

The Sacred Scrolls of Life

Book One

By Kathleen Stewart

Copyright 2012 Kathleen Stewart

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Testimonial

"You cannot avoid being deeply affected by Kathleen's writings. Just one sentence, one phrase, one thought will enter into your heart or your spirit and remain; active for a time and then dormant only to come back into focus when you most need answers about something specific you are stumbling and searching with. Her love for humanity as individuals, as well as a group, is evidenced through her powerful, thought provoking words. Only future time will show the Truth in Kathleen's prophecies, but her overwhelming compassion and love are shown here and now by the sacrifices she has made to put these words out for all who 'have ears to hear".

Melinda

**Table of Contents**

Introduction

About_The_Author

Foreword

March_15_1994

March_16_1994

April_4_1994

May_3_1994

May_10_1994

May_14_1994

May_15_1994

May_20_1994

May_23_1994

May_24_1994

May_26_1994

June_12_1994

January_10_1995

July_10_1995

July_11_1995

July_13_1995

July_14_1995

July_18_1995

October_19_1995

January_23_1997

January_28_1997

February_5_1997

March_3_1997

March_15_1997

March_16_1997

March_17_1997

March_18_1997

March_19_1997

March_20_1997

March_21_1997

March_23_1997

March_24_1997

March_26_1997

March_31_1997

April_1_1997

April_2_1997

April_3_1997

April_4_1997

April_6_1997

April_7_1997

April_8_1997

April_9_1997

April_10_1997

April_11_1997

April_12_1997

April_13_1997

April_14_1997

April_22_1997

April_23_1997

April_25_1997

October_19_1997

September_4_1998

September_9_1998

September_10_1998

September_16_1998

September_18_1998

September_22_1998

September_23_1998

September_24_1998

September_25_1998

September_26_1998

October_1_1998
Introduction

I see myself in the light of The Heavenly Father, who is seated upon His throne in The Kingdom of Heaven. He begins to speak to me and says, "Now that you have gotten closer to me, we shall proceed with these writings." He then hands me what appears to be a Golden Scroll, and in letters of illumination, embossed in, and arising out of this parchment of golden light, there is "His Signature of Fire" emblazoned in the center of the title page.

I now see a piece of paper coming forth from Him, and the word " **Introduction** " is written on it in capital letters of light, followed by an explanation in writing below it. There follows a vision of me, and my face and head are illuminated with a halo as this information passes through, and then I am instructed to write it down just exactly as it is depicted to me.

The word " **Predictions** " is now appearing on the page, and the message I am receiving is being delivered to me in a language that revolves around universal symbols so that it can be easily understood by anyone. Behind me on the bookshelves there is a library of similar information, and although I have not read any of them, I sense they all have the essence of "spiritual prophecies" in them. This manuscript is added to them, for I see it written on "tracing" paper, which is laid on top of the others. They all read the same and match up to one another, but this book sheds new light on old truths.

I see " **A Sign for Mankind** " appearing in print now, which should be seriously looked at, but some people seem to shrug this information off as nonsense. In conjunction with it, I see a vision of mankind, who appears to be wearing blinders, his useless knowledge has his world collapsing, and he is not paying attention to the seriousness of things to come.

Then the light of God appears to me again, and out of it, I am being handed a pen of light. I see some writing appearing in front of me on paper, and certain sections of it stand out above the rest, particularly a paragraph in the middle of the page that I cannot interpret as my own, for in the middle of the writing, a vision comes through the paper to show me what the writing has to say. The vision opens and closes, just as it does throughout these pages, and each one gives a piece of the entire picture.

I don't know why this information is being given to me, but I can see that it is worth something to someone when put into the right hands. I am then given a vision of the general populace, who are wandering the streets in darkness, and anxiously awaiting the information that comes with the delivery of this " **Universal Newspaper.** "

There follows a vision of myself ascending from the writing desk when finished, and viewing the Earth from the heavenly place it was delivered from, this manuscript remains here to be seen as " **A** **Message To The World** ".

I am now in the presence of Jesus Christ, and surrounding Him there are many Angels who are busily preparing the way for Him, so I ask to be certain that the information I have been receiving is coming from the same Source. I am then instructed by Him to pick up my bible and randomly open it to read the scripture that is there. I open it to John 13:13, and read it through to, John 17:26.

He then places a rod and a staff in my hand, which signifies the power and support of The Divine Hierarchy of God, and holds my hands in His. The room is now completely filled with His presence, and to ascertain, and confirm, that it is He that I am speaking to, He shows me the red holes in His hands where there once were nails, and then has me put my fingers into them to validate that He has returned and is asking me to go with Him.

From the Author

The information contained within these pages came unexpectedly when I was meditating and seeking guidance for myself. Therefore, I cannot take personal responsibility for the contents of this manuscript, other than I have allowed myself to be a vehicle for God to speak and move through as its transcriber.

I recognize my Source as The Heavenly Father and Godhead, along with The Divine Hierarchy of God to include Jesus Christ, The Blessed Mother, Mary, and other Ascended Masters like them, as well as the Archangels and the Angels who serve them.

My interaction with these Divine Beings has enhanced and blessed my life beyond measure, and I have received nothing other than the utmost of unconditional love, respect, patience, and healing, for all of my efforts to assist them in their service to me, and mankind as a whole.

As a personal witness, I can acknowledge that they are more than anxious to help us in lifting the darkness of what is unseen to the human eye, and their light represents "the highest truth". They act with a wisdom and intelligence that goes beyond mortal understanding, and speaking from personal experience, I can confirm that they have never lied or mislead me.

Although their presence before me has always been undeniable, it has taken a great leap of faith for me to follow their guidance and apply their teachings, which has transformed my life, and the lives of many others, in miraculous ways. Ultimately, this is what has made a believer out of me, and there is a magic embraced within these pages, that I hope will do the same for you.

Still, I offered much resistance to the calling of writing this book, as you will see by the lapse of time in between some writings. By all accounts, I assure you that I am no different than the next person, so from God's perspective, my humanness, and the path that I have traveled to reach this point is described here and there throughout the book. Not everything you read in the body of the book is necessarily, or strictly, about me though, for in many cases I am merely used as an example of what God is trying to convey to us all.

When I began writing, I wrote down the dates, and kept a journal, with the thinking that these events were going to happen any day, but many years have passed since then, and left unaltered, some of the predictions have already come to pass, which should give validity to the rest of what's foretold. Furthermore, the dates may have some significance for the timing of these events, so I am leaving them for reference purposes.

_Although I was told that this would be made easy for me, that hasn't always been the case, and that's because I had to go through many transformations to do so. I had good days when I was a clear channel, and the information would flow, but more often than not, on others it took hours to translate a paragraph. I mention this because, if the information hasn't come through as clearly as it should, move forward to find it explained and elaborated on again at a future date._ ref_TOC

**Foreword**

In the midst of great despair many years ago, something incredibly miraculous happened to me, that initiated the relationship that developed between God and I from there, which all started when I prayed for help from the depths of my heart and got it. Although I spent much of my life in church praying, unlike ever before, I suddenly sensed the presence of someone powerful and loving watching over me, who then began interacting with me in the most incredible ways, and my enthusiasm lead me on a search for an understanding of what I was experiencing.

I immediately noticed a change in consciousness and started to hear an inner voice verbalizing things to me in my head. Initially, it kept repeating the word "puppet", until it got my attention, and that's when I started to realize that God was trying to tell me something about myself. I was completely oblivious to this on a conscious level, but my unconsciousness was shouting that it was true. I had lived my life doing what everyone else wanted me to do, and by all the bad effects happening at the time, I was failing miserably because of it. So I knew I had to make some changes, or this inner voice was never going to shut up, because these were the things standing in the way of me focusing on, and following, the higher consciousness that I was just beginning to make my connection with.

I'll never forget the fear that overwhelmed me when I made the decision to listen and do otherwise, even though it was pure guesswork as to what that was back then. It took a tremendous amount of trust and faith for me to surrender to the leadings of this invisible being of love that I was interacting with, but I quickly found that just my willingness to do so was all that mattered. Despite my ignorance, God knew what to do with me, and how to get me there, and with just my willingness to follow His will, my mistakes began to work themselves out miraculously, and things started to turn around.

In those days, I felt that the distance between God and I was great, and to give you an idea of that, I always started my prayers with "Dear God", like I was writing a letter to some far away deity, who was too busy running the universe to afford one on one time with me. I guess I can attribute this to my Catholic upbringing, and the beliefs that I adopted along the way, because although I had ritualistically prayed all my life, and had a reverence for God, I lacked the intimacy that was available at a level that was beyond my present comprehension. So I decided to try and bridge that gap, by making a promise to myself to meditate every day at the same time, to see if I could get a little closer to the Source. After making that commitment, everything you could possibly imagine would try and keep me from being there for that daily appointment, but I was faithful to myself regardless and did so no matter what.

I wouldn't say that I meditated in established ways; I was simply making time to be with God, if God would be with me. I had no teachers on the subject, so I did what I supposed meditation would be, from the little I had heard about it, and tried to quiet my mind and go into an empty space. At first, I noticed that if I closed my eyes, I would fall asleep, so after a while, I decided to just lay down, go into sort of a daydream gaze and say what I had to say and prayed for what I thought was needed.

That's when I began to notice a swirl of colored light appearing before my eyes. I had all kinds of ideas about what this light was at the time, but primarily, I felt that I was making a connection with something higher than myself through it, and furthermore, it strengthened me in profound ways and transformed my life a little each day. So I naturally wanted to have more of it while I attempted to understand where it was coming from.

As I mentioned earlier, I was going through a series of very unfortunate events at the time, and although my youth would convince me that I was educated enough to handle it, I found myself totally unequipped to deal with what life had delivered to me, because I lacked the spiritual wisdom and universal tools I needed to survive successfully. I, at least, was wise enough to know that, if everything outside of you is going wrong, then it must be emanating from somewhere inside of you, and this all led me to wonder about what the secret to life was, and I began a search for what God's universal laws along these lines were. When the world outside of you is mirroring such disharmony, you have to begin to question what it's all trying to tell you, and start looking at what you might be contributing to the manifestation of it.

This sent me on a quest for knowledge, and although I hated to read up until then, I read everything I could get my hands on that would offer me the wisdom of those who had been seekers also. The literature covered the metaphysical, the spiritual, the occult, psychology, love, E.S.P., psychic abilities, divination, and the Bible, just to name a few, and in my research, I was seeking the wisdom of the masters from all religions, and all walks of life, and was grabbing for the common thread of truth that they all had to offer.

In addition, I took a particular interest in the dictionary, and began to read it frequently every day, but not in the conventional way. I used it as a means to seek guidance from God when I didn't have the answers, by randomly opening it to a page I was led to. Then I would close my eyes, run my finger down the page, and amazingly, the meaning behind the word that my finger landed on, spelled out the solution every time. Like a child again, I asked a lot of questions of God and used this as one means to establish telepathic communication with Him, and by doing so, I was developing my intuition, as I tried to focus on the signs and higher guidance that were leading me down my path. I know this must sound crazy, but the truth is, I made a lot of decisions using this method, and remarkably, everything started working out better for me because of it. I also learned that, if you want to know something about anything, the dictionary has the answer, especially when a higher intelligence is making statements to you through it that hit you in your heart and can't be denied.

Several years prior, I took a course in the Tarot, and through studying the universal symbolism the cards encompassed, I was becoming more adept at reading them, which I also used as a source of guidance in my desperation to avoid any more pitfalls I might encounter coming down the road. I laid them out every day, and soon noticed that the pictures themselves would become 3-D and stand out in a raised fashion to depict their message. This sparked my interest in learning to understand the symbolic meanings behind the art, and I soon discovered that these symbols go far beyond what words alone can reveal. In the interim, I found that a picture is worth a thousand words, and there is a language wrapped up in images that is universal.

Accepting God into my life continued to have a cleansing effect on me, and at times, I certainly felt like I was walking on a journey through hell, while desperately trying to find Heaven. In addressing the wounds I suffered in my formative years, I went through a lot of rude awakenings about the mistakes I had made out of that unconsciousness, and the long-term consequences that came as a result of them, so with that, there came a great deal of healing and transitions.

I watched all of what shattered my reality begin to disappear, and began searching for the true meaning of my life. I started asking myself, "Who am I as a soul incarnate", and "What is my purpose for being alive?" I had the sense that I was more than just a physical entity, accompanied by a constant nagging feeling, that there was something else I was failing to recognize and accomplish on this level. I would equate this to the carrot on the string that kept pulling me forward to look for more, so that I could finally grasp the meaning of it.

They say that when the student is ready, the teacher appears, and there were many of them who came into my life by chance encounters after that, and they freely offered their enlightenment and assistance to me, as I walked the path that I was on. One, in particular, kept insisting that I was a "scryer". I didn't know what that meant at the time, but in modern terms, it's someone who has "the gift of vision".

Anyway, I found treasures that were priceless through these mentors, and the utilization of their teachings enhanced my outlook on what was attainable through the use of their methods. I enrolled in all kinds of higher education, and through the courses, I began to open the God given gifts that had always been there, and didn't have a clue about, but now I was beginning to learn how to use them.

I started having paranormal experiences, like leaving my body through astral travel, regressions into past lives, traveling outside of time and space, sending and receiving telepathic communication, and just about everything that encompassed psychic awareness. I also, coincidentally, started counseling with a psychologist, who had me write down my dreams. Mind you, I had as many as eight dreams a night, which didn't afford me much sleep that year, but I did become adept at deciphering the psychological interpretations depicted through their symbolisms.

It's needless to say that, I was getting tuned into what was really going on under the surface for me, which brought up a lot more emotional cleansing and pain. That's when I began to discover that what I had always thought was "normal", was not so normal, as I gained insight into the damage that my spirit was ailing from. Most of this was emanating from a less than perfect upbringing, and the amnesia and ignorance of this, was energetically contributing to other bad experiences in my life. As I became conscious of them, the energetic structures began to dissolve, and with it, the relationships and structure of my life began to collapse in many areas, while at the same time, it was being restored in others. Although a difficult period for me, there was a love affair with God developing that healed my heart and gave me the hope of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, so I clung to this premise on those days that I just wanted to die. On the other hand, the light of divine love that was growing inside of me, carried me through what otherwise would have been unbearable, and for that I was in awe and extremely grateful.

Although still blind in many ways, my intentions were sincere to follow God's will, and even though I may not have been very clear on just exactly what that was, I was really trying hard to do what God wanted me to do, and so much so that, it became a way of life for me and ended up being my salvation. Regardless of my failures as a spiritual infant, I felt like someone, or something, was transforming it all behind the scenes. I gained a tremendous sense of awe about how God moves through everyone and everything, and the realization of the magic and harmony that the universe operates from, was a mystifying and blissful experience for me. It was like God was giving me a canvas of incredible artwork for my eyes to behold through this heavenly presence that permeated everything in my existence, and although these were some of the hardest years, they were also some of the best because of it.

After giving birth to twins, I became ill with a disease that I couldn't seem to heal the source of. I spent about three years on antibiotics, and every month at the same time, the illness recurred again. I began to recognize a pattern going on, and the psychological counseling I was committed to, did much to get me in touch with the underlying causes that were contributing to the physical manifestation of the illness. Then almost simultaneously, I began hearing an inner voice loud and clearly calling to me, saying, "Physician, heal thyself", and that prompted me to wonder why I would have this body and not have the power to heal it, which I pondered on for some time.

Still being faithful to my meditation time each day, and still seeing the light, I somehow got the idea to begin using this light as an instrument to heal myself. I could see no harm in envisioning this energy moving up through my toes and permeating everything in my body, before bringing it out the top of my head and encircling myself with it, so I did this every day, and to my amazement, my body, mind, and emotions began to heal at an accelerated pace.

In addition, I changed my diet, and embarked on a major homeopathic detoxification, and after a period of about six months, not only was I totally healed of my affliction; even the physical scars were gone in my body. My doctor, who was recommending surgery prior to this, was dumbfounded by the changes that had occurred, and although I incorporated whatever I felt guided to use to heal myself, I know that the light I was using made the biggest difference in healing my spirit and energy body, which in turn transformed my physical body. In summation, I would like to say that for every day I've meditated and used that light, that day has been returned to me in life force.

Not long after that, a dear friend of mine got sick, and ended up in the hospital, awaiting surgery. We lived about an hour away from each other, and going to see her was out of the question, for other reasons, so I decided to try using the light from a distance to heal her, in my attempts to help. I told her what I was going to do, and she later called to say that she could feel the effects of it. When her doctor visited her after the surgery, he remarked about how incredibly fast her wound was healing, and so much so, that it puzzled him. Now I was convinced that this light not only worked for me, but it worked for others as well.

I was now heading down another path with this, which was compelling me to look even deeper into myself, and as I was ascending into a more sensitive clairvoyant dimension, I noticed I was picking up on the vibrations of other people around me. At the time, I was working for a Chiropractor, and one day I woke up literally unable to move certain parts of my body. There was no way I had injured myself, but it sure felt like I did, because the symptoms were very real. In his attempts to help me, the doctor I worked for, asked me if I would be willing to see a hypnotherapist he knew, and he offered to pay for the sessions if I would agree to go. Since I was addressing traumas from my childhood that I had memory blocks to, according to my psychologist, I thought that this would be the opportunity to go back to those experiences, so I took him up on his offer.

When I arrived for my first session with the hypnotherapist, we got a little more acquainted, and throughout our conversation, I derived that he was coming from a spiritual space within his practice. One of the first things he told me was that, my energy was scattered all over the place, I was taking on other people's stuff, and that I needed to pull my energy back into myself. As bizarre as this sounds, it made all the sense in the world to me when I reflected on one of the patients I was treating at work, and realized that my sympathy towards him opened me up to take on his ailments. To validate the truth of this, I noticed an immediate dissolution of my ailments when I became conscious of it.

After giving me some preliminary instructions about hypnosis, the doctor proceeded to put me under and took me on a journey into my past. To my surprise, instead of going back to my childhood, I ended up experiencing memories from another lifetime, which were very vivid and real. This all came as shock to both me and my therapist, for he did nothing to lead me in any way that would have brought about this conclusion. Although I was displaced from the impact of what I saw myself going through in that other life, it was penetrating to watch, and it became very clear that I was undeniably this someone I had been at another time in my soul's past. In all other senses, I felt like I was still the same person, with that being then, and this being now, but the experience I stumbled upon, was one of torture and a slow death after having my children abducted from me. Furthermore, the participants in that lifetime were the same individuals who were once again present in this lifetime, and the patterns of abuse were still playing out in present day form.

What made all of this even more believable is what followed after I left his office. When I arrived home that evening, I suddenly became very ill, and was experiencing all of the symptoms associated with the torture that I had witnessed in the past life regression. Every joint in my body was aching, and I was dripping wet with a fever for ten days, having to drape towels over myself to soak up the water every hour. I developed a horrible abscess on my face that left a hole in its place, and I was so sick that I probably should have gone to the hospital, but I couldn't afford to do so, so I called the therapist instead, hoping that he could possibly offer up some solutions.

He asked if he could come to visit me at my home, and when he arrived, he was just as puzzled as I with what he saw, and neither of us could make sense of it all. We both were at a loss about what to do, so he simply embraced me in his attempts to comfort me, while I tried to get through it. I did eventually come out of it, and what I learned is that, what ails you can be carried for lifetimes, and that history will repeat itself, until it is dealt with. Just for clarification, the two individuals who did this to me were the two marriages I had in this lifetime, and I had already separated from the second before coming to this awareness.

I went as far as I could in my hypnosis sessions before moving on, and throughout the experience, it opened my eyes to guided meditations and regressions, and gave me the tools I needed for self-hypnosis. My meditations began to take on a whole new aspect after that, and I found myself beginning to travel to other dimensions through the vehicle of the mind's eye. Still, the steps were small, slow, and steady, surrounding the epiphanies that I was going through.

Having recently separated from my husband led to financial challenges. I worked five jobs at the time, with only one evening off a week. Unable to put off the inevitable, I sought out the services of a divorce lawyer, only to have him tell me that I couldn't afford him. I went home crying, reflecting on how I had given up my career in order to raise my children, and realizing just how much I was paying the price for it now. I walked away from that attorney's office thinking that I wasn't a professional at anything, when I realized I was better than most at being an intuitive counselor, so I approached the owner of a little French café and asked if I could do readings there on my lunch breaks. She welcomed me with open arms, and I started immediately.

Being an advisor in this capacity was a very difficult position for me to step into, because I always felt extremely uncomfortable with my skills prior to giving a reading, but each time I put myself in the situation, I got better at just letting the information flow. To complicate matters, I had made a vow to myself that I would never charge for this service, which was ridiculous, but I now felt that getting paid for my work was what God was leading me to do, and when I surrendered to that guidance, my readings actually got better, because my subject was invested.

The people I was reading for were searching for the same guidance that I had found a way to use for my own benefit, and I was happy to make the exchange and offer insight into their own dilemmas. When psychically reading, I never really knew for sure whether I was accurate or not, so it was only through the feedback I received from my clients that I had any certainty about what my intuition was revealing to me. Judging by their gratitude and testimonials, I was doing something good, which was rewarding and gave me the confidence to continue on. So this was the start of my professional career as a psychic, and with time and experience, I became very adept at it.

My circle of friends now grew to include those who were gifted with these abilities also, and we began sharing our insights with one another. God is now speaking to me through the mouths of anyone who has even the slightest telepathic connection, and they all offered information of a spiritual nature that shed light on the path that God was preparing me for. I didn't fully understand half of what was being channeled through them right there and then, because what the future had in store for me was just a vision that did not have a reality yet. Looking back though, I would have never dreamed that I would end up where I did, because what happened in my life from there on was incredibly powerful and totally unexpected.

By now, and years later, I'm finally getting the hint that perhaps I am becoming who I truly am, but I am still blindly pursuing the purpose that my soul was destined to do. I really didn't have a clue as to where this was all leading to, so I just let life unfold its message in front of me, as I walked in faith towards my unknown destination. All along the way though, I kept finding myself thrown into different situations that were learning experiences and awakenings to this other realm of being that my soul kept guiding and nudging me towards.

From there I began moving in another direction. A psychologist, who was a patient where I worked, approached me and asked if I would like to come and work for him as a Biofeedback Technician. He treated post-traumatic stress disorders, sustained primarily from auto accidents, and offered to train me. Needing more income, I was thrilled with the opportunity, accepted the position, and went on to earn an Affiliate/Associates degree.

I used mind-body integration techniques to help with the disorders that the patient was suffering from, which included migraine headaches, neck and back injuries, and whatever else the symptoms might be, and had a high success rate. Then one day, a chart of acupressure trigger points, for use in relieving migraine headaches, showed up in my hands, and in passing this information on to my patients, I started doing the acupressure on them to show them where the points were. Although I really wasn't supposed to be adding this element to my therapy, each of these patients practically begged me to do it again on their next visit, because their symptoms were alleviated and even disappeared when I did. This is when I began noticing something unusual happening through my hands.

Furthermore, in the midst of all this, several people were encouraging me to read a book about a man who was born to be a healer. He viewed his gifts as electrical and energetic, and after reading his story; it had a lot of impact on me. I even tried to find him, so I could talk to him, but he had already died. Little did I know that this was all a hint about my future, and God was just trying to open me up to the possibility in a quiet and gentle way.

Using the acupressure on my patients did not go over well with my boss when he got wind of it, and this eventually ended my job there because he feared that this might cause trouble. On one hand he was asking me to stop doing these treatments, and on the other hand, I had people pleading with me to continue. Unable to live with my conscience and follow the rules that were being demanded of me, the doctor and I agreed it best for me to move on.

Shortly thereafter, my new roommate introduced me to a Massage Therapist, who was also an Instructor. Out of the necessity to accommodate a student he was about to train, he asked if I would be interested in joining the class for free because he needed two people in order to have a body to instruct from, so I agreed to participate. My teacher was a priest in an ashram for many years, and he incorporated the principles of using chi energy along with massage and acupressure, which I seemed to have a natural affinity for.

I was now on the path of becoming a Certified Massage Therapist, and had no intention of pursuing a career at it, but shortly after receiving my certification, my teacher contacted and encouraged me to audition as a therapist for a very high profile person. I resisted at first, but ended up applying for the position, and after going through all kinds of formalities, I was hired for the job. My duties were to include working in a hotel spa, as a therapist to the guests, while I was on call for my new client. Even though I went home and cried because I was so sore after the first few days, to my surprise, I found that I absolutely loved my new work, and it brought forth as many benefits to me, as it was to those I was laying my hands on. I ended up doing so well, in fact, that I was booked every day with appointments for some very famous people.

In those days, massage therapy had its stigmas, so I decided to change that image. From there, I went on to become a Massage Instructor and made it my mission to train some of the best therapists in town. I also established an organization called, "The Healing Touch", and offered my services at health fairs and wherever. I selected this name because I kept getting feedback from a psychic friend of mine, who insisted she felt a very noticeable healing energy coming from my hands, and described me as having the healing touch. I guess she was right, because as time went on, I started receiving reports from others about different ailments disappearing after giving a massage, all of which was hard to ignore after a while. I had no real explanation for it, except that, I noticed my hands felt like they were buzzing with energy when using them on someone.

I maintained my position as a Massage Therapist for several years after that, which was a growth spurt for me in many ways. Working in a spa, in a soundproof room, with beautiful meditation music and incenses, did much to strengthen my spirit.

Outside of this, I was gaining enlightenment from other avenues. Socializing with friends who attended spiritual meetings at a metaphysical bookstore, I took an interest in everything that it would encompass, like astrology, crystals and other types of divination. I was like a sponge trying to absorb all the education I could, still trying to find the secrets to life and how it all works, taking whatever truth that resonated within me, and the universal meaning that I saw evident in all belief systems, while looking for the one common thread in it all.

Music was always a guiding force in my life, which later became an important vehicle in my meditations as well. It's the universal language that God spoke to me through right from the beginning, and I call it, "The Divine D.J.". Many of my answers came through songs that expressed messages from higher sources, but my intuitive awareness continued to sharpen itself through other mediums as well, and over the course of time, I was becoming increasingly more conscious of everything around me, and the so called, "paranormal coincidences", that were occurring for me on a daily basis.

I also began to listen to, and study the teachings of some people called, "channels", and one in particular, whose universal wisdom did much to enlighten and transform me further, which coincided with the guidance I was getting on my own. In addition, this channel's teachings included guided meditations that facilitated the opening of my third eye even more, so that I could begin interacting with the spiritual representatives who were just beginning to appear to me in those meditations, and with them, I began to get in touch with my Higher Self and gained more tools for ascending beyond my human difficulties. I kept reading more books on chakras and the human energy field, shamanism, and people who had stepped beyond the norm, who all offered their insights into another dimension, and then all at once, and within a month's time, a series of events happened that was overwhelmingly powerful and hard for me to assimilate.

At a meeting one night, I met another Massage Therapist, who was using crystals on acupressure points along the spine to promote healing, and she was raving about the results she was having with it. She invited me to go to the metaphysical store that she and her husband owned, so I obliged and went the next day. While there, she showed me a smoky quartz crystal wand, and began waving it up and down my spine to demonstrate how it worked, and to my amazement, I could literally feel it pulling something out of me. I couldn't stop thinking about that crystal when I got home, and although I really couldn't afford it, I had a dream about it that made me go back and buy it the next day.

That night, I unintentionally fell asleep with it in my hand, and woke up the next morning with my arm swollen to the point where I was unable to move it, and it didn't take long for me to figure out that the energy from the crystal was obviously having a purging effect on me. I wondered how I could even do a massage, but my schedule was light that day, so I went to work thinking that I could get through it, but considering the shape I was in, I ended up canceling the appointments I had, and instead, I called a friend of mine who could do readings from crystals, and asked if I could come see her.

When I arrived, I gave her the crystal I bought, which somehow found its way to me, and she proceeded to tell me what she saw in it. Her reading was very accurate with respect to the things I was conscious of operating in my life, but then she said something that surprised me, which was, "You need to go back to the life of Jesus Christ. It's not that you did something wrong, but there is something you are failing to do." After digesting that for a few minutes, I decided to schedule an appointment with her sister, who was a Hypnotherapist that specialized in past life regressions. Then with regards to healing my arm, she suggested I take a course with a healer who was conducting a six-day seminar, and put me in touch with the person I needed to enroll with. I figured that since I wasn't able to do much massage, I should take this opportunity to heal whatever was happening to me.

Prior to starting class, I went for my past life regression, and what an eye opening moment that was. I didn't go there with any preconceived ideas, except that perhaps I possibly lived in the time of Jesus, but after guiding me to a deep state of hypnosis and back to that point in time, to my shock, I not only ended up in the life of Jesus, but I found myself living through Him and experiencing the different phases of His life from childhood on.

If that wasn't enough to get my attention, what struck me the most about Him was His humanness, and the frustration He felt about getting His message across to the people who surrounded Him, who were reaching out to Him for healing, as He stood on a hillside preaching His message. I could hear the thoughts that ran though His mind that said, "How can these people even begin to fathom what I have come to tell them?" Unlike my beliefs about His supernatural origins, I saw that this was, in many ways, your ordinary man, who had made contact with His Heavenly Father and own divinity, and I was taken aback by the realization that His humanness was really no different than my own.

What had just revealed itself, and where I ended up, startled my therapist as much as it did me, so we decided to schedule another appointment in a few days to try and make sense of what was going on. I can't tell you all that went through my mind up until then, and over the next couple of months that followed. To say the least, I was totally confused and upset about the fact that I had been praying to Jesus for many years, and now I was being slapped with the possibility that I might have actually been Him or something.

Well, my next hypnosis session revealed a little more of the direction that this was leading me in, and the reasons why I was being given this vision, which was a major milestone about the discovery of my soul and where it came from.

Proceeding to put me under, and after relaxing to a deep trance state, I was guided back to the point in time just prior to being born. At that, I saw myself saying my goodbyes to my loved ones in a place that looked and felt like home to my soul. This was another world somewhere else in the universe; a spiritual dimension of pure iridescent light in transparent shades of lavender and pastels, and the sight of it was heavenly to my eyes. More importantly though, the love I felt surrounded by there, is something my words can only fail to describe to you.

I was then prompted to take a look at my body, and my response to that was, "Oh, my God", because there were laser beams coming from my hands that stretched clear across the universe. I thought to myself, "Wow, no wonder people are mentioning energy and healing coming from my hands". Investigating this a little further, I came to the recognition that, in that world, I reigned in a position of sovereignty and ruled over that dimension with my expertise, and just about to make my departure into physical body, my spiritual counterparts there were making it clear to me that they would be assisting me in completing my mission on Earth.

In that moment, I became very conscious of my purpose for incarnating, and this entailed assisting with the shifts and transformations the Earth would be going through, as I stood there and gazed upon it from my position in the heavens. I saw that time and space seemed to move much faster in this heavenly dimension than it does on Earth, and that my time in the flesh was going to be a relatively short excursion in comparison. I then gazed into the eyes of what looked like a twin of myself in spirit that I was promising to connect with while here on Earth, even though we both understood that this might be very difficult to do. By now, more than ten years had passed since I questioned who I am and why I am here, and this all summed it up for me and gave me much to think about for a while.

The following week, I was now in a healing seminar. Funny I should end up there, and what an extraordinary week it was, with all kinds of things of a paranormal nature happening to quicken my senses and focus. The teacher was an incredibly powerful individual who had used the human energy field as method for transmuting the physical body. I heard many stories of miracles that week while being educated in the body's energetic system, and then I witnessed them for myself when we started using the applications on each other, and these were remedies that I would have never thought possible through conventional treatments. Changes in my own aura were noticeable, and I went through many transitions, which heightened my sensory capabilities even more.

Then, while sitting in class one day, I literally "heard" the vibrations in the room, which felt like the whole building was shaking, like I was in the middle of an earthquake or something. It was so real, in fact, that I grabbed my belongings, stood up, and was ready to run out of there, until I turned around, looked at the class, and saw that no one else was experiencing what I was. I was a little embarrassed, to say the least, but the earth shook for me that day, and I can only chalk it up to the energy in that class.

During one of our lunch breaks, I was conversing with some of my classmates about my past life regression experience with Jesus, and my teacher apparently overheard it. At the culmination of our course, when I went to thank him for all that I had learned, he looked at me penetratingly and said, "Some people have special gifts." Obviously, he saw something in me that I was only beginning to understand myself, and through the course of that week, I came to the realization of what I was born with, but was just beginning to remember how to use again.

About a week later, I was invited to a metaphysical event, and was asked if I would be available to do some psychic readings, should my services be needed, so I attended. There were all kinds of concession stands there, including art and artifacts, and after browsing around, I was drawn to the booth of an artist who did what she called, "soul portraits", and I decided to have her do mine.

What an incredible replica she drew of what I actually looked like as a soul in my hypnosis journey, and you'd have to see the picture to understand this for yourself, but she told me to look for other pictures within the picture. In it, there were the Angels that surrounded me, which were the basis of my support to blossom in my own power and purpose, which she saw and depicted beautifully, and even though I could not see what she was drawing at the time, before she completed it, I had the feeling that she was forgetting to include something there, and she agreed with me. When she finished, she showed me something in the upper right hand corner, which looked like a picture of an old wise man with white hair and a beard, who was overseeing everything I was doing, and I recognized Him as God and My Heavenly Father. The artist told me that she usually didn't name her portraits, but in this case she wrote the words "Divine Love" above her signature.

When I got home, I couldn't take my eyes off that picture, and for some strange reason, I carried it with me from room to room for months, just staring at it, all the while feeling an incredible energy that seemed to be radiating from it, but not really knowing why. Oh, something else very significant happened to me at that metaphysical event. Visiting other artistic venues, I noticed several pictures of Indian Chiefs that kept calling my attention to them, and in the weeks that followed, there were pictures of Indian Chiefs just about everywhere I went, and that's a story I will get to a little bit later.

After this, I spent a lot of time praying and processing it all while going through a period of adjustments. Then one day, out of the blue, I had a visitation from an incredible being of light in my living room, and when I asked who He was, He told me His name was Jesus. I certainly had my doubts about this, but the sheer perfection of His brilliance left me humbled in His presence. After that, He appeared regularly, and became my first teacher from the other side. So after years of trying to see who, and what I had felt the presence of as a representative of God, this was a monumental accomplishment, that took ten years to arrive at, and I had finally received "the gift of vision", that has been so very valuable to me ever since.

It wasn't long after that when another Master made His presence known to me, and He told me His name was St. Germaine. When He appeared, He handed me a doctor's degree, and said, "Some people are born physicians." Then He pointed to me and told me to use this ability to help others. I wrestled with that for a while, getting caught up in my own fears about practicing medicine without a license, until one day I received a call from a psychic friend of mine whose brother was severely injured in a car accident. He had actually died from a severed aorta and was brought back to life, and upon waking up from a coma; he asked if he could see a masseuse, which is something that he apparently had never done before, when I inquired about it. At that, she was prompted to call me, and asked if I would accommodate him, so after getting permission from his doctor, I drove an hour and a half to the trauma center to visit him.

On the way there, I felt like someone had plugged me into an electrical socket and could feel an incredible amount of energy running through my body. When I arrived and walked into his room, I found this man on an airbed with wires coming from all over him to the equipment he was hooked up to, and he had just about every bone in his body broken, a tracheotomy, and was paralyzed from the waist down. My immediate thoughts were, "How do you massage someone in this condition?" So I just thought I'd be open to the moment and do whatever I could with what I had learned in my healing class.

As soon as he saw me, he sat up in his bed and started pointing to different parts of his body that he insisted I put my hands on. Although I had never met him before now, he seemed to know me and what my capabilities were, even though I wasn't so sure of it myself, and my only guess is that, when he died and crossed over, someone on the other side told him something about me. He immediately began asking me to fix his legs, which took me by surprise, because he had more faith in me than I had in myself. I didn't know quite what to do with that request, so I just proceeded to lay my hands on him at his direction. I spent a few hours working with him, and when I was finished he begged me to keep coming back, so I gave him my word, and returned the next day to find him out of bed and sitting in a chair, and over the course of the next several weeks, his doctors were walking around whispering, "HTB", meaning, "hard to believe".

I continued to visit him, until his family stopped all visitors, which made me cry a lot, because I promised him I would be there. In my time away from him, I was really tuned into him from a distance, and I could hear him calling me, along with other things, like smelling everything in his hospital room, almost as if I was in two places at the same time. This bothered me so much in fact, that I eventually learned how to do distant and absentee healings, in situations where I couldn't physically be there. I figured if the energy in my hands extended clear across the universe, then technically, I could do it from anywhere, and according to the testimonies I received, it actually worked.

