

Caveman Instincts Book One

By Hazel Gower

© 2015 Hazel Gower

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I always thought the gypsies cursed my family centuries ago, but most members of my family feel different, they say we were gifted with prosperity and the ability to know our soul mate. Great, you say, well they forgot to mention when we find our soul mate we turn into possessive cavemen.

I never wanted the curse to get me. I was happy with my privileged life, a new woman every night and no one ever saying no to me. I had my life planned out just how I wanted it. That was until I saw her—Jade Black. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on Jade she was mine. My soul mate. The problem is I'm having trouble convincing her.

I'm so close to freedom, to being eighteen and having a say in my life. Getting my Higher School Certificate, going to university, and living the life I've always dreamed. I'm so close. I blame my mother for dying, because I'm not eighteen I have to either go into foster care or live with my deadbeat grandpa in Reed Creek. I choose my grandpa. I can put up with him until I graduate.

TITLE PAGE

COPYRIGHT

BLURB

TABLE OF CONTENTS

DEDICATION

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN

CHAPTER TWELVE

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

MORE BOOKS BY HAZEL

EXCEPRT FROM S. VAN HORNE

To my awesome family, thanks for all your love and support. Jess Buffett as always thanks for listening and letting me vent when I need it. I love ya.

This book is set in Australia. In Australia the legal age to drink, vote, get married and so on is eighteen. The characters speak English Australian, so if you see the word 'Arse' instead of 'Ass' it is because that's how we say it in Australia where the book is set. If you find a word you haven't heard before, look it up or message me I'd be happy to talk to you.

Also, the graphic used for the breaks in the story (see image below) is the gypsy symbol for love.

Thanks for looking and I hope you read my book.

Hazel Gower

I drove my Jeep into a parking spot at Reed Creek High School. My twin brother Derick got out of the passenger seat and I grabbed my bag and followed him. "What's the rush bro?"

Derick didn't slow but glanced over his shoulder, his blond hair falling into his eyes. He was my total opposite in looks, where I had jet black hair his was blond, my eyes were blue and his were brown, I had dimples and he didn't. He had big full lips and mine were thin. Derick looked like our mother and I took after our father, like my older brother Dustan. About the only thing we shared was the same height and build. We were the tallest teenagers at our school at six four, and the most built. We liked working out, playing rugby league, and were swimming champions.

"New girl and I wanna check her out. Brad messaged me to say she's hot."

Rolling my eyes, I slowed down and let my brother go. I didn't do school girls. I'd always had a thing for older woman. I liked my sex dirty and hard. I liked control. I'm not saying some of the girls at school who threw themselves at me couldn't take me, but I'd rather not fuck a girl and have to see her again. I don't date. I fuck. I've never taken a woman or girl on a date and I don't intend to.

My family had what I called a curse, we knew who our soul mate was and we were possessive and turned caveman when we found them. My parents had been together for thirty years and my father still chucked a fit if any man came on to my mother. He made sure she had protection and treated her like a priceless fragile flower. My uncles were the same with their wives, and my grandparents and so on. I didn't want that shit, I was happy with my one-night stands.

Walking to my group of friends, in our usual spot down by the oval, I dropped my bag and sat. "So, party at my house next weekend. The parents are still in Melbourne and won't be back for two weeks. Dad's closing a deal on another apartment building."

"Sounds good. Do you want some cash towards a keg?" Scott asked. He was my best friend and one of only two others in the school who came close to my brother and me in height and build.

"Nah, Derick and I got it man."

"Where is he?"

I smirked at Brad. "Where the fuck do you think. You messaged him and told him a new chick started at school so he went to check her out."

Brad grinned. "I saw her walking to school. She is hot. I don't know much about her, besides her being stacked. She has huge knockers."

I laughed. "We won't see Derick for a while then. You know he's a breast man."

Everyone laughed and I laid back and listened to my friends make bets on who would fuck the new girl first.

I hated my mother right now more than ever. Why did she have to overdose on meth? I was doing fine raising myself until she took too much while I was staying over at my friend Jess' house. Sighing as guilt assaulted me, I berated myself. I should have stayed and looked after her like I always did. My grandpa thought it was my fault. He didn't want me, but I was under eighteen and the state had given me a choice, him, or a foster home. I chose him. I only had a little under two months until I was eighteen and I intended to keep my head down and show my grandpa I was no trouble and would help him like I had my mum.

My grandpa lived in the small coastal town of Reed Creek. He owned a shitty little bar which was cover for his drug dealing. My mother used to sell it too, when she wasn't using it for her own pleasure.

So now I lived with my arsehole of a grandpa and was starting at a new school third term of year twelve. I was young to be in my last year of school, most of my peers were already eighteen, but my mother had started me as early as she could and I worked my arse off keep high grades so they didn't repeat me.

Sitting in the principal's office she smiled at me. "You have great references and high grades, but here in Reed Creek you will be the youngest in your year. If you like we can place you in the year below with girls your own ag—"

"No," I interrupted. "Um...I mean no thank you. As you can see I have high grades and have no problem keeping up. I'm sure my age won't stop me from making friends."

The principal studied me for a moment before she slowly nodded. "Okay. Would you like me to introduce you to some girls?"

I picked up my school bag. "No thanks."

"Fine." She passed me a piece of paper. "Here's your class schedule. You have business studies first which is over in A block, then English in C block. There is a map on the back, but if you get lost I'm sure anyone will help you."

Smiling, I took the piece of paper and scurried out of the office and started towards my first class. I could feel everyone's eyes on me. I hunched lower and tried to make my already short five-two height smaller. Yanking on the skirt, I hated this school's uniform. It was a grey and green pleated skirt with a green blouse. I bought two sets and an extra blouse. This school was strict with their uniform and I was told I needed closed black shoes. So, I had bought cheap Mary Janes. The skirts were expensive and I bought them second hand and it had used up my entire Centrelink payment for the fortnight. My grandpa wouldn't give me a cent of his money, but I was happy he was letting me keep my Centrelink payments. At least he had food in the house unlike my mother, and grandpa ate everything I made. He never said thank you, but I wasn't offended.

Looking around, I searched for where I needed to go. This was the only high school in Reed Creek, so it was big. Stopping in the middle of the quad I stared at the building looking for the letters.

"Can I help you?"

I turned and gazed into a gorgeous male's face. His eyes were a dark tree back brown and his blond hair sat just past his ears. He had the longest eyelashes and the biggest lips I'd ever seen on a male. He was also built like a linebacker, gosh, what was he being fed.

"Yes please. I need to find block A."

He smiled showing perfect white teeth. "You just came from the office, it's in C block." He leaned over me. "A block is here." He pointed to my right.

"Oh, I see now. It's in a horseshoe shape. Thanks."

"No problem. My name is Derick, Derick Silverman."

"Hi Derick. I'm Jade, Jade Black. If you didn't figure it out by now I am new here."

"Nice to meet you. Welcome to Reed Creek."

"Thanks." The bell rang. I appreciated Derick's help, and he was hot, but I didn't date...ever. Derick may seem nice but I knew the drill with boys and new girls. I'd seen it in my old school. "It's nice meeting you, but I better get going. I wouldn't want to be late for my first class." Before he could respond I rushed away, not even bothering to look behind me at his reaction.

The bell rang and I gathered my things and went towards the library. I knew I was the hot topic. From what I had learned, Reed Creek didn't get many new students, at least not at this time of year. Derick had been in two of my classes. Each time he'd looked like he was going to sit with me so I made sure I sat by someone else.

The girl I'd been sitting next to in my last class tapped me on the shoulder. She had big black glasses and carrot top hair, a face full of freckles, and soft green eyes. "Hi, you the new girl. I'm Cassie. Well, Casandra, but you can call me Cassie." She held out her hand.

I took her hand in mine and shook it. "Hi Cassie. I'm Jade."

They walked together out of the class room. "They are right."

I stared at her. "Um, I'm sorry. What are they right about?"

"That you're hot. Well it's what my brother said. I heard the others talk about you having everything a man could want, a nice arse and huge tits. I'm not as lucky as you." Cassie looked down at her chest. She had medium breasts, nowhere near as big as mine, but they were decent for Cassie's size.

I stopped and raised my eyebrow. "Er, okay."

"Oh sorry. I don't have a filter. That's what my family says." Cassie grabbed my hand and dragged me along. "Come on. My friends are dying to meet you." She kept pulling me along until we stopped at seats overlooking the oval. A group of four girls sat on a table. They turned when they saw her. "Everyone, this is Jade. Jade, the first one is Patricia." Cassie pointed to the blonde sitting closest. "The girl next to Patricia is Renee." Renee had brown short hair in a bob and wore glasses like Cassie. "This here is Stacy." Cassie pointed to a gorgeous girl with jet black hair and brown eyes. "Lastly is Racheal." Racheal was holding a book up and when she heard her name placed it on her lap and looked at up. She was a strawberry blonde with eyes that almost looked black they were such a dark brown.

"Hi. It's nice to meet you."

"They are looking over this way." Renee sighed.

Stacy perked up. "Oh, is Stephan looking?" She puffed out her chest.

Cassie turned around and sighed. "No, what a pity. Derick is looking though." Jade looked at Cassie to see a dreamy look on her face.

"I guess you like them."

Racheal snorted. "Ha, every girl likes the Silverman twins. What's not to like. They are tall, muscular, smart, great in bed from what I've heard, have killer smiles and are filthy rich. They don't date though. Neither do."

Argh, they were those types of men. "I understand."

The girls nodded.

"It doesn't stop every girl including us hoping they'll change their mind and choose us," Cassie said.

"Well." I glanced over my shoulder then back to the girls. "I'm not one of those. I met Derick and he's not my type." I was lying, they were right Derick was gorgeous and every girl's type and if his twin looked like him then God help the female population, but I wasn't into men or boys like them.

The whole school seemed to be a buzz with the new girl. I had yet to even see her. I didn't give a fuck if I did. I just wish people would talk about something else. Even my brother seemed keen on the girl.

"Oh fuck, she's sitting with my sister." Scott scrubbed his face. Scott's sister was a major nerd, they were twins like Derick and I, but didn't get on. I didn't bother turning around. I wasn't interested in either the new girl or any of Scott's sister's friends.

"That's good." Brad whacked Scott on the back. "Just think, if they become good friends she'll come over your house and stay the night. It will make it easier for you to make your move."

I grinned when Scott's face lit up.

I was late for school. My brother had driven his own car for the last two weeks eager to impress the new girl. She'd been going to the school for almost two weeks and I still hadn't seen her and didn't care if I did. It was pouring down rain and I was glad I had the jeep. Reed Creek didn't have such good roads and it flooded easily.

Exhausted from last night's sex play, I'd slept in. I'd gone to see a new fuck buddy about an hour's drive away. The woman had been crazy. She took every instruction I gave her and kept me up all night. She'd sucked my cock like a champ bringing it back to life time after time. I smiled when my dick couldn't even get hard it was so tired.

Turning into the car park, I drove into my spot and turned off my car, grabbing my school bag, and bolted towards the school just as I heard the school bell. Running, I jumped over a puddle and hit a soft object. I heard an, "Uph. Shit. You have got to be fucking kidding me."

At the sound of the voice, my whole body came alive. My cock, which only moments before had been worn out, came roaring to life. I looked down and my breath caught and my heart felt like it would beat out of my chest. Even soaking wet and glaring at me, she was the most beautiful girl. She had long chestnut hair, big brown chocolate colored eyes, a tiny button nose, and lips thinned with displeasure.

"Wanker. You're not even going to offer to help me up." She stood and I smiled when the top of her head barely reached my shoulder. She had a body to die for—all breasts and arse, and I could see everything, thanks to her wet state, even her red lacey bra. I could tell she was cold, her nipples were pointing straight at me.

"Eyes up here dickhead."

I looked at her face grinning and she snarled.

"You think this is funny. Argh." She pushed past me and went into the school.

I stared after her, watching her arse and not caring about the rain. She went inside and I followed growling when I noticed the other guys staring at her chest. I yanked my jacket off, then pulled my dry jumper over my head.

Going after her, I grabbed her and spun her to face me. Without giving her a chance to respond, I took her bag off, put the jumper over her head, and drew it down. It looked like a baggie dress. I didn't care as long as it covered her and stopped anyone from looking at her. "You're a little tiny bitty thing, aren't you?"

"I beg your pardon. What the hell is wrong with you?" She went to lift the jumper up to pull it off.

"Don't." If she lifted my jumper and any male saw what I did, I'd kill them.

She raised her eyebrow, pausing for only a moment, before lifting the jumper again.

"Keep it on little bit."

She ignored me. I grabbed her hands stopping her.

"I mean it. If you take it off, not only will people get hurt, but I will punish you later for your disobedience."

She struggled to get her hands back, but I wasn't giving them up. "Look, I don't know who you are, but you better let me go. Now." She narrowed her eyes on me. She looked damn cute.

"I'm yours. You're mine. I'll let you go, if you promise not to take the jumper off."

"You are not mine. And I most certainly am not yours."

"You are mine, and I swear to God if any other man sees that red lacey bra I will ring their fucking neck. Keep the jumper on." I let her go.

She placed her hands on her hips and tried to stare me down, but she was no match for me. "Fine. I'll leave it on." She backed away before turning and almost running to the office.

I made my way to the office taking a short cut through the hall. I came up behind her as she received her late note. I watched her fill it in, grinning when I saw her write her name, Jade Black.

I now had a name to look into. As she left I held her arm. "I'll see you later little bit. If I don't see you at recess, I'll find you at lunch." She tugged on her arm and I let her go piercing her with my stare so she knew I meant business.

I filled out my own late note and as I walked to class I pulled out my phone and called my cousin Zeck, he was amazing with computers. He could hack into anything, and he could find things about people they didn't even know about themselves.

"Hey cous. What up?

"I found her."

"Holy shit. Congrats man."

"Thanks. I need you to find out about her. Her name is Jade Black. She just moved to Reed Creek."

"Sure, give me a couple of hours and I'll get back to you."

"Thanks." I hung up and went to my first class, probably grinning like a loon.

Cassie smiled as soon as I walked into class. I handed the late note to the teacher and went and sat next to her. "Whose jumper?"

I shrugged. "Some wanker who knocked into me and made me fall on my arse." I didn't tell her about his delusion of thinking he could tell me what to do and I was his. Ha, I don't belong to anyone but myself.

Cassie nodded and the teacher spoke louder gaining our attention I could tell she was eager to ask more questions. It didn't mean I would answer then. I'd been at Reed Creek High for almost two weeks and become very close with Cassie, she was a force to be reckoned with. I couldn't help but fall in love with her and she became a new best friend.

I couldn't stop thinking of the wanker. I tried not to breathe in too deep, his jumper smelled of expensive vanilla and coco scented cologne. I'd seen him get out of the new jeep because the idiot had driven by me and splashed a puddle all over me. I'd been going over to his car to yell at him when he got out of the car and I realized how huge he was. It took me a moment to figure out he was a student at the school. He was well over six foot, and built like a body builder. He was unnatural for what she guessed to be an eighteen-year-old boy. I mean what eighteen-year-old looked like he could bench press a tiny car and not break a sweat. When I looked up I almost forgot to breathe, he was gorgeous. I thought Derick, who this week hadn't left me alone, was hot. This guy was God-like. With jet black hair that fell perfectly just past his eyes, making me want to go up and brush it to the side. His skin had a light tan.

When I saw him, I decided not to confront him and I turned tail and bolted to the school only to be plowed down by him. What made everything worse was when I stared up at him the beautiful boy had the most amazing ocean blue eyes and friggin dimples. He looked like he belonged on a poster on every teenage girl's wall. My heart stopped. and then I started feeling cold. I gained control of my raging hormones and got pissed off. The idiot didn't even offer to help me up, let alone apologize for knocking me over.

My anger rose again at just the thought of the stupid boy. I didn't even want to think about how much more he pissed me off when we got into the school. I looked down at the jumper and went to lift it off me, but for some reason I glanced around the room and remembered his words. I shrugged and then sighed, I'd keep it on, but only because I was cold.

When the class finished Cassie yanked me out of the classroom chatting away. "Come stay at my house tonight. Tomorrow night there is a huge party out at the Silverman house, and for once I'm invited."

I stopped and frowned at her. "You're not usually invited?"

"No, my brother is. He is best friends with Stephan and Derick. They don't want me around."

"Why do you want to go if they don't want you?"

Cassie looked around us and lowered her voice. "Because the Silverman brothers are HOT, and I've never been before coz I'm Scott's pesky twin sister."

"Sure, we'll go if it means that much to you. We don't have to do the party though. I'm not interested in the Silvermans. From what I've learned this week they sound like snobs."

Cassie's eyes become glazed and she looked far away. "Derick seems interested in you. I wish he'd look at me the way he does you." She laughed and shook her head. "Ha, half the males at school seem into you. I think I got invited to the party because of you. My brother is driving us. He asks a lot about you. I think he likes you." Cassie didn't wait for me to answer she just dragged me to the next class we had together. I only had two classes without her and they were in the afternoon.

I wasn't sure what I would have said to Cassie. I didn't want a relationship. I'd seen my mum go through men like toilet paper. I avoided some of those grade A arseholes by the skin of my well-placed foot or any object available. Just because my mother put out for anyone with a dick didn't mean I did.

I had a plan and it didn't involve a man or boy. I was going to study and graduate school, go to university and get my diploma in child care, and then either I was going to become a kindergarten teacher or a group leader at a child care center. I loved children. No matter what mood or how bad your day was they could always make you smile. My best friend Jess, at the place I lived with my mother, had a little brother who was six and he was the cutest and funniest kid. He always made me laugh and was so adorable. I'd done some work experience in a child care center and loved it. I'd come home every day feeling light and happy.

I didn't see the wanker again. It may be because it was raining and we, Cassie and the girls she'd introduced me to, stayed inside, or because I hid in the library. I wasn't ready to see the crazy guy again even to give him his jumper back. I kind of liked the jumper and he did give it to me. It was thick and warm.

My last period was a free one, so I told Cassie I would go home and gather some clothes and meet her at her house later. Also, I wanted to make sure grandpa had enough food made up while I was gone. Cassie told me to stay and her brother would take me home so I could get some things, but I was adamant I was fine and would see her later. Cassie was great, but not only hadn't I told her I was only seventeen, I also didn't want her to see how I lived. Grandpa had given me a room, but it barely fit the single bed and my clothes were still stored in two garbage bags.

The bus dropped me in front of my grandfather's pub. There were cars and a couple of motor bikes parked out front. Walking past them I went to the back and up the stairs to my grandpa's apartment. Going straight to my room I emptied my school bag on my bed and went to my bags of clothes. I got out two pairs of underwear and bras, three tops, jeans, and an old baggy shirt for a nighty I shoved them all in my bag, picked up my wallet and my phone and put them in the front pocket. Getting down on the floor I dug into the bags for something to wear Reed Creek was colder than the city. It got the coastal breeze. I didn't own many clothes—a couple of pair of jeans, skirts, tights and most of my tops were short sleeves. I wanted to make a good first impression on Cassie's parents. I had a problem with shirts and blouses, I'm small, but my breasts weren't, they have been the bane of my existence since I started growing them at twelve. I couldn't get tops to fit. I always showed way too much cleavage. Sighing, I gave up trying to find a top that didn't show too much and put it on.

Putting my now packed bag on the end of the bed I went to the kitchen and rummaged through the cupboards and fridge. My apron hung on a hook at the side of the fridge, I put it on. Gathering what I needed started making meals for Grandpa. I knew I didn't need to do this. He hadn't had this before I moved in, but I liked to know I wasn't such a burden on him. I figured if I cooked and cleaned for him, he wouldn't get mad like my mum had told me he always was, and he might not mind as much I was staying with him until I could leave for university.

After I'd made my grandpa lasagna, a chicken pie and chocolate slice I cleaned up making sure I put everything back where I found it. I washed my hands and went back to my room, picking up my bag, and then left the apartment.

I went into the back of the pub and knocked on my grandpa's office door. He didn't open. I leaned in closer and to hear if he was in there. "The next shipment is big and high-quality stuff."

I stepped away from the door, not wanting to hear any more. The voice on the other side of the door talking, I assumed to my grandpa, but I had never heard before. I didn't want to hear or even know who it was. My grandpa's business wasn't something I wanted to be involved in any way or form. Stepping back, I looked around and saw the hall empty, which was unusual for the pub, it may be on the small side and shabby but it was busy.

Going back to the door, I knocked again a couple of times and louder, the door still didn't open and I was grateful. I called through the door. Grandpa, I'm going to stay at a new friend of mine, Cassie's, this weekend. I'll be back on Sunday." I turned to walk away.

The door opened and my grandpa stood in the door way, his pot belly sticking out from his shirt, his receding white hair slicked back with gel, and his lips thinned in annoyance. I caught a glimpse of a man in his late thirties or early forties, with muddy hair color in a short pony tail, dark brown eyes that looked almost black, a long-pointed nose and lips I could barely see. Grandpa grabbed my arm gripping it tight until his nails dug into my skin and I backed away from the door and the man. "Make sure your home by Sunday night. I don't want no trouble either. I don't need no eyes on what goes on here. Got it girl?" He said as he shook me.

Snatching my arm out of his hold I backed away as grandpa's skin turned red, and I nodded. I needed to get out of there now. Not saying anything in case I said the wrong thing, I turned tail and ran out of there as fast as I could.

Walking to the bus stop out the front of the pub I prayed a bus would come soon. I didn't think my grandpa would do anything out in the open for people to see, but he hadn't looked very happy when I fled from him, and I didn't know the man he'd been talking to.

My phone beeped to tell me I had a message.

Coming to pick you up. My bro has football practice, not far from you.

Thanking whoever was listening, I messaged back

Sure. Out front at bus stop.

I didn't have to wait long before a white Toyota Land Cruiser stopped and Cassie got out of the passenger seat. I followed her back to the car and got into the backseat.

Scott, Cassie's brother turned and smiled. "Hi Jade." With him and Cassie together I could tell they were twins, they looked so much alike. Except Scott was a big boy, and it was all muscle. What were they putting in the water around here?

"Hi Scott. Thanks for picking me up."

"No problem. I hope you don't mind coming and watching practice before I take you two home."

"I don't. I'm grateful for the lift." I was. I needed every cent I had to buy food for school this week, my grandpa may have food in his house to eat, but it wasn't easy to pack food.

I was fucking pissed off, I couldn't find Jade at recess or lunch and I found out she went home early, which made me even angrier. Why hadn't she stayed or found me? I'd never had to chase a woman, let alone a girl. Members of the other sex threw themselves at me. It was partly because my last name was Silverman and my family had their hands into a bit of everything. I had a trust fund I could live off and still never spend it in this life time.

I'd been called a spoiled little rich kid many times in my life. But I didn't give a fuck what people thought of me. None of my family sat around all day and happily spent their fortune; they all worked, and worked damn hard. I planned to do the same. From a young age, I knew I wanted to work with my father, be by his side learning and eventually take over. I intended to graduate and go to university to study business and economics.

"Move ya arse bro or we'll be late for rugby practice." I turned from the game I was losing and saw Derick with his head peeking in my door.

I didn't want to go out tonight. "I'm waiting on a call from Zeck."

"You've been acting strange all day. Does this call you're waiting on from Zeck have to do with it? If so I think you should come to keep your mind off it."

Fuck, he was right. I ran my fingers through my hair trying to think of my next move. "Fine." I got up. "I'm coming. Let's go to practice."

I changed into running shorts and a wife-beater, chucked on my joggers and went down to meet Derick in the garage. There was no point in taking two cars so I got into Derick's Rover.

"You gonna tell me what's stuck up your arse today?"

I looked out the window at the passing scenery. I had no idea why I hadn't told Derick, I shared everything but woman with him. We didn't have secrets from each other. I guess I wanted to find out more about Jade first. I wanted to see her again before I told my brother or my parents what she was to me. I knew Derick would think it was hilarious, he knew how I felt about soul mates and turning into a possessive arsehole over a woman like our dad or uncles and cousins. "Not yet."

All Derick did was nod. He drove to the oval and parked the car. We weren't the last there, but for once we weren't the first. We got out of the car and walked to the group who was stretching and joined in.

I was running laps when I heard the musical laugh. I turned around gravitating toward the sound. Anger shot through me at the sight I saw, my Jade was laughing and trying to get some items off Scott who held them high in his hand and stared down at her chest as it bounced.

Breaking from my laps I jogged over to them. Scott smiled at me, but I narrowed my gaze on him before I pulled my girl to me. Leaning down I whispered, "You're in trouble."

She gasped and spun. "Wanker, what are you doing?"

I hadn't noticed her before but Scott's sister gasped. "This is the wanker who pushed you over and gave you his jumper?"

"Um...yeah." Jade wiggled to get out of my embrace but I wasn't giving her up...ever. She was mine.

Derick came up next to me. "What's all the fuss? Why are you holding Jade?" He looked at me and Derick's eyes widened and his mouth opened and closed for a moment before he shook his head. "Mother fucker, of course you're so friggin lucky. Mum's gonna freak. Finally, another girl in the house."

Jade struggled to get out of my arms. "Derick. You know the wanker?" I didn't like my little bit knew my brother and was asking him about me.

Derick laughed his arse off. I really didn't find this shit funny. "Oh, this is priceless. I love you already little sis." Derick yanked her out of my arms and kissed her cheek but before his lips could touch hers I pulled her back against me.

"Do it and you fucking die brother. Keep your hands and especially your mouth away from my woman."

There was a gasp from Cassie and Scott's eyes widened, but Jade's reaction had Derick doubling over with laugher. Jade shoved on my arms and turned to me her big brown eyes flaring with anger. She was so cute.

"You're crazy. I don't know who the hell you are but I know one thing. I am not nor will I ever be your woman."

I didn't even think about what to do next I just picked my woman up and threw her over my shoulder. She screamed but I patted her arse. "Shush now little bit." She screeched and I looked over to my brother. "Tell coach I have family shit to deal with. I'll see you tomorrow.

Jade screamed and yelled for help all the way to the car where I put her down. Crap. I didn't have the keys. "Stay."

"Oh. My. God. You did not just tell me to stay like I'm some dog. I have no idea who you are...You have no right to treat me like this. And why the hell aren't my friends helping me?" Jade threw her hands up in the air.

"You're cute all worked up like this."

"Uh-huh, and you're crazy. Who are you?"

I knew I should have introduced myself earlier today. Hell, I should have done it a couple of minutes ago, but anytime I was in Jade's presence I went all caveman. It was the curse. She was my one. My soul mate. Taking a deep breath to calm myself I slowly let it out. "Hi Jade. I'm Stephan Silverman."

"You can't be. Derick told me he was a twin..."

Chuckling I smiled at her.

Jade backed up muttering, "Damn, those are lethal."

I smirked because I now knew my girl liked my dimples.

"Derick and I are twins, just not identical." I needed to go back and get the car keys from my brother. "Will you stay here while I go get the car keys?"

"No. I don't know you. I'm not going anywhere with you. I don't care if you're Stephan Silverman, you could be Santa for all I care I still wouldn't go with you." She pushed on my chest and stomped back to the oval.

I couldn't help my grin as I followed her, watching her arse in the tight jeans. My girl was feisty. I liked that.

I was fuming mad. I now knew wanker was Derick's twin brother, Stephan, and he was a controlling bossy arsehole. How dare he think he could tell me what to do? How dare he pick me up and manhandle me. I ignored the heat flowing through my body from his touch and told myself I must be coming down with something. I walked over to my traitorous new friend, Cassie, who sat on the bench grinning like a loon. Before I could reach her, I felt Stephan's arms circle my waist and bring me against him.

Squirming, I turned and gazed up at him. "Will you let me go? I didn't give you permission to touch me."

"I don't need permission. You're mine."

"Argh," I growled. "How many times do I have to tell you? I don't know you and I don't belong to you."

His blue eyes seemed to darken as they narrowed on me and I took a couple of steps back. He followed my retreat stopping me. He tilted my head and leaned down. "I think I need to show you you're mine."

Before I could reply his lips brushed mine and his hands moved up to grip my hair. Tingles shot from my lips to my stomach where butterflies danced. His mouth opened and his tongue came out to trace the seam of my lips.

"Open," he whispered.

When I didn't open fast enough he tugged on my hair coursing me to gasp. Stephan's tongue slid in and found mine, and they tangled and danced together. He took my breath away and more. By the time he pulled away my body was hot and aching. I'd never felt like this before, and I wasn't sure I liked it.

Panting for breath I stared up at a grinning Stephan, his dimples were showing and I gave an involuntary sigh. Those things were dangerous. I needed to get away from him. I needed time to think, to gather myself. "Please. Go play. I'll sit with Cassie." His grin disappeared and he stared at me like he was debating if he did go play would I run. "Please, I promise I will stay with Cassie."

"Okay. After practice, you're coming back to my place though."

I didn't say anything just turned and hurried over to where my friend stared at me still grinning like an idiot. "Thanks for helping me bitch."

Cassie laughed. "From my point of view, you didn't need any help. If a Silverman did to me what Stephan did to you, I would have gladly followed no questions asked."

I glared at Cassie. "I hate you."

Cassie laughed harder and nudged my shoulder. "No, you don't. Stop whining and let's watch the show?"

I turned and raised my eyebrow. "What do you mean show?"

"Oh, I never miss rugby practice or a game for that matter. The practices are the best though."

"Why?"

"Because when they play one side is shirts, the other side is not."

It took me a moment to get it and then I couldn't help giggling. "Cassie, Cassie, Cassie, you do surprise me. Here I thought you were a good sweet girl." We both broke into giggles and turned to watch practice.

I sat for twenty minutes staring at a bunch of half-naked guys wrestling each other for a ball. When the shirts came off I noticed Cassie and I weren't the only people drooling, there were other girls watching.

"What do you put in the water here? My God they are just...well...they are ripped."

Cassie shrugged, like gorgeous built teenage boys were normal for her. "About fifty percent of the population in Reed Creek is what you'd call upper class. If you hadn't noticed by now Jade, we are in a prime position." She made quotation marks and sounded like she was repeating what she'd overheard a parent say. "Reed Creek is in the middle of two large cities and we are coastal, with some of the most beautiful beaches. If you don't have a water view you have a river view, some have both. Our school is the best in the state. So those guys..." She nodded to the boys on the field. "Have the best of everything. We have a gym room at our house. My brother is in there all the time. I know Brad, has a personal trainer and some of the other kids all work out together." Cassie rolled her eyes. "My mother is a real estate agent. You just heard some of her speech."

I sat there dumbfounded. It all sounded so logical. I should have picked this all up from school, or just by looking around the town. Suddenly I felt really uncomfortable. I was out of my element. In a daze, I stared out at the buff teenagers. Sure, in the city school I'd been going to there had been good looking boys, a nicely built kid here or there, but nothing like the group before me.

My thoughts strayed back to Stephan, he was probably interested in me because I was the first person to ever say no to him. I watched as he caught the ball and ran, his muscular chest flexing. It was a pity he was a wanker, because he sure was a hottie. Stephan looked more like twenty-one than eighteen. "Do you know how old Stephan is?"

Cassie winked at me. "He's nineteen. He'll be twenty at the start of next year. Their mother wanted them home with her for as long as possible. They did a lot of traveling when they were younger. Their older brother Dustan lives in America and they visit him and their cousins a lot. Or so my brother told me."

"Okay. Thanks." He was older than me by over a year. I only had two months until I was eighteen, but it felt like a lot longer. "Are you eighteen? I asked Cassie.

"Yep. Scott and I turned eighteen nine almost ten weeks ago. Are you eighteen?"

"In just over a month."

"What? No way. You look older. I thought you would be eighteen already?"

"Yeah, I'm only seventeen." Chewing on my bottom lip, I hoped my age didn't change our friendship. Cassie was looking at me funny.

"You have no trouble with school work I know. You are usually finished before me and all your answers are right. You don't look younger than me."

"Is this a problem? You are only a little over three months older than me."

"What!? No. Why would you say that? I'm just a little shocked I thought Scott and I were the youngest in our year."

"You're looking at me different. There are plenty of schools that have people in year twelve who are my age."

"Yeah, you're right, but I'm actually in awe you keep up with everything. Me and Scott struggled but we have the best tutors provided."

"Really it's not much difference in our ages."

"You're right."

I stood, needing to stretch, and Cassie followed. The coach was rounding the players up on the field.

"Do you want to go? They are wrapping up now. Scott can get a lift home with someone else. I have the keys." Cassie jingled the keys.

"Yep, let's go." I smirked as we walked towards the cars, remembering what Stephan had demanded of me. I said I would stay with Cassie I never promised not to leave.

I am going to tan Jade's hide. Why couldn't she stay where I tell her? I turned to Scott. "Looks like you're with us. Come on Derick will drive us back so I can get my car. I need to get Jade from your place.

Scott scrubbed his face with a towel. "Stephan, I don't think you can get Jade if she's at my place. My parents wouldn't allow it. They aren't like everyone here. They wouldn't let you just take her. Jade is new and they know it."

"She's mine. I n—"

"Stephan, shut it."

I glared at Derick as he narrowed his eyes at me. I knew he wanted me to keep quiet. I probably sounded like a possessive arsehole. It was the curse's fault, and I couldn't explain to Scott or my friends they'd think I really was crazy. I knew people thought us Silverman's were eccentric.

"You'll see Jade tomorrow at the party. Right Scott?"

Scott's gaze went from me to Derick. He knew something was going on, just not exactly what. "Er, yeah, sure. Cassie is dying to go to one of your parties. She'll make sure Jade comes. I'll drive them to your place myself."

I nodded not trusting my voice. I could wait until tomorrow to see her again. I'd call Zeck again when I got home and see what he'd found out.

Scott stayed for a while and he'd help distract me. Derick took him home half an hour ago and I'd just gotten off the phone with Zeck. I sat at my computer shocked at the information I was reading. Jade was only seventeen, she was a little over a month away from eighteen. I was nineteen, so there wasn't a huge difference in age. She was smart, not only to keep up with people a year older at school, but she was street smart. I felt like an even bigger arse as I read about her. Jade's mother had died of a meth overdose only two weeks ago. She had no known father, and there were three different restraining orders against men her mother had been with. DOCs had been called several times, but nothing had come of the visits. There were notes though, and he felt sick as he read one after another. Why the hell hadn't they taken her? Jade had raised herself. She now lived with her mother's father who was her only known relative and a drug dealer. Zeck had dug deeper finding out she received Centrelink benefits from the age of fourteen. He'd hacked into her account and I could now see how Jade spent the money, with care at the grocery store, and the cheapest clothing stores.

A knock sounded on my door and knew it would be Derick. "Come in." I didn't turn to him I kept reading.

"So, anything good?" He didn't need to ask what I was looking at.

Running fingers through my hair I cleared my dry throat. "I've been an idiot. I knew we were lucky and spoiled, but..." I couldn't tell him. I stood up and moved from the computer. Derick took my place. I laid on my bed and tried not to come up with images of what Jade's life would have looked like and what she'd been through.

After a while the side of the bed sank. "Fuck bro, that's some serious shit. What are you going to do?"

Ha, that was the big question. "I don't know. I'm going to need help. I didn't want to bother Mum and Dad, but I'm gonna need Mum."

"Do you still want her?"

I sat up and snarled, "What the fuck kind of question is that? Of course, I still want her she's mine. I just have to take it slower than I wanted." I stared at Derick. "I'm going to give her everything Derick. I promise she will want for nothing. I'm going to surround her with everything she could ever want, luxury, friends, family and love."

Derick stood. "You know I'll support you, and Mum will love spoiling her." He walked to the door. "I know you don't want to hear this, but you need to go slow and build up her trust. You won't be able to just move her in here and expect her to follow your orders. You need to give her time to get to know you. Jade is not one of your normal women, so treat her right." He left my room shutting the door.

As much as I wanted to get angry at Derick for what he said I couldn't because it was all true.

Cassie's parents were nice, and I learned were she got her no filter—her father. He just said whatever came to mind. I didn't think I'd blushed so much in my life and I'd definitely not had a sheltered life. He seemed like the laid back one in the relationship, were Cassie's mother was all perfectly put together, not a hair or piece of clothing out of place.

Scott didn't come home until after dinner. I was relieved when Derick came with him to the front door and not the wanker. Derick hadn't stayed long and he didn't say a word to me.

I stayed in Cassie's parents' guest bedroom which was the biggest room I'd ever seen. The bed felt odd, it was soft and the sheets were of a high thread count. I'd never had a bed so soft or sheets so smooth and soothing against the skin. I tossed and turned all night.

No one woke me in the morning, and when I looked at the bedside clock I was shocked to see I'd slept past ten. I'd never done that before. I was an early riser. I showered and rushed to get dressed so it wasn't too late when I made it downstairs. When I walked into the kitchen I was surprised to see Cassie's dad at the stove and only Cassie at the table, set with plates, knives, forks, juice and cups.

