

Christian Satanic Book Three

By

Lucifer Jeremy White

Christian Satanic Book Three

2018—Lucifer Jeremy White

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Lucifer Jeremy White)

Introduction

That is my name. It was given me and I took it in a psychiatric hospital. A staff member there told me to go to my room. I told him "say Lucifer, go to my room." And when he didn't I spat on his face. He struck me in my nose, breaking it. I fell and spilled a pint of blood. I immediately got back up and a nurse immediately tended to me. She thought that I needed stitches between my eyes. But that wasn't a cut but an indent. My skull was cracked open between my eyes. And I went to my room and three moving worn like slivers came out of my mouth. Afterward in my life I could hear voices, often I heard "Lucifer is speaking," or, "Lucifer has spoken," and a metaphysical world opened up to me, full of visions and demons, "voices" and Revelations. I earned my name Lucifer.

I guess the reason why my last name is white is that my favorite things are white, particularly food. Sugar, flour, dough, salt, potatoes, bananas, coconut, white peach, white corn chips, tortillas, garlic, milk, etc., While many good things are white otherwise (thunder, clouds, snow, White Sands New Mexico, cotton, clothing I can bleach. White rainbows, black rainbows, you don't find.

What really attracted me to white happened while I was incarcerated in isolation for a month. A literal isolation room, small, rubber walls, no toilet, no sink, while I was there for a month. I was thinking a lot about both my food and my family. I somehow started thinking about giving each person of my immediate family a color, and animal, an item, and a mythological thing, basically. But they each had four things I could use to think about them. So while I had my food before me I considered what color I should be. And white was very appealing. My whole like I never considered it a nice color, until then. I think it's a very good color.

Imagine a Christian whom you are not totally involved in. S/he wants a friend more than anything. But you don't. Then imagine you are in a fight with two other Christians, a bad argument. And you are sitting in a room with them. The first Christian whom you don't need comes right in the room and gives the two other Christians a high five. S/he shows by that they consider you an asshole for not liking them. For not really liking or thinking much of them—and they hate you for it. They supplement it by becoming more fully embraced to there "other selves." And the very fact that they aren't self substantial is shown. That they are not just themselves, they are many selves. And they need them to be whole. It could have been entirely reasonable that you got into an argument with the two Christians in the room. But this isn't paid any mind by the third Christian. S/he jumps at the chance to basically say I don't need you by giving the two Christians a great big high-fi.

Jesus went into hell. He had the keys to hell to death. And he pulled everyone out of it. People we're sure their destiny was simply death. But things unexpected by them occurred that lead to their salvation. Christian Satanism has within it the key to salvation. To believe in Jesus and do well and good to others, to desire that Salvation and pursue it is good enough for any one to be saved, even if they worship idols and carry a somewhat more Satanic perspective. Why can't we have our perspective? What is so damning about what we do? It is beyond me to instruct that others be harmed, for any reason. There are very many things I'd never wish on my worst enemies.

But the Christian Satanist is a more pragmatic form of Christianity. Perhaps more the mind is Satanic, but more the heart Christian. I think that's a good formula for Christian Satanism. Christian Satanists must fight their own battle, battle to battle. But my advice is have the perspective and mentality to survive or else you may very well fall under the sword. Get by in life peacefully doing good, worthwhile, productive things and as a Christian Satanist do not neglect the good, wholesome nature of the world. He has set it aside for us.

In reading this book you may skip around. You don't have to read it page by page but being what it is it can be read here and there until understood well and I promise you a positive change in your life if you read and practice what I've written. Thanks for reading.

  1. I grew up in New Mexico. Though it was such a poor state it does have many uniquely occurring things—a lake with salt water, white sands, but it also was home to groups of Satanic Cults. You can find in many places there Satanic graffiti. It is considered to have more alien sightings than any other part of the world. Somehow similarly an enormous amount of ET Atari games was found dumped there. Scientologists have their written dogma and such preserved in New Mexico. It is an isolated state. You can drive for an hour at a time without seeing a town. It is home of Billy the Kid and I imagine was more of a wilderness those days.

It was the place that the first atomic bomb was dropped. That was an explosion like the world has never seen. The people who set it up were afraid that it would destroy the entire world. They were unsettled by what such a powerful blast would do. And it was detonated anyway. Something did occur and that is that a rift was open up, cutting open a dimension below it. The very fact that they chose White Sands on which to drop the nuclear bomb wasn't a coincidence. That is the upper floor, the very ceiling of hell. The blast was so mighty that the roof of hell was punched open. Some demonic entities escaped, many, knowing they had a limited time to emerge before the "wound" would heal itself. They rose out and were poured on the spirit of man and this is seen in the way that the people of Earth would become following after.

There had been other openings of hell, at least one other. That is the Bermuda Triangle. The Bermuda Triangle is a place receptive toward hell. But that is more pulling down. It is a case in which the opposite occurred. A blast occurred upward from not Earth or Hell but a third party, and that's the best it can be explained. Whenever there is an opening in a dimension based on magic, the two coinciding together will be a tug of war. The one doing magic right has his thoughts sent to any other number of dimensions, and simply by being aware of us their thoughts come back into our own mind and sometimes their spirit is produced within us, due it, something like thought babies. People have very well traveled over the rainbow into other places. Why? Sometimes it is just being at the right place at the right time and other elements suitable to it's occurrence. It is for a large number of reasons: sometimes things can't come through your door if that door isn't open, if you don't welcome them in. And sometimes special permission applies. And other times they are just not aware if you. But if you focus on the right entity/ other dimensional being and you are focusing on one that really does exist and they become aware of it, they are pulled in. But if your mind is just making things up, then nothing is there to be pulled in. And if you come to the sense that something is there, a strong sense, you likely are invoking something. These will come about as less imagination and more realization. It especially helps if they think back to you after you think back to them. It becomes a tug of war and results in either you entering into their presence, or them yours. So it is a venture in establishing a link, basically enough.

When a person is possessed they have been around a large concentration of the occult, usually. They have brought in a spirit of another thing. Much as it is observed in nature that life hijacks other life that milk doesn't have to be milk, but blood. That our very cells are fed upon to reproduce, spirits can make their own life, too, and feed upon things such as your reality. Just like having more than one spirit, being split into two or more. Life finds it's way into life and reproduces. It finds its home there.

And with all this explained I will provide a list of seven elements of magical effectivity. These are seven things that give magic it power and effectiveness:

  1. Being receptive. Being sensitive, along those same lines. It is to "keep an open door." It is to have intuition and the right intuition. It is all in effort not to deceive yourself. To be receptive you must look for something. You must find it by looking carefully. You may have to piece things together and realize them as they are seen in full.

  2. Being concentrated. Having a concentrated amount of the occult or as in frequent use of magic. Over time it adds up so much that it begins to burst right through. Just by your practice of witchcraft you are filling it up to the point that it comes toward you like an overflowing damn.

  3. Treat it mathematically. Know what to add, what to multiply. Know what to decide to proportion. Know what you should subtract should lessen or remove. And know what you should decide and appropriate, combine and re arrange. If your math is right you will have a better result than would you not have. This one is indicative of a higher magical result.

  4. Connecting the right pieces. This is especially important. You must provide links where they belong. You must allow a way outward that goes outward. That isn't just pushing but more like carrying and delivering. It is to connect things in a way that bridges you and your target. It can also be making a better path unto you or rather one you can traverse. And you must come to know what kind of bridge is needed between you and your target as though not all bridges may be crossed, even if it is a bridge.

  5. Apply special permission. This is in too making yourself more desirable and accessible. It's when you are liked by the diet/ demon that you will more easily make contact with then otherwise. If they don't like you or have any good reason to connect with you, they probably won't. And curses often fall upon those that call forth a demon or spirit only to have wasted their time. So in short—be worthwhile and desirable.

  6. You must be more than simplistically minded. You must be involved. You must desire and want what you are trying to do have a result. If your heart isn't in it then you are really doing things emptily. Otherwise you may engulf yourself in attention toward what you are doing—not too logic minded, not too seriously, but more entertained and interested.

  7. Realize that all good efforts of magic work but it will produce an effect that may not have been expected. That is to say if you create sea monsters what you may get is something more like cruise ships sinking in deep sea. It will find it's own route, like water.

Of course it could be argued that use of witchcraft can't possibly be Christian, but sometimes power and fun is just more important. What we lack we must make up for. You can pray to God until the sun goes down and receive nothing, even the simplistic thing. So as a result we need to do what we can to have the goods delivered.

2. You are needed, one and all. You are needed according to this list:

1. To plant seeds far and wide. The Earth needs this. It is the best solution to our preciseness we cursed the Earth with. Life is not supposed to be given with preciseness. Life is meant to come and evolve on it's own. And to survive, or at least thrive, the Earth needs a dose of chaos. That for every mile of land, a thousand seeds. From the least of us doing our best, from the greatest effort of the best, more abled.

Society needs chaos, in order to flatten out again. It has been entangled in preciseness itself and impossibly tangled up. The rope has been knotted so many times that it needs to be tossed out altogether. We need to simplify drastically, at any cost. Whether we have it be or not it will happen. It will erupt like a great volcano. It will split the ground as much as Jesus did two thousand years ago.

  2. You are needed to create and improve certain sciences such as AI and robotics. These will replace man-done work and put us into retirement where we need but work on our own things independently instead of remaining slaves one to the other. We need slaves. But those slaves must be robotics with well equipped AI.

We need too the development of any sciences that will end any kind of suffering and crime. So we need things like solid energy, replicators, and the true second reality in which we may slip into separate dimensions. We very well are creating a new dimension. That new place we go called our heaven.

  3. You are needed to improve all people far and wide, near and easy to reach, difficult and seemingly impossible to reach. To teach, to make better, to evolve, especially, to refine and advance. Let our agenda be just that. Counsel others on being productive. Have one and all be as fruitful as can be, one person at a time without time wasted. Go into every corner of the Earth and profuse on Christian Satanism. Have known far and wide its practice. Because God will not return until Christian Satanism has become the one major religion of the Earth. Be then the Devil's disciple and Christ's alike and open windows of heaven, whose basement is in hell.

  4. You are needed as My People of Perfect Sense in order for me to set forth this new religion and expand it into all areas of the Earth and to keep my voice alive when I am silent or long gone. Be mine always and circle around me, and after learning by me, dispense and be as God's upon the Earth who claim every bit of peace of it. And God will reward you with sex slaves, and the Madams of Sin will have pyramids built for them—dressed to the nines, and given all authority where they reside.

But the people who are useless, let them be given nothing. Let them sit and keep them entertained but out of the way. If a person's only interest is free or easily gotten money and are filled with promises they never even graze, then separate them from others to stop this contagion. They do nothing lasting. So why should they always come in for the biggest piece of the pie, as they always do? They sit around and eat it the moment it is cooked. And when the man comes home he finds that nothing was left for him. And the lazy man is full of lies and excuses regarding his refusal to do any good.

May they be eaten by their own sin! May they be extinguished and not kept lit. And cast into the outer darkness where they will meet their end. For trash they ate to be kept alive, and so to the heap they shall rot alongside.

The Koran tells a story about how Satan expedited his angels into accomplishing his agenda. And that is as well in the Holy Bible. Conversely, Jesus tells of those whom God had given a purpose. In both cases there were some that came back in substantially and we're either less awarded or even punished. But the Kingdom itself is given to those whom serve any master the best.

So how would a Christian Satanist serve both masters and yet serve them best? Well, that involves the very fact of why Christian Satanism is. That is, that it was made in order there be a balance. The Christian Satanic Bible from it became, much as a war in heaven, a fiery debate, one with much involvement. So the answer is that a Christian Satanist is here that there be balance. We strain, we appropriate, give to either side what they are due. And whenever both sides are given good things, all things are better well.

3. The Devil's tongue and The Devil's personality is one that freely changes. He's been around a very long time. He has accumulated personalities over the years. Over the hundreds and hundreds of years. Over thousands. He has of himself many personalities that he engenders freely, desirably. This isn't multiple identity. It is a little, but for most part it is different personality with one identity. He still knows who he is from personality to personality. In fact he knows himself very well! As well as others.

This multiple personality thing, don't mistake it with multiple identity. Rather it is just to have one personality change to the other at will, as desired. Like playing cowboy and Indian, robber and cop, or to be a clown, an actor, portraying evil, or being a detective. You may not be able to be these things literally, more or less, but children know well that the next best thing is just as good. To pretend to be something that feels good being is a very Satanic trait.

If someday you just think it would feel good to think like a detective or what have you, then try it out! And do not forget the voice, accent and way of speaking go along with it. And go along with it, it's simple, and it feels good.

As for Satanic Speaking in Tongues this involves making up sounds like you'll see in an old Disney movie. For example in Cinderella there was "bibity bobity boo." And often in songs people make up meaningless sounds. This was especially do when the Devil's music was still fresh. What sounds good we'll together is about all you need to know. But also have the sounds somewhat the same from one to the other. Iza day Iza day Iza dayayul.

4. A childish devil worship is the best kind. To regard a doll to be a demon, to sing with it, in dancing, and regarding yourself as one of Satan's sons, to walk childishly and behave childishly is Satanic. But it isn't being a child's child. It isn't in being a childish adult. It is being as a child with an adult brain. So in effect you do not act like you're dumber than you should be. But that you are an adult child with an adult brain but a childish personality. This is necessary in invoking Agnes, especially.

