

Love Letters To My Bride

Recent Prophecies From Jesus

To The Bride Of Christ

by

Clare Du Bois

&

Ezekiel Du Bois

© Copyright 2015 – Clare Du Bois

ISBN-13: 978-1515348047

ISBN-10: 1515348040

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

Introduction: Violate Your Comfort Zone... 8

1. Open Your Heart All The Way To Me... 14

2. Honesty: Looking At Yourself In God's Mirror... 19

3. Blessed Are The Pure, For They Shall See Me... 26

4. Jesus Answers How To See Him... 31

5. My Perceptible Presence Is With You... 37

6. Count The Cost... 42

7. Surrender It All To Me... 55

8. Who You Are To Me... 58

9. Rest For Your Soul... 63

10. The Deeper Meaning Of Our Wedding Day... 67

11. Prepare For Your Wedding Day... 71

12. Charity Covers A Multitude Of Sins... 77

13. Uncommon Respect... 80

14. Why Your Enemies Are Important... 85

15. Without Love You Will Not Be Raptured... 92

16. You Need Not Fear... 97

17. Everything Seems Business As Usual... 100

Acknowledgment

Special thanks to Jesus for the content of this book. Were it not for Him, there would be nothing of any importance to say.

Thanks to Mike Peralta, his hours of work and for taking the initiative to put the book together, the lovely artwork, book layout and assembling the messages in a coherent fashion.

Thanks to Carol Jennings for her tireless efforts to proof and transcribe the messages and manuscript.

And Sherry Gross for transcribing messages as well.

And especially, thanks to my husband, Ezekiel du Bois whose prayers, intercession and spiritual covering has made all this possible.

ABOUT THESE PROPHECIES

Clare operates in the gift of prophecy. In 1 Corinthians 14:1 it states, "Follow the way of love and eagerly desire gifts of the Spirit, especially prophecy." Now we are living, and supposed to be obeying, God's instructions in the New Testament. Although some believe that spiritual gifts such as prophecies have been done away with, this is man's thinking and not God's. God has not changed His covenant. We are still living in the era of the New Covenant – which is also called the New Testament. Please understand that your first commitment should be to the Lord Jesus Christ and His Word as written in the Bible – especially the New Testament.

As always, all prophecy needs to be tested against the Bible. However, if the prophecy lines up with the Bible, then we are expected to obey it. Currently, God does not use prophecies to introduce new doctrines. They are used to reinforce what God has already given to us in the Bible. God also uses them to give us individual warnings of future events that will affect us: in this case, the Rapture, which is soon to happen.

Just like in the Old Testament, God uses prophets in the New Testament times of which we are currently in. The book of Acts, which is in the New Testament, mentions some of the prophets such as Judas and Silas (Acts 15:32) and Agabus (Acts 21:21) and there were others. The ministry of prophets is also mentioned in New Testament times in 1 Corinthians 12:28 and 14:1,29,32,37 as well as in Ephesians 2:20, 3:5, and 4:11.

Jesus chooses prophets to work for Him on Earth. Among other things, Jesus uses prophecies and prophets to communicate His desires to His children. The Bible itself was written prophetically through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit.

As it says in 1 Thessalonians 5:19-21, "Do not put out the Spirit's fire; do not treat prophecies with contempt. Test everything. Hold on to the good." And the way to test the messages is to compare it's content to what the Bible says.

Although the author (and close friends) have tested these messages to make sure they are in agreement to what the Bible says, you individually must also test these messages, yourself, to the Bible. And, if they are consistent with the Bible, then God expects that you will take them to heart and obey His instructions.
INTRODUCTION

Violate Your Comfort Zone, Welcome to Mine

July 25, 2015

[ Jesus in italics ]

[Clare] Blessing and Wisdom be with us tonight.

Well, I'm gonna have just a short little introduction here before I get into the meat of the message.

I kinda "blew it" earlier this evening. A quarter to seven this morning, I got up to make a coffee drink and I got snagged with the dishes and a couple of other things and came back two hours later. So, I didn't really make the right choices earlier this evening, and I felt kinda guilty when I came into prayer for making the Lord wait. I mean, the Lord was so sweet – He sent my "Jesus kitty" over to come and lick my nose and tell me that He still loved me.

So, I said, 'I'm sorry Lord. It happened again, tonight. Please help me change.'

[Jesus] "A little humility goes a long way. But, don't condemn yourself. That accomplishes nothing but demoralization. You get enough of that on a daily basis from the world. And yes, this is for everybody: don't get down on yourself when you make poor choices. I am right there with you, with My arm around you, saying, 'Come on. Let's try again.' That's all it means to Me - very simply, a lesson learned now; in the future we'll make better choices together.

"The devils are opportunists, as I have told you before, so don't give them opportunity. Get up and keep going. Many times they have set you up anyway...just to see if you'll fall for it. After a few times, you begin to get the picture and stop falling for it.

Really, Lord?? I'm not quite seeing that, but I appreciate the encouragement.

"I want to give all of you an encouraging word tonight. Rome wasn't built in a day, and neither were My saints. So, don't push yourselves excessively, beyond what you can feel is My desire.

"All of you have made progress with what I've been giving Clare. Some of you have made spectacular progress, especially those who do not have to fight against the formation you got from people with religious spirits. When I say religious spirit, I don't mean Catholic or Liturgical churches - I mean believers with an extremely staunch, hardline and narrow viewpoint. Those who stopped learning years ago and are still defending and repeating the same litanies over doctrine, rules and ways of living and worship that were passed onto them.

"I have done many things out of the ordinary that have come under serious condemnation from those whose comfort zone feels violated by My Holy Spirit's new way of moving. It is so easy to defend what you've been taught and condemn what you've never personally experienced. What I want to tell you tonight is that 'You will know them by their fruits.'

"Going back to Heidi Baker. She was a hungry woman. She worked in a dried up and barren mission field with very little fruit to show for her labors... which, by the way, were in keeping with what she had been taught growing up and at the university level. She followed the conservative way – and it led nowhere. After years of that, she was left hungry and aching, asking so many 'why' questions. She loved the people and she loved Me and she knew, just knew, there had to be something more.

"When you've tried everything in your sphere of knowledge and nothing brings results, you get desperate. She was desperate and willing to try something that could result in her losing her funding. She was in love with Me and with the people and was desperate to touch them deeply - to see real miracles, signs and wonders resulting in conversion. Mass conversions. So, she went out on a limb and her support sawed it off.

Just as an aside here, the people who were supporting her were, I guess, pretty conservative. And they had said, "If you go to the Airport (church), we're cutting your funding off." Because, that is where she went and got this new anointing. She was desperate – so she went, anyway. And that's a whole story in itself, about how she got touched. It was quite miraculous – she was "out" for several days, I think.

"But, when she went back to the mission field with the new anointing she gained at the Airport, I struck her with the greatest move of God ever on the African continent. That's saying a lot. That's fruit. 'You will know them by their fruits.'

"When I incarnated, I deliberately looked foolish: born to a lowly carpenter, raised up in poverty in one of the lowliest vocations of the day. I did this deliberately, because I wanted to be recognized by My Spirit, not My wealth. I could have made a grand entrance, impressing even the rulers of the day, but I came for those who were desperate, just like Heidi. The ones that were trampled on every day by the ruthless Romans, not the ones taking their ease in palaces by oppressing the poor. And, there was only one way I could be recognized: by My fruit. Lives were changed, new traditions were instituted, the seriously ill were healed, the lame walked, the blind could see. This is what I mean by fruit.

"If your discernment cannot operate out of your comfort zone, you're going to have problems. In fact, satan relies on that flaw in your understanding and will exploit it for all it's worth. For instance, if one day the news should announce that the Messiah is coming, and he makes a grand entrance - approximating the supernatural. And every eye should see him, because the news cameras will see to it - and he makes world peace after a time of destruction and promises everyone prosperity, emptying money into the pockets of the masses... All of this would fit the comfort zones of those who maintain their thinking inside the comfort zones society has provided for them. They would fall for this false messiah in a heartbeat.

"In the meantime, the Christians with discernment would be mercilessly persecuted, homes and children taken from them, put into jails and executed as dissenters. Those whose comfort zones had been pandered to would applaud such moves and call all Christians trouble makers. I do not wish for you, My People, to be fooled by anyone. I am warning you now: there will be a spectacular display of the supernatural to convince all that the messiah has truly come. You will not stand unless you are willing to oppose the status quo, and opposing the status quo will have serious consequences.

"What are you willing to relinquish in your ways of thinking? How far out of the box are you willing to take your faith? Have you in the past recognized a move of the Holy Spirit and corresponded with it? Or, have you denounced it along with the people who had no discernment.

"Some of you who have visited this channel are not comfortable with the way I talk to Clare. You feel something good, but your upbringing in the faith totally contradicts how I speak to her. At times, you feel threatened...could it really be this easy to talk to God?

"I'm asking you to examine the fruit in the lives of the people who post here. Get acquainted with the moving of My Spirit in ways that you are unaccustomed to. You need to practice this skill, whether you're taken in the Rapture or stay behind. You'll need to be able to recognize Me in My variety of movements. I love variety, I love fun, I love to be close to you. I love to show My human side to you. After all, that is one reason I incarnated on this Earth, to reveal the Love of the Father to you.

"Get accustomed to finding Me in ways you never expected. Go deeper in your discernment. Take the time to stretch your thinking and definitely rebuke a Religious spirit, because that's what's behind your difficulties in discerning Me. I don't fit in the box... and neither should you. I've called you to be Mine, exclusively - not the byproduct of some religious denomination or non-denomination. I created you to be unique and an individual. Don't allow yourself to be crammed into someone's comfort zone. Grow into who you are, no matter how unconventional and out-of-the-box it may seem to you. If you feel the fire in your heart, pursue it. Don't allow the enemy to water you down with someone else's boundaries, guidelines and agenda for your life. Take the collar off your neck and break free of that Pharisee leash.

"I have come that you may have life, and LIFE ABUNDANTLY in the Spirit. But, it will never happen if you're living someone else's vision of who you are. You need the courage to discern for yourself. Swim against the current and cleave to My Spirit, above all else. He is the only One that should be setting your guidelines and boundaries, in a fresh and exciting way, without the musty old murmurings of a crowd that died a long time ago and gave up their dreams to protect their future.

"So, this message is about discernment, breaking free of a Religious spirit, and proceeding on your way with My Holy Spirit. Into the life you should be living in the Spirit; out of the comfort zone.

"I bless you now, with the courage to commit to thinking as I think, doing as I would do, and tasting the fruits of the tree over the fence. OUT of your comfort zones... but right in My back yard."

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MESSAGE 1

Open Your Heart All The Way To Me

April 27, 2014

I had been in worship for several hours praying and worshipping with Holy Spirit and Jesus, and I knew it was getting to be time to receive a message for you. Jesus and I were dancing to "All of Me" by Christ for the Nations, and He was holding me very closely. He said,

[Jesus] "I need all of you, Clare. You are holding back, you are not completely surrendered and peaceful. There is still reticence on your part."

"Oh please receive all of Me, please do not hold My love back. Please trust Me."

And, I knew He was right. I felt a distance, like 'You're God and I'm a speck of dust - I'd best keep my distance and my perspective.'

"But, you are hurting Me, by not receiving My love. You are holding back because your eyes are on you and not Me. Stop thinking like men – receive My thoughts, My love, My understanding. I have created you to bring Me praise and how can I not respond in all out love when you praise Me?

"I want to be your intimate companion. I want you to tell Me about the little things that seem silly, that trouble you - the big things that are out of your range of understanding. I want a completely open door to your whole being, without any reservations or self-preoccupation. Don't you see? I am wounded when you don't trust Me, even with the silly, little things. You are thinking 'Oh, He is God, these are trifles not worthy of His time.' Nothing could be further from the truth. They may be trifles, but they are on your mind. And, I love You, so I want to be a part of everything that goes on inside that precious head of yours."

You mean even the bull-headed head?

"Even that, which I understand better than you think."

Oh Lord, this is strange for me. I've accepted you without conditions...but there is still this little wall I've built. It's like a wall of humanity. My humanity and Your divinity just don't seem to mix...or at least, that is my perception.

"If that were true, do you think I would bother with a blue Morpho butterfly landing on your wrist, flashing his wings with indigo highlights for you to enjoy? Don't you see how intimately I am involved in your thoughts?"

Yes, I do and that's what blew me away when you first brought me to my palace in Heaven. I just couldn't get over how many intricate details you worked into every inch of that palace of waterfalls...even down to the muting of the vast amounts of water passing through the room. Is it my faults that cause me to be reticent to be totally open and released to you?

"It's your faults and fears. And I have told you once before, there is no such thing as carnal attraction in Heaven, so you don't have to be afraid or worry that you will fall into that, it just isn't possible. You already know that if there is any hint of that, you are being tested by a demon. It certainly is not coming from Me nor will it ever come from Me. You know that, don't you?"

Yes, Lord I do believe that. So, what else is causing my fear of total openness to You?

"You are still trapped in your insufficiency and faults. Ugly as they are to you, I am burning right through them with My Love. As you fully receive My Love, I fully purify you from these lingering faults until there is not even a vestige of them left. You may search, but you will not find them. This is why it is so important for you to release your whole being into My hands and keep nothing back. This is what I am doing. Can you work with Me? Will you, Clare?"

Oh Lord, I know you are helping me. Yes, I will do my utmost not to put my mind on my faults but only your love and your glory.

"That's what I'm looking for. That's what I am asking for. Complete surrender to My Love. In this way, I will completely deliver you from your tendencies to be controlled by the earthly nature. It will simply be burnt away into a vapor.

"You see, all men and women long for authentic love and there is so little of it in the world that they begin to turn to fancies for comfort. They feel pleasure from food, beauty, and relationships. The problem is that none of these things can deliver what I have to give. Men have so distorted the Love I have for you that you back away from Me and seek pleasure in other things. But, all to no avail - nothing can bring that final fulfillment, and frustration builds in a soul that thinks that having all they want in life will fill that void.

"But, it doesn't. They reach the pinnacle of accomplishment with all they've ever dreamt of doing and having and still they feel so empty inside. That's why many of the wealthy are so unhappy - they are chained down by their lifestyle and not free to fly with Me. Their lifestyle becomes their God, but it never fills that empty place...so it gets covered over with more entertainments, more things, more relationships, until they reach a point of despair and feel their lives are a total failure. They reason, 'I have everything, but I'm still not happy.' Nor will they be, until they receive Me.

"So, what I am asking from you, My Love - and All My Brides, is total surrender, total trust and letting go of who you are into My faithful and loving hands. For I love you tenderly, completely, even unto the depths of your souls. So, have no fear of closeness to Me. You were made for this, it is your destiny and your Home. Relinquish all into My Faithful Hands, and come into the Rest of Almighty God.

"In this rest, you will find completion. Yes, you will find peace and be satisfied, fulfilled and hopeful - you will lack no good thing. So, come to Me, the way you are. If you've been playing in the mud, come to Me - I will wash you and adorn you with clean linens. If you have wallowed in your flesh...still come to Me and I will restore what you have lost. If you are weary with the goods of this earth, chained to success among men, come to Me - I will cut the fetters and release you to fly with Me into the Heavenlies. I will give you the perspective you need, to be who I created you to be, not who men say you are.

