(Whoopsh!) Top Of Morning Ya To Laddies! My Name is Jacksepticeye. Welcome to a game Called "Far From Noise".!
Which I saw a little clip of in like an indie game real at one of the e3 they think or some
Thing that I was watching online about video games had this in the middle of it.
And I was going down through the list and I was writing down the names of games that looked really cool that I wanted to
Play potentially in the future, and this finally came out like two days ago. I didn't even really
Realize that it was out until I went to steam and it was just sitting there on the the store page so I wanted to
Give it a try from what I understand. It's a game about
It's it's gonna be a very calm chill relaxed kind of game
I I was having more of a chill type of day, and I wanted to get something there was just like
Exhale in video game form and this seemed like the perfect option to do so
You're sitting at the edge of a cliff in a car and the car is teetering on the edge of if it's gonna fall off
or if it's going to stay and there's characters in this car that are talking to each other and
story
continues from there
It's very very beautiful that was the main reason I wanted to play it just cuz I liked it, I liked the idea hello I
Have to click it
Hello, No?
Okay, so I get I don't know if there's two characters, or if there's one character in this car
But I guess we find out and I like the ideas behind this because sometimes story comes out of so little
Let's honk the horn. Oh
God it shook my controller. I don't like that. Oh, I'm sorry Birds. Oh, I didn't mean to do that
Does anyone there can anyone hear me Sarki bird? I just said this so I have to say this in the game as well
Right just breathe or what's the point? No just breathe
We can get through this we can figure this out
But maybe don't jump around in the car too much because you might upset the balance
Deep breaths
In....
Out...
No
sudden
Movements okay stay cam and we can get through this just listen to the waves
Crashing all around. You just relax. Deep breaths you too in
And down
Everything can be overcome if you just take the time and relax everything will be all right
We can get through this. I mean it's just the cliff
It's burnt out if not even that steep anyway, let's
Cliffs earned it's alway steep. Let's weigh the cliffs cuz they just end it's just C
Who am I kidding?
This is it
It's over
Just like that.
One minute everything's hunky-dory
Glatt or god I'm an idiot, and I am toast I am NOT toast
I am human boy um I always say everything well the head sort of saying everything's hunky-dory. I always say everything's hunky Daisies
I don't know why I just like how that sounds
Next minute your French kiss our next minute you're French kissing death.
You spit your french kissing death
There I go driving away from my hardships
Goodbye life farewell hardships, or goodbye problems
I'm gonna go with this one. It's more ballsy. It's a little more out there. I'm driving by the sea. I'm invincible
That's life for you everything is bliss or wake up
Hmm, so we're going through the mind of this person as
They're dealing with the potential of death, or if they are gonna still survive
So we're in their near-death experience and we get to live out what their thoughts are throughout this scenario
I've really screwed up half a night
Right come on old
Name the carrot I have to name the car. I name everything whenever I play video games
What can I name the carrot Carlos Laura or mala?
I'm have to go go with Carlos Carlos the car
We've been through worse than this careless my rusty steed
Wait have we no way worse we remember that time Drayton don't pass Moakler
Shit
This is actually it I there's a squirrel hi squirrel friend
The worst thing
How did this happen well at least it's a nice day I
Mean, I'm all for silver linings and being positive and everything
but I kind of want to figure out how this happened how can one person attract this much disaster I
Can't even escape to the coast that are plunging into an abyss
What's wrong with me?
So it seems like they've had some troubles in their life leading up to this point we didn't even come
So much for clearing my head
But even gonna have ahead soon
So peaceful I
Guess that's the point it's peaceful, but you're on the brink of death.
So you don't know what's actually gonna happen and everything is just like like just just said Lin
Settle in get yourself a blanket get yourself a cup of tea a cup of coffee a couple of anything
just get yourself some nice little snacks and hunker on down and just
Let the waves wash over. You just forget all your problems. Just just it's just you me and the game now
It's just me you and the plants careful. I didn't plan that
Right then
I know as well as you do that you can start up and get us off this cliff come on Carlos. I believe in you
No, big deal. We got this Carolus. My rusty steed. Just one little stir. We've done it a million times before
The start up. That is not off a cliff, but we've done it
Try ignition. Why would I try the radio see turning the radio dial? That's going to upset the balance?
Damn it Carlos, oh god. No. It's smoking
Damn it.
So you were done breaking down Carlos don't do this to me now I
Can't afford to wait all night this time
Carlos broke him down before a lot is that his thing
It's very pretty
So relaxing just a nice little nature game am I supposed to do anything oh
God! what's happening? What's happening?
Oh
strong breeze
Brain I was just thinking we needed a windstorm
No, no gotta stay positive got to move through this
Take pity on me nature. I love you so much. Hello Birds
Please go night off Jesus
This isn't pity this is worse
Stop
No way don't like that
No no no no...
crap Oh
Guys are we going off?
Crap Nathan Drake is at you
O-Okay..
We're fine..
Sir intact are you okay? Okay? Good? Holy God?
I'm still here
That's right. You are still here and while you're still here. You still have power and energy to get through this
I'm just took here waiting for the next slap from nature. Aren't I Carlos what do you choose now to break down?
Come on Carlos
Talk to me talk to me buddy like is that it an engine failure a
passing breeze
That's it. That's all it takes
Everything just don't
Over deciding to come here
Going to univer
Pointless pointless, I'm so inconsequential. It's not even funny
Whoever's in this Karen's going through a tough time and
Has been going through a tough time
Before any of this even happened the Sun is actually going down
Hello dear
Are you not afraid me
It's massive oh god, yeah, what if it knocks me down
Here boy hi, you're a pretty guy yet another thing edging me closer to my inevitable demise
Okay, I'm gonna need to pick up this conversation too small, but look at those antlers I'm a paper crane waiting for a breeze nah
I would so totally be in this situation being like I'm gonna die wow that's the big boy over there I?
