

# Transcending Physical Consciousness - Ohm & Amen

####  Attila Vincent

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#### Table of Contents

1 – The Ancient Secret Mystery Schools

2 – Occult Science

   a) The Atomic Sub-Strata (Local and Non-local Reality)

   b) Morphogenetic Fields and Biology (the real Spirits and Angels)

   c) Cosmic Singularity (The Black Hole Sun)

   d) Fractal Holographic Consciousness (Paradoxical Observance)

3 – Occult Spirituality

   a) What the Illuminati Believe (Rosicrucian Theology)

   b) The Emerald Tablets (Ancient Greeks & Egyptians)

   c)  The Law of One and the Children of the Light (Atlantis lore)

   d)  Esoteric Christianity (Gnostics, Knights Templar, Essenes)

4 – Alchemy and Astrology (Correcting perspectives)

5 – The Connective Tissue we call God (Described in every way)

6 – As Above So Below – In Heaven as On Earth – Ohm and Amen

## Transcending Physical Consciousness - Ohm and Amen

The Scientific and Spiritual Mechanisms Behind Near Death Experiences

Secret Ancient Mystery School Teachings Revealed

We are the Children of the Light under the Law of One

Metaphysical Sciences; the Underpinnings

Why it Doesn't Matter if You Say Ohm or Amen

Once we understand the True Nature of Reality; as expressed by Buddha, and Christ – as a metaphysical spirit realm we are a reflection of..........it really doesn't matter whether we say Ohm or Amen.

May the Truth Set Us Free; Wellness, Truth, and Love for All......

#### Introduction

     Like many of you; I had some questions about life as most of us have asked. The usual stuff; like why am I here, what is it all about – and how did it all start? They are good questions for an awakening aware mind; which is why children ask such questions – until we condition it out of them.

     This led me to seek outside the narrow parameters of dogmatic faith, as well as dogmatic science. I started to realize that we have been fed the "short version" of both; whether deliberately, or due to the limitations placed upon free thought in both academia and theology.

     It was then I received a "metaphysical education" while having several near death experiences caused by my heart. Words can not express such experiences adequately. Briefly stated; the experiences taught me some facts about our consciousness - not being solely a physical phenomenon.

     When I survived my dark night – I emerged a more thoughtful and contemplative person as a result. Driven to understand my experiences; I sought out all the available information and studied it with a newfound vigour. I did not however limit my seeking of truth and knowledge to any single belief system, or any single scientific explanation.

     I instinctively knew; that the information I sought was not to be found in the standard sources of accepted science and religion – because for the most part they denied such effects and/or shrouded them in mysterious forms of dogma. Religion and science both say what happened to me either couldn't happen – or if it did it was "evil" because it conflicted with the dogma.

     If you have the guts to go where you are encouraged not to go; and are willing to unfetter yourself from limiting belief systems – I think I can explain the above conundrums. Not only that; but I am sure I can empower many of you to actually experience and understand our conscious journey – because surely under this thin physical disguise – there exists a pervasive metaphysical conscious element.

     This conscious element is you, and the proof is indeed everywhere to be seen once we "get it." I spend my life trying to help people see this great truth which was revealed to me when I had no heartbeat. I can experientially verify this; and back this up intuitively with science – not to mention convict the existing institutions with circumstantial evidence alone. Sin and Salvation Merchants beware; the age of reason is nigh.

     I am a dangerous man because of what I know. Being old and not overtly healthy or afraid of much; coupled with knowing the truth about spirit continuance – makes me pretty hard to push around. I have zero fear anymore. I still strive to survive and derive maximum benefit from my experience because I know how this works – but I know we all die by design and that it isn't as big of a deal as we are convinced it is.

     When I was within seconds from having no heartbeat, the first thing "The Voice" told me was that no matter what happens to us in this life – we have nothing to fear. The exact verbs were; "Don't worry no matter what happens – you'll be fine." There is a volume of information to be derived from those scant few words alone – but there is much more.

     There was no ambiguity as to the Source of the Voice – it was what we call God. But; and this is a big but – our definition and conception for it was still stuck in the mud of the dark ages intellectually. It was how you would explain it to a child, comparative to what I experienced.

     A society all too content with a weak concept for spirituality, and a society with science perched on a mystery pile in fear of collapse – is what we are living in. The great truths about the true nature of reality, and the full unified theory science seeks – are one and the same. Trust me we are not there yet! There are just as many "don't ask questions" in the scientific community, as there are in a church.

     I've made it my job to ask those tough questions we abandoned. As a result I am fairly unpopular with the purveyors of the standard bull-pucky. I can raise hackles and get booted out of both types of institutions in mere minutes by merely asking the wrong questions. Questions they have no reasonable answers for – either academically or spiritually.

     If you want to know what they are not telling you, and you have an open enough mind to consider this information – serious empowerment results. Like I said I am a dangerous man because knowledge is power. This is why free-thinking open exploration of the following subjects is taboo and not encouraged. More like vehemently denied!

     I can show you what the confusing romanticized parables in the Bible(s) meant. Once you understand where they came from; the esoteric nature of the Keys required to understand biblical concepts becomes clear. All Bibles were written by men; not God. They are in fact "Channelled Manuscripts" by definition. They were written by meditating witnesses to Transcendence and the Absolute. Bibles and Religion are merely the "true story of spirituality." Bibles; are manuals for self realization.

     Our history has been lost or concealed – most likely a combination of both. If you honestly believed that Columbus discovered the North American continent a few lousy hundred years ago – I have a wobbly bridge over a septic pond to sell you! If you believed we have only been on the earth for a few scant thousands of years – I have a belief system to sell you! It's all a lie. Sorry it had to be said.

     What I learned through my exhaustive research and my up close and personal experience with mortal termination; needs to be shared with the greater tribe. There is a foundation for the concepts of spirituality; but like I said it isn't how it was sold to us. There is no Spooky Father Figure on a Throne; and no cloud-based reality where we play a harp – trust me on this one. This shouldn't be too hard to convince an aware adult of.

     However; it is harder to convince others about an experience you or I had. So I realized something. The answer is to help people learn how life really works, and discover the True Nature of Reality if you will; for themselves – and then experience it for themselves as was always meant to be. Before religion became a venue for controlling people (slaves) and cash extraction – that is.

     I soon realized that the old adage about the story being told around a campfire changing by the time it comes back around is true. That is what happened. The distortions from the original truth have rendered the concept of spirituality into a non-workable fairy tale.

     First we must seek the required knowledge about the metaphysical underpinnings about our reality, the sciences which have been concealed, kept secret, withheld, and often overlooked. We currently employ a certain perspective deficit that challenges notions of metaphysical concepts like spirit; choosing only to embrace the physical manifestations – of the underlying metaphysical element.

     For the spiritual thrill seekers out there; I have the information you have been looking for and can't find. It was hard to develop this over-all theory; since it relies on verification through study of many seemingly alternate belief systems to prove itself. You have to read a pile of Bibles and Ancient Spiritual Texts; sanctioned and banned. The payoff is confirmation of the principles embodied.

     What I have assembled here in gist and not its totality; is the study of several belief systems some of which are the most ancient – with the intuitive knowledge that they are not at all as separate as we generally accept to be true. With this shred of intuitive truth to discern the immutable truth; we can learn from them all and glean the correct meaning.

     One belief system corroborates the other, if you are open to consider it; which indeed also confirms the validity of them all. How is that for a taste of empowerment about the contradictory truth behind the falsehood of religion?

     Facts which are all but impossible to deny; ruffle entrenched feathers – which is why there has always been an element of danger to exposing these facts. If you; like me – have lost your fear to tread this valley of the shadow of existence we believe to be all that is – I invite you on a rebels unguided tour. Religion and science after all; are the same quest to explain our reality. What makes you think they won't bump into each other? The Buddha and Einstein were after all on the same quest to explain the True Nature of Reality.

     I've assembled a volume of Occult Sciences and Occult Spirituality which is not intended for the fainthearted. If you define yourself entirely by the principles you were taught because somebody else beating on a book who is no more qualified than you; "says so" – this book isn't for you.......you are not yet ready. If you understand that statement fully; then this is the book for you.

     When I died several times; I learned something – something from our Source I am driven to share at mostly my expense. Things we call occult for but one example; might be better defined as alternate forms of Spirituality - not endorsed by a very narrow minded church.

     After all; all Bibles really are "Channelled Manuscripts." Why is it that if you or I experience Transcendence and the Absolute in person it is deemed Evil and Occult; but if someone in a channelled manuscript, or if the Pope does it – it's Holy and Miraculous. I can tell you why – but some people don't like to hear it.

     Some tens of thousands of years before the advent of organized religion, long before the first texts or churches existed – the same pertinent knowledge existed. If you were to ask a Tribal Shaman where they went when on a Shamanic Journey; they would tell you they went to "the Spirit Realm." And if you ask who they communicated with; the answer given is – "the Ancestors."

     Our ancient tribal ancestors knew how this works better than we do now! They knew we don't die, they knew how this works, and they more fully interacted with Spirit than I dare say is permissible some tens of thousands of years later! That says enough to make a thinking person sit up and take note – if you get that we are talking about real facts and not just hypothesising. They experienced Transcendence and the Absolute just like I did; only some tens of thousands of years prior to the advent of organized religion!

     This is exactly what my experiences verified for me – the truth about such concepts validated consciously through experience for myself! This is a real phenomenon and it doesn't rely on a selective path to Heaven, accompanied by a "My God is better than your God" mentality.

     From our roots as Spiritual Tribal people with Oral Tradition; to the cutting edge future science of tomorrow – I can give you a peek at the presently undisclosed truth. We are very special in our conscious experiences – and not a random fluke of biology on a chance rocky orb – at an ideal distance from an ideal star - by the luck of the draw.

     Science is wrong about a more than few things. Let me express that more deservedly kindly; they missed something – that's all. The missing input, the fundamental primordial element, that which we mistakenly labelled as "nothing" which surely exists and permeates everything – is the short explanation for this overlooked ever existent property. We are like unaware fish in a pond; with not the foggiest idea of what the very water that sustains us is – to oversimplify with an analogy.

     This book is for those who intuitively know and believe in "something" but don't like the conflicting versions society employs. So many religions and only "One God" as they say, I don't mind God as an open concept – but his fan clubs suck.

     If you want to know what the Ancient Mystery Schools taught, and what the Secret Society Religions which we call occult from a lack of knowledge teach their initiates; I have a viable bridge to the mainland of truth to sell you. Some of it is what I learned experientially with no heartbeat, and some of it is the result of a whole lot of footwork and scratching around I did (i.e. research), with an independent bent.

     Being driven to seek out the available information, taboo and otherwise; regarding my experiences; I found that I was quite adept at separating the imagined fantasies written by some - and the very real similar information I experienced written by others. I have no nice way to say this; but I need to make a point. I could tell who was "talking out of their ass" and who had actually experienced what I had, and had "been there" – for real. Some things are not possible to fabricate or embellish regarding these truths.

     I also got a bit of a gratifying surprise. Some people I would have thought incapable of accepting this information – catch on quickly once this knowledge is understood. Many older folk who are familiar with the scriptures we were taught and maintain an open mind will get this first. If you get an elderly religious person with an open mind to study these alternate explanations and definitions – they will help you see this. At first you get a little; "oh bull-shit" and "that isn't true!" Then watch it "hit home" as the information makes the connections that prove we haven't been given the context to properly read scripture.

     Then you'll see the opposite reaction and commentary. When a devout Christian for but one example; has the entity of Christ explained separately from the entity of Jesus, and a metaphysical conscious element called Spirit or a Holy Ghost is revealed as a factual working component – you start to hear things like; "well that makes more sense," or "I never really got that before" and that look of realization forms on our brow.

     These are the moments of life for me now. This is what I live for; literally – and why I am convinced I am still here when I shouldn't be. I am here to tell people some things they might not always like to hear, because it shakes the foundations of our existing beliefs – beyond repair. This is a requirement for rebuilding them – and worthy fodder for a goal in life. Understanding the true nature of reality is as simple as the answer to the question of; why is there life at all?

     The purpose of life and this matrix of experience is education, developing awareness, and evolution of our consciousness over what the ancients called the Alchemy of Time. We can't do it wrong – we can only waste our time – which is our own! The reason we exist is expressed by what we are doing – as a whole and as individuations or monads. It is a "no-brainer" that we "are what we do."

     Life is a process of evolving biology as a group – always striving to self-organize and gain further complexity. With a full education we learn what science denies; the inherent intelligence behind these processes we label as merely the mystery of nature, atomic cohesion, and universal existence. Everything is a developing whole; but the individuation is yet not fully aware of this most obvious fact.

     I believe they called it Veiled, Blinded, Lost, and other similar religious euphemisms. We missed the obvious. The Primordial Element and the Fundament Principle of Operation still eludes us. That Special Element is what was described by all religions in various guises – and it is our factual Spirit Component......the special element of conscious awareness. Spirit is not a fictional concept.

     Just like when we got kicked out of the Garden of Atlantis (.........crap........did I just say that out loud again?) for taking from the Tree of Knowledge, and becoming aware. Genesis in the First Testament took place in early Atlantis. I can even tell you what the "Serpent" was; and wasn't.

     I suggest you check your doubts, inhibitions, and pre-conceived notions at the door, as we munch on the forbidden fruits of the secret knowledge revealed by the Tree of Life. "Lest they not eat from the Tree of Life; and become as We are," remember – as we got the boot....... How many Gods were there in this garden; where did they come from – why does the Bible often use plural terms?

     If you stuck it out so far and are intrigued; I promise – you'll like the explanation. If you already got confused and bailed; or made it this far and still haven't the slightest idea what I am talking about – save your dime. I wouldn't want to seriously wound anyone's inner child - maybe just enough to make them think a little outside the box.

Wellness, Truth, and Love for all.... as always – your faithfully abrasive co-spiritual thrill seeking associate the Mad Hungarian.

Attila Vincent 

#### 1 – The Ancient Secret Mystery Schools

     You might not have been privy to this information – but all the major religions share a dirty secret they have not shared with you. That secret is the Secret Teaching of All Ages – including this one!

     The dirty little secret is that all our current belief systems share a root; in a proverbial garden! That root is not only the foundation for all our seemingly separate belief systems; but the empowering knowledge about how to use it. The fact is this knowledge conceals many things. Our true history for one thing; the true nature of reality for another, and here is the clincher; our full potential.

     I found this out by accident; sort of. When I had my near death experiences; being the "odd-duck" that I am by nature – I became an avid amateur researcher. I also fortunately had been born with the intestinal fortitude (guts) to speak freely about taboo subjects related to my near death experiences. I found that most people who had experienced what I did, seldom if ever spoke of them.

     My point has to do with what I learned while I was "walking between the worlds" as it is called. This is a true phenomenon where a dying person speaks of being whole and on the other side with friends and relatives – as they pass on. It is extremely common; yet not frequently discussed. It should be – trust me.

     This was also accompanied with what I would call an instant metaphysical education regarding the invisible minutia of life. When I research near death experiences; this same education I received was by gist and glean – identical to the others. If this was a hallucination, or chemical or electrical overload – what are the odds we would all come out the other side with the same information.......Nil. It was also clearer than existence as we know it here – and I'll delve into that aspect in a later chapter.

     To condense my point to a nutshell; what we all instantly realize at the point of death is this – all life is a single conscious metaphysical energy. That we don't ever really cease to be - compliments this education. It explains why and how the notion isn't as fantastic and unbelievable as it outwardly (physically) appears.

     Bingo! I realized that the notion of Spirit Continuance wasn't as messed up as I used to think it was. Given the true nature of reality; as the "other state" and not this one to consider – the plausibility of the physical being a "by-product" clarified things. We currently so don't get this; but flesh and skin is optional.

     Not being religious per-se; I reconsidered the standard belief systems because of what I experienced. I figured I missed something – that there had to be more to it. I was sorely disappointed. There is good information in Bibles and Religions; but we don't understand the true meaning of the content well enough to connect the dots between the missing bits. Oh yes; I said missing.

     After studying multiple spiritual belief systems; while trying to find what I could not – I started to put things together. I had become a rogue spiritual detective. With several belief systems floating about in my head simultaneously, I had an epiphany – I connected some dots.

     Had I just been delusional, giddy, and grateful; I would have "glommed on" to the first belief system I studied. I used this as a measure of my relative sanity. No such thing happened, and I still maintain that no single belief system could ever encompass this knowing. It would be a good design for the measure of our love for one another – consideration. We won't "get it" until we get along and share.

     When you study multiple belief systems with an open mind; you reconstruct more of the totality of the very concept of spirituality. You also verify spiritual phenomena as experienced. Anyone willing to expend a modest amount of effort independently investigating my point can also confirm what I am saying.

     But I wanted more. I had received the truth experientially; and I wanted to see it in black and white somewhere. I had found enough hints and allegations to know there was more. This brings us to the subject at hand; the Ancient Secret Mystery Schools.

     Nobody else will tell you this information as readily as I will – it's a secret! Some claim this knowledge is to be found in the Ancient Egyptian Mystery Schools. Others call it the stuff of Secret Societies; such as the Freemasons, the Illuminati, the Rosicrucian or Rose and Cross, Skull and Bones, and so on and so forth – I think you get my drift.

     Historically you might have heard about the Knights Templar, the Gnostics, the Essenes, and other groups also. Grab a hold of something or sit down. They all have their roots even deeper into something else! They all stem from what we endearingly call the fable of Atlantis. But Atlantis is only one name for it; and it is not a fable, nor is it fictional.

     We live in a "real world" and we shouldn't accept fairy-tales from religious sources or science to explain it. I never did like the notion that this whole monkey show was started by an old fart on a throne that poked His finger through the clouds! Nor do I buy into the popular notion that if it wasn't an accident, that Aliens did it (the old Elvis in a UFO theory)? Visitors perhaps; metaphysically speaking! Aren't we all?

     My point is that it is far more plausible to consider that we have been on the earth much longer than history entertains. That in a remote past we existed for perhaps tens of thousands of years (conservatively) prior to what is now accepted publicly; is a far better hypothesis to explain the knowledge and developmental awareness our ancestors possessed. Given the choices between Aliens, ZZ Top on a Throne, and a forgotten history; considering all the available evidence – tips the scale for a previous super society we forgot about, or deliberately deny (for what they knew – to get back on point)!

     If you state this as a fact however; you get looked at like you just saw Elvis in a UFO! However; any researcher above the 15watt range can rapidly corroborate what I just said quite easily. But I shan't go off on a rant about a history lesson; at least not here and now. I have a point to make. Assume I might be right for a minute; and that there was an even older civilization – destroyed in an ancient cataclysm or deluge.

     The magnitude of what simple logic had led me to; then struck me. I felt it. If we all came from an initial smaller group at some point in our remote past; wouldn't we have shared an initial belief system? Because whether you embrace science or religion to explain our beginnings – this seems to be the only point they agree on. Genetics confirm that we are all from "one initial group." After that though; you're on your own to explain it – because "they" can't!

     Whether as an initial tribe, and/or later as the first civilized group; one single solitary belief system existed – and was the basis for all later spiritual texts as per interpretive variations. Put that in your back pocket for now; the truth about our roots. Now let's generate a reasonable hypothesis.

     If all our spiritual belief systems came from this ancient forgotten initial society (oh blaspheme!), what does that mean? It would eliminate the need for aliens or Elvis in a UFO as I call it; and the need for a spooky father figure on a throne who stuck his finger through a cloud to explain my/your/our existence! Need I mention the historical factual location and context for a Garden? It means several things!

     First off; we have been on the earth in higher form – for much, much, longer than our history books claim. That's what I mean by the UFO or spooky father figure theory becoming bankrupt – the simple alternative as the evidence indicates – is that we have been here much longer than our society entertains.

     Secondly; this explains ancient stone structures that litter our planet both above and below the waterline – which by the way also lack notation or credible explanation in those same history books. The evidence resides in the massive unexplained stone structures which pre-date our currently accepted historical timelines.

     These great stone mysteries represent a ridiculous amount of toil, over a great deal of time; surely they must have some meaning above that of a tombstone for a Pharaoh or some other such silly notion. They were important. They meant something. We currently are given no explanation as to what. They represent ages of man long forgotten by time and deluge.

     These great stone mysteries belong to the other mysteries we have been discussing. They were in fact; monuments and Temples for initiation into these same sciences and spiritual information – because they are the very real functioning truths. Unfortunately despite the vehement nay-say; it fits to explain things.

     Thirdly; all our current belief systems are the separated evolved cousins of the original belief system. And last but not least as they say; it exposes the Secret Religions as the roots and truth behind the version of religion we get. These are the secrets in the ancient mystery schools; and what we mistakenly call occult science and occult spirituality. We get fed the watered down version; meant for public consumption – and I can prove it.

     That being said; with some semblance of an explanation, and the first few dots connected – it's time to explore what those ancient secret teachings say. Every belief system is selling us short; and keeping the best parts for themselves at the higher echelons! If you fully understand what I am telling you, and you want to become Illuminated, or Enlightened as it is called – this is gonna blow your spiritual socks off!

     The Secret Spirituality is the forbidden information about the true nature of reality. Educated people make poor servants. They know at the very top; if you fully understood the nature of reality and your experience – they would no longer have "anything" over on you. Knowledge is empowering – so you don't get it.