And here is a list of mind sets that help in aligning yourself with demonic entities:

Leviathan will have your thoughts be deep and meditative

Shiva will have you indulgent, a seeker of pleasure and good things

Lilith will have you coupled with her and passionate

Pan would have you celebrating

Mammon would have you commit sin to pay the toll into hell

Beezlebub would have you thinking of a fly, one that follows you with iniquity—a partnership, it would have you know things only that demons really know

Azrael would have your heart black, gazing down into an abyss

And Satan will have you evolve, to be as a wo(man) ascended. A Star.

  5. In thinking of some ways of different personalities someone could be a snake on the grass, a rabbit, a rodent, a bear, a cat. And these come about offering thoughts of how they'd be. It is a type of characterization. And some magicians will put on masks of these animals but it is far more meaningful and matters more than just a mask. To feel yourself as your mask gives you such a mask. And you can do it anywhere. You don't have to have others to see you wearing a mask. You can just use your third eye to know it is there. There's the physical and immaterial world. The physical is just stone and wood. Your thoughts are more important. They exist within, not without.

  6. When you eat of this food or that, pray a prayer that those you would could taste it whenever they want. Just pray, "God I pray that (Satan) can taste this anytime he wants. I did it often. Would you believe that during lunch where a man and I was appointed to sit together during meals, someone named Saturn was assigned beside me. His name was pronounced Say-turn. I also got down on my knees to pray to Satan where his door happened to be. And just the third or so time I did the lights beside his door busted off. It was a loud burst too!

7. Two wrongs do not make a right! Anyone who had spat on another just once may have the urge to do so again. I've seen from some just that. And he asked himself out loud why he has the irresistible urge to spit on someone's face. Can you imagine how they'd feel with this "intrusive thought" when next to a cop? The cop would knock him to the ground and break his arm or wrist. Or someone just simply too much bigger than him. Spitting on someone comes at a high cost. It provokes instant reaction.

A person can only get away with something so many times. I can only imagine the daily dread a person feels after killing someone. It tests on their head night and day that the body may be discovered. And those that escape by jumping bail have the same cloud hanging over. Whether or not to add to that the guilt. When the movie The Passion of the Christ was made a person felt so (righteously) guilty for killing his girlfriend that he confessed. Well, I guess, Christ can take you anywhere.

Doing wrong becomes a bad habit. Everyone controls themselves to a greater or lesser degree. To make the choice to hit someone once surely lends to hitting him again, and again. I imagine that would just be much an opening of the damn where water just bursts forth uncontrolled. May as well hot him again the wrong has already been done. And so one thinks they are killing their opponent. But on such a murder/ man slaughter, will one have to pay the price. So don't hot someone the first time. You may lose control entirely.

There are those in prison that are there for life, and those whom are going to be executed there. Believe me they have no problem with killing someone behind bars, in such a case. And it was said that Jeffery Dahmer didn't know what to do with the bodies, so he ate them a little at a time. Every wrong can become as a good thing to do, but it is no more right than the first time it was done. They are sure to lie to themselves saying it is worth it. But it's not. They're going to get caught.

8. The inhibited self wants to be the realized self. Taught all of your life do's and do not collects inside. People become what others will make them be as all agree together. But that side of oneself wants out. We are much animals inside and we have a beast within us in a cage. The beast settles in the cage. It is very easy to refrain. But it isn't so easy to stop. How good it would feel to strip naked and dance that way in the street, so long as you could be sure that no one cares. But we just don't receive that kind of permission in life. We all have set forth right and wrong ways of being.

Imagine your more inner self as being a person yourself, but amplified. Really a bloated up you that at all times you only let a little air out. You are much like this thing that can't let loose. If you are an intellectual person this side of you would become really drunk with self and greatly worded with pride. I am big. I am biiiig.

I don't know why the counselors don't come up to me in my life and say, "Little Lucifer, why don't you let out everything right now and yell it from the top of your lungs." I'd never be so privileged.

One time in my life I was taking a shower and suddenly decided to lay down and treat it like a waterfall, very vigorously scrubbing and drinking the water that fell to my face. And there have been a few times that the food before me became the savoriest thing. I devoured it. Somehow it was just the best damn tasting food I ever ate. I wasn't starving. I'd been eating regularly. But somehow my appetite became rapturous.

9. May all good things be returned to and the bad made better, the good yet better. It hasn't been until recently that this has become widely so.

Now people are taking old games and improving them or else making adjustments and tweaking them. And there are new games being made for old systems.

Old movies are being made again, whether entirely new or as in predicted sequels, after so much time has passed. We have really come into a time where we have what is truly good on our plates and we want more of it. Our eyes don't grow heavy over them. Our dreams are reaching an Optimal point in some regards.

As for me I have a score of things I want to succeed. Most of them are often underappreciated underdogs or original things—things that paved the road to begin with. Such as Atari which came long before Nintendo, but died under the sword of Nintendo. You know what? Atari now has that same sword.

But especially I want SEGA and Final Fantasy to succeed. SEGA had such Demonic games! Really wicked ones. And they allowed the blood to fall in Mortal Kombat. I don't much like their mascot. But as for games with wicked elements they were singularly best. Atari is making a new system. I hope they just don't over price it. Even at the sake of lesser hardware. They should take a hit if they have to. Video game consoles are just bound to. Even Nintendo with it's virtual boy, which proved to be a waste of time.

I consider myself a video game historian.

Old shows are being brought back. My Ma is very happy about the return of Roseanne.

Video games are the new comic books, the game itself, or their manuals. And the new action figure in the way that they are more valuable if kept in the box. I think that is a big and natural step up for us that more scientifically advanced toy be the new collectable, as opposed to some plastic doll. People have swarms of Marvel movies. Why would they like the comics?

It's very much exiting for me to see people taking these old gaming systems and giving them new life. Such as replacing the capacitors, putting in a new screen, adding a back lit screen, fixing malfunctioning equipment, replacing a pin head or optical drive, adding a modern port to the TV like HDMI, and just general cleaning. As for very old games they are putting in new batteries or simply reproducing them. Even the old N64 got a brand new controller. It's the best thing in life for me to see these things, you might be surprised to know.

10. Beware of those trained in psycho babble psychologists who are taught communication that they will have you be precise in what you say. They will have you elaborate. And they are known by being nosy. They'll want reasons behind reasons. They could very well know all you mean plainly but they will ask why, why, and why until you've had to elaborate ridiculously on any given thing.

Sometimes they will want your reasons for not doing what they say or suggest you do. And once they have those reasons they will counterpoint them. They will break down what you say into many pieces where with to control you.

Things so much are black and white and reasons behind reasons shouldn't be so important. Let them piece together the pieces themselves and tell them that is for them to figure out but that actually quite simple. If you allow them to do this to you then you will become lost for words and feel less able to understand the simplistic things, because your own reasons won't seem good enough for you.

If you sense that you are made to elaborate and produce many reasons for any given thing, are asked to give numerous unconventional examples, and repetitively asked why then you are dealing with a tricky Psychologist.

The best solution to this is simply by telling them you aren't interested in getting into details. That's pretty much a universal solution. But do not elaborate to them. Don't pull up examples. And don't engage in being precise and specific. It will do a lot of harm. It will make you think that things understood perfectly well aren't, that you must understand the understandings. Just tell them you don't like to elaborate or get into details.

11. I used to ride my bike a mile or so a few times a week to a comic book store called Captain Comics. I would pour through the cheap section which had more roughed up comics on a rotating rack. They were 75 cents each, which even with inflation was very cheap.

I'd look through them carefully trying to find whichever ones would be most valuable. Like number one issues or older issues. My dad would give me the money I needed and I'd go get them. It rested right across from the library but I was more interested in comics.

They also had marvel cards, of various characters, for different prices and I liked those even more. I'd see the more valuable comics hanging on the wall and put into sleeves. One such one was Punisher, the first issue. And when the business was going under and closing down I got a very old TMNT comic, one of the pre-cartoon for dirt cheap.

And a nearby grocery store had video games and cartoons on tape. I wanted so badly to see their copy of a fantastic four cartoon on VHS. There was no internet. And movies were far more sparse. There wasn't even a red box, or DVD at that time, long ago.

But to reach my point I had been practicing magic directed into making these things popular, in giving them life. In giving me more of them. I put my comics on an altar with incense and candles and prayed over them for seven days. On the seventh, it was a Saturday, and like my family would, there was a fire pit burning in the back yard. So I brought my comics together and threw them in the fire and prayed for their success. I asked God to bring them into popularity, basically.

And I must have packed a wallop! It took awhile to come into fruition and the process was at first slow. But then it speed up and couldn't be stopped! Movie after movie of comic book characters emerged and continue to, to this day. I'm telling you exactly what I did, I put them on an altar and prayed for their emergence all around. And now they make up a bulk of movies being made year by year.

12. Why child like interaction with the environment of Earth is conductive of magic has much to do with the Gaia theory. That the Earth has within it a spirit and that spirit can be engaged in. It is more the feeling and belief that lets it be. If you pass through a wooded area with little to no thought behind it then you will not pull any magic from it.

But a childhood spirit brought back to life and engaged in with the more "saved" places of Earth, those touched or diminished little results in magic. To give you some idea of what I mean: The Wiccans, who really sincerely believe the crystals they hold have magic within them. And they do. As with the wands they make from a special tree. But it's just not so much so when their crystals are from a mail order company or that they got their branch from the back yard. Entering into more isolated, secluded areas of nature results in something more powerful.

When I can I like to look through rocks to find crystals. But using nature magic isn't limited to looking for stones, or anything else, it can also be wandering out into the middle of nowhere, where you slip away from others.. even any one anywhere near. I would "reflect upon my evil, dark and somber heart" in my early teenage years. I was looking for the Devil. In the deserts of the outskirts of Tucson I often walked for a couple or more hours to meditate in a sort of inviting way.

And I had gotten completely lost. Then I came across a cross roads that had blood on some street signs on a road never used. And dead rabbits every where, possibly from coyotes, dogs, wolves or something. But there was blood smeared onto the signs. I decided to go east and keep on walking. Luckily, and not having meant to, a restaurant at which my aunt worked came into sight. And the restaurant was kind of in the middle of nowhere. I went through the door. My aunt was startled I'd been so far out and away from my home. And she gave me some ice cream and iced tea.

It is like the Earth is loosing it's spirit but that means those who would magically interact with it will have more power, not less. We have some fascination left in the world, yet.

13. Deriving parables from video game or movies can bring about many good ideas you can use in life. For example (and all ideas for this are widely different) you can tell yourself you will do four things Link has done in one day. Then, by thinking of what Link has done, look for ideas on what to do. It could be to go to store for a type of treasure, but instead of an ocarina, a guitar, or instead of a magic energy increasing potion, a red bull. And just as Link destroyed a giant spider you could spray your home to eliminate pests. The ideas are without count.

You can ask yourself, What would Mario do? You can regard a scroll as trying to get a degree. And in relating to what these characters did to elevate their power, destroy their obstacles, reach a certain goal, acted on a certain way, or created any sort of thing so can you.

In Final Fantasy Six (3 in the USA) a character named Terra had a slave crown on her head. She had to do as made to, it made her a slave. You can relate this to real life when it comes to obsessively devoted Christians. You can take the place crown from their heads!

And video games spells like you'd find in Final Fantasy can be regarded as relative action. For example if you use a fire spell in real life you would provoke someone (hopefully one deserving) or with an ice spell you can cast that on yourself, choosing to be numb. Confusing people, a confuse spell, brining to life, a bolt spell, changing and improving something, a warp spell, and reflect spells are counter reactive measures. Maybe even give yourself 80 MC (Magic Credits) to use each day. That you would do any kind of spell 80 times each day.

This has been covered in my book The Christian Satanic Bible.

14. A psychic connection to the world is when your mind and the great minds of the world are connected. I suppose it is effected as you would have it be. And as far as I know only I have ever known of such a thing, until now. Let me explain. I was incarcerated some years ago and put into an isolation room. A small room with literally nothing inside, and forced to leave and bathe, if at all. I asked God for a few things during my stay inside. And he really delivered.

One of the things I established was having what I called "a psychic connection with the world." That meant that me and the world would know the same thing even though we thought apart. And my prayer was answered.

I knew it on the first day I asked for it when I was talking about a headless horse man, yelling out of my cell. The guard asked if I was talking about the new show Called Sleepy Hallow. And during my stay there I became attached to The Steelers foot ball team. A month or so later I moved in with my dad and aunt, and some others, and my aunt gave me a laptop with a Steeler's football sticker on it. Then later I was thinking for the first time about an imaginary world I made, which I called "Planet Link." And a few days later I saw a commercial on TV advertising The Legend of Zelda: A Link between world's.

There was a time that I suddenly started wanting a troll doll. I just simply wanted one, badly. And a preview for a movie appeared called Trolls. I also took up the name Lucifer just at the right time apparently, as a show called Lucifer was put out. And one more example of this, maybe my favorite, was a time I was looking up at the clouds. It looked like a body with a face looking upward. I told my friend beside me, "it looks like a person." And through next day on news that cloud was being discussed. They said a relative died and they saw (the same cloud as I did) complete on the news.

So I have a psychic connection to the world with such occurrences happening regularly. When I asked God for it I didn't really wanted to be psychic. I was thinking of something else. And the phrase that came out of my mouth was "I want a psychic connection to the world." But God knew what I meant. And maybe I deserved it, having been in seclusion for a full month.