"Hi Jade. I hope you slept okay." I smiled at Cassie's father. I couldn't tell him I hadn't. "Yes thanks."

"Are you hungry? Go sit down. I'm doing sausages, hash browns, bacon, and eggs."

I sat at the table next to Cassie. I wasn't really a breakfast person. I sometimes had an apple or a mandarin, but nothing like what was being offered. "Yes. Could I please have a hash brown and an egg?"

"Sure." He came over with a plate filled with already cooked food.

I placed the items on the plate.

"So, what are you girls doing today?"

I had no idea so I looked to Cassie. We are going to go to the beach. It's such a nice day. A bit cool, but still hot enough to have a dip and sun bathe."

"Sounds good sweetie. You can take the car. But your brother asked for it tonight."

"Thanks Dad," Cassie said. "Derick and Stephan are having a party tonight we're going too. Scott said he'd pick up Stacy and Renee. The others are meeting us there." Cassie's father opened his mouth but Cassie put up her hand to stop what he was saying.

"Before you worry we are going with Scott. You know the Silverman boys."

"Okay. Promise me you'll call no matter what even if you need picking up or just want to leave."

Cassie beamed. "Promise."

For once in a long-time jealousy flowed through me. I'd never had anyone care about me enough to give me options like Cassie's father. The love was obvious between father and daughter. I hoped Cassie knew how lucky she was to have such caring parents. I decided I would say something. I hadn't told Cassie much about my life before moving here just the basics like my mother died and I didn't have any other relatives beside my grandpa and I didn't know my own father. Cassie hadn't pried much, she been more interested in what my other high school was like and my friends. I'd tell her a little bit, enough to understand she was extremely lucky.

After eating we changed into our swimmers. Cassie grabbed towels, sunscreen, and the keys off the hook by the front door and we headed for the car. She jumped in the driver's side and I got in the passenger, chucking the towels and sunscreen in the back. Cassie started the car and backed out of the drive and we were heading towards the beach.

"You're really lucky you know, to have parents like you do."

Cassie smiled. "I know. My brother's not too bad either. What was your mother like?"

"Not like yours. My mum would never have said anything like your father did. I don't think she ever asked where I was going when I went out. I stayed at friend's places and sometimes didn't come home for days. She didn't even seem to notice I was gone. I remember one time she was dating this guy and they were both high as kites. He got angry at something she did, probably stole money from him and started beating her. When I called the cops and ambulance, the paramedic asked her a bunch of questions, I remember her saying she had no children. Another similar time she did the opposite and screamed I was a slut and no daughter of hers and went crazy attacking me. The cops pulled her off me."

I hadn't realized the car had stopped. I shook my head out of memory lane and turned to Cassie, she had tears rolling down her eyes and she was gripping the steering wheel so tight her knuckles were white. "I'm glad your mother is dead. She sounds like a selfish bitch."

I flinched at her hard words. They were harsh. I didn't hate my mother. I never had anyone else so I didn't know what I was missing. It wasn't until I started staying over at friends' houses I noticed my mother was different.

Cassie threw herself across the car and hugged me. I was stiff in her arms. Not many people hugged me, my best friend Jess from my old life and a couple of other friends but not many. I 'd learned at a young age to avoid touch. It didn't usually have a positive meaning.

Making myself relax I slowly wrapped my arms around Cassie. She hiccupped and hugged me tighter. I had no idea how long I was supposed to hold her so I waited for her to let me go first.

Cassie took a deep breath loud against my ear. "Let's go before we miss out on any more sun." She let me go and I grabbed the towels and sunscreen before getting out of the car.

We walked down the beach and I was surprised at how packed it was. The shore was lined with families, teens, and couples, some were swimming and others sunbathing. Cassie stood still and looked around.

"Do you have a certain spot or are you looking for someone?"

"Both. I'm looking for the best view."

I raised my eyebrow. "What do you mean view?"

"We don't want to be with the families or the couples. We want to sit with the hot singles. So, both."

I couldn't help laughing at Cassie's logic. I may not want a boyfriend or any man, but it didn't stop me from looking.

Cassie tugged on my arm and we walked to our left away from the flags. We sat on the edge of the safe swimming flags right behind a group of what looked university guys. I rolled my eyes. Cassie was full of surprises.

We'd been at the beach for half an hour, enough time to set up and put sunscreen on both our bodies. Before today I didn't realize how putting sunscreen on a friend's back could be such a turn on, but it got the guys attention in front of us.

Cassie and I now sat among four university guys in their early twenty's. I tried not to be nervous or show how uncomfortable I was because I knew Cassie loved the attention. Cassie called Patricia, Renee, Stacy and Racheal and they were on their way. I hoped when they arrived I could fade into the background.

Cassie's phone rang and she rushed to answer it. "Hello. Nope. Jade and I are at the beach. Aha. Okay. See ya." She hung up.

"Who was that?"

"Scott, he wanted to know where we were. He probably wants the car."

I nodded. One of the Uni guys, Brent, was trying to talk to me. I just wasn't interested. The guys were nice to look at but I didn't feel any real attraction to them. An image of Stephan, the wanker, flashed before me and my body heated. I touched my lips as memories of the kiss assaulted me. I'd never been kissed like Stephan had kissed me. My mother's 'friends' had kissed me but they had been sloppy and I always felt sick in the stomach when they were doing it. I hadn't felt like that with Stephan, I felt the opposite. I inwardly sighed with happiness, because I'd been worried after what all those men tried to do I'd never be able to feel anything for someone of the opposite sex. I worried I was broken.

Closing my eyes, I let the image of Stephan surface, his big ocean blue eyes, and thick jet-black hair that fell just past his eyes. It made me want to reach up and brush it to the side. His killer dimples were lethal and I knew they could get him out of any situation with a woman, all he would have to do was smile and they would damn near swoon at his feet. I'd almost given in to him, to the temptation he was to me, but I knew I had to be strong. I heard about the Silverman brothers at school and what I'd heard about Stephan made me know he wasn't for me. He would use me and break my heart. Oh, I knew I could get sucked in and fall for him. He was every teenager's dream—at least most I knew.

I opened my eyes and sighed. I was new. He was a pretty rich boy who had never heard the word no. He was only interested in me because I'd said no. I needed to stop thinking about him and forget about the kiss and the way he acted. Boys like Stephan were not for girls like me. Oh, they may use us, but they never stayed with people like me.

The sun beamed down and the afternoon heat was rising, I needed to stop thinking about him. I needed to relax.

"Cassie, I'm going for a swim. You coming? Or staying here?" I hoped she'd come. I didn't want to leave her with the Uni guys by herself. I slipped out of my shorts and yanked my tank top off placing them on my towel. As I stood in only my tiny bikini I wished I'd had a bigger budget for a swim suit, because the one I had didn't cover much. It was hard to find swimmers to fit me with my large bust. You had to spend a fortune to get them in big boobs size.

"Sure. It's getting hotter. Let's cool off."

I sighed in relief as Cassie shed her clothes and linked her arm in mine and we walked into the water. The ocean was cold and we both squealed as it hit us. Once we had gotten deep enough to enjoy the water I relaxed.

"Are they making you that unconfutable?"

I felt bad. I didn't realize I was showing my discomfort so easily. "I'm sorry Cassie. I'm just not used to letting my guard down, especially around men."

"Ah Jade. No it's me. I'm sorry. I'm just being horny. I only wanted to have some fun." She wiggled her eyebrows. "You know, live a little."

I laughed and glanced back at the shore to see the Uni guys getting into the water. They looked harmless enough. I was a teenager. I should be like Cassie and want to have fun. Rolling my shoulders, I winked at Cassie. "You're right. Let's go live a little."

I followed Scott, Brad, and Derick onto the beach. Scott had rung and said to meet him at the beach so Derick and I now followed him and Brad towards the water. The beach was busy and the sand between my toes was nice and warm.

I needed to get out of the house. I'd been in the gym all morning letting off steam to keep myself calm. I wanted so badly to go find all three men Jade had restraining orders on and strangle them.

"Oh fuck. Scott you're idiot."

I glanced up to see why my brother was talking to Scott like that only to still, my whole body hardened at the sight. My Jade was in an itty-bitty bikini and running in the water. Her breasts bounced and threatened to flee their confinement. When arms wrapped around her and she squealed then giggled, I saw red.

"Holy shit, grab him Brad." I hadn't realized I'd been storming forward until I was tackled.

"Scott, go help Brad while I get Jade, otherwise we'll have bloodshed."

I fought to get my two dead friends off me Well they would be if they didn't get off me. I took Brad down and stood as Scott came at me. I dodged and kicked and had him face planting into the sand. I gazed at my prey in time to see my brother arguing with the guy I was going to kill. The guy let Jade go and Derick placed her behind him. I marched down to the water yanking my shirt off.

Jade's eyes widened as soon as she saw me. "Stephan." Even her breathless voice didn't squash my burning anger. I'd been so angry about what happened in her life that I'd spent my morning working it off. Now I see her playing with man in a barely there bikini and all my morning's hard work vanished. Pulling her to me I lifted her arms and placed my shirt over her body covering her up.

"What the hell are you wearing?"

"I was wearing a bikini, but now I'm wearing your shirt. What are you doing here wanker?"

"Looking out for you."

Jade placed her hands on her hips, her eyes narrowed on me. "Well I didn't ask you to."

She looked hot standing there at the shore line with her eyes flaring with annoyance. She came to just above my nipple. She was a little thing, but full of fire. My anger slipped away and filled with a fluttering of something new. Something I hadn't felt for a woman outside of my family. I reached out and stroked her cheek. "Someone has to little bit." I gathered her hand in mine and walked to the towels, she had to run to keep up. I saw my brother fixing the towels away from the guys. Derick held out a towel and I wrapped it around Jade rubbing her arms to get her warm. I was surprised when she didn't say anything she just stared at me.

I sat down on a towel and pulled her down onto my lap. I took deep breaths to calm myself as I held her, trying to ignore my body as heated up with need. I needed to slow down.

"You're crazy. You know, that right? I don't know you and you're acting all caveman." Jade wiggled back and gazed up at me. "Are you on something?"

I rested my forehead on hers, needing more contact. "I'm not on anything. This is all what you do to me. Only you can do this to me."

"I didn't do anything to you. This isn't why you're crazy. I don't understand why you're being like this with me. We have only just met. I haven't encouraged you in any way."

I debated for a moment what to say. She already thought me crazy, so if I told her the truth I think I would just double her belief. Easing away, I cupped her face then stroked her smooth skin. "I know what I want, and from the moment I laid eyes on you I wanted you."

"So, you want to have sex with me?" Jade shook her head. "You can't have me. I won't have sex with you." She backed off my lap and kneeled on the sand. "Ever." She looked me up and down. "Besides you're not my type."

I laughed, I couldn't help it. She was the worst liar. "Is that right?" I gathered her back to me and sat her so she straddled me. "So, if I did this—" I captured her mouth to mine and wrapped my arms around her back holding her closer to my body. My whole body came awake as soon as I kissed her lips. When her body came against mine tension like I'd never felt before made my entire body stiffen with aching need.

Jade remained stiff against me and I could tell she was fighting to stay in control. I ran my hands down her back and squeezed her well rounded arse. She jumped against me and her mouth opened on a gasp. I slid my tongue in and found hers tangling them together. Her body became soft against my hard one and I almost tore my mouth from hers to cheer in triumph.

My cock throbbed and I didn't know if I could continue and keep my cool. When Jade's hands slowly trailed up my chest and circled my neck before running through my hair, I knew if I didn't stop I'd be a goner. I prided myself on control. I'd been fucking women since the age of thirteen. I knew I had stamina. I could hold off coming for hours. But my girl had my control shot to shit and I felt like I was gonna come with only a kiss and her touch.

Tearing my mouth from hers I looked in to her face and groaned. She looked like a sex kitten ready to pounce on her prey. Her eyes were bright with passion and her lips plump and swollen from our kiss and just slightly parted as she panted trying to catch her breath as her body heaved with lust.

"So much for taking it slow, bro."

I shot a glare at Derick telling him without using words to shut up.

He raised his hands in surrender. "I was just coming over to say the rest of your girlfriends are here Jade."

Jade blinked a couple of times and scrambled off my lap.

"That didn't mean anything. I'm sure my body would have given the same response to anyone."

"I don't think so little bit." I narrowed my gaze at her. "Don't get any ideas about checking out the theory either, not unless you want my hands wrapped around that guy's neck."

"You're an arrogant jerk, aren't you? I don't want to play the game you're playing."

"I'm not playing a game with you. I promise you that." I stood and she backed up.

Jade looked over at his brother who was pretending to talk to their friends. "Derick, help please. I want him to leave me alone."

Clenching my fist, I stared at Derick daring him to side with her. My chest felt tight and I tried not to get jealous she trusted my brother more than me.

"He's not lying to you Jade."

Jade studied my brother for a while before she glanced at me. She straightened her shoulders and I honed in as she nibbled on her bottom lip. "We'll see," she mumbled.

I grinned as she scurried over to her friends. The university guys nowhere to be seen.

I really didn't want to go to the party, especially after what happened with Stephan at the beach. He wasn't good for me. Stephan turned me inside out. He made me unsure of what I wanted. He made me want to take a chance. I told myself I was a teenager and most teenagers dated, but I'd never felt the need before now. I didn't like the control he had over me even when he wasn't around. I'd barely known him for twenty-four hours and he was constantly on my mind.

I stared out the window and gripped my skirt. Renee sat next to me babbling on about how the excited she was to go to a Silverman party. After the beach fiasco, I'd stayed clear of Stephan. We girls had all gone back to Cassie's house to get ready for tonight. The girls had bugged me all afternoon about Stephan. They wanted to know every detail about me and him. I'd told them over and over there was no Stephan and me. They'd all laughed and thought I was joking.

After a while they just nodded to my disagreement. When we got ready Stacy and Cassie had gotten a wicked gleam in their eyes and I felt uneasy. I should have listened to my gut feeling because now I sat in the back seat of the car in a black mini skirt and pink shiny top showing so much cleavage I thought my boobs were about to fall out. My hair was styled so it flowed in waves down my back and my face was covered in make-up, and lastly was the deadly black strappy high heels. Personally, I thought I looked like a high-class hooker, but when I looked at the other girls I noticed they wore similar outfits.

Shaking my head out of my daze I heard Cassie giggle. "I to bet a twenty as soon as she gets in he will either putt his shirt on her or throw her over his shoulder and take her to his room, maybe even both."

I told myself Cassie wasn't talking about me, she was my friend, but deep down I knew. I groaned when Scott chuckled.

"No way Cassie. I have known Stephan most of his life and I've never seen him like this, and I've seen him with a lot of woman. I've heard him talk about them too. He's never like this. I bet she won't even make it in the door without him doing those things."

I glared at Scott as he drove the car. I knew he couldn't see me, but I hoped he could feel my daggers searing his back. They were all arseholes laughing at my expense. I hated it. I tried to tell myself they were only playing, but it didn't help my feelings of humiliation. I bit my tongue to stop tears from falling and hardened my heart.

Ignoring them I stared out the window and my eyes widened at what I saw. The car slowed and we came up to massive gates, they were open and the guards looked in to the car and waved at Scott. The fences around the gate were high and security cameras were clear to see. Scott drove down a winding driveway with beautiful lavish gardens on either side. He slowed down even more when a sprawling mansion came into view. It was three stories high with huge windows everywhere and balconies on the upper two levels. Two huge marble columns with a patio led to the four-door entry. Cars were parked everywhere around the circular driveway.

"We're late because you girls took so long to get ready." I rolled my eyes at Scott's sulky voice. He'd taken almost as long as us. "Now we'll have to park down the driveway."

"Can't you let us out here?" Renee asked.

"I could, but then I wouldn't see Stephan when he sees what you've done with Jade," He drove down the driveway.

"I hate your brother Cassie." The bitch laughed. I harrumphed and crossed my arms sulking. "I thought you were my friend."

Cassie turned and frowned. "I am. That's why this is so funny and going to be so much fun."

Groaning, because I knew if the shoe was on the other foot I'd probably be enjoying this.

Scott parked the car and everyone got out. I gripped the seat not eager to move. Cassie got in and dragged me out.

"Don't be like that. You look amazing. We are just teasing you because we all know how hot you look. Stephan won't be able to resist you."

"Um, that's not what I wanted," I mumbled.

Renee linked her arm with mine. "Sure, it is."

I dug my heels in and looked around for an escape, but with Renee on one side and Cassie on the other I knew there was nowhere to run. Well not like I could run in the heels anyway. I was surprised I could even walk in them.

Feeling like a sacrificial lamb I walked in awe to the mansion. I'd never seen anything like this up close. I could hear the music pumping the closer we got. Entering the house and I almost stumbled at the sight around me. A huge open entry living area with stairs at each side, white tiles with cream walls, huge paintings hung on the walls and expensive leather sofas and other extravagant furniture decorated the home. There were people everywhere and the house still looked almost empty.

Scott went and picked up some wine from the waiters. He passed them to us. "I don't drink. I'm not old enough."

"I won't tell if you don't." He winked.

Glancing around I felt so out of place. Holding the glass tighter I took a sip.

"Kitchen's at the back along with the games room. Come on." Scott motioned for us to follow. "Most people will be back there."

Renee and Cassie pulled me along. I gazed around in wonder. I was way out of my element. When we reached the kitchen, I detangled myself from the girls and went into the huge space, it was like a dream. I loved cooking and this kitchen was amazing Black marble bench tops with dark mahogany wooden doors on all the cabinets. All the appliances were top of the line stainless steel. I put down my empty glass and grabbed another two glasses of wine as a waiter came by. I gingerly touched the cabinets and bench tops. Cups, glasses, and plates marked all the surfaces but it didn't take away the beauty.

I gazed around and noticed I couldn't see my friends, and my two glasses of wine were finished. Crap. Where had they gone? I'd left them to see the kitchen. All of a sudden there seemed to be a lot more people around then before. I reached for another two wines as a waitress went by. I debated if I should go and look for Cassie, or see if I could find one of the other girls I knew.

"Hello. I haven't seen you before."

I stared up into a face vaguely familiar. The man and I was sure he was a man, and not a boy or close to, had blond hair and ocean blue eyes. He was tall and built like most of the spoiled rich guys around here. He was handsome, with a five o'clock shadow like he forgot to shave for a day or two and high masculine cheek bones.

"That's because I haven't been here." I leaned against the kitchen island and placed one empty wine glass down.

"I thought so. I would have noticed a beauty like you." He smiled showing perfect white teeth and his left cheek had a dimple. Before I'd seen Stephan's I probably would have sighed, but he'd ruined me.

I snorted, because really. I raised my eyebrow and took a sip. "That line usually work for you?"

He chuckled and held out his hand, I put down my now empty wine and took his hand in mine hesitantly. His hand engulfed mine and held it captive. "Obviously not. I'm Richard, Richard Silverman.

I snatched my hand out of his like it was on fire. "Shit. You guys are everywhere." My eyes darted around the room like I was waiting for more Silverman men to pop out.

He laughed and it was a laugh I'm sure if I wasn't on edge would cause me to sigh and bat my eyelashes at him. A waiter came past and I snatched a wine off his tray. "I see you've met either my brothers or cousins."

"Holy shit, how many of you are there?" I backed away from Richard and I swear the arse was about to fall over with laughter.

"I like you." He came to me and his arm came around my waist.

I wiggled to get out of his embrace. "Gosh, what is with you Silverman men and touching without permission?" I was feeling really good. I seemed to have found some confidence.

Richard was as handsy as Stephan. Richard's arms came around my waist and he guided me out of the kitchen. I stumbled and giggled when Richard helped me. I felt great. I hadn't felt so light in well, I couldn't remember.

I went to take another sip of wine but Richard took it off me. "Hey. I was enjoying that."

"I can see, but you might have enjoyed it a bit too much. You're only an itty-bitty thing."

"Argh, what is it with you all thinking I'm tiny. I'm so not."

Richard laughed. "You are."

I stumbled again when he guided me towards a large room with game tables and packed with people. I gazed around the room and shook my head. "Wow, they really are spoiled rich kids."

"Ah, I gather you've meet my cousins Derick and Stephan?"

I turned to face him and the room spun. He steadied me and I fell against his chest. "Stupid heels," I mumbled into his chest. Richard's chest was just as hard as Stephan's, maybe more so. I stepped back and touched his abs, subconsciously of course. I giggled at my own thoughts.

A finger tilted my head up and Richard was grinning at me. "Who did you come with? I think it's best if we find th—"

Richard's hand was yanked from my chin. I gazed over to see what had happened. "Wanker. You've found me."

"What the fuck are you wearing?"

"Er... clothes idiot." Richard and a couple of other men laughed.

"I think you look nice," Richard said.

I smiled over at Richard, but when Stephan snarled like an animal I giggled and apparently Stephan didn't like it. He shot me a nasty glare. "Oh, I better be quiet." I zipped my mouth with an imaginary zipper, locked it and stuffed the imaginary lock in my bra.

"For fucks sakes Richard, how much alcohol did you bloody give her?" Stephan growled.

Richard placed his hands up in surrender. "I didn't give her any. I actually took her last one off her."

I nodded.

Stephan scrubbed his hand over his face. "What are you doing touching my woman?"

Hey, I wasn't his woman. I'd told him but he didn't listen. I got the key and unzipped my mouth. "He was being a Silverman because apparently you guys don't know how to get permission to touch someone." I must have said something really funny because the group around us laughed their arse's off.

"I really like her Stephan." One of the guys said.

"Go get your own woman to like Zeck," Stephan snarled and moved gathering me against him. I sighed, my traitorous body melted against his chest.

"Mmm, my Stephan definitely has the better abs."

Everyone was howling with laughter around us.

Stephan's arms held me tighter around my waist. "Thanks, little bit."

I groaned realizing I'd just spoken out loud. "I don't think I should have any more wine," I whispered or at least I thought I did. I seemed to be very funny.

Stephan's breath tickled my ear. "I think you're right. I do like your attitude when you're drunk though." I shivered as his breath so close to me made my skin burn. "Come on, I think you need to sit down."

Stephan helped me walk over to chairs he had against the wall. He pulled one out and sat down, then placed me across his lap.

"Again, with the touching." I rolled my eyes. "I can sit on a seat by myself just fine thanks."

His arms came around me and I couldn't help but snuggled into him. It was the alcohol I'm sure. "I know Jade, but I like you here. Can you please stay?"

"Well since you asked so nicely, I will just for a little bit."

Jade was asleep on me. I had no idea how she fell asleep with all the noise. I stroked her hair and she sighed snuggling deeper into me.

"You're lucky. You know, that right?"

I gazed up at Richard. He was staring at Jade with sheer jealousy.

"I knew from the moment I spotted her she was special. Now I know she's your Jade, the girl who went through what she has in her short life time and turned out like that." He nodded to her. "She is perfect. Look how she seeks to be as close as possible to you even in her sleep."

I caressed her cheek loving being so close to her. "I know, Richard. But this right now and what you saw is not what she's been like with me."

"I'd expect that. Give her the time she needs. Show her how much she means to you. Be patient with her. I'm surprised with everything she's been through she's even letting hold her like that," Richard said, as he ran his fingers through his hair. "I know you didn't want this and think it's a curse, but we don't all feel like you. Some of us are eager to have what you've been given."

Guilt assaulted me and I felt selfish. Richard was twenty-eight and he hadn't found his one. I had other cousins in their thirties and forties who were still looking. I nodded. I looked down at Jade. I gripped her tighter to me as I slowly stood. "Can you find Derick and tell him I have Jade and I'm taking her to bed so she can sleep more comfortably? He needs to tell her friends she's with me and fine."

"Sure. You go and take care of Jade. I'll sort out things with Derick and make sure everyone leaves when it's time."

"Thanks. I appreciate it."

I walked to my section of the house going up the stairs and to my room. I punched the code to unlock my quarters, opened the door going in and kicking it shut. I walked passed my game room, entered to my bedroom, and gently placed Jade on the bed. She was still clothed, if you could call the items she was wearing clothes since they barely covered her. I went to the end of the bed and undid her shoes placing them on the floor. Standing, I stared at her. Did I wake her and get her out of her clothes or let her sleep in them?

Going back to the top of the bed I stroked her cheek needing to touch her again before I went back to the party to help get rid of everyone.

"Don't go," she moaned. "I was so warm. I've never felt like this before. I'm always so cold, but your body radiates warmth I can feel all the way to my bones."

Groaning, I went back to her. I needed to get her under the covers. "Jade, little bit. Get under the covers. Then you'll be warm again. Do you want me to get you a shirt to get changed into?"

Jade sat up her eyes barely opening. "Yep." She proceeded to take all of her clothes off. I should turn around or at least stop staring, but my eyes remained glued to her as she flung the black bra onto the floor. Money and a phone fell onto the bed and she didn't seem to notice but continued taking the skirt off and then wiggled out of the matching G-string, throwing it with her other clothes. She shivered dramatically and my eyes honed in on her breasts as they bounced.

Moaning at the sight before me, I didn't know if I was in heaven or hell. I couldn't do anything to her. She was drunk and not really awake. Clearing my suddenly dry throat I closed my eyes and counted to ten praying for patience. Opening my eyes, I saw Jade lying down again.

"Little bit, get in the covers while I go get my shirt."

She slid between the sheets knocking the money and phone to the ground. I couldn't tear my eyes from her lush full body. When she laid her head on the pillow I went to my walk-in wardrobe and got a shirt out of my drawers.

Going back to her I saw her eyes were closed again. I placed the shirt on the bedside table then brushed the hair off her face. I decided to leave her be and let her sleep. I eased from her only to have her hand snake out and grab me.

"Stay. Please don't leave me."

I studied her, seeing her eyes closed and her face relaxed. She looked asleep. Was she playing with me? Was she testing me? Did she really want me to stay? Crap? I couldn't leave her. My brother and cousins could handle the party and make sure everyone left.

Sighing, I stripped out of my clothes and climbed onto the bed. Jade didn't stir. I slipped under the covers and she gravitated to me plastering herself over my body. Fuck, this was hell. I debated if I should but some clothes on, but I'd slept naked in bed since I reached puberty. I needed to get used to her like this too, because I intended to have her in my bed every night for the rest of my life. Wrapping my arms around her I listened to her steady breathing. Contentment settled over me and I slowly let sleep claim me.

I'd never been this comfortable. I was warm and had the best night sleep I could ever remember. I felt safe and secure in my comfy bundle. A soothing drum beat was against my ear and the thick plush covers were neatly tucked around me. A vanilla and coco smell surrounded me and I took a deep breath enjoying the scent. I was still sleepy and I didn't want to move. I wanted to go back to sleep, but I needed to go to the bathroom and my throat was dry.

Groaning, I slowly eased up stretching. I screeched when the covers dropped revealing my nakedness. What the hell? I never sleep naked. I looked down at the bed only to jump back and grab the blanket to cover myself.

"What are you doing in my bed?" I yelled at Stephan.

Stephan sat up and the sheet covering his lower half slipped.

"Oh. My. God. Why are you naked? Why am I naked?" I tried not to stare at his body, the roped muscles as he eased up or the clenching of his abs, and I definitely didn't look at the enormous member standing straight up ready for action. Well he wouldn't be getting any me. My God, the thing wouldn't even fit, not that I was looking at it coz I so wasn't. It twitched in my direction and I scrambled back. It was alive.

"I'd stop staring at it if you don't want to find it entering you."

My glaze shot up to Stephan's face. "Don't even joke. You and that...that thing is not coming near me."

Stephan chuckled and reached for me. I squealed and backed up until I felt the edge of the bed, but he pounced on me dragging me back and on top of him.

I whacked his chest and struggled to get off of him only to freeze when I felt my pussy brush his bare skin. Holy shit. My body heated and I gazed down to see a grinning Stephan as he stared at my bare breasts. I covered my breasts with my hands and Stephan smirked.

"Close your eyes." I moaned, horrified he'd seen me naked.

"Why would I do something silly like that?"

"Grrr, answer me."

"Which one? You asked a lot of questions."

"All of them," I snarled at his still grinning face. His damn dimples were showing and I felt tingles flutter threw me. I clenched my core as it throbbed. Oh no, this was not good.

"This isn't your bed. It's mine. I'm naked because I haven't slept clothed since I was twelve. You're naked because you took your clothes off."

I opened my mouth gaping at him like a fish and I felt my eyes widen. "I did not."

"Yeah you did. You feel asleep on me at the party and when you didn't wake up after an hour I decided to take you up so you could sleep in a bed. I put you down and told you I was going to go get a shirt for you, then you just took your clothes off and slipped into bed and went back to sleep. You begged me to join you too." He wiggled his eyebrows.

"You're full of shit you know that?" I didn't believe him. There was no way I'd ask him to join me in bed. I pushed on his chest and eased off him, but his hold tightened on me.

"You can go once I get my morning kiss."

"Ha, dream on buddy." I wiggled and placed my hand on his, prying his fingers off me, but they didn't move. I wasn't kissing him. No way. Especially not naked.

"Oh, I'm not dreaming." He rotated his hips and ground them against me. I gasped as I felt his erection brush my pussy lips. I needed to get off him like now. "Give me one kiss and I'll let you go. Promise."

A kiss. What could one kiss do? Leaning down I let one hand leave my breast to help me balance and brushed my lips over his. I pulled away but he shook his head and moved his hands up to my hair threading it through his fingers.

"I said a kiss. That wasn't a kiss. This is." He yanked me down to him and took my lips to his, opening his mouth he bit my lip making me open mine. Stephan's tongue went in search of mine, finding it and tangling them together. His hands left my hair and glided down my back cupping and squeezing my arse pushing me against him. My body was ablaze with passion and I basked in his touch.

I almost pulled him back to me when Stephan pulled his mouth from mine. "Fuck me. Little bit you're going to be the death of me. Go." He let me go and placed his hands behind his head. "The door on your right is a bathroom." He moved and reached over to the left bedside drawers' top, and handed me the shirt he'd gotten out last night. You can wear this if you like. It will cover more than what you were wearing last night anyway."

I bit my lip and grabbed the shirt to cover my body. He rolled his eyes. "I didn't choose last night's outfit. The girls dressed me. I was their personal doll."

Stephan growled and I swear the butterflies in my stomach did summersaults and my core throbbed.

"Go now. I can only refrain from touching you again for so long. Thinking of your outfit last night and all the attention you got is tempting me to keep you in this bed with me, and showing you what happens when you wear clothes like that."

I scrambled off him clutching his shirt. I saw my clothes sprawled across the floor, and gathering them up I ran in the direction of the bathroom. I shut the door and locked it leaning against it and calming my raging emotions. Stephan was dangerous to me. He made me feel things I'd never felt for anyone else. I needed to get dressed and get as far away from him as I could.

I got out of bed and shoved on my pants. I went to my wardrobe and grabbed some clean clothes, and then left my room going to my brother's so I could use his shower. Punching in his code I didn't bother knocking. I walked in through his playroom and into his bedroom passing him and some chick asleep on the bed and went straight to his bathroom.

I turned only the cold tap on and got under the spray. Bloody Jade would be the death of me. My whole body ached with a need so strong I didn't think it would ever go away. Wrapping my hand around my cock I pumped it and closed my eyes bring the vision of Jade naked above me. I moaned when the tension built and I clenched it tighter thrusting my cock in and out as I remembered the feel of her naked body against mine, the taste of her lips and the feel of her pussy hovering over my dick. I came biting my lips to keep me yelling Jade's name. Opening my eyes, I groaned as my cock was still hard. Fuck, I was in hell.

Scrubbing my body, I tried not to think of Jade in my shower as I knew I didn't have time to jackoff again. Dunking my head under the ice-cold water I let it rinse me off. I turned the water off. I'd had a quick shower, I knew Jade would either take her time or rush so she could leave me as soon as she was ready.

Drying off, I chucked on my clothes. opened the bathroom door and left.

Derick was sitting up in bed. "Is there something wrong with your shower?"

"Nope. Jade is in it. I needed to get ready before she does and runs."

Derick shook his head. "Good luck."

"Thanks bro. I'm going to need it."

I walked back to my room and smiled to see the bathroom door closed and the shower running. I looked down to see the money and her phone on the floor. I picked them up. The mobile was ancient with no camera and the money was ten dollars. Jade needed a new phone. I'd get her one like my dad had for my mum with the top of the line tracking device. I frowned my mother forgot her phone all the time. Dad had given her a special necklace she never took that off. I'd do the same for Jade. Then I would have insurance in case she forgot the phone.

Jade would never accept a new phone from me, especially if the one she had was working. Hearing the shower still going I dropped the phone and stood on it smiling when I heard it crack. Picking up the broken phone I smiled. Placing the money and phone in my pocket I went to my bedside drawers I got out my own phone and wallet.

I heard the shower turn off. I went and got socks and shoes coming out in time to see Jade walking out of the bathroom. She wore my shirt tied in a not with the tight skirt below it. She gazed at me and I watched as her guard slammed back in place. I braced myself for what she would say.

"I need to go. This was all a big drunken mistake. I'm just happy we didn't have sex. Um...thanks for looking after me though. I've got to go now. If you could just point me in the direction to exit I'll be on my way."

Clenching my fists, I took a deep breath to calm myself. I knew she was going to close up again. I pulled her phone out of my pocket. "I'll give you a ride home. You can get changed and I'll take you to the shops. I'm sorry but I stepped on your phone. Let me buy you a new one to make up for this one."

Her eyes widened and she came to me looking down at her smashed phone. "Great, just my luck." She looked up at me and guilt assaulted me as I saw tears glisten in her eyes. "You don't have to buy me a new phone. It's my fault for leaving it somewhere you could break it."

_Shit._ "Ah, you didn't leave it somewhere it could get stomped on. It was on the bedside table and I accidently knocked it off and when I got up I stepped on it. It was my fault. So, you have to let me replace it."

She groaned and I could see the war going on "I don't know."

I grabbed her hand and walked her towards the door. "Come on. I can afford to replace your phone. It won't even put a dent in my bank account."

She stumbled along following me. "I won't be in debt to you?"

I hid my gin before I glanced at her. "No. I promise."

"Okay. Before we go can I borrow your phone to call Cassie and tell her I'm okay? I also need to get my things from her house."

I pulled my phone out and gave it to her. "Cassie knew you were with me. I can take you to her house to get your things."

She nodded and stepped away from me and dialed the number in. We stood in the hall and I listened as she talked to Cassie. When she was done I walked to the kitchen. I didn't bother turning I knew she followed.

"Everything is clean. You'd never even know you had a party here."

"The cleaners have been here. The caterers would have cleaned up after themselves too." Jade looked around and he could see the awe on her face. I took her through the kitchen exit to the garage. Punching in the code to unlock the door I opened it and pushed her in shutting the door. Jade stood still in front of me staring at the garage.

"It's huge. Who needs this many cars?"

"Most of them belong to my parents. They don't 'need' them, but they are fun."

I went to the cabinet and put my code in and took the keys to my jeep. Jade still hadn't moved. I walked back to her and took her hand guiding her to my car. I opened the passenger door and Jade sat and did her seatbelt. Shutting her door, I went around to the driver's side and got in, did my seatbelt and put the keys in the ignition and turned on the car. I reached into the glove box and pressed the remote and the doors opened.

I could see a bunch of cars still parked. I wasn't worried, I knew they would come back for their cars when they woke and sobered up. I drove to Cassie's house first.

Cassie had been grinning like a loon when I saw her. The bitch hadn't felt any guilt for leaving me to Stephan's mercy at the party. I was angry with Cassie. I'd grabbed my backpack and changed clothes. I didn't want to go home to grandpa, and especially didn't want Stephan to wait while I got dressed at my house.

We hadn't stayed at Cassie's house for long. I was happy because I didn't like the questions in Cassie's parent's eyes when I came in with Stephan. We were now driving toward the highway. "Where are you going?"

"Sydney to one of the big shopping centers."

"What? Why? All we are doing is getting me a replacement phone. We don't need to drive an hour to do that. There is a shopping center in Reed Creek."

"They don't have much of a choice there."

"I don't need a choice I'll just have the cheapest they have."

"No, you won't. I'm going to get you a good one."

"I can't afford one that isn't prepaid. The new ones all seem to be on plans. The one you broke was a cheap thirty dollar one. That's all I need again."

"No way am I getting you another piece of shit phone."

"Hey, a phone is a phone. We can't all afford the snazzy new ones with all the gadgets." I glared across at him, but he didn't look at me he was watching the road.

"I can afford to buy you a good phone."

"I don't want you to spend that much money on me. I already feel bad I agreed to let you buy me a new one. I should have not worried, as I said the one you broke cost me thirty dollars." I was panicking; I didn't want to be stuck in the car with Stephan for an hour.

He grinned. "You just don't want to be in the car with me for an hour then be at the shops and have another car ride home. You were hoping to get a cheap phone and leave me as soon as you had it."