Bet it's deciding whether or not to smash me into oblivion
Okay, okay enough hysteria. Yeah, it's fine. He's a nice boy. He's gonna help me
Try to keep calm remember remember breathe in
And out get it together
We can get through this you just need to stay calm
Not freaking out just deep breaths
I
Bet, it's friendly
here
Here boy like a dog. I'm 97 percent sure they don't eat humans
Nah, he's like a big antler dog a big demo dog
haste
dear
Ha, I don't really want to whistle cuz I don't wanna scare him away
Can you hear me were you summoned by my horn honk and he even see me
Maybe he's blind or maybe I'm invisible
Maybe the dream could be invisible or like I'm blending in am ia ghost
Am ia ghost am I already dead. I don't think I'm a ghost
Yellow light unless two ghosts know they're ghosts
Hmm good question crap is the deer a ghost?
Maybe were both ghosts
God I'm losing it um dear are you ghost?
Ghost here nice boy. Ghost nice boy nice ghost boy
Hmm silence just like ghost
He must be a ghost all the ghosts are white oh, shit it moved do you think it heard me?
Kindred spirits at the edge of forever looking out at the Setting Sun
Still think he's a ghost
The Sun is actually going down, but I can't notice it going down
What is it dear looking at?
Excuse me sir. What are you looking at dear? The what? Are you looking at dearest?
Fetch help friend
Get a net or something
Maybe I should try getting out of the car
I mean, maybe they'll kill me, but I mean there's no use just sitting in the car waiting a
Robot arm or a magnet. A giant  magnet go get me a giant magnet that solves everything
There's probably something in my car that attracted to metal that some economic herons attracted to a magnet can't think straight
I'm on the edge of night
Or one of those people who pulled buses off?
buses with their earlobes
or a family of egos
That'd be really good forget spider-man
He'd help?
Or just stand there. That's cool, too. Looking at nothing maybe
That's helpful to you. Are you looking at nothing, or do you see something in the distance? Do you see ghosts?
Are you like that child in the sixth sense I?
Know if I trust you dear oh god he's coming closer, sorry I was kidding well. What are you doing there?
Hi, you're very pretty very big boy
What do you want?
Anyone has snacks
Here, I'll cut you deal. You go get me help, and I'll give you nuts
Sorry for being here it was an accident
Don't run the car don't do it. Don't you dare
Can you help me or may I help you you know, it's been all about me so far, maybe I should be helping the dear
Perhaps the deer just speak
What are you actually happening did you just walk?
There are none happiest in this world, but those who enjoy freely of vast horizon I
Think I need a checkup from the neck up
Right so can you hear me?
Because if you can't that was the perfect time to run into a talking deer I
Can oh my god, that's a talking deer
Well my mind melted sooner than expected
Want me to meet you stank pleased to make your acquaintance Matt, this is more me do we fought a talking deer
The feeling reciprocates, we've met on a significant day woodland boy
Significant how I'm glad you asked well see it all started with my dad
Today I have decided to go insane
is that so it is so I'm straight cuckoo and
How did you decide?
Well, it's simple really
firstly I drove off a cliff or
nearly drove off a cliff and
Secondly secondly I talked to a deer and if that doesn't if so facto insane. Oh, I don't know what does
thirdly
thusly
Yet to be written
Uncharted uncharted
Just you and me now woodland friend the vast unknown in which I befriend an elk
And then tie I thought you were deer
Tears are like Elks not an elk sorry see I knew I knew he wasn't an elk
What are you saying about horizons
There are none happiest in this world
But those who enjoy freely a vast horizon
So the happiest people are those who enjoy a fast horizon freely in other words the Explorers the thinkers
the good-to-go doers I
Don't think this qualifies for freedom or happiness
Your soul is free to follow the flow of the oceans tide
Free my car is balancing on a cliff face
You got funny idea free my moved friend
You were alive I mean for now yeah
You have an ocean of possibilities before you
You mean two ocean or like the literal ocean cuz technically yes?
I have an ocean of possibilities before me there is an ocean and there's a few possibilities that have me end up in it
So mate is that what you're talking about. Well you have both, but the feeling of looking deeply across an ocean. There is no parallel
The pulse of the tide
the sigh of the breeze
Captivating elusive horizon
You have simply been gifted and anchored perspective
Fortunate I would even say a
Short burst of oceanic enlightenment then maybe I
Admire your optimism, mr.. Dear everything is a teachable moment. I really do
It was too late for that I've already checked out
You seem to still be clutching on to me, or you seem to be still clutching on to me
This isn't about life. It's about death. Not only just I want to stay in the more positive side of things
If you're alive that is enough that is all alive or expired
Well, then I'm in limbo
Is this how you envision limbo I've hitherto endeavor to avoid the thought actually
but now that you mention it it's kind of is like lemo I suppose in time all becomes clear I
Suppose in time all becomes dear
You really are an unrelenting fountain of encouragement I?
Need you in my life, mr. Dear
Thank you
Above all else we have hope
What the heck am I supposed to be hopeful for now hopes gone way God
Getting out of your current situation
Assuming that is your ambition
They're talking to a dear situation are they hanging off a cliff situation. It is a situation with a conclusion a
conclusion is not out of your control I
Ask you something potentially
Am I actually balancing on the edge of a cliff?
Yes
Okay
The edge of an immeasurably steep cliff great, thank you
How on earth am I supposed to get off this cliff edge dearie?