     This is akin to how long ago "reading" was a skill only taught and reserved for the elite higher class. That way we (the working population as always) could even go to the Temples and Schools and see the inscriptions; and still have no idea what we are looking at. Save for some at the top who had the secret knowledge called the Keys to the information. This still goes on – don't kid yourself.

     Let me reiterate; the entire gambit focuses around the true nature of reality – as expressed by Christ, Buddha, Thoth, and countless others. Once you have the knowledge of the construction and purpose for Life – this gets easy.

     Most of the scriptures I read now, and the ancient spiritual texts, all tell me the same story. This is a measure of the truth. If you find the truth; it doesn't beg more questions than it answered – and it jives with all the other information. This is truly independent free-thinking, and like I said earlier; most of us have been conditioned not to do it, and to seek our answers only from others. From supposed experts, someone with an accredited stamp on their bum - Expert-schmeckspert; scratch around independently for yourself – you'll get way more out of it. I know this for a fact.

     The problem is that society is geared to distract us, occupy our time with work, and self gratification. This leaves little if any time for worthy contemplations of higher thought regarding the conditions of our existence. People who spend more time "contemplating their navels" as it is called; gain inherent wisdom – and become much harder to dupe. They do the "psychic math" and discover the fundamental oneness behind our individual perspective. All it takes is a deeper look – and a little higher thought.

     Many others have written extensive volumes under the label of occult spirituality, and the occult sciences; and I urge you not to fear the label. After all; anyone who believes anything not sanctioned by organized religion – has always been deemed occult. Christ himself evolved his belief system from that of a Jew to a Christian – Jesus was as they say initially a Jew after all. He was a rebel with a cause – in a seriously good way – I am just stating the facts as known. He might also have been labelled as something similar to occult, or akin to a heretic; by his persecutors. And trust me; free-thinking always results in persecution if you study history a little.

     You'll find that "Channelling" and "Meditating" are considered esoteric and dangerous by the same church that owes its Bible to the act of meditative channelling. All Bibles are channelled manuscripts by strict definition. Let us not play verbal charades to conceal the truth here. Heartfelt contemplation, meditational practices, and prayer; are all names for the same thing – connecting to the universal consciousness you are part and parcel of. If you weren't – it wouldn't be even be a possibility. It takes two.

     And this practice in its various guises by alternate verbs; does and has worked for countless millions of us throughout the millennia. An interpretive myth busted. Occult and Evil; just means it doesn't fit into a very small box with incredibly small dimensions.

     The Tribal and Shamanic beliefs are also marginalized as savage and pagan, even though it turns out they were stunningly accurate compared to the later more diluted versions.  It is only our ego driven selfishness in these respects which could be construed as evil.

     Yet more important is the fact that these more ancient teachings mixed with a free-style modern conception – work far better. That is just one thing you are not supposed to know – and why we are deliberately conditioned by falsehoods to perceive them as evil.

     For example; if you achieve this connection independently, outside of those very narrow parameters – you are "conjuring" and it is deemed occult and evil. But if the Pope, or some accepted figure does this; it is deemed "a miracle!" We both know why; and it has little with to do with any difference in the phenomenon – merely the interpretive perspective deficit employed to categorize it.

     This doesn't mean there is no such thing as evil, for all you naysayers out there; but you won't find it here. What it validates is that truth like beauty is in the eye of the beholder.....which does speak volumes. Decisions derived from perspectives. Beauty derived from within by our inner recognition and awareness of it; and unfortunately visa-versa.

     My point is that you have to be willing and able to look and think outside the box we have allowed ourselves to be placed in, for a good unfiltered and unfettered glimpse at the truth (and the usual accompanied whiff perhaps).

     Anyone who tells you not to consider other information about spirituality and the true nature of experience is afraid. Afraid they won't measure up on their own, afraid that they won't be able do discern fact from fiction for themselves; and they are likely terrified of that all eternal skillet of Hades the church likes to scare people with. Peace and love and all that, I guess looks different for some folk. I just want you to know it isn't that way at all; somebody is blowing smoke up you know where – and it was just burning my hole a little is all.

     The fact exposed by the full study of multiple belief systems is that they are Pagan in nature and Pantheistic, and employ multiple Gods, and teach reincarnation. I know that a bunch of Christians and Catholics and Jews who stand apart from the belief with a monotheistic version with one God and no reincarnation – just started puckering between the cheeks. For those among us who want a reality check regarding this popular but false notion; here is the undisputable truth which renders that consideration asunder.

     Jesus was initially a Jew; thus the Christian religion is merely an evolved off-shoot of the Jewish religion (which justifies the handle of being a rebel). The Catholics are in the same leaky boat; they owe their beginnings to the above mentioned belief systems. So there really was only one religion which initially believed in One God, and no reincarnation – the Jews.

     Here is the clincher! Upon further investigation we find that the Jewish faith has its roots in Ancient Babylonia, in the Ancient Kabbalah and pre-sand Egyptian, Sumerian, and Babylonian beliefs (which all explain that an even older civilization gave them this knowledge, but that is another related story). And guess what! They employ multiple gods and reincarnation!

     Now allow me to right an upset apple-cart here that I likely bowled over. There is no conflict between the notion of One Creator, or God, and multiple gods –contrary to popular belief. You just have to differentiate between a Singular God with a capital "G" and lesser multiple god(s) – with a little "g." As an analogy; to the cells and atoms in your own being – you are as a god. If you believe in Angels for example; just understand that some people called them gods.

     The mystery schools teach that there are many levels of conscious awareness on the rungs of the spiritual ladder leading to the Absolute. It is just a perspective thing. What we called gods; were the Angels that fell to earth in Bibles and ancient spiritual texts; that bred with the daughters of man and gave us their knowledge. Every ancient myth and scripture begins with this notion of higher beings raising man up from a lower state into what he is now – including all the Bibles.

     If you believe in spirituality at all in any form, then the spirit of an ancestor, an Angel, or even a spirit instilled in a man; are more like God and of God than we are – but not the original one and only Singular Creator God. Tetragrammaton (look that up for a lark!).

     I don't even mean to begin to imply this reality doesn't owe its existence to a Singular Source; the evidence spiritually and academically speaks volumes to support that (i.e. Singularity and/or the Big Bang theory for example). Every belief system in existence is a testament to this One Same God; by various descriptions – and perspectives.

     So now erase the hooey you were taught about the other belief systems being esoteric for a moment; and reconsider our belief systems armed with this knowledge. And look out Mister Preacher Man and Mister Scientist; because now we know exactly what questions to ask – that we know they can't answer! My books are full of "don't ask questions" as well as full of "I don't want to hear it answers" – as food for thought as the truth leaks out.

     This great truth is self evident to an educated and aware human being; and they immediately start working with it experientially by meditating properly – and still better getting solid results. When you start getting more out of spirituality than the religionists, when you intuitively understand the physical sciences we were taught on the basis of their actual metaphysical underpinnings better than the experts – then you arrive at what is called Clarity in spiritual terms. An awakening occurs, a veil drops, and one becomes found – to use familiar metaphors.

     You start to see. What you start to see is – how everything is connected and works on metaphysical principles. That understanding is actual spirituality as expressed by Buddha and Christ; and it is for everybody – which is what they also taught, that this knowing is meant for everybody – not just a few. But this knowledge is also the science of these metaphysical underpinnings as it relates to our physical reality. It is the science of the invisible minutia we call the mystery of nature – exposed as the inherent memory complex of nature as an expression of God.

     This is the hidden truth often labelled by those with a religious deficit – as Occult, Pagan, Esoteric, Evil, and so on and so forth. When we are fearful of knowledge that would empower us, this leaves us fearful and confused about the greatest questions consciousness can pose - the very explanation and reason for existence itself. Because everything else it seems, has a purpose and an explanation but the apex of consciousness on the planet!

     Nature's memory while non-physical; is the blueprint for the biological expressions – that's all. How that translates as to whether it exists or not – depends on your secret knowledge about the true construction of our experiential nature being ultimately a metaphysical process.

     So why again is it so weird to learn how it works and to actually connect to it? We can answer that by asking the next question of ourselves for a silent answer. Why don't we learn this truth? Why isn't it taught? Why the bogus labels and secrets?

     Oh right; occult and evil! Even though that was how it has always been done by those who wrote the Bibles used to deny the concept – and the Prophets who tried to teach us about it. They never said; "Only I shall talk to God!" They said what I do, you will do; what I am becoming, you will become – they said the opposite of what we are taught by the standard religions – if you just stand back and think about it.

     Again; this is dangerous knowledge – because it is the last thing the control structures and the guardians of the great truth want you to know. They never told you what I am telling you – that you can connect to the Cosmic Soul, and Universal Consciousness, and you don't need anyone or anything but yourself to do it. All it takes is a little metaphysical education – and some heart. The education I can provide.

     The proof is in the punch. Armed with this knowledge of the construct and purpose of life we become efficient independent mechanisms for evolving the human condition. We share, we get along, greed and hoarding become pointless (you can't take it with you and all that), and all knowledge is shared for the good of the earth tribe – and we are no longer fear driven entities afraid of a mortality which properly understood is the completion of a very important deliberate cycle! That's the truth; and we get fed a lot of fertilizer.

     The only reason fear and hoarding reign supreme, is because a few at the top know what I am trying to teach you and how dangerous it is. Don't kid yourself; as silly as it might sound – I have considered that I might get vaporized for exposing this conscious mind trap. If everybody knew what I am trying to impart to you; and the dots were fully connected by a.k.a. "Joe Public" – the dogmatic shit would hit the bitter hard reality of the metaphysical fan. The standard "conspiracy theories" pale by comparison. New World Order my ass – Old World Order......in a thin old disguise.

     Here is why this takes place. An aware public is very hard to repeatedly dupe; which is the principle our society is based on – chasing our tails – the merry-go-round if you will. We live and die for a fictional product called money – as if it were a God-given element. We fight wars for global multinational corporations who steal resources – under the guise of patriotism. Patriotism to a corporation; that often capitalizes (quite literally, full pun intended) on sayings like "Fight for God and the Queen!" God doesn't want us to hurt each other; and the Queen is a rich secret society slave owner – or at least the bloodline descendant of one.

     The reason this information is taboo; is because it restores the power of life back where it belongs – to you. We would no longer fight over contrived differences propagated merely for the sole purpose of deceiving us to fight for the gain of others. Educated people make not only poor slaves, they make poor soldiers too. You could jail or even shoot me; I ain't killing anybody given a full understanding of the true nature of reality being spirit.

     That's real guts; "screw you – I ain't killing anybody!" No matter what you say or do to me. That's power. Power society doesn't germinate or nourish by design currently; I'm ashamed to say. The true battleground has always been in the hearts and minds of mankind as a group. They know that; but now so do you.

     Repeat after me; my consciousness is the ground of my being – not the other way around. I don't generate my aura – it generates me.

     What God told me when I died was; that there is nothing in this life that can hurt that special part of us – but we don't know this yet as a group.

     The ancient religions taught various forms of Pantheism; the belief that in a real sense – everything was in fact God. Pantheism teaches in gist; that everything in manifest reality is God - and we sort of exist inside that. Instead of God being external and outside of our reality; pantheists believe we live inside God, and He in us.

     The standard faiths will tell you that this is again an occult and pagan concept. Then they will tell you how God is the First and Last, the Beginning and End, how He is In and Of all things; and how there is nothing that is not "Of God" – and how it is through our Creator that we move and have our being.

     Do they read their own book? Perhaps their interpretations suck severely? Are we to take our guidance from these spiritually as well as intellectually challenged people? The intelligence deficit exposed by these 15watt practitioners of faith; and the lack of spiritual savvy – speaks for itself. Pardon the verbal abuse; it is perhaps an unfortunate trade mark of my individuality. I'm passionate about this. I think that if you interpret the Bible properly – it fully advocates Pantheism.

     The common argument against Pantheistic views is that it holds all life as equal to the human experience; and that it demeans scriptures as a result. I add the intellectual caveat that separates the various forms of matter without conscious awareness. Pantheism is correct; you just have to have the common sense that the levels of awareness of the matter come in to play. It would have to. Blood and corpuscular life have to be given higher reverence – which is the usual argument against Pantheism, that it devalues higher life. This is what the standard teachings leave out, the truth about the actual nature of it – so you can work with it.

     All life is the same conscious energy, this is how everything functions, as if interconnected; however, there is a perceptive contradiction at the level of the individual cell of the consciousness we call Spirit. It isn't how we experience life. Rather than feeling like an integral yet separate monad of the whole – we perceive ourselves from our center, or individuation – as a mortal terminal entity on its own. The Veil presents itself as a factual premise.

     This perspective generates fear because it predisposes us to make these decisions; with real skin in the game. This is the design or construct of consciousness or spirit as matter; evolution as evidenced all around us. The gift of spirit made flesh if you will entertain the thought. That gift is our free will as an individuation, our tiny heart-spark of God, the Spirit Component, our Seed Atom, Singularity, our Throne, and our Soul; that which connects us and makes us "Like God" in His "Image." A conscious holographic representation is what is meant; the metaphysical underpinnings are spirit energy as an actual, factual, premise.

     It becomes very empowering knowledge to understand this, as it was meant to be understood. To be able to read scripture in multiple bibles and actually understand what is meant by these ancient esoteric terms, and see how they all jive to confirm each other – is Priceless...as they say! There is a science to God. God as it is said is the Ultimate Scientist; just look around with fresh eyes.

     This evolution takes place on more than one level. All physical life evolves but it does so as the conscious life develops the ability to do so. The physical evidence of evolution belies the metaphysical growth derived from the activity – hence the purpose of life. Now that I hopefully made some sense regarding our inherent property we deny – I'd like to go off on a bit of a rant and tell you, yes you – how special you are. Nobody tells us this or explains it properly.

     The Universe is a Great Spirit Star. The Galaxy is a Great Star also, and a great sub-set or fractal of the Great Spirit Star – a Portal. The Stars which encircle our Galactic Sun or Star are further fractal spirit portals of the Source of All Light. The Sun or our local Spirit Star, cast off the planets – which are also fractal Stars. Planet earth is a Spirit Star. Volcanoes on the earth, when viewed as sun-spots in slow motion, show us this initially seemingly bizarre notion is correct. Our Earth Spirit Star is crusted over so we can live on it – that's all. The earth cooled from its molten state due to precipitation and creating its own aura and atmosphere.

     The earth has an aura, independent thermal output, and ceaseless spin dynamics and poles and a magnetic shield for the same reason as stars do – their center.  You have that same center; and the same light shines forth from you. We are on tour. This is Soul School. Material cast down into suffering third dimensional reality is a venue for consciousness expansion. Which if you think about things clearly for a moment is what everything is always doing.

     Here is where I can better clarify and consolidate the standard beliefs with pantheism for you. Yes; everything is God. But not everything is God's consciousness or Spirit. Some of reality must surely be the material body; just as we have ours in our being – or His if you take it a step farther. The Spirit is the metaphysical shared property which contains the memory complex.

     So once again; the higher awareness of corpuscular life, or life with blood shall we say becomes readily apparent. And even this vast body of corpuscular life on our planet has a very narrow margin for higher thought and greater awareness. Many are chosen, few are picked as they say. Scriptures echo this sentiment.

     This reality with all its struggles and pitfalls is like a wonderful opportunity – disguised as a painful and impossible situation. That's the point of it; for everybody no matter status – we all get to suffer, money won't save you – the rich will attest to that. Every experience we endure with a pure heart; no matter how rotten – feeds that which we are part and parcel of. We make our sacrifice consciously.

     We are special, important, eternal components; currently struggling as we may be – for the good of the many – and ultimately the All and the Absolute. Individually and as a whole we provide a service. We are a part of all that power and wealth of compassion and information. Thus in a small respect; we are all powerful, all knowing, and an all encompassing microcosm of the whole. We are the universe we are embedded in – or at least our "mouse's portion" of that. That is again empowering. We have unlimited potential. After all a Singularity, or Seed-Atom spawned our Universe.

     Ergo; the entire point of the material part of existence is to serve as the economics behind the eternal and infinite evolving conscious blue-print – which is another dimension shall we say. We are a fractal holographic dimension of consciousness as spirit perhaps, and we exist in a metaphysical dimension scientifically speaking. Metaphors abound – let us not remain entangled in them too, too long, and lose sight of the goal.

     Near death experiences, the metaphysical sciences, and the Ancient Secret Mystery School Teachings of every religion, which are the indisputable foundations for all our current beliefs; is where this knowledge is hidden. There has always been a secret religion behind the one you were taught – an elite belief system; universal to them all which keeps secret from you - your Spirit Component.

     In the following chapters I have laid out in sections these taboo subjects; which are nothing more once understood – than the knowledge you and I were denied. Don't let the terms Occult, or Alchemy, frighten you away from this information if you have been conditioned to believe these notions Evil.

     At the end of this book - I'll list some of the still available literature for those of you who wish to review or study these Ancient Mystery Teachings for yourselves. Some of the texts are challenging to relate to due to when they were written – which only increases our amazement when considering the stellar accuracy once understood and compared.

     This book is about just what the title infers; Transcending Physical Consciousness - which is Spiritual Alchemy and it, is not evil. It is about the secret information left out of, overlooked, forgotten, and distorted over the machinations of time – about our Spirit Component. It is about transmutation of temporary flesh experience – to eternal metaphysical spirit. The Ancient Mystery Schools; taught us how to achieve this – the standard watered down versions, sadly do not.

     I am here to bear witness that we all have this special element to nurture; and those who can possible construe that statement or my ceaseless efforts to this end as evil – won't get much out of this anyways. I guess some of us are still at the stage of burning witches and hanging heretics for proving flat earth concepts obsolete!

     I suggest we never hate anyone for it though, and maintain the higher ground; a broader definition can easily encompass and still embrace a smaller sphere of higher thought regarding these matters.

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#####    a) The Atomic Sub-Strata (Local and Non-local Reality)

#####    b) Morphogenetic Fields and Biology (the real Spirits and Angels)

#####    c) Cosmic Singularity (The Black Hole Sun)

#####    d) Fractal Holographic Consciousness (Paradoxical Observance) 

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##### a) The Atomic Sub-Strata

     The Ancient Secret Teachings contained information which although initially ridiculed by modern man; turns out to be inexplicably accurate. Only a minority of the population has made this realization.

      Another thing seldom understood is as I stated earlier; that virtually every belief system in existence – is the offspring of these ancient teachings. As we will explore later; not only do we owe all current belief systems spiritually to this ancient teaching, we also owe our roots in science to Alchemy.

     We think of the ancients as "stupid" because of our "gadget advantage" and our modernity. The problem as we are fast discovering; is that what we deemed "silly" – was actually so far ahead of us that we are just now catching up to it. If this were a race; we would be just sniffing their exhaust pipe – and squinting to see the taillights.

     If you study the atomic structure however, the ancients were 100% correct! They told us that everything in manifest reality was formed from the "ether." They expressly declared that all formed matter was created "from" or "of" the ether. The "ether" as the ancients called it; is the fabric of space/time to a modern scientist - that's all.

     If you study "string theory" this notion is confirmed. Everything according to science at the sub-atomic scale is ultimately generated by nothing more than "strings" oscillating at specific frequencies. And the best part is that these strings are comprised of nothing more than the fabric of space/time we are embedded in; folded inwards to create a dimple – and vibrating at a harmonic.

     What I am so delicately trying to say; is that it turns out that the ancients were right once again. Everything is made "of" or "from" the primordial element of space/time – the thing we overlooked initially. Everything was actually made from a better defined "nothing." These proofs become even more convincing, when we listen to the scientists themselves; and translate what they are saying into layman's terms.

     The crux of the problem with our reality; is the illusory nature of it. Atoms are almost completely hollow and non-existent. Well over 99 % (actually 99.999999999999 %!) of an atom is nothing more than an energy field – a hologram if you will consider it. Only .000000000001 % of an atom is actual matter.

     Any scientist worth their salt will equate this information with a mystery. Why do things seem solid? Better yet; why do things have mass or weight? This is a real problem which lacks a credible explanation for the scientists who are stuck on a steady-state classical worldview.

     The only plausible explanation comes from the velocities involved; spin dynamics and vector velocities to be specific. The speed of the activity of an atom, its energy, is the best explanation for its solidness and mass. But this has a further implication; given that at core everything is actually a by-product of the fabric of space/time.

     The notion that everything is the same energy that created our universe; lends itself to the science which now has realized that the sub-atomic structure of space/time is the source of the energy.  The "shared field" of which everything is constructed ultimately confirms that we live in an expanding sponge of energy; in which the only thing separating one material from another – are the specific velocities and harmonics (the unique holes in the sponge; so to speak).

     Everything is indeed one with everything else! The term Singularity comes into play to explain this. One single atom we call a Singularity; was the source of our entire Cosmos. The ancients knew this also believe it or not. The Secret Teachings explain it like this. An atom; especially a "seed atom" is an indescribable power and intelligence. How this works according to the general consensus of occult science is; like a tuning fork. Vibrations and Word; resonate or "sing" and the other material falls in line. If you study Cymatics a little (how material on a sheet or plate forms geometry when vibrations are applied), this principle is revealed as a fact of nature.