15. The two types of magic indicative of Christian Satanism are Chaos Magic and Gray Magic. The first, chaos magic, is like planting a thousand seeds in a small area. Or it is putting forth diversity (it is in this way that America is a place of chaos magic. It is as it suggests, from minor effects all the way unto opening Pandora's box. Those old gods that seem to be servents of chaos, and mythological characters old and new, are Christian Satanic gods one and all.

The chaos in one's life should be readily and adeptly remedied by the Christian Satanist. It is Christian Satanic to produce chaos and then remedy it, by practice. A Christian Satanist both makes chaos and eliminates it, masterly sorting it out. And a Christian Satanist solves the chaos around her or him not necessarily produced by them. Atonal music like the sort of music Shoenburg created, is Christian Satanic itself. But re ordering and straightening it out is, too. To take a mess of something the mess is Christian Satanic but cleaning it is more fully Christian Satanic. We live in a time of chaos here and there, and should be agents of fixing it. To become a master over such a thing is to become a Christian Satanic Master in it's highest regard. "No pain, no gain,"

Then there is Gray magic. This kind of magic is by far the least spoken of. So much that books about gray magic are few and far between. People just don't know about it. It is effect magic. Gray magic is magic that effects something in a not necessarily good or bad way. For example changing the weather or bringing about something desired in your life (other than destroying for most part.) It can be to take down a wall. It could be influential, changing of minds. In short it produces an effect that can't closely be defined as curse or blessing. Reading minds, becoming invisible, changing hair color, and such is Gray Magic.

16. A life without mystery is not a really good one. To be very intentionally realistic doesn't serve a person very well. We would accept a movie and believe every bit of it as real, without effort, not seeing that these are just people who are good at pretending. Some movies lead to entire fantasies becoming a reality in real life. Such as a movie about vampires. A person could very well believe that Lestat and the vampire covens have something to do with twilight and Dracula. These people very apparently do not want the limiting existence of reality. It really does seem like they've got to have fantasy in their lives and will look for it far and wide.

There really is some mystery about life. Such as why are we here. And even the most scientifically minded cannot do without belief in fantasy kinds of things and the mystery from which it comes. They get into things based more on that mystery. They'll come to think in terms of string theory, multiverses, worm holes, and the like.

These of scientific minds have to themselves admit that there is mystery in our existence that were we to evolve so much more we would be as God's that can do anything. That scientific development be reality that is the best mystery to have. Mystery toward science. To see what can be done and has been done already and not taking it for granted.

One never fully knows how all the parts of a cell phone works and do what they do. There is a mystery regarding how we can have visual and auditory things flying about in the air. To even look at things more rudimentary like a CD or an eprom chip.

But there are things in life there to be seen by people who are looking hard. And the scientist finds it on their own terms, and the magician his. I prefer that of the magician who knows things that no one else could. And the life of a magician is one full of wonder and brother/sisterhood of the metaphysical.

Whoever you are you may know that to some extent all fantasy is either true or "truable." And you may know that someday that will be right out there in the open in your hands. At any moment a whole new world may open up to us all. You can count on it.

17. Being in harmony with God's will does a lot of good in having a life that will and must be. When you are in harmony with God's will you are at harmony with what will happen and occur in your life. With those whom really wish to help the poor they have such good hearts, ones which most of us never could. If you imagine one heart to another you see many kinds of different people. You really only grasp the functioning of your own world as according to your heart. But think for a moment how different you may be than others who:

Have a bad heart. One usually angry.

Have even a cold heart, and wish to do harm

One whom seeks very much vengeance. Who cannot let something go

One who has a greedy heart, which he'd go to no ends to get what he wants, even conceptualizing burglary

One whose heart is blissful and energetic, usually happy, giddy

The heart of one very perverted thinking about sex all day long

One whose heart is in their work, whom pride comes unto

One whose heart is fond and particular to details, information

One whom feels the best when they are helping the poor, and the good feeling it brings. That at night as they lay down they think about those they helped, a heart of gold wishing

One whose heart is looking for love, a lasting partner

One whose heart is melancholic, sad, even depressed, who maybe misses someone they lost

It becomes apparent immediately that people go about with different hearts! Many people just don't realize how very different they are from others. So they'll think we'll, helping the poor is hopeless. Or The logical minded person would regard only statistics. The person that is happy most of the time will have no understanding of someone depressed. The logical person will think they should snap out of it. The person who is cold and harsh think of others being the same. And we each and all think that the way we feel is the same as everyone else. But that's not so, there is a Stark difference from person to person.

There are many kinds of different minds such as:

Ones that are simple, very simple, usually, if at all. These people don't think into things very much. They enjoy easy things easily.

Ones that are social minded. These people must have regular company and to them the best thing in life is a party.

Ones that are often depressed and often lay in bed all day.

Those that are shy and insecure. They fear being ostracized and they have a burning need to keep their friends, friends who supposedly think very little of them.

Those whose appetite is insatiable. They like to eat and they like to cook. While going down the road are likely to pick up fast food.

Those that are work minded will think during the day about the people they work with and most of their mind occupies their duties

Those that are individualists who have a broad perspective and can see any given thing in many different ways. And I prefer this way of thinking. I don't need to have people in my life on a personal basis. My time is spent best alone. It isn't that I am shy. Actually I have a rich history of different and widely varied social environments: from homelessness, to group homes, room mates, different parents, incarceration, commitment, being friends with biker gangs and regular gangs, living with different races you name it.

I'm a person who'd like to retire someday but in the meantime I have a duty to fill and certain things to accomplish.

What I'm saying is simple over all: just be aware how much different one person is from the other. You are not relating yourself to yourself. You are relating to a different self if at all.

18. I'm not really a talker. Not in establishing a personal connection. I am an audience minded person. I speak to audiences. And I'm carefully not a head in the clouds kind of intellectualism whose ideas are lofty and "seem profound" but is not useful to anything real, and certainly not down to earth. When I intellectualize I am not lofty. I am down to earth the regular Earth. Not one whose head is way up there as in look at what's up here!

Teach a man to fish and he will have food. Give him a fish and he will have a little food. But teach others to fish for you and you will be propagated. Lend your ear to my words and I will have people fishing for you, those who are not Christian Satanic. And gather round us those the same and we Christian Satanists will feast on the best of food. Embark as though in a quest to bring up a Christian Satanic church. You could potentially have a job and a good one. One both easy and helpful depending on your effort. And the world itself will be made a better place. People will be prepared for the newly emerging Earth. There is no preparation for the rapture of the apocalypse. There is just no such thing if you render Revelations correctly. That was already done.

The Christian Satanist is ready for what will truly come: a new scientifically founded paradise where all curses have come to an end. God doesn't ask for an eternal price. That's very evident in knowing him. No but that the curse put upon us was long lasting, though only for a hundred years at best for each of us. That the poison of the curse was watered down. And collectively we have overcome it. And the job of getting that done monstrously large and intricate. But it's time is coming soon. The time of paradise for each of us.

The Christian Satanist is prepared for such a world and let it be proclaimed to the rooftop when it is that science has lead us into a cure for death. Let all voices sing as those that have been released from a prison that we occupied for ages. That it was all done not for nothing, but for great things. Man's birthday is coming very quickly. S/he'll have been grown enough to leave the house. And by our great effort and endeavors we will see God himself.

God shut the door between us and him and here we are about to open it. It was a curse unto us that the door between us was closed by him. That was our curse. And the remedy was the task put before us in getting it opened ourselves that we come back grown, and sit on the throne beside in the Kingdom of Heaven, or wherever we may wish to reside.

But those that have had little use in getting this done have made a much shorter process much longer. And not until the very day the job is done will they resurface among us. Because with how so very few laborers DOD well and the very long stretches of time in which we have done little to nothing toward removing our curse: there of is great suffering and desperation you couldn't imagine.

19. It some how escapes me that I could be doing more than writing books. But talent increases while it is still being put to use. I know how to write music, and I used to, but other than some briefly written pages of polyphonic melodies I've done nothing real with it. I can mod consoles, meaning to improve, repair, or enhance them. For example I've put a new backlit screen into my old game boy. Things such as replacing capacitors, putting in new optical drives for an old PS One. Other than that I've built some computers from top down. That was fun. I was very caught up in learning it. It became impossible to resist for awhile and I quickly learned what I needed to in order to put one together. Nothing's changed enough that I couldn't still do so even though that was about a decade ago.

I have imagined what kinds of things are truly lasting. And unless you are a veritable genius in science or physics, technology, or software programing, then your ability isn't far reaching. But those that are change the world the most. By coming to know and understand electronics we have the best things today, no doubt. I have made a noble effort in inventive ideas which I set forth in six books Lucifer's Books of Inventions and Ideas. And basically was trying to kill two birds with one stone. To both write and produce inventive items, without getting patents or delving into putting things together from ideas but to let others, if it interests them.

Very well I wanted to program at least one game. But I found that I didn't want to program it myself. Much like the fact I'll write music, but not want to perform it, if I could. So I wrote an actually very detailed book about the creation of a game called The Anti Christ. I tell ya, books can cover all good things. You couldn't make a painting, song, or use wood working skills to create what is outlined in a book. Books teach you these things. They teach you anything that could possibly be learned. Books are far reaching. A painting you look at. A song, you hear. But a book provides a lot of things to those who read it.

So I got two books done on how a video game could be. I gave it every good idea I could put in it. And I wondered what would bring such a game together, it's overall style. Then one day like an old aha I surmised that the player would become the Anti Christ and rule over the Earth like any other dictator would have done to have come into such a position.

And Nietzsche wrote The Anti Christ. But mine represents man, evolved. It is a game about becoming the Anti Christ, something that wouldn't have been able to have come from Nietzsche.

Books are about everything. If you are a musician, you make a book of songs and sheet music. If you are a painter your painting is most likely seen in a book. Being that they are so spread apart yet dwell together within a book. If you are a programmer, a tailor, or a cook—cook, that's a good example. What would these people do without books.

It is like that the final product will be in a book. It is the last place to go. Like at the end of a life when someone writes an auto biography. Or after a scientist has made his knowledge worth sharing and preserved. Books are the final process where everything is documented and nothing is left behind. But they are also an introduction to things. And the end betweens, teaching one the mid level things.

So I'd decided if I can't get it put into a book then I don't want to do it. Considering how much can be said in a hundred page book, and how little difference a painting makes, I hate to say a painting you look at. If you are a painter you have your own reason. It is a thrill to do, or "involving" you can say. But the purpose for me is much better served by writing. But say what you will, books cause change more than anything else, and particularly does religion.

20. My personal prayers

I pray for the success of these:

My writings

Of SEGA

Of Final Fantasy.

Of Scientology.

I pray for a good life with these:

Music, food, drinks and entertainment.

I pray to be kept from these:

Homelessness, poverty, aggression, sickness, and boredom

I pray that these are with me:

A good home, peace, protection, and health

I pray that

My family be well, that my life be well. A life in which I am never again incarcerated and where my enemies are few. I pray that what I do I do well. I pray that what I lack be brought to me and that I can depend on it always.

I pray for my favorite things:

Stencils, stickers, trapper keepers, colored pens, dice, board game pieces, action figures that look like devil's, idols, rubber stamps, green marbles, little green army men, old computer parts, old video game things, red ice trays, Mickey mouse items, cherry cider, iced tea, Sprite soda, wool socks, durable sandals, cargo pants, long johns, over coats, arm warmers, blue quartz necklaces, durable fanny packs, and graph paper.

I pray to be blessed with the unexpected. I pray to be kept lively and free. I pray for life eternal. I pray for the success of Christian Satanism. I pray that I have a good and strong following and that what I teach makes a positive effect on the world.

I pray for a great home where I am alive living well and free. That my world have all the things I'd want it to.

Make me the Devil's Son. Make me worthy of such and as a person that has done as much difference to everything as your son himself, Jesus. Keep me from hardship and add to my wealth. May I come to the point where I am completely free and liberal and that no restriction can be placed upon me. Give to me a good role, one irresistible, and far reaching. And may this eternally be so.

And I pray for others:

I pray that humankind evolve good and well.

I pray that through science suffering becomes far gone

I pray for those right now who are afflicted, in pain, or otherwise suffering

I pray that each person be made free from hurt and harm

I pray that the world become better. That people come better people, doing great things, one each and all, and regard every hour as a time to make any given thing better, and that they do that well

I pray that human kind reach the stars and ascend, evolve.

I pray for people's peace and good will toward others but those who commit atrocious crimes be brought to justice pray that you aid our scientific developments until we are very well much like God's. Please have cancer stopped, disease, poverty and hunger, be gone among us.

Be with us always one and all especially in these times of late. Take our hands into the new Earth we are making. But be not so much seen or heard as present and helpful, giving to us all free will.

I pray for the success of the things I most likely and appreciate, and for all old things to return as new, for better or worse may it be Amen.

Hales-Nema, So Noted in Memory.

And what I ask for most of all from God is the advancement of human kind through science and that I live to see that day, or better, that I am made immortal alongside humankind, as it is possible and something I believe is reasonable enough to ask. It would make human kind better all around—much, much better, that we are helped into making anything that makes our lives better and that all our needs are met. I couldn't want anything greater.

