 
Revelations of Unleavened Sainthood

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Cover

Cover image "Judgment of Leviathan" by Raphael Bath.

Dedication

Dedicated to a woman, J, who helped to bring me to the truth.

##  Contents

Introduction

Foreword 5

Introductory Essays

Avoiding Pitfalls In Learning 7

Dependence, Independence and Interdependence 10

The Trinity 12

The Modern Christian 19

The Faith Which Was Once Delivered To The Saints

The Lost Process Of Sanctification 25

Breaking The Shackles Of The Pharisees 30

Righteous Law Not Legalism 33

The Religious Flesh 40

Illustration 1: Salvation Danger Level at Various Stages of Spiritual Growth. 43

Revealing The Truth About Faith 44

Listening To The Heart 47

Moving Away From Goal Seeking 53

Revelations Of Unleavened Sainthood

Stages Of Spiritual Development 54

The Known, Unknown and Unknowable 56

The Prophetic Gifting 59

The Fivefold Office And The Four Great Divisions Of Animate Creation 63

Illustration 2: The Fivefold Office And The Four Great Divisions Of Animate Creation 64

The Four Elements of Creation – Practical Example : Writing a Book 70

The Refusal Of Light 74

Illustration 3: The Refusal Of Light 76

The Soul Animal 80

The Dark Side Of The Ruach ha-Kodesh 83

Personal Power 87

Soul Cords, The Threads Of Life 91

Emotional Awareness 99

The Holy Actor 105

Spiritual Soul War 111

The Spiritual Warrior And The Tyrant 123

The Shield Of Faith And Scriptural Integrity Armour 131

The Vanity Of Individuality 133

The Godhead And Counterfeit Spiritual Enlightenment 134

The New Dispensation 139

Life In A World Full Of Idols 144

Social Wisdom 148

Revelations Of Creativity And Sexuality

Sexuality is Creative Power 156

The Alpha Male, the Beta Male and the Lambda Male 161

Homosexuality 164

The Effect On Ministry

A Change Of Power On The World Stage 173

Spiritual Relationships 177

Divine Relationship Counselling 182

A Sword In The Harlot Church 184

Understanding The Mystery Of The Worlds Kingdoms 186

The New Breed Disciple 190

The Meaning Of This Book 195

Glossary Of Terms

# Introduction
## Foreword

> So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God—Romans 10:17

This is my first book. Some will ask "what are your credentials for teaching?"

Instructions on how to live come to me by revelation and sometimes by words. A lot of insights come through heart-feelings, prophetic gifts and visions. Provision is the outer means, doors are opened and other doors shut in my life.

We can hear when we listen with the heart. If we listen to the mind, we merely recirculate the present doctrinal understanding of truth. Doctrine is not itself truth, but a mental copy of how man interprets the scriptures; as such, it tends to be filled with a mixture of truth and falsehood.

Over a period of time I was exposed to insights about the present state of the harlot church. If I did not share what I have learned here, I would be irresponsible to do so. I am living my calling.

This book was written by obedience rather than being an expressioof my own desire to prove my knowledge. If I enjoy writing, then so be it, but know that it was not the _cause_. Therefore, follow the Holy Spirit, not me—and not the book itself.

"Revelations of Unleavened Sainthood" describes the spiritual mysteries that were opened to me in living as an unleavened gospel disciple. Although they may seem numerous, each mystery is given for the purposes of the disciple's life of faith. They are not for arbitrary study. The seeking of knowledge _in and of itself_ is idolatry. It costs us to know things, for we cannot return to our previous ignorance.

# Introductory Essays

## Avoiding Pitfalls In Learning

It's not possible to understand this book without the Holy Spirit. In light of this, it should be read carefully, and not consumed as if it were a novel. In addition, realise that counterfeits of the Holy Spirit exist. They will teach men and women who are not in the correct spirit. They could lead you to false interpretations of this work.

Another danger is that the book is treated as a "self-help" manual. Those who read self-help books tend to practice whatever techniques they desire, so as to achieve their own self-willed ambitions. We don't do this, but follow the leading of the Holy Spirit.

Self-help books generally teach personal power in one form or another. The difference we have is that we teach much more than the acquisition of power, even teaching that "power itself is a danger."

### Dry Intellectualism

Many people expect to read something they already know. They think this is learning when it is actually only recapping, revising and re-presenting information that is already known to them. I am teaching what is "unknown" to you, so it could be perceived as an "empty philosophy." However, when it "clicks" you should have a clear understanding.

### A Scientific Approach

Many people write about the Bible, but very few have made a good science of discipleship. The science of discipleship must be practical. My writings are written so that men and women might have a way of thinking that enhances their discipleship.

> "My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge"—

When we practice what we preach, a practical science emerges. But if we don't have clarity, and if we aren't practical, then the scriptures themselves are like priceless treasures that we haven't gained the value from. As an example, in spiritual warfare, many Christians could get very depressed. They might pray, but they have a limited understanding of how we are called to struggle against the forces of darkness. By the use of scientific forms of understanding and technical diagrams, we can see the processes of the inner man clearer than we could previously. This is not re-writing the Bible.

In Heaven, there are many schools and places of study of the eternal word. Why should we think that we must leave the scriptures alone, fearing to get involved in unravelling their meaning?

As we progress in our knowledge we might feel that we are really quite capable and sophisticated. Looking at other humans, we can disdain their lack of spiritual insight. At such a time we can consider scriptures such as Matthew 18:3 and also 1 Corinthians 8:2.

> And if any man think that he knoweth any thing, he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know—1 Corinthians 8:2

We realise that we don't know as much as we think we know. We simply "know more than other people." With this attitude we can begin to avoid becoming spiritual personalities who are vain and self-important. To admit that we "know nothing as we ought" means that we will allow our lives to be (inter-) dependent on YEHOVA.

At the end of the day have to admit that we "know nothing" and thereby yield up our self-willed mind. This also is the eternal child.

## Dependence, Independence and Interdependence

Most people tend to relate to pastors, teachers and YEHOVA Himself in one of two immature ways: A childish "dependent" relationship, or an adolescent "independent" relationship.

  * A "dependent" relationship seems like a good way to relate to YEHOVA, but this means that people are not strong enough to stand on their own two feet, armed with the knowledge that He has supplied.

  * Those who are "independent" distance themselves. They are capable of critical thought and action, but do not really see that there is a quality of dependency that cannot and should not be eradicated.

To become more mature, we need a third mode of operation. How do we combine the close relationship of the dependent relationship with the self-reliance and critical thought of the independent one? The answer is to be found in the concept of "interdependence:"

  * "Interdependence" is co-operative. It fulfils the needs of both parties rather than being only the fulfilment of one.

"Interdependence" means that we will see our "neediness" in the correct light. We are needy, yes, but it does not make us childishly dependent. We find a better synthesis of the two.

> The Lord said to Moses, 'and they are a stiff-necked people. Now leave me alone so that my anger may burn against them and that I may destroy them. Then I will make you into a great nation'—

In this excerpt from Exodus, YEHOVA was informing Moses of His intention to destroy the disobedient children of Israel. But I think that He also inspired Moses to say the following;

> And Moses besought the Lord his God, and said, Lord, why doth thy wrath wax hot against thy people, which thou hast brought forth out of the land of Egypt with great power, and with a mighty hand?—

YEHOVA wants people who stand strong in their relationship with Him. They fear Him, but they are also able to approach boldly before the throne. Such an attitude reflects an integration of His spirit. Instead of the Father being outside of us, the Father's spirit has become integrated into (inspired) righteous viewpoints and understandings.

Moses did this when he apparently rebuked YEHOVA: this wasn't rebellion or arrogance but a manifestation of righteousness in his words. Apparently, YEHOVA wanted to, as it were, rebuke himself, lest He destroy all of the Children of Israel except Moses.

> Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven—Matthew 18:3

While I have written negatively about childishness, this scripture is speaking of something completely different. A child like quality is necessary for us to remain lowly and humble, and to follow our heart. It also reflects a true type of "dependence."

## The Trinity

> For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily—Colossians 2:9

The Eternal One is "The Light," "I AM," "The Godhead" appearing as a Trinity: YEHOVA the Father, Yehoshua the Son and Ruach ha-Kodesh the Mother. While there are three, there is also only one.

It is important to have a basic understanding of the Absolute, and the Trinity, free of today's misconceptions, lies and half-truths. From the Bible we know at least five things beyond controversy:

  1. "Jehovah" is a name used in the popular King James Bible

  2. There are three persons of Elohim, Father, Son and Holy Spirit

  3. We know that Jesus is a Greek word meaning anointed one

  4. We know that "Yehoshua" or "Yeshua" is the original [in English letter form] Hebrew

  5. From the Hebrew texts we know that the Holy Spirit is called Ruach ha-Kodesh

If you can accept these, through personal study, then you should have no major upset with reading this book. The truths presented in this book are only more accurate forms of information, namely:

  1. YEHOVA is the actual name

  2. YEHOVA is three manifestations of "I AM" as Mother, Father and Son, with no absolute hierarchy

  3. Due to the fact that Jesus will be used by the Antichrist, it is not a good name to use

  4. The Holy Spirit is the divine feminine inclusive of mother and woman, and is the true Goddess

### The Unity Of The Godhead

> Philip saith unto him, Lord, show us the Father, and it sufficeth us—John 14:8

Yehoshua rebuked Philip, "Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the Father; and how sayest thou then, Show us the Father? "

This rebuke illustrates the unity of Elohim, cutting away the notions man might have about differences between the members of the Trinity.

### Enlightenment And Nonduality

There is a great conspiracy in the world because Satan has counterfeited the knowledge of the Godhead. As a result, many teachers teach "nonduality" through satsang and other types of Eastern-style meetings.

We will speak in-depth about "realisation" later. For now we should understand that whereas we normally relate to the [more familiar] Trinity, the true form of enlightenment is when we will realise our essential non-separation from YEHOVA in His absolute nature.

The nonduality teachers are becoming more popular in the world today, but they do not lead to YEHOVA. This means that they are somehow being led into a spiritual realisation of Satan's presence.

Satan has immense power and light, and appears to be "the source of life." Firstly, he appears as the "way, the truth and the life" in _every_ counterfeit manner (i.e. idolatry). Finally, the "enlightened" soul realises his light beyond all forms. This is called "God realisation." We should not be deceived into thinking of Satan as a red-horned devil, though he does have different appearances.

### False Worship

Most so-called Christians pray to a vague sense of "God," they do not know YEHOVA, and they have allowed themselves to become fooled into praying to the fallen angels.

Many took the route of going from "bad" to "good," and tended to change their fallen angel. Instead of serving a dark power, they changed to a light one. They have only changed in a moral sense, making them what could be termed a "New Age" Christian.

There is no easy way to convince these people of their error: they read the Bible, they sing hymns and they pray; Their spirit of worship is wrong, but they cannot seem to be convinced of this fact. Fallen angels appear to be Elohim to man, being that which is desired by them.

People take up Christianity as an expression of something in their heart. If they first love the fallen angels, then so-called "Christianity" is an expression of this love. You won't be able to part them from this very easily, and by telling them they are wrong you will encounter entrenched resistance. One has to understand the heart rather than making dogmatic attempts to witness. Empathy is good to come by, and is a gift of the Holy Spirit.

One of the purposes of this chapter is to make you aware of the names of the Trinity so that false Christianity is less likely to deceive you.

### The Name Of The Father

With the name "YEHOVAH," I am almost in agreement with the Hebrew scholar Nehemiah Gordon2. I must state that I appreciate that his work was inspired by the Father but I don't agree with non-Messianic Judaism. Given that this is true, I think that he is generally a brilliant scholar.

I came to the knowledge of the name by a different route: I am sometimes able to hear the voice of YEHOVA more clearly. At other times it is an intuitive gift. At this time, I heard quite clearly, and it was spelt out letter by letter in English "Y-E-H-O-V-A."

I have also heard the audible pronunciation through hearing His voice [inner hearing] as "YE-HO-VA" many times. Therefore, in terms of the spelling it is either "YEHOVA" or "YEHOVAH" regardless of my prophetic transcription.

I have heard YEHOVA say "my name is YEHOVA and I Am that I Am that I Am that I Am..." I heard this on a number of occasions. I can hear Him speaking to other people in spirit.

### Avoiding Both Sedition And Idolatry

Accuracy is a good thing, but unwarranted sedition arising from the human heart is evil. As a result, we tolerate many other people who have different interpretations of the name. What we can't allow to be a part of us are those people who push a "strange" spiritual agenda through it's distortion or abuse.

This is evidence of Satan at work in people, and can only truly be discerned by the Ruach ha-Kodesh. However, what I have found in practice is that wherever the name deviates from "YEHOVA," there is a consequent delusion. Some are more serious than others.

One of the most serious agendas that I found was the use of the name "Yahuah." The sound of this name is very primal and instinctual. The people preaching it keep nagging others, having an agenda to promote. This is clearly a wrong name, and it leads to the worship of a counterfeit which must be realised to be fallen angel worship in place of YEHOVA.

Realise that the disobedient Children of Israel who made the Golden Calf were actually doing so in order to worship (so-say) YEHOVA. To re-iterate: they wanted to acknowledge the Elohim that led them to cross the Red Sea; or did they? Truthfully they were serving a fallen angel wishing to take the place of YEHOVA in their worship. We see none other than this in the false church, where all and sundry claim to worship YAHWEH, but relatively few actually are worshipping Him.

Altered forms of the name seem to go hand-in-hand with deception, but we should never think that the correct pronunciation of the name makes us invulnerable to idolatrous worship. It is just a sign that we are on the correct course.

### The Ruach ha-Kodesh

Few people realise that the Ruach ha-Kodesh is feminine. This can be found by scholarly reference to the Hebrew, but people will argue intensely over it. The accusation is usually that since one is worshipping a feminine spirit that it must be _Astarte_ or _Sophia_. These are certainly fallen angels, worshipped by Pagans. However, the existence of a female fallen angel does not negate the existence of the true Hebrew1 feminine spirit. The Ruach ha-Kodesh will be found to be the true form, and the fallen angel is a counterfeit. Thus we have concepts of "fertility Goddess" and "multi-aspected Goddess," which are also found to be part of the nature of the Ruach ha-Kodesh.

I encourage any who are in doubt to pray about these matters, and not to believe the fearmongering that surrounds the issue. As Michael Rood, Nehemiah Gordon and others have already pointed out, there is a conspiracy surrounding the name of YEHOVA. With the Ruach ha-Kodesh it is even worse, for it is a ground breaking matter.

To the logical mind, the Trinity would not make sense if there were not three members. These resemble the family structure. Or, "who was Eve made in the image of?"

Depending on how we encounter the Holy Spirit we will see her in different forms. Of those we know best, the Holy Spirit appears in the form of a dove: Sometimes in blessing the prayerful she appears much like the Pentecost paintings. There is joy and light;

Sometimes we are under her wing in her soft feathers. This provides protection and comfort. At other times we are underneath her feet—we feel grounded and secure;

Sometimes she is in flight—we are being carried into a different inner realm location. This could parallel our physical travels, or represent some type of inner journey.

### Preferred Names of the Holy Spirit

There are undoubtedly some more names for the Ruach ha-Kodesh, but if you are unsure then the following are certainly acceptable.

  * Shkhinah Glory

  * Ruach ha-Kodesh

  * Holy Spirit

  * The Set-Apart Spirit

### Yehoshua ha-Maschiach

I believe that I have assessed this name by prophecy. Prophecy is a peculiar thing. While I hear many things clearly I do not always hear word-for-word and letter for letter. Sometimes things seem obscured.

However, I do believe the name is 'Yehoshua'. This also appears to line up with Nehemiah Gordon's ideas1, and it also agrees with Strong's Concordance, who say that it is "Yehoshua" or "Jehoshua."

The word "Jesus," which really only means "anointed one," and is not an actual name, is for this reason more readily counterfeited. I tried to hear in prophecy, but I am as yet unclear as to whether my spelling is accurate.

One thing we do know, that it was either "Yehoshua" or something close. The Eternal Son had a Hebrew name. We must realise, of course, that even a Hebrew name is not the Eternal name. The letters, pronunciations, vowels and even the tonal accuracy might sound different in Heaven, where all things are made more perfect, including our ability to register nuances of meaning in a name.

### The Name "Jesus"

Most false spirituality adherents teach "Jesus" in one way or another:

The new age groups refer to "Ascended Master Sananda."

Mystics speak of how their own spiritual enlightenment is like that of "Jesus." In their own mind they are teaching the very same thing as He did.

The common man on the street knows a "Jesus," but who is the "Jesus" that he knows? For some it is the true Yehoshua of Nazareth, but sadly for many it is the counterfeit.

It is believed that the false Messiah will bear the name "Jesus." For this reason during the Great Tribulation it will be unsafe to pray by this name2. However, we can also consider that since both Yehoshua and the antichrist are already _spiritually_ present then it is already dangerous. This does not mean that all those who use the name "Jesus" are wicked. Some don't know any better, or are suspicious of change.

## The Modern Christian

The modern Christian form of worship has many benefits yet it also has many drawbacks. While fellowship and prayer are abundantly engaged in, the demand for holiness is no longer being met in the worlds churches.

Holiness is not understood, either, for holiness cannot be met by man acquiring Elohim's laws in a religious manner. Holiness is not the laws themselves but is instead the condition of being wherein the individual is living in a righteous manner, obedient and filled with the light.

The unleavened disciple can hear the voice of YEHOVA in a very real way. YEHOVA becomes the source of the disciples' actions and activities.

This does not mean the unleavened disciple is perfect, it does not mean they do not have problems and it also does not mean that YEHOVA answers every question with crystal clear words and directions. Life is more difficult than this: If you look at the Bible prophets you will see that they also wandered, with certain confusions and great hardships. These teachings are the true discipleship then, they are not within man's vain imaginations of Christian lifestyles or achievements.

Christianity almost universally is a way for people to adapt themselves to a type of _lifestyle_. This _lifestyle_ may have its basis in the truth of Born Again Christianity, but it has a way of stopping short of allowing real _sanctification_ to take place.

Sanctification is the process which occurs in the maturing of a disciple following the event of being Born Again. It is a process that will be initiated by YEHOVA according to the perfect timing of His will. We should also pray for this to happen.

In the Born Again man or woman, in terms of the actual _soulish_ transformation of that person there is often only a certain degree of change—a certain change in mood or temperament, a change in _anointing,_ a "set-apart" relationship with the world.

Outer changes include the following: they cease to go partying, they give up various addictions, or they learn about the Hebrew roots of the faith; They might acquire a Christian husband or wife to whom they are faithful. They leave old friends or family behind—or at least leave them in spirit. They now enjoy fellowship, praise music, and spend time learning from the scriptures.

It is true that they feel spiritually different, but the process of sanctification has not yet occurred. The need for it is not even perceived. When we were sinners we could not see our sin, and our need to repent had to be brought to us by conviction. We may have thought we were fine as we were. It is true that some of us had certain doubts about our unsaved lives, but without the Holy Spirit, most of these doubts would have been due to our Christian beliefs. A man or woman by virtue of religious thought may feel guilty very often, but this is not the same as conviction on sin. Conviction on sin is an intense, soul-wrenching process.

Dependent on the (7 Stage) level that conviction on sin is experienced at, flashbacks, intense fear, sorrow and even the wrath of YEHOVA are experienced vividly. We will come to understand that our unsaved lives were a mistake. If we persecuted those that were used by the light to witness to us, the conviction can be even greater. None of this has anything to do with guilt tripping as a result of religiosity. It is a spiritual process, not a moral one. Morals can be useful but they must yield to the greater principle of righteousness from which they were born.

In a similar type of way we also cannot see why we would ever require sanctification. Such talk could be seen as "puritanical." What we need is to look honestly at ourselves and allow the Holy Spirit to convict us of the truth. The truth is that we do need sanctification. Those who dare to walk in the light of such transformation will see the evidence of this in their behaviour, relationships, and experience of the Divine Light of YEHOVA.

### A Change In The World's Alignment

The world is becoming more spiritual as a whole. In effect, what the world has done is to go from primal instincts to civilised logic and emotions. In a coming transition detailed in my second book _Navi–The Prophet Seer Of YEHOVA_ , it will go higher as the viewpoint of the world resides in the higher astral plane of subtle and spiritual awareness. This should not affect our personal viewpoint in an absolute sense, since we are seated in Heaven. Practically speaking, it does affect people around us. Since we are connected to the world then it becomes rather crucial knowledge.

The church lags way behind false spirituality in many ways. Where Buddhism has many advanced workshops and courses, and the place of work itself has Buddhist techniques and yoga, Christianity has been prevented, it's growth stunted. As a result there is a tendency either to strange cults with bizarre distortions, or intense conservatism. True growth cannot easily occur because it is resisted at every turn.

Today, "Church hip" or "Church trendy" look like cool Pentecostal churches, but tomorrow they don't look spiritual at all. They have a lack of spiritual edification aside from praise music. They fill the need for true spiritual development with increasingly dubious practices, rather than by forming a solid base of understanding. The liberal and conservative modes work best together, being feminine and masculine respectively. There is a lack of scientific approach and reasoned clarity in the former, this gives them a tendency to take risks with what they call "the prophetic," so they invite strange fire into their churches.

The Holy Spirit was seen in the Pentecostal churches at one time, but the "manifestations" were hijacked by satanic spirits. The manifestations of a revival are not "the way" in themselves, but are expressions of the true revival, which is a resurrection of _truth_. Truth is more important than the expressions of truth; YEHOSHUA is the way (and the truth, and the life). when man gets excited about manifestations, a fallen angel must be at work, since YEHOSHUA is not the author of "placing miracles first."

Many people think that to be an excellent minister is to work hard and be happy. This happiness is then spread to others. This is often found to be a prosperity gospel where the prosperity is "an easy ministry life." They sold out to a fallen angel because they don't want to die daily.

If they encounter the real Elohim then they can be scared, the witness is fearful and brings back the very problem they wanted to avoid. _They must die daily_ , a truth which fills them with terror. Wanting to return to their sleepy idol, they play a dangerous game. If they would embrace their fear and humble themselves, then this same fear would resolve itself into the calling of their lives that is obscured by their denial mechanic and clouded in sin. False Christianity, provided by the fallen angels, is an idol that appeals to those who want to avoid suffering, persecution and hardship.

### The Denial Of The Feminine

The concept of "Earth mother" is a false spiritual concept that is not without it's true form, from which the counterfeit has derived.

It is not so much the idea of "Gaia" that I teach. What I teach is "feminine wisdom," which has to do with the Earth itself. This does not manifest itself as some form of Earth-idolatry; instead it defines our nature as disciples who walk with our feet radically on the ground.

Mother knowledge is associated with the growth principle: trees have their roots in the Earth where there is darkness and pain, but Christianity at large avoids this type of thinking, preferring to remain "reasonable" or "spiritual." It does not embrace it's shadow.

We must embrace the feminine wisdom of the Ruach ha-Kodesh who is "justified of her children." To do this appears to be evil, because it touches what is so very dark and painful. Yet by appearing to be so very lawful, the majority of today's "Pharisees" are male chauvinists; they may believe in a feminine Ruach ha-Kodesh, but they won't truly allow her into their spirit.

Their mind must stay in control, but feminine wisdom implies a type of chaos, it implies "falling into the ground," "losing control," and "breaking free." This works together with the Father and Son principles as the whole Trinity comes alive in the unleavened gospel disciple. In John 14:20 it is written, "At that day ye shall know that I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you." (This in no way means that we should not receive the Holy Spirit and be "born again.")

The Pharisee is frightened of entering the "unknown." They need to be in control—they are control freaks. The fact that they cannot embrace the unknown leaves them susceptible to lying and deceiving spirits, who offer them power and the tempting sense of security that reason provides.

The limited but enlightening power of "reason" makes men and women worldwide feel that they are _secure_ in their convictions. They have the "right answers" to the problems of their lives, and so they sit back, confident that they are now saved. True security however, implies a close walk with Yehoshua. Don't be deceived by the strange appeal of reason.

_Reason_ is a hard trap to escape from. It actually takes power to break free of it. If it is not overcome, then it will remain a test of your faith, and you will not yet have gained victory over it. It remains intact, a tyrant in your own head, placing the Creation over the Creator. While you might not _look_ like a Pharisee, your inner nature has the same problem as those who crucified YEHOSHUA.

### Hip And Trendy

How can we attend a hip and trendy Sunday church and continue to escape the trap of idolatry? Bribes are taken by leaders. If they refuse the bribe, they will no longer be esteemed. The bribe is spiritual, but it manifests in terms of tax-free Sunday worship.

The Pastors reason to themselves and think in their hearts "surely it's only a little compromise." They lie brazenly "if I compromise a little then the church will reach millions."

It doesn't work this way: The bribe itself changes the spiritual relationship with the fallen angels, and the Holy Spirit may leave partially or entirely. The spiritual ministry is the real ministry, but men and women can claim salvation merely by taking an altar call, so it can look as though the church is performing successfully.

In a compromised church there is no telling who people serve, and no spiritual guard patrolling the outer perimeters of their faith, save by the grace which many are shown because they are as yet babes.

What the Pastors can't seem to accept is that compromises brought about by "rules and regulations" are the expressions of spiritual attack, and not "a state enforced inconvenience." It is like backstabbing Yehoshua when it takes place—the church changes it's spiritual realm relation, but on the surface changes may appeal subtle: They read the same scriptures, but Jezebel (or another spirit) takes the reigns. The devil was in the detail—in the legalities—but they said to themselves "God will forgive us if our praise is good, He understands we have to eat."

Disobedience leads to harlot churches, but _eating_ is possible on a low income. Obedience sometimes looks "unsuccessful." Job was "rebuked" by his friends for the poverty by which his faith had placed him.

We have entered the time where we will live the millennial reign _as a dispensation,_ for the time of the true reign is not here, but the dispensation precedes His return. We cannot live in the "church age" because the church is now the harlot. The last bastions are being called out. If you don't listen, how can you say that you are an "on-fire" minister? You can't choose between orders, there is only one order—to embrace the unleavened gospel. It doesn't matter if you look happy or not. The Pagans are "happy," (to a depth).

The new dispensation is a very spiritual relationship with Yehoshua. It has been made clear to me that we should live this way right now, today. The absolute motivation is that it provides the exit route for harlot churchgoers who nevertheless have the Holy Spirit in their hearts, constituting a dividing sword between levels of obedience.

# The Faith Which Was Once Delivered To The Saints

## The Lost Process Of Sanctification

Man is self-willed. When he is Born Again he yields up certain aspects of that self-will. The yielding applies to the spirit of the person, yet it does not penetrate fully into the soulish nature. After being Born Again, men and women can actually resist further instruction, since they, if they are stubborn and stiff-necked, fight against the sanctification process (instead of fighting their _old man_ ).

What man does not like to do is to go so far as actually yielding self-will to YEHOVA as a living sacrifice at its root. People refuse to die and be crucified. The _old man_ keeps itself intact – for the truth is that the _old man_ is not put to death at being Born Again. To be Born Again is one event, with the _putting off of the old man_ being a part of an additional s _anctification_ process.

The knowledge of _sanctification_ has almost been lost of the face of the Earth. It is the authors job to restore it. There are other teachers, but precious few. You will not commonly find them. If you look for a teacher you will almost universally find someone who teaches what I term "doctrine mind." This does not mean that they will lead you to Hell. It does mean, however, that there will be a compromise. They will not teach you to follow the Holy Spirit, but they will teach you quote-unquote "Christianity" coupled with a fallen angel at the head of the church. This is a most difficult fact to accept, but having found this out through practice, I know that this _troubling truth_ is the case. When you resist, you either find yourself leaving the church or you are excommunicated.

I am not teaching people how to live this "fallen angel compromise" that most expect Christianity to be, if you are looking for Christian _doctrine_ then you are in the wrong place. Harlot Christians love the leaven of man, and _doctrine_ is the way in which they misuse scripture in order to implement the vain heart of fallen man into the scriptural interpretations. They then feel free to indulge the religious flesh rather than the ego or instinctual based flesh. This transition from relative "bad" to relative "good" is called "Christianity" but it has nothing to do with the true worship of YEHOSHUA of Nazareth. YEHOSHUA sat with sinners and did not express a preference to people in terms of their "old man" (or, "false self") but instead looked into the heart, exposing idolatry.

The Bible is not a per-Se instruction manual. It is a book full of the conversations of _Yeshua_ to man as he speaks through generations. It is a book revealing the relationship of _YEHOVA_ to man. It is also a book full of mysteries that should be interpreted by the _Ruach ha-Kodesh_ in order to avoid falling into a potentially damning error.

### Doctrine and Security-Seeking

Instead of filling Christians with doctrine, I am instead ministering in the development of disciples. The word ' _disciple'_ clearly relates to the word ' _discipline'_. This _discipline_ is our obedience to Elohim. It is not a routine observance of a Christian lifestyle. Such routine-programmed religion is disgusting to Elohim. It is at its best tepid, commonly lukewarm and at worst only a front for various forms of counterfeit Christianity. This means that millions of Christians every day worship the Fallen Angels, believing that it is YEHOVA.

We know that the path is narrow, but few know how narrow. Yet even on that narrow road there is no security in programmed-religion. We cannot secure ourselves in this manner. Security has to come from a living sense of spiritual activity that places us in the truth every day. Security should not be the security of trying to wall-out problems, but the living activity of dealing with those problems in spirit and in truth. Such _spiritual warriorship_ yields gifts for us and brings out the best in us. Security-seeking only makes us fearful, weak and depressed. Those who live in doctrine are security-seekers. Their mood is fear where ours is Divine Love. It is true that those who live in fear, should they have enough measure of obedience, reach Heaven, but their gifts will be less than those who operated out of Divine Love. Even these people would need at least a _measure_ of true Divine Love, and when they get to Heaven they; though no longer in suffering, would have wanted to have done it differently.

All of this could sounds as if I am somehow against teaching, scripture, education or law. This is not true at all. The best Bible scholars of all will also be those who, while loving scholarly study, also love Elohim. It is the spirit who leads us into all truth, and this is true no matter if we are seeking _logical_ explanations and rational, technical understandings. Even _logic_ is merely a subset of the higher-mind of YEHOVA. _Law_ is also Divinely-inspired. People are naturally sceptical of what I say because in living in spirit and in truth, it can look as though there is no _law_ at all. This is really a question of trust. For it takes a leap of faith to access what appears to be shaky ground, but once there, the ground is actually rock solid. It is the living rock of Yehoshua.

Having discussed the background of what Sanctification is, why we need it and how people try to deny the need for it, we now need to look at the three areas in which Sanctification occurs. These three levels correspond with the three levels of the psyche. The New Age will use the term mind-body-spirit, but I much prefer Sigmund Freud's definition of the "psychic apparatus". These are the ID, the Ego and the Super Ego.

In so doing, YEHOVA is left out of the three categories. For while we receive the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit is not identical to the Super Ego part of us. This Super Ego is responsible for causing havoc in the worlds churches. It is the religious and pseudo-spiritual ego.

### Three Stages

Sanctification restores the soul to the image of Yehoshua. It does this in three stages.

  1. **Transformation** – Preparation of the life and soul

  2. **Purification** – receiving light

  3. **Resurrection** – death of old man leads to explosion of light

**Transformation** means that the disciple begins to make changes in their life. These involve the daily demands of the true calling, and the adoption of a transformed lifestyle. This lifestyle is not everything. As obedience is engaged, the disciple is drawn more completely into conformance with the will of YEHOVA. As this happens, purification ensues.

  * **Purification** is when the changes take a real effect on the fallen nature, and there is an effect much like chemistry.

  * **Resurrection** is a profound event where part of the fallen nature dies, and this area of our lives is restored to its divinely intended form. All of this has an effect on our spiritual body, which steps down to other layers of the body-mind system.

### The Id, The Instinctual Drives

Sigmund Freud defined the id, ego and super-ego portions of the psychic apparatus1. I tend to use them since they are well-understood. In so doing we are not 100% accurate because Sigmund Freud was defining things in terms of scientific materialism, whereas we are unleavened gospel disciples. We often see things in spiritual terms.

The id is the instinctual area of the psyche. It is a hard area for the light to penetrate because of its unconscious nature. You may know something about your id, but you keep it in check by the conscious mind like you are taught to do. This is good on the one hand; the example Freud gives is that someone totally dominated by the id would, for instance, simply grab food from a nearby table if in a restaurant. In another sense it is bad. The id is unconscious and it can at any moment rise up in an unplanned way, sabotaging the true needs of the spirit.

Soldiers need to open this area up in order to transform it into a soldierly shape. To do this they need to move beneath the conscious mind and live a daily life where they are repeatedly forced into confronting areas of fear and aggression. In so doing, they liberate primal energy.

If they don't do this, they won't make good soldiers. The fear and shock of battle will be too much for the conscious mind to handle. A soldier needs to have raw strength. The intellect of the ego and the higher concepts of the _super ego_ may be useful. A fit body is probably helpful, but a reshaped instinct is crucial.

Disciples aren't physical warriors, but they do face the threat of persecution. They face the challenge of having their entire being Sanctified so that it is fit for various purposes. To have an area of ourselves that in unconscious and untrained is like having a time bomb inside us. We could be too aggressive and lash out at a persecutor, or we could be too fearful and timid, refusing to attend where we are called. It is not that we are trained to be aggressive, but that the right use of existing instinctual forces is tailored, and problems in the psyche are overcome by the light.

Desire for food or material shelter are hard temptations to face. Some of the Children of Israel failed at this test. They longed for the foods of Egypt and loathed the light bread (manna). They were given quails in Elohim's fury, which killed them. Eve had seen that the tree was "good for food". Yehoshua was tempted to "command the stone to become bread". He rebuked this temptation "Man may not live on bread alone, but on every word that proceedeth from the Father".