Breathes
slowly
Breathing
It is a start
then what
Kind of been doing that anyway got my whole like
Inhale-exhale game going on good focus on it
Okay
Okay, let's just sit everybody close your eyes for a second. I mean everyone
I know it sounds silly I know it sounds dumb everyone just close your eyes for a second and just
Breathe with me in
And
out
Once more in
And out
See if you're ever feeling stressed out if you're ever in a bad situation just do that it really does help
still not really getting anywhere I
Mean do you really want to get somewhere in your current situation?
First take a moment
Okay
Then what close your eyes
That's cool
Inhale deeply
You
Count backwards from five okay
You
At zero exhale
You you
So peaceful really getting my sand on right now. I'm feeling centered
That's really nice
Okay, that did help
Wonderful
You can gain clarity and perspective when you slow your thoughts
To a glacial pace
Now what are you going to do somehow drive back to safety?
Have you tried
No
I'll do it now. I mean their traits from an engine on
Try reversing
Carlos the car is at a loss okay bad idea
That did not sound quite like the correct noise. It was absolutely the incorrect noise
What is the problem? I don't know oh you mean okay? Yeah, the engine is dead
So you were trapped in that contraption
This contraption has a name it's Carlos
Apologies we were not introduced
There enough that's on me that's my bad
Perhaps coasting so close to the coast isn't so wise with a problematic engine such as yours
Perhaps yes, thanks for the advice
It is the least that I can do literally get me a latte or it's a bit late for that though
Difficult to say
It depends on what you were able to do depends on how long I can cling to this cliff
For what wait for the engine to fix itself and for the engine to cool down
Time may not be on your side in this case
How long must must we wait
Pretty much overnight
Night is a long time to wait when you stare death in the eye
compher day
Thank you
Perhaps you should explore other avenues of escape like what have you considered?
Getting it out
Well no actually a viable option
Step out
Okay, ah nope bad idea huh bad dear
Thanks for the company. I appreciate it
Looks like we're here for the long run
I really like the style very simplistic
This is most definitely a very steep cliff
How do they end up getting soul close to the edge
It's not like I could have driven and then not realized that I was that close to the edge of a cliff
Yeah, okay if we fall off the edge of this we are definitely dead
Suns gone, so why were you wandering here?
It's a strange place to be
I could ask you the same question I
Don't really feel like talking about it as you wish and anyway. I totally asked you first
I
Drift as a cloud to the various places that call to my spirit
This is one such place to watch the world unwind
It is beautiful I'm glad you agree
Not everyone can appreciate what lies before them
It's stunning for sure do you come here every day I go where I am drawn to
These cliffs have always held significance
It seems the hands of fate pointed us both here today
What drew you here
There is something special about this edge of the world
Well, I mean I don't pick any old rock to throw myself off
I have high standards when it comes to driving off cliffs. I have taste
Does this place feel strange to you. I don't know what it is
It feels significant like we're the only two left in the world
For all we know we are
But doesn't bode well for the fate of the planet
The planet will continue on
probably better off
What do you think it is the significance
Everything
Combined
What do you feel is Sun beamed streaming through the sky
Weave through every hum of life on this cliff
Until they sing
The significance is the harmony the sum of all life
Okay, so
sunbeams
Garden is death involved into some of life
Death is essential in this scene
With a harmony of life rings only the more pure for its impermanence
Would any of this be quite so beautiful were it everlasting
Everlasting is an exhausting notion. I
Like this the whole Lake I don't know if my character's hallucinating or not if there actually is a talking deer
But it's kind of like therapy going through your own thoughts and figuring out that
What what is the meaning of it all what is the point? What why am I here?
And a lot of these things do have true beauty because they don't last forever like
If stuff lasted forever then it would get boring
Perpetually me
Perpetually here in perpetuity
Then you can appreciate the poetry of transience and so shall read my tombstone oh
It's a lady
She perished violently in a fireball at the bottom of a cliff
appreciating the poetry of transience
That sounds good. I like that
How do you think dear
If you like I guess I just feel like a spectator
Spectator
I'm like a fly stuck in a snow globe. I feel like I'm looking at something
Not like I'm part of some grand beautiful design
Largely down to your perspective
like a narrow mind
an
Obscured line-of-sight, that's a very good way of putting it
You're not narrow-minded you just have an obscured line-of-sight because having a being narrow-minded is Oh
Be narrow-minded an open-minded. I always try and be as open-minded as I can be and growing up. I was definitely very very
narrow-minded based on
Not only as they say my perspective, but the my upbringing and the people around me and I was being
Influenced by that stuff and then doing YouTube because you get to meet so many different people and all you guys out there are telling
Me so many different stories all the time that I get to see a broader walk of life, so it opened up my mind, so
Saying someone's narrow mind it kind of closes them off
But saying that they have an obscured line-of-sight
Means that there's an option to like move that narrow mindedness that you can move to a clearer line of sight. I like that
Blurred by the arrogance of youth
By the glass of the windows oh
You went for more literal you cannot hope to experience the universal totality and grace of nature
When your view is warped from the outset
Even if I could get out and bask into sunbeams or whatever
How am I supposed to feel all connected you have to extend your mind beyond the car
What for
The car is insignificant in relation to the whole
It's significant to me
when compared with the grand impression of the world on the mind on the soul
The car is a minor detail this car is my entire world right now
In this moment that is how it feels your life hangs in the balance
The threads of your fate lay exposed
The care holds you captive
What matters is what is outside?
That's a good analogy as well whenever people are going through really tough times it can feel like
It can feel like that moment that you're going through is your entire world at that moment
It can feel like you're trapped inside your own mind that your mind is the car and your brain is you?
