

Love Letters To My Bride 3

Recent Prophecies From Jesus

To The Bride Of Christ

by

Clare DuBois

&

Ezekiel DuBois

© Copyright 2016 – Clare Du Bois

ISBN-13: 978-1535249447

ISBN-10: 1535249447

This is book 3 of a multipart series of messages that the Lord Jesus Christ Has Provided For Both Believers And Unbelievers. If you are NOT a believer (not a Christian), please know that Jesus has given you these messages so that you can consider His love for you. I know it may sound trite to say that "Jesus loves you" but if you listen to these messages you can get a sense that He – Jesus – greatly, greatly DOES love you and desires that you meet Him and receive Him. Even if you are not used to Jesus voice, know that He does speak to you and you will come to know Him if you simply talk to Him and ask Him to show Himself to you. To reveal Himself to you. He Will.

NOTICE: You are encouraged to distribute copies of this document through any means, electronic or in printed form. You may post this material, in whole or in part, on your website or anywhere else. But we do request that you include this notice so others may know they can copy and distribute as well. This book is available as a free ebook and mp3 at the website:

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© 2016 by Clare Du Bois

ACKNOWLEDGMENT

Special thanks to Jesus for the content of this book. Were it not for Him, there would be nothing of any importance to say.

Thanks to Mike Peralta, his hours of work and for taking the initiative to put the book together, the lovely artwork, book layout and assembling the messages in a coherent fashion.

Thanks to Carol Jennings for her tireless efforts to proof and transcribe the messages and manuscript.

And especially, thanks to my husband, Ezekiel du Bois, whose prayers, intercession and spiritual covering has made all this possible.

ABOUT THESE PROPHECIES

Clare operates in the gift of prophecy. In 1 Corinthians 14:1 it states, "Follow the way of love and eagerly desire gifts of the Spirit, especially prophecy." Now we are living, and supposed to be obeying, God's instructions in the New Testament. Although some believe that spiritual gifts such as prophecies have been done away with, this is man's thinking and not God's. God has not changed His covenant. We are still living in the era of the New Covenant – which is also called the New Testament. Please understand that your first commitment should be to the Lord Jesus Christ and His Word as written in the Bible – especially the New Testament.

As always, all prophecy needs to be tested against the Bible. However, if the prophecy lines up with the Bible, then we are expected to obey it. Currently, God does not use prophecies to introduce new doctrines. They are used to reinforce what God has already given to us in the Bible. God also uses them to give us individual warnings of future events that will affect us: in this case, the Rapture, which is soon to happen.

Just like in the Old Testament, God uses prophets in the New Testament times of which we are currently in. The book of Acts, which is in the New Testament, mentions some of the prophets such as Judas and Silas (Acts 15:32) and Agabus (Acts 21:21) and there were others. The ministry of prophets is also mentioned in New Testament times in 1 Corinthians 12:28 and 14:1,29,32,37 as well as in Ephesians 2:20, 3:5, and 4:11.

Jesus chooses prophets to work for Him on Earth. Among other things, Jesus uses prophecies and prophets to communicate His desires to His children. The Bible itself was written prophetically through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit.

As it says in 1 Thessalonians 5:19-21, "Do not put out the Spirit's fire; do not treat prophecies with contempt. Test everything. Hold on to the good." And the way to test the messages is to compare it's content to what the Bible says.

Although the author (and close friends) have tested these messages to make sure they are in agreement to what the Bible says, you individually must also test these messages, yourself, to the Bible. And, if they are consistent with the Bible, then God expects that you will take them to heart and obey His instructions.

Love Letters To My Bride

Book 1: Messages 1 to 17

Book 2: Messages 18 to 47

Book 3: Messages 48 to 81

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

Messages 1-17 are in the Book: "Love Letters To My Bride" by Clare Dubois

Messages 18-47 are in the Book: "Love Letters To My Bride 2" by Clare Dubois

Messages 48-81 are in this Book: "Love Letters To My Bride 3" by Clare Dubois

48. Obsessive Compusiveness, Forgetfulness of Self

49. Oh How You Comfort My Heart

50. Patience

51. Persevere in Intimacy With the Lord

52. Pray For Mercy More Time Jesus on Prayer

53. Rapture Drills Purifying My Bride

54. Receive From Me My Church

55. Restitution Doubts Moving Forward

56. Restoring our Peace

57. Rope of Grace Teaching

58. Sincerity Word on Our Characters

59. Spirit of the Lord or Spirit of the Pharisee

60. The Maroon Beret Rescue Op

61. They Will Be Left Behind

62. Tipping Point, Evil is on the Rise

63. Trials Final Facets On My Gems Before The Rapture

64. Unconditional Trust In Me

65. Unpardonable Sin, Use What I Have Given You, Aftermath of War

66. We Must Forgive

67. Why Are People Leaving My Church

68. Will You Stand When The World Crumbles

69. Work As If There Were No Tomorrow, Rapture

70. World To Come

71. World Will Mourn

72. What Must Befall This Nation And World

73. Worship Expectations, I Am Removing Stains

74. You Have Rejected My Rule

75. You Too Are Vessels Unto Honor and How to Find Answers

76. You Dont Receive Because You Dont Believe

77. Your Charity Must Exceed Your Knowledge, How to Convert Your Husband

78. Carry The Cross, Dont Judge

79. Honeymoon in Heaven with Jesus

80. I Want Your Whole Heart

81. Discerning The Fruit Of Our Lives, A Good Tree Bears Good Fruit

Message 48

Obsessive-Compulsiveness

AND Forgetfulness of Self

July 24, 2015

The Lord had a sweet message for us tonight and a directive message, as well. I went to bed last night throwing a pout and being upset, because I couldn't have my shiny, new gate. I was mad! I was glad there was a teaching that came from it, but I was really struggling with my flesh and my human emotions.

I cried. Kinda pouted and fell asleep.

Anyway. Tonight when I was with the Lord in worship and I'd gotten over myself, for the most part... I remembered that two or three days ago I was wearing a wine colored dress. And whenever I'm wearing that color, it means there's a sacrifice coming. Tonight, I didn't notice what color I was wearing. I think it might have been that same dress. But He was wearing slacks and a shirt. He danced with me and He was just...well, a few times it was as if I was looking at us from a distance. I caught His expression and it was so vulnerable and so tender! And so happy that I had gotten over myself and that I was there for Him. It was really something to behold – I really can't even describe it. It brings tears to my eyes just to think about it. He was just so happy to have me there and that I so wanted to be with Him.

In the past, I don't think I handled my corrections quite as quickly – but with age comes wisdom...yes!

Tonight He began the message with, "I'm just happy that you're not upset with Me anymore."

Oh, Lord how ignorant to be upset with You. How foolish!

"But you were."

Yes, Lord, I was.

"But, you know it was for your best?"

Yes, I know I have been very foolish. Lord, I woke up with this Scripture on my mind:

I Cor. 7:28-32 I think that in view of the present distress it is good for a person to remain as he is...those who marry will have worldly troubles, and I would spare you that. This is what I mean, brothers: the appointed time has grown very short. From now on, let those who have wives live as though they had none, and those who mourn as though they were not mourning, and those who rejoice as though they were not rejoicing, and those who buy as though they had no goods, and those who deal with the world as though they had no dealings with it. For the present form of this world is passing away. I want you to be free from anxieties.

Wow. That sums it up...

"You know why, don't you?"

Oh Lord, if I look at this passage and when it was written, I will get extremely depressed. ('Cause back then, first century, you know the passage of time and that time was short. It's been two thousand years since then! And I thought, ooohhhh, I don't want to think about that!)

"So, look at it as if it were just written, because I have just quickened it to you. It's not so much getting something you need, it's more about getting all tangled up in the world..."

Do you not know that no soldier gets entangled in civilian pursuits, since his aim is to please the one who enlisted him? 2 Tim. 2.

"I would have you free from the cares of this world, My Little Martha. Remember how hard we have worked to see your Mary nature overtake your Martha tendencies? Do you want to throw all that hard work away?"

Of course not, Lord.

"Well, the devils are slippery, Clare. They tell you, 'You can do this, you can get involved...you're not drifting. As soon as you're done, you can shut the door on this.' Don't you know that's a lie? They had plenty planned for you, way beyond what you can even see or imagine right now. Give an inch and they take a mile. It is so tricky, literally. You begin to feel confident and that's when you begin to slide. With your nature, when you're doing any kind of project in the world, it is like I am watching you negotiate a minefield. And at some point, when you begin to get too close, I have to stop you. This is your agreement with Me. This is what you want Me to do, so I do have your permission after all."

You know, guys – I have to say that, yep, that's true. I remember times that I'd get started on a project around here, and by the third day I'd say, 'Oh, I'll be done with this by the end of the week. I'll get back to serious prayer – prayer for the larger portion of the day, and study.' A week would come and go. Two weeks would come and go. Four weeks would come and go. EIGHT weeks would come and go – and I mean, I was HOOKED! I was OFF on a tangent and you were not getting me back! And I would long for the Lord, and say 'This isn't right, I need to stop.' But I couldn't stop! I was caught in some kind of a whirlwind, a vortex of some kind, and I couldn't get out of it.

Finally, after enough time elapsed, the Lord would come and rescue me. I'd collapse in tears, and say, 'This isn't what I wanted, Lord! This is not what I wanted, I'm so sorry. Thank you for rescuing me!'

So, continuing, after He talked about our agreement: Oh Lord, couldn't You have stopped me after the shiny new gate was up?

"And miss you throwing a fit? Not in this world! I love to see you sacrifice and overcome yourself for Me."

That's mean.

"You won't be thinking that way when you get to Heaven. You'll be thanking Me."

Well, You're always right, so I have to take Your word for it. But still...

"You love Me very much, Clare. And I love it when you prove your love by obedience."

OK. (sigh)

He began speaking to all of us then.

"My Precious Brides, this is what it boils down to. If you love Me, REALLY love Me, you will deny yourself, pick up your cross and follow Me. In short, you will obey Me, even My every, little wish. And I wish for nothing but your good and the salvation of souls. When I correct you, it is a pruning. I am cutting back the dead wood to increase the yield of grapes. As I said, it is for your good and for the good of souls for Heaven.

"Although at the time it isn't pleasant, still it will bring forth an abundance of sweet fruit. You prove your love for Me through your obedience and faithfulness to Me. I see what is around the next bend; you do not. I am ahead of you and fully aware of Satan's next move with you. I prepare and protect you, even though at times it is unpleasant. What joy it brings Me to see you bend your will to Mine. There is nothing quite like it in Heaven or on Earth: a soul who has free will, free agency to do whatever they please, but they are only pleased with what pleases Me.

"Can you imagine how much joy that brings Me? No, you can't. You cannot see a world full of ungrateful souls running to their ruin and busy taking all around them into perdition. To see a soul that stands against the flesh and says, 'No, I choose not to do this - for my God.' Oh, it is so heartening for Me, so encouraging, so full of the splendor of holiness. This is what I need from all of you, My Brides.

"Just like there are layers of sin, there are layers of sacrifice. The more you lose, the more you gain. Oh, if only you could see what you gain from these insignificant sacrifices. But can you trust Me? It is a heavy weight of Glory that descends on such a soul. His or her dreams become My dreams. Her agenda becomes My agenda. My resources become her resources and no good thing do I withhold from those called by My Name who are living the life of faithfulness to My sovereign will.

"It is so contrary to the world. It is Heaven among us. Oh, the splendor and the glory of a soul that will live for Me alone. How much I can do through such a one as this. When I pour My life into you, it is meant to go out to others who are hurting in this world. But if you appropriate it for selfish means, it frustrates My plan and it's as if you buried the talent and kept it from being fruitful.

"When I see that you are willing to use My graces as I meant them to be used, I continue to pour more through you until you become a living fountain of the manifestation of My Love for mankind. Oh, what a storehouse of treasures are laid up for those who love Me to the exclusion of themselves! If only you could see, you would never again appropriate My grace for selfish ends. And time? Yes, time is one of My graces to you. Once spent, it can never be regained. As you become more and more accountable to Me, in your heart, you will feel the pressure of time more keenly and be very careful not to waste it on your own pleasures.

"Of course there are times of refreshing, like the pizza I allowed Clare to have last night. There are times when I long to see you happy and satisfied with the gifts I give you. But for the most part, the work of bringing salvation to souls is so pressing, so important and timely, that I prefer that you manifest forgetfulness of self. To this end I give you many graces and instructions in your conscience. I long for you to recognize and put them into practice. I know there are certain things you don't want to give up today, but tomorrow comes with new graces, and as you fall more deeply in love with Me, those things have no more power over you. You have broken away from the man of flesh. Those who belong to Me have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.

"You know, there are those in this world who are walking two feet off the ground, (figuratively speaking) completely detached from their fleshly nature. You wouldn't know them unless you studied their lives. They will always be found doing My will. The will of another they will refuse to do. They consider the time in their lives as not belonging to themselves and therefore avoid those things the carnal man values so highly.

"I am working with you. I am bringing you to this place. Don't be discouraged by your failures. If you handle them correctly, they will only be stepping stones to the victory I have for you. Don't beat yourself when you fall. Get up, dust off the world and begin again in My grace.

"Beating yourself is counter-productive. Being resolute is a necessity. But remember in all things: charity first. If your fasting ends in quarreling and strife, and in striking each other with wicked fists, that is not the fast I have in mind. Rather, 'loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke. Set the oppressed free and break every yoke. Share your food with the hungry and provide the poor wanderer with shelter—when you see the naked, clothe them, and do not turn away from your own flesh and blood. (taken from Isaiah 58)

"These are the things that form a man in holiness. When done with a pure motive and from the heart, using the life I've given as I would use it, you become My hands and My feet, taking on My appearance and loving others as you love yourself.

"So, go forth, My Bride, and be a blessing to all, confident you are living in forgetfulness of self. This grace is here for you - now, appropriate it! Live it! Blessed is that servant I find doing My will when I return. You know not the hour, so live this way. Hour by hour, day by day...for I am coming at an hour you do not expect. And I long to shower My rewards upon you."

MESSAGE 49

Oh How You Comfort My Heart!

May 2, 2015

Good Morning, Family!

Tonight, as I came into worship playing "Jesus, Holy Jesus", by Terry MacAlmon, I beheld the Lord in the crown of thorns, suffering. I know that one of our listeners, Angel Wings, has been in the hospital - she had a rather extensive and painful surgery and we've been praying for her; we're very concerned for her. So, she's had a rough surgery.

I was lifting up to the Lord, along with all of your requests, lifting you up and placing you into His heart for resolutions and answers. But He was suffering, He was really suffering and I'm not sure if it was Angel Wings or just things in the world. You know, just things in the world or what all of the different things that were on His heart. But He was definitely wearing the Crown of Thorns and suffering.

Usually to me, the Crown of Thorns means scorn and contempt - I call it the Crown of Scorns. But it can be other things, too. He even had tears running down His cheeks.

But in spite of that, I let the song just run over and over again, and we were slow dancing, just kind of swaying gently back and forth to the music. I drifted off into a sweet reverie with the Lord; my forehead was nuzzled under His beard. Every once and a while, I'd draw back and our eyes would meet and He was becoming peaceful and calm. As the song repeated itself, I began to see that His suffering was alleviated and the pain surrounding His Head was beginning to dissipate and I even spotted a twinkle of joy in His eyes.

I told Ezekiel what was going on and he said, "I don't think we know how much the Lord suffers with us, how many times He cries with us." And right after he said that, the Lord began to speak to me.

He began: "Never underestimate the power behind consoling your God. Do you know the heartbreaks I must suffer everyday? And when I come into the throne room of your heart and find you waiting there for Me, just longing to be with Me - oh, you cannot imagine how you brighten My Heart.

"My Brides, just because you are not yet perfected on this Earth does not mean I can't receive consolation from you. Your tender affection to Me soothes the burning of My Heart for souls that are suffering sheer torture, and for souls that have totally turned their backs on Me. Both extremes I encounter day by day. Both extremes rend My sensitive heart.

"And when I come home to My waiting Bride, who has nothing but comfort for Me, slowly but surely the pains of the day begin to disappear and I find My joy in Her arms. Clare is right: I long for My Bride to come to Me with nothing on her agenda but to hear Me speak and be in My presence; to worship Me and sit quietly beside Me. The refreshing waters of her heart are like a flowing brook surrounded by gardens, gently perfuming the air with rivulets of water singing out to Me. Her praises and love thoughts dance in the air around Me, the sweet aroma of praise.

"And there we sit together beside gentle waters, washing away the frets of the day from one another's lives. She soothes Me, and I reciprocate by soothing her. Her countenance comforts Me and Mine comforts her. Together we drift in this stress-free zone, heavily laden with the aroma of love.

"Oh, how I wish for My Brides to enter this place, this comfort zone; this garden of gentle delights where all the business and ugliness of the day is left far behind and a gentle caress of My cheek says more than even a symphony could express.

"I am deeply touched, My Brides, by your devotion to Me, your desire for Me and your exclusion of the world and all its allurements. In a world so taken up with the doings of men, you are a rare garden on an exotic planet, somewhere yet untouched by man.

"This is what I longed for and sought after with Adam and Eve. But alas, the Spoiler of everything good found an inroad to corrupt them. But in eternity, there will no longer be any vestige of evil, and I will have before Me My victorious creation; those who chose Me above all else, even life itself.

"Please, My sons and My daughters. Do not hesitate to come into My presence this way. Offer Me your heart as My resting place. Offer Me the tender gaze of concern that I might forget the callous indifference of men. Give Me a place of repose that all My Creation should have afforded Me. Bring Me into the garden of your hearts and tend to My wounds. Never will you know the power of your love to heal My aching Heart, until you are able to see what I must see on Earth. Then you will understand the immense difference you made with your widow's mite.

"Until then, please remember to come into My presence with worship and the consoling fragrance of your heart. You are Mine and I am Yours. And that is forever.

"I bless you now with eyes to see the difference you made in My world."

Message 50

Patience

August 17, 2015

The Lord is truly with us, Heartdwellers! I had a chance to get a lot of rest today, so I'm all nice and refreshed and catching up and recording. And, if I didn't get to all your emails, I'm sorry. But it's either one or the other for me, so here I am.

Today in worship, I felt very much the Goodness of the Lord – how patient He's been with me, how good He's been to me.

Oh, Lord, You have been so good to me, I don't know what to say. You have brought me into the work I've always wanted to do, ever since You revealed Yourself to me. Thank you will never say enough.

"But your obedience does."

# Even that I owe to You, Lord.

"Yes, it is true. Even that you owe to Me. And words will never express how much you mean to Me, Clare. Yes, but My passion does - I know that's what you're saying in your heart."

# And it was. When He was saying that, I was thinking that His passion has revealed how much He loves me.

Your patience with me, Lord... unbelievable. Your patience and mercy are absolutely stunning, and beyond anything I can say. Most would never believe it, that anyone could be so patient and merciful, let alone God Almighty.

"Well, that's part of your job, that you're talking about now. So that all can see just how compassionate and patient I have been with you. Oh, and even beyond that. What I suffered before you finally said 'yes' to Me. What I suffered seeing you flailing around from sin to sin, dark alley to dark alley, knowing you would never find Me there. I had to swoop down and take you to Myself."

# Yes, You certainly did do that!

"Well, Patience is what I want to talk about tonight. All of you have so much to learn about patience. Very rarely are things transformed overnight, unless they've been building to that end for a very long time. Such as the Rapture and your conversion, Clare. It happened suddenly, but you waited a very long time... what, twelve years?"

# Yes, I think so.

"And, those twelve years, though they were dark and hopeless, served a very important purpose in the scheme of things. They served to temper you and reveal the depths of despair and emptiness of the world and all its answers...even its accumulated answers in the philosophy and various religions of man. Still, they were all without the final " buck stops here" answers.

"So, now as you wait, My Brides, your patience is proving you and glorifying you, refined as gold seven times tried in the fires. Your charity and willingness to wait yet a while longer while I accomplish My ends proves your love for Me. But I have spoken enough about that.

"What means most to Me, here, is your patient endurance. For you have need of patience, that, after you have done My Will, you might receive the Promise. For yet a little while, and I will come. I will not tarry.

"No, My Beloved Ones, I will not tarry. And every opportunity that you had to do good on the Earth will end. Every sacrifice will be totaled; every record kept will be finalized. And thus your reward will be safe with Me.

"But what if you have not labored? What if you have not sacrificed, but played and wasted time on your own pleasures. What then will you have to show for your lifetime on Earth? What if you have lived for yourself and your own family?

"Do you consider this each day? Do you keep a tally? No, perhaps not... but I do. I miss nothing. All gets written in the Great Book. I don't even miss the disposition of your heart."

# (uh oh... My disposition is not always that good. Thank the Lord He is working with me!)

"I make note of your willingness to endure to the end of a task set before you. When all seems dull, lifeless and boring to your taste, but others are greatly edified... yes, I keep track of that. When you deny yourself or go out of your way for others? Yes, oh yes... I notice that.

"When you quell a harsh word and refuse to give vent to your anger – this, too, is written down. When you chastise and correct your own heart attitude, repenting for your lack of patience and charity? Yes, I recognize and record this as well.

"Do you realize I spend the whole day writing about you in My Book? Consider what is on those pages. Are they things you will be proud of when the ledger is opened and they are read aloud?

"Make every minute of your life count, My Bride. Do not spare the rod on yourself, but pull your unrighteousness and flesh down to the dust. Chastise yourself and I will not have to correct you. I love what you say, Clare. Tell them, please."

# I would rather be beaten by a drunken rascal than chastised by the Lord. He always gets me right where I live...that place that is the most tender!

"Yes. That's the point, isn't it? Where you live. Are you living in charity and forgiveness, or rancor and bitterness? Do you willingly seek to make amends for bad behavior? Or, do you pretend it didn't do any damage and just keep on walking?

"Do you consider the suffering you inflict on your brother by your words and attitudes - or do you ignore it? All of these things are important to Me, My Love. I need you to spread love and forgiveness wherever you go. When you hurt others, I need you to make amends. This is important to Me and I do write these things down."

# But, what about sins that we confess, Lord? Do You keep a record of those, the ones we truly repent of?

"If you confess your sins, did I not promise, "I (He is) am faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." I John 1:9

# Yes, I know that to be true, but what about the record?

Come now, and let us reason together: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. Isaiah 1:18

"I remove them, Clare, never to be brought up again, unless there is a specific reason for edification. Why would I want to keep dirty diapers lying around? Hmmm?"

# Good point.

# "What I am trying to do here is stir you up, My Love. You are in need - badly in need, I might add - of patience. You wear yourself out with your impatience with others; it drains you. Your impatience in My coming, your impatience with yourselves. Yes, I am speaking to you all, My Breathtaking Beauties! You are all guilty of impatience: with your brother, with yourself, with Me. Impatience accomplishes nothing. It makes you restless. You go about looking for other consolations, other distractions, anything to fill the void left by your impatience.

"Curiosity and impatience are one of the biggest hooks in the enemy's tackle box. They are the perfect bait to draw you off course, even if only by one degree. That variance works on your mind and your confidence is eroded. Consider your curiosity with the timing of the Rapture and all the experts who have painstakingly researched and reasoned an argument into perfect sense. Yet, it is still the babbling of man! It still does not approach the Perfection and Mystery of your God.

"Yes, I love to do things in seasons. But I also love surprises! I like to be trusted – but I don't like to be pigeonholed. I like to give you clues like the rungs on a ladder, but I hate being confined in a plywood box. Of late, you have invested so much time in satisfying your curiosity, that had you invested it instead in feeding the homeless, your halo would be glowing and not a dull grey.

"Don't get Me wrong. I love the way you watch for Me. But wasting time endlessly chasing what I told you could never be predicted? Well, that does not look so good when written down and tallied."

Lord, are you saying the same thing to us all over again, but in a different way?

"I love to talk with you, My Bride. And Clare, some things truly bear repeating."

Thank you for making the crickets louder. I love to listen to their song at night.

"They are worshipping Me. Yes, they respond to temperature, but they have that little God-spark that returns praise to their Creator. I adore them, they are so very little in the scheme of things, but have made such an enormous impact on the senses of men precisely because they do praise Me. Yet... you know it not.

"Yes, I love to talk with you, Clare. I love to talk with all of you! Pray that your tuners will get adjusted to My frequency. May I say, there is not one who is listening to this video, right now, who I have not spoken to.

"That's right. I am telling you, every one of you has heard Me in your heart. Every single one. You just didn't recognize My voice. You think Clare is some kind of privileged character? Well, she is not. I have visited every one of you. You just didn't assign that thought to Me. That's what I mean about tuning.

"Oh, if only I could get you to understand one thing: it is My Will that ALL of you hear Me. That is My perfect will, and the sooner you receive that word in faith, the sooner you will be able to hear Me.

"Back to patience. Truly, I have written everything necessary about patience in My Book. Consider the farmers who patiently wait for the rains in the fall and in the spring. They eagerly look for the valuable harvest to ripen. You, too, must be patient. Take courage, for My coming is near.

"In this moment, you have only to ask of Me for more patience and I will give it to you. Yes, the Harvest is ripening. Yes, the storehouse is being filled. And if you wait until the very last kernel is taken into the barn, you will be greatly rewarded with stamina and strength. You will not have wasted your energy on frustration and fretting. Rather, you will be busy doing your part in the harvest, kernel by kernel. Even if your part is only sacrifice, prayer, and suffering, that is fueling much of the ripening of the fruit. You are presenting an example of endurance to your brothers and sisters. Your virtue shall not be overlooked or go unrewarded. To each as you have sown shall I give to you your share of the Glory that shall come to reside within you and shine brightly to all around. Yes, you shall be glorified, both in body and soul.

"Well, enough for now, My Beloveds. Tend to your patient endurance. Cultivate an attitude of resting without frustration and waiting without results. Trust Me, I have all that concerns you carefully stored away and protected until the Day you return to Me."

Message 51

Persevere In Intimacy With Me

March 23, 2015

Well I'm back, Youtube family, with another message. It's Monday, the 23rd of March. I got a very sweet message from the Lord for all of you. He began immediately tonight, after we had had some worship time together.

"I know that many of you are deeply troubled for your loved ones. The loved ones who have turned away from Me, that is obvious. And the less obvious: those who have grown cold and lukewarm, running from Me, filling their time with emptiness to avoid coming to terms with where they are at with Me. Many of you are married to those in that state.

"Do not trouble yourselves anymore on their behalf. I have a plan for them. It will begin after the Rapture. And in the end, when you meet again, you will not even recognize them, so on fire for Me shall they be. This is My promise to you; release them into My care, bless them and move on. These shall be perfected in the furnace of affliction. I will present them to you without spot, wrinkle or blemish on that day when the whole world will rejoice in My reign.

"So, My Beloved Brides, take a deep breath, and rest.

"As to the false report raised about your president, this was done by evil men bent on destruction. I had called you into prayer during that time for a very specific reason. Much was transpiring behind the scenes and literally you were truly on the brink. Your prayers as well as other obedient intercessors helped to turn the tide. While this may have looked like a victory for the enemy in misleading you, I allowed it as a wakeup call. And behind the scenes were mysterious circumstances that could have easily gotten out of hand.

"You have experienced miscommunication in your marriage that led to serious divisions - divisions not grounded in reality, but grounded in misunderstanding... 'misleading signals', so to speak. The very same dynamic can exist in war games and the military as well. As you sensed in the spirit, that was a very serious night."

But Lord, I thought all this was preplanned by those in power behind the scenes?

"True, but one wild hare can tilt the scales before their time. Trust Me, Tuesday night was critical."

OK.

"Never mind who or what was responsible for this, just know that as things escalate, evil forces are behind what will soon overtake your world. Nonetheless, you are not to be subject to them. Do not be afraid. Even as things wane and increase, I am in complete control. Don't you see? This must come to pass, so just be ready from moment to moment, day to day. I am very pleased with the souls who have visited this channel and taken it to heart. I am very pleased that many of you have turned your hearts more and more away from the world."

And just as an aside, He had told me that when we were worshipping, that He was very happy with certain souls who had really responded to His messages.

"Please persevere in your dance with Me. Don't give up so easily. It wounds Me when My Bride does not take Me at My Word. If you have discerned that it truly is My Word, don't give up! I will come to you, I will dance with you, all of this is in My plan. Together in My arms we will be strong and nothing will frighten you.

"As for My words to Clare about fear, why do you doubt? Am I without feelings for My Creatures? Am I indifferent to what lies ahead? Do I not love you deeply, so deeply that not one sparrow falls to the ground without My grief? And yet, I rejoice to pick it up and tuck it into My Bosom where Heaven truly dwells, and all Creation rejoices? So, know and understand that I dread the day misfortune will fall upon you, yet I will not let you despair. I will lift you up to My bosom where you will find eternal joy.

"And Clare, I want YOU to be confident. Stand firm, My Love, all that I have prophesied through you is about to come to pass. Pay no attention to nay-sayers. No, I say, they will have their reward. Rather concentrate on these little ones I have sent you. I love to see them dancing with Me. I will bless them, they will grow in intimacy, just as you have prayed and always desired from the beginning."

At this point I kinda sensed a break in our conversation and I said, "When Lord, when?" The question we're all asking, right?

"Very soon, Clare, very soon."

Oh, You know how I feel about that word, "soon!"

"And you know how I feel about you asking when! Hmm?"

(Deep sigh, let down.)

"Chin up, the word means the same to you as it does to Me."

Ah, but in the face of eternity....

"It still means 'soon.'"

I see I've gotten nowhere with You, Lord.

"On the contrary, you have made Me very, very happy, because now there are Brides who truly believe and want to dance with Me. I was beginning to feel like a wallflower." He made a sad face, and I laughed.

Oh, that's too funny.

"Yes, but it is true! The music plays, I sway - but My Bride...runs away!"

Oh, no. You are making rhymes.

"That's right, and some will not forget those words and press in. OK?"

Makes sense to me, Lord.

"Good, now we are agreed: no longer will I be a wallflower."

And that's the end of the message. I thought that was very sweet. He is very sensitive, very sensitive to rejection, believe it or not. And I think He just really wants you to be encouraged to press in and dance with Him.

The Lord bless you, Family. Thank you for all your responses and prayers.

Message 52

Pray For Mercy & More Time, Jesus on Prayer

# August 9, 2015

# The Lord is with us, Heartdwellers.

# The night began tonight with hours of worship and keeping Jesus company. At one point, we were in a jungle in Heaven – a place where He put a double hammock up so we could rest together, listen to the birds and the breeze high up in the trees. We'd been there many times before. He was lying down, and I was sitting beside Him weaving flowers into the mesh of the hammock around Him, stroking His hair and brow with a red-tailed hawk feather I cherish because it was an extraordinary gift.