During this time, I was invited by a friend to attend a weekend astrology seminar. I didn't have the money to go, and wasn't particularly that interested, but my friend said she wanted to pay for it, and insisted I go, so I did. Nearing the end of the first day, we were asked to do a meditation to get in touch with our ancestral roots, and when I did, there before my eyes was the vision of an Indian Chief, and transposed over his face was the face of my deceased grandfather. When finished with the meditation, we shared our experiences, and our instruction at the end of the day was to go home, do another meditation, and talk to our ancestor again. When I did my homework, the Indian appeared as before, but this time he had a pocketknife in his hand. He then proceeded to show me a picture of an eye, and started circling the knife around the pupil of the eye, and asked me use this on others. Oh sure, I thought, who's going to trust me to do that, certainly not me.

Right after finishing the meditation, I called my friend and classmate and explained what had just happened, so we decided to get together. My friend trusted me implicitly, and as silly as this sounds, she agreed to let me take a knife to her foot in order to oblige my spirit guide. Thank God the knife wasn't sharp enough to do any damage, but what she did notice was a pulling effect coming from my hands around the planter's wart that we were trying to remove. At that, I continued to circle the area, while she felt the pull of what was connected to it throughout her body, and it all reminded me of what the crystal I had bought did to my arm. The wart eventually disappeared, but not that night, and with it, the memories of what it was connected to, surfaced for her while it was reducing in size.

The next day in class, after discussing our meditations from the night before, a woman came up to me on break and said there was something she thought she could help me with. So we arranged to get together the next day at my house. After talking to her for a bit, I learned that she had studied shamanism with the Indians in Canada, which directly correlated to my Indian Chief. Then there came a moment when she asked me to close my eyes and run my forefinger back and forth across her hand, and when I did, I could see the cells in her hand speed up with the energy being transmitted to her. My hands were working like surgical instruments to remove dark cells and regenerate the good ones, and that's when I realized that this is what the Indian Chief was trying to relate to me. I had laser beams in my fingers and was being asked to use them.

I continued to meet with this woman for a while, and she taught me much about what she learned from the Indians, which I found a close affinity to, having some heritage along those lines, and my Indian Guide, who I call, Grandfather, continued to appear and instruct me in the use those laser beams.

After that, people started calling and asking me for healing sessions. My Indian guide was always in attendance, and I found that using the lasers, along with my x-ray vision, brought with it a clear picture of the situations surrounding the source of their problems. I could see everything in their past that was associated with their ailments, along with the physical, emotional and mental traumas that were contributing to their "disease".

I'd just like to add that, prior to working on anyone else, I initiated myself as the first guinea pig to test my abilities on. That way I would know the effects of what I was doing, and personally speaking, the results were transforming all the way around. I was still much of a novice at this, but the more I did, the more I learned, and every session came with new insights into the negative energetic forms that affect one's wellbeing and the difference it made to remove them.

Still working as a Massage Therapist, one day, a woman who had just finished an appointment with me approached me and asked if I would come to her house to teach healing to others. I hadn't revealed anything to her about my latest discoveries along those lines, so I don't know where she got that idea, other than she felt it coming from me while she was on the table. Even though I was still much of a novice at it, and wondered how in the world I was going to do that, I agreed to do it anyway. In order to do so, I traveled six hours to another state every week to enlighten others to what I was doing, and basically, that entailed teaching them the method I had learned in my seminar.

At about the same time, I had come upon a book by a woman who was a healer, and she had spiritual guides like myself who helped her in her work. Her book had illustrations of what she saw in the human energy field, coupled with her method of clearing those energies, all of which was very similar to what I was doing. Doing the work is one thing, but trying to explain what you are doing is another, yet I succeeded at getting the message across to my students, if not by words, through the experience that a healing session brought with it.

While there one week, my sponsor suggested we go to The Monroe Institute nearby. She knew people there and wanted me to meet a friend of hers. Robert Monroe was one of the first to pioneer in the subject of astral travel and shares his experiences in several books, which I had read earlier. He opened his institute, and from there he branched out into other avenues that included brain wave studies.

After meeting my sponsor's friend, she offered to give me a tour of the facility. Along the way, I was asking questions about Robert Monroe and was told that he had become pretty much of a recluse and was seldom seen, but it wasn't but a few minutes later that he appeared out of nowhere in front of me. Come to think of it, after the fact, I think he might have astrally traveled to meet me, because they told me he rarely, if ever, left his house.

We were introduced to each other, and he seemed very interested in me and my line of healing work, so I offered to give him a sample healing, which he accepted, and when finished, in exchange he gave me what he called, a "rote" that he placed behind my ear. When I asked what that was, he told me it was a message he was giving me that he wanted me to open later.

Then he asked me if I would like to participate in a research program that they were conducting for talented and gifted subjects, called their, "Brain Mapping Project". I was honored, and of course I said yes, so after thanking him and bidding him goodbye, we headed back to the main office to schedule a date for the experiment. On the way, my tour guide couldn't believe that we had actually run into Mr. Monroe, and she was even more surprised that he allowed me to do a healing on him, relating to me that he didn't normally permit this. By the way, I later tried opening "the rote", and it took a while for me to figure out what the message was, but it said, "Thank you, Kathleen."

Within a month, I was heading back there to offer myself as a subject for science. As a prerequisite, they sent me a questionnaire to fill out that had me describe my talent and explain how I performed when I used it, so this forced me to pick myself apart a bit and dissect what I was doing when using my new found abilities.

When I showed up at the lab, they proceeded to put a cap on my head, with wires connected to probes that radiated around my brain, and then they applied some gel under all the contacts to get a good conduction. Extending from the cap, were straps that were buckled around my chest, and when they were all done, I looked like I was about to take a parachute jump out of an airplane.

After that, they escorted me to another room and put me into a soundproof chamber where there was a person, whom they had selected, lying on a bed waiting for me to work on her. There was a microphone hanging above me, and I was asked to describe every move I was making as I worked on this woman, as well as explaining what I was seeing psychically as I went along. The wires strapped to my head were linked to a computer that would take pictures of my brain every two seconds, at alpha, beta, and gamma levels, and they could tell by the pictures and colors in these areas, the level that my brain was operating at. So with those instructions, they closed me in the room and left me there to do my thing.

When I was finished, they showed me some of the pictures they took, and they were thrilled and quite impressed, and told me that they had only seen one other healer that worked at such high levels, so I found that to be a nice compliment. When I was extending energy, the degree of it was measurable by different colors, and what I noticed was that they matched the colors that corresponded to energy centers I was working on. When I was in a psychic sensing mode, the screen would go gray. They could even tell that there was the presence of spirit guides in the room with me, and it all went so well, that they invited me back to do another one a few weeks later.

The next time, I suggested that they put probes on the person I would be working on, in addition to myself, to see what would happen, and although they had never done that before, they agreed to try it. That was just as impressive as the last experiment, in that, they could see the different levels of energy that entered the patient, as it was coming from my hands.

Before leaving that day, they printed out a few of these computer pictures for me and explained what they saw in them. At the time I underwent this research, they were waiting for a new computer program that had the ability to read even higher levels of the brain, and wanted to use it when doing their studies of me. I followed up on it several times, but the research hadn't been completed yet, and as it turns out, I never did get the final report on their findings. Even if it didn't prove anything to anyone else, it proved a lot to me.

My personal life was still a challenge, and coupled with that, I had the feeling that I would be making a long distance move, so about a month after going through the scientific investigation, I was lured across the country. Prior to, I flew to my intended destination where I spent two weeks making connections, lined up some work, and then went back home to pack and prepare for the drive across country. On the day I was leaving, the healing classes I had agreed to teach fell through. Not able to back out, with very little cash and only what I could pack into my vehicle, I made my journey anyway.

I didn't know how I was going to make it, but immediately after arriving at my new home, I made contacts in different circles, and the word got out about my healing techniques. That brought referrals, and I managed to survive on the income that came from it, even though there were times when I only had two pennies to rub together.

I continued to receive new spiritual guides appearing to me, and each one being a Master of the ailments I was treating, they came and taught me how to work on the different levels of the human energy field as I reached that vibrational frequency myself. Some of them came for a brief time and others appeared daily for years, and at last count they totaled twenty-two. On a human level, it took a great deal of courage on my part to step out in faith and do what they asked of me, but the beauty of what unfolded left no denial of the healing that was taking place because of it, so I kept following their wisdom.

The down side was that in order to be a vehicle of this healing force, it had its cleansing effect on me as I was expending it on others. Sometimes, I would be knocked off of my feet for days, and it was constant, as old energetic structures dissolved and the memories connected with them passed through my mind and emotions. I cried a lot for several years, but found that on the other side of the tears, there was much joy waiting for me. On the upside, I felt full of love and absolutely blessed, and that's not to mention that everything I was discovering was so fascinating that I never tired of it.

Then one day, I felt a calling to teach my method of energy work to others. So for the next seven months, I laid it all out on paper, picking apart my hands and what they were doing as surgical instruments, and breaking down the energetic structures that I had seen in relation to the physical, mental, and emotional effects that they produced in the body. I called my technique, "Laser", because that's what my Indian guide was trying to tell me with the knife to the eye.

When I had finally finished, I called the man who enrolled me in the healing seminar years before, explained what I had been doing since, and asked if he would sponsor me for a demonstration, healing sessions, and a weekend teaching workshop, which he agreed to. I had no money to get there, so I borrowed it from a friend and hoped I would be able to pay it back. Then I hopped on a plane and flew to a new horizon.

When I arrived, I was booked for twelve hours a day with healing sessions, which changed the lives of many, just as much as it was changing mine. In addition, these people were having all kinds of spiritual experiences like visitations from Angels and other paranormal instances like it. I am probably the only individual who has heard all the stories, but from one person to another, all kinds of miracles were happening as I watched the love and light grow in them.

This all sparked an interest in my weekend workshop, and the class filled quickly with twenty-five people who were now looking to me to explain what I was doing. To be honest, I was overcome with stage fright and wanted to run, but Jesus kept appearing and asking me to stay. I'm glad I listened to Him, because after a full day of theory, along with the energetic clearings I did so they could see and feel the energies they would be working with, I had them on tables working on each other. It was an incredibly transforming weekend for all, and you would have had to see it to believe some of the phenomenon that presented itself, but they did extremely well, and later went on to use what they had learned to help themselves and others, with excellent results.

The seminar was so successful, that many of the students immediately enrolled for a second, and three weeks later, I was back there doing another. I was so booked with appointments that I ended up staying three weeks to accommodate more than a hundred and twenty-five people, and most reported beautiful transformations. So, through word of mouth, my reputation grew by leaps and bounds, and I started getting requests to travel around the country to do more of the same.

This went on for several years, and over that course of time, I trained well over five hundred healers, and they would include laypersons, as well as therapists, body workers, psychologists, chiropractors, and doctors. Laser gave them a new element to add to their practice, and in combination with their own expertise, it moved through others, and began to take on a life of its own.

I was extremely happy for the most part, and was loved for what I was doing, but the love I was truly longing for seemed to be missing. Although I was improving the lives of those I was in service to, I didn't have what I needed in my own, and that's when I had to stop for a moment and ask myself, "How did I end up here?" It all happened so fast, and I became so busy, that I had no time to really sort it all out.

In review, I had been through an amazing journey with Angels, Ascended Masters and people, all of which elated me. I had ventured through heavenly spiritual dimensions with my guides that operated on divine love, and yet I was living in this lower world that seemed to be devoid of it, and I was conflicted by the duality of it, and longed to be there instead of here.

Although it was not so obvious to me then, I can acknowledge now that I was suffering from a broken heart, and in retrospect, I was burnt out from seeing all of the pain and suffering that came with those patients I was tending to, because to bring them into the light, meant wading through their darkness. Adding to this, I noticed that in passing on my enlightenment to others, it lost some of the purity and innocence it was derived from. I always believed that we all were born with the ability to do what I was doing, but it devastated me to watch what some people did with the misuse of that power, and I had to realize that you can give the gift, but you can't control what one does with it. If not noticeable to anyone else, God knew I needed my spirits lifted and sent someone to help.

It was the week before Christmas, and I was away on business and staying at my sponsor's house. I was booked with appointments, and was working with several people in different rooms, when a friend of my sponsor stopped by to meet me. On introduction, I learned a little bit about him, but couldn't spend much time with him because I had to get back to my appointments. In the meantime, he left, and called me later to ask if he could visit with me, but I was too busy and declined the invitation. He tried to arrange time with me a couple of times, but I kept declining, until he just surprised me and showed up at the door. Coincidentally, I had just finished my last appointment when he arrived, so I invited him to stay.

I didn't know much about him, other than he was a professor at a prominent college, who had been highly acknowledged for his work. His name was unusual, so in striking up a conversion, I asked what it meant, and he said, "Lover". Having an unfamiliar accent, when I asked where his origins were, he proceeded to tell me that he was from Jerusalem and had lived about three blocks from the Garden of Gethsemane, where he used to go and pray. That grabbed my attention a bit, but more than that, the energy of his presence just permeated the room, and my sponsor, feeling this also, felt awkward, so she pardoned herself and left us alone.

Coming from the attitude that this man might be expecting some personal enlightenment and healing from me, I started babbling on about something, but he interrupted me almost immediately, looked me directly in the eyes, and stated, "Don't you know who I am?" He acted as if I had known him forever, but I had just met him, so I didn't know what he was talking about. Then he said, "Don't you know why I am here?"

I entertained the idea that he might be making some improper advances towards me, so feeling put on the spot, I avoided the subject and went back to what I was talking about. He was polite, and let me ramble on, but several times he interrupted me and asked the same questions. I was so taken back by it that I never even thought to have him answer those questions for me, when he said, "Don't you know my presence has always been with you?" That's when I started to realize that maybe there was something more to his message, and perhaps he was there to help me, instead of the other way around.

After I relaxed a bit and let him take over, I started to vent my feelings about different aspects of my work and discoveries, posing questions to him as he gave me his insights. Then he embraced and comforted me as he discussed things about my past, that he couldn't have possibly known about me, but obviously did. He talked about my parents as if he knew them, addressed some of the difficulties I had faced with them, and then he informed me that I would come to an important realization about them at some point in the future. He asked me how old my mother was when I was born, and then asked how old I was when she died, and we were both twenty years old.

Then he started to describe some specifics about a paradigm shift I would experience in the future, and as for the timing of it, he spoke in parables and told me a story of how they used to tell time by the way the sun hit the point at the top of the pyramids. I didn't understand the full meaning behind this, but I listened intently with the knowing that I would probably understand it when the time came.

He spent a good four hours with me before he departed, and immediately after he left, I had a quickening that this might have been Jesus who had come to visit me. Although he tried to make that inadvertently clear while he was with me, it really didn't hit me until then. Now, it's possible that this professor was offering himself up as a channel for Jesus to speak through, but we had never heard of him doing such a thing prior to this, so I was convinced that Jesus had taken on the form of this man to visit me in the flesh. I thought this because, for several years prior, I had been getting information from my spiritual guides about the return of Jesus and the ascension that would accompany His arrival, so in the realization of this, I ended up crying all night long, thinking I had missed the opportunity to go with him.

The next day I received a phone call from him, and I took the opportunity to ask him some more questions about the energetic properties surrounding this paradigm shift he told me about. Then I went on to express my dissatisfaction with the endless stream of darkness and negativity present in the world, and my observations about how divine love was lacking here in its place, at which he replied, "You don't have that love here, because in essence, you are the one who is going to bring it in, and then all these agents, so to speak, are going to go forth from you, and bring it back to you, and then you will have it."

You see, I thought I was doing that all along, because the sheer nature of the healing work I was doing was nothing other than emitting pure love and light, but something was missing in the reciprocity of it, so apparently I hadn't completely fulfilled that mission. More than twenty years ago now, and in reflection of the answers he gave me about the timing, I tend to believe that I might be close to reaching that paradigm shift.

Over the next several months, I felt that I was being guided to stop teaching and healing, and not knowing what I would do in place of it, I resisted, but the more I continued, the more the shouts dictated otherwise. In meditations, God said He had a promotion for me, made it clear that I had trained all the healers that He wanted me to, and my work at this level was finished for the time being. Holding onto the past was keeping me from arriving at my future, so I surrendered, disappeared from sight, moved to another state across country, and did what I could to survive on mundane levels.

I didn't like where I ended up, but I couldn't seem to find the means to leave once I got there. There was an underlying reason for it though, and I eventually accepted that God had put me there for a purpose, and that's where I began channeling the material for a book.

With respect to my gifts and visual capabilities, I didn't want to see anymore and turned it off, which was all in divine order, because that's when God decided to open my ears and asked me to write down what I was hearing from Him. It was a slow process, and something I was not too good at in my estimation, but I tried to bridge the gap there and wrote down whatever was coming through to me audibly. That's when God told me He had something to say to the world and wanted to say it through me. I had difficulty accepting this responsibility and resisted all the way, but I slowly succumbed to the idea, and wrote when I felt inspired to do so. The connection and messages were rough in the beginning, but I found I got better at it with practice, and have included them in the book as an example of my development. After many transitions and transformations, two and a half years later, I put my things in storage and went back to my friend's house, where Jesus had come to visit me several years before.

In the midst of having nowhere to live and nowhere to go, I spent the next six weeks in a room asking God, "What do you want me to do, and where do you want me to go?" In response to those questions, I was offered a pen of light and was asked to write down the answers, so I started a journal, but the information coming through was unlike anything I was expecting. As it turned out, I started receiving visions of things to come with regards to the planet, and how that would affect me.

At the same time, I was longing to see the face of My Heavenly Father, whose will I had bowed down to, but had yet to meet face to face. This was the one goal I had from the beginning of my spiritual path, but the one place that I never seemed to arrive at. Then while writing one day, I suddenly found myself transported in a beam of light to find myself in His presence, where He asked me to write down His covenant to me, as He explained the gifts He had given me and what He wanted me to do with them. This was a moment unlike any other, and it behooves me to try and explain something that goes beyond the words I have available to define it, other than to say that, the magnitude of His love permeated every cell of my being.

At the end of those six weeks, I had completed writing His words, and the last vision I received showed me where I was to go from there, so I packed my things once again, moved back across country, and tried to rebuild my life from there. After that, my time was primarily focused around my family.

I tried to self-publish my manuscript the following year with no success, understanding now that its time hadn't come yet. Over the course of those years, God and His Angels kept appearing to me with a pen of light in their hand, but writing was something I almost had to purge out of myself, and I was becoming resentful of the difficulty it ensued for me. Taking that into consideration, I didn't write much over a span of eight years.

Confused about where my path was leading, I tried to go back to my comfort zones and do what I had in the past, several times, but every attempt at it failed. In His efforts to heal me of my sorrow and set me on the right path, my Heavenly Father appeared to me again and encouraged me to begin writing what He had to say. That was 2005, and Book Two is the compilation of what was dictated to me.

In 2010, I was once again handed a pen and asked to write down the visions that were being delivered to me. Book Three is the compilation of prophecies and predictions that elaborate and expand upon what was foretold in Book One.

In summation, the library includes revelations about an important paradigm shift that the Earth and the human race is quickly approaching and gives details about what we should expect. It outlines what that equates to from a spiritual and energetic perspective, and explains the manifestations of it that we are facing in our physical reality. Although a long awaited ascension for those who are in alignment with divine love and the electromagnetic fields we will be venturing through, for those who are not in harmony with this, there may be unpleasant consequences that can be avoided with an understanding of the spiritual and universal laws governing this and what we are transitioning through.

At this point, I don't know where this discourse ends, but as long as I am handed the pen, I will continue to be a scribe for what God has to say. ref_TOC

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March 15, 1994

I hear the voice of God speaking to me, and I am asked to write this down.

In light of all that has happened, it is My Will that you begin writing a book. You will not be deceived in this venture and will prophet much by it. As your Divine Source and everlasting supply, great riches will be rewarded you as a result of this venture, and I will give you the foresight and knowledge to protect it.

As we begin, you may be a little hesitant and find that the information does not flow as easily and forthright as it eventually will. Take up your pen. I will do the dictating and make this a joyous and pleasurable experience for you.

As we move beyond our present situation, I ask that you relinquish the obvious, and resound to discover the unknown. ref_TOC

March 16, 1994

As "one" we are all moving beyond our present limitations in unity, and prosperity being the name of the game, life is contingent upon change at this point. I have set forth certain criteria, which will be pertinent to your transformation in the present day, and I ask that you follow my leadings and directions to accomplish this.

In the days that follow, I will ask that you listen to me, and only my teachings, and with this, you will be insured the clarity needed to undergo certain shifts in your present situations. Take heed not to be bombarded by the thoughts and beliefs of others, for I am extending to you wisdom, and knowledge sought for, that is beyond the teachings presently available through other sources. This knowledge will be pure, unadulterated, and placed in your hands for distribution to the masses. Your channeling will be done through writing at first, and then through speaking at a later date. Be assured that this input is coming from The Highest of The Highest within The Divine Hierarchies of Light, and it is my devout and holiest presence that will be brought forth to you, and through you, for we will have merged, you and I, by the completion of these writings.

Trust that what I have to reveal will be well received by millions, for there will be no doubt as to the truth of my message. I offer you to this world as my daughter, a glorious and shining example of my own creation, who is living and breathing the essence of The Holy Spirit through your physical reality. I love you my child, and you should not doubt the place that I have prepared you for, and brought you to, through our relationship over the years. Let no man take this from you, for you have done well in the things that you have been instructed, and you will be acknowledged by man, as you have been by the Angels, for your faith, fortitude and dedication.

The pressure you have been experiencing in your face and head are a result of transformational changes taking place, whereby, the energies coming in are expansive in their nature, producing a lightness that may at times feel uncomfortable. In essence, you are receiving the Godhead in integral stages, and you will be one of the first and few examples of this, that will walk the face of this Earth for some time to come. Your beauty and radiance will be unsurpassed, both internally and externally, and there are but a few short months left before this change is complete.

As I have asked you to do my beckoning, you should trust that I have provided all that will be necessary to complete this project with the greatest of ease and comfort. In the interim, don't be preoccupied with the needs and concerns of others, at the expense of doing what is needed to accomplish what I have set forth for you to do. Little minds know nothing of the vastness that this encompasses. Be true to your self, and I will deal with any interference from this day forward, so that you will have no reason to fret over unpleasant situations. ref_TOC

April 4, 1994

I would like you to begin recording different aspects of your transformational path. Surely you have experienced many things that are out of the ordinary to most individuals, and your contribution in the realm of the spirit, would do much to speed up the evolutionary path of others, who are interested in awakening to their own spiritual essence. There are many others out there who are lost in their perceptions, and need a guiding light to enhance their understanding, in order to relinquish their limiting beliefs.

Do not let the little upsets occurring presently deter you in your personal path, for the moment is at hand when these little disturbances will be lifted completely and permanently, so that you may proceed with a bright future ahead of you. ref_TOC

May 3, 1994

I had a dream last night that I feel the need to write down, because I know it is the type of dream that I call, "dreaming true", and for me that is when everything in the dream comes through very illuminated. These are the type of dreams that have always predicted certain events for me, and they always remain vivid for years later, as though I had dreamt them last night.

In the dream, I was sitting in the kitchen at a friend's house, when I received a phone call. On the other end of the line there was a man in a suit of light. He asked me several times if I had read Matthew 11:11, and then he began to explain that, in spiritual circles, there was talk from a group that I had studied with, back in February, about how I was using the light to heal myself. He asked me to just focus my attention for a moment on an area where there might be some darkness of energy in my body, and in scanning my energy field; I found a dark spot in my pelvic girdle, which I brought to the surface while remaining in contact with Him. Then we were disconnected.

After that, I found myself standing in a garage where other people were beginning to gather. There were a number of women wearing bridal gowns, who were preparing for a wedding party on one side, and at the same time, there were other women present who were gathering things on the other side of the garage, like household items that they no longer wanted, so that they could give them away.

Then another friend came into the garage, and her name was Kate. I mentioned that I wanted to ask her this particular question in the past, and hadn't, so I took this opportunity to do so. "What did you go to school for?" I knew that she was writing a thesis of some sort, but I didn't know exactly what it was all about yet.

After waking up from the dream, I looked up Matthew 11:11 in the Bible, and here is what it said: "Behold, I send my messenger before thy face, who shall make ready the way before thee. Amen, I say to you, amongst those born of women, there was not risen a greater than John the Baptist, yet the least in The Kingdom of Heaven is greater than he." ref_TOC

May 10, 1994

Is it any wonder that we've lost our way through the confusions that society has presented for us? Are we limited by what man has dished out to us, or is there a greater reality awaiting us that is beyond our mortal perceptions.

I have come to give the message of a greater truth, and a greater reality that resides beyond our human limitations, for what have we here, other than what we eternally hope to be. I ask that you not take what I have to say so literally, but reach further beyond the words in this passage, to allow for the feeling and perceptual focus to filter through. For in this work there is feeling, and being cut off from that would not serve the understanding that is meant.

How is it that we have lost our way, burdened with stimulus that restrains us from acknowledging what lies latent behind it. Has man forgotten his true heredity, his soul, and who created him? I think not, for it is that which man is intrinsically searching for, and may be at a loss to recover, that has him laden with so much unhappiness.

I have come to show the way, and tell the clear and simple truth, for has it not been said that, "ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free". Would we not respect that the true desire of our soul is to find freedom from the lamentations that bind us. Does mortal man think that he can find freedom in wars and self-destruction? Isn't he missing the point?

We have come to give a message of ultimate freedom, and the path by which to achieve it, but first, we must begin to accept that we are a soul inhabiting a physical body. The body's purpose is only to be a casing for the soul. When we give precedence to the body, rather than to the soul that occupies it, death and deterioration begins to set in, for it is the energy transmitted from the spirit that is the body's life sustaining property.

It is in negligence to the soul, that physical maladies soon present themselves. Medicine, in its attempt to facilitate the human body, will never suffice to find a cure for what is a manifestation on the physical level, of what is truly ailing the soul, because the greater the separation from the life sustaining energy of the soul, the more serious the disease. ref_TOC

May 10, 1994

As we enter into the next phase of evolution, there are several things we should be concerned about. We have impressed upon ourselves the realities for which we have set within our own minds. The mind, being the consciousness of the Creator, has been besieged with too much external data, which is ultimately leading mankind into confusion. We have to begin to eliminate the electronic impressions that are bombarding our brains, in order to insure our ultimate survival. We have come to a lackadaisical attitude of allowing machines to do the creating for us, rather than using our God given powers, and as a result, mankind will only become the product of computers, rather than computers being the product of man. The upcoming generation is. ref_TOC

May 14, 1994

Archangel Gabriel appears to me sounding a trumpet. I recognize Him as The Angel of Death and Resurrection, and He has come to proclaim His message to the people of the Earth.

With white gloves on, He hands me a scroll, and I notice that the scroll is sealed and tied. When I proceed to open it, I find that it is a lengthy scroll with nothing written on it yet, other than the word "Amen" in the bottom right hand corner.

Then I am immediately handed a small greeting card, that is completely white and blank on its cover, and when I open it, a hallowed heart with wings flies off of the card and positions itself on my forehead. Then a white dove descends upon me with a host in its mouth, which looks like the atom of the Creator. In the center of the host, there is the symbol of the cross, and over my head, a short distance away, is the ascended Christ in full light with His hands extended towards me. I then find myself being raised in His body and spirit. ref_TOC

May 15, 1994

The regulation of energy comes from your Higher Self. To think that it can be gained from any other source, is robbing each other of their Power. When one regulates one's own energy from within, it externalizes to bring what you desire from without.

As you know, we have limited our source of energy by giving it out to others, when they should be using their own source of energy to accomplish for themselves what they expect you to do for them. This will not work for you, or for them, for the object is to connect them with their own Source, or God.

The resistance to this is widespread for a myriad of reasons. Having separated from their Source, as a result of ingrained training and beliefs, accompanied with fears that were instituted by others, has left people at a loss for acquiring access to it themselves. The object here is to reestablish and reconnect those who are open to the ever-present reality of their Higher Self. Once acquired, changes will begin occurring within and without, to enhance their life in beneficial ways. ref_TOC

May 20, 1994

I would like you to at least try to comprehend that you are currently in the process of ascension, and you will be venturing through another dimension of existence very soon. I know that there is some hesitation on your part to believe that this is happening, but please have faith that this will come to pass. I love you, despite how you may be feeling otherwise. There are things releasing in you that are deep, painful and have been there for a long time. I promise you that I will be there in union with you. I give you My Word. ref_TOC

May 23, 1994

There are many things unfolding for you that are yet unseen. As you know, I told you that accommodations are being prepared for you outside of this reality, so please be patient in its forthcoming.

I have promised you many things that are about to come true, but it's been necessary to clear some detrimental influences in you, that would prohibit your receiving what it rightfully due you as My child. I am not punishing you, and would rather you totally give up the idea of punishment, for I no more want to hurt you than you want to be hurt.

As we move along, there are obstacles that have been, and are being cleared for you, to receive Me into your life and your being. In the meantime, I hope that you would please be patient, and open your heart and understanding to all the fruits of My existence. ref_TOC

May 24, 1994

As we move closer to our destination, there will be new insights to record. I will be reminding you of things long forgotten, and as you slowly move from one space to another, you will eventually find yourself in a new place of existence, and it will not be of this world.

The time has come for the harvest of God's children, and all those who have faithfully given their lives to following God's will, and I will be accompanying you on this journey throughout the galaxy to your new destination. I know you are having difficulty believing this to be true, for this is not something that is an everyday occurrence on your planet, but never the less, I tell you the truth.

Prepare yourself in these ways: Reduce your workload. Keep your energy field as clean as possible, and healing will be done for you. Transmute all apparent negative energies, simply by intention, and relinquish attachments to this realm.

I will be adding insight and guidance about this, to keep you informed and at ease, so please await My arrival. In God's name, I bless you. ref_TOC

May 26, 1994

"What is love"? I am asking God for His explanation and definition of it, and this is His response:

How can we begin to discuss a subject so vast that it reaches beyond all boundaries? We should only hope to have more of it.

Love is the unsurpassed intelligence that exists within all of us. It is the void that all things emanate from, and when residing in that space, one's cup is overflowing. Having no preconceptions about it, and simply allowing your self to receive that, which is purely in the space of the moment.

To go to Love without any expectations, leaves only that which can be filled with ecstasy. Knowing nothing can only produce that which is purely of the spirit. This Holy Spirit, or Wholeness, is nothing other than God's Divine Love, and an infant placed in the womb of The Creator, where divine bliss is its nourishment, can only begin to describe the Essence of Divine Love. ref_TOC

May 26, 1994

There are a number of things you should be mindful of with regards to ascension and the past. We are moving beyond this dimension very quickly, and thereby, the ascension process is different in its form than it has been prior to this. We are currently living in a time space dimension where everything is sped up, and time is actually going backwards as well as forwards. This is why it has become harder to predict time-space occurrences the way we would have in the past. Moving into a higher dimension, there is no limitation of time, at least as you would identify with it here on Earth. For this reason, what you would solidly base time occurrences on, no longer continues to exist.

Through the rapidity of changes that are happening, we will find that man can no longer depend on his old resources, and the transition of events will shift from one era to another out of sequence. There is no continuity, and this is what will create havoc.

Those who have been selected, and are energetically prepared, will be going through a time space continuum warp, where all reality exists within the space of the moment. This will lead them into a place of existence that is outside of this reality, although ecologically very similar, and I might add, much more enhanced and comparable to Paradise. Those remaining here will experience more chaos, which will ultimately push them towards harmony.

As for this new place of existence, it is on another vibrational frequency that insures peace and harmony to its inhabitants. In order to arrive there, there needs to be the change and elevation of the electromagnetic field to reach its borders.

Those who are prepared to arrive there will find themselves suddenly lifted from this sphere of existence without much warning, even though we have done our best to inform the candidates of its forthcoming in advance.

This place is very similar to your present environment, but is more climatically regulated and more brilliant in its colorings. It is truly a place of magnificent beauty, solitude, and the freedom to follow God's will. Having been spiritually prepared, there are only those residing there who have long awaited a peaceful existence, and those who have surrendered their evil ways and succumbed to the divine spirit.

As it has long been predicted, there are cataclysms in process on the Earth, and the faithful will be given sanctuary. For this reason, there will be waves of people transferred from here to there. The number prepared to exit first are few, and that should give indication to those remaining on Earth that there is truly a place, and a haven awaiting them, should they choose to evolve to that level.

The only method of reaching this Nirvana is by becoming lighter in energy, and it belongs to those who have asserted themselves to clear the negative energies that have produced death and deterioration, in exchange for light and life. This does not mean that the people arriving at this state of illumination are giving up their bodies. To the contrary, in the infiltration of higher frequencies, the body will evolve to the higher more refined human condition and will be transfigured from what man now inhabits as his physical body. This new physical vehicle is much more sensitive, thereby enabling one to enjoy greater pleasures.

You see, the Earth is limited to tactile senses that are limiting in their perceptions. Once able to consume more love, or light energy, extrasensory perceptiveness on all levels, with the addition of other fifth dimensional vibrations, enables one to have enhanced joy. The reason we need to clear the energy field of negativity, is because those negative vibrations would only be intensified at this higher vibrational frequency, and for this reason, only those who have freed themselves of this negativity, can inhabit this new sphere of existence, where only God's love and light exists. ref_TOC

June 12, 1994

In the hopes of getting a message across to you, I would ask that you listen closely to what I have to say.

There is something to be considered in the interim, while learning to ratify the existing situation. We are in the process of moving beyond our present limitations, trying to improve the quality of our lives, while venturing beyond the present hemisphere. Forthright towards the nebulous of our existence, there is a place to reach in lieu of where we are, and we are moving with vast speed to a new haven in hopes of finding the avenues to reach you, and we hope to arrive on time.

We have focused on the past and its ramifications with undue influence. We would like to give you encouragement in that you are held in very high regard on planes of existence beyond this world. We would like you to acknowledge that which is within yourself, in order to facilitate the onslaught of light that will be "currently" running through your body. We are the bridge and are prepared to bring in the new you. How do we get there? ref_TOC

January 10, 1995

I receive a vision where my Higher Self appears, and She begins to have a talk with me.

"I would like to tell you a story of a long lost love of ours. I would also like you to bear with me, as I tell you each and every integral part. One of the most precious gifts ever given to us came a long time ago, and we tucked it away for safekeeping in a tiny golden vault in the middle of a temple, as a treasure to be released at a time when it is truly needed.

Then something happened, and we lost sight of the remembrance that we once had this treasure, and now we remember that what once existed, still exists, because there is the resurgence of its beauty".

"What is this jewel, you ask?" She places a diamond in the palm of my left hand, and then She opens the vault. Out comes a blast of light, which She then places in my heart, and when She does, I become light and animated in Her spirit. I then find that I am being mated up with the light of My Anima, and The Goddess of My Higher Self. She then wipes the tears from my eyes and says, "This is what's changing." ref_TOC

July 10, 1995

I have given you the prerequisites for a book. Once you have completed your transformation, the information will flow. Please do not worry about where you presently are, but simply go with the flow of things happening in your everyday life. We promise you that all will be taken care of and without shame to you. Make a list of topics as you become aware of them. Enough said.

To begin with, we will discuss topics of common interest and concern to you. Listen, for your clairaudience is awakening, in addition to your visual capabilities. For this reason, and for the purpose of enhancing these abilities, as you have noticed, your psychic visual capabilities have been shut down somewhat, so that you may pay more attention to listening. The reasons are obvious, in that, in order to proceed with these writings, this will have to be accentuated. When you need to see, you will see, likewise, when you need to hear, you will hear. At some point, both of these faculties will merge to levels beyond what you have experienced so far, and will work spontaneously when the need arises.

As you are well aware, you have had some shut downs in the auditory area; and the energetic blockages are being lifted from you at a very rapid rate. Although you have overcome tremendous limitations in these areas, there is still some clearing being done. For the purpose of healing this in you, we have been working constantly at lifting these traumas from your energy field, and this is why you have been guided to rest and have had long periods of sleep. This will not continue for much longer, but we find it necessary to condense your healing into a short period of time, and you have given us prior permission to do so.

We will be attending to all of your needs, as we have tried to reassure you, so that you may focus completely to attuning to higher vibrational frequencies. We admire your willingness to sacrifice your security, or what we would define as, "your false sense of security", in order to allow us the opportunity to bring something that would be better suited to you, in providing what has been missing in your life up until now. Don't worry about survival, as foolish as this may sound.

We want to congratulate you on having surpassed the tests of faith, hope and charity that have appeared before you continually over the last two years. You are truly blessed in that nothing will ever rob you of your true self.

We have one other thing that we would like to ask of you, so if you can hear me clearly, we would like to affect the release of your divine dowry, so that you may proceed with your soul's responsibilities, without being infringed upon by material concerns. As you have asked, we would just like to confirm that we are in agreement, as these things have been set into motion.