You are the uppermost God, please let it become so for us, and share in our development. Be with us daily, hourly, and propelled our sciences far ahead, to add, but then multiply, and to subtract all useless things. I pray that God have us develop scientifically, even at an alarming rate. And may life then be more interesting, more compelling, adventurous and thrilling. May we all thrive and do well. May we lack nothing. May we be given the best knowledge for our best outcome and that all people share these things one and the same. Equip us with the best of information and visit the scientist in his hour of revelation. Assist him/ her by investing in them revelation. Double, triple, quadruple our knowledge and in so doing create all around us a new and better reality. A new and better place to be for all time.

Amen. Hales-Nema. So noted in Memory.

21. Today was a good day, Lord. To have had the opportunity to sleep in and go about more leisurely this Saturday. To have had such a good meal, the best pizza you could buy. Today I enjoyed smoking, as I always do. Though there had been times in my life that I had no cigarettes. And suffered from desire. Today has been a good day. I had lots of iced tea, very cool to my tongue. People were friendly. I actually came across not one rude person. I got a lot done writing. And I had just what I needed for a good day.

I had been incarcerated. I had been committed. My good life taken from me. To have been locked up. Or eating from a trash can. Having injured myself. Having jammed a wooden spike into my heel and having to walk on it. Until I was blessed at the right moment with shoes. And I believe you were there. I believe you wanted to help me a lot. But that my lesson was more important. And you know that I had been dealing so much bad unto others. And I know that you wouldn't altogether forsake me.

After all I had consumed poisons, like bleach and oven cleaner! Raid too! But you kept me alive. And as bad as my life had been I knew you had kept me from trouble. You were there often to protect me. Like the time I walked in a complete circle for two days, trying to walk to another town. Being pretty lost. But then I found I had gotten back to where I started. You had fixed my footing many times. Leading me to the people who saved my life, redirecting me into safety. You are my salvation.

My life is good. My life is far better. I even have made my way to San Francisco and have found such a good home. Thanks be to God.

22. How better to understand success than by water boiling over? You have to keep the heat on it regularly for it ever to reach a boiling point. But if it does once it can happen again. Similarly the more hot the fire beneath the more able you have the water boiling over, which you want. And there are different things being cooked inside. Some are making a very good meal, others a cheaper, easier one. But all who have a cooking pot eat from it.

The point at which the pot boils it may do so again just as easily, more or less, and the one that has it become even more likely will generally keep that likelihood.

But there are some of such hot fires that they move on from the pot and melt metal. They may begin with the simplest metal from which to forge a simple thing. But the best of them move up to the point that they are melting silver, even gold. That man himself is regarded as a diamond, worth great things.

True success comes from those that regard it as an inch at a time, not a yard leap from one effort. But the one who regards her or his progress as an inch at a time will teach up a foot but be up a mile in truth.

And the person who has made himself, or herself, a truly good home has not just thrown it all together, settling on things simple. They in the best homes have put them together brick by brick, however the high price they may be. And they will not settle on an unfinished product. They will continue with their work being completely satisfied by it.

The one whom aims at the hardest target will hit the easier targets better. But the one who aims at the simplest targets alone, they will find the more difficult ones impossible. The person who reaches for the greatest will have the least of the best. But the one who reaches for the least will only have the least of the least.

You are doing well if you are striving to be the best. You can certainly know you are doing well when you do things others either refuse to do or brush off as impossible. When we see the average we see what is regularly done. We are seeing the limitations of men. But when we see those who have done at least a little better, we see the greatest of people.

23. In undertaking any project:

1. Know the tools at your disposal beforehand and how to use them well. Know your resources and how best they may be used as well as any limitations based on them. Understand the things you need to help along the way and how they are used. Know how to use them optimally.

2. Estimate how much time you need and set time based priorities. These can be adjusted once you have a better conception of how much time you need per any particular thing. Set a specific amount of time you will work on something any given day but do not limit yourself from doing extra work. Try not to regard it so much as something that you want to get done with.

3. In your free time do lesser work such as planning. Do things that are easier once the more difficult work is completed. If it is to draw sprites, gather notes, some simple research, or getting new parts, whatever is more simple do in your otherwise free time.

4. Do the best you can from one thing to another. Tell yourself you want to do this one thing best. So apply a touch of perfection from element to element in your project. Look, at least a little, into making something better than it's initial state. If you find that any given thing can be well improved, easily enough, than do so.

5. If something is just simply undoable, than pass it over. Change things around if necessary in a way they are more practically done. Invest time in what you have re ordered and if at all possible "turn a bad thing into a good thing." Don't let something blocking you block you for very long.

6. Before any action from one to the next know what you are doing. Do not work hastily in a way of which you could become careless. Simply have a sense at all times to what is being done from one thing to the next. Be able to sum up how much work is left and what it will take. Be patient and determined to do your very best.

But all of these don't matter as much as two things: doing what you love to do and being able to do everything you want to do in getting it done. If you do not know very well how to do any given thing it will make the project be more difficult, frustrating, and even less desirable. So know well what you would need to know to do it and make sure your heart is very much in it's work.

24. Eight types of very different people:

  1. Those that leave around stinks. These are those that are very good at leaving things around that people aren't very easily settled on. They disrupt things. They mess up the clock work. They engage in mischief to different degrees and the more the merrier for them. Just like anything done regularly they do it to a large extent unawares. It is just what they naturally do. Much like a real stink they don't realize that they have an odor and when someone approaches them about it they become surprised and consider their condemnation undeserved.

  2. People who are like stars. These people do a lot of good for others. They work hard and are productive. They are entrepreneurs. They are stylish. They are ambitious. They have class. Their image is important to them. They are among the best of us and are always looking for attention—in a good way. Many people can be rich but only a person such as this can also be admired. There are pleasant people whom are wealthy and those who have a cog stuck in them somewhere. But all of them in this circumference are stars. I am referring to the popular and the successful in general.

  3. There are the lazy type of people. They are self admirers of the hustle. They feel pride when they get anything for free. They attribute it as a talent. They'll bug the hell out of you to get a dime. And if you say no more than three times they'll feel like their hustle isn't working and even then would they know any shame. They come right in and set their selves a plate on your table. They often resort to crime in order to make an extra buck or they defraud the government for any sort of governmental help—and there are many such people.

  4. Another type of person is one of facts. They read more than anything. Unfortunately these days really sense recently, they are absorbed with pseudo facts, most often regarding health and nutrition. They load and overload themselves on facts. They are proud of the facts they carry along. Very well most of their pride comes from their intellect. And they are very eager to share their perspectives with others. Their perspectives make up most of what they talk about.

  5. Then there are what I call the simple—heads. These are people that have a minimally working mind. You'll find them doing things others would find pointless like kicking a ball in the living room or playing music onto their ears for hours on end. These people really don't think much and must fill a vacuum. Music does it well and more easily understood movies. They'll have little to say about themselves. They also are very shallow in response to any question.

  6. A sixth type of person is the quarrelsome kind. They are easily offended and will take any reason to harm another. They were likely abused or neglected at an early age. If you try to talk to them they'll abruptly stop you and firmly warn you not to do that again. They are decrepit, beating their wives and placing absolute control over their offspring. They aren't likely to go far in life, and find that the natural place for them is jail. Some of them have absolutely bad attitudes and will accuse others of any minor thing, unrealistically, in an effort that seems to come from a need to have their own bad attitudes to be realistic. Since people aren't doing them any harm yet they hate everyone, and lash out for no good reason, they make up for it by convincing themselves all the people around them despise them.

  7. A seventh type of person is one that believes heavily in principles. They create in their lives principles and come to as full an understanding as could be about virtue and vice, right and wrong. They often feel violated and feel the need to avenge themselves or correct others. They are always trying to correct others. They make up an absurd amount of rules and enforce them in their lives. Philosophies of right and wrong appeal to them and that may have caused them to become as they did to begin with. There are so, so many problems in their world and they enact it's purification.

  8. And the eight type of person is an emotional one. Usually sensitive and often depressed. It seems anyway that an emotional person usually ends up a depressed one, but I've already covered the aggressive type, which are very emotional their selves. These are the kinds of people who carry the weight of the world on their shoulders. Often they are introverted and isolated. Sometimes they become slobby recluses which itself would be a lazy person described earlier.

25. Greater Selective Awareness is one of my goals for The Christian Satanist, according to my prescription of it. This means to simply be more aware. And there are different awareness from group to group. Much of it very lacking. But it is my desired implementation of Christian Satanism that I bring about "Greater Selective Awareness." That is that the Christian Satanist be more aware in general. That this awareness be useful to him or her in understanding things and acting on them. And that the Christian Satanist has before them a set of different perspectives to deal with in order to lay down the best hand.

I do all I can to provide the Christian Satanist a broad and diverse set of perspectives that they can pull up at any given time when that time comes. In learning Christian Satanism you are learning the very world around you. You know it better. Sometimes much better. You will have a clear perspective and understanding of it. And you may even be as one who was freed from simple thinking. Someone who has come a long way from it, in fact.

An Optimal understanding comprises the bulk of teaching for a Christian Satanist, as I teach it. People of different religions could spend a life time in filling their heads with facts about things long past and become engrossed in stories. People could fill their heads with songs during their life time or just general rubbish but a Christian Satanist learns how to understand, to comprehend things better to know what would otherwise never had entered into their thinking. Things useful to know. To give better existence of thought. And to hold their thoughts like clay in their hands.

26. Biotech should come sometime after Matter Tech. By matter tech I'm referring to metal made electronics. As of yet our bio tech is very little developed. The show Lexx can be some inspiration. Most scientifically find shows are based on matter tech, such as Star Trek and Star Wars. Lexx is almost exclusively based on bio tech. Apart from clones there really is very little done or considered in it field. Even when they thing of introducing new cells in the body they are usually talking about nano bots, which are electronic.

Bio tech involves things like cellular renewal, organ reproduction, lab grown food, and instantaneously growing seeds. We have a little bit of chemistry that helps us biologically, but not much. We can prevent pregnancy, reduce cholesterol, build muscles with steroids, and prevent pain. But considering how much we could do, it isn't much. We could vastly improve our biology through biotech, we can't much, yet.

27. Things of limited research

Scientists have yet to really know why plants have caffeine. How it is used by them. It would help to know what they use it for to understand what it either does to us or could do for us. What plants have caffeine and how much, could help in understanding plants much better. Likewise how plants use vitamins or other chemicals, like nicotine. They don't have much to say about it, they just assume that caffeine is a poison and they don't want to be eaten. But their must certainly be more to it than that.

Anyone who does any number of things are bound to become rich from it, like wireless electricity, abundant and free energy, a very long lasting battery. And the scientist that makes a large step toward bio tech is ahead of his or her time: they've only made small steps as of yet. Much research is all one in the same. There are many things not even approached.

28. Escaping mediocrity in endeavoring to triumph over limitations. Is the true spice of life. For some are bland salt less beans every day. And others are as master cooks. Those that do not wish to be a part of the minority have taken their first steps to rising above and away from the norm and dwell on what a Christian Satanist knows as mount Olympus-- the next best thing to Heaven. It is well true that the majority is far and wide a majority of lesser people. It is true the minority of the best of us are few. Have it in your heart to do the very best. At worst you may have just a moderate income, at least you won't be homeless and unneeded.

Escaping mediocrity should be a thing to live by, your escape plan. Burst free from the bars. Leave the place of your limitations, restrictions, a place where you are huddled inside with so very many. Think daily on that one great thing. Don't do things carelessly. Don't be a person who commit the crime of waste after waste never producing one good thing. The bail is paid to Baal, who would have the price of excellence.

Then live apart from others, and move on like a goat. The goats resting place is on top of mountains, where he was lead to in getting away from people.

Whatever you do, do it well. Escape mediocrity by entering into something that you are sure will bring about your success. And know that if at any time you relentless and give up, you will have just committed suicide toward a better life. Having a good and useful degree is one of the most sure ways to get far. And those that get a degree that's not in high demand haven't one of likely success. Get a degree in high demand, not a lesser degree, for many will take the easiest route, the minority who don't have in store all the goodness life could bring.

Don't waste your time on what is hopeless. And don't go through a day remaining in the cardboard prison for those fallen short. Rise up out of it. And have a determined heart to become the best you can be, one who has a fat wallet and all good things. Escape mediocrity. Become a Star.

29. Psycho somatic energy drinks. Does caffeine really gives you energy, or do you just think it does? Actually scientists know that it doesn't give you energy, but rather it keeps you from feeling tired by not letting your mind know it is. As for energy drinks it may be difficult to believe this but they contain chemicals that do nothing to provide energy. They have a little caffeine in them and sugar. Some scientists will tell you, too, that there's no such thing as a sugar high. These are all psychosomatic conditions meaning that what the mind believes, is so, and it is easy to think yourself into thinking you have a lot of energy. It's like the manic bipolar people I've know. One day they were normal. Then the doc told them they were manic depressive. And they suddenly went about super hyperactive.

And knowledge will increase. And many will run to and fro. Yeah—the Devil dealt his hand in this by increasing pseudo/false knowledge and traffic congestion. There is a lot of pseudo science meaning that what we hear seems to be true but isn't. Anyone with a loud enough voice will be believed. They say things like smoking will make your bones brittle. They have an unlimited score of factual tid bits about nutrition, the bulk of which isn't true. They'll tell you that oranges and apples can give you healthier farts, basically. But just know better. Do not believe what you hear, be careful not to. Cause they are all talking through their asses. The Devil has increased greatly pseudo knowledge/science and I have let you in on it. Please don't believe that lettuce and green beans is a healthy diet that improves your eye sight and regulates cells known to make your blood flow more robust. It's nonsense.

