Say hello!
As you guys can probably tell, uh, Bella really wanted to be in today's video. So, uh...
She's a star now.
Hey guys, Kalvin here. Welcome back to my channel, where today I'm going to be doing something SO REQUESTED.
Everybody loves my reaction videos, whether they're to old videos of my own to stupid...
SJW's on the Internet, even to cute dogs like my dog right here.
But I was really feeling in the mood to make a reaction video, and I didn't know what to do it on.
Until today, when I found the perfect video. Just imagine the scene...
I'm chilling at school, doing nothing (as usual) and I'm on YouTube as I am and I'm looking through my feed and I find a video...
It was just some cringy SJW talking about how she's trans
and so I decided - That looks like a great video for me to react to! Cause if you guys don't know I'm a
Trans guy. I'm 17. I've been on hormones for over a year now getting Top surgery in
25 days
25 days! Yo, that's nothing. Vlog soon. So I'm not going to waste any time. I'm gonna get you guys straight into this video
We're gonna go over to my computer and we're gonna watch this video , By - I think her name is Brennen. Let's get straight into it
Hey guys, as you can tell I've teleported inside of my computer, but we're gonna start reacting to this crazy fucking transtrender
I wanted to first read, you know, the description of Brennen's channel
so we could get a feel for who she is or I mean... ey...?
who she is. Um, I don't really give a shit about your videos that you make but it turns out that it looks like Brennen is
pansexual and
Gender-fluid. Uses ey/em/ers pronouns, but you know, it doesn't really matter.
So it looks like we're gonna be calling you she because it doesn't really matter
Will point out for the record that with every single person I've met who is not a
Transtrender and is actually trans
We do give a really big shit about what pronouns you call us because if you called me a she in a public situation
People are gonna make what the fuck are you fucking talking about?
Cuz I don't look like a girl - Blair White doesn't look like a man. To the video
We're gonna be reacting to today's called 'My Gender Dysphoria and How I Cope With It'. This video is a long time coming
This is my dysphoria and how I deal with it. So, if you don't know gender dysphoria is basically the mental illness that
makes us trans people trans. Our brains
experience gender dysphoria because in the womb our
Brains developed as one gender and our body developed as another which is why through hormones therapy, social transition
Surgery we transition to the other gender in order to match up our brains to our bodies because there's no way to fix your fucking
Brain, unfortunately, that's why I want to die
It looks like Brennan here is gonna tell us about her dysphoria, and I'm pretty fuckin excited to hear about it
Especially with her cleavage out like that.
"About a lot of the hate comments I get. A lot of the unsupportive comments that I get - are about these!"
I Already fucking do this shit, man. She was like "ThEsE!" like
*sigh* "So after reading some of these comments and getting a little frustrated..."
"I did realise that like..."
"I haven't really talked about dysphoria. I haven't really talked about MY dysphoria very much..."
"So, I think it's time to make this video and to talk about my boobs. Talk about why in some - "
No trans guy would say that. I want to say straight off the bat - I have never met a trans guy
Maybe I've seen some online but 99% of trans guys would not reference their chest as their boobs
That's fucking weird
" - talk about my dysphoria. I've always hated my body."
"Even when I was a kid..."
I can think of maybe why you hate your body and I don't think it's cause you're trans
"I hated being fat!"
That doesn't mean you're trans
"I still hate being fat..." Pffft!
Not liking your body because you're not in shape doesn't mean that you're trans
"Uh... I hated me hair!"
I hated my hair too sister.
Wanting a short haircut
Does not make you transgender
"I hated my boobs. I remember hating..."
Again I just need to stop pausing this. I just need to let it go but I don't know how long I can take this for.
"...before I knew what dysphoria was."
"This was just - me.
Hating
my boobs."
I hate that fucking word ,yo. Can we have a counter for how many times she says boobs in the comments down below.
"In highschool - was when I started to learn what trans-"
I can count maybe
15 girls in my school that all look like that and Willow is the first one I think of. I will tell you guys though that
If you want to know what like Willow looks like. Very close to this. Imagine like blondish hair
Rather than the crazy pink. That's basically what looks like?
So you're gonna go on on about how much you hate your breasts and they're just out- yeah-.
OH mY GOd, that's definitely a trender pose like if you see someone who goes like, like  this they're definitely a transtrender.