We love you and honor you, and are looking forward to serving you in a capacity that befits you in the way that God, in all His glory, has intended for you. ref_TOC

July 11, 1995

The Eucharist is over your crown energy center and is ready to be inserted. You should not be preoccupied with everyday concerns, as they are being taken care of for you. Instead, listen to the leadings of The Holy Spirit and Your Higher Self. Once this transition is complete, you may then proceed with your other activities.

We are residing over the affairs of your life at present. Trust Me, for I will be leading you in all the right directions. ref_TOC

July 13, 1995

The stimulus for success is within you, and although you are having difficulty seeing your way through at this time, the day will come when you will be free of all entanglements that lead you to dismay.

We would advise you to simply take things one day at a time, and gear your efforts into constructive modes. Live in the moment, for that is where you will have your greatest clarity, and fail to let the disturbances around you affect your ultimate goals. We would applaud you in your darkest hour, for you have seen yourself through what others would not realize.

Do not be ashamed of what God has given you as lessons through the ignorance of others, but rather, look at this as an indicator of what people need to know and the light that needs to be shed on their own lives. We would ask that you continue to take notes of what is needed, and where you may need to shed this light, so that you can compile your findings into a book that would help others to see their way through their own darkness.

As always, we will be guiding you, and you should trust, that despite the confusion happening around you, you are clear in your intuitive leadings. Follow your heart and all else will follow you. You may reveal to others the visions you have received, for they are indeed the true nature of your relationship with God. Withhold nothing, for they will need to know the directions and the changes life is taking on.

As we told you, do this over the course of time, and tell them as the situations present themselves, and we would ask that you allow them to make their own decisions concerning these revelations. Let them follow their own internal leadings, for it is in this fashion that you both will produce harmonious results.

We would ask that you move from your present residence, for it is not conducive to your happiness and best welfare. The doors will be opened for you that lead to your new home. Bathe in the gift of love that God has given you through each other, and blessings will be bestowed upon you from heavenly sources. We love you and entrust you into our care. ref_TOC

July 13, 1995

Let us talk about the interactions between positive and negative energies. One cancels out the other, and in retrospect, produces a charge. Ordinary science would vow for this, as these things have been well investigated. With electromagnetic energy, the forces through which mankind and his body were created, works a little differently, in that, one opposes the other and opposites attract. Through this function, there is a catalyst of a magnitude that would initially propel things and set them in motion.

A similar analogy would be that the opposites, for instance, man and woman, are attracted to one another. The child of this merging of energies will conform to the predominant force existent in the union at the time of conception. The same goes for the creation of anything in the universe. At this stage of Earth's evolution, the forces are united to create a living reality that is neither positive nor negative, but the two forces are merging to create the birth of a new world.

Much like a battery, when an element of one quality, or aspect meets with its opposite, the merging of the two creates power that generates new energy to life. Because of the duality, or the separation of the two, which has long existed in the world, we have had disease, disorder, and the like. Nothing that is conducive to sustaining life, but rather to the vacillation between two extremes, neither one nor the other producing the life force necessary, to enable one to live at the optimum level that the human being was created to be. ref_TOC

July 14, 1995

We would like to inform you of some upcoming events with respect to you and your current status and dilemmas.

For some time now, you have been progressing through what we call, "the turning point", and with great patience, we have watched over you and guided you towards this destination. We are extremely proud of your progress over the years, and commend you on achieving what no man could dream of attaining in such a short span of time, and we know quite well the sacrifices you have made to follow God's will and His leadings in order to do so.

It is our pleasure to receive you into The Grace of God, to assist you and bring you into the wholeness of that vision, and the completion of what ruled over your life other than that. We would like to express our sorrow for that which you have lost, and to reassure you that despite all the pain, there has always been something better waiting to take its place.

Now for the good news, so listen closely, and please don't doubt what we have to say. As you know, over the last several days, we have been giving you visions that would pertain to a very powerful change that is ever present and nearing you with Godspeed. There is no need to fear this, because we promise that no bodily harm will come to you and no negativity either. As we have tried to show you, this will probably happen in your sleep.

Trust that what you are hearing and seeing is accurate. Let us embrace you and clear your understanding, but first we need your permission to proceed. ref_TOC

July 18, 1995

As we move into the next several years, there will be certain intrinsic possibilities available to the public that will allow for them to see through what was terminally unavailable. By "terminal" we mean, the end to what was in their own thinking, and their misconceptions as to the true reality with which these opposing forces operate.

Much like the poles on a battery, the opposing forces have set up a situation, whereby, the juice of electricity, so to speak, is not flowing along the lines, or proper channels of currency that would produce the life force necessary to reverse the process of degeneration. There have been some forerunners in this divine experiment, which will give living proof of its validity, so that the mass public can have the visual proof of its authenticity. There are instances already, which would disprove science in its attempt to substantiate the belief that, this does not in fact exist, but science in no way will disprove what will be evident in the world as a whole.

We would ask that you keep an open mind, as these observations will no doubt be self evident in the virtual reality, that is existent behind and above the living reality, and as we move on down the road, there will be certain marked occurrences that will be visual proof of this extenuating reality. The signs and portents of which are the following:

Man will be going through obvious changes in his physical, emotional, and mental makeup, all of which will be very obvious to the layman, as well as the doctor. This can be attributed to changes in the divine DNA structure of the light body, of at first a select few, but later to larger groups of people. As we would like to define it, the endoplasm of the human vehicle, will be transforming itself into a more superior substance. ref_TOC

October 19, 1995

As we move into the next millennium, there will be certain things to be aware of transpiring throughout the world. One of the most significant, and alarming, will be the transition into a phase of existence that we will call, "resurgence". By this we mean, a resurgence of what is repressed, and from that, a resurgence of what was intended to be from the beginning.

Let us take the word "resurgence" and define it more clearly as we mean it. There are certain electrical or energetic forces gravitating towards the planet, forcing it through this particular transition that will predispose mankind to reconsider their present mode of existence and push them in the right directions. We have found this absolutely necessary to save what would otherwise be a dying race. We say dying in the respect that, what man use to be, and what he has become, are so far removed from one another, that there is no other alternative than to intervene and redirect these destructive energies. We have allowed this transition to take its course at as slow a pace as possible, so that the effects of the shifts taking place, are as easy for mankind as a whole to adjust to as is ultimately possible. It does not take much to see that the outward manifestations evident in nature are signaling dismay, but the warning signs still go unnoticed by the majority.

I would like to use you as a vehicle to get this message out to the public at large, and inform them of things to come, as well as, the ways and means of healing and overcoming what would otherwise be unforeseeable to them. In answering these questions for others, it will help to keep them on track, where they might otherwise get lost.

In answer to your questioning as to the validity of where this information is coming from, let us reassure you that nothing but the word of God, The Most High, will be allowed to enter these writings, and you will be watched over and protected from any other sources, other than, The Source of Light that resides over the creation of all.

As you know, we have trained you, and tested you severely at times, to insure that you would be able to decipher the difference between what is, and is not, the truth, so that you would not misinterpret or be mislead when it came time to proceed with this. All we ask, and I say, we, in the meaning of The Collectiveness of The Higher Hierarchies of Light as One, is that you faithfully write each and every day, so that we can assimilate this to mankind before it is too late.

You will be generously rewarded for your efforts in compiling this information for us, even though we know in your heart you would do this for no other reason other than to obey the will of God. Over the last year or two, when asking for guidance as to your purpose and direction in life, you have asked us what we would like you to do, and with that we have handed you a pen and answered you with the word "write". That's right.

We also know the difficulties that you have had to contend with in doing so, but let us comfort you and reassure you that, from this point forward, you will have less, or no interference at all. Based on your experience in the past, you should know that if God has asked you to do something, God takes care of all else, so trust that your other needs will be taken care of through Him and others. We will send assistance to you.

This is a teaching prerequisite for an altered sate of consciousness, in lieu of our established belief systems. The presentation will be focused on presenting the facts, myths, and distorted concepts of man's outlook through his established belief systems, as compared to the divine designated law of order in the universe, and the fallacies that man holds to be true, in comparison to the divine truth and order that the universe truly operates under, so that we can begin freeing ourselves from our limiting belief systems, by opening the mind and spirit to the divine order of creation.

It is not enough to heal our disease, but we need to enlighten ourselves as to what we are doing in our daily lives to create it. There is no justice in man's attempts to solve these problems on a purely physical level, but to access them in higher consciousness, is the path to one's liberation. To open one's eyes to the energetic process of creation, and to bring evidence of its existence to free ourselves from the negative effects of it, is truly a joyous and liberating experience, and it is necessary for the ascension beyond our present mode of existence.

As souls venturing through a three-dimensional reality, we can no longer continue to serve the destruction of our higher essence, and in lieu of our entrance into the new millennium, and a higher level of evolution, we can no longer continue to operate on what has worked for us in the past and thus so far.

There is a higher order of government established on other dimensions, and unless we begin to align ourselves with this higher order of thinking, as spirits in physical bodies, we will not be able to survive. These truths will remain evident during the up and coming years, and the repercussions to those who remain in opposition to the new order of things to come, will eventually reap their own demise. ref_TOC

January 23, 1997

There may be a few slips of the pen during these transmissions, but do not consider them mistakes. New information will be coming through in them. Just allow this higher information to flow through your writings. If it does not make sense to you immediately, it will in the long run. Trust that your guidance will be accurate, and all else will follow. ref_TOC

January 28, 1997

We are The Brotherhood of Light. When I use the term "we" in these writings, this will be what I am referring to. We are proud to announce the onset of a new phase of expansion in what you are proceeding to do. Unlike the past, there is a special place that you will be arriving at, which is unlike what you have seen before. There is so much that will preclude the inheritance of My Being, which is beyond your immediate comprehension, so be not dismayed or alarmed at what you see transpiring in the world around you. ref_TOC

February 5, 1997

There are also other assets available to you that you may not be aware of, and we are in the process of telepathically communicating this to you. Do not get tense and nervous about all of this, for this should be a pleasant seeking adventure for you.

There are a few other things, and instances, that will be presented to you in these writings, like something appearing out of nowhere on paper in light and illumination. As you can see, you will be very happy with what you have found. ref_TOC

March 3, 1997

We are about to embark on a time in our history, that will be unpleasant for some and a long awaited time for others. There will be many changes occurring that will devastate many. Earth changes are imminent, and are occurring at a greater degree than what was before, and the preclusion to many of these happenings, will be a "financial structure collapse", at the hands of those who have been hoarding those assets for their own self-exaltation, for use in the destruction of this Earth, rather than for the benefit of it.

We are preparing the people of the Earth for these times, and would like you to heed our advice as to where to go, and where to be, to insure your own protection and well being. Living close to the cities is not a very wise choice, for there will be escalated fighting and violence occurring to much higher degrees. Therefore, the visions that you have been receiving are our attempts to remove you from these situations. ref_TOC

March 15, 1997

We would like to put you at ease and give you an over-all view of what is about to happen, not only to yourself, but for many others as well. If you look across the night sky, you will see a comet. This heralds the beginning of many coming events predicted, but still unknown to man. The unthinkable is occurring for mankind as a race, and those who are prepared to embark to higher places, are about to walk through a doorway of light to a new place of existence. Then I receive a vision of people boarding an ark in pairs.

Many have been waiting for this occurrence with great anticipation, and we are sorry to have kept you all on edge awaiting that day of arrival, but there has been much to get done before this can happen. As you know, I am prepared to enter you in an initiation from flesh to light. Be prepared for that moment long awaited. A bursting forth into the light and ascension of the flesh is evident and at hand. Look in your meditations for more answers and visions of things to come, and you will feel much more at ease. You are not being misled in these things, and of course, you will be ascending shortly to a place beyond your wildest dreams. ref_TOC

March 16, 1997

Jesus appears to me and says, "Look into the sky, and tell me what you see, then write it down."

I see gray hazy smoke that has descended upon the Earth, and it is positioned over a city. People on the streets are trying to push this away, so they can see where they are going, but their attempts at this does no good. I see many people, men and women who are separated from one another, and so much so, that they sit down in futility and just give up.

Suddenly there is a powerful burst of light in the sky, that comes out of nowhere in the heart of the city, blinding those who are sitting all by themselves in separation from others. People begin running frantically through the streets, some trying to find safety from their fear by running into their homes, but the light is there too, and there is no way to escape or run away from it.

At the same time, I see other people who are looking up in reverence, and they are being raised up through the air into this most brilliant light, and the thought of, "The Rapture" comes to my mind as I watch this. As I look closer to see what is happening, I notice that these people are literally being lifted in their bodies, which appears to be a peaceful and glorious experience for them. This does not seem to come as a surprise to them, for they all seem to understand what is going on, as if they have been informed of this in advance and have been waiting for this celestial event to happen. These people are dressed in white filament gowns and have their hands held up to the heavens, unlike all the other people in the streets who are dressed in gray dingy clothing, which is very symbolic of their spirit. They appear to be cold and all alone with their arms wrapped around themselves in woe, which all seems to initiate a period of great self-introspection for them. ref_TOC

March 17, 1997

My Higher Self appears to me saying, "Write down this vision."

"Sometimes silence is golden", She says. Pointing to the north, She shakes Her head no, and I can see Her in golden light with a trail of this light behind Her. She extends Her arm backwards, to show me the path that I have come from, and then She spreads Her arms open wide, to reveal where I am going.

As I wonder where it is that God would like me to be, I can see that My Higher Self is in alignment with The Most High in this. The place that She is showing me, looks to be a city filled with sunshine that lies in a valley, and I notice that Her crown has large connections extending far above Her head, which look like antennas that are receiving information from Higher Sources. She then takes off the crown and points this out to me. She is also wearing a glittering toga of light, which has a spark here and there that illuminates when the light touches it.

"Where do we go from here", I ask. I keep hearing a deep masculine voice in my head, and it sounds like The Voice of God saying, "You are coming with Me". I have been hearing this voice say this for a long time now, and I haven't gone anywhere yet, but obviously, God is trying to tell me something. ref_TOC

March 17, 1997

There is a huge spirit of light over me, and for a brief moment, I can see the face of a heavenly figure that looks like The Godhead, or Heavenly Father, and His hand is reaching out to me to give me a vision of what He has to reveal. He isn't saying anything, and for a brief moment I can see the face of my earthly father over His. If I were to grab his hand, I can see that I would surely be locked in a jail cell, so I don't go to him, but then I realize that I am in a jail cell anyway.

At that I look for another way to find heaven, and can see a tiny little hole, a pinpoint of light that seems to be in the center of the cell, and I am walking towards it to begin moving through it to the other side. As I get closer it enlarges, and then it contracts and goes dead, and I feel stuck in the middle of this with nowhere to go. I can't go back and I can't go forward.

When looking for a way beyond this, I question where it is I really want to go, and then I realize that am looking for a way beyond this present existence. Suddenly I see a flash and a hand of light reaching from within this pinpoint of light, so I grab onto it and watch to see where it leads me.

Right now, I can see nothing but pure light, but I sense that there is something beautiful on the other side of it. I am still hesitating to trust who I might be being led to, and therefore I don't take hold of the hand of light that is being extended to me, for fear that I am being tricked into something else that I am not so sure is good for me. So I ask to see beforehand what is awaiting me. I want to know the truth, and not be led blindly into what looks to be a beautiful existence, but turns out to be hell.

All goes still and dark for a few minutes, and then suddenly there is a flash of bright light, with people being raised in their white night gowns ascending towards it. That's all well and good, but I think to myself, where will I be in all of this, or during all of this.

When I take a closer look, I am where I am presently living, when I see an extremely large hand of light that looks like the hand of God, enter my room, along with some Angels who have come to assist in this. Then I observe as I am physically raised up from my bed and taken through the ceiling, where I then join those who are also being raised. We "wave" to one another once, and we are all happy about this.

When I look a little more closely at the particulars, I begin to ask some questions. When is this to occur? At that I see four dark physical fingers held in front of me, up close to my face. Then the four fingers turn into light after that, and I am lifted out of the bed and into the sky by the same hand. When I ask what the four fingers symbolize, I see the word, "Days" in front of me, and get the impression that this will be the duration of the dark period before this transition.

I ask how long before this happens, and I get the sense that the answer is unknown, and I am not entitled to it. I am being shown that this is true for the rest of the world, and those who are living in darkness about it, but then God takes me aside and tells me personally that this is in a matter of days. When I ask what God's equivalent of a day is, I am told twenty-four hours, but still I feel that the days are symbolical of what looks like years. When I ask how many days from now this will occur, I hear, "before Easter", and seven days, one way or the other.

I see a green laurel wreath placed on my head, and then God places His hands on my face, bends down to kiss me, lifts me up, and sits me on The Throne beside Him. He's giving me a vision of some little angels entering my room with mortars and pestles, and they begin to splash holy water in the space around me, as if to prepare and cleanse me. Sometimes I am asleep, and sometimes I can see them when I am awake. There is also a veil of white thin muslin made into a canopy around and over my bed, with an opening in front of me that I can see through.

The angels are dancing and singing as they prepare and look forward to this. These look to be cherubs, or young angels, while the archangels are overlooking everything going on below, and stand ready to move when asked. It seems to be a most joyous time for those from heaven, and a celebration that they all have been awaiting.

Then suddenly a woman of great light enters in front of me and tells me that these little angels are not so full of light, and to me they look like they are "aliens" and not God's angels. Then this wonderful spirit of light takes me out of there quickly, and I can see that directly in front of me, I am being taken to God instead, along with a number of others. While this is happening, the Archangels are released upon the Earth to battle these forces of darkness. They are everywhere I look, and they are there to bring death to those who intend to destroy the Earth a little at a time. When I look more closely, it is these little gray aliens that they are fighting against, getting the sense that they want to take over the Earth, and much of the misery that's going on is due to the invisibleness through which they operate.

I flash back to the veils of muslin around me, which was put there by God to protect me from what's happening all around me, and before any great harm can come to me, I am raised to a safe place, and afterwards, most of the people on the Earth begin to go through much turmoil, and we are praying for them from above.

When I look to see where I will be at the onset of these events, these aliens had already been here, and had just arrived again when I was lifted from harm. I get the impression that they will not touch me, but they are all around me, and that's because there is an Angel appointed to watch over me at all times.

Then I ask exactly where I am going and how I will get there. I am shown that there is an invisible octagon shaped force field around my body that I am already in. It is clear, except for the outside perimeters that mark its boundary lines. Looking at myself within this force field, I wonder how it will travel from one place to another. I can see beams of light that radiate in one direction, or in a variety of other directions, if I choose to go to other places, but there is this one beam of light to the right that I know will lead me to my intended destination. I quickly realize that this is how the Angels fly from one place to another in almost no time at all, or in the blink of an eye. I ask if it is necessary for me to know how to do this before I can leave this planet, and I can clearly see the Angel appointed to me will escort me there while I am sleeping.

Once there, I open my eyes to see where I have arrived at. Although I can't get a full picture of what this place is like until I have a chance to explore it some more, I definitely have a sense of being happy to be where I am, and I am amazed to find that I am finally there. I have a feeling like that of arriving home, and to my surprise, it is much the same as the Earth that we live on, other than it is not polluted and is as God intended it to be. There's water, trees, animals, and a beautiful landscape that I can only describe as a Garden of Eden, and it's all mine. I can hear the voice of God saying, "There is someone special waiting there for you" and I get the sense that it's someone God created for me.

From across a field, there's a man approaching me, and he is illuminated in light, and he takes me by the hand and begins to show me around. I have the feeling that he's my soul mate, and we are about to start a new life together, and before long there are children dancing all around us. ref_TOC

March 18, 1997

A magnificent woman of light comes to me in a vision and places a scarf around my neck. This is the same scarf that I received from someone I once met, who had brought this scarf back from the Himalayas, and she told me that they give you one of these prior to ascending to the sacred place at the top of the mountain.

Suddenly, I see a pinpoint of light that immediately bursts into a tremendous field of light, which is so brilliant I am blind to everything else around me. When I look to see what is in the light, I see God with His hands stretched out towards me, and He is asking me to come with Him. There is a graceful and merciful look of reassurance on His face that beckons to me, so I take His hand and step forward.

I then see myself totally immersed in light. I look back for a moment to see where my body is, only to notice that it lays sleeping in bed, and I have the sense of wanting to bring my body with me, which is what happens next. The body and the spirit come together as one, and one before the other. I see that once I have entered this light, it then begins to permeate my physical body, starting with the top of the head and working its way down through my feet.

I can see God ahead of me, and He is waving me on, so I proceed towards Him and arrive at the place where He is standing. The light of God is so brilliant that I can hardly see anything else, and it is as if nothing else exists beyond the space that I am in. I can see the face of God now, or The Godhead in both male and female form, very clearly in front of my face, and briefly, I see it turn into the Eucharist and The Host of Holy Communion just before I start to become one with it all.

From there, I see myself arriving on the other side of a glass window that now lays behind me, and it's the energetic doorway that I walked through to arrive at another place of existence. I look back into the room where I had laid sleeping when this happened, and all that remains of me there, is a reddish-orange energetic imprint on the bed sheets, which looks similar to a shroud of myself with an outline of radiation where my body had been when this occurred. I am then shown that this is happening for a number of other individuals, who are situated in different places around the world. We all see this light coming, and we recognize one another in our ascension to this place, as we all are arriving there at the same time. Then when this ascension is complete, a huge door closes beneath us, and everything below us goes dark. This doorway has the appearance of an electromagnetic force field that will not open up again for some time to come.

On the other side of the door, there is much celebration going on, with all of us dancing and rejoicing in our reunion with each other. There is much feasting, with the Angels catering to all of our needs, and after the reunion is over, we all are going to a place that God has given each and every one of us, which is our inheritance and piece of Paradise.

We then begin mating up with our soul's perfect match, where more beauty, bliss and harmony proceed to evolve from there. ref_TOC

March 18, 1997

When I ask if there is anything I need to do in preparation for this, I see many Angels from Heaven begin to fly into my room, and they are busily doing many things all around me, and I can see that this is going on in the rest of the world as well. Each Angel has a different task at hand. I notice one gathering rocks, another collecting birds, and then others who are lifting people, as if they are trying to save different things from the Earth to preserve them from destruction.

I catch a glimpse of the future, and notice that there are black clouds that extend high into the sky, which looks to be the result of something like an atomic bomb that has gone off. People are lying all over the ground with scarring and melted skin on their faces and bodies, and this evacuation being conducted by the Angels is in anticipation of this occurring. I then see God forewarning us of this before it is to happen.

When I look to see where the Angels are taking these things, I see a huge ship in the air, with large white sails that are full with the wind. There is a large number three on one of the main sails, and then I see a vision that indicates two other ships, with the numbers one and two on them that arrived at earlier times, and they came and left in the night.

When I ask which of these ships I would be embarking on, I can see very clearly that there is the number one on the sail, and this ship is already preparing to begin its journey. I also notice that its passengers have not yet begun boarding, but as soon as I notice that, I hear the words, "all aboard". During this time, I see four (4) dark fingers of a man's hand raised in front of my face.

When I look at the ship again, the sky is dark all around it, but the ship itself is totally illuminated with beams of light that extend to the Earth below it. People seem to enter this vehicle along these beams of light, and the ship looks like Columbus's ship, symbolizing to me that it is going to a new world.

On the ship, I can see the crew at their posts, and Jesus Christ is the one in command, and to explain what I am seeing, I then I hear the words, "Divine Son Ship". At the navigation panels of the ship, there are Masters in control, and they are all dressed in white robes and work together in harmony under God, who they look up to for guidance and whose presence reigns over them peacefully.

Then I see Angels bringing people who are asleep aboard the ship, and they remain asleep until they arrive in the new world. How long this will take I cannot tell, but it seems like a matter of seconds, or at most an overnight excursion, because it is morning and daylight when I see myself awakening there to a beautiful natural setting.

When I question when I might expect this ascension to begin, asking the time of year, and what year, I see that it might be the beginning of spring, for there are no leaves on the trees, except for a few that look like they are beginning to sprout. It is dark during the daytime while I am looking at these trees, and I clearly see a big "YEAR" in large letters right up at my face. Then I look for other signs that would give me a clear indication of when exactly this may occur, and I can see a scene of children in the kitchen preparing and coloring Easter eggs, when the power goes out and daylight turns into darkness.

From there I can see an office, and the computers in it start going haywire, and are producing the wrong output, just prior to the electrical power going out completely, with the mainstream of society holding papers in their hands that read the wrong information. The weather seems to be getting colder, rather than warmer, because of the reddish-orange energy in the atmosphere, but the average person isn't able to see this coming. The only thing visible is a gray darkness that looks to be everywhere.

By now, all the electricity has gone out everywhere around the world. The traffic lights are not working, and the chaos in the streets is horrible, with people angrily honking their horns and screaming at one another. People are rushing to get home, but there are accidents everywhere, which the police can't seem to get to. No business can be conducted, there is looting going on in the streets, and there is no money to be had from the banks. Food stores are shut down, except for a few that have gasoline generators for power, but most of the food in the stores, especially those in the refrigerators, go bad due to the lack of electricity, and people are grabbing all they can in desperation, even if it comes to stealing it. There is complete mayhem everywhere, and when I look to see exactly where this will happen, I see that the entire planet is involved. There is light on the other side of this, and although there is a large mess to clean up everywhere, the light does come back on after about four days.

It is during this dark period, when everyone is preoccupied with all the chaos that I simultaneously wonder where I might be, when I see a hand with a forefinger held up in front of my face, so that I can see this clearly, and it is illuminated in red energy.

When I ask what this symbolizes, I can see that on the day of the blackout, I will be lifted, and that during this four day period, others will be lifted up also. It looks like I will be ascending at the onset of this red atmosphere, or just prior to it going dark for the four-day period. As for the timing, there are palms waving in front of me all of a sudden, and it is still sunny, so I take this to be an indication of "Palm Sunday".

I look to see when thereafter it might go dark, and I see one, then two fingers in front of me. I question whether this is days or weeks, because I can see WEEKS in capital letters illuminated in light, but then I see the word DAYS in front of me. I understand that I will be in my new destination within one to two weeks from then, and during that period of time, all of this would take place. Without asking, I receive a vision of St. Patrick's Day with its decorations being taken down, and then there is a period of darkness between that time and when people would be going to church for Easter.

Then I ask if there are any changes that will be happening to my physical body prior to this occurrence, and I can see "molecular changes" happening that are dissolving the density of my flesh, and with these changes, I look lighter and less heavy. The changes that are occurring look like what you would see on Star Trek when they beam you up, and I would define it as dematerialization.

Today I had an Angel appear to me, and She began removing blocks of energy in the back of my neck that She described as, "energetic blocks to anti-gravity", whatever that means, and I can see that every day between now and the time of this ascension, my body will be expanding in ever-greater light. I have the sense that you cannot be lifted unless you are light enough, and each day I am rising higher and higher, and becoming lighter and lighter, until I am there.

There are Angels of light surrounding my bed each night, and shortly after I fall asleep, they begin laying their hands on me to remove any darkness that still might remain in my energy field. When they are not doing that, they are kneeling in prayer all around me, and they are there at all hours of the day, and constantly, as the time draws near.

Then I can see God before me, with all the Angels gathered around Him singing. They are placing leis of flowers around my neck, and a lot of them, to symbolize some sort of important spiritual initiation that is happening to me. I hear the word "Christhood", when I see that I am about to head down the aisle to God, where there is a huge golden casing with the Eucharist there, and The Host of My Being is waiting for me at the altar.

Suddenly I find myself in a white wedding gown that is fashioned in the design of a toga, and I am also wearing a white veil. As I proceed down the aisle, I can hear the Angels cheering, and applauding me on as I come closer to the altar, and by the time I get there, I am totally illuminated in light and have arrived at oneness with God.

I then ask that I may know for certain whether the information I have just received is the truth, and I ask God to give me confirmation, or a sign as to the accuracy and authenticity that this information and guidance has come from The Most High and Almighty God, through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, who cometh of the flesh.

At first I hear a small hidden voice within me saying, "you are being misled", but then there is a flash of light in front of me, and my pen turns into purple light, while God removes a negative entity from behind me, that symbolizes the rest of mankind and how they have mocked the word of God. I see a huge symbol engraved in gold, and in the center of it there is a peace symbol, which is placed in the center of my forehead and over my third eye by Christ. I can see The Kingdom of Heaven in front of me, and behind me the Earth, which looks to be dark as hell, and then a door closes and I never have to go back there again.

I am told that I was already given a sign of confirmation when the lights went off in my house last night, and at the same time the computers read misinformation. Just as an added note, I stumbled upon an article today, entitled, "Is there a Heaven?" ref_TOC

March 19, 1997

I see a woman in light over me, and not being sure of whom it is that I am speaking to, I ask that I speak to God, The Most High.

All morning I have noticed a beam of light directly overhead, and when I wonder where it is that I am to go to from here, I once again hear a voice from above saying, "You are coming with Me". So I ask, through Christ, who it is that I hear speaking to me.

I then see Jesus Christ above me, and above Him, God, who shines as a very brilliant light, and in that light, there is the face of a heavenly being that is so radiant, I can hardly discern His features. As the Son of God, Jesus then spreads His arms over and upon the Earth, and as He does, a tremendous light begins to radiate over all.

Jesus then hands me a ticket, and when I look at it closely, I notice the word "HOME" printed on it in black ink, and then the letters turn into light. I now see Jesus Christ standing with His feet planted firmly on the Earth, and as He gives the signal by raising His Arms, many people begin to ascend up into the heavens and are moving towards Him. When that is finished, the Earth goes black for a brief period of time after He has departed, until the sun comes out again. From there on, people begin to worship Him, and He asks them, "Would you like to come with Me?"

I check to see whether this is indeed Jesus Christ, and not another force that might be trying to deceive me, when I see Jesus and a vision of Him as The Sacred Heart, and wrapped around the heart there is a crown of thorns. He appears to be glowing in the midst of a reddish energy that radiates from Him, when He then gives the heart with the thorns to the Earth, but He is already gone by the time it reaches us. I have the sense that this has something to do with Good Friday. Once again, I see that this raising of His people will happen before then, and He gives me a vision that people are weaving palms together on the Earth, while the sun is still shining, but as He points out to me, it is right after this when the gray atmospheric energy begins to set in.

Jesus then says to me, "Do not be dismayed, for you will be with Me this day in Heaven". When I look to see when that is exactly, I see a Monday, or "moon day", shortly after the people are weaving the palms. ref_TOC

March 19, 1997

As I begin to write, I notice Jesus sending a beam of light onto this paper, and His sunshine highlights the word, "evidence" at the top of the pad, and I have a sense that there is something that God would like to point out to me in this writing.

When I look above me, I notice a crown of gold being placed upon my head, and on the paper is the reflection of the point of my pen, as well as the Son's Light, which is coming to a point also, and one point touches the other. I think about the crown chakra, the energy center at the top of the head that is the size of a pinpoint and looks like an atom, when I notice Jesus opening this crown center, and as He does, it blossoms into light much like a flower. He then says once again, "You are coming with Me", and I notice that my body is ascending into the heavens. Right after that the sky turns red and then totally dark.

I look to see where it is that I am going, and it looks to be a place that is very similar to this Earth. At the same time, I see that I am in Christ and Christ is in me, and because of this, my body becomes a more highly evolved body, looking like that of Jesus when He was transfigured in His resurrection and ascension.

In wondering whether any of this is truly going to happen, for I have been shown "His Second Coming" on many occasions before, thinking that the time was at hand only to feel fooled, I question whether this is for certain now, when I see a hand of light reach out and hold my hand, and hear the words, "Come with Me".

This time, I see The Spirit of Christ, as well as The Feminine Christ, and in Her my Higher Self. She shows me the beginning of a new path that is right at my feet, and the path is totally illuminated in light, with a straight horizontal line, or a threshold, that separates it from the path that I have traveled on before in this world. She then picks me up in Her arms and carries me over the threshold into this new world.

I ask if there is anything that I need to do to help myself, and She says, "Just wait a week". After that, I see Angels flying in all around me, and I can hear them singing as they quickly move back and forth, and as they do, their singing becomes louder as the time grows near. From there, I see myself all dressed up in a toga with diamonds that twinkle like stars in the heavens.

As I sit contemplating what I've been shown, this devil like character appears in front of me quickly, and leaves just as fast, when my Higher Self steps in. When this happens, it looks "red" in the atmosphere that I see pervading the Earth. As I look closer to see what the meaning of this is, my Higher Self grabs the devil, rolls it into a little black ball, and throws it back at the Earth. It is as if with the onset of this reddish looking energy, the devil has been set free to do whatever it wants, and I can see it multiply and take over the streets during this time.

It appears to me that evil has been unleashed, and I can see it tempting people and whispering in their ears, giving me the impression that it will lead them to do what they otherwise might not. I can see people who turn black and evil, where they did not look that way before, and they are stabbing one another in the back to get what they want. I see the big word, "GREED" positioned over the city, as well as in the suburbs. The atmosphere gets very dark from there on, and there is no law and order during this time. All communication appears to stop, and people are so afraid that they don't care what they do anymore.

This darkness of energy continues on, and the longer it lasts, the more convinced everyone becomes that this is the end of the world. Then I see daylight suddenly reappear, but notice that some people have fallen to their knees in shame and remorse, after they realize what they have done. Still there are others who become even more evil, thinking that the world might come to an end any day, and since they are facing death, they do more of what they please, but this is ultimately to their own demise. Most people will take this as "a sign from God", which is exactly what it is.

When it is all over, I can see the streets of the city littered with trash, and people are lying dead here and there as a result of having been trampled down. The store windows are smashed, and everything has been taken from them, but the food seems to be spoiled from the electromagnetic field in the atmosphere, for I see a man take a bite out of a sandwich, and then he disgustingly throws it away.

I then receive a vision of computers, and the printouts from them show erased and scrambled messages and records, leaving bank accounts that show zero balances, because the computer records are erased due to the electromagnetic energy in the atmosphere. The bank machines are no longer operating, and people are piled in crowds outside the doors of it trying to get their money, but the banks are closed until they can straighten out all the records, which will take weeks. I then see people rioting and breaking down the doors, as if they are robbing the banks in desperation for money.

Now I see a scene at an airport, and notice that there is little or no air travel. Overall, almost everything comes to a stop during this dark period. Then I get a glimpse of some foreign countries, so I look to see what might be going on in other places. I see China, and people are running through the streets in complete panic there, but other underdeveloped countries are not as affected as those modernized cities.

I see an earthquake happening somewhere else, but I can't see exactly where it is because it is so dark outside. After that I can see water rushing rapidly through areas that are usually uncovered by water, almost as if a "major tidal wave" hits.

I think to question why there are some people being raised into this light in the sky, and others not, so I ask if there is some prerequisite, or something else necessary to be chosen for this, for it is obvious that these people seem to be spared from having to go through this four-day dark period, and whatever else may happen from there on.

In answer to this, I receive a vision of a person's body lying on a bed. It is my own body to be exact, and the same reddish energy that is in the atmosphere, also seems to have an influence on my body. I notice that once this takes place, my body begins to rise upwards, and when it reaches a certain level, it just quickly vanishes from this Earth and appears just as quickly in a new world. When I look over the body more closely, I notice the sign of the cross in light on my forehead, as if I have been anointed. I also notice that the physical body is not as dense, because I can see through it easily, and the energy along the spine is in direct alignment with God.

In comparison, I am shown the body of someone else, and for all of those who are not raised into this light, their bodies look to be gray and heavy, and they are not light enough to be lifted. The center of this body looks to be split in two, and when it is opened up for me, I can see that these people are out of harmony inside, are shut down and dense, and the energy line does not connect at all with God, and it is by their own hand that this connection has been severed.

There are others that have reached toward God, but never really make the connection, even though I see them seated in a church. Then there are others who are on their way to making that connection, but are not quite there yet, because it appears that they still have some cleansing to do within themselves before then. Then I see a second strong beam of light come down upon the Earth, and there are many more people ready to be raised. It is plain to see that this is the largest lifting out of a total of three, and I see that it will be four (4) fingers after the first. After that I am shown the final raising of people, and there are not quite as many this last time.

The rest of the people left on the Earth appear to die off after that, for I see them dropping to the ground one by one. By that time, the world seems to be filled with a lot of black energetic sludge, where there is little vegetation or plant life to be seen, and the waters look red in their color. I briefly see that those who remain here are wearing what looks like military uniforms, along with those who are associated with them. The Earth looks very barren and dead, and it is crumbling with earthquakes, floods and lava. I can't find any trees, and I can see an animal here and there, but just a few.

I see the sun go black after that, and the Earth breaks free from its gravitational axis, which sets it spinning out into the universe, until it finally comes to a stop in a new location. From the looks of it, I get the impression that the Earth lands in a whole new galaxy, and from there it begins life all over again. ref_TOC

March 20, 1997

I ask God if there is anything that I haven't thought to ask about, that would be helpful for me to know, and immediately I see a few quick things pass before my eyes that I did not get a clear focus on, so I inquire about what they might be and ask to be shown them one by one.