By Yehoshua's example, we must rebuke the fierce temptations that arise to ensnare us on the level of our id. We may be looking high at spiritual matters, but temptations can and will come on these instinctual levels. They might hit us below the belt while our shield is up in the air, looking for a loftier adversary.

Even the the hardiest types of disciple will have a hell of a time with temptations on the instinctual drives. Being denied food, clothing, shelter and sexual-love/family bonds when others have it in abundance is a key component of our temptation.

## Breaking The Shackles Of The Pharisees

When you love YEHOVA then you love His law. You do not keep it as the Pharisees do. The Pharisees keep it because they love man's sense of law and order. For them, the law is reason and logical security.

For us in the unleavened gospel, law is a divine matter. Like wisdom, it comes from above and cannot be learned by study only. Even an Earthly judge knows this in his own counterfeit way.

A disciple should love law like a judge. They should love justice and balance, or they don't have a very close walk with Yehoshua. If cannot feel His righteous anger then they never really know if their actions and the actions of other people are "good" or "evil." To the unleavened disciple, this distance constitutes the real risk. The unleavened gospel disciple gets angry when He gets angry, approves when He approves. Empty of themselves, unleavened disciples reflect His nature.

The difference between the Pharisee and the unleavened disciple is "love." Love has many meanings and finds its expression in law and justice as much as in family, or praise and worship. We are speaking of divine love, which manifests itself in a multitude of perfect virtues.

Consider the following scenarios:

  * An Israeli soldier was inspired to join the army by YEHOVA . He bombs an enemy tank and kills 3 soldiers. Is he a murderer?

  * Somebody is starving in a post apocalyptic world. They are led by the Holy Spirit to steal some food from a house. Are they guilty for stealing?

  * A man divorces a woman because she has received the mark of the beast. He is told by the Holy Spirit that they are "unequally yoked" and that divorce is necessary. Is he wrong to divorce her?

Do you see how for many Christians, these practical scenarios are so hard to understand? They are totally religious. Everything is a set of well-documented rules, regulations and codes of behaviour.

Particularly in the millennial reign dispensation---which begins in darkness and tribulation---there is a clear need for people to actually understand the danger of this inflexible way of thought. "Flexibility" is not always "sin." I am not a teacher of "grace as license to sin."

Far from it, living "in spirit and in truth" is harder than living a lifestyle that is based around the understanding of the law plus "whatever you want to do within those bounds." You will hear many instructions that you must keep, and life might seem restrictive in order to keep you clean from idols. At other times you might seem "debased," "debauched," "in-error" but if you are obeying YEHOVA, then you are acting righteously.

It is rather like the Pharisees who would keep law religiously. They could not heal a hand on the Sabbath. They were utterly impractical. As a result, they opened the door to satanic influence, acting as manipulated servants of the devil using the law as a weapon against him.

The Pharisee mentality is a trait within the human heart. It exists within most religious people. These people might even be true believers, but when you begin to obey "in spirit and in truth," they will fight you with religious mind control. They will tell you that you are going to Hell, using fear, anger and guilt to keep you in line. In the case of some, called "tyrants," this goes ballistic. But when you look with spiritual eyes and hear with spiritual ears, you will notice that they are under the influence of Satan.

Spirits of Mammon, Leviathan, Jezebel, and many other fallen angels are found within false Christian or idolatrous churches. The Sunday church is compromised. One reason that this was allowed to occur by YEHOVA is because Saturday is the true Sabbath. It is not that when you have the right doctrines then you are in the true spirit, but it is rather a principle of law. Men and women were led out of the harlot, but many are not listening to the Ruach ha-Kodesh. Instead they are choosing to believe the lie that is presented to them. The lie is that "all across the world people are uniting in a one-world church."

The author was fought by a tyrant with the spirit of "Sobek" in Him. This influenced a whole ministry, keeping it in idolatry. It is believed that tens of people with expertise in spiritual warfare attacked him daily, calling it their "spiritual warfare prayer" and denouncing me as an "evil reprobate." The fallen angel must have taken great pleasure in this, but eventually the servant of YEHOVA overcame.

## Righteous Law Not Legalism

YEHOVA has the Authority on the commandments He made. We must obey the law, but not allow it's written form to make us inflexible, so long as we can clearly hear His voice. Sometimes this can mean hours of prayer, but it is worth it, and as long as we are committed we should not feel it is too much to ask. If we desire to hear His voice, then He is able to make Himself louder in our mind and heart, so that we know His will.

Shall we dare to look at the ten commandments and see if we can have an "unleavened" understanding of law? You may think me bold or stupid, but I have been hearing His voice, and He is leading me to write this book. One thing that does not work is when man usurps the authority of the law, and wields it as his own power over other people.

### 1. Thou shalt have no other gods before me; 2. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven images

We serve YEHOVA, so why would we think that we can serve a fallen angel and still go to Heaven?

This sounds simple enough, but unleavened gospel scholars are not happy to leave it there; a teacher must have the answers to questions, examining possible difficulties with leavened, overly-legalistic interpretations.

When thinking about "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven images" you may say "this doesn't happen today," or you might exclaim "who are you speaking of that makes graven images?"

People cannot relate the concept of graven images well to today's society, but in fact if we are not literal that it must be a "graven" image made of stone, wood or metal, by what we might consider a religious or spiritual person (such as a self-confessed Pagan), then such images are found everywhere. The great majority of businesses sell products made by the anointing and creativity of the fallen angels as they mass produce idols for the unsaved populace. This is Pagan idol worship in another form—they worship different products, but the attention goes to the fallen angel who created it. That is why people worship brands of clothing, or designer products. There is a spiritual force that makes them feel good, that molds their identity.

You all know that people worship pop idols, Soap Star idols, heart-throbs. Is this use of the word "idol" the same as the one used in the Bible? If you understand that the same fallen angels are just using people as their representative faces, then you will understand that the answer is "yes." People won't formally worship a pop-singer like the golden calf, but they will dance at a pop-concert in much the same way. They will even say "she is a goddess." They say it because their soul is aware of the fallen angel within the singer, whom they mistakenly think to be the singer herself.

Do you want to know what a pop-singer is? In truth the singer is expressing the spirit of a false Elohim, having been moulded as a counterfeit worship singer to proclaim her false way, her false truth and her false life."

I am speaking of idols in a broad sense as "the creativity that leads to fallen angel worship." Additional spiritual complexities may be present with an object of formal worship, but the power is the same. The essence is the same: who are you devoting your attention to?

"Attention" and "will" are the basis of witchcraft. Most Christians think that it must be something more elaborate, but this only shows how they are elaborate in their own worship of Elohim...

#### Example: The T-Shirt Girl

Karla works at a business which sells idols. The idol is a T-shirt and it has a picture of [Celebrity Y] on it. She is asked to print the image onto the T-shirt. She refuses to do this because she is getting serious about her faith and has read one or two articles about the idolatry in today's society. She references her Bible and can see that it is true, "The whole world lieth in wickedness" (1 Jn 5:19).

Karla feared her bosses reaction when she told him she was leaving. He tried to explain to her how she did not have to leave, but she had already made up her mind and had closed down her mind to his words. In her mind, he was being wicked and tempting her to stay.

Karla left, packing up her things and feeling really proud of herself and her courage.

### Explanation

Karla gained an understanding of "The whole world lieth in wickedness" (1 Jn 5:19). This amounted to what we can call "clarity" because it enabled her to see the world more clearly.

She saw the war against principalities and powers working through the business, but being a new unleavened disciple; she does not understand 1 Corinthians 6:12: "All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any."

If she had understood this she would have realised that the Holy Spirit might have led her to the place of work, tolerating the idolatry in the name of saving souls. The souls that would have been saved were her co-worker, and the future people that the co-worker would have brought to the Kingdom of Heaven. These people's souls remain unsaved, and Karla has been disobedient.

Karla will not be punished, but she will be taught how to view the knowledge contained in these scriptures. But most of all, she will be taught not to place her understanding of scripture above the place of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. This is a subtle, but crucial distinction that unleavened disciples become aware of.

#### The Danger Of Clarity

"Clarity," which is "having correct thoughts about things" is A) Only partial and B) Potentially dangerous. We must be led by the Ruach ha-Kodesh, not by scriptural comprehension alone.

### 3. Thou shalt not take the Lord's name in vain

This one should be straightforward for unleavened gospel disciples, but we might also realise the implications when living "in spirit and in truth." To take the name in vain also implies thinking of YEHOVA as being less than who He is. Considering that He is aware of our every thought, this one can actually become rather dangerous. Why would He leave our thoughts about Him unanswered? Then He will later correct this wrong thinking to our shame, embarrassment and even suffering.

### 4. Remember the Sabbath Day to keep it holy

There is a Sabbath Day, which is Friday Sundown to Saturday Sunset. Remember that Yehoshua healed the hand on the Sabbath, to the derision of the Pharisees. Will we not feel an inspired sense of relaxation? but if we are called to spiritual warfare we should not attempt to fight the anointing.

In the book of Maccabees, Mattathias decided to fight on the Sabbath. This evidenced the practicality of YEHOVA's law, contrasting it against the legalistic inflexibility of the Syrian tyrant-controlled Jewish population.

The old man loves control and order. To have a strict set of laws by which to live implies order, which grants a sense of peace and security. Judas Maccabees, in not placing peace and security first in His life, eventually attained peace and security for Israel, and later the eternal peace of Heaven.

Since I live "in spirit and in truth" then I will naturally feel a pull in my spirit to do activities that comply with YEHOVA's plans for my life on that day. This includes all of the feast days. I don't need to make my own plan to eat unleavened bread, for example, because extra insight on how to be "completely unleavened" will be inspired in my spirit.

If I do need to throw out leavened food then this also will be inspired. On Passover 2012 I felt that I had to do this. I was instructed to do it. If I did not do it then there would have been a problem. I felt in my spirit that an angel was somehow sent or given to monitor whether this had been done or not. This is not a joke. This really did happen, and it resulted in a very powerful spiritual experience that began my sanctification.

On the next Passover, I might be called to eat leavened food because it is all that I might have, for instance. I might eat it because I am on holiday with some new friends, and they are not even Christians at that point.

We should seek revelation and understanding. If it is a "Sabbath rest" that I am called to, then I will feel peaceful and relaxed by means of a spiritually inspired attitude. It does not matter if I work that day—for I will not feel inspired to work so hard that I become out of balance. Judaism has gotten very strange over all of this, but it is mostly a neurotic thing. The love of the Sabbath is not neurotic. Discipline to what YEHOVA has commanded is not neurotic, but not knowing whether you can take your rubbish out because you forgot to do so, and it has begun to smell—this is where it gets a little nutty. We must try to put off our old man with all it's fears and obessive-compulsion, not continue to feed that yeast so it becomes worse.

None of what I said constitutes a new law. This is just how a sense of "practical spirituality" by inspiration manifested itself in response to the way I needed to live. You can all hear the Holy Spirit for yourselves, right?

### 5. Honor thy Father and thy Mother

The commonly taught doctrine is generally acceptable, but not if unsaved mothers and fathers are attempting to thwart your progress.

There is a way in which unsaved people can be used by YEHOVA. There is also the great need to be obedient to authority chains. But it must be done according to the way in which the authority chain is intuited to be acceptable to YEHOVA.

When Joseph was second-in-command to Pharaoh he was second-in-command to a man ruled by the spirit called "Sobek." I say this by prophecy and by some study. This did not mean that He was allowed to pray against Pharaoh for the destruction of His kingdom and the overthrow of his wicked ways; Instead he had to submit to Pharaoh, knowing that He first submitted to YEHOVA. But is this not how we should always view our relationships?

### 6. Thou shalt not kill

If Israel were to adopt non-violence then they would be destroyed. But to become a soldier of any country must be done in obedience. Never believe that a soldier is "good" because they have performed valiant acts and saved lives. They are valiant, but if they do not serve YEHOVA then it is a counterfeit valour, and Hell will be their fate if they die in battle.

Battles not fought for YEHOVA are not worth fighting. Is war not a lot of suffering to endure for a false idol of "your country" and the false Elohims that instil patriotism?

True Zionism is not patriotism, but what is called Zionist may or may not be obedience to Elohim.

Unleavened disciples don't follow social pressures, and we are ready to fight the thoughts of other people if we feel we must become conscientious objectors of a war. This is also in our spirit as disciples, that our spiritual sword is already a facet of our lives.

### 7. Thou shalt not commit adultery

It has been shown to me that certain forms of sexuality are now present with us. These are not wicked and they do not break up the Holy institution of marriage, assuming the Marriage truly is Holy.

I won't attempt to defend what I have seen. Instead I will say that if YEHOVA is the ruler of our affairs, then sexual encounters are by His will. Sexuality is a powerful means of edifying and teaching. The occultists knew it, but today we have something that could be seen as the true form of the counterfeit.

This is amongst the most controversial of my teachings, but I reveal what is known to me. If it is not revealed to you, then please do not take it as license. This whole book should reveal His will for you, not my lifestyle that you can adopt. If you do this, then you will be in trouble.

### 8. Thou shalt not steal

I have asked the question elsewhere, "Somebody is starving in a post apocalyptic world. They are led by the Holy Spirit to steal some food from a house. Are they guilty for stealing?"

I think that we can see that although stealing even 1p from a person is wrong, that in certain situations this might be discarded. Once again, we must be hearing the voice of Elohim so that we will not be punished.

Once again, if anyone does it through thinking this book is a license to commit lawlessness then they will be accountable for it.

### 9. Thou shalt not bear false witness

We should listen to the Holy Spirit so that we know the truth regarding other people, and should view our thoughts as being things. We shouldn't think our thoughts exist in isolation. To have thoughts towards others constitutes either support of them or spiritual warfare against them.

We should be truthful and honest even at the expense of our own reputation. This gets complex, because people think the reputation of their ministry is more important than telling the truth. They figure it is a numbers game where a cover-up is done in the name of future souls saved. When they cover things up however, they cease to have a ministry founded on Yehoshua, who is the rock and the truth. How then, can they save souls seeing as it is Yehoshua who saves them?

The truth is that Yehoshua is foundation of our social reputation—a fact which many do not have the social courage to stand up to. Most have built ministries on man's plans, instead of by the instructions of Yehoshua ha-Maschiach.

We should bear true witness to the things we have heard in prophecy. If we have a word, and we fear man and do not speak, then we are bearing a type of false witness against the Holy Spirit. I am not saying it is "blasphemy of the Holy Spirit," but that it is a wrong report, and it is not good.

### 10. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, wife or possessions

There is a need to examine ourselves (2 Corinthians 13:5) so that covetousness can be rooted out of our system. We should avoid the extremes of A) thinking we have no sin, and B) worrying about this statement.

## The Religious Flesh

There is a major difference in how unleavened Saints live compared to their leavened brothers and sisters who nevertheless have the Holy Spirit. This discussion takes us into the realm of the religious mind—that part of our old man which is obsessive, ritual-loving, security-seeking, and which is ultimately realised to be tyrannically-controlling.

Sadly, this area is so difficult for some people to deal with that they will not part with it. One of the reasons the religious area of the Sanctification process is difficult to deal with is because it is subtle in nature. It is a sad truth that it might be easier for a man or woman to confront demons from Hell manifesting in their living room than it would be for them to confront their own religiosity. Demons are something that the action-seeking mind can get to grips with. By contrast to this, discussing the religious flesh can seem very boring. It may appear to be a form of philosophy—a vague musing with no real value. This is anything but the truth. The Unleavened Gospel is so amazing that it has the nature of revealing pure Gold in us, refined in the fire of Divine Love. This Gold or Gem-like nature is only revealed by engaging the total-process. The putting-off of the religious flesh cannot be avoided in favour of other parts of the process. It is a critical area that YEHOVA deals with in us.

Secondarily to this, not only are the religious areas of the flesh subtle to deal with, they are also very innately-felt areas of the person. It can seem to many as if religiosity is actually supposed to be a part of a spiritual and set-apart life. Religious flesh has a way of mimicking the spiritual qualities of true sainthood. We must realise however, that religiosity itself is not the same as actual spirituality. It is a pretender.

Instead of religious thought, or religion disguised as something new and spiritual, we should instead aim for sainthood. I think that we all understand what sainthood is about, if we are really honest about it. We are called to live heroic lives of self-sacrifice, according to our truly beautiful callings in divine love.

### Religiosity Has Many Forms

The old man is like a house. A Christian is like a person who used to live in a dungeon (this varies), but having become Christian they now live in a nice bright, clean room within the house. If they are "orthodox," the room is more staid and formal. If they are "Pentecostal," it is more colourful. If they are true Christians then the room lets plenty of the real light in. If they are false Christians, then the room lets in a false light from Satan.

What we really need to do is, making sure we are in the true spirit of YEHOVA, go outside of the house. Outside the sun is shining and the views are amazing. The Unleavened Gospel is to bask in the fullness of the spiritual sunshine. Christianity is to go from room to room, as various denominations offer different experiences that attach to desires of the religious flesh.

### The Religious Flesh

In order to talk about the religious flesh we first need to define what is meant by the term 'the flesh'.

> For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would—

The word "flesh" might be assumed to be synonymous with exposed skin, sexuality and base desires, but this is inaccurate; such inaccuracy could cost lives.

If the flesh is believed to relate only to the base qualities of life, then the religious flesh goes undetected. The religious flesh in man is even praised, appearing to be "pious" and "well-behaved" when it is actually a traitor to the true spiritual nature.

The true "flesh" is the mental, emotional and pseudo-spiritual nature of the fallen Adam-man. It consists of attitudes, beliefs and structures of soul that have a dim reflection in the divine, but which nevertheless fall short. The flesh is not always a sinner, but it has "loaded dice" with the tendency to sin.

By contrast, it is harder for unleavened disciples to sin because they are no longer operating chiefly by the flesh, the inspiration for their actions is Heavenly.

### The Grip of The Flesh

The flesh feels like it is identical our very self. Even to begin to confront and deal with the flesh we need to have energy from outside of us. We need power and revelation from YEHOVA. Before sanctification begins we do not, in essence, have enough power to even be aware of the flesh. We cannot see it. We do not know it, and talk of it might sound strange or confusing. It is too close to us to be identified. Other people can see it, but we don't listen to their criticisms. We probably should.

Disciples who are not yet in the Sanctification process fight against the flesh in a particular manner. The flesh is resisted; it does not cause them to sin because they fight against its desires. They strive to be obedient and live Holy, but the flesh within them causes their desires to have corruptions. This means that they have a difficult walk. The fleshly nature allows Fallen Angels to tempt them in order that they will be disobedient.

The sanctified disciple, having a degree of sanctification according to his progress, has cleaner desires in general. The desires of the flesh are sequentially replaced by desires inspired by YEHOVA. This may sound strange to people, but desires are not really inherent within people. Desire is a force which comes from Elohim or the Fallen Angels. The very desire to create, to work, to enjoy various aspects of life, and even to have sex comes from YEHOVA.

  * Unsaved people are almost always inspired by fallen angels

  * Convicted souls are inspired by fallen angels and also by the Holy Spirit

  * Born again disciples are inspired by the Holy Spirit, but also tolerated to be tempted through inspirations of the fallen angels.

  * Born again and sanctified unleavened disciples are inspired by the Holy Spirit greatly, sometimes even including the fallen angels in order to teach the worlds knowledge for ministry work. Temptation is possible, but it is rare to yield to it because one is over the curve.

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alvation Security

The flesh is a type of hook for desires. When we are Sanctified we have less hooks, so there is a greater margin of error in our salvation.

There is a bell curve with 4 notable aspects. The "unsaved" are not greatly resisting the "gravity" of sin. The "convicted" are finding it really hard, and we must be understanding with these. The "born again" have a saved spirit but their flesh could cause them to stumble. The "unleavened disciples" have difficult lives, but they find it relatively easy to remain in their salvation. The tests and trials are hard, but they can also see clearly to realise when they are taking the wrong road.

## Revealing The Truth About Faith

Faith is another one of those areas, like "the flesh," which has been badly treated in the adoption of Christendom. The loss of this key area is extremely damaging to the forms of True Christianity that we have today. The result is that what I am about to say about faith might seem strange to you.

First I will explain what faith is not. Then I will explain what faith consists of. The second part is in some ways harder to define than the first.

### What Faith Is Not

Faith is not the same as believing itself. Anyone can merely believe in the scriptures, but it takes faith to live by that belief. Realise then that faith is a type of spiritual believing. It has the nature of living deep within the person, and it is tested by our trials.

It is more accurate to think of faith as being a bridge or a connecting link between our own belief and YEHOVA. Faith can then be likened to a link that is strengthened under testing. This model explains how it can get stronger or weaker, either being built-up so that mighty works can be accomplished, or becoming weaker to the point where it might fail to bridge that gap.

### Abraham's Faith

The example of Abraham and his son Isaac illustrates the real faith we are speaking of.

"And it came to pass after these things, that God did tempt Abraham, and said unto him, Abraham: and he said, Behold, here I am. And he said, Take now thy son, thine only son Isaac, whom thou lovest, and get thee into the land of Moriah; and offer him there for a burnt offering upon one of the mountains which I will tell thee of" (Genesis 22:1, 2).

But an angel appeared and told Abraham how pleased YEHOVA was with his faith. He instructed him: "Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest God, seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from me" (Genesis 22:12). All of this took great faith.

> For what saith the scripture? Abraham believed God, and it was counted unto him for righteousness—

In the case of many Christians, believing is not of the faith-type. They will believe in Yehoshua, but they won't live as if they believe Him. They will believe they are supposed to lay down their lives, but they won't do it. They will get very excited and recite scriptures, but they won't actually do what they are supposed to do.

This shows that their belief is either not the type of belief that Abraham had, or that it is not even close to being at the same level. Abraham evidenced great faith, but rather than an attitude of false humility we should also strive for the same.

Abraham's believing translated into action. This is much rarer than you might think. Once again can be understood by the illustration of the "connecting link." Belief is "our side" of that bridge, it is what we can be responsible for.

Faith is an aspect of love. If we do not love Yehoshua we will not obey Him. We will apparently love him when it is convenient to us. But this is only a surface love. True love is divine, and it expresses itself in faith.

### Turning Believing Into Faith

It is not enough for us to have belief. We can believe the scriptures all we want. The real question is whether we will also act in faith. This can be a real struggle for many people. It can be surprising, shocking and saddening to see other people fall away with a lack of faith. When they do this they may even turn against you, or debate an interpretation of the Scriptures. Yet what is more readily apparent is that it is not a question of what the person believes inasmuch as it is some type of collapse within the "faith integrity" of the individual. It is as if something within them cannot sustain the challenge.

This gives rise to the question "What do we do when confronted with a lack of faith in ourselves or others?":

The truth is that witnessing or debating must be engaged by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. It may be simply that love is what is required. The person who has a lack of faith is like someone who needs to be revived. A spark has gone out, or has gone dim, within that person. This spark needs to be re-kindled. Sensitivity and the ability to listen to that person's point of view could be good strategies for success.

Berating someone with doctrine at this point is unlikely to be very successful at all, and could have the unintended effect of pushing that person away from the truth.

We can take the same approach with ourselves. We should remind ourselves of the love of YEHOVA, not by reasoning, but with an act of the heart. We should strive to hear Him and to focus on our connection with Him, for it is this connection which is the bridge of belief into faith—a living faith connection with YEHOVA. A lack of faith means that the connecting-link between the individual and YEHOVA has either been severed (whether temporarily) or it has been cut (perhaps it can be re-established?). We should not despair or be quick to label a person as being "beyond help." It is very possible for someone to come back to the faith.

We do know that sometimes people go beyond a certain point. We can no longer help them, but we must not assume for ourselves where this limit lies. We should instead minister according to inspired revelations about the individuals' ministering needs.

## Listening To The Heart

> The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit—

There is a general confusion present in Christianity as it exists today around the subject of "the heart." Mixed in with this is the struggle between the heart and rationalism—which forms a 'doctrine-mind' of leavened Christianity.

We can see from the above passage that such rationalism is not what Yehoshua taught. Scholarly study is good as part of a disciple's walk, but the best scholars are those who can listen to the heart. The heart listening improves their scholastic activity. Anyone who merely loves rationality in and of itself is not really a scholar, they are rationalists, caught in the trap of reason.

It is much like the age old war of the sexes. Men tend toward thinking and women, feeling. Rationality as an inward process relates to the outer "known" and feeling, the "unknown." Unleavened disciples do not favour the one over the other, but seek for a harmonious co-operation of male and female, rational and irrational, logic and heart. This has the effect of progressively including the "unknown" in the "known". In this manner, knowledge is gained, which is personal power.

Reason creates security and order. The feminine "unknown" has become explained and become the rational "known". It is good to make the "unknown" progressively "known." Where it goes wrong is that some people use reason to dominate and suppress feeling and prophecy; they frown upon mystery. This tends to create a male chauvinist. In Christianity, this manifests itself in what we colloquially term "Pharisees."

> For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts  
> —

Elohim, and the Universe, are not fundamentally operating from "reason _,"_ which is a lower order of thought than that which is divine. Rational thought creates a secure world which forms a protective barrier for the average man or woman, who by being unable to perceive these mysteries is also protected against them. This may sound strange, but the greater presence of YEHOVA would be very frightening were He to appear in a certain way. Mostly we only experience a small amount of light, and it does not cause too much disruption to our lives. To experience more light can be terrifying, evidenced by Bible prophets such as Moses, Isaiah, John of Patmos.

Unleavened Gospel disciples strive to reverse the effects of reason. They are then free to become aware of the mysterious realms of life. The mysterious realms have their existence somewhere between absolute unmanifested reality (YEHOVA, the Creator) and manifestation (The Creation). They penetrate into both realms, which gives them a bridge-like quality.

### Jeremiah 17:9

> The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?—

This concerns 'the heart' in a negative sense; as in, 1) traits arising from the flesh, and 2) the influence of fallen angels through the spiritual heart.

Careful though, because there is yet another possible meaning: we can "listen to our heart" as it is led by the Holy Spirit. This is a good, scriptural teaching, and the very point of this chapter.

### Following Your Heart Is Irrational

New Dispensation Disciples follow a _spiritual inspiration_ that is coming from the Holy Spirit. This _spiritual inspiration_ is so multi-faceted that I will not try to define it for the reader.

_Following your heart_ has a lot to do with your heart energy centre. Having said this, it would be a disservice to the reader to claim that this is always the case. Subtle concepts such as "following your heart" very hard to render in words. Technically speaking, the heart is "illogical" but this does not mean that it does not contain intelligence and meaning. Those who have a great skill or ability tap into what the world calls "left and right brain knowledge" [both]. This is a simplification, the right and left hemispheres of the brain are the reflections of the "known" and "unknowable" perceptions within the physical body. In speaking of the spirit, I define them in a broader and more accurate manner. The "known" and "unknown" are mysteries, we should not relegate them merely to being "brain portions."

### Past, Present And Future

Living in the present is an art that takes skill and focus. We need to detach from future and past thoughts and live in the heart, escaping the net of thought in a process of surrender to "what is." There are many ways to do this, and different stages of surrender, but it is useful to have a practice.

Spontaneous singing and dancing are great "Pharisee-mind" busters because as art forms they consists of very little structure. We ought to avoid creative expressions which have a more rigid structure, at least for these purposes.

### Bible Art

True art cannot really be made using the mind alone. Consider a renaissance painting of Moses, or of Elijah. There is no way that an artist can time travel, or guess the face of either of these prophets. There is not enough scientific data to give even the painters of today's world this kind of information. The only way they can do this is because of a spiritual talent. They do it by the heart, and it is a divine or counterfeit divine process. An artist of YEHOVA receives the image by means of the Holy Spirit. In the case of the renaissance painters I am not sure, but realise also that YEHOVA can inspire a man or a woman who does not belong to His son, for the purpose of a creative achievement.

If we could have seen photographs of Moses or of Elijah, we would see that they looked a lot like their paintings. The similarity in their appearance is not merely the cultural acceptance of one artist influencing another, but the fact that the artist accesses information by means of the heart.

### The Left and Right Sides Of the Body

The left side of the body, looking outwardly, is feminine and illogical. This equates to the right hemisphere of the brain, because the hemispheres are named looking inwardly.

The right side of the body, looking outwardly, is rational and is masculine. This equates to the left hemisphere of the brain, because the hemispheres are named looking inwardly.

The development and the balance of the masculine and feminine sides of the body is crucially important to disciples. Those who emphasise only the right side will become too rational and endanger themselves with obsessional doctrine-mind. They will be ritual loving, egotistic and competitive.

### Life Purpose

In order to find and maintain your life purpose the art of listening to the heart is required. Let us look at the example of Steve.

#### Example #1 Steve Looking For Work

Steve is a man who had graduated from University, and who feels a great desire to preach. The worldly work goal and the preacher idea appear to be vastly at odds with each other. How does he make money and also have time to preach? Which should he choose to focus on?

The truth is quite stunning to realise. Steve must listen to his heart. In so doing, he will bypass all of the reasoning that he might normally engage in. This act, however, is exceedingly difficult at first. It sounds trite, simplistic and irrational (but irrational is in this case a good thing).

Trying to listen for a word from YEHOVA, Steve becomes tired and goes to sleep, where he dreams about running around a forest and shooting a paint ball gun. The colours splatter out and make interesting patterns.

Upon waking Steve discards the dream as "just a dream," because he remembers "real" life, where he has to sort out the problem of "getting a job." His "reason," still allied with his old man, quickly kicks back in like the tyrant that it is.

Steve looks at his options, he knows a friend who might be able to get him into a Pastor ship, but he can't come to a decision. He does not know if the community is right for him. There are many factors to consider and balance, and he cannot seem to feel good about any of the options available to him.

His other option is to pursue his academic career further, but he feels unenthusiastic about being surrounded by similar hard-core atheists to those who were with him during his academic training. He does not feel good about this either, and blames himself for being a failure.

Steve is living in the past and the future; his job, imagined failures and fears live in the future. His identity is formed from his past. None of them are presently affecting him. Steve has not realised that he must "take no thought for the morrow," that "[his] Father knows all the hairs on [his] head," and that "two sparrows are sold for a penny..."

These scriptures really mean what they say. It is true that sometimes we will make a plan or two, but these are also under the inspiration of the Ruach ha Kodesh. Realise that it is not a literal and non-contextual application of these scriptures that I am implying, but I am certainly suggesting a much more serious application of them than leavened Christianity teaches...

#### Steve's Solution

Steve, upon reading this book, realises that he needs to listen to his heart. When he does this he begins to realise an astounding fact: The Ruach ha-Kodesh was already inspiring his life, but he did not value the work that he was doing. He had begun to compose some music, but he did not think it was good enough. In his mind he could hear his father saying "You should get a job soon." Subconsciously, he was reacting out of fear to this voice, and this prevented him from giving his music attention. The voice was making him feel bad, and he could not enjoy making music whilst he felt like that.

Steve eventually realises that he must fight against the thoughts that appear to be in his head. Fighting back in spiritual soul war, he realises that his father is actually an oppressive person, a manipulated servant of the fallen angels, and that the fallen angels fear Steve's obedience to his musical calling. He has a spiritual battle on his hands.

The explanation of spiritual warfare will be explained in another chapter. Here we will simply understand that Steve has fought the battle and is now successful. He feels different and a new inspiration comes to him. The enemy was stealing his joy and his anointing.

Steve now has a different perspective; What is the rush and fuss? He does not have a job so he will comply with the requirements to seek work; He will look for a non-committal job that will be inspired by the Holy Spirit. In his spare time, which he has plenty of, he will no longer listen to his father's fear of failure, but instead will continue making music. If the voices seem strong, he will fight back through spiritual means, in obedience to the Holy Spirit. This will help him gain power and take back what has been stolen.

As he makes music he is very joyful and happy. He is not caught in dry reason, but is instead living in the present moment in a heart-felt manner. He is enjoying himself; but what he might not realise is that he is also incredibly productive whilst he is enjoying himself. The best workers are happy ones.

### Security Seeking

One of the obstacles to listening to the heart is in overcoming the security seeking of the rational mind. The rational mind loves church doctrine. It is a bore; it never likes to plumb the mysteries of truth. Because it is diametrically opposed to the irrational heart, the logical mind resists. We need to teach ourselves to have the mind and heart working in unison. This will also do much for our marriages. Men won't resist their wives, who as females express more of the heart.

Security is not found in "doctrine mind." This is a surprising revelation. What it means is that your doctrinal beliefs cannot save you, no matter how much you appear on the surface to 'repent'. You can believe in many forms of correct doctrine, but this will not save you. This will come as a shock to the worlds churches, since the vast majority are in apostacy.

## Moving Away From Goal Seeking

As a natural consequence of living the life of a disciple, there is a steady shift out of the goal-seeking orientation. This is not something that can easily be taught; if I were to teach you how to do it then that would be a goal in itself and then you would not be moving away from goal-seeking. I can only speak but the Holy Spirit is the giver of revelations. Later on you might recognise that my words spoke of a truth.

In my own life I was placed in circumstances I did not like and there was a constant battle where my mind wanted things:

  * To be popular

  * To have fun

  * To get to the end of my difficulties

In living life as a disciple, we hit a brick wall of our personal will where it can no longer achieve it's own objectives. This must be so, or we would continue our somewhat self-willed course.

"Partial self-will" is the condition of the born again disciple, which sanctification works on the root of. Leavened Christians observe rules and regulations, the unleavened gospel disciple lives by righteousness itself.

Under proving and reproving we gradually lose the sense that we will achieve our personal goals. Instead we come to focus on what is here and now. This is one way in which we are disciplined to focus on what is present so that we might be powerful in ministry.