Like like deep down in there in your brain is you and you're just trapped inside this prison of
of your own doing I guess and that
You can feel like there's nothing else outside of that and that's just that's what your world is in that moment
But there's always stuff that matters outside of that that that is not
everything
Outside
Let's see we have ocean
Right there. We have sky
We have talking dear
Whenever I have found myself in a worrisome situation far from hope and far from resolved
They have always found the comfort to be in nature
what if your worrisome situation is
nature
Sometimes you have to stand over the brink of fear in order to know the truth
to stare into oblivion
The moment of perfect exhilaration will offer clarity a
Tranquil restoration sometimes you need to
Be at the edge of a cliff teetering in a car on the very brink of death
To truly appreciate what it feels like to be alive in other words
This is your idea of tranquil restoration
Yes
It is a manner of thinking it's a manner of death proximity actually
But right this moment you are given the chance to look
You were brought here to this grand spectacle for a reason
Here you can witness everything
Let the wind wash over you as a wave
Let the sunlight pour into you and fill your spirit
It's not that easy
Think about it about why your situation?
Okay
You marked out your options yourself
My options my options wait still
Wait still
In the meantime you have an opportunity I do I
Invite you to focus your attention on the horizon
Just a horizon the horizon
All right I can focus on that sorry about the the freezing of the screen every now
And then my new computer does that and I don't know why I'm trying to figure it out and talk to the guys who?
Put it together so apologies
Okay, let's let's focus on the horizon
With the wind and waves just wash over you
Be at peace
What do you see?
Line
Look deeper
Truly look
Until the world slips away to nothing, but you and the horizon
Oh man oh gee uh
Uh am I going to Hogwarts
That's cool
While days unfold I find my site fall to the sea
time turns circles while the tide draws breath I
Hover before myself suspended over waves like a bird
Along drifting currents I sweep the surface to a fold
Where I become light a flake of glass
The tide exhales in transparency I returned
It does make me feel kind of tiny oh we're going back
Man this this game really does make you just feel like all loose and all nice
Thank You mr. Dear this I have found to be true
If you do not feel miniature you are not looking far enough
That's deep mr.. Dear so I see what you mean?
Like look into the horizon or just around
And you can feel a connection
Something meaningful or deeper or whatever
Like you belong
Wait I think that's what I'm looking for I
Don't know if I'm capable of that
You will not know until you let go
I'll try
Have you changed your mind
Will you share why you came here
Well okay, I'll divulge
So background check yes, I was studying
The study of what ooh
I couldn't be aware of biologists if I wanted to be where I am the study film
I
Wanted to direct
And
there your heart lies I
Thought so well just always loved the idea of it
Being an eyeball a
Prism, it's so dreamy capturing that little fragment of time
But like just how I see it
However obscured or bizarre that is
It's a totally skewed way of showing your perspective of the world
The ambition to capture the moment yeah, so when I was a youngster we would make these home home videos
Me my brother and my dad
We had this weird tower room upstairs in our house
Don't ask why we just had a room for towels, okay?
Anyway right at the back there was this heating box thing with two beady little red lights on it
They were without question demon eyes
I used to freak me and my brother out until my dad gave us the giant video camera
So at night we would creep up the stairs videoing our escapade
My dad would pretend. We were the these muscle-bound demon hunters, and he was our number one fan there were the Winchesters
It made these totally amazing films so over-the-top so over-the-top and Dom I was just ascending the stairs
Up to the demon lair
When we get to the top my dad would run in before a screaming and the towel demon would claim his life
Me and my brother would be all dramatic and charged in to avenge his death with an onslaught of hand towels
We'd all sit around and try to cut together this grandiose movie of our brave attack
It was the greatest
Basically since then those memories have stayed with me, and I've loved making videos and
So your heart is bound to capturing the moments of life I?
Don't know I thought so
not anymore
Well, I was studying
filmmaking
prior to now yes, right prior to no until
I left University or I checked the heck out
Hello meaningless loans abandoned my prospects of a good old life
What led you to leave, I don't know I just didn't feel like I could do it oh I've been there sister
First time I was in college for music production
I was going through it, and I thought everything was great and everything was going well, and I was I was learning a lot
But then it started to add in all these different things
I've talked about this before I would added in things of like physics, and how sunlight works and
prisms and circuits and physics and everything cuz you were supposed to be able to fix circuits and
Fix amps and things like that if they ever broke down in your studio
And all of that's great knowledge to have but at the time. I just did not care
I did not want to do it, and I started to kind of check out
mentally out of my course
Because I just wanted to be part of the music side of things so whenever anything got too
technical my brain kind of checked out maybe was a
DD. Or maybe it was just a lack of care for it
And I just wanted to do other things
and
then I started to get really bad at it because everybody else was excelling at this stuff and everybody else was super into it and
Really taking it on board and learning and getting very stuck in with it whereas
I was just procrastinating all the time
And then I felt like I couldn't do it anymore so I did past my second year exams
I could have gone back and done the third year. I still think I can actually I didn't I didn't fail anything
I just left I
Can't waited for such a long time
And when it came it was so overwhelming
And wasn't what I'd imagined I
Didn't feel like I could do it anymore. Oh god. Is this me Oh?
God..
The exact thoughts I had
Yeah, and still thoughts that I have a lot of the time
Stop a
Lot of times whenever I'm doing something. I either feel like I talked about this in the
the 17 million Subscribers video where I talked about
Starting a project is the scariest part for me
It's not it wasn't the fear of failing the project that was the scary part to me
It was that it was the fear of doing it because if it got too overwhelming
I'd either feel like I wasn't smart enough to see it through or I wasn't creating a creative enough to actually get the idea done
Even though I am smart in my own ways about different things
I'm not overtly smart about different things and sometimes my attention span just completely breaks
And I can't I can't just like focus on something
I can't just sit down and
listen and take in the knowledge sometimes and then
sometimes I feel like I'm not creative enough for the ideas that I have aren't actually gonna come to fruition and
This year especially I I've been dealing a lot with those types of things and they're just
They've just been in my fucking head for too long
And that's why I said next year. I want to try and like push past that cuz I know I'm creative I know
That I'm smart I know that I can do these things, but I just let the doubt get to me
And I know I don't ever want it to be a thing either where I I?