At first, I see a figure of light in the shape of a man who has no distinct face or personality, and I have the sense that this might symbolize mankind itself. As I look to see what will happen next, I see this figure turn black in energy and begin to take on a very distorted form from what he originally was. It looks as if the energy in man begins to melt and sink further down into his essence, and as it does, he becomes darker, as if to indicate that mankind has deteriorated into something less of what he was in the beginning of his creation. The more he deteriorates the more life he appears to lose, until he is just a puddle of black water and nothing of a human being anymore, and by all indications, it appears that he has lost his soul. I then see that some people begin to spring back from this, but others dissolve in this black energy, and continue to do so, until there is nothing left of their spirit anymore.

In looking to see what else I didn't think to question, I look for the next vision. All I see at first is pure light, and from within that light, which I identify as love, there is a figure of the spirit of a woman approaching me, who is enshrined in a heart. She carries a baby in her arms, and then suddenly she collapses and drops to the ground. She extends her arm out to me, and moves it in a radius to show me all of civilization, but what stands out the most amongst all that she shows me, are the big cities and the mainstream of society.

I then see the cities go black and begin to crumble, and I can hear children crying, but no one notices them. Their mothers are on their knees in despair, as they look to God in tears for help, and while they do so, I see men trampling them down and walking all over them, until they lay lifeless on the ground, and are unable to pick themselves back up again. Angels do come to their assistance, but even then, all they can help them do is walk away.

In the background, children are becoming mean and destructive in their anger, particularly teenage boys. It is brother against brother eventually, and the young girls that stand by them look helpless and afraid to do anything, as they watch their peers kill one another. They appear to have no love, or higher consciousness left in them.

I look further and see a tree that is trying to sprout new leaves, but instead, I see the leaves turn yellow and fall to the ground, and as I look around, all the trees begin to die. There are some bare branches left, but they begin to die too, until they eventually snap and break off. The black sludgy energy that is existent in mankind has permeated his entire surroundings, until there is no life left. The grass fails to grow, and all vegetation for that matter, and suddenly there is no food to be had, even though there are some greenhouses, but it is not sufficient enough to meet the needs of all of the people, for I see many a person dwindling to bones and starving.

With this there comes an increase of insects, that begin to swarm everywhere due to the lack of greenery on the planet, and they attack, and swarm around the people as their source of food. They no longer respond to chemicals or insecticides, because they have become resistant to them, and then there are people lying dead on the ground as a result of this plague, until eventually even the insects begin to die off, for I can see piles of them laying on the ground about an inch thick everywhere.

I begin to question at what point in time this might all occur, and I see four fingers spread apart, and then I am shown that this is the period following the initial ascension, and the four days of darkness.

I look to see if there is more that needs to be recognized, when I sense that there are invisible germs and a disease spreading rapidly through the air. Those in control use some of these germs as a means of invisible warfare, and it may have been the government. It is hard to see this, because it is very hidden and kept in darkness from the people. I see a laboratory vile of man-made viruses that are being spread through the air by military airplanes, unbeknownst to the people below, and in addition to people, these viruses kill the vegetation and plant life also. Associated with this, I see a select few dressed in military uniforms who are locked away in an underground fallout shelter, and they are drinking and eating plentifully, but when they come out from where they are, they, too, drop dead, not realizing that the air isn't as clear as they had thought.

Very few people are left alive after this, and the ones that escape death are wearing some sort of gas masks and special clothing that enable their survival. This looks to be the very end of life, for I see dead animals on land, and in the bottom of the sea, and a stark planet where it had once been so alive.

I look to see the time span on how long into man's future this will be, and I see four fingers on one hand, with a space in between them, and then on the other hand, there are two fingers separated and looking very reddish in energy, which indicates to me that there might be some kind nuclear fallout during the two years following the initial four. I ask if there are a total of six, and I see an additional half finger that leads me to think that it will be closer to seven of God's days for all of this to take place.

I then question God about whether there will be a time of salvation during all of this, and I see four fingers spread apart, and then the word, "YEARS". After this, there is a massive ascension of men, women and children, as well as different kinds of animals, but instead of being dressed in white gowns, these people are still dark in their energy compared to those who ascended before them.

I wonder if they will end up in the same heavenly place that the first set of souls arrive at, and see that some remain asleep for a long period of time, as if their souls still had some life left in them. They arrive at a different place in a lesser dimension that is not as highly enlightened and evolved, and they remain there for what looks to be a period of one thousand years, for that number is appearing in front of my face. As I witness them laying in rest, I get the impression that this is exactly that, a time of rest for them, and they look like they stay asleep and inactive for quite some time.

Then I receive a vision of children, who appear to be radiating with light and have halos around their heads. This does not include all children, but there are a lot of them. I see Angels escorting them to another spiritual dimension, and although it is not the same place that the first ascension arrived at, it looks to be a plane of existence just below that, where they can be watched over by The Masters of Light that are above them. Jesus Christ clearly stands out amongst these beings of pure light and love.

There are women and men there who assist in the care of these children, and everyone looks to be joyous and happy with the living arrangements. The environment looks very similar to that of the Earth in all respects, although it is much more vibrant, alive and colorful than I have ever seen here on Earth. I am shown that there is no money needed for survival, and there is an abundance of food and whatever else is needed to sustain life very happily. I see adults and children interacting in play with one another there, where they are holding hands and dancing around in circles.

There is also a time each day for learning, for I see a teacher standing in front of students, and these students are not just children, but adults as well. I have the sense that they are being educated about God, and the universe, in order to bring illumination to them, which is indicated to me by the fact that their heads begin to glow as they learn more and more. The animals go to the same place with these people, and I observe that they are becoming fat off of the land.

And finally, there are others who then are taken to another dimensional existence in the galaxy, or universe, but these people seem to be darker in energy and not as highly evolved, and this dimension is at least the equivalent of what exists here on Earth. So I humble myself before God to ask where I might be going, and inquire about what I will be doing once I arrive there.

Upon arrival, I find that Jesus, who is waiting to greet me as I reach the top of the stairs, receives me, and He is pleasantly smiling upon me as He stands by my side. I mention how much I have missed Him, and how much I have looked forward to arriving in His presence, and instead of interacting with Him solely in spirit, I can now be with Him in the flesh. For a while, we spend time enjoying each other's company, and then we walk and talk in a place that looks and feels like Paradise to me. His face glows with happiness, and He is pleased that I am there with Him.

In the sky, I see the head of God, or as He explains, "The Godhead", and in that moment, I can see the same Godhead in light surrounding His own head, and my head too. Individually, we are one under God, and I have a feeling inside unlike anything I have ever felt before. There is a sense of peace and harmony within me, and everywhere around me, and there's nothing on Earth that can equal this.

He then stretches out His arm to show me the Paradise that I am viewing from the overlook we are standing at, and He says, "This land is yours to do with as you please". At that moment, I have the realization that, because I have lived in harmony with God, I have been given the power to create something very beautiful with this land, and it will flourish with God's blessing.

He then takes my hand and says, "Come with Me. Let's take a closer look." We proceed to walk down a beautiful path that leads to a spectacular valley below, and as we do, I look upon a beautiful garden that is radiant with sunshine and beautiful flowering trees. I have to stop and wonder for a moment whether I am on Earth or not, when I suddenly see a vision of the Earth below me, which I am viewing from my position in the heavens, and when I look to see where exactly that is in comparison to my position standing on the Earth, I see a star shining brightly in the sky that stands out to me above the rest, and then I realize that my feet are now firmly planted on the soil of that star.

I wonder how long it will be until I arrive there, and He says, "You have already begun the transition from one place to the other". When I look into His eyes to ask how long, He automatically says, "DAYS", before I can even ask Him. I notice He is present in my room, and is sitting on the edge of my bed while He answers me. Then He goes on to explain that those who will mock what I am revealing will hang their head in shame once they see that I am gone. He chuckles and says, "Don't worry, they did the same to Me. You all have suffered much at the hands of the ignorant, but they shall see themselves for what they are after I am gone".

He holds out His hand to me again and says, "Come. Let Me show you more." We then proceed to walk down a dirt path, and as we do, He shows me the woodsy nature of this environment off to the left, and when I look at the ground below me, it glows with golden light and comes alive as it rises up to meet me and then bows down to me. There are waterfalls to my right that are gracefully trickling down beautiful rock cliffs, which are also filled with golden light, and brilliant green moss grows on the rocks that have smiling faces on them.

As we continue to walk, we pick some fruit from a branch that is hanging over our head, and once we do, the fruit grows back fully ripened almost immediately in the same spot. This gives me the impression that there is no growing season to wait for, and the climate is absolutely perfect all the time, even though I see some snow off in the distance.

Time and space seems not to exist at all here, or it is speeded up. The days and nights are relatively the same, and I can gaze at the stars the same as I did from Earth. Although I have the sense that the moon is still existent, it seems to be far enough away that it looks like just another brilliant star. In its place there is something even more beautiful that lights up the night sky, and it looks like bands of light that are arched, and resemble a rainbow, except that it has a crimson hue to it. I've never seen anything like this before.

We continue to look further, when I notice the water and how crystal clear it is, and the waters take on different colors, depending on what type and where they are. One large body of water in front of me is sea foam green, and in its beds there are crystals and precious stones. There are flowers that motion to me, and some of them look like unusual orchids, but there are other varieties that are not familiar to me, and they are extremely beautiful and sing with music. I can see animals here and there that are tame in the wild, and some of them you no longer see on the Earth. There is a unicorn off in the distance, and it, along with all other animals, live together peacefully and in harmony. They don't have to kill for food. There are a lot of birds perched in the tree branches above me, and they come in all varieties and spectrums of color. One of them flies to my shoulder and has no fear when I go to pick it up, and when I do, it rubs itself up against my face to display its affection, and then it freely flies away. I know I can enjoy the pleasure of any one of these animals any time I want, because they are there to enjoy as my friends. The fish here glow in different colors, and there is no need for me to eat them for my survival.

Moving forward, we walk down a hill to a ravine and stand on a cliff alongside the mountains, and the view from here looks like home. As we get closer, I try to take note of the details in its structure, and I am taken back, and almost breathless, by the sight of the panorama displayed in front of me. There are just miles and miles of beauty that you can only imagine in your dreams.

We continue to walk, until we finally arrive at my home, and it has a roof to cover me from the gentle rains, and it looks to be made of wood, but when I study its components more closely, the walls are not made of wood at all. Instead there is a very pliable substance that He shows me you can simply create and change with a thought from your mind. Your living abode can take on whatever structure you desire, whenever you desire it. I wonder if you have to be careful of what you think of, because everything seems to manifest so quickly here, but He indicates that anything like that will take some degree of forethought. Then I wonder if there is anyone else in this place besides me, and I have a vision of a few people here, who are naked in their presence with nothing to hide, but I haven't met any of them yet.

We then enter the house through the front door, and I begin to look around. I am curious to know if there are the same household items we have here on Earth. There is the usual furniture, a kitchen table and chairs, living room furniture and blankets for warmth and comfort. He then looks at me and remarks that, "You can have anything you desire." With that I see the kitchen table take on a different form, and instead of it being wood, it turns into something else when I choose to decorate it like I want. By the time I think of a few things I do want, with the thought it appears, and I notice a huge diamond on my table. Gold and silver, or whatever else, are not out of the question, because you can simply create whatever you want as a means to living in an environment that would be pleasing to the senses.

Then He says, "Come on, I have more to show you and someone special I would like you to meet." By thought and intention, we simply vanish into thin air and reappear at a huge building that is a meeting place for the public, and it, and all the buildings that surround it, are imbued with golden light. I catch a glimpse of the area in its entirety for a moment, and in the center of the city, there is a building with a huge golden dome. In fact, the streets are made of gold too, and the buildings have elaborate carvings made out of gold with jewels encased in them, that are huge and unlike any I have ever seen. I suddenly begin to cry and ask if I am truly going to this place, and He says, "DAYS." Then He puts a huge engagement ring on my finger, which looks to be about 25 karats in size, but He informs me that it is actually 23 karats.

He suggests that we move on, so we enter into the building. I thought we would walk through the door, but we just walked through the wall, because there are no doors, and as we enter, I realize there is nothing that will make life difficult here, because the environment enhances everything that makes life easy and blissful.

Inside, there are people gathered together in a room that has long tables covered with white tablecloths, and it looks like there are preparations being made for some kind of banquet that celebrates an important event. As I look across the room to see who's there, one particular man stands out to me, and he is dressed like George Washington. After that, more people start showing up, dressed in other costumes, and I begin to get the impression that these people have passed on and gone to Heaven. They all are dressed as leaders of one sort or another, because amongst them are people like Abraham Lincoln and Cleopatra. Just then I begin to see through their costumes, and they all appear to be Ascended Masters who had once walked the Earth, who embodied these human beings to influence human affairs, and all of them stand out to me as brilliant and very wise souls. They are the best that ever walked the face of this planet, and they are actually God in embodiment.

As I continue to look around, I see other people appear. To mention a few, there is Joan of Arc, Marie Antoinette, and some Indian Chiefs. In fact there are people here from all walks of life and cultures, and the one theme that they all share is, each of them contributed something significant to mankind, and initiated major changes on Earth, and they were sent by God to do so.

I am almost afraid to look and see how I am dressed for this occasion, and wonder if I would even recognize myself. So I have a look and discover that I am wearing a beautiful white gown, and I am holding a jeweled mask over my eyes that I can see all of this through. It's almost as if my true identity as this soul, has been concealed even to myself, and I have doubts about whether I will ever be able to fully accept it while I am still on Earth.

Then to my surprise and shock, the man who looks like George Washington comes right up to my face and says, "How are you, Jesus?" I turn around to look behind me to see if Jesus is standing there, but He is nowhere to be seen, so obviously he is addressing me, but I have no idea what he is referring to. I think to myself, "George Washington would never tell a lie", and I am absolutely speechless and don't know how to interpret what he is saying. Then other people there start approaching me and ask how I am doing, so at this point, I decide to step outside of myself and take a closer look.

When I turn around to look at myself again, all I can see is the "Spirit of Christ" present in my flesh, and I see Him in male physical form, and then in female physical form. I can clearly see what He looked like when He was Jesus of Nazareth, but then right before my eyes, He takes on a female physical form that looks exactly like me.

I think to myself, "Gee, no one would believe this", and yet on some level, I can't deny it. During my human existence, there have been all kinds of remembrances, phenomenon, and God enlightening me to the same, but I've tried not to come to any concrete conclusions about it. The thing I have come to understand through this unexpected experience is that, I am a child of God, who has become aware of my soul's ancestry, and I am conscious of the fact that I had an existence before I was born into this physical body. I also realize that I have incarnated into the world with a divine purpose, which entails transforming and teaching others about the higher order of the universe.

I look to see what else I can find, when a wall opens up in front of me. All of a sudden there are Angels kneeling at my feet, and they stretch across the heavens endlessly. In front of me, there is a brilliant figure of the most intense light seated on a golden throne, and as I walk down the aisle venturing closer Him, I want to fall to my knees in adoration, for I have longed to be with My Creator, who is smiling and happy to see me.

When I finally reach Him, the Angels surrounding Him are singing the most beautiful music I've ever heard, and the fruits of Heaven are being laid at my feet, while I am escorted to my seat at the right hand of God The Father. Once there, jewels and riches from Him are placed at my feet, and from my position in Heaven, I gaze upon, and realize, that these gifts of the spirit are beyond measure. ref_TOC

March 21, 1997

I thought to go back and review a few things, to get greater clarity on what is being revealed to me. My first question is about my soul's identity, because apparently Jesus is trying to show me something about myself that I obviously haven't recognized yet, so I want to go deeper into what is being presented to me.

Once again, I find myself in the beautiful city of gold and sunshine, and I am standing with Jesus outside the same building we visited at our last meeting. He stands in front of me, and gazes into my eyes intensely, as if He wants me to take a long hard look at Him. He is so radiant, it is hard to see His features clearly, but His eyes, and the soul that they represent, have an amazing resemblance to my own. I have the feeling that I am looking at myself in Him, when I begin to see the figure of a man, through the Spirit of Christ; as if Jesus is trying to show me someone He wants me to meet. Then with the wave of His hand, He opens up the wall on the building and gestures for me to enter.

He continues to gaze at me intently and moves closer to my face, as if to say, take an even closer look at me. I think to question His identity, which I really haven't confirmed yet, and then I ask Him, "Are you in fact, Jesus Christ?" Then I hear a voice in my head that says, "who cometh from the living waters", as if these words are being telepathically transmitted to my brain. He moves in even closer now, with His eyes wide open, and has me look at Him in more detail, and when I do, I begin to see scenes of myself and aspects of my own life. When I strive to make clarity of what I am seeing, I simply see myself as who I am in this lifetime.

Jesus does not take His eyes off of me, but then He takes my hand, nudges me forward, and begins leading me to something else. He is being very gentle with me as He approaches me on this subject, and to ease my anxiety, He begins running His fingers through my hair, which I take to symbolize my genetic roots and my soul's heritage.

As He places His hand of light on top of mine, and holds my hand in both of His, He gently comforts me and says, "Come on." I have the feeling that what He is trying to show me might be hard for me to accept about myself, and I even have to stop a minute and take a deep breath before I can proceed. Once again, He strokes my head and says, "It's okay. There is nothing to fear, and you shall know the truth." Then He stares at me one more time, and when He does, I can see myself in human flesh through His eyes. He then tilts His head to the right, and very lovingly He makes it clear to me that He knows who I am and I how I feel, and then He reassures me that what I am seeing is not false.

I suddenly feel the urge to hug and kiss Him, happy that I am about ready to embrace all that He is trying to communicate, and I can see that the moment at hand is a very delicate one, judging by the look on His face. I just don't want to misconstrue what He is telling me. He seems to realize that once having based your whole identity on who you see in the flesh, it might come as a bit of a surprise to find that you are not who you thought you were, or better yet, you are even more than you thought you were, as a soul incarnated into a physical body.

I have to admit that, there is some part of me that is definitely afraid to see this, because I am putting my hands over my eyes and am acting out the fear I am feeling inside. Then I resign myself to the truth and am willing to take the next step, which He is happy about. In the back of my mind I'm thinking, He still hasn't answered my question as to who He is. The only thing He will confirm is that, He is a part of me, and I am a part of Him, and together we are one.

Then I look up in front of me, and see an opening in Heaven, that takes the form of a cloud of light, that appears to be an opening to another place in time. I feel like I am about to view something that goes way back, but I am not certain of this, because all I can see at first are vague images that represent living situations, and remotely, I am reliving these events as they have occurred. Then He says, "Now, don't be alarmed, but I want you to look at this as if it had occurred to you. There is nothing frightening for you to see." So at His advice, I prepare myself as if I were about to watch a movie.

In the first scene, I see a woman with dark hair who is wearing a simple long cotton dress, and she is engaged in a conversation with a man who is in uniform and wearing a white powdered wig. He is clearly British, and the time period is that of the early days of settlement in our country. Both the woman and he are holding a wine glass in their hands, and they are engaged in a conversation with one another, at what looks to be some social event, like a luncheon party.

Nothing else stands out to me, other than a wooden piece of furniture that is pushed up against the wall, which has a mirror that is framed in gold hanging above it. This credenza is in the dining room, and it has many drawers in it with brass handles. I feel drawn to open one of the top drawers, to look at some papers that are laying face down in there, when I notice the writing on these papers is done with a fountain pen and ink, but I can't decipher exactly what they say. During this, I keep having the feeling that I want to look in the mirror hanging above it, so I do.

At first, I see my own image as I am today, and as I stand there looking at myself, my face turns into the image of a young man, who has brown hair and a beard, and he is wearing a gray garment made of sackcloth. He has a dark complexion and is staring at me intently. I take notice of his eyes, which look blue and like my own. Then I see the eyes as they were back in that day and time, and they are dark colored and almost a steel gray. Suddenly, there is a cross on his shoulder and a crown of thorns around his head, and blood is beginning to trickle down his face. There are dark clouds behind him, and as I watch, his eyes become blue once again, and transposed over this image there comes a vision of myself as I look today.

As I reflect on what I am seeing, everything suddenly becomes white in the mirror, and the gray clouds turn white, with one image displayed on top of the other, and then I see us both ascending from the Earth into Heaven, while there are Angels on high that are witness to this. Above it all, I can see God, The Heavenly Father, receiving us. Then the mirror goes blank, and even though I still stand in front of it, I am no longer physically visible in it, but everything else in the room is. I have the knowledge that I have crossed over to the other side, and when I take a look around me, Christ is now nowhere to be seen outside of me, and has merged with my body instead.

I wonder when this might be taking place, so I survey the room to get an indication of the time. On the dining room table behind me, there is an Easter basket with an egg in it. The egg has already cracked open, and from inside of it, I see my body go from physical density into light. Behind me on the credenza, there are now tulips in a vase under the mirror. Tulips are both male and female, and there seems to be some time between both occasions. Then I wonder if Easter is just symbolical of the resurrection, when I notice that, there is a braided piece of palm leaf floating in the air directly in front of the archway that leads to the living room, and then the living room suddenly turns completely into light, and in it, I can see The Kingdom of Heaven.

I wonder what year this may all be taking place in, so I look around for more evidence. First, I notice a banner hanging over the archway to the living room, which says, "Happy New Year" and "1997", written on it with the number "7" illuminated. Then I notice a small piece of paper inside the egg that looks like a message in a fortune cookie. When I take the paper from the egg to read it, all I can see is what had once been "1997" disappear, and then the paper is simply blank and white, and all I can surmise is that, maybe the date is not for me, or anyone else to know, exactly.

Still wanting more confirmation, I ask if this will be occurring between the holidays, when I notice that there is the word, "Yes", written on everything around me. I then see myself clothed in an Easter dress and bonnet, but I am gone before I have a chance to wear it, because it is lying on the table next to the Easter basket, as if it has all been laid out for me ahead of time. The dress is white, and has a pink ribbon for a sash, which I take to be a symbol of love. From there, I see myself back in the heavenly place of light and love where I started, and the cloud of light that I see this vision through has now disappeared, and Christ can no longer be seen as a spirit outside of myself, because we are now one.

In front of me a little further, there is a brilliant and almost blinding light that grows nearer to approaching me. There is a being in the light whose image is almost indiscernible, and before I know it, I am immersed in it and imbued with its radiance, which I experience as nothing less than divine love. As it draws nearer, I can see a very powerful feminine image, that appears to be my own Christ self, which I am uniting with. I have the sense that it is my anima, or God and Goddess equal and one, because gender does not seem to matter.

The power of its transformation on me has me falling to my knees, and I collapse and fall asleep while all of this is transpiring, but it is still a very beautiful experience. While I am sleeping, I am carried through the universe in the arms of a "being of light", who takes me to an altar before God. When I arrive there, God places His mouth on mine, and begins breathing His life into me, and as He does, my physical body starts to glow like a hot ember. He has The Host of The Eucharist held in His hands over my body, and then places the Host within me and drinks a chalice of wine, and I am receiving this Holy Communion and union in the body and blood of Christ.

When I awaken, the altar has become a golden throne that I am seated upon, and looking to see where I am, I am no longer on Earth, but in a heavenly place that can only be described as Paradise. I am now wearing a crown of gold on my head, and there is a great celebration being prepared in my honor. I am dressed like a goddess wearing a sheer toga of energy, and my diamond body of light has stars for its ornaments that flash with electricity and set it to glitter. This is my divine inheritance, and at this point, I have received total union with my God Self and Creator.

Angels are beginning to gather all around me, and they are carrying garlands of beautiful flowers, whose sweet fragrance permeates the air, as they sit at my feet and bathe them in the richest of oils and essences. Old friends come to greet me, and I sense that there is a big reunion about to happen, with God being the guest of honor. I see all creatures great and small summoned to His presence, and they are all bowing down before The Almighty Father. As I lay myself on the ground at His feet, I hear Him speak to me and say, "Arise, My child. I am well pleased in you", and then He kneels down before me and gracefully kisses my feet and understanding, and life takes on a new essence from there. He then clothes me in His royal robe trimmed with ermine, and He showers me with pearls of wisdom and other precious jewels. Then He gives me the universe, and all the Angels to be at my beckoning call, while Heaven opens up to me. ref_TOC

March 23, 1997

According to the visions I have had lately, today might be the beginning of some profound spiritual events, but I can't say for sure. I still have many questions to ask, and there are no doubt more that I haven't even thought to ask, which may go unanswered, so I look to God for more resolution.

An Angel appears in front of me and says, "It is time", and then She pulls down a window shade. The Angel then wiggles Her fingers and motions for me to look at a blanket of the red energy that is beginning to fill the atmosphere here on Earth, and notice how this energetic force has already started to trickle in. Looking up at the sky, it briefly becomes red, and then it gets dark and remains that way for several days, until the light returns once again. She shows me that the world is never the same after this. Then She holds up a big sign in front of me as an indication of the future, and it says, "TODAY". The letters are black at first, then they turn red, then they turn into light, and then back to black again.

Then there is a burst of blinding light in front of me, and I ask whether this light comes before, or after the blackout, and I hear Her say, "DURING". Then She points out more clearly that, after the infiltration of this red energy, which is invisible to the human eye, the light appears, and afterwards a period of darkness sets in. I then witness my body lift from my bed at warp speed, just when the red energy reaches the speed of the brilliant light, and it is due to this electromagnetic vortex that is transiting through the Earth's atmosphere, which is invisible, and comes undetected by radar or scientific observation, until it is upon us.

I ask the Angel what else She has to reveal to me, and She spreads Her wings as if preparing to take flight. She then hands me a single white rose, as a sign of purification, and assists me in getting dressed into a white filament gown, that begins to take on a radiance of its own. She then places a golden crown upon my head, which immediately becomes one of light, and then She asks me to rest and sleep. The Angel stays by my side, as if waiting to be summoned to take some sort of action. I gaze out my window to the stars shining in sky, and during the middle of the night, the Angel carries me in its arms and flies with me up through the ceiling in my room, and it is clear to me that I am heading towards a place of great light. ref_TOC

March 24, 1997

Today, according to all previous guidance, is supposed to be an important day, and maybe it's the day when I will ascend beyond the past and into the life that God is showing He has in store for me.

As I pray, I receive a vision that appears to be a tall figure of my deceased mother, who looks dark and gray in her energy, and she is making all kinds of attempts to stand in my way and stop me from any move I make towards the light. I call upon God for assistance with this, and ask to be free to follow His leadings, rather than the darkness that she looks to be bringing in, and at that I see her break down into tears. I then see the hand of God pick her up by the nape of the neck and drop her into complete darkness. He says, "She needs to face herself." I listen to hear more, but all I can hear is her screaming and yelling at me saying, "You can't do this to me."

Then God lifts me up in His hand, blows the dust from me, puts me on His shoulder, and proceeds to walk forward with me. The image of God begins to look very gray in energy, which I question, but in looking closer at myself, God is taking this darkness from me, and I am becoming more and more filled with His light as we move along.

As I look ahead to see where He is taking me, I can see The Kingdom of Heaven ahead of us. He walks me through the last of this black mud, carrying me on His shoulder the entire way, and then He sets me down at the beginning of a golden road in The Kingdom of Heaven. When I arrive there, I am able to look directly into His eyes and see the magnitude of His love for me and everything else that He has created. ref_TOC

March 26, 1997

I went through a profound healing and release yesterday, which brought me to a new awareness about myself. With God appearing larger than I have ever seen, I see His hand begin delivering me of what looks like underdeveloped fetuses in my womb. Some are bigger than others, but none of them has ever fully developed into anything. They take the physical form of husbands, parents, old flames, children, sister, brother, and basically all those who professed to love me, and some of the darkness that they all had brought into my life, was made clear to me.

Behind all of them, I see just one little dark spot left in my womb, and it looks to be a cell that is about three to four weeks in gestation. I recognize that there was once a twin sister there, who had died in the womb, and even though I had survived, some important part of me died before I was even born. Perhaps I actually had an identical twin, or maybe it is just symbolic of a part of my spirit that had departed. After awhile, I finally managed to deliver a full-grown woman, who looks to be identical to myself, but she was actually stillborn with blood and afterbirth all over her. Then I think to myself, I have carried her all of these years, but she has never really had a chance to live.

At the delivery, I hear God say, "You should have aborted all of these people", and as He proclaims this, I see His vengeance as He exclaims, "You raped my daughter of her soul", at which point He then proceeds to pull my mother and father out of my womb. They appear to be the biggest babies of them all, and I can see that they are black and under developed. Then God says to them, "You will no longer continue to live your life through her." What's obvious to me is, somehow I seem to have gotten lost in all of this, for the only one I never got to deliver was myself. My womb is now full of light instead, but I am still wondering where I am and where I am going.

Years ago, a friend of mine told me of a vision he had repeatedly about me over a period of six months. He indicated that he saw me go through a very powerful change and kept remarking about how I was not like I was before. He said that, it is as if I have been dead my entire life, before I go through a transformation that he described as, "the charging of the batteries". I couldn't help but believe him, because when he was explaining all of this to me, he literally was shaking and dripping wet with sweat.

In this premonition, he said that he saw me walk through the looking glass, and as he described it, I am a completely transformed person from then on. He said I appeared in front of him wearing a see-through toga that was orange. Interestingly enough, what he described to me is the same reddish-orange energy that God and the Angels are trying to forewarn me of, too. The signs would suggest that I am almost there, but I've been hearing this for years now, and I'm beginning to have my doubts about it all. ref_TOC

March 31, 1997

Last night, I saw huge golden gates in front of me that were opening up to The Kingdom of Heaven. After that, I immediately stepped into the light, and saw the gates close behind me. As I looked behind me, all darkness was being sucked back to the other side of these gates, as I proceeded to move further into the light, not really knowing where I was heading.

During my sleep, I had one dream after the other that kept repeating the same theme, as if God was trying to get the message through to me so I wouldn't forget. All I could see in front of me in the dream was a handful of people who had this doorway open in front of them, and each of them walked through it. When they did, they became totally filled with light, and then the doorway opened out from their body, and this purified and cleansed them of any and all dark energies.

So I think to ask God once again, "Where am I going, what will I be doing, and what would your will be for me?" There is a bright golden light coming towards me now, and it is already close enough that it doesn't have far to go before I am inside of it. As the light of God keeps approaching me, I see a "pen of light" being handed to me, just before this light has fully encompassed me. It feels like it is just a step away, and coming rather quickly, so God wants me to continue writing. Perhaps the truth has been evident all along in the writing I have already finished.

I had a confirmation of this recently, when a little girl I know, told me about a dream she had, that clearly depicted the same events. I was beginning to wonder if I was hallucinating, and if so, I guess I'm not the only one. I prefer to view this as a confirmation of the truth, because there is no way this child could have fabricated this story about the red energy in the sky, and what she saw happening when it was there, which just happens to match up with what's written on these pages.

All I know is that I have continued to see my physical body suddenly become animated with light, and at warp speed, I venture through the starlit sky to arrive at another place, which appears to be more elevated in its essence. In meditation, I have unexpectedly found myself going through a total transformation in energy, at some point in the future, and this would equate to a total merge of body and spirit that is initiated from a higher source, and from there, I find myself ascending to a place of total light.

After all of the events that have transpired over the last several days, I am taking the time to reflect on all of the visions I have received lately. Up against my own self-doubts, I am waiting for more confirmation.

Having used my intuitive abilities to help others for most of my life, I find it is easier for people to believe in the accuracy of what I see when looking at the past, but the skepticism runs rampant when you try to inform people of their future. Some people change as a result of discovering what they might be unconsciously creating in their future, and therefore their future changes, which is good when you don't see what you like coming down the road. Knowing that, gives me the courage to continue on revealing the likelihood of what someone is unconsciously creating, because this will change the outcome of things to come.

I think that prophecies are forewarnings of what can be avoided, if we get the message and take alternative paths. The question that arises is, "What do we do?" This has played on my mind over and over again, so I have asked for a vision that might give us all the answer, because what I have seen may be some indication as to what is available to us all.

On Good Friday, I saw Jesus Christ in spirit, with His arms stretched out wide, and He was larger than I have ever seen before. Radiating out along His arms, were all the Angels from Heaven, dressed in white radiant light. In spirit, they stood by His side in a cross formation until His Resurrection, at which time they all descended upon the Earth to be of assistance to humanity.

After all the events that have transpired over the last several days, I'm taking the time to reflect upon all the visions I have received. Up against my own self-doubts, I'm waiting for confirmations. In the meantime, I'm dealing with my own past and the mistrust that comes from some bad experiences. Clarity then comes through, and the visions I am receiving leave less doubt in my mind.

I watched a program last night about ancient prophecies and the countdown to doomsday. Much of what has been predicted down through the centuries by different prophets was presented, and to my amazement, their visions coincide with what's being revealed to me. God is no doubt trying to alert us to our own self-destruction, but I wonder if anyone is listening.

All I can see is light in front of me, and I hear the word, "trust". After listening closely for a while, I can hear the voice of God saying, "You will be taken care of." I know that this message goes out to all those God believing individuals who are in His care, and I sense that despite whatever else may be going on around us, God has a plan regardless of what mankind might do.

In this, I see men who are few in number, and they are ruling over and oppressing many. Then I see that they really have rule over no one, for there are no people any longer, but only the dirt that they are standing on. There is a tent behind the two men that I see in military uniforms before me, and when they look up at the sky, everything suddenly goes dark. After a while, even the stars disappear, and then these men fall dead to the ground with their tents collapsing after them.

Then I see some anguished men reduced to their bones. They are starving and walking aimlessly in the dark because everything is barren around them. There are other people dressed in white lab coats who are stationed in an underground laboratory, and they are working on producing food, but are unsuccessful. They are holding flasks that have green solutions in them, and although they are trying hard to get the plants to grow, the seedlings die shortly after they are rooted. There is no solution to this problem of no vegetation, because the energy that permeates everything prevents new growth. The type of energy I'm seeing has a neon green color to it that glows, and I have the feeling that this might be indicating some type of radioactivity that has permeated deep into the soil. These laboratories are approximately 400 feet below the surface, and this energy has permeated everything that far down into the Earth. Then I see these scientists suddenly drop to the ground, and they appear to be dead before very long.

After looking at this, my sense is that this is some form of pollution, or nuclear fallout that will not only kill people, but vegetation as well. I look to see if this is isolated to some particular area or if it has spread around the world. I first see a United States flag, and then a map of the U.S. emphasizing the east coast and inland to Kentucky and other states along the Mississippi River. These states are highlighted for me and are the darkest in color. I then see the same happening on the West Coast.

Not asking any specific questions at all, but hoping to see something more positive, I leave it open for God to show me whatever. Sometimes I just ask that I be shown what I need to know right now.

A bright light appears to me, and opens into a vision. I see something in the dark coming towards me, and as it draws nearer, I can distinguish it as a man wearing a black suit with a white shirt. I am afraid I might mistake his true identity, which keeps me from clearly seeing who he is, but as I get close enough, I see he has no face at all and he just symbolizes your typical businessman. He holds out his right hand to me, but I am not sure that I should take it. There is something I do not trust about someone who won't show me his true face, and when he realizes that I can see through him, he suddenly vanishes into thin air.

I then see the Spirit of Christ come out of the light, and He extends His hand to me in the same manner, but in questioning this as the same behavior as the man in the dark suit, I look through him to discover that this man is using Christ as his cover. Behind the emptiness in his face, I see the face of someone very evil and demonic, and he looks like the devil himself, or perhaps The Antichrist, but no one who encounters him recognizes him for what, and who he truly is. Most of the people around him stop to shake his hand, as he is out amongst the public and in the midst of all commerce. My only guess is that this signifies the business dealings that most people are involved with.

The scene suddenly changes, and this man in the black suit is taking money from everyone he deals with, and the people he does business with, have now become angry and are totally bereft by what has happened to them. As a result of this, I see a man walking away with his pockets pulled inside out and no money left in them, and a woman whose purse is empty. This filters out to all people in the nation, and has such a tragic effect on so many, that some resort to putting a gun to their head.

From there, I see a major bank in a typical city put gold barricades over their main doors, which were once open to the public, but not any more. I see this happening to many banks in succession, until they crumble and collapse. Briefly, I see the American dollar with no currency value on it, and then it quickly disappears altogether. The man in the business suit symbolizes "money", which has no face value anymore.

Afterwards, all I can see are people who are operating computer terminals, and for some reason, they allot credit to everyone according to what the records show on the computers. The records are displayed on the screen in lines, and there are three of them to be exact. On top of the screen is a UPC symbol that turns into a "bar code", and then I see the woman who is operating the computer, stamp this symbol onto the hand of the person who matches the computer records. There is the number "666" on the computer terminal, and there is one "6" on each of the three individual lines.