"If you have been broken and rejected in love, fear not. My heart has enough love for both of us, and I shall repair ever rip and stab wound, rubbing healing balm upon it until it is restored, whole, and flourishing - filled to the brim with the wine of our love.

"Do you not see? I have come to complete you, to make you whole, to retire you from the world, to lift you into the Heavenlies, to restore righteousness, peace, and joy to your life. To return to you your innocent childhood. Oh, nothing is impossible for God. I have every answer you have ever sought. I have all you've ever wanted. Come to Me - poor, blind and naked. Leave rich, well clothed in the finest linens, eyes open to the beauty of life lived in Me. Walk no more bent over by the weight of your sins, but honorably, in humility, because of who you are in Me. All of this and more I shall give you.

"I ask only that you lay aside your dirty robes. In profound repentance, forsake your ways of the past, and step forward to be bathed in hyssop and redeemed by My Blood - to walk in My footsteps, to reach out with My hands, to Love with My Heart. This is where you shall find your rest, your happiness and eternal joy as My grace flows through you like a river - bringing drink to the thirsty, love to the outcast, wisdom to the foolish and God to the forsaken.

"So, fear not this intimacy with Me, My Brides. You have nothing to lose but that which you reject in yourself, and everything to gain both now and in eternity. I love you, come to Me.. come to Me."

Song: All of Me, Christ for the Nations

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MESSAGE 2

Honesty, Looking At Yourself in God's Mirror

April 18, 2015

"Tonight, I want to talk to you about honesty: honesty with yourself and others. You all have areas that need to be looked at just a little closer. If I did not love you, I would not bring this up at all. But, because time is very short and there are still areas where you have not confessed sin to Me I am asking you, precious Bride, look again.

"For the sake of survival in the past you have hidden certain things from yourself because it was too painful to look at. But, you needn't hide anything from Me. I already know about your sins, Dearest. I want to work with you and lift the burden of guilt deep down inside where you have hidden things too painful and disturbing to bring up.

"There is nothing that can keep Me from loving you, absolutely nothing. But, our relationship must be built on honesty. I cannot perfect that which you refuse to see. In order to bring you to perfection, you must be willing to admit the truth about yourself. You are beautiful beyond imagining and there is nothing that will change My mind about that. But...these deep dark secrets and unconfessed sins let off a scent of guilt and shame.

"This, too, is responsible for you distancing yourself from Me. You know there are things too dark to confron,t but that in My presence all things are seen. May I say, I have seen all these things even before they happened? No one wants to see themselves as evil and so they hide their evil thoughts and deeds even from themselves and make excuses to cover them up, or invent stories.

"My Love, come to Me and ask to be relieved of these sins. Ask Me to bring them to the surface where My grace can cauterize your flesh and you will never more be burdened by them.

"For instance, so many make the excuse that they don't have time to pray the way they should. Let's examine that. Do you have time to shop, prepare dinner, watch a show on TV, talk to a friend for 45 minutes, go to a salon to have your hair done, take a trip with friends, sit on the porch and enjoy the fresh evening air?

"Let's analyze that. You have made time to nourish your body and provide for your body's needs. You have made time to relax and be entertained and to give your emotions a break. You have made time for a friend to confide in you or to share in your victories and failures, you have made time to be stylish and look good in the eyes of man, and you have made time to get away from everyday life with friends.

"What is the truth of this? What is the conclusion to be drawn from this example? Simply that I am not as important as any of these things - that is the honest truth I am looking for. You make time for the things that are most important for you in your life. You make time to work and make money, to shop and spend money, to entertain yourself, even to go to church. These things are important to you. But a relationship with Me?"

Lord....

"Go ahead."

Well, I just want to say that I had a to-do list every day, and it was long. If I didn't accomplish everything on the list or most things, I would end the day in disappointment. I was very unhappy and frustrated until one day the Lord spoke to my heart. "You have a spirit of Ambition." This spirit would suggest expectations and I would write them down to be done in a day. But, I was over reaching my energy level and my time - so I would have to push to accomplish everything. I had to push away anyone or anything that would take time away from my list. And there was always something I just couldn't get done.

Everything on that list was either in the world or from the world. Sure, there were things that couldn't wait, but rather than spending time in the kitchen baking, I could just buy something that would make do. But no, it had to be really good, if not the best - so I had to make it. There are easy ways to do things and there are superior, harder ways to do things that cause you to become more involved, using more of your time. I would always pick the more demanding ways. Perhaps the root sin of this was Pride; it just had to be the best.

And, I never had enough time for God. I never had hours when I wasn't exhausted or in a hurry to get out and get everything done. Early, I was busy getting ready to go. Late was the dregs of my energy. I knew He was calling me to more prayer, but I was so tied to my worldly pleasures and agendas, I didn't have time. I mean really substantial time with Him.

One day the Lord told me what my problem was. "Clare, you don't have time for Me."

I was floored by that remark...don't have time...for God? Huh, why is that? Isn't He the most important One in my life?

The answer was easy: No.

He was not the most important thing. A million other details pertaining to the world were more important...exercise, finding the right clothing to wear, working with my hair, looking for makeup and trying new techniques, baking the most intense dark chocolate cake with homemade frosting, cleaning the car, keeping it shiny and bright, repotting my plants and looking up details about how to increase their yield, studying health issues and what certain vitamins can do. I could go on and on and on and on with this list. All of those things were more important to me than Jesus. And that was the Honest Truth. I loved the Lord, I gave Him my life, I thought I was living for Him - but looking back, I was living for myself.

Yes, I had prayer time, but nothing like what He wanted from me. Yet, I was hungry for the gifts and the ministries others had. I would feel jealousy over the success of others and ask myself, 'Why can't I be successful like that?' I would even tell the Lord, 'If You throw me into ministry, Lord - I know all those other things will fade away.'

But, He wouldn't do that. What He wanted from me was to see me abandon the familiar things of the world, the things I thought were essential, and really were nothing more than vanities, before I was put in ministry. He wanted to see that He meant everything to me, and nothing in my life was more important to me than Him.

I began to realize that my jealousy was based on laziness. I was not putting out the effort to succeed because my life was too taken up by trivia: all those things that are going to burn in the fire. I remember once hearing something that stuck in my mind like Velcro: "If you are jealous of someone, it is because you see something they have, that you know you could be doing, but you're not applying yourself to the level necessary to attain it." That statement haunted me. And, the reason I wasn't attaining? The time in my life was being used up by trivia.

Then, one day I got confronted with the Rapture. And I was told, you are one of the foolish virgins. How did I know that? There was a deep down gnawing in my gut that I was wasting precious time on foolish things. But, I would throw up an excuse: 'That has to be done! That's important! I've got to have that!' and so on and so on. But, that gnawing refused to go away. And, when the Lord burst my little bubble, telling me that I didn't have time for Him...and I saw the reality of the Rapture? Well, that was my wake up call. I just knew that if I continued on this way, I would run out of oil, if I was not already out. That's when I changed, lowered my expectations and standards on worldly things so that God could dominate my life.

The Lord continued, "And that's where I would like you, My Brides, to pick up at. I want you to be unyieldingly honest with yourselves about how you are spending your time. Re-assess the must haves in your lives. Lower your expectations so that trivia and vanity does not rob you of Me. It is so slippery, one step in the wrong direction and all the wrong things hop onboard."

I remember Lord, when I was dressing for church, years ago - I just had to have a coordinated outfit: the right dress, the right accessories, the right purse, the right shoes, the right hose, the right makeup. One thing steps out of line and everything else follows it. Whereas, if I weren't so conscious of my outer appearance, I could make do with the same simple clothes every week. Then my inner man would be truly ready to worship and oblivious to the fashion show. For you men, it would be the right tie, with the right shirt, the right jacket and slacks, and the right shoes, with a shiny new clean car to make a shiny impression for all the guys coming to church with their families. Boy, were we into it.

"The saddest part of this, My Bride, is that you don't see your involvements are choking out the fruit you could have borne. Truly, in this country, the briars have overgrown the churches to the point where there is no room for Me to move. And much of the time, the issue anchoring My movements is social acceptability. Dressing right, looking right, acting right, at all the wrong times. I have no room to breathe.

"This is why I am calling for honesty. A new level of honesty. When this country is at war there will be honesty, because all the frills will be impossible to have - then we can get back down to content, personal holiness and what really matters. But now, My church is bound by social standards and acceptability in the sight of man.

"My Brides, My beautiful Brides, I beg of you - check your motives. There is only one motive you should have: love of Me and love of neighbor. Any other motive is impure and purity is what is necessary to see and hear Me clearly. 'Did I say that because I wanted to be clever and impress them? Did I dress this way to upstage so and so? Am I exercising so I can turn the men's heads at church? And catch a husband?' May I say that, if you seek to attract a husband by carnal standards, you will have a carnal man and a carnal marriage.

'Did I call so and so to plant an ugly thought about someone I don't like? Did I sign up to serve in the church to improve my influence and status? Did I offer to help because I want people to think I am good? Did I buy that new car because I wanted to turn heads in the parking lot?'

"Check your motives, both men and women. Check to see if the reason you are doing something is strictly because you love Me and for no other reason. If it is to be seen by others and thought well of, I guarantee you, oil is leaking from your lamp and it is in danger of going out.

"I am going to convict you of your motives this coming week. I am going to expose attitudes and habits that have hindered you and prevented you from becoming who you truly are in Me. Some things may come as a shock to you, when you see why you really do what you do. But, this is for your own good. This is to remove more spots from your wedding gown. This is to bring you to repentance. And, if any think more highly of themselves than they do of others, well, you will discover just how lowly you are. This is a good thing. For truly I lift up the humble but decrease the stature of the proud.

"Please, My Bride, men and women: be honest with yourselves and do not try to make excuses or sidestep the truth about why you are doing things. At every turn, repent and ask for My help to let go of these worldly attitudes and posturing. I am purifying you like fire-tried gold. Cooperate with Me, for I love you and have only your best and eternal interests at heart.

"I bless you now with the courage to cooperate with Me as I prepare you for our wedding day."

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MESSAGE 3

Blessed Are the Pure, For They Shall See Me

April 19, 2015

"My children are having a hard time recognizing where they have made compromises with the world. The world is so corrupt that consciences have never really been properly formed. As a result, there is still much they do not recognize as far as right from wrong.

"They sense certain things are not pleasing to Me, but they don't know beyond a shadow of a doubt. You fall into this, too, sometimes. You see, My thinking is so radically different from the world's, it is difficult to justify it in the eyes of men.

"But I am here to say, 'do your best' and 'My spirit will do the rest'. There will not be time on this Earth to expose all the things that bring Me grief, but after time in Heaven you will all understand more fully the sinful things that contaminate you. Until then, do your best, I'll do the rest. No seriously, I understand your lack of understanding as to what things offend Me. And, for this reason I am being more liberal with you and not requiring complete purity as I did in days of old.

"Yes, swimsuits still shame Me. That is way too much flesh showing, but that's the norm for your culture. I remember when you would take the children swimming to the pool and insisted they cover their bodies with shorts and t-shirts, but just them being in the vicinity of others who were immodestly clad was shameful to Me. I am not condemning you, Clare, I am explaining to you how different Heaven's standards are and that I have made allowances because of your culture.

"But, now we are coming down to the wire and I wish for all My Brides to be acutely aware of what is grievous to Me. I want you all to practice chastity of eyes, mind, and body. Do not let your eyes wander. Do not look twice when you see something offensive to Me. Do you understand I LIVE in you?? I see what you see? Oh, please spare Me the grief of having to see things of the carnal nature.

"Many of you have stumbled into sins of the flesh because of the immodest culture you live in. That was satan's plan all along and how successful he has been. But now, My Brides, as you approach our wedding day, I beg of you, do not linger on things of the flesh. Not entertainments - it is not funny to me, but sick. Not photographs not songs or books."

Lord, I know the enemy has unleashed filth like never before that just seeps into our minds before we recognize what it is.

"There is no condemnation if you recognize these things in your mind. It is when you dwell on them that you sully yourself. Again, 'Blessed are the pure, for they shall see God.' This is an important aspect of communicating with Me. I wish for you to push those assaults out of your mind and remain pure. If you do not, they begin to grow and evolve into something much more evil, and before you know it you are compromised and beyond the boundaries of your self control. Then it is too late and you fall into sin.

"I am telling you all this for your own good. Please, any hint of immorality, impurity, licentiousness, lacking moral restraint, especially in sexual conduct, provocative clothing... shun like a leper.

"There is a price to pay for holiness, for closeness to Me. You will receive more than your fair share of scorn and contempt from relatives when you refuse to watch certain things in movies and TV. Turning your eyes away from filthy things brings an element of conviction to others around you, and they resent it. But, you are bearing witness to God within you. You are rejecting moral impurity and setting a higher standard of behavior, which many will not go along with.

"And, for those of you who have already fallen into uncleanness or fornication, I say, Repent and make a resolution not to do it again. Call on Me in that hour to strengthen you. Those who willingly give their eyes over to that are far more guilty than those of you who are weak and refuse every opportunity to look, but still find yourselves overpowered. I do not condemn you, but the demons do. They bring on the temptation and give you to think, 'God will forgive me'. Then when you fall, they pour on the condemnation and claim you as their own, bound for Hell.

"You will find that those of you who are harsh and judgmental with others will have a harder time controlling yourself. You see, rather than rushing to your side, I allow you to fail so you will have more compassion for your brothers and sisters. I am calling My children to Mercy. Those who show Mercy, shall themselves be shown Mercy. And, those who are legalistic, demanding, and critical of others need to learn compassion and humility. And, so I allow a degrading habit to bring them to their senses so they will cease judging others. I do not give birth to these things, but I see the demons getting ready to jump on a soul, and if they have been harsh and critical of others, I do not come to their rescue. The more you downgrade others, the more you can expect to fall.

"Now, when a soul has had enough and cries out to Me to help them, I remind them of their weakness so they may indeed see themselves on the same level as everyone else. Not better, not smarter, not holier, not more capable; but wretched, just like the rest of humanity. Needing redemption, needing compassion, needing Mercy. And when I see that a proud, arrogant, judgmental soul is beginning to get it, then I step in and help them."

Lord, I know I have had a weakness in the area of food and it seems that whenever I have brought home some little thing that didn't meet with your approval, I would have remorse and you would give me a reading on humility.

"Yes, I humble the proud, I allow them to fail in many, many different ways because pride was and is the original sin by satan. Pride is the grandfather of sin and more than any other sin, I hate pride. It breeds judgment and gossip, which destroys the life of My Body and deprives it of My gifts. It destroys marriages and leaves children without guidance from both parents. It degrades the simple and takes the meaning of their lives from them. There is nothing more destructive than pride - it can be found behind all the other sins: greed, lust, and too many things to mention.

"So, when I see it in a soul that wishes to know Me on a deeper level, I immediately go to work to break that stronghold so that life may be restored to that soul and not easily stolen. When there is pride, you are a city unguarded - how easy it is for the enemy to walk right in and despoil you of all your gifts.