30. A xenophobic family is the most tight knit one. The reason why my Payment was married to my Ma for more than thirty years is that they kept outsiders away. Our friends were our family. My Parents never let my school friends in his home, nor any other person that wasn't an immediate family member. My step dad, my Parents, that is—but my biological father let people in his home regularly, family or otherwise. And he often took their side over me, especially young girls he was attracted to. That only creates a presence of quarrels and jealousy. Outsiders can tear apart your family worse than anything. So my Parents was married to my Ma for thirty years, kept us each important, and kept out people not in our immediate family, like an aunt of mine who was always saying nasty things about my Past, telling my Ma he was an asshole.

I have more evidence to this in seeing that my grandpa and grandma were married for forty or so years. They were in their first marriage, and that first marriage lasted until they passed on. They too kept out outsiders and any who weren't in their immediate family. As a result family were very important to them. But if any one of us were to marry then they came into our family. My sister married and he was then allowed in our family. I can't think of anything more helpful to a marriage and family than that.

31. Oh be warned never to take drugs! I am fortunate not to have ever done so. I always knew the bad they arose and that by doing so once doing so again and again would come about. Once a person offered crack to me and I told him I don't smoke it. He said there is a first time for everything. Well I never dressed up as a clown or rode in a Lamborghini. And I will never smoke crack. That would be more like jumping off a cliff. I will never jump off one. And I'll never do any drugs God willing.

I have seen the effect they have on people. Maybe they consider that way of living normal, as it is their way of living, but it's not a good way to live and I can see that clearly from those who take the least of highs to the most. It makes them aggressive. It makes them lose their minds. One guy was fooling around with a light bulb and crushed it in his hands. It causes the people who take it to spend every dime on it. People can overdose on it, and die, and often enough do.

But I was well educated in elementary school about how harmful they are and that education does work. I couldn't imagine how bad life would have been if I had a drug habit. Many that do resort to prostitution, male or female, they become beggars hustling for money. Once I heard a person yelling every which way in the middle of the night that he'd suck anyone's dick for five dollars.

And those that take them age rapidly, in appearance. You can compare them side by side. The one who doesn't do drugs looks twenty years younger that the one who doesn't. My ex girlfriend wanted to get back with me. But she looked like she was in her sixties. She was just a year older than me. And besides the fact, more importantly really, that she does crack, I couldn't date her again even though she was my childhood sweet heart. I don't want to live somewhere that drug dealers and takers come in and out.

Drugs devastate a life. I really believe that drug dealers should get life in prison for selling them if they do so blatantly disregarding the lives of others, and aren't just someone making a one time mistake. I mean, if they regularly sell them including to little kids, teenagers, and especially if they overdose and die, then yeah they should certainly get life in prison, even the death penalty. If only because the least of their punishment is better for the overall whole. That examples are set. To not just punishment one but many, and to make examples. To treat the least of this problem as a whole.

But abolishing chemicals is a difficult and arduous road. And what would happen if a machine could make someone high and it is easily built? Or else a machine that mixes and creates drugs. I don't know but to get rid of every chemical, is just not possible. But then again, if they ever made a device that could detect drugs like a metal detector it would have nowhere to hide. A person walking past it, a police officer scanning for it with a hand held devise, that could very well deal with it!

32. Homelessness I have suffered through. I have good advice for anyone who might become so, for any reason. The cold is bad. It is enough to make you miserable and to roll into a ball and die late each night. Have a good blanket to take with you. Have a good blanket and thick warm clothes to be ready. I used to feel the heat coming from under a building that felt like a heater and I learned to keep such warmth! When the sun came up I practically worshipped it. I went about often with psych hospital pants and a t shirt in the dead of winter, without a blanket. I tried stuffing news paper into my clothes. I saw someone doing the same, too. Homelessness can happen to any of us, practically speaking, so have good clothes and a good blanket.

Don't talk to other homeless people. They recruit people into drugs and prostitution and otherwise wish to be alone. The homeless are not very social. Many of them are crazy and others of them grumpy and most of them are not looking for a friend.

Have a pocket radio on you. Having a radio can be about your only form of entertainment. Get one that takes two AA batteries and is not digital but analog. These last for weeks at a time on two batteries. And have a good number of batteries.

Have pens, you can at least do a little writing, drawing, and such. I used to do so and put them in plastic bottles, then threw them into a landfill garbage can.

And have a few good lighters if you smoke tobacco. You'll have to accept that in order to have cigarettes you'll have to get them off the ground and use paper trash to roll them with.

You can sleep in some places but not in others. Don't assume that you are allowed to sleep in any given area. If you can't then a police officer will wake you up and tell you to move along. So try to be discreet. Sleep where there is a group of people sleeping. Avoid businesses. Security guards may remove you. And naturally don't think you can be homeless in a residential area beside someone's home (unless they allow you to, of course) but the homeless are always homeless in the downtown commercial areas. As for parks, they'll usually kick you out. And these people don't miss anything on camera. You could think you are well hid but then they'll show up no more than ten minutes later telling you to move.

Will you beg? If you do you will have a fair enough amount of money. But me, I never did. Shelters are always in bad neighborhoods and are covered with bed bugs, full of hateful people. May as well just sleep on a bench somewhere instead. The subway is warm, heavenly. The free meal spots are in bad neighborhoods and are few and far between. What's bad about that is that one place will have only breakfast and another only lunch or dinner. These are in bad neighborhoods and out of the way.

Fortunately I had food while I was homeless. People would buy food often, apparently, placing it in areas that the homeless would find it and get it. Or else a person would come right up to me and hand me a bag of food. Otherwise I ate from the garbage, I hate to say, most of my food came from it. I never got sick by it, though. But I did get body lice. If you are lucky someone will give you a little money just by knowing you are homeless. I got a can of raid, undressed and spent the can on my body. But the lice lasted for months to come. Until I just got lucky. Committed to a psych ward a day just came that they disappeared.

33. May everyone's home be their castle.

It is evident that people don't wish to leave their home, more and more. That's good inasmuch as they have all they need immediately before them. I ain't one to opt into a trip to the park with my friends. Way back when people only had nature to entertain themselves with. We don't live in caves any more. Though many will insist leaving their home is good and healthy. I don't agree. I'm made to agree by them, in talking to these closed minded types.

But more and more we have all we need at home. I am referred to the first scene in the first Legend of Zelda game. Young Link enters into a cave and a sage tells him "It is dangerous to go alone. Take this [a sword]"

Inasmuch people regularly went to the library is about just as much people don't because now they can get their information and stories on a phone or computer—which is much more vast with it, actually. As much as people would go through the tedious process of grocery shopping or take a quick trip to a mini mart—to avoid the lines, the people, the road, they'd rather order these things online to be brought straight to their doors.

And anyone once thrilled with going to the mall now do so online. That's evident by how many malls have went under. The same goes for flea markets and the fact that Walmart makes less money than Amazon (I believe.) Personally though I love flea markets. But eBay is just easier.

Movie theaters are coming home. The big screen in a home is becoming more affordable as digital projectors become ever cheaper. These could replace TV. People who would leave their home to see a movie in the theater may now choose to stay home and do so. And there was an earlier example which is TV to begin with, and the radio. For a long time now people have been bringing into their homes things that reduce their need to leave. Such as the arcade. Arcades didn't stand a chance against home video game consoles. And, perhaps most significantly, the internet where even the most introverted became social. And it could be said that isn't real socializing. But it will become more real over time.

So with all this said it really does seem paradise is being brought home. From HBO to Netflix, Walmart to Amazon, a flea market to eBay, in home libraries and all else makes it clear that people want these things in their homes and the sooner the better.

And for you I offer a formula of success—that whatever you create/ produce/ invent be done so that it may be used and enjoyed in one's home.

34. And a good way to collect is as to do so like making within your home things you'd find in a flea market. When we see such things at a flea market we get the idea of what all collectors are doing. To have neat things for neatness sake. There is no real reason to collect everything of any given thing as far as use goes. We could collect every Nintendo game. Those that do aren't going to need many of them. Many of them are just there to have in total. So why does a collector collect? It can be because of pride but more people think this than there is any real truth to. To show it all off isn't so much the case as someone is trying to preserve them and bring them back to mind. In effect it is more like "I saved these" than it is pride. However if pride makes a collection come about it would be because what they had invites company the guy who has it all but that is not so much pride itself.

A person who collects all of anything feels he has a gem. And largely it is just a person looking for gems, things that he exclusively has an any type of power that causes: such as monetary worth. To bring the world of one thing into their home is just a way of surrounding oneself with these things. A person may not have a good idea on what to buy otherwise. They have a self imposed rule when it comes to collecting. It gives structure to what is bring bought. It brings some meaning to life. It is to fill in missing pieces.

In a flea market we find many good things up close that are otherwise only seen in buying it online and getting it home. We see things in a flea market that are the best things found from any ones home with the less valuable and desirable things left at home. You never know what you will find there.

35. The Principle List

First look over this list and afterward I'll elaborate on it

Person One: Red, Bird, Hand, Staff

Person Two: Bear, Brown, Cane, Bee

Person Three: Green, Rabbit, Sees, Stage

Person Four: White, Goat, Ring, Thief

Person Five: Joker, Gold, Swine, Sword

Person Six: Red, Whip, Cat, Fairy

Person Seven: Yellow, Rodent, Wind, Duke

Person Eight: Bomb/ Blast/ Wand, Fox, Beast, Black

Person Nine: Yellow, Toad, Dust, Horse

Person Ten: Assassin, Tiger/Lion, Creature, Word

Person Eleven: Blue, Elephant, Stone, Spirit

Person Twelve: Purple, Dragon, Mask, Dog/ Wolf

Choose twelve people for whom these are assigned from oldest to youngest, and you included.

How this list came about

I was incarcerated (for trespassing) while experiencing a Schizophrenic episode. During that time I was quickly moved to an isolation room. A small room, with literally nothing in it. While I was there I'd often use the bathroom inside, where there was no toilet. And I was regularly removed for that reason and doing things like writing with my shit on the wall. I'd lost it, pure and simple. But I had a genius breakthrough in order to adapt in any possible way. My mind needed something to reorder things. It was looking for order and that presented itself while I was eating. I'd normally throw my food out of the little food port. And I didn't want food or any fluids. I'd be practicing a kind of chaos magic within myself. The few times I was removed and forced to take a shower I'd put it on hot then cold, hot then cold. And not having drank for days would all at once pour large amounts of water within me by drinking the water from the shower. Still refusing food. And my mind was heavily on my family. But I refused to remember them. I decided I'd just use my memories exclusively for video games and movies. That elements and scenes in movies and video games would be all I'd remember. Then something magic occurred, giving all these conditions. I had my food before me and began relating them to my family. And I'd come to make four items for each person in my family. I liked doing this. I liked to make it as balanced as it could possibly be. That even my own (White, Goat, Ring, Thief) would be made balanced, just as potent as any of the others. That where one thing lacked it was made up for with the other, and for all to be as balanced as could possibly be. When I was looking at my color white, the one that I choose be my own, it just seemed like a natural choice. I'd never considered it to be my favorite color. Satanic people and such like black. They love it. And in that white seemed unusual to me I choice it as my color in this list. I came to make my sister have whip because of some jelly before me. My aunt was a good cook that made me thought of someone eating her own honey, so I gave her bee and cane. As for cane, staff, stage and one type of one per list for each, I had it have dual meaning (cane as a stick a type of crutch, but also sugar cane. Staff a staff as a stick, too, but also the staff at a business. Stage like in a theater but also stages of life.) My Ma's (Green, Rabbit, Seed, Stage) I had every good and perfectly settled reason to give to each person in my family four items very carefully determined. I made my sister have Whip yet her son has Tiger though my sister is a small cat she has a whip. And my sisters favorite thing to cook is cinnamon toast (butter, bread, sugar on toast) so whip was the perfect choice. And I gave her too fairy because in the Legend of Zelda OoT the fairies voice sounds just like her's. I gave my Pa the animal a bird because I wanted my sister to have just a small bit more power over him as a cat. But my Parents also likes to whistle. In short, they were very well thought out. And it is the greatest piece from all I've ever divulged and written.

The items of this list are found in all books, movies, and video games

Take any given movie, or game. In using this list to relate together your choice of twelve people including yourself, from oldest to youngest, you will come to a very powerful occult understanding. The Principle List is of great occult understanding.

36 The Stages of my Life

My earliest phase of my life was involvement with Christianity. I was very young when my father rented a movie called "The Seventh Sign." It caught my interest, totally captivated me, this movie about the apocalypse. I was told that this story came from the Bible in Revelations, and I began reading every bit about the apocalyptic prophesies that I could, from Daniel to Revelations. I'd draw I'm ages of what it talked about, like dragons and the Beast.

When I went to Church I wanted badly that they taught about Revelations but there was little talk there. I got so involved that I started thinking I was Jesus. And the only thing that lead me away from this phase was video games, initially on my NES.

