

A Walk with our Lord

My Personal Journey

Rick Sones

Preface:

This is my personal walk with the Lord. Everything that follows is true. Many times, the Lord has shown mercy on me, even though He knows I am sinner. The reader will experience many feelings when reading this. Do not be afraid to read it with an open mind. The Lord is constantly reaching out to all of us to follow Him. Jesus wants us to celebrate in the wedding festival that He has planned.

Trust and pray to the Lord because He has said that we will never be alone.

I have had many dreams in the past that have come true. I have heard the Holy Spirit's audible voice many times before these writings. I fully regret not keeping a journal from the start.

One of the early times when I heard the voice, I was 20 and had just moved out into an apartment with two other roommates. I was playing around and had my rifle in my hand. I pulled the rifle up to my shoulder, centered the scope on one of my roommates head, and put my finger on the trigger. Before I pulled back, the voice shouted "No, don't do it". Just then my roommate turned around and freaked out. I was laughing but when I checked the safety, the safety was off and a round was in the chamber. I was playing around and thinking the safety was on like normal. If it was not for the voice, I would have gone to prison. That was one of the earliest events that had happened. Since that time, there have been many instances and some that even I have forgotten about. I regret not writing them down.

When I was 22, my one brother and myself went in together to build a house. After we had the house framed, we were running fascia boards across the front of the house. We were working off extension ladders about sixteen feet from the ground. He was on one side and I was about twenty feet from him. He turned around and was pushing with his legs against the ladder to get the board in place. When he pushed against the ladder, it slid out from beneath him. The ladder fell straight down and bounced about four times before it finally stopped directly below him. As the ladder fell, my brother was suspended in mid-air. He looked as if he was sitting in some-ones hand. He stayed in that position for about six or seven seconds. He looked over at me and all I could do was shrug my shoulders. After the ladder stopped bouncing, is when he finally fell, like the hand was pulled away. Now, by all laws of physics, he should have fell straight down on top of the ladder. He fell two feet from the ladder but his arm hit the ladder. He ended up with only a broken arm and not any back injuries. This happened in the summer of 1984.

In the times after that, I have dreamed countless times of things that were fixing to happen. I could have a dream one morning and within two to three days, the exact scenario took place. It was not an everyday occurrence but it has always been constant. Many other times I have woken up with a name of somebody or something, only to meet them within a day or two.

In 1989, I had a box with a ring in it and I went to visit the girl I was dating. Before I gave her the box, the voice spoke again and said, "Do not marry this one." I went ahead and proposed and she said yes. It was not a joyful marriage. Infidelity was an issue and it ended long before the split. If I had listened to the Holy Spirit, I often wondered how that part of my life would have been different.

After the marriage ended in the fall of 1996, January had brought something unexpected. I woke one morning with the name Shelby, and I asked the Lord who was Shelby. I was working part time at a Mexican restaurant and a couple of sisters were also working there. One of the sisters had asked me if I was dating anybody and I told her no, not right now. The other sister spoke up and said they had a sister named Shelby who was also single. Shelby and I dated for about three months.

I went into teaching in 1997. I started out in Memphis for a year and then I was transferred to Des Moines. While I was in Des Moines, is when I started to ask the Lord what was coming in the future. I kept being led to the prophecy website. I started to read some of it but did not fully understand it. When I had gotten transferred to St. Louis, I continued to do research on the end of times.

Before 9/11 hit, I kept getting the 11 but I could not figure it out. I knew something bad was coming but I never did have an exact date or what event it was going to be. I had a live-in at that time and I told her there is something bad with 11. She said I was crazy and blew me off. I looked at her and said," No, there is something going to happen." This happened in the summer of 2001.

In 2003, I moved back around family and was living with my brother. My brothers' house is a two bedroom and I slept on a bed in the kitchen. I said a prayer one night and told the Lord that I give up. For forty one years I have tried it my way and never seemed to find the missing piece. Now I give it to You and I lay myself at Your feet. It was that night that I truly started to trust in the Lord in all things. The Lord says put our trust in Him and He will guide and protect us. I did and still do. It was not very long after that when I began driving and my life started to take on change.

It was during this time that I started to read the Bible from start to finish. I had the Bible on cd and that is what I listened to while I was driving. One instance I was driving and I noticed a group of dogs about to cross the road. It was a two lane highway and the dogs were starting across it. I then noticed puppies following the adult dogs and all I could think was that I was going to run over a puppy. I said, "No, Lord, please not the puppies." One puppy was behind the rest and it was going to be hit. The puppy made it about three quarters into my lane. Just then the hind legs lifted off the ground as if someone was cradling his back end and pushing him back across the road. His hind legs were in the air and only his two front legs were touching the ground. The puppy was even looking back over his shoulders toward his hind end, trying to figure out who was holding him. He made it back to safety while all the other dogs had already crossed the road.

For the next several years I drove across the United States. Often I would listen to the Bible on cd and talked to the Lord many times. I used that time to spread Bible cd's across the country. One instance in particular was a truck stop in Santa Rosa NM... When I had pulled up to get fuel, I had three cd's left. The Holy Spirit told me to take them and put them on the counter in the men's bathroom. I turned my head and told the Holy Spirit that the counter in there is always filthy. I mean the counter looked like it had never been cleaned and this was in a busy truck stop. I asked Him to please show me where He wants them because of the filth. When I went into the bathroom, the counter was nasty as always, but in one corner it had been wiped pristine clean. It was as if an arm just swept across it and that small area would have passed a white glove test with honors. I started to understand the pureness of the Lord and how the Lord is absolutely clean. Nothing on this earth can even compare to the purity of the Spirit.

I was driving across New Mexico on a beautiful sunny day. It was three o'clock in the afternoon, I was not tired. I then noticed the sky. It was a brilliant blue with white pillow shaped clouds. I had ordered some books from the prophecy website and I was in the middle of reading the third or fourth book. I said a silent prayer and I asked the Lord if Ray is truly your prophet, would you show me a cross in the sky. At that very moment, I looked to my left and a cross appeared. The cross was bigger than the set of doubles that I was pulling. It was as if someone had pushed a giant cross from the back of the clouds to the front. The Bible tells us that the Lord will always send prophets to warn His people and we can ask Him for confirmations.

About a year later, I had been asking the Lord if He would allow it, could I see an angel. One day I was pulling out the Dallas terminal and started down the road. It was three o'clock in the morning and nobody was out. I saw a man walking waving his arms at me. What took me back was how clean his clothes were. There is no way a normal wash could have gotten the clothes that clean. When I looked back in the mirror, I saw the back trailer had come loose and was sitting in the middle of the road. I made a quick u turn and turned around. After I had gotten back to the trailer, I started to look for the man who had warned me. I could see a half mile in all directions. There was no sight of him. It was as if he had just vanished. From the first time I saw him to the time I had gotten back to the trailer was less than four minutes.

Many times I was partnered with another driver for a team run. I would often use this time to share the word of the Lord but I never pushed the Lord on anyone. Many were willing to listen. One time I had crawled into the truck with a young man. I was thinking about sharing the Lord with him but then the Holy Spirit spoke, "No, not this one." I did not understand why but I told the Lord okay. I still read the Bible sitting in the passenger seat but no words of the Lord were spoken between us.

I had taken a sabbatical from dating for four years. I told the Lord, the next lady I lay down in my bed will be my wife. I asked the Lord to please bring me a wife of His choosing, not of my own. I met my wife through a driver that I worked with. We dated for a year and then we knelt before the Lord in my living room and exchanged vows. This was our marriage ceremony with only the Lord and His angels present. After that, I went into the garage and the Spirit told me to come and look. I looked up in the sky and saw total cloud cover. There was a solid line of clouds with no break in them. I turned and asked the Spirit "What am I looking at?" He just said, "Keep looking." It was then two parts of the clouds parted. The parting was in the shape of eyes, two eyes looking down. I knew at that moment, the Lord was present and He had heard every word of our vows. The following year is when we went before the preacher to satisfy man's world.

In 2007, one day in the truck I had a dream. My guardian angel came and the two of us went into a room. The room was encased in dark veils but in the center of it was a large globe of the earth. As I was standing in the room looking at the globe, she said, "Let's try something new." We went into another room and there stainless steel pipes running in all directions. I was very confused and had no idea what the meaning was.

In the spring of 2008, my wife and I were talking about where to buy a house. She had said lets go to Wilson and look around. I told her no, the house is not in Wilson, but it is over here and I pointed west. I kept telling her that the Lord has a house for us. I told her what the asking price was, where it was, the description of the house, and that it was not even for sale yet. She did not believe me until after we met the homeowner and then I showed her a picture of the house that I had drawn two months earlier.

During that year, our son had to go the Children's hospital in Little Rock. He had to go in to have spinal fusion surgery. He has Muscular Dystrophy, Duchene's disease. They cut him from the back of the neck all the way down to the tailbone and inserted two metal rods. After the surgery, his lung collapsed. I stood over him and said a prayer. The next day, his lung inflated on its own. I remember the doctor saying, he has never seen a lung come back that quick.

For three months he stayed in ICU. I had met a man outside the hospital and we started talking. It turned out that his daughter was in the room next to our son. I do not know what disease she had but it did not look good for her. I prayed for her and about two weeks later, I saw the man outside. We got to talking and he said my daughter is getting out tomorrow. He told me he had not even told his wife. He was going to surprise his wife by letting their daughter ring the doorbell when they got home. I just smiled and thanked the Lord.

It was during this time that I was out of work. We had been living on savings for the last year and our account was almost depleted. After our son came home, I had put in over a hundred applications but to no avail. Then I was asking the Lord for help and one day I was out in the garage watching TV. I got up and told the wife I was going next door for a minute. Jack was outside, an elderly man who had lived there most of his life. I had asked Jack if he knew of anybody that was hiring and he broke out his cell phone. He dialed a number and asked the man if they needed help at the factory. Just then, the man he was talking to drove past the driveway. I had my interview in Jack's driveway. When I was taking a tour of the food factory, there were stainless steel pipes running in all directions. I looked at all the pipes and asked the supervisor, who in the world installed these pipes. He said we did. In my mind I was thinking oops, I just said the wrong thing. I worked there for exactly two years.

I started to get the eleven again, but now it was 3/11. Again I had no idea on the event but I kept getting 3/11. I was working the graveyard shift at a factory that night. I never really thought about the date, but something compelled me to draw on the white board in the shop. I drew the shape of the U.S. and I was drawing the areas where storms and chaos would reign. It was around 2:00 A.M. when I was doing this. As I was standing there looking at the map, the voice spoke and said, "May 24 is the next day of destruction." I wrote the date on the bottom of the dry erase board after the Spirit told me it was okay to do so. As I wrote it, I prayed and said do not let anyone erase this if this is true. Martin looked at me and said what is up with the date. I repeated what the Spirit told me and shrugged my shoulders. The tsunami hit Japan around 2:00 a.m. on the very night that this happened. The next day, the three other maintenance men came in and they all asked how I knew it. I just smiled and shrugged. The one even made the comment, "What is he a prophet too?" I walked away quietly. I do not consider myself a prophet, for I am just a servant of our Lord. The Lord speaks to us all, but it is up to us if we listen.

On May 25, Martin told me that he had not seen in the news where any destruction had occurred. I just looked at him and told him I do not know, but that is what I was told. May 24, 2011 is when the Army Core of Engineers diverted the Mississippi river, opening the Morganza spillway flooding over 2 million acres of farmland and homes. They opened the flood gates to help prevent flooding in New Orleans and Baton Rouge. For over two months that date stayed on the white board. Many people came in and out of the shop but no one erased it. I finally erased it on May 25.

I kept getting 11 again the following year. I even asked the prayer lists if anyone else had been getting that date. Something was going to happen around the first of November but again I was not sure what it was. I had written the date on the calendar and that made my wife mad because I wrote on her calendar. When I was at school, I was talking with two of the students in my class. I told them something was coming but I was not sure what it was. A couple of days later when I went in to school, I asked Chris when was he was leaving for Germany. He told me the date and then I asked him when he was returning. This was around the end of September - the first of October. He said he was returning on the 10th of November and I said, "Good. You will be fine. It will be over before you return." When Chris got back, the first thing out of his mouth when he saw me," How did you know?" I just smiled and shrugged. The other student was standing beside me and he asked me what was coming next. I said a silent prayer and I turned to him and said, "War. Nuclear." He looked worried and then I told him it was still a ways off, but it is coming. This happened in November of 2012 when hurricane Sandy made a 90 degree turn and hit the east coast.

I regret not keeping a journal as I have said before but the dreams that follow are when the dreams started to take on a different aspect. It was like there was a change that happened and I have written them down as they occurred. Maybe someone has more insight than I do and they can make some sense out of the following events.

July 27, 2012

I saw a piece of hardwood. The white hardwood was square in shape but the edges were rough cut and were not straight. The thought that was so strong was, "You are going to make a decision but there will be others who object and try to talk you out of the decision." The scene went back to the piece of wood with the impression, "stay solid in your decision." It will endure.

A piece of a dull white hardwood. The block appeared very solid and was not sanded or polished.

August 18, 2012

My favorite glass was sitting on the counter. All of a sudden it was knocked off the counter and hit the ground hard. The glass broke into a thousand pieces. The Lord said, "I am going to smash this world in an instant." The glass was broken into very small, bead like pieces.

November 2012

Earthquake – the ground had developed deep ravines like the Grand Canyon. It circled the house on three sides, but the house stood strong.

Vision: 1) tremendous shaking. Two buildings and their foundations cracked and they started to collapse. 2) a tall, 40 -50 foot, polished stainless steel missile. On top of it, it had small cabin with a porch that was perched on the point of the missile. The cabin was braced to keep it from falling. "Man is balancing on total war." 3) Water –waves were coming ashore, crashing over the top of 6 and 7 story buildings. Total destruction.

December 2012

I saw a solid brace in the sky. As I was watching it, it fell back almost to the ground. It was like I was seeing it from above. The feeling was that Memphis is going to be ¾ destroyed is very strong. The Lord has removed His protective dome.

Dreams April and May 2013

The most puzzling dream was in April. I was standing in heaven facing three figures and we were all clothed in white. The messengers put a white scroll into my right hand. I would wake up, fall back to sleep, dream the same again. This happened three times.

Another dream I was holding like a tablet with doors that were locked. The square was divided into 9 squares, reminded me of a tic tac toe board. I was giving the key to the three center squares. I put the keys in and then the dream was over.

Within just a day or two, I had a dream very similar to the last one. I was given the access to three gifts on a tablet. Before I could open them, the dream was over.

I have had several dreams where I am talking to and watching over a group of people. It was like I was their guide and I helped with directions to where they were going.

I was in heaven, dressed in white garment, talking with other people who were there. For some of the people I greeted we shook hands but for others we did not shake hands. I asked my guide who was standing with me, what was that about. He said that the ones who are shaking hands, smoked when they were on the earth. The other ones did not smoke and thus they did not physically touch the others that did.

5-16

This morning, I was in a field with several people. I was their leader in a sense. We were facing a battle that was about to begin. Out of about ten people, six got scared and ran away. I tried to encourage them to stay and calm down, but fear had a strong hold on them. I felt saddened and disappointed because they fled.

I am not sure who I was talking with in heaven, but I was asking Him to please burn my inequities out of me. I believe it was Jesus I was talking to, it was one of great power. I never saw the face or heard their voice or received an answer. The dream ended. When Jesus was asked to burn it out, he had a sad and disappointed look. He cannot help until we try.

I had a dream where I was in charge of a city and people kept coming to me to ask questions and find solutions. What was curious, I had felt this was a common occurrence for me, people always asking.

The other dream was back on the white adobe structure. It was as if I was a guardian of that building. It was not a big building, but one that quite a few people would pass.

The other thing that has gotten me this month is that the Lord keeps telling me, (by means of constantly hearing it), that we are supposed to listen and help any who comes around. As the Lord says, you never know when one of those we help, is actually an angel. I keep feeling, someone who we do not know, is going to come and visit with us. I have heard help those about four to five different times within the last 2 – 3 weeks.

5-29

Last night, I was asking the Lord what is coming next. In the distance, I saw a nuclear explosion. There was another area I was shown but that area was in mass confusion. I do not know where that area is.

Before I woke up this morning, I dreamed that I was part of a large crowd of people. Everything was white and from the sky, all the people looked like a square building block. What was amazing, there were about a million people but we all moved as one. Every step and thought was as one. It was absolutely beautiful the way everybody was of one mind and one action. This group was only one of many that will be used. I was in the front row, on the left side. I was not the actual leader, there were no leaders. Just one thought, one mind, and one focus.