Damn straight that's what I was going to do. I didn't say anything because he'd been spot on. Crossing my arms over my chest I looked out the window. He stayed quiet for a while and I enjoyed the peace.

"You can turn the radio on or plug in my iPod. It's in the glove box. What type of music do you like?"

"I like most things. I'm not a fan of techno music like you had on last night." _Ha_ , _take that, wanker._ I reached into the glove box and got his iPod out and started going through it.

"As I'm sure you can see I have a wide range. The techno last night was what the DJ had on."

"There was a DJ last night?" Wow I really had been drunk. "Where was he set up?"

"He was set up outside?"

"I didn't get that far? You have a massive mansion for a house."

"You didn't get that far because you were too busy letting my cousin chat you up."

"He wasn't chatting me up."

"Yes, he was."

"Well he spoke to me first. I was busy admiring your kitchen."

"You like the kitchen?"

"I love your kitchen. It's like my dream kitchen. Baking and cooking is my thing. I like making things." I'd learned at young age the best way to stretch money was to make everything yourself. I borrowed every cookbook they had at my local library.

"Is that what you are going to do when you finish school? Become a chef?"

"No. I'm going to go to Uni. I want to become a kindergarten teacher or group leader at a child care center. I love kids. They are so much fun."

We were quiet again and I continued looking through his iPod 'til I found a group I liked and plugged it in, filling the car with tunes.

"Aren't you going to ask what I'm doing after school?"

I didn't want to know any more about Stephan. I was already having trouble resisting him. My guard crumbled last night and I needed to keep it up around him.

"What are you going to do?" I couldn't help myself, as much as I didn't want to. Stephan seemed to be my kryptonite.

"I'm glad you asked." I could hear the happiness in his voice. "I'm going to go to Uni to study business. When I'm done I'm going to work with my Dad. My goal is to take over when he retires."

"What does your Dad do?"

"A bit of everything. He owns a bunch of apartment and commercial buildings and he rents them out He also owns some fast food chains around Australia. Plus, he is a big investor."

"Sounds like he is into a bit of everything and I'm sure he runs them all differently. Will the business course be enough?"

"I'll learn from my dad and uncles. My brother Dustan did it too, but he ended up moving to America to help run things there."

"You never mentioned Dustan before. I didn't even know you had an older brother until Cassie told me."

Stephan shrugged. "Dustan is eight years older than us. Mum had some problems conceiving again after Dustan. They were about to look into IVF when Mum found out she was pregnant with us. The rest as they say is history.

"You don't want to go to America?

"I like visiting, but I don't want to live there."

"Does Derick want to do the same thing as you?"

"Nope. Derick wants to be an architect. He's awesome at sketching. He already has plans drawn up for his house. Mum and Dad have said we can build on our part of the land once we graduate from school. Mine is to the left of the main house and Derick's is to the right. Dustan has a huge section next to mine. I don't have a design for mine yet. I want my wife to help me with it since we'll both be living in it." He glanced at me and I turned away looking back out the window.

I was surprised he and his brother were so organized. I didn't expect him to have his life so planned out. "Where are your parents?"

"They're in their apartment in Melbourne. Dad's closing on a deal but they'll be back by Wednesday."

They had an apartment in Melbourne? The more I learned the more I found out they were richer than I could ever imagine. I was so out of my element. I was the poor little girl with the druggie mother who died of an overdose and a grandpa who sells drugs and owns a shitty little dive bar, even if I was interested in Stephan he was way too good for me. I sat quietly and focused on the scenery.

"What's your favorite color? Mine's orange. I like the orange as it covers the sky at dusk."

He kept surprising me. Who knew he would like orange for that reason. "Blue." Wait, no it wasn't I loved pink like a girly girl, why had I said blue? Stephan smiled. Ah, as I looked into those eyes I knew exactly why I'd said blue. "Blue like the deep ocean."

"What's your favorite thing to do? Mine is to play sports. I like staying active."

I remembered rugby practice. Yeah, I like sports too, at least I did if it involved seeing the Silverman brothers shirtless. "Watching a storm. I like sitting on a chair with a blanket and watching lightning crack across the sky. I used to do it all the time with Mum. It was the only thing we bonded over." One of my positive memories of her—the two of us sitting on chairs snuggling together and watching the skies. I closed my eyes and let the memories bombard me.

"I didn't mean to make you cry. I just wanted to get to know you better."

I touched my cheek, and was surprised to feel the wetness. I didn't realize I'd started crying. "You didn't make me cry. You made me think of some really good things me and Mum did together. Thank you for being so sweet."

His lips thinned and he nodded.

He looked aggravated and even his cheeks were tinged pink. I wondered what I'd said wrong now.

"Er...okay next question. What's your dream car?"

"I don't have my license or the money for lessons, but if I suddenly did I'd buy a red Volkswagen Beetle."

We talked about our friends for the rest of the way. How long we'd known them and trouble we'd gotten into.

By the time we reached the city I was enjoying myself. I ached to ask him to take me to my old neighborhood, but it was another twenty minutes away, and he was already parking at the shopping center.

Stephan came around and opened my door helping me down. He reached for my hand and I shook him off, but he didn't let it go. We walked to the entrance and went up the escalators to the shops.

"Let's go get some food first I'm starving."

My tommy growled, but I didn't have any money with me. I didn't want to say anything so I just followed him.

Jade wasn't going to make this easy. She argued when I'd bought her food, but caved eventually and ate what I bought her while telling me she was going to pay me back. Ha. She had another thing coming if she thought I'd take a cent of her money. I intended to slip a fifty into her bag later when she wasn't looking. I wanted to give her more, but I hoped she wouldn't notice it with it being such a small amount.

Now we were arguing with in the phone shop, or more accurately she was attempting to argue with me. The shop assistant wasn't listening to her, for which I was grateful, but Jade still didn't stop.

"I mean it Stephan. You can't buy me a phone worth that much. And under no circumstance will I have a plan were you pay for it." She crossed her arms and tried to stare me down. I shook my head, Jade should know by now she'd never win this game. I stared back and raised my eyebrow. She broke away first and glanced around.

"Look, what about this one?" Jade pointed to a cheap hundred-dollar phone.

It had a camera but it was only four megabytes. I wasn't getting her that one. She was getting the one with satellite connection so she could call from anywhere. It also had top of the line of everything. I'd be able to find her anywhere if she had the phone on her.

Gathering her to me I hugged her. I knew she'd come willingly because people were watching. "It's done, little bit. The sales assistant has gone to get the contract and phone. I've already given him my bank details."

Gazing at me, she whispered so only I would hear. "I really hate you right now."

Leaning down I kissed her. I knew I was pushing my luck but I couldn't help myself, she looked so cute glowering at me. I chuckled when she broke the kiss.

"No, you don't." She pushed at my chest but I didn't let her go.

The sales assistant came out with everything and guided us to a seat. I let her sit on the chair next to me and not my lap but I held her hand as the sales assistant explained the terms of the contract and what the phone could do. I bit my cheek a couple of times to stop laughing every time Jade would squeeze my hand extra tight or dig her nails into me because of something the guy would say about the phone or contract.

The sales assistant handed me the documents to verify, but she snatched them.

"Stephan, please. This is ridiculous. It's not too late to stop this silliness. I don't need this. What if I take it and decide to ring China and England on it? It'll cost you a fortune for Christ's sake you bought the phone out right. Surely, I could just buy credit. I don't need you connecting to a network and paying for my calls."

I waited for her tirade to finish. "Do you intend to call China and England?"

"Er, no. But that's not the point."

"It isn't?"

"Argh, no it's not. The point is I could be spending loads of money and taking you for granted. I can't afford the phone so you shouldn't buy it."

"I can afford it and I trust you." I yanked the sheets out of her grip and signed on the dotted line before she could get them.

"You shouldn't," I barely heard her since she whispered, as I checked my address and handed the papers to the sales assistant who was doing his best to avoid looking at us. He handed me the bag with the new phone and accessories, and then thanked us. I stood and held my hand out for Jade but she ignored it and marched out of the store. I grinned and followed her.

She'd been quick and disappeared before I got out of the shop. Looking around I couldn't find her. My heart raced and I jogged from one side of the mall to the other. _Shit! Where the hell was she?_ I looked around the busy shops. She didn't have any identification or even money. She'd left her school bag with all of it in my car, not that she had any money in there. Fuck, I shouldn't have pushed her. I ran to the car hoping she'd gone there, but she was nowhere to be seen, pulling my phone out, I dialed my dad.

"Hey son. Wha—"

"Dad, she took off and doesn't have anything. We are in Sydney shopping and she ran. I can't find her and she has nothing."

"Son! Son! Calm down."

"I can't. What if someone takes her? She doesn't have money or even a phone. Shit dad what if—"

"Stephan! Shut it! You need to calm down. You will be no help like you are. Stop and listen."

I took a deep breath calming myself.

"I have Brand's team trailing you. They are with you and your brother while your mother and I are gone. This deal is a big one and I don't trust anyone."

I gripped the phone tighter. I hated having bodyguards but when your family had their hands into a bit of everything the safety was needed. "I thought you took them all with you." Feeling calmer, I thanked God for my dad's paranoia about everyone being a potential threat to his family. I'd completely forgotten about my bodyguards. They stayed hidden. No one knew we had then until you tried to harm a Silverman.

"No. I split the new team up so we had enough for everyone. Call Brand, I'd bet money he knows what Jade is to you so I don't think she's alone."

"Thanks Dad."

"Anytime. Go get your woman. Your mother and I are staying longer and won't be home until late Thursday."

Dad hung up and I rang Brand. "I thought you would have called sooner. You're slipping. I didn't think you knew we've been watching. You're turning into a pussy, or is it pussy whipped?" I rolled my eyes even though I knew he couldn't see me.

"Way to speak to your employer."

"Your father pays my check I believe. You know I would say the same to him."

I chuckled, feeling lighter. Brand had been with us for over ten years and he was a hard as nails ex-army Special Forces. "So, are you going to tell me?"

"What? You mean the pretty brunette with big brown eyes walking down the street. She's heading in the direction of the train station but I don't think she knows because she keeps looking around like she's lost."

"Yep," I growled. The silly girl. What was she thinking?

"Do you want me to detain her?"

"No. I'm on my way now. She doesn't know about you, or that we all have bodyguards and she will too soon." Brand knew it goaded me to admit I needed protection. I'd learned my dad may be ruthless but other men were worse.

"Call if you need anything. David is with you."

I hung up already able to see Jade. Catching up to her I grabbed her arm. "Slow down."

She turned startled eyes on me and all my anger and worry came flooding back.

"You run off and don't even know where you're going. You have no money and no phone. How did you expect to get home if you lost me? What would have happened if someone took you? I know you're angry with me but that's no excuse for putting yourself in danger." I tugged her against me needing to hold her. I needed to know she was safe. Stroking her hair and taking deep breaths of her lavender scent, I calmed my raging heartbeat.

Jade was stiff in my arms but she softened when I stroked her hair and held her tighter. Holy shit, how the hell did my father and family put up with the curse? I'd be certifiably crazy if I kept acting like this? Pulling away I gripped her shoulders. "Don't ever do something like that again. We're in the city for Christ's sake."

"I've lived about twenty minutes from here all my life. The city isn't bad. I'm safe here."

Taking my hands from her, I stepped back before I shook her. Jade didn't know half the shit that went down around here. I was tempted to tell her some of the things I knew but I didn't want to ruin what she considered her safe place. "Let's go, I'll take you home." I turned and walked back towards the shops and my car.

I was surprised when Jade yanked on my arm and came up beside me.

"You're angry with me. I should be the angry one not you." She poked my chest. "You barge into my life less than forty-eight hours ago and expect me to fall at your feet and then get angry and pissy when I don't. Well guess what buster I don't need you and I didn't ask you to be in my life." She stomped ahead of me and I followed smiling as she walked to my car.

"I'm only going with you because I don't have money to get home otherwise."

Opening the car, she got in and I laughed. Jade was perfect.

The car ride home sucked. I ignored Stephan as best as anyone could ignore a gorgeous, demanding, bossy, and arrogant guy. It was late afternoon by the time we got home and I hoped Grandpa wouldn't be angry. I was back before dark, but I knew Sunday night was one of his busiest nights.

Stephan pulled around the back even after I asked him to drop me out front. "No way little bit. Did you see all those bikes and cars? Anything could happen while you were getting back here."

Rolling my eyes, I got out of the car and grabbed my bag. Stephan followed. Oh no. I didn't want him following me. There was no way I wanted him to see how I lived. I'd seen his house, well mansion. The whole apartment was almost this size of his bathroom. "Stay here. I'm fine from here." But of course, he didn't listen as usual and followed me up the steps. No way was I opening the door. "I'm here now. You can go."

"I want to come in and say hi to your grandfather. I also want to help you set up the phone." There was no way he was seeing or talking to my grandfather, and I forgotten about the stupid phone.

"Grandpa is downstairs. It's busy tonight." I snatched the phone out of his hand. I knew he wouldn't leave unless I took it. "I can set this up myself."

Stephan gave me a stern stare, the one he used to make me cave, but not this time. I was too embarrassed about how I lived, no way was I showing him and I hated feeling like that. He must have known I wasn't going to fold because he ran his fingers through his hair and sighed.

"Fine, you win this time. But you better have the phone tomorrow. I'll call you in the morning and if you don't answer I'll be around. Okay?"

I nodded because right now I'd agree to anything as long as he left. I opened the door, slipped in, and shut it in his face. Leaning against the door I closed my eyes and sighed in relief. Opening my eyes once I knew he was gone, I clutched my bags and went to my room to play with my new phone.

The ringing woke me and I shot up out of bed searching for the mobile before it woke Grandpa. Grabbing it off the charger I slid my finger across the green phone icon. "Hello?"

"Hi little bit."

I got back into bed groaning until I saw I'd slept in and my alarm hadn't gone off "What do you want?"

"That's not a nice way to talk to me, especially since I'm ringing to tell you I'll be there to pick you up in in half an hour—so be ready."

It took a minute for my still groggy mind to register what he'd said, and then it hit me. "What. No. You can't pick me up. I can get to school on my own." I was too late though he'd hung up. _Wanker_.

Getting back out of bed I emptied my school bag of clothes and put my school things back in. Gathering my school clothes, I rummaged in my garbage bags for clean underwear then headed for the shower, grabbing a towel from the closet on the way. I needed to be ready and out front before Stephan got any ideas of coming up the apartment.

Jade met me out the front of the pub for the next four days. I made sure she had her phone with her every time she left. My goal was to get her into the habit of taking it with her wherever she went.

I'd finally started to crack her hard shell. I picked her up and drove her to school. On Monday, she'd retreated as soon as we arrived, but every day since then it got a little better.

"Thanks for the lift." Jade smiled at me and jumped out of my car almost running to the school. I let her run and hide. I'd find her later in the day.

At recess on Monday she'd hid. Her friends thought it was hilarious and wouldn't tell me where to find her. At lunch, I didn't let her hide. I may not be in any of her classes, but my brother was in a few. When he wasn't able to be there, one of my friends were with her. Brad had been in her class before lunch and I'd asked him to bring her to where we sat. If she kicked up too much of a stink Brad would follow her and call me.

Brad called me. "She doesn't like to be told what to do and she has some mouth on her—some of the things she called me..." Brad chuckled. "She's in the library. I'll wait for you here"

I'd gone to the library and found her in a back-corner reading.

Brad whacked me on the back. "Good luck. I don't even think me Mum's death stares are as vicious as hers."

She knew the instant I came in because she put the book down and gave me her best glare. I don't think she realize how hot it made her look. I ignored her glare, kissing and hugging her until the librarian, Mrs. Vren, interrupted.

"Mr. Silverman, take it outside."

I'd picked up Jade's bag and wrapped my arm around her and guided her out of the library.

We walked through the school and down toward the oval where I sat.

"Let me go. I can walk by myself."

I pulled her closer almost carrying her.

"Stop it. Everyone is looking," she hissed.

I knew why they were watching. I'd never dated or shown any interest in any of the girls at school. Not that it stopped them from throwing themselves at me or propositioning me. "Of course, they're watching. They're wondering how I scored such a pretty girl."

Jade snorted. "You're such a liar."

I stopped in the middle of the lunch courtyard and turned Jade to face me. I tilted her head up, leaned down, and kissed her in front of everyone. I knew all their eyes were on us, but didn't give a fuck. I coaxed her to open her mouth and tangled my tongue with hers. Kissing her deep while I showed everyone she was mine. I ended the kiss and stepped away from her grinning.

"That was just mean. You knew I couldn't stop you with everyone watching."

Of course, I knew she wouldn't denying me a kiss, she didn't want to cause an even bigger scene. She may fight me at every turn but I knew she liked me, especially my kisses. "I knew you liked me enough to show everyone. I also wanted everyone to know you're mine." I shrugged. "I will do it every day if you don't meet me at recess and lunch."

"Fine." Jade straightened and walked down to the seats were we always sat.

The next couple of days she joined me for recesses and lunch. Her friends came down and sat with us too.

Afternoons had been another fight. Jade and Cassie had become fast friends so she'd been spending most afternoons with her and their friends. I let her spend Monday with Cassie, but Tuesday when I had rugby practice and I wanted her there.

"I thought rugby practice was on Friday?" She'd sulked because she'd wanted to go with Cassie like she had the day before. I had been waiting for her at the entry to the car park.

"It is. Tuesday and Friday."

We'd gone back to my house and she'd tried sitting in the car.

"Little bit, if you don't get out of the car now I won't go to practice. I'll stay here with you." I laughed when she jumped out of the car and ran inside. She refused to come up to my room while I changed for practice, but I'd let her have that boon. I was supposed to be taking it slow, and I knew last time she was in my room it spooked her.

On Wednesday, I'd waited for her at the car park entrance. We'd gone back to my house, but I'd invited our friends over and we all hung out

Today I didn't wait in the car park entrance, I waited out by her last class. I had a free period on Thursdays afternoons. I'd spent the first thirty-five minutes in the library studying. The HSC exams (Higher School Certificate) wasn't too far away and I needed good marks to get into my course.

My parents messaged me to tell me they'd arrived home and where looking forward to seeing my brother and me. I was going to make sure I got to spend some time with Jade even if it was just driving her home.

The bell rang and Jade was the last out of the class. Her eyes widened when she saw me. "What are you doing waiting here?"

Grabbing her hand, I brought it up to my lips and kissed it. "Just coming to get my girl. Thursday afternoons I have a free period."

"You didn't have to wait for me. I could have gotten the bus if I couldn't find one of my friends."

"There's no reason for you to get the bus. I like making sure you get home,"

Jade smiled at me. I knew I was slowing changing her mind about being with me. "Thanks, but I can look after myself. I've been doing it now for nearly eighteen years."

"You have me now."

She rolled her eyes. "I can't rely on you always. What happens when you're done with me or we go to separate universities?"

I stopped. "What are you talking about? I will never be done with you. You're mine. We will be going to the same university." I wanted to shake her until my words sank in. How could she think I would leave her?

Jade nibbled on her lip and I honed in on the action and as always it made me rock hard.

"Stephan, I know your reputation. I don't want you to make promises," she said turning away from my stare and continuing on to the car.

Frustration and unease seeped into me as I opened my car. Jade got in and I followed getting into the driver's side. "I can make you as many promises as I like because I'll keep them. I've been taking things slow for you," I said and started the car, driving toward her house. "If I had my way you'd be living in my house and I'd be fucking waking up to you every morning and going to sleep with you in my arms."

"Don't say things like that."

"Why the hell not?"

"How many women have you had living with you? I couldn't do it and be kicked out when you've had enough." Tears slid down her cheeks and I tried to reign myself in but I was pissed.

"I haven't lived with any other women. I'm friggin' nineteen. You are the only woman besides the cleaners and my mother to ever be in my rooms. You will be the only one—ever—to be in there."

"I just can't do this."

I was angry, and Jade wouldn't even look at me.

"I can't get attached to you, you'll break my heart. I haven't been with anyone. I'm not experienced like you and I don't have a mansion or even anything close. I have fifty dollars to my name and it isn't even mine, it's yours, you snuck it into my bag. Sure, tomorrow I'll have two hundred in my account thanks to Centrelink, but I bet it isn't even a quarter of what's in your account."

"What on Earth brought all this on? You're acting crazy."

"I'm not. I'm being realistic and protecting myself. We can have a relationship like we've been having, but I'm just asking you to tone it down, and stop saying things that will hurt me later."

The insane girl believed what she was saying. How the hell was I supposed to make her see I was serious? I pulled into the pub and drove around to the back.

"Fucking hell, Jade, I don't want to leave you now my but parents just got home and I said I would spend time with them. I'm thinking I need to tell them I'll see them later."

"No. Go home to your parents."

Turning off the car I ran my hand over my face. "I don't know what you want from me. I've told you you're mine, and I'll never let you go. I've told you I want more, and I'm taking it slow for you. What more do you want?" I banged on my steering wheel, anger and frustration flowing through me. I knew if I stayed here we'd continue this argument one of us would say something we regretted. "Look, go inside. I'm going home to cool off and see my parents. I'll see you in the morning. Promise me you'll stay here?" If she went out I'd crack.

"I promise." She got out of the car and ran up the stairs.

I drove home taking a long detour. I needed to calm down before I saw my family.

I went to my bedroom and cried. Stephan was getting to me, breaking down my guard, making me rethink that maybe not all men were arseholes. He was slowly convincing me I could have him even though he was way out of my league. I had nothing and trash to his royalty.

When I saw Stephan waiting outside of my classroom today my heart had missed a beat and a lightness came over me. I knew in that moment he could really hurt me, not like my mother or any of her many boyfriends, but break my heart to pieces kind of hurt. I don't think I have the strength to survive that kind of hurt. I don't have much, but what I do have I'm desperate to keep.

I don't know how long I cried and felt sorry for myself when I heard my grandpa yelling for me. I wiped my tears and went to find him. As usual when he was home, he was on the couch in the lounge room.

"Get here now, girl." I hesitated for a moment and Grandpa stood, his face was red, his fist clenched at his side and the anger radiating off him. I tried to think what I'd done the last few days that might have pissed him off. Nothing. I went to school, hung out with my friends or Stephan.

He grabbed my arm dragging me to him. Stumbling, I righted myself. "Yes grandpa."

"You don't listen, do you?" He shook me.

I tried to relax so it wouldn't hurt too bad. When I didn't answer he slapped me across the face. The sting of his hand brought tears to my eyes and I fought to keep from crying.

"I'm sorry, Grandpa. I don't know what I did."

He punched me so hard I fell onto the flat screen TV. The screen smashed and I cried out as the glass cut into my legs. Grandpa dragged me off the TV swearing.

"Look what you did brat." He turned me to see the broken TV. "You broke my new TV." He pushed me to the floor and kicked me over and over. I curled into a fetal position as he yelled, "I told you to stay out of trouble. I warned you I didn't want any attention on me. You are a stupid, stupid, whore of a girl, running around with a Silverman boy. I have everyone watching now." He yanked me up by the hair and I couldn't help but scream from the pain. "Do you realize how many customers I've lost in the last couple of days thanks to you and your whoring ways?" He spat in my face with each word, then slapped me and punched me in the stomach. I fell to the floor and vomited, which only made him angrier.

I had been beaten many times by my mother's boyfriends and clients who came for product and she'd run out. I'd fought back every time with them, but this was different. This was my grandpa. I had no one else but him, but I couldn't take anymore.

He came at me again, and I gathered what little strength I had and I kicked and hit him. Screaming, I fought with all I had left in me. Then I hit him in the balls and kicked him while he was down, then I grabbed my bag by the door and ran out of the house. I needed to get away before he got up and killed me.

My phone started beeping, and I frowned as I pulled it out of my pocket. Jade's phone tracker was going off telling me she wasn't at home. I'd turned on the tracker, scared she'd something stupid after our argument—but it had been hours ago. I'd driven around, finally calmed down and was now home with my parents.

"You okay son?" My dad asked. We were playing pool. He and Mum against me and Derick.

My chest hurt and something didn't feel right. I hopped she hadn't been at home stewing and was now running or going out. "I don't know. I feel off. Jade promised me she wouldn't go anywhere, and her tracker is telling me she's out. We did have a fight, but it was hours ago. The tracker is moving but not fast like she's in a car."

"Stephan, if your gut is telling you something is wrong check it out. You know Jade. Would she leave tonight?"

Jade did like to defy me, but I had a feeling she wasn't doing that now. I looked at the screen and saw she'd stopped. It was weird though, stopped in what I knew to be bush land not far from where she lived. "Something is not right, Dad. Look." I showed him where the tracker had stopped.

"Maybe she dropped the phone?"

"But why would she be there anyway, even if she did drop it." I rubbed the ache that formed in my chest.

"You're right, Stephan. Let's go."

Dad, Derick, my mother and I ran to the garage. "Mum stay here. I need you here in case she shows up. I may need you to call your friends too." Mum nodded and I hugged her as Dad grabbed the keys to the Range Rover.

We all got in and Dad open the garage door and started speeding down the driveway toward the location on my phone. "Call Brand and make sure he's ready. We don't know what we're going into."

Driving to Jade's usually took me twenty minutes, Dad made it there in under fifteen. I jumped out of the car even and ran toward the beeping only to be held back by Brand and David.

"We go first. Stay close behind." Five men surrounded us as we walked into the bush. We were quiet we'd been trained well.

As we got close to the location flashing on my phone I heard a voice. "You can't hide brat. I know you can't have gotten far. Come to me now and the punishment will end quickly."

My skin chilled and I prayed we got to Jade before the other person did. I clenched my first and swore whoever it was would pay if he'd laid even a finger on my little bit.

I saw her before the others. She lay sprawled out on the ground. I broke from the circle around me, not caring about anything besides getting to Jade. I crouched next to her as the late afternoon sun was almost hidden from the trees. She didn't move and my heart was beating a million miles an hour almost stopped. She was covered in black and purple bruises; one eye was swollen over and the other not in much better shape. Her lips were swollen and cut.

I didn't want to touch her worried I'd hurt her more. I didn't even know if there was anywhere not bruised or battered, from what I could see nowhere looked pain free. "Little bit, I'm here. You're safe. Wake up. Show me those chocolate beauties." She didn't answer and I looked up at my dad and the guards. "Dad?"

Dad kneeled beside me. "We've called the ambulance. They'll be here soon. You need to move son so I can check her pulse."

I nodded numbly as my dad reached over and gently placed his fingers underneath her neck. "She's alive Stephan."

I blinked. It hadn't even crossed my mind she could be dead. I just knew she was hurt. Looking around now and noticed Derick and three of the guards were gone

"Brand and Royce went to see who was calling to her and your bother, and Owen went to flag down the police and ambulance."

I couldn't talk. I nodded and gazed down at my bruised and broken woman. Rage like nothing I'd ever felt before spread through me. I stood, and then stomped off in the directed we'd heard the voice. I knew Jade was safe with my dad but the dickhead who hurt her was fucking dead. I cleared the trees to see the pub and noticed Royce and Brand holding an old fat man who was trying to fight them.

Going to them, I let all my rage out. "Let him go. I want to beat him while he attempts to fight back." Brand let go and stepped away but Royce studied me for a moment before he nodded to me and let go of the arsehole. I got right up in the bastards' face. "You like hitting people who can't defend themselves. That are half your Goddamned size? Let's see how well you fight with someone who can hit back and harder." I punched him in the face dodging his fist. I repeated my action again aiming for his other eye. I smiled when I heard the crunch of his nose breaking. I kept hitting and punching until Brand pulled me off.

"You need to go. I can hear the sirens."

I felt a lot calmer now as I stared at the beaten man. "How you gonna explain that?"

Brand shrugged then punched the concrete wall of the pub. "There we go. I defended myself and he fell a lot."

Royce chuckled and I looked over to see him giving a filthy look to the scum doubled over. Royce glanced up at me. "Go kid. We've got you covered. Your girl needs you."

I ran back to where my dad and Jade. He was on the phone still sitting next to Jade. I plonked down on the other side of her. She groaned and I leaned forward. "Wanker, you're here. I met your dad."

My girl was okay if she was calling me names. "I'm here little bit. I'll never leave you."

"I hurt," she rasped out.

I swallowed the lump clogging my throat. "I know. I'm sorry."

She didn't answer and her eyes closed again.

"Stephan, you need to keep her awake. Don't let her sleep. The ambulance is here now. I was told not to let her sleep."

Crap, I didn't know what to do to keep her awake without hurting her further. Leaning down I gently brushed her hair away from her face. "Jade, you need to stay awake."

"Mmm," she groaned.

I needed her to stay awake. "I put the tracker on your phone and linked it to mine. It's how I knew where to find you."

"Hate you."

I smiled and thanked God I knew how to press her buttons. "I bet you don't. I bet you love me."

"Err, dream on." Her voice was getting fainter but she was still fighting with me.

I stroked her cheek and glanced at my Dad who was still talking on his phone. "I do. They are all filled with you."

A wretched sob escaped and tears slid down her cheeks. My heart crumbled at the sight. I'd never felt so useless. I sighed when I saw Derick and Owen guiding the paramedics to us.

The paramedic took in the situation and went to Jade. They went to work asking her questions trying to keep her awake. When she stopped they turned to my father who was still on the phone. Dad pointed to me and the paramedic turned back to me.

"Can you tell me about her? We need to get her out of here fast so walk with me." Two paramedics lifted her onto a stretcher and I chased after them scared when she didn't wake while they were moving her. "I got out of her that she is Jade Black, seventeen, and not allergic to anything that she knows of. I need to know if she has had anything broken before, and everything you can tell me that might help her."

I was glad for the report I'd gotten on her and told them everything I knew. The police were near the road and I could see them talking to Royce and Brand, but I didn't see the bastard. I got in the ambulance still talking. I wouldn't leave her, they would have to pry me from her side.

I knew why my dad had been on the phone. As soon as we'd arrived at the hospital a group of doctors took over. A nurse came over to me and dragged me from Jade. "She is in the best hands. I have no idea who she is but she must be important. They are our senior doctors and I'm told we have a doctor flying in from Sydney and arriving any minute."

I owed my dad big time. He must have pulled favors and pushed his weight around. I paced the waiting room eager to hear any information on Jade. It was my mother's arms coming around me that had me stopping. "Your father and I just became temporary guardians."

Love spread through me as I looked down at my mum. My parents were awesome, repeating again that I owed my dad big time. I knew then for sure who the bastard was I beat. "It was her granddad, wasn't it?"

"Yes. He is in custody and it doesn't look like he'll be released. The police searched his place. They got a tip and someone came forward claiming something. The police are now searching his property. They found a couple of judges happy to help them."

"Thanks. I'm lucky to have you."

My mum stretched up on tiptoes and brushed my hair out of my eyes. "I didn't do anything baby. It was all your father."

I knew she was lying. The judges where Mum's friends.

I don't know how long I waited, but minutes passed by like hours. Derick and my dad soon joined my mother and me and David and Owen were hovering around.

"How are Brand and Royce? They aren't in trouble?" I didn't want them arrested for what I did to Jade's grandfather.

Owen smirked. "Nah, you didn't get them into anything they can't handle. I heard from Royce about ten minutes ago and he said the police seem preoccupied with what they're finding at the pub, and the arresting officer saw how clumsy her grandfather was tripping and falling everywhere."

I nodded and clenched my fist feeling my skin stretch over my cuts. I didn't realize I'd hurt my hand when I was beating the arsehole.

Finally, a doctor a friend of my parents, Steve Deed, came over and spoke to dad. "Jade's in recovery. She had a stomach bleed which we stopped and will monitor. Her appendix was damaged and we removed it. Her left arm is broken in two places and her right is sprained. Her jaw was dislocated and we have fixed it. She has stitches placed on the back of both her legs, but what we are most concerned about is her concussion. We can see from her scans she has been hit on the head several times. The records sent over show she's had several broken bones. I've spoken to DOCS and been told she was removed from two situations. I will be sending my assessment to them and the police." The doctor's eyes softened. "Lucas, Evelin, if you need anything to help keep the girl safe, don't hesitate to ask. Poor girl needs a break."

My dad shook Steve's hand. "Thanks for coming, Steve. I hope your report and recommendations help."

"That's okay Lucas. I'm glad I came and could help. I'm staying until she's awake and out of the woods."

Before Steve left I asked, "When can I see her?"

"I'll send a nurse to get you when she's ready." I nodded to Steve and watched him walk away.

I turned to my family, my mum had tears running down her cheeks and Derick looked dazed. Dad looked how I felt, furious. "I should have killed him. I should have moved her in as soon as I knew who she was to me."

Mum hugged me. "This isn't your fault son."

"Never again. I will listen to my instinct. Never again will I hesitate. Never again."

My whole body hurt. I didn't think I'd ever been in this much pain before. I forced my eyes open to a white bright light but they barely moved. A sob rocked me and I fought to keep my tears contained. They wouldn't help me. They never did. My head pounded and my body wouldn't move. Moaning, I felt a heavy weight on my arm and I knew the feeling, it was a cast.

A face leaned over me. I couldn't see any features. "Miss Black, you're awake. Do you know where you are?"

I cleared my dry throat. "Hospital," I rasped.

"Yes, you're in recovery at Reed Creek Memorial Hospital. What is your pain at the moment? One being none at all to ten being extreme."

"Hundred." I was more than ten I knew.

"I will go get you some pain relief and tell the doctor you're awake and we'll look into getting you to a room."

I didn't say anything. I was in too much pain. I moaned, and closed my eyes again.

I came in and out of consciousness a lot. I don't remember much but pain. When I came to and my eyes finally opened enough for me to see I let the tears fall and gave over to the despair.

"Little bit, are you in pain? Do you want me to get the nurse?"

I sobbed harder as soon as I heard his voice. "You're here? Now you can see me for what I am...trash."

"You are anything but, you're my treasure. And I wouldn't be anywhere else Jade."

I cried harder, because I didn't want Stephan to ever see this side of my life. It was bad enough he was seeing me beaten and broken. "I don't want you to see me like this."

"What? Why?"

"I look terrible. Now you can see with your own two eyes how bad I am for you." My heart broke he was seeing me like this. I bet the police were called. I'd be moved to foster care. At least I wouldn't get hurt any worse from Stephan if they moved me.

"You are beautiful to me." He stroked my cheek, which made me cry harder.

"I'm so sorry. So, so, sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? You have no reason to apologize."

"Yes, yes I do. Not only am I sorry you saw me like this, but I'm sorry for leaving you."

"What? You're not making any sense. You didn't leave me."

"I'm going to. DOCS will take me. I won't be able to be with you if I'm living so far away. You won't want to be with me after this."

"You're not going anywhere I promise. Even if you did I would follow. I will always want to be with you." He stroked my cheek and I leaned into his touch basking in his comfort.

I was going crazy. Stephan wouldn't leave me alone. I'd been stuck in the hospital for five days. The police had come and questioned me. I couldn't tell them anything besides the obvious of what Grandpa had done to me. I found out on the second day Grandpa had been arrested and would be going to jail for a long time. They'd gotten a warrant and searched the apartment and pub and found all his drugs. He wasn't even given bail. I'd never be going back to him. The police came to see me again and told me they would have more questions when they were ready. I cried for hours after I found out, not because I loved my grandpa or because I wanted to live with him. I cried because one door had closed for me. I now had no known family. I was now a State problem to deal with until I turned eighteen. I cried because I knew I'd be moved. I'd lose all my new friends and any chance I had with Stephan.

On the third day, I was told who my new guardians were and I was pissed. "What the hell Stephan. I have been worrying and upset over leaving all my new friends here and starting over again and you didn't think to tell me your fucking parents have custody. I cried and wailed over it all and you never said anything." Right then I wished he was closer and sitting next to my good hand so I could punch him.

The wanker shrugged. "I told you, you weren't going anywhere. I told you I wouldn't let you."

"Argh, I didn't think it meant me coming to live with you. How on Earth did your parents get custody? Do they have a foster care license?"

"Nope. They know a lot of people. Plus, did you know your grandfather signed a document giving them custody?"

"No because no one told me."

"I'm telling you now."

"Grr, you drive me crazy. You know, that right?"

The wanker shrugged again.

That was two days ago. Right now, I was about ready to kill him. I was meeting his parents for the first time. They'd thought to give me time to recover a little before they introduced themselves. I was grateful. Supposedly I had met Stephan's father, but I didn't remember. The last thing I remembered from the other night was running from Grandpa.

Tomorrow if all was still going well they were releasing me. I wanted to get up and shower, the nurse had put a bag over my cast and I had waterproof dressings over the stitches on my legs I'd been given a walking frame to help me get to the bathroom and to stay standing. My body was still battered and bruised. It hurt like a mother to walk and I'd only done it when Stephan wasn't around to carry me.

Now I wanted to have my first shower, so I wouldn't smell when I met his parents. I'd gotten a sponge bath from the nurses and they'd made Stephan leave, but he was refusing to leave now.

"No way, I'm not going. You need me in case you fall in the shower."