     If we take a tuning fork and strike it repeatedly – another fork tuned and formed to the same resonance frequency, will sing with it. Or like how a snare drum rattles from certain guitar notes. This is how both the Cosmic Seed Atom works; as well as how the Seed Atom in you works. One single atom that represents you – creates your individual Cosmos.

     Your Seed Atom is how we got into this world; and how we leave it. A single atom has no discernable mass or size at our scale – yet it is the fundamental operator of all the atoms which comprise you.

     This truth is best measured intuitively with common sense; rather than in a materialistic, reductionist fashion. If we do indeed live in a Fractal Holographic Universe where at the "metaphysical dimension" everything becomes unified; then the notion that we operate in the same fashion rings true.

     Everything in your body, every atom, molecule, protein, DNA strand, cell, and organ including your brain, runs on the information given by the "Seed Atom" in our body according to occult science.

     Now I wouldn't suggest we get too stuck on technical terms here, because what we are really talking about goes by many names. To some this is your Soul. To others it explains how Spirit works. Call it your "Center, or Throne, or your Seat of Power, or what ever term suits you – just know what it is and how it works.

     Our "Word" in biblical terms; is our Intention generated from our Seat of Power. This is where we create from at our scale. Our intentions and our perspective have more to do with the construct of our reality than science can or will admit to. The fact of Creation at any scale; is that Consciousness is the Ground of All Being.

     The missing input is the local and non-local aspect of this shared field. A local aspect is individuated and is fixed in space/time; like we are for example – and we could use planets, stars, and atoms for further examples. When something is solid or fixed in space/time it becomes manifest as something we can see.

     The ancients called this congealed light, or crystallizations of space/time. This is where the notion of Sacred Geometry comes from; the idea that the geometric structure of space/time, the quantum sub-structure – crystallizes into the imprint of this geometry at the point it forms matter. Like how a snowflake forms due to these energy fields. A snowflake forms along crystalline geometric patterns, which already exist and permeate everything. The weave of the DNA is another example.

     Humorously enough; this completely jives with the future science of tomorrow. The part that rubs everyone the wrong way is the inexplicable inherent intelligence of it all. This Light as the Ancients often referred to it has a memory complex. Nature shows us this memory complex at every turn.

     The mystery of Nature; is this inexplicable intelligence. But if you incorporate the concept of Spirit in a more evolved fashion to explain it – the mystery pile evaporates. Try looking at it in a more modern concept; let's call this intelligence – local and non-local consciousness. If the material of our world works this way; as a temporarily localized manifestation of the non-local energy it is made of – why wouldn't the information.......the intelligence if you will.

     The Metaphysical rubber just hit the Physical road! The non-local energy and information in the quantum field is the metaphysics behind physical reality. This means that the physical display is a veritable mouse's portion of the over all energy and intelligence required to construct it. The physical reality represents a mere reflection of the underlying principle of life itself.

     The axiom of "As above so below" starts to make some well intended sense given a more accurate explanation for the occult science behind the statement! They knew the True Nature of Reality was a mere reflection of the evolving field. We are starting to scientifically verify that this is indeed how it works.

     The problem as we will explore in the next section is exemplified by the inexplicable information in the quantum field being expressed in the biological experiences. This is currently explained away as the mystery of nature by reductionist science. To an occult scientist however, well versed in the Ancient knowledge - a far better explanation can be had.

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##### b) Biology & Morphogenetic Fields;

     To the Ancient Tribal Shaman these natural fields were merely known as the Spirit of a creature. Tribal peoples said we came from Spirit, and returned to it after our experience. They called these species specific spirit energies; the Spirit of Man, the Spirit of Bear, the Spirit of Eagle – and so on and so forth. They were in turn encompassed by the Great Manitou; who was the Great Spirit which "housed" them all.

     The ancient tribal people came to the same conclusion long ago; that science is just now adopting. All DNA is a single ecosystem. All life is a division of that DNA into biological groupings. So far no problem!

     The problem appears when we try to explain the memory complex behind this phenomenon – because it makes a lot of good decisions we have no explanation for. At every scale; things we designate no consciousness to – seem to make well guided decisions. Atoms, cells, and countless micro-organisms all function within inexplicable group intelligences. Insects in hives and colonies are a further example.  That life works this way is a "no-brainer" - even our ancient ancestors wearing leather skirts and sporting face paint tens of thousands of years ago sorted that out nicely. It is the scientific explanation we currently employ that sucks.

     We have few answers for why life operates this way. If you doubt that statement because science claims to know more than they really do; ask a few questions. Like which came first; a chicken or an egg, a plant or a seed – and you'll soon see science for what it is – religion for reductionists. Science as practiced currently fails to explain the biological premise for life in its entirety.

     There are several "don't ask questions" in this regard. Why there is life at all; in the first place – is a damn good start? The only answer given is a fluke; followed by random mutation due to the environment. The future science is looking closer at the memory complex and blueprint for life to better explain the decisions things like atoms and cells make.

     The realization stems from our observations. Everything works from the top down; and quite the opposite as we thought. The information or blueprint for life is the fundamental operator, which makes more sense. To even suggest that the metaphysics drives the physical however – burns more than a few reductionist dogmatic holes. But let's "go there" anyways!

     This problem stems from the mystery pile science generated by only considering the physical material aspects of life. The problem simply stated is; how do the DNA, the molecules, proteins, and cells all know what the other is doing? Why do they act like a group? Better yet; how do they maintain and share this "invisible information" not only beyond each other – but beyond each individual lifespan?

     Evolution is such "in your face proof" of this. It doesn't take much of a detective to realize the flaw of the strictly physical approach science takes – once you get that the true nature of biology is a cyclic process which is not physical. If everything you or I or any creature experienced completely died with our biology – nothing would ever evolve.

     Every creature and experience is this memory complex, or concrescence of experience; metaphysically maintained – and shared in the metaphysical blueprint which is by default the generator for biology. Spirit; better defined - like a non-physical reflection of the information. A Hologram! It's just another dimension folks!

     Biology is a reflection of this evolving blueprint; hence the biology evolves each individuation in proportion with its contribution. If we reconsider what the ancient shaman was telling us – he had how this works down pat. In fact; given a perspective change – ancient man understood this process much better than we did. He tempered life with how we experience it, so he had no "veil." We have been convinced to ignore our feelings, and guide our actions solely with intellect.

     Our biological entities are the result of every conscious experience before ours. Every "Feeling" if you get my drift. The next biological entity after ourselves is supposed to reap the benefit of our experience. The permanent part, the part that recycles; this conscious accumulation - is what we call Spirit. Now let me mess you up a little.

     The basic premise in Bibles and religious texts with little exclusion; were correct – given a perspective change – regarding a rendering of the veil. We do not entirely perish consciously upon our demise; and what we retain of ourselves is the "good bits." If you have few "good bits" which contribute to the field (our sacrifice of sorts) – then less of your experience and ergo you essence is maintained. This is what is understood as the life review by many names; the sorting of the "good bits." I believe the "good bits" are the required novelty for further growth – ergo evolution.

     Now back to our metaphysical biology lesson; before I went off on a little spiritual tangent. This is the de-fact-o explanation for this unexplained information in nature and biology. A better defined spirit! After all; what we are in essence – is but a memory complex of experience ourselves. We are our experience – are we not?  So it is with our biology, and our consciousness.

     Until we mesh how we experience our reality; with how we dissect the physical machinations – we are not going to get this! Life is all about evolving experience. This self evident fact eludes scientific reductionists (comprised of strict materialists); as well as organized religion (comprised mostly of disempowering concepts) – for this same lack of connection. The material physical world; is our state of evolution; for our metaphysical totality. Astute observations show us; evolution proves the same spirit is maintained through many lives.

     The subtle instructs the gross. The metaphysical information constructs the biology. The biology then acts as a portal for the Universal Soul to experience and evolve itself, to develop. We will never fully understand the "science of life" until we incorporate the "soul of life." That soul is consciousness as you and I experience it. This is where concepts of an All Seeing Eye (as the sum total of consciousness) came from. This is why God is often described as an all pervasive presence; an All, or an I Am, or as a "veritable Is-ness."

     Biology is indeed the gift made flesh. The gift made flesh to give sacrifice through experience to "the others." So you see; given the perspective altering truth – spiritual concepts which embrace a spirit component as the fundamental operator are more fact than fiction. This means something and has implications – if you are willingly or unwittingly a sin and salvation merchant. Beware the age of reason.

     It means we don't owe anybody shit – to say it bluntly. We don't need any body to "guide our growth" spiritually or intellectually. It is a natural process which bibles and such were designed to make us aware of. Once we got smart enough to at least glean how this might actually, and factually work!

     For example it merely depends on which verbs we choose to employ to describe the same phenomenon. A scientist can call it an Altered State or a Conscious dimension. A typical religion might utilize clouds and harps to describe it. For a Shaman it is the realm of Spirit and the Ancestors. To a native it is just the Eternal Happy Hunting Ground. To a Viking – it is Valhalla. It doesn't matter how you "get this" it tailors itself to your perception of it. That's a fact.

     That consciousness, or intelligence of design and intention, is what a weakly defined God really is. The sky is the limit as they say. We can over a short period of time transform our reality biologically, by manipulating the consensus reality we are part and parcel of. Thus we really do reap what we sow. Karma and all considered. What we call God is in essence "that which connects everything." God is the connective metaphysical tissue which unifies all the physical lessons.

     This is what the biological process shows us once we realize that all life, all DNA, and all experience, is a self generating phenomenon. I know it sounds fantastic; but if we look around with fresh eyes – we already live the fantastic. The odds of us being here having this conversation on this planet, in this "starry palace" are incalculably tiny. We already won a lottery biologically if you adhere to strictly scientific terms; where we had to win a ticket by lottery; to enter an even bigger more impossible lottery. And win; by the way.

     Design implies a designer. Biology which shares information at a higher frequency, dimension, or totality – implies how it works. The biology if you study the subject at a deeper level; still boils down to the old chicken or egg first ploy. We don't like the answer because we ask a flawed question; like what is the color of the number 13?

     The chicken and egg are the result of each other. The chicken is the egg's way of having a journey. The egg is the chicken's way of maintaining beyond the individual journey. Yup – life is an egg! I'm just kidding; but hopefully you see where I am going with this.

     A self generating system which contains the sum total of the information, of a non-physical, eternal, infinite hologram; is what we are an Image of Biologically. No more mystery of nature, no more need for a spooky father figure on a throne, and no need for a control structure for my spiritual conscious evolution, and no more need for a Big Brother society. No wonder this information is taboo – our entire society is based on scientific and spiritual voodoo.

     Biologically speaking we can easily come to a similar conclusion. Everything is One; and part of an over all shared condition – we call God. The inherent memory complex of nature is just a reflection of the metaphysical accumulation of experience. We are not separate from that process; we are in fact the process in action – benefits and pitfalls considered.

     Biology reveals the same operating system as the atomic sub-structure. All atoms communicate beyond our perception; as does the biology. This doesn't rely on voodoo spiritually speaking or otherwise. It just shows us what we didn't get – and how everything connects at a higher frequency, dimension, or unified greater boundary state.

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##### c) Cosmic Singularity

     Black Hole Sun anyone? Some of the new scientists are pretending they discovered this concept on their own. This is an ancient teaching once again rediscovered or merely borrowed from ancient esoteric concepts.

     To the ancients; everything was a star metaphysically speaking. For example you as an individual were metaphysically speaking a star; and your body and physical display were said to revolve around this "center." In other words; the physical display we experience – is matter swirling around our invisible core.

     Cosmically we started from a void; from an incalculable abyss. In this nothingness was a seed atom, a Singularity – the first soul. In ancient texts if you read it right; we started out as a dot in a void. This doesn't conflict with anything science claims either – given a perspective change which embraces the ancient information.

     This dot expanded, exploded, inflated, turned inside out, or whatever you wish to call it. Our universe started out as a black hole; with a singularity which cast itself everywhere. The first star was born – the one we live inside of!

     This is why nothing can escape a black hole. A black hole is a Creation; a universe being made from this dimension. The whirlpool and vortices we see that a black hole generates (pretty much all we can see), are from a Creation just like ours.

     Don't believe the propaganda that nothing can exceed the speed of light. If that were true; the fabric of space/time, and gravity wouldn't be able to exceed the speed of light to draw it in faster than it can escape from a black hole. The only way that light which moves at 186,000 miles per second can not escape from a black hole is – that gravity and the fabric both exceed this speed limit on occasion. They are also invisible, and metaphysical from our standpoint; due to these speeds. Black Holes and Big Bangs are everywhere.

     Then this fractal went infinite. The galactic centers formed a star at their core we call super massive black holes. With super massive singularities I might add. The first star cast out the galactic center stars. These galactic stars; in turn fractured into, or spit out – the stars which orbit the galactic star. The stars like our sun, in turn – ejected planets around them in the same fashion.

     To reiterate the cool part they don't tell you! Our planet is a star also. One that crusted over so we can live on it! At the core of our planet is the same heart as a star. The occult scientists and ancient alchemists were correct – everything is a star. Planets are stars with crusts, volcanoes are sun spots in slow motion; and the magnetic poles, aura, internal thermal output, and ceaseless spin dynamics are far better explained by this.

     We personally also are a star as I learned. This being the cosmic consideration I'll stop there after a little food for thought. We too are a cosmos of stars with a central star; if we consider the atoms which comprise our body the mini stars and galaxies they are. But for now I would like you to consider how it all communicates.

     Science uses the concept of tunnels in space/time to explain this connection which science calls "worm-holes" at the cosmic scale. What they really are; are tethers. What science isn't telling you is how they came to the seemingly bizarre conclusion that black holes are all connected. It has to do with "Singularity."

     At singularity; all places and times are one. All the known laws of physics break down in a black hole – including time. The deception revolves around the fact that if all the centers of stars, corpuscular life, and the atoms of which everything is constructed share this center; ergo by default at singularity – location and individuation become single, or one. They know this; so they tell us there must be little tunnels or tethers between black holes. The illusory nature of reality is the space and time separating it.

     An All Seeing Eye in every galaxy, star, being, and atom. This is what Bibles are really trying to explain when they say God is everywhere. A better defined God as this connective tissue is indeed everywhere. All the centers are still one – the rest of the physical display is individuated.

     Just like with atoms, where the entirety is mostly comprised of energy and not matter – so it is with the universe. If at some greater scale or boundary state beyond our current conception our universe represents a greater seemingly solid body; than surely the activity and energy in the cosmos gives it its body. Everything exists from activity and not from material. Everything also only exists – because of this singular state or connection.

     This knowledge in Ancient Secret Texts makes short work of a mystery pile in science as well as kicks the poop out of the "short version" of spirituality we usually get meant for public consumption. This is; as fantastic as it initially sounds – the straight goods about how this works as to the best of my experience and research.

     Because this seemingly bizarre, yet oddly enough extremely empowering information is easily verified by any amateur researcher with a bent to know the truth – it is not made public. And should you realize this independently; you must immediately be marginalized – lest you infect the rest of the tribe (or herd; depending on the words one selects).

     The "unified theory of everything" we seek – is this knowledge. And it isn't new. The ancients knew the real technology was internal and natural. The ancients knew the ultimate truth resides inside us. They knew if you fully understood your own construction you would thus know the secrets of life at every scale; atoms and stars included.

     If science fully "got this" and applied themselves to this end; free energy, free antigravity propulsion systems to propel our crafts, limitless food and unlimited time to develop the possibilities – are what the stuff of life would be made of. Let's get back to a better construct for our cosmos regarding this singular condition and what we call black holes.

     Picture if you will; a black hole as a seemingly two dimensional flat black mirror which reflects nothing – that always looks two dimensional from no matter where you look from. From our perspective that is.

     Now think of the image science uses of a circular waterfall to depict this black mirror. We are shown how the black hole gobbles up nearby stars and objects by sucking them into this flat black waterfall. Alright then; what is a black hole feeding on when there is no object to pull in?

     All black holes; feed on the ether – they feed on space/time. The waterfall analogy is a good one; if you get that the waterfall still is happening – even when no raft or swimmer is being visibly drawn in. So the gravitational effects of bodies in space/time; are actually the result of the flow or current of space/time. Dark Matter, Dark Energy, and Dark Flow are explained by this – as is the mystery of gravity. It is revealed as the flow of ether or space/time being drawn to each core by singularity – the unifying force.

     This also explains the currents and energies exhibited by stars and planets. The cosmos is like a giant battery and the planets and stars are like electric motors. The expanding fabric of space/time is a positive current; the power if you will – the juice. The center of every cosmic body; contains this waterfall to a common center – and is the zero-point. The spin dynamics, north and south poles, magnetic fields and so on and so forth – are the engines. Picture every cosmic body as a center drawing in this fabric; which like an electric motor generates spin dynamics and the associated fields.

     For starters; at the center of every star – is a black hole. I know this again sounds bizarre given the falsehoods we are taught, but apply some logic to what the ancients told us. Remember being told by science; that when a star goes supernova – it becomes a black hole. What I learned was a much better explanation.

     Stars when they supernova; cast of their outer shell, their material body or garment, which merely exposes the black hole and singularity at the core – a core which has always been. And will be again. Black holes recycle the ether, or the fabric of space/time.

This is not as new of an idea as you might initially think. Not only did the occult scientists of the ancient secret mystery schools know this. I have a science textbook from the 1960's in which they state clearly that; "Many scientists now believe that black holes reside at the center of all stars." Why not? They are at every galactic core.

     There are even a few scientists who toy with the idea that atoms are also held together by this same central force at the core, quantum gravity, and not by a strong and weak nuclear force as is currently accepted. It's as likely as a fabricated strong and weak nuclear force; which is the metric equivalent of a fudged "cosmological constant" which was proven to be in error.

     The real Music of the Spheres; is also better explained in the secret doctrines. Apparently the celestial bodies in the cosmos (stars, planets, moons, galaxies, etc.) – make sound as they orbit each other as they make waves and disturb the fabric of space/time. And just in the same way as matter is formed from vibratory differences; each celestial body has its own unique tone and vibration.

     If we had cosmic ears – the concert which eternally plays would be unequalled. These are Ezekiel's Wheels within Wheels in the Bible. The four energies which flow from Gods footstool in Revelations; are the four types of energy all stars emit. But don't forget; at some level of metaphysical unity – everything is a star.

     These four energies it is explained; are the mineral, plant, animal, and man energies. It sounds more than a little like what the Tribal Shaman told us; about each aspect of nature and creature having its own non-physical eco-system of sorts.

     The four crystal rivers of energy which symbolically flow from Gods Throne and His footstool to which John in Revelations was privy to; are the esoteric teachings repeatedly employed by every secret religion behind the public one. The riddle of this enigmatic and mysterious commentary in Revelations is that it is telling us how this actually works.

     Occult science (derived from the ancient mystery school teachings) explains this same point the way I did with modern science (future theoretical science perhaps). Bear with me; this is very cool and empowering information we have been denied.

     At the center of all things; is "Gods Throne." God sits In His Throne; and not on it. At the Singular condition; every shining star is a portal of the Source of All the Light. This esoteric notion bears out if you'll reconsider my above mentioned points.

     Every Star, Planet, Moon, Galaxy, Human, Creature, Forrest and Fauna, and Earth mineral; has at its core this Singular State – this connective tissue. Every Star is a Portal for the Source Star by this means – Singularity. Every black hole is connected remember; by tunnels outside space/time and our dimension?

     So One Star really could feed all of Creation in this way, according to science – if there are more Singularities than we thought.

     The four energies flowing from Gods Footstool; are the energies which flow out of every star. Some of this light moves too fast, vibrates beyond our frequency, and is beyond our range of perception. The Rosicrucian explanation is that these four energies are the vibrations which constitute certain elements of our reality.

     One primordial energy, or light, or frequency; is the mineral energy – the vibration that binds matter. The Second energy flowing from the proverbial footstool (the portal) is the vegetable energy (which surely represents the light of photosynthesis). The Third energy is the conscious vibration which generates the animal kingdom in whole. And the Fourth energy is of Mankind; of Human consciousness – of the Spirit of Creation embodied in every last one of us.......even the dregs.

     These are also the Alchemical scales of consciousness. Rock consciousness, Plant consciousness, Animal consciousness; and the Divine Creator Consciousness we are also a portal of – a Heart Spark of God. Alright enough esoteric considerations for now; if we get back to a new model for the Cosmos, based on the oldest one – what do we get?

     We get; what the mystery schools have known for tens of thousands of years prior to our burning people at stakes and hanging them for the heresy of declaring the earth round. We get; the truth back in evidence. We get back to everything really being a star.

     Out of every fractal portal of our holographic universe; shines the same light. The cosmos is constructed that way; from the top down. In science this new theory is called Emergence, or Downwards Causation. The notion of Downwards Causation or Emergence is also gaining popularity in the scientific community. We live in a Fractal Holographic Universe constructed from Above always reflecting down.

     Briefly reviewed this is undeniably true. A Singularity or the Heart of the First Star blew into a new dimension and generated and created our Universe. From that hologram or Image; were fashioned infinite Galactic Suns or Centers. These Galactic Stars generated or created countless more stars like our Sun which revolve around those portals. The stars cast off planets, and so on and so forth, until our eventual development as "goo" in a swamp – albeit special goo.

