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HIGHER UP: DEVOTIONS FROM A WALK WITH GOD
Introduction

I have been a Christian for 46 years. But I haven't always walked with God. Some of those years I walked away, some I stumbled and bumbled my way, and others I stayed on the path. I like to think that I learned from all of it.

What you are reading now is the fourth book of devotions that has come out of that journey. Some were written as blogs, some I used as teachings in a ladies Bible study, and some I taught in my local church. Some are short and some a tad lengthy. But I think that they would work nicely for a daily reading. I have included some prayers in the back.

I have learned along the way that our walk with God is all about choices, some small and some huge. One choice we have to make is to stay where we are in our relationship with Him, or to draw closer yet. Another is to stay shallow or to go higher up. If you chose to press in and dig deeper, then you will enjoy this book.

1

Sleeping Beauty

Ephesians 5:14 (NIV), "This is why it is said: "Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you."

In 2003 I read a book titled, "Access Granted" by Joshua Fowler. For me this was the beginning of changing the way I thought about Christianity. Now it was only a beginning and a very small one at that, but the bible tells us not to despise small beginnings. Since that time I have gone through some stuff that challenged my new beliefs, However, God is so good that no matter what came my way, no matter what I read, or what I heard from the pulpit, He was confirming a whole paradigm shift. This continued to change the way I saw God, how I saw myself and how my life as His daughter ought to be, and it is changing the way I see others and the world. Now, thirteen years later, the Holy Spirit continues to bring me deeper in this revelation of who I am in Christ.

Recently, as a congregation, we have been covering "Who We Are In Christ," "Our Rights and Responsibilities as Sons of God," and "Discipleship." Our Senior Pastor, Dr. William Hohman, has written several small books on some of these revelations. Then a few weeks ago, I had a pastor, Mel Wild, ask me to review his book, "Sonshift". I follow his blog on the internet and I knew that he was experiencing this new wave of God, so I agreed. Through this book, I have an even greater understanding of what our life should look like as Christians.

I am thrilled that God is moving in His Church. He always does and His timing is perfect. This is the generation that will change the world. This is the generation that will bring Heaven to earth.

Here is a quote from the preface of "Access Granted": "I am encountering people who are hungry for more of God and His blessings...They are determined to press beyond the norm into the supernatural character, power, and order of God. And they are willing to step over the Jordan and pay the price for their promised land...I am concerned because I am also encountering those who think they know it all, they've been there, done that, and bought the t-shirt. Instead of using their wisdom and experience as a platform for new revelation and exploits, they are stuck in a rut. They don't realize that they are old wineskins... Why should you allow God to shake up your world, change your thinking, and lead you into your promised land? Because He wants you to obtain your inheritance in this earth, so you can carry His name to a lost and dying world. Your harvest is ripe!...It is time for you to open your heart to the new wine and reap your harvest. My prophetic word to you in this hour, "Become anew wineskin for the Lord."

Joshua Fowler is referencing the parable in Luke 5:36-38. Let's take a look at that.

(NASB), "And He was also telling them a parable: "No one tears a piece of cloth from a new garment and puts it on an old garment; otherwise he will both tear the new, and the piece from the new will not match the old. And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; otherwise the new wine will burst the skins and it will be spilled out, and the skins will be ruined. But new wine must be put into fresh wineskins. And no one, after drinking old wine wishes for new; for he says, 'The old is good enough.'"

God is doing something NEW. Maybe not new to Him, but it is certainly new to us. Sure there may be a few who got this years ago. God always has a remnant, those who just seem to be able to surrender to His love in such a way that they get revelation on seemingly a daily basis. Good for them! Now it's our turn, Amen. We can't keep being the old us, doing the same old thing, and thinking in the same old way. That's the old wineskin. That is brittle, inflexible, and other than holding the old wine, it is useless. But I want new wine, how about you? There needs to be a shifting. My friend Mel calls it a "Sonshift".

Malachi 4:5-6 (HCSB), "Look, I am going to send you Elijah the prophet before the great and awesome Day of the LORD comes. And he will turn the hearts of fathers to their children and the hearts of children to their fathers. Otherwise, I will come and strike the land with a curse."

Luke 1:17 (NIV), "He will bring back many of the people of Israel to the Lord their God. And he will go on before the Lord, in the spirit and power of Elijah, to turn the hearts of the parents to their children and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous—to make ready a people prepared for the Lord."

This scripture was about John the Baptist, but it is being fulfilled in a greater way to us right now. The time is ripe.

"I believe we are seeing today a unique day in the body of Christ. I believe we're living in a day unprecedented since the days of the apostles. We're living in a day where God is revealing Himself to us as Father. And because the Father is love, His love is becoming available to us like it hasn't been for 2,000 years. And as that love is coming, it's turning our Bibles upside down, inside-out, back to front. It is turning our Christianity, up upside down, inside-out, back to front. It is, for the first time, putting us in the place where we can enjoy our life more than sinners." –James Jordan, Fatherheart Ministries

This is the generation.

"The Spirit said, 'I will change the understanding and expression of Christianity on earth in one generation.'"- Mike Bickle, Founder of International House of Prayer

In "Sonshift," Mel Wild uses the parable of the Prodigal Son, to show us that it wasn't just about one son, it was about two sons who both were a type of "orphans by choice". Their father wanted the best for them, one rebelled and wanted to do things his own way, while the other had a slave mentality and was working away with an attitude, just waiting for his dad to die so he could get his inheritance. How many of us, who have accepted Jesus as our Savior still live as if we were orphans? Mel calls those "spiritual orphans."

Here is an excerpt from the book: "The truth is, Jesus came into our orphaned world and introduced His Father to us in order to show us how to live in His Father's house. He did this so we could be reunited with Him, right now and forever, no longer orphans but sons and daughters. He told us He would do this by sending the Holy Spirit so that we could live just like He did when He walked the earth- abiding in our Father's house and "proving" to this orphan world that our Papa's purpose for them is good and acceptable and perfect. Beloved of God, this world has no mental grid for the Father's love, and the only way they're going to know it is to see it through our lives."

Jesus came to show us the Father. Up until this point people just didn't understand who He really was. He had been relating to them in a way that they could understand, as a parent to a toddler. You can't really reason with them, you just have to set some boundaries and then enforce them. Praise God for Jesus' shed blood. For now God can relate to us as mature sons and daughters. We can see His true identity and purpose as well as our own.

Why is this so important? Well, first of all, wouldn't you like all those promises of God that are supposed to be "yes and amen" evident in your life? Me too! And secondly, we want the orphans of this world to find their true Father, the one who loves them more than they can understand, but who long for him anyway. They might not even understand what is missing from their lives, but when they see it they will know it. It's just like us when we have a food craving. Frequently I don't even know what I want, so I go to the fridge and take a look. When my eyes light on that one thing, I know it. If it is a true craving and not just "feeding my emotions", after partaking I can say, "That hit the spot." What I mean is it satisfied that craving, that empty spot was filled. That's the way it will be with the world. On the other hand if I go to the fridge and it is empty... I am going to go look somewhere else. Our fridge needs to be full.

Let's allow God to change us! Only God can really change us from the inside out, true, but we have to allow it. He never forces us, ever. Let the Potter mold His clay. The outcome will be such a beautiful vessel, such a blessed life, that others will want the same. The harvest is ripe, time is quickly running short. Now is the time. No more delay, no more excuses, and no more procrastination. God's work is finished, now it is our turn.

We are the true "Sleeping Beauty" but God's word to us today is "Awake, awake, oh sleeper!"

Isaiah 60:1 (KJB), "Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee!"

Jesus, You came to set things straight, all our misconceptions, all our wrong thought patterns, all our self-righteousness, and all our orphan mentalities. Thank You!

2

Access Granted

Ephesians 2:4-7 (AMP), "But God, being [so very] rich in mercy, because of His great and wonderful love with which He loved us, even when we were [spiritually] dead and separated from Him because of our sins, He made us [spiritually] alive together with Christ (for by His grace—His undeserved favor and mercy—you have been saved from God's judgment). And He raised us up together with Him [when we believed], and seated us with Him in the heavenly places, [because we are] in Christ Jesus, [and He did this] so that in the ages to come He might [clearly] show the immeasurable and unsurpassed riches of His grace in [His] kindness toward us in Christ Jesus [by providing for our redemption]. For it is by grace [God's remarkable compassion and favor drawing you to Christ] that you have been saved [actually delivered from judgment and given eternal life] through faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [not through your own effort], but it is the [undeserved, gracious] gift of God; not as a result of [your] works [nor your attempts to keep the Law], so that no one will [be able to] boast or take credit in any way [for his salvation]. For we are His workmanship [His own master work, a work of art], created in Christ Jesus [reborn from above—spiritually transformed, renewed, ready to be used] for good works, which God prepared [for us] beforehand [taking paths which He set], so that we would walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us]."

How many of us as children wanted to belong to a "club"? We put signs on our bedroom doors, or the ladder of our tree houses that read something like, "for girls only," or "club members only." Maybe we even had a secret handshake or a password to get in.

Heaven has a password... no, really! It is the same password that gets us victory over any circumstance and sets the enemy running. I am sure you guessed it by now. Our password is "JESUS".

Now, not just anyone who uses that name is part of the club. Even He said that some would knock on the door saying, "Lord, Lord, let us in," yet not be able to pass through. He said that just knowing His name isn't enough; we have to know Him in a close relationship. (Luke 27, Matthew 25)

The good news is that this club isn't for just a special group. It's open to everyone and anyone that chooses to get to know their Creator, anyone who is willing to open their heart to His love. We don't earn entry; there is no exam, no great quest, no change of behavior, no dress code, or any conditions whatsoever. Well, maybe one... admitting our need for Him. As soon as we realize we have messed things up all on our own, or just come to the realization that there is Someone who really, truly loves us, and we give up, then we belong to the club.

Ephesians 2 tells us that salvation, accepting Jesus' work on our behalf, is a free gift! That we were actually created to be like Him, to do good works that God has prearranged for us to do. It tells us that we are seated in Heaven, right now! Not just getting to go there someday, no, at the time I am seated at my computer writing this, I am also seated in Heaven with Him. When I am working, driving, sleeping, and yes, even when I have a bad day and am nagging my husband, I am still seated there with Him. I have access to the Father through Christ's shed blood. I am living from Heaven because I live there. Access to all the Father has for me has been granted. All I have to do is believe it and accept it.

Religion can't do that for me, laws, rules, sacrifices, and bribes can't do it.

Only a relationship with the Father can.

Ephesians 1:3-7 (KJB), "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ: According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, To the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved. In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace."

His good pleasure? It was to pour out His blood to redeem us so that we can abide in Him forever. Jesus is in me, I am in Him and we are both seated in Heavenly places. No enemy can take me away from my home; no sin can keep me from my position. If I mess up, I fess up and plead the blood over my life. God sees His Son in me and forgives it all. We don't have to be perfect, just honest and real before Him.

He loves us that much. I am adopted into His family.

He calls me "beloved."

Father, thank You for Your love. Thank You for not giving up on me, for forgetting all my ugly past and only seeing my bright future!

3

Are You Looking For Dirt or Gold?

I am a people watcher. I always have been. When everyone wanted to go anywhere public, I ended up watching more than doing. This wasn't a conscious decision; it is just part of my makeup. God had a reason for me to be this way, but I didn't figure it out until much later. In my watching, I wasn't looking for anything particular. There was no categorizing into classes of people based on age, clothing, hairstyles, or attitudes. Well maybe sometimes the attitude. A lot was learned about human behavior. The things people will do when they think no one is watching them! Now I use the things I observe in my stories.

I am not the only people watcher. Lots of others do it. Their motive is a lot different than mine. Their whole reason for watching you is to see if they can dig up some dirt. Some of them will even pretend to find some if there isn't any within view. There are people who get paid for doing just that. Who do you think finds all the dirt on our politicians? This behavior really bothers me most of the time. Other times I just remind myself they are behaving like their "king." What surprises me is when brothers and sisters in Christ exhibit this behavior. Our King isn't like theirs. He only sees the finished product when He looks at us. (He is a people watcher too.)

Psalms 11:4 (NLT), "But the LORD is in his holy Temple; the LORD still rules from heaven. He watches everyone closely, examining every person on earth."

Andrew Carnegie, one of the wealthiest men in America in the early 1900's employed more than forty-two millionaires. When a reporter asked him how he helped those men become so valuable that he would pay them so much money? Carnegie answered, "Men are developed the same way gold is mined. When gold is mined, several tons of dirt must be moved to get one ounce of gold, but one doesn't go into the mine looking for dirt, one goes in looking for gold. The more he looks for the more he finds."

When we look at others what are we looking for? Dirt or gold?

People mess up, they have character flaws, and they are not perfect-deal with it. It isn't our job to change them, or even try to find those flaws. Even those of us that have surrendered to God still have stuff that we need to work on. After all we are still working out our own salvation with fear and trembling. But, our failures don't define who we are. God's word defines us! How He sees others is how they truly are. He never looks through eyes that judge or condemn, only eyes of love. How He sees them is how they truly are.

We can give up when we mess up. Or we can get up and keep going. Yes, we need to repent, but then forget about it! In the same way we can't give up on others because they mess up. (I am not talking about willful habitual sin that needs to be dealt with by Pastors and Elders). God is God of the second chance. In fact Jesus told Peter to forgive seventy times seventy times. Which means keep on doing it. It's funny how human nature, which comes from our sin nature, tends to want everyone to forgive and forget what we have done, but we so want to point the finger at everyone else. That nature has no part in us any longer. If we have God's nature then we have the nature of Love.

I Corinthians 13:4-7 (NASB), "Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."

Jesus, help me to see others the way You see them. Help me to encourage and uplift others, never to tear down or belittle. My desire is to show Your love to a hurting world and I need Your Spirit to help me do that.

4

His Good Pleasure

Philippians 2:12-13 (NIV), "So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure."

Sometimes Paul seems to contradict himself doesn't he? I have pointed out several times that Paul wasn't schizophrenic. We do have to work out our own salvation. Mama can't do it for us, Gramma can't either. Each one of us is responsible for the condition of our own souls. In the same way we can't do it for anyone else. We would love to, but we can't. Just working out our own sounds like a tough enough job. That's why Paul goes on to say that it is God who does the work in us. We simply hear and obey, surrendering our will to His will. He changes our hearts with His perfect love so that we want to work "for His good pleasure."

Hebrews 13:20-21 (NIV), "Now the God of peace, who brought up from the dead the great Shepherd of the sheep through the blood of the eternal covenant, even Jesus our Lord, equip you in every good thing to do His will, working in us that which is pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be the glory forever and ever. Amen...."

I want to please God, don't you? If you do a search on this you will be amazed how many scriptures there are about what pleases Him. I am only going to include a few.

Ephesians 1:5 (Jubilee Bible 2000) "Having marked out beforehand the way for us to be adopted as sons by Jesus Christ in himself, according to the good pleasure of his will,"

II Corinthians 5:8-10 (NAS), "we are of good courage, I say, and prefer rather to be absent from the body and to be at home with the Lord. Therefore we also have as our ambition, whether at home or absent, to be pleasing to Him. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each one may be recompensed for his deeds in the body, according to what he has done, whether good or bad."

It pleased Him to adopt us and it pleases Him when we live holy and sanctified lives. It also pleased the Father to bruise His Son...

Isaiah 53:10 (KJB), "Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand."

Colossians 1:19-20 (NASB), "For it was the Father's good pleasure for all the fullness to dwell in Him, and through Him to reconcile all things to Himself, having made peace through the blood of His cross; through Him, I say, whether things on earth or things in heaven."

It was God's pleasure to sacrifice Jesus as an offering for sin.

As a parent that just makes my head spin. How could the suffering of a child, little or full grown, ever please a parent. The only circumstance I can think of is nothing compared to Christ's suffering. I can think of a child getting stitches, or having a broken bone set, it is painful, but for their own good. God knew the outcome of the cross; it was for our own good. Now think about taking your son or daughter in to have stitches, but instead of watching that needle go in and out of their tender skin, Jesus is sitting in that chair and taking all of the pain for them. That would please a parent. Jesus may have been His only begotten Son, but He has quite a few adopted offspring now and He was thinking of all of us. His will wasn't forced on His Son. The bible is clear; Jesus freely laid down His life for us. He volunteered and he looked forward to the outcome. To Him it was a joy to reconcile us to the Father.

Hebrews 1:2 (NLT), "We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith. Because of the joy awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame. Now he is seated in the place of honor beside God's throne." (Emphasis mine)

To Jesus, it was all worth it. The shame and the pain couldn't keep Him from pleasing the Father. He faithfully endured it all.

And He did it for me, for you, for those who are living a miserable life and don't know that there is a Father and a Friend who can change their lives forever.

Let's do what it takes to please God.

Let's let others know about this glorious, wonderful sacrifice and His undying love.

What a beautifully, horrible sight to see,

My LOVE is hanging on a tree.

No mortal man has hung him there,

They couldn't keep Him, though they dare.

No nail or spike could hold Him tight,

The love that held Him pierced the night.

That precious blood, the body broken,

A lavish gift, yet just a token.

What kind of love so strong and free,

Would hang itself upon a tree?

A love that lasts, that spans all time,

Then goes beyond its set confines.

Peace my heart, don't fret or cry,

For now my LOVE sits on high.

On heavens throne He now resides,

And I am sitting by His side.

(Jodi A Woody 2016)

God, teach me what pleases You. Help me to not be concerned about what pleases me, or even others, but only what pleases You. I choose to have a good attitude and to look at Your word as my template for life.

5

Be an Heir Head

Ephesians 1:4-5 (NLT), "Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure."

Before God made this world we live in, he predestined us, or decided in advance to adopt us into His family! He didn't walk into the orphanage and stroll past all of us who were raggedy, dirty, angry, bitter, and resentful just to pick that pretty little, perfect blonde girl. No, He chose us when we were at our worst. He chose us before we even knew our life was horrible, when we were content to live in rebellion and steeped in sin. He chose us before we ever heard His name. Why?

Because God is LOVE.

Ephesians 2:1:-10 (NIV), "As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do," (emphasis mine)

He is rich in mercy. He lavishes us with His mercy. No one has the compassion that our Father does. How many of us watch those commercials asking us to send money to those sad little ones with distended bellies, fly encrusted eyes, with tears running and think, "I need to do something!" God did! He saw us, abused by our true father, Satan, and living with less than His best for us. Those little ones on those ads didn't choose to live that way, we did, and He still brought us up out of the mud into His home. Peasants adopted by the King! He made us a joint heir with His dearly beloved Son.

So why do we still live like the orphans in "Oliver Twist" or "Little Orphan Annie"? Are we like the Egyptians who had to be delivered from more than just slavery? Sure they were taken out of Egypt, but a whole generation had to die in the wilderness because they wouldn't give up their lusts for more. Living as slaves taught them that someone else was responsible for them, they were provided for, if barely enough to keep them alive. They complained "we had cucumbers and watermelon back in Egypt". They preferred to give up their freedom for some veggies and fruits or for a mouthful of meat. They never recognized their freedom, or Who gave it to them. They never pressed in to get to know their deliverer, but instead sent Moses to do it for them.

We have been adopted. Are we living like our new Father or still expecting the abuse, or provision from our old one? Do we truly believe we are free? Free from our past, free from sin, and free to get to know the Father in the exact way that Jesus did? We have so much junk in our heads and not enough treasure in our hearts.

In the 80's there was a term "air head" that meant someone who didn't have a lot of common sense, or someone who had taken too many drugs and had nothing but empty space between their ears.

One of our associate pastors used this term for someone who truly believed they had been adopted by the Creator of the Universe, Almighty God, "Heir head". I like that one better. Of course our heart has to believe it first before we can fill our minds with the fact that we belong to Him. That we can have what Jesus had, do what He did, and live in constant communication with our Father.

I Corinthians 2:9 (NASB), "but just as it is written, "THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM."

We might never be able to understand it, or wrap our minds completely around it. The good news is that we don't have to! You don't have to explain to a toddler why you love them, what you do for them, and how important they are to you. They just believe it. Mostly because of your words and actions towards them. What are the Father's word and actions towards you? Read that verse again.

Then take a look at these:

Jeremiah 19:11 (NET Bible), "For I know what I have planned for you,' says the LORD.'I have plans to prosper you, not to harm you. I have plans to give you a future filled with hope."

Psalms 40:5 (NASV), "Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders which You have done, And Your thoughts toward us; There is none to compare with You. If I would declare and speak of them, They would be too numerous to count."

Mark, Matthew, and Luke all tell us that "Nothing is impossible for God."

So let's summarize, God loves You, He has adopted you, you are a joint-heir with Christ, (everything He has is yours), He has great plans for you, and nothing can stop His plans except your refusal to be in a relationship with Him.

Be an Heir Head!

Father, I am Yours, fully, completely Yours. Because You loved me first and because You are so faithful and trustworthy, I can freely give my whole heart to You. Thank You for Your great love.

6

Let My Life Count

James 4:14 (KJB), "Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away."

From the day that Eve birthed Cain people continue to be born. Since the day that Cain murdered his brother Abel, people continue to die. Life and death, two absolutes in this life. We are born, we live our lives, and when our bodies either break down and quit on us or a sudden tragedy strikes, our lives are over. No matter our age when we die, life is short. The bible says it is "but a vapor".

For many people their lives amount to not much of anything. They have simply taken up space. Others have contributed in some way to their families or to society while others have left their mark in this world. Few have made great scientific and medical discoveries, intellectual achievements, and invented things that still benefit us today. Then there are those whose lives have only ushered in more evil into the world.

I am not afraid to die. I never have been. Life is what was always scary to me. Now that I live for the Lord, life is good, not perfect, but good. I am not looking for fame or notoriety. I don't want to just exist either and I certainly don't want my legacy to be one of pain and misery on others. I want my life to count for something. Despite popular belief, we are not some accidental evolutionary occurrence. We have been designed by a great architect. We have been created for purposely created for a purpose.

"You are not a momentary whim of a careless creator experimenting in the laboratory of life... you were made with a purpose." ~ Og Mandino, Author of "The Greatest Salesman"

God has a plan for every person born. Not a single plan is a bad plan. He never planned for Hitler to butcher millions of people. That was never Hitler's purpose. Who knows what wonderful plan God had for that man...

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV), "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Each one of us has a reason for being here. God handpicked us for a specific time and place, there are no "accidents" in God's planning. We can, like Hitler, choose to make our own plans and determine our own future. Hitler chose hell. Every person born into this world has a free will. We are free to choose to follow the path God has laid out for us or to choose to make our own path. Either way there will be hard times, for we live in a fallen world and real evil does exist. But when we determine to walk on the path that he has for us, every bad situation is turned around for our good. Even when we stumble or get off the path, He extends His hand of love and helps us back up and back on the right track. Our lives are not without purpose. We can either accept that purpose, and strive to be all God has created us to be, using our gifts and talents for His glory, or we can reject His purpose.

Acts 13:36 (NIV), "Now when David had served God's purpose in his own generation, he fell asleep; he was buried with his ancestors and his body decayed."

Luke 7:30 (NASB), "But the Pharisees and the lawyers rejected God's purpose for themselves, not having been baptized by John."

It encourages me to think of those imperfect, messed up, people who went on before me and fulfilled their purpose. I still have to remember those like Hitler; they remind me of the evil that is always crouching at the door looking for an opening to come in. However, I also remember the Mother Theresa's, the  William Wilberforce's, and the Mildred Cable's of this world. Then there are the countless other people who quietly live their lives and are barely noticed by anyone save their families and friends who live right, serve their community, love their families and live for God. The world may never know them or recognize what they do, but God is paying close attention. He is storing up rewards for them in heaven and He is pouring out His bounty on them now.

Some will suffer for Him and others will lose their lives, but their lives will count!

Lord, help me not to be wasteful. Of time, resources, people, money, or energy, but help me to be a good steward.

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I Am Not "A Sinner Saved By Grace"

If you've been around for very long in Christian circles or even if you haven't, you've probably heard the phrase, "I am just a sinner saved by grace," usually uttered in false humility, true low self-esteem, or full of pride and bravado. The problem with this saying is that if you are saved, it just isn't true!

Yes, we have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, and if we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us (I John 1:8, Romans 3:23). However, once we surrender to the loving Creator of the Universe, the God of Mercy and Truth, He makes us brand new!

**II Corinthians 5:17 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away, and look, new things have come."**

**Ezekiel 26:36 (NIV), "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh."**

We aren't renovated, remodeled, or patched and pieced back together. We are brand new. Not made from old junk, but made of all new material. We are born of heaven now. The Kingdom of _God is in us_! There are no sinners in the Kingdom of God, and the Kingdom of God is not in a sinner.

Luke 17:20-21 (ASV), "And being asked by the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God cometh, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation: neither shall they say, Lo, here! or, There! for lo, the kingdom of God is within you."

Jesus who was sinless, through the finished work on the cross has made me righteous. I have been brought out of darkness into His light. I have been adopted into his family and am now a son/daughter of God. He was the firstborn of many brethren. I am one of those brethren. Not because I am something special, or because I deserved it, or earned it, just because He loves me. I could have never fixed my life, or made my heart brand new. Only He could, and He did. He said, "It is finished."