fake how great
I am I don't want it to be a thing where I I boast this version of myself that I think
Makes me seem creative or smart. I'd rather let the proof be in the pudding more or less
I'd rather just do the things and have them speak for themselves
So that's what I want to try and do
And I want to try and push past those barriers in in my head and start like like
leading different parts of my life a bit more, but especially when I was in college that time I
Felt both of these things a lot, I I saw other people do the prod
immediately, they'd get stuck in they'd be doing the project so super well and
I'd either think am I not smart enough to be in this course or am I not creative enough to be in this course
And it's the same whenever I do
Different types of YouTube videos like I'll play a video game, and I play it my way the way, that's the most fun for me
and sometimes I forego
Different things just because I don't want to do things a certain way and then it leads a lot of people online to be saying
Matt Jax DOM and
For for a lot of time and especially if another youtuber plays the same game
And they fly through it like everybody has their own way of doing things, but it's when others
Try and beat you down for doing things the way you wanted to do them that
Can be the most troubling or that can be the most disheartening?
So I've always tried to just push through that and do things my way
Doot-doot life my way do whatever I want my way because that's the way it's the most fun for me
And that's the way I get through
Anything whether it's something that I love doing I'd rather just throw myself recklessly into it and figure it out as I'm going along
I'm not I'm not this type of person that plans everything out meticulously and
Sometimes that can bite you in the ass it bites you in the ass. No matter. Hallway. You go, so
just
Don't have an obscured line-of-sight when it comes to these types of things whether you're in that situation or you're looking in from the outside
At somebody else doing things the way they do them
just have an open heart towards them that everybody does things a different way and
That you don't have to do them
The exact same way as everybody else, and I'm I'm gonna stop rambling now and get back to it point
Maybe the creativity
What if you never went what difference would it make
What else am I gonna do you would figure it out? How?
Whatever you were meant to do would make itself clear
like fall off this cliff
Perhaps that is it
Why not make this meaningful, I can't just decide to give things meaning
Surely that is all you can do then everything is meaningless
It only means nothing if you deem it, so so it all meant me dying in a car
It all meant something
But for now perhaps it means watching the sunset on the edge of a cliff I
Mean
Why did you come here it?
again going back to the college thing
I felt like that was the end that I was just gonna waste away in a cabin in the woods somewhere and
Then look what happened from that
so everything
Everything I think does happen for a reason even
The most horrible things in life
happened for a reason
Some people are taking from us way too soon, but you know what?
Maybe maybe they were needed elsewhere
maybe maybe they were just such a good person that
They were
That power was needed somewhere else. I don't know
I'm not I'm not a very religious person, and I'm not a very spiritual type of person, but I
Don't know sometimes you have to give things meaning because as they said then
what you really can do the other side of it is not something that I want to entertain to
see the waves and hope my life becomes clear I
thought if I looked out I feel like everything matters and
Does it I?
Don't know
it does not always work that way I
Find some of the most important realizations come not in the moment but after in
normality
When your mind wanders back to this place, then perhaps you will find clarity in clouded times
Well if the engine eventually works, maybe I'll find out
Gotta leave it to the memories, I guess
precisely life is
Yeah, I suppose I
Don't know maybe I'll go back to it
If I get the chance
Where were we
Life always life
life
Are you ready to bear witness to life's conclusion?
Who is to say it concludes you mean the afterlife a
New beginning perhaps it's the beginning of being dead
Which isn't much of a start
it could be I
Don't know who's to say
Who indeed?
You are you like the Angel of Death or something
What do you think I don't know what to think anymore you're baffling dear
Are you an angel of course I am girl look at me
Why did you choose this place hidden away lost in space
We used to come out here when I was a kid
I've always loved the cliffs I
Would count how many faces I could see in the rocks
So many wrinkly old raisin heads
Hardly I used to call them my rock granddad's
We can rock granddad's
But I come back and see if the old rock dad's had any advice for me and do they
Have not the chance to ask them yet
Perhaps your chance will come right now all I can see is sea and sky
You just get darker
What's happening fireflies are moving
Okay, it's becoming nighttime
What is it a traveler approaches?
What we're
Like a human that came from the rocks the flowers I
Don't see anything are you talking about the fireflies?
Oh
I see it you do oh
Hi friend then attorney
Tell if it's a moving rock or a turtle I believe it is a tote ice
Hole send-off yes, I doubt - a turtle and see where you get
God, it's me all shivery. Just looking at it
Why?
Cowering in its shell of deceit slow soulless scheming eyes
Just like that red demon
They're hiding something
All of them all of the tortoises I'm onto you tortoise
Why do you hate the toy toys I
Have my reasons
It means no harm look at it
You haven't seen them like I have they're vicious
vicious
Vicious I was traumatized as a child alright
Bye at Otis toto toys turtle
different entirely
Whatever still vicious
When I was like nine
my brother's friend brought his fun new pet round to our house a
Fun little baby turtle
How fun
Imagine my delighted anticipation
Until I see it
It's turtle mouth snapping open and close like a vise
So they forced me to grab hold of its spiny husk
Its long snake neck wriggles out and twists around
And it bites me there and then right at the arm
Let's go to the hospital
And it was a baby mushroom, but a full-grown one could do
Imagine what I could do now with slice my arm clean off
This little one does not look like it knows violence how can you say that look at it?
They're masters of illusion cuteness is a veil
Frog
Hey look front friend hey frog dude
What's up, little happy, bro?
the secret meeting
Not very secret guys. We can see you be careful frog. Oh, they're not to be trusted
Hey sitting on him
You guys gonna leave together what how can you not be scared of him?
