordinary citizens, or by police and lawmakers when forced to do so with their arms pinned behind their backs! Conclusion; when the "government" tells me they need more money to curb the hoodlum problem, I realize that the hoodlums are only there by design, and/or because the existing police force is ineffective. So do I want more of the same? No, I want more power for citizens, less for hoodlums, and to shrink the existing "ineffective" police force, and use the money for real solutions, or save some wasted taxes! A town meeting of citizens to discuss strategy perhaps, to solve the problems, without having their hands "tied" by government to act. Solve the damn problem simply and easily, and eliminate it with a repeatable process. All you will leave behind I think is the "cash cow part!"

Light up and illuminate the things kept dark, seek them out with a joy and passion, "expose" and "repair" them, and you will find that less and less money and rules are required. Realize that those accustomed to "feeding" from our wallets and having us behave like sheep for convenience, will come up with every contrived reason to keep corners dark, and enact more rules and ways to stop it. Innocently point out something else that directs people to the truth, then "buzz away" before swatted!

Use "plausible deniability" (I'm glad the "Troll" is my friend!), answer a question with another one! Ask a question that you already have a clad answer for, and when they give the usual "poor solution" - highlight your idea, and point out how much better it is, considering you are not as well "paid" as him to find it! (In other words point out he is not very good at his job!)

The ants really did defeat the elephant you know! At first the elephant will just get itchy, then irritated and just continue feeding. Then after a while, stamping and snorting, and when that doesn't work, because nothing really stops the ants, the elephant will run for the swamp in despair! If the ants or the many just keep bugging, there is no winning or beating them. They will get tired of swatting and stomping, and never getting more than a few.

"George Carlin" in a stand-up routine once said; "Don't vote, stay home and masturbate instead - you'll have more to show for your efforts!" Still out of respect for those who sacrificed for that right, and to be a more effective irritant, I vote; but "green or environmental, or independent" on a worthy mission. I know the conventional bullshit says this only "weakens" the hope for the better of the two main candidates, but this is a lie.

They are "both" already programmed to accept the mandate of the "real" operators; therefore either is an equally poor choice! They are both already in the pockets of the banksters, by contributions supplied, since one of the two is going to get in! So I like to hope we can mess things up a little, and pick the best "alternative" choice. The plan will be at least unsettling, as he and they will at least be ill prepared to work cohesively, and we may be able to affect some changes before the new leader gets corrupted or rendered ineffective. (Re- Obama!) It is at least an informed and a "know what you are dealing with, non-sheepish" approach! Then start "buzzing" or marching again! Do the same as they do to screw us up, keep them busy with bull! The system relies on us "volunteering" or being "duped" repeatedly, into being a compliant willing slave! They have little defense against this as we are the "mechanism" for that enforcement! (Ridiculous isn't it!)

Eventually I'm hoping people like "police" start to realize that they should support the citizens and not the policy. They may choose to be less effective in enforcing it, especially once they realize it targets them as well! Likewise a Judge could look at someone who had the "current" car insurance, but had lets say "failed" to apply the sticker on time and got a ticket, and just tell him to smarten up, without spanking his wallet! Make a few decisions with the time/space spirit energy for the good of all.

You have infinite value, purpose, and potential. A random puddle of goo, muddling through chance, you are not. Don't fall for that, as it is contrived and a control mechanism. You were made by a "Creator" - and even if that's vague, define and discover what exactly that means to you, because there-in lies the real truth. I can only tell you that this is the truth; you have to define what that is to your own satisfaction. The "Cosmos" is not made of random balls and rocks orbiting in chance patterns, this is more "bull-puckey." It is in fact the "universal time-clock" with purpose and design, and a reflection of that below as the ancients were well aware.

And although we are each ourselves by definition of our individual experience; we are also connected partially in spirit, outside of space/time in an eternal sense, to each other and the "original" consciousness or spirit. The fact that we are all connected is observable and shown to be fact by clairvoyance, near and after death experiences, instincts, genetic development, out of body experiences, and un-explained bonds across distance and even time. We just don't see that because it exists in eternal time/space, but it exists none the less, perhaps even more so than that which we observe this from!

This I believe is why we are "fooled" into religion, because our subconscious soul knows there is more, and subliminally drives us to seek this. The truth is though, that the "more" is just a natural process that you seek inwardly. You see; most people are not "heathens and Godless," they just have nothing worthy to believe in! We get fed a lot of fairytales. All the methods to discover this is quite natural, most of which we can discover through study of nature and this is why we are instinctively mystified and awestruck by it. Also we do this by sharing with others, and a variety of previous life experiences in the form of ancient teachings, passed down from people who lived long before us. (This is why we are social.) How long before us did they live? Who knows for sure, but some evidence proves and suggests at least 12,000 to 15,000 years before Christ, and quite possibly and more likely, a whole lot longer.

Do "Aliens and ET's" figure into this? In some way shape or form, they would almost have to! Are they God? I think they would have superior understanding and technology most certainly, but are in the "same boat" (or shall we say universe), as we are in this regard. While they may have seemed "God-like" to our ancient ancestors, they are not likely the creators and fabricators of the universe and thereby our existence, as for that to be true I couldn't see them even requiring a "craft" to get around!

It just proves that the Universe was not made for the "Earth" alone, and that life is a natural process. The best we can do is being "good stewards" and allow the process to be natural, instead of trying to put it in a can! The purpose of the journey is discovery, and not to look is what we call sin. Where you end up is infinite possibility through many paths taken, the most important part of which is the journey, or how you arrived. We are just still going through the final phases of discovery and it continues long after "the Earth is flat!" or "the Sun revolves around the Earth!" or the Galaxy around us - and we have to realize this! Each realization brought greater understanding, and so will the rest! Share good will, share knowledge, respect and empower each other, and don't be too hard on those that can't see this, some won't until it bites them on the ass, and I suppose this is natural and has always been the case! I leave you with a parting rhyme.

The Trick You See, is we are Limitless and Free,

Convinced we are Mortal, Each an I or Me,

If Spirit had Told, the Experience the Whole Story,

There'd be No Decisions, of Chaos, Bliss and Glory,

So what is the Point, to Feel, Think and See?

Not to arrive, but to Experience the Journey,

We've arrived before Started, Have Nothing to Lose,

Just gaining the Power, the Knowledge to Choose,

To Develop a Sense, Between Good or Bad,

Experience and Share Joy, and Suffer a Tad,

Time's just a Format, the Spirit has traveled,

Exercised Consciousness, Enigmas Un-Raveled,

Devil the Name, for all of the Strife,

For Failing to Give, to the Flower of Life,

The Gift we are given, is to Give Back,

Love which was Lost, things that were Lack,

To Give without Knowing, if we'll be paid,

The Secret or Riddle, of why we were made,

When we shed this Coil, we are again whole,

We see it then, from the Eyes of a Soul,

For Now I leave you to Ponder, Who the Hell I am,

Any of you my Friends, I Saw this as a Man!
**7 - There is only One Way!**

The "there is only one way lie" - is the biggest falsehood shared by the bulk of conventional faiths. One God, so many religions, how do you think the "Creator" copes with this dilemma? Would he only accept one doctrine, only attend one church? The old "cliché" comes to mind "what would Jesus do?" The maximum silliness of it all is so very obvious!

I was led to believe that God loves "all" his children, and we are all brothers and sisters, and children of God; so where did all this "one way shit" come from? I believe it was from each denomination, adding and fabricating additional details to make their club exclusive, and the one to join. At the upper nasty money levels this is not by chance, you are to "fund" them, and you do so more faithfully as a "bona-fide" member. All the lower level people in the system just don't consider or critically analyze the structure, as it is not encouraged, mysterious, and to be accepted without question.

How convenient for those at the top! I hope I can at least make some people ask a few of the right questions of the religious leaders of various faiths. When I asked the questions, only poor answers and outrage resulted, that was my first clue and disappointment. Try it yourself if you don't believe me, but get prepared for some "bull and some flack."

For one thing the way I look at "Soul and Creator" and the relationship between them is open to all considerations, costs me no money, has no restrictions, and most of all allows for no control to be imposed as a result. If everyone looked at it this way, most religions would "shudder" in fear and collapse in a heap, and instead of approximately ½ the population having a "mixture" of contrary beliefs, the bulk of us would have "true" spirituality. This would generate a strong sense of individual morality, creating less of a need for the "big brother to guide and protect and control theme," that we are presently stuck with.

This exposes some motivation, and what is a crime with no motive after all? We now have motive, and if we look around, I think some evidence also. Now don't get me wrong - again at the level we live on; most of these people just don't or won't ask the needed questions. They are merely minions of a higher power; the problem is it is not God. You see God doesn't want or need my money, but these "toads" do! We are all getting smarter now and I will actively seek out a Creator independently, share what I find, and exchange ideas..........and best of all keep my money from lining undesirable pockets.

Here are a few facts that you may or may not be aware of, or never considered, and I'm sure the "Church" never chose to inform you of.

The Vatican and "Catholic Money Cartel" - have more wealth than any other single entity in the world! Hundreds of trillions of dollars (yes, with a T!)! More than "any" other business, person, or even country! The wealthiest entity on the planet! Doesn't sound too charitable to me! And if you think they are "part" of a country, guess what; they are their "own" Country separate from Italy or anyone else for that matter. This is just as sick as the "Crusades, or the Inquisition," or perhaps trusted church members molesting innocent children today. They hide a lot of sin and "squirrel away" gross amounts of money if you scrutinize.

Then I am to blindly accept and believe what they tell me, live as they suggest, and don't forget to fork over some cash - because God is a little short right now! You would have to wonder about the genuine intention for good and betterment for all really shown if you look at the facts; to say the least. To say the most; I'd have to eat a couple of bars of soap, to get the taste out of my mouth when I got done!

One scientist who was trying to get time "booked" on an observatory to study the Sun, claimed that he was unable to do so because the Vatican owns the bulk of them! After further research – this is a problem expressed by other scientists as well. This is "extremely" weird and not explained as to why; and I don't recall the "Pope" telling the masses that their contributions to the church would be used to exert control over observatories and space based satellites! WTF does the Catholic Church need with this type of technology? It certainly wouldn't feed or enlighten anyone spiritually, and seems to "not" get disclosed or discussed publicly anyhow. Are they going to build spacecraft with the donated money next? Some suggest they do! Why does the Catholic Church posses a monopoly of technology?

Unfortunately this is not the only example of this. If you look at the Christians, the Jews, or Muslims, and the bulk of "organized religion" - all but a few are profit based control structures. Often paying no taxes, lobbying the politicians to their will, and with things to hide and secrets to keep, and a "disproportionate" amount of wealth! I don't recall any Bible stories that endorse such greed and deception.

Now let's get back to us "regular folk" for a bit. I apologize for any hurt feelings, or any "balloons" I just popped, because I realize that only a small minority at the very top of these organizations are no better than common hoods. Everyone else; some 95 – 98% of the people involved are not the actual "snake-oil salesmen" - and don't deserve mine or anyone's scorn. I just want them to ask some questions that they are discouraged from asking.

All the major religious denominations use the same business plan, so to various extents you will discover the same un-pleasant truths, concealment of spiritual truths, control for money and power, and often manipulation of political systems. This doesn't mean there is no Creator, just that this is an individual discovery that doesn't lie in any one faith, but inside your self. To stick with my theme; (I'll split some hairs later!) to assume only "one brand" of faith has the answers and is the "only" way to realize spirituality has obvious flaws, and would be a lousy wager.

The opposite is likely true, in that by considering all the beautiful sides or aspects of many faiths and by sharing them, rather than condemning each other to hell for following a false faith - more would be revealed. Share and compare, show no indifference, and use your extra money to help each other and the less fortunate. I think to answer my own sarcastic question from earlier; this is what "Jesus" would do. That; and perhaps don't kill a tree in my name every December!

Likewise; "Mohammed, Buddha, Jehovah, Yah Weh, the Creator, Godhead, Over-soul, Ying and Yang" or whatever you wish to call this (I've left out dozens), it is all "one thing" that tells us we are special and connected. So let's do that instead, be special and connect. Not close our minds and be isolationist in our spiritual morality. We may have some fundamental differences to be sure, but you know; most of these have to do with the "dumb" little rules they added later, because at "core" the message is the same.

The "there is only one way" lie; is bullshit to be blunt. This is one of the exclusive "holier than thou" attitudes that are enough to make a peaceful intelligent person angry, at least for the level of stupidity for making such a statement. It means you know everything and are better; and when I see it your way, I can be great too! Excuse me, but are we still in the sandbox at the playground? I'm pretty sure you still are "mentally" anyways! You who stand in "judgment" of those who are willing to explore and question, are much farther from the truth than they are!

In essence I believe it has little to do with "what" you call God, or how you seek this, but rather how we treat each other, our environment, and how we show respect to a Creator. Bucking up all the beliefs into "segments" to fight over the contrived added details only clouds the issue and misses the point. Unless of course it is really just a business; in which case it all makes sick sense!

I actually now consider the only shameful aspect of faith, this deliberate separation to gain control and plunder funds. This covers a "shitload" of sins, like lying, cheating, stealing, and even killing in the extreme. Most wars encompass a clash of faith when really the "separation" is the culprit, through lying to achieve theft and control.

This level of delusion causes the "holier than thou," only my way, and only I am right attitude" - which has caused countless gross injustices in our world forever. After a bunch of investigating I came to another earth shattering, and easy to prove realization to do with the source of all these current "we know it all faiths" and their actual origin. (Are you sitting down?)

They are all "Pagan" in origin, and are totally based on Egyptian, Babylonian, and Sumerian religions from thousands of years earlier! And the further yet riddle is that those are based on an even "more" ancient Pagan religion, and if you tell most people this, even though it is true, and easily provable to any one with an I.Q. higher than a "fruit fly" - you better cover your crotch and get ready to duck! The "peace and love" part goes right out the window, when you "gut" a convinced person's belief system, by easily proving it was stolen from something he was taught to be evil and baseless!

This clearly points out the need for change and education. This type of information is deemed evil, and people start covering eyes and ears and speaking in tongues! This comes from a lack of information and understanding of the root cause of their stress and grief. Shed the misconceptions that are the basis for your faith, not the faith itself. The excellent part is not being stuck with the one twisted version, and not having to shoot the messenger, we do that too much.

We get sucked into it when we look for answers, because subconsciously we know there is more than what we see to explain us and everything around us; so as a "business" religion supplies product. And if product doesn't hurt your and my feelings enough, the truth is that the product provided, translates to nothing less than government for the soul! And the marketing ploy, since there is always an angle, is this is the only way! Just like "snake-oil salesmen" from days of old, more pomp and circumstance than substance, and a need for "urgency" to blindly accept all claims for your own well being. And by the way, if you give some cash, you can save your ass from "Frying in the Skillet of Hades!" Are we not beyond this, haven't we outgrown this fable? Shouldn't we find out the "real" truth, and doesn't this tire as a distraction?

Gather your scattered thoughts for a minute; and let's ask ourselves what it means when in any other aspect of our lives someone tells us there is only one way to accomplish something (grab the soap!). Utter nonsense is what it is! Only one kind of car, food, house, wife, lifestyle, clothing, music, fill in your own blanks, there are many ways. Even conventional Bible scriptures tell us the ways of the Lord are many, and is exhibited in many ways and aspects. Oddly enough the "business model" for the church doesn't see it that way, you are to only listen and believe what they tell you.

You must believe what I believe, is not really the basis for faith, it is control oriented. Back to square one! What is the purpose of spiritual teachings and doctrines, we must ask ourselves? What is its job and purpose for mankind, the very reason it is important and has been painstakingly saved and handed down through countless generations? First and most obviously, the precepts of faith are simply how to live your life, in the proper manner you were created for.

Without much doubt, no matter which denomination I picked, the answer to the first question was unanimous. Don't kill, don't lie, and don't cheat, don't steal, live in harmony with each other, and learn and develop, and have a good experience. We can all agree this is good, and consistent with the bulk of faith. So what the bloody hell are we doing that makes everything around us 180 degrees the complete opposite of this?

It is not because the people in general have no faith. It is because each stinking one of them says my way, and only I am right. And as much as I like steak or anything else, I wouldn't want it for an exclusive diet! I may have it more frequently if I like it, but it is in my better interest to break it up with other food. It is unhealthy not to have a variety of intake. I used food as a metaphor, but consciousness is the same; and fed by experience. Only having one kind; is like trying to live on bread alone.

So the first purpose of faith is likely how to conduct yourself and get along; and it is a good set of rules to live by for everyone (don't steal, lie, cheat, murder, etc). The next question for me would be OK, but why? All faiths again tell us we were created by an "Omni-potent being" called a Creator, with numerous names, which made our reality, and is the Source of all life - including us.

If you can accept or prove this to yourself, this is the basis for faith; so the "Creator" and his works are explained - vaguely at least. The explanation is also very general, as all things, all forces, and all life; which is also very inclusive and seems to mean you will find the Creator pretty much anywhere you look. The second purpose of faith is quite simply "God" telling you what God means, what was created, how it was done, the history of it and why it was done.

Now if we are not restricted by denomination, any way in which any faith can help you see this and show it to you, and best of all prove the existence of creation to you is great - until you are expected to hate or dislike somebody, or give money. As soon as you feel any of this, you should see if the actual "word" of God says this? It is always about control, power, and money at this point, and you are likely just looking God's "un-appointed business agent" in the face, when you see this crap!

The third purpose of spiritual teachings and beliefs is the telling of the progression of life on a personal level - right on to the progression and future of mankind. This is the "Creators" proof to you that he knows your personal struggles intimately, and those of humanity as a group. The spiritual history, past, present, and future of mankind is all explained, the trials, tribulations, and the outcome.

This "un-equivocally" says the same thing in all faiths; God has a plan, it will be so, don't get in a flap, just float, follow my rules and it will all work out. I really believe and enjoy all the messages, until the "there is only one way" bunch get through with it. Somehow the first three most excellent purposes and reasons for ancient records and teachings regarding faith have been messed up so bad, I am at a loss to explain how every excellent idea or thought got converted into nasty and completely wrong actions! Then I followed the trail of bleeding money!

This blood drenched money gained by our disempowerment; ends up at the very top of the food chain. So far above you and I - that the president and top leaders; only hear from their messengers. These are the ones who manipulate every aspect of our lives, in secret to build virtual Islands of money, upon which to perch and look down from. This is the best explanation for the "cock and bull story" I could find. It is where all the power and wealth reside, and where the trail of money goes. Heartless, unbelievably greedy, and power hungry schemers are controlling the whole planet, and many represent the faiths we see commonly promoted. The "there is only one way thing," is quite obviously a convenient lie, to keep us all from "uniting" and discovering the real truth.

The "Creator" is excellent, but his various fan clubs, really do suck! Now that we know why they suck, and what they did to the truth and word of God, we expand parameters, and accept no boundary. The most intelligent thing to do is look at all the religions, myths, and ancient teachings, and filter through it all to see what they agree on. That; and to realize the "solid" believable truths, will be consistent through out. Unless you really think all these "Gods" with different names, from different cultures and religions are separate, and not really the same God? Everyone for example has a creation story, so I assume they are all the same "Creator" and just described in many ways.

In a true sense this is correct to the core, because to a surgeon this would be about the wonder and miracle of the human body. To an artist this is about art, how they create, and that gift. The farmer understands this by the cycle of crops, and life. To a naturist; the animals and forests divulge the riddle of life.

This could go on and write a book of its own; but the point can easily be shown as true, since there are countless ways to marvel at creation, and the works of God. And of course countless ways to fit into the scheme of things yourself, and no reason what so ever on "God's green earth" - to be intolerant of someone else for looking from a different viewpoint, if no harm or malice is exhibited.

In actual fact; anyone who thinks that their belief system is better or superior to anyone else's, is what the biggest biblical warnings consist of. When you think I am wrong; you judge me - you are not my judge! When a person demands and insists they are right; they are the definition of a zealot. For the most part, it is people in positions of power, wrapping their agenda around flags and faith. I think the "Creator" would hate having his name used for advertising, harvesting cash, killing people, and limiting the life experience with falsehoods, by "tuning or spinning" faith to manipulate the masses. This goes against the very concept of spirituality - and its own rules!

Well; since everything else is 180 degrees out of whack, my profound realization is that to declare your self a "devout" anything is the very definition of sin, at least as it is commonly practiced! This however in no way suggests that there is no "Creator" nor grounding for faith itself; it just means we have a lot to fix and repair.

The Mayan calendar and the end times we hear about, have some meaning for us, but nobody really knows exactly what - so they "imagine and designate" every possibility, and build theory around it. I did a lot of research on this subject also, and to cut this part down a bit I will give you a condensed version of what I found. These are the "short versions" of speculative translations of spiritual "end times" into scientific conspiracy theory. It is just food for thought.

Some believe that Planet X, or "Nibiru" will make its 36,000 year orbit through our solar system, around our sun and will raise considerable chaos. Some claim that the original aliens that descended onto the Earth (the Fallen Angels), or "Nephilim" may return!

The other claimed galactic peril stems from the "Galactic Alignment," or "Crossing of Galactic Plane" with the "Black Hole" at the center of our "Galaxy" which may or may not cause any or all of the following:

  * Disasters to the earth, due to energies and forces and strain from this.

  * A genetic boost, a higher vibrational frequency, and kick start for evolution.

  * A higher holographic dimension created, and we move from 3rd to 4rth.

  * The earth splits in two, like a cell, and each doesn't know the other exists, as two reality timelines are created.

  * All the black holes in the universe emit a color sound frequency, which re-aligns and re-balances everything once every 26,000 years.

  * The solar system passes through a plasma field or a charged area of space; which is claimed to be the "real" cause of Global Warming.

  * The Sun goes out! For somewhere between 30 hrs and 3 days! Reasons like rebalancing and dumping plasma to regain spin, and gravitational effects are the cause.

  * The Earth flips over! Magnetic shield failure, pole reversal, all the way to an actual inverting of the planet! And during this process, also a 30 hr to 3 day lack of sensation due to magnetic field loss. Described not as darkness with sensation, but no sensation as in a void. No feeling of up or down, or your position, no sensation physically (in limbo) but conscious and aware. This is supposed to kill many people out of fear and confusion, who don't know or understand. Until it passes, when the desired people are still around to start over.

There is much science, history, myth, and scripture; to back a lot of this up to various degrees. Without "re-hashing" each detail to a theory, "scratch around" and learn about this stuff. Some is "silly" and has little basis in reality (which is all mainstream will show you), but good people with good data, do indicate some of these scenarios may actually be possible! If I was convinced that there is only one way; or one avenue of truth - I would be oblivious or in denial.

To remain open and adaptable to all possibilities and not dwell on any one aspect is probably the best plan. The odds that some of the more fantastic things will play out are thin (I hope!), however if some really weird shit starts happening, and the Sun goes out, or Earth loses it's fields and I experience a temporary void, or feel intensified or genetically improved - at least I won't be confused and do something stupid! (We will all just be stunned, and saying; "Damn that wing nut Attila was right!")

In all probability the date given for this isn't as important as the concepts; since 2025, 2030, and according to Isaac Newton 2060 is the end - so remain flexible, but an eventual evolution has to be true!

This new way of thinking sure beats the old way! You know; the "I am right" and the "there is only one way" people, might not even make it! This is disturbing, why people won't remove the single minded veil, and open their peepers, is beyond reason. We can not conceive of, nor prepare for, or adapt to, all of the future possibilities without widening our scope. When I am asked to narrow my scope, I know I am not serving mine or anyone's common interests or good. I do not know any more than I observe; and have no knowledge anyone else does not - but looking at it from an all encompassing analytical way does make things more obvious, if you do not limit your scope and perspective. So why is what I'm saying so unpopular?

The "Secret Monarchy" doesn't want you to grow and develop and free-think; this is contrary to the easy, indirect, state of enslavement we live in. As it is "dissenters" are the minority, if they became the majority, the sub-serving worker class would become difficult to manage.

Our spirits or souls are pretty much the only free part of us; our ass, or the "meat part" really is born into 3rd dimensional suffering. I'm not "shitting" anyone when I say this; and the implications are overwhelming, so it is well hidden. We are not "directly enslaved" so don't dismiss my point. We are mildly coerced, and "indirectly" harvested through taxation, societal and spiritually limited, and manipulated and directed in every aspect of our lives and it is getting worse! I quote George Carlin, "Pretty soon the kids are going to have to wear helmets to jack-off!" The control is that extreme and silly. I personally would like the government to get stuffed and mind their own business a little more, but this isn't where our society seems to be going.

Sorry for being harsh, but we are still sort of on the plantation, and people have to realize this to understand all the "control structure" around ourselves. It could be a lot worse, and may get that way, but as it stands most people regard this viewpoint as not true, because of our "programming" and the disguised nature of it! Although it's not as bad as one initially thinks, the reality of indirect enslavement is a fact, and the spiritual and societal control and propaganda, pervasive.

I feel quite bad every time I point this kind of realization out; because it does hurt and offend. The problem is this explains so much, and I have proven to myself that it is true, and I have to follow my own rules. Without this full understanding some pieces are missing, and this is where the trail led me, a hundred times, and a hundred ways. To move on I had to accept that the piece fit, to my dismay, and so might you. If you look and examine for yourself you will discover it is true, if you honestly look at the things I am saying, most will draw a "similar" conclusion.

The alternative is shielding ones eyes and ears, in favor of suspicious dogma. Don't be afraid to challenge your beliefs, because the real God is not afraid of a little intelligence or scrutiny, and he has no need for your cash! I think we are supposed to look closely at everything spiritual and gain all the knowledge we can, and thereby make the best spiritual decisions. And perhaps spend just a little time doing the same critical thinking, in regards to government and control structures. There are a lot of good minds out there, lets at least admit we have a problem so we can set things right. Just be knowledgeable, question and investigate, especially when strongly directed to do something, chances are it is not in your best interests, trust me it will prove out!

I'm getting old enough that I am blunt, a little hard to bullshit, and seem a little extreme, so again forgive my manners; my intention is from the heart. Boy! The things a person can discover just figuring out why the guy on the pulpit is consumed with convincing me there is only one way to find God, and it's his way or the highway! It sounded like crap, turns out that would be an understatement. It seems an entire devious control structure is behind this ideology, much farther up the food chain than you or I, and even the people trying to sell it to us - it is a "product" after all.

"Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full!" How appropriate! So the reality shown is that the bulk of what we call religion is really a business, based on ancient pagan religions, from when the people were slaves! Back to square one, was there ever another belief, from when we were free? All the old and new religions are enslaving, resource harvesting control structures, full of falsehoods, and surely there was something before all this? So to be blunt, and start at square one, who did the advanced ancient pagan civilizations "shit kick" and enslave? This is where the answer lies.

Well as per usual 180 degrees opposite of the accepted bull lies the reality, and it ties in with the "Adam" story. This is where our ancient pagan beliefs all started; with male gods, and Adam the man, and by the way "Eve" his rib or side-kick, to serve him and be dominated. This is very telling, and when I tell you the rest of it and why; it will all make sense. At that very point in history, relatively recently in the scheme of how long human beings have actually been living on the earth, we changed. Even though it is considered thousands of years ago, and our biblical beginnings, it is a re-write of the "Pre-sand Egypt" version, taken from Atlantis - and an all male "Pagan" version! Our lie is based on this older one. Before that people believed in a completely opposite mindset, other than the "man god slavery ritual."

"Mother Earth, Guya" or the "Feminine," was the force believed in long ago. The "Earth Mother" was a nurturing, loving female spirit force, guiding all life in a connected way, which we participated in, by living in harmony and freedom, and then returning to the mother spirit to be reborn. For possibly tens of thousands of years, we respected and loved women, our "Mother Earth" was the feminine spirit, our birth mothers were our connection to life, and our wife taken the "bearer" of our children and continued life. It is through the feminine the entire cycle of life and environment perpetuates, yet in all modern faiths to various degrees, the feminine or female aspects are given lesser status, and to be sure dis-empowered to control anything. If you look around its men and explosions, and control and enforcement, and dominator culture everywhere you look!

Don't let that make you think a feminine force has no power; the "Earth Mother" can be a real bitch! Ask anyone caught in one of her fits of retribution! All females are un-equaled at defending the young; a woman protecting her child will kill far faster than anyone else. The male is in many cases bigger and stronger (not always mind you!), and equally capable, but not as inclined to. The point is that as nurturing and loving as the feminine is; it is also in many ways the strongest "mentally" to protect the young!

So could there be a believable source for a "Guya or Earth Mother" spirit essence, as peaceful natives, Indians and many tribes believed in? We have been led to disbelieve the concept over the ones promoted, but does science account for such a force? Could the Earth not be a living body, as are we?

Now let's review at what recent science tells us. Energy outside space/time, actually powers the atom, and everything we observe, including ourselves is made of atoms! An atom really is nothing more than this energy, contained in a field! Then we can look at recent views on cell and DNA operation, where the newest pioneers now claim that energy fields like an "aura" around these actually instruct and work the functions, not the DNA itself. The DNA is a receiver of this "ethereal" energy, and thereby just a tool to make whatever cells the energy instructs it to!

We are back to the 90+% of what we can't see in space, but does operate everything, and speculatively quantifies a soul. In a scientific sense, this is the over 90% of the riddle of our lives and existence. The science to confirm what I am saying is out there and although new and controversial, and a little suppressed, will confirm these connections. Without delving into detail, look for yourself and verify and draw your own conclusions; much will confirm these connections. (We'll look at this in another context later!)

Don't think my findings leave no male purpose, it is a cyclic force requiring male and female, ying and yang, in and out breathing - but the original creational force and the original revered deity is the Mother. Honor thy mother and father, not visa versa is how it should be!

Everyone worldwide for longer than we can imagine; had a belief system based on the feminine and spirits, and the nurturing connected principles - until "paganism" grew and being controlling and warlike, dominated and destroyed the old, and rewrote history. We are still suffering through this whether we wish to admit it or not. This is easily proven, just look around at heaps of evidence, and the overview of the bigger picture. Male dominated churches, political systems, military, science, sports, any avenue you choose pretty much, all male oriented especially at the upper most levels. Didn't you ever wonder why? A few of us have asked, and we are told it is a throwback from nature, causing this male dominance. What an outright lie!

Let's examine this farther, it sounds like another excuse! In nature; the male of the species acts like a "clown" come mating time, risks life and limb doing battle to "vie" for the females affection, and once the female is impregnated, the male becomes secondary or even disposable! (In some cases outright dispensed with!) The female and offspring take immediate top spot, women and children first, which is the natural order. With the male playing the support role, to study that which the female does not, and balance things out for the good of all.

The very oldest tribal religions of the earth, unlike now; were peaceful and harmonious in nature, and only killed to defend or sustain, and worshiped spirits, motherhood, and new life. This is what the pagan beliefs destroyed, and their off-shoots conceal, they are the actual evil disguised! Belief in the earth mother is not pagan. Paganism came later; and destroyed tribal beliefs – with the advent of Slavery and Organized Religion.

Many current faiths argue that what I am talking about is "Pagan" and that my premise is "Godless and Evil." Let me clarify and dispel this silly argument, since it is based on a lack of research. In actual fact I am "not" for the older enslaving belief system anymore than the newer version. I am talking about the one that was destroyed and covered up by "both" of them, before any "organized religion".

More proof that paganism and current faith are one and the same is found by obvious similarities in structure, but also in the practical manifestations of group gatherings, ceremonies to represent acts of "eating the flesh" of Christ, as symbolized by a wafer, drinking symbolic wine as his blood. Pledging allegiance and chanting or group singing, giving "sacrifice" of money (or your work efforts), this is all thinly disguised "Occult" practice of "Pagan" belief systems. There, I just called the Pope a devil of sorts! Well really if I look at the facts, the shoe fits! Maybe on a personal level, he doesn't realize the role he has been guided to take, perhaps the true deceit lies higher up, but make no mistake, the whole thing is "Pagan" and "slave" based.

We've spent about 5,000 years or more following pagan beliefs, dressing and fixing them up, hiding the identity, but even with the lipstick and high heels, I know a "pagan pig" when I see one! All the "sacrificial" lambs! Hey Abraham, kill me a son! Do you know that when you look up Abraham in history to match it up with the Bible, he was a Sumerian! The Sumerians were Pagan! As were the Aztecs and Maya, even Christians and Jews sacrificed back then, everybody was Pagan! Voodoo was commonplace, and all this stemmed from the destruction of the Mother or feminine faith structure, which was based on freedom and a connected spirit philosophy.

This Pagan destructive dominator male slave culture went on to conceal itself better, and call itself by many names, and with the "advent" of technology, turn into a giant silly "game show" with flashing lights and prizes. It has been made flashy and to look as appealing as all get out, but it is false and evil from inception, and has little or no substance, at least as presented. The best way to keep us from discovering this, and distract us from the real truth, is to separate this same philosophy of enslavement, so we can fight over it and thereby blind ourselves from seeking more. Then we throw in the "there is only one way" bull! It is just a weak ploy which unfortunately seems to repeatedly gain purchase.

This "mountain of dung" is larger than the others. The "Dung Mountain King" if you will; indeed the ultimate dung heap! One would have to disguise it and convince the people it was a natural formation, how else could you hide such an anomaly in plain sight? So don't be mad that you didn't see it, after all; ever since they whacked off the end of your reproductive organ, and splashed you with "Pagan Holy Water," you were marked, stamped, and owned. A good slave and future harvest! And for the women, an immediate lesser status is given - and an objective to serve, immediately directing the both of the species "180 degrees" the opposite direction of the truth. So with these firmly entrenched beliefs and no understanding of from whence they came or what they stand for, we start our lives.

If we are indeed indirectly enslaved, as seems quite evident, and even more so in third world countries where people are made to work for even more substandard pay scales; then the best way to screw us over, is to start at square one also. So that we question anything else we hear later, since it fundamentally clashes with the "core" indoctrination. This coupled with a repeatedly taught and enforced program of never questioning the validity of information ensures an easy to enforce mild form of enslavement.

The more we learn scientifically and spiritually the more we are realizing that the truth is everything is connected in many ways, outside our scope of perception. All the nice bits left in conventional religion, as well as tribal shamanic beliefs claim that a spirit realm eternally functions all around us, and although that seems vague, the principles bear out in science. It seems as "there is only one way" is only true in the sense of the one way being all things being connected; and the "no, me over here, I'm right", the agenda driven falsehood.

Now I owe a definition of "Pagan" to those who may not know what I mean by this. Pagans were nasty! Regular sacrifices were made of animals and even people, for appeasing forces to provide crops, game, and weather. A male dominated hierarchy, with most women treated no better than a valuable animal! Rape and forced marriage are all throwbacks to this practice. As are multiple wives, the breeding within family, child brides, and pretty much all the abhorrent behavior still exhibited today stems from "Pagan" beliefs. The clergy "diddling" the children is an ancient tradition, the feminine as the divine would "never" promote harm to children and women. The entire fundamental principles of faith are wrong, when either knowingly or unknowingly, based on Paganism.

So how did all this come about? Was it a natural process or was it inflicted? Well if you made it this far, let me mess you up a bit more!

When I closely examined myths, history, and the Bibles, of many versions; (there are quite a few), there becomes a couple of serious problems to solve, and a repeating theme that is impossible to dismiss. Many others have found, researched and discussed these; I'll just point them out.

In the first place, historically - people just appeared within a structured society, complete with language, art, the ability to construct amazing stone structures, and a new "Pagan" philosophy and religion in our past! Not to mention "astrological" knowledge far in excess of our own compared to ours only a few hundred years ago at most! The major stumbling block with this being; that civilization does not just go from tribal, "Earth Mother" worshipping natives, to a technologically advanced society so far removed, in such a short period of time!

Yet history tells us, simple "villagers" moved almost instantly into this new age and way of doing things. And incidentally at this point a new term also appears, "the slave!" Conveniently and deliberately no one explores this problem with our history? The question being – where did we learn so much so quickly?

We have seen a similar phenomenon play out; when "so called" civilized nations have "invaded" peaceful tribal ones in the past. They are fooled, then slaughtered and forced into submission, and then rapidly forced to adopt the religion and culture of the technologically advanced society. The most likely conclusion becomes obvious. When an "advanced" society encounters a "simple" one, conquest and adaptation take place.

With enough evidence to choke a "proverbial horse" for the potential for alien life; coupled with enough indications in myths, history, and scriptures that indicate Gods, Angels, or "celestial beings" and the like have visited earth - I get a sick feeling I know what happened to those peace-loving, Mother Earth worshipping natives!

The true children of earth were not an advanced Pagan culture, they were tribal; this has been imposed by an invading dominator culture. Great things were built in fantastic ways, and grand culture emerged; but the common folk (regular Joes like you and I) were as "slaves" to the "masters" (this should sound familiar, and ring a bell!). The new "Gods" ruled; and as empires grew, loyal servants and proven slaves were given privileges and power to serve as extensions of the hierarchy, and the ways of the invaders became their own. The rest is quite literally history!

Another anomaly and problem is in the "blood," or our DNA. Some believe that remnants or passed down bloodlines of these invaders are still held sacred, and "preserved" in "secret families" and societies, with "Royal Bloodlines" still today. Come to think of it; the various "Royal Families" in the world today do "interbreed" with each other, often exclusively. They are the "pampered elite" who have disproportionate wealth, are secretive - and remind me again, why are they so important anyways? Rich beyond comprehension, above the law, much of what we know as "Royalty" is the wealth and power and manipulation from behind the curtain.

The remaining elite bloodlines are the approximately 200 extended families that own the mega corporations, financial systems, control the U.N., and secret military and space programs, as well as "Big Pharma" and the medical system. These are the people really running the show, but you can't vote them out or fire them. If you change anyone in government, military, clergy or even big business, you only "relocate" or displace a representative.

The "masters" will allow you to choose one of several "stooges" immediately provided to satisfy your outrage and need for change. But the guy out of "left field" with your best interests at heart, will sadly without fail; never get the job. The elite rich are still perched behind the curtain, unaffected by any of this. Anyone willing to look at our situation with an open mind, living on this planet at this time, can see the evidence in all directions if they choose to look.

My purpose is not to dwell on this aspect; but rather the spiritual truth and riddle of the soul. But if we have no idea how we "got" where we are, the rest of what I'm saying lacks a foundation of understanding for what is wrong with the whole mess. I uncovered much of this to my dismay while getting to the bottom of what was my original quest, but I found what I did, so I shared.

The available information does show us that "civilization" jumped at one point inexplicably; and slavery and dominator culture became the norm. Everything has mellowed upon first glance for about 15 – 20% of us - since food and shelter are affordable, but we are still "indirectly harvested" of our work energy and resources. We are controlled and directed in every aspect, spirituality included; and the other 80% of the planet, trust me - feels the full "boot" of slavery up their asses! And if you buck the system, even here; a boot will be launched in your direction and much worse if needed! If you are one of the 80% of the impoverished, or an aware disgruntled member of the "servant class" or "worker bee's" - the full nature of what I'm saying is a fact of life!

We have much truth to uncover and lies to dispatch with, and I figure the "there is only one way" spiel has been around for so long, maybe some people repeat it out of a genuine belief. Maybe even many of the elite secret monarchy don't even know or understand where this comes from? The Guardians of the Great Truth (keepers of the great lie) have been hard at work as usual!

So what became of the original Gods that descended onto the Earth and took the "daughters" of man as wives? History, myth and legends, all tell us from Sumerian and Babylonian times - that eventually after long kingdoms, these "Gods" all died off, and their offspring as "Royal Bloodlines" continued as Kings and Pharaohs and ruled on. This "watered down" group over the years has struggled to maintain control, and maintain the bloodlines, and preserve an evolved version of slavery, achieving the same results. They get the "first crack" at any new technology to exploit, a "slave or servant class" to do all the work. They control all the wealth and resources, and have no "entity" to control or limit their activities! In other words just a modern version of the same shameless exploitation and enslavement of the people! We do the construction, fight the wars, harvest the resources, make the food, and we own very little in reality, and less and less all the time. Just as before; those that serve a purpose are paid a little more for their services, but the "masters" maintain full control and ownership.

And where I was going with all of this in relation to our soul is; they know that controlling our beliefs about spirit and soul are a critical part of this. Think for a minute in this light what several waves of "Inquisitions and Crusades" meant to villagers who worshipped mother earth; or anyone who believed in anything else - period!

Monty Python poked fun at this in one of their sketches. "Do you believe in God?" the inquisitor asks the peasant? The answer returned - "No!"........Bang! Dead!

The inquisitor asks the next peasant; "Do you believe in God?" The next peasant answers with a resounding; "YES I DO!" "Very good" the inquisitor responds – then he asks; "Do you believe in MY God?" To which the peasant replies; "No!"...............Bang! Dead!

In other words, only the complete surrender of "all or anything" you believe in favor of the belief offered, is escape from death! Not really very funny, but very true, and so "obviously" in your face true, that it is funny in a sick way. We did this to people in the past; who merely expressed individual or alternate spiritual beliefs.