Yeah, I don't even know why I'm laughing
Like I'm honestly laughing because this is so ridiculous and I just know that this person is not trans
But it's making me laugh
I'm getting triggered. Like honestly this is this is like I know you guys like honestly people who always get  fghfhgfg
please stop using trigger like that really is it mental term like this is actually triggering my dysphoria because I see like
How ridiculous this is and like it's it's literally
Triggering my personal dysphoria because this is literally mockery of real trans people
She was on TV
for
millions of
Americans to watch and look and be like that's what those trans people are
Like that's why Republicans fucking hate us and not all Republicans. I know there's actually tons of my dad
It's a Republican you literally is so accepting of me
but this is why right-wing conservatives don't fucking like us because they see this bullshit and
They're like, oh fuck
Because to be honest with you, like if I wasn't me I would be looking at that and be like, what the fuck
When the cameras were there I put it on there I was in the bathroom remember just thinking like
And then I kind of thought
It's not
I kind of came to a conclusion that
I was gonna have to be okay with
That's not how that works. Let me put this in this perspective for you
My first got a binder obviously I put it on and I was pretty flat flatter than I normally was
I would usually wear baggy hoodies over hoodies over hoodies
I would lay her sports bras on top of my chest to make me as flat as possible to the point
I couldn't fucking breathe and I watched shit like this. Alright, she says, oh it wasn't flattened if it wasn't flat enough
Yeah, no shit. It's not gonna be flat enough because there's still fucking piles of fat on your chest
She goes it will never be flat enough so I have to be okay with it
There's the thing called surgery but you know why Brennan here doesn't want to get surgery because it's fucking permanent
So when she's done playing dress-up and pretending like she has a mental illness
which I do which
My friends who are all trans. Have you will want them back
I want you guys to know that if this individual was transgender had access to a binder and a
Supportive family was able to wear a binder at one point even layer sports roles or had just for you
She would not fucking have her tits out like she does right now Brennan truthfully. I feel bad for you
Like I really think that you're insecure you are not comfortable with your body
Completely but being transgender is not the answer to this
This is a serious mental
condition that people struggle with and if you can openly be on YouTube in front of who how many subscribers you have to
Thousand subscribers probably more people who have seen your videos than that
I will never believe for a second that you are transgender or experienced gender dysphoria
What the fuck do you mean sister listen the fuck up
I'm getting top surgery in twenty five days from now
If a counter on my phone telling me every single day that I'm closer and closer to my own personal
Freedom because you know what when I get surgery my chest will be completely flat
Fucking flat, there will be no chest tissue. I won't have to bind any or so
I don't understand. What the fuck on earth Jesus Christ Almighty she is talking about
Because top surgery
Completely flattens your chest. It is removal of breast tissue and masculinization of your chest. So you are just domed to say that
Look at her smiling like if this is me, and there was no option for top surgery
I would be crying like I would kill myself
Wait did she say that no amount of surgery will make me come through with my chest
Yeah, that's because if you got top surgery you would get dysphoria
Just what transgenders don't understand you go on hormones and you're not trans if you get surgery and you're not trans you will actually get
Dysphoria because trans people obviously have a disconnect in our brain and our body
So when I give hormones in surgery, I'm happy
I feel connected with myself when these people who already have a female brain and a female body get surgery
They now have a female brain and a male body so they get dysphoria
I do truly feel bad for people that have a mental illness that
Happens to them because they really feel like they're trans but this person are not trans like I'm trying to help you out here sister
That's because you like attention
Her mom is supportive bless her mother because if she was really trans
You would probably have the best mom in the whole fucking world. She's supportive of you like this
My best friends has been presenting as a male for his whole entire life. His parents are Democrats
They hate Trump, but they don't support him despite
The fact that he has had every single warning sign of being transgender throughout his entire life
Appropriating a medical condition like I'm actually angry right now
I still wasn't happy with my chest
I still
wasn't happy from that day on I had to figure out how to be happy how to be happy with these stupid things on my
Chest never said that my dysphoria is as bad or worse than anybody else
I've never said that it's as bad as someone who is MTF or FTM then why you don't want a flat chest?