"There is a nurse call button if that happens, and I won't fall coz I have the walker."

"I said no." He crossed his arms over his chest.

I eased off the bed and grabbed the walker. He took it from me and lifted me into his arms. "Put me down now Stephan. I can walk to the shower."

"No. You can't walk to the shower or stand for that long. You either walk to the shower and I stand watching you in the shower, making sure you don't fall, or you let me carry you and I wait with the curtain closed."

"Argh, I hate you."

"No, you don't."

He was right, but I'd never admit it to him. I looked over at the nurse's button, wondering how long they would take to come if I pressed it. They'd help me get him out.

"Don't even think about it. I'm taking you to the shower. I've already put clean underwear, a nighty, and other girly stuff Mum thought you'd need."

"Ah, what a sweet thing to do."

Stephan shook his head. "She's sweet? And me who's been looking after you isn't?"

"Your mum isn't pissing me off now by taking over and being bossy. I bet she'd listen if I told her I could walk to the bathroom and shower on my own."

"I bet she would, but I'm not my mother. So tough luck for you." He walked with me in his arms to the bathroom, sitting me on a seat he'd placed in there. I rolled my eyes heavenward praying for patience. He turned on the shower taps fiddling with them. "Okay. It should be perfect temperature now."

I raised my eyebrow, because really, I could get my own water to the temperature I wanted. Stephan stared at me and I glared back. I crossed my arms over my chest which was hard to do with a cast and gave my best death stare. I wasn't taking my gown off until he left. No way was he seeing me naked... er again.

"Do you need me to help you undress?"

"No. Get out." He didn't move so I stood, hobbling toward him. "Out now Stephan or so help me God I will kill you."

The wanker smiled. "Okay little bit, I'll be out the door. Call me when you get in the shower."

Ha, I wasn't going to call him. He left and shut the door and locked it, grinning at my win.

Stripping out of my hospital gown and underwear was a workout. I slowly made my way back to the running water and eased under it wincing when it hit my still tender flesh. I was glad Stephan wasn't in the bathroom. He would have freaked when I'd winced and taken me out. He'd become more overbearing than ever. I told myself over and over he was looking after me, but today it wasn't helping.

At the side, I noticed a pink overnight bag. Opening it I saw everything I could ever need. The bag was stuffed full of shampoo, conditioner, body wash, face scrub, bunch of creams, a new toothbrush, and toothpaste. She'd even added a small sewing kit, and a miniature manicure set. I stayed in the shower for as long as I could and used most of my new things.

I sighed and got out when I heard. "I'm coming in now if you don't answer me. I'll break the fucking door if I have to."

Turning off the shower I wrapped the towel around me and yelled, "I'm fine. Stay calm and don't even think of coming in here."

When I didn't hear anything back I dried myself and went to over to a very expensive looking pink and black suitcase. I opened it and groaned, if it was all very girly. I was a jeans and t-shirt girl, sometimes I wore a skirt and heels, but these, were, well they were something. They were all in my size and every piece was name brand. I picked out pink panties. The matching bra was nice but I knew with my cast I'd never get it on, well not while I was still bruised and in pain. Rummaging through I found a bunch of silk and satin PJs. Picking out the one that covered the most I put the top on and the pants using the seat to help my balance.

Taking a deep calming breath, I hobbled to the door, gritting my teeth as the pain in my legs made themselves known, and I opened the door. I stood still because I knew if Stephan saw me move he'd flip.

He gave me a slow appraisal. "You look cute."

I knew I still looked like shit, all purple, black and yellow, but I had to pick my fights so there was no point in arguing. "Thanks. It's nice of your mum to lend me her clothes."

"Oh, she didn't lend you anything. She bought you everything and had them washed and ready for you."

"What? You're joking, right? She can't have. She would have spent a fortune. They're all big-name brands."

He shrugged. "She did. Everything is yours even the suitcase." He came to me, picked me up, and wrapped my good arm around him. "She's excited. Silly thing even painted a bedroom suite for you. I told her you were staying in my room with me."

"I am not."

He kissed my forehead. "Yeah little bit, you are."

Stephan sat me on the bed and I glared at him. "I most assuredly am not."

He chuckled. "Uh-huh, you can think that, but you're going to get a shock tomorrow to see your things in my room, which is now our room."

"I really hate you."

"No, you really don't."

"Argh, stop telling me how I feel."

Laughter had me glancing at the door to see a couple in their late forties, standing watching. I felt heat rise on my cheeks in embarrassment as I realized the couple were Stephan's parents. "Oh God kill me now," I whispered."

A huge smile spread across Stephan's face and I sighed. Damn dimples. His parents laughed and I wanted to bury myself in the covers and hide.

They came further into the room and I could see where Derick and Stephan got their looks. Stephan's mother was gorgeous, she had long blonde hair, big brown eyes with super long lashes, big thick lips and a stunning curvy body. Stephan's father was his clone or he was his, jet black hair, deep ocean blue eyes and strong masculine features. When I looked at him he smiled and dimples popped on two cheeks. Damn. Who knew an old man could be hot.

Stephan growled and my gazed darted to him. "Stop checking out my dad."

"I'm not. Well, I am but it's just he's your clone or...um ...I mean you're his errr clone."

Stephan's parents were cracking up with laughter now. I sank lower into the bed praying I'd turn invisible.

"I love her Stephan. Isn't she just adorable?" His mother said. What the hell. I was a lot of things, but adorable wasn't one.

"Yes dear, she's perfect for Stephan." His father patted Stephan's mother's hand.

Stephan's mother came forward to the bed. "Hi Jade. I'm Evelin Silverman. And the clone behind me is Lucas Silverman. It's so nice to finally meet you. I just wish it was under better circumstances."

"Um...nice to meet you too." I chewed on my bottom lip. "Thanks so much for all your help. I'll never be able to repay you for everything you've done for me." Tears rolled down my cheeks. Crap. I couldn't stop them.

"Sweetheart, it was our pleasure. You're a part of the family now." Evelin picked up my good hand and kissed it. She brushed hair out of my face and tucked it behind my ear. "I heard some good news, you get to come home tomorrow if the doctor gives the go ahead in the morning."

"Yeah, about that..." I wanted to make sure they didn't feel any obligation to help me. I could look after myself. "If it's a problem me coming and staying with you I'm sure I can find somewhere else to stay. I've looked after myself for almost seventeen years."

Lucas came next to Evelin and patted my hand. "Don't be silly. You would have come and lived with us sooner or later. If Stephan had his way he would have had you living with us the day he meet you. I had Evelin in my house twenty-four hours after meeting her. It would have been sooner if she didn't waste time arguing for that twenty-four hours. You woman seem to think you know what's best for you." He shook his head like it was shame we were stupid.

I giggled when Evelin hit Lucas. "We do know you jerk."

Lucas raised his hands in surrender and winked at me. A huge weight I didn't know had been holding me down lifted, and I felt hope things could work.

He was dreaming if he thought I'd be moving into his room. Standing at the entrance to his room I shook my head. "I don't care what you think. I'm not sleeping in your room with you."

"Fine. We'll sleep in another room."

"No. We won't be sleeping in the same room at all." I slowly walked towards the stairs only to be lifted up and brought against a hard chest.

"Are you trying to hurt yourself? You've just come back from hospital and were about to attempt to go down stairs. Jade, the backs of your legs are covered in stitches."

Was he for real? I know I have over thirty stitches in my legs. The muscles in my calves pulled every time I walked. "You don't think I bloody know? The only reason I was going to go down stairs was so I could get away from you, find your mother and see if she could talk some sense into you." I was yelling now, but didn't care. I probably sounded like the brat my grandpa accused me of but again, I didn't care, I was grateful for everything Stephan had done but he was suffocating me.

"Mum doesn't need to talk sense into me. You need to listen and stop arguing."

My anger was rising and I struggled in his arms but he just held me tighter. Stephan carried me down the stairs and still didn't let me go when we reached the bottom.

"I can walk now." I wiggled to get out of Stephan's hold.

"I know. I like you in my arms though." He walked to the games room were his mum sat on the sofa with an eReader.

Evelin glanced up and smiled. "How are you settling in?"

Stephan placed me on the sofa next to Evelin. "Good thanks. I would be doing even better if you would tell your son I'm not staying in his room."

Evelin raised one dainty eyebrow in question to her son. Stephan crossed his arms over his chest and glared at me. I rolled my eyes heavenward praying for patience. Evelin sighed. "Stephan, I did the room up right next door to yours. I really think you should let Jade stay in there. You won't be far from her and you'll see her every day."

"Mum she belongs with me."

I chewed on my lip and looked to Evelin hoping she wasn't going to fall for his crap. Evelin stared at me for a while and she must have seen something because she cleared her throat, and stood so she was almost toe to toe with her son. "Stephan, I won't ask you again, I'll tell you. Jade is staying in the room I did up for her. When Jade chooses she can move into your room."

I felt like doing a fist pump and sticking my tongue out at Stephan, but the stare he sent my way had me sinking into the sofa and quietly enjoying my victory. I liked Evelin. She was my ally and I felt bad for using her but I intended to use her as much as I could. Stephan was just too tempting and hard to fight.

"She never friggin listens, Dad. I swear I'm going to strangle her."

My dad chuckled and patted me on the back. "Give her space boy. She's been home for three days and you've done nothing but hover."

"Do you know she told me she was going to school on Monday? She chucked a fit that I have missed over a week of school. Of course, I wasn't going to school while she was in the hospital or when she got home. Who would have helped her?"

"I'm sure your mother and I could have he—"

"Dad, whose side are you on?"

"Er, yours son."

"Well tell Mum to stop encouraging her. The two have gone off this morning and she didn't tell me where."

"I'm sure your mother is taking great care of her. She told me she was taking Jade to have a spa day. Why don't you go out and see your friends? I think some time apart will be good. You've both been in each other's faces way too much."

I sighed, my dad was right. I'd barely left Jade's side since the beating. "I do need to go see Cassie. Jade's birthday is less than a month away and I want to get everything organized."

"It's not exactly what I meant but if it gets you out of the house and stops your pacing I'm fine with it."

I'd called Scott because I didn't have his sister Cassie's phone number. They were both at home. I drove there and Scott answered the door. "The others missed you at the games. We lost today."

"Sorry man, but my girl comes first."

"I understand." His eyes narrowed and he smirked. "Come in. Cassie is watching a movie.

I went into the house and to the back-family room. Cassie sat on a huge L shaped sofa. She had tears running down her cheeks and tissues all around her. I looked to Scott in alarm. He waved his hand.

"It's all your fault. You haven't let her see Jade and she's been blaming herself for not noticing anything with her grandfather. She thinks you won't let Jade be friends with her or some shit. She's been watching all these girly movies and crying. I only let you in so you can do something and end this crap.

I stared at my best friend shocked he hadn't mentioned anything about this to me. He hadn't told me he was pissed at me either.

Fuck, I wasn't good with this emotional stuff. And right now, I didn't have the energy to deal with this. I slowly approached Cassie. "Um hi Cassie."

"Oh, Stephan I'm so sorry. I should have seen it. I mean she never liked being home I just thought she really liked me. I'm such a bad friend. How bad is she? Am I not allowed to see her?"

"Cassie, I wasn't keeping you from seeing her. I just forgot to ask you to come and visit. I'm here now to get your help for her birthday."

"You're not angry? You want me to help?"

"Sure. Look why don't we sort out her birthday stuff here so it's a surprise and then you can come back to my house and see her. She had a spa day with my mum."

"She had a spa day and I didn't get invited?" Cassie started sobbing again and I looked at Scott begging him to help me. He just gave me an evil grin. "Ah, um...I'm sure Jade would have invited you...it's just that...just that...it was a mother daughter thing." I waited, hoping I'd said the right thing.

Cassie sniffled and blew her nose. "Okay. Let's get her birthday sorted out so I can go see her."

I felt like a real douche. Not only was my best friend pissed at me but I'd upset my girl's best friend.

I drove Cassie to my house and was surprised at what we both came in on. Jade had the music on in the kitchen and she was dancing around as she mixed with a big cooking bowl. My mum sat on a kitchen bench stool singing along and watching my girl smile laugh and sing.

Not daring to move I watched Jade. I'd never seen her so happy. Her guards were down and she could sing. My heart beat faster as I listened to her beautiful voice and I fell even more in love. She was gorgeous, her hair was down and flying around her, her eyes shone with life and love. I couldn't tear my eyes from her even if I'd wanted to.

The song finished and Cassie clapped beside me. "You have an amazing voice Jade."

Jade dropped the bowl on the bench and ran to her friend. "Cassie!" She gave Cassie a one arm hug.

Cassie started crying again. "Oh my God, look at you. Jade I'm so sorry. I wish you'd told me. You could have stayed with me." Cassie ran her hands over the still healing bruises.

I'd forgotten about Jade's injuries for a moment as I watched her dance about the kitchen. Cassie hadn't seen her in nine days. If she thought Jade still looked bad now he would have hated to have seen how Cassie would have reacted when it all happened. I wanted to get upset at Jade for overdoing it dancing around, but after seeing how happy she was I wouldn't say anything. I needed to touch her, to kiss her. She was amazing.

Waiting until Cassie let her go I went to Jade and gathered her to me for my own hug. "You're beautiful, you know, that right?" I stroked her hair before easing her away, leaning down and kissing her. I didn't give her the kiss I wanted. I was gentle and gave her more of a brush of my lips against hers but when she sighed against me, I deepened the kiss by licking her lips. I knew I'd done good bringing Cassie and not pushing for a deeper kiss.

Jade ended the kiss. "Thanks."

I felt like I was on cloud nine. It was the first time Jade had taken over and the first time she really showed she cared. I was making progress getting her to like and trust me.

I smiled. "No need to thank me. I'd do anything for you." I left her with my mum and Cassie. I needed to go talk to my brother to see if anyone else besides Scott was pissed at me.

I'd neglected my friends and had some kissing arse to do. I'd missed Brad's nineteenth birthday and he was hurt. I'd let down my rugby league team missing two games.

"They are sympathetic bro, and feel bad Jade had to go through what she did. But they don't understand the curse as you call it. They don't know when we Silverman men find our soul mates we turn into possessive cavemen. They think you're pussy whipped. Before you roar about that I told them Jade hasn't given you any and if she had her way never would."

I growled at Derick, he was really starting to piss me off.

"Oh, stop your growling. They all forgive you. Let them see Jade."

"No."

"Stephan they're going to see her Monday. I think we should do something together tomorrow like go shopping, out to dinner, a movie or maybe all."

"No way. Jade has only been out of the hospital for three days."

Derick scrubbed his face with his hand. "Bro, I really think they need to see her, and Jade needs to get out too. I know you want to wrap her in cotton wool and make sure no one can harm her again, but she's young and doesn't want to be smothered. I didn't want to say this but they need to see her injuries. Monday is going to be a big day because everyone at school will be looking and pointing. I know you don't want to hear it and you can't beat them or glare at them all. I think if we get our friends shocked faces out of the way it will be easier.

I hated my brother was right and Cassie's response downstairs confirmed it. "Fine. We'll all go to a movie and dinner."

"Good. I'll call the guys."

"I better go out now and get Brad a big present to make up for missing his big day." I got off the sofa in Derick's room and walked to the door.

"Oh, you did get him one. You bought a him an Omega DeVille Tourbillon, the diamonds in the watch alone should have made him happy. But he's still pissy, he went on for hours about how he was down one wingman. I told him even if you were there you'd not help him troll for pussy." Derick winked at me. "I had to take your share."

Laughing, I shook my head. "I can see you're really torn up about that."

"It hard work you know keeping the Silverman name out there with the ladies, but I suppose I'm up for the challenge."

I shook my head and walked to the door. To think only a month ago I was the Silverman who didn't date and never had the same pussy twice. Now I'd found my soul mate. My carefree days were gone. Now I thought about it. I was exhausted. I was sick of fighting Jade and never getting anywhere with her. I hadn't gone this long without sex since pre-puberty. Shit, I had become pussy whipped and I wasn't even getting any pussy. Fuck this, I needed a night out. "How about just us guys go out tonight. Cassie can stay over and keep Jade occupied."

"I think that's best idea you've had in weeks. Let's go stay in the Sydney apartment. Mum or Cassie can bring Jade to meet us for the movies.

I hadn't left Jade alone since the beating. I didn't like leaving her in case she needed me. Ha, what was I thinking—Jade never needed me. She wouldn't care if I went out. I was done fighting.

"Come on bro. What's the saying? Absence makes the heart grow fonder? Jade will be fine here for one night. Come on I bet I can beat you at who can drink the most without passing out."

I grinned down at Derick, he knew not to challenge me, I never lost. "You're on. I'll call Scott and Brad, you call the others."

Derick nodded and I went in search of my mum, Cassie, and Jade.

Cassie stayed the night and we'd talked until the early hours of the morning. The only other person I'd spoken to like I had with Cassie was my best friend in the city, Jess. Her house had been a safe haven for me from my mother and her friends.

I was surprised when we woke up and Stephan wasn't hovering over me. He may let me sleep in my own room but he was in it almost as much as me. Stephan had no boundaries. I showered and got dressed. Cassie took a shower while I dressed. Together we went downstairs and to the kitchen.

It was so quiet without Stephan and Derick. Stephan had come in while his mum me and Cassie had been watching a girly movie in the theater room. He came over and pulled me to the side. I stepped away from him and stared up at him.

"I'm going out tonight. You don't need me, do you?"

I couldn't help the grin that spread over my face. Peace and quiet. I'd have one night off from his overbearing ways. I wondered if jumping up and down squealing with joy would be rude, especially in front of his mother. I bit my lip and took a minute to compose myself. "Sure. No, I don't need you. Yes. Go out and have fun. I'll be fine here. Don't worry about me."

By his glare I knew I hadn't fooled him. "Fine. If you're going to be like that I'll see you tomorrow." He looked over at his mum. "Can you drop Jade and Cassie into Sydney at the apartment? We are going to the movies and dinner. Any time after lunch would be good."

"Sure, if the girls want to go."

I didn't want to go to the movies in Sydney or out for dinner. I debated arguing for a moment, but thought better of it when I looked at Stephan. He looked sad. I'd never seen him look like that. Guilt assaulted me and my heart sank. I shouldn't be such a bitch to him. Going to him I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on him. He stilled and my heartbeat followed. Had I pushed him too far? If my legs didn't hurt still I'd go up on my tiptoes and kiss him.

"I want to go." I gazed up at him and smiled. "It sounds good. I haven't been to the movies in ages."

Stephan's arms came around me and I sighed. I loved when he hugged me. For a moment, there I thought he wouldn't do it. I needed to show him I liked him.

So now Cassie and I sat eating brunch in the kitchen waiting for Evelin to wake up and take us Sydney. I had a great girl's night, and as much as I loved the silence and Stephan not hovering I missed him.

I felt like shit. Beer, shots of tequila and whisky don't go together. I may have drank a little harder each time one of the guys called me pussy whipped or accused me of my balls being in a jar, but I out drank all of them and was still standing when they passed out so I was proud of that.

Groaning, I cracked an eye open to see I was in the apartment lounge room. Opening my other eye, I looked around to see bodies everywhere. I sat up only to freak when arms fell from my naked chest. "Fuck. Shit."

Searching the room for Derick I winced at all the naked woman. I racked my brain to remember what happened and prayed I hadn't fucked up. The woman who'd been hugging me sat up her bare breasts out for all to see.

"You're awake." She stood only wearing a red G-string. "Let's go have some fun."

I backed away. Shit I needed to know what happened last night. I glanced at my watch and I felt my whole body turn cold. It was eleven thirty. I ignored the chick in front of me and went sifting through naked bodies. "Derick! Derick, wake your arse up now. I need everyone out like an hour ago. Derick."

A loud moan in the bedroom direction had me following the noise. Derick had made it to a bed but he was far from alone. I needed help and was freaking out about what I woke to. I leaned over the naked woman and shook my brother. "Wake the fuck up now. We have, if we are lucky, an hour to get everyone out showered and ready for Mum, Jade and Cassie."

Derick groaned and pushed my hands off him. "You do it. You invited them back."

Feeling sick to my stomach I dug deep into my pockets, I needed answers and I need them now. I hoped Brand and his team knew what happened.

"Hey kid. How you feeling?"

"You tell me. Who was on me and Derick last night?"

Brand chuckled. "Unfortunately, not me. I'm driving your mother, Cassie, and your girl to you now."

"Fuck, fuck, fuck. How far are you away?"

"About half an hour."

"Mother fucker. I need you to stall. I need to know who was on me and Derick last night."

"I'll try the first. And David, Royce and Owen. Heard you had a good tim—" I hung up. I had no time for chit-chat.

I went back out to the lounge room and yelled, "Up, everyone up. Get your shit and get out."

There was no way I'd call Royce, he was all morals and would make me feel worse than I already felt. Owen was my best bet. I dialed and waited. I heard ringing and followed it to see a sleeping Owen against the window. Shaking the big guy, he shot up ready for action. "Sleeping on the job?"

"Kid. David took over. You insisted I join. Boy can you put your liquor away."

I crossed my arms over my chest and rolled my eyes. I didn't have time for this shit. "You're back on duty now. I need everyone out. Brand told me mum, my girl and Cassie are on the way."

"Shit kid, you're in deep."

I flinched. He didn't mean I cheated on Jade, did he? I wouldn't cheat on her, would I? "Owen, did I...did I you know with someone?"

The wanker smirked and stretched. So much for employer and employee respect. "Did you what Stephan?"

Crap. My heart sank and I looked around needing to focus on something else. "I'll ask later. We don't have time for this. We need them out now."

"What's up Stephan?" I turned to see Brad in boxers scratching his head.

Panic was setting in. If Jade saw this I knew any progress I made with her would vanish. "Hey Brad. I need them all out. I told the girls to meet me at lunch time. I just found out they're half an hour away."

"I'll help."

"Thanks."

The woman who'd been against me when I awoke came bounding over from the kitchen. "You're back. Did you find your brother?" She trailed her fingers down my bare chest. I grabbed her hands. "Are you ready to have some fun? Let's go bad boy."

"No. I need you dressed and out of here."

She pouted and I shook my head at the unattractive gesture. "I can come back later?"

Owen laughed and I shot him a glare. "Aren't you my body guard?"

He shrugged. "You don't look like you need me now."

Growling in frustration I flung the girl back. "No. I don't want you to come back later. I want you gone now."

Brad grabbed her. "Linda, he turned you down all night he's not gonna change his mind."

Linda pouted up at Brad. "I've played with him before."

Ha, I played with woman not the other way around. I turned ignoring her and letting Brad deal with her. I was glad I'd turned her down even in my drunken state.

"That answer your question kid? You didn't cheat on your girl. I can tell you that we stopped you calling Jade about a million times. I believe, Scott confiscated your phone for a while when you were going to send her a picture of every woman you turned down."

I winced and reminded myself to thank Scott, I owed him big time.

"Come on let's get everyone out."

Jade, Cassie, and my mum arrived just as we'd all finished showering. I came out to great them with a towel wrapped around my waist. "Hi, we're all awake now and not feeling so groggy"

My mum shook my head, she wasn't fooled. Cassie was too busy staring at him. Jade surprised me by coming to me and wrapping her arms around my waist. "I hope you had fun. You've been cooped up with me for over a week looking after me. I'm glad you got out." She pressed her lips to my chest and kissed it.

I stared down at her stunned. Had I finally gotten somewhere? Leaning down I tilted her head up and kissed her. Jade didn't fight, instead she moved her good arm up to hold me to her and kissed me back. My heart soared and I basked in the feeling she wanted me too.

Easing away I looked around to see my mum and Cassie out on the balcony with Owen and Brad. My brother had only gotten rid of the women in his bed not long before the girls arrived. Scott and a couple of the other guys had done the same, most of them deciding to go home, too tired to go out today.

"So, did you have a good time? I had a great girl's night."

Hugging her tight I kissed her forehead. "I had a great night, but I missed you."

"Ha, you're such I liar." She shook her head against him. "Let's go outside. I want to see the view."

Jade for once grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the balcony. I happily followed feeling better than I could ever remember. Jade was giving me chance.

At the movies Cassie and I were coming back from the bathroom when I saw Stephan being approached by a stunning, tall blonde lady, she looked to be in her mid to late twenties. She threw herself at him and kissed him. I stopped shocked at what I was seeing. I felt sick. My stomach clenched and I didn't think I was breathing.

"Get the fuck off me. What the fuck Linda?"

The woman I now knew was named Linda pouted up at Stephan but didn't unwrap her legs from him. "Babe, I missed you. I'm so happy we ran into each other last night." My heart crumpled and I couldn't help my gasp.

The woman purred. "I thought you'd call." She pouted again. We had fun babe. No one's ever ridden me all night.

I cringed. I couldn't stand 'babe' and the whinny way the woman said it made me shudder.

"Linda, you knew the deal. I told you this morning to leave me alone. You are nothing to me." Stephan's voice was sharp as he detangled her legs from his waist.

Linda clung to him. "Babe, we made love all weekend. We are good together." Linda rubbed herself all over Stephan like she was in heat.

I felt like I was in the twilight zone. I stared numbly at the scene before me. All eyes were on Stephan and Linda. I felt utterly humiliated. What the hell was this woman talking about when she said last night? I needed to get away. I couldn't watch this any longer. I choked on a sob, and told myself to suck it up.

Looking around I saw pitying glances. Straightening my spine, I hardened the case around my heart and started backing away.

"You've got to be shitting me. Ha, Linda we don't have anything. We never made love. I fucked you. I have no feelings for you. I never will. You're just another one of the many women I sank my dick into to pass the time. I was never going to call you again. I don't need a clinging bitch like you causing problems like you just have."

I couldn't listen to any more. He was so cold. I felt the ice in his voice even as I retreated. Once I was away from the now gathered crowd I ran. I didn't look back. I left the cinema and bolted down the street. I had no idea where I was going. I just knew I had to get away from all the pitying glances and the ice coldness of Stephan as he spoke to one of his ex's.

I ran not caring where I went, just needing to get away. How could Stephan speak to someone he'd slept with like that? I caught the first bus that came to the bus stop. It stopped at the beach and I got off. Wandering around for a while I needed to clear my head then I sat on the bench overlooking the water. Now I thought about it I was glad I had seen this side of Stephan. I had started to let my guard down. I'd started to care for him. But after seeing how he treated a woman he'd been with I knew I could never turn into one of those women. I didn't have much, but I did have my dignity and self-respect.

Looking at the evening sun seating over the water I sat happily watching it fade until it got too cold to sit out with the coastal breeze. I rubbed my bare arms and knew I had to get moving as my legs and arms were covered in goosebumps. Reaching into my skirt pocket I saw I had a bunch of missed called and messages. The wanker had called and so had Derick and even Scott. I felt bad for Cassie. She had called every five minutes. I didn't bother checking any of the other messages bar hers. Cassie was worried. She needed to talk to me. She wanted to know I was okay.

I messaged Cassie that I was fine and was on my way home. I walked to the bus stop and sat waiting for one that went to a train station. This was going to suck. I was going to be living in Stephan's house. The idiot had made it impossible for me to avoid him.

As I sat waiting I realized I couldn't go home. Not only did I not have a home I didn't have any family to fall back on. I dug my phone out and cursed when I realized even my phone wasn't really mine. I hadn't really used it, well, besides messaging Cassie and the girls. I would use it now. I called Jess.

"Hello"

"Jess. It's me, Jade."

"Oh my God J. How are you? Where are you? What have you been up to?"

Guilt assaulted because I hadn't spoken to my best friend in a couple of months. "Can I come over now and visit?"

"Sure. You know you're welcome here any time. Is something wrong?"

"I'm about to get on a bus to the train station. I'll call you when I'm close."

I felt sick we couldn't find Jade. I turned on the tracker in her phone and saw her heading towards the place she used to live with her mum. I called Brand, he'd swapped with Royce.

"I have her. Do you want me to make myself known or just keep watching?"

"Just keep watching. I'm helping drop the others off at the apartment and then I'll go get her."

"Stephan, I think you should wait a while. Get your brother or someone else to pick her up."

"What. No. I need to talk to her."

"I know you think you do, but you didn't see Jade's face when she came upon you and the woman, or when you told the woman to get lost."

"I can't just leave her."

"You're not. I'm watching her and if you get Derick to pick her up maybe he can talk to her."

"Fucking hell. Fine. Don't let her out of your sight, Brand. The neighborhood she's in is one of the worst in Sydney."

"I can handle it. You need to tell your parents something. I have a feeling she isn't going to be happy with you for a while."

"Yep. I'll sort it out." I hung up and ran fingers through my hair. My friends where sitting in the food court waiting for me. Taking a deep calming breath, I went to them.

"Did you find her?" Cassie asked.

"I know where she's going. I'm ar... I'm really sorry about this, guys."

"It's my fault." Scott sighed. "I think Linda might have heard me talk last night about what we were doing today."

"Scott what the hell were you doing with that Skank?" Cassie screeched.

"I wasn't with her Cass. She was all over Stephan no matter how many times he turned her down or told her to go away. She followed Stephan around like a puppy waiting for any scrap he was willing to through her way. He ignored her all night."

"He better have." Cassie glared at me. "You can't play with Jade, Stephan. She's in a fragile place with everything that's happened. She's lost her mum, not that she was anything special, and has now been beaten and lost her grandfather. Who I think may be worse than her mother. I have no idea how Jade is a sane and well-functioning person with everything she's been through in her life. I bet my last dollar I don't even know the half of it."

I didn't say anything because I didn't need to bet, I knew everything Cassie was saying was one hundred percent true.

Jess met me at the train station. "Hey." Her arms came around me and I sank into the familiar warmth. What's up? Is it your grandpa?"

I took a deep breath because I knew as soon as I told Jess everything I'd break down. I was hanging on by a thin thread and right now I needed someone I trusted. "I promise I'll tell you everything when we get back to your house. Did your mum drive you or did you catch the bus?"

"Mum is waiting in the pickup zone. So, we better hurry."

I followed her to the beat up red Ford and got in the back seat. "Hi Mrs. Stren."

"Hello Jade. It's good to see you."

I forced a smile and relaxed back into the tattered seats feeling safe.

I'd filled Jess in on everything and now she sat biting her nails. "I know you're going to hate me for saying this J, but Stephan sounds like the real deal. I mean he hasn't left your side since your bastard of a grandfather beat you. Well besides last night. His family has custody of you and if he had his way you'd be living in his room."

"I know Cassie, but you should have heard how he spoke to this woman. He was—"

"J, you need to give him a break. I've heard everything you told me. If you ask me I'm surprised he's stuck around as long as he has."

I glared at Jess, and she sighed.

"J, I know it's hard to trust anyone when everyone you should have been able to trust in your life have been deadbeats, but I think you need to at least give Stephan a chance."

"But I—"

Jess put her hand up. "I'm not saying you have to fall in love with him. Just give him a chance and get to know him."

I hated it but was she right. I knew it deep down in the gut I needed to stop being so stupid and basically a brat to him. "Fine. I'—"

"Jade honey, there is a lovely young boy named Derick at the door saying he's here to drive you home," Jess's mum yelled.

I was surprised Derick came and not Stephan. Easing off the bed I grabbed Jess and dragged her to the front door. Derick stood at the small apartment door grinning down at Jess's mum. I could tell he'd been charming her. Her mother's cheeks were bright red and she had a huge smile on her face.

"Hi Derick. I would ask how you found me, but I have a feeling I know." I remembered the phone sales assistant telling me my new phone had a GPS tracking system.

"He turned the tracker on." Derick confirmed what I was thinking.

"Is 'he' in the car?" I knew I didn't have to say who. Derick would know who I was talking about.

Derick's gaze turned my way and he gave me a wicked smirk, his brown eyes lighting up with amusement. "My brother does have some brain cells, he knew sitting in a car for an hour and half ride home with you wouldn't be very smart. He wants you extra calm."

"I expected as much." I hugged Jess and turned to Mrs. Stren. "Thanks so much for picking me up and having me here."

Mrs. Stren hugged me. "You're always welcome Jade." Lapping up the love I was reluctant to ease away.

Closing my eyes, I squeezed Mrs. Stren, who'd been more of a mother to me than my own. "Thank you." I pulled away and went over to Derick before changed my mind and begged Mrs. Stren to take me in.

Derick's arm slid around my waist and I was surprised by his affection. "Come on sis. Let's go. We have a decent size drive for this time of night."

We walked down the hall and at the end near the stairs, I saw a man I was sure I'd seen about a couple of times. He was tall, about six one, bulky, like he worked out a lot. He had rust-brown hair with silver streaks and green eyes that seemed to notice everything.

"I know Stephan told me to stay back but I have a bad feeling."

"Who are you?" I stared at the man.

"I'm Brand."

"Hi Brand. Are you related to Derick?"

"Nope."

What did he mean nope? Who was he then? They all walked down the stairs, Brand first. He gazed around everywhere like someone or something was about to pop out and kill them. I didn't know Brand but I'd grown up around here. It may look a bad like a bad neighborhood but no one had been killed while I lived there.

"Brand, it's fine. No one is going to jump out at us. I've lived in this neighborhood all my life."

"That may be princess, but I'm getting a bad feeling. I always listen to my gut."

Princess? Why on Earth would Brand call me that? "My name is Jade. I am anything but a princess."

Brand halted at the doors leading outside. "To this family, you're a princess. They will treat you like one."

I narrowed my gaze on Brand, how did he know this? Why did he think this? "I don'—"

"Quiet," Brand said. "I need you to listen and do everything I say. Derick knows the drill. He was trained as soon as he could walk to know what to do when we are on alert. You haven't. You follow behind me. If I say down you get down. If I tell you to do anything you do it without argument."

Okay, this guy was freaking me out. I looked to Derick but he seemed calm like this happened all the time. "What the hell is going on Derick?"

"Just follow Brand and I promise I'll explain later."

I stared at Derick. I was unsure, and I wanted explanations. "Fine, but you better explain what the hell is going on."

"Let's go princess." Brand opened the door and moved out of the building and I followed.

This was stupid. Brand was standing in front of me and Derick was close behind me. I was sandwiched between the two. I could see the car and frustrated with this silliness I stepped away from the guys and moved onto the walkway. "This is stupid guys. I'm not playi—"

A loud fireworks bang sounded around me and I was tackled by Brand as he covered me with his body and yelled, "Owen I need back up now. We need to get the packages to safety. David is in the car on standby."

I tried to look around Brand's body but he was so big I only caught glimpses of the surroundings. My heart was about to beat out of my chest and my body ached. I was terrified. We were being shot at.

Brand slowly lifted me and hunched over me as he rushed to the car where he opened the door and shoved me in. "Stay down." I did as he instructed and Derick climbed in next to me.

"Keep down Jade. David is going to get us out of here."

Who was David and what was going on? I wanted to say something but my brain and my mouth wouldn't cooperate. I lay down in the car while David sped us away.

I don't know how long I laid there in the car. I was scared. I wished Stephan was with me. I promised if I got out of this I'd give Stephan a chance. Tears rolled down my cheek and I prayed I got out of this.

"You can both sit up now. Brand just called me to say we're in the clear."

I couldn't move. I felt Derick get up, but I couldn't. Feeling sorry for myself I lay there and wallowed in my bad luck and pitiful life. Why couldn't anything go right for me?

"Jade, you can sit up." Derick patted my back.

Shaking my head, I curled into a ball and cried.

"No, no. Jade, please don't cry. We're safe now. David, Brand and Owen won't let anything happen to us."

Who was Owen? I only knew about David and Brand. "What's happening?" I whispered.

"Argh, Stephan owes me big time." Derick eased me up. "Are you sure you want to hear it from me? I mean Stephan should be the one telling this to you."

Derick was right but I needed something to think about other than what just happened—almost getting shot. "We have time."

"Has Stephan told you what my family does for a living?"

"You buy things. I know your dad was buying an apartment building. Stephan said your family has your hands in a bit of everything."

"That's about right. The Silverman's are an old money family. We originate from Russia. The story goes we fled with everything we could when the royal family was killed. We changed our name to English. The rest as they say is history."

I raised my eyebrow. I knew he wasn't telling me everything. "That's why you need the bodyguards and people shoot at you?"

"Well, we sometimes piss people off when we buy things or sell something. Also, people think if they kidnap one of us they can get a ransom." Derick shrugged like everything he'd just told me wasn't a big thing.

"So why were they shooting at me too? I'm not a Silverman."

"Yes, you are."

"I may be living with you, but I'm not a Silverman."

"You're a Silverman now. Stephan claimed you. You're his, which makes you a Silverman forever."

"You do know your brother's reputation?"

"Yep. But there's another thing Stephan should have told you, but now it looks like I'm going to have to. When a Silverman finds their one, their soul mate, they never stray. The Silvermans have what Stephan calls a curse, I call it a gift. The story is in the old country we helped save a group of gypsies, and they gifted us with prosperity and the ability to know our soul mate. Great, you say, well they forgot to mention when we find our soul mate we turn into possessive cavemen."