Educated individuals dare only poke at the truth in fun, when they say the "Queen Mother" still owns everything. But in fact the "Windsor's" and some "200 families" really do own and manipulate every "facet" of all our lives on the planet. And the few countries that as of yet have not been bought and sold "lock stock and barrel" - we know as "rogue states" and nations with "evil" dictatorships, that we are fighting, or are on the list. If it steams and is smelly; it is probably what you think it is, and not what you are told. There is only one way to break free of all this foolishness, and that is to realize there are many ways!

So what happened is I admit a bit sketchy; since much of it has been concealed. But if you start at square one in your belief system, and look at all aspects of religion and myths, and critically omitted and concealed history, and then stand on top of the box we've been manipulated to remaining inside of, and look at the over-all picture from this enlightened perspective..................this all painfully clicks into place. The "Gods, Kings, and Pharaohs," have long died, and even the "hybrid ancestors" have been absorbed over thousands of years - but they "cling" to a wreck that education and a newly awakened consciousness can survive, if we know the whole picture. Or at least upon which the society we are unhappy with is based.

The freedom from the "pagan slave ritual myth" is in the soul. The entire process relies on the premise of "self offered" indoctrination; based upon a lack of knowledge of the true soul/spirit potential. This is why "atheism" is also encouraged; since this also disconnects one from awareness. And it is also why if we become aware, we are directed to any one of several branches of twice removed "cousins" of "Paganism," that are not "Pagan" we are told - but happen to have the "same" philosophy, teachings, and practices!

Whether we like it or not, all the "grand construction" displayed that only the "rich secret elite" really own; are proof we still build great structures for them in exchange for a free pass, a wage, and lodging. None of it is ours, not even the "supposedly public" structures are owned by the people! Try to deny the building of one, or demand one removed; good luck slave! Just look at all the ancient pagan esoteric symbols on "Gothic Churches" and government structures and monuments worldwide today if you want some proof. How come the "elite bloodlines" don't inform the people what the symbols on the temples and buildings of governance mean? Or are they "marked" as to the true owners?

The danger to these elite is that the "Earth" is now 7 billion people strong and growing; and becoming aware of the farce we are presented with. Resources are starting to become limited; the environment is suffering the effects - so out of necessity and a repeating cycle of destruction and collapse, the elite are building great bunkers and underground cities. Hoarding supplies and positioning themselves to survive something that is coming we don't know about, or a war or contrived deliberate depopulation.

The third possibility is my favorite; they are "scared shitless" that the joke is over! When half of their own, and the rest of the planet figures this whole mess out, they are going to need a secure place to hide and a lot of supplies to ride it out! And even if the world takes a serious beating in the process, it has before and people survived. And we won't forget what caused it. All the power and money doesn't mean a thing if you have no friends, no one to trust or assist you, since you are a known liar and shit-bag!

But "they" control the armies some will remind me. We are those armies, I remind you! When all this breaks down, everything I am saying will become all too clear, all too late. Now, for the "good" side of all this - after all something resembling a purpose must exist!

Think about this to comfort the soul a little, because it is why they have failed somewhat until now. The biggest stumbling block or "thorn in the ass" for these jerks is this. The inhabitants of the Earth, the true indigenous ones; you know us "regular folk" the meek, will inherit the Earth as all faiths, myth, scriptures, and future tellers claim. The evil bogus lie doesn't last, and if we look around it is already starting to come undone.

This is not the way we were meant to live; it is unnatural and killing the planet, as well as biological life, the animals, and soon us, I am afraid. Here's real faith for you; I earnestly believe that even if all hell breaks loose for a while, when the smoke clears and the dust settles, "Mother Earth, the Cosmos and the force we call God" will tend to business since it is the same "sentient" force that created everything in the first place – and it has limitless time.

Do you remember the natural forces of Creation; which is the real definition of God, not the "Pagan" and perhaps alien "Fallen Angel" version? The scripture actually tells us that the Fallen Angels will "enslave" mankind; I'm just asking people to read the "actual" lines instead of in-between those interpretations. All this comes down to "Alien Gods or Fallen Angels" let us say; who were "technologically" far in advance but mortal, enslaving and exploiting early man.

Therefore by definition they were lacking the good qualities of the light, and fallen from grace, by use of knowledge for greed, harm and to enslave other beings in God's Creation. This is the physical manifestation of "evil" in the universe we were "warned" about! The good part is this; they were "giants" and technologically superior, but they were mortal and died, and were "physical beings" with physical bodies and "spacecraft." This is where it gets better!

There are also "other beings" in higher dimensional realms, less physical, that we also know of from ancient texts, records, and various scriptures, that we might describe as "Angels, Ghosts, Spirits, or Light Spheres." They exist outside time, and are the good spirits at one with the "Creator" and "not" fallen. This gets a little confusing but worthwhile!

Didn't you ever notice how "God" always "sent" someone to do the work required? While the "Creator" being all things and all forces, it is you; so any communication falls internally by the natural link. When physical interaction takes place, a "being" either "physical" or made of "light" or photons is the means. These physical variations of creation have free will and can be good or bad. The photon or light energy beings are above all that. The actual "All, God Force, or Creator," is that which is not visible to us in our state of flesh and blood, but is all that is invisible. This force is all that is light and energy, and of the physical, as they are just vibrational frequencies, planes of existence, or dimensions.

So I concluded the "Aliens or Fallen Angels" were low level as far as higher dimensional beings go. And while we were initially taken aback and amazed, and fell into the invading conquerors traps; they did perish and fail over-all, except for the confused "half wits" continuing the legacy. Maybe it was a necessary stage, we have now out-grown? There are actually three good reasons they don't and won't succeed.

The "Earth" has a collective consciousness, and like an "immune system" it will protect the planet if need be, these people don't get this. Also there are far superior beings who are also "God's Children" in the universe, who the "Fallen Ones" fear with good cause. And thirdly, we have "eaten" from the tree, fallen from grace, paid the "usual" prices for it, and now or soon hopefully get to move on. With a full understanding and pain suffered as a group behind us. The gig may be up or at least the physical suffering part.

Many may say I've painted myself into a corner of sorts, and it may seem a bit true on times. But when I re-examine everything, and try over and over to explain the whole bloody thing with the conventional band aid beliefs - it falls apart. You get into more possibilities than the "Twilight Zone" for sure, by the time the situation becomes explainable. But then I put it all into perspective and focus on the alternative explanations, and what credibility they have. For example; are we to believe that "Cattle sacrificing primitives, who honestly believed every species of animal on the earth, lived within walking distance of Noah's house" could actually have all the answers!

Or the "scientific atheist" approach that claims everything is a fluke when it has no answer? One is a fairy tale, and one is a dead end, relying on "primordial goo" to make all the right choices! Surely to consider other possibilities, that we find good evidence for, is less crazy than we are told it is. Or face it; you either accept a fairy tale, or believe nothing special exists, except for what science can hammer on!

Or better yet, people who are not investigating their own statements, who would have us believe that Tribal Shamanism, and Mother Earth and Spirit concepts are "Pagan" while symbolically eating the flesh and drinking the blood of their deities! And worst of all; not realizing what an obviously false statement that is! To believe in harmonious existence, spirits, the feminine and re-birth was bad! However reducing the women, enslaving the people and obviously "blatantly pagan rituals" are the correct method! (Who'd a thunk, huh?)

In the next chapter we will examine various scriptures that are not so easily explained by conventional means; and we can start asking the critical questions. How some bits tell us about the "workings" of spirit and soul from a fresh perspective; and how some perhaps proves my point?

In conclusion, when anyone tells you there is "Only One Way" if you think you can help them out; do so. If not, avoid the flypaper! Ask yourself; would the "Creator" only go to one church? Is everyone who doesn't buy into this crap, going to burn in some "Pagan" fictional version of Hell? Is the purpose of Creation, fear, and intimidation, and manipulation? And mostly; does the guy on the pulpit know "God" any more intimately than anyone else? I sort of set myself for a one word answer; I'll leave it to you!
**8 - Bible Truths and Myths?**

Then I thought; "Who am I to speak against the Bible or scripture," without trying to understand the messages more than superficially, and without "church style" interpretations? The words must have a deeper meaning or explanation for the beginning of life and mankind, than those we accept and believe. This is a good time to start at square one, with an open mind, the revolutionary new concepts in science, with the ancient esoteric myths rolled into it, since a fresh perspective would give an alternate sum of possibilities, and this is what I wanted to do.

Mother always said if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself, and we all know she was right! This principle is becoming an obviously consistent one, since the standard interpretations are "skewed" to each perspective and what we discover for ourselves is always superior. When this is applied to newer concepts of spirit, and science, and esotericism, and the true nature of reality; we discover things previously not exposed. The point of it is this individual discovery, reckoning, and experience.

What it means to me and continues to prove year after year, is that we have to take what understanding we have, even if we assume it is limited, and sort through it personally. (We all under rate ourselves, since it is the same for anyone, and not just for you or me.) It is how we develop and grow our understanding; based on the experience of learning it - and meshing this with our individual self! If even a limited understanding results, it is at least real and true to ones self, unlike that which is defined for us and we don't really understand. Then in essence, we grow up.

With all this in mind, let us put on two hats, one of a religious student, and one of the historian; with an open mind to new concepts, and a wide scope or overview. The principles are sound.

First find a decent Bible; I chose Gideon's Bible. I looked at international and updated versions, and to be blunt they suck! I just looked at "Genesis" and compared them. If there was any hidden meaning to be found, the more original translations would be beneficial so I went with "Gideon's" take on things. Even though I wanted to generalize, the more original language might help in this endeavor, since I already believed it was reworked from even older texts into our version.

Sorry for finding humor first; but shouldn't we ask ourselves why the good Lord sounds an awful lot like Shakespeare! Are we to seriously believe God is a stuffy old Englishman! Or that he talks like one! Alright; enough nasty humor - but anyone with a critical sense for facts can tell this has more to do with interpretation than substance. But it is funny! It doth and didest maketh me wonder?

The first thing that should start to make a person to wonder is Genesis 1-26; where "God" makes man in "Our Image?" WTF is more than one; as in "Our" image? The first God created all matter and existence, all other life; and then later on changed man into "our image!" This is very interesting to say the least, and a contradiction in black and white on paper to say more. I did a little research on this; the ancient Hebrew texts from which this is translated, specifically say that the "Elohim" made man. The term "Elohim" by strict translation means plural, without argument. God properly defined is plural, or many.

In the rest of Genesis 1; God makes everything, fish, fowl, and animals, and they are made as a whole or in groups - and not two at a time (note this!). Without much further explanation or details; man is also created, but mankind - not just the two, as in one male and one female. Alright; we have creation so far, except for the "our image" part, and we can assume at this point that mankind and the creatures of the earth exist.

For some reason in Genesis 2-1, like a sequel movie; now repeats again the creation, says it is finished - and the "host of them?" Now this is hard to understand in standard terms, but the word "Host" is that which takes care of, and "houses" the event, which we were just told was the creation. A "Host" or force for all living things was put into place, for everything. Perhaps this means a morphogenetic field, or community consciousness, Angels, Gods, aliens, or the ethereal energy that is the 90% we can't see? This is a clue as to a support system for life of some sort, which is a part of natural life and existence.

By Genesis 2-7 he makes man again? Didn't God just do that? Only this time we are provided a detail or two. The now "again" made first man, is made of earth, dirt, and/or firmament; and God breathes his life breath into the man, and perhaps even a soul? The first mankind didn't work out and "lacked" something, and although not explained; what else can one think?

Then God plants a garden for him? On an already plentiful, perfect and finished earth? In this garden there is a "tree of knowledge" not to be eaten from, and a tree of immortality also mentioned, and forbidden from man. God has now has also changed into a being who walks up to and talks to Adam physically! We have to take close note here, the first God I noted was an omnipotent being that spoke unto one, and not a God who walked up and physically spoke. Something had fundamentally changed in the way God operated! God went from a creational force that directly commanded and instilled his will; to a more casual physical manifestation.

In Genesis 2-21 this God makes Eve from a rib of Adam, to be a companion and mate by making Adam unconscious and fall into a deep sleep. Then by taking a piece of him symbolically, to give him a means of propagation, he creates another first and only being like him – a mate. Strange indeed; the first God didn't have to work this hard at making man, wouldn't you agree? The original God didn't have to render anyone unconscious and take a genetic sample to create - this sounds more like technology. The whole thing starts to look like a "parable" or story to explain mans existence. First one Creator God made everything whole and complete, and then a lesser God with powers also, made this second Adam, or strain of mankind.

Then in Genesis 2-17 Adam is told to enjoy this separately created paradise of comfort, plenty, and safety (Eden); but warned not to take fruit, or shall we say take from the tree of knowledge. In Genesis 2-19 God re-makes the animals again; but this time Adam names them! A whole mess of re-making things goes on initially! Also in Genesis 2-21; when he makes Eve from the rib of Adam - he is described as being alone? I personally think there were others as initially created, but there was only the one "Adam" or "God Seed" in the garden.

To condense things; the premise is that the newly created mankind called Adam and Eve in the garden of "Atlantis" (sorry, oops, I mean Eden!), gleaned knowledge they were not meant to from the tree of knowledge, in the "garden" they shared with "God." This God didn't want man to have this knowledge, and was afraid he would learn too much, so he kicks him out! This part tells you much that isn't discussed publicly, like the "missing link" between Neanderthal and early Homo-sapiens. Read it for yourself and see what you think, but when God kicks man out of the garden, he makes him fur coats!

Do a double take now; and realize this means man has changed, and is not "hairy" anymore, so even though this God kicks them out - he pities him and makes him fur coats! And consider that this fact was considered a worthy part of the story, since it is included in the scriptures of Genesis!

Then this awareness is described as Adam and Eve realizing they were naked, and the fact that they took this information was only revealed to God by the way man covered his nakedness, and knew shame. This God again didn't know the knowledge was taken until they displayed these actions, isn't that odd? These people were early man being manipulated by another being; only referred to as God by early man.

The enlightenment or enhancement sort of failed now, as man became aware. And if you need more proof that the second "God" isn't God; the first thing he did was start by lying to them, by telling them that if they ate from the tree of knowledge they would die. They did not! Also who or what is represented by the "serpent" entity that entices Eve to take the knowledge forbidden by God, and why would it be there?

Adam is also instructed to "cleave unto his wife" and be one flesh. These are instructions on how to copulate! God teaching an already existent but changed man how to reproduce? When you objectively examine scripture and disregard the standard interpretations, there is much more there than we are led to believe.

Now before you label me a ready for admission candidate for the "Happy Farm," a great many individuals from different beliefs and walks of life, have also came to the conclusion that something is fundamentally "phooey" with all of this! This all makes way more sense if you attribute the true power and capability to the appropriate God. The real God is many as revealed by the statement "our image." The first God made the very Heavens, and all the creatures in multitude and plentiful, including mankind; and we are told he was satisfied and it was good.

Then along to primitive man, perhaps Neanderthal, comes this later "God" who walks amongst Adam physically, and I believe was just another being of God's creation from somewhere else. This more advanced being creates a haven on Earth called "Eden." Possibly away from the great beasts, a protected area; and was a cultured garden of food and safety. This second God or alien, or other "child" of the God force; takes man from his early state as a Neanderthal, to a hybrid state we call homo-sapiens - hence a second making of man. Then animals are again created of a new variety, which Adam renamed, the mammals and birds and fish. These have been introduced to the earth for the first time at this second making of Adam, and I suspect this "physical" God that walks among Adam brought them!

When man becomes too much like this new God; by learning things he wasn't supposed to by living with and amongst "God" - then this God who "lied" gets angry and throws out Adam and Eve who are the newly "re-made man." Dare I say homo-sapiens arrived about then? (And we can't forget, made him fur coats!)

This new "smarter" mankind, the homo-sapiens hybrid, soon out classes his cousin the Neanderthal, as do the newer animals, and the fossil records and history jives with this also. The next odd progression I found is Adam and Eve's two sons, bringing gifts and offerings to the God who still lives in the garden, and this softens and pleases this God. Man has shown he can serve!

Then in Genesis 4-20; each type of man is made as per function, to tend the cattle (worker class), language and art (teachers), and army (war class.) Then the structure of civilization is defined as under a hierarchy, or ruling class, a pre-existing ready made culture, with rulers and slaves. Which history indeed shows the culture to be! It was dominated by "Gods" plural, and descendants of these Gods as Pharaohs and Kings, and a mass of enslaved population, serving the elite bloodlines. To do the farming, building, entertaining, and fight the wars, and basically do all the work! The model of society still today I suggest.

After this structure was initiated, the scripture does the so and so, begat so and so, thing forever; as if to keep track of these bloodlines. Does anyone have another reasonable hypothesis? And these initial "hybrids" made by the second God(s), lived an average of some 400 – 900 years according to scripture! We just disregard this as incorrect for some reason, but it may have been true, for reasons that make more sense now. After going through it all, the "begat and begat" thing indicates the spread of this bloodline for thousands of years. As well even outside of scripture, the records of bloodlines for these ancient Pharaohs and Kings, are shown to be among the most important records carved in stones and on tablets.

The next proof you ask? Then in Genesis 6-12, after a shitload of begat and begat, and cleaving unto wives, for thousands of years, the God that doesn't walk around and talk to you in the first person, returns to warn Noah. This "God" now sets about to warn Noah to build and prepare an "Ark" to survive the destruction, and to secure and save themselves and the animals.

God we are told then causes a "great flood" which destroys all life other than the ark, and spares Noah and his family and the animals aboard the ark because they were the only "not evil" life. There is also a part glossed over and not mentioned in church, when Noah asks his wife who the young man is he doesn't know in the family! His wife claims that this is Noah's "own" son, although Noah knows nothing about him, and he is not a baby or toddler, but a mostly grown son! We can rule out an affair for the simple fact that no woman gives birth to a grown son for him to appear out of nowhere. And we are told they are a good and not evil family, and so chosen to survive, so like it or not, God planted an extra kid from somewhere else on Noah's boat! And he was told by his wife that it was his, so he accepted it and moved on!

Strange that a mysterious boy gets slipped into Noah's family tree like that, after all; are we to believe that Noah is just a bit "absent minded" and lost 14 – 17 years of memory of his own flesh and blood son? And again, that this confusion is important enough to place into scripture and record? This God perpetuated a deception on Moses in regards to his son, and his wife played along!

After the great flood, we are told that God feels remorse, and says he will not destroy the earth again, and states that man couldn't help the evil he was? In Genesis 8; God tells Noah's family to repopulate the earth from the ark, with this mysteriously planted son.

By Genesis 8 -20 "sacrifices" are made to God. Take Genesis 9 -1 where God tells man to make everything afraid and harvest it? That doesn't sound very benevolent and peaceful anymore wouldn't you say? Then this God tells man he wants his blood, and experiences with men and beasts, and makes a "covenant" or deal with him. This sounds very much like occult, pagan and esoteric practices, or pardon me for pointing this out and saying so, a deal with the "devil" or a "fallen angel." A covenant, for his blood and experiences with man and beast, and sacrifices! Maybe it's just me but this doesn't sound right!

Throughout Genesis 11; 1 through 10 - man progresses and builds the tower of Babel, and when "God" sees it (he has to go look?), he is again displeased, and stops the people we are told by separating their languages. This being a translation, which is written like Shakespeare was involved, I think entitles us to generalize and allow a more meaningful similar translation. He broke them into lesser tribes, or groups, or whatever. I would take this to mean he "un-united" them somehow, separated and no longer as one. By confusing their language we are told.

I think the first divide and separation of customs and beliefs and rifts was initiated, by fragmenting mans beliefs, since the statement God makes when he see's the tower of Babel goes something like this..........Now that they all stand together, and see as one people; no obstacle will stand before man and what he could accomplish, and this God again didn't like this!

At this point I asked myself; why would this God dislike this achievement of building a great structure to rise into the heavens? Could it be the same principle as God in the Garden of Eden, "not" wanting mankind to have his knowledge?

We are again presented with a God who seeks mans service to him, or them; and doesn't approve of great accomplishments, or gleaning his knowledge. I don't know about you, but this whole thing is missing some information and for this reason doesn't fit with the things about God and what he says. I keep coming back to the only thing that makes sense, and we had a hint right off the bat with the "plural" of God. I think we can assume that surely this isn't a misprint, and Hebrew scholars denote that the Elohim created man, and since Elohim means plural - and "our image" speaks for itself! So this confusion is simply explained by not one God!

Likewise; not only the one "Creation" either. I mean other than the first original making of matter and everything from nothing, all the creation of life and animals, and mankind by the supreme Creator God. Then we again have the second making of man and the animals, from the sanctuary or Garden of Eden. Then after Adam and Eve were cast out of the garden for gleaning some knowledge from these Gods, their offspring symbolized by the two sons, bring "offerings" to the God in the garden to appease him. This more developed man, longed to serve this new master, and wanted the knowledge and comfort back that he had once been afforded.

Some time passes and by Exodus 1 -20 the "Pharaohs" like the Hebrew women. (They likely were Bedouin babes!) So the hybrids liked the women; so they enacted a law condemning all male babies of the Hebrews to be killed at birth - but not the women! Gee; what would happen if you did that? The Pharaohs bloodlines would be maintained, and the Hebrew absorbed – which is deliberate genocide no? We know from many texts that the Pharaohs were said to be the "Sons of Gods," or so they claimed. And yet God with a big "G" now tells us these Hebrew are his children and his people?

These Fallen Angels, aliens, or Sons of Gods - seemed to have it in for these Hebrew children of God? There is a "rift" between Gods; and ancient myths back this up with tales of Gods battling constantly. One God couldn't fight amongst himself this well!

Now I don't know about you; but when God with a big "G" made everything and said it was "good" and he was pleased - it seemed to mean somewhat less to these physical manifestations that were called Gods. So maybe I'm simple but I accepted this. So why exactly are the Pharaohs trying to perform genocide on the Hebrew children of God with a big G? Also; what God or Gods, are these sacred Pharaohs' bloodlines descendants of? It is clearly not God with a big G, so who?

When they used to ask in the 70's "was God an astronaut" (Chariots of the Gods); the real question we should be asking is – "does God with a big G even need a spaceship?" I think we can conclude the Creator doesn't need a spaceship. However, somebody that called themselves God did, and also wanted man to sacrifice and revere him, be his slave, and genetically manipulated him - but to what end? Ah yes the blood! Let's continue!

Some knew these were not Gods; once the shock and novelty wore off, and the true agenda was revealed. There was after all a God with a Big G with the title of CEO.

David slew "Goliath the Giant" and in the Bible God instructs man not to breed with the giants. Also our myths are full of slayings of great giants (large Nordic looking aliens), and dragons (reptile like or "gray aliens") as well. So what to me is described is a "hybrid" giant alien offspring, enslaving and manipulating the indigenous people (us); and trying to dominate and establish their culture on them. Not to mention dominate the genome. So an age old battle began.

In Exodus chapter 4; the "burning bush" apparition tells Moses to serve the Pharaoh, and basically "submit" to his rule. Shortly thereafter; God tells Moses to go tell the Pharaoh to let his people go out into the desert, so they can worship him - the "true" God. So they were slaves of the Pharaoh, and Moses had to ask for their freedom. After several "plagues" were released onto the Pharaoh, he finally complies. Then as we all know; Moses and "God's" people fled, parted the Red Sea, and escaped as the Egyptians' chariots were destroyed as the sea closed in behind them.

Babylon won eventually; but had to later "adopt" the Jewish or Hebrew adaptations, and they of course perverted the teachings to suit those of the bloodlines of the Pharaohs. They ended up "absorbing" both camps in a way. We are told the way of the "lamb" is the way of the true God; the ancient Egyptians were not symbolized by a lamb. Then we are told that after a long time of enslavement by this "dark and evil" (call this also what you choose, what's in a name?), mankind will finally truly be free, and know the truth of the light. Not sunlight people; but the "inner ethereal energy" projected onto you from above, that you reflect from below! The real God seems to have a handle on meditation as the preferred method - go figure!

In Revelations 14-8; this becomes quite clear, when the Angel declares that Babylon has fallen, when the world is destroyed. We are still in Babylon, and deceived by false alien Gods, or at least their descendants, several thousand years later! Revelations 16 -19, and 17 -5 this is repeated again, the false kingdom of Babylon is destroyed, because it is the wrong way to live and we are deceived.

So where else can we go to confirm this way out theory? We can look to more ancient, prior information, since the information in the Bible is really based on this. There were also "Vedic" texts, which were very intriguing from very old ancient Indian cultures, and they also read much like "alien" encounters. I noted this as independent confirmation; however I wanted something earlier, and in the context of the beginning of language. I found something I had never heard of and was seldom mentioned in the mainstream, and instantly much started to fall into place!

The "Emerald Tablets" are dismissed as early myths, because of the fantastic claims, and the incredible age of the information. They are written by "Thoth", who claims to be from Atlantis, later Sumerian, and to have been not only Thoth, but "Hermes" as well as "Quetzalcoatl" from the "Maya" culture. He was said to be the God of "heart and tongue" and the first linguist, scholar, scientist and the like of early pre-sand Egypt. Credited with being the source of all language and culture of the ancient Babylonians, and the actual "source" of knowledge and teachings, that allowed for the keeping of records! This is the "Oldest of the Old!" It is most worthy of independent investigation, I urge you to check out Thoth! Although not as well known, many other ancient tablets and engravings, acknowledge "Thoth" as the source of early knowledge.

Briefly again we might ask the purpose of scriptures being preserved? And the answer again is the why and how for the big questions in life? So pick a Bible, any Bible; and just like the guy at the carnival says, and just like at the carnival - it doesn't matter which one you pick! They are all the same confusing, contradicting, unintelligible, babble! Sorry but to be blunt, but you have to posses' infinite patience, and be very dedicated to get through one! Some parts make bits of sense at best; and you can read "anything" into it you want to. The evidence is proven repeatedly in cultures all around us; since no two groups can see it the same!

If this is the all important word of God, and not man posing as God in script; why does the thing lack structure and clarity? Bibles seem so vague and full of riddles? So I dug into the Emerald Tablets, to see if this supposed "Ancient from Atlantis" had anything to offer?

The original tablets were 10 parts; which were turned into 12 texts for clarity, with an introduction and 2 post sections. They are labeled for content, brief and profound, Thoth tells us why and how he knows these things; and the contrast is stark! I will just kindle your interest here with a couple of initial points; the "Bible" is explained in it! It tells us how all that came about as an effect of the times! And if you will entertain it; a source of evil, and the enslaving ideology!

The second immediate realization is that 95% of all the other esoteric and alchemy related and occult practices; are also stolen from this!

One soon concludes that it is no wonder why in the myths we are told; that even "Ra the Sun God" and "Osiris" himself; were jealous of Thoth's power and knowledge! At least 95% of "all" belief systems stemmed from these ancient teachings; and even today we can find similarities, in weaker versions. Talk about the "ultimate" in imbedding and being able to "covertly" preserve your words! Anything you likely believe in, or have heard about: are based on these tablets! They are said to be at least 10,000 years old; some claim much older - long before Christ, or Mohammed, Buddha, or any other Prophet........by a minimum of 7,000 – 10,000 years!

Thoth himself claims that when he arrived, man lived in caves, and was hairy! Quite the correlation to the Bible, don't you think! He claims not to be "God" but to have been on the other side, and of having seen "God and his "Lords" and of having been born many times. The full detailed version of the tablets with additions; looks like this.

1 – The History of Thoth, the Atlanean.

2 – The Halls of Amenti.

3 – The Key of Wisdom.

4 – The Space is born.

5 – The Dweller of Unal.

6 – The Key of Magic.

7 – The 7 Lords.

8 – The Key of Mysteries.

9 – The Key of Freedom of Space.

10 – The Key to Time.

11 – The Key to As Above, So Below.

12 – The Law of Cause and Effect and the Key of Prophecy.

13 – The Keys of Life and Death.

14 – Atlantis.

15 – Secret of Secrets.

In the original there were the 12 parts on the 10 tablets, plus the introduction, which some have suggested is reminiscent with the "12 around 1" as in the "Last Supper," or the "Astrological Constellations," or even esoterically 12 around 1 is significant.

The immediate difference is obvious; the "Emerald Tablets" are clearly laid out, and define and answer most of life's questions quite explicitly. Also if we believe what is claimed in regard to the age, this pre-dates the Bible - since man is a "cave dweller" at the start. Another proof is immediately evident by the similarity of all belief systems, biblical or esoteric that came after.

The force of creation wasn't an event in the remote past; it was and is an ongoing process. The energy that drives this is "God" and enlightened beings are merely another manifestation. Many things forgotten and true are in these tablets! You'll have to read it yourself, but the answers I found rang of truth, and actually speak to the questions we seek answers for.

One interesting question I have always wanted to know the truth about - is how Bible scholars tell us they know the Bible is "the word of God?" As well; that if we attribute the Creation and our existence to this - then surely this all powerful God could preserve his word for us? It is a good argument and sounds good in principle. But Thoth explains this problem we face with the confusion and contradictions we find much better. I think after I explain my findings, you'll likely agree - since it is the "same" logic, only more profound as to this understanding of the explanation.

Thoth claimed he was the first teacher and guardian of knowledge from the very beginning; and as such it became his job to preserve these teachings, during and after his life! Through oral traditions, sacred texts, scrolls, tablets, crystals, stone formations, symbols, channeled manuscripts (bibles!), and even through music and art forms. This is a much better explanation for the preserving of this knowledge to aid man in his development! The church explanation for this is ½ correct as usual, but merely a "watered down" version of this. Yes "God" can preserve his concepts for us to learn in life..........but everywhere, not just the one place! I didn't like to admit it at first, but if God gave me the ability to comprehend if something "sounds" right or wrong - I had to go with Thoth's explanation for how this works! The information is everywhere, literally; quite literally!

Just start by taking all the parts of your belief system and Bible, I think this works for most religions; and take the parts that make little or no sense, and read through the Emerald Tablets - and often the missing portion is revealed! If you are like me, I had a long list of questions, that the Bible didn't answer fully, or in some cases address at all.

In one passage of the tablets my whole problem with religion and the Bible is addressed; very clearly. Thoth claimed that religions "evolve" as man is ready, through the many previously mentioned forms. This is a clear and concise answer; God through various channels, can maintain the message - it can be art, music, channeled manuscript, symbols, stone, crystals, experiences, or you name it! We should I think; all be aware of Thoth's words as well.

Another "insightful" concept the Tablets contain; is regarding the true nature of reality. Reality being nothing more than an exercise of consciousness; was the idea that we all dream - but when we awaken, the dream continues and has a life of its own! A small cycle that continues, born of your consciousness! He's just telling us how consciousness really works by exposing a quirk! You wake up and start your day; while your dream motors on.

In another tablet Thoth explains how to interact with the ethereal higher forces, and how to draw from, and give to this light. The process without a doubt is "meditation" he describes; the idea being that when you go inside yourself and connect. It seems we radiate out this connection and experience, in ever increasing circles; and you feed on, and contribute to this. You are a receiver or "Vessel" as the Kabbalah tells us; to receive and give back the light of this creational energy. This is our purpose, we are a physical manifestation of this light, made to give and receive it. As I said earlier, all the bits of scripture and myth take on a much fuller meaning in this view. All the faiths, arts, scrolls and ancient knowledge and history, indicate the truth of this; admittedly scrambled a bit!

As the evidence mounts for the existence of "previous" civilizations to those we acknowledge now as the first; another source previously unexplored for the current faiths, becomes undeniable. It really is the one concept at the core! And as well; all of this ancient knowledge of astronomy, and interest in "inner light" as a "harness-able" force, and this way of looking at the Cosmos, is bearing out in new science of the quantum, and the newer theories about the universe! Thoth even claims that the "ether" of space and time itself is Gods energy; and is the power source for "all" things, in essence the Creation described. That this very fabric of space/time is the "illusion" in our perception that makes us experience our existence, and that the secret lies in the "vibrations" we can access.

Another simple yet remarkable explanation given in another part was the real meaning behind the symbol of the pyramid. This simply represents the stage or state of our vibrational frequency or of our existence in "third" dimensionality, as symbolized by the triangle. This makes way more sense to think when they built a pyramid; it symbolized our third dimension reality, seeking higher enlightenment in spirit life. A pyramid is a temple based on the true perspective of our reality; not a tomb or monument to a King!

In regards to the "end times," Thoth also had advice for us. He claims that all the talk of everything being destroyed is not to be feared, as it just means that our spirits and the earth's vibrational frequency will increase, and that this is a natural part of moving to fourth vibration. Much will be revealed about the true nature of reality, and we will grow up in spirit. Time changes; or at least what it means to us, or at most our full understanding of the concept. This doesn't mean that it won't exist; time just no longer will mean what it did. This seems to indicate that the "trauma" explained in the Bible, has mostly to do with those that are not enlightened, or don't give and receive creational light suffering, due to the understanding the rest of us develop, that they will "miss the boat" on. And also that when the cycles of life cease on the earth, we, or shall I say "our souls" do not cease, and this is also not to be feared, since the experience continues in a higher state, closer to that of Light and God.

If you look at "New Age spirituality, and Buddhists, Tibetans, and Hindu, or any that teach meditation (mostly Eastern), it is also loosely based on this idea. What do conventional and western religions do? We pray outwardly in groups with hands clasped and our head bowed - quite the opposite to meditation. All the "older" concepts involve being alone, eyes closed, and breathing in creations power, and radiating back this light in a contributing manner, to the life cycle and creational force. If this is indeed how we are to connect; and not with our hands clasped and head bowed in this fashion. So why are we taught this?

Pagan, man, Pagan! These controllers of faith and society are poorly preserved bloodlines from the ancient Sumerians; and are the same "shit-bags" programming the religions and societies from behind the curtain now! Would it help to understand this by putting a face on it? These people now control, and own, the resources, the military (especially highly funded secret military), space, politics, the financial institutions, the largest corporations, and all the true power! From secret held meetings in boardrooms, where these some 200 families with bullshit "royal bloodlines" manipulate the money, law, and faith, and secretly control everything. And we never see anyone but a flunky or under-ling in the public venue. Even the Bilderbergs, Council of Foreign Relations and Federal Reserve or C.I.A, are only their minions. And why would we be misdirected spiritually?

Thoth's answer is spiritually deep and speaks to this question. Long ago the advanced civilization built and "genetically" altered man around their beliefs. With advanced understanding of the nature of existence and reality; the "Atlanteans" began to use and break into powers of "darkness" and manipulate them. Thoth claimed the creational force was twofold. One was "dark light" and moves in angles and straight lines, and one was the "good" and giving light - our illusion being that this is backwards of how we perceive reality.

This good light or force moves in circles or curves. We are given the fundamental physics to do with the aspects of positive and negative energies, with regard to properties and principles. This is also why all the stone circles were built around the world. It was to "trap" any evil power in a circle; since straight lines are not able to negotiate curves, and are contained. Even in occultism we see this as the star contained within the circle or pentagram. Anywhere I look; the information on the Emerald Tablets has been adapted and modified, and made complicated and confusing. Yet the Tablets themselves have been forgotten. I welcome others to study and learn these ideas, since they are one and the same, without as much "voodoo" and smoke and mirrors!

At any rate; the "Great Flood or Deluge" was God he tells us destroying the Atlanteans, for tapping into and using the dark light, by destroying themselves. And personally I think this explains the idea behind the "Tower of Babel" much better, as the point where the culture and civilization became destroyed. And when they fled; the "remainder" of the culture spread around the globe.

Thoth even has a similar tale as the "Moses" story; only he went to another continent. The Maya called him "Quetzalcoatl" and this also explains better why the Maya and Inca culture had the similar stone structures and knowledge of astrology as did the Sumerians and others. They all shared the source of this knowledge.

For another example we can compare the concept with the "Mormon" version of Jesus coming to the America's; and another entire philosophy revolving around a similar idea. The same stories keep repeating under different themes; there is no way around it. I know a lot of peoples long held beliefs are challenged by this, but I for one refuse to ignore good information out of fear; that's how we got all screwed up in the first place!

So let's do a quick general re-cap, and speculate; much has been covered. From what these tablets claim, Thoth was the first, or among the first, from the stars to visit the earth. Thoth claims to have found a beautiful untamed savage wilderness; with mankind "living in caves and still hairy." Assuming only a little, a man or Neanderthal was taken into the civilized encampment, which was a cultured garden of food water and safety, isolated from the wild. Since Thoth and his friends, or perhaps these intruders, could not use the Neanderthal to help build the cities and culture of the aliens in this form; we get the second making of man, or the "Adam" story.

After making Adam, the first homo-sapiens, being not able to use Neanderthal since he was no more than an advanced animal, and not really a human being, the Gods make an "Eve" for Adam. The first hybrids! When they learn more than they are supposed to, and question and think independently, and realize things with this new capacity – "god" kicks them out of the garden. Man was not what they had hoped - they were disobedient and too aware! This God in the garden, wanted man to be smart enough to serve him - but not smart enough to be aware and think independently! Maybe God with a big G does work in mysterious ways!

The future generations of these extra large human like aliens, went on to be the Gods of mythology and lore, and the first Pharaohs and Kings. This explains big skulls and oversized skeletons occasionally found, that are not ape-like, but human. Myths tell us of 10' – 12' and even 16 foot tall giants and Gods, which could catch a galloping horse on foot, and knock it to the ground with a single blow! Coincidentally; they lived long lives compared to ours, and much of this fits when we apply an overview. Without this overview, history makes about as much sense as the Bible. We will never admit what the over all evidence points to - since it seems ridiculous this ancient myth and lore when taken literally. So we as a society do not. Instead we assume everything that is old is like a "fairy tale" ancient people used to explain things. What if it isn't and we were just not reading it right!

The ancient man was not stupid; I mean no more than the rest of us now anyways! Giants with God-like powers and technology would be seen as Gods by ancient people, but realize this; they reported and documented what they saw from their perspective. The giants died off, at least the genetically pure ones anyways; the civilization was destroyed by a great deluge, and the survivors remembering these "giants" and their teachings - re-started the civilization that we now know planet wide. Then the slaves and masters that survived the destruction of Atlantis; quested for new knowledge, building anew from what was preserved, a fragmented society, set back a long ways! Us!

So we the confused hybrids; continued in the old tradition that was our destruction, and a similar hierarchy oriented society developed based on royalty and elite bloodlines. We've inadvertently rebuilt Babylon, instead of developing our own new society. This is mostly due to the delusion that watered down bloodlines, deserve to maintain a slave based society and economy, oblivious to the "dark" principles it is founded on.

Just remember that black people in America for instance, not very many decades ago; were barely able to achieve their freedom! The problem is that this freedom is merely an illusion, and now we all "share" in the milder indirect form of enslavement. The one where the "government" holds your title, instead of a particular person of influence; that way the particular person needs merely to "instruct" the government of the commands! This version of society and religion is due for a change, we need only look around, it is coming whether we like it or not, for more than a couple of reasons.

In the Emerald Tablets; Thoth also claims that religion would evolve when true understanding was achieved, and that it was necessary and useful to guide our experience - but that the time would come for it to pass. We only needed a fairytale – until we reached the age of discovery and reason. Logically it makes sense; a highly advanced being could not fully explain all of this to Neanderthal or early man, so they did the best they could to explain things, and how to live for a sentient being.

They like us were imperfect, and did some things wrong, enslaved mankind, and used "dark forces" for power - and were destroyed by this or an un-happy creational force (call it a host!). They were higher beings, but much like us, or at least ½ I guess! What was created in early mans history was the foundation for his experience of development, and all the good and bad suffered as a result was a part of this early development. Religion was part one, to get us from hairy cave dwellers, through the developing stages, but the next step requires more substance and the "full" explanation.

The universe is full of life, but more advanced and not only in technological aspects, but in consciousness. God with a big G made a huge wondrous creation, for us and others to explore, until we learn to grow up spiritually and emotionally. Maybe what happened on "Earth" is only a typical occurrence which we may eventually participate in.

We are not too far from achieving space travel, only a power source away actually! In the entirety of the "Universe" there would have to be many worlds, in many stages of development, some more and some less advanced than we are. Parts of the Bible ring true in this regard, the ways of God are many and wondrous we are told, so why not believe it? God tells us his children are many and special, did we think we were an only child? Surely the ultimate father can handle "many" children!

Religion, myth, and ancient tablets; are there to guide the experience, and all have something in common. They are all good information to take to heart and live by, on an individual level of course. Some things perhaps are for someone else and not you, or people who've gone or haven't arrived! We have been given a "heart-spark" of ethereal energy to sort it out, no minister or harsh guidelines need be imposed, and the creational force called God, needs not your money!

You are the "Temple" in other words! You were "Holy" by your Creation; you didn't play any part in your existence, it was given and a gift! Ministers, Popes and religious leaders are misleading us! Going into the Temple of the God, really means meditating inwards to reflect back the "light" or the energy of Creation.

I don't need a modern Pharaoh by any remote disguise to preach to me anymore, and not because I've lost faith; quite the opposite - I've discovered its "true" meaning. And I found while Bibles and religions are interesting and have some truth - they also "conceal" much, and are elementary in explanation. I still believe in a creational force of good, even more so now that it is almost tangible, in that the explanation fits with life and science in our experience and observations.