In "not seeking pleasure," we can spend hours in study or creative work for the Kingdom. In "not being ambitious," we cease to waste energy in the pursuit of vain goals, steadily becoming disciples who are truly effective in ministry. As we do this, we understand that we have moved away from the lower stages of discipleship. But what are "the stages of spiritual development?"

# Revelations Of Unleavened Sainthood

## Stages Of Spiritual Development

There are levels of spiritual development: Our initial stirrings of faith, the increasing level of commitment and the maturation of our spiritual whole-body "knowledge" reflect our stage of discipleship.

A counterfeit reference is also provided, to compare the equivalent false spirituality in the vein "know thy enemy" (or your "witnessing target").

### YEHOVA (Y)

Y7 NONDUAL SPIRITUAL AWARENESS – Saints

Y6 SANCTIFICATION 2 - Saints

Y5 SANCTIFICATION 1 - Saints

Y4 DISCIPLE – Dedicated Servants

Y3 SERIOUS - Servants

Y2 INTERESTED – Convicted People

Y1 ASLEEP - People

### Satan (S)

S7 NONDUAL ENLIGHTENMENT - Mystics

S6 YOGI 1 – Counterfeit Saints

S5 YOGI 1 – Yogis

S4 SEEKER 2 – Seekers

S3 SEEKER 1 - Seekers

S2 INTERESTED – Interested

S1 ASLEEP – People

The stages are not scripturally revealed, but they are provided as a road map that might help improve our understanding of discipleship. As the saying goes "the map is not the territory."

High levels are like the saints of the early church. They fought hard to overcome the flesh in themselves and in others. As they did so, they travelled into the sanctification that is beyond the demand of repentance; they "went the extra mile;" at the very least, we should strive to emulate their works.

The Apostle Paul taught us to "run with patience the race that is set before us" (He 12:1). This doesn't mean setting an impossible course before us, but striving to "contend for the faith which was once delivered to the saints," (Ju 1:4).

We should not aim lower than "Y5." We don't want to be a common Christian, "full of ourselves" and prone to sin.

### Higher Stages

John the Baptist and Elijah lived at the highest levels of discipleship [We are excepting our Lord and Messiah Himself, who we will not try to categorise]. These two saw some of the mystery of the Godhead higher than the experiences of light and power common to the middle stages.

The world has what it terms "nonduality" teachers, teaching their false form of "spiritual enlightenment." This is a satanic deception, but it is also a counterfeit of the truth; we were all created from the true "I Am," YEHOVA, and can awaken to a high realisation of essential non-dividedness. There are several "however's" to be aware of before we discuss the Godhead, but first we need to understand that there are three different categories of life; these can be called, rather scientifically the "known," the "unknown" and the "unknowable."

## The Known, Unknown and Unknowable

There are three different categories of life. There is the humdrum "known" world, the mysterious wonder of the "unknown" and the unfathomable depths of the "unknowable."

These relate to the personable forms of the Trinity themselves. For while each of the Trinity are together in perfect unity, they nevertheless manifest a different quality to us. The "unknowable" is the Father, YEHOVA. The "unknown" is the feminine, Ruach ha-Kodesh. The "known" is Yehoshua the Eternal Son. These are just general-isms because each member reflects all three, and all three are in reality one.

### The Known

The "known" is the ordinary world. Technically, it is the labelled, categorised and understood view of our life. We gained much knowledge of the known when we attended school, where we learned a number of different subjects.

Mathematics was once unknown to man, but through YEHOVA and the fallen angels, man included what was unknown into the known. The pioneers would have had spiritual inspirations, dreams and feelings (whether they knew it or not), which led to the discovery of the organised information called "mathematics." When we went to school, this well-understood knowledge was conveyed to us.

This was a lot easier than if we would have had to discover it for ourselves: In this way society grows in it's overall knowledge, as more of what is unknown is included within the "known." If people want to discover more about mathematics, they do well to learn what has already been discovered, and then work at uncovering something never before discovered.

### The Unknown

To us as servants of Elohim, Christians are almost unanimously "ordinary Joe's." Anything else, to them, is "Jezebel." They do not understand, like or tolerate mystery. They will tell you that "mystery" is extra-biblical. They love codes, laws, plain facts and morality. But in fact Yehoshua said "The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit" (John 3:8).

Those who refuse the unleavened gospel are afraid of walking in the "unknown," of taking risks, and of embracing the "mystery" element of life, which to them is untenable. It is a case of "there is an evil in anything you don't know" and "better the devil you know..."

They consider this to be diligence in refraining from idols, but they go off to make this into a hypocrisy by watching sport, or by loving other idols that appear to have nothing to do with the 10 commandments. When it comes to rooting out idols, or in finding the correct course upon which to sail, we must remember that we know "nothing as we should." Knowledge pertaining to the unseen realms is important; prophets are to be treasured not disdained as too strange. Only through the gift of prophecy can the correct course be received.

We must begin to uncover the unknown. This is why it is often said that life is an adventure, where we are continually learning as "students of life." This is not entertainment, but it is for the sake of progress in ministry.

Prophecy is not well-understood. The prophets of old had knowledge in the other two areas. The so-called prophets of today rarely enter alternate states of awareness. Instead they have a mild spiritual experiences and speak hyped-up words. This is called "prophecy" but don't you find it boring? Does it really come true or is it a crowd-pleaser? Are we getting prophecy, or entertainment?

Even those true prophets that enter alternate awareness often do so in a temporary manner. This leaves them dazed, confused, tired. Afterwards they return to normality. Their mind reassembles the weird sensations and expanded views of life, and reassembles the ordinary daily person. To not do this might seem too frightening, leaving one vulnerable to the "pressures of the unknown," and experiencing too much truth to bear. Truth is hard to bear: The world hates you, and evil spirits influence other ministry members to stop the gospel.

### The Unknowable

This is the realm which is beyond explanation; life exists because it exists; On several occasions I have heard YEHOVA refer to Himself as "I Am That I Am That I Am That I Am."

The Gospel of Thomas reveals the unknowable by undoing our sense of division. We can also use poetic type terms as we point to it. But never can we describe it directly.

Words are created forms. How can a created form evidence the uncreated? It can only be a type of cunning pointer...

The Godhead is beyond pain so there is peace. It is beyond love so there is non-divisive perfection of relationship. It is prior to sound, light and colour, therefore it appears as white light within peaceful blackness.

The Godhead precedes what has been created, so it has a quality of expansive freedom and unbounded joy.

The Creation is the experience of moving from experience to experience, but the Uncreated always stands most perfectly prior to experience, so that it is not affected by it's waves, by the coming or going.

The appearance is the form of Shekinah. The control of form is the spirit of YEHOVA working within the feminine. Yehoshua is the eternal son, representing us (standing in the place of the created self).

But when you stand with YEHOVA in the undivided "I Am" then you are beyond these, because these are three viewpoints when you now have only one.

In between the absolute station in the unknowable, and the station within the known, are many places within the unknown. These hold relative experiences of true, YEHOVA given spiritual enlightenment, but only the deepest experience liberates the sense of individuality from what can sometimes seem like a prison.

## The Prophetic Gifting

The flesh desires the fortune-teller rather than the one who will speak the words of YEHOVA.

Most prophets, having a wrong understanding of prophecy, make vague predictions regarding the future of the body of brethren. This type of prophecy is convincing to the fallen nature, but it does not serve a true prophetic function. Prophecy should stand over and above the creation, rather than being an entertainer at it's whim. Thus with the prophet it is always a case of "speak the truth" and "set your face against them like a flint." Never do we want to change or alter the message; never are we to consider the creation, for this reverses the role of Creator and creation. Thus is our gifting (I speak as a prophet) one which gives us technically speaking, true authority. We must not consider altering ourselves to any outside force, because how can the Father be taught what He should say. Only the actual interpretation can be handled in this manner.

What I would like people to understand is that prophetic gifting can pertain to other types of spiritual revelation than "foretelling the future." The prophet should be understood as being an uncommonly spiritually oriented person. They are often dealing with mysteries and receiving truth of various kinds.

### Listening And Seeing

The prophetic gift is present within all of us. When Yehoshua asked "who do men say that I am?" Simon answered "You are the Messiah", to which Yehoshua responded "Blessed art thou, Simon Barjonah, for man has not revealed this to you, but YEHOVA". Simon may not have been considered as a prophet, but he used his prophetic gifting. He was able to "listen."

"Seeing" can be inward or outward. "Outward seeing" involves the way in which certain concepts are displayed to us when we walk around in daily life. Certain objects may stand out to us. If we listen closely to this visual cue, we may discern that the very objects we happen to look at reflect a communication from Elohim. This is a surprising discovery, and is rarely taught. We see an externalisation of inward concepts, or even witness direct marvels by YEHOVA himself.

"Inward seeing" is a more commonly understood utilisation of the prophetic gift. Inwardly, in our minds eye, we see scenes of events that are happening. The artist already uses this inner gift, they simply might not realise how much. The better artist uses it so much that they do not always need real life models to draw. They are painting from their minds eye. The prophet trains this faculty so that they engage with it in a meaningful manner.

Art itself is known to contain spiritual meaning, but this talent has largely been lost from the world of artwork with the degeneracy of today's modern artists. The painter must themselves paint in a spiritually meaningful manner in order for this to work. The classical paintings of YEHOVA do resemble YEHOVA. Many of them are astoundingly great works, it is amazing that they gain such little interest.

In this respect, to look at the artwork of the renaissance, pre Raphaelite EDIT painters, reveals a lot to a Holy prophet, who can discern multitudes of meanings within each piece of art. Plumbing these meanings takes time. Ideas flow into us from the Holy Spirit, and are later organised into meaningful information.

### Dreaming

Our prophetic gifting is not really that complicated. The rational mind complicates things. In a childlike simplicity we must trust that the thoughts in our mind are, in some way, real. It is in these commonly overlooked day-dreams that we are revealed many things by YEHOVA.

The imagination is a type of inner-mind, filled with meaning. It is not nonsense, which should be a wake-up call to those who read fiction. Fiction books contain visions of Fallen Angels (Science Fiction and Fantasy), Hell (Horror), Hades (Gothic), and other places. They might be inaccurate and counterfeit, but they tend to explain various locations, beings and concepts that are real.

The Holy Spirit will often reveal life-events and spiritual battles transposed as types of events in a spiritual vision. Some of these can be amusing, some of them more horrific. Most dreams, whether day or night dreams, have meanings that can be worked out if we become more proficient in dreaming.

### Communication with Other People

We can talk to people who are not physically present with us. For a gifted prophet, they can even be encountered so vividly that the gifted prophet feels them as if they were in the same room.

Mostly the other person will not be aware of the conversation that happened in the prophetic. This does not mean that the conversation did not occur. People have levels to themselves, and on a subtle spiritual level, the conversation did take place. A hostile conversation is evidenced in a frosty physical meeting. A warm conversation leads to a warm experience. Various types of conversation happen, but they are not all literal.

### Spiritual Activities

There is a way in which either the manipulations of physical objects, or the act of creation itself is used by YEHOVA for the purposes of spiritual warfare, edification and spiritual revelation. That is to say, the creation of a piece of artwork, music, an item of clothing, the eating of a certain food, the wearing of certain clothes, the writing of an article, the design of a flyer, or anything else.

The key to this becoming prophetic, and not a mere activity, is that YEHOVA must instruct you in this activity. It cannot be because you want to do something in your own will.

Ezekiel was instructed to eat (reference) This EXAMPLES. Notice that in all of these situations, the omnipotent power of YEHOVA could have moved without such a ritual, but that YEHOVA chose to ask Ezekiel to perform this action. This also happens with us as disciples. These events can be so mysterious to us that we should cultivate the attitude of not trying to understand everything, but simply performing in faith. Imagine how strange it was for Ezekiel to be asked to eat . Even more unusual things can be asked of us. Often they can be little daily things, and we would be wise not to overlook them as if they are pointless.

Realise that all of these actions were performed with objects that represented the events or people that were to be affected. Surely people will accuse us of voodoo, but realise that Ezekiel is the true form of which Voodoo is the counterfeit. Unlike Voodoo however, we cannot manipulate the power of YEHOVA in order to accomplish our own selfish reasons. We can only do it by His command, and He is righteous.

### Knowing

This is a most direct form of prophecy. The prophet simply knows things, and with great conviction, his or her preaching, teaching, acting and spiritual activities all take place in a way that has a Divine flow and correctness to it.

Knowing is a joy, for it has none of the complexity of the other spiritual mechanics. The prophet does not need to explain. It simply is true. The prophet simply knows. This takes a degree of practice, trust, and most likely, error. After a while it does become clear. It is usually useful to back this up with other types of confirmation. Knowing can seem reckless, but with care, it is trust-able.

## The Fivefold Office And The Four Great Divisions Of Animate Creation

 The Fivefold Office And The Four Great Divisions Of Animate Creation

YEHOVA manifested created life through four great divisions of animate creation3. elements. These are also four purposes. They constitute a North, East, South and West axis. Four living creatures, representative of these purposes, surround the throne; namely, The Lion, Eagle, Ox and Man. YEHOVA is the everywhere-present spirit represented by the centre.

The four living creatures relate to the way in which the camp of Israel was set out. Dan camped in the North, Judah in the East, Reuben in the South and Ephraim in the West (Numbers 2). Their standards were these living creatures: the Man, the Eagle, the Lion and the Ox respectively.

### Scriptures:

The following references will allow the reader to study for themselves, and to reason out what I have stated. There are many who do not believe what I have taught here about the fivefold office and the four Great Divisions of Animate Creation, but I doubt that there are many people who are unable to see that within the following scriptures lies a consistent thread: There are five offices and four directions.

  1. "So Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers"

  2. "And on the east side toward the rising of the sun shall they of the standard of the camp of Judah"

  3. "On the south side shall be the standard of the camp of Reuben"

  4. "On the west side shall be the standard of the camp of Ephraim"

  5. "The standard of the camp of Dan shall be on the north side"

  6. "Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures. And this was their appearance; they had the likeness of a man."

  7. "As for the likeness of their faces, they four had the face of a man, and the face of a lion, on the right side: and they four had the face of an ox on the left side; they four also had the face of an eagle."

  8. "And after these things I saw four angels standing on the four corners of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth"

References: (1) Ephesians 4:11. (2-5) Numbers 2:3,10,18,25. (6-7) Ezekiel 1:5,10. (8) Revelation 7:1.

### 1. Matter

We can associate this quadrant with the battlefield of life where we take action. The trick to understanding this quadrant is not that it is merely matter—but that it is the spirit taking action through overcoming the "inertia" of matter. It pertains not to matter itself, but the "purpose" of matter.

Apostles are naturally strong in this quadrant. As a result, they make good decision makers and to some extent, leaders. In their sanctified state they are courageous, bold and confident.

### 2. Time

Thought brings order to what we don't know. The scriptures help us to understand Elohim, who is beyond our comprehension. We want our thinking processes to be light and clear like the air. We also want to be clear of relational entanglements that have come about as a consequence of past sins. Time is centrally important within the study of history. Biblical scholars cannot merely afford to be theoretical—they are also historians.

In a similar manner, we cannot merely make logical deductions about our future. To have clarity about our life involves the assimilation of past experiences. Each time we look at our personal testimony, we will see the plan of YEHOVA more clearly. Understanding the past aids understanding of the future.

### 3. Energy

Energy is our anointing, which is like the water that aids the growth of a plant. Plants need to be watered regularly. We should not forget that we need to rest, pray and gain energy by "flowing" in harmony with the spirit of YEHOVA.

If we go against our anointing, then we will accomplish little. Having no water it will not bear fruit. Pastors have more energy—this helps them to feed and water their flock. Both food and water are analogies, because energy is full of information. Energy helps with creativity—cooking is also a form of physical creativity. Pastors can be likened to spiritual cooks, always "cooking up" something to serve to the brethren.

### 4. Space

The fallen nature needs to be refined and purified in fire. As we do this, the old man dies, and as it does so, we become like hollow vessels. This makes us more sensitive to feelings. Soul cords, acuity in relationships and awareness of Holy Spirit guidance becomes stronger. This can be termed "the heart" as opposed to "the mind". We must "listen to the heart".

Such an attitude helps us to move away from the trap of an overly logical approach to understanding life and the scriptures.

### 5. Spirit

Spirituality is hard to pin down and define. Some people say that it is the scriptures, others say it is about prayer, obedience, faith or love. Ultimately we have to admit that "we know nothing as we should". YEHOVA is "unknowable". This does not mean that we cannot know him, or that we cannot have spiritual experiences. It refers to the fact that His ultimate nature is beyond all thought.

Because of this fact, discipleship is actually very hard on us as human beings. We are fools if we step into discipleship without having a fear of the unknowable nature of YEHOVA. There is a twofold approach to learning: 1) We must not assume understanding, 2) We must try to understand what we can. Such an approach keeps us clean of dangerous and prideful errors.

### Our Spiritual Blueprint

We have a spiritual blueprint that governs our gifting and purpose in life. This gift precedes birth, for our spirits were breathed into our body by YEHOVA before birth. Preceding this event, our spirits were in Heaven, where we already had a spiritual blueprint—a framework for our personality. This blueprint would have been clear to us then, but after we are born, it became contaminated; we begin to live a lie.

Our purpose is to serve YEHOVA and to make Him known to others. This does not mean what most Christians believe that it means. To make Him known does not only mean that we should preach, but that we should evidence His works in us. If we reveal more of him through our very being, the world is affected by means of a ripple effect.

If we have "less of us and more of Him" then we are reflective of His spirit. Such power means that we will likely be more influential in life. If we teach, we teach better. If we are builders, then we build solidly. If we are caring people then our compassion is filled with light and manna. This radiates out to others no matter if we are at a gathering of brethren, at work or even asleep. In dreams spiritual work continues in other ways.

### Introversion and Extroversion

Along with our fivefold office, we have the quality of being "introverted" or "extroverted". This is not mere confidence or shyness (which also might exist) but a fundamental facet of our spiritual blueprint.

In conjunction with our fivefold office, we now have five-times-two combinations. We will discuss introversion and extroversion in depth later on. For now, let us consider the final spiritual blueprint attribute discussed in this chapter.

### The Prophetic Calling

A prophet is spiritually important. It makes sense then, that they also have the power to lead other men. For this reason, prophets are always pastors in addition to being prophets. Pastors themselves may have the role of pastor on its own, but prophets are always given the additional office.

Prophets also (in addition to the omnipresent centre) have a strong quality in one of the four elements. Some prophets tend to have more strength, some are dreamers, some are thinkers and some are more intuitive.

The author is a prophet, hence also a pastor. He has discerned that he has an evangelistic leaning. This lines up with the principles discussed.

Saints with the same spiritual blueprint can be sent to help us. St Jehanne D'Arc was a Prophet with a strong area in the west. It was for this reason that she helped me, also A Prophet with a strong area in the west. The sanctified spiritual nature has a certain flavour to it that is recognisable; we are original, but have a surprisingly consistent flavour between people who have the same blueprint.

I have spoken of our spiritual blueprint as the combination of "office" and "extrovert or introvert;" our soul-type in other words. "Spiritual blueprint," however, also includes our life purpose.

### Spiritual Introversion and Extroversion

To be an introvert or an extrovert is not merely a matter of choice, neither is it a reflection of the way a child has grown up. It is a natural condition of our spirit. We can change from one to the other, but it will take practice for a natural introvert to be more extroverted, or vice-versa.

  * **Introverts** are quiet and reflective—they are good dreamers and follow their feelings. They are sensitive and don't want to interfere.

  * **Extroverts** are naturally outgoing and have a better capacity for action, they might also tend to think things through strategically.

Introversion and extroversion are attitudes to living. We will naturally evidence the one—but we are called to understand the opposite principle—and live it when it is necessary.

In a marriage it is common that the man is extroverted and the woman, introverted. In this type of relationship, the man must be careful to listen to the woman with sensitivity. If he does not do this then he is not so much the "head of the household"—as he is simply a controller, bossing people around and telling them what to do.

The introvert holds a lot of hidden feelings that are valuable to the extrovert.

##  The Four Elements of Creation – Practical Example : Writing a Book

In order to explain the four elements further, let us take a look at the practice of writing a book. In so doing, I will illustrate the manner in which the four elements relate to daily life.

###  North – Strength / Action – Apostle

The activity of writing a book requires one to take action: The activity of writing the book is an action; So is the "mental action" of planning to write a chapter later on in the day. Mental actions are _decisions_. Physical actions involve expenditure of energy in a deliberate _act_. Mere "activity" is not action, in this sense.

###  South – Power / Dreaming – Pastor

Action is rather hard to take without power. Power is responsible for enthusiasm, motivation and deep spiritual currents of energy that supply the spirit with what it needs to get the job done.

YEHOVA will supply manna that will cause an appropriately practical writing mood (or spirit, or power) in the disciple. In the business world, the fallen angels rule over the business places and they grant power of their own. It is not absolutely cut-and-dried, but this is a general-ism. We should be careful where our "anointing" is coming from, then.

Sometimes we take the wrong track in a day, and start to perform actions that are "fighting against the current." The solution is to regain the anointing and then begin to follow it. This could require an alteration of course. Otherwise we are "banging our head against a brick wall."

###  East – Clarity / Life-Review – Teacher

Writing a book presents the test of organising complex ideas so that they are digestible by the reader. In order to do this, the author has to: 1) clarify these concepts in their own mind; 2) write the words in a clearly arranged fashion.

This is a simple approach, but clarity can be explained in a deeper way than this. The spiritual body contains the mix-up of impressions of life events that have not been processed, especially where sexuality, pain and other significant events occurred. This equates to "throwing out other people's trash," and "reclaiming your own power."

Joseph's coat was stolen, and he was thrown in a pit, where he eventually became an Egyptian slave. We can see this as a theft of energy, even of "life." They stole his life, but through an arduous ordeal he came out truly "on top." Understand how "clarity" was part of his victory:

The return of his brothers did not require vindictiveness, but it did require justice. To see things this way is clarity. If a man or woman does not have clarity then they will resort to one of two sides. In Joseph's example he would either have had the brothers put to death, or alternatively he would have let them totally off the hook.

Those who have clarity see further. They see outside of themselves and view the other person in a sober, factual assessment of what is present. Joseph saw that what was required of his brothers was that they understand the gravity of their actions, and repent. This is clear, balanced and wise. Admittedly, it is also due to inspiration, but it certainly illustrates the principle of "clarity."

###  West – Sacrifice – Evangelist

####  Spiritual War

This area cannot be understood without discussing the spiritual war. Death only has meaning within the context of the war fought. Death can mean many things, but we are discussing it at a high spiritual level.

Writing a book is an act of spiritual warfare against satan. The nature of the way in which YEHOVA tests us is that He allows spiritual (and hopefully not, physical) opponents to come our way. These are sent by satan, who obviously does not want the truth to be revealed to human beings. Satan attempts to stop us. He does this quite often through people who belong to him. They may or may not be aware of it, but they begin to project hateful and abusive thoughts toward you. Some of this hatred is rather subtle. They try to love the part of you that needs to be put off, in order to keep it alive. They simultaneously hate the aspect of you that is obedient to YEHOVA. By a good cop – bad cop routine, they try to veer you off into a backslidden condition of spirit.

I say all this in terms of the disciples walk, yet realise that with any of the worlds creative works, the children of satan themselves encounter trials and tests. The reason for this is that testing has the effect of producing _personal power_ for the one who must face these tests. It is no good to create a champion singer/songwriter, poet, author or dancer overnight by some easy route. Instead a _trial of faith (or counterfeit faith)_ is required. Do not think then, that testing is a process that only the children of the Most High undergo.

####  Sacrifice

The old person (an aspect of the _old man_ ) progressively dies. This is the person that the writer used to be. It is no longer of any use, and more to the point, is downright dangerous to reactivate. We are supposed to be moving forward in life, not returning to our sins.

In an attempt to prevent this death of the old person, certain people, under the power of satan, hook on to aspects of this old person in order to try to reanimate it. These adversaries have certain ideas and dreams toward the person. Their main aim is to get the writer to quit writing and force them to return to their previous life.

If such people, through the strength of the writer's faith, fail in these attempts, then there will be victory for the writer. It will be seen that they have utterly failed to prevent the author from writing the book. This will cause them to have to change their lives, since this persecution was a type of mission that they had been given by satan. They have failed in this mission, and so their lives are forced to change. If they are close to the writer in their life, then they may find that they leave the writers life. In one way or another, these enemies who seemed such a great threat to the writer, have simply crumbled under the power of truth. Even though they might have seemed to almost prevail, they are found to have no power. The difference can be astonishing. Realise that such people cannot just get up again and begin their persecution anew. If they were to do this then it is a) The victory was not yet won or b) A different form of test, coming ultimately from (and tolerated by) YEHOVA.

###  Conclusions

_Since these four elements is so fundamental and universal, many truths and teachings can be seen reflected within it. It is a good practice to look at this model once in a while and see if there are any weak areas to work on._

_There are definitely practices and techniques that can be applied to improve in any of these areas. These will be done in co-operation, and as led by the Ruach ha-Kodesh._

##  The Refusal Of Light

> Woe unto them! for they have gone in the way of Cain, and ran greedily after the error of Balaam for reward, and perished in the gainsaying of Core—Jude 1:11

The old man is the tendency to refuse the divine light of YEHOVA. This comes in three rather non-awesome flavours. These are the "way of Cain," the "Gainsaying of Core" and the "error of Balaam." These can also be defined as "reflecting light," "resisting light" and "absorbing light."

Man has a problem with integrating the divine light of YEHOVA. This affects even born again believers. Light is difficult to bear—it exposes what is dark within us. Sanctification is an ongoing struggle that is well-worth every reward.

We might like to classify others: Remember that we should "cast out first the beam out of thine own eye" (Luke 6:42) and "examine yourselves" (2 Corinthians 13:5). Speaking personally, I tend towards the "Error of Balaam." Let me show you how I can "examine myself," so that you can use the example.
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he Refusal Of Light

### The Authors Fault: The Error Of Balaam

I was in false spirituality. I did not deny the need for spirituality itself, like is common for the children of Cain. But having said this, I was in denial about the seriousness of life. I could not believe there was a literal Hell. I was viewing myself and others as disembodied spirits. In this carefree hippy life, nothing mattered.

To be converted, I had to listen, but often truth, instead of affecting me, was _absorbed_ by me. The colour black absorbs light. Light gets in, but the material diffuses it out gradually. The end result is that nothing has changed very much.

I heard people's witness of truth, but it did not seem important. It went in, I thought about it, but somehow it did not matter. I absorbed light, making nothing of it. I was blasé about it, commenting on things that I knew nothing of. Everything had low value, because everything was just the product of some vague happening. I followed pleasures as a "pleasure-seeker."

Even when I converted, and believed in Hell, this "error Of Balaam" did not alter fundamentally. It still required sanctification. I tended to wonder why I would deserve Hell. I also did not take my work seriously. Why did it matter if I worked hard, or made a token performance? YEHOVA did everything, so if He wanted something done then He would just do it Himself. I could not see the seriousness of life, the way in which "everything is important."

Many people believe that they are sinners and they will be judged, but they can't find it in themselves to change. I was never like this. I always believed that it was impossible for me to merit judgement I felt like I was above it all, and that such matters were mere things of "lower life." In my super-ego I stood high and mighty, proud and vain. This is the "error of Balaam."

Balaam himself was a prophet, but he still manifested this behaviour. Can you imagine anything more blasé than being able to hear from YEHOVA, and yet still believing that it was fine to continue on with sins in order to gain reward, to the extent of bringing trouble on Israel? Balaam placed the pleasure of reward above the sense of consequence.

#### Complexities

This is not the full truth. We each have all three of the aspects manifesting in us, but one is stronger. I manifested "the way of Cain" when I desired to place a career prospect before YEHOVA. Being wrestled from this was a difficult matter. I felt that YEHOVA would want me to be a respectable earner, but actually He did not. He had another plan for me.

The world of work is not always respectable. The ministry position I am called to is truly responsible, whereas businesses are worldly institutions. It can be hard to tear ourselves from this perspective. If we cannot, then we must consider that the way of Cain could be in operation. To be well dressed, respectable, well fed and to have extra money for our children. Is this not the respectable way to live? But YEHOVA will provide, even if it is a simple meal eaten with gladness.

### Gainsaying of Core

As far as I can see, I think that I do not manifest a lot of the "gainsaying of Core" This is not arrogance. We should simply assess ourselves according to clarity, not according to false humility.

As far as I can see, my tendency to respect other people gives me the carefulness to avoid falling into the trap of gainsaying. I respect people, even sinners in their own way, because all men and women are treasures of light. If they have fallen into darkness there is yet much we can learn from their life experience.

I treat people as spirits, not as bodies and not as persona's People are not personalities living in bodies, they are spirits which have built up identities around themselves, and who happen to be stationed in a body---their temple. In seeing this, it is harder to fall into the "gainsaying of Core." The "gainsaying of Core" comes about as a result of seeing people as "identities." People are not identities, they are spirit breathed into flesh.

Furthermore, in following the leading of the Ruach ha-Kodesh, I tend to treat people according to her will. I do not base friendships on my own will. This can tend to feel a little clinical at first, but my own practice seems to be to err on the side of caution.

### Avoiding YEHOVA

_To be "born again," while the greatest event of our lives, does not sanctify the individual. The activity of avoiding YEHOVA continues. This happens even if someone is handing out Bible tracts and preaching in the street every day. The avoidance of YEHOVA continues on in the form of "religion" and "pseudo spirituality." Sanctification works against this lie. It cuts a person down. It knocks them over sideways. Like Jacob wrestled the angel and it became "Peniel" the hip of the "self" is put out of joint. We must decrease, but he must increase._

##  The Soul Animal

> **O deliver not the soul of thy turtle-dove into the multitude of the wicked  
> ** **Psalm 74:19**

**I** n the unseen dimensions which parallel our normal, waking life we each have an animal resemblance. Most commonly of those who are spiritual, this is a bird, but in the case of some the animal is different. Other animals are possible, but they have not been fully documented.

I am not speaking of the concept of the "power animal," although there is some confusion within [false religion] Shamanism itself. In the books of Carlos Castaneda, the Toltec _Don Juan Matus_ explained how he simply _was,_ most mysteriously, a crow. Our own explanation, found also to be the case within true spirituality, is consistent with much of this explanation, which is out of the depth of common spiritual opinion.

Realise that there are a class of people who like explanations, self-help and popular spirituality, but like Carlos Castaneda's teacher, we tend to prefer to observe through personal experience. The mysteries of life within the [in our case, true] unknown and unknowable are so beyond explanation that it is better to witness them than to think we can make a true explanation. In this way our explanations are also good. However, we have to live with perplexing mystery. This is unsatisfactory to those who live in the world of _reason_. It just doesn't mix with the accurately defined world that gives most people comfort.

I've spoken of Carlos Castaneda, but to further assure the reader that this is not false religion, an account can be found in the books of Anna Rountree, a popular Christian author. Arguably, she had what could be called "vivid dream travels." Although I have called them "dreams," they were very real, proving that we are not shamans or Toltecs but priests according to the order of Melchizedek. Part of [husband and wife team] "Anna Rountree" travelled to Heaven, and an account was written of these journeys.

Understand that we actually _are_ the animal—it is our very nature in a different dimension from ordinary, waking life. The different dimensions cross over, which is why in casual everyday language we may say of women "I want to introduce you to my bird" or "Hello duck." The spirit and soul are not mere poetry. Poetry is a type of document of the soul, a way to communicate feelings. The soul is the object of communication.

Crows tend to be practising sorcerers and witches, ducks are types of unsaved people who do not fly well. Hawks fly higher and hunt for themselves. Crows and vultures fly higher in Satan's kingdom, and are predatory. Pigs and snakes are rather filthy, by conventional terms. Wolves are dangerous and often hunt Christians.

The rule is rather simple: people resemble the animal in their soul. A wolf is more instinctual, and perhaps aggressive. They might prefer the night, and can be solitary but hunt in packs. This all affects the actual behaviour of the person in daily life. Observe it and you will see. To know this is to gain a type of spiritual hunting nature that makes one much more savvy and aware of the ways of the world, which can be of benefit in soul-winning.

As far as the Kingdom of Heaven, I believe that there is an ascending scale for disciples, and I will purport that it is the following, with the greatest at the top:

  * Golden turtle-doves

  * Turtle-doves

  * Golden holy eagles

  * Holy eagles

  * Golden eagles

  * Eagles

  * Baby eagles

According to Anna Rountree, we can theorise that YEHOSHUA is the only one above this scale, but He is Elohim and not man. However, if we want to add Him then he was and is a White Eagle.

The Holy Spirit, also being Elohim and not man, appears as a dove, and YEHOVA the Father appears as an Eagle, but all three will have more appearances. I am saying this for completeness.

The scale of seven forms here represents true disciples who are "saved-and-being-saved," and it accounts for their stage of discipleship.

Turtle-doves don't act like Eagles, they are much more spiritual and gifted: David was not afraid to sing and dance, write Psalms or to embrace mystery; he also suffered intense difficulties. The turtle-dove in the scriptures elsewhere appeared as a sacrificial bird.

Amongst all categorisations of human souls, the soul animal of the human is a very fundamental reality.

##  The Dark Side Of The Ruach ha-Kodesh

It is a common belief that darkness, anger, and spiritual mysteries are "suspect." As a result, interested disciples are easily led to believe that such things are witchcraft.

The Holy Spirit does not always have to appear in a light and peaceful manner. Instead, she sometimes manifests a dark mood.