June 5, 2013

This morning, my wife asked me if I was having a nightmare early this morning. She said I was hollering, with an almost scared pitch. I then told her this dream.

I was in a crowd of people, talking to Jesus. Jesus was standing there just like everyone else. I was trying to get the people to see Jesus. I told them, "Look, Jesus is trying to show himself to you." No one even paid attention. In the next moment, Jesus had taken hold of three young people and lifted them off of the ground. The four of them floated down to the right, across the field, and then back up the other side. I kept trying to get the people's attention, and I was telling them Jesus is trying to show you, but they would not even look over.

Now when Jesus first went up in the air, I was scared. The thought I had was the rapture and I was left with the rest and that did scare me. The fear I was feeling was soon replaced with something else. Although I was left with the crowd, I was the only one that saw Jesus in the air. It was almost like the Lord was showing me that even if Jesus did come back right now and performed miracles, the people still did not want to see Him. The dream ended with me seeing our Lord's face.

He was floating with the three children, but He had a deep sense of sadness in His face.

When I woke up, even writing this, I still have a sense of fear of being left when the rapture comes. But it is strange; I also have the feeling that I will find great peace.

June 18, 2013

This morning I was dreaming that I was holding a square white solid block but it reminded me of Corian. I was showing other people how to prepare the block for the upcoming events. We were putting holes in the block, not sure why.

Then the dream shifted and my wife was bringing me a red shirt. It was to get ready for war. It was a red, button up, dress style. I keep thinking of the old joke, a captain was watching the enemy get closer. He quickly summoned his page to go get him a red shirt in case he was injured, the enemy would not know it. Get ready.

War is so close and I keep getting the feeling that North Florida and southern Georgia will soon be hit by a tsunami.

June 19, 2013

I was asking the Lord if He would allow me to see the next disaster. What I was shown was a large, massive explosion (nuclear). The shock waves coming from the blast, one could literally see. They were tremendous. All the damage was caused by one explosion.

June 20, 2013

This morning, I woke up saying it is fixing to snow. It is going to snow in July. I mean these were the first words out of my mouth. The snow is actually ash, ash so big, it looks like it is snowing. It will be here very soon.

June 24, 2013

I saw three groups of people standing. Each group looked like they had seven to eight people in each group, could have been more. I was in the second group and all three groups were planning their strategy for their upcoming mission. All three groups were busy setting the groundwork and planning their missions. One thing that stood out was that the three groups from the air reminded of three points on a triangle. I knew we were all under God's protection and our time is very close.

June 25, 2013

I dreamed the very same dream as I did on June 24.

June 27, 2013

This morning, again I was dreaming of the three groups. But this time the groups had changed location. They were still in heaven, but now they were close to the edge of heaven. They were at the departure point, waiting on orders from our Lord. I again was in the second group. The main group will take the lead and the other two will follow. What amazed me was that I felt these three groups will cover an enormous amount of area although they were so few in each group.

July

I had several dreams with the same general thought.

I was in the white house and I was supposed to be getting ready for the upcoming events. I was a little confused, but I did start to organize.

Again same dream, except this time I saw a man come in, go into a room, open a chest and pull some items. He gathered the stuff together and then left. Then I went into another room and found another chest. I then started to open it and the dream ended.

There were several dreams along those same lines.

Update, in northern South America, a volcano did erupt and spewed ash and debris on several towns. on July 14, 2013.

August of 2013

8-8-13

Last night I had a very similar dream to the ones in July. I was in the white house preparing for the events to come. I looked over and saw a black man getting ready as well. Then I saw him outside and he was getting ready to leave. He had a tremendous smile on his face, from ear to ear, and he was telling me that all will go well. Just wait, you will see.

What was so special was his smile. It was a perfect smile that warmth and peace and tranquility came from.

August 13, 2013

For the last two or three nights, the dreams have come but not real clear.

The first I see just the face of a black man and he is speaking in tongues to me. I tried to listen and understand but I still could not figure out exactly what he was saying. I mean he was up in my face trying to tell me. He was smiling but it was like he almost had a hidden agenda. He kept repeating the message but I still have no idea what it was.

The second one was about the white adobe structure and I was busy inside getting things ready.

The last two nights I have also dreamed of a frying pan on the stove. I could hear it sizzle but I saw nothing in the pan cooking. The frying pan has reoccurred several times lately.

August 14, 2013

This morning, I was dreaming that I was sitting at a workstation and there were several others doing the same thing. The workstations were heavenly white. Then the voice sounded and said, "It is time." At that very moment, all of us got up and headed to the departure point. No one said a word; everyone knew that the Lord was saying the time has come. One thought, one focus, one mind, and one action.

The morning news kept reporting the outbreak of violence in Egypt with over 200 people reported to have been killed. The chaos is growing stronger all over the world. The death toll ended up being over 700 people killed in the crackdown in Egypt.

What amazes me is the fact that no one really says much about what is actually going on the world. They notice the weather, but they do not look at the deeper meanings that seems to be hidden from them. The Lord has said that after the floods, the war will come.

I think the dream was a confirmation that the flooding is almost over. Chaos will soon reign all over the world.

August 19, 2013

I was talking with two or three other people and I was showing them how to do something.

Then I was dreaming I was in a house going room to room looking for survivors.

August 21, 2013

This morning I was dreaming, I kept seeing a small red car being pushed across the road. The car was literally sliding to the side. It was being pushed across the road. I could not see water or wind moving the car but it slid like water was pushing it to the side.

How close is the tsunami?

August 23, 2013

This morning as I was waking up, I kept getting the words weekend angels. I do not know if it is about a website or a future event.

Update: The weekend came and the three ladies that were so helpful with our son when he originally started school stopped by for a visit. They helped him with his wheelchair and getting around and had watched over him throughout the rest of his school-years (9 years), like caring mothers would for their own children.

August 30, 2013

I kept dreaming of a white sprocket. The kind of gear that one would see on machinery. It had probably 70 points on it. I kept seeing the gear but nothing else.

Note: Looking at it right now, it could very well be a star that will soon be visible. Maybe it is the Star of David.

One of the students that had started the fall semester came in and showed me his tattoo after he read the dreams. The tattoo was the same image above. He is strong in the Lord. He said that when he read that, it blew him away.

September 2, 2013

This morning I dreamed that I was sitting at a table, putting together a cylinder about three feet high. I was down to the final assembly and only had three or four pieces to go. The cylinder was the heavenly white that I have seen many times. It was not a brilliant, reflective white color. It was a duller white.

The impression I had when I was watching myself do this was that cylinder was my spiritual growth in relation to where I am now. I still have 3 or 4 pieces to work out but it is manageable.

I woke up, but then I fell back asleep. This time I was again building an engine or power core, yet I was still missing three pieces to finish. They were within grasp but I just continued to build and refine the source. Note: It is the spiritual growth that the Lord has instilled in every one of us. For us to grow, we must put all things of this natural world away and concentrate on the Lord, love, and truth.

Note: The thing that impresses me the most is the fact that there are many areas of spiritual growth. Everyone is on their own journey. When one stage is completed, another stage opens up. This is true for everyone. In heaven, everyone, although at different stages, still all have one purpose, one thought, and one action. We are all a small part of the whole, with the Lord intertwined among everybody. It is the Lord's love that binds all together and it is His Love that is the focus.

September 4, 2013

This morning the dreams were coming in rapid fire succession, one right after another. A couple of things stood out. The first I saw a golden faucet and the right faucet was opened.

Another one was about impurities drying up and falling off. The other ones were so fast that I could not remember or make sense of all the symbols. I even woke up with a headache which for me is very unusual.

September 12, 2013

There were no dreams to really talk about. This week, the Lord has impresses upon me to read Isiah 10. In Isiah 10, the Lord says He will bring Assyria against Jerusalem to punish His people for their indiscretions. Modern day Assyria is actually composed of Syria, Turkey, Iran, and Iraq. The Lord gave the message to Ray that blood will flow in Israel by Thanksgiving.

When I drive, I always ask the Lord what Bible cd to listen to. He has given me Ezekiel and Isiah. Both of the main passages talks about the Lords anger and what is to come.

I try to share this with others, and almost everybody does not want to listen to it. It is sad, I want to share but no one wants to hear.

September 16, 2013

The other dream was I was getting things ready for the world events to unfold. Everything I had to organize was held together by a string and even though I thought I was not ready, the Lord was showing me that I am. I still have my doubts but I know the Lord is there and everything is possible.

Week of 16-20

Two main dreams stood out. One as I was walking outside there was a rattlesnake right by the sidewalk. I could only see part of it but I knew what kind of snake it was.

The next night I dreamed there was a large rattlesnake coming after me to strike. It was a very large diamondback with a bright red stripe running the full length of its back. It kept chasing me around the room but it never did strike. The head was the size of a softball and his mouth; one could have stuck the whole arm into it.

What is curious is that as I reflected on the dream and trying to understand, instead of using the word snake, serpent was strong in my thought. Then I keep thinking, the Lord has told us that He will protect what is His. The evil of this country and the world is growing stronger day by day. I mean one can literally feel it in the atmosphere and sky. A sense of foreboding. Evil is coming. But our trust and hope is in the Lord, for He is our great protector. Through His blood we are saved and through His love we are protected. So much pure love the Lord has to give to every one of us. I just want to shout it from the mountains and rooftops; wake up world, the Lord is trying to get your attention.

September 23, 2013

This morning, I dreamed I was in a room watching a group of people at a meeting. They were discussing the moral issues of seeing nudity on regular television. They showed a picture of a nude a woman and then other pictures in the background. They were arguing about easing the restrictions and allow the TV shows to show what they wanted.

What was strange is that they could care less about the moral aspect. All I could sense that very soon, nudity on public TV will be a common place here in the U.S. Just another form from the devil to pull people away from God.

Sept. 24, 2013

This morning I had a dream. I woke up, fell back asleep, and dreamed the same dream all over again.

I saw a man being held by two other figures. They had a man's shape but they weren't really men. More like spirits in the flesh. As they were holding this man so tight that he could not move his head, another figure was present. This one had similar facial features but he was a chocolate brown skin. On top of his head there were two mounds, like horns that had grown inside the skin instead of on the outside. His color was almost a putrid brown. What took me back was the sense of great anger that he possessed.

As the one man figure was being held, the brown lifted up his hand to expose fingernails in the shape of real nails that you would use to build something. His nails were five to six inches long. Very sharp points. He dug his nails into the man's face and sliced his face from just above the eyes all the way to the jawbone. One nail went across his nose, another one went from the corner of the eye all the way down to the bone, and the other two were in the hair. I did not see any blood gush out but I did sense a lot of pain and anger. It was strange, when I first saw the figures; I kept getting the sense that the man was being punished for not harming me. It was like he was sent on a mission and he failed. This was his punishment.

I will not turn from our Lord for any reason. I love the Holy Father, His Beloved Son, Jesus our Lord, and all of our family in heaven. I have felt many spirits over time and even today, I still do not understand why there is so much anger and hate. Maybe they do not understand love. When I confront them and ask them why they cannot love, they usually leave me pretty quick. Just that question alone seems to really piss them off. They have forsaken the truly beautiful love that our Father has offered everyone. I just do not understand why they refuse pure love.

End of September

The one dream that stands out the most is where I kept getting the sense of the number 18. I mean 18 was very strong, it switched to 16 for a brief moment, then went back to 18. I am not sure what it means.

October 8, 2013

Several times already I kept dreaming the same or similar dreams but I can never remember all of it when I woke up.

This morning I had another dream. I was looking at the sidewalk that was next to the house. The sidewalk had several holes in it and It started to separate from the main house. Then at the end by the corner of the house, there was about a foot deep concrete that supported the sidewalk. The foot thick piece then broke off of the house and the corner of the house foundation was exposed. The corner of the foundation was a pristine white with absolutely no damage to it. The other piece broke clean off and left no damage what so ever. The sidewalk was starting to separate but some of it was still attached to the house.

What I keep getting is that the sidewalk represented me smoking. Although I do smoke, the desire is going away (the holes). It still amazed me that the foundation was solid; there was just two external pieces that had attached itself to the house. They were not original but were added later.

October 10, 2013

Yesterday an occurrence happened. I was at the college and I stepped outside to smoke. Three minutes after I was standing outside, a pickup truck pulled into the parking lot. I did not recognize the driver, but he pulled up, turned around then stopped. He got out of his truck and I went to greet him. It turned out he had been in one of my classes about two years ago.

We started talking and the subject matter turned to the Lord. He explained he had been out of work for a while and he was job hunting. He also told me about the troubles he has with his kids straying from the Lord's teaching. His daughter is in her early twenties and his son is one year younger. He was worried about his kids and his job prospects. Danny is his name. He listens to the Bible daily and watches some of the TV evangelists. You could sense the anxiety but also at the end of our talk, I sensed his peace. He did not really ask for advice, but more like he just needed to talk with someone who could relate.

We stood out there for over an hour just talking and listening. I shared a few things and he shared a few things. We were out there so long, that I actually got mild sunburn on my face. We shared several stories and verses from the Bible. He will be fine. Even in the conversation, he told how he had promised the Lord for help and how he would stop drinking. He was in a car wreck when he was 19; everybody was drinking including the driver. The driver took the blame because he was underage and he would receive less punishment, probation instead of jail time. That was the last time Danny drank. I kept getting the impression of how I am still smoking but really need to quit.

Today I was asking the Lord for a bible verse and He gave Psalms 110. It talks about the Lord coming back and the order of Melchizedek, the priest that met Abraham after Abraham had rescued his nephew Lot and the other people that had been taken captive. Melchizedek had preceded the Levites, he was taught by the Holy Spirit not by man. As I was continuing to do Bible study, doves were singing and walking around. I am not sure what any of it means, and I do not want to speculate. I will follow the Lord where ever he sends me or with whomever He wants me to meet.

Even in the conversation with Danny yesterday, I kept getting the sense to serve the Lord, we often just have to listen. To help others, listening is one of our greatest assets. To serve the Lord, we will do many things that we do not understand in our flesh, but it is our job to do them. I do not know what my title is in heaven that is the Lord's decision, not mine. All I know is that while I am on this earth, I am to follow the Lord and He will teach me and guide me.

October 10, 2013

This morning I kept having the dream that my house had dings and imperfections. The house is solid but it is not perfect. That's all.

October 22, 2013

I have had several dreams but they came fast and I remember very little of them.

Today, I fasted, No food or drink until the sun sets. The one thing that keeps going through my mind is that tomorrow, Prince of England has the coronation for their son. They are having it at the same place where Princess Diana spent her last night on earth.

In the prophecy's given to Ray, the Lord says that on the day of the coronation, blood will flow. The lord says someone is going to be killed (? Prince William?). They are holding the coronation at 3 o'clock, and all of the royal family will be there.

Yesterday, I kept feeling a very heavy presence in the spiritual world. That the next event will soon take place.

October 29, 2013

This morning I was dreaming but then something unusual happened. As I was dreaming, a man appeared and said, "Start the washing machine." The dream I was in, was still playing in the background when the man appeared. It was almost like a dream within a dream.

When I told the wife and Tammy this dream, my wife blew it off, but Tammy and I said it at the same time. "Let the cleansing begin." We had no idea that the other was going to say the exact same thing, but we did.

November 24, 2013

November has been quiet for some reason. The last couple of nights I kept dreaming quick dreams. Could never really focus on them, but then this morning I woke up with the words, "Let the first wave begin."

There is tightness in the spiritual world. Almost tense but more of anticipation and let the things of the Lord begin. Let the Lord and His presence be known. The troubles are so very close now.

After writing this I remembered I dreamed a dream early this month. I was standing at the doorway of house. There was a whole row of houses; I was just part of a complete block. These were the houses in heaven. They were white, the same houses I have dreamed in several other dreams. All the others were standing at their doors also. We are all excited because we knew the times have already begun. We were happy that the cleansing is about to take place.

December 2013

December was fairly quiet except for one reoccurring dream. I kept seeing me in a room with tables set up. Everyone was sitting down at the tables and doing their work. As I looked, I noticed there was a cup in the center of where I was supposed to sit down at. In the cup there were several writing instruments.

I never did sit down, but I did dream the same dream about five or six times.

January 5, 2014

This morning I had a very vivid dream. I was in a white boat floating down a stream. On the shore there about 15 or 20 people waiting to be picked up. I told the people to be very careful where they step, because just below the surface of the water were about twenty alligators following the boat. They were behind the boat, not directly below it. The gators were hungry and ready to pounce on any opportunity that may arise.

