Hey Guys welcome back to my Channel It is Salice Rose Aka Salse Rose Aka mama
biscuit duh?! but you guys have Been requesting this video for a Very Very Very long time and What i mean Very long time i
Mean When i first started social media and i came out Which Was like two and a Half
Three Years Ago and You Guys are always asking Salice,
When did you come out How did you come out tell us now as Always i grew
Tell It eventually and i never did and you Guys Still Requested so i was like yo This is Perfect
Let me Just do it Now Why not right so as always before We Get This video started enough Because you Got your popcorn Your
Beverages Whatever it is you like to munch on or sip on to enjoy this video or that being Said let's Get This video started
In three two one Now let me start off by Saying The reason Why i haven't made this video in a While is because
To be honest there is no crazy Part
To my story there is no
Dramatic parts to my Story there is nothing Really
interesting About My coming Out Story but with that being said i mean i stole went through a Little Bit of
Rough Patches
My Words Too Hard I'M Just being Honest i've Been through a Lot a lot of a Lot of Stuff in my life but as
Far as coming Out That's honest had never Really Been a problem but that means that i keep
Rambling Let's start This video The first time i had a crush on a Girl i was actually in eighth grade and
Her name Was camille and i hope to god She's not watching this could that'll embarrassing
but i was like What is this you know Why do i like her
I'm supposed to like Boys Right That's how it's supposed to be
okay
huh
So i Just i kind of made myself Forget about It i asked a Family member i was like hey i don't
Understand This But Why is it that i like like i don't like her
as a Friend i want to like hold Her hand i want to like be with her and they are  like
"No, no, no no
No, no don't
Don't You ever have that Mentality that is Very Very wrong You Better Snap out of It, that is wrong" and I was like "oh my god okay okay
This wrong It's wrong got it" and I'd  like to forget about it cool
I'm not gonna lie In high school i did have a Few Boyfriends yes and never Really Felt Like
at like home and by at home i mean that i
Never Felt Happy I never felt comfortable i never felt Like i could Be Myself i never felt Any Spark i never felt anything i
Never Felt Any Attraction i never felt Like
I was being Myself i felt like i was in a bubble it Was like i was trapped i didn't Understand Why i never wanted to be around
Them i always Got Annoyed with them Really Fast It Just Didn't Feel right to me and i never understood Why he thought of me
The thought of me Coming Out and never Even Crossed my Mind i know it Sounds Crazy, when I was in high school i was he goes being Kicked out
of Schools That Was doing this, i was going to military School all this stuff
So they're Just like okay we can Just i Just don't
Have time for boyfriend right Now like i mean i Just don't want It cool whatever and Everybody Thought about it but then i went
to military School I Was 16 Years old
Ending 15
Turning 16 Yeah long Story short i went to military school Because i was
Fuck Up in high school and i Mean that in the most
Honest Way i was ditching Class i was fighting Left and right i was hanging out with all the Wrong People i was doing really
Really Really Dumb Things i was Just not in the right Place
I was so behind on my credits on my Work because i thought It Was cool thing to do it's always Just Doing Dumb Things
Just Fighting After School Before School Drinks Was Just it was a just mess so at that time i was
Yeah i Was in the beginning of Junior Year and Beginning Middle Ish and My Credits were so behind that i was
Pretty Much i like a Freshman Level and They were like Your Credits are so behind
You Need not go to school There's no Way to catch Up but time you got Enjoy call Your friends i'm gonna be done graduated
By Now and i'm like as embarrassing They Left my high school When i started home schooling
Which i didn't like i'm in the beginning then home schooling Kind of Depressed me so then My mom introduced me to something Called
Somersault Summer season Academy
Class 7 so i was down for a gonna change my Mind and then When i change my Mind my mom
Super super Sad and i Was like okay i've made her sad my Whole life i have to point my mom my Whole life?