Now instead of what we called praying; I sit and relax my body, close my eyes and concentrate inwards, hands at my sides with palms up, and head and third eye to above. A few large cleansing breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth, to draw in the light or energy we can't see and cleanse the body, then likewise an "invisible bubble" of energy forms around me. The better you get at this, the bigger the bubble your soul creates, until you start to connect more and more with the energy of life and creation.

Some say if you can extend this conscious bubble (which is what you are), you can connect to nature, the spirits, and other consciousness. In a fractal sense you could say perhaps God operates this way also, only his "bubble" is the universe and all of creation! The concept is very beautiful and I want you to ponder this.

The "atom" also has a field in the realm of this energy, the proof exists, and the piece fits, a bubble of contained energy that we can't explain or quantify, is an atom! A cell of anything that exists also has polarity, and a tiny bubble of energy of influence around it. As this greater understanding of things shows, we also operate this way.

Consciousness is the life force that runs everything, and as we all know it is dual polarity. While evil has power over our forces and existence, it is not to be sought after, as God holds this force in check, this is the essence of creation, the containment of energies. All religions are knowingly or unknowingly based on this principle. The science of spirit is that of an eternal, ethereal energy from the "Cosmos" which is radiating onto us – while we do so back. This is what all this "crazy shit" really means; and is also the basis for astrology and esoteric concepts. Good emotions of love and those based on it "feed" the creation, and hate and suppression are "negative" to this process.

The fear and negative emotions imposed by our society and yes even the church, are the very definition of evil in the purest sense, and contrary to the experience. With this in mind a person has the tools to advance personally, and as a society as well. It also gives us some truth, by which we can determine the validity of what we are told. I thought this was a worthy discovery to share with others, use your own "weights and measures" to balance it, but this shows at least a way and means to do this, if so desired.

So don't lose heart, a new theory or way forward always means a little shake-up, but perhaps a "tangible" connection to God is achieved, and that is worthwhile. I may have some bits that fit for me and not for you; but many of us are realizing a lot of similar things. I suggest we look inwards, and share the findings with each other, and your reflections will reveal things I was unable to also. I am merely suggesting a better method. The general idea of what I'm saying just got "more" provable, the more I kept searching! This is why this is not encouraged!

Another striking message of Thoth's explains that when you use big words to confound and confuse and lend false credence to the message; that you are entertaining the dark light, and it is wrongful and a practice of deceit. I personally like this guy, the statement is genuine and down to earth, say what you mean and feel, and don't dress it up. His words follow this rule, direct to the point and no "mincing" of words. If you understand where "Thoth" is coming from, and the "gist" of his philosophy, the messages are clear and to the point. From a dogmatic, conventional point of view, much will be lost to the reader. The idea is to read it seeing things from "Thoth's" perspective to understand it, and then decide how literal it might be.

If we look at the Mormon beliefs briefly, we are told by Mormon spiritual leaders, that the book of Mormon was written from when the great prophet "Jesus" came to the American continent after the resurrection, to teach "there" also. Now to be fair; I've immersed myself in these subjects, and I can't possibly "equate" a full explanation of all my sources and thought processes fully. It would take about 1 to 6 months of full blown study; in multiple departments. So I again urge you to independently confirm and research, take nobody's word for your own, not even mine! And this is why I digress.

"Zechariah Sitchin" and "John Anthony West," are just two credible pursuits. They are no nonsense true researchers, but just not very popular for what they profess from what they learned. "Magical Egypt" is an excellent series done by West, in which he claims evidence shows that "Egypt" is much, much older, and that the knowledge and culture is not to be dismissed as fairy tales.

Mr. Sitchin is a 40 – 50 year veteran of the study of Sumerian culture. He also dates civilization back farther; and believes aliens called the "Nephilim" visited early man, the same ones which are mentioned in the Bible also as the "Fallen Ones!"

My point is, back to the "Mormons" now that I sidetracked you a little is this; the source of it all is brought to life by Mr. Sitchins' work - remember he claims the ancient Sumerians tell of ancient gods, called the Nephilim. Right off the bat the Mormon Bible starts with the telling of "Lehi, and Nephi" which sounds mighty "Nephilim-ish" if I do say so myself! This is impossible by coincidence! Then we have the "Mayan" stories of a God they called Quetzalcoatl. One can easily conclude that in various forms to early man, "powerful advanced deities" drove and controlled and enslaved these cultures, then over time they died off, or left our realm, the line becomes blurred.

Could this be what Thoth meant, when he said he was known as more than one being? Are "Prophets" reborn several times by design; and being a "Prophet" means merely having evolved to control the process somewhat and retain this knowledge? Is this the very secret of eternal life? A sequence of journeys through life and enlightenment, which allows for retention of self? If so; then a full understanding of "enlightenment" could easily translate logically to eternal life! This is after all what the "bulk" of the ancient painstakingly carved into stone messages depict; in various tales of the spirit journey!

Imagine if you will that if we do "reincarnate" as many beliefs suggest; and at this level, we only "realize" and know this as a Soul or Spirit. And we do not know this when we physically manifest - so in a dualistic sense we are ½ mortal and ½ not!

If one was properly enlightened, somewhat more than we can imagine now, and lived and understood these rules and therefore "kept" full knowledge of both dualities once they had it "down pat." At this level, no matter how long a "Spirit" or a "Physical manifestation" you chose to be, or for how long; wouldn't matter! Again I know this is a bit of a stretch - but the alternative view is back to how it had to be explained to "early man" by an enlightened being. Or worse yet back to believing the scientists with no concept of spirituality; who through simple observations declare all life to be "random" and not sentient!

The last two just don't work for me. I've tried to be objective in my search, to actually see and accept things from all the various angles. They serve as only "band-aids" to small perspectives. The bigger picture, or shall we say "huge festering wound" of man's spirituality, needs a more comprehensive answer and more than a band-aid. I am at least convinced that my theory is no more ridiculous than those which society seems all too content with.

Even in the book "Chariots of the Gods" by Erich von Daniken, he was easier to dismiss as a "lunatic" in the late 60's and early 70's when he asked from what he discovered and asked "Was God an astronaut?" Nobody had any substantial answers to the questions he posed, and that was some 40 years ago! People, who won't accept the possibility, just won't go there - but he has since retired on a stack of books, that un-afraid people still seek out!

As of late some Vatican statements, not in the mainstream, by the odd member of the old guard; seems to be more open to the possibilities that we are not alone. A handful of interviews I've seen shocked me as to what they really know, and are just starting to admit. I think when we should start to ask ourselves; "Are myths and the Bible true?" We can say with some confidence yes; but not as we thought or were told. The same can be said for every faith on the planet at this time; this is why matter of fact people can't get their "heads" around the concepts as presented. And this is why even people, who say they believe, don't live as such, because "some" of it connects, and some does not, so what faith they have is confused and weak. Although these people do believe, they know not how to contribute, or how to participate in the process.

Another weird thing happening "planet wide" in increasing numbers is what could only be described as miracles. I'll list just a few I found and a taste of what we will soon see happening around us.

The "Sun" in 2006 deflected a large object passing through our solar system. There is footage from NASA by the SOHO observer which shows the event and is available on the internet. The large object is seen getting alarmingly close to the sun, and then a huge solar flare, pushed it away! Mind boggling don't you think, the odds of a huge solar flare ejecting at the precise time and direction, to "protect itself" really is a cosmic WTF? For an "inanimate" object; this is all but impossible and like winning an impossible jack-pot! Unless the "Sun" itself, or some kind of "Cosmic Host" made a "conscious" decision to protect itself; the odds of what actually took place, are all but impossible!

Have a look at "Indigo, or Crystal" children - clairvoyant, gifted children, starting to be born in greater numbers. If it continues, we may end up with many "prophet-grade citizens." I found the information amazing. These kids are possibly the "future" of mankind, they know and "feel" everything around themselves and were somewhat "rare" until recently. Check it out; I suspect you will agree - the next generations of children could likely be like having a citizenship of Edgar Cayce's!

There have also been more stories of virtually impossible cures! There are many like this one. A poor man in Africa, who had aids, was released from the hospital because he had no money or coverage; and in essence was sent home to die. He surprised them and came back healed! He claims he did nothing, and they reported that he hasn't even got HIV anymore! Pretty much unexplained, as anything but a miracle, and a documented case!

The really amazing and telling part that backs up my theory about religion is that these are shown to happen in "all" countries, colors, and religions, yet the same miraculous events are taking place. I thought this was significant, since there are too many to list, and it is an increasing phenomenon. If we look around, large and small miracles are on the rise, and the "television Pastor" had nothing to do with it. It really proves we lack full understanding of how this invisible life energy works.

The bulk of mankind coming to these realizations may be the biggest miracle of all, because much more will "stem" from this realization. Instead of disregarding miracles that don't fit in our conception of how life works, we should investigate farther as a result of the realization that we "don't know everything!" In a good way this could be an end to things as we know them, and perhaps all the "doomsday hype" is just a "global" awakening on all levels, about to take place. In all likelihood it is just not an exact date, but things may silently just start rolling, and take place under our "un-aware" noses.

Take heart in the fact that all we see and learn is only a small portion of the truth; the rest comes from you, and from above and below. The purpose of faith and religion is defined as a "mechanism" to "guide" spirituality. So you get a lot more out of the concept by opening your eyes to all avenues, right down to art, philosophy, all ideologies, and even "odd ducks" like me!

I am quite confident that you'll see what I'm saying. Our interpretations may vary a little, but that may be a good thing. Just be critical, require validation, and investigate "motive" for cause. With simple good tools we can all work together to solve this mess, and make no mistake, whatever you believe, or how you dice it up, we as a species are near the end of our rope if we don't smarten up, we can at least all agree on that! And perhaps if you are as fed up as I am with the "society wrong think" we live under, you are now also in a position to entertain solutions. It is time for us to question the validity of concepts, and put them to the test, in all aspects. Because not only faith, but science and history are about to "face the music" soon also, if we entertain any hope of change!

Here is a good example of the "riddles" we face in scriptures. For instance, Revelations 8–10 and 8-11, tell us of "Wormwood?" I took it to mean "genetics" from my perspective, and I will explain my "tilt" shortly, but this is a controversial part of the Bible to define, and the problem is we get many interpretations from this. I just give 3 examples for us to look at. Example one; the standard Bible interpretation for this has to do with a falling star, giving us a sign. If you ask a sign for what, that would be the destruction of the Earth, or Armageddon, by God! (Loving shit huh?)

Example two; "Wormwood" to some means "Nibiru" or "Planet X" as it is also known as, returning from an "extended" orbit from deep space. And to some this means the return of the Fallen Ones, or the Nephilim to the Earth. Although a bit fantastic; if something is shown to be "hurtling" towards the Earth in the near future that fits this profile, who knows?

Example 3; as I and a few others believe, this is "symbolic" as is much in the Bible is, and the real message is a description of how something special, may take place. The "falling star" is in the realm of ethereal light or energy; and perhaps it means it will alter the DNA of mankind, with consequences for some. This may seem "esoteric" and fantastic at first, but I think much of the Bible has to be read from this perspective. See what you think, here is the quote!

Rev: 8 – 10; And the third angel sounded, and there fell a great star from heaven, burning as if it were a lamp, and it fell upon the third part of the rivers, and upon the fountains of the waters. Then continues with Rev: 8 – 11........ And the name of the star is called Wormwood, and the third part of the waters became Wormwood, and many men died of the waters, because they were made bitter.

Here's my interpretation of this; and it has nothing to do with what we would know as a "conventional" Star! First off; when Christ was born - three Stars, or "Wise Men" right? "Spirits" is what this represented; ushering in a "Prophet" into this manifestation of ours. So a "Star" is an "Eternal Spirit" or force; at least in my opinion. The "rivers" are the spiraling snakes or strands of DNA, and the "fountains of the waters" - are the waters or "energy" of life. Again if we compare this with ancient pre-sand Egypt and the Osiris story; we get a lot of "crossing waters" themes, and "DNA strands" depicted as coiling snakes. So to draw the obvious "similarities" in the concepts portrayed, is not so unimaginable, after all they sport the same stories, and same concepts!

The word used to describe the "Star" or force is "Wormwood" so I gather it "spirals" or "bores" through something as would a worm boring through wood. Again to me this represents DNA or some aspect that supports our life. The last part should make sense, even in conventional thinking; and also lends "credence" to the rest of what I am saying.

Where many men perish because the "waters" become bitter; means to me if your antenna isn't tuned right, you are in big trouble! By this, I mean if you are one of the people I've been talking about, and are "missing the boat" so to speak - this enhancement passes you by, or worse "kills" you, since you are not able to receive creational light (or the waters of life!) at the new frequency! Everything in the message is Spiritual, imagine that (only this really means it)!

The Bible can be myth, and many myths are just versions of the Bible. All the knowledge of these forces is imbedded in "everything" around us. Thoth was right, just try looking at it this way for yourself, and see if it applies for you like it did me? If nothing else it is food for thought, on an avenue well worth exploring, and perhaps something extra will be revealed with your insight.

This is why we are suppressed and manipulated, and not encouraged to explore all the avenues, and see the bigger picture. This mess is far easier to understand, with more information than we are normally provided. Accepting only one viewpoint is a scam best avoided, unless this satisfies you. I suspect if you made it this far, you like myself, are not quite so "easily" amused!

Now I know a person can find much that I have said to disagree with, and some perhaps rightfully so, as long as you do this from an alternate open viewpoint, I'm down with that. The thing is; many people are "fed up" with the bull-shit and are also seeing through much of it - and will soon also start to question the conventional dogma. This is my true mission, to awaken questions and free exchange, avoid the contrived trappings of control, and the rest is food for thought without fear or hogwash!

I had a "bout" of web-surfing to see what others are saying about all this, and as I write the last few pages of chapter 2, perhaps another "miracle" came to light!

Not too long ago, the "Tibetan Monks" made a prophecy through channeling, which was only publicized in India. These Monks said some un-characteristically wild things! They claim that as we approach 2012 war will loom, due to terrorism, and secret actions by governments. With crumbling infrastructure and belief systems, as the end draws near and atomic war looms on the horizon - aliens (yeah, you heard me right!), will not allow the Earth to be destroyed, and will stop it! Then mankind will receive help to move to the next dimension! Wow! Look this up yourself; because you'll never see it on our news channels; it was only released on the other side of the world! The last place I would have expected to hear "hairball shit" to confirm my findings was from the Tibetan Monks!

The buzzing chat-rooms and comment pages had a couple of dummies, who said "yeah right, aliens; lol" and scoffed. I was however "overjoyed" to see the majority of the comments came from "critically thinking" people, who repeatedly pointed out the following points in a multitude of ways.

One good point was motivation. This is not the Vatican, they don't give a shit for your money, and this has no purpose in harvesting money in any way. Also; the Monks are poor by even Chinese standards; so no "money agenda" exists.

Another excellent point is that these guys have been "channeling" for thousands of years! Tibetan Monks are the most documented religious "proof" of these practices one could find, in its purest form. If any credible source for channeling exists, and most of us accept the idea to some degree; than these Monks can.

These Monks are also not fighting a track record like the Jehovah Witnesses either! They leave everybody alone and don't "push" their beliefs on anyone, they accept all other religions openly and keep to themselves, pretty much even when under persecution from the Chinese government. They don't knock on your door or make announcements very often, and generally keep a low profile. This is not "typical" behavior for them, and this may very well be a sign of something important.

My last point is that they minced no bones about this; they came right out and said aliens - and I don't recall the Dalai Lama ever discussing UFO's as a subject? It is the equivalent of the Pope telling us he's going to have a hit off a bong, and get a tattoo! But when we seriously consider who is telling us this I get a chill, and so should any thinking person. I was however impressed by the messages on the chat-rooms and the like, some people were smart enough to analyze the information, rather than dismiss it, and I find this encouraging!

Channeling the future while revealing; has proven on occasion to not play out, which is attributed to changes made between now and then to the program. Dates or events are merely probable, but the message is usually accurate barring these fluctuations! This means "intervention" is at least a decent probability, the time is relevant to how events play out in other words.

New age spirituality is very similar to Tibetan beliefs; with a modern twist, one foot in science - and a "whiff" of esoteric teachings! The "building blocks" for a new belief system are coming together; one that looks at everything and includes everyone. I suppose some how this will be considered "evil" by some. It will be nice of them to identify themselves as "morons" immediately though, won't it!

Much about religion is a falsehood; it is in fact a descendant of "Pagan" beliefs, and mostly a control structure. This is not to say as Thoth points out, that required knowledge is not to be found there; just "learn" how to look.

Learn how to look, and meditate, not pray as we were taught. Raise your head, third eye to the heavens, eyes closed, and palms up, take cleansing breaths, and merge your bubble out as far as you can. What did they teach us to do? Clasp your hands and shut the door to this, and turn down and bow our heads! I hate to ask but, WTF am I praying to like this? It is a little bit frightening to think about. I'm starting to realize the "true" meaning of evil. Some "Elite Pharaohs" still exist; and want to keep this secret from us to maintain a subservient culture.

If you accept my premise that at the highest levels of government they have long been corrupted, then you understand the principle of "ultimate power" corrupting. The church is even older than and just as powerful as the government, and even used to be the government. They still pull strings and have massive wealth and influence, and are at least equally corrupt as government. This deception has more to do with concealing truth, and misrepresenting and hiding it in plain sight. I love a good game of hide and seek, don't you? Especially now that the control structure no longer has it over on me, and I hope you!

I only meant to access your inner child; so if I wounded it instead - I am sincerely sorry. There are many ways to express what I am trying to impart to my readers, this was just my way to do it through the flaws I found in the scriptures, and as you know by now, I think there are "multiple" ways. I just wanted to point a few things out, and make people "think." I am just a regular guy, sharing and explaining possibilities. I would say though that things are changing in my life, I seem to "infect" people with ideas that come in rapid succession, and as they continue the exploration, together we propagate more. I am old school, and write all this by hand on an old clip-board, before I start the arduous task of "two finger" typing for months on end. I wear out a pen every 4 or 5 days, then type and edit until 2:00 am regularly, and so far I haven't made a plugged cent, but continue to be driven.

Does something help me select avenues, and guide my direction? I am not sure, but I do know when I proof-read and work on the end product, the concepts do inspire exploration, and I sometimes like many before me in many other fields as well; feel that the work exceeds me. I am just your "twin" having an experience, seeking a path, and for some reason "compelled" to share what I found! There is something to it, but I think that the process of being critical and demanding validation, and sharing it out of good will, maybe the "most" important aspect.

I'm sorry again for "shit-canning" some conventional beliefs; but they likely needed it! "Bibles" can be a good source of information, but much also lies in everything else around us. Nature, science, alternate beliefs, art, stones and history, all should be a part of it also, the bits that tie them all together, the "morsels" we seek!

If you thought this was a trip, next we will try to sort out the whole randomness and evolution theory; it starts out science, but with no answers for some of it through science, like it or not, God forces are exposed, arguably at least! Chow down friends, mysteries are about to be served, Mad Hungarian Shaman style!
**9 - Randomness and Evolution?**

Let's "scratch" back a little farther; I'm going to make you work a little, to find out more! How did we get to be a "cave-man" before any of the other stuff took place? Not "Creator/Bible" answers, but according to what science and archeology have to say, at least to get started. What did science, and history, and archeology have to offer us for an explanation?

From the first ameba and cellular forms, through simple sea creatures, the first amphibians, then land mammals, the ape, the smarter cave-ape or Neanderthal, and then early man - we are told this was a progression. This is evolution as explained by Darwin and many others, let's not just blame Darwin! He exposed some things through his observations that made us consider a much larger view of the process, but I suspected that it was only a baby step. Many of the principles are observable and hard to dispute, however many of us still have a "problem" with the over all theory.

The cause of the rift is not so much the evolution process he exposed, but more precisely, the "morphing" of animal to human? We can accept that creatures adapted and developed, changing over time to the environment, to manifest biological and physical changes. This can repeatedly be proven through the fossil records, as well as with living examples of same the species in different environments. We can even accept a first fish with legs, eventually adapting to become an amphibian.

Through all the steps right up to a primate or such, we can conceive of and accept the premise, however any farther, and this general agreement reaches critical mass. At this paramount point, we reach the precipice between science and faith. I realize that telling you that we have an ongoing problem with creationists and evolutionists doing "psychic battle" is not groundbreaking, but hear me out; we just want to start at square one, with all our shit in one pile, where we can have a "whiff" and a good look at it!

The question on the surface is just the age old disagreement, over whether "God" did it - or nobody did? A devout scientist will argue that no magic wand was required and that science and archeology back him up (or so he says!).

Now ask the same scientist what makes the cells divide, or programs the DNA how to divide, and signals them as to what to make of themselves? What instructs molecular cohesion and atomic self organization for another example? Science may be able to manipulate and alter DNA, but really other than this remarkable feat, they have no "proof" to explain how or why it functions naturally and independently. They are only able to "alter" these processes, tuning into what makes them function, still remains a mystery.

Then we may also ask; what is the mechanism for instincts? Alright Mr. Science; how about clairvoyance, is there science to explain that? Even if I expect too much, how about the very premise for the theory - what have we in the way of "evidence" for the transformation by natural process from "beast" to sentient man?

How about this for a seldom asked question; can you tell me how "sentient" a creature was from bones and theory? All these questions for which science has "no" answers for are to be removed from the equation. To accept the "conventional" theories, and totally disregard the evidence I am suggesting as have many others which shows us a "Host" or "Creational energy" exists.

We also know that with our limited spectrum of observation, we should be looking more closely at that which we cannot see! Remember; our "scope" of observation is less than 10%! With all this "stacked" against them, the scientists still cling to the idea that no "Creator" was involved, choosing to ignore all the evidence that life seems to make sentient decisions.

Contrary to what we are told, science may show us processes through observations made, but although many of the operating systems "elude" them, complete understanding is professed! In actual fact the scientific community is just as "pompous and stifled" from development, as the religious community! In science if you go outside the "clearly defined" lines of accepted theory, and ask critical questions regarding validity of accepted existing beliefs, you get a taste of Biblical "stoning" just the same!

The creationists are correct at the core I believe, but before we start throwing a faith based party, many answers are also "lacking" from the standard versions of creation theory. We can now fight over whose "God" and what form this took, until we are blue in the face and solve very little. Every creationist believes only "their" version is correct only, since it is an act of divinity, and we have all been conditioned with the "my God is better than your God" program! And even though we may at core suspect this was an act of divinity; now religion takes a stance of refusing to accept any science which is proof of this, to spite the nose on their face of sorts! So if being unable to agree with each other isn't counter productive to the truth enough for these people, let's not agree with science or anyone else either, to make up for it!

Is this forming a pattern yet? Both sides are restrained from drawing a consensus or shared viewpoint, by indoctrinated beliefs, which ultimately stunts and prevents development! How about this kids; you are both wrong and you are both right, work through your differences, and the truth will without fail emerge. Why declare each other as opponents or enemies? Instead try to be a "friend" with whom I may not agree, and then we become open to "listen" to both sides.

For a good example of this, let's take the Christian view that human civilization is only around 5,000 years old! In this version it gets a little "crazy" to fit in what we know about civilization, let alone that which remains unexplained, to fit into this narrow time span. Archeology and science give us a much longer timeline, with "decent" evidence to refute this idea. Then we have ancient records of cultures with myths and stones that are believed to be much older, which claim to stem from even "more" ancient civilizations.

This gives us cause to entertain a much older timeline, than is permitted by religion. Hands down; "Myth" claims we have been on the earth longer than anyone else. According to several myths, of many different cultures; we range from 25,000 years, all the way to 100,000 years, and in some cases as much as 250,000 years! And wasn't "religion" based on these older myths? There is overwhelming evidence which suggests this is the case. All are connected, yet claim the other is wrong? How can the combined "spawn" of these groups, deny the truth and existence of each other?

When we look at the over all picture, and relate the concepts to each other, and ignore the "hype" of each being the only possibility - again we discover something quite undeniable. We end up with a "salad" of information; a nice variety of bits - much more palatable and easier to digest. The "Christian" version can never be considered right, even if we stick to the Bible itself! If we don't eliminate "Creation" and the initial part where much "cleaving of wives" and "following bloodlines" takes place.

Remember the "so and so begat so and so, and they begat so and so," that goes on indefinitely, prior to the bulk of the Bible stories. I call this the "begat section" as it doesn't tell us much about how to live our lives, just who "balled" who; and the resulting offspring! Each one lives an extremely long life the Bible tells us, some 400 – 900 years each on average! Now piss off your preacher a little!

So if a Christian can "math" as my kids used to say; 5,000 years is contradicted by your own scriptures. With several hundred year life spans – these people "begat" for several thousand years. So the Bible story being 5,000 years old (less creation and the "begat section"), is a direct contradiction of itself for one thing. Have it your way; however the "Creation" and mans existence on this planet is indeed much longer and your "own" scriptures shows this, no matter what your "Minister" tells you!

Science and archeology as far as this is concerned relies mainly on the archeological evidence, since we cannot examine and scrutinize that which has not been discovered. And the real problem we have is that simple regular guys like me; can easily show that what we are told about how long we have been here is false. Long ago they wrote history, as a "cut and dried" known progression; that they are reluctant to revise, in spite of the fact that evidence to refute this version, has been popping up for many decades! Remnants of great stone cities under our oceans, massive stone structures such as the pyramids off Japans coast, the Bimini highway, and countless others, all show us "proof" of earlier civilizations. All of these stone structures have no explanation in our history books, and prove we are missing much, and that we have a lot wrong.

In Bosnia they took a closer look at a "pointy mountain" near a town; and it turned out to be a pyramid that was covered over and previously unknown about! For thousands of years people had no idea they lived beside an ancient pyramid! Then another discovery to contradict the age we attribute to our existence was revealed. This discovery was found underneath many stone structures we can barely account for as is! Many of the "monuments" we are currently perplexed by; are built on "top" of even older pre-existing stones!

To make matters worse, the "older ruins" underneath, are often constructed with higher precision, using even more "massive" stones. Undisputable proof of an even more remarkable society is hard to choke down for these people, since we know that "cave-man" and "simple villagers" are not responsible for these anomalies. Even though we are taught man was no more than a primitive or "nomad" at the times these could only have been built?

We have been "non-hairy" and building from stone for at least twice as long as we were previously told, and perhaps ten times as long! The Neanderthal lived long before we thought, while this is currently attributed to a period not that long before Sumerian and pre-sand Egypt. Some believe humanoids have only existed for mere tens of thousands of years! I feel a case of "potty mouth" coming on! I would like an answer to who built all this other shit to be blunt? Or at least an admission that we as a society really haven't got a fucking clue how we got here! I guess it may be hard to admit we are full of shit, and know very little, and made "most" of it up! There I feel better now that I vented, thank you!

Well I hope I made the first part of this process easier, I'll move on now, just remember what we learned as I continue. The human being as we know him was "never" as stupid as we were led to believe, perhaps even "much" smarter than we are now at least in some respects, and has been stomping around on the earth for a very long time!

Let's get back to the "whacky" scientist version! Evolution is a long slow random process we are told, where multiple random mutations take place, and the "superior" adaptations survive better. While this may be vaguely true in principle, no clear mechanism or "intent" for survival is shown by this. New science has "de-bunked" this slow random crap! The more recent evidence indicates that in fact purposeful, intention driven adaptations occur quickly when needed, to survive new inputs or environmental changes and stimuli. When our senses improve, or our environment changes, we adapt rapidly as does all life, otherwise we wouldn't be here!

Neither "science nor religion" can adequately explain our existence without making much up from tiny bits of proof, or without using some "smoke and mirrors" to enhance the explanations. How can we explain things like living cells operating with intent and purpose, when science claims no design or intelligence exists at these levels? On the other side of the coin, we can ask why "God" would take such a long indirect approach to creation.

Two children trying to sort this out would immediately embarrass both the scientists, as well as our religious institutions. Gee; let's just share and mix the two, and see what results! Evolution did and does take place, but still doesn't explain creation, and although the "God Camp" doesn't accept evolution, I suggest "God" if you will; manipulates this by several means. As per usual, neither side can see the forest for the trees!

The more "flexible" we become in our thinking; the more is revealed at ever increasing rates. The ones who show indifference are the blind leading the blind, and the "moderates" are the clear winners. The "religious person" who accepts science when it shows him something worthy, and likewise the scientist not afraid to consider a master intelligence or grand design - will both benefit and gain from opening their viewpoints. The ones unable to develop this "developed" understanding to encompass each other will die off as they fail to adapt. The more flexible and adaptable human is just like his counterpart the cell, only for the cell it is a natural condition to accept change. If a cell doesn't adapt to external and internal stimuli and the changes it senses around and in itself - it dies. Take some advice from a cell, it has been dividing and surviving for millions of years before we arrived; it knows how to survive!

The only way to explain life starting on a barren rock in space is the energy and intention of creation. Some scientists being short sighted can argue that this effect can be reproduced in the laboratory with amino acids, electricity, and water, and all these were present on early earth. While there is some truth in this fact, it still doesn't give us any more than a band-aid explanation, and fails to address the "special" nature of life and our existence. I also don't believe that this primal life form made in the laboratory, would develop any farther to that even of a slug, by a random evolution, with no "signal" from creations energy. It is a good piece of investigation, but still no more than an observation of an experiment and which still fails to tell us how all this operates. In other words, it is an insight into an aspect of this, and little more.

With a little intelligent energy we can't see to explain all of this, although the concept is spiritual - let us now merge a little of both theories, and go much deeper down the "rabbit hole" than conventional thinking allows. For the purpose of allowing science to still play an important role as it should, we can conceptualize these forces in familiar terms. An ethereal, eternal energy would be one mechanism for this, a morphogenetic field of combined or collective consciousness would be another, both work in a scientific way to "quantify" such an unexplained consciousness, as exhibited by life at every level.

For the religious who have been tolerant of my theories and ranting thus far; call this force divine light, or God Force, it matters not for we seek truth, and choose not to "quibble" over contrived differences over terms for this! So long as we agree something like this seems to exist; then we can move on to sort out the differences, and fill in some of the blanks. An important answer awaits a correct question. (Pick a name for this that doesn't offend you, and let's move upwards and onwards!)

How else did life survive huge calamities, if cells and people, and all life just "freaked out" and started trying a bunch of "random" adaptations to survive? The truth is that instincts for survival are strong; and it is a good thing because a sudden ice age for instance, would have terminated life unaccustomed to such harsh conditions. It would be a wake-up call for plants and animals to adapt as quickly as possible to extreme cold for one example.

Yes many failed and became extinct, but not because they all tried random adaptations, but more so because some adaptations were beyond the "range" of some species. Even when all life chooses the correct path for rapid evolution consciously; the fact of extreme change still claims a lot of life. As harsh as this may be, with this realization one has "defined" evolution better. Since if the odds of survival to change are harsh with conscious input, imagine if this was a random process as science suggests!

The point proved becomes; that no life could and would survive. So if we accept that "global calamities" have happened on the earth, then this becomes proof and testament to a force aiding in the tenacity of life. Ergo - conscious energy is the most tactile and permanent force behind life. The first harsh event would have surely wiped out any struggling life on our planet, or any other planet for that matter, if life wasn't sentient somehow from the simplest life forms up. What "intelligence" drove the plant life to survive? If there were no connection, intent or shared communication between all levels of life, it wouldn't survive. This intent is the definition of life at all levels, the physical part is just the under 10% manifesting itself!

We are done with random; this is dispelled with science, observation, and faith. However to be fair this also proved that "evolution" does take place, and God's creatures can develop and change, and they do so. And if you think about it the alternative isn't very imaginative, and not to me what nature proves is grand design.

So getting back to evolution, we are alright with evolution until man arrives - since at this junction in time, a "Soul or Spirit" is added to the stew. Or even from a science aspect, we started developing language, art, culture, became sentient, so it was a big step over the animals. We didn't just get taller, or change physically; this time it was a "conscious" and spiritual evolution, far beyond anything that ever took place on the planet before!

This is the single biggest evolutionary step ever recorded thus far; and I think no one can dispute that! And we didn't "slowly" get smarter, or slowly make this transition either! Fossil records indicate cave-man existed for a very long time, and although he did develop limited skills over that of animals, he didn't continue to develop or progress much farther. Humans changed all that, knowledge was gained at increasing rates, and today we face doubling our knowledge in ever increasingly quick cycles, face it we are different. This was a "unique" new beast, which replaced the only other beast like him, and in fairly short order! And so we have the crux of our evolutionary dilemma, where or why did this mutation develop, and how come it was such a huge jump?

If we were a detective solving a case, we would know that solving this "riddle" is the answer. The change was not typical, and solving this would likely solve the problem we have. You can see where I get my conviction for "Spirits, Prophets, or Aliens," or alright, you tell me what "messed" with things? So for a minute; let us assume that the clues in our ancient information that tell us "special entities" were involved don't play into this, and were not involved. Let's be open to an evolutionary process guided by an intelligent connected web by various descriptions, since this is a possibility also, and we have eliminated random mutations for reasons both camps can accept.

So could a bunch of monkeys in essence become evolved enough to develop language, and such developed concepts by natural evolution? If we assume that the morphogenetic field or combined consciousness of the species, kept adding experience and input, one would think that the "collective consciousness" would become much more than the "sum" of it's parts. This more of a "whole" unit, is the intent or conscious input that instructs the DNA and cells how to make the creature, or man in this case; and how to behave and react in the environment. This also is borne out by instincts as what we call this from a lack of understanding. A spider's innate born ability to spin webs is another proof of this collective consciousness shared by all species. Ask a scientist how the tiny brain of a spider knows all these techniques? We are told "instincts" but then is not science is admitting defeat to something akin to "voodoo", since no scientific explanation is offered? To merely allocate the unknown information to "instincts" as another unknown property is a cop-out.

This "intelligence" in the form of energy patterns of eternal collected wisdom or experience; resonates or reflects energy onto the physical aspects. This gives us a way to explain the actions of life, in regards to an exhibited intent and program that we didn't understand. If one argues this "scientific explanation" is taking the long way home to avoid divine influence, I would tend to agree, we may just be observing how God does this. But to remain open minded and fair, and for a better definition - this could just be another "automatic" process, and just where and how the life energy manifests, when subconscious or no longer physical. Let us contemplate how this may operate.

This collected combined consciousness would have at its disposal, all the acquired knowledge of the species. A proto consciousness would know what worked, and what did not, and what was required to maintain the adaptations to keep the species alive. This web of consciousness would surely have the will to survive, as do we; even if basic.

So a possible natural means of evolution being full of "good choices" does exist. Some may conclude this is an observation of spirit, and again likely this is the case, as merely an insight into how this works. Those who accept "only" science for an explanation will have to add an aspect of "intent" to their calculations, since by observation this proves to be true.

For now these "old school" scientists are going down the road on old theories, and having to "factor" into the equation this viewpoint to spite them - most being in denial that this is proof of something higher. Some of us are however realizing that they were wrong, and life is full of intent and purpose, is not random, and need not be part of a calculation, but more of a feeling. Chop this up any way you like, "conscious intent" is maintained and affects evolution, no matter how you have to label it to accept it.

Another problem with archeology and science is that how smart a creature is, does not reveal itself in bones and fossils. Although we can gather evidence of how they lived, and make "vague" assumptions based on this, or take "cranial measurements" and make more assumptions. But at what point was the creature what we would call aware, or sentient, and contemplate its own existence? When did we become "human" or this holographic fractal reflection of the universe? When did the same old set of bones – start thinking and questing like us? We have been satisfied with examining bone structure and lifestyle, however there is a serious flaw in this method as far as I am concerned, and here is why.

Did the Neanderthal or cave-man develop advanced concepts, and this caused bone structure and body hair to change? Or did the physical changes take place, and give rise to intelligence. The old "chicken or the egg" ploy, or to put another way; does hot air rise, and displace the colder air and make it fall, or is the heavier cold air actually displacing the lighter warm air, and pushing it up? Does hot air rise, or does cold air fall, in the "evolutionary" sense?

As we adjust our concepts for nature and reality, and learn how it all works, the pattern forms where intention causes the manifestation, and not the other way around. So an early Neanderthal cave-dweller, likely got smarter, started wearing furs and manipulating fire, and made his life easier through higher consciousness. He needed less hair, less brute strength, and spent more time upright observing things, figuring out how to improve more and make his life easier.

The alternative is less reasonable, that as the hair fell off, and body mass diminished, the solutions to survive would be driven by a desire not to perish. The hard part of this to accept is what "natural process" would make the Neanderthal change physically for no good reason to initiate this change; it's the cart before the horse in effect. Neanderthal likely changed as he made his life easier, so the conscious aspect developed first and this most likely drove the physical changes.

If you are like me, and for whatever reason believe that our "consciousness" is the eternal bigger part of the equation - then this makes the most sense. It also speaks to the future! When and if man evolves farther, it will no doubt work the same, and he will become more aware first. We can only flog a dead horse so long! The rest of this is about the possibilities of "future" evolution, based on what we already know or at least suspect to be true. Evolution is not random. Evolution is the breaking of previous conscious thresholds – which then manifests physically.

This flurry of new technological, spiritual ideas, and development and awakening; is taking place on a global scale. I have a theory which both science and spirit can delight in! I believe the "morphogenetic field" may have finally had enough consensus experience changes, to alter the program. What exactly do I mean by this? How about this! The connected field of collective human consciousness has had enough pollution, control structures, senseless wars, and suppression of our experience and our true potential. This soon will become a non-choice, in order to maintain survival. We have on our hands, a multi-faceted, self induced dilemma of epic proportions! The cells of the body independently always pick the best adaptations to survive, and we are just as cells ourselves to this higher consciousness, whether science and nature, or faith and nature describe that for you.

Does one have to wonder for very long what happens to those that do not adapt or consciously refuse the direction? There is little doubt this leads to extinction (see – Neanderthal!), and the logical step would be a higher awareness I would suspect spiritually. Learning we are metaphysically conscious, might manifest physically.

Wouldn't this describe the purpose of scripture? First we evolved to a cave-dweller, the next jump is homo-sapiens, now we were given time with our new skills to explore our environment, and were provided hints about this web or spiritual connection to our existence. Once enough people become spiritually aware; and understand how it works, we get another genetic boost. One that makes the "veil" of the illusion of time fall, one which allows us to maintain our spirit sense or awareness, and we become aware of more than physical existence. This would result in a more complete understanding of what the "eternal" aspects of reality mean.

Perhaps the bulk of 2012, 2025, or even Isaac Newton's 2060 end dates have some substance to them after all - only just a bit confused and misplaced. What if a profound change could take place right under our noses, and people who didn't understand wouldn't even see it. These people would just complete their life-cycles, and the next would be fixed. Their offspring would "get it" even if they didn't. The "waters" wouldn't be bitter for them. The souls that won't change – no longer physically re-manifest cyclically.

The "rest of us" would just know and feel this, because in essence this is all it is. Those that got it would just get a better answer when they look inside themselves or meditate, and ask "what happens when I die?" You couldn't identify or put your finger on such a change, unless you were capable of connecting to it. And even then you couldn't put it in a can, or show it to someone, it's not like that. How excellent, it is not something you can put in a "can" and buy and sell! Yet this is the most important aspect of our lives. Who would desire needless wealth and material ease, over that of tangible true spirituality, only a fool, and this may solve our societal dilemma as well, by eliminating greed. Spiritual capital – is where it's at after all.

Early cave-man lived in harmony with nature; but was only a stepping stone away from the animals he lived with - and "lacked" an understanding of higher concepts and spirituality. Then along came the "new man" who was more aware, and through language and oral tradition and the keeping of records; was supposed to realize there was more to his life than physical reality. But he was and is; still not able to connect to the forces behind his spirituality more than in a limited sense, even when observed. (On average anyways, always with exceptions!)

In a nutshell we have to realize that what we see is not all there is; and then comprehend what "is" behind it! I'll give you a clue; you are looking "with it." To reiterate my point; is it even within the realm of possibility – that evolution is explained by random, chance progression? What about the "looker?"

Spiritually aware man; will connect more fully to all of this - and actually see the feelings when communicating with his counter-part, and know if he is "truthful" through this connection. Prophecy will be commonplace and shared. When we discover alternate sources of energy, or other "boons" for mankind; it will be instantly shared for the long term benefit for us all, as would other wondrous new advances be yours for little or no cost. All problems would be "mutually" solved whether yours or others, with no motive of greed, and all automatically and natural. What you do to others, you do for yourself - in other words, we will finally learn that the best way to get; is to "give." In short we grow up.

I am sure that when the Neanderthal went extinct, some groups survived for a while, but it didn't last. One could easily imagine a similar situation in the future evolution of mankind, where the newer adaptation wins out over a few generations, which is quite rapid in the over all picture.