I was not the only one in the boat. There were three or four other people and we were there simply to help. I do remember two of the figures. I only saw them from the back, never did see their face. Their hair was just at the shoulders, dark in color, un-brushed, and you could tell that they had been working. To think about it now, the men resembled fishermen from the old, Israel days, clothes and all.

January 10, 2014

Earlier this week, I had been asking the Lord what was going to happen to this area where I live. One morning about 300 am. I woke up hearing this, "The town of Bassett will be underground." I will not speculate on the meaning.

Many times the Lord gives us specific dreams that stand out. I do not try to interpret them because more often than not, I am wrong if I attempt to. The Lord's way is more in depth and carries multiple meanings that as a man, I cannot comprehend in this life.

Last night I kept asking the Lord what was coming next. I cannot really remember the dream that came after that, except that I came away from it with economic crash. The other dream was I looking across fields and saw two or three tornados develop in the distance. I was safe but I could see the vortex start to form and then it stayed on the ground for a while.

February 1st

This morning I had dreamed about lions. In the neighbors' yard, there were 8 or 9 full, grown female lions. There were looking for a fight. They saw the dogs and when the dogs started barking, a couple of lions started to chase them. I walked outside and yelled at the lions but it did not scare them away. They went after the dog that was within just a few feet of me. I ran back inside the garage and closed the door. I never heard any other sounds, no fighting, no nothing.

It was like the lions were evil spirits just waiting for the chance to hurt me. They stayed out of the yard, but they were always at the property line.

I have dreamed a very similar dream before, but it was several months back.

The Lord had given the prophecy to Ray, on how the evil spirits are all around just waiting for victims, just the day before.

February 20, 2014

Last night I had a dream about snakes. I was standing looking at several snake holes in the ground. Then I saw a snake and wanted to kill it. By the time I had found some tools a large snake disappeared into a hole. He was going in and out of the holes and all I could see was his back. There were about six holes.

When I went to work today, I had to go up to the main office. When I walked in, the way the people were standing, they were in the exact spots of the holes in the dream. My perspective was the same as in the dream. It was strange, because I always get an eerie feeling when I go in the office. Where I had seen the large snake, there sat the dean of economic development.

On looking back, maybe the Lord was trying to show me how evil had gotten into the office. It is not that they are mean people, but maybe because they have their feet planted in this world. What I get from the office is simply very vindictive. If you cross them or bring up their underhanded dealings, they will try to eliminate you from your position.

I pray for the Lord to continue His protection. He led me to this spot and it is only through our Lord that I shall remain. I do not do well with dishonesty and inflated egos, but I pray for patience and protection. Please Lord forgive me and please help me through this.

March 5, 2014

Last night I had a dream about a man on a motorcycle. On the front of the bike was a 6-7 ft. chainsaw attachment. The rider could lift the bar up and down. He was dressed in all black and the bike was jet black. He lowered the chainsaw blade and tried to run it into my back. He had a very sadistic smile as he was doing this. I had sidestepped the blade and just looked at the man. The blade missed me by about a foot, but he was just smiling and smirking.

Lately I have the feeling that I am trying to be attacked by demonic beings. I know the Lord is my protection and it is in Him that only I will trust. I am not sure exactly why the attack except for the end is very near and Satan is trying his best to derail people from following our Lord. I stand with the Lord and whatever happens to me is to glorify the Lord or it is for my benefit. Either way, the Lord is our strength and protection. It is through the Holy Father and the love of Jesus that we can overcome anything that happens.

Yes, I am worried a little about the future but I also have a great peace about me. It is strange to feel both the feelings at the same time.

March 18, 2014

This morning I had another dream. I was standing on a narrow beach with trees lining the edge of the beach. I kept looking at the ocean. I kept getting the sense that I was looking to the east and the sun was about the eleventh hour, just before noon.

As I was walking in the water, others were playing not far from me. I found myself in the water with another man in the water beside me. The first wave came in and lifted us up about two feet, then the next wave came and lifted us about three feet.

Then the third wave came and I was caught up in the wave. The wave was sixty feet tall and moving very fast. I was in the crest of the wave, at the very top of the wave. When it lifted me up, I squealed like a little kid. I was feeling fear but at the same time, I was not afraid. It is hard to explain that feeling. The guide that was with me was still sitting in the water and was not affected by the giant wave at all. I mean the wave passed directly by him, but his water level never changed. He started laughing when I squealed like a kid. I looked down at him from the top of the wave with a puzzled look. I woke up at that moment.

Post note: For the last several weeks I have been getting the number 11 again with a sense of impending danger. After I woke up this morning, I turned on the news and they soon started talking about that Connecticut had voted to approve assisted suicide. I am not sure if the two are related, but in time we will see.

April 1, 2014

Occurrence:

I had to go to Vegas for a convention. When I first got there, I got the gambling bug. So over the next two days, I played slots and of course lost. At the end, I played my last money and was headed back to the room. Just then a transvestite passed me on the casino floor. He was mad all dressed in high heels and short skirt. He disgusted me and I thought I was literally going to be sick. I promised the Lord at that moment, that I will never play slots again.

The things in Vegas were everything that the Lord hates. I mean even the water tastes funny. The following day, I went to Walmart looking for a red ribbon to wear in remembrance of the plight of the Lord's people. I could not find one so I prayed a silent pray and asked the Lord to show me where one is. Just then I walked around and within two minutes, I found a red lanyard. I wore it for the next few days.

That evening I was talking with Lori and she said how they do not speak about the Lord in their house. She had a miscarriage earlier and she was very angry and hurt. I told her we may never know why it happened in this lifetime. She agreed.

April 2, 2014

I was staying at my nieces' house and had a dream that night. I was one of several passengers on a school bus going down a steep, winding mountain road. I knew the driver was going to wreck and take all of us to our death. I got up and the next scene was all of us (7-8) jumped out of the back of the bus on safe ground just one second before the bus went over a cliffs edge and plunged to the ground below.

On Friday morning, just below Boulder City, as we left Vegas, there was an upside down rainbow in the sky. It looked like the heavens were smiling. It was beautiful.

May 15, 2014

This month has been quiet except for two dreams.

The first one happened a couple of nights ago. A man was kneeling down in front of a big box as if he was working on it. He turned to me and said, "75". That is all he said and then I woke up.

The dream this morning was strange. I was walking down a sidewalk and I felt a bump on my leg. I turned and there were two men standing against the side. What was unusual that both of them were about eight feet tall and very skinny, as if they had been literally stretched out.

When I turned, the black man was saying something. I told him I was sorry for bumping into him and he still kept running his mouth. I looked up at him again and told him I already apologized and I said it again, excuse me.

As I was walking away, he told his friend, "If he ever does that again, I am just going to tear him up." By that time I was several feet away; I just raised my left hand in the air and brushed him off. I never heard anything else and then I woke up. I felt like they were demons, but I was not scared in the dream.

May 25, 2014

This morning I was dreaming I was on the top of a mountain. In every direction, I could see the tops of mountains. The tops were in the fall colors, red, yellow, and burnt orange. All I could see is the tops, one right after another. Then a voice of a lady called to me and said "the river is over here." I went over and looked.

On my left side, a little to the back, I could see a stagnant pond. It was several feet across but just a small pond. I looked over the edge in front of me and saw a raging river that had overflown the banks and flooded a large area. The flooded area was several miles wide. The water was moving very fast and causing whitecaps from the turbulence.

Then I started thinking, where was the river? I looked to the right and said there it is. It was a narrow river and it had cut very deep into the rock and flowed like that for a very long distance.

It seemed like the large river narrowed into the smaller but I could not see where they were joined. I remember thinking how could such a small river handle the flow of a great flood.

June 12, 2014

This morning I had the same dream twice before I woke up. I was looking at a subdivision. All that was left were the slabs and some traces of limb branches. I mean it was total destruction. There was not any other debris; it was as if all the trash had been blown clean.

I keep getting the impression that a storm caused it. At first I was thinking nuclear, but it was the aftermath of a great tornado or hurricane.

Occurrence: The first part of July, I was thinking about the Lord and the world. The Lord had said that he is releasing the hurricane that will hit the U.S. As I was thinking about it, a tremendous feeling of sadness overtook me and I started crying. That has never happened before. I looked at the hurricane names and the third one is Cristo which means in Christ. I am not sure if this is what the Lord is talking about but it is a coincidence. (Cristobal faded in the Atlantic with no damage)

July 19, 2014

This morning I had two dreams that I dreamed before.

In the first one, I was putting something together. I was working on a corner of a box. The room seemed more like a workroom or prep area. I cannot really remember the rest of it.

The second dream I was standing outside in the country. I was standing on an invisible line that went beyond my line of sight. I was on a corner or a bend. I kept getting the senses that I was like a guard on this line. There was somebody on right and left standing on the same line. There was probably 15-20 feet between each person.

I kept sensing that this was my spot and nothing was getting past me unless the Lord allowed them.

I had a similar dream where I was the guard or keeper/provider earlier this month but I never wrote it down.

Occurrence: I had been wondering what my purpose in the worlds chaos is and kept talking to the Lord about it. A few days later, I was standing looking out the garage door window when I saw a mama bird feeding her young. Her young could fly and was following mom around still being fed. At the same time, another bird showed up and one of his legs were broken. He hopped around and managed to find food without very much problem. I kept sensing in my heart that I am supposed to help take care of the injured and feed the kids. This was several days after the first keeper/provider dream. This happened last week.

July 19, 2014 at 9:11

Occurrence: I went into the bedroom and I was drawn to the clock. It said 9-11. I am wondering if the Lord is revealing a date as He has in the past.

July 20, 2014

Occurrence:

This morning when I was driving, I was listening to a sermon on the radio about how we have to learn to wait on the Lord.

Three hours later, I had the verse Psalms 27 laid upon me:

Psalms: 27:14: Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Man wants to know everything now, but patience is learned. The timing of the Lord is His for when we follow Him with our whole heart, He is the one that nurtures our growth.

July 25, 2014

Earlier this week, when I woke up, I had this thought put on me. "... are going to want you to go in a different direction". I do not know if the college is going to try and get me to do more or if this is talking about spiritual growth.

The other thing is I keep getting eleven again. It seems almost every day lately that I keep looking at a clock at precisely 11 or 111. I feel there is another disaster coming to the US and it seems to be around the first of September. Time will tell.

August 4, 2014

The last couple of mornings, I have been having the same general dream. I was in the final stages of setting up a safe place. There were lots of people around and I always seem to be on the corner finishing my work. In the last one, I was talking to a red headed lady and I could sense urgency in our conversation. She seemed a little bit worried and I was trying to calm her by talking as I was completing my tasks.

August 9, 2014

Somewhere around this time, I dreamed again that I was on the corner completing my tasks. This time I was on the outside of the boundary finishing my work. There was a lady on the other side pleading for me to come back within the boundary. She was concerned with my safety and that is why she pleaded so hard. What was strange was that on the inside of the corner there were four round depressions about two inches into the ground. I was telling the lady that it was alright, there were just some finishing details that I had to complete. I was trying to reassure her.

Occurrence:

Lori Ann and family are in town, so they wanted to have a picnic at the lake. Almost everybody was there and everyone seemed to have good time. What was different, most of the adults were sitting outside in the screened in room. I went to the sliding glass doors and said goodbye to everyone. I turned and walked about ten feet and I heard stop. I turned around and looked at the family. Just then the Holy Spirit spoke and said, "This is the last time you will see them." I looked back at the family then turned my head to the right and told the Holy Spirit, "OK". I turned around and walked out the door. (That was the last time I saw my brother with most of the family. I saw him several times after that but never in that family setting at the lake.)

August 14, 2014

Grandma Ellen passed away this morning a little after 4:00. She was 94.

August 16, 2014

This morning I had a dream where again I was standing at a corner of the war zone. This time the ground was solid. I was standing on a large metal plate that had ornamental carvings. It was a very solid plate with no weakness and it was immovable. There were others on the line, all of us ready.

Then I heard the voice and it said," it has begun". I woke up.

August 24, 2014

This morning I woke up with the words "Bill Eeves". The Spirit said it twice. It could mean believe, or Belize. I am not sure but I am sure I will find out.

August 25, 2014

Occurrence:

This morning I was praying and asked the Lord to show me the next disaster coming to the states. I found myself looking at the West coast and I saw several black plumes of smoke like bombs had gone off. I could see the ocean and these plumes were near the coastline. Either it is another earthquake or it is terrorist activity. It was almost as if the gas main was erupting in several spots or precision bombs were hitting.

The next thing that I was shown was a large wave crashing into a four or five story building. This was on the East coast.

August 30, 2014

This morning I kept waking up with the word accesso. Accesso, accesso, I kept hearing it. I heard it several times repeating itself. What was unusual that the tone was an excited tone, a tone with gladness.

In Spanish, accesso means to grant access.

September 1, 2014

Last night I had the same dream that I have had for the last three nights. I was standing talking to a woman. She seemed a little worried about something but I was just talking and trying to calm her down. Nothing major happened except I was trying to help her.

Occurrence:

Yesterday, we had a bbq. The folks, sis, and Mike with the four kids came over. I had asked the Lord several times before they got here, "Please Lord, do not let it rain on the folks." At the end before they left, Dad and the kids and I loaded up the picnic table and were standing there talking waiting on mom. I felt a few drops of rain but I never thought much about it. Mom came out and we were talking and then dad said, "Look over there, it is raining. I have never seen it do this." When I looked over toward the shop, the rain was coming down. But I noticed around the truck, there was sunlight. It was like the truck was circled in sunlight but everywhere else it was shadowed. We never got wet although the shop was only fifty feet from us.

My reaction when dad pointed it out was a very quiet smile and the thought of how the Lord does hear us every minute of every day.

September 9, 2014

Occurrence:

Last week I had taught a class for new hires. After the class was over, a young lady came up and started to ask questions about her job title and what she would be doing. I had no idea. The Lord came up and then we shared thoughts on just a couple of things. She had calmed down when she left.

Dreams:

Several nights last week, I kept having a dream where I was in a well-protected vehicle and I was helping people on the street. The last one I was driving a beefed up (almost like a small tank-lots of armor) car and going to help someone. I had stopped in the middle of the road and was talking to a lady who seemed scared.

The other dream I was watching my uncle Butch talking to some older men. They were playing cards or something and then an argument started. In the next scene, I was putting a bag under a pile of rocks to hide and I heard shouting coming from across the street. My uncle and a man were rolling around on the ground fighting. Another older man was screaming to break it up and that drew more attention. Just then about two or three young men were heading to the older men. I just looked at all the ruckus and turned around and walked away. (Lately with my grandmothers death, I was wondering where Butch was. This dream happened a couple of days later.)

Occurrence:

Today I went to the Crisp center to do some work. About 1030, I stepped outside and was smoking. Just then two students pulled up. They came over and the three of us were talking. Ked was Ked, just a good ole fella. Mark on the other hand seemed distraught. Something was bothering him. I asked what was wrong and he really would not say. The Lord came up with the three of us and I told Mark, if it was people around him that caused him to make bad judgments, then he needs to find other friends. Ked looked at him and told him I was a good one to talk with. Mark agreed and said that he and I have talked several times before about the Lord. I gave him my home number and told him if he needs someone to listen, call me.

September 12, 2014

This morning I had several dreams back to back. It was almost a montage, a flood of dreams. In all of them I was in some sort of vehicle looking for people that needed help. In the last one, I was seeing military uniforms on some of the people. Even with the chaos that was there, I felt I was protected. The vehicles kept changing, but the sense of protection never left me.

Sept. 16, 2014

This morning I was dreaming I was in a brick room. I saw the air moving around like a tornado inside the room. My back was pressed against one wall due to the force of the whirlwind. In the next scene, I was outside looking through rubble for those who have been hurt. I woke up then.

September 23, 2014

This morning the dream was strange. Mike and I had gone somewhere. It was like a community but the people there were strange. It was like they had no self-direction and they were just mindless people doing whatever they were told. They had fined me $300 for talking and asking questions. They fined Mike $4500 for parking in a wrong spot. It seemed they kept people in line by issuing fines.

I was trying to find a way out and with someone else help, we were going outside. Right off the bat, I realized they had taken my ride already. The other person said we can go down a ways and catch a bus. I wanted to get to the woods, at least then I would have a chance. That bus idea did not set well with me but I agreed we had to leave. As we were leaving, a person in the crowd recognized me and started to make a fuss. He said I was the person in the hat although I was not wearing a hat anymore. He distorted his face by pulling on his head and stretched his head into a demonic, misshaped face. He was showing others how I had disguised myself. We never stopped walking and all I could think was I had to get out of there.

