

### Relationship With God:

### Qualities Of Divine Truth

### By

### Jesus (AJ Miller)

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### This ebook is a transcript of a seminar delivered on 24th August 2008 in Eudlo, Australia by Jesus (also known as AJ Miller) as part of the Relationship with God series. In this talk he describes the attributes and qualities of God's, or absolute, Truth, and how to recognise and discover Divine Truth.

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Table of Contents

### Qualities of Divine Truth: Part 1

1. Introduction

1.1. Fear and truth are opposites

1.2. If we "keep on knocking" the truth will come

1.3. God's Truth is black and white

1.4. God's Truth can be identified by it's qualities and attributes

1.5. Emotions that arise when we are lied to compared to when we are told the truth

1.6. Emotional reasons for not speaking the truth

2. Personal truth

2.1. Personal truth is what we personally emotionally accept as the "truth"

2.2. Personal "truth" can become absolute truth if we grow towards God

2.2.1. The truth will set you free

3. An example of a man learning to lie from events in his childhood

3.1. Divine Truth never results in fear

3.2. Divine Truth does not punish

3.3. Emotions only flow when we are in truth

3.4. The damaging effects of parents

3.5. Divine Truth wants us to state the truth about everything

3.6. Divine Truth does not compromise for the sake of peace

4. Living in truth unlocks emotions

4.1. Living in personal truth eventually leads to God's Truth

4.1.1. Experiencing emotional error removes our conditioning

4.1.2. Being truthful about our true condition

4.2. Truth creates and never destroys - the example of AJ's brother

4.2.1. Truth is loving

5. An example of a lady telling the truth to her family

6. An example of a lady speaking truth about her biological father

### Qualities of Divine Truth: Part 2

7. Emotions arising during the seminar about truth

8. Divine Truth qualities and attributes

8.1. Divine Truth will not compel a man to accept itself against his will

8.2. The individual's knowledge of Divine Truth is eternally progressive

8.2.1. The example of Luther

8.3. Personal truth is limited, but Divine Truth is infinite

8.4. Divine Truth results in freedom: the Truth will set you free

8.4.1. An example of a woman being abused in her relationship

8.5. Divine Truth results in a fearless existence

8.5.1. An illustration of religions creating fear

8.5.2. Discerning Divine Truth through communication with God

8.6. The truth does not hurt anyone or anything

8.6.1. The example of "Does my bum look big in this?"

8.6.2. Divine Truth cannot be embellished

8.6.3. It's futile to "cast pearls before swine"

8.6.4. Giving truth is an act of love

8.6.5. There are emotional penalties for wanting to believe a lie

8.7. Divine Truth does not allow the lie, no matter what the price

8.7.1. Friendships based on truth

9. All emotions are visible to people in the spirit world

10. Growing towards at-onement with God through understanding truth

10.1. AJ's reincarnated emotional injuries

11. Spirits can make people feel that they are reincarnated

12. Forgiveness and Repentance

12.1. The example of a mother damaging her daughter

13. Divine Truth qualities and attributes continued

13.1. Divine Truth is felt, it is emotional

13.1.1. The example of eating meat

13.1.2. The example of working in the meat industry

13.1.3. An example of renting out an apartment

14. Closing Words

15. Appendix: Seminar Outline

Qualities of Divine Truth: Part 1

1. Introduction

I have written a seminar outline as to what today's topic is going to be about. We are not going to be able to cover all the material that I have listed in this, and quite often I break this discussion into two different discussions, but I do want to cover some of the material on the qualities of truth. I will also give you a chance to read through the other qualities in the seminar outline in your own time, so that you can start recognising what the qualities of God's Truth are compared to what the qualities of our truths are all about. (00:00:44)

The subject today is qualities of Divine Truth, and by Divine Truth I am talking about the qualities of God's Truth, which is different to the qualities as to what's happening within yourself; in terms of your own truth. So we do not want to confuse those two truths. But before we get started we will talk about a few little things first. One is that I would like, if possible, to come up with some examples of these qualities of truth if possible. So if you have an example in your own life that matches the quality of truth that we are discussing, would you consider coming and sitting up next to me and discussing it with us, in terms of how it has affected your life? All of you who are a bit shy about that, well that is just an emotion and it needs to be triggered somehow! So this is a good forum in which to do that. Everyone is a bit more accepting than listening to your truth outside of this kind of a forum. Today I also want to focus more on the emotions as well with regards to truth, so that will be a part of our discussion today. (00:02:05)

1.1. Fear and truth are opposites

There are quite a number here who weren't here yesterday? How many people weren't here yesterday? Okay, so a good half. Yesterday the topic was "Fear is Your Friend". The reason why I mention that is because yesterday's discussion and today's discussion are like two sides of the same coin. One is focussing on the area of fear and how it affects our lives whereas this other one is focussing on the area of truth. (00:02.34)

One of the things I said yesterday, which is very important in your own progression is, you will need to release the errors within you emotionally. But you will also need to come and accept God's Truths emotionally. So yesterday we were talking about how to connect to these errors that we have within ourselves emotionally and today I want to focus more on how to start connecting with the truths that are available to you that will trigger you emotionally if you live them. And so we can often focus on truth and then everything changes in our life once you set your intention for truth. How many of you have experienced that, where you set your intention for truth and all of a sudden got hammered with it? (Laughter) Quite a few already so that's really good. So the key is to come to and love truth as much as yesterday we talked about embracing or coming to see fear as your friend.

1.2. If we "keep on knocking" the truth will come

Today we want to talk about your desire or passion for truth and how that affects you actually getting the truth in your life as well. And so I have said before, "If you seek first the truth, if you keep on knocking for truth it will be open to you; everything will be opened to you but only if you keep on knocking." Why do you think that is? Why do you think that it will only come to you if you keep on knocking and keep on asking? (00:03:58)

Participant: It is the Law of Desire?

Exactly! It is the Law of Desire that accesses the truth. Many of us don't really want to know the truth yet, and in particular we don't want to know the truth yet about our own lives. And in particular, we don't want to experience the emotions of that truth once we know it. So we shut ourselves down. (00:04:28)

1.3. God's Truth is black and white

So who here believes that it is actually good to tell white lies? Come on, you know, be honest, there is a lot more of you who feel that way. Or you feel actually that there is no such thing as black and white truth and, in fact, you would prefer there to be no such thing as black and white truth? There are just all these shades of grey. A lot of people feel that? One fellow said to me there are 1,024 shades of grey that the eye can see and he feels that the truth is the same way. That happened when I was very young and it struck me how disillusioned this man was with truth. I've had many conversations with people about the truth being black and white and the instant I have said that, "God's Truth is black and white. It's absolute God's Truth. It is either a yes or no answer in almost every case with God's Truth." As soon as I have said that I have had people have major reactions, emotionally. Now why is that do you think? (00:05:34)

Participant: Truth hurts.

They feel threatened that their truth isn't God's Truth. And straight away as soon as you feel threatened what do you want to do? You want to protect the castle that you built for yourself. But if you want to come to God, protecting the castle is going to be the last thing that you will want to do in the end. But we all start off wanting to protect ourselves. (00:05:15)

In the 1st Century just before my death I had a conversation with Pilate. Some of you would realise if you come from a Bible background that the conversation was recorded in the Bible, although not all that accurately. We talked about truth and our perception of truth and his perception of truth. And he came from the position that there was no such thing as you could never ever know anything that what God felt was truth really in the end. He did not even know whether he could believe in God, and he felt very strongly that you would never know what God's Truth really is. It was during that conversation that I told him that I was the messenger of truth and he actually, in the end, terminated the conversation with a question. It was quite a sarcastic question actually; "What is truth anyway"? He just felt that there was no way of knowing what the truth is. (00:07:01)

How many of you actually feel that sometimes. You know you have investigated this thing, you have investigated that thing, you have investigated all these spiritual concepts, you have heard all these different things emotionally, you have gone to different religious movements and in amongst all of that there is a bit of truth that has hit you. But who knows what the truth really is? Isn't that a common viewpoint? And then what happens after that is that we get to feel really hopeless and we give up. And how many of you in your own spiritual quest have had periods of time when you have just said, "Blow this, what's the point now? I might as well just give it all up and live my life how I see what my truth is all about." (00:07:53)

1.4. God's Truth can be identified by it's qualities and attributes

Today what we are going to do is show that there are ways to determine what God's Truth really is, because God's Truth has qualities or attributes that are recognisable and when you see these things in the world around you and in people around you and in your own emotions you will recognise which bit is actually God's Truth as long as you can see these attributes and qualities. (00:08:16)

What I will do firstly is go through some basics about personal truth and God's Truth and then we will discuss more about the qualities and attributes of the truth, the actual truth. I have listed 16 in the seminar outline. There are many more but I've listed 16 in the seminar outline and we can discuss them. Now there's one thing that I want to mention; a book that you might be interested in for yourselves if you haven't got it already: "The Body Is a Barometer of the Soul". Yesterday we were speaking about fear based and emotional based things affecting your physical body and how every single physical pain is a reflection of an emotion or pain within you. And this book is very good for that. It is not as precise as perhaps it could be, but it is one of the better books and it is written by a lady here in Australia, Annette Noontil. (00:09:24)

1.5. Emotions that arise when we are lied to compared to when we are told the truth

That generated a bit of discussion; what's going on there? (Laughter) When you are lied to how do you feel? (00:10:00)

Participant: Betrayed.

Participant: Offended.

Participant: Angry.

Angry! Why does lying generate so much emotion do you think? (00:10:14)

Participant: Because the trust is broken. (00:10:17)

Okay. There are some major issues at the soul level that a lie actually confronts. Now how do you feel when someone is always telling you the truth? How do you feel then? (00:10:30)

Participant: Confident.

Confident! (Laughter) The thing that I will say is that many of us have never experienced it have we? (00:10:43)

Participant: You can experience it through your children. (00:10:46)

You can because your children, if you don't shut them down, will initially be reflectors of truth. But often what happens is we do not want their truth reflected back at us, so what do we do? We teach them how to lie. Many of us have grown up with that. Now you can teach them how to lie very simply just by refusing the truth from them and they learn that when mummy feels or daddy feels an emotion of anger then I didn't do the right thing. You don't have to say a single thing to them, and all of a sudden now they are in a space where they feel the truth is actually not welcome. Now how many of you feel with all the people around you that the truth is not welcome? Yes so we very afraid.

1.6. Emotional reasons for not speaking the truth

So what does that cause within you? A fear of staying in your truth! If the truth isn't welcome, then it means that I'm not welcome, and if I'm not welcome then nobody is going to listen to the truth that I am speaking. And in the end what is going to happen is I feel that I am going to lose all my friends and lose all my family and that I'll be alone. And how much don't we want to be alone? Because we don't want to feel that emotion either, so what do we do instead? (00:12:06)

Participant Lie.

We start to lie and I don't just mean by lying; lying isn't just the speaking of an untruth. (00:12:17)

Participant: It's holding back.

Lying can also be the holding back of an untruth and your body will start to totally respond to these things that are going on within you. What happens is inside of your body is, certain chakra areas, or major energy points, will start closing down when you feel that you cannot speak your truth. So this brings us to the issue of personal truth. (00:12:41)

2. Personal truth

2.1. Personal truth is what we personally emotionally accept as the "truth"

What is personal truth? Well personal truth is your current emotional state and belief system. Now the new age philosophy is that as long as you live in your personal truth you will feel great; and that is actually a truth, believe it or not. If you live in your personal truth you will feel great, but it doesn't mean that it will be permanent. What happens is often our personal truth is error and all we are doing when we are living in it is we are feeling great, but we are actually breaking God's Laws. And when we break God's Laws what happens? There is an automatic disharmony in our soul for breaking God's Laws. All of God's laws are perfect and there is an automatic penalty upon our own soul for breaking any law. So what will happen eventually if you live in your own truth only is you will become more and more, unhappy.

That is why the new age stuff does not work all the time right because you can live it and live it and live it and yet you still feel like you're unhappy. You don't ever really feel this sense of joyous blissful life and that's often because what's happening is that you are living in your personal truth, but it is error, and you are breaking God's laws, which are causing more penalties on the soul, which causes more pain to your soul, and eventually that pain catches up with you. So that's not to scare anybody but that's just to we can understand the laws of the universe are a truth. When you reject truth, just like when you get a lie given to you, it feels bad. When you reject truth yourself there will be a feeling inside of your soul that feels bad. And when you accept truth there will be an emotional feeling of powerfulness and love that comes into your soul as a result of accepting these truths. (00:14:56)

Remember we've got our soul which contains our desires, passions, intentions, emotions, aspirations and personality. I can't emphasis this enough and that is why I write it all the time. We have the two influences on the soul which are?

Participant: Truth and error.

Our souls contain our passions, desires and emotions and so forth, and are influenced by truth and error

And they enter our soul through our emotions. Through all these things they get corrupted if you like. So our desires get corrupted, our passions get corrupted, our intentions get corrupted by these errors that enter our soul. And these errors then define our life and define our happiness as well. Now that state of this being of this soul, which is a combination of the truth and the error that the soul is experiencing, could be said to be the soul's personal truth. So you need to see when you are staying in your personal truth, and let's talk about what that really is. (00:16:15)

Our personal truth is a combination of truth and error in our souls

It means staying in your emotional truth. When you stay in your emotional truth it doesn't mean that you are actually in truth from God's perspective. All it means is that you are in your own emotional space and you are being truthful about the space that you are in. That's all it means and it doesn't mean that it conforms to any of God's principles of truth.

Now I'll give an example. When a murdered goes out to murder he is staying in his personal truth. He is exercising this rageful desire that he has that is causing him to feel that he can actually murder somebody else and he is staying in his personal truth about that, but do you think he is staying in God's Truth? Obviously not! The two things are totally different from each other. Our personal truth and God's Truth are totally separate from each other. That is the first thing to understand.

2.2. Personal "truth" can become absolute truth if we grow towards God

Now our personal truth can come to be God's Truth, but only if we accept God's Truth into our emotional condition; into our soul. It's our soul condition, which is a reflection of the truth, so unless we receive the Divine Love into our soul, unless we receive that truth into our soul, we will never ever become at-one with God and we will hold onto our personal truth. So there are a lot of dangers for holding onto personal truth, but you must experience your personal truth to get closer to God. So right at the moment feel your own emotions for a moment; just breath into your tummy, close your eyes if you want, breath into your tummy and ask yourself what am I really feeling right now? Now how many of you feel excited? Some feel excited, okay. How many of you feel a bit of dread? Dread yes. How many of you just don't know what you're feeling? Quite a few! (00:18:27)

Participant: Just sort of floating along. (00:18:31)

Just sort of floating along?

Participant: Mm, agreeably.

Agreeably! (Laughs) Is that living in your passion? You see what often happens is we become so detuned from our own emotion that we are not even experiencing our own emotional truth, and if you are unwilling to experience your own emotional truth do you think you are capable of experiencing God's? Can you see that it's important to actually face your own emotional truth? So in this discussion please remember that I am not saying, "Don't live in your personal truth". I am saying as you live in your personal truth recognise when your personal truth is out of harmony with God's Truth and realise that there is an emotion in me that creates that disharmony that I need to experience. That's what I need to do.

Participant: How can you possibly know what God's Truth is if you think of your own truth? (00:19:35)

Now that's what we are going to look at, in the terms of the qualities of God's Truth, so that we can determine what God's Truth actually is even if it is just from an intellectual perspective initially. But eventually the only way to actually know what God's Truth is is to firstly experience God's Love enter you and God's Truth enter you. Remember Divine Love always enters through the spirit of truth, the Holy Spirit. So that spirit of truth can't connect to you unless you are in a state of truth in that instance. So you are learning truth as you are feeling God's Love.