"So, you're saying I'm Stephan's soul mate?" I highly doubted what Derick was saying, but it was keeping my mind off everything that happened.

"That's what I'm saying. So, when he was getting rid of that chick, he was doing it because there is no other woman now for Stephan other than you."

"Uh-huh, if you say so." I don't know if I believed Derick but it would be nice.

I was alerted when the gates opened and stood waiting at the kitchen's garage entrance. Brand was at the hospital with Owen, they'd been hit by bullets while protecting Derick and Jade. I was furious with myself for not being there. What the hell had happened? Who the hell had shot at my woman and brother?

Dad had been on the phone with my uncles for the last half an hour eliminating suspects. The annoying thing was the list of who it could be was growing quite large.

The SUV drove into the garage and parked. I didn't even wait until David turned it off before I opened the back doors. Derick sat with his arms around Jade. I didn't care he was touching Jade. I just needed to know she was all right. Derick got out and I gathered Jade to me, surprised when she clung to my body snuggling into my embrace. Lifting her, I cradled Jade in my arms and went to the family room and sat on the sofa.

"I heard your evening got even more eventful. Are you hurt anywhere?" I ran my hands over her checking she was safe and needing to touch her, to feel her.

"Just grazed knees and shook up, otherwise unhurt. How is Brand and the other guy...Owen?"

"They'll be fine." I didn't know how much she knew so I didn't say they were shot but will be okay.

Mum rushed in. "Oh, are you both alright?" She gathered Derick, who had just come into the room, to her looking him over. "You look safe. What about you Jade?" Mum gazed at Jade.

"I'm safe. Brand covered me when the shooting started. I have lived in the neighborhood all my life. I've never been shot at before. I don't even think I've ever heard shots."

Mum came over and patted Jade's legs. "You're safe here sweetie. I hope you never have to hear that sound again."

"I'd like to say thank you to Brand. It's nice of him to protect me when I'm not a Silverman."

"Argh, Stephan's right. You don't listen. I told you in the car you're a Silverman now."

I chuckled at Derick.

"Little bit, Derick's right. You're a Silverman and extremely important to me. I'm glad Brand protected you. He would have been in trouble if he didn't."

Mum kissed Jade's cheek. "Stephan and Derick are right. You're a part of this family now Jade, which means our bodyguards protect you with their lives too."

Jade didn't say anything for a while and I enjoyed having her in my arms. My mum left, and Derick turned on the TV flicking through the cable stations

"Why haven't I seen your bodyguards before?" Jade broke the quiet.

"They're hidden. We don't have them follow us at the school. The school has high security. We have a lot of high profile kids so we put money together and the school is very high tech. Did you notice we have the high fences around it with wire at the tops? We also have cameras everywhere."

"How can you have all that in a public school?"

"The cameras and safety things are what parents have provided. The government hasn't spent any money. They did look at building a private school, but with all the costs and maintenance it works out cheaper and easier to change the school. Everyone has been grateful for the extra safety and all the better-quality things they get. It's why the school gets the best teachers and with the parents on the richer side we have the best of everything, so the lower income families get the goods too."

"Everything you've said makes sense I suppose. I guess I need to take more notice of my surroundings. I never really noticed what you're saying."

I shrugged. "You're not meant to notice. You're a student so you wouldn't have been questioned by any of the undercover bodyguards." I didn't want to scare her more than she'd already been scared but I wanted Jade to know she was safe. "You're safe at the school. We've never had any incidents where we've needed the security. It's all just a precaution. I'm sure tonight was nothing and you were just caught in some gang fight." I was lying, but I didn't want Jade to worry.

"If you say so." She hugged me and I held her tight calming my ragged nerves. I couldn't let anything happen to her ever again. I wouldn't let anything happen.

It was late and I didn't want to move. I didn't want to let Jade go.

"We have school in the morning. I still want to go. But...well...can I sleep with you...in your bed? I um...I'll be wearing a nighty and...er...you could put me back in my own bed once I fall asl—"

I was so shocked Jade asked to sleep in my bed it took me a moment to respond. "Jade of course you can sleep with me. You know, I would have had you back in my bed as soon as you got here almost a week ago."

She sighed. "I know. I'm doing it tonight because I was scared and you make me feel safe. I need that tonight."

I was willing to take her however she was willing to come to me. Jade eased off my lap and stretched, pushing her shoulders back and her chest out—tempting me. My body ached, reminding me it had been weeks without any satisfaction. But oddly enough I didn't care. All I cared about was making sure Jade was happy and cared for. When she was ready it would make it all the better.

Jade walked towards the stairs and I got up to follow. She went into her room and I walked to my own putting in my code and leaving the door open for Jade. I went to the bathroom and did my business coming back to bed, stripping and getting into the covers. Jade came in not long after in silk pink shorts and a white cotton tank top. Her hair was in a plait and she had a fresh clean face. She went to the opposite side of the bed from me and climbed onto it.

"Please tell me when I get in you won't be naked?"

"Can't do that. I haven't slept with clothes since I reached puberty." I yanked the covers off and gathered her to me. She squealed and closed her eyes. I chuckled. "You're clothed. So, you're safe."

"Ha, I'm in bed with you Stephan. The clothes I have on couldn't stop you." Her legs settled on either side of me and she laid on me her arms resting on my arms.

I stroked her back. "I know you're not ready. I promise I'll wait for however long you need to be ready. You're important to me Jade and I want you happy and safe." She sighed and snuggled against me. I loved the feel of her against me. I wished we were skin to skin but I knew she wasn't ready and Jade was worth waiting for, I was sure. "Right now, I want you to lie down and sleep.

"Don't think I've forgotten about earlier today. I haven't. I'm pissed at you. If you ever treat me like that poor woman at the movies I swear we'll be through and I'll never give you another chance." She eased up and cupped my face. "The next woman or girl who throws themselves at you, you better throw them off quicker than you did today. If not, I swear I'll drag them off by their hair and kill you. If you want me to give this—" She let my face go and pointed to me and then herself. "A chance then you need to take me serious when I say this. I will never become one of those women. I won't chase you around. I won't follow you like a puppy waiting for any attention. I will not beg you to do anything. I am my own woman."

I pulled her down and brushed my lips over hers. "Good. I don't want that." I kissed her, fusing my mouth to her mouth, showing her, she was all I wanted, and I didn't need what she'd said. All I needed was her.

We broke apart panting to catch our breath and I knew it was going to be a painful night for me. I laid her across my chest and her fingers stroked my chest. "Go to sleep little bit." I closed my eyes and I heard the soothing rhythm of our hearts as it beat together. I waited until her breathing slowed and her fingers stilled, then I fell asleep holding my one, my soul mate.

Standing with my hands on my hips ready for school I glared at Stephan. Why did he have to ruin a perfectly good morning? I was a cold body, I was always cold, I learned it was just me and I put up with it, but this morning I woke warm snug and listening to the soothing beat of Stephan's heart. I hadn't even been bothered about his hand in my undies cupping my bare arse. The alarm had gone off and we'd taken our time getting up, I'd gone to my room to shower and get into my school uniform. I now had all new school clothes instead of the secondhand ones I'd bought. I still had Stephan's jumper he'd given me the first day I'd met him and because it still smelled of him I put it on. I knew Stephan would get a kick out of me wearing it especially now I had three others in my closet my size.

Stephan had been waiting at my door for me and together we went downstairs and had breakfast together. It had been turning out to be the perfect morning until Stephan got off the phone and David—who I'd meet last night because he'd driven Derick and I away from the gun fire— and a guy named Rex, who I had yet to meet came into the kitchen. Stephan introduced them as my personal bodyguards.

"You'll share the guards with the ten we have."

"Holy crap, why the hell does your family need ten bodyguards? Why on Earth do you think I need two? I don't even need one." I placed my hands on my hips and gave my best death glare.

Stephan shrugged. "We have ten because there were four in the family, now five with you. Two to each person, rotating shifts, and two spares for when we need them. Brand will be interviewing for another two at some stage this week. Brand is the head of our security, and Royce, is his second. They've both been with the family for years. I think I was about four when Brand joined the team. Anyway, you're a part of the family now so David and Rex will be your day guards so look for them if you need them, they shouldn't be far. I'll be with you when you're not in class so you'll have me with you if you need anything."

Okay, so I've stepped into the Twilight Zone. Looking around me, I searched for cameras or a TV host lurking and ready to pop out and tell me this was all a game or a prank. Giving a tight fake smile to David and Rex I studied the two beefy men as I held left hand out. "Hi. I'm Jade. I really don't think you need to follow me or be my guards. I've gone almost eighteen years without any. I think I'll be fine for another eighteen or more."

David raised a blond eyebrow and shook my hand. "I was there the other week when you were almost beaten to death. I don't know if you would have survived anymore of those."

Darn, I hated it when men were right. I still thought a bodyguard for me was stupid and a waste of money, but I knew I wouldn't win this fight. I shook Rex's hand too, he was massive with a bald head and big green eyes, that studied me with intensity. I knew he was committing every detail to memory.

So, I now I had guards, David and a guy named Rex. I wanted to laugh and not just because one of my guards had the name of what I'd call a dog if I'd ever been blessed with having one, but nope, it's because me, a girl who only last week had less than two hundred dollars to her name now lived in a mega mansion and had bodyguards.

Grabbing my new name brand school bag, I followed a happy Stephan to the garage and got into his jeep. "Am I going to see that stupid grin every time you get your way and I don't argue?" I asked Stephan, as he drove down the road grinning like a loon.

"Probably. You fought me so much for weeks now I think any time you don't argue will be a win, win situation."

"Arsehole." I rolled my eyes, but I wasn't hugely bothered. I liked seeing Stephan smile and he had stuck by me so he deserved a bit of slack.

What the hell was I thinking? You give a man an inch he thinks he can go a mile. I didn't need a babysitter. Stephan had organized one of his mates to watch over me in my classes. I had no idea I had at least one of his friends in each of my classes. I could feel eyes on me all the time. It was like I was in a bad B grade movie. Every time a class would finish a friend of Stephan's would materialize in front of me to take me to my next class, _because_ _obviously,_ I couldn't do it on my own or even with Cassie or any of my other friends.

I put up with this for almost a week and only because I was worried about Stephan, he was in the bloody home gym or out at what they called the no go zone, on the property, where they practiced using guns. It was Friday and today at lunch I swear whoever showed their face I was going to wallop them one. Now I tried very hard not to be violent, especially with my upbringing, but Stephan brought out a violent streak in me where I wanted to throttle him and anyone associated with him.

My girlfriends thought it was cute what Stephan was doing. The bitches had no sympathy for me. I told them karma would get them but they said they couldn't wait if they got someone like Stephan. Ha. They needed to put up with him for even a day and I bet they wouldn't say that.

I wasn't even sleeping in my bed, not that I minded. I enjoyed Stephan's heat and falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat. We never had a break from each other, we drove home every afternoon and it was driving me batty. He was super careful and he made every excuse under the sun to go straight home and not anywhere else. I missed hanging out at the beach, going to Cassie's house or even rugby practice. Ah, rugby practice, half naked boys...mmm. It was tonight and I was going whether Stephan went or not.

I turned to Cassie as the bell went off, grabbed her arm, and almost ran out of the classroom before anyone could catch us. I whispered, "I'm going to rugby practice this afternoon. I have to get out of the house beside coming to school. Stephan needs to go to and if I'm there he will." I yanked her into a little corner before the end of the buildings, and glanced around to make sure none of Stephan's lackeys were listening. "Stephan is driving me crazy. My last period is free. So is Derick's. I'm going to beg him to take me home and then to rugby practice. I need drool therapy. Derick is such a pussy cat with me, he'll cave and take me. Evelin promised me she'd help with Stephan too, even she thinks her son is being a bit much."

Cassie's eyes grew wide, a huge grin spread over her face, and she giggled. Crap. Familiar arms slid around my waist and I turned to look into deep blue eyes and a smirking face.

"Somehow I don't think my brother would appreciate being called a pussy cat." I groaned and hoped he hadn't heard much else.

"I'd also like to know why you think rugby is drool therapy."

"Grr, none of your business. It's girly stuff."

He grinned at me and... and... stupid dimples. I bit my cheek and tried to look anywhere but at him. Friggin' Cassie thought this was just hilarious. The bitch.

Fingers settled under my chin and he guided my head back up so I gazed at him. "Everything about you is my business." He leaned down and brushed his lips over mine just enough to make me shiver and want more. _Stay strong, stay strong_. His thumb brushed my cheek and his body gravitated to mine until we were a breath away. I closed my eyes and cursed my will power where Stephan was concerned. "Little bit, open those pretty chocolate pools." The pad of his fingers traced my lips.

Oh, the A-hole. He was fighting dirty. I cracked one eye open. "Leave. Cassie and I to have some girly talk and I'll tell you later." I would, I just didn't say how late I'd tell him, like before bed. I opened my other eye and stared up at him with an expression I hope looked like I couldn't lie or hurt a fly.

"Fine. Don't leave school grounds." He took my lips and this time his mouth opened, his tongue sought mine and I met him, eager for his taste and to show him how happy I was he let me win. I ended the kiss pulling away smiling up at him.

"Don't think you won. I'm going to go talk to my brother."

I had ways to get around Derick, he was a softy. He also enjoyed annoying Stephan. So, I nodded, hooked arms with Cassie and went in the opposite direction as Stephan.

"What do you want Jade?"

I batted my eyelashes at Derick and tried to look cute, but probably looked retarded instead.

"Are you in pain?"

Yep, retarded. I'd never been one of those girls who needed to try and get her way with a guy so I had no idea what to do. I was sure they stood in front of a mirror and practiced. Who had time to do that?

Sighing I gave up on trying to act cute to get my way. "I want to come to rugby practice tonight. I need you to drive me." I followed Derick as he walked towards the school car park.

"Why would I take you? You're my brother's girl." He scowled at me. "I wouldn't want you to think I'm a pussy cat."

Argh, stupid Stephan. "Your brother took it way out of context. Plus, if I go then Stephan would come." I hugged him but he pushed me away.

"No way Jade. I already got shit for your comment today. I don't need to give Stephan and our friends more ammo. Keep your hands and any part of you to yourself too. You have seen Stephan and how crazy he gets when anyone even looks your way let alone touches you. I'm his twin brother and he chews me a new one. No way. Stay away. Stephan is crazy lately and I don't intend to add to it. He'll come back to rugby when he's ready. I'll take you home now but I'm not taking you to practice."

Sticking my tongue out at Derick, as I got in his car, I did my seatbelt up and crossed my arm over my chest, and ignored his groan. He got in the driver's side and started the car.

"You know Derick, you used to be fun." I shook my head. "I never thought you were scared of your own twin." I sighed dramatically. "I guess Stephan is the stronger more dominant brother."

"Grrr, I know what you're doing Jade."

"What? I'm not doing anything. I'm just stating facts. I thought you were the more outgoing one. I mean I met you first and you seemed to know what you wanted. Clearly, I didn't know the difference between a beta and an alpha. I do now. Thanks Derick." I sat quietly letting him stew. I bit my tongue trying to keep from cracking up. I could practically hear Derick boiling over.

When we pulled into the driveway Derick growled, "I hate you, you know that right?"

I did my best to look innocent. I had this one down pat thanks to Stephan. "I have no idea what you're talking about Derick. I understand you don't have the balls to tak—"

"Argh, fine. I'll take you. But you can deal with Stephan when he finds out where you are." Derick said as he parked the car in the garage.

"Sure." I got out, grabbed my school bag, and skipped inside.

I heard Derick's, "I so just got played," and I entered the kitchen to see a laughing Evelin.

"Son do you want to tell me what Brand did to you?"

I glanced up from fighting my personal trainer and bodyguard to see my father standing at the gym entrance.

"Brand, Owen, David, and Royce told me you've been giving them a work out," he chuckled. "They think I'm overreacting to the shoot out and you could look after yourself?" He raised one eyebrow. "I'm told not only are you beating them in fights but your shooting is getting incredibly accurate. Are you looking at joining Brand's team? I can tell you now your mother wouldn't allow it no matter how old you are."

Pulling off my tank I wiped the sweat off my body and threw it on the floor. "I'm just making sure I'm ready. I'm pissed I wasn't with Jade when she was shot at and Brand is getting the brunt of my abuse because it was his advice I followed when I stayed behind."

Dad came in and started stretching. "I see. Stephan, you can't be everywhere. You can't put Jade in a bubble either. We have had people shooting at us before. I'd love to say it will never happen again but when you have the money and connections we have it's going to happen. You can't beat yourself up about it. You have to live your life the best you can. Speaking of that shouldn't you be at rugby practice?"

I shrugged. My dad was right, but I felt better to be doing something that could help in the future. "Yeah, but I stopped going weeks ago when Jade almost got beaten to death."

Dad got on the treadmill. "Oh, I see. Does the team not want you anymore?"

"No. They want me there. The guys are kinda pissed I haven't been going."

"Really, and you haven't because?" Dad picked up his pace going from a brisk walk to a jog.

"Okay, okay, I'm going. When you see mum will you tell her and Jade where I am."

"Jade's not with your mum son. Jade's with your brother."

"What?" I didn't wait for his reply, running out to the garage. The little minx. I knew she was up to something when she was talking to Cassie, but I thought I foiled her by telling Derick, obviously my brother's loyalties have changed.

I sat with the girls. We wolf whistled and fooled around. I didn't care I was having so much fun. Derick had driven me to practice, but what he didn't know is I'd arranged to stay at Cassie's with all the other girls. We were having a girly night.

"Thank God my brother was shirts this week. I'm telling you I couldn't be like this if he wasn't. It is so wrong to wolf whistle and blatantly glorify the male specimens in front of you when your brother is half naked too."

I laughed at Cassie and decided she needed some pay back for the help she'd been with Stephan...not. "Your brother is pretty hot Cassie. He's super sweet too. I mean redheads are in and he defiantly has the bod—"

Cassie stuck her fingers in her ears. "La, la, la. Stacy nudge me when she stopped traumatizing me. The bitch."

We all cracked up laughing and Stacy nudged Cassie and stuck into her to. "Oh Cassie, Jade's right. I love coming over your house now."

"Oh, me too," Renee said.

"Yeah, pool weekends are always the best," Patricia piped in. She wiggled her eyebrows. "Tonight, is gonna be fun."

We all held our stomachs as our laughter deepened when Cassie turned bright red. "You guys are so cruel and here I thought you were all my friends."

I was having so much fun I missed a new addition to the field. We all giggled and mucked about that it took me a while to see a new body joined the shirtless team. A body I knew very well because I'd slept on it for the last week. I smiled when I saw him and waved. Good, I was glad Stephan was here. He should have been here when it started twenty minutes ago. I didn't want him to give up anything he loved for me and I knew without him telling me he loved rugby. I remembered him telling me he loved playing sports.

Cassie wrapped her arms around me and I did the same. "I'm glad he's here. He needs to get out more and have fun with his friends. Just because we have each other now doesn't mean he has to devote every second to me."

"You need to tell him." Cassie squeezed me and I squeezed her back.

"You're right. When did you become so wise?"

"Oh, when I started being friends with you."

"Argh bitch." I pinched her and she did it back until we both were laughing so hard we couldn't move.

It was hard concentrating on practice when my favorite thing in the world was going on...Jade laughing, giggling and smiling. I'd driven over to the oval furious Jade had left without telling me. What I came upon on the field made my anger disappear in an instant. Jade was on the seats with her girlfriends they were cat calling and basically being crude teenage girls. I chuckled when Jade yelled, "Tackle Brad again, and that was a pansy grab."

I should be annoyed Jade was so blatantly checking out other guys, but she was laughing, giggling and pushing and shoving her friends and having so much fun. Jade happy was my favorite thing to see.

"I think you all need cooling off," Renee one of Jade's friend yelled.

I went over to my coach who didn't even comment about me being late and asked to be on the shirtless side, I figured if Jade was going to check out the guys she might as well look at me too. I was twenty minutes late but I got into the game right away. Enjoying myself, the forty minutes left of practice flew by.

"Can I expect you to be at the game tomorrow?"

I hadn't been to a game in weeks. I had really been letting my team down. I looked up to see Jade sitting with her friends smiling and laughing. She needed to get out, we both did. My dad was right we couldn't stop our lives when we were attacked. We moved on—more cautious and alert—but we lived. "Yeah. I'll be there tomorrow." I gazed around at my teammates. "I'm sorry for letting you down, but family comes first. I'm ready to be back in the game if you're still willing to have me."

They guys patted me on the back. "All good man," one said.

"Yeah, family comes first bro," another said.

"Love to have you back."

It went like this around the team. All of them welcoming me and forgiving me for letting them down.

The coach left and my brother came over to me. "So, your woman is crafty. Even after you warned me I still got suckered in. She's pure evil."

I laughed because the serious look on Derick's face as he gazed behind us at the seats was so convincing I didn't think he was joking.

"Oh, laugh it up. She's probably up there with the giggling hyenas thinking up some diabolical plan to drive you crazy and bring all men to their knees."

Rolling my eyes, I wrapped my arm around my brother's shoulder. "She better not bring any other man besides me to my knees. How about I go stop her diabolical plan? You game to come with me?"

Derick shook me off. "Fuck you. Don't come bitching to me when you have blue balls because she still won't come near you."

"I'll have you know I don't sleep alone anymore." We walked towards the girls.

"Yeah, when did that happen?"

"The night of the shooting."

Derick shrugged. "Don't get too comfortable. Knowing you you'll fuck it up somehow."

"Fuck you."

"Fuck you."

"Really guys, there is a lot of fucking going on. What happened?" Cassie said and Jade snorted before she giggled.

"Oh, my Cassie, that was so not right." The girls broke down into a fit of giggles.

Picking Jade off the seat I kissed, her mashing her lips to mine. She pushed at me. "Stephan, let me go you're covered in sweat."

"Didn't you want me wet?"

"Argh, that wasn't me and wet with water not sweat." I smiled because she turned to face her friends and leaned back on me. Jade wasn't bothered by my sweat.

"Are you guys doing anything tonight while we have a girl's night?" Patricia asked.

Jade stiffened in my arms. This was the first I'd heard of a girl's night. I may not have known about it but I knew Jade needed it. She'd have the guards with her and I had to let her have a life. "I'm sure we can find something to do without you girls." Jade relaxed back against me.

"I say we have a game night. I haven't kicked your brother's arse in a while Cassie."

Derick wiggled his eyebrows and Cassie groaned.

"Hey, if I remember it's me who does the arse kicking," Scott bantered back.

"Fine. I say games night for the boys so I can show you all who the king is." Derick was on a roll. "My brother needs his masculinity back. Jade holds his balls in jar. Do you have permission to play tonight, bro?"

"Whoa burn," Brad chuckled.

"Derick's just pissed because Jade played him. She's smarter than him and he's sulking."

The girls laughed and Derick turned red. Tightening my hold on Jade I breathed in her calming scent and listened as our friends talked.

My phone rang at lunchtime and I jumped to answer it. I was trying to give Jade a tiny bit of space so I was waiting for her to call. "Hello."

"Hi, I'm at West Creek beach? Do you want to come join us? Cassie said she'd drop me home, but I said I wanted you to pick me up so Cassie can join the fun."

"Yep. I'll be there in half an hour."

"Thanks. Can you bring some extra towels when you come?"

"Sure." I hung up and changed into board shorts and went and banged on Derick's door before I typed the code in and entered. "I'm going to the beach. You coming?"

"When you leaving?"

"Now." I left his room and went to the main closet grabbing clean towels and a bag, shoving in everything I could think of including sunscreen and a small cooler. Going down to the kitchen I grabbed four bottles of water and put them in the cooler.

"Thanks for waiting for me." Derick whacked me on the back. "What's the rush?"

"No rush. I'm picking up Jade."

"Ah, I'm surprised you lasted this long."

"Ha, ha very funny. Come on. Move your arse."

We took my car to the beach. I'd had fun last night, all the guys had come around and we'd played card games, video games and pool until the early hours of the morning. I wasn't too keen to go to bed anyway. I'd gotten used to having Jade plastered over me.

"Have you slept?"

"What?" I glanced over at Derick before gazing back at the road.

"You're blinking lots and really focusing on the road. You're full of energy like you've drunk a bunch of Red Bull."

Okay so I'd had...four, no five Red Bull's since three this morning. "I'm good. I couldn't sleep."

"Watching and seeing how you are, is helping me to believe it's a curse and not a gift as I first thought."

"Fuck you."

"No thanks. I think Jade does it enough to you. Poor bugger."

Slowing down I drove down the beach lane. Going to the mass of cars I parked and got out grabbing the bag. When I heard the passenger door shut, I pressed the keyless lock and put the keys into the bag.

Walking down the wooden planks to the beach I searched for the girls. The beach was dived into three groups, families, couples and groups of singles. Jade and her friends weren't hard to miss when you knew what to look for. Going to them my heart soared when I saw Jade look up and smile. Then she stood and I took a deep calming breath to stop from going nuts at the skimpy bikini she wore. That was it, we were going shopping, she needed new swimwear or at least something that covered her breasts properly.

Jade met me not far from their group. I was surprised when she did something very un-Jade-like, she jumped on me wrapping her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck. "I missed you." Her lips took mine and I tasted her. What the hell? She was drinking?

Cupping her arse, I went to the group and dropped the bag on the sand. Kissing her I let her have her way for a while before I eased away from her mouth. Jade buried her face in my neck and I groaned as she sucked on my skin. Damn, this was torture. "Little bit, how much have you had?"

Cassie giggled. "Your girlfriend is a light weight."

I knew that from the last time she'd gotten drunk, but it didn't answer my question. "Yep she is. How much did she have?"

Renee looked into a cooler. "Six...no ...er seven vodka cruisers. She likes the raspberry ones. I like the passion fruit ones."

Groaning I looked at Cassie. "Who the hell drove here?"

"I did. 've only just started drinking since Scott said he was on his way. Brad was giving him a lift."

Sighing, I glanced behind me to see Derick laughing at me. "A curse brother," he whispered.

"Shut it and set the towels up for me, please."

Derick grinned but did as I asked and I closed my eyes and prayed for patience.

Tilting Jade's head back I gazed at her. "You haven't got your cast wet?"

Her brows furrowed and she nibbled on her bottom lip. "Nope all dry see." She shoved her cast arm in my face.

"Little bit, have you eaten anything yet?

"Err, an apple. No," she took a deep breath and slowly let it out. "I had a piece of bacon and hash brown too. It was nume, nume, yummy."

Derick was cracking up and the girls were giggling. Carefully kneeling on the sand, I moved her so I could sit. Reaching the bag, I got out a bottle of water and undid the lid before holding it out to her. "Drink some of this?"

Jade took the water and sipped it.

I looked around at the girls. "What time did you start drinking?"

"We came here after breakfast. We didn't start drinking until ten thirtyish."

"Oh, only ten thirtyish." I shook my head but couldn't help my grin. "You guys are a bad influence on my girl."

"Hey," Stacy protested. "She was the one who thought to play the drinking game."

"What drinking game little bit?"

Her eyes brown eyes sparkled with mischief. "Have you ever."

"Who was winning?" I asked.

"Jade was." The girls all chorused.

"What? How? I thought you said she'd had seven?"

"She has," Patricia added.

"Shit, how many have you girls had?"

Five girls looked into the cooler bumping heads. "Ouch, hey," they squealed.

"I've had eight," Racheal said with a huge grin. "I'm coming in second." She winked at me.

"I've had nine." Cassie said with a burp.

"How the hell Cassie, you said you just started?"

"Isa just have, but I had to skull to catch up."

"For fuck sake."

Derick chuckled.

"How many drinks did you bring?"

"Argh, two coolers full. Twelve vodka cruisers each. And two bottles of wine," Patricia giggled out.

"Holy shit, what would you have done if we didn't come to look after you and drive you home?"

The girls thought it was hilarious, even Jade was snorting with laughter.

"Wes made a bet," Renee piped in.

"Yeah, yous a quick response," Patricia giggled.

"They think you don't know how to say no to me," Jade whispered. "I don't care what they think. Thanks for coming. I'm tired. I couldn't sleep. I was cold without you." She shivered against me and I rubbed her back as she snuggled against me.

I didn't care what her friends thought I cared what Jade felt. Kissing her forehead, I hugged her to me and gazed over at my brother to see Derick smiling. It wasn't a curse.

The weekend had been great. I'd spent Friday night at Cassie's with all the girls and Saturday at the beach. Stephan had joined us and he'd looked after me. It was becoming harder and harder not to fall for him. He was amazing and he put me first every time. We went to bed early Saturday night and I slept in his bed draped over him.

Sunday, we had a lazy day. Well I did, reading and baking in the kitchen. Stephan had gone to the gym, probably to beat the crap out of his bodyguards, or for them to do it to him. I stayed away from the gym and the no go zone of the property.

I stood by our meeting place outside of the school waiting for Stephan. He was late. Usually he meets me on my way to our spot or was already waiting for me. I'd just told Cassie to go before her brother left without her. Bringing my bag around I got my phone out and checked to see if Stephan had called to tell me he was running late.

Glancing around I saw Derick coming towards and me smiling. I moved away from the tree I leaned against and went to him. "Where is your brothe—" Before I'd finished my question, gunfire rang out around me. "Get down," Derick yelled.

A burning pain hit my good arm as I dove for the ground. Yelling and screaming all around me had me staying down and not daring to look. Derick's body came and covered my own.

"Oh shit, fuck you're hit." I heard Derick's voice in the distance but my arm hurt and my cast arm felt like it had been cracked again. I felt like I was far away and filled with pain. I wanted to close my eyes, they were so heavy. The weight on me kept reminding me of the pain and I knew I shouldn't close my eyes.

More shots sounded and cars and what sounded like motorbikes screeched away.

"Derick get off her. We need to see if you have been hit." I knew the voice. Who was it?

"Brand I'm fine. Jade's been hit. Oh shit, Brand, that's a lot of blood."

Ah, Brand, head security. I heard what sounded like ripping.

"Check her over Derick to see if she's been shot anywhere else. David's called the ambulance and the police. He and a team are waiting and the gates. Try not to move her too much she's been hit in an artery."

Brand lifted my arm and tied a piece of cloth around me tight. I screamed as he tugged. Black surrounded my vision and then nothing.

I'd been talking to my business teacher about a makeup test for one I'd missed while away looking after Jade. We agreed I'd come in early tomorrow and he'd give me a do over. Then I ran out of the room and down to the tree where I meet Jade. I could see the tree in the distance and Derick walking to Jade. I'd asked him to tell her where I was.

Everything happened so fast. A blue Ford car and three motorbikes drove up to the pickup zone, guns appeared and they shot at Derick and Jade. I watched with a sickening feeling as bullets flew by and Jade dropped to the ground. I crouched down and watched Derick crawl to Jade and cover her.

It was only minutes but felt like hours passed before Brand, David, Rex and Royce showed up, shooting back at the car and motorbikes. They sped off and then the gates closed. I kept low the whole time and ran ducking and dodging to get to Jade and Derick.

Brand made it before me and I arrived in time to see the once green grass covered in red. Jade screamed and I looked to see the bottom part of her covered in blood. Derick was checking her, running his hands gently up and down her now unconscious body.

Dropping to the ground, I stared at Derick. "Please. Please tell me she's okay," I choked out.

Derick grimaced and held his hands over her thigh. "Put pressure here. I need to check her other leg."

I did as I was told in a haze of disbelief. Blood oozed onto my fingers and I moved so my palm pressed down slowing the flow of blood. Derick ran his fingers over her other half.

"What do we have?"

I didn't look up at the paramedic.

"Seventeen-year-old female. Shot to arm that hit artery. I've cut the flow with the bandage but she needs care. Stephan is holding what I think may be a graze or a through and through shot. The cast has cracked and she passed out a couple of minutes ago."

"Son, I need you to move now."

I pressed down on Jade's wound too scared to move.

"You can let go now."

I couldn't move. I heard the voice, but was terrified to move my blood-soaked hand.

"Stephan, the paramedic needs to work now."

I looked at Derick, he was covered in blood. It never occurred to me he could be hurt.

"Son, you're covered in blood. Are you hurt?" Another paramedic asked Derick.

Derick shook his head and gazed down. "It's not my blood. It's my sisters."

"The girl is your sister?"

Derick nodded. "She will be," he said hoarsely.

Brand removed my hand and dragged me back. "Stephan, you have to let them work."

Gazing up at him my cheeks felt wet. "Where the fuck where you? How the hell did this happen?" I shook myself out of his hold and stood. I studied the scene around me, bullet holes were everywhere, in trees, cars, the school building and the ground. It looked like a war zone. "What the fuck happened?"

Brand stood and ran his fingers through his short hair. "There are two vulnerable times, at drop off in the morning and pick up time. We monitor both, but there are so many cars and it's hard to tell if they're not picking up someone. We were lucky not many got hurt."

"What do you mean lucky? Jade is fucking almost bleeding out."

"Only six people got hurt. None are fatal."

I wanted to yank my friggin' hair out. "We live in Australia. Guns are illegal. Why the fuck did we just have a shootout. This is something I expect Dustan to tell me about in America." I was furious, but I'd rather be angry than a blubbering mess. Brand didn't say anything, not that I expected him to. He knew how it went.

The paramedics wheeled Jade away on a stretcher. I ran after them. There was no way they were leaving without me.

"Are you family?"

"Yep."

They eyed me for a moment before one nodded I got into the ambulance.

I hovered over Jade. Her eyes were open and she smiled seeing me but it quickly turned into a grimace.

"Hey," she rasped out.

"Little bit, what am I going to do with you?" I stroked her cheek.

"I've never been shot before I met you."

My heart sank at her words and I cleared my dry throat, was I killing her? Was I the reason she'd been shot at so much? "Angel, I'm so sorry."

"Don't," she whispered. "I don't like that look. You didn't do this."

I nodded, but didn't believe her. I needed to leave her alone. I could make myself live without Jade as long as she was alive. What I couldn't live with was her continually getting hurt because of me. If she died I don't think I would ever forgive myself. I needed to leave.

I couldn't get the image of her covered in blood out of mind and I thought I was going to be physically sick. I needed to stay away from her and then she'd be safe.

Something didn't feel right. I awoke and I was alone. Pain throbbed through me, not the worse I'd had, but I still hurt. I pressed the nurse call button and a woman in her late forties came in. "Hi, is anyone outside the room."

"No sweetheart. Are you expecting someone?"

I furrowed my brows and shook my head. "No." Where was Stephan? I was sure I saw him in the ambulance.

I didn't see Stephan even after three days. Evelin visited and even his father, Lucas. They wouldn't tell me about Stephan besides he was fine and thought it best they stop seeing each other. Derick didn't come by either. Cassie and my friends visited me, but no Stephan. The bastard didn't even tell me himself he couldn't be with me anymore.

On the third day in the hospital they let me out. My arm had been recast and my other was in a sling to help it heal. I had stitches in my right leg where a bullet had gone straight through. I felt like shit, but what worried and scared me the most was I hadn't seen Stephan or Derick. I learned from Cassie they were both alright.

Sitting on the bed I waited for my guardian to show up and take me home. Cassie and her parents knocked on the door. My heart sank and I knew even before Cassie spoke, I wasn't with Stephan anymore.

"Guess what. I get to have you as my sister."

I forced a smile and slowly stood. I should never have let myself fall under his spell. Biting my cheek to hold in my sobs I berated myself, stupid, stupid me. I should know by now not to trust or rely on anyone. Hardening my heart, I stiffened my spine, grabbed my bag and walked out of the hospital room. Never again. Never again would I let my guard down.

The police wanted to talk to me and this time I didn't have a lawyer there to tell them to hurry it along or stop them from badgering me. The week I spent recovering was spent mostly in the police station. I'd told them everything I could think of and more. They wanted to know everything about my grandpa and what I saw and the most important who I saw. The person they were most interested in was the man I'd only caught a glimpse of. I now knew that the police thought I'd been shot at twice now thanks to my grandpa and his dealings. They wanted me kept quiet about who I'd seen.

This shattered my heart into a million pieces, because I'd put people I cared for in danger. I was worried I was putting Cassie's family in danger. They assured me the two police vehicles kept them safe. A bunch of my grandpa's associates had been arrested and for the moment I couldn't do anything.

I was eager to go back to school. Cassie's parents were fantastic. I only had two weeks until I was eighteen and I promised them I'd find a place of my own then. They told me over and over not to worry that I was no trouble and welcome to stay as long as I wanted. I was done though. I was done relying on anyone but myself.

"Jade, sweetheart. You have a visitor," Cassie's mum yelled to me.

Easing off the bed I put the book down I wasn't really reading and went down the stairs. My heart sped up at the figure at the door. Stephan stood with flowers and a basket with goodies in it. He looked like he hadn't shaved since I'd seen him over a week ago. He had dark circles under his eyes. I felt bad, but I couldn't do anything except apologize.