Take for instance someone who is being chastised: An evil spirit could be sent into that person to torment them; If you were to be able to see the Holy Spirit at the time of judgement you are unlikely to see a white dove (the comforter) and instead you might see a very dark expression.

The reason I am writing this chapter is so that when people are confronted with what does not conform to the commonly taught concept of "peaceful and gentle Christianity," people will not say that "this is not the Holy Spirit."

In Buddhism the fallen angel Tara appears as "Green Tara," "White Tara," "Red Tara." The Holy Spirit also has a variety of manifestations; As far as I know, this has rarely been taught.

We can understand that in counterfeit spirituality, the nature of "Goddess" as a whole is better understood. The Pagans have their so called "triple-Goddess." We should understand that this reflects in counterfeit form the Ruach ha-Kodesh. This is only logical, since women are well known for manifesting different expressions, often to the confusion of the male. It is, however, their beauty to be this way, and we should seek to co-operate with it's manifestation (in truth).

One of the great revelations that I have been given is that the Ruach ha-Kodesh has this Goddess nature. Some have said "okay we accept that she is feminine," others have admitted "she sometimes gets angry" but none have so far dared to say that she will manifest a dark, black type of nature. They think this is "witchcraft" when it is actually her manifestation of wisdom relating to "necessary evil" (in some ways like "Black Tara" or "Kali").

### The Raven Haired Witch

The classic _witch_ is a raven-haired, dark looking woman with a deep, mysterious air about her. She is often associated with death, having skulls and living in a cave. This darkness is not necessarily born of the desire to harm people, but rather of a sense of closeness to the spiritual mystery of death. It is not really what most people think it is.

A _witch_ has a "real" (counterfeit) reason for dwelling in darkness. There is a certain mystery to darkness. What I will show is that the witch is evil because of who she serves. She is not evil because she embraces the dark mystery of death. That is just the quirk of her character. It could be a trait of her character to be more black, darker, more sombre.

For she could equally be a white witch or a new spirituality advocate, who would be kind to everyone they meet, love wearing white dresses and enjoy reading the Bible. How would you know then who is the witch? The unleavened gospel disciple knows (usually) but the leavened Christian has a poor discerning of spirits (usually).

### Jezebel is not the only fallen angel

Jezebel is not only a real fallen angel that worked through Queen Jezebel in the Old Testament, but there is also a rather leaven filled Christian concept. Certain Christians, fuelled by ideas they have learned, are quick to spout their vain theories in the desire for vainglory from their fellow brethren. If they can root out a witch, they feel very smug and self-satisfied, feeling that they have protected their brethren.

Realise that when discernment of spirits is present as a gift of the Ruach ha-Kodesh, it is going to be truthful. It might be slightly inaccurate due to the mind of the disciple, but it will often be some type of information we were not expecting.

For this reason, we should not disdain the true prophet, who is not operating from having read multiple Jezebel books, but is instead receiving the witness of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. Don't disdain those who say things you don't expect—things outside of the "known" world of the Pentecostal, Evangelical or non-charismatic Christian. Why must it always be "Jezebel?"

How many Pentecostal's discern a spirit of "Nimrod" for instance? In the obsession over Jezebel, many other influences are glossed over.

This does not mean we will never discern the spirit of Jezebel in operation. To be fair to those who have worked to expose this spirit, she is one of the strongest infiltrators of the Christian harlot church, which is now in worldwide apostacy. My point is that true prophecy is outside of the leaven of man. It is not a rehashed concept, but an inspiration. Book learning can come in useful, so long as it is appropriate.

### Atheists Anger Toward Judgement

Atheists tend to easily point out that YEHOVA is a dark and vengeful Creator. As Christians, many do not want to hear this. But of course, it is true that He has both light and dark qualities. What we need to realise is that these are all expressions of something greater – His perfection. This is hard to understand, but it is also the key to dealing with the Atheist's attacks. We can explain that His dark expressions are a necessary expression of ultimate good. We might not be able to see why souls must be tormented in Hell, but that is because we are not big enough—not good enough, to see.

The spirit of Jezebel will counterfeit various qualities of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. For some, she will appear as a spirit of conservatism. To others a witch. Yet to others she will be New Age representing qualities of counterfeit love and light. These will all seem genuine, unless the individual is very careful to assess according to true Divine Love.

Because of this, not only are disciples missing out on the teachings that I am serving, but they are also falling into the trap of believing those who in reciting scriptures correctly and attending regular meetings of believers, nevertheless have the Jezebel spirit.

###  Difficulties In Discernment

How does on discern the true from the false? The answer is rather different to what most believe. Most people believe that the answer is logical and simple – just read the scriptures. This however, presents a terrible difficulty. The spirit of Jezebel will not be exposed by reading the scriptures since the spirit of Jezebel will spiritually inspire the(to her belonging) deceived reader of the scriptures.

The truth is that it is only within the spiritual discernment of the scriptures that Jezebel will be exposed. But how does one get spiritual discernment? The only way to get spiritual discernment is to _already_ have the Holy Spirit witness of the truth. This leaves the individual in a terrible situation. We are all somehow at the mercy of the forces we serve. Only a deep soul searching will help the soul who belongs to Jezebel, for unless they are set free, the scriptures themselves will be witnessed to by Jezebel Such a witness will seem calm and rational, intense and spiritual, or light and peaceful – all according to the needs of the deceived individual. This is the terrible nature of deception – it is so utterly encompassing that there is almost no hope of escape. It takes a miracle of Divine Love to accept the Holy Spirit.

May this miracle be present upon the reader, in the name of Yehoshua ha-Maschiach! Amen.

## Personal Power

The concept of "personal power" is commonly encountered in false spirituality and false self-development books and workshops. It's not really there in Christian doctrine, but it is in the scriptures. Without understanding it there is really no way to understand the process of discipleship to the fullest. " _Personal power_ ," under whatever term we want to call it, is part of our spiritual growth.

### Power Comes Through Overcoming Tests

Christians tend to teach about overcoming obstacles, but they teach this in terms of dealing with those tests so that they will go away. Some Christians know a little more, but in general, disciples do not realise the _truth_ about our challenges in life. They are there so that we might become stronger in faith, and secondarily in power.

Despite it sounding very new age to some, there is sufficient scriptural evidence to suggest that the acquisition of _personal power_ _is a normal part of discipleship_. We don't crave or get attached to power, but we are given the tests that develop us. Such spiritual battles can involve difficulties we face, such as:

  * Dealing with a difficult boss at work.

  * A family situation where your family does not accept your spiritual conversion.

  * People laughing at you and mocking your shyness, when you need confidence to attract a wife.

Samson overcame a lion. When he returned there was honey in the carcass, which he ate. "Out of the eater something to eat; out of the strong, something sweet." was his riddle posed to the Philistines (Judges 14:14). He later slew a number of them with the bone of an ox. What does all this mean? Samson gained in strength from his battle with a lion. The strength he gained gave him the strength to face the Philistines. The Spirit of YEHOVA worked on him to increase His _personal power_.

King David also had to face many battles that strengthened him. The Bible is full of stories of men and women who grew through their spiritual battles.

YEHOVA does not just _give_ us power – he makes us(mentally, emotionally, spiritually) _fight_ for it. He tolerates the attacks of certain opponents in order that we may gain in strength by defeating them. Our battles are of course not carnal but spiritual.

In a certain sense, we actually _banquet_ on our enemies. The difficulty of facing them yields up wonderful gifts for us that makes us stronger. If they are truly enemies of course, they will presumably become weaker. This all happens within the _personal power_ of the individuals concerned.

### Personal Power is Energy and Knowledge

_Personal power_ is quite a strange concept. Realise that I am not speaking directly of being a powerful person in society such as a leader, figurehead or business success. Instead I am talking about a type of capacity within an individual. This capacity involves the enhancement of certain types of _energy_ within the individual. These _energies_ appear to be specialised, and consist of having the "right answers" rather automatically. The reason that _personal power_ supplies right answers is because "knowledge is power". You cannot simply have energy and call it _personal power_.

### Anointing and Personal Power

Anointing is a type of power that is over emphasised by charismatic Christians. A _nointing is certainly a manifestation of the power of YEHOVA, but there are many who avoid their tests and spiritual battles in the pleasurable pursuits of praise and worship within Christianity. They only attend feel-good meetings and they avoid their difficulties, or cannot see the value in them. Perhaps they cannot see the purpose of them._

_To "seek pleasure and avoid pain" is how the mind works, but in unleavened gospel disciples this must be rearranged. This gives us real spiritual meat and salt. We become durable, powerful and effective by meeting our tests with bravery._

### Success

It is true that leaders and successful people have a lot of _personal power_ , but often their _personal power_ is specialised. Unleavened gospel disciples gain power so that they are effective in their ministry. This might not make them popular. They are not seeking money, success and fame, but if it is a part of their walk of faith, then they also treat these as tests in and of themselves. Power is a dangerous thing, we must also treat having power with care, lest we lose sight of what we are doing, and give in to it as a temptation.

### Coming out of Victim Mentality

With all of this in mind then, we must realise that we are not victims of some horrible plot by our spiritual opponents. Instead we have an _opportunity_ to gain _personal power_.

While we are pitted against spiritual opponents we tend to feel very dreadful and can resort to feeling victimised, especially if we have a tyrannical opponent that wields power over us.

At these times we must endure in faith, knowing that the victory will be ours, and in the meantime striving to transform the victim mentality into something different. We can do this by enjoying the challenge of spiritual warfare, and by laughing in the face of our adversaries.

Those who fight disciples of Yehoshua either have to repent or will become "reprobate silver." A third alternative is that they will be taken out of our life by YEHOVA, if this happens they will stop attacking us. We can fight on with confidence, then, knowing that our struggle forces a day when their soul will cleave to one of these possibilities. The more we fight them, the more they are pressed in to their soul's choice of darkness or light.

### Forms of Power

We can understand that there are different forms of _power:_

  * _Divine power_ can act independently of our development. This is when YEHOVA simply does something that affects us or our ministry. It has nothing to do with our own effort or our spiritual development.

  * _Anointing_ is a type of divine power that rests on us in order to accomplish a particular task. It is comprised both of energy felt as a type of enthusiasm and well-being, and also intelligence in a particular area of knowledge.

  * _Personal Power_ is the power accomplished through facing certain battles. Realise though, that various disciplines come together in unison so that we gain in _personal power_. _Personal Power_ does not automatically rest on us. We must work hard to gain it.

## Soul Cords, The Threads Of Life

A soul cord is a spiritual bond that aids communication of feelings and thoughts between friends, partners and associates. They are soul-level spiritual ties. While invisible, some may have a gifting to be able to see these ties in one way or another.

Soul cords are, quite literally, attachments. This means that soul cords don't have to form between a person and another human being. We can become attached to:

  * Friends, business partners and anyone who is in our life. We take care then, with non brethren, since there is a link.

  * Pets – The more of an attachment, the more people can be distraught at the loss of a pet.

  * Buildings – moving home can feel very strange.

  * Objects, especially those objects that are frequently used.

  * Cars – imagine trying to separate certain car fanatics from their motors.

  * Married husbands and wives form very deep attachments that require sensitivity and which should not be abused.

We don't need to be able to see soul cords to be aware of them. Merely thinking about people places our awareness on the soul cords between us. We can feel, imagine them or use techniques such as artwork in order to gain a visual impression of how these cords might look. This impression will usually contain a lot of truth.

One time I was having trouble with a fallen angel that was overshadowing a pastor caught in idolatry. This spirit had been biting at me for many days. One day I saw that it was on the end of what looked like a long bungee cord between it and the root of my spine.

I cut this cord, but I did not really notice much change. Later on I felt that the connection had been severed by the Ruach ha-Kodesh. It wasn't 100% but it felt a lot better.

### Technical Details

On the one hand soul cords are simple: They are a two way soul bridge between us and other people.

On the other it is complex: they have a shape, size and strength. Concepts, mental pictures, emotions, spiritual light can travel along them. In an abusive situation, demons, hostile emotions, thoughts of suicide and darkness can travel along them. The will of the abuser becomes the will of the abused, which is manipulation. Although meant for good, they can be used for deadly evil.

### The Abuse Of Soul Cords

Soul cords can be used by spirits of satan to accomplish temptations and persecutions via his remote human servants. Such servants might not even know what they are doing. They don't need to be overt Satanists They can be any man and woman who simply feels―or who can be manipulated to feel―a certain way toward a disciple.

Gossip is usually of this nature. Yehoshua said "Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him. " - 1 John 3:15. To hate people is a terrible form of soul cord abuse. It can literally crush peoples lives by sending "venom" along soul cords meant as vehicles of love.

Gossip can happen because of Satan's spirits(demons, fallen angels, and others). Usually unbeknownst to the gossiper, the spirit is manipulating them into hating the disciple. The disciple is affected by this as malicious thoughts and feelings travel along a subtle soul tie between the gossiper and the recipient.

As time goes by, the gossiper might include their friends in the gossip so that the strength of the temptations and persecutions grows. The disciple feels severely affected, and their walk with Yehoshua becomes difficult. They may hear voices, feel "itching" or "tugging" sensations, and enter periods of dark depression, anger or doubt. The disciple and the persecutor do not need to have met. The temptation and persecution can be strong even if they never meet.

Those who manipulate Holy prophets, apostles, evangelists, teachers and pastors through serious soul cord abuse are technically witches. Rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft. In manipulating others, they are casting a type of spell whether they know it or not. Misuse of will must be witchcraft, for any witch worth their salt knows that "will" is the real ingredient of any potion.

### Cutting Soul Ties

The suggestion is to examine yourself for hostile soul cords, and break them under the leading of the Holy Spirit. There could be various ways to do this, mostly involving work performed in the imagination. To imagine a sword, and to cut the cord, seems to be a good suggestion.

The "imagination" is a view into inner realities. It is not what people think it is, by calling it "imagination." One ought to give a lot of weight to work that is performed in the imagination. It can have a tremendous impact on the soul life.

### Consideration Of The Elements Of Creation

Learning to deal with soul cords relates to the area of feeling, the element of fire in the West. Soul cords are a type of feeling. They pertain to the intuitive, irrational side of life.

In dealing with soul cords we realise an overarching principle: We must learn to detach ourselves from people around us by making less agreements about ourselves. This gives us the ability to rise above our socially-maintained roles and identities.

If we are always seen to be a "nice guy" then how will we see ourselves as strong? If we are a "loud woman" in our soul-tie agreements then we will automatically feel like a loud mouth. This may affect our ability to dream, to pause, sit still and reflect upon our lives in life review.

We don't remember that we only made those agreements. The identity traps the spirit, and the result is that people can only behave according to their agreed identity. This identity might be a work of fiction, which doesn't resemble the character we need to be in order to be true to our spiritual blueprint.

Realise that in these situations it is not only our agreements with ourself that we are talking about. "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he " (Proverbs 23:7). It is also how other people think about us that counts. Soul cords tie people together in strange ways. They create a type of thought net that is hard to escape. Thoughts always tend to feel like they are "ours" but very often they have originated somewhere else, or alternatively in someone else. This is crucial for a disciple to realise. It can be astounding to realise the implications of this.

### The Fictitious Example of 'Alan'

Alan has been told not to go out with his friends drinking in town, but to stay at home that evening:

Alan is a new convert to Yeshua of Nazareth. Alan has read the Bible and heard from YEHOVA. Alan has repented and been Born Again. He knows this not only because he said the sinners prayer. He knows it because some time after saying the prayer, an event happened and he is aware that the Holy Spirit is dwelling within him.

His situation is not all good however, some of his friends have turned against him and denounced him as foolish. They claim that he has turned his back on them and they feel rejected. In their feelings of rejection they lash out at him, but they also invite him to go out with them. They are trying to get him to return to the world. They alternate between hatred of him and a type of strange friendliness which does not really appeal to Alan any more.

Alan knows that he must separate from these people. He is not averse to the pleasures of life, or merely scared of the world. He knows that he can partake in moderation, as long as the Holy Spirit allows, but he is also aware that on this particular evening he has been told to wait. If he does not wait then he is disobeying the spiritual instruction that he has received.

The trouble is, Alan feels torn apart by feelings that his walk with the LORD is too difficult. He feels a type of tugging at his waist. Unbeknownst to him, his friends have attached soul cords to him. These soul cords in and of themselves are quite natural – they are a result of bonding with friends. At this moment, however, they are being misused in order to get Alan to do something which is against his will.

Although this might seem paranoid, the truth is that his old friends are led by spirits of satan. These Fallen Angels are trying to get Alan back. His friends are not consciously aware of it, but in obeying the Fallen Angels at a subconscious level they say and do certain things which tug and manipulate at his emotions.

This seems relatively harmless to them(after all _what is his problem?_ ) yet to Alan it represents the difference between life and death. It represents a form of temptation. Any temptation could be strong enough to cause a man or a woman to forsake the LORD. Such an action will lead to eternal damnation. We need to be awake and aware then, that although we are not always avoiding having fun in life, we are nevertheless very determined to have fun according to the will of YEHOVA.

### Tactics of the Enemy

The enemy are seeking to create casual soul ties. They will often alternate between a good cop – bad cop routine. The good cop is the one who is trying to build a soul cord, and the bad cop is wreaking pain and havoc so that the good cop is needed. Sometimes the good cop and the bad cop are the same person.

The goal of this is that the good cop wants to pull the faithful disciple across into the kingdom of satan, to act against the will of YEHOVA and to return to their old life.

The Holy Spirit has made a way for us, yet she has not removed all temptations from our path. The nature of YEHOVA is that He tests His servants to see if they love Him and are not simply paying Him lip-service. We know this by reading about the Children of Israel in the desert. Their walk is also our walk, for while we do not walk across a spiritual desert we are nevertheless called to work out our faith through a calling that can seem harsh.

The harsh nature of the path can be one form of evidence that we are walking in the True Christianity – and not any of the false variants. The True Christian walk is always hard in one way or another. It is a narrow path. Those who say otherwise are either false or lukewarm Christians. Do not listen to them.

### How To Deal With Soul Cord Warfare

The best piece of advice I have is to be real about them. Do not try to deal with them as if it is a type of self-help concept or through a routine technique. Do not be dry about it. Instead, you could try talking to these people(whether out loud or quietly) and telling them that you no longer want to partake in their sinful activities and lifestyle. Deal with the soul cord as if you were simply talking to the remote presence of a friend. Talk to the old friend as if they were actually present.

It will sometimes be harder than this. In such situations you have to confront the connection and emotions directly. It is no good to seek avoidance because the emotions and the problem will then have some type of power over you. It is far better(though painful) to confront the very emotional battle itself.

When I say emotional battle – it is hard to express the range of possible emotions that could be manipulated. Soul cords are not merely soul connections – they are a way to transmit strong affections and emotions. This is why they are so dangerous – they have the power to alter our thinking – to suddenly make us hate YEHOVA. They can make us angry for no apparent reason. They can make us feel dejected, unloved or frustrated in our walk of faith.

### Illusion

The power of illusion is used against us. The truth is that without soul cord afflictions the difficulty in our walk of faith would not be so great. We need to be sharp then. We need to realise that it is not that our walk with YEHOVA in itself that is difficult(making us question it in one way or another). Instead we need to realise that someone is projecting a thought and emotion onto us. This emotion is giving us a type of thought that we must quit through some form of temptation to leave.

This is being manipulated behind the scenes by Fallen Angels and demons. The real battle is not for us to look at our pain and to try and deal with it. The real battle is instead to see that the source of the pain is external to us. We must locate the hidden enemy that is manipulating our mind. In this way, what seems like an insurmountable obstacle in our faith is instead revealed to be a small pebble. This is why I have termed it an illusion.

The weapons of satan are all illusions. They may have their basis in truth, but they are not fully truthful. Our weapon is the sword of Truth. This is the word of YEHOVA, which is His son Yeshua and the Bible(these are both defined as 'the word').

### The Sword of the Spirit

Truth itself is identical with the actual, real truth. It is not religious doctrine in and of itself. It is not doctrinal. It is 'that which is true'. Our weapon is the sword of the spirit, which is the word of YEHOVA. The word of YEHOVA is the truth. We fight with truth as a weapon. I belabour this point because it has surprising revelations. We do not fight by adding doctrine over the top of lies and trying to hold on to that dead sword, but we instead fight lies with a blazing sword of truth – a sword 'bathed in heaven'. Truth is Divine Light – or an aspect of it. This is why it is so powerful. Through the shed blood of the lamb, truth defeats every lie.

### Alan's Solution

After reading this post, Alan realises that his problem must be overcome by somehow severing the soul cord that is affecting his emotions. He can do this in various ways, but he chooses to speak to the person as if they are in the room with him.

He tells them that they are missing the point of life in seeking the idol of revelling. Their spirit does not care for the truth in life, and they risk condemning their souls to a very real lake of fire for all eternity. This does not immediately work, for Alan begins to feel a sense of pain and the feeling that he is wasting his life. This is difficult, but in being armed with the truth, Alan realises that he should fight on.

In deciding to fight on, something changes. He begins to see the face of the particular friend who is having these thoughts towards him. This gives the situation clarity and focus. The Holy Spirit inspires his speaking with the words to say, and he tells the friend point blank(in the spirit) that they are a coward for not having the courage to find out if YEHOVA is really real, and to repent, living obedient to that repentance.

In being a coward, Alan realises, this particular friend is now jealous of someone who is stronger than himself – namely himself. This has the effect of severing some type of deep link that he had with this person. He can see now that what this person has is jealousy, and not friendship. Jealousy has a power to it that exists within its own illusion. Once exposed to the light, jealousy no longer has the power to afflict. He realises that the soul tie is based in a lie. Having exposed this lie, he no longer needs to hold onto it as if it is true. He can reject it – for why should a friendship be based on jealousy?

### Footnote

There are a myriad of different types of spiritual battle that we face. We must realise that soul cords are subtle, such that we must be careful not to be ignorant of these devices.

In gaining awareness of them(whether in their positive or negative use) we become more aware of interactions with other human beings. This can also have a positive affect on us as soul-winners as led by the Holy Spirit.

## Emotional Awareness

> he scattered the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. To those who sold doves he said, "Get these out of here! Stop turning my Father's house into a market!". His disciples remembered that it is written: "Zeal for your house will consume me."—

Emotions are ultimately(and sometimes for us, distantly) an expression of divine desire. Desire may seem like a shallow and rather crude force compared with the _logical intelligence_ of the thinking mind, but actually both can be perfect, as with this example of the scattering of the money changers. To make these expressions perfected we need to yoke and recover them back into their divine origin. This will not make them disappear, as if logic or emotion is somehow less-than-divine. Emotions such as anger have their place even in the lives of the greatest Apostles.

Our Lord and Saviour was not really the model of a teacher that we seem to have set for ourselves today. He was appropriate and real, but the teachers that Christians and False Spiritual Seekers seek often need to portray a certain calm demeanour. They are not allowed to speak frankly. They are not allowed to shout.

Discussion of this area must be conducted with a certain maturity. We as disciples are not violent people, but the anger of YEHOVA can burn in us like a _zeal_ that will _consume_ us. This will lead us to a certain destructive activity which is ultimately constructive, for after such destruction Yeshua spoke prophetically, revealing that his act of frenzy had a divine(and ultimately constructive) purpose:

> Jesus answered them, "Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days." - John 2:19

The emotions, as the _old man_ expression of desire, and the logical mind, as the _old man_ expression of intelligence, both need yoking back into their original divine source. This will make the feminine side(desire) operate more perfectly. This will make the masculine side(logic) operate with more divine intelligence. Emotion and logic are polar opposites.

Emotion is feminine in nature and logic is masculine in nature. Spirituality is not opposed to either emotion or intelligence. Many teach that it is opposed to both. This is not true at all. This sells to the human appeal of some type of calm and peaceful spiritual teacher. Yeshua was not always calm or peaceful. We should not strive for this then, either. Neither should we be angry inappropriately. Instead we need to express our perfected divine nature, not the old man(even the very calm and peaceful looking _religious_ aspect of the _old man_ ).

In the adapted medicine wheel, Emotion is in the West quarter. Logic is in the East. You can see that there are various qualities associated with each, and even that men and women have _specialities_ by virtue of their birth. This is related to their very purpose, and defines their principle strengths.

Emotion is defined as a quality that relates to the element of fire. Emotions can be strong, volatile and can appear out of control. They, like fire, have a consuming element. Because of this they can be viewed as stupid. Women tend, since the west is defined as a feminine quality to have more emotional qualities while men tend toward having more of the logical side. Men sometimes disdain the emotional woman, and women do the converse. The truth of course is that balance is required. The spirit of YEHOVA is the one who keeps the ultimate balance. When we become disciples we are balanced and moulded into a more mature type of vessel.

Emotion could be defined as Energy-in-Motion, and hence E-Motion. Energy needs to move through the various energy centres of the body. If energy is not allowed to move by being expressed, then a type of depression is often the result. Fear, anger and sadness can all become stuck and their expression is repressed. Your emotions need to be given expression. For those who prefer the control of logical thinking, this process can be very difficult.

  1. Emotions of wrath, rage and divine anger need to be safely and harmlessly engaged. These come from YEHOVA toward those who are mocking Him.

  2. Emotional forces attempt to manipulate you from your enemies, who are led to believe all sorts of lies about you.

Point 2 leads on to the poorly understood area of the fact that none of us are enclosed islands – and we are subject to emotional and soulish forces from other people and spirits. The more open our spiritual capacities – the more we tend to be acutely aware of such spiritual interferences.

This is a strange fact because what it means is that the better you are doing, the worse you could be feeling. Don't equate success as a disciple with happiness. Success as a disciple should equate with a deep and permanent happiness, but on the surface it can be a rather rough ride.

We need to have to have certain psychological examination processes in order to combat thoughts which come to us – either from our own lousy thinking, or(most likely) from someone else who is thinking about us. By realising that thoughts are like attackers, we can avoid passivity, and deal with them with the sword of the spirit.

### Processing Emotions With Truth

It is not true that thoughts are harmless. Other people's thoughts can have a dreadful impact on us. If we examine them closely however, we can combat the lie with truth. Lies can always be combated with truth. Sometimes this means a certain Bible quote. At other times it is a case of simply looking at it. After all, lies love to hide in darkness. Once we see them their power over us is already diminished. As they get increasingly exposed to the light within us, we penetrate into these lies and they dissolve. The result is a great relief. With this type of emotional processing it is not _force_ that is important. Instead it is careful examination of thoughts.

It is not usually the outright thoughts of people whom we have conversations with that causes emotional pain. Instead it is the subconscious thoughts – the thoughts that they think about us as we both go about our day. These thoughts are like weapons, powered by Fallen Angels and demons as they manipulate the fleshly thinking of that person, that go right into us and which we really do not tend to notice.

If we do notice them then we do not always realise what to do. We feel pain and unhappiness. We may feel a tugging sensation on our energy centres This is indication that a spiritual presence is trying to influence your thinking. It is good to take stock of the situation and try to find out what thoughts are being projected your way. In this manner the dark forces that attack you can be negated by exposing them to the light of reasoned examination.

### Method

You have to ask yourself What is the thought that is being projected at me? Play around with ideas until you are clear what the non-local voice is trying to say to you. Try to be simple about it. Do not over-complicate or analyse. It is often the very thing that first comes to your lips. Try to avoid the trap of thinking about it. Instead feel down to the core of the communication. It is often something like:

  * "Elohim does not love you"

  * "You should be doing something else with your life"

  * "You are a loser and its no surprise people don't like you"

Once these thoughts have been found, it is really just a case of looking at them while the Holy Spirit witnesses the truth to you. It is no good to use affirmation or repeating positive-thoughts. What is required is the _truth_. Affirmation simply tries to build something else over the top of the thought, in order to attempt to fix it. Truth, on the other hand, _dissolves_ the lie so that there is no need to constantly fight against it. There is instead a significant victory. You will feel release and relief.

To get to this truth, you need to do something which it is uncommon for humans to naturally do. You need to actually seek the truth. This could mean that you are willing to find out that it **is** true.

In other words, if you really are a loser, then you are wanting to see this and to admit it. It is no use trying to avoid the thought. What you will find is that truth heals the condition. Truth is related to the Eternal Son who _is_ the truth. Truth is genuinely _good_ , it is far better to see the truth than to patch over your pain with an affirmed statement. Such techniques make for very cheap therapy.

The realisations, in terms of the above statements, could be as follows:

  * "I see how that is not true, and Elohim does love me."

  * "I know that I am doing what I am called to do, and I see how the person who attacked me is themselves lost"

  * "I know that I appear as a loser to the world, but the world is Satan's kingdom and I am a winner in the kingdom of YEHOVA. When the time is right, I will be given any prominence I need"

(again, don't use these as affirmations. Instead they should be _realisations_. The two are very different. It is free-thought that needs to be recovered).

This reasoned examination in only one way of tackling these types of spiritual battles. It belongs to the _East_ quadrant of the converted-for-disciples 'medicine wheel', or the four elements as I have termed it.

### Processing With Expression and Movement

We do not fight a physical war. Yet the spiritual war is ongoing and needs an outlet. It finds its outlet in heated discussions and in You Tube rebukes. We can also express it in movement or dance, safely engaging these emotions.

### The Danger Of Suppression

The danger is that you succumb to a feeling of heaviness and simply fail to move and act, engaging the energy that needs to move. This leads to a depression which can set in. The suppressed individual is unstable **.** They need to engage emotions so that the layers of emotion can be worked through. The greater the spiritual war, the greater the likelihood that there are so many fearful and aggressive energies that the individual becomes blocked – and depression is the worst result.

### A Scale Of Emotions

There can be an order of emotions, such as:

  1. Fear and Depression

  2. Anger

  3. Realisation and Finding A True Expression

  4. Return to a Joyful or Restful Relief

The first two stages are where the emotion is buried and stagnant. Fear is a condition of stagnant energy. Depression is a horrible condition where it looks like there is no escape. The real escape of course is to prevent the impulse to run away from the emotions into another activity of life. Instead we must deal with these emotions by giving them expression in voice, movement and writing.

This liberates our real anger, which can be extremely dark and which we, as disciples, would rather avoid expressing. Expressing them would be a great idea. Expressing them to other people necessitates a careful consideration of the image you want to portray...

If these emotions are allowed expression then the spiritual gifting of Holy warfare will then rise to its full effect, liberating realisations and allowing for videos and rebukes to be made with ease and style. The spiritual aspect and the return to a joyful natural condition of spirit is the result of emotional processing.

I do not mean to make this sound clinical. We are not merely 'working through' to get rid of emotions. Instead we are actively using emotions as a way of engaging life. We are not suppressing their effect on us. We should not be overly logical then, and we should allow our emotions full expression so that the intended expressions happen in us.

This allows energy to move in us, which allows our lives to move on, from "stuckness" to their next engagement.

The result of freeing up emotions is a type of clearness that gives more of a calm and fluid state of being. This is true because the emotions are no longer holding you in a stuck or rigid frame of being.

Instead they are earthed and disposed of, and the natural connection with the ground re-establishes itself. The connection with the Earth is a necessary functioning of a sane life(which is one reason astronauts suffer such high rates of mental illness).

## The Holy Actor

A need arises to be able to teach people who are unsanctified, and to deal with people who are unsaved. This need can be met through two different routes. The first is to be direct and open, the second is to be cunning and deceptive. This second route requires us to become a type of "h _oly actor_."

It might seem wrong to be so indirect with other people, but this reflects immaturity. After we have entered sanctification, we need a different way to deal with people. We no longer can lean on the old man as the source of self that relates to others. Other people are seen to be full of lies and distorted, vain identities. This is, of course, what our old man consisted of, and we no longer have it.

The unsaved (and even some disciples) are listening to lies about the disciple, which are coming from the satanic spirits all around us. With all of this in mind, it would be foolish to approach people with an honest, open heart, and expect them to love you. They will not.

With this in mind, let us consider Joseph's dealings with his jealous brothers. Joseph was a man who learned the hard way that being open with people is not always the best tactic. Being a dreamer, that was his nature. But whether we are naturally introverted or naturally extroverted, we can nevertheless always improve the "extrovert" facility.

Extroversion is cunning by nature. It is not what it seems to be. Unleavened gospel disciples have no choice but to use a type of manipulation with people. This manipulation is not evil. It comes from the spirit of YEHOVA.

### Joseph And His Jealous Brothers

_Joseph was Pharaoh's second in command. He was also in charge of grain distribution. His brothers did not recognise him, but he recognised them. Despite this, he chose to use trickery, for he said "Ye are spies" (Genesis 42:9). This began an epic episode of Holy acting that eventually manipulated them into a place where they repented._

Joseph _manipulated_ his brothers. These brothers had a type of callousness and a rough selfishness common to the male fallen nature.

### Sinful Spiritual Crimes

Realise that in truth, to destroy someone's life, career and happiness is not entirely dissimilar to what happened to Joseph. Sinful s _piritual crimes_ are hidden to other men and women, but not to YEHOVA.

The jealous brothers actions, that had happened many years previously did not kill Joseph. Joseph found himself in slavery to the Egyptians. By the point his brothers returned to him, Joseph was a different creation.

Joseph now had power. He had been well-trained in the arduous but also politically complex life that he had lived in slavery. He had been polished as a gem. In this new power, and utilising the role he had been given, he dealt with them much differently.

> Send one of you, and let him fetch your brother, and ye shall be kept in prison, that your words may be proved, whether there be any truth in you: or else by the life of Pharaoh surely ye are spies—Genesis 42:16

In this passage, Joseph was asking for the brothers to bring Reuben, the second and only remaining son of Jacob with Rachel. Jacob said "if mischief befall him by the way in the which ye go, then shall ye bring down my hairs with sorrow to the grave." (Genesis 42:38) Clearly, this increased the pressure on the jealous brothers.