Then I see a housewife going to the supermarket, and her hand is scanned in payment of the grocery bill at the checkout counter, and everything is so expensive that it leaves a balance of very little left on the computer account. I notice this symbol on the hands of just about everyone, except for a small percentage of people, who apparently barter and trade for what they need, and they keep to themselves, and appear to live separately from the mainstream of society, in what looks like more secluded and rural areas. After some time, I see these non-conformists being apprehended by the military, who look to be dressed in communist uniforms. These people live in communes, but eventually they are taken to some form of imprisonment. Then all goes black, and I cannot see anymore, but I have the sense that freedom dies from there.

Then I hear God shout from the heavens, "Listen to what I am telling you", but all I can see is people everywhere holding their hands over their ears and putting their heads under the water, because they are lost in their own unconsciousness of these things. Then the heavens close and go dark, because no one will listen, so God does not bother to speak anymore.

After this, the world becomes darker than ever before, and it remains that way for a time that has no definite length until the heavens open one more time, but it does so only briefly, and it is for those who have waited upon God. I then see these people being raised into Heaven at that time, but there are only a small number who even pay attention and are prepared for this.

The remaining people on the Earth never leave, and they never really live either, and even in death their souls go nowhere, except to another death. The Earth remains dark for a long time after this, and light does come back to the planet, eventually, but only after all that had once occupied it has died. Then there is a new birth and restoration in store for it that will be coming at some future point in time. ref_TOC

April 1, 1997

There was a blizzard today in New England where I am visiting, and it brought everything to a halt. The Angels I see flying in the sky today, look like all those snowflakes, and they are here to assist with the emergency conditions that have presented themselves.

Last night, I noticed a brilliant Angel kneeling at my bedside, and She said to me, "It won't be much longer now." After that I dozed off for a long nights sleep and woke up to a beautiful white winter wonderland outside.

In meditation today, I went to the causal plane, that place where all things manifest from before they present themselves in physical reality. It is a safe place I visit to be with God, and I went there to speak with my spirit guides, to insure that there would be no interference from negative sources.

When I arrived at that state of consciousness, I simply sat there for a moment to rest and waited to see the Being of Light that would come to greet me. Shortly thereafter, Jesus appeared and sat down to have a talk with me. I checked to see if I was being deceived in any way, but ascertained that this was truly the Christ Spirit. Furthermore, standing not too far away in the background, were the other Ascended Masters, who, at one time or another, have been my teachers and guides.

I asked Jesus why they didn't appear to me as frequently as they had in the past, and He told me that there was no need for them to do that, because I had learned what they had come to teach me. Never the less, He reminded me that they are always standing close by, and are there for me if I need them.

These are the brilliant Masters who appeared to me in their spirit bodies over the years, and began enlightening me about the energies of the universe, and taught me how to work with the natural laws that govern creation. The major emphasis of their teachings were directed towards the human energy field, to help me facilitate rapid transformations in the body, and elevate the being to a higher level of existence, by promoting healing of the spirit through the energy centers of the body.

Trusting them, I have been a witness to many miracles and what some would consider supernatural phenomena. Through it all, I came to understand that what they taught me was the norm, and that the real miracle is that, man is still somehow surviving regardless of the fact that he constantly works against his own life force. It just seems obvious to me, that if mankind ceased to continue going against himself in this energetic way, he would be living in absolute bliss and harmony, when in alignment with the natural laws of the universe. Transgression against these laws eventually shuts down the energy field of the human body, which eventually leads to ignorance and self-destruction, and the further that mankind has drifted from his Creator, the more he has became lost to the truth.

Getting back to the meditation, Jesus then took my hand, held up my left palm, and drew a line across my lifeline, fate line, and upward to cover the end of my heart line. The left hand signifies your life as it was laid out for you, and what you were born with, and the right hand signifies what you do with what you were given to work with. Clearly, He was telling me that there is an end to "what was" in my life "at hand", and that this is fated and the end to a long line of heartaches for me.

I became frightened for a moment, wondering whether this signified my physical death, so I looked to see what was going to happen to my physical body, and that's when I saw myself dematerialize and vanish into thin air. What initiated this to happen was Christ, who took what looked to be a magic wand that had a star on the end of it, and He touched it to the crown of my head, which set it all in motion. In the vision, I dozed off into a deep sleep at this point. Just for the record, things generally take 72 hours to manifest from the causal plane into physical reality, so maybe this signifies three days.

I am now getting a vision, and in it, I see a child coming closer with her arms reaching out to me. It is a little girl with brown wavy hair, who looks to be approximately seven or eight years old, and I don't recognize her from any previous meeting. She fades in and out of view two times, still reaching out to me in silence. I have the feeling she might represent a time, and all children. Then everything suddenly goes black all around her, and it looks like she is boxed into this darkness. Then I can't see her anymore, but I can hear her screams.

I continue to look for more answers, but the darkness lingers as if the child doesn't exist anymore. Occasionally she emerges beyond this darkness, but all I can see are the giant adults that surround and tower over her, as they look down on her with angry faces that keep her stuck there, until she eventually collapses under their supervision and withers away to nothing very rapidly. I have the sense that this represents the next generation, who are not able to mother new life and continue to further the human race. The scene goes totally black from there, has reduced itself to this point, and then it vanishes.

Bright golden light appears before me now, and coming out of the midst of it, I see a young boy on his knees with his hands folded in prayer. He has a look of pleading on his face and is looking to God for help. As he looks around himself, all he sees is fighting; men as well as boys, for the children have learned this from their elders. All he can see is the angry faces of the men around him, and not wanting to be a participant in this leaves him feeling powerless and motionless, with nowhere else to go in his life. This looks to be stunting his growth, and he begins to shrivel up when he sees that there is no way out of this. He tries to move beyond it, but he doesn't get very far, except to become that which he dislikes, in order to belong and function with the people around him. The men that surround him, taunt, tease, and call him names, because he doesn't fit into their way of living. His male supervisors are mean and violent, and he can only see them as giants towering over him, who are filled with hatred, and he feels completely trapped by these surroundings. Suddenly he has a gun in his hand, and instead of using it to defend himself, he brings it to his own head and pulls the trigger. All goes black at this point and ends.

The light appears to me again, and what I see are plants and an animal, a dog to be exact. The word "domesticated" comes to mind, but the dog suddenly becomes vicious and is snarling at me. Someone did something to the dog, but I can't see exactly what. All I can hear is it squealing, as if something wounded it, and then it runs off and dies, and as it does so, so does the plant life. There are dead creatures laying all over the place, and when I look closer, I notice that there are also children dispersed amongst the animals, and they are dead also.

I question what might have caused such a vast loss of life, and then I see a flash of red light, that has the shape of a ball of fire with no flames to it. It is right in front of me, and appears all of a sudden out of nowhere without warning, and I have no idea where it comes from. Then I see people looking up in the sky where there are flares of light going back and forth from east to west over the country, and this comes as a shock and catches everyone by surprise.

I can see what looks to be the shape of a flying saucer, or an "alien" aircraft. The place that this comes from has the shape of a country that looks to be somewhere in the northern part of the European continent. I know this by the map I am seeing in front of me. The geographical location looks foreign to me, and the country itself looks gray in color. I can't see its exact location very clearly, but it looks to be in a geographic location somewhere at the top portion of Europe.

There is nothing happening there for a long time, but before I know it, there are flares of light shooting into the sky from this place on the map. Then I briefly receive a vision of a man in a tan military uniform, and I know that he is in a leadership position, and has recently been placed in this position, but I'm not sure if he has been elected by the people, or simply just took over.

The flares are aimed at the North American continent, and they are striking several major cities on the eastern and western coastlines, which cause earthquakes to happen, especially on the west coast. Then the people from this foreign country enter our land in boats, and their plan is to take over. Our citizens try to fight this, but are weakened from the attack. What amazes me is that everyone thought that this could never happen, and what kept this all undetectable from us was a device that this other country had invented, which allowed these flares to remain invisible to radar detection.

When I question how soon we might expect this, I have the sense that this could come as early as 1998. At least they have discovered this device by then it seems to me, because I see a picture of President Clinton, who is still in office at the White House, when this is all transpiring. The capabilities are certainly there, and the outcome will depend on what our government does, and how it handles this delicate situation. The vision goes black from there and I can see no more.

Then in front of me, quite unexpectedly, there is the figure of a huge demon-like entity, with a big head. The words "war head" ring out, and this demon looks very angry in deed. I see the head of this entity, and many others like it, begin exploding one after the other, and the grounds that they fight on is greed, which takes place in both countries, but there are no winners in the end, because all that they fight over is destroyed.

I then think to take a closer look at my own future, to see what may be awaiting me, and as I look, I feel very tired from all that I am seeing. It is difficult to keep my eyes open as I see the light approach me, but I persist, because I want to see what is ahead for me personally.

With that, I see a vision of myself, in my human form, approaching me at an accelerated pace. There is a look of amazement on my face, as I watch myself turn into light and then become invisible, and this is not a bad thing that is happening to me, but rather a metamorphosis into a higher level of physical form. My physical body does not die, but instead it attains a level of vibrational frequency, whereby, it becomes more highly evolved. I can only equate this with the ascension that Jesus Christ experienced upon His resurrection, and I believe they never found His body, because it did not die. Instead, He transmuted His earthly body into His ascended body. The molecular structure is less dense due to the faster motion that the molecules seem to vibrate at, and this body has the appearance of being illuminated with light energy, that is a solid physical structure not weighed down by gravity, which allows it the freedom to travel beyond the boundaries of earthly limitations. Up until now, man has not had the freedom to leave this earthly existence, other than through the vehicle of death.

Actually, I can see that there were a few people who managed to evolve to this level, throughout the course of history, but not many. These human beings were pure light in their energy centers, which brought through these God given abilities, and they had no attachment to the earthly realm of existence, but only to the universe as a whole. This vehicle gave them the ability to travel between different dimensions, rather than be limited to a three dimensional existence, and they eventually achieved this in body, as well as consciousness, which is where it first emanated from. I see myself able to be here, or anywhere else throughout the universe, in this body of light.

The best way that I can explain this is that, I can dematerialize and materialize into another dimension of existence at will, but before reaching this level of physical existence, it will be necessary to cleanse the body of its dark and heavy negative energy, so that the physical vehicle is "light" enough to acquire these God given abilities. It takes cleansing the body, the mind, and the emotions to reach this level of attainment.

It is through God, which I see as this "light made of love", that I am able to do this, which is the most exhilarating and liberating relationship I've ever encountered, and the ultimate experience of divine love, and there is nothing in the world that can measure up to the power of this, or substitute for it. It is what I live for, and my only wish is to have more of it, because I have always been dead without it.

This life force is what people are missing, and from my observation, it is the sustenance that everyone is "dying" to have. It is even more evident that, this is the one and only reason why the Earth is dying, too, and when everyone in the world comes to this realization, things will begin to change for the better, but until then, I am sure it will continue along the same path of destruction. We have a choice, and I have already made mine.

With that, The Kingdom of Heaven opens up to me, and there is gold and riches beyond measure for everyone there, with more than enough abundance and love for all. There is no fighting, disease, or illness, and there is peace and harmony amongst all living beings, because what resides over everything there, is a God who is good beyond measure, and His grace and mercy has no limit for those who desire it. ref_TOC

April 2, 1997

What next? I'm trying to assimilate the meaning of the many things being revealed to me. What will this transformation bring to me, and what is the true meaning of this dematerialization I see happening to me. The thought occurred to me this morning that, maybe the simple meaning is that, there is a change going on in our material world.

The vision comes, and it looks like something you might see on Star Trek, specifically the way they beam you up. At this point, I'm not going to get too caught up in the interpretation. I think I would rather be prepared for the experience itself, for I have no doubt that something highly unusual and incredible is about to happen.

Obviously, God is trying to prepare me for something I have not experienced before, and it looks to be a good thing for me personally. I just wish I didn't have to sit in anticipation of when. The number four has repeatedly shown up in these visions, and yet I can only surmise the exact time. God only knows for sure, and there is a reason for this, for I think we will determine the final outcome, and that's because as co-creators with God, we have a hand in creating the future. The paths we choose will dictate where we end up, but looking at all the probabilities, it doesn't look like mankind is heeding the message and changing his ways.

I ask again for more clarity about my present situation, to see where it might lead me, when a bright golden light appears to me, and from this, the Light of Christ comes forward to meet me. He appears to me as a spirit, rather than in the flesh and body of a man. The essence is almost androgynous, for I see both the male and female energies united as one in His spirit. Prior to this, these two energies are separated, but once these two polarities have united, I can see my own spirit essence in Christ, and I am consumed totally with radiant light, that gives me the feeling that this energy is freely flowing through my entire being. This light of God is filled with love, and I feel like I am walking on air.

I begin to wonder whether I have any influence over when I might receive this and start looking for the answers. I see a vision of white clouds in the sky, that are starting to move away from one another, giving the appearance of the opening up of a heavenly light, that is just beginning to radiate upon me. I can't see God, but I know that God is behind all of this heavenly activity, and the power is so incredible, that I collapse to the ground when the light imbues me. While I lay there unconscious, an Angel comes to carry me in its arms, and I am taken to Heaven. When I look to see where my body is, it is no longer on Earth, because I am viewing the planet Earth from a place above it, and when I look around to see where I am, all that's visible is radiant light. I seem to be on the edge of this, and am close to entering this place, but I am not fully there yet. I look to see when, and all I can see is myself just prior to this here on Earth, as I am approaching this point in time, and it looks dark all around me, just before this is to happen.

I express to God that I am anxious to get on with this, when I hear His voice say, "DAYS". When I ask how many days, I am shown four fingers, but this time, instead of the fingers being in front of my face, they are laying on my face, giving me the impression that I'm that much closer than the last time I asked. The energy is already touching the flesh, and now instead of seeing it coming towards me, I am suddenly on the other side of it, and it is behind me. Then I hear a voice from Heaven say, "Come with Me", so I do, and my body ascends into the heavens, and when I leave, I am wearing a white raiment gown that takes on the form of a toga.

I went into mediation today and traveled back to the causal plane again. When I first arrived in my sacred place, there came the hand of a black entity that snuck up behind me, grabbed me by my ankles, knocked me to the ground, and pulled me backwards. I have seen this energy many times before, and it symbolizes that which has disguised itself as love, in order to harm me.
I commanded it to disappear and cease to exist, and then saw it get sucked backwards and returned to its source. It came from those people I encountered who typified this energy, and used the words "I love you" as a license and permit to do whatever evil they wanted and get away with it. The excuse for doing so, and what entitled them to receive no repercussions for these wrongdoings, was to use the disguise of love to support their actions. This is the one entity that has repeatedly stalked me, and sex is one of the vehicles that it used to empower itself.

I finally managed to walk away from this and sat down for a moment. In front of me was the embodiment of the Virgin, but when I looked at Her more closely, it looked like myself instead, and not me in the flesh, but myself in spirit. Above me there was the Virgin Mary, who is huge in Her spirit, and I couldn't figure out what She was trying to tell me, but I watched as She sprinkled sparkle dust over me, and as She did, I saw myself fall asleep in peace.

In each and every instance of observing my body going through this change from density into light, I've noticed that the energy that is permeating my being has a reddish hue to it, and I would like to know why. I have seen my body being raised, and the imprint left where I was sleeping in my bed has a reddish-orange energy in it, that looks to be made in the configurations of my physical structure, which remains imprinted on the sheets. Once this occurs, my physical body is no longer visible, but this energetic imprint is there in its place. It is almost as if the energy that runs through my body is so radiant, it leaves something like a "shroud" behind.

When healing through the energy field, what sometimes happens is the "Kundalini Fire", and its energy is so powerful, that it heals all disease and transforms the entire body, mind and soul of the individual. It is said that one sees God and becomes One with Him when this occurs. Depending on whether or not your energy has attained a certain level in its energy field prior to this, I have heard that this can cause burning, searing pain, and in some cases, insanity, and even spontaneous combustion, while it runs its course up the spinal column and through the energy centers, as it connects the positive and negative polarities.

Investigating this a little further, I wonder just exactly what this is and how it will feel, so I look to the Source for the answer. The light appears, and I see myself standing in it and surrounded by it. I am still in the flesh, and what stands out the most are my teeth and my hair, which symbolize, and are connected to, my genetic roots. I see my hair change color and texture, and my teeth, which look decayed beforehand, now become new and perfect. My bodily figure is perfect in its proportions, and I am dressed in a tight fitting, iridescent, see-through toga, which is a sign of spiritual initiation to me and a symbol of the Goddess. I am wearing a golden crown of light, or a halo that is placed over the God center, or crown chakra in my energy field, where all healing emanates from, and now looking behind me, I see my physical self step into this Goddess form, when the light becomes one with the flesh.

I must say that I appear to be more beautiful than I have ever seen myself, and I can only describe this as being made in God's image. My face is beautifully colored, and I look to be wearing make-up, but I am not, because I just look this way naturally. Then I see the wiring of lighted filaments, which are a divine genetic overlay that I have stepped into, and from there I walk through the looking glass.

Onward with my other question about how this will feel. Obviously, on a personal level here, I'm worried about being hurt by all of this, so I think this vision comes more from my fears than anything else, At first, I see myself a bit buckled over and in a little bit of discomfort. Then I see a big "NO" placed over this vision. Then this energy, which is comprised of white light, brings a glowing orange radiance to my flesh. It begins moving upwards through my body, starting with my feet, and I have a very pleasant smile on my face while this is taking place. Then I see my eyes close, as if to indicate that I will either fall asleep, or be asleep, while all this is transpiring.

Then I see a beautiful Angel of brilliant white light cradle me in its arms and fly me to another place in the heavens, where I remain asleep for a short time. I see the sky go from evening to morning and that's when I awake. I have no sense of how I have arrived there, once I am there, and no memory of what happens from the time I fall asleep until I wake up. I feel like I am alone there at first, but then I begin noticing other people arriving there also, and they look to be simply flying up through the sky in their bodies with invisible Angels carrying them. I hear the word "evacuation" and there are not a lot of people experiencing this, but only a handful.

I am really very excited about this, and equate what I am seeing with "The Rapture" mentioned in The Bible. This is something we have looked forward to for a long time, and it is what we have worked hard to spiritually evolve to. For me, this has meant healing all of the hurts that have been laid upon me in this lifetime, and those things that have been passed down from one generation to another, in order to clear the genetic line. It has been a journey through hell at times, trying to find my way back to Heaven, but the joy to be found after facing the pain is what embraces and leads me to this destination.

Jesus is the one who carries me through, and a personal relationship through Him with God, is what gives me life more abundantly. He heals me and loves me beyond the capacity that any mortal person has been able to, and to fully understand this, one can only experience it for them self. As a result, I have been blessed with gifts from God for each and every release of ignorance, negativity, and whatever else is not in alignment with the highest of God's love, and these are the gifts that will never perish.

In this sense, I am a wealthy person, beyond material measure, possessing these gifts of the spirit, and they are there for all who would sincerely like to receive them. In order for this to happen though, it takes sacrificing what you have put there in place of it, which from my experience are the things that we complain are hurting us anyway, and because we have the free will to do whatever we want, God will not intervene on our behalf without our asking.

I now see an Angel descend upon me, and begin wrapping me in a gauze-like material made of light energy, and She is winding this energy around me in a circular fashion to cover my entire body, as if I am being placed in a cocoon, and by the looks of it, the metamorphosis is already beginning to take place.

The question then arises as to whether I will miss some of the things I've experienced here on Earth, when I hear God say, "No", and in confirmation, I see a vision of my new self, and I look much happier and am actually jumping for joy. God and His representatives have never lied to me, so why would I doubt this. This energetic wrap eventually puts me peacefully to sleep, and then I wake up to a new me.

My only concern is for my children, and I wonder where they will be, but I keep seeing that they land suddenly in front of me in this new place, and like myself, they, too, look to be full of this light, and we are all transformed. God has informed me in the past that because we are genetically connected, they will be transformed through my own transformation. I hope so, because I set out on this journey to evolve to something better because of them.

To be sure, I ask God if this is a physical death that I will be going through, and I hear "No, it is the death of the physical reality as we know it", and once again, I am reminded that it is as if I have already been dead my entire existence, and this is where I actually come alive and life finally begins. ref_TOC

April 3, 1997

I briefly mentioned this before, but many years ago, in 1982 to be exact, a friend and father figure told me about a dream he repeatedly had about me over a six-month period. It was so compelling that he felt pressured to tell me, but due to the nature of what he saw, he was reluctant to do so. After much prodding on my part, I finally got him to speak about it.

The dream was about some spectacular event that I would go through, that he referred to as "the charging of the batteries". He described the transformation and physical changes I had gone through, and his words were, "You're not like you were before." When I asked him what I looked like, he described me as wearing a sheer, see through, orange toga.

We talked about this many times after that, and he often used words like "the act", and descriptions like "walking through the looking glass" when he tried to get the point across. He described a scene to me that would symbolize a union with God, and likened it to being the only two people in the universe, and said that I had to do this just once.

Regardless of what he was so earnestly trying to explain, the only thing I know for certain, is that something very powerful and transforming is going to happen to me at some point in time. It's the anticipation of that dream that has helped me see my way through many difficulties, and it's a point in time that I've strived hard to reach.

Over the years, we talked about the dream many times, with him cheering me on and saying, "You're almost there, honey", and judging by what's been described to me in these writings, it sure fits the description of what he was talking about. ref_TOC

April 3, 1997

Great light comes into my room today, and above me is my Heavenly Father, The Godhead, for I can only see His face and head when I speak with Him. He is huge in His energy, so vast in fact that, His face appears to be much larger than the size of this planet. He resides over everything throughout the universe, and when I am in His presence, there is nothing else. His energy permeates everything under Him, above Him, and in Him. He is The Almighty, and The Seat of Universal Intelligence that many prophets have referred to.

He is now facing me and looking upon me with eyes that are most penetrating. At a standstill for what might happen next, I see one finger, and then another, forming the "peace sign", and then I feel drawn to look closer into His eyes. As I zoom in and reach the pupil of His eye, I feel drawn into Him, and even though all I can see is a dark tunnel around me, I can certainly feel the utmost of love and joy running through my entire being.

I suddenly feel like I want to cry, and not from sadness, but from elation. I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel, and as I proceed to move closer and into it, I see a Being of Light standing on the other side. It is the most brilliant being I have ever seen, dressed in a long white garment, with long white hair, and a presence that saturates me with love and wisdom. He holds out His hand to me, and we are content to be in each other's company. We embrace in the love we have for each other, and we can do this without physically touching, because His love just permeates everything around me and in me.

My spirit is there, but my human self is trying to be there, too. My physical vehicle is still in the tunnel, and begins moving quickly towards its union with my soul, when suddenly I am just there, but until then, I am stuck in the tunnel that keeps turning, until I reach a place near the end, that pulls me into the light very quickly. This looks very similar to the tunnel that most people express as having gone through in near death experiences, but rather than my physical body dying, it is going with me to another life.

In the tunnel, I see the spirit bodies of deceased persons flying by me very quickly, and I can see that it is much harder and longer to go through this and not leave the physical body to death, but I know it can be done, and I have the sense that we do not have to die to reach this place that many call Heaven.

I then hear a voice say, "Welcome, you have arrived", which prompts me to look and see where I am, as compared to my position on Earth. The planet is literally below me, and I am no longer on Earth, or bound to it, with death being the only vehicle through which I can leave its gravitational force. God then points out to me how there are some human beings who have actually succeeded at achieving this level of evolvement, but there are not very many. I also see that, more than ever before, more people will be doing the same, because when I look behind me, there are others following me through the tunnel.

I beg Him to tell me when I will be there, and if there is something I can do to speed up my journey, because I keep thinking that perhaps I am failing to do something, which may be holding me back. Other than the revolutions I keep going through in the tunnel, it appears that the force of gravity is what keeps me stuck in this holding pattern. He says to me, "You have nothing to do with this", and then He proceeds to illustrate by waving His arm in a counterclockwise direction, and that He, and His energy, has something to do with this. Then at the wave of His hand, the force field propels me suddenly into another dimension of existence. When I inquire when this might take place, He holds up two fingers, and they are illuminated with a reddish-orange color to them, when I hear Him say, "You are already there."

Then He asks me to take a look at my own energy field, and I can see that this energy is already entering my body, and starting at my feet, moving upward through my legs, which look like the two fingers He held up, there is a reddish-orange energy. He looks at me reverently and says, "Be happy, you have finally arrived". As He sits next to me to answer my questions, I express my frustrations at having heard similar promises in the past, only to wake up and find myself exactly where I was the day before. Then His hand comes down on this page, and the flesh of it turns into light.

Every night I see an Angel at my bedside, going through the motions of carrying me off to this heavenly place, and I fall asleep wondering if I will be here the next morning, and I am. So I ask why I should believe that it would be any different this time. All I hear in answer to that is, "Because I said so."

He points toward the window to have me look at what is happening in the universe outside, and I see Angels everywhere, who look like storks carrying wraps of white raiment material for the deliverance of babies, as if preparing to carry the newborn infants in this material, and they are positioned over the rooftops of houses all around the Earth. Then I hear Him say, "It has come", and then at His word, the sky gets dark, and the Angels proceed to enter the houses through the rooftops, where they begin lifting people while they are sleeping, and I am one of them.

We are now gone, and afterwards, the sun doesn't shine the next morning for those still on Earth, and not for several days afterwards. I look Him in the eyes wondering if anyone will believe this, and He says, "I promise you." He then turns and proceeds to walk to the bottom of my bed, and He grabs my toes to give me a sign of what is going to take place. As He does so, my body rapidly fills with luminous white light, and I slip feet first through an invisible force field into another physical dimension of reality. He stays at the base of my bed, as if He is waiting till night comes, looking at the window that we will be flying through, and He does not leave without taking me with Him.

With so much light entering my body, a great deal of the opposite is releasing, and this is primarily on an emotional level. My feelings this morning go back to many different instances in my life and the circumstances that they revolved around. I then begin to hear Jesus talking to me in attempts to explain, and He says, "Instead of taking their anger, disease, or whatever negativity they might have back to its source, they looked to me to make them feel better and heal it, and if that did not occur, they placed the blame for it on me. This has practically destroyed me, and it certainly served to eventually destroy those who resorted to this sort of behavior, and everyone I have encountered is guilty of this to some degree or another. I have decided to terminate my relationship with this negative energy, and I wonder whether there will be anyone out there who will do the same. The world is a stage, and everyone is reacting to each other's projections." Then He says, "If they have done it to me, they have done it to the one who sent me." ref_TOC

April 4, 1997

Scanning my own energy field, I have noticed the reddish-orange energy continuing to move further up my body, and now it has traveled up beyond the solar plexus and is about to enter the heart center. The heart, in its negative manifestations, governs guilt, shame, and fear. So I am paying particularly close attention to what is surfacing in connection with those things, and I am looking to find the bottom line on what this may be. I have the feeling I would like to speed this up somehow, if it is at all possible.

A vision is bursting through where I see myself approaching, and I notice that my hair is illuminated in light and glowing, and this would unquestionably signify the roots of this. The head chakras are the spiritual centers of consciousness and higher consciousness, the Creator, and the Christ child.

I sense that the roots most likely come from my relationship with my father, but I can't definitely determine that before I see what appears next. There is also an unusual look on my face, and I look puzzled. I throw my hands up in the air and say, "I don't know", and I also hear, "beats me", and my feet can't move forward. I am trying to lift them, but I am stuck.

I think to ask God for help, but when I look above me, I see a giant demon whose power has reigned over me instead. Many angry emotions came from this entity, and when I look more closely to see where it originally came from, it went back through my father, and his father, and further, and it grew with each generation since its beginnings. At this point, it has become a huge monster, with a wall in front of it that it has me trapped inside of it.

I suddenly see a man holding a huge phallus symbol, and he is acting out his anger through sex, and he takes me, and any woman for his victim. I ask for assistance from God to free myself from this, but I can only see myself lying there as a small child at a time when no help was there for me, and therefore, there was nothing I could do except die. I suddenly feel very tired.

I've looked at all the guidance that has come my way over the last several weeks, and keeping that in mind, I'm looking at where I may be going from here in my life. I have looked at the symbology inherent in the visions I have received, and I am beginning to look at where, exactly, they may be leading me. Obviously, there is some greater happiness awaiting me, that simply may be "out of this world", literally or figuratively, so I have decided to follow the leadings of the spirit to see where I am being led to.

The light is ever so expansive and powerful as it begins to open up in front of me. There is a vague image of a city in front of me, and faintly I hear the words, "leave soon." I am very cautious, making sure that I am seeing the right things, and notice from a distance that there are people in their white gowns floating up through the air, and I am joining them. They are rising up from different parts of the city, and there is a centrifugal force field of light energy positioned over the city that they are being lifted into. The city looks dark, but the lights are still on in the buildings. Simultaneously, this ball of atmospheric light turns red for a while before it leaves, and when it does, the lights in the city go dark for a time. Then an Angel appears to me and hands me a golden cross. ref_TOC

April 6, 1997

The figure of a man comes to my side, and vaguely I see that he has a knife and is trying to stab me with it. I call upon assistance from Jesus, and afterwards, I see this man drop dead, with light growing up from his remains, and it is my new self. I look to God to ask about this, and I see myself moving upwards, but there is a ceiling that I can't seem to ascend beyond, because it is a level of energy that just keeps me from rising above it.

I ask what it will take to lift this, and I hear, "Your heart." So I question the truth, for the pattern is that to move beyond these limitations, I have always given up my heart. Where is my heart, anyway? Who took it? Then I see the Spirit of Christ take my heart from inside of Him, and hand it back to me, and it's the Sacred Heart that I saw in an earlier vision. The world around me opens up from here, and all there is, is Love.

I look further to see what is in it for me, and there is a figure of a small woman reaching out to me. I don't know what she is trying to express to me, or where she wants me to go. Is this myself? I don't recognize her as the same person. So what do I do?

I wait to see what happens, but I can't see the outcome very clearly. There is light all around me, which has some gray areas in it, and then this huge white hand of light, lifts me to a place in the sky that is filled with His light. There is what looks to be a castle there, in a kingdom that is set upon the clouds, and I am looking at this, as I am immersed and surrounded in His light, from where I presently am.

What does this symbolize, and where is this place I keep seeing. How do I get there, is the question. The hand of light could be my own hand. To say the least, I am a little confused about all of this, and I am not exactly clear what direction I am heading towards. Regardless, I feel there is some major obstacle standing in the way of me moving in any direction and I wonder why. Is this kingdom in the air a place of higher consciousness?

At that, I decide to look inside the castle to see what's in it, when all of a sudden, I see a ship, a sailing ship, with huge white masts, docked in front of the castle. I wonder if this castle signifies a city, or some large institution, and then I see a big "NO" on the sails of the ship. All I can see are bodies in white filament gowns, all lit up and floating up into this ship, which arrives at this destination. I am getting really impatient and want to know when? This is very frustrating for me, because I am not able to plan my life. God only knows, but I might disappear any minute now.

I then see Jesus arrive in spirit, and His spirit is a sight to see, and it is His presence that is residing over this and the world. His light is very golden and activated, and these molecules of His energy look to be set into motion. This is something very different, and an occurrence that I haven't seen before. I look to see what He is going to do, and He takes His hand and holds His palm down over the Earth, and then there is an electromagnetic force of energy that appears to be coming from His hand, which is magnetically pulling and raising some people from the Earth.

Before this happens, I see people getting ready for bed, myself as well, and all of these people are dressing in the same white gowns. Then I turn off the light and lay down for a nights sleep. During my sleep, this magnetic force raises me out of the bed to be with Christ, and I hear Him say to me, "Do not worry, My child. I am with you now, and forever more", and when I wake up, I am in The Kingdom of Heaven.

I ask again for some kind of indication as to when this might be, and He hands me a small branch from a tree, with the leaves just beginning to sprout at the tip of the branch. So I ask where should I be, and what should I be doing until then. He says, "Stay", and then He hands me "a pen of light", so I keep writing.

As I continue to look at Christ in the atmosphere, I notice that the energy in Him is beginning to intensify, and it is getting more powerful and is taking on a reddish-orange hue that is radiating outwards from Him across the world, and beyond that, out through the universe. I hear the words, "Now. The time is at hand." Most people are simply oblivious to this, as I see them going about their daily business unsuspectingly, not realizing that this time has come, and they are shocked and brought to their knees when it does. I am already gone when people start to notice.

A garland of flowers is then placed around my neck, as a sign of initiation, and then the divine genetic overlay is transmuted into gold. The throat chakra is the bridge to the forehead and third eye, which is the Christ consciousness, and the light is presently activated there in my energy field. I then hear someone saying, "Why you, and not me?"

I look to the Christ consciousness for the answer, and He says, "I am the way to The Kingdom of Heaven." When I ask Jesus what He has to say about this, all I can hear is, "I am the way." He then appears to me, and hands me a gift that I cannot see clearly at first, but as I get nearer to it, I realize what it is. He brought me to love myself in a way that no one else could. To follow in man's footsteps kept this from me, and there were only clouds in my life when I did. I see that I have ascended beyond this now, and am entering into God's covenant with me, after having finally reached a level of communion with Him, where I have become more and more illuminated in God's love, and am born again of His spirit. He shows me that this is available to all of mankind now, and in the future, but as God has told me many times over the years, I am one of the first "waves" of transformation and ascension, who are arriving at divine Son-ship, and I am happy to have arrived, for this is what saved me from death. I then hear Jesus say, "The time has come", and then the Earth falls into darkness, while I am lifted into the sunshine of The Kingdom of Heaven. It appears that mankind will realize what is missing when he no longer has it, and it doesn't have to come to this, but it does.

I then see Christ leave the sky, and He comes to my side to be with me. He holds my hand and casts out the men of the past. He stands up to this in front of me, and then tells me, "It is time to go." He takes my arm in His, and we proceed to walk into the light through a doorway, or a window in time and space, that closes behind us. When I look back to where I have come from, the past and this world has disappeared. I am now there and no longer here, and once I reach this level in spirit, my physical body follows.

I watch to see how this might happen, when I see a vortex of darkness that I am venturing through. It looks very much like a portal that is revolving in a clockwise direction. It speeds up all of a sudden, and I am then thrust beyond its gravitational pull, which had previously kept me confined within it, that lands me in another world, or dimensional reality that looks very much like the Earth's environment, but it is untouched by man's destruction. There are mountains, trees and a vast and beautiful horizon, but I have just reached its borders, and have not had a chance to see it all in detail. The colors of life are breathtakingly beautiful, with a panoramic view that is spectacular, and I am simply amazed to find that I have actually arrived there.

I ask Jesus if this is totally in God's hands as to when this will happen. At that I get a vision that reverts back to what He originally showed me about the magnetic force field that would be entering the Earth's atmosphere, and I see new life beginning to sprout on the trees when it does. I go forward in time to see where I would be in the beginning of May, and it is dark. I backtrack to the week before that, and it is dark. During the week prior to that, the energy looks to be reddish orange, and I see a point in this week, that is marked in time as the beginning. After looking at my calendar, the week in question appears to coincide with spring break. I guess this is why He handed me a broken twig from the tree that was just beginning to bloom, when the window of light opened in front of me.

So I ask Jesus, "Is this simply a state of mind, or should I take this to mean that the body of these individuals are literally leaving this planet"? Then I see Him picking up people under their arms and setting them down on a solid foundation somewhere else. This looks to be a ledge or plateau, and I think this symbolizes what is "alleged" to happen.

I look and see Christ positioned in the sky, and I ask if there is anything else He would like to show me. He then stretches out His hands towards me, and gives me "the blink of an eye", so at that I look to see what will happen. There is a moon, a crescent moon in its last quarter, and that's when I see Jesus pick up and leave the Earth, and all goes dark after He leaves. He turns His back on the people that did not go with Him, and from there, the Earth is a dark place for some time to come. On the other hand, I see that all those who had entered The Kingdom of Heaven are in His presence, for He reigns over that world. Life there is joyful, for I can see His children holding hands with one another while dancing in this energy field. He gives me an indication to look a little closer, and then He appears to be here in the flesh, as well as the spirit.

How do I know that I am seeing this accurately? There is a sudden flash of light in front of me, and I ask if this is before, during, or after spring break, because I see the sky is empty of Christ, and the children are still in school when this happens. Then I see the appearance of Christ with the reddish-orange energy in the universe, and this causes the lifting of some people into the sky. While this is happening, I see a teenage girl looking at her watch and counting down the time left before the end of school. The sky is dark, Christ has left, and school will be closing for a lengthy period.

This is a very awkward feeling and situation, and I wonder if I comprehend this all correctly, because this isn't something that happens every day. One more time, I hear someone say, "Please write some more." I see a vision, and in it I have the thought of going somewhere else, just in case I am not discerning my guidance as clearly as I had hoped, but all goes gray and dark before I can travel there, and I feel that this scene of the city that I am viewing, moves from west to east. I see a big city that looks like Boston and New York, and there are people in white gowns rising up into the sky from this location, and this event doesn't look too far away from me.