     The scientists of today merely confirm what the Ancient Atlantean Priesthood surely knew. They already knew what we have only recently realized; this reality is constructed from the top down. What ever you believe in, reductionist science or a particular spiritual conception – there is no conflict with the evidence that the Cosmos was an activity of Downwards Causation and Emergence, and there is little to contradict the notion that so are we – being complex biology constructed of star dust as we are.

     The logic of the ancients was impeccable; given the lack of technology as we know it – and no "gadget advantage." They knew we had a Galactic Star – long before we did. They knew everything was actually constructed from a better defined "nothing" it is embedded in. They constructed cosmic calendars beyond our scope. They even knew better how our inner reflection of the outer reflection was the Key to the Secret of Life itself.

     The Unified Theory of Everything has just been unfolded for you; as the ancients knew it to be. Long before our scientists even dreamed the notion of a unified theory up, the ancients based their spirituality on it. They did this knowing full well the truth about reality. The True Nature of Reality – is the conscious journey. Next we will look at that conundrum from the same perspective of unity. This ties together quite nicely when we incorporate the consciousness with which we experience life. 

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##### d) Fractal Holographic Consciousness

     What if our consciousness really were a Source Based Phenomenon? Everything else in manifest reality is; why wouldn't the Nature of Experience also be a fractured and cyclic shared property? How could it not! But to consider this has Spiritual implications and rubs science the wrong way! What if the truth was of a Spiritual Nature?

     It is spiritual; if we call our consciousness as we experience it – our Spirit. If we redefine Spirit as Consciousness......................science can prepare to dine on some well deserved crow. We have a non-physical, and perhaps maintained beyond physicality aspect to our consciousness. Anyone who has had an out of body experience by any name can attest to being conscious yet freed of a body with which to explain that experience of consciousness.

     The premise is correct. Everything we are, resides not entirely between our ears. If one studies the sciences of our senses in depth; the way we sense our environment – verifies a non-local component. The process of vision, audio perception, skin sensations, flavour and smells; when scrutinized are somewhat external. We sort of metaphysically reach out and touch things when we sense them.

     After all; everything mentioned above, is a vibratory sensation. Light, sound, feeling, taste and smell – are all vibrations. When we hear something for example; we catch the sound waves or vibrations in our ear canal – and interpret or translate that into sound. We make the interpretation of sound; we interpret the waves around us – with our consciousness. All our senses work this way. Light is a vibration. Smells are groups of vibrations. When we touch something; we interpret its energy and vibration.

     My point is that our senses are an act of interpreting non-local vibrations. Our sense organs are merely devices for capturing those waves – our consciousness sorts out those vibrations.

    A mollusc may writhe with pain if injured; but does it meaningfully interpret or understand the sensation of pain – not likely. Our five or so senses; are driven by our consciousness. Feeling something is pointless without consciousness, except for a basic survival instinct to avoid demise. The higher function of consciousness is not only the ability feel in detail; it is to make something out of what you feel.

     The simplest way to conceive this is to ask a simple question. Is a thousand years in which nothing happens without conscious activity; a greater measure of time – than a hundred years in which millions of conscious observations occur? No! We measure time and experience by conscious observation.

     Our consciousness is a Hologram, as is our matrix. We are made of congealed light, and the crystallizations of space/time. Our memories are also holographic in nature; in essence a non-local metaphysical wave function. Our memory does not exist physically – our brain is an organ for retrieving and interpreting memory from the fabric of space/time. Our brain interprets these metaphysical waves we call memory; just as our other senses interpret the physical waves.

     If you want simple proof of this, consider a memory you have which is from over a decade ago. Our cells replace themselves at various rates; but in about seven years we replace every cell in our body – including our brain cells. What shelf is this memory stored in our physical brain? Memory as we experience it; is as non-physical as the memory of nature – which also transcends physicality. Memory is a wave, not a particle.

     The nature of our experience in regard to our perception of it, also belays this same pattern. Each being and creature is also a physical display of a non-physical or metaphysical memory complex – it has just been temporarily localized. The way we see life from our individuation "veils us" from our true nature. We see ourselves as a center unto itself; but all the science indicates we are part of a shared field - a conscious one. The Buddha was correct; everything is God, or made of that stuff – or consciousness if you will consider it.

     We also have a perspective deficit regarding time, as well as a deceptive point of view. Every last creature with the consciousness to experience (or interpret) the waves around it, views itself as the center of Creation. We see the world as if we were the central occupant – and everyone else was a part of the scenery. We see the world as revolving around each individual – only that individual is always us!

     The truth of it all is that there is only one way to reckon with this obviously false view where each one of us is the focal point of perceptive existence. The only way each creature could see itself as the center of the experience; is for it to be true. And the only way for that to be true is to consider that at a greater boundary state than the individual – we really are all One.

     Not only do we have this location based conundrum to contend with, we also have the same perspective deficit regarding time. Every last creature also lives this perspective from an eternal "now." We all perceive our existence in a never ending moment. Again since we die physically; there is only one way we maintain this eternal moment from person to person. Time is a construct of consciousness.

     Time is also an interpretive process. One might say that time is a conscious location in space/time. Time is something we create by layering our memory of past events in order to create the notion of time. There really is only an ever present moment, and an ever present center (or location) for consciousness. The true nature of reality is far different than we were taught.

     To cut to the chase here; and wrap up this section on the occult science behind our existence – let me now tell you how this new and improved way to view our experience can benefit us – consciously. Given the true nature of conscious experience as a center in an ever present moment (which is based on a metaphysical spirit component) we have been fed a bunch of hooey by organized religion, at least in the way of control issues.

     We don't have to do anything special to be special; we already are by nature of our construction. Any spiritual evolution and conscious growth and development which is positive – is A-O-K. There is no selective path to heaven or single method for spiritual reckoning. The sin and salvation merchants haven't got a clue!

     Everything is already made of, and operates on, the premise of a single energy. Our experience and our non-physical and non-local consciousness (what we sense with); is the cosmic soul. This means unequivocally that all life is a single energy; and that energy is consciousness as you and I experience it. Everything is made of an imperishable energy.

     This is empowering because while nobody gets out alive – nobody really dies. And my point is that what matters is what every spiritual text told you; it is what is in your heart that matters. It doesn't matter which "construct" is used; so much as the premise is understood – and felt.

     The same way our cosmos is a fractal, is the same way atoms are. The same way nature is a cyclic evolving fractal, is the same way we experience as one. It really doesn't matter if we say "Ohm" or "Amen." It isn't about what we believe – it is about the strength with which we believe. Just like a philosopher will tell you; it is all about how you see it. Life is about the journey, not the destination. It isn't about arriving; as much as how you get there.

     The occult science of our reality doesn't stop with the physical display – it cuts to the metaphysical underpinnings. The general gist of what I am telling you should be all you need to develop your own understanding of life for yourself – and experience it. Religion was just the story of spirituality. Religion is just information to help you experience spirituality for yourself. Bibles were written by men, and religion and a book – isn't God.

     God is what is inside of us by design of construction – it is thusly we are made in His Image. The Image or Likeness of God is the permanent part of you; your metaphysical eternal spirit component – which is your consciousness (your feelings). It is this portion of the part and parcel of consciousness we must develop. God became Man; so that Man might become God. The Temple is in Man.

     Consciousness is not strictly a function of our physical brain. If that were true there would be no such thing as spiritual epiphany, where something greater than the individual self makes its presence known.  Near death experiences, out of body experiences, all acts of clairvoyance, Shamanic journeys, metaphysical information retrieval as memory, déjà-vu, instincts, evolution of species, inexplicably fast reactions, strength beyond limits, and so on and so forth – are all proof there is more to it than we thought. The storms in our brains; might just be the effects of the storm – and not the other way around as is currently believed.

     The moment we transcend physical consciousness in any way, shape, or form; the same truth is revealed. We do this often in our day to day life; we just do it subconsciously. When we are conscious of it; awake and aware – we call that spirituality.

All spirituality is; is the discovery of the True Nature of Reality as Christ and the Buddha expressed it – as "One."

     This is why all Bibles say the same thing once you separate the falsehoods. Don't hurt each other; and when we are good to each other – we are good to God. We are all brothers and sisters because the atoms and our DNA are woven from a single fabric.

     The other consistent theme in all spiritual texts and all belief systems; is the big one – that we don't consciously perish with our body. From what I experienced; I would say that is true. When I died and was resuscitated; a Voice spoke directly to me and enveloped me in a presence which made my fears pale by comparison. I spoke to my deceased friend, and was given special information way above my pay scale. I am trying to tell you that the premise of spirit continuance is true.

      Next up, we will consider the occult spirituality; which is also nothing more than the truth about spirituality. Just as I feel that the Metaphysical sciences better explain the physical; so too does the occult spirituality better explain religion and the nature of our belief systems. For our purposes we might just as well substitute the verb occult for the secret truth. The term occult has a connotation which infers evil or bad in our current society, when all it really means is that it is not sanctioned by a very limited concept for our spirit component. Trust me on this one; we have one – and the limits are self imposed.     

#### 3 – Occult Spirituality

#####    a) What the Illuminati Believe (Rosicrucian Theology)

#####    b) The Emerald Tablets (Ancient Greeks & Egyptians)

#####    c)  The Law of One and the Children of the Light (Atlantis lore)

#####    d)  Esoteric Christianity (Gnostics, Knights Templar, Essenes)

#### 3 – Occult Spirituality

##### a) What the Illuminati Believe

     The Secret Societies, the upper echelons of organized religion, and the Ancient Mystery Schools – are all part and parcel of the riddle of Atlantis. The Illuminati have access to information and records we do not. But we can still corroborate their theories the same way I did with religion – by comparing the Ancient teachings with the secret teachings.

     The mysteries behind the secrets of the Vatican are the same above mentioned secrets. The Vatican is full of "Thoth's stuff." Just ask yourself what kind of a church keeps important spiritual secrets (which would eliminate a need for them), and is also the richest entity on our planet. The Vatican is richer than any other country or person or business. They are rich because masses of millions of people believe they need them to find God.

     The Vatican also owns a large number of ground based telescopes, as well as some satellites in space. So if you want a clue to what they know – just look at what they don't tell people publicly. Why would the Catholic Church use their riches to line pockets, keep spiritual secrets, hide pedophiles, and secret cosmic knowledge? The Catholic Church hides money and secrets in the same way as the Illuminati; we shouldn't be surprised that they are the "same secrets" kept for the same reasons.

     What I found when I studied this information; being propelled to explain my near death experiences – was to say the least mind-blowing. The missing information in all current belief systems was one thing. The information required to connect some much needed dots to explain religion meaningfully for another. Once you learn this secret knowledge; the foundations for all religions are exposed – and the confusing romanticised parables in Bibles are rendered sensible.

     Our true history being concealed from us is another. You learn things like how certain mythical figures in separate belief systems are the "same guy." For example; Thoth the ancient pre-sand Egyptian figure; is also several other persons in other belief systems. Thoth is Gabriel in our western Bible. Thoth is Enoch; and he is also John in Revelations.

     The same people are described in alternate places and times in multiple belief systems; just as the same God is reworked to suit specific beliefs. The thing of it all is that they say the same things to corroborate this statement. When the truth is this is all one reality; and there is only One God – and this is all the same history and historical figures. That mouthful being said; this bold statement is easily confirmed by several sources.

     A Garden of Eden; is a Garden of Atlantis – for another example. It was when we were changed from a state not much higher than the beasts of the earth; into the less hairy, more sentient being we are now. It is the story of our conscious awakening from Neanderthals to that of becoming a Homo-sapiens. The Garden of Eden story is the story of our early evolution.

     The Serpent in the tree in the Garden; wasn't a snake – and it wasn't a Devil either. If you want to mess up your Minister; ask him to tell you the real identity of the snake in the tree in the garden. I'll tell you how to figure this out too. There is only one "Serpent" mentioned in the Bible – and that is a Seraphim. The Seraphim are six winged serpents which surround God and protect God on (in) His Throne (seat of power, center, and etcetera). Seraphim are the Spiritual force which is represented as powerful Angel Serpents as protectors of God. Undefeatable protectors one might assume if indeed a Creator constructed everything.

     The Cherubim on the other hand, your Minister will be more familiar with; as the Guardians God puts in place to prevent Man from getting (seeing into) back into the Garden in Genesis. God placed the Cherubim and a flaming sword which twists every which way to hide the Garden and His Throne. This is where it really gets interesting!

     Circling around "God's Throne" are the Seraphim the winged Serpents, and the Cherubim; as the protectors of God. I'm not making this up – this is what the Bible says. These are the two aspects or forces, the Yin and Yang if you will – the duality. The esoteric occult texts better explain what this really means. I firmly believe they are talking about our Black Hole Sun!

     A Center or Singularity of our local Star is the Throne; the thing in the middle of everything – atoms, creatures, cosmic bodies, you name it. The Singular state is what we call God – all times and places as one. It is the state of our Universe prior to a Big Bang.

     All Stars are this condition. A Star has a Center which is Singular and common to everything (hence God or a portal of and to God); and a positive and a negative energy surrounding it. The Angels called Seraphim and Cherubim which protect God are the Forces of a Star. And this is the clincher. The flaming twisting sword and Cherubim in Genesis in the Bible that was placed at the Gate to keep man out of Paradise is the event horizon or atmosphere of our Sun. The Suns exterior masks its interior!

     Lets' get back to stumping the dogma of religion with their own poorly defined verbs; ask the Minister what these Nephilim, Seraphim, Cherubim, and Ophanim – really are? After he fails due to the limitations of his informational sources; tell him what they really mean and give him something to contemplate.

     The Nephilim are the Fallen Angels who took the daughters of Man as wives in the Bible. These same Gods are oddly enough the same mythical Gods of the Ancient Babylonians, Egyptians, the ancient Greeks, the Romans, and Celtic myths, and are the roots for most pre-history texts. Every cultural myth starts with "Gods who fell to the earth", and it likely isn't a myth – just the usual interpretive failure. It is a consistent notion to say the least; to say more – it explains our history more accurately.

     The Seraphim are what the Serpent in the tree was. The Seraphim are the dark energy and protective force which surround not only God on His Throne, the Core of a Star, but also everything material in manifest reality. The Seraphim are powerful Serpent Angels, which also better explains all the old serpent related themes and lore the ancients employed as positive forces in their spirituality.

     Some Serpents are not evil is my point; the Seraphim are such a serpent – and actually the only one mentioned........Other than the usual misrepresentations of the Devil as our own shortcomings in our evolutionary process of making good decisions of our own free will.

     The Seraphim made man aware of right and wrong, of nakedness and his sexuality, and basically made Man into the sentient evolved creature his is now – that which separates Man from animal. This gave man the duality and decision making ability required to evolve. This was the stolen knowledge – we would now discover; eventually – the true nature of reality for ourselves. Lest them not take from the Tree of Life also and become as "We" are; (God(s) as a Plural again!) was what was said when we got the boot from this not so mythical Garden! The Serpent – was the Seraphim.

     The Cherubim are the opposite energy of Spirit. The Cherubim are also top Angels that guard the Thrones; but they are the positive energy. It is like the battle between collapse and expansion being the engine for all Stars. This duality of conscious existence is also portrayed frequently as the little dude with horns on one shoulder, and the tiny angel on the other – messing with your mind. Yin and Yang, Brahma as the In and Out breathing of the Universe, and so on and so forth also describe this.

     All Matter for that matter (puns abound!); is a result of these two forces held in check for a finite period of time. Otherwise there would be no evolution. If no cyclic rebirth occurred – everything would stand still and nothing would change. I equate this positive energy with the expansion of the Universe, and the atmosphere of a Star which gives us Light (one form anyways). A Cherubim Is the Flaming Sword placed in front of the Gates to the Garden – in an esoteric sense it is what protects and hides God on His Throne.

     This leaves us with the term – Ophanim. The esoteric texts tell us unequivocally; that the Ophanim are the Thrones, the Centers, the Singularity at the center of all Stars and matter. The Singular State of the Cosmos still exists; in an ever present form – at the center of everything. This Throne of God (the core of a Star for example) is obscured from us by the two forces of expansion and collapse that are the light generating principle of a Star like our Sun.

     There you have the real definition of the Nephilim, the Seraphim, the Cherubim, and the Ophanim (which also exposes how organized religion gives us the short version) – and then just try to wrap your head around this notion as an infinite fractal, which exists primarily as a Metaphysical Infinite Fractal Hologram! But what did I mean by; a Metaphysical Infinite Fractal Hologram?

     It means this fractal also explains you and I. Our existence in this temporary physical condition and plane of existence works the same way. The duality we experience from our eternal center; masks our more permanent metaphysical aspect. This is why we get surprised when the show doesn't stop when we physically perish. It is like being born into a car or a space suit for instance; and being stuck for about 80 years in that perspective long enough to mistakenly assume the identity of the vehicle you are in!

     What I am trying to tell people, is that this perspective deficit regarding conscious spiritual continuance goes away when you remain conscious without a pulse or a body with which to explain it. This is also what every religious and spiritual text and recorded experience indicates. The Ancient Mystery Schools taught this, and how to experience it for all it was worth.

     What it says in the Emerald Tablets is; that when you are preparing to die – you should meditate. But this meditation for death should take the opposite approach to meditation of life. When we meditate in our day to day lives; we "still the mind" – so we can become receivers. The ancient texts suggest that if at the point of death we meditate without fear and concentrate on our essence instead – that more of it will be maintained and remembered in your next life.

     In fact the ancient texts explain that this is how some people keep reappearing as different people over the course of time. It sounds weird but it makes sense and fits with the available information. I wouldn't want to over suppose.

     Another fact that can be easily confirmed and drives strict proponents of organized religion nuts is when you tell them that Jesus and Christ are two different entities. Duck and cover if you lay this on the wrong person! But here it is for the bold!

     Jesus was the pure strong human physical host – for the Christ Spirit. Jesus was a special man; and Christ was the Spirit of Creation – hence the Son (Sun) of God. The proof is found when you know this and you re-read the Bible. You will notice that in some places He is referred to as Jesus. In others He is called Christ. Jesus Christ in some verses; and Christ Jesus in others. In some places both names are used – and occasionally the term Christ the Lord is used – which is a third entity believe it or not comprising the trinity.

     The Yin and Yang and the Central force to say it another way; or expressed as the body mind and Soul for the practical. My point is if you go back and note where which title is used in context; the book makes the sense it was intended to. Try it you'll like it and prove what I am saying for your self.

     Jesus was the saintly mortal human host. Christ was the metaphysical representation of good force and consciousness; the Spirit if you will consider it. The notion that the entity as a dual force called Jesus Christ as Lord; denotes the third force which as we have been discussing which is Singular and ever-present – and immortal and infinite and which resides in everything. A Holy Ghost if you will.

     God really did become Man – so that Man might become God. There is more information than this chapter will permit; but I am not done typing yet. I flow. This is my sixth book since my experiences in three years – I am driven to improve my insufficient verbs to express this great truth which is beyond description.

     Entire volumes could be written on each subject; and if you look around that is what you will find – as I have. I am just a dot connector and an odd duck by nature. The odd duck is always where the action is so I am alright with that analogy.

     There are entire lifetimes of work dedicated to each subject, by minds far more exquisite than mine and I urge you to take advantage of my dot connecting – to develop and find your skill set in this regard. That; and get back to me by all means – it is all food for thought. It would be sufficient to say for this section, that this is what the Illuminati and Secret Societies believe – which is why it is labelled Occult by conspiracy theorists. Like I said earlier; New World Order My Ass – this is the same Old World Order dressed up in new clothes. It is the same old proverbial "fascist pig wearing lipstick."

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##### b) The Emerald Tablets

     Briefly stated; this heading encompasses several branches of the same belief systems under the same banner for a single purpose. The Atlantis information, Greek Hermetic beliefs, Thoth's stuff, and all these earliest myths surrounding our common belief systems – are all part of the same secret teachings of all ages.

     In fact; the Emerald Tablets of Thoth explain best how this information was embedded into every branch of the human races own belief systems – and not just any one. Give what you call God more credit than that – it is after all a repeating theme from endless perspectives. We all glimpse a different aspect of the Absolute to take within ourselves – so great is the Source of conscious emanation. We all get what we can put in; and we all see what we can fathom and meaningfully comprehend. God doesn't push – you seek.

     The Emerald Tablets also cover our pre-history and ancient history. They also teach how to meditate at a higher level than is commonly encouraged. How to free your self from your body and astral travel, or how to have a deliberate out of body experience are explained.

     After what I learned and experienced for myself; it wasn't hard to conclude that they knew their stuff and had some good information. Information we are denied about the basic truths about the true nature of reality and experience. The information in these ancient tablets is empowering and eliminates any middle man between you and God. Information about how to experience Spirit before we become one! Taboo!

     The dating of these texts is difficult and hotly debated to be sure. Some of us believe what they say in the tablets; that they are at least 10,000 years old and are the remnant teachings of a much older society which pre-dates the already hard to envision date of 8,000 BC. They also claim to represent what was left from a previous super society which some feel may date back as far as 35,000 to 70,000 years or more! It would explain a lot of ancient rubble that our history books fail to; wouldn't it!