I could tell He was troubled, but keeping it to Himself. So, I just continued to comfort Him. And, after a few hours of this, I stopped to listen for a message... but He said nothing. After another long while, I listened. Still nothing.

Now, I had worked very hard to get my schedule to the point that I could get up by 12:00 in the afternoon and still take care of the day's work and its demands. And, I could tell... that wasn't gonna happen tonight. I was not gonna get to bed anytime early tonight. Certainly not by 2:00, more like about 6:00 – and here it is now, 6:30 and I'm just starting my message. So, I began to get disturbed and impatient. And I didn't know why He wasn't giving me a message, except that I could tell that He was, obviously, deep in thought about something, and very pre-occupied.

So, I started writing to Him, 'Lord, I don't understand why you are doing this? But I don't need to understand. I'm sorry for getting angry. I guess I want to control my schedule so that I can have my daylight hours. And You are doing something different. I feel so ashamed for being angry with You. I see more and more pride! When will it ever end? I'm really sorry!'

He didn't say anything to me; He was still quiet. I just typed those words down and I got so tired I had to take a nap. I came back at 5:00 – and He began. Actually, I started out when I came back by saying, 'Lord, please speak to me? PLEASE??' I was pleading with Him

And finally He began: "We're moving ahead." And, there was a long silence – and I knew right away that He was talking about the events in the world culminating.

So I answered Him, 'Oh, that's why You're so sad and needing consolation.'

"Yes."

"I thought perhaps we could put it off a bit longer, but it's not looking good. Too many things are converging and there comes a point, Clare, where time given is exploited by evil and outweighs the good. It's a turning point."

# Oh, Lord, we've all been waiting so long...could it be that it really will happen now?

"It's looking that way, more and more. I need your prayers, Clare. I don't want to do this now - I want more time, more grace, more mercy. Believe it or not there could be a swing the other way towards goodness, if more would pray. Then, the good that is done would outweigh the bad. But for this I need more prayers and more dedicated prayer time. And yes, to answer your question, the Divine Mercy Chaplet could help to turn the tide.

# What He was taking about there, I was thinking to myself, 'Oh, the Chaplet. To pray for the sake of His sorrowful passion. Have mercy on us and on the whole world.' And that this would be the time to be praying that chaplet.

Then, He began to speak to all of us: "My Brides, I don't care what your background is, there is no excuse for not praying this prayer. Do you really want to know what I meant by saying long prayers, repetitive prayers and babbling to impress people? You complain about long prayers, but do you know that My disciples and I prayed the Psalms regularly and repeatedly? Psalm 91 was a favorite, over and over again. Yet this prayer I gave that poor Polish woman is criticized for being long and repetitive?

"For the sake of My sorrowful passion....have Mercy on us and on the whole world."

"Is it too much for Me to ask of you, My Bride, to meditate on My Passion for the twenty minutes it takes to say the chaplet? Is it boring to you? I am sorry. It should never be boring to you."

# Lord, it is boring sometimes. Why is that?

"Is it boring to think about how you are going to make improvements around the house and the yard? You give your mind to that day after day for at least twenty minutes if I could count all the minutes together. The answer is simple: your carnal nature is stronger than your spiritual nature. You derive more pleasure from thinking creative thoughts than entering into My Passion with Me.

"Clare, I will not condemn you here, Beloved. Ask of Me and I will impart to you this very special gift. I would love to see you at the foot of My Cross more. Oh, I would derive great comfort from that."

# OK, Lord. I am asking. May I have that gift, too? On top of all the others You've been so generous to give?

"Consider it done. There is a certain sweetness I share with My Bride when she enters that space with Me. It is sweeter by far than any of the other gifts. You will never feel the profound joy and sorrow any other way than by entering into the suffering of My Passion. You have been there before, Clare, don't tell Me you haven't."

# Yes, Lord, I have - but it was not easy.

"It also brought you deeper in compassion, in understanding and the ability to carry your own cross. You tasted the sweetness of the depth of My Love for you and all mankind, that I would willingly lay down My Godhead and allow Myself to be done away with by My very own creatures. There is a bitterness there that is intensely sweet and all who partake of that are strengthened in resolve, in goodwill, and inspired to live more and more for Me. I am not saying it is easy. It certainly requires a strong resolve since it is not an easy thing to meditate upon.

"When I say 'don't pray as the pagans do and don't stand on the street corners saying long prayers', I am talking about display.

"All of you have been there...in a group, multiplying your prayers to sound good and caring in the presence of others, as well as going on and on asking for worldly gifts. When, in fact, the prayer I taught you is to be an example of what to ask for.

# Matt 6:7-9 And when you are praying, do not use meaningless repetition as the Gentiles do, for they suppose that they will be heard for their many words. So do not be like them; for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him. Pray, then, in this way: 'Our Father who is in heaven, Hallowed be Your name....'

Mark 12:38 Watch out for the teachers of the law. They like to walk around in flowing robes and be greeted with respect in the marketplaces...

"I repeated plenty of long prayers, the Psalms were forever on My lips. I do not remember a time when I was not praying one part or another from the Psalms and the prophets. I was fond of repeating particular lines that brought comfort to My Father.

"The Divine Mercy Chaplet was given to extend grace and mercy at a critical time in history, WWII. Many, many, many who were dying came to Me at the very last moment of their lives because of this prayer. And to this day it is divinely relevant.

"So, swallow your pride, rend your garments and beg for mercy. You cannot imagine the holocaust that you are on the verge of. There is not one person in this country that will not be desperately affected by the coming events. You cannot imagine it now because you have lived in peace for so long. But if for no other reason than to save your relatives, I have great need of your prayers, My Dear little family. Great need.

"Whenever My Spirit moves upon your hearts, pray from the heart in the way you're inspired. I only brought up the Chaplet's virtue because some have slandered it. I wanted you to understand what the Scriptures say and don't say about prayer, not what men twist to fit their own particular doctrine to put others down with. Over and over again in the Scriptures, I have said things that could be twisted and rationalized, made into a doctrine by those who do not think beyond the lines of print on the page.

"Your prayers are powerful. They do not bounce off the ceiling, as the enemy would have you believe. No, every single prayer is presented in Heaven as a sweet smelling sacrifice, every single prayer. The enemy will discourage you from prayer if you let him, in the same way he discourages you about yourself. They spend all their time running around lying. If they are not permitted to do physical harm, they will at the very least convince gullible souls that their prayers are a waste of time. Do not allow yourselves to be victimized by such as these."

# Lord, I often feel this way.

"Yes, I know. Part of it is Sloth; the other is a lie you've allowed into your thinking. You will have to do much violence to overcome this treachery that has affected all My saints. Day and night, twenty-four hours, My Father in Heaven is answering prayers. Many are jaded in their thinking about prayer. They presume that because they have not fasted or done great works that their prayers will not be heard. May I say, the obedient soul gets their prayers answered? There is no higher disposition of heart, next to mercy and charity, than obedience. Obedience does violence to pride and fosters humility. And the obedient soul, who has shifted all their confidence off their flesh and onto My Loving Providence, will get their prayers answered more than those who pray and declare their faith one moment and shift into unbelief the next because they didn't fast."

# Oh, Lord you have exposed My error in thinking!

"Yes, truly, it is confidence in the flesh that threatens your faith. It's not about you, it's about My Mercy. And your faith is so pleasing to Me, I can hardly resist. That is the truth. Great faith in Me, and Me alone, is rare. And when I find it, I reward it plenteously."

# So, Lord, when I cast my cares for this little family onto You, because I know I cannot do anything for them, am I praying in faith that You will do it all?

"Well said. When I see that you recognize your insufficiency, your utter powerlessness in the face of so many needs and requests, My heart is moved on behalf of your prayer. And yes, I visit them with My Grace, because you have nothing to give and you are so totally reliant on Me that I cannot bear the idea of letting you or them down.

"You are a mere human...and you know how you never want to disappoint anyone, and will go way out of your way to justify their confidence in you. How much more so will Your Father in Heaven do, in honor of His Name?

"Be at Peace now, My Brides. All I am asking of you is prayer and faith in Me, that I will answer by withholding the wrath that is to come. It is not My Heart that My Bride should depart yet. It is not My Heart.

"Some of you will truly take this message to heart and with your whole being respond to Me. And to you I say, 'You have captured My heart, My sister, My Bride. You have captured My heart with one glance of your eyes, with one jewel of your necklace.' "

Message 53

Rapture Drills Are Purifying My Brides

May 16, 2015

The Lord be with you and be with us, and bless us with patient endurance as we receive His Words of encouragement today.

I don't know about you, guys, but I'm always feeling let down when the Lord asks us to prepare our hearts for our wedding day, or allows me to see Him in an apron in preparation for the wedding feast. Or, when a Blood moon or a feast day comes and goes and still, no Rapture. It's really hard dealing with another delay in His coming. But our ways are not His ways. And I'm just so happy He's sympathetic with our sense of let down, because He made it clear in this message. There's a reason why we feel this keen sense of anticipation. "The Rapture is gonna happen, it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen!" And then nothing happens...

And it's not that we're all delusional, so you can put that one away. He actually is inspiring us, during those times, to look forward to the Rapture in present tense and not the far-off future. And He has a REALLY good reason for it, so I'm gonna go ahead.

And, when I first started giving Youtube messages, last year in September, He was quick to tell me that the Bride was not ready and He was delaying world events in order to give her more time. I got a lot of flak for that, but I have to say what I'm told and not what people want to hear.

And the Blood moons and the feast days came and they went, no Rapture. And I had a peace about it, because the first thing that I was told was that she wasn't ready and He was delaying it.

So, here we are, eight months later... and we're still waiting. Tonight's message really flushed out His reasoning for that.

So, here we go.

He began, "I've been waiting for you to come to Me, My Love. I know how very traumatic this is for both of you and others who are waiting so earnestly. I'm sorry to disappoint you all, time and time again, but the Bride is not ready, Clare. She's just not ready. Nonetheless, we are on the edge of her readiness. Things are moving forward in the hearts of My Doves. It is dawning on them that there's a much deeper level in their relationship with Me and this is good.

"It won't be long now, but I don't want you and others so crestfallen and disappointed. Rather, I want you to bear up under trial, stand fast and continue in well-doing. Clare, if I were to rapture My Bride, right now, in this hour.... many who I wanted to take would not be ready. So many who have labored for Me are still missing it.

"There's a level I want My Bride at. A level of detachment, a level of abandonment, a level of purity that she hasn't recognized yet. Much has to transpire to get her attention set on the goal and that is the reason for these repeated trials and drills.

"Your channel is just a minuscule sampling of the ones who seek Me and long for Me - and yet are not quite ready. Hour after hour, We are working in the lives of our Beloved Ones in hopes that they will pull more and more away from the World. Is it too much of a price to pay for souls to be delayed? To bear up under another day of suffering, another course of trials? Is it too much for Me to ask of My Bride to shoulder these crosses, that I might fill the wedding chamber with those I have called who are ready?

"If you Love Me, truly Love Me, you'll desire with all your heart what I desire. And you can feel it in the sighs and plaintive cries of those who call out for help. That they just want to get there, to that place of depth with Me and abandonment from the World, just as you once longed to be there, also. Had I come then, while you were still yet struggling to uncover and overcome your flesh... Well, had I come then - you, too, would have been left behind.

"So, can you not bear up under just a little more preparation to gather in those who are oh-so close?"

And then I said, "Lord, I don't really understand altogether, must we truly be without spot, wrinkle or blemish, as Your Word says, to the letter?"

"Clare, you have said it yourself so many times - how is it that it escapes you now? You do not have to be perfect, but the will and intention to be perfect, with at least some fruit really does need to be in place. Consistent effort, consistent amendment. And remember: I'm doing the doing in the soul. It is merely her effort and cooperation I'm calling for. Far too many are still sliding around and compromising.

"Compromise must be done away with. I need pure, devoted intention, and the fruit that produces. This is costly, but by paying the cost, I see that she's sincere and I will reward that."

Lord, can you give us some examples, please?

And the Lord Jesus answered: "There are those who are living together and have no intention of getting married. This is sin. There are those who are heavily indebted to the world and continue to live an indebted lifestyle to impress their peers. There are those who know they are using worldly means to prosper their church. They feel it in their conscience, but continue to do it anyway, because they want a bigger and more prosperous congregation and lifestyle.

"There are those I have called to turn their backs on the world and come on board with My agenda - and still they cleave to living the life of subservience to a roof over their heads, food in their bellies, as well as driving nice cars and having the latest cell phones.

"Yet I needed them and called them to leave all that and walk the dusty paths of evangelism among the poor. There are those in bondage to their culture - they feel the call to walk away - but they seek the comfort and approval of their peers and family more than My approval. Some of them I have educated with a mission in mind, but due to the pressure of family, they refuse to go."

And here, I'd like to flesh that out a little bit. I'm reminded of a woman who got a degree in nursing. Her very controlling mother constantly made her feel guilty about leaving her alone, even though she had other relatives that could care for her, and good medical benefits. So, she never lived out her dream to return to her developing Nation and nurse the sick who could not afford doctors. I mean, this was a real life-long dream of hers and her mother just kept making her feel guilty and she finally bent under that pressure and abandoned the plan that God had called her to.

The Lord continued, "Anyone who loves the world and all it has to offer more than they Love Me, is not worthy of Me. They are in bondage, and I cannot take them until they renounce themselves and the world, once and for all.

"You know this Clare, you've been in this place."

Boy, do I ever.

"And there are others who are in the right place, who are holding their own jobs and are raising families and have not chosen to compromise, and have repeatedly been passed over at their jobs because they weren't flexible enough in their morals to satisfy questionable business practices that their bosses imposed on them. There are housewives who are faithful to their husbands, and abhor things like soap operas and are raising their children to be Holy. I will take them.

"Yet, there are others who will feed on soap operas, live to spend money in the malls and impress their peers and allow their children to do as they please, because they don't want strife in their families. Them, I cannot take in the Rapture. These are all signs that they love the World more than they love Me, so I cannot take them. Do you get the picture?"

Yes, Lord, I do.

"In addition to that, there are many whose salvation is hanging in the balance. And were the world to crumble overnight (which it will when the Bride is removed) they will go the path of least resistance or will die in the events, unrepentant. I'm juggling all these factors in the decisions We're making, and We are intervening in world affairs to hold back the worst until it is time. So, I desperately need your cooperation, fasts, prayers, amendment of life, bringing truth to those around you and praying for their conversion."

And, when He says, "amendment of life" there, I think a good example would be being just, extremely honest \- like on tax returns and in all your business dealings. Not looking to get more than your share of anything, but being very, very honest in all your dealings so that you won't blush in front of Him. That's changing attitudes that are common in our culture that people pass by. So, "That's ok, it's just the Government"? No, that's NOT 'ok', because the Lord says, "Liars can't enter Heaven."

We have to be really careful with that, because there's a huge temptation with that one.

The Lord continued, "If you cannot fast, because of age or illness, offer Me the pain you suffer every day. The inconvenience, the humiliation, the sorrow. And as you carry your cross, remember that My grace is sufficient for you. And that My power is made perfect in your weakness. I'm using it in a powerful way. You're not idle in the Body of Christ when you're sick. There's actually grace flowing out of your life to others. Be encouraged by that.

"When I said 'pick up your cross and follow Me', I meant carry the sufferings in your life with courage, stamina and without complaining. I use every last ounce of suffering in a believer's life. These are tremendous fast offerings. And obedience to My known will, this is also powerful.

"Obedience brings down oceans of blessings and graces. Disobedience frustrates My plan in your life and the lives of others."

And I just want to add here about the healing thing. If you've had prayer to be healed of an ailment, and you rebuke lying symptoms and it continues to come back and it stubbornly will not lift, the Lord may be allowing that, that sickness or whatever it is. Obviously, He's not healing it and you know that it is not your lack of faith because you've had healings in your life, and you know it's not a lack of power in the prayers, 'cause some of you've had the best pray over you, and still with no results. So, why is the Lord allowing that?

I mean, this is a really good question and I deal with people all the time who say, "Ohh, I feel so guilty, I feel so bad, because I don't have the faith to be healed." or "I must still be sinning in my life or God would have healed me." And none of those things are true!

There's a reason for it, and here He's really touching on it and saying He's using it. He's using it as a fast offering. I know some of you won't agree with me on that, but I'd like you to offer me another explanation as to why some people just aren't healed when they've had the best people praying for them and you know they're leading exemplary Christian lives.

Then He continued, "Oh, My Bride, cooperate with Me in these times. I need you all to carry the cross that has been fitted to you in this life. Soon, it will be over and you will have a worry-free eternity of joy. But for now, be valiant! We must work while the light of day is still with us. Many of you have made remarkable progress in your week of abstinence from idle Internet surfing and TV.

"Many of you have experienced Me in a way you never thought possible. Some have been frustrated by not-so-perfect results, but nonetheless, have felt closer to Me. Oh, this is so admirable. I'm so very pleased with all of you that made this week a time of preparing yourself for Me. Do you understand? I'm uncovering layers of faults in your lives every time you feel the urgency of the Rapture. Be it the Blood Moon, or a Feast day or a prophetic Word, it makes no difference. I'm stirring you to be ready. I'm challenging you to climb higher.

"These are seasons of preparation for you as well as for those who are far from Me. Many of you have discovered things in your nature you did not know existed. I have pointed out things to you through arranged circumstances that brought to light an attitude you thought you'd mastered.

"I told you I was going to do this, and I was faithful to My Word. However, some of you have not recognized the fault I uncovered as part of My promise to you. Now would be a good time to review the last two weeks and see what transpired that caused you conviction, repentance and to change your ways.

"When I give you a Word, you tend to forget that I told you it was going to happen, because the business of life that takes your attention off of Me. I don't condemn you for that, I only ask you to be a little more vigilant. And for those of you, My sweet Brides, who have discovered a new freedom in limiting your contact with the world? I will continue to shower graces upon you, as you continue to make room for Me. I embrace and kiss each of you on the forehead, sealing you with the fragrance of My Love and the promise that soon we will be together eternally in your Heavenly Homeland.

"Persevere, and be at peace. You've done well each time you choose Me over the things of the world. Even the littlest things mean a great deal to Me."

Message 54

"Receive From Me, My Church" Jesus said

July 28, 2015

I came into prayer today, and the Lord said, "Steady your heart, My Love."

Well, we have a couple people that are a thorn in my side! One gentleman in particular who drives me up the wall. And I've been wanting to block him from our site, but I just didn't feel to do that. Today, I pulled up all the remarks that he'd left and I answered, I think, three or four of them...you know, "I don't talk about the gospel...." You know how people can be, right? Not going into all the details of it. It was very provoking, and I guess I got my ire up...although I'm not at all Irish...(chuckles)

I got my ire up and I answered him Scripturally, but not without a little bit of passion, I might say. When I came into prayer and the Lord started dancing with me, He was so funny! When He went to embrace me, steam came off of His body and He jumped back and said, "Whoo, you're hot!" And every time He went to take my hand dancing, steam would rise off of His body and He would go, "Whoo! You're really hot, My Bride!" I mean, like physically hot, hot under the collar, you know? He kept doing that and kept teasing me about it. And He was so very present to me in our very special time. He was really very amused by me getting so passionate about these things. He was really amused about that.

But, after a while, (He talks about that person in this message) after a while He got quite \- I could feel some deep, deep grief in His spirit. He was hurting. He was really hurting. And, I thought 'Oh my gosh, what is He hurting over now?? Did I do something? What's going on – is it the world again... what is it?'

So, that's the history behind this message, and when I come to those parts, I'll go ahead and refer back to this introduction, so you can connect the dots.

The Lord began, "Steady your heart, My Love."

Oh, Lord these people make me so angry!

"And what do you care what man thinks?"

But, look what he's missing out on!

"That's his choice, Clare, he has hardened his heart. Only I can repair the damage he's done to it. Only I can do it."

# Ok

"But nice try. Keep praying for him."

# Then, he's not a troll?

"No, he's not. Just very misgiven, very wounded, very stubborn."

# I had to look up "misgiven", because I wasn't sure just what He meant.

# Misgiven: (pertains to a person's mind or heart) filled with doubt, apprehension, or foreboding.

# And I thought, yeah – he seems really fearful about things. That was one of his criticisms of our channel, that we weren't Scriptural enough. And even though when the Lord speaks, He studs every sentence with Scriptures – it's all OVER the place! But some people cannot see that, or they are not familiar enough with the Scriptures, so they don't pick up on it the way they should. And that was one of this gentleman's criticisms.

"But, I will touch him, just keep praying."

# Oh, thank you Lord...for some reason my heart goes out to him.

# "I have placed him on your heart. I appreciate your prayers for him."

# Well, did you have something else you wanted to talk about today, Lord?

# "My heart is aching."

# Why, Lord?

"You know why."

# Truly? That is the reason? That's enough to make Your heart ache?

"Indeed it is."

# What He was talking about here is, we have a couple of people here who have needs. And I've tried to reach out to them, and give them a donation because the Lord told me to. See, normally we have just enough to cover our needs, but once in a while, the Lord sends us something extra. And, when He does that, we're on the lookout for those people that that is targeted for, and He tells us that there's gonna be a need coming up. He points it out to us. So, we set that donation aside, just for that person. There've been two people like that in the last week that I have wanted to reach out and give them a donation from the Lord, because He asked me to do it. This is my mandate, to do this. And they would not respond to me. That was very hurtful. I thought, 'Well, what's the deal? Why aren't they responding?'

# So, this is what's been troubling the Lord today. This is why He got very quiet and solemn, very quiet and obviously grieved about. He was very grieved...

He went on: "Men do not wish to receive goodness from My hands. They are so wrapped up in themselves they cannot open their hearts to Me. As if it were shameful to receive blessings from Me.

"Their unbelief and rejection wounds My heart, deeply. They can receive from man, they can receive from the government - but they cannot receive from Me.

"And the roles have been subverted in society. Satan has deliberately put the government in the position where the church should be. When I send you a donation and tell you what to use it for, and they reject it, they are playing into Satan's hands. They are so wrapped up in themselves, they cannot see My hand graciously extending a blessing - the blessing I meant for them from My heart. That hurts Me terribly.

"This is how the church is to function: The man who has two tunics is to share with him who has none; and he who has food is to do likewise. You've hurt Me, children. This is a functioning Body of Christ and I expect to see charity extended graciously to those in need and of course I expect to see you receive it with a grateful heart. Rejecting it has wounded Me."

I wondered why I've been so grieved and upset with these two, Lord.

"I have allowed it to expose attitudes that are not pleasing to Me and have no place in the 'church' because they violate the gospels. That should be plain to anyone. You are My hands, My feet, My side. When one lacks, your hands and feet must be quick to rush to their aid. When My side – that is, My heart - aches, your heart should ache, too. This is how you know you are part of the Body. Do not the hands assist the body in putting on sandals? Does not the mouth bring nourishment to the entire body? You receive from the mouth... can you not receive from My hands?

# At this present time, your abundance is being a supply for their need, so that their abundance also may become a supply for your need, that there may be equality; II Cor. 8:14

Lord, forgive me. I just don't understand how You can be so grieved over this?

"It is a sign of Pride, the kind of Pride that defies God and quenches the Spirit. Now do you understand?"

# How does it quench the spirit? Forgive me Lord, I know I am dense.

"You are indeed, My Love, very dense indeed. Silly Clare, My Spirit reaches out His hand to give a gift and His hand gets slapped down? As if to say, 'I don't want your gift!'

"Wouldn't you be hurt if one of your children did that to you?"

# Lord, I'd be crestfallen.

"Exactly. That's what you're feeling in your gut right now, that's the source of your grief.

"My children, I want you to take a lesson from this. If I give you a gift, do not presume to reject it. If I give you a gift, it is because I believe you deserve it and you need it. You have been faithful to Me and now I wish to bless you. I have seen your suffering. I have suffered with you! Don't you know that your lack hurts My Body? Don't you rush to comfort one of your children when they are hurting? How would you like to be pushed away...saying...'I don't need you. I'll be fine on my own!'

"Don't you know what that does to Me? Can you understand, you are all part of one Body - MY Body and I expect all of you to come to the aid of each other when there is a need. I also expect you to accept it graciously, because it is truly from the hand of God.

"There are so many gifts I want to give to this Body, but they must prepare their hearts to receive. They must be humble, meek, gracious and thankful. There is no room for arrogance or pride.

"Don't close your hearts to Me, My Brides. Open your hearts, your arms and your hands to Me as well. Allow Me to be the Spouse that provides for you when men fail to. I am also training this vessel in charity and administration. These, too, are My gifts - how can she exercise them when she is rejected?

"All of you need to humble down and be gracious in giving and receiving. I want to see a continued exchange of grace here, in no matter what form it comes in, whether it be prayer or resources. I have brought all of you here together, because of your love. And to strengthen it, I expect you to move in love towards one another, both in giving and receiving. Please do not nurture the leaven of pride on this channel.

"Be examples of meekness and thanksgiving. And for the rest of you, I say: the government has stolen the golden treasure of giving to the poor from you. The poor are My special treasure and they suffer things you have never suffered. I designed My Church so that the abundance of one would repair the lack of another. But Satan has stepped in with his counterfeit and taken from you the graces you could have had by your charity.

"In all things, I want you to resemble My Father, who sends rain on the land of the good and evil as well. Bravo for those who have found other ways to give. Good for you.

"But I say to the rest, the poor are your opportunity to become perfect, even as My Father in Heaven is perfect. Do not frustrate that opportunity by handing it over to the government. Many of you will disagree with Me on this, but you know very little beyond what you can see. You do not see as I see - the entire lives of the poor. So, do not ever speak against them, lest I allow you to live in their shoes.

"To offset this harshness, I say that I love you tenderly and I wish with all My Heart that you follow in My Footsteps and abandon the thinking of man. Love one another as I have loved you. By this, all men will know: truly, you are My disciples."

Message 55

Restitution & The Present Harvest

# August 14, 2015

# Tonight, the Lord wanted to talk about restitution.

# He began, "Many of you have spent your whole lives losing things and fighting to keep them. Many of those things I deliberately allowed you to lose. Other things were not My will and served no other purpose other than to hurt you.

# "This is a time of restoration. Yes, there is a battle. Yes, darkness is on the increase. But so is My Bounty, and many, many things you have lost I will restore to you. The enemy has come to steal, kill and destroy, but I have come that you may have life more abundantly.

"Many of you are in a time of harvest in your lives. Others are in a time of testing. Rest assured that nothing you have lost for My sake will not be counted and returned to you - shaken down, pressed together and running over. The trials and losses in this world are only temporary and passing, but in the next world you will see how great a reward I have saved up for you.

"Many of you, in this moment, still do not know which way to turn. I have told you, but you continue on in your doubts. I have told you to put your hand to the plow, put your back into the work. Why is it that many continue to wait and put off the decisions that need timely responses?

"Could it be that you are following the news again, the prognosticators who say, 'It will be on this day, on that day, in this week, or in that month'? Are you still so gullible that you listen to every opinion that tickles your fancy and gives you an excuse to put off your work? This is not pleasing to Me, Beloved. Not at all. I expect you to get up off your couch and apply yourself. Blessed is that servant whom I find doing My will upon My return. Well done, enter into your master's joy.

"But, for you who buried your talents and continued on in unbelief, feeding your fears with every prophecy you can find, excusing yourself from your duties, for you it will not go well. The door will be closed and you may not be with those attending the wedding feast.

"Yes, this is a warning. A serious warning. You have believed Me in this voice for several months. Why is it now so inconvenient to believe? Why are you calling into question the reliability of My words to her? Could it be that you are lazy and wanting an excuse to bow out of the hard work ahead of you?

"Don't make Me exclude you, My Bride. Don't stand at the sidelines doing nothing in the last minutes of the race. Do you not know that only those who compete according to the rules and run to win receive the reward?

"There are now more opportunities to gather fruit in these final hours than there were even a year ago. Evil IS on the rise, people DO feel the darkness increasing. And I'm not speaking of news; but strife, violence, despair, confusion, alienation such has never ever been seen before. Alienation with young people, disillusionment, is at an all-time high. This is the time for you to offer them alternatives. Not only in speaking My Words of love, but by being the Living Light of Love. The one who does not pass by the cripple, but stops to comfort and tend to the wounds. The one who does not join in throwing stones at the weak and marginalized, but rushes to their defense and takes them out of harm's way.

"I am testing you, Children. I am offering you occasions to exercise love and charity. Are you walking right by them with your head in the clouds or are you careful with every footstep to see those who have been discarded by your society? Yet, I died on the Cross for them.

# Matt. 25:35-36 For I was hungry, and you gave Me something to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave Me something to drink; I was a stranger, and you invited Me in; naked, and you clothed Me; I was sick, and you visited

Me; I was in prison, and you came to Me.'...

Matt. 25:34"Then I will say, 'Come, you who are blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world.'

After the Lord finished sharing that, I asked Him, 'Lord, the increase of sirens and ambulances, does this have anything to do with CERN?' It's been outrageous here. I mean, sometimes I have to wait in between sirens to record. And during the day, it's been siren after siren – it's been unusually active.

He answered me, "It surely does, My Love. Your Earth has been blanketed in a new layer of iniquity, with millions of demons squeezing through the portal. Yet remember: they are no match for My angels. Yes, darkness is increasing. But I look at the prayers and sacrifices of My Children - even those of you on this channel - and My hands are tied. I can do nothing, for your prayers have withstood the coming Judgment.

"How wonderful this will be for you, for you shall enter Heaven rejoicing and carrying your sheaves with you! This harvest will testify to your obedience and faithfulness. Though it is not be applauded and recognized by men, from the darkest and most obscure places – the nooks and crannies and alleys – all the way to the government heads of state: there is a harvest taking place at these last hours. And it is increasing because of your prayers.

"So, now I am sending you out to continue to labor in My vineyard. Do not be slack, do not avoid work, recognize your sloth and repent. There are those on the verge of conversion; they only need someone to love them and show them the way to Me. Go out of your way to do a kindness and they will ask, "Why did you do that for me?" Then you can tell them about My Love, for they have seen it in action. You come into prayer and are filled with My Love; then you go out and lavish it on others. It's that simple. You are merely the vessel serving the fine wine. There is something different about you. Rest assured, it is noticed.

"Don't force yourself on anyone. Wait for Me to lead you. Then, gently share My Love with them. You have all the answers: to their loneliness, their lack of direction, their roundedness, their lack of love and comfort. All of that resides in you, because I live in you. You have merely to tip the pitcher and I shall flow out upon them.

"Go forward now. Pick up your cross, follow Me, be ready to stop for those who have no one else and pour out My fine wine upon them."