2.2.1. The truth will set you free

The way God built this whole system is that truth is so important to the whole process. Without truth, the love can't be experienced. And that's why I said, "The truth will set you free". It's not the love that sets you free because when you start you are not feeling any love, or very much love, from God. And there's a way to access that love but it's only by you coming into truth. So it's actually the truth that sets you free. Learn to have a love for God's Truth. That's what will set you free. Not for your own truth. But you do need to experience your own truth and understand when it's in disharmony with God's Truth. Are there any questions about that? (00:21:02)

3. An example of a man learning to lie from events in his childhood

Participant: Just to give an example of that when I was in grade either 1, 2 or 3. I picked up a halfpenny from the floor of the schoolroom, which was also a carpenter's room. (00:21:18)

Yep.

Participant: I had this halfpenny, so I went across to the shop with my mate and got a lolly for my mate and myself. Then I went home and I was quite proud of myself, but I must have had lolly all over my face, because when I got home I really got into trouble, you know, smacked. I was made to go back the next day and take the halfpenny back; a different halfpenny back, and then I got smacked at school. I got really punished for telling the truth and now I think I should have left the halfpenny there. It was probably just the carpenter's money lying on the ground, but it was just a halfpenny. So what's God's Truth in that instance? How would I relate to that from an early age where I was punished for telling the truth? (00:22:18)

Why don't you come up here and sit next to me? Gary hates being in front of an audience as well, is the comment he just made, so the key is for you to just relax and not project at him any of those things he worries about.

So the issue is that you basically got punished for doing something quite innocent. (00:23:06)

Participant: Yeah I thought I just got the money, got a lolly and everything was great until I got home. (00:23:13)

Yep and how did it make you feel? (00:23:27)

Participant: That I was bad for doing it.

Yeah. So what did it create in you emotionally? Basically it created a feeling of you being disgusting or bad? (00:23:43)

Participant: Yes.

You were almost made to feel like you had lied or had stolen? (00:23:50)

Participant: Stolen, yeah that's what she said.

Your mum said that you had stolen.

Participant: Yes and that I have got to take it back and give it to the teachers, who were the nuns, who were fairly savage as well. (Laughter) I got smacked across the back of the legs. (00:24:12)

So you got punished at home and punished at school, and ironically both by women as well. (00:24:17)

Participant: Yes and before that in Grade 1, I wanted to go to the toilet but they wouldn't let me so I wet my pants. On the way home that day the sewerage in Brisbane used to go out onto the roads so the gutters were all green so I slid all the way home so I wouldn't get into trouble for wetting my pants. Then I got into trouble for that as well. I had my white sports uniform on and they were all green so I had an issue with that as well. (00:24:59)

And a lot of this was to do with women as well, didn't it? Would you mind explaining how you view women and how your relationship is now? You tend to lie to women all the time now, don't you? (00:25:07)

Participant: Yeah.

Why do you do it?

Participant: So I don't get into trouble mainly. (00:25:12)

So you can see how all these childhood experiences have affected him emotionally now. (00:25:17)

Participant: I don't want to say well, that this is why; I want to take responsibility. (00:25:26)

Yeah but I want to say that this is why because that is the truth. (00:25:29)

Participant: Yeah, but I want to be more responsible for... (00:25:36)

But the truth is that you can only be responsible for the emotions within you but to be responsible for the emotions we have actually got to say the truth about what actually occurred in the situation. So the truth is that firstly you were accused of stealing in this particular instance; you were accused of stealing when you didn't steal. (00:25:55)

Participant: Yes.

Then you were punished for stealing, which isn't truth at all. Not only were you punished at home but also then you had to give back the money that you didn't steal and then you had to get punished as well from these people at school as well. That's all pretty bad. (00:26:18)

Participant: Yeah I know but I always think that it wasn't all that bad (00:26:25)

So what's the problem? (00:26:27)

Participant: Minimising.

It's a minimising issue. So why do we minimise? Remember we talked about minimising yesterday? (00:26:35)

Participant: So we don't have to feel the pain.

So we don't have to feel the pain of it. So that's why we do that emotionally; we minimise the whole thing. The truth is that little Gary is very, very hurt about these events. So hurt now that every interaction with a woman that gets close always involves Gary protecting himself, even in little tiny things. Gary, you can't even tell the truth about where you have been today, even when it is innocent? (00:27:02)

Participant: Yeah that's right. Even to my wife Ange. A few years ago I was supposed to be on a diet and I got a chocolate ice cream on my shirt. (Laughter) Ange goes, "What's that on your shirt?" And I looked down and went, "Oh its brown mastic," because I'm a builder. And she goes and smells it and she goes, "its chocolate!" (Laughter) I got busted. (00:27:35)

And how did that make you feel right at that instant? (00:27:40)

Participant: Just terror.

Terror! And Gary's mother used to chase him around with a loaded shotgun. (00:27:49)

Participant: It was only a 22.

Shooting at him!

Participant: Did you hear Gary try to minimise the gun thing just then? It's only a 22... (Laughter.) (00:28:01)

So can you see why Gary is very afraid of his interactions with women? Naturally so!

3.1. Divine Truth never results in fear

Now there is truth here. God's Truth never creates fear. Divine Truth results in a fearless existence. Now anything that creates fear in you... and I'm talking about the causal creation of fear not the effect creation, the child's creation of fear inside of you. Anything that creates a fear is based around an untruth. So if you look at what has happened in Gary's life firstly there was this interaction innocently as a child picking up this money, "Oh beauty I've found some money! What a good Law of Attraction." (00:29:00)

Participant: Was there a feeling in you that you shouldn't have picked up the money on the ground?

Does it matter?

Participant: I don't know.

Was there a feeling at the time within you that you should not have picked up the money? (00:29:14)

Participant: I can't really remember that.

See to him it was not an important part of the event. (00:29:19)

Participant: I was never given any money to go to school anyway so it was probably a real prize. (00:29:23)

Yeah.

Participant: It was like he was discovering something.

Yeah. You know when you are a child and you find something, it is exciting and then you want to do something with it, right. (00:29:34)

Participant: I didn't even know if it was my mother's rules or not whether you should not steal or pick money up off the ground. I can't remember that far back. But just the other day, I was at work in a big paddock building a shed and there was a $10 note in the grass there and so I actually gave it back to the owner. And all the other boys are saying, "Keep it you idiot!" (Laughter) (00:30:13)

There are issues of truth involved in those transactions, and if you know somebody you should do what you can to get it back to them. But this is not part of this issue emotionally for Gary. The issue is that it is a big deep core emotion in Gary now where in every interaction in a close relationship he feels so tempted to lie because he is so terrified of telling the truth, even when there is probably going to be no result from telling the truth. He has this feeling now within him that there is going to be this constant fear. (00:30:49)

Participant: Ange and I had an argument and I was punching the bag with anger for about an hour or so until I got so exhausted. I wanted to get to a causal emotion but I couldn't, so I went down town and I was just looking in this kitchen shop. This young feller walked up the street and I caught him in the corner of my eye and I actually just froze with fear or terror; I couldn't move my arms or legs or anything. So I've got terror or fear in me that I have to get to yet. (00:31:41)

So can you see how much it's locked up Gary's life? Gary can feel that very strongly can't you? (00:31:47)

Participant: Yeah.

So if it was Divine Truth that your mother was presenting, and all of these nuns were presenting to you, it would not have resulted in more fear with you.

3.2. Divine Truth does not punish

Also truth doesn't punish. So if you in telling the truth and get punished then the person doing that to you doesn't understand some truths about God's Truth. (00:32:17)

Participant: But there are some consequences on the soul for not telling the truth. (00:32:22)

They are automatic upon the soul but it is not about punishment, it is just about the consequences upon the soul that resonate with the universe. In fact whenever you violate any law there is just an automatic consequence on the soul. It is not because someone is trying to punish you or trying to make you feel bad about yourself. It is just an automatic consequence. So why would you as a parent or why would you as a friend or why would you in any organisation try to punish a person more than the penalties they've already received by violating the law? (00:32:58)

Every time you have a desire to punish somebody for what they have done you are actually yourself breaking God's Laws. You are actually usurping God in fact. Can you see that, you are actually putting yourself above God? God does not even do punishment and if you do then what you are saying is that, "I've got the right to punish or project punishment at this adult." God does not do these things. So the key is every time I decide to do it I am out of harmony with God's Truth to understand that there is an emotion in me causing me to do that. (00:33:39)

Now in this case obviously it is very difficult for a child to actually say to itself, "Mum is out of line and these nuns are out of line," when all these terrible emotions were projected at you, causing a lot of physical and emotional pain that is inside of you and that you have now lived with through your life. One of the things that you are going to need to do to open it up all emotionally is start telling yourself the complete truth.

3.3. Emotions only flow when we are in truth

But the thing to remember is that truth is always emotional. Now if you do not tell yourself the complete truth; if you minimise it, justify it, shift the blame to someone else, repress it, deny it and do all those other things we talked about yesterday, if you do any of those things, what you are actually doing is locking up your own experience of truth. As soon as you say, "Oh it was only..." such as, "It was only a 22," you are actually minimising the truth. When you minimise the truth what is actually happening now is that you are locking up the emotion; that is the automatic result of your minimisation of truth. As soon as you minimise the truth, justify it, and shift the blame onto others, or all those other repressing things to the truth, what you are actually doing is your actually repressing your emotions as well. That's what you're doing; your emotions will only flow if you stay in truth.

3.4. The damaging effects of parents

Participant: I was actually at a stage that I did not care if she shot me that day.

Exactly!

Participant: And she went click and there was no bullet and I was flat on me back but I was that mad I punched the wall and walked away from her after I got down off the roof. I was that mad and angry that I couldn't care.

Now understand that this did not happen when Gary was little.

Participant: I was 21.

So he was now an adult being chased around by his mum with a gun and could have been murdered actually.

Participant: Yeah I didn't even care.

So let's say the truth about Gary's mum. Now this is not a judgement of Gary's mum. This is the truth about Gary's mum. What emotions must be in this lady to drive her to actually chase her son around with a gun? Huge rage towards men! Which would be suppressing what kind of emotion? A huge amount of grief towards men! That must also be there. And what is she choosing to do? Not experience those emotions but rather take them out on her son, and it creates of course a lot of things within you.

Now, is what she did from God's perspective right? No we need to say that. Is what she did toxic? Yes, so we need to say that. Just say the truth. Gary's mum was a toxic mother towards you and to be honest if Gary's mum was sitting here in the audience I would be saying exactly the same thing to her. And if she couldn't accept that then she cannot accept the truth. Now it's not a judgement of her; she has all these other emotions inside of her that created all these things. And Gary doesn't need to go down the track of knowing what they are or having any commiserations for those emotions. If he does that, what is he doing then is justifying her actions, which then also detunes him from his emotions and detunes him from the truth.

So the only thing we can do is state the complete truth about what she is doing and has done right now. Now many of you do not want to face the truth about what your parents have actually done to you or how they have treated you. Many of you also do not want to say what you have done as parents towards your own children. And in the end if you want to feel all of your own emotions you will need to face both of those things because that's the truth. The truth can be accepted. So Gary's question earlier was, "Where is God's Truth in that?" And the answer is: God's Truth is not anywhere in that. It was your mum acting on her personal truth, the nuns acting on their personal truth, and you being forced into conforming and how does it feel for you in your heart? How did it feel for you at that moment? When you were blamed for steeling how did it feel then?

Participant: Ashamed.

Ashamed! And how did you feel when you had to go and confess to lying when you didn't do that, confess to steeling when you didn't do that? And had to lie to get out of it! How did you feel?

Participant: I don't really know.

How did you feel about getting hurt, getting punished twice, and three times?

Participant: I got used to that.

You got used to that. That is another justification. How did you feel?

Participant: I always think that she was doing the right thing by us by teaching us the right thing to do.

Can you see why Gary is not experiencing his emotions?

Participant: Shutting it down, justifying.

Justifying her behaviour!

Participant: She said that she meant well.

Mary: Gary has some emotions and feelings about himself from his mother and from the nuns. God has some different emotions about him and that's God's Truth.

Exactly! What Gary was feeling was all these other people's personal truths, but God's Truth wasn't anywhere to be found from what happened to Gary. God wants Gary to understand the truth that God doesn't feel the way your mother feels.

Participant: Yes I can understand that.

No you don't.

Participant: Well some of the weird things she's done.

Well let's look at what's been projected onto God. What do you feel God is going to do? When you let yourself experience all of your emotions what do you feel God's going to do?

Participant: Well not punish me for that for a start.

No that's what you think; it's not what you feel. What do you feel? What did your mother do?

Participant: Punish me.

What do you think God's going to do?

Participant: Punish me, I'll go to hell.

Right so the truth of the emotion inside of Gary is that he now believes that God is the same as his mother. And you do believe that even though you think, we have talked about all these truths about God, you think that God is not like that in your mind but you feel God is like that in your heart.

Participant: Yeah I think I won't get at-one with him. I won't get there. Because I've lied so much over the years!

Yeah! Because, Gary has lied most of his life because, of these childhood events.

Participant: I even made up stories to make me a hero. As a kid, I've made up stories and then as I have told them over and over and into adulthood I've forgotten what the real truth is, because I've blown up the stories so much.

So much that they are unrecognizable now even to your self.

Participant: Now I don't even know what the truth is, so that's how bad it got.

Yeah and that was all coming from the fear wasn't it? All coming from this fear from your parents!

Participant: Terror. Even as kids we were told to clean up the house or whatever and then my mother would go off to vote but then she would come back and appear at a bedroom door and say, "Your mother told you kids to clean the house up".

So she would make out that she was an apparition.

Participant: Yeah and she would scare the hell out of us and then when she came home we would tell her that and she would say that we were mad. And I'd be in the thunderbox down the backyard and I'd be playing with a candle on the wall, playing with matches and she would appear out of the dark and say, "Your mother told you not to play with matches." And then she would disappear and then I would run up and tell her and she would say that I was silly; "Don't be so silly. Get to bed."

So what was her desire? To terrify Gary!

Participant: I don't know why that would be only thing; she was trying to make us do the right thing.

So there is where we make the step from what did she actually do, the truth of what she actually did, into trying to justify what she did like "There must be some loving reason." And as soon as we go into that state of trying to justify what she did then we are actually stepping away from the emotion of how we actually felt about what she did and we can't experience the emotion. There is a really, really good book for many of you may wish to read it's called "Toxic parents". I think its Dr Susan Ford is the author. It's written in the 1960's. It's a very old book, she was so blunt. One thing I love about that book and this is one thing you might like to consider reading as well.

Participant: I remember reading that David Pelzer book and I can't see much wrong with it. Right, see, that doesn't faze me.

There is another book that Gary just mentioned and if you've experienced childhood abuse of any kind you will probably want to read this book. It's a trilogy called "My Story" by Dave Pelzer. It's the story about his childhood abuse, him growing up as a teenager and now how it has affected him as an adult. And it's a really good book to help you connect with childhood emotions. Gary just mentioned that he did not see much difference between Dave's life and his own.

Participant: Apart from some of the bad things that happened to him.

So the issue here is what does God want us to do? God wants us to face all the truth about what's happened to us. God wants us to face all the truth about what has happened to us, and that means facing the truth of how people really treated us, that is as it was. Not how we want it to be now but how it really was. How many of you were never hugged by your father? Apart from maybe recently when you have grown up, but never hugged as a child by your father? That is more than half of the audience. How did that affect you? What was the truth about that?

Participant: We felt not good enough to be loved.

3.5. Divine Truth wants us to state the truth about everything

Yeah. Now God wants you to face that truth and experience that emotion; that's what God wants. So Divine Truth wants you to state the truth about everything; the truth about everything in your life, everything that's happened to you, but also everything that you've done to others. I went to my boys and sat them both down and they were 11 and 13 and I said to them, "Up until now I've been a very terrible dad because I've projected onto you emotions that now I can see in you and you are now starting to live those emotions in your life. And I don't want to do that anymore." So I made a promise to them that I was not going to do that with them anymore. Once I recognised that had occurred and I had to feel the emotions of that and I spent many weeks crying about the damage that I've done to my boys.

Participant: Can you give an example AJ of the emotions that you projected onto them?

In terms of what some of the truth is? Okay, I taught my boys through my interaction with their mother that a woman must always be acceded to; you must always do what the woman wants and you must always try to protect her and be responsible for her emotions. So if she is crying you need to cheer her up, and you need to protect mummy from feeling bad. That's what I taught them. And guess what they are doing in their relationships? Protecting their women from feeling their emotions!