I see myself with several tickets in hand, and there are a total of three. They are white and shaped like movie tickets. I wonder who the extra tickets are for, and I sense that it may be for my sons, but I am not sure, until I see them land next to me. Prior to that, I can see that they are being lifted into the sky from where they are.

I have the feeling there may be an extra ticket, but I don't know whom it's for. All I can see is the spirit of someone very tall who may be joining us somewhere, but I can't see who it is yet. I am being kept in the dark about his, and all I can see is that the tickets are in hand. Suddenly we are all in the light. Then I look to Christ, who is hovering in the sky, and I hear, "They are coming with me", and then I see them being lifted into the light.

Someone now comes out of the light and is kneeling on the floor beside me. It looks like my daughter, who says, "I am very proud of you, Mom." She is praying for me, and to me. She is looking up to the sky, as if she notices something, and when I look to see what she is looking at, I see an Angel that she recognizes as me. She looks at it, then she looks at me, and then she looks at it again and throws confetti towards the Angel. Why, I don't know.

The sky is dark, and I see her kneeling in prayer. When she sees me in the sky, she is no longer in the dark, but surrounded in light. She gets up and continues back with her life, and then I see her grab her scarf and coat and go through the door. I have the sense that she is going to stay close to where she is for a little while longer.

Continuing on, I still see my daughter in prayer, looking at me and asking, "Where will you be going"? I then see Jesus in full light come to her and say, "She will be going with me." He holds her hand and says, "It won't be long before you will be going too", and then He points towards the place in the sky. I see His hand supporting her, but He cannot lift her yet. It looks like she is just a little too heavy in energy to be raised this time, but He reassures her that she will be going the next time. "I am happy", she says.

I see the appearance of light in front of me again, and I hear, "Please write some more." For a second, I can see a highway in a city where I had moved to and from, and I am driving down the road that I have traveled to get there when I reach a bridge, or an overpass with an exit ramp that I have previously driven down. I see the spirit of a young woman appear to me, and I recognize her to be myself, and I am wondering what to do about something. My head is hanging down as I turn and walk away from where I had once lived. I am leaving everything behind, and it is dark and gray all around me as I walk away. As I look back for a second to see what's left there, I see boxes packed in storage with a big question mark in my mind about this, and I can hear a voice that keeps saying, "Just leave it behind", but I am not really sure if this is what I should do. Then all goes dark, and I am suddenly lifted off the Earth. ref_TOC

April 6, 1997

I see myself in the light of The Heavenly Father, who is seated upon His throne in The Kingdom of Heaven. He begins to speak to me and says, "Now that you have gotten closer to me, we shall proceed with these writings." He then hands me what appears to be a Golden Scroll, and in letters of illumination, embossed in, and arising out of this parchment of golden light, there is His "Signature of Fire" emblazoned in the center of the title page.

I now see a piece of paper coming forth from Him, and the word "INTRODUCTION" is written on it in letters of light, followed by an explanation in writing below it. There follows a vision of myself, and my face and head are illuminated with a halo, as this information passes through, and then I am instructed to write it down, just exactly as it is depicted to me.

The word "PREDICTIONS" is now appearing on the page, and the message I am receiving, is being delivered to me in a language that revolves around universal symbols, so that it can be easily understood by anyone. Behind me on the bookshelves, there is a library of similar information, and although I have not read any of them, I sense they all have the essence of "spiritual prophecies" in them. This manuscript is added to them, for I see it written on "tracing" paper, which is laid on top of the others. They all read the same and match up to one another, but this book sheds new light on old truths.

I see "A SIGN FOR MANKIND" appearing in print now, which should be seriously looked at, but some people seem to shrug this information off as nonsense. In conjunction with it, I see a vision of mankind, who appears to be wearing blinders, his useless knowledge has his world collapsing, and he is not paying attention to the seriousness of things to come.

Then the light of God appears to me again, and out of it, I am being handed a pen of light. I see some writing appearing in front of me on paper, and certain sections of it stand out above the rest, particularly a paragraph in the middle of the page that I cannot interpret as my own, for in the middle of the writing, a vision comes through the paper to show me what the writing has to say. The vision opens and closes, just as it does throughout these pages, and each one gives a piece of the entire picture.

I don't know why this information is being given to me, but I can see that it is worth something to someone when put into the right hands. I am then given a vision of the general populace who are wandering the streets in darkness and anxiously awaiting the information that comes with the delivery of this "UNIVERSAL NEWSPAPER". There follows a vision of myself ascending from the writing desk when finished, and viewing the Earth from the heavenly place it was delivered from, this manuscript remains as "A MESSAGE FOR THE WORLD".

I am now in the presence of Jesus Christ, and surrounding Him there are many Angels who are busily preparing the way for Him, so I ask to be certain that the information I have been receiving is coming from the same Source. I am then instructed by Him to pick up my bible and randomly open it to read the scripture that is there. I open it to John 13:13, and read it through to, John 17:26.

He then places a rod and a staff in my hand, which signifies the power and support of The Divine Hierarchy of God, and holds my hands in His. The room is now completely filled with His presence, and to ascertain and confirm that it is He that I am speaking to, He shows me the red holes in His hands where there once were nails, and then has me put my fingers into them to validate that He has returned and is asking me to go with Him. ref_TOC

April 7, 1997

There is an Angel of light in front of me, and She is presenting me with something She has in her hands. Her face resembles my own in Her spirit, and She has something that looks like a little baby bird cupped in Her hands. I can't be certain, because this is hidden from my sight, but it appears as if She is about to set it free.

Her wings are vast and magnificent, and Her pure white feathers are hard to ignore. She takes a peek at what's in Her hands, but She still will not let me see what's there. I can only surmise that this is something to be excited about, judging by the expression of joy that appears on Her face.

Then the Angel suddenly opens up Her hands, and a white dove flies from them, which looks to be a sign of peace descending from The Holy Spirit, and She watches as this beautiful "Bird of Paradise" descends from Heaven and positions itself over my head. My eyes are focused on Her, and Her sights are focused on "The Dove."

She looks at me, with Her hand in mine, and gives me "a sign" that says, "I have arrived." The Dove of The Holy Spirit then sits on the crown center of my head, "The Seat of Higher Consciousness", and it begins to reign over me. The Angel then looks upwards and through the ceiling into the heavens beyond.

She then hands me something that She pulls out of mid air, and it looks like a green stem with no flower on it, which She is holding up in front of me. Her eyes are as big as saucers as She looks at this, and I am not certain where this all "stems from" other than, perhaps something was cut off, never blossomed, got nipped in the bud, or all of the above. I reflect back to a term used as an analogy for the opening of a celestial doorway, which has been referred to as, "The Descent of The Dove", and this Angel looks solidified, and unlike seeing Her in spirit energy, like I usually do, this time I can actually feel and touch the anatomy of Her wings. The expression on Her face is exemplifying Her anticipation of this, when I hear Her say, "Yes", with great expectations. I don't want to jump to any conclusions about this, so I just continue to watch to see what happens next.

Then I hear, "What a glorious day", from this Angelic messenger, and after observing Her spirit for a while, I see Her get up, turn around, and fly up through the ceiling, but before She departs, She extends Her hand to me and offers to take me with Her. I consent and join Her in the ascension, and afterwards, all I can see is a gray haze in the atmosphere around me on Earth as I am flying up through the sky. Then I hear Her tell me that this is going to be a "red eye flight", and I notice that my eyes are closed while I travel with this Angel. The one thing that stands out to me is that, my flesh is going with my spirit, because I can see my own hand of flesh interlocked with, and holding onto the hand of the Angel. My physical body is no longer present in the chair that I was sitting in prior to this, and when I look to see what's behind me, I see the Earth as I would see it from my position in Heaven.

I continue on with the Angel to the intended destination. I don't know exactly where I am going, so I just leave it in Her hands, and when I let go, She takes me in Her arms and carries me. I am asleep during all of this, but I know ahead of time that I will merge with Her somehow.

During this time of sleeping, I am imbued with light, and then the Angel's body becomes one with my own. I see a Host of Light that emanates and radiates from the center of this Oneness, and when I awake, I find myself transformed and in my ascended body with a distinct halo surrounding my head. I am elated to have arrived at this level of being, and I hold up "A Sign" that says, "Ascended Master" and "Christhood".

These events appear to be very close at hand now, because I can see other people arriving at this place simultaneously, and discover that I now possess the wings to fly, and am no longer bound to the limitations of the Earth. Where I go to from here is not exactly known to me, for all I can see for now is a look of peace, contentment, and love on my face. One thing that I am positive of is, I am in God's presence.

The Angel is now jumping for joy, and by all appearances, these things look like they are just about to occur, and She plans on staying with me until that time. As I gaze upon this, Christ appears to stand behind the Angel, who is standing before me, and there is something different about Him that stands out to me. I notice that He has wings, which He is pointing out to me for the first time, and as He extends one wing to me, He points out towards the universe.

I then see something that looks very similar to a space ship, but it isn't. It's made of light and looks to be more energetic than solid in its structure. It actually looks like two electromagnetic plates coming together, rim to rim, from two different poles, or polarities, with a center line of space between them like an "equator", which becomes "red" and "intensified". I equate this opening between the two plates of energy with the meridians and hemispheres of the Earth, and they represent the electrical lines of an electromagnetic field that is "currently" being activated.

This force field remains stationary over the Earth for a brief time, and then it seems to reach a vibrational frequency, that initiates an opening along the central meridian. This "channel of red energy" in the center of the two plates of energy, opens up like a lid, and then it closes again. I note that the magnetic force radiating from this channel of energy "propels" the people who are "currently" dressed in white filament gowns of light, towards it, into it, through it, and then they are carried by its energy into another dimension. People enter this vehicle at warp speed, traveling through an invisible doorway, and then this electromagnetic force field, or "vehicle", is gone. This is "the ship". I notice that although the atmosphere is somewhat gray when the ship first arrives, it grows darker after this energy sets in, and it remains that way for a period of time after these people have departed.

I look to see if there is something else. Then Jesus begins to inform me that I am a witness to the truth, and I know that He has risen, and His Second Coming will be clearly visible to the world. From His position in Heaven, He reaches for my hand, and then the Angel and I blend together as one and vanish into thin air.

Jesus then lifts His white robe to show me His bare feet, as a symbol of understanding the soul, and to reiterate that, His feet are firmly planted on the Earth. Then He levitates over the Earth briefly, and as He hovers in the air, He wiggles His human toes to indicate that He truly was here in the flesh, and then He ascended, because He is not of this world and came from God to help mankind understand.

Jesus then reaches above Himself, and pulls down a balloon with a string attached to it that He is extending to me. It is gray all around Him, and He and I make sure that it is clearly understood that, it is up to me to accept this gift from Him, and take hold of it, even though I am not able to clearly see what it is for.

He then begins to act like someone else. Knowing Jesus very well, He would not offer me anything that I would not be totally satisfied with, but this balloon suddenly bursts at the hands of mankind. I then realize that this symbolizes the Earth, and it indicates how dark its color is. Someone then takes a pin and bursts the balloon, and He shows me that this has something to do with the Antichrist and the strings that are attached to this.

He then hands me the light in His hands, and the balloon that He is offering to me instead. All I can see at first is "the strings attached to this", and as I follow it, it all comes down to The Kingdom of Heaven. As I hold onto this string, I am lifted and taken there, and the strings attached to this decision are that I will have to leave this world in order to have something better. Then I find myself arriving there.

He then kneels down next to me, and lovingly touches His palm to my left cheek in a place where I notice I have been slapped many times, and in an attempt to heal me of this, He kisses me there. He then sits in a lotus position, with His eyes closed in prayer and meditation, and there I am given His light, and in turn He takes the darkness from me.

Jesus continues to show me more, and once again, He points to the electromagnetic vehicle that will appear without warning in our atmosphere. I say without warning, because this will not be detectable by our scientists or meteorologists. I see them sitting in front of their computer monitors, when the screens suddenly go dead for no apparent reason, and at first this is perceived as a temporary power outage, but because all electronic and communication devices are inoperable, this is assumed to be restricted to just some areas. In fact, this is taking place all over the world at the same time and lasts for about four days. I see Jesus holding four fingers of His hand in front of my face, to tell me that this is what I am looking at in the future. It appears that the only people who have been alerted to this beforehand are His true followers, and they are few in number, as compared to the amount of people presently here on Earth.

This electromagnetic vehicle seems to represent two magnetic plates, of opposite polarities, that have come together, and there is a small space, which looks to be a "red zone", in the middle of it. The upper plate lifts briefly, and the people in white filament gowns enter its force field through the red zone. Then it closes and leaves the Earth's atmosphere. As some would believe, this is not a space ship, but it will transport people.

Jesus then turns around and points to the sky where a "comet" or "shooting star" is positioned. I notice that one has something to do with the other. First I look to see if this celestial object is still in the sky, and it is, but only the dust at the tail end of it is visible, and it will remain about a quarter of the time that it has already been there. Then He points to "the red zone" and indicates that this will begin at approximately the same time, and He interlocks His fingers together to illustrate the point.

Then He suddenly appears to be here in the flesh, and He says, "I will show you how", as He gets up from bended knees. Somehow, I get the message that one occurrence has to do with the other, as He points first to the red zone, and then back again to the star. I see the word "time" spelled out to me, and I hear faintly in the back of my mind, "time space continuum warp". Once again, He illustrates this by interlocking His hands and fingers together, and then shows me a close up of His face, to indicate what we here on Earth are facing. I reflect on the hands and face of a clock, man's clock, and according to God, time has run out when this occurs.

The sun is not shining during the time that the electromagnetic force field is present, because I see the sun with this vehicle in position under it, and initially the sky gets red, but then it turns black. The red energy is the altered molecular action, or the filter that sets a haze at its onset just before it totally blocks out the sun's rays, and this will give the sky its reddish appearance. The word "completed" is written in front of me, and then I see Christ here in the flesh. He says, "Look at Me", and then says, "Touch Me." Then He extends His right arm towards this event in the sky, and I have the sense that I am already with Him during this period of red sky.

I want to know how long from now that would be, and He snaps His fingers quickly and shows me, "in the blink of an eye". He then illustrates to me how people will ascend through this red zone, to arrive at another time, space, dimensional reality, and this looks to happen at warp speed. This will have the effect of dematerialization for those who have reached this level of vibrational frequency, and these people are the ones who will ascend, because it appears that they are rising up along this "beam of light", and I am here one minute and there the next.

After the red zone leaves, the electromagnetic field remains for some time, and while it is still positioned here, the sun's rays are blocked for the duration. He holds up four fingers that are dark, and I would guess that this is four of God's days. This electromagnetic field will erase tapes and computer disks. I see Him illustrating a blackout and an electrical failure, when He puts a plug into an electrical socket, but the lights don't turn on.

He then holds up His pointer finger to let me know that there is one more thing. He has a stack of unleavened bread in His hands, and in counting them, there are approximately six loaves of daily bread, that are just being unloaded from their shipping containers, and are about to be placed on the shelves for what looks like Passover. I take this to mean six days, and the bread is all moldy and green by the time this is over, giving me the impression that the electromagnet force field might spoil a lot of food. No refrigeration due to energy outages, and the effects that the energy itself would have on those items, particularly those that are wrapped in plastic, so there seems to be some indication of a food shortage during and after this time.

He then holds up one, and then two fingers, and proceeds to show me something else. He is leaning over a box on the floor, and because it is dark I can't see very well, but He appears to be in the basement where there are blankets packed away. These look like wool army blankets, and I have the feeling that they signify a state of emergency. He then brings out some white candles that should last for seven days. By the looks of this, it will take some time before everything is restored back to order, and because there is no sunlight, the weather will be as cold as snow and ice, and as a result, the new spring growth will die. I ask if I will be here then, and He shakes His head no.

I ask what else He has to reveal to me, and He shows up and pulls the shades down. Then He locks the doors to the house, because there are thieves in the streets. They don't come near this house, because I can see that there is an Angel positioned over the roof to keep the thieves away, which gives me the impression that it will be a good idea to stay indoors during this blackout period, due to all the chaos outside. I am now given a vision of a man in the streets who has tremendous pressure on his head. I see his hands putting pressure to his temples, and he is wearing "a black knit cap" on his head, with his arms folded like he is cold in more ways than one. There seems to be a total disregard for the law at this time, because for some, they fear that the world has come to an end, so what they do to others does not matter to them anymore, so it will not only be necessary to stay inside to protect one's self, but it will also be very cold with no heat for many. I see people sitting with blankets over and around themselves, but I will be in the light when this is happening.

Then Jesus takes a good long look at me, bends down on His knee, and looks directly into my eyes, as He lays His right hand on mine to explain something more. I am afraid of what He might tell me, but He smiles upon me, gives me a gift in a white box, and tells me to open it. He places His hands of light on the square box that I am now holding, and He mimics for me to shake it and put it to my ear. I am completely unaware of what I might find in it. All I know is that there is something moving inside that I cannot see yet. When He opens it for me, it is a map that is laid out flat in front of me, with a location marked on it, and it looks like there certainly is a place waiting for me. On this map I can see that there are raised areas of geography, which are brown and earthy and look similar to the terrain of the Earth in most respects, but this is a place that I have not been to before. There are no paved roads on the map, only streams, lakes, oceans, mountains, valleys, trees, and all the beautiful nature that you would find here on Earth, without mankind's creations added to it.

Now He has His index finger pointing to a geographical location at the southeast corner on the map. This area is raised and looks like a mountain, and then He flashes me back to a previous vision He had shown me of my new home on top of a mountain in a ravine. He then looks at me quite pleased and just speaks of this to me with His eyes. This is where my new home would be, and this is what He has mapped out for me.

This land appears to be a gift to me, and when I wonder where in the universe this paradise is, a second before I think to ask, He pulls out "an astronomer's map of a galaxy". I ask if it is this galaxy, and He sort of shakes His head to say, not exactly. There are thousands, if not millions of stars on this map, but He points to a star on the northwest corner of the map, and then He points to the same star in the Earth's evening sky. Just for a second, I see the figure of a constellation, but I really can't tell you which one it is, all I know is that I hear the word "Sirius", and that could simply mean that He is "serious" about this. The face of Christ then turns into that of a man, who is eager and awaiting His arrival there, but He does not look familiar to me. Perhaps there is life out there, and maybe they are friendly and more evolved.

Jesus then takes the atlas of the stars, closes it, and puts it back on the library shelf, but when I later go to look at this "black book" on the shelf, there is just a picture of an empty planet on its cover, where there had once been a picture of Earth. There are now no countries on its surface anymore, and He puts it back on the shelf for history's sake, to show what no longer is. He then stretches His palms out to me, and beams of light radiate towards me and through me, and during it, I see myself floating up through this realm. He now pulls out "a white book" with gold leaf pages, and my name is written in the "Book of Life" that is signed in the light of God.

The Angel who appears to me now is my Higher Self, and She is kneeling and pointing out how She and I are one and the same. I hear the word, "transfiguration", and I see a vision of The Goddess, who is approaching me from behind the Angel. She picks up a white lily to symbolize this "resurrection", and She smells it to signify that there is something in the air. She is dressed in a toga of diamonds, to exemplify Her body of light, and then She informs me that this is a vision of what I will look like soon. At that, I wonder if maybe I am an alien or something, when it comes to where my soul's true origins are from, but Jesus stands behind Her and says, "No."

He holds the word "Christ" over my head, and then He moves "this sign" into and through my body, and this happened in precedence of and before my body, and then He gives me the word, "soul body", as an explanation of what this represents. I then see a vision of myself, as I am before I was born into this physical body, and I look to be very much like the Angel in front of me, and I am now about to receive this "Christ Energy" into my flesh.

My life, and all that I have done, quickly passes before my eyes, and then Jesus takes me, puts His arm in mine, and we are then united in marriage. I see Him kissing my lips in "Holy Communion", and then He holds up another sign that says, "Union", and then we merge together as one. He then hands me "a seed" that turns into light, and says, "You are of My seed." The seed then sprouts and blossoms into the Goddess that He's pointing to.

To illustrate this, next to me are two naked identical boys that grow before my eyes. One is from Heaven, and one is from Earth. I recognize them as identical sons, who were once united as one and came from the same seed, before the seed split and became two. One has grown more than the other, while they stood by my side and held my hand, and then they take on their ascended bodies and are raised from the Earth. Then it is made clear to me that in my transformation, they are transformed, just as God has promised me. I cry with relief, because they have been most important to me, and I want to give something good to the next generation, because all that my earthly parents were able to pass on to me was their ignorance. I can see that it will end with this generation and will not be passed on to the next.

Jesus then calls upon my daughter as an example, and there is much resistance on her part to accept me, but she has her own light and her own truth, and had she not made the choice to do otherwise, she would be joining us in the ascension. She's not ready yet, but this opportunity will come again at a later time for her, as He thought to show me. Jesus then shows me a configuration that is in the shape of a church, and I am standing in the middle of this temple with my sons. This is "Christ's Church".

I am ready to finish when He says, "Just a little more." He comes close to me now, and in His hands He is holding something that He looks very happy about. He vacillates between looking like a man in the flesh, to a man in the light with wings. I notice the marks on the surface of His hands where there were once nails, and the holes in them are dark at first, but then they take on a red appearance. I feel drawn to stroke my fingers through His wavy hair in compassion for Him, because He had once left His position in Heaven to be here in the flesh, and He showed this to me clearly while He visited with me every day.

He gives me "A Sign of Things To Come" and shows me how we will arrive to land on another plane of reality. He indicates that this will happen physically, as well as in spirit, with both His spirit and my body becoming one. Then He mentions that this will be completed by the time we arrive there. He then goes on to show me the place where I have laid "The Treasures of The Kingdom of Heaven" that were given to me as gifts from God, in exchange for each and every bit of darkness that I gave up. I left the gifts there, where they would not perish, and I can see that I am about to receive them now. I have accepted this gift from God, and left it in His hands as to when this would be released to me, and I surmise that this is what Jesus is holding in His hands, that He is so thrilled to give to me now.

I have been wondering whether I should give this knowledge to anyone before this event takes place, and Jesus gives me a discouraging look from mankind, as if this knowledge would not be accepted before this planetary event happens, but then I see a man on his knees in front of me, who looks to be poor in his spirit, and he is looking to me for the answers. I then see this composition of writing, which now amounts to a large stack of papers, sitting where I have left them to be found.

I see the face of my daughter, and then myself as God's daughter, with the word of God being placed in her hands, and the information is coming through her from Christ to be handed to His children. Then I see Jesus fly into the heavens, and the Angel that follows my sons and me now have wings, and they are meeting up with me as they ascend also. Then we all look down and over the Earth from where we are, and we pray, because eventually the Earth appears to be having explosions coming from its surface, but it still doesn't look completely destroyed by this. ref_TOC

April 8, 1997

Christ, accompanied by the Goddess, appears to me. I see the light of Her being standing behind Him, and together they are more luminous than I have ever seen. I recognize Her as The Blessed Mother, Mary, and She kneels down by my side, and extends Her arm, to show the light that She comes from in The Kingdom of Heaven. Then She shows me where She reigns in Her position of power over the Earth, and how the rays of light that emanate from Her, shine upon the Earth and its people.

She then shows me how She has appeared here and there at different locations, and in many countries around the Earth. She points to The Kingdom of Heaven, and then extends Her arms with open hands towards the people of this Earth. There are "notes" flowing from Her mouth, and I understand this to be Her message to the world, as She does this as a "sign" for everyone to see.

I watch as She paces back and forth with Her hand to Her chin, as if She is concerned about what to do. She then puts Her hands over Her ears as if to say, "The people are not listening or responding to what I came to say". She does this in Her answer to the multitudes of people praying to Her, with rosaries in their hands, and I can see that there is darkness all around them, but they stand motionless and don't move on Her messages.

She appears again, with Her arms reaching out to me, as if no one else will hear Her, and Her back is now facing the people gathered in crowds at Her shrines, giving me the impression that these people will not help Her to help themselves, thinking that She is going to do it for them, but She can't, because it's they who need to change their ways, but they don't appear to be getting the message.

I then see Her ascend into Heaven, where She has lightning bolts in Her hands that are being thrown upon the Earth, and they land in the midst of the multitudes that are standing "still" in prayer at Her shrines, but She is no longer visible there. She points to Her Immaculate Heart, which is weeping with blood upon the people of the world, as She stands helpless to do anything further. There are tears flowing from Her eyes, as She looks upon the Earth from where She stands in Heaven, with Her foot still set upon the serpent that crawls upon our soil.

She appears to me again, with Her arms reaching out to me, and the people still do not acknowledge Her message. She then turns Her back on them and pulls down "a window shade" that is in front of Her, and after that, She is no longer visible here. I see multitudes of people at Her shrines, who are still engaged in prayer to Her, and they suddenly fall to their knees, but there is only darkness there where She once appeared to them, and it gets even darker after that. She then extends Her hand to me, and I go arm and arm with Her into The Light of The Kingdom, where She washes my feet to cleanse my understanding, and says that She has left this message for the entire world to see.

Jesus then steps in to speak with me about other things concerning mankind, and He is showing me the demons that are in man as a product of his own negative ego and pride, along with how he walks in arrogance, stomping his feet and demanding that he get his own way. This demon of great darkness, represents his own ignorance and negative thoughts towards love, and shows how he possesses tremendous hatred for himself, as well as others. As he does, he is disguising his own actions from himself, and he appears to be on good behavior, but he is really playing charades with himself and those he has contact with, all the while, acting out his own negative emotions and disease.

The plague that has come upon him eventually consumes and destroys him, for I see him attacking, and being attacked by, this very dark energy, whose object is to destroy the life of him. This plague then kills many people, who are walking the streets, but are not moving forward at all. I see a man pacing back and forth, as if trying to figure out a solution to the problem, looking to find a remedy sometime in the near future, but one does not come. He goes on to show me that there are many more people falling dead on these grounds.

He then reveals to me three (3) other demons that will plague mankind. These are coming down the road in the not too distant future, and many will drop dead from these diseases. He indicates that, the only way to change this is to change one's ways, and then He makes it obvious to me that man has inflicted this fate upon himself.

Now I am seeing another man, and he is pacing back and forth with concern also. His hands are tied behind his back, and he's wearing a white laboratory coat and holding a test tube in his hands, when the test tube suddenly drops to the floor and shatters, and the solution that was in it, emits vapors and begins spreading rapidly. Then he drops dead from this man made virus, because the virus is now no longer confined to just the laboratory, but has spread throughout the world, and I can't see any way to stop this from happening. Once this virus is released, the environment on the Earth gets black and goes dead.

Then I see another man in the lab pacing back and forth, and he is wearing a gas mask, but it doesn't protect him, and he drops dead, too, and after that the laboratory goes completely black, and the doors are then barricaded with "a sign" that says, "Restricted From Outside Public Access". I see mankind pleading and saying, "Don't do this", but no one knows that this is going on behind closed doors. I then see rage, and a black wind that is released into the air, and afterwards, the branches of the trees turn black and have no leaves anymore. Everything in living nature looks charred, and I can see no life left. The vision then closes, reduces to a small circle, and goes completely black. I can't see anything else now, except that mankind can do something about this, before it goes this far.

I see a man before me on his knees, and he is looking earnestly at me and says, "Show me something pleasant". He looks to be sincere and anxious, but when I look deeply into his eyes, he seems to be devoid of his soul, for all there really is there, is a blank stare coming from him. He exemplifies a sense of falseness to me. His words are empty for he never acts on them, and even though he professes that he will, he never moves from his position, and looks to be impoverished because of it. Jesus is standing there looking at him, and over him, and He says, "There is nothing pleasant for him", before He turns and walks away. This man has fallen completely unconscious, and as a result, I see him wither and die, just like the fruits of his spirit.

I then see another man, and he has some light in him, but only partially. I see him move forward a little, but now he is in a parking lot where he is hiding something that he has in his hands, and he's fumbling with something that appears to have slipped through his fingers outside of the "super market". I take this to symbolize "the stock market". He keeps looking back over his shoulder to see if anyone is watching him, and suddenly I see him "collapse". I see "the almighty dollar" appear in front of my face, and it is suddenly consumed by fire, like the man has lost his job all of a sudden, and this filters out into the streets and shopping plazas. Everything looks gray, as this affects the overall economy of the world, and people who were once well dressed, are now wearing rags.

I look to see what's next, when Jesus appears to me and pulls down a map of the world. He begins to point out some foreign countries, when Egypt appears before my eyes, and I notice that its natural geographical boundaries have grown to include more land to the east of its previous borders. There is fighting going on in the streets, with men in robed garments, and veils, raising their swords and swinging them at one another. It is brother against brother, because many are slain and lay dead in these streets, and this is the same road they have ventured down for many lifetimes. Then the fighting stops, and I see "a peace sign" at this juncture. Initially, this looks like a good thing, for I see much celebrating and dancing in the streets, but what is not obvious and visible to the people is that, a figure of evil resides over the peace sign. There are strings attached to this figure, and he's a leader that will have negative repercussions attached to him. As it ends up, I see the people walking the streets in handcuffs, with their heads hanging down in sorrow.

Jesus then points to three (3) other countries north of here, and something is also happening there behind black iron doors. "One World Order" is what I hear, but this is also not visible to the general population, and I see some men crying out and broadcasting this message to the world, but their voice is not heard. Jesus then points to northern Europe, and I feel tired from looking at all of this, to which He remarks, "There's not much more". I then see this country turn red, and become the color of communism, and it spreads throughout Europe, China, and into other countries like the United States and South America. It continues to spread throughout the entire world in a short length of time, until freedom completely shuts down, and this happens despite the efforts of the people in the streets, who are fighting against this. I see a huge figure of darkness reigning over the world, and it looks to be the devil himself, who is ravishing everything it can get its hands on, and consuming the mass public as its food. Then all goes dark, and Jesus rolls up the map of the world.

This is, "The Beast" being presented to me, and associated with this, I see oil and consumerism, and a large computer with the number "666" printed on it, and everyone around the world is tied into this computer by "terminal" lines. In front of me there is a map of the world, with all countries having a terminal that feeds into this main computer base, and it looks good and helpful in the beginning, but the lines from the countries, and from there to the individual people, begin to turn black, until eventually there is a number attached to everyone who is tied into this, and The Beast has a huge stamp in its hands that it has impounded on everything from its desk. I see "The Beast" taking away cash like crazy, and it eventually takes it all away and replaces it with its stamp, which puts "bars" and "codes" on, and around, everyone, which binds all people to its rule over them. I see people walking aimlessly in the streets in handcuffs, with balls and chains on their feet, and all is dark and gray everywhere.

Jesus then says, "Man is losing his freedom of mind, and I can see that there are people out there who begin to lose their minds and become dangerous, because they are not able to distinguish between reality and the illusion that this has created. I see children looking to The Beast as a god, and they have tears in their eyes, and look as if they are frightened by what they see. There is a sense of hopelessness in their demeanor, and then they begin to collapse from all of this. ref_TOC

April 9, 1997

Before going to sleep last night, Jesus appeared at my side, to tell me that He would be bringing a lot of light energy into my body. I woke up at sunrise this morning, and I was experiencing pressure in my head, from the release of old negative thoughts that have been imposed by the world around me, and I was unable to go back to sleep. There is so much darkness in the world at present that it is hard to find any light. I see a flurry of little demons outside my window, and they are into all kinds of mischief, which is influencing the behavior of everyone. When the light comes, it casts out this darkness, but before it is cleared up, all hell breaks loose. This is the weather that is out there this morning. Record lows for this time of the year, and it is snowing.

After sifting through and cleansing this energy, I see a light appear close to me, and it is Christ. He has come to give me something, but I can't see what it is yet. To explain, He extends His right hand towards the sky, when I realize that He is giving me something in the flesh, and then He portrays to me the image of someone who is trying to figure out what all this means for men and women.

He points again to Heaven, and shows me the light that emanates from there. He is moving His hands to show the "unwrapping" of something that surrounds the flesh, and then He reaches up to the sky and pulls down "a window shade", which has a string with a circle attached at the end of it. The circle is significant in some way, and has "the string" neatly wrapped around it in the formation of "slip knots", as best as I can describe it. He then points to the shade with His index finger, and it suddenly becomes filled with an energy that gives it an organic reddish glow. The shade then goes black and depicts a picture of the globe behind the shade. He gives a gesture that would imply, "what is this", and "what now".

He then shows me the flesh in His hands, and would like me to notice how it has deteriorated and spoiled at the hands of mankind, and as He once again pulls down the shade, it becomes red. I should mention that this shade is made of energy that is molecular. The molecules appear to have speeded up in motion at this time, and then the energy dissipates, falls, and disappears. This has an effect on the flesh of some people, for the flesh appears to dematerialize and disappear. There is a man looking at the spot where I had been standing, and he waves his hand through me, as if I am now invisible, and I see him pacing back and forth, because he can't figure this out.

Then Jesus pulls down another shade, which has an anatomical rendering of a human body on it, that shows the internal structure of the energetic anatomy that corresponds to the physical body. He has a pointer in His hand and begins teaching me how this all works.

There is a main line of energy that runs through the center of the body, with two lines of energy, one on each side, that connect to it, and all lines are running vertically, from below the feet, up through and above the head, along the path of the spine. There are circles of energy positioned along this main line that ascend through the body. The lowest of these is below the feet, and the highest is residing a considerable distance above the head. In some people, there is no energy in these higher circles, which feeds energy down to the lowest of them. In other people, all of these centers are highly illuminated. There is the word "God" above the highest circle, and the word "man" under the lowest. The highest is life, and the lowest is death. Then He takes a blank sheet of paper and places it over the head portion to cover down to the neck on the physical body, and He mimics man in his dumbfounded ness of this, for this is something he has never learned. Then He rolls up the shade.

Christ then appears with His feet planted firmly on the Earth, and suggests by pointing His hand to Heaven, that man has forgotten where he comes from, and has cut himself off from The Source that gave him life. He reveals that since man's initial arrival on the planet, He has slowly ventured away from The Source that created him, and in body, his life force has "waned" away and turned dark in him. Man looks to have lost the very sustenance that gave him life, and this discerns the difference between a "hue man being" and mankind. In this, there is a separation between Heaven and Earth.

A sphere of light energy is then placed upon the Earth horizontally along a center meridian. Then there is a split of forces along this line. The upper plate opens briefly to allow those whose energy centers are illuminated to pass through, freeing them from this world, and I can only describe what I am witnessing, as an entrance into The Kingdom of Heaven.

I now see that the sphere of light has split and become two different spheres. The world above is light, and the world below goes dark. One sphere has "Heaven" written on it, and the other has "Hell" written on it. The light looks to have left the Earth at this point, and in the future, the sphere of light comes back, but it will leave again allowing people to leave with it. It will come one more time after that, but this sphere of light is much smaller than the previous. The Earth goes completely dark after that, and I don't see it anymore. I get the impression it moves, because there is an empty hole in space now where the Earth once existed.

Jesus then pulls down another chart, and on it there is the picture of a tree. At the top of the chart, the heading reads, "The Tree of Life", and there are fruits of light that appear on all of its main branches. A phrase comes to mind that says, "Ye are known by your fruits", or that which you "produce" in your life.

Christ is standing in the right side of this tree, and shows me all the fruits by illuminating them one at a time, starting from the bottom branches, and working His way to the top. He makes special reference to the fruit at the very top of the tree and says, "This is The Path of Life". I then see The Tree of Life positioned over the anatomical rendering of the physical body, and He explains how each of these fruits has died. Then I witness how the energy went dead in all of the fruits, except for the one at the top, where I see the word "God" spelled out clearly for me. From there, I see a man in place of Christ, or the Son of God, and he has taken this chart, rolled it up, and thrown it away behind him. Then the man pulls down his own chart, which maps a path to nowhere, because he has gotten totally lost in his own creation and appears to be very proud of it.

The roads displayed on man's map all lead nowhere, unlike The Tree Of Life, with each branch of the road having an abrupt ending on man's map. Then the man himself collapses and begins crawling on his knees, because he has become totally blind to his surroundings and the darkness of his own environment. He can't see where to go anymore, so he doesn't move from where he is. Eventually, I see him begin to weep, but only the hand of darkness reaches out to him, leading him into even greater despair. He can't see the light anymore, and I witness him grow tired from the lack of this energy, and watch while he falls asleep and withers away to death, until there is only dust blowing in the wind, where his body once stood concretely. I look to see what else Christ has to reveal, but there is no more. Then He says, "It is done."

On the other hand, He shows me "The Tree of Life", and I see that above this fruit at the top of the tree, there is a heavenly place. I see people flying quickly into its entrance, only a few at first, then later a larger amount, and one more time for an even smaller number of people. I hear Him say, "It is not on this Earth." He then opens up a window in front of my eyes, to expose me to what awaits those who are at its borders, and I see that the riches in The Kingdom of Heaven far surpass anything that one might find valuable on the Earth, and there is no limit to what one might have, but the most precious of all is "freedom".

