Simon: You are recording me. Tripsitter: Because you have a YouTube channel bro. Simon: Right, I have a YouTube channel.
And what is Battery? Tripsitter: Right, battery is what your phone needs to have.
In this video you can watch me having an ego death.
If you do't really know what an ego death is, just watch my recent video.
In this video I tried to explain the tremendous experience of an ego death.
Of course not every ego death is the same.
For some people it's pure bliss,
but when I was tripping I was experiencing a lot of bad bad feelings.
I remember experiencing multiple ego deaths.
There were some moments where I was understanding,
what it is like to have an ego,
but in the next moment my ego was fully dissolved again
I was experiencing what it's like to have no ego.
I remember having thoughts like
I'm consciousness
But I know that I'm a physical being with a body
I want to be back in my own body, I feel like my body was detached from my consciousness and that without consciousness my body could do something that I don't want.
I was having these thought before or after the experience,
because while experiencing ego death you can't experience thoughts
thoughts like this normally occur after an ego death experience, that is the time where your slowly coming back
The most important part in this video, that I want you to learn from this video
is what you can do as a tripsitter
even though my tripsitter has litte experience with ego death
he managed to say exactly the right things, that helped me relax
So if you ever see somebody who has an psychedelic induced ego death
try to handle the situation like the guy behind the camera
Okay so here is what he recorded and afterwards I will make a nice announcement
Tripsitter:At the moment you don't get what is happening, do you?
No, I understand.
So you understand a little bit?
You are experiencing what it's like without an ego and that's because we took LSD earlier.
Nothing makes sense anymore
There's no such thing as time or space
There is no up or down
There is no Simon
There is no *beep*
It's just nothing
But the nothing isn't bad, actually it's beautiful
It's a beautiful feeling that you experience in your body,
which means that you have a good feeling here in your chest
It's a good feeling.
We call it love and joy
as well as affection
you don't understand what this means right now, but you may remember what it's like to feel it,
you may not feel it right now, which is temporary
it's because of LSD, when you come back from your LSD experience you will experience it again
you will feel joy and happiness and all of that again
earlier today I didn't understand it either,
but now I understand everything again, you will come back just like I did
It's totally okay, that you don't understand any of this right now.
I want to make this clear, it's okay that you don't understand anything Simon
And you are Simon by the way
Simon: I'm Simon and you are 'beep'
Tripsitter: Yes, exactly.
Oh I just realized that I'm recording this, I totally forgot.
Yes I'm tripping too
Simon: And recording is ...
Tripsitter: No, that doesn't matter. i think that's too fast for you at the moment.
Simon: Wait recording is...
Tripsitter: No it doesn't make sense, it doesn't matter.
Time goes by and that's nice, we are human beings
You are a human being, I am a human being
We are on earth to work together.
Simon: Art! There is Art and there is...
Tripsitter: Yes to express yourself
Simon: Right, to express yourself and there is comody. And comody is when people...
Tripsitter: Comody is if when when people insult each other
Simon: But that doesn't matter when they insult each other
Tripsitter: Yes because that's what friends do. We know that the other person doesn't mean it in a bad way.
For Example if I say you're dumb I don't mean it in a bad way. It's just a joke, hence comedy.
You forgot who you are for a short period of time,
but the period of time where you feel like you don't have the control will pass.
You will know who you are again, and you will be the same as before again
Simon: Get back my control..
Tripsitter: Yes and right now just let go of the control.
Simon: Simon: You are recording me. Tripsitter: Because you have a YouTube channel bro. Simon: Right, I have a YouTube channel.
And what is Battery? Tripsitter: Battery is what your phone needs to have, we brought it with us.
Simon: Right we brought our phones with us.
Tripsitter: We are feeling good right now. You feel the emotions. Do you feel them or no?
Yes you do. Happiness!
Simon: We re both happy at them moment.
Tripsitter: I didn't understand anything an hour earlier.
Love! There's love!
Simon: Yeah, it's love.
Tripsitter: Now i have to stop, because I don't understand it anymore myself.
Everything is good and also everything is pretty too.
Simon: Yeah everything is pretty.
Tripsitter: I forgot this myself. I forgot how beautiful everything is.
Bro how could I forget that everything is beautiful.
Simon: Now I have a nice announcement to make.
Of course there are way more recordings from this evening
and I have new way how I want to present these to you guys.
I am going to present everything we recorded from the trip to you next Wednesday on a live stream.
I will be commenting the recordings.
And I can guarantee you that I am going to show you the complete trip recordings.
In recent trips I only showed you the part of the trip where I said something entertaining.
Because of that, there is often this misunderstanding, that you say something entertaining through the whole trip.
Although I talk about a lot of things that aren't very interesting
and there are a lot of moment of silence.
At the very least after an ego death, you have to honor it with a moment of silence.
Because all of this is live, I will be able to answer your live chat questions regarding the trip directly.
I had so much fun in the last live streams, that they will be an essential part of my business model.
Since I don't just want my live streams to be like Unge's and all of the others,
the right name is 'Reaction on my own Trips'
Thank you for all channel subscribers and patreons from my last stream
and for everybody who will be one of them in the next stream
you guys make this whole project possible
27th of November at 4.20 pm