It's like a turtle taxi it's so cute
If they go on another adventure oh
god I love that so much I
Love that so much. I'm crying. Oh my god and screaming
Do you think they're dating?
Stranger things have happened well stranger things has happened season 2 just ended
Okay, maybe turtles aren't so bad that was cute. Oh, what a Flores? I'm so bad
See how I feel next time I
Got an achievement for turtle taxi
Hey, uh, uh it's is it dark, or is the shadow of death finally upon me did it become night
I've been zoned out man
It approached without a whisper
Like a midnight ghosty
Everything's ghosts yes a midnight ghosty
Whoa, I just know as stars
That's pretty dope
Don't even remember the last time I saw this many
So one thing I miss about living in a cabin in the woods is that there were no lights anywhere
At night time so you could just see all the stars in existence
Never see the stars
Where I live if you're lucky if you see the moon
That must be isolating
They mean something when I do see them at least in
Days of absence I will long for a night sky, and you ever find it a bit overwhelming
Overwhelming just looking up. Holy everything's
If you like the weight of it all hanging there billions of light beams glaring straight into my soul ah
But the stars are here with us you see they share the night with us
Why bother?
Why should it mean anything we're too far away to matter
Distance is nothing there is much with us as I with you
Think does anything offer this same tranquility
Zenyatta
Nothing loves the soul lost in reverie as the Stars
Shards of glittering glass suspended over us yeah, they're beautiful just
Isolating
try this
focus your gaze on a single star
How am I supposed to choose choose?
the brightest
Okay, they're all about the same here, okay focus
Wow
Okay got one
Consider the journey that lone flicker of light has rolled a
Strand of silver weaves its way across a galaxy streaming through celestial clouds
Across the backs of shimmering worlds a
Lone light
Finally finds itself here
You know what's crazy about that?
Just in reality as well that
Like you said you look at the the light, and that's great and everything and everything you said it's true
It did travel a very long way to be here, and that's fascinating
Are you seeing a glimpse of it like way in the past?
What you see is not what's there you're seeing like a memory? What was there?
oh the half of those stars might not even be here right now if
It thinks if it if that star say a thousand light years away
It takes that a thousand light years to reach you
Anything could happen in that amount of time?
It's crazy
Lucky star I
Just can't fathom things to infinite, but you get the the metaphor you are the star
It's painful
The beauty of the night is its ability to levitate you
weightless one moment and
Swallow you
Swallow you the next
Oddly enough it is actually nice being out here quite the night
Sure is wait where the moon at
Moon behind you just out of sight
Ain't that just the way
Sometimes the most beautiful things in the world are right behind you just out of sight on countless evenings past
She'd found myself gazing up at the moon
lost
weightless
suspended in time
All the while the stag in the moon gazes back
Stag in the moon
the stag in the moon
You do not know it I?
Think you mean the man in the moon
the man in the moon
Preposterous
I suppose we all see a reflection of ourselves in the face of the moon
Make sense huh, maybe you're right, but it's a sad, man
It looks like a man though a reflection perhaps you're right buddy perhaps
What about the moon thinks of us
From up there. We must seem a
mesmerizing unknown just the same
Probably thinks were idiots
Maybe things were weirdos staring up at them all the time
it's probably not wrong I
Mean we are kind of weirdos right
Ooh
The lights came on
We used to come out here and make up constellations when we were younger
Constellations, yeah, you know stories and the stars
Stories and the stars see what okay? So there's a ton of real constellations
Dreamed up by a bunch of skeletons. You know two skeletons do skeletons make up the constellations, but they're boring I
See their stories told to us in pictures dotted in the stars ah
Tales of adventures and philosophers mapped out in the sky pretty much look I find one of our reinventions
Direct your eyes to Zoe the Acrobat
Obviously there's every the queen of steel
Actually, I can't think of any I think Zoe the Acrobat and Zoe is the the brand of my mouse
Pretty whoa
It's Aoi the Acrobat
He's doing a thing
Zoe
Zoe
Are we bow is ooh beep owie owie? You know? I'm getting a lot of
Light in the woods vibes from this Zoe the Acrobat
Infamous for somersaulting straight through a bedroom window
Belonging to a moroccan prince and stealing his favorite cat in the black of night
The cat went on to become a world-famous cat Acrobat I kept robot as I like to call them
And
the Prince
the Prince
He became so sad that he jumped out at the same window three weeks later very sad
How sad that's life man on a dark night? You can just about see the cut carrot wheeling next to Zoe
Haunting isn't it just what other tales are hovering above hmm. Let me think
There's the word
He's just a line though he's not that cool, but I like him the
Worm
Yeah
Immortalized in the stars because it was the
The
The first worm
First worm Jim
the first worm yeah first worm
worm zero the foundation worm
from where this first worm descend
no one knows or
ascend
fell out of someone's ear grew from a seed the worm descended from the very stars we see now and
as
Exactly
And so it traveled across the globe
Singing its worm lullaby into the soil. I'm planting new worms and every continent
What became of the first worm no one knows
some say when the moon is waning as thin as a worm if
you press your ears to the soil you can hear the lullaby of the first worm softly humming through the ground and
The next worm moon. I shall listen at the next one moon as shall I my dear friend
What are the legends linger in the Stars?
go question ah
I'm out of ideas I
See something what is it?
Do you see an astral boy, oh, it's a circle Enid Enid
Enid
Just Enid
Should it be Enid the something pretty much you're gonna make it sound cool
You're gonna make up a character. You might as well do it right?
Enid the introspective Oh
Was she a great philosopher okay, I'm on board
She was an expert in silence
Was she monk or like a mime?
Let there, babe
She never spoke a single word
so
She just couldn't talk
She was a committed mind then
It was by choice her in turn her eternal silence
but she could talk she
could
How could anyone tell?