But my second phase came about at the same time as my third. The third was video games. But for awhile before that it was magic. At first it was carefully white magic. I was in elementary school sitting beside my two friends in the cafeteria. One was saying to the other that magic worked. His aunt put a curse on a cafeteria worker. Today her arm was broken. And I got into the conversation, learning what magic was about. One said to me that white magic will not damn you, basically. My other friend who was into heavy metal and a somewhat little evil guy said his interest was in black magic. And this instance came about much later in life, as a young adult, when I was living in a group home and someone said behind my door in the middle of the night "you better not harm that cafeteria worker again."

Anyways at that early age I developed a strong interest in magic. I found books on it at the library, lots of them. My parents didn't seem to mind much, at first. But this turned into a slowly increasing interest in black magic over white. But it came about in full when I turned 13. At that age I'd sold my soul to Satan. I was very interested in what was called "The Satanic Panic" at that time. Which had scores of movies based on Satanic Evils and Devil Worshiping themes.

Somewhere among this was my video game phase. And I played video games heavily until I was 20. I would first play Super Mario Bros on my Nintendo. I also had Mega Man 4. But my favorite game was Ninja Gaiden 2 that I played along with the music on my cassette tape One by Queen (the tape just having Queens song One.) And later when I got a SNES I'd play Mario World. By the time I was 15, nearly 16, my Devil Worshipping Phase was coming to an end. But first when I was in school my friend told me he saw The Satanic Bible in the book store of the nearby mall. A book I was looking every where for. Finding it, I stuffed it in my pocket, went home with my mother driving me back, not knowing I had it. And it slowly changed my Devil Worship into this philosophy of LaVey, it's author, with I found no Devil Worship inside it or any real belief in Demons or Satan to begin with. Which I was very disappointed by. I slowly became an atheist due to LaVey's atheistic philosophy, but I never totally became an atheist.

So if anything LaVey's Satanism reduced the evil in my heart. So did a threat to be committed to a psych ward if I didn't snap out of it. That threat made me snap out of it, but more than that did my mother's tears. I was a satanic Sociopath.

I think I was 14 when a friend at school told me about Final Fantasy 4. He said I should play it, which I did. And the leveling up, HP and such was difficult to grasp at first but after I learned how to play it, I was hooked. I played Final Fantasy 4 day and night. I was mesmerized by it, attached to it. The stories in Final Fantasy are very involving. Then when I was just a little older than that the same happened all over again with Final Fantasy 6, and later 8.

Shortly after my video game days were about at it's end I had a vampire phase. This was fueled by Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles and my gothic girlfriend, whom shared my interests. And many things were happening at once in my life at this time. But most of it came from interest in Anne Rice, Type O Negative, The Book of Nod and other such vampire things. I made an altar in my closet for Lilith, complete with black candles and rubber bats. But really this phase in me didn't last long, four years at most.

The next phase in my life was with dealing with Schizophrenia. I'd gotten kicked out of boot camp for it and became a lost and crazy person thinking the strangest things. I had experiences I considered metaphysical but doctors and my parents thought were some kind of lunacy, at when it became too much to handle I was committed to the State Psych Hospital in New Mexico (in Las Vegas New Mexico.) And was quickly fixed with medication. The fog in my head dissipated. I could think clear again. The government kind of took up where my parents left off. At age 20, just a few months after turning 20, I was accepted to receive social security.

My life afterwards was filled with moving around a lot and I really for the feeling that I wasn't schizophrenic and never was. I thought they'd make a mistake. I thought, well maybe what happened back then just went away. Maybe it wasn't as bad as I had thought. And maybe I don't need schizophrenic medicine. So I stopped taking it. And I became crazy—thinking, like thinking strange things, delusions, which were sometimes genius things, but all of these things coming from one who'd gone off the deep end, lost in his thoughts, seeing and hearing demons and things, and having been overloaded by these. Some of my thoughts were intangible, though a higher grasp of intelligence. It took me years to learn never stop medication.

I really do believe that a medication can be made for Schizophrenia that can remove it's negative traits but keep it's positive ones and on so doing a pill that creates an evolved mind.

37. The idea Christian Satanic Church

This I believe covers every good thing a Christian Satanic Church could be. Anyone who would take this as an opportunity will do well.

First special attention must be given in spreading forth far an wide, but especially locally, Christian Satanism. Without a general knowledge about Christian Satanism a person has nothing to where to go. They may find a building near them strange one of Christian Satanism. So distribution must occupy some of it's time any Christian Satanic material. I have made my books each be about the size of a magazine, readily reproduced, in public domain. These can both be sold and freely given.

There is an e meter for Scientology. Christian Satanism has a device too which I have displayed in a former book. It is a sphere that goes over one's head and changes color of lights. I've found these suitable in meditative thinking, hypnotic, trance inducing, conductive to spiritual thinking.

The Church should hire a person to write for the church a book or some other kind of creative work. S/he should be hired based on talent strictly only furnishing those that are good at what they do. They should be given the material they need to do so. And as payment may keep it (a lap top to write books, a canvas and paint, a keyboard to compose with, etc.)

Church should set up a time and set of things for it's members to do online. Things that it's members do in order to popularize Christian Satanism, or at least introduce it. Creativity from it's members should have good, useful instruction. Methods to popularize and expand Christian Satanism should be given importance.

And then there are regularly sermons like any church would have, and the better processes, those proven productive, should be incorporated into method.

38. If you do not put God in your life He will not put himself in yours. As like a thing "out of sight out of mind."

Naturally anyone who never talks to his friend will be forgotten by them. A relationship is two sided and a push and pull. If you don't need someone, someone doesn't need you. If you do not talk to God regularly, why would he talk to you?

If you do not put God in your life then he is not there. He has no place to be. And he has nothing to show you knowing it will not be seen, anyways. But when you put God in your life he will be there. If you acknowledge him he will look back. If you think of him he will know it. He will think about you if you think about him.

This is so of The Devil, too. They that are not back and forth with him, they that are nothing influenced by him will just not be there with him. But those that are a partner with him and at least serve him a little will invite him in their life, especially if they are good at what they do. There is no "I" in team. And don't look a gift horse in the mouth. Nothing is owed. If a relationship works, then yeah it should usually be 50/50. But for the other may it be sixty or seventy, to your favor, to being needed, appreciated, useful. It is a privilege to have God or Satan in your life, after all.

39. If Lucifer is the spirit of liberation than those liberated are his reflection.

So very well we see from liberated, freedom based societies The Devil's music, films, and books. Where freedom was came from freedoms lacking, and at last were Satanic things made, such as Churches, movies, books, etc. For more than a thousand years such thing would have marked you for death. But when we eased into our freedom and could do these things we did. Just because it was to do what was before impossible. And it really is the Devil's music being made.. as well as TV and whatever else. Even the most plain music by today's standards had Satanic charm back then. But people have become insensitive to it. Considering bands to come later, such as Slayer, things very liberally are Satanic, sometimes, even often. We the People are the Devil's People. The New World is the Devil's World. Those pieces just fall together so naturally that it has to be so.

It is not such good social graces to be Christian these days. Where once their pomp and circumstances laid the line of what was once right and wrong people who are Christian are out of favor, not presence. They were privileged to lay down what was socially right, correct, and preferable. Just recently the fumed and quabbled about homosexuality being wrong. Their standards don't suit us these days. They are socially and politically incorrect. They used to be the design for what was socially and politically correct. Now they are seen for what they've always been: a group of people so damning that they'd slaughter any that weren't well enough like them.

And now we have separation of church and state. And thank God! Because given power, Christians are murderous dictators. They could say they are no longer that way. That they learned better. But no, they just no longer have the legal permission to force their philosophy down other people's throats.

And how much colorful things have been made do to Satanic forces. Those forces released upon our great American nation and such good it is that it leaks into every pore of the Earth. Christians spend nearly all of their time judging others, even when these kinds of people are no where around them. People that have no standing or difference in there life, good or bad. They know well what God hates.

So naturally the question can be asked, where does Christian Satanism comes in? Christian Satanism is like ice melted in a fire. It is like a warm coat put on in the winter. We cloth ourselves with balance. We present a more reasonable scale. We wish for the lesser harm. That though a person may mistakes that we don't have to abolish her or him as a problem. We just wish to make things a little better than they have it. And that is both the most loving and the most reasonable thing to do. To reduce their suffering. To reduce the danger that may be posed on them. That is Christian Satanic. That only if a person is way off course harming others, s/he is left alone. And we try to make lives a little better without harming everyone with a sense of moral perfection.

40. Be tight and selfish toward your possessions. Do not give what is yours to others. Hold onto them tightly. And if anyone asks for what is yours hold it back from them, keep it.

It takes strength to tell someone no who asks something from you. But every person should be self sufficient. There are a lot of considerations here. The first thing to consider is why can't they provide for their own self? Well if they have money but come short of their needs then they don't want to spend their money on it. They want you to buy it for them. These people will come to your home asking for food late in the month. For the first week or so they ate at McDonald's everyday. But you were more responsible. They need someone responsible for them. Don't be. You didn't get mc Donald's for days on in. You drank tea, not soda hourly. They are there smoking Marlboro and you are smoking pipe tobacco. Then they come up to you asking for some of yours. Theirs ran out, along with their money.

So the first thing to consider is why they need what is yours. They wear Nike shoes and step right into your house asking for things.

The second thing to consider, or know in this case, is that no body owes any one anything. You do not owe anyone you haven't borrowed from. You aren't their mommy. You ain't there daddy. And you ain't their bank. But you will be frequently visited as such if you let as little as one yes slip by. A little is never enough. These people are incredibly lacking. They sigh and think, Thank God, I have a source from which to take.

They will make empty promises, to consider another thing. They will say, if you give me (something "small") then I will pay you back double.. no? How about triple. I'll pay you back triple! But when the time comes to pay you back they immediately proceed to reason in their minds that what they owe is too much, and that isn't fair. And if you get anything back you can expect it to be menial, small.

They will be offended by hearing no. Many such people have pride in how well they hustle. They feel like a lesser person from anyone telling them no.

And maybe the worst thing about such people is that they'd altogether ignore any reason you give them why you simply can't afford to help them. They don't care. You tell them you are nearly out of something. It goes in one ear and out the other. You tell them you are saving up for something. They don't care, it goes right past them.

So the lesson here is to be purposefully tight. To keep all you have like it's stuck on as glue. That even the least thing, you don't give them. And along with the fact you do not sell or pawn your things. Along the same lines, you treasure what you have and that it be a source of pride.

41. I was offended when I was asked once about how they could get a social security check like me. There are some people who believe that all Schizos are faking it. There are many that do. I can tell. I've been asked how they could pull it off. But my condition was true, and I had no advice for them.

I believe that their should be a universal basic income, more than anything. And if such a thing were so then you would probably see a Stark decrease in "mentally ill" patients. It would just drop, just like that.

But I've known people to cheat their way into a free income provided by the government. Whether it be any petty problem, a bad knee, a headache, diabetes, what all else. I know someone that did much as I did but without merit, entering into the same clinic as me, setting up a "wanted need" for therapy. Getting counseling for many unnecessary years. If there is one thing true about therapy and such, they need you to stay, to continue getting paid. They will fight for your cause. They are behind you! They know they need you (to get paid.) Naturally the business wants you to keep coming back. They want a regular check up. It's only natural. People need sympathy for themselves. They listen to a therapist like it's a love song. They probably are after high inducing drugs, like an upper. There's a lot to get out of the mental health system and all it takes to get in is a little lying. Who are they to doubt you? If they refuse you and something bad happens, they could get sued! They can't legally turn down the very needy as a matter of fact. They're not going to tell someone they are lying. Given that there is no real test to know someone has a schizophrenic or depressed brain, there is little proof that anyone is lying. Besides, like I said, it's the money that matters.

As for me? I have one hell of a record. I was in special education. I was removed from the Marines for Schizophrenia. I was committed. My longest commitment a few years. I have been in a psych hospital a dozen times. I have slit my wrists twice, seriously. I have consumed Clorox bleach, Raid, and oven cleaner. And crazy is crazy. And this is crazy.

42. We are at a moment in time much like an umbilical cord. We can only have a slight sense to this. We don't really know where we are going. But we do know to a next level we are going. Meaning that science is creating a second reality. Our cell phones, our technology and such, we are connected to. People cling to these things tightly. They are bringing us into what can be called "level two reality."

And when we've arrived there we will have a whole new world before us. We will be like one walking through a dense Forrest. This new place will be astonishing for us, mysterious and that hasn't been for us since the middle ages.. since our cave man days. We once had a world that was mysterious. We used to believe in goblins and trolls, fairies, spirits, alchemy, astrology. The world used to be mysterious but now we understand it precisely. And we are going to a place never known. A new kind of place tech wise, science wise, we know little about.

When human kind is born again into this new place with new frontiers, ages will not go by until s/he fully understands it. Then not the smartest person could tell you what comes beyond that. We are going to a place far far away from anything Star Trek or the most clever sci fi show could illustrate. In this new world we are being born. And we will drink the milk of God hood. Human kind is becoming God.

43. A person with quiet steps goes upward on his own not wishing for interference, doing what s/he does, naturally.

But a person with loud steps stomps his feet down so that he may be heard.

The loud stepper may alert those above who will tell her "stay down there! We don't want you up here!"

But the person who quietly reaches the upper floor finds his own room, and rests.