Participant: Is that from your relationship with your mother?

It had to do with the core emotions for me it had to do with 1st Century issues about my relationship with women and my mother, and my feelings about how women were treated in the 1st Century. So that was the core issue and that's how I displayed it until I healed that emotion. The problem is that I created that emotion in my sons; I taught them how to interact with women through my behaviour. And it wasn't by words; I didn't sit my sons down and say this is how you must treat a women. It was by what I did; how I felt and all of that projection they absorbed.

Participant: We are doing our best though to look after them.

You see that's a justification. I've had my father yell at me, because he felt, "I did my best." And I'm telling him, "No." Whether, you think, I did my best, or not, is immaterial. I need to state the truth from God's perspective.

Participant: We need to clean that up with our children.

We need to clean up everything. If you want to be at-one with God you are going to need to face the complete truth about everything you have done and about what has happened to you, and not justify it. Now imagine you are just sitting down with your mother or your father; just imagine you're sitting down together. And just imagine Gary sitting here and I'm his mother and he's saying, "Why mum did you chase me around with a gun?" And she says "Well you were an annoying little brat actually and I just couldn't control myself sometimes, you needed to buck up". Now how would Gary feel with that interaction do you think if his mother said that to him? This is his mother's truth by the way at the moment.

Participant: That he was responsible for her behaviour.

She's just stomped on him big time by saying that, so he is exposing himself by asking that. What she is saying is she is justifying her own behaviour and actually telling him that her behaviour was his fault. And we do this with ourselves and our parent's relationship all the time. You are justifying to yourself your parents behaviour towards yourself a lot of the time and if you're mothers or fathers now you do that too because you want to justify it to your own children, your own behaviour towards them. This is a continual cycle that occurs throughout your life if you don't own these emotions. Now it is important for you to come to understand that if you want to do that you will never be at-one with God. If you want to hold on to your emotions and project blame at others and not accept the truth you will never become at-one with God. So how many do you feel after that, "But AJ, I love my mother and father now." How many of you feel that while you were a child you never understood them but now you get them totally? Quite a few! Or, how many of you want to justify their behaviour? Why do you want to justify their behaviour? Because you do not want to feel the emotional truth of what their behaviour created in you.

Participant: We weren't very well loved.

Yes at some point you have to say, "My mother did not love me," and feel that emotion. You are going to have to accept that truth at some point.

Participant: My mother even told us that she never even wanted us kids; she only married my father to get away from her mother. If she had her time again she would never have had us kids.

So what she was saying, and the emotion that you do not want to feel is, "If my mother can't love me then nobody can love me." "I am unlovable." That's the emotion that we often don't want to feel. The emotion of, "I'm unlovable". And quite often even with our own children, if we've done the same thing to them, we don't want to own up and say, "The truth is, no matter what the reasons I have for doing things. The truth is I created this damage in you". You can say whatever you like, and justify whatever you like even, but I can't justify that anymore. Because the instant you start justifying it, you will instantly get away from the emotion of it. You need to not justify these things anymore even to yourself.

Participant: So where is the lack of awareness in it? I don't think my father knew that his anger was affecting us.

It doesn't matter what you think your father knew or didn't know. The truth is that his anger did affect you and you just need to experience that. When you go down the track of, "Oh my father did not understand," what you're basically saying to yourself is that's a good reason for him to do what he did.

Participant: And then I'm jumping into his perspective...

Yes straight away and this is the thing about the "Toxic Parent" book that I recommend reading; it's quite a good read. She constantly talks about how we step into the role of the parent once we become an adult, justifying our parent's actions to ourselves, to our inner child, and therefore never experiencing the emotion. You take note of the role they had. They were justifying their role to you and now you are doing it to yourself. We need to stop all of that if we want to feel our emotions.

3.6. Divine Truth does not compromise for the sake of peace

So what would Divine Truth do? What's the quality of Divine Truth? Divine Truth wants you to say and feel absolutely what happened, exactly as it happened without any compromise! Divine Truth does not and cannot compromise even for the sake of peace. How many of you would like to sit down and say to your parents, "Mum you did this." And how many of you know that they are just going to go off their rocker when you say that?

Participant: I've done that to her but I can't say that to dad because I don't want to hurt his feelings.

Yeah.

Participant: What do you do if both of your parents are dead? I've never had a chance to do that?

In the end you do not have to do this face to face with the person, although if the person is dead as soon as you feel about them, they are there with you generally. So let's say your father did some hurtful things, let's say he abused you as a child and he's now passed. The instant you feel about the abuse that he did to you as a child he will feel an emotional connection to you in the spirit world and he'll feel drawn into facing the issue. Because he'll feel your pain and he will feel that there is somehow a link between your pain and his responsibility. So this occurs whether they are alive or dead. But there will be in the end this resolution of these issues.

The key for you is to say the truth out loud, even if he's died. You could say "Dad you abused me, you sexually molested me. I was 3 years old; I didn't deserve that. You did it all because of all these things". And if you are angry with him, say, "I'm angry with you now and I realise that I'm angry with you because I don't want to feel my sadness. But at the moment this is how it is I'm angry with you and I need to get to my sadness. And the reason I don't want to feel my sadness is because you should be feeling it for me. I shouldn't have to feel it. You created it." These are the feelings that you have; just say them. Right now what I'm saying is not in harmony with Divine Truth; it is you living in your personal truth if that is how you are feeling right at that moment. And you also need to go down the track of saying, "Right I know I'm really angry and I'm just denying these underlying emotions, and I need to get to that place where I can feel those underlying emotions. But at the moment I have got to go through this childhood rage to get to them and I'm really angry and pissed off with you, dad, for doing those things."

Participant: Will that help him in the spirit world?

Totally! Every time you speak the truth to another person their heart changes, whether you notice the change or not. Now sometimes the change is negative. They put up more of a resistance to the truth and they do not want to see you anymore. In my life, I have had one of parents not speak to me for 7 years. My sister has not spoken to me, and still does not speak to me, from 12 years ago because of the issue of truth. But in the end you can live a happy life because remember what I said at the start? When you are speaking the truth all the time you are in a state of power and love and you will feel that. Every time you lie now, how do you feel?

Participant: Pretty bad, guilty.

And yet the lies are all generated by this fear this terror. So what's the causal emotion you need to access? What do you firstly need to feel?

Participant: About getting into trouble for lying.

Exactly! It's about the terror of punishment for telling the truth. So now there is an association that Gary has, "If I tell the truth, I'm going to be punished. I must lie to avoid punishment." This is the association. The only way to undo that is to feel the emotion of the terror of telling the truth, and how terrified you feel about telling the truth. Once you feel and experience that emotion and release it you will no longer be afraid of telling the truth, and you will be able to tell the truth. And ironically you will have no reason to feel guilty for lying because you are not lying any more. So until Gary feels the terror associated with truth he will continue to lie no matter how much he tries intellectually to start telling the truth. Until that emotion of the terror of the truth is released, you will continue to lie.

Participant: Yeah, I've just got to the stage that I just go from work to home; I don't even go for a coffee. I even gave up coffee so that I don't have to lie about it.

Instead of just saying, "No I feel like a coffee so I'm going to go and have a coffee, and then I'm going to go home and tell Ange, 'I just had a coffee and so what?'" (Laughter) Or ice cream, or a block of steak even and you all know how I feel about eating meat. But if that's the feeling in his heart he needs to go and do that to be in the truth of that. And then he will connect with this emotion, "Why am I in the truth of this? What's the truth of this?"

Participant: So how does he get to the point of feeling that terror?

That is a choice in the end, that's the bit of responsibility. So what you have been doing up to now is that you've been taking responsibility for your mother's emotions, minimising them, shifting the blame and blaming yourself instead of her. And that's not taking responsibility, that is actually taking responsibility for someone else's emotions, not your own. Taking responsibility for your own emotion is saying the truth about how I feel about that event, and then experiencing that truth. "I was absolutely terrified and I need to go into that terror and breath through it and maybe do some body work and inner child work to connect with that terror of how you have made up this relationship between truth and fear," This terror and truth relationship is deeply inside of you.

Participant: Yeah I must have got to that in the street the other night because...

You froze.

Participant: Yeah being so scared and there was no need for it because it was just a kid walking past. I just imagined that it was someone sneaking up on me; I don't know what it was.

Yeah. So you're getting Law of Attraction events that are telling you, "It's the terror, it's the terror, and it's the terror." This is where you need to go; this is what is preventing you from growing at the moment. So there is a lot of tools you can use to access terror; there is bodywork, cranial sacral work, massage: there are all different sorts of things we can do to access this terror and experience it. It's now just making a choice to do that. It's just a matter of accessing it and experiencing it now. And then it will be God's Truth and God's Truth is that you are actually loved and cared for. And when you tell the truth you will never be punished. God never punishes a person who is living in truth.

Yes. Thank you.

Participant: Thank you, AJ.

4. Living in truth unlocks emotions

Participant: For Gary where does the belief from the toxic shame, the belief of bad and wrong; where does the feeling that come from? How does he completely own that?

Once he accesses the terror and the relationship with truth he will start living in truth. Once he starts living in truth, the other emotions, which are the deeper core emotions of unworthiness, shame, guilt, a lot of underlying emotions, will start flowing up. At the moment what's happening is the terror is locking down the truth and the lack of truth is locking down the emotion. So don't try to skip over all of that and say, "Oh the bottom issue is actually unworthiness," or, "The bottom issue is that he is ashamed of himself," or, "That he's to blame"; the problem with going to that point is you just skipped over a heap of emotions.

And this is why many of you are not able to access your emotions because you are trying to skip to the end point first and feel that one. You are not realising that there are these blocking emotions inside that first need to be felt; terror, associations with truth that we have made, fear and a lot of those kind of blocking type of things that all need to be processed first.

Participant: Until we get through those blocks, depending on what age that is, it's like the child is still directing our lives.

Totally, the child is in a state of terror still, and you can force it if you want. So Gary could force himself to tell the truth every single moment, but it's going to be a huge intellectual effort because the desire from his heart is, "Lie. Lie. If you tell the truth you are going to get into trouble. Lie." His inner child is going, "Lie now. Lie now." And if it's a woman his inner child is saying, "Lie more! Lie more! Lie more!" (Laughter) So this is why his interactions with men are a lot more honest than with women.

4.1. Living in personal truth eventually leads to God's Truth

And the reason why is there is a lot of femininity injuries as well underneath all that but if we can't deal with the terror - truth relationship, and feel that first, then are we never going to stay in the truth about all these other things? We are not ever going to get to that place. This is why you just need to experience the emotion of what you are in currently. The truth is that God wants you to stay in the state of truth and the important things to understand is when you are in a state of personal truth you will, in fact, in the end access God's Truth, but only if you're in a state of personal truth emotionally not intellectually. Or you force yourself to go down the track that you don't actually feel inside.

So let us get back to honesty and ask how many of you have felt angry already today? So you felt anger today at any point? How many of you felt anger at any point? Now that's good. So you say to yourself, "I was angry". What is anger again? Repression of...?

Participant: Fear.

So it's a fear based emotion and suppression of underlying emotions, usually sadness or some other type of emotion. So I need to say that truth to myself as well: "When I was angry I choose to avoid my underlying emotion." Say the truth. You don't even have to know what it all is yet, all you need to do is start saying the truth to yourself all the time and to others of course and you will quickly access it.

4.1.1. Experiencing emotional error removes our conditioning

Participant: What do you do with the conditioning that comes over a long period of time from having repeated situations? And if you don't undo the conditioning, do you relearn, or can you relearn? Can you undo the conditioning?

Well the whole thing of experiencing the emotional error fully is what undoes the conditioning. Remember with all of your emotional error there's a cause. When you experience that cause automatically all the conditioning that happened around that cause starts to disappear and dissipates. So what you end up with is the ability to feel God's Truth now; what should have happened and what you really are in that place, not what other people actually told you.

Participant: Is that when faith kicks in?

All the other emotions associated with truth and love, which include faith, courage and all those other things start flowing into you when you stay in a condition of truth. They all start flowing into you and you will feel them start flowing into you. But they will not flow to you if you stay in a condition where you are dishonest with yourself. So if you are stuck in any of your emotional processing at that point, you are probably being dishonest with yourself.

Participant: Can I clarify something for myself? When you said earlier about confronting somebody, are you actually saying that we should speak to them? So get in front of them?

I am saying firstly, that you will probably build up to this. So you will probably first write yourself a little letter to yourself about all the things that this person has done. Then at some time you will get to the point of, "Hang on a sec. Why am I only doing it with myself? There is only one person involved in this transaction." And an act of love would actually to be to tell them truth about what I feel they have done; that is an act of love as well.

4.1.2. Being truthful about our true condition

You get to a point where that you have dealt with all the emotions and you no longer really need to, but you can't skip over all these steps in between. Many people it seems are trying to skip over to the end. We have this definition of ourselves in our mind of this loving being that we want to be, and so what we do is we try to act like that being. But in reality we are full of all these emotions. Can I call them perhaps even evil emotions sometimes? They create bad things for us many times in our lives, and they can be quite evil at times. Let's call them fear based emotions. They are all inside of us, but the outward portrayal of ourselves is that, "I'm this wonderful spiritual person who has got everything together." But in reality what we have just done is set up this huge lie. And do you think God is going to be able to connect to you in this lie state? God's not. So at some point you will need to start being truthful with everything and everyone around you. Everyone!

4.2. Truth creates and never destroys - the example of AJ's brother

Participant: So I should talk to this person even if it means that the truth of things destroys things in the family?

Truth does not destroy anything. This is a false belief about truth. The truth is what creates everything. The truth never destroys. It's the error that destroys. It's the truth that exposes the error and the pain that a person feels in experiencing truth is not about them experiencing truth, it's about them feeling the Law of Compensation or the Law of Karma about the error. So for example you see this in families a lot where a lie has been perpetuated. In my family my mother had an affair and my youngest brother was the result of that affair. And my youngest brother was never told. He was now 25 years old, he never knew.

Participant: Were you ever told?

I was never told, none of us were ever told, but I knew when I was 10 years old that my brother was the result of an affair. Now my mother did not realise that I knew, they thought that they had covered it all up. So what I did is that I went to my mum and dad and I sat down with them and I said, "Look in 3 months times if you haven't told my brother the truth I am going to tell him the truth." I gave them 3 months because I thought it might take them that long to work through some emotions about if they were going to, but I probably should have just given them a day or two. Then I went to my brother and said, "Mum and dad have something to tell you and if you have not heard from them in 3 months I'll tell you".

Participant: Wow. Did your father know?

Yep my father knew yes. What happened was when my mother and father yelled, my mother went into this state of shame for a week; she just cried uncontrollably for a week. In that time she released all this emotion of shame about what she had done 25 years earlier. She had never released that shame until that point.

Participant: Did you feel guilty for making her cry?

No! Not at all because I knew by that stage, that the truth was the most important thing.

Participant: Was it actually your responsibility to say that truth in that case?

Can you see what some of your beliefs about truth are? Why would it always be my responsibility to say the truth?

Participant: Because you know the truth.

Exactly!

4.2.1. Truth is loving

Participant: And it's a loving thing to do.

Has that never struck you before? (Laughter) If you know the truth why are you not saying it?

Participant: Because we'd get into trouble.

Well isn't that a fear. Am I living in love when I am in fear? No. So if I'm in love what would I do? I would tell the truth; if I know it I would tell it.

Participant: What if he had been not told, just to protect his feelings, and then he found out from someone else who wasn't his family; would it have been way more...?

Let me describe the whole event because in the end none of his feelings were protected by him not knowing the truth. I'll describe actually what happened 3 months later. My father got very, very angry with me and as a result of this anger I had to leave. I was living at home at the time after a marriage break up and I had to leave the house and live on my own. It was a time when I was going through some very core emotions of my own, where I was going through a breakdown of my own. So it was a really hard thing for me to even contemplate doing.