Let us hypothesize even farther! What would the purpose of these evolutionary changes have for mankind? Where is this all going as far as an eventual outcome; at least speculatively? Each would be a higher level of awareness, but of what? Sorry you scientist groupies, but for "sentient" man, this is all about moving closer to this energy and a higher awareness of spirit. If we think about it seriously, this is hard to deny, all aspects of our inner development and search, are for meaning and truth. We want this so badly, that when we fail to connect spiritually, we substitute other things in its place.

So never mind the bones; what could also be described as the "true evolution" of man, has to do with the "spiritual" journey. Not as a person and on an individual level, on the evolutionary scale. I mean to say the entire species over time; in the truest meaning of the word. And if time is "irrelevant" to this whole; then the beauty and purpose of the whole plan, can fully be appreciated. The human being doesn't "cease" when one of his cells dies, a new cell replaces it and the person carries on un-aware. Why wouldn't the ultimate back up plan work the same way on a grander level? If we consider a perspective which allows for us as individuals, to merely be like a "cell" of the whole of spirit. This is why we must strive to understand how things operate at any level, since this shows us in a fractal or in a holographic sense, how the rest of it works.

In my opinion, any hard-core scientist would have to study the spiritual aspects; since really we are nothing more than a spiritual aspect, in a physical manifestation. And if you accept this premise; so is God! God is the ultimate evolution of this process. God is the ultimately divine or developed spirit. Simply conceived as a conscious act; when "God" meditates, the whole universe is his bubble!

It all works the same, only on multiple levels. From an atom, right through to the entire universe, everything works exactly the same, on various levels, of the same fractal or hologram! How any part of this works in detail, gives us the knowledge to deduce the operation of systems at the uppermost levels. We are on a journey to become more like our "Creator" as the Kabbalists teach. Evolution, is to spirit and biology; what the" theory of everything" is to science!

All that we see and observe is comprised of different levels of vibration and frequency, at various levels of the hologram. Our consciousness merely "de-codes" this information at the level we are able to de-code. Each level is only a reduced "fractal" of the "first" or ultimate image. (In our image, remember!) I am the "Alpha and Omega" - isn't that what God with a big G said? Even in esoteric terms, as above so below! Only now we can understand this from the correct perspective as the "spirit" part of us that receives and gives back creations light! So in a connective respect, how did this new angle relate to evolution?

When did man become sentient? I would have to define this as starting with the first creature that watched his associate or parent die - the first one to make the connection that this will happen to me one day. While an animal will run away when death strikes an associate, the reaction usually stems from fear or driven by survival.

I am talking about the first one that was able to put itself in the others shoes consciously, and make the personal connection. You know; becoming aware of more than his own skin - intimately. Able to feel something remotely; that wasn't physical, the groundwork for what I am talking about! To develop the awareness to then ask - where did they go when they died? Where will I go?

An animal just carries on. This is not to say it has no feelings, and this is not what I am suggesting. But an animal lacks the ability to search its "soul" in regards to death or passing. At the low end of the evolutionary scale, spiritually some humans are also incapable or unwilling to consider such things. These under developed spiritual throwbacks, don't even understand the pain they inflict onto others until they are served it themselves, which explains the ability to be cruel beyond what you or I could comprehend. (I sometimes speculate that to be reincarnated at the lowest levels of human consciousness – is a bigger demotion than coming back as a well adjusted gnat!)

This isn't about how "erect" man stood, or how much "hair" he had, or ridges on his forehead or how far from the ground his "knuckles" were; it is about when "he or she" became sentient and spiritual! When they mourned their brothers passing as we do, perhaps said a few words, and ceremoniously returned the body to the earth, and paid "respects" to the life lost. This is the true "missing link" that we seek is it not? Not the bones, but the intellect and sense of spiritual awareness. We find the same problem in all avenues to find the truth about these matters, a single minded approach to explain what is observed, rather than the desire to investigate how it all works.

I propose this to the scientist to help explain evolution; morphogenetic fields really exist outside space/time, and are not limited to your scope of science. Just like the black hole, or the dark matter that supports the universe, the unexplained force that contains the energy of the atom, or where the even smaller particles go that jump in and out of our reality to make the "building blocks" for atoms. Even if I have to point out that this is the "eternal force" of life, or by the technical term "morphogenetic field."

Likewise to the spiritually inclined I ask; did you think the whole thing was a "fairy tale and or magical?" I could see why you might with what we are taught, but should we really accept the "magical" version without questions? This would be failing to attempt to understand the workings of all of this; there is a foundation in "science" for these principles! Anything we don't understand can be found at "virtually" every level in our environment, and if we discover how it works, the rest is revealed. True spirituality revolves around knowledge as well as inner development, and is what I believe.

This is not what we do. Instead we keep trying to look farther into space without understanding what we already see. Or build even larger particle colliders, to break particles down into even smaller bits; believing the answer lies in defining the limits of our environment. Doesn't the word "infinity" mean anything to these people? This is a "perspective" issue, and the ability to alter it - the entire crux of the matter.

I take pleasure in pointing out those alchemists, the Sumerians, and even older esoteric tablets; all left us the symbol for "infinity" in the ancient flower of life, and put it in about a million bloody places! The symbol was there so that when we now keep beating our heads against the wall; we may "widen" our scope to include infinity. There are many ancient "Stars or Flower-like" shapes contained in circles in an increasing pattern, which is a fractal (and fractals are infinite)!

The ancients knew this; and used this symbol to encode how it works. And the concept of infinity in "either" direction, from infinite expansion, right down infinite collapse (or the zero point!), is knowledge of infinite cycles. The "Creation" explained in a "nutshell" by contained energies, infinite in both directions. This symbol was later incorporated into the bulk of later faiths. Some know it as the Kabbalah and the Tree of Life, others as the Jewish Star of David, the 3-D symbol under the great Chinese Foo Dogs paw - the guardian of the knowledge. This information is virtually "embedded" everywhere! I am just saying that religion and science could do us a whole lot better, if they quit "ignoring" contrary information, to what they profess!

Evolution is in my opinion, all about the journey of spirit; from barely aware as the "primal" life forms, all the way to the "ultimate" consciousness. This is evolution defined. This works especially when we apply the concept of "infinity" to all the possibilities, and remove the constraints of time. We look at everything backwards. Look at it this way; every time our collective consciousness or morphogenetic field developed and advanced through the collective experience, we got a bump. In English if need be; we got promoted! The "evolution of the spirit of mankind" as it was explained to our ancestors, I just wanted to know how this might work, because I'm like that!

This eternal "spirit whole" is us; and our life experience is being curtailed for material greed. What would you or I do in the way of an evolutionary step, to move forward and ensure the survival of our species, as a whole? After all we are shareholders, of sorts, are we not? We need to shake off a few fleas and such!

First off I would allow for more awareness of environment. To finally be aware and realize that the human and spirit component are connected, to save my collective ass, and I would hurry! The next logical stage of evolution is greater awareness, and a new understanding of "time and mortality." We know that "Creation" knows how to invoke progress, or we would still be primordial goo! We may eventually in the extreme manipulate DNA, and alter our own program physically, but the "secret of life" lies in the intent and essence, and not as much in the mechanics. It is the blueprint which holds the greatest value, the patent, or the gist if you can see what I mean.

What we really want to know by all of this; is when did, and when "will," the field or spirit of mankind, next evolve? The rest is mechanics I am convinced, and "random" is no longer one of the possible inputs. Free choice must remain intact as not to "negate" conscious growth and expression – however I believe that "choice itself" is contrary to a random act.

To my way of thinking in terms of evolution; our environment, physical wellness, and individual souls, are in a state of distress at this time. How much we "wreck" ourselves trying to adapt, may be what most of the pain we face consists of. If I was in the "morphogenetic field" having a "boardroom meeting" on how to proceed; I might choose to make the species more "aware" of it's interconnection with the "eternal spirit" aspect, since this is what is causing most of our problems.

We are currently "disconnected" from spirit. This would solve the entire problem! Greed stems from a sense of insecurity, and having to hurry out of fear of mortality and a lack of time. Greater awareness would solve that misconception. Violence in a higher being would be unimaginable; it would be like injuring yourself in a way, and viewed as detrimental.

Realizing that energy is all around us in quantities we would have "never" imagined possible, would lead to the end of resource based poverty and manipulation, and an end to pollution! Which need I point out is a "win-win" situation! With new energy sources far greater than gasoline, oil, or even nuclear; there would be no need for electrical grids and payments, at a fraction of the cost with no ill effects to our bio-sphere.

The problem is those damn cave-men again! His mistake was that on an early harsh planet, as things got tougher, the cave-man did everything the hard way and in a very tough world, struggled a lot! Also we could assume he had a lesser concern for someone or something else's suffering, as long as he was comfortable, like a simple primitive.

As life got tougher, and things were "stacked" against this being that wouldn't change, and as he faced the precipice; he faced what we do now, in order to survive. He took on furs, and they started helping each other, working together in groups or early semblances of society. They started passing on wisdom through oral traditions and the advent of language arose, and eventually written stone tablets and texts. Working together as never before, the newly evolved man considered others; they farmed and kept animals, and wrote "laws and rules." It all went down the "shitter" after that as we all know, but I guess the journey from the Neanderthal to at least some of the good things we are now took place!

We are now in a very similar situation. The environment is suffering under our greedy quests and desires, and the same quest that saved us once, no longer serve us well. And we now take such good care of our tribes, that we dominate and destroy other tribes to do so! I would say the last bump, or enhancement, has run its course! Evolution and collective consciousness has to now do something to survive, and I think very soon. Like a planetary immune response!

The last time we became more aware of each other, we should have at least figured out that we go "somewhere" when we die. Next we should realize that the "each other" we became more aware of; is the "same" at the source. Then I'm hoping we stop hurting each other, develop a better connection to our "Creator" and our spirit sense, and most important of all - quit denying and disputing the "Spirit" aspect of existence. Now that we know it doesn't need money, scare children, or resemble a biker in a robe. Spirit is everywhere; as a reference point of science – this nowhere yet everywhere conscious memory repository is what makes evolution and the decisions made by things too small to make decisions. Random-shmandom!

Now I'd like to finish up with some fun and hopeful speculation to continue on briefly. What might even further evolution entail – even speculatively? After a long time period with no war, a clean earth, good life experiences, combined with knowledge of spiritual existence, and full understanding of the nature of reality - what would happen? What would we evolve into like 5,000 or 10,000 or 200,000, years farther down the road? After we go through the problems we now face?

Sorry to disappoint; but this may be "too much" for our "pea-brains" to comprehend as of yet, but I will venture a guess!

I would imagine we "evolve" into an energy form that we call UFO's, or Balls of Light, Angels, Burning Bushes, Shinning Stars and become a little more like "God" with a big "G" every time! Perhaps after getting our small "g" status that is! We would achieve choice and full knowledge of both existences, whether we physically manifest or not, as often or not as we wish to have physical experience. Both have advantages! Be the wave of information, or the dot of experience – at will. And that my friends is the proper definition of "eternal life" described in an "understandable" concept, and what I concluded was what evolution really means, and is the real purpose of our journey! The plan may be for us to eventually become less dualistic in nature, and to experience "both" realms fully; as both information and "stuff."
**10 – The Deception is Time, and the Spaces In-between!**

So how is all this "whack-o stuff" I'm saying possible? I was hoping you made it this far! This is a deep and worthy department, and I've given you a hint, when I named the chapter! This part is like putting "too" many numbers into a calculator, and watching it smoke, but after the smoke clears, well, you know what I mean!

One way to look at this would be singularity theory, the enigma of the "Big Bang Theory" expanded upon. (Pun intended!) The "big bang" simply put, is the concept that all the matter in the universe, started at a single point or singularity. I would just like to add; not just the matter, the energy or intent that supported it as well, you know; the sub-structure and strata. Otherwise it would just be a big version of the "goo" we can re-create in the laboratory with chemicals and electricity. I mean really this is "not" what we see all around us, what I see around myself personally - seems "driven" with purpose, so let us not make that mistake.

The "Primordial Dot" or "Singularity" expanded rapidly science tells us. And continued observation shows us it rapidly continues to do so; therefore I believe the consciousness expands also. As our universe grew, so did we. The fairly recent discovery which shows us that this expansion is "accelerating" doesn't fit with the current models of cosmology! Something being "pushed" from an initial explosion, slows down, it doesn't speed up!

This gives rise to zero point theory, where we are "speeding up" as we reach the "zero point" or singularity. Instead of a "big bang" you have a massive "inverted black hole" like a particle on the quantum level, flipping states and turning inside out, to change from a particle into a wave! This temporal zero point or "time singularity" awaits us at the "end of time" as we know it - actually pulling and drawing "space/time" and us towards it. Another radical perspective change, more than any real difference, but it may be a more "valid" explanation for what we observe. The "Universe" could indeed be an "inversion" or flipping inside out, of a primordial singularity, rather than a Big Bang!

From this early expansion, early "Galaxies" formed; and we now know that a singularity or black hole is at the "center" of galaxies as well. I find it funny that only a couple of decades ago; science had an explanation for galaxy formation and dynamics, with "no" black hole at the center in the formula! Now we have no other way to explain it!

Even the idea that such a thing as a zero-point, a black hole, or a singularity existed at all; was scoffed and ridiculed not that long ago. Basically if we went back only a few decades, you could now realize that in fact they understood very little! I went to school back then, and trust me, just like today, they taught us that they had it "all" figured out! My point is, the black hole at the center of our galaxy, is now understood to be the engine that powers it, caused formation, spin dynamics, and at least 100 things we still don't get!

Alright, as far as this deception goes - so far a "singularity" caused the formation of the universe; and we also attribute this same force now to "Galaxy" formation. Humor me; you're going to like this! The next thing that formed was "Stars" as they also clustered and formed around the galaxy centers. Immediately we are lacking the cause of the next formation! Could it be the same? In a Fractal Holographic Universe – how could it not?

It is as of yet still just a theory (one that makes a lot of sense!); and it does calculate out incidentally - that at the "heart" of the Star, also lies a Singularity! Yes; a "smaller" Black Hole at the core of the Star, causing spin dynamics, thermal output, and magnetic fields, and the aura we enjoy! Everything we see is "borne out" in this concept; it is just not proven or accepted; yet!

Let me make a quick point of interest in regard to this singularity theory. These scientists claim that "Sunspots" are black in appearance, because this is actually caused by vortex activity, and you are really looking into the "center" of the sun, or its "black hole" briefly! Existing theory tells us this is due to a temperature difference, but all the way down to black? I mean really! Shouldn't they be "white spots?"

These ideas are a bold step into the unexplained, but it really fits, as well as serves to explain the source of spin dynamics, magnetic and torsion fields, and to identify the energy. Yes there is a thermal reaction taking place, this would be obvious - but again, this serves to better explain all the missing inputs. Is it a bit mind boggling? Yes! But also a revolutionary new step into logic, since we now know things really work the "same" at all levels, once we know how to look. So if we have learned anything, we should be open to the idea that a singularity or black hole is at the core of our "Sun and all Stars." (And that the dance performed causes the effects we see.)

Next the planets formed around stars; and with the same problem of trying to explain what "caused" this - and again the spin dynamics, magnetic fields, and even some thermal output of their own at the core.......we have the same problems. These pioneers of free thought took it to the next step and realized that if everything in nature was indeed fractal, and they started smoking out some calculators again! What if a smaller Star, Black Hole, or Singularity (or perhaps all 3), was at the core of our planet? Would it better explain things?

If a small star was also at the "core" of our Earth driving all these processes; and not simply a molten iron core, as we believed, would this also calculate out as a possibility? After extensive number crunching and calculations the scientists determined that if a small singularity, about the size of a soccer-ball or football were at the earth's core, gravity on the crust or surface where we live would be about what is exhibited. The spin, magnetic fields, and additional heat generated would all be explained, and although it can't be "proved" as of yet, the numbers speak for themselves because they fit to a "T". The molten core is just the effect of this, and I for one hope some more evidence or proof can be shown in the future.

You should know me good enough by now to know that we are "not" done yet! What about us? If everything is a "fractal" of the whole, are we also a singularity or black hole? What drives our intent, is it flesh and blood? What powers our heart and blood and cells to function? In plain language, do we have a "heart spark" of God in us? This goes by many names, all of which entail the theory that we are connected to God in some conception or another. In his image, if you wish; a reflection – the Spirit made flesh as it were.

So if in some way shape or form you believe in a "Creator" even in the broadest understanding, then we have this "singularity" in us also. This is the "source" of the energy that supports our spirit or soul, as well as for a wide range of things we don't know how to measure like emotions, intent, willpower, you get my drift, the things we can't touch or weigh!

Many beliefs encompass this in an esoteric metaphor; by saying you are a "Star." (You can see what I mean about having to read this stuff from the "proper" viewpoint!) Evidence mounts, is a singularity a star? No light I see "emanates" from my body; so what does this "esoteric" definition actually mean, if it is true and we just didn't understand it? Let me take you somewhere star related to explain.

The fact is that "Singularities or Black Holes" are actually "Black Stars" or Suns; and "radiate" just like our Sun or any other Star. This is just not "visible" to us and outside of our vibrational range or our spectrum of observation; and is the energy of life! The Singularities of the Black Stars don't just "pull" on matter and show gravitational effects; they also "emit" what could be defined as the "Waters of Life" in the Bible. God tested the "Waters" and saw that they were good! (I just knew this had "bugger-all" to do with a bath or a swim!)

Think of this as "eternal light" just not visible to "mortal flesh and blood" man; it is just outside of our "range" or spectrum. Remember, if we figure out how it works on any level, the "fractal" nature of reality will reveal itself, and the "other" level becomes exposed, since they will operate the same way in principle.

Let's "re-cap" and put it all together; realizing we sort of knew from what we learned about life already - that it is "connected and similar" in operation, at all levels. We will now use the term "Star" for this singularity since it is more than a point of infinite collapse - it is also like a "Sun" emitting a type of light we can't see, and driven both ways infinitely, and eternal at the core.

The "Primordial" Star, the first that ever existed - expanded its consciousness and "Created" the universe with an intention of pure energy. We don't "see" it or this light........other than by the effects like expansion of the universe which is ongoing.

The "Galaxies" formed from "fractal stars" which fractured or were "from" the first star. As the galaxies formed from the energy the "Universal Star" provided, this made those stars form suns to radiate or "give back" in "material energy" that we can see feel and appreciate.

These stars like our sun; also gave rise to the planets, and they in turn to us. We suspected that on a "Cosmic" scale this was how it worked, as a sequence of events. But when we factor in the consciousness, and work it down to us; we are also a tiny fractal singularity of the others! Amazing isn't it! I'm still not done!

Then even the "atoms" mysterious energy and forces can be shown to be the same in a micro version, yes with a tiny black hole at its center too! An atom can be viewed as a super-positioned ball of space/time quite easily. This no doubt could go infinite in either direction, so what is the point of going so small, or so large, that it becomes "irrelevant" on our level of existence. Now that we "know" this is all connected, how it "works" on any level will reveal the whole program!

Having even a "theoretical model" of how this may all physically work, instead of a "fairy tale" to explain all this, really helped me - and I hope it did you. We are just getting "into it" now - but the "how" this may be connected, needed some substance to proceed.

I'll make this brief; and you'll have to explore any bits I've left "skinny" on your own - but as always that is a good thing, so here's my take on this! The following things (all science, not me!), are factors of a singularity. Time has no meaning, all matter going into a black hole is "gone" as we see it, and the term "exits the known universe" is used frequently. All known laws of physics fail, and pretty much every math and science we use to explain our reality; breaks down completely. Nothing we understand explains what we observe; therefore a major riddle resides there!

Now lets take a brief look at the "dark matter and dark energy" in the universe that we also know exists - which is also outside of our range of perception. Let us assume this as well - may not "operate" within the confines of time as we understand it. This 92+% of the "substance" of the universe, is considered to be like invisible scaffolding, and is required by science to explain the "dynamics" of the universe, as well as the "missing" mass.

The energy fields of the atom, and the particles "popping" in and out of reality or space/time that comprise the atom - also spend at least "some" of the time in this "un-explained" state. I am only trying to establish a connection of these forces, by showing and comparing the "obvious" similarities!

The collected consciousness, or morphogenetic field we observe, as discussed earlier which contains the "intent" or energy patterns of all the species, is also not visible or "bound" by time, yet must reside somewhere. A repeating state and phenomenon has been exposed, what does this "actually" mean to you and me?

If the "Soul" is explained by some or all of these forces, as well as serve as an explanation for black holes, dark matter and dark energy, right down to atomic structure - then we now have better "tools" to do this with.

Now that you hopefully get the "gist" of what I am saying, let's get right into that 92% we talked about earlier, now defined as the "Spaces In-between!" To start off; you have to be willing to believe we have been looking at this 180 degrees the wrong way, and hopefully you believe this is possible.

What if all the singularities, or divine sparks, or stars, were still in one place! Before the big bang they were; is this not true? (Be careful what you agree to, you are about to get a peek at a unique angle on all of this!) So if we look at this, from a sort of 4rth dimensional aspect, at one end of a "generated" time-line - this would undeniably be true. If we could roll the tape, or spin the clock backwards, back into the singularity that started it all!

For another way to see this; consider that the "farther" our telescopes are able to view the further back in time we can see. This is because at 186,000 miles per second - the light takes an enormously long time to arrive these distances, for us to observe it. Hang on! This means everything depends on your perspective, or from "where" you observe it! Let's not let these points escape us. The "larger" our perspective, the more what I'm saying becomes true.

The "big bang" becomes a "cause" of this effect! If we could back up, until the entire universe was a tiny "dot" again; wouldn't this be true? The entire difficulty we have understanding this - stems from our non-flexible perspective or viewpoint. From far enough away, it would be as if the big bang didn't happen! So our "conscious perspective" may be all that is "really" changing, we could just be getting smaller and smaller ourselves, and thereby perceive the universe is expanding! Alright, I admit that's pretty messed up; let's try another approach!

Time is the space! The fabric of space is the fabric of time! While some may say "so what" - science already knows this; do they really know what it means? And if so; why are they not sharing? To a proponent of the idea of "hyperspace" this is a factor in the concept of traveling faster than the speed of light. The idea is that you "bypass" the space/time between the objects or locations. To the "worm-hole" theorists - the singularities are also a conduit to bypass the fabric of space/time.

The connection I make is that the "space" is a deception of our physical perspective. Pretend it's like getting bigger, and the "bigger" you get, the "less" time means. If we work this idea backwards, this would also work, since the smaller you got, the greater the distances become, and therefore the time. Or we could also say perspective also depends on how fast you are moving! This whole monkey-show is a deception of perception; and the consciousness with from which we observe it. We are just "currently" very small!

All we are doing by this exercise is attempting to start to see in 4-dimensions. Don't worry; I don't really mean we are like; "Honey I Shrunk the Kids!" or the "Incredible Shrinking Earth" to explain an apparently expanding universe! Only our consciousness or perspective getting bigger or smaller; like I said, it is an exercise.

How about one last kick at the cat? Remember how gravity was explained as the "Earth" or a ball on a sheet, and the "Moon" was trapped in orbit due to the dimple the Earth makes in the sheet? Then you had to see that this was a "2-dimension" version of the explanation, and try to imagine a "3-dimension" version of this "dimple" to get the full effect. At first this is difficult, and what we are attempting to do is see "one more" dimension yet, to include the fabric of time!

Everything might just be "folded up" on itself still; and we "un-wrap" what our perspective allows us. Or visa versa, be like a rolled up newspaper, just stretched flat for our benefit! Let's get back to the "Singularities or Black Suns" for a bit; and note they are not "bound" by time as we are. This is another way to say that they are "still connected" and no space exists between them; at least on their plane of existence. Are you able to glean my gist? At a much higher dimensional level at which these forces work, time has only the one dimension, enabling the physical all encompassing relationships, despite vast distances.

No matter how long the universe expands, or how far the singularities get from each other, they are still connected - since this is merely a condition of "time" in other words. For this to be a concept better understood; in reality one (our perspective!), the "Galaxies and Stars" in space are "pushed apart" as the universe expands, causing the "illusion" of time by creating more "fabric of space" as it does so. In reality two (the singularities and zero point perspective), the space/time fabric is "irrelevant" and doesn't exist, there is no space or time from a perspective of timelessness! Any or all time being accessible as a state, bypasses any conceived distance or time-scales. Time becomes a location.

The "Soul or Heart-Spark" could link to "Earth, Sun, Galactic Center, and Universal Center" this way; and may be the source of the "Tunnel of Light" that many claim to experience and see in near death experience! Just like any sci-fi movie imagines the space-craft zooming through tunnels connected by black holes (or singularities)! The "Soul" may actually do this for real!

I'm pretty sure we all get to travel a "wormhole" when we perish; this is what is described by people who have survived a near death experience quite consistently. What would make the connection to us spiritually I believe, is our "heart-spark" also being a part of this "alternate" dimension. When this spark is no longer bound by our flesh, we are free to travel the higher realms. Since in essence we really are just a "frequency of energy imprints" trapped in a physical body, which makes this perpetual dance or marriage to the flesh and physical aspect, as much like a continued re-birth process or "metamorphosis" of soul, and just a stage.

Time really is a deception; and it is really due to the spaces in-between! Much of the ancient teachings that involve alchemy and esoteric doctrines, and yes even scriptures of all denominations, all have this information imbedded in it, such is the importance. But all this remains "fable-like" and a soul riddle, until we break it down and understand properly what we are being told. We are indeed born and experience our journey as a corpuscular individuation as if an individual blood cell. We are however like blood cells in a flowing pulse of life giving blood.

In all honesty; I thought the same thing as you might - yeah this is all interesting, but a little too far out and a bit of a stretch to the extreme! This is initially what made me realize that I was on to something! Try this yourself by re-examining some myths and scriptures, and yes even esoteric and occult literature, from this ancient perspective instead. What the oldest information suggests is that a giant an all encompassing singularity or hologram generating, ethereal light emitting star; is still at the "center" of our universe, shinning this invisible light, which is the Creation. This fits with ideas such as each man is a "Star" unto himself; as is the "Creator" to all. Let me "float" some older concepts by you, after what we have explored!

"Your Body is a Planet, revolving around your Central Star." – Thoth. This means so much more with the understanding that the energy that we consist of - is the 92% of what we are, and our "body" like a planet, is the physical manifestation of this (or the 8% we observe). This is not a "fairy tale" left us by ancient man; they were imparting knowledge to us which we are only now beginning to understand. This has a lot of meaning if you are not 100% scientist, or 100% spiritual, and have the right perspective! This is information about how it works. And I think we should consider that if the "ancients" were as simple as we are taught; how can we explain this knowledge?

"The light knows no space." – Thoth. This is deep if we understand what is meant by light. If we don't have this higher understanding of the "Biblical, Mythical, and Esoteric" meanings for "Light" then this doesn't render a clear meaning. We soon discover when we know what was inferred by this, it takes on the proper interpretation. If you read this light as not the "visible light" which is normally meant by this, then even most of the Bible passages take on more meaning, and make much more sense. This means the kind of "inner light" which meditation is based on. The kind atoms and stars emit.

Esoteric teachings claim that we are three-fold in nature; "Physical, mental and cosmic." I would say with what we are starting to learn and understand, they pretty much are telling us how this works! We only acknowledge the physical and mental aspects, and we don't allow for the "Cosmic" since we don't even know what is meant by this; perhaps do we now begin to see what was meant?

In the ancient Sumerian texts and esoteric ideals, it was claimed we are but "Suns" of the "Great Sun." We as morons thought this was a reference to "Sun God" worship. Perhaps they understood the "true nature" of reality and spirit more than we give them credit for? If we give a "Cosmic" designation to the spirit, then this makes way more sense than believing the ancients were simple, they were just making a connection that we did not!

In another passage of Hermetic beliefs; it is said that time is the force that holds the events separate, and the time doesn't really move! The time is merely the illusion, as your consciousness moves from one event to the other. If these older ideas are correct and not "Mystic Babble" as we were taught, and what I believe is true - then maybe as "bizarre" as it sounds, life and time may operate similar to a slide rule!

The oldest religious faiths are based on the idea that what we perceive as "light" in our physical reality; is actually the "veil" of darkness, or thing that blinds us from these higher forms of light. Darkness is dis-order, and light is order, only this may be slightly backwards of what is meant, and may be opposite from what we thought!

Here's another old concept, that we just considered ancient peoples "superstitious" beliefs. They believed that the "blood" powered the heart! I know this sounds simple and dumb upon initial exposure to the idea, but given the apparent wisdom we keep overlooking, I looked farther.

This was from some of the oldest Pagan, Babylonian, and Sumerian religions; and probably meant "more" and was worth investigation! Try this version; from the Emerald Tablets. "The heart beats, as a reaction to the vortices of the energy in the blood." What this says on closer inspection is that the life or energy of "Creation" is your "heart-spark." We know the heart is an electrical enigma, we can work on the heart with modern technology, and even electrically "animate" it - but once the spark leaves; there is no saving the person.

If we really knew 100% how the system worked, we might better understand what this means - but we do know that blood is frequently mentioned and often spilled in scripture. Perhaps this energy "spins" the blood into a vortex, and "causes" the electrical muscle spasm in the heart as a result! There is little more than perspective to glean the difference from! A vortex makes a vibration and is the "essence" of power in the quantum sense. A "string theory" results to explain the vibration. Could the ancients be right; and as the string spirals and causes vortices in the blood, this "creates" the energy? It wouldn't surprise me much if in the future, science and medicine in order to evolve will have to incorporate some of these ancient perspectives. The idea of the heart working the opposite of how we see it is no different than failing to give the third component of "Cosmic" to a "sentient" being with a soul. With only physical and mental components attributed to ourselves, we have "overlooked" the 92% again!

The "In-between Everything" and what we perceive to be empty spaces could also contain the consciousness, and we and "our" lives could just be the 8% of reality we accepted to be all that there is! Ah yes, the spaces in-between again - and if we solve this matter, or "lack" of it, (pun intended), on any level, a fractal truth may be revealed.

Forget space and mythical mysteries for a minute, and let's get "quantum or micro" and look at atoms and such. Atoms are scientifically derived "enigmas" if you will, on their own merits at the tiny scale of existence. We now know that unlike the early model of an atom from when I was a child, of a nucleus or center, with the electrons orbiting the nucleus, in a similar fashion as planets orbiting the sun. We have all considered the similarity of the "atom" and the "solar system" as a youth, but then abandoned the thought as we got older. Then the model for the atom was updated into a ball of energy, still with a center, and virtual light speed electrons whizzing around it!

Science has realized the "energy field" is most of what the atom is. If we apply this to the cosmic level, and adjust speed and time and perspective; again they become even "more" similar than before. Then we might also return to consider the "vast spaces in-between" - to get back to our micro perspective. The problem with the atom is; that if the nucleus was about the size of a golf ball in the center of town, the electron would be like a pill whizzing around the outskirts of this same town! This was an unsolved puzzle to science, until we are told that the energy field makes it solid. Hey, wait a minute, you just told me something "more" than how the atoms that make up you and me, and everything we see; create the illusion of solid matter! The empty space is not "nothing," it is the energy that makes things solid, be it an atom or a galaxy. The mechanism for the material – is the ethereal. The shit we called nothing – is everything!

What if the Cosmos was indeed just like the atom; as we once had imagined as a child, until school and "imposed" concepts told us otherwise? Perhaps a "child" shall lead us out of this after all! Let's remember that on a cosmic scale it is slower, and a lesser time-scale or frequency than on the atomic scale. I think this means that at the cosmic scale, we just can't see the energy field, like we can on the lesser scale! This is observational proof that the atom and the "Cosmos" is also driven, ordered, and powered, by this energy that we can't see - which acts like Universal hypertext of sorts.

The greater implication of what I am saying can be shown another way. Since atoms although hollow, create our reality because of the energy fields they cause, then the matter we observe which seems solid, and then the "dark matter" which connects everything in space, must also act as the "energy fields" do for atoms! The whole understanding of how this all works, is about to do a double back flip with a twist, into the "deep end" of an esoteric rabbit hole!

These concepts are growing, and a planet wide awakening to a whole new reality is taking place; the veil is coming off on how we see things. Space is solid and connected by energy fields, just like an atom, at a "different" scale or perspective. We may only see this energy at the atomic level; but we are supposed to be smart enough to realize it exists at the cosmic level - even if we can't observe it! The game plan to obtain knowledge never seems to change! Never mind the observational science, let's get bold and discover the "fundamental principles of operation" and do some observation of science instead! If one observes science and the need to confirm facts at every level, and the refusal to accept intentional creational energy, it is like poking out both eyes and applying a blindfold! I wonder how rapidly scientific and spiritual study would indeed become compatible, and how quickly physical and spiritual experience could become utopian.

Here are a few more inspiring bits of "Hermetic and Sumerian" wisdom that apply. "In all formed matter, the heart of this light exists" - I am convinced these ancient tablets had not been painstakingly chipped and preserved for nothing, since we now know this means more than "university" or "religion" teaches.

Here's another one, "Encircling each planet is a wave of vibration binding him to this the unfolding plane." This is Thoth the Atlantean in Sumerian texts, explaining the physical trappings of the soul. Science tells us the earth has a vibration in frequency of 7.8, known as the "Schumann Resonating Frequency" and that it is increasing!

Sitting in your living room, everything in your view or "scope" of existence is vibrating in this range. Who is to say that several "other" realities of alternate vibration do not "co-exist" with us as we dine, watch T.V. or copulate! These higher or lower vibrational frequency realities may be layered one on top the other, unaware of each other.

Our perception or range of reception we are tuned to; is only allowing access to our vibrational frequency! Science doesn't accept these as facts, but they do "bandy" them about as possibilities. This is just another way to incorporate additional dimensions; my tilt was different locations being the same, this alternate way of layering realities, might just be another way of looking at it.

If you spend sometime investigating "Membrane Theory" - it tells the same tale from yet again a different view. In a short version, the idea is that the space we see is actually a flat sheet and that one or more "other" sheets exist in parallel. When these membranes bump into each other, or drift away slightly, forces jump from one reality to the other. Also that gravity or certain forces may operate on several levels, while most forces or realities are locked into their membrane only. When the membranes bump, things may be created, some even suggest universes! The weird part of the idea is the "super imposing" of one layer of reality onto the other, as they all operate in "concert" or as one, at the uppermost levels. The similarity we find as being the connectedness, and the deception being the spaces in-between.

Many philosophers have made statements about life being the illusion, and the dream being real. The belief is that we are merely a spirits dream, and that when we die our spirit goes on to have more dreams.

Another way to take the mystery out of some of these concepts, would be to realize that we all time travel! If we did not pass through time to exist it would be like the movie "Groundhog Day" where the same day re-occurs every day! We move through time in a linear progression, that's all. The only difference being when non-physical, or cosmic to use the ancient term, we are no longer limited to one way or a schedule. The caterpillar cocoons and ceases his cycle, however this apparent "demise" of the creeping caterpillar, gives rise to the soaring butterfly! While I realize that this is an old "cliché" but nature is perhaps giving us some information about our "own" life cycle as well.

Just search your soul, as if at least a part of us is the "Creator" and special, versus it all being random and without intent; and ask yourself - "Did I bring myself into being?" Before we knew to ask the question, the divine force brought us into "awareness" to have an experience, so what makes you think we have control over the other end of the life cycle? The Cosmos is eternal and you are a part of it, we are never really dead, never were! We may experience stages beyond this one, and if nature shows us anything, this is more inevitable then unlikely.

Even the physical light in our reality although observable, can't be touched and moves at incredible speeds. We don't really see the light, and we only see how it reflects in our environment. Light will also go indefinitely, unless acted upon, I just thought that was worthy, since it can "outlast" the source! What if the light that we "can't" see is similar, but also carried intention or consciousness? The ancients referred to this as "intelligible light." The Emerald Tablets claim that the light we see and call "light" is the light which blinds us to the eternal real light, and this is the source of the "Veil."

We have been thinking too small, partly because of the level or frequency at which we reside, however this is no excuse for a lack of perspective! I think we can now fully appreciate Genesis 1; where God creates the universe, then the firmament and the waters, and separates the waters from the firmament. The firmament is the matter, and the waters are what support it, the "host" if you will.

God made the universe, not just our solar system or galaxy. Then I would imagine "firmament" or solids, which is all planets and bodies in space, not just our Earth. And when he made the waters, they were the "Waters of Life" or the ethereal energy. So when he "tested" the waters and saw that it was good, he didn't mean the ocean, nor a bath or a swim! Then a "Host" for all of it was made, and we didn't understand this concept until recently with theories of morphogenetic fields, and similar ideas of energy supporting life became more understood. (Although the natives told us long ago, with the belief that "Spirits" were behind the "Cosmic" aspect of life, but hey what do they know?)

Then if we apply a wider scope to the definition of "Children," he tells us many children, and all of his children; which may include many other life forms, as well as existences. The first other "Gods" that affected mans early development, may have been emissaries or enlightened brothers of man. To us that may or may not mean aliens, with no understanding of an alien, being much like us at a different stage of development! These aliens would likely understand these cycles a lot better than us, and not only were they more technologically advanced, but perhaps spiritually as well.

The universe functions on many levels and stages of development, at the outermost regions, reality, space, and planets are just forming. While in other areas, some would have run out their cycle. We can assume with such a wide range, we have "brothers and sisters" at every stage of development. In the next 100 years, a drop in the bucket of time on the "Cosmic" scale; we may encounter a primitive version of ourselves as we explore our cosmic environment, as well as some family far in advance of us!

The possibility exists that we will also assist some life forms along this journey, and that it may be a grand design. For now we had better just figure it out for ourselves, because the "existing" climate and "mindset" of our species, is more in need of help then able to give assistance! I think the struggle to do this must be an integral part of the experience, but I must point out we are going backwards and not forwards, in respect to our Cosmic aspect anyways. There can also be little doubt we are on the wrong path, since we as humans, all the animals, and "Mother Earth" are all suffering due to our foolishness. A course correction or spanking is likely long overdue, so the only "Crystal Ball" we need, is the common sense we should be exhibiting.

Think of it as the difficult adolescent stage of humanity that must be endured. I'm merely suggesting after some "youthful poor choices" and misconceptions, and hopefully some course corrections, we will get our license, grow up, and move out of the house! And of course have children of our own as the cycle manifests out!

The way everything works is so obvious and shown to us in every conceivable fashion to guide us; it is as if for greed, we cannot see our own nose. Hey wait a minute! I really don't see my nose unless I look at a reflection, even though I look right past it and it lives smack dab between my eyes! Damn, even that has meaning, a simple creature that didn't look at its reflection, would never even know it had a nose! Sort of like us on a larger scale of ignorance of ones "own" parts.

My point is the biggest secrets live in plain sight, and the answers need not be a technical calculation or measurement. Perhaps common sense, observation, and just understanding how to see things would do it. All the technology in the world doesn't seem to be intelligent enough to show compassion and advance without destroying ourselves and each other. And we still seem to accept and prefer control over our lives versus freedom.

Einstein told us that energy and matter are interchangeable, did he not? (E=Mc2) Really if it meant more than we thought at first, and what I am saying is not mental masturbation; this is just the bigger picture or larger perspective. If the "Voids" are actually high energy zones of a sort we don't fully understand yet, this completely changes the way we view the cosmos. Perhaps even the core of the Sun and the Earth, and even the human, are connected in this new perspective to the cosmos? From an alternate perspective this does makes some sense.

In ancient myth, esoteric beliefs and alchemy; we find concepts like – "the more Energy an object has the less Mass." And likewise; the "less energy the more mass." I think they were right, and had the bigger picture about the nature of reality. Now we should really be asking ourselves, how or why they knew this which should be an Earth shattering discovery! Several thousands of years before Einstein was born, "Ancient Pagan stone builders" knew full well what was meant by Einstein's theory! (I find it odd how the UFO's are often described as light-ships.)

It if is all "one" energy field in different states, then as it moves and changes, what we experience as time results! And apparently the "emptier" the space, the more energy exists! The universe may be like a grid of energy, converting the matter and energy as required, to maintain balance. Black holes may merely collect matter; to convert it into this void energy, just as a Sun or Star work the opposite, to "convert" void energy into matter.

In an energy sense, we can now view the universe in the 180 degree opposite of our current model. Could we be right in assuming that the universe is like a giant expanding sponge of energy, and that all we know or understand lay in the "bubbles or holes" in this sponge? From an energy perspective this would be the case, since the "solid bits" are the lower energy, and the voids or ether the "higher" powered.

The "Earth" is not floating in a void in this model; it is pressed around from all sides by the higher energy constant division of the vacuum. This does better explain the "expansion" of the universe. Also we know that the Earth doesn't expand with the universe, we know this from science. So it does makes more sense that even though the "Earth" is more solid, it is at a lower energy state since it remains somewhat "fixed" in volume, unlike the universe.

Some scientists describe this as "soap bubbles" expanding as the fabric of space, or on the micro level, the idea of "quantum foam" has also been used to describe the expansive properties of energy.