44. We are living in a eruptious time. People have their causes driven into the wall like mad men hammering in a nail that's already been hammered in. People are driven into their causes. They are lost in them. They've gone far introcately into them. They leave our no detail. They stare at singular details as though under a microscope. But not much is getting done, not by them. If life is good enough and we'll for me why isn't it for them? What it seems they do is very simple, and generally not needed. Do anyone ever just sit back and wait, or just relax in a good world? I am such a person. I like to sit and wait.

There are many good reasons to just sit and wait. Everyone around is falling pretty. They are a little too connected to each other. They are way too obsessive. They are dragging each other down to hell. They find no contentment. Good for them is never good enough.

Why can I sit day to day without any kind of problem weighing down on me? Am I that successful in life or is it that they cannot be settled with life as it is it's not perfect enough? It's unsettling? They need reason. They need purpose. They need groups and street cleaners. They won't sit around doing nothing. I sit down doing nothing often. My responsibilities are few. Unless I am well paid I am not going to walk around with a picket sign. To take time out of the day to carry a sign and Garner concern for people who have no use for me otherwise?

What damage is done is a wound that won't heal. As lawlessness increases so does anarchy, unto total anarchy unto the possibility of the end of democracy. That is the overall point—these people who bicker ceaselessly are causing a spirit of rebellion so strong that as to be counterproductive. Not being settled on what is gone enough and destroying things all the while is going to cost them. Is going to cost us all. Discipline has left us. Real tolerance has too. People wish to seep into your every poor. One slight mishap could cost ya. They point their fingers. They psychologically examine every person. They evaluate people on the strictest basis. And they find nothing good, being each each and all very bitter.

I go to the store. I buy some harmful deadly repulsive unacceptably menthol tobacco. Then I pick up some diabetes causing bad poor choice diet food. Then I go get some tea from a perfectly well blended finest choice tea leaves from Lipton because the generic isn't there. I go to my home and live in a treatment facility by the way where the staff doesn't like me having caffeine past one in the afternoon. And food provided on this treatment facility is fruits and vegetables. So I have about four oranges that day and a banana, that's healthy, and when I go smoke it is outside down stairs away from the house in a corner. And you can imagine how this feels to me. I have a lot to keep off of my mind. We all do, don't we? Actually I just brush off anything that's said.

For them there is no peace. So others can't be free and peaceful. Misery loves company. And they very well and proudly carry the weight upon their shoulders. They have a cross that isn't Devine. They are caught up in a big filthy mess thinking all the while it can be cleaned. But such messes will always be. They rummage through it from the moment they open their eyes in the morning until they close them at night and only God knows what they dream of. These people are like those thinking "what a mess, what a mess" at all hours. They pour into every report they forsake no detail they are involved in petty matters that have nothing to do with them. As big as the nation is the occurrences are very well few and isolated. But one bad thing found in some small corner of the world will command them still and gravely serious against it. Problems are always going to be. And for every one problem in the list of no no's there will be a thousand or more trying to fix it, with important matters just grazed over. What is an important matter? Well a child got kidnapped, a dictator is cruelly oppressing his people.

The Christian Satanist should be just a bit stander kept far enough away not to be deemed associated with it. Be deliberately agreeable to anyone who presents to you their cause. If you see something before you concerning these attitudes and purposes, pass it by. Don't read into it at all because if you do something crappy may stir within. Tend to your own life as best as you can. Let others fight their own battles. You shouldn't have to be wrapped around other cultures. You should have the ability and allowance to tend and care for your own culture, the Christian Satanists. We have our own culture. We shouldn't have to be forced to involve ourselves with other people's cultures. Christian Satanists are our bird of a feather and we should not have to have stray birds flying behind us. If you see a Christian Satanist, a true Christian Satanist, consider them as the most highly connected type of family. That transcends race, gender, and all other things. Don't fight for other people's cultures. Just fight for your own.

45. Any place where cultures have blended together so much that being any one thing is perfectly acceptable is a good place for me. People in San Francisco don't care about your own personal tastes in music. Liking any kind of music and any kind of song is perfectly fine with them. But shame would have been brought down on me if I did the same in the center regions of the country. There it is very narrow. In Texas, Cowboys, in New Mexico, rap gangsters. You couldn't find the diversity you find here.

The same goes with the way you dress in San Francisco. With so many people coming from different nation's and other areas in this nation, with so many different races here, sexual identities, you name it, a man can walk down the street in a dress, to one further end of an example, and I've seen drag queens, but also those dressed as pirates and even someone walking around in a cheap super man costume. I've seen people wearing crowns! And I've seen people half naked.

46. We might be needing a Separation of Medics and State. The psychiatric system is pouring into the prison system as far as it can go. People are being forced to accept medical treatment that they don't want. People are receiving governmentally produced benefits for accepting medical care when the government should be an indifferent presence to it. It is good that a person received help when s/he needs it but it isn't good that a person be forced into taking it. But they are beginning to force on others laws that force them into living a precisely healthy life style, in many different ways. Soda is being taxed, as well as less healthy food becoming prohibited. But for those spiritually minded is given no understanding. Atheistic people are forcing their own mortal concerns upon us while we, the Christian Satanists, are just along for the ride. Privacy should be a thing sacred. A person's space should be substantial. Governmental influence and interference should be minimal. And nutritional science should be cast away with shame.

But our lives are always being ordered around. We are being told what to do and to do it well. We are to make a regimen in keeping healthy. We are made to jog and eat fibrous food.

But this is most unsuitable for the Christian Satanist. The Christian Satanist is a carnal kind of person. One worldly and yet spiritual. Rigorously healthy lifestyles are not suitable for us. They are most un fitting. We want to have the pleasure of the world but it is being taken out of our hands. We are put into a place that would have our healthy little lives keep us from things simply known to be good. We have our purpose and our duty. The Christian Satanic purpose does not give us enough time to be observant, stressed, overly cautious hypochondriacs. It takes away the very quality of life to have forced upon is a bland plate. Our purpose through Christian Satanism is the most important aspect of life but all of the joys of the Earth would be taken by doctors who are atheistic nuts.

These doctors are very well and true quacks. They blatantly refute us as delusional people who think some great being created the world. They think we poison everything. The truth is that they simply have no truth in what they say, when it comes to us. The scientific intellectual prides himself on his knowledge. Then they look out of the corner of their eye and see us, these people just so naturally disbelieving her or him. It must be very difficult to have a handful of people that believe her or him and another handful that don't. What happens because of it is spite against us. It's enough to make them rage. They hate us, and hate us enough to have to hold themselves back.

They think we believe falsely that a great being created "this," and it irks them because they, being more proud of their intellect than anything else, whose pride only comes from intellect could have people in his face who far too simplistically believe that a great being created this Earth and the things of it.

Those that never try and practice spirituality of any given well developed kind just simply do not know what kind of mind those that do, have. I for one have never practiced Buddhism. And I don't just presume to know what it is like in their minds. As far as I know it is very peaceful. And I am even limited to the word peaceful. I just don't know what it is like for them.

I have a better idea of how the practice of Christianity feels. Good practice, involved practice. I know how Christians who are dedicated to their gospel and such feel. And as for other spiritual practices or those practicing witch craft. Devil's very well are in their lives, some of them. But Devil's must not like scientists. Maybe they want the scientist to do what he does. I can tell you it is a truth that I have seen demons during my lifetime. More than a few times, and many more times I have heard the. And I have seen visions that were remarkably satanic.

Of course a scientist or any kind of atheist won't believe it. And here they are telling me that there is no such thing as them. But there is for me, just not for them. It isn't a practical way of thinking to assume whatever doesn't appear to them isn't so. Yet they envelop their minds around metaphysical things just the same. It comes in a different form. But it is just as supernatural an idea, multi dimensions, the farther end of technology and science is just magic. They know that very complicated signals exist in the air, telecommunication, but it is too difficult for them to accept that maybe there are spirits in the air just the same

My own visions, the devil's I've seen and heard, they'd just refute as Schizophrenic. There have been many just like me speaking the truth that they've seen such things and communicated with them, of whom there are tons of thousands. To them they are all liars, or else deluded Schizos.

47. They should never had bothered L Ron Hubbard. I predict that Scientology will become a very common religion for all, one widespread more than it already is, if they keep doing what they're doing. I always wanted the success of Scientology. I support what they do. Much of what they do is poorly misinterpreted by uneducated people. I really do like this religion. I would have become a Scientologist if I wasn't committed in a psychiatric hospital for psychosis. Such people as that and I cannot do auditing. But I do what I can otherwise. I support it.

L Ron Hubbard wrote that a Scientologist can have any god they choose. I wish to be that good, and I am deserving. If any Scientologist would accept me as their good than I will do all I can for their benefit. This is what I said openly to crowds of people while I was homeless. I said loudly and openly "Scientologists, may I be your god?" and I would present speeches to present scientology in the right light. I caught the eye and ear off at least one Scientologist, who called me good and said thank you, giving me a Pepsi and some Rold Gold Pretzels. More than once, on fact.

I have a certain fondness with scientologists. I really do like the people. I have in my heart a covenant with them. I wish for their every success. Most of all that I share a same enemy psychiatrists by whom I've been hatefully abused. Being afraid that psychiatrists are gaining too much power and possibly have too much control over people like myself, with the crazy methods they've historically adopted, I have Scientology as a hope. They are the only group that is outwardly against them. They expose them for who they are. And they are for me a dividing line and a hope.

And for me no reasons being understood really, but I just want to see what the world would be like if more people were Scientologists. I'd like to see what the world would be like we're it was the one major religion. And I guess it has always been in my nature. That I always supported the underdog just to be able to enjoy their success more fully. I've read into scientology—it is genius! It is superior over any kind of psychological field you could find. L. Ron Hubbard deserves as much attention as Freud had gotten, and after all these years the "great Freud who slew the head of Medusa in psychiatry" who taught about penis envy and girls lusting after their father, that cigars are dicks.. is finally being seen as the pervert he is. And hopefully L. Ron Hubbard can step on an take his place. If nothing else L. Ron Hubbard was a person of morals, principles, and virtue.. someone clearly a philanthropist.

48. Originality goes a long way. Originality is a personal way. It belongs to one person, it is not something taken nor being shared as slice of one pie. It's one's own thing being fathered by one person. To be the only one doing any given thing is true creation, singular creation, to be the whole of one creation.

Those that originated any given thing can get patents on them, which is right. Those that created the first of any given thing deserve the most control over it. Those that have looked far and wide considering many things or have just stumbled into it, either way the original creator of anything should have a lot to say on it. They deserve more attention.

But also consider originality from those that may not have been the first to create something particularly, but that were nonetheless so much better both in improving something and doing it differently that it is original itself. For example the Odyssey came before the Atari that came before the Nintendo. But the Nintendo was a far stone's throw away from anything before it. It was better. It was much differently made. It was the first of it's kind.

Without much improvement things will not evolve. So it is as important as originality. That things get better all the time and that they evolve is something we all need. So if you aren't making just another pea in a pod but making something newly better than has been, you're a person we all need. But to be the first to create something and that something is good, is important too. But to do little improvement or worse, taking things back ward is kind of shameful. Sometimes evolving means new directions are needed. That we have to start over. My TV is digital but often pixilated. My cell phone battery is small, and my cell phone has much less ram and memory than my lap top. But because of people being agreed that cell phones are better, cell phones will catch up—and that's good. We may have not gone to Mars yet but we will damn sure be ready and loaded to.

49. Originality gives a soul. Uniqueness, and individuality, as they co—occur, makes a person that has a soul, instead of sharing their soul with others. That you are attached to a purpose, does, too. You are directing your existence, and so truly exist. The more you are consistently acting on something the more you are. You are as one doing even when you have little control over other things. By having a habit you want to have the more you are controlling your soul. Otherwise you are a person you just haphazardly control. You are a little lost, you're even a lot lost if you are not controlling what you do. If you have nothing done then you have the same kind of soul that a couch potato has—as a person of only input bringing in.

To have a soul you have to have strongly determined will and bring it outwardly. That you are attached to a purpose you are directed continually to action regarding it, and though what you otherwise do varies widely and is not in your control, to have a purpose is to bring about existence of one's self as an identifiable thing.

To exist is to be strongly particular. Those that have definite choices definitely exist. So this is the Christian Satanic dogma of "Definite Existence." You can have little to no control over your own destiny otherwise.

To be strongly opposed to something is to demand a better existence. It is to create a place suitable for one's own self. It is to allow yourself to be, more greatly. It is to be where you would be instead of having to be removed. To be strongly against something is to demand your existence be upheld, because in your world you will have a lesser burden of sympathy that requires you to desire separation. A bad world is cumbersome.

In becoming something new we add to the depth of our soul. In increasing our practical knowledge we all have a soul. After you fully have a soul the next natural step is to concentrate it. And the third level to be achieved is to add dimension to our existence. And the more we broaden that existence the greater it's dimension. The further we may go and the more potential we have to develop.

Pick up on the tune that makes others happy and be happy with them. One is not entirely happy on her or his own. S/he is happy through others, proud through others, accomplished through others.

50. An governmental group for good use of science may have to be implemented. These should be fully able and competent at preventing and abolishing bad and especially harmful uses of science. Where it is not so much moral implementation of rules, but simply there to keep criminal uses of sciences committed by either individuals or groups from occurring. Things like high tech guns and eventually things such as Laser guns, peeping Tom tech, sciences used for perverted things, practical rape, sciences that harm others or can pose a very deadly threat to a large body of people.