It was obvious
Yeah, but like how
In place of words she chose thought
She considered concepts, so grand
She fattened abstractions so unfathomable
Ideas so spectacular and utterly groundbreaking
That one day she literally broke the ground and was swallowed by the resulting crevasse whoa
That's deep dude
It is customary to stay silent when observing the enid formation, okay, okay, God
out of respect and admiration
My bad sorry Enid I steered a little bit in silence
Are we still I'm spectating
Isn't sure your antlers fall off every here
What a way to bring the conversation back
Pad your friend
What is it but thing?
It is harmless, are you kidding me? Do you know what that is?
do you
Yes
It's a black and white death machine
It wants to eat my soul
That much, I can see they're vicious beasts just like turtles
This little one does not look so vicious
Trust me they're vicious if only you knew
He wants blood. What's your ankles?
It looks more cuddly than anything cut me a few coral that you'd lose an antler
Have you tried have you?
No well then
Right sky, red clouds
What the hell
Right let me tell you a story
Alright, so when I was kid made this fluffy toy penguin called Ernest
Ernest
Yeah, you know after Shackleton
Although I recently found out that
Shackleton ate penguins I
Don't know who Ernest Shackleton is so that may not have been the most sensitive name right if ironic in a way
Anyway me and Ernest were like best buds
We went everywhere together unconventional pod dwelling pedes
He's pretty cool, so this one night
I'm losing my mind because he can't find you know how they get there me serious my mom tells me
we'll find him in the morning I
Flipped I was shocked earth
So the next day we're in the garden and I see a wisp of white blow-by
Delicately dancing in the wind
It was pleasant dreamy almost was it a piece of earnest
It isn't long before I locate the source in the bushes at the bottom of the garden
There lies sweet ernest shackleton
Disembowelled who else is just my little ernest? He was dead. He was disemboweled
Poor little pingu was quite the seed it was awful
So my dad goes looking for evidence trying to avenge my wall
There behind the hedges it unveils this demonic
Frothing badger I
Haven't had a lot of luck with animals in your life. Have you nestled and Shackleton's remains?
Nestled
You see that the image in my head
I learned a lot that day I
Learned how animals get us bald learned about?
Badgers
about letting go
But the bloodthirsty Badgers their demons
You ought, not let the actions of one affect your opinion of the whole
Hmm, maybe you're right that other turtle was pretty cute that one was pretty harrowing though
This one is not was it doing
very little
Wandering
Wandering pilate crimes
I'm on to you badger
There is little in the way of plotting to note
It's a whole internal. It's all up here. They do all their plotting at nighttime in their heads
Trust me
It's moving
Magic comes over he's like I can hear you you know
You're it comes to disembowel you I should think don't say that
goodbye, friend
It was a pleasure
Stop don't make it
Jus
Wait
Why is your sitting there, okay, he's leaving why
He was pretty cute
Your adversary has departed
You will not be missed devil creature
Striped demon of the night black and white death machine achievement unlocked I
Don't know anymore dear
do you
Do I what do you know do I know what I don't know?
Anything then neither do I
Trying to stay positive here, man. I really am but I can't help feeling like the universe doesn't want me here
If it did not do you think you would be
Maybe it's nothing to do with anything
Maybe it's all random and nothing cares
Well if you know if that's worse I
Guess at least then it's not intentional punishment
It's just bad luck
Now you're seeing them too such as me, what is it wait?
Oh oh, oh this could be bad
Shit
You have got to be kidding me
All right everything I said before about things being bad
They were fine
Okay, I I like thick
Now they're bad
Come on nature
The beauty was just getting started
but
What is more beautiful than this?
literally anything else
but is anything more mesmerizing than the transformation brought by the rain, ah
poppies
anything
Life would be nothing without beauty
Well, we're not gonna be a life to see it you might if you even are alive still think you're a ghost
You worry about death while life ignites around you
Still don't get the Red Cloud's
This is the fire of beauty that rages from the earth
That was cool
Serenity lay and wait to be ripped apart for the wildest form
Torrents of exhilaration pour from the sky quakes shaped the ocean to cry out
Blistering crescendo from every form of life
All are thrust from rest to revel in violent beauty
Nothing sleeps while nature takes its fiercest stance
That's cool-looking
Just stay out there, though, okay, so company closer, there is a tree right next to me feel like I should be terrified
But I'm not
I don't know what I feel
I'm feeling all and beauty at all the lightning happening I
Love lightning storms anytime one happens. I always just like open up the window and stare out in it
But the clouds going away nope
Whoa just like that stopped
That was crazy
It's getting brighter
It's getting something
What's happening is it becoming daytime
It's my son boy coming back
Have you ever seen anything like that while I have seen storms? They're never to quite the same
So like feel like it's still feel the ground shaking
We're still here
We waited the whole night
Christ well the sun's coming up thus lifts the veil of night
Can't believe we've been here for an entire night
How can that many things happen
Honestly, I don't even feel like the same person
Came out here so worried about what I'm supposed to do
But it all seems so inconsequential now
It's all so pointless
Which is actually a relief the waves will keep on crashing after I'm gone
That tree will still be clinging on the grass will still be blowing
Even if I never came back
I never came here in the first place
The consistency is so grounding
Like doesn't matter what I do in the future really doesn't make a difference
Yes the ocean is beautiful
Maybe I'll be buried in a tomorrow. It's pretty okay now
It's nice to just have that right now
No this cliff will still be here even if I left
Just being here away from everything else
Even remembering that it's here
It's like soaking up a sponge with the horizon and the clouds and everything
Then just taking it away
Leaving
Knowing that it all carries on
Hey, where are you going?