So now, there was still my brother who doesn't now know the truth yet. My parents were in this very agitated state. My brother wanted to know why mum's upstairs crying for a whole week. My brother's 25, I'm 35. Now 3 months later I went to my brother and I said, "Have mum and dad told you the truth yet?" I knew that they hadn't. And he said, "No but I think I know what it is," and I said, "What do you think it is?" He said, "That dad's not my dad." He'd known all that time in his heart right because of the way he was treated by my parents, and it caused him so much confusion because he could see that he was being treated totally differently to the rest us; myself and my sister Jenny. So Joel went into a state where he understood many things rapidly. Now my father refused to speak to me for 7 years, 7 years as a result of that, my mother got very upset with me for 3 years and my brother did not speak to me for 3 years either.

Participant: Wow. Why didn't your brother speak to you?

Because he felt that that I was too open with the truth and he felt ashamed of himself being the product of an affair, which of course is his mother's shame that he was unwilling to experience. And in fact still has not experienced it; he refuses to experience that shame that is a part of mum's emotions that were passed down to him. So instead of experiencing that shame he wanted to get angry with me, which is what he did and it took him 3 years to work through that.

Now my feelings were that it was all great, (Laughter) because, firstly I gave every single person an opportunity to experience the truth. I didn't make the choice for them, which is an act of love. When you make the choice for someone else it is no longer an act of love. Can you see why? It's control. So if I make the choice to not tell you the truth I am actually controlling you because I feel that you are not going to cope with the truth. So I'm making the decision for you. I'm saying, "You're not going to cope with the truth, so I'm not going to tell you it." I'm making a decision for you and in doing so I'm harming your free will by having complete control over your life. So when you find out the truth you have complete control and responsibility for everything you choose to do as a result of knowing that truth and I'm not responsible for any of that. This is why I said who I am right the first time that you met me. For a lot of you it was at Eudlo, here in January. And I sat down and said the first truth I needed to tell you were who I am. Why did I have to do that? Because if we got to this stage and I started saying to you, "Oh by the way I'm Jesus," how would you react to that? Wouldn't you feel duped, and lied to and deceived? And you would be justified in having them because I made a decision for you. If I had not told you then, I would have made a decision for you that you couldn't cope emotionally with that truth and in doing that I'm in error. And as soon as I'm in error my connection with God is lost now. So it is very important for you to do the same thing. Stay in the truth at all times, with all of your actions and interactions.

5. An example of a lady telling the truth to her family

Participant: I'm quite confused. When you were talking about your mother and telling your brother... I also told my brothers something that had happened. And then my brothers went to my brother-in-law because he knew the truth too but then they turned it all back on me, except for one brother, who believed me and understood everything. But these others, they wouldn't even tell me. They tried to stop me... at my father's funeral...

So what's the emotion you're feeling? Do you want to come down and share it? You don't know if you can. You don't have to if you don't want to. What's your name?

Participant: Christine.

Christine's being very brave.

Participant: I had to go out before when you were talking, I was so enraged and anger came up for me towards my sons, and I was feeling really bad. But then when you said something about your father... and of course I shared that, well thinking my brothers need to know really what happened because everyone's living this...

Everyone is living this lie around you.

Participant: This charade and I thought you know my sister was just a beautiful person. She's been dead about 10 years and then my mum died four and a half weeks later and I was the only female left in the family. This is just before dad died and I knew dad was dying but I felt to share it with them.

Can I say firstly that you have done the right thing.

Participant: I was starting to feel like I had done the wrong thing.

No you have done the right thing by sharing it with them and that is about telling them the truth

Participant: And of course, they have gone to my brother-in-law and I got this email from him. And I haven't spoken to him since because I was shattered. They were blaming me and saying that I'm not coping with what had happened and in actual fact I felt that I was coping so well that I could speak the truth and say what had gone on. But now they won't have contact with me.

What's the emotion you are feeling now, grief about...?

Participant: Well I'm sad; I think my sister-in-law actually instigated all of this. Because I did ask my brother not to tell her until it's worked through it first because it's a family thing. She thought a lot of my father and I didn't want to shatter that for her but my brother did share it with her. I feel for my children because they've got no family, they've got no grandparents, they have no one and if I die they've got no one to turn to not even their father. He lives close by but won't have anything to do with them. I ran into the bush this morning instead of going to work because I didn't want to confront this but it has come back.

This is beautiful and you just need to feel this. Now what happens when we start telling the truth and facing the truth, is the emotions start flowing. Now what's actually happening for Christine is this beautiful process of all of these emotions that you have been holding on to for all this time, like, "Everyone is living the lie around you," and, "Nobody being there for you," and, "Nobody feeling for you." And all the ones who have loved you have basically left and there is no one who listens to you. All of those emotions, because you are telling the truth, are all now coming up one after the other and the key is to be brave enough now and to have the courage now to actually experience those emotions.

And that's what you're doing right now and that's a really beautiful thing from God's perspective because what you're doing is letting those emotions flow. And as those emotions flow out of you what's happening is that you are now leaving space for feeling God's Love enter you. If you kept a hold of these emotions and didn't tell the truth what would be happening is that you would be locking up all these emotions.

Participant: Because I was really tight yesterday and really sore and it was difficult sitting there.

It's beautiful now, just letting yourself connect with those emotions. And my suggestion is you don't have to listen to the rest of the day really, all you need to do is to let yourself feel what you're feeling right now. That's the whole goal of this, to connect with the truth and to experience it emotionally, which is exactly what you are doing. Nothing different from what you are doing; you are doing it exactly right. Now everyone's response to you is their response and people's response is often going to be in error. And if you have an expectation that it is going to be in truth, you are going to be severely disappointed in those cases. It's only after time when they work through their emotions that their response will be different.

If you think back, even when I first told you who I was many of you went home in a really agitated state because there were all of these emotions percolating up. And it took you time to work your way through that. This is just the same. You have told your whole family huge truths but in doing so you are facing them yourself and in facing them yourself your emotion is now flowing. And that's great; that is what needs to happen.

Participant: It does make me feel that it was wrong.

And you're not. These are all causal emotions that you need to heal; that's good.

Participant: I knew that it was the truth and everything just happened...

In your head, like you were brain washed.

Participant: Yeah they are really lovely people but they just can't get through their own...

And the truth is... and again I have to say this to everyone. You might be thinking that your family are really lovely people and everything else but honestly, (laughter) lovely people face their own emotions.

Participant: On that topic, do we choose our parents before we come here?

No they choose you.

Participant: They choose us.

So, lovely people face their emotions. Your best friends are not going to be your family if they are not facing their emotions. And this is something that I said quite often in the 1st Century too by the way: "My father, my mother, and my sister and my brother are those who follow the word of God and do it. They are my parents, they are my sisters, and they are my brothers." My family is only my family really if they follow my Father's Laws. We have one parent, our Father God, and She's our Mother and we all need to understand that we are all sisters and brothers. And those of us who are following those laws and following those principals are going to be the closest.

What you need to do is get a surrogate family, a surrogate family who are actually loving God's Laws and want to live in truth and who don't want to punish you for telling the truth. You need to come to love them as your own family and help your children to do the same. That's what you need to do because when you do that you will find the real feelings that you have, and that will trigger a lot of feelings about you not having a family. It will bring up a lot of issues as well in the process, which is very healing for you. You need to grieve about those issues but when you do that what will happen is you will end up with a close group of people who you know love you for you and who are brave enough to face any of their own emotions. That's what you will end up with.

Participant: And where do we find these people? (Laughter) I'm just joking.

My feelings are that anyone who loves truth is automatically a friend. And I'm not saying that I have any enemies. I am just saying that the ones that I feel the closest to are the people who are willing to emotionally experience their own truth, and you will find that too in your own life. Once you come to love truth, automatically you will start to attract people around you who love truth as well and you will enjoy that so much. There will be some relationships that you will have that you never dreamed possible to have with people because you are all loving the truth. It's beautiful that you are loving the truth and it's beautiful that you are allowing yourself to experience these emotions. These emotions have been locked up for a long time. And it's beautiful that you are feeling them Christine. Just let yourself sob: you need to have a good sob. Okay. Thanks Christine. (Clapping)

6. An example of a lady speaking truth about her biological father

Participant: AJ, just getting back to confronting your relatives. I am a craniosacral therapist and it's always an issue of people going to their relatives. Is it always necessary? I'm a product of an affair also and I've found my real father and have a relationship with him, but he won't tell his kids. I think they think that he is having an affair with me! (Laughter) I taking a stand that it's not my part to tell them. It would only be out of my neediness that I would tell them. If he doesn't want to tell them I could see that that would be a needy thing to do.

Sure. First thing to understand is if you are taking an action out of need or out of fear or out of a desire to get something from someone, then what you are actually doing is not loving them. So I'm not suggesting that you take those actions. But I am saying to you that if you take the action out of love you will always want to express the truth in any given situation. So that means you will never avoid the truth, you will never run away from the truth, you will never try to make the truth seem what it isn't. And you will explain the truth to people who may be confused. Now your real father is afraid to face the truth of his own actions.

If he was my father I'd be sitting down with him and saying, "Dad you're afraid to face the truth of the fact that I'm your child. Now while that's the case it's very hard for me to compromise and have a relationship with you. Face the truth that I'm your child in your life and then we can have a full relationship, where I'm not feeling bad for your other children because I'm worried about what they are going to think of me going out with you to have dinner. Face the truth about that relationship." If you're doing that you are not pressuring him to do anything, you are just saying that you need to face your own truth and that is, "Is my dad really loving me while he denies me?" Now would most of you put up with people denying you? Because if you face the truth of that, you might have to leave them and you don't want to leave them because it feels secure. But the truth is if somebody is denying you, denying your emotions; are they really loving you? They are not. So at some point you need to ask yourself, "Why am I allowing the situation to occur that is not in truth and it's always a fear?"

Participant: But I am the one who sort him out.

That's immaterial to be honest.

Participant: He's had his life, I feel like I've taken that relationship with him...

Now you're justifying his behaviour.

Participant: It's not until you ask for your needs that you can actually then come up with the truth or a boundary or just be true to yourself that you will continue the relationship or leave the relationship.

I don't feel them as boundaries or anything like that. All I do is say to myself, "If I loved myself what would I do here?" and if I loved myself in your situation I would want an open relationship and a truthful relationship with my father.

Qualities of Divine Truth: Part 2

7. Emotions arising during the seminar about truth

One thing I would like to do is to talk to you about some emotional projections that I've been receiving while I've been talking to you about truth. Is that alright? Well too bad if it isn't! One strong emotion coming from some of you is this feeling that when I'm speaking of truth you are feeling that I am judging you. Many of you have this feeling of being judged when I'm talking about truth. Now I don't feel that emotion when I am talking about this subject with anyone. So if you are feeling that feeling of judgement look within yourself, because what you will find is that it is driven by an emotion of personal shame. So in other words there are times in your life where you have been untruthful and you feel that my comments are judging those times.

And because you feel that what I am saying is a judgement I then get a projection of anger or resistance back from you. So if you can own that, if you can see that you are judging yourself, in reality you are actually feeling guilt or ashamed about not telling your truth or not being in truth through these different events in your life. And you can relook at those events and ask yourself, "What emotions am I feeling? If I'm feeling shame, there are unresolved emotions that I feel attached to those events." So let yourself feel those unresolved emotions attached to those events and what will happen inside of you then, is that you won't feel that I am judging you when I am speaking the truth with you.

And that will also help me with my voice closing up because I am responding with worthiness issues when I get this projection of judgement and anger back at me. My feeling is that I need to start shutting down now and just start walking away. That's the feeling I get sometimes and I'm just trying to fight that so I've got this congestion in my throat as a result of that. So I've got an emotion with that to work through as well.

8. Divine Truth qualities and attributes

So let's go back to some of these Qualities of Divine Truth.

8.1. Divine Truth will not compel a man to accept itself against his will

Divine Truth with all its power and knowledge will not compel a man to accept itself against his will. What I mean is that no matter how much you are in a truthful place, you will never want to force another person to be in that same place. And if you feel that you want to force another person to be in the same place, you are not in a space of love.

So how many times do you say to yourself, "I wish my husband would deal with that," or, "I wish my wife would deal with that?" You are actually out of harmony with Divine Truth when you do that. Because what you are actually saying is that you are having a feeling that they should be compelled in some way to deal with their stuff. And what are God's feelings? They have free will. They are allowed to prolong their stuff and feel its pain for as long as they want.

This is one of the reasons why religions go to war. So is that in harmony with Divine Truth? Obviously not! So would a person with a certain religious belief actually be in harmony with love if they decided to compel another person with a different religious belief to change their mind? And do you even really change a person's mind like that? If someone puts a gun to your head to "Change your mind, otherwise I'll blow it away." That's really what's happening a lot of times in war. And the spirit passes in that condition and what are they feeling? They are feeling more anger and more rage, more disharmonies with the person who was just trying to compel them. You will never want to compel another person against their will once you are in harmony with Divine Truth. (01:36:58)

So when I am saying things like I said the truth to my brother, I didn't say it so that he has to accept it; I said it because I love the truth and truth is the principle. I'm not compelling him to accept it and for three years he didn't. And that's okay. And he even tried to punish me for that in the three years, and that's okay to. (01:37:22)

Participant: So you pretty much say it and leave them with it.

Yes the truth is such a powerful, beautiful thing. You will find this in your own life. The moment you start telling yourself the truth, emotions just explode; one after the other after the other and you will wonder how you started this whole process of emotions. It's an emotional flood and it all begins just from saying the truth. (01:37:43)

Participant: I confess I find social interaction quite difficult because even with simple things I will say what I think or I believe at that particular moment and then sometimes quite quickly have a realisation, "Oh that's not exactly right." But the other person who has received that got what I believed at that particular moment and then I've had a realisation that's not exactly right and I want to get it right. How do you deal with that when you are seeking to do the right thing? You're seeking to go with Divine Truth, you're seeking towards the truth but you are also dealing with your own error and your own frailty for want of a better word? (01:38:41)

8.2. The individual's knowledge of Divine Truth is eternally progressive

Well one thing about truth is that truth allows you to make mistakes; in fact, down in the seminar outline I have listed, "The individual's knowledge of Divine Truth is eternally progressive." And related to that, personal truth is always eternally progressive. Now if we have a feeling that, "Oh I knew a truth today; today I had a huge realisation and tomorrow my truth is totally different," this is going to happen to you all the time. And then you feel like now you've got to go back and correct all the times when you did not know the truth. And that is driven by a fear inside of you that you are not allowed to make mistakes. Every single one of you is allowed to make mistakes because guess what? You are not God. You are not God. (01:39:55)

Participant: You are allowed to make mistakes too, AJ. (01:39:57)

Yes. I'm allowed to make mistakes. And that is one of the things that I had to come to terms with; I'm allowed to make mistakes. And you have to come to terms with the fact that you are allowed to make mistakes and you are allowed to be in error today and in more truth tomorrow. And whatever happened to you today were the results of the Law of Compensation, and the Law of Attraction were already correcting you today so that you can arrive at a new truth tomorrow. You do not have to go back and pay for it all now but you will feel certain compulsions associated with the new truth. (01:40:37)

8.2.1. The example of Luther

So for instance all of you have heard of Luther? The founder of the Lutheran religion! When Luther was on earth he told some truths and he also taught people some untruths. A lot of the untruths were about women; he had some quite negative viewpoints about women. A lot of people don't realise how negative they were and a lot of those truths had to be corrected once he passed. (01:41:11)

Participant: What is an example of what he said?

He said that a woman is only good for the home and to satisfy a man's sexual needs and he believed that quite strongly. So he had some very strong chauvinistic beliefs and he had some very strong racial prejudices as well. He is now by the way a spirit friend of mine in the Celestial kingdom. He is in the spheres above the 8th sphere. Now what he had to do is to come to the terms with the fact firstly that he taught large groups of people untruths. So let's say that you have realised that you have taught all these people untruths and then you come to a new knowledge of truth, what are you going to want to do? (01:40:00)

Participant: Correct that.