"Hi. I'm sorry about everything. I'm glad Derick didn't get hurt."

"Jade, you have nothing to be sorry about. You didn't pull any triggers. You were innocent in all this."

"Okay." I didn't know what else I was supposed to say. "Is that all?"

"No. I wanted to say I was sorry—"

"You have nothing to apologize for." My body ached from missing Stephan. My heart was pounding so loud and it hurt at the sight of him. I wanted so badly to jump into his arms and hug him. I wouldn't though, I would never touch him again. I couldn't. I had been shot at, had my body cut and bruised, but nothing hurt more than Stephan leaving me. I didn't have much in my shitty life but what I had Stephan had taken and stomped on it. "Thanks for this stuff. I'll see you around at school." I turned and he grabbed my cast halting me. I glanced down at his hand and back to him.

"Wait. Little bit, I want you to come home."

I choked on a sob, as he called me by his pet name, how could he? I fought him so hard because I couldn't take this heartbreak, there were only so many times someone could be beaten down and I was done. I'd had my mum beat me down all my life and I bounced back. I even had my grandpa do it and now the man I loved had done it. No. I'd had enough.

"Get. Your. Hand. Off. Me. Now," I gritted out. "You stay away from me." I backed away and dropped the gifts he'd given me.

Stephan went white and I took an involuntary step towards him only to stop when I realized what I did. "Just go Stephan."

"I'll see you at school tomorrow."

I knew Stephan and he wouldn't leave me alone. I nodded and walked away. I went up to the room and called the detective who'd given me his number, he was the nicest of the bunch. He had a daughter my age. "Hi Detective Web. I need a restraining order please.

Everyone was staring at me. I kept my head down and kept close to Cassie as we walked to lunch. With the restraining order, I had on Stephan I couldn't sit with the girls where we used to sit. They'd moved for me. We now sat in the quad with all the younger people. Even after three days at school everyone was still talking about me.

The first day I jumped at everything. The second I hid in the library. I'd gotten Cassie to give the phone back to Stephan. I didn't want him knowing where I was. I deliberately didn't look for him. It hurt too much when I saw him. I couldn't even gaze upon Derick. I knew some of my friends thought I was overreacting, but I didn't give my trust easily and I'd given it to Stephan. He'd stomped all over it and my growing love. He'd abandoned me. When I'd woken in the hospital and he wasn't there and not even one of his family members I'd never felt so alone in my whole life.

I listened as the girls talked about going to the movies this weekend. "Sure, sounds good." Right now, I'd agree to anything.

I nibbled on my sandwich and halfheartedly listened.

I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to leave the house. The bodyguards still watched Jade, but I had received the restraining order. Derick wasn't talking to me. He was still angry with me over how I'd dealt with Jade after the shooting. My parents had left me be only putting their foot down about school. So, I went to school and rugby.

"I'm leaving. I can't sit with you anymore." Derick got up and I followed.

"Where are you going?"

Derick walked toward the buildings. "Away from you. I'm so pissed I can't even look at you."

He entered the quad and that's when I saw her. Like a moth drawn to a flame I couldn't stop myself. She was so beautiful. I missed her so much. She looked almost lifeless as she sat with her head down. I hadn't slept in two weeks and I couldn't even lie on my bed. Fuck this shit. I'd had enough. I wanted my little bit back.

Going to Jade I picked her up. She squealed and fought me coming to life.

"I hate you. I hate you. I hate you." She beat me with her cast hand and I let her needing to feel something.

I was numb since I left Jade.

"Why couldn't you leave me alone? Why?" She whacked me over and over tears streaming down her face.

I heard teachers come over and try to break it up but for once my bodyguards were around and stopped them.

"I hate you. I hate what you did to me. I hate what you made me feel. I hate what you've done to me. I hate you. I hate you." The hitting stopped and her fingers gripped my shirt. Tears rolled down her cheeks and I felt the worst I'd ever felt at the broken look in her sad eyes. I needed to fix it. I'd done this to her. I would do anything to have the look of pain and hurt gone. She collapsed against me giving up her fight and broke down sobbing, "You left me. You left me."

I didn't care about school. I didn't care about the people watching and I didn't care about the fucking restraining order. I held Jade in my arms and walked out of the quad and the school. David met me at the drop off zone and I got in the passenger side with my precious bundle.

Jade didn't say anymore and that scared me more than when she fought me. Brand got in the passenger seat and he looked back at Jade and me. "She was a fragile flower and you had her blossoming and then you crushed her. You gave her everything she's never had than took it away. You broke her kid."

"Fuck." I held Jade tight as she sobbed in my arms. Her gut ranching cries cut me to my core and I knew I'd never stop making this up to her. But make it up to her I would even if I spent the rest of my life doing it.

I took her home and I carried her up to my, our, bed and lay with her in it. Jade cried herself to sleep and I didn't say a word. I didn't know what to say. I knew she wouldn't hear what I said now anyway.

Laying there with her in my arms I came up with a plan. I was never going a night without her again. I couldn't do it. I knew the gate and the security would only hold the police and the restraining order for so long. I would beg her on my hands and knees if I had to for the rest of my life, but she was going to give me another chance.

I must have dozed off because the next thing I knew my dad was tapping my shoulder.

"Stephan, Stephan. A Detective Web is at our door with a couple of officers."

Jade didn't even stir in my arms. I knew she was probably exhausted. "Send them up."

"Son—"

"Dad, she hasn't even woken up with us talking. Look at her. She's lost weight and is deathly pale. When she was with me before she had a pink tinge on her cheeks, she doesn't now. Bring them up."

Dad shook his head as he walked out of my room. I turned back to Jade and stroked her back. She snuggled deeper against me and sighed.

"My daughter goes to your school. She's in the year below you. She's told me the gossip story but I see there is some truth to it."

I gazed up to see who I assumed was Detective Web. "What story is that?"

"A Silverman has been caught. That a bunch of girls are now brokenhearted because they have a chance with one less Silverman." He dramatically rolled his eyes. "My daughter says it's love."

"What do you think?"

Detective Web crossed his arms over his chest and studied Jade and I. "I've seen Miss Black there almost every day now for two weeks. She's been a huge help in catching some huge drug runners, but you know that. You Silverman have men everywhere."

I didn't say anything, I didn't need to. I waited and listened still rubbing Jade's back.

"I don't think she's slept in weeks and not because of the shooting. That girl is broken. Until she got the restraining order I didn't realize how broken. I see now though. By law I have to take her, but as I stand here watching her I can't. When she wakes call me back. If you don't I won't be as nice the next time I visit and you will come with me in cuffs."

I nodded and watched as the detective left. Jade didn't wake once and I settled back against the bed headboard.

I was warm. I hadn't been warm or comfortable in weeks. I hadn't slept for more than a couple of hours in weeks. Vanilla and coco invaded my senses and I took deep breaths, taking as much in as if could. My chest ached and I didn't want to wake from this dream. I didn't want to wake and see I wasn't home. I hated what my heart and body felt was home. I should have learned by now you can't rely on people. I couldn't trust anyone with any part of me.

Sighing, I stretched my well rested body and slowly opened my eyes. I knew what I'd see. I knew who I'd see. I tried to muster anger but right now I didn't have anything left. "I still hate you."

"Jade, I'm so, so, sorry. I love yo—"

"Don't. Don't you dare say it. I swear if you finish that sentence I will never forgive you." I could handle a lot but hearing those words from him I couldn't take, especially now.

"I thought it was me and my family causing you to get hurt and shot at."

"Oh, so it's okay now because it was my family who was trying to kill me?"

"Yes, no. Can't you give me a break?"

"What like you gave me when I needed you most, when I awoke in hospital all alone after being shot?" I whacked him with my cast as I still couldn't use my other one. I don't know why he brought out my violent side but he did.

"That was hard for me too."

"Bullshit. You pushed your way into my life from the get go. I pretty much begged you to stay away from me. I told you I couldn't handle your kind of 'love'. I can't do this Stephan. I won't put myself through this again."

"I promise I won't ever hurt you again."

"You're a liar." I climbed off the bed. "You don't know how not to hurt me. All you've done since you met me is hurt me."

Stephan got of the bed and reached for me.

"Stay back. Don't you touch me. Don't you ever touch me again."

In usual Silverman style Stephan didn't listen to me and gathered me to him, cupping my face and forcing me to stare at him. "No. You're mine. I will always want you and I know you don't want to hear this now but I need to say it. I love you. I will always love you Jade. I regret the last few weeks more than I regret anything in my life. I was scared. Terrified. I never wanted this. What you and I have. Before you I hadn't ever had a relationship with a woman or girl other than my aunties and mum. I'd seen how us Silvermans acted with our mates and I didn't want any of it. Then I saw you and knew I wanted exactly what they had and more with you. Please Jade, give me another chance."

Shit. I could feel my will crumbling and any fight I had against Stephan vanishing. Gazing into his deep blue eyes I groaned, "I hate you."

"You've said that."

"Well I mean it." Jerking from his hold I paced. "You get one more chance. I swear Stephan that's it. If I feel any unwanted pressure I will never, and mean never, give you another chance."

He smiled and his damn dimples popped. I prayed I'd done the right thing.

"Man, I advise against this. You're young to have a girl's name tattooed on you."

"Oh, my brother won't regret this." I grinned over at Derick. I told him what I had booked and he was eager to come and watch.

"If you say so man."

I okayed the design and lied in the chair. The outline started which was the most painful needles.

"So why isn't this girl with you here?"

"She's having a movie night with her girlfriends." I closed my eyes and pictured her as he did his work.

"You've had the tat booked in for weeks though."

"Yeah, I wanted it before her birthday. It's Saturday. I've planned a huge party and my parents have bought her a car."

"Wow, sounds like a lucky girl."

"I didn't know you'd had it booked for that long Stephan," Derick said.

"I booked it when she moved in." I opened my eyes and looked down at Stew the best tattoo artist in the state. "She deserved that and much, much, more."

Stew paused and looked up.

"She been through some things?"

"To hell and back over and over. She turns eighteen this weekend and has one hand in a cast and the other in a sling from being shot and that's just her arms."

"Christ man. She sounds like one tuff bird."

"That she is."

"Well I hope she loves the tat."

I wasn't sure how Jade would react to the tat. The last couple of days since Jade had come back home she wasn't in the kitchen baking and dancing, and she wouldn't sleep in my bed. I came to her room to sleep and she wouldn't let me in the covers unless I at least had boxers on. She didn't snuggle in the morning and she wouldn't go anywhere with my family. My mother had invited her shopping, a spa day, and just out to lunch, she'd declined everything. She dropped the restraining order, but avoided my touch. I needed something to show her how serious I was and there was no one else for me, I loved her.

Yesterday she'd seen her doctor to check her cast and to see if she could take the sling off her other arm. Jade wouldn't let me be in the room with her and the doctor and I worried when she took longer than the fifteen minutes I was told she'd be. Jade came out bright red and would barely look at me. I asked her what took her so long and she turned a deeper shade of red if at all possible. She was given prescriptions but refused me taking her to get them, I left the subject when she begged me to leave it alone and she promised as soon as we got home she'd get my mum to take her to the chemist. I was curious but left it and tried to ask my mum but she wouldn't tell me.

This afternoon when Jade had gone out with friends I don't even think she would have told me she was going except for the fact I came to her. I even kissed her goodbye. She was killing me. Her eyes used to hold, fire, warmth, and love, but now were dull and almost lifeless. I needed my little bit back.

I got a text at midnight telling me she was staying at Cassie's house. Oh fuck no. I said I wasn't sleeping without her ever again and I bloody meant it. Going to my car I got in and drove to Cassie and Scott's house. I called Scott and he stood smirking at the door when I pulled into the driveway.

"She's in the spare room."

Nodding thanks to Scott I went inside and up the stairs to the spare room. Not bothering knocking I opened the door and went to the bed.

"Stephan. What the hell?" Jade sat up, she wore only her bra and I could see the matching panties.

"I promised myself I would never sleep a night without you again. So, we either go home or I'm getting in here with you."

Jade crossed her arms over her chest. "Fine. Home."

I went to the bed, picked her up and threw her over my shoulder.

"Hey, put me down."

I left the room and went down the stairs and passed a laughing Scott who opened the door for me. "Can you get Cassie to bring her things tomorrow?"

"Sure man."

I left the house and placed Jade gently in the passenger seat. I smiled as she sat there fuming. I got in and drove us home.

"You know you're a possessive idiot."

I couldn't keep the grin off my face at her fight.

"Only for you, little bit." She harrumphed and turned from me to gaze out the window.

When we got home I went around the car, opened the door, and picked her up again, this time she laughed and my heart soared at the light carefree sound. Once in the house, I went to my room and placed her on the bed and then I stripped.

Her laughter turned into a gasp. She knelt on my bed and crawled closer to me.

"Stephan, is it real?

The fingers sticking out from her cast came up and gingerly traced the heart and the key made with her name and sat ready to unlock my heart. "Of course it's real."

Tears rolled down her cheek and she sobbed. Shit I'd hurt her. Crap.

"You're crazy," She hiccupped out. "You tattooed my name on your chest as a key to your heart. Are you insane?"

I sighed in relief when I realized she wasn't crying because I hurt her. "I thought it was a good present. A way to show you how I feel. To show you you're it for me. I will never hurt you again. I love you more than you could ever imagine."

"Oh, Stephan," she sobbed.

"Don't cry. I didn't do it to make you cry. I want you to smile. I want the light back in your eyes. I want you baking cupcakes and slices and dancing around the kitchen singing with your amazing voice. I want you with your fight back. I want you."

"Stephan," Jade groaned on a breathless whisper. She stood and came to the edge of the bed yanking me to her. Her mouth fused with mine and she pulled me down to the bed. I lay down and she straddled me. "You make it so hard for me. Every time I think I have my walls built high you not only knock it down you demolish it."

"I love you little bit."

"I don't hate you."

I chuckled. "Progress."

Jade shook her head and leaned down until her lips brushed over the tattoo. "You're full of surprises. Thank you crazy man." She wiggled into the covers and I followed. Jade draped herself over me. "Good night my crazy man."

Smiling I hugged Jade to me feeling like I'd won the best prize in the universe. She just called me hers.

Distancing myself wasn't working. The past week I'd tried everything, going to a different room to sleep which didn't work because he was back to carrying me around when I said no. I tried being with Cassie and my other girlfriends, again he just invaded and they thought he was cute. _Argh_. Then I tried just reading and studying but the idiot would do the same beside me, touching my leg, arm, cheek or hair every chance he could. Then every time I saw the God damned tattoo I went goo, goo. I couldn't believe he got a tattoo with my name. It was an amazing design. The heart was on the left side of his chest just above his nipple. It had a lock in the middle and a key set in the lock that was made up of my name.

Stephan touched me all the time. He touched me before, but this last week it was like he'd up the ante. I think he wanted me to crave him so I never left him. My body felt like it was on friggin' fire. I'd been almost caught a couple of times trying to pleasure myself to help the aching coursing through me. It's hard to masturbate when you have one hand in a cast and the other was still tender from being shot.

I swear last night I dreamed of having an orgasm and just as I was about to get there wanker moved and jolted me awake. I was so horny I couldn't sleep on Stephan. When I'd seen my doctor last, I'd asked for a prescription for the pill. I tried fooling myself for a while telling myself I didn't need them. When I got them for myself the first couple of days I even tried convincing myself not to take them because I wouldn't need them. I had said I would never have sex with Stephan, but deep down I knew it was bull shit. I wasn't ready today and I may not be tomorrow, but I knew if things kept going how they were I would be ready to make the huge step and give him me. I lay on my back staring at the ceiling in the dark room.

The sun peeked through the blinds giving light to the dark room. I didn't want to open my eyes, but I could see the lighter shade of black. Soft lips trailed gentle kisses over my face and down my neck. I tilted my head up so the mouth could have better access. Teeth tugged on the tip of my ear sending shots of pleasure straight to my pussy. "Morning birthday girl."

Groaning I opened my eyes. "Don't I get to sleep in on my birthday?"

"Yes, if you were sleeping, but I know you were awake. Come on we have lots to do today."

I rolled over onto my stomach and glared at him. "Aha, no way. Today is my day. So, when you say 'we' you mean you have lots to do. I intend to spend the day sunbathing by the pool and going to the movies and then clubbing with my friends later. I may even come to your game." I wouldn't ever miss his game. I loved watching him play football and when we had our break up it was one of the things I really missed. This would be the first game I'd seen in weeks.

Stephan sat up and the cover slipped down showing his tat, I honed in on it and my heart did summersaults. He reached over and tucked my bed hair behind my ears, he lingered at my neck, the pads of his fingers stroking me. I shivered and clenched my thighs, my body melting at his touch. Stupid reaction to him. Stupid body for betraying me.

Stephan smirked and the damn dimples popped. "Well, if it's what you want." He got out of bed and I smiled at his rock-hard erection. At least I had the same effect on him.

Sighing, I rolled back only to squeal when arms slid under me and lifted me. "Hey, put me down." As usual Stephan didn't listen, and carried me to the bathroom and got out a waterproof liner for my cast. After putting it on, me. He turned the water on and stepped under the spray. I stared stunned. I'd seen Stephan naked all the time, but I'd never watched him shower. Fantasied, dreamed of it, yes, but seeing... argh, no. I watched as the water riveted over his muscular body. His dick was still standing at attention and all I could do was stare.

"You going to stand there all day or join me?"

Shooting my gaze up to his face I felt my face heat. Slowly I eased into the shower shutting the glass screen. "Why?" What had changed? He hadn't done anything like this before.

Stephan gathered me to him and the hot refreshing spray hit me. "Why what?"

"You know. You never showered with me before now. Why now?"

"I'm upping my game." He reached for my lavender scrub and poured some on my lather sponge. "I missed you so much. I never want to be without you again. I didn't realize how much I needed you until you weren't here." He rubbed the sponge over my body paying special attention to my breasts.

"I thought you were going to give me time and wait until I was ready?"

"I'll give you time. If I do anything you don't like or want just tell me and I promise I'll stop. I want you Jade. I want you more than my next breath, but I know that you're not ready for sex. I want you to get used to my touch. I want to know what you like and don't. I want you happy."

Biting my bottom lip, I nodded. He really made it hard for me not to fall for him. I didn't want to forgive him for leaving me like he did, but when he said things like he just did and then he friggin' tattooed my name on him, I found the wall around my heart not only slipping, but smashing into a million tiny pieces never to be erected again.

Stephan got out of the shower before me and I was grateful because I needed a moment to gather myself. He'd washed my hair and I was thankful for the running water because I cried. I had trouble with the cast washing my hair and it didn't feel like it was done properly, but with Stephan it was done thoroughly how I liked it and I felt fresh.

I heard him at the sink and he opened the screen again to wet his toothbrush then he shut it. Sighing I turned the water off and heard the sink tap turn on. I knew he wouldn't have turned it on unless I turned the shower off. Ringing my hair out I opened the door and stepped out of the shower. Stephan wrapped a towel around me and kissed my forehead then left the bathroom. I went to the sink, brushed my teeth, and put my moisturizer on my body before leaving the bathroom to go down to my room to get some clothes.

As I left the bathroom I stepped on something squishy. I looked down to see red rose petals on the floor making a path to the bed were a bunch on perfectly wrapped presents sat on top of the now made bed. Gazing around the room for Stephan, I frowned when I didn't see him.

"Stephan. Stephan where are you."

He peeked out of the walk-in-wardrobe. "You called."

Ignoring the presents, I ran to him and threw myself at him. I plastered myself against him and feathered him with kisses. No one had ever done anything like this for me. "How? When?"

"Before I woke you I messaged my Mum and she helped."

"Oh God, your mum knew I was in the shower with you...naked"

The wanker laughed. "Little bit, mum knows we sleep together, so she knows you've seen me naked and I you. We are both old enough, she knows the drill."

I was still horrified, thinking something and seeing it was totally different. "Still..."

"Jade, don't worry about it. Go open your presents."

"I have to get dressed first."

He raised his eyebrow. "I didn't know you needed clothes to unwrap presents." He held me against him as he walked back over to the bed filled with presents. That was when I saw it, on the pillow was a black dry-cleaning bag.

"Open the bag, Jade." He gently placed me on the soft petals and I leaned down and undid the dry-cleaning bag revealing a shimmering sky blue formal dress. Carefully I slid the dress out of the bag and turned around to see Stephan missing again.

"Stephan."

Stephan appeared with white underwear. "Here." He handed me the underwear.

I raised my eyebrow. "You even brought underwear."

"Oh yeah, it was the funniest thing to shop for. I bought quite a bit I can't wait to see you in."

I rolled my eyes. "Uh-huh I just bet you can't." Putting on the panties and strapless bra I couldn't wait to get back to the dress. Stepping in to it, I asked, "Can you do me up?"

"Sure."

The zipper slipped up and I leaned back into him as his fingers lingered on my bare shoulders. The dress was a perfect fit. He leaned down under the bed and brought out a shoe box and opened it, showing me the black strappy high heels. Stephan knelt putting the shoes on and doing up the straps. His hands ran up and down my legs stopping at my upper thigh before he moaned and stood up.

"Presents now." He sat on the bed and gently placed me on his lap. He reached across and handed me the biggest present. "Open it."

"I looked at the package searching for a card. "Who is it from? I can't see a tag." I glanced at the other presents and couldn't see tags on any of them. "None have a card or a tag."

"They're all from me."

"What. I didn't need this many presents. I didn't expect anything from you."

"Why wouldn't you expect anything from me? It's your birthday. Of course, I would get you something. I wanted to spoil you."

Closing my eyes to stop the tears I choked out, "Thank you. Thank you so much."

"You're welcome. Now open them."

I did. The first was a pink snuggle blanket. It was so soft and was covered with the words, warm, snuggle, and love. The next was a box filled with eight different designer bags. Another held three different purses. Opening my next present I nibbled on my lip, surely he wouldn't get me...it was a laptop bag and the next was a laptop lap pad. "Stephan, you didn't."

He just grinned and handed me a heavy rectangle box.

I was nervous to open it. I didn't have a laptop. I could never afford one. I'd been using the library computers. Taking a deep breath, I opened the heavy present, inside it was a brand new 13-inch MacBook Pro. "Stephan I can't accept this."

"Of course, you can. It's a birthday present. You have to keep everything I get you today."

"What do you mean everything you get me? This is all you're giving me for my birthday. You've already given me way too much. Usually the only person who gets me presents are my friends. They haven't ever gotten me anything like what you have. I don't expect them to."

"I wanted to get you more, but other people need a chance to get you things."

By the time I got to the last present I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. No one had ever done anything like Stephan had. I'd never gotten so many presents in my whole life. I would never be able to pay Stephan back for all his gifts and not just for what he bought me, but for the memory he'd given me this morning.

The last was a smaller box and inside was a velvet jeweler's box. I didn't own any expensive jewelry. Everything I had I'd bought from the cheap shop. Holding my breath, I opened it and inside was a gold charm bracelet. "It's beautiful."

"It has everything about us on it. The raindrop from the first time I met you when it was pouring down rain. The jumper because it's what I made you wear. The rugby ball, from when I saw you again at practice. The bikini because it was when I realized you were going to drive me crazy. The bullet is because you're a survivor and lastly the heart because you hold mine."

"Stephan." Pulling his head down I kissed him. How could I not fall head over heels for him? I was trying to slowly ease back in with him. I knew after this morning there was no going back.

When I walked into the kitchen with Jade I knew I was grinning like a loon. I seemed to be finally getting my message through to Jade that I loved her and would do anything for her. I could see her slowly warming to me again. I had decided I needed to up my game and not give her a chance to retreat. So, I touched her every time she was close and this morning I showered with her, washing her hair and her amazing body. I knew I'd have a permanent boner if I kept this up but I didn't care. Jade was worth it.

My family was eagerly waiting to wish Jade a happy birthday. The chef we hired during the week was in the kitchen cooking a special breakfast for Jade. My mum jumped up from the table and pulled Jade into a hug.

"Happy Birthday." Mum kissed her cheek. "Come. Sit."

Jade sat and I took the seat next to her.

"Happy birthday, Sis" Derick winked at Jade.

Happy birthday, sweetheart," My dad added. "I say we eat and then do presents."

"Presents. You didn't need to get me anything. I didn't expect a thing."

"We wanted to. You're a part of our family." My mum smiled and patted Jade's arm.

I couldn't help wincing when I saw Jade flinch at my mum words and back away from her touch. Mum had hurt Jade to, I know they'd become close before the school shooting, but since then Jade stayed cleared of Mum. I knew Jade didn't believe Mum, because it had been said before she was a part of the family and then I'd convinced them all to leave her. That it was best for her safety we didn't have anything to do with her. Mum hadn't liked it and even tried talking me out of what I did, but in the end, she took my side and left Jade be. Now Jade was not only finding it hard to trust me again and let me back into her heart but the rest of my family too.

"Er, thanks."

I groaned as I watched her retreat, her spine stiffened and she rolled her shoulders back. A fake smile stretched her lips and her eyes were what scared me the most, they almost became blank, like there was no emotion in her. I'd done this. I'd broken her. My chest ached and a sick feeling came over me each time I saw what I'd done. I was a bastard and didn't deserve her or a second chance but I'd be damned if I gave up. Gathering her hand, I held it in mine bringing it up I kissed her knuckles. "I love you." I turned her head so she gazed into my eyes. Ignoring my family, I stared at Jade and kissed her hand again. "I love you." She studied me like she was searching for an answer for a while and everyone was quiet around us. Her shoulders dropped and she squeezed my hand turning from my gaze. I suppose it was the best I'd get.

The food was placed on the table and I reluctantly let her go and helped her with her food. We ate in silence for a moment and the tension was still high in the room. Today was better than yesterday though and yesterday was better than the day before. The first two days Jade came home she refused to eat any meal with the family. She didn't even come to the rugby game last weekend or watch practice.

"I booked a hair and beauty package for this afternoon." Mum said. "They'll be arriving at the house half an hour after your rugby game so I need Jade back by then."

"Thanks Evelin. You shouldn't have." Jade smiled at my mum. "If I'm going to the rugby game I better go get changed."

"No, this is your outfit for the day. You have something different for tonight, so don't change." I had planned the whole day out. I wanted everything perfect. "You only turn eighteen once. You get to be in a pretty dress today. It's all part of my plan."

Jade shook her head. "What are you up to Stephan?"

"Nothing you have to worry about little bit." Jade stared at me and I winked at her. I had been planning her birthday for weeks. I didn't stop when I left her, I just made it bigger and Cassie helped.

After breakfast, everyone stood and Stephan placed a pink silk blindfold over my eyes and guided me through the house and outside. My heart beat loudly in my chest as I tried to think of what they were doing. Stephan undid the blindfold and Evelin and Lucas stood in front of me.

"Happy birthday." They stepped out of my line of vision and there with a big black velvet bow was a car. Stephan's parents had bought me a friggin car. I was speechless. It was a red Volkswagen Beetle. My dream car.

Blinking, I was frozen to the spot. Who the hell got their son's girlfriend a car and not a second hand one but a brand fucking new Beetle. Clearing my dry throat, I gazed at Evelin and Lucas. "I don't drive." I should have said thank you or something along those lines but my brain wasn't functioning properly.

Lucas chuckled and handed me a card. In it was a letter stating I had a hundred paid hours with a driving school, it had over eighty locations. "We made sure it had lots of locations so when you're at University next year you can still learn."

All I could do was nod. I turned to Stephan. "It's a red Beetle." I remembered telling him once when we first started dating when he asked me about my dream car. I didn't think he'd remember. "You remembered."

He shrugged. "Of course, I did. Go on. Go look." He nudged me and taking a deep breath in I calmed my raging emotions as I walked to the shiny new car. Running my fingers over the hood I grinned at the smooth surface. Flashes blinded me and I looked up to see Derick taking pictures of me with a camera.

"Thanks. I didn't need to see."

"Stop dawdling and get in."

I opened the driver's door and stuck my tongue out at Derick. "I'm savoring this."

"Well savor this quicker you still have my present."

"I know how to take my time and enjoy things, unlike you."

Derick stuck his middle finger up at me and Stephan and his parents chuckled.

"Leave her be Derick," Evelin berated her son.

Sitting in the driver's seat I squealed with joy. "I have a car," I yelled. Hugging the steering wheel, I pressed all the buttons. Today was the best day of my life. There was no way it could get any better.

I was wrong. After Stephan dragged me out of my awesome car, Derick sulked we didn't have much time for his present. Rolling my eyes, I followed Derick out to the back of the house.

"Wait here." I watched as Derick disappeared into the pool house. He returned with his hands behind his back. He came and stood before me and brought his hand from behind him. There in his hand was a squirming ball of brown fun. "Happy birthday. He is a Chocolate Labrador."

"Oh. My. God." I threw myself at Derick and grabbed the little guy. "I love him." I kissed both Derick's cheeks before kissing his lips.

My feet left the ground and growls that weren't the puppies came from behind me. "No kissing my brother."

I turned in Stephan's arms. "He got me a puppy," I screamed "I've never had a pet." I brought the puppy up and his big brown eyes stared into mine and his tongue came out and licked my nose. I was in love. "I love him. He's so cute.

"What you gonna name him Sis?" I turned back to Derick hugging my puppy.

"I would have named him Rex, but that doesn't feel appropriate now." I walked over to the big grassy area and sat down not caring about my dress.

"No. I don't think Rex would like a dog being named after him." Lucas said.

I didn't even realize Stephan's parents were still there. Lucas held the camera and he must have turned the bright flash off because I didn't feel the blinding light.

I watched as the puppy ran around everyone and came back and licked me. He was full of energy and the perfect pet. "Fido." I'd always wanted a pet and I loved having the cartoon dog name.

"Okay, Fido it is. We'll go out and get him a collar and name tag before the game."

I looked up at Stephan. "I can't leave him to go to the game or the shops. He's just a baby."

Stephan's eyes narrowed behind me and Derick laughed. "Jade we have things planed. Fido will be fine here. Mum and dad are home to be with him."

I clutched Fido to me. I didn't want to leave him. "You can go to rugby without me. I'll see you when you get home."

"Good job genius. You couldn't wait until like Christmas or something to give her a puppy?" Stephan growled at Derick.

"Hey, leave Derick alone. Fido is the best present ever. Thanks Derick." Derick preened and I laughed when Stephan went for him wrapping his fingers around Derick's neck and they fell to the ground wrestling. Fido thought it was awesome and joined in jumping on their back and nipping at them.

This was the best birthday I'd ever had.

The rugby game had been embarrassing. Stephan wouldn't let me get out of my party dress and he carried me to the seats. My friends ooh'd and ahh'd over Stephan's behavior and all his gifts. I told them about my car and Fido.

I'd spent the afternoon with Evelin in the family room with a group of beauty specialists getting a massage, my hair done and make up. Evelin had helped me into a sparkling cream ball gown with gorgeous matching diamante covered shoes. I felt like a princess.

I now sat in a limo with Stephan, who looked scrumptious in a tux. When he'd come to get me I almost jumped him he looked so yummy. "Are you going to tell me where we are going?"

"Nope. It's a surprise."

I sat next to him and held his arm. "Thank you so much for today. It's been amazing."

He kissed my forehead. "I'm glad you've had a great day."

Tilting my head, I kissed him. He looked so good and my day had been so wonderful. I wanted to climb on him and show him just how grateful I was. My tongue searched for his and I leaned in closer, eager for more. I inwardly grinned when his arms came around me and held me to him. I bunched the long dress up my thighs and climbed over his lap.

He eased his mouth from mine. "Little bit, we have to stop."

Oh God I didn't want to. He felt so good and my body arched for him. I pouted and he laughed. "I never thought I would see you pout."

I stuck my tongue out.

"I'd love to go home with you, but we are here."

I groaned and buried my face into his neck. How had I not felt the car stop? Groaning, I eased off him. "Where are we?" I checked my hair and knew how I must look.

"I wouldn't bother little bit. They're going to know." His fingers came up and traced my lip. "These are puffy and your cheeks are flushed."

"Who are they?"

"You'll see. Let's go." He opened the door and a man in suit held it open and helped us out.

I looked around to see we were at The Beaches Returned and Services League, it sat almost on the beach. Stephan took my arm and guided me into the RSL. Once inside he took me up the stairs and to double doors. At the door, he gathered me to him. "I love you." He kissed me and I melted against him. With a moan, he eased away and opened the door pushing me into the room.

The room was covered in balloons, streamers and a huge sign that said, Happy Birthday Jade. I gazed around and saw all my friends, Jess and all my old friends, Stephan's guy friends and all my new friends along with Stephan's parents, his cousins, Cassie's parents and Jess's mother.

Emotions like I'd never felt before bombarded me, gratitude, amazement, happiness and a deep love. I couldn't stop the tears and I didn't care. I turned back to Stephan. "You did this all for me?"

"Cassie helped." He nodded over at Cassie. I didn't turn. I didn't care that everyone was staring at me I was too busy gazing at the amazing man in front of me.

"Why did you do this?"

"I love you. I would do anything for you. All I ever want for you is to be safe and happy."

There it went. My heart was now Stephan's.

HSC trials started this week and all I'd done was study, walk Fido around the property, and taken driving lessons, oh and studied some more. Tonight, the girls and I were going out. Stephan was due home soon and I intended to be gone before he came in.

Cassie, Renee, Patricia, Stacy, and Racheal, were standing next to me as I glared up at Brand. This would be the first time I had gone out since I was eighteen without Stephan. My birthday had been two weeks ago and because of HSC I hadn't had the chance yet to have a girls night out. Brand had just told me he was driving and David and Owen were coming along. "I ordered a taxi Brand. I don't need security."

Brand sighed. "No way princess. You're not going clubbing without security."

"Girls go out all the time without security."

"They may, but those girls aren't you and aren't with a Silverman."

I rolled my eyes at Brand.

"I'm coming because there is no way I'm missing this. I need ammo. I give Stephan a couple of hours before he finds you."

I stuck my tongue out at Owen. He was a smartarse, but he grew on ya and I was coming to enjoy the banter he had with Stephan.

"Does Stephan know you're going out?"

I glared at David. "He knows I'm having a girl's night." I deserved it we'd been studying none stop.

Owen chuckled and opened the van door. "Quick, get in before he comes home and sees you. This is going to be hilarious." He rubbed his hands together. The girls got in the car.

David groaned as I followed them in. "Could that dress get any shorter?"

Sticking up my middle finger as my reply and I only stopped when I needed to put my seatbelt on. Owen got in laughing and David sat in front with Brand. "To Sydney we go."

So apparently a bunch of eighteen-year-old girls with bodyguards didn't have to wait in line. The nightclub was packed. Before we entered the club, Brand had 'debriefed' us. I knew he meant business too because he used my name and not the silly princess he usually called me. "Jade, you will be put in the VIP section. When you want to dance one of the three of us will be close. You will not go with anyone except who is here right now. If we give you the signal follow it. We have been teaching you everything and this is when you'll put it into use. Got it."

I nodded and he turned to the girls.

"No accepting drinks from anyone but a waiter or bartender. Don't leave your drinks. You will only be going to clubs I have okayed. There is a tab at this bar."

We sat in the VIP area. I felt bad the girls were so restricted. Leaning in I yelled, "I'm sorry guys. I didn't think we would have babysitters."

"It's no problem," Cassie, Renee and Patricia yelled back.

Racheal smiled and grabbed my hand. "My parents weren't going to let me go until they knew that the Silverman's guards were coming."

"Yeah, my parents were the same to," Stacy added

I smiled feeling better. "Let's go dance." I stood and the girls followed. We wiggled onto the dance floor and shook our stuff. I was having a ball. The night was young and I intended to dance my arse off and have fun with my friends.

"I really don't think you should go in. Let's go have a guy's night."

I glared at my brother, ignored him, and entered the night club.

"I don't know why we even bother," Brad muttered.

The club was pumping, my cousin would be stoked. This was Richard's and Zeck's club. They had two in Sydney, one in Melbourne and Brisbane, and one on the Gold Coast.

Going to the VIP section I nodded when I spotted Brand. I couldn't see Jade or the girls in this section. Brand came over to me.

"This is the second club and they are on the dance floor with David and Owen."

I turned to the dance floor and that's when I spotted her. What the fuck. Jade wore a teeny tiny black shimmery dress. Red strappy high heel shoes with a matching red clip in her hair and bright red lips. "What the fuck did you let her out of the house like that for?" I turned back to Brand who just raised his eyebrow at me.

"I can tell her what to wear now? I didn't read that in my job description."

"Fuck you."

Brand chuckled. "No. But your girlfriend has been getting plenty of offers. See."

"Great. Richard and Zeck are going to be pissed, you just wrecked their club," Derick moaned.

Growling I turned and saw a guy leaning over and talking into Jade's ear. Storming over to the dance floor I pushed people out of the way. I saw David tap the guy on the shoulder and shake his head when he turned.

