He's eating.
He's eating.
She's singing.
Singing.
What is he doing?
Reading a book.
Yeah, reading a book.
Good job, Diamond.
Daddy, no.
Daddy
Yes baby?
Do we have to wait til Diamond
finish the homework?
Yeah. Diamond's doing
the homework Papi.
Let's do the homework.
No, no more homework.
What are you doing?
One more and then we finished.
Folding the clothes
from the laundry.
You want to help me?
We gonna go with daddy
in a little bit.
Hold on.
Jonathan and all his petty drama
that he drag me into,
you know
I ain't got time for those
because I really got real drama
to deal with in my life.
Like this house
and these kids.
Come on, let's go
to daddy come on.
I love my babies to death.
God knows but they
a lot of work.
Diamond. Diamond what's
the matter?
You know Diamond is
four years old
and has Autism
and then here comes
King being loud and crazy
like his mother,
being the epitome of mommy.
Let me put them to bed
'cause I'm getting
a little aggravated.
You know it's past
they bedtime.
No.
Alright, go head Papi.
So, come on.
No bedtime.
Let me fold the clothes.
Yes. You finished with
your homework let's go.
Even Ruben trying to help me
it's still not enough.
I'm the one who get
the kids ready,
help them with they homework,
the one to put them to bed.
With all the stress at home
it's impossible to deal
with anything else.
Didn't I told you that
you can't do laundry?
You don't want me to help you?
I'm a little too aggravated.
I need you to sit down,
stop helping around
because you not really helping,
look at these toys all around,
there's two kids
there's no reason
why these kids should
be running us down.
I need you to be more on top
with the discipline of the kids.
So you want me to stop working?
Is that what you want me to do?
We not doing this again,
with the whole back and forth.
This is a woman that is fed up
with everything, with my career,
I work very hard
and I'm not gettin' nothing.
So, what about me?
Look at me!
This is a star, look at me,
a star doing laundry.
There's no secret that
I'm still struggling out here
in this music business.
The older I get
the more worried
I get that it's not
going to happen.
This is the only dream that
I ever had and sometimes I get
so stressed that I actually
feel sick over it.
So I don't need
no more stress at home
or from the people that's
supposed to be my friends.
I been 15 years in this crap,
why it's not happening for me?
It's like you don't understand.
I understand and I-
I'm fed up with everything
and everybody.
I feel like I want
to give up sometimes
because of the things that
I'm going through you know and-
Don't ever give up on anything.
I know what I got and it's just
like what it's gonna take.
This is my dream out here
but a lot of people's
playing with it
and it's killing me and it's
getting to me right now.
I want understanding
from my friends,
from my family,
even from my fans.
But they not here like you
are to see what I'm doing for me
and my family
and my career.