**II Corinthians 5:21 (KJB), "For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him."**

**Ephesians 2:8-10 (NIV)," For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them."**

When I was born, I was born into sin, into this world and under the ruler of this world. By no choice of my own, Satan was my "father." Thankfully, I gave my life willingly to a new and better Father. He rules with Love and Peace, not fear and hate. Once I was born again, or born from Heaven, I received as a gift, the nature of my new adopted Father. I have the nature of God, not the nature of my old father (Satan). I don't have two natures. Just like a cat can't have a nature of a dog. There is no place for false humility, and if you are saved you should find an abundant amount of confidence in Him. There is no place for pride, we can't boast. Pride is sin, plain and simple. When we have the attitude that we are "sinners saved by grace" we want to boast about our sin, how horrible we were. We also want to justify any sin that we still commit. "Of course I sin, I'm just a sinner saved by grace."

**Romans 8:17 (ASB), "Now if we are children, then we are heirs–heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory."**

I am still alive, in a fallen world, and Satan is still alive and active in this world. My spirit is willing, but my flesh is still weak. So yes, I will sin until I die. However, it doesn't happen as often, and I don't let it keep me back. It doesn't make me a "sinner." (Using a butter knife to remove a screw does _not_ make it a screw driver.) If there was nothing I could do before I was saved to make me a saint, why would anything I do after I am saved make me a sinner? Now when I mess up I repent and move on. Each day I am getting more and more like Jesus. God forgives and then doesn't remember the sin ever again. When He looks at me, He doesn't see my past sins, He sees his son/daughter. He sees a joint heir with Christ, a co-laborer with Him.

David questioned God about being so focused on us, just human beings. Before Jesus died for the sins of the world, before redemption and restoration, God was "mindful" of us. We were in a class just a little beneath the angels. Angels and humans alike are created beings.

Psalm 8:5 (NIV), "You have made them a little lower than the angels and crowned them with glory and honor."

Now that I am accepted in the beloved, adopted into His family, and am the body of Christ and His bride, I am in a different class. Now I am in the same class as Jesus. I am not deity, never will be, but I am still seated in Heaven with Him. Now those same angels are here to serve me. They aid and protect me, and they minister in my life according to the perfect will of God.

**Hebrews 1:13-14 (NIV), "To which of the angels did God ever say, "Sit at my right hand until I make your enemies a footstool for your feet"?** _Are not all angels ministering spirits sent to serve those who will inherit salvation?"_ **(** Emphasis mine)

Now I am a SAINT. You don't, or can't earn sainthood. It's not something that you become once you perform certain tasks and then die, hopefully to have the church recognize you later and label you "saint." When I accepted Jesus as my personal savior I became a saint. The veil was torn, I now have free access to the Father and _He_ calls me a saint.

**Philippians 4:21 (NASB), "Greet every** _saint_ **in Christ Jesus. The brethren who are with me greet you."** (Again emphasis mine)

Greet every saint, every believer, every follower of Christ, every Son of God, every member of the body of Christ, that's who Paul was talking about. Other versions say, "God's people", "God's holy people", and "Everyone who believes in Christ."

We need to be sure of who we are! We waste time and energy if we don't. How can we walk in the power and authority given to us by God if we want to identify ourselves with who we were before we met Him? Does a butterfly fly around saying, "I am just a caterpillar with a fancy set of wings?"

Yes, I was a sinner, but now through the finished work of Jesus on the cross, by His grace, I am now a saint.

Who are you?

Jesus, through You and Your shed blood, I have been saved. I now have the nature of the Father in me. Holy Spirit, remind me of this every day. I choose to walk in the finished work of Christ.

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Staying On Course

Psalm 119:1-8 (Message Bible), "You're blessed when you stay on course, walking steadily on the road revealed by God. You're blessed when you follow his directions, doing your best to find him. That's right—you don't go off on your own; you walk straight along the road he set. You, God, prescribed the right way to live; now you expect us to live it. Oh, that my steps might be steady, keeping to the course you set; then I'd never have any regrets in comparing my life with your counsel. I thank you for speaking straight from your heart; I learn the pattern of your righteous ways. I'm going to do what you tell me to do; don't ever walk off and leave me."

Every one of us can get off course. We get distracted, frustrated, or confused and the next thing you know, you have stepped off the path, or taken a completely different one. Thankfully, God is merciful and we are only ever one step back. His mercies are new every morning. Every day is a clean slate, as long as we have repented of yesterday's wrong doing. However, there are blessings when we stay on course. God's plan was never for us to step on and off the path. In His great love, He never leaves us and continues to help us stay on track, but His perfect plan is for us to never step off to begin with.

Remember when you were a child? Then you know there were times when Dad and Mom did "know best". They tried to warn us, or give us clear instructions, but we did things our own way, only to find out that there were consequences for our, dare I say, stupidity. Maybe you have youngsters around now, even teenagers, who can be some of the most stubborn people on the earth. You may have tried to guide them, but since they are flexing their wings, they still did something their own way and now you have to let them learn the lesson. It isn't always life and death. The consequences sometimes are little more than being late for an appointment, or some burnt toast, but things could have been easier.

That is God's plan for us. His way is best. Always. We will miss out on some things if we take our own way. According to Psalm 119 we will miss out on blessings for sure. He didn't "prescribe" a right way to live just to see if we could obey, or because He loves watching us try to live up. He did it all because He knows what is best for us. Earthly parents may make mistakes. Maybe in some situations they, or we, didn't know best. God is perfect though, and He can't make a mistake! It's impossible. So, His way is perfect.

Just being on God's path doesn't keep us from trouble. In fact Jesus promised us we would have some of that stuff.

John 16:33 (NIV), "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

There may be some obstacles along the way, but He promises to give us a way around or over each one. He has already overcome, He won. He is the one who declared, "It is finished." We just have to walk in that victory.

I Corinthians 10:13 (NLT), "The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure."

Matthew 28:20b (NIV), "And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

Not sure how to find that path? Just ask. He's faithful. His word is a lamp unto our feet and light unto our path. It will point you in the right direction. He is there, not just beside you, in front of you, and behind you, but He is in you! Don't hang your head, walk tall. Go in His strength. Be blessed.

Lord, when I feel week, You are strong. Your joy is my strength today. No matter how my day looks, no matter what comes my way, I will count it all joy and have a thankful heart.

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What Are You Looking For?

In today's world people search for all sorts of things such as: money, fame, freedom, entertainment, a purpose for their existence, and often just a way of escape from reality. None of these things are necessarily bad, but as an ultimate goal they will all fall short. As the human race we have lost our way. The plan and the path that God had intended for us all is scarcely populated. Yes, all of those who don't know Him are obviously on the wrong path, but what about those of us who call Him our Father and our Lord? Are we sure we are still on His path? What are we moving toward? What are we looking to find at the end of that path?

Some of us, who say we love Him, are still looking for the easy way. We want the path with the least resistance. We want to jump on a skate board and just coast downhill till we reach that finish line of ease and comfort. There is a finish line for us all and it is glorious on the other side. However, we need to look at life not as just a means to an end, but what we do now matters! I wish I had a buck for every time I said to myself, "Come hell or high water I am crossing that finish line and it will all be worth it then." Sounded pretty spiritual to me.

I am so glad that the Holy Spirit helped me beyond that limited thought pattern. God wants so much more for us than to tough it out now so that we can have Heaven later. His desire for us is to have Heaven now, right here in this messy, messed up world, and then to have even better later. He hasn't called us to a life of suffering. What is it about an "abundant life" that says to us "you must suffer."

We will have trouble, Jesus promised it. Nevertheless, He didn't leave it at that.

John 16:33 (KJB), "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."

We aren't supposed to live in fear and unease; yes, there will be trouble, but He has overcome the world. If that doesn't cheer us, then none of those other things we search for certainly won't! What should we be looking for?

Hosea 10:12 (NIV), "Sow righteousness for yourselves, reap the fruit of unfailing love, and break up your unplowed ground; for it is time to seek the LORD, until he comes and showers his righteousness on you."

Luke 12:31 (NLT), "Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and he will give you everything you need."

We need to be looking for Him, seeking His Kingdom, planting seeds of righteousness. Hosea talks about breaking up our unplowed ground, this ground is our hearts. Unplowed ground is hard and packed; you can't plant seeds there at all. You have to work up the soil and make it soft and airy so that the seeds can take root and the plant can grow up towards the sun. Our hearts need to be softened. His love does that. We find His love in His word, by hanging out with like believers, (yep, in Church), and by talking to Him and letting Him speak into our hearts.

It's time to put away our big plans and ask God for His. You'll find they are so much better, maybe scarier, but still better. When we make an effort to really know Him, then that is the first step on the right path.

How will we know if we are still on the right path? We will have a peace that passes understanding. No matter what happens around us, we will be confident in His care. When we accept His gift of righteousness, and then keep pursuing it, the product of that is peace.

James 3:18 (NIV), "Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness."

Isaiah 32:17 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "The result of righteousness will be peace; the effect of righteousness will be quiet confidence forever."

We will know we are walking in the right direction by some other signs as well. We will love Him more, as well as people. Not just the lovable kind, but those who used to irritate the heck out of us. The way we used to think will change, our thoughts will line up with His word and His plan.

Here are a few questions that will help as a litmus test to how we are progressing on our path with Him: Have we fully embraced who He is and who we are IN HIM? Are we walking with heads high knowing that we are Kings and Priests in this world? Are we confident in our authority as sons of God? Do we forbid the enemy to run rough shod over ourselves and our families? Do we get excited about another Church service? Is serving Him a treat?

It's not always easy. I still have to fight my flesh many a day and not opt for that path of least resistance. I frequently have to tell my mind "shut up" and purpose to think on good things. I have to remind myself that God is my Father and His children have power and authority to live according to His will and purpose. One of the hardest things to accept sometimes is that I am already righteous. I am not working toward that, He made me that way. It's a gift. Our Senior Pastor says it this way, "I am not as good as God, but I am as right as He is!" That takes the pressure off a bit. I don't have to work to be good, I just have to accept His finished work and He will begin to change me from the inside out.

I want Him. He is what I am looking for. The good news is that He isn't hard to find!

Have you ever played "Hide and Seek" with a three year old? They can't stand the wait; they want you to find them so bad that as soon as you are done counting they yell, "Here I am." God is like that, only He never hides to begin with. You are all His heart desires, why would He make it hard to find Him.

I will give you a few hints. Though He is everywhere, you won't find Him on the big screen, at the bottom of another stiff drink, at the end of a needle, or in another meaningless relationship. Those things are found by people running from God, not running to Him.

Jeremiah 29:11-14a (ESV), "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,"

Father, I want You. I want You in my life, my job, my marriage, and every relationship. I want you in my checkbook, my Church, and my community. Mostly, I want You in my heart and for others to see You there.

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We The People

"When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

"We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America."

If you are an American Citizen, you should recognize these two phrases. The first is the beginning of the Declaration of Independence. The second is the opening to the Constitution of the United States of America. I am proud of them both and the men who had the courage to draft them. Though they may not be popular today, and so many are trying to slander the men who wrote them, they are a testimony of a group of people who came out of tyranny into freedom. It may be hard for modern Americans to appreciate or understand either of these documents, but for Christians it should be easy. I use that word, "should", because for most of us we don't. There are many Americans who wouldn't be able to identify either of these documents, and sadly even more Christians who don't even understand that they have won freedom from the tyrant.

I guess I can't really blame the Christians after all they don't teach that kind of history at school, Biblical History. However, it's time to educate ourselves! Here is a simple lesson.

Adam (and Eve) disobeyed God. From that day on mankind had lived under the tyranny of Satan. Each person born is born into sin, they have a sin nature and Satan is their ruler.

"Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned...For if through the offence of one many be dead...For if by one man's offence death reigned by one...Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation." All taken from Romans 5:12,15,17,18 (KJB)

Romans 3:23 (Aramaic Bible in Plain English), "Because all of them have sinned and are deprived of the glory of God,"

"It's not my fault!" I hear you thinking. Original sin isn't, but what makes you so sure you wouldn't have done the same thing. You may have been born with that nature, but you don't have to hang on to it. Keeping it is your choice. If you still have it, it is your fault. There is a way to change your nature; in fact you can be given a brand new one. God has made a way for you to live free. You don't have to live under Satan's tyranny any longer.

Shall we take another look at some of those verses in Romans 5?

Romans 5:15-21 (KJB), "But not as the offence, so also is the free gift. For if through the offence of one many be dead, much more the grace of God, and the gift by grace, which is by one man, Jesus Christ, hath abounded unto many. And not as it was by one that sinned, so is the gift: for the judgment was by one to condemnation, but the free gift is of many offences unto justification. For if by one man's offence death reigned by one; much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in life by one, Jesus Christ. Therefore as by the offence of one judgment came upon all men to condemnation; even so by the righteousness of one the free gift came upon all men unto justification of life. For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous. Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound: That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord."

One man may have messed it all up, but One Man fixed it all. Yep, all. It's finished. All you have to do is declare yourself free. Speak out your own "Declaration of Dependence". Declare yourself dependent on God, on His plan of salvation for you, and Jesus' work on the cross.

Then line yourself up with your new Constitution. What is that? Your Bible. It lists every right and responsibility that is yours as a citizen of Heaven. They are unalienable rights that have been endowed by your Creator. I know that is a very simple way of looking at Salvation. So what, it was never intended to be complicated. We complicate things. Look what we have done to the Constitution of the United States. Those founding fathers wouldn't recognize it now either.

Let's recap: once you were a slave to your flesh and under Satan's rule. Christ died for you and now you have been made free. He has given you all authority to walk as a son of God. The only thing stopping you from doing that is you. Easier said than done? Maybe sometimes, but that won't keep me from trying. My faith isn't in me, it's in Him. I may not be able, but He sure is.

I am free! So are you. If that doesn't get you excited then nothing will.

King Jesus, I am no longer a slave! You did that, You freed me. Now I choose to serve our Heavenly Father, not as a slave, but as a son. As a member of His royal family and as a citizen of Heaven, I will walk in all the rights and responsibilities of my citizenship.

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Peace and Confidence

John 14:27 (NIV), "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."

Our peace and confidence do not depend on our performance. It all depends on Jesus' finished work on the cross.

John 14:27 (NLT), "I am leaving you with a gift--peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don't be troubled or afraid."

Our confidence does not depend on us, the government, our boss, our Pastor, our spouse, or the Church. It is OK to be confident in people but we can't depend on them as our source of confidence and peace. They will all at one time or another fall short of our expectations or what we need done in our lives. When all those people and things fail us our confidence in the Father still remains. No matter what things may look like, we can be confident that He is working things out for our good. If we are truly His and we aren't just practicing religion, then His promises are "Yes and Amen." God alone is faithful enough to put all of our trust in, to depend on for our peace. Jesus said it was a gift! We don't earn a gift; it is given out of love.

Philippians 1:6 (NASB), "For I am confident of this very thing, that He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus."

He won't leave you high and dry. He's the one who chose you. He is the one who wooed you and gave you that new heart. Surely He will finish all of the things He started.

Jesus was crucified-He rose from the dead-He took the keys to death and Hell-He ascended into heaven and sits at the right hand of God. He did it! It's a done deal.

Be confident in that!

Lord, no one else can or will love me the way that You do. I am Yours, but help me to surrender more of myself to You.

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Devote Your Day to God

Isaiah 40:28-31 (NLT), "Have you never heard? Have you never understood? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. He never grows weak or weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding. He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless. Even youths will become weak and tired, and young men will fall in exhaustion. But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength. They will soar high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint."

Sometimes I feel like I have the strength of a wet noodle. The day seems so much longer than my energy reserve or my nerves seem more frayed than the cuffs of my favorite sweater. Something unexpected comes along and the thought goes through your head, "give me a break," or that last minute request from a loved one just about sends you over the edge. On those days my husband says, "I feel like I have been going a hundred miles an hour." My favorite one seems to be, "I feel like I have been drug through a knothole backwards." Do you ever have those days?

It took me a while to discern a pattern on those days. I can pretty much predict when they will come now. They don't have so much to do with what does happen during the day as what didn't happen during the day. If I jump out of bed (honestly I never jump, I roll and yawn, and shuffle) without spending some time in prayer that will not be a banner day. My daily schedule during the week starts with a time of devotions, bible reading, and prayer. Since I am an empty nester, it is much easier now to do this. When the kids were at home, and when they were little, it was much harder. Now, I set my alarm early so that I have time to pray with my husband before he leaves for work. Then I am up to let the dog out, make my coffee and unload the dishwasher, I found I have just enough time to do this while coffee is perking and dog is doing his thing. Next, I am back in my bed, with pillows propped, bible in hand and doing my daily reading. At this point in the day I just read through my bible, either chronologically or straight thru, it usually takes me about a year to do this. After my reading time I either talk to God about what I have just read, and then pray, or I pray and allow Him to talk to me while I pray. I keep a prayer journal and my daily entries help me see answered prayers.

This is my favorite time of the day. The house is quiet, I am not distracted by jobs that need to be done, and I am comfortable with my coffee. If I start my day this way, the world, the devil, or my own stupidity can throw me a sucker punch, but it doesn't knock me down. There are some days that things don't work out, maybe my grandson is coming earlier, or my husband needs some help with something in the morning, and my morning routine is altered. On those days, I make a point of finding some time later in the day. I determine to have a thankful heart and keep the lines of communication open. Sometimes I have to remind myself that it isn't a "magical" routine that promises a good day. It also isn't something I have to do to earn God's blessings for the day. If we are on vacation, have company, or something else gets in the way, God isn't sitting in heaven thinking, "you're on your own today, you didn't devote yourself to me this morning."

What those times do, especially first thing in the morning, is remind us that God is good, that He loves us, and we have that special time of fellowship with Him. It builds a relationship with our Father. That way we burn for Him instead of getting burnt out. Burn-out happens when we don't take the time to refresh ourselves in Him. That fire inside of us, is supposed to be like a beacon to the lost, not a forest fire that destroys our lives and those around us. Let's face it; life can be overwhelming at times. When we stay rooted and grounded in Him, in His word, we can not only face it, we can overcome it. I read a good Christian fiction book where the main character talked about "devoting" herself every morning. I always called it "devotions" but her version is so much truer. We are saying, by that set aside time, "Father, I am devoted to you and I devote my day to you." What a great way to start each day.

David knew this.

Psalm 5:3 (NIV), "In the morning, LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait expectantly."

So did Isaiah.

Isaiah 50:4b (ESV), "Morning by morning he awakens; he awakens my ear to hear as those who are taught."

Maybe your mornings are crazy busy. I guarantee you that if you just set your alarm for an extra fifteen minutes and devote that time to God, make it a habit, you'll wish you would have tried it earlier. For those of you like my children, who have little ones that get up between four am and five am, use their nap time as your set aside time. I used to nap with my little ones; however, if I had known what a difference it would have made, I easily would have given up those power naps. I would have had more patience with my kids, I would have not felt so frazzled at the end of the day, and I am sure that my relationship with God would have been so much better.

I challenge you, put away that phone, turn off the computer, get up early, and do whatever you have to do to give God a purposeful time during your day. It may feel like you are wasting time at first, especially when you have a million things to do, but trust me, it's will be the best used time of your day. I used to try and do it before bed, big mistake, I was so tired and stressed at the end of the day I either fell asleep or my mind jumped around like a ball in a pin ball machine. Those times now are reserved for some reflection and thanksgiving.

At one point in Martin Luther's life he was faced with a large day ahead, when he proceeded to begin his usual two hours of morning prayer time, an assistant said something like, "you are too busy to pray today," Martin's reply says it all. "I am too busy not too pray." He realized that He needed the strength and peace of God for his day.

Don't we all?

Psalm 143:8 (NASB), "Let me hear Your lovingkindness in the morning; For I trust in You; Teach me the way in which I should walk; For to You I lift up my soul."

Lord, this is the day that You have made, so I will rejoice and be glad in it. I will devote this day to You. Let whatever my hands find to do today prosper and glorify You. Let me do it all as unto You and not as unto man, or for a paycheck. Guide my steps today.

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Heart String or Stomach String?

Psalm 7:9, 26:2 (KJV), "Oh let the wickedness of the wicked come to an end; but establish the just: for the righteous God trieth the hearts and reins...Examine me, O LORD, and prove me; try my reins and my heart."

We all have strings; David called them "reins." Reins are used to control, or guide a horse. We have all heard the expression that someone was "playing on our hearts strings" or were "tugging on our hearts strings." This is exactly what I am talking about. So, with that picture in your mind, ask yourself, "Who controls the reins of my heart."

Maybe a better question is whether those reins or strings are even connected to your heart. I know people who have strings connected to their stomach. Our stomach represents appetite. It can be a hunger for food, for escape, for sex, for stuff, for fame, fortune, or all of the above. They are ruled by their own lust, by greed, by what they can get, or have. The strings to their hearts have been severed. If God was to try the strings to their hearts, He would find them disconnected. I always think of ancient Rome (and modern day America) when I think of being ruled by appetites.

They were ruled by their appetites. Their cry was "bread and games!" As long as their stomachs were full and they were satiated with entertainment, they were more than happy to follow along wherever the government chose to lead them. In Rome's case, they were led to their own ruin. Whenever a country or an individual allows their stomachs to rule, their appetites to govern, they are on the fast track to ruination. Even allowing our hearts to lead us can be a rocky path, unless those heart strings are in God's hands.

So that takes us back to my original question, who controls the reins of your heart? Do you allow another person, a hobby, your job, your children, all idols, to hold the reins? Or do you give complete permission for God to hold the reins?

He will do a better job. If I can return to the horse analogy, and we think of the person holding the reins as the rider, the one who controls or guides us, it's easier to understand, easier to hand over control. After all, He knows where we are going. He knows where we need to jump the fence, where we need to gallop and run, and where we need to go slow and steady. He knows when our job is like a draft horse, who works hard, and when our job is like a war horse and we need to lead the charge. He knows when we need to carry those who are sick or tired, make those little ones laugh and smile, and when we need to just show off our beauty. The one thing He will never do is put us out to pasture. We are always in His service and He can use even the oldest and most battle scarred.

I want to cut all those strings to my stomach.

I want to give control of my heart strings to the One who loves me best.

How about you?

Father, my desire is for spiritual things. I choose to crucify my flesh and to walk after The Spirit. I will not let my stomach, or my flesh rule my life. I will feed my spirit man and starve my flesh. I will let You control my heart strings.

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Target Fixation

"Target fixation is an attentional phenomenon observed in humans in which an individual becomes so focused on an observed object that their awareness of hazards or obstacles diminishes. The phenomenon is most commonly associated with scenarios in which the observer is in control of a high-speed vehicle or other mode of transportation. In such cases, the observer may fixate so intently on the target that they will not take necessary action to avoid it, thus colliding with it." (Wikipedia)

A friend of mine said it this way, " _I was on my bike and going around a curve, there was a big rock cliff in front of me, as soon as I saw it I got target fixation. I was_ **supposed** _to look around the curve, but because I was fixated on the rock...you guessed it, I crashed."_

Target fixation is dangerous to motorcyclists, race car drivers, and to Christians.

What are you fixated on? Are you so fixated on the problem that you drive into it head on? Or are you fixated on God, on Heaven, so that you meet Him head on?

It's a choice really. I used to worry so much! I even worried about being worried too much. It's an insane way to live. Anxiety will kill you. It was killing me and I was a born again, spirit filled, believer. What choices did I make that caused this cycle of self abuse? I chose to fixate on my problems, my fears, and even the irrational stuff that probably never would have happened in a million years. If I had a choice of bad or good news, I hung onto the bad. Was there a lump, though I never spoke it out loud, my heart would cry "CANCER" before the doctor ever said, "Let's send off a biopsy." Going on vacation? I expected frequent trips to nasty rest stops and waysides, due to a stomach issue. So what did I get, frequent trips to nasty rest stops and waysides, due to constant worry and anxiety that _caused_ that stomach issue!

I am much smarter now...until I start to worry again. Thankfully, I am more sensitive to the Holy Spirit that reminds me of _Who_ I should be fixating on! Even though it helps us so much to keep our focus on Him, and we know that everything else tends to face in the light of His glory, the most important reason to give Him all of our attention is that He deserves it! He is so wonderful, so gracious, so generous, so LOVING, why would we ever take our eyes off of Him? But we do.

Next time you find yourself fixating on the problem, remind yourself of "Target Fixation" and get your focus back in alignment!

**"A life committed to Christ had nothing to lose, nothing to fear, and nothing to regret." Pastor Isaac Litke (Pastor Litke is the same motorcyclist who ran into the rock!)**

H **ebrews 12:2 (NASB), "Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,** fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. **For consider Him who has endured such hostility by sinners against Himself, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."**

**Jesus, I will follow Your example and Paul's example and I will set my face like flint. I will keep my eyes on the prize, YOU!**

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Not the Sin Police

Who doesn't love John 3:16?

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life." (NASB)

But, what about verse 17?

"For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him." (NASB)

If Jesus, God in the flesh, didn't come to condemn, to judge, the world, why do we think it is our job? I have been hearing and reading a lot about this lately. Which probably means that God is getting tired of our pharisaical and judgmental behavior. He is bringing some correction to His body. The whole reason that Jesus came was to fulfill the law, it is now done away with. So why do we try to hold people to certain rules and regulations. The Apostle Paul even said that to those who have surrendered to Christ, all things are legal, though not all beneficial. Yet we judge each other and even worse we judge the world. I have said it before and I will say it again, speaking into someone's life that you are in relationship with, pointing out some errors and even giving Godly council, is not judging! The difference between judging (condemnation) and interceding is all in the motivation. We don't accept sinful behavior, we don't say it is "ok," but we do accept people who are bound in sin. We love them!