The Tree of Life is before my eyes again, and on the right hand branch, just below the top, there is a fruit that is highlighted with a black ring around it. I ask what this might symbolize, because in the center of it there is a seed that is black in its color. I see this seed planted in the Earth and it begin to sprout leaves. I watch it grow for a while, but then it stops and eventually dies, and the word "Church" rests on this particular branch of the tree. Earlier, I noticed a man on bended knees, looking like he was praying to God, but there was a falseness about him, that implied that he was just going through the motions. In reality, I see that he has his back turned to God and only worships the false gods before him. There's something of a spiritual lust in his demeanor, and occasionally he turns around to look at God, but still continues to sit in his old ways.

There is another branch on the tree to the left, whose fruit is also highlighted with a black ring around it. At its center is a seed that has some life and light in its color. It falls to the Earth, takes to sprouting, and grows taller than the last one I saw. It even develops some branches, and the beginnings of some buds, and actually blooms with two white flowers. There is an arrow pointing to each, one on the left and one on the right. The flower on the left withers, while the flower on the right continues to thrive, but eventually, the branch itself dies, and so do both of the flowers. I see a woman with a child in her belly, and her hands are placed on the flesh that she carries in her womb. Then there is a vision of two children who are still quite young. The one on the left looks ill and somewhat crippled, while the child on the right appears to be perfectly healthy, but neither of them survive for very long, because they have died before they even enter school. On this branch, I see the word "Family", but the father is nowhere to be seen and not in the picture.

Below that branch, there is another branch on the left. The fruit of this branch is shriveled up like a raisin, and it falls to the ground, but nothing comes of it from there. I see a very distant man, who stands alone and doesn't come near, other than when his phallus is swollen. I see him playing with himself, and spilling his seed upon the Earth, only to walk away and let it die. As he does so, he is intentionally grinding his seed into the dirt with his foot, like a cigarette that he wants to make sure he has completely extinguished. There is nothing on the grounds that he walks on, but there is in his mouth, because there's a smoke screen spewing from his intercourse, and he just walks away when he is done, not caring about what he did behind him. This branch has the word "Infidelity-Sex" on it and would signify the infidelity and "the dash" after sex.

On the branch to the right of this, there is another fruit that originally bears light, but the light goes out, like someone flipped a switch, which causes this fruit to disappear into thin air. Behind it, in the background, I see a view of the city and the mainstream of society, with men and women rushing past one another on the sidewalk. I see a wedding ring that is black, and then someone drops it on the ground and steps on it carelessly, smashing it to pieces. I can see that there is supposed to be love residing over this union, but some other gray entity took its place, and the reasons for their togetherness have now become cloudy. I see one man punch his wife in the face, with control being his reason for it, and I see another man with an erection that he stimulates constantly when he wants it, but that is the only time you see him with his wife, for other than that, she doesn't even exist.

I see another couple exchanging cash between each other, the man having more than he's willing to give to his wife, and the woman is left with very little, and hardly enough to get by, because she has been reduced to cleaning up this mess. She stands in the kitchen with hardly enough to eat for her children, let alone herself, and by all appearances, she exemplifies the perfect wife, but I don't see her husband at home with her and his family. Instead, he's sitting at his desk, and hoarding food into his own mouth, while he pursues what is most important to him.

Then there is the man who sees his children occasionally outside in the streets, where he sometimes stops to visit with them for a few moments, but he quickly leaves after he hands them each a dollar. The children are so grateful for his attention, because they rarely see him, or their mother, because she is trapped in a house where she is working several jobs. She never gets out of there and is left alone to handle it. The word on this branch is "Divorce". Then I see the words, "No Love", which disintegrates, because there was no true love there to begin with.

On the lowest branch to the left, there is a fruit that momentarily has some light to it, but it goes black rather quickly. This fruit falls off the branch, bounces on the ground, and rolls downhill for some distance, until it flattens out and comes to a stop. It takes on the shape of a coin, a shiny copper penny with the face of Abe Lincoln standing out to me. I see him reading the Declaration of Independence, with all races standing before him, as he makes this announcement. It sounds good, but people still remain in shackles, and they are men and women of all colors. The word on this branch is "Freedom" and it disintegrates. From there the word "Money – Slavery" takes its place and this is written in bold letters.

The last branch on the right has a fruit on it that blossoms, but because it has no soil for a solid foundation, it simply falls to the ground before too long. Once there, it tries to take root, but the soil that it falls upon is dry, cracked, and too hard to penetrate. Someone approaches this with a watering can, but the water slips through the cracks and floats away. Then there are hands that dig up the dry dirt a little bit on the surface, placing the fruit in it in an attempt to make it grow, but it dies anyway. There's a stretch of desert in front of me, and the surface of the land has a crevice in it that extends far into the distance where it meets with a mountain. Everything looks barren, and there is nowhere to go to from here. I see teenagers walking on these grounds, who are swaying back and forth in a drunken state of unconsciousness, with their backs turned against me. They look like they are headed nowhere, for they are really just walking aimlessly, and some of them in circles, and before long, they begin to drop one by one, until there is no one left. On this branch, I see the world, and the word, "Children". The world itself goes black on this branch that has become dry, brittle, and rotted, until it finally breaks off of the tree. The tree itself then becomes diseased, rotten, and falls down.

Then the fruit at the top of The Tree Of Life, God, who is also known as "Love", is left alone as a sign of what used to be, but it, too, goes black in the end. ref_TOC

April 10, 1997

Before going to sleep last night, I noticed someone on bended knee at the base of my bed. It was a Shepherd dressed in white, and He was holding a staff in His right hand. His head was bowed in reverence, and He did not move or make any gestures. He remained there throughout the night, as if He was waiting for something to arrive.

I proceeded to say my prayers, when Jesus arrived at my side and said, "Let's have some special time for you." I am so mentally tired from all of the concentrating I've been doing to see and write down the visions He has been presenting to me over the last couple of days. I have been experiencing pressure in my head and eyes, and the thoughts running through my mind are unceasing and won't let me sleep. I've managed to get some rest, but not as much as usual.

When He appeared, He placed something in my left hand as a token of His appreciation. This gift was full of light, and He folded my hand tightly around it after He placed it there. I was a bit hesitant to look and see what it was, fearing I might mistake it for something else, so I waited to open it and turned my attention to Him instead. He expressed His appreciation to me for helping Him get His message out there, and I in turn thanked Him for allowing me to help and for making this a joyful experience.

Then He placed a kiss upon my cheek and wrapped me tightly in a white flannel blanket. The blanket was old, but had been washed clean, and for a second, I had the sense of being in a manger, because it looked like straw that I was laying in for my bed, with nowhere else to call home. Then an Angel of huge magnificence appeared in my room and over the roof of the house, and it was holding a sash in its hands that contained a proclamation from God, and I realized that this Angel came to herald a message for all of mankind.

I then found myself being cradled in the arms of Jesus, who held me close to His heart, and comforted me with His love, while He looked pleasingly upon me. He laid me down in my bed and tucked me in for a night's sleep, but before I closed my eyes, I wanted to see the gift that He placed in my hand earlier. It was a gold medal of Saint Christopher, who I think is the patron saint of travelers, and I saw a vision of Him carrying the Christ child to the other side of the river on His shoulders. He was holding a staff as He waded through the water, and it looked like the same staff that this Good Shepherd at the bottom of my bed was holding in His hand. I see this as the staff of God, and it represents all those who serve The Heavenly Father, and they have come to assist me with something and help me get to where I am going. Jesus then took this pendant, placed it around my neck, and smiled at me while He prepared me for the journey.

I wonder about all those who have been on a spiritual path to God, who are venturing their way up the spheres of light in their energy fields, but are not yet to the point of illumination that it would take to enter The Kingdom of Heaven. What effect will these electromagnetic forces entering the Earth at this time have upon them? Then I see a man come from where he is, and move forward quickly, which is a quantum leap from his prior position. I see that the higher spheres of light in his body are activated all at once, rising from the least to his highest possible potential. This varies from one individual to another, but none of these people have their highest and lowest sphere of light totally activated as of yet.

The lowest of these energy centers is connected to the collective unconsciousness of the world, and once one clears these levels of darkness and negativity, they may proceed to the next level. The highest is the "true self" or "collective higher consciousness", and those who have achieved a certain degree of spiritual mastery on these levels, will be assisting those below them, for I see some of these people preaching to, and teaching the mass public, in order to facilitate their progress.

On the other hand, there is a vision of the energy spheres of some other people, and their energy spheres appear to be going darker, and some go dead altogether. With these people, the lights have gone out, and nothing remains except their own unconsciousness and the collective unconsciousness that they are serving.

Those who have attained the level of these highest spheres, by clearing the dark energy in the lowest energy centers, will be entering an even higher sphere of light. There is a line that they step over, that takes them beyond the highest possible level of evolution here on Earth, and when they pass over this threshold, they begin to illuminate the higher energy centers that reside above it. When one reaches this point, there are no lower energy centers, no duality, and no separation from love, or God, and one's true self. This is the "Christ" or "The Child of God".

I can see that we originally came from Heaven to Earth in spirit, and the idea was to take the human vehicle to this highest level of evolvement by finding our way back home. This is what Jesus came to show us in His ascension. He was no different than any other person on this Earth in that, this is "The Path to The Kingdom of Heaven" that we all must take to get there. God, and the Son of God incarnating in the flesh, and then ascending into his greater divine body by uniting flesh and spirit as one. This is the way, and the body was not supposed to have death, but everlasting life instead.

Jesus said, "These things that I do, you can do, and even greater things than this." "Why don't people believe Him and The One who sent Him?" He even appeared to His disciples after His transfiguration, to show where He entered into oneness with this more highly evolved body. They exclaimed that they recognized Him as one and the same person, but He looked to be transformed, because He possessed the body that God created for us all.

He came to show us that, He is "The Way to The Kingdom", but some of us forgot this and got lost in the flesh, and therefore, we have fallen into darkness and resigned ourselves to this death, rather than everlasting life. We have forgotten that we have a soul, a divine essence, and a body of light that came to merge with the flesh, and by free will, man forgot the original sin, and slipped further into his unconsciousness, bringing him to live in his own hell. The journey is to find our way back home, and for some, there is a hard road ahead of them, but if one desires to have Heaven, His spirit will lead them there.

In front of me, there is a body of light that is quickly approaching me. It is the body of a woman dressed in an iridescent toga that is made of a material that is woven from strands of light. This represents the divine DNA of light, the divine lineage, and our natural fiber. She is pulling on the material of the gown, and stretching it between her thumb and forefinger, to show me its natural configuration to the physical body. There is no one residing in this new body yet, because I cannot see the image of her face, but there is light posed there where it will be. In all aspects, it looks like me, but I have not completely entered this new body yet, yet I know that I am being dressed for the occasion that is drawing nearer to me. What stands out to me the most, is her bare feet, and I seem to remember a vision I had last night, where I saw the feet of Christ, that I had knelt down to kiss. The holes from the cross were the wounds I wanted to heal, and while I was kissing them, the feet changed form, and turned from His feet into my own, and then the holes in them disappeared right before my eyes.

On the feet of the woman that stands before me, I can see a vague image of the holes that were once present there, but over time they have slowly vanished. As I watch her feet fill with light, her flesh is taking on a glow, and when I look up to see her full stature, she is now totally filled with this light, and then I see my face in place of where there once was none. Her gown of light is no longer separate from her flesh, and it looks to have merged in union with her physical body. The toga has transformed into a see through red sash that waves in the air and flows all around and through it. She stands in the pure light that surrounds her, and she reminds me of a vision of the virgin who originally came from God. She remains in the light, and continues to live there in peace and glory, her body poised in the ascension position, and as she rises in mid air, she has reached eternal life.

Waiting for a while to see what else will appear, I don't see anything transpiring for a length of time, and this seems to be indicative of those remaining here on Earth. Then out of nowhere, I see a small dark woman who has many faces, and she represents and is acting out different females. It seems as though her growth has been stunted, even though she has reached her maturity, and she is mouthing this off to the world and joins all other women in her complaining. She's rambling on in such a way that one couldn't distinguish what she is trying to say, or understand the message she is trying to get across. This increases her anger, to the point where she considers lashing out at all those around her, including her children, in combination with other adults, but this is not her true nature, so she chooses to heal them and love them instead, until she falls to the ground in exhaustion from it all, and surrenders to God with her arms extended on the ground that she kneels upon.

She looks to no one else, other than God, as tears stream down her face, because there is no other human beings to turn to that can ease her pain. The rocky road that she has walked down to this end, has left her with nowhere else to go. It looks like it is the end of the road for this slave woman, because her path has left her penniless, with nothing to show for it but the clothes on her back. I can see that she is homeless, but those who proclaim to be her friends turn their backs on her, because they can't stand the sight of themselves that they see in her reflection. Her burdens are the darkness that others have dumped upon her, and her image is buried under the dark projections that the world outside threw at her. She has done nothing to deserve this, other than walk her path in life, while following God all the way. Then I hear a voice say, "Those who hate me, hate the one who sent me." It is a lonely path for her all the way, with only God being there for her, who is the light that guides her journey.

Behind her back, there is a snake that has followed her all the way; the remnants of what she left behind, and a symbol of the poison that she refused to serve. This has been her walk on Earth and the road that was laid out for her. Far behind her on the road, I can see the house she grew up in, and the house is a large black structure that had no light at all in it. Above her on the road, there is a canopy of Angels whom she considers to be her true family, and this is where her joy comes from, for she finds it nowhere else around her. These Angels are the true gift of love that she has never received from anyone on Earth, and they represent where she comes from in her spirit.

I see that Jesus joins her near the end of this path, and He reminds her that He had previously walked down the same road, and when she is too tired to walk any further, He picks her up and carries her, while she continues to carry this cross slung over her back. He brings her the joy and happiness of His presence, and has been a true friend to her, and because of it, He has made life a hop, skip and a jump. Before she met Him, she was heavy laden with burdens and was crawling on her knees. Since then, He has been the light in her life. I see her children, who have followed in her footsteps, and they are also coming out of the darkness of the past and are moving forward.

As I look behind me, the path that she had traveled down is now filled with light, and instead of the path being empty; there are now crowds of people filling the streets that she has cleared the way for. They, too, are now smiling, and no longer remain in their own darkness. Her children are in the center of the people that fill this road, and are standing out above all the others, because she has done this all for them, and I can see way back in the distance, that the dark house that she came from, remains as a symbol of the past, but it now has turned into a castle that has been restored, renewed, and filled with light. Then I realize that the person being depicted here must be myself.

Both Jesus and The Blessed Mother have appeared to me; together with those I call The Ascended Masters who have been my teachers and guides along the way, and each one of them escorted me at different times along my spiritual path. I recognize them as Masters over different vibrational dimensions, and all of them have walked this Earth at one time or another. From them, I learned how to use the energies that govern the laws of nature to heal myself and rise above my earthly limitations. These Masters all have unique and different personalities, and they have shared their brilliance and enlightenment with me about the many diversified dimensions of universal reality, as well as, the dark entities that mankind creates in energy, which manifest through the mind and emotions of those who dwell there in spirit.

I see The Virgin Mary, who I also refer to as The Blessed Mother. She has mothered me, loved me, and educated me with respect to how God expects His children to be treated, and I am being shown that She inherited the Earth in Her ascension. Jesus represents the epitome of what a man should be, and He has loved me like every man should love, and He inherited The Kingdom of Heaven in His ascension. Together they both symbolize the divine and loving nature of God, and the magnificence of being His children with all that He bestowed upon them.

Mary reaches out to give me something, and it's the "miraculous medal" on a chain. This symbolizes something She once came to proclaim when She appeared to a simple woman who prayed to Her. It says, "Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee."

She then places it around my neck, and says "I will see you soon." She looks back over Her left shoulder at me, and what She's trying to say I don't know yet, but as I continue to watch Her, She turns completely around to face me and pulls down a window shade that She is now on the other side of. ref_TOC

April 11, 1997

Jesus appears to me, and is asking me to pick up my pen. He is gazing at me pleasingly, with a smile on His face, His eyes are wide open, but His lips are sealed. He opens His mouth, to show me that His teeth are missing, which is a sign to me that I am moving beyond my human genetic roots, and He flashes quickly across the room to pull down the window shade. By the way He moves, I can tell something is approaching in no time at all.

He stands tall, and totally illuminated, and is pacing back and forth with His hand to His chin, to suggest that this is something to think about. He holds His hands cupped with "the waters of life" in them for me to see, and then He pulls down the shade once again. He then shows me that the water will be sufficient and okay to drink.

Something else to think about, I see a bare mountain with the sun setting behind it, and then He pulls down the shade again. This looks like a desert mountain that is parched and reddish. Then He shows me a "chalice of wine" that I am drinking from, when this blood of Christ begins to run through my veins, and has the appearance of "liquid light". Then He says, "Now."

He is thinking and pacing faster now, and as I look to see what's next, I see the physical body begin to transmute and dissolve, and then it ascends, like a rocket shooting into mid air. I guess He is trying to tell me that this will happen before the period of darkness sets in, because the shade is pulled down while it is still light outside. This must be some indication of what I should expect over the next several days. The shade being pulled down each time, measures each day, which I think equates to one of God's years, and by the end of this period, I am ascending even higher.

He then places a wedding ring on my left hand, to illustrate my union with Christ. The ring turns into light, and then He lifts the veil, and kisses me, as I stand before Him in my white gown. I wonder how this all might feel to my flesh, when I see Jesus caressing me in His arms and treating me like an infant wrapped in a white blanket. I get the impression He is trying to tell me about someone who is coming into my life, but I am not sure when. He reassures me that this will be a very loving and gentle experience for me with nothing at all to fear. He gives me the highest of unconditional love, by showing me the look of peace on a contented infant's face.

I rest for a while, before Jesus comes again to show me the next vision, and when He arrives, He hands me a pen and asks me to write some more. He hands me a bunch of daisies (days ease) that are a little droopy, then they perk up, and droop four different times. I think they symbolize days and nights. Then the daisies begin individually floating in the air. It is dark in the room behind them, and then when Jesus pulls down the window shade, the daisies fall to the floor and then get up the next morning and begin floating again. I hear Him say, "He loves me; he loves me not."

I am then handed a daisy with just one petal on it. He loves me? I see a man looking at me, and he is on the floor, with his eyes wide open, looking just like the daisies, but there are no petals on the daisy anymore, just a yellow center, and before too long, just a stem with no sign of a flower on it at all. I see Jesus standing and looking down on this man as He tries to lift him, but he is too heavy and won't stand on his own two feet. He looks like he's drunk, or on drugs, and it is all too clear that he is lazy and doesn't want to do anything but "lie" around. Jesus then goes to a birdcage where there is a cockatiel (or cocktail) inside. He opens the door and lets the bird fly free, at which point, I see myself fly into the arms of Christ. I am rising up and out of this realm, and as I do, I am looking down over the roof of the house I once lived in.

I now find myself sitting in the branch of a tree outside of the house. I am totally alone outside this, while the man I live with has many visitors in the house, who come to party with him, and indulge in the same substances, as I sit there in witness of it. I watch through the window, as they all fall on the floor and begin to crawl on their bellies like snakes, when I hear this man, who pretends to love me say, "She was right." He was remembering the forewarnings I had given him when he said this.

Jesus is now sitting with me on this limb, and just as it snaps, we fly away. I am then off of the Earth, and looking down upon it, with Jesus sitting at my side. He is now sitting on the floor in place of where this man once sat, and as He looks at me with sincerity in His eyes, He hands me a daisy. This one has all its petals and leaves, and He plucks at the petals one by one, until it turns into a beautiful rose.

I see the hand of Christ very illuminated on top of my own hand, and there is a vision that appears through His radiance, which sheds light over all things, and it is becoming brighter than I have ever seen. His power is increasing rapidly, with significant step-ups in energy, each being tremendously more powerful than the previous, and as it does, the event comes closer. There looks to be four of these steps when I am then within it. I hear Him say, "Arise", and at His command, the energy then turns red, and it increases three times, before everything goes black. It thrives for fifteen counts, which add up to the amount of days for the entire cycle, after it goes dark.

He stands before me with His arms stretched open wide, and His face is directed to Heaven, when He comes to take my hand and escort me down the aisle to The Throne of God. As we get closer, there is a golden crown placed on my head, and the path that I am walking on glimmers with a golden iridescence. My feet are bare, and my soul is glimmering, as I drop my Earthly garment, and kneel at the altar of God, and wait to see what happens next. ref_TOC

April 12, 1997

I see a vision of myself moving quickly beyond the past, as I turn my head to look back over what I have left behind. I can't see much of anything there, other than a gray mist that is covering everything. I stop in midair, and completely turn around, to make sure that there isn't something I am leaving behind. There are only my sons coming out of the mist towards me, and other than that, all I can see is my daughter, who is on her own, and when I turn around, my sons come to join me, and we walk off hand in hand. In front of me is a light so brilliant it is almost blinding, and in the midst of the light there is a castle in the air that portrays The Kingdom of Heaven. I look at both of my sons and say, "Are you ready?" One of them says, "Yes", and the other says, "Let's go.' They have had their own dreams and visions of this that they often expressed to me, and we all are waiting for this time to arrive. Then we are raised up and ascend into this place. They are jumping for joy, when they notice where they are, and they are amazed to find that this Kingdom is real. They have now entered their light bodies and have reached full maturity in the process. I feel that I have done a good job in raising them to this place, and their inheritance from me is The Kingdom of Heaven.

I call upon Jesus now, and at that, He suddenly appears before me. I have had my doubts, here and there, as to whom this is that I have actually been talking to, because He has taken on the image of others, and comes appearing like them occasionally, so that He can get the message across to me about certain individuals. He says, "It's Me", and He is suspended in mid air and is glowing with white light. He extends His hand to me, which I take hold of to go with Him. My hand then begins to turn into light as He holds it, and before long, I am looking as brilliant as He is, and together we fly upwards into the sky. He then takes me to His Father's Kingdom, where my feet land on solid ground in this place above the clouds. He seems very happy that I am there, and I am just as happy to have arrived. I have looked forward to this for many years, because He foretold this to me. My journey in life was to finally arrive there, so I let Him lead the way.

It is clear to see that He has risen and has come back to this Earth to rule over it with His power. Some people have not taken His word seriously that He would return, so He has appeared to show me that this time has come. This is the most incredible event in the history of the universe, He explains to me, and I am elated and grateful to be awake and aware of its occurrence. ref_TOC

April 13, 1997

A pen of light is handed to me out of midair, which is a sign for me to write. A vision starts coming through, and all I can see is the darkness that lies ahead of me, which is in the midst of the heavenly light. The church bells this morning are playing, "Braham's Lullaby", which I find is an odd song for Sunday church services.

So I wait to see what else will appear, and outside of this, I see Jesus residing over the light and darkness, and His finger is pointing to something in the center of this vision, as if to tell me that He has a hand in this. He reaches to the heavens as if He is about to pull in something from there, but I can't see it yet. There is only light, but I notice that He has His hand on a window shade, that He is proceeding to pull down upon the Earth, and He is just in the beginning stages of doing this.

He is handing me a flower, a daisy that changes into a white rose as a sign of purification, and one day turns into the next day, until this happens. Then I see people dressed in white gowns, and they are rising up through this light into the sky. The light signifies the pure energy that will be all around us, and then I see an evening sky with the stars shining brightly in it. He is handing me something else that looks like a ticket, which is totally white, and there are suddenly two more tickets behind it. I am the first move of the three, and I am shown that these tickets are spaced a little apart from one another.

I am now getting a vision of a city at nighttime in the distance, with lights twinkling in the buildings. During this time, I see people in white filament gowns floating up through the sky, and they are rising from here and there around the city, with their eyes focused on the heavenly light above them that they are heading to with joy on their faces. Then I suddenly see a place that looks like Paradise, or a Garden of Eden, that they are setting their feet down upon. This is a very beautiful place, and everyone is happy to have arrived there. It is "The Promised Land" that they had their sights set upon.

Then I see a picture of the city again, and all of the lights go out after these people of the light have gone. The atmosphere goes red for a brief time, and then stays that way with the lights out for a while after this energy leaves. Then I see daybreak once again, but it is dark for many days before then, until the sun shines once again. I see Jesus poised in His Ascension position, and there are many Angelic beings surrounding Him in the heavens. I see other cities on Earth where people in white gowns are being raised also, and they all rise to meet Him in this ascension. Then it becomes clear to me that He has returned to gather His flock of lambs.

Jesus comes and hands me a pen of light again, and I see Him dressed in His luminous garment standing next to me. He places a ring of light on my finger, and then quickly ascends. Then He points to me to show that this is myself ascending. There are sprays of flowers everywhere in my room, and they come in all varieties and colors. The color purple stands out the most, and I think of that movie, because it reminds me of some of my own experiences. I see a dark man to my left, who once stood by my side, but he abandoned me quickly. He looks to be up to no good, for I see him being sneaky with his hands into something he shouldn't be doing. There is a plastic wrap around his flesh, that symbolizes his lack of genuineness, and he looks to be devoid of love. I see Jesus hurl him into a pile of garbage, because that's where he came from, and where he belongs. He does not move from there for as long as I can see, and continues sitting in his own garbage in a "junk" yard.

Then I see the light, and there is nothing in it except some gray areas and patches of clouds. The head of this man is in the midst of these clouds, and he begins to take notice of what's around him, where he exists, and what he's really all about. He can't push this away from himself, or get out of it, because he has to work on himself in this area, which is indicative of where his head is. He remains in this place on Earth, until he begins to see the light, and only then will he be lifted out.

I am asked by Jesus to write some more, and then there appears before me a sphere of light that is taking shape. In it there are molecules that begin to speed up in motion, and they turn more of an orange color that graduates to a deep red. Red is the color of the lowest energy center in man's energy field, and it correlates to unconsciousness and one's security on all levels. I then see this energy burst into light, and then it goes dark.

After that, there is only the silhouette of a sphere where the light had been, and this is what's ahead for man. He shows me one finger, and it's His index finger, which He has pointed upwards. His finger first appears in the flesh and not the light, but His finger then becomes light and takes on an orange hue, goes red from there, and then black. The flesh of His finger begins to deteriorate and rot, and then it falls off, and there is only a stub that remains. This is divided into three stages, or segments to come.

Jesus now pulls down a window shade that is white in color, and it is placed between Heaven and Earth. I see people on the other side of it in light, and the people on this side of it in darkness. Jesus is on the other side, and stays there for some time with His people, but eventually He lifts the shade and returns for a second time to take people to the other side with Him. He stays there for a time, while the shade is once again pulled over the Earth, and He then comes back for a third time, and this time, the people who follow Him are few.

I am asked by Jesus to please write some more, and as I do, I first see a group of people gathered in a crowd, looking up at the sky, and I am now looking down upon them from my position above them in Heaven. After a while, they turn with their heads down and walk away in the other direction. Jesus then appears illuminated before them once again, but some don't see Him, and once more, they turn and walk away in the other direction. From there they begin to collapse on the ground, and one by one, just about all of them look to have died, because they are wearing gray garments. He appears before them again, and after He does, there are only a small number of people here on Earth, and these people are wearing black garments, and will completely die before it is all over.

I can hear Jesus say, "You can mock me all you want, but in a week, you are going to wish I was here." All goes black after that, and there is only a silhouette of a square where the Earth once existed. I see the planet no longer where it used to be, and in the end, it looks to have moved to another location in the universe, for there is only a void where it once existed.

I then see that Jesus is the one who has carried me to this new place of existence, as He carries many others there also, and I see myself positioned on a throne there, where I will reign over the Earth with those who have followed me to The Kingdom of God.

My entire room is now filled with a light that is brighter than usual, as I see the figure of someone coming towards me. More clearly than ever, I can see my soul's essence and a new me, which is the outcome of my union of the flesh with its soul. My body is about to go through a change, and for the first time I see myself clearly in this. There is a mirror in my hand, one that the Virgin Mary gave me, and I see my new face in it, and behind it the planet Earth. It looks like I am on the other side of the mirror now, and my hair, my face, and my entire physical body have been transformed in a metamorphosis that finds me made in God's image.

"This is at hand", She says. "One", is the answer I get when I ask when, because it has been a long time waiting for this moment to arrive. I see a vision of my new self, and she is wiggling her toes, which are clearly still physical, but it shows me that I will be taking this body with me. There is marble under my feet also, to show that this new home is solid in nature. This goes to show that it goes beyond the spirit, because the spirit and the flesh are now totally united. ref_TOC

April 14, 1997

It is hard for me to see the light today, because from the time I woke up this morning, all I can see is a huge demon coming at me from the outside world. There is an Angel standing before me with a mask on, and it's depicting the negative face that someone else placed on it, and I feel almost stunned and in shock today due to the release of many demons all around me. So I ask God to show me the source of where they are coming from.

I see a vision of myself rise up and pull down a shade. There is darkness in the room, and I am nervous and fumbling with an empty wrapper. I am on a bed, illuminated in my own light, and I have been in this position since I was a little girl, for I notice that my feet are small. Ever since then, there's been a huge demon sneaking up on me from behind and pinning me to the ground. I then see Jesus watching from above, and He comes in from behind this demon, lifts it off of me, and then takes me out of there. He hits the ceiling to show how I was entrapped into and by it, but there is a hatch that He opens that leads the way out. There is light on the other side of the hatch, and I am in a white gown now.

This demon also represents the darkness of others, with its hands pressed forcefully on my shoulders, and it is putting the weight of its burdens on me. It is not coming from me, and does not have its origins in me, but there is a woman from the past standing in it, and she looks to be a mother figure that is professing to love me.

I ask where I am going to from here. Obviously I am rising above what has been and moving beyond it, but I wonder if what Jesus has revealed to me has been the truth, for there are some who would think that I am being deceived. I ask for the truth, the highest truth, and nothing else but the truth. Have I been grossly deceived, I wonder?

I see the light of God appear in my room, and within it is a Goddess who is wearing a gold crown that covers Her third eye. She is standing in an elevated position and is raised a bit above the Earth. She wears gold as a girth over Her white toga, and She is pointing Her finger to the sky just before She quickly skyrockets to somewhere else. I am not exactly certain where She is going; all I can see is the black box that She has risen above. There is a demon of a woman holding onto the box, which she's holding in front of me like a frame, and I guess this illustrates how She has been framed by this entity, which causes a tremendous shock in Her energy field, so I ask where this came from.

The Goddess in front of me points to the box, and I see the dark entity get into it when I am given the clarity to see where this is really coming from, because someone outside of myself has structured it around me. I see the huge hand of someone else, and I think at first that it is of love and light, but it turns dark. There is a small bit of truth to the workings behind this frame, but most of it is false. So I ask to see the truth, and I am in the light within the falseness when I do. It appears that I have gotten caught up in the lies of others and am framed for what they in fact have done.

Then a large hand of light lifts me out of this, and the frame begins to fall apart and collapse. Then the entity of this black woman is cleansed from me and becomes white, and trapped and in her possession, there is a three-year-old little girl who breaks free and runs to me. She is in my arms now, and she peacefully goes to sleep once I have removed her from this. ref_TOC

April 22, 1997

I find myself being suddenly transported in a beam of light to The Throne of God where I am standing in the presence of my Heavenly Father. He welcomes me to come closer to Him, and as I am embraced in the awe of His love, He begins to speak to me and asks me to write down His words, so that I will not forget His covenant to me.

"I will take care of you if you believe in Me. The Holy Spirit is with you, upon you, and entering you, so do not be dismayed with the things that are at hand, for I love you tremendously. We, the Angels, and your fellow Brothers and Sisters, are with you always and are guiding you on your path. Many changes are about to occur for you. We will be with you and surrounding you, so please do not be dismayed, for you are blessed with the gifts of Heaven.

Blessed art thou young one, who would behold The Spirit of Christ, being one who has the eyes to see Him and follow His word. Do not let others belittle you, for I shall cast these sinners aside and exalt you with radiance from above, your true Source of Love, for you are about to walk through the looking glass to leave this world behind and enter The Kingdom of Heaven.

Do not be dismayed, for I am directing the course of events in your life. We are proud of your achievements and would like to bless you with the abundance of what you are really entitled to, for there is much happening on unseen levels. The power of The Almighty, and all that you truly deserve is at hand, for you are loved beyond measure, and are blessed with the treasures of The Kingdom of Heaven, so do not take responsibility for the "lack" of this in others.

Blessed art thou Kathleen, in The Love of The Almighty, and may you in turn bless others with The Power of The Almighty. I Am in you, and you are in Me. Blessed art thou in God's Loving Light, for I Am the Light and The Glory of The Living God, and I will cast out all darkness from before thee, and you shall reside in My house forever more. Let no man prove asunder, and let the world know that you are My chosen, for I will rebuke them and proclaim to the heathen that you are My child.

Blessed art thou Kathleen, so be not faint hearted by the retributions of others. Demand that their evil step aside, and let the path of light that I have laid before you be filled with all that I have bestowed upon you. Blessed art thou in My riches and My wealth of abundance and power, so let the wicked run and hide their faces from you, for I shall rebuke them, and your path will be laid with rose petals and your head with the crown of gold that I have placed upon you.

Seek not to mingle with those of little minds, for only the enlightened are worthy to sit at Thy feet. Arise into My graces, and let the serpent that crawls the face of the Earth come nowhere near you, for I shall carry you in the wings of My Ever Abounding Love. Blessed is he that shall humble himself before Thee, for the wicked shall eat only of their sores and be banished from Thy presence.

Be not dismayed, and do not worry where thou shall eat, for I have laid a banquet at Thy table, and those who choose to eat of the fruit that I have given thee shall hunger no more. Be ever ready to move at My Word, as you have always done, and I shall take you to The Kingdom I have prepared for you. There you shall have no wants, for I will shower you with the radiance of My love for the world to recognize that I Am In You, and You Are In Me.

I have given you a star to carry you on your journeys, and the Angels that serve me shall be thy servants. Let no man tell you otherwise, for I shall scorch his tongue so his words will fall empty to lie at his own feet, for I have clothed thee in the radiance of My Garment for mankind to behold Thy Brilliance. For those who are not blinded by their own ignorance, it shall be known to them the gifts I have bestowed upon thee, for they shall stand naked In Thy Presence and fall in shame at Thy Feet. Raise them up as I have raised you, and let them see The Divine Countenance In Thy Being. My Words will flow like music from your mouth, so let all who will hear you listen to what I say, for they shall know the truth and be quickened in Thy Spirit.

I have set wings on thy feet to move you above the hardships of this world and take you with Godspeed to that place I have prepared for you high above the mountaintops. From The Rock of The Kingdom that I have set you upon, extend your hand to those below you who are at war and disease with themselves and one another. There shall be no more suffering for you, and you shall reign over this Earth in peace.

Be ever vigilant to My Presence before you, for I will guide thee in The Path of Thy Righteousness. I have set My Robe around thee so that no harm will come near Thy Presence, for you shall be blessed with My everlasting protection.

Do not measure your worthiness in My eyes by man's standards, for I have created none other like thee, and behold you to be the beauty of My creation. For I have made you in My Image, and in Thee I am well pleased, so let no one come before My Love for you, for in My Presence I see no other.

I have set My jewel in thy forehead so that you may see Me in My True Image, to know that, I Am, The One Godhead. You shall see the truth through My eyes and not be blinded by the darkness of others, for I give you My Hands, The Presence of My Holy Spirit, and The High Councils that rule over My Kingdom. The wisdom of The Masters is My Endowment to thee.

Ye shall make mountains move and crumble under Thy Foot, the heavens shall thunder with lightening at the wave of Thy Hand, and the oceans shall rise to meet you and settle at Thy Will. Evil will bow down In Thy Presence and depart from Thee, for only the Son shall reign over and shine upon you. Thy feet will trod upon all that Thou has not blessed to flourish, and Thy Hand will partake only of The Light of The Fruit of My Tree, and you shall be well nourished in the gifts I have given thee, for this is Thy Divine Inheritance.

Ye shall sit in The Presence of The Most High, and from The Right Hand of The Heavenly Father, you shall be given "The Sacred Scrolls of Life", for this will be opened and revealed to you to deliver My Message to the people of this world, and in this, ye shall know that, I Am." ref_TOC

April 23, 1997

Let thy eyes behold Me before you, and over you, for you are cherished in My sight. In thy hand I place My pen and ask you to deliver the truth to the people of the Earth. For I have set in thy mind, the teachings I wish to place in the hands of the faithful, so that they may be led back into My Graces. The salvation of many I place in your hands, for I shall speak My truth, as it is written here in these "Sacred Scrolls of Life".