It also had the effect of manipulating the brothers into considering their callousness toward Joseph. Reuben, again a son of Rachel, represented another opportunity for them to act differently. With the pressures the brothers were experiencing, love for their younger, vulnerable brother was beginning to change in relation to their selfishness. Love was beginning to get into their hearts.

They were beginning to crack. For they were convicted to say "We are verily guilty concerning our brother, in that we saw the anguish of his soul, when he besought us, and we would not hear; therefore is this distress come upon us." (Genesis 42:21)

All of these events happened, not because of the cunning of Joseph in and of himself, but because of the tactics of YEHOVA. Joseph was merely obedient to an inspired course of action. This _holy acting_ steered his brothers into a corner where their backs were up against the wall, and where they were forced to choose to love YEHOVA or to reject His spirit.

Realise then, that to the brothers, the face of Reuben or Joseph represented the way that they related to YEHOVA. Even though Reuben and Joseph were not perfect, the love of YEHOVA, shining through them, was a light which brought conviction on the brothers who were less spiritually mature.

### Sinning By Rejecting Those Sent By YEHOVA

The rejection of the light that is YEHOVA, as He is revealed to us through other human beings is a sin which we must always be ready to confront in ourselves and in others around us. We must be heed the instruction to "Examine yourselves" (2 Corinthians 13:5 ) in case _we ourselves_ are Joseph's jealous brothers.

If we are Joseph's jealous brothers, then it will be invisible to us unless we are convicted. If we are convicted, we must repent without resorting to complaining, arguing and having denial reactions with the Holy Spirit. People enter Hell because of differences that seem like nothing. A blasé attitude can fuel this carelessness. We must be ready to confront our egoistic denial of our sins. The ego seeks to avoid confronting its own wrongdoings. This is not only a spiritual teaching—it is well known in Freudian psychology.

The _Holy Acting_ of Joseph was a cunning device carried out under the spiritual inspiration of the Holy Spirit. These cunning manipulations involved: playing to the brother's inability to recognise him; Forcing his brothers despair; Planting a cup in Benjamin's bag.

This gave the brothers the very fear of his and their death. In all of this there was clever trickery and deception. This deception was not without purpose—it would cause them to come face to face with themselves.

The spirit of Divine Love inspires the acts of the _Holy Actor_ , for otherwise they would be common rascals with no meaning to their actions save their own entertainment or pleasure. The _Holy Actor_ on the other hand, does not necessarily enjoy the activity. It may be at times entertaining or thrilling to play such a role, but it was also difficult for Joseph to hold back his feelings, both of anger and also of love for his brothers. It requires discipline, focus and control. It is not the path of least resistance.

### Using Emotions For Convincing Holy Acting

With regard to _emotions_ , Joseph used his feelings of anger in order to lend a convincing face to his accusations of his brothers. In already being angry, he did not have to feign anger. He could use the _emotion_ of anger in order to help him to be convincing as a _Holy Actor_.

Through these deceptive actions Joseph forced his brothers to treat him in a way he had never been treated by them before. Previously seeking to destroy him, they now feared his every command. In playing the role of Elohim over him by way of their murderous thoughts, they now encountered an opposite, for Joseph now had the apparent power to actually end their lives. He could deny them grain, or even kill them because of their thievery.

YEHOVA played directly to their fears, reducing them from the conquering, carnal minded brothers to men who were in the very fear of Him. This caused them to actually consider their relationship with Him, since they were living in disobedience: in denial of unrepented sins. Such sins, died within, would be expected to warrant the eternal condemnation of Hell and the Lake of Fire.

Joseph did not simply try to make his brothers angry, sad or depressed. Instead he gave his brothers a type of treatment which manipulated their fears and exposed their prejudices. In this arduous working, Justice and balance were being brought to bear on the actions of these brothers. At a mysterious spiritual level, this had the effect of bringing about reconciliation of the situation through a type of catharsis.

The reason this happens is because when the sin was committed against Joseph, both his and his brothers spirits were put out of balance by the injustice that was committed.

When Joseph grew in power, part of this was to come to terms with what had happened to him. He must have understood his brothers differently, and he processed these spiritual threads within himself that were out of balance. This meant that he was well prepared to encounter his brothers. It set up the spiritual conditions such that a rectification of Divine Order would be restored.

As _Holy Actors_ , we seek a reconciliation of Divine Balance. We do this by first preparing ourselves. We cannot be cunning if we are full of our own issues – even the issues relating to those who have wronged us. We have to be much more detached than this. We almost need to not care about the events that transpired. In order to do this, a type of forgiving process needs to occur.

This forgiving process does not mean that we do not hold a type of divinely felt anger toward them. What it does mean is that we have placed the situation in the hands of YEHOVA. The great sin of unforgiveness is that we are holding on to something that we would like to do in our own strength. We are then entangled with people and we seek the vengeance which belongs to YEHOVA:

> Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay," says the Lord—Romans 12:19, NIV

Unforgiveness has pride within it. It has self-will. It must be handed over. In handing it over, it changes. This does not mean we must like the people concerned, or that we are not angry about an injustice. It does however, give us _detachment_. We no longer interfere in the lives of those who have sinned against us. In no longer interfering, YEHOVA can intervene, working a strategy that will undermine their wrongdoing and get them face-to-face with their sins. We must firstly forgive so that we will not be condemned as sinners, and secondarily, forgiveness gives us a detachment that helps us in our _Holy Acting_.

This of course, refers to those who YEHOVA loves. "As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten" (Revelation 3:19). Those who are committed to their sins may not notice until the day they die, when the terror of YEHOVA will be upon them for all eternity. Those who are sinners but who are open to conviction might face certain terrors on Earth, but it will save them from their sinful nature by exposing the darkness within them.

### The Extraordinary Walk of the Unleavened Saint

The Unleavened Saint is like a tightrope walker. Off to one side is the world they came from. On the other side are the dangers of religious and spiritual experience in and of themselves. This might sound strange, but realise that there are dangers to those who have true spiritual experiences. One of the dangers is that we will feel somehow comfortable with our progress and refuse to desire more. Another is that we will become lost in spiritual experiences for their own sake. This is unacceptable behaviour for the Unleavened Gospel disciple. The Unleavened Gospel disciple is a type of crazy man or woman. For while they are not insane their heart itself is mad with a Divine Love that propels them forward beyond all reason and rationality.

The Unleavened Saint walks between these two types of compromise. On this walk, there is no yielding either to the temptations of the world, nor to the comforts of spiritual experience in and of themselves.

Instead, the walk is a type of self sacrifice in Divine Love. It is an action that expresses the deepest love of the spiritual warrior as they strive to make every action count. It is a beautiful act that is daring, precise and sustained.

The Unleavened Saint is aware that they only have one life on Earth. During this time, they aim to hit the high mark. They remind themselves that within eternity their reward is fixed. For even though they are not greedy, they nevertheless have a deep desire to make their actions be the best expressions of themselves that they possibly can. This will save as many souls as possible, but it also gains honour for them. The Unleavened Saint has a deep sense of honour. They don't seek the honour granted to them by other people, but instead the honour of righteous action in self-sacrificing Divine Love.

## Spiritual Soul War

Spiritual soul war explains spiritual warfare from a human viewpoint. It involves confrontations of spirit and soul that affects lives, jobs and relationships on an epic scale. This was always true of spiritual warfare, but the understanding of it has become diluted.

### A Frightening Scenario

The disciple wakes up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. They feel depressed, fearful and distressed. There is a voice which says "I told you that you are stupid, now you will lose everything," "I hate you because you are fat," "God doesn't love you". There is a pressure on the base of the spine, the emotion is dark, almost suicidal in nature. The pressure on the soul is extremely difficult to bear, since it can't be made to go away.

### The Missing Human Element

We should become aware that unsaved humans are manipulated by fallen angels and demons in order to attack disciples. This is the missing human element that Christianity has rarely pieced together. While there are many teachings on the fight against principalities and powers, the lukewarm nature of today's believers means that the knowledge of spiritual warfare is not as advanced as many boast. It tends to be spiritual only, denying the involvement of personal feelings, growth, group-level warfare and the necessity of sanctification.

It sees spiritual warfare in a relatively abstract way—prayer is only required when something goes "wrong". Spiritual attacks seem unrelated to the lessons that the believer needs to learn. To probe into the personal life of the believer seems rude or unnecessary.

To take someone deep into the truth about their personal war would blow the lid on too many issues, organisations and people. It could threaten organised bodies of believers, investor relations and public perceptions. The upshot of all of this is that if you fight serious spiritual warfare, the world hates you along with the lukewarm believers. Spiritual warfare is relegated to the hill country like Judas Maccabees, but it always holds the future hope of the gospel.

Spiritual battles unfold in unseen realms parallel to our physical world. These mostly affect the spirit and soul of a disciple, but sometimes they manifest in physical events. A disciple might get an unwarranted parking ticket. They might get an undeserved bill or some extortionate charge. Such events parallel a feeling that is "wrong," "dark" and "heavy".

If these events are examined with sensitivity, there will be the overriding feeling of spiritual attack. Such feelings should not be pushed aside as "crazy" or "paranoid". These kinds of feelings contain useful information, but the information is irrational and needs to be evaluated with clear thinking.

### Feelings, Visions, Words

It is not wrong to trust feelings. Feelings and rational thought are polar opposites. If we are balanced, we will trust feelings in conjunction with our inspired walk of faith. We will examine them but not discard them.

Some people also have visions. They can see the influence of these oppressive people on their lives. If they are gifted then they might also see the fallen angel or demon that is responsible. It is possible to gain this knowledge by word of the Holy Spirit. The same spirits that operated in the scriptures are found operating today.

Many oppressive persons know nothing about the fact that they belong to satan and his fallen angels. Sometimes they believe in a "spirit guide" or a "guiding angel". Since they belong to these fallen angels then their very way of life is at odds with the set-apart life of the disciple. This is one of the reasons that a "battle" ensues, it tends to occur rather automatically, but it will only happen through certain people. Most of Satan's people are nice to us—they would be happy to have us round to their houses for a cup of tea. Others become persecutors. Spirits of satan manipulate them, filling them with great hatred toward us.

We can consider all sizes of battles as having meaning, and we should fight them as we are led. It can be a "fight" for someone to see our point of view, or a spiritual stand for Daniel to pray to YEHOVA despite King Darius' decree forbidding it for thirty days (Daniel 6). We should make no judgement about the scale. Sometimes small wars are of great importance.

There is a way in which we can see our entire life as a struggle. "Battle," whether spiritual warfare or simply the "battle of daily life", is part of the "fivefold office of life". It is the Apostles speciality, but it is for all of us to engage. The disciple sees spiritual warfare as a seamless part of his or her life.

### Bipolar Disorder

Intense spiritual warfare can be similar to "bipolar disorder," "clinical depression" and "insanity". If it is not understood and dealt with, then people might even attend a doctor or psychiatrist. There was one woman I know who did this, but I had a dream and it contained the message that she is a prophet, and that she should not consult the psychiatrist.

I would not say this to everyone (disclaimer). She had received the same word from YEHOVA herself.

Dealing with the "unknown" is difficult. It will make us look weak and it might seem as though we do not know what we are doing. Following the Holy Spirit is an art, it cannot be defined logically. Fighting spiritual warfare can be horrible. There is bound to be distress and confusion.

Disciples need to learn how to fight with intelligence. They need to train themselves to recognise and deal with warfare in their spirit. This activity may not completely cure depression, but in learning to fight the disciple will have a deep sense of peace. They will know that they are doing the right thing. Eventually they will experience liberation, and they will gain many gifts of power from YEHOVA.

### 'Will' As The Basis of Witchcraft

As the more skilled witches know, thoughts and "will" form the basis of magic. Ritual in itself is rather meaningless. Ritual is only used to symbolise "will", but it is not required, and even constitutes a hindrance to the most powerful witchcraft. If you have a crutch (broomstick...) you have to lean on it.

This stands contrary to the beliefs and practices of Pentecostal Christians, who have their own forms of ritual to YEHOVA. Those I know force themselves to pray for x hours a day, recite scriptures repetitively and operate within what they understand. They don't like mystery.

We prefer a more natural, organic relationship with YEHOVA. It is not that we don't feel reassured by the stability of "known" facts, but we are called to engage the "unknown" and "unknowable" aspects of life. These take us out of our comfort zone, enhancing what we "know" in the process.

The lens we are wearing colours our perception of spiritual warfare. The Pentecostal sees enemies through their own lens, which means they are all "ritual" practitioners (i.e. witches, sorcerers).

If we see all enemies of the gospel as witches, we will have a very strange view of reality. If we realise that "rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft" (1 Samuel 15:23)—hence people are "witches"—then we will have a more accurate view. Spiritual warfare deals with the "unknown". While we must engage this "unknown" reality, we must not forget to stay sane and sober by incorporating it in the "known".

### How To View Spiritual Soul War

Spiritual soul war is akin to Old Testament warfare, except it takes place on a spiritual battlefield. This might sound "easy peasy", but although less frightening and brutal, it can be very inescapable, overwhelming and depressing.

Spiritual soul war might not involve a hack-and-slash physical battle, but it is still a grim affair. We cannot live as ordinary people do, and we can appear weak, depressed, insane.

Persecution is a passive form of spiritual warfare where spiritual soul war is the active form Both forms are necessary at times.

### The Two Witnesses

Some people will ask whether we should have an aggressive attitude. They will say that this teaching is too extreme.

The scriptures regarding the two witnesses should put a stop to any thought that we are preaching peace on Earth, as false Christians love to assert. The two witnesses will evidence the furious power of YEHOVA, as they prophecy for their allotted 1260 day period.

They are "the two olive trees" and the two lamp-stands, and "they stand before the Lord of the earth." If anyone tries to harm them, fire comes from their mouths and devours their enemies. – Revelation 11:4,5

We can take inspiration from their invisible presence, should we have the gifting to be able to do this. It might sound like bragging, but if I do not tell you that you can spiritually communicate with other souls, then I do you a disservice. As ever, you do not initiate this ability yourself, but the Ruach ha-Kodesh grants an initiation. The initiation opens up your ability for communication.

The ability for communication that prophets have is rather great, but it also forms a basis for distress. Being able to perceive the pain and madness of the world—as well as the thoughts and intentions of the enemy toward you—is rather disturbing. Every gift has a price. The price of being a prophet is so steep that you would not want it for a "party trick"—I can assure you of that.

### Persecution as the "Passive" Form of Spiritual Warfare

Realise that persecution is the passive form of spiritual warfare. We are attacked, yet we do not fight back. We will "pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you" (Matthew 5:44 KJV)

I don't want people to treat their spiritual persecution passively unless they are called to do so. We must discern the will of YEHOVA, so that we know whether we should be active or passive. Both have their advantages and disadvantages, and neither is better than the other.

### Prophetic Artwork

Spiritual soul war is "strange", because it involves combat outside of our normal perception. Visions of angels and demons fighting may come to the visual faculty of the prophet. This is a straight vision—we see what is there.

What may also be seen are, for example, visions of WW2 battles. Soldiers, tanks and guns fighting a bizarre war.

The reason a disciple sees in this way is because the actual perceptions are outside of what he or she "knows" 1. As a result the Holy Spirit supplies the image which best visualises the concept of what is happening, symbolism, in other words. Joseph saw sheaves of wheat and hippo's; these were symbolic representations of real forces.

We are all affected by forces we cannot see, these are often put down to good luck, or having a bad day. Peering into the spiritual realm, the prophet sees things differently. Art is a way to access and record prophecy.

The pencil compositions on this page are my own. I find them an effective way to record dreams and visions. I also find them a beautiful way to combat the difficulty of dealing with the unknown. Instead of grappling with vague forces, I see them physically.

### Power

We gain power through our battles. "Power" means our empowerment as disciples. It is not about becoming a controlling, ambitious person who is concerned with wealth and status. We are fighting for honour and glory in service to Yehoshua ha-Maschiach. Aiming to "get free" of a battle is a wrong motive, "now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold" (1 Peter 1:6,7)

It must be seen clearly that it is not righteous to fight for one's own pleasures. There must be a hatred toward dishonourable pleasure-seeking. Such discipline is learned against the grain of our current society (notwithstanding the fact that any discipline gained therein is service to fallen angels).

Spiritual warfare involves a type of battle which is real, authentic, inspired; a righteous response to evil. Ruthless self-honesty is needed so that we confront our own weaknesses and struggles. The main difference between us and our leavened brethren is that spiritual warfare is an integrated part of our lives. It is not a separate "event".

### Example: Leviathan

> "Thou brakest the heads of leviathan in pieces, and gavest him to be meat to the people inhabiting the wilderness,"——

My battle with Leviathan was through people who had a spirit of empire and dominion. They mocked my work. Subtly, and deviously they also tempted me to take pride in it. I resisted it with difficult spiritual soul war leading through a series of victories. "Depression into light," "discomfort and frustration to release," and "unhappiness to integration of increased personal power."

### The Psychological Experience

Spiritual Soul War can be subtle; the disciple feels depressed, angry or humiliated. They hear voices which taunt, mock and laugh at them. The voices tempt, insult and generally attempt to wear down the faith of the disciple.

The inability to shake these voices off leads to greater depression and a feeling that life is just "too much". At these times we should take hope that we are being persecuted for His name's sake and renew the fight, taking it to the enemy.

When I was at a job, a colleague told me about a previous job where she had been under a controlling boss. This man was sleazy and sexually inappropriate. Despite what most people might say, she told me that it had essentially strengthened her. She might not have been a Christian, but I think YEHOVA wanted me to hear those words. Tyrants are a type of enemy that cause us to learn much; they give us terrible tests that gain us personal power.

I had persecution from a pastor and a web manager in a ministry. Under the oppression of the web manager who fired me, my web design talent became greater than it had ever been before. The anointing was increased by victory in the spiritual soul war.

### The Highs And The Lows

Many times we will feel that lifted above our enemies. The Apostle Peter spoke of "an inexpressible and glorious joy". Genuine spiritual experiences elude the lukewarm, because they have done nothing to merit them. Having not fought spiritual warfare, they don't get any victory.

They don't make breakthroughs in life because they run away out of cowardice.

For the unleavened disciple, such a weak attitude to faith must be put off at the first opportunity. We all have desires for food, world, relationships and spiritual pleasure, but the real spiritual pleasure is found beyond all these things. Much of the "spiritual" pleasures within Christianity are in error, for they are part of the old man. They are super-ego rather than "the light."

### Soul Cords

Close friends and family can sometimes strike at us when we least expect it. It will be surprising just who will attack the disciple, and when, and for what reason. Judas betrayed Yehoshua for mere silver. Deep down, he must have had a strange compulsion to fight against our Messiah.

It stands to reason that people that we are close to have more of a grip on our souls. "Soul cords" can be abused. We should beware of the existence of latent soul cords in previous friends and family.

### Temptation to Suicide

To commit suicide is forbidden. YEHOVA has said that the danger is condemnation in Hell. It is murder against oneself, which cannot be forgiven now that the body is dead. We must keep this in mind, and realise that suicidal feelings are part of fighting warfare.

The enemy desires to crush us, but the reward will eventually be a liberation from all oppression. In the darkness of oppression it can seem otherwise. It can seem as if one's life is engaged in hopelessness and in despair, wasted by the relentless engagement with a spiritual opponent. Let us return to the example of the oppressed disciple:

The disciple wakes up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. They feel depressed, fearful and distressed. There is a voice which says "I told you that you are stupid, now you will lose everything". It continues "I hate you because you are fat", and increases the pressure with the age-old classic "God doesn't love you". There is a pressure on the base of the spine. The disciple feels a weird itching sensation. They feel dreadful, and they don't know what to do.

Unbeknownst to many disciples, the tests brought to them are in their lives for a reason. The persecution in this example is of someone being assaulted with thoughts that they are "stupid," "fat" and "unlovable." This could be enough to drive the person insane, if they did not consider that they can fight back.

It may seem that these voices are the very obstacle to growth, when in fact the presence of this oppressor contains the very keys to victory. By standing up to the enemy, we acquire strengths we never had—we regain strengths that were lost.

These strengths are exactly in the areas where we hurt the most. This is the very point—by fighting back we strengthen these weak areas. This is the great secret of spiritual warfare—the one that overcomes the "victim mentality." It hurts, but it achieves deep work on our soul—work needed if we are to become sanctified disciples.

Just as with Samson, our enemies if defeated—are "lions" from whom we gain the "honey" of personal power.

### Fight and Flight Reaction

The fight or flight reaction is a very important part of the training of a military soldier, it needs to be re-wired so that it does not become a snare to us.

  * Fight – aggressive action, but which lends itself to burnout and inefficiency.

  * Flight – give way to fear and run, which may not be the safest action.

What we need instead of "fight" or "flight" is the trained soldier reaction. Soldiers experience tremendous pressures, but they have trained themselves to simply perform according to their training. This makes an experienced soldier worth a lot more to an army than someone who is inexperienced. The value is in their ability to handle themselves while in a threatening situation.

### Identifying A Spiritual Soul War

One of the most obscure parts for anyone to learn is to actually recognise that a spiritual soul war is taking place.

Emotions and thoughts appear to come from our own mind. For this reason, when a man or a woman gets depressed, they may tend to assume that they are depressed because their mind has somehow gone bad, or that it is because of the circumstances of their life. Even though this seems so very rational, disciples must realise that this is not the truth.

It is astounding to realise what men and women do to each other every day of the week. The invisible nature of the inner realms means that people harm each other without a second thought. As long as they are not physically fighting, they think that no harm is being done. Yehoshua taught us to be responsible for what proceeded from us; "But those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart; and they defile the man." (Matthew 15:18)

While some may believe that "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can never hurt me", they are in error. Sticks and stones harm the physical body. Words harm the soul. Having a thick skin is not a real shield against spiritual warfare, but It does admittedly afford a certain type of defence against the unknown. The "shield of faith" (Ephesians 6:16) is what we really need. This constitutes a real shield—and is what we should be relying on.

### The Oppressing Person

The person who attacks someone is spiritual soul war could be called an "oppressor", or an "oppressing person". They are someone who causes negative thoughts and emotions in the disciple. This happens from a distance, outside of the physical realm, through soulish means. The disciple is liable not to notice what is happening to them. Herein lies its greatest threat—that of a stealth victory.

It is sneaky, we can't always see why we feel tempted to hand in the towel, to backslide or to give up an inspired course of action. The oppressor thrives in secrecy, away from light.

The oppressed disciple feels a wide range of negative and persistent negative emotions from depression, anger, low self esteem, and other forms of unhappiness and even ill-health. The oppressing person is to blame for all of this, but since the disciple is not aware of what is happening they just put it down to something they cannot explain. Often they think that YEHOVA is angry with them, or hates them, when it is the oppressing person. This is exactly what the oppressor seeks—it gives them power in the situation, making them invisible, and appearing to be Elohim.

The hidden nature of the oppressive person is one of the most important points to learn. We should not assume that negative emotions occur within us for no reason. It is much more likely to be due to an oppressing person, than for any other reason.

### Use of the term

To actually use the term "oppressing person" is useful since it exposes what is wrought in darkness to light. Oppressing people do not like to be noticed, lies breed in darkness. Noticing, naming and understanding the oppressive person is like shining a flash-light on an enemy intruder. The enemy no longer has the stealth advantage.

### Practical Examples

Let's consider three forms of spiritual oppression, from the view of the oppressor themselves. What are the received thoughts, and the possible outcome if the war is not fought?

  1. "That disciple is crazy to worship this God, who is a vindictive tyrant"

    1. The disciple feels an unexplainable anger towards YEHOVA, and feels that YEHOVA is unfairly treating him.

    2. The disciple leaves ministry and goes back to the world.

  2. "The reason you are unhappy is that you are a bad person who never treats people right. It is not spirituality that is to blame. You need to take charge of your life and stop blaming others"

    1. The disciple feels that they should start to behave differently. Acting nice and proper, they fail to have the enthusiasm for spiritual warfare.

    2. The result is that they sell out to a worldly false-Christian spirituality.

  3. "You are to blame for your unhappy life so kill yourself and do us a favour"

    1. The disciple feels intensely suicidal, that their life is not living. If there is no help the disciple could even kill themselves.

    2. The oppressive person has ruined their life. In desperation they might sell out to a false spirituality.

The oppressor is using soulish bondage to attempt to bring about an effect. To expose oppressing people helps to combat this stealthy approach. Such stealthy predators do not like to have the bright flash-light of the guard-post shining at them. They were not prepared for outright spiritual warfare, and only brought along spiritual small arms, since their tactic was stealth. In a spiritual manner, it can be quite good to simply open fire on them, beating them back with a response they were not expecting.

Realise that a disciple of Yehoshua is often a relatively strong person. Being exposed to constant criticisms, dejections and hardships makes them spiritually stronger than the worlds people, generally speaking.

The world's people also tend not to be prepared to fight spiritual warfare to the bitter end; why would they? to them it started out as a laugh and a joke...

The world's people laugh and mock, but YEHOVA is tolerating their persecution for a time only. Hell is full of those who laughed at and mocked Christians. They will be had in derision, unless they repent.

## The Spiritual Warrior And The Tyrant

A lost truth in today's disciples is the fleshly interpretation of Yehoshua the lamb. Christians attempt to emulate meekness, love and kindness. But in emulating him they forget one thing; He was being obedient. It was not weakness. He was at one with the Father, and the Father rent the temple in two. Harlot Christians are weak because it is an easy road. They think it is "love," "kindness," "meekness."

Unless it is a verbal rebuke, we are outwardly peaceful, but in our spiritual warfare we wrestle with many things, and I don't think that we can be peaceful here. We will be overrun with the principalities, powers and spiritual-soul-war opponents that we face.

To a spiritual warrior, we do not know whether we will have harsh words or soft words, whether we will have to act boldly, or passively withdraw. The plan is given by the Father. We should seek to do the will of Yehoshua, rather than to try and emulate cut and dry Christian concepts themselves.

The concept of a warrior does not only apply to strength, but to an attitude of discipline, sophistication, tact, sensitivity and spiritual surrender. By cultivating various qualities in ourselves, and ridding ourselves of the old man, we become like unto a sharp sword.

Our words, daily actions and creative works are imbued with what is in reality a weapon against Satan's kingdom, for this is the plan for our lives. The spiritual warrior then, must be distinguished from some type of physical warrior, even a peaceful, non-violent one. It is something spiritual, it requires practice and training.

### The Tyrant

Tyrants are men, women, fallen angels or demons that are given power to afflict you, specifically when the power that is given to them is prolonged, sustained and focussed. Tyrants are not just anyone who persecutes you—not by any means. To be truly classified as a "tyrant" they must be those who hold a powerful position of oppression in your life, such that you are forced to redefine yourself in order to survive.

This article is geared toward dealing with tyrants, but it also serves as a general guide to spiritual warfare. It deals with what could be termed "psychic attack" or spiritual warfare. Because it is a practical science of discipleship, it applies to many other circumstances.

Realise that spiritual warfare happens because you are a disciple—it is evidence of the good that you are doing for the kingdom. Every time you fight these fearful battles you gain a victory both for yourself and for Heaven. If you get a tyrant, you are even more lucky, but you will feel as if your entire life has failed. This is the darkness they will cause you to enter, David bore witness to the "miry clay":

> He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my—

### Spiritual Oppression Is Commonly Called "Depression"

One of the first steps is the most difficult. It is the step where you decide to peer into the darkness of what could easily be mistaken for "depression."

What is depression anyway? It is most likely souls who are being vexated by spirits of one form or another. The only real difference is that we are disciples, and have power to fight back, whereas they are helplessly subdued by the dis-empowerment of the lack of knowledge, the medical system and satan.

To your shock and horror, when you peer in, you see other human beings peering back. They are fighting you in the spiritual realm. Demons, fallen angels, or the "bird self" of other people might also be discerned. You wonder if it is real—it seems too strange, but in your daily life you see confirmations.

Those that hate you in daily life attack you in the spiritual realm, those that side with you in the spirit are those who are your friends on the Earth. After a while, you begin to gain your bearings in this strange realm of the spirit. Are you mad? Are you sane? These classifications mean very little. All you know is that you are dealing with something real, but rather intangible.

### Moving Away from the Victim Mentality

We must not allow the victim-mentality to take hold. Some, in being new to the difficulties of spiritual warfare, really do not want to engage their battles. Instead they want to go to Heaven as fast as possible. They are living in the future and not the present. They feel victimised when unpleasant emotions arise in them as a result of their spiritual battles.

It is not easy to have terrible emotional battles when other people around us appear to be enjoying their lives. The sheer suffering and misery inflicted upon disciples in what seem like totally unfair conditions creates a severe stress. The tendency is to collapse into self-pity. However, the great opportunity is to use the situation to remove the root of self-pity itself, which would otherwise not have been exposed.

This is the great opportunity that the tyrant presents. Normally we don't see our self-pity or our self-importance, which are the two sides of the coin of egotism. Under conditions of tyrannical persecution we come face to face with this "monster" inside ourselves, and it can be put off.

### Tyrants Yield Power

The secret of tyrants is that they serve the purpose of gaining power. One common mistake is to think that we are depressed and go to a doctor.

A second mistake is to believe that there is nothing that we can do. This is addressed by learning the four directions, which are four types of activity you can perform.

It is by performing these activities that we gradually come to the place where YEHOVA delivers our soul from oppression, but in the actual fight it can feel as though there is no hope. This is the very reason we need to learn these concepts. They give us something to focus on. Instead of feeling like a victim, we begin to act like disciples. This is pleasing to YEHOVA.

What I am teaching here is the "science" of discipleship. The four directions, while not taught directly, are certainly found by reading about the lives of Biblical characters.

### Handling Tyrants: The Four Directions

There are four directions which constitute four purposes in life. These are discussed at length in the chapter about our spiritual blueprint. What we need to realise is that they constitute four things you can do when you are in a battle, and a fifth which we will speak about separately.

The great difference with "common" persecution and tyrants is that we just feel absolutely impotent, powerless, depressed, afraid, dejected, rejected, hated, mocked and confused. We need a practical strategy to put into place when this occurs.

### Failure Only Comes If You Totally Quit

Tyrants might be allowed to take things from us, but they cannot take our free will. They could take our life if given the power, but they cannot take our spiritual decision to serve YEHOVA. We can train ourselves to see that Yehoshua is more important than our lives themselves. When I say "train ourselves" I mean that the logical recognition is not enough. We are tested on it, for it is not only physical martyrdom that requires sacrifice. Sacrifices are many for we "die daily."

The amazing truth we discover is that the only true failure is to permanently give up. Even temporarily "giving up" is not the same as truly quitting. To temporarily feel "beat down" really means that we are remaining in the fight. Furthermore, even the smallest of our actions constitutes "our fight." Each activity we engage in resists the enemy. Therefore, we should understand that to fight back, even against a hopeless enemy, yields many great benefits. "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." (Philippians 4:13)

To do this means not to believe in the outward appearance; Goliath was massive, but it held no meaning in truth.

The truth was "Philippians 4:13." That is the sole truth, but outwardly it can sometimes appear that we are losing. To appear to be losing means nothing to us as disciples. To remain in the fight is all, and we must do it to "the end" if necessary. "The end" will not be a "bitter end," it will be "sweet," for even if the tyrant is not overcome (unlikely) then the disciple has died in the true faith, and will go to Heaven.

This should not be viewed as "defeat." YEHOVA will bring justice, the martyr's death having warranted it. We will all have the end of our physical bodies. The only true failure is to give up.

### Patience and Justice

Justice is placed out of balance as we "stay in the fight." Patience then, makes "justice increase," until it comes to our aid. This is one way to understand the death of the martyrs. According to the prophet Elisabeth Elijah, the tsunami that swept Japan was vengeance for the persecution and murder of Christians.

Patience is the tension in a bow, the arrow is justice. Never underestimate what happens when you patiently endure.

"Fighting back" has four quarters, and a fifth, which is the spirit of YEHOVA. These correspond to four directions. They are actually the four "purposes" of YEHOVA:

### 1. North, Action And Discipline

This is the spiritual battlefield, but it is also the direction of "action" in general. Every action is a "little fight." Clean the house, listen to some music, plan your day... above all else, overcome "inertia."

Spiritual warfare also includes overcoming evil through aggressive forms of confrontation in the spiritual realm.

Overall, action is just "action;" it involves doing something.

### 2. East, Clarity And Order

Clarity is the ability to take a confused state of being, and make it clearer, aiding insight and clear thinking. Solutions then emerge, which can be channelled into any of the other directions; taking action, for example.

You could: (1) Read articles on a Bible topic you don't understand, (2) think about an area of confusion, (3) write your testimony. All of these will gain clarity. Never underestimate it's importance. Like the word itself, it has the quality of being "sharp." Brutes can fight spiritual warfare all day long, but the unleavened Gospel disciple needs a sharp weapon.

The word (Torah) is the ultimate, for it is "sharper than any two edged sword." Clarity is an aspect of that. It is the true use of logical thought.

### 3. South, Dreaming And Power

We pray and praise which increases our anointing.

Consider though, the little activities of daily life, watering plants, sending uplifting messages, thoughts or prayers to others, and maintaining a relationship.

The anointing is "dreamed in" to the soul, with visual and informational aspects that the dreamer becomes cognisant of. Anointing is required, so that it fuels all the other directions. If we run out of this type of power, we feel drained and we are ineffective.

Patience is also assigned here. As I described above, when we patiently endure, then justice is put out of balance until such a time as divine recompense is required.

### 4. West, Feeling And Sacrifice

Sometimes we have to fathom out feelings that we have—a feeling we can't shake. This can lead to further clarity, or an idea. Sometimes when we are caught in a difficult spot we absolutely do not know what to do. At this time we should not attempt to resort to the other directions, but instead allow a subtle feeling to emerge within us. After a while, a sensation of certain words, actions or thoughts comes to us. When acted upon, these yield great victories. The point is to embrace the irrational, not shun it as too weird.