I thought that I was getting better at the not judging, being more loving. Then God brought some things to my attention, not by pointing out the condition of my heart, but by bringing some things before my eyes. For months, maybe even a year or two, I have been struggling with how to love and accept homosexuals without accepting their lifestyle. Then this whole Bruce Jenner thing had me recoiling in disgust. I won't mention the things I was thinking and some things that were even said in private to my husband, but when I saw similar words written on social media by other Christians, I can't describe what I felt. It was close to sorrow and embarrassment for my thoughts and word, and for the Body of Christ. Where was the love that Jesus talked about so often? Where was the goodness of God turning hearts to repentance?

A young family member, who struggles with the judgment of other Christians, he professes his love for God and his homosexual nature, posted something on his facebook page. It said, "Live your life in such a way that the Westboro Baptist Church will want to picket your funeral." For those of you who may not know, members of this church, who call themselves Christians, go to funerals of homosexual service men and woman and disrupt the funeral by shouting and carrying signs. The words are full of hate, "God hates gays," "Gays go to Hell," and other such un-Christ-like verbiage. They have offended me from day one and I fully applauded those so called hard core bikers who surrounded those funerals and kept the families separated from the ugly behavior as much as they could. So, though I am filled with righteous anger at the actions of this church, I was saddened by the quote this young man shared. I did comment saying that I would prefer to live my life in such a way that my funeral would be a celebration of a daughter going home to daddy.

His comment to this was, "The problem is that many Christians do not share the love that Jesus represented. They choose to be one sided. I love God & try to work on myself daily & fail daily. But no one is going to come to Jesus when hate is preached. I love everyone & just wish Christians would share the love that Jesus instructed them to."

That got me thinking even more.

We fail as the body of Christ if we can't reach out to hurting, broken people (you know the way we were before) with the love of Christ. Jesus' great commission was not to "point out people's sin, set yourself above them, call them names and hate and revile them." No, He said to, "Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone." (NLT) What's the "good news?" That God loves sinners! He doesn't care what you've done, He loves you. He knows what you're going to do and He still loves you. He knows every one of your deep dark secrets and guess what? HE LOVES YOU. How many people have the Westboro Baptist Church led to Christ? I am not talking about their twisted followers who just want to jump on the bandwagon of hate, but true surrendered hearts to the Lordship of Jesus.

Jesus, when all others were condemning a woman caught in adultery said these words, "He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her. And again he stooped down, and wrote on the ground. And they which heard it, being convicted by their own conscience, went out one by one, beginning at the eldest, even unto the last: and Jesus was left alone, and the woman standing in the midst. When Jesus had lifted up himself, and saw none but the woman, he said unto her, Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee? She said, No man, Lord. And Jesus said unto her, Neither do I condemn thee: go, and sin no more." (KJB John 8:7a-11)

Basically He told the people that if they were without sin, then to go ahead and condemn her to death, as that was the law. However, they each knew that they had some type of sin in their lives. He seeing they had left assured her that He wouldn't condemn her, but he left her with the words, "Go and sin no more." He didn't tell her that her behavior was acceptable. He loved her, treated her with dignity and respect, and sent her on her way. He didn't have to tell her what she was doing was wrong. She already knew it.

If we look at the whole passage in John 3:16-21 "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him. He who believes in Him is not judged; he who does not believe has been judged already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. This is the judgment, that the Light has come into the world, and men loved the darkness rather than the Light, for their deeds were evil. For everyone who does evil hates the Light, and does not come to the Light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But he who practices the truth comes to the Light, so that his deeds may be manifested as having been wrought in God."

It is their lack of belief in Jesus that condemns them. They are already judged, we don't have to do it. Our job is to show them the way out of their sentence, whether we think they deserve the sentence or not. We need to show them their advocate, Jesus.

That young man was right; no one is going to come to God when hate is preached. They won't if it is practiced either.

So what do we do? Well, to begin with I prayed about it. Then I did something I don't always take the time to do. I listened for God's answer. Can you guess what He said? Yep, He told me to love them and He promised to give me His love to do it with. Pretty simple huh?

Next time you want to point out someone's sin and you aren't their mother or father, mentor, or close friend, don't do it. Instead talk about how much you love them, or how much God loves them. It's a better way. It's what Jesus did. In fact He is still doing it.

Father God, help me to love like Jesus loves. Help me to focus on the potential in people. Remind me that my Job isn't to point out sin in others, but to point the way to Your Son.

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I Am a Mountain Climber

Micah 4:1-2 (ESV), "It shall come to pass in the latter days that the mountain of the house of the Lord shall be established as the highest of the mountains, and it shall be lifted up above the hills; and peoples shall flow to it, and many nations shall come, and say: "Come, let us go up to the mountain of the Lord, to the house of the God of Jacob, that he may teach us his ways and that we may walk in his paths." For out of Zion shall go forth the law, and the word of the Lord from Jerusalem."

Mountains and "high places" have some significance in the Word. God brought Moses up to the mountain to give him His commandments, He brought him to a mountain to see into the Promised Land, and Moses died there. Aaron died on top of a mountain as well. The mountain of God was so Holy that no one other than those He permitted were able to even touch it. Pagan's built "high places" to their false gods.

In military strategy, a mountain is a great place to defend. You could see for miles and the terrain is usually rough going. Living in a valley may be easy, but like Lot, we often find the easy way isn't always the better way. Abraham chose the hilly ground and was the better man for it. It takes work to climb a mountain. It takes perseverance when the top seems so far away. In the mountains distances can be deceiving. You might think you have almost reached the summit, only to discover you have more climbing to do. Mountain climbing is not for the lazy or the week hearted person.

I have walked a few mountain trails in the natural, having lived in Colorado and Washington. Though pretty, and challenging, mountain climbing of this sort isn't one of my favorite things to do. I also should mention that I always thought the dangers outweighed the rewards for climbing big mountains like Everest (just watch the movie!). So I know that climbing mountains spiritually isn't going to be "easy-peasy" either. But, the rewards are so much better than frost bite and fifteen minutes of fame! God is on the top of that mountain and His Mountain is the highest peak. Nothing is higher than Him! And according to God's word, we are Mount Zion. His chosen people, His peculiar people, this chosen generation. So if I am going to dwell with God, up on that mountain, I am going to have to do some climbing...

Joel 3:17-18 (KJV), "So shall ye know that I am the LORD your God dwelling in Zion, my holy mountain: then shall Jerusalem be holy, and there shall no strangers pass through her any more. And it shall come to pass in that day, that the mountains shall drop down new wine, and the hills shall flow with milk, and all the rivers of Judah shall flow with waters, and a fountain shall come forth of the house of the LORD, and shall water the valley of Shittim."

Lord, give me strength to climb up high!

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The Choice

Deuteronomy 30:19 (NIV), "This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live."

Life is full of choices, too many options if you ask me. Most restaurant menus are as long as the Declaration of Independence. My daughter changes her mind at least a half a dozen times when we go out to eat. Cable TV boasts 150 channels (don't even get me started on that one!). More time is spent flipping through the guide than ever watching. Walk into any clothing store and it will make your mind spin with the options, colors, styles, and stylishly clothed manikins. Why do we want so many choices and options? Because we think that is a proof of our freedom.

But what is freedom, really? Is it being able to do whatever we want, whenever we want, to whomever we want? Don't those same choices sometimes bring baggage and bondage? We want more, so we have to work harder, or charge higher to get what we want. Then once we get it all, aren't we bound to take care of it, use it, wear it, and show it all off. What we choose or don't choose is important. How many times have you wanted to toss that remote instead of flip for something good to watch, or how many times have you decided to stay home for dinner because you couldn't make up your mind where to go? We all want to be in control, have our say, be our own boss, but to do that we have to grasp onto something. The choice is the rope that the world (ultimately the devil) throws our way, or the rope that Christ offers us.

Let's take a look at the first rope. All those empty promises, all those lies, that we "need" something else, that we would "be happier if..." that rope does one of two things, and sometimes both. It either wraps around us like a sticky web and constrains us from our true purpose, it binds us up like a spider binds her meal up for later, or it wraps us up into a cocoon of apathy. One that tells us that "I'm good, it's all good, me and mine are fine." It's like you've been lulled to sleep. It may feel all cozy and comfy, but it is still a web! It isn't the cocoon of a caterpillar, it's the "I'll eat you later" silk prison spun by a hungry spider. Don't be fooled.

The second rope, the one offered by Jesus, is nothing less than a life line. It's a way out of the mess; it is the safety rope of a mountain climber. Where the other rope is a sticky web that confines, and constrains us. Jesus' rope is one that gives us security, comfort, and allows us to reach out. Think of those mountain climbers, securely attached to the safety rope, they take risks knowing that they won't fall and crash to their deaths. Or think of the drowning person who sees that lifeline thrown their way, its rescue. This rope compels us to move on, to climb higher, and to take risks.

This is the Big Choice! Which rope will you grab hold of? You will grab one; not grabbing a rope isn't one of the options to choose from.

I choose real freedom. Freedom to soar, to fly high. Just like that zip line that takes you quickly to the destination all the while keeping you above the cares and snares of the world. I want the safety line that brings true security, not the false security of hanging around waiting for something ugly to suck out my insides.

What about you?

Lord, I chose You! Only because You first chose me.

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Communion

Definition: "To receive the Eucharist"

We frequently participate in communion as a time to remember the cross and Christ's finished work, His shed blood and His broken body. I want us today to take a closer look at the words communion and commune.

Communion: "The sharing or exchanging of intimate thoughts and feelings, especially when the exchange is on a mental or spiritual level."

Commune: "To be in a state of intimate, heightened sensitivity and receptivity."

Notice that in both definitions we see the word "intimate". When we are in an intimate relationship with God, we share our thoughts and feelings. It should be an exchange, our thought toward God and God's thoughts toward us. We need to be sensitive and receptive. When an intimate exchange is made we give and receive. This should be our daily experience with Christ.

He sees into our hearts, and He took our sin. That's pretty intimate. However, His desire isn't to just read our minds, His desire is for us to purposefully share with Him our thoughts and feelings. We don't have to worry about offending or surprising Him. He can handle it.

Galatians 2:20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ lives in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.

Pray, We choose to share in Your crucifixion and in Your resurrection! We choose to abide intimately with You. We are "in Christ" because of your finished work on the cross, help us to always remember this fact.

Father, my number one desire is to be intimate with You. Though my mind cannot even begin to comprehend all of who You are, I will search as for buried treasure. I will be real with You. You know me inside and out anyway, so why try to put on a mask?

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Brainwashing?

Ephesians 4:22-23 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "You took off your former way of life, the old self that is corrupted by deceitful desires; you are being renewed in the spirit of your minds;"

At our Church our pastors and teachers frequently tell us to "repeat after me" and then we say things like "God is my Father," or "I can do anything through Christ," and one of my favorites "I am the righteousness of Christ Jesus." We confess God's word and His plans for us at Church and at home. It is a way of life; it is common place for us so I don't think about it too much. Then I brought someone to Church with me recently, who isn't in the habit of going to Church, and afterward when I asked her what she thought, she mentioned the "repeat after me" thing. In her words "it was like brainwashing to me, I don't like someone telling me what to say." I quickly explained that to retain what you learn you need to hear it, read it, and write it (the same explanation of why I took notes during the message) and that by saying it out loud; it helps us even more to remember what we have learned.

I don't remember exactly what we repeated that day, maybe even a few things. It was either scripture or scriptural and uplifting, so I pondered that for a while. I thought, if we repeated something like "drink the Kool-Aid" or "kill the infidels" I would better understand the objection. Then I thought, people do that all the time in marketing seminars, self-help seminars, and 'feel good about yourself and life' seminars. They repeat things like, "I am a winner," "I can sell anything," or "Nothing can stop me." I don't really have a problem with any of that. When I realized this didn't bother me because it was positive thinking, it was to help and build up confidence, it suddenly dawned on me (or the Holy Spirit finally got through), it was brainwashing!

Now, I realize that a lot of bad brainwashing goes on. Just watch TV or any commercial. If we don't have that new car, we haven't arrived yet. If we don't wear those clothes, we aren't part of the in crowd. If we don't drink that booze, we are so less than cool. We are brainwashed to believe that youth is the only type of beauty and then only if it is a size six with perfect skin, hair and nails, and teeth white enough to see from space. We are brainwashed into believing that the government can do a better job of raising our kids, and that women who stay home to raise her own must be lazy. But, is all brainwashing bad?

"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will."

Hebrews 4:12 (NIV), "For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart."

My answer is "NO!" If our minds get filled up with so much junk, bad words, bad images, bad attitudes, pure "crap" from the world, and lies from the enemy, shouldn't we be washing that all out! Of course.

So yes, I wash my brain and if you go to a good Church they will ask you to wash yours too. They may even say, "Repeat after me."

Lest you think that just repeating a few lines on Sunday is enough to brainwash you, think again. True brainwashing happens by repeated and continual exposure. So, repeat, read your Bible and then do is all again. Daily.

Happy washing!

Holy Spirit of God, remind me of who I am in Christ. Remind me that I am accepted in the beloved, that God loves me. I will guard my heart and mind.

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The Sin Scale

We all have one, a "sin scale," where we weigh those bad things we do. Or worse yet, we use it to excuse our bad behavior or habits by saying to ourselves, "my white lie I told my boss is only a two, my co-worker's adultery is a seven...at least my sin is not as bad as his." A lot of us, who claim to be Christians, love to point out the sin of homosexuality, armed robbery, murder, child abuse, and so on, and if there really was a scale, we would all agree that those probably are off the chart. However, there is no such thing as a "sin scale."

To God, sin is sin. There isn't some worse than others, and even more importantly, sin really isn't an action or lack of one, it's a nature! Those horrible, or less-than-righteous things we do aren't in themselves the sin, they are a symptom or a corresponding action to our sin nature. We are all born with one, due to the fall of mankind in the Garden of Eden. But, praise God, when we surrender our hearts to Him, he gives us His nature. His nature isn't sin! We are then the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus. We aren't as good as God, but we are as right as Him. Not from anything we did, or can do, but because of what Jesus did. Because we aren't as good as God, we aren't perfect, we continue to mess up, and miss the mark.

Matthew 19:7 (KJB), "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments."

Thankfully, since Jesus died for our sins, we just confess and turn back to God. Soon we sin less and less. Our sin doesn't make us "sinners" because we don't get our old nature back; we still maintain our rightness with God as long as we humble ourselves and repent.

So instead of trying to excuse, or weigh our bad behavior, instead we should be trying to please God. We need to have faith in Him, be confident that He is doing a work in us, that we are being changed from the inside out. God had told us that without faith it is impossible to please Him (Hebrews 11:6). We need to hear Him, believe in His great power, stand firm on His word.

Let's take a look at what Jesus said to His disciples as He sent them out:

Matthew 10:11-15 (NIV) "And whatever city or village you enter, inquire who is worthy in it, and stay at his house until you leave that city. As you enter the house, give it your greeting. If the house is worthy, give it your blessing of peace. But if it is not worthy, take back your blessing of peace. Whoever does not receive you, nor heed your words, as you go out of that house or that city, shake the dust off your feet. Truly I say to you, it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment than for that city."

He said, "Whoever does not receive you, nor heed your words...it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah in the day of judgment." If you still have that sin scale on your mind, this should wipe it away. Not heeding, not hearing His "Good News" is worse than the sins of Sodom and Gomorrah...

Shall we continue?

Matthew 11:23-24 (NIV), "And you, Capernaum, will not be exalted to heaven, will you? You will descend to Hades; for if the miracles had occurred in Sodom which occurred in you, it would have remained to this day. Nevertheless I say to you that it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for you."

Jesus came to point the way to the Father, He showed God's love and mercy, forgiveness and kindness. Had those miracles been shown in Sodom, He says that it never would have been destroyed, inferring that they would have believed and repented!

Sin is sin. We can't categorize it, weigh it, label it, or whitewash it. The only remedy for sin is surrender. Humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God and He will lift you up (James 4:10). He doesn't cover it, as the blood of sacrifices did under the old covenant, He takes it away, and then even better, He forgets about it!

How many times have I stood at the altar (figuratively or literally) and thought to myself, "at least I am not like so-and-so" or "at least I have never done that"? Sound familiar?

Luke 18:9-14 (ESV), "He also told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and treated others with contempt: Two men went up into the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee, standing by himself, prayed thus: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I get.' But the tax collector, standing far off, would not even lift up his eyes to heaven, but beat his breast, saying, 'God, be merciful to me, a sinner!' I tell you, this man went down to his house justified, rather than the other. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, but the one who humbles himself will be exalted."

How dare we stand like that Pharisee and think that somehow we are better because we placed our sin on the sin scale of our own making, and declared ourselves more righteous. As the body of Christ, we pray for souls, or should be, so we need to ask God to forgive us for expecting those souls to be rich, well dressed, un-broken, and good. Those very people we have looked down our noses at, those are the ones that our loving Father wants us to reach out to with His love. Separating ourselves from those who live in the world, can't get us saved any more than hanging out with them will get us unsaved.

When they accused Jesus of wrongdoing when they found him eating and fellowshipping with sinners, His response was, "It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners." (Mark 2:7)

We don't do what they do, we don't participate in their wrong behavior, but we show them a better way. Hate doesn't lead to repentance, judgmental attitudes won't, God's goodness will.

I think I will close with this scripture:

Luke 6: 35-35 (NASB), "But love your enemies, and do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return; and your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High; for He Himself is kind to ungrateful and evil men. Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful. Do not judge, and you will not be judged; and do not condemn, and you will not be condemned; pardon, and you will be pardoned. Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure—pressed down, shaken together, and running over. For by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return."

Father, I am throwing away my sin scale! I will not condemn, or place myself in the judgment seat.

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The Truth is (MY) Relative

We have all heard the saying "truth is relative", meaning that it depends on the circumstance, or the person, or some other outside influence. When Pontius Pilot is having a conversation with Jesus before the crucifixion he voices the same belief after Jesus tells him that "I came to testify of the truth".

John 18:38 (NIV), "What is truth?" retorted Pilate. With this he went out again to the Jews gathered there and said, "I find no basis for a charge against him."

That common philosophy of Pilot's day is still common in our day. So many people talk about the "grey areas" or that "there is no black and white, just different shades of grey." I disagree.

Jesus made it very clear. There is TRUTH and it is HIM.

John 14:6 (NIV), "Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."

Instead of saying, "truth is relative" he said, "TRUTH is my relative". I love that. I am one with Christ, a joint heir, a son of God, and Jesus is the way, the truth and the light, so I am related to Him.

God's word is true, He is not a man that He should lie, and Jesus is the Living Word.

His word is alive! And it is True!

Truth isn't relative, but He is my Relative.

Jesus, You are the living word, You are the Truth. I am seated in heaven with You. I am being conformed into Your image, I have been set free from the curse, and You have called me Your own. That is TRUTH. I refuse to listen to any other report, any other voice that contradicts this truth.

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What Reward Do You Want?

Hebrews 11:6 (NIV), "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

God rewards us. Pretty cool huh? There are many actions and activities that He rewards. There is a prize at the end of the race (Phil 3:14), a crown for those who persevere (James 1:12), perfect peace for those who set their minds on Him (Isaiah 26:3), and I could keep going. But according to Matthew we can either store up treasures here on earth or we can store up treasures in heaven.

Matthew 6:19-21 (NLT), "Don't store up treasures here on earth, where moths eat them and rust destroys them, and where thieves break in and steal. Store your treasures in heaven, where moths and rust cannot destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal. Wherever your treasure is, there the desires of your heart will also be."

Jesus was probably talking about worldly goods here, because rust, moths, and thieves take these kinds of things away from us. However, I don't think it would be stretching this scripture to include recognition of men, or self aggrandizement because if we continue to read on in Matthew, Jesus warns us of doing just that.

Matthew 6:1-6 (KJB), "Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth: That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly. And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly."

Did you catch what kind of reward we get for wanting to "be seen of men"? Oh, there is still a reward; it's the recognition of men. That reward lasts for a season, it is fleeting, and fame is fickle. The fifteen minutes of fame that people used to talk about has now turned into fifteen seconds. The media has overloaded us with information on so-called famous people and their deeds. Millions watch "reality" TV to see every detail of someone's life, the good, the bad, and most of the time the ugly. "I don't want that kind of fame", you say. Do you want the people in your life to know about all your good deeds? Do you spend more time talking about what you do than what God did through you? Do you only volunteer for the jobs that you can be seen doing? At work, do you have to take credit for everything you do above and beyond the call? At school, do you need to be the center of attention all of the time? Same thing. You may think that is a great reward, but it never lasts. Why? Because we may look good one day, then mess up the next. That perfect "hair day" is called a day for a reason.

What's worse is that most people can't handle being around someone like that. Those seeking fame, recognition and acceptance through their actions may write it off as jealousy, but I assure you that isn't what it is. There is just something about a person who is so insecure, or so puffed up that they have to be in the spotlight, that turns our stomachs. On the other hand when we find out someone did something behind the scenes, whether it is simple or grand, we feel good about that. It touches our hearts. They did it because it needed done. They were motivated by love not by recognition. Sometimes they may have done it as simple obedience to God and His word. They may have had to grit their teeth and do it. It isn't always fun cleaning toilets or dealing with hard situations, but obedience is better than sacrifice.

In Matthew, Jesus promises us that when we do our good deeds in secret that the Father rewards us openly. One day someone is going to say, "Let's thank so and so for all they have done," and more than likely that person will blush and be embarrassed, or maybe grin like it's their birthday and give God the glory.

There is always something to do. We are called to do good works, and there will be rewards.

Ephesians 2:10 (NIV), "For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do."

There are two kinds of rewards: eternal or temporal. One lasts forever, the other is only temporary, fleeting.

What kind of reward do you want?

Heavenly Father, You are my reward. When I get tired or feel defeated, help me to remember that. When I stumble and fall, yet again, help me to remember that there is a prize, that faithfulness pays off, and that I can't point the way to You if I take my eyes off of You.

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The Importance of Commitment

Hebrews 10:24-25 (Holman Christian Standard Bible), "And let us be concerned about one another in order to promote love and good works, not staying away from our worship meetings, as some habitually do, but encouraging each other, and all the more as you see the day drawing near."

Our human nature sure can be a pain. Even though my new nature in Christ is His nature, that old man sure tries to resurrect itself. I have been thinking about the importance of belonging and faithfully attending a local church. I love mine, hate to miss any service, and so whenever the doors are open, you will find me there. However, for a lot of people that just isn't so. I don't understand it frankly, except to chalk it up to that same human nature. We quite often find ourselves in a pickle or face to face with what seems to be a grand predicament, or maybe a whole set of problems all at one time. We find ourselves looking for a "specialist" who can set things straight. Now days we don't have to even "let our fingers do the walking" through the yellow pages, all we have to do is grab our smart phones and do a quick search.

How many of us will run to a doctor, lawyer, therapist, psychologist, dietitians, financial advisor, or counselor? We expect them to fix or at least help us with our mountain (trouble). I expect that from the world, but why are God's children going to the world first? Our senior pastor brings this point up quite often. We run here and there and when they can't fix it, or we end up facing yet another issue days later, then we turn to God. How many times have we heard, or God forbid, said, "The only thing left to do is pray"? No, we should first pray! He is doctor, mentor, counselor, father, advisor, He knows us inside and out, He knows our problems, issues, weaknesses, and He knows exactly what we need, and when we need it.

Once we get stuck in the world's ways of handling problems, we end up running to all of these appointments, setting our schedules around them. We wouldn't miss one for any reason short of death! You know how hard it is to reschedule an appointment with a specialist. But, when was the last time you missed church? We will miss a service, a prayer meeting, or bible study for the smallest reasons. Did you stay up too late, the kids weren't cooperating, the dog ran away, your favorite show is on, or just too tired, well then stay home. God understands... right?

I think that is so backwards. How do these worldly people with some fancy letters behind or in front of their name rate as more important than our brothers and sisters in Christ, or more able than God?

How easy is it to tell a doctor all your embarrassing bodily issues, to tell a counselor all of your weird dreams or troubles, or talk about your financial mess to a financial advisor? How hard is it to go up and ask for prayer during a service, or to call a friend from church to confess your mess and ask for prayer? It shouldn't be that way.

I remember a conversation with a family (relative) member about sharing something with my pastors and their reply was, "you told your pastors that!" I answered, "If I can't tell them, who can I tell." God places us; hand picks us for each local body. If we seek Him, He will put us with believers that are to now be our FAMILY. Sometimes we may act a little dysfunctional, just like our natural families, but unlike in the natural, we have a supernatural Father! He will help us work things out when we are humble and real with Him, each other, and ourselves.

A local church is where we can share our troubles and our triumphs. We can pray for one another, laying hands on the sick, helping out, and encouraging one another. If "Church" to you is just a building that houses a social group who sometimes asks for your money, or if "Church" is something you do once a week, month, or year as a duty, then you might as well stay home. However, if "Church" is a family that happens to meet in a building, and you go to be with your Father and be in relationship with Him and your brother and sisters, you'll want to go.