Owen got in my way before I reached Jade. "I'm disappointed. I thought you'd be here an hour ago," he yelled over the music.

"Get the fuck out of my way Owen." I sidestepped but he followed.

Owen leaned in against my ear. "They're having fun. Jade hasn't drunk much she's too busy dancing. Let her dance. Go sit and calm down. She'll come when she's ready."

I looked over at the girls and clenched and unclenched my fists calming my racing heart. Jade was laughing and smiling. She looked like she was having fun. She was beautiful and I could see why she and the other girls were constantly being approached. Looking around I noticed I was being watched. Derick and Brad stood with Brand and our three guards.

"Fine. I'll wait for her in VIP."

Owen patted me on the back. "I'll watch her and fight off all the advances."

I snarled and he laughed. I went back to the VIP area to wait. A waitress brought me a beer and I drank it as I watched the dance floor.

My feet hurt but it was a good hurt. This was exactly what I needed a night out with my girlfriends. I'd been studying hard the last two weeks getting ready for the HSC.

When I wasn't studying Stephan was driving me insane. He barely left my side and was always touching me. I hadn't showered alone in weeks. My body felt like it was about to combust. I was so horny. We made out, only grinding against each other and feeling each other up. Anytime I tried to advance our play Stephan would stop it. I may not have been ready weeks ago but I was certainly ready for something now. I'd started taking the pill and I was ready to take this relationship further.

I needed a drink and to sit a moment and rest my feet. "I'm going to go back up to the table. My feet need a rest and I'm thirsty. You guys staying down here or coming?

They all came following behind me as I walked back to the VIP section. I squinted in the dark lighting as the table we were given now had people at it. I moved closer to get a better look and when I was only a couple of tables away I picked up my speed. Stephan was here. He sat back on the chair with a beer, staring at me as I came towards him. My heart soared and I my body heated at the sight of him. The closer I got the hotter I felt. His eyes were hooded and his body looked relaxed but I knew him and he was sitting on the edge of the seat ready to strike.

I didn't see anyone else but Stephan. Smiling I went straight to him. When I was just in reach he stood and snatched me to him sitting me across his lap. His lips captured mine and his hands gripped my back holding me to him. I opened and his tongue met mine greeting each other like lost lovers eager to be together.

Wishing we were alone and not in a crowded club. I groaned and pulled my mouth from his. "I'm so glad you're here. When did you arrive?"

"About half an hour ago." He ran his fingers up and down my back. "Want to tell me what you're wearing or I should say not."

I grinned. "A dress."

"Where's the rest of it."

"You do know you sound like an old fuddy duddy."

He kissed me quickly and bit my lip pulling on it. I gasped. "I'll give you fuddy duddy little bit."

I wrapped my arms around him careful not to hurt him with my cast. "Do you think it would be too rude if we snuck off back to the apartment and left everyone here?"

He stood cradling me in his arms. "We're going. See you guys in the morning back at the apartment."

I heard laughing but I didn't care. I held onto Stephan as he took a back way out of the club. Brand, David and Royce followed us.

Jade was so fucking hot. I'd sat watching her from the VIP section and every muscle in my body ached with need for her. The fifteen-minute ride back to the apartment was torture. The elevator ride was worse. I didn't think I was going to get sex tonight no matter how much I wanted it, but I intended to have a play.

As soon as I opened the apartment door I was on her. Our lips fused and I picked her up wrapping her legs around me. Lately we'd been doing a lot of heavy petting, but tonight I was going to take it another step. Tasting, I was dying to taste her—to kiss and lick my way over her body and down to her pussy.

Carrying her to my room I cupped her arse with one hand as I opened the bedroom door. I'd been fantasizing about taking her up against the wall, but Jade was still to innocent, soon though soon. I just had to get her comfortable and willing.

Reaching my hands around her back I unzipped her dress and placed her on the floor by the bed. Jade shimmied out of the dress until it pooled around her feet now in only a black lacy number. My mouth literally watered. I stripped out of my own clothes throwing them on the floor and gathered Jade against me taking her lips to mine.

Running my hands up and down her back I hooked my fingers into her bra and undid it. Moving around to her front I slid her bra off and stepped back to ease it off and add it to the floor. I stared at Jade, she wore only the tiny black G-string. Her chest rose and fell, and her dusty pink nipples were pointed high. Her lips were puffy and full, her eyes hooded with lust as she stared right back at me. She nibbled on her lip and took a step towards me.

Going to her I backed her up until she hit the bed. Lifting her I laid her on the bed and crawled up over her. She inched herself back until she lay in the middle of the bed gazing up at me. "You're so God damned beautiful. I'm so lucky." Capturing her mouth before she could reply I took everything she was willing to give, ravishing her mouth as my fingers trailed over her curvaceous body.

Jade's hands rubbed over my chest and down my abs. Tearing my mouth from hers I held my breath to see if she would do what I wanted. Hesitantly at first her hand went further down and she brushed my dick with it. Her eyes stared into mine gauging my reaction. I let out my breath and grinned at her. This time her hand gently circled my dick.

Her teeth came out and she bit her lip. "I want you, Stephan. I...um...I...well, when I went to the doctor last I got the er... pill prescription."

Ah, so that's why she wouldn't let me take her after the doctor's appointment to the chemist and why she acted funny. Her hand put a little extra pressure on my cock and I sucked in a breath at the feel of her innocent touch. My God she felt so good. Closing my eyes, I tried to calm my raging emotions. This was my soul mate. My Jade. I couldn't rush this. I wanted her to be sure.

Opening my eyes, I rested on my arm helping hold my weight and stroked her cheek with my other hand. "Jade, we don't have to do it. Not right now. Not right this moment. I'm happy you thought to get on the pill, but I don't want you to feel like we have to have sex. I'll wait for you. We haven't been back together for long. I know what sex means to you. I only want you to do it when you're ready."

Her hand left me and I couldn't help but groan at the loss. "But I want you."

"That's good I want you to."

"I um...I like being with you. I'm getting so horny." She turned a deep dark red and her hand came up and covered her face.

I bit my tongue to hold in the chuckle. "Jade, little bit." I moved her hand. "I love being with you. I'm so hard for you all the time. We can do other things. We don't have to have sex. We won't until you're ready."

Her cast came around my back. "Okay. Let's have some fun and do other things." I grinned at her before I took her mouth. Jade arched up against me and her body rubbed against mine.

I wanted to taste her. I had been dreaming of her taste and burying my face between her thighs from the moment I met her. Easing my mouth from hers I kissed my way down her body pausing at her full breasts to lick her nipples and kiss each breast as I cupped and caressed them. Her moans drove me nuts. Circling her nipple, I pulled the tip into my mouth taking more in and sucking her.

Jade clung to me sighing and groaning. Gliding further down I sucked and licked every inch of her exposed skin resting between her thighs. My teeth gripped her G-string and I hooked my fingers into the side and pulled it down lifting her arse up and easing up so I could yank them off. I came back down again eye level with her bare pussy. Spreading her nether lips, I leaned in and licked.

"Holy mother of God," she rasped out.

Grinning I delved in. Her taste exploded in my mouth and it was better than anything I'd ever tried, she was sweet and creamy and I couldn't get enough. Sucking her clit into my mouth she screamed and her legs clenched around me. Resting a hand on her stomach to her hold her down I slipped a finger into her core and moved in and out of her sleekness.

"Stephan, oh Stephan."

My name coming from her lips in a breathless moan had me eager to feel her come. Scrapping my teeth over her sensitive skin I kissed it better and finishing it by sinking my tongue into her as I thrust my finger up. Jade went wild bucking against me. Adding a second finger and I pumped them in as I delved my tongue into her. Her legs tightened around me and I could feel her trembling. She was close.

Jade's hand came to rest on my head her fingers threading through my hair as she held me against her. I chuckled. "Crap. Do that again," she moaned.

I blew on her puffy nether lips and she shivered. her fingers yanking on my hair. My fingers were so deep I felt her virgin skin. A weird satisfaction coursed through me knowing I would be her first...her only. It was the caveman, soul mate thing. I knew I shouldn't feel like that considering I used to sleep with a new woman almost every night.

The hand I had holding her I moved around to lift her up so I could get deep. Nestling deeper I sucked her clit gently nibbling on the tip as I pushed my fingers up as I drove in.

"Oh. My. God," she screamed. Her core pulsed and she creamed my fingers and tongue, I lapped it up enjoying her taste and the sting I felt from her yanking at my hair. Her hands went lax and her body stilled. "That was soooo good," she mumbled.

My cock was painfully hard but it was worth it as I saw her hooded eyes filled with bliss and her lips were curved in a secret smile, her cheeks flushed, she looked absolutely beautiful. As much as I wanted satisfaction I was happy with knowing my girl was thoroughly satisfied.

Crawling up Jade's body I brushed my lips over hers and gathered her against me. "Love ya."

"Mmm." Hugging her I kissed her head and told myself Jade would say it to me soon.

I was having the best dream ever. Jade's body was over mine and she was kissing my chest and rubbing herself on me. Her hand was wrapped around my cock squeezing it. I didn't want to open my eyes in case it confirmed it was a dream.

She slid down my body and I almost forgot to breathe when she rested between my thighs and her warm breath feathered over my dick. Her tongue came out and touched just the tip of my cock first before she licked from top to bottom.

"Fuck." I couldn't hold it in. "Little bit, you don't have to do this."

Her hand held the base of my cock and her mouth hovered over the tip. "I want to. I want to taste you too."

"Oh shit." My hips rose of their own accord I was so fucking turned on.

Her lips closed over my tip and I almost swallowed my tongue, nothing had ever looked as hot as my girl right now. She sucked on just the end and I hissed.

"The tip is more sensitive. Take me in a little more."

She took instructions well, which damn didn't that spike my lust. She sucked my cock deep, her tongue swirled around my dick and over the top taking the pre-come that leaked out.

My hands came to rest in her hair and I tried not to grip it and help her. Grinding my teeth, immense pleasure bombarded me as Jade's head bounced up and down her lips perfectly over her teeth so her smooth lips were against my skin.

"That feels amazing," I groaned.

Jade hummed around me and I moaned as her innocent vibration almost had me coming. Her hand was moving up and down on the base of my cock and I was becoming desperate to not blow my load so soon.

Curling my finger into her hair I pushed her down over me. "That's it. Take me," I rasped. She choked. "Fuck." I let her hair go. "I'm sorry little bit."

She smiled up at me and damn if I wasn't already in love with her I would be now. "I'm sorry am I not doing it right?"

"No little bit you're amazing."

She nodded and went back down to my cock taking it into her mouth.

This time I gripped the fucking sheets to stop from holding her. When her speed got faster I knew I wouldn't friggin last. She was so God damned hot, naked and sucking my cock, her tits bouncing with her movement just added to the erotic image.

Staring at her as she closed her eyes and sucked me in deep I groaned as her tongue circled around my head and put pressure over where my cum was about to spurt free. "Holly shit. Little bit I'm about to come. Move away."

Jade didn't listen, her suction got strong and I fought not to come in her mouth, but when she took me deep and moaned, vibrating around my dick I lost it. She tried to take my cum but it leaked out. I grabbed tissues from the bedside table and she wiped up.

"That was fucking amazing.

Jade smiled shyly at me and I couldn't help chuckling at the fact she could still be shy after what we just did. "I wanted to do what you did for me to you. I was okay?"

"You were fucking amazing." I brought her up and kissed her forehead hugging her to me. "If I didn't know better I'd say you knew what you were doing and then some."

"Thank you."

"I'm the one who should be thanking you. I don't think I've come that quickly since my first couple of times."

Jade buried her face against my chest and I stroked her back. I lay there holding her, basking in bliss feeling like the luckiest guy in the world.

I'd done my trial HSC and gotten great scores back which gave me hope for the real thing. School holidays started this afternoon, but with the real HSC happening when we get back I'd be spending it studying.

Friday my last period was free and usually I got a lift home with Derick who had a free period also, but today I decided to go to the library. I stood outside of a classroom opposite the door, leaning against a wall, and waiting for Stephan. I'd never done anything like this before. Most of the time Stephan was the one waiting for me or I waited for him just before the door leading out of the school. After the shooting and everything that happened we'd changed the meet place.

Nibbling on my bottom lip nervously, I told myself I wasn't being one of those needy girlfriends. That I didn't follow Stephan around like a puppy waiting for any scraps he was willing to throw my way. Stephan told me he loved me and he waited for me all the time. My problem was even though I knew I loved Stephan and trusted him and I'd forgiven him for leaving me I still couldn't bring myself to tell him any of that. I was scared, because no matter what there was doubt.

Now I had gotten back my trial HSC results I was thinking about my future a lot. Where I wanted to be next year and what I wanted to do. Earlier in the library I had looked up student loans for university and the university courses I wanted to take. The more I looked the more I wondered what Stephan would do. Where he would go? What would happen to us? What did he expect to happen? When my thoughts had steered in that direction I'd started to feel physically ill, which caused me to realize how much I really cared and loved Stephan. I'd wanted to run home then, but it occurred to me home wasn't really mine it was Stephan's parent's house. I didn't have a home.

Stephan and I needed to talk and I wasn't looking forward to it one bit. I was terrified. When he got out I was going to ask him to drive us to the beach or somewhere we could talk. I needed to be on mutual ground. A place that wasn't his family's.

The bell rang and I straightened, moving down and away from the door so I didn't get trampled but still in the line of sight for Stephan to see me. The hall had been empty before but was now filled with teenagers. The door to the classroom opened and students flowed out, Stephan one of the last. A girl I'd seen before, called Britney, I think, was talking to him and flirting. I wasn't worried though because when Stephan saw me his whole face lit up. His big baby blues brightened and his dimples popped making him irresistibly handsome.

Stephan came straight to me ignoring the girl he'd been talking with. "Hey little bit." He leaned down and kissed me, his lips fusing to mine and sending delicious warmth through me.

Smiling, I wrapped my arm around his waist. "Hi, I decided to wait."

"I'm glad you did."

We exited the school together and I held him tight snuggling against him. I loved how affectionate Stephan was. I'd never had much before Stephan, so I lapped it up with him.

I didn't say anything until we were in the car and out of school grounds. "Can we go to the beach or a park, somewhere we can talk?"

"Er...yeah, sure. What's up?"

"Nothing is up, well there is, but I think once we talk and find out what's going on there won't be."

"Jade, you're making me nervous."

Nibbling on my lip I gazed out of the window. I wanted to tell him there was no reason to be nervous, but I was myself so I couldn't lie to him. He went to Central Reed Creek Park.

Getting out we sat on the bench by a huge tree. "Will you tell me now what's up?"

"What University are you going to next year?"

"I was looking into two. I had wanted to be with Derick. The best two for my business courses are Newcastle, and Labrador on the Gold Coast Queensland. They have it at other Uni's but they have really big class sizes and I've not heard of the teachers."

I had looked at Newcastle it had my courses but I wasn't sure about how easy it would be to get a job there. I hadn't looked into any out of state universities. The one that looked most appealing to me had been Sydney University. I had people I knew who already wanted to go there and I knew I could get a job. Did this mean Stephan and I wouldn't be together next year?

I was scared but this had to be said. Taking a deep calming breath, I gazed at Stephan. "I was thinking Sydney University. So where does that leave us?"

"What the fuck?" He gathered me onto his lap and squeezed me tight against him. "What do you mean where does that leave us? It leaves us together. It leaves us sitting here talking about our options, because I can tell you now I will be with you. You will be with me. You're mine. My soul mate. The love of my life. We just need to figure out what's best. Have you looked at either of the universities I've mentioned?"

He stroked my back in a soothing motion. "I haven't looked out of state. I did a quick search on Newcastle, and they have the courses I want, but I'm not sure I could get a job easily there."

"Why would you need a job?"

"To help with rent and food. I can't live with your parents forever. The Centrelink benefits won't be enough, not with everything I'll need for my course."

Stephan sighed. "Let's say for a moment you didn't need to work. Where would you go?"

"I don't know because it isn't an option. I know I qualify for a government student loan, but it pays for Uni not anything else."

"Jade, you don't. Not now my parents were appointed your guardians."

"Wha? No. I'm eighteen now. They do—"

"Yes, they do. You're even on our healthcare until you're twenty-five, married or pregnant. Then you'll be back on just Medicare. Even then you wouldn't because we'd get our own policy."

What the hell was Stephan going on about? "This doesn't solve what I said."

"Look into the two Uni's I've mentioned. I'll help you. Um, you know what. Why don't we go visit them in our holidays? I'll book a hotel in Newcastle for a couple of days and we can spend a week on the Gold Coast."

"I can't let your parent's fork out more money. They have already spent a fortune on me." I felt guilty about all the money Stephan and his parents threw my way. I wasn't with him for his money. I'd done fine without it before. I hope he didn't think I wanted his money.

Reaching up I caressed his cheek. "I want you to know I don't need or want your money. You could lose it all tomorrow and I wouldn't care. I don't need or want you to keep spending it. I want you to know I'm with you for you. Not what you can buy me."

"I know and that's one of the reasons why I love you."

Pulling his face down I kissed him, brushing my lips over his before I nipped his lips giggling at his grunt, which turned into a moan when he did it back. I wrapped my arms around his neck. "How'd I get so lucky?"

He rested his forehead against mine. "Does that mean you're going to check out those Uni's?"

"Yeah, I'll check them out."

I spent the next couple of days looking into the universities Stephan told me about. Griffith University in Queensland the Gold Coast, looked promising, it was situated in place were there were a lot of tourists so jobs would be plentiful if I needed one for any reason. I hated to rely on Stephan and his family for money. It didn't feel right no matter what they said. I didn't have any family to keep me in NSW so moving to another state for University wouldn't matter to me.

Stephan parked in the car park of the hotel by the beach we were staying in Newcastle for three nights. I'd waited in the car as Stephan confirmed our booking and received our keys. The three-hour drive had been long and I was glad to arrive at the hotel. I wasn't one to sit for long periods of time.

I was excited about staying in a fancy hotel. I was so ready for something more with Stephan. His family was in the house and I so didn't want to have sex and have to look them in the eyes a couple of hours later knowing what I'd done. We'd been having oral sex for a couple of week, and it had helped me relax for the trial HSC. I was enjoying myself too, but I could barely look at Stephan's family afterwards. I knew if I had sex with him in the house the embarrassment of knowing they were close, and worrying they would hear or walk in would freak me out. I loved Stephan. I could admit it to myself and was ready to take it to the next step and make love to him. Anything had to be better than this constant arousal.

Nervously, I'd packed my luggage with sexy new clothes including a tempting bra and G-string. So, tempting, I hoped he'd let me take the lead and move our relationship to the next level.

A bellman came and took our luggage and the elevator took us to the top floor. We went down a small hall with two doors. Turning to our left we opened the door pressing our electric key over the lock and walked into the spacious two-bedroom penthouse suite. The ocean views were amazing and I went straight to the balcony overlooking the beach. The sun was about to set and I sat and watched the beautiful scene as the sunset hit the water.

Stephan came out and messaged my shoulders. I leaned into him moaning at the amazing feeling. He kissed my head. "I'm going to go hop in the shower and freshen up."

Crap, now was my chance. It was perfect. "Sure. I'll be waiting right here."

"Are you sure you don't want to join me."

Oh boy did I, but I knew if I did I'd chicken out. "Nah, I'm going to watch this."

"Oh, okay." I could hear the disappointment in his voice and bit my lip to stop from giggling.

He walked away and I waited until I was sure he was in the shower. Running to my bag I rummaged through it for what I wanted to wear. I freshened up with some wipes and shook my hair out trying for the messy seductive look.

Stephan turned the shower off and I took a deep breath. I could do this. I hoped the stripper heels and black lace gave him a hint at what I was doing and he'd take over because right now I wasn't feeling like the go get 'em woman. "I'm a confidant sexy woman." Ha. The shake in my voice almost had me running and hiding. Positioning myself on the end of the bed I waited for the door to open and hoped I looked sexy and irresistible.

Closing my eyes, I took more calming breaths. _I could be sexy, I could seduce him_.

"Holy shit, Jade what are you doing?"

Snapping my eyes open I didn't say anything but cleared my suddenly dry throat and walked to Stephan praying I didn't break my fucking neck in the shoes. Stephan seemed frozen as he stared at me. He only had a towel wrapped around his waist and I honed in on his tattoo. My heart flip flopped every time I saw my name. My gaze traveled down his perfect six-pack abs to the beginning of his happy trail.

Holy shit. All I had to do was look at him naked and I became achy and hot. Reaching out I smoothed the pads of my fingers down his chiseled chest and hooked them on the towel unraveling it and letting it fall to the ground. Before I lost my nerve, I yanked him to me and plastered my mouth to his. His hands touched my heated skin and I deepened the kiss seeking his tongue and tangling it with my own. My fingers wrapped around his dick and I slid my hand up and down. I was nervous, I'd jacked him off before but tonight was going to be different—I was going to take him inside me. I was going to lose my virginity, and give him one more thing that had been only mine.

My whole body was alive with need, lust flowing through me. Stephan had always given me almost an electric need for him. He cupped my bare arse lifting me slightly. The hooker heels made me taller, but still not as tall as him.

I rubbed my body against him. "I want you. I'm ready. I want to make love to you." I had been through so much with Stephan I knew he was the one. I loved him. I had for a long time, it's why it broke me when he left. I didn't give my love lightly, everyone I loved never seemed to love me back. Stephan was trying. He told me he loved me and he'd tattooed my name on him and that shit was permanent.

Wanting to move to the bed, I tore my mouth from his and took a step back holding out my hand. "Come on. I want to do this on a soft bed."

"Jade. Little bit. You don't have to do this. I can wait. We haven't been back together for long. I don't want you to regret this. I don't want you to feel pressured. I'll love you no matter what we do...or don't."

"I want this. Please." I tried what I hoped was a sexy pout.

Groaning, Stephan took my hand and followed me to the bed. I let him get on the bed and I crawled on after him.

"Shit. You look so fucking hot right now." Stephan went to grab me but I evaded him, feeling confident he liked what he saw I wanted to be in charge now. I needed to be in charge. My insides felt like butterflies were fluttering about.

Kneeling, I smiled at him before I slid up his legs until I straddled his waist.

"Fuck me. They're crotchless." I ground my pussy against his erect cock and grinned at his hiss. "You're evil."

Giggling I ran my fingers over the ridges of his abs. Leaning down I did what I'd wanted to do since he first gotten the tattoo, I traced it with my tongue then kissed it with my lips all the while rubbing my pussy against him.

"Oh, fuck this, I can't take it. This is torture."

Stephan wrapped his arms around me and flipped us so I was on the bottom. I stared at him, his dark blue eyes stormy with passion. I smirked because I'd done it. I'd given him that look.

"You're so God damned beautiful." His lips mashed mine and I opened to meet his seeking tongue. He leaned on his elbow and his other hand moved down between my legs. Rubbing my clit, he slid two fingers into me, keeping a rhythm.

I searched for release. Stephan made me hot. I always came so easily for him. The anxiety and nervousness I'd been feeling had heightened my senses. Stephan's mouth left mine and he nibbled his way to my neck and sucked on my skin sending shots of pure ecstasy through me.

Moaning, I arched up into his touch. His fingers delved deep as his thumb pressed down on my nub with just the right amount of pressure helping me to shatter. "Oh God," I whispered.

Stephan worked his way back up, taking my mouth again as I felt his cock at my entrance. He bit my lip and eased back just enough to look into my eyes. "You sure? I can stop. Tell me now."

Reaching up I caressed his cheek. "I want this. I want you." I spread my legs and wiggled so his cock sank in a little more.

"Mmm, you will be the death of me," he murmured against my lips. "I'm sorry." He said as his mouth took mine and he surged up and deep into me.

A sharp pain struck me and I stiffened.

Stephan stilled and his mouth left mine. "Tell me when you're ready for me to move."

I took a deep breath and assessed my body. Nothing else hurt, I just felt tender down there. Wiggling I tested to see if the pain was still there. I didn't feel painful anymore. I gazed at Stephan as he hovered over me, his jaw tense, his lips thinned in a grimace and he was sweating.

"You can move now. Slowly." I watched as his face relaxed and then his dick eased out of me before he sank back in again.

Oh. My. God. I'd never felt anything like what I was feeling. Shards of delicious tingles shot through me spreading fire along my senses.

"You're so tight. I've never felt anything like it," Stephan growled.

I wanted more. I needed him deeper. Wrapping my legs around him I met each thrust pushing against him. I gripped the sheets, needing an anchor, as the onslaught of desire came to boiling point, I stared up at Stephan watching his muscles flex and strain. I'd never seen anything sexier.

"Oh Stephan, this feels so good. Please don't stop."

His eyes flared with passion, and when he drove into me this time it was with deep sure strokes.

"I love it when you push deep." I did, nothing ever felt this good.

Stephan grunted and drove into me hitting just the right spot. I screamed, never having felt anything like the rapture taking over. Letting go of the bed sheets I yanked him down digging my nails into his back. I needed to feel more of him against me.

"Fuck, you feel good," he moaned.

Tilting my head, I latched onto his neck and sucked. His thrusts became almost frantic as he propelled into me. Digging my heels into his arse I ground against him as he drove deep. I was so close. I knew when I came it would be big.

I need...oh...I need to..." I could barely speak I was so desperate with need.

"I know little bit," Stephan panted out.

He eased his body from mine and rested his head in the crook of my neck. He pistoned into me and his teeth scrapped my neck and then he nibbled on my ear.

Holy crap. Who knew having my ear being nibbled on would shoot fiery desire straight to my core. I exploded, holding Stephan tight as a wave so strong washed over me and I smashed into a million pieces.

"Stephan," I yelled, as my orgasm consumed me and bliss unlike anything I'd ever felt settled over me.

Stephan pumped into me a couple more times grunting his own release and coming to rest on top of me. I liked his weight it added pressure to my already euphoric state.

"That was amazing," I whispered. "I didn't know it could be like that."

"You're amazing Jade. I love you."

I should tell him I love him back, but I didn't want to tell him after he'd just taken my virginity. I wanted to tell him and have him know I meant it. I closed my eyes and basked in bliss.

I was on cloud fucking nine. It wasn't because Jade had sex with me, well it helped, it was because she'd given me her virginity. I knew what it meant to her. I knew she wouldn't have given it to me if she didn't love me.

Over the last two weeks Jade had come out of her shell. She was cooking in the kitchen, dancing and singing. She hugged me, not me initiating everything. It was like she turned eighteen and knew she was free, she could go and do what she liked. DOCs didn't have a thing to do with her anymore, she was legal.

When she'd waited for me outside my class on Friday I almost danced with joy. Finally, she was accepting we were a couple, or so I thought until she said the words no man ever wants to hear, 'we need to talk'. I almost pissed my pants. What the fuck? How the hell did I go from such a high to shaking in my shoes. Jade had never been so forward. I heard the determination in her voice.

I'd freaked myself out the whole drive to the park. When we'd sat on a park bench I'd asked what she wanted to talk about. When she told me it was about our future and what she was doing next year, I'd relaxed and then gotten pissed. Had she not listened to a word I'd told her. I'd said we would be together forever. I friggin tattooed her name on chest. What the fuck more did she want?

I stopped acting like a pussy and told it to her straight. We would be together no matter what. We would be going to the same university. She was my soul mate, my one and I wasn't leaving her...ever. Jade seemed to like it when I took charge and I liked being in charge.

Glancing over at her as I drove us to the Newcastle University Campus, I smiled seeing her rosy cheeks, puffy lips and bright happy eyes. She looked gorgeous. The _I've just had sex_ look suited her. I'd woken this morning to Jade's back snuggled up to me rubbing her arse against me. I couldn't help myself. My hand moved down from her waist, my fingers finding her clit, and I began rubbing circles around it. She'd moaned rotating her hips.

I lined my cock up to her entrance and slid it back and forth teasing her nether lips. Delving a finger into her core I tested her wetness. "Holy shit Jade, you're soaking wet."

"It's all your fault. Since meeting you I've turned into a horny mess. I was never attracted to anyone like I am to you."

I didn't say anything. Pulling my finger out of her I pushed my dick home. She felt fucking amazing as her walls clenched around me. I was feeling unbreakable, on a high from her words. I'd worked hard to get her attention and to get her to give being together another chance. Now I was so close to getting her to admit to her feelings for me I could feel it. Chuckling at my thoughts because I sure could feel something right now, and it was causing me to sweat with the strain of not letting go and coming without her having her fulfilment.

I caressed her breasts and leaned in and kissed up and down her neck as my cock thrust in and out of her. Her sighs and moans drove me crazy. Jade tilted her head giving me better access and her hands came up and held my head to her neck.

"I love your mouth," her voice a breathless pant. Well that was a start, at least she loved something about me.

Easing up on my elbow I turned her head and took her lips with mine. I grabbed her leg and hiked it up helping me to sink deeper. She held it up and I glided my hand down, thrumming her clit with my fingers. The pads of my fingers touched where we joined and I devoured her, taking everything she was willing to give and more. Pressing down on her clit I circled it and plucked the bud between my fingers.

Her mouth tore from mine and she panted to catch her breath. "Yes, yes. I'm going to come," she groaned out.

Sucking on her neck I wanted to leave my mark. I wanted everyone to know she was mine. She was taken. Driving my hips up I plunged into her and nibbled on her ear, driving her crazy. Her hand came to rest on mine and she screamed, digging her nails into my hand as she shattered around me, her pussy quivering before it squeezed me tight milking me. Thrusting into her one last time I came hard with a grunt.

Slipping out of her I turned her and hugged her before I took her mouth in a kiss. I loved this woman. She'd overcome so much in her short life. I was proud she was mine.

We laid in bed for a while cuddling and basking in our bliss. My alarm went off reminding me we had things to do and I'd reluctantly gotten out of bed pulling her with me. We showered, which turned into another round of making love. By the time we got out and dressed we were late for our tour of the university.

Pulling into a car park at the advised spot on campus, I turned the car off. "When you looked more into the two universities what did you think?"

"They both had the courses I want to do, but at the moment I'm leaning toward Griffith University in Labrador the Gold Coast. It's a bigger campus and I like the idea of starting over in another state. Today though may change my mind."

I got out of the car and came around to her side as she opened her door, got out, shutting it behind her. I locked the car, slipped my fingers through hers, and we walked hand in hand to the campus.

Newcastle University was alright, nothing stuck out to me. I got a chance to speak to an early childhood learning teacher and I wasn't blown away. I figured if I was going to move away and follow Stephan to a university it needed to be amazing or at least great enough to get me excited.

Today, Stephan and I were going to go look around Newcastle. "Where are you taking me first?"

"I thought we'd go check out the beaches and then maybe the shops?"

"Sounds good."

Stephan drove towards where the beach was. I gazed out the window looking at the houses and the town. There was a range of homes, but most of the ones we drove by were like the ones I lived in from my childhood, I didn't think it looked like a good neighborhood.

I groaned as I realized how I sounded—like a snob. Stephan and Reed Creek with its clean streets and well-kept houses was brushing off on me and raising my expectations. Before I moved to Reed Creek I would have been happy with Newcastle, but now I couldn't help but compare it.

Turning eighteen had given me options I didn't have before. I could move anywhere I wanted and didn't need a guardian. I was classed as a young adult. I could sign my own notes and make my own decisions. I didn't have to stay where I didn't want to anymore. I had choices and I could finally be the one to choose which way I went. I think those two reasons were why I was being so picky. The university and town would be where I lived for the next four years. I wanted to love it.

Stephan took us to two different beaches and again I didn't think they were any better than the ones in Sydney or Reed Creek. The shops weren't any better either.

We tried the night life and even though I hadn't been out much I hated it. Brand and the rest of the security intervened twice and in the end Stephan and I both went back to the hotel on the same page. Newcastle University was out.

Stephan had booked flights for us to the Gold Coast for a week after our disaster in Newcastle and I was hoping for better in Labrador the Gold Coast. Derick was coming with us to the Gold Coast and I was happy. Stephan and Derick were close and I knew neither wanted to live far from each other.

I'd never been on a plane before and was super nervous. Derick wasn't making it any better.

"Sis, planes are safe, well unless you get a crazy on it who wants to kill everyone, but what are the chances of that?"

"Oh my God, I'm going to die, my luck sucks." I turned and walked towards an airport exit.

Derick laughed and followed. "This flight is only a couple of hours. If we crash Stephan would look out for you. He'd even put the oxygen mask on you first, though you're supposed to do yourself first. They always show you—"

Stephan whacked his brother behind the head. "Shut it idiot." He turned to me pulling me close. "Don't listen to him little bit, he's just being an arse."

I still wasn't convinced and planted my feet into the airport carpet. They called first class again for our flight and I frantically looked around.

Stephan sighed and almost picked me up to drag me to the gate. "I'm not driving over twelve hours, so get out your ticket now Jade."

At the use of my name I knew Stephan meant business. Groaning, I shuffled my feet and gave my tickets to the flight attendant. She scanned it, and glancing behind me I saw Brand, Royce, David, Owen, Rex, and the two new guys, but I couldn't remember their names.

I walked through the check point with Stephan and Derick following behind me. Our seats were at the front and a lot bigger and spacious then I thought. Glancing behind me I groaned and for once was grateful to Stephan for his money. The seats behind were smaller and I stood and looked further back to see in the very back they were crammed in like sardines.

I sat back in my seat and grabbed Stephan's hand. "Thank you."

Stephan brought our joined hands up and kissed mine. "For what?"

"This. Everything. I appreciate what you do for me. I want you to know. So, thank you. I'm super glad right now I'm not sitting back there with all the other sardines crammed in the plane."

I debated for a moment if I should tell him I love him, but I didn't want him to think I loved him for his money. I didn't. As much as I would hate it I'd still love him if we were stuck back with all the squished people flying.

Stephan leaned over and kissed me helping do my seatbelt. "I love you too."

I hadn't said those words but if Stephan thought that's what I said I'd let him.

The flight attendant came and stood at the front of the plane and explained the safety plans. I watched terrified, scared to miss anything. I barely felt the plane moving I was so focused on the pretty blonde.

When the flight attendant was done the pilot came over the intercom. I clenched Stephan's hand tight as the plane picked up speed while my other hand had a death grip on the chair arm. The whole plane seemed to shake as it lifted off the ground and I thought for a moment I was going to die.

"I love you," I croaked out before I sank my face into Stephan's shoulder. I did something I hadn't done in many years, if ever, I prayed. "Dear God, let me live. Please let me live. Please God." My ears popped and closed my eyes.

Stephan's hand came and rubbed my back soothing me. "I know you do."

Hey, the wanker. He didn't. I'd never told him. Lifting my head, I glared at him. "Really? I'm scared to death and blurt out I love you and you came back with that?"

He shrugged his shoulders. "You didn't tell me anything I didn't know."

I let his hand go and leaned back in my own chair. "I haven't told you before and I know it was a shitty time to say it but how do you know?"

He shrugged again, which totally pissed me off. "If you didn't love me you'd never have come back to me. You'd never put up with me, you would have run."

I opened my mouth but he put his hand up.

"You've been through a lot in your life Jade. I knew as soon as you turned eighteen if you didn't love me you would have gone back to your old neighborhood and friends and left me. I'm sure your friends or Jess's mother would have happily taken you in. You stuck around though."

I sat there gawking at him. How had he figured it out before me? As he spoke everything he said clicked into place.

"You could have gotten a restraining order on me from day one. You know how to do them you have three others on friends of your mother. Even when you had one on me you didn't change schools or go back to your old school and friends which would have been a lot easier. You wouldn't have acted to hurt with everything that happened if you didn't love me. You even love my family. That's why you were so hesitant to forgive my mum and brother."

"How?" Everything he said was true and I hadn't even noticed.

"It took me time to figure it out and my family helped me. My mum was so hurt you wouldn't go out or do things with her, but when I asked her she told me she understood. It would be hard for you because you put your trust in us and we let you down like everyone else important in your life. You loved us but were scared we'd break you again. Brand told me I had broken you. When he explained it, I saw what I'd done. You were coming out of your shell and we broke you because we gave you things you thought you'd never have."

I could feel the tears running down my cheeks as I stared, stunned, at Stephan. Everything he said was true. It made me wonder. "Why do you love me? I haven't done anything special for you to fall for me."

"How the hell could you say that? You have given me so much. I have learned so much." He raised his hand, stroking my cheek, brushing away my tears. "Before you I didn't know what love was. You've shown me. Jade, you love people unconditionally even people who don't deserve your love, like your grandfather and mother. You cleaned your grandpa's house and cooked his meals. I bet you even did his washing."

I had. I did everything I could to show him I wasn't useless and I could help him. I'd done the same for my mother. She never cooked, cleaned or washed anything, I did it all. I had wondered once if she thought fairies came in and cleaned after her parties and so on.

"My mum loved me in her own way. My Grandpa was so used to being alone."