When I woke up, it was like the Lord was showing me what happens to people who take the mark of the beast. They have no direction, will follow whatever they are told, and they constantly look for others to bring them down. A society that has no meaning of the word Love.

September 25, 2014

This morning I dreamed myself and another man were lured under false pretense to a place where we were taken into custody. In the next scene. We were being forced to watch or participate in some ceremony. It was strange. There was a figure, cannot really say if it was a man or a demon, just a figure who was in charge. He commanded me to be one side and another man to be on the other side. It was as if the figure was fixing to summon a very evil and revengeful spirit. Just then a female guide showed up and she said we had to leave and get out of there. The three of us started to leave but the figure could still see us. He was very mad and was trying to come after us and call for others to recapture us.

In the place, there were like long, tall flower boxes. When we started to leave, I jumped over the box and the guide seemed to float over it. Then we were in between the boxes where the figure could no longer see us. The other man went another way but he was still visible to the figure. The figure was still screaming as we worked our way out. I woke up then.

September 26, 2014

Occurrence: For the last several weeks the 11 is becoming stronger. I keep seeing 1101 and 1110. No meaning or voices, almost daily I have been looking at the clock at exactly 1101. I can sense heaviness in the spirit but nothing is clear.

September 30, 2014

Last night I had a dream where I was in a mountain valley and was looking for gold. Where I was digging and sifting I spotted the gold. The ground was a tannish light brown color and I noticed the gold nuggets were a lighter color. Just then I heard a commotion to my right. Down from me about 150 yards was another man looking. A man approached him and took over his claim. Directly behind me, I heard a gunshot and turned around. Two men had come up on another miner, shot him and took over his claim. There was another man on my left about 150 yards and some men took over his claim.

What was strange was that I was afraid they were going to see me and come and take over my spot. I was in the wide open and very visible. They never did see me or even attempted to bother me. I woke up then.

October 1, 2014

This morning I dreamed of Paula. She was extremely happy. She was dusting off items and someone spoke to her. She looked in their direction and smiled from ear to ear. She just kept cleaning, wiping down items. She was so happy. I cannot describe how happy she was, she was very content, like she had come home pain free.

The room she was wiping down had a gold and brass reflection to it. The furniture and other objects had a very similar reflection. They were not dirty, it was pristine clean. The first item she was dusting was almost like a brass vase but it had gold overtones. The she walked around and started cleaning another area. Her smile never faded. She was home. (Paula passed in early December)

October 10, 2014

Last night as I was falling asleep, I was asking the Lord the meaning on 11-01 that I have been getting lately. Then I started to get the picture of the gulf coast. What was unusual was that there were several spots that were flashing bright red and other areas with a severe yellow light. It was as if the three red flashing areas were going to be hit by a major storm. Instead of the storm coming inland as they normally do, this one coming will hug the coastline.

October 27, 2014

This morning I had a dream or an occurrence, not sure which one. I saw a 1 symbol and the Lord said He is going to do one miracle. What was strange is that when I turned on the TV to the weather channel this morning, they were showing the tropical storm developing in the gulf. The symbol that I saw this morning was the very symbol that the weather channel was using

November 12, 2014

Last week when I woke up, the first thing out of my mouth was "This house is going to be a field hospital." I had been asking the Lord what role are we going to participate in and that is what I received.

My dreams have been quiet so far this month, but I keep getting the feeling of the seriousness of the world and how it is going to get bad.

Occurrence: Last Friday, I had meetings to attend to at the college. What disgusted me were the people. So many of the people acted like they were high and mighty, looking for their sense of success. Their idea of success is a position of power and money in their pocket. It was very sad and somewhat disturbing. What I saw in some of them was vindictive. If you cross them, they have no problem turning on you.

When I got home, I turned the TV to a movie about how a man sold his soul to the devil to achieve his definition of success. Near the end of the movie, the man had his success but at the same time he lost all self-respect for himself. Everyone else kept praising him but he never found true happiness. I felt the Lord was showing me how many people are after the things of this world and very few actually search for our Lord and Jesus. On the prophecy website, Ray had posted a vision on how people are so lukewarm. They run after the things of this world and then briefly search God's word. After their very short time with our Lord, they go right back to the things of this world.

Occurrence: Monday, Bruce had come in a little early and he started talking about the dreams that I had let him start to read. The one comment he made was, "Alright Lord, what do you want me to gain from this reading?" I was taken back by that because it hit home. We never know where the Lord will take us or who He will put us in contact with. Everything can be a learning lesson if we look deep enough. Bruce is a minister and another man in the class is thinking about becoming a Deacon at his church. From what I gather from Bruce, his pastor and most of that church is lukewarm.

There are no coincidences with the Lord.

November 24, 2014

The last couple of nights the dreams have been rapid fire. One that stands out was this morning I was dreaming I was in front of a group of people searching for maybe lost or trapped individuals. Then the dream changed and I was at the back of the crowd, almost like a shepherd as they herd the sheep to a safe place.

November 30, 2014

A couple of days ago I was dreaming of a frying pan. A burger was being cooked. As I was pulling the burger up on the spatula it turned to the number 11. The burger was done then it changed into a number.

I dreamed the same dream twice.

Other dreams have again been rapid fire with very little detail being remembered. I feel an oppression in the spiritual world. The spirits are getting restless and the time is very short before chaos reigns. I can sense a heaviness of the spirit but also joy. Many people will be killed over the next few years but it has to happen for the Lord to show us His glory. There must be a purging before the new kingdom will come. The time is now.

December 6, 2014

Occurrence:

Tuesday, one of the puppies was buried. When I was going out in the yard with little one in my arms, I kept getting the sense that I was going to bury three more. Yesterday afternoon, when I went out to the barrel, I had expected to pull one dead out of it. I ended up pulling out two dead and the third was in the process of dying. She lasted about two hours, then she twitched her front leg, let out a whimper, and her eyes rolled back into her head. She was barely breathing at the time but she fought to the end. I had prayed and asked the Lord to take her and ease her suffering. Within the hour she was gone. This makes four total.

Dream:

This morning I had several dreams with the same overall tone. Be careful, dangers around me are increasing. Then I had this dream twice. I was standing on an eight foot step ladder. There were four lions of different colors being agitated and wanting to find something to devour. There was a fifth lion that was under the ladder trying his best to bite me and tear me up. Every time he went for a bite or tried to claw me, he just missed me by hairs. There was someone else just outside the barrier that the other lions were after. I told him it was time to get out of there because we could not hold them back much longer. The dream ended there.

December 23, 2014

For the last week or two I have been having very similar dreams. I keep seeing a large group of people and somehow I am responsible for them. It was as if they are the people who I will help. Different versions of the dream but the same over-all tone was there. Last night I was seeing the same group but I was in the sky looking down on them. It looked like a white rectangle from the air.

Just as I woke up this morning, I heard, "Your name has been chosen." I heard the same words twice.

Dreams 2015

January 2, 2015

For the last week or two I have been having the same dreams or versions of the same. Every time I am in a war in the spiritual world. I never could see the whole battle but I was on the front lines doing battle. I could not see my opponent but it was a war. I never faltered or was pushed back. I just kept fighting advancing slowly.

January 4, 2015

This morning the dream was about helping someone. I was standing talking to a young man and showing him how to prepare for the upcoming wars. I was showing him some hand gestures that will help in battle. I kept having the feeling that I was going to help many people prepare.

Although we were talking about the wars I was helping him prepare spiritually. The wars of man are one thing, but there is a war in the spiritual world that is happening now. As the Lord says, the upcoming events are all about control in the spirit world. Satan wants to take over but he knows his time is very short. The spiritual war is far greater than any war man could manage.

January 8, 2015

This week two dreams stood out. In the first one, I was standing in the war zone, the same one as in the other dreams. I was still fighting and swinging. The dream ended there.

About three days later, I had this dream. I was again standing in the war zone. This time the blackness had lifted and I could see all around me. There were scars from the war all around but I never did see any fallen bodies or anything like that. What was different, when I looked to my right, there was a man dressed in white with a tablet in his hand. I looked at him and he said, "I count every step." I looked puzzled at him and he stated it again, "I count every step." After he said that, he gave me a reassuring smile that all will work out fine. I was taken back by his smile. The ground around us was scarred from the battle but he had been watching the entire battle that lasted for several days.

January 17, 2015

Two nights ago, I had a dream where I was standing in front of a row of doors. There were eleven or twelve doors and behind each door stood a person. As I was walking past each door, I knew who was standing behind the door or I knew their personality. I said what each one represented as I walked by them. I woke up and recounted each description, but then I fell back asleep and could not remember when I finally did wake up that morning.

Over the last two nights there were three or four other dreams but I cannot remember what they were.

January 20, 2015

Dream: It was the in the early hours of one morning. The school was empty, there was nobody else around. I went out back and sat in a window sill. I was smoking when I noticed in the darkness there was a young man with a military helmet on. I knew he was watching me and so I puffed one last time on the cigarette. I knew the red glow would draw attention. Just then I saw the smoke trail of the RPG and the missile was headed directly at me. I jumped to the ground and lay flat. The RPG went through the window and exploded inside the building. I did not get hurt in any way.

January 22, 2015

Dream: I was busy getting some projects done but at the same time, impending danger was on the horizon. The buildings that I was working in were fixing to be flooded. I knew the flood was coming and I was trying to get another guy to finish up and get to safety. As we left one building, we went into another one and the people were in a panic. Inside the building the entrance way opened up into a large room with two spiral staircases leading to the upper floors. There was a lady there and I told her we had to get to higher ground. She looked at me and started for the stairs. There were about twenty other people going up the stairs and I was the last one to go up.

What was strange was the fact that the flood was not coming from waves across the surface of ground. It was the ground water that was rising, flooding basements first and then constantly rising. The flood was coming from below. Everyone got to safety and the dream ended.

January 26, 2015

Occurrence:

Yesterday morning, our dog Little Bit came in from running. He had been in a fight and suffered internal injuries. We made him comfortable and he made it through the night. This morning, about 7, I was tending to him. He had gotten worse overnight and had very little strength left in him. My wife, mother in law, and myself all said a prayer and asked the Lord if he was not going to make it, then please take him and end his suffering. Just before 11:00 o'clock, I was standing there smoking a cigarette and the Lord said, "It is done." A tremendous peace fell upon me and I knew it was time. I finished smoking then turned around and his breathing had stopped. I felt his heartbeat and then it started to slow down. Within just two minutes, he was gone. He did not moan, cry, or whimper. He died very peacefully, lying in his bed. I buried Little Bit just before I had to leave for work.

What amazes me is how the Lord does hear our prayers even on the slightest thing. The three of us did not pray for ourselves, but we prayed for him. If our Lord can show such compassion for a dog, then how much more compassion does He have for us? How many signs and wonders must one see to believe in Jesus and His overwhelming love?

February 25, 2015

This month has been quiet except for one particular dream. I was standing on the top of a mountain with a shovel in my hand. Just to the left of me were four holes that I had just finished filling in. On top of the mountain, the view I had was of all the surrounding hills. I could not see anything else except for tree tops. No meaning was ever given for the holes.

March 4, 2015

This morning I was standing on the top of a mountain. On my right side, I was putting together glass vases. They were not plain vases; they did have a little detail with them.

Then the dream switched, and I started to put together glass vases on my left side. This time, the vases had a lot more of intricate detail with them. The vases were beautiful, crystal clear glass with absolutely no flaws. Some of the details resembled a rose, showing the beauty of the carvings.

March 15, 2015

This morning I was again standing on the mountain top. The knoll was grassy and all I could see were the tree tops. A cable encircled the top and I was not supposed to cross the barrier. The cable was only about a foot off of the ground but I knew it was not time to cross the cable. I kept looking down the mountain like I was waiting for something and waiting to get involved.

Yesterday morning, I woke up and could not get China out of mind. I had several dreams but somehow they were about China.

March 25, 2015

Dream: I was one of several people going up the side of a mountain. This mountain was the heavenly white, great boulders and ledges were jutting out everywhere. It was no problem to crawl up any side.

This mountain was one of several that seemed to line the outline of a pit. In the pit were massive lions waiting to tear up anything that gets close to them. I was on the bottom edge of the mountain. There were three male lions literally at my feet. I could have reached out with my foot and touched their back. I was scared and asking the Lord for protection. It would have been no problem for the lions to devour me.

As I was standing there with my back pressed up against the wall. I noticed several people trying their best to climb the mountain. They were almost running up the side to find safety. All of a sudden, lions that had been hiding inside the mountain, burst through the rock and jumped on the people. The lions had jumped on them with such force; they were taken back to the ground. This happened to three different people scaling the hillside. This is when I got real scared. I never got hurt in anyway but I was very scared.

The only thought that keeps going through my mind is that people will try anyway they know to find safety in the Lord, but they do it in their own way and never truly love our Lord. The Lord will have His day of retribution.

April 20, 2015

Last week two occurrences had occurred. One morning I woke up with the name Dena Rich. And the following morning, I woke up with the date May 5th. I have no meaning for either one, but time will tell.

April 22, 2015

Last night while I was falling asleep, I kept asking the Lord the meaning of May 5. I never received an answer but I did have the following dream the next morning.

I was in a room sitting at the head of a bed. The bed had a gold tone spread that was absolutely clean with no wrinkles. At the end of the bed, dad was standing there removing his wristwatch, wedding band, and another ring. I had asked him what he was doing. He replied, "I am fixing to die. I want to make sure my brother gets these things." He then took about three steps and stopped. His face had turned a ghostly white, with absolutely no color left in it. He was wearing a short sleeve shirt but his arms still had their natural color. Just then his body went into a horizontal position about shoulder high. All of a sudden, his body hit the ground. He was dead before he hit the ground. As he was lying there, I noticed his right temple had hit the ground first. There was a large bruise and goose egg on his right temple.

The two events may be linked but then again, they may not be. I did ask the Lord for a confirmation to the dream by showing me a dove in a certain location in the backyard. This morning, the doves were very active but a dove never landed on the ridge of the shop. They did land near it, on the power line within just a few feet of me, and in several other places.

May 27, 2015

Dad is still doing ok. At the first of the month I kept having a reoccurring dream where I had opened the tablet that I had seen in other dreams. This time the nine boxes were empty but it signified they had been released.

Another dream I was riding in the back of a truck or an open vehicle. I passed this black lady who was talking to several people that were around her. I tried to get her attention and say hello, but she never looked up and just continued her conversation. She was telling the group about the things to come. The feeling I had was that both of us were on the same mission but at different stages. She was sharing and I was headed for the battlefield.

June 3, 2015

Last night I had two dreams that stood out. In the first dream I was walking down a road and ahead of me, the road turned into cobblestone. The cobblestones were a silver color and every other stone was raised about two inches above the others. It was a checkered board pattern. The road was still very passable but it was strange. It looked like it may be a bumpy ride but the bumps were small. A silver cobblestone road. I have had this dream several times in the last few weeks but it was never completely clear.

In the other dream I found myself going to look for a building at the edge of a lake. Someone had built a house there and I went through the den to get to the backyard. As I was looking around for the building I noticed the area where it had been. I did not understand how the building disappeared. When I went back into the house, the lady of the house and her daughter met me. I introduced myself and told her I was looking for the building. She said she knew who I was and the building had been torn down some time back. She told me the building was rotten and had to be destroyed. What got me was that I knew she was lying. The building was just a small building much like a tool shed. We had built the building and knew that it was structurally sound. I could not understand why she had lied. They tore down the building to improve their view of their lake.

June 19, 2015

Occurrence: Over the last several days, one of the puppies started to show signs of Parvo. He had gotten worse over the days and today his strength was just about gone. I knew he was not going to make it and I said he would not make it until nightfall. I had told myself that he would die before the sunset. This was around 12-1 o'clock. When I had got done saying that, the Holy Spirit impressed upon me that the puppy would be gone at three o'clock. He was correcting me ever so quietly. Like a soft whisper that you could barely hear. His compassion and love came through. The puppy died at 5 minutes after three.

I keep thinking how the Lord has asked all of us to pray at three and seven every day. All day that thought has continually gone through my mind.

June 20, 2015

Vision: This happened several days back. I found myself standing in a room. Around the edge of the room, there were quite a few stainless steel doors. The kind of doors that you would see at a morgue. The room itself was a very large room, almost the size of a high school gym. All around the room were stretchers with people in body bags. The bags were not zipped up completely and the head of all the corpses were visible. It seemed that they had not been identified yet. I noticed three men in military army uniforms that were near the entrance door. Their bodies had no visible signs of how their death had occurred but their clothes were very clean. They were Majors and Colonels dressed in full military dress.