I'll say it again. I love going to church! Is my church family perfect? Ha! No, but do we love each other? You bet we do. Most of them know me inside and out. They've seen the good, the bad, and the ungodly parts of me. I can be real, they know they can too. I am committed to them, and to the growth and upkeep of our family. I pay my tithe, I volunteer, I help out where I can, I offer time, resources, and finances to my church. We hang out together and not just at service.

Everything going good for you? Great! Go to church and give God the glory. Having some issues? Get up, no excuses, and GO to Church! You'll find help there. "But, my church isn't like that..." I hear you say.

Find a new one! So what if your parents, or your boss go to "that church", ask God to place you in a church family. Then listen and obey. You may have to sit through a few services, visit a few churches, talk to a few people, but God will help you find your family.

Lord, I am committed to You, my spouse, my family, my local church, my brothers and sisters in Christ, Your word, and to Your plan for me.

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Set Your Face Like Flint

Isaiah 50:7 (ESV), "But the Lord GOD helps me; therefore I have not been disgraced; therefore I have set my face like a flint, and I know that I shall not be put to shame."

How many times have you heard someone say, "Practice what you preach"? I thought of that while reading through proverbs. Solomon didn't do that!

Proverbs 1:2-9 (NIV), "For gaining wisdom and instruction; for understanding words of insight; for receiving instruction in prudent behavior, doing what is right and just and fair; for giving prudence to those who are simple, knowledge and discretion to the young- let the wise listen and add to their learning, and let the discerning get guidance—for understanding proverbs and parables, the sayings and riddles of the wise. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction. Listen, my son, to your father's instruction and do not forsake your mother's teaching. They are a garland to grace your head and a chain to adorn your neck."

He spends verse after verse insisting that his son listens to his teaching, grasps for wisdom and understanding, and then gives chapters of wise sayings and warnings to anyone who will take head. Solomon is written as the wisest man that ever lived or ever will live. (I Kings 3:12). So, what happened? We clearly see by reading Kings, Chronicles, and Ecclesiastes that somewhere along the way, Solomon stepped off the path. In fact he couldn't have gotten any farther away. He built pagan altars, places of worship to false gods, and even worshipped them himself. One of those false gods was Molech the god who demanded children be sacrificed in his ovens. (I Kings 11).

I can't help thinking, "if he was so wise...what happened?"

Clearly "wisdom" isn't the key to staying on track. If it had been, Solomon would never have turned his back on God, or ever left the path that God had laid out for him.

What do you think caused his backsliding?

We know that his many wives and concubines had something to do with it. The bible says, "Solomon married seven hundred princesses and also had three hundred concubines. They made him turn away from God, and by the time he was old they had led him into the worship of foreign gods. He was not faithful to the Lord his God, as his father David had been." (I Kings 11:3-4)

It is easy to put the blame on all of those women, but let's dig a little deeper here.

Why did Solomon marry so many "Princesses"?

He was trying to broker peace with other nations. It was s common practice in the day to form alliances through marriage. The thinking was that rival kings wouldn't attack if their daughters were married to and living in the palace of the king. God had already told Solomon that his reign would be a peaceful one. God had planned it all out and His plan didn't include hundreds of women! Solomon was trying to work out something God wanted to give him. Does that sound familiar? Think of Sarah and Abraham, or Adam in the garden, and what about Satan's temptation of Jesus (to give Him something by means of another way instead of by God's will.)

He stopped looking to God as his source. In all of his hundreds of relationships, he left out the most important one! His relationship with God. All the wisdom in the world won't get you far without a relationship with the one who gave you the wisdom to begin with.

After turning his back on God, Solomon tries everything to find meaning in life. Instead he finds that it is all vanity!

Ecc. 1:2-8 (NIV), "Meaningless! Meaning-less!" says the Teacher. "Utterly meaning-less! Everything is meaningless." What do people gain from all their labors at which they toil under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again. All things are wearisome, more than one can say."

These verses sound like someone in the throes of depression. If you read through Ecclesiastes you will see he tried everything, work, leisure, pleasure, and even turned himself over to false religions and idol worship, yet found no meaning in life. All the wasted time, the wasted life, and the ruin of a whole nation! All he had to do was repent (turn back to God).

Compare his lamenting in verses 2-8, to the scripture in Isaiah. Isaiah states that he had not been disgraced, or put to shame. He set his face like stone, keeping his eyes and his focus on God. Maybe that is why he had such a great revelation of Jesus. Yet, Solomon's life is full of shame and disgrace, so much that his sin caused the kingdom to be divided, leaving a legacy of selfish, hard-hearted, kings in his wake.

In all of the warning he gave his sons, and us, through proverbs, he didn't practice what he preached.

A sad story. We know that at some point he came to his senses. We can read in the last chapter of Ecclesiasts,

"Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the duty of all mankind. For God will bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil."

He realized his mistake, yet he couldn't undo the evil influence that he propagated to the people of Israel, or his own children. God had made it plain what would happen if Solomon or his children didn't do all that He had commanded. The die was cast and there was no taking it back. Sadly for Solomon and Israel, it was "too little, too late".

Thankfully, we live in God's glorious grace! It's never too late for us to return to our first love. Any move to gain more intimacy with God is never too little.

Set your face like flint! Don't let anyone pull you away from your relationship with God. Make Him number one.

Father, keep me on track with You. You have set a path before me that is better than any course I could ever set for myself. No matter what it may look like in the natural, I will set my face like flint!

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Created to be Loved

Do you or did you ever wonder why God created you? Why would He even bother? He was complete in Himself. He lacked nothing...

If we look at John 4:16 we can find our answer.

(King James Bible), "And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him."

Love isn't an attribute of God, it isn't one of His characteristics. He IS love. I know that's hard to wrap our head around, but think with your heart for just a minute.

So, back to our question. "Why did God create me?" The answer is simple. Love needs an object of affection. Even though He was complete in Himself, that He didn't need anything, or anyone, He wanted you! God wasn't lonely...that's just silly. But He did want someone to lavish His affection on.

How does that make you feel about Him? Do you trust Him more? Are you more confident in His plan in your life? Does it stop the voices that say He is angry or mad at you, that you don't matter, that no one cares? What happens to your self-worth when you realize God is love and that He loves you, more than you could ever imagine.

The very same scripture the English Standard Version reads,

"Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us." I John 4:7-12 (emphasis mine)

The main way that His love is manifested, obvious to us, is in the fact that He gave His own Son to erase and eradicate our sin, and our sinful nature. It is the holiday season as I write this and Thanksgiving is just around the corner, with Christmas coming up soon. I am planning my tree and figuring out how I am going to decorate it. I want my home to feel warm and inviting, to show my loved one's how much I love them. Also, this time of year I can't help but think about how much my Heavenly Father loves me. Jesus not only won the tree contest, hanging Himself there as a public display of His love, He won the battle with our enemy! Now the only fight we have to face is the fight of faith, staying strong and secure in His love.

His own shed blood is proof enough of His love, but there is more! He has planned out a whole life for us that is showered in His love. When we step off that path, we remove ourselves from His perfect plan. Even when we do that, once we realize our error, He turns all our bad ideas, wrong choices, and unplanned mishaps, around for our good.

His love isn't fickle; it doesn't waver, because His love isn't an emotion or a feeling. It is who He is! His love is never ending, and never selfish. His love is always free and never has strings attached. He loves Adolf Hitler as much as He loves you. He loves that drug dealer as much as that homeless teen who sells her body for food and He loves me as much as Mother Theresa. How can that be? Because it is unconditional! No conditions, no strings, there is nothing you could ever do that would change His love for you, not even murder or forsaking Him. Think of the Israelites, who lived under the law, they rebelled and turned away from Him, even choosing to serve false gods. Yet, if you read through the Old Testament, it is full of His love. Was He frustrated, angry, and disappointed in them? You bet, mostly I think He was saddened. Under Grace, which Jesus brought to us, God doesn't get angry at us, ever. He only sees the final outcome. He sees us covered by His blood. He sees us loved and accepted into the beloved. He sees us as His dear children, if we accept that love.

Every person created was created as an object of His affection, but every person created isn't His child. Only those who choose to accept that love and everything it entails, those who choose to be led by His Spirit. Those He calls His.

Romans 8:14 (NIV), "For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God."

He loves you!

You were created to be loved by Him!

Jesus, help me to grab a hold of Your love, to see myself through Your eyes. You chose me, You shed Your blood for me, and You have shown me the Father. Thank YOU!

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Eclipse

Hebrews 12:1-3 (NIV), "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."

If you have read any of my devotionals, or are familiar with my blog, or know me at all, you have figured out that I use this verse a lot. Why? Because I have discovered, the hard way, that it is very important to keep our focus on Jesus, or as Isaiah says in Isaiah 50:&, to "set your face like flint".

Think about it this way. The sun, which is huge, can be totally eclipsed by the moon which is about four hundred times smaller. How is that possible? The moon gets between the earth and the sun blocking out the light. In the same way we can allow "things" to get between us and the Son, Jesus. Sometimes it is a person, our problems, our anger, our disappointment, even our success and accomplishments. Other times we end up giving more attention to our surroundings, the devil, or our own selfish desires. No matter what keeps our attention, if it isn't God, we can eclipse His glory.

A total eclipse pretty much caused darkness, a partial eclipse may still give us a small glimpse, maybe a little light around the edges, but God never intended us to live either way. His plans for us are uncountable, His thoughts for us limitless, as many as the sand (in the desserts, in the lakes and rivers, and even under the oceans).

Jeremiah 29:11 (ESV), "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope."

Psalm 40:5 (NLT), "O LORD my God, you have performed many wonders for us. Your plans for us are too numerous to list. You have no equal. If I tried to recite all your wonderful deeds, I would never come to the end of them."

Psalm 139:17-18 (NIV), "How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast is the sum of them! Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand-- when I awake, I am still with you."

We can't fulfill His purpose for us if we can't keep our focus. A runner has to keep the finish line in his sight, a scientist has to constantly think about that cure, a writer works toward the end of the story, all of these things take focus.

In reality, His Glory should eclipse everything else. His love should overwhelm us! His light should cause every other distraction to fade away, including our problems. His promises greatly outnumber our afflictions!

If you need a little encouragement, listen to the song "He Is Jealous For Me" by David Crowder Band. Here is just a small sample "all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by Glory".

So, what are you allowing to eclipse Him?

Or have you chosen to allow Him to eclipse all else?

Choose wisely.

Holy Spirit, You are so faithful to bring everything I need to know to my remembrance. Remind me how much God loves me, remind me that nothing needs to come between me and Him.

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Get Out!

"Hebrews 10:38 (KJV), Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul shall have no pleasure in him."

I love my bed. It has one of those pillow toppers and though it has some age on it, I still sleep very comfortably there. After a long hard day, I can crawl between my flannel sheets with my electric blanket set just high enough to be cozy, and feel like I am wrapped in a warm comfy cocoon. I never get the dishes done while I am in bed. The floors and laundry stay dirty and unfolded while I lay in my comfort. I do sometimes write in bed, and quite frequently do my morning devotions there. Why? Because I feel comfortable in that spot. Nothing challenges me while I snuggle there, though I can be inspired in my comfortable place, I rarely act out or work toward that inspiration. I have to get out of my comfort zone to accomplish much of anything. In fact people who are "bed ridden" would give anything to be able to get out of bed. What I consider one of my comfort zones, they think of as a prison.

God has so challenged me over the years. I hate change. I love being comfortable. That's why conflict was always hard for me, moving was a nightmare, and don't even talk to me about changing schools as a high school student! Did I mention I hate change? I know God also has a sense of humor, how did He get me to step out of my comfort zone? First off my parents moved around a lot. Each move to a better house, a better job, or a better neighborhood, and I hated it. Then I married a man with a gypsy heart. And guess what...we moved...a lot! I had to change Churches, doctors (I suffered from a chronic illness at the time), grocery stores, jobs, etc. One move was across the country, almost 2,000 miles away from family and friends. Did I mention I hate change? Life felt a great deal like one big roller coaster to me, and I didn't handle it well. One of the manifestations of that was the symptom of my illness got worse, my marriage had its issues, and I wasn't exactly a stellar parent.

Instead of taking it all away, and setting me in one spot, God strengthened me, and healed me, and taught me how to stand on His word. In the middle of all of that, He called me to the full time ministry. My faith was enough to step out in that area, though most of the time I felt like someone would notice how unqualified I was and send me home. I ended up in the full time ministry (working at the Church or for the Church) for over 16 years, for two different Churches. I helped and reached countless people, most of them children, during that time. My confidence in myself, and mostly in my Heavenly Father grew leaps and bounds. My marriage was healed, my body was healed, my kids turned out great, and I was able to put down roots in one place for an extended amount of time. God never wanted my roots to be in a place, but to be rooted and grounded in Him.

Ephesians 3:16-20 (NASB), "that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with power through His Spirit in the inner man, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; and that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us,"

So if your comfort zone is a place, get out! If it is a person, walk away! If it is a certain set of circumstances, have faith! God always intended for us to have a "comfort zone" it is Him and it is Heaven. When we abide in Him no matter who we are around, what the world is doing, how the weather is, how tired or confused we seem to be, how rebellious our own flesh can become, we can be confident that He is on our side and will bring us through. When we place our trust in Him and live from Heaven (we are citizens there after all) we know the victory is ours.

Back in the day when I suffered from Anxiety, slowly I stopped going anywhere I had ever felt anxious. It started with standing in a line for anything, then it was the Movie Theater, then restaurants, pretty soon it was anywhere there was a crowd, or something unfamiliar. Unless, my "safe person", my husband came with me. I might still get anxious, but I could handle it if he was there. God wants to be our "safe person." When we know He is there with us, we abide in Him, and He abides in us, we can safely go anywhere, do anything, and accomplish His plans for our life.

Hebrews 11:6 (NIV), "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him."

Do you want to please God, then GET OUT!

Of any comfort zone outside of Him.

Almighty God, You alone can bring me through every trial, You alone can strengthen me so that I can accomplish the great things You have destined for me. You alone care enough to see me reach my potential. I will not fear, nor be anxious of anything. I know change is good. Changing the way I think and allowing You to change me, is true repentance. So, I place my total trust in You alone.

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Complacency is My Enemy

Someone who is complacent has become overly content — the junk-food-eating couch potato might be feeling complacent about his health. The literal meaning of this word's Latin root is "very pleased," but even though complacent people may seem pleased with themselves, we are rarely pleased with them. They are unconcerned by things that should concern them, and they may neglect their duties. A complacent person might be heard saying, "Ehh, don't worry about it!" — when there really is something to worry about. (vocabulary.com)

Have you ever felt like you just don't care? Like you couldn't work up or fake interest even if your life depended on it? Maybe you grew tired of life, or weary of well-doing. Maybe Satan boxed your ears and you were completely blindsided by the attack. Or, maybe it wasn't too much bad, but too much good. You finally made it, have the trophy wife, 2.3 children, white picket fence, and that dream job. What else do you need? Right. Maybe it was all of the above and like King Solomon, decided it was all vanity, pointless. Has serving God become too much bother, too much of a chore, or not enough fun?

Consider one of the signs of the last days.

II Timothy 3 (NASB), "But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these. For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

The word complacency isn't used here, however... A person stagnant in their spiritual growth, person complacent with their life, exhibits some of those behaviors. When King Solomon allowed complacency and apathy to rule his life, he led his family and a whole nation astray.

Any living thing is a growing thing. When you stop growing, you are dead. Where would you rather go fishing, in a freshwater lake, or the Dead Sea? A stagnant pool isn't conducive to life, but a spring fed one sure is. It takes a long hard winter to make the trees roots go deeper into the ground to anchor itself. It takes resistance of weights to build up muscle tissue. Sure we all want an easy life. We dream of the day when we don't have to work so hard. Sometimes getting our flesh to submit is like trying to wrestle a greased pig. But an easy life doesn't force us to change, to build up muscle, to rely on God and His strength for us. We stay carnal Christians, or spiritual babies.

James 1:2-15 (NIV), "Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do. Believers in humble circumstances ought to take pride in their high position. But the rich should take pride in their humiliation—since they will pass away like a wild flower. For the sun rises with scorching heat and withers the plant; its blossom falls and its beauty is destroyed. In the same way, the rich will fade away even while they go about their business. Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him. When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death."

Blessed is the one who perseveres, who battles uphill, who swims upstream, and who allows God to change them, the one who is truly alive in Christ. There is a saying, "any old dead fish can float downstream". There is only one acceptable form of "death" for a Christian.

Romans 6:11-14, (NIV), "In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness. For sin shall no longer be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace."

One of our Pastors used this example from the Movie "Wall-E". If you haven't seen this animated movie, you should! There is so much a Christian could learn from it. In case you haven't let me just explain a bit. Wall-E is a robot, the last functioning one on earth, which is devoid of all life. His job is garbage duty. Every ancestor from earth is living in space; it's been hundreds of years. Those humans are all attached to a bed, think of our modern hover-rounds, and look like blobs of flesh. They don't do anything, but look at their screens, suck fluids out of big cups, and move on their "beds." No struggle, no stress, everything handed to them and they never lift a finger. The result? A vain existence, or as Solomon said, "Vanity, Vanity." They were way past complacent, until this little robot sneaks on board to save his love. The chaos that ensues causes them to take a look around them at what they have become.

Trials strengthen us in so many ways. Mostly by building our faith in God, in His loving care for us.

Don't be complacent, complacency is your enemy.

Lord, help me to change and to keep on changing. To not be satisfied with who I am and what I have accomplished, but to move on and move ahead. I don't want to fall short of all that You have planned for me to do and to be.

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Sojourner

Ephesians 2:1-10 (HCSB), "And you were dead in your trespasses and sins in which you previously walked according to the ways of this world, according to the ruler who exercises authority over the lower heavens, the spirit now working in the disobedient. We too all previously lived among them in our fleshly desires, carrying out the inclinations of our flesh and thoughts, and we were by nature children under wrath as the others were also. But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love that He had for us, made us alive with the Messiah even though we were dead in trespasses. You are saved by grace! Together with Christ Jesus He also raised us up and seated us in the heavens, so that in the coming ages He might display the immeasurable riches of His grace through His kindness to us in Christ Jesus. For you are saved by graces through faith, and this is not from yourselves; it is God's gift —not from works, so that no one can boast. For we are His creation, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared ahead of time so that we should walk in them."

You may see my physical body here on earth and, yes, I am a citizen of the United States of America. However, I am really a citizen of Heaven. This earth isn't my true home. I am just passing through. Heaven is my real home. I am only on a temporary visit here.

I am a sojourner.

Philippians 3:20-21 (NIV), "But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body."

According to orton.org the responsibility of a US citizen is:

"We must obey laws or pay consequences. Good citizenship for adults also means serving on jury duty and paying taxes. Responsibilities: As an adult, being an informed citizen about our government and community is an important responsibility. Voting in elections is just one responsibility of all good citizens."

Let's take a lesson from the natural responsibilities. First we must obey the laws or pay the consequences. Let me first remind you, that in our Heavenly Citizenship we no longer obey the Law of Moses, but the Law of Love. However, there is still a law and our responsibility is to obey it. Jesus said if we loved Him, we would obey His law.

Luke 10:27 (NASB), "And he answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself."

Next, we must serve on jury duty (judge between right and wrong) and pay our taxes (give God His ten percent, a tithe of all our increase, time, energy, and resources). The most important, in my opinion, is to be informed of the government (God) and our community (fellow believers). For us, that means knowing who God is, what He has done for us, what His plan is, and who we are in Christ. It includes being a vibrant part of a local church and building relationships with our brothers and sisters in Christ. Every citizen should know the laws of the land they live in. Now, I know that in the natural they pass new laws every day, but God's ways are not complicated. He made everything simple. Though we don't "vote" Him into office, we do choose to place ourselves under His leadership, so shouldn't we know what He stands for? Wouldn't it be beneficial to know His likes and dislikes? What is His plan for His people?

I think it also important to note, that even in the natural, these responsibilities are for adults. Children are a gift and a blessing, but they don't contribute much in the respect of building a nation. Caring for them is very important and training them up to be good citizens as well. They will be our future adults and leaders after all. However, it takes productive adults to build a nation, those who are able and willing to work, to live right, to set good examples, and to be upstanding citizens, those who will represent their Sovereign well.

We all know some Christians who have the "Peter Pan Syndrome" and just don't want to grow up. They prefer to have someone else doing the work and pressing in, while they get changed and fed and... babied.

If we remember that our visit here is temporary, we will want to grow up and move on, accomplish as much as we can in our short stay. Think of a vacation. For most of us they are too short. So we cram as much in as we can in the few days set aside. Who wants to waste time? The Psalms continue to remind us that our lives here are just a vapor. If we don't get going on vacation the worst thing that happens is we don't get to see everything we wanted to, or experience it all. If we waste time as citizens of Heaven, the consequences are much greater, we lose souls, and if we aren't careful maybe even our own. Instead of adding to the family, we may hinder the growth of His Church.

Don't get caught up in the cares of this world, it's not your home. Change what you can change (always being led by His Spirit), pray about what you can't, and move on. Don't let yourself get anxious. "This too shall pass" applies to our short time here. Whatever we may suffer here is nothing compared to the glory we will experience and though it may seem to take forever for an answer, think about the situation in light of eternity. We aren't waiting to experience Heaven; we should be experiencing it here and now. Again, think of a vacation, what if you could bring that cruise ship home and park it in your yard, or what if your daily budget on vacation was your normal daily budget in real life? Life would be pretty sweet wouldn't' it.

God has given it all to us, right now. We don't have to wait for Heaven "one day".

A sojourner doesn't put any permanence on his stay; he knows that his forever home won't be here. He isn't building his mansion in his temporary country or laying up stores there. He knows he won't be around to enjoy it. God wants us blessed here and now, but He doesn't want our focus to be on temporary blessing. If we keep our eyes on Him, we will have what we need here and be laying up treasures in Heaven.

Matthew 6:19-21 (NIV), "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."

Holy Spirit, keep reminding me that I am just passing through, but that my job isn't just to get to heaven, but to bring heaven here. My goal is to show the Father's love to a broken world. Thank You for Your love that is poured out in me and through me.

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Period

I am going to try and set the record straight.

God does not hate anyone. Not liars, thieves, adulterers, murderers, rapists, child molesters, abusive people, transsexuals, homosexuals, Muslims, terrorists, politicians, idol worshipers, Satanists, cannibals, witches, warlocks, witch doctors, porn stars, prostitutes, pimps, drug dealers, addicts, or crooked cops. He isn't out to get anyone. He isn't mad at people. He isn't going to "punish" anyone, or even send anyone to Hell. If Hell is in our future it's because we chose it instead of Him and Heaven. He doesn't send us there. Contrary to popular opinion, God didn't send His son to judge the world. The scripture that is touted at ball games, and on t-shirts doesn't read, "For God so hated the world that He sent His Son to condemn it. This is what it really says,
John 3:16-17 (NASB), "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life. For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him."

Before you start spouting off Old Testament scripture, let me remind you that the only people Jesus railed at were the hard hearted, stiff necked, self righteous religious leaders of his time. (Four times in Matthew 23 Jesus says, "Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!") To the woman caught in adultery, He said, "Where are your accusers?...I don't accuse you...go and sin no more." To Zacchaeus, the crooked tax collector, He said, "I must stay at your house today!" He ate with sinners, and people of bad reputation. The religious people of His day found fault with this, but His answer was that well people didn't need a doctor.

Who needs a Savior? People who are broken, lost, and unable to face this world on their own. Who needs a redeemer? People who are slaves to their own desires, greed, lust, and those who have chosen to drown their sorrows in alcohol, or take a permanent vacation through the latest designer drug. Who needs the Truth? Those who have believed the lie that they aren't loved, aren't wanted, and aren't worthy.

Those are the people He came for.

I know it is popular in today's culture to say that all believers are judgmental and critical, and those are the nice things people say. Again let me set the record straight. Religion judges. Why? Because religion is based on our performance, how we can follow the rules and long lists of do's and don'ts. That is NOT what Jesus came to do. He set us free from the law of performance. We could never do enough to earn our place in the Father's heart or family. Jesus came for one reason, to show us the Father's love. Those that say people who go to Church, or Christians are some of the meanest people they have met, have simply been misinformed. Those people were religious people, not followers of Christ. Those who truly know Him, aren't tolerant. Tolerance means I don't like you or what you do, but I will tolerate sharing oxygen with you. Followers of Christ, those who love Him, love others. Big difference. Love says, I don't care who you are or what you've done, I will love you anyway. Love says, you don't have to be like me, look like me, or talk like me, I can still love you. Religious people draw a circle and say, "stay out!" Those who love draw a circle and say, "come in, I have someone I'd like you to meet," and then introduce them to Jesus and the Father's love.

