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''Table Of Contents''

(1)Pro-luge-Peasant with An Attitude

(2)Chapter One-Hood Love

(3)Chapter Two-Mr. Wrong

(4)Chapter Three-Berneice went wild

(5)Chapter Four-Shorty wanna be a thug

(6)Chapter Five-Gossip

(7)Chapter six-It's a crazy world

(8)Chapter Seven-Momma See Momma Do

(9)Chapter Eight-A Whore And A housewife

(10)Chapter Nine-The Break In

(11)Chapter Ten-Real nigga World

# Fesha
# A Whore And A House Wife

## This Book Fesha is a perfect novella for those on the go , A type of street read , Tales of Bosses, Realist, Pimps, Dealers, Whores, Prisoners, A life growing up in Portland Oregon, to Oakland California , life wasn't a bed of roses for nineteen year old Fesha ,she made the best of a lie by selling her body for money , dating men with no potential or parenting ambition. Fesha and her sister Desiree made life a safe place for one another when they had trouble or need. Desiree Fesha baby sister .

This novella will put reading on the more interesting Path in your life .The intake of this story will bring a very vivid picture of the story to your imagination. These Tales will inspire some to move on to make things better, or to stay and work it out ,I hope I didn't offend anyone in any type of way. If so here's my apology To all who were offended. These tales are not actual events but are incidence that can , have, or had happen

With these series you will watch a family generation grow to become and inspiration or a burden, go from good or go bad both,you will reveal the glory of honor,loyalty and betrayal .

Fesha

## Seven short story series ( fictional Novella)

## By: Lakesha L. Williams

## Self Publishing

ISBN-9781311828378

Up coming Books:

1)Fesha :A Whore And A Housewife.

2)Fesha:Tissy Love (Coming Soon)

3)Fesha:In Love with A Gangster or A Man

(Coming Soon)

Note:This reading is for mature audience eighteen and older .(Rated R )contents may apply. Very censored material is exposed in this novella. The short stories are full of Adult contents .So you must be eighteen and older to read or purchase.

This is a fictional Tale All the characters and events are made up from the Authors imagination.

Fesha: A Whore And A Housewife

Copyrighted © 2015

# Lakesha L. Williams

# All Rights are reserved including the right to reproduced this book or portions,Thereof of any form.

First Edition revised: March 29,2015

### Printed in the United States Of America

# I dedicate this novella,
# To My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and the street life

FESHA

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A Whore And A House wife

Pro-luge

Peasant with an attitude

Fesha ,that fucking bitch making all these damn babies and she don't want none of them. Bitch take care of your fuckin children if momma was here she would sue your black ass for making the family look bad.

# ''Auntie why you mad''?Lil jimmy asked of Desiree with the curiosity of a six year old.
# Desiree was walking around the kitchen talking to herself with anger all over her breathe .

It startled Jimmy .I'm sorry baby Desiree states ''I'm just angry at your mom for not coming home last night. I had things to do your mom could at least have called and asked if I had something to do. Lil Jimmy said she do this all the time auntie. Desiree said your mom can be such a dummy at times. Granny B said not to call people dummies Lil Jimmy said to Desiree .Go get your brothers and sisters so they can eat dinner . Nobody trying to hear what momma said right now . Lil jimmy was always well mannered especially to Desiree . he loved her so much this was the only aunt that would spend some quality time with him. His grandmother sisters Lydia, Glenda, Ronnie,and Mary were too busy living there lives . Berneice mother was the total opposite of her siblings. they all grew up with the same dad. their mother was a homebody wife and stay at home mom their dad took good care of their mother. Up until she died they lived very secretive lives when it came to their relationship problems. Berneice and her sisters always thought that everything was good at home their dad was very quiet. well spoken and stern unlike their mother very bubbly , witty, and compassionate. Julie and David stayed married until Julie died at sixty five years old . David met Julie in the year of nineteen fifty five as David was arriving by ship from the United States Army . Julie decided to join her friend to met with her husband who was arriving as well. Followed by his friend David. David was standing on the ship looking handsome that's what caught Julie eye's. David had that gorgeous smile and those green eye's. David stood six feet two inches tall with a bald head shaped like an apple nice bright white teethe muscular two hundred and fifteen pound body frame ,bronze Indian skin color with the features of a black-man. David was shaking the hands of the sergeant as he stepped off the bus with his well pressed uniform .Julie and David made eye contact with one another immediately. well, hello David said as he reached to grab Julie hands to kiss it Julie giggled like a little girl. Thinking to herself that no man has ever kissed her hands before. David suggested that he and she go out on the town this weekend. hopefully her dad wouldn't mind. Julie smiled and said stop being so charming silly . I am of age as a matter of fact I am nineteen but daddy would shoot you if we didn't get married first. David said hold down them horses. I just asked for dinner. they both started laughing, Julie replied well we both know whats next in a man's world . Julie stood five foot eight inches tall with her nice yellow see through summer dress long curly black hair that hung down her back chink eye's and chocolate skin. She smelled as if she had just laid in a bed of roses. David enjoyed Julie's company that night with her friends. David and Joe worked together in the civilian life but rarely saw each other over sea's .After a years of dating and casual sex .David and Julie had their first little girl that they called Lydia. David was called back to France after two years of civilian life he came home on occasion's and weekends. Julie always knew David would cheat on her because they never saw each other enough. Whenever he was home she got pregnant she loved having babies with David she felt as at least she had something that was a part of him since the government wouldn't allow her to have all of him. David told Julie horror stories to make her not want to go over sea's with him but little did David know that Julie dad was a Colonial in the Marines and her uncle was a General in the Army she lived that life once. so she could careless to join him over-sea's .She had been to France and back on many of occasion's. Instead she choose not to share it with him to see how long he would continue to lie to be with the other woman and he did up until her death day. David loved Julie very much she never wanted for anything while with him except more time with him the military came between that. David knew he could have taking his family with him it was easier not too and Julie knew that way too well from experience .Julie settled with what David had to offer . Whenever David would arrive from France David would make love to Julie like he never touched another woman before in his entire life that's how she knew he loved her . he could kept his mind on her the entire time no bullshit about working late or hanging out with the boys. Julie was his best friend when he came back to America. Fifteen years later David and Julie had themselves five daughters altogether. David never discussed his two boys with Julie because he didn't want her to feel down about not being able to give him a son. His son Billy was the same age as Glenda . Julie enjoyed her time with David. There were no hidden calls or secretive conversations. Julie appreciated him even more that made him more attractive in her eye's for being focus. David married Julie after they gave birth too his first daughter Lydia .so Julie wouldn't run off with another man and his children. Berneice was her mothers third child and she was every split image of her mother. Except they lived two totally different lifestyle's. Berneice was always sassy when it came to her boyfriend's .Her mom and dad could not stop her from sneaking off with her boyfriends no matter how they punished her. David discussed the issue with Julie and told her his idea that may put an end to Berneice having boys over . David decided to intimidate the boys at school . David arranged an school meeting with Berneice teacher. he explain to her his concern about his teenage daughter Berneice sneaking boys in his home. He wanted to speak with the boys alone the teacher agreed to give David twenty minutes. but he wasn't allowed to touch, threaten , or use profanity at the boys. David agreed with the teacher.David went into the classroom and asked all the ladies to leave out they did as instructed with David wearing his military uniform they all felt threaten by his approach a boy name Jr. said oh shit that's Berneice dad. David said have we met?Jr. Said no sir I'm a friend of Berneice. she showed me some pictures of you that's how I know who you are .David felt proud that his daughter was proud of him . Jr. Was a Latino boy who was born in America him and Berneice became friends at school .Carl was the boy Jr. was talking too . Carl looked curious like why was Berneice dad in their classroom? Being left behind with mostly fourteen year old's. Carl looked old enough to be a senior although he was left behind twice in the eighth grade. Carl had no shame with being the oldest in the classroom that everyone knew couldn't pass the eighth grade some students started a rumor saying that Carl was afraid of leaving the eighth grade because of his learning disability he wasn't dumb but he was a slow learner. Being that he was slow he would have to try twice as hard than most of the class to be on the football team.

Carl gave up and the teachers were worst than his mother they were just there for the money. Carl was from a single parent home his mother drove the city bus throughout the day and partied at night. she never had time for Carl she would give him money . he take care of himself. David went on about the birds and the bee's and how if he ever catch another boy trying to have sex with his daughter or coming from her bedroom he would make his nuts look like raisins and cut his fingers off. The next hour Carl wouldn't glance at Berneice .Berneice knew why her dad was really at the school .Berneice didn't say anything. she thought that she would pay him back for ruining her social life. The bell ring for the Eighth graders to go home. Berneice went over to the seniors table to chat with a football player by the name of Sir Able .Able met Berneice at a Halloween party that the seniors gave with some of the University of Portland & UCLA college students. Berneice was invited by some of her sisters Mary friends. Mary didn't party so Berneice knew that she was good as ever to sneak out her room and make it back before her mom was awake. Berneice would meet Able everyday after school being that Able was eighteen and Berneice was fifteen it was a lot that people could say about them being together and that was the problem . Able didn't know what to feel or think about Berneice he knew that he liked her a lot and that the sex was good.she would give it to him without no hesitation and that's what scared Able because he wondered if Berneice was a whoe.

CHAPTER ONE

Hood Love

What the fuck you looking at bitch nigga .Josh bitch ass got the cash and I want it. Josh started laughing as he and Carl began to talk and laugh out loud while speaking street slang .Josh and Carl hung out in the same hood. The Mercy Project's . Josh made it look so simple to hustle in the hood. Mercy projects were projects for low income families. They were full of drugs, pimps , whoe's, and users of all kinds, including top notch thief's. The crime rate was so high in the projects once a week the cops were called in, for the government assistant workers home search with the state social workers to make sure everyone was following all the rules and regulations of the facility. Carl and his mom use to live in the projects before his mother began to drive the city bus for Portland city transit. Josh had been coming around the projects since he was twelve selling crack for three time losers who were on their last leg for a large amount of time in prison or a life sentence. There was never a dull moment in the projects. If the projects were to quiet. People knew most of the big dealers and trouble makers were all out of town or locked up. So much drugs ran through those projects the police had a field day going to Mercy Projects. They knew every-time they came thru someone was going to jail . Domestic violence was at it's all time high the one reason that Carl mother moved out the hood. At thirteen Carl started to think it was okay to treat a woman violently. His step-dad behavior gave him the notion to treat a woman that way. Carl's desire once got him suspended from school for hitting a girl for not dressing appropriately to his standards . Carl had a liking for the girl but he had to maintain his gangsta image for the respect of the children in the Mercy Projects. Carl always talk down on females like his step-dad did to his mother. Betty never really had men around Carl. besides his uncles or cousins. Betty lived with her mom until she was twenty eight years of age. Betty mom forbade her to shack up with a man if she didn't have too .That's why Carl didn't have a dad . Betty agreed with that because she was tired of not having a real man in her life that would love her and her son enough to make a home with the two of them without going to jail or hustling. That was the one reason she stop dating they were all bum ass nigga's and she didn't do white men. At sixteen Betty left home and moved in with a friend the one time she did decide to go against her mother wishes and move out her mom's house .At sixteen she got impregnated by a high class business man that worked for immigration federal department .A Jamaican man by the name of Troy. Betty would always pass by Troy's office building walking to the store, Troy was looking out his office window after seeing Betty well mature body for the hundredth time. So he decided to walk to the store to play it off . Troy notice Betty since she was fourteen now at sixteen she was built like a Adult woman. Troy just knew Betty was fucking some hood rat Negro's so that he could cover up for having sex with her. Troy knew who Betty was because her uncle Patton was a real cop for Portland police department he and Troy would share a beer or two and discuss some legal issue's. Now Patton was under the heat for impregnating three inmates and sexually harassing male officer's on the job. Patton was a big football player type. dark skin and handsome the type that was sweet and always smiling. But you never knew what was going through his mind he couldn't be trusted not to rape, have consensual sex, or sexually harassed the inmates or guards. Patton was eventually written up to be ex- spelled from the department .But instead they gave him the opportunity to transfer to another state to work with male prisoners in one of the high profiled prison's if he wanted to keep his job. Patton needed his job to house and feed his wife and three children so they relocated to Texas. Troy felt that as many young girls that Patton had fucked on the job one fuck wouldn't hurt his niece. Troy purchase some gum and a orange Juice. He spoke to Betty as if he didn't know who she was as he walked out the door. Betty look beautiful with her corn rolls braided to the back of her head and her blue sweat suit, white Air Nike's ,Dark skin big bubbly eyes baby white teethe with two gold fronts.Her size thirty six breasts and fourteen inch waistline with thirty six inch thighs . Troy waited outside the office building for Betty to come across the street from the store. Troy Penis was getting aroused while seeing Betty walk down the street he actually thought to himself damn she look good for a young girl I could actually have an affair with her than he thought no its to chancy to catch a case . I will just fuck this one time. Troy said hello pretty lady to Betty as she walked by. Betty said hello. Troy said I just wanted to talk for a minute. Betty said talk about what? I'm not looking for a boyfriend or sex. Troy felt like shit being shot down by a sixteen year old. Troy said damn baby how old or you ? Betty exclaim I'm illegal for a grown man like yourself and started walking. Troy said hey I like those gold teethe in your mouth. I see your a woman with wealth. Betty stated that those were Christmas presents from her uncle who is a cop. Troy said I know some cops what is your uncle name? Betty said Patton Modesto. Troy said damn I did some business with your uncle .He stated in an amused tone of voice. Troy said what is your name? Betty stated her name with a smile. come with me to my office. so I can show you what great work your uncle do with helping the immigrants, Betty went to Troy's office with him. For Troy it was perfect timing because most were leaving for home at four thirty in the evening . Troy offered Betty a glass of orange juice she took it and sat it on the table .Troy sat on the sofa in his luxurious office suite next to Betty with a book in his hand with pictures of illegal immigrants that had committed crime's. Whom were being deported. Troy had to cover up since she shot him down from his earlier approach. so that she wouldn't tell anyone. Actually Betty was mesmerized by how fine some of the immigrants boys were who were being deported she wanted to see more pictures. Troy started rubbing her shoulders down with his dick poking so far out Betty got scared .Troy said whats wrong. Betty said nothing I'm just leaving now. Troy said I'm not going to rape you or anything. I'm just a man with an erection because I see something I like. Troy tried touching Betty Breast and she shook from fear. Troy said have you been raped before? Betty said no I'm a virgin. Troy said what your a black virgin. Troy was scared out of his mind because if he had sex with her she could say rape and the doctor could prove her to be right because only his sperm would be in her vagina. Whats your favorite color as he started squeezing his penis as it was getting harder by the minute .Betty said green. Troy said I have plenty of green baby and I plan on giving you some before you leave if you want it. Betty said I think I know what your talking about. I'm not that kind of girl. Troy started laughing and pushed himself off the couch so Betty could see how big his dick was in his pants. Troy told Betty not to move just sit there. That he would be back he had to use the bathroom. Troy came out the bathroom buck naked with a chocolate masculine body. So well built it would have turned a lesbian on. Betty was turned on but scared. To Betty he looked like one of the brothers you see on a calendar Troy sat on the couch and said don't be afraid I'm not going to touch you. Troy grab his erection and started to stroke himself while looking at Betty breast. Troy said can I touch them while his eyes were rolling back and forth in his head. Betty hesitated for a moment because of fear than she began to relax as she thought about walking in on her brother Tony at times having sex with women in his mom's bedroom out of sneakiness because he and his brother shared a room so that was the only privacy when their mom wasn't home. Betty thought that it couldn't be that bad. She slowly took off her sweat shirt and bra .Troy than couldn't control himself. He began to cum all on his hand . He was like an animal sucking all over Betty breast. He asked Betty to take off all of her clothes while he was masturbating his enlarge penis some more .Troy got up to get a towel to clean himself . And lite himself a marijuana joint . Betty started taking off her clothes while making the statement to Troy that your a cop and you do drugs?Troy said baby girl I am not a cop. I am an immigrant federal agent and this is not a drug its an herb. Its for my health problems. Troy said do me a favor baby-girl no more questions okay. Troy slapped Betty on her butt as he grabbed his nuts and started to turn her on her back as he about to cum inside of her . Troy than remembered that Betty was a virgin so he ate her pussy and he put her hand on his penis so she could stroke him off. Troy guided Betty on how to suck his dick and he ejaculated all over her belly. Betty never knew what a wet pussy was until Troy gave her four-play that day. Betty mom kept her so sheltered people would wonder did Betty know what her own shadow look like. Troy and Betty went to the bathroom to clean up he ask to see her again. Betty said yes he could .Troy asked Betty would her mom let her out at night? Betty exclaimed'' that she didn't live with her mother. Troy look curious. I thought you were sixteen. I am Betty stated. I'm living with my friend family at the moment because me and my mom are having problems. After she explained it to him he started to understood very well what was going on in her life. For about Four months Troy and Betty sneaked around with each other for straight exotic sex. Betty started popping up at Troy's house without his permission fighting with other women after he told her not too. Betty was so inlove with Troy she thought to herself she would kill a bitch about him . Betty would do shit like pop up at his job .Troy would get so mad that he would argue with her in his office .The other staff began to wonder was something going on between him and the young girl. A Staff member by the name of Paul was in the group said that he knew who the girl was. Some of the staff wanted to know to see if it was anybody child that they knew. Paul said that's Patton niece. . One of the staff members said with a mouth full of food. That's Officer Patton niece. While looking suspicious. Some said you know what he's doing with her they sneaking around having sex like Patton was doing, others would say no it sounded like a fatherly argument he's not like that. Others would say what do you mean that he is not like that when he has no wife or consistent love life. A woman by the name of Gene stated that she knows that Troy is having sex with the girl. because his neighbors are long term friends with her . she continued to say that she was at her friends house a week ago and the girl was fighting with some woman at Troy's door step. Yelling that she was pregnant with his baby. Staff all looked at each other with their mouth wide open. Gene stated that she knows Patton does not know about this relationship because he has been transferred to Texas. A homosexual man by the name of T-Red made a dramatic remark with his face while expressing himself .finally something to talk about besides whose gay than he rolled his eye's at Gene. Mrs. Homophobic has a real nose issue. T-red stated while looking at Gene. T-red said if you wasn't old enough to be my grandma I would go there .Gene said go where? like she wanted to fight T-red. Gene said I'm ready when you are sissy! Don't let the age fool you.some of the women were shocked to hear Gene speak that way their mouth flew open and started to giggle. T-red threw the hand shade at gene and said I don't have time for you old woman while sashaying away. Troy came out of his office yelling what is with all the noise and commotion. Paul said calm down champ .A pretty woman will have you that up tight. I don't think you have ever yelled in this building before .They all started laughing. Do we have a problem Troy asked. Everyone said no Troy. Someone said in an whisper ,but you sure do . Everybody looked at Troy like he did something wrong. Troy said it's not what you guys are thinking. she was just leaving out the door. Troy looked at Betty with a stern expression. I will talk to you later . He than proclaim.Things were up and down with Betty and Troy. The second month Troy penetrated Betty without a condom on . They than began to make love for hours sneaking in motels rooms for about six months. Betty fell in love with the dick that's all she wanted to do was fuck. Betty had started smoking weed with Troy. And that enhanced her hormones. Troy had new Positions every time they met. He had her do anything sexual and exotic that he couldn't get an adult woman to do. she even went as far as having a foursome with Troy and two other women. Troy started to lose respect for Betty altogether because she was just to weak for him. She became weekend pussy and playtime. He needed a real woman in his life a wife not a dumb bell. He wanted to see other women .he had no type of feelings for Betty. Troy showed Betty all types of sexual positions to connect to her but she still didn't mean anything to him. He took her to fancy hotels out of town he even paid for driving school so that Betty could learn to drive while he was at work. Troy had Betty so turned out that she even lived at his place when he was off on weekends cleaning his yard and the inside of his home .The eighth month Betty was pregnant Troy's child. Troy decided that he needed to get rid of Betty although he wasn't worried about anything .because it would be to much of a burden with his lifestyle. Troy would drop off Betty at her moms door step .He even introduce himself as her counselor once. Betty mother wasn't no fool she knew better. She knew that this adult man was having sex with her teenage daughter. Betty left home it wasn't anything that her mother could do unless Betty tell her they were having sex. Troy than began seeing other women. After he would drop off Betty .Troy even had sex with Betty friend in the back seat of his car. Betty would come over to Troy's house unannounced sometimes after he asked her not too. But with a baby on the way Betty felt like she owned Troy. Betty would catch some of the estrange women that troy was sneaking around with and fight some of them at Troys door step. Betty would be screaming so loud that the neighbors could hear her say that Troy has a baby on the way with her to stay away from her family. The women would want nothing to do with Troy again after the incident . Betty and Troy had a fuck and hate relationship going on for a few weeks until she busted up all his car window's and cut his tires on his Lexus coupe. For having another woman in his bed .Troy called the cops. The authorities found out that Betty was pregnant . Betty told the authorities about her and Troy's affair and that Troy was the baby daddy. The fact that Betty never had sex with no other man but Troy. Left no room for them to cover up Troy statutory rape behavior. Of course the judicial system hid it well and placed Betty in social services care. Social services allowed Betty to go back home to her mother. Betty mother accepted the child she wanted to press charges against Troy. Since the incident wasn't job related Troy was able to keep his job. Troy begged her for his career sake not to. He stated that he would bring her eight hundred dollars a month not to be exposed or on child support. He never wanted to see the child or Betty again. Betty's mother was very disappointed at her daughter and this grown man who was an law enforcement agent but she allowed the case to rest and accepted Troy's money and agreed that his plan would be best and never to come around again. She stated that the family would care for the baby he should just make sure he pays until the child is eighteen of age .If he didn't she would come looking for him for child support. The money was direct deposit into a bank account for Betty each month. Betty's friend mother was disappointed that Betty was pregnant while she was in her care . she was glad that Betty and her mom got their relationship back together. Betty brother Boo- man knew Troy from playing ball at the gym. Boo-Man was twenty eight and married. He didn't understand a man that would have sex with a teenage girl and not be in the child's life. by Troy surprised Boo-man introduced himself in more than one way. Boo-Man beat Troy so badly that they had to call the cops. Troy was out of work for two weeks recovering from that ass whipping. Troy didn't press charges so they gave Boo man an simple assault that carried an misdemeanor charge. Betty eventually gave birth to an baby boy that they decided to call Carl. Carl was the joy of the family he was always looked after with plenty of love .His grandmother would give him the world. Carl grew up looking exactly like Troy but with his mothers habits. His uncles were good examples when they did spend time with him. They had their own share of problems and families .They would tell Betty to find herself a church man .Carl never met his real dad. Betty eventually started to date a brother from New York who would come to visit with Betty brother Tony .His name was Tony as well. Tony was a street cat that even his own mother couldn't trust him. He sold drugs, messed with different women, stole cars,slept with men for money, robbed old people with manipulation, open up chopped shops , illegal gambling tables in the pool halls .Tony Betty brother was in and out of jail and prison on the regular for probation violations, drug dealing, and having sex with under age girls at age nineteen life was a mess for Tony he only came around his mom house when she wasn't there because things would always come up missing when he came around. so she didn't want him there .His older brother Boo-Man would fight it out with Tony about the respect of his mothers house. Tony wasn't a drug addict his addiction was laziness and forty ounces. Tony started coming by the house when his mother was at work to shower and eat after he was release from prison from doing a two year drug charge bid . Tony would bring his street buddy by the name of Tony with him that he met in the mercy projects. Mercy projects was were all the illegal money ran through and neither one of them had any. Tony 's street buddy started to talk with Betty while he waited for her brother to get dress eventually after months of communication with Betty Tony started sneaking around the house without Betty brother Tony being around .so he could have sex with Betty .until he left for Memphis .Betty was so heart broken after about two years of having herself an secret love affair it all vanished in one day without any explanation. Tony was a gangster. Betty would tell herself . Betty felt like that was part of his lifestyle's . Not really caring for anyone but himself. She had no ideal that he had been having sex with men, robbing people, and smoking meth. Betty would say she saw or spoke with her brother Tony he is doing fine so her mother wouldn't worry about Tony. Although she didn't want him around her home she still loved her son. Tony Betty's secret would call from time to time and offer her to come to Memphis although he had two women there and a man that he was having an secret affair with that he lived with.which she didn't know about either and one had his baby on the way and neither of them knew about each other except the man knew about them all because he had been seeing Tony since he was sixteen. Tony made Betty think that he had a job and his own place. Tony had a friend that would allow Betty stay over if she decided to come. He was only planning on pimping her out if she came to Memphis to be with him anyway. If she did come To him that would mean that she loved him that much and she would do anything for him if she came that far to be with him with only knowing his dick and name after a two year affair. Betty mom would forbid her because of her safety. She stated that would jeopardize her and her son life and she didn't know that man that well at least that's what she thought for two years Tony never called again and her brother Tony received a fifteen year sentence in Washington state for Grand Larceny and pimping out a seventeen year old teenager. Betty didn't date for a while because of the drama that came with it and all the men were bums with gangsta mentality that she ran into. she went to nursing school and completed the course and began to work as a nurse at the state juvenile facility for troubled teens .She held that job until Carl was ten years old along with getting his check that she would give to her mom for caring for Carl while she partied and worked. By the time Carl was eleven Tony had came back to town Betty ran into him at the shopping mall for shoes looking fine as ever with his Puerto Rican wavy hair ,light skin, gold teeth mustache and slender tall body frame .Tony was still hustling. He never had a job in his entire twenty eight years .Tony and Betty exchange numbers for a dinner date that night .Tony pick her up for dinner . After that they would see each other off and on until eventually they decided to get back together .Betty mom didn't approved of them spending time together because of her heart being broken years ago and warn her that something wasn't right with that man and he hardly ever spoke with her she told her because he knew she could see thru his ass. Betty was in-loved with a Gangsta. And the gangster was in-loved with the street life. The streets always kept Tony occupied with the hustle and bustle of what they needed in the hood everything from shoplifting to deliveries transporting drugs Tony would do. He would go back and fourth to Memphis eventually he told Betty about his son. She was happy for him.but he wasn't with the baby momma she was marrying some other dude next year. Tony was still in his homosexual relationship with Oscar. Tony would see Oscar every-time he stepped in Memphis .Oscar was so manly and handsome no one ever suspected anything. Tony loved anal sex with Oscar they both would sixty nine and butt fuck each other each .Tony would go to Memphis four times a month to see his son and Oscar. Oscar took care of Tony son by buying him clothes and giving Tony money to give to his baby momma so she would stay off his back about child support. Tony mission was to stay out of jail because he was running from criminal charges in Memphis. That would give him a lot of time. Which Betty didn't know about either . Betty mother had a very sick sense about Tony she would always tell Betty if a man can't settle down properly with a woman with a child to make a family with her he is not a real man and not ready for fatherhood. your life will be harder with him because he has no intentions of being a boys dad . he will lay an egg and bounce like he did you eight years ago. Betty mom would say girl wake up can't you see its been almost ten years and the man still haven't changed. he just got more handsome to lure in more weak will women like yourself. Betty go get your self a real man. I don't know if the man uses drugs but I definitely know he sells them. that will have you and the boy in jeopardy and you worked for the system you know darn well how things work in that dysfunctional department of the drug life get out while you can Betty. Betty would say I can't momma i'm in love with a gangsta . Her mom would tell her that's all in your head girl. your not in love with a man that does nothing for you and your son besides give you sex. Betty would proclaim that's not true momma how do you know that. you don't know that momma. And start to cry out loud. Betty mother would say to Betty that crying will not help your brain only your heart. I want you to leave this man she would say to Betty. Tony is not good for you. I would tell a woman the same thing if it was my son Tony which did called me today. He needs an address to get out of prison. I will think about it. But Tony don't ever do anything positive whenever he gets out of confinement. I love all my children but Tony is the devil in disguise and I refuse to have blood on my hands either from him getting killed on the streets because I took him in or from him killing someone in those streets because I took him in. Betty said mom hush all that talk about dying. Betty said momma we should go out on the town just you and I this Saturday .As soon as your off more.you know spend some quality time together like we use to. Betty said that she will call her brother Brad and ask him will he keep an eye on Carl. Her mother stated that she couldn't this Saturday she had to be at the church they were having an very important event but Betty was welcome to come along. Betty mother never forced religion on any of her children. so she wasn't disappointed that Betty didn't want to go to church. Betty brother's Brad, Boo-man, and Tony would never go to church either. Now Brad goes because his wife is the minster of the church. Brad wife was constantly trying to get Betty into the church. Betty always refused. she would always say that she wasn't ready for change yet.

