Speaker 1:  But happened with yu
and Self, though?
I'm so confused-
Nya Lee:  Every time he sees me,
is in my face,
is,
"Yo, yo, yo, yo."
You keep sissing me, sissing me,
but then there's no support.
Speaker 1:  I didn't even know
there was smoke
between Nya and Self.
I didn't even know they knew
each other like that.
Self and I are good now,
but I can definitely see
where Nya's coming from.
It killed me
when last year,
Self prioritized
another artist over me.
I support Gwinin
one thousand million percent.
Self:  And Gwinin support you.
Speaker 1:  No.
Self:  Yes, absolutely.
Speaker 1:  I don't feel
like that.
I feel like I get
the same thing.
And with Self,
honestly what I'm told is,
"I'm always fighting.
I'm always Aggressive."
Nya Lee:  But I'm not gonna
lie though, nobody.
In the beginning of my career
I was angry,
but for me to still not be
invited to certain things,
or for my talent
to continue to get overlooked,
I feel like it's because
of this big misconception
of who Nya Lee really is.
I'm in a dog eat dog world,
y'all think I'ma be running
around here smiling?
And I'm busting my ass
to put into my rap career?
I have 36 stitches
going across my neck,
from the back of my neck,
all the way down
to the top of my chest.
I got jumped in a nightclub
by eight random girls
I never met
before a day in my life.
I felt like, I felt like,
"Why did I get cut?"
I got attacked for being me.
And I still feel like I'm being
attacked from being me.
Speaker 1:  No.
Speaker 4:  You can't let
that change you.
Speaker 1:  I had to tell mysel,
"I can't keep beating myself
up for my mother
being a drug addict.
I can't keep beating myself up
for my mother
not being a mother."
You know what I'm saying?
I have to tell myself
that is not my fault
that I was in foster care,
that I was bounced
from house to house.
And now it gives me
a whole different outlook on-
Nya Lee:  That's what I'm sayin.
We gotta just start
sharing the true us.
We gotta say, "Yo, I'm hurting.
I'm frustrated.
I'm tired of showing
who I really am."
And people still like,
"[inaudible]
you bitch,
that's not good enough."
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