How are you doing in,
in quarantine?
It's you and your two kids,
right?
Yeah.
And my mom,
my mom quarantined with us because
she lives two minutes away from us.
So for the first two weeks
we completely quarantined.
And then she actually took a little long,
she'd be like three weeks.
And then she started joining our family.
Do you know,
just to come and have dinner with the
kids and with me every once in a while.
And that's it.
In other words,
you don't have people cleaning your house.
You don't have people coming in at all.
It's just you,
the kids and your mom,
that's it.
Yeah.
Which is interesting because I was like,
listen,
if I'm going to have to do
laundry and clean this house up,
then you two little fuckers
are going to help out.
So it became like this.
It was like cleaning camp.
Cause they went to cleaning camp.
They now know how to pull their socks up.
When theycome out,
when they come out of the dryer,
they know I have so many adorable
videos of my kids Hoovering the
house.
It's really,
really cute and folding,
you know,
laundry and they now can load
a dishwasher perfectly like
it's this has been a really
important time in their lives.
I think.
So their homeschooling has
mostly been just learning chores.
Are you a good mother?
I think so.
I mean,
that's the thing that I work the hardest
that it's the thing that I put most,
all of my energy into.
Like,
it's the one thing that I don't
give myself a break on now.
So what does that mean?
Do you trust that,
you know,
you're a good mother or do you go to a
psychiatrist and get analyzed and say,
am I repeating any of the patterns
that my mother screwed up?
Are you improving yourself in
psychoanalysis so that you will be the
maximum great mother?
Yes,
I'm,
I'm very,
I'm very open to having those discussions
with my therapist because I come from
a lot of trauma and you know,
when you're somebody who
comes from a lot of trauma,
we know how we function and I don't
want to ever project any of that.
I mean,
I know I will,
but I want to at least try to
limit that as much as I can,
because it's not fair to my children.
So I don't want to assume
that I'm like that.
I fucking have all the answers.
I don't.
I need to learn.
I need to shut up.
I need to learn.
I need to listen.
And,
you know,
I want to be that kind of parent.