Chapter Two

# Mr. Wrong

Carl's step-dad was the wrong man for any woman at this time. Even if she was a drug addict. Carl step-dad Tony was an habitual offender of several different crimes and a meth addict . On a hustling and domestic violence rampage. Tony continued to beat on Betty and her son throughout their relationship. Betty wished she would have listen to her mom. But it was all to late. Tony was so well known in the hood .That his name was good for doing favors for dirty drug dealers .Tony found himself an sugar daddy that was an sixty years old homosexual. He took good care of Tony very well.But Tony had refuse to leave Betty. Betty heard through the grapevine that Tony messed around with men but she didn't believe it. Oscar found himself a man that he could have to himself that looked like a woman and she sent a text message telling Tony to leave Oscar alone. Tony went to Memphis in a rampage and Oscar whip his ass and almost threw him in jail but he felt sorry for the loser he told him to get the fuck out of Memphis that night because

if he saw him again he was going to beat his ass some more and call the cops to pick him up. Oscar said they were never serious it was only sex. what the fuck I want a loser like you for. you a bitch ass nigga who can't even take care of your own son. Elizabeth told Tony she was sorry but her and Oscar plan on getting married. Tony said he is using you bitch he don't like your kind he likes your money. Oscar beat his ass some more for the disrespect. Tony could barely move as he laid on the concrete. When Tony made it back to Portland with all the bruises Betty didn't dare ask what happen she wish deep inside that whoever did it would have killed him. the most peace she got with him is when he went to Memphis. men would tell their women to stay out of Betty and Tony business. Some of the tenants moved out for the fear of their men turning out like Tony. They would leave Betty with their last words being said get the hell away from Tony before you end up dead. Being that Tony was Puerto Rican he was looked at differently in the black American culture. He was already labeled quick tempered, crazy, and unsettled just because of his race. Tony did knock out a few dope dealers on a few occasions because he needed to get high so bad. One did shoot at Tony .Tony manage to get out the house in time not to get hit. One thing about a dope feen you will need wings to beat him running if he has something to run to. Tony wasn't your average not having nothing feen he kept a woman with a roof over her head he was healthy looking handsome well groomed Puerto Rican and attractive. He was very talkative. He was good business unless his drugs didn't come through he needed to keep at least sixty dollars a day for his drug habit. Tony was born In New York so a lot of people didn't really know Tony personally. Tony would travel a lot before he settled with Betty. He didn't build any study relationships .Besides with women that he could control . Some would move from city to city and state to state with Tony everywhere he went he had such a terrible drug habit that it brought chaos between all his relationships the scams, games, stealing, and just doing nothing with himself staying gone for days sometimes with no explanation of where he was the last few nights. Betty was so tired of his drama. she was scared to leave him. Because he was so violent .He didn't have any support besides her. Tony mother was in New York married to some wealthy white man that wanted nothing to do with Tony. he said that a twenty eight year old drug addict could do nothing but bring them trouble. His mother told the man about Tony drug habit because she didn't want tony in the picture. Tony and his mother haven't spoken for two years. She didn't want to completely turn her back on him but he was making it real hard not to most of the women who traveled with him would get feed up and get with his drug dealer go back to where they were from find somebody else or Tony would go to jail on a Domestic Violence charge the women would than disappear so he couldn't find them. Betty and Tony had been in their relationship for two years after moving in with each. Only three months made Betty think she made the right decision by settling with Tony by leaving her mothers house . Betty would call her mom crying day in and night out her mom would only listen to her tears and not say much because she wanted her daughter to make her own decisions about her love life. She would tell Betty that she and Carl was welcome back to her home at anytime .Betty mom haven't had a man live in her home since her dad was shot and killed by a dope dealer in there front lawn. Betty didn't witness the shooting because she was asleep. Betty dad was an mechanic who sold drugs out of his business but this particular day a two bit loser wanted part of Don's business. Don refused to share anything with a young punk that could land him in jail. Especially one with a drug habit. so the young drug dealer shot Don in front of his yard .Betty would never leave Carl although she would party hard and leave him almost everyday when they lived with her mom . Her son was her security blanket not to be alone in her corrupted relationship. Carl would fight a lot at school . He was selling drugs with Josh and having sex with sixteen year old females in the hood at thirteen sometimes he would have adult crackhead women suck his dick for crack crumbs. Betty was hearing about Carl in the streets. She knew she would have to move soon or her son would be dead or in prison. Betty didn't know about Tony drug addiction to meth because he didn't do it around her until they moved into their apartment at mercy . She didn't know when they moved in the hood that Tony was so famous for mischief he was a total different guy before the mercy projects and that's because she didn't see him after ten at night most days and some days he didn't come over at all. They would talk on the phone. Betty mother insisted that she move to her own apartment because she didn't like Tony coming around her home she didn't trust him. Betty never knew what her mother saw that she couldn't see that was wrong with Tony .So Betty explain to Tony that her mom didn't want him coming over they had to get their own place. So Tony moved her in the Mercy Projects because he loved chaos and she was nuts about him so she followed although she knew hat they were the worst Apartments in town. At times no one would help Betty. when she scream for help from the beatings because of the fear of their men beating on them. Mercy had a complex of two hundred fifty apartments. At least twenty could hear Betty scream. being that most were alcoholics , whoe's, pimp, dealers, addicts, or criminals. No one really could help. And the one's that would were moving out because their relationship was going well they didn't want Tony to have a negative impact on their men. This abusive relationship went on until Carl was sixteen . Carl turned sixteen years old and started to intervene for his mom. After Carl and Tony had there first fight about Tony hitting on Betty. Tony didn't hit Betty as much because Carl was getting bigger and he also was known in the hood for his gangsta ways thanks to Tony. Betty had the television blasting while cooking .Tony was in and out the apartment trying to come up off his brokenness and Carl was asleep .One night Tony beat Betty for cooking the chicken wrong. He said the chicken taste like rubber .Betty had prepared for this ass whipping . Betty had invited her neighbor toya over for some girl time and Laughs. Toya was one of the neighborhood gossiper's but she was funny .Toya said damn Tony! will you just lay off here is five dollars go buy some chicken damn!Tony asked toya to leave with a look that could have killed Freddie cougar. Toya said damn bitch where did you find this maniac from I would call the cops but my man has warrants and I don't want them at our door questioning and running our names just because were black. Toya said bye bitch with a crazy look on her face that showed she was in fear and scared for Betty. Toya made a slow gesture. such as girl listen to Jackie girl listen to Jackie. And she slam the door behind her. Tony said what the fuck Jackie say. did she tell you to leave me bitch .try to leave me bitch and see what happens all while he was choking her.she was fighting for her breath. Carl was locked in his room by Tony .He locked Carl in his room when he was asleep. Carl woke up to his mother's screaming from the punches that were being thrown in her face. Bars were on the bedroom window Carl wasn't able to get out through one. Betty was so broken from Tony hateful addiction she couldn't bare to look at him anymore he wouldn't do anything to make the relationship better. She thought as she was being punched while laying on the floor the bad influence that Tony had been on her son was killing her deep inside because she wanted Carl to do something with his life not to be a drug dealer,criminal, bum, or addict. After tony was done choking, punching, kicking and talking down on Betty. she grabbed her gun from underneath the couch and shot Tony in both of his knee's. some in the complex heard the gun shots Old man Joe Johnson started yelling call the cops. one of them has gone crazy and shot the other. Tony couldn't call the cops because he had three outstanding warrants and one was high profile in the state of Memphis . it could get him thirty years to life assault with a deadly weapon in a attempt to rob an state employee business executive with his criminal history he was definitely going away for a long time .Betty said I just want to leave you Tony that's all. I can't take this no more. Betty was screaming and crying. she unlocked the door for Carl and they ran through the front door .Tony was on the floor crying he was feenin to get high and filled with pain. Old man Joe said to Tony the cops are on the way. Tony was laying in the middle of the floor in the living room with the door left open screaming no Joe. I will go away for a long time. Joe said its to late the ambulance is on the way. With a very apologetic facial expression. Joe said Tony I can't condone anything that you have done around here in these projects. especially the mistreatment of that woman and that boy. Its not my business to interfere unless I feel that it will resolve to this and unfortunately I was too late. If I had of known that half of the things that I was hearing about you was true I would have been turned you in myself. the old man looked at Tony with disgust this poor woman is out here with her boy on the run and your own you way to prison and possibly crippled for life . This is whats best for you boy. you made your woman love for you turn into hate to attempt to get her freedom from you by killing you. Okay old man I'm in enough shit here. Joe stated no you need to hear this. That woman was the best thing that happen to you this hood will forget you boy and that drug habit was the worst of your problems. I walked by one day and heard your lady asking you to get some help she would go to counseling with you. You didn't have the self respect to accept your woman love and support to fix what was wrong in your relationship. You running around here setting people up for drugs thinking you the shit .You could have got the lady and the boy killed. Your trifling ass could have at least kept your hands off her. Joe said I will pray for you boy and walk out the door while shutting the door behind him. Tony couldn't move the cops arrived with questions. Tony wouldn't talk .Tony name was ran through the system. The officer stated to Tony .man you are in bad shape with your record and your outstanding warrants you will be rolling a wheelchair in prison Tony Anthony Bogota the state of Oregon has been looking for you for a long time now. Memphis Tennessee will expedite you as well. The old man stood at the door and said I will come and visit you until your sentence is over that's all I can do for you. Tony said don't bother old man you have done enough. The officer said. No Bogota you have did enough .you did this to yourself .Who rents out this apartment .Tony told the officer that he did. The officer said Bogota you have never had an apartment in your life. I do know that much about you. I will take it that a woman finally gave your lousy ass what you deserved. The officer instructed that the paramedics take Tony to the hospital. the officer started questioning the neighbors and saw Josh make a drug deal.the officer caught Josh off guard coming from around the corner. The officer called for back up to come get a young dealer who he just spotted make a sale with white jeans on and a black Nike T-shirt. Josh got word that the officer may have seen him and took off running. Another officer caught Josh at the gate. The back up officer gave word that he had caught Joshua .this one I been knowing since he was twelve years old the officer stated . Mr. Joshua don't even reside in this complex he just slang his drugs here. He has an history of drug dealing. The officer than referred to Joshua as inmate Wilson your probably done with this time .Joshua had such a nasty attitude with the officer he slam the door shut .Josh was in the car. The cop called him a loser. When Josh got to the jail his mother was there waiting on him. She told Josh that she was done with him this time. He was twenty one he had been running in and out of these jails for children and adults all his life .She couldn't understand why he chose that lifestyle when all he needed to do was get a job he had a very loving caring hardworking family that didn't know what else to do. Josh just dropped his head as his mom said that she would put money on his books and began to walk away shaking her head in sorrow mumbling I will call your father Jr.