Another aspect of the west is that it is the place of death leading to resurrection. The west is associated with the ox—a sacrificial animal.

### 5. YEHOVA, Spirit

We cannot manipulate YEHOVA, but by living all the previous four, and by an act of pure faith, we sometimes go beyond these techniques into a moment of great perfection.

When called, we must expect miracles in acts of pure, seemingly reckless faith. In the Book of Tobit, Raguel took great faith in marrying Sara, knowing that seven previous husbands had been killed by the demon Asmodeus (In Catholic thought one of the arch demons in Hell, and an overseer of the sin of "lust") In so doing, Raguel took a leap into the unknown, and YEHOVA delivered Sara from the demon.

At some point it is seen that the fifth point is—quite mysteriously—the only one in operation. Our very ability to take action, gain clarity, dream or feel depends on the level of our faith. Our own faith is a mystery even to us. Those who do well or do not do well as disciples often surprise themselves as well as others. We do not know whether we will obey Yehoshua until we are called to do so. This is a strange fact of life. Practically speaking, we will live by employing the four activities until we arrive at the level of peak moments of faith. Later on, I do believe that it will change. We will live in the realm of the miraculous more commonly.

Above all else, the overriding message is to avoid the victim mentality—take one of these activities and simply perform it. You will be very surprised at how much power is vested in you by the Ruach ha-Kodesh.

What happens when we do this?

### Samson's Honey

When we fight back a wonderful thing emerges. We realise that we must fight battles in order for our kingdom to grow.

Samson took the honey from the carcass of the lion. From our deep study point of view, He really took power in the form of honey. (south) This strengthened his spirit. Remember also that Jonathan ate honey and it "brightened his eyes." He saw the foolishness in the religious and disobedient fasting of King Saul.

To recover treasure, power and energy is a matter of discernment. We must not be "nice" people but obedient to YEHOVA. YEHOVA makes spiritual hunters of disciples. This might seem more aggressive than what you have been taught. When balanced with compassion, love and peace it is seen to be an aspect of perfection.

Retrieving treasure from enemies is a spiritual phenomenon as well as a physical one. In some ways, the spiritual aspect has always been more important. This is the concept of personal growth taken into a truly spiritual zone. Personal growth cannot ever succeed through mental techniques. Growth comes through conflicts, battles and hard work. Anyone who tells you otherwise is a salesman.

## The Shield Of Faith And Scriptural Integrity Armour

The spiritual warfare of which I speak can only take a true form when the spiritual and prophetic gifts have opened up. These open up more in prophets than in other types of minister, but we all have these same principles in common.

The fact of being more spiritually-open presents a threat and a challenge. Usually the dull awareness of perceiving the soulish-spiritual realm makes people **oblivious** to it, which is a type of **shield in itself, but unleavened gospel disciples, stripped of this ordinary "ignorance- blanket" of protection, need the real scriptural armour of faith fast.**

**The "ignorance-blanket" is not a real shield. Leavened Christians are in real danger, but unleavened disciples are face to face with the danger. If they don't find it they will feel overcome daily (whereas leavened Christians slowly are walking toward the lemming cliff-edge). This is why I said they "need the real scriptural armour of faith." We all need it, but they have a pressing need that they are aware of.**

**Yet another way to describe it is that the unleavened disciples are ready to fight a spiritual war at any time. This war is very real. It can be horrible. The leavened Christians, brandishing scripture quotes and imaginary swords, are in reality only in the play-pen of satan, which is the harlot church. He has given them imaginary spiritual warfare, about which they feel confident and proud. Some of this might have a degree of effect, but it is not a direct exposure to the spiritual world. As a result, the real spiritual battle might frighten them.**

Leavened Christians do not generally understand the notion of spiritual armour. They may believe that the armour is constructed by repetition of scriptures, and by fervent believe-ism. The truth, however, is that the armour is forged from **spiritual** principles(i.e. the shield of **faith** ). These spiritual principles may be learned by reading the Bible, but they are not contained in the words themselves. The Ruach ha-Kodesh reveals the Scriptures to us, bringing them to life.

We need **a spiritual shield** even more readily once our gifts have opened up. This is because we no longer have the old pseudo-shield of ignorance. Realise that although ignorance is not a true shield, by reason of spiritual blindness we were unable to perceive this realm. In this blindness we also had a measure of protection, because what we could not perceive had less effect on us.

These are just some of the principles I have learned in spiritual warfare. Although I have not been overtly scriptural, you will tend to find that what I have learned through inspired experience is also written in the scriptures.

For although I do not appear to be teaching the sword of the spirit, and the armour mentioned in Ephesians, in fact I **am** teaching this, albeit in a roundabout way. This is quite deliberate, for many people only look at the _letter which killeth._ Realise then that the shield of Faith is Faith **itself!** It is not merely a metaphysical spiritual shield that you must affirm in repetitious prayer. The having of actual **faith** constitutes the strongest form of this shield, much stronger than any belief.

## The Vanity Of Individuality

The vanity of individuality describes the realisation necessary for the first step in freedom from the old man. It is not possible to realise how vain we are without Divine intervention. When we do so, what we begin to see is a strange and terrifying realisation: The life that we have living so far is a lie.

Our sense of self is constituted of a fabric of self-thoughts, "I am a family man," "I am a sportsman," "I am an intelligent person" "I am young and carefree," "I am old and enjoy 50's music," "I am a sassy, confident woman." But is this really the truth? Are we really identical to our thoughts about ourselves?

A little logic will tell us that we cannot be our self-thoughts, but without spiritual transformation we cannot penetrate any further.

There are plenty of friends in our social network who can keep our sham self-image intact. Sometimes we see things that frighten us, yet by going round a friend's house for a chat and a cup of tea, we restore the sense of security. Their image of us has repaired the hole that was created by too much deep thinking, prayer or self-reflection.

If I want to break this self-image, my friends will try to place me back into the status-quo (or "known"). The groups, friend circles and work relationships have knitted me in; this "family", maintained by the fallen angels, keeps men and women enslaved in a mental and emotional box of self-image. It is not their real self; the fallen angels do not want people to know themselves; friends will reject you if you go too far.

The clever will ask me at this point: Yes but what about those people who take up a spiritual path. Don't you teach that this is also the fallen angels?

I do, but realise that the fallen angels have merely switched game plan. If someone is astute enough to break free of the perimeter fence of "self-image" then a new barrier is implemented. This "second prison" is invisible since it is constituted of a false sense of freedom: The spiritually enlightened feel that they are free, but they are not. The fallen angels are master strategists, they give a deception to cover each eventuality.

## The Godhead And Counterfeit Spiritual Enlightenment

Life exists as a sort of mystery that Elohim selected from out of a marvellous realm of all-possibility. This realm is almost like negative-space. Like the concept of antimatter, it has the quality of being "uncreated."

If the life we know is "something," then it must be it's counterpart; namely, "nothing." Thus we could use the word "nothingness." However, I must state that "nothing" does not refer to "nothing" as in a blank space, for even a space is "some-thing."

"Nothing" is no-thing, but it is also the Creator. The appearance of the Creator as the Trinity has appeared by virtue of the perfect formlessness standing as the prior reality. Some people have used the term "Godhead;" I will also use it, but I want you to know that there are very, very few people who would use the term "Godhead" and yet remain faithful disciples to YEHOVA. Most are counterfeit (such as Kabbalah and Gnosticism).

I use the name YEHOVA to describe both this "Godhead" and the Trinity, for they are one.

### Attempting To Describe What Is Beyond Words...

In the Godhead there is nothing that cannot be. There is no limiting force on what could come out of it. This gives it the nature of being "the cause" rather than "the effect."

The Godhead is a marvel, the power and awesomeness of it is beyond thinking. It is not constrained, it does not have any definition. Any wonder that we could ever imagine could come out of the glorious depths and limitless free space (which is also free of the constriction of being defined as space).

The Godhead is beyond all "form" and understanding, an "unknowable" mystery that can nevertheless be experienced.

Another way to express this is to think of matter, energy, space and time (the scientific concept of MEST or STEM): Consider each of these and then consider what it would be like to be free of them.

### The Contemplation

What would it be like to be free of matter?

Pretty good I imagine, you now have no physical threats to your well being, no aches and pains, no struggle with the shopping trolley...

But what about space also?

Space can seem too big, or too small. It can be hard to maintain. Stepping free of it is hard to imagine, but of course I use an analogy since where would you step to?

Assuming that you have done this then you are now beyond matter and space.

But what about energy?

Sometimes you get bored and feel run-down; at other times you feel burned out, but now you are free of either.

Finally you can also consider the usual limitations implied by time. This one must surely be a relief, once free of the psychological demands of time you are free of a lifetime of pain and a future of worry and fear.

### However

The danger is to "dawdle" in a sense of Divine freedom, but unleavened gospel disciples do not seek to bask in a sense of freedom like this. The work of soul winning must go on, and we must remember that Heaven and Hell remain in the balance. Thus, we may well be free of fear, but sometimes fear is a useful means to save others, and to keep ourselves in check.

Realise that when we feel this essential unity with YEHOVA, that we essentially reduce our self-will. If we were to expand and call ourselves YEHOVA, then this would be a lie. Instead, what is happening is that our sense of self is dissolving. We merge back into a close sense of unity prior to the divided mind of identity.

I don't like the word nonduality because it implies that we are YEHOVA Himself. This is not the truth, but the union is very hard to describe. In one sense, you can see where the counterfeit teachers got this term from, but in another, you can see that it isn't quite right (even for them in their counterfeit delusion of Satan).

#### The Counterfeit

The counterfeit realisation of the Godhead is all across Eastern Mysticism, the New Age and false spirituality. In particular, it is termed 'Enlightenment' by teachers such as Eckhart Tollè, who identifies with a false experience of a 'Godhead'.

I am not fully aware of their experience, but it appears that they are simply deceived into a false view of 'source' by satan. Their description of their experience is similar to my own experience of the true source of life, but with several key differences.

The main difference is of course the requirement, even beyond a merely moral level, of holiness. The True Light of YEHOVA is not the false light of Buddhism or Eckhart Tollè. The True Light of YEHOVA requires obedience to Divine Law, which is revealed in revelation and prophecy. The false teachers sometimes teach a type of 'right action'(including Buddhists) but it is also false – it stems from a fallen angel counterfeit of the teachings of Yeshua the Eternal Son.

YEHOVA, while having the nature of Divine Love, Divine Light and Divine Life – is also Divine Law manifesting as Divine Wrath against those who have rejected His spirit. Hell does exist, and it is as the common forms of Christianity teach(or at least, that they should teach were they not in rebellion). Hell is the wrath of YEHOVA abiding on condemned souls for eternity. This is another mystery that is rather difficult to accept. Save it to say that Divine Law is inherent within the mystery of Divine Love...

#### True Christian Nonduality?

True "nonduality" is possible within true Christianity. It has nothing to do with the realisations of "Catholic" saints like Meister Eckhart, or with so-called "Christian realisers" like Bernadette Roberts. This is false Christianity resulting in the same counterfeit realisation of "I AM."

#### There Are Stages Of Spiritual Growth

I see many flaws in the teachings of nonduality. The nondual teachers rarely admit that a higher force is the one who activates their learning. They will disagree strongly, but if pressed, they will have to admit that they don't know why "one night I just woke up," they don't know why they had "a dark night of the soul," they cannot account for "stages of understanding." They see it as if there is nothing that they could have done. In a sense, they are quite correct, in another, dangerously wrong.

The truth that I teach is that it is either YEHOVA or satan that opens doors to understandings. Our ordinary and "spiritual" lives blend together. They cannot truly be separated ( this fact is of great relevance to the "new dispensation," discussed later in this text )

The great lie of nonduality is that since "I have awakened to myself" then there was nobody else there that could have done it.

#### Sober Thought

The nondual teachers are often dismissive of those who use critical thought. They talk as if the Godhead is nothing at all, but in fact it must be, in one sense, "something." It must be that which is "not-created."

If they do not have a definition for it then why do they always use pictures of the sky, or of vast ocean vistas, or of rolling wide meadows to cover their CD's, workshop flyers or books?

They are trying to show something through imagery. If their realisation really was "nothing" then they would use a picture of a "potato," or a "packet of crisps." Clearly, they do not do this.

It is much worse than this, however, because they are not really realising the true "I Am" at all. They have a counterfeit of the truth, and though they speak of "Jesus" they are not talking about Yehoshua of Nazareth.

#### Godhead Gatecrashers

We must be very careful, because there is a high level spiritual deception, which says that "The Godhead is higher than YEHOVA and YEHOVA is merely another being along with all of the fallen angels" (who will wrongly be called "Archons," "Gods," "Higher beings").

What nobody can understand is that whether true or counterfeit, spirituality must not seek to ascend above the "sides of the North." This is Satan's mistake that nondual seekers are heading towards.

Satan teaches that the "Godhead" is higher than the personable forms of the Trinity, such that every spirit has the "right" to "realise" and "claim" it for themselves.

This could be called "gatecrashing the Godhead" (if it were possible).

I do not teach that the Trinity are "only the 'personable expressions' " of the Godhead. Rather, that they are the Godhead itself. While we can perceive the Godhead, we cannot ever know it fully. But the Trinity do know it fully.

The Trinity form an "impenetrable gateway" that will send all "aspiring Lucifer's" to Hell.

#### Obedience IS Still Required

I wish here to make it known that while I teach the Godhead which is the unmanifested nature of YEHOVA, the Trinity is the manifested form of YEHOVA. We must obey the voice of YEHOVA. We cannot merely claim to experience YEHOVA in a spiritual manner without altering our lives in faith and obedience. This is a potential trap that I wish to disarm.

### Ordinariness

There is a way in which we need to fight against the mechanism of True Enlightenment. The reason we need to fight it is because YEHOVA is a consuming fire, and if we do not fight it we will become burned up.

To do this, it is acceptable to use various means to reconstruct and consolidate the temporal, created self. Such means may involve very ordinary activities, walks, food and thinking. We must think ourselves back into duality, because if we do not do so then we risk losing our sanity.

Although the false Enlightenment teachers speak of nonduality all day long, they do not realise that there are many stages within this seventh stage. There are so many stages, and so many depths and these depths can actually be harmful. There is no need to push the process too far. Remember that the real goal of life on Earth is that we and others should go to Heaven and not to Hell.

In this light then, realise that it is Salvation that matters more than realisation. Realisations are good so long as they serve Salvation. Realise the shocking truth then, as YEHOVA we will deliberately allow ourselves to experience ourselves as ritualistic creations in order to render the maximum service.

The Divine Mind is so awesome and intelligent that we really cannot render it justice in words. YEHOVA is thinking perfect thoughts about everything in existence all at once. We, mysteriously, are YEHOVA as an apparently separated individual. But remember above all else, we must help to work our part so that souls are not lost to eternal fire.

In a sense then, we can have a third condition. There is duality, nonduality, and partial duality.

#### Partial Duality

Partial duality is an awesome thing to teach. I love it a lot, and it is extremely rarely taught. Partial duality means that we operate from the level of a very high self-concept. This thin, high self-concept is a useful place for us to consider ourselves to be. It helps us to live a life wherein we are co-operative with the Divine purpose. We have enough individual existence to maintain a usable identity, but enough Godhead to bring a greater light.

The fact that it is a lie will offend many, seeking full-blown Enlightenment, but they are misguided to think so. They are unbalanced, for within a balanced mind come revelations that are non-linear. Seeking to go to the top is a linear concept. Instead of seeking the greatest Enlightenment experience, we should instead allow ourselves to be taught by Divine Mind. In such a teaching we come to realise that spiritual maturity is not all about linear processes. Circular processes are also involved. To live from Partial Duality is such a circular process.

To live from Partial Duality is also a step back down into Duality. We must not seek to cling to Enlightened Non-Duality. It is not an object of possession. Since we don't need it, then we really don't mind losing it. But it is more than this. It is too much for humans to integrate full-blown experiences, often we need to cool off so that the high experiences will be tempered in a useful form.

Some, seeking high experiences, become ascetic with these experiences. Unleavened Disciples refuse to act like this. They have a type of awareness, coming from Yehoshua Himself, that they must remain practical, ordinary and functional. They must appear, like Daniel, as sane and useful despite whatever revelations, fasting or testings they may have.

## The New Dispensation

The dispensations are the alterations in the covenant between man and Elohim. These cover the time from Genesis to the creation of the New Earth. Some have said that there is a 4-stage model. Others have depicted 8 dispensations. We will talk about an 8-stage process.

As dispensations change, they represent greater "civilisation-maturity" on our part while Yehoshua remains "the same yesterday, and to day and for ever" (Hebrews 13:8). The scriptures don't change. Law itself doesn't change, but the way in which it is applied-the dispensation, does change.

The law is always "Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind." and "Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

When people live by this, then they always keep the correct commandments. The laws of Moses might not apply in every situation, but in general they do. The 10 commandments apply almost all of the time, but what if they don't?

An Israeli soldier who is inspired by YEHOVA to fight an invader practices "Thou shalt not kill." You see, I am not trying to pervert the law, but I am revealing the inflexible "Pharisee" nature. Killing people is otherwise wrong, we know this. But practising it when there is a real war on seems rather inflexible. Even in war we must be obedient.

Yehoshua revealed the core of the law so that men would not become "blind scribes," mired in legalistic and obsessive compulsive observances of ritual, and start actually caring about righteousness.

What man tends to do is to seek security in doctrine. He leans on his thinking mind too much and cannot understand that healing the hand on a Sabbath is good. It is written that it is evil, so this is what they believe. If you heal the hand on a Sabbath they think they are being very righteous in pointing out how evil you are.

Let us consider the opposite though; those who truly do not keep law, or who use grace as license to sin are neither loving YEHOVA nor their neighbour. To love implies righteousness. Righteousness and love are related and they cannot be separated. Love must be practised in action. If it is not we even ask ourselves "is it really love?"

### Death of the Old Church

The current church age has reached a point of ineffectiveness. The church today is worldly. It has become the Harlot church mentioned in The Book of Revelation.

Is our job to **create a new church free of the errors of the past?** Some people think that by removing people from highly organised church buildings, they will no longer be a church that has religious sensibilities. They think that they will act like the early Apostles, and form an early type of church structure that reverses the effects of the Harlot.

So long as the same people that gathered in the Harlot are in a new congregation, then Harlot churches will be created whenever this attempt is made, and however informally people gather together. It is the _dispensation_ that has to change, and not the outer form of meeting. Now, to give them their due, the people could grow in faith and become like unto the early saints; but it is easier to change the dispensation, wherein the same people have the greatest opportunity to change. This is why I say the dispensation has to change, for in truth the people are at fault.

The Holy Spirit is not moving to clean up the current Christian church, but is rather creating a new dispensation. By working in co-operation with this move, it becomes easier to lead people into great faith. In this way, we are not working against the grain, but are moving with the power of the Holy Spirit. We can look at this in two ways; Due to the changes required, it is hard; Due to the power involved, it can be considered easy.

The early Apostles had power to instigate the church age dispensation. It should be noted that they were greater in spirit than the churches they created. This can give the early church a type of attractiveness that makes us want to recreate it. We want to return to it, and live in those days. This is the wrong attitude, but it contains a kernel of truth.

It is not the outer lives of the Apostles that we should emulate. To emulate them would be to regress to the time of the inception of the current church age. Instead it is their inner condition of being that we are inspired by. We are inspired by their faith, and the qualities of Yehoshua manifested in them. If they were alive today, they would be helping to birth the new dispensation, and they would look very suspect to the Christian church.

The new dispensation has been termed the "Millennial Reign", but I do not think that this is what it will literally be named. We know that it will be present while Yehoshua is reigning on the Earth up satan is thrown into the pit and the time of the creation of the New Earth. Despite its accuracy, I feel that it will take another name. I know this by prophecy.

The new dispensation will survive through the time of Jacob's trouble. Because of this, it cannot afford to be organised church-centric. Instead it must have a rugged survival dynamic to it. It is hardy and powerful, direct and adaptable. Wherever people desire to worship in spirit and in truth, a means exists for them.

We need to worship YEHOVA in spirit and in truth. What if every available Bible is destroyed and there is no more Christian television? What if, in your town there is no local church or even that in it you are the sole survivor of a nuclear bomb? We must learn to hear from YEHOVA ourselves. Our communication must be such that prayer is rather immediate. Such communication requires the ability to listen to the heart, the means by which most of this communication comes. Such is a subtle means, and is not always word for word.

The mistaken notion that prophecy only consists of hearing audible words must be superseded by the truth; YEHOVA speaks through the heart, other people, by signs in life and by dreams. He wants us to work hard to understand these. He will not always grant all information directly through audible words given to a prophet.

No longer will congregations consist of a dominant Pastor and submissive "lambs" (whose "meekness" is only a facet of self-pity). Instead the disciple will manifest the courage, duty and honour of a soldier. Inwardly they will be meek.

### The Eternal Gospel

We know that the Saints in Heaven do not worship as we worship. They worship in spirit and in truth.

> Then I saw another angel flying in mid-air, and he had the eternal gospel to proclaim to those who live on the earth—Revelation 14:6

The Eternal Gospel is if you like, the "dispensation" of Heaven. The saints in Heaven aren't caught by the fallen nature, but they can still "learn" spirituality. We might see them as big brothers and sisters in a type of "School of YEHOVA." YEHOVA is greater, then, than most think.

There are various terms which overlap, and which can get cumbersome. I have defined terms such as "eternal gospel" and "new dispensation" in the glossary of this book.

> And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it—Revelation 21:22

In Heaven there is not the same need for churches. Neither do men and women divide their work between "their own life" and their "spiritual life." Instead Elohim is present with them and close to them and they do not have anything which is unrelated to Him.

## Life In A World Full Of Idols

The _leavened_ church has never come out of slavery to Egypt. It is now almost worldwide under the grip of _idolatry_. We need a greater understanding of what _idolatry_ is, and how to avoid it.

Avoiding idolatry is not a question of avoiding certain types of food or outer activity. We know that the apostle Paul taught that we can eat foods sacrificed to idols, as long as we are not weak in the faith. In 1 Corinthians 8:4-7 Paul teaches how idolatry is _spiritual_ in nature, and is not the discrete, physical event itself;

> So then, about eating food sacrificed to idols: We know that "An idol is nothing at all in the world" and that "There is no God but one."-1 Corinthians 8:4-7

This does not mean that we can foolishly join in the world's activities, but it does mean that so long as we are clearly following the lead of the Holy Spirit, the places and events of our lives are made lawful. We won't worry in a nit-picky fashion about the legalism itself, but we will certainly be most carefully concerned with following an inspired righteousness. If these appear at great variance we will slow up and ask ourselves if what we are doing is truly lawful. At these times we are often shown signs and given a witness to know.

Paul cautioned us to avoid setting this high truth before someone who is weak in conscience. This person may eat the food sacrificed to idols, but without having the higher knowledge they could succumb to the _idolatry_. In other words "don't do this at home."

> But not everyone possesses this knowledge. For if someone with a weak conscience sees you, with all your knowledge, eating in an idol's temple, won't that person be emboldened to eat what is sacrificed to idols? So this weak brother or sister, for whom Christ died, is destroyed by your knowledge. - 1 Corinthians 8:10-11

What people may or may not realise is that _food_ is not the only means by which a commonly practised modern day activity may be a sacrifice to an idol. You can substitute _food_ here for " _television_ ," " _computer games"_ or " _dining out_."

"Babylon" could be defined as "the world-system inclusive of seen and unseen realms." Beheld by the prophet-seer it is a number of layers of astral planes within which the world becomes progressively focussed. We used to be instinctual, but man became civilised. In the future man will be spiritual, but this will still be a fallen angel spirituality. This is because there are three main astral plane bands, the lower, middle and upper. We are currently moving out of the middle and into the upper.

The fallen angels have their abode in these realms, making the Earth into it's image. Thus the architecture of the world resembles the architecture of these astral bands. Each place of work, business or location has it's association with a place in these bands, and hence the attraction.

The attraction of the activity or location pulls the spirit of man into it's gravity. So unless we are consciously travelling spiritually by means of the Holy Spirit, then we are becoming slaves to sin and not to righteousness. Let us examine how this happens? Eating is a common thing, after all. Is there more to it than eating pork? What is the spiritual, leaven-free understanding?

### Example of A Restaurant

The owner of the restaurant was inspired by someone else, who was inspired by a _Fallen Angel_. The _Fallen Angel_ created the _vision_ for the restaurant in the minds of the people who made it happen. The restaurant now pays homage to this _Fallen Angel_ and to the world in various ways. This does not mean anything obviously nefarious. It simply means that the glory goes to the world, rather than to YEHOVA. This simple act constitutes _idolatry_.

When people eat it is a form of dedication to the Elohim they serve. When they eat pork sacrificed to an idol this is more ritualistic, but realise that it is unanimously a form of worship existing today. Magic practitioners readily admit that ritual has no absolute meaning in witchcraft, and that "intent" is all. If you live by Molech then you eat by it. If you "eat out" then you dine by another principality—the one who made the restaurant by inspiring it's owners with dreams and visions. For it is true that the world's restaurants are made by fallen angels to glorify fallen angels. Even the act of entering the restaurant normally means entering the astral plane of the location, accounting for the seductive ambience. People would do well to study this phenomenon, since it is quite an important subject. They would be wise to consider how they eat, 'lest they consider eating vegetarian food in a worldly restaurant safe since it is not pork. Many vegetarian restaurants are upper astral plane, "new age" type places, try and be astute to notice these things.

In soul-winning terms, "the hunter is no longer the hunted." The hunter thinks in a similar way to the false shepherds—in learning how to create and break free of traps he also becomes knowledgable about the world, which is a system of fallen-angel traps.

The central point of life is Elohim, thus the fallen angels in a counterfeit of YEHOVA create the world to worship them. Babylon worships the fallen angels by it's nature, whether we are speaking of commerce or clear forms of religion makes no difference. Life is meant to be about YEHOVA: if it is not then it is about a fallen angel. This applies to every sector. Thus we find that _an idol is any product of the fallen angels themselves through their Babylonian workforce._

Where can we escape then, the modern disciple wonders? Are we not becoming overly paranoid? You are right in one sense, but dreadfully wrong in another. The truth requires balance, tact and courage.

We should tackle the world with a radical, deep spirituality. And thus we will realise why Paul said the things he said. For were the world otherwise he could have taught people merely to avoid idols, but since idolatry is all around us, we need a better approach than the "ascetic."

The Apostle Paul said "all things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient" (1 Corinthians 10:23).

This can be hard to teach to common Christians: It cannot be accepted by the _doctrine-seeking mind_. Instead it is a moment to moment spiritual revelation of "where to go," "what to do," and "how to live," coming from the Ruach ha-Kodesh. Idolatry cannot be taught in isolation, but is a condition that will certainly occur to those who stray outside of the living flow of inspiration of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. If you do not strive to live the true "life" then a false "life" will be given to you. We cannot live by ourselves, so that if we turn from YEHOVA then by default we turn to a fallen angel. In practice men and women turn to principalities that give them lifestyles. Satan is their Elohim, but the principalities account for the different ways, cultures and lifestyles.

People who live in the world as slaves to sin love the world. They express great delight in different cities and cultures. They identify with the world as their own. We however, cannot do this. It is not that the disciple is not a "fun person," but rather that they do not _belong_ to the kingdoms of the world. They are just not part of that spiritual network.

They may _interface_ with that network for reasons of ministry or necessity, but they will not really be a true citizen. The disciple must realise this, or they will risk falling into _idolatry_. As with Abraham, they are called to leave their father's house.

To be withdrawn serves a purpose sometimes, especially when prophetic, visionary and pioneering works need to be accomplished. The apostle Paul spent a year in prison during which time he did much writing. Unless we are called to, we are not to live withdrawn lives, but to live a set-apart life at the level of the _spiritual heart_ in communion with Yehoshua. We then remain in useful service to other human beings.

## Social Wisdom

There is a type of political aspect involved with social processes, constituting a _spiritual battlefront where every_ _action_ _counts._ The word "politics" is often a little heavy so we don't tend to use it. However, in a spiritually scientific study, we must bring it back into use. Our lives are political and sensitive choices of actions that either express or mask our true motives.

The " _social arena"_ is the place where people of various faiths, persuasions and sexes, hang out. The vibe is easy going and casual, but underneath, as with everything in life, decisions can be eternal. And yet... If you look too serious then you will communicate "failure," or a "lack of power."

There is a fine line to ride between being a liar and being truthful: Overt preaching is often a very politically insensitive move; at other times to refuse to preach is an obvious cowardice. Actions are not the same as dreams; in a dream everything reveals itself to a higher degree, yet in the world of action, _effects_ are the order of the day. You are at a masked ball.

A certain coerciveness is definitely appropriate, but compromising our true integrity to YEHOVA is not. Considering how you can answer this dichotomy is part of the intense wrestling involved with the process of action, and of politics. Often there is no simple solution.

Even though life can sometimes present a party on the surface, underneath this social exterior is the realm of the fallen angels, who are what Pagans term the "Gods and Goddesses," which is why a complex spiritual game emerges. To attempt, like the foolish and misguided Christian, to simply witness to all and sundry is an idiots game. The true lambs and sheep are relatively few, and the people we should open up to will be revealed to us by the Holy Spirit.

Not only this, but when we live by spiritual revelation we recognise spiritual two-way flows of information and dialogue. We are being taught through many people. We are not like those who have a mental, controlled, preachy religion where we must preach our point of view simply because we cannot restrain ourselves. This comes from a low understanding of how life works.

Life works by us flowing in co-operation with YEHOVA's instruction as He engages all men and women in a conversation. There is no set formula, a fact which places us in astonishing situations requiring moment-to-moment obedience, keen intuition and a sharp awareness of psychology.

This does not mean that saving people from Hell is not at the basis of our lives in service, it just means that we need to be aware of how this happens. YEHOVA is working out His plans in His timing and perfection. Our intelligence cannot fathom how to accomplish His purposes. We must follow instructions. We are, after all, not merely talking to people but also to the whole spirit of a person. In addition, the fallen angels are aware of us, but we should not be directly concerned by them.

### King Solomon

We also realise that it is good to receive. We are not afraid to receive even from those who do not share our faith. King Solomon received many gifts from those who did not know YEHOVA. These gifts can include insights from YEHOVA, through other people. It is true that King Solomon had his failings, but this is not because he allowed entrance into his kingdom. The mistake was that he allowed the closest place in his heart to become compromised. There is an inner sanctuary in Unleavened Disciples where Satan's children should never reach. This is not the same as closing ourselves up, since there are many levels to us as human beings. Yes, we need discernment and security, but this is not the same as being closed minded.

The spiritual knowledge that we have is valuable. Yet sadly so many act as if they must hand out tracts on the street out of obligation and it looks desperate to other people. It looks very cheap. King Solomon was different. There was something different about him, which meant that people actually went to visit him, brought him gifts and married him. This is also a type of game, for when realise our value then others will also realise it. In realising this value we become attractive and mysterious – which gives greater glory to our King Yehoshua. This is not to say we will not to take a low point in order to serve. Yet realise that we must not always think of ourselves as low and weak as if this were a fixed mode. Instead we must follow in obedience to the instructions we receive in our lives.

### Mysterious, Not Secretive

In behaving in a veiled manner we are not so much secretive as we are mysterious. Because we have powerful and unusual spiritual mysteries contained within us, we cannot simply speak openly. The things we know are so great and difficult that they often take time for other people to come to realise. We must restrain ourselves from heaping our ideas, views and feelings upon others, and approach conversation with awareness of the other person.

Ultimately it is the power through us, rather than persuasion, that we aim for. This is the power of the Holy Spirit. For this we also need to become students of life with the Holy Spirit as the teacher. We cannot force ourselves upon the world. To force ourselves on the world is not really something which places us in co-operation with the power of the Holy Spirit working in and ruling over our life.

### Rightly Dividing The Word Of Truth

Once again we see how this divides us from our _leavened_ brethren, who, in having a bare glimpse of the truth feel obliged to preach their beliefs to everyone they meet. We on the other hand, restrain ourselves, for we have locked within us great gifts which are awesome and mysterious. These gifts are just too great to be handled without care. We must "rightly [divide] the word of truth" (2 Timothy 2:15).

The Bible prophets and apostles went where they were told, and ministered according to the leading of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. Our leavened brothers and sisters misuse the following instruction of Yehoshua;

> And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature—

They believe this is obedience, yet spiritually we discern that unless called to do so by the Holy Spirit, then they are _religiously_ observing the instruction rather than acting _in spirit and in truth_.

> We need to be aware that Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life—

The word of truth is like unto a fine sword. Those who wield the sword of the spirit without skill bring a certain dishonour to themselves and to others. They cause mayhem in the spiritual realm. We strive to be different, to stay calm and reserved, yet also to handle this sword under inspiration. Without inspiration we don't bother to pull it out of the scabbard. We (generally) don't bash people on the head with scripture. We don't fight wars we are not called to. We act appropriately to our calling _in spirit and in truth_.

I am describing "diplomacy," "patience," "skill," the term "wise as serpents," "sensitivity" and "social tact."