Message 56

Jesus Teaches on Restoring our Peace, Journal

February 25, 2015

Greetings in the Name of our Lord Jesus. May He keep our hearts in perfect peace.

Today I'm sharing with you a page from my journal.

In spite of the Binding Prayer, which I began the day with, I felt a certain melancholy come over me. Along with it was the feeling that the Lord didn't approve of me, and didn't want to be close to me, as if I had been rejected by Him. After a bit of consideration about what was happening in my heart and mind, I realized this was an attack to separate me from the Lord and discourage prayer. When I came into worship, after a short while I saw Him, and He asked me to turn the music off. And began speaking to me. What I want to share with you here is His heart attitude towards all of His Brides, towards ALL of you.

Now, I'm NOT a privileged character. It just so happens that this was a message He gave me, but He feels this way about ALL of you.

He began: "Oh My precious, you mean so much to me. Don't ever allow yourself to be duped into thinking otherwise. Your enemies are very clever and no matter how much you know or think you know, or I've shown you - it is still a matter of cooperation and casting down everything that lifts itself up against the knowledge of God. Your enemies are clever and relentless. They wait for you and spring on you like a lion. They wait and slowly stalk you when you're not exactly, consciously aware; until you feel the very thing they are forcing on you. You become hoodwinked, netted like a butterfly. They lie and wait for My little butterfly and then suddenly swoop their evil net over her, to be captured so they can tear her wings off.

"Oh, My Beloved, don't ever allow them to take your wings, your freedom in Me. The beauty of your wings, painted by Me, supremely beautiful and free. Oh, so free! Oh, so calm and at liberty to fly and create with Me. Fly into the heavenlies. Oh, how they hate and even envy her freedom! It reminds them of all they forfeited when they rebelled against Me. And now they will never get it back - so they can't stand to see you happy, creating, praising, resting and loving Me. It reminds them of their bondage and what they gave up. Bitterly, they look back on their past, but even then their hatred for Me burns, and you are their target. All of My Brides, who I adore, targets for their malice - because they figure if they can't hurt Me directly at least they can do harm to My Brides and hurt them.

"Oh, My Beloved, don't let them steal what you and I have together. Be vigilant, Clare! Be oh, so vigilant. When you feel even the slightest agitation in your soul, know that they are present and intending to hurt you. But you have all the weapons to fight them. Fight valiantly, My Bride.

"I still have much for you to say and do, to draw in My other Brides. Don't let them take your peace, your joy, your security in My arms. Hold on to Me tightly and rebuke them, for their temerity to steal away My Bride with discouraging lies. Then you will have that peace I have offered you, that passes all understanding."

Message 57

Rope of Grace

July 17, 2015

The Lord bless you, dear Family. This has been an interesting week – I've been doing a lot of things around the house, and kinda getting things in order because I had permission to - including the yard and all of that. And I guess I've kinda gotten into "nesting". (Anyone who's ever been pregnant can tell you about nesting.) It's gotten to the point where it's starting to distract me, and pull me away from the Lord. I really, really need to bring it to a close.

Jesus had addressed that first thing, as I was rather lamenting to Him.

He said, "I know how you are feeling. These are warning signs that you need to call a halt soon. Do what you can this week, then refocus with all your heart on Me, My Precious Angel. You will recover and recuperate – just get it done now."

And then I addressed what's been on my mind pretty constantly for the last two days: Lord, everyone is asking about Jade Helm and especially me. Oh, You know how bad my curiosity is!

"I know how much I love you and steer you away from curiosities. Listen, My Love. You will know what you need to know when you need to know it."

That sounds like a circular answer.

"That's correct, it leads right back to Me. Your focus must be on Me constantly. Not only is there misinformation out there, but demons of fear and intrigue that want to steal your attention away from Me and onto fear and useless fretting. I want your head in the clouds...is that clear?"

No, Lord, it's cloudy....

"Very funny...!

"No, seriously, I want you about My business and not about the business of the world. Over and over again I have told you this. I know it's painful, I know your curiosity is burning you up, but if you put it to death it will leave you alone."

Are You sure, Lord? I mean...everyday it grows stronger.

"That's because you let it. You feed it. I have promised you, you will know what you need to know when you need to know it. Until then, I want you to proceed like you don't have a care in the world but being about My business. Can you do that for Me, Beloved? Please?"

Lord, I know You are giving me the Grace. I need it. By Your Grace Lord, I can do it.

"What people want to know is how to protect themselves...that's My job. Their job is to keep their eyes on Me, and because they do, because they honor Me with all their hearts, I will rescue them."

Psalm 91 'Because he loves me,' says the LORD, 'I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges My Name.'

"In the meantime, there are suffering souls that need the light to shine on their darkness, so they may be lifted up to Me. Many are the sufferings of the lost and My heart is to bring them salvation from their enemies, and from themselves.

"Deep and dark is the pit they have dug for themselves. As the saying goes, 'If you want to get out of the pit, stop digging!' I say: stop sinning and take hold of the rope of Grace. I am lowering it now into your life. Come forth out of this pit, this deep darkness, and let the sun shine all around you. I have a new life in Me to give you. This life will be full of gifts and challenges, but it will not be fruitless as your former lives have been. No, this life will bring you the peace you have never had, a sense of purpose, a sense of destiny that speaks to the very core of your being. Yes, I have waited for you. I have waited, holding all these gifts for that special day when you will forsake yourself, and come to Me.

"You have nothing to fear. All you have ever wanted is waiting for you in this new life. Yes, you will have to undergo preparation, but nothing will be in vain, as were the things in your former life. Even though you learned what not to do, still there was a sense of futility and lost-ness. Not so anymore. You will belong to Me and be My own special possession. Mine to love and to hold and to care for as I mold you into the glorious creation I meant you to be. Things you have struggled with will fall away; things you have longed for will embrace you.

"Do not be afraid to lay your life down for Me. I am your safety and your refuge. I will turn everything you ever experienced in your life around for the good. You will see that, even when you thought I had abandoned you, even when you thought I didn't exist, still I was with you through it all. You will reflect on all the times I called to you and you walked away. Yes, there were many, many, many times I tried to get your attention. You walked away, and I waited, knowing that someday you would give up on yourself and embrace Me and I would shower My Love on you.

"So, here we are again. And you sense that it is imperative that you finally receive Me into your life. And yes, it is imperative! You will not be able to navigate the rough waters ahead, but I will. Allow Me to take the helm as we dodge the reefs and the sharks. Let Me bring you to the safe haven I have planned for you. Your journey may be long, but you will see that it was so worth it in the end. You will find that your life has become brighter than noonday and you'll wonder why you waited so long to come to Me.

"Eye has not seen, ear has not heard the wonders I have prepared for you. We are going to do this together. You will never walk alone again. I will teach you how to grasp My hand in every situation. And when you can't reach out to Me, I will lift you up into my arms and carry you. You see, I have planned this from the very day you were conceived. I began making preparations for your Homecoming that very day. I knew you would stray and be taken captive by the enemy, so I planned the sortie that would rescue you from his hands.

"I have also woven beautiful garments of righteousness for you. You will be clothed in grace and beauty, and from within you will shine as the dawning sun. Oh yes, I have wonderful things in store for you. Once we begin walking on this path, you will never want to return to your former life. You will see how wretched and dreary it was and you'll want nothing to do with it. Besides, you will be so taken up in your new life you won't have time for the past. I will wash you so clean that nothing of your former life will cling to you. No, each day you will bathe in My grace and all those things will fall away. Yes, even the scales on your eyes, they are coming off - you are going to see the world with eyes of wonder. Everywhere you look, the freshness of the dawning day will surround you.

"Come now, take My hands. Let Me look deeply into your eyes. There is no more shame in you, do you understand? I have taken all that was shameful and nailed it to the Cross. By My Blood you are all beauty within. And now we will step forward together and lay the foundation on the immovable Rock of My Love. Pillars of righteousness, wisdom, purity, worship and praise will rise to support the roof of humility that will forever protect your life within. Each day, living waters will flow freely from within and go out into the world to quench the thirst of others who are still captive in their pits. I will teach you the ways of love and you will be My Ambassador of Love to a hurting world.

"Now that we have established your new life in Me, I wish for you to rest. Yes, rest. Your life is hidden in Me now.

"No more striving. Striving to become holy, striving to accomplish, striving to produce, striving to impress. No, that is over now. All shall be done by Me, through you. Wait for Me to move. Catch the wind of My Spirit. Flow with My leadings... I am at the helm, My Spirit powers the sails, together we will live this new life, together we will finally arrive at Our final destination - the very shores of Eternal Life."

Message 58

Sincerity, Prophetic Word from Jesus

# July 27, 2015

# This morning the Lord had a message for us about Sincerity.

# I looked up the word: The quality of being free from pretense, deceit, or hypocrisy, honesty, genuineness, truthfulness, integrity, trustworthiness; straightforwardness, openness.

# "One of the things I most value in a vessel of Mine is sincerity. There is a vibration that goes with truth; it is very subtle but powerful. As has been said 'Truth carries its own anointing.' When you speak the truth, that vibration penetrates deep down into the heart of a soul. It lodges there, never to leave and becomes a very part of that person.

"I wish for all My vessels to be without pretense and sincere, but it is costly. From childhood on you are taught to hide your weaknesses, to give the impression of being strong, perfect, without flaw. This has the effect of building walls of alienation and pretense to protect the inner man - who is vulnerable, tender and soft. It is a social survival-mechanism that has absolutely no relevance in My Kingdom on Earth. You are not gods; you are human - with flaws. And when you hide them, you affectively cut off spiritual growth in yourself and in others.

"When flaws are out in the open, they have to be worked on. They won't be tolerated by others, in the sense that they can continue to do damage. I address them openly and ask you to do the same. Without solidarity between people, you become islands impenetrable: hidden, dark, shameful, obtuse and closed. This is the state of society now, but not in Heaven. In Heaven, all thoughts are open and visible to everyone, because compassion abounds and charity rushes to comfort those who are lacking."

# But, Lord, I thought that in Heaven we didn't have any faults?

"Oh no. In Heaven you will continue to have areas where you need to grow in depth and understanding. What you won't have is sin."

# Lord, this is difficult to comprehend, because I have always heard that in Heaven we are perfect, whole, entire, lacking nothing. (After I said that, I remembered the River of Life for the healing of the nations...so obviously there will be shortcomings, and healing will have to take place.)

"My Love, in Heaven all knowledge will be available to you even as you question it. But wisdom is an acquired quality. It takes time and experience to cultivate, and wisdom is greatly lacking on this Earth. Each soul is capable of infinitely more understanding and love, but these areas have to be opened up in layers, by inquiry. Inquiry happens when the soul develops a hunger for something. And in Heaven, it always has to do with love and healing. Everything in Heaven is done from the motive of LOVE.

# What about things like mechanics, architecture, energy, etc.?

"Yes, even those things begin with the motive of improving, assisting and enriching life. These are gifts stemming from love."

# Just when He said that, I was reminded of the Scripture; Prophecy, knowledge all wisdom all shall cease but Love will never cease. I Cor. 13:8

"Love is the VALUED particle. All the other things are subservient to Love. The motive and sustenance of Heaven is love. Nothing at all occurs in Heaven that does not have love as its source. It is also the particle scientists are trying to isolate and capture. To them I say, 'Love cannot be captured, because Love is of God and God cannot be captured. You're wasting your time.' I have designed it that way, because I understood from the beginning the corruption of free will in men and knew it would eventually come down to this.

"Back to sincerity and transparency and vulnerability. What I want you to continue to manifest on this Channel is that openness, where it is safe to be real, this is unconditional love in action. When people can confess their faults openly, 'Confess your faults one to another,' there is understanding, healing and a sense of solidarity instead of isolation.

"You see, it is this isolation that drives people to the brink of insanity. Their life loses relevance in the world at large when their faults cannot be brought out into the open and dealt with. They live a double life: the one they show to others to be accepted, and the one that is really going on inside of them. When these two are reconciled to one another you become whole and healed. But, as long as they are separated, there is an element of illness and encumbrance to growth. You cannot grow and move ahead when you are constantly dragging and covering up your dark side. You have to cope with what's really going on and appear as though nothing is lacking. This double life is endlessly tiring. So, it is much easier to be who you are and take the flack for it.

"My aim on this channel is to bring souls to a place where it's OK to be struggling with faults and working on them, without condemnation. This is where real love emerges to nourish and strengthen one another. How I love to see the kindness of souls who comfort the downtrodden and weak! How I love to see this charity in action, 'as it is in Heaven so it is on Earth'. Everyone who has ever visited Heaven knows that thoughts are totally visible to everyone. And as you experienced, when they are difficult - everyone rushes to comfort.

# Yes, I had an experience in Heaven. I was invited to a dinner with a very holy family of people I recognized from the 1800's, who led holy lives devoted 100% to God. As we were all sitting at the table, one particular person walked in, who I greatly admired the writings of. She sat at the head of the table opposite Jesus and I was sitting on His left. I became jealous. Everyone in the room stopped eating. The one I was jealous of stood to her feet and came running to embrace me, and everyone comforted me saying that they all had experienced jealousy in their earthly lives, but in Heaven those feelings will not exist.

The Lord continued, "Yes, exactly, that's precisely what I'm talking about. Jealousy is a terribly ugly emotion and at the root of many sins. No one wants to be jealous. But rather than condemn you for these negative feelings, they all rushed to your side to comfort you and confess their own struggles with that sin.

"You see, there would be no sickness on this Earth if everyone confessed their faults to one another and received healing prayer. This is how I designed life on Earth to be. But because of ego, pride, and greed, people covered it over and led a secret life of sin.

"That's what I am saying to you, Dear Ones. If you want to be raptured, you do not want to have secret lives of sin. You want to be open with one another and pray for help. As long as you are committed to changing, I will take you. Whether you have totally conquered the fault or not, the commitment to change is there. But for those of you who are nourishing a secret life of sin and looking pure on the outside, I will leave you behind to be purified.

"For those of you who have been struggling with entanglements in sin, the chains will suddenly break off and you will fly Home freely to Me. In the blink of an eye, you will be delivered from the sins that beset and entrapped you. Sins you have fought against for decades will suddenly evaporate into nothing. Nothing dark will be able to cling to you or hold you back. In the blink of an eye, transforming Grace will liberate you from the bondages of Earth. This will be My magnificent gift to My Bride.

"Now, I want you to take these thoughts to heart, My Dear Ones. I am giving you a chance to repent of hidden sin in your life. Bring these things to Me, confess them openly, ask for prayer from your friends. Let the light shine in those dark places. Pray for one another. Open the windows to let the Grace in and completely transform you. Then, in that moment, there will be no hindrances to your flight to Me. Truly, you will be set free.

"I bless you now for embracing a holy life where there are no musty corners for the demons to hide out in, no hooks for them to use against you. Your transparency and My deliverance have met. I will bring you up out of your pit, out of despair with things you have never been able to conquer. Out of shame, because you felt you were the only one. Out of bondage and crutches that hampered and made it impossible to walk in freedom.

"I bless you this day, to be opened up to the safe haven of My Love where you will acquire all that you need to make this commitment."

Message 59

Spirit of the Lord? or Spirit of the Pharisee?

January 4, 2015

Tonight, I want to share with you a burden that I have, that Ezekiel and I BOTH have for the Body. Lately, I have been most concerned about the accuracy of some of the things I have posted. I do spend a great time and effort to be sure something is from the Lord, to the very best of my poor human ability to discern. But in hindsight, I like to make sure as best as I can if I still see a video as valid. If it ever comes up that I made a mistake in posting a video, I will take it down. And you'll know about it, especially if it's an important one.

I do like to learn, and consider your insights, from those of you who take time to comment. I really am getting a lot out of your comments, and I appreciate them very much, even when they're challenging. That's not a problem, I still really enjoy them and they give me cause for thought. If I need to change something, I will.

So, I went to the Lord about the video on Miami, because some issues about immanency had come up. And He confirmed that video again, that message again. I was concerned that it was Him, and He confirmed it was Him, but this is really interesting: He gently reminded me that brotherly love and concord among His Body is a higher priority than being "spot on" with prophecy. Here I am concerned about accuracy, and here HE is concerned about love. Oh, isn't that just like Him?

And I want to quote I Corinthians 13:

If I speak with the tongues of men and angels but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have gift of prophecy, and know ALL mysteries, and ALL knowledge, and if I have ALL faith so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It isn't proud. It doesn't dishonor others, and isn't self-seeking. It is not easily angered, and keeps no record of wrongs.

So often our egos get invested in our opinions. And under the guise of misplaced zeal for the truth, we tend to push the issue until we have established our rights, and the errors of others. How sad! We are all on the same team, guys, part of the same Body. Should we be undermining one another?

Not long ago, my husband Ezekiel had several terrible days where he felt, to some degree, the emotional pain of the Lord, from the scourging and crucifixion. Why? Because the Body of Christ is so ripe with accusation, in-fighting, critical and judgmental lashing out. And each lash (the Lord showed him), each lash is like another gouging, debilitating lash against His very Body, and His very Bride. And is it possible the Head doesn't feel the pain of its member in the Body? No, it's not possible. When we wound one another, we are wounding our own body. We are insulting, judging, and demeaning Christ Himself.

That doesn't mean we can't disagree on doctrinal positions, but it does lay a heavy responsibility for charity and delicacy in disagreements. Of course, better yet, don't get caught up into controversy, if it can be avoided.

And the Scripture advises that - not to get into useless arguments. However, we do have to discern. It is our duty to maintain and defend the right doctrine. But when it begins to lash out at the Body, that which will NOT remain, namely prophecy, now begins to undermine that which WILL remain, namely love.

Quoting from Corinthians again, "Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease. Where there are tongues, they will be still. Where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part, and we prophecy in part. But when completeness comes, what is in part, disappears."

Again, love never fails. When we cross that line, we cut off our nose to spite our face. The Lord is in agony over these strokes against His Bride. More than anything, He is calling us to love. And be an example of love to the whole world. He even said, "You will know them by their love." Not astute discourses, not elaborate defenses or clever rebuttals, but LOVE, charity, patience, kindness, longsuffering. Not taking offense, and certainly not GIVING offense.

We need one another. God NEEDS us to get along. To correct a brother or sister in charity, not scathing indictment. We need to be here for one another: supporting, encouraging, even correcting in a spirit of holy love, just as we would handle the Lord's Body, as it was taken down off the Cross.

Understand, guys, that when we are critical of others, and when we attack people, we injure them. We hurt them. We make them weaker. That's not the spirit of the Lord, that's the spirit of the Pharisee. That's legalism. I don't think any of us wants to have a religious spirit, because a religious spirit is sent by the devil to cause division in the Body. And when we insist on having our own way, when we defend things or attack things, then we do damage. That's not the spirit of the Lord, that's the spirit of the Pharisee, a religious spirit. That's something we need to repent of and ask the Lord's forgiveness. And if we have offended our brother or our sister, go to them and make amends, and tell them we're sorry.

We don't want to destroy the Body, but unify the Body. I'm not saying compromise over important issues. But I am saying, when you hit loggerheads with somebody - rather than being ugly about it, be gentle and kind and agree to disagree. I mean, most of these arguments and these petty things don't have anything to do with our salvation, but wounding another soul puts that soul in jeopardy of losing THEIR salvation. Do we want to be responsible for that? Do we want to have blood on our hands for the person that Jesus died on the Cross for?

This is a serious thing. It's not a little thing; it's a BIG thing. And it certainly is not becoming of His Bride. It really puts us in danger of not being raptured, to be honest with you. If you've got a bitter spirit, the Scriptures are very clear about bitterness and unforgiveness, about insisting on going your own way. If we've got something like that, that's pride and we're in trouble.

And I don't want to be the one standing on the ground, thinking about whether or not I will be taken, when the Rapture approaches, if we even get that kind of warning. So, let's pray that our love will triumph over harshness, and that our comments and replies on Youtube will be an example to unbelievers who are observing us. And they will say, "Look, how they love one another. They're not like the other channels where there is backbiting and accusation going on. Obviously, they LOVE one another". And that's what the Lord said would be a sign to the unbelievers that we are Christians.

The Lord bless you, and help us all to be peacemakers, lovers of the truth, but lovers of souls, as well. Amen.

Message 60

The Maroon Beret

June 7, 2015

Good morning, Youtube family and God bless you! We have another message from the Lord.

We had worship tonight, beautiful, beautiful worship. We were in a ballroom and there were many other grooms dancing with their bride. But the Lord was dressed in fatigues and He was wearing a maroon beret. He had some decorations on His shirt. The whole room was filled with brides dancing with their groom and they are ALL wearing fatigues and wearing maroon berets.

So, as I was watching this, I thought to myself, 'I'm dying to know what that maroon beret means.' And silly me, I should have asked Him. But rather than asking Him I just wanted to Wiki it and look it up.

He came to me weeping. He was crying and crying and crying. And I got the impression as I looked at the ballroom and the other grooms and brides dancing together, that this was their last night together. You know, the last night before they went off to war. And it just was a feeling that I had, you know, that it was that kind of a celebration.

But the Lord was weeping a great deal and He was really hurting - I mean REALLY hurting and all I could do was just hold Him. Even though we were dancing. And there was an exchange of love going on from His heart to my heart; there was a beautiful exchange of love going on. Still, He was... He had been crying and really crying for a very long time when we were in worship.

Finally, after a while, He started to feel better.

And you know, this is interesting. This is so beautiful; this is one of the aspects of a Bride of Christ that's so beautiful. And that is, that when we began together, He was weeping and weeping and kind of bent over weeping. But there was consolation going on during the worship. As I was worshipping Him and He was singing over me, there was consolation being exchanged. And He began to stand straighter and He began to feel stronger and stop crying.

And that's what we're here for, guys. I don't care if you're a man or a woman; we are here to console the Lord. If you're called to be a Bride, you're here to console Him, to be close to Him and give Him something that He longs for from all of His creatures. But most of them don't know Him or have the time of day for Him, because they are so busy with the world. So, every one of us that shows up to comfort Him makes up for thousands who don't even care to know who He really is.

When we were done, and I felt it was time for us to talk, I went to Wiki and I Wikied the maroon beret.

And this is what it said:

"The maroon beret is a military beret and has been an international symbol of elite airborne forces since it was chosen for British airborne forces in World War II. In our country, the Maroon Beret belongs to a group called the Para-rescuemen."

All of these men in the Maroon Beret are parachute trained and certified - that's part of their training. I don't think you can be a Maroon Beret unless you have the parachute training, and that's pretty well international.

"They are among the most highly trained emergency trauma specialists in the U.S. military and the only ones in the Department of Defense specifically trained and equipped to conduct conventional and unconventional rescue processes, (you know...like snatch and grab out of the enemy??) making them the ideal force to handle personnel recovery and combat search and rescue operations."

And...Bride recovery, maybe?! Can you imagine this? Here the Lord shows up in a uniform that most closely describes the operations of the Rapture! Snatching His Bride out of harm's way.

And their motto, by the way, is: "That Others May Live."

Wow! I thought that is so, so appropriate to You, Lord!

Amazing! Airborne rescue, YES!!!

I had to chuckle after I saw that. I thought, 'Wow...that's so neat that He gave me those images.'

So, I asked Him, "Lord what do You want to say tonight?"

And He began, "Oh My Precious, how grieved I am that we have come to this pass. Oh, how terrible the suffering coming upon this nation, even the innocent who have nothing to do with the corruption, other than their littleness and lack of response to evil because they are too little. Even these I, too, will take."

Now, that's interesting. I mean, if there's any mentally ill, or people who are just so far out of the system that they - you know, they couldn't possibly be a part of the political system or any of the corruption of this nation - He's going to take them. That's pretty interesting.

He said, "I know you are growing nervous with what is being prepared as we speak, but did I not say I would deliver you out of the wrath to come?

"Yes, 'Holy Snatch and Grab.' Yes, out of harm's way, lifted up high above the enemy to a land inaccessible, I will take you. I'm coming. This is but a glimpse of My Holy Mission, to remove My Brides into their eternal abodes. Oh, how recklessly you have lived, inhabitants of the Earth. How blindly you have contrived plans hatched from the devils.

"Oh, how devoured you shall be by your selfishness in that hour. And yet I will have pity on those who call out to Me in that last moment of their lives. Those who see their blind selfishness in that hour. Yes, call to Me in profound repentance and I will save you. It is not My wish that you who have brought this calamity on mankind should perish in Hell for eternity. I do not wish this on even the most wicked among you. I continue to extend My invitation to Mercy for those who have being. (In other words, those with a soul \- those who have "being". Because there are some out there that don't have a soul, they're just bodies.)

"Though you have leveraged your hardness of heart on humanity, I am not like you. I am always ready to forgive, no matter how heinous the sin. But will you? Will you extend your hand to Me and cry out for help? In that moment, I will be there to receive your soul.

"And you, My Brides, must not have a retaliatory bone in your bodies, not even one. You must reflect My compassion even on those who persecute you. You must cry out from your cross, 'Father forgive them, they know not what they do.' Even now, at this moment, souls detrimental to this new administration (speaking of the New World Order) are being removed from their homes. Even now, the persecution has begun. Yet I tell you the truth, not one hair on their heads shall be injured, they shall ascend to Me intact."

Oh, Lord, this is not a good thing. Can we please move onto something more delicate?

"What is more beautifully and delicately formed than a soul that loves Me with all her heart? How much more delicate can you get, Clare?"

Lord, You know what I mean...

"The major persecution has yet to break out, there are just certain ones that have been targeted. Make no mistake about it, I'm coming. I coming for My Bride and she will ascend. There shall be nothing hidden about her ascension, all the world will see the miracle I will perform for Her. All the world will hear the trumpets. All the world will tremble. All the world will rise up in holy terror on the great and terrible Day of the Lord. Nothing which I have promised will fail to come to pass. What I have said, that shall I do and nothing less.

"Oh, prepare yourselves, My Beloved! Prepare yourselves and pray as never before for My Mercy to fall on this world. This prayer for Divine Mercy has found much favor from My Father in Heaven. This prayer is garlanded around with graces of conversion and repentance. Pray this prayer at the memorial hour of My death (3:00pm) wherever you may be. Do not grow lax or blind; rather connect with the Divine movement of all of Heaven as we approach that fateful hour.

"Oh, how I grieve for the souls that will be lost! Many of the tears, My Dove, that I shed tonight were for those who have no one to pray for them. Will you pray for them? Pray for the most desperate cases, and those who have no one to pray for them. Do you see? My justice is quelled by My Mercy, and when you cry out for Mercy I lower my arm and withdraw My sword and instead stretch forth a saving hand.

"You see, the prayer carries with it the power to bring souls to conversion, to bring them to a complete turn around. This is the prayer of My Body and Shed Blood; this is the prayer that recalls to My Father My bitter agony, to the point where His Heart can no longer withhold grace from the undeserving. Why? Because He gazes upon Me in My suffering and He cannot deny Me that which I suffered so brutally for: the lost sinner.

"Call to mind the Muslim people as well: how devout many of them are, how I wish to have them for believers. Yet they have been crushed into submission from a tender age, they know not the meaning of Mercy or life. They only know murder and hatred as being the honorable life. Tragically, these tender ones have lost all semblance of what I endowed them with, and are completely overtaken by a twisted lifestyle.

"Poverty calls to these. The enemy has made good use of poverty and bitterness; they are taught from childhood how honorable it is to die for their god. They know nothing of the truth and have been sealed over in terror from freedom of thought. To search out another god would be treachery against their parents, their nation, and their god. And so they shut their eyes tightly lest the light penetrate them. But in the watches of the night and in moments when they no longer have the power to resist, I open their eyes; I flood them with My love and My truth.

"These things happen because you pray. Yes, pray much and believe, keep your eyes on the horizon...one eye on the Heavens, the other on your neighbor. Neglect no act of kindness that comes before you. Yes, your salvation has been purchased at the price of My Blood, but the work given you in Heaven relies very much on your heartfelt loving service to others here on Earth.

"I bless you now with the courage to love, the courage to wait in faith, the courage to stand in strength in the tumultuous hours to come. Stand until you behold My glory breaking on the horizon."

And after the Lord had finished speaking to me, I felt the anointing upon the book that Carol had put together, our partial messages, most recent ones. The PDF is on our website and I'm going to see about making it possible for you to order copies of this from the printer. We're going to work on that now, 'cause I really felt the Lord quicken that to me and to Ezekiel, that it's time to get a bunch of these printed up and get them out to you. So, that you can leave them behind for everyone.

I felt the anointing on the book, and sometime I'm going to do a little teaching on that, about how you see a book and you realize that Holy Spirit wants to give you a rhema, an anointed word of God from that book. And so you reach over and pray over the book and you ask Holy Spirit to show you something. And He does!

So, I felt the anointing on this book from across the room, so I went and picked it up. And this is what I opened to: Pages 166 and 167 "What is To Come: When The Bombs Fall."

The Lord was speaking here: "Well, because the time is short, I have you both on the fast track to wrap up these messages and prepare yourselves for that day. Only in prayer and steadfastness will you weather the terrific storm that is about to hit America and the world."

"Each day, I want the two of you to make sure you are solid and prepared at any moment."

"How will we know that we are prepared?" I asked. And then I asked Him, "How will WE know that WE are prepared?"

"You're going to feel a deep peace. It's been edging up on both of you, just continue to keep your focus and understand there's no time to waste. Please, buckle down and work hard to organize your messages and leave behind what I have given you."

And I have to say here, guys, He's given me an awful lot more than what's in that book. So, I'm going to try and pull all those files up and see if we can't get something quickly put together for you in a PDF or some that you can order, too, from the printer or from Amazon. We'll have to see what we can do.*

At that point, I was getting a little buggy...this was around 5:00 in the morning and I was just a LITTLE bit buggy...

And the Lord said, "Clare, are you listening?"

I said, "I'm sorry, Lord - I'm foggy."

"It's the sugar."

Whoops.

"Just bear with Me.

"There is going to be a limited nuclear exchange, enough to throw the world into a panic and set the stage for Obama to take the reins of peace and be declared as the hero.

"Your country will be in pandemonium and communications will be knocked out temporarily. But in order to enforce Martial Law, communication will be necessary. After all, how can the victor enjoy his victory without broadcasting it all over the world? Your country will recover from this devastation more quickly than anyone would expect, because everything is in place with full knowledge of what is coming."

I just wanted to draw you guys' attention to something, and that is the Turn-key Event. I had occasion to re-listen to that today. Turn-key is a term used, I guess, in business when everything is set up for a product - you know, the marketing, the packaging, the production. Everything's ready. All you have to do is say, "go". That's the turn-key. And there it is - it's there, because the whole groundwork has been laid for it and it's a done deal. You just need the permission to go ahead with it, so to speak.

So, one of the reasons why we're going to recover so quickly from this is because of all the groundwork that's being done right now - has been done for months, years previous to this time.