Chapter Three

# Berneice went wild

Berneice had strong feelings for Able after five months of having sex in the male locker rooms, back seat of his car , and in parks. Able began to not give her much attention and Berneice wanted more attention from boys this year . Berneice year was full of scary boys who were destroyed by her dad . she wouldn't dare confront Able about seeing senior girls. but she only saw him at school. rumors started to bounce around viciously in the school .some were saying Berneice was just another number and another whore for Able. Able was too good of a football player to mess his career up for some Jr. High School pussy .the other senior boys would try to get Berneice in the locker rooms. Berneice sisters heard about the rumors. Lydia Berneice oldest sister who was in college said Mary was ashamed to go to class because of all the rumors that she was hearing about Berneice . she had to tell dad. After speaking with Mary .David decided to remove Berneice from the school and sent her to a private school with mostly whites. Berneice miss seeing Able and Able started to wonder were was she after two weeks he wanted some day pussy because his real bitch parents were so strict her mother checked her panties sometimes when she came from school .from time to time she would suck his dick in the backseat of his car and he would finger bang her. Four months later Able ran into Berneice at the mall. Able said Hello Berneice Berneice said oh you speaking to me now, with an sassy attitude that made Able dick get hard as he smiled with a little boy grin. Able say's it wasn't like that with football practice and the boys . I don't have much time for a woman. Berneice said yea you right a woman. I hear you have several the rumors really hurt me Able. My sister said it had gotten so bad the boys at here school were disrespecting her and you did not intervene not one time .Able grabbed Berneice and started kissing her saying he was sorry. He didn't think that it was a big deal. Berneice said you don't think my reputation is a big deal but yours is. Able said well I am the star football player of my senior class. And On my way to UCLA. He said it with a cocky but serious look. Berneice replied to Able's comment with such anger on her face she could have scared away a bear. well you don't care about your reputation when your fucking with a fifteen year old . Able looked at Berneice with such shame on his face it turned beet red. I should expect this conversation to come from an inconsiderate monster like yourself. Stated Berneice. Able grabbed Berneice to try to kiss her again she pulled away. Able said damn that was three or four months ago let it go ! Berneice looked be-throttled , and said well Able we haven't spoken since . what do you expect from me.oh, you want a ratchet who just want some dick and fuck everything else! Able said I expect you to act like a woman with a real stern look on his face. Berneice said giving you the pussy when you want it without any questions in four months is acting like a woman to you. Able said yes. Berneice shooked her head as if its over I'm done here today and walked away. Able stood behind calling her name . Berneice kept walking. Able came behind Berneice and grabbed her waistline and begged her to stop this foolishness and come with him. Berneice was such a sucka for fine men she relaxed and kissed Able back. Able said that he had a motel room he asked her to come to his room with him. Berneice said that she would but with one condition her girl candy had to come too. Able said cool my boy mike would love some company and they started laughing. After they arrived at the motel .Able asked Mike and candy to sit in the car for one hour because he wanted time alone with Berneice. Berneice never drink or smoke neither did Able. So sex was their motivation. He would every blue moon at football parties have a beer or two. As they entered the room Able grabbed Berneice by the shoulder's and said I never made love to you Berneice. He than whispered in her ear and said I want to make love to you Berneice to show you my apologies. Able tongued kiss Berneice while using both of his hands to caress her breast as she felt his hard on in between his legs .Berneice was so wet she never knew she could get so wet from kissing and caressing. Able kissed so well his tongue melted in her mouth. Able couldn't take it no more he needed to bust. Able pulled Berneice jeans off slowly and she removed his basketball shorts .Able penis stuck out like ten inches of corn on a cob, Berneice was scared because she never had him so hard before and big. Berneice just grab his dick and started sucking on it. That drove able crazy he started moaning like a bitch. That had Berneice pussy so wet she was leaking cum because she was in control. Able threw Berneice on the bed and started eating her pussy fast , hard, than slow, Berneice felt such a sensation that she never felt before she started throwing her pussy in his mouth as his head was moving up and down she went from squeezing his head to squeezing the sheets and calling his name Berneice bust right in Able mouth. Able than got up and said baby no condom. Berneice was so discombobulated she couldn't function properly Able stuck the head of his penis in her wet pussy and started stroking like a bat hitting a ball., Berneice started screaming and rubbing his back Able turned her over on her stomach with his penis still in between her legs and started doing her doggy style . Berneice bust nut after nut for the first time in her life she knew what it was like to make love to a man. Able and Berneice used the entire hour the room smelled as if someone had fucked all night. Able put his shorts on without his underwear his semi hard on made Berneice want more. Able said that they needed to let mike and candy in. Able asked Berneice to spend the night. she said she couldn't spend the night because her dad would definitely kill him. Able said oh shit I forgot you have a pop's. Able said a lot of the blacks at school don't have a dad and a lot of the females were pregnant or had a baby already. Berneice looked shocked because so much had happen since she transferred schools. Berneice said who all is pregnant he said shit the entire eighth grade classroom at least five chic's waiting to go in labor by twelfth graders. Berneice was shocked all that shit they talked about me. Mary didn't tell me this shit. Able said you know she is not going to tell. You she don't want you around those ratchet'. Able started laughing as and said ''them bitches come to school for lunch and dick. They hang around the motel for about another hour, before taking them back to the mall. Able gave Berneice a hug . Berneice said honestly. I am seeing someone so I will call you. Able looked shocked as hell because he ate the pussy. And she was still being a bitch. Berneice really wasn't seeing anyone she just wanted to see his reaction. Everyone knew that Able had been with his girlfriend Nancy for five years even Berneice knew that now . But Nancy was such a goody two shoe the church girl ,blind to the world. she put up with anything that Able did not to be in the whore category and he used the word to manipulate her mind so well. Able asked Berneice when will she call him again .Berneice said I'll call you. Berneice said whats up with you Able .Able your broad still not fucking.'' Able burst out laughing and said mike lets go man and drove off. Candy said bitch!.I heard Able had some good dick and not any bitch can get that meat. How you getting that dick bitch? Candy asked with a smirk. In here mind she really wanted some of Able's dick to. Baby don't be so mean. An window shopper young man by the name of Gab who swear he is a pimp said to Berneice and Candy as he pass by with his boy Duke. Berneice looked at them and rolled her eye's. Duke grabbed his dick and said bitch you ain't but a fake ass white girl wannabe. We heard about you being in private school and shit. Gab said chill man damn. What you hating nigga. Gab said Berneice baby you remember me. Berneice stated that she had only been gone four months damn .Gab said I just been wanting to hit that ass for a long time .Lets go to the locker room like you and Able did at school whoe before you transferred. Berneice got really angry and said fuck you Gab .Gab said its not my fought you a whoe .Talk to your momma bitch!Duke said damn man let's go these whoe's not worth the trouble .I really do want some of that pussy. Gab said. But you still riding that nigga dick.you need a thug . You gone be a thug bitch. I see it all in you. Gab slapped Berneice ass. Berneice swing at Gab and hit him in the security came running said we witness the entire incident on video.none of you are allowed back in the mall for a security took all four of them to the office and took their photo's and wrote their names on the black list. Gab started yelling some more at Berneice. Gab had venom on his breathe as he spoke these words to Berneice. Girl that pretty boy gone leave your ass as soon as he hit that college ground. I have been wanting to fuck you. Gab grab his dick again and said in your mouth bitch. Duke suggested when you see that puke ass sister of yours Ronnie tell her we taking over that block. Berneice and candy got outside. Candy said I know we didn't just get kicked out the mall. Berneice said I hate Gab so much one day i'm going to get his broke ass back . watch what I tell you candy. I should tell Able that he was in the mall talking shit about him. Candy said naw. don't do that because they can make that nigga lose his scholarship for beefing at school. Berneice said you right bitch i'm going to deal with it myself even if it takes a lifetime to get that hood rat ass negro back. Candy said ouch vindictive Ms.thang.Berneice and Candy started doing the nasty dance and laughing. Berneice said bitch he ate the pussy so good I never been this wet . I'm still wet bitch. They started laughing again like the teenagers they were. Berneice said did you and mike do the nasty? Candy said we did a Lil sum sum. she didn't want to tell Berneice that she had sucked mike dick and he didn't give her no dick in the pussy. But played in her pussy with his fingers . He didn't give her no candy either. That was a eighth grade NO NO. No sucking dick unless he eats the pussy and he must buy you candy after its all over. Berneice made it home after waiting for Candy bus to arrive .Berneice and Candy went to private school together they both was at Portland public school . but when she heard Berneice was going to private school she asked her mother to transfer her there too. Berneice enter her home and went straight to her bedroom. Lydia said Berneice I need to talk with you after dinner so don't go anywhere this is very important . During dinner everyone was quiet. Berneice could tell something was wrong because they are never that quiet Berneice broke the silence by asking what is wrong why is everyone so quiet? Mary said after dinner Berneice not now. Able sent Berneice a text she read it than smiled her text was sweet she began to tear up. Able said that he wish she was laying right next to him and he wanted to spend sometime with her tomorrow, fuck her man . he said he will meet her after football practice at the burger king spot he continued to text her saying that he wouldn't take no for an answer .she sent him a text back saying didn't I tell you I am seeing someone. Able text her back and said that he didn't believe her. He said that her pussy was to tight she text back with a smile and said that's because we are taking it slow. Ronnie asked Berneice not to be rude to leave the table. Ronnie knew her sister needed saving before they're dad started with his over protective ways as soon as Berneice got up David started yelling about the damn boys. Ronnie started laughing everyone knew Ronnie was gay. Ronnie was now fourteen in the seventh grade but she was such a tomboy and almost six feet tall . Julie couldn't rationalize it except for she was a lesbian. Berneice sent Able a text back with how wet her pussy was right now from the motel earlier. Able text Berneice back saying to keep it wet because his dick will be hard as a rock .Berneice was in the middle of masturbating underneath her covers looking at Able on her phone . Mary starting yelling for Berneice to come in the living room for the meeting . Berneice exploded a orgasm than text able back saying her and her family is about to have a meeting not to text or call she will hit him up later. Able texted back saying you told him that last time .They both sent smiley faces. Able consider terribly about jacking off before going inside his house for the night. Instead he called one of his other side chic's an Asian honey name Blanca. Blanca was twenty two with a career as a nurse and her own Apartment. Able would stop by from time to time.for a nice back rub and to get his nuts rubbed too. Blanca always sucked Able dick first. Able said if he was a pimp Blanca would be his main whoe. Not only his best one. she always came across as one to him. Blanca fixed Able some dinner Able said that he just came for some pussy he can buy his own food. Blanca got really upset with him and threw the plate and grabbed a knife out of kitchen and started yelling profanity in her native language at Able telling him he will not treat her like a whoe. Able ran out the door pulling up his pants. Blanca was throwing food and plate's behind Able. By the time Berneice left her bedroom everyone was sitting in the living room looking sad. Even Berneice dad was crying. Berneice felt bad that she was going against his wishes because her dad only cried when it was something detrimental . Berneice started telling her dad how sorry she was if that's why he's hurt he instructed her to sit down that wouldn't make him cry but bringing babies homes would they all laughed. Mary gave the family news that their mother had breast Cancer was in remission, she has had it for years and never told no one but their daddy. Everyone went to hug their mother with tears in their eye's they all sat and talked with tea, and watched the movie white chicks and laughed . David was so in-love with his wife and family at this very moment no one could make him leave his spot off the sofa with his wife in his arm's even if it was for his work. Berneice,Mary and Ronnie shared a room together and Lydia and Glenda shared a room together .Berneice got into her bed at ten at night the first thing came to her mind when her sister Ronnie started to strike up conversation was how fine Able was. His light skinned that looked like a baby in the face with dimples and long bow legs two hundred and twenty five pounds of pure muscles at eighteen ,he stood six feet two inches tall he stayed clean shaved with a fresh bald fade that he kept all the time, his permanent red diamond gold teethe grill in his mouth, made him more handsome when he smiled. Able was surely something good to look at. Able parents were married but his dad had little or no time for Able while running a mega million dollar company in New York as an magazine Estates Owner a home of editorials .Able sold weed and received a two hundred thousand dollar scholarship to attend UCLA with the money his dad gave him each month. Able wasn't doing bad for a young man his age. His dad bought him a red twenty thirteen Honda Accord for graduating with good honors from High School .Able dad vow to continue the payments as long as he stayed in college even with pussy on his mind Able wanted something more than to be an hoodlum in life and he was determine to get it. Able started receiving his scholarship money so he could play football with the college team he was a damn good quarter back. The scouts had been following Able since the eighth grade. now they were hungry. All the scouts knew who Able was and they couldn't wait for him to turn eighteen. Able didn't like the fact that he had to attend UCLA college classes in the summer to keep his scholarship. pussy kept him motivated for the summer course Able was irresistible to most females that he came across Able could pull a Asian, white, Chinese, mix bred, black, white or whatever type and was fucking her that same day most of the time . one day Able went to the shower after football practice at UCLA .one of his team members was standing in the mirror naked washing his nuts up and down with his towel almost like he was caressing himself Able felt uncomfortable. Able told the college student twice as big as him not to do that shit in front of him, that shit didn't seem right, nigga from Portland like pussy. Big dude proclaim to Able that he was not a homo, he was thinking about his bitch all while having lust in his eye's for Able. Able said man I see how you looking at me man the big dude started walking toward Able as he threw his towel down to the ground he said you want to play football with the big boys right, Able said man don't make me beat your ass in here .Able tussled with the big dude, although Able was strong big dude was much stronger but he knew that Able was too strong to try to pin down from the back, big dude was strong enough to hold Able hands together while he throw his towel and starting sucking his dick Able felt the sensation of goodness as he started to arise he tried to fight the feeling . saying man i'm not gay man, the big dude continue to suck until Able started to grab his head until his nuts were almost in his mouth .Able skeeted all down dudes throat able couldn't believe what was happening, a woman never made him skeet like that. Able pulled his dick out and squirted on the big guys face while big dude was on his knee's like a big ass sissy. Able felt ashamed after they were done. Able said man you just raped me Able started swinging at the big guy,The big guy hit Able so hard he fell out, big guy said enjoy that head job all new comers get one especially one with a special scholarship, than he walked off Able was glad it was his dick that he wanted ,and not his ass, he vowed to never be in the locker room alone, and he will warn the dudes from his school to be careful as well if they come here. Able starting thinking that is one sicko but he sucked his dick so good damn he may let him do that shit again. but no homo. It's was just my dick getting sucked felt so damn good. Although Able felt violated he was to big of a boy to tell someone .He let a man rape him and he think he like it. Able was a bigger whore than Berneice or his girlfriend Nancy knew. He fucked different females all the time in his car. Berneice was the only one that he wouldn't wear a condom with .But this was the first time a man ever disrespected him in a sexual way. there were fags in his school. they knew not to ever get up on Able with that gay shit. He even sold weed to the fags and smoked a few out. Able knew a lot of people being that he was a very important person. he had a few undercover haters that he knew about he received word to watch his back they would watched all his games and his money .they were so jealous and determine to get him locked up so they could ruin his career he never caught a charge he sold eighths to ounces to make it worth his time .sometimes he would sell four to five ounces a day. Able thought if he could get Berneice to sell weed for him at her school he could chill but instead he thought about trusting his boy Nike who been trying to get on with him for about a year . Able called up Nike and asked him did he have any front money for lost he was putting him on. Nike had six hundred dollars to front Able gave him a pound of weed to sell. Berneice was sitting on the couch thinking to herself that Able girlfriend didn't know what she was missing this dude dick was awesome. And Berneice loved every bit of it. Berneice wonder why Able stayed with her if they wasn't having sex after five years, but than she thought fuck her. i'm going to enjoy his ass why I can. Berneice and Able meet up the next day. Able dick was hard before she got into the car . Berneice looked like a goddess to Able her long pretty curly hair looked like her mom her small twelve inch waist line made her jeans fit her just right , her breast was a size thirty two. she always smelled so good to him even if she smell like the food that her mom had cooked Berneice got in the car. Able was just smiling. Berneice asked Able why he never took her out only to the motel. Able of course didn't think it was a good time to talk about it than he stated that she knows that he has a girlfriend. Berneice proceeded to ask Able what she was to him. Able said please Berneice don't do this right now. After Able gave Berneice a kiss on the cheek Berneice couldn't wait to get to the motel as soon as they hit the door they both started pulling off their clothes .Able was so aroused he threw her on the bed and just went inside of her stroke after stroke without any condom. Able started saying that he wanted Bernice to have his baby. Berneice tried to get up Able was to strong she couldn't move and it felt so good she was trying not to get pregnant that would disappoint her dad .she said to Able no we can't make a baby. Able starting stroking harder and faster Berneice grabbed his butt and was pushing him in and out they both were in a trance he said I promise I will take care of it .Berneice didn't know what to do or say they just bust nut after nut for about three hours they would break for water, talk ,and fuck .Up until ten o'clock that night than he drop her off at home. Berneice was falling in-love with Able and he was starting to have feelings for the pussy that's all he thought about when he thought about her . Berneice got home and started telling Ronnie about how she loves Able. Ronnie said that she was moving to fast. Able is on scholarship he will be at camp that summer and probably will find females in Los Angeles so she probably shouldn't get to serious. Berneice said like you and Tasha serious. Ronnie said yep. and you better not ever tell mom or dad about Tasha I know how you run your mouth when dad takes you shopping. that's why he does it. so he can pump you for information on us. six weeks later Berneice was throwing up having an attitude about everything she didn't like that her dad had went back over sea's for the summer and she was pregnant she told her mom but not her dad. her mother was happy because she knew she was dying so at least she could see her first grand baby and hopefully her dad would think the same way her mother did .Able already knew she was pregnant that was his way of locking her down. Berneice was walking to the store to get snacks for her craving this chic name Ganesha so happen to pass by on her bike in all actuality she was stalking Berneice house for Berneice to come out .by the time Ganesha saw Berneice get out of the view of here home Ganesha jump off her bike and said bitch why you fucking Able 'don't you have respect for other females men. Berneice said bitch your manly looking ass don't have nothing to do with Able, he does not fuck with whoe dykes like your black ugly ass. Ganesha got so angry she started swinging on Berneice .Berneice was swinging back .Ronnie was on her way from school and saw Berneice fighting with Ganesha. Ganesha knew who Ronnie was but not Berneice, so she didn't know that Ronnie was her sister. Ronnie came over and pushed Ganesha off her sister Ganesha jump up and push ran her bike and took off. Ronnie helped her sister up and said don't worry if the police don't get her first I will she goes to my school I know who she is Berneice felt pain in her stomach . Ronnie ran to get her mother as she entered the house saying Berneice needs to get to the hospital right now momma this girl just hit her in her stomach. Julie ran to get the car while Glenda went to help get Berneice. They got Berneice in the car, she started to explain what happen until she passed out from the pain and blood. They made it to the hospital and while they were there the police was called . so Berneice could press charges against her. Berneice lost her baby from a miscarriage resorting to the fight .Berneice entered her house and text Able to come over. Able made it to Berneice house and she told him that they are not going to have a baby. Able said bitch what you do with my baby with harshness. Berneice was actually glad he was angry because he never got angry at her. Berneice said your bitch came over here to fight me Able. My bitch say's Able. you my bitch? Berneice said that's what you got fucked up I'm nobodies bitch Able. Well you know what I'm talking about .The chic was hating whoever she was . Able grabbed Berneice and kissed her while he laid in her bed with her and rubbed her stomach. Able made the statement not to worry we can make another one. Berneice said Able I'm not having sex with you in my mom's and dad's house especially why my mom is home that's how Ronnie got caught .It didn't make sense to Berneice why that girl started a fight with her. Able never been with a manly woman that she knew of .a few weeks later the girl was arrested for attempted murder for killing the baby. The word started going around that Nancy put the hit out .she paid the girl. but their was no proof .And in Able mind the proof was that the girl was Nancy cousin. so she could have did it for free. someone kept spotting Berneice in the car with Able and seeing them in the motel for hours females knew she was pregnant but no one knew who her baby daddy was. A lot of females were jealous so many wanted to be with Able and he was fucking Berneice instead of them they made a baby together. Able cried and broke up with Nancy after six years for having his baby killed because he really wanted her to have his baby Nancy wouldn't even suck his dick. Every blue moon she would give him some pussy. He told Nancy you can't be that goodie two shoe you almost had a woman killed although they can't find the evidence that you had something to do with the crime. Your cousin Ganesha knew who Berneice was. so someone had to tell her and show her who Berneice was .You had someone following me around Nancy! Nancy got really upset and said after six years with me your mad at me for another bitch who is not shit to you. Able replied with a harsh gesture that Berneice was having his baby more than anything Nancy have ever done for him since they have known each other in six years. Nancy said well you fucking everybody in town .I hear the rumors Able !

Able looked as if he had been shot. He thought because Nancy was so into the church he didn't know anyone that could possibly be in her lead. He never thought about her cousins that didn't go to church would have her back. Able said babe this is how it is .I'm a young man almost nineteen I'm not a virgin or a monk so what you expect. I'm an handsome gifted young man. Damn Nancy. I'm sorry I hurt you but I have needs. so I'm sure your family will understand as well. Get the hell out Able !stated Nancy and slam that door in your ass as you walk out. Able was so shock because Nancy barely use the world hell in a slander manner more less saying ass. He laugh so hard she couldn't resist to slap the shit out of him for making fun of her at a time like this. Than she walked over to the door and held it wide open with her arms crossed for Able to walk out the door. He looked surprised that she had grown so far over him he dropped his head and left. Able made it to his parents home and went into his room and close the door than dialed Nancy number. She wouldn't pick up so he went back over her house. Able said open the door Nancy before the neighbors have to call the cops. That was the one big thing her parents was strick about violence. So Nancy let Able in again. Able said whats your fucking problem girl as he grabbed her by the shoulders, why you being so judgmental. Nancy said judgmental Able. Judgmental alright with an I don't give a fuck attitude as she spoke.