Of course you are going to want to correct that, won't you? So one of the things he feels that he wanted to do was to correct some of the untruths, and he has been trying to do that through channelling and through other things. (01:42:10)

Participant: I'm confused. Did he know that he was saying untruths at the time? (01:42:11)

Well no.

Participant: Or at that time it was his truth?

At that time it was his truth.

8.3. Personal truth is limited, but Divine Truth is infinite

Participant: You've written in the seminar outline that personal truth is limited. (01:42:25)

Yes.

Participant: And you say it is progressive. So what is limited today can progress tomorrow. (01:42:32)

It is limited in the sense that it is never going to be God's; it's never going to be infinite. So your truth is limited to what you can understand right at this moment; in that way it is limited. It can expand and it is always going to be eternally progressive, in the sense that it will grow and grow and grow and grow if you remain open to Divine Truth. Your limited personal truth will grow into a new state and then into a new state. But at any one point it is not infinite, it's always limited. (01:43:03)

Participant: And in reference to what you said earlier, it's my understanding that my personal truth can grow into being Divine Truth? (01:43:12)

Yes.

Participant: In which then my personal truth in conjunction with Divine Truth can be infinite? (01:43:17)

No, it can't.

Participant: It can't?

No. Be aware that I am saying that only God has Divine Truth and only God has the infinite Divine Truth. So in other words every single tiny little detail of this universe is in God: that will never be in you. (01:43:40)

Participant: Oh I see.

But you can grow to know more and more and more of it by allowing Divine Love to flow through you; by allowing the education to be received by God. But you will never be God; you can never know exactly what God knows. You will never know exactly what God knows but you will eternally progress towards what God knows. And that's why a verse in the Bible, Ecclesiastes 3 verse 11 says, "God has put eternal life into your heart so that you will never find out what the true God has done." In other words you are going to seek truth for the rest of your existence but you will never find out its complete beauty, but every single new thing that you find out is going to emotionally overwhelm you. And that's the beauty. (01:44:34)

Participant: So we'll never reach the end.

But your truth will grow through that process but at any one point compared to the infinite Divine Truth available to you it is still limited. That's what I mean by that.

Participant: Thank you.

No worries it's my pleasure. Let's have a look at some of these others.

8.4. Divine Truth results in freedom: the truth will set you free

Divine Truth results in freedom, the truth will set you free. A lot of people don't really believe this; what do a lot of people really believe? (01:45:16)

Participant: The truth gets you into trouble. (01:45:19)

The truth gets you into trouble. The truth doesn't set you free for most people. The truth they feel creates more burdens. But it's not the truth that creates burden its error that creates burdens. Divine Truth really sets you free completely. And that's why I have said in the seminar outlines that Divine Truth completely free a person from error, and therefore from pain. Because remember error is the cause of all pain. All emotional errors are the cause of emotional pain. And also even in your personal life Divine Truth can result in freedom.

8.4.1. An example of a woman being abused in her relationship

For example, let's say a woman is being abused in her life, in her relationship. What's the truth she's not accepting? (01:45:59)

Participant: That she's worthy of more.

Exactly, she's not accepting the truth.

Participant: Or not loving herself by not allowing herself to live in that situation. (01:46:08)

She is not accepting the truth that her husband, who's saying, "I love you," is actually not loving her, because it's all just words coming out of his mouth. He is abusing her and she's not accepting the truth that he doesn't love her. Now because she doesn't accept the truth that he doesn't love her and she stays in a trapped relationship, so what she has done is she has placed these bars around her life of all the emotions she does not want to experience. One of these emotions is, "I'm unworthy of love." She's placed these bars around herself, she has made a cage for herself and because she is unwilling to face the truth, which is like destructing the cage, she remains in this stagnant and trapped state. But as soon as she starts facing the truth, she realises, "Hang on a sec, anybody who is physically violent towards me, can't love me. It is impossible for them to be loving me." No matter what words are coming out of his mouth, he is not loving her. And once she emotionally feels that, "He doesn't love me," she'll go through a huge emotion. She'll maybe cry for two or three days, and it might even connect her to some emotions from her childhood of her father not loving her. And she'll cry her way through that; "Why was I not worthy to be loved by my father?" And all those issues will start coming up if she allows them. Once she's worked through all of that issue, what does she feel then? "I'm lovable." And at that instant she realises, "I don't need to stay in this relationship anymore. I'm worth more than this," and she leaves. So what has truth created for her? (01:47:59)

Participant: Freedom.

Freedom! That's what truth does; even in your personal life if you accept it. Divine Truth, God's Truth, creates this huge freedom. And what will happen in the end is that you will be able to express your free will in this awesome way, which is totally unimaginable to you at the moment, and it will all be because you have lived in this state of truth. And now your free will is able to be expressed completely. That's what Divine Truth does for you. It frees you completely. (01:48:31)

8.5. Divine Truth results in a fearless existence

The next one is Divine Truth results in a fearless existence.

8.5.1. An illustration of religions creating fear

So let's look at religious viewpoints that create more fear or terror in you, such as teaching that we are eternally tormented for anything that we do here on Earth, and we have to pay for it in the spirit world. That is a common Christian belief. How many of you have been terrified of it as a child? Lots of you would have been terrified of it as a child if you had been brought up with that belief. Any belief that creates that kind of terror is not God's Truth. I don't care if it is written in the Bible or the Koran or any other holy book: if it creates that fear, it is not God's Truth. That's how it is.

So look really sincerely at some religious beliefs. For example, "If you don't do what we say then you will be ex-communicated from us." Now what does that create? (01:49:39)

Participant: Fear.

It is also saying that you're limited to our viewpoint. Would God ever say that to you? No. So it can't be Divine Truth. How are you ever going to learn infinite truth if you are limited to your viewpoint? You are never going to learn infinite truth doing that. (01:50:00)

So if truth is infinite it makes sense also that anything that I need to accept is going to expand from yesterday to today to tomorrow and so forth. So if I'm having to feel at the moment that I'm locked in to a certain religious belief and if I stay in this religious belief, what will happen is that if I don't stay in it I will have to be ex-communicated from the church or I'll be treated badly by them. And there are issues of truth and there are issues of how I love myself involved in that transaction. (01:50:34)

Participant: I actually looked at the pictures in the Bible when I was a child and they were so scary I didn't ever want to open up the Bible ever again. I've always wanted to have a look through it but I don't because it's not all truth. (01:50:56)

So read it from this perspective.

Anything that's in there that presents God as a punishing God or a fearsome God; they are all just men's ideas, they are not anything about God whatsoever. Anything that presents God as a God of Love, a God of Care, a God of Mercy, Forgiveness, Kindness and all those kind of qualities; they are all truths. Let yourself listen to those because there are some beautiful things in the Bible about all of those things. My whole life, in the first Century, was formed by what I read in the Hebrew scriptures of the Bible, from the Psalms, and the Prophets and so forth. I have a deep attachment to a lot of those writings because of how much it affected my life. So allow yourself to connect emotionally to what you are actually feeling from the material. (01:51:54)

8.5.2. Discerning Divine Truth through communication with God

Participant: AJ, in the first Century, if you learnt from those scriptures, how did you discern then which were truths? Because, there would have been untruths! (01:52:05)

When God's Love is flowing through you as soon as you ask questions of God and get responses you will feel a resonance in your soul. The ones that resonate will bring you to tears. So the truths that will resonate with you when you are reading something will bring you to a place of crying probably, a place of being overwhelmed emotionally every single time. So for every new truth that you receive from God, if it is resonating with God's Love and opens up your connection further, you will feel this overwhelming emotional experience and you will know in your heart that it is true. You won't need anybody to tell you. But in the end what will happen is all of you at some point (and many of you might not believe this at the moment), once you become at-one with God, will all believe the same thing. Not because you trusted me or trusted somebody else to tell you it. But because you have experienced it and so you know it to be true.

8.6. The truth does not hurt anyone or anything

The next one in the seminar outline is a really interesting one because it is a common belief. The truth does not hurt anyone or anything. So why am I in pain when I tell the truth? What's happening? (01:53:26)

Participant: You're feeling the other person's emotions? (01:53:31)

Not usually. I am in pain and I'm feeling my own emotions. (01:53:35)

Participant: Letting go of old beliefs?

Letting go of the error! All error creates terrible, terrible, terrible emotions. All of the emotions that you feel that you are trying to run away from have all been created by error. By emotions that you believe to be true that have entered you inside your heart. And when they come out of you they feel like pulling out barbs, like pulling arrows out of you because there is so much emotional pain associated with the error leaving you. (01:54:11)

When the Apostle John was living here on Earth he had this illustration passed to him from a spirit. He had this dog called Sandy, and little Sandy was a Jack Russell. And he had this dream one night where Sandy had been shot with barbs all over her, and she had all of these arrow headed barbs sticking into her. And what would John do with all these arrows sticking into Sandy? He could just shoot the dog but that is not a very loving act. If he loved the dog what he would do is pull out each one. But each one would be painful coming out of her. With each one he would pull out she would be whimpering and crying and feeling all these emotions, feeling all these feelings. And then he would pull out another and she would feel all these feelings of pain and hurt. And he'd pull out another. And that is exactly what God is doing to you. God is trying to pull out all these emotional errors out of you, and he is trying to do it in the most loving, caring possible way. But all emotional errors hurt. And when they release from you it hurts, and the only way they release is by you being in truth. But it is not the truth that is hurting you; it is the emotional error leaving you that's hurting you. (01:55:38)

Participant: They must have been leaving me last night because I was having heart attack pains. (01:55:46)

Yep so that's an emotional release happening. They are all caused by grief and the key now is to connect more to that grief because there is more there. So allow yourself to connect to that grief and experience that grief. As you do that you will find that these feelings will de-intensify; they will go down. (01:56:12)

8.6.1. The example of "Does my bum look big in this?"

You will notice that I have mentioned a few examples in the seminar outline. How many of you have been asked, "Am I overweight? Do you think I am overweight?" And what do you say to the person? Particularly if it's a lady asking the question! (Laughter) You see what happens with those kind of questions is what is the person really wanting? (01:56:43)

Participant: They are wanting reassurance. They are wanting lies.

They are wanting lies, yes. They want lies because they do not want to feel the truth. (01:56:52)

Participant: Is it okay to say, "Yeah you're fine"?

No - the truth is; do you feel the person is overweight? (01:57:02)

Participant: That's easier to accept as everybody has different opinions. (01:57:06)

Oh yeah, you're allowed your opinion. And if I'm asked my opinion then I'm allowed to give it. So if a lady comes up and she's overweight and then I would say, "Yes you are overweight and do you want to know why? It's because of this shame emotion that you are holding onto that's affecting this area here." And we can talk about that then. But you will find as you deal with your emotions your weight will just fall off you. It will; you are holding onto emotions. You are holding onto weight because you are holding onto emotions; let's be honest about it. But these are all these taboo subjects. (01:57:51)

Historically what have you been told? That it's not kind to say that. But what is the kindest thing? The kindest thing is to trigger the emotion inside of the person to help them release it, so they no longer hold onto it anymore. That's the kindest thing. (01:58:06)

Participant: AJ, everybody has different style of dress and all that stuff and we can have different opinion of this.

Of course!

Participant: But you can't say, "You're dressing awful."

You can say, "In my opinion you're dressing awful." But you don't have to take my opinion and to be honest with you if I had some self worth and some self-love I would not even care to ask for your opinion about how I am dressing. (01:56:52)

Participant: It's okay to soften the edges a little bit surely? Because if the person is wearing all the wrong colours together you could say, "They are not colours that I would wear but if you're happy with those colours then they're fine." Then that would be truthful. "What I'm saying is I don't really like those colours together." (01:59:04)

No you're not really saying that.

Participant: Yes I am.

No you're not.

Participant: They're not what I would choose for myself. (01:59:10)

So say that.

Participant: Yes those colours don't suit me. (01:50:13)

So why not tell them the truth. She's asked for your opinion; tell her the truth of how you feel. Why not tell her the truth? Because you're afraid of her emotional response. If you're basing your response on fear, are you loving the person? No, you are not.

8.6.2. Divine Truth cannot be embellished

And this gets back to the previous comment that I made. You want to embellish the truth, if you want to make it more comfortable and more palatable. And honestly you've got no idea if you feel that way because from God's perspective the truth is already the most beautiful thing She has created. (01:59:55)

The truth is what sets you free. It is the most beautiful thing God has created. You can't embellish it; you can think you can but you're just really thinking that you are better than God. That's all you're feeling. The truth being stated exactly the way you feel it right in that instant is exactly the thing the person who is asking you the question needs. (02:00:15)

Participant: Deep down I think that the person is actually worried about it and so that is why they are actually seeking the truth. (02:00:19)

Yes. Deep down they are worried about it. They are seeking their addiction to be satisfied and what you are doing by telling them the truth is not satisfying their addiction and allowing them to connect with the emotion, which is the thing that is going to lead them closer to God. So by speaking the truth in every single instance, what you are actually doing is helping the person to actually connect to the emotional resistances that they have with God. Every single time, and you can't embellish that. You can't make it better than it is. (02:00:51)

The truth is just so beautiful that eventually you will come to just love it for itself. And that's even the truth of you're own opinion. You're allowed to have your own opinion, even when you're a Celestial spirit you're going to be allowed to have your own opinion. So another Celestial spirit comes along and says, "Do you reckon I look pretty cool today?" (Laughter) And you say, "Nah I don't like what you wearing, but you can wear what you want." And you will have no trouble with that. That's called variety and you would accept variety. That doesn't mean that you are not loving the person. And if they have an emotional response to your comment, what's the issue? (02:01:37)

Participant: They are wanting from you.

Exactly, they are wanting or needing something from you, and if you give it to them what are you doing? You are just enabling them to stay away from the feeling that they have just attracted for you to trigger. That's what you're doing.

Participant: Is there any place not to say anything at all. (02:01:59)

8.6.3. It's futile to "cast pearls before swine"

Certainly there are times when like I said in the first Century, "It's pointless to cast pearls before swine". And I wasn't judging people by that. What I was actually saying is that if a person is rejecting truth already it is pointless for you to actually tell them more. Why bother casting more pearls of wisdom (of truth) when the person has already rejected the ones you have just given them? I find this happening a lot with interactions with groups. Some people ask me a question and I give them the answer. Then they say, "I don't think you understood what I was asking," and then they ask me the same question in a different way. And I give them the same answer. Then they say, "No I don't think you understand."

What's really happening here? They want a different truth than what I've given them, that's all. And so what I have to do then is just stop. I've got to stop. "If you don't want to accept my answer, that's fine, you're allowed to not accept my answer. That's fine. I'm just telling you the truth." And you can do exactly the same. You do not have to tell the truth constantly to people over and over again if they are rejecting it already. But give them the opportunity to reject it or accept it. And the only reason why we don't in most cases is because we are too afraid to experience our own emotions about their rejection. (02:03:27)

Participant: So if you have a heartfelt intention to be of service to them...? (02:03:36)

When you have a heartfelt intention to live in love, which also means living in truth - I mean Divine Truth and Divine Love. When you have a heartfelt intention to live in those places, you won't be afraid of what other people feel about your truth. And if you are afraid you will realise that there is an emotion inside of you that has yet to actually come to understand truth. (02:04:04)

So all of us at some point feel afraid about truth, don't we? Some of you get into the state where you're feeling, (shaking) "I don't know if I can say this," because you know even what the response is probably going to be in many cases. You have this feeling, "Oh the response is going to be this," or, "The response is going to be that." And you sometimes don't know whether that's just your feeling or whether you know the person so well that you know that is the way that they are going to respond. But honestly in most cases if you can just allow yourself to say the truth, whatever is in your heart emotionally, will come out. Whatever is in their heart emotionally that is still locked up, will come out. And you'll have a much more truthful existence. (02:04:49)

Participant: I often think the way we treat children in comparison to how we treat ourselves and our friends. So to tell a difficult truth of a child we may sit them down and be gentle. I think it is really important if we're going to speak truth to a friend then to think, "This may be a difficult truth but I have a loving obligation not to soften the blow," but at the same time consciously make sure that we are gentle with it. (02:05:21)

Always. So if I'm coming from a loving space already I'm automatically gentle. But don't confuse gentleness with weakness, because the truth is a very powerful thing and will have a huge powerful effect on people who you tell it to. So I've sat down with people with my arm around them and have told them the truth, and for the next 6 months they haven't spoken to me. So what didn't they feel? They didn't feel the love I felt for them telling the truth. All they felt was this big emotional resonance and they can't handle that truth because they don't want to feel the underlying emotion. (02:06:03)

Participant: Are they the ones you call a swine?