As He said, "Your country will recover from this devastation more quickly than anyone would expect, because everything is in place with full knowledge of what is coming.

"Your country will no longer be a world power. She will have massive issues of reconstruction and contamination to deal with. Make no mistake; those underground cities will contain the important people while everyone else struggles on the surface. Law and order will be out of control, criminals will take full advantage to rape and pillage. Life will be a mess.

"That's when I'm coming for you. Lift up your heads and watch the sky, I am coming for you that same day.

"Let Me repeat Myself, lift up your heads, I am coming for you that very same day."

"Do not fall into despair, do not panic. I have warned you over and over again, your redemption draws nigh. This is the moment of eternity you've been waiting for."

I answered Him, "Lord, I'm speechless."

"Well, it's coming. As surely as I AM, it is coming. Do not give in to fear. Stand your ground, raise your eyes to the Heavens, I'm coming."

"I've already placed my angels to help you, you will not stumble or fall, all is in place."

Thank you, Lord.

"You see, I have wanted to confirm this to you but I had to wait until you were secure in our communications."

Jesus, I am numb.

"I know, I know. It's a lot to take in. But I have prepared you well, and you'll pass in flying colors."

And that was the end of that message. That, by the way, was on March 12, 2015. And that's page 166-167 of the book - I guess she's named it Still Small Voice, Messages from the Lord. As I said, that's on our website, Heartdwellers.org under PDF. And I think she's going to put it on the Book Page as well, with Chronicles of the Bride.

So, the Lord bless you, Family. Let's continue in being faithful to the Lord and let's remember He's asked us to pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet. And He's told us that there are graces being released for conversions with that. And salvation, with that chaplet. So, let's all pray that chaplet and He recommended that we pray it at 3:00 pm in the afternoon, which is what they call the Hour of Mercy, the people who wrote the chaplet.

The Lord bless you. Pray for us as we pray for you every day.

"Eternal Father, I offer You the body and blood, soul and divinity of Your dearly beloved son, our Lord Jesus Christ. In atonement for our sins and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world...."

*Editor's note: This book was available at the time of the message, but has been replaced by a full book of left behind materials called The Rapture WAS Real?! It is currently available from Amazon.com under Clare duBois.

Message 61

They Will be Left Behind, Prophetic Word

November 3, 2014

The Lord began: "There will be many left behind."

Lord, I feel such sorrow for those who are left behind. For all we tried to tell, those in my family, those who had contempt for this message.

He assured me, "All will resolve itself to My glory."

I weep for the innocent and the ignorant, the obtuse, the wicked. All who have ignored or rejected you, Lord. And the poor children who are victims of prostitution. Can't you take them, too? I know you love them more than I can imagine. And what about good Christians?

I asked these questions because it arose in the original Rapture dream that my husband Ezekiel had about the group that was being taken, because it was so small, it was alarming.

Then the Lord began, "There will be many left behind."

As Jesus spoke these words to me, I resisted Him and I didn't want to hear what He was saying. He spoke solemnly, "Do you want to listen?"

I replied, "Forgive me, Lord."

He began weeping, "I don't want to leave anyone. But those who have continually rejected Me and spurned My counsel cannot be taken. There are those who are in seasoned ministry, and have decades of experience serving Me. They hear My voice, they arrange their messages for others – but do not themselves heed My counsel. I cannot pour new wine into an old wineskin. I cannot build My new Church on corruption. There must be a complete letting go of all bitterness, rancor and pre-conceived ideas, as well as false value systems and a religious spirit. My Church is corrupt – she must be purified. And what is soon to befall her is My provision for her purification. I have set before you many examples."

At that point, He then began to list them by name. And with each person my heart sank, because I remember the grieving of the Holy Spirit within me, as they one by one went their own way.

And then He continued. "There are faithful ministers whose lives have been full of these same examples. They've loved each one, they've taught them, suffered for them...but in the end, they went the wrong way. Over and over again they have borne the crushing blow in their hearts without bitterness and malice. Shall I not reward them for this?"

Let me take a break here and just say that, apparently what He was saying is that, there are pastors who become bitter or have rancor. These are minsters that He is talking about here who haven't allowed that poison into their lives.

So I'll go on with this.

"Shall I not reward them for this? Shall I not have a voice in the wilderness crying out and preparing the way? I tell you the truth – those who have spurned the wise counsel of My faithful ministers shall at last open their ears and hear their voice. But it will be too late for them to avoid the trials that are coming upon the Earth to try all souls.

"The Mark of the Beast will be the beginning of their sifting in earnest. It will begin with self-denial in little things and get right down to the vital basics. There will be a sifting as has never been before experienced in believers. The world has caught them up into a lifestyle and theology that did not exist in My early church. Their very sense of being will be critically threatened and called into question until they realize Who I AM and who they are in Me, and what it truly means to bear My Name, My Cross. To live in Me and I in them. Then they will discover their worth and reject completely all the world has offered and held for them. This must be done through a process, it doesn't come overnight. That is why I am leaving them behind."

Message 62

We Are Reaching the Tipping Point:

Evil vs. Good

# July 29, 2015

# It's been a hectic day today, I've been all day in prayer, I've basically never left this chair. We had one of our precious Family that got a sucker punch, and misunderstanding and got hurt badly. So, I've been praying for them. Roughly, it takes about six hours from the time I begin in prayer until the time the message is posted. The editing, transcribing, bouncing the disk – all of that happens before the message goes up, so that's what causes delays sometimes.

In this message, the Lord mentions that things are ramping up in the world, and I do believe He's referring to the evil that is on the increase through CERN, through the portals of wickedness opening. And, there's a tremendous amount of interference going on, on the Internet right now, and communications – in emails, and...glitches that we've never seen before. I highly recommend that you pray over your computers and download the sound of the shofar off the Internet, and play that sound frequently to clear the air of anything that could get involved in blocking emails and communication. Because, many people are under attack right now in this area – not just us, but a lot of people. So, just be aware of it, and pray especially – to bind the interference on the Internet.

But, here we are and the Lord has a good message for us today.

He began: "Things are ramping up in the world. It is going to take more and more self-control to stay out of sin and the condemnation that it can bring. We are moving towards a tipping point where evil will have the upper hand. But, I still have My Saints on Earth, who through the Power of My Grace, will stand. You are among them. I am going to shore you up, and for those who have listened very carefully and put into practice the wisdom I have imparted to them – they, too, will stand.

"My Brides, the hour is coming when no man knows what is about to be unleashed on mankind. I can only say that I have been preparing you for this hour here and on other channels, and your faithfulness will be your deliverance. Foolish man has made plans under the cunning auspices of the prince of darkness. He has used their vanity and desire to be singular against them; it will be their undoing. Little do they know that they have planned their own undoing. Little do they know that, in some ways, I will save them from what is planned. They have nothing but scorn and contempt for Me, yet I still love them and wish to rescue them from total demise. Some will go on to that route in spite of My Loving admonitions and protection, taking their own lives when they discover what they have done.

"But, it is not My wish. I was there with them when they were little boys playing in the mud, making little tunnels, moving the earth, building pretend dams. I watched them play and discover the attributes of matter. They were taken into institutions and taught the ways of power and recognition, the 'no go' zones, the 'accolades' zones, as they matured into adults. Much was stolen from them. Innocence, a sense of wonder - replaced by power hungry institutions and think tanks. Now they are hopelessly captive to a system that is beyond their reach of understanding, because they no longer acknowledge Me."

# What I think He's referring to there is, because they don't have God, because they don't understand His ways, these things that they're doing are beyond their reach of understanding.

He continued: "And so it goes, round and round again; the Tower of Babel, reaching for control of the universe, taking the bait: hook, line and sinker from fallen angels who have manipulated them to the hilt. Had they maintained this relationship with Me, this never would have happened.

"My greatest concern right now is still for the unsaved as the door closes and a wicked government takes possession of the world. I am calling on all My Brides to do everything in their power to bring souls to Me. Unfortunately, the conventional approach is not working. There is what I would call massive burnout with people being railed on to repent.

"No, it is My Love working through My Bride that is making the difference. I am so proud of you, My Brides, for showing love when you feel the exact opposite. When you're maligned and persecuted, that's when you most resemble Me. Don't allow that to get you down. Rather, look in the mirror and see Me standing before you. You will draw strength from the recognition that you most resemble Me.

"New avenues of grace are being opened up for you. Take full advantage and walk right through those open doors."

# You know guys, when He said that, I thought of the podcasts that we're working on now. There's gonna be a Still Small Voice podcast that you'll be able to access through ITunes. And there's another book coming out. We have people that have come to us, and offered to help – it's beautiful. So, these are new open doors for us. And, for all of you, I know – the Lord is just going to be opening doors for all of you.

He continued: "Those I bring before you may very well be consumed with fear of what is coming upon the world. And you will be an answer to prayer and a refreshing breeze, offering hope where there is none. Remember that Love trumps all other ways of touching the lost. Remember that they are jaded on religion and haven't a clue that I'm not about religion, but relationship.

"Your friendship in those moments will mean everything to them. So many are jaded from the world's relationships of what they can extract from you. But if you stand in the place of giving only, you will bypass that button. You are not trying to gain notches on your 'salvation gun'. No, you are introducing them to your best friend, and the one who loves you so unconditionally, in spite of your failures.

"As We go out for the Harvest, remember: minute-by-minute, I am with you. Ask Me for wisdom. Ask Me to do it. Ask Me to soften hearts to listen to you. Being kind to the most despotic person has an inestimable effect on their hearts. It is something hard to calculate, but believe Me, it leaves an imprint. Many who are this way expect nothing but rejection, so when you show them kindness, it stops them dead in their tracks and causes them to wonder."

# And when He said that, I replied to Him, 'Oh, Lord... that's not easy for me at all.' Cause I don't like bullies, and I don't like manipulative people. I just don't like that kind of action, I just don't do well with it.

"I know Clare, not easy but necessary. In that moment, you can count on Me for the grace. Yes, you will have to do much violence to your flesh. The clever 'come back' and 'put down' will have to be suppressed. I will help you. You see, there are some who can only be won over by this kind of kindness. Nothing else will work, because they've heard and seen it all before. I know you're feeling disconnected from Me right now. But you're not. I have you right where I want you...buried in the palm of My Hand.

"Just remember as you walk with Me, that things are not the same on the inside as they look from the outside. Many are deeply troubled with a foreboding about the times, and haven't a clue as to why. As you make it safe for them, they will open up and begin to ask questions. You will be asked, 'How do you stay so calm in these troubling times? That will be your open door to share Me with them. You may not see instant results, but as things unfold, your words will be proven as accurate and valid. This will also be a witness to them that God is in control and He has foretold these things with extreme accuracy."

And He has also promised, "Come unto Me, you who are heavily laden, and I will give you rest for your souls."

Message 63

Trials: The Final Facets on You My Jewel

April 12, 2015

The Lord's peace and joy be with you.

Well, tonight I had quite a little surprise. Immediately when I came to worship, I saw Jesus wearing a figure-skating outfit, black pants and white shirt without a collar and slightly puffy sleeves.

I was so amazed by His skating. We were skating pairs and I had no idea what move was next but He was in total control of the choreography and my body. I just watched as He skated seamlessly with me, both of us doing moves that were far beyond me in my figure skating days.

After quite a long time, when the music settled down and the song "Surely the Presence of the Lord Is In This Place" began to play, He lifted my chin and our eyes met. He smiled joyfully and I knew with all my heart that He was in love with me, and I with Him.

When I met my husband and the Lord opened our eyes to one another, I knew that he loved me so deeply that no other woman was more beautiful to him than me. And I loved him so deeply that no other man in the world could ever be as beautiful to me as he was.

This is the kind of love Jesus had in His eyes for me. For Him, I was the only one in the world, the most beautiful to Him.

Well, this is for you Brides. All of you Brides. Understand that God is without limit of any kind and when you dance that first dance with Him at the wedding reception, that is precisely what you are going to see in His eyes and feel in your heart. To Him, you are the most beautiful soul in the world; no one could ever compare to you.

How can this be, with so many Brides, some of them exquisite in appearance and in spirit? The only explanation I have is that each of us is so uniquely a singular creation, formed exclusively by God, that only He can see the depth of our beauty, the very beauty He created. And for Him, each one is a singular masterpiece and totally captivating. In eternity, He alone has the skill to facet this rare diamond until all its brilliance is revealed. We shall surely go from glory to glory.

As I was musing on these things the Lord began to speak to me:

"When I formed you, My Brides, you were merely that chunk of coal. But in My sight, heavily laden with promises of My glory to be revealed in you. While you were on the Earth, you were in the depths of the Earth under tremendous pressure - so that one day when you ascended to Me, I could facet you most perfectly - that not one attribute of exquisite beauty would be missed.

"This is why, when people have gone to Heaven, they marvel at the beauty of even the lowliest soul. They shine with a brilliance only I can impart. And according to the pressures of your life on Earth, to that degree you will shine.

"So do not complain at what you are undergoing now for it is written: That the sufferings of this time are not worthy to be compared with the glory to come, that shall be revealed in us.

Romans 8:18

"So, My Bride, your worth is far beyond rubies and the finest gold. The pressures you suffer under now are merely creating new brilliance that will at once be revealed in Heaven, as you trade your corruption for incorruption. In that moment, it shall be revealed to you why you had to suffer and what incomparable beauty has been wrought in you.

"Each of you are My precious gems. I know precisely where to apply the chisel and the wheel to grind away the imperfections and reveal the breath-taking beauty of your Soul.

"I know the times now are very trying. I know you all are experiencing trials that seem like they will never end. That is because your journey on this Earth is almost at an end, and in these last moments, I want to adorn you with even more beauty for My eyes to gaze upon in Eternity.

"And it is not only for your sakes that you are undergoing these testings; it is also for your brothers and sisters who have not yet given their lives to Me. I wish for no man to perish and someone must fast and pray to cooperate with Me in the process of conversion. This suffering is your prayer and your fast. Someone must carry that cross, that redemption will come to its fullest as the soul turns to Me and receives Me."

I just want to say here, so there's no misunderstanding - the redemption has already been done by the Lord on His Cross. But the soul's heart must accept it. And for THIS we carry these crosses.

"And for this purpose I am allowing these heavy crosses in your lives. Please understand, it is out of love for you and for your brothers and sisters that I have given you these crosses. Blessed is the man that endures temptation; for when he hath been proved, he shall receive a crown of life, which I have promised to those that love Me.

"You will look back on this time and wish I had granted you even heavier trials. But I understand your frame, and I will not allow more than you are able to handle with My grace strengthening you. So, when you feel that you are at your absolute limit, turn to Me with great confidence and ask for more strength. Run this race right up to the finish line and press on toward the goal of the high calling in Me, that the glory that has been revealed in Me may also be in you. For if you die to yourself in Me, surely you will rise with Me in glory.

"I am telling you now that you may be prepared. Further trials are going to assault you. But no weapon formed against you will bring you down; you will triumph in Me. Be strong, be courageous and look beyond this Vail of Confusion you must call your temporary home. Cling to Me and to My promises and do not in any way give ground to the enemy.

"Understand that each facet I am preparing in you was destined from the beginning of the world to be yours. Only now are they being brought to perfection. So, do not despair. Grab firm hold of the rope of grace and do not let go. Testings and trials are only temporary and soon you will behold the magnificent work I accomplished through you in your last days on Earth. There is nothing, absolutely nothing, that you and I cannot accomplish together as you cleave to Me and stand in faith.

"Now. Receive My Blessing, Precious Brides, and hold to the promise of your resurrection into glory. It is coming. These are the finishing touches. Carry them bravely."

And that's the end of the message.

So, in this week to come, let's remind one another that the Lord told us we were going to be under more fire. There will be more assaults from the enemy. And let's encourage each other not to complain, but to shoulder that cross in complete confidence that we're going to overcome whatever the enemy throws at us.

The Lord bless you with His courage, and His strength and TOTAL dependence on Him.

Message 64

Unconditional Trust in Me

April 8, 2015

The Lord bless you, Youtube family.

I've been reading over some of your comments and questions, and I just want to tell you I really appreciate them. And I'm very, very blessed to know this community of believers.

Well, today I was a naughty girl... Why should today be different than any other day?! Anyway, I was having a little bit of a problem. We're taking care of an elderly woman and I wanted to get back to answer all you guys - and she took a little longer at the store. In fact, she took quite a BIT longer at the store! And I was rather impatient. So, first rattle out of the box, the Lord talked to me about my attitude, which I knew had been wrong. I was already repented and I wasn't surprised when He brought it up. In fact, I was relieved that He brought it up and forgave me.

So, that's how our little time together begins.

When I came to prayer, I immediately asked the Lord to forgive me for just the wrong attitude today in general. He was very kind. The first thing He said was, "You are tired."

I am also sorry, Lord.

"I forgive you, Clare. Just remember: whatever you do for the least of these, truly, you are doing it for Me. That should make it easier for you to keep your perspective and charity."

Thank you, Lord. Please, help me to remember that...

"Like I did today, several times?"

Oh, that WAS You.

"Indeed. And it helped didn't it?"

It did, Lord. Thank you. But I am still ashamed of myself.

"You are very human."

Lord, what is on your heart tonight?

"You have many who are insecure about the Rapture - you aren't the only one."

What do we do?

"Stay in prayer, watch for the signs I send you every day for encouragement. Get Rhemas from your Bible. And speak to Me, dearest."

By the way, a rhema is an anointed, enlightened Word and you can get a rhema from a license plate, or a magazine or a movie or anything like that. You just feel the quickening of the Holy Spirit. It's something that the Lord has given, right then in that special time, to help you get through whatever trials you're facing.

He continued, "Speak your tender heart to Me. I am here to listen and I promised you I would never leave you on your own. I would never give up helping you learn to listen to Me in confidence. I see the shadows of insecurity in your heart. Don't think that everyone who puts up a brave front isn't suffering from the same thing.

"Christian community does not allow for weakness, failure, fear and those very real personal demons you all wrestle with. They are so used to having a band-aid Scripture slapped on their 'owie,' they've learned to cover up and show a facade that has nothing to do with their inner feelings. This is sad. It makes certain people look like giants and others look like cowards. From My point of view, I can tell you - you are all cowards! So get over it and be real with one another.

"Be approachable, be sincere, be vulnerable, be real. This is where the grace goes, to the lowliest place. The cleansing, enlivening graces flow from My throne down to the lowlands, the little ones, the littlest ones. The weakest ones, those who confess they need Me more than life itself. These are the ones I cherish, because they see themselves for who they truly are in My eyes.

"David was one of these. He saw Me beside himself, and he knew his stature in My eyes as something to be pitied. And so he didn't waste any time trying to impress others with his greatness; rather he sought Me out in every circumstance, from lions to giants. And when he didn't rely on Me, he failed. (He was referring to Bathsheba there.) But even in his failure, he came to Me with confidence in My love and Mercy. He had seen it, oh, so many times before, and He knew My character.

"It is when you don't rely on My wisdom that you fail."

Lord, you know I'm struggling tonight again. How do you put up with me?

"Easily. Because I know you love Me, and in the end, My Love will triumph. I can see what your senses, your own wisdom are raging at you. Let's not leave out the enemy here; he is doing his thing as well. You are in a battle, Clare, and your only hope is to totally abandon yourself to Me in complete trust."

"You haven't got long to go; the tests, the temptations, they will be fierce. But as long as you hold fast to Me and what I've told you, you will make it."

Lord, I am just absolutely insecure with the idea of you coming while the Dogwoods are still in bloom. My senses and my reasoning's are rebelling against this. I am still reasoning that prophecies about a healing ministry and the visions you have given me and others have their time before the Rapture, as many other souls do, too.

"You are reasoning this, again, in your pride and intellect. They are a strong force, Clare, and very much opposed to the simplicity of a little child who trusts her Daddy unequivocally.

"But in your heart it is wise for you to say, 'Even if He slays me, still I will love Him. Even if He abandons me to error, still I will love Him. Even if He allows me to crash and burn, still I will love Him.' It's about unconditional love for Me and trust.

"Even as someone once said, 'I'm the Lord's little play ball. He can roll me under the bed and leave me there. He can play catch with me. He can hurl me against the wall. He can put me on a shelf and forget about me. What He does with me matters not - that I am all His is what matters.'

"I have offered you My Peace, so put aside all your reasoning's and cleave to Me with all your heart. Abandon the purse of your own opinion."

Will you please help me, Lord!?

"Yes, My Dove, indeed I will. And to all My Brides I say, you are in a battle right now, a raging battle of fear, insecurity and doubt. Did I not warn you last week that this was coming?"

And then He began quoting the Scripture in James to me: Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, a whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. ...Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him. James 1:2-4,12

So, basically what the Lord is asking from us is unconditional Trust. He gives us unconditional Love, and He's asking from us to give Him unconditional Trust.

And so, the Lord bless you all, Sweet Youtube Family! Bless you all with the ability to trust in Him unconditionally. And pray for me, too. Pray for us as we minister. It's gotten pretty intense and busy around here and I'm having trouble keeping up with communications with all of you!

But I love your comments, and I love to talk and share with all of you, so we're still trying to do that. And we're in the process of figuring out ways to make that a little easier. I'll share that with you another day.

Let's hold to what the Lord has promised us and rest in Him. The Lord bless you.

Message 65

The Unpardonable Sin

and Aftermath of Bombing of America

July 20, 2015

"People will be so hungry for order and restoration, they won't be thinking about what they are signing into. Desperation will be everywhere: every nook and cranny, every hidden place, out in the open, roaming the streets, knocking on doors. They will be like dead men: blank stares, unbelief, suicidal... many, many suicides. Do you see why I am so reluctant about this?

"Young children (beyond a certain age depending on the child) crying in the streets for their parents, mothers screaming for their little ones, hopelessness everywhere. When order comes to town, people will be so traumatized they will not be paying attention to what they are doing. Some will sign on without knowing what they did.

# Others will be gone to places they have prepared for such a time as this. There will be My ministers tending to the broken, yes, just like the vision you had years ago.

"Plagues will break out. Some manmade, some from lack of cleanliness and proximity to sick animals. Yes, even the animals will be reduced to shock. That is when CERN will do its best to cause rioting and mass slaughter of innocent civilians. This is the worst-case scenario.

"But there will be those who will stand and minister, pray for healing, raise the dead. Yes, I shall do mighty exploits through My servants. Food will come from 'nowhere.' Hospitals will be emptied. Plagues will be stopped. All in My Name.

"I know some are experiencing difficulties with My Name. They have got to mean it and demand that the demons flee at My Name. The angels will step in and forcefully take those who do not obey the use of My Name. But you must all have a personal relationship with Me. You must all 'know' Me in the sense of having a deep communion, understanding, assuredness of Who I Am. When you speak in total faith with conviction, they absolutely must flee. You need to see them, as well. I will reveal them to you, but you must look for them and speak directly to them, demanding obedience to My Name.

"This is the issue with why it hasn't worked: not enough faith in Who I Am and concentration until the entity obeys. In the military, obedience immediately is demanded. And so it is with the spiritual forces of dark; you must demand obedience. And as I said, if they try to ignore My Name, the angels will forcefully remove them."

# Lord, I know Heidi sang over the plague victims and they all recovered, not a one died and she did not get sick.

"That's correct. The faith of that woman is great; her compassion is great. Singing is a powerful tool to overcome any plague or disorder. There are demons behind these plagues, principalities that move about on assignment to bring in the deadly sickness. Truly these diseases have demons behind them. They can be stopped, they can be spoken to, death can be stopped, life can be restored, especially praying in tongues. When I pray through you, there is no force on the Earth below or heavens above that can resist My intercession before the Father. It's done; finished. This is why tongues are so forcefully denounced. As you know, the more truth and power to something, the more it is opposed and accused as being demonic, from the Devil."

Lord is that the unpardonable sin?

"Indeed it is. There will be a stain on their garment that cannot be removed. There is a difference between malicious speech and ignorance. Those who knew My Spirit, and still took it upon themselves to denounce My Spirit, unless they repent, they will not go to Heaven. Repentance has to be complete, contrition must flow from the very core of their being for what they did to Me and to the people I could have brought into the Kingdom had they not denounced Me.

"If they do not repent, they will not enter Heaven. If they do repent, they will enter Heaven with a stain on their garment."

# I saw a full-length white garment, with a cincture around the waist. There was a long, faded stain from the waist to the floor about 12 inches wide, on the right side of their body. It looked like something much more intense in color that had been removed but there was still a vestige of it. I am thinking perhaps blood from the wound in His side, the Lord's innocent blood because this is how He talks about slander, shedding innocent blood.

"Truly that was My Blood from My punctured heart, that stain will remain for eternity. I have warned those on YouTube to be very cautious with their mouth, their heart, their motives. I have warned numerous times. Some have not heeded My warning. I am hoping for contrition from them. If they do not repent, they will not enter Heaven."

Oh My God...how terrible, just for denouncing the work of Your Spirit.

"That's right. If they know My Spirit and they know in their hearts that I am at work in a vessel or movement and they still denounce Me, unless they repent thoroughly, they cannot enter Heaven; they have sealed their place in Hell. This is what the Pharisees did. Many later repented; many did not. You see, Clare, I have no choice. They denounced Me and did not repent. Rebellion cannot enter Heaven. There is a place set apart for the rebellious: it's called Hell. This is why I ask you to pray for your enemies. If My Spirit is moving through you, and they know it's My Spirit - but insist on accusing My Spirit as evil and the Devil, they have committed the unpardonable sin.

"If they come to their senses before they die, confess their sin, they will be allowed in Heaven - but never have a totally clean garment. It will be forever stained. Pray for your enemies, and never let an evil remark about one of My servants pass by your ears without rebuking it. Do not be a partaker in this sin; rebuke it.

"There are many with loose lips, they throw words around like a sprinkler throws water. They have no discernment, they have no idea what they are saying. For them, it is not the unpardonable sin, because they are without knowledge or understanding of Who My Spirit is. He is SO pure, Clare, so very easily offended and yet purer than the finest molten gold. To assign Him wickedness, after having known the sweetness He is \- is unpardonable.

"When one is prone to jealousy, bitterness, hatred; when one is manipulating and grasping for recognition and power and they have known Me, but cast caution to the wind because they are so eaten up with jealousy - I warn them sternly to reform their heart right there and then. If they persist in that hardness, I punish them... I remove My covering and give the demons permission. I give them three warnings. If they do not repent but persist in their attitude and speak against My Holy Spirit, calling good evil, that's the unpardonable sin. Their only hope for salvation is a deep and complete repentance, but their garment of salvation will be marked for eternity."

Gee, Lord, a lot of people were wanting to know about this.

"And that is precisely why I am speaking on it now. I have heard their prayers."

"Is it possible to go to Heaven after committing that sin?"

"The answer is YES, it is.

"But the conditions I explained above must all be met for the person to have committed the sin. If they are ignorant and have a mouth like a sprinkler, they are not culpable, although I do give them a strong check in the spirit. Nonetheless, even if they are not believers, they will feel guilt on a deep level.

That's the beginning of a properly formed conscience. They will reflect on that feeling, it will be bothersome, even though they are not quite sure why.

"My love, I want you to take people a little more seriously... please."

OK.

"That's good. I will reveal to you who is sincere and who is just using you. But you do your best with each one until I reveal their heart to you."

# Yes, Lord.

"And to you, My YouTube children:

Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. Avoid godless chatter, because those who indulge in it will become more and more ungodly. Their teaching will spread like gangrene. Among them are Hymenaeus and Philetus, who have departed from the truth. They say that the resurrection has already taken place, and they destroy the faith of some.

Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his," and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness."

In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for special purposes and some for common use. Those who cleanse themselves from the latter will be instruments for special purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work. Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. And the Lord's servant must not be quarrelsome but must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful.

Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will. 2 Timothy 2:15-25

"You have taught them much of what I have given you. Some are putting it to practice. Others are lazy and just want answers. I say to them: seek Me and I will give you answers, but you must seek Me with all your heart.

"I'm not an easy catch.

"To those who do not yet know Me, yes, I am tender and close at hand. To those who have known me for quite some time, but are not seeking Me vigilantly, this shows Me a lack of serious concern on your part, laziness and disrespect. This resembles the servant who had one talent and went and buried it.

"I enjoin you to buy from Me gold refined by fire, so that you may become rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself, and that the shame of your nakedness will not be revealed; and eye salve to anoint your eyes so that you may see. 'Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent....Rev. 3:18-19 Laodicea

"You have taught them how to fish; now I want to see their catch. Come to Me, My Brides, and seek answers from Me. There is nothing wrong with using your Bibles as an oracle. Try Me in this and I will prove to you this is acceptable and even virtuous. But along with this, you must have a commitment to renounce yourself in all things or you will not understand, or care to understand, what I am showing to you.

"It is a true saying that a man will only recognize a problem that he is willing to do something about. If he is lazy or rebellious, he will declare that he could not understand the answer and is not willing to work any harder at it. But for those of you who press in, you I will reward with understanding.

# "If any of you lack wisdom, come to Me and I will anoint your understanding to coincide with Mine. That is wisdom.

"Well, I think I have given you all enough to think on. My blessing is upon you who diligently seek My Truth in all things. And for those who are still standing around and not working out their salvation with fear and trembling, I say to you: I am coming and there will be weeping and wailing for those who did not take their election seriously.

"Repent, and I will bless your every effort. I love you all tenderly. Make Me proud, use what you have learned."

Message 66

We Are On The Verge Of War

and We Must Forgive

April 15, 2015

The Lord bless you.

This is a redo of something that I posted yesterday.

Tonight, the Lord was wearing Navy blue. And as the night wore on and we were dancing, I saw He was wearing a military uniform with all kinds of bars and colors. And I heard the word "Commander".

But I noticed I was having problems concentrating and I began to sense that I had some unfinished issues that needed to be looked at. The Lord let us know immediately that our attitude about a domestic situation was not pleasing to Him. And we soon realized that we were under correction, because of an elderly, homeless widow with four little dogs who we had put up in the front house of the property we care-take. She's a very charming lady, but has problems keeping up with housecleaning. And many times we've helped her, but for days afterwards we're always sick. It's just too strenuous for us.

The owners of the property said they wanted to do something with the house she's in, but they haven't gotten back to us since they mentioned it, probably a month ago. So, maybe they changed their mind? So, I kind of hit the panic button without getting a really clear answer from the Lord when I asked Him about what we should do. And I realized... sometimes He doesn't give us a clear direction on what to do, because He wants to see where our hearts are at. So, He watches us to see what we'll do.

But I tend to get compulsive about cleaning and the situation in the front house needed to be addressed - or so I thought. But over these four years, I have built up a resentment and anger that I have never dealt with until this came up.