# Berneice gets third strange call this week

# 8:59pm Monday
# Hello?

## Yo, baby girl

## who is this say's Berneice

## don't bother baby girl,yo,

## ,your man is a punk

## Berneice response with a look of what the fuck,Berneice starts again with who is this and how did you get my number.dude said to tell yo, fag ass boyfriend Able to get one hundred with the game and stay away from cabbage, that nigga packing. Berneice got the ring tone. In, curiosity with what was the man talking about packing .Berneice was getting these calls once a week for about three weeks now Berneice wasn't street Wise so she didn't know that packing was AIDS and that the man was actually telling her Able was having sex with other men.

Nancy proceeded to say you can't keep your dick in your pants. And your fucking without a rubber and you were fucking a junior Able. Nancy yelled! Able I thought you were better than that. see that's why I don't have sex with you. Nancy started poking Able in his chest what are you crazy trying to bring me aids or something. Able push her hands off of him. I don't know what your talking about Nancy but you better cool the fuck down right now. I was going to marry you Able. Nancy started crying. Able said well act like it. Act like a woman who is in-love with a man damn .Nancy I'm a grown ass man shit I have needs. Nancy thought about what he said and realize that she were not in love .It was just convenience for her dad because he didn't want her going to another man after she had being knowing Able since he was thirteen . Her family liked him but deep inside she wasn't attracted to him anymore especially since she started socializing with Robert from church. Robert was much more conclusive than Able ,and a lot more mature when it came to women. He was the fatherly type at twenty one years of age . Although he didn't spend much time with her, her dad will say he is a young man, let the man enjoy his life he will be home soon enough .just wait for him baby . Nancy said you know what Able your right we are not in love get the hell out now. Able knew deep inside Nancy was messing around with a church dude because she never begged him to stay or to come over she spent a lot of time at the church and Able was far from a church kinda guy .Nancy went to catholic school none of Able's friends knew that they had broken up . Although a lot of his boys knew who she was because of her beauty and her dad being well know in the community as well as the church community. Able's friends or family did not know anything about Able impregnating Berneice or Ganesha fighting with Berneice and killing the baby. Able never really rolled around with Nancy in the car or did much with her .Either he was doing some type of sport, working with his dad, or making time for his boys. Berneice was hurt about losing her baby in a fight because her mom wanted her to have that baby more than anyone. Berneice was relieved in a way because now she didn't have to hurt her dad by having to tell him she got pregnant before making a life for her and a baby. Ronnie was now six feet tall going on sixteen in three months in the tenth grade. Girls were always stopping by her house and calling her . She hardly ever saw Ronnie interest in boys unless she played sports or did music with them. Julie suspected her daughter to be a lesbian and she had became an full blown lesbian . Little did Julie know that Ronnie had a lover that she had been sweet on since elementary. Ronnie was tall Athlete type . She wore designer sweat pants suits .she would even get her's design by her mother. her favorite colors were money green and all types of blue. Ronnie had the stereo up so loud one Sunday morning she could barley hear yourself think. Tasha said Ronnie turn that down in-case your mom comes home so we can hear bay. Ronnie began to play fight with Tasha by grabbing her hair as Tasha swing like she was hitting her with both hands as Ronnie stated in a childlike voice she's not coming home until late. Ronnie turned down the morning blast anyway from playing all night while her and Tasha sneakily had sex. Ronnie heard her mother leave for church that morning. so that meant to her that her mom would be gone until the late evening at least Ronnie thought that she would be. Ronnie got in her bed with Tasha while they both explored one another body with wife beaters and panties on. Ronnie started kissing and rubbing on Tasha body in a romantic way .Ronnie said babe all these years that we've been together don't you think its time to try new things in the bedroom department ? Tasha said such as what ?Ronnie said I want to use one of those big fist in you . Tasha started laughing and said hell no I know your playing and what are you going to get out of that Mrs. Ronnie. Tasha asked. what pleasure would you get giving me all that pain in my ass and pussy. Ronnie started kissing Tasha again they both undressed until the point of nakedness . Tasha started eating Ronnie Pussy and that's when the unexpected happen. Julie forgot her wallet and had to leave from church to get her offering. Julie arrive home and as usual Julie would knock or assume that the girls were sleeping and peek in on them . everyone seem to be gone except she heard noise coming from the basement that's were Berneice and Ronnie room was .Out of fear Julie tiptoed because she didn't know what to expect. The first thing ran thru Julie mind was that Berneice has sneaked in another boy Julie went down into the basement and walked in on her Sunday morning exorcism. Julie started calling on the Lord as she witness her daughter in the bed with a woman licking on her vagina before church. Julie said get behind the Satan. oh, the devil is a lie. My daughter will not be a homosexual! oh, lord help this child. I knew it .oh Lord I knew it. Julie started preaching and waving her arms in the air yelling Lord my daughter need to be saved. Get out of here Satan Julie started yelling and looking at Tasha. get out of here you trifling stank. Ronnie said mom don't call her names .Julie said this is my home you are disrespecting young lady. Tasha started dressing herself underneath the blanket. Ronnie said mom leave so we can get dress. Julie said yes get dress for church. Ronnie said mom I am not going to church and that's final today. Julie said listen Young lady go to church or move out today. Ronnie said fine mom I will move out today . Julie said were you going to live at, in this dikes house.your not living in no dikes home. I will have you thrown in Juvenile real fast young lady. Ronnie said mom your being really crazy right now its my life if I want to be with Tasha I can. Julie said well that's not healthy as she yelled out loud and cried. You are my daughter not a man. Ronnie don't do this to yourself the devil. The Lord rebuke you Satan let go of my daughter. Ronnie said mom please stop acting crazy in front of my company. Julie said oh, you think calling on the Lord is crazy. No mom that's not what I'm saying .your twisting my words. I'm talking about you calling on the devil because of my sexuality. Tasha started laughing. Julie was furious at Tasha for laughing and said get the hell out of my house now Satan get out. Ronnie said bye mom if she goes I'm going to. well go than Julie replies I'm not going to have a bunch of lesbians hanging around my house like i approve of this lifestyle. What will your father think about this mess of an relationship. Ronnie said oh god as she rolled her eye's in back of her head. Tasha was so glad to witness this happening she was tired of hiding it from Julie mom's . she has been wanting Ronnie to come live with her and her mom forever. Ronnie said so what mom you don't have to call here names we are already ashamed that you caught us. Berneice walked through the door. Julie held her hands over her chest. Berneice I thought you were over danish house for the weekend . Stated Julie. I was but her dad came home for the weekend . her mom didn't want any company .so I went to work in the garden and heard all this commotion. what is going on in here .Berneice looked at Ronnie than Tasha and said oh my God mom caught you. Berneice started laughing and said oh my God and walked out. Ronnie and Tasha left to catch the bus. Julie called Mary and Glenda to see did they know anything about Ronnie having an affair with a girl. Mary said mom do not bother Lydia with Ronnie's problem please don't because her and Ronnie do not get along well as it is. Ronnie will want to fight her and Lydia wants a reason to whip her ass to show her who big sister is. Julie stated what is going on in this family. Has it lost its mind.we love each other there will be no fighting. Mary said mom don't . we will talk later. Let dad handle Ronnie. Julie was furious.She spat dad handle Ronnie. Well I have news for you Mary, Ronnie is not a boy. Mary and Glenda were both shocked about Ronnie being caught in bed with another female. They both called her at the same time. Ronnie looked at her phone and didn't answer it.she already knew why they were calling .Ronnie was red in the face and said to Tasha now all my sisters are calling I hope my mom don't make this her testimony at church. Carl called Ronnie and told her Josh had been arrested. Carl became friendly with Ronnie while they played a game of hoops in the city park they had been playing ball together for about six months now. Ronnie would complain about not having enough money to go to basketball summer camp and her mom needed all the extra money for medical bills that her dad military insurance would cover. her older sisters would tell her to get a part time job and her dad was already financially raising two house holds his and theirs. Plus her sisters been on her ass about about getting a part time job. she claims that they all had too and that will keep her out of trouble. But Ronnie wanted to spend all her time on perfecting her basketball skills. That was the one thing her sister's didn't understand was sports.

CHAPTER FOUR

shorty wanna be a thug

Carl pulled out an eight ball two weeks later. After hearing Ronnie complaints .Ronnie asked Carl what was it. Carl said its coke that I'm going to turn into crack me and Josh get our money this way.so should you. let us show you the hustle. so you can get that camp money. Carl said some fine ass bitches out there too. They gangsta bitches. Ronnie said that she was satisfied with Tasha. Carl started laughing and said if she walked out on that ass he was fucking. Ronnie said naw i'm good. But she didn't think Carl dumb ass was funny she loved that bitch and that's why he couldn't come over to their crib because all he was doing was pussy hunting. Ronnie said that she wasn't trying to ruin her life. Carl said I tell you what.you a baller right. Ronnie said hell yea one of the best. Carl said lets play two on twenty four if you win I will give you the two hundred fifty dollars but if you lose i'm giving you an eight-ball and you have to learn to hustle with me and Josh. Carl said they had a brick altogether she could re-up from them and that will slighting her chances of getting caught up. Carl said they wanted to be a team. so they won't lose either way. And that he would take her to the block to show his face so they will know that she was with them and she could keep all the money she made that day. Carl knew if she made that much money in such little time she would be back because the money was to fast and easy. Ronnie figured Carl only beat her about ten times out of fifty games she could win him on this one. So she agreed to play him .Josh sat down and witness the whole game Ronnie did win the game but out of curiosity she wanted to be down . she wanted that money so they left the court that evening after the game and went to Josh pad to cook the dope and then they hit the block that night to show Ronnie the ropes. Carl rolled a blunt for him and Josh. Josh said naw she don't smoke weed so don't give her none or ask her to smoke any on this block wait until she come back to the pad again to re-up and than we will tell her if she really wants to be on our team she will have to start smoking weed shit .she already licking pussy. Courtney from their high school basketball team spotted Ronnie on the block and shook his head because he saw that she was with bad company so he had a feeling that they were recruiting her. Because she never came in the hood. He knew better than to open his mouth about anything on that block. Courtney didn't slang cane although his entire family did .he hustled candy on the block to the weed heads of course .Josh and Carl was some of his biggest customers they would buy twenty dollars worth of candy everyday. For about two weeks Ronnie hit that block after school and brought home about two fifty a day in one hour . She would hide her money in the basement . Ronnie would tell herself she was going to quit selling after Camp. Ronnie knew that Carl was only after Berneice because he constantly asked questions about her and asked Ronnie not to tell Berneice. Ronnie went to re-up Carl and Josh told her she had to smoke weed. Ronnie told them to kiss her ass she just needed re-up. Carl said that was find .Josh said my bade momma. I was just trying to put you on game and he started laughing. Ronnie told Berneice that her and Carl play ball together Berneice was like forget Carl she didn't want nothing to do with his dumb ass he was something to pass the time away at school. Berneice instructed her to only play ball with him because he was a drug dealer with a record. Ronnie just remained quiet . she wouldn't never tell him anything about Berneice .She knew that her sister was into the older boys with cars and money . Carl had money and could get a car if he wanted to. but Berneice wasn't into drug dealers. She thought of them as nothing but trouble .Carl called to tell Ronnie about Josh getting locked up. Ronnie said these Negro's need to get a life they were twenty one with no future goals and she couldn't be around Negro's who didn't want nothing in life she planned on going to college although she would re-up her dope from Carl that's really why she continued to play ball together. No one knew Ronnie sold dope not even Tasha. Ronnie went over to grab some clothing after talking to Berneice on the phone to see if her mom was home before she came over. Berneice lied and said no. she had to get Ronnie to talk to her mom. Julie felt miserable as if she wasn't an good enough mom to Ronnie. When Ronnie arrived Julie was so glad to see her. She hugged and kiss her all over her pretty light skin face .she had never not seen any of her girls in two days without knowing where they were. Ronnie and her mom sat down and discuss what happen and her life style. Julie agreed to met Tasha mother since she was lesbian. Hoping that would help her understand their lifestyle because she didn't want that to ruin her relationship with her daughter. Ronnie called Tasha and invited her and her mom for dinner .Tasha said why? Are you back with your mom. Ronnie said yes Tasha,its to soon for us to live together going to try to work this out with my family. Tasha mom was glad to hear that because she felt that it was to soon as well. Next they would be dropping out of school talking about getting jobs and their own place. Tasha mom agreed to have dinner as long as her wife could come as well. Julie didn't seem to have a problem with that this way she didn't have to worry about a lesbian coming on to her. Julie couldn't understand how in the hell a woman would want sexual relations with another woman that was some mental problem shit and she plan to get Ronnie to a doctor for this issue as soon as the check clears for her cancer treatment. Ronnie came out the closet once her mother caught her having sex . Ronnie explain to her mom that she and Tasha had been dating since fifth grade. Julie said what in the hell does a fifth grader know about being a lesbian? shit i'm fifty three and don't have a clue. Well mom your not suppose too your not a lesbian they both laugh. Julie said I sure don't I love David pecker to much. Ronnie said yuck okay mom. Julie asked Ronnie had her and Tasha had sex before this time .Ronnie stated they just started having sex this year. Ronnie had been dating the same girl since the fifth grade .now they were sixteen and going for prom king and queen . Ronnie and Julie discussed her sexuality over the phone with her dad. David knew tones of lesbians that were hidden in the military don't ask don't tell policy so David was prepared for what him and his wife already knew. They agreed that it was Ronnie life and they wouldn't control who she choose to love but don't have women at their home for sex. They all agreed amongst one another .That made everything smooth for everyone because no one wanted Ronnie kicked out the family for being a lesbian Berneice has a few home-girls that lost their family because they were gay . Berneice always thought to herself that they didn't really love them anyway.

Chapter Five

'' The Gossip''

# Damn, Ronnie I heard that girl Ganesha killed your sister unborn baby . Man where did you hear that at. You know trouble get heard quick around these neck of the woods pimping. Kelly said with a swagger twist of the tongue. Oh well me and Berneice thinking about moving to Oakland California. Ronnie said Kelly why are you in my business anyway. I just wanted to know if it was true . nothing personal. Ronnie said that's cool. Have you seen my boo thou?Damn Ron that's true says Kelly?Bitch you licking pussy ?Kelly asked. I knew you was gay since elementary school .are you with passion bitch? Damn Passion use to love dick. No i'm not with passion. Ronnie stated .That bitch still do love dick. I wouldn't have sex with that pussy with a wet dog leg . They laughed. Well who your female than Ron? Say's Kelly. Tasha, Ronnie replied. Tasha smith say's Kelly. yep , that's my bay. Damn that's a nice piece. I'm not gay or anything but if I was gay that would be the bitch .she is from a very good family her mom is gay as well. she is smart and she is quiet. Damn Kelly you know a lot about my piece. Tasha walks over and kiss Ronnie . Hey babe whats up. They all were standing in the school hall way. Ronnie stood three inches taller than Tasha. Ronnie was an Aaliyah look alike with tomboy swag. Tasha was the model type .very pretty soft looking Caramel skin and long natural Jet Black hair to the middle of her back with Chinese eye's, a size ten waistline and thirty two breast size. Tasha and Ronnie was in-love with one another. Ronnie could even spend the night at her house. But Ronnie mother didn't approve of Tasha spending the night with Ronnie at her home. So most of the time they were staying the night with Tasha mom and brother Jerome .Tasha little brother was five and was fond of Ronnie because she bought him things and took him places. Ronnie never had a brother so she cherish every moment that she shared with Jerome . Tasha mother love Ronnie as her own daughter being that she and her lady had been married for the last ten years. she expected her daughter to do the same thing. Especially with a female like Ronnie from a good family background with both parents. being black that was seldom having a two parent home with both of the same parents. Although neither one of them wanted children yet. Tasha mom did want some grand babies and she didn't care what they did it to get them. she had already explain that to Tasha. If Ronnie didn't approve well she would have to chose between her girlfriend and her mother. Neither of the two had ever been with a man. Tasha was raped once by her uncle that's the close's to a man she could get . That's how her mom met her wife in prison for shooting her brother for raping her daughter. That was her joy she dared any man to violate her joy.

''Dinner And A Date''

Dinner was marvelous Tasha step mom Andrea stated. The veal was properly cooked and the Spanish rice like no other. You are such a wonderful cook so lets eat some of this marvelous chocolate cake I baked just for this occasion. Julie was skeptical of what the church would think of her for eating with lesbians but this was for the sake of her family she didn't know if Ronnie was mental , or going thru a faze. Tasha mom became good friends with Julie after that dinner. They heard about her sickness they began to go to church with Julie. Tasha mom understood very well that Julie needed real friends and support because Julie church was so critical of everyone who didn't fake religion along with them. all they did in that church was gossip. some of the members Tasha mom already knew. A month later Julie died from breast cancer after her sixty fifth birthday. David came home on an early leave with a promotion he was promoted to lieutenant .After David buried his wife he went back to France with his heart broken he didn't get to see his wife alive one more time before she died. Mary was staying at home and working her job at Burger King as a manager , also she was getting married to her fiance in six months .Berneice was on her way to beauty and Barber school .Ronnie was now in her senior year and living with Tasha permanently while waiting to turn eighteen so they could get married .and Lydia moved to the dorm to live the college world at Harvard, Glenda moved in with her fiance who they never saw very much of since they're mother died . Able was getting serious with Berneice and starting having sex with men more often Berneice heard word of that but was scared to confront such an issue because she could not see Able being so good in bed with her and being attracted to men so she ignored it until she looked through his cellphone one night after sex. which she was never allowed to do, but she felt the need to when Able went to the bathroom, Able had pictures of men penises in his phone and a video in his camera of some man sucking his dick as he skeet-ed all down his throat. Berneice was sick to her stomach she scream and beat down the motel room bathroom door all while yelling are your crazy you could have given me aids, that's why I been getting those strange calls about you and Cabbage .Able you nasty dog ass bitch, putting your dick in men! He knew exactly what she was talking about he scream why were you looking through my phone and told her to get the fuck out, Berneice screamed this how you going to do me Able, for another man, her heart was so broken she felt as if her world had fell apart , Her mom had died a month ago, and now her man is bisexual. Berneice went hysterical to the point Able had to threaten her with the cops. Able called Berneice a cab to take her home. Two weeks later Able texted Berneice about what had happen to him at the college explaining the man raping him, she was so hurt , she said that she wasn't their to help him, but she loved him, she couldn't be with a man who had sex with men, and went to throw up .Able was carrying on a relationship with a man that he had met in college he was glad not to have to hide it from her anymore his dad was the problem and he had to hide it until he graduated from college so that his dad would keep making his car payments his dad was really against gays. he knew he would disown him although he wasn't feminine and still in school. his dad still didn't approve of it. Able boyfriend had money he paid Able rent .Able was in love with Mashawn .Mashawn was a effeminate male pretty Latino that went to school at UCLA for engineering while Able was majoring in sports broadcasting and playing ball. Able was twenty and Berneice had turned eight they both were doing well in life. Berenice was graduating from the private school with good honors after all the pain she had encountered in that last year. Berneice still couldn't understand what a Latino man had that she couldn't give Able. she and Mashawn actually became friends . Berenice started dating a guy name George. he wasn't as handsome as Able. Able turned gay on her . so she didn't want one to pretty .George was very caring and thoughtful. he didn't just pick her up for sex. he took her out to dinner , concerts, walks in the park. Being that George was Tall and handsome Berneice felt like a woman with him .George always seem so confident when it came to her. The Indian in his blood allowed him to wear his hair to his shoulders curly that made him look even more handsome . George was very different from Able. Able wonder what she saw in the guy. They would double date at times. Abel became like the brother she never had. because he always felt so guilty for cheating on her with a man after they got serious. he always wish that he never got serious than she couldn't be mad or hurt because of it. It was just a fuck thing. Nancy didn't even want to see his face and he begged her not to tell his dad. Nancy said that wasn't her business but it was sick wrong and crazy the hell happen to him. they have known each other since they were children she never saw gay signs. Well he needed to tell someone and she was the best person because they have known each other since childhood. Nancy than asked Able not to come around again because her parents have great discernment and he knew that very well. Able told Nancy and Mashawn about the rape at college. When he first started there. Their mouth fell open at the same time .They all hugged one another and cried for Able. he left never to bother Nancy again. Nancy dad would see Able every now and than. He would explain to Able that it was okay, not to have tried to work it out with Nancy. Sometimes its just not meant to be. Nancy is married to a church man now. Able was happy to know that she was happy. Berneice saw Mashawn more than she saw Able. Able moved to Los Angeles with Mashawn but he stayed on campus so in case his dad would pop up .Mashawn continued to pay the rent and Able covered the bills while living with Mashawn on some nights and every other weekend that he didn't stay with his parents. Berneice dad confessed to his daughters that he had another family while he was married to their mother that's why he was over sea's so much. Mary said she knew that. It didn't make sense that mom never went with him or the family especially during the summer .David remarried to the woman he was cheating with and moved to Kansas City Missouri he now resides with his fifth child with the woman from France. his last son is now two. now at age sixty five. Berneice and her siblings with their children would go to visit David every year for the family reunion in Kansas. David love his grandchildren he invited them to come live in Kansas city they always replied no grandpa we don't like it that much but we love you and smile. Berneice and David never had much of a friendship because of her nonchalant ways at sixty five David still was handsome and dignified . He could carry a conversation with any young man and they understood him very well. He was highly respected everywhere he went .He had three son's with his new wife two were grown one was the same age as Glenda. The baby was two years old ,that was David heart. His baby boy. All the boys look split image of David. The sisters were freaked out because only Ronnie looked like David and she so happen to be gay.the rest look like their mom. David loved seeing them they reminded him so much of Julie. After Ronnie had a major run in with some dealers and the law that her pops had to get thrown away so she could finish college. Ronnie went to re-up from some dealers in the hood after Carl got busted she almost got herself raped and killed by some dealers from upstate New York who were on the run. Unfortunately, for them Ronnie had walked right into a sting and didn't know in.so they plot worked out brilliant for her because those two were walking around raping women for months. The cops took Ronnie in to see why were she there .at first she lied until she couldn't take it no more and asked to call here dad. Her dad flew down from Kansas the next week and pulled some strings .Ronnie had about ten grand stash not including the money she was spending on her and Tasha. Tasha always thought the money came from her dad. Tasha and Ronnie was fighting about here hiding her lifestyle from her and her lying to everyone.so the text messages were slow until she return back to U.C.LA. Ronnie felt that she needed this vacation. It was due before she kill Tasha.