Religion sets laws, tells you how to live, who to love, and what do believe. Relationship gives you direct access to God's heart. You don't need someone to tell you what to do, you will know what pleases Him and because you will be overwhelmed by His love, you will want to please Him. Religion makes you look down on others and criticize. Relationship makes you compassionate and wanting to help others. Religion promises a reward for certain behavior after you die, relationship is full of blessings right now. Religion holds signs at a funeral that say, "God hates Gays." Love comforts those who are hurting and treats people with compassion and respect. Law kills, love heals. Law was only ever instituted because of the terrible condition of man's hearts. It was to keep us from harming ourselves and others. On the other hand, relationship with God had only one law. Love. That's it. Love Him and love others. There is no performance. We love Him, accept His love and then He does all the work of changing our hearts and minds. It isn't us trying to clean ourselves up, that's what Jesus called the Pharisees on. He said they were "whitewashed graves" clean on the outside but full of dead man's bones. A relationship changes us on the inside. His love convinces us of who He is and who we are. We are loved, and cherished. Even when we sin!

Think of the one person who personifies evil, living or dead.

God loves that person.

God loves us so much that He would never force us to do anything. He lets us choose to love Him, or not, to choose heaven or hell, to heal or to try to put a big bandage on the gaping wounds. His arms are open, He is attentively watching, and always listening for your call, be it a shout or a whisper.

Are you a stranger to God and always believed that yielding to Him meant following a list of rules? Stop believing the lie! He requires nothing but your heart.

Are you a "religious" person who has strived to live by a list of rules, or found little love for others in your heart? Stop believing the lie! You can't make God love you less, or more by anything you do or say.

Ephesians 2:1-10 (NIV), "As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our flesh and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature deserving of wrath. But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." (Emphasis mine)

God is love. It's not His nature or a characteristic of His. He IS love. He has called us to show that love to a hurting world.

PERIOD.

Jesus, You are the perfect example of Love! Help me to be more like you. I don't want to be a Pharisee, I don't want to think too highly of myself and less of others. I want to represent You on the earth, to all I meet.

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Do Over

Lamentations 3:21-26 (NASB), "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope. The LORD'S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness. "The LORD is my portion," says my soul, "Therefore I have hope in Him." The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, to the person who seeks Him. It is good that he waits silently for the salvation of the LORD."

Remember the school playground? When we were kids whether we were playing foursquare, hopscotch, or kickball, at some point you would hear the words shouted, "Do over." Usually it was by the kid who threw the rock across the blacktop instead of in the hopscotch boxes, or tripped instead of kicking that ball. I loved that phrase. It allowed us to pretend we hadn't messed up. Our mistake didn't count against us. We could totally miss the ball and then in a "Do over" hit it out of the park.

Have you ever, as an adult, wanted to shout "Do over!"? Or maybe you weren't that kid, so that phrase isn't one you are comfortable with. Instead you would say to yourself, "why did I do that?" or, "I wish I could start over," this one is popular, "If I had it to do over again..." When we say or think these things it is always with regret. In our thinking it's a done deal. There is no "do over's" in real life. Right?

Psalm 103:8-18 (God's Word Translation), "The LORD is compassionate, merciful, patient, and always ready to forgive. He will not always accuse us of wrong or be angry [with us] forever. He has not treated us as we deserve for our sins or paid us back for our wrongs. As high as the heavens are above the earth- that is how vast his mercy is toward those who fear him. As far as the east is from the west- that is how far he has removed our rebellious acts from himself. As a father has compassion for his children, so the LORD has compassion for those who fear him. He certainly knows what we are made of. He bears in mind that we are dust. Human life is as short-lived as grass. It blossoms like a flower in the field. When the wind blows over the flower, it disappears, and there is no longer any sign of it. But from everlasting to everlasting, the LORD's mercy is on those who fear him. His righteousness belongs to their children and grandchildren, to those who are faithful to his promise, to those who remember to follow his guiding principles."

David wrote this, before Jesus paid for our sins. Under law, he knew of the compassion and mercy of God. Our opening scripture in Lamentations, still under law, written before salvation had come to mankind. If Jeremiah and David knew that "His mercies are new every morning" and that "As far as the east is from the west" He has removed our sins from us. How much more, now that Jesus has died for our sins, should we know of His everlasting mercy and grace?

So are there still "Do over's"? You bet there is! It's the biggest "Do over" of all, and it won't cost you a thing. You just have to be like that little child again and admit you messed up. Go ahead, dare to think it, yell it, or even scream it... "DO OVER", now accept the work He did for you and let's move on to a better life, shall we.

Father God, Thank You for Your patience. Only You could continue to love me, care for me, and extend Your hand of mercy again and again. Your love knows no bound, Your forgiveness is complete, and your patience is monumental.

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Hero or Hypocrite?

I Corinthians 1:27-29 (NLT), "Instead, God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful. God chose things despised by the world; things counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing what the world considers important. As a result, no one can ever boast in the presence of God."

I have to admit, I am getting a little tired with people trying to throw mud on my heroes. The founding fathers got drunk, owned slaves, and bribed voters with booze. Find a hero and the world gets on the bandwagon to dig up some dirt, and the mudslinging begins. No one is sacred. Instead of "hero" they would label them as "hypocrite."

However, I have a different opinion. Jesus said that we could recognize heroes by their fruit.

Matthew 7:16-20 (NIV), "You will know them by their fruits. Grapes are not gathered from thorn bushes nor figs from thistles, are they? "So every good tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears bad fruit. "A good tree cannot produce bad fruit, nor can a bad tree produce good fruit. "Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. "So then, you will know them by their fruits."

Ok, he didn't use the word "hero", but to me anyone who accomplishes what God purposed for them is a hero.

So how do we separate the heroes from the hypocrites? Look for fruit. We can't look at their mistakes and disqualify them. All humans sin and make mistakes; we all miss the mark at times. What is important is that they finished well, that they accomplished something for good. If you have any doubt just take a look at some of the heroes of the Bible.

Noah: The man who for 150 years built an ark and preached to those around him without a single convert. He obeyed and after doing all God asked him to do Noah plants a vineyard, makes wine and gets drunk. So drunk his son walks in on him passed out naked.

Abraham: "Father of our faith", "who was counted as righteous", who left his hometown to wonder wherever God told him to go, lied about his wife twice, allowing her to be taken by the Pharaoh of Egypt as a wife, and as a concubine of a foreign king, all because he was afraid for his life. (Granted it was only a partial lie, as they were half brother and sister, but not the truth!).

Isaac: Repeated his father's "my wife is my sister" plan.

Jacob: Stole his brothers blessing by impersonating Esau when his aging father was on his deathbed.

The men who became heads of 11/12 tribes of Israel: Planned to kill their little brother, sold him into slavery instead and lied to their father, faking his death by wild animals.

Moses: In anger disobeys God and doesn't get to go into the Promised Land.

Elijah: After defeating 400 priests of Baal, throws the biggest pity party ever and asks God to just kill him.

David: "The man after God's own heart" committed adultery and then had the woman's husband killed. He also wasn't the best parent. You can read about some of the terrible things his children did.

The Apostle Paul: Paul persecuted the early church even consenting to their deaths.

Peter: Denied Christ three times.

Do I need to keep going? They all were called by God, personally chosen for a purpose. They all made mistakes, messed up, and were completely human. Just like us. And every single last one of them fulfilled the purpose that God had for them. God singled Noah out as the only person on the face of the earth living right. He had a part in saving the human race. Abraham became the father of many nations and was called "the friend of God." Moses led God's chosen people out of slavery. David instituted praise and invented many musical instruments. We read his praises in the Psalms and of his military exploits in several books of the bible. Paul wrote most of the New Testament and along with Peter performed many miracles.

Are you getting the picture? God uses people. Messed up, flawed people. This doesn't make them or their accomplishments any less important or significant. We were never meant to look at them anyway. Our attention and focus is supposed to be on God who gave them the strength and power to do all of the good things they did.

I Corinthians 1:26-31 (Message Bible), "Take a good look, friends, at who you were when you got called into this life. I don't see many of "the brightest and the best" among you, not many influential, not many from high-society families. Isn't it obvious that God deliberately chose men and women that the culture overlooks and exploits and abuses, chose these "nobodies" to expose the hollow pretensions of the "somebodies"? That makes it quite clear that none of you can get by with blowing your own horn before God. Everything that we have—right thinking and right living, a clean slate and a fresh start—comes from God by way of Jesus Christ. That's why we have the saying, "If you're going to blow a horn, blow a trumpet for God."

So, does it matter to me that George Washington bribed voters at the age of 26 by giving them booze? I don't even know if that is true, but if it is, so what! It doesn't change the fact that he was a hero, still is in my book. The same goes for all of the mud they have dug up on any of the early presidents. I read quotes and written bits that are supposed to prove that they weren't really Christians and lived hypocritical lives. If you looked at my life closely you would probably say the same thing. But, you'd find some fruit too. Does their behavior make them hypocrites?...maybe, but it doesn't make them less of a hero.

There is no perfection short of heaven. We need to stop expecting others to be perfect, including ourselves. God uses imperfect, flawed people. That's how He gets the glory and it doesn't lessen their good deeds in His eyes. Even Paul said that he continued to struggle with doing wrong.

Romans 7:15-25 (ESV), "For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin."

Next time someone tries to tell you something bad about a leader, a founding father, or a well known pastor, either tell them you don't want to hear it or say, "Nevertheless, God has used them mightily." If there is fruit in their lives, if their work still stands after the fire, then they have done what God has purposed for them. End of argument. And if a brother or sister in Christ messes up, so what! Help restore them. A leader fell? Get over it and pray that they repent and find God's forgiveness so that they can move on. We can't dismiss anyone as not being worthy, or as not being a Christian, because they have sinned, (only if they never repent and turn their hearts back to God). If we did, our Churches would be empty.

We are at war. If we confess our sins, He is quick to forgive. We need every soldier. Instead of looking for reasons to dismiss others, or tarnish their reputations, including those who have gone on before us, let us all do what we have been called to do and get the job done. Everything else is a waste of time, energy, and resources.

And always remember...God uses whom He chooses.

Father, I want to represent You well. My desire is for my life to bring You glory. I am not looking for recognition, I am looking for You! I choose to disregard what others may think of me, Your opinion is the only one that matters.

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I Choose- Everything

Luke 12:22-34 (Message), "He continued this subject with his disciples. "Don't fuss about what's on the table at mealtimes or if the clothes in your closet are in fashion. There is far more to your inner life than the food you put in your stomach, more to your outer appearance than the clothes you hang on your body. Look at the ravens, free and unfettered, not tied down to a job description, carefree in the care of God. And you count far more. Has anyone by fussing before the mirror ever gotten taller by so much as an inch? If fussing can't even do that, why fuss at all? Walk into the fields and look at the wildflowers. They don't fuss with their appearance—but have you ever seen color and design quite like it? The ten best-dressed men and women in the country look shabby alongside them. If God gives such attention to the wildflowers, most of them never even seen, don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you? What I'm trying to do here is get you to relax, not be so preoccupied with getting so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep yourself in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met. Don't be afraid of missing out. You're my dearest friends! The Father wants to give you the very kingdom itself. Be generous. Give to the poor. Get yourselves a bank that can't go bankrupt, a bank in heaven far from bankrobbers, safe from embezzlers, a bank you can bank on. It's obvious, isn't it? The place where your treasure is, is the place you will most want to be, and end up being."

Jesus was talking to his disciples about "things" or clothes and food and He tells them "fear not" or in another version, "don't be anxious" about those things. I like the messages version- "don't fuss". Babies and toddlers fuss. They get fussy because they are hungry or thirsty and it's the only way to express this, or they can't verbalize what they need. We shouldn't be fussy. Also the message says to relax, don't be so preoccupied with getting so you can respond to God's giving."He wants to give us all we need and even things we don't need, but really want. The Israelites always had a sense of entitlement. Their title of "God's chosen people" made them think that they alone were entitled to His goodness, even when they rebelled against Him and behaved like fussy toddlers.

The spirit of entitlement is rampant in the United States. We leave jobs, churches, marriages, friendships, and sometimes even our country because we think we haven't received what "we are entitled to." A common phrase is, "they owe me!" Whether it is used in regards to our parents, pastor, boss, or our government. There are some that even go as far as to think their children owe them "for all we've done for them." Entitlement causes laziness and an "it's not my job" mentality. How many of us walk past garbage on the sidewalk, or our church parking lot and don't bend to pick it up? How many of us on our jobs refuse to do anything that isn't in our job description? In fact that is part of the problem of modern day unions. They breed the entitlement mentality.

The opposite of entitlement is a quiet confidence that God will provide what I need. We need to keep our eyes on God, our source, not on our boss, the government, or our pastor. Now, don't get me wrong, we need people! No man is an island. God put us together in families, and He told us to bring our petitions before Him. To ask and keep on asking, but keep your attitude right. He doesn't bless us because we deserve it, or because we are entitled to it. Nope, His only motive is love.

"The only way to break the spirit of entitlement is thru service. Allowing God to use us in any way He asks us." Pastor Isaac Litke

This world has nothing for us. God is our provider.

Galatians 4:1-7 (NIV), "What I am saying is that as long as an heir is underage, he is no different from a slave, although he owns the whole estate. The heir is subject to guardians and trustees until the time set by his father. So also, when we were underage, we were in slavery under the elemental spiritual forces of the world. But when the set time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, that we might receive adoption to sonship. Because you are his sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba Father." So you are no longer a slave, but God's child; and since you are his child, God has made you also an heir."

Jesus came so that we could be adopted into the family. Now we are joint heirs with Him. What does Jesus need? What does He lack? We have what He has, no really! You might not see it in the natural, but isn't that what faith is all about?

Hebrews 11:1 (KJB), "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

Think of it like the money you have in your checking account. You may not have it in your hand, but you know it is there. In fact you are so confident in this fact that you use your debit card to get gas and write checks to pay your bills. We have an account in heaven with "treasures old and new" (Matthew 13:52). Before we can ever see it with our natural eyes, we have to see it with our spiritual eyes.

Who gets everything? Everyone- who surrenders themselves to Him. Surrender isn't a bad word! When we aren't God's we are Satan's. You can't serve two masters. So which "Father" do you want to surrender to? Which mission do you want to work under (that's what the word submit means)? I choose to serve a loving Father. I tried it the other way, even though I didn't fully understand who I was serving, and it didn't work too well for me.

I choose God.

I choose Love.

I choose Everything!

Father, knowing You are my provider, not my job, not the government, not anything I can do, sure takes the pressure off. Yet, to please You, I will work, I will serve others and I will strive to be a good steward of all that You have blessed me with.

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How is Your Foundation?

Revelations 21:19-20 (KJB), "And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald; The fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolite; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst."

In the natural, nothing can be properly built without a solid foundation. The very first house we purchased had horrible a one. We had to jack up the house and completely rebuild it. We hired someone who knew what he was doing and the house rested on that strong support. Spiritually speaking, our lives must also have a firm foundation. Not sure how to build one? No problem, God took care of that for us. He placed a cornerstone, the very first stone in the foundation that all the other stones are leveled against. This cornerstone has to be perfect, and perfectly square, or all of the other blocks will be unlevel and off kilter. This cornerstone, Jesus, is "safe to build on."

Isaiah 28:16 (NLT), "Therefore, this is what the Sovereign LORD says: "Look! I am placing a foundation stone in Jerusalem, a firm and tested stone. It is a precious cornerstone that is safe to build on. Whoever believes need never be shaken."

I Corinthians 3:11 (NIV), "For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ."

Trying to build our lives on anything else is like the man who built his house in the sand. When the storms of life came, his whole world shifted and slid into the ocean. However, the man who built his house on the Rock, nothing moved him. Sure the storms still came, but his foundation was sure, and "whoever believes need never be shaken."

II Timothy 2:15-16a, 18-19 (HCSB), "Be diligent to present yourself approved to God, a worker who doesn't need to be ashamed, correctly teaching the word of truth. But avoid irreverent, empty speech, for this will produce an even greater measure of godlessness. And their word will spread like gangrene... Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, having this inscription: The Lord knows those who are His, and everyone who names the name of the Lord must turn away from unrighteousness."

It takes some effort to keep a foundation strong. The cornerstone never changes, but the other blocks, or stones need some care. When we are diligent to keep our relationship with the Father close, when we pray often, read our word, hear sound teaching, and press in to fully understand who we are in Christ, our foundation stays healthy. Those storms won't knock us down. We will be able to withstand them in the strength of the Lord.

If we start depending on ourselves, back away from God, or look to anyone or anything else to "take care of us" our foundation will crumble. Then, even the smallest rain will corrode, and the slightest change in weather will corrupt. Once things start falling apart, it all happens so fast, before you know it, your entire house is gone. A faulty foundation leads to cracks in your walls, rolling and uneven floors, and eventually if not repaired or rebuilt, your doors won't open or close and your windows will shatter.

Do you feel like I just described your life? Then, check your foundation! Ask the Holy Spirit to help you do a "home inspection". He is faithful, honest, and very encouraging with this process. Any week area you find will have to be shored up, or rebuilt. If Jesus isn't your cornerstone, you will have to start over. But don't despair; it isn't as hard as you think. It only takes one step back to Jesus. Repentance just means turning away from the direction you have been going and turning back to Him.

Building only on this foundation, and no other, will help you to live your life in such a way that others will notice. They'll want what you have. No one wants the house on the block that looks like a wreck, the one that has the leaky roof and the front porch that tilts. They will come to you because your "house" will be the best one on the block. It will be the one still standing after the hurricanes, tornadoes, and earthquakes move through. You may have an occasional "shaky" experience, but you will not live a life full of confusion and fear. Others notice that kind of thing. In these times the world needs some strong, courageous people to lead them, a safe house that they can run to when things get rocky. That's what the Body of Christ is supposed to be. That's what it means to be "the light of the world," and "the salt of the earth."

I Corinthians 3:10-17 (NIV), "By the grace God has given me, I laid a foundation as a wise builder, and someone else is building on it. But each one should build with care. For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ. If anyone builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, their work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each person's work. If what has been built survives, the builder will receive a reward. If it is burned up, the builder will suffer loss but yet will be saved—even though only as one escaping through the flames. Don't you know that you yourselves are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in your midst? If anyone destroys God's temple, God will destroy that person; for God's temple is sacred, and you together are that temple."

Jesus, You are my Rock. The righteous can run to You and be safe. You are my strong tower, my refuge and safe haven. Help me to build on You alone.

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Their Last Supper

Luke 22:14-16 (NIV), "When the hour came, Jesus and his apostles reclined at the table. And he said to them, "I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer. For I tell you, I will not eat it again until it finds fulfillment in the kingdom of God."

It's Jesus' last Passover meal with His followers. He knows that His hour has come. He tells the twelve to "eat His body and drink His blood," and almost as an afterthought, "But the hand of him who is going to betray me is with mine on the table." He, again, explains to them that "He must die". Of course they spend the next few minutes asking each other, "who would do such a thing?" Then suddenly they are arguing over who will be the greatest. (v. 24)

Instead of getting angry with their change of thought, He tells them that they should follow His example and be a servant. Jesus even goes farther and tells them that they will be sitting on thrones and judging the twelve tribes of Israel (v. 28-30)

Then Jesus takes the time to warn one particular disciple.

Luke 22:31-34 (NASB), "Simon, Simon, behold, Satan demanded to have you, that he might sift you like wheat, but I have prayed for you that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned again, strengthen your brothers." Peter said to him, "Lord, I am ready to go with you both to prison and to death." Jesus said, "I tell you, Peter, the rooster will not crow this day, until you deny three times that you know me."

I think Jesus uses Peter's given name to point out a weakness in him. Peter, a rock, is going to be sifted, shaken. Yet there is hope for Peter, for Jesus has pleaded in prayer for His friend. Jesus knows Peter will deny Him, but He encourages Peter to "repent and then, strengthen your brothers."

I love and hate the story that we commonly call "The Last Supper." I hate that one of His own betrayed Him. I love that He is so patient and caring with His followers. I am sad that He had suffering ahead that no man could have ever endured, yet He chooses to spend the Passover with these flawed men. We all acknowledge that this is Jesus' last supper before His death. However, it was also their last supper. That night those twelve men ate their last supper under the Old Covenant, under the law of sin and death, under the law of performance. Every supper eaten after that day was eaten under the New Covenant, under the law of love and liberty!

Romans 8:1-3 (KJB), "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death. For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:"

It is like a family who live a rough life, barely scraping by, sitting down to the last food in their cupboards. They are grateful for the watery bowl of ramen and a small cup of kool-aid before retiring for the night, only to wake up and find out that they are long lost cousins to the king. Suddenly they are royalty and are swept off to the palace to dine every night at the king's table. They had eaten their "last supper" as peasants, in their old life, and now they feast with the king in their new life.

We would think them pretty foolish if they kept eating ramen noodle and drinking kool-aid for supper, wouldn't we?

Then isn't it foolish for us to still be arguing over who is the greatest, or trying to stand up to Satan and his "sifting" in our own strength? Why do we want to still submit to the law of performance, or worse yet try to force others to, when we have eaten our last supper there? We are royalty! We are kings and priests. We are children of God. We are seated in Heaven with Christ. We need to stop living under the Old Covenant and live under the New! It's easier said than done, I know... but we need to repent.

We will never change anything (that's what repent means, changing our direction) until we change the way we think.

They say it takes fourteen days to build a new habit. However, you won't even try until you make up your mind to do something different than what you have been doing.

The night before you surrendered your heart to Jesus- you ate your "last supper." It's all brand new from there.

Heavenly Father, You made a way where there was no way. When I could not follow the law, when I couldn't get away from my sin, You came through. Thank You!

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Just Call Me Barabbas

"I was sentenced to die for insurrection and murder. I was a vengeful rebel who refused to obey. While confined to a cell, waiting for a gruesome death by the hands of the Romans, suddenly I was removed from my cell and set free! When I asked in confusion, 'Why have I been liberated?' The reply was, 'Someone else has taken your place. Now my name will be remembered forever."

Most of us are pretty familiar with this story. If I asked you who this person is, you'd answer, "Barabbas" and you'd be correct. I have read the story of the day leading up to the Crucifixion of Jesus too many times to number, in several different versions, but for some reason this week when I read it again in Luke's account something new hit me like a ton of bricks.

Take a walk through this account with me.

Jesus has been betrayed by one of His friends, one of the twelve, and has been on a whirlwind tour of Jerusalem. First to the Sanhedrin, then to the Roman Prefect, Pontius Pilate, next to Harod, Tetrarch of Galilee, mocked and beaten at each stop, now we pick our story back up at the Praetorium with Pilate. This juggling act was due to the fact that neither leader could find any blame in Jesus. No reason to put Him to death. Neither one wanted to anger the people and cause a riot. In fact the bible tells us that they became friends that day. So in the end, despite his wife's warning, Pilate does as the religious leaders demanded and he released Barabbas and crucified Jesus.

In the past whenever I read this passage I have had a plethora of emotions. Sometimes I am just saddened by the horrible treatment of Jesus, other times I am so angry at the religious Jews for their self righteous vindictiveness, or I am greatly irritated with Pilate for not listening to his wife and for caving in to the demands of the crowd. Usually when I get to the point of Barabbas I think to myself, "Wow that wasn't fair," or "What ever happened to him?" But this week when I read it again, I got to the part where Barabbas is released and it dawned on me... I am Barabbas!

Luke 23:18-25 (NIV), "But the whole crowd shouted, "Away with this man! Release Barabbas to us!" (Barabbas had been thrown into prison for an insurrection in the city, and for murder.) Wanting to release Jesus, Pilate appealed to them again. But they kept shouting, "Crucify him! Crucify him!" For the third time he spoke to them: "Why? What crime has this man committed? I have found in him no grounds for the death penalty. Therefore I will have him punished and then release him." But with loud shouts they insistently demanded that he be crucified, and their shouts prevailed. So Pilate decided to grant their demand. He released the man who had been thrown into prison for insurrection and murder, the one they asked for, and surrendered Jesus to their will."

History doesn't tell us what happened to Barabbas, I checked. I can't help wondering what did he do with his life once he got this second chance, this unexpected pardon? Did he change his life or did he go back to the same old- same old?

You dear friend are also Barabbas. What will you do now that you have been set free?

Lord, second chances are kind of Your "thing." I so appreciate that. Help me not to waste it! Help me to forgive and be generous with others. When I begin to behave like those religious leaders, send correction. Constantly remind me of Your love.

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Designed For His Glory

Psalm 125:1 (NIV), "Those who trust in the LORD are like Mount Zion, which cannot be shaken but endures forever."

All of us who follow Christ and have surrendered our lives to Him are now the spiritual Mount Zion. We cannot be shaken, we endure forever. We are God's house, His home. Our job is to shine. Our destiny is to carry His glory, to be like Moses who had to veil his face because the people couldn't handle his glow. We are predestined, chosen before we were born, and designed for his glory.

Romans 8:28-29 (NIV), "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified." (Emphasis mine)

Think about that. The One who made us designed us to hold His glory.

We are being conformed into His image. The closer we get to looking just like Him, the more of His glory will be revealed in us and on us. We are vessels that have to go through the process of firing so that we are strong enough to hold His glory. The Father's intention is to present us as a bride to Christ. A bride that is without spot or wrinkle, one that is holy and blameless, a glorified Church.