No, I use a lot of metaphors. For a lot of metaphors in the language I was using at the time the words had double meanings. For example wind had a similar meaning to spirit. So swine has a double meaning with other words as well. And the reason why I did that was back then, is because you said anything nice and straight and direct like I am saying it to you now, most people would just get angry and want to shoot you. (Laughter) So what I had to do back then was to create a way in which people could actually hear what I was saying and think about it first, (Laughter) without responding first.

And so a lot of the things I am saying to you very directly now, I would of have had to have said back then in a way that caused you to go, "Oh I wonder what he meant by that?" "Was he getting at me?" "Are you joking with me or was he serious or what?" Whereas now because more and more people are used to plain direct speaking it's a lot easier to give that direct plain truth without having to put it in metaphors. (02:07:29)

You will find that you will do the same with people. At the start you might have an illustration that you give them in the hope they might get it, but after a while once a person really wants truth in their heart you will be able to just say it as straight as it is. You will be able to say, for example, "The feeling that I am getting from you is that you just don't love your husband at all actually. That's the feeling I'm getting from you." And you will be able to say that. And you will also be able to accept that you might be wrong. You won't feel bad if you're wrong.

8.6.4. Giving truth is an act of love

Participant: I have some perception about a friend that I feel is very accurate... but she's not asking me for my opinion. There's no point in me giving it to them, is there? (02:08:20)

I suppose if there is any grey area in the terms of how we feel about things generally is that when a person is not asking for it we then go down the track of saying, "Well I don't know whether I should really give it to her then." But the thing I feel about truth is this. How does a person ever find out the truth if they don't know the truth in the first place? If no body actually comes along and volunteers to give it to them! (02:08:50)

Participant: It's very hard to give it when the person gets incredibly upset. (02:08:55)

Right, so what's a fear that's in you that you first need to feel? (02:09:01)

Participant: About losing the friendship, (02:09:03)

My feelings about friendship are this. When I love the person completely I will actually never be afraid of losing their friendship ever. So obviously if I'm afraid of losing their friendship, my love for them has yet to be completed. And it's usually yet to be completed because of an emotion that I have within myself. So I'm afraid of losing their friendship, because I like parts of their friendship and if they get upset with me I won't get that feeling anymore; I'm afraid I'm going to lose something precious. There are a lot of issues like that revolving around telling the truth. (02:09:41)

Participant: So it's our responsibility to let them know about the truth. (02:09:45)

I'm not saying that it's your responsibility; I'm not forcing you to offer it. What I am saying is it's an act of love to offer it. It's an act of love to offer the truth to someone, even if they are not asking for it at that moment. It's an act of love to offer it. So I would not go and tell her in an angry way; that is not offering it in love. I would offer it in love. Every one of us needs help to find truth. That's generally the case; all of us need help to find the truth. What we need to do is to come to like the interchange with people, which expose our truth. We come to love that. Now if I love a person enough I will be willing to risk my friendship with them for the sake of their happiness. (02:10:42)

Participant: Can I just share an experience I had this morning? About something that you are saying there and something that you said yesterday about there's no perfect time; we've got to start dealing with our stuff no matter where we are. (02:10:55)

Yes.

Participant: I have a friend whose mother recently died and every time I run into her it just comes out of my mouth that I say something about her mother, forgetting that her mother has died. And I said to her today that I realised that I'm doing this every time and I thought this is happening because she obviously needs to deal with some more stuff about her mother and so I brought it to her attention. (02:11:19)

Yes.

Participant: And then saying that to her quietly I said, "Look, at the moment this is going to keep coming out of my mouth and this is the way it is." And she said. "Oh I don't want to deal with this right now," and I didn't say anything after that. Then in about 3 minutes everyone sitting at the table started looking at her bracelet and said, "Oh my god that is the most beautiful bracelet where did you get it?" And it was something that her mother had left her. And it was just so in her face but they had not heard anything that we had said. (02:11:54)

Yes, yes that's right and nor had she in her heart. You will find in your own life that every single situation that you attract is there to actually expose that emotion that you're ready to experience; otherwise you wouldn't have attracted it. And we often say, "Oh I'm not ready" but the truth is you are. You would not be attracting it if you weren't ready for it. So you're ready to experience it. (02:12:22)

Participant: I've had an experience with a couple of guys who have this sexually crazy kind of behaviour and I'm just wondering, is it taking away their free will to have an experience with a women, even if it's abusive, by going to warn the women not to be with them because their not very nice? (02:11:42)

The experience you have had of sexually predatory behaviour is due to your Law of Attraction. There is an emotion from your childhood about men and their behaviour that you are yet to release. When you release that emotion, what will happen is that you will no longer attract men who are predators sexually. In terms of protecting other people about it, well that is your choice or your decision. Bear in mind that there is also a Law of Attraction at work in every case. (02:13:11)

Participant: Yes I can see that.

You can tell 1,000 women and if there are 50 of them who are attracting that kind of behaviour, they will still attract them unless they are fully willing to experience that emotion. Remember it's the emotion that solves all the problems. Experiencing it is the thing that solves all the problems, that's the truth. Let's go onto the next one. (02:13:40)

8.6.5. There are emotional penalties for wanting to believe a lie

Oh by the way I just wanted to say on this lies issue, there are emotional penalties on your soul for wanting to believe a lie. And the emotional penalty is always painful. When you want to believe a lie: you know some people say, "Do you want to know if your husband cheated on you today?" How many people would put up their hand and say, "No, I really don't want to know"? A lot actually would do that. So now why do they want to believe a lie? (02:14:15)

Participant: So they don't have to deal with it.

They won't have to deal with the emotion. Can you see the link? If you want to believe a lie you don't want to deal with the emotion, and when you don't want to deal with an emotion there is an automatic penalty. You are making a choice that is going to result in pain. Every time we make a choice that is going to result in pain, we actually are not loving our soul. That's an interesting thought when you think about it.

8.7. Divine Truth does not allow the lie, no matter what the price

Let's go onto the next quality in the seminar outline: Divine Truth does not allow a lie no matter what the price.

8.7.1. Friendships based on truth

Who has been in a position when their husband or wife has cheated on them and there are people around them that knew but nobody told them? Have any of you been in that position? Quite a few! How did that feel?

Participant: Betrayed.

Total betrayal of friends and it just feels really bad. Now bear in mind that you attracted it. There are some issues to work your way through emotionally. But what I am saying is that if I am a friend of a person and I am seeing her husband cheating on her with somebody else, and if I love her in my heart and if I love him in my heart, I would firstly go to him and say, "You need to be open and truthful. Not because of anything I'm forcing you to be. I'm just saying that if you're not going to be open and truthful then I am going to be open and truthful because that's my responsibility to God to be open and truthful." And I will stay in that truth.

And so when he gets angry and upset with me; that's too bad - I am going to stay in this truth no matter what the price. "If I'm going to lose your friendship that's too bad, I'm sad about that, but" And if you are sad about that... have a cry. But nowadays I'm not sad about that anymore because once you cry out all of those emotions, once you feel the grief of losing friendships because they don't want to be in truth then that emotion is free from you and you don't worry about that anymore; it's not a part of you anymore. And so you would say the truth also to your friend. How many of you feel that you shouldn't say anything to your friend, it's their business? A fair few of you! (02:16:54)

Participant: I suppose people have the fear that it will backfire and they will end up still together again. (02:17:01)

And what do you learn in that process?

Participant: That they are not ready to hear the truth.

And are they going to be good friends if they can't hear the truth? (02:17:07)

Participant: No.

Okay well you need to go through that emotion of feeling the loss of good friends because you spoke the truth. Do you follow me? There is an emotion that's going to come up there. I've lost many good friends about speaking the truth. People who I've loved, but obviously they didn't love the truth. (02:17:30)

And how are you ever going to be a permanent friend to somebody who hasn't got this permanent connection with God wanting truth? In the end it's going to ebb and flow, isn't it? One moment they will be in truth, everything's going fine, then they will get in some error and if you are both, or one of you is in error, obviously it's not going to be fine in that period of time. And then they will get back into truth and come back to you later on. Because you have told somebody something and they got really upset, worked through it emotionally and then come back afterwards. That means that they have learnt some of the lessons of truth; they have faced some of those emotions. But the truth never allows a lie, not knowingly. (02:18:13)

So if you know somebody is lying right now and you allow them to continue doing it, and I don't mean you allow them in the sense that you've got control over them. I mean you allow the lie itself to continue unopposed and I'm not talking about opposing the person; I'm not talking about judging the person. I'm just saying the lie itself is an object in its own right. It's an emotion now, being passed through all your surroundings, all through your environment, and what do emotions of lies create? (02:18:53)

Participant: Pain.

They all create pain. It's only the emotions based around truth and love that create bliss. So every time that you allow the lie, the object called the lie to exist, you are allowing, in fact, pain to exist. And the key is to see that.

Participant: If you saw a friend having a relationship with someone else, wouldn't it be more important for you to go to the friend having the relationship and say, "Look I can't have a relationship with you while you are doing this," but is it really your part to go tell their wife or their husband? Is it really your part to do that?

Well your first comment is spot on, of course you would go to the person who is doing the act and say look I don't feel we could have a truthful relationship while you are not having truthful relationships yourself. Obviously if you are willing to lie to your wife, you're certainly willing to lie to me, so you know I don't feel that we can have a truthful relationship. But in the end, it would not be loving to reject the person, no matter what they are doing. We are not talking about rejecting the person; I'm just talking about saying the truth. So I would never go to a person and say, "I'm not going to be your friend because you are doing this." (02:20:10)

Participant: That's a judgement, isn't it?

And that's a judgement, it's also a condemnation and a rejection, and why would I want to do that? All I want to do is go to them and say, "Look you're not telling the truth and I'm here because I love the truth. And as your friend I love you so much that I am willing to tell your truth to everyone." People get really upset with me because they feel nothing is private with me and that is a big issue.

9. All emotions are visible to people in the spirit world

Honestly, in the spirit world, nothing is private. Nothing! Do you not think at the moment that every single skeleton in your closet is known by 1,000's of people if they wanted to know? Every single spirit in this room knows every single skeleton in your closet. From the ones who are still practising evil, right through to the Celestials who are in a state of love; they all know your skeletons. (02:21:17)

Participant: They say that all skeletons come out of the closet.

Of course they do because all these spirits know them. Because at some point they want to tell somebody else them, particularly if they are manipulative and controlling; rather than helping you deal with your emotions they will tell someone else them. So why do you want to protect all your skeletons in your closet? Because of an unresolved emotion that you don't want to feel that's all, that's all it is. (02:21:40)

Participant: Where's the free will though?

The free will is I'm allowed to feel an emotion in you and I'm allowed to go and tell this person over here "Do you realise that Carol's got this emotion where she over nurtures people?" (Laughter) And Carol has totally got free will; she is totally in denial about it. I'm allowed to say those things; I have free will, don't I? I'm allowed to say those things. I've got to look sincerely as to why I'm saying those things, what's my purpose? If my purpose is to help the person to a personal truth, then that's a loving purpose. If my purpose is to make you feel bad then straight away my intention has broken a law of God anyway; straight away there is a Law of Compensation effect on my soul if my intention is bad. So look at your intention of doing it. (02:22:46)

But there are literally 100's of people who know about every single thing in your soul, every single thing you have done, everything you are ashamed of. When people pass into the spirit world this is one very confronting thing they have. They realise, "Hang on a sec all my emotions are naked and every single thing I've ever done is naked to every single person around me." Can you imagine that? If you've got issues of shame, what's going to come up straight away? Lots of shame! So why not work through it now. Get over that now; get into this space now where you are totally open, totally free, totally able to be yourself without reservation, totally able to talk about anything you want without being worried about what other people are thinking or feeling about it all. Why not get into that space now? When you pass you will breeze through it; you will think, "This is fantastic. I don't have to work anymore." Well you do work, but a different type, but you don't have to cook meals anymore. "I don't have to care for this anymore, I've got this total freedom and not only that, all these emotions are gone from me I feel fantastic." Why not be in that place now? (02:24:04)

Participant: That brings up in me a deep feeling of gratitude for you. That the information that you are taking the time to share for me personally and us as a group allows me to take the time to not avoid that shame that you were talking about that particular issue. (02:24:23)

Yep

Participant: Although that deeply affected me.

Did It?

Participant: You know I'm saying thank you.

Thank you. (Applause)

Participant: We now have more of a chance to evolve and it's time to resolve this stuff! (02:24:43)

Yes! And that's the beauty of all this. If you are brave enough to do all of this now, you are just going to have a free existence. Very shortly in this physical life, imagine a free existence even now. And then when you pass not having to deal with all this crap that the majority of people have to deal with when they pass. (02:25:08)

In the book "Post Mortem Journal" throughout the first 6 or 7 Chapters Lawrence of Arabia is just dealing with one emotion after another emotion after another emotion. And he is just like constantly overwhelmed by this process of emotional awakening. You won't have to experience any of that because you have already experienced it now and you will be in this space of that you are already emotionally awakened. It's a beautiful space to live in. You don't have to feel constrained by anything, the truth is just freedom, and it's a beautiful thing. (02:25:44)

Participant: When you read what he wrote in "Post Mortem Journal" though what I could not help feeling was he had no concept of the Divine Love Path and the tiny amounts of gain that he made over years and years of effort. You think, "Wow how fortunate to actually know about that before you ever get into those levels."

Yeah.

Participant: You know just the tiniest improvement in his consciousness took him so much effort and so much pain, that he was not even within the universe of knowing about Divine Love. (02:26:23)

10. Growing towards at-onement with God through understanding truth

That's right. So it's really beautiful to know these secrets really; they don't have to be secrets anymore. It was never God's purpose for these to be secrets. But they are, they became secrets because everyone wants to stay away from the truth. So if you come to love truth, what happens is all these emotions will explode. You will get into the state of bliss, eventually you will get into at-onement with God. It might take a few years and it might take the next 5 years of your life if you deal with your emotions. (02:26:54)

In that process you are expanding your soul, you are getting to know yourself, and you are getting to know everyone around you truthfully. Everyone around you, every single interaction becomes truthful. Every single interaction there is no lying going on, there is no disharmony going on and then as that's building and building you get into a state of bliss. And now you're in bliss and everyone around you will notice that you're in bliss. And they will say "What have you got that I haven't got?" And they will just be attracted to you because of that thing that has now entered you to the point of at-onement with God. They will be just drawn to you because of that. That is what's ahead of all of you. This beautiful place of truth and love is ahead of you, if you are brave enough to confront the emotions that are involved with accepting truth, and accepting God's Truth. (02:27:47)

Participant: So is this just a gradual concept of between where we are and where we hope to be? Is it somewhere on that upper scale that you can say we are in that bliss or do you have to be right at the top, and if so, are there many, if any, people on earth living that life now? (02:28:03)

There is no one on the Earth living that life of at-onement with God right now. Very shortly there will be and many of you will be; it won't take very long. At the moment you are thinking it's a long, long, long way away. Many of you will not actually take very long to actually enter that state. Remember there are the spheres of the spirit world, and the 7th sphere is transition into the 8th Sphere; that's when you are at-one. (02:28:32)

We progress through spheres of love as we grow towards God

You can reach that condition here on Earth right now. By doing these processes of feeling your emotions; experiencing the truth; feeling God's Truth enter you and being open and completely vulnerable to all of your emotions. You can get to that state within a very, very short period of time. Spirits who are dedicated to it in the space of our time take a few months, 6 months, or 12 months. Bearing in mind of course there is no time there, from their perspective. They are immersed in the emotion, if you decide to immerse yourself in your emotions you can be in this place of at-onement.