     The Emerald Tablets make for a fantastic read; it is one of my favourites. So what do they say exactly? The Tablets say much to explain history, the nature of our existence, and the consciousness we evolve by participating. Our existence according to Thoth (Hermes or Enoch etcetera) is the Transmutation of Light. We are vessels of Light made to turn the physical existence of Light, or the Dark Light; into the Light of All Light – the immutable Light of God. It is Alchemy. Only not Alchemy as we are led to believe in the conventional propaganda as an effort to transmute lead into Gold – Alchemy to turn mind and body into Soul. Every religious concept and theme employs this same notion with their own words. This is notably comparable to the Incarnation for Christians merely reworded as a transmutation of life to spirit.

     To some this is deemed mysticism; without nary a thought for the entire concept of religion. Let us review briefly. A Creator by metaphysical means creates our universe. He places two forces in opposition at work; to transmute aware consciousness into spirit – a Ghost if you will. Then he casts his essence into a Son figure to help educate the mortals. We kill Him. Then he resurrects and shows himself as a spirit to his friends.

     I hate to be this blunt for fear of offending – but the entire premise of religion is mystical! Stars as signs in the Heavens, virgin birth, secret teachings, transcending mortality, and meditation; is all mysticism! God is the ultimate Supernatural phenomenon! Given this corrective lens with which to view spiritual concepts; the Emerald Tablets and associated knowledge become a valuable method for growth.

     The same verbs and concepts are employed by Thoth, as by certain figures in the Bible. Thoth and John in Revelations say and see the same things. Enoch being Thoth isn't much of a stretch either. Enoch was taken into Heaven as mortal and shown things that even the Angels were not privy to. If you read the Emerald Tablets and consider both versions of the same story – it is a no-brainer. My point becomes once again that spirituality is mystical.

     The standard dogma in religion removes the experiential part of spirituality by denying the mysticism it is an enigma of. This is why religion as we know it is often lame. To restore the purpose of religion; is to learn to how to meaningfully experience spirituality. In order to accomplish this all important task; we first need more accurate information about the mystic aspects of spirit. A Spirit is a mystic property; so is the forbidden knowledge about it.

     The Greek God Hermes is also a representation of Thoth. A certain point of realization renders this all the same knowledge. This means that once you connect a few dots; Thoth will also tell you what he did not as Gabriel, Enoch, or John. Once you get that this is the same guy; why not consider what he says in more than one place? If you attain the wisdom through knowledge to make these connections – secrets concealed by convention, become revealed to a mystic.

     I would like to briefly render a few quotes from "The Emerald Tablets of Thoth - by Doreal" to illustrate not only the similarity to conventional religion as we know it – but to expose the additional information we were denied. These same stories are to be found in many ancient belief systems for the earlier mentioned reason – their shared roots in Atlantis.

     Some alternate more ancient terms for things will be presented by these more ancient texts; don't let that mess you up too much. Just realize that "our texts" are the later copies of the same information, and likely contain the more watered down verbs and versions. These much older texts are the likely sources for our current belief systems; and they reveal the missing bits – beyond a reasonable doubt.

     Thoth claimed to be among the first from Atlantis to come to the earth. In Tablet 11 it is described as such; "Far in the past, when I first came to thee, found I thee in caves of rocks. Lifted I thee by my powers and wisdom, until thou didst shine as men among men. Aye, found I thee without any knowing. Only a little were ye raised beyond beasts. Fanned I ever the spark of thy consciousness, until at last ye flamed as men." (From the Emerald Tablets of Thoth – by Doreal.)

     If you are swift enough to compare our Bible stories about Angels who fell to the earth and took the daughters of man as wives; with Thoth's explanation – it is the same re-worked story. These "Angels" who fell to the earth – are the Gods in the Garden. These Angels are Thoth and company. At many points we are called "Children" like in the Bible; and Thoth also tells us he is coming back in the future to check on us – which is also very familiar.

     The nature of Life and Reality are paramount in the teachings. We are to "Find our Source, and Seek the Goal" according to Thoth. As a Pyramid Priest – Thoth was deified as the God of wisdom. He was considered the God of all language, writing, and knowledge. Could it be because he was? Could Thoth have really raised man from a state not much higher than a beast? How can this not be the Garden story?

     It makes more sense doesn't it? Where are the Gods in the Garden today? Pick a religion, any religion; and ask the same question. The Gods of antiquity; died – they all do. And they are now in the same place as every other God, Prophet, and Angel – with the Creator – the original Spirit.

     If you read the Tablets; you "get this." Thoth tells us when he dies for the last time, that he goes to a future time to be with God; and wait for mankind to catch up. But before he does; he leaves us the critical information to eventually catch up with him. How does this differ from any other religious concept to explain the same thing? It doesn't.

     Without an overview; unfettered from dogma – these truths remain hidden. The simple truth is that all religions tell the same story from various perspectives over the folds of time. My heartfelt point is this; don't get tangled up in the dogma. The truth is simple, beautiful, and to be found everywhere.

     Thoth explained this (or tried to) by stating that this critical information we are to seek by design; is embedded in every belief system – since it is the same theme. Thoth even went so far as to include nature, arts, music, and all creative endeavours as a way to discover this great secret. Thoth was kind enough to tell us the truth. The same truth is to be found in every facet of nature, and our experience, and developed knowledge.

     In easy to digest verbs; Thoth told man to seek the Goal. Seek the truth. Take the light of darkness we are made of; and convert it into the Light that makes all things. The Goal simply expressed was the transmutation of Dark Light, to the Light of All Light.

     I don't believe that any single belief system is the answer; but the older ones contain information closer to the Source of it. The historical account we currently accept which starts only a few thousand years prior to the birth of Christ – is bunk. Every belief system is fashioned after a more ancient one. First Testament stuff!

     Anyone who blindly accepts the regurgitations of his unenlightened Minister is denied this great truth. This leads to the church telling its patrons that the earth is only 5,000 or 6,000 years old! When you ask about dinosaur fossils; they actually have the testicles to claim that the "Devil or Satan" planted them so that we would doubt scripture! Bull-Pucky! What that makes me doubt – has little to do with dinosaur bones.

     The Priest Kings from Atlantis; are the "Men of renown" in the Bible. They are the Angels that fell to the earth and took the daughters of Man as wives; to make the first ancient Pharaohs and Kings. These "special hybrids" were the source for our being raised from a state not much above the beasts. It also explains the "begat section" in the Bible; and why Royal Families and lineage still attempt to preserve bloodlines.

     I like to ask the question in layman's terms; "What do you get when you cross a God from Atlantis (or God(s) in a Garden), with a Cave-man?" The answer; is staring back at us in the mirror! If you took an image of the ancient Greek and Roman Gods, with their perfect bodies; and combine it with a Neanderthal form and envision offspring – you get us. We range from just above an animal – to a near perfection of form and mind. Our population reflects this same mix. We all range from just above a cave-man; through to just below a Greek God.

     The Emerald Tablets makes for better than just a good read, once you understand it as a foundation for religion. It isn't a religion, or God – just an earlier perhaps more inclusive version. Give it a read, and do a little soul searching; the truth of it will present itself if your inner child is functioning.

     The same information is in the Ancient Greek Hermetic beliefs. The Atlantis lore (Kolbrin Bible, The Law of One), Sumerian Texts (Cylinder Seals), and the roots of virtually every faith currently practiced contain the same knowledge – so explore without fear. The Key to understanding the information is in the common root. Once you glean the same message in your own belief system; the taboo restriction of seeking the same information elsewhere goes away. And if you study it all – Bob's your uncle, whoever Bob is! 

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##### c) The Law of One & the Children of the Light

     Just the title infers a higher spiritual knowledge, and perhaps prowess. Everything is indeed constructed from the same Source which is indeed "shared" and "one." As for being "Children of the Light;" if you made it this far – you comprehend what an amazing analogy was chosen.

     Everything according to ancient texts; is made of Light. Light which has been slowed down in vibration and made solid? The geometrical crystallizations of Space/Time are what we really are made of. Everything came from a cosmic mote. Everything is built from a shared fabric.

     The Atlantis information can be found in many places. Edgar Cayce gave several readings which covered Atlantis. His son reviewed all the readings which contained information about Atlantis and assembled them to scrutinize. The accuracy of the statements given over several decades pertaining to Atlantis in Edgar Cayce's readings never contradicts itself. Different times, places, people, and subjects, and references to Atlantis were amazingly consistent with each other; although separated from one another by time, place, and situation of the reading.

     By this I mean that the odds of someone fabricating the identical facts to suit altogether different readings, at times often decades apart – is impossible. Yes; a reductionist might argue some slight possibility exists that the consistence could be attributed to chance – but a thinking person would know where to place the wager. People are executed on less evidence on a regular basis.

     If you don't know who Edgar Cayce was; you owe it to yourself to have a peek outside the norm. The man was a healer and a clairvoyant extraordinaire. Best described as a Mystic Christian, the man was a modern enigma. With over 98% accuracy in his readings; reductionist, materialist science becomes stymied – as do reductionist spiritualists.  But what this also implies; like it or not – is that the rest of what he said was correct also. If it was also true what he said about Atlantis; holy crap – literally! Some interesting facts popped up.

     If you study how Mr. Cayce did this; it blows your mind a little. He would nod off into a trance/sleep-state; and communicate with the spirit realm. The proof was in how it worked for him. After being asked to diagnose someone who was sick and physicians were unable to help, he would drift into this trance-state, like he was sleeping. Thus he was called "the sleeping prophet" by some.

     After a moment or so he would often say; "Alright we have the body." (Who are "we?"?) Then he would diagnose the aliment remotely (not even there!) which had baffled the Doctors by going into this trance (some patients were in other countries!) – and prescribe a remedy. This remedy always worked with few exceptions. Some open minded doctors, being convinced by his success rate, even became accustomed to relying on Mr. Cayce for antidotes.

     Some of the medicines he prescribed didn't exist. They were either forgotten; or not yet discovered. In these cases he would accurately describe which ingredients were to be mixed in what fashion and where to obtain them. Like I said to start with; what ever else the man said was to say the least worthy of consideration. The stuff about Atlantis and the Children of the Light is no exception. With a 98% accuracy rate (his readings are on file and can be accessed by the public) and with little explanation for the accuracy – let us consider what he said about Atlantis, the Law of One, and the Children of the Light.

     Let's start with some obviously better definitions for some familiar terms. What struck me was how it "rang true" with not only what I experienced – but also with the ancient information which I later found. The definitions given are of a Mystical and Esoteric nature to be sure. These are some fairly profound definitions compared to what we are accustomed to. They also tend to "ring true" as intuitively more correct definitions – and thus render themselves as superior definitions. These particular versions are from "Edgar Cayce on Revelation." They are "one and the same" as the occult spiritualists employ. These definitions are also a "twin" to the Atlantis information..........

     \-     From "Edgar Cayce on Revelations" I have some alternate definitions for you to ponder. Edgar Cayce although a clairvoyant mystic in some respects.....was also a devout Christian. Check out some definitions he gave from in his trance state.

Paradise of God = the original consciousness of humanity before its fall into flesh.

The Tree of Life = the spiritual centers of the body, such as the heart and pituitary, that becomes perfectly synchronized.

Angel of the Church = the intelligent force governing a spiritual center within the body.

Satan = self centeredness, self gratification, self indulgence, self importance, self righteousness, self consciousness, self glorification, self delusion, self condemnation, self ego, the false god, the beast......

Book of Life = the collective unconscious record of all souls (memory).

Earth = the physical body.

New Jerusalem = the super-conscious mind awakened.

Nakedness = the exposure of faults.

Seven Lamps = the wisdom of the seven spiritual centers within the body.

The Number for Divinity = seven (spirits of God, candlesticks), perfection.

The Number for Man = six, imperfection.

The Mark of the Beast = un-evolved animalistic behaviour in humanity.

The Mark of the Lamb = evolved divine behaviour in humanity.

The Number of the Beast = un-evolved behaviour (symbolized by the number 6), influencing all three aspects of a human being (physical, mental and spiritual), which is symbolized by the number 666.

Seven Plagues = the purification and tribulation the soul experiences which may overcome the karma of the soul.

Vials of the wrath of God = karma, consequences, reap what you sow, eye for an eye.

Armageddon = spiritual conflict within a person.

False Prophet = self delusion.

Marriage of the Lamb = the union of the self with the Christ consciousness.

Word of God = the Logos, the Christ consciousness, the fulfilled evolved pattern of humanity.

Lake of Fire = the subconscious mind's area of repression, the id (ego, the veil).

First Resurrection = the reincarnation of advanced souls.

Gog and Magog = worldly influences.

The Dead in Judgement = reincarnating souls.

Hell = remorse, self-condemnation, guilt and frustration.

Second Death = the destruction of all man-made un-evolved conditions.

12 Tribes of Israel, 12 Gates, 12 Angels, 12 Foundations, 12 Disciples = the 12 basic patterns of human personality, the zodiac.

Temple of God = you, the super conscious mind awakened, the Christ consciousness.

New Jerusalem = the evolved soul that is one with divinity.

 The Incarnations of Jesus Christ According to Edgar Cayce – also taken from "Edgar Cayce on Revelation:"

Amilius = Amilius was the first expression of the Divine Mind (the Logos); the Christ Spirit before his incarnation into a physical body (corresponding to Genesis 1); the entity that Cayce described living in the lost civilization of Atlantis who redirected the process of human evolution by creating a more appropriate physical form for the influx of souls to incarnate into rather than incarnating into the ape-like human form which souls had entangled themselves in. (Thus in my opinion the foundation for the verbs used to denote Jesus Christ as the Creator or Lord. In this sense the Christ was in the Garden.)

Adam = Adam was the first "son of man" and "son of God" the Christ soul after his incarnation into a physical body (corresponding to Genesis 2).

Enoch = Enoch was the antediluvian patriarch who journeyed to heaven to receive mysteries. (Pre-flood Atlantis.)

Hermes = Hermes, also known as Thoth, was the architect of the Great Pyramid, and the sage who began the Hermetic tradition.

Melchizedek = Melchizedek was the mystical high priest and king of Salem (ancient Jerusalem).

Joseph = Joseph was the son of Jacob who became the Prince of Egypt.

Joshua = Joshua was the warrior who led the Israelites into the Promised Land.

Asaph = Asaph was the music director and Seer who served under David and Solomon.

Jeshua = Jeshua was the high priest who helped organize the return from exile and the rebuilding of the Temple (as recounted in the books of Ezra and Nehemiah) and who is claimed by Cayce to have compiled and translated the books of the Bible.

Zend = Zend, also spelled "Zen," Zan," "Sen," or "San" – was the father of Zoroaster who wrote the Zend Avesta and founded the religion Zoroatrinism.

Jesus – Jesus was the man who attained complete "at-one-ment" as the divine-human unity known as "the Christ." (The final incarnation of Jesus the man.)

????? = The Christ Soul will reincarnate again to be the Messiah foretold by the Hebrew prophets in order to usher in the so-called "Throne of David." (i.e., the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth.) Edgar Cayce suggests that Jesus will not be a future incarnation in the flesh – since Jesus has already transcended the need to reincarnate.

     Edgar Cayce to conclude; in essence defines the "Christ Soul" as the impelling force and truth behind all religions that teach that "God is One." It is unification. There is no "Christian God," or Muslim God, or strictly speaking "anyone's God." They are all THE SAME GOD!!!!!!!! Christ is the unifying principle in our hearts that brings us closer to Him. When we interpret scripture in such a way; as to suggest that Christ will someday return in our hearts as a Christ Consciousness – the definition and historical accounts for Christ become far more credible.

     In the two books; "The Lost Continent of Mu" and "The Children of Mu" – written by Colonel James Churchward in 1926 and 1959 respectively - Mr. Churchward makes some fantastic claims and observations which also agree with the historical accounts made in occult science and occult spirituality. The notion being; that early science and early spirituality owed its origin to Atlantis – the Law of One – and The Children of the Light.

     He starts by exposing a "pre-sand Egypt" with a people called the Naacal, who employ much of the same knowledge and beliefs as not only the same as used later in Egypt; but the same as the yet earlier beliefs - those of Mu the motherland. What are the odds?

     Mr. Churchward also promotes his theory with the striking realization that Polynesians, Micronesia, Fiji, Hawaii, Samoa, and the South Sea Islands; utilized many symbols from Mu in their tribal traditions, customs, and ornaments. He claimed that these symbols and traditions had been passed down tribally since the sinking of Atlantis. (If you ask a tribal Hawaiian they will tell you similar legends – and proclaim they have been on the island for well over 30,000 years!)  Then Colonel Churchward considered that these "brown people" were not like any other. They had thin lips, round eyes, and Caucasian features – and olive skin.

     He noted that they were not mongoloid, Asian, Negro, nor Arabian. He attributes this to them being the forgotten ancestors of Atlantis who reverted back into savagery after the continent sank and trapped them on remote islands. He feels that this remnant of Islands and Island Chains – is a fairly good measure for the dimensions of the lost continent. It is worth considering since no current explanation for the facial features and symbols employed by such groups can be better sensibly explained as of yet.

     The Vedas are also a reflection of the knowledge of the races of Atlantis displayed in India. India it is claimed was the first pearl of Atlantis – the first remote outpost. Then as we see evidence of – Egypt, South America, Mesoamerica, the Orient, and others were colonized. This better explains the knowledge these early societies developed virtually overnight after being tribal for thousands of years.

     The "Gods" gave them this information; Mortal Gods. But the information they "gave them" was what they knew about the ultimate Creator God from the older society. They just figured that every being was a lesser God in the making; at various stages of development. They believed that between our level of awareness, and the ultimate conscious awareness – there are many rungs of consciousness on Jacobs Ladder.

     There are many ancient texts which describe even earlier epochs we have forgotten than Atlantis. Atlantis according to the Rosicrucian Fellowship Texts (initiation) was the last of many lost names for the same continent in earlier epochs. Names for Atlantis include but are not limited to; Atlantis, Lemuria, and Mu. The Tibetans called it "Ra-Mu."

     Thoth claimed that the spirits of the dead; such as the spirits of Atlantis – were the Children of the Light now – who help man along his path as spirit-guides. Thoth said that what he was; we would become – and that when he died for the last time, he had gone to the future, to be with what we called God, to wait for us to catch-up. That one day in the not too far distant future – we would become as they are now. And that where we are now; new barbarians would one day stand and ask the same questions, once we had sufficiently evolved.

     Atlantis; or whatever you want to call a more ancient society which pre-dates any in our history books – surely must have existed. It answers most of the mysteries of our history and belief systems simultaneously. If you don't believe in an antediluvian culture before a biblical flood – how do you explain all the ruins above and below the waterline?

     Better yet; how do you explain virtually all the existing belief systems today – with a single older one? The archaeologists already have encountered this problem – but they don't talk about it much because it shoots what they previously told us to pieces.

     In many cases; these temples and monuments in stone – are built over more ancient ruins (ruins so old that stone has failed to measure the span of time). Under the ruins of the "Older Civilization" often lies evidence of an "even "Older Civilization" which long pre-dates it.

     This is further complicated by the evidence which indicates that the earlier stone builders had superior skills – due to the fact that often the blocks the new temples are built on top of, are larger and more precisely cut and placed than the newer blocks above the ruins we can see! The oldest culture it seems – was the more advanced culture!

     Every Bible tells of a great Deluge or Flood. The historical and archaeological evidence more than warrants consideration of a yet more ancient culture. Yet if one seriously considers this as a serious possibility; we get laughed at and marginalized as a simpleton. Even though it explains things better, and even though the Ancient Secret Mystery Schools all taught it, and despite the fact that it is easily proven to be the stuff of secret societies, and secret religion. I guess that explains why we are not encouraged to "go there."

     The occult sciences were pretty "spot-on" considering how old they are. Add in the claim that this is actually much older information; from civilizations long destroyed in a great deluge and cataclysm – and the "wow-factor" goes off the charts! What I suggest to you in no uncertain terms is; that the "Occult Spirituality" is equally stellar in this regard to the pubic consumption version we are hand fed.

     The only two common primary roots for religion; civilized and otherwise – are the stunningly accurate Tribal Shamanic belief systems employed by those we would consider as yet uncivilized – and the Mother of all belief systems from the more ancient society we have but dubious remnants of, for the victims of higher thought. Those we like to call civilized by our twisted yardstick; so to speak.

     The only problem for society at large as it exists currently; is that it speaks to a higher knowledge of "the self" and the purpose of life experiences. The whole "Why are we here thing" is actually addressed by the earlier members of the earth tribe much better. And those people are the Gods who fell from the sky; and we should be calling "The Children of the Light – Under the Law of One." For more evidence we shall look at Osman Christianity, or as it is often called Esoteric Christianity.

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##### d) – Esoteric Christianity

     Esoteric, or Osman Christianity, although most have not heard of it; can be found in multiple sources. The Gnostic Bible, the Essenes, the Knights Templar, Rosicrucian, and Ancient Secret Mystery Schools all taught this version. Over the course of time – more people believed in this older version than the one being sold now.