We're leaving
No don't leave
It's just us Carlos let me give it another shot
It's just going to end there isn't it
So it didn't work
You oh
Now we don't know if the person left or of the care fell off the cliff
Come on no no
Aah
Do come on
That was really good. I like that a lot I
Didn't think that oh
God I've been here like way longer than I even thought I was I just kind of
zoned out and got so enthralled by everything I
Didn't realize that I get so into something so simplistic
That was really good
I like that a lot, and I like the sort of themes and analogies and everything that were being brought up like I
Don't know if the whole thing actually happened or if it was supposed to just be like
a
representation of like
depression and not really knowing where you're going in life and being on the edge of death or life or
Figuring out if you want to kill yourself
or if you want to just go on and figure things out and the
the deer was sort of like your conscience kind of talking back to you I
was really cool made with the iron and unity I
Like to think that you mean actual yarn
This is just gonna stay here then in perpetuity
Okay and the fact that
If this all was actually happening to this character. They were obviously going through some
Things before maybe depressive moments or just not feeling like they're worth anything or they couldn't go on or there was no
meaning to their life anymore, and they sort of
this sort of life-or-death scenario then was they're coming to terms of what was going on it was like their therapy session I
Like that a lot. It's a very very unique way of doing it and
It was such a calming experience as well
I know
This is a type of video that a lot of people are going to find very very boring
And I mean that's fine if it's not your cup of tea then it's not
But I really enjoyed it this was the this is exactly the type of thing I needed today
Just cuz it was kind of a slow day
It was kind of a relaxing day, and it was a day where I like didn't really want to get into the whole jumpy hyper
Normal version of myself it was like okay
I need something that's a bit more chill
So I decided to play this and this was just exactly what I needed because for some moments in there
where it got so Zen and so peaceful and so just like breathe in and
Out and listen to the waves and I tried to let the moment speak for themselves when some of those moments were happening
You know it's a bit weird for me to just be sitting here and not saying anything
but I thought that
That that was the best thing for it
that in most of these scenarios
It was nice to just like let it sit and let it settle and let that thing actually happened I
Liked it a lot. It was very very peaceful that is one of those is one of those videos that
I'll definitely remember that I made because I make so many different videos all the time and some of them
You kind of forget that you did that or you kind of forget exactly what went on in it?
But this is the type of video kind of like the beginners guide or kind of like any of those
Types of games like that dragon cancer I think something that just makes me think a lot
that it's kind of an introspective journey of the character and you sit there and you just
Listen and you think about your own life
And I think about all of you guys out there and all your lives and what you're going through
and I like those types of experiences these are the types of ones that stick with me and
Anybody who is into this?
I feel like we'll be super into it any of you who sat there on a watch the entire thing. Thank you first and foremost
but I feel like you might have actually gotten something out of it and
that whole aspect we didn't need to see if the character actually left if the engine started we didn't need to see if
the character fell off the cliff
It's kind of like the end of Inception or it's like it's the spinning top gonna fall over. I don't know
It's that ambiguity that
Doesn't really need to be answered because it's not about that. It's about the journey
It's about the thoughts that were happening during the experience
that you come to your own conclusion if that character if any of this even happened if this actually was limbo and
Our character was just going through that and the deer was god
Or the deer was just some sort of traveller going on the same journey
you're trying to make get you to make sense of it all and
trying like
Falling off the cliff, maybe that's hell maybe getting back out and driving off the cliff
That's heaven who knows
There's a lot lots of different ways that you could take this and I'd love to hear some of your interpretations of it
It's nice how good a good thinker and the sound design was lovely just sitting here and relaxing
I feel like this is the type of the type of experience that you can just sit down and be with yourself
And I'm glad I got to share with all of you
And I'm glad that the people who made this game did make it
I'd love to know their thoughts and in their process actually
Part of me doesn't I don't want them to explain anything because I like going away with my own interpretation of things
But I'm glad I played it. I'm glad you've been here with me to go through it as well. Hopefully
We'll have many more experiences like this in the future because I like these like one offs that pop up every now and then
Play for an hour and a half almost two hours, and just see what happens just you me and the moments
That's what it's all about it. Doesn't always have to be something in your face all the time sometimes. It's nice to just
pace yourself and relax and just take it all in and
Remind yourself that
Even if you're in the worst scenario ever is that really the end doesn't have to be
And there's always some amazing things that can come out of it, and as you saw, I think the the metaphor here is that?
The person at the start of the game was ready for it to end
They were ready to fall off the cliff and die and life to be over but the person the next day was a different person
so if you're in that scenario
And you feel like your thoughts are just getting worse and worse and you feel like the end is here
It's not it's not the end
There's always
More joy to be had in life
It may feel like it's the end it may feel like it's the worst possible scenario
You could be in and that's just your entire world at that moment, but all it takes is a moment of clarity
to turn that that moment of turmoil into a moment of enlightenment
that time
Might reveal more to you that after that you might
Realize to yourself that life is worth living
That it is worth going on that what you're going through is not the worst thing that could happen to you at that time
And I truly believe that
Anybody can get through anything through going through if you're having a really hard time. I believe that you can get through it
I don't believe that that's the be-all and end-all of everything it might not immediately get better and life. Never does immediately get better
Life is one of those things. That's worth fighting for because the great times do come
And I really believe that there's great times out there for everybody that everybody has
their moment
There they're shining time, and it's not just a case of getting that moment and then that's it
there there's plenty of moments to be had and your moments right around the corner believe that and
Hang in there and trust in yourself to get there. I believe in you
And I know plenty of other people believe in you as well, so just hold on and keep on fighting that good fight
And if you feel like you're just stuck in a rut somewhere
Anything can happen on a day-to-day basis I?
Could have been stuck in a rut in a cabin somewhere, and if I never tried YouTube
I'd never been here talking to so many great people I'd never be having the best time of my life doing what I do
Weird what life's weird but life is fantastic!
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