Ephesians 5:25b-27 (NASB), "Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her, so that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, that He might present to Himself the church in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that she would be holy and blameless." (Emphasis mine)

II Thessalonians 1:10-12 (KJB), "When he shall come to be glorified in his saints, and to be admired in all them that believe (because our testimony among you was believed) in that day. Wherefore also we pray always for you, that our God would count you worthy of this calling, and fulfill all the good pleasure of his goodness, and the work of faith with power: That the name of our Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in you, and ye in him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ." (Emphasis mine)

Each designer has a purpose in mind when they design something; sometimes it is just to look good. However, if you have ever purchased a pair of shoes that looked great, but were so uncomfortable you had to give your feet a pep talk before they would agree to wear them, you know that looks aren't everything. God didn't design us to shine just so we would look good! He wants us to lead people to Him. A light house shining in the darkest storm, the flood lights that light up that stage, the soft glow of a candle that brings hope and light in the darkest night. That's us. Or it should be.

Ephesians 2:10 (TLB), "For we are God's masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago."

Accepting His love for us is the beginning, then once we are truly motivated by a real love, not just a mindset to love, but genuine passion for Him, then we can do good works that stand. Those works won't be worthless, sounding brass, or a banging cymbal (I Cor 13:1). What does a light house look like to those in darkness? A place where they can come in and be judged? A place where they feel threatened and forced to conform to a set of behaviors and standards? How about a place that is just like the darkness they want out of? No! A light house is a place of safety, a safe haven in the midst of the storm. The church is a family, one that is so full of love they just can't contain it! It is shed abroad in their hearts by the Holy Spirit and just flows out of them, especially to those who are hurting and lost.

We aren't sent to condemn or judge. We are not called to follow the law, we are called to love, we are sent out to Shine!

I challenge you to search out scriptures about Mount Zion. Then meditate on them. Stir them around in your heart and keep in mind that us believers are spiritual Zion. Good things come from there, people meet God there!

Isaiah 60:1-7 (ESV), "Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord has risen upon you. For behold, darkness shall cover the earth, and thick darkness the peoples; but the Lord will arise upon you, and his glory will be seen upon you. And nations shall come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising. Lift up your eyes all around, and see; they all gather together, they come to you; your sons shall come from afar, and your daughters shall be carried on the hip. Then you shall see and be radiant; your heart shall thrill and exult, because the abundance of the sea shall be turned to you, the wealth of the nations shall come to you. A multitude of camels shall cover you, the young camels of Midian and Ephah; all those from Sheba shall come. They shall bring gold and frankincense, and shall bring good news, the praises of the Lord. All the flocks of Kedar shall be gathered to you; the rams of Nebaioth shall minister to you; they shall come up with acceptance on my altar, and I will beautify my beautiful house."

Holy Spirit, when I forget who I really am, when I forget that my Father is God, remind me. Help me to not only see myself as dearly loved, but to see others the same way!

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Stony Heart?

Ezekiel 36:26 (NIV), "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh."

Ezekiel 11:19 (NIV), "I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh."

Everyone born on this planet is born with a heart defect. It's called a "hard heart". It might not totally manifest until our pre-teens, but it is there nonetheless. A hard heart makes us selfish, calloused, and stubborn. It causes us to be stiff necked and self righteous. Praise God when we surrender those hearts, freely giving them to Jesus, He gives us a brand new one.

Unfortunately we still live in this fallen world and our human nature keeps trying to resurrect itself and exert itself over our new nature. When that happens we begin to ignore the Holy Spirit and tune Him out. This causes our hearts to begin to solidify again. Our new pliable, teachable hearts may be a gift from God, but we have to work at keeping our hearts soft. Or maybe our hearts aren't exactly hard, but we try to divide them between God and something or someone else. David had that issue and he ended up sinning against God by committing adultery with a married woman. When confronted by the prophet Samuel, he repents and prays this prayer, "Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me." Psalm 51:10 (NASB)

Usually we don't notice the hardening of our hearts until they are rock hard. But, it's never too late with our Father!

Jeremiah 23:29 (NLT), ""Does not My word burn like fire?" says the Lord. "Is it not like a mighty hammer that smashes a rock to pieces?""

God's word softens our hearts. Isn't that what Jesus did? He softened the hearts of the people toward God. John says that Jesus was the Word and that He became flesh and dwelt among us." Jesus, the living Word brought hope to everyone who had these heart issues.

David said that he hid God's word in his heart. Why?

Psalm 119:11 (KJB), "Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee."

It's not some hocus-pocus magic. It's so much simpler than that. When we know God's word, when we truly make ourselves a student of His word, we begin to see God as our Father, the way Jesus portrayed Him. We know, without a shadow of doubt, that He loves us lavishly and scandalously. Even more amazing, we find out who we really are. We begin to see ourselves and others through the eyes of God, through the eyes of Love. A whole paradigm shift takes place then. Suddenly we aren't doing those sinful things anymore. Sin has no more pull on our heartstrings. Our hearts stay pliable. When that happens, we don't miss what the Holy Spirit is speaking into our hearts near as often, and we don't see serving God as an obligation but as a privilege, a joy!

How do I know if my heart is hard? Are you easily irritated? Are you judgmental of yourself and others? Is reading your bible a chore, is almost anything else more attractive than going to church? Do you find your mind wandering during the services you do attend? Have you stopped tithing or giving to missions? Are you feeling numb to anything spiritual, dry as a mouth full of crackers?

Don't despair. It's only ever one step back to God.

Joel 2:12-13 (NASB), ""Yet even now," declares the LORD, "Return to Me with all your heart, And with fasting, weeping and mourning; And rend your heart and not your garments." Now return to the LORD your God, For He is gracious and compassionate, Slow to anger, abounding in loving kindness And relenting of evil."

Father, give me an undivided heart. I choose to allow Your word to be engrafted into my heart, to let it light my path and illuminate Your feelings for me. My heart belongs to You, the Lover of my soul. Only You are trustworthy enough to give it to.

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Rest

Matthew 11:28-29 (NLT), "Then Jesus said, "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls."

My spirit is confident in the finished work of Jesus. Yet, I still find myself feeling overwhelmed at times. Have you ever had one of those days when you feel like a hamster on an exercise wheel going round and round and not getting anywhere? Or maybe you thought you had finished your "to do" list only to find a million other things that need to be added? Maybe you are burdened with a big mortgage and not sure how you can make the payments. Sometimes it feels like you are a beast of burden that has an iron yoke around your neck. Possibly you are weary of work, any work, all work, work, work, work...

There is rest.

We aren't under the Law any more, but there still remains a "Sabbath" rest for God's people. The good news is that it isn't a one day a week rest; it's a full time, all the time rest.

Hebrews 4:9-11 (AMP), "So there remains a [full and complete] Sabbath rest for the people of God. For the one who has once entered His rest has also rested from [the weariness and pain of] his [human] labors, just as God rested from [those labors uniquely] His own. Let us therefore make every effort to enter that rest [of God, to know and experience it for ourselves], so that no one will fall by following the same example of disobedience [as those who died in the wilderness]."

More good news, the work that we do is to enter into His rest.

What? I know it doesn't make sense, but seriously a lot of what God asks us or tells us to do doesn't. Work to rest? A paradox. Just like a Lion is a Lamb, the Sinless One became sin, God is Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. How about this one, we surrender to get victory. We give up to get it all. I could keep going but you get the picture. Our minds are limited to our five senses. What we can see, hear, feel, taste, and smell. Our body is bound by time, and laws of nature. That's why we can't use our minds to figure God out. We walk in and by Faith.

When we understand, a heart understanding, who God is, who we are, and what our place is in His plans, we can be confident that no matter how bad things look, how bad we mess up, how many bad choices we make, His plan doesn't change. It takes off all of the pressure. We do go to work. We apply ourselves at our jobs, but they aren't our source, God is, heaven is. It's not us that have to change the world. We just do what God says, and He changes hearts. The pressure isn't on our great witnessing, or lack of it. It all hinges on just getting in a right relationship with the Father and letting Him use us however He sees fit.

Just like peace isn't the absence of war, rest isn't the absence of work!

Both are conditions of the heart.

We can be at peace and rest in confidence that He loves us.

So, on those days that I feel harassed or overworked it's because I forgot the most important "work", fellowship with Him. Not lip service, not fast-food ordering up blessings, not praying for my four and no more, but taking time to share and to listen.

Honestly, starting your day with acknowledging Him as Lord and master, telling Him how much you love Him, and allowing Him to reciprocate, will make your day go so much smoother. Not perfect or stress free, just 99% better.

Try it.

Rest... In Daddy's arms.

Jesus, You did it all already. You finished the work. Now I can rest in the Father's capable hands. Help me to encourage others to find that rest!

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Less of Me

John 3:30 (NIV), "He must become greater; I must become less."

We pray, "I just want more of You," and we sing songs that say, "More of you Jesus." Why do we do that? It sounds so spiritual and maybe it makes us feel like we are really trying. Possibly we mean we want to experience more of Him in our lives, or most likely we just don't understand that He already gave ALL of Himself to us. He has already given us everything. How much more could He give?

Romans 8:32 (NIV), "He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all--how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?" (Emphasis mine)

How much is all? Does all include all of Jesus? All of God? All of Heaven? You bet it does. Let's look at this parable that Jesus told us.

Matthew 13:45-46 (DRB), "Again the kingdom of heaven is like to a merchant seeking good pearls. Who when he had found one pearl of great price, went his way, and sold all that he had, and bought it."

Who is the merchant? God is. Who is the pearl (one pearl) of great value or great price? I am, ok, you are. We are, but still it says "one" so He did it for each one of us individually. This is important because the Liar will try to tell you that "lots of people would sacrifice their lives in exchange for dozens, or hundreds, or thousands of people. Nothing personal for you in Christ's death." But, get this, He died for you. Just you. Me, just me. If anyone of us would have been the only one, He still would have willingly given His life in exchange for us. He paid the ultimate price, Matthew says he "sold ALL He had" to purchase us. How much is all?

So we can't get more of Him. There is nothing more to give, He already did. We can't get more of His love, presence, grace, mercy, or any other gift you want to name here. He gave it all! On the cross, before time began, before Adam was created, before you were born, He gave it all. Out of time, outside of our Calendar, not just 2000 years ago. He paid it all.

So what do we really mean when we say "More of you?" We should be saying what John the Baptist said, and I am trying to practice what I preach, "Less of me." We can't get more of His presence, but we can spend more time in it. We can't get more of His love, but we can accept more, allow more of it to rule and reign in our hearts. We can't get more forgiveness, but we repent more often and ask the Holy Spirit to search our hearts. We can experience more of Him by putting Him first in our lives and putting ourselves second. Less of our wants, less of our plans, less of our whining and complaining, less of our stubbornness, and less of our self-righteousness. We can experience the "Fullness of God." It isn't impossible. How does that happen?

Ephesians 3:19 (AMP), "and [that you may come] to know [practically, through personal experience] the love of Christ which far surpasses [mere] knowledge [without experience], that you may be filled up [throughout your being] to all the fullness of God [so that you may have the richest experience of God's presence in your lives, completely filled and flooded with God Himself]."

When we practically, through personal experience, know, really know, His love. This knowing is not head knowledge. It is the difference between recognizing the love of your life as someone you read about or heard about and becoming one flesh with them. Knowing. Intimate. When we know that then, we get the richest experience of God's presence in our lives. "Completely filled and flooded with God Himself". I love that. I want that.

Don't you? What is your prayer?

"Less of me." Amen.

Jesus, it's all about You. Your love. Your sacrifice. Your obedience. Your forgiveness. Less of me Lord Jesus. When I humble myself, our Father will lift me up. I don't need to strive for myself. I only want to bring glory to Your name.

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Allegories and Fairy Tales

"I am my Beloved's, and he is mine, he claims me as his own" (Paraphrase of Song of Solomon 6:3 and 7:10)

I read a pretty good allegory the other day. If you aren't sure what one is, here is the definition: "a story in which the characters and events are symbols that stand for ideas about human life or for a political or historical situation." (Merriam Webster) I happen to love them. I have even written a few. Today as my little one was sleeping, I had a mountain of dishes to do (yes left over from the day before) and while suds-ing and rinsing those stuck on pots and pans I couldn't help thinking of how God has cleansed me of all unrighteousness. I wasn't a "just ate a bowl of soup and washed right away dish" no, I was a baked on caked on lasagna dish that was sitting on the counter for years" kind of a dish. In fact, I didn't think I was cleanable.

Thankfully God has a pre-wash cycle. His Holy Spirit! He woos us and courts us with His great love. Only love can soften a heart.

That made me think of all the fairy tales I have read over the years. I still enjoy them, (In fact I just read a retelling of Pinocchio that was very good- "Strings" by David Estes.) Aren't fairy tales really just allegories after all? The ugly duckling who finds out he is really a swan, the sleeping beauty who needs true love's kiss, how about the cinder wench who is mistreated only to marry the handsome prince? They are all allegories that show us that this life isn't all there is. I love the opening song of Disney's "Beauty and the Beast", _"There must be more than this provincial life!"_ Are you that ugly duckling, you just don't _fit_? That's because you are really a beautiful swan. Are you longing for... _MORE_.

Well, stop singing, "Some day my prince will come," because He already has. True love's kiss has already smacked you right on the lips!

If that doesn't make you happy, then go back and read some fairy tales again.

And they all lived Happily Ever After~ THE END

Father, You are the Master of Happily Ever After! What an amazing thing that You wrote that happy ending into my story when it looked so bad. I was the villain and You made me the hero! I love You even more for that.

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Make a Difference

"We make a living by what we get; we make a life by what we give." ~ Winston Churchill

We are blessed in America. Even our poorest are better off than people who live in third world countries. Sometimes it seems overwhelming. We live in our safe houses, in safe communities, and drive our safe cars. So sometimes we forget about "them" and only think about "us." Then on the flip side, we know that there are evils in the world, human trafficking, drug abuse, child abuse, all types of sexual perversity, and things better left unsaid. When we think about those things, happening even right here in America, we can go into ostrich mode and want to bury our heads in the sand and pretend it doesn't exist. Sometimes just thinking about all of those hurting people, and all of those who have been doing the hurting, can just seem too overwhelming, especially as a Christian. We sympathize with some and want to judge others, but we aren't sure what we can do about it.

There are some great organizations out there that try to stop the bleeding. There are even more Churches that reach out all over the world to help others. I am proud to say I belong to one of them. In the face of the numbers it can seem a pretty pathetic attempt at saving the world. But, I am reminded of a story about the Good Shepherd. He left the whole flock to go and seek that one little lost sheep.

Matthew 18:12 (NLT), "If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them wanders away, what will he do? Won't he leave the ninety-nine others on the hills and go out to search for the one that is lost?

We need to change the way we think about changing the world. As Christians isn't that our job? To bring Heaven to earth and show the world how much God loves them? We may not be able to save a whole nation, or even a small community, but we can help a family, or a single person. God lays things on the hearts of His people. Maybe at some point you had a driving urge to give to someone in need, or your heart was torn over the story of a young girl sold into sexual slavery. What did you do about it? Sometimes the only thing we can do is pray, and sometimes we can give some finances. However, if there is something we can do personally, we should do more than "throw some money at it." Maybe you can't spend a fortune, or have unlimited time, but I firmly believe that if you pray and seek God, He will show you how you can help.

Let's face it; the world seems to be going to hell in a hand basket. We need to step up to the plate and do what God has commissioned us to do. Time is short, don't put off until tomorrow what you can do today. Feel like tackling a bigger project? Talk to your family, or your neighbors, your Church family and make a plan. For some of us it is something big. I have read about people quitting their lucrative jobs to go out and feed the hungry, some who sold everything to live in a motor home and travel helping wherever they could. Maybe your part is to keep that great job and fund those who can and want to go out on the streets. We all need to do our part.

God's love turns people to repentance, it changes hearts and lives. How many people need to know that? A great open door is by helping in some way, big or small. Hearts are softened when someone cares. It's easier to talk about spiritual needs when physical needs are met. Have you ever tried to talk to a hungry child right before lunch? As a teacher that was one of the hardest times to hold their attention. What if they hadn't eaten all day, or were constantly hungry? How can we tell a homeless person that God loves them, that we love them, when we can't offer a crust of bread or a warm blanket?

It's easy for most of us when we set our mind to help, to do so for the poor. It's harder to make a difference in the lives of a convict's life, a drug addict, or a greedy man who's wealth is his god. If we can stop judging others, see them as God does and allow ourselves to be led by His Spirit, even those, who God loves too, can be reached. We are called to live in the Spirit. If we really do this, we will be compelled to make a difference. You will be amazed at the ideas of how and when.

Romans 8:5 (ESV), "For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit."

There is no such thing as making a "small difference". If you have helped one person in even the seemingly most insignificant way, God will bless that.

Acts 9:36 (NASB), "Now in Joppa there was a disciple named Tabitha (which translated in Greek is called Dorcas); this woman was abounding with deeds of kindness and charity which she continually did."

Tabitha is still remembered today, yes partly because she was raised from the dead, but also because she took her faith and put it to action. She sewed clothes for the widows and orphans. You may think, "I don't have the money or the time, but God is the one who gives us the seed to sow and the seed to eat. He provides for us and gives us enough (time, money, energy, materials, etc) to give to others!

II Corinthians 9:6-15 (NIV), "Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously. Each of you should give what you have decided in your heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work. As it is written: "They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor; their righteousness endures forever." Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness. You will be enriched in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion, and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God. This service that you perform is not only supplying the needs of the Lord's people but is also overflowing in many expressions of thanks to God. Because of the service by which you have proved yourselves, others will praise God for the obedience that accompanies your confession of the gospel of Christ, and for your generosity in sharing with them and with everyone else. And in their prayers for you their hearts will go out to you, because of the surpassing grace God has given you. Thanks be to God for his in-describable gift!"

We just need to step out in faith. Some may not want our help, others will accept it and then be ungrateful, but there will be those whose hearts are changed and their lives will reflect it. Some will be inspired and will even go on to help others. It's called "paying it forward."

Make a difference in someone's life today. You can start by smiling, and being friendly, and then move on to bigger things. Don't despise small beginnings, and never let your failures (yep, there will be a few) stop you from doing what you know you should.

God bless you!

Holy Spirit, I thank You so much that You have empowered me to do good works! It is our family business. I will, with Your help, continue to help and serve others. To care for my own, being a good steward of what You have entrusted with me, but not just thinking of "me and mine."

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Are You Teachable?

Philippians 2:2-4 (NASB), "make my joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in spirit, intent on one purpose. Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others."

Our Senior Pastor, Dr. William Hohman, teaches about humility quite often. One of the things he often says is that "humility means you are teachable". A humble person admits that he or she doesn't know everything and is open to sound teaching. Many times over the years as an employee, a manager, a parent, and a teacher, someone would know of an easier way to do something that still got the right results. Most were thrilled to learn and to save time or energy, I know I was. Some insisted their way was best, too proud to admit that there might be an easier way and continued to do things their own way. It works both ways as well. There were times that the so called "easy way" ended up with more work in the long run, or didn't get the right results, but stubbornly, those who knew the short cut wouldn't admit the fault in their efforts.

Our Father knows a better way, for everything. His way may not always look too easy, or it may look way too easy to believe in any results, but it is always better. I wish I had a dollar for every time I gritted my teeth and dug in my heals, and insisted on doing things my way, only to have it come back to bite me in the rear parts!

I have always loved to learn. Pretty much anything. I loved the new books, pencils, classroom, assignments, and even test day. Loving to learn doesn't make me humble or teachable. Admitting that the teacher or professor is trying to teach me a better way does. Opening my heart to the Father, allowing myself to be led by His Spirit and not thinking too highly of myself makes me humble. The Holy Spirit can teach me all things when I am humble. He, or anyone else, can't teach me anything if I already think I know everything.

Humility isn't a lack of confidence. It isn't low self-esteem.

Ken Blanchard, in his book "Lead Like Jesus" says: "Humility is realizing and emphasizing the importance of others. It is not putting yourself down: it is lifting others up. Humility gives credit to forces other than your own knowledge or effort when a victory is won or an obstacle is overcome...Jesus' humility didn't come from lack of self –esteem, love, power, or ability. His humility came from the fact that He knew who He was, where He came from, where He was going, and whose He was."

With that confidence in who we are, where we are going, and Whose we are, we can't help but be humbled.

James 3:13-16 (Message Bible), "Do you want to be counted wise, to build a reputation for wisdom? Here's what you do: Live well, live wisely, live humbly. It's the way you live, not the way you talk, that counts. Mean-spirited ambition isn't wisdom. Boasting that you are wise isn't wisdom. Twisting the truth to make yourselves sound wise isn't wisdom. It's the furthest thing from wisdom—it's animal cunning, devilish conniving. Whenever you're trying to look better than others or get the better of others, things fall apart and everyone ends up at the others' throats."

Jesus, You set the perfect example of humility. Help me to follow in Your footsteps. Help me to think of myself less often and of others more often. I don't want any false humility in my life, only the real thing. Help me to be open to the teaching of Your Holy Spirit.

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My Greatest Performance

Ephesians 2:7-10 (Message Bible), "Now God has us where he wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all his idea, and all his work. All we do is trust him enough to let him do it. It's God's gift from start to finish! We don't play the major role. If we did, we'd probably go around bragging that we'd done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing."

Once we give ourselves over to Jesus, really and truly become His bond slave (a slave by choice and not by force- a love slave), we then are faced with a choice of how we are going to walk out this new life. We can continue to live by our flesh or we can live by our spirits. We each are three part beings, just like God. As he is Father/Son/Holy Spirit, we too have three parts to us. Though all of Him, the whole Godhead is Holy and there is no corruption found in Him, we still have to deal with some stuff. We are a spirit, we have a soul, and we live in this body. Our soul is the mediator between our flesh and our spirit. At salvation, God puts a new spirit in us. Our flesh however is still the same old hunk of...lust and appetites and evil and selfishness and all of the other things listed in Galatians five.

The problem is that if we continue to allow our flesh to reign, we are in for a constant struggle.

Maybe you just took a look at Galatians and are thinking, "that's not me," but if you are trying to walk this walk with God in your own strength, that's the flesh. Flesh always thinks it's about us. Our performance, our good deeds, our strength, our righteousness. This was the Pharisees' insisting they wanted to follow the law and not take the offered Sacrifice of Jesus Christ as their atonement. This is the person who said a prayer to follow Jesus and then pushed Him out of the way and took the lead. This is that one who refuses to humble themselves and repent and ask God for help. The Sunday pew sitter who hears a good message and thinks it's for someone else.

Living by the Spirit is just the opposite. It's real life, not just getting by. Its freedom from the law and the whole performance based religion. Letting His Spirit lead our spirit takes all the pressure off of us. It isn't about us anymore at all, it's all about Him. His ability, His love, His forgiveness, His will, His performance. We can't do the performance thing perfectly. He already did. Perfectly. Our greatest performance is nothing but garbage.

Isaiah 64:6 (NIV), "We are all infected and impure with sin. When we display our righteous deeds, they are nothing but filthy rags. Like autumn leaves, we wither and fall, and our sins sweep us away like the wind."

Shakespeare said, "All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players."He was pretty much right. The thing we have to get into us is that we don't have the lead part. Ever. God chose the cast, He set the stage, He wrote the play, He chose Himself as the lead. Which makes perfect sense don't you think?

So what's my greatest performance? It's letting Him take the lead.

Father, You are so wonderful. There is nothing I can do to add to my own story. Help me to live it to the fullest, to bring You glory in the process, and to stay true to Your perfect plan for me.

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Then They Will Know

Ezekiel 39:28 (KJB), "Then shall they know that I am the LORD their God, which caused them to be led into captivity among the heathen: but I have gathered them unto their own land, and have left none of them anymore there."

All through the book of Ezekiel God uses this phrase, "Then they will know that I am God." Some may have a few words added like "The Lord God" or "Sovereign Lord" but they all say the same thing I started counting in the seventh chapter and gave up. Over and over again God uses these words as He is explaining to Ezekiel what He is doing, what Ezekiel needs to do, and what the prophet needs to tell the people. All of this takes place during the exile to Babylon.

I have often pondered the events that took place in Jerusalem all those years ago. At first glance, it seemed that God was a tad cruel. After a few readings I began to understand a little better. After years of reading through the Bible, I began to side with God, feel deep sorrow in my heart for His spurned love and care. Eventually I understood as much as I am able, of why He allowed His chosen people to go as slaves into other countries.

Let's take a look at Ezekiel 16:4-14 (NASB),

"As for your birth, on the day you were born your navel cord was not cut, nor were you washed with water for cleansing; you were not rubbed with salt or even wrapped in cloths. No eye looked with pity on you to do any of these things for you, to have compassion on you. Rather you were thrown out into the open field, for you were abhorred on the day you were born. When I passed by you and saw you squirming in your blood, I said to you while you were in your blood, 'Live!' Yes, I said to you while you were in your blood, 'Live!' I made you numerous like plants of the field. Then you grew up, became tall and reached the age for fine ornaments; your breasts were formed and your hair had grown. Yet you were naked and bare. Then I passed by you and saw you, and behold, you were at the time for love; so I spread My skirt over you and covered your nakedness. I also swore to you and entered into a covenant with you so that you became Mine," declares the Lord GOD. Then I bathed you with water, washed off your blood from you and anointed you with oil. I also clothed you with embroidered cloth and put sandals of porpoise skin on your feet; and I wrapped you with fine linen and covered you with silk. I adorned you with ornaments, put bracelets on your hands and a necklace around your neck. I also put a ring in your nostril, earrings in your ears and a beautiful crown on your head. Thus you were adorned with gold and silver, and your dress was of fine linen, silk and embroidered cloth. You ate fine flour, honey and oil; so you were exceedingly beautiful and advanced to royalty. Then your fame went forth among the nations on account of your beauty, for it was perfect because of My splendor which I bestowed on you," declares the Lord GOD."