"No. Jade don't you see that even now you're finding the good in them where there was none to begin with. You're giving them a second chance. Neither deserved all the chances you gave them. You taught me I take the love of my family for granted—my commitments to friend also. You do it in slight ways though so we almost don't notice. Like, going to rugby practice knowing I would follow you. You didn't once get cranky when I'd been with my friends, you've even said I should go out with them. You let my mum take over and treat you like her own personal doll. I know she bought you things you'd never worn before and wouldn't have if she hadn't gotten it for you. Then there is me. You have accommodated me with everything. Like now. We are on the way to a university I want to go to. You'd follow me anywhere. I know you didn't like Newcastle, but you knew I wouldn't either. You could go anywhere you wanted, but you're here right now with me."

Stephan leaned in and kissed me. I let him. I was in a daze. How did he know all these things? I hadn't even figured out most of them. I opened my mouth and tangled my tongue with his. Closing my eyes, I let my passion for Stephan overtake everything. My brain felt like it was going a million miles an hour it had just been blown up.

Stephan eased from me and I stared in front of me into space thinking over everything he'd told me. I still didn't feel like I'd given him any reason to love me, I had no money and no family. All I could give him was my heart and showing him how much I loved him.

The flight attendant came and gave us food and offered us drinks. I took the wines. I needed them. I got a book out and pretended to read. Every now and then I would look at Stephan, but mostly I stared blankly at the book and thought everything through.

I was surprised when the pilot came over the intercom to tell us we were landing and the time on the Gold Coast. I had decided some things though. I was going to make sure Stephan knew I loved him. I was going to tell his family too.

The plane landed and I was getting worried about Jade, even Derick was staying quiet coz he could see something was up. Even as we got off the plane Jade seemed to be in her own world. Crap maybe I should have kept my mouth shut. I was shocked though, she'd finally said she loved me out loud. I came back with a smart comment and then felt guilty. When she'd asked, I told her. I thought it might help to keep her mind off the flight, but it worked too well.

We waited at the carousel with a trolley for our luggage. Jade's pink luggage came around first and as I went for it she grabbed it struggling with the heavy cases my mother had helped her pack. Taking them from her I shook my head and placed them on the trolley. "Why did you get them? Derick and I are right here."

"I can pick up suitcases. I wanted to help." She nibbled on her bottom lip and I honed in on the nervous reaction.

Nodding to my brother I knew he'd get I was telling him to watch for our luggage. I gathered Jade against me. "Thanks for your help little bit. Derick and I can take it from here." I leaned down brushing my lips over hers. "I love you."

"I love you too."

My heart soared when she said the words back for the first time. I couldn't wait until we could get to the hotel and I could hold her.

Derick grabbed our suitcases.

"Thanks Bro."

"It's cool. Let's go. I ordered hired cars and the guy said he'd meet us at the very end of the left side. So, come on."

I followed Derick as he pushed the trolley my fingers threaded with Jade's. At the end of the airport a guy stood looking uncomfortable with Brand and the rest of security.

"Hi." Derick said. "I see you've met our security team."

"Yes Mr. Silverman. I have the cars you ordered." The guy turned and we followed him. We left the airport and walked to a private car park at the side. Four cars sat out front of the car hire, a black Porsche, which Derick ordered, a BMW SUV with all the bells and whistles and two Land Cruisers for the security team. We were given forms to sign and then the keys were handed over. Owen went with Derick, and Brand took the keys from me.

"Sit in the back with your princess. I'll drive today."

I didn't argue with Brand. I got in the back seat and we both did our seat belts up while the security put our luggage away.

"It's more humid here." Jade said.

"Yeah, Queensland is hotter. Will that bother you?" I didn't want Jade uncomfortable. If she didn't like it here I'd look at Sydney University. At least if we went there we wouldn't be far from my parents and other family.

"No. You know I'm cold all the time."

She was. When I walked around in short, she wore jeans.

Brand got into the driver's side and started the car. He drove out of the airport and knew exactly where to go. I'd been to the Gold Coast many times, but Jade hadn't, she'd never left the state. So instead of watching out the window I watched Jade.

Excitement radiated off her, and the more she saw the bigger her excitement got. Her eyes became bright pools and her lips turned up into a huge smile. "It's so pretty, isn't it?"

"Yeah it is." The view I had right now was stunning. I knew the Gold Coast was a winner. I'd get in contact with a realtor as soon as I got the chance.

She shot me a frown. "You're not looking out of your window you're looking at me."

"I've seen the Gold Coast before. I've been here a lot."

"Is it all like this?"

"Pretty much. It's a high tourist place so it's kept clean, fresh, and tidy."

"I'm loving what I'm seeing so far."

"That's good. Brand take the scenic drive."

"I'll go up South Port and around Labrador."

We drove around for a good two hours. The more we saw the more I could see the excitement shine through Jade. She pointed out everything she liked and her smile got bigger and bigger. There were lots of parks and boulevards where restaurants looked either out to the sea or over a bit to the lake. The scenery was pretty. I pointed out Sea World and we even drove onto the highway past the other three theme parks.

By the time we pulled into the Meriton Service Apartments Southport, Jade was bouncing in her seat.

"What I've just seen of the city I love. This place has everything. Now I'm so eager to see the Uni to see if everything else is perfect."

We had a winner. I knew if she loved the city she'd feel the same for the university. Brand parked out front, letting Jade and I get out. David and Royce stood at the entrance and held the door as we went in. I went up to reception and got our keys. Derick would have already booked us in. I knew we'd hired out the whole top floor, two suites, one for Derick, Jade and me, the other for our security.

Royce followed us onto the elevator. "We took the three bedroom and you're in the two. We knew Jade would be with you." He winked.

It was true I never slept without Jade. I couldn't. Not anymore. When reached the top floor, Royce guided us to the left and I scanned the key on the door, opening it. We walked down a small hall leading to a lounge room with a terrace overlooking the ocean. There was a kitchen to the right along with a closed door.

"Derick took that room." Royce said. "He's in there now laying down. He's going out tonight to meet up with your cousins Richard and Zeck. They're up." I nodded to Royce and he left. "See ya. Yell or call if need us."

"You should join Derick and go see your cousins." Jade smiled up at me. "I'm just going to relax tonight. Sit on the balcony and study, then read and enjoy the view."

"Come with us. You're invited."

"I'm sure, but you go have fun. I'm going to have a relaxing night here." She went to our bedroom door and opened it squealing with joy when she saw it. "It has the view too. And look at this huge bed." Jade got on the bed and I laughed when she jumped up and down, my laugh turned into a groan when I noticed her tits bouncing. I climbed up and tried to catch her but she evaded me.

"Aha, no way buddy. I know if you get a hold of me you won't go anywhere. Go out and have fun with your brother and cousins."

Jade was totally right but my dick didn't agree with her and was aching to get inside her. She stopped and I hooked my arms around her pulling her under me. "What if I want to spend my night with you?" I rubbed my hard cock against her.

Jade grinned at me and wrapped her arms, careful of her cast, around my neck. "We have a whole week to spend doing that. Go have fun. I'll be here when you get back."

Capturing her lips with mine I took a taste of what I wanted. She tasted so good and I almost told her, fuck my brother and cousins I'll stay with you, but I knew she was right. I'd have fun out with my family and we hadn't been out together in a while.

Moaning, I rolled off her. Richard and Zeck would know what realtor- I should put Brand in contact with. The drill went he looked at the properties and yay or nayed them. Then I got to see what he okayed and chose from those.

"Fine. I'll go. I'm spending the rest of the week with you though."

"That's fine. I look forward to it."

"Want to come join me in the shower?" I wiggled my eyebrows and she laughed.

"Go shower." She got off the bed and went to her bag pulling out her eReader, then went to the balcony and sat on a sofa. Pulling my phone from my pocket I called Zeck to tell him I'd be joining them tonight.

Last night had been fun but I was regretting it this morning. The university said they were sending someone over to show us around. They were eager to have the Silverman's kids at the university. They knew money they'd get money if we chose it.

The alarm had gone off and I'd dozed back to sleep. Jade had gotten up, showered and ready. She was now in the room shaking me. "Stephan, you're late. I'm going to go down with Derick, Owen and Royce to meet who the university brought around and we'll talk to him and have breakfast, well brunch while we wait for you."

Groaning, I rolled over and grabbed Jade pressing my morning boner against her. "How about Derick and Owen go down and keep the guy company while you help wake me up."

Jade whacked my chest. "Stephan, don't tease. We can't be rude." She glided off me and I reluctantly let her go. "I'll see you downstairs."

"Sure."

Jade left and I got up, did my morning business, got dressed and felt refreshed and ready for the day. I was looking forward to seeing Griffith University, and Zeck had given me and Brand a couple of great real estate agents. I knew Brand was out today starting the search.

Going down to the lobby, I went into the restaurant and saw Derick and Jade with two guys in their twenties. They were all chatting happily. I told the maître d I was the last Silverman to join the table at the back.

"Hey Sis, look who finally decided to join us." Derick winked at Jade.

Glancing down at my watch I saw I was almost an hour late. _Whoops_. Coming to the table I kissed Jade's forehead and went to sit when everyone stood.

"Stephan, this is Ben." Derick pointed to the blond. "And the other guy is Mathew. "Hi." I held out my hand and they each shook it.

"Now we've been introduced we can go," Derick said.

I followed them out of the restaurant and to the front of the hotel. Owen had the BMW and we climbed in, while the two guys from the university got into their new white Commodore Holden

"Ben has been telling me all about the University. He said all the courses I'm interested in are in the same block as the social media. He's doing communications and in his last year of his masters."

I tuned Jade out as she talked on and on mentioning this Ben guy over and over. Had I only been an hour late? I listened in and out as she gushed about everything Ben had told her. The twenty-minute ride made me wonder what the hell was going on. I felt like I missed something.

We got out of the car and Jade was bouncing with excitement.

"Isn't it great? It's clean, well maintained and really big."

We'd taken a detour and drove around the campus before stopping at the most central area.

Smiling at her enthusiasm, I tried to steal a kiss when Ben and Mathew came between us.

"Mathew and I were talking and since your courses are all different, I thought I'd take Jade around and Mathew would show you and Derick."

I snarled at Ben and opened my mouth to tell him no when Jade grinned from ear to ear and butt in.

"Sounds perfect. Let's go. What I've seen so far is great."

David stood beside them and Jade walked off with Ben before I could say anything. Derick burst out laughing with Owen joining in. Mathew stared at them both like they were crazy.

"Oh my God." My brother chuckled. "I wonder if Ben has any idea he's a dead man."

Owen smacked me on the back. "I told David to keep his mouth shut. I so want to watch this play out."

I pushed his hold off and turned on my brother and bodyguard. "Fuck you two." I glared at Owen. "I should fire you."

The idiot laughed harder. "I'd like to see you try."

I shook my head and turned my glare on Mathew. "Come on, let's get this tour over with so I can get back to my girl."

Mathew raised his eyebrow. "Derick said she was your sister. He introduced her as his sister."

I shot a death stare at my chuckling brother before turning back to Mathew. "Derick calls her sis, because Jade is my girl. When I can convince her, she'll be my wife."

"Argh, I should call Ben," Mathew got his phone out and Owen yanked it off him.

"No way. You're not spoiling all my fun. I want to see if princess will figure out your guy is hitting on her. And I wanna see his..." Owen nodded in my direction. "Reaction when we meet up later."

"Princess."

"Jade," Derick said. "It's what our security detail calls her because of how he and the family treat her." Derick pushed me. "Let's go. Stop you're sulking. We'll see her in a couple of hours. David is with her and Rex is somewhere. You trust her, don't you?"

"Of course I trust her. It's just the Ben guy I don't."

"David and Rex won't let anything happen to her. Let her have fun. You know Jade has no idea the guy is hitting on her. She's way too excited about being here."

Fuck. Derick was right. I hated it when my brother was right. Reluctantly I motioned for the tour to start and I followed behind Derick and Mathew just wanting to get this over with.

Pissed off didn't begin to describe how I felt. I'd gotten a phone call an hour ago telling me she'd seen everything and was going back to the hotel with Ben. They were looking over some forms two of the teachers had given her guides.

As soon as I got the call I was through with my own tour. No way was I leaving my girl with Ben any longer. I left my group and went back to the cars. I'd been enjoying the tour until I'd gotten the call. I'd told Jade no, but she'd laughed it off. She had no idea what she was in for when I got her.

Royce sat in the Land Cruiser waiting for me when I got to the car park.

"Owen called me. Let's go."

I got into the passenger seat.

"I know how you are with her kid but remember she is innocent. She has no idea the boy is hitting on her she thinks he's just being nice. Princess has no idea how beautiful she is."

Sighing, I closed my eyes and calmed myself. Royce was correct. I needed to calm myself down before I went into the hotel and said or did something I'd regret.

The ten-minute drive seemed to take forever. Royce dropped me out front and I called Jade to see where she was. "Hey little bit. Where are you? I just got here."

"That's good. I'm just standing in the lobby talking."

Spotting them as I entered the hotel lobby I ended the call and my calm vanished. Ben was touching Jade's arm and the look on his face was like a piece of candy had just been given to him.

Reaching them, I pulled Jade away from him and into my arms. "Hey little bit, I missed you." I kissed her lips and she pushed away from me blushing.

"I missed you too. I had so much fun though."

I listened as she told me about her tour and gushed out what Ben had told her.

Ben and her started talking again and the guy was blatantly checking out Jade with me right there. Jade had no idea the guy was flirting and smiled at him and laughed.

I fumed when he laughed and touched her arm again. _Fuck this shit_. I wrapped my arms around Jade and picked her up placing her over my shoulder.

"Stephan, what the hell?' She squealed.

I didn't answer. I glanced at Ben. "She's mine." Turning I didn't wait for a reply. I strolled over to the elevator and pressed the button. I could feel eyes on us, but I knew I wouldn't be questioned, not only was I a big spender at this hotel I had our guards with me.

The elevator opened and I pressed the button to our penthouse suite. When the elevator doors closed I eased Jade down my body. My cock was rock solid. I stared at Jade and could see the rising heat in her eyes.

"Stephan, why on Earth did you do that? I was just talking."

"You're mine." I knew my caveman instinct had kicked in because all I could think about was showing Jade she was mine. I thought for a moment about pressing the stop button and taking her against the elevator wall, but I knew she'd be majorly pissed later if I did it and embarrassed her further.

The elevator dinged and I picked Jade up. There were two apartments up the top and I gripped Jade's arse as I went to ours, scanned our key and pushed the door opened. As soon as the door closed I fused my mouth with hers and took what I wanted, ripping her clothes off and fumbling to get my own off so we were both naked.

I stumbled down the hall reluctantly letting her go only to let our clothes fall before I grabbed her again. I was frantic to show her she was mine and only I could touch her. I couldn't make it to a bedroom. I needed her now. Her back hit the wall and I held her my muscles straining as I buried my face into her pussy and feasted. She screamed in pleasure as I ravished her, licking and lapping at her nether lips. Her hands gripped my hair and the sting of her tugging only heightened my need.

Jade's legs rested over my shoulders and I buried my face deep, sinking my tongue into her core. Her moans spurred me on. But I wasn't going to let her come. Today she was only allowed to come around my cock. Her legs started to quiver around me and I eased away. She grunted and gripped my hair pulling me back.

I didn't say anything. I couldn't form a thought besides burying my dick deep inside Jade. Letting her drop, I pulled Jade over to the couch and laid her down yanking her to the edge. Kneeling, I hovered over her and drove home, propelling myself into her with a deep sure thrust.

"Stephan," she howled my name, arching up.

I fondled her breasts and tweaked her nipples, pounding into her in a mindless frenzy. Jade was my girl. I loved her. I provided for her. She was my soul mate—my one. She was mine.

I pulled her up and meshed her lips with mine. My leg muscles strained but the pleasure outweighed the strain. Easing up I thrust deep and held myself there as I sat on the couch resting her legs on either side of me. Tearing my mouth from hers we both panted for breath.

"Ride me. Show me you want me just as much as I want, no need you," I moaned as she wiggled on me.

Her hooded eyes widened and she nibbled on her lips nodding as she slowly rose up and down. Juices flowed from her and her core gripped me tight never wanting me to retreat. The pull of her muscles as they wrapped around me were pure heaven. I stared down and watched as my dick disappeared each time.

Jade rode me like a champ. I was so close to coming, but even in my crazed state, I knew I couldn't come until my girl did. Leaning back on the coach I drove up meeting her thrust for thrust. Circling her waist, I brought her down so our sweat coated bodies rubbed. Squeezing her arse, I followed the curves of her cheeks down and around to our joined bodies to find her clit. Latching onto it my fingers circled it before pressing down putting pressure on it and repeating the process again and again.

I latched onto her neck and sucked.

"Holy shit," she yelled.

Her core spasmed around me and gripped my dick in a vice like grip. I swear fucking stars clouded my vision. I pumped into her barely moving because of her tight pussy's hold. I let myself fall roaring my release as I shot cum into her.

Spent I lay back on the sofa and she fell onto my chest.

"That was amazing. What got into you?" She mumbled.

"You're mine. I needed to show you. I didn't like that Ben guy hitting on you."

She rolled her eyes. "Ben wasn't hitting on me. He was just being nice."

"Little bit, he damn well was. He was bloody touching you. The fuck wit still touched you and flirted while I was standing right next to you. I didn't like it. You're mine."

She giggled and I sighed at the light sound. "I think we've established I'm yours."

I rested my forehead against hers. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"So, I'm guessing this university is a go?"

"Yep, we'd just need to find a house of some sort with a yard. I can't leave Fido."

I rolled my eyes heavenward. The bloody puppy got treated better than me most of the time. Jade had tried to get it to sleep in our room but I'd drawn the line there. It still slept in the games room. I'd missed out on so many morning snuggles and morning fun because Jade couldn't leave someone else to let it out or feed it. It had taken me days to convince her the damn dog would be fine with my parents while we checked out universities.

"Well tomorrow I have it arranged for a realtor to show us some properties. Brand has been out looking today to see if any will suit us."

Jade sat up and looked at me. "Hey, how'd you know I'd like it here and want to move?"

"It was pretty easy, little bit. You haven't stopped raving about the place since we arrived yesterday and today just confirmed it. Although I'm not sure about Ben, and your classes being so close to his."

She grinned at me. "Oh, I think he got the idea I'm yours."

Wrapping my arms around her I kissed her. I wasn't going to wait any longer. I was going to make Jade mine in the eyes of everyone. Tomorrow when we found just the right house I'd make her mine so she wouldn't deny it or doubt again.

I'd seen five houses so far and none of them were what I liked. They all felt stale, bland and prison-like. I didn't want a sprawling mansion. I wanted a home. I sounded picky and selfish, but I had to live in the place we chose for at least the next four years so I figured I should get a say. I knew for security reasons we couldn't get certain properties.

"Little bit, we've seen everything Brand has okayed." His arms came around my waist and pulled me back against his chest. We stood by the car in front of the fifth house.

Stephan would have gone with the first mansion that backed onto the water and had almost no yard, everything in the whole house was stark white. He liked the third house we looked at but was so big I could have gotten lost. It was cream, everything. I'd found out mansions and people with money liked white, or cream. I could paint, but even the feeling of the huge places didn't feel right.

"Surely there has to be more." I leaned into him.

Brand who'd been quiet while we looked at the properties he'd already seen and okayed spoke up, "I told Stephan these weren't your style." He smirked my way. "I asked to see a house I spotted for sale when I did a drive around. It's not as big as these, but it's in a good neighborhood and would be easy to set up security and monitor. It's also close to the university."

The more Brand talked the more excited I got. I turned and stared at Stephan. "Can we see it?"

"Sure." He leaned down and brushed his lips over mine. "If the real estate agent can get us in to see the house."

"It was empty." I turned back around to gaze at Brand, who looked at the realtor. "It was the last house we looked at together."

The real estate agent smiled at Stephan. "The house is significantly smaller than what you have seen."

I was liking the house more with everything I heard. "That's fine." I wasn't a fan of the real estate agent, he didn't even take notice of what I said, he looked to Stephan waiting for him. Stiffening I glared at the dick. So, I might not be paying for the house but I knew if I said no Stephan wouldn't get any of them. My opinion mattered.

Stephan squeezed me and just his touch comforted me. "If Brand has seen it and thought it was good than let's go look at it."

Spinning I reached up and pulled Stephan down plastering my mouth to his. "Yay, let's go."

Brand chuckled and Stephan grinned at me. "I need to let you get want you more often."

Rolling my eyes heavenward I moved out of his hold and got into the backseat of the car, Stephan joined me soon after, but not before I saw him say something to the real estate agent that had wiped the smile off his face. Brand got into the driver's side and we were on our way.

"Little bit, we're going to get something to eat first. I'm hungry. What about you?"

My stomach grumbled at the mention of food. "Oh, I could really go for a burger and fries."

"You sure? There is this nice little restuar—"

"Nah, let's get Maccas."

Stephan pulled a face and I laughed. He wasn't a huge fan of MacDonald's, which I thought was hilarious. I mean what teenager didn't like junk food? He was all for the gourmet food. "Fine. MacDonald's, it is."

I laughed because his nose was scrunched up, his eyes squinted and he frowned as he agreed. "I love you." I kissed him. "That's for the sacrifice."

"Ha, ha, smart arse." His frown disappeared. His eyes grew big and his dimples popped. He was gorgeous. My heart rate picked up and I sighed in contentment. I knew my man would do anything for me.

Brand drove to a Macca's and went through drive-thru. Stephan took forever to order as he didn't know what he wanted. We were honked, from two cars back, but Stephan didn't care, he took his time.

Stephan bought enough food to feed an army. "There is no way you'll eat all that."

He shrugged. "I know, but I don't know if I'll like some of it so I got a bunch to try."

Shaking my head at his wastefulness I ate my cheeseburger and fries.

Brand drove us to a new estate. "I'll show you the neighborhood first, before we go to the house."

"Sounds good," I said. Stephan grunted next to me.

The houses around were big, but not as massive as the ones we'd been looking at. We drove for a good ten minutes before Brand parked in front of a house at the end of the cul-de-sac. It was single story house, dark beige on the outside with a two-car garage. The front door and garage were brown. The fence was high but blended in well. The white gates with the lush green garden surrounding it made the house straight away feel more homey then a prison. I liked what I saw so far.

I was eager to see more. I got out of the car only to be stopped by Owen. "Stay close. I haven't swept this one."

I resisted the urge to roll my eyes.

"Owen no one knew until about just over half an hour ago we were coming here."

"Princess, a lot can happen in that time."

I sighed, not only did I hate the name they had for me, I knew I'd never win if I argued. "Fine. I'll stay close."

Glancing around I looked for the realtor we'd been with, but I couldn't see his car. "Where's the dick we've been with? I knew he would have had to get the keys, but we detoured twice with food and looking around the neighborhood."

Brand and Owen chuckled. Stephan came to me and wrapped his arms around me gathering me to him. "The car pulling up now will be the real estate agent."

I turned to see a red sports car, not the black BMW. Had the guy changed cars? A woman in her late forties or early fifties got out of the car, she wore a black suit. She came over with a smile on her face.

"Hi. I'm Susan Randal. I believe my associate showed you the other properties." She held her hand out to me first.

I liked this realtor.

Shaking her hand, I smiled. "Nice to meet you. I'm Jade."

"Hi Jade."

Stephan shook her hand. "Hi Mrs. Randal, I'm Stephan, Stephan Silverman. The two men with us are our security."

I glanced over to see both Owen and Brand give a slight nod of acknowledgement.

"Nice to meet you Mr. Silverman, and please call me Susan."

"Thanks Susan." I smiled at her.

"Well now that the introductions are out of the way let's go look at the house." Susan pulled keys out of her pocket and used them to open the gate.

Owen went first and we followed him. The garden was established with large shrubs and a colorful garden of flowers. The front yard was a decent size.

"The house is just over five years old and the previous owners have only just moved out as they moved overseas." We followed Susan. She opened the door and again Owen went in first.

We entered into a hall with grey tiles. The walls were beige and darker skirting boards. We walked down and it veered in two directions. We went right and came to a huge open plan kitchen, dining room and behind us a lounge room. Then we walked further down passed the nice size kitchen with granite countertops, stainless steel appliances and white wooden cupboards to a decent size family room. Going back, we took the other route coming out to a door and hall, opening the door we stepped down into a large dark room with only one window, it was the entertainment room. My excitement grew the more I saw. This house was wonderful. We left the entertainment room and walked further down the other hall and saw two decent size rooms, a study and the last bedroom was huge with an en suite, and walk-in wardrobe.

Susan talked about the house but I didn't really listen. I was too busy dreaming; the house was perfect. I let go of Stephan's hand and explored. The more I looked the more I fell in love. This was my dream home. This house was more than I could ever hope to have. I loved it.

Without realizing I was bouncing around leaving everyone behind me. The house had a homey feeling. You could move into it and it wouldn't feel like a show home. Going back to Stephan I grabbed his hand and Brand's pulling them to the back door. I couldn't wait to go the outside. I prayed it had a backyard for Fido. They both laughed at me, but I didn't care.

Owen was outside and he smiled when he saw me. The yard was huge, circling the entire house. The neighbors were a good distance away but close enough I knew they were there.

"Well take it." I heard Stephan say. "I'll pay asking price and give them an extra ten percent if we can have early settlement, and they'll be extra for you if you can have the paperwork to us ASAP. There's a lot that needs to be done in time for us to move in."

Everything felt right. Perfect. I stared dazed as I listened to Stephan. I felt like I was in a dream. Susan beamed.

"Sure Mr. Silverman. I'll get right on that." Susan walked towards the gate with her mobile at her ear.

Stephan came to me and his arms circled my waist gathering me against him. I gazed up at him, my mouth dry. Tears rolled freely down my cheeks. The man would do anything for me. Why had I taken so long to figure what a treasure Stephan was? How on Earth did I get so lucky? I hugged him.

"I love you so much. Thank you for being mine. Thank you for being patient with me and never giving up."

Stephan wiped my eyes. "I love you too little bit." He stepped back, and then he got down on one knee.

Gasping I opened my mouth and shut it. I stilled too scared to move or even breathe. Closing my eyes, I pinched my arm. _Ouch_. My life had never been like this. I'd never been this blessed. Slowly I opened my eyes and there was Stephan still on his knees and holding a red velvet box. Inside was a beautiful diamond ring. The diamond was oval and a flat setting with smaller diamonds surrounding it. I held my breath, terrified and excited at the same time.

"Jade Black, I love you more than anything in this world. I know we're young, but I've known from the moment I laid eyes on you that you're mine. You're my soul mate. My one. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you do me the honor of marrying me?"

Letting my breath out I calmed my racing heart. "Is this real?" I felt like I was in dream I never wanted to wake up from.

I heard chuckles and Stephan sighed. "Of course it's real."

Before the last word was out of his mouth I threw myself at him. He fell back onto the grass. "Oh. My. God. I love you so much. Yes. Yes, I'll marry you. I never thought I could ever have what you've given me. I have a family. I have so much love. Thank you. Thank you." I covered him with kisses.

Laughter surrounded us, but I didn't care. Straddling Stephan I planted a big kiss on his lips. He beamed at me and my heart soared. My life went from living day-to-day focusing on finishing school and getting away from my grandpa. To having a family and a future I never dreamed possible.

Stephan grabbed my left hand and slid the ring on; it fit perfectly. Not many things in my life had been good but I knew what I had with Stephan was like the ring—a perfect fit.

The end

Getting a book out takes a lot of work, so I always need to thank people for their help in getting it ready and out there for all of you.

A massive thank you and I love you to my amazing family, for being second while I focus on books and complete them. I'm so blessed to have you in my life and love you more than words can say.

Secondly, Jessica Henshall from Sinfully Sweet Designs, thanks so much for the amazing cover.

Sonya, thank you for formatting and line editing the book.

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As a child, she spent a lot of time in her own dream world and even had an imaginary friend. In primary school, she would constantly make up stories, which got her into lots of trouble. Her mother said she always had an overactive imagination and would be the perfect writer.

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LEN

Scared doesn't even begin to describe what I'm feeling right now. Looking at my shaking hands holding the note that was left on my car windshield, I'm not sure what to think. I'm trying to figure out who would send it. I've never led a guy on. How could I when I'm still stuck on the one guy who thinks of me as his best friend's annoying little sister? Hearing those words spoken from him broke my heart, but what shattered it was when I'd heard him and my brother talk about becoming Navy Seals. Not only was I losing the one guy I had loved since I was twelve, I was losing my brother as well.

Don't get me wrong, I support my troops, but I was terrified that they were going to die in combat. I'm not dumb, and even back then, I knew being a Navy Seal was a big thing. I knew it meant secret dangerous missions without knowing if they were okay. To keep my mind off my fear and because I loved them more than words can describe, I did all I could in supporting them. I sent care packages, wrote letters, and helped with charity events to raise funds. I also visited my brother when he was stateside, a difficult task with me being in school, then in college, and then during my residency to become a doctor. Now, as a second-year Emergency Room resident at Center Point Medical Center, I'm even more busy and have less time to myself.

It helps that my family moved back to Kansas City when I began college. Even Mamma Gio and Papa Tony followed along with the boys in tow. They said they were ready for a change and wanted to join their second family. Now, Neil is done with the Navy and has opened his own security business, which Dante ended up partnering with him.

Since his return, I've yet to see Dante. It's been nine long years since I've seen him, and I have no clue what I'm going to say when I'm finally face to face with him. I don't want it to be weird, but I know it will be. Ever since the day they left, I've had to re-evaluate my feelings constantly.

The chaste kiss he placed on my lips not only scared me, but had given me hope. It would've to any sixteen-year-old girl who'd just had her first kiss from her Prince Charming, the boy she'd been in love with her whole life. But then letters from my brother about the crazy crap they were pulling and the women Dante was screwing changed everything.

"Neil will be with you shortly, Len," Sara, my brother's receptionist, tells me as she walks back to her desk.

"Thank you, Sara." I take a seat, then look back at her and add, "We really need to set up that girls' night we keep talking about. I miss hanging with you guys."

"You're the one who's always busy at work. Call Ashley and tell her your schedule. Then we'll see about getting you in the club and finally getting you a man. We both need a man. We really need to get laid!" she says and then rolls her eyes at the outburst that comes from Neil who is in the next room.

"What the hell are you talking about? I don't ever want to hear about my sister getting laid," Neil growls as he joins us.

I don't miss the heated look he shoots Sara. I start giggling because I know Neil wants her and she wants him; however, they are both so oblivious of each other's desire. I stand up with the letter in hand and walk over to him.

"Aw, there, there, care bear, that doesn't concern you. I'll do what I want, when I want. I'm twenty-five years old, not twelve. If I want to sleep with a man, I will," I say, giving Sara a mischievous wink.

She knows I'm a virgin, he doesn't and I don't plan on telling him. I just love teasing him.

"I don't want to hear that. I'll tell Pops if you don't stop. I swear to God I'm going to be in jail for murder."

"If you don't want to hear about things like that, then I suggest you cut out the eavesdropping." I end up laughing at the look of disgust on his face as he leads me to the conference room.

"It isn't eavesdropping if what was spoken was practically being yelled out," he growls at me. "Let's drop this conversation and you tell me what's going on. You never drop by during the day unless you're bringing lunch to me or you call first," he states as he sits.

A feeling of terror hits me as I remember why I'm here. Handing him the note, I take a seat as well. Neil and I are very close. He isn't going to take this threat well. I'm scared of what he's going to do or say.

Watching him read the note, I see the change come over his face immediately. He looks up at me, and I'm struck with what I see. His blue eyes that normally have a hint of green in them are now full-on green with fury tightening his jaw and his nostrils flare as he takes in a harsh breath. He picks up the phone off the conference room table and barks three words into the receiver, "Conference room. Now!"

DANTE

I stare down at the receiver in confusion before I hang it up in the cradle. Lucky isn't one to let his temper get the best of him. There's only been a handful of times I've seen this side of him. The only thing that can get him this worked up is when his family or one of the guys is being harmed or when we have a sensitive case we're working on. A sense of dread washes over me as I start to get up.

I turn towards the door and the overhead light gleams off the photos lining my bookcase. My eyes immediately go to the one picture I can't seem to avoid.

Len's beautiful smile makes me catch my breath. She's the one woman that I can't get out of my head. I'm looking forward to seeing her again at the party this weekend.

Over the years, I got letters and care packages from her. I wrote her back and sent her things I bought from places all over the world. She never sent a picture and when she came to visit Lucky, I'd make myself scarce because I knew that if I were to see her, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from making her mine. I didn't want her to be waiting back home not knowing if I was ever coming back. So, when they'd Skype, I'd go into the other room. I also couldn't chance Lucky knowing that I'd fallen for his kid sister.

It hit me when she was sixteen, however I wasn't sure what the feelings were until around four years ago. She was already such an amazing woman and she hadn't even finished growing yet.

I knew I'd run into Len, at some point, since I made the choice to move to Kansas City with Lucky and start Seal Security. I wasn't giving up the opportunity to work with my brothers and the guys from our troop even if that meant I couldn't avoid her.

We aren't your average private investigators. We specialize in security systems, bodyguard work, missing persons, and stalking. We work a lot with KCPD—Kansas City Police Department.

We also have our own motorcycle club that we started. Not one of those one percenters which are considered an outlaw MC because they don't follow the laws. We're just a bunch of guys who love to ride bikes, but also, we help with charity drives, special victims, and offer assistance around the community. Well, we haven't officially started, but that's what we're planning. Right now, we just ride together.

I head out of my office and down the hall to the conference room, listening to Sara talking on the phone to one of her girlfriends. It has to be Ashely because out of all the girls, those two are the closest.

"Yes, we need to have a girls' night, ASAP. We need to find some men. I need to get laid and we need to get Len laid too. She needs to give up that v-card already."

That stops me in my tracks. Holy shit, Len's still a virgin! That's going to make this weekend even harder when I see her. You'd think it would make me want her less, only, it just makes me want to claim her even more.

Shaking my head, I enter the conference room. The first thing I notice is the back of a small woman being comforted by Lucky.

He looks up at me and then leans down to whisper into her ear. The man is seriously hung up on Sara, so I know the gesture isn't sexual since that isn't her in his arms. Shifting slightly, he looks at me again.

"We have a problem."

He nods to a piece of paper on the table. As I'm picking it up, I shoot him an odd, sidelong glance.

"Squirt, go to the bathroom and wash up, okay? I'm going to fill Dante in on the situation. Come back when you're better. Don't worry about anything. We'll never let anything happen to you."

My head jerks up and I'm caught in a pair of blue eyes that literally take the breath from my lungs. The same eyes that have haunted me every day since I was eighteen. She's even more beautiful than the last time I saw her, and my body takes notice. I'm harder than I've been in ages. Holy shit, I think I just fell for my best friend's little sister in one glance. I'm in deep shit because it's at that moment that I realize those feelings from so long ago was me falling for her. She has totally changed and I didn't recognize her.

Her hair is a brighter blonde from what I remember and lies over her shoulders. She's in a light dress that hugs her curves just right. Her dress has a V neck that shows off her full breasts. I can just assume that the rest of her body, which I can't see because she's sitting down, is going to be just as hot. My gaze travels back up to her eyes where I can see the fear that's running deep in her soul.

"Hey, Dante, long time no see. I wish it was under better circumstances," Len says as she smiles at me sadly, then she looks back at Neil. "I'll be back in a second."

She stands up and walks towards the door. Damn, she has an ass that won't stop. Seeing the sway of her body has the air knocking out of my lungs, yet again. Her legs are tan and long, and I want them wrapped around my waist as I pound into her. She's wearing these fuck-me shoes that I can almost feel pressing into my back. There's no way I'm going to be able to stay away from her now. Lucky's going to kill me.

I glance back over at Lucky and see the anger raging through his body which has his fist clenching and his muscles pulling tight. I take a deep breath and pull my thoughts away from Len.

"What's up?"

"Look at the note. As I said, we've got a problem."

I skim through the note quickly, and what I read has me seeing red.

LEN,

DO YOU THINK YOU CAN FLIRT WITH ANY MAN THAT WALKS IN HERE, AFTER YOU HAVE GIVEN ME YOUR HEART? YOU BETTER THINK AGAIN. STOP FLIRTING WITH DR. JOHNSON, OR I'LL KILL HIM AND PUNISH YOU.

YOURS ALWAYS.

Oh, problem is not a big enough word to describe what I'm reading. What's in my hand calls the beast in me to come to the surface. All I see is blood, and it isn't mine. Shit's going to hit the fan, heads are going to roll, and someone is going to die a very slow and painful death. _Nobody_ threatens my woman and lives.

Lucky must have seen the thirst for blood in my eyes because his facial expressions go from rage, to shock, to something I'm unable to distinguish. I know what he's seeing. I've been trying to hide it from him and the world for years. Now, it's time to let them all know that Len belongs to me. Damn the consequences, because no one can protect her better than the man who is willing to die or kill to keep her safe.