Chapter six

# '' Its a crazy world''

What up baby-girl what you thinking about? nothing baby. I'm just in-love with my man. And who is your man George asked Berneice with a childlike voice. Berneice said you are as she gazed over to kiss his lips. George said baby the baby is due next month and we don't have a place of our own yet. your sister is talking about foreclosure on your mom and dads house and your dad don't want it and we can't afford it. Now we need to figure out what were going to do about our living arrangements for the baby and we cant live with my parents they don't support welfare or shacking up and that is the best we can do right now. because the money I'm working for is for my future. Berneice started to cry and say George be quiet I feel like i'm in this alone all you think about is yourself. George I will find somewhere for me and the baby to live no worries .George felt an disgust with himself for being so selfish. He felt the need to give Berneice an apology and two hundred dollars .George said that he will take care of everything. Berneice stated that she didn't want him to take care of everything. she just needed him to do his part. George agreed as he got dressed for work. At this time George was a part time shoe salesman and a part time newspaper boy. Berneice came up with the money to keep her moms house by dancing as a stripper and whoeing on the side at night . she continued her Beauty college in the day. Her dad turned all paperwork over to Berneice for her new family since her sisters wouldn't pitch in on the house. George and Berneice had a son that they name Paul after George's Grandfather. Berneice stopped stripping after she gave birth to Paul and started a new job as a beautician in an upscale downtown Portland hair shop. Berneice had John's on the side who would pay her rent to fuck and suck behind George back.they would tell her to leave that young buck alone. as soon as his ass get something more he will leave her.she having to whoe now. Berneice hated the word whoe. she felt that she was doing what she had to for her and her baby. Although she didn't need the John's anymore she couldn't stop selling her body to them. they were paying her two hundred dollars on up. And that took care of her bills alone. The next year George impregnated Berneice again with a daughter name Fesha by this time George was really in love with Berneice but he wasn't bringing in the dough to support their family and his college funding . so Berneice started sneaking around with men from her part time job as a secretary of a major construction company that she had to get part time to make up for George lack. with her children and two jobs she had no life to party or play with George she was ready to get rid of him. The part time job only used her eight hours a week. the men that worked their made such good money Berneice would turn dates with some after work and on their day off for and three hundred dollars a night. George would wonder where Berneice was when she wouldn't come home sometimes. she didn't even call him or the children. She would tell George that she needed to work late for the holidays. Berneice was always on the go with work, dates, and the children .she really didn't have much time for George when he did get home from work. Berneice even had an affair with her part-time job boss for six months before his wife caught them buck naked in his office with his dick in Berneice ass from behind. The boss was so shocked he had a heartache while arguing with his wife and trying to get needlessness to say he never got dress before the ambulance arrived and Berneice had took off with all the money in his wallet . his wife told the paramedics to call his mother when he was well. she is going for a divorce. The paramedics didn't understand until she stated that she had walked in on his naked white ass jamming his little dick in some black woman.with such disgust she spitted on his painful body and left him with the paramedics. Berneice made it home early with five hundred extra dollars to play house mom.

# she cooked ,clean,put the children to bed and gave George some pussy. George new he needed a better paying job or he would lose his family .After George began his Masters degree he was gone a lot more than usual and the relationship was headed so far down the hill George and Berenice barley slept together anymore. George would spend a lot of time with his professor Dr. Sally Mae Thomas until they began to have an affair. The affair had gotten so bad that George started talking about leaving his family for his teacher. George and Berneice would fight and argue until the police would be called by the neighbors . George would grab his things and go to a motel so he could call sally to his room .Sally was in the middle of an divorce and was in love with an young man ten time younger than she was and she had three children that he couldn't help support. By this time Berneice had a third child that George swear wasn't his and her name was Desiree. Berneice got so mad at George one night for not claiming his child because she knew it was his she always wore a condom when she cheated on him .she picked up an skillet and hit George with it on his head while he was asleep. George was rushed to the emergency room by paramedics. Berneice was arrested for assault with a deadly weapon. Mary took care of Berneice children for the two years that she was incarcerated. Of course George stayed at the house and took care of his children on the weekends .After two years Berneice was released from jail with a restraining order from George. George refused to move. Berneice said that he had too because the house was in her name. she never put his name on the deed thanks for paying the rent she would say every time she kicked him out. They would fuck and fight.
# She hated George because it was his fault she had to whoe which he still never knew about after four years. Berneice saw Gab after all those years. Berneice said I knew I would pay him back for embarrassing me in the mall and getting us kicked out. Berneice pretended like she was going to give Gab some pussy and invited him to a motel room that she rented for the occasion . Gab was fine dark chocolate with natural curly hair and a body stack like an ox but she had one thing on her mind and that was revenge .Gab drink and smoked a blunt after he came out the shower. Berneice starting acting funky like she didn't want him there anymore. Gab started thinking what the fuck this bitch better not go crazy on a nigga.it took a lot to turn Gab fine ass down,. He was so ugly in school now he was the man she would date but she needed to get him back. Gab started rubbing on Berneice. Berneice said no lets play rummy they would play rummy while she would squeeze on his dick. Gab was so ready to fuck he thought about raping her for playing him.he got blue balls from needing to go inside her.he tried jacking off .it wouldn't work. Gab was begging her to suck his dick as he stood buck naked jacking off. Berneice said oh you forgot .Gab said forgot what. Gab said oh shit that's why you doing this and Berneice said hell yea and i'm about to yell rape. Berneice ran down the hall yelling rape to security .Security ran upstairs. Gab was holding his hard dick in his hands with no clothes on.they said we have to call the cops. Berneice said don't call the cops. I just want you to kick this nut job out. Gab said bitch fuck your evil ass.don't ever come around me again.security escorted Gab out .The supervisor of security came back to check on Berneice to end up staying the night fucking all night long. The next day Berneice was home with her children and talking with George on the phone about his behavior.

# ''whoe Business''

# auntie Lil jimmy said with curiosity,

# what is a bitch?Desiree yelled Lil Jimmy don't you ever call a woman a bitch you hear me, don't you ever say that to a woman you hear me. And don't bother to ask me again.
# well,Will call momma that all the time. he says she a lazy nasty one too.

# Desiree heated with compassion tears about to come to her eye's .Lil Jimmy is that how Will talk to your mom in front of you.
# Yes aunt DE.

# Desiree said with fiery go get the family so that we may eat dinner. That was something Desiree treasured eating dinner with her family Lil Jimmy did as he was told to do , because he could see that Desiree wasn't playing with him and she wouldn't mind spanking him if he didn't listen .The phone ring .Desiree screen the call to see if it was someone that she wanted to talk to and of course it was her mom Desiree answered her phone and Berneice started yelling about how her Saturday night date was a disaster her date credit card tapped out at the bar and she had to pay fifty five dollars for the bar tab. Desiree wasn't in the mood to hear Berneice go on about her estrange love affairs . Berneice been whoring so long the John's son's are grown up and paying her for favors . A generational whoe is what Paul calls her. Berneice actually came up in life as a whore, she had pimps take her to the top to the players ball although they were never her pimp's,but she needed one to qualify for the players ball. She had won whore trophies, got gifts, cars, and money for her good looks. Berneice was proud to be a whore at fifty five and Canada was her next mission . Berneice had open up escorts services and whore house's from Portland to Oakland .Berneice was a very crafty woman who could sweep a man off his feet with her big wide load ghetto booty chocolate skin long jet black hair from the Indian that she had inherited from her dad's side of the family and two front gold teethe in her mouth. And charming conniving ways. Even when men could see thru her they still fell weak for the pussy. George always thought to himself what did he ever see in a woman like Berneice. he knew deep inside that at one time he was madly in love with Berneice.she just wasn't the woman that he could bring home to his mother. George was raise by white people in Beverly Hills,California he and Berneice met in private school while George was going through his hood phase trying to be like the other black men that he admired. but that life didn't fit his lifestyle his parents were both white and well connected individuals who would throw him in a counseling session in a heart beat and George hated going to those groups. George was adopted at age three so
# to him they were his parents . George met Berneice one day going to Inglewood to get an ounce of weed that was pay for some work he had put in. Berneice was about fifteen thick ,chocolate with thirty six breast thirty six waist line , and wide thighs. George at sixteen always got an hard on when he saw Berneice. George couldn't wait to go to school to ask her out.she started dating George and their lives were never the same. Only good came from it was their children. George thought no matter what Berneice does or had done. Nothing would have worked to keep them together.

'' whoe's Get Paid,Bitches Get Laid''

# She plan to go where they had legalized prostitution in Canada and work her ass off. she plan on riding nice this summer of twenty fifteen . she had plans to move into a condo while allowing Fesha and Desire to keep the house. Berneice thought about putting money on Paul's books before she left town. but he acted so ashamed of her he wouldn't even speak to her on the block .where she use to work before she open up her home business. Berneice ran three whore houses. which two were the next two blocks over from the dope boy's spot .everyone in town mostly got their weed, crack, heroine, or whatever you wanted from that block it was a rule unless you had your own clientele that had your cellphone number than they contacted you they were not allowed on the block because no one knew who they were if it was a new comer in town who had a habit someone that was well known on the block would have to bring them and introduce them around. so if the spot got raided they would know who brought the heat and you didn't want to be that one, and hopefully it wasn't a mistake that your person brought the heat because they were going to get it too, and with all the cops who roll around the spot no one took that chance . mainly people of the community brought their drugs from the spot besides big time dealers. And I mean big time, they had cats on that block that brought about ten grand worth of dope to the streets each week from traveling statewide to just the bay area alone ,anyone that had tides to Los Angeles was already in the game so most weight was sold there to other big dealers,so she thought the hell with Paul I'll keep my money .As she walked toward the ferry heading towards San Francisco she thought about Paul some more than George she began to get angry that George was never there for Paul .She thought the hell with it, that's her son she decided to go to the jail to put fifty dollars on his book's on her way to the jail Berneice ran into a old high school friend as she began to enter the bus by the time Berneice sat down the woman began to carry on conversation she carried on so badly about how her car was in the shop and how she hated riding the bus as if she needed Berneice to know that she had made herself an very successful life , Berneice began to get bored with the woman and her conversation and started to drift away, the woman asked what did Berneice do for a living because she was an interior decorator she stated that they could exchange business cards and numbers to network in the business world if she like. Berneice was always so bold that's why she had very few friends while in high school unto her graduation day. Berneice clearly said That she was a whore and yes she made very good money she was the best damn whore in the world . she had won two trophies for being the whore of the year and regardless of what her uppity ass may think about it the money takes damn good care of her children and pays her bills before her uppity ass even think of something awkward. Like she may have aids. no I do not have aids or HIV or any disease in the entire twenty five years I have been a whore the woman mouth fell open wide enough to place a shoe in it she couldn't believe what she was hearing in the morning, the woman stated to Berneice ,what ever happen to George. Berneice said that loser made himself another family with some uppity ass teacher .And left me and his children, I can probably count the dollars on my hands Mr. Two good has spent on his children all while the world is giving him praise for being such an wonderful man .well he sucked as a dad my oldest son can't seem to stay out of jail and has been in and out since he was nine.while Mr. Two good was getting laid and making other babies .All the time while not taking care of the one's he has. Me and George lasted for about five years after high school clarita. Isn't that your name Berneice asked? Clarita was so surprised that Berneice remember her name she invited her out for the afternoon lunch,.Berneice accepted her offer . clarita said here is my office number call me in a hour,. I will give you directions to where this really nice restaurant is that I want to take you too. Clarita was the bubbly type that the black community would proclaim she wanted to be white because she was so much more sophisticated than most blacks. Berneice put fifty dollars on Paul's book .Than she went back home to change her clothes to prepare for the lunch invite from Clarita. Berneice called Clarita for directions. Clarita asked Berneice to meet her at the Great Wall of China downtown in the private section in the back. just give them their name. she had already made the reservations for the two of them. Clarita arrived ten minutes later. She and Berneice talked and shared a moment with some very emotional conversation about Clarita divorcing her first husband and remarrying for the third time. Berneice thought to herself that Clarita must be very lonely because she talks like no one listen's to her .Berneice was barely able to say a word since she said Hello to Clarita.

Chapter Seven

''Momma see Momma Do''

Aunt DE Will said that my name is Mack and all women are to be bitches to me. Thanks for telling me that Lil Jimmy,wait until I see your dad I'm going to tell him what, will is teaching you ,maybe the dead beat dad of yours will come get you and spend some time with you. Now go get Tenesha eight ,Jeremiah thirteen, Boom Boom nine, Nate eleven and Patricia seven.

Hello say's Desiree as she answer's the phone hey De ,this is Fesha has Shawn been there yet? bitch you calling here asking about Shawn and haven't been home in two days, what about your damn children! Fesha exclaimed ,bitch don't get all self -righteous on me .Do I complain when you out there diking and shit, De say's Fesha I don't have any children I can run the damn streets all day and night, and who I'm chasing isn't your damn business, I'm watching your damn children for free ,oh, and why Lil Jimmy telling me how Will be calling you bitches and shit in front of him ,and why do you allow him to tell jimmy ,that all women are bitches?De ,shut the fuck up them my damn children. I'll be home in a few. Desiree say's why is Shawn coming over here anyway, is he coming to get his damn children.

# Will , Shawn, and Mike need to grow the fuck up. You need to make better choices in men, since momma went crazy you acting like a straight whore on drugs are something yourself, six damn children and no real baby daddy or husband, you stupid bitch if you wasn't my sister. I would stay the fuck away from you. Fesha , starts yelling through the phone .I don't want to hear this shit .De, those are your niece's and nephew's. Fesha starts to cry on the telephone to Desire. Fesha started explaining to Desire that she is all she has as a strong support system she stated that Paul don't ever come around anymore he's in and out of jail again Markele Paul's baby momma snapping on bitches for visiting him at the jail . so now her and Tameka battling over Paul. Markele swear its about his son but everyone starting to notice that she wants to be back with Paul she keeps asking about him, and showing up on the dope-boy block whenever he is on the set trying to get his money and Markele wants child support Paul say's that he refuse to pay child support when he takes care
# of his son. He said of course he can't give her anything why he's locked up, if its really something important that she needs she can call crip, he will spot him. Paul and Crip had been boys since he was nine along with his boys Mango and Larry, they never moved out of Oakland no more than to visit family. Tameka started dating Paul while he was locked up. Tameka brother hooked them up through three way phone call .Tameka would visit him and put money on his book, while all Markele would do is ask for money. Tameka worked in the mall as a salsa rep at an independent Department store .Tameka was Latino black and white .so she had the best of both worlds both of her parents owned their own business. Paul said Markele just wanted some attention from him and he is not bothered by her anymore he is thinking about settling down with Tameka they had been dating for four months and she always kept all her promises to him. Bernice swear she knew Tameka sister from the whoe stroll come to find out she did know her .she knew her twin sister by the name of Mandy .Tameka sister choose to whoe for her boyfriend of five years that she shared with any man or woman with or without knowing all Big Mike would fuck with was whoe's Mandy thought she would make him a better man so she became a whoe to get with this man not knowing that dude didn't want change. he wanted shit easy and fast,if you wouldn't whoe for him he had no interest in you. he said he didn't want a woman with a brain, or a job he loved his whoe's to be silent back rubbers a whoe who would take dope boy charge's for him and they were definitely dumb because they liked a ratchet lifestyle and he definitely gave them that if they wasn't living from Motel to sleeping in cars they were on the streets, because big mike stayed in jail himself, Paul said a nigga like big mike needed to find a job because the streets took his life already. Big Mike had about eight different baby momma's and thirteen children and he didn't love none of them. people would wonder if he even knew the name 's of his children he only came around to give his baby momma's some dick so he could ask for money. the hood called big mike the monkey of all whoe's . because he would be the next transgender whoe that nigga had no whoe game only grime power for weak whoe's with no brain ability to eat off the streets. In jail Big mike put dick in dudes ass for cash for the streets and for his books while he was in jail .so he could buy store food in there. better not one nigga say nothing about what he was doing because Big Mike would beat the shit out of a nigga for not staying out of his business. Tameka never approved of Mandy dating an dude like big mike but whatever made her sister happy she would accept. Although in Tameka's heart she didn't believe that Mandy was really happy with Mike. Their mom and dad disowned Mandy until she came to her sense's and left Big Mike alone and work for one of the families business as a secretary in one of the warehouse's. So as far as Tameka was concern she was the only family member that Mandy had and she would not make her feel as if she couldn't ever come to her for support or help of any reasoning. Which Mandy never made a habit of. Tameka wish she would so they could spend more time together. Tameka was already falling in love with Paul. All she could do was think about how she wanted her life to be with him once he was released from prison. She was tired of visiting him and seeing Markele every week .But she realize that they had a son together. And she wouldn't dare try to come between that.

# My Man My Visit

Paul was chilling in his cell chopping it up with his roommate duke senior. Yo, Duke man how do you get custody of your child from a woman. Duke was an old pro at con but he knew nothing about custody battles because he stayed with his old lady for the last thirty years and took care of all eight of his children two of his son's are in the same prison but different units. Duke said well as far as I know she must be unfit first of all. Paul said yea the bitch is crazy. But naw she no unfit. Paul said Damn I wish I could get my son I think I want to marry Tameka .Duke started laughing that's that prison talk boy. Wait to see what it's really like with that girl after your out. You just met her in here. isn't that whatshisname name sister T.J. Yes Said Paul. Duke said well good luck with that one. She is a good seed. she maybe a solid broad .I know some of her family from a wealthy lifestyle. that boy T.J. just don't want to do no better. I know Mandy her sister a street whoe that got turned out by Big Mike .Damn old man you know shit. Paul stated. Duke responded to Paul by saying Man I run the forty third block I know shit about that block from in here. That's been my block for the last fifteen years. I shot a man in broad daylight right there for trying to rob me. Paul said damn old man you savage. Duke said savage my ass you youngsters don't know your place that's all. so I had to put one in his place. If you need a dope trap when you out I charge two hundred a month. I have a place you can trap at. Paul said naw. I have my own path I gets my money. Thanks old man. Anyway I want a job and start a family when I'm out .so I can be a good dad and husband. Duke said now I like that talk youngster. But don't just talk about it. Do it now. Paul turned over in his bunk and said you will see old man. Oh, yea I saw Duke Jr. in here beat up pretty bad. the word is the china man got a hit out for him. Duke said my boy here and running. Oh hell no, I'm going whip his ass on the yard. He not running from no china man. them motherfuckers run more dope through the hood than Tony Montana out who the china man is for me boy. I'm going to put my hit out. I know my boy must got himself on drugs because this is not what he was taught to do. what we sills don't do is run especially from no little men. they brought Pearl harbor down and we will bring down the streets with every hoodlum, guns,and street man power available for the Chinese ass motherfuckers. Get that information for me boy. china want a war we gone give him one. If its the same one. I told him not to sell dope in the hood no way to take his Chinese ass to china town. And for the record shit is going down heavy boy that's why my boy was able to get to the Chinese dope. I already knew boy.i told you the streets talk to me in here. Bruce out their kidnapping china girls they keeping it quiet so the hood won't fuck up the FBI plans to catch Bruce with the china man. The cops being knowing Bruce since he was fourteen word is they know someone plotted it with him. because Bruce brain isn't well develop to plot a get away crime that's why he never gets away. They started laughing. Paul said I hear you old man. You get that info for me boy so I can put the hit out for a treaty or china man won't have no dope either way he wants to take it!Duke Sill Senior don't run from nobody you hear me boy. And duke Jr. better not come to the yard because his daddy wanna fight his ass at their robbing for chump change like a dope fiend. And fell asleep before his visiting time.