What our science told us was the "empty void" or "vacuum" of space, the "Ancients" knew to be "Ether." The reason to deny what many of us are realizing by society and governments should be becoming obvious; nobody could eat that much "crow" for one thing! The need for "oil" and existing "merchantable energy" would fade in a few scant years, if the full potential of these realizations came to pass.

If full understanding of the limitless energy all around us was put to practical applications, poverty, control, and resource based conflicts would virtually disappear. Unless of course this "interferes" with harvesting money and resources, and you don't really want to go "broke" and "free" the slaves! (And pull your own fucking weight for a change, comes to mind!)

The whole thing is about time, perspective, and the spaces in-between. However you have to conceive it, is not the issue, it is just a "way" to think, and "incorporate" another dimension. The hope and purpose of my desire to share this with everyone is that I am nobody; I don't care about money excessively, and there are so many ways to explore this and develop our society, and our spirit connection. I could never do enough with this information for all the possible outcomes, other than share it to see where it goes! My hope is that a "few" more people thinking this way would make the possibilities and "exchange" delightful. Not to mention our children's lives, and maybe even our "next" lives, a much better experience than this. I am not ungrateful, I just think we are missing the boat, and could do a lot better!

Take the idea of "high energy" space for example. If you now "set about" with science to develop ways to "alter" the state of your "space-craft" to make it lighter, or "think" it is of sorts, you may bypass the difficulty of space-travel. We could by this technique, possibly "Hyper-Sail" the "ether" of space far in excess of light-speed! We would no doubt start sailing the seas of the Cosmos, as our early pioneers did the oceans, and no doubt find natives and new lands!

When we "burn or combust" liquid and solid fuels, they are low energy fuels on the grander scale of things. The lighter the substance, the "higher" the value, this bears out around us currently. If we could find ways to extract energy from even lighter mediums, like the vacuum of space, or the "ether" all around us, we could vastly alter our reality! This would be like comparing a firecracker to an atom bomb! The spaces in-between it turns out may be the keys to the "Cadillac" young mankind, and perhaps to the "Concert" of a lifetime! When we fail to look, we fail to find! Our "bubble" of existence is but a pocket in the reality, and as "bent" of a concept as this seems on the surface, the evidence indicates otherwise! Next up; we explore how a thought could be what started the infinite wonder of it all, and shows us the importance of "thought and intent" to reality.
**11 – The Conscious Energy that Manifests Life!**

Most of us at one time or another has marveled at the various processes of nature and life. From cell division and the micro aspects, to the largest beasts, or even the biosphere we exist on, or the cosmos we inhabit - nature is grand.

Early man explained this with spirits that exist beyond time, which controlled the creatures and the elements. This lacked "technical" expertise, so we the society based on explosions and domination; determined that they were just unable to explain things, and so they designated "invisible spirits" to the forces and creatures. Even though life was short, hard, and far more challenging than ours, they still took the time to marvel at nature and life's processes, and came to the "obvious" conclusion that life and nature was not random. When food was harvested or a beast killed to provide sustenance, acknowledgement for that "spirit" or energy was given.

The Earth and biosphere functions were attributed to a "Mother Earth" deity, and the concept of a soul or "afterlife" was also an accepted belief. Ever since man was aware, even with no science or school to guide him, as a simple creature focused on survival, he was able to realize that life couldn't be explained with only physical aspects. Sadly this means without all the pre-conceived shit we are taught, even an "early primitive man" could see what the bulk of us cannot today!

All our education and advanced tools with which to observe are so technical and detailed, and while showing us amazing proof of something more, we assume only the technical part holds any answers. While we may be able to count and identify every tree, sadly the fact that it is a "forest" still eludes us! While we may exhibit higher technical abilities, our skills for showing common sense to what is observed, are grossly lacking.

I would say we exhibit "wrong-think" in the way we see things, since with all the additional knowledge and tools with which to observe, we have a much "weaker" explanation for things. Whether we like it or not, being able to admit this, will have "everything" to do with answering the questions we are currently unable to.

The "proof" I offer is that as we uncover new concepts in science which are presently being fought "tooth and nail" because they contain "spooky forces" - the observations made by our simple ancestors will be shown to be correct. We will "flesh" it out, and need to be able to concoct formulas and calculations from it, unlike our ancestors. But this I believe will lead to food and comfort for humanity, never before imagined. All from just considering what our ancestors painstakingly preserved for us, instead of dismissing something because we don't understand it!

We only "think" we know what was meant as we view it superficially, this is, and will continue to prove out. Over the next decades, many 180 degree turns will be required, if we hope for a new age to result. The key to this advance lies in accepting these newer concepts of spirit and science, since at the uppermost levels of understanding they are the same. I mean if we really truly believe there is more to life, what is so "freaky" about expecting to find evidence for this? I know this "burns a lot of holes" in both the religious and scientific community, but we will need both "camps" with an open mind to figure this out. No I am not just talking "psycho babble" - try to be ½ spiritual and ½ hardcore logical, and let's get serious and explore this!

Humor me by keeping in mind, that often because science "observes" how something does what it does, it rarely or seldom is telling us any more than we can observe, often for ourselves. They are constrained from saying too much, for fear of ridicule, should they be incorrect, consequently nothing "bold" takes place or gets explored, at least in public for us to enjoy. Science is awesome, don't get me wrong, only much like the church, they rely on funding, grants, peer pressure, and even endorsements and advertising and air time all take away any hope of "serious" bravado!

Take a snowflake for example, which are amazing unique formations of precipitation of incredible geometrical perplexity; why doesn't it just "clump up" when it gets cold and condenses and falls to the earth? We are told it is because it is a crystal, and thusly forms when it condenses. But again, we can see this with our "own" two eyes and a magnifying glass, but as usual we fail to be good children and ask "O.K., but why?" My theory is there is energy all around us we don't see, so when the condensed water forms a snowflake due to temperature changes, we get a glimpse of this "energy" in the imprint. I think proof is that obvious and pervasive, all around us, and I am not alone in this way of thinking. These unexplained visible effects often reveal invisible metaphysical properties.

For another example; take the "vortices" we observe in water - as well as how it flows and recharges itself. Many riddles are revealed to us in the way water reacts in our environment. More than one deep thinker has watched waves and ripples in the pond, and been driven to inspiration by the actions. Water crashing down a rock face, or even trickling down a roof gutter, chooses to fall in swirling, rolling, round motions. We are told it does this simply because it is a liquid, when what we are asking is not "what" it does again, "why" does it do it? Do you speak English? Can you interpret my question?

Why is it every time we ask a question, it is merely regurgitated and returned, and seldom answered? Some people don't even realize the amazing properties of water; I urge a look at "the Extraordinary Nature of Water" by Victor Schaunberg, a little dated, but well ahead of the curve in theory. He has researched deeply into this mystery, and it is an understanding far greater than school or society accepts. Even early man could see that inanimate objects seemed to act in a purposeful way, modern man, not so much!

For example we know the three states of water; as a solid when ice, a liquid when water, and a vapor when mist or steam. The obvious parallel to life should make us realize this shows us something more, and not to be satisfied with this observation. In the Bible scripture the term "waters of life" is all but spelling it out for us. If water has three states, so might the waters of life - could this energy we keep bumping into have several also? U-Betcherbooty-itdo!

Every living creature starts out as the same first single cell cluster, and then according to each creature; the one cell starts dividing and forming the embryo for that particular creature. We thought this was due to the DNA strand containing the instructions, when in actual fact it is more of a tuner and receiver, with the antennae configured to receive "it's" part of a great broadcast signal. These signals move faster than light and exist outside "space/time" and since we are bound to and by time and light; we are completely unaware of them. While this all makes sense, how can one "prove" something exists, that we can not see or measure?

We do this with many other types of phenomenon, through observations and making situations and experiments to validate or deny the claim. Black holes for one; they can't be seen at all, only by the effects on things around them. When we apply this logic to this similar unseen force of life energy as some free thinkers have, some evidence is shown.

Species exhibiting a shared knowledge that they are unaware of has been proven with behavior and learning experiments. An "isolated" group of rats using a maze to get food, after a period of time to learn the maze; eventually run the direct route to get the food. Then a "separate" isolated control group of rats never exposed to the maze is given the same maze to run through as the first group to obtain their food. With little or no difficulty the second group of rats is able to negotiate the complex maze, and get to the food as easily as the trained first group of rats. The first rats had to "learn" to navigate the maze, and as a result the second group of rats "knew" instinctively how! Interesting!

Then the scientists tried introducing a new tool to "one" of two isolated groups of monkeys. Again after a period of time of learning how to use the tool; the first group would exhibit mastery of the tool, and incorporated it into their routine. The tool is then introduced to the "second" group of monkeys, who have never seen the tool, and yes you guessed it - with little or no period of time to learn it, they start using the tool to their benefit as if they had learned it with the first group. The second group never has to endure the same learning period. This has been shown to work with many species, and some claim humans as well. Shared information, of which we are unaware, becomes undeniable. Can we measure this or put it in a can? Nope! Well it must not be important then!

This is only cell division, and information sharing (how to build it & how it should act), but there are huge lists of questions science can't answer, that this energy would. One of my favorites is instincts; because who we called primitive man, seems at least at "par" with his understanding of this, as what we would call "cutting edge science" of the future!

Early man knew exactly why the birds knew where to fly and when, even though they had never undertaken the journey. Their spirit energy told them! All the birds that had ever lived and the combined collective consciousness of the species, knows when and which way to go. The ancients knew what was happening way better than we do! We can't put instincts in a "can" to explain it with our limited scope of understanding, so it gets tossed onto the mystery pile. Didn't anyone consider "morphogenetic fields" except early man? We should be embarrassed!

Ancient man didn't understand the science behind these forces, however their "ability" to observe, and common sense was far superior to ours, it had to be in order to survive in many cases. They could see as we should; that species share information beyond physical life.

What if this energy worked like this; the initial great "Primordial Star" still radiates "Creations" energy out to each Galactic center. The Galactic centers change this energy, and reflect, or radiate it to the Stars. We know the next part is true, since the "Sun" radiates or reflects energy onto the Earth and life on earth. I would imagine that this reflection or "resonance feedback" goes both ways, up and down. (As above, so below, isn't this the ancient explanation for this?)

There may be a whole lot missing in this construct, but I would bet my "last buck" that it works something like this, and connects outside of our observable spectrum. We are just the 8% or less, of the energy we can see as the matter operating at the lesser frequency; but everything is "pure" energy. It is a vastly different concept to think we may live in the "holes or bubbles" of reality!

I am also a fan of "Sacred Geometry" and I believe it ties into this way of thinking as well. Most people think of geometry as boring and the study of structure is all that is meant by the term, but the "theme" is much more involved. From the consciousness aspect and as a philosophy, geometry plays a role in the creation of existence, right from the primordial thought of creation, and is an ongoing process.

Did you ever wonder what initiated the big bang? Science says they don't know, and the spiritual people as we know, tell us "God" did it. A very smart man who has since passed on, "Terrance McKenna" put this into context. All of our "cosmological science" is based on the big bang theory, when with no "plausible" explanation for the primordial singularity, or initiation of the event can be provided? This becomes the apex, or "maximum" level of unfounded speculation as a starting point in which to believe! Nothing "crazier" in other words, to explain our existence could be imagined! Yet we are to believe this, only this, and consider any other explanation ridiculous, when the reasons presently accepted, are pretty much the definition and maximum stretch of conjecture!

Scriptures tell us God is pure "fire" and the first thought; and from the connection to all "God" created, comes the collective experience and knowledge of everything. Sacred Geometry actually starts with the first act of God perhaps - the idea of "unleashing" chaotic tremendous energy, and "containing" and taming it inside spheres. You know, like the "Ancient Flower of Life, Star of David, and the "sphere" under the Sphinx's paw! And again we have the very definition of God, as "Tetragrammaton" the un-utter able name, which incidentally looks like the All Seeing Eye in Ancient Texts – by no unlikely coincidence!

Chaos and bliss were the first emotions, and the straight lines of energy the chaos, and the bubbles or curves to contain them, the bliss. The first force having the combined power and knowledge of all there is, having total control. God is a "force" of creation, not a man on a throne with a beard! While some are not very happy with this statement, I am overjoyed to understand that "God" with a big "G" is a loving force of all powerful creation, and not a mean old man with a stick, with a "pit" to cast me into!

Even "Astrology" was something I considered "hogwash" my entire life; and "Horoscopes" and "Madam Cleo" really helped to enforce my "dis-belief" of this throughout life. It just seemed silly like I said; thanks to a million frauds and losers claiming to be experts. But then the concepts started to fit into the ancient texts descriptions of how this all works, as well as for my "hypothetical" connective theories! People even tend to ignore all the similarities in the "Bible" to astrology, with "Stars" as "signs" in the Heavens, and "Wiseman" gathering under them, and so on. There are many similarities to "Astrology" embedded in our religions, whether "closed minded" people can accept this or not!

Let us consider that objects in space might actually emit, radiate, or resonate, (perhaps all 3!) this "energy" which operates everything at faster than light speeds, pretty much instantly! The frequencies of various bodies, carrying "specific" signals, passed through the "ether" of space instantly, like giant "synapses" in the brain transmitting information! We could spiritually consider this a thought, or dream God is having!

The Kabbalah explains Creation" as God making a "vessel" to receive his light, and Adam and Eve according to this, would be "mankind" with the ability to give back this light (or reflect it if you will), to others around himself and the "Creator." The process of mans evolution is to become "like" - or "as" Creator, and that's the part that "freaks out" standard religions. This is seen as calling one's "self' God, and against the "confused father figure worship" and the slave ritual. Some claim the "Kabbalah" and related beliefs are derived from the "Babylonian and Sumerian" traditions, which stem from yet "older" forgotten civilizations. In all reality if we believe the concept of "Creation" in any form, then this is an older, more pure version, and just perhaps a more accurate description of the purpose of life and how it was constructed. This is likely the truth as explained to early man, to keep as a "sacred concept" of faith to explain the working of spirit as best as possible. Until our knowledge of science and reality could show us how this might actually work, or until we were intelligent enough at least to "prove" something we feel, but can't see or touch!

The ability to believe in a "fantasy" is what many would call this; either that or an "in- ability" to prove it to ourselves through logic is what I would say. Don't forget, a "big bang" which started from the "unknown" for no known reason, and a random progression of fluke and chance to develop all we see, is the accepted alternate conclusion! And while "prove it" to these people means an ability to "hammer on it" or be able to put it in a "beaker," – they choose to live in a world where no fantasy exists, where much cannot be explained, and yet they claim to "know" it all; which is an "obvious" contradiction if we remove the blinders.

My perspective on the other hand says; I don't know it all but I can however explain most of the things they cannot with "plausible" concepts, and I love nothing more than a good mystery or fantasy! What mankind fantasized about 100 years or so ago, has mostly become manifest! Rockets, airplanes, modern cars, computers and the like, were all made by some "ass-hole" like us; who gave "two shits" if they laughed at him or her - and went about making the fantasy a reality for all. Intent, consciousness, and spirit, are all powerful tools, both in the spiritual and physical worlds. If "God" was one of these people with no scope, we wouldn't be having this conversation right now, of this I am sure!

What else proves an eternal energy connection to all life? That's easy and a total no brainer; the 101 things that the people who know everything have no answers for! Other than instincts, how did a handful of truly gifted people like "Nostradamus or Edgar Cayce" to name only two, foretell future events? And in Edgar Cayce's example as well as some others - repeatedly "baffle" the world and heal people? (Mother Teresa, certain Monks and Guru's also are credited with healings.)

Are people telling us the truth, when we are repeatedly told of "near death" and "after death" experiences of leaving their bodies, and traveling to a great light? Does a person have the ability to "remote view?" The government supposedly spends mass money on the development of these spooky skills! The dumb movie "The Men Who Stare at Goats" comes to mind! Can Yogi's and Monks and people who master meditation, astral travel and leave their bodies? Do we have a non-verbal channel or "link" with pets and animals? A simple yes, answers all the above!

These strange unexplained phenomena are generally accepted as true; just not explained very often, since it is a journey into the "Twilight Zone" - and old school science has no answer for much of it, that anyone could believe. We can never be 100% certain of how this exactly works, from a flesh perspective, but connecting through meditation to a "web" that supplies our energies, covers most of it. And if we believe in the near death experiences, then how hard is it to believe that gifted people, who devote their entire lives to perfecting this skill, can at will - leave the body intentionally? Or why we have similar sensations when dying?

If you can conceptualize spirituality, with one foot in science and logic and physicality, then I guess one could say the workings become clearer. The details may only be partially exposed; but we may be peeking into another "dimension" called intention!

When we exercise our spirit, just like the body it grows stronger; a few people can just do this a little "better" than the rest of us, that's all. So what many claim to be unexplained phenomenon, to me is just a little creational light, and spirit function exposed. These are the waters of life, and the host of them, at work; to use a scripture to describe it.

Astrology even unknowingly explained this much as a "hologram" would be explained by science! Many scientists now believe that everything is light or photons of energy, vibrating at certain frequencies to create matter. Remember Star Trek and the "holo-deck?" The light was "altered" and made solid to create the "illusion" of matter, just like it really works! In a proper technical description, to create a 3-D image what they do is project the light from multiple points, to reflect the images off each other, to create a picture you can "walk" 360 degrees around and view.

The concepts of astrology are much deeper than we are led to believe thanks to religion, and the same scientists who told us space wasn't ether. Picture if you will; a body of planets and stars that all move in "concert" with our earth. They all "beam out" or reflect a variety of altered light, collected from a "giant Crystal Star" which radiates this light energy from the center of the universe, which in turn "causes" their existence. The light energy "beamed" onto the Earth as a result, is reflected off us and all life, and gives us our substance and existence. This light acts like a "radio signal" or wave that each thing tunes into, and gives rise to our form and spirit as a reflection. The esoteric concept of "as above so below" means more than we thought, as well as explain early mans fascination with the Cosmos. In a broader "Star Trek" sense; it explains a "sentient generated hologram!"

Am I insinuating that we don't even "really" exist, that there is no matter, and the whole thing is an illusion and a hologram? Perhaps! Some say the universe may just be a 22 billion year old hologram, which came out of a black hole! The "Twilight Zone" is a tame place by comparison to be sure, but the truth may indeed be stranger than fiction! The matter we experience really could just be a "clever projection" of God's and our combined intent or perception, in a sea of energy directed to fabricate an experience!

Or we can use the "zero point perception" idea; where we are actually "creating" our reality at our point of perception, and it doesn't exist behind us or ahead of us. Kind of like it forms ahead of us – and melts away behind us. That is oddly enough how we experience it! Quantum physics and the "uncertainty principle" agree that all the possibilities exist, until you pick or perceive one, then it manifests. This is what the evidence at the quantum level indicates anyways.

Increasing our ability to understand theories that claim that the energy all around us contains "every" possibility will make us manifest or reflect a superior experience. Unlike the "Creator" we are bound by flesh and time, so we lack the tools to access this fully. Our "Cosmic Spirit aspect" however does not; since it is the part of us not "bound" by flesh and time. Which we only become "fully" aware of after the "flesh" gives out.

So why have the whole experience then; if "flesh" is such a limitation and "spirit" is unbound - why not just be infinite spirit? Easy; no chocolate, no sex, no physical pleasures, peril, torment, and therefore no "additional" contribution would be gained due to having had the experiences. No new novelty.

No dance on the fine line between bliss and chaos - what kind of experience can we have without providing "any" risk or pleasure? One without the things we hate and love, an obvious "non-experience" I would think, wouldn't you? Spirit can't have physical experience so the "Game" was created, but the ultimate goal I wonder, could it be for the flesh to be more like the spirit? The evolution and end-game to all of this is perhaps to blend the two together, as an eventual "solution" for this separation of spirit and body? The idea is so simple and beautiful; we are all having experiences for the "one" grand spirit, and in return "Spirit" is creating us, to reflect information to alter the experience. We should alter our signal, and put back the love comes to mind.

Mankind is "ruining" the experience by reflecting back hate and violence, and when he does so he will manifest a poor situation on Earth for himself as well. The "Earth" is sick, the people are become increasingly diseased, and it's our own fault! Everything we were supposed to learn, and live like, we failed to do. The rules were don't steal, don't kill, don't covet, avoid jealousy, avoid sloth; in other words be "nice" to each other, and have a good experience, and it will get better and better! Screw up, and ignore the rules, fail to discover that which the "Creator" has placed all around you to discover, limit the experience - and the reflection can "hurt" or even "kill" you.

The warnings are clear, no matter which belief system you entertain; they all say the same thing in this regard. It is an automatic system based on the intent of spirit. Greed, slavery, and negative inputs, can kill us as a civilization! As ye sow, so shall ye reap, remember? It doesn't sound like bad advice.

We are being "tested" just as we were told we were; on our "intent" towards each other and all life. All the disaster and strife we see accelerating all around us can be explained by this method. This has happened "countless" times before in history as well, so it is a repeating pattern. Look at every great society, the cultures lost morality and became depraved, and then suffered consequences or catastrophes. Individual peaceful groups in some cases it will be argued met with an end also, but often it was at the hands of "aggressors" who were "not" peaceful, so this I feel proves my point more than not from another perspective.

Nature proves it, when you remove man from the equation, life for the most part flourishes beautifully with little intention of thought or greed. We were either given the intent and will to decide, or we "stole" it in the Garden of Eden, and it makes us have an "effect" on the over-all life force. With this limited power of individuality and intentions, look at the damage we have done! It is like a "resonance feedback loop" for guitar buffs, if you can see it better this way, and we can "flatten" the tone or "squeal" the amp if we do our part wrong!

Global calamity that causes serious setbacks always occurs when it has to. It would only make sense wouldn't it? If intention or consciousness could generate matter and create reality, why couldn't or wouldn't it kick some ass and protect itself by wrecking or destroying the threat, just like a planetary immune system? Sink a continent or two; blacken the sky with volcanic ash, ice age, and flood, any of this starting to ring a bell? We are a "speck of shit" on a flea's ass in the greater scheme of things, and I suggest we behave!

We have done so much wrong, hurt so much of each others spirits, and we may have a certain amount coming to us, no matter what we do. Everybody had better put their differences aside, and assist each other, as well as try to understand one another like when disaster strikes; this may be our last and final hope in more way than one.

Whoever survives will live by these new rules as brothers and sisters, and start to build something "new" from the rubble, as no doubt we have "countless" times before. Then the "greedy" and "negative" intentions start working the program again. It is a cycle that I hope we will eventually get smart enough, to master the operation of by showing good will towards each other. That and respect for a "Creator" that allows for any expression of this, under the flag of tolerance and love.

If the energy imprint of our experience is eternal; then whatever happens will allow for continued growth. The tiny aspect of our physical life is not the "whole she-bang!" Our part is simple; for us to separately of our own free will, manifest a good life through kind acts and spiritual development. There is one tough rule however, and "Satanists" thrive on it. The saying goes; "Be no mans fool and be no mans brother, for we are all born but to die alone." Let me help with that.

Each of us is made a "center" unto ourselves, to be an "individual" with free choice. So although we may journey separately; we journey to a whole of "All" (hopefully!). This evil concept of "fuck everyone and it's every man for himself" as a philosophy since we are born to "die alone" - is very off-track. The die alone part is to instill fear, to send your soul away in terror at the time of death, instead of being at peace. These "clowns" can get people to believe in "fear and hate" with this deception, so be aware. Intention is a lot, and I don't much "care" for that type. Fear is ignorance of the greater truth – which is my point.

Let's even consider yet another strange theory I encountered! This poor fellow has been labeled an "Anti-Christ" and his theory "blackballed" so I won't contribute to his grief by naming him - but he has a unique tilt on this. The idea is similar in regards to us being spirits manifesting a physical reality, the difference being that the physical part is a trapping of the soul. I followed his drift completely, and figured we had a similar philosophy, until he dropped an "extra" bomb!

The premise is we all have our memory "wiped clean" when we die; and then we are sent back into the physical, instead of moving on! The same approximately 6 billion souls, recycled indefinitely instead of set free, and this is the "evil" we are trapped by! According to this fellow, ancient "Reptilian" races imbedded our cultures and thought processes with an instinct and a willing desire to go to the "tunnel of light" when we die. Only to be re-issued another life, instead of becoming a "free soul" to experience the universe and all of creation! These evil Macro Souls – feed on our fears. This guy says this has been going on for some 13,000 years at least, and that the ancient texts actually "describe" this deception!

This is why the ancient "Kings and Pharaohs" were "preserved" and wrapped and placed in "stone boxes" under massive stone monuments! Not to be "re-born" perhaps; but to free the soul, this makes way more sense. Your "Soul" is eternal and stuck in a reincarnation cycle that if we break free of; we achieve "true" spiritual freedom. So again, all the sacrifices and "Pagan beliefs" make more sense when viewed in this way, each time you pass on, you have another "chance" to break free of the program. It wasn't "mindless suicide" it was the "ultimate spiritual sacrifice" to achieve "Ascension!"

This is extreme and so outside the mainstream view for even fans of "fringe" thinking; since normally we "assume" that going to the light is the way to go. But his claim is that by turning your "back" to the light in the tunnel when you pass on, and consciously guiding the soul away from it, that this will reveal "another light" with "no" tunnel! This "other light source" is the way to the "Creator" and freedom, and going to it will release your soul - and that this trap we are in is the very "Evil" described in myth and scriptures.

This is why "Ra the Sun God" is "crossing the waters" into the afterlife in his boat, and remaining "eternal" as a God, and not a re-birth story. This is why they worshipped the heavens and stars, as freedom from trappings of the earth. This like I said was why people "willingly" gave themselves in sacrifice, and why ancients sacrificed, according to them the soul wasn't lost, it would be "reborn" or become an "eternal" spirit!

This is a bit heavy, and I can understand the "stress" his theory caused people when this fellow suggested we should "avoid" the tunnel of light. I can't say that I am comfortable with the idea of consciously "shunning" the tunnel of light myself; but in all fairness his logic was consistent with what I found as well. What he said after made it worse. He said if you were "uncomfortable" with the idea, don't avoid the tunnel of light as he suggests; you'll just "go around again" as you have countless times before. He believes we are programmed to screw up and keep going through the tunnel and having our memories erased, and do it over and over again because the energy we don't use unknowingly and are oblivious to - serves these higher beings!

The "UFO's" and "Gray Aliens' we see; have also been claimed by some to be the same beings that "laser cut" stones, and "placed" them in ancient times, as slaves for the "Nordic" or human type aliens who set up the program and enslaved mankind. The stone rings and pyramids and grand monuments placed on "Earth Chakra" or Lay Lines, are claimed to be the tools used to do this, and that it is an "alien technology" to "re-route" the spirit back into another life, instead of freeing it!

This while I admit this is a "crazy" idea to be sure; it is backed up in a few ways. This is where the "freemasons" came from according to this version - they were descendants of the original stone-cutters, or stone masons if you will. The "alien gray hybrids" who served the Pharaohs, rebelled, and broke away from Egypt and formed a separate secret society. (I smell a Bible story!) At which point all religion was altered to facilitate "physical and spiritual slavery" indefinitely! His theory also allows for the future eventual destruction of the Earth by the real God; as an unpleasant possibility to disrupt this slavery cycle, if we can't break free on our own.

That the whole thing is a holographic "construct" designed by "nasty aliens" to bind our souls to this plane in a hopelessly repeating cycle – might be pushing it! I doubt our "true Creator" is helpless to break us free from, by "avoiding" the tunnel! While strange indeed, but oddly "intriguing" and "disturbing" at the same time! Especially when the guy points out; by all means to do what you wish, but I think I figured this out - and that you should know!

One other point on this that I thought worth mentioning, was what if what he said about being "programmed" to go through the tunnel is true. Apparently the programming is flawed, and if you search your soul, you'll "remember" having had been there before after being told this information, and that this is his calling. His advice was to do what you feel is right in your soul, but when you "accept" the tunnel you've been fooled again, and hopefully thanks to him you'll remember being there before, feel this, and "escape" to free your individual soul.

And that the "Aliens" and the first "Secret Societies" and even the "Elite" now know this; and that we still live in a modern dressed up version of "Babylon." It is a disturbing concept which we all will have no choice but to face, and although the "tunnel" has been working for some time now, if my "inner child" starts screaming "No don't do it!" I may see what else is out there! It is all just information and concepts, but if we are being "awakened" and made aware of this repeating cycle, maybe the program is breaking down, and perhaps this is not a bad thing!

If our world didn't crumble into "crisis" on occasion, perhaps important things would remain hidden as a result? After all, since the beginning of time, the fact that we are being "deceived" by evil has been a consistent theme. This has been embedded into virtually all our belief systems, what if they meant it and this has a deeper meaning? Regardless of faith or denomination, the message is generally a warning about the "Soul" being eternally trapped, if you allow yourself to be "deceived" by evil. Follow your instincts on this one, because my "jury is still out" as far as this goes. I wouldn't want to be responsible for misleading any souls. But I had the notion to include this because if there is any truth to it, we should at least have the information after all, since this becomes all about knowledge and free choice!

As far as an intention or thought goes; in regards to our existence and a "Creator" when we take this fractal - we also have this "free will" and ability to manifest our intentions also. We do so physically in our day to day existence in external terms, so why not in spirit as well? And while we may connect of sorts subconsciously, we are also an individual and not a "hive mind" like the "Borg". So as a result the "community soul" becomes educated, and develops from the individual contributions, and therefore "consciousness" evolves!

Just like early man: a few started to manipulate fire and wear furs and communicate more fully, and the "rest" of humanity caught on. This proves the existence of this morphic or "morphogenetic field" which connects us all, since we know at this early stage of development, man didn't communicate globally. And yet all over the world, once enough people mastered fire, clothing, and language, the rest all got the notion to do the same! People always have and still do, sense and connect to each other, even if seldom aware of the fact.

Repeating is also a theme of our existence. The four seasons every year, the repeating cycles in nature, the rise and fall of civilizations, ice ages, magnetic pole fluctuations, cosmic orbits and patterns, birth and death; you get the idea - we have a "shitload" of clues that everything is a cycle that repeats! Consciousness may have to "endure" a similar cycle until enough input has been accumulated, to free the soul from its current dilemma or situation as a whole.

It is said that we only truly experience two emotions, "love and fear" and that all our other emotions "stem" from only the two. Positive and negative basically; and that the resulting waves we "emit" due to these emotions, have an effect on our reality, as well as on our DNA. We could compare this to the movie "the Matrix" only where the energy harvested is from your "emotional" vibrations. Fear, hate, greed, and violence, feed the "negative" forces - while love, compassion, empathy, and sharing, feed the "positive" forces. An imbalance causes physical effects, perhaps planetary and cosmic as well.

Consciousness and intent are the creational engines, and we individually contribute to the process, so there were "rules" put in place - rules that society in belief they know it all, are ignoring at great peril! If consciousness and intent have the ability to "create" and make life, that it could "destroy" or take life, should be considered a "given" should it not?

Have you ever walked into a room or situation, and gotten a "vibe?" Of course, we have all felt this! Alright you scientist types; start explaining! They can't; not in any way you could believe without pixies on heavy drugs! But we all know it is the thoughts, or conscious projections of others which we are picking up, and making a good or bad impression on us. It just proves to us once again, science does not hold all the answers; we know what a "vibe" feels like, so why do they have such a problem with my statement?

I think this is a prime example of negativity and "wrong-think" to dismiss forces not able to be weighed, measured, or marketed. For example I think that "vibe" is who we are at essence, more than our physical display. More "vibes" and an understanding of this could be far better than the "deceptive tongue", as a means of communication. We often care more how somebody "feels" about something, than about what is said. Maybe we have hope!

The next question to me becomes this evolution of our intent, since our survival perhaps relies on it! Is it brought on by "external means" as suggested by some - such as galactic alignments, charged particles, alien assistance or intervention, or another external influence? Or is this evolution an "individual" thing, we conduct internally, in our "temple" the body? Perhaps a "war" or "game" being played between good and evil entities so far in advance of us, that they manipulate the "Cosmos" and even "Souls" in this age old conflict? Then of course these we called "Angels, and Devils, or Gods" and the like, when they might have merely been good and bad representations of "beings" much like us, but perhaps thousands or even millions of years in advance of us! We would be looked upon; as perhaps we would look at a mouse or lesser creature.

When we kill an animal or plant to consume it, to give us energy to perpetuate our existence; we do nothing less. It has even been considered and tossed around that this is "Hell" and we are the approximately 6 billion souls "lost" for our transgressions; and we are repeating our life cycles here, until we have learned something we have failed to. This would explain the "lunacy" and poor decisions we see all around us! Just what you have to do to survive on this planet – reflects these negative aspects.

Let's just explore even this outrageous claim, just to say we have, on the merits of leaving no stone un-turned. (More than one philosopher has suggested this, so what the hell!) Assume that "many" beings exist in this galaxy alone. Tens or hundreds, or perhaps in the extreme thousands of other worlds and types of beings; all connected to a greater force. All given a cycle to develop from an early state to an enlightened being, all given "clues" to discover their true nature as spirits, and once accomplished - they get to move up a level of consciousness. The planet was just their egg, once hatched they move up as a group, except for a few difficult ones! These are "collected" to "cycle" in an even harsher existence, to attempt to correct this failure to acknowledge "Spirit or Creator" and a chance to exhibit "positive" attributes in their lives.

In case you missed it, that's us! The stubborn greedy short-sighted souls doing time on "Planet Earth" (pardon me in advance) - for being so fucking stupid!

I'm including myself; "none" of us are indeed exempt, and isn't this also embedded in our religion and culture. We are like; "supposed to be a little naughty" and maybe we now have some idea "why" we are so imperfect. Like a punishment St. Peter must open the Book of Life and proclaim; "Nope, he or she still didn't get it, send them back in as a baby with no sin, and give them another shot!"

Maybe that's where babies go that perish, they only had the "one last thing" to correct, got it right away, and were set free from prison earth to experience true spirit freedom and cosmic consciousness instead of recycling. I can hope can't I? Just as suffering in life until old and feeble, in repeating cycles is an alternative penalty? If I am right; living to 100 might be cruel and unusual punishment.

The idea is that "Christ" and many other people we called "Prophets" were just trying to show us a better way; like they told us they were. That you have the ability to attain eternal spirit life, as they had realized, all spiritual teachers had a similar message, and the same advice. Worship no false Gods; treat each other with love and respect, be good stewards of the earth, and seek the "Creator" because this is the way to eternal life. Not because it is a fantasy; but because if you did the spiritual footwork to better understand the process, you evolve consciously – this is permanent.

The biggest warning we are given; is don't be tricked or fooled by the abundance of evil all around us, as it is there to deceive and misdirect you. As fantastic and weird as this all sounds, it matches our reality, rings of truth when examined, and fits to explain all the "moral" difficulty in our lives. There is beauty as well on the earth; to show us a better way forward, a clue if you will, of what is possible and what could be. I am sure we would all agree however, that during the history of the planet, every "nasty thing" possible has been done in "every" conceivable way, to man, animal, and nature, by our hands. The capacity for man to show cruelty seems at least equal to the capacity to show compassion, both sides of the equation always there, as if to give us an ever present choice.

Consciousness generates the very creation, or destruction of our reality. I just hope we don't live in a type of "jail" for the soul, or maybe we are, and we are just winding down this required part of our development. Spiritually we might still be in the womb! (There's your tunnel!) Or perhaps we are merely infants or toddlers, in the "Cosmic" sense.

We know from quantum physics, that particles can flip inside out, to become wave energy, and that they won't do it when observed! We know matter end energy is interchangeable thanks to Einstein. We know from the "uncertainty principle" in quantum physics also, that "all" the possibilities exist until you make a choice, and then the "one" manifests. So if matter and energy are just reciprocals, or "inversions" of each other and our consciousness plays a role in determining "which" we perceive it as; the implication gets even more bizarre. There is only "Energy" and there is only "Consciousness" this is what the hard scientific evidence shows us - so what I have said from many angles is not so weird, if we "adjust" this consciousness to gain perspective.

Everything is super high energy, which can be "anything" consciousness directs it to be, on a spiritual level. On the human and animal level, we "interpret" this direction of the energy, and call this consciousness. As our consciousness develops, or our vibrational frequency rises, we can interpret more. When we become several levels higher, we get to "decide" what to make out of this incredible energy, at will. I suspect we are "special" despite our dilemma, and we are getting a "street education" and perhaps for a reason. Like you have to start at the bottom and work your way up.

It is totally about intent and creation for God; but not the "matter" that we thought it was - matter is just a "medium" for experience which is the true purpose of Creation. The purpose of "Creation" is to experience for us and others; to "read" an experience out of this energy, which is "Gods" intention to "evolve" the spirit. The "matter" is a parlor trick we may eventually master, and the "creation" of our own independent intents to observe it, the miracle!

We are all like receivers with antennae, to assist us in functioning by receiving Creations light, and we should all be grateful for a glimpse at the process. Still more amazing it seems is that we can increase and alter our reception at will, due to our separate consciousness, like a "dial" on a tuner and "change stations" of sorts. As of yet this is a slow cumbersome and challenging process, but I can imagine a day when a future mankind can more fully utilize energy to create matter. Not just blow shit up, by busting the energy in an atom, but by "creating" something!

At first we might have to build a "replicator" like in Star Trek, as a half step; but I think to take this even farther, we would eliminate the need to even construct a device to accomplish the intention. When we fully realize all there is consists of matter, energy, and intent, and all three are interchangeable, we can give thanks to the energy, and do anything we want!

The continued existence we enjoy is no less incredible and hard to understand than the "big bang" is really. It proves what I'm saying by at least indicating that the big bang is not an event in the "remote past" as the act of Creation. It is the ongoing act of Creation that validates the "original" intent or spark, which started it all. The old concept that it was a "single act" that played out long ago, and that we exist in the smoke and residue, and that the event is over, is a "very" limited perspective!

Remember my "perspective construct?" Let's say you "backed up" from our universe by 100 or 1,000 universe units, just to fabricate a great distance. Our universe would look like a "dot or singularity" from this perspective. One in which all of us "Who's down in Who-Ville" could live in a speck, inside of a smaller speck, on a tiny ball called "Earth" inside of a black hole or singularity, to someone with a vastly different perspective! So even "Creation" is arguable from a "perspective" point, but the intention and ability to "create and observe" is undeniable, this much we can "prove" by sharing this thought at this place, at this time!

To wind down this thought; to "observe and create" is consciousness by definition - so "God" is a consciousness and in the "fractal sense" so are we. We presently only "create" in slow lumbering terms, but I think we can do better. Creation I believe was not like a "construction site" or similar awkward process, so even though we think "we are all that" on a scale of one to ten, it wouldn't start low enough to rate our development. In the future, if I be "hopeful" about our future; we won't even need "machines" to build something. For example we would just reconfigure the energy with our intention, and "presto" a house, just as you imagined it! To dream of something would be to manifest it. Or we could for now at least; build a machine that "eats garbage and pollution" and it turns it into "food and flowers!"

In all reality anything is possible. If you can accept the idea of a big bang, or even the fact that we even exist; then the "impossible" has been proven already - because the consensus is that you and I and everything we think........all came from nothing! Should the concepts I embrace seem too "far out" for you, just think about how we "currently" believe we got here in the first place!

We currently believe that by a random event in physics, a "Big Bang" and our "Universe" was created by odds you wouldn't take for love or money, and happened to "evolve" to be contemplating our existence right here and now! Or that "God" had an intention and filled the "void" with his presence of creation - and a "well intentioned" plan is unfolding, and causing the contemplation of our existence here and now!

Every other "excuse" for our being here comes from a version or "blend" of the two only actual possibilities! We can argue over the details and facts, but one of the two basic concepts covers everybody. I personally think some intention "was" and continues to play out, because of what I feel and observe all around me. The "devil" may indeed be in the details, but the fact stands. Yes consciousness, supreme consciousness, could easily manifest the universe, right down to the atom and the quantum, where the particles disappear again. All inclusive and all encompassing, the proof being what we as proverbial "dirt-bags" have already accomplished, and what we possibly could! We haven't hit our limits yet, by any stretch of the imagination.

We do I believe have to not destroy ourselves in the process however, for the full effect to take place, and it seems like we keep doing this. History is full of us getting to a point of accomplishment and then destroying ourselves or each other, or nature tending to us. This planet is covered with "explained and unexplained" ruins!

This time we got farther with our technology than the societies we still remember and know about. But the ones we can't explain from "earlier" must have all but been "completely" wiped out. I suspect they were all stuck with a similar dilemma, grand society and culture with dissolving morals and spirituality; you would think we could "solve" this one people!

Be nice to each other and contemplate your existence and your "navel" from time to time! If we could maintain such a society (nay demand it!), then instead of wrecking ourselves every time we start to figure it out, we might eventually get there. I'm back to us being like kids, and I hate to admit it, but I think "bad" ones!

Maybe once in a while we can bounce off the odd truth, and recognize it for such, remove the blinders - and be more like the "intention" that made us. Cells show "intent" in operation and survival, we didn't give it to them, and they are just showing us how this works, as they "receive" their part of the "grand" signal. Let's take a hint! Our heart-spark or connected consciousness has the gift we were given, to take much more from the grand signal, and a receiver we can tune as a bonus, let's learn to use it. There is so much more to be learned and there always will be, it is the "method or intent" we employ in this quest, which holds the key more than anything.

