>> You know what,
I missed out on what
everyone in this
setting probably got,
accept you Quad, I
didn't get to be a mother.
I get to give in other ways.
Everybody in this
room is something to
have unconditional
love from a child.
I don't have that.
Listening to myself talk,
it allowed me to one
time, take down the guard
and see that it could
be other stuff,
and it really isn't
about the money.
And it isn't about things.
And sometimes it really
isn't about other people,
it really is about me.
It is going to take
some work, and it is going
to take some compromise.
And I'll be honest,
I do have to
watch what I say.
Because when you're
in a fight, as we've talked
about today, we say
whatever we need to say
to feel like you're
protecting yourself.
>> I love Dr. Jackie,
she tells the truth, you know.
Jackie's just angel
I mean she's a person
that I wish I could
be more like, I really do.
Damn I ought to
mess up my makeup.
Let me talk about
that Lisa bitch
so I can stop crying.
>> A couple of statements
that I want to just