Chapter Eight

A Whore And A Housewife

Damn bitch do you have to make every damn visit every damn Tuesday whoe. Every damn Tuesday yo, ass at the jail looking all savory and shit .Bitch let me and my baby daddy have a moment ''Markele stated'' Tameka looked pissed and disturb by this bitch accusations. she began to read the bitch her rights. first off bitch I'm no whoe this is my man! second off, you off brand bitch! all you down here for is to talk about money and to try to come between us. which will not happen ,and third off you off brand bitch go get your stank ass a job and get off my man's dick. Markele said bitch I will beat your ass for talking that shit that's my baby daddy and yes I do want us to be a family again. so what you have to say about that bitch .I been knowing Paul dumb ass since middle school and I been having sex with that nigga since High School bitch! He ain't shit but a criminal. you will get tired of his ratchet ass real soon. because he can't keep a job or a dope spot long enough to stay out of jail bitch. Markele stated''.

Tameka said well let me worry about that. Matter of fact did Paul tell you that I am the new stepmother of your son. we are set to be engage as soon as he gets out. Markele say's bitch Paul tired ass not marrying anything but the jailhouse and I will see to that bitch. Than Markele proceeded to walk away. Tameka looked stun she mumbles to herself . I will not under estimate a ratchet ass whoe who wants easy money .Tameka see Markele ghetto ass in the booth swinging her hands and yelling at Paul through the phone. Paul was ignoring her while using his hands to play with his son through the window Markele told Paul she is pregnant again. but it's juice baby she proceeded to tell Paul that Juice is a real nigga that can stay out of jail pay his bills and take care of his family not like his tired whoe ass that been in and out since age nine. Paul calls for the officer to take him back before he snap on this bitch Markele said so she will need his child support. Bitch I give you child support by taking care of mine when I'm free Markele yelling what about when your ass not free nine months of the year!Paul yells bitch get the fuck outta here and don't come back here again unless its urgent bitch with your gold digging ass that nigga juice better not touch my son that's my son and I take good care of mine you low life bitch. The sheriff beckon to Paul to step out so that Markele may leave the building. The sheriff tells Paul that he has another visitor go cool down so that his visitor will not be rejected. Paul knows that its Tameka he go to his room and get on his knee's to say a prayer.''Lord I know I haven't been the best man or the best dad. Lord I pray that you show me a better direction than what I did to get in here Lord. I pray for the wisdom and understanding on how to be the man you design for me to be and a better dad but most of all get Markele off my back Lord . I don't need her money hungry self all in my business trying to ruin my life . Lord I really want to love and honor Tameka as my wife .And start a family with her. these last four months has been the best four months of my life with a woman of her caliber. Thank You Lord for such beauty in spirit mind and body. Amen''.

okay listen up the guard yells, its second visit when I call your name step up to the door,Paul name is called on his way to his visit . A prisoner by the name of Ronald makes a comment to Paul about how that nigga Juice uncle works for the force and that he better watch his back because he is one of the dirties motherfucking cops who ever walked this earth, and the word is Markele will do anything to have him back and Juice knows it,the word on the street is she is with him because you don't want to be with her. Paul say's oh yea Ron. so who this nigga uncle .Ronald says man I can't tell you that. that's for your people's to do. I'm just saying . I will put you on game my nigga .I know when you get out you will have to get that weight out in them streets and we don't want that heat in the hood, that's all I'm saying bro. Paul hit his chest like a beast with one fist and said no disrespect but nigga how in the fuck do you know my business? Ron smiled and said that baby mommy of yours is a nightmare and walked away. Paul got in the visiting room with a million questions running through his mind. Tameka was joyful and curious why Paul wasn't as joyful usual. but than she remember. That bitch Markele was just here better Markele first anyway. This way she can make him smile again. Tameka said Hey babe whats the matter?Paul said that bitch scheming again that's all baby momma drama isn't my forte and that bitch know better she just want to make shit hard for me and you, don't let her do that Tameka okay baby. because I'm yours and I want to marry you and have a family baby. Tameka had tears coming to her eye's .I promise I won't. I know exactly what she is about we had a debate before your visit with her . Baby she said that she will make sure that you marry the jail. I don't know exactly what she was trying to say but be careful with her Paul .Paul said I know that bitch like a book. we been together since I was thirteen I know how she play games but I got word that this time a dirty cop is on her team that's my biggest problem. this bitch working with dirty cops or not I don't know. but the word is its her boyfriend 's uncle. Tameka said oh shit baby are you serious?Yea, I just got word from the streets of course the bitch not going to tell me that even if she knows because this is her way of getting control of me at least that is what she will think. Paul stated ''So how you been doing baby let's get back to us .After visit Paul felt much better. He called to talk to Berneice to see could she get in touch with Fesha so she could come to the jail for some urgent business on Thursday. Berneice of course knew that Paul wasn't telling her shit because she would have the shit on the news, he only told her good news unless it was really necessary for her to know. Paul hated the fact that Berneice would whoe and that his boys would even get favors from her. but that was her hustle .But he just couldn't be around her for too long because he always told himself to never trust a whoe and that included his mother if she continued to whoe for a living, his pop's wasn't shit in his book with his self made ass he wouldn't even give Paul a job talking about his essential criminal history . Paul always thought that George was full of shit all he does is sell insurance for a living, although he has been doing it for many of years and make really good money, that wasn't no different than being a damn janitor to Paul.

( pimping )

Ike who that big white dude that just came in , said Paul oh that's Jim Bone ,Ike responded , the pimp of most white whoe's around Oak Town, that big ass motherfucker raise whoe's,that's that nigga said Paul with excitement, I heard about that cat, I hear he rape little girls and pimp them out, Ike said no telling what that big country ass motherfucker do, he just another bird in a cage as for as I'm concern, Ike six feet tall around one hundred eight five pounds, black chocolate skin with a head full of nappy hair Ike was a straight street nigga, trying to get that dude to settle down in a house with a family would be a miracle especially since he is already fifty with a gang banger mentality never had a serious relationship longer than two years with anyone besides with the men in prison Ike is on his fourth term in the joint doing a fifteen year stretch for his second robbery. He was like eight five percent of the prison population a revolving door in and out of the prison he was just released and came back one year later on a violation and a new charged. Ike was a typical nigga he never would give anyone any props for shit, a straight hater. Paul only fucked with Ike when he wanted to do business with Ice the prison dope peddler, but you had to go through Ike to get your shit if you wanted the best shit the prison had to offer, and the only reason the Italian dealt with Ike is because they did business on the streets as well he pretty much grew up with Ike since age fifteen as a two bit low life hustler in Brooklyn at age twenty three the Italian invited Ike to come to Los Angles California with him because he had nothing going for himself but peddling nickels and dimes for the Italians and they were barely paying him. Ike mother was a crackhead from Queens New York his dad was from Mississippi his mom and dad never had a relationship only a fuck thing going. Ike never had a real family his dad people never knew he existed because his dad was a stranger he only came by to fuck his mother and pat Ike on the head, once at age thirteen Ike asked his dad big Ike for fifty cents he told him hell no ,what I look like your dad something , Ike ran to his room and cried because he thought Ike was his dad .Ike still don't know if big Ike knew he was his dad, he think that his crack headed ass mom never told him. She told him because he always asked who his dad was. Ike took care of himself since he was eight because of his mothers crackhead lowlife lifestyle in and out of jail and rehabs whoring all day and night to smoke dope. All while Ike was staying with his cousins being beat and raped by uncles he went from friends house to juvenile his mom never visit him until once the system threaten to take him away from him if she didn't seem more concern, that's when Ike decided to join his Italian friend that he met in juvenile by the name of ice. Ike knew blacks wasn't allowed in Brooklyn where the Italians hoods were located unless they were invited, so Ike felt really special knowing that he had a personal invite. Ike was taught how to cook ,cut , sack and weigh dope .Ike would bring the Italians back one thousand dollars a week from dope, the Italians would pay Ike five hundred a month and two hundred in dope. which his mother would smoke one hundred and fifty of it begging. Ike love his mother although she never had been one to him he would give her crack hoping that she wouldn't whoe so much by the time Ike was fifteen his mother was H.I.V Positive she was still whoring,smoking crack going to jail and getting beat by strangers one night Ike was on his way home to his mothers house he heard sounds of screaming coming from the alley yelling help .Ike went to see and it was his mom being beat by a white John, why the John was yelling nigger whoe, I'm not paying you shit, now suck this white cock, Ike said hey get off of her, the white man said look kid this grown folks business , Ike walked up to the big stocky six feet tall man at sixteen years of age and knocked the shit out of the man, the man said hey kid this has nothing to do with you, Ike said that nigga whoe that you wasn't going to pay is my mother. Ike than kicked the man in his face and took every cent he had and said bitch I would take your car for a joy ride than toss it in the river ,but I have more important shit to do. Like make this money bitch, he said I never robbed a man but I do steal than kicked him in his face again. The man said don't tell my wife and fell unconscious .Ike helped his mother up when they got into the house. Ike count his money he got two hundred and fifty dollars off the man .Ike gave his mother fifty dollars worth of crack that he would have to make up with his money because his mom smoked up all his pay. He begged his mother to stop whoring and asked her why she never had a job, His mother started to cry and hug Ike all over and said I love you Ike your my baby my only son Ike . But momma is sick Ike,.Mom is H.I.V positive. Ike sat down in disbelief and said momma your dying with tears in his eyes, momma why you don't protect yourself, his momma said she does but she been raped a lot so one of them could have given it to her. Ike just cried Lucile just took a hit and cried with her son. they hugged and cried Ike said momma I have three thousand dollars saved up I was going to get a car with it .but now I want to move you momma to a better place so you can get yourself together momma. Lucile said no I'm not moving we staying here go buy your car and live your life I made my choices Ike. Ike asked his mother why she never told big mike that he was his son, she said because he wouldn't except you no way because your a whoe baby, but I love you baby and God does too, baby .maybe you should go to church with Larry .Ike said hell no momma. Larry was raping me momma all while you was catching H.I.V. Lucile said stop lying on your uncle he is a real christian man, Ike said he fooled all y'all momma, he like little boys I'm not the only one. The pastor knows momma. they both rape. Ike cried like a baby the both rape little boys . Felicia Lucile sister walk-ed in, Lucile looked at Felicia like murder was her mission, Lucile said did you know this ?Felicia said know what ? Did you know Larry was molesting my boy! While pointing her finger in Felicia face. Felicia looked at them both and shook her head what was I suppose to do Lucile he was molesting everybody except you because you were never around, Lucile cried, I'm going to kill Larry for raping my boy, I'm going right now, Felicia said he is not there he moved with some woman he met at church. Lucile said does she have children. Felicia said yes, Lucile said oh my god we have to stop this now this is too crazy my brother is a child molesting rapist, who is the woman fe-fe. I don't know her.she new at the church, Lucile said I can't believe my ears, all of this is going on at daddies church , bet he is turning over in his grave the pastor is a rapist too. Felicia shook her head with tears. yes he is Lou. Lucile didn't talk to her mother, her mother hated her for bringing shame to the family .but she would have to for this. Lucile called her mother hysterical her mother was actually glad to hear from her, Lucile felt a certain shock, that her mother wasn't cussing her out for calling your house, her mom said I know why your calling, you have never called me crying, the pastor was busted last week baby. Lucile said and Larry. Her mother said what about Larry ? Larry walked through the door yelling momma I got the job, everything went silent on both ends. Lucile said momma just be quiet and listen! Larry has been raping Fe-Fe, your grands,children at the church and that woman children could be next, than she hung up. Bertha looked like someone stabbed her. Larry said momma you look like someone just stepped on your big toe Bertha said someone did, you did. Bertha said get out my house Larry because I'm calling the cops now. Larry said for what momma. you been raping in this house for years and the church .Now your about to do it to more innocent children. Larry started crying no momma your not going to mess up my family and started to charge toward Bertha as in an attempt to hit her .Larry didn't know his brother Mack was up stairs . normally he is living with his baby momma, their relationship has been having problems so Mack been staying with his mother for about a week. Bertha yell Mack help. Mack came running momma what you yelling for .Larry tried to attack me because I found out he is a rapist child molester. Mack said momma what the hell are you talking about? Lou just called me I guess Ike told her about the church and said Larry doing children too, I'm calling the cops,because Fe-Fe wouldn't lie. Mack said Larry man you rape our sister!You raped your own sister ! Larry and Mack started throwing blows in the living room. Bertha was calling the cops and yelling at Larry to get out her house . after Larry and Mack went blow for blow Larry ran out the door jumped in his car Bertha called Lucile to come over because the police was on their way and bring Ike and Fe-Fe with her so they can tell them what she told her. Lucile said to Ike with

excitement .Mack and Larry just got into a fight in the house and Mack coming to pick us up so we can tell the police what I told momma . Ike was a handsome chocolate teenager stood five feet two at sixteen. Ike was a survival and protector when he did get with females he was over protective so the relationship didn't last long, because of him being to controlling. Lucile said I told you momma would take care of it. Mack coming to get us so we can talk to the cops. Ike said what talk to the cops.well I have to hide this dope before I go anywhere. Fe-Fe how long did uncle Larry do you Ike asked as he was stash away his dope in the next room. Fe-Fe said Larry raped her for fifteen years from ages nine until twenty four. Lucile heard that and just cried some more and yelled hurry up so we can put Larry away. I wonder who all he has raped through the years.

CHAPTER NINE

The Break In

Yo! whats up ,what you doing with my damn stereo man, what the fuck up man , you broke in my shit , Larry yelling as he walks through the door of his apartment building at a young thug from the hood, Man fuck you Big G told me to get this shit you owe him five hundred dollars you lucky we not taking the entire system but the stereo cost a grand so he is not fucking with it, that's what this about . Larry was about to pull out his strap and young thug said man I wouldn't do that .them shy town nigga's right behind you . we just want our money. you took the dope got robbed that's not our problem we need our money so that we can get back to business in Chicago. Larry stood six feet tall ,two hundred and ten pounds, with light skin and a bald head that he wore all the time. He never sagged his jeans they always fitted properly he either wore a red, blue, black or white T- shirt if it was a dress up day he would throw on a suit coat jacket with some timberland's, this dude would never wear a suit or anything close to it. Jeans were his favorite attire , never casual pants. He had his first new born being birth into the world at twenty two with no money no job and no family who cared about him besides his baby momma. Larry thought to himself. Damn if Paul was out we would get this dude money. shit I may have to go into the jail so me and Paul can come out together. But than again I don't want to leave my baby momma and my child these clowns may know who she is. Larry starting screaming damn man fuck. them nigga's not getting away with robbery. I'm going to find out what hood hit me up and i'm riding on them nigga's myself. fuck a crew. The next day Larry spoke with Paul Baby momma to tell her what happen so when she go see Paul to let him know Brook nigga's gang robbed him for a kilo of dope and a two pounds of weed. And he don't have the money .they already taking his shit for pay. Larry was mad as hell because Markele said I don't know what you telling Paul for .He not with that bullshit no more. That nigga broke to. He hustling bitches from jail. Larry said bitch I will choke your grimy ass .Bitch you fucking with Juice that nigga police. Me and Paul been real nigga's .we been down bitch even for your ass. we been boys since he was nine and I was twelve bitch we will get that money together. Believe that. Larry grabbed his dick. Markele said get the fuck out of my house with that shit putting my child in Jeopardy. Larry don't come back over here or else that Boyfriend of mine will have you arrested. Larry said Damn Markele you use to be a down ass bitch. Markele said that she still was down. now she's smarter and they still some dumb ass Negro's. doing the same thing they been doing since they were nine and twelve. dumb ass nigga' she has children to think about. get the fuck out Larry because your broke ass need to get a job and take care of your family. Yea I know shanice. You and Paul some sorry ass Negro's. Larry said bye bitch. I see why Paul got tired of your wack ass. wack Markele stated is your broke ass. i'm not broke bitch and neither is my man and she slammed the door. Larry decided to go to the hood that night to get a few of those nigga's one by one and got his self shot up twelve times. Paul was notified in jail that his brother had been shot. everyone knew it was a fake family matter because Paul had no brothers. But they knew Paul and Larry were brothers from growing up together Paul was so devastated he didn't even visit with Tameka or call her. Her brother told her what happen with Paul friend. So than she understood what was going on. for about a month Paul laid in his bunk and did nothing. He lost about twenty pounds. After he finished mourning he called Tameka .she was heart broken for him and herself because she wanted to be by his side. Tameka said you lost so much weight. please start eating and doesn't look like you. Paul said that he was. Tameka said she would put fifty dollars on his book. Paul said that he was getting out in a few months to call his sister Fesha to put in for a visit he needed to talk to her. Paul other boys were all in prison and now Larry was dead. Paul couldn't go to the funeral because he couldn't prove that Larry was his real brother.

