Do you know
what I can't get over in this affair the most?
Deceive.
Deceived by the man
who shares a bed with you,
has kids with you
and promised to be with you forever.
Deceive.
Not just once or twice,
but for ten months.
How did he
act as my model husband
and sleep with Yang Yan at the same time?
I had suspected he and Sun Wenwen.
I asked him many times but he denied.
Beside my hospital bed,
he told me
he had never been with her.
He was so genuinely and sincerely.
How could he hook up with Yang Yan
for so long behind my back.
Wouldn't he feel even
a little bit guilty when he spoke that?
Don't think about that.
How can I?
I'm even wondering
since when he fell in love with others.
Anyone else except for Yang Yan?
Sun Wenwen?
What about earlier?
Is it possible from the beginning
when we were together
he's never thought about being loyal to me?
It's just because I was too foolish to find out.
We have been together
for so many years.
Could he play it all?
Then what about our marriage?
What about our family?
In the past ten years
he told me so many sweet words.
Are there any true words at all?
Of course.
I know you are in pain now.
But you can't 
entirely deny your life 
for the past ten years
because he cheated on you.
Is that so?
If he felt even
just a slight of guilty,
then why he knew perfectly about my suspicion, 
pains and indecision
yet still cheated on me?
And that Yang Yan,
went all the length to approach me
and gained my trust.
She just want me and Zhang Xin
to get divorced sooner, doesn't she?
I've never expected that
Zhang Xin can make a woman
do such things for him.
That's funny.
You see.
I even have to
know my husband again
from his mistress.
What a fucking fiasco.
Divorce him.
Don't fuss with them anymore.
It's not worth it.
No.
Those who put me into this,  
I must let them pay.