Let me try to make her proctor one so at that moment When i changed my life i went to military School
It was for six months straight and in there i
Realized that i was gay It was refreshing Because for Once i Kinda like i Finally felt at home i was like wow like i
Realized That i don't like Boys for This Very reason
Duhh?? Stupid Whatever But Then i went home i graduated you know
yes went back to my high school and then i got Kicked out again Because of fighting i Mean i had my life together i
Was Good i caught up on credits i catch Up to all my friends in a Matter of six months cuz i worked my ass
Off in there coming back to my old old High School is my first test was i've Been to a lot of high schools
Just Stuff Happened With me and some teacher then i got kicked out again Then Ended Up in home School again They Finished homeschooling so
Fast That i was Already
Like four or five Months ahead of Everybody Else cuz i Just
Worked My Ass off so i pretty Much like i i started off behind everything i Got ahead
Really Really dope and Then Here's Where It gets a Little of Juicey towards the End Senior Year There was Prom
personally I don't really care for Prom and if you Guys like promise super dope like congrats i know it's a Beautiful Thing but i
Never Cared For It but I went Anyways Just to say That i went and i did it and
I done did it i went with a couple of
Friends and of Course i have my date Which Was a guy for that reason is because i Kind of wanted to think
My Family Is
Proud i wasn't happy and keep in Mind i had i did not come out yet i
Nobody Know that i was gay Besides Myself the whole time of prom I was so Mad
I was So Irritated i was so disappointed i felt so Just i don't want Say dis
Disgust It Cuz nothing Wrong with men or
Guys I've Know They're all there They're Great you know i didn't Feel like Myself i didn't
feel at home that i saw a Bunch of My friends there and like It Was like at the end, it ended up  being fun and then
on the bus going back home this girl a
blonde Girl Just gonna Talk to you we Exchanged Numbers
as Friends But Then of course That turns a Little more
And
my phone is ringing so hold that Thought... That Pretty Much means is growing Up dating and Whatnot but that didn't Work out so well
Because It Just We Just Kind of fell off Like It Was i Guess we Didn't take It as serious as We Should
Have But Then Again i was only 17 i had Already Graduated
Excuse me then I ended up moving to  to San Diego and This Is where it all Happened Now When i was living in San Diego Was
Only for a Matter of a Few months and right When i moved out there i met so many People i started dating a Few
Girls Not At Once but next i started kinda Mingling and Whatnot i was like yo What Am i doing i'm not ashamed
To be to gay, I'm not  ashamed of me
Why am i Acting like it have you forgot that you haven't came out yet Salice first Thing that day, a Couple Weeks after I
Moved to San Diego i
I picked The Phone i called my mom you know, i pretty Much told her  i was like " mom i don't know how you're gonna react but,
uh, I
Like Girls i don't like Guys and if You don't accept me for me then That's fine i'm still gonna be me but if you
Do Then Great Like Thank you so much mom was Actually Very Very easygoing about It i mean She's Always Been Very supportive of me
and Like She's my hero and It Was Actually Kind of Shocked and i choose
She was Shocked yes i Mean any many mother you know be shocked
But
you Know
Someway or different, That's you Know That's Just It is what it is but she was Actually Very supportive i mean It Was calm i will
Say It was Kind of Rocking in the Beginning but
Yeah My mom is is great as Well as all my Family members are Actually Very Very supportive about nobody even Cared They were like
okay
What's your point do you want
to cook here something like, I don't even-
What we don't care and i'm Just like yo like it's so dope me doing that Kind of inspire to myself. I wouldn't Say Inspired
Me make Myself sound all Highly but i'm not but Pretty much
Inspired My Sister to come out Because My Sister Is also a Lesbian Now that went  like super super dope but the only trouble that i
Kind of had with it is Whenever i had came Out to my family i already came Out on Twitter on instagram
This before i was like a Social Way to influence i would just you know
Me like meet in my bubble Now my friends like, they were Really cool Except i had a Matter of like
Three - Like Five Friends who are complete
Excuse My language
Assholes about it like oh my god those three to five friends a Couple of them
Unfriended me
Which i don't really care because i would lose friends all The time but at the moment in time i didn't
Care about Losing them i cared about how Judgmental They Work Towards me and it Kind of Like Hurt me no way i was like
Dude like i don't
That's Crazy Like How dare you then the other two friends especially one in mind she Was like "Ew Salice, you're gay?
You Know That's sin Right You Know That's gross right?" And I'm like "you know my you know you're Judging me right That's a sin?" it's Just they
It just went Really, Really Bad Now so you know what, i was gonna let you Go Was like i thought i could trust you but
I guess i can't i'm not ashamed of me so i'll take care and she Was like "you're
Disgusting You're gonna Go to hell how could you like Girls i don't even know how to be Your friend anymore Like This is really gross"
and i was like dude,
Shut Up like
Who are you nobody Right shut up i got mad towards her and i Just Got Really Really Mad Because I'm Very supportive i'm Very Open-Minded i
I accept anybody ever care if you have seven Heads If- who You like
Everybody i don't care like come here like i got to let me tell you i'll be here for you and nobody Is so the
Fact That This Certain Friend That I've Known her for a While can Turn against like That Kind of Sucks But Then again
Get This What Happened What Happened Was two Years have Gone By Guess Who hits me up her guess what she told me?
Salice um I
apologize for Judging You I'm sorry i don't know What has Gotten into me
But I have something You tell you and i was like okay irrelevant
But I was like- Oh wait do I have lipstick on my teeth?
But okay what do you have to tell me that she Was like Well i can't believe I'm Saying This right Now but i'm Actually
Bisexual Now an I was like" OHHH OHHH WHO"S BISEXUAL NOW? WHO LIKES GIRLS NOW? The same girl was
Judging me for being a Lesbian Now your one is that What you trying to tell me um yes so i was like oh?