The whole room was a massive morgue. I never did see any corpse that had any physical damage. They were in a holding pattern while others kept coming in and a few people in white uniforms walking around.

June 23, 2015

Dream: There were two flatbed trailers rolling down a road. They were not being pulled by anything but they were moving under their own power. The trailers had no side rails and they were white in color. It seemed as if they were traveling down a road but they could not cross over the invisible divider into the others lane.

I was on the trailer on the left and I was fighting a dark figure. I mean it was a fight. We were engaged in a battle but we never fell off the trailer. The trailer was still rolling and never veered out of its path. This went on for a little ways down the road. The trailer that was on my right, was white and it traveled right beside the one on the left. In the next scene, I was standing on the right trailer and the dark figure had vanished. The entire left side of the road, trailer and all, just faded into emptiness.

July 7, 2015

Occurrence: Toward the end of last week, I was in a funk. For about three days, there was a heaviness about me and my mind was not in a good place. My wife was on the internet catching up on the latest Facebook news. I was sitting just a few feet away when I felt a spirit leave my body. It was as if a great wind had blown the unclean spirit out of my body. Not only did I feel the presence exit but I saw it as well. It was a very dark spirit, jet black in color. There were no features of a face or a body, just a black spirit. I saw the darkness as it pulled out of me. I was surprised and shocked. When the spirit left, it was like a switch had been turned off. The heaviness that I was feeling, was replaced with a sense of joy. The change in thoughts and actions happened immediately. I felt like I was back to my normal self.

July 7, 2015

Dream: This morning I was standing on a road talking to several women. The women were busy talking to themselves, planning and preparing. I was confused and bewildered because I did not know what to do next. They were explaining some things to me but I could never fully understand what they were trying to tell me. This dream has been reoccurring for several nights now.

July 19, 2015

Had the same dream as above but with a little more clarity. The road I was standing on was in front of my house. The two ladies, one dark hair and the other was strawberry blonde. There was debris all around the yards and in the street. It seemed like a great storm had just passed and I was looking at the damage.

Behind the house there seemed to be a black void, like it was swallowed up by the earth. Across the road in front of the houses the structures had taken heavy damage. The dark hair lady was busy telling me the things coming and how to prepare. It was strange, we both looked as if we were about the same age but her spirit was one of old. Their clothes were the heavenly cleaned like in other dreams. With all the damage and destruction around us, they did not have even one speck of dirt on their clothing.

How close is the destruction??

July 26, 2015

This morning I was again standing on the road holding a can. I was puzzled on what I was supposed to do next. I knew the can contained the spiritual gifts. At the same time, I understood that it is not time to fully open the gifts. I simply stood there, looking at the can and the surrounding area. In the neighborhood and in the distant, I could still sense destruction.

August 10, 2015

Occurrence: Today we had reconvening at the college. While I was standing there waiting for the meeting to start I saw Ms. Dorris come up. I was looking at her with a puzzled look. Something was different about her but I could not put my finger on it. She had not changed her hair or anything, but something was different. Just then she turned sideways and I saw the baby bump. I smiled and then the Holy Spirit spoke. He said, "It is a girl." I smiled again. She is not far enough along for an ultrasound to determine the baby's gender.

Update: In January, I walked by Ms. Dorris just as she was showing another lady a picture of her newborn. It was a girl with black curly hair.

August 11, 2015

Two nights ago I had this dream.

I was standing in a courtyard that was on earth not in heaven. It seemed to be a protective area that the Lord set up to protect His children. The buildings were of a similar white adobe structures like in other dreams. I was in the yard talking to another person. My thoughts went to thinking about my wife and disabled son and how they would fare with the upcoming troubles. Just then my focus was drawn to a house with a white sheet that covered the entire house. I felt the Lord was showing me that they would be protected but they would not be involved in the destruction of things. I will be out there trying to help who I can, but they will not be.

My wife had a dream several weeks back about her drowning. She said it scared her very bad. I do not know what all is coming for I have only been shown a very few things. I know the Lord will protect His and I will not question our Lord.

Many times things happen that we do not understand. It is by faith and love alone that the Lord will show us the truth. Sadness we will have but it is only for a short time. If anybody leaves this world before the destruction starts, then they are truly blessed because they do not have to endure what the rest of us have to.

August 18, 2015

Last week I was dreaming of storage units. The storage units were surrounded by a chain link fence and there was a man standing at the gate. I was inside a storage unit and I slowly opened the door. I did not see anything except for the man at the gate. I closed the door and a few minutes later I went to open it again. This time I opened the roll up door very slowly and saw three pairs of feet as the door was going up. When the door was fully opened, there was a stack of lumber right outside the door.

There were three men standing there. I looked over at the gate and I saw other men giving the gate attendant some serious trouble. I looked back at the three men in front of me. The man on the left was young and he was smiling very sadistically. He wanted to hurt me and there was no question about that. Just then I picked up a piece of lumber and hit him in the right side between his neck and shoulders. He went down to one knee and was not any more trouble. The other two men just stood there and watched. It was as if they knew it would not be an easy task to take me down and so they were just waiting to see what the young man did.

Occurrence: I went to visit my cousin in the hospital Sunday. Tyler, her son, was complaining about a man who would not leave him alone outside the other day. He said if that man is out there today, I am going to go off on him. Tyler is on probation, he does not need additional trouble. Her son and I walked outside to take a break and I started to notice the people coming in and out of the hospital. There were three or four people who were watching the people looking for an easy pick. One (the same guy Tyler was talking about) kept asking people for money while the others acted like they were sizing up their prey. I gave the first one some change, but I never went into my wallet. Tyler also gave him some change. He left us very disgruntled because we did not fall for his dishonesty. The other ones around us, never did approach us except for one who had asked for a cigarette. I gave him the one I was smoking and he went off looking for others to approach. Tyler and I were talking and he said he did not like people always bumming. I told him what Jesus said and simply be nice to them even if they do not appreciate it. Because when we give from the heart and they are not thank-full, then in essence we are putting coals on their head.

I am not sure if the two events are related, but they did seem to reflect each other.

September 15, 2015

Last week I had a dream that made me laugh. I was standing with two other men and we were talking. To my left was a building and the people inside were waiting to hear someone speak. To my right was a black man and across from us was a Mexican man. I started laughing and told the man, "You have to go. You are the only one of us that can speak Spanish." He was hesitant because this was his first time doing a public speaking engagement. The other man and I had done the speaking on many occasions before this one.

Last night as I was falling asleep, I was thinking about the Lord and other things, when all of a sudden my eyes caught a bright flash. My eyes were closed and I was seeing this in the spirit. Then I saw flames and bombs all around this structure. The building itself was engulfed in flames. I was looking at the Dome of the Rock. War is so close, that it would literally scare people if they knew how close we actually are.

October 14, 2015

This last month has been quite except for two things. The day or two before the last blood moon, I kept getting the vision about the Rock of the Dome in Israel. It was engulfed in flames with a lot of fighting around it.

The other one was last night I kept getting the vision of a gas pump. As I was watching the pump, the prices started to climb. The price per gallon of gas was literally jumping one dollar at a time. I saw it at two, then three, then four, and then it settled around five dollars a gallon.

November 2, 2015

Lately, I have been having reoccurring dreams about the safety compound that the Lord has set up. It is still the same compound, white buildings and a knee high wall that encircles the compound.

In one particular dream, I was at the compound with about fifteen to twenty other people. All of us were walking around getting ready. What was strange this time was that in everyone's palms, there had been placed a silver medallion. It almost appeared like a glove but it was embedded into the palm of the hand. Everyone I saw had the same medallion in both hands. It was silver in color with some type of ornate design. The design was both beautiful and curious to look at. Nobody seemed to pay it any thought including myself. It was a part of us that nothing could separate.

Last night, the dreams were still in the compound but this time I was helping and correcting people who were getting busy. I was trying to help organize. The group of people were about ten to twelve people.

November 17, 2015

Over the last two weeks, there has been a couple of dreams that have stuck with me.

In the one dream, I was riding in the backseat of my boss's truck who was taking me home. Two other instructors were also in the truck. I was laughing and actually enjoying the ride. I felt I was protected. But then I noticed the instructor in the front seat and I was wondering why he was in the truck when he lived in completely the opposite direction. Then I also noticed the looks on all their faces. Their faces were stone cold, with no emotion. They were staring blankly ahead of them. I mean it was the thousand yard stare.

In the other dream, I was carrying a large bag about five feet across. I had it slumped over my shoulder and I was walking with it. There was another person there that was also carrying a similar bag. The bag I had was blue in color but the other bag was white. In front of me was a flexible barrier, also blue in color. It was like a giant bubble that you could press but you could never go through it. This dream came a couple of days before France was terrorized.

December 3, 2015

Last week I had a dream that left me visibly worried. I looked down at my legs and I was taken back. My left leg from the knee down to the ankle was a death black color. There were only two or three patches of healthy tissue but the rest of it was pure dead. On my right leg, I also saw some dead tissue. It was not as much as the left but there were still dark patches. The color was jet black, like it was rotten but it had not fallen off yet.

Around that same time, the Lord had given the message that He has warned us and get our oil ready.

Last night was totally different. I had a dream where I was in the water. I was balancing on a very small piece of wood. I was afraid of losing my balance and falling into the water. Just then I started to notice the water around me. Directly around me was the calmest of all the waters, not even one ripple was present. The water was perfectly calm.

Just a few feet away, the water was moving and causing some small ripples and waves. When I looked beyond that, I saw white water, water moving very fast and causing whitecaps. It was a very serious set of rapids. Around me it was calm, then the water motion intensified, and a little distance from the water had turned into rapids.

Note: This dream eased my anxiety that I was having. I think it was the Lord's way of saying, just be calm and everything will work out. Trust in the Lord in all things and peace will be upon you.

January 26, 2016

The dreams have been quiet except for one or two. What has disturbed me over the last month is how much satanic and the occult has gotten into a lot of material on the T.V. The symbols are very noticeable and it just leaves me sad. So many people will not inquire of the Lord and search for the truth. They want to be entertained and laugh and joke their way through this life. They continually mock Jesus and the Heavenly Father. I wish they could find the truth before hardship comes upon them.

Dream: I was at the white adobe building and there was a crowd of men that I was helping to explain what is coming and what our role is. It was just instruction that was given out.

The other dream, I was again showing a couple of people how to prepare. I was showing them how to weave a white cord around the outside edge of some leather, almost like a leather baseball glove. The white cord was double stitched around the edge.

There was one more dream that stood out. There was a lady in an orange dress that I was helping out. I was talking with her. I told her goodbye just as a man walked around the corner. It was like I did not want people to see the two of us talking.

The dream that followed was the same lady. Something had spilled on the floor and both of us leaned down to clean up the mess. In both of these dreams, we were in heaven when this occurred. It is strange, as I am typing this I keep getting the feeling she is one of my guiding spirits and we share a close bond.

January 29, 2016

Yesterday morning I woke up with the name J.B. Wa.... I am not sure what it means, but I woke up four different times with the name being uttered out loud.

This morning, I was dreaming there were several figures around this table. They were doing a drug screen but it was not the normal testing procedures. I had asked if I could do mine. On the table, there were five pins inserted into to the table to represent the five fingers of the right hand. In front of each pin, looked like a drop of urine. How it got there I have no idea. The tester started with the thumb. They put what looked like a small glass vial and touched the drop. They told me if anything was present, then a flame would be produced. On the thumb, there was a small flame but it went out fairly quickly. Then they went to the pinky finger and again the same results. The next one was the same but when they got to the middle finger, it a more intense flame was present. The flames never did last that long, it was just a reaction between the glass and the foreign bodies. When the middle finger flamed up, I just smiled and turned to the others and said yes I have smoked.

February 22, 2016

Last week, I dreamed one of my students had gotten shot in the left side of his chest. While I was watching it all unfold, I noticed three guys standing on the street corner. The one was saying "We are going to get him". That was all.

Last night, I had a dream that has reoccurred several times lately. I was standing on the platform at a train station. I was helping people board the train. I looked behind me and I could see several train cars. In front of each car, there was a man or woman that was helping people board the train. I never could see the back of the train, after about the six or seventh railroad car, the scene just kind of faded. I was standing on the end of the platform and I could see steps leading into the street. I looked down the street and all I saw was a line of people headed towards me. There were many people coming to board the train. I just stood there and helped whoever needed some assistance. I was standing at the front of the train and that seemed to be my work station. There were a lot people coming to each car. All of us on the platform who were directing and helping were very busy.

I keep thinking of the line of the people. The thought that keeps going through my mind, how in the world can I help so many? When I had looked at the long line people coming and there was no end to the amount of people, I realized it was a steady stream of people. Somehow I knew that I was going to be able to help them. I know in my heart that I will help many but I do not understand that thought. I have no idea what the Lord's plan is, but I know He is in charge. I am just a servant.

March 30, 2016

This morning I was dreaming that I was in a room on the second floor talking with someone. He had told me it was time to go and I said I was leaving. I jumped out of the second story window into an L-shaped alley that lead out to the street. On the first part of the L, there was one man in the shadows. I did not know if he meant harm or not as I walked by him. When I turned the corner, I saw the street that was lit up. I also saw four to five men who were crouched down in the shadows in the last part of the alley. One man rose up and came over and pushed me. I took a step back and looked at him. I was in the middle of the ally but now he was on my left side. He stared at me. I was thinking to myself, Okay what do I do now? We both stood our ground. He was not blocking my path but I did have the feeling that he was waiting for an opportunity for another side ambush. I did not know if the other four men would join in if the first guy and I had gotten into a fight. The dream ended there.

I woke up and then fell back to sleep. In this dream, again I was in the last part of the alley but this time I had help coming. On my right and left side, two beings came down with a parachute right beside me. I do not really recall the beings but their parachutes were pure white. The dream ended with the parachutes touching down.

As I have been thinking about this, two things stand out. Satan's army will not attack us from the front. They prefer an ambush style from the side. Yes they can cause hurt or try to steer us out of our path. Although they try to hinder us, the Lord is with us. It is through His protection that all will go well.

April 1, 2016

This morning I had three different dreams but they all were very similar. I found myself standing facing five beings. The one in the middle was the same one that had pushed me in a previous dream. This time he had four others with him, two on each side of him. What was odd was that I also had four others with me. My group was standing tall and it was very clear that we were not moving. The other group still stood there but they never did attack. They seemed ready to attack but they were waiting for the right time. What was strange, I was not scared. I knew it would be a battle but at the same time I knew the Lord had sent extra warriors to help me.

I believe the Lord is warning me that a group led by one person is wanting to bring me down but they are not sure how to do it. I keep thinking what the Lord has shared, "This is a spiritual battle. A battle between good and evil." I have apparently made the dark side mad by spreading the Gospel to some folks who may have needed it.

April 11, 2016

This morning I received this image. I was shown a round wooden tray that had a slight lip around the outside edge. When I started to think about it, I said empty faith? When I said it, I instantly knew that was not the message. What I received next was blind faith. Although we cannot see the reasons, stay strong in your decisions with the Lord as your guide, and the tray will be filled with wondrous things.

I could not understand the meaning until I had gone to class that evening. One of the younger guys came in early and it was clear he was upset. He told us how he had gotten fired from a job because they said he did not have enough experience. When he was talking, it hit me. The dream was not for me but it was for him. I shared that with the student.

April 14, 2016

Yesterday I had asked Bruce if he had been getting anything on 11, specifically May 11 of this year. I shared with him how for the last two or three weeks, that date has stood out. Before I went to sleep I asked the Lord what was the meaning of 11th. In the dream that I was given, there was a very strong wind forming the outside shape into a rectangle. I could not understand that until I saw a map of the U.S. The exact shape that I saw was the shape of Kansas. I get the bad feeling that on May 11, tornados will rip through most of Kansas. (That is why I do not interpret my dreams, because I am wrong often if I do.)

May 21, 2016

On May 11th, I found myself in Louisville KY, giving some training for a company. The company had new management and this was the first class of new hire orientation. It turns out there were four different people who had given their notice. The employees were not happy about the change and that was very evident. As I was looking at the aerial photo of the plant. The outside shape of the plant was the same shape as the whirlwind that I had been shown. This was only the beginning of the whirlwind.

On May 16th, the middle brother had passed away quietly at his home. He was fifty seven.