I think that with great power, will also come great responsibility, and in order to "create" our own reality, we have to be benevolent with free choice, and we may presently be like "apprentices" failing to grasp the initial concept.

In the dance between angry energy and benevolent containment, is an elemental struggle that plays out on all levels. The quantum fight, and the cosmic fight, are the same as ours, from "above and below" our level, in a truly holographic and fractal way.

Stars are born and then die, planets are born and die, and entire galaxies are born and die. I think even the photons or particles that make up the atom, are born and die repeatedly in a blindingly fast cycle, to make the particles seem solid. Just like Tesla had imagined, even the droplets of water in a waterfall, each falling over the edge, but with an endless amount of drops to replace the last ones, the waterfall from a distance seems to be a "solid moving" object. Apply this logic to our reality at the atomic level, and realize the old science model for a "static steady state" reality, were wrong. New bits replace the old bits in essence at virtually indistinguishable speeds, and we perceive a steady state, that doesn't really exist! If we could "slow down" the film enough to show this, it would be a now you see it, now you don't, reality! Which it really is, until we observe it, and then it goes solid! And that's a fact!

We all remember the old saying; if a tree fell down in the forest, and nobody was there to hear it, would it make a sound? Apparently not! I know that sound dynamics and physics remain as a fact whether we are there or not, so logic tells us of course it would make a sound regardless. It shows us if nothing else, that most people don't "really" understand the question.

For example in quantum physics when they use a camera to record an event instead of watching it, this renders the same result as watching it later. It is the perception, whether recorded or observed - we are still watching! So really no matter "how" you observe something, the result becomes altered, so we would never know if that tree made a noise or not, unless we observed it is the point! (It's like the "fridge-light' staying on after you close the door, how do you really know?) What is even more important than the sound or the matter is the "consciousness and intent" which partakes in the experience! By witnessing the energy that formed it all, the true miracle is the witness!
**12 – Balancing the Invisible Forces?**

This section has to do with the age old realization that somewhere outside our scope of vision and understanding, two opposite sides of the "same coin" are in a perpetual dance of balance to maintain equilibrium. Not so much the fight this time, not so much the forces, but the "balancing acts." I suppose one aspect is how atoms, and nature, and ourselves maintain physical manifest reality, and then the aspect of spirit, and the intentions of good and evil.

I probably should point out that these are not touchable, not provable, eternal spooky forces and concepts "outside" the scope of hard facts. It is the very stuff of contemplating navels over a brew, and the basis and structure for all religions! "God will save you," or "the Devil will get you!" "Oh, its karma, he had it coming for a long time!" "Bad ju ju"! "It's the Fickle Finger of Fate!" "The Lord works in mysterious ways!" "Get your Mo Jo working?" There are at least a million of these sayings, are they all crazy? Yes and No! (Get it! I'm just kidding and doing the balance thing!)

My point is as "untouchable" and "un-provable" as all our catch phrases for these observations are; there is a reason they exist. Anyone who has ever inadvertently dropped a piece of toast and jam knows damn well which side is hitting the floor! Likely we have all also been in a jam, and gotten out of it despite all odds, and swore "someone or something" was looking out for us! "Déjà vu" has no explanation, and yet every second human has had this to the point where we "know" where the next house or schoolyard lies, on a road in a town they have never been to or lived in. If that isn't enough, the color of the house is usually known as well, and perhaps a tree or other landmark. What are the odds?

Take the story of the "pet" that got stranded across the country - yet found it's way home all on it's own despite impossible odds. Over great distances, long periods of time; yet they find the way home like they had GPS! An imbalance of belonging and emotions restored.

I often am attacked for my belief in these things, and many may point out that most of the pets starved or got run over, and do "not" find their way home. I can point out that I am being scorned out of fear that I am right, so an indisputable rebuttal to my point has been made, to avoid having their tree shaken. Alright, I am not so stupid to think every, or even "most" lost pets will find their way home, but you still "dodge" my question with this response, so I will try again!

We know that the incidents although "rare" of the pet finding its way home may be, it is virtually impossible, one in a million at best; yet given those staggering odds, it happens fairly often. If this was just chance, then how exactly do way "more" pets than should be able to - find the way home?

So why you may ask am I going off on this "pet tangent" - and what the "who-ha" does this have to do with the balance of invisible forces? It happens way more often than the rebuttal can explain! I mean think about what this explanation insinuates! Never mind the numbers not explained by this, are we to believe when this "did" indeed happen, the pet for no good reason, by "chance" found it's way across the country? What; did it learn to "read signs" or ask directions? Oh I know, they have a good nose, and could "smell" from several hundred or thousand miles away? Give me a break! We can always fall back onto the unexplained and go with the "mystery pile" theory. Or we can accept that there are "checks and balances."

Try this on for size, it's our soul or "essence" that is connected or reflected on this grid. Often the "lost pet" has a child or "special" person at the other end and the pet is also special in a sense to that person and connected also. This is almost always the case, the people when the dog comes home never go "Oh it's that damn dog again!" - They are usually beyond words with joy and really love the pet. The pattern becomes clear, even if it doesn't always work out, when it does; it is "always" similar to the above mentioned case. A longing and balance have been restored, emotion is the key.

Some child or other distraught person for weeks or months kept hope in their saddened heart, and sent out a distress signal, emotionally - a "vibe" if you will! The pet was in the same boat, the child or person was the soul-mate for it, and find home or die trying was the program, so the emotional antennae came up. The tugging heartstrings or imbalance of emotion caused the signal to connect, since the circumstance was dire, and the pet could "feel" the direction to go. There is no other explanation, screw science! We know absolutely positively beyond any doubt what so ever, that it is "not" a fluke! And that is my point!

I'm not saying that all imbalances or sad situations are rectified to maintain a balance. I'm just saying when conditions are right, amazing things happen, beyond explanation, quite often, and for similar reasons. It is an un-likely tendency to be sure.

Ying and Yang for instance, being an entire philosophy built on the observed revelation that existence, nature, and the human condition, operate on a principle of balance. This is a commonly held viewpoint which many believe and hold on to, but the science mind doesn't accept the balance of what cannot be seen or measured.

Consider that well over half the Earths population are very religious in some form or another; a good ¼ of the others have some "fundamental" spiritual belief, and a minority who deny the concept of faith. The "bulk of us" believe in something that is scoffed at by a minority, so why does society promote the "opposite" of what most of us believe in some way shape or form? Oh right - it clashes with our limited scientific explanations!

Is this the "evil" denying the existence of good? In a broad sense one could make such an assumption, an actual ongoing battle, always playing out on all levels - even and especially perhaps, for the balance of the spirit. All of our struggles and battles, joy and grief, merely being a medium to develop and experience this spirit, and learn how to develop balance. The physical reality of experience is just training to learn balance, for our far more powerful then now soul. That this should obvious comes to mind, but we don't live like we know this, do we?

Often people have expressed this as the simple duality of existence. As above, so below, the physical, and the cosmic, we dismiss old ideas too rapidly, when we don't understand them. Consider the dualities in our own brain. Your physical "left brain" matter of fact reality, and the "right brain" creative, imaginative, spiritual aspect, they do both exist! Our brain is divided into "two" separate realities, which we "merge" together in order to function!

As well we have the little guy on each shoulder wrestling with our conscience, when we encounter a moral dilemma. You know; the one with a halo and white gown, and the little red guy with the horns and pitchfork, and you of course stuck in the middle!

In Esoteric beliefs; the Creational power is dark, uncontrolled, and evil, kept under control by the creational "good" force we call God. And that without this "dark power" or force, there would be no universe or existence in it. God's light or the "Good Force" bringing order to the chaos; being the definition of the very act of Creation. This chaos brought under control, or order being reflected into our 3-D existence, is a result of the design.

At the atomic level; we know the atom contains massive amounts of energy contained within its structure. Einstein gave us a peek at this wild power contained in miniscule amounts of mineral; when he figured out how to "split" the atom. This shows us how the atoms in almost any "modest" sized item, if completely unleashed from this containment, could entirely destroy a planet! This is also an insight into the strength of containment which is shown! The atom, which is jam packed with ridiculous velocities, and "tremendous" levels of energy - is happily contained to make up our reality! At the core of our reality at the micro level, contained energy literally makes up "everything" we know exists, which includes us. So the idea, "esoteric" or otherwise seems to become fact!

This mysterious existence and wondrous operation, has only been "gleaned" by finding a way to break the atom. And again like a "bad child" we foolishly think we understand the creational forces, frankly, because "we busted one." A handful of the scientists later admitted when they tested the first bomb, they feared a "chain reaction" could possibly ensue, and the "entire" continent or even planet might be destroyed! But they tried it anyways; think about that for a minute while I grab the soap! What the bloody hell were they thinking and what kind of arse-hole armed with this knowledge, would then say, "Well here goes!" Evil, stupid, or otherwise, what would compel an otherwise sane being to risk such consequences, when they suspected these as possibilities? Holy crap, are we ever lucky nature provided a "fail-safe" for us stupid humans!

Never mind the "physical possibilities" of destruction. How about "other dimensions" or frequencies, or layers, morphogenetic fields, or "membranes" and realities, which this kind of a "kid in a glass-shop with a slingshot" mentality could harm? Maybe we "suck" morally! I can only hope the "other beings" are advanced enough, to protect themselves from our growing pains. Many people think that beings in higher dimensions and existences, "limit" our ability to destroy ourselves and others, until we learn to balance our own species.

Everything maintains a desire for balance and continuity, from the atom to the "Cosmic" and even spirit, an ongoing "balancing act" invisibly going on, which is the stuff of life. Consider even our lives designed around chaos and bliss, the whole life cycle is a conscious exercise of choices, as we experience positive and negative experiences, as a result of those choices. Without this "apparent choice" or option system, no real experience exists, it is an obvious necessity. Let me explain in simple terms.

Just as the "Prince" who can have everything he desires, yet he remains unfulfilled, and boredom and stagnation results. For another example, take whatever you find yourself wishing for the most, be it peace and quiet or constant entertainment, fame and wealth, whatever you can think of. Now give yourself a "steady diet" of this, even if just in your head. Imagine nothing but peace and quiet, or constant fussing and attention and financial problems, non-stop, and your greatest dream quickly turns into a curse! No balance, no challenge, no chance for personal growth, stagnation and no need for balance since no new ground is being covered.

Just as hopeless poverty with no chance for gain is a severe unbalance and a life experience with only one side to it. To suffer is what makes success sweet, but to cause suffering to another human being by removing any hope deliberately, is truly evil and unnatural. Often this is an unnatural imbalance "imposed" on poor countries, due to resource based, or cheap labor and financial oppression, and shouldn't be allowed. We may not be responsible for the initial poverty, but fencing off the "shit-pile" and posting guards to make sure they can't get out, is a whole other crime. This is not very balanced, unless you are one of the rich elite causing these hardships, in a race to collect the most money and power.

Nature holds a balance if we leave it alone and let it. Fortunately on the cosmic scale; we are physically tiny on our little blue planet, so the "Cosmos" as a whole has little to fear from our foolishness. With the newer tiny exception of "nuking the moon", to look for signs of water! Leave it to man to do as much damage as possible! What all this shows me is that the whole problem lies in a soul that seems full of bad intent, or at least ignorant with a lack of care and foresight. Perhaps well out of balance, because we don't know who we are? (My contention being that we wouldn't oppress other peoples, nor nuke "anything" if we had balance.)

Will we ever solve our moral problems, or balance the intention of our spirit? It may be the only hope, but the facts seem to show a decline in morality, rather than any serious improvement. Are there aliens or enlightened beings, angels or lesser gods, watching this play out and not assisting us? The best argument against any fantastic claim that an outside force exists, is quite simply "where are they if they exist?"

Fair enough, where are they then? But let's just "assume" for argument sake that this might be true, on the grounds of belief in creation. As well as the simple conclusion drawn from the preponderance of evidence, or by calculation, of the likelihood given the "immense" size of the universe, why the "gross imbalances" on the earth are not fixed?

For one thing having to exist in this lower dimension may be unpleasant for a 4rth or 5th dimensional being. This may be like asking one of us to become a chipmunk, so we can teach physics and morality to them, we just may not be ready.

Or barring that; how about just on account of nasty government, on a crime ridden and polluted planet, full of weapons, lacking morals - why again would they want to get involved? The last reasons do make sense, I mean pretend we are a "bad kid" with too much technology; it is a fairly accurate description of our condition. Can you do anything with a bad kid, until they themselves realize the "error" of their ways? Even a rookie psychiatrist will tell us, "You have to want to change!" In such a case, the intelligent parent waits for the change of heart and outstretched hand, before offering assistance. Before this self driven realization takes place, any more than hints or suggestions, is always counter productive. Does what I am saying make any sense to consider us as children of the cosmos, with perhaps older brothers and sisters, and maybe even "Cosmic" parents?

There are a large number of religious beliefs, to support the idea of our "Father" returning to cast out the evil, and restore balance. Ancient myths by the hundreds all have their versions of "end times" and revealing divinity. Really there are a lot of belief systems built around Mayan calendars, alien contacts, 2012 or other end prophecies, which are nothing more than alternate "new versions" of ancient beliefs. But they do make way more sense in the modern context. What if advanced races or versions of us, really did exist? And they don't "meddle" because not only are they more technologically advanced than us, they are more spiritually advanced, and like "wise" parents, they know better.

Let's get two concepts out from underfoot, to make my point. First we pick between fluke versus creation. Yes call this one of 100 or more names; a higher force of some sort definitely "initiated or assisted" in Creation. Next point, do world class spiritual practitioners of meditation and channeling truly connect to something? I'm not talking about Madam Cleo here; Tibetan Monks, Indian Guru's, Jesus or other religious prophets, the writers of the Bible, Prophets and Sages, Edgar Cayce - you know, the ones that are hard to deny, and we can't dismiss so easily. I think we can be reasonably confident, that at least that "some people" posses these abilities. Most of us can agree, if we remove the fakes and frauds, some people are gifted.

Now let us expand our mind and assume an "advanced" group or society would be much like ours in some ways, and advanced beings could "channel" and exhibit these abilities also. Their religious practitioners would connect to even higher grids of consciousness, and perhaps even the "creative spirit." These "advanced societies" is what I'm saying, most likely "pray or channel" to above, much like some of us do. Perhaps even in regards to making their presence known to us! Sounds a bit far out, but if there is a God, and there are sentient moral aliens, a million or so years ahead of us in all aspects of development, could these not be what the scriptures call Angels?

With a word from God, these beings would be able to physically and scientifically solve our problems with society and pollution and spiritual stagnation, like we would set about to renovate an outhouse! This would be like "child's play", to an advanced culture and society I would think. Things they would have long ago found solutions for; which presently plague us.

This reminds me of the Star Trek movie, where Kirk and the crew travel back in time, to save the whales. While passing through a hospital of today's times; Dr. McCoy is horrified by an older woman about to undergo kidney dialysis. He refers to the hospital as the "Dark Ages", and then comforts the woman and gives her two pills saying, "Just take these, you'll be fine!" A little later you see the old woman amazed that she has been completely cured by a strange doctor who gave her two pills! The point is, as "shit hot" as we think we are, in only a few hundred years this would be the case, what we think of as the apex of knowledge now, would be similar to how we see the dark ages, from our present view. Now try to imagine 1,000 or 100,000 or even a million years from now, what would we think of a society as backwards and primitive as ours! You get my point, I hope. We may indeed be children on the cosmic scale!

This all does make at least some sense in the bigger picture; we are almost there on our own. If we would "re-vamp" some suppressed science, and grow a bigger heart spiritually, then much like the "Grinch" - we would soon encounter these other beings, and realize that "spirit" is what we are on our own. In a short time we would have a beautiful Earth with abundance for all, with no need to pollute, and travel the "Cosmos" and meet the others. We could achieve this in another few decades, perhaps a century, not very long in the over all reality - but there is a problem.

Every "bloody" time we start to get our shit together, we lose morality and crumble spiritually, and while we are very close, our spirits and bio-sphere can't take much more. We don't need any special or inside information, to give us poor odds this time either. To save us now there is the usual choice of "Cosmic Chaos" of various sorts, or by our own hand with bombs and technology! To put us back into the stone-age, or make us start over again, with another 26,000 years to get it right again. Or we have to hope that we have as a whole at least, "paid our dues" or learned enough, to merit saving and restoring balance.

Ancient man was obsessed with "Gods" who came from the heavens, lived amongst man, and even took their daughters as wives. Not just myths and esoteric beliefs, half of most Bibles read as "alien encounters" if you open your mind to the idea. They didn't know how to explain it like we would, but they knew what they saw from their perspective. We have likely been "visited" on occasion, in the past. And again what does scripture, esoteric beliefs, myth, and even new age religions all tell us? "We will return" "corny" or not; is embedded knowledge and a commonly shared belief, shown in many belief systems.

Yet if someone suggests any such thing, in any such form, it is a "laughing stock" to this full of crap, very messed up society that knows better. The 1% must really be running things because every religious person, every UFO proponent, or even any unorthodox belief which considers such possibilities, must account for the bulk of us. So why I ask again, is what I'm saying so far out? Most of us believe there may be shit to pay, and a possibility of intervention of some sorts, so why the condemnation?

Let's get back to balance for a bit. We have an imbalance quite possibly soon to come to crisis, spiritually to do with our souls. The doom-sayers with asteroids, planet X, and galactic alignment theories, all swear we are about to suffer a calamity. (What exactly are all those secret underground bunkers for anyways?) A war could easily escalate to "deadly" proportions with the weapons which we posses. And we are killing the planet to rape the resources, to make a "select few" wealthy, and enslave and control the masses. The animal and plant life can't take much more, not to mention the air and the oceans are dying. No matter what you believe, we really are standing on the precipice of a cliff, with a good stiff wind at our backs, and dark clouds on the horizon. We don't take a hint or a clue very well do we?

Where is the balance in all that? What next? There are only three choices actually! One is our realizing all of this in time, and we stop polluting, stop fighting, stop the control and slave mentality, and share the wealth and resources and hope that is enough. But sadly our political leaders couldn't organize a "two house" paper route, so we know the likelihood of that. Two; would be the "Earth" protecting itself, and tossing the occupants around till they smarten up or start over. (We may be seeing early signs already!) Thirdly; we have the chance that the "Earth" and "mankind" may get off with a few painful warnings. And we have "Jesus" or Angels, or Gods, or UFO's, or spiritual guides of some sort, come back and help us. And as fantastic and weird as this may sound, the "bulk" of us consider these possibilities, while the rest label it the stuff of gnomes, fairies, or Star Trek!

Given the choice of options I came up with, there is not much we can do about number one or number two option, at least individually. However number three is something which all scriptures and myths tell us we must do, have faith. Show spirituality and respect for the Creator, and morals on a personal level, and call out to the grid "I'm worthy, save me!" Maybe when the "God of Creation" hears my plea, the "Alien Dalai Lama" meditating gets told to go help the earthlings break out of their dilemma in his name. It might be that simple!

The "Bible" is a "channeled manuscript" by definition, so if you believe in your Bible, you believe in "channeling." God spoke to Moses and Abraham; are we to believe he couldn't communicate to "Zandor" on some other planet if this was required? Hey "Zandor" - I knew it would come to this, its time to go save the silly humans, and by the way kick the crap out of those rich elite while you're at it. You think I go too far perhaps? The entire concept of the "Veils being lifted" and "Angels" sounding trumpets and releasing vials, and of us being saved, is in every culture around the world and widely believed. But what if this was merely early mans depiction, for what the new age spiritual advocates are telling us might actually happen!

I explored some of the new spirituality that jived with this, and I would like to share a very odd, yet "prevalent" new concept, which is based on "new age channels" who claim to channel alien entities, and have a message for us. Don't laugh too hard, every Prophet in the Bible, channeled the messages from above! What if this is just starting off much the same, to warn and inform us regular folks? I also dismiss many of these claims myself and I don't think every lunatic hearing voices is talking to God; but we do have "credible" sources to consider more earnestly. The Tibetan Monks make these claims, even the Vatican has made recent statements that indicate they believe other beings exist, and contact is inevitable, and perhaps sooner than we think! The Vatican owns an unexplainable amount of observatories and space based technology, with no explanation I might add.

So let's assume for the sake of not ignoring history, myth, the Bible, and science that "Extra-Terrestrials" for lack of a better term really exist. What might we expect and for what reasons? The message is always the same as in the Bibles, be nicer to each other and the Earth, and have a good experience. It is oddly enough a very similar message, no matter which belief system, and no matter how crazy it sounds, it is always the same message! What are the odds?

For one thing the message does truly address our imbalance of spirit and society, and while not extremely "prophetic" given our current circumstances, it is a warning from the ancient past as well.

In the extreme; the claim is that these higher beings are waiting for a "cosmic change" or "tipping point" in our society. So far so good, we are all worried about cosmic influences, solar activities, magnetic pole-shifts, and planet-wide cataclysm. As far as a tipping point in society, I think most of us agree we are only one or two problems away from World War Three, and\or economic and moral breakdown. The claim revolves around self determination of our species, and whether or not to let us self destruct or fall victim to upcoming disasters for our own stupidity. Fortunately we are supposed to be "special" which is to our benefit - so we may be worth saving on that premise.

Also these "channeled aliens" claim that "other aliens" altered our natural evolution, and still affect control over the population, through secret societies. We are told through these channels, that the "meddling aliens" have been warned to leave the Earth prior to 2012 or another such date, before they come back to rescue us, or they will "forcefully" remove them. The aliens claim we are locked into a cycle of birth and re-birth (reincarnation), to develop as a species, recycling until a set "Cosmic time" (very soon!), when the veil of 3-D existence comes off, due to a cosmic cycle ending. This will transform our narrow band of experience by making it open to time, and space dimensions, which makes the spirit and creational forces much clearer. Like the fact that we are all eternal powerful souls, we always were, except for the 3-D hologram or "Veil" we experience, or the "dream" as it is often referred to.

That we may actually be a "conscious energy field" ourselves which doesn't die, and we've outgrown the "recycling" hologram trapping, which is a sort of a "first step" to realizing our full potential. The process is called "Ascension" even in the new age esoteric terms, because then we join the "Galactic" community of higher beings or races, which are perhaps millions of years more advanced, but much like us. I "piss off" a lot of people with my observations, which show these aliens sound much like Moses' or Abraham's channeled friends, only a few thousand years ago! Aliens coming down from the Sun like "Sun Gods" in wheels within wheels, making pillars of smoke and fire as they land, does sound very much the same doesn't it? Even if we were to go back to direct quotes from the scriptures, where we are told about fallen angels, deceiving mankind, and "boinking" their daughters to create "Royal Bloodlines" to enslave man. The Bible calls them "Men of renown!" In the new age context, this is said to be perhaps ancient Pharaohs as descendants of aliens, that's all.

It is a very "profound" implication that history, myth, and even scriptures worldwide and now the new-agers and contacted, is telling us the same thing. This is always stated as "I" or "we" are coming back; and when we do there may be some calamity, but afterwards all the "Souls" and the "Earth" will be saved. Saved from what? All indications are, from ourselves, and those who "falsely" enslave us.

The "channeled aliens" go farther into detail than the scriptures on the how and why of this, I leave it to you to judge, but remember it's the "same" damn story! Why would an all powerful and an all knowing God, allow this "fiasco" to be played out on earth against his children, in the first place? It is a good logical question, and here is the "alien tilt" on this!

The nasty meddling "Gray" or "Reptilian" or "Fallen Angel" aliens, are the ones the Bible tells us were cast down, or fell to earth, into a lower dimension. Ours! The aliens claim this is as much about educating these "cast down" dregs of enlightened beings, as us. These "flunkies" from their ranks are actually the inhibiting factor, blocking the whole of humanity, from mankind moving up spiritually and in dimensional experience! The vibration of the earth and "Cosmos" is increasing to allow for this to take place, and while we have perhaps evolved enough naturally, the same "dick-heads" of alien descendants who enslaved us have not. Since they share our consensus reality or grid, this is limiting the vibration increase, and causing perhaps a dangerous imbalance.

Since it is not our fault these ancestors and bloodlines of reptilian minded beings are here, having learned nothing and hoarding wealth, keeping secrets, killing and enslavement (all your garden variety sins, incidentally!). This makes it worse, they also conceal true spirituality from us to keep us ignorant, and self enslaving, tax and emotionally harvested and obedient! Remember these are the offspring of some "smart" nasty alien spirits, who are none the less limited to our level of reality. The rebel outcasts and non-conformist enlightened beings from long ago!

The "Bible Story" meets "Star Wars" in a real sense! And it may have all started with "Fred Flintstone" goes to Atlantis! I mean a person can't help but have fun with this idea, it's so crazy! Sadly though, it also rings of truth, and smells more than a little, and would explain so much! Right from our "screwed up" version of history and our origins, the problems in scriptures, our soul dilemma, and societal woes, it does all fit. Especially if some channeling Tibetan Monks say it, and even the people we call "crazy" who give us the same alien message. Then one considers "God" didn't write any Bibles, man did, and claimed they were inspired (or channeled?) manuscripts. Split all the hairs you want to, and as "outlandish" as much of this sounds, if you allow for "Angels" you allow for aliens, and may even be talking about the same thing! They both seem to indicate interference, and a need to "restore balance" in the full meaning of the word, and for generally the same reasons.

Just remember that ancient man didn't know what a UFO or rocket ship was, had no TV, or concepts like Star Trek, and would have "naively" believed anything which flew down from the heavens and landed to talk to them, and performed "miracles" - was a God or his or her messenger! With what we know now, all the old embedded information from early society does perhaps actually describe visitation, and the subsequent enslavement and societal woes. Early man, who was frequently a slave, described this to us in a multitude of ways, as best they could.

And what does God do when he is angry? Bolts of lightning, cities destroyed; deliberate Earth catastrophes such as floods and earthquakes, or volcanic havoc, set upon man it seems on purpose. Sounds an awful lot like this "God" (or alien), was a being much like us technologically speaking, perhaps a little more advanced, but with a "bad ass" attitude demanding worship, enslavement, and service. Let's consider that these recent channels have something worth listening to, what does it all mean when you boil it all down?

First off this still leaves the real "God" who did "Create" the heavens and the Earth(s), and the essence of his being bestowed as light energy, permeates and runs everything. His children or beings in his spiritual image were created through a divine process, but not just us, many children (other beings). They; far in advance of us - meddled. First a "Nordic" type of being we see depicted early on, as muscular and good looking Greek or Roman images, based on Atlantis archetypes. Then we have the other "Gods" in ancient texts, that looked like "human-like" reptiles (or grays), with big eyes, who also enslaved humans, sacrificed, and demanded worshipping. These are depicted in various cultures such as Maya, Inca, Babylonian and Sumerian as well as others, as fallen angels, devils, dragons, reptile gods, and sometimes "bird-like" men.

I know we are supposed to assume they just ate too many "mystic mushrooms" or "peyote cactus" or some hallucinogen, and made up these creatures, but they must have stayed "stoned" for thousands of years! It takes a long time to chip stones and build statues and monuments, so I gather the "high" lasted for at least decades or centuries! Yet records were kept in the most ancient societies of these "Reptile Gods" and their kingdoms, the people were slaves, and they had "Pagan" ritual sacrifices. If they were telling the truth, or even their "distorted version" of it, maybe this is the "same story" about alien visitations, and here we are all out of balance as a result!

I'm not entirely happy about the possibility myself, so I welcome a better explanation. However no individual "band-aid" solutions please, one which explains the "multitude" of discrepancies with the same theory, not a different angle or band-aid to dispel each part. Unfortunately what I found fits to explain all the confusion about our history, our spiritual problems, religious inconsistencies, and society structures, you name it! Questions which are not so easily explained to an intelligent person, holding so much contrary proof!

So the problem from the "channeled alien" perspective was a hope that the "reptilian alien descendents" would learn from us, as we learned and prepared for the next cycle, and instead they remain "truly fallen" and stuck in the wrong intention. The "dumb-shits" rebuilt Babylon, instead of Eden! A bit of proof can be found in analyzing the actions of the elite. Could you or I do what our government does to people on a regular basis? The application of sanctions which cause starvation to babies and children, the high tech bombing of civilians in third world, poverty stricken nations (we bomb countries who still pull wooden carts with animals).

We employ CIA and black-undercover operatives to assassinate and manipulate people in foreign countries for control. While the "puppet masters" are sitting on the vast piles of money stolen from the population, complete with further taxation as disguised slavery, with no money for schools, hospitals, or social programs! You or I could never sit on trillions of dollars of money, (hundreds of trillions actually) and tell the slaves there is no money for healthcare or the old or poor. Don't underestimate the cruelty purveyed by remote control upon some peoples. It is a very "reptilian" mentally; to kill without any emotions – and not very human.

Just to put this into perspective we should actually break down the value, in just one trillion dollars! One trillion dollars, is 1000 billion, and a billion is 1000 million! I think I make my point by showing just how much money this is, and we are talking hundreds of trillions! That's a lot of zeros! I guess my point is morally we wouldn't have the stomach to have such a gross disregard for the pain inflicted, to harvest "virtually useless" amounts of money, and then grin and cry poverty! Talk about an imbalance!

The fact that 99% of the wealth is owned by 1% of the population speaks volumes as to how bad we are getting screwed over. We work at least four times harder than we should have to for sustaining ourselves, and in other countries it is more like 10 times! Isn't that slavery? In third world countries this is worse and compounded, to maintain this wholesale level of harvesting and hoarding resources. Children and women, and the weak and innocent starve and die, work like dogs, and live like no human should have to - given our level of technology and resources. At the very top, a "gross imbalance" exists only to endlessly exploit the population for even more wealth, and thereby power to buy armies and technology, to further the strangle-hold at any cost. Evil by definition I would say wouldn't you? (Many suffer; to benefit few.)

We are not these people! We don't have the mentality, and we live from paycheck to paycheck, lucky to save anything. If we made four times what we currently earn individually, which I believe would be the case with little or no taxation and minus the slavery and a population serving government at the helm, life would be much different.

As it is we "scrape up" donations for disaster funds, medical groups, community needs; most of us do what we can. If we had the "full value" for our work efforts and resources that are plundered, given to each of us, think how much help would be available for helping others. Even if we only kept ½ of our paychecks for ourselves, we would have double the income, and the same to give away! And the reality is we are getting "screwed" way worse than that.

Don't be deceived, we receive minimum care in exchange for our slavery, compared with what is stolen and what is available. It is by carefully laid out design, just like in the casino, the odds are stacked, and 99% of the wealth in the hands of 1% of the elite is by design.

Everyone should have a small farm with lots of animals and children; and anyone traveling through would be welcome to partake of the abundance and enjoy the company. The people, who currently act like a "depraved animal" in our society; do so because we are. The real reason for crime is this societal imbalance; barring those who act poorly because of a lack of instilled morality – monkey see, monkey do, in effect. If we all had the full bounty of the earth, which a truly free society could produce; who but the truly sick would steal or kill, or hurt people to fix an imbalance? The reasons for our situation to be blunt are slavery, greed, and a secret agenda.

It is possible to see how this happened to us without alien visitation, on the merits of our own evil tendencies. But we would still be left with a "mountain" of difficult unanswered questions. We still need better fossil evidence for the arrival of homo-sapiens, not to mention an explanation for the timing and speed with which this occurred. Then the description by early man of similar visitation tales, in religious texts, myths worldwide, and ancient tablets, would also remain on the "mystery pile." And how could we explain all the UFO sightings, the contacts and channeling, and the government cover-ups? As well as a strong "gut feeling" the whole Universe was not created for life on this one planet, on a remote arm of one of billions of galaxies. Then the possibility emerges of this all being tied into our outdated falsely contrived theories about our spirit and our origins, in a real way.

I think the bulk of us are held back by a few confused "control freaks" unfairly; and believe it or not, we are to forgive and help them realize the error of their ways. The alternatives are destruction or redemption? And if it is just me being silly, why is the world "a-buzz?"

Early man built stone structures on "lay-lines" or Earth energy points known as chakras, and we assume they went to all the trouble with little reason, or for mistaken ideals. Not to mention the knowledge of this, or from where it was obtained. Again, let's make a reasonable assumption despite what we learned in school, about early mans ability to think. He was not stupid, and I am suggesting "perhaps" smarter than us, in some ways at least.

For one thing; if the "Earth" is a living entity, or at least a house or structure to support consciousness and experience, then the idea I propose is that the "Earth Chakras" bind our "Souls" to the Earth, like a greater web, containing the Earth's fields and housing ours. (He makes a house for us, right!) I am working my way out onto that limb again, so feel free to grab the soap yourself! But perhaps blocking these energy points on the "Earth" with stone structures, likely built by slaves who worked for questionable "Gods" - was done to "inhibit" awareness.

More "control" over spirit awareness, to promote easy enslavement, by limiting the ability to connect and self educate? By sort of "limiting" this grid of energy for the general population of slaves, while harvesting this energy for their own purposes. The chakra spots were ritual centers for the elite, and come to think of it, many still are!

We could already be eternal spirit forces, merely trapped in a cycle; unaware of our true potential! And if the whole scam is about to drop a veil or be revealed as the Bible and other sources tell us; then the conveniently disguised enslavement, energy and resource based problems, and spiritual and moral failures would be explained and subsequently evaporate. A little knowledge goes a long way to generate a new perspective – and balance point.

One side of balance is a constant struggle for equilibrium; cells endure this struggle, as do we, as does the planet, as does the cosmos, why not the spirit?

If I don't remember who I was in previous lives if the reincarnation premise is true; and I can't "astral-travel or channel" either, does this mean it doesn't take place? But then we must reasonably consider that some people no doubt have, and factually do. Some claim to remember their past lives; I don't believe most of them, yet the rare case - who knows for sure?

Maybe little quirks or anomalies exist, and are supposed to exist - just to make us wonder, not enough to prove it; just enough to make us consider it. Subtle clues which are designed to make us take note - and perhaps make us reconsider the true nature of reality. Just because I don't know I am eternal while physically restricted in a third dimension hologram, doesn't mean that to a spirit, it wasn't just a physical dream - you know, only backwards. The dream only knows about itself, and not the person dreaming it, and what we perceive as death, merely the awakening from that dream. In the physical construct, like the cells in a body, all having individual experiences, within the realm or "confines" of your body, with probably no realization they make you!

I did conclude that we are a "Spirit" and have a "Soul" and whatever I do or don't know about an after-life or previous life; a "Soul" is defined as eternal life. So if this isn't my first time out, and there is something to this veil concept, then the only conceivable purpose for this I can find, is to force us to make hard spiritual decisions, to maintain the balance.

If we look at "Hermetic" concepts to explain this disconnection from the self and duality, they make it simple - "when time no longer constrains us, we are no longer separate." Our current condition and perspective, limits our understanding of time, and having experience in a physical body, binds us to our "plane" of existence. When we die physically, time is a completely different concept, we can hardly understand now. And without this veil, all of our experiences in hundreds or thousands of lives are no longer separate.

This makes us wiser, and more like "Creator" and since our example is a "fractal" of Gods; he does this by combining the total experiences of "all" in a similar much grander scale. The Bible scholars have "simplified" and lost some meaning for this, while with newer information, we can better understand this as it was meant to be, not after a "weakened" translation.

Really what I am suggesting is no "crazier" than the Bible versions, since more than a few of us believe in a "Creator" and a soul. All we are doing by this exercise is evolving the explanation so it better fits with science, and previously obscured history. Religious ideologies have been changing and evolving for thousands of years, so this isn't a new phenomenon, despite the claims of originality and purity. The big difference we have here is that the "previous" evolutions of faith, were made with not really much new information, and merely reflect changes in control structures.

We are now just going back to the earliest preserved concepts of "Creation" and God, and examining them in the light of what science now indicates and what we know and suspect now. And the repeating theme seems to be a deliberate sense of separation, to facilitate experience, and after the experience, your "eternal" aspects will be revealed. All roads lead to me as religious texts claim, and everything can always be reduced both spiritually and scientifically to one all inclusive conscious boundary state. This also includes a conscious effort on our parts, to understand this process.

When we "flesh out" these concepts and give "real" possible explanations for these descriptions of old, the new age UFO folks, and seekers of ancient knowledge who claim we have been visited - they do make many hard to deny connections. These lines of thought are mocked and scorned by pretty much all of the mainstream. These are not encouraged views. Yet even with all the "dis-information" and "stigma" attached to discourage it, more and more of the population are starting to realize that the idea isn't so crazy. Even the "older" generations, with firmly entrenched beliefs, are starting to entertain these ideas. Young people as well are no different than you or I; and also wonder about these questions. And unlike the older concepts that didn't seem to interest the youth, the newer versions are "resonating" with them.

So like a slight breeze starts the winds of change! The population is stirring in all walks of life, looking for more meaning, and not liking the situation as it is. The more people start to question, and re-examine the promoted versions of religion, and the control structures imposed by a minority, the more credibility "wing-nuts" like me have! And while the "reptile and devil" concepts may only represent the "mentality" of our ruling class and secret societies. On a soul level and in the greater scheme of things, this is actually "fairly accurate" when you educate yourself outside of the normally provided information.

This game consists of concealing our true past, and limiting our education to that required of a technological worker slave. All while controlling technology to maintain resource and energy related control over the masses. And the worse part; knowing all of this from positions of power, while keeping the population "deliberately" ignorant to unbalance everything in their favor. Anyone who looks at my statements objectively knows I am right, and we are awakening many others, every day!

In part; what I am really trying to tell everyone is sort of what the "Illuminati" have known and held "secret" for years! Illumination is this realization; that this reality is but an individual temporary physical exercise in an unending conscious metaphysical totality. But most of "them" don't even get this themselves; in the proper context as stated above!

Then what will become common knowledge, can be put to the bigger questions - like why? How did we get where we are, and was it a natural process? I think we are about to uncover the oldest, nastiest, pyramid scheme ever! We all know how this works in business and at the street level. The ones at the "top" and a "select few" below get paid out, while everybody below them, contributes for the hope of getting their fair share, and really never receives anything more than a "dry humping" without even a kiss! This is just a bigger version of the same game, and the same "poo" conveniently disguised as usual!

So when do we ask ourselves "Should the government be run like a giant pyramid game, or ponzi scam?" Because that is exactly what we have, the top people "vie" for the pay-out positions. And while we are told and convinced we are participating, by "bogus votes" for "staged" candidates - we never get even a peek at the prize, and are in fact being duped repeatedly!

When we fully understand the imbalances in the world, the why and how of it getting this way, it should make some connection to the early slavery of ancient man, and possibly "Gods" which were alien to early man. We didn't have a chance as a simple primitive to avoid this trap, but we have learned much in several thousand years, and have had enough. We have evolved and seek balance, while the ruling elite are "stuck" for reasons of greed, and have not evolved spiritually.

I guess when you are a "King or Pharaoh" or a member of the controlling elite; it is an easy choice to maintain your position at any cost, and to morally sacrifice some slaves, a way of life. To maintain an imbalance in ones own favor and interests at all costs, is pretty much every clearly labeled sin. So if we are looking for evil in the flesh, we need look no farther than this. To sin is to create an unjust imbalance for your own gain, with disregard for others. I made a quick list of our 10 favorite big ones, and took some notes and compared. See if you agree? I just quote the commandment - and then see how our elite friends rate - by the evidence around us which anyone can gather. We can quickly see how all the "good rules" provided by our "Creator" are being twisted like a lawyer wrangling his client's case, to suit the agenda, rather than expose any truth.

1 - "You shall have no other Gods before me" – This is the number one universal rule, and we can take it to mean, give credit for creation to the real "God." Nobody tops him. What has occurred to maintain control is quite the opposite. The "one and only" real God, has been separated falsely into separate ones, to deceive and control. Guilty as charged I would say!

2 - "You shall not make unto thee any graven image." – This would include the idea of an old man on a throne as well, since God is a force and a spirit. Or replacing God with a four chapter story about Jesus, one of the prophets who tried to explain this to us, and with a cross image. Not to mention the insanity of saying "God and the Queen" in the same sentence, like they are both divinity?

3 – "You shall not take the name of the Lord God in vain." – Doesn't this really mean not to make his name meaningless, and message pointless, more than cursing? This has been disguised and misinterpreted to mean swearing! In vain, means for naught, at least that's what I took this to mean. If one struggles in vain, they did so for nothing, whether they swore, or not!

4 – "Remember the Sabbath and keep it holy." – Honor your creator with a day of rest yourself and contemplate and enjoy it. Unless of course you are a slave, or shift worker, or in a service industry, or army, police, minister, who the hell do they let have Sunday off anymore, anyways?

5 – "Honor your father and mother." – Unless you are writing the laws and rules of government, because once you are retired and no longer productive, medical coverage expires, standard of living is diminished, and society discards the wisdom and value of the parents. Ignored and abused, is not honored.