### The Peaceful Warrior of Yehoshua

Realise that in all of these statements and my teachings I am not talking about violence, even spiritual violence. A spiritual battle can simply mean cutting through a particular lie within a relationship. This skill is beautiful to behold. Sometimes it involves a firmer stance which can involve confrontations in the spiritual realm, but realise what I say when I use the term " _spiritual warfare:"_

In order to maintain peace we also utilise the wisdom of Solomon, which means that we are spiritually diplomatic. Warfare, even if it is a spiritual rather than a physical war – is draining for both sides. In light of this, the fallen angels and their "children" are not really averse to being engaged in a much more diplomatic manner. This is also _social game_ , for now the act of simple socialising has within it elements of subtle confrontation. Again this is not violence neither is it nasty and back-biting Instead it means that there is a contending for souls, which is handled in an elegant and sophisticated manner.

The fallen angels tempt us, often by means of their followers. We play the other role: YEHOVA through us convicts and witnesses of Himself, all of which leads to a "social battlefront." It can be enjoyable and light-hearted, but it is also rather serious as well. This is an elegant arrangement that might be difficult to understand at first.

The Holy Spirit will reveal this in your life, and also through inspired study of The Book of Proverbs, The Book of the Wisdom of Solomon and 1 Kings.

I believe that the Holy Spirit wants you to know that She won't reveal such wisdom unless you are serious about such study. Wisdom must be learned and cultivated. It must be sought and suffered for. Those who are not called to this type of wisdom should not seek it. They are not worthy, and in not being worthy it could be dangerous knowledge. It is only for those that feel called.

Nevertheless, a light treatment of this area should give such people some skill that they will find useful – for we should avoid total ignorance of such wisdom.

### Dependence on the Divine

The Pagans are correct to worship their Fallen Angels even while they party. When I say 'correct' I mean to say that, even though they supremely err in not serving YEHOVA, they nevertheless realise that their activity or event would _not even exist_ were it not for them.

Some people are very foolish and have bought into the lie of independence, agnosticism or atheism. Such beliefs, though also cultivated by the Fallen Angels for their own destructive purpose, are nevertheless utterly false. They seem to be true because the Fallen Angels uphold them in order to mislead man.

A man or woman who is an agnostic, for instance, may never worship any deity whatsoever. Informally however, their entire life depends on spiritual realities that they never consider. This is one reason why conversion hits hard at the root of ones entire life – for the entire life of the disciple is transferred from one kingdom to another. It is not a matter of mere spiritual belief, though real belief is indeed part and parcel of faith.

What I am attempting to describe here is how we should all be aware that social activities such as groups of friends, events such as parties and gatherings, families, clubs and sporting groups, hobbies and online such as Facebook and Twitter are fundamentally _spiritual_ activities. They are already spiritual, and it is the existing spiritual realities that we should strive not to be ignorant of. In doing this we will be wise and not fools.

Without seeing that there is a spiritual root to social activity you could be forgiven for thinking that it is all about you personally – and that you yourself personally have to meet and talk with other people in a skilful manner. The ego is built up – but it is an illusion that could be shattered at any point. The illusion that can be shattered is that you yourself have power or control. It is wise to consider that we have no such control. We certainly may take action, but in order to take action realise that the power and inspiration to take those actions, along with the instructions on what actions to take – must have already entered into the consciousness.

You are a vessel for the Divine, in other words. If you are not a vessel for the divine then you are a vessel for satan and a variety of Fallen Angels.

### Relinquishing Control – Seeking First The Kingdom of Heaven

The shocking truth is that you are not responsible for your social life. Along with other activities in life it is a case of seeking first the kingdom of Heaven, and all else will be added.

Our _leavened_ brethren do not really believe that we can seek first the kingdom of Heaven, and all else will be added. They instead seek support from each other. We should not do this. We should allow YEHOVA to be what He is – the Divine cause of our lives. We should not strive to work hard, in other words to _try too hard_ so that we create our social lives. This can be difficult, for it is very possible that the Unleavened Gospel can place you in a place of temporary isolation.

### Purposeful Action

We strive to be purposeful in what we do. Since we have no purpose ourselves but follow the instruction to "take no thought for the morrow", then we live lives which are according to our calling. We don't perform actions which have no purpose for us.

It is not that everything we do has a direct, Christian purpose, but rather that our _whole lives_ are yoked to Elohim. Believe it or not, He is quite aware that we like to visit the shop to buy snacks. If we do this in a co-operative manner then we will shop with more awareness. We will also divide our actions into two categories;

  1. Activities which are _cleared_.

  2. Activities to which we are _called_.

### Activities which are cleared

Activities which are _cleared_ are ordinary, _mundane_ things like visiting the shop. Because of the existence of spiritual realities, demons, Fallen Angels and various types of persecution, we have a healthy awareness that we must at the very least, make sure that our activities are _cleared_. This does not mean hours of prayer, what it _does_ mean is that we can be aware if sometimes we are told not to do something. It is also prudent sometimes to 'check in' with the Holy Spirit, to see if things feel right.

### Activities to which we are called

Activities to which we are _called_ refers to more important, social, complex situations such as those already discussed in this chapter. It refers to anything where the consequences have real effects on the life of the disciple and on other lives. To this measure, disciples of Yehoshua do not organise or attend social activities through their own decision-making or because it feels good to their flesh. They will only go if they have been _called_ to go. Such a _calling_ can involve a _visual_ sense or _prophetic_ insight, a sense that it feels right(coming from the Holy Spirit and not the flesh) or some type of word. We can ask and receive detailed instructions, but realise that we also have to strive for knowledge. Sometimes we are made to push forward and work for breakthroughs in our interactions with the world (At times Elohim himself has placed resistance in front of my attendance, but I knew He wanted me to fight against it. This is a type of _Peniel_ situation, and is different, sometimes we must wrestle for our blessings.)

There have been many, many occasions when the author has been denied entrance into the world. This is Biblically rather clear to see. The Children of Israel in the desert had to wait for precise instructions. We can see that in their case, this was because they needed to be prepared. They certainly needed to be _called_. If they were not, in their case, they would almost certainly die.

We may or may not physically die, but at the least, we could encounter some trouble. This trouble could be subtle. Usually this would mean temptation, since satan or his angels are well-aware that we were not _called_ to go(and they wonder if we would like to do Satan's will instead).

### Great Restraint, Great Freedoms

Our _leavened_ brethren, reliant on _doctrine_ , have programmed the way in which they function socially into their _minds_. This means that as soul-winners, they are practically ineffective for service. They tend to be reluctant to venture anywhere near Satan's kingdom for fear of the consequences. The apostle Paul however, ventured as far as Rome. To him it was one of the great dreams of his _calling_. The thought of it must have been glorious to him.

Disciples of the Unleavened Gospel are a little like the apostle Paul, they are crazy with _wildfire_ anointing, ready to go out into places that might seem strange. They do all this however, with great discernment. A _wildfire_ anointing is not the same as _fleshly_ soul-winning fervour. The two must be discerned. The _fleshly_ preaching desire is dangerous. For while we endure persecutions, we do not seek random confrontations and debates. Instead we go where we are _called_.

# Revelations Of Creativity And Sexuality

## Sexuality is Creative Power

When a man marries a woman he is like the spirit, and Her the land. For those who belong to satan, the woman is an astral plane land (which is the spiritual part of "the world"). For a disciple it is Heaven/ Zion/ New Jerusalem. The man is like the spirit, so he becomes the purpose of either YEHOVA or satan. You can see the importance of addressing the areas of "love," "marriage" and "sexuality," implied within this.

By inseminating her spirit with his essence, which is spirit, he begins to produce fruit in the land. This makes his business grow, his friends flourish and his life happen. It is not just the production of babies. Behind every "good" man is a "good" woman... This is the popular adage. It speaks of a truth.

What we are speaking of has nothing to do with "sex magic." And yet it does. Realise that sex is creative by it's very nature. By manipulating these energies, witches and shamans hope to make their lives better. They are living with a counterfeit of the truth—that YEHOVA's powers of creation and destruction flow in Holy sexuality.

### Control and Freedom

Witchcraft does not understand itself. Witches do not go so far, for example, as the mystic. The mystic knows that controlling life is not really possible. That they are only servants of what they call "spirit."

Sexuality to them is spontaneous, fluid and free. Unleavened gospel disciples, while not worldly mystics belonging to satan, are nevertheless also spontaneous, fluid and free. They rarely try to harness sexuality, anointing or prayer in a rigid, controlled manner. They allow the spirit, which for them is YEHOVA, to create what is needed for that couple, and for whoever their "lovemaking" (or destruction making) extends to.

Sometimes they will be more controlled, but this is also part and parcel of the spontaneity! To those who embrace the greatest mystery of all, the "unknowable," even ordinary behaviour ("known") is infused with it. There is no difference between putting on a spiritual air "unknown," or being ordinary ("known") for all are already "unknowable."

What I am saying here, and this is a complex part of the teaching, is that the man must embrace the greatest mystery of all. In doing this, he neither embraces nor denies the act of formality in his life. Sometimes his lovemaking is unpredictable, strange. At other times it is conventional. His whole life is like this. Nobody can say to him "you are liberal" or "you are conservative," for he does not first place this distinction within himself.

At times he is liberal, at times conservative. Sometimes he is strong, other times he is weak. At all times he is "weak to be strong." Even if he is strong he must still be "weak to be strong." For who really is strong in the face of life? Only an arrogant man or woman considers themselves so.

### The Roman Catholic Church

Catholicism is responsible for many lies about sexuality. We can view the Catholic view of sex as being a window into the human soul in its unsanctified condition.

The Catholic makes no effort to actually change their condition, beyond mere human and religious effort. Yehoshua is not the source of any change in their life, since they don't know Him. This means that nothing is any different to the ordinary human being, except that emphasis is placed on the religious aspects of the old man.

Their views, while seeming spiritual, are only what could be called "the spiritual side of the flesh." They see spirit and matter as divided, the flesh to them is what is low, and the spirit is high. Sex them, is a disgusting act that happens to be necessary for childbirth. It is the very opposite of the high and lofty things they aim for.

But since this distinction is not truthful then they only become imbalanced. One day they preach total abstinence from all low activities, the next moment they are engaged in homosexual scandals that rock their own harlot church. This is because they do not understand either the fact that they serve satan, or how they serve him.

The sex act is not fundamentally what people think that it is. It is not, as people tend to think, caused by the simple desire to have pleasure. The actual urge or "libido" is inspired by the spirit that they serve.

They are infusing the younger males with his essence, which is conforming them to his image. The sex will give them false spiritual experiences, progressing them in the faith. In a sense then, the sexuality of the Roman Catholic church is not bad for the church. It might be illegal, and harmful to young boys, but it makes the wicked church stronger.

This is why the scandal in the Roman Catholic Church has always managed to continue. The fallen angels want this form of sexuality to exist so that it continues to grant the experiences that they wish to give to their servants.

This explains the Roman Catholic church more fully. Homosexuality is a prescribed method of advancing the spirituality of the church.

Political cover-ups are made because fallen angels are the real rulers of men, and men must do their will or they will lose what they have---their standing, finances and reputation will all be affected by disobedience to the fallen angel chain of command.

### Sexuality is spiritual

Sexuality is much more than the simple act of creating a life. It is the "bread-winner" sexuality that I have already described. For I have been told that there are two types of person:

A) The Bread Winner

B) The Soul Winner

Now, both of these might be loyal and devoted disciples of Yehoshua ha-Maschiach. This is absolutely fine. There is nothing wrong with being a "bread winner," and there is nothing wrong with being a "soul winner," either.

Where the problem enters in is when people do not understand, and in not understanding then "bread winners" attempt to be "soul winners," and "soul winners" feel frustrated at their inability to become providers. All of this has to be looked into, so that we can understand our sexuality.

### Bread Winners / Extroverts

Bread winners have a penchant for handling the known world, and for being providers and nurturers. In a group of people, you want most of them to be bread-winners, with some being soul-winning types. Most people are those who contribute to the stability of the society, but some are pioneering, bringing something new to the table. Without both types, the society (and of course I am speaking for the benefit of Zion not Babylon) will not be in balance.

### Soul Winners / Dreamers

While it is true that bread winners can and should help save souls, soul winners are the specialists in the inner realms, which is where we can understand why souls are trapped in false spirituality, worldliness and other forms of bondage. Without knowing this, we can hand out thousands of tracts with a very low yield, but in fighting spiritual warfare against the devil's angels, we always make a type of progress.

Progress often appears slow, but it is true progress. Dreams take time to happen because it is not as simple as it may seem. Roots need to grow, branches need to be formed. In the invisible world of dreams, ministries and people grow like trees (of righteousness). If a ministries root systems are weak, they can have all the teachings (fruit) they like but the ministry will not be strong. If they have good foundations but no anointing (water) then they will wither. If they have improperly constructed branches (such as an out of date website) then their excellent teachings (fruit) cannot be placed properly. We must consider the ministry as a micro eco-system. This is a feminine, "unknown" wisdom. It is very real, but it seems like a fantasy. Bread-winners must learn to take soul-winners seriously.

## The Alpha Male, the Beta Male and the Lambda Male

The Alpha male is what the beta male is not. He is strong and dominant by virtue of realising his masculine power. This is not what it appears to be, especially for Beta males who desire for the vainglory that comes with it.

Such covetous beta males attempt to be dominant but it is a wrong approach. They fall short because they are not "being themselves." They annoy people by pushing them around without truly inspiring them as leaders.

They compete without giving others credit, they get frustrated and angry at their impotence because they are not following the path set out by YEHOVA. Their masculine potential can only be fulfilled by following a spiritual path. It cannot be gained by brute force nor by self-will.

An alpha male is not really there because of aggression or dominance in and of itself. They have more masculine power, but of course it can be misused, and often is. But the true masculinity is there, and people respond to it. It makes women feel secure. It encourages and leads men. It is generally speaking a good thing, but like all forms of power, it can corrupt. They say that "absolute power corrupts absolutely." But is it the goal of every man to be an alpha male?

"Yes." That is, unless you are a lambda male.

### The Lambda Male

The lambda male is qualitatively different. He is a "divine bisexual." He is not "a beta male having trouble uncovering his masculine potential." His own potential includes unravelling great feminine wisdom within himself, having dreams and visions. He is the best of both worlds.

It is not that he is totally effeminate. It is more that he expresses both types of sexuality in a creative way. He cannot do otherwise. In a true walk of discipleship, he will evidence this. He is not influenced by evil to do so.

Many will stop reading at this point, because there is little in Christianity that supports it. But time will prove my words, and the Ruach ha-Kodesh will witness to their veracity. I believe that, though Joseph would have walked according to the law as given, that he was a lambda male.

The lambda male uncovers both masculine and feminine potential within themselves. They become powerful in their intuitive, feminine side as well as gaining more masculine power. They gain it on both sides, but truthfully have neither the absolute potential of either sex. They are not as strong in their male side as the developed alpha male. They are not as strong in their feminine side as the developed woman.

But they are certainly more masculine than the beta male, and they are also more developed in their feminine side than the un-discovered female.

The lambda male is a divine bisexual. Who will believe me? Many say that I am making a license to sin. Others might claim that I am making excuses for why I cannot be more of a successful manly man. But such are these who cannot hear the voice of Elohim. If I can write these books, which requires acute sensitivity combined with a developed skill-set, I must have some type of power, only it is that of a lambda male.

One more point remains, and that is that both men and women also are "bisexual" in many ways. While they are not truly so, they all have an inner male or inner feminine. Men have a feminine side. If people had only one side, then they would be dead. You can't have only one side in operation. If men try only to be masculine, then they become misogynists, hating the feminine expression and falsely attempting to eradicate it from their own being.

If you can see the divine bisexual at a spiritual level you can see that it is not corrupt. It is just a method for gender power to flow. It is simply how that spirit lives and gains power in the way they operate. Just like men develop masculine power and women uncover feminine potential. We cannot choose these. But what of the question of homosexuality?

I have spoken of the lambda male because it was foremost in my mind, but the lambda female is the equivalent.

### The Omega Female

Women also have the equivalent of the "alpha male." This is to become an "omega female." Omega females love feminine wisdom and embody a radiant expression of the Ruach ha Kodesh. They are creatures of colour, mystery and beauty.

Women who develop their masculine side are not "omega females." They are just more masculine women. To develop your own sexual orientation is the usual mode of gaining personal-power, but the lambda creation is different. They become dedicated to both.

Today's society is a wishy-washy mix of unfulfilled potential. People do not know how to gain their power. We should all strive to uncover the potential within us, instead of trying to force ourselves into an unintended mould. This is not a self-help manual—the realisation of your potential happens naturally as a result of obedience.

### The Science Of Creation

We can simplify things with science at this point. There is a trinity where:

  * YEHOVA, Father, Alpha, Creator

  * Ruach ha-Kodesh, Mother, Omega, Birth Giver

  * Yehoshua ha-Maschiach, Son, Lambda, The Creation

Creation is from the unmanifested source which we associate most directly with YEHOVA the Father.

The mother gives birth, as she is associated with the creation at it's deepest level. We have often heard of "Sky father and Earth mother." This might have come from fallen angels but that doesn't mean it's not a science fact. They use it to refer to fallen angels, but we know it is the truth of YEHOVA.

Yehoshua is the creation itself. Man is a vulnerable creature. He is merely subject to the will of the Father. Lambda is the result, the actual result, we know that Yehoshua represents "the bride" and this explains why in more detail.

## Homosexuality

The homosexual community is a place rife with sin, but what is the sin that we are discussing? Homosexuality was a sin, but it does not have to be. Most people will not dare look beyond the surface, they do not care what sin is, but I was called to do just this.

Sin does not come about when we are acting in conformance to the spirit of YEHOVA. It only comes about through following the will of the fallen angels, and of the demons which are ruled by the fallen angels. Homosexuality is a sin when it is the will of the fallen angels. It cannot be a sin if it is the will of YEHOVA. But is it ever the will of a Holy and righteous YEHOVA? Well, yes it can be. Is it somehow evil and will it mess people up? In one sense it will, but this can be a necessary evil.

The fallen angels know that practices such as homosexuality and Sado Masochism exist. These acts are not what people think they are. They are never merely about pleasure. They are a method of counterfeit sanctification, a way to create conformance to their spirit in the sense "less of them and more of us" a direct counterfeit of "We must decrease, but He must increase.

### Sexual Orientation

We do not strictly have an absolute sexual orientation. We are whatever we are made to be. People might think otherwise, but the sexual urge (or libido) does not come from human beings. It is inspired from the spirit that rules in your life. That is what we must understand.

That doesn't mean that as long as we are disciples we can't be tempted, but we have to discern the difference. At a fundamental level there is no difference between being sexually tempted by a fallen angel or being tempted to a work opportunity that we should not take, again by the same fallen angel.

Creativity is the same in both cases. Obedience to either YEHOVA or to the fallen angel is the matter in question.

Sexuality with unsaved men and women is sexuality with their fallen angels, mostly speaking. This does not always make it temptation, but there must be a valid calling towards this sexuality. But once again realise that it is the same as daily life. If the sexual act is drawing the disciple off then it is bad. If it does not draw them off but instead is a manifestation of the will of YEHOVA in relation to the fallen angel kingdoms, then there might be a reason for it.

### A Strange Rebuke Whilst In Counterfeit Spirituality

A counterfeit disciple once tried to rebuke me for being homosexual. On a retreat with a false Toltec teacher, he offered to walk me about on a break; As he did his agenda was clear: He started trying to tell me to give up homosexuality.

Consider that at this time I had no intention of being homosexual. I even attended the location of the retreat with my then girlfriend. This information did not seem to mean anything to him. He continued trying to convince me to stop being homosexual. It was a weird conversation. I wasn't even homosexual, and my girlfriend was staying nearby.

If the false teacher was so intent on this, then what is the truth? This was a Toltec, just so you know there is no question that they could have been a Christian. It was bizarre, but I have now realised the explanation of this scenario:

The fallen angels were attempting to thwart the true plans of YEHOVA, for they see in my spirit that I am supposed to teach what I have written in this book regarding sexuality.

### Escaping The Identities Society Imposes On Us

True fidelity to our gender, purpose and family life involves a right relationship with YEHOVA. It should not be by social stereotypes, creeds, maxims. As we act righteous the enemy will attempt to tell us that we are the very opposite. If we are supposed to be a "breadwinner," he will tell us we are "soul-winners" who must live in solitude.

If we are given to be soul-winners, then we will be condemned for not working hard at our 9-5 and making a serious effort at a career. Such is the true difficulty of escaping the chains the devil has placed us in. We cannot just "become a Christian" and leave it at that. We must take up the sword of the spirit, the shield of faith, the armour; and fight our way out.

My point in this conversation, and under the previous heading is this: You will be lied to about how you should live.

### Obedience And Disobedience

The doing of the will of YEHOVA or the rejection of His will is centrally important. It is counter-intuitive in practice. Allow me to explain this;

As an unleavened gospel saint I am not always a "nice" person. Instead, I am a man who helps you to see the will of YEHOVA for your life. His will for your life is more important than you think. He will say "go to the shopping centre today" but it does not look like a Christian action. It looks commercial. You can do it another day. Instead you decide to stay home and be a righteous Christian, living what you falsely believe constitutes a "righteous lifestyle."

If you go to the shopping centre, it will manifest itself as a righteous action. If you do not go, then you can listen to all the Christian music you want, pray for people and be kind to your brothers and sisters, but you are still in disobedience. Ezekiel was told to eat human excrement. In practice he was allowed to eat cow dung, but this in no way negated his obedience (since He made a request). This is what I mean by "counter intuitive." Obedience quite commonly works against our fleshly desires, including our "religious flesh."

### The Final Objection Buster

Many people will not read this far. It is too much for them to shed their religious belief in what will, and what will not send them to Heaven or Hell.

The fact of the matter is that we must learn to actually hear from YEHOVA. When we do we will only have relationships when we are allowed to do so. We will know who to talk to, who to connect with and who to stay away from. If we don't have this level of discernment then my advice is to avoid forming intimate relationships for the time being.

Realise how different these teachings are from learning programmed religion, then handing out tracts on the street and believing that it is His will. This is what men and women do when they can't hear His voice. They do what they think is best, based on reading the logical interpretation of the scriptures. If you are one of these people, then you certainly can't be party to these revelations. How can you? If you are intimate with someone because you believe I have told you that it is okay to be homosexual then you might become yoked to a principality or demon and lose your soul.

I think that YEHOVA will do much to support those who read this, but I must make the disclaimer, because the whole life of the disciple implies much discipline. When I speak of divine bisexuality I am not speaking of a type of party lifestyle. Instead I am speaking to those who will be used for a particular purpose. Obedience must be first, and if there is a party then this is good, but a disciple does not just attend a party for no reason. A disciple has a reason for whatever they do, even if it is because they need pleasure.

If they need pleasure, then they have also accounted for it with YEHOVA, and they know what they are doing and they don't feel guilty about it. But YEHOVA does not make "pleasure-seekers" like we see all the time in the world. Pleasure is just sometimes a balance to the pressures of the life of a disciple. At other times it is pleasurable to do His will. Hopefully the two coincide. Why shouldn't sexuality be a performing of His will?

Do you imagine that YEHOVA is your earthly father, watching your sex act so that you feel uncomfortable? He is not judging in this way, because He sees everything, and judges according to obedience. Furthermore, in a way we cannot fully understand, he gives us sexual desires themselves. If He doesn't do this, then they must come from the enemy.

The body itself does not have sexual desire. It might have a pleasure sense, but this is not a sexual desire. Sexual desire is spiritual, this is why sex has so little rationality to it. One day she wants it one way, the next day she needs something else. But how do you please her? You must be spiritual, only then will you know, without knowing how you know...

### True Guilt And Instilled Guilt

True guilt comes about when we don't do the will of YEHOVA. There is another kind of guilt and this is the Catholic kind. You get guilty merely because of an ingrained belief that "sex is evil" or something of the kind. The first guilt is avoided by always asking permission, the second by simply acting against the grain of your conditioning.

### Gay Marriage Is Still An Abomination

Realise that I have discussed, essentially, bisexuality. There is no true homosexual. That is to say, although sometimes there might be a calling to a intimate form of homosexuality, there is no absolute life-path for a homosexual. We are heterosexual or divine bisexual.

It does not exist, and has not been created by YEHOVA. For this reason, we must know that Gay-marriage is an abomination. This might sound strange, considering all that I have said. What I have said is according to truth, it has not come from a social system, a political system or an established way.

For instance, it can be frightening to some to believe that certain forms of homosexuality are tolerable, and that gay-marriage however is an abomination. How can you ensure that you don't go to Hell. But the answer is the same as what I have discussed before. We must learn to hear from YEHOVA.

I would say "even" but I say "especially" the common Christian, who lives by reasoned and thought out doctrinal morals, must learn to hear from YEHOVA. If they don't, then even in a very safe seeming life, they are at great danger. It is not absolutely different with homosexuality as it is with watching TV. Everything is dangerous.

Remember that I have already said that "abomination" can refer to a wicked spirit. If YEHOVA does not inspire a Gay marriage, then it must be the will of the fallen angels. Sometimes a demon such as Asmodeus will confuse the sense of gender, and the man will believe that he is gay in a very hard-wired manner. We on the other hand are simply inspired in our sexuality according to calling and purpose.

### The Lambda Male and Dating Women

The lambda male will have trouble with girls, it is assured. While this is not some type of self-help manual, I want to discuss it for the reason that it is a most trying question.

Clearly, I am not trying to teach "pick up techniques," but I am attempting to eradicate the confusion that arises around a lambda male's sexuality. The lama male can feel like a failure with women.

The lambda male's answer is that there are two types of female that are correct for Him. The first is a woman who is very gentle and feminine. She will not find him too feminine. He will still maintain a strong masculinity towards her, and she is someone who finds the really manly man a little overbearing at times. She likes his sweetness, his sensitivity, but he is also masculine toward her. This feels right for her.

The second is a woman who is also a divine bisexual. Divine bisexual women do not really look for masculinity in the same way that other women do. They like it, but they also like feminine traits in a man, his creativity, his beauty.

They are even and balanced. This means that they simply like "personal power" whether that power is of the masculine or feminine mode.

The answer for the lambda male is that they are not going to appeal to everyone, but to these particular types they will appeal more than the masculine male does. They will actually be more desirable.

### Yehoshua Our Messiah

Yehoshua was not Gay, as some say, but he was a Lambda male.

I am not joking in using the term "lamb" in lambda. He told me to use it, and I am merely attempting to transcribe insights received from Him.

Those who teach he is gay would perhaps cite his beauty, his unusual nature or a certain perceived feminine quality. Something about Him makes people wonder if He was gay.

He was not gay, but He was a lambda male.

And no, before anyone asks, I am not claiming that he met up for some sort of liaison or that he had sex at all. Some will make such ridiculous statements. I am only saying that His nature was of this type. Our sexual nature governs the way in which we express the divine power.

Yehoshua is Elohim, but on Earth He demonstrated living by faith as a human being. This is why I said about "how he expressed the divine power."

### Sexual Desire Comes From YEHOVA Or The Fallen Angels

Sexual Desire Comes From YEHOVA Or The fallen Angels, and we are merely responsible for how we deal with it. This is a great secret. Think upon it for a while. What is it that causes desire in you?

You will say that it is a "handsome young man" who is funny and intelligent, or an "attractive woman." This is only the partial truth. There is something mysterious about it, or there would be no "beautiful stranger" (Madonna).

This also can be explained if you realise that the attractive person has been made attractive to you by the spirit that desires to couple you two together. This is already planned out in the spiritual realm. Some call it destiny, but we should not be so romantic. Instead we should be dream-tastic. We should have dreams, but also be savvy and to who we allow ourselves to get close to. Sometimes even when something is "destined" then it is in reality a temptation. You were "destined" to be tempted that day. He seemed smart, sensitive and kind. He is a Christian with the same beliefs as you, but it is wrong.

At other times it is legitimate. Something that seems "wrong" is good for you. She is a witch who has no interest in the Bible, but there is something placed in you by the Holy Spirit. You must develop discernment. You should not follow your own thinking mind. This is another reason that we must move out of our heads and into our hearts as led by the Ruach ha-Kodesh.

Men and women aren't just interested in "anyone." They often are seeking someone in particular. The truth is that they are inspired spiritually. This is why a man often sees a woman as "a Goddess," or a woman her "God." It is because they have been infused with the spirit in such a way that there is a meaningful spiritual interaction to it.

To be perfectly honest, the true trinity, any of the fallen angels, the saints, and not the holy angels, are those who get involved in human sexuality. Don't be shocked at this (but you can be turned on if you want). Out of these, we do not try to control it, and we should be wary if the fallen angels are involved. But since we live in the world, we do not always avoid these interactions, of which any sexual interactions reflect real world interactions. Think about Solomon. Was he wrong to have wives that did not belong to his spirit. Some will immediately say "yes" but the truth is political. It is not easy to determine.

It is not correct to say it is a sin because of mixing sexual energy with a fallen angel. Sometimes it is acceptable. The key to it is that you must be able to know whether you are allowed to have a sexual exchange with that person. If you are then you must be exceedingly cautious that there is a desire to steal your soul. Such dangerous liaisons are not impossible, and they are along the lines of "all things are lawful" but a lot more dangerous than eating pork, for obvious reasons. Furthermore, if Solomon didn't succeed, then we should consider that we might want to be a lot more careful than him, if this is truly a part of our calling. Yes, he had many strange wives, but it will still be difficult.

In the spiritual tug of war that ensues in any unequally yoked relationship, Solomon got pulled in too far. That was why he built the Asherah poles. He started to see that there was something desirable in Asherah as he made love with his wives. It was not that he made love to them that was wrong---for this was lawful on account of its political social wisdom (it kept peace).

The reason that Solomon went wrong is that he failed to see that his own bed-chamber had merely become an inner battlefield. While now there were no soldiers marching out to war as with King David, the battlefield had merely moved into the areas of amorous desire and affection. The soul cord tug of war can be won or lost, but it cannot be otherwise...

I am not sure I should write these things, but without saying it, I am merely withholding what I know to be true. Solomon was really wise, but he was caught out. We should worry about that. It says that others will fall into the same trap. I am not promoting "free love." Instead I am teaching a kind of radical spiritual social wisdom---a way for our people to live and exist in the midst of a satanic society---while also soul winning effectively.

### The Strange Woman

In the book of proverbs is the strange woman whose steps lead down to death. The world itself is a temptation. The woman represents that temptation. Both are given by the fallen angel that is the tempter. It is no coincidence (Coincidences are not a part of the unleavened disciple's vocabulary---they don't exist).

The tempter appears as a spiritual "overlay" on the human being that becomes the tempter or temptress. This is what makes them so tantalising. A powerful spirit is creating and fostering an attraction, using its own seductive powers. If the spirit is yielded to in disobedience then it will gain a hook on the soul, and the soul will not only sin, but it will actually be drawn into the fallen angel territory of the world. The sinner will become corrupted, enjoying the world. The change in a soul might seem subtle, but that is all it takes to move away from serving YEHOVA.

# The Effect On Ministry

## A Change Of Power On The World Stage

I'm going to write about what I have seen, rather than to attempt interpretation of the prophecies of Daniel or the Book of Revelation. What I want to propose is that in addition to the 8 dispensations specific to true Christians, the world is also going through 3 broader changes. We are on the cusp of the third. I will speak, then, of the two transitions.

### Savage To Civilised Man

The fallen nature can be split into 3 portions. The first is the instinctual nature. To base life on an emphasis of this nature could be called "the savage" but as modern man has realised, the id is always a part of our nature. As a result modern man may work in a plush office, but he still has the desire to listen to drum and bass, to get a tattoo or to pursue adventure sports. He values the order and security of civilised life, but the need for danger is still there, but it tends to be checked and restrained.

The id is not worse from the absolute perspective. It is simply lower; it can be sanctified, so that we have the strength and courage for ministry. The unsanctified state might be paranoia, gut anger and hostility, which are not a good foundation (even if not physical this still represents "living by the sword").

There is more to the id than what might be considered by our socially instilled judgements: The Aztec civilisation had a great strength for engineering. They pioneered in construction, and the id is still required today for construction. A rational grasp of mathematics will not make an engineer. A modern day Aztec with a basic grasp of maths and science would make a far better engineer, but we are not taught the true value of the id at university.

When the Spanish conquistadors arrived at the Aztec marsh island city of Tenochtitlan, peaceable relations failed because the savage way of life and the civilised way were at odds. They didn't hate each other's ways directly, but they couldn't co-exist without a change of order. Tensions built on either side until the Spanish conquistadors finally overthrew the Aztecs.

### Civilised Man To Spiritual Man

Money is the root of civilisation. Money is the physical symbolism of power. Where there is first power there is secondarily abundance, which could come in the form of money.

A man without power cannot handle money. If he or she gets it then it will be wasted, but a powerful man without money can make things happen. For a powerful man or woman, money can be made easily if this is within their calling.

What am I saying then? I am saying that either YEHOVA or Satan holds the purse strings, and we should strive to serve YEHOVA. As unleavened gospel disciples we are no longer allowed to place money first. This, as it turns out, is one of the keys to the transition between civilised and spiritual man.

The demarcation of the line between savage and civilised was in moving the focus away from tribal bonding and aggression into broader community-belonging placing a high value on reason. In counterfeit spirituality, the focus moves once again. Man places the focus in the spiritual part of his nature.

#### Retaining The Lower Order

In much the same way that the savage nature did not disappear, the civilised nature also does not disappear. The higher order encloses and encompasses both, putting them into service in a balanced manner.

Cortez was more powerful than Montezuma. At the end of the day Montezuma was slain and the Aztecs were brutally overcome. Why do I say this? Am I emphasizing war? No, but my point is that the id of the Spaniards now had even more power because of the civilised, scientific, diplomatic world-order that was now backing it up. The id of the Aztecs, as fearsome as it had previously seemed, was astonished at those things we today take for granted: a ship, some horses, military strategy.

