greetings I am here because I want to be
clear I no longer want to mask I was
listening to one of the workshops on the
internet and this woman said I knew who
I was there was a great deal that I
learned this morning I have always been
a person who a new source applied and I
never felt sorry about how happy I was
when I was a child I was called smiley
and things came to me very very easily
and I new source always had my back yeah
that's what that feeling of worthiness
is isn't it I grew up without my dad
being around and that position that i
was in having to become a man it was
very strong in me and I was also i am
also creative and dance was is very very
profound in my life and it introduced me
to the world as a dancer and a
choreographer which I became a
world-renowned choreographer which was
my desire there were dreams that I had
as a child that all came true all of
them all of them were renowned
choreographer working with michael
jacksonprince winning MTV Music Awards
when that happened I said okay now it's
time to transition into something else
that I wanted and I thought the natural
process was acting so I did and three
months later I was on a television show
for five years when everything came true
I realized
I didn't have any new dreams and I
thought my dream was to have family I
started producing children
but my relationship didn't develop with
the woman I had chosen have children
with and I have always been a person who
kept a positive perspective and I was
always as this gentleman had said
earlier when i went to funerals i didn't
feel bad because i never believed that
they were gone I knew that they the
energy the spirit was still around and I
had many times connected but for a
person like myself who has the ability
to speak to other people and assist them
I felt and feel alone a lot and there
are things that I want to do and there I
feel this great power within me and I
have always tied myself to feeling bad
about other people and trying to assist
them and it seemed somehow to always
pull me down in that fell and
disconnected with sauce for a long time
since if everything we've been talking
about here today was specifically for
you there a quick question so you talked
about feeling your power that incredible
feeling what was the word you used
empowerment and then you talk about that
feeling of being alone and we just want
to point out those two feelings never
happen at the same time that one feeling
is because you're on the path in that
moment and the other is because you've
stepped off of it and now we're going to
say something really blunt and bold
again and true true true true true when
in any moment you're choosing service of
another rather than service of yourself
of choosing alignment first that's when
you
crossways all and when so much of who
you are has been flowing into your
vortex for so long even before you were
born when so much of it is there and
there's such momentum on that path the
slightest departure from that kind of
momentum is very uncomfortable and
that's what we mean by that if you catch
it in those early subtle stages well
sometimes in the early subtle stages it
does not feel so early and subtle it
feels really big sort of like you've
been really blindsided by something see
the thing that we most want you to hear
and that you're most ready to hear
because you're in that place of asking
with such power is that you've picked up
along your trail as has everyone beliefs
some that fit with your path of least
resistance and some that hinder it and
it's interesting to us how you have
these dreams that you felt and they were
real and you practice them so much
partly because you didn't have much
interference in a situation that many
would call a bad situation because there
was not that parental guidance it was
parental absence of kin during and
elusive so your path was clear and your
dreams unfolded and they didn't just
come true as in past tense they
continued to come true they were coming
through coming through coming through
coming through well it's always a case
for you coming through coming through
coming through coming through and the
thing that you had going on them that
you have not cognitively identified was
that your dream was dominant that's all
your dream was dominant so your dream
was dominant about dance and your dream
was dominant about entertainment and
your dream was dominant about
co-creating in influential places you
had clear energy about all of that until
it came to relationships
back most people don't have clear path
about that because they'd been
conditionally observing so many things
that they have kin dream vibrations
relative to that so then so interesting
what kicks in under those conditions so
often you're going to follow your dream
relative to dance and nobody's going to
talk you out of it and you're going to
follow your dream relative to business
and nobody's going to talk you out of it
and you're going to follow your dreams
you're going to follow your dream but
suddenly you got somebody else that's in
a co-creative experience with you up
close and personal and now maybe for the
first time for the first significant
time in your life you let that split
your energy because now you've got this
sucky death to a spark thing going on
where you have these other beliefs that
conflict with everything that was always
working for you what that thing was and
is for almost everyone is yeah I'm
supposed to give up what I know is right
for me we're not talking about long-term
we're not talking about the big thing is
we're talking about this subject in this
subject this day this conversation I
have to go this way when this has been
my path and I have to go this way so
they don't hurt your feelings if I don't
go this way and so that's when you then
introduced in a temp to suit yourself
the ideas of what relationships are and
being of service to others and making
others happy and that's why we shouted
before you even came to this chair it
backfires one hundred percent of the
time don't ask yourself to do what
almost everybody thinks you need to do
but that you know you can't do because
you've proven it to yourself in every
other way why doesn't it work this way
because you're doing it different with
this than with everything else you let
your energy get split and the reason you
let your energy get slip is because
that's what we're supposed to do is
humans never mind what I want never mind
how I feel I'm supposed to do what feels
better to you never even realizing when
most people do it that when you do that
when you give up your alignment in order
to give anyone what they think they want
they're never happy with what they get
from you ever never ever and I realized
that I so Abraham are you saying we just
be selfish and everything works out yeah
pretty much because in your practice
alignment you see so you're on your path
and you're on your path and you're on
your path and you're on your path now
this beautiful family they were all in
your vortex to having a family and
producing children was not off your path
that was on your path to that's all on
your path so as you're going along and
you're on your path and you're on your
path and you're on your path and you're
on your path and then something happens
it doesn't feel good is it your job to
bring your cell