Who is He talking about? Unfaithful Jerusalem. His chosen people. Unwanted, cast out to die; picture a baby still with its umbilical cord attached thrashing, hungry and cold in its own blood, in the garbage dump. Unloved! Then along came the Creator of the Universe and chose them. While they were in that state... He loved them. He had compassion. He cleaned them up, dressed them, covered their shame, and decked them out in jewels. Till they were exceedingly beautiful! What a perfect picture of Perfect Love. It's better than any fairytale and more romantic than any novel, so we expect a happy ending for Jerusalem, right? The "she loved Him for all of her days, thankful for all that He had done for her." Let's keep reading.

Ezekiel 16:15- 22(NASB), "But you trusted in your beauty and played the harlot because of your fame, and you poured out your harlotries on every passer-by who might be willing. You took some of your clothes, made for yourself high places of various colors and played the harlot on them, which should never come about nor happen. You also took your beautiful jewels made of My gold and of My silver, which I had given you, and made for yourself male images that you might play the harlot with them. Then you took your embroidered cloth and covered them, and offered My oil and My incense before them. Also My bread which I gave you, fine flour, oil and honey with which I fed you, you would offer before them for a soothing aroma; so it happened," declares the Lord GOD. Moreover, you took your sons and daughters whom you had borne to Me and sacrificed them to idols to be devoured. Were your harlotries so small a matter? You slaughtered My children and offered them up to idols by causing them to pass through the fire. Besides all your abominations and harlotries you did not remember the days of your youth, when you were naked and bare and squirming in your blood."

What? No way. After all this great Lover did for her, she cheated on Him! Can you feel a little righteous anger rising up in you? Can you see things from the eyes of the one who was spurned, mocked, laughed at, and stolen from? Now before we get all self-righteous... He is also writing about me. You. His Church. The Bride of Christ. Weren't we unwanted, unloved, cast out to die, hungry, and cold wallowing in our own blood, our own filth, in the refuse heap. Then along came the Lover of our souls. Yet, while we were in that condition He loved us. He had compassion. He saw something in us that no one else did. He cleaned us up, dressed us, covered our shame, and decked us out in jewels. Till we were exceedingly beautiful.

Our own sin took us there, that awful place where the unwanted, used up, garbage goes. He took us out of the dump and placed us in a palace. He exchanged our ugly garments stained in dirt and blood and dressed us in robes of praise. He did that.

Jesus said that those who were forgiven much, loved much. Yet look at Israel. They turned their backs. How could they? They didn't really know who their Lover was. When we know Him, really truly, know Him, we won't leave. Never. We will be like Job and when those around us say, "curse God and die" we will reply, "I know that my redeemer lives, and even if He slays me, yet will I praise Him!" Job lived before grace, so did those adulteress Israelites, but even now under such glorious, scandalous grace, people still turn away from Him. If only they understood how much He loves them. If only they realized that no matter how "green" things look on the other side of the fence, it's all lies, an illusion, its mirrors and parlor tricks by our enemy to lure us away. Or no matter how rough the path we are on looks, it's His way. He planned it, He knows where it ends, and He walks with us.

Even after all of Israel's sin. He saved a few faithful. His word did not return void. Some "knew that He was Lord" because of all they witnessed. Shouldn't all of His goodness cause us to say, "I know that He is God, He truly is my Lord, the Lover of my soul?"

He will gather them back, if you stray, He will call for you, asking you to come back to Him.

But, the best plan would be to never leave, to remain faithful to your first love, to love Him all the days of your mortal life and for eternity beyond this one. To dedicate yourself to pleasing Him, to showing His love to others, to proving how much you love Him by word deed. It may be lawful for us to do anything under grace, but the question shouldn't be "is it legal" but "does it please Him?" Don't run away from the best thing that ever happened to you. Let yourself be "exceedingly beautiful" under His love. Show the world your beauty. It will glorify Him.

Then they will know... That He is Lord.

Lord, there is no one like You. Whatever it takes, no matter how uncomfortable, even if my knees are knocking and I don't understand everything, I want to live my life in such a way that they will know that You are Lord.

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Joy Or Happiness?

Nehemiah 8:10 (NLT), "And Nehemiah continued, "Go and celebrate with a feast of rich foods and sweet drinks, and share gifts of food with people who have nothing prepared. This is a sacred day before our Lord. Don't be dejected and sad, for the joy of the LORD is your strength!"

"You deserve to be happy."

"I just want you to be happy."

"Why can't I just be happy?"

"I am so happy right now."

"I was just trying to make him happy."

"Why can't you just be happy for me?"

"When I get the promotion, then I'll be happy."

"Won't you be happy when you get your new home?"

Happiness- a state of well-being and contentment

How many times have we heard these statements, or maybe even said them? Part of our Declaration of Independence reads, "Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness" as one of our rights as a citizen of the United States. I love being happy, don't get me wrong, but just as much as I love happiness, I hate being un-happy! That's the problem with happiness. It depends on what is taking place in our lives and most of the time there is a lot of stuff that is out of our control. When we are banking on something or someone to make us happy we are going to be disappointed at some point and maybe even quite frequently.

On the other hand, when we are surrendered to God, when we allow Jesus to come into our hearts, we have something much better available to us. It is called joy.

Joy-delight, great pleasure, joyfulness,  jubilation,  triumph,  exultation,  rejoicing,  happiness, gladness,  glee,  exhilaration,  exuberance,  elation,  euphoria,  bliss,  ecstasy,  rapture

Because joy is not based on circumstances it is not something that comes and goes. If we are confident in the Lord, in His plans and purposes for us, when we know Who He is and who He says we are, we can be in a state of constant joy. The only time we lose it is if we allow the enemy to steal it, or we just forget Who He is or who we are. Simple.

I know it can be a little easier said than done; however the fact, the Truth that it is always available to us doesn't change just because we forget. God the Father and His Joy is always only one step back.

Happiness is fleeting, changeable, never constant, and always conditional. His joy is endless, wonderful, persistent, always available, never conditional and always trustworthy.

So do I want to be happy? Sure. But, I would rather have unspeakable joy!

I Peter 1:3-9 (KJB), "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, To an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you, Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ: Whom having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing, ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory: Receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of your souls."

Father, I will find my strength in You for You alone can bring me joy.

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Be Vocal

Matthew 10:26-26 (NLT), "But don't be afraid of those who threaten you. For the time is coming when everything that is covered will be revealed, and all that is secret will be made known to all. What I tell you now in the darkness, shout abroad when daybreak comes. What I whisper in your ear, shout from the housetops for all to hear!"

Christians should be the most vocal people on the planet. Not arrogant know-it-alls, or vain babblers chatting away about any trivial thing, not course jesters trying to get a laugh, but true witnesses of the goodness of God. We should be like Peter and John in Acts.

Acts 4:20 (NIV), "As for us, we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."

The Jewish religious leaders had just forbid them to speak about Jesus. They weren't having it. In fact in verse 19 they say, "Which is right in God's eyes: to listen to you, or to him? You be the judges!"

We don't have to go around beating people over the head with scripture. We also need to be discerning. Our Senior Pastor frequently says, "People just need a cool drink of water-not a fire hose!" We don't want to push someone away instead of draw them in. So don't get stuck thinking that everything we say needs to be about God, or His word, or about Church. It's OK and good to ask about their day. It is friendly and polite to smile and say, "Have a good day" to the kid who bags your groceries. Tell your child's teacher that you appreciate them, tell your elderly neighbor that if they need something to give you a call, and talk to your coworker about your weekend, or your family. Then, when the opportunity arises, and it will, tell them how much God has blessed you. Tell them how He wants to bless them. Talk about the message you heard at Church this week, or invite them to come with you to the next one.

Just be real- and be vocal.

You can't get to know someone without talking. Once we really know someone they will allow us to talk about more intimate things. By you opening up to them about your life, they will feel comfortable telling you about theirs and that's when the opportunities come to witness. When they remember that you stayed faithful during a hard time, they will ask you to pray for them when they are going through their own trial. We don't have to preach, we just have to share.

Now isn't the time to be shy. Time is running out. We aren't just trying to make friends. We are growing the family of God. We are rescuing a lost and dying world by leading them to the One who loves them. We are bringing heaven to earth. You can't be a silent witness. The world is full of "nice" and "kind" people, but that won't get anyone saved. You have to open your mouth about your faith, that leads people to Jesus.

Be vocal. Be bold!

Right after being flogged and ordered not to talk about Jesus, this is what the believers prayed:

Acts 4:29-30 (NIV), "Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness. Stretch out your hand to heal and perform signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus."

Holy Spirit, lead me in my conversations. Give me wisdom and discernment in when to speak, what to say, and how to say it. I pray that I don't ever miss an opportunity to tell of the goodness of the Father.

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What Does the Spirit Say?

Romans 8:14 (ISV), "For all who are led by God's Spirit are God's children."

We hear a lot of voices throughout our day; in fact we even hear them while we sleep. There is good advice, bad advice, jokes, cliché's, sayings, stories, sales ads, preaching, teaching, facts, fiction, doctors diagnosis, kind words, hateful words, and too many things to name here. It isn't all bad, but it certainly isn't all good. Whose voice should I be listening to? Should we shut off everything that isn't God's voice to us? I hate to say it but that really isn't possible. What is possible is which voice we believe!

I have learned when I hear something I am not sure about, or something that troubles me to ask myself this question, "What does the Spirit say?"

That voice that says I have to look like I am in my early twenties, wear a size four, and not have a wrinkle to be beautiful may be insistent, but is it what the Spirit says? That voice that says I need a few tattoos, some piercing in weird places, and wear a lot of leather to be beautiful may be the current fad, but what does the Spirit say. That voice that says I need Botox, a tummy tuck, and a boob job is socially acceptable, but is that the voice of the Spirit?

Ok, I think you get the picture. I can go on about those words like, "You have cancer," "I never loved you," "You just aren't working out like we'd hoped," and more, but those are pretty obviously not what the Spirit says. But what about that little voice that says, "I don't know how I am going to pay the bills this month," you know that one that sounds just like you. Or the same voice that says, "They helped sister so and so when she was sick, but no one even asked if I needed anything."

It is so easy to allow those little foxes to spoil the vine, those seemingly harmless voices that sometimes are our own flesh talking, to take root. Anything that is contrary to God's word isn't Him. Anything that is less than how God sees us isn't the Spirit talking. He may correct us when needed, but He will never be-little us, spew venom, accuse another, feed jealousy or bitterness, or make us think less of ourselves or another. He will help us to see what God thinks about us and any situation we can face.

Romans 8:6 (NLT), "So letting your sinful nature control your mind leads to death. But letting the Spirit control your mind leads to life and peace."

John 14:17 (NLT), "He is the Holy Spirit, who leads into all truth. The world cannot receive him, because it isn't looking for him and doesn't recognize him. But you know him, because he lives with you now and later will be in you."

The battle takes place mostly in our minds. Which voice are you listening to? Which voice are you entertaining? Which voice are you telling to shut up?

The Spirit of God speaks to us all the time. Are we hearing Him? Are we open to what He has to say and can we even recognize His voice? Start by searching out the scriptures and see what God has to say about you.

And here are a few things that explicitly say, "Hear what the Spirit says to the Churches." That's me and you.

Revelations 2:7, 11, 17, 26-28 3:5, 12, 21 "Whoever has ears, let them hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who is victorious, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God. The one who is victorious will not be hurt at all by the second death. To the one who is victorious and does my will to the end, I will give authority over the nations that one 'will rule them with an iron scepter and will dash them to pieces like pottery just as I have received authority from my Father. I will also give that one the morning star. The one who is victorious will, like them, be dressed in white. I will never blot out the name of that person from the book of life, but will acknowledge that name before my Father and his angels. The one who is victorious I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will they leave it. I will write on them the name of my God and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which is coming down out of heaven from my God; and I will also write on them my new name. To the one who is victorious, I will give some of the hidden manna. I will also give that person a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to the one who receives it. He who overcomes, I will grant to him to sit down with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne."

Lord, help me to hear and believe what You have to say about me. I won't trust any other opinion other than Yours.

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Intimacy Versus Imitation

James 4:8a (ESV), "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you."

Hypocrites. We all know a few, maybe we have even been one. Prayerfully you aren't one now. They say one thing, but do another. They say they are pro-life, but vote for abortion rights. They say they are Christian, but they treat people with contempt not compassion. There are Churches full of people who say they have surrendered to Jesus, yet haven't changed anything about how they think, live, or talk. There are bars, universities, social clubs, and governments who say they don't believe in God... until there is a disaster, or war, or a financial crisis.

How about those people over the years who claimed they were your friends, they said they had your back, and they said a lot of things to make you feel good. But when the going got tough, they got going.

We can be the same way with God. Instead of being true, real, vulnerable with Him, we fake it. We don't fool Him, but most of the time we are really trying to fool other people. We can talk like a Christian, spout scripture, even do "good works" but we don't really know Him, and we certainly haven't surrendered our lives. Look what Jesus had to say about that.

Matthew 7:21-23 (KJB), "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? And in thy name have cast out devils? And in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."

Just doing good works doesn't cut it. Sure James said that he'd show us his faith by his works. Yes, if we truly are born of heaven and sold out to the Father, there will be fruit and works. However, works alone won't get you anything but the accolade of men, and possibly exhaustion.

Back to what James said; there are those who say they love God but they won't lift a finger for Him. They won't take their authority as Son's of God, and they refuse to recognize the power of the Holy Spirit.

II Timothy 1:3-7 (NASB), "But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these. For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses, always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth."

Mark calls them Hypocrites. God says they only do lip service.

Mark 7:6 (NIV), "He replied, "Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you hypocrites; as it is written: "'These people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me."

God doesn't want bodies. He isn't into head-counts or roll calls. He wants hearts. Even David talks about this after he had sinned.

Psalm 51:16-17 (NLT), "You do not desire a sacrifice, or I would offer one. You do not want a burnt offering. The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit. You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God."

His desire is and always has been intimacy. After kneeling and humbly breathing life into Adam, who He hand sculpted out of dirt, He walked and talked with His creation. He gave them everything, but most importantly, He lavished his affection on mankind. He never wanted anything else. After the fall, His desire didn't change. Man had changed and every decision, every law, Jesus' sacrifice, everything He did was for our own good, for the good of mankind. God is love. He loves us always. He wants our love in return. Not out of obligation, that isn't true love. Not a false and fake love, not lip service, no one-sided, two-faced love affair for Him. He wants genuine, lavish, sacrificial love.

What do you want?

Intimacy or imitation?

Jesus, I don't want fake! Not a false god, not a false sense of peace, not a false friend, and certainly not a false relationship with You. Help me to know You more and more. I want to be as familiar with You as You are with me.

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The Law Couldn't Change Me

Galatians 2:21 (NLT), "I do not treat the grace of God as meaningless. For if keeping the law could make us right with God, then there was no need for Christ to die.

I knew at a very early age that I wasn't what I wanted to be. Sure, maybe dreams of being an astronaut, a ballerina, and a rock star weren't exactly part of the purpose God had for me, but at the time they felt like something attainable. I did know I was destined for greatness. I just didn't know how to get there. My legs were too short for ballet, my stomach couldn't handle the tilt-a-whirl, let alone outer space, and my voice was less than stellar. So where did that desire for greatness come from?

From God.

He has purposes and plans for each one of us that would either excite us to delirium, or scare us enough that we would hide in a closet the rest of our lives. We are destined for greatness.

I Corinthians 2:7 (Weymouth New Testament), "But in dealing with truths hitherto kept secret we speak of God's wisdom--that hidden wisdom which, before the world began, God pre-destined, so that it should result in glory to us;" (emphasis mine)

We are pre-destined for glory. His glory will be revealed in us! When Jesus returns we will be just like Him.

I John 3:2-3 (NSASB), "Beloved, now we are children of God, and it has not appeared as yet what we will be. We know that when He appears, we will be like Him, because we will see Him just as He is and everyone who has this hope fixed on Him purifies himself, just as He is pure."

That is the reason He came. The law couldn't change us into the image of Jesus. In fact Paul calls the law, "The law of sin and death." Jesus had neither in Him. Jesus is full of the Father's love. When we accept that love, then we are changed. Not by outward conformance, but by inward repentance. The word repentance actually means "to change". We change the way we think, how we see God, how we see ourselves, and what we think of others, by accepting the finished work of Jesus. We change from the path to hell to the path to life. We become more like Him. His blood justified us, that is something the law could never do. At best it covered our sin, it never wiped it all away.

Galatians 2:16 (KJB), "Knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law, but by the faith of Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Jesus Christ, that we might be justified by the faith of Christ, and not by the works of the law: for by the works of the law shall no flesh be justified."

If then, we have been changed by the blood of Christ, and by His great love, why would we ever want to go back to the law again? Why would we expect others to live a performance based existence? That would make us just like the some of the early Jewish Christians who wanted the gentiles to adhere to the law. But, Paul's answer still resonates today:

Acts 15:10 (NLT), "So why are you now challenging God by burdening the Gentile believers with a yoke that neither we nor our ancestors were able to bear?"

The whole reason for the law was because of the hardness of men's hearts, because of the fall of mankind. God did it to protect the whole race. That is the same reason we have some of the same laws today, don't steal, don't kill, don't rape, don't mistreat children, etc. They are for protection. Now under grace, those who have accepted His atonement for our sin, those of us who know His love, don't need a law to tell us not to kill, steal, and destroy. We know those are the actions of the enemy and we don't want any part of that. We also don't need laws to tell us how to dress, what to eat, or where to live. We allow the Holy Spirit to guide us in these areas. If we had such laws, most of us wouldn't be able to live up to them!

So we certainly can't expect others to conform to any weird laws we have made up in our own imagination to prove that they are truly saved.

When we surrender our hearts to the Father, then real change takes place. Changing a habit, changing what we say and do, by self-work, either won't last, or it will cause pride. True, inside, heart change only happens through the love of God and the work of the Holy Spirit (and neither of those ever come by force!).

The law can't change us, at least not for the better.

Praise God, His love can!

Father, I can never thank You enough for Your sacrifice. For Your perfect plan of Salvation and for setting me free from the law of sin and death. I am alive in Christ and seated in Heaven with You. I didn't earn it, You just gave it freely from Your heart of love. Thank You!

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Heart Hooks

Isaiah 61:1-3 (KJB), "The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn; To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified."

Have you ever been hooked by a fish hook? Maybe seen someone who has? I have several times, some of the stories are downright comical, others make you cringe just thinking about them. The thing about a fish hook is that you can't just pull those things out. They have little barbs on them that are supposed to keep you from losing your fish.

I read a book recently where they used this analogy to explain the hurts in our heart. Those hurts are like fish hooks, full of barbs that are embedded in our hearts. You really can't just pull them out. God knows this and cares about us so much that he takes them out the "easy way". This involves pushing them through. It is still painful, believe me, it will hurt. However, it will not do more damage. Our Father knows the safest way to get them out. He can remove them without tearing our hearts to pieces. He is in the repair business not the demolition business after all.

We read in scripture about Jesus being tempted in the wilderness, resisting, and then coming out of that experience full of the power of the Holy Spirit. He immediately started teaching in the synagogues. We read in Luke that He returns to His hometown, where He was raised and as was His custom, went to the synagogue there. He stands up and reads those words out of Isaiah. I enjoy the King James Version of this one because it reads that He came to "bind up the brokenhearted". When I read this version, I always picture a torn and ravaged heart that He tenderly wraps in the gauze of His love, stopping the hemorrhaging.

That's why He came. To heal our hearts. To show us that the Father's love is more than enough to bind up any brokenness, to stitch up every wound, to break up every stony place, and to fill our hearts with His love (His love is "shed abroad" in our hearts.)

I found myself recently having to allow one of those barbs to be removed. I thought that the broken place had already been healed. Sometimes we don't even know about a wound until God starts that gently pushing. Did it hurt? You bet. It also brought up some ugly stuff that I didn't want to deal with. Yet, I have gotten smarter with every hook removed, so I allowed Him to do His thing. I was left feeling emotional, drained, and free! One more hurt gone. One more kiss from Daddy on the boo-boo. I am glad that just because we think everything is fine, doesn't mean that He stops working on us. He knew I still harbored that hook. He also knew it was not part of His plan for my life. So out came the spotlight and there it was.

When that happens, the best thing to do is immediately surrender that hurt to God. Forgive anyone you need to, and ask Him to take it out. I used to reason with myself, make excuses, say things like, "I already got over that years ago," or get on the bandwagon of lamenting all the hurts in my life, or take on a victim mentality. I learned the hard way that doing those things only makes those barbs reproduce. It makes the hooks grow, and it makes the process of removing them take even longer, and hurt a lot worse. That's why it is important to ask God to search our hearts. Allow the Holy Spirit to show us what's really in there.

Psalm 139:23-24 (NASB), "Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me and know my anxious thoughts; And see if there be any hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way."

This isn't about just looking for sin, or bad habits, it is also looking for wrong thought patterns, un-forgiveness, and unhealed hurts, every "hurtful way" in us. He is faithful, He is gentle, and His love can heal every wound.

Will you let Him?

Search me, Oh Lord.

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Limbo

I am not talking about the game where you duck under a broom to some fun music, I am talking about that in-between stage in your life when you know change is coming, yet you lack the details.

Limbo- an uncertain period of awaiting a decision or resolution; an intermediate state or condition.

You know something is coming, something big. Usually it involves some kind of change, maybe a promotion, or a change in lifestyle, or a new spiritual level. My husband gets excited in this place. I get scared. (Yep, God put us together for a reason.)

I have to admit, I don't so much get anxious anymore, but I do feel like the "Velveteen Rabbit" the abandoned favorite toy. I feel like I should be doing something, but I don't know what. I find myself feeling stretched, but I don't know why. I feel like just around the corner is something exciting, but I don't know what. If you know me at all, you know I hate change. I want to know the plan and there better be one. I am not real spontaneous. So this in-between time, this limbo is a very uncomfortable time for me. Another reason it isn't a fun place is that there is just too much "feeling" going on which is made evident in this paragraph. It is a place where you have to bypass all of those feelings and stand in faith. You have to blindly put your trust in Him who is trustworthy.

Another reason I don't enjoy this state of limbo is because usually it means letting go of something. I was in limbo right before I left my secular job and started in the full time ministry. I was in limbo right before I left the ministry of working at my Church. (I am still in the ministry, just not at my church building.) It took a while to know what the changes were going to be. It was scary stepping out into the full time ministry. Finances were slim, new enemy attacks were coming, more faith was required! It was just as scary leaving the place that I worked and ministered for thirteen years to begin working from home. Who would I talk to, who would pray for me on the spot when I needed it, how would I stay in the loop? All things that I fretted about. I have been in limbo so many times during my life and I am starting to get that feeling again lately.

I can honestly say that every time I made the transition from one level to the next, even though I thought it was scary and totally plan-less, God had a plan. He knew what He was doing. Even when I didn't understand how, or why, or when, or pretty much anything, He did. My life was always better on the other side. There was greater faith, more blessings, more fruit coming out of the old and into the new.

And those times in-between of waiting and praying?

Those brought patience and maturity.

Are you doing the limbo? Do you feel like you are off balance and ready to topple, or ready to knock your noggin on that broom stick?

Don't fret!

There is a promotion on the other side!

Isaiah 43:18-19 (NIV), "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland."

Holy Spirit, I continually find myself leaning on my own understanding. I am so grateful that You are faithful in reminding me that that doesn't work! I choose to listen to You and follow after Your leading.

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Consider the Joseph and Daniel

Colossians 3:22-24 (HCSB), "Slaves, obey your human masters in everything. Don't work only while they are watching, in order to please men, but work wholeheartedly, fearing the Lord. Whatever you do, do it enthusiastically, as something done for the Lord and not for men, knowing that you will gain the reward of an inheritance from the Lord. You serve the Lord Jesus Christ."

Thankfully, those of us in most of the world don't have to worry about being slaves. However we can apply this passage of scripture to employees, servants, and anyone who is under another's authority. The world would be a better place and much more productive if we did this. There wouldn't be such a spirit of "socialism" in the world either. Everyone would do their part to the best of their ability. There are way more people who could be working at something than there are those who truly can't work at anything.

In America we complain a lot, about a lot. We tend to complain about Mondays, why? Because we have to go back to work. We complain about having to work at all, or we complain about the hard hours, or those who don't work as hard as we do, or that we aren't appreciated, or recognized, or praised...need I go on? This week I was reading my Bible and came across that scripture in Colossians, which led me to these:

Ephesians 6:5-6 (NIV), "Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ. Obey them not only to win their favor when their eye is on you, but as slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from your heart."

Hebrews 13:17 (KJB), "Obey them that have the rule over you, and submit yourselves: for they watch for your souls, as they that must give account, that they may do it with joy, and not with grief: for that is unprofitable for you.