Cuz you're not male. Okay, you're not FTM
I don't I get I kind of get upset these people in the internet. Don't know me I know enough
Because you hate your boobs doesn't mean that you have gender dysphoria
there are tons of women that don't like their chests tons of women who wish their chest was a little bit smaller more able to
Conceal. She obviously has pretty big tits. Okay, just because you don't like the huge very apparent
it's doesn't mean that you want a male chest which is why you didn't like binding which is why you didn't completely like
Flattening with sports brawls you're mistaking
Insecure body dysmorphia for gender dysphoria, which are two very different things. I
Honestly
I'm at a loss for words a loss. I I feel bad for this girl. I really
Truly feel bad for her because do I think she's pansexual probably that's that's completely cool
You know, you can be whatever sexuality you want
You know
You're dating a guy and you're bisexual like you don't have to date a girl to prove that you're bisexual
You just have to be attracted to them and to be honest. There's a lot of people who can't transition right away
So girl wasn't a place in her life where she literally couldn't transition. She didn't have support she didn't have resources
She has all those things she has a binder. She has a supportive family
she was on empty fucking Vee, but yet you've done nothing to hope your
dysphoria
I started to take gender out of things that don't this is my least favorite argument that trenders make
so in society
in the world
Assigned a gender color. That's true
Certain things are socially constructed such as color being gendered obviously pink is not a female color
naturally, we just associated with females because of the society that we live in we don't realize that she's making this video because people were
Probably like oh, I don't have dysphoria. So you're not trans, but she was like well if I say that I have dysphoria
then nobody can say I'm not
Trans anymore because oh I have dysphoria now and how are they gonna know that I don't how are they gonna you know?
say that I don't want guess what sis I can see right through you you are either faking this for attention or
You're genuinely confused and if you're genuine kazoos
I feel bad and I highly recommend that if you're struggling with figuring out your gender you talk to a
Therapist who is educated in trans issues, but that's not their whole entire
Field they know things about other mental disorders, but that someone like you can recognize gender dysphoria from something like body dysmorphia
No, there's not gender queer overalls those are
Overalls, yes clothes don't have a gender a girl could wear this shirt? Okay, a girl could wear the shirt
She's wearing a guy could wear this shirt. She's wearing a guy could wear this tank top
Oh, there's not gendered but that's not gender queer overalls. Those are
overalls
Whatever clothes you're wearing right now or whatever gender you are is a transgender tank top
Like
That's not true because somebody who is a male like sex their sex is a male, you know
obviously my gender is male, but
Biologically, my chromosomes will always be X X meaning that biologically I'm a female does that mean that socially I'm not a male
No, socially I am a male
physically
99% of me is male
Except my chromosomes but developed what's on my chest because the biological components of my body
I'm not made to produce testosterone you are not made to produce testosterone and
testosterone is linked to people with XY chromosomes while estrogen which is what forms your
Chest now puberty is linked to XX chromosomes and don't even get me started on in our sex shit bad coroner sex
Always have a combination of traits. It's not a brand new trait is a combination of the two existing sexes male and female
females
99% of the time
Develop breast tissue in many shapes and sizes. That is a female
Biological trait breasts are not like clothes
Breasts are biological clothes are made by humans
Wait, she's being sarcastic about that. Um only people with vaginas
Naturally have breasts on their body to for, you know certain intersex people certain
You know a semi obese men will begin to form tissue
but the way breasts work because we use them to breastfeed children and
mothers give birth to children are only
formed by people with XX chromosomes and people with XX chromosomes have vaginas that word by the way it literally like that's actually
triggers my dad like dad a sir doesn't really I don't like it but
smartest thing you said in the whole video and you're saying or sarcastic I
Okay, trans women have breasts because they take estrogen
synthetic estrogen who
Transition and they will begin to grow breasts because they're putting the hormone naturally created by people with XX chromosomes into their X Y body
Does I have put testosterone into my body? Yes are the breasts so you're gonna grow natural even though you have a penis probably
Yes, but it's not naturally created by your body at
First you had to go through the process to get hormones even surgery, you know breast augmentation surgery
That is a Cosmo neck surgery just as I was not born with a flat chest. I have to get that through surgery
We know you have boobs cuz they're right there
They are because you are XX your breasts were created naturally your body is female
That makes absolutely
No sense because genderqueer is not a biological
Gender that's a socially constructed
Gender that you all have made up
You want to know how trans guys cope with dysphoria we have find it for seven days straight thing about this a super-tight