Participant: What happened with Ramtha?

Well Ramtha was in 6th sphere for 35,000 years and then made the transition into at-onement over a period of Earth time in a few minutes. In his time he went through lots of emotions to make that transition, lots of emotions of self reliance had to be lost and God reliance had to be taken on board. So he actually went back to the 3rd sphere and experience emotions there, and emotions in the 5th sphere that he had missed. Then he progressed into the 7th sphere and then to at-onement. But in terms of our time it took a few minutes. (02:29:55)

Participant: Was that person you spoke about Longsend Ramtha.

No Ramtha who JC Knight's channelling.

Participant: You're saying you are not at-one with God?

10.1. AJ's reincarnated emotional injuries

I'm saying that my condition of injuries prevent me from expressing my love completely, which is the same condition as not being at-one with God. (02:30:15)

Participant: So you're saying realistically people in this room can achieve it before you do?

Realistically all of you could achieve it before I do.

Participant: Wow.

But I've had like 2,000 years of all these memories piped down through some pretty severe emotional injuries that I now have to work through and I have been working through for 12 years, but it's not going to take you 12 years. The first person to do anything takes a long time. That's normally the case. (02:30:52)

Now in my case, I am the first person to experience reincarnation to get back into that condition, so I'll be the first person to do that but you can be the first person from a condition of sin and error to reach at-onement with God. So why wouldn't you want to be the first person to do that? Who cares about that in the end? All we care about is, "Feel our emotions, connect with God, do it all sincerely and you will get there quite rapidly". So what I am saying is that this is all very possible for you. I am not presenting a Utopian dream here, although many people think I am. I am presenting reality and if you don't believe it, in the end, I am hoping that I get there and can prove it to you. But in the end, you can choose to decide to do it all now if you wanted to, because in the end I am just encouraging you to be real. (02:31:50)

Participant: AJ I thought that you said in a previous talk that you took on the emotions of your parents in this life time to experience what it is like to go through the emotions so you can understand us. (02:32:00)

Yes.

Participant: So what you are saying now is that there were emotions from the 1st Century that are unresolved?

No. What I am saying now is consistent with what I said then and that is all the experiences and memories that I had in my 2,000 years of life have been piped through my parent's emotions. (02:32:21)

Participant: What do you mean?

Basically I'm experiencing now all these experiences that I remember through the emotional injuries of my parents that I had in this life, and I'm having to resolve them all emotionally. As those memories come to me, each one triggers new emotions in me and I've got to experience them and release them. (02:32:40)

Participant: So you haven't taken this on just for the exercise of it then?

No, they are not my injuries from 2,000 years because I didn't have any. They are all my memories piped through the emotions of my parents this time. (02:33:00)

Participant: So you now experience them emotionally?

Yes, I'll give you an example. In the 1st Century when I was about 20, I had an experience where a woman tried to have sex with me and I rejected her. She went home and told her father and her brothers and they beat me nearly to death. That was one of my experiences from the 1st Century. At the time it did not affect me very much at all emotionally, but it affected me a lot physically and it took me 5 years physically to recover from it, but emotionally it didn't affect me very much at all. So what happened is my father had some mistrust of women emotions. (02:35:37)

Participant: Your current father?

My current father! So when I incarnated now into this life I am absorbing all these mistrust of women emotions and guess what comes up? This memory pops up of this woman who basically lied about what had happened. (02:35:50)

Participant: Is that because you did not deal with it back then?

No, it's just a memory being passed through the emotional filter of my father in this life. So now the feeling I have about that event is that I can't trust women. And I had to release that emotion. I had a feeling in my heart that women were liars and that when a women lies you can die from it. That's the feeling that I had that I had to deal with. And so of course I attracted women who lied. So I attracted quite a number of women into my life, including my own mother, who would lie to protect herself but often would cause damage to others. So what happens at reincarnation is that all these memories, which are not emotions in that 2,000 years experience, become emotions through the filter of the emotional injuries that you get on reincarnation. (02:34:58)

Participant: Is that just helping you to gain more experience or did you choose it?

I could have chosen a parent who was close to having no emotional injuries. I could have, yes. I could have actually gone into India somewhere and chosen someone in the 3rd sphere, because there are some women and men who are married on Earth who are in a 3rd sphere condition, right now. And I could have chosen them, which meant I would not have to deal with hardly any of these emotions that I have, but I actually purposefully chose the two parents that I chose so I could go through those emotional experiences. (02:35:35)

Participant: Sorry but weren't you saying before that it's the parents who choose the child?

No but on reincarnation it's totally different.

Participant: Oh it's the reverse.

Yeah you can do anything you want on reincarnation. Understand that with the first incarnation your parents choose you because you are totally unconscious of the choice. But at the moment of individualisation you are now conscious and now you have free will to do anything that you like. And when you reach the 22nd sphere state you are now fully conscious, you can choose your parents; you can choose who you are going to incarnate through. You can choose your parents, you can even see, "Oh that parent has that quality and that parent has that quality and I can work through the genetic issues of that and I can actually choose somebody who actually makes me look a certain way." I can choose all of that.

Participant: Did you do that?

Yeah.

Participant: Yeah. You have a bit of Jesus looking qualities... (Laughter)

Yeah. But you know I don't look as good as I did then. (Laughter) (02:36:42)

11. Spirits can make people feel that they are reincarnated

Participant: I don't reckon that you are the only person who has ever reincarnated.

I know you don't, I'm not the only person there is 14 of us. (02:36:48)

Participant: There must be more than that though. Because nearly everyone I know has memories of their past lives.

Yeah, but we have talked about that in previous groups and that is the impression of spirits following them around that they are actually feeling. (02:37:00)

Participant: And the other thing is I've got knowledge and memory of totally different experiences that have got nothing to do with been here. How have I got that? (02:37:07)

From spirits!

Participant: I feel like I've been in other places.

Well that's what you want to believe.

Participant: I can even remember it so clearly. I can remember my baby dying when I was in New Zealand and floating off down a river and someone burning the forest behind me, and it's like I'm so there. (02:37:26)

Exactly!

Participant: It wasn't another spirit.

The spirit is here with us right now if you want to know.

Participant: Okay yep.

The issue is she has a lot of painful experiences from her life

Participant: Yep.

And she is hanging around you because she feels quite strongly that you and her are very, very similar to each other personality wise. So what is actually happening is she has a strong feeling of camaraderie with you. Also one of the reasons why she is giving you these pictures is she wants your friendship, and she wants you to feel what she felt. (02:38:00)

Participant: So she can clear it?

Not just so she can clear it. At the moment her viewpoint is that it all hurt her too much that she wants you to commiserate at the moment with her life. So at the moment her desire is to not actually feel the emotion she felt at the time but for you and her to sort of get together and be friends and commiserate with each other about some of the childhood emotional experiences. (02:38:24)

Participant: Is that healthy or not?

Yeah very healthy because what it does is it triggers your emotions. So when she gave you those pictures what did you do?

Participant: Oh I just felt grief.

Yeah so this is your unresolved grief being triggered by her giving you those pictures. And the key for you now is to allow yourself to experience that grief and show her how she can experience her grief. Because what's blocking her at the moment is that she has all this grief inside of her that she is strongly... she now actually wants to talk to me... (Laughter) But anyway, I'm just describing her emotions. She has all this grief inside of her that she doesn't know how to deal with it from her Earth existence and it's actually locking her up in her current location in the spirit world.

This happens to you all the time. You will get spirits around you who like you, and feel, "You've got these feelings and motions that I've got and I feel like we can be friends." And they are just trying to resolve their emotional issues just like you are. And when you attract them it's a very good thing. The key is to go into the emotion of it. She had a very hard life obviously, and she has a lot of grief that is locked in her chest. I'm saying where because she can actually look at it and see that it is across her chest, and it is locked in her and she is not willing to cry about it. She's in a sort of a mixture of anger and tears about it at the moment. You can probably feel what I am saying about that because you are quite mediumistic actually.

And one of the things that it is preventing your mediumistic skills is this belief that these are past lives. (02:40:17)

Participant: Okay.

If you can see that everything that is being presented to you is a spirit who is coming to talk with you, you will find that you will be able to have conversations with them. (02:40:24)

Participant: Right I will try that.

It will actually help you and them to work through emotional issues.

Participant: Okay. Thanks.

12. Forgiveness and Repentance

Participant: Okay so I've entered into the Divine Truth and I've come to the realisation that I've perpetuated a lot of pain to others. In that truth you realise the pain that you have perpetuated on others. So you're in truth, you feel the love; you know you've done the wrong thing, how do you fix it? (02:41:20)

Well this is another conversation that is a topic all together by itself that I'll spend a whole day on. And that's the issue of Divine Laws of Forgiveness and Repentance. Now all of you have heard of God's Grace? God's Grace is God's Mercy. You can think of it as a quality of mercy. What the quality of mercy is, is this desire that God has to demonstrate mercy or to basically take away from you the causes of what you've done or caused other people pain. God wants to do that for you but God can only do that for you when you are in a state of being repentant for that. (02:42:10)

There is this law that requires repentance. The reason why it requires repentance is that there is another Law called the Law of Compensation or the Law of Karma. If a person is not repentant then the "Law of Karma" is what clears them away of the error. In other words they reap what they sow. (02:42:31)

And so what we need to do is firstly learn that every time that we are not repentant - in other words every time we get out of the emotion that we are feeling about the things that we have done to others, and we go into our head about the things we have done, and we justify those things, then the "Law of Attraction" and the "Law of Compensation" is going to clean us up. It will refine you, like wash you clean; but you don't need to do that long-winded process, it's a long-winded process. You can do this shorter process where you actually allow yourself to completely feel the emotions of sorrow about what you have done and when you direct those feelings of what you have done towards God, God's Love comes and enters you and rubs away, if you like, the causes within you that created your desire for you to do those things.

Participant: It's like a cleansing?

It's like a cleansing process.

Participant: That is real forgiveness?

Yeah God's always forgiving, so don't feel that God doesn't forgive you. God forgives you whether you are repentant or not. And in fact God actually requires that you forgive others if they are repentant or not. But that is a different aspect of mercy. Mercy is a totally different situation, so what I've given you is a brief summary of that entire discussion. (02:44:00)

Participant: I just want to say that I've actually experienced that feeling after being repentant, where God put his hand in my hurt and took it all away. (02:44:19)

Yeah, but it required a real deep feeling of sorrow on your behalf and an understanding of the pain that it has caused?

Participant: Yep.

12.1. The example of a mother damaging her daughter

Participant: I realise the things that I've done with my children in my parenting. In my childhood I was rejected in my family, I was the black sheep, the scapegoat. (02:44:41)

Yep.

Participant: I've done this to my eldest daughter. In my emotions I can't understand why I can't really know her, but I know that in a way I reject her and think she is not as good as my other daughter. (02:44:53)

So the causal emotion is the fact that there is an emotion inside of yourself of shame that you have inside of yourself that she actually mirrors. So the reason why you can't connect with her is that you are not allowing this connection with yourself. There is a feeling inside of you, and I think you pretty much know what it might be about, about how you define yourself that she mirrors. And you can't allow the connection to your own feeling, and that's what's causing the blockage between you and your daughter. (02:45:29)

Participant: I feel deeply sorry that I've done this to her.

No you don't.

Participant: I don't?

No. The reason why you don't feel deeply sorry is because you are unwilling to feel the emotion of unworthiness. (02:45:39)

Participant: In myself?

The actual emotion! You see when you are willing to feel the actual emotion then you will be sorry. (02:45:45)

Participant: Oh okay.

And at that moment it can be cleared. You see a lot of times we think that we are sorry but we are not willing to feel the emotion connected to the truth of the sorrow. (02:46:58)

Participant: I feel sad about it all, I really do.

I agree you feel sad about the effects totally, but you are not addressing the cause. (02:46:06)

Participant: I just have to feel the unworthiness that I feel within me.

Yes. She is mirroring something to you that you hate within yourself, and you are going to need to come to love that within yourself. And when you do that emotionally that is the time you are repentant. And when you are repentant, the causes will be removed and ironically your daughter will change as well. (02:46:30)

Participant: Yes I know that. I know that she's going to change when I change something; often that happens. (02:46:37)

And that's another discussion within itself about children. (02:46:43)

Participant: She is so connected to me on some levels and she is just crying out for my love.

Yeah. So the discussion actually I have not chosen next week's discussion in Brisbane yet so I might make it about the Laws of Divine Love "Repentance and Forgiveness". So we'll be talking about God's Grace and Mercy in other words. It's a beautiful Law that God has created because it actually allows you to by-pass, if you like, the law of, "What you sow you reap." It actually allows you to by-pass that if you connect emotionally with the cause of what's going on inside of you, and it's a beautiful Law that God has created that is a part of God's Mercy. God has this way in which He can remove these deep emotional injuries but only when you are fully feeling them. And that's what repentance is all about; fully experiencing and feeling those emotions. (02:47:45)

But we're off the topic but actually we have almost finished the qualities of Divine Truth in the seminar outlines as I'm not going to cover all the topics. (02:47:58)

13. Divine Truth qualities and attributes continued

13.1. Divine Truth is felt, it is emotional

The last one I'd like to talk about a bit before we go is, Divine Truth is felt, and it is emotional. We can intellectualise all day about truth. We can talk about it 'till the cows come home, but unless you start feeling it, until that time occurs it's all just going to be a pointless intellectual exercise. Now unless you are prepared to start acting upon and feeling in your heart the emotions of truth and what they confront, then really the whole point of this discussion is lost. The truth is felt emotionally, just like error is felt emotionally. So you know when an error leaves you, many of you have already had this experience, when error leaves you; you are overwhelmed emotionally, aren't you? (02:48:50)

It's a terrible emotion, it feels painful. Well when the truth enters you, it's often an overwhelming emotion but it is not painful. It's actually pleasurable; you know when you cry for joy and that kind of pleasurable emotion. The truth will enter you emotionally and error will leave you emotionally. If the truth hasn't entered you emotionally you will not change.

13.1.1. The example of eating meat

So let me give a simple illustration. When you feel the truth emotionally that every action you take towards an animal has an effect on how the animals treat you and how the animals react with you. When you understand that truth emotionally you will change the way you eat. You will no longer be able to eat meat. I guarantee you; it will just be an automatic change in you. (02:49:49)

Now until that time in a lot of ways it's pointless to intellectually change but you can do that to trigger the emotion. So for instance, if you gave up eating meat right now, knowing that down the track you will give it up anyway, it will bring up emotions. It will bring up emotions of, "I don't feel full with every meal that I eat. I don't feel that nice comfortable full feeling that comes when I eat meat. I feel like something's missing." And it will start bringing up the emotions as to why you eat meat, which are all emotional reasons actually. So you can choose to do that. (02:50:30)

Or you can choose to contemplate God's Truth about animals. Contemplate the truth about how we are treating them. Contemplate the truth. If we went outside would you get a sheep and actually slit its throat and bleed it and then cut it up and cook it, right now? Would you do that? No. So why are you asking another person to do it for you? Why are you doing that? Do you think that's fair? No. Is it an honest thing to do? (02:51:06)

Participant: It disguises the truth a bit more.

Yes it disguises the truth a bit more that's why we do it. But the truth is, once you feel that in your heart you won't be able to eat another piece of meat again. And if you're not feeling it, then you've got to ask yourself the question, "What emotion inside of me that causes me not to feel that?" (02:51:32)

Now I'm not saying that you all have to give up eating meat. What I am saying is that once you become in harmony with God's Truths at the point of at-onement you will not be eating meat I can guarantee you, because you will not be able to. You will not be able to feel love for animals and at the same time kill them. Or ask other people to kill them for you.

Participant: AJ, I actually went through this process last year intellectually. I found that it was okay for a while but then I eventually went back to meat. But then when you said do it for the love of the animal and that was it. I cut meat out. And I was away for work at a bit of a function and it had a lot of meat. And I did eat a couple of prawns but I felt really, really guilty about it. And from then on...