(money making Tissy)

Jim Bone man whats up man said Gab. You still pimping them whoe's. Gab asked and started laughing he always saw J.B as a black man. Jim Bone said hell yea. I hear you pimping to thug nigga. Gab said yea I have a few ratchets working the streets for me. Nothing big as you thou. J.B said where is that dumb ass friend of yours Duke. That's the dumbest motherfucker nigger I know. Gab said calm down don't be calling people niggers now. Well that ugly motherfucker is a nigger. He robbed the china man for a tenth of coke when it was kilo's in that bitch the china man has a hit on him for fifty dollars of dope. Dumb ass turned into a crackhead. You not smoking that shit are you Gab.naw man I don't fuck around. I really don't fuck with Duke either no more and that's why the nigga was getting to hot.he still my boy but we not that tight. Gab said if you wanna pimp for long you better keep it that way .Gab said I feel you old school. This J.B. Motherfucker and don't be pimping no white bitches. all white bitches come around here is mine. You got that brother! J.B said with venom on his tongue and walked away. This was one white man you didn't want to fuck with. Hey white girl bring your ass over her with your fine self. What's your name bitch. Tissy stated the white girl .Gab said Tissy. Girl what was your momma thinking. I know she white name your ass Tissy. You fine thou Tissy let me put some dick in you. how old are you baby you look young in your face but your body look eighteen. i'm sixteen. That's still to young but if you don't tell I won't tell. Gab told Tissy to get in the back seat he will be in there in a minute I walk over to the store to grab a condom. He came back and started Tissy off with sucking his dick .Gab was asked Tissy had she ever made any money for a black man. Tissy said no. Gab didn't even put the condom on he knew the pussy was good. He fuck the shit out of Tissy she was walking funny. When he was done. He knew that he never saw her in the hood or on the block and no brothers was running up in her ass. Gab fucked the shit out of Tissy every time she saw him. she was throwing pussy at him.she was so sprung. Until a crackhead who knew her momma said I know you not fucking that one. they gone throw your black ass in prison that bitch thirteen you don't pimp her do you. Hell naw old man that pussy too good. I'm trying to wear it out first. That's good your not pimping her because J.B. Will have your life about these white one's this his money. He don't pimp black women so don't fuck with his money. Understood old man. Gab took Tissy to the back of the store and made her suck his dick than fucked her standing up outside the building about two months of fuckin and running the dope traps. Gab gave her a dope sack. She couldn't sell dope worth shit. Gab said yep that's a good whoe. All she know is to sell pussy. Gab was arrested in the motel with Tissy for statutory rape. Tissy went home after two months on the streets with Gab to a mother who cared more about her men than her daughter. Tissy told her mom about her boyfriend touching her breast grabbing her pussy and holding her down raping her. Tissy said she fought to get away .her mother called her a liar. She beat the shit out of Tissy than kicked her out .She told Tissy that she will never be no more than a whore. Go fuck with the blacks.she said she heard about her running around with Gab. She beat the shit out of Tissy so more her mom had several emotional problems along with mental health issue's. Plus she wanted to fuck Gab herself and she was going to as soon as he was released from prison. .Gab had no ideal that was Darlene daughter. Gab would run from Darlene a fat white woman that loved black dick. Darlene never used drugs. she just was heartless with drug addict behavior toward her one and only daughter. Tissy began her life at thirteen as a whoe for a pimp by the name of Jim Bone . Jim Bone was a big countrified white man who stood damn near seven feet tall he would only give Tissy two hundred dollars a week for her services .After bringing in around three Grand a week .He would never allow Tissy to have a boyfriend, he would say to her that a whoe was not allowed a real man and she would always be a whoe. so get the whole boyfriend thing out of your head. especially with trash ass niggers,they will have you in jail. Tissy learned how to sweet talk her way through anything. Tissy was twenty one when she started stripping .Tissy had remarkable people skills and was very old fashion in some ways she wouldn't wear her street clothes to work. she was very modest when she needed to be. Jim Bone taught her business skills to lure in Johns for him , sometimes they were robbed by Jim Bone or Tissy would give her services if they had enough money. Tissy turned eighteen she went to community college and began to strip for a living for two years. After Tissy graduated with her degree in social work she wasn't amused by college anymore. she began to look for employment as a call girl on the side while Tissy worked her first job as a telemarketer, because of her past criminal history as a prostitute they made it so hard for her to get any type of social work employment especially since she did not have years of counseling. looking fabulous because she had grown up well physically. she was single and without a pimp. Tissy was so happy she cried when Jim Bone got sentence by the courts. Jim Bone receive a life sentence for the murder of a John for trying to seduce him to the bed for some sexual pleasure with a whoe and him. Jim Bone was very homophobic and the John had no clue of that . Jim Bone shot and robbed the John for five hundred dollars , and thousand dollars worth of PCP and heroine .while they were in the motel room doing PCP Jim Bone snapped . Someone heard the gun shots and called the cops. Jim Bone was too high to realize that he hadn't had no silencer on his revolver. After he let off three bullets to the john's chest. He took off in his lime green and blue muscle truck . Only to be apprehended by county authority's crossing Oregon state line . Tissy was a Madonna look a like .Tissy was one beautiful white girl native of Portland Oregon .she moved to Oakland at age ten after her grandmother died to live with her mother. by the time Tissy was eighteen all she would date was black men from the hood .white men and foreigners was were she made her money at .Jim Bone would threaten her so bad and beat the shit out of her she solely hated white men. Because of how badly Jim Bone treated her.she always thought white men were monsters who only used women of all kind .One day while she was stripping at a night club called monkey's in Oakland she met Paul there .Paul was twenty three at this time fresh out of jail for three months because of distribution charges from the hood turning it's back on him, Paul had cut his hair clean cut . wide smile with straight gold teeth in his mouth .he had manicured his nails he wore a nicely trimmed gold Tee and he had plenty of money that he saved up in jail. Tameka was gone for the summer to visit with relatives to be sure marrying Paul was the right thing to do. while wearing the top name brand black Nike's black was the only color shoe that you would see Paul wear Paul always had dressed nicely and loved a gold watch on his arm . Paul would never sag his jeans he grew out of the thug stage at 18. Paul was straight business he knew how to deal with white people through his Los Angeles drug clients. Tissy loved everything about Paul. When she glanced over at him. He was a god in her eye's. His smooth chocolate skin and well groom body that stuck out its chest like a soldier from all the push ups at one hundred and eighty five pounds Paul body made Tissy wet between her legs.she was so very attracted to him. Paul had his drink in his hand about to sit down Tissy went over to him to ask for a dance Paul said yea if I can have one for free. she agreed and they began to. Tissy invited Paul to Lunch he agreed to have lunch with her the next day. but he decided to warn her that he was in a relationship. His woman was out of town. Tissy was disappointed but she still wanted to be around him. She started spending money on Paul because he wouldn't give her no dick. Tissy couldn't understand not too many black men would turn her down. She have them all married, single, gay, perverts and all Paul and Tissy ran into Fesha at the store .Fesha was like oh, shit Tissy may. Paul how you know Tissy. The club so stay out my business. Paul said do me a favor let Tissy hang with you guys today. Tissy said naw i'm a stripper I don't whoe no more. Fesha and here girls started doing a swag dance and breaking it down. Bitch what he saying is your going with us. What you fucking with Paul for if you not trying to bring him no money. Fesha said. Bitch Paul a gold digger nigga never been a good pimp that's why he don't do it. Tissy said what we going to do. Bitch we go show you the ropes and block just in case you change your mind. Paul said take care of her. don't let nothing happen to her. need to run a few errands. You have my number. Tameka was blowing Paul cell phone up. she sent a text saying that she will be home early. Paul said what the fuck. Paul said change of plans. Tameka coming home early .I can't come back to get you. You can roll with them or I can take you back to the club. Tissy of course wanted to roll with Paul but this time before she got out the car he couldn't get her off of him . Paul was wrestling with her saying that he was inlove with his lady . Tissy was kissing on his neck. Paul said girl stop making a fool of yourself. Tissy was burning with desire and he was going to give her some dick even if she had to take it. Tissy say well why you with me than. Paul said because your cool to hang out with. Tissy started wrestling with him again saying that she didn't want to here the shit .finally Tissy broke Paul button off his slacks his hard on was in her pussy. she had slid herself on his penis in the middle of wrestling with him. Paul said Lord I didn't mean it. I really don't want to hurt Tameka. Tissy started sucking his dick all while Tameka was blowing up the text messaging. Paul said baby I met you at the house. I'm driving now from L.A. He made it a few hours because he decided to stay in the car for a while Tissy sucked his dick so good. After Tissy damn near raped Paul he said they shouldn't see each other anymore. Tissy said okay we will see. And walked in the club. Paul received another text from Fesha saying by the way Paul remember our visit in jail.you owe me bro fifteen grand. I know I have half of your money right here. Paul stopped by the block to pick up Fesha to take her to the bank so she could deposit her money and they chatted like old times sake. Paul gave her seven hundred and fifty dollars Fesha stayed on the block getting her money. After Paul dropped her back off with wild cat sandy, and Olivia. They out there selling pussy ,weed,ass and all Paul said. That fucking trifling ass momma of ours Berneice did this shit to Fesha. what a bitch because her life fucked up she had to fuck up her daughter's life. what a bitch Paul was saying to himself as he was driving home . Paul was thinking to himself that Tameka was different than all the women he had dated most were hood lovers.but his baby momma Markele was a straight hood rat the kind that would have sex with your brother, uncle ,and cousin if he's fine. Fesha never understand what Paul saw in Markele welfare ass .Markele collected welfare and sucked dick for Paul when it was really necessary. none of Markele children are his except the first born Paul Jr. Paul say's Markele been sexting and cymber sexing other dudes for three years he don't know who she fucking .Fesha said she explained to Paul that he is her brother he can live with her when he gets out to get his life right he said that's cool his bitch will hold it down for him now. Markele fucking some nigga called Juice what is Paul locked up for Drug distribution charges say's desire .Desiree say's rumors is she wants to marry juice because Paul will not do shit for his children or her's . he is too risky with his drug dealing ways. She and Juice has falling for each other. Desiree replied with a smirk on her face that whoe just love dick. That bitch ain't never love nobody but Paul. Fesha started laughing telling Desiree about the time her and Markele went to beat Mann Mann up for setting Paul up. Girl we beat the shit out of Mann Mann. I didn't have a clue what was going on .all I know is the bitch said Mann Mann and my brother. I snapped and went to his house with her. Mann Mann was beating our asses until Markele picked up the knife and stabbed his ass in his ass. you should have seen Mann Mann face girl after we went in his ass with that toilet bowl plunger. Girl,can you image our sixteen year old asses whipping on this big black Samoan looking motherfucker. Girl, I think Markele taught me how to fight that day. i have never beat a man ass like that since. And its due bitch it's time me and you go whip up on some of these streets nigga's about Paul. they trying to keep Paul locked up . those dirty ass cops right with them. Yep, by the way juice uncle is a cop Paul told me at visit and guess what else I heard Bam is the cop son.Thats why he wouldn't take no one to his house. don't mention it to Bam that you heard. I'm going to find out for real so I can relay this to Paul. Bam is about to be ransom if this cop want too play dirty. Bam gone need a gun and we sending that bitch to the pen or a sore ass if that dirty ass cop fuck over Paul for juice. people can say a lot of things about Berneice but she will not fuck with no cops not even for money. Berneice been a whoe all her life and never been to jail for it. because she stay away from fake ass bitches who stay in and out of the jail smiling about the cops and she stay away from cops. De I do the same .so we expect you too do the same. You know Mann Mann wouldn't do business with Paul any more after that .Paul never knew why because none of told. we were all to scared to go to jail even Mann Mann was hoping his warrants wasn't showing up in the hospital. we didn't go to jail because Mann Mann wouldn't talk to the cops he knew that he had set Paul up for the cops. girl we beat his ass.still to this day he runs when he see either of us.he think we still hanging out. They started laughing out loud. Markele is nothing but a dick down dutch bag now .Desiree said and started laughing. Fesha said well get ready because this time we gone tie up a cops son and ransom his ass to expose his dirty as cop father to the world of internet and the streets. open pussy whoe Markele can take the fall for this one. Paul is cool with Tameka he even talking about marriage. now that's something new that he didn't do. I met her when I went to see Paul last week. Fesha said why didn't you tell me that you were going to the jail to visit .she would have went with you. Desiree said anyways. Tameka got her shit together. That one whoe Berneice was calling one silly ass bitch last week is her real sister. Fesha said or you serious. De said yes I am. the one big Mike always whipping on her and treating her like shit is her sister. I didn't tell her that shit. But I'm sure she has heard its all around town. she's not taking anymore charges. Markele claims to be getting her life together and that she is not taking anymore charges for a bum ass nigga. Desire looking painfully as they talk about her brother Paul its only the three of them and she seem to have all the sense for the three of them. Paul has been in and out of jail since he was nine. momma said Paul should have been a boxer because he never lost a fight but he wanted what was in the streets instead. momma said there is nothing in them streets but trouble and that's all Paul ever got from it. a jail sentence , a stab womb and children .He say's he's not the daddy of the other two only Paul Jr. the first born . Paul Jr. is a little fanatic of video games at four. Really he nearly mastered . Hard To Kill some shooting game .but I guess it impresses people. ''Really''

# Fesha looked with such facial of
# amazement. No one in her family really did anything but the streets except her dad and he didn't even come around since they all grew up. she refuse to call a dad who knows that he has children out here. She use to go see Jr. all the time. Now she is all about her money.so it's in the way and Markele not with her brother no more so she don't really go around her as much. Fesha thought to herself she needs to go pay a visit to her nephew. De and Fesha started laughing.

Desiree stated damn I miss Paul,'' he crazy as hell always have a smile on his face .His baby mama Markele claiming that she pregnant with this other dudes baby she said Paul need to be a man and step it up. Patricia started yelling''that was Desiree niece which was Fesha eight year old daughter . I'm telling on you boom boom .I'm telling auntie what you did or you better give me some of that candy. or I'm telling Auntie. I saw you Humping Tenesha in the bathtub boom boom ''.Desiree is anxious to get off the telephone with Fesha ''see you when you get home sis. Stated Desire stated . I need to go now those brats of yours are up to something .Fesha responded with okay sis. talk later babe. Sis when Shawn arrive tell him that I will be there in a about fifteen minutes. Desiree proclaim with an nonchalant jester whatever. That loser.

# Desiree started to call Patricia,'' in a child like voice what were you yelling about telling me what ? Patricia said nothing Auntie.
# Jeremiah began to raise his voice while they were saying uh no I didn't auntie. don't believe that we were playing . But he gave her some candy that's why she won't tell you. Desiree said he gave Tenesha some candy. Okay well you getting a whooping for lying and hiding something from and I told not to be humping and going on with each other. Little nasty selves. Auntie Desiree started to yell at them all. I told all you guys that's bad for family to do to one another. Matter of fact no television tonight or tomorrow , stand in a corner for thirty minutes no sweets for two weeks. Jeremiah you and Nate can go play basketball at the park be home by the first shade of dark take this cell phone in case of emergencies.

Jeremiah and Nate took off to go play ball at the park. As Nate walked out the door his dad Shawn is walking up to the entrance. Shawn grabs his son and hug him than he gave Nate a hug because he knew Nate Dad Samuel. Samuel was sentence for arm robbery and Murder . Samuel was a champ a bread winner. He now resided in Wall Walla state Penal system in Washington state .Being from Oakland California he didn't get a lot of visit's. He had female pen pals who would visit him and write him letters from time to time until they found real boyfriends .he did his crime in Seattle Washington .He ran major dope on occasions from Portland to Seattle to Tacoma, and Oakland he knew people when it came to getting his money. Those people weren't reliable when it came to the joint and never was Fesha .Fesha got to eat to she would say. she couldn't continue to wait for Samuel. on the social tip Samuel was scarce it was just him and his lady. He did most of his dirt alone. If he needed a hand with his dope getting in the streets . he knew a few young foot soldiers who had his back that he could give a brick or two to and they would come back with his money. Samuel was a child who grew up fast .Samuel was pimping three months after he left his mothers home .Although they were rivals from different hoods. Shawn respected the brother for being loyal in more than one way. Even thou he always looked at Samuel as being a damn fool for doing that crime to get Fesha the best things in life. That's why he will never really know who Jeremiah is unless he gets a miracle. he always had one of his siblings dad's as a dad .Jeremiah dad is doing life in prison on arm robbery and murder. occasionally his mom will take him to see Samuel his dad. Samuel was a hard core gang-banger and street hustler before he went into the pen .Samuel loved Fesha he would give Fesha the world if she asked him too. but he was also very jealous hearted of anyone that came between him and Fesha even his own child if It needed to much attention .Samuel would kill for Fesha if he had too .In a literal sense. Samuel jealousy and constant being under her made Fesha crazy sometimes. Samuel wouldn't ever trust another man around Fesha . She was his man chic his rib, ride or die chic he could get her to whoe for him, strip,and still make love to him like he was real man her one and only man .Fesha and Samuel was definitely a boss ass couple two years ago. She played around with Mike and Samuel hearts than. Samuel won here because he was a boss ass gangsta nigga. This nigga said that he refuse to let her handle the streets alone if he was constantly having sex with her. He explain he wasn't trying to be that other nigga. Fesha used Mike for what he was worth because they had a daughter together. Mike never really took Fresha serious the sex was convenient easy and maintained. Mike had no street ability college boy from a wealthy family. How he got with a whoe he didn't know .All he could say was that she wasn't always like that. If you were someone who knew about it. If you question him about it. Fesha's behavior. Samuel and Fesha kept the block hot with their decked out in gear, jewelry, weed, cars, dope and homies .Samuel was a king pin than, he ran the whoe track dope trap and the stick up game. Samuel was better known as Mr. Menace to those streets . Paul knew Samuel growing up in school in the seventh grade he was actually from a good family and home. Square type nigga with a boner. Girls and basketball was his thing back than. Until he turned twenty one years of age. Menace wasn't no psycho nigga he was just a hungry nigga . that didn't give a fuck. You wouldn't believe he grew up in the church. Menace wasn't an angry nigga. He was a driven type of guy. Motivated with sport-clubs, motorcycle's , bicycles and hustling for his money. He always had something somebody else wanted even if he stole it. Before Samuel received the name menace he was already a go getter treacherous type of man. At sixteen he was committing arm robberies with up scale new york men that would jump the trains to travel cross country. Samuel birth dad was an high rank Black pea stone Bank robber from Chicago who received two life prison sentences . for two homicide's while robbing his fifteenth bank that was set-up for him to kill or be killed by his partners. he killed the two men in the double cross bank robbery that his partners was trying to get him killed in.so they wouldn't have to give him the hundred grand that was from the robbery .they paid two crackheads five grands to play victim in the robbery. so when they get a chance to shoot the tall black man with the mini Afro and the brown jacket with a black panther on it. The crackheads said for that kinda of money we sure will .we can tell the cops we knocked out two of your men and took their guns in the safe deposit room.and your man here pulled a gun on my boy and we both let off on him. Samuel dad's robbing partners agreed that's how the robbery should go down it went exactly like they planed except they all went to prison and the two crackheads died. Samuel real dad and his crew received two life sentences in New York state prison for homicide and bank robbery with conspiracy. By this time Samuel Jr. mother was pregnant with him for five months. She manage on her own for two years before she ended up with Samuel step-dad Lionel .Lionel feel inlove with Samuel mother and got married .Lionel helped raise Samuel up until he was fifteen with their two son's which are Samuel half brothers . Samuel started to get out of control he was getting older .The streets took over including the law because his step-dad wouldn't take no for answer on anything .so Samuel would do things to get locked up .He would stay gone for days without coming home he would commit crimes with his crew as spree's. It was almost as if he wasn't family anyway he would say. Lionel decided to let the law handle Samuel Jr. Lionel would tell Felicia that his boys listen that's not his problem that her son is is out there on the streets and she don't know where he is at. And no his not going to look for him. that's his mothers problem. Lionel and Felicia would argue about Samuel Jr. He would hear there conversation sometimes as he would sneak into the house to his room without them knowing that he was there. Samuel turnt seventeen and completely moved out to the streets .Samuel started slanging weed because he knew so many people who smoked it. He was selling three to five ounces of weed a day to get by .Samuel grew up in Oakland so he had hustle in his blood naturally. That's what his cousin mark would always tell him. Mark was from New York .Samuel would go visit with their family at times. Doing this time Samuel had a way with the ladies none seem could get him to settle down with just one. Until he meant Fesha. Shawn was talking with his son when Fesha made it home. Fesha said Shawn need the child support money this month or I'm reporting you its been three months and you only paid one hundred dollars. I mean be for real Shawn. This your son. I shouldn't have to ask you for nothing. Its your son too.we need shit now Shawn or by next month you will be in jail. Shawn looked shocked because normally he was is in the pussy by now. Shawn gave Fesha three hundred dollars and said that he will bring three hundred more by next week. Shawn said that he wanted to pick his son up for the summer and take him to his mom. Fesha agreed to allow him to spend the summer in Atlanta. What Shawn really had in mind was getting full custody .And it wouldn't be hard with Fesha lifestyle. Shawn was wondering was he really ready to change his own life to accommodate Jeremiah's lifestyle.

CHAPTER TEN

The Real nigga World

# Payday stood six foot two very handsome and also charming with a smile that made a woman weak. his German chocolate smooth skin blended with his leather seats in his twenty fourteen German Chocolate utility truck with it's wide body,big wheels white wall's and black rims. If Payday didn't show his gold teeth .you would never know that he was in the truck.fesha had dealings with payday in the past on a sexual level after Fesha and payday broke off their love affair he didn't change much she knew everything about him that she should have not known about him.such as where he hide his dope and money .One night while Fesha was rambling her mouth on about Payday dope and money doing her best to try to make Samuel jealous. Samuel was paying close attention with his jealous strick. Samuel would never hit a woman he was raise with all loving women besides his his step-dad and his brother 's Tony and Terry by this time the twins were nineteen they were mix breeds very handsome and smart. Samuel always did his wrong in the streets.so that his brothers wouldn't mi-mick him. Samuel felt the need to be different than most black men that he came across that he saw would hit there women,

# Samuel would leave and go for a walk. Samuel had an expensive weed habit that cost him eighty to one hundred dollars a day at twenty four years old he was a real Boss a danger to any man that he felt was a threat to him .A menace. money was a must and at this time Fesha who was twenty five smoke a lot of weed as well so that made the habits even more expensive providing for two. Desiree never liked Samuel. she didn't come around much. She felt that his jealousy of her sister was
# dangerous. Although Fesha was the oldest Desiree had the thinking pattern of the mother. Paul who was the oldest of the three. Who had now turned twenty seven years had gave the streets his life a long time ago. The streets had taking care of Paul since he was nine. the streets had his heart. that kept him from listening to his mother. At nine he was locked up for grand theft auto, stealing cars off the car lot with his gang banging friends Larry ,Crip ,and Mango for the chop shop.he would have tones of cash . one thousand dollars a day. he wouldn't tell his mother where he was getting the money his friends warned him not to or she could get him sent to juvenile.