"When you are a minister and you are in pride, not only do you fall, but all the others who have attended you, listened to you, believed in you - they fall as well. Satan lies in wait for ministers. He provokes them to judge, then he despoils them. So, for all of you, I am telling you the secrets of holiness, the secrets of pleasing Me and warning you of the snares set at your feet. Just after a victory, when you are feeling good, that is your most vulnerable time; expect to be attacked, expect to be provoked to judge others and place yourself above them.

"When you begin to feel this leaven creep up on you, immediately repent and beg forgiveness and mercy on your soul. Usually when you feel it, it is too late; you have already been walking in it. But, if you are very, very careful, you can prevent a fall. Mostly, I want you to notice the virtue in your brother and sister, and accuse yourself, that you lack that virtue.

"I want you to downgrade and humble yourself, so you are beneath others in your own eyes. This is the ONLY safe haven for you. Humility. And, if you look closely enough you will see so much virtue in others you will not dare to point the finger at anyone. Rather, you will habitually recognize virtue in others. That keeps your city secure and well guarded.

"So, now perhaps you understand it: why you fall into degrading sin, why things fail for you - for I oppose the proud but give grace to the humble.

"I love you all with the tenderness that only your Creator can have. I bless you now as you go forth, with wisdom and courage to overcome yourselves and walk in My humility.

"For, though I am God, I did not regard equality with God something to contend for, but emptied Myself, taking the form of a lowly servant, and came to you in the likeness of men, forsaking my privilege as your Creator. This is the character of My Bride. So, go and do likewise." http://loveletterstomybride.weebly.com

MESSAGE 4

Jesus answers How to See Him

March 28, 2015

Thank you, Lord, for holding me so tenderly and showing me the many faces I have adored You in...and melding them into this.

"My Bride, I didn't want you to feel alienated from Me. I truly am all those things to you, yes. Indeed, the pictures you have used capture unique facets of My person and I have no objection to you using them. I only want for you to be acquainted with My actual face so that you will in no way be shocked when you see Me."

Oh, Sweet Lord, how kind you are to me.

"Oh Sweet Bride, how I love you."

You certainly show it in so many ways, I am totally overwhelmed over Your gifts to us. Please comfort Ezekiel, please pull Him out of the doldrums. Please?

"My Love, he is carrying a very heavy cross for Me right now. Shall I remove it from him?"

Well, no. Perhaps if I explain that, he will carry it with more confidence.

"Perhaps. But, he has offered himself to Me as a total sacrifice so many times, and I rejoice to share with him what I must endure on behalf of souls."

I thought you endured all that on the cross.

"Sins, yes - but the dynamics of brewing situations, no. There is much tension in Heaven right now as well. We are all on the edge of our seats, so to speak."

(Carol's vision: During Inside/Out class, we were to ask Holy Spirit to show us an angel. I kept asking to see AN angel...but I kept going up to 3rd Heaven and seeing a whole group. After asking three times, I sensed an angel to my right pointing my attention up to the others. They were all dressed in white, with red banners across their chests, gold in some places. They were holding trumpets. Their attention was all focused off to the right of me. As I looked, there sat Abba on the throne, with Jesus to His right. Jesus was sitting on the very edge of His throne, hands clenched on the arms, leaning forward - preparing to stand, on the Father's orders....and the air was of anticipation.)

"Waiting, waiting, waiting."

I thought you said last night, 'a date has been set' ?

"I did indeed, and that is what we are waiting on. You know how it feels to wait. However you have not, nor will you ever, know what waiting for this moment is like. It is like none other in history. It is horrendous. Waiting, waiting, waiting."

Can You tell me more?

"No, My Love, except that you are very close."

Close in time or close in thinking?

"Both."

OK.

"Listen to Me, Dear One. Hold up under the pressures of this life only just a little more. Don't grow weary in well doing as you began to do today. I would say to you, you will receive your reward - but I know better; it is not for reward that you do this. You truly are a shepherdess, laying your life down day after day for the sheep. This is what I have always wanted for you.

"There are many who wish to have this relationship with Me. I exclude no one, let that be made clear. My arms are wide open to all who seek Me...until they find Me. I am not an easy catch. I need to know how much I am wanted. I need to see a relentless Bride searching high and low for Me. Then, I shall surprise her with My presence. Most people give up way too easily - this is the majority of the problem.

"Most people give in to the lies of the enemy, 'You're not worthy.' Nothing could be further from the truth. Unless you want to say, 'Unless you are willing to seek Me until you find Me, you are not worthy.' Now that would be correct.

"The other issue of purity is also major. Two facets: one is that the more stimuli you glean from the world, the less sensitive you are to My presence, My still small voice, My gentle breeze and embrace.

"The other facet is uncleanliness. Feeding on the filth of the world makes a heart very soiled and unfit as a habitation. The house must be clean or at least committed to cleanliness."

Wow, Lord. We needed to hear this!

"I know. Oh, how I love each and every one that is seeking Me. That is why I am here to explain the direction they need to take. You know the things that offend Me. Sin offends Me very much. Sin in clothing, or lack of it. Sin in violence, crime, hatred, gossip, backbiting, jealousy, adulteries. Soap operas are the epitome of sin and extremely noxious to Me. Like: your-nose-in-fresh-dog-excrement noxious. I mean very, very bad. These things not only offend Me but also the Heavenly court, the angels and the saints. Yet, in your world they are matter of fact part of everyday life.

"If My Bride wants to find Me, she must lay aside these things and purify her heart and mind from all forms of entertainment that portray sin. This means music, clothing, behavior, speech, murder mysteries, wars, things that portray sin in any form. I don't have a problem with biographies that show the progress of a soul coming to Me, that don't make entertainment out of their sin, but simply portray where they were. It is the scintillating entertainments that spoil the perception of the delicate and clean things, dulling the senses and offending Me greatly.

"Understand that I, too, must endure what you are watching and thinking about. I, too, am in that bedroom watching unspeakable filth. I, too, am at that murder scene with all its suffering. I, too, am present at that intrigue that will steal and ruin the lives of hundreds caused by greedy men. These things HURT Me. Please, My Brides, do not watch these things in movies or TV - they are SO hurtful to Me. Do not listen to music or look at magazines, billboards, pictures that depict suffering and sin."

Lord, I remember how you recoiled at some of the images I was going to use for the nuclear war video.

"Oh yes, horror of horrors, I created that soul! To see his very body on fire disturbs Me deeply. Remember: I was there when that soul set fire to his body. I, too, felt the suffering, I had to work with his soul, determining his destination. No, No! Do not trouble Me with what you look at, listen to, think about. No. No! Do not put Me through that.

"How can I embrace a Bride when her mind is full of filth such as this? These things have half-lives, they linger and linger and linger. Over and over again I must see these things as they are recalled to your memory.

"Do you understand, 'Blessed are the pure, for they shall see God.'? Do you now understand why so many cannot find Me in their prayers? Yes, seek Me until you find Me, but first, clean your house. Come to Me clean, create a throne room in your heart that is undefiled with the filth of this world. And, I must say, it is not only filth, but worldliness that is offensive to Me.

"Carnal preoccupations with cooking, sewing, decorating, buying, selling, having this and having that. Wanting this and wanting that. Oh, those idols are detestable to Me and when I find that kind of clutter in a heart, I want to run the other way. And, when I see that a soul prefers that to My company, well... My heart collapses in sadness. Oh, how could you prefer these worthless idols to Me? How could you?

"I'm not talking about when you fall into a mood, or are deeply hurt and disappointed and you head for the Hagen-daas and a movie. Although, keep the movie pure. I'm talking about making a conscious decision to forego time with Me for useless things. That's why I get so disappointed with you when you follow rabbit trails on the internet. What a waste of time! And, you are getting much better My Love, not following news stories that bait your curiosity. Much better.

"These are willful sins you do not recognize. 'Oh Lord, cleanse me from my unknown sins.' When you get done surfing, you feel conviction, 'You know, I shouldn't have wasted all that time.' Your heart sinks a little knowing you've disappointed Me. Not only have you wasted time, you've also filled your mind with unnecessary cares, then you speak them out to others and pass them around, so you not only affect yourself but others as well, giving them a bad example.

"Do you see what I see now?"

Yes, Lord, even for the first time, I am understanding why I feel a certain way after doing something that wasn't your perfect will.

"Well, My Brides, I am not saying this to condemn you, do you understand that? I am answering your prayers. This is what I require of you, this is why you have such a hard time seeing and hearing Me. Work on this and I will bless you with visitations and consolations. I promise you.

"Well, that's enough to chew on for tonight, My Dove. Thank you for responding to Me so readily. All the dear ones on your channel have been on My heart, and now we can all work together to fulfill your dreams and desires to be with Me. "I love you all dearly and tenderly. I am coming for you. Prepare yourselves."

Well after that word, you're probably thinking, what's left to me to watch? Well, we watch children's movies (that aren't atheistic) and nature movies. Documentaries as long as there is no obnoxious content and simple cartoons like Simon's Cat or Animal Babies. http://loveletterstomybride.weebly.com

MESSAGE 5

My Perceptible Presence is With You

April 29, 2015

"Clare, not for one moment have I left you. You have done nothing to deserve that, the enemy is lying to you. Besides, didn't I tell you, it's not based on your performance but on My faithfulness to keep My word? Hmm?"

You're here? You're talking with me?

"I am."

Oh thank You. Lord.

"My very small and fragile child, don't you know you have no righteousness of your own, but all has been given to you? And, if you contain it, you will grow in holiness?

"Well, it's true. You see, I visit each of My Brides with graces and most receive them, but very few continue to contain them or multiply them. I visit with grace and I visit with adversity - it is usually during adversity that graces are lost."

But, what about those times of victory when the devils sift us and try to take away what we've just won?

"That, too, is an opportunity; it can go either way. One way to lose is after victory, the other is during adversity. When My Bride does not receive the challenges and tests I give her, she loses grace. When she becomes self-assured after a victory, she can lose grace.

"It is a matter of clinging to Me or wandering off on your own, in your own will. This is why I am so very strict with you to stay in My will at all times. I want you to contain the treasure I give you so you may lavish them on souls. But, if the Living Waters leak out before you get to them, well... then your pitcher is empty. You know what that feels like when that pitcher is empty, don't you."

Oh, it is so very sad to see others suffering for lack of understanding and wanting to help them - but not having the understanding they need. Even lately, Lord, people come to me with questions for You and I don't feel competent to ask or answer them.

"You have asked Me for this competency, and it is on the way. But, your role in the Body is more important than answering questions. I don't ever want you bogged down in that. I want you to teach them how to get their own answers, Clare. This is far more important and vital to Me.

"Oh, Dear ones, do not burden her with your questions! Seek Me and I will answer your questions. All of you who have been following Me closely through this vessel are so close to breakthroughs in hearing and seeing Me. Persevere, don't grow weary and don't give in to unbelief or discouragement. Those are your worst enemies. May I say laziness is part of the problem? You must press in, those who seek Me with their whole hearts, they shall find Me. Seek Me and live the life that I promised you - the abundant life of communion with Me; righteousness, peace and joy, the fruits of fellowship with Me. Confidence, courage, growth in charity, humility - these are the sweet flavors of the grapes that abide in the vine.

"Bitterness, rancor, flatness - those are the grapes that are produced without the nourishment of the True Vine. As I live in you and you live in Me, the grapes we produce together are bursting with nourishment and flavor. It is a cooperative venture: My hands work through your hands, My feet walk through your feet, My heart beats through your heart and all that is Godly and seems impossible to you comes into fruition. All that has previously been out of your reach is now a natural fact, flowing out to other souls hungry and thirsty for Me.

"When you begin to see these rewards: the cultivation of new ground, the planting of new seed, the harvesting of new fruit - rejoice greatly, for great is your reward in Heaven. I have longed for cooperative ventures with My Body, but so few have the faith and stamina to continue to believe even when the ground seems hard and barren. That is why perseverance is so very important. When you labor with Me you will not always see results immediately, but you will feel a deep satisfaction that together we have plowed and planted and by faith there will be a harvest.

"Each day is a new opportunity to co-labour with Me. It is your unflagging love for Me that keeps you coming back day after day to apply the fertilizer, cultivate the ground and expect the harvest - knowing that nothing you do for Me is in vain, all will bring forth fruit in its season.

"So, don't grow weary. Even at this late hour, expect the joyful harvest, expect the plump grapes and fine wine - all these are coming if you continue in your appointed jobs and do not grow weary with the tasks at hand.

"I know you are tired, Clare - bear with Me just a little while longer. I will answer your prayer about your schedule...but you My precious...'have to obey.' (we said it simultaneously) The enemy reasons with you and silly you...your self-will loves to listen...'oh, just a little surfing...recreation after a hard night's work'.

"Uh uh."

I'm sorry Lord, it is my own fault.

"Yes, you do get carried away.

"One more thing I would like My Brides to know. I have honored your prayers for Clare, I have laid up for you a storehouse of rewards for lifting her up so she could keep going. Whenever you pray for a minister, in Heaven you will reap of that minister's rewards. You will say to Me, 'Where did that come from, I didn't do that?' and I will say to you, 'You prayed for that servant and therefore you share in the reward.' It is a mystery, but not one thought, not one intention goes unrewarded before Me. I see the hidden things of the heart, I see the love and the care and I reward you for what I see. And, many of you are now beginning to come into your own with piercing the veil and welcoming My perceptible presence in your lives. You are beginning to see just how real is the place I've prepared for you. You are beginning to feel the warmth and safety of My embrace, all because you believed. Continue to believe, do not allow the enemy to steal the fruits of your labors from you.

"Protect these precious gifts and fruits. Remember, satan has come to kill, to steal and to destroy, and he will snatch them out of your hand if you let him."

And, I just want to give you a heads up, here. Be careful who you share these experiences with. Some will think you are mentally ill, hearing things or making things up. And, stay away from negativity. Many will not understand what God is doing with you and will be negative and skeptical.

The Lord continued, "So, take care to protect the small beginnings and signs of My indwelling presence with you. These are priceless gifts; keep them under lock and key in your hearts. I bless you, My Brides, with the abundant life of My presence, My perceptible presence in your midst. It is My joy to be with you and even a greater joy when you recognize My workings in your midst. We are as One."

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MESSAGE 6

Count the Cost

Monday April 13, 2015

The Lord hasn't begun a message yet, but I noticed last night when I began to share with all of you my experience with Him, when I was done sharing it, He began His message. So onward and upward, I'm gonna try that again.

Tonight, again I was feeling like a barrier to intimacy has been brought down. I worshipped for quite some time bringing all of you into the throne room and praying for your needs and a blessing for you. When I finally settled down and began to relax with Jesus, swaying gently to "I Surrender All" by Terry McAlmon, after about 5 interruptions, I finally connected with Him.

Again, it was His eyes looking at me with such tenderness that I could do nothing but melt. Then, I began to feel very, very inebriated with His love. I took a chance and looked into His eyes for a long time, totally relaxed, totally at home. This has never happened before. I've always had a little apprehension, but tonight I forced myself to ignore it and just gaze at Him.

When Ezekiel and I realized God had brought us together, we were sitting in the back of the van with the doors open, watching the children play in a stream. And, the energy between us was so sweet and deep you could cut it with a knife. We just lingered there, hardly saying a word or making a movement for at least an hour. We couldn't - we were so inebriated in each other's presence. Even today we make reference to 'sitting in the back of the van'. Well, that's what it was like with Jesus. I trusted Him with who I am, I didn't recoil or try to hide because of my lowliness - I just allowed Him to love me the way I am.