So, I asked the Lord:

I'd like to forgive her, Lord. I've made an act of the will, but I feel hatred in my heart. I don't want it, but I can sure feel it. What do I do?

He said, "Just understand that you can't have bitterness or unforgiveness in your heart and expect to hear Me clearly at the same time. And do pass that on. There are those on your channel who have not forgiven themselves or others, and I deliberately had you do a forgiveness meditation for them, so that they would be free and clear to hear from Me. But some have not done this, and I'm calling My Brides to be clean before Me. You can not be clean before Me unless you've truly forgiven those who've sinned against you. That includes sins against yourself."

"So, you see, there was a very good reason I allowed you to get hung up where you did on the message. Look at her as one who is in dire need of love and respect, not for what she deserves, but for Me. I have no one else to care for her and love her, Clare. Can't you make an exception in your heart?"

I went for a daily bread reading in my little custom card file and received, "If you hold unforgiveness in your heart, you have drunk a chalice of poison and the other person will NOT be the one to die."

So, after a lot of prayer with Ezekiel, I got to the point where I could forgive her and leave it alone. But I'm still waiting on the Lord's wisdom as to what to do.

Jesus said, "Thank you, Clare. That's the right thing to do. You will see the wisdom in letting it go. I have covered for you and I will continue to cover for you. Thank you, My Bride. I know you're hurting. I know you're frustrated. But what is the price tag on a soul? At the right time, the situation will turn around, and then I can step in with Love and Forgiveness and she may very well give her heart to Me. At least you've done all I've asked you to do. I couldn't ask for more."

I again went to my little holy card file and pulled this card: "Forgive anyone against which you have a grievance!"

Great...! Well, the Lord was definitely confirming it.

God, help me. I have this feeling mastered now, but when the devils shove it in my face again, will I be strong enough? Oh Lord, please help me.

"I always do."

Was there anything else, Lord?

"Don't you think that's quite enough?"

Truthfully? No... I want to hear all about why You were wearing navy blue.

"You are on the brink of war. I came to you tonight in the military attire, because that's where I am now."

Tonight He was wearing Navy blue and as the night wore on and we were dancing, I saw He was wearing a military outfit, with all kinds of bars of colors. And I heard the word "Commander".

You did seem rather solemn, Lord.

"Yes, I have a lot on My mind. This is a place of extreme pain for Me. It was nice to be comforted by you, though. I know things are growing more tense and intense around you. I need you all to hold on, and continue to pray for the world and offer the sufferings you are enduring as a fast offering, to bring more souls to Me before the situation becomes impossible. That is, before the unrepentant souls die in the war.

"This cold war is coming to a head. The parts are all scripted. One by one they come into play, the players appointed by destiny. Obama, the Man of Sin, stands in the central position - scripting for him was done eons ago. Each player has their role and their orders. All that remains now is the commencement and at the proper time the signal will be given.

"How lucrative this war will be for Satan. This is precisely why I have been hoping to hold it off, but time has reached its fullness and it will begin any day now. Never in the history of mankind has such atrocity been planned and executed. Never in the history of the world will it occur again. This is the appointed time for the cleansing of the Earth from all filth and disease brought to its fullness by the demonic powers that be with the full cooperation of man in his greed.

"What will transpire is the decimation of millions of souls. For some, there is nowhere to go but Hell. For others, they shall be saved as going through the fire. My Bride will not see any of this. She has been brought to a place of sensitivity because of her union with Me that precludes her being exposed to such horrors as will come upon mankind."

But Lord - will She not be here for the nuclear strike?

"My Love, this is only the beginning of woes. Only the beginning. Wave upon wave upon wave of disaster will befall the Earth - nuclear annihilation is but one in the series of scores of catastrophes and judgments. I want you to be well aware of what is about to transpire in these coming days. Eye has not seen, ear has not heard what the wickedness of man has brought upon itself."

I would really like to understand, Lord - but if this knowledge is not for me to have, so be it. (I was really curious about the events and so on.)

"My little one. My very, very, very Little One, it is not essential to the salvation of souls. I would rather you focus on the hearts of the flock I have brought into this fold. They are My Bride, Clare, and how they yearn for Me! It brings tears to My eyes when I read their comments, which are only the tip of the iceberg of their sorrow and longing for Me. As I have told you before, this is a factor in Our timing; to see her gut-wrenching tears is almost too much for Me. I wish to visit each and every one of them, but they must go through a process of preparation."

Oh Lord - you are sovereign. Can you not just do one visit, and visit them in a way they will never forget? They look at me and long for what You've given me, which has been for their benefit that they might press in.

"My Child, I can and I will at the appropriate time for each of them, but I desire them to obey what they know is being asked of them first. It is very simple, Clare. I am not asking a lot, am I?"

No, Lord, You're not.

"Those who love Me, obey Me and those who seek Me with their whole heart shall surely find Me."

And that's the end of the message.

Message 67

Why Are People Leaving My Church?

July 12, 2015

Well, my Dear Ones, the Lord bless us as we listen to His message tonight.

I asked for a real anointing to be in the hearts of all who hear this message. The Lord is addressing the pastors of His churches, what's the reason behind why people are leaving, why are churches dying out.

"My Beloved, We have stirred up quite a bit of controversy over this last video and I want to make it clear that I never said 'forsake the fellowship of the brethren'. But when the fellowship becomes empty and busy-ness or business as usual covers over that emptiness, it is time to make a change. Many pastors don't want to risk change, because they are afraid of losing people that like it the way it is. This is idolatry and bowing down to men. But the very thing they are trying to avoid happens anyway. The good people that long to go forward with Me become disillusioned and leave. Those who are happy in their comfort zone stay. The church slowly dies. This is what I am addressing.

"When people are chosen for leadership in worship and teaching because they are popular, or wealthy and respected, there is compromise. If I did not choose them, their ministry will be flat, lifeless, tasteless. People will not experience My perceivable presence, hearts will not be opened or healed, precious communion with Me will not happen in the service. In teachings, the people will not grow because what is taught is safe and without challenges. Don't you see?? You cannot serve God and man? Haven't you seen enough decay and death to be willing to take the chance of following My leading?

"There is a strict pecking order in most churches, meant to protect the pastor and staff and keep everyone happy. Protecting the pastor, protecting anything, stems from fear - not Love of God, not Love of the sheep. When decisions are made based on the status quo, the anointing is squeezed out and what is left is stale bread. The pastor has insulated himself from criticism and correction and the sheep have no recourse but to comply or leave. Very often families have many ties in the church and leaving is a painful alternative. Besides where would they go that would be any better?

"This is a plague in the Body right now, and people die from the plague. My answer is that, if you are a shepherd and you're not leading according to My counsel, you will be held accountable for the loss of souls. They may sit in the pews, but when they leave they go right back to their sin, because there is no conviction, no interior fire.

When I lead a flock, I address the illnesses. I tend the wounds. Favoritism and politics are forbidden; they do not exist in My church. A pastor after My own heart will never yield his office to the pressures of the flock. Never. He will walk away and leave them before he will bow to their counsel if it opposes Me.

"Shepherds, who are you listening to when you choose worship leaders? Teachers? Intercessors? Who are you empowering in growth to serve Me? Where are the ministries that address troubled marriages, teens, and the elderly? Are you caring for all the sheep or just the ones with the thickest fleece? Are you watching what they feed on or are they going toxic from attractive but poisonous plants? Are you correcting and admonishing behaviors that are demoralizing, or are you avoiding conflict?

"You see, the sheep see it all. They know where they can slip by you: your buttons, your avoidances, your favorites- they read you like a book. Many have made My churches social clubs where the elite from the world are the leaders in the church, because everyone respects their worldly achievements. That is, everyone... but Me. That's feeding them moldy hay - that's not fresh, vital, green grass. Everyone confesses Me, but deep down inside they are empty and languishing. They look healthy from the outside but their internal organs are rotting. Must they wait for the judgment to find out why they are dead inside? Don't you know it's too late then?

"Your job is to keep the flock healthy. If one has an infestation, it needs to be isolated and treated, not mixed in with the healthy ones, lest the whole flock become sick. So, one of your deacons is committing adultery with another deacon's wife. You just don't want to address it, but it's not going away - rather the plague is spreading to the other sheep. They know you look the other way, and their conscience has become so numb because you haven't addressed what I wanted addressed, and things are so far gone and out of whack they've been left vulnerable to the wolves. The pastor is sound asleep or pre-occupied with the new building program and the wolves go to work right under his nose."

# As an aside, Family, I am really struggling with this message. I really don't like giving messages like this, so I keep double checking to see if it truly is Jesus, and He just keeps saying, "Just keep writing." Now, after the fourth time of making sure it is Him, tears are rolling down His holy cheeks.

"Just keep writing Clare, just keep writing."

The last time I discerned this, it was at the very end (I think it was the fifth or sixth time) both Ezekiel and I discerned it – and got Holy Spirit. So, this IS the Lord.

"You see, you have chosen the worldly to lead. They will inevitably lead everyone right into the world. You've won the popularity contest, but you've lost the souls. You have your big sanctuary, but you also have trysts going on in the closets. Does this sound preposterous to you? Take your time, take your eyes off the new furnishings for the sanctuary and check up on some of your people to see where they are, what they are doing. How many times have their spouses called to find out where they are? Do a walk about, do something out of the ordinary for your schedule and see what you find.

"I tell you, My churches have become social clubs. The ones that long for Me and are anointed to lead men's hearts away from the world and into Me, are overlooked because their financial profile just doesn't measure up. That's because they have chosen to spend time with Me, rather than Wall Street and clinching deals. I have called some of these who are unqualified financially or even educationally, because they have My anointing and in My eyes are qualified to lead. They will challenge the comfort zone and succeed. They may need adjusting and training up, but their hearts are right before Me and they are docile.

"But, as long as the worldly are in charge of ministries, they will produce worldly results. And what could have been a truly dynamic Body for Me, will be a place to blend in and look good, while continuing to sin in their private lives.

"When I send you souls that have emerging gifts, do you cultivate them? Or push them back into a safe place where they can't threaten others in ministry? Do you take time to work with them? Or leave them on their own and encourage them to find ministry outside the church? When a worship leader who clearly has a problem with jealousy and territorialism, comes to you and downgrades someone else who has talent... do you correct them or pander to them?

"Do you cultivate emerging prophetic gifts and bring them into the opportunities and positions I've called them to? Or do you discourage them and make excuses for why they can't have ministries in the church. I could go on and on and on exposing to you why your church is dead. I don't care how talented or popular the worship leader is - if their heart is not right with Me (notice I said Me, and not the wealthy controlling group or relatives) the music will not lead the people into MY presence. It will be entertainment, not worship. And you ask Me why people are leaving your church?

"I am telling you this now, before it's too late. You must follow Me if you want a healthy church. You must preach as I lead you. You must worship in spirit and in truth, not in entertainment. There is very little time for you to get your house in order. Are you willing to lose everything to gain Me? Are you willing to leave or lose the six-figure income and live on the edge of poverty in order to lead My sheep into lush green pastures? Really, choose this day who you will serve, because the day is coming when the wood, hay and stubble will be devoured by the fire and those who have served their own agendas will be standing naked before Me and all the souls they lost.

"Really, I am calling you to upset the apple cart. Let them all fall to the ground and examine each one carefully before putting it back in. Remove the rotten apples, the ones who are constantly protecting their territory, manipulating and pushing for more influence, gathering others to their side, making their clout felt and causing division. You know who they are; they are the ones who cause you to cringe when you answer the phone. They are the ones with their own agenda and if you don't comply - it will cost you.

"Stop the cover-ups in the ranks, pull the plug on dead and lifeless programs that are all about being seen by men and have no substance or holiness before Me. Tend to the lame, the hurting, those pushed aside because their anointing is threatening. May I tell you something? If you have a leader who is continually threatened by the anointing of others, you will sow a spirit of jealousy throughout the entire congregation. It will spread like a plague and snuff out the newly anointed life I am showering upon others. The very source of life and anointing will be snuffed out in every single ministry. It is a plague and if you bow once to it, it takes over the whole church. People who are that insecure should not be in leadership. A leader is looking for his replacement. His heart is to train up and enable \- not disable and shove into a dark corner.

"Had you chosen the leaders with the right heart, you wouldn't have this mess. Begin here. Let the apples fall where they will. Pick up the healthy ones; let the rotten ones take care of themselves. I want a shepherd after My own heart - My heart, and no one else's.

"I am coming soon. There's very little time left. Get your house in order and I will heap blessing after blessing after blessing upon you, because you are a shepherd after My own heart."

Message 68

Will You Stand When The World Crumbles?

May 11, 2015

Well, dear Family, I just came out of prayer and I have a personal word to the Lord's Youtube Family on our channel. And just something that came to mind as I was praying.

We've gotten feedback from some of you that have expressed bewilderment at what the Lord is asking of you: to make your reality Him, to stay out of shopping malls, surfing the net, watching movies and other forms of entertainment.

And to really, for this week, make your reality Him and what's coming soon - the marriage of the Bride. And the Rapture. And it's been difficult, because these things have been very much part of the daily fabric of your lives. Things that you do every day, you take them for granted and it kind of gives you a framework to your life.

As I was praying for you, something became very clear to me. We in America and elsewhere are about to see the fulfillment of Daniel 2: Daniel's statue with legs of iron and feet of iron mixed with clay. It's going to arise in the Earth and it's going to devour the whole Earth.

It is going to catch many unaware, just as Hitler's Germany did.

Those who will be caught unaware are those who consistently place their time and value on the things of this world: money, stores, shopping, curiosities, events, communications. But those who consistently place their time and value on their relationship with God, are well informed in advance. And they are the ones who will stand firm as all we have known as free men crumbles into dust around us and at the feet of this emerging power.

In one day, the world will change. Maybe, perhaps... just in one hour. I'm sure: in one hour the world is going to change. Those who have invested their lives, the fabric of their lives is in the world: the Internet, the news, twitter, Facebook, Youtube, telephone calls, shopping, everything. All of that's going to come to a halt. And when it does, we are going to be feeling barren and empty, 'cause everything we have known as the fabric of our life has suddenly changed gears.

Some of these things will be taken from us. We may even lose money that we have in the banks, or whatever. The point is that we're going to be standing there in utter chaos and ourselves in utter confusion, because we haven't established a strong relationship with the Lord. And we cannot stand without the help of the world. So, when the world is taken away, we are not able to stand. But those who have established the Lord as the fabric of their lives and their relationship with Him - they're going to be able to stand. The Lord is going to keep them standing.

If you have lived by the dollar, you will fall by the dollar. If you have lived by vain entertainments, worldly ways and communications and curiosities, you will be stripped of that reality... and then when you are offered those comforts back, you will do anything to establish a sense of security by having them returned to you.

But at what a cost? What does it profit a man if He gains the whole world but loses his very own soul? So many will lose their souls in that hour - they will do anything to have their comforts returned to them, setting their Bibles right next to their checkbooks.

And what I'm saying is - this may not be for the people who are Raptured, this may be for the people who are left behind. But the point is, there's going to be a very dramatic interruption in the fabric of living before the Rapture. And the Lord wants you to stand firm during that time. He doesn't want you to crumble like the rest of the world. He doesn't want you to collapse in the chaos. He wants you to have such a strong grounding and reality in Him, with your house built upon the Rock that you're not washed away and swept away by the tide of events that surround you.

So, He's trying to prepare you for this. That became really clear to me in prayer. He's really trying to get you on your feet with Him so that when the whole world is torn away in the riptide, you're still standing. You haven't been washed out to sea with the rest of it. He is our strength when the rest of the world is reeling in utter chaos, not knowing up from down. And we will have peace that passes all understanding that He promises to those who put their complete trust in Him.

He will be at the helm of our ship, directing and guiding us. No matter how violently the seas toss, with Christ at our helm we will be just like Him, sleeping peacefully in the back of the ship.

So, I guess what I am asking you is to not begrudge the Lord this shift of focus in your life. He is asking this for a very real and necessary purpose. Not only for our wedding day, but to keep you standing when the rest of the world has collapsed in chaos.

Be of good cheer. Press in with the Lord. Place all value and emphasis in your life on Him - you won't be disappointed. And when the world falls apart, you will be standing secure in the promises He's made to you. He's TOLD you what's going to happen next, and we're waiting for it. We're expecting it.

But when that hour comes, we have really no way of knowing exactly how strong or how weak we're going to be. But one thing we know for sure: and that is if our house is built upon the Rock and our reality IS the Lord and His Word to us, and our relationship with Him - then when everything else crumbles, we're going to stand. We're going to be able to stand, because that's where our reality is.

So, the Lord bless you and give you courage. And pray for us as we pray for you as well. God bless you.

Message 69

Work as If There Were No Tomorrow

December 21, 2014

Hi, You Tube Family. I've been in communication with a lot of you and I think we're all going through, again, a little Rapturitis. You know, the Lord has preserved me from this. I'm really not troubled by it. Ezekiel is, and a lot of other people are.

The only reason I'm not troubled by this is He's given me a grace not to be troubled. Otherwise, I'd be in a mess too. But it's difficult, you know, for people who are watching and waiting for the Lord. And He hasn't come yet and here we are just before Christmas.

There was a message that He gave me in September that I did not share with you, and I think it's pretty important, so I'm going to share it now. I think it still holds true as well.

So, the Lord was present to me when I came into prayer. And the title of this message is "Work As If There Were No Tomorrow". It was given on 9/19/14.

Lord, I want to say something real to You, not the fluffy quips floating through my mind.

"I'm waiting." He said.

I'm a sinner?

"That's true. But also, you are forgiven, so stop beating yourself up. It's really hard to speak to a Bride who's put herself through the ringer. Calm down, My Love, calm down."

OK, I'll try. Will You help me?

"Do camels live in the desert?"

You're so playful tonight, Lord, and I'm so apprehensive.

"Listening to You tubes again, huh?"

Well, You sent them.

"Many I did, that's correct. Would you like Me to tell you what's about to happen?"

Oh Lord, I'd rather hear it from You.

"The Rapture's not ready yet. Oh... mixed emotions - look at that."

He was looking at me and watching all the things I was going through. I was perplexed and disappointed, but I thought I would be happy. Who can figure a woman out? Certainly not her own self.

"It's not ready, Clare, because it's only now that people are finally taking My prophets seriously. And as they step forward in faith, I come to meet them with all the graces they need, to bring in the lost and the broken. So, you do have time. Don't waste it. You'll be terribly sorry if you do. I've longed to clarify this for you, because I see your consternation and grief. You can't operate from that basis. You have to be joyful to get this work done. I know how important it is to you, as it is to Me. Nonetheless, do not neglect prayer or good deeds. Work alongside them.

"As time comes closer, I will let you both know. I and My Father are One and the same. (John 10:30) We hope for great fruit and a harvest. And I can tell you now, by glancing at the Earth, she is not ready. But she will be, you can count on that. So much depends on the free will of the people. As I see the seriousness with which they are going about My business, I extend mercy. Your prayers for mercy: 'More time, more grace, more mercy, Lord' – they do get heard.

"It is not set in concrete. Nonetheless, My plans, My timetables are inscrutable. Much is yet lacking in the character of My Bride. That is why I have commissioned you to do what you are doing. As you prepare your lessons for her, you will prepare yourself, because you are not ready either. Not that anyone in this life can be perfect, but there is still room for gigantic improvement. Don't be daunted by the prospect of much work. In the end you will see: it was so worth it.

"Let me continue to look upon you and smile over your faithfulness. Tell My people the very same thing. If the Master knew the day and the hour the thief was coming, he would have kept watch. (Luke 12:39) What I am telling you all is, that it IS the day and the hour, so stay busy. Be about My Father's business. And at the time you do not expect, I will take you."

He kissed my forehead.

"I love you so tenderly, My Bride. Just do what I've set before you and the time will pass swiftly. Too swiftly. But I can tell you this – you will be satisfied that you have done everything in your power to fulfill the mission you were sent to Earth to accomplish. This I can assure you of – you will be satisfied and take a deep breath."

Then I asked Him, "Should I hone my skill on the piano?"

He answered, "Do what is urgently before you, listen very carefully to My Spirit, and then do whatever He tells you to do."

But Lord, I get confused over this.

"That's because you're not listening very carefully. Are you going to tell me I'm wrong?"

I could never do that.

"But you'd like to, I can see it in your eyes."

(Clare chuckles) – Can't hide anything from Him!

It's that argumentative bent You are squeezing out of me, Lord.

"Indeed it is! Clare, this IS the bottom line. Work as if there were no tomorrow. And at some point, you are going to feel a great peace come over you. That will be a sign to you that you've done all in your power. When you feel that, the Rapture is indeed only moments away."

I want to take a moment here and say – work as if there were no tomorrow. That was back on September the 19th and here we are on December the 19th and He is still, every single day, pushing us to get messages out and to get teachings out and to work as if there were no tomorrow. He is all over us to stay busy. And we've never been this busy in our lives. So that gives you some idea at least, that He is definitely asking us day by day to stay very, very busy.

Moving on, I thought to myself -- when He says moments, I take it to mean His kind of moments, not ours. Well, it's fruitless to try and figure that one out. But the fact that He's very serious and very seriously keeping us working almost non-stop guys – I mean, we don't have time for anything. He doesn't give us any extra time unless it has to do with a funeral or some act of charity that needs to be taken care of.

I guess my advice to you, to pass it on is: keep watching, but work really hard at what He's given you to do, especially works of charity. Feeding the poor. Clothing the poor. Visiting at the hospital or the prison. Taking people somewhere. There's just so many things that you can do. Ask the Holy Spirit to help you be aware of the needs of the people around you. Just stay busy, knowing that any minute, He could look in on you and say "Okay, it's time! And you were working and that's wonderful. Now enter into your master's joy." (Matthew 25:21, 23)

So, God bless you, Youtube family. Hopefully I'll have some more things to share with you really soon.

Message 70

The World to Come

June 11, 2015

May the blessings of steadfast perseverance be upon us tonight.

I have a message for you from the Lord, sweet message about perseverance. Something we all need right now.

You probably noticed I didn't post a video yesterday, this Fibro has been - boy it's been jumping on me like a crocodile. It's been rough! And everything has been just such an effort. I almost didn't make it tonight, but I just decided to give it one more try, after my third nap. So, here I am, thanks be to God and His mercy and His grace. And I'm sharing that with you because He told me that many of you are going through trials right now, maybe not the same kind that I'm going through, but I'll just go ahead and begin the message and you'll see what He's saying.

He began, "I know these last two days have been really hard for you, My Love. I am allowing you to be stretched; I need your prayers and fast offerings. So much is at stake. All My Brides are being stretched right now, and this will get more trying, more demanding, and more out of your comfort range as we draw closer to that moment when I remove you.

"The days are lengthening, and so is evil more and more dominating your land. With every day, the noose grows tighter, until at last it will break out into the open. You will see it, but not be affected by it if you obey Me. Pray continuously for innocent victims, those who get caught in the middle between a decaying system and the iron jaws of the new government. Many are so uninformed, they will be totally caught off guard by what closes in around them.

"Even now I am dispatching more and more angels to uphold peace in your homes. Much of the suffering you will endure and are enduring is interior, as you pray and contemplate the dynamics at work and how your world will be changed forever.

"Yet, I would not have you linger there. There is a better place for you to take refuge. Very simply... in My Heart. Come, My Bride, and tuck your head into My Heart where the waves are always calm, where the sun of My Love is always shining on you, where the melody is always fair and sweet. A place of rest in times of turmoil, a never-failing refuge from the storm. I have given you the key to My Heart, the door is always open and waiting for your sweet presence. Oh, how I love the sweet fellowship of our times together. This truly is the highpoint of My day, when My Bride comes knocking and seeking the warmth of My Presence.

"In those times your faithfulness, obedience, and affection are a healing balm that brings comfort to My heart which is continually exposed to so much hatred. The chaos that springs from hatred has torn the whole world into bits and pieces. When I created the Earth, I desired that there be a certain amount of fellowship between all races, tribes and tongues. Yes, it was necessary to divide, but now My Heart is to unite mankind under one banner of Love in My Kingdom, truly one world under God.

"But without My rule, this cannot be done. The selfishness of mankind always finds a way to gain an advantage and suppress the rights of others to increase their own. This begins the never-ending spiral of degradation that Satan intends for all My Creation. If Adam and Eve had not done the deed, sooner or later another would have. So you see, the necessity of My Rule is, without question, the only way to attain this.

"I will enforce justice gently, but as firmly as necessary to maintain individual rights. As I have said before, nothing will be lacking to anyone. Poverty will be extinct, because in My world, no one will go without."

And I asked Him at that point, "Lord, won't that create an environment that leads to lukewarmness?"

"That's a very good question. It will, for those who do not have wisdom. But part of your job will be to teach wisdom and self-control; that the souls I entrust to My Brides will grow up into their full potential. As you yourself have experienced, abundance is some kind of challenge - focus is easily lost when there is too much. But I will be sure to offer opportunities and resources, that are not so much a symptom of over-abundance as they are a utility, providing for the continual expansion of a soul.

"What I am saying is that I just want you all to know: there is a New World coming... and it's nothing like what the enemy has planned to destroy you with. Yes, there is a new world coming, where the knowledge of My Love will fill the seas and extend to even the most remote and isolated of places. How beautiful will it be to see mankind in his Eden living in the justice of Heaven.

"Take heart, My Beloved ones, take heart. Make ready that place inside of you that longs for Me and for My Kingdom to come, My will to be done. Make ready your heart and mind to accommodate the riches of My Kingdom Come, My Will be Done. Yes, it is coming...yet a little while and you will no longer dwell in darkness. You will ascend with Me to the place I have diligently prepared for each and every one of you, where we shall be together forever and ever and ever. Be strengthened in resolve with these words and hide them in your hearts. How I long to immerse you in the joy of My world! Keep your heart and mind in this place - it will bring stability in times of chaos."

Message 71

Jesus Speaks On: After the Rapture, The World Will Mourn - part 7

March 11, 2015

Well, dear Family, this is a message full of surprises – certainly surprises to me! Tonight, as I was in worship, things started out as they usually do; I was dancing with the Lord. And I noticed I had on a black dress – an evening gown, a black evening gown with sequins that reflected light. He also was wearing black. We were dancing in kind of a formal ball setting. I was really questioning why I was wearing black, as that is a sign of mourning, yet we were dancing. I was a little confused on that.

So I began, "Lord, I don't understand why I am wearing a black sequined evening gown and yet dancing so gracefully with You as if we were at a ball or celebration of some kind."

"Because the whole world shall mourn and you shall mourn with them, but have deep inner joy, which the world cannot take away from you.

"We will dance through the times to come, as My judgment falls upon this nation and the world. We will behold it with one eye, while beholding Heaven with the other.

"As things come to a close here in America and around the globe, you will draw closer and closer to your Heavenly homeland.

"I know, Clare, you sense in your spirit that time is short - and indeed it is, My Love. Soon, I will be taking you away with Me forever and ever and ever. I will lavish on you all My gifts of Love and we will live happily ever after."

And I thought to myself, 'In THIS world, NOBODY lives happily ever after...'

Oh, Lord - that is so precious and exciting and my inner man trembles in hopes that it truly is You and truly this will come to pass soon.

"What have I told you about doubting? And trusting?"

I guess I have no experience to compare it with, to hold on to... it is so far away from my reality. It's almost too good to be true.

He smiled, "Yes, My Love, I know well how you feel... But it is true, Clare, just as surely as I AM. It is true. And I know it's beyond what you can imagine - and that delights Me even more, because I love to see you surprised and overwhelmed with My loving provision for you."

So, the world will mourn, but we will have one eye in Heaven and one on Earth?

"That's right."

Lord, how can I be happy knowing what mankind is suffering on this Earth and how You suffer with them? I really question this, as well as...

"...Coming back to help?"

YES! I mean, there's so many rumors about us being trained and coming back to help during the Tribulation.

"You are going to enter into My Rest - you have labored and now you are going to rest. I have not called My Bride to be any part of this judgment that is coming. I am not removing you so you can watch from Heaven and suffer. Is that clear?"

Oh.

"Well, I'm not. Your job is done here until I return. I will come to you for comfort, but I will not expose you to the horrors of Earth. I cannot and I will not."

Lord, can I question Your wisdom on this?

"Why not, you always do! Why should today be different from another day, hmmm?"

Well, this is no laughing matter but you are making me laugh.

"We can have fun together sometimes, even when it is hard and heart-wrenching for us both.

"In My Divine plan, I have limits to what each one must undergo. I have purposes and I have limits. My Love, do not question. Just accept. Just receive the gift of freedom from the alienation and troubles of this world."

Lord, my gut feels funny.

"That's Unbelief, Clare."

So, I rebuked it. And strangely...it went away.

"My Love, many think it's heroic virtue to come back and be present for the chastisement. They don't know what they are talking about. My angels have been prepared for what is to come. They alone will be a part of what is to happen."

But what about our prayers from Heaven when we see You praying...surely we will pray, too? Our children! How can we not respond to that?

"There will be times when you will pray for them, but your knowledge will be so far above what it is now, that even then, what you pray will be for their best. No longer will you be dramatically tied into them. Rather, you will see them as I see them - as a part of humanity that must be purified from sin. It will not lessen your affection but it will change your perspective to one of seeing from Heaven."

So, I won't be pulled into an emotional whirlwind, like I am when they go through dramas now?

"Exactly. You will love them...from a distance and yet, as their mother. It will all make sense to you then, My Love. It truly will."

So, we will not be returning during the Tribulation or get to see all the things going on here on the Earth?

"No. You will not. You will touch in from time to time, to give them courage but you will not be a part of the drama. Rather... more like an apparition that speaks encouragement, but not engaged in the painful realities.

"You see, your reality is going to be so much more different. In a sense, it will be impossible for you to get emotionally involved on the same level you are on now, in your body, on Earth. Your whole world and reality will be so different.

"I know it is hard for you to grasp this concept...although I do see a little light breaking through."

He smiled. "You see, things are so different in Heaven, even now you cannot compute how you will react or see Earth from Heaven. It is the true reality. What you are in now is only a mist. When you've been distanced from it... well, there's just no way for Me to explain it, you have to experience it, My Love. But you can take My word for it. Will you?"

Well, I do have a peace about it now that I rebuked that Unbelief. I have a deep peace, Jesus, that You are speaking the truth to me, and that it shall be as You have said.

"Moving on. There are many who will be disappointed that they cannot come back and be a part of the drama. To you I say: Please, take My word for it, you would only get in the way. You would suffer what was intended for the reprobate. You have proven your love for Me and I will not have you go through these things with those who have shown scorn and contempt for Me.