6 – "You shall not murder" – Except for our rogue cops, capital punishment, wars, sanctions, religious conflicts, national security, covert experiments and operations, nature, the earth, to suppress development. I missed a bunch, but it's alright, the list is ongoing and growing.

7 – "You shall not commit adultery." – Is there even a minority of our political representatives, who show morals in this department? Every week we hear about another public humiliation and indiscretion, and these are only the ones which they failed to cover up. The elite seldom respect anyone or any commandment, even though they profess to live by high standards.

8 – "You shall not steal" – You don't end up with 99% of the wealth and control and power without breaking this rule as a law! Other than that it, has been turned into a concept for the worker-class, to be regulated or punished for struggling against inequities. And doesn't get applied to the over-all program, only the poor pay for stealing!

9 – "You shall not bear false witness." – Saying something you know is not true is pretty much the definition of "politics" and you can tell when they are lying because their lips are moving! Our leaders do nothing but lie to us, about everything imaginable, from history, to government, to faith!

10 – "You shall not covet." – They have all the power, all the money, all the control, and what little power, money, and control I still posses, is being "coveted" at an alarming rate! Endless greed is applied at all levels, to the point that most of us poverty stricken servants, owe several years service as debt, just so we can eat, drive to work, and maintain shelter. Covet they do...to the max!

Personally; I give the people telling me what to believe - zero out of ten! So since this was easy, fun, and a good exercise in awareness, I carried on to the "Seven Deadly Sins" just to cover all the bases, enjoy!

1 – "Wrath" – Anyone standing in the way of these people from committing all of these sins, knows what this is. From the micro levels of society, all the way up to global conflicts, "wrath" is a constant tool used to enforce the program. Only the elite use wrath for gain, and not defense.

2 – "Greed" – No matter how imbalanced the wealth, more is painfully extracted to even further fatten bank accounts, which contain enough money to support entire countries for decades if not centuries! And this is hoarded by a greedy, self appointed, select few. Single groups and individuals, with more wealth than the countries they live in!

3 – "Sloth" – Doing none of the work, and taking all the wealth (or credit), fighting none of the wars they start, and seldom paying any cost. Thinking they deserve to be pampered out of a self-appointed sense of superiority, not having to toil in any way, while delegating controlled masses to do it all for them = Sloth.

5 – "Lust" – The fantasy and daydreaming and scheming, of how to scoop more cash, and curtail more rights, an inner burning desire, a wrongful and evil intent. (Yup, those suckers definitely lust!)

6 – "Envy" – Anyone doing the same or as well as you, being disliked. You don't envy failure! Not allowing anyone else to achieve freedom, or independence is envy. Hating and plotting against any independent success is envy, and our governments' main goal.

7 – "Gluttony." – No amount is enough! If you have more than anyone else, more than you could possibly use in a hundred lifetimes, and you still want more, the government has a position for you!

I kind of feel like I cheated because I soon realized if there were 100 more commandments, there would still be a "zero" tally. Except perhaps "sloth", maybe in all fairness they work very hard at being dick-heads, there must be a lot of competition!

The "King" must have complained much as we would, after a hard day of raping and pillaging and stuffing the vault; "Bring me a virgin wench to pillage and sacrifice, that always makes me feel better!" It's hard to break "every" rule consistently.

Most people don't think it possible for there to be such an evil ancient underlying plot to all of this, despite heaps of proof and evidence, and here's why. To create such a self serving balance, requires intelligence, ruthlessness, and diligence. For the "few" to control the many, dis-information and a pyramid system is put in place. This consists of one tiny group at the top that knows and controls everything, and then the smaller group under them, who know only what they need to know, to be the highest paid servants, and so on down the line. These hand-picked servants get control of banking, politics, military, space, science and religion, as well as a "free pass" to screw anybody over they choose, except the "upper group."

Well below this are the actual Federal Reserve, Politicians, Generals, and heads of the most powerful faiths. They once again know a little less than the level above, on a need to know basis. At all the higher levels, they behave like puppets for the wealth and power dangled in front of them for service. From there on down it's us and what we see, and live in, as a reality. We are mislead and educated to respond to direction willingly, and those that show a lack of morals, and are willing to screw over, and rat out, their fellow citizens - are elevated to positions slightly above, like team bosses on a "chain gang." Unaware that they are nothing more than fellow inmates, who get perks and a break for their services?

This is the Babylonian, Egyptian and Sumerian model jazzed up and moved into modern times, under the guise of a population serving government! This is the same evil as personified in the scriptures in regards to concealing truth, faith, and false Gods. And whether we like it or not, this all sprang from an early leap in mans development. I urge you to study ancient myths and history, and Bible stories with an open mind, they all clearly tell us there were "Fallen Angels, Gods, and Spirits" who walked and "ruled" among them, and "alien" just wasn't in their vocabulary, that's all.

Then those "Royal Bloodlines" over the centuries moved to Europe, and then all over the world, and the Americas, and founded "secret societies" based on this ancient knowledge. They took their power and wealth, and formed the financial institutions, military and space hierarchy, who own all the real power, from behind the scenes. These developed to be a couple of hundred families of the Pharaoh's descendants, still at the cap-stone of the pyramid, which really is nothing more than a modern day "Babylon."

They have huge underground bunkers at their disposal, massive estates all over the world; and can pretty much avoid any legal ramifications for their actions. Each owning vast multi-cultural commercial empires, and have secret meetings to dispatch lobbyists and minions, to instruct the political and military leaders, through the manipulation of "sticks and carrots" to affect the desired policies.

This is often done through this manipulation of massive amounts of wealth – for any or all skeptics? I refer you to the worldwide financial crises of late; the rich elite were not harmed by this as always, they got richer! Only the "worker-class" people lost jobs, and homes, and savings for retirement. But if we point out this obvious massive pile of steaming do-do; then we are labeled a "conspiracy nut!" Conspiracy yes, but we really should consider the source of the actual conspiracy, and of course, who is denying it!

Then this same government told us they had to "borrow" more money, to bail out the Banks (not the people!), putting us farther into debt to the same pricks who manipulated the crises in the first place (as well as bury us farther into indirect slavery). If this wasn't enough of an insult, the bailed out banks then wouldn't lend out any money because it was too risky! So they bought up all the smaller banks who were going "tits-up" - just like they did in the 1930's, that was some 80 years ago. I suggest this is same program!

Worse yet; if we look into the seldom publicly told aspects of all the major wars, these same families funded both sides of the wars, and took both countries to the financial cleaners! By lending both sides money for the wars, they could "call out" the loans which couldn't be paid back, for the collateral. Over the last few hundred years this 1% has pretty much taken control globally through finance, and are just working out the bugs of how to establish a global government, currency and police force.

To be sure this will be disguised as a means of saving the planet, creating world peace, economic prosperity, and for our own good of course! Then they only need one set of puppets to show the public, and can gradually eliminate those that don't contribute, driving the survivors to be efficient slaves and servants.

Extremely harsh I know; but check out "Codex Alimentarius" - if you require proof in the governments own handwriting. This is a worldwide United Nations document which deals with food in regards to nutrition, control standards and policies. There is much in the document to be alarmed at in regards to population control, through manipulation of food. One insider claims he was told that these rich 1% bastards call the people to be eliminated through this program - "useless eaters!"

That's you and I; in no uncertain terms! And the proposal is that with modern technology, only 500 million to 2 billion people would be required to do the work on the planet. So to easier control, and "ease stress" on the planet, 4 to 5 billion people will be eventually "culled" in the near future by various means. I am more than a little leery of vaccinations, processed foods, leaking radiation, and airborne pollutants as a result.

It sounds like a bad movie, but I'm not making this stuff up, and if you independently research what I'm telling you, you will find much to validate what I'm saying. I draw my own conclusions and so should you, and perhaps we may differ. But the information is not fabricated; watch the international news, and look around us - they may have already started! It was a tremendous amount of research that led me to these over all conclusions; and I reserve the right to change views and ideas as new information presents itself. I do feel that in the big picture, if we take the time to look closely at it, and see how this all intersects and fits, it shows us something very sinister perhaps, in excess of coincidence.

I still shake my head and often try other theories to get both feet back on the ground to explain all this, but it doesn't work. One can either say it is not true and live in denial of contrary evidence by covering eyes and ears. Or one can say there is limited truth to it, but only mans own evil is to blame. Avoiding the obvious contradictions through denial of them, or attributing this to chance (an all too familiar ploy), is the weaker mental escape route. The evidence is we are getting knocked off balance deliberately by these methods; and the only possible arguments can be specifically where and how.

To completely deny any of what I'm saying would require an inferior IQ, since anyone can see we are getting screwed, and that this is getting worse. People who have survived wars and hardship are worried, so to deny we are in trouble no matter what you believe, won't make it go away. We have a problem; attribute it to what you will. When the smell gets stronger, the denial people will wake up.

The second conclusion is, where we accept our situation for what it is, but we have only ourselves to blame. I can see the logic, and have thought the same myself, until I expand the question to cover the broader problems. With only our selves to blame for our situation, how does it work for the rest of the nagging questions?

Q: Who built and how did pyramids and massive stone structures appear, some 8,000 – 12,000 years ago?

Q: Why was ancient mans simple life, propelled into that of an advanced society, with little or no time to explain the acquiring of the knowledge required?

Q: Why were there all the Sun Gods, and Myths of Gods, who came down from the heavens; complete with a supposedly primitive man, who possessed astrological knowledge, far in excess of our own?

Q: Again we have scriptures worldwide, from many cultures, full of depictions of more than one God; in what could best be described now as alien encounters?

Q: Is every UFO sighting even in more recent times false? Every pilot, astronaut, air controller, and even all the civilian sightings, and every claimed cover up by the government – are they all lies?

Q: Have we explained mans evolution from Neanderthal to what we are now, through science and fossils to anyone's satisfaction? We are told yes, but if we look into it deeper there is actually little agreement. Over half the world believes it was the work of God, many of us believe in the possibility of intervention, and even if we believe neither of these two theories, another problem remains. Even most scientists will agree the skeletal evidence is weak for natural evolution, due to time period and a lack of fossil proof. They just don't have any other theory to cling to other than this, without considering the taboo! So I guess the minority rules again, since really the bulk of us still wonder, despite the usual claims of infallibility.

I could go on, but how can anyone honestly say that this is all "cut and dried" and that these things are not in dispute, and have not been for a long time? Does all this indicate we were visited? In my opinion yes, because it is the only possible input to the equation, that answers every stinking unanswered question. While I entertain these as possibilities, I am still open to alternative suggestions. But bear in mind, visitation explains history, some scriptures, our societal structures being in parallel with ancient slave cultures, today's unexplained ET and UFO phenomenon, and every stumbling block to a decent solution. Not to mention an unwelcome, intrusive, imbalance!

When ever we have an imbalance in nature, it is almost 100% of the time due to outside influence and meddling. Societies left alone and not intruded upon; always run better than ours. Imbalance is always due to outside influence, and if we were anymore out of balance, we would self destruct - yet we plod on? Most of us would be willing to try a completely re-designed system, before it is too late, since excess money and power are not our motives, and doom is on the horizon. We know that no true hope for change exists, without a complete re-thinking of existing paradigms. And little hope for change, with a severe imbalance of choices and control, due to the approximately 1% who will not allow it, over greed and power issues.

The imbalance is so devious and well orchestrated, and has been perpetuated for many thousands of years; this is the evil of "master intelligence" we were warned about! We are told the "Devil" is tricky! I really think it possible, that the same little "leathery bastards" are to blame with the big dark eyes the ancients spoke of, are the same lizards in sheep clothing that dropped out of the sky and "mixed" with humans. Their descendants still think they are "King Shit" and use secrets and knowledge to deceive and enslave the masses today! Or "something like" that anyways!

It's just a theory to explain the imbalance, and unfortunately the only one we have, capable of explaining all the other things that don't make sense otherwise. After we calm down and keep finding out the things that society conceals deliberately, and are still left wondering, and you yourself try 100 other ways to explain it - you will reconsider what I'm saying, you'll have little choice but to!

Once made aware; if you try and answer this question of our deception to maintain imbalance for your self, rather than ignore it – the stuff we have been convinced is "crazy shit" ain't so whack-o! Just look at who gets the silver spoons – and who gets you know all too well – which end of the proverbial stick. A very popular saying in science applies to this. When you eliminate all the possibilities you find palatable because they don't work, the answer you are left with, no matter how improbable, is the "correct" answer. For once, I fully agree!

Next we look at the "Spirit Journey" aspect; for the next theme and chapter. This was the driving force for my search; and the very reason for it. The other things I discovered trying to get to the heart of the real question - what happens when we die? The question speaks to the journey of mankind, as well as our personal journey, and everything we learned to get us to where we are now.

P.S. – If you made it this far I commend you! This is tree shaking shit, and you deserve credit for not ignoring the tough questions, because it makes us uncomfortable. I went through it, and it is rough to reconsider "entrenched" beliefs, and contrary to our programming. The main premise was to consider alternative solutions, mine, yours, and any or all others; because we know if nothing else – what we previously accepted was wrong. Thank you.
**13 – The Spirit Journey!**

One must recognize to proceed that no mortal man knows for certain what happens when we perish, and it is all just "theory" to understand and quantify spirituality. However the standard types of enquiry to satisfy this question in the form of religious dogma, doesn't work for all of us. This doesn't mean there is no "Creator" – it just means the standard definitions and explanations "don't work" for you either; which is not so weird.

I respect anyone who makes the effort to look any way; since "information" is information, but you had better get ready for more people like me, asking "why, and on what do you base this belief?" Some of us, in ever increasing numbers, need more substance than one manuscript or version. A totality of understanding can best be achieved, by fully examining all the evidence, from all aspects; I really doubt the Creator has a problem with an open mind and diligence! Likely the opposite is true, contrary to what most faith proclaims, I think the biggest sin is allowing another mortal man, to tell you to dis-allow other views.

When we continue the search for the soul to encompass science, especially of the type unafraid to climb out of the box for a new angle and perspective, we gain even further insight, as to how this might all actually work. History also when I looked outside the mainstream with fresh eyes, tells us what our ancestors believed and I found much "contrary" to what we are taught. We are never given the basis or "full meaning" of any belief system, not endorsed by the society.

Archeology, myth, and esoteric concepts, reapplied with independent thinking, also explains vast holes left by only allowing one viewpoint, in regard to the search for the part of us that leaves our body when we expire.

I found an extensive amount of research and an open minded examination in regard to various religious denominations and scriptures (not only one!); and under the "bull" and poor interpretations, there was so much made clear to me, by an understanding of the "Esoteric" beliefs I had studied. This again "wigs-out" both camps; since they oppose each other, but trust me, if you had some group comparisons and interpretations, you would each gain a fuller understanding of your own faith. You explain each other, and it is undeniable if you do the research!

If you read Bibles as the "Esoteric Channeled Documents" that they no doubt are; they make more sense! Likewise Esoteric Belief Systems are merely alternate forms of Spirituality; which is also confirmed if read this way. Common sense concludes they are ALL merely attempts to quantify Spiritual Experience, and describe our Spirit Journey. All texts pertaining to spirituality are merely documented records of experiences, like a map to find it yourself.

Not many people of spiritual pursuits will travel this road, and it's a damn shame! Something amazing happens; the whole big picture makes complete sense, versus the general confusion generated by isolated doctrines. This is the big deception in a nutshell! "Don't encourage them to get along, and share information, they'll figure it out!" Countries, peoples, and spirituality; all separated by the same people - to maintain easy control and indirect manipulation for the control structure that serves a minority. If this false separation is exposed as a ploy - it fails and breaks down.

This is why I have chosen to share my personal journey of discovery; I started out with no such intention! But there is a way out of this, and the "key" lies in understanding the information we are "denied" - and the "divide and conquer" methods employed. Education is the key; and sharing the information and sticking together as regular folks, despite the contrived differences we are encouraged to thrive on. But as I pointed out, I uncovered all this "other" grief, just looking for a soul! I had to get past all the deliberate malarkey; then there it was!

I found a proven method to obtain valid conclusions, and solved to my mortal satisfaction, the answer to the soul riddle. I welcome others to join me in this quest, and share their findings with me also. The formula is simple, we just need to look at everything and all versions of what we want to learn, with an open mind "unfettered" by existing views, and freely share with each other the results gained. I fully enjoyed and appreciated all the work done by others before me in this regard, and by sharing, my hope is you will discover what I did and contribute also.

A Spirit Journey is not a mythical concept; once you realize and understand you are already on one! First off everybody has been "fooled" into thinking the answer lies somewhere else! What do I have to do in order to gain access to eternal life? We have to approach this from 180 degrees the opposite of what we have been led to believe. We are eternal and all powerful beings, and all things already - and no exclusive club holds our key!

The big scam to make us think we have to belong to a certain belief system perpetuated this lie! We were given more than the gift of life when we were born; you were and "are" eternal also. This "gift of life" and experience costs us full perspective and understanding of this by design, to facilitate the experience. It is consistent with the "Christ story" as well; we are just not reading it right.

When the Christ story was "borrowed" shall we say, from pretty much every belief story from long before it, they personalized it and misinterpreted the true lesson, by making it a real event. Don't get pissed off now, I'm not saying it didn't happen! Only that Jesus was a "Prophet" and not God himself; and all that means is that he became enlightened about how life and the soul work, which is a repeating theme. Jesus tried to explain it to us, and I can't help thinking all the distortions for control added later, didn't help. Also in all fairness, a few thousand years ago, people didn't have the benefit of a modern perspective.

The Christ story is about explaining how death and the soul work, and that is why it goes by many names in many cultures, and the connecting themes are the truth, not the individual stories. They all agree and teach us, that the only way is through the creator, some call this "God, others Creator, Our Father, or Jesus, even Osiris, or Ra the Sun God." What we have to accept is not the Christ story or "any" other story, they are the same!

All these religions and various faiths practiced the same story, so there is no need to worry about the names (this comes about more-so by when and where you were born). This ended up having more to do with who you supported financially, or in a war - than about truth. The basic storyline is simply that we are mortal and we perish, but we live on in spirit. This was never meant to be a control system, or restrict your viewpoint; there is no sin in furthering the lesson given.

Science helps with this understanding if you explore the new concepts, because they match up with what the oldest esoteric teachings believed. I'm not talking about your standard "garden variety science" which firmly believes if you can't hammer on it, it can't exist! The "smarter" ones, who re-examined what they were taught, when it didn't match up with what was observed, and went back to square one for fresh inputs! The scientists who are open to examining the 92% of "invisible" reality, that scares the shit out of the old guard who refuse to let go of failing theories and dogma.

We know from history these are the same pioneers who are mocked and marginalized for out performing the teacher, then later often proven correct, and praised for taking us to higher levels. Those daring souls who risk life and career, for the benefit of humanity, by breaking out of boxes, and busting down barriers. Our true enemies, society would have us believe; "conspiracy nuts!" Conspiracy Science and Religious Heresy seem to beat Conventional Science and Religious Dogma – so why do we promote the opposites as the truth?

These other scientists, who we are to fully trust with the development of our species; have "never" discovered anything of importance in most cases! They merely "regurgitate" on command, that which our education system has "blessed" them with! Which is no more than to be of service, I might add. If this were a street drag-race, these shits would be lucky to smell the exhaust, as the taillights disappeared ahead of them! So far behind, you think you are first, comes to mind!

I feel I need to digress to explain something I later realized, about the ancient information chipped into temples and tablets by the ancient royalty. The "regular folk" couldn't read, let alone contemplate complicated astrology or esoteric sciences, or even read the scrolls and tablets. They were the slaves of yesterday!

We are the slaves of today; and the big difference is we can now try to understand at least what the ancient Pharaohs knew, and our ancient brothers and sisters could not! This is overlooked by most people; we are looking at something of major significance, from the wrong perspective. Those messages were the "secret" knowledge of the Kings, and not for the benefit of the slaves and lower class citizens, they were kept illiterate and ignorant of the concepts actually being described!

Two things become evident by this. One is being able to see the information for what it is, as "secret and holy," and not meant for the flunkies. The second one hurts to realize, but it is exactly the same now, only a jazzed up version! And the only reason I digressed, is the same model of false religion was also employed, where it is right there in front of you, but the "true meaning" is disguised for the elite. This applies today as well; since we have been conditioned to keep our viewpoint in a box, the true meanings of these things are lost to us. Even if we worship in the temple and see the encoded message - we have no idea what it really means.

That information is kept for those who know the true meanings! This is still very much taking place today – and working pretty much on the original model – with minor tweaks. Enough study makes this connection an undeniable possibility, to say the least.

I found much hidden truth about how this works in detail that was only hinted at in most of what we are taught in society by schools, churches, and the "bull-shit" media. Hermetic and Sumerian texts and tablets, and the oldest myths and Maya beliefs, as well as the ancient version of Kabbalah; all have serious substance for anyone seeking the best kept secrets. Consider if you will the possibility that ancient knowledge is ridiculed, because embedded within it, is the true meanings and perspectives needed to reveal the entire scam!

This is in "fact" the information that the controlling elite, would rather have us oblivious to! After all, if the realizations that we are being misled to believe lies, as well as "dumbed down" as a population came to light, we would no longer be deceived, or easily manipulated. These elite know this is not in their best interest, if the true nature of our existence, spirit and this deception were revealed, it would be their end. The whole scam relies on nobody getting their "shit together" and figuring it out, and this is why our society and control structures are constructed in the manner they are.

We are taught to never question the validity of the accepted theory; and mock anyone who doesn't see things only the one way! At least a herd of sheep requires a barking dog for enforcement, we have been trained to contain and direct ourselves, and "rat out" and "point out" anyone who won't conform, indeed a sad statement!

First thing to mess you up; I believe that the "you" we think we are, is just a reflection or vessel or receiver to accept creational light, like a radio signal in a way. We are all one "over-all" entity, divided into individuals - who are in turn divided into sequenced lifetimes, and connected. The over-all entity is a "Morphogenetic Field" or sum of the energy imprint of our species as whole, Biblically the "host of them."

When God "prepares a house for you," and you go "into the temple," it means there has been a "host" for your soul put into place, and your body, and physical experience is the temple. The process was attempted to be explained as the "waters of life." If we realize our soul and the host or morphogenetic field, and the creational energy we call God, all occupy the same overlying grid or field, or bubble of existence, this connects the dots literally!

The development and growth is the ultimate goal at every level, as shown to us by everything in manifest reality, as well as spiritually. The science for all this is mind boggling, and light years ahead of it's time, because some of it shows us a "bigger" picture for reality, and describes progress with a capital "P." In this model, everything is connected and works similarly at all levels, infinite in every direction, and that insane power of creation is God. We were told repeatedly by our church leaders, "Oh it's just God, it's hard to describe and you wouldn't understand!" "No Shit Sherlock!"

Even if we do figure it out, infinity both ways, of hyper intelligent energy, is an awfully hard thing to get your head around and understand; you got me on that one! The "Alpha and Omega" we are told Biblically. All things, everywhere, and in everything! The real structure of reality is this memory complex.

This is why the Kabbalists and some new-age groups take a beating from conventional religion for saying "we are the creator." The superior understanding of how this all works, has mainstream confused as to what is meant by this. By saying we are as "Creator" or "like Creator" they are trying to convey this idea - that we are all tiny parts of the one force.

The concept of an "Over-Soul" and hyperspace is another angle on the process of morphogenetic fields and connective grids. This is described as one humongous mind, with millions or billions of long thin "tentacles" - like a giant "cosmic octopus" of epic proportions! We are to imagine that each tentacle is quite long, and divided into segments. The idea is that we are each a tentacle of the over-soul (or God), and each segment or bit of the same tentacle, is our reincarnated life cycles or experiences, as we ascend to the over-soul. All the tentacles experience their segments together as individuals, unto the whole process that feeds the over-soul. It is a type of "organic" construct, which explains a similar concept of connection, and being a part of a larger organism, the hyperspace being like the false reality of space/time in-between everything to separate it.

We know from people who die and then are revived, that we leave the body and start a journey, but that's about it, since they were saved, and are here to report this to us! Old science and medicine tells us; "Oh no, that's only a hallucination from the electrical brain storm, when you are dying." And it sounds possible in the typical band-aid denial response, until we ask ourselves a simple question. These revival instances cover the young, old, black, white, drowned, heart-attack, car wreck, war; you name it, all situations, all having the same delusion? By the way, what "faith" the people were, made little difference either, I thought that tells us something about "selective paths" to Heaven!

Personally, I'm siding with the regular folk who actually "experienced" the event, over the long-winded explanation to avoid such a possibility. The doctor who claims this is impossible, has never been there, and did not have the experience; it is a good example of how we are to believe the least credible explanation, for convenience sake. Just a "full-on" investigation into the near-death phenomenon, in a professional manner, would uncover a consistent pattern, and confirm the validity. And as well, that no matter the belief system, the experience is the same! The next consequence would be science and atheism and false religion, having to completely reconsider what we are being fed. Just about any one of the subjects I've covered, if fully disclosed, explored, and made public, would fundamentally change the way our system operates. And really serves as further proof, as to why this type of information, keeps getting a "lid" put on it!

We've covered a lot of information and territory, and a brief summery is in order. I reiterate that I am not an author, and I ask forgiveness for my shortcomings. The premise and gist I trust – got through.

First we can dismiss the notion, that spirituality and science have nothing in common. I found an enormous amount of science, to help show me how this might work. There are also many ancient spiritual esoteric sources and Biblical concepts, which fill some holes in science. If you don't owe your living to either group, you are free to do this! If you are stuck in one or the other camp, or merely pick one to inform you, then you will also fail to get this. How convenient that this constitutes the majority of us, as the many ridicule the few who really do "get it." Proof you "get it" is realized when science and faith are no longer in conflict.

New age science and esoteric knowledge are the keys to exposing the failures of science, society, and the hidden information in scriptures and faith. It is really quite simple; you have to have the correct perspective, to glean the message! We don't get that correct perspective intentionally from society, and get the wrong meanings from church, so even though in many cases the information is available, we have no idea what it means.

The churches were never meant to be a place where rich people compare clothes! Ask why Jesus washed the disciple's feet at the last supper! The real answer is in John 14-20. Although; that isn't what they teach as a rule – Jesus was trying to tell him they were all the same; and washing another's feet, was no different than washing your own. We so don't get this!

Science fails us when they rule out the metaphysical properties we are constructed of. To rule out some intelligent semblance of design if properly redefined – is a blunder. Science should be capable of observing invisible forces; instead of ignoring them because it would cause serious revisions in existing beliefs. So we are stuck as a society, a species, and as a spirit.

So what was this perspective that we now lack? This was the perspective from the times when our scriptures were written, so our "distorted" modern interpretations which refuses to consider the invisible and esoteric, will never give more than "shallow" meaning to these ancient manuscripts and stones. This is again proven by the damage and effects on society, as a result of the misinterpretations.

The story of "Creation and God" and immaculate birth, sacrifice and resurrection is several stories. So it is the message that is important, and the fact that it is "verified" by all these other cultures, proves it is a valid concept at least. Perhaps we may be disappointed that the "one version" we were indoctrinated into, is not all we thought it was, but we can take heart in the repeated confirmation, at least they all agree!

If we seek out the oldest versions of the Creation story, we can only get so far, since our history fails to acknowledge the source of all the unexplained ruins. The ancient Sumerians and the pre-sand Egyptians, had recorded knowledge of previous civilizations, upon which they built their faith and creation stories. These stories from the Kings and Pharaohs were preserved from a previous "super society" so we can now also explain the older stone structures, and our messed up version of history. I think we have discovered a previous time, most likely the "true time" in which the first testament has been written from, and of our Bible stories!

To the Egyptians, the original God was "Osiris" who had a son "Horus" through "Immaculate Conception" of "Isis" and was the first version, Horus was as Jesus that's all, same story. Without re-canting the entire Bible story for you, and substituting the Sumerian names, it is virtually the same story, and likely some 10,000 to 15,000 years older! At least 5 times as old as current Bibles and Prophets are believed to be. In almost all cases, this describes these later faiths! It seems as though what society deems "Esoteric" should be deemed "Holy" since there is no doubt what-so-ever, this is the source of all religion, the only escape from this lies in denial.

I always suspected even as a child, that some information and perspective was lacking at "Sunday School!" It turns out I was right, even as a child we are aware of the shortcomings of these stories. There is some which rings true, but much is hidden and confused, so with a limited perspective and nothing better or more meaningful to follow, the bulk of the masses follow a misconception which actually hides the truth! It's in there, just not so that you or I are meant to understand it properly.

What the Pharaohs were actually trying to do, contrary to common knowledge, was to avoid the trapping of reincarnation, through enlightenment. The elaborate rituals and burials were not merely grand ceremonies; they were full of reason and purpose. They believed that we reincarnate until we reach enlightenment. Reaching this enlightened state was the goal of life; at which point we break free from the trappings of the earth cycles, to become truly free and "Cosmic" and closer to the creational force. To continue recycling was merely the Spirit exercised as physical, to have experience and learn enlightenment - to move or ascend to this higher level and remain eternal and "Cosmic" as the goal to strive for.

This is why whether they know it or not, freedom fighters or suicide bombers if you will; sacrifice themselves much like ancient "pagan rituals" of old. As we sacrifice our money or work effort and "tithing" and symbolically eat the flesh of Christ, and drink his blood. We are told Christ "sacrificed himself" to show us the way! In the Mayan and Inca cultures, people offered their lives in blood sacrifice to God - why is the same story from another tribe to be abhorrent behavior? We are eternal in this concept, and the release of our soul is viewed as merely an opportunity to "ascend" to freedom from re-birth. This is what is signified by the journey in the boat on ancient Egyptian hieroglyphs, the final journey of ascension to God, instead of back to recycle - joining the "Creator" in the heavens, and completion of the spirit journey!

Ascension in other words, like the new-agers are trying to tell us! It is exactly the same as our version! When you know, love, and understand the Father, he has prepared a house for you - which can take on a deeper meaning in the "esoteric" ideology. Even the "Gnostics" as I pointed out earlier, if not omitted from our Bible, would have shed some light on this meaning, and not the one commonly taught. The whole thing is out in plain sight and yet misunderstood, except to those who know the true meaning.

We are "energy" bound by fields of containment, having an experience. A simple look at an atom and the result of Einstein and Oppenheimer's breaking of the atom, helped to understand and prove this. If all the atoms are just energy contained or bound, and all the matter is made of atoms (including us), then it only makes sense when we lose the "vessel" or "containment" - the energy imprint merely loses containment. Matter and energy are interchangeable, however "nothing" is destroyed it only changed states, so free thinking factual science backs up what I am saying! Likely we just change states!

All the ancient teachings of religion, myth, and esoteric beliefs are all telling us the same thing, the "gateway" to life, is through death. The main misconception is Jesus dying for you. He showed us how this works for everyone through this sacrifice, not did it for you! In the sense of dying to show us the way to do this for ourselves, he still died for us, so I am not trying to offend or be trivial.

Christ became aware of the true nature of reality, as did the Buddha and many others, and just tried to explain it by proving it to his disciples. I just feel that the actual full message is lost in current translations and interpretations. Horus told us the same thing, prepare for a spirit journey, and enlightenment will eventually lead to ascension to the "Cosmic Aspect." In plain English – "You don't really cease to be."

Now let's assume we continue after we die, to what and where do we continue, in terms we can understand? From near-death and revival stories, as well as from individuals who have controlled out of body experiences, we can assume we have a "Cosmic" or "Spirit" essence other than the physical. The fact that we have an aspect to ourselves in spirit can easily be believed for most of us.

In the bulk of revival cases, the subject "floats" above the situation as a spirit, fully aware of self - although "separated" from the body. In some of these experiences however the person gets a bit farther and they go through a tunnel towards a light, and sometimes have a brief encounter, usually pleasant. Occasionally the person will converse with an entity, sometimes about returning or not. Without returning, we have nothing more to go on, from someone who we could call a witness! We have only claims of the prophets, or re-incarnated people's testimony, and painstakingly "chipped in stone" explanations from ancient man to go by.

So we speculatively have proof we leave our body, and move to another realm, but then what? One theory suggests recycling or re-incarnating, and the other belief is that we finally achieve "ascension" and free the spirit. The ancients seemed to be much more in tune to this, compared to what modern man is, at least publicly. So I looked more closely at the most ancient beliefs, to see how they describe this.

According to the most ancient beliefs of the pre-sand Egypt Kings and Pharaohs; they believed that when you die, you were to "concentrate" your heart-spark to your "pineal gland" and be at peace, which would aid in memory retention from life to life. As if to meditate at the time of death, only instead of clearing your mind to receive as is normally done, concentrating and maintaining your essence in the same way instead. This was believed to be the pathway to the ultimate ascension, when you were ready.

The next step if you were enlightened enough through retention of "soul essence" through re-birth, was to finally maintain a balance of the duality of both existences. One would have full memory of spirit and physical duality, and when experiencing another life in this condition, we would call them "Prophets" and they would be very wise. These extremely enlightened people, visit and live among us occasionally to attempt to educate us, with limited success, because it doesn't work until you get it yourself! (Perhaps they have gone to attempts to tell us this as "aliens" so we may better understand the concepts!)

They also believed that the source of our spirit is the "Earths Heart" which houses all the recycling souls - except for a few who have attained this ascension. We may continue this cycle until the Earth destructs, at which point instead of an end to the energy imprint or morphogenetic field of collective consciousness, it becomes no longer bound to the Earth that's all. Nothing is destroyed; it only changes states.

I can also find agreement with the ancient ideas which tell us about the three aspects of mans existence; the "physical" as in the body, the "mental" as in free will of the mind, and the "cosmic" as a spirit essence. They understood the cosmos to be a spirit realm, and this is why it was so revered and studied, we still don't get that. When they say "Heavens" in the Bible, it is not a fictional place - we look up at it at night. They meant the same heavens that "Angels" descended from.

Consider your own polarity in this regard, and the idea that you have polarity as well. The "negative" pole, as the body, the "positive" pole as your mind, and your Spirit essence, the "zero point" of perception, of the reality created as a result. If we lose "either" pole completely, we lose connection with third dimensionality and "fade" out of it. (That is the feeling!) In other words complete failure of mind, or body, causes the loss of your polarity, and you return to zero point! (This makes a lot more sense than we have been led to believe!)

These "Esoteric" versions are just technical and un-tainted, so all the religions which later "re-wrote" these concepts to call them their own, lack the understanding of the true message regarding spirit journey. The message is still actually in scriptures, but fails to explain the details; this is the "we don't quite get this" kiddy version, meant for the "worker bees!" If we go all the way back to civilizations which society tells us didn't exist for this information, much more detail and explanation is given, and like it or not it "rings true."

Terrance McKenna had a unique concept for our existence and the cycles of time and life. On a video "the World and It's Double" he points out some things "horribly wrong" regarding the concept of a "big bang." The point he makes is that we are to believe a primordial dot or energy point exploded and created our universe. What made the dot, or what made it explode are not considered or explained, and in fact this "accepted theory" is the extreme in believability on its own. If we accept this premise without proof or validation, and then base all science theory on it, then why again is any other train of thought so unreasonable? "Conjecture" is conjecture, is it not? Let me explain.

The 180 degree opposite is just as possible, what if Mr. McKenna had something? His explanation for increasingly fast turnaround periods for the cycles of time, as well as an increasing speed for the expansion of the universe, and increasing speed of consciousness and mental abilities is this 180 degree view change! He believed we were possibly heading "towards" a singularity, rather than leaving one!

This really does much better explain what we observe and is playing out. A temporal or "time" singularity ahead of us, attracting and pulling us, rather than a "big bang" pushing us as we currently believe. His model does serve to explain what we see, since an "initial explosion" has the most energy initially, and then slows down over time, which is again the opposite of what is observed. The reality is; the cosmic expansion of the universe is "speeding up" by all accounts, and not slowing down! The opposing view of being "pulled" into singularity, instead of being "pushed" out of one, is far more palatable, for conjecture!

I took this thought to a higher level, on the premise he may have something with this idea; see what you think! Another way to encompass this is very intriguing! Take the idea of a "big bang" at one end of a journey or time-line. At the other end of this we have the singularity or "attractor" of time and between them is the journey! Making the entire journey something we could conceive of as a trip through a "worm-hole" between singularities! Our entire universe, the essence of time, and all our experiences, may merely be a manifestation between a positive and negative beginning and end point! I just thought it was interesting as a possibility; there may even be some sketchy evidence to suggest it is "no less likely" than accepted theory!

If we are soon to end the journey and return to singularity, then would not also everything from one point to the other be as one? Imagine all of our lives, time, experience and consciousness, at one place at the end of the journey, bliss and completion in every respect, complete reconnection to everything and all things, all as "One." Then as all scriptures and myth tell us, everyone is joined in spirit with creation, described in this scientific model of a "positive and negative" singularity, and our universe and experiences as a trip through the worm-hole between them! Cosmology merged with Shamanism, to be sure, thanks Terrance!

On a personal level, we are also a singularity with a "Cosmic" or spirit essence, so each of us also does this cycle of birth and death, only the death is not to be feared contrary to what we have been led to believe. A full understanding of these cycles also reveals this repeating theme, as our journey starts in a womb which we exit from a tunnel towards the light, and we return through a tunnel to the source upon completing our individual journey. This shows us the "fractal" connection to the larger cycle.

Each one of us deals with the same experience on an individual level, as does the whole of humanity and the cosmos at the end of time. Our individual singularity is drawn to the same "All" that draws the cosmos towards it. Again the connections become endless since even at the atomic level, matter is this same energy, temporarily contained in fields. The Spirit reaches Singularity; much faster than matter does – that's all.

The main problem with the idea of a singularity at the end of time has to do with the expansion of the universe, leaving a physical inconsistency to come to a point. We are just unable to think in extra dimensions as of yet. Remember the singularity is "temporal" and encompasses all time, just as the big bang concept has been simplified to be a point of origin. This includes a state of "time" and "no time." I suspect this is more like a "Cosmic Particle" turning inside out and acting like a wave, much as in quantum physics, only in cosmic proportions! This is just another example of matter reverting into energy, both at the "micro" and "macro" levels.

Other than some physical fractal truths to show us this; I wanted to explore with you the experience as presented by some ancient esoteric beliefs who claim to be telling us what the people from "Atlantis" knew. We know they covered life, death, and resurrection, and I do firmly believe the "later" belief systems were weaker versions taken from the older teachings. If we accept scriptures even partially, then looking at the older versions from today's perspective is a more direct path to enlighten, and the words do resonate. If we contemplate the concepts inwardly, then the validity to the soul should reveal itself.

"Time" for one example; was thought of as having originated in the depths of creation, and was to eventually fall back into the same depths. In other words; time was created, not just matter. This sounds very much like the idea of a big bang to create the fabric of space/time, and it being eventually drawn back into singularity or zero point. Also this shows us on a personal fractal level, the same cycles within cycles. We can also draw comparisons with "Bible" similarities of beginning and end times, from Genesis and Revelations to give but one of many examples. Most of our universal beliefs have been built around these ancient "keys" of wisdom, for even such anomalies as time.

Meditation and prayer was described as the ability to "visualize patterns" in the light, to assist us in our quest for the meaning of life. Also; that this ability was a gift from our most ancient past. Meditation and prayer was a means of channeling from beyond, so again when we consider the Bible a channeled manuscript (which it was), then this is no different than Monks, or Pharaohs, or even the writers of inspired scriptures (witnesses), who received information to share about how life and ascension work. Visualizing the light patterns through meditation is this "very same" phenomenon, and this teaching is said to be 10,000 to 15,000 years old minimum! (Can you see the light?)

The force of God we are told, travels from "beyond" space and time, from the point of "Infinity's End." God in essence; is being described as the completion of the cycle at the end of time, and the process of drawing and attracting everything, and "organizing" it from that end point. The Universal Soul; is that which connects everything. It starts out in chaos, and over time organizes itself as it approaches the end point! This is "Very" insightful for "Ancient Hooey" don't you think? I'm starting to be "partial" to knowledge we are encouraged to dismiss! I pause to point out again, that these profoundly deep insights were carved into stones by previous cultures our history books tell us didn't exist! Also according to the same history books, we were merely "primitives" at this time, according to standard dogma! Somebody's got it wrong, any guesses?

Our culture and society was on the other hand, a scant 300 or 400 years ago - punishing people who were trying to tell us the "Earth" wasn't flat, and that we revolve around the cosmos, not it around us! Yet our society dismisses the deeper meanings of Alchemy and Esoteric information as nonsense! I beg to differ; the "nonsense" came later!

The trappings of "ego" and "material wealth" are also covered in the more ancient versions as well. This is covered by the explanation that nothing truly matters, except the progress of the soul, since in the end this is all that remains. Is it just me, or is this not a far more beautiful and truthful explanation for people to understand that "wealth and ego" in the physical is a trapping? Scriptures try to say the same thing of sorts, but this is from the source, clean and to the point, nothing added or taken away in the concept, to suit any "individual" brand of indoctrination.