# Paul would give her more than half of his money ,it didn't concern Bernice where it came from, nine year old Paul would walk around with a pocket full of money stealing cars, and carrying his big homies dope sacks for a small commission the homies loved Paul because he was the youngest in the crew. Paul , never had a dad that loved him, his dad would come around occasionally to make himself look good ,but George hated the fact that he had made a child with Berneice ,especially since he loved his wife and he didn't want children by different women. George would drop Berneice a few hundred dollars every six months for Paul and the two others. Bernice and George which was Paul dad spent five years together with Berneice until Fesha turn five and Paul was eight . Berneice moved her family to Oakland where her Sister's Glenda and Ronnie moved too. George proceeded with his other family which had a son by the name of Jacob with Sally. George wanted to marry Sally because she had church up bringing and she was a school teacher. Berneice decided to go back to work at an warehouse that only gave her twenty hours a week. .Berneice began to whoe after she realize George wasn't going to do no more than he has doing,She dared to put him on child support or he may try to take custody of the children. Berneice would bring John's off the street to her home where her thirteen and fourteen year old daughter would lay their head at night,

Fesha and Desiree never liked the men that their mother brought around. they always looked at them like they wanted to eat them alive. Fesha mom talked Fesha into dancing for a John for forty dollars one night after the john told her he would give her a one hundred dollars for her daughter. Berneice had always been an conniving ass bitch that's one reason why George began to drift away to Sally. Berneice one dance turned into sucking John's dick for fifty dollars. Fesha started to become sick from the harsh reality of her mom pimping her out. She stayed in bed for two weeks without leaving her room only to suck a john's dick or Berneice would kick her out. She told them if she had to pay rent they did too. But they knew that she owned the house she didn't pay rental .She paid taxes for her property. once a year. Berneice was too ghetto and swift far too intelligent. Berneice gave Fesha twenty dollars after the dance .Berneice told Fesha and Desiree that they had to help feed themselves Desiree knew it wouldn't be long before her mom figured out a way to make money off of her too. Paul became a Folks at fifteen they began to put some heavy work loads on Paul. carrying big dope sacks with about two grand in it and stealing cars for a living. Paul was the youngest hustler in the crew so they treated Paul right they wanted Paul to know everything they knew about the game . One night Paul, mango,and Crip help him steal a black Range Rover off the car lot. Paul and his crew was booked into juvenile hall that night . Paul was released a year and a half later standing five feet seven ,one hundred fifty five pounds natural muscular body frame ,thickness with nappy plaits and dark chocolate skin ,dimples in both cheeks with brown skin .Paul was dark because he took his mother color . Paul had a mouth full of gold on his upper teethe that read ''money'' with a six point star next to the ''y'' in his mouth . He was one of the best high rolling youngster's available for any illegal job. Paul always seem to use his head unless he brought someone with him than he seemed to always get caught up In the game. Paul was sentence to go to alternative school when he was released from the children's jail facility alternative school for misbehaved children was were Paul was court ordered to attend through out the school semester. Berneice was responsible for getting Paul to school or the courts threaten to put Paul into child custody .Paul knew what that meant that he could possibly go to one of those boys home's in Oakland .Paul went to school for six hours a day . Paul had no intentions to go to any boys home. he heard stories about it. Paul did good until the summer arrived. instead of selling dope part time after school. he was back full time grinding his dope . At seventeen Paul had a dope crew of boys who could sell dope like Popsicle on the streets. His boys knew hustle they didn't know business .Paul knew business and hustle he gathered himself some regular clientele those who he would deliver too. even if Paul got himself locked up wherever he got out they spent their money with Paul. Especially the gay men. Paul would spend most of his days slanging dope and staying in that alternative school .the alternative school . Markele was a dime piece a bonifide mix breed with long Burnett hair that Paul was crazy about. Since elementary school. Paul would climb a mountain with one hand for Markele if he could . Markele had Paul first child at sixteen Paul turned seventeen. Paul had about five thousand dollars saved up from the hustle by the time Markele had Paul Jr. Paul mother Berneice never could control Paul and the courts couldn't either. when Paul brought a baby home his mother wasn't surprised. the baby is what brought life to Paul made him a changed man .

'' Why Paul is lock away Now''

# Paul started looking for a job. Some of the hoods started to give Paul a hard time about the changed .too many people knew Paul especially with baby momma's they felt that Paul changed may bring expectancy from their baby momma's and Parents .Paul eagerness lead him to such great challenges that lead him to look for a job .This brought trouble for Paul from doped boys. bosses and small time hustlers that grind with Paul on the regular. Paul never was scared of a fight of any kind. he had a heart like a lion. Paul continued his job quest . he didn't allow fear to get in the way. And they knew what ever they had plan for Paul he better not find out about it. Paul could knock most of his opponents out with one punch. Markele was very in-love with Paul .she stop socializing with other guys that wasn't family by Paul's request. Paul felt that he needed to know the difference between him and other guys. And he didn't want to share Markele with other guys bedside's the one's they have as family with there own women. At seventeen Paul was an old soul . he made his money and took care of his family .he only surrounded himself with a few from his crew .Paul was a East Oakland Crip by now .he was ranked up from Folks Nation because he had too many strips. That meant more dirty money and more problems. Paul was done with that lifestyle he decided that he had a son to look after. most of Paul's friends were gang members,dealers and pimps. George was never involved in Paul's life gang members and Pimps raised Paul. Berniece was to self -indulge to get help from some community resource. she was living her life in the clubs, on the street corners, and with different men. Her son was doing what he needed to do as a man and she was no help. her daughters were going through emotional issue's .that she was putting them through. Desire would talk to Paul when she saw him out in public. Fesha saw him on the block. So they knew about the goodness that Paul was doing .Fesha would go see the baby and take things to him. Desire would see the baby if she saw Markele in public. Markele hated Paul for staying locked up so much . So she started dating Juice. Juice is what the streets would call him. His real name was Jerome. Markele new man. Juice and Markele had been talking behind Paul back since the last time Paul had gotten himself locked up before he began to change his life. but it never went any further because Markele was in-love with Paul .

# Juice was from a family of independent store owners and cops. Juice was an honor roll student and a stand up guy. But He made bad choices in women . Juice was the caregiver type so he had a fetish for street trash and those from the hood. Juice and Paul were totally different from one another. Juice five feet eight inches slim body frame mixed with Chinese and black, long curly hair and really chink eye's with a very poor accent. which everyone always wonder where it came from because it wasn't Oakland accent. Juice was an native of Oakland they had attended middle school for a while together .until Paul was locked up. so they never really knew each other .Paul knew of Juice and Paul knew Markele was in it for the money he had been with that bitch since the age of sixteen and he was now twenty one and going to do a three year incarceration bid that will have him back on the streets in twenty one months or less for his distribution charge to the narc's. The problem wasn't Paul being locked up this time it was that Paul seem to find no ending to it. Markele realized that Paul tried to do the right thing. but she was tired of all the wait. she was eighteen with a son who needed his dad constantly and not part time. Paul got word about Juice while he was in the county jail which pissed Paul him off .because he did not want another man raising his son. so he sent a message for Markele to leave town by the time he was out if she was still with juice. Markele was shocked scared and worried, because she didn't know how word had got to Paul so fast in the jail. she was concern if he had someone watching her . Markele began to be very nervous around Juice after getting word from Paul,juice was concern about Markele nervousness so he question her behavior. she confessed that it wasn't anything. he said it seem to have her off focus. Markele thought maybe she should tell Juice about Paul message in-case Paul tries something crazy with Juice. Juice wasn't no punk and being that his family was full of cops. Markele knew this was a bad choice to be with Juice knowing her baby daddy was on the other side of the law. Berneice went to see Paul once in jail and he cussed her out and told her never to come to jail again to see him as his mother. because she wasn't being his mother on the streets. Paul was angry at George and his mother about their family life .But word still hadn't got to Paul about Berneice pimping out his sisters. everyone seem to know but Paul and he lived on the block . money was his only concern. sometimes Fesha would walk right pass Paul and he didn't see her jump in a John's car. so his homeboys always thought that Paul was cool with his sister whoeing. some of them even paid her to suck their dick. Once the word got around that Paul didn't know that Fesha was whoeing .everyone started to back off. they knew this was going to be real ugly with Paul and his mom . Paul didn't respect whoe's he down talked them all the time. Like he do his momma. he even slapped the shit out of Markele one night for taking up for his mother because he was talking so bad about her being a whoe. Paul was no gentlemen and he damn sure didn't give respect where it wasn't' due. Markele knew Paul was a man of his word so she felt that she should call it off with Juice before they got to far involved , because Paul would go nuts if he saw another man with his son especially after he was trying to be a good dad. Markele told Juice everything one day after he got off work. Juice said not to worry he would take care of everything. Markele didn't know what Juice had an dirty cop uncle on the force who would set Paul up for the bait to put him away for a long time. Juice spoke with his uncle about Paul .juice uncle went off angry when he found out that his nephew was messing with black trash from the hood and had getting mixed up with Paul. Officer Deuce knew Paul well. he told juice he couldn't get involve or Paul could screw him up big time on the streets. being that Paul was back in the game he gain back his respect . Young soldiers would put in work for him. Deuce told juice to let the hood trash go because she is not worth it. Now that caused a great rebellion between Juice and his family. The rebellion made Juice want Markele even more. Markele took Paul Jr. to see Paul in jail. Paul was so angry Markele started to run out the jail although Paul couldn't touch her. Paul was yelling and screaming like a crazy man from the top of his lungs as soon as he made it in the visiting room. It took about ten officers to get Paul back in his cell. all Mar Markele yelling fuck your jail bird ass Paul . you not shit and you will never be shit. you might as well be a dead beat dad because you can't keep your ass out of jail. Markele visiting was suspended for the remainder of Paul time. Paul sent word to juice by one of the crips to juice to stay away from his son. Juice sent word to tell Paul that Markele pussy so good that he can't stay away. Some crips damaged juice car and jumped him one night after him and Markele was coming out the club.markele told the cops that she didn't see anything and that she didn't know what happen. Juice was hurt and mad at her for lying. so Markele told him that she couldn't because she knows that Paul put the hit out on him. Officer deuce heard about what happen and went to visit Paul at the county jail. Deuce reminded Paul how many times that he let him off from drug bust that could have gotten his ass ten years or more . big black six feet two hundred and twenty pounds officer deuce was no punk and as dirtier cop than any one black man could be. Deuce threaten to have five years thrown on Paul for terrioristic threat of his nephew if one more thing happens to his property or self. Paul stated that he would call off the hit. But in Paul mind he would wait to get out and take care of the shit his because officer deuce will start messing with his boys and his money .if they continued to do the job reckless as they have been doing and Paul was mad ass hell about their carelessness. it was all over town that Paul put a hit out to on Juice from jail stay away from Markele. Markele was to shame to come out of her home. her family was concern about the rumors her mother knew exactly what it was. that baby daddy of Markele that her mother never liked. Markele mother was white and Latino. so she tolerated certain things that she shouldn't have from Markele due to the fact that she was in-loved with a black man who helped conceived Markele .who allowed Markele to get away with murder since this was his one and only child. once word got to Markele dad what was going on he immediately showed concern for Paul jr.to remove him from the home until all this was settle with Paul. Markele stated that she wasn't going to be without her son and that Paul would never hurt Paul Jr. He just wants to break her up with Juice .
# Truth is Jr. knew Paul and his mother Berneice before Paul starting courting his daughter.

# Jr. Knew that Berneice was always a whoe not just after George left her because he paid for her a few times while with Markele mother .that was part of the reason George left Berneice. George drove by the alley one night, Which Jr. suspect George was looking to get his dick suck by another whoe bedside's Berneice. George happen to had saw Berneice in Jr. car letting him suck her beast while she was sitting in the passenger seat. Jr. Looked but he didn't know who George was until Berneice said that's my man. George stormed off. Berneice knew George was cheating as well. She continued to do the job for Jr. and said that she will deal with George later. he's already out the door. she will help him to complete his mission. Berneice made it home that night and George didn't come home matter of fact George didn't come home for two weeks, Berneice would call and call and he would never answer his cell phone. After two weeks with his new woman sally .Sally convinced him to talk to Berneice because he was looking for sex and not to catch Berneice. So he was cheating as well on the both of them. But she was glad that he was able to talk to her about it. Sally said that she feared that George would do the same to her .George made a vow not to be with another prostitute as long as they were together. Sally said to keep the vow and just do it. And that's not only for prostitutes George. That's for any woman while we are together!George went over to see the children and Berneice . George did nothing with his children or Berneice .except for the first two and a half years of their relationship within five years. Sally wanted to spend time with George children. but he insisted that wasn't a good ideal because of their mother .she was very jealous of him being with another woman. which George was lying he just wanted to start his life over and he didn't want nothing from the past not even the children with Berneice. George had never been much of a family man to Berneice and the children that's why Berneice would whoe around so much because George was cheap and inconsiderate.
# George was working on his second child with Sally by this time. which was with Sally. George felt as if his son Jacob was his first born. As far as George was concern this was his first and only child .Until Sally have the next baby. that's how much he hated Berneice for allowing him to make those children without marrying her and for being with a whoe. George hated himself for not being able to love her or the children as he should. George prayed went to church ,and spoke with the pastors about his situation and nothing changed

# how he felt.so he decided that it was best to go on with life and Sally. Sally was a very beautiful woman .who loved children that's why she desired to teach for a living .Sally couldn't understand how George couldn't love his family .Sally wondered how could she love a man like that even with her church up bringing it just was to hard for her to admit that she had made an really bad decision by being with George and the future looked dark because he had such and unloving family background so how could he love twenty one year old Samuel saw George at the gas station and asked him for a cigarette George stated that he didn't smoke and that he should consider quitting since he has to beg to feed his habit,Samuel got upset and said fuck you man, i'm not begging I just got out the joint old man.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Momma No Angel

George told him an half way house for men that could help him get on his feet,Samuel said fuck that old man and that half way house. George drove off, Samuel watched as George drove away .Samuel was furious that a man would call him a beggar after all the work he had put in on these streets Samuel said I'll get you old man mumbling to himself. Bernice was on edge she knew Fesha was whoeing in the alley but she had no idea that she was whoeing with Paul's crew sometimes , Berneice knew that was a problem because Paul would find out and all hell will break loose with them all even his boys, Berneice calls desire to her bedroom and asked Desiree if Paul call from jail. Desiree said no, Bernice said good, so he didn't know yet. Desiree said he don't know what..Bernice got upset and say mind your damn business you Lil whoe , get the fuck out my face , I'm tired of you two girls always getting me in some shit, Desiree said momma what did we do this time. Bernice yelled get the fuck out of her Desiree fucking with me. Desire always thought that her mom was crazy as hell ,but this confirmed it. Desire knew that she had to get the hell out the house real soon, especially being that Paul was locked up. Desiree grandmother left them all that house and Bernice act like its only hers she don't allow them to do nothing to it, they can't lock their bedroom doors, or have company over other than their cousins. Desiree is the strongest of them all. Desire knew how to blow Berneice off .Fesha and Paul would fight with Berneice . especially Paul he hated his mother because she never was a real mother to them unless the state would threaten to take them away. she would only want them around because she had no real friends and she needed the welfare check. the one reason Berneice started back whoeing is she wasn't making enough money, that's the government plot for blacks she would say so that their children could become an statistic. Fesha was walking to the store and saw this chocolate brother washing his truck in his yard, the brother was fine to Fesha.Fesha kept staring at the brother until he looked at her. He looked up at Fesha young sexy body. She had ass like an apple bottom, small ten inch waistline, long braided hair that was natural to her back, caramel complex-ed skin that blended between her mom and dad , slanted eye's and a sassy walk. He started to smile while he grip his penis in his hand and lick his tongue out at her. Fesha started smiling and kept walking to the store .when Fesha got to the store.she saw her home-girl .Foxy from Los Angeles who would visit Oakland every weekend. foxy said whats up Fesha. you down to clown with me and Pierre tonight at Alisha party . Foxy said yea, because Pierre been talking about he wants you to be the mother of his children they started laughing and talking about how Paul beat Pierre up once about that . Paul gone kill his ass and started laughing. Fesha said she wasn't sure because this was the first invite foxy said for real thou. Fesha said yep. I guess with Paul putting that hit out on Juice cats decided not to fuck with me. especially now since Juice uncle is one of the dirtiest cops on the force everyone is finding out. girl shit is hot around Paul and he in the joint. foxy said for what? Drugs girl. They started hating on him in the hood and making shit real hard for my brother when he got himself a job. people went around fucking up his name. Even dirty cops tried to downplay on Paul. Just hate. Paul don't fuck with nobody foxy. And he always been good to the hood. All he do is get his money. Foxy said they down for the nigga in L.A. But he won't stay. he claims that he loves the bay. He has a son now. Foxy starting crying foxy said damn Fesha yo ass have it hard bitch. I can't believe this shit about your mom turning you out to whoe. Fesha said where you get that from.girl that's all around town that you and your mom whoe together and some of Paul boys even had you before they found out Paul didn't know you whoe for a living. foxy said girl I'm eighteen now . Foxy had been whoeing since she was fourteen for man-man. foxy said man man good to her. you can join us for your protection and help. Foxy told Fesha .

Fesha said girl please I know how man man beat the hell out his girls .when they don't make no money and how he has all kinds of freaky fetishes and how he like girls to just lay around naked eating each other pussy all day in his pad as soon as you walk in that bitch you smell pussy and see ass. Fesha,said I'm cool. you be safe with that freaky crazy ass man man. foxy said Fesha I know this white man who will pay us five hundred dollars to eat each other out and shit. I been wanting to taste your pussy .why not get paid for it of course he gone want to put his little ass dick in your ass. Fesha I'm good. I'm not with that girl on girl shit to each its own. foxy said well stay away from Taylor . because word is she crazy about you. Fesha said who is Taylor that lesbian bull dagger from the way out of Atlanta. word is she wants to take you with her. Back to Atlanta. Fesha said girl . they started laughing this bitch never even had a conversation with me .what you mean take me to Atlanta, girl these people crazy. foxy said let me go before Julie be calling my mom looking for me. Who is Julie , Fesha asked. foxy said that's my lesbian girlfriend. bitch this bitch give me a solid head job and they started laughing again. Fesha said you bitches are so nasty. She fucks this pussy good enough .I don't want a man but I need the money and she let me do it.Fesha said what?

she let you whoe. yep,girl she strips for a living. Fesha started laughing damn girl . I see foxy said call if you want to come to the party I will pick you up at nine o'clock tonight. foxy said girl look that's Taylor right there bitch. right there bitch foxy said with excitement. Taylor looks over at them as she starts to walk away from her midnight blue twenty twelve Honda accord custom design inside and out blue with red pearls all over it., Taylor was a sexy butch from Atlanta who shaved her head bald and looked like a female tupac .Fesha felt a little aroused because Taylor looked so much like a boy .when Taylor saw Fesha she paused for a minute and said hello to foxy .foxy said whats up bitch like bitch please. you don't even see me. Taylor introduced herself and said damn ma, you fine I just want to get to know you. I saw you on face-book and a lot of the chic's knew who you were. Fesha said I'm sorry but you a grown woman and I'm sixteen ,and I don't mess with women on that level. Taylor said sixteen , how are you friends with foxy than .we just are .Taylor said my bade ma, no disrespect .Fesha said but if you was a boy I would fuck with you thou. Taylor smiled and said A.T.L. Baby. Taylor said I'm eighteen .so when your eighteen talk to me. Fesha said I do what I want to do. what you mean when I'm eighteen. Taylor said is that's right. Yea I heard that you were out there whoeing and shit. I can take you from that life if you was my woman . Taylor said that she has her own house in Atlanta that Fesha can come live with her if she wanted to. Fesha said she was cool. Taylor pulled out about two thousands dollars out her pocket. Fesha saw that money and said what you do for a living .Taylor said what I'm here for and I don't tell nobody that. Taylor said you smoke weed. Fesha said yep. Okay well lets smoke and kick it. Taylor went in the store and purchase her favorite white owl cigars and corona's. Taylor and Fesha went to her motel room before the day was over Fesha and Taylor had became acquainted Taylor had pulled out her dear-doe and asked Fesha could she use it on her. Fesha said no. Taylor said I'll pay for it. Fesha said how much. Taylor said how much you want? Fesha said how much I'm worth to you,Taylor said damn why you had to go there, they started laughing. Taylor said I will give you four hundred dollars to stay all night with me. Fesha said let me think about it. I never been with a female on that level not even for money. Taylor said but I'm crazy about you Fresha I would do anything for your love. I have everything a woman could want except a study relationship . Fesha said please don't do this. make me feel bad for you.

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