I said to Jesus, "You know me inside out and backwards, all my faults, my thoughts, my shortcomings and vices, so I have no reason to shy away from looking into your eyes."

And, as I continued to gaze into those loving eyes, I felt so at home in His arms, like... this is so right, so natural, so completely relaxed and safe. I don't need to hide from the All Holy One. He already knows me and my doings, and He is comfortable, relaxed and safe in my arms, too.

Wow, what a milestone that was for me. No more running, hiding or nervousness - just the comfort of the One who knows and loves me unconditionally. Someone I could share my Frappe and biscotti with, someone I could talk about the kid's muddy jeans with and figure out how we were going to get them back in the van without getting it dirty. WOW - what a connection and milestone this was for me!

He simply said, "I've been waiting for this for so long. When you would just accept Me unconditionally as your other half, truly your husband."

And, I thought to myself, 'I hope this won't make Ezekiel jealous'. But, later when I went to take a nap I told him, "Honey come lay down with Jesus and I, it feels like the back of the van." He just told me to stay in that sweet place with the Lord and came in here to answer comments (on the Youtube channel) 'cause we only have one Mac computer now and have to share it. He knows what that feels like because he, too, has experienced that gentle, familiar, love with Jesus.

And I realized, we get a lot of flak because of what we are sharing with you. I had one guy the other day call me a wicked woman, taking all the attention for myself and playing up to the adoring crowd. I had to laugh and thought, 'You didn't get it did you? This is about you, not me. These souls on our channel are seeing how real Jesus is and that they can have that relationship with Him too.' That's what we're here for, to show everyone how easy it is if you are willing to give Him your whole heart and cut out everything else in your life that is empty and useless. So, if any of you are adoring fans, please get your focus back. How many times do I have to tell you how wretched I am?

Well, I just realized, you know... prophets get a word of knowledge, they hear and see the Lord. Why can't we hear and see the Lord as in a relationship like Bride and Groom? John the Beloved rested his head on Jesus' heart, so why can't we?? And I realized, the Lord loves to give a word, but He doesn't want to be seen merely as a slot machine spitting out fortune cookies. He wants us to love to be with Him, not for the words, but for Who He is to us, and for Who He is period.

So if John can do it, we can do it, too!!! AMEN....

"Do you want Me to speak now?" Jesus asked ever so gently.

Oh, Yes Lord, please.

"What you have discovered tonight is the true secret of happiness. All roads lead to Home, right here." He pointed to His Heart. "That emptiness, that vacuum that all of you are experiencing, that intense desire for the Rapture... all of you are longing for this simple, one-on-one loving relationship, where we are forever together and even at death (for those who die) even more so. So, we will never, ever be separated. There may be times when you hurt Me, and I am very quiet, but other than that I need and want to be with you, accepted by you as the love of your life you can trust with, being relaxed and your true self. There may be times of sacrifice when you do not hear or see me because I am using your suffering to help another soul. But, this relationship is that God shaped place within you: no one, no thing, ever, will bring satisfaction to that void that exists in your heart.

"That is why you are longing so much for this relationship that Clare and I have, because I made you to want it. And, it is beginning to dawn on you that religion has robbed you of this precious, precious knowledge of Me. Yes, this is indeed the time of the Bride coming to her Groom and being wed together in Holy matrimony, so holy that no other human can come between you and I. This place is sacred and reserved only for you and I.

"Many of you have already approached Me in this way, but you still are holding back because of fears. Fear of Me, the Mighty God. Fear of Me, the Judge. Fear of Me, that I desire perfection from you before you dare approach Me.

"Nothing could be further from the truth. You will never reach perfection without Me. It is impossible to you. So, you spend your life shunning Me, avoiding Me because of these religious ideas that are lies from the devils. I am speaking to every one of you now: you are afraid of Me, that is the only reason you keep your distance. It is not I that am distant; it is you who have put up walls to hide behind.

"Do you see how very pointless this is? Do you see that you need not fear Me? The more you have been injured, the more you will fear Me. You have never known unconditional love. You've never known My love that has no prerequisites before we can be this close. Everyone you have ever known had expectations about you and sooner or later you felt like you let them down. And, then you felt 'not good enough.' Do you see? The enemy has over and over again taught you to fear intimacy because it always brings pain along with it. Pain, disappointment, failure and back to the 'I'm not good enough' attitude again.

"I am not a man that you can hide anything from Me. When I come to you, I know things about you that you don't even know. If you did know them, well... you'd be horrified and would never be open to Me, you'd feel so ashamed.

"So, get over yourself and come to Me without that Religious spirit wagging its finger in your face repeating, 'You're not worthy. Who do you think you are? You, you're a sinner, look what you were thinking ten minutes ago. He is God. He wouldn't dare talk to such as yourself. You are foolish and deceived.' Because that is what is keeping you from Me. Truly, it is a Religious spirit."

Lord what about...

"Jayden?"

Yes.

"Jayden, I love you - but you've never known real love, so you have all these fears. People have put those fears on you by rejecting you over and over again. I know who you are, I know where you stand and where you fall, but I am here to love you into wholeness, to heal your broken heart. You don't have to be good enough for Me - am I good enough for you? Am I someone you can trust? Did you know that My Name is Love, something warm and wonderful, comforting and always there for you... no matter what?

"Religion has taken away the true meaning of having a relationship with Me. When I called Peter, James, and John, they were My sidekicks, My buddies. I walked and talked with them, I ate with them, we slept under the stars together - I was real to them, the way I want to be real with all of you. Religion has put up walls, barriers, conditions. I never meant for that to happen. I always wanted to preserve relationship, just as I did with Adam and Eve. I always wanted friendship. I am the most misunderstood person that ever lived on the Earth. Men have taken Who I am and made a monster out of Me.

"Men are the monsters: full of hatred, bitterness, anger - and they projected that onto Me. My nature is gentle, kind, simple, easy to be with. And, the only reason My Father came across the way He did, was because men's sins were destroying the innocent, murdering children, destroying families, stealing, lying and cheating. Hurting the innocent. Had they lived as I wanted them to, I never would have had to wipe them off the face of the Earth.

"But, we have a very real enemy: fallen angels, sickly, grotesque, gruesome, wicked and mean; bent on hurting men and destroying the Earth. And, when men throw in their lot with them, then My Father must step forward and be the just Judge who puts a stop to injustice. That is what Earth is facing now: judgment. But, that's not My nature nor My Father's nature. We are gentle, meek and kindly, but men would take advantage of that if We did not punish sin and wickedness.

"So you see, I am not Who the enemy has made Me out to be most of the time. So, come to Me. I am meek and gentle of heart and I will bring rest to your souls. Stop putting up screens and barriers between us. Look into My eyes without shame and see the Love shining out just for you. Take a step in faith, trust that I am Who I have said I am.

"Clare, you need to lie down?"

Yes, Lord, I am so sleepy.

"Rest with Me, we will come back to this."

Thank you Lord, thank you for understanding.

"You are My wife, should I not care for your needs?"

(An hour later) Wow, I feel better. I wonder, I can sit down after a nap and here You are again. Why can't I just sit down and talk with You like this anytime?

"I never said you couldn't. These are the limitations YOU have put on our relationship, not I. I do love it when we spend worship time together first."

Oh Lord, you know that tonight I didn't even want to come out of that.

"What I know is that you need Me every day, all the time, to keep that God shaped place filled and purring."

I can't believe you said that!

"Well, isn't that the perrrrfect word?"

Now you're being silly and they will never believe it is truly Jesus Christ I am talking to.

"And you - who do you say I am?"

You are the most wonderful, most charming, kindly, comfy friend I've ever had... and God, to boot.

"I'll receive that as a kiss from My Bride."

So, is there anything else you want to say, Lord?

"Indeed there is. I have waited all your life for us to be together this way. Blessed is the soul who takes up this invitation, sooner than later. You have suffered so much out of ignorance and loneliness, if only we could have been together this way when you were still very little."

Yes, Lord, if only....sigh.

"This is why I have brought you as a gift to My precious Brides, so they don't have to wait, but can enter in now. No more loneliness, no more aloneness in the decisions of life. I am here at your right hand, by your side and I will always lead you when you ask it of Me.

"The greatest danger to this relationship is distraction and business. These are the subtle tools satan uses to slowly and ever so imperceptibly draw you away from Me. He is very cautious to do it slowly so that you don't notice what is taking place. It begins with projects such as you are facing right now."

Uh-oh. That would be moving an 83 year old woman who is a hoarder with 4 tiny barking dogs out of the front house and other things that need to be done here on the property.

"Yes, you may take this as a warning. However, what you have going for you now that you didn't have before was responsibility to souls who want to grow closer to Me. Your motherly nature will put the stops on you before you lose what we have right now. But, in the past, this is precisely how he stole you away from Me. And, I cried Clare, I cried and cried because I missed you so."

My heart sank and tears welled up in my eyes. Oh, God and my best friend... I am so deeply sorry.

"Yes. There is a cost, My Brides. Your life will be stripped down to the bare necessities and very little pleasures from the outside. This is a price you must be willing to pay. I will convict you of your curiosity and the time you take to indulge it surfing on the internet, while I am at your side waiting. I will convict you of vanity staying in front of the mirror or shopping for preparations to make you look better. I will convict you of time at a salon, and even eating lunch out with a friend, that has no bearing on spiritual growth for either one of you. I will convict you of spending too much time in the kitchen, the garden and compulsive cleaning."

Here He is talking all about me.

"This is your guide. If you have peace and joy in what you do that is not directly related to Me, then you will know I am with you in that activity. But, if you feel a nagging, a tugging by your side, like ; 'I know I shouldn't be doing this... but....' then I am by your side My Bride, lonely for your company, and if you continue to put Me off, I will cry. You won't see My tears, but you will feel something terribly wrong inside. That terrible wrong is the sadness and grief of your God, deep down in your heart.

"You see, I am not an easy catch and I am high maintenance. So, if you really mean it when you say 'I want that kind of relationship with Jesus.' then you will have to undergo many sacrifices and streamline your time to be with Me. Tell them about your hours."

Well, for instance, my basic day is picking up food for the food bank, and perhaps a short trip to the store, picking up prescriptions, taking the dogs and cats for a good walk out in the pasture behind our house, dinner, dishes and basic everyday cleaning. Spending time with my husband during a meal or sharing spiritual things, which all adds up to about 4 hours of maintenance. Then in the evenings, maybe 4-6 hours of correspondence with all of you and our helpers, then worship, listening for the message, recording it and putting it up - which is another four to five hours or so. And in between this, I need 2 naps about 45 min long to rest my body because I have Fibromyalgia.

With the Rapture looming, I've cut out anything like repairing clothing, shopping at the thrift store for clothes, watching a movie with my husband, more exercise, and cooking my favorite foods. (I love to bake.)

"So your life has changed considerably in the last few months?"

Oh yes, Lord, thank You. I am very happy with this schedule. There have been sacrifices but none of them can compare to being with You, sweet Jesus.

"And so you see, dear Brides, there is much you will have to sacrifice if you have not already stream lined your lives. And I am giving this instruction not just for you, but for those left behind, so they will know what this kind of relationship takes. You will never, for one minute regret leaving these things behind.

"But, as Clare stated earlier, and as I warned her: a 'big' time, consuming project is the perfect time for satan to use his strategies of distraction to slowly suck the life right out of you by sliding away from Me due to increased activity. So... how do you handle these projects? Easy. You don't do them unless they are absolutely necessary and you keep up your daily maintenance. Believe it or not, one day of prayer missed is a very serious matter. It's the little foxes that spoil the vine and it begins with just one day at a time. The next day something else pressing steals your prayer time. The next day more things come up and now you are in the habit of putting Me off - and unless you take drastic measure to get back to Me, it's like the tide going out... you're drawn far away from the home in your heart with Me.

"So, this is what these sacrifices look like. Happy you will be if you count them as nothing and bring your life into order: God order. It may not happen overnight, but if you work at it every day, I will be with you helping you make the right choices. And, when you slide backwards, as Clare inevitably does, I tell her, 'I will help you make better choices with your day tomorrow.' And we are back on the right track."

Lord, I can just hear it right now...'what about people who have to work or go to school?'

"I have no easy answer. Again, it is 'how badly' do I want this kind of relationship? Badly enough to change your lifestyle so you have fewer bills or relatively none at all? Is the career you are being educated for truly My will for your life? My perfect will? Or would you be happier in Africa out in the bush bringing souls to Me? Does your work reflect your complete devotion and love for Me? Or is it financial security you are living for?

"You see there is no easy answer. You will get scorn and contempt from the world if you opt out of the world. Are you ready to give an answer - or walk away without an answer to family and relatives who see you as being irresponsible and a loser? Or are you so in love with Me that none of that even matters? Or are you willing to hurt inside and lose the support of family and friends who draw away from you because of your 'foolish' choices? No easy answer."

I can just hear it now, 'but I'm married!'

"If you are equally yoked, that will not be an impediment."

...'I have a good job and great income, I've worked for this position for years, my retirement is secure, etc. etc.'

"You may not be alive next week let alone ten years from now. What could you be doing to build up My kingdom with the skill set you have developed? Or perhaps I have a different plan - not using you in what you have cultivated, but using you in something you are totally unprepared for so you will have to rely strictly on Me to accomplish it."

Well, from my experience as a nationally published nature photographer 30 years ago... You would not allow me to get near a camera after I dedicated my life to You.

"Yes, because you reeked of the world every time you picked up a camera and I couldn't stand the stench."

LOL. Yup. I figured it.

"In its stead, I gave you the gift of music and teaching."

Oh, I love the gifts you gave me Lord.

"I knew what I had created you for My Love, and I knew you would love this work, and you were willing to completely die to the past - so you came to Me empty and I filled you with My will.

"Oh how many are willing to give it all up?? How many? Count the cost. I'm not an easy catch, I am very high maintenance... but the benefits are out of this world. I love you all, My aspiring Brides. And as you empty yourselves of yourself, I will fill you with Myself. For those who would save their lives, will lose them, but those who would lose them for Me, well... they shall indeed save them.

"Go now and consider deeply the cost. I will be waiting by your side to hear your decision. You have only to ask and I will help you.

"I have given you My Heart, I have given you My Spirit. Now, what are you willing to give Me?"

Well, I'm going to step out here and say that if you want to serve Him with your life, until He takes us in the Rapture, I highly recommend you join a group like Youth With A Mission or even Iris Ministries, and get training. Striking out on your own is only an option if you are strongly led of the Lord and know beyond a shadow of a doubt what your work will be.

And just so no one freaks out... this message is not only for us right now, it is for the generations to come.

Even in the millennium, this message may touch the hearts of many. So, don't think for one moment that I am saying it's going to be years before the Rapture. I don't believe that. But the essence of this message is 'Less of me, More of Jesus'. Dying to what I want personally, living only for Jesus.

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MESSAGE 7

Surrender It All To Me

April 15, 2015

We are leaving this place very soon and many of us have unfulfilled hopes and dreams. All of us have things we could have done or should have done, and now it's too late. The desires and expectations of life on this Earth, who we wanted to be, who we a really are... the dreams we had as children, then teens and adults - dreams of family, dreams of careers, dreams of love and of who we yearned to become.