Monday night I was getting ready to go out to Mikes' house and Bruce called. I told Bruce how my brother had found peace before he left this world. How my dad and Mike talked about a month ago and that Mike admitted he had never been real religious. He said he believed in the Lord and he said his prayers. Dad told him that he had always been fair in business and how he always treated people with kindness and a big heart. Dad was trying to reassure him that he was okay with the Lord. Mike lived his life as the Bible ask us all to do. Be honest and straightforward, believe in the Lord, and give thanks to the Lord in all things. Bruce then made a comment that floored me. He said, "Rick, the only way he could have that sense of peace is that the Lord gave it to him." The Lord always brings the right words at the right moment.

I had gone out there the next day to be with his girls and to make sure my brothers' wishes were fulfilled. As I was there, it struck me how the Lord had been involved. For the last two months, his daughter who had been living out of town for the last four years, had been home visiting. She was actually going to leave on the day he passed. The family had a family photo taken just the day before. This event happened on the only week that I had free from the college. Graduation was the Friday before and this week was extremely light. I laugh as I write this last one. My sister who is known to be very vocal at times, had come down with laryngitis just the week before. She was barely able to make a whisper.

Three nights after my brother had passed, I was in deep prayer. During prayer, I was caught up in the spirit. I saw Mike standing on the other side of the divide. There was an invisible barrier between us and we knew we could not cross it. The divider was there because he had been purified and I was still very much impure. As he was standing there, I noticed he was standing tall and in absolutely no pain. He did not have a moustache or beard, he looked as Mike of old. He looked at me and said two words, "Thank You". I just smiled from ear to ear and nodded my head. Then he slowly faded out of sight.

The next night I was talking with sister. We had a very serious talk about the Lord. When I told her about the visit from Mike, she then told me this. She said yesterday, she lost it. No one was around. She told me that during that period, the Lord and Mike were present. She said that really gave her peace.

Sis and I were still talking and I mentioned some things that I had to figure out from growing up. I looked at her and said, "The Lord has never left you. He has never left you". She just kept looking at the ground but I saw those two sentences had hit home.

A little while later, both of us were in the kitchen. For some reason as we passed each other, my hand slid across the back of her neck. I could feel the turbulence under her skin. I mean I could feel her sickness.

I left Friday morning. As I was pulling out of his driveway to come back home, there were deer crossing the road about 75 yards from the yard gate. It was fitting, my brother loved to hunt.

June 1, 2016

Update: The week of May 24th, Kansas was hit with several, large, perfectly formed tornados. The tornados were so perfectly formed, Hollywood would be envious.

I went back to the lake to finish up some of my brothers business last week. For some reason, the Lord wanted me to see how a lot of the family member's true nature actually is. I was devastated. It hurt enough losing the one brother who was always there without ulterior motives, but to see how the family truly felt and how little love and compassion they showed, literally broke my heart.

When I came home, all I wanted to do was clean out my shop. I saw how things and memories were only tied to one person. I saw many memories burned over the last two weeks. As I was burning my trash, I went to throw one of my old folders into the fire. It fell open and I saw this was an early bible study I had done years before. I tossed it back in the wheelbarrow but then I stopped and thumbed through it. When I had opened it up the second time, it opened up to Ephesians' study. The Lord said put on all the armor of the Lord because the enemy is firing darts at you. It was the right passage I needed. My anger slowed down and the hurt eased ever so slightly.

That evening I was praying to the Lord and I asked him to show me why my family was that way. This is what He gave me:

I was standing in the courtyard of the Lord's house. In front of the house was a white picket fence with two gates about ten feet apart. Both the gates were opened and there was a large crowd of people walking down the street in front of the white fence. They all kept walking and not even turning to look at the house or enter through the gates. They were looking straight ahead and following each other blindly. It was strange, there were quite a few of my family members in the continuous crowd of people coming down the street. My dad was in the second row from the fence and puffed out his chest and looked over at me with a big smile. It was a smile of self-worth and I know what I am doing. All that and a bag of chips. It was very sad to see that.

I keep remembering what the Lord said, if Abraham and Moses were on this earth today, all they could do is save themselves. They could not save anybody else. People wake up. Stop following this world that man has made.

June 2, 2016

This was given to me today:

Ecclesiastes

Ec: 12:13: Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man.

Ec: 12:14: For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.

June 3, 2016

This morning I was dreaming I was in field working on something that was in the ground. Mike's old silver truck was parked 5 feet from me with the passenger door opened. Just then I heard a commotion and turned around and saw five lioness come tearing over the hill looking to devour anything. I knew I had to climb in the truck because if I stayed outside, I would become their victim. I stood up, took a couple of steps and got into the truck and shut the door. I then saw a beautiful stallion being chased by the lions. He was scared and slipped just to the left of the truck. As he was going to the ground, he knew he was in a fight for his life. I was protected watching the scene evolve. The dream ended here.

July 4, 2016

Over the last three days, I have been at the lake getting things ready for a Memorial BBQ for my brother Mike. Overall, it was very nice to see all the family one last time together.

There were two occurrences that happened yesterday. I had walked up to the end of the driveway for a much needed break. When I came down the hill, everyone was sitting down eating and enjoying visiting with each other. I fixed myself a plate and walked out to the tables. It started to sprinkle, so I moved a couple of seats of over. All of a sudden, a rainstorm hit. Wind was blowing hard and rain was drenching the crowd. It was funny, everyone else was running around trying to get out of the rain, just almost total chaos. As the crowd was busy, my niece Shelby and I just sat there very calmly eating our lunch. After a couple of minutes, I stopped eating and prayed to the Lord. I asked the Lord to lift the rain and let the sun come back out. When I was finished praying, I went back to eating calmly. Within five minutes after the prayer, the sun was shining. The skies never did rain again.

When the event was done, we were busy cleaning up. After I finished cleaning everything outside and everybody was loaded, I was standing at the end of the driveway looking at the lake and taking in a final view. I told myself, it is done. As I was standing there, taps being played on a trumpet started. Taps is what is used at military funerals. It was fitting. When I had told myself it was done, within two minutes the music started. It was the Lord's timing that a small moment happened that way. I got total peace, knowing I had honored my brother's final wishes to the very last one.

Nothing can destroy pure love. Thank you Lord for everything that You do for us. It is only through the Lord that everyone can find that peace.

August 7, 2016

We had invited the folks over for BBQ yesterday. Dad had come out to the garage where I was and started talking. He told me he has not been able to sleep good for the last couple of nights. I asked him if something was wrong. He said he had been having some strange dreams and he could not get his mind to settle for him to go to sleep.

He then told the first dream about how he going down the road and mom was in vehicle following him. Something happened to his car and he ended up being stranded but he did not mention about mom getting stopped. I cannot really remember the rest of what was said.

In the second dream, he was driving a set of doubles and noticed there was a wreck at the exit where he wanted to go. He said because of the wreck, he could not use the exit so he decided to drive through the median. He quickly got stuck and he could not proceed any farther.

He looked at me after telling the story and said, "Well, I guess I wasn't as good as a driver that I thought I was." I turned to him and said, "Maybe the Lord is trying to tell you to change your thought patterns." He looked at me and said, "What?" I repeated what I said.

What was sad was that he seemed to fluff it off and he could not see the deeper meaning of the dreams. Within just a couple of minutes, his racial side came out. The rest of the time, he spent telling a family friend how he had done this or done that throughout his life.

This morning I was asking the Lord about the dreams and was my interpretation close to the mark. The Lord gave me Daniel 2, where Daniel had told the king the meaning of king's dreams about the future kingdoms that will come after him.

As I write this, yes I am sad for what is coming. What gets to me is how the Lord tries to get our attention through little things but we get so caught up in our lives or self-worth that those moments go unnoticed. The Lord wants us to look into the deeper meanings and gain understanding. He is sharing His love and protection with us, but yet so many look the other way. Father I ask for your forgiveness and your continued protection. It is only through you, Lord, that this life is manageable. Thank You Father. All honor, praise, and glory belongs to the Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ His beloved Son, and the Holy Spirit who constantly guides us. Thank you so much.

August 23, 2016

I had a dream several nights ago. I was standing on top of a mountain top. The top of it was bare but down below one could see the forest. As I was standing there, it seemed as if the clouds were lifting and I could see further with great detail. I could see almost to the valley floor, vision had increased.

Over the weekend, I was led to look up electronic ink. How technology now can be tattooed on the arm and one could change the ink to any design at any time. The other thing was, this ink also had the capability to track every move including one's own vital signs in real time. The arm was clear until the app sent a signal and woke it up. I showed this to two different classes and overall, it was not received very well. It will take a national disaster or WW3, before people will be accepting. It is scary, is this the sign of the mark of the beast to come? The Lord is trying to warn us on how very little time we have left on this earth before destruction comes. The players are in place and the cards have been dealt.

August 31, 2016

Two nights ago, I dreamed there were three German shepherd guard dogs and their handler. The dogs were trying to attack a black spot on the ground. It was a very deep black color, almost pure evil.

Last night I dreamed I was driving my truck down the highway which ran close to a small river. All of a sudden, the water had risen, completely engulfing the road. For some reason, I kept driving to make it through. There were tractor trailers being swept around by the rising waters. Just then, I was fixing to crash into two semis that were fixing to collide. I hit the brakes, but the truck kept sliding. Just then the scene changed and I was back on dry ground. My feet and pants were wet above the ankle as if I had waded through a foot of water. I was on the phone and I kept telling whoever I was talking to, that the truck was ruined. The truck was a total loss but I was not harmed in any way. The dream ended there.

September 3, 2016

Last night, I had the same dream three or four times. All of them were a little fuzzy, not clear on all the details. Somehow I was involved in a wreck or crash. Two semi-trucks were involved and a body of water. The water was not that deep. The dream itself centers on the interstate and possibly a bridge. In this dream, I was standing up on a hill or road looking down at the carnage. My truck was mangled with no hope of ever driving it again. It was a total loss. For some reason as I was looking at it, I felt absolutely no pain. I did not feel a scratch or had any physical signs of damage. From where I was standing, I could see one semi directly in front of my truck and another semi just to the right of the wreck. My truck had collided with a semi just on the driver side only. My driver side and the semi drivers' side impacted head on, but the other semi had hit the side on the passengers' side. It was like they tried to make sandwich with my truck.

The cause of the wreck was either my front wheels locked up and I had no control or the trucks crossed the median in front of me and I had no time to respond. I saw the wreck and chaos headed in my direction but I there was no way for me to escape it. I think the big truck lost control, forcing two semi's through the median and into oncoming traffic. I was the only passenger vehicle involved.

When I had gotten the first wreck dream, I thought I had made it out ok. But then the Lord showed me a second dream, and I realized that I did not make it. It was a head on collision with a big truck. As I was hitting the brakes, I remember looking into the other drivers eyes. He was very scared. The thing that was so beautiful was the fact that there was never any pain. It was if the light switch had just been turned off. The impact was so great, I died instantly. There was absolutely no pain. I saw the mangled truck on the right side down a little hill but it was badly mangled. I was fine in the spirit, standing on the road looking at it all. The dream ended there.

September 9, 2016

During the night I felt like I was attacked. I could feel a very heavy presence and it was choking me. I cried out to the Lord for help and the evil spirit left. The spirit was very angry and it wanted to stop me in my tracks. The spirit was very mad at me in particular. I love our Lord and it is the Lord who I walk with.

This morning before I woke up, I had a very similar dream to ones that I had lately. I was in the spirit and I was being told, lets' try something new. There is newer path that the Lord has laid in front of me but I am not clear on the details. In His timing, I know it will be made clear. I have had this dream several times over the last few weeks but this time it was more in focus.

When my guardian had come to me the first time, she had told me to try something new but the tone of her voice was more like we have a job to do. There is a lesson that we want you to learn. This when I was shown the stainless steel pipes. This time though, her tone was one of excitement and joy. She had taken me into the room with the globe of the earth and started to open the door to the right. The dream ended there.

September 26, 2016

Last week, I had several dreams where spirits in the form of big bears were searching for me. They had tremendous strength but I had always seemed to hide from them even though I was just feet away from them. These followed the choking episode.

I kept hearing the phrase, "Help everyone." Tuesday of last week I heard or read it several times. I did not understand it but it stuck. As it turned out, three different people who do not exactly get along with me came around or called. We have never had any major issues between us but I have always limited my time around them. Two had a mechanical issue and I explained to them what was wrong. The third one called with some bad news about a former student. While I was on the phone with him, another former student came in to say hello. Every one of them needed to hear a kind word and or understanding.

It is funny how the Lord uses many ways to catch our attention. Sometimes He speaks, and other times it just hearing something over and over. We have to be open to what comes in our life. The Lord says He will guide and protect us but we have to let him. We can refuse the help, refuse to see the deeper meanings, or just simply ignore a message. The Lord has always tried to get our attention.

This morning I was dreaming about the Lord's canoe. I saw two of my nephews and one niece. The oldest one just sat down in the boat and was waiting for the Lord. The youngest one was standing beside the small boat and was waiting to climb in. The girl though, stood beside the boat, looking at it intently, but never made a motion toward it. She knew what it was but she was reluctant to leave her idea of what she should do.

October 10, 2016

Occurrence: Last Wednesday, I was sitting outside of the Crisp having lunch. I asked the Lord where is He taking me from here. He did not answer, but at that very moment, he gave Bruce a vision. That night during night class, Bruce and I were talking and he shared with me part of the vision. He saw where both of us are going to be. The next morning, I was talking with the Lord and he showed me a very similar vision. When I talked to Bruce that evening, I was telling him the rest of the vision that he did not share. He was very taken back, because both of the visions were almost identical. We know where we are going but it is not just yet.

Dream: Last night the Lord showed me a hazard diamond reflecting the status of the war. He then showed me another diamond that was bright red. The meaning I got out of it is that the war is fixing to escalate.

November 21, 2016

Last week, I was very displeased with how the management of the college seems to be more for show than actual results. I was sitting in the garage before I left talking with the Lord. The Lord spoke and said "Today you will hear good news." I just said okay. I had been at school for about two hours when the Dean walked in. He stopped by my office and told me that one company had donated a large amount of money to help with HVAC shop. My first response was okay can I buy some equipment? And of course he said well not right now. The company said I was a large part of their decision and the Dean told me that he appreciated my work. It is funny though, I have never met the people from the company. They have hired quite a few of the students out of my program but I have never met the owners.

The election is over and it split not only the US, but also the rest of the world. I have been telling everyone that will listen, remember in the Bible where the Lord has put certain kings in place to bring about His vengeance. We have our king now. It is so close and so many people want to bury their head. They give me strange looks and make comments amongst themselves that are probably not good. The Lord warned that would happen, but He says just stay focused on Him and all will work out fine. I wish everyone would be straight forward like the Lord. There is no lie in our Lord.

January 4, 2017

2016 brought changes that I was not expecting. For the last couple of weeks, the Lord has been showing me how people are and how they will receive for what they have done.

We buried the middle brother in May, folks took it very hard. The family showed their true selves and it was not pretty. Nobody tried to do a family Thanksgiving or even get together for Christmas. I saw the family as I knew it, disintegrate. Sisters turning against one another, ones worried about their self only, others trying to see what they can get, some going through other people papers, ones trying to blackmail, and then the dirty little secrets came out along with threats of a possible hunting accident.

The Lord has said that family will turn against family, friends will not be found, and a lot of people will not turn from following this world. That is a shame.

Over the holiday break, something changed in my Spirit. It was if my Spirit had finally answered all of the unknown questions that I had known throughout my life. It is as if my Spirit has taken a step up, became more focused, and is seeing this world for what it is and not the idea that I had hoped this world would be. I am very disappointed in the family and quite a few of them will never make it to heaven. It hurts to know that they have rejected the Lord in the sense that they do not spend time with Him, do not attempt to read the Bible, and only turn to Him when times are bad.

I was asking the Lord about the sadness that I was feeling and was there any way that I could help change the outcome of my family. He was very gentle in His response but He kept telling me that they will receive for what they have given. I asked Him if this is making me this sad, how does it affect You? In the next instant, I could see our Lords face and tears were rolling down His cheeks. It hurts but at the same time I understand that the Lord has rules.

The Lord has given us a chance to get to know Him and start to understand the depth of His love. At the same time, if we reject Him and follow this world, then we will endure what He has planned for us. I am here to say this, in heaven there is no lie, only truth. It is not like on tv where one can plead their case and try to validate their actions. The truth is there, to the point, and no excuse is even thought about. Heaven is beautiful in the fact that it is only absolute truth. There is no evil in the presence of our Lord. There are no bad thoughts, everyone is a cohesive unit. Yes, we all have our roles but it is for the common purpose of the Lords will. In the Lords time, His love will overcome all. Be patient and listen to the soft guidance of the Holy Spirit.