That's Great
What does that do with me i was still irritated of Course me being the Kind person that i am i mean I'm not trying
to make Myself son all Holy in Kind because i have my mom with My Asshole moments and i
You know it is what it is
Genuinely Overall I am a Good person Nobody can Tell me otherwise no so i reacted i was like oh Really well
What does that Mean with me how do you Feel Just like I'M Just Really sorry I'm sorry
My Friends are Judging me now my family is Judging me they want to kick me out of the house i don't know what to
Do and i'm like Wow
okay i hope you know how it feels now
That
You don't choose to be gay you don't choose, to like a Certain sex You don't choose a
Certain Life You are gay You are straight you are
Bisexual You like What you like You are who you are it should Be always Proud of That
I of course i gave her advice and cut her off again then We Became friends and Now we're like The best of friends and
I could Not be more happy to have her in my life and before you Guys even tell me anything salice it's easier Said Than
done even That All The Time
Listen i know i know my message to you guys as cliche as It Sounds i know you guys Hear This all the Time?
but Be Yourself no What's Sad is that so many Kids
Kids Teenagers Adults
you Know all their People Elderly People Get Killed or They commit suicide
Because They are so tired of being bullied Why are they bullied Because our Weird is They're gay Because some Guys are a Makeup because
Some Girls like Other Girls will Get Killed Nowadays in our Generation or They commit suicide
Because They are so afraid to be Themselves and i fucking hate that Because
Society is not Number One Place Number One spot Everybody Says Be Yourself
Love Yourself
Yes but Whatever you be Yourself They don't like Judge You They hate It try to fucking hurt these People Get so depressed if they
want to commit suicide away from the World Because They're Just scraping Themselves That's so fucking sad so i encourage you Guys i
Fucking encourage You Guys a Hundred and Fifty Percent to always Be Yourself Whoever Doesn't like it
Don't you ever Be ashamed of Who you aren't whether you're straight Bisexual gay Whatever whatever you like even if you Guys Want
People Get sex Changes you know it doesn't Matter Be proud of you because
you are you
Buddy Else Out There can do you the way you can do you only People hate on you because They're either Jealous of You they
Want to be you or you have some that They don't?
Have While Today You don't know me they hate Because They're Mad They're Jealous stay Mad
What would stay Happy on this side it's Funny because so many People want
To change in the World Everybody Wants a World to be a better Place but it all starts with you who are you
Who are you when you look in the mirror you look good are you a Good person do you Judge People do you talk Shit
To people online Because It Makes you Feel better about Yourself do You talk Shit to somebody Because They're so
Confident That It Makes You Feel Better
By Belittling Somebody Else Who are you as a Person
It all starts with You takes One person to make a change and we All come together Lesson of The Days
Be Yourself of Your Stuff if you want to wear Makeup you are Makeup if you want to be different you like who you like
You are who you are and there is nothing wrong with that encourage you guys to do something love Yourself Your Family
Doesn't Accept You Here's My Tough Love for you guys deal with it till you Turn 18
And You guys can Go on about your life and do you but i had to deal with it too you know we all do
Now iF your friends don't
Accept You Guess What They're not Your friends Let That Sink in the friends talk Shit about you or
Belittle You Try to put you down or make fun of You They're not your friends
so Instead of getting Sad and Out of that you Need to thank you god for showing you Their true colors
Rather Now Than Later That's
Right Now People Will Always hate on you i don't care you could be doing the most positive thing in life
There would Still be something to hate on you because They're so bored and
They Feel so low that They want
To bring you down with them don't fight it chew It Yourself love Yourself Wake up every day look at The Roots and yell
Oh great i'm Beautiful i'm handsome and
This is my life and I'm not gonna Let Anybody anybody Ruin That for me
And I'm not gonna end my life Because you don't accept me
I'm not gonna be ashamed of me because you don't accept me and i am not gonna change my Ways
Because You don't like my Ways and i am not gonna try to change
AnyThing
Because i love me and i am proud of me and if you're not your loss because i know i'm a Good person
Wake Up Every day and tell Yourself Those Exact Words Go to bed and tell Yourself Those Exact Words Not Saying it's gonna Make everything
Okay it's gonna Be everything Better but It will Help You the way you talk to yourself
Matters What others Talk to you Just Doesn't of Yourself When you love Yourself nobody else has negative comments will ever Affect you take This
Time Yeah but Maybe You'll be proud you are who you are if you love who you love and at The end of The day
At the end of the day Matter Who tries to tear us down who tries to take Away our rights
Will Always
Win love Always
Overpowers Everything of Anything But hope You Guys Enjoyed This video My Cassandra Doesn't coming Out Story Was not all That Great Because it was
Just Very like It was Kind of
nothing Really dramatic Happened hope this video can Help You Guys my own Anyway and Just
Let You Guys Know that it's gonna be okay but Thumbs Up mother you Guys Enjoyed everything
What does all of you either Enjoy it or it Helps you out on Anyway i would love to know oh is wrong wrong
Mama gets It Loves you it's Good