     Mystic Christianity is denied – because it confirms the aspects of other belief systems as being equal to our own. In Esoteric Christianity; the five wounds of Christ represent our five senses which blind us to the true nature of reality. The thorny crown represents the trappings of the mind (beautiful concepts to be sure).

     Those who spend some time studying the tenants of Esoteric Christianity; learn some interesting things which are a problem for those purveyors of the short version meant for public consumption. There is no fundamental difference between Western beliefs and the Eastern beliefs once you get this.

     Multiple Gods and reincarnation are the core building blocks of not only the eastern beliefs; but most certainly the same building blocks of our western versions. This sounds absurd to the uninitiated due to the implanted notion that spirituality is "monotheistic (one God)," and the denial of the cycles of rebirth.

     These more ancient versions found no conflict with the idea that there was One Single Creator God; they just included the rest of the truth. There is no contradiction between a Single Creator God – and "Multiple Gods" once you get the whole story. I had some "door knockers" completely confounded with this notion, until they were shown how to see it in their own material.

     Just ask someone who denies the idea of cyclic life and rebirth because of their western Bible a couple of easy questions. I start with; "Where was I before I was born?" The answer given is; "You were a Spirit with God." Then I ask; "Where do I go when I die – if I do it right?" The given answer; "We go back as a Spirit to God."

     So if I was a Spirit with God before I was here, and I go back after my experience to be with God (if I do it right) – then you just described reincarnation! Do these people read their own stuff? Maybe it is as always an interpretive failure.

     The Gnostic Bible is all about knowing God by knowledge and understanding; and not because someone no more qualified than you – "says so." To the Gnostics the very meaning of union with God relies on ultimate understanding – which generates real unshakable faith. To know and experience God meaningfully requires seeking knowledge and experiential faith. Dogma won't do it.

     In the next chapters we will also look at Alchemy and Astrology in regards to also being part and parcel of the ultimate truth. My point is that from the halls of dogmatic religion, to the seas of esoteric belief systems – this is all the same shit folks! Once you open up to this as a serious working hypothesis for the entire notion of spirituality as one and the same effort from individual perspectives over the alchemy of time – they all make the sense they were intended to.

     If with an open mind we re-read and reconsider all the texts on spirituality with this seed of similarity firmly planted in our consciousness – the proof is abundant. The more ancient belief systems (as the more ancient structures), are both written and built by a superior spiritual intellect. How stuff works is within the realm of objective science; how we interpret data and experience it – is not.

     We might have a "gadget advantage" due to our science and technology; but the greatest gadget – ourselves – we know little about. One might make the usual argument that we know better now how we work – but we still do not know "why" we work this way. The Ancient Secret Mystery Schools and the more ancient spiritual texts did however better explain our existence. Why we are here, how we got here, and the purpose of the journey, which are all worthy subjects – are covered. Not to mention intimate details about reality and how we experience our journey.

     In these alternate belief systems some undeniable truths were exposed. In Esoteric Christianity; Jesus metaphysically rises, and not physically. He expressly told his disciples, that only they would see him. This post-mortem return to prove that we don't perish with our bodies was done the same way we always hear it happen – the same way I experienced a deceased friend. They come to us as a Spirit, and not revived flesh. The revived flesh meant His consciousness or Spirit was maintained. The contribution His experience made to the manifold of consciousness that we are all manifestations of.

     In the often portrayed as occult versions - we are told that often after a public teaching from Jesus Christ; he ministered further teachings to his disciples. The reason given was that the general population would merely get confused by the secret teachings, and it would do more harm than good. But in these ancient texts; the further lessons given to His students are revealed.

     Multiple Gods, Reincarnation and Apotheosis are taught. Apotheosis means becoming "as" or "like" God. The Kabbalah also professes that the ultimate point of life is attaining this goal. In Esoteric belief systems – interaction is required not abhorred. The purpose of life meaningfully explained by them is not this temporary stage of Angel and God building – but the result.

     To the Gnostics, Creation is an ongoing process. God and Spirituality are not events in the remote past – but active process in action. Evolution is evidence of God if you factor in intelligent design for example. Everything is automatically driven to further complexity and self-organization physically – as a result of the conscious matrix developing.

     The transmutation of consciousness (as an evolving whole) over the alchemical process of time; is the root of the Philosophers Stone. Time is Alchemy, consciousness is Alchemy, and sub-atomic bits and DNA are Alchemy – need I say more? The subtle minutia behind the life we experience is the fundamental operator – it always has been.

     This life is a process of dying. The Tibetan Book of the Dead is not occult – it is telling you the hard truth. Life is designed to hurt and end. It all becomes a matter of preparation – which the other religions can now agree on. All they are telling you is that Life is Soul School – where is the contradiction of that? If we believe in any form of a Creator; surely we can consider that as flawed as life seems from this temporary perspective that ultimately some semblance of purpose is served by it.

     Once you get to realize that the purpose of life is as an educational field that bleeds with real skin in the game – you get it. What good are decisions made without a contrast of choices? Sentience requires free choices and free thought. You can't be an Angel until you've suffered through a life process, and we can't be "as" or "like" God (in His Image you will recall) until we sort this process out and realize its purpose is to express the love of which everything ultimately constructed.

     Gnosticism (to know God through understanding) gave us the straight goods about the meaning of life – we just were not ready for it yet. Esoteric Christianity has been around for a long time, it still is in weaker form. Mystic Christians abound in history - Mystics who wouldn't settle for the beaten path or the pre-determined route – who actually stumbled onto this same truth about life. Teilhard de Chardin and Edgar Cayce would be two prime examples of this superior spiritual intellect.

     God is a Mystical, Esoteric, and Supernatural phenomenon, yet everything I am telling you is considered occult and evil due to the watered down version we blindly accept. This strict version that serves little purpose and renders little or no real empowerment; and totally fails to experience transcendence and the absolute seems to what we are currently stuck with.

     We are back to "verbal charades" revolving around interpretive failures. It becomes a matter of re-examining what we are told from a more enlightened perspective. Our western version has been sanitized in this regard over the years – but they couldn't conceal enough to fool a mystic. Seeking truth and knowledge are the purpose of spirituality. Our own Bible confirms what the Minister denies.

     What do you think "Shield not your eyes" means? To some; it apparently means the opposite – since they deny and refuse any other versions or evidence. It is what is in "your heart" that matters – not what some 15watt sin and salvation merchant has in his heart. In my opinion this mentality is best avoided by doing the opposite.

     Look at everything. Don't let terms like Esoteric, or Occult scare you! We all have a duty through our experience to explore and take this to ever higher levels. If something doesn't seem or feel right to you – don't do it. As our "awareness" increases – we become more "like God." To "screw off to the left" and stifle intelligent debate does the opposite – it takes us farther from the Absolute.

     A Religion which argues that any thought process be left solely to a Creator God – missed the point that He made a perfect venue to make choices in, and a perfect venue in which to make conscious sacrifice for others and the whole. You have to develop an ability to place yourself somewhat below the pinnacle of life – that's all. But once one does this; empowerment and experiential potentials can be realized – to further validate the process.

     The above being said; I urge all of you to seek out the alternate and often taboo information. You don't have to "buy" everything you see (like shopping), but the worth of checking out the other products and values can not be denied. Accepting "one version" is a lot like buying the first product presented – you almost never get the best deal.

     Trying to prove a hundred sentient points on this subject in a small book is not possible – since one has to expose themselves to several volumes on each subject to grasp their greater meaning. What I hope I have done however; is to stir intelligent debate and point you in some worthy directions – so you can sort this out for yourself, as was intended.

     If I can make people reconsider the propaganda we are fed; and independently seek knowledge for themselves and come to their "own" conclusions – I'm positive that better decisions would result for both the individual and the whole simultaneously.

     Alchemy definitely factors into all of this; which anyone willing to do a little mental exercise can easily verify. I know this makes people think of "Madam Cleo" and the cheesy newspaper horoscopes, but the proof is quite pervasive for an avid researcher. Now let's tie up a few loose ends up, and set me loose on a metaphysical rant for those who actually understood what I am saying.

#### 4 - Alchemy and Astrology

     Why are there Twelve Apostles - Twelve signs of the Zodiac – and Esoterically Twelve around One? Why do our religious holidays like Christmas and Easter for example; fall on the Pagan Solstices? Are astrology and the zodiac based on a higher understanding about the true nature and construction of reality? Could the Stars that move "in concert" with the earth really affect us and life on it?

     The Ancients not only believed the above – they wholly based their belief systems on it. I personally like it that we are coming to a time where ancient knowledge becomes validated by modern future science; rather than ridiculed as it has been – like the ignorant mocking of a self evident truth.

     The cutting edge Cosmologists and the cutting edge Quantum Physicists; actually are starting to confirm many occult and esoteric premises – namely Alchemy and Astrology. Everything nicely ties together with ancient texts when we examine Cosmogony.

     None-the-less; the accuracy becomes evident once you begin to develop an overview for the construction of the Universe. Everything affects everything else; make no mistake – the ancients were "spot-on" in this regard. Modern science on the other hand; until quite recently was – not so "spot-on" regarding the special nature of the Cosmos.

     That everything emoted and exchanged metaphysical waves and energies as well as those we see; was not beyond the scope of our ancient forefathers, contrary to popular belief. Alchemy was after all; the beginning of science as we know it today – and it is also obviously responsible for our belief systems since they employ the same dates for our religious holidays, as do the Astrological Solstices.

     As above, so below; is just the older version of – "In the Heavens as on the earth," much as the shared holiday dates. Alchemy and Astrology are the early sciences and cosmology of the day. The problem chronologically speaking is that they had a superior grip on the cosmic minutia of life; long before we did.

     A scientist or dogmatic historian will no doubt take issue with this statement. Anyone stuck in a steady-state classical world view for reality, won't get this. Here is why. They are talking about the forces we are only beginning to discover and accept! Alchemy dealt with the still as yet mostly undiscovered sciences of the underpinnings for reality – not the purely physical materialistic aspects. Our science is dumb in this respect; for only looking at what we see and how it works – not invisibly "why" it works. We presently call this the mystery of nature.

     Once you realize that as well as physical sciences; alchemy was also the science of the metaphysical and spiritual sciences, it regains some much needed credibility. We are only beginning down the road of theoretical metaphysics. We have only quite recently realized what the ancients already knew – that the invisible instructs the physical, the subtle instructs the gross, the consciousness precedes the matter. They knew that nature came first, and that information bore material. We see it the other way around currently.

     I've covered this before, however I feel compelled to reiterate in this context. Alchemy was not about turning base metals into gold as we are taught; that would fall into it as well – but it was not the point of alchemy. Alchemy was about transmutation; not solely of metals and such. Alchemy as a philosophy and a belief system; was almost solely about transmuting our physical conscious experience – into spirit or soul (the same concept at root as every religion)!

     The alchemist was the first to measure, weigh, and observe our world – in a scientific context. Their astrological knowledge was also inexplicable. They had a fairly good construct for our location in the cosmos and how it worked. Stars, planetary orbits, galactic center, and cosmic rotations were not only understood, but accurately mapped.

     Anyone who thinks alchemy is no longer relevant; owes themselves a look at the subject matter. Atomic structure, metaphysical biological properties, consciousness, and our cosmos – are pretty heavy subjects for a bunch of "ancient dummies" don't you think?

     Not to be too crass; why are we only starting to look into these properties just recently – rather than several thousand years ago? Why was the subject matter of alchemy so profound for the time period? How did they know that everything is made of the same metaphysical stuff; and that it could be manipulated to affect reality?

     Spiritually; the alchemists were way ahead of modern man which is shown by the higher thought they possessed. Not only could material things be changed due to the true nature of reality being metaphysical – so could our soul. A soul being a metaphysical property; this actually makes some sense. By manipulating our consciousness to allow connecting to the absolute while still mortal; we secure our metaphysical address in Creation. Most religions employ the same notion with alternate verbs.

     As a matter of fact; to put this in proper perspective – they knew the entire purpose of reality and experience was a gambit to do just that. Think about it. If the construct of reality is for and about conscious experience – the real operator is consciousness as you and I experience it. The matter is an educational by-product – a venue, matrix, or construct, for conscious growth.......the game-board of life-experience, metaphorically speaking.

     You wouldn't know it though; despite our modernity and belief that we are "all that" – we consider the purpose of life a fairy-tale. Academia has factored out the reason we exist. I mean; how much intellect is required to throw your hands in the air and say – "We don't know" and "Everything is a random fluke!" What passes for higher thought academically speaking, is akin to the fairy-tale version – only without a decent believable story or plot.

     According to the standard model; there is no ultimate purpose for existence, man, and higher thought – we exist merely to survive and populate without reason. The Alchemist had a better science in this regard. If you study alchemy a bit in the unauthorized literature; you'll notice the same concepts are employed as in the new cutting edge future theoretical sciences. Our spiritual concepts are also better explained within an intelligent framework by alchemy.

     The new theories of Downwards Causation and Emergence are prime examples. Like alchemy they start from the top down. The idea simply stated being; that a universe created galaxies, galaxies made stars, stars made planets, and planets like earth make life.

     It couldn't really have happened any other way scientifically, or spiritually speaking. When science and religion agree – take note. The problem is this indicates design and purpose, which doesn't fit with a universe lacking consciousness.

     One of the biggest arguments against something we might call God has to do with the apparent lack of consciousness in a 15 billion year old universe (give or take) – until quite recently. The argument being that consciousness was a by-product of crap smashing into other crap (in random fashion!), which took up the bulk of the cosmic time clock. In other words; if life is a design – why was there no consciousness in it until now?

     The entire premise and question is wrong; given the design of the universe. If a primordial fundamental consciousness always existed as the prime mover behind evolutionary process in all respects; then contrary to the science version – consciousness is not a recent development by any stretch of the imagination. It just moves faster over time.

     Consciousness is what everything is constructed from; and has existed from the very beginning. Yes consciousness exactly as we experience it might be a more recent novelty; but consciousness lacking flesh – metaphysical consciousness.......has always been present. Why do we assume if something isn't like us it doesn't warrant consideration?

     Another thing one soon gleans; is that they didn't separate spiritual understanding from scientific understanding. Given this alternate view for a consciousness driven physical existence; the invisible driver and the visible vehicle are both considered as participants. We only see the vehicle currently from our perspective.

     We scoff at the notion of allowing spirituality to drive science; because it would taint the results and be counter productive to the truth. Unless Spirit is how it works. When science keeps bumping into "spooky forces" at every end of the microscope and telescope – we need to give our head a shake. When we "affect" quantum processes by our observation of them - that means something. We need to re-examine the foundations for our understanding. Maybe even start over.

     The ancient alchemists didn't separate how things work from why they work, like we do. Science can in great detail explain what things are doing through observations; while simultaneously and erroneously failing miserably to explain the cause of what is observed. We know the shit out of what stuff is doing – without the foggiest idea of why it is doing it! Knowing why makes short work of an answer.

     Alchemy, numerology, and Astrology, are found in many ancient texts – not just in alchemical texts. Long ago; this wasn't a dirty little secret. In the ancient past they were not dumb and superstitious – they were closer to the answer of the true nature of reality.

     Life is not purely physical as we experience it. Appreciation of beauty, heartfelt emotion, compassion and sympathy, creativity and higher thought, gut feelings and instincts, are all non-physical aspects of our reality – with no reasonable explanation in physical science. Anyone who has ever walked into a room and felt "a vibe" defies science as we know it. Love is a metaphysical property; and it is more than real – it defines our experience. We will physically do anything for the metaphysics of love.

     Studies of our consciousness and state of awareness also indicate that how we experience our environment with our five or so senses; is a non-local wave function – and evidence we are part of a larger whole. We in essence translate numerous non-localized wave functions like sound and light for example, as if we were a bag of sensory organs with a computer on top to sort it out with.

     This is the true nature of reality; a greater metaphysical permanent intelligence – which we are fortunate to be part and parcel of. Again; most religions loosely employ the same concepts as the ancients alchemist did. Alchemy was the science of what we have been discussing. Not just physical manifestation without purpose; driven physical manifestation on a mission.

     With the constraints of time, patience, and paper to consider; I would like to briefly cover some topics worthy of further exploration regarding alchemical notions – worth reconsidering in light of more recent scientific discovery. Science is discovering that the alchemist was right about many things.

     The gurus get a well deserved cookie for the same realization in eastern philosophy. Although I would reiterate that in the greater picture – these same secret teachings are prevalent behind the scenes throughout. Alchemy is such knowledge.

     Carl Jung once said that the basis for our modern way of perceiving things was in itself a form of Alchemy. How the present moment has erupted from the past. How life was actually all about the meaning – and not about the material. He knew that the philosophy, or the Tao of life, was the life itself; and that the activity or journey of life facilitates the environment. In modern western thinking; the environment facilitates the activity – which leaves absolutely no purpose for our life........ to make a point.

     A short list of some of the more famous Alchemists usually raises a few eyeballs. Aristotle, Copernicus, Leonardo da Vinci, Pythagoras, Galileo, Newton, and Napoleon, to name just a few; were all devout alchemists. Apparently many people we consider great; had an informational advantage – and not the informational deficit we have been accepting as truth. Alchemy has influenced many of our greatest minds; but we don't hear much about that.

     Alchemy is associated with the Atlantean Priest King Thoth, and the Greek Hellenistic beliefs (Hermes Trismegistus), Babylon and the early pre-sand Egyptians. Long before it became known as a much later effort to change base metals into precious metals – Alchemy was about the unification of matter and spirit. It was as expressed; a belief system which incorporated knowledge and science.

     The Emerald Tablets are based on these ancient beliefs. A popular version of the Emerald Tablets was translated by Isaac Newton. I personally like the more modern translation by Doreal. Aleister Crowley also translated the Emerald Tablets and studied Tarot. Why did these movers and shakers occupy their time with these ancient texts?

     The Emerald Tablets were said to contain the secrets of the universe handed down from the Gods. In the text it explains in Thoth's words how he was among the first to come to the earth – and raise man from a condition not much higher than the beasts.

     These secret teachings are considered esoteric, occult, and purely symbolic, by those who do not understand them. However to many with a higher understanding of science and spirit, these ancient teachings and practises reveal countless truths.

     Isaac Newton for example; spent more time on alchemical pursuits – than the science we credit him for. Mr. Newton; was a practicing alchemist whose superior understanding of the construct of reality – served him well. Why do you suppose that people who studied these esoteric texts – gleaned workable knowledge?

     To an Alchemist – everything was made of the four basic materials of Fire, Water, Earth, and Air. The seven basic lesser minerals and elements were gold, silver, copper, iron, tin, mercury and lead. Gold was associated with the Sun. Silver was associated with the moon, copper with Venus, iron with Mars, tin with Jupiter, mercury with Mercury, and lastly lead with Saturn. In this way each force and element were viewed as divisions of the more inclusive ones.

     Synchronicity and similar effects were considered verification of a true path. When events were connected by synchronistic associations like fate, karma, and concrescence, in an inexplicable fashion – it was viewed as a sign of spiritual potency. We are convinced that this is just "the luck of the draw." They knew we could affect events consciously; and that when we did so – it meant we were "seeing true." This is akin to "dreaming true" where a child-like consciousness can influence physical objects and/or events. If we "wish right" and wish hard enough, reality can be shaped and bent at least a little.

     The Alchemical process which transforms the soul symbolically is called fermentation. Fermentation comes about from intense prayer, mystical desire for union, breakdown of personality and ego, personal therapy, psychedelic drugs and Shamanic practice, and of course deep meditation. This is why these activities tire our inner being. It takes energy to "ferment the soul."

     Fermentation comes about by inspiration derived from something totally beyond our individuation. Metaphysically in eastern philosophies; it represents the alignment of our Chakras or energy centers (seven Angels, seven vials, and so on and so forth).

     In our current society, the alchemical fermentation process of the soul; is the basis for religious experiences. On a planetary scale, fermentation could be viewed as the accumulated information causing the evolution of life to produce ever more complex states of consciousness. Fermentation is merely the fifth step of the symbolic transformation of the soul in alchemical terms.

     The seven steps are:

     1 – Calcification – symbolized by the star sign Aries.

     2 – Dissolution – symbolized by the star sign Cancer.

     3 – Separation – symbolized by the star sign Scorpio.

     4 – Conjunction – symbolized by the star sign Venus.

     5 – Fermentation – symbolized by the star sign Capricorn.

     6 – Distillation – symbolized by the star sign Virgo.

     7 – Coagulation – symbolized by the star sign Taurus.

     As another brief example (other than a general version of fermentation); the seventh step of coagulation represents the permanent soul which exists on all levels of reality simultaneously – and the symbolic return to Eden – beyond time with God (note God with a Big "G"). Each step is a description of our conscious awakening to the true nature of reality as spirit, as was also expressed by Christ and Buddha. It isn't much different than religious concepts for a reason. Who is playing "follow the leader" is a better question. Which do you suppose came first; the alchemical egg – or the religious chicken?

     The Philosophers Stone (scrap the Harry Potter version!) was known to the Alchemists as a representation (symbolically) for the Evolution of Consciousness, over the Alchemy of Time. These more ancient teachings are the early foundations for our current belief systems; and I dare say the beginnings of what we call modern science. They just didn't separate the disciplines like we do.