Here's the short and to the point version of "Revelations" – from ancient Sumerian Texts. And take note again that even in scriptures; previous cultures long destroyed are mentioned (Babylon). "When man "again" shall conquer the oceans and skies and harness the lightning, then shall the time of warfare begin, until ½ the races of men shall be gone." The next passage reads "Then man shall cease striving against each other, with all men seeking the "light" and the "goal." Sweet, simple and to the point - when we harness all these abilities "again" and abuse them as we are; we will destroy roughly ½ of ourselves, and then wake the hell up and start over with the proper goal of enlightenment and spirit journey. This is Revelations in a "nutshell" with the same message, all "tidy" and without the entire Shakespeare lingo, and without impossible to decipher inscriptions. This clearly lays out the how (destroy ourselves), and why (abusing our power), and what results (1/2 of the races destroyed), and the "when" being our ability to harness the described powers, which we have!

From our point of view now as we look at global conditions declining, and tensions rising, and looming resource shortfalls, one might also say; "so what, anyone could predict this from what I see!" We need to be able to spot "malarkey" for what it is! To ignore what I am saying on this basis is the "usual" failure to apply logic and reason and think objectively! This is 10,000 or more year old information folks, if you think these predictions so un-amazing, try it yourself! Just try predicting 100, or 1000, years into the future, and then try to imagine the "skill" involved to "accurately" predict 10,000 years into the future!

Long before the advent of any of the technologies described, they predicted them! Not to mention that they were "spot-on" with their predictions of these! We are talking about the "same people" who built the more ancient amazing stone monuments, knew about the Cosmos far in excess of what we can explain - and constructed 26,000 year calendars which were accurate. Oh yeah and by the way; don't you think they knew an awful lot for people who either didn't exist, or were simple villagers? Looking at their other beliefs seems more necessary than fool-hardy, when I consider the wisdom shown; I get a sense of credibility no matter what I am told by society! I refrain from cussing, and merely repeat, HISTORY IS A FARCE!

For another example, take the "Thoth" who claimed to be one of the original Atlanteans and the Father of "tongue and heart" who writes before his passing. He says that when he leaves man, he goes to the "Halls of Amenti" to dwell in the future, when the "light" shall again come to man. He claims to ascend to a future point; where man shares in the light of "Creation" and the "All."

One of the most insightful instructions by Thoth is to make of his teachings a religion, for only thus will the essence remain and not be lost. How much insight would an ancient individual have to posses to have this knowledge, without accepting Thoth's claim to have already "been" on the other side several times to come up with this? And to know that all this "important information" would be lost over time, through progress and ego, and it would be needed later and must be preserved, if even falsely of sorts. This just isn't possible!

How would you even begin to explain the foresight to conceal such important information behind the veneer of standard faith; until we advanced enough to find it and reckon with it? I find this level of insight which describes my reality thousands of years later on the same scale or likelihood as the ancient Maya constructing a "Cosmic Calendar" which accounts for astrological procession and galactic alignments, by chance! Common sense dictates that this ancient information, is not as easily dismissed as society would have us believe.

Why we are here, is explained in the Kabbalah, as to give and receive light as a vessel or body, from our Creator. "Tibetan and Indian" beliefs are to perform this through meditation, also by giving and receiving creations energies. In the Western method we pray, and tell our feelings and ask instruction, by praying to our "Father" or Creator. This is described in "too" many ways to list, all similar. Thoth tells us; "This, my children (sound familiar yet?), is the purpose of being - the transmutation of darkness to light."

We basically take our experiences, in the form of "positive" and "negative" emotions, and "radiate" this, changed by our experiencing it, back to the "Host." Remember the part in the scriptures where God makes a "covenant" with man, for his blood (or flesh), and his "experiences" with man and beast! We can now "erase" some question marks again! It is the old; He lives through us – we live through Him.

It is also claimed that our "Cosmic or Astral" aspect trapped in our body, is the "mediator" between the "above and below" in the ancient texts. To my understanding this clearly shows us the fractal aspect, of God or the All, having "individualized" experiences through us, as properly explained and revealed!

To follow the teachings, this is confirmed to us with the statement that; "The fountains of wisdom that send forth the cycles, are eternally seeking new powers to gain." This again completely shows us and explains to us, the reasons for existence as we know it and beyond. The Old and New Testaments are contained in these older texts. If you wish to explore farther, I suggest the Emerald Tablets, or Emerald Covenant, the 12 pyramids of Thoth, and Hermetic beliefs - as well as some Mayan and Inca creation and ascension themes!

Then we have "Esoteric Christianity" where the five wounds of Christ represent the five senses that keep the spirit crucified - in the physical world. We are according to this; chained to death and consideration of time or the temporal, and the crown of thorns represents non-spiritual material thinking, until released by a "perfect act of surrender." Just another tilt on the same story, a little frowned on by purists, but none the less if not clouded by the illusion that only "your" version may be true – it is the same story really.

Even the truth about the 'Philosophers Stone" has been completely destroyed by fables in Hollywood and the media. The stone is actually a representation of the "Evolution of Consciousness" through the "Alchemy of Time." This would rate as an extremely profound concept; however our youth only knows this concept from "Harry Potter" as magic, elves, fairies, and make-believe, not for the lost message. What a shame, another profound concept, featured as foolishness.

The three biggest hindrances to the soul according to the ancient teachings; are lack of endeavour to gain knowledge, a denial or non-attachment to God, and the deliberate attachment to evil. In another passage the statement is made that in the future man shall deny these mysteries, but that seekers will find them (that's us folks!). They knew we would have a technical journey which would deny our spirit journey, and while technology is nice, I'd like to point out its like money, you can't take it "with you" when you go! The blending of the two could make for an excellent experience for our spirit in manifest reality, as long as the "spirit aspect" is recognized and nurtured as a result, and not ignored.

These tablets cover right down to the explaining and telling us about the alien visitations to earth, which started early mans development by beings early man called Gods. I mean they probably didn't have a hope in hell of trying to make early man understand! Try and tell your dog you are not God - good luck! The dogmatically religious people can chill and take a pill here if need be; or we can use the "Bible" version for this - where angels descending from the heavens, took the daughters of man as wives....same story dude! They even tell you the bloodlines were preserved and became the Pharaohs and Kings (men of renown)!

In the Atlantis recollection of this; the visitors themselves tell us "We are those who came from the "Source" or "All" first; and have through the passage of space/time gained the ability to use the "greater laws" far beyond the conception of man. In black and white and in no plainer language than exists; the "Fallen Angels" in our Bible, were these "early Gods" by other description!

It is not inconceivable to think what early man called Angels and Gods, were just another group of similar but far more advanced beings; or just other "children" of the same God - who were technologically and spiritually more knowledgeable. And these "most ancient" of teachings from the dawn of our development, are what they left for us for when we evolved to be sentient enough to understand the deeper meanings! Worthy of consideration I would think, despite the falsehoods portrayed by society about this information.

In another profound statement we are told; "Yet before thee, there were others greater than thee, as the others have fallen, you too, shall come to an end." It seems as though the chaos and completion of the cycle leads to a yet greater birth, as scriptures confirm. According to these teachings, those who completed this cycle already visited the "Earth" to raise mankind from a being only slightly higher than a beast, to an aware being. The "spirit quest" made possible by this intervention, perhaps by design.

The "next" cycle would liberate us to further awareness, prompting an easier life on earth, free energy and abundance for all, as it was meant to be, and space travel no longer limited by technology. With the realization that we are merely experiences of the greater "All" - an automatic morality we presently lack would develop, since we all know increased power, necessitates increased responsibility and a moral awareness. One perhaps our earlier "friends" who visited; hadn't fully understood yet - just like us now! I take this as good advice from those who suffered and paid the price; much like the predicament we are in. It seems much like raising a child to adulthood, so they can handle the responsibility of being an adult! This journey has "everything" to do with growing up!

The idea of us really being a black hole turned inside-out, with the singularity or completion at the end, invisible to us, is borne out in the description given by physicists of being "pulled" into a singularity. According to science, you can't "see" the singularity or zero point at the end, you just hit it!

This similar connection at the quantum level, is shown as the particle alternating between particle and wave, and our consciousness being required as a cause and effect, as to whether the particle turns inside-out, according to whether we observe or not! At the upper scale of the fractal hologram; a greater consciousness affects the Cosmos. We might just be building "the body" as western faith calls it.

The entire deception takes place again; when we assume what we see is a "steady-state" reality. The "illusion" of a steady-state reality, is caused by the constantly replacing cascade of photons or energy particles (which we view them as, depending on whether we observe or not!), dis-appearing and re-appearing to maintain matter as a steady state at our level of perception! It is all just manifested conscious energy!

The same thing occurs in our bodies, as cells die off and are replaced, we carry on unaware, as we maintain our "steady-state." In a fractal sense; the planet as well - maintains a "steady-state" as the life upon it constantly recycles to maintain "itself" as a living entity. Another step up; we realize that Planets, Stars, and even Galaxies are born and die to maintain an ever evolving Universe or cosmos in similar cycles.

From what these ancient tablets tell us, even the "Universe" endures birth and death, and we have no reason not to believe that a multitude of universes may make up something even larger which we could scarcely imagine. In all of these cases, the "death" is merely the release from physical duty, and another step up the ladder to becoming higher energy forms. This is a "win-win" situation disguised by society, either by mistake, or for shitty reasons!

The "true spirituality" is in everything; in nature, in science, and all the experiences which we draw into our center. Our task is to personally filter it and find your balance; as well as the path for your personal journey. This is why all Prophets, Buddha's, Sages, and Seers and such; all make this simple realization – that everything is what we call God....everything!

I am not about anyone having to see this "my way" since that's just more of the same mistaken process! I suspect however when we strip away the deceptions, the truth will be something we can all agree on, and get along as a result.

What I do know, and feel down to my bones is the importance of dispelling the current falsehoods, some of which I uncovered on my personal journey and process, of seeking the purpose of life and spirit. After that I look forward to, and welcome, the additional revelations this process will reveal! (Made by all, and shared of course!)

What I learned was simple. It all works in a similar fashion and everything communicates and is connected by design, and everything is supposed to grow and evolve. This is the purpose of our journey. And if we don't interfere, or limit our potential through manipulations and deceptions, everything goes fine. When this progress or growth is stifled or stagnates, then "Nature" and the "Combined Consciousness" cause chaos to shake things up, and re-set the process. "Mother Nature" and the creational force know that knocking something around a bit to stop a deadlock or dead end, is sometimes required to facilitate progress. It is all about the "combined journey" and not much else, if you remove the distortions. That, and cycles within cycles, connected by conscious grids.

So when I realized this proved we had cycles before and after the one we are currently experiencing, I thought the rest of this applied and was worth consideration.

The ancient tablets also say to preserve and guard this information, and to "hide" it in symbols; so the profane will laugh and renounce it. To make the way hard; thus the weak and wavering will reject it. Sounds an awful lot like "secret society" talk to me! The sad part is that the 1% of the elite and uppermost clergy (today's hidden royalty), still subscribe to this, whether knowingly or not! Spread the word, it's time!

One of the fascinating stories told by Thoth in the "Emerald Tablets" was of having passed through to the other side several times and having met "Great Lords." However in one instance he describes meeting the "Creator God." After several re-incarnations and trips into the afterlife he describes God to us as a giant "Crystal Star" - the brightest in the universe, to which he went on one occasion.

Thoth's description is that of "tubular crystal spikes" and that his soul was "too large" to go between to reach the center. As he kept getting smaller; Thoth said smaller crystal tubes were revealed, which also prevented his passage, until he became small enough to continue to be drawn in. Thoth describes a "pulling" sensation as his "Soul" is drawn into the center! This to me describes a "Singularity or Black Sun" - which radiates out "Creations light" throughout the entire universe. We must ask ourselves once again, how ancient man would have this caliber of knowledge to link the power of a "Universal Black Hole" to Creation and God? Not to mention a little mind boggling, to think there may be some truth to the idea!

This reminds me of the new-age alien contacts who channel entities, and tell us when they ask, that the aliens tell them our universe is a 21 – 22 billion year old hologram that came from a giant black hole! Then the scientific community updated their estimate for the age of the universe to 15 to 25 billion years! I guess you can only hear the same story form so many different places before you throw your hands in the air and say; "WTF, is God a Black Hole?"

Perhaps that is just the closest we can get to "understanding" the concept? Think of it as an inverted totality. Let's get back to our own planet, and a more understandable construct. We know from what we learned that we are a smaller version of the whole, so we can follow the progression and see how this works.

Look at it this way; your "heart-spark" or "fractal singularity" of God is your center. We know this from our perspective of self and individuality, and how we experience life. This is you; before and after the physical manifesting of yourself. In esoteric terms, you are a "Star" and your body is the planet it manifests. Likewise; the combined spirits of the earth, is the "Earth's Heart-Spark" and manifests the Earth in all its variety. The Planets are the manifest Creation of the Stars, and the Stars are the culmination or children of the "Galactic centers." All the galaxies or "Galactic stars" in the centers are a result of the "Giant Sun" that manifests the "entire" universe, and is the link to everything being connected. All we have to realize is that "cosmic energies" and "bodies" are sentient and connected, and not random and inanimate, which is what the ancients knew!

So with this in mind; although the Planet "manifested" mankind's spirit - the "entities" are 3-Dimensional and can be walked on, or walk on them, and they have experience and interaction, since they are the result of energy bound or trapped, to have that experience. The eventual breakdown of all these energy based reflections in material reality, is also the necessary end to experience, and facilitates further growth.

The spirit requires a stage of 3rd dimensionality from which to start the ascent, to perhaps a 4rth, 5th, and perhaps right up to an 11th dimension, according to speculative science, and esoteric ideas. (They both claim there should be around 11 alternate dimensions!) Time having "less" meaning as each level unfolds. Another way to see this to back up a few chapters would be less significance, to the "spaces in-between!"

To "mentally" and "cosmically" transcend the physical, through the realization that there is more to life than what we see, and to realize this as a suffering human, despite greed and sense of individuality, and sacrifice effort to this end - is the very point of it all! We are already eternal energy, this is revealed upon death, and it is the further "ascension" that requires this understanding. This is the very essence of all scriptures and teachings about spirit, the brand names and collection agencies posing as faith, don't matter a hill of beans!

I found this information in scriptures, in nature, science, myth, art, music, personal experiences, in every way and every all over. So to claim there is only one way to understand these concepts is blatantly false, the truth may be concealed – but it is indeed everywhere to be found. Even as individuals we display these concepts inadvertently, so it can be the expression of songs of truth, a selfless act, or even by my effort to share what I learned, by conversing with you through this book! This is how it was meant to be done, through oral tradition and passed down knowledge, not bloody greed and hoarding by control freaks! We share the secrets of life; as reflected by existence – as above so below.

It should make us more humble to realize that a gesture of kindness is in reality; what we do for others, being the same or no different, than what we do for ourselves in the bigger picture. Selfish gain has a short turn-around cycle, while helping another leads to long term spiritual benefit – since you really helped yourself! You could even go so far as to say a selfless act of kindness to help another person, is very much like helping a disconnected version of yourself, having an alternate experience! And you would be right!

If we think about it, love thy brothers and sisters, don't kill, don't lie, don't steal, and don't covet, was good advice. Whoever wrote that did have an "excellent" grasp of how this works! Or at least his "channeled" inspiration did, or what-ever they are calling this now, gives good guidance from a perspective of knowledge, that much is sure!

So am I a "Devil" with horns leading people away from the truth with all my esoteric and freaky research? I like to think the opposite! I am highly spiritual, and enjoy all viewpoints (that's all); and I seek the truth, and not "membership" to any one group. The things in common, when you examine the explanation of spirit journey from all the angles, including science and history, led me to the general conclusions I came to. There were some negative realizations that came as consequences along the way however, and I pointed them out also to inform, with no intent to offend. Really if you believe in any form of spirituality, I have no right to gripe at you for your version of it!

All I'm saying, is if you are like me, the standard explanations were insufficient. There is a whole "mountain" of alternate ways to understand the spirit journey and purpose of life; I merely suggest that burying one's head in the sand like an ostrich, solves little. Henceforth the silliness of the ostrich is reflected in the mentality!

I hope I helped, and at least got you fired up enough to explore on your own a little! "Bust out" and don't accept dogma, be critical of me and everyone else, but share what you find in good faith. I conclude by saying "God" has a handle on our spirit journey, he always did. And we needn't worry about that as much as we thought, the real ball of crap, is trying to sort this fact out amidst all the deception and wrong-think! This clutter and distraction to enlightenment is like a "test of will" and a testimonial to the importance at least, of the ideas which have been preserved throughout time!
**14 – Extras and Conclusions:**

As far as physics goes, the idea of the Universe being like a giant black hole turned inside out, is not as "crazy" as it may sound at first. When you apply what we know about a black hole now, and consider running the thought experiment backwards, it describes what we see! If the black hole is not the crux of our existence, it is at the very least a fundamental operator. Then consider how only a few decades ago, the idea that such a thing could exist, was ridiculed as a fantasy. We have in a few years, gone from the denial of the existence of a black hole, all the way to the radical possibility of their existence everywhere! Not very long ago however, this consideration could have cost a scientist his career!

We do this with many things in society. Anyone who stands out as different suffers for the expression. It doesn't make much sense, if we are to believe society values individualism? If no pressure to conform existed, only a minority would conform; the rest would freely explore and develop new ideas and concepts. This would give rise to free expression, and if we think about it, the "only" reason this is not encouraged. (He's different, he's weird, and he's a non conformist!)

Free thinking people are more critical and demand validity, and are the most difficult to manipulate and control. The programming starts pre-school and onwards, by immediately correcting anyone who exhibits an alternate perspective. Remember "Sesame Street" and the premise; "Which one doesn't belong?" I suggest that the "odd-ball" especially belongs!

Even in spirituality; only the accepted and "endorsed" views are given support. Try telling your Minister that you think God may be a "Black Hole" or that the Natives had it right with a "Spirit" or "Morphogenetic Field" element to explain life. You are most likely closer to the truth than the minister; but you will be corrected or removed, before you infect others. There will be no group discussion to consider your angle! Why again is critical thinking not encouraged in every aspect of society, not even your inner belief about faith!?

The history of humanity is also "false and contrived" with little doubt. I mean does anyone really believe "Christopher Columbus" discovered the continent of America for the first time only 400 – 500 years ago! Did ancient simple peoples with vine-ropes, and logs and copper tools, build massive pyramids and stone structures, with stones we have no means of lifting today? And incidentally, who did build the "even older" structures that lie beneath our oceans, you know, the ones which have "no" place in our history books? This isn't our first "go-around" on this planet – no matter what they tell us!

The reasons for manipulating the society may be open to debate; however to deny that this is happening at all levels would be laughable. I'll give you a hint, no matter what the media or society tell you, if follow the trail of bloody money instead; you'll find the truth sooner! (If we follow the cash, the true objective is revealed!)

For the most part the reason is easy control and manipulation of the population, to whatever the "whims" of the ruling class. The Kings and Pharaohs have always done this manipulation of spiritual and societal beliefs; this is how it has worked since the time of "our" recorded history (conveniently enough)! If by observations you discovered that the Earth revolved around the Sun, and not the other way around, the church and elite gave you three wonderful choices - death, re-cant your belief publicly and denounce it, or hidden away in prison for the rest of your life! We now have a milder choice of being "ostracized or black-balled" and ruining your career and possibly your life, and if it is a real problem, they still "erase" you!

Are we to believe that the system is no longer constructed in this fashion? From 8,000 years BC to 1400 or 1500 AD this is how it worked, no bloody doubt about it, for thousands of years. Now we add "neon lights" and "bells and whistles" to better disguise the scam, but excuse me for pointing out that the same 1% is still making off with all the cash and resources! The only grounds to disbelieve what I am saying is a "lack" of real education, and a restricted viewpoint, that is why this is encouraged, and "forced" if need be still.

They also have the psychology down to a science, in itself. The elite have gotten smarter about how to maintain a grip. The old way was more in your face, and obvious, and caused "unrest" from time to time. The new program is to manipulate society through wars, deliberate resource shortages, financial problems, religion and the like, until the population is suffering and/or afraid, and demands of the leaders to act and fix the problem that they themselves have brought about!

The "solution" which the elite leaders have held back until the people demanded it, is now revealed, and always costs more taxpayer money and citizens rights! We need to ask ourselves, if government is competent; wouldn't many of these otherwise serious problems be averted? We know after the fact; that government insiders "knew" about these problems long before in most cases, and covered them up until it blew up! And they never get the shit they deserve! This isn't incompetence, we could do better. They "deliberately" milk the population and "hide" the problem as instructed, to perpetuate this manipulation which convinces the population they are in control, while repeatedly being duped in actual fact!

These elite now are hidden behind a curtain; so that if the people rebel, or demand a change of policy, the "employee" or "shit-deflector" for the elite can be replaced to satisfy the population, with no ill effect to the puppet masters. If you are unable to see this farce for what it is, then the need to open our eyes fully and question validity, becomes apparent. If someone of high importance or significance were to publicly present what I'm telling you; we could assume he would be "shot and pissed on" in reverse order, in short order! I like being "nobody!"

Another big secret is the Alien and UFO phenomenon; from ancient times - right through today. There are many "hoaxes and nut jobs" out there without a doubt, so these are used to "publicly" denounce the possibility. If you watch any show publicly endorsed on any of these subjects, a few of these people with little or no credibility will always be featured. The News does this constantly, if you watch anytime that a sighting or the topic of UFO's is brought up on a live news feed; then watch how the outright scoffing of any such possibilities is displayed.

The giggles and rolling eyes we see when this subject matter comes up – is an affront to any assemblage of intelligence. No one points out that we are only one tiny planet, in an insignificant solar system, in a modest galaxy of billions, and that the sheer math alone would pretty much guarantee the possibility! The odds are staggeringly in favor of other conscious life forms inhabiting this perhaps infinite universe. The simple fact that the cosmos is expanding faster and faster; is an infinite multiplier of the likelihood that other life exists.

Not to mention the Astronauts, Pilots, Generals, Air Traffic Controllers, Secret Government Agents, and hundreds of "credible" witnesses who are all willing to testify in front of Congress under oath if protected; since they all have been told to "shut up."

Many of the governments own personnel are leaking out information, and telling us that the government at the uppermost levels - knows and conceals this. These "true patriots" and "whistleblowers" do so at their own peril, and if you do the research; they die off and are killed mysteriously, and are pushed into obscurity on a regular basis!

To my way of thinking, and what my research led me to believe about 2012 and the doom and gloom scenarios presented is two-fold. On the one hand, a serious shake-up is not so hard to believe, if man is not curtailed from his current path, the planet and life on it is not going to take much more. Like any good immune system, the Earth may choose to protect itself, at cost to our society. Magnetic pole reversals, axis shifts, deluges and floods, volcanic activity, continental plate shifts, massive earth changes, ice age, solar flares and excess activity, cosmic impacts, are all events we believe have taken place in earth's history. So even if you consider it unlikely, it is far from impossible - since this has been shown to have happened in our past, innumerable times!

The more "likely" possibility is a major change; which is perhaps not as obvious. Listen close; this just might be important! For one thing; people just becoming more aware of the topics I have covered, to completely transform the way we think. If you think a perspective shift is not a tangible change – just watch the results of a better evolved viewpoint.

The "biggest" change ever in other words; that we as a species and society have ever undergone - might start with a thought or intention. Perhaps the small insignificant invisible act of a perspective change from which a completely new reality would unfold. Unfortunately, even in the more pleasant scenario, something significant enough for us to "wake the hell up" would still have to take place. Something to actually "force" civilization re-examine the structure that got us into his pickle, in the first place. As it is, nobody wants to upset the apple-cart. Perhaps a firm date is a human fantasy; but admittedly we only have mere decades before something has to give.

I'll make this short since I've covered it in detail earlier; but even the church at the uppermost levels knows they "really" originate in pre-sand Egypt. Every "Gothic Church" built is "full up" with the symbolism of Babylon. The Catholic Pope wears a "fish-head" hat like the ancient stone depictions; and carries the staff of "Osiris." All the "Pagan" and "Esoteric" concepts are thinly disguised, in the teachings and rituals performed. It really is a "no-brainer" once you develop this knowledge; all religions are merely varied expressions of the oldest ones – right back to the first.

As well we can assume that the "Cosmos" is not randomly flung balls and gases, and merely a chance occurrence which is lacking function or purpose (other than the belief that it was in its entirety made only for us). The Ancients claimed it was the "Universal Time Clock" and essence or cause of all consciousness, and a reflection of the inner "workings" of the "All" or "Creator" who manifests our reality. In simple terms, the Universe "is" Gods consciousness; of which we are a small part. The ancient answers are borne out in observation, and always were the basis for its foundation; our ancestors were more observant than us - again, they had to be to survive!

We barely understand our reality and surroundings for another good reason. Our band of "observable" spectrum or bandwidth is very small. Who knows what other light spectrums, vibrational frequencies, or alternate dimensions we don't even realize exist yet, remain hidden to us? So it doesn't take much consideration, to question and explore other possibilities, rather than suppress and ignore them.

We've basically hit a "wall" as a society and a species, despite the progress that has been made. Any more technical progress without some spiritual realizations – is a formula for failure. Now do we bust through to the other side, or just keep bouncing off the wall until it falls on us, so that the "others" behind us can carry on?

Now to explain myself and to be fair; the "negative" aspects of this can depress the hell out of a person, and I in no way recommend "dwelling" on it - other than to prove to ones own satisfaction the reality of it. After you regain your balance – it is worth it. So if you like a "full-on" approach, and can learn to take the good with the bad; a lot of "really cool shit" is revealed! Much is good that also takes place, and deserves recognition. On the level we live on, we "regular folks" for the most part - would tend to do the right thing. It's just that we don't get to decide; the 1% does. And that repeatedly fails to be drawn to anyone's attention by design, so be aware of this, and educate and expose. Then use what you learn – for the ultimate good.

Every "black cloud" does indeed have a "silver lining" - because this silliness will ultimately fail; it is only a matter of when. With the earth's population at a staggering near seven billion and growing, the world wide web to inform and educate, underground books, videos, seminars, and an up-surge of questioning public "raising hell" over these issues - the control structure will break down.

There is even a humorous aspect to all of this really. Watching it break down for example. It is already starting to, and you'll notice it more I hope - after being kind enough to consider my perspective. Once in a while you see someone stand up straight, and give it right back on these phony news programs as of late. Bless Tim Russert for having the "balls" to ask then presidential candidates John Kerry and George Bush on an episode of "Meet the Press" on CNN, whether or not they were "both" members of the same "Skull and Bones" secret society? Neither one said a word, they both looked very uncomfortable and smirked and then looked at the floor and ignored him, and then they just moved on?

(Pardon me in advance but ;) I have a question - why didn't you answer his fucking question? He tried to open a "big" can of worms on live TV - and we the "dumbed down sheeple" didn't pursue it! Most people didn't even know what he tried to expose! Yet if someone claims society is deliberately "dumbed-down" to be self regulating; they are branded paranoid or nutty!

Let's make a simple "new rule" to being a President; no secrets, and most certainly no elected officials, are to belong to "concealed groups" with self serving agendas, contrary to the public interest. There should have been a riot by dawn! And perhaps greater ramifications for acts of treason! If you ever get a chance to see the clip, you'll see what I mean, it is a bit disturbing, but awkward and funny like a "one legged man" at a "butt kicking contest!" We used to have "witch-hunts" for imaginary "communists" - shouldn't we at least prohibit "secret agendas" for public servants, and maybe even punish them?

The equivalent in science for this brand of humor can be found in the conventional theories; which fail to account for crucial dynamics and forces left unexplained in atoms and biology. Not to mention the Cosmos, the Fabric of Space/Time, Black Holes, Stars, and Planets, and so on. Again; once you get past them "re-explaining" your question, and at best replying with an observation - no "credible" answer results!

On one science show an interviewer asked the scientist why the black hole had "spin" as was observed by the way it consumed a near-by Star. This simple question of why everything is round, and spins like the dickens – gets avoided. The scientist after clearly struggling to provide an answer concluded it was because the "Star" that collapsed to make the "black-hole," was spinning when it collapsed! No possible explanation for the "power-house" of spin dynamics, other than "it was "spinning" before it collapsed! Alright then, let me simplify and re-phrase the question, "why-for is everything spinning like a dizzy ho, ala time den?" Everything except for the odd dead moon (ours) or planet (Mars), spins vigorously, but little "motive" or explanation is provided! "Pulsars, Quasars, Black-Holes, Neutron Stars" all spin at "insane" un-explainable speeds, unless you consider new science.

New science that is not yet fully accepted; gives a small "black-hole" at the "core" of these bodies to explain this - since the "singularity" or "zero-point" is a vortex of spin by these theories! Again: DNA spun from this fabric, atoms and the building blocks of reality all share this seldom discussed property. (At least the "why" of it; is seldom explained.)

Another Ancient Esoteric concept suggests that a "Crystal" forms at the core of the planet, and "resonates or emanates" a frequency to cause gravity and spin dynamics. Under such pressures and temperatures, that an "iron core" may actually form a "crystal" is now considered possible - so maybe they weren't so dumb! The idea follows principles in "Sacred Geometry" that at the point energy "creates" matter - geometry is the primal formation. The idea of a crystal at the core of the Earth can be made to seem "silly" or laughable if not fully examined - when in fact this is very much possible even in "conventional" terms. Those "crazy" ancients and their silly ideas based on crystals and magic; might take a few more years to be accepted as fact! And the fact that we are not there yet, and that it will likely take us some time yet - to me is the very definition of funny! Unless you are one of the scientists, bathed in egg! You missed something obvious that's all; with a skewed perspective and such.

See; it's not all bad, and although a bit "painful" and perhaps with some nasty consequences - a truly twisted individual such as myself, does find some real and biting humor in it. I'm just like that; when my prison guard who keeps "whacking" me with a stick falls down and breaks his bloody neck, I get a real satisfying feeling of justice and fair play, and I might even smile or smirk. I know it's wrong, and I wouldn't inflict it myself - but you have to admit when some "arse-hole" eats shit because of self caused stupidity, the humor is genuine and well deserved!

This is a flaw of our nature due to perspective – and we are all somewhat guilty. I offer proof in that nobody gives you shit; better than yourself! My point though admittedly rude, is that amid the grief, we may have the satisfaction of watching some long deserved "up and commence" get served! We might even learn something – applicable to ourselves.

From another perspective justice is just a part of balance, and unlike many others, I have complete faith in the All, or Creator, to sort it all out. And consider just being a part of it either way - a gift. If surviving is to be punished; then if I am to become my spirit essence to avoid this punishment - I have no problem with that. Maybe when the rich elite holed up in their bunkers come out, their way out of the "Hell" they created - will be sealed. Nobody gets out alive; and yet nobody really dies.

On the other hand I will strive to survive, and if I do; then I can rest easy it is by grand design, for some of us to make sure the same mistakes are not repeated, which would also be a "noble service" and worthy experience. There becomes no real way to lose.

The greatest realization I had was that this really is a "win-win" situation; disguised as a reeking "impossibilium." That is the whole point of life! The journey is the purpose, the beginning and end if it, are not even a possibility for us to affect - just the point of perception at which we journey. And this fact proves the experience is our "reason" for being; and don't you think also strongly suggests that we are all connected or "One" at some level having a shared experience. This is shown to us through NDE, ESP, and endless forms of clairvoyance, channeling, instincts, the 100th monkey, and countless expressions of IT; as little "half-proofs" until you realize it!

Even if every concept of faith is "imagined" or "fabricated" as atheists would argue; then it all sprang from with-in us - which if we think about it, suggests this "same" spiritual inner connection is the cause. If we all keep "making it up" we do so with alarming consistency. So now we have decisions and choices to make along our journey; at great peril. The stage is set for "full blown" proper experience; with serious consequences! It always was.

When we perish as an individual; we are the "accumulated experiences" of our journey on a fixed time-line. Take your fixed time-line away, and all the beginnings and ends; and one "enormous" experience results, without the separations. The days and nights, the repeating seasons, as are the lives and deaths - merely cycles of an over all seamless existence.

The most ancient ideas are the best explanation for this entire cycle one could come up with, and keep both feet on the ground simultaneously! According to these ancient teachings, "God" is at the end of the conscious experience, simply "waiting" for us and the others to catch up. In the beginning there was "nothing" remember? And in the end "all" is revealed, correct? Let me elaborate and explain.

The Big Bang, or Singularity flipping inside out (casting itself everywhere), is the beginning. Then at the other end is the singularity or zero point that initiated it all. The Universe and the expansion into the end zero-point, is the "larger" fractal or journey, just like you on your "smaller" experience. Your birth (or conception!), is your big bang, and your individual end is your zero point (fractals rock!). God is defined by the "entirety" of all the accumulated experience gained from the instant of creation, until the last "mote" in the universe gets absorbed into the final "zero point" of all Creation.

The "Alpha and Omega." Is that not now how God tried to explain it to us? God we are told is all things, everything, "nothing" greater than his sum, and nothing which exists that is not "of him." Maybe I'm not "skillful" enough to explain it properly - but I get it 100% and it fits in "every" conceivable way and aspect, to give a believable hard to deny theory for the limited explanations we usually have to settle for! The notion of Universal Consciousness embodies the facts quite nicely – contrary to what we are led to believe.

"God" lives in the very last house at the end of a very long road, on a "cul-de-sac." Think of it like walking down a really long "carpet" made of time; that is rolling up behind you as you walk along. And when you get to the end; the whole journey is rolled up and preserved in the end!

We are all "God" ourselves; in the tiniest sense. Every living creature and being, that is and has ever existed in the entire span of Creation through to the zero-point or re-assembling, is a fractal of "God" and the "Creation." Every bacteria, blade of grass, all life in essence, and every experience, big/small, good/bad, all rolled up into the "original" point that started it all. Mind boggling, yes! Is it true? I think so; but you decide, I'm not "really" an expert, but "I did stay in a Holliday Inn once!"

Let me clarify! Every emotion and experience and feeling, the things we can't touch or taste, the act of experiencing in order to evolve a whole, is a fractal of the Universal Soul – or God. What's in a name? That is why the need for physicality and experience! "God" is the culmination of "everything" experienced and felt, like love, joy, and even fear, and hate. All of the energies which exist outside of our space/time - working from an end-point or conclusion, from which all the possibilities exist simultaneously, attracting everything.

This even makes sense "scientifically" from what we see. The Universe took a long time to assemble itself, and then a long but lesser time to develop early life forms. These life forms struggled for a long time, but a yet still shorter cycle, dinosaurs then had a subsequently long cycle which was still shorter than the previous cycle. Mammals and Neanderthal then took a turn, again a long cycle still, but again shorter than the previous. Now it is our turn. Without a doubt, the Universe started in chaos, and slowly is "organizing" itself into higher and more complex life forms, in "increasingly" fast cycles!

From the early simple life forms on Earth, we have been on increasingly fast cycles of conscious evolution, awareness, and development, as we approach the point where all life is "returned" with source. I don't care what any "stuffed shirt" tells me; there is no way ancient man could have known what science is "struggling" to accept and understand today, without "some" inside knowledge, we have yet to reconcile with!

That old man that looks like a cross between "ZZ-Top and Santa Clause" on a throne to satisfy my need for an explanation for all this; just doesn't cut it for me anymore! Maybe as a "cave-man" or early man, this could be a depiction for an all knowing benevolent force; but nobody over 8 years old in modern terms - could be honestly be "satisfied" with this rendition. For one thing; the standard versions fall way short of giving this force the appropriate due. Society begs to differ, and proves me wrong on a daily basis however, by "rejecting" alternative views, and going with the "Zeus" figure on the throne!

In the same Bible however which perpetuates this myth, has in it the very definition of God as "Tetragrammaton" the un-utter-able word! And then we have the "our image" as farther proof, that God is "all" of us and everything, waiting for the rest of us to catch up! So I take a small liberty, by asserting that "God" is a force and intention, and not an "old feller" on a throne. This force is the "culmination" of all experiences and things not measurable, except for the effects caused by it. And if we allow ourselves the "gift" of reason to be exercised, so must be "God."

How much credit can we give this force with due consideration? Quite a bit I would imagine; all possible intellect and foresight that is and ever was, at the very least! Einstein's phrase for this was, "God doesn't roll dice." Everything has a purpose even that which we don't understand, and in the "greater" scheme of things, is for a reason. If we are indeed "eternal" without knowing it; then even the destruction of the Earth, would be a small price in the over all universal scope of things! Our choices that we make of our own "free will" would likely have an effect on possible outcomes. If our part of the experiment becomes un-salvageable, an immune system response of sorts would likely result.

I remain optimistic that humanity just has a "flu" or condition which will pass or can be remedied. Things are mighty screwed up in the present, and people like myself who stand in the face of conformity to this madness, are not very popular. It is a bit like "Charlton Heston" in the original "Planet of the Apes" movie, when everything is literally upside down from normal and everything is going "ape-shit" and he is screaming "It's a madhouse!" as they subdue him! The ape guards were un-happy with his comment.

Pointing out "lunacy" always causes a negative response from the hierarchy which is supporting the lunacy! (Big riddle solved!) It doesn't much matter if you are right or not; you are "bucking" the system - it's just not permitted. Enough education though, should correct this; and the whole world is waking up slowly, despite efforts to conceal agendas. These are reasons for optimism also; it is only a matter of time, but how long, is up to us.

No matter how much society denies the lunacy upon which it is founded, eventually the participants smell a rat - and that is what is slowly happening. Most of us are trained to never go down the "rabbit-hole" out of fear we may enter "Never-Never-Land." When this may actually be the only escape from it!

"Hats Off" to you - for being a pioneer and explorer of truth! I know this because you made it this far! We may differ on some things (I believe this is by design), but the point is to realize we are in need of a new unfettered approach – with expanded parameters. Did I mention a larger perspective? I'm sure I did!

Way too many people are afraid of an "immoral majority," to step outside the box and get a better peek! What will those people think of me; doesn't really play into it for me. Can I educate and affect some positive change to even a few people matters a lot more; because if I tell two friends, and they tell two friends, etcetera - then a small group of "I ain't nobody's" can affect a change. Nor be easily identified or stopped from further educating, in the old tradition!

The eventual exposure and downfall of the existing dogmas is in-evitable; so I guess in a way I am "cheating" to profess that people like myself will be "eventually" be proven correct. Given enough time, no doubt a complete revision will occur, the problem is some of us know better now, and see no need to wait so long and "impatience" is setting in!

Be smart, be observant, and be "open minded" most of all. Re-examine all you've previously accepted, and draw "fresh" conclusions, this is of utmost importance. Don't accept "control" over your thinking, or your faith. I may have gotten some of this wrong from some perspectives, but I have little doubt that you will uncover many of the "same" inconsistencies. Draw your own conclusions; and remember - if you follow me or anyone else, you are doing it wrong! Seek for yourself, and share! The Act of Experiencing is an intuitive art form; and why we exist at all. We each must do so for ourselves – in our own fashion – in our own time.

What we will discover is that the separate perspectives of many individuals is a new way forward and not what we are accustomed to; but very promising. I welcome other perspectives as we all should. The idea being that we share the results to trigger further ideas and avenues that benefit everyone. It is so simple; and yet not what is happening!

This scares the "shit" out of the ruling class, whose program spells out as; keep the people dumbed-down and separated, and contain and hoard anything exploitable for secret to maintain leverage, control, power, and profit. What we have here in other words is an "every man for himself situation" and an extremely tilted playing field, in favor of the controlling team! Not very fair! And this is really only possible due to a well designed system to have you believe; "Naw, that's the way it's supposed to be!"

Should you expose or repeat to others this obvious "un-fairness" until you begin to alert the others; you get benched, and if that doesn't do it, you don't even get to play and are kicked out. If you've really pissed them off, you don't even get to be a "water boy" or "janitor" because you may still stir things up. Until you are willing to ignore the obvious dis-advantage, and accept your role as the "dummy team" - there is no place for you. We are to accept the slight gains afforded us graciously with a big fat smile; or we get nothing but the "shit-end" of the stick!

I almost titled the book "Yes Sir, Yes Sir, Three Bags Full!" because of what I uncovered in my search for the soul riddle; but I stuck with my original theme! The reason is - the minor details and conspiracies while troubling; are but a small pain endured - compared with the elation for the discoveries of import I uncovered! They have also been lying to us about how the "Soul" works; and it turns out to be very simple, natural, and beautiful! No big mystery really; just a bunch of crap to sort through to find it, as I suppose it should be, BUT we are supposed to be observant enough, to think and to look!

My mission was just to expose what I found out in my quest, and make people question things, look for themselves, and look at the "bigger picture" over all. The rest falls right into place! Whatever variations result; it will be much easier for all of us to relate to, than what we are stuck with now.

Thank you again for entertaining change and new ways to think; and for enduring my tour and personal journey to understand, the riddle of the soul! Wellness, Truth, and Love for All........and remember the trodden and weak do inherit the earth; we just have to get our shit together!

Attila Vincent – The Mad Hungarian.

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