He stepped in, "In Heaven, I will give you a new heart, a new mind, a new vocation with all the tools you've always wanted and never had. In Heaven, the opportunities to express your love for Me and serve your brothers and sisters will be endless. The opportunities to form deep and lasting relationships, endless. The opportunities to be loved, endless. For in Heaven, you will experience the consummation of all life's hopes and dreams.

"I have gone to prepare a place for you. Truly a place for you, where all your favorite things are. All your family, your pets, and beloved animals - all are there waiting for you in your very own dwelling. Nothing will be denied you in Heaven. You will dream of it and it will manifest. Longing for skills you could never master on this Earth? You will be adorned with. No longer will you have frustrations and disappointments. Everywhere you place your foot you will find happiness, joy, fulfillment. And you shall have Me, My Bride, ever before you.

"You will worship in the Great Assembly, you will worship Me in the forest, on the beach, in the Savanah... thanksgiving and worship will be the very language of your heart and mind, never a dark thought, always the brilliance of Truth will ring you round about.

"Some of you have never known life without fear - in Heaven there is no fear. Some of you have never known real and lasting joy - life has robbed you again and again, but in Heaven you will live joy. It will flow through your very veins. Some of you could never form deep and meaningful relationships - in Heaven true friends will be everywhere.

"I will dance with you, swim with you, explore and discover with you, and we will experience the fullness of life and the exquisite realms of the divine.

"The childhood you never had will be restored to you. Your parents will accompany you in perfect love, things inside of you and them will be healed and the crooked ways will be made straight.

"Soon you will be with Me in your new Homeland; life in total freedom, life full of possibilities, life where worship is the air you breath.

"Come now, My Bride, leave all behind. Detach yourself from this world. I have your family and friends that are left behind in the palm of My hand. Your love prayers for them have reached My Heart and I am moved on your behalf. They will be with you soon enough, shining like the sun, exuding holiness. All their crooked ways will be straightened and they will live only to bring Me pleasure.

"These things I promise you this day. You may let go now, for your work here is at an end, but your life eternal is only just beginning. I love you, My precious ones, with a love that knows no boundaries. I bless you now and entreat you to keep your eyes on the Heavens - for I am coming.

"Surrender to Me all your dreams, your hopes, your wishes.

Everything you've ever wanted to do.

All the things you missed out on...

All your plans that fell through.

All your hopes never realized.

Everything you wanted to learn, but somehow it never happened.

Everything you wanted to give, but didn't have.

Give Me All your dreams, all that you could have done, all you should have done.

Give to Me the wonderful memories, the sad memories and unfulfilled dreams.

The things you never finished, the breakthroughs that never came.

Leave with Me the ones you love, the ones who've hurt you.

All your heart aches.

Those you never reached with My Love,

Those you offended and who never forgave you.

Say farewell to the broken relationships, the alienated children.

The family far away...you never got to see.

The grandchildren you never kissed, the times you didn't say I love you.

The times you didn't ask forgiveness.

Surrender them to Me, all that you have ever done,

All you have never not done, never been - lay it down at My feet.

All you wish you would have done differently."

Ezekiel 34: 11 For thus saith the Lord God: Behold I myself will seek my sheep, and will visit them. 12 As the shepherd visits his flock in the day when he shall be in the midst of his sheep that were scattered, so will I visit my sheep, and will deliver them out of all the places where they have been scattered in the cloudy and dark day. 13 And I will bring them out from the peoples, and will gather them out of the countries, and will bring them to their own land: and I will feed them in the mountains of Israel, by the rivers, and in all the habitations of the land. 14 I will feed them in the most fruitful pastures, and their pastures shall be in the high mountains of Israel: there shall they rest on the green grass, and be fed in fat pastures upon the mountains of Israel. 15 I will feed my sheep : and I will cause them to lie down, saith the Lord God. 16 I will seek that which was lost: and that which was driven away, I will bring again: and I will bind up that which was broken, and I will strengthen that which was weak, and that which was fat and strong I will preserve: and I will feed them in judgment.

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MESSAGE 8

Who You Are To Me

May 31, 2015

"I want to talk about Love - the way I love. The way no one understands how I love. You see, on Earth it is either eros or agape, rather cut and dried: romantic or brother-and-sister love.

"But I cherish you like the finest diamond in the purest gold setting. The other day, when you made a poor choice, I came up to you as your spouse to strengthen you. I recognized your intention and honored that. Rather than focusing on poor judgement, I came to your side to uplift you and give you hope and even understanding of yourself.

"It is one thing when a person forms a habit of sin. And quite another when they form a habit of holiness, but don't always act from the pinnacle of self- control, wisdom and maturity. I anticipate where you are going, and just as a man opens the door for a lady and even catches her as she slips, I am there by your side: kindly, solicitous for your welfare, reading in complete clarity the very direction you are struggling to go in and anticipating all the obstacles I know you will face.

"I wipe the tears of frustration from your cheeks when you fall short of the mark. I sit beside you and counsel you when you're just at a loss for how to proceed. I listen tenderly to your thoughts, emotions and aspirations all through the day, tirelessly - taking it all in, plotting your course to the destinations I have placed in your heart.

"I miss no opportunity to be a part of your life, My Love. Your life is My life as well - we are truly One and My entire Being launches out to assist you in arriving at Our destination. I place the noble thoughts in your heart, even the golden cello you saw...ah, I had that made for you long before your heart throbbed in that direction.

"Then I placed that desire in you, because I knew that was the pattern of your DNA, and the fulfillment I planned before the beginning of time, as difficult as that is for your human mind to understand.

"We had Our own agreements when I gave birth to you, we had Our dreams, Our own plans and outcomes that only I could engineer to perfection. Oh yes, man plots his course. But, in reality he is but a blind man groping on, assisted by the workings of My Spirit - both open and closed doors set before him. Even the closed doors have importance in the development of all his dreams. Oh Clare, if only people would learn to trust Me and do the outlandish things I ask of them! Oh, if only they would. Their frustration, their emptiness, their lost-ness as they grope blindly along the way... So many times it is a product of their pride because they refuse to let go of what 'they know' in order to embrace the blind path I wish to set them on...with only a little dog leading them."

Here, He is speaking of a metaphor for humility, submission and obedience. I have found that He doesn't use my acquired skills in life but rather delights to throw me in over my head... into hot water, so He alone can accomplish His will in my life.

"But, so many already know the answers and cannot yield to the wisdom I send them. The more intelligent the soul, the greater their risk of failure in their true life's purpose. Their intellect is based on men's ways. Even the very heights of philosophy and thought become a fatal impediment along the road I am calling them to travel. Their sense of control in their lives is but a mirage. They arrive at their destination and find nothing they thought would satisfy their inner depths. Then they are bereft of all consolation and feel rewarded with a terrible void, when it is merely the fruit of their own devices.

"How rare to find a man or woman who is willing to die totally to themselves and embrace only Me. This is why I treasure those who do. SO much. They are My comfort in a cold and uncaring world where the glamour of success leads them on blindly and sucks the very life from them.

"So, understand, all of My Loves, My Brides. I cherish and carry you tenderly to your destination. You have encountered yourself and decided against following your own wisdom, and so I am free to paint your canvas with My most unique colors and forms until you have arrived at the state of fulfillment of all I dreamt of when I made you.

"So you see, how can I possibly be harsh with you? You are like little toddlers following along with Daddy: happy, joyful in His presence, wanting nothing more than to be with Him and bring Him joy. How I rejoice and sing over you! And, truly you are the apple of My eye and the sparkle from a precious, one-of-a-kind gem being faceted into perfection. I guard you with tremendous solicitousness, for My very life is invested in you. Oh, how pleased I am with the soul who has discovered who they truly are and totally abandoned themselves into the arms of their loving Father.

"I bless you all now, My precious, precious Brides - you who have abandoned yourself to My wishes and scorned the laurels of the world. Oh, how I treasure you. There is but one thing left for you and so I give it: I bless you with the capacity to receive My Love, My thoughts and My vision of who you truly are to Me, to cherish it in your hearts and never let it be taken from you again."

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MESSAGE 9

REST FOR YOUR SOUL

May 14, 2015

During worship, I began to see the Lord clearly again and the sweetness of His presence stirred my little heart into a flame of love and longing for Him. This was all His doing - on my own, my heart would be indifferent - but being close to Him, my heart catches fire.

Tonight again he was wearing a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up - I could even see the hair on His arms. His face is usually a little harder to see, but when I ask Him to make it clearer, He does. And the longer we are together, usually the clearer His face becomes. The problem is, the more clearly I see His face, the more longing and intensity of being separated from Him overtakes me, until I can hardly stay conscious, and I begin to ache with grief.

As we were dancing very slowly, He tilted His head downwards so we were almost forehead to forehead. I began to notice there was fire emanating from His chest and as I looked it became a window into His heart, which was burning with the most intense fire - something like I used to see at the smelting factory where they make steel. His Heart was intensely glowing fire and the more I looked, the more it expanded, until it flashed and expanded to cover the whole universe. I realized this was symbolic of His love which created the world and holds all things together in creation:

John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was with God in the beginning. 3 Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. 4 In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind...

And, in that moment, all of creation was revealed as having come from His Heart like a blast of light, but none-the-less being sustained by His love as well.

This is truly God I am dancing with... but why does He choose to have this tender relationship with me?

Because, although the universe is held together by the power of His love, the only way we humans can understand this love is through the espousal relationship, husband and wife. It is here in the relationship that we have experienced love, and so He has chosen to reveal Himself to us in the way we can relate to. 'The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us. We have seen His Glory, the glory of the one and only Son, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.'

The only difference being, the communion between man and woman that joins them and makes them one flesh is procreative and involves consummation through sex. But, in this relationship with God, consummation comes through receiving His Body and Blood in communion, which then becomes a part of our bodies, and the children we give birth to are spiritual offspring.

The only way He could communicate His profound love for us, other than dying on the cross (which still is not intimately personal to us) is through the husband/wife relationship, through this desire to have us as His Bride. He communicates His very tender and ever present love that longs to be a part of our lives in every little thing we do. And, He longs for that spiritual partnership where we join with Him in the work of redeeming and sanctifying souls. Our part in the redemption is to bring souls theTruth that they may accept the finished work of the Cross.

Lord, do you want to say something?

"Oh... how I wish for each and every man and woman to understand the kind of relationship I long for with them. Oh, how deeply I ache to share in your lives, to be living inside of you and share every thought, every feeling, every action of your life. How I long that we should forever be consciously, by an act of your will, joined as One - that we partake of each other's lives. And, living within you, I fill that place of longing that was made only for your Creator. Thus, you are completed and I am given the greatest gift of all: a mere creature has chosen God as her eternal dwelling place, above all other things created, returning thanksgiving and recognizing My Divinity beyond the value of all other things.

"My children, I come to you as a Lover because that is the only way you will truly understand how intensely I desire to be interwoven in your life as your all-in-all. When I created Eve for Adam, a suitable partner, I was also demonstrating the union I desire between you and I. I could have given you the power to reproduce without specifying the need for a lifelong commitment, and you would have been very much like the animals. But, instead I chose to demonstrate the desire I have to be united to you eternally, sharing in your life the joys and sorrows that life brings, and hoping that you would cleave to Me beyond all things created - and together we would bring forth offspring.

"This is another reason I ask you not to be afraid of this relationship. It is so natural and necessary to complete your understanding of Who I am meant to be in your life. This is the way it will be in Heaven, depending on the degree of your union with Me here on Earth. If you have forsaken all, that I might be your all, in Heaven you shall have all of Me that you can contain. If you have held onto earthly things and loved them more than Me, your place in Heaven will be pleasant - but the degree of glory will be limited by your choices on Earth.

"None can understand this without going beyond the dimension of the human intellect. It is a grace, a God given gift. As you draw nearer to Me, I release more and more understanding of Myself into your consciousness. As you cultivate your relationship with Me, you become more and more Mine and I become more and more Yours. And, neither am I diminished by My presence with you, while being with another - for I am infinite and without limit. So, you can experience the fullness of Me and simultaneously others can, too. It is a mystery. Just receive it and know that I desire to be your everything. In return, I will give you everything that I am as well, and you will know Me, even as you are known.

"Come now into My embrace and cease your endless questioning. I am waiting for you. I have an ocean of peace to bathe you in and you will find rest for your soul."

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MESSAGE 10

The Deeper Meaning of Our Wedding Day

May 17, 2015

Oh, Lord. What would you like to talk about?

Our Wedding Day.

Really? I thought it was back to the grind...waiting, persevering etc.

"Well, there must be something to wait for."

True.

"And the longer the wait, the more special it must be."

Oh, I know it's going to be out of this world special.

"I should say so. This will be the day your life is transformed from something singular and special to something eternal and glorious. It will be the culmination of all the plans and dreams you never even knew you had. It will be the day you take on the mantle of Glory given to those who have left themselves and the world totally behind. It is the day I look forward to, because you shall know even as you are known.

"This will be the day you leave pain, suffering, darkness, doubt and depression totally behind as you walk into the life I've always longed for you to have. I know every particle of your DNA, I know what makes you exceedingly happy and fulfilled. I know your very purpose and on this day it will be your all-in-all. The angels will rejoice as we walk down the aisle, our lifelong goal together having been met."

Lord, it is beyond me that You should want me as Your eternal companion in such a very personal way. There must be something truly amazing that I am missing in Your attraction to me and desire for me to be such a special part of Your life.

"Do you want to know what it is?"

Oh, absolutely.

"It is as if a Divine Particle of Myself was pulled from My very bosom and given the freedom to fly. And, she toured the whole world from top to bottom and came running back to Me, wanting to be taken back up within Me more than anything."

As He was talking, I saw Him take from inside His chest a perfectly round ball of translucent light, reminding me of a dandelion flower that had fully matured into a translucent puff that we as children used to blow on and send scattering in the wind.

"And in the very same way, I have endowed you with free will and I am letting you go to explore and discover the world and hopefully come back Home to Me and live here in My heart forever. Oh, how I long to see the return of My awesome creation, so endowed with free will that she can choose anything for herself...and yet she chooses only Me. And, we are reunited in such bliss that it makes even the angels sing. The very crowning moment of your life is the day you return to Me and choose your Maker over anything He ever made. So, the fulfillment of life has come full circle and you have returned to worship and adore Me for eternity - and I cannot restrain My eyes from seeing you, My ears from hearing you, My arms from holding you.

"Do you know how many go astray and never return? They get stuck in some dark corner and slowly fall apart. The light, the joy, the very life they were endowed with slowly fades away until only darkness is left. Oh, how tragic that this most loved particle of life has lost it's very meaning and essence. And, that makes the ones that return to Me even more precious and beloved. Oh, that is such a very tragic outcome to so precious a beginning in life.

"You see, this divine essence of life imparted to you is so marvelous, so unique, so individual that only I can perceive it in its entirety. Only I can appreciate it, only I can fulfill it, only I have the key to its destiny and fulfillment \- and that in itself is such a sublime mystery that it sets off oceans of bliss in My Being. Yes, you My love, My little one, create oceans of bliss, eternally swirling in the dance of worship and thanksgiving - the very joy of being alive and animated by your God, that all you can do is return this joy to Me in worship. And, all I can do is marvel at the immensity of your love that brings Me to tears of joy! For, part of My very self - flesh of My flesh and bone of My bone - has chosen above all else to return to her Abba and dance the dance of Life and Thanksgiving for the gift of her being.