You can't do it now.

Participant: Because of that emotional...

Yes, because when you get into a state of truth what will happen is every time you are out of that state you will feel pain. You're actually getting pain right now when you're out of a state of truth but you're just not sensitive to it. You just become more sensitive to it as your soul opens. (02:52:59)

13.1.2. The example of working in the meat industry

Participant: AJ, how does this affect me then, what action can I take? I run a small property with cows that are used for breeding vealers. It's just a natural state of the cycle of the business that you send the vealers off to the beef market. (02:53:15)

I'm not going to tell you what to do because you need to allow yourself to feel your emotions. At the moment you're willing to actually go through this process for a financial reason.

Participant: Yes, sort of.

Well it is for a financial reason, because why else would you be doing it? (02:53:38)

Participant: Oh well, yeah.

You see there is an emotion inside of you.

Participant: I've always had a very big emotional contact with my cows anyway. I bawl my head off when I have to part with my older ones that I've foolishly given names instead of numbers. (02:53:53)

No I don't think you're being foolish, not at all (02:53:55)

Participant: No well I don't think so. I named all my animals and I can't bear anybody to come and treat then roughly.

So how in your heart can you justify...? (02:54:02)

Participant: I don't know I just put up with that for years.

So there is something going on emotionally. (02:54:07)

Participant: Yes there is, it's always upset me a lot.

So let yourself feel that emotion now and then you will know what to do. I don't want to tell you what to do. What I'm saying is, feel your emotion. You will know what to do if you really feel your emotions. If you sit down and look at how they make Kentucky Fried Chicken; on the net there is a site dedicated to that entire subject. If you looked at it sincerely you would never be able to eat a chicken again. (02:54:39)

Participant: What's it called... the site?

I can't remember the site, just Google it.

Participant: I actually did that when I was living in New Zealand my daughter brought home a book about how they killed chickens. And I made myself read this book and I was so upset and I remember, I was picking the kids up from somewhere, and I was bawling my eyes out in the car. But I have gone back...

So you hadn't released the...

Participant: But I really felt at the time I would like to...

Remember there are two things we need to do when we are accepting truth. Firstly, we need to release the error. So what's the error? The error is all the grief I feel about guilt and what I've done about all that in the past; there's the error.

Secondly I need to accept truth. What's the truth? See a lot of times when your conduct does not change you are not doing one of those things. You are either not releasing the error or you are yet to accept the Divine Truth. One of the two is happening still. (02:55:38)

So what I need to do is ask myself, "Alright I went through all that terrible emotional experience and now I've gone back to doing it so there must be more emotion in there for me, or something that I'm not yet accepting from God to enter me that causes me to re-do that." (02:55:57)

Now by the way I brought up the subject of meat not to discuss the subject of meat but to actually focus you on how the truth will affect your life emotionally. When you realise things emotionally you will change and you will change permanently. You won't ever be able to go back. When you try to go back either because you get resentful or you feel the feeling of rebellion that pops up occasionally. But you will find it so painful that you can't do it again. That's how it works. (02:56:29)

13.1.3. An example of renting out an apartment

Participant: Can I tell a story? You know my unit?

Yep

Participant: And a woman wanted to rent it, but when I met her to sign the paperwork, on the bottom line I noticed that her partner's name wasn't on the form, and she said, "No that's because I'm not telling the government that he is living with me because I'm on a pension and I'll lose too much pension." And I went, "Well that's their lie I'm not having anything to do with that." And I drove away and got half way home and I just started feeling sick. And I had all this tension. So I phoned her up again and I said, "Look we'll have to talk again." And I could have signed her up for the whole six months and got a whole heap of rent but I just can't do it. So I had to say I can't do it.

Yeah, so what you are doing is that you are going through the emotion. The emotion was being triggered was the willingness to prostitute your truth. (02:57:21)

Participant: For money.

For the sake of money! And honestly this is what we do a lot, if we are honest with ourselves. We actually prostitute ourselves a lot. And I feel a lot of feelings towards people, who are prostitutes because they are condemned for their actions, and yet the majority of us in our lives are doing it constantly every day and nobody makes a comment. They are just being open about it; they are selling themselves for money. But we sell ourselves for money all the time and everybody thinks it's normal. There's a lot of condemnation there. (02:57:58)

Participant: Funnily enough the same week I hired a DVD called "Whore" from the Video shop. (02:58:02)

Interesting Law of Attraction!

Participant: Yeah exactly. It was basically interviews of prostitutes.

Yeah there you go. So the whole attitude of prostituting yourself is actually one that is deeply imbedded in society. And it's all to do with our unwillingness to face the truth and our willingness to use money as our God, guiding all of our other actions.

Participant: Just on that word prostitute, AJ, do you know what the original meaning of the word was? (02:58:36)

No.

Participant: A woman who has come into her own power. It was only the Church that converted the meaning in about the fourth century AD.

Interesting, isn't it?

Participant: I was brought up on a farm and I saw animals been slaughtered all the time, and having their heads chopped off, but I've got to the point now that I couldn't cut the chicken up (02:59:10)

Yes, so you were preparing a meal and...?

Participant: I couldn't cut it up.

It has that sickly smell feeling (02:59:21)

Participant: That's right.

Yes, so listen to your soul. See often times what we are doing is not listening to our soul at all. Your soul knows a lot of Divine Truth, you just don't accept it. And your soul is telling you almost on a daily basis a lot of times. How many of you like the smell of raw meat? How many of you like its smell? Your soul is telling you already. How many of you would like to cut a chooks head off? Would you really like that? Would it be something that you would enjoy? No. So why are you doing it or getting other people to do it? (03:00:03)

Participant: Sometimes it's a fear of change, stepping outside the square. (03:00:07)

But honestly, one of the things that I said about truth is that it is going to require change of you constantly. So your fear of change is an emotion, deal with that emotion; you are going to change. Whether you like it or not! (Laughter) The truth is that you are going to change. (03:00:24)

Participant: Some people think you need meat to be able to work. Ange and I gave up meat 18 months ago and I do fine and some of the vegetarian meals are tastier anyway.

14. Closing Words

I've got to stop everybody's questions. It's 10 to 6 and I haven't stopped. I know you've all got questions. (03:10:30)

Also this afternoon I don't want to answer your questions afterwards. The reason I am feeling this at the moment is because I have already just given you 5 hours straight of my time. And that's my love for you and I realise that many of you could keep asking about all these personal things but go back to the basic truths that we have been learning: truth, love and emotion.

Go back to that and you will be able to answer almost every one of your own questions. (03:11:01)

Appendix: Developing Your Relationship With God: Qualities of Divine Truth Seminar Outline

### Introduction

Who believes in "shades of grey" or "white lies?"

Emotional issues with quoting from the Bible

My experience with Pilate in the 1st century "The Truth will set you free!" John 8:32, John 18:33-38

Most people have an inbuilt desire for truth

When lies are presented, generally people have painful emotional responses

From the perspective of the Human Soul, all "truth" whether personal or absolute, is emotional

### Personal Truth

Personal "Truth" is what we personally emotionally accept as the "truth"

Personal "Truth" can become Absolute Truth if we grow towards God

Personal "Truth" is often very limiting, and often binds or entraps us

Personal "Truth" is often error from God's perspective, and is based upon fear

Personal "Truth" is emotional, and is painful to release if it is in error, pleasurable if truthful

### Divine Truth

Absolute Truth is the Truth that only God has, the Divine Truth

Divine Truth or Absolute Truth has Qualities or Attributes

Anything presented as "truth" can be compared to these attributes to determine whether they are God's Truth

Divine Truth enters the soul emotionally

### Fear & Pain

The Truth ---- Fear scale

The Pleasure ---- Pain scale

The Desire --- Apathy scale

We only accept truth emotionally when our pain is greater than our fear

We can remove fear with truth

We can remove pain with emotional processing

### Qualities of Divine Truth

Divine Truth Is Infinite

Eccl 3:11: "God has put time indefinite into our heart"

God possesses Absolute Truth, and since God is infinite, Absolute Truth is also infinite

No single creation of God knows all of the Absolute Truth, and never will

Step 1 Find the Truth about God and connect to God emotionally

Step 2 Find the Truth about myself and connect to myself emotionally

Step 3 Find the Truth about others and connect to others emotionally

Step 4 Find the Truth about the universe and be overwhelmed emotionally

Mat 6:33: "Seeking first God's Love, all other things will be added to you"

Fear always wants personal "truth" to be fixed

Divine Truth Is of Itself, A Thing Apart, And Admits of No Variations Or Modifications

Personal "truth" is, and must be changeable, always adjusting to conform to God's Truth

Fear always dictates to hold onto personal "truth" at the expense of receiving Divine Truth

God's Truth is never updated, since it has been and will always be Truth

Once we receive God's Truth into the soul, if it is the Absolute Truth, it will never need modification

Eg. Truth of Law of Aerodynamics, always existed, but man did not understand until recently

Divine Truth and Love Are Always In Perfect Harmony, and Without Truth, Love Cannot Be Complete

Any Love is not really possible without Truth

Divine Love cannot flow into the soul without being in harmony (in that instant) with Divine Truth

If Divine Love stops flowing into the soul, the cause is our being out of harmony with Divine Truth

Eg. The Holy Spirit, the conduit for Divine Love, is the Spirit of Truth

Divine Truth Does Not and Cannot Compromise, Even For The Sake Of Peace

Since God's Truth is unchangeable, God does not change it to suit men, even for the sake of peace

Bitter anger and hatred based emotions are caused by emotional opposition to Divine Truth

A person in truth will not compromise for the sake of peace, but will always be peaceful

To compromise would result in being out of harmony with Love, and therefore with Law

The presence of Divine Truth often exposes many unloving emotions in others

Eg. When sitting down and talking to a person with arm around them about their unloving actions

Divine Truth Itself, With All The Power And Knowledge That It Has As Its Foundation, Will Not Compel A Man To Accept It Against His Will

We can make a personal stand for Divine Truth and Divine Love, but can never fight for Truth or Love

Due to the laws of Free Will, God will never compel a person to accept Divine Truth or Divine Love

Personal "Truth" is fallible, and often is "fought" for because of emotional injuries

Wars, hatred, envy, anger are all the result of a person wanting to compel others to accept "their" truth

If we fight for "truth", we walk away from truth and love, and the more painful our life becomes

Divine Truth Will Never Accommodate Itself To The Beliefs Of Men

God does not change His Truth to suit mankind's wants

Divine Truth can never be modified to suit what man believes

Eg. 6th sphere, still 1000's of religious forms or worship of God

Men who want to hold onto personal "truth" do not really love God, or understand God

Divine Truth Results In Freedom

The Laws of Divine Love completely free a person from error, and therefore from pain

The Divine Truth sets you completely free

Often untruth causes us to stay in unloving situations (such as an abusive relationship)

Even death is not an obstacle

Eg. Divine Truth about death entering the soul emotionally

Divine Truth Results In A Fearless Existence

Fear is the result of a person believing lies rather than the Divine Truth

Eg. The belief in eternal torment for the wicked

Eg. The belief that I died for your sins

Eg. The belief in reincarnation Karma

Eg. The belief that we must remain loyal to a certain belief system

If a teaching prevents us seeking more truth, then that teaching is not in harmony with Divine Truth

Divine Truth Does Not Hurt Anyone Or Anything

The Divine Truth does not "hurt", it is emotional error, lies and deceit that hurt

If we reject "truth" because of potential pain, we are choosing to remain in emotional error

Pain results from the exposure of emotional error by Divine Truth

If we release emotional error, hearing the Divine Truth will only bring us peace, happiness and bliss

Eg. A woman being told her husband has been sexually unfaithful

Eg. A person being told they are overweight

If we find the truth "hurtful" then we want to hold onto emotional error

We often feel the emotional pain of truth entering us, because of error we believe which hurts to release

Not being open and telling the whole truth always results in more harm and pain to the soul

There are emotional penalties for wanting to believe lies in order to avoid emotional pain

Divine Truth Does Not Allow The Lie, No Matter What The Price

A person in harmony with Divine Truth will not want to lie for any reason

If we want to lie for any reason, there is an emotional error within us that we are avoiding experiencing

A person living in Divine Truth will not desire to withhold truth from others

Eg. If I know my friend is sexually unfaithful in a relationship, but the partner does not know

Eg. If I know something that will help a person emotionally process an error and I don't say it

A person living in Divine Truth will not make a decision affecting others Free Will

Eg. If I withhold Truth, I am making a decision for another person without them being aware of it

If we project unloving emotions at a messenger of Truth, then we will have additional emotional injuries

The Individual's Knowledge of Divine Truth Is Eternally Progressive

Since Divine Truth is infinite, and personal "truth" is limited, our knowledge will be eternally progressive

If a religious form tells us it is the complete truth, then it is automatically in error and out of harmony

Each person will grow emotionally, and come to accept new truth due to emotional error being released

Breaking The Law Of Divine Truth Results In Penalties

God has made laws for the orderly maintenance of His Universe

Penalties immediately affect the soul acting in disharmony with Divine Truth and Divine Love

Penalties result in pain and suffering of the soul, and affect the soul the instant a law is broken

All laws have penalties on the soul, whether visible, or invisible they will always be felt emotionally

Eg. Law of gravity

There is a Law Hierarchy, with the Law of Divine Love being the highest Law

Eg. Law of gravity, Law of aerodynamics

Personal "Truth" Must Be Faced Before Divine Truth Can Be Found

Personal "Truth" is a person's emotions, desires, intentions, feelings and beliefs

If we refuse to feel personal "truth", then we will never be able to feel Divine Truth

If our personal emotion is in opposition to Divine Truth, then we cannot feel Divine Love completely

Eg. If I believe myself to be worthless and unlovable

Eg. If I believe that I am better than other people

Eg. If I believe I can keep breaking Divine Laws without penalty

Eg. A person suffering child abuse who refuses to work through the issue emotionally

We cannot avoid the feelings of personal "truth" and at the same time receive the Divine Truth

Personal "Truth" Must Be Eternal Progressive

Personal knowledge of Divine Truth (which is emotional and experiential) grows infinitely

Personal knowledge of Divine Truth will always change (eg. experience of sex as we grow)

If we fear change, then we will always struggle with Absolute Truth, and soul progression will stagnate

Divine Truth Is Demonstrated By Actions

The truth about the condition of someone's soul is demonstrated by their actions

Coming to know Divine Truth, will always result in changes to our emotions, intentions and desires

Eg. Woman being abused by husband would realize that he must not love her if he beats her

Divine Truth affects our thoughts and feelings, not just our actions

Eg. Anyone looking at a woman to have sex with her has already committed adultery in his heart

Eg. Person saying want to give up smoking, but continues to smoke, has no intention to give up

Divine Truth Is Felt, it is Emotional

Divine Truth cannot be intellectually accepted

Divine Truth is an emotional experience, which results in permanent change

If any "truth" requires us to be devoid of emotion, then it cannot ever be the Divine Truth

Eg. My sacrificial death paying the penalty for the sins of mankind

All the soul's truth centers around emotions, desires, passions, appetites, and the love principle

Divine Truth centers around God's Emotions, Desires, Passions, and Intentions, and His Divine Love

We can only analyze a "truth" with our feelings when we have cleared our emotional errors

Eg. I believe someone telling me the truth is being unloving, then I have another emotional error

### References, Music and Movies

Movie: "Ghandi" 1982. Ben Kingsley

Movie: "V For Vendetta" 2005. Natalie Portman & Hugo Weaving (MA rating)

Movie: "Interstate 60" 2001. James Marsden & Amy Stewart

Reference: "The Bible". John 18:33-38, Eccl 3:11, Mat 6:33

Reference: "The True Gospel" Padgett Messages. All Volumes.

Reference: "The True Gospel" Padgett Messages. Volume II, page 269. Apostle John "Important that man must search and find the truth"

Reference: "The True Gospel" Padgett Messages. Volume II, page 337. Apostle John "Truth, knowledge and love. How to solve the problem of what is true and what is not"