"However, you will get your chance when we return together. Then you will have your assignments and all will be new, full of expectations and opportunities for you to use your gifts. Oh, the plans I have for you, My Bride - they are so exciting! So wonderful! And you will be fully equipped to do all that is in your heart that you have longed to do.

"Yes, you will be perfectly equipped. Your music will flourish, your playing will be nothing less than perfection, and the anointing will bring hearts to Me, to heal and restore. You see, that is what you are all expecting - you're just getting ahead of Me by thinking it will be during the chastisement.

"You will all have the opportunity to do everything that is in your heart and so, so, much more that I have planned for you. No longer will you labor and see no results because of the hardness of hearts. No, hearts will be wide open to receive all that you have to give.

"Oh, REJOICE MY BRIDES!! Rejoice! Great is your reward, and great shall be your assignments. Rejoice! Look forward to this. Yes indeed, you will dance in the black dress, one eye on Heaven and one on the Earth, but your reality shall be in My Arms, not in sackcloth and ashes.

"Well, are you satisfied now, My Love?"

Oh, yes Lord, I believe I am. I believe in You, Jesus. You speak only the truth and I have come to understand that You truly are preparing us for what is to occur very quickly.

"Thank you, My Love, thank you for receiving. My heart leaps for joy that finally you have settled this question in your heart, and you truly have heard the voice of your Shepherd.

"And I have told you, I will never cease to work in you to bring you into the reality of My faithful voice. It is I who will do these things, and all that I need from you is what you just gave Me.

"Thank you, My Love, thank you ever so much for believing in Me. I adore you, Clare, and I have spoken My words through you and I will continue to speak them until the day you come Home with Me."

Maranatha Lord!!! Come quickly!

Message 72

What Must Befall This Nation and The Earth

May 7, 2015

The Lord bless you with His sweet, sweet presence.

Faithful to His word, the Lord has been changing my schedule! So, I'm a little more awake and a little more...have a little more vitality than I had before. Thank you for your prayers, I know you guys have been praying for us.

Well, today when I went into prayer, I had a really heavy heart. I just couldn't stop thinking about all the things in this country right now that are coming to the surface, the plans that are being brought into position. The things in Texas and Utah - well, just all over the country where things are being planned to really destroy America. The "America" of America. It's so tragic...

I know that we deserve it, but it's still very tragic. I spent a great deal of my time praying for the country, for those who are going to stand against this wickedness that is coming upon this nation. So, this is what I brought into prayer.

I spoke to the Lord and He ended up speaking right back to me about this very subject.

I began: Oh Lord, my heart is so heavy over what must befall this nation.

Then He said, "What if I were to tell you that your prayers have been answered and I am going to intervene and give America another chance?"

Wow, that would be wonderful...but also make me a false prophet.

"Which would you prefer?"

That's easy... I want to see America get a second chance.

"Well, I can't. I'm not."

My heart sank when He said that.

"I can't. But I will raise up a faction to push back the forces of darkness, so there will not be a total annihilation of your country."

Lord, I don't think it's fair that the rotten, corrupt people who have been controlling this country behind the scenes and bringing this all down on our heads... that they should have their way. After all, there is a faction of true Americans who are Christians and stand for what is right.

"That is why I am going to fight for them. You remember the rockets that were fired at Israel and were turned back in mid-air and went out to the sea?"

I do.

"Well the same thing is going to happen at key moments, because of prayer. Your prayers and the prayers of others - this is going to happen over and over again until it is finished. Those who have gathered together in underground cities, I have called them there to their graves. There will be a purification of the evil in this nation.

"Yes, I will have justice. Deliberate crimes have been committed in this country, with the end in mind, that is the removal of My protection. Things such as abortion and gay rights, the training of guerrillas and other subversives to disrupt rightful governments around the world. All of this, plus the ruling elite. I am making an end to it. Not one of them will escape My wrath. Not even one single one, including their offspring."

At that I was thinking, 'Yes - but the offspring, the babies... aren't they innocent?'

And the Lord intercepted my thoughts, and He said, "You ask Me why I would kill the offspring - innocent babies? Do you not know the evil that will be birthed through these demonized children? They are not like real people - like you, or like I was on the Earth. No, they are demonized, fitted with demonic natures that tend only towards viciousness and evil. Bred to be genteel on the outside, but all wrathful inside. Yes, these are the offspring of Nephilim and even worse.

"I am gathering the devil and his angels and their offspring and throwing them all into the Lake of Fire, eventually. But the end for them will begin on this Earth when all have proclaimed so securely 'See - we are safe from the chaos we created on the outside. The useless eaters will be killed off but we are safe inside the bowels of the Earth with our comforts and amenities.' And then it shall come suddenly: the bowels of the Earth will erupt and spew the filth out from inside it.

"Not one shall survive, even as in the days of Noah. So, those who have so stunningly engineered underground cities capable of supporting life for years to come... will in one moment be purged from the Earth."

Are you talking about a physical purging where they are actually thrown out from the Earth?

"I am talking about magma and water consuming and spewing them out of the Earth. Every last one."

But what about those who might have repented, Lord, or others who are innocent?

"How can you say that, Clare?"

Well... I'm trying to look on who might be innocent in that whole mess.

"As in the days of NOAH, My Love, as in the days of Noah. You have no idea the scope of corruption of those on government levels; the massive breeding programs, those who look perfectly normal but in effect have no soul."

What do they have, Lord?

"They have intellect and they have orders. They are not bred to think for themselves, but to serve without questioning."

Phew!

"I know that you are grieving for your country, but it shall survive. It is the evil ones who are going down. My people I shall protect. There will be a victory. I am God. I will not be mocked."

But Lord, what about the FEMA camps and all the Americans being rounded up and killed?

"There will be much slaughter, in which I shall be glorified. But none of that shall hurt the souls of the Just. No, their reward is with Me. And I will intervene with supernatural peace in the moment it is needed."

Oh, Jesus, it's too horrendous for me to even think about. It is so terrible.

"Well, for the innocent, the terror only lasts a moment. It is the guilty who will have an eternity of terror."

What are they thinking? That they can escape judgment?

"They are not thinking. They have been woven from conception with lies, inbred with misinformation so that their foundation is thin air, nothing but a bedrock of lies. They live their entire lives in this environment of deception with others locked into the same bed of lies. They have no idea of the reality of who they are serving or what they are doing. They have been trained to believe that good is evil and evil is good. They have no other perspective. Many of them I did not create; they are clones. So, you see, they cannot respond to Me, because they are not of Me. And the part of their brain that was meant for Me has been hybridized. Oh Clare, it is such an ugly subject, please... no more questions. I hate talking about it.

"What I was trying to accomplish was to show you this is a 'Move Of God' to purge the evil from the Earth. Every last one, with their evil offspring that has been complicit in these massive deceptions, is going to their end. Then I am coming back to reclaim the Earth."

But Lord, what about the radiation poisoning all over the world?

"I can with one sweep of My Hand, eradicate every last vestige of this poison and restore pristine purity to the Earth."

But I thought it would be in devastation when you returned? Won't we have an endless clean up job throughout the entire world? Reclaiming it?

"It is true that there will be much work to be done in certain areas. Other areas will be so far underground and undersea that it won't even be necessary. I will open the Earth to swallow the areas of the worst corruption - never again shall they be seen. I will cleanse the Earth by fires as well, preparing the soil for a new Spring. I will cause the waters in the deep places to be purified and returned to their crystal clarity. Oh, so much will I do to restore this beautiful Earth I created for My loved ones.

"Satan has indeed destroyed the beauty I created in many, many places of the Earth, but I will restore them. In those days, it will be a joyful work, even as the rebuilding of the walls of Jerusalem. There will be much healthy pride and joy in the work of restoration. Everyone will be given a part to do."

And these demon-aliens, Lord? Will they all be confined to the Earth and then held for a thousand years so their terror will no longer be anywhere in the universe? Because I've heard so many reports that they're spread out in many different dimensions of the Universe.

"That's correct. And there are legions and legions upon hundreds of thousands of them. But every last one will be confined and not permitted to influence in any way the Earth or the people of the Earth. They will be completely and utterly bound and confined in every way.

"Joy and goodness will abound and any shadow of evil will originate strictly in the heart of man untouched by the demonic realm. If evil comes forth, it will be conceived in the heart of man - not from the outside, as it has been in the past. You see, in the Garden, Satan was allowed to tempt Eve and Adam. But during the Millennium there will be no such temptation from Satan. The Earth will be totally free of his influence."

WOW.

"Yes, wow!

"Well, I just brought this up because I didn't want you to grieve excessively. All will turn out to My Glory. Though for a moment, My indignation and wrath must be felt on the Earth, that time will pass quickly, as I promised. And all things will be made new. Do you understand, My Beloved?"

I think so.

"Good, then be at peace. Let nothing frighten or upset you, all of this which is about to unfold is in My control."

WOW, that is amazing!

"Yes, I like to amaze you."

Will wonders ever cease?

"Never. Never. Never."

"Be strengthened now, let nothing throw you off course... steady as she goes. Be courageous, be resolute. I am coming to restore Justice to the Earth."

Message 73

Come To Me Through Worship;

Through Your Expectations,

I Am Removing Stains

May 11, 2015

The Lord bless you with wisdom and understanding and the ability to remember everything that the Lord has shared with us to help us on our way.

And the Lord began the message tonight with a little dialogue with me. I was feeling very much the separation of being on Earth, as it's beginning to really, really hurt not to be with Him.

And He began the message, "I have so much love and compassion for you, My Bride."

Oh, Jesus, I long to be with You. This world is such an imperfect place and me being in it doesn't make it any more perfect.

"I know how you feel, and you are exercising great patience."

I long for You, Lord.

"I long for you as well. You have no idea, neither can you comprehend the torture I go through every day having My Bride apart from Me. We are both suffering from this separation, but at least we have these times of refreshing between us."

That truly helps.

"It comforts Me, too. Just to know that you care enough to want to be with Me substantially."

Oh, Lord, I want more of You and less of the other things, but I don't want to be unresponsive to those who are seeking You.

"Don't you know that we are together when you are writing to them? Don't you know I fill your head with My thoughts, so you can counsel them for Me?"

Tears and a gush of emotion, "Oh, Lord, I don't want to be here, I want to be with You."

"Soon, My Beloved."

Why am I feeling this way?

"Because we are getting closer to the time. I'm allowing you to see a little into your heart and how you are longing for Me. And if I revealed the whole truth to you, you would die on the spot."

That wouldn't be such a bad thing... would it?

"Not for you or I, but for others it would."

Oh Jesus, I'm feeling heartsick again...

And I want to take an aside here before I go into the next part in our conversation to explain something to you.

In response to the comments from my last video, last night, about making more time for the Lord and preparing for the Wedding. I have shared with many that the Lord is bringing us into perfection in levels. As we realize the Rapture is almost upon us, we are all getting more serious about overcoming our flesh. There have been three serious warnings in the past 12 months...and the feeling of expectation that the Rapture was upon us. But we are still here. Is the Lord misleading us? No, never, God doesn't lie. However He is leading us into a clearer understanding of what in us still needs to be overcome.

Every time we brace ourselves for the Rapture, go into our prayer closet to get closer to the Lord, to purify our hearts, to separate ourselves from the world and tackle our flesh along with Holy Spirit's help... Every single time, our wedding dress loses more stains and becomes purer and more brilliant. These are almost like drills in preparation for the final day, which the Lord says will come. One of these days it will not be a drill, but the real thing.

So, this is what He said - going back to our conversation:

"You are right in what you have been telling people. That is exactly what I am doing, because every level brings another set of stains out of their wedding dress, for those who are truly willing. Others just tag along for the journey, but do not really apply themselves to the messages. This is what separates the Brides from the Believers. I love them both, but the Brides pursue Me with their hearts and I reward them with My presence."

So, I was thinking, 'So...?'

"When am I coming? Any minute, one of these times it won't be a drill, it will be the real thing. I want to see exactly how obedient each of My Lovers is, and in the process they are getting many, many stains out of their garments. Maybe not altogether, but because they are coming to the surface, I am able to forgive them and lift them away.

"In this process, I am not asking for perfection, only for a firm purpose of amendment and effort. Because My Bride wants to be perfect, wants to be washed and clean, wants to be delivered of her faults and sins; I am imputing it to her as righteousness. And although she may not be totally perfect when I come for her, her commitment stands in her stead and her garment becomes a spotless garment. Do you understand? I am doing this for her. I am doing the doing as she corresponds to Me in obedience. I lift the stains. It is part of the mystery of sanctification. Oh Clare, I love her so, I want for her to be with Me.

"And there are different levels. That is, some have been given 20 talents, some only 1. So, I judge on what was done with what was given. That is why some seemingly unlikely candidates, because they have worked so hard with their one talent, they are seen as equally successful as others who were given many more talents and used them properly. Oh, how I love My Bride and long to have her with Me!

"Your song was very touching, very touching, and many hearts came to Me through that song. Thank you, Beloved. Thank you for a beautiful song that brings glory and honor to Me and brings My Bride just that much closer to perfection.

"As she immerses herself in worship, the fire of her love purifies her heart and up and out comes the dross. The more she remains in worship, the more dross that comes to the surface, the more she recognizes her insufficiency and yields herself to Me. That is why I prefer that souls come to Me through worship: 'I will enter Your gates with thanksgiving in my heart, I will enter Your courts with praise.' It is clarifying worship, the essence of her soul reaches out to Me and we become one in a Divine moment of union. The entire purpose of life is to know Me, to serve Me and to love Me, and in no other place is that mandate realized as in worship. Here she has given herself to Me and I reach out and embrace her with My Love. It is the premier way to intimacy with Me.

"So, I want you to continue to teach her that this is the way to come to My Heart. So many have no appreciation for what I do for them. And I'm not talking about those who don't know Me, I'm talking about my Believers, Disciples and Brides. Thanksgiving is sadly lacking in all and that is why I withhold major blessings, because the minor ones have not been acknowledged and appreciated.

"This is another secret road to My Heart.

"I delight to hear My Bride rejoicing in the gifts I've given her. Complaining is the very opposite. If I have allowed sickness that has not yielded to anointed prayer, then I am asking of My closest friend that she carry a bit of My Cross for those who are yet unsaved. It is indeed valuable as a fast offering. That is why I rarely ask you to fast anymore; you carry much pain on a daily basis. When you were younger you fasted much of the week, but now you are carrying your cross and a bit of Mine in a different way.

"It saddens Me that so few understand this dynamic. Oh, how much comfort they would receive, if only they knew how valuable their sufferings are to Me. Many will be shocked when they arrive in Heaven at the great reception they will get from those who benefited from their sufferings in this life."

And, as an aside here, guys, I'm going to be posting a playlist, several playlists in the description box. So, please be sure to check that out. It explains much of what he's saying. We're not carrying of Salvation, what we're carrying is the cross of Sanctification and opening the hearts of people to turn to the Lord when salvation is offered to them. It's a fast offering, the same things you would fast from food when you carry a cross without complaining. Or TRYING not to complain...! I am NOT free of complaining. (chuckle) Anyway, it has great merit.

Also, I would like to mention that our book Chronicles of the Bride has a chapter devoted to the souls that were saved unknown to me because others rejected the graces God intended for them. The chapter is called 'Graces Dispensed on Your Behalf', March 9, 2007, page 65. I will leave this in the description box along with the video link to the book on our website. And our new blog site, as well, which has progress reports of people who have been having real gains in prayer.

Okay. And then the Lord continued:

"My last word to you tonight is to stand strong, hold the ground you have gained by looking into My Mirror and confronting your faults and your flesh. Hang onto that ground. It is valuable! Don't slide back, 'drinking and carousing' because your groom is delayed, rather protect what remains and continue to advance in the fight against your flesh. I shall give you the victory.

"I bless you now with the perseverance to stand expectantly waiting for My call at any moment, and do not grow weary in well-doing. When you get to Heaven, you will wish you had done so much more to help others. And please, My Brides, as you take time with Me this week, recognize more and more how the world has gotten into your thinking and your lives."

And that's the end of His message.

And I do have another video that I think could help open your eyes as to how we've been conditioned by the world, even in the Church. It's the introduction to "Wounding Waters: The Worldly Church". And I will leave that link. It's one of my very earliest videos. But it's probably the basis for this entire channel, the whole series on the Worldly Church. The Lord dictated this to me in a five-part series. He asked me to do it a certain way and this is just the introduction to that five-part series.

So, the Lord bless you. Thank you so much for your prayers and tuning into our channel. Having you here and listening to your comments is one of the greatest blessings of our lives. We really, really appreciate you.

Message 74

You Have Rejected My Rule

July 14, 2015

Thank you for your prayers everyone. The Lord gave us a message, so I'm really happy to get into that. But before I do, I want to share with you a couple things that happened. You remember that Ezekiel and I talked about last night that in the Bible Promises book we kept getting, "Enemies".

"Enemies. Enemies." And I was saying, 'Yeah, it's definitely the work of the enemy, trying to block a message...but what did I do to open the door so the Lord would let the guard down?"

Well, we never really got that figured out, but tonight He showed me what exactly what was hindering our communication together.

So...we've got another revision to the Binding Prayer – you're gonna love me for this...(smile.) The Lord always turns things that were meant for evil into good, and now you're gonna have a tool that you didn't have before. Let me tell you what happened!

Tonight, as I said the binding prayer, I saw standing before me, to the left, a demonic looking creature like a Satyr, that is half man half goat - except it was erect like a person but had scales on its legs and a hairy body with an ugly, goat-like head. I watched him out of the corner of my left eye as I was saying the binding prayer. He seemed to be casually observing, with one leg poised in front of the other as though he was relaxed and amusing himself waiting for me to finish. When I got to the part about the Blood of Jesus, he recoiled. So, I repeated that three times, "The Blood of Jesus be upon you." And he was gone! I mean, really gone.

Like....vaporized.

There are also goatmen which look similar to Satyrs, that are actually known for imitating people and children, and luring them into dangerous situations by their voice. And masquerading like a familiar person. I found that to be really true. When I shared in one of my testimonies, how I had a television explode once when I was coming to the conclusion that familiar spirits take on the appearance of anything that appeals to your vanity, anything that appeals to anything else.

So, please, dear family. Don't get mad at me, but we need to add this to the prayer! To repeat, "The Blood of Jesus be upon you" three times.

Now...the next thing that happened. Boy - the Lord is never boring!

He began speaking to me very clearly, but I couldn't stay awake and I went to lay down. I came back in about an hour, and He was still speaking to me ever so clearly, but I was struggling to keep my eyes open. Finally, I asked Him, "Lord, please help me stay awake. Please?" And kept on listening and writing.

Now, as you know we have cats, five to be exact - and each one is like a child to us. The Lord uses them continually to bring us joy and He even ministers to us through them. The back of our house, where the studio is, borders a five-acre field in the middle of Taos, behind the main street and the McDonalds. We can see the McDonald's drive-through in the distance, through the studio window. Well, we get coyotes in that field a couple of times a year. Usually they are way, far, away - closer to McDonald's and the ditch that runs beside it.

But tonight, Jesus wanted to wake me up! Right? Mmm hmmm. Right outside my window, couldn't have been more than 15 feet; a coyote was boldly howling full volume. Right outside my window! The window was wide open, so it felt like he was in the room with me. I freaked!!! I go up and ran to the window, clapped my hands and shouted loudly, and he just kept right on howling. Then Bruno, our big old St. Bernard/Husky mix, took off after him with his very deep throated intimidating bark, and he just kept on howling...!

So, I turned my speakers around to face out the window, put them on full volume, and blasted him with a recording of a deer rifle, which I had downloaded just for these very special occasions ...it just about shakes the house. Finally, that nasty critter was gone. But now I had another issue to deal with: are all my cats okay?? Because a lot of times, they'll wander out into the field, right behind the house. We take them for a walk every evening, but we're very careful every night to make sure all of them are in the yard and the gate is closed. Still, they sometimes take off into the field.

So, I started calling for the cats, and I could only find two. I started calling and calling... finally we had four. One was still missing. He came running when Ezekiel whistled for him about fifteen minutes later. Until then, I was kinda holding my breath, although I really believed the Lord would have Mercy on the cats and protect them.

I went back to the message, so happy to hear from the Lord. Happy the cats were alright. Happy that the gunshots worked. And I'm just typing along as He's speaking and all of a sudden, He changes the subject and said, "You asked me to wake you up, didn't you??"

Oh, so funny... thank you, Lord, I am now wide-awake!!! Not only was I wide-awake, but I was shaking from the coyote incident. I mean, that really blasted me, too. He has such a sense of humor! But He did manage to get me nice and awake, so I could do this message for you!

On to the message....

Tonight, as I worshipped, I was in the tomb with Jesus – just a real, sweet sorrow settled on me, and I'm sure part of it was all of your lovely prayers. I was in the tomb with Jesus, and I was sitting by His right hand, which was crossed over His body in a position of repose. I wept and wept, because His rule has been rejected. Men preferred sin and the reign of sin over Our Sweet Savior. Oh, Mankind, how could you be so dense, so blind? Oh, how could you??

As I looked at His face, He looked very much like the picture Ray Downing does of the Lord under the Shroud, the profile picture. His face was calm and peaceful, but I thought, 'Oh God, how sad! They rejected You: kindness, love, tenderness and truth. Justice, protector of the oppressed... and they rejected You. Oh, how could they?

'How could we?'

And, I thought to myself, 'How many times have I preferred my way over Yours? How many times have You waited for me to wake up and see who was entreating me? Little nudges that I wasn't paying attention to. How many times have I rejected You in the little things and done it my own way?? Foolish woman...'

And yet, the rejection of Our God is staggering among mankind. Staggering.

As I pondered these things, and that was going on for perhaps 30 minutes – maybe 45, I saw color beginning to return to His hand and His whole body. I could see that He was totally restored and He sat up and said with firm resolve, "I'm going to get My Bride, because She wants Me to rule over her." He stood to His feet and kissed me.

"You see, I have struggled and struggled with this generation until they have simply proven that they don't want Me. So, now I am skimming the cream off the top. I'm coming for My Bride, who truly longs for Me. Just as I had promised My people, you will not see Me again until you say, 'Blessed is He Who comes in the Name of the Lord.' This, too, will come to pass, the hard way. The way I never, ever wanted to ordain.

"My people, you have made your own choices by refusing to listen to the whispers in your hearts. I have whispered, I have spoken, I have screamed, 'Come back to Me, before it's too late.' But in vain. So, I am leaving you to your own devices. You will see who is evil and who is good. You will no longer call good, evil and evil, good. Rather, you will long to see My Face again and long with all your hearts to have Me rule over you.

"That's what this is all about, My rule was not sufficient for you, so now you must suffer the consequences of your own choices."

I just want to take a moment here and say that I was amazed at the young people that thought Obama was just wonderful! All ages: middle aged, young, older... they all just thought Obama was wonderful! And it was like, hands down – he was going to be president. And I kept thinking, 'You guys can't see?? You can't see that this man is evil? You're calling someone that is very evil – good. And you're calling Christians who are good – evil!

'How can you do this? How can you be so blind??' That was what was going through my mind that whole time during his campaign.

Then the Lord continued, "I have no other alternative. You have tied My hands. What can I do but leave you to your own devices, your own rule, until you reach the very rock bottom? Yes, it has been well said, 'I am come in my Father's Name, and you received Me not: another shall come in his own name, and him you will receive.' John 5

"Yet a little longer now, and My Bride - you will see Me coming on the clouds. Indeed, the whole world will see and the mourning and wailing will reach to the Heavens. I will purify My people, and I will return to rule and reign among them. Until then, you will have much to suffer. Yet I will be with you, because My love for you has never grown cold. No, My heart beats out of My chest for this people. How I have longed to caress you, pour oil on your wounds, and grace your feet with fine sandals. Oh, how I have longed. Now this most painful prophecy of history must cleanse the land of the filth that has filled it, until you proclaim, 'Blessed is He Who comes in the Name of the Lord.'

"Then, I shall take you into My arms and restore you. You will learn My ways and once again be My people, My chosen ones to carry forth My Words and My Will to future generations. Until then, My people, rent your garments, don your sackcloth, pour ashes over your heads for judgment is coming to this land."

Now, when the Lord said that, I thought, 'Wow! Are you talking about America?' I mean, America and Israel are so closely tied together.

And He answered me, "The nation of Israel abides in this country as well. You have only to look at those who dominate to see the vast numbers. Doctors, lawyers, politicians, entertainment. Yes, My people have excelled in every office, every profession; excelled in every talent and excelled in debauchery as well. No people are without guilt, but those who lead have the most. This has been carefully kept from the masses, who think they see only a small percentage (of Jews), but in truth they are everywhere, in positions of leadership.

I know here in New Mexico, as an aside – any Spanish name with a 'Z' on it has Jewish roots. Any family name like Martinez, is actually a Jewish name, because when they were running from Spain, they changed their names.

The Lord continued, "Well, My Love, I am coming now to take My Bride. The one who harkened to the whispers of her heart, the one who longs for Me, the one who weeps at My Feet for what I must suffer. Faithful has she been flying in the face of success and wealth just to embrace Me. Now I extend My arm to her and together we approach the altar where Our Love will be declared for Eternity.

"Lift up your eyes My Beloved ones. Soon, we will embrace and soar to the Celestial City, where your reward awaits you. And for those who must stay behind, I say: Courage. I will be with you. Great will your exploits be before man, and great shall be the harvest you reap. I will never leave you or forsake you. Rather, I will equip you for this Battle and you shall take plunder from the mighty.

"And, when I return - you shall receive your everlasting reward."

Message 75

You, Too, Are Vessels Unto Honor

April 23, 2015

The Lord bless you, Youtube family. I am so sorry I didn't get a message up last night.

The Lord began speaking to me last night, but there were some things that were still too close to the recent events and my heart was just not clear. I really wasn't able to hear Him as clearly as I wanted to. And I didn't want to pass along to you anything that may have contained strains of my own emotions or feelings...and I really needed a break.

I've really been tired and kinda overwhelmed answering correspondence – this is kinda a learning process for me, I've never done this before. I really want to be in touch with everyone, so sometimes – like yesterday – I spent probably 4 or 5 hours answering messages. And I still have something like 30 e-mails that are worthy of a response, and ...I don't know how many.... Well, actually yesterday I was working on Comments, and today I'm going to try and work on Messages. So, please be patient with me – I'm really sorry that I didn't post anything last night, and I'm sorry if I haven't answered you yet. There were 4 or 5 pages of comments that I had to go ALL the way back to the beginning of to start and go through and make sure everybody got an answer.

I'm sorry I didn't get anything up last night. I didn't mean to alarm you or worry you – I'm fine, I'm just a little tired and still not quite over recent events - just the denouncement from people who used to listen to our Channel. It shouldn't bother me...but it does. I forgive them, and I'm over that part. It's just that, well, I'm human and I have my own emotions to deal with and we get worn out, sometimes. We've kinda been under pressure that way – and all of you have been so sweet, so kind, and gone so far out of your way for a show of support – and I really, really appreciate that.

But, I'm wanting to move on at this point and keep going, and I didn't realize last night when the Lord started speaking to me that I still had some feelings that were hurting; and it really interfered with me hearing Him last night. Ezekiel said, "Honey, you probably just need to put it up for tonight." He's my discernment, he's my covering – he's very good at what he does. VERY good at what he does. So, when he said that, I just decided to do exactly what he said, because obedience to your covering is extremely important. Having your own opinion, wanting your own way and doing your own thing is very dangerous. When he realized that I was having a bit of a hard time last night, he counseled me to just put it up and rest, and it was good counsel. So, I just follow that – I don't even have my own mind about it. If he says something, I do whatever he says, because I've seen the Lord working through him so many times, I just don't question anymore.

So, that's why there was no message last night – I'm terribly sorry. But, the other thing is, guys, our channel is all about teaching you discernment and hearing from the Lord. So, I don't want you to get addicted to ME. I'm just a vessel bringing something. I want all YOU guys to be vessels. I want you to cultivate your gift of hearing from the Lord. We've gone to great pains to put playlists together on Intimacy and Discernment for a specific reason: because we want YOU guys to grow up into discernment and hearing from the Lord the same way that He has brought US up. So, please don't get addicted to me! (chuckle)

Just as a word of advice to you, I've noticed that a lot of questions that you write to me and ask me to be answered, HAVE been answered in depth in the videos that we've done and posted. So, just to understand a little bit about Youtube works, if you are new to Youtube – you go to my Homepage, which says Still Small Voice, and you'll notice that right underneath the name (Still Small Voice), and underneath the banner, there are different little headings. One says Home, one says Videos, Playlists, Channels, Discussions and About. Now, the Videos will give you a complete list of all the videos that I've ever done – back to the beginning. If you want to get to the first video I've ever done, you go all the way to the back, the bottom - and keep going back until you get to the last page, which would be the first video I ever did.

The Playlists is another option there, under Still Small Voice. The playlists will show you material that we have put together that's in one topic. For instance, there's the Playlist: Discernment, and the video Fingerprints of the Enemy and all the things that we have done on discerning the voice of the Lord, which is so important, is under the Discernment Playlist. Then, there'll be another Playlist about "Intimacy with the Lord, I'm calling you to Intimacy" – and that will have all our videos on Intimacy. There's another playlist that is "Music for the Bridal Chamber", or "Music for Intimacy" and that's what I've compiled to help you come into that secret place. Those are different musicians on Youtube that are highly anointed to bring us into that sweet space.

I'm going to go there right now and give you a low down on what's there – because I want you to have at your fingertips what you need...

"Prophetic Messages to My Bride" – that's very much about different events that are to happen, they're prophetic. That has 37 videos on it. "Timely Instructions" – those are recent messages. "Left Behind – What's Next?" – that's for the left behind and it's also got some very interesting things about what's going to happen once we're taken. I've advised everyone to put those into notebooks for their family.

I've just opened a new one called "The Apocalypse".

Discernment, and Fingerprints of the Enemy - EXTREMELY important , so important. This is what we have to do to get close to the Lord. You know, so many people are not willing to take the time to go deeper. I've had people say, "Your videos are too long – we don't watch them because they're too long." But – you'll sit and watch a movie for an hour and a half! And that's just fleeting entertainment! But, a video that's 20 minutes long, where the Lord is speaking to me for most of that time – you don't have the time to listen to? This is the reason why people don't GET the kind of relationship with the Lord that we have – they're not willing to invest the time. It takes an investment of TIME to get to this place. So..."Discernment and Fingerprints of the Enemy" is a very important playlist.

Once you click on a playlist, you can view it – there's a little thing on the bottom of the title that says, "view playlist" – there's 26 videos on Discernment. Or, you can just click on "Discernment, Fingerprints of the Enemy" and it will bring up all 26 videos and you can listen to them sequentially.