     In more than a few ways, Alchemy as a belief system was far in advance of our current beliefs in many respects. Turning the "lead of our veiled consciousness" into the "gold of transmuted soul" is after all a description for the same spiritual awakening as is professed in the standard fare.

     In ways Alchemy has similarities to Paganism and Wicca. But once we become educated about the foundations for all religions sharing a root in Tribal Shamanic practices, and early forms of civilized Paganism – no contradiction exists. In the western Bibles these truths become self evident when the people sacrifice animals and people to God (First Testament stuff) in the early days.

     Reconsider; "Hey Abraham; kill me your Son" as spoken in the First Testament, or God sacrificing His Son (only begotten son) for us. Christ sacrificing himself for our sins; and our symbolically eating his flesh as represented by a wafer, and drinking his blood symbolized by sacrificial wine, are pretty strong clues.

     Why couldn't consciousness as we experience it connect us to the consciousness called spiritual enlightenment that feeds the system, the mind of Nature or God if you will consider it? What else drives our questing to complete our training, if not the higher nature we possess? Could the "Divine Nectar of the Gods" be this heightened consciousness we can access within our own being?

     Can we by proxy directly affect our reality as suggested by Alchemy? The experiments in quantum physics where our consciousness affects the outcome of experiments, or where we collapse multiple possibilities into one manifestation - suggest nothing less than that.

     The fact that we are nothing more than "geometrical crystallizations" of the fabric of space/time we are embedded in as Alchemical thought endorses, isn't that far off the mark. The other notion was that matter was merely "Light" slowed down and congealed for a temporary period of time. Like I asked earlier; why was their subject matter so profound taken in a more modern context? Or as explained in the Ancient Kabbalah; could we be Vessels made of light; to exchange light with the others and God?

     The information contained in the flux of the vacuum of space/time, in the atomic sub-strata, the Intelligible Light of Life; forms a metaphysical bridge which electro-magnetically and chemically instructs atoms, DNA, and the building blocks of life as we know it. Most scientists will agree that the information from the Big Bang on has been preserved in the quantum shared field. The notion that Photons contain information is widely accepted yet never explained.

     This alchemical knowledge which has been mostly acquired from long forgotten civilizations has been branded as occult and taboo. Yet the Vatican and secret societies have this information and conceal it! Why go to all that trouble? Why do they conceal knowledge about our past, and hide the truth that we are vessels for conscious light to develop? Why is the Vatican full of Thoth's stuff? Why does the Pope employ ancient symbols and garments yet conceal their true meaning and source?

     It makes for shitty slaves for one thing. If we know we are an imperishable form of life; it is pretty hard to instil fear. Fear is the motivator for greed and every crappy thing we do to each other and the planet. Big Brother in its various guises would wither on the vine. This is good for you and I (the slaves), but not so good for Big Brother.

     Information like this is taboo – merely because it returns the power to you and me. It is what was meant in Genesis when we got kicked out of the Garden by; "Lest them not also eat from the Tree of Life, and become as we are." The truth of existence is that it is permanent. Try and manipulate a population lacking fear; it wouldn't work.

     Once we realize we are Spirits having a human experience, and not mere humans; grovelling isn't an option anymore. Neither is hoarding wealth, shitting on each other, and planetary destruction an option once we know what the Buddha and Christ knew. Everything is God – or at least made of that stuff! Reverence in all its forms would result.

     Alchemy was not a myth or a fairy-tale. Alchemy contained many forgotten ancient truths we are only now rediscovering. Alchemy might be better described as the metaphysical underpinnings behind the visible reality. Thus we are "veiled." It is about what we can not see – yet surely exists.

     As far as defining God or what ever you choose to call it, "It" represents the point of completion at the end of time. It is the panacea or pinnacle of conscious awareness. It represents all things to all men and women. If you are emotionally hungry it nourishes you. It cleanses you if you are dirty. If you need to see something; it takes you there. If you have a question it answers it. It is something sensed by the individuation inside itself; yet representative of a greater totality. It is what has been invoked and worshipped for millennia.

     The ancient Alchemists believed that human beings were divine beings; not lower than the Angels – but higher. In the older belief systems Man is referred to as "God's Brother," and not a fallen being that must grovel for forgiveness. The nay-Sayers who claim this is too far out to consider; need a reality check. The entire premise of a God in any existing belief system – is a supernatural premise. The whole concept of God is an exercise in esotericism.

     We are made of intelligible light, and we return from whence we came. This is why a spiritual epiphany, or a near death experience, a shamanic journey, a clairvoyant experience, or any special manifestation of our inner essence becomes unshakable truth to the "witness" or participant. From the outside we can deny these things – from the inside we can not. When we hear it from others we still doubt, but when we experience it and feel it for ourselves first hand – it confirms a special secret behind the veneer we see.

     Alchemy was a belief system, one worthy of study in a more modern context. The problem for our societal structure revolves around the inexplicable accuracy of such ancient knowledge. Why did ancient man who pre-dates our accepted timeline for history know things we did not?

     Their subject matter is after all a good indication of their knowledge. The energetic sub-strata, the human consciousness, the machinations of Nature, and the very existence of the Cosmos and how it all affects us is after all not the subject matter of an inferior culture. It might be worth considering what they said about our soul, and the purpose of existence. They sought to know "why." 

#### 5 – The Connective Tissue We Call God

     God is best defined as a force, a property of nature; and most of all – That which connects everything. Consciousness is the glue that binds the universe, organizes the atom, and communicates to the mind. The Time we experience is but a series of events to connect our individual self to the totality. We are like divisions, boundary states, or an Image (holographic representation) as beginnings and ends – in an otherwise seamless fabric. Without these separations – there is no definition.

     Life as many have realized could best be described as a shared conscious hologram. This hologram is expressed as individuations. Thus the deception, veil, separation, and hindrance to the greatest truth; is our required ego to facilitate experience – which is the sacrificial requirement for new novelty and growth.

     At the extreme macro scale, and the extreme micro scale, both being a point where everything shares a strata; everything is and always has been One Thing. Metaphors and euphemisms abound! Romanticized parables result! The story of religion is an attempt to describe this indescribable all pervasive connective tissue.

     Pantheism and Christianity are one and the same belief at core! This factoid is so easy to prove it hurts! Not me; but – you know! When God tells a Christian He is the Beginning and End, the First and Last, that He is In and Of all things, that it is through Him we move and have our being, that there is nothing that is not "Of" Him – what the blazes do they think that means? All religions are "connected" to the same concepts.

     Yet when the Buddhists tried to tell the Christians the same thing by simply stating that; "Everything is God" in the eastern beliefs – they call that "Pantheism, and Pagan!" It is not the verbs that suck – it is the interpretation of the verbs which truly sucks. This is why you must sort through these considerations individually for yourself. It is the purpose of the journey for an awakened being. Nobody can interpret and understand or experience spirituality for you. If you "follow" anyone else – you are doing it wrong.

     The connective tissue is consciousness. The wherewithal with which to negotiate this material reality is found in the consciousness with which we experience it. Without the metaphysical property of conscious awareness, there is absolutely no point for life.

     The lower forms of life which we would consider unconscious, such as minerals, plants, and the lowliest of creatures, as a collective and a group still have a consciousness only not at the individual scale – as a whole. Use that construct as a model for us. The whole program is constructed to evolve the awareness of a totality – through individual experience.

     It is as if we are Portals for the Universe to experience itself from! Why not? The connective tissue is the experience. The notion of God makes complete sense given a proper understanding of how it all works. We do indeed live in a universe made of mind. It is as if an invisible manifold metaphysically connects each individuation to the source of all consciousness.

     To the Mayans we were an "aspect" and "intention" of our source. We were considered the display of something greater. Just like in astrology; our traits were partly determined by our time and date of birth. When you were born indicated facets of your personality. They had separated their personal calendar, from the earth's calendar, and the galactic calendar. The personal calendar was 260 days according to the 13 – aspects, and the 20 – intentions of man.

     To make this even more interesting, this odd 260 day cycle for man; is approximately the time between conception and birth. They believed that we cycled in this 260 day period for our entire life cycle. The Mayans ability to construct accurate calendars remains unexplained to this day. Not only did they measure cosmic time, but also the earth's time, and our own. The Mayan solar calendar (yearly 365 days) was more accurate than all but the most recent attempts to measure time accurately (more accurate than the Julian Calendar).

     The Mayans knew we had a galactic center, and they knew how long it takes to go around that central star. Their calendar is proof. They were smarter in some ways than we are. We measure a human life currently; in terms of the passage of the solar cycles – the standard year. We use an earth cycle, which measures the seasons of the solar rotation around the sun – for people! People have a different cycle than a planet, or a star, or a galaxy – it's a "no-brainer." They had a superior grip on the timetables everything runs on. A human being – is not a crop – nor an earth solar cycle. It; (we) - have our own cycle!

     A feeling is this connection. When we feel emotions like love, it is a metaphysical connection to another being. Ergo; love is this connective tissue. Even when it is a mere rudimentary communication; like the sun rising each morning – it is confirmation that the cosmos loves us. The sun rises for us, and we appreciate it. The ancients were more in tune with the symbiotic relationship of the cosmos to the biology.

     I'm not just being silly either. In a downwards causation system that works from the top down; each support system feeds the one below it. For example; if conditions were not existent prior to a big bang – the big bang made the conditions for space/time and galaxy formation.

     In turn; the galaxies created the stars like our sun. The sun created the planets, and the planets made life. The life on this planet is an expression of the soul which binds the cosmos. It started at the top – not the bottom as is currently entertained. An atom, the building block of life returns full circle to realize itself in us.

     This is why God is described as all things. The morning sun, and we who enjoy it, are not separate entities. We are brothers. The same intelligent photons, of which a star is constructed, make us. The building blocks are the same for everything. Yet to consider it all one system and connected by nature of its construction seems too great a leap for us yet.

     To communicate is an act of this nature. Consciousness represents communication. Therefore; consciousness is God. When we achieve higher consciousness, we attain God. This explains evolution as an ongoing attempt to reconnect to the source for life by striving to generate further complexity and self-organization. Hence we are temporarily lost and on a mission.

     When we reconsider the messages in Bibles which tells us we are all brothers and sisters – it exposes higher thought than we possessed then – and I dare say now. The indirect author of that information was expressed through us – His Creation. You need not look any further than your own operating system to make the ultimate connection.

     The divine spark is awareness. Our awareness is limited by our locality, by our individual ego and persona. This is why meditation (contrary to accepted beliefs) is the preferred method to break down the division between the self and the whole. The acts of meditation and prayer, and heartfelt contemplation – lend themselves to achieve connection.

     The cosmos can be viewed as a greater vehicle for experience, just as your individual body is a vehicle for your experience. To the individual cells and the atoms in your body – you are a veritable cosmos – their vehicle of experience. If you picture every atom inside your body as if it were a star; it helps to see this. When you apply your consciousness (sub-consciousness included) to the cosmos inside you – you affect things.

     Your state of being, over all health, and the separate little bits inside you – are affected by your conscious application. On a greater scale the venue for our experience is not much different in this respect. Above our individuation is the greater body of the cosmos. Just consider yourself a star inside of the universal body.

     This new way of looking at things; was not alien to our ancient forefathers. We might be more modern, and have a serious gadget advantage over our ancestors – but they understood the basic premise and construct for life better than we do. I'd like to think the future will be a blend of technical modernity, mixed with a liberal dose of spiritual common sense.

     We are back to learning why things are the way they are; rather than being fixated upon the physical construction. If everything is a metaphysical conscious property expressed in physical material and biology; the answer is to be found in the instructions for life – not the visible display. We might glean the metaphysics from the physics, rather than deny it. The old way creates a "mystery pile" in fear of collapse as a basis for an explanation for life. The old notion rules out any semblance of purpose, as we are all too aware.

     The notion that we are mortal in the bigger picture; and that we are a random fluke event – paints a crappy picture. We currently live in that crappy picture. If the results of a belief system are a measure for the value – Houston we have a problem! Our version builds a greedy, self gratifying, pointless picture. This is directly reflected in how we act.

     On the other hand; a belief that our eventual demise is just part and parcel of a greater cycle of life as believed by tribal peoples – returns us to order. Those who genuinely believe in their hearts that life has a Source and a purpose – build a much nicer picture. Unfortunately it doesn't pay any better; for those who entirely miss the point.

     The delusion of separation, the veil that blinds us, or the proverbial being lost and then found, are all euphemisms for this conscious awakening to the true nature of reality. I am often asked by religious people why I care about the machine works of life so much; and am asked if it isn't enough to just feel and know this – without the details.

     If you read a little closer; all Bibles tell us to seek knowledge. It is in the knowledge of the subtle that we realize the gross. Understanding the true nature of reality is both a spiritual and intellectual undertaking. The recognition of the construct for reality in technical metaphysical terms proves the very existence of that which we seek.

     This evidence is found in the connective tissue that binds not only physical reality, but also the metaphysical property of consciousness and emotion. Linking with each other is the first step towards linking to what we call God. Now if you got what I am saying so far, I'll blow your mind a little.

     This actually means that all life is the esoteric activity of Channelling. We are consciously channelling the cosmic over soul through ourselves to exist. The realization of this lends credibility to the age old esoteric notion that spirit can act through the beings in the physical creation. The gift made flesh as it were. All Bibles for example as I often point out much to the chagrin of dogmatic faith; are channelled manuscripts.

     God didn't write a single word in any Bible! We did! So if you believe it was "inspired writing" by "witnesses" to the Absolute – all Bibles are channelled manuscripts by definition. Sounds like a "connection" to me. Spirituality is as is life; a dualistic system concealing the fundamental oneness of both metaphysics and physics working together quite seamlessly.

     We tend to only consider the results of this activity; when in fact the activity is the crux of reality. The operating system for life is the hidden dimension of consciousness behind every activity physically manifest. I often use the analogy of the "Hyper Text Mark-up Language" on a web page to illustrate this.

     To get what I am saying in a visible form; go to any webpage on your computer. Right click on the page and select "view source page." What pops up is a good illustration of what I mean. Around the visible text, are countless instructions which organize the page sensibly – otherwise it would be a jumble of nonsense. Life is a lot like that.

     Another way to envision what I am saying would be to consider how the information computers traffic in - is metadata. The World Wide Web remains intact even if your individual computer fails – because it exists everywhere yet nowhere as a cloud based entity. Fire up another computer however and it reconnects to the same data base. And here is an important point; the data base itself is slightly altered by the addition of a new system for surfing it.

     The more intelligent attempts to quantify and name what we call God fall woefully short for the above reasons. What we call God is a Force, and not a crotchety old dude on a throne in a cloud. The deity is something we built; the truth is it is the connective tissue and the indescribable totality of life. Again I reiterate; this is evidenced by how things work so "shield not your eyes." Just don't forget that life is more a question of Why, than How.

     A child is the most inquisitive, and therefore an intelligent creature on the earth. A child is like a conscious sponge full of questions. Then we train them and condition them to "just accept" things – without questioning. We teach children that there are no answers to the all important questions in life. But the kids had it right all along!

     If you want to confirm this all important yet vehemently denied truth; just put a typical stuffed shirt scientist in a room with an overtly curious child. You'll soon see who the smart one is. The scientist will busy himself explaining the crap out of what things are doing in a scientific context. The child on the other hand is much smarter than that; the spiritual component has not yet been removed from a child's thought process.

     To every statement an adult makes; scientific or otherwise – a child immediately concerns themselves with the point of it all........Why! In short order the adult dismisses these questions as "game-saying" frankly because the child stumps the shit out of them. We don't actually know the all important answer to the consistent question of why.

     You would think the first question we ask when we become aware (other than the realization we exist, that "I am"), would have been pursued and not abandoned. Even a child knows "they exist" even if they don't yet consider the mechanics of that existence. The cool part is they want an answer for the existence itself. The scientists must have missed that day; since they seem preoccupied with results and not the mechanisms which produce them. Maybe they weren't breast fed enough; never mind I'm just being silly.

     For another angle on this; consider a snowflake. The Rosicrucian Texts can actually explain why a snowflake forms as it does – in infinitely unique geometrical configurations. Ask a science guru; you will be disappointed with their lack of an explanation for snowflake formation. Take note of this point, since it makes an excellent metaphor for the shortcomings uniformly presented by purely materialist academics.

     Alright; we get that it gets cold enough for water to congeal in the sky and fall onto the earth. That isn't the question. The question is; why doesn't the snow just form in blobs and lumps? What generates the infinitely unique crystalline patterns in the snowflakes? This question along with countless other unanswered queries are not meaningfully explained when you ask Why? Again not what something is doing – why it is doing so?

     The ancients (perhaps back to Atlantis) had a much better explanation for snowflake formation. They claimed snowflake formation was proof of the metaphysics of life. They knew that the snow formed along the lines of the ever changing geometry of the fabric of the space/time we are embedded in! Their explanation was that the frost formed on the invisible geometry around us which is constantly in a state of flux because it is a reflection (hologram) of the Light everything is made of (photons).

     This explains much more than the infinitely unique patterns of snowflakes. It explains the weave of the DNA with the same theory. The DNA like the snowflake is weaved from an ever-changing cosmic matrix. A far superior answer I might suggest is to be found in the most ancient texts and their subsequent re-prints.

     This explains why not two grains of sand, nor snowflakes, nor fingerprints, trees, individual beings, mountains, planets, stars, and galaxies (or anything you can think of for that matter) – are ever an identical copy or display. Yes things are similar in groupings as to configuration at first glance. But if you look a little closer what they say is true; everything is the same – only different!

     What I mean by this is that the evidence is all around us that the ancients were right about this mysterious fabric that permeates everything. Call it the Fabric of Space and Time if that helps you envision this process. Call it a "God Particle" or Higgs Boson, or the Schwarzschild Proton if you are into quantum physics. Call it Singularity; if your head is in the stars. Call it Dark Matter, Dark Energy, and Dark Flow or Current – if you wish. Call it the ultimate vibration or dimension.

     Call it Localized, and Non-Localized Consciousness, Universal Soul, or call it what you will. What it is; is an ever present, always changing property we are embedded in – which we are but a temporary holographic reflection of. Only in this state; like the snowflake – matter congeals and forms from the evolving matrix it is a fractal representation of.

     Don't get lost in the technical part. It is nice to know and understand so you can better envision the process around us (through understanding the true nature of reality) – but once you get how life works it becomes easier to negotiate it. Let's get back to basics for a moment now that I went off on this unscheduled tangent.

     We are talking about Love. We are talking about all the "good things" you represent – if any........which is the current problem. What Bibles and ancient spiritual teachings were trying to tell a simpler mankind was that only the good bits survive! This is why you are to strive to achieve the perfection of your consciousness. Because your consciousness is what exits your vehicle and makes the next contribution to the shared field. All the shitty bits get erased. Don't be and live your life in the shitty bits.

     I know that sounds a bit funny, but apparently the truth really is so simple we can't see it. I'd like to come back to a better world – wouldn't you? Even if it isn't for me – I'd like to make a positive contribution. I'd like to be a part of the connective tissue, the glue of life is the love (since it knows no boundaries). I want to be glue – and so should you!

     Unlike everybody else; I wouldn't dare decide for you how you are to experience the great truth of life. For one thing; the novelty we spoke about would be negated. Get a basic idea of how life works. Use any way to see it that works for you. And explore the realm that builds us and is us in higher form. This is why some see this as the Higher Self image.

     My point is; the right way to do this is to "fill your boots" – and freely share what you learned with the greater tribe. The advances in both science and spirituality would be impossible to imagine yet – so great are the possibilities. What we have the potential to accomplish would seem like magic by today's standards. Although we might define "magic" as nothing more than a trick we don't know yet. There is much magic to be explored.

     Carl Jung explained the consciousness part quite eloquently. He claimed that there were three states of consciousness – which jives nicely with explanations for a trinity. The mind, body and soul, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Yin and Yang and the center of the Mandela, so on and so forth.

     The first and most obvious state is the consciousness you know up close and personal as you experiencing the journey of life. The regular waking consciousness as we experience it. The reflection your senses provide you with when you observe yourself in a mirror and no more. The first consciousness is physically based so that if it stubs its toe it renders an immediate cuss.

     The second state of consciousness; was a type of unconsciousness, a consciousness asleep. This sub-conscious was the explanation for the higher self; because according to Jung it was a "collective un-consciousness." The sub-conscious for example picked up on everything our waking consciousness missed – and served to guide us with the hints and gut feelings we call instincts.

     The third state of consciousness was the "Super Consciousness" and was simply the next compounding of the collective unconscious. While this might sound as if the ultimate consciousness is an unaware entity – nothing could be farther from the truth. A state of super consciousness might appear as a random chaotic thing from our perspective where the ultimate pattern eludes us – from a higher perspective that seeming chaos has a higher order.

     According to Jung; the connections between these levels of waking-consciousness, sub-consciousness, and super-consciousness, explained what motivated people and experiences, much in the same way Sigmund Freud did with psychology. With Jung there was still room for a special component to life. With Freud; there was a need and desire to explain away the special operations behind the activity of conscious experience with the psychology of the mind rather than of the psyche.