Its apparent enough that science can hurt people or help them. But this governmental group should veer away from posing moral rules, such as willing cloning or genetic improvement anyone may wish to use. Most of all they should focus on good uses of sciences like those that could end starvation, homelessness, and suffering. Things that could lengthen life, even indefinitely, and that protect people against criminals. These sciences should be geared toward making life better and not allowing others to intrude over it. Because as good as any particular science is to keep people well and safe there are going to be a handful of people using science cleverly to harm others—and history has shown that these are often the most innocent. No one cares if they harm the deserving.

I can certainly see such a governmental body coming forth that will maximize good life and minimize suffering while preventing any one or any group from diminishing these.

51. The art of arts

People paint in pre existing styles and even paint in an all new style, but few or none paint on more than one style at once. Someone doesn't pain an impressionistic abstract painting.

But music is different, to some extent. People will write rap songs with metal elements, or a country rock song. There is music that often is a merging of two things, and many forms of music that are entirely different than the rest. Nirvana was too different to be called what's been named. So they called it grunge. There are mostly sub definitions to any music, like not pop by itself as most are doing but "bubble gum" pop, not metal but "hair," "death," "black," or even "pagan" metal.

Books have a very broad categorization. Not only just bring called fiction but being called what kind of fiction, as "horror," "romance," or "thriller." Non fiction being split into areas of fields.

This is the simplest way to think about it. I can add another simple thing: vehicles are very differently classified. And so are the parts inside. These are specific, from car to truck, van to Jeep, station wagon to go cart, moped, and motorcycle.

Clothing is very differently classified too.

If you can create something all new you would have to come up with what new remains undone. Like with a game plan in regards to making something not yet done for one you must have a clear idea of what has been. If you are going to make a new kind of book you have to know what hasn't been done. And this can be very time consuming. There have been people trying to know new things just as much as you or more. There have been a large number of them too. As time passes by even the least has been done, and to the greatest. The ideas that remain are particularly difficult to think about.

Most importantly my point being made, that the best you can do is to be ready for anything new. To be the first to tread it's ground. This has always proven to bring about the greatest successes for people. People that snatched up new internet domain names, became rich. People that first made video game consoles and those that made the earlier games for them became rich. And it all goes with the saying "the early bird catches the worm."

52. Two heads are better than one

How few are the circles of people brought together to establish for themselves wealth. Most circles come together to maybe just socialize, to "shoot the breeze," to small talk. Or else party. Some get together for many reasons, but few bound themselves together to create something new, something so desired as to make them wealthy. I'm not talking about large corporations but a small group of friends. This is how apple and Microsoft started, and apple. It is how these places usually started out. That they were smart people who got together to get rich and do something great, something new. Like bands do before they are signed. Before they can even try to be signed.

The government often brings such people together and corporations do it all the time. But far more seldom do a group of friends establish an association geared toward having a good and strict plan to come up with something that could make them wealthy and famous.

But when it was done it often lead to something that was developing rapidly. That at first what they were doing may have seem menial, insignificant, but then out of the blue they had to rapidly expand to fill a burning need. And what was one day a small thing became expansive and unstoppable.

Some areas have already been treaded on too much to bother with. Video games are made by large teams of people over many years using equipment you could never afford. Things like software and basement built computers has become too evolved for a regular group of people to expect to profit from it. So the limitations must be known. You are limited to resources. You'd have to find something to do that your small group could do yet be revolutionary.

But if you put your heads together long enough I'm sure you could come up with the right thing to do, something needed, something that hasn't been over done. Something mostly new. Something your group is capable of. All you need is one great idea. One bound to be irresistible. One bound to succeed.

53. God is Time, Jesus is water, Satan is Nature, and Lucifer is light.

Knowing this, how will you be married to the world? In order to be married to the world fulfill these six steps:

  1. Cast about things upon the Earth such as rings and green marbles. Things that once found will be regarded as treasure, or at least pleasant to have been pulled up. Become a trash author. This is done by writing anything: notating music or drawing, leaving notes, ideas, a professional of faith. Then rolling it up into a bottle and placing it somewhere it could be found, even much later. In fact the later it is found the better as long as it holds up. And put something inside that bottle.

  2. Consider the world. Be in awe toward it. Find it wonderful, even captivating. Love the world. Embrace it. Welcome it. Enjoy it. Consider it on the whole. Consider human kind. How developed he has become. That there is more to it than meets the eye. Watch the twilight become dawn. Gaze up unto Orion in the winter.

  3. Enjoy the good things of the Earth be they food or material possessions. Go to places you like being, whether it is nature or swimming in a pool. Eat good food, enjoy good music. Become caught up in it and enjoy all it has to offer.

  4. Accept it as overall good. Forgive it for being hard on you. Put aside your differences for it. Learned to be loved by the sun enjoying all of the seasons of your life. Do not be too confounded. Remove your self from any bad thing upon the Earth. Continue your love of the Earth and by so doing the Earth will bring to you many good things.

  5. Build upon the Earth a good home for yourself. And while inside think about all the good the Earth has to offer and bring it inside, unto you. Be restful with the Earth. Have a good bed. Hug the Earth. Be planted firmly into it inside your home. Spend your days relaxing being thankful of life.

  6. Understand the magnificence, the all encompassing power, wonder, glory of Earth. Be transformative with it. Feel the feeling of it being shared by many others, those along with you and those that have gotten from the Earth all good things. The Earth is your home. May it be yours forever. And may we all share it, having our own separate, carefully chosen parts within and live in good harmony. Cast away all hateful people as much as you can and enter into a true brotherhood of man.

54. It is no doubt that I walked the Earth as an individualist. I had some minor influences from gangster rap. I had much influence from metal. But on the whole I have been an individualist and about altogether one as I became an adult. So I was a sort of lonely person that felt he could not be one with man. Because as much as they say that things like music being universally shared isn't any strong influence over people, they are totally wrong.

People are destructive in their nature that bond together. And I have felt my best option was to be removed from it. And because of it I never hurt anyone. I never have taken any drug. I was homeless for a year. But I did no drug and I didn't steal, and I never whored myself out as the homeless usually do. When someone ever came up to me looking for a friend I cautiously turned her or him down.

And I grew up being unable to find any type of person or group I could be a part of. Those that were the best options were their selves very lacking. LaVey's Satanists are mean people they are the worst kind of hair splitters. And even many of them do drugs or are just unapproachable.

So naturally I considered as carefully as possible the least type of pollution I could find, but even the least of it was suffocating.

Then I created the idea people to have around and the best gift to the Earth itself The Christian Satanist.

It is a culture I could be a part of. Where I would lack any given thing I know that they will supplement me, and the same for them. I am altogether satisfied with what kind of people I created in them. And I am sure that it will be the best, most significant thing since Jesus himself. Hell, maybe I can even be the Devil's Son if I do well enough, as you can too, us all together, daughters and sons to the diabolical man who would have paradise on Earth. A good kind of hell, not a scorchery bad one.

55. Sexual Immorality

To be sexually attracted to someone or to simply lust does no harm. It is just natural. God gave you a pecker someone once told me. And his words came along as wiser than Paul.

Somethings though are the worst of crimes. Such as bestiality and kid molestation. The first only comes from the most decrepit kind of human being. S/he has violated a boundary badly. Let him have shame. Such people should be executed. Anyone with the right mind knows that children are precious. They don't need any reason on knowing so. They just know children are a precious thing. But he whose mind exploits them and who molests them are looking at what normal people find innocent and sacred, sexually, not the same. Such as those that harm them should be executed too.

56. I live day by day. Even hour by hour. I always kept the idea that if I could make the current 45 minutes the best it could be than I wouldn't have any problem in living. I carried this concept in incarceration and it served me well. I don't consider anything bad that can occur in the future. Today I have. And tomorrow I can probably find that my problem is easily managed. More than most things Jesus taught me this kind of teaching for me stood out. It stuck. If I follow into a problem I'd just deliver great stress into that day.

Its important to let things occur one at a time. If you have deadlines then you'd only do the work up unto it. You'd be accomplished day by day, though. Still, you should sometimes consider going the extra mile and not keep yourself from that. I've been through the worst of things, no doubt. But I have never found a problem too great. Things have always been easily enough easy. If I were homeless again I wouldn't be alarmed by it. It's never more difficult than you think. Things have a way of working out.

By many means I ought be dead. I consumed some terrible poisons. But my body is fine. Of course it may not always be. We all age. We all deteriorate. But that just let's me take things more easily. To eat the cake even for dinner. A donut for breakfast after a morning cigarette. Some booze to relax with. No vigorous exercise. I'll be just fine until the time must come that I fall prey to old age and death.

57. To what extent are you honest with yourself? Being honest with yourself is indicative of Christian Satanism. That though sometimes being honest with others can be quite harmful, or just not wanted, as we all don't think the same. But bring honest with yourself will bring about a greater overall true awareness. Ask yourself how much you like or dislike something. Try to know the reasons why. Build around your daily life the root of knowledge from which you are. From what you will be. To what's choice for you, and how much or how little you want something in your life

Consider how things might be better. Consider how many things could be a little better. Take the time to improve your life overall, thereby. What would you want to happen? What would you want to change? Look far outside your self to find what you are missing, and then bring it in. It can be challenging to think so much! That things are naturally around you as they naturally have been stapled on. A cup of coffee every morning and many things that you have taken up and posted in your daily life.

But there is .ore life than you know. There is some sense of adventure you might be missing. You have yet to find a new good thing in some time. Things can only get ever better for those who think outside their normal and comfortable set – up. Those that go about in life as a repetitive routine don't have much of a soul. But those that do are truly alive, not living in an automated manner.

There are people that live automatic. Then there are people with their hand at the wheel. There are people that are driven places, anywhere that looks nice, usually the same old accustomed place. Then there are people who look over the map and know the area well.

58. Taking a good leap beyond what is typical for you is a powerful thing to do. Most people will live ever having stayed in their own field. Their own realm, environment. But those that broadly go other places will be able to connect what was typical to what is like a new uncharted land. They may find the best of people there, too. They will have gone from a daily inch to a mile. That is a fearsome challenge, it is superiorly challenging. You can then look at the steps behind you. You could draw a line from then to now and will not be as most. Most who step forward and inch at a time day to day in life. There are those who learned to walk. Then there are those that went on to only take small steps. But a person who breaks his own limitations and climbs over towering boundaries will learn to do one thing well and when s)he is good at it won't continue. They will move on to something scary, unfamiliar, and master that too.

A person can spend all their days doing one thing. But some have obtained far reaching mastery.

Spontaneity lends to adventure. Not much else does. A person who does not stay on any one thing for two long has a lot of things on his plate. Not just meat but many kinds of meat, meat that is choice, with the best sauce you could find. And a lot of pride to go alongside it. A new trade is a further example of this. It is not even so important as lesser, easier examples, like transforming your daily habits. To do something entirely different from time to time. To have you talents you either keep or change into something different.

59. Relationships

I cannot speak for all but the type of relationship that means most to me is to have good counsel. To have someone who knows me very well. Someone to want the best for me. Someone involved with what I am doing. And someone of good advice. Someone I wouldn't have to be a particular way with. And someone whom I can be open with and not restricted by in the way I act. I imagine myself like a child that I could be childish with, not someone who is interacted with in the strictest sense. Someone to watch movies with on a couch. And movies that for which we have the same interest. A partner in crime.

52. My enemies are people who interfere with me in my daily life. They come in between me at any moment interfering with my perfectly normal working doings. When they can't leave me alone, then they are my enemies, or at least someone I hate. I don't like my life being disrupted by any one unless it is just a part of my responsibility. I have to go to a clinic, or court, and that's fine, it is my responsibility. But those that approach me out of the blue and interview me I detest. And if it is just to much I will halt them in their tracks and remove myself.

Those that find I am not doing any given thing just right I sense are wanting control over me. That when I do any of my chores or jobs perfectly well enough but they find problems with, problem after problem, I detest. And anyone who can not leave me alone but are looking for a friendship, I don't like. I do not need a smoking buddy.

People who've just got to share an opinion with me and when that opinion is negative come across as jealous people. They'll point out look at this grammatical errors. Or, do you only write about one thing? Such snotty people can be intolerable especially considering that the least I've done is the most from most people.

"Let's get up and go to the park! It's healthy! It's good for you!" and when I say no they want my reasons why and if I give them any reason they will stand there and refute it. They will make counterpoints. They that don't take no for an answer are my enemies especially in such a case as this. I am an adult and my body is my own but any who would take control over it imposing health rules on it are violating me, and they are my enemy.

But it all boils down to one simple thing: those that come into my personal space any given moment and detract from my naturally occurring good will, good doing, and pleasant feeling. So I had to come up with a solution to this. Many, really. That if it is significant I will so strongly stop them. Like Al Capone said, "Don't mistake my kindness for weakness. I am kind to everyone, but when someone is unkind to me, weak is not what you are going to remember about me." And isn't that a common perspective? I could have made the same exact quote in my lifetime at some point.

You have to be strong and firm with minimal mercy, if any. And it's too bad. I am kind to everyone all the time. Except when other's aren't. I just don't come up to someone and dump a lot of garbage on their lap. But there are many who do. And they thrive off of it. I wish for such people the very worst of things. That they die by their own sword. That someone takes their sword from their very hand and pierces right through their stomach with it. Nothing could come too soon. Big old bubba with his big mouth got his lip busted this morning. He kept on shit talking someone and got a concussion.