January 11, 2017

Over the last couple of weeks, I have had a dream that keeps reoccurring. I am standing in front of a large group of people. I was standing in the front by myself like it was the position of the leader. The thing was though, I was not their leader. All of us were of one thought and one action. I am not real sure what that means.

This morning, I was dreaming that I was helping someone move in or get settled in their house. I looked around the neighborhood and saw the one house with stuff in the yard. I went over to investigate it and I realized the people were in the process of moving, furniture, totes, and clothing ready to load on a trailer. The house was empty and then I noticed the other houses as well. They were vacant and nobody was in them. Three out of four houses no longer had people in them. Then I noticed a deep ravine that had opened up behind the houses. Is this how the war is going to be? In certain areas, three out of every four people will vanish due to moving or death. That in itself is a scary thought.

We have to keep focused on the Lord and allow Him to work in His own time. His timing is perfect although we may not see it. Trust in the Lord, pray to Jesus and thank him for what He is still doing for us today. Thank the Holy Spirit for guiding us and being there to help us. Thank the Holy Father for His love and patience. Trust and patience is what the Lord is trying to teach me right now. Patience is not my best virtue.

March 7, 2017

Last week, the Lord asked me a question several times. He asked, "Do you love the Lord?". The first and second time I tried to ignore it but then the voice got louder. On the fourth time, he asked but this time it was clear he was agitated. It helped me to focus on the Lord and put away things of this world.

I had a dream about a silver medallion but it was never really clear until last. This morning I kept seeing a silver medallion being repaired. It was ornate silver but it had a deep gouge running down the middle of it. The gouge was being filled and repaired. When it was complete, there were no signs that it ever had been damaged.

March 19, 2017

Thursday night I had a dream about a snake. All I saw was the tail slowly being pulled under cover. I kept asking the Lord who was the snake and what did it mean.

Friday, we were finishing some training and I walked up to talk with a guy before it all ended. I asked him if he was the Safety Coordinator for his plant. He said yes but then the Holy Spirit made turn and look at another instructor. I was in the same vantage point as I was in the dream. When I looked at him, his back was turned and he was gathering some materials together.

When he first started, he stopped to listen to our conversation still with his back turned. He moved like the snake and acted like he was doing something, but the whole time he stood there with his back toward us, he did not move but stood still trying to listen. I knew instantly what the Lord was trying to tell me. Be very careful and what is said. I did tell the guy I was talking to that safety coordinator is where I am trying to get to. Why was the other instructor trying to hear that? It will be interesting what happens over the next few weeks.

March 23, 2017

Last night I had a dream about driving down what seemed like an interstate. There were 2 lanes headed in one direction and two lanes headed in the opposite direction. A lot of vehicles were in one set of lanes but the other side had few cars.

On the side going north, there was a massive car and truck pileup. It was almost in the shape of a ball and it blocked one of the lanes. Just past the wreck were several cars that had come to a complete stop. Just up from the stranded cars, there was a rusty old locomotive that had come across and blocked one of the lanes.

I was passing the ball of cars, and the traffic was moving slow. I looked out of my window to see the train ahead. The train was blocking most of the interstate but there was still room to the right beside it. I relaxed because I knew the Lord had made sure the path to Him was clear. There were obstacles all around, things that would cause our distraction, and one old train who is on his final journey.

We need to fight the things of the world, the fallen angels that fly back and forth through the earth, and then we must get by Satan himself. Our path is clear if we follow the Lord and His teachings for the Lord will protect His. My part in this world is slowly coming to an end. To see how man chooses his own direction can be very sad. Wake up people, the Lord's warnings should be listened to and deep thought given to our Creator. Hell is real.

April 19, 2017

Last Tuesday night I had a dream. I was standing in a semi-circle platform looking at the crowd going about their normal routines. As I looked at the crowd, I said I did not want to be a part of this, so I started to leave. After stepping out of the circle, I stopped and went back to get my drink. I already knew my spot had been filled. I picked up a drink, but as I was leaving, a woman stopped me and demanded I give her drink back to her. She was clearly upset at me.

When I went to school that night, I told Bruce the dream and made the comment, "It will be interesting to see what tomorrow brings."

The next morning, I was supposed to be in a training session as an observer. I got the training locations mixed up and did not make the session. Since then, it looks as though I will not have to do that training for the one company. The company's management is based on lies and I had been asking the Lord to take me out of it. It was my fault for missing the timeframe, but I have no regrets.

The Lord was showing me what was fixing to happen and it did.

This morning I had a dream about a mountain. There was a winding road that went all the way to the top, a very narrow road at spots. I was in a car in the passenger seat and a female was driving. What took me back was everything was white. The car was white. Our clothes were white. The mountain was white and even the dirt on the mountain was white.

She was driving fast up the road and I was getting a little scared. She was not scared. She was laughing and having a good time. Just then the back end of the car swerved off the road and we started to head down the mountain backwards over the side. I got really scared then but then she just busted out laughing. When I looked around, we were parked less than twenty feet from the road. It was a flat space for parking and we were so close the top of the mountain. There were only three circles to make around the mountain and we would have been on the top of the mountain.

I have been asking where my footing has been lately because I have been reckless in a few things. I think He was showing me, I am well protected and although I have slid, stay focused on Him. My guardian was there just to show me I am not alone and I am not the one in total control. Trust and have faith in what you do not see or understand for all things will be made clear on our journey with the Lord. Thank you Father for your patience, understanding, and forgiveness that You share with everyone. I am starting to understand what Peter had often talked about it is the Lord's Grace that we all are under. It's not our good deeds, our charity, but it is the Lord's Grace that opens the door to His kingdom. Paul had very deep and insightful understanding of how grace is given even to those who persecuted the Lord's followers. The blood of many Christians was on Pauls' hands. Jesus first words to Paul were, "Saul, why do you persecute me?" The Lord never gives up on His children. It is the children who turn their back on the Lord.

May 1, 2017

Last Thursday, a student came in and we started talking. He has been injured in a work accident and was very concerned where he was going once school was done. We had talked about several things but you could sense the anguish in his voice. I walked away for a minute and the Spirit impressed upon me to tell him, "In three weeks, he will know what direction to take." I questioned the Holy Spirit but then His voice spoke. "Tell him, in three weeks he will know what direction to take." I told him how the Lord had impressed this and then how the Lord had spoken. He looked at me with a little disbelief, repeating what I had told him. I just smiled and told him to let me know, it will be real interesting what happens.

Over the weekend on two separate occasions, I was picking up tree branches that had fallen down in the storm. I cleared one area but by the time I carried the limbs to the burn pile and turned around, another large branch had just fallen down in the exact spot where I had been. I went up a little ways and cleared some ground debris. Again, where I was standing and working, another branch had fallen not three minutes after I had moved. Either branch would have caused some major problems had they fallen directly upon me. This happened not just once, but twice.

It is funny though, when I got to school, I asked the Lord for a passage and he gave prophecy 2136. The Lord talks about how he has His people under His protection and Satan cannot touch them. I wonder if the two are related.

May 13, 2017

Last week I had two separate dreams that stood out.

In the first one, I was like the maître d at a restaurant when Mike and two others showed up at the door. The two with him were dressed in white clothing. Their facial expression was one of a stoic nature. They were there to guide and to help if needed. Mike was just very happy and was trying to give me something. A platter of some sort. When they had showed up, I looked around the room for an empty table or chair but the room and all the tables were completely full. All the people were quietly enjoying themselves.

In the second dream, I dreamed of my brothers and sister. I was standing there introducing different spirits to my family. In the first group, they all already knew Mike but they were curious about the other three. I was on one side and Mike was on the other side of our siblings. As different spirits came up, I was busy introducing them. Sis and Marc appeared as though they were not solid figures but more of a spirit form intermixed with solid form. Those two kept changing positions next to Mike. Sis would stand beside him, then Marc would, then sis, it kept going back and forth like that. They were trying to tell me which one of us are going next. The oldest one, stood off to one side. Although he was watching everything, you could tell he did not want to participate in the greetings. The expression he had was one of discontentment. The spirits that were coming up were all very curious about the living. I am not sure who the spirits were but I knew they meant no harm. They just wanted to meet them. Now no greeting or acknowledgements were made by anyone or the family. They just watched for minute or two and then more spirits showed up and this continued until the dream ended. The spirits were not angels but they seemed to be interested in who was coming next to their world.

On Thursday, I had to go to the college. I have been disheartened with certain politics that are there. I was singing to the Lord on the way up on how no one acknowledges Him for creating everything. It made me sad and I cried over it. I was noticing the grass, the bushes, the ground color, the skies, everything just seemed to have a richer color than normal. I was not going to stay at the college but I needed to meet with my boss. I told my boss what was going on and that I had to leave. He said we need to go talk to the president for a minute. I was getting upset and I was ready for a fight. The president then gave me an envelope with a gift card in recognition of my service. When he handed it to me, I looked at him and said, "What did I do to deserve this?" My tone was not one of happiness. Well at that moment it seemed as if everything just collapsed on me and tears swelled up in my eyes. I told them both I had to go. I left them bewildered and puzzled. They wanted to parade me and others in front of everybody at the college wide get together. I do not appreciate a parade.

I got the award for service but it is the Lord who controls that program. The Lord is often talked about before class begins, on breaks, and after class is over. I have always said that program is the Lords, I am only running it. It just hit me, this was the first dream. I never put it together until writing this today.

June 20, 2017

When I went back to the college the next week, I talked with my boss. He was very proud that the reward came to his department but he could not figure out why I was not excited about it at all. I was told by others to hang the plaque in my office and classroom and I politely declined. As I told them, the only thing on my wall is about the Lord and that is the only thing that will ever be put on my walls in my office.

Several things have happened but yesterday I had a vision. Lately the college is in another controversy and certain folks are looking to cover things up or looking for the knife so they can move up the corporate ladder. As I was telling my wife the latest news, I said "Let the goats play with the goats". Every time I said it, I I received the same vision. I was in the Lords' courtyard at the front of the building. The two- people looking to cover up or benefit from the controversy were on the back side of the building in a very wide- open field. They were about 60 yards from the corner of the yard, one on each side of the corner but headed in the same direction away from the courtyard. If they stayed on the same paths, they would collide in the very near future.

Every time I said it, I saw the vision. What got to me was the vastness of the field and how it was so desolate of plant and animal life. The horizon was bleak, a place of total emptiness. I cannot fully describe the emptiness that I felt. Let the goats play with the goats.

Update: The student with the back problems received his news exactly three weeks after we had talked. The location of the injury makes surgery a very risky option. He has decided to live with the pain and try his best to deal with it. He has my respect, showing enormous courage with a good attitude. He trusts in the Lord and we both know it will work out. Good people seem hard to find in todays' world.

I had a dream this morning three or four times showing the same thing. I was looking at a checkboard top. It was about four times larger than the average checkerboard, but the squares were different. The squares were black and white. I kept sensing that we are surrounded by dark spirits but the Lords people are still there. I also had the sense about how intricate the plan is and how no human could possibly keep track of the paths and directions that it went.

August 23, 2017

It has been fairly quiet except for one particular dream that I have had lately. I was given a tablet about three feet long and was told I am in charge of it. I have no idea what that means.

The dreams have been quiet but in the spirit world, I am sensing a lot of anxiety or anxious feelings. The spirits are preparing for what is to come.

September 5, 2017

I am writing this after the fact.

Two weeks ago, I was thinking about buying a new vehicle for the wife. For several days, I crunched the numbers, did the research, and then accepted the fact that it may be hard to buy one right now. Last week, I was fixing to cut the grass and I asked the Lord if it was alright with Him if we bought a car, would He have a shadow fly directly over me while I am outside. He spoke and said He will make a big shadow fly over me. I laughed out loud, threw my arms up, and said ok, whatever you would like.

The whole time I cutting the grass, I saw no shadows. I finished the yard and was putting the lawnmower back in the shop. As I walked out of the shop, a crop duster flew directly over me with the shadow. Now what was different, the duster was not spraying any field near me. As I came out, he flew directly over me.

The next week, I took the car to work but had problems. I went by and talked to my mechanic and then talked to a saleslady. The first offer they came up with, made me mad and so I left. I had made it two miles out of the city limits when the front tire blew. After two more trips to the dealership, I traded in our old car (1 rubber tire, 3 bald tires, missing front grill, undercarriage wind deflector gone, busted windshield, a couple of small dents, and a couple of burn holes in the upholstery). To make a long story short, we got the new car at a price that we could afford and they took the old one. I asked the Lord before I did it.

September 11, 2017

Over the last two weeks, several things have happened.

I was talking to my wife and asked her when the next doctors' appointment is. She told me Sept. 15, but what was different was the fact she had used a tone that I have never heard in 11 years of being together. It was as though it came out of her soul and it penetrated my soul. I was asking the Lord for understanding then I had received a dream where I was handling some paperwork and I thought to myself, my wife used to do this. Then the next night I was given a vision of a car wreck. I saw the one car veer out of its lane and hit another car head on. I woke up after that.

Last Wednesday night as we were putting our son to bed, my heart started to hurt. It seemed as someone had grabbed a hold of it and was squeezing it. That night I had a terrible headache but the thing is I hardly ever get headaches.

The next morning, I received a phone call. My mom had a seizure and mini stroke at the exact time that I felt the tightness in my own heart. I went to see her at the hospital and she has total peace. Her heart has a valve that is not working right and poor circulation that caused her episodes.

I was talking with the Lord and asked Him how much longer? He showed me in the bible where it said a couple of days and then the Sabbath kept coming up. Now, I do not know if it is days of our world or if it is days in the Lords timing. All I know for sure is this, she has total peace regardless of the outcome. Peace like that can only come from the Lord. My brother knew his time was short, but he had total peace. Trust in the Lord is all we can do.

November 2, 2017

Mom is doing better, but the last two months have been very trying. Quite a few issues had come up, almost spiritual warfare to the highest degree. Constantly something going on.

Two dreams I had last night stood out. In the first dream, the devil was extremely mad at me. He had two big henchmen with him and all he wanted to do was to shut me up or hurt me, did not matter to him. The one henchman was almost pushed out of their inner circle and came looking for me. He had a sawed off double barrel shotgun and was looking to take me out. When he rounded the corner, he was very surprised that I was standing there in plain sight with my own sawed off double barrel. He raised his gun to shoot, all I could do was to cry out to Jesus for help, just then he froze. When he froze, is when I pulled the trigger hitting him twice in the abdomen as he went flying backwards. I woke up then.

In the other dream, I was driving a car up a steep mountain road. As I was coming to the top of the hill, I could not see what was on the other side. I was getting scared because I had no idea what was just beyond the peak. As I topped the mountain, the road continued down the other side. It was steep but the car had no problems driving down it. Then I had gone up another hill, same emotions and steepness. As I topped this one, I started down the other side and I could see lake in the distance. On the shores of the lake, it was barren. The only thing that was there was just plain dirt. There was no grass, no bushes, or trees. I called someone and they asked me where I was. I told them I was on the back side of the lake but I was ok. As I started down the other side, the car stopped just a few hundred yards from the peak. I could see the lake in the distance and there was a dirt road that led all the way down to the lake.

I have been asking the Lord the meaning of the second dream. The only thing that comes to my mind is that this country has reached its peak and now we are on the downhill side. Then I saw a news report and the president was talking. He was busy saying how high the stock market is, what the unemployment rate is, and about new companies relocating to the states. He said America is stronger than ever.

November 14, 2017

My favorite dog had come down sick with heartworms. I tried deworming him, keeping him comfortable, and trying to get him to eat. It worked for a few days.

As I was sitting in the garage, the Lord spoke and said "It ends today." I was thinking he was talking about our dog. I went outside and dug his grave just waiting for him to pass. What happened next, happened to me. I got deathly sick, high fever, uncontrollable cold shaking, and legs started to hurt. I was not going to the hospital for a fever, but my chest started to hurt very badly. I went in to the emergency room and they admitted me for the three days. They said I had cellulitis and blood poisoning.

I have been sick and not feeling well for over a year. It turns out that I had a bacterial infection that had gotten into the bloodstream. It was attacking the organs and literally my insides were hurting. My dog died the first night I was in the hospital. My wife took care of it and when I got home that Sunday, I finished his grave. The wife told me he died Friday night that is when I told her that is why I saw smoke in the hospital room Friday night. Love never ends. I knew he had passed before she told me.

What amazed me was the fact I never got scared. I was thinking, of all things blood poison is going to take me out. The only reason I had peace was two-fold. The Lord had shown me last year a vision of where I was going to work after I get done teaching. He not only showed me, but he also showed Bruce a very similar vision.