Blessed art thou in heeding My word, for I shall bless thee even more abundantly in The Knowledge of The Godhead, for I have come upon thee in thy faithfulness, to proclaim My message to the world in these writings. Your words shall be mine, for I have emblazoned "The Name of God" upon these pages, to set forth My Signature as The One Who Has Written Them. I have set wings on thy temples, to speed the knowledge in its forthcoming, and thou shall hear My words in the hollow of your ears, so that you may know this as "The Word of God".

Grant me thy hand to set forth My will, so that ye shall know of that which I speak. Set forth thy pen with Godspeed, so that I may be heard quickly throughout the world, for ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set thee free.

I set before you a crystal egg, and place you in The Light of My Being, so that you shall see the future through The Light of My Eyes. Be thee removed from the darkness of your world, to dwell in The Light of The Throne of The Father. Be not dismayed Kathleen, for I shall carry you in My arms to be with Me in My ever-loving care, for I have chosen to raise thee in The Light of My Being, and ascend Thee from the place that you are, to be with Me in everlasting light and love.

The time is at hand when I shall set My foot upon the Earth, to take thee to The Promised Land of The Eternal and Loving Light of The Creator. Be close in My ever-abounding heart, so that ye shall know the will of Thy heart for thee, and know that ye shall reside with me in The Heavens of The Lord of The Hosts and The Most High. Set thy foot upon The Rock of My Kingdom, for the people of this Earth shall be witness to your ascension into Heaven, and proclaim this message for all those who remain here, for I have taken thee to reside with Me.

Thou hast pleased Me with thy works and the devotion of thy heart to be faithful to My laws and commands. Ye shall be ever free in My watch care over thee, for thou hast remained obedient to My word and My will for thee. ref_TOC

April 23, 1997

Archangel Gabriel appears to me sounding a trumpet, and as He does, His instrument transforms from lead into gold. He is heralding a message to the world, and then He announces Himself and says, "I am the Archangel Gabriel, and I have come to proclaim that He has risen and has entered this world." His foot stands treading on a snake, and His face goes from light, to red, to light again. His wings are huge, and they span over a large area of the universe, and He has laid a gift on the floor in front of me, a box that turns from white into gold. He motions for me to open it, and when I do, I see myself rise out of it into the light.

Another Archangel appears, and He announces that He is Archangel Michael. He has "The Sword of Truth" in His hand, and a banner thrown over His shoulder, where He bears His coat of arms. He lays another gift at my feet and transforms it from blue into gold. It is my physical self, and I am dressed in a white gown that merges with the light body and ascends.

Another Archangel appears, and His color has a blue hue to it. He introduces Himself and says, "I am Archangel Raphael", and He lays a sash and another box at my feet. It turns from blue into purple, and then I see myself as a child, with an ascension wreath on my head.

Then Christ appears descending from Heaven. He takes my hand and brings me into His own body, and then I go with Him to another place in the heavens where I enter into The Presence of The Godhead and become One with The Light of God.

I then come forward, and appearing to me is "a child of light", who is all golden in energy and virgin in Her innocence. She bears a gift for me in Her hands, and then She removes Her white healing gloves of light and looks to the heavens. Over Her, upon Her, and through Her, is the presence of The Goddess, and She ascends to The Rock of The Kingdom of Heaven.

Appearing before me now, are The Councils of The Divine Hierarchy from The Throne of God, and they have approached me, one by one, bringing me their wisdom and the gifts of their enlightenment. I refer to them as The Council of Elders and The Ascended Masters of Light, for I recognize them as The Sovereigns that reign from The Throne, as The Highest of The Creator Sons and Daughters who serve The Holy Spirit in The Kingdom of Heaven.

Then I see one last being of light in front of me, and she looks like the light that I have become. She holds a white pillow with gold tassels on it in her hand, and it has a tiny glass slipper sitting on it, which fits my right foot perfectly. I guess the slipper signifies her clear understanding of all that she has been through. She kneels before me and looks back over her shoulder to show me where she comes from, and the light that she has shed upon this world.

Then the thought occurs to me that I only have one slipper, and the other one is missing. So I look to see where it might be, when I realize that it symbolizes that "there is nothing left", other than this being of light who is My Higher Self, or My Soul. No one seems to realize all the work that she has done in the light, for she appears to have walked her path all alone. It looks as if the left foot has some mud on it, some of the residue that remains from the darkness of mankind that she had to walk through to arrive at her destination in light, but she now has a clear understanding of both worlds.

The Blessed Mother, or The Goddess, appears to bring me Her gift. She has an infant in Her hands, whose head is radiant with a halo of light. She delivered me in the flesh and birthed me in the light of Christ. Then I see that I am born again of the spirit, and "I Am" in the light of my new self. ref_TOC

April 23, 1997

Be ever truthful in the ways of Thy heart, for "I Am" in thee and nowhere else to be found. I am in thy presence and await your bidding.

Blessed be the one who sent thee, for "I Am" The Infinite and Eternal Light of The Living God. Listen to My words so that ye may not be misled, or doubt The Power of My will for thee. I have set My sights upon thee to bring My message to this world, for they have forgotten Me, and My infinite love for all of mankind. Listen to the leadings of your heart, for blessed art thou in My Eternal Love and The Light of My Supreme Being that shines in thee. ref_TOC

April 25, 1997

I am the love of thy heart, and thou shall have no other in Thee. My Words will sing like music from Heaven to thy ear, for in you, and through you, I shall speak of things to come, and from the work of thy hands, I will offer My enlightenment to the people of this world. I have blessed you with the knowing of My heart, and the radiance of My love, to share with all those seeking to be closer to Me. I have placed in thy crown, the seed that shall sprout forth with The Wisdom of The Godhead, and from The Kingdom of Heaven, that reigns above and over this world, it is My intention to proceed with these teachings.

Be not dismayed, Kathleen, that I have come to set thee up as the arc of the covenant to My people. Listen to My words, and set them in My light on parchment, for at My right hand, it shall be delivered to thee. Spread this news of My coming throughout the world, so that I may bring My flock before Thy presence.

It pleases me that I shall look upon thee as My messenger, for thy eyes shall see The Glory of The Coming of The Lord. I embrace thee to sit with Me at My Throne, so that I may speak with thee on these things, for ye shall be with Me this day in Heaven. ref_TOC

October 19, 1997

I am talking with Jesus and He begins stroking His fingers through my hair. He's rubbing the side of my head, and positions His hand of light on my ear, to open up my hearing. "I have come to tell you a story", He says, as He points to The Light of Heaven and mentions that this has something to do with evolution. "Look at Me closely", He says, and then He gazes penetratingly into my eyes.

You are headed for an incredible transformation, and then He lifts a cigarette to his mouth and emphasizes the reddish-orange fire at its tip. Then He puts it out completely, and signals with His right hand that this is done. From there, I see musical notes flowing from His mouth that take on the form of words, and I hear His voice speaking to me in tongues. "We have much to offer you in the form of guidance for the world."

Then there are Angels all around me, lifting me under my armpits, and carrying me forward in my light. "Seldom do we see such things happening so quickly, but you are transiting through much very rapidly now. I have come to give you a message, and an accurate dissertation of an apocalypse that transcends time and space. As one might think this to be a horrible occurrence, it is instead filled with much beauty and light for all those who would enter this new realm of existence. I have come to accompany you, and am protecting you and filling you with My energy, so that you may proceed without interference from outside sources. Blessed are thee in My essence Kathleen, and true to My leadings you will always be. There is no doubt to the path and purpose to which I am leading you to, so do not be frightful, for these are the feelings of others around you, who are projecting their energy onto you to have control over you."

He walks to the other side of my bed now and stands in the direction of where I need to look. Once again, He runs his fingers through my hair, He kisses me on the lips, and then breathes His life into me, until I feel much love. Then He says, "There shall be no more pain and sorrow for you, for the obstacles you have been moving through, are dissolving energetically."

Then He shows me a vision of myself with regards to money. I tell Him I have none, so He places a stack of it in my lap and says, "This shall not interfere with what you need to do. He says, "There is a surprise donation arriving for you", while He holds up two fingers, and there is much more coming for you. I ask why I am lacking financially, for it seems like everyone else reaps the rewards from all my hard labor and I end up with nothing. Then He looks at me intently, and He asks me to observe something.

I see a vision of myself in a casino at a slot machine, which symbolizes the "mechanism" this has operated under, and over the top of my being is the spirit of my ex-husband, and inside of his spirit are my sons, and deeper than that, there is my father and mother. I feel the weight of their oppressions on me, and I want to know how to remedy this.

Then I see a woman who is strapped to, and leaning on the machine, and everything is flowing from me to her, until I collapse from lack of energy. The woman tied to this machine is a mother figure, and she is now filled with all the energy that I invested in her. Then all the other members of my family are standing around doing the same, and eventually I end up broke with nothing left to give, because they never give anything back. Money simply being an exchange of energy, Jesus shows me that this is symbolic of the amount of love I am receiving from them in return, and I always come up empty. How do I change this, I wonder?

Jesus then pulls my energy from them and brings it back to me, and when He does, they turn and walk away from me after they have connected with their own source of energy. Then I am in my own light once again, and I am no longer playing this game with them. I see Jesus rearranging the flow of energy that seems to go out of me and is never restored. Despite this, I've grown large in light, and much larger than these people ever managed to evolve to.

Jesus then appears over my bed and say's "It is done", and I feel much joy inside. "From this point forward you will no longer feel this lack, and you will no longer waste your energetic resources on those who are out to rob it from you. This will happen quite naturally and with little effort on your part. You shall feel financially full, for this represents the essence of energy that has been pouring out from you. You will no longer gamble on whether you will get love from others, but instead it will come from your own source, and from there you will see great abundance. Meditate on this. ref_TOC

September 4, 1998

Yesterday, and today, my Higher Self has appeared to me. What I've noticed the most about Her is some changes in Her energy field. There are filaments of light that I clearly see displayed through Her garment, and She looks more luminescent than I have ever seen Her, when She does a complete turn around and is smiling with happiness.

Yesterday, She handed me a pen of light, and the entire page of paper became illuminated with it. I resisted writing, but when I picked up my pen, I was wondering what She had to reveal.

She knelt down beside me and took my hand, and then She began to explain that I am going through many changes, and showed me a current of light energy that is moving up through my chakras. It has reached my heart chakra, but hasn't completed its course through the upper chakras yet.

She then stood up and pointed to nothing in particular at first, but then She went outside and pointed to the night sky. I then saw Her begin to float upwards at an angle, and She was meeting with other spirits of light who were also ascending, and there, they are all coming together. ref_TOC

September 9, 1998

The Blessed Mother Mary is hovering in mid-air in front of me, and I see Her in full color with Her blue sash draped across Her white gown. Then She says, "Listen to Me closely, My people", because She wants to reiterate something.

She comes closer and wants to carry me somewhere, and I don't think I've ever seen Her face as clearly. She's radiantly beautiful and looks so much more physical to me today, as compared to how I usually see Her in Her light body.

She has something for me wrapped in tissue paper, and from it She pulls out a very unusual cross that She places around my neck. I can't see very clearly the engravings on the cross, but something stands out to me on the top portion of it. She begins putting Her hand of light at the base of my neck to heal something, and I suddenly feel very tired and fall asleep. ref_TOC

September 10, 1998

This paper lights up completely, as I contemplate writing, and then I see my Higher Self appear to me. She extends Her hand to show me something behind Her, but I see nothing there. I have the sense She's showing me where She comes from, when suddenly there is a flash of light that positions itself on this paper, and I see writing appearing in the light, but only in the center of the page, and I can't decipher what it says. She's pulling at my right hand and places it on the paper, and then She moves it to begin showing me something.

I notice Her gown has changed and is more loosely fitting than what She wore before, and the fabric is flowing in the wind as She does Her dance. The atmosphere around Her is gray and cloudy, as if there is a storm brewing, but then everything turns into light. I see Her run into this light, which is so brilliant it is almost blinding, and She turns around to look at me when She is standing in the center of it, which is not too far away.

Then I see the writing in the center of the page again, but now instead of my hand being on the page, Her hand of light is resting there, and She begins writing slowly and definitely, until there are many pages. I see it titled, "A Book of Revelations", but that is crossed off, and I look to see what its title is now, but there isn't one there yet.

As I reflect back to Her standing in the wind, I am not sure what She is trying to get across to me. Once again, I see Her hand of light positioned on this page, and a title in light is beginning to rise out of the paper, as if it is has been embossed in the parchment. I see a scene of a mountaintop in the distance, with my Higher Self standing at the base of the mountain in a beautiful setting. She looks smaller in the picture, because it is so far away, but the picture is now moving closer. She extends Her right hand to show me the view that She is standing in front of, and then I remember a dream I had recently about a published book. The cover was done in mother of pearl and the title was, "The Diary". In the dream there was a book and audiotapes with the same cover.

Then the mountain, and the whole scene turns into light, and several names appear on the page before the final title comes, but it still isn't clear to me yet. The letters turn from light into print, and the name I see is, "The Arc Of The Covenant", but that vanishes too, and something else is coming out of it. It looks to be the main title, and there is only one word developing out of this. She then points to Her temple to tell me that it will come to my mind. She then pulls down a shade or scroll. The shade is gray, but then it turns into light, and there is a name rising in capital letters out of the light on the main page, but I still can't see what it says.

The atmosphere looks gray all around the mountain that I am standing in front of, when I see Angels beginning to fly in from the left. Then I decide to stop writing for a bit, and I go out into the garden for a while. A thunderstorm is quickly moving in, and as I watch the lightening at a distance, it suddenly begins to hail very heavily, and this looks to be the result of an energetic release and cleansing. I see a huge foot that looks gray in its physicality, and this is governing security on all levels. There have been heavy rainstorms here every day, which is unusual in this area, and preceding each storm, I've noticed the foot and ankle of a huge Angel present. The foot spans a distance of miles and alerts me to the fact that there is a clearing of the collective unconscious happening.

Over the past year, and more so than in the past, I've seen these huge, extremely powerful Angels descend upon the Earth in great numbers. Each time they have been here, the light energy that they bring, initiates a cleansing of the darkness in man and his environment. A major storm, or some other weather condition always follows within a couple of days of it, if not immediately. When their light is applied, it appears as if "all hell breaks loose", and from my observation, the Earth is going through a massive cleansing as a result of this.

I see huge beams of light that number three. One is blue, one is yellow, and the other is white, and they ascend in that order with the white ray being the highest. The rays don't look to be directed at anything specific, but they are being sent towards the Earth. If they correspond to the energy centers of the body, this would mean that they symbolize the areas that these energies are being applied to.

Blue is the color of the fifth energy center, and when the Blessed Mother Mary appeared to me last night, I noticed more of a blue "hue" around Her, and saw Her in a light that's different than usual. The fifth chakra is centered in the throat, which is the seat of self-expression. This is where shock and trauma generally lodge, and anger is one of the emotions generally expressed when this area is blocked. This energy center is the top of the unconsciousness, and when it is blocked, it shuts down everything below it. The yellow light represents the third chakra, and this governs loss, abandonment, grieving, control, and basically the separation with one's self on these levels. The white light symbolizes one's Higher Self, and there is considerable distance between the first two rays and the white one. The blue ray is beginning to penetrate a chakra in the Earth as well. It looks like a dark hole with three depressions of rings around the center hole, which is the darkest. The first two rings are symbolic of the past, and the center one is where this ray of light is appearing. It looks very much like a crater or "depression". Then I momentarily see a dollar bill, which leads me to believe that this has something to do with economics and security. The vision then goes dark, and I can't see anything more.

My Higher Self is now very close to me and leans in even closer, and with Her left hand She is pointing to something behind Her and out there in the world. I see Her holding up $100 bills, and the wind in the air carries them away, and then they seem to disappear and dissolve altogether. She shows me three $100 bills blowing away in the wind, and She pulls them three different times. Suddenly, I am very tired. ref_TOC

September 16, 1998

I look to see what God has to reveal to me today, and this page lights up fully and then goes dim. I see my Heavenly Father's face in front of me, as He begins to speak to me. The atmosphere is dark all around us, and as He puts His right arm over my shoulder, we proceed to walk and talk.

Before we move forward though, He stops and gazes intently into my eyes. "My child, look", and then He shows me the darkness that exists behind the light of man, and particularly those pretending to be from God. In front of me, I see the true Throne of God, and I now see The Figure of His Most Luminous Being seated on The Throne. He begins to speak to me, and as He does, His voice thunders throughout the universe. He then extends His Right Hand to me and asks me to sit by His side at the Throne, so I oblige.

He begins to point out to me that, the image of God that mankind has, is not the true image of God, and I have the sense that He's about to reveal the truth of His nature for the world to see Him in His True Light. Gazing into my eyes, for the eyes of the world to see, He extends His Love to me, and with His hand He gently touches my right cheek, so that the Word of His Kindness may be expressed through His relationship with me.

He begins to utter something, and then He hesitates and turns to look at me very seriously, and as He does, The Light of His Holy Spirit begins to increase in illumination, and He becomes almost invisible to me in the blinding brilliance of His Supreme Being. There are no human words that can completely describe The Infiniteness and The Power of His Love, and as I stand in His Light, I am overwhelmed by the awareness of His Presence, which is moving through every cell of my being, and those who have made the connection with Him, simply know and feel this without words to define it. The Energy of His Light and Love is The Holy Spirit that permeates all things, and those who have united with this Force, know what the other is talking about. He tells me that this is available throughout the universe, and then shows me how The Energy of His Holy Spirit is not only The Source of All Creation, it is also The Electrical Energy That Sustains All Life. I suddenly feel very sleepy, and God begins to lift me in His arms to carry me somewhere, so I surrender to the unknown and where I might be going on this journey.

I see in the near future, a bright white light that appears and swirls in a vortex-like motion, and I am suddenly in the midst of this bright light that is shining down on my head from a Source of Great Light above me, and my eyes are looking to the light to see where this comes from. Into that space where there is nothing else, I see My Heavenly Father, My Source, or whom I generally refer to as God. He shows me that He has a feminine counterpart in Spirit that He is united with, and I refer to Her as the "Goddess" who I equate with The Blessed Mother. In energy, I am shown that they are merged in Spirit and energy as one and the same being, and that's what truly exists.

He then shows me, by extending His left arm behind Him, the legions of Angels that adore Him and serve Him. Above the Angels, there are even greater Angels, and their light bodies are much larger and their power is tremendously more so. These more powerful Archangels are responsible for massive numbers of people, and their territory spans over large areas of the planet and other universal dimensions as well. Their feet alone cover hundreds of miles in their size, and I've seen them descend upon the Earth at regular intervals, and at those times, there seems to be much clearing of the dark energies produced from the collective unconsciousness of mankind.

The Angels fall under the command of The Archangels and are attending to people on an individual basis, and from what I see, there is one for each person, and they look like what is universally described as Your Guardian Angels, and this is actually one's Soul, Spirit or Higher Self. This soul, that is equivalent to Adam, or better depicted as "Atom", can ascend the lower levels in spirit into the God, Goddess, or Christ Self, which is available to everyone equally, and I can only describe this as one's Divine Inheritance. This Body of Light is limitless, fully illuminated, enlightened, and possesses an incredible amount of Almighty Power, and this Source of Life Energy is what keeps one's physical body alive.

I see that the higher one ascends into this Body of Light, the more Godlike one becomes, and the highest attainment is that of becoming One with God, and this pinpoint of light that has the power of an atom, is the individual endowment of your personal inheritance from God. This Diamond Child, which is totally charged with electrical energy, is what would be commonly known as the "Christ" or "Atom", both being the Son, or "sun" of God, or the Host that you receive as your birthright. It is the gift of God Himself that enables you to become One with God, or in other words, when you achieve Union, or Holy (Wholly) Communion, you receive this Host of Light to achieve Godhood. This blood of light that now circulates through your being, is pure love, and you now have the power of The Almighty God.

The collectiveness of this piece of God that exists for everyone, is what I see as The Holy Spirit. In energy, this Gathering of Light is beyond words to explain, but it is the Eternal, Infinite, and Brilliant Being of Absolute Perfection. This Being of Light, and more importantly, Love, is endowed with abilities beyond the normal spectrum of physicality, and one can keep ascending into higher levels of this energy, just as one grows from childhood into adulthood. This Body of Light does not know death, but only Eternal Life.

I then see in front of me what I've come to recognize as "The Godhead", because all that I see visible is The Head of God, and there is no body associated or attached to this. A crown of gold now appears on The Godhead, and there are jewels positioned on each of the prongs of the crown. ref_TOC

September 18, 1998

The Heavenly Father appears to me and asks me to write for half an hour. His face is very close up at mine, and He's smiling upon me and becoming more luminous as He does. He extends His Right Hand and points to what's behind Him. "I want you to see something", He says, and then I see a woman of light approaching me. Trying to see Her more closely, I'm wondering who this might be, and for a moment I am confused and wonder if this spirit might be someone else, but as She zooms in closer to me, I can see that this is The Spirit of My Higher Self.

She shows me the front of Her white gown, and attached to the fabric it's made of there is a purple gem. She shows me the light of extraordinary brilliance behind Her, and the force of the light that She is seated upon is raising her up. I see the Head of God behind this energy, as well as in it and in everything there is.

Suddenly, the power increases tremendously, and I am lifted to a position in the heavens where my Heavenly Father meets me. I see my Higher Self begin to walk and talk with Him, and although this appears to be at a distance from where my human self stands, there is actually no distance between us at all. As He gazes into my eyes, He begins to speak to me and hands me a pen of light to inform me to write this down.

"My dearest child, haven't you heard The Word of Truth that flows from My Mouth like music to the ear. These notes are signs and symbols of My Kingdom", and then He extends His hand to show me The Light of His Creation. "We have set our foot upon the Earth to insure the survival of the spirit of man", and then He shows me the darkness of the energy now present throughout the universe.

"I want you to record some very important events, for you see, there is much transpiring on these levels." "Look to the East", and when I do, I see the energy of something that is developing into a structure that looks reddish-orange, and it is centered in a large city. I have the impression that this is somewhere like New York, but there is nothing to specifically indicate this. This structure is beginning to break apart and collapse, and oozing out of it is a black liquid that is now beginning to flow through the paved streets. I see alleys with garbage piled high to one side of them, and although I try to proceed past this point, nothing moves from here, as if we are stuck in this huge pile of garbage.

The vision immediately shifts, and I now see The Godhead in front of me, and His Voice begins to thunder loudly for the entire universe to hear. Below, I see people who are black in their energy, and they are reaching out in desperation, but there is nothing for them to grab onto. Then the scene switches, and now I see the light, which is still hazy and cloudy when the clouds begin to cry. I can see The Godhead through the clouds and on Earth, and then the same person that had nothing to grab onto begins to see The Presence of the Godhead that reigns over all. Although this person is a woman, I feel she represents all people. She turns around quickly, and then she's suddenly right in front of me, looking me in the face with inquisitiveness in her eyes, and in them, I begin to see visions of an existence beyond her physical reality.

The blue that shines though her eyes begins to zoom in closer, and looking through them to the other side, I see a scene of children frolicking on a hillside in greener pastures. There are little girls dancing in floral dresses and little boys playing in their knickers. Their laughter is like a melody that flows through the silence of everything, and smiling upon them is The Godhead that shines over them. The rolling hills of plush, vibrant carpets of the most brilliant green grass I've ever seen, stand out to me, and I can see this all through the eyes of The Godhead, who is wiping the tears from the eyes of the children below Him on Earth, just as He wipes the tears from His own eyes, because His children are suffering.

The face of the woman once again appears to me, and she's pointing behind her towards God. She looks back and forth between God and I, and somewhere in between us there is a Pillar of Light that is rising out of the ground until I am suddenly in this Pillar of Light, and that's all I can see everywhere around me. There is nothing else but this light. ref_TOC

September 22, 1998

A vision comes through, and there is major energy in the air, and all hell is breaking loose today. Death shows itself to me, and the people it is hovering over. The light centered in my lower chakras, is like a hot rod of fire moving up through the core of my being, progressively ascending its way up through all of my chakras. Kundalini Fire.

As I look closer at my aura, this energy is also coming into my crown chakra and is moving its way down through my head to the energy centers below it. Both ends are trying to meet, but the solar plexus is black. As this light tries to merge at this chakra, I am flooded with memories of those loved ones of mine who have died, and acknowledge the separation from the light that eventually killed them. Simply put, the death of love.

God brings to my attention a vision of what looks to be a time bomb in the energy field, and on the face of the clock it reads 9-22. I don't know if I can explain the insights into myself that have surfaced over the last two days, but what I feel healing in me is the energy that accompanies the trauma associated with death.

In its place, I am feeling the most profound opening of love in myself, which I can only describe as euphoric, and every atom in my body is saturated with a feeling of total aliveness because of it. The root chakra is particularly intensified in its energy, almost as if it has never been fully opened, and at the same time, I am feeling all of the pain that has shown its face to me as it is dissolving. Physically, I've broken into freezing sweats, vomiting, almost fainting, and a fire that is burning through my skin, which is purging me of this dark energy on all levels of my being. As it moves through me, I know I am saying goodbye to what has been the death of love for me, and collectively, this energy is activated even more because of the equinox, which empowers this cleansing for all of those who wish to receive it. ref_TOC

September 23, 1998

I am moving at the speed of light towards The Godhead that I see in light before me. As I travel through this Channel of Light, I can see myself In The Presence of God, whose image is obscured by the brilliance of the light that it is. I try to find an image of this Almighty Being, in my attempts to convey the awe of what I see before me as God, and I find there are no words to define Him, or the love I feel in the Presence of His Light.

I then am able to see The Image of My Heavenly Father, as He chooses to make Himself known to me, so that I may interact with Him in His Holy Spirit in a relationship that enables me to see The Personality of His Almighty Love. Tears are streaming down my face as I gaze upon Him, and my cup is running over with all that has been bestowed upon me in this union with Him. There are no boundaries to God's Love, and there are no conditions.

Then I begin to hear God speak to me, not only through my ears, but also through my entire being, like a resonance that is vibrating through all of my cells, and there are no barriers of language, or anything else, that can stand in the way of this communion with Him. I see the face of God looking upon me, and the thrust of the power of His Love overwhelms me, and then His Hand of Light begins to touch my heart, and then my forehead, and I feel as though something is being emblazoned within me in Sacred Letters of Light. His arms reach out to embrace me in His Being, and then I begin to hear Him speak to me in His Love.

"My child, as I set My hand upon you, and this paper, I send My Word to reach all of My children on Earth." I feel His Light and Love permeate all of me, and I am drawn more into His Presence, to where I am residing in His Heart, which displays His radiance in my own heart, and burns like a white fire of electricity. I stand in reverence of a love that springs eternal, is infinite, and limitless. He reaches out to me like a Father to His newborn child, and His huge Hands of Light lifts me even closer to His Heart, and there, I cry like a baby, because there is nothing that can substitute for His Loving Grace.

While He holds me close, He begins to breathe the breath of His Light and Love into me, and I am born again of His Spirit and made in His Likeness. He looks upon me with pleasure, and I know that in His Eyes there is nothing else but His Love for me, and this love is the same love that He feels for all of His Children.

Then there is a beam that comes into the center of my forehead, and the light and energy of this beam receives The Word from God to my mind, and I can hear Him telepathically speaking to me as He shows me how He sees things. Then a beautiful vision appears before my eyes, and I can see the heavens opening up to me through this portal, or window in my third eye. ref_TOC

September 24, 1998

A golden space of light is coming towards me, as I look to see what God has to say to me today. I see a vision of The Godhead that is transparent in its revelation to me, and through the Spirit of God, I am beginning to see something materializing. I am seeing the landscape of a world that exists beyond where I am presently standing on Earth, when suddenly I feel myself being transported forward, and almost immediately I am standing in the midst of the light of another dimension of existence. The light all around me blinds me to everything else there is, for its radiance leaves nothing else discernable. I see my physical self in the light, and the wind is blowing through the material of the flowing garment I am wearing, which is sheer and white, when I see my Higher Self appear and hand me some flowers.

She then holds up a sheet of paper that has words written on it in black ink, and the words become capitalized and turn into light. Then She crumbles up this paper when She's done and ascends into the air. ref_TOC

September 25, 1998

A window of light is in front of my face, and out of it there stands a figure of a Master, who is dressed in a flowing gown, and He looks to be more physical than ethereal in His presence. The energy in this vision of Him has some gray areas to it, but as I continue to observe His presence, I begin to see the light shining through His Being, and there is illumination breaking through from different points around Him.

His demeanor depicts a wise man, and as He stands as a model in the light, I notice that tucked into His arm, He is holding a scroll of paper that is fully imbued in light. Although I've been waiting for Him to speak, He is simply illustrating what He wants me to know through the visions I am being shown. He then rolls out this scroll of paper and begins to point out some specifics in the midst of this writing, things that are not clearly visible to me, but they exist there in the light of what is written. Over His head, I see the Body of Light that represents The Angels, and they appear to be watching from their position over this world, but from my position here, the realm that they are residing in is a little hazy to most.

As I start to closely observe them, the light begins to intensify, and becomes more and more brilliant, until I see their true essence becoming clear to me. In front of me, there stands a magnificent Angel, whose body of light is solid like a statue, and it's pure white, like the alabaster it is made of, and then this Angel touches me to show me that this is real. Its visible wings now become invisible, because they are just symbolic appendages that are not needed for this Angel to fly. The Angel shows me that it can materialize in one location and then dematerialize and materialize in another location at will. The Angel then shows me its presence in and over man and how it came to Earth to assist man. He picks up a rock and then sets it down, as if to tell me that its hand can affect the physical. I then see that some Angels have actually been incarnated into the flesh of certain human beings, but not all people are like this, just some individuals.

Then the Angel rises into the light I see in the sky, and I watch as the luminosity of this being intensifies, until all I can see is the light that it is created from. I watch as the Angel turns into Christ, and the light of its essence is golden, as I watch a crown of gold being positioned on the head of this most brilliant being.

From the spirit, I now see the Angels in legions, for they have multiplied in numbers. Their alabaster bodies of light, depict the power and strength of this Christ generator of light that they abide in, and in this God given power of His Son, Jesus, the man incarnate, and all of those that reside in this energy of Christ, look to be the epitome of God's creation. Their stature of being is supreme and unblemished, and their power and strength compares to that of a statue carved from the hands of God, and their physical beauty is astounding to me as male and female creations of sheer perfection and love.

Their physical bodies appear to be like diamonds faceted with sparks of energy that stand out to me like the stars in the evening sky. There is not one flaw in this "diamond body" of light that God gave each and every one of them, for this body of light is impenetrable by darkness, and as a result, there is no illness, suffering, or anything else other than pure happiness and contentment.

The highest of what they have is God's unconditional love, and they hunger for nothing more than this Almighty Love that feeds them in The Light of Their Creator. I see no punishment, no judgment, and absolutely no negativity what so ever anywhere in their domain, and this provides an environment where they all exist in perfect harmony, fulfilling their individual heart's desires to bring them into physical reality.

I see the figure of Christ positioned in the body of man, and man is now becoming the light of this "cross" of energy positioned in front of my eyes, in the sky, the universe and the heavens, and I feel that this is approaching me quickly at this time. ref_TOC

September 26, 1998

Jesus appears to me as the Soul Incarnate of The Spirit of God, and that individual soul that walked this Earth as a man, and He exemplifies this inheritance in all of us. I see Him standing before me, and His spirit is now occupying the flesh of a man. His features are very clear to me today, and His eyes look into mine with appeal in them. He has a halo positioned over His head, and He's wearing a white garment. His gown is woven in light with an umbilical cord of white light that ties at the waist in a circle with no end. Then He extends and stretches His arms out to me with palms up, when I notice that the holes in His hands have turned into light, and even the scars no longer remain. His hands grow in size as they come closer to my face, and then He begins to speak to me.

"My presence has always been with you." I can't argue with that, for whenever I need or look for Him, His Spirit is there, and our relationship has grown since I first saw Him. Above all the other beings of light, He's been my best friend. To me, He is the supreme example of all that God intended for a man to be, and I've met no other man like Him. ref_TOC

October 1, 1998

A window of light zooms towards me, and I find myself in it, along with my Higher Self, and She looks just like my physical self, other than She has a body of light, which resides inside of my physical body. Positioned behind Her is Christ, which moves through this body of light. She gathers a fold of fabric from the garment that She's wearing, and then She shows me how this is made from electrical filaments of light that are woven together to form Her entire being. This body of light becomes more luminous, as She shows me that the energy is increased and activated in the midst of what's happening in the universe around Her.

From there, I see Her begin to rise above Her present position, due to the increase of energy that is filling Her light body. In a straight line up through the center of Her body, there are circles of golden light and spheres of energy that generate this light through the rest of the electrical filaments that make up Her garment. These circles of light are aligned in a column, and beginning at the lowest circle, the energy travels along two meridians, one on the left and one on the right, that connect to these circles of light, and flow from the base of Her body up through Her head and beyond to God. ref_TOC

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About The Author

I am a mystic and spiritual medium, and my path began more than forty years ago with the awakening of my intuition. I went on to become a psychic consultant and parapsychologist, and used the Tarot as my divination tool for private readings, and as a guest on several radio shows.

During that time, I enrolled in and graduated from Lifespring, and began studying all areas of metaphysics and spirituality extensively. I then took an interest in holistic health after becoming ill, and read a vast library on the subject, while searching for the avenues to heal certain things for myself faster and easier than conventional methods had to offer. I later became a Chiropractic Assistant, Certified Massage Therapist and Instructor, earned my Affiliate/Associates Degree in Biofeedback and completed a course in Body Electronics.

After ten years of working as a psychic, my third eye opened fully, allowing me to see into the spiritual dimensions intermingled with our physical existence, which was augmented by years of disciplined meditational and self-hypnosis practices. Then one day, while in an induced hypnotic regression, I saw myself as a spirit just prior to entering this physical incarnation, and to my surprise, I discovered that I had huge laser beams emanating from my hands and had the sense that it was my soul's purpose to utilize them.

Immediately thereafter, I began having apparitions and visitations from spiritual guides and Ascended Masters, who appeared to me regularly offering their wisdom and guidance about the spiritual world and the energetic principles and universal laws it is established upon. From then on, they were present while working on myself and others, instructing me on how to use my new found abilities, while providing much healing and insight of their own to those in my care, and that remains true to this day.

A couple of years later in 1989, I visited the Monroe Institute, and had the rare opportunity to meet Robert Monroe, who is noted for his books on astral travel. He allowed me to do a healing session with him, and afterwards, asked me if I would be willing to be a part of the institute's Brainmapping Project for talented and gifted subjects. I agreed and offered myself up to scientific research, where they validated the use of my energies and the presence of my spiritual guides. On the first occasion they tested only me, and although this had not been done before, at my suggestion, we scheduled another session where they wired up and monitored both me and the person I was working on with impressive results.

Not long after that, my spiritual guides began encouraging me to teach others what they had taught me, so I began dissecting the different energetic tools in my hands, and made note of the energetic structures I found present in the energy fields of those I had facilitated, and what those energetic creations corresponded to in terms of the spiritual, mental, emotional and physical bodies.

After seven months of compiling this information, I conducted my first seminar in October of 1990, and called it "Laser", a method of energetic surgery and multi-dimensional healing. I am most noted for combining spirit with science and since then I have successfully trained hundreds of people, from doctors to laypersons, as medical intuits and facilitators in the use of this technique of regenerative and transformational healing.

I am also an ordained minister and a conscious channel, where I have offered myself up as a medium for my spiritual guides and Ascended Masters to communicate through at speaking engagements, private consultations and transformation workshops, offering myself up as a vehicle to extend their healing, spiritual gifts, wisdom and guidance to those in attendance.

In 1997, while looking for answers in the midst of a major move and transition, I approached My Heavenly Father in prayer, whom, by the way, I had always felt the presence of but never came face to face with, even though I was constantly seeking that connection, and I asked Him, where do you want me to go and what do you want me to do? At that I was handed a pen of light and was told to write down what was being revealed to me.

The information that was coming through was everything other that what I expected, and prophesied important universal events, and an energetic transition that would evolve mankind and elevate us into a higher dimension. Although this was directed to me as an example of what would happen, it was apparent that this was something we all will experience and have the opportunity to participate in. So I spent six weeks in a room writing it all down, and near the end of that time, I found myself suddenly transported to the Throne of The Heavenly Father, who laid out His plans for me and said He had something to say to the world and wanted to do this through me. He then told me that I would be sitting at His right hand side as he delivered, "The Sacred Scrolls of Life", which He reassured me would be emblazoned with His signature. The following year I did my best to publish it, but its time hadn't come, and so it sat on the shelf until published in 2012.

Being primarily a visionary, in 2005, I was now being asked to listen and write down the words of The Heavenly Father, which was very time consuming and not an easy task for me, but I surrendered to God's will and did the best I could, and this tutorial manuscript is entitled, "The Sacred Scrolls of Life-Book Two", which was also published in 2012.

I continue to write the prophecies I receive. ref_TOC

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