In the same way, the civilised powers of the spiritual man are also greater. The spiritual power that works within a "future man" or a "future woman" makes them more effective at communication, building friendships, empathy, intelligence and even reason. The id and ego will remain less emphasised, this is true, but they will also be used according to a higher order, even becoming balanced where they have been unbalanced (the call to endure fiery trials and prove strength is one example). The civilised man will also be astonished: he does not really think that the spiritual man or woman has any power, but he will lose his job to the Buddhist or Hindu versed in spiritual business practice.

As disciples, we witness this drama unfold, and are not ignorant of the changes in power.

### The Upshot

I am speaking of the world, but realise the implications for ministry.

Today's church has a civilised focus, but in the change to the new dispensation it must have a spiritual focus.

In the past it was possible to have a tribal or a civilised focus and still technically place YEHOVA first in our lives and be saved. This is not my point here. The Jews were first rather tribal and kept laws, but as we move forward in dispensation we are called to be more spiritual in our mode of relationship. Thus, if disciples do not obey this calling, they cannot say "look, I have the same right to be saved as a Hebrew who obeyed the laws of Moses."

It was hard for a "savage" to transform into a civilised man because their sense of survival was too clan-like We should realise that for many, the transformation from civilised to spiritual is also a giant leap. One has to abandon the things that formerly made life seem good, such as "work," "family," and "reason" in order to embrace "purpose," "spiritual friendship" and "intuition."

As unleavened disciples we think of the 8 dispensations of which we are entering the 7th—the tribulation period of the Millennial Reign. We know [logically] that we must have a new dispensation at this early time because there is no other mechanism for a failed Sunday church. It has become the Harlot.

The reason I have described the broad id, ego and super-ego changes in the world at large is so that I can parallel it with the move into the new dispensation of Christianity. To make it simple: _Everyone_ is becoming more subtle—rational thought will no longer the primary mode of operation in the world. We must stay abreast of the times according to our calling. If we don't obey then one effect is this: Christians will increasingly fail the new age / new spirituality accusation of "you are dogmatic Christians."

Another effect is that we are just without all of the many gifts of our calling, we sell ourselves short; A third concern is that we become overrun by the enemy, since we do not have our edification provision in-place.

## Spiritual Relationships

In order to form functional relationships we need to relate to others on the level of the spirit. This sounds like it might be too abstract, but I can assure you that when it is not done, a dysfunction in the relationship is the result.

We need to start seeing people as spirits, and not as bodies. To do this we need to overcome the ingrained and relentlessly powerful tendency to view the world around us as a mass of solid objects and physical bodies.

It is not only physicality that we are seeking to escape the trap of. Identities, too are objects. The spirit of a person assumes an identity to itself—yet it is not that identity.

Spirit is a subject, not an object. The spirit of a person is a subject. The physical body and the identity are objects. Subjects can form the basis of lasting relationships. Objects cannot.

When we have spiritual relationships we get two achievements: 1) We have excellent relationships with people in person. 2) We can effectively relate with people who are not physically present with us.

Spirit, being subjective, is not contained in time and space. At higher stages of development, remote spiritual communions and conversations are powerful. The feeling is similar to as if you were in the same room as the loved one.

The spirit of a person is not quite the same as the person that you meet physically. They are almost, but not quite the same. This means that if you have a happy conversation with someone remotely, then go to visit them, they will often not know the exact content of the conversation. Instead they might think you mad (if you tell them the details).

The surprising fact though, is that they will behave according to the mood of the remote conversation. If they like you during your spiritual conversations, they will like you in person. If a conflict is resolved at a distance, then in person that conflict will also be resolved.

This means that it is real, but having a quality of mystery much like dreaming, it needs to be handled with care. You cannot mix the real world with the spiritual-mystery world. Although they penetrate each other, each must be understood in a separate context. This is the mature view.

### Problem #1 – Jason Can't Break The Ice

Jason meets Gaby and they hit it off. Jason, being a successful writer, is attractive to Gaby. Gaby is pretty and Jason is immediately attracted to her body but he is interested to know more about her.

They agree to meet at local shopping centre, but they can't seem to break the ice.

### The Solution

Jason has been attempting to get to know "A good looking female body". In talking to this body he is having problems. She is warm to him, but somewhat brusque in her responses. His openers do not seem to open doors, but instead are met with short responses that don't lead anywhere interesting. What can Jason do? He is about to blow it...

Jason doesn't need to do anything difficult. His mistake is a perceptual one. He needs to begin talking to "That spirit over there, who has a female body". In doing this, he notices that his voice changes and becomes softer. He also starts to talk in a more relaxed way. He feels more confident, because he is no longer seeing her as powerful by virtue of having a good looking body. Instead he sees her as an equal.

She is able to respond to this, because he is now talking like a normal human being. He is talking to her, whereas before he was insecure in talking to her body, which was a rather unreal identity. In not being spirit, and therefore life, how can a conversation flow naturally with a _body_ or an _identity_?

### Claire's Idealised Man

Claire has been so happy to meet "A successful male identity" that she has been talking to it non-stop. It does not appear to be answering her, however. The conversation, while polite, seems cold. Maybe he doesn't like her? No, fear not Claire, there is something you can do...

Claire needs to talk to "This spirit I met, who has become a successful writer". Claire then realises that she is talking with a real person (spirit), and that he is a person who has merely realised his potential as a writer in becoming a successful writer. She can see that even if he were not yet successful, she would be inspired by his spirit, and have the potential to love him. She is charmed by something more than his body or his identity, but more than this, she is now able to engage with him.

### Five Types Of Love

> He answered, "'Love the Lord your God with all your **heart** **soul** **strength** **mind** **Love your neighbour as yourself.**

#### Soul (South)

Some people have a love for someone they have not yet met. They are as a dream to them, but the love is real. This love is dreamy, distant. It relates to the south, the place of dreaming, and the Pastor.

#### Heart (West)

We shouldn't be afraid to love someone with our full passion. This is wild, sacrificial love. It tends to be volatile, and it burns. This relates to the west, the place of feeling, and the Evangelist.

#### Strength (North)

Soldiers love their comrades (strength). This is instinctual "got your back" love. It is quite profound, but since people do not stand in the gap for each other, then this love does not thrive. People are jealous, back-biting and competitive. The love soldiers speak of is beyond the understanding of many. This relates to the North, the place of action, and the Apostle.

A practical example is that as a rare event I was called to attend a Sunday church. (The Sunday church is largely in apostacy, but this one was in idolatry.) When I went in I could tell that the problem they had was not the praise and worship, but their selling out to the world. They loved their lives, jobs and family. Their problem was not "heart" or "soul" but "strength."

#### Mind (East)

People have a love for each other, but it depends on whether they are in agreement with each other. If their ideas line up, or if they can see the point of view of another, then they are able to begin building bridges of love between them and others. This love works best when people share ideologies. It relates to the East, the place of rational thought, and the Teacher.

#### Love your neighbour as yourself

This refers to true communion. To love your neighbour as one or even not-two with you. This relates to the spirit, the place of no-technique, and the Prophet.

### The Threefold Model

There is the fivefold office, but also the Trinity, which leads to 5's and 3's. We just discussed the fivefold model, so what is the threefold?

  * **Instinctual affection** is between lovers, families and those who people get close to. It can also be defined as "warmth." It describes love between bodies.

  * **Humanitarian love** is between people. This type of love is the kind that Christians understand, and so it is this kind of love that I am speaking about today. It describes love between identities.

  * **Divine love** is free of distance, creed, colour. It describes love between spirits.

### 9 Energy Centre Model

I would define a 9 energy centre system (called Chakras in Hinduism). This is not definitive, but it is the practical model I like to use. On each of these centres we can also consider that love is represented:

  1. Below the feet (approx 5') "Love of the Earth as Ruach ha-Kodesh feminine wisdom"

  2. The base of the spine "Physical love, tactile, sexual, touch"

  3. The abdomen "Family love"

  4. The solar plexus "Love of friends and colleagues"

  5. The heart "Love of human beings"

  6. The neck "Love of personality and ego"

  7. The forehead "Love of personality at a high level"

  8. The crown of the head "Love of people as individual spirits"

  9. Above the head (approx 3') "Love of Godhead as unknowable mystery (of YEHOVA)"

#### Differences From The 7 Chakra System

The 7 energy centre model does not define two out of body energy centres that I consider essential to teaching. This is why I have used 9.

## Divine Relationship Counselling

Who is this for? This is for anyone. Strictly speaking it is for disciples; It is for any types of relationships, but in order to dramatically test it under the worst circumstances, I have drafted it to explain how we can resolve conflicts with even feudal enemies. Hopefully, it is easier to deal with your married partner than this... but I don't know your personal situation!

#### Resolving Conflict With A Persecutor

Let us take an example of a persecutor. It's quite an in-depth look, but it will be worth the effort of reading because it is such a common situation for a disciple. In today's society it is a common mode of spiritual warfare. There aren't wars with bows and arrows, swords and shields, but the mind becomes a battleground in itself.

The persecutor is in reality a manipulated soul upon who we ought to have compassion. Fighting them could drive them further into their viewpoint. There is a wicked spirit influencing them, and it wants to create division and sedition.

To accomplish this, it is very cunning and deceptive. Differences in beliefs, attitudes and general point of view are magnified. Points of agreement are de-emphasized. Non-believers do not always persecute, even though their spirituality puts them at odds. To drive them further into persecution, they need to be given something about the Christian with which to hate them.

We are speaking of the mind here. In the spirit it is different. Those who are spiritually close to their fallen angels will feel their spiritual anger, aggression and desire to persecute. But I am speaking of how the fallen angel works on the mind, to twist and distort the image of the disciple.

By communing with those who hate us, we can easily begin to see their point of view on various subjects. By enacting our own versions of these cherished qualities, we can be seen to be "more like them." This doesn't have to mean compromising our integrity. In fact, it can be fun to be a little more like them.

### Communion

Sometimes after fighting with a spiritual soul war opponent for a long time, there is a shift into communion with them. There is an intense empathy where their own thoughts and feelings are revealed inside oneself. You understand their motivations, desires and drives.

Being this close to them has the effect of reconciling conflict. How can you fight someone with whom you have communion with? To fight someone implies division, but division and communion cannot coexist. You feel as if you are one with them in spirit. You share their mind and soul.

This is a great gift, especially amidst so much turmoil. It happens spontaneously by the power of the Ruach ha-Kodesh, but we could also request it through prayer.

#### Understanding Distance

Usually we have a few barriers to love, where we actually do.

  1. We hate them, and don't want to love them

  2. They might have an evil spirit, which we fear giving our soul to by loving them

  3. We disagree with things, and in order to maintain our own views we don't want to feel that we might lose our own perspectives. If we love them, this might happen.

To love someone at the level of identity implies a closeness of views and identities, or at the very least, the ability to temporarily share something. If we can't see their point of view, we can work at it; if they can't see ours, we need to share it. This process could be described as relationship therapy, but understand something here, because it is very important.

I am not going to teach "relationship therapy," as such. I am describing communion, which is a very quick road to excellent rapport and understanding. From this position, therapy is catalysed by the power of YEHOVA. The relationship counsellor is the Ruach ha-Kodesh. This cannot be compared with man's therapy with a human therapist. But you will need to practice this in order to believe just what it can do for your relationships.

## A Sword In The Harlot Church

Most Christians that I have met are enthusiastic about a vague "God," but they are somehow deaf to YEHOVA. Many are security seekers. They love the rational doctrine-mind over the truth. The teachings on sexuality put a sword in all of that, forcing a division between those who accept and those who don't.

The truth is that YEHOVA has inspired His saints to accept sexual flows of power by means of the trinity, His saints and with other people in the lives of the disciple. This sounds really weird, because am I saying that this is some sex-cult? No, I think that, as far as I have seen so far, what is being revealed is two things:

  1. Answers to questions on sexuality including homosexuality

  2. A form of spiritual practice through sexuality giving us legitimate spiritual practice otherwise in the domain of false religion Tantra

You can see some of the reasons why Elohim would choose to do this, because it is very clear to see that there are a number of misconceptions surrounding sexuality itself. In today's hyper-sexual world, there needs to be more than _withdrawal_ , there needs to be _advance_. These teachings reveal both the need for keeping pure, but also reveal how one can remain pure without necessarily abstaining from things thought otherwise unlawful. The key is the leading of the Holy Spirit. Clearly, this is not for those new to the faith.

One of the main things I have been inspired to do is to actually reveal what sexuality _is_. Without knowing what sexuality really means, how can people say that they have had a real education? And thus, if it were allowed, they could turn this on YEHOVA and say "you never showed me" or "sexuality was never explained to me." The unleavened gospel leaves one without these excuses, but also provides a view of Christianity that is not so dry in general. For surely it is the truth that when sexuality itself is seen as rigidly and rationally controlled, the expression of the faith itself can tend to become muted? The unleavened gospel is colourful, but it is not licentiousness. It has purpose and law to it's functions, but it could also be said to be sexier in general. It has power, and sexuality is a fundamental component of it's power. Without the revelations on sexuality, the unleavened gospel is at a disadvantage.

## Understanding The Mystery Of The Worlds Kingdoms

The world is a system of kingdoms belonging to the fallen angels. When you go to visit your former friends, parents and associates, then you are in reality visiting them in their kingdom. This might sound strange, but we do it all the time. We get a peculiar feeling or mood about travelling to a different location. This has nothing to do with the physical locale. It has everything to do with the spiritual, or technically, "astral," position in which they live (The astral planes are a part of the "unknown" described in the previous chapter "Error: Reference source not foundError: Reference source not foundError: Reference source not found").

People have _outer_ physical homes, but they don't always realise that they have an _inner_ home, also. The physical reality of our life is "twinned" with the astral layers. The disciple also interacts with these layers, but they have a difficulty at present. They need to be part of building Zion on the Earth.

One interpretation of the word "Babylon" is "the whole of the world's kingdoms." When Yehoshua returns, Babylon will be overthrown in an hour. Babylon can be understood to be synonymous with the term "the world."

The world's individual kingdoms would be "the kingdom of Jezebel (in a middle astral layer)," "the kingdom of Astarte (in a low astral layer)," "the kingdom of Siva (in a higher Buddhic astral layer)," and so on. The kingdoms of the "world" are vast and enthralling, they reflect the human system itself, which was in turn made in the image and likeness of YEHOVA. The lower layers are "Hades" (which is vastly different to Hell) and the upper layers are high places of apparent spiritual beauty, but they are not those that belong to YEHOVA.

The beauty of these realms may be felt to be "Heavenly" by those who have not yet known the true Elohim. The higher astral levels are far in excess of the appeal of the ordinary world, but they are also dimly reflected in certain places within the world. The worlds spiritual seekers desire to dwell in them forever, but in fact they will only dwell in [the real] Heaven or in Hell for all eternity. To belong to Satan is not really understood by whether man has gotten free of acting in grossly wicked ways. Such a thing is not what it appears to be, for law and order is maintained by force through the police and the military.

Man cannot erase the need to have an aggressive capacity, but he must redefine it to reflect YEHOVA. We were instructed not to "live by the sword." We were not instructed to "stop enforcing law," such that the common robber or murderer can get away, because a policeman is not allowed to strike someone. Yehoshua might be interpreted to teach only "peace" but this is the interpretation of a pacifist. When Yehoshua returns, the Book of Revelation tells us that He will sit on the throne in Jerusalem and rule with a rod of iron. This is no pacifist, but He certainly is "the Prince Of Peace." Understand, then.

On the other hand, to belong to the world's military makes a man or woman soldier a member of a false spirituality having to do with the worlds kingdoms. They are patriotic towards Babylon, but this cannot exist in a servant of YEHOVA. If there is patriotism then it is an idolatry that must be rooted out. Can a soldier continue to fight for his country then? Mostly not, but Israel belongs to YEHOVA. Even then, a soldier must accept Yehoshua as lord and saviour. In both cases, becoming a Christian soldier outwardly will not suffice. Yehoshua sees into a man's heart, and he must obey the instruction to leave the army even if he is shot dead on the way out. In this way, he will not be abandoning his first duty to His Maschiach. He will die in honour and his soul will go to Heaven. You see, the commander-in-chief cannot usurp the place of Yehoshua.

The definition of salvation is belonging to Yehoshua ha-Maschiach to be His, forever. It is whether we will love and obey the true spirit of divine light, or whether we won't.

The astral kingdoms, together with the physical result can be termed "the world." The world's kingdoms are "high and spiritual," "worldly and busy," "deep and instinctual." They keep men so busy with fantasy, spirituality and "being human" that man does not receive the gospel. They near-continually occupy men and women worldwide with the wide variety of events, relationships and activities that people commonly call "life."

Even the counterfeit experience of "nonduality" such as taught in "satsang" and by false gurus and mystics, is false. This is of a different order. This takes us outside of the astral bands of the world. But I want to clarify that everything that most people can imagine, do, think, feel or even "be" is missing the point. It is not YEHOVA. Realise then, just what I am saying about YEHOVA. He is utterly beyond, and in His absolutely unthinkable greatness men and women fall short of His glory.

The counterfeit spiritual seeker criticises true Christianity, saying that it sounds "judgemental." They think of "stuffy church," "rules and regulations," "pastors and congregations." They are light seekers and divine-freedom chasers, but they are being led down the Satanic garden-path. Having had profound experiences, who is the preacher to tell them otherwise?

But many preachers are rather low in their experience, and many are even false. In such a manner, they do not testify well of the true light, which is more than anyone has ever dreamed for. YEHOVA draws men and women away from all the kingdoms of the world into the Heavenly. This is normally way outside of thought. It is so far outside of common man's thought that it does not even occur as a possibility.

The possibility is being continually snatched from the mind of the counterfeit seeker by the fallen angels that he is receiving his manna from. Thoughts are not our own. Inspiration is not our own. To know the spirit of YEHOVA implies that the spirit of the seeker is actually defeated and cast aside. The fallen angels try to prevent the truth from entering in. The fallen angels are the basis of the life of the counterfeit seeker, so it is a little like having a spiritual "heart transplant."

It is so far outside of ordinary thought that most Christians do not fully realise what has occurred to them. They do not realise clearly how they do longer belong, as a result they struggle with the fact that in their spirit, they have become pilgrims and strangers in the land of their fathers.

### The love of money is the root of all evil

The love of money is the root of all evil. I want to suggest that we can expand this to understand how money is related to our "choice" of kingdom and our relationship to either YEHOVA or the fallen angels. In so doing I will expose one of the great threats to Christianity, and this is the love of the world.

Realise that while most men and women do want money, and will have ambition towards owning possessions, having financial well-being and going on holidays, the actual truth is that they can be satisfied with less. But what they cannot be satisfied with is that they should leave their spiritual kingdom behind. This is a wrench to the soul. It removes a person from their roots.

When a man or woman converts, they must be plucked up from the roots and re-planted in Heavenly soil. This is part of the explanation of why it can be hard for people to accept Yehoshua ha-Maschiach as their saviour. You are asking them to move into an unknown land, leaving their spiritual family behind, and not knowing whether they can take their lifestyle, possessions and friends with them. The truth is that they cannot, but the preacher does not always know their own spirituality very well.

Similar life events might be granted, possessions might be retained on earth. Friends might convert of their own free will, but grasping on to these things is a hindrance to salvation. It is our own personal matter.

Salvation is an interesting subject to consider at this point. How do we call people out of these kingdoms? Should we stride boldly in, stand at the door and shout, or wait safely inside calling to people to enter in? The answer is "all three," under the revelatory lead of the Ruach ha-Kodesh.

### Evangelising the Gospel To The Kingdoms Of The World

Most Christians, though being born again, have not fully left the world in the fullest sense. Within their spirit, it is true that they are not of this world. Within their soul, however, many types of conflicts exist. They are mired in Babylon like the Children of Israel in Egypt before Moses and the Red Sea Crossing.

They offer a slice of life with their own group, but rarely do they travel the world as priests according to the order of Melchizedek. Such a priest is one who has no home except Heaven. As a result, the priest can travel amongst kingdoms on a mission. They are not particular about where they sleep or afraid of where they go. They will travel amongst the worlds kingdoms, witnessing to it's peoples. This gives them a greater flexibility in that they can meet people where they are. They travel in the world, but they are not of it.

Most Christians are caught within the world. As I said, they may be born again, but their roots are found to remain in growth amongst the socio-political system of Babylon. In order to deliver them from this, something extraordinary has to happen. Have I lost you yet? This entire book is a sword. It is designed to cut against something in a Christian. This will turn the Christian into an unleavened disciple.

## The New Breed Disciple

Some will accuse me of mixing false spirituality with Pentecostalism. Actually what I am doing is only describing the forms and types of understandings that disciples are being given from Heaven. It might on the surface look like a mixing, but it is actually further away from the world's spirituality than ever before. It is purer. It is drawing near to YEHOVA.

At the inception of the computer, it might have looked wrong for a Christian to use the internet to perform church evangelism. It may have looked like "compromise" but in fact, it is just a more advanced way to witness.

It is the same with the inner sophistication that people now have. In the New Spirituality movement, there are in-depth discussions on spiritual subjects such as angels, tarot, relationships, tantra, business-spirituality and the likes. These could all be said to have their roots in a few books, such as the Bhagavad Gita, which is a lot like a Bible for false spiritual practitioners.

We have the Bible, but we don't have the range of discussion that we need. Leavened Christians have made Christianity into something that it is not. They think that it is about morality rather than about spirituality which includes righteousness. The difference, though subtle, is profound.

### Degrees Of Truth

Christians have coloured their own teaching, filling it with the leaven of man, injecting their own ideas. They may preach 5% truth and 95% their own flesh, calling this mixture "preaching the word." They can't help this, because their own self is transmitted to everyone they meet. It is a subconscious and an unconscious process.

The words are not themselves the truth. When the Apostle Paul preached, a higher degree of truth was conveyed using the same words that people now repeat. Even at school we understand this: It matters if your teacher understands the subject. They cannot simply read a textbook.

Because of this fact, we need to attain a high level of discipleship or we cannot preach truth very well. Grace may account for our lack (the Ruach ha-Kodesh is the true witness), but if we add the leaven of our own meaning, then this carries across and leads to error. People absorb more than the spoken word itself, they absorb the meaning.

### Example Of Jenny

A woman wakes up and outside it is a lovely morning. She thinks to herself "I will send my brother an email to say how much I love him." She goes to the Bible, finds a Psalm that seems to be pretty to her. She mixes this in with the message.

She says, "The lord has put this on my heart brother, I love you so much." Then she includes the Psalm in her email. There is a lot of human love in this, but what about at the divine level?

At the divine level there is no knowledge of the scripture at all. The scripture is being "used." She doesn't attempt to consider what motivated David when he wrote it, neither does she consider what it could teach her. She does not even think that it can teach her, for to her it is merely what it appears to be. A type of lovely psalmistry.

It is the "peg" with which she transmits her love in the famous quotation "all words are pegs to hang ideas on." The love and friendship is the "idea." But the Ruach ha-Kodesh never inspired that type of bonding. Instead, fellowship could become deeper. Instead of conditional love we need unconditional love. Conditional love happens, but it is not the love that we are striving towards.

### Unconditional Love

Unconditional love arises when we are no longer using the scriptures to support our own agenda, which is the same as using YEHOVA. If we do not use YEHOVA, He can use us, and He is certainly capable of inspiring true love within us.

True fellowship is different to the bonding of man, which is a type of conformity in non-love. By agreeing to view each other as normal people, common Christians worldwide are (despite their intentions, and without condemning them) the enemies of higher love. They create and maintain each other's sense of "old man" identity, rather than to go past the identity too see each other made in the image of YEHOVA.

If you begin to see yourself in the image and likeness with which you were created, they will call it vain and egotistical. If you see them that way, they will make some excuse as to why they cannot live up to the heroic vision you have of them. But over time, it will work much good.

### Pentecostalism

The world's New Age, and New Spirituality has a high emphasis on personal experience. Mysticism ventures into high spiritual places above this. The result is that the world's spirituality appears to make Christians warrant the accusation "you are dogmatic Christians" i.e. "You don't have real experiences." While we don't absolutely have to prove them wrong, it would be better if we could present a more spiritually wise "front" to our faith.

Pentecostalism did a lot to combat this, but Pentecostalism has failed to escape the bounds of the world. As a result, it is really now a worldly form of harlot Christianity, that is more liberal in its approach. Certain true breed of Pentecostals remain, but the very foundations of the financial structures of their organisations are rooted in Babylon, and the foundations cannot withstand the change in dispensation. Therefore, understand that I am not calling all Pentecostals "false Christians."

### Dress Code

We don't have strict codes and regulations. Instead we lean on the inspiration of the Ruach ha-Kodesh, who guides our actions.

I know that some who belong to YEHOVA were asked to wear very formal clothes. The women also wear clothes which are not glamorous, so when I describe our own approach to clothing, I want to take into account their self-sacrificing nature. We are not worldly, but we are also not withdrawn from the world. We are radically "in the world, but not of the world."

#### Self Sacrificing Clothing

The world is fascinated by clothing. At the time of writing this book, the Twitter hashtag #ootd reveals the outfit of the day of many people across the world. As disciples with a scientific edge, we need to ask ourselves, "what is clothing?" "what is it to enjoy glamour?" and "is there a valid place for dressing to impress?"

In a very difficult manner, we must come out of Babylon. To do so means to yield up what we have, so that it might be transformed in the light of YEHOVA. For an attractive woman, this can be extremely difficult. "Why should I yield up one of my assets in this manner?" "Why should I abandon the pleasure it brings me to receive compliments?" and "Is it really necessary?"

Isn't it interesting how frightened we get when one of our pleasures is about to be contested? The truth is that this is part of a process where are fundamentally contested by the holy nature of YEHOVA. We know that, "all things are lawful" but of course the rule for our life is given by YEHOVA. We have to do what we are told. We cannot resort to Paul's speeches to defend our dress-sense if we have been told to wear a gray dress. Paul was not preaching against YEHOVA, or against other scriptures that tell us to listen to Him.

Realise that when we are asked to do something, there tends to be a very good reason for it. The reason has to do with allowing yourself to be crucified so that you will share in His resurrection. This can be a matter of salvation or sanctification. It can pertain to Heaven, or even to the success of a process on Earth. By obedience holy power can act in our lives. The power of YEHOVA, the spirit of holiness cannot act in power if we do not act in obedience.

But what about the questions I asked?

The answer to "clothing" is that it is a way to express a personality that is the expression of the person's spirit as it is inspired by either YEHOVA or the fallen angels. That is all people are doing when they dress up. They are giving expression to their spirit, to make it reflect more of the spirit they serve. Depending on it's intentions, there are many different styles any one spirit could utilise.

The very ordinary seeming act of "getting dressed up" brings into effect all sorts of spiritual processes we have never paused to think about. The unleavened gospel disciple, instead of abnegating the enjoyment of clothing, takes on the challenge of finding it's fullest use in inspired ministry. To do this implies taking inspiration from Heaven. How does this work?

One day you have a playful mood, and so you take a look at it. In your mind's eye you sense some colour and in your spirit you sense that it is the presence of a saint. But you check that with the Holy Spirit. You say "is this a spirit that I can accept an influence with?" The Holy Spirit says "that's my daughter in Heaven." A saint is the inspiring force. In your mind's eye, the saint is wearing purple. So you are also inspired to wear a purple dress.

Most unleavened gospel disciples might not notice what I am talking about, because it is subtle, and because their minds might be busy. But if you look, this is where the inspiration is coming from. Inspiration never comes from human beings, it comes from YEHOVA or the fallen angels. The human spirit itself is not creative. It is a receiver of creativity.

You might be surprised what you are inspired to do. For this reason I cannot teach a dress code. The plan of YEHOVA at this time involves many expressions which might seem totally unacceptable to man, particularly the religious system. I think that we should not really attempt to control this and to "look acceptable." Instead we should embrace the inspired calling with passion and colour. It is colour that the Pharisees detest so much. They are creatures of reason and cold logic.

Our only guiding principle is inspired obedience. Even to say "obedience" is misleading to some, for they have identified the word with formality, and cold, Catholic Fathers. They do not understand that "obedience" just means to do what is said. To obey could be fun, then. But usually the act of obeying itself has an element of self-abnigation to it.

The trick to all of this is that self-denial does not always imply restriction of pleasure. Self-denial just means that you are no longer performing your own will. If you are performing the will of YEHOVA, then why would you be concerned if you seem to be a dutiful and good Christian or not? Clearly YEHOVA is removing people from the false security of this religious comfort zone.

## The Meaning Of This Book

Hopefully this book has shattered something that is rather fundamental to you. This is the "old man," and it cannot be put off without offending religious sensibilities.

YEHOVA has chosen sexuality as one means of removing the garment of the old man. It is a clever choice (I hope I do not give the "game" away too much). Realise that without such a hard test, it would be most difficult to put off the old man. How could someone separate themselves from their own sense of religion? Religion is not just "stuffy old churches," it is more innate than this. Religion is a part of the old self before it is put off.

Realise though, the real purpose of this. Without the old man, disciples are open to receiving spiritual impressions from the Ruach ha-Kodesh in a way they could never do so before.

They actually become so attuned to hearing the voice of Elohim (in their given way) that they are really very sure in their spirit that these teachings are from YEHOVA. The great problem, however, is the endless fear of the religious mind itself, that puts us in a torment as we move into trusting our heart as led by the Ruach ha-Kodesh.

This is in one way a perfect way to separate ourselves from the religious mind. By virtue of the struggle we endure in continually choosing between being "sexy saints" and "religious and dutiful Pharisees" we actually begin to yoke ourselves to YEHOVA in spirit and in truth.

You see, before we did this, we were only believing in YEHOVA, and he was afar off. In our effort to find out whether or not we are allowed to be sexy or whether we are going to Hell, we continually press in to hear His voice. This straining and struggling helps us to get really close to Him. It is fearful and confusing, but this is how we were shepherded into struggling to hear the voice of the Ruach ha-Kodesh. We needed to do this in fear of Hell!

I have revealed some of His plan, but it must be His plan that I do so. If you can understand what I have written here, it does not place you in a position to defend yourself. If you can understand it you must have reached a certain maturity, which I believe makes it acceptable for the truth to be revealed to.

### Stepping Out

Queen Esther had to "step out" in faith. Since our own calling involves a test of faith in the area of our sexuality, then I think that the analogy is very apt. Sexuality is one way in which we are boldly stepping into something where we don't know the outcome. What we will find is that, when we do this, our faith is rewarded.

Quite clearly, the fear that we have is that we will go to Hell. The test of faith here implies a great division within the body. Who will go with the Ruach ha-Kodesh, and who will cleave to the leaven of the Pharisees?

We can also ask the following: Who will go with the spiritual "heart," and who will be led by the rational mind? There is both an inspired sense of the truth, and a rational programming of doctrine. The latter constitutes a danger within religion. Man loves to control man, but we should be Ruach ha-Kodesh led.

# Glossary Of Terms

**Self-Importance:** The positive form of egotism, which contains hidden self pity.

**Self-Pity:** The negative form of egotism, which contains hidden self-importance.

**Egotism:** [LONG] Emotionally charged selfness composed of self-importance(positive charge) and self-pity(negatively charged). [SHORT] Emotional self reflection.

**Self-Will:** Self-will is not fully possible. In practice however we speak of the _attitude_ of self will.

**Vanity:** Living from the viewpoint of the creation not the (uncreated)creator. Vanity cannot be removed from life, which means there are two outcomes: 1) Submitting to vanity, living foolishly 2) Living wisely, mitigating the effects of "vanity".

**Judgement:** 1) Judging as in making an assessment 2) Judgement as in a lawful judgement made by YEHOVA, of which may be declared by any minister, or even by an appointed judge(of which the author is one).

**Unleavened Gospel:** The Gospel, minus human leaven from the ID, Ego and Super Ego.

**Eternal Gospel:** The form of worship as it is practised by the saints and angels in Heaven.

**Everlasting Gospel:** The same as the Eternal Gospel

**New Dispensation:** The Eternal Gospel given to suit Earth's present needs. It will change again.

" **Faith that was once delivered to the saints:"** 1) Scripture reference (Jude 1:3). 2) Being serious about discipleship, attaining high grades under any dispensation.

**Leaven:** Psychic identity, beliefs and emotional density in the form of instinctual(ID), civilised(Ego) and pseudo spiritual(Super Ego) layers. [Authors definition] (New dispensation) The constituent of the self serving _fallen nature_ in the form of ID, Ego and Super Ego(Freud) layers. This pervades the Born Again disciple, necessitating sanctification. [Scripture References] (Mosaic)Exodus 12:15, Leviticus 6:17, 23:17, Amos 4:5 (Church Age)Mark 8:15, Matthew 13:33, 16:6, 1 Corinthians 5:6, 5:7.

**Fallen Nature:** The self serving _problem of man_ in the form of ID, Ego and Super Ego(Freud) layers. This pervades the Born Again disciple, necessitating sanctification. These layers are not (literally) destroyed, but; 1) refined, 2) purified and 3) restored to us as made in the image and likeness of YEHOVA.

## Endnotes

  1. "Karaite Korner," Nehemiah Gordon. The Pronunciation of the Name. www.karaite-korner.org/yhwh_2.pdf‎/.

  2. "Nehemiah's Wall, blog." Nehemiah Gordon, Kairite Jew, Author, Teacher. Accessed 06 Jan 2014. <http://www.nehemiaswall.com/>.

  3. "Amightywind." Prophecies of Elisabeth Elijah. http://www.amightywind.com.

  4. "Wikipedia." Id, ego and super-ego. Accessed 06 Jan 2014. <http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Id,_ego_and_super-ego/>.

  5. "Anna Rountree," author of Heaven Awaits The Bride, Accessed 06 Jan 2014. <http://annarountree.com/>.