Restricting compression garment meant to flatten your chest crush your ribs to the point that you could have rib bruising luckily
I've never um bruised a rib you are advised not to wear for more than six hours a day. Imagine wearing that for 24/7
I took it off once a day for five minutes showers because I was at my girlfriend's house, and I could not fucking
Despite my girlfriend telling me like it's okay. Like I want you to be comfortable. I was not comfortable
I would have been more uncomfortable with myself than having to deal with the pain of wearing a binder for seven days straight
as people just for it comes in different forms and sizes, but if you are comfortable with
Everybody on YouTube seeing your tits
I truly don't believe that you have dysphoria like hey what you want but just because you say you have dysphoria
It doesn't mean that you have just four you can say I'm blind. That doesn't mean I'm blind
If somebody's
How her babies bro funny shit I've ever gotten seen all I'm trying to say that
Somebody sees someone out in public with their chest out and I'd be like, yep. That's a girl
Can't change that I know myself better than any
person on the Internet is ever going to know me and I am
so happy
That four years ago. I would have never
been okay with this and now I'm here and now I'm okay with these and I've
Come to terms with them and sometimes
Sometimes I even like them it's taken
I'm like having flashbacks
Whoa, I'm truly at a loss for words
Dysphoria will not go away. You can't just cure your dysphoria by yourself curing dysphoria
First of all dysphoria will never go away until you remove I add on the part of your body that you feel though is missing
Or needs to be removed my chest dysphoria will not just go away by me accepting it
No, it will not go away because this is not just something that I've made up in my head
This is something that is because my brain is different than my body because that's why being transgender works
Invalid and that I'm not trans or that I'm not queer
You didn't prove it to anyone
No, because you can't just say you're trans
like that's not you can't just say you're trans and be
trans, I can't just say I'm blind and be blind and just say I have cancer and be cancer
Gender is not a social construct as parts of gender are socially constructed
but at the end of the day
Gender and sex are both very biological gender occurs in your brain sex occurs on your body and physical characteristics
Done with these type of people
Appropriating something that I and many other people struggle with on a day-to-day basis. You may say Calvin
Why does this affect you like? Why is this big deal?
I'll tell you why it's such a big fucking deal and why I'm appalled when so many trans people are completely okay with this
This is why people don't like you
This is why it's harder to gain
free surgery from insurance because they see people like this something that's a cosmetic procedure when really it's a
Life-changing procedure. if my insurance if I had a worse insurance company
My phalloplasty for to get a penis will cost a hundred thousand dollars. I'd kill myself
Imma damn well do everything I can fucking do to like my body even at the point of fucking (idk what he said here sorry) my surgery because
dysphoria is so
Debilitating that it's impossible to live with it
Gender is biological. Yes. It's in your brain. So it is biological you are born that way. You cannot just choose
Because I don't have a penis and because my chest is not flat means that my body
Currently is female which makes me want to die
Not doctors, brain scan can brain scan can tell you that you're a female. She's literally telling people to get over their dysphoria
She is so happy to say that she loves her tits this has to be satire
Like this has to be a joke, like honestly truly like in life. Is this a joke or not? I'm
Done watching this video before I go all I'm gonna say is that video?
Actually angered me. There are not a lot of videos that I watch that. I am truly
Angered by but this this angered me. I'm sick and tired of
transtrenders
 
Roaming the internet trying to say what trans is and what trans isn't because at the end of the day
There's anybody watching who doubts transpeople being real who doubts anything?
um being transgender is a condition that you are born with and you cannot fade dysphoria it will
Always show up and day. They're gonna have brain scans that will tell you if your brain is male or female
Do I think non-binary could potentially be a real thing? Yes, I do
I think there's a possibility for people to have brains that are completely in between male and
Female the end of the day all these crazy things that they talk about are not real things
There are things these people have made up to do with the fact that they're uncomfortable
With being a feminine girl
I want to be a masculine girl
But they don't feel like that's a real possibility
So they come up with these identities that just aren't real and just appropriate real trans people
Extremely hurtful and very bad for the trans community for people like me who want to be able to have access to free surgery free
Hormones things that I need to live my life and then whatever the fuck your name is
Fuck you, if you are doing this for attention or for views if you really do think you're trans
I say you see a therapist talk to them about it. Not a gender therapist who is
another non-binary a
cisgender person who is educated and has done research if you have access to that which I believe you probably do due to the fact that
You're most likely in college and your parents are very supportive of you. Yeah, that's all I have to say
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