"Oh, it is so great a mystery that none but I, Myself, can truly fathom and appreciate it. Even as your poor eyes are closing in fatigue we are dancing the dance of joy - eternal life that was set on its wing only to seek out and return, to swim upstream and return to the place of her birth, the only place that could ever satisfy her. And, I have waited, and waited, and waited... and finally here comes one, bounding across the fields of Heaven seeking her birthplace in My bosom.

"Oh, Clare there are no words to describe the joy I feel at the return of My very Own flesh and bone! This is part of the great mystery of the family, it is a microcosm of the meaning of life. Here I am, the Father, giving the seed of life the freedom to choose eternity with Me - or damnation. Freedom to live a lie - or the truth. Oh, what wonderful and sublime things are yet to be understood by humankind! And, in Heaven, that will become reality and you will gain the insight needed to understand this great Mystery of Creation and why I have planned that each male should have his completion in a female and together they should produce offspring.

"Here I have given you only a seed of understanding, a fleeting look into the cycle of life as I planned it, with its most Glorious outcome. Now I want you to meditate on these profound elements of life, with the knowledge in mind that soon yours will be coming to completion in My arms for all of eternity. This is something to be cherished and pondered deeply.

"I bless you now with My endless affection for each and every one. Please continue in your abandonment of the world, for very soon you will have arrived at your final destination."

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MESSAGE 11

Prepare For Your Wedding Day

May 10, 2015

Ezekiel's Vision: This morning, I was eating breakfast and I saw the Lord in the spirit getting dressed for a formal event... He was wearing black tuxedo pants and a white shirt with pearl buttons, tux tie around his neck but not tied yet, wearing black socks and black dress shoes off to the side. One foot on a chair in front of a dresser with a mirror, trying to get His left cufflink snapped. There were other attendants around Him helping Him, one was brushing out His tuxedo coat that hung from a dressing pole. He turned and looked at me with a sparkle in His eye and tilted His head with a knowing smile.

I said, "What are you doing?"

He answered, "I'm getting dressed."

For what?

"For a wedding."

Whose?

"Ours."

I thought at first He was talking about the Bride, the Church, to take her to the Wedding Feast, and I felt a little sad. I could tell He read my thought and I said, "So... it's just going to be a big gathering of the church, all of Your Brides?"

"Oh no, don't worry! We will have our private wedding also, as will I with each of My Brides. There will be plenty of personal one-on-one time, and beautiful lingering honeymoons for each of you, with Me."

"Don't try to understand it all, just receive and enjoy this time we have together. I want you to focus all your thoughts and energy this week on our wedding. This is our Wedding Week and I want nothing to hinder or blemish it in any way whatsoever. When negative or curious thoughts enter your mind, and in times of temptation," He made a waving gesture with His arm as He was brushing away those banal things, "use My Name and I will sweep it all away."

"This is a week of perfection and preparation. You're going to be married soon! Enjoy the last minute details of preparing yourself. You're free to hope and dream all the things you've ever wanted in Me. Protect this time. I want this to be a week of celebration; our wedding week."

My impression was that He wanted us to give ourselves permission to think and dream and imagine anything and everything that could ever be possible, and this would all be ours and more - more than we could ever comprehend.

Then Jesus began speaking with me (Clare), "I am indeed dressing for this occasion. This is what I wanted to tell you last night, but I knew you wouldn't believe Me. So, I kept it to Myself - that's why the tears. But, we are over that now. I see you are believing Me more than ever before, and I am pleased with you, Clare."

Last night I was having serious temptations to doubt the timing of the Rapture and many other things. I really hurt the Lord. I repented and apologized to Him, and had Ezekiel pray for me, to get me back on track.

"It won't be long now, My Love. Don't try to translate that into Earth time, just take it at face value. OK?"

OK, I am feeling excited.

"I should hope so, this is the biggest day of your life."

Should I be preparing a dress?

"I have already sewn a most beautiful dress for you, but you could adorn yourself with kind deeds done out of love for Me. These are wedding presents, from you to Me." He smiled. Now I see Him with one foot up on a chair tying the shoe lace on His right foot. His left shoe is already on.

Oh, Jesus thank You for forgiving me.

"For what? I don't see anything to forgive or be forgiven of. All I see is My faith-filled Bride."

Oh, how sweet!

"Well, it's true."

I'm going to stay in that place, with Your help.

"I'm ALWAYS helping you. Didn't you know that by now?"

Yes.

Several times while writing these words down I was tempted to question and have doubts, but I shut them out of my mind the very minute they presented themselves. I said, 'No. I'm not going there. Leave.' And they went away!

Jesus continued: "I wish for My Bride to spend this week adorning herself for this day that she has looked forward to for so long. Little things mean a lot. Wedding presents - being aware of what you can do as a parting gesture for those around you who do not believe. They will remember this week, they will remember how kind you were to them and they will thank Me for that."

Lord, why do you keep giving me (impressions of) the church in Sardis?

Rev 3:1 "I know your deeds; you have a reputation of being alive, but you are dead. 2 Wake up! Strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have found your deeds unfinished in the sight of my God. 3 Remember, therefore, what you have received and heard; hold it fast, and repent. But if you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what time I will come to you."

"Because there are many among you who are not taking My Words with seriousness and gravity and living them to the fullest. I need you to repent for being lax and pay strict attention to what's going on in your hearts. Boot the world out, out, out! Focus on Me and our eternity together. Do not bring the world into this sacred space. Put all your doings with the world aside and give Me all your available time. Make room for Me by putting aside shopping, entertainments, idle conversations, and curiosities. Much is going on in the world this week that is toxic to your souls. It will bring fear into your heart and mind. Oh, how I want you to approach the altar with pure love and expectation of all that I have for you. I want this to be a week of spiritual concentration on our nuptial vows.

"But, if you feed on what satan is brewing, you will miss it. Your mind will be cluttered and unfit to receive the graces I have in store for you. I will protect you, but you must do your part and shun those things that have nothing to do with eternity.

"My love, it is not My intention to chastise \- rather it is My intention to correct the course so you will arrive at the destination. Many are still far too preoccupied with what is going on in the world and their plans for this week. You are being tempted daily to veer off course. I must say you have done well to ignore those things that keep trying to snag your attention. Hold to My directions and put away everything that can be ignored and put aside. You will never regret it.

"And, for the rest I say: tighten down the hatches, and keep the world out - the seas are rough and foreboding. I do not want you lingering there. Stay close to Me, isolate yourself with Me and keep the world out of your life as much as you possibly can. I am calling for a week of devotion and drawing close to Me. Dream your dreams about what you want to do in Heaven, dare to ask for the impossible and all the gifts you have ever wanted from Me. Expect Me to hear you and fulfill your every desire.

"Please, My Bride, give Me your all this week! Stay out of the news, stay out of the stores, stay off the internet, go into your prayer closets, pray and seek Me above all else. This is My desire for you - would you give this to Me as a wedding present? I am offering you the grace to accomplish all that I ask of you. If you love Me, you will obey Me."

The Lord then spoke to Ezekiel: "It is imperative that you absolutely and firmly discipline yourselves this week. Please, My faithful Brides, stay away from browsing the internet. Put your curiosities to death. I need you to be preparing yourselves for the most important moment in your eternity. Press into Me exclusively. My whole heart and mind, spirit and soul are preparing for our Wedding Day.

"Please, Beloved, no more of the world. Stay out of the stores. This is not the time to purchase gifts for yourself or your loved ones. I need you to be clean for our wedding. Avoid television, radio, magazines and the newspapers. You have had a lifetime full of that. I have gone to great pains to purify you from those influences.

"Yes, My Precious Ones, do tend to your proper duties - children, work, etc. But, only fulfill those obligations that are crucial for the good of another. For example: giving someone a ride to the doctor or errands of mercy for the sick, the poor, the elderly. You know what is absolutely necessary and what is not. I will help you, and caution you as well as nudging you to act when needed.

"In human terms, one preparing for their wedding would be consumed with every detail of the wedding. Please do not be as the church of Sardis - that I would have to come to you as a thief in the night. Strengthen now what is left.

"Abide in Me, and Me alone. Let all of your thoughts and intentions be of Me and for Me. Offer each day and everything that it brings to Me. I will sanctify it all, everything, even your struggles and failures. Give it all to Me and I will make you Holy, a Bride fit for Her King."

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MESSAGE 12

Charity Covers a Multitude of Sins

May 5, 2015

"Look around you, My Brides, and see where justice needs to be done. Look for those in your environments who are lacking in food, medicine, utility bills, car repairs, doctor bills. There are many elderly and young with families who are in need. Look around you and help them. Do you have a car you don't need? Give it away. Do you have clothing, furniture, things for the kitchen and necessities that others could use that you could get by without?

"There are needy all around you. Be like My Father in Heaven and shower good upon those in need. You haven't much time left to do good for others, make the very best of it. The hour will soon be here when you will no longer be able to do good, your statistics of how you gave will be frozen in time - your records from Earth, closed for eternity. Make good use of your last moments here on Earth, give to those who ask, anticipate the needs of the poor around you. Keep your ears open to conversations that might give away a need you could help with. Look for ways to give. Your time here is short.

"This is a great way for you to show your love for Me. When I was hungry, you fed Me. When I was lonely, you visited Me. When I had no ride, you drove me; when I lacked medicine, you bought it for me. Don't you see? I have put these very people in front of you to test your charity and love for Me. I want to see if you do what I would do. You have some resources, all that is needed is the recognition of the plight of others and a loving heart that goes out to them.

"Charity covers a multitude of sins. There are things about yourself in this life that I have kept deeply hidden from you. But, because of your charity, they will be erased forever. No, this is not works righteousness, this is Gospel love - this is giving and covering for lack. This is My Heart in action and how great your reward will be for doing what I would have done had I been in your shoes. I expect it of you. I provide for you because I expect it of you. I want to see if you will spend money on your pleasures or on the desperate needs around you.

"This entire life of yours has been a test to see if you belong to Me, to see if you belong in Heaven. Many of you have fallen far short of what was expected of you - however you have recognized your failures and applied yourself to make up for them. You have repented, turned around and are now doing what was wanted of you from the beginning. Your failures shall no longer be remembered.

"Some of you have done what you could with the nothing that you had. To you shall be the reward of the widow's mite. Others have given only of your extreme abundance - the records in Heaven for you are rather short and lacking. For some, it was not money as much as it was time and going out of your way for others – this, too has its rewards.

"But, what I am saying to you now is that I am providing opportunities for you now to make up for your selfishness and apathy. Take advantage of this time, it is My provision of Mercy for My Bride.

"Listen carefully, My Bride. I do not judge you according to what you do not have, but according to what you do have and how you share it. Something as simple as sharing a cake you made with a hungry poor one has great merit in My sight. Driving a stranger to get gas for his tank; great merit. Letting others use your phone; great merit. Carrying groceries to help a mother overloaded with children; great merit. These are the little things that MEAN A LOT to Me. These things show a certain tenderness of heart for the needs of others. I will reward you greatly for these little acts of love.

"Do not grow weary in well doing, even explaining to the unaware that 'time is short and soon there will be terrible events and a judgment against your country because of her sins... do you know Jesus?' This, too, is very important. Whether they receive it or not is not the important thing; it is the sharing that is important.

"Taking the plight of others around you to prayer when you have no other means of alleviating their suffering, also has great merit. These are the things that matter, little things done out of love, not fear. Things you did because you identified with their situation - yes, this is so important.

"So, I am going to turn you loose on the world right now with this blessing: Go your way with your eyes wide open to the hopes and dreams of others who are struggling to get from point A to point B. I open your ears to the silent pleas of the helpless around you, and I impart to you this night the grace to respond joyfully with no desire to be rewarded.

"Go forward now to love your neighbor as you love yourself."

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MESSAGE 13

Uncommon Respect

May 3, 2015

Here I am, Lord.

"Here I am, too."

OK.

"You don't believe Me."

Please, can I see You, Jesus?

"Close your eyes."

"If I were any closer...oh, ye of little faith."

What's the matter with me? I wanted to worship tonight and it was so flat.

"Make better use of your time."

What does that mean?

"Get here sooner."

OK.

"No really, I do mean that. Try getting here much sooner, like 10:00."

OK.

"That will help, Beloved."

"You are tired, but this is the time of the day when the sap is going down not rising up."

So... I'm a sap??

"Did I say that?"

Kinda.

"Yes, you're a sap - for Me."

OK.

"You say OK a LOT."

I agree with You a LOT.

"Good answer. Very diplomatic, slightly flattering and absolutely TRUE!"

You're making me laugh...

"Oh, that's good...! I was afraid you were going to fall over dead, you were so excited about us being together tonight..."

"OK. (My turn to say OK) I love you, sweet Bride. I'm sorry you are tired and you are fighting the time of day."

Thank You, Lord, for taking time to cheer me up, You are so kind and fun to be with.

"Well, I want My Bride to know what to expect when she gets here to Heaven with Me. I love to have fun, you know."

You can say that again.

[Jesus Repeats] "I love to have fun, you know."

[Clare laughing again. ] Oh, thank you, Lord for making me laugh; for bringing me back to life!

What would you like to speak to us about?

"Respect."

OK.

"I want My Brides to respect all men and women, regardless of age, race, education, station in life. I want souls to recognize Me by My respect for others. This is something you can do for Me. Lack of respect has led to terrible down grading and a sense of loss and uselessness.

"It is even assumed that I don't respect the rights of every man woman and child. It is not understood that equipping you with free will was a tremendous sacrifice on My part, because I wanted you to choose Me out of love, freely, not like a slave who has no choice.

"Respect is a mark of recognition that you are 'special' and you all are indeed special to Me. When people disrespect you they are saying, 'Your life doesn't matter, you are disposable.' This has a tragic impact on humanity, it kills the will and the desire to dream. Nothing could be further from the truth! I love each and every soul with not only respect but dreams for them and a future that is rewarding. Yet, because authority has been wielded unjustly, they equate Me with authority which is often callus and dismissive of an individual's rights.

"I want My Christians to treat people with uncommon respect, restore to them their sense of value and worth. Restore to them their sense of importance in the world. Reinstate them and show them that they are valuable. This is one thing that is lacking so seriously in human relations that you will be surprised at how it turns people 180 degrees around. Instead of kicking the dirt and walking away, shuffling uselessly, it will restore hope and put a spring in their step that belies new hope, enthusiasm about who they are and who they can become.

"I have wonderful plans for every man, woman and child on this Earth. Wonderful plans. But, so many assume that I am dull and boring - all about rules and regulations, all about being quiet and pious, all about dark and restricting. Yet, you know that is absolutely untrue. Heaven is a place of glorious light, a place of purpose and creativity, a place where joy makes every foot dance, every heart leap and feel deeply necessary to My plans.

"Yes, that is what I want to convey. You are important to Me. I have plans for you, beautiful plans, things you will love - not dark and restrictive but filled with brightness and new hope. When you show respect to others you bring them into My dimension, you are declaring their beauty, and their reason for being. You are saying, 'To God, you are very important.' Not just a castaway or byproduct of your culture, but truly a diamond in the raw.