Next, we have a playlist on the "Rapture", and a lot of this is prophetic, and one is Will I Make the Rapture? This is something – it's only 4 minutes long – this is something a lot of people are asking: Will I make the Rapture?? We took the time to really outline that for you, and you can access that yourself. In your own heart, your own conscience before the Lord you can understand what position you're in concerning the Rapture. 'Cause there's a lot of differing opinions out there, and some of them are very harsh and damaging. So, we took the time to do that. That playlist actually has 53 videos that we've done on that subject.

Then, "Worship Songs to Bring us To the Garden of His Heart". A lot of Terry MacAlmon's songs are in there, some of ours. Kari Jobe songs are in there. It's 25 videos, 25 songs. And as you listen to those songs you can really, really enter into that precious, precious place with the Lord.

Then, "I'm Calling You to Intimacy" – there are 28 videos on that. And the first one is very long – it's an hour and twenty minutes – and there's a reason for that. It lays all of the Scriptural groundwork for intimacy with the Lord, convincing you – totally convincing you, that that is His will for you, that you are to be intimately in communication with the Lord, and it takes time. You don't have to listen to that video, but if you do, if you have any qualms about being close to the Lord – any fear, anything like that –that video will really help you, will really give you a clear, Scriptural basis for continuing to press in to be close to Him, and to hear from Him.

Then, I have another Playlist that is "Clare's Music", which is our music. Most of it was written for this time, to encourage people. And then "Ezekiel's Music" and "Testimonials Worth Listening To" is another playlist of other people's videos. And, that's about it.

So, we have several playlists that we've put together for you, to help you come into that beautiful, blossoming relationship with the Lord where you guys can really, really enter in to His heart and be with Him.

I love you guys so much, and I'm so blessed that you're longing for a deeper relationship with the Lord. I pray that you will avail yourselves with these playlists and that they will help you.

I love you, Youtube Family!

Message 76

You Do Not Receive Because You Do Not Believe

May 13, 2015

The Lord bless you and help us to have open hearts tonight as we listen to this message.

I was feeling kind of punky this afternoon, tired and discouraged. I mean, golly! After the beautiful message He gave me the night before, you'd think I'd be all excited and all enthusiastic. Part of me was. The other part, you know, was just hurting from Fibro and a little bit tired and wondering, 'Lord, when are You coming?! Soon, I hope, soon!'

So, as I was in worship...I didn't spend as much time in worship tonight as I usually do. I stopped and I said, "Lord, I need to talk to You. Please restore my faith and expectation that You are coming soon. Oh, Jesus this is SO hard."

And He answered me right away. He said, "The harder the better."

No, that's not what I want to hear!

"And how many souls do you want to snatch from the fires of Hell before I take you to Myself?"

Oh, Jesus where is Your mercy?

"Where is yours, My Love?"

I know I am being selfish.

"Indeed. Is it too much to ask that you wait a little while longer, when a man or woman's eternity hangs in the balance?"

Of course not.

"See? I knew you would agree with Me. Not much longer, My Love, please hang in there with Me."

And I just want to stop and put an aside in here and that's that He's talking about giving a little more, giving time to rescue people who are right on the brink of receiving Him. And also, He is talking about the hard part is sometimes suffering. And as I've gone over my healing teachings, sometimes the Lord asks us to carry the Cross, like Simon did. To carry the Cross for others' souls, to help the word get out to them, their hearts to be changed.

He's done all the work of salvation, we're just enabling with our prayers and our sacrifices, to bring them closer to the Kingdom. So, I just wanted to make that clear with you. I'm not talking about saving anybody. I'm talking about supporting the work of salvation that's already finished.

So, I said, "Oh, Jesus - where's Your Mercy?"

"Where is yours, My Love?"

I know I am being selfish.

"Indeed. Is it too much to ask that you wait a little while longer, when a man or woman's eternity hangs in the balance?"

Of course not.

"See? I knew you would agree with Me. Not much longer My Love, please hang in there with Me."

Well, without the comfort of distractions, Lord, this is hard, hard, hard.

Several times today I wanted to follow up a link. Someone would send me something really interesting and I wanted to check out the link - and I couldn't! Because I had promised this time to the Lord and not be carried away with any distractions.

So I said, "Well, without the comfort of distractions, it's hard.."

And He answered, "And with distractions?"

Well, at least it seems bearable.

"But when the distractions are over with, it's back to that blank sky of waiting?"

I guess so. But at least it is closer to the end of waiting, time-wise. Lord, You know that getting closer to You only makes us hurt all that much more, because we want to be with You! The more real You become to us, the more we want to be with You.

"Would you rather I don't visit you with consolations?"

Ok, now I put my foot in my mouth.

"And a big foot it is, too!"

Yes, make me laugh, that helps.

"No, I am serious, you do have big feet."

LOL! OK, what does that have to do with the price of tea in China?

"I don't know, I don't drink tea. Only premium Columbian coffee, Turkish grind, Campaseno style." That's an inside joke. I make my coffee a little bit different than most people. We learned to do that in Columbia."

Did you say that... or am I imagining things?

"I said it, I did. I really did. Don't you know the lengths I'd go to, to see you smile? Hmm?"

Lord, can I take a little break...I'm really hurting.

"Go ahead. Can I come with you?"

Of course!

"Then expect Me to speak to you while you're away from your computer."

OK, that sounds delightful....

And I did take a break. We have a very small hot tub and I got in it and did something about the Fibro, because it was killing me. And He did speak to me when I was in the hot tub, He told me something that He wanted me to do.

I'm back, Lord...

"I'm here with you."

What would you like to speak to us?

I waited for a few moments as it was quiet. And then He said, "Faithfulness."

Oh...like endurance, hang in there, be patient \- all my favorite subjects in this very moment?

"No, I am serious. Faithfulness is a major window into Heaven."

What do You mean?

And He put this Scripture on my heart: By faith Enoch was taken from this life, so that he did not experience death: "He could not be found, because God had taken him away." For before he was taken, he was commended as one who pleased God. And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him. Hebrews 11:4-6

"My Love, by the very fact that you are here right now, doing what you are doing, that is faith. You believe, therefore you receive. Some on your channel are not receiving because they do not believe with their whole heart that I will indeed speak to them. This is an issue I want to address.

"My Children, you believe that the sun will rise in the morning, that the busses and trains will run on schedule, that if you turn on the faucet the water will flow. If you flip the switch, the light will come on, that if you call your dog, he will come. Is it such a great thing to ask that if you seek Me with your whole heart you will find Me?

"That is why I directed Clare to take great pains to lay the foundation of faith in the Scriptures to not be afraid of a relationship with Me. (Here He's referring to Fear of intimacy with God, Wounding Waters series)This is not something new, it is something ancient, as ancient as Adam and Eve when I came and walked in the Garden and spoke with them.

"Once you have laid the foundation in the Scriptures, you may safely move forward, but do so in faith that I will reward your efforts, because you earnestly sought Me. For you must ask in faith without any doubting, for the one who doubts is like the surf of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind.

For that man ought not to expect that he will receive anything from the Lord, being a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways. James 1:7-8

"And if you lack faith, ask for it," He continued. "I will surely increase your faith as you take baby steps to trust Me. And that is the bedrock issue here: trust. And proceeding from trust is faith and who do you suppose is constantly shipwrecking your trust in Me by lying against My character? Yes, the Father of Lies, he is about his business of deceiving people - especially about My character.

"It is a slap in My face, to believe that I will not come through, I will not be faithful. It is a slander against Me and I wait for My people to defend Me. But instead they turn the other way and give up, they believe the lie! This intimacy that you seek is highly threatening to Satan, for a deaf and dumb Christian is not much of a problem - they can't hear Me, so they won't be taking any ground from him. But a Christian who listens to God and obeys? He is a problem; he will take ground from the enemy.

"That is why your faith is under attack as you pursue Me, and considered a high-priority threat to the kingdom of darkness, right there alongside prayer. The problem is, your prayers are useless without faith, and faith comes by hearing...and I don't mean just noise in the background. I mean hearing with your heart. It builds your faith, as you eat and digest My Word and it becomes a part of you.

"So, the enemy uses the hot buttons on you: rejection, ridicule, delusion and insanity. Those are all hateful things to be called, so you avoid those tags at any cost. But how can you believe when you receive your praise from man? Do you not see that as long as you depend on others for your validation, you will be lame and weak in hearing from Me?

"I am lacing this message with Scripture because some of you are saying, 'the messages are not Scriptural' and for that reason doubting the veracity of this vessel. To you I say, 'Stop your unbelief, for it is robbing you of the treasure of My presence.' And the enemy knows full well that once you have cultivated My Presence, you will not be fooled and misled as those who are mindlessly following all they hear in the pulpit."

Then He began to quote parts of I John 2:

"Dear children, this is the last hour; and as you have heard the antichrist is coming. This is how we know it is the last hour, you have an anointing from the Holy One, and all of you know the truth. I do not write to you because you do not know the truth, but because you do know it and because no lie comes from the truth. See that what you have heard from the beginning remains in you. I am writing these things to you about those who are trying to lead you astray. As for you, the anointing you received from him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you. But as his anointing teaches you about all things and as that anointing is real, not counterfeit—just as it has taught you, remain in him....

"Dear children, continue in Me, so that when I appear, you may be confident and unashamed before Me."

And I just want to say something quickly as an aside. The whole point of our channel is to get you and your own relationship with the Lord, so you can hear Him clearly. So you can't be deceived and led astray. I mean, these times are really, really dangerous. Really perilous. And even the Elect would be deceived were it possible. Well, part of the job of the elect right now is make sure their connection with the Lord is good and tight. And that they're hearing from Him, so they can't be deceived. And that's the heart of this channel.

So, we're getting attacked. And these attacks are attacks against our character. But one should ask themselves, 'Why are they getting attacked? What are they teaching that's such a threat to the enemy?' And a simple answer to that is, we're trying to teach you to get your own words from the Lord and to be so tight with Him that you can't be deceived.

Okay, so I'll continue to read what He anointed for us.

"So, set yourselves apart from those who would shame and condemn you for seeking the higher gifts. Courage is needed along with faith, to overcome the voices of the enemy that surround you. Even those closest to you are easily persuaded against your pursuit of Me. Remember, I have told you: anyone who loves mother, father, wife or children more than he loves Me is not worthy of Me. This is no time to be cowardly in the pursuit of holiness! This is the time spoken of by the prophets when 'the strength of kings must uphold you and lead you to the truth, standing against all opposition.' You will not succeed without detaching yourself from those you love and those you respect. Your first duty and commitment is to Me and those the enemy uses against you are to be loved, but not bowed down to.

"I am calling you to set Me apart from all your other relationships and compromise no more to any man, for this will be your downfall. This is the time of great testing that is coming upon all who dwell on the Earth and to give in now is certain to lead down the road of compromise that ends with the mark of eternal damnation.

"Stand strong in what you know in your heart to be true. Expect - without allowing insinuations of doubt to creep in - expect Me to move upon your efforts and visit you, for truly I am a God who rewards those who diligently search for Me. Open your eyes, open your ears, retune your mind and your hearts, pay attention! I speak to you many times during the day but you are like men who have fallen asleep at the gates - you do not recognize the King when He comes to you.

"I am blessing you with a new anointing, to hear Me. Look for My messages to you in everything around you: the wind in the trees, the sun on your path, the bumper sticker in the traffic jam, the numbers on your clocks, the call of the dove, the heart shape when you cut open a tomato, or spill on the counter. Oh, I speak to you in so many ways! Open your ears and your eyes now to hear and see Me. As you practice this, I will become clearer and louder in My messages to you. The signs of My Love are all around you. Go now and begin to acknowledge them."

Message 77

Your Charity Must Exceed Your Knowledge

# July 21, 2015

# Thank you for joining me this morning to listen to what's on the Lord's heart. This message kinda caught me by surprise. I didn't really anticipate it, and I'm not sure just who He's addressing on our channel. But apparently there's a need for it, or He wouldn't take the time to talk about it, so I'll just go right ahead and get right to the message.

# "I have much to say to this generation that is ever learning, but never coming to a knowledge of the Truth. Your striving to know and to have wisdom above your brother concerns Me. I wish for your charity to exceed your knowledge, but your preoccupation with learning leaves you no time. Knowledge will cease, and tongues will cease, but Love? Never will Love cease.

"Many of you long for deeper relationships, but your obsession for learning and 'being right' hinder you. Most you meet in this life need a warm hug and a tender touch. Being right shoves people down – it does not build them up. It does not comfort. It causes them to fall back on themselves, and their attention shifts to their faults almost immediately. It does nothing to bring them into My presence. In fact, this pre-occupation with legalisms and being right actually pushes people away from Me, on two fronts. One is a sense of inadequacy and deficiency you draw their attention to by corrections. The other is a reinforcement of an image of God I don't want them to have – a kind of authoritarianism. People run from this. It is, again, a religious spirit in the guise of defending the Truth.

# Oh, Lord – I've been guilty of this!

"But, you've also learned a great deal. I want My Ambassadors to be first and foremost tender lovers of mankind. I want them to approach one another with extreme respect and honor. I live in each one. Learn to recognize My presence in them and you will not overstep your boundaries. If only you could see the honor the angels have for even the least significant of My people, you would understand the respect I wish for you to have as you approach one another. People are tender inside. From birth to death they are given numbers, told to follow orders, down-graded and criticized, expected to carry the party line. Marginalized.

"When I call you forth to be My Ambassadors, I need you to model My love for a soul by coming alongside, and even underneath in a supportive role that shows honor for the individual.

"People tend to be preoccupied with fulfilling their agendas through others. I want you to fulfill My agenda TO others. Not thinking about what you can get, but about what you can give. Not thinking about how you can prove yourself, but how you can prove others. Tenderness and honor are two of the most important ingredients in personal relationships. That honor speaks volumes about the Cross and what I sacrificed for each one. As you honor one another, you elevate that soul the way I elevated them when I paid the price of their ransom. When you are constantly trying to "fix" them – correcting their faults and misconceptions – you downgrade the price I paid on the Cross."

# Here I wanted to take a moment and say I have been very guilty of that, and it's a major thing the Lord has worked with me on.

"I want them to know how valuable they are. You are teaching them how deficit they are. I need your love much more than your instruction. From birth to death, instructions plague mankind almost without end. But what they are missing is Love, Affirmation, Kindness and Honor.

"Do you think, My Bride, that you can set aside your quest for honor and being right, in order to walk beside another soul?"

# At that point I said, 'Lord, what in the world is this about? Have I sinned and lorded it over someone?

"No, Clare. I'm addressing the tendency for some to need to be right, and correct their brother all the time. There are some here on your channel who are not getting the message of Love and Meekness that I am trying to get across. There are some who revel in instruction, and leave people crumpled up in a ball when they are done."

# Wow. I used to do that. God, help me that I don't EVER do that again.

"I want that to stop. I want Love to be the most absolute, number-one, most important dynamic in your relationships with others. Being right does nothing but downgrade you in My eyes. Being loving makes you resemble Me, and elevates those who have already suffered countless setbacks and are ready to give up. I want them to have a sense of being important. Not because they are intelligent or even brilliant, but because they are precious human beings I died for. I paid the price with My own body and blood. This elevates them to the status of royalty.

"All of you on this channel are being trained to love one another, and still hold to the Truth. There should never be any striving over the Truth. Rather, it should be presented respectfully and skillfully, being careful to avoid pushing any authoritarian buttons. Rather, setting it aside them carefully, and allowing them to pick it up and make it their own. Using force, or one-up-man-ship detracts from the message and only pushes them further away from Me. You become a painful person to be around, instead of a joyful Christian to be around.

"There is a skill level involved here. It all revolves around humility and charity. If this is not central to the core of your being, you will hinder Me in My efforts to bring souls into the Kingdom.

"I want to speak here now about husbands and wives. Many of you women here have a much deeper relationship with Me than your husband. But, did you know that I withhold some things from you, because they belong to your husband's domain? Yes – part of his office is to lead. And though he be far behind you in spirituality, his very office demands that I equip him to lead – whether he loves Me and knows Me...or not. But ladies, you have the tendency to look down at him. Clare can tell you the high price she almost paid for this attitude."

# Yes – it almost cost me my husband. He almost died. The Lord really took me to correction.

"I want you to share the spiritual progress that you've made with your husband. But, do you know that the way you are doing it throws them back on themselves in condemnation, that they don't have this wisdom? Or even the time and energy to get it? How do you get around this? Knowledge is demonstrated by how you live – NOT by what you say. It's one thing to say, 'God is Love'...and quite another to demonstrate it by humble, yielding and supportive behavior.

"In truth: the closer you get to Me, the more instructed you are by Me, the more gentle and meek you will be with your husband. Downgrading him because he doesn't go to church on Sunday will only drive him further away from Me. He must be drawn by your love and gentle submission to all that is not sin. The nature of a man's role exposes him to forces that he must harden himself against, if he is to survive in the workplace. The nature of a woman's role is to nurture, comfort, support, and hold the home front together, so that he has a refuge to come home to. A place where he can truly unwind and be who he needs to be after a full day of the world and its abrasive character. Add to that scenario a demanding, corrective wife and you have a recipe for divorce and a man who hates God. It is the perfume of a sweet spirit that draws a man to his wife. She is his source of comfort.

"She looks up to him and out for him. She affirms his good traits, and is patient with his irritating ones. But it is the fragrance of love and quiet endurance that draws a man to God through his wife. He sees that she's different. She's not like the world. There's something substantially different about her behavior and lifestyle. She's not abrasive or pushy, like those in the world. She's soothing. Reassuring. Strong. Serving and Supportive. Eventually, these traits draw a man to Me. He looks at her and wonders, 'Where does she get her strength? Her confidence? Her inner beauty?' He sees something in her that he wants, and that opens the door for Me.

"So, all I am saying to you, Dear Ones, is that I want you to stop trying to bring souls to me through what you know and how holy you are. Rather, open the door to hearts with My Love. Then, I will be able to walk right in, and take up residence."

"I bless you now with the Grace to live the example of the hidden person of the heart, with the imperishable quality of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious in My sight. Call to remembrance this Scripture: If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge. And if I have faith that can move mountains, but do not have Love – I am nothing.

"In conclusion, be tenderly affectionate to one another. In honor, prefer one another. Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit. But in humility, count others more significant than yourselves."

Message 78

Carry the Cross, Don't Judge,

Preparation for War Almost Complete

April 17, 2015

The Lord bless you with His sweet, sweet presence tonight.

I don't know who is praying for longer messages, but...I'm gonna throttle you...! (laughing) No, just teasing. I'm really happy that the messages are longer because I love to hear from the Lord. And I know it's edifying for you. But this is kind of a long one again tonight.

You know, I get hit with doubts, "Well, maybe the Lord won't speak with me tonight... Did I make Him unhappy with me by doing something I'm not aware of? Maybe He won't speak to me tonight..." And the moment, actually, I stopped worshipping and I sat before the Lord and right away He started speaking to me.

He said:"I told you I would speak to you every night. It's not your performance that determines that, it is My Word, Beloved."

Are You upset with me, Lord? I tried to do the right thing today.

"No, My Love, I'm not."

Then He began the message,"Things are drawing to a close in preparation for this war. I want you to be well aware that it could break on you at any moment. I want you to remind people about Miami. You have many newcomers who are not aware of those prophecies. It would be good to upgrade them and put them out again."

And I asked Him, "Upgrade how?"

"Make them fresh...consolidate and add to them. Shorten the originals and bring them together again in the context of waiting."

Those who've been with me for months are going to see a slight replay on a couple of prophetic videos, because that's the one thing we are waiting for, as far as the Rapture is concerned. The Lord told me many years ago, it would be the destruction of Miami that would signal that He's coming for His Bride. So, even though I kinda get ramped up with everyone else on feast days and other things, really the bottom line is that's what He told me and that's what I'm looking for and waiting on. Even though it's a terribly sad and tragic event, it is the signaling of His return for His Bride.

So I will be putting that out, fairly soon. God willing...

Okay, I wanted to tell you. I went to Wal-Mart today to pick something up that I can ONLY get there, 'cause I don't like going to that store. I asked one of the local Hispanic ladies working in the checkout - I asked her, "Are you aware of all of the closures of the Wal-Mart stores in Texas, and I think California, too?" She looked at me quizzically; she just looked at me and said, "No." And I thought, 'Oh boy. This is really not good." So I told her a little bit more about it and she looked at me like I was a little weird. So I realized this was NOT going anywhere, and just was quiet at that point.

Returning to what the Lord said, "What people are missing is what is going on all around them that they are unaware of. Like the woman at Wal-Mart. She works there but has no clue about all the closures. Her children are busy with their young lives and she doesn't use the Internet. She doesn't see. The powers that be are counting on this to take everyone by surprise. They are so used to saber rattling that the news is just more blah blah blah ...blah blah. These things have been done to desensitize the public from the real threats. They get so used to hearing the same things about Israel and the Middle East, and Russia, they figure it will blow over even as your daughter does. Just another saber rattling...it's all inconsequential.

"There's nothing you can do to change that. As you've noticed, when you tell them what's going on they just look at you with a blank stare. This town is very provincial, which is to its benefit, for it is considered one of the safer places to be, preserved for vacationing. In fact, many places in the U.S. are tourist destinations and the wealthy government officials have set them out to be mostly untouched so they can continue to be used for recreation. Even their children frequent this place. What I am trying to say is that this place has a degree of protection. It is mostly out of harm's way.

"Areas that are most dangerous are crossroads of major highways; key points in transportation will be secured very quickly. Out of the way locations will be for the most part ignored unless it is discovered that there are hostiles living there."

Lord, what do you mean by hostiles?

"People who will not go along with the plan. Many of them are already targeted, but they are not foolish, they are well aware. This place, above all others, will be less traumatic. However, the effects of CERN will be experienced all over the world and the only protection is their closeness to Me.

Most of the church Body is sound asleep and has no idea what they are facing or how to cope with it. That is why I am sending revival such as has never been seen on Earth. And as usual, this has not been taken into consideration, for I will visit members of the armed forces and turn them against the evil they have been prepared to carry out.

"All persons, with exception of those made by men, will get the opportunity to change course. There will be a great falling away from the military as ordinary men see what is being done to their country, their mothers, their fathers, and grandparents. They will be struck deeply in their conscience and foil many maneuvers to further destroy this country.

"That will give the 'hostiles' the edge they need to protect a portion of the country. Do you see, Clare? I, too, have made My plans. I, too, have made My preparations and the supposed wisdom of men I will turn to foolishness. However for those without a soul, destruction of the demon-inhabited body is the only solution, there is no allegiance to any power but Satan's."

Lord, how will they know who these clones are?

"The eyes are the window to the soul, a soul-less body will have dark, dark eyes - not a glimmer, only steely-cold blackness. So cold, so evil, you can feel it. Much like you have both encountered in exorcisms and deliverance. When the evil spirit is in control, the eyes become black like marbles."

Oh Lord, thank you for speaking with me. This is the absolute high point of my day, except for worship.

"I know, My Love. That is why I assured you, it is not your performance that makes this possible, it is My Mercy and nothing more. I love the sweet little flock I have sent you, soul by soul. I love them dearly and it is My great desire to speak with them everyday. Oh, how I love them. And what I will leave behind for others will be invaluable in building their faith. There will be a great harvest from these messages and I will have many followers who will be strengthened."

I'm really glad you said that, Lord - that You would have many followers. I don't want followers. Besides I'm not leading, You are!

"This is very true, but nonetheless you will be misunderstood by those who have hidden agendas, jealousies, and just refuse to open their hearts. They will suffer the most. It is good for you to continue to teach how destructive judgment is to each soul. It is good for all of you to take these words to heart and not allow an entrance for pride and judgment.

"My children, I have warned you again and again about judging. but when you judge My prophets, you incur serious repercussions in your life, immediately. You will find that the results will be immediate, because I am trying to break you of this wicked habit. Do you understand? When you judge others, and especially My vessels unto honor, that you invite in a host of demons to sift you and your family??

"Do you understand that when you spread false reports about the innocent and slander their character that you have brought a curse down upon yourself? I have to tell you, you will see more and more division and strife among your friends for such behavior, because beneath it all there is spiritual jealousy, the most destructive force in My Body.

"When you engage patterns of jealousy you actually oppose Me and the operation of My gifts and I will hold you accountable for the souls I could not reach because you spread lies about a vessel."

What was quickened to me was 1 Corinthians 1:10

I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you agree with one another in what you say and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be perfectly united in mind and thought.

I'd like to say here, I'm not saying agree with something that you consider error, you know that would be against your conscience, and that's not what I mean. But if you think about it, it's just wiser not to speak out, unless you really see some serious error that could result in the loss of souls. If it's minor things, I think it's wiser not to mention it, because you don't want to cause division. If it's a serious thing that has to do with the salvation of a soul, then yes - it's important to speak out. But just to correct people because your opinion doesn't agree with theirs, this really divides the Body and gets the focus off the Lord and what He's trying to do through a vessel.

I don't think anyone's perfect in their doctrine. There's always going to be something that someone misses. We want to foster a spirit of unity and love, not of dissention and division.

I want to take a moment here and confess to you all, that in the past if someone hurt me, or had something I really wanted but didn't have, I would get jealous and find fault with them. In the beginning of our marriage, Ezekiel and I had some really terrible problems, strife and misunderstanding every day, to the point where it is an absolute miracle that we stayed together.

Some of you to this day have strife with your spouse. You don't have peace but constant quarreling. I must say, that's the way it was for us. Then one day the Lord revealed to us the cause of this. We had been discussing people between the two of us and downgrading them - that opened the door for Satan to sift us. So, we tried to stop. May I say, every time we harbored judgment in our hearts or opened our mouths with just a hint of judgment, something bad would happen and we'd get into a fight? It soon became evident; we were opening the door for the demons, by the sin of judgment.

Why do you suppose the Lord waited until I was 68 before He used me in ministry??? I mean, really! Because it took us that long to overcome that fault, and to love others and consider them better than ourselves. He hates calumny more than anything I can think of. At least if you murder someone they are no more; their lives are over. But when you invent stories about others, you deprive the Lord of the good He wanted to do with that vessel that continues to live on. It's as if you did murder them, because to those you've spread lies about them, they might as well be dead. They can't do any good because you've destroyed their reputation.

Now Ezekiel and I have a wonderful and peaceful relationship, and I tell you the truth, the major thing that changed our dynamics was thinking the best about others and refusing to gossip or listen to gossip. And even to this day, boy I'll tell you the devils try to tempt us with entering into judgment! But the Lord helped us, and I want to say now, God help us if we are foolish enough to slip up, it always results in unpleasantness.

Please, dear ones, take this to heart.

Psalm 7:14-16 Whoever is pregnant with evil conceives trouble and gives birth to disillusionment. Whoever digs a hole and scoops it out falls into the pit they have made. The trouble they cause recoils on them; their violence comes down on their own heads.

So, it is even written that, when we are pregnant with evil - evil thoughts, that it gives birth to disillusionment, which causes you to want to give up. Causes other people to want to give up their Christian walk.

So...OK Lord, I had my say.

"And a very good say it was, too. Unfortunately there will be some who cannot receive this. But perhaps you can receive, 'By their fruits you will know them.' And I encourage you to look at the fruits of those whom I have chosen to minister, there you will find their accreditation.

"But I want to warn you, dear ones, there will be such disorder in the future that people will long for answers and be willing to listen. To those of you who are My Remnant, these will be the days you have always dreamt of. Hungry hearts reaching out for truth. Once earthly comforts and consolations are removed, once lives are put at risk and chaos breaks out, those who would not seek Me before, will seek Me until they find Me now and be eager to be added to the Kingdom, even if it means their head.

"Now I have one more word for you: persevere in holiness up until the final hour. Do not consider anything of this world worthy of compromising your integrity. I know you are all suffering more in these days than you have in the past. For multitudes of reasons, each of you are carrying a heavier cross. I want you to know, this is My doing, do not try to wiggle out of it. I need your sacrifices and fast offerings to rescue those who are marginal. Those who are just biding their time in the world, figuring things will go on forever and they don't have to look at who they are before Me. These are the ones we are fighting for now.

"Clare, some of your children are in this group. For many of you it is children, grandchildren, husbands, wives, dear friends and distant relatives. You have tried over and over again to get their attention but your words sailed by them in the wind. Still, I am working with them on a level you cannot see or sense. It is hidden to you. Part of the reason for this is that I don't want you to step in and spoil it. There is much resistance built up to you and I am speaking to their hearts in a totally different way. Were you to see just how close they are getting, you would rush in and push them away again. So be patient, trust Me, carry your cross with determination knowing that it WILL bear fruit.

A Scripture was quickened to me: Now I am rejoicing while suffering for you as I complete in my flesh whatever remains of the Messiah's sufferings on behalf of His Body, which is the church. Colossians 1:24

"I am telling you this now so you will not grow weary in well doing. What are your crosses? Surly people who mock you, inconveniences like flat tires, frustrations when things aren't working for you, mental and spiritual pain, when you are travailing for others and they simply show no signs of conversion. You mothers and fathers are suffering greatly, because the world is so enticing to your children you just can't compete with it or their peers. Mental health, depression, anxiety. Some of you are carrying almost unbearable crosses. Cry out to Me and I will strengthen you.

"And last, but not least in any sense of the word, physical pain and illness. For those of you who have chronic conditions that refuse to yield to prayer and positive confession that by My stripes you are healed, to those of you, I say indeed: you are suffering for Me, indeed you are bringing forth the sweet fruit of conversion that you will see on that day. Rather than being steeped in condemnation from the inside or outside, "You're not healed because there is sin in your life, because you lack faith, because you aren't right with God." I say to you, lies, lies, lies.

"This is a critical time of great importance. Soon many who are not right with Me will die. I am pouring out graces right now to bring them to Me before it's too late. I am receiving your sufferings as a fast offering. You have longed to serve but feel frustrated because of illness incapacitating you. Little do you know that you are majorly responsible for the success of ministers who are high profile and reaping a harvest.

"Little do you know that I have chosen you because you love Me and are willing to suffer anything for Me. So, brush away those condemning voices and be comforted in Me, you are My partners in the redemption of the lost."

May I say something Lord?

"Please do."

Please don't misunderstand what He is saying here. The finished work of the Cross has opened the gates of Heaven forever. No more fasting or offerings are necessary for that, as He said, "It is finished!."

However, someone has to soften hearts and deliver messages and your prayers are powerful, even more powerful when you back them up by fasting, or receiving inconvenience, frustration, depression and anxiety, and physical infirmities that refuse to yield to prayer. By receiving these things in a spirit of sacrifice to Almighty God, on behalf of the conversion of sinners. After all, the Lord DID say: "Deny yourself, pick up your cross, and follow Me." You are doing a mighty work by backing up grace with offerings.

