Hi everyone. Wallace here with your
Monday video. Today I'm telling you about
three books that I am really dying to
read and somewhat intimidated by.
The first one is pachinko. And everybody that
has read this and I've talked to you has
absolutely loved it. And I think it's the
length that is actually making me a
little bit nervous because I'm a slow
reader. So it takes me a long time to get
through books. And then I know that there
is some weighty material in this and
probably some triggers. So I just feel
like nervous to read it. And sometimes
that holds me back from reading a book
and it's stupid because everybody is
talking about this book. All my friends
are reading it, colleagues are reading it.
I want to know what is inside this book
and I am nervous to start it.
An American Marriage. So I'm nervous to 
read this book because I think it's gonna be so
incredibly sad. And sometimes that
trips me up and makes me stop reading a
book so now I am kind of frozen to even
start it. But I ran out got it really
soon after is published and I just got
stuck in fear. The last one is we were
eight years in power. This one is a
mixture of, I think it's a fear but it's
also I'm scared I'm gonna start reading
it and feeling really depressed about
where we are now and who is in power.
So that's why I'm nervous to read this one.
But again, I want to read it because I
know it's really good. I've heard
wonderful things about it and it might
remind we have good times. I don't know.
But it's tripping me up right now,
getting it started cause I am nervous it's
gonna make me feel really sad about the
way our country is being run right now.
So my question to you is do you ever get
nervous about reading a book so much so
that you just don't read it even though
you really really want to read it. Let me
know in the comments below which books
of those for you, are for you. Maybe they
aren't. Maybe you're just not like me and
you just read it anyway. Until next
Monday, happy reading.