"You are an individual, different - there is none like you, and this is not flattery, this is truth. And, because you are unique, the plans I have for you are unique and especially fitted to the nature I created in you.

"Separating people from the crowd, taking away the numbers assigned to them and acknowledging their unique identity - the beauty of who they are - is even a mystery to them. But, by showing uncommon respect, you say 'There is something special about you, hidden greatness, something beautiful inside'. In essence you are affirming Me in My Creation and that each one I create has intrinsic beauty that is waiting to be brought to the surface.

"This goes so much against the grain of society and human relations that it will stop a soul in its tracks and make them wonder, 'This person is different... what is it about them that has touched me?' And, that's when they find out: God is living in you, you are His ambassador and to Him this soul is worth every pain of Calvary, every lash of the whip, every mocking, every blow of the hammer. At what a great price they have been Purchased! Yes, that is the true worth of every man, woman and child, nothing less than My passion.

"So, when you show respect, you declare this in a subtle and hidden way. But, it reaches the soul and touches them, they feel the difference in you from others...they feel ME. And in recognizing Me, half the battle is won. I am not who they thought I was. NO, I am the One who created them fearfully and wonderfully made, unlike any other; unique. And, worth dying on the Cross for.

"This is what I want you to convey in your relations with others. Respect. Uncommon respect. That causes others to stop and ask themselves, 'What is so different about them?' And, when you get their attention, that is half the battle. They aren't in a defensive posture anymore - rather they are curious and want to know your secret.

"I bless you, My Children, with a new grace: uncommon respect and My fragrance to touch hurting souls and bring them here to Me." http://loveletterstomybride.weebly.com

MESSAGE 14

Why YOur Enemies Are Important

May 30, 2015

"There is so much more to the refining fire of enemies than anyone is truly aware of. They are My refining fire, a force to be reckoned with when loosed, a force to be pitied when bound. And, I have total control at all times."

Oh, Lord, that thought is so challenging. How can You allow things to happen such as these ruthless killings?

(Here I take a break and talk about the dynamics between a soul and God when they are sent into a body. Some have very short and sad lives, but that is agreed upon before they are sent to earth. I've talked about that in another video.)

"That's just the problem Clare. You are not Me, and you do not see as I see. You have only one millisecond to the whole plan, a flake of frost on the tip of an iceberg. Oh, there is so much more to see, but for now I ask only that you trust Me and listen."

Sorry.

"No, nothing to be sorry about. I anticipated your reaction and it fits right in with the thoughts of others as well. OK, now can I have your complete attention?"

I'm here.

"Just barely." (He later sent me to bed because I was too tired to hear. This is the following day.)

"When you hear a story told, you get one side and the current one at that. Beneath that tiny flake of frost is an iceberg of history. Things that never enter into people's minds because they don't think as I think nor do they care to know what I think. That is why so many things are a mystery to them. That does not mean do not be empathetic and pray. No, brotherly love and prayer are extremely important. You could be in their shoes tomorrow.

"There are generational curses, hidden sins, cultural influences, inter-relational dynamics between each person involved. And, even their generational curses - things that go back hundreds and even sometimes thousands of years - this does not occur to the casual bystander. But, the angels are aware. That is why you will at times feel strong warnings not to do something, go somewhere, get involved with someone. Your angels can see what is coming. Holy Spirit also will recoil with apprehension in your conscience. I do protect you. But, once you step outside of the realm of obedience, I can no long protect you as I wish to.

"You see, the demons are My policemen. They wait in line all day to sift a believer; sometimes they line up around the block, just to get one shot at a soul. However, I have lifted My hand in opposition and they cannot have the opportunity. Once a believer has crossed the line and disobeyed, however, permission is given - but only so far. In other words, what they are allowed to do or not to do is controlled by My permission.

"In other situations, I allow the demons permission because I am perfecting a soul in virtue and patience - forgiveness and virtue needs to be cultivated. At the very same time, when I allow an attack from the demon, I know how it will affect a soul and that they will in turn pray for those who are being used to attack. Very often those souls have no one to pray for them and the one whom they attack are My very last resort to find intercessors. This has been the case on your channel as well. Those who have attacked you, for no reason at all, are in serious need of intercession - their salvation is at stake."

Oh, Lord, that is so very sad.

"It is indeed. Clare, I need your prayers for them. You see, some people have been brought up to believe I am a God of harshness, hatred and punishment. This is because the people around them misrepresented Me. They were controlled by a Religious spirit (that is simply a demon) very often of judgement, bitterness, unforgiveness and criticism mixed with persecution - in the belief that they are acting in righteousness to correct false prophets. They, in a sense, become the Savior and God because they are taking My role upon themselves. This parallels the Messiah complex, except instead of taking on the sins of the world, they become the prosecuting attorney and judge, passing judgment on everyone that does not live up to their harsh image of Me.

"You see, they are not used to hearing Me as a gentle and loving God. They cannot imagine the face of an innocent newborn being the very accurate image of My Loving Father's own face... as you do. They see Him as mean, cruel and continually corrective of fallen mankind, in whom there is no good thing - throwing thunderbolts of justice and wanting to annihilate anyone who falls short of their idea of holiness.

"It is because they are so eaten up with hatred, judgement, bitterness, and even jealousy that they are in dire danger of losing their souls. But, in their understanding, it is all the others that are going to Hell, while they are the 'holy saviors' making corrections with harsh attacks at anyone they consider a 'heretic.'

"You see, you have found Me to be gentle, kindly and helpful when you fall. You didn't always see Me this way, but because you have opened your heart to Mine, you do. For instance, when you were in the grocery store, very tired, and didn't use the best judgment in what you bought, you came home feeling badly - even very badly - and that you should be harshly punished. And, what did I say to you?"

Oh, You were so sweet. I just melted in repentance. You said, "I will help you make better decisions next time."

"And, this is truly My nature. It is My kindness that leads to repentance with gentle souls, and sometimes even with violent souls. When they feel My love and forgiveness wash over them, they melt and repentance flows like a river from their sinful souls. It is only with stubborn, self-willed and obtuse souls that I am at times forced to use more forceful corrections, which I hate. So, when I see others doing this to My chosen vessels, I love them unconditionally but am not happy with their behavior. Ye, I allow it because they need prayer. I understand that they do not truly know who I AM.

"I AM a God of Righteousness, but I tenderly carry the lambs in My arms and lead the ewes with wisdom and gentleness. I even speak this way to My shepherds so that they in turn will learn the language of Love. Love and Righteousness cannot be separated - they go hand in hand. Some are of the impression that they can wield the sword with righteousness and love is not even in the picture. They don't feel love. They feel hatred, anger and bitterness. They wield unkind words in an unkind way and then expect everyone to obey them, and all they do is run from them. This causes them to sink more deeply into bitterness and judgement.

"You see, My sheep know My voice and another they will not follow. So, without love it is impossible to lead, to correct, to guide. And, never should the motives of others be judged - that is My job and My job alone. Those who do this do not know Me. They know a 'Jesus' who is not kind and tender but judgmental and always looking to punish. Again, they are victims of a religious spirit or religious demon that has convinced them that they are doing Me a favor, when in fact they are scattering the sheep I have worked so hard to bring into the fold.

"They perceive themselves as powerful prophets of wrath sent out to pronounce judgement on the nations. And yet, Judgement is on THEIR doorstep. Oh, Clare, it is so sad to see these poor ones bent and twisted from birth by those who do not know Me. This is why your channel has become so important to others. You KNOW Me and they hear My voice when you share our conversations. And oh, how they have hungered to hear Me...they have heard men over and over and over again, and all they want is to love Me and be loved by Me, not have a stack of religious rules and man-made notions stapled to their backs.

"Those who are shepherds after My own heart are terribly persecuted, but then, they wear My Crown of Thorns and it is fitting. Still, they choose to love and not hate. This is My true nature, 'Father, forgive them - they know not what they do.'

"There is one other aspect that I have not covered. Many times, those who have taken on this role are mentally disturbed and abused from childhood. They see the harshness and punishing authority figures and transfer that image to the final authority figure, God. The fault is really with those who never really loved them. They should have seen the final authority figure as loving, kind and corrective, but the love got left out. So, they take on that role with others.

And finally, as My Servant Paul said,

I Corinthians 13:1 If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

I John 4...We love, because He first loved us.

"This is the failure: these who judge have never known My love."

If someone says, 'I love God,' and hates his brother, he is a liar; for the one who does not love his brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen. And this commandment we have from Him, that the one who loves God should love his brother also.

"So, as you may have gathered from what I said before, I use the enemy to form and correct My vessels. If I want them to increase in love and compassion, I send those who are critical and mean spirited, without understanding of how I am working through you. In this way I know you will become more pliable, more compassionate, and pray for them. In the end, Clare, I use everything and everyone to accomplish My ends, for I shall complete the good work in you that I have begun. And, I use everyone and everything to that end.

"I know you are dying to share that story, so go ahead."

Yes, it's true. I can't hide anything from You!

This is a story told by Graham Cooke. I can't remember if it was a dream or vision, but the Lord showed him a full sized, hand carved stone statue. Then Jesus said, 'That's you. Would you like to meet the artists?' And, of course Graham said yes. Then Jesus showed him the two men who had been persecuting him for years, sitting in the front row of every convention and then writing scathing reviews of his teachings.

So, indeed Lord. You do use everything and everyone to shape and form us.

"My love, I want you to remember this teaching. But, more importantly I want you to pray for that man. This is My heartfelt request from you.

"I bless all of you, My Children, but I look especially fondly on all of you who have nothing but love in your hearts for those who are troubled, like this soul. By your love, you prove to Me you are truly My disciples and Brides. This man will be saved because of your heartfelt prayers. He surely will."

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MESSAGE 15

Without Love You Will Not Be RaptureD

April 20, 2015

Lord, I pray that You will bless us tonight with courage and honesty, beyond the normal amount, or that Your Grace would truly be with this message, and Your peace and Your love would just cover everyone in this message. Amen.

Well, today is April 20, 2015, and the Lord has an important, important message. (Sniff) I've been feeling a grief all day. Both Ezekiel and I have been feeling a real heaviness in our hearts, and a real grief, and we really didn't know what it was about, until I came to do the message, and then we realized (pause) that's what it's about. So, I'm just going to get straight to what the Lord began to say to us. He began...

"Many are so sure they are ready to stand before Me, but they're not taking a good look inside themselves or in My mirror. This concerns Me, Clare. It concerns Me that they are so ready, and yet they still quarrel and bite at one another. They still gossip and tell lies about one another. They still accuse with impunity, thinking they are so right, and the other is so wrong. Yet, I tell you - they are not ready to stand before Me. They are blinded by self-righteousness. They are on a crusade to set the world straight, but they are unfit for the bridal gown. I cannot put a clean, white garment on those who are still jealous and destructive with their tongue. I cannot put that gown on anyone who does not love their brother as they love Me."

Oh, Jesus, in this moment, I don't live up to that standard.

"With you, I count your will; as with others, I will do the same. If you willfully put down your dislike, hatred, resentment, jealousy, or distaste for others, I will help you and fill in the rest. It's all in the will. If you willfully engage in jealousy, gossip, hatred, pride, and self-righteousness, you're in serious trouble. All I am asking of you – so you will fit into your pristine bridal gown – is an honest self-appraisal. If you're holding scorn and contempt for anyone voluntarily, willfully, you will not stand before Me on that day."

At this point, the Lord quickened a Scripture to me:

Watch Me, therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of Man.

"If I love you, and you are not committed to loving others, you are not worthy to escape what is to take place on the Earth. Love will be the acid test, not doctrine, for that shall pass away; not prophecy, for that, too, is fleeting. You may be a prophet, full of the Word of the Lord, but if you have not love, you will not stand."

'Oh Lord, that seems so hard. It really seems hard to me, even though I know that lack of love is so destructive. It still seems hard...'

So, at this point, I had to stop, and go to my husband for discernment, because it's not like the Lord to give a harsh word. It was really hard for me to continue. It seemed so out of character, from the other messages that the Lord has given me. So, we took some time to discern this, and it was the Lord, so I came back. It wasn't easy, but I -- I just came back and listened and wrote what He said.

He continued, "I did not say you must be perfect in thought, word, and deed, for none is perfect. But your intention to be perfect, to love perfectly, to be kind, merciful, and entertain absolutely no malice toward others...if you have made this resolution, you will stand. But, if you are standing in self-righteousness, pointing the finger, quarrelling, judging, standing in My place, giving out judgments, then you are doomed to remain in the Tribulation. Why do you think I've given you all these meditations, Clare?"

To prepare us?

"That's exactly right. I want to leave no one behind, but some of you have hardened your hearts toward each other and have trampled the innocent and the blind. Many of you on the Internet have taken shots at one another. You've wounded, crippled, and left them to die; isolated, despised, and without the fruits of their labor. Unless you repent and are found to be a blameless one, you might as well start making plans to stay here. You will not be taken. Love is My standard; patience, long-suffering, kindness, mercy, meekness, the Beatitudes. This is the description of My Bride. If you are willfully countering the Beatitudes, you still don't have My heart. You still don't resemble Me. My Bride must resemble ME."

"Some of you will say, 'this is too harsh,' but I say to you that you have not repented of these sins. You are harboring hatred. Am I to marry a Bride steeped in rancor, jealousy, and hatred? If you truly repent of these sins, you will be taken."

And, I began to hesitate again. It's just hard for me to hear Him be so... firm, I guess, is the word. (Big sniff)

(Firmly) "Clare, please, this IS me. Don't let Me down. Shall I wait until after the Rapture for them to find out that they were not worthy to stand before Me? Why do you think that I chastise you so severely, when I see one of these attitudes in you? Do you realize the seriousness of this behavior? Shall I reward a soul with an incorruptible body and a place in Heaven? A soul who hates his brother and sister, the very one I suffered and died for? I don't care what others have done to you. If you are my Bride, I have given you the grace to forgive, and make an act of will to love that person, for My sake. I have given this Grace to every single one. If you don't exercise it, what am I to think? 'She's my wife, but she hates that soul I died for?' Is that an equal yoke? You see, I can overlook your weaknesses, but I cannot overlook your willfulness. There are those among you who are, perhaps, very weak, or lacking in mature understanding to do as I say. For them, there is mercy. But, for you, who call yourselves My disciples and teachers and prophets? You must walk in My ways. Is it not written, 'not everyone who says to Me 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of Heaven, but he who does the will of My Father, who is in Heaven, will enter?' Many will say to Me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in thy name? And in your name, cast out demons? And in your name, perform many miracles?' And, then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you. Depart from me.' "

And the Lord quickened another Scripture to me right after that.

If I have the gift of prophesy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a face that can move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing.

And He picked up and started speaking again after that.

"Come now, though your sins be red as scarlet, I shall make them white as snow. I'm standing here before you, waiting for you to repent; to turn from your evil ways and embrace what is right. I have not come before you to chastise and leave you bleeding. I have come to bind up your wounds and grant you greater and greater Graces for the building-up of My Kingdom. Seek Me in the still and quiet morning hours, when I may move upon your hearts and expose those things not pleasing to Me. I have compassion and pity for you. I will embrace and restore you and surely take you to Myself on that soon-approaching day.