     When we meditated, or had spiritual experiences according to Jung; we drew upon our collective unconsciousness. The idea was that the Super Consciousness was too far above us to directly connect to; but that if we learned to access our subconscious – we could access that which we call God through the intermediary sub-conscious.

     Note that if Jung was correct, the collective unconscious of the higher self, and the super consciousness above it are more permanent than we are. They are more permanent because they don't exist anywhere in perishable form. The metaphysics of consciousness are an eternal, non-physical, non-localized, and spiritual property!

     I had found the answer I sought! When I died the truth of what these people like Jung, Thoth, and the Mystics, and the Religionists, revealed itself. The answer to our eternal nature is our construction. The answer to why we are a spiritual being is not to be found in life but in death! The gateway to life, the real life – is indeed what we incorrectly call death.

     When really; what we call death - is just another cycle. What makes us "us" is not the snowflake, but the pattern it fashions itself from. A pattern which although constantly evolving is an ever present self generating property. The only thing in fact, which can make such a claim, is that which we call God. The term falls woefully short, but I guess it is true that words fail to describe this; which has caused endless parables in an effort to do so. Countless religions as well I might add.

     It is the thing that connects every atom since the big bang to each other. It is the thing that weaves DNA and generates a snowflake. It is the principle operator of a cosmic time clock and venue for experience. It is a true statement that all things exist and have their being through Him. That is if you actually understand how this works and you have tossed aside the misconceptions employed by a society at large which is that a Creator is a silly fictional notion. If real – it has real workings.

     The intelligent design of life; although considered a religious dogma – is actually a real problem for science as we know it. They can't explain things without a higher power. They will tell you they can; but if you set loose that inquisitive child – the clear winner is obvious. Questions like; "Which came first, the chicken or the egg?" "Was there a Seed first or plant?" Or perhaps even the cosmic dilemma associated with "Why the Dot was there," or "Why it big banged?" Unleash your inner child on these low voltage twits and put them in their place! They are lying to not only you; but our children – who are the future.

     I'll give you just a little more evidence to think about. If you will note; the idea that we are just one of countless universes or dimensions has recently been incorporated into the standard model of science. If I tell you why; you'll hopefully see the humour to be found in this paper lion of an explanation.

     The reason science has had to fall back on the multiple universe and multiple dimension theory so whole-heartedly and generally across the board with little dispute is; because they basically know that the only way to avoid the notion of a Creator (because the odds are so infinitesimal) – is to say we must be the Goldilocks universe. (In essence the only one that worked out!)

     They've increased the "fluke factor" by a power of infinity to explain our existence with science alone is what it means. If you thought science relied too heavily on the notion of chance before they got the bigger picture – think again! With what we know now; the odds of everything "just working out this way" are ridiculous. So ridiculous that the only way out of it is to propose infinite realities – and we of course are in the only one that "happened by chance alone" to work out. Silly as that sounds; it is what they are selling.

     The need for this gambler's nightmare is caused by the academic refusal to consider an alternate reasonable possibility. Is the concept of God better defined in the Creation so indigestible to the academic psyche; that it must immediately be ruled out as one of the plausible possibilities? It is no less than 50/50 to be sure; no matter what they tell us.

     What passes for fact in science needs a swift kick in the crotch! What passes as fact in spirituality is often deserving of the same swift kick. Neither institution (and that is what they both are) is willing to focus on the truth of the matter. One is a complete fabrication and a fairy-tale as presented today (dogma infused spirituality).

     The other belief system called science (which is just the preferred belief system for atheists) while an excellent means to discern how things work, fails miserably to explain why things are the way they are. Both require a large leap of faith. It is just as improbable (if not more so) that life serves no purpose and is a fluke, than it is to consider that Nature as the operating system of what we call God, or Universal Consciousness came first as the Fundamental Primordial Element.

     That our consciousness as you and I experience it was the primordial element, the self-generating principle, and the thing that came first – has yet to be accepted by modern man despite the denied evidence. I'm working on it – and I implore you to do the same. That is the connective tissue that not only binds and keeps us whole, but also evolves and develops us.  

#### 6 – As Above So Below, In Heaven as on Earth – Ohm and Amen

     It doesn't matter whether we say "Ohm" or "Amen." It matters whether we give reverence for our existence and realize it is a manifestation from above. Downwards causation; coupled with the realization that it wasn't a random, fluke, pointless event nor a Goldilocks reality. Just get that; and you will be miles ahead of the bulk of the societal mindset as it exists now.

     Proof comes from both the factual existence of spirit as experienced, as well as the fact that our beliefs always tailor themselves to our perceptions. Any person who learns these truths soulfully - gets results. Any person with a good heart and intentions – gets traction.

     This proves as with every other facet of life, that it is solely about perspective and how you see things. Perception and awareness are the point of existence; experience is the means to achieve it. This is a symbiosis and not a separate reality for both. Heart and intellect are not separate. This is like science telling us that the math doesn't work the same for the cosmos as the atomic sub-strata!

     The science jives with the conscious experience and spirituality once a full understanding is achieved. Just like two sets of math prove we lack the full truth about the construction of our surroundings – a separated notion of spirituality equally shows that we are not quite there yet. Just as this reality is all one system; all separated versions of spirituality – are derived from the same ultimate truth. All Bibles have the same anonymous author is what I am saying.

     I don't get hostile with the door knockers anymore. I listen to their spiel and say how great what they believe is – and then I tell them I just don't think they have the whole picture. I ask them how much they have studied other beliefs to be so sure they have the only valid one. I ask them what kind of a God would throw away a perfectly good soul who believed in an alternate fashion – perhaps more soulfully than they do. Not my God. (They mostly go away incidentally – never to return! I guess they don't convert well? Isn't that what they asked me to do?)

     I soon concluded that God was very, very, very, very, big; to quote Monty Python – and that we are very small. While my God might be big enough to encompass their God and beliefs (and they most certainly do), even my conception is very small. The fact becomes evident that if I had studied every spiritual belief system on earth (as if time would permit), my version would be still be inadequate to validate the concept to everyone.

     So I developed a humility and reverence for all belief systems, and became instantly more humble. More humble than those who would beset themselves on me for maintaining an open mind. It doesn't matter whether we say Ohm, or Amen. Anybody who says so is messed up; if I learned nothing else it is that any form of intolerance and indifference or exclusivity – is not what the ultimate realization is about.

     I started out by telling you how I knew these things. I wouldn't lie or fabricate these experiences, nor work diligently although in poor health for wealth or fame I will likely never see. Ridicule might be a better question. To say what I say; doesn't come without lack of ridicule from those to who these considerations send screaming into the night. Poor souls!

     I want to leave you with some ultimate truths, you can take them as you will or leave them. After all; who am I?

     We don't really ever die; at least not as we have painted the picture in our mind. We fabricate an imagined end – for a beginning we never understood. Maybe we recycle as suggested in reincarnation, which is more than likely in some abstract way, shape, or form. Perhaps we eventually achieve a conscious apotheosis; and become "As" or "Like" God. All I can tell you personally; is that I know we don't die. I don't just think or believe this; I know it as a fact. I experienced it for myself.

     The other thing I know is that the feelings associated with these experiences were so powerful there are no verbs to describe them, which more than validates them to me. A loving comforting presence, which enveloped me and spoke directly to me in a voice even an atheist like myself at the time – recognized instantly. We call it God, but the term is a weak verb without experiential understanding. It is more than just that.

     Super clarity wasn't what I expected either. If I was just having some chemical or electrical failure as medical science suggests; why was it about a billion times clearer than life? How come we are more awake when we are supposedly "dead?"

     Then there is the consistent metaphysical education we all receive. In some fashion; we all understand afterwards – that all life is a single energy, or the same thing. We all instantly acquire a permanent reverence for all life. We are all forever changed by the near death experience. In fact I have found this profound change to be an accurate measure of the believability of the proponent.

     I also told you some of this information was the result of many long hours of research done independently by me. I really wanted to understand what happened to me. I studied enough Bibles and belief systems, and enough esoteric and occult sciences – to grant myself an unofficial Doctorate in Spiritual Metaphysical Science. (Yes I made that up!) But it is also quite true.

     Then there was the aftershock of having increased clairvoyant abilities. Nothing major; nothing to put your finger firmly upon – more like advanced super instincts. I had more success meditating than ever before. And then I slowly lost the need for conventional meditation after a time. My life became an act of meditation – as it should be.

     I still meditate several times a week, and pray almost daily (bad me) but I find when I live my life in a contemplative state as an observer – the meditation takes on a permanent aspect to existence. At first this is hard. To always be slightly connected to this state of consciousness is something we have forgotten how to do.

     Occasionally when I meditate; I get serious results. Information I seek is answered on rare occasions when I meditate. I also am pretty sure my mind helps my body cope with my illness; since when they put me on a strong dose of beta blocker I had to quit them because they interfered with the wilfulness of my mind (for lack of a better term), to help my body.

     Don't get me wrong here; I ain't superman by any stretch of the imagination. You'll find that people who brag up these effects and embellish them for who knows what reasons; are doing everybody that wants to know the truth a serious deception. Most truthful people will tell you these effects are milder than the snake and oil salesmen tell you they are.

     I have experienced things like "automatic writing" and from my perspective there is nothing occult about it. No spirit guided my unaware hand as if it were a hapless participant for some other disembodied soul. What a crock. What form automatic writing took for me was like in meditation; where information from the shared field is flowing through us faster than physical bodies allow us to write them down. It is information which is often above the individual's pay-scale so to speak, which means it is not self generated solely from within.

     That elevated consciousness, coupled with the fact that it comes at you faster than you can record it, makes you "automatically" write it down and concentrate on the words and not the meaning. There isn't time for that. When you look at the information you wrote down; it is like a personal form of short-hand – which you expand when you review it and remember what you didn't get and refine it.

     There are aspects I'd rather not discuss here. Once I felt a person who had died call out in fear and I comforted them the only way I knew how. By telling them what I was told; not to be afraid and that nothing can hurt you. That's the illusion. I felt the person die and panic, while I was at work. When I got home – I knew why my wife had red eyes.

     One night while I was in the hospital a deceased friend comforted me in a time of need during all this. He came to me in a meditative vision. Afterwards I remember thinking about something I missed at the time. If my friend could communicate with me from the other side, that confirmed many things. Many things I already knew!

     My friend still exists somewhere. Nobody gets out alive – but nobody really dies! This was more food for thought in view of my experiences. As the possibility became real to me; it worked more often. I don't see and talk to people on the other side regularly like some claim to; but I can ask questions and unmistakeably feel the answers. They listen and talk back. It isn't exactly conversation. It's hard to explain. I can ask them to help me – and know they heard. If they have something to say – it pops into my head like the instinct to fly south does for a bird. It is nature after all.

     My life has changed as a result. Very few people understand what I am going through and I have become accustomed to it. At first I was pissed at others for not seeing this! Now I am happy if they just listen and put up with me! After all; my world view was the same as theirs prior to my experiences.

     I do get some personal satisfaction from time to time though. Sometimes people who read my books e-mail me, write, or call, with stories about how I helped them realize their own inner Zen.

     I get quite a few people, who are embarrassed to talk about this kind of stuff; who approach me looking to the left and right – and then tell me about some similar experience they have had. Which I am then to quantify and explain to them as if I were a super guru with special powers! I am none-the-less grateful for the inquisitive confirmations that prove I am not completely nuts!

     You can see this same thing in endless forms. To validate this premise as a working hypothesis, look at Christian Snake Cults down south. They prove you can not only see this any way you want – but also that it actually works no matter how messed up you see things! These people speak in tongues; dance around in a self induced trance while dancing with venomous snakes – and seem to suffer no ill effects from the bites.

     This isn't a lot different than envisioning no harm to your feet and then walking over hot coals unscathed. The human will is more than brain. The human will is shown to be the operator of reality, albeit removed by his or her individuality – until trained.

     Some see an Alien, some see an Angel or a Light Being, others see trolls, fairies, and pixies – it really doesn't matter. I've said it before and I'll say it again; if you really believe it is Elvis wholeheartedly – Elvis it becomes. It is the realization and the resulting empowerment which comes of it we seek. Not the way somebody else sees it. True Spirituality; is not obtainable through any other person - than your self.

     Nobody can die for you; other than to show you how to die for yourself. Nobody else can learn the lessons of life for you – try it and see how it works. The notion that we needn't improve ourselves because a prophet did it for us is ridiculous. It is by deeds we get there, conscious deeds. The same deeds and realizations that get everybody there; regardless of the specific method used – work the same to prove that.

     To believe less would be to mitigate, negate, and devalue the harshness amid the beauty we experience. To believe less; would be to eliminate the very purpose of the consciousness with which we experience this reality. No matter the belief employed; if it is an experiential belief which actively encourages participation in meaningful form, a ritual if you will – results are achieved. The same results!

     A Shaman for example might ingest a psychedelic compound to generate a type of deliberate near death experience to induce this effect. To a Buddhist it might be a moment of Zen or conscious uplifting which is achieved by arduous meditation and breathing exercises. To a Christian this is when Christ touched their soul in a moment of epiphany. A devout Catholic might see the Virgin Mary.

     What we really need to understand is that not one of these methods is wrong per-se. It might not be your preferred method and not resonate for you, but this is by design. What a sad boring world we would live in as philosophy suggests – where everyone would be the same.

     This is why all Bibles seem contradictory; it is because they are viewed from various perspectives. Two people can't agree on the same meaning or book for this reason. Two people mired in the same church, bible, and belief system – won't agree on everything. To me it explains the function of a Bible as merely a guide to find out how to experience spirituality for myself first hand – not because somebody else says so. The alternate meaning derived by us individually in a Bible speaks volumes about the purpose of a Bible.

     Some is meant for you, some is meant for me, and some for neither of us but for someone else! We resonate with the bits meant for us. The bits that ring true for us as an individual are the bits we need for us, not someone else! Spirituality is about self correction, not about correcting others. The need to shape someone's beliefs other than your own is the work of a delusional mind.

     Here is why this is so. When we try to force spiritual awakening we are trying to push string uphill. However when we set a good example for others, and explain that our "life mission" has been altered for spiritual reasons – curiosity sets in. This is especially true when we are doing it right. Then hopefully they draw the string towards themselves in their own way, and on their own time.

     Having spent the bulk of my life on the other side of this conversation gives me a slight advantage. Most of the crap people are selling – I've sold to others myself along the way. Crap like; "Survival of the fittest" and "You're on your own" are far too familiar metaphors. I used to think you get what you take; but that is only a short term victory often regretted.

     The truth about life; in the bigger picture – is you get what you give. You can only reap what others have sown for so long. The only good survival strategy for the soul is to sow your own seeds. The best capital is good will. Karma is the real deal. Other forms of wealth become our keeper, vaporize, and distract us. The only permanent benefit comes solely from within.

     If you look around a bit with fresh eyes, and watch the news a little and filter it for yourself, you'll notice something as of late. Some people are getting downright messed up and doing the craziest things. Others are showing a whole new level of compassion than we are accustomed to. There have always been these "special people" but not in such numbers.

     I'll explain it to you, and it will even make sense, if you followed my gist throughout this book. The "energy of life" the Spirit if you will; is changing for the better. Again this is what all religious concepts about "end times" followed by a "golden age" try to explain. Angels release vials, and sing new vibrations. Stars metaphorically fall to the earth and "change the waters." I've left out dozens – but you should get my drift. Go find the others yourself.

     Every culture believed in a new future; after a shit-storm. Most spiritual texts tell us in child-like language; that the bad forces and energies will be vanquished – and the Love, Light, Waters, or what ever you want to call the stuff around and in everything.....will change to bring us closer in harmony with "that stuff." It doesn't really have just one name; and it isn't anything you can pin down within a single premise.

     This "changing life energy" which is drawn into every atom, being, planet, star, galaxy, and so on; and then radiated and emoted out in altered form by each condition of the original condition – is what I mean by an explanation. If everything is made out of "space/time" (loosely speaking); then if the properties of the stuff we are made of and embedded in change – wouldn't the "stuff?" Easy shit!

     This leaves us with the problem of the people who still don't "get this" and are being the opposite, more mean and shitty. This is what I meant by what we see on the news for just one example. If the energy is changing for the better – why are some people more screwed up than ever?

     All spiritual texts cover this if you will recall. There will be a rough period before the new paradigm takes hold. Now I'll tell you why some get more messed up from "better energy" and also how to interpret this properly.

     We are all "wired" or "configured" differently. Each being is like a portable radio in an abstract sense. Our consciousness is the tuner or receiver part; and our being in all its unique forms – is the antenna. You are the tuner. The energy of life in this analogy is the radio signal.

     If your dial doesn't range high enough to go up to the new station, or your antenna is pointed the wrong way – loss of signal occurs. For a radio that means static; for a being that means a slow disconnect from the signal of life. It is after all through "Him" that we move and have our being (pantheism at its finest)!

     The "soured waters" spoken of in Revelations; which cause a third of the men to die – means more than regular water. They are talking about metaphysical waters; this conscious energy we deny exists - the Source of all consciousness, among other things.

     I hope I was able to generate a curiosity in you about your undeniable "spirit component." Look at my assembled verbs as they were meant to be; a mere parable or euphemism of a truth you must independently obtain – in your own unique way.

     If you take anything away from this perhaps unorthodox, if not well intentioned book and my attempt to bring the very notion of spirituality into the modern age – it is the following:

We don't die; we didn't "start" at birth – and we don't "end" at death. We cycle. Life itself is a free energy perpetual motion machine. If we can learn this, experience this, or just feel this – then it will permanently change your/our/my world-view for the better as a group.

There is something we call God; but like the ancients texts told us – it is much more than that. The true force we call God is an indescribable force. Some good although still inadequate terms which employ this notion might be; the Creator, the Absolute, the Transcendent, or the only true Self Generator. Others are; the I Am that I Am, the All Seeing Eye (of the sum total of consciousness), the Logos, Tetragrammaton, Yahweh, Great Manitou, the Father, and so on and so forth. You get my drift hopefully. God is a force of consciousness and the author of the venue of existence. Science denies this all pervasive force that permeates reality; and most religious dogmas render it meaningless.

And this is the important one! Figure it out for yourself and see how it applies to your life journey. That's why it is All Things to all people! For one "turkey" (even such as myself) to see it their own way; and then impose that meaning onto someone else – is a very limiting concept. Nobody can, interpret life, experience life, or conclude their life; for anyone else. While Spirit is real; it is not limited to any Single person, group, or ideology.

     I found this out unintentionally when I had my near death experiences; and the subsequent epiphanies associated with them. To the ancients; this knowledge was a way of life. Why do you think they built massive stone temples for tens of thousands of years we have no explanation for?

     We not only forgot who they were; we also forgot what they knew. What they knew then; combined with our current stage of conscious potentials amid limitless technologies – would put us over the top! The golden age spoken of in virtually all belief systems would become manifest.

     Imagine if you will; the inevitable options which are before us as an earth tribe. Because like it or not, black, brown, olive, white, yellow, red, pink, or green – we are all one tribe.

     On one hand; if we don't ask the tough questions of both science and religion soon – we are going to commit global suicide eventually if not sooner. There is no good ending for our current mindset (death by stupidity comes to mind). A type of global Darwin Awards is being played out. It's time to more than question the program.

     On the other hand; by refusing to accept "no answer" as an answer; and thinking for ourselves for the good of everyone as opposed to the whims of the few (let's not be deceived) – we would fast become the brothers and sisters we were always meant to be. Good stewards. It becomes time to change the program.

     Unlike every other hard to digest complicated needy system for employing this notion; this one is simple – change "how you do" and most important of all – "why you do."

     No government has to be toppled, no church burned, no heretic of any sort hanged. The most effective mode of change is from within, and is not externally implemented. And I'll let you in on how I feel this change will take place; right under our currently mostly unaware noses.

     People like me will have near death experiences and survive; and will try and tell other people about them in increasing numbers – thanks to medical science. As amazing as that is, it will get better! Soon; more people who witness the passing of a loved one, because they are more in tune spiritually – will have a partial experience when their loved one passes. I'm not trying to be morose; this is important.

     When this happens, our perspective will change. At first this change will take place for individuals and then as a group. When we understand that the body is indeed merely a vehicle for spiritual experience and growth; we will immediately develop the reverence for all life as was expressed by the notion that "everything is God."

     So are you; is my ultimate point. If you understand we are all made of "that stuff" then you win, I win, we all win. You and I and this experience are very special, no matter how miserable you have been convinced existence is. Those people are wrong.

     Suffering is not suffering; it is a lesson like stubbing your toe. Is it suffering to learn to avoid the unpleasantness of what ever we speak of? Thanks to doing things wrong, and hopefully learning something by it – we eventually get to kick back and enjoy avoiding the pitfalls. If you fear falling as a child, it takes longer to learn to walk, and ride a bicycle. Once you do, you soar along until the next challenge to be conquered comes along – and it will.

     Avoiding the truth, being distracted from the truth, and being convinced there is no truth; all result in stagnation of spirit. Don't let them dupe you!

     No one can hurt what constitutes "you." Work on advancing that conscious center, that mote of the Absolute along the path to your Source; knowing full well that you have your own journey to Transcend Physical Consciousness to undertake – and it doesn't matter if you say "Ohm," or "Amen."

Wellness, Truth, and Love for All..............

Attila 