Even as I am sharing this message with you, there are others backing me up with their prayers and sacrifices, or these words would fall on deaf ears or perhaps not reach the ears of those who need them. So, please - be encouraged you are indeed following in Jesus' footsteps and quietly, by being hidden, backing up the efforts of those who are visible ministering. It will be quite some event when you see the fruit you bore by your courageous and humble suffering.

The Lord continued after that: "My Brides, I truly adore each and everyone and if you feel your cross is heavier than the ones others are carrying, understand, it is your great love for Me that enabled Me to place this cross on your back. You are indeed My powerful army of intercessors and some day you will be shocked to see exactly where the credit lies for conversions. It will be substantially shared with those who delivered the message.

"I bless you all now with increased patience, vigor, courage and strength, to continue in this way until I relieve you of the burden and take you to Myself."

Message 79

The Honeymoon: In Heaven With Jesus

May 12, 2015

Oh, Family - this is so awesome! I can hardly contain myself! This is going to be a wonderful, wonderful message, you're really going to enjoy this!

Where do I start? It's pretty long, but you're going to love every minute of it, it's very, very special.

Tonight the Lord took me to Heaven, and our tour was very much like the narratives from Chronicles of the Bride.

It all began very innocently, as I saw the Lord dancing with me in a rather busy area. I was wondering, 'What is all this activity about?'

Well, I noticed His collar was unbuttoned and His tuxedo tie was loose around His neck. After a few more moments I saw that His sleeves were rolled up and wondered why in the world would His sleeves be rolled up? I think He really delights in surprising me and making me guess about what He's up to. In fact, I know He loves to do that! Well, then I saw He was wearing a kitchen apron. You know, He doesn't give me the whole vision right away - it's like, we're dancing and really enjoying each other and I'll notice something. And then He'll let me notice something else, and something else until I get the full picture.

So, He was wearing a kitchen apron, you know \- the kind that go around your neck and then around your waist and you tie it. Just like a chef would wear.

Just then an angel without wings passed by with something that looked like a roasted chicken, hot and steaming on a platter. I get it! He's helping to prepare the Wedding Supper!

Mind you, there's no killing in Heaven, so it was..."mock" chicken, or whatever it was.

Well, we danced a bit more and I just adored and worshipped Him to the music. I was listening to "Praise Him" by Terry MacAlmon, with that wonderful female vocalist. I just played it over and over again. At times He sang over me and spoke encouraging words. After a brief while, we hadn't been there very long, a helicopter landed nearby and the Lord took me by the arm and helped me climb aboard. Before I knew it, we were airborne and headed to a large blimp-shaped ship that was hovering in the sky. The helicopter flew into a landing area in the back of the blimp and we climbed out. Then I saw the blimp from a distance, and it began to move slowly and then totally disappear into space.

In the next scene the Lord and I were on a beach beside the ocean. I was wearing pedal pushers (capris) and a blouse, the Lord was also wearing pedal pushers and a white shirt that hung loose and was very casual and comfortable. That's when it dawned on me - that we were on our honeymoon! We were on our Honeymoon!!! WOW!

All around us were very high, dark, lava rock cliffs surrounding this cove we were walking in. The waves were coming in rather forcefully, but as soon as we got near the water, they melted down into placid lapping waves as if to greet us and make our walk more quiet and calm. But not before the waves tossed up a brilliant pink conch shell right at my feet.

The Lord looked at me smiling, "Pick it up." As I did, pearls began to roll out from inside, then emeralds and rubies all of a deep color and skillfully faceted, revealing their clarity and deep colors came spilling out of the conch shell. I gathered them up in my hand, and delighted I tossed them up in the air. Then I thought to myself, 'I should save these and share them with others.' and as I thought that, they all picked themselves up off the sand and gathered again into the conch.

He embraced me and danced with me right there on the beach and I saw it from a distance. Rather than being up close I saw it from a distance, and I thought, 'This is the most romantic honeymoon I've ever even HEARD about - this is so amazing! It's picture perfect!'

Soon, we were sitting beside a stream of crystal clear water that fed into the ocean. Lush ferns lined the rocks as it descended and wound its way down into the water. I don't remember what we were eating, but Jesus said to me, "Uh, oh...here comes trouble." Just then my huge African male lion, Judah, came lumbering up the beach, just in time for lunch. We giggled as we fed him a few morsels. I looked behind me and a large serving platter of meat-looking food appeared, catching Judah's fancy. He forgot about our picnic and had his own.

Soon Gracie, our beautiful, Siamese-colored momma cat came meowing up to us for her share, then our other cats. And Judah - our little Judah, an Abyssinian grey cat that has markings identical to a mountain lion, HE came up to big Judah. In his characteristic greeting, sniffed and sniffed and sniffed. I mean, Judah's a little sniffer, he comes up to you and he'll sniff nine different places before he'll settle down and accept you. And far from being antagonistic, big Judah, greeted him with a gentle nudge.

After we finished our lunch, I got up to put my feet in the water, and along came some natives running towards us down the beach. Oh, they gathered around us so joyfully, as if we were long lost friends. They were fingering my hair and shirt with great curiosity and affection. They made it obvious they wanted to take me in a dugout canoe for a ride, while Jesus sat on the beach. Soon, we were moving swiftly along in the calm water and just really enjoying one another's company.

Well... that was short. Jesus soon came walking on the water to rescue His Bride, whom He was very jealous over. He took me away to another place further inland where the waters were crystal clear and calm. I stood on the ground and looked down into these pools of water that were teeming with exotic colorful fish with a background of white sand. Oh, they were amazing in colors, so brilliant! Every color of the rainbow!

The Lord and I were soon swimming with them and He was showing me around this underwater Wonderland. I remember a place just like this in the Yucatan in Mexico...it was a tourist destination and the fish were something to behold. I'd never seen anything like it. It was like an underwater aquarium with the most colorful fish He ever created all gathered together in looking-glass water.

The scene changed again, and this time we were dancing on the deck of a cruise ship. The angels had put a blanket over the sky so it seemed like nighttime. A waiter came by and offered us champagne. The Lord took a glass and handed it to me, then He took His glass and said, "I shall not drink of the fruit of the vine until the Kingdom of God comes." and lifted His glass, crossing my arm with His, so He drank from my glass and I drank from His. Then fireworks began to shoot off up into the sky, beautiful fireworks. What a celebration of our love. He was so delighted to see me enthralled by this awesomely perfect event. Oh, I wanted to stay there forever!

After a few minutes the Lord began to speak, "We should talk."

"No!" I said. "I want to stay here all night!" Then I thought about it and I said, "OK. Lord, if I don't write this all down now, won't I forget?"

"Are you kidding Me... as if Holy Spirit will forget?"

Here I am Lord, all ears, no tears.

"I should hope not! That was just a teensy, tiny glimpse into our wedding reception and honeymoon."

Oh Lord, that should hold me for a long time.

"Oh no, it won't - be honest! You'll be back here before the night is out, wanting more. I know you too well."

Well, you're always right, so what's the use of arguing?

"You'll do it anyway."

Uh Uh...I'm too happy to be contentious. What would you like to talk about tonight?

He paused for a moment, and looked at me and said, "Our honeymoon." He smiled with a twinkle in His eye.

Oh, that was truly, ecstatically awesomeness, Lord!

"Well, My Brides, that is merely a glimpse into what it will be like once you are here in Heaven with Me."

Oh Lord, I'm still floating on cloud 9 with You! I can barely focus on writing this all down, so infused with joy am I.

And He replied, "And that was merely a whiff of joy from your honeymoon. And I say to you, all My Brides, I have a wonderful escape to Paradise planned for you all. Oh, you have no idea. Eye has not seen and ear has not heard the wonders I have prepared for all of you in Heaven!

"After the wedding supper, we will disappear into Paradise, and spend our days joyfully exploring the oceans, mountains, forests and streams of living water in Heaven. Each of you has a very particular place that is in your dreams, a wonderful place to be that you've always dreamt of. Understand, I know all about that place. I have been there and seen the things you love, as well as reading your minds as to what else you would love to see there. And I have, down to the last detail, prepared many places for you that we will frequent during our honeymoon.

"You will even meet people there who are longing to see you, as well as your favorite animals and My wedding presents to you. Everything on Earth you ever dreamt of doing, we shall do together in Heaven and these places shall be ours to return to, time and time again. They each are tailored exactly to your tastes.

"There are longings in each of your hearts to visit places you have seen in passing. In Heaven, those places are real, just for you. What joy will be yours as I answer all the questions you could ever have about Creation and you are able to observe its beauty microscopically just by desire. You will even be able to walk into tiny worlds and explore their patterns and composition from inside. Nothing, absolutely nothing will be impossible to you.

"Our Honeymoon will be a whole year long, as you and I experience one another together in an innocent and pure relationship. There will not be a care in the world for the entire time. It shall be nothing but a Paradise and seemingly unending vacation. All this is necessary to adjust you to Heaven and its joys. You will never exhaust all of them, but you certainly will have an entirely new reality and outlook on life. No more pain, no more fatigue, no more bills. Oh yes, you are going to love it. Everything necessary will be provided free of charge. Every discipline you have ever wanted to master will be given into your hands with barely an effort. Inner scars will be healed and you will be released into a new freedom unlike anything you've ever known.

"Beloveds, on this Earth, you have scars, wounds, broken and empty places and you are truly war torn - but in Heaven all of you will be restored. You will express creativity in everything you put your hands to. Parts of you that were suppressed on the Earth will come into full bloom and spread their fragrance throughout the courts of Heaven. Truly, the God-like nature given you at your creation will bloom and put out the most fragrant flowers and luscious fruits. Your gifts will heal others as the anointing flows freely for the first time in your life. It will flow so freely, it will reach to the furthest corners of Heaven to heal and enhance all who are touched.

"Could there possibly been anything more wonderful? I say to you, 'No.' Heaven is beyond wonderful. Heaven is all you've ever dreamt of or wanted in your short life on Earth.

"As you go through life you think to yourself, 'I wish this were this way, and I wish that were that way.' And do you know, your angel is recording all those things and bringing them to Me? Ah yes, the angels serve in that capacity. It is My delight to see them involved in bringing you joy, and they, themselves, live to bring happiness to others – that, too, is their joy. So, when you visit one of the marvelous places I've created for you, the things you thought about for decades - little fleeting thoughts of what you liked, all of that will be condensed into where you are at the time.

"For instance, if you saw a purple butterfly and marveled at its beauty but thought for a moment, 'I wish it had eyes on its wings' - that thought has been recorded. And when you see that butterfly, it will have beautiful eyes on its wings. If you love red rocks and deep canyons with waterfalls and ferns, everything will be as if you painted it but with all kinds of surprises like clusters of wild asparagus and watercress, exotic flowers and playful otters frolicking in the water. Doves nesting, and a stone's throw away a doe and her fawn feeding on vibrant green grass. And above her on a ledge, a mountain lion lazily licking his paws and rolling over on his back taking in the beauty of Heaven.

"You will see the transformations that Love permeating everything has made. The lion and the fawn will lie down next to one another and he will tenderly embrace the fawn as they nap. The otters will surface in the water with beautiful shells and drop them at your feet, begging to be petted. The bees will ascend in the shape of a heart and invite you to partake of their honey.

"The sand beneath you will gently accommodate your shape, wanting to make you comfortable. The canyon walls will have footholds and handles, making climbing effortless. And on your way up, there will be surprises like little caves lined with gem quality, indigo azurite crystals. Eagles will invite you to sit on their nests and fondle their chicks. The leaves on the trees will rustle joyfully as you pass by and the grass will tinkle like chimes, greeting you in love with sparkling prisms of light glinting off of them and dancing off the canyon walls. Oh, the wonders of Heaven NEVER cease and all shall be yours, because on Earth you lived for Me. So, now I will spend Our eternity delighting you with things you never thought of, but are extensions of what enthralled you on Earth.

"I could go on and on all night, Clare, but even now, your eyelids are heavy. In Heaven that will never happen unless you want it to."

I don't think I'll ever want to fight with that feeling again, Lord.

"Well, I wanted to share some of the wonders of Heaven with all My Brides. But I should also mention there will be quaint villages such as the ones you admire so much in Greece. Cafes and even artwork will abound on the walls of little bistros. People who love to live in apartments will find such joy in their own specially designed home, with terraces and landscaping of the most colorful flowers and fountains of living waters. They will live in canyon-like groupings so they can sit on their terraces and visit with one another. There are meandering canals planted with gardens and accented with quaint bridges; winding cobblestone streets, hidden gardens with lavender and white lilies clustered around intimate waterfalls and ornate but comfortable benches and swings. Oh, what I have planned for the city dwellers will be something out of this world."

Lord, you don't do anything halfway. You are the most extravagant lover; no one could ever love us as You do.

"My Bride hasn't the faintest idea of the wonders of Heaven. She cannot conceive in her mind the extent I have gone to in preparing the ideal place, just for her, to bring her endless joy. So, I want you all to cherish these thoughts, My Brides. I have gone to prepare a place for you. Truly prepare a place for you, that where I am you shall be as well. And I promise you - it's not just any place. It is a wonderland and work of art, created just for you.

"Take these dreams with you now, and prepare your hearts, for I am coming for you soon. Hold fast to these things, treasure them in your heart. They will renew you with joy as you revisit them, for My Heart has spared no detail to bring wonder and delight to your soul."

"I bless you now with My love and My promise, that soon we will be together for eternity."

Message 80

I Want Your Whole Heart, Jesus Said

February 17, 2015

God bless you Youtube family. This is an entry from Chronicles of the Bride, October 27, 2007.

What's very interesting about it is, it really correlates with the last two things that I had posted about intimacy and communicating with the Lord. This is another confirmation to that Valentine's Day video that I just put out. I came upon it totally by surprise.

Again, it was the Holy Spirit's reading. We picked up the Chronicles of the Bride today to get a reading and it opened to this page. We trust the Holy Spirit to pick out readings for us. He did it and brought up something else that would be very helpful to us in our desire to hear the Lord clearly.

By the way, I had two people report back to me that the Binding Prayer has worked for them immediately. One of those people has had a tremendous battle hearing and seeing the Lord but he had a break through immediately. If this is given by the Holy Spirit, then He knows what He's doing. He knows what the devils are up to.

When I came into worship today, I saw a devil in the corner and he was fuming mad. It was a large devil and nasty looking. Like a miniature Satan with a large head. He was so angry with me. I had barely got the name of Jesus out of my mouth and he was gone. So, somebody is upset about that and that's good.

I'll begin this message then.

Jesus said, "Trust Me, Child. I want to speak familiarly with you. It is a good and wise thing to test the sprits. However, within so much time in a known relationship it is important to move forward and be natural; that you may enjoy the consolation of friendship in a comfortable way. This is the way I want to be with you. This is the way I want to be with all of My children. Yet, so many are busy with other things. The cares of this world and their allurements soon build a wall of interference by which I can only communicate Myself to them in circumstances, in distant ways.

"Many say I speak to them in and through My written Word. Just as with so many other things, I brought the Scriptures forth for their edification and good, but also for their hardness of hearts. I knew that men were weak and easily pulled away by their wandering minds and flesh. I could speak familiarly with My servant Moses, as one man speaks to another. But the rest had to hear Me from the spoken Word in My inspired writings."

I believe what He is saying here, is that the Scriptures are necessary for teachings and edification, and He is present to us through His Holy Word. But in the beginning, when God walked with Adam in Paradise, written words were not necessary, since they conversed with one another on a daily basis. In Heaven, too, we will always honor and treasure the Scriptures as God's Word. But we will again have Him to speak to us familiarly on a daily basis, because our hearts will be renewed with tenderness, holiness, and with nothing of the world to distract or pull us away from our full intentions on Him.

Jesus continues, "And so, which would you prefer? To have a guest you spoke to only as through a curtain? Or to have a guest you could see and hear and converse easily with? I have placed no barrier between Me and My disciples, but they regularly keep a wall between us. I love and cherish them with all of My heart and I would that all would come to know Me intimately. Pray for this grace, but know that it comes at a cost. Are you truly willing to change your lifestyles to accommodate that kind of closeness with Me? It will surely mean a serious change for most. Are you willing to put away all of the distractions in your life and make room for Me exclusively? Can you make the sacrifice of many things; friends, books, entertainment, and so on?"

I want to say that that has been a struggle for me. I think one of the things that brought me to my senses was the understanding about the Rapture. Before I really knew that the Rapture was the real deal, I think I was a little sloppy. When I found out the Rapture was real, I looked very seriously at what I was spending my time on. I came under heavy conviction when I went off to go shopping "for entertainment" so to speak. Like when I would go to look at something just to get my mind off problems. I put that stuff away totally. Instead of doing it maybe once a year, I just put it totally away. I don't do it at all. There is a cost and it is challenging, but it is so rewarding.

"I'm here for every soul I create. I never change nor do I sleep or rest. I am constantly looking at you, waiting for you, yearning and longing to spend time with you, and speak to you My heart. You have only to gird up your courage and try. I will most assuredly meet your efforts if they are fully from the heart, with no preconceived opinions of your own. Give to Me your whole will and intellect. Ask to be made again as a little child. Peacefully wait for Me and be patient, and I will visit with you in ways you never imagined. Only make room for Me. I want your whole heart. Your strong and earnest desire and pursuit of Me and Me alone. I will give you the abundant grace,

but you will you avail yourself to it?" That's the end of the message.

So, with that in mind, I pray for you, myself, and all of us - that we can continue to put the world outside and leave it outside. That we may continue to expand in that intimate space for the Lord; in time of silence and precious space for us to commune with Him.

The Lord bless you, Youtube family and thank you for tuning into our channel.

Message 81

Discerning The Fruit Of Our Lives

A Good Tree Bears Good Fruit

Dec 16, 2014

The message tonight is "How to know that I'm on God's chosen path?" And now this is a teaching from my lips, not from His, but I feel that it's inspired from Him. We've been talking an awful lot about discernment. And there are times when we get so tied up in discernment, we can't see the forest for the trees. We may have a favorite opinion that we're very attached to, and anything that threatens our opinion, we just don't want to hear. Or we could have looked at something over and over again and just given up, because we just have too many opinions about something. This has happened to me countless times. In fact, I would get leadings that I thought were from the Lord and seem to be confirmed. But in the end, they were definitely my flesh. What is this about?

I could feel an inner gnawing in my Spirit. "Danger! You really want this to be true, you really want this. Danger! You're attached."

Being attached to anything other than Jesus causes you to idolize that thing. In other words, you're willing to deny anything to keep your attachment. Even that, possibly, He doesn't want you to have this. I went through this with a DVD burner and labeler. Oh, how I hurt when he said "No" and I had the money for it. I tried every possible way to justify buying it. But deep down inside, gnawing away at me, I felt a little voice saying, 'You shouldn't be doing this'.

I also experienced this upon the mountain. We had labored for five years to build a little chapel and little cabins up there in the mountain for retreat. And there came a time when the Lord wanted us to leave this work. I could feel it in my spirit, but I was really resisting Him. Finally, He got my attention. But it was hard. It was so hard to let go of something that I'd been building for five years and leave it, just leave it and walk away.

Why does He do this to us? I believe it's because He's purifying us until we are a supple tool in His hands, a tool that has no other objective than obedience to the Master. He's given me a gift with graphics, photography, which I did as a freelance business in New York and San Francisco for 30 years. I love photography, love nature photography, nothing I like better than being out in the field... just about, anyway. And a gift for music and writing. And at any given moment, He may use the gift He gave me or not use it. Of course, I love certain gifts more than others, but I'm resigned to let Him have totally free reign over my will. That's what love is all about. He could have called down armies of angels to deliver Him from death. But no, He wanted to fulfill the will of the Father, because He loves the Father; not Himself, not the work that He'd accomplished in the three years, the apostles and the following that He had. That was not what was important to Him. What was important to Him was obedience to the will of His Father because He loved His Father.

Very often, we try to engineer our own salvation and our own sanctity. We see somebody who we think is holy and spiritual and we dream 'I want to be like her, I want to be like him'. I went through this when we were examining the Catholic Church. I really wanted to be just like St. Francis. I was so impressed with his purity of heart and simplicity of life, his fasting and sacrifices, his selfless service even to the lepers - exposing himself to leprosy and the amazing miracles the Lord performed through him. To me, he was more like Jesus than any other person. Maybe Paul would be the one after him. He just was so conformed to the image of Christ.

So, we sold everything and moved into a tarpaper shack on the side of the mountain. We were accepted into the Franciscan order and had a spiritual director, who was the guardian of a monastery. That was a high honor. We even had gray habits to help us overcome our vanity and as a sign of our devotion to the Lord. I fasted on bread and water six days a week for years and did so many other things St. Francis and his early friars did in serving the poor. What attracted us to St. Francis was his love of Christ and his brother. He was very intimate with the Lord and God used him to perform countless miracles. And I have to say, I had a tremendous breakthrough from vanity and my preoccupation with vain and futile things. My intimacy with the Lord grew leaps and bounds. I was happy, fulfilled and deeply in love with Jesus, more than ever before in my life.

I thought that monastic life was the best thing anyone could do. Then, the Lord switched gears on me. He made it clear that He wanted me to move on. And I said, "But what about our habits? What about fasting, what about giving up the superfluous comforts of this world?"

He told me in essence, "Do not make an idol out of monastic life. I know what's best for you and when it's best. I know My plan for your life, what you must do, who you must reach, what is most healthy for you. If you make an idol out of this attachment, you will never accomplish what I have called you to do. I have a calling on your life and in order for you to fulfill it, you have to let go. Only be attached to me and the truth. Never to any form of life that seems to you to be the holiest. Thinking this way leads only to pride, self-will and idolatry".

So, that was basically what was on His heart. He didn't speak those words but that was what was on His heart. I'm just summarizing for you. In other words, I could not exalt myself with fasting and an ascetic lifestyle. That might be a holy path for someone else, but it was not the path of obedience. I have learnt in my almost seventy years that I cannot engineer my own salvation or sanctity. I cannot be attached to what looks holiest. I can't be attached to a work that I've done that's taken me years to accomplish. I can only be attached to my sweet Jesus and His will from moment to moment.

Oh! That was hard. I had begun to identify with my lifestyle, thinking that made me holy, when in reality I was deeply entrenched in pride. My attachment to my lifestyle was a dead giveaway that I was prideful. I knew what was best. I had traveled many roads and my experiences had led me to what I thought was my final destination. But holiness is not found in pleasing ourselves, rather only in pleasing God and living only for Him and His purposes. Total, unconditional surrender.

I remember a little story form the life of St Francis. He made a beautiful piece of pottery and kept it in his hermitage. Then, one day he realized, "This is truly beautiful. I look at it a lot. That's really well done. But it's distracted me from the Lord." So he destroyed the pot and resumed his single-minded love for Jesus.

How do I know that I'm analyzing something? This is a good question. Well, the Lord sends His messengers to plant little seeds of doubt here and there. He allows a disorder in my life that just feels wrong. I wake up with any uneasy feeling that I've missed Him somehow. And the surest sign of all is when I drop a wall of defense, a knee-jerk reaction if someone threatens me by asking questions about my walk.

When we first put the habits on, I didn't feel like I have to defend myself. I felt peace. I was in His will and I knew it. Even though, we had some very stiff resistance and persecution, our lifestyle was pleasing to Him. It bore beautiful fruit. He loved my fasts and self-denial for His kingdom. And He recompensed me with His presence and a growing love, a love that was so deep and wide and so pure. But there came a time when He wanted to change gears for His own reasons. And, I had to let go and move on.

He is a jealous God and He will not allow us to have any other affections, than our affection for Him. No other justification than His justification on the cross. No other status that being His - and His little wallflowers, at that. No attachment to "this kind of prayer" and "this kind of worship only." When He doesn't show up during worship for weeks on end, something isn't right.

I had made an idol of certain forms of prayer and worship. He wants us to worship Him in spirit and in truth. And "spirit and truth" do not always look the same. And in fact, I've found they love variety. He loves to plunge us into deep water when we can't even swim. He doesn't like us to say, "Oh, no problem! I can do that, no problem at all". Rather He likes to see us reach out to Him, "Lord, I'm going down, I cannot do this on my own. Help me".

It is when I feel self-sufficient that I begin to tremble. I mean literally tremble. That's a sure sign I'm falling deeper into pride. Now, I said "deeper" deliberately, because I know for sure, for real and all honesty, I have a lot of pride. So, I cannot say, "I'm falling into pride." No. I have to say "I'm falling more deeply into pride." Wrong direction. I feel much more secure as a little child that is totally unequipped for the job. Then I know He will do it through me and it will be His work and not my work.

In the final analysis, there is an acid test for the path we are on. And I must ask this of myself only when I'm in a moment of profound truthfulness with myself. (And this is a grace. It's not something I can do.) But a gift, the Lord Jesus will give me, when I ask.

And that test is this: "Do I feel a deep peace about what I am doing and what kind of fruit have I borne?" When I say "fruit", I don't mean how many people are following me, how much money I made, how famous I am. I mean righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, for the Kingdom of God has settled upon my life.

I pray for all of us Youtube family, that the Kingdom of God will settle on our lives, and that we can have that righteousness, peace and joy. The Lord bless you.

THE GOSPEL SIMPLY EXPLAINED

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If you were to die today, would you be certain that you would go to Heaven?

If you are not certain, then please read on.

Many think that since they have lived a good life then they will probably go to Heaven.

It's good to do good deeds and God wants that, but your good deeds cannot make up for your sins. It's like a bank robber that gets caught and tells the police that he gives to the poor and helps people. That does not make up for the fact that he robbed the bank.

God wants everyone to go to Heaven and be with Him. That is why He sent Jesus to die on the cross for us.

In John 3:16 it says, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life."

The word perish here means the opposite of eternal life -- which is eternal death or Hell. God gives us His instructions in the Bible to lead us to Him so that we can receive salvation. He does this because He loves us and wants everyone to be in heaven with Him when they die.

In Romans 3:23 it says, "For all have sinned; and fall short of God's glorious standard."

What this means is that all of us have sinned. We have all done wrong and do not deserve to be in God's glorious presence. None of us deserve to go to Heaven. I don't deserve to go, you don't deserve to go. None of us deserve to go to Heaven. We have all disobeyed God in our lives.

In Romans 6:23 it says,

"For the wages of sin is DEATH, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord."

Here "the wages of sin" means the "consequence of sin" or what we earn by sinning.

And the type of death being described here is spiritual death -- which is Hell -- as explained in the Bible in the book of Revelations where it states

"The lake of fire is the second DEATH. If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire." Revelation 20:14-15.

So these last 3 scriptures are very serious because they are saying that:

1. We Have All Sinned,

2. The Consequence Of Sin Is Death, and

3. Death Is The Lake of Fire or Hell.

What this means is that we are all destined to go to Hell -- unless we allow God to intervene in our life.

But God does not want anyone to go to Hell. That is why He sent Jesus to die for all our sins on the cross.

And it is only through Jesus that we can receive eternal life. In John 14:6 Jesus said,

"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through Me."

We can only be saved through Jesus. There is no other way. The only payment that the Father accepts for our sins is the blood of Jesus. That is why He sent Jesus to die for our sins. He did it because He loves us. It is not because we deserve it -- because none of us deserve to go to heaven.

Now it is only the children of God that get to be with God when they die. In John 1:12 God the Father, shows us how to become His child. He tells us,

"But to all who believed in Him, that is Jesus, and received Him, He gave the right to become children of God."

And believing in Christ not only means that you believe that He exists, it also means that you put your full trust and obedience in Him. That is what is meant by believing in Him as Lord.

The word "Lord" means "King" or "Master" -- the One you trust and obey. In Romans 10:9 it says,

"If you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved."

The word "confess" means "to agree with." So to truly confess that Jesus is Lord means that He is your Lord - the One you surrender to and trust and obey.

Now you receive Christ through faith and not by "earning it" with good deeds. It says in Ephesians 2:8-9 that,

"For it is by grace (or undeserved favor) that you are saved, through faith -- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -- not by works, so that no one can boast. Salvation is not a reward for the good things we have done, so, none of us can brag about it."

You don't earn salvation -- you receive it as a free gift from God. It is like receiving a Birthday gift. You don't pay for the Birthday gift. But you do decide whether you will receive it or not.

The price of your salvation was paid for by Jesus on the cross. And the cost to Jesus was very terrible. It is way beyond what I can comprehend. Jesus suffered terribly for us so that we all could go to heaven. The one thing left for you to do, is to receive the salvation Jesus paid for as a free gift from God.

Although Jesus wants very much to give eternal life to everyone, He will not force anyone to receive Him as Lord. He gives everyone a free will choice. But He does invite everyone who wants to, to receive Him and receive eternal life.

In Revelation 3:20 Jesus says,

"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will go in and eat with him, and he with Me."

So we all have a choice to make. We can live a self-directed life -- separate from God -- or a Christ directed life with God.

In a self-directed life you go your own way without God. But the choice is forever. If you die in that state you will forever be separated from God and perish in Hell. In Luke 13:3 Jesus warns us that "unless you repent, you too will all perish." God does not desire this for anyone but God will not force anyone to receive Him.

In a Christ-directed life, you surrender completely to Christ and give your life to Him. God created us and He died on the cross for us. He loves us dearly. In reality, God gives us infinitely more than what we could ever give Him.

If you do give your life to Jesus then Jesus promises you eternal life as He says in John 6:40, which says,

"For My Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes, that is trusts, in Him shall have eternal life."

By receiving Jesus as Lord of your life, you at the same time repent from going your own way -- which is always away from God.

In fact, the word "repent" means to turn around. To make a U-turn. To change from going your own way, to going God's way by following Him. Repent also means to turn away from sin. By following Jesus you also turn away from sin.

As you receive Jesus and give your life to Him, you also ask for His forgiveness and reject all pursuit of sin.

If you have walked away from the Lord or have gone back to sinning and now want to repent of sin and come back to Jesus, you can also pray as shown below.

Do you want to pray this prayer to God? It is not to me, or to my church, or to my denomination. It is a prayer you are making to God. It is a decision you are making to God -- Who created you and loves you.

Would you like to pray this prayer to commit your life to Jesus? Say each line to God as follows:

Prayer to Receive Jesus As Lord:

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know I am a sinner and unable to save myself by my own deeds or my own way. But I do believe that You love me, and that You were sent to die on the cross for my sins. Right here and now, I repent of all sin and ask you to forgive all my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I completely give my life to You, Jesus. Thank You, dear God, for hearing and answering my prayer, and for giving me eternal life as You promised You would. Amen."

When you prayed this did you mean it? If you did then by God's promise you now have eternal life. Because it says in 1 John 5:13,

"I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life."

If you were to die today you would go to heaven to be with God. We know this because God always keeps His word.

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