I was at total peace, not understanding all of it, but peaceful none the less. Ten days later and a whole bunch of very strong antibiotics, I am now infection free. If it was not for the chest pains, I would have waited and that could have been a mistake. I know the Lord was with me and He still has a plan. Always trust in the Lord no matter what may come. With trust comes peace and that is a very comforting feeling.

November 29, 2017

This morning I was having a dream. I was standing up in a meeting and I told everyone, "So that you hear it from me, I cannot be a part of sanctioning same sex marriages. There is nothing natural about it." The group of people were accepting and I knew I did not belong there. This could be a warning, because I have just been appointed to the student services committee. Time will tell.

February 4, 2018

Last night I had a dream and my brother Mike was in it. Mike and I were walking down a road. The road split off into a house or garage and at the end of the road sat another garage or house. My brother was laughing and was in a very good mood. When we got to where the road was that led to the first house, he started to walk towards the garage. Just then, the ground rolled into itself and collapsed about six or seven feet deep. Mike was walking on the road, then he started laughing out loud as the road and him fell out of sight. What was strange that after the ground fell in, what was left was a white reflective glow coming from the rocks below. I knew it was heaven. Then another man appeared and he was wondering if I was going after my brother. I stood there for a minute and listened. I could still hear Mike but he was having a good time. When he first went through, yes I was scared for him and wanted to help but then at the same time I knew he was not in any danger. When we were walking, he was telling me that the garage at the end of the road was mine but I did not understand it. The dream ended there, but I feel like he was trying to show me, that my house in the Lords kingdom is already prepared and it is right next to his. I am absolutely tickled knowing that the two of us will be together for eternity. He was one of the best men I ever knew.

February 12, 2018

This morning I had a dream. There was a very strong lion next door, watching over the fence for an opportunity. Something caught his eye and he jumped over the fence. He was going after one of the dogs or so I thought. Just then, the lion turned into a tiger and he had pinned an older wolf under him in the backyard. He did not physically hurt him, but it scared the old wolf very bad. The wolf went running into the house and then the next thing, I was running through the house trying to protect the family.

When I woke up, I was thinking about the dream. The evil spirits cannot physically harm us if we are under the Lords' protection, but they can still play with our minds. I am the old wolf. There is a very strong spirit that would like nothing more than to derail me from following the Lord. In a way, that makes me feel good, having proof that yes I do belong to the Lord. At the same time, I have let the spirit influence me even when I knew better. The Lord has shown me several times over the last weeks that we are in a spiritual war beyond our comprehension.

Yesterday, I kept getting the number 11 again. I am not sure if something is going to happen next month or not but I know the Lord is trying to show me something. There is danger ahead with the number 11.

May 29, 2018

The last couple of months have been quiet with only one or two dreams that stood out. I had two different dreams about feeling low but then the Lord reassured me. He gave me strength when I needed it most. It still gets me, how the Lord is always there even when we are not. His love has no end.

The other dream is about four events coming up. I have had the same or similar dreams 5 or 6 times over the last three weeks. There are four events that are coming up. I do not know if they are personal in my life or if they would affect the world. I have asked the Lord several times for help and understanding but He has been quiet. What I keep getting is to get prepared mentally and physically because these events are life changing. So around the house I am getting all the projects completed in order to free up some time this summer for what is coming. All I know, it is not gong to be pretty, but more petty than anything else. I wait on the Lord and continue to ask for strength.

June 11, 2018

Last night, I had a dream about helping people. In this dream I was helping three or four more people to get ready for the war coming. I helped those but then there was a young fellow who was headed for the war. I reached out and grabbed him by the belt and snatched him back. What was strange was that although I grabbed him, I was no longer the one doing the grabbing. It was the Lord who snatched me right before the war started. I mean it was a quick snatch and grab. Immediately. Cannot help but remembering the dream on the truck crash that comes to mind.

Two weeks ago, I was thinking about the truck crash and I asked the Lord if he would show me where it will take place. When I went through a somewhat blind curve, it was impressed upon me, that was the spot. Time will tell.

Well today at work I was informed that I had been overpaid and my summer work pay was cut by almost two thirds. If it is honest and fair, then I have no problem with it. The only thing is something does not quite feel kosher.

I was talking with the Lord earlier and I asked Him, could he give some passages to help me understand.

The first one was Job 2. Satan had plagued Job with boils but Job did not curse God. He basically said, if the Lord provides protection and takes care of us, gives us great joy, then could He not test us as well. Read it for yourself. I have been fighting boils on the upper thigh region for about five weeks now. Never had them before now, go figure.

The second one was Deuteronomy 4. Here Moses is reminding the Israelites about how the things God has done to show them that He is real and a merciful God. He recounts some history about the fire on the mountain and Lord speaking but no one could see Him. How the people heard the voice and the commandments. He also told them, to live by the word of God, so that they may inherit the kingdom of heaven. Stay strong and follow the Lord.

The third one was Luke 23. It tells the story of Jesus and Pilate. How Pilate found no fault in Jesus, but still had our Lord was whipped on three different occasions. How Simon was chosen to help carry the cross. About the crucifixion itself and vinegar for the Lords thirst. It goes on and talks about the two thieves who were also being crucified. How Jesus forgave the one and promised that he too will be in the kingdom of God. How Joseph, was also waiting on the kingdom of God, but he performed the service that the Lord had for him. Joseph is the one that had the burial tomb.

These passages calmed my soul. One thing that I do understand is that the Lord is saying stay focused on Me, never forget what Jesus has and is doing for us, and be patient in our wait for heaven. Our service is still required and we will not leave until our service is complete. I still have several people to help prepare for the upcoming events.

June 18, 2018

Today when I got home from school, I was very mad. I was thinking about the shortage of pay and was led to look back on the contract and hours report. Everything is correct but yet I still go shorted.

I was asking the Lord for some help to calm me down. He gave me Psalms 2, " Psalms:2:1: Why do the heathen rage, and the people imagine a vain thing?

Psalms:2:2: The kings of the earth set themselves, and the rulers take counsel together, against the LORD, and against his anointed, saying,

Psalms:2:3: Let us break their bands asunder, and cast away their cords from us.

Psalms:2:4: He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision."

I sent an email to the Dean and asked him to look into it. I leave this in the Lords hands and my anger has vanished. I am smiling right now, knowing the Lord will take care of it.

June 19, 2018

This morning, around 615, I turned on my computer and I was going to look at my hours again and verify that they were correct. Before the computer booted up, the Lord whispered, 1 Corinthians verse 3. So I opened the bible program and read. To paraphrase it, it simply says that a man who works truthfully, then he will get his reward. The Lord was telling me again, just relax, I have this. I never did look at the hours report ( I did later that afternoon, but then Isaiah was impressed upon me).

Today the Lord has impressed on me to do a study on Isaiah. This will not be a short study. There are 66 chapters in Isaiah and it is filled with hidden gems. I do not know why He has led me to this, but I told Him I would. Not sure who it is going to help, but I will obey the Lord.

Occurrence: As I was reading and typing, I noticed the cap button was lit up. What was different though, all the typing was still lower case. Now, a lot of people will scoff and say it was a computer glitch. Wrong. It was the Lords way of showing me that He is with me. Just a very quiet reminder. I turned the caps off, continued typing and everything worked like it is suppose to.

The main point is pray before you do a study and your eyes and understanding will be increased. Trust in the Lord in all things.

June 22, 2018

This morning I had a dream. As I was walking past a box, a snake was crawling over the top into the box. I went after the snake. The first hit barely caught the tail. The second hit almost cutoff the tail. A deep gash in the tail. There was an opening, like a door, in the right corner of the box. When I looked into it, the snake was focused on me and it was extremely mad at me. I told the people watch out going by the box because the snake wants to strike out.

This dream I know exactly what it means ( I think). Trust in the Lord for He will make things right.

June 25, 2018

This morning I had a dream. There was a beautiful Christmas tree, all decked out in decorations and tinsel. To my right were three people, I could not tell who they were, but the first one was younger than the other two. Then I looked to my left and there were three large presents. The back two presents were as almost as big as a human. The first present beside me, was an adult size tricycle. It was not fully wrapped. It only had a piece of wrapping paper laying over the top and all three wheels and some of the seat were exposed. It was very close to being fully unwrapped. The wrapping paper on all three presents was a bright red color and very beautiful. No meanings and no full understanding was given. I woke up then. The presents represented the people.

Occurrence: 6:05 P.M.

We have to take our son to Jonesboro Wednesday for one of his doctors appointments. We got the wheelchair out and it was dirty. I loaded the chair into the truck and my wife took it to the carwash and washed it off. We let it sit in the truck to dry off and then I brought it in. I put it on the breezeway where we keep it. My wife then put a red, plastic covering over it to try and keep it clean. What took me back was that the covering was in the same position as the wrapping paper was on the tricycle in the above dream. Could this be the second event??

I have asked the Lord many times to heal our son. He listens but that time is not yet. One time when I had asked the Lord that question, He spoke and told me "No, not just yet." Our son will be healed completely when the Lord takes him home. I will be honest, even though my shoulders are broad, it is still a heavy weight knowing what is to come. It is a weight that I carry with pride. It is so small compared to other things.

Trust in the Lord for His timing is perfect. Thank you Father, thank you Lord Jesus, thank you Holy Spirit for your continued guidance.

October 8, 2018

Summer was full of moving for the college. I saw how people truly are. Some are willing to help in any way possible while most of them only did what they needed to. Sure they all showed up one or two days and helped but then they disappeared. It took three weeks to complete the move and get things in order, where were they during all that time. I have seen it too many times, they come out to feel good about themselves, to get the praise, then they go back to their little world. It was sad.

I had a dream about a snake. I could only see it as it was moving away from me. At school, a guy was setting up projectors and the Lord was showing me his true nature. All about themselves. All about self.

Last Thursday, a former student came in to tour the building. I caught him in the hallway and we started to talk. He has started at the company that Bruce and I had been given a vision about two years earlier. He tried to get my resume, but I am under contract. Bruce did send him a resume. In our vision, Bruce started there first and then I came along a couple of months earlier. Had I let the summer move truly get to me, I never would have seen him. Patience is a thing that is difficult to follow at times. We have to trust in the Lord and understand His timing is perfect, and our patience has to be tested.

I know where the two of us are going. I also know with that confirmation the other things that the Lord has shown me will come to pass. The three Christmas presents were our son, my mother, and then my dad. I saw their faces, all around the holidays. I am glad to know my job is going to change, but I also know sadness will be strong over the next couple of months. All I can do is trust in the Lord. I have and I will continue to do just that.

November 30, 2018

Two nights ago, as I was trying to go to sleep, I kept seeing a fire In the spirit. The next morning after I got up, I started to work on a wood burning stove that I had set up in the garage. From the start I knew the vent was not right, but we had been using it. When I took apart the stove pipe, it was almost 100% clogged with creosote. I mean there was over an eight-foot section that was full. I understood the fire in the spirit then.

Bruce the lab assistant at school had told me he will not be coming back in the Spring. His last day is Monday coming up. I have always said that was the Lords program and to prove it once again, a former student stopped in last night. He has the passion for the trade and I asked him if he would like to be the lab assistant come Spring. He was very excited and said he would love to be. It will just depend on the total number of students enrolled but it looks like it will happen.

I keep thinking of the three people passing over the holidays. Yes, I am worried some, but I still have a sense of peace. Normally, we do not get our son out in December, but this year we must take him to the doctors. It is getting rough on him and he is getting frustrated with his condition. Let the Lords will be done.

The other thing is I have been emotionally down for the last week or two. In the last week, I have heard or talked to several past students who all were very thankful for me taking time with them and encouraging them to continue and not to give up. The Lord knows what we need and in His time He will provide.

Yesterday, I was working on the taillights of my truck. I had replaced the bulbs I the turn signal, but it still was not working right. I tried new bulbs, nope. I was getting frustrated, then I used one of the old bulbs and still nope. The Holy Spirit spoke softly and said swap the bulbs around. When I did, everything worked perfectly.

January 19, 2019

I was able to go out to the folks house during the break. Mom was so beautiful. She looked and acted like she was twenty years younger than she is. We had a very good visit.

My sister had been taken to the hospital and turns out she needed immediate surgery. She had a triple bypass and a valve replaced in her heart. She is doing better but there are times when she is still crying wolf. She likes the attention. What took me back was her attitude. It was not one of peace but more of have pity on me, see I am hurting. There was no peace, I tried to share some words of the Lord, she listened, but then she blew them off. She believes in the Lord but a part of her is firmly planted in this world.

Fall semester went well but I keep getting the feeling that management is trying to stack the tables against me. The Dean even tried to fuss at me over something that I had no control over. I feel like they want me to complete setting the shop and then they will let me go in May. That feeling is very strong. I am overjoyed that some of them want me to leave. That just proves to me that the Lord has another place for me to go.

I have a student who is diagnosed with bi-polar and schizophrenia. He has one of the biggest hearts that you could imagine. I helped Tyler last fall with driving lessons and he passed his driving test in December. He was very excited. Many people have told Tyler he should be a preacher and he knows that is true. What he has been through would be extremely tough on anybody. His testimony will touch thousands.

There is a new student this semester, Johnny who is searching for the truth. He is twenty. He told me that he has read the Bible, read the Koran, and he is not quite sure if the Lord is truly real. He has faith, has heard a lot of things from many people, but he is searching for the truth. He told me ever since he was little, he always known, that many people will know his name. He will be famous to some degree. He will be, just not the way he is thinking. I told him since he searching for the truth, go out on a limb and ask the Lord to show him the truth. He was not offended by what I had said. When he deepens his faith, he will receive the gift of healing. He will touch many people with his gift and speech.

I honestly feel the reason I am still there is to help these two answer some questions. As well as others, but these two specifically. I will continue to do as the Lord guides me on my direction.

January 20, 2019

This past Tuesday, I had a dream about my ex father in law Vern. Vern was in the passenger in the seat and I was driving to Iowa. For some reason we were taking a road trip together. He never said a word, but he just sat there feeling safe and content. It was not special that we were going to Iowa but that the fact we were driving North and not South. I have never dreamed about that man before but this time I did. Vern was a farm hand most of his life. He had always been quiet but I always had a lot of respect for him. I called his youngest son yesterday but of course he did not answer.

Today, Sunday, Jason called me back. I have no talked to him in almost three years, but I had always treated him like he was my younger brother. We got caught up on our families and shared quite a few thoughts. I told him about the dream and he just laughed. It turns out Vern had come down with Sepsis this past Thanksgiving. He is still in rehab but it seems to be going ok. The year previous, at the same time, I had come down with the exact same medical diagnoses. There is a reason for the events to have happened that way. There are no coincidences with the Lord. Several times during our conversation I had mentioned the Lord and kept telling Jason to keep his focus on the Lord. Jason agreed. Maybe the Lord is trying to prepare him because he lost his mom several years back and he loves his dad very much. Time will tell.

January 29, 2019

Occurrence:

Last Thursday, I was at work and the phone rang. It was a former student and he was looking to find a welder for the place where he worked. When I started to talk with about a current student, that student walked in. Now, this student has never come in that early before class, but today he did. When Terry gave me all the information, I hung up the phone and gave Ken the message. He said that was the second job offering he had received that day. That was the Lords timing.

On Monday, Ken came in and said he did not go talk to the company but that he gave the information to his son and it looks like his son is going to accept the job offering. Then Ken went on said that he was in anguish over his son because his son seemed to have no direction and did not know where he was going. It gave Ken a great sense of peace to know that his son is going to work. He also said now that frees him and Ken is free to move. His son will keep the house, and Ken will able to pursue the last years of his life with peace.

We never know how the Lord will work and we never know when He will use us for His purpose. Always be open to the quiet ways of the Lord. For our Father and Jesus are still hard at work for their beloved. I love the Lord so much, it gives me great joy to know that He will and can use me for His purpose. Stay focused on the Lord and abide in His mercy.

February 4, 2019

Over the last week, several dreams have occurred. I had two dreams about fire. Abuilding or a house was on fire. Had one dream where I was standing on an elevated platform looking down on the house that Mike and I had built. Mike came up and we gave each other a fist bump. I looked at him and told him that she is trying to fix the house up. He replied, "I know. She has been talking to me." He said two other things, but I cannot remember them.

In another dream I saw Mike painting a closet.

Last night, I dreamed that there was a fifty-foot tall pile of rocks in front of the folks' house, suddenly, it started to tilt and then came crashing down. No one was hurt, but it did bury one of the cars. In the next scene, mom was standing there with a slight smile. I looked up the driveway and Mike was walking down, shaking up a gallon of paint as he walked.