"I love you, and those whom I love, I reprove. Nothing would be sadder to Me than to remove the blinders after the Rapture. That is why I have brought this before you. Please, take me seriously. Go back. Look more closely into those hidden and dark places in your hearts. Allow Me to pour My healing balm over those infections, that you may be presented to Me, whole and entire, lacking nothing.

"My Brides, I love you tenderly. Do not pull away."

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MESSAGE 16

You Need Not Fear

April 11, 2015

Wow, Lord... You really got me wasted that time!

"Wasted on Me? That's a good thing, isn't it?"

Sublime...

"Yes, indeed, to dwell together with My Love is sublime. Never ending bliss, never ending.

"My precious Clare, how precious you are to Me, words cannot express what I feel when I am with you."

That sounds like what I should be saying.

"Because our love is mutual, of course you feel the same way."

I don't think it would be safe for me to drive a car right now.

"Agreed."

Oh Lord, tell me what You have for Your Brides tonight.

"I love them with a love beyond imagining. So many are worried about their status with Me, as if I were a legalist with court documents listing every offense. No, that is satan's description. I am more like a lover reading every action of their day with great interest, as a love poem to Me. Everything they do out of pure love for Me and their brother, this is My consolation. Even on the cross, these marks of affection comforted Me as I looked into the future and saw how much they would love Me.

"And, so I have accumulated these gifts, these marks of love and ponder them several times a day - that is, in what you would call a day. Yes, like the petals of dried roses, I contemplate their meaning for Me and I rejoice that I have such as these willing to give for Me, willing to deny themselves for Me and see to My needs first.

"You have much to ponder in your own life, My Dove. There is much you have so totally forgotten that I have kept as keepsakes, acts of love done for Me.

"If only My Bride knew the great joy I derive from the little things she has done for Me out of pure love and no other motive. Most are motivated by what means the most to them: money, beauty, notoriety, acceptance, opportunity. These are the things that drive them. But, then there is My Bride - she is motivated by what she can do to please Me."

Oh Lord, I fall so far short.

"You are learning. My Bride is so insecure about the Rapture because she equates Me with men - yet I am not like any man she has ever met. I am not a vicious, prosecuting attorney - rather I am a Lover counting My rose petals, watching the mailbox for more being sent to Me. Every day I anticipate the sweet fragrance of her love translated into action; acts of love showered randomly on those she comes in contact with. I watch to see her heart, so much like Mine, wanting to bless and relieve burdens, yet honest and true with those who are in need of correction.

"My Bride, if you have separated yourself from willful sin and are careful each day to love those I send you, you need not worry about being taken to Heaven with Me. I am looking forward to that day we celebrate our love with such great longing.

"Are you forgiving injuries and doing good to those who hurt you? Remember how excruciating was My pain on the cross? Yes, well even in that state, I was looking towards the welfare of the very men who crucified Me; 'Father forgive them, they know not what they do.' And, when the crowd gathered around the harlot caught in adultery, I did not join in condemning her - rather I lifted her up to her feet with the admonition to go and sin no more. When the Pharisees took the last penny from the widow, I did not compliment the rich for their elaborate gifts. No, I exalted the little one that gave all she had while others gave from their excess. And, when the disciples fought over who was greatest among them, I was quick to point out that it is the least, the servant who indeed has primacy. Why? Because this one serves the needs not of himself but of others, consistently, day in and day out. While the rich young ruler is preoccupied in increasing his worldly wealth and position, the servant is eager only to see others increase.

"Have you been living this way, My Brides? If you have, then you need not fear being left behind. I cannot wait for that first dance at Our wedding reception. If you have lived the Beatitudes, you need not be concerned about being left behind."

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MESSAGE 17

Everything Seems Business As Usual

April 7, 2015

Oh, Lord, how I wish there were time. So many souls, so lost, so confused, I wish I could touch more, I wish WE could touch more.

"I know."

I wish we had more time.

"I know. But we don't."

But, everything seems so normal, you know...

"Buying and selling, marrying and giving in marriage?"

Yes. The world seems so stable - just like it will go on forever.

"I know. But, it won't. It's deceiving. So much is happening behind the scenes that very few care to know about as long as they can maintain the status quo."

People are responding.

"They are afraid."

Well, at least they are responding. Couldn't we have more time?

"If you knew what I knew, you wouldn't ask that question."

Well, every day I struggle with this. The world seems so stable, so normal, if it weren't for Revelation and for You, I'd think it would go on forever.

"Aren't you glad you have Me?"

Oh, my goodness! Life would not be life, but a walking nightmare without You, Jesus.

"I know how you feel. I know how you feel because I weigh the pros and cons and I feel the same way. But, We have knowledge of what's really going on, you don't. It is the status quo thing. 'Don't upset my apple cart, let me get these apples to market, sell them, come home with a profit and go shopping. Just let me live my life.'

This is where most are at. In the meantime, others are stealthily planning their assault. They rest in their plans because they know the masses are still filling their carts with apples and as long as that process can continue, they will be happy.

"Others, who value freedom of religion, freedom of speech, justice, and security in those things - others are alarmed and filled with consternation, making plans to escape what they plainly see coming. Others, yet, are looking skyward, waiting for Me to rescue them.

"Clare, it's happening right before your very eyes, but life before you is lived in layers. To one layer, it is the apple cart; to another it is dominance. To another, it is freedom; to another yet, it is Heaven... but all the layers are before you. You each day must choose which layer you are going to live in. Which layer is your reality, who is your master, who you will serve? Until one of the layers explodes and takes away the rights of the other layers and the world is turned upside down and inside out and looking back people will say, 'How did this happen?'

"It happened because you chose to live in an isolated layer that appeared to provide all you needed. You didn't look beyond that layer because you were busy succeeding in this one. Then, one day....well, it all ended, and left you standing in confusion - if you are one of the lucky ones who are still standing.

"Nothing will be remembered of the fatness of the land when it collapses. Only bitter memories of what was lost. Then, from the rubble, they will seek Me. They will realize their love affair with the world left them naked and destitute. And, when they find Me, I will embrace them, pour oil upon their wounds, and raise them up in holiness.

"What I want to say is that you mustn't grieve over those who are left behind. No, this is their destiny, because they chose to live in that layer of isolation where everything was provided by their own hand; where success was the entire focus of their lives. Yes, they chose this, and the world being such as it is, left them blind and naked before Me. And, this I allowed to save their souls. For without it, well... Hell is filling up. They are not all bad people, just Godless, with no need for God. It is My act of mercy that their world comes crashing to an end. It is My love for them that allows such catastrophe. Only nakedness will bring them to Me, hungry for comfort and truth.

"You see once a man builds his house on the sand and the rains come and the floods wash it all away, well, then that man will consider the importance of building upon Rock, and I will be there to teach him. So, you see what is pending and inevitable is merely My provision to bring My children back to Me, in Spirit and in Truth.

"Yes, it is harsh. Yes, it is brutal. Yes, it is seemingly unfair. But, none of this occurs to man when he is busy exploiting the very poor of third world nations to buy his teenage son a car, or build a luxury home. All that matters to those of this mindset is the bottom line. And so, they will experience the reality of the bottom line of other nations, nations that looked to you for example in lifestyle and yet were hopelessly captive in a subservient culture and economy while you continued to prosper.

"It is very, very sad, Clare. What you don't see, how these people are exploited (and did I not create seed for the sower at a cost?) but now greedy and wicked men scheme to find ways to force the poor to buy their seed. How much worse should I allow it to get? The cries of the poor reach My ears every day. They suffer the lack of even medical necessities, while in your country the medical establishment runs the lives of even the middle class and finds newer and better ways to get more control for more profit and flourish at the expense of the innocent.

"Oh, it is corrupt beyond all reason! Why should My Father allow it to go on for even one more minute? We have tried to turn the hearts of men, but their lust for primacy and luxury in the world has completely blinded them to their unjust lifestyles. Normally, I do not bring these things up to you, but I want you to understand - the facets of corruption I must look upon everyday are overwhelming and cry out for justice. And, what is worse, is the architects of these cultural crimes do not see they are destroying the very basis of their lives by continuing to squeeze out every penny from the poor.

"Yes, this is only one facet, but it gives rise to unrest, hatred, despair. There is a reason Muslims rejoice in martyrdom: it's their one chance for happiness in a hopelessly corrupted and convoluted world. Living for a cause overshadows the pain of want and restores a man's sense of dignity when nothing is left to him but to die honorably. So, satan has offered a chance for man to redeem himself and live in 'heaven' with all the things he could never have on Earth because of injustice. Should they not hate those bankers and world leaders that prey on the poor - many of them Jews? There is another sense of accomplishment: destroy the Whore. This, too, is honorable. So, you see, this problem is hopelessly complex. But, when I come back to rule and reign, the iron rod will break the backs of those who would steal and denigrate even the lowliest human.

"Justice and honor shall be available to all who seek it. Opportunity to live honorably with a true vocation and necessary education will be available to all. And yet, no one will prosper without God, no one will in the beginning even conceive of life without God, without a serious devotion and desire to serve Me. Everyone will see the necessity of living in God, except those who are without a conscience.

"We must start over Clare, from the bottom up. There is no other recourse. Do not lose hope. I am coming to set it straight. We will get it right, I promise you. IN the meantime, try to look forward to a vacation in Heaven, even though I know part of you wants more time to help.

"I love you all with a love that only your God could have; a sacrificial love, a love that yearns to be spent to bring just one more soul in.

"I bless you and ask you to continue to refine your lives to make more and more room for Me and one day...your suffering, prayers and hard work will be rewarded."

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THE GOSPEL SIMPLY EXPLAINED

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If you were to die today, would you be certain that you would go to heaven?

If you are not certain, then please read on.

Many think that since they have lived a good life then they will probably go to heaven.

It's good to do good deeds and God wants that, but your good deeds cannot make up for your sins. It's like a bank robber that gets caught and tells the police that he gives to the poor and helps people. That does not make up for the fact that he robbed the bank.

God wants everyone to go to heaven and be with Him. That is why He sent Jesus to die on the cross for us.

In John 3:16 it says, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life."

The word perish here means the opposite of eternal life -- which is eternal death or Hell. God gives us His instructions in the bible to lead us to Him so that we can receive salvation. He does this because He loves us and wants everyone to be in heaven with Him when they die.

In Romans 3:23 it says,

"For all have sinned; and fall short of God's glorious standard."

What this means is that all of us have sinned. We have all done wrong and do not deserve to be in God's glorious presence. None of us deserve to go to heaven. I don't deserve to go, you don't deserve to go. None of us deserve to go to heaven. We have all disobeyed God in our lives.

In Romans 6:23 it says,

"For the wages of sin is DEATH, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord."

Here "the wages of sin" means the "consequence of sin" or what we earn by sinning.

And the type of death being described here is spiritual death -- which is Hell -- as explained in the Bible in the book of Revelations where it states

"The lake of fire is the second DEATH. If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire." Revelation 20:14-15.

So these last 3 scriptures are very serious because they are saying that:

1. We Have All Sinned,

2. The Consequence Of Sin Is Death, and

3. Death Is The Lake of Fire or Hell.

What this means is that we are all destined to go to Hell -- unless we allow God to intervene in our life.

But God does not want anyone to go to Hell. That is why He sent Jesus to die for all our sins on the cross.

And it is only through Jesus that we can receive eternal life. In John 14:6 Jesus said,

"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through Me."

We can only be saved through Jesus. There is no other way. The only payment that the Father accepts for our sins is the blood of Jesus. That is why He sent Jesus to die for our sins. He did it because He loves us. It is not because we deserve it -- because none of us deserve to go to heaven.

Now it is only the children of God that get to be with God when they die. In John 1:12 God the Father, shows us how to become His child. He tells us,

"But to all who believed in Him, that is Jesus, and received Him, He gave the right to become children of God."

And believing in Christ not only means that you believe that He exists, it also means that you put your full trust and obedience in Him. That is what is meant by believing in Him as Lord.

The word "Lord" means "King" or "Master" -- the One you trust and obey. In Romans 10:9 it says,

"If you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved."

The word "confess" means "to agree with." So to truly confess that Jesus is Lord means that He is your Lord - the One you surrender to and trust and obey.

Now you receive Christ through faith and not by "earning it" with good deeds. It says in Ephesians 2:8-9 that,

"For it is by grace (or undeserved favor) that you are saved, through faith -- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God -- not by works, so that no one can boast. Salvation is not a reward for the good things we have done, so, none of us can brag about it."

You don't earn salvation -- you receive it as a free gift from God. It is like receiving a Birthday gift. You don't pay for the Birthday gift. But you do decide whether you will receive it or not.

The price of your salvation was paid for by Jesus on the cross. And the cost to Jesus was very terrible. It is way beyond what I can comprehend. Jesus suffered terribly for us so that we all could go to heaven. The one thing left for you to do, is to receive the salvation Jesus paid for as a free gift from God.

Although Jesus wants very much to give eternal life to everyone, He will not force anyone to receive Him as Lord. He gives everyone a free will choice. But He does invite everyone who wants to, to receive Him and receive eternal life.

In Revelation 3:20 Jesus says,

"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will go in and eat with him, and he with Me."

So we all have a choice to make. We can live a self-directed life -- separate from God -- or a Christ directed life with God.

In a self-directed life you go your own way without God. But the choice is forever. If you die in that state you will forever be separated from God and perish in Hell. In Luke 13:3 Jesus warns us that "unless you repent, you too will all perish." God does not desire this for anyone but God will not force anyone to receive Him.

In a Christ-directed life, you surrender completely to Christ and give your life to Him. God created us and He died on the cross for us. He loves us dearly. In reality, God gives us infinitely more than what we could ever give Him.

If you do give your life to Jesus then Jesus promises you eternal life as He says in John 6:40, which says,

"For My Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes, that is trusts, in Him shall have eternal life."

By receiving Jesus as Lord of your life you at the same time repent from going your own way -- which is always away from God.

In fact, the word "repent" means to turn around. To make a U-turn. To change from going your own way, to going God's way by following Him. Repent also means to turn away from sin. By following Jesus you also turn away from sin.

As you receive Jesus and give your life to Him, you also ask for His forgiveness and reject all pursuit of sin.

If you have walked away from the Lord or have gone back to sinning and now want to repent of sin and come back to Jesus, you can also pray as shown below.

The prayer is shown below. Do you want to pray this prayer to God? It is not to me, or to my church, or to my denomination. It is a prayer you are making to God. It is a decision you are making to God -- Who created you and loves you.

Would you like to pray this prayer to commit your life to Jesus? Say each line to God as follows:

Prayer to Receive Jesus As Lord:

"Dear Lord Jesus, I know I am a sinner and unable to save myself by my own deeds or my own way. But I do believe that You love me, and that You were sent to die on the cross for my sins. Right here and now, I repent of all sin and ask you to forgive all my sins and give me the gift of eternal life. I completely give my life to You, Jesus. Thank You, dear God, for hearing and answering my prayer, and for giving me eternal life as You promised You would. Amen."

When you prayed this did you mean it? If you did then by God's promise you now have eternal life. Because it says in 1 John 5:13,

"I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God so that you may know that you have eternal life."

If you were to die today you would go to heaven to be with God. We know this because God always keeps His word.

Get a bible and start reading it in the New Testament. Join a good bible-believing church.

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