Do your job even if no one is looking. Submit to those in authority over you, even if they are wrong. Now, I have to clarify that we don't have to go against our morals here, that isn't what I am talking about. What I am saying is we don't have to be right. As an example, let's consider a couple of men from the Bible.

Joseph and Daniel were both slaves. Joseph was sold into slavery by his brothers, actually only one, the rest of them wanted to kill him, and ended up with years slavery. First in the home of Potiphar where he did such a good job the Egyptian put him over his whole household. Then when Potiphar's wife tried to seduce him, and Joseph literally ran away, she accused him or rape and Potiphar sent him straight to prison. In prison he quickly rose in authority until he pretty much ran the place. He was released from his confinement after interpreting some dreams of Pharaoh's. He saved not only Egypt from famine, but his own family as well. His ending was that he was second only to the Pharaoh himself, who pretty much ruled the known world at the time.

Daniel was taken captive by Nebuchadnezzar and taken from his own homeland and relocated to Babylon. He too due to his obedience quickly rose in rank and authority. He ended up serving under seven different rulers and kings, none of them Jewish. Like Joseph, he stood for righteousness and continued to serve God where he was. He didn't use his captivity under a gentile foreign king as an excuse not to serve God along with serving the king. He was almost killed for continuing to obey God when the king made a law that contradicted God's law. God however, intervened and saved Daniel's life.

If we look at these two men we see a pattern. They didn't just obey God. Had they snubbed their noses at their captors, they would have at best, not risen in authority, and at worst, been killed. Yet, when it came to sinning against God they both refused. Daniel calmly continued to pray three times a day as was his custom, and Joseph refused to allow temptation to commit adultery with another man's wife. They didn't fight their captors, they didn't refuse to work, they didn't try and sabotage their new governments, but they did obey in every way that didn't go against their faith in God.

How much more should we obey our bosses, teachers, parents, government officials, Church leaders, and God himself? We who are free from the law and are not obligated to follow it, but have the grace of God and His love inside of us; shouldn't we be even more obedient? We are representing Heaven and our Heavenly Father, let's represent Him well. When we do that our bosses, leaders, etc. can do their jobs with joy. God will get the glory and people will be blessed.

It's always right to do the right thing. It's always best to do our best.

I am not sure who coined this phrase, but the school I taught at for years had this as our motto: "Good, better, best, I'll never rest, until my good is better and my better is best."

I Corinthians 15:58 (NIV), "Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain."

Jesus, You were such a good example. "Good enough" was never good enough for You. Help me to follow Your example.

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I Have the Right

I John 1:12 (NIV), "Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God." (emphasis mine)

There is a lot of talk in our modern world about "rights." Who has them, what kind, who doesn't, why not, who needs them, animal rights, illegal alien rights, constitutional rights, parents rights, children's rights, I can go on for pages! There is merit to some of the talk. I happen to agree with some of the statements made, and totally disagree with others. We won't hash that all out today. Today I want to talk about the most important right that we have, as Christians.

We have the right to become the children of God.

I love to look up scriptures in different translations. Sometimes they will say it just a bit different and it becomes clearer. When looking up this one, each version used the exact same word- "right."

Let's take a look at that word that is thrown around so much.

Right: a moral or legal entitlement to have or obtain something or to act in a certain way.

Synonyms:  entitlement,  prerogative,  privilege,  advantage,  due,  birthright,  liberty,  authority,  power,  license,  permission,  dispensation,  leave,  sanction,  freedom

We have the prerogative, the privilege, the advantage, authority, power, and permission to become the children of God. (Son means child in this case, male and female). It's our birthright when we become children born of heaven, by the blood of Jesus.

It's not a done deal just because we said a prayer. We get to "become" His son. How? By accepting His love for us, by knowing who He is, who we are in His eyes and heart, and by getting as close and intimate as possible with our Father.

I John 3:1 (NIV), "See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him."

Lavished- that's also a great word. It isn't a small portion. It isn't stingy. It is scandalous. It is a generous, extravagant amount. It is pouring an expensive, large amount of scented oil on the head of the One you love; it is cleaning His feet with your tears and drying them with your hair. It is a boat so filled with fish that it could sink. It is forgiveness in the face of an angry crowd ready to cast stones and with every right to do so. It is breaking the rules for love, healing on the Sabbath, eating with sinners, and getting intimate with lepers.

God, the Father, has lavished His love on us. Why? Because He wants sons. Yes, He had one perfect Son, who obeyed in every way, even unto death, a Son that shares everything and has perfect relationship with the Father. But, He still wants us!

Then once we acknowledge that we have the right to become His son, we step out in faith and let the transformation begin, we suddenly have all kinds of rights in the Kingdom, that no one can ever take away from us!

Father, even though it often boggles my mind when I think about how You could love me so much, I still accept Your love. I so want to love You in return the way that You deserve. In the meantime, I will press in to Your love and that will help mine grow.

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Hard Stuff

II Peter 1:5-9 (NASB), "for this very reason also, applying all diligence, in your faith supply moral excellence, and in your moral excellence, knowledge, and in your knowledge, self-control, and in your self-control, perseverance, and in your perseverance, godliness, and in your godliness, brotherly kindness, and in your brotherly kindness, love. For if these qualities are yours and are increasing, they render you neither useless nor unfruitful in the true knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. For he who lacks these qualities is blind or short-sighted, having forgotten his purification from his former sins."

Life is tough, living in this fallen world isn't always easy, and we have an enemy who loves to tempt our fleshly nature to take over. On top of all of that, sometimes we are just plain stupid and we do stupid things, think stupid thoughts, and say stupid words. One of my favorite quotes is a John Wayne quote: "Life is hard, it is even harder when you are stupid."

That kind of stupid can only be fixed by one kind of education, educating yourself, with the help of the Holy Spirit, in the word. Finding out who God really is and how He thinks of you. Knowing your rights and responsibilities as a Christian keeps you from living a life that is harder than it has to be.

I Corinthians 10:13 (NIV), "No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it."

Sure we all go through stuff, hard stuff, ugly stuff, and unwanted stuff. We don't get to choose what we are handed, but we do get to choose how we handle it. I want to learn from my mistakes, don't you? In fact I would prefer to learn from other's mistakes and not have to deal with it in a close and personal way, but sometimes I am hard headed and hard hearted and God allows me to go through the fire to get rid of the junk. When I do, if I really surrender to Him, I come out looking, feeling, and living better. The dross is skimmed off of the top and all that is left is the precious metal. Like silver and gold that goes thru the furnace so that it can be purified, I come out stronger, with more faith, and more confidence in the Father.

Sometimes we have to do things we don't want to so that our lives get better. We stand in the gap for a loved one (or an enemy). We do the job no one wants, we work out things in our lives that shouldn't be there, when the easy thing is to just pretend it isn't there. We tell others when we mess up, we confess our sin, we repent, turn back to God and move on. I choose to obey God, to follow instructions, to submit to those in authority over me because they watch over my soul.

When I do this I grow up, I mature. My weaknesses are shored up, and my strengths are used for His glory.

"Today I will do what others want so tomorrow I can do what others can't." \- Football player Jerry Rice

We all go through the same stuff, but in Christ, we don't lose our joy over it.

Jesus, I am in You. What a great place to be. In fact it is the perfect place for me.

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Produce Love

Galatians 5:6 (HCSB), "For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision nor uncircumcision accomplishes anything; what matters is faith working through love." (Emphasis mine)

I want to be productive in some way, to contribute. I don't ever want to be accused of just taking and never giving. I don't believe in distribution of wealth, or socialism. I believe everyone has something to give, something to do, some part they can play in making the world a better place.

As Christians we are to be productive. God told Adam and Eve, as well as Noah after the flood, to be fruitful and multiply. We are supposed to be about His business of furthering His Kingdom.

How do we do that? By producing fruit.

Galatians 5:22 (KJB), "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."

Some years back while studying for my bachelors' degree, I took a class on "The Fruit of the Spirit." It was at that time that I finally got a true understanding of what this 'fruit' was. The Spirit produces Love in us. All the other things listed in Galatians five are part of love. Think of an orange. Love is the whole fruit and each section is; joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and self control. If we truly have love in our lives, we will produce the other things listed in this verse. For what is meekness without love, but false humility, what is goodness without love, only duty. Love is the motivation, the fuel that moves us to do good and to be better people. It's the work of the Holy Spirit in us when we apply the Word to our lives. Our senior pastor, Dr. William Hohman, says it this way, "Love is produced by allowing the Holy Spirit to work in us. Fruit isn't a gift, it is produced."

John 13:35 (NIV), "By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."

God has many plans and purposes for His children, but our main purpose it to multiply and bear fruit. We multiply by making disciples, by growing the family of God. The goodness of God, manifested in His love, is what turns hearts to repentance. So we have to sow love, plant the seeds of love so that we can produce love where ever we go.

Produce love! Be the Johnny Appleseed of Heaven and sow it everywhere!

Holy Spirit, You are the One who has shed the Love of God abundantly in my heart. Help me not to hide it away and keep it to myself. Help me to share it with everyone I meet. I want to be a living example of the Father's love.

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Frail No More

Proverbs 23:7a (ASV), "For as he thinketh within himself, so is he:"

Years ago, in my early twenties, a doctor spoke these words over me, "You are like a frail and fragile flower." At the time, I was going through some health issues and feeling like a weakling. These words flew into my mind and quickly my heart agreed, "Yes I am like a flower! I am fragile." I finally felt like I was validated in some way. Of course this was a self fulfilling prophecy and for years I struggled with health issues, anxiety, and stress. Like a fragile flower petal, life crushed me over and over. Unlike that fragrant rose petal that lets off a wonderful aroma when crushed, I stank! Life was about me, my sickness, my symptoms, my anxiety, my fears, my, me, mine... You get the picture.

Thank God for deliverance and healing, for sending His Holy Spirit to lead me into all truth. I have been free from that mess of a life for years now, but just this morning while listening to the message at Church, God reminded me of those ugly words spoken over me years ago. I never related those words to my constant struggle with life until just this morning! Maybe God was waiting for me to be stronger, or maybe I am just hard headed. However, now I recognized that lie of Satan coming through the foolish words of that doctor. As those words came to my remembrance, I rebuked that lie and this truth rose up in me- "I am not frail! I am a woman with a sword! I have been trained and equipped, I have the full armor of God, and I am battle ready. "

Proverbs 23:7 explains this phenomenon, how we think about ourselves, what we choose to believe in our hearts, that's who we become! That is pretty scary isn't it? How many times have you looked in the mirror and thought, "I hate my hair/or chin/or nose/or whatever?" Or said to yourself, "My life sucks," "my kids never listen," "My husband doesn't care," and the list can go on and on. We even confess quite frequently, "I don't feel good." An older visiting preacher, who has gone on to be with the Lord, once told us that he got up every morning and looked in the mirror and said, "You look good, you feel good." Then he would echo within himself, "We feel good, we look good!" He was rarely sick. We need to take a lesson from Dave Duel, and from the author of proverbs 23. We need to line up our heart thinking with what God says about every situation and about ourselves (about Him as well) and not allow any foolish thinking to take place.

Have you already latched onto a lie like I did? Well, it's never too late. Repent, rebuke that thought, and thank God for tearing down that stronghold. Then change the way you think!

Luke 6:45 (NIV), "A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of."

Fill your heart with good! Fill it with the Truth, with His word. Then that will come out.

I am strong in the Lord and the power of His might. Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world! Amen!

Jesus, what You say about me is true. I will discard any other version of me. You see me as Your bride, as Your own body. You see me as complete and whole, strong and secure. And when the Father looks at me, He sees You.

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Destiny Revealed

Genesis 1:11-12 (KJB), "And God said, Let the earth bring forth grass, the herb yielding seed, and the fruit tree yielding fruit after his kind, whose seed is in itself, upon the earth: and it was so. And the earth brought forth grass, and herb yielding seed after his kind, and the tree yielding fruit, whose seed was in itself, after his kind: and God saw that it was good." (Emphasis mine)

Everything God created has the seed to reproduce in itself. Our job is to re-produce. Naturally and spiritually. We as Disciples of Christ should be reproducing disciples, sheep begat sheep. From the very beginning God gave this command to Adam and Eve.

Genesis 1:28 (NASB), "God blessed them; and God said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it; and rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over every living thing that moves on the earth."

After the flood he gives the same mandate to Noah (Gen 9:1, 35:11, 47:27)

Picture a seed planted in rich soul. Its destiny is hidden. The sower may remember what he planted and have great expectations, but the rest of us have to wait until the seed germinates and a little plant breaks through the dirt before we can rightly discern what kind of plant it will be, what kind of fruit it will produce. So if a seed planted is destiny hidden, then a grown, fruit producing plant is destiny revealed. That is why Jesus told His followers that they would be recognized as belonging to Him, through the fruit they bore.

Discover the seed in you.

What fruit are you producing?

Ephesians 1:11-12 (Message Bible), "It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. Long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us for glorious living, part of the overall purpose he is working out in everything and everyone."

God, I may not know yet fully what I am going to be, but I know that the finished product will glorify You. I am confident that You will finish what you started in me.

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It's an Inside Job

I Samuel 16:7 (NIV), "But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.""

There is a very common saying that I have heard from the time I was little. I said it to my children, grandchildren, and those students that I had over the years. "Don't judge a book by its cover." It's a way to convince children that we can't write someone off just because they have frizzy hair, buck teeth, old clothes, or different color skin. However, we all do just that (especially when buying books!) Because we have a tendency to do this, we project this trait on God. We think that we have to clean ourselves up before we totally surrender to Him. Worse yet, we expect others to do the same. That somehow changing what you wear, covering the tattoos, losing the piercings, cutting your dreads, or wearing a suit and tie, makes us more acceptable to God.

The good news is, He had always accepted you. He loved you before you were created, in fact before He even created time. He can't ever love you more, even if you surrender your life to Him and live perfectly (not that we ever will be perfect). On the flip side, He will never love you less. If you were to turn your back on Him and deny His very existence, He wouldn't stop loving you. You are accepted in the beloved. God loves people. All people. Why? Because He is love. Not, He shows love, has love, feels love...He is love. Because of this truth, the whole performance issue of trying to look and act a certain way to gain His favor and approval is ludicrous. We may be able to fool a few people, maybe eve ourselves, but we can't fool God. He knows us better than we do. Our mask of "spirituality" is made of clear glass. He sees right through it into our hearts.

Isn't that what Jesus told the Pharisees?

Matthew 23:25-28 (NASB), "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye cleanse the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full from extortion and excess. Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first the inside of the cup and of the platter, that the outside thereof may become clean also. Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which outwardly appear beautiful, but inwardly are full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness. Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but inwardly ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity."

When has behaving "holier than thou" ever led someone to Jesus? Does that mask we put on make people want to be just like us? Isn't that the main criticism of Christianity today, that we are a bunch of hypocrites?

So what do we do? Should we bag trying to live Holy and live like the world? God forbid. Do we need to air all of our dirty laundry and expose every weakness? Please don't. But, we do need to be real! Our faith should be genuine, not an act. We will have days that our faith seems to be nonexistent, but we will attract people to God if we can show them that it is only a temporary setback, that God's children get back up. We mess up, we act stupid, we forget who we are representing, often our foot is in our mouths, and we look ugly on the inside and the outside. The point is to let them see that we aren't trying to just clean up the outside, that we are truly allowing God to clean us from the inside out. That it isn't in our effort, but just in surrendering to Him and letting Him do the work in us. It's about admitting those weaknesses and allowing God's strength to work in and through us.

The greatest witness of Jesus is always His love. Was it His condemnation of that woman caught in adultery that changed her heart? No, He clearly said that He didn't condemn her; He showed her love and compassion, by treating her with respect. Think about the things that Christ was criticized for compared to what modern Christians are criticized for: They complained that He was a friend to sinners, they say that we are judgmental and hate sinners. He ate with sinners and publicans, without conforming to their ideals and behaviors, we separate ourselves completely from them behaving like they have leprosy, or we behave just like they do and live the exact same way. He repeatedly said, "Your sins are forgiven" and boy did that make the religious leaders mad, but we say "you're going to hell." He insisted that God loved them; we say "God hates homosexuals" or "God loves me, but not you." Jesus wanted one big family of God, and we continue to preach "us and them." He came to tear down walls, we continue to re-build them.

Before you get mad at me, I know that all Christians aren't like this all the time. However, I confess that sometimes I find myself with that same ugly mindset. We have to constantly remind ourselves of who God is, and how we should be thinking. God is just like Jesus. He said so. We need to behave more like Him. Not is some cheesy "what would Jesus do" way, but in genuine love. Get to know the God we are supposed to be representing. Then represent Him well. God forgive us for letting the world think that you are unforgiving and quick to judge. Forgive us for letting them think that you don't care about them, but are so concerned about how they think, act, and look. Forgive us for forcing them to think that they could never please you or earn your love. Help us to be more Christlike!

Romans 2:4 (NIV), "Or do you show contempt for the riches of his kindness, forbearance and patience, not realizing that God's kindness is intended to lead you to repentance?"

It's when we show His love, how good He is to us, and to those who don't even know Him yet, that they turn to Him. Repentance isn't so much about turning away from sin, but more about turning to Him. Are we living in such a way as to help others turn to Him? Or are we too busy pointing out all of their faults, bad behaviors, wrong thinking, and sin? I have said it before; we aren't called to be sin police. The Holy Spirit is quite able to do the job of convicting of sin and convincing of righteousness. We are called to preach the good news, heal the sick, cast out demons (including the demons of self righteousness and religion). We are called to love and to grow the family of God. What child in an orphanage wants to go home with the parents who spend their "getting acquainted" time pointing out all of the things they don't like? "Your hair is much too curly, those fingernails will have to be clipped and washed, stop picking your nose, don't play with that dirty boy over there, your grades are much too low, you need to apply yourself..." Some of those might be legitimate things to say to your own children as you help them grow up and train them up, others are just downright wrong, but all are inappropriate for conversation and expectations on adopting a new child. God has adopted us. Why did we run to Him? Because He convinced us of His love!

Are you getting this? The same thing that drew us to our new Daddy is what is going to draw this lost, broken, hurting world to Him. Love. All that stuff that needs to be healed and fixed, He'll see to it in His own way and in His own time. We don't have to try and clean them up. Again, not our job.

Loving others never means that we are accepting their sin as good. We can't say, "So, you murdered your neighbor, that's ok." But we can say, "So you murdered your neighbor, God still loves you and wants your life to be better." A victim of child molestation doesn't want to hear that what happened to them was acceptable behavior, or worse, was ordained by God, but they do want to hear that God cares; He loved them, and wants to heal them.

I am not saying we need to call evil good, or good evil, or that we ignore sin. I am saying that we need to convince them that their lifestyle choices don't matter to God in the light of His love. He loves them anyway. Once they accept that, and they won't do that if we keep pointing out how horrible they are, and then the ever gentle, loving Holy Spirit will work on those things that need to be changed. We drive people from God, by pointing out sin. The Holy Spirit draws people to God, by wooing them with His love. Big difference.

Now, go be loving.

Jesus, You came to show us the Father. Our hard hearts and stiff necks had us convinced that He was a hard task master. Your love and acceptance, Your willingness to eat with sinners and touch the unclean showed us who the Father really is. Thank You for that.

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Practice, Practice, Practice

Philippians 4:9 (NIV), "Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me--put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you."

I don't know about you, but there wasn't much I excelled at the first time I gave it a go. There are many things I am good at and some things I showed a natural talent or aptitude for right away, however to really be excellent at something it takes tons of practice. I have always had a bit of an artistic eye, but I am no great artist. My artistic talents are in the flavor of home decorating, sewing, crocheting, and the like. Even those things took practice. The house I live in now is the thirteenth one we remodeled and that I decorated. It's my favorite so far. The crocheted items I make now are many levels above the twisted, snagged first attempts.

As an example, let's look at my reading and writing skills. I struggled with reading the first few years of school and didn't understand that a letter made one sound this time, but another the next. In fourth grade I almost flunked English because I was doing so badly with the whole subject. My saving grace? I loved to read! I loved the stories and used them to escape real life quite frequently. By fifth grade I was getting A's in English and reading at a college level. That's also about the same year I started to write. In high school I had a teacher who honestly critiqued my writing, and though I shed a few tears over the remarks written in red at the bottom of the page, it helped me to become the writer that I am today. Now, as I read over my very first full length novel I wrote, I can't help but cringe in a few places...thankfully I am still "practicing".

It's the same way in our walk with God. When we get saved, we don't suddenly and miraculously know how to walk this walk perfectly. God knew we needed to work out some things, so He, in His perfect wisdom, allows us to do the work. We practice being like Him. We step out in faith and practice being patient and waiting in hope for the answer. Sometime we are slow learners, like I was in my early English classes. Thankfully, I never gave up! We can't do that in our Christian walk. Stepping off the path only prevents us from getting to the finish line. Though I am not there yet in my writing, I am on my way. It's the same with this road that I have chosen to walk with the Lord; I know that the finish line is ahead, so I keep going. Sometimes I stumble and often I fall, but I get back up. Even those times when I don't have the strength to get up one more time, He is there to lift me, if I let Him. I have to acknowledge that I have fallen, or even worse, that I have wandered off the path, and then ask His Spirit to lead and guide me, to empower me to stay on track. He's never told me "no" or let me down in any way. He is so Faithful!

How do we practice this way of life? Know who He is. I know I repeat this quite often only because it is so important. Then read the Bible. If you are having trouble with the language, try another version, one isn't more inspiring than another. If the Old Testament seems dry, or you are getting the picture that God is a hard taskmaster, jump ahead to the New Testament. We have to remember that the Old Testament was written for people living under the Law, and the New to people living under Grace. He is the same God, but dealt with people in a different way. Once you truly know Him, reading the Old Testament still shows you His unfailing love and patience with a stiff necked, stubborn people.

We also have to be rooted in a family, a Church that love God and knows His word. Submit to godly men and women of God as a covering over us. Fellowship and break bread together (hang out and eat together). Get to know one another and share personal experiences, be real! Don't put on a fake "church face" and act all holier than thou. Just be yourself, the good the bad and ugly. When you are in a real family, we very rarely shock one another, and quite often encourage and correct each other. The good will get better and the ugly will lose some of its ugliness! Good advice comes from people who are genuine and who really love you despite your flaws, just like Jesus.

Confess God's word over your life, even if it feels weird at first. Tell Satan to take a hike and to get his hands off of your family, stuff, and your life. Don't give up if he sticks around for a while, though he doesn't have the patience of God, he has more than you. Be consistent and insistent! The same power that raised Jesus from the dead now lives in you. You aren't subject to the devil; he is subject to the name of Jesus. Use it.

One very important thing to remember, if you blow it, and make a mess, don't give up! Never throw in the towel, the fight isn't over until God calls you home. Remember each day is brand new; His mercies are new every morning. Ask God to forgive you, and move on. We are all on a path, not on a treadmill. There is an end; there is a finish line with prizes and rewards. Keep moving forward. Man up! Never get stuck in a pity party, never stop to "take a break", get up go to Church; every time they open the doors go. So what if they aren't preaching or teaching that day, go for the fun stuff too. Support the outreaches, fundraisers, women's bible study, men's prayer, etc. On the other hand don't just go for the fun, and never let the sound teaching and anointed preaching change your hearts. Invite others over to your house and have fun! Just because you may be embarrassed over a mistake or a setback, don't think that you are the only one to ever have to face that humility. We all do, more than once. That's why it is so important to be real and go to Church with people you can trust and who will correct you if needed, but love you anyway.

Want to be just like Jesus?

Practice, practice, practice!

I John 3:1-10 (NASB), "See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Beloved, we are God's children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is. And everyone who thus hopes in him purifies himself as he is pure. Everyone who makes a practice of sinning also practices lawlessness; sin is lawlessness. You know that he appeared in order to take away sins, and in him there is no sin. No one who abides in him keeps on sinning; no one who keeps on sinning has either seen him or known him. Little children, let no one deceive you. Whoever practices right-eousness is righteous, as he is righteous. Whoever makes a practice of sinning is of the devil, for the devil has been sinning from the beginning. The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the works of the devil. No one born of God makes a practice of sinning, for God's seed abides in him, and he cannot keep on sinning because he has been born of God. By this it is evident who are the children of God, and who are the children of the devil: whoever does not practice righteousness is not of God, nor is the one who does not love his brother." (Emphasis mine)

Jesus, when I practice doing what You do, when I practice saying what You say, I find myself a much kinder person. I am more content, more secure, and much nicer to be around!

Prayer

Oh, Heavenly Father, Maker of the Universe, Breaker of Bondages, Most Great and Wonderful, Marvelous is Your Name. Holy are You, Lord, Righteous Ruler of Heaven and Earth, how great is Your Mercy and how abundant is Your Grace. Father God, bless me this day, my spouse and my offspring, those we bore and those we adopted, in Jesus Name. Surround us with Your favor; guard us with Your Mighty Host. Dispatch Your angels to work on our behalf and to minister in our lives according to Your perfect will.

Lord, let the world see how You have blessed us and be jealous of those blessings. Let their hearts desire an intimate relationship with You. Let Your goodness, evident in our lives, turn their hearts to repentance. Holy Spirit, brood over their hearts and bring Godly sorrow so that they yearn to be free from all the bondages of sin and death.

Holy Father, You alone are worthy of all praise. You who have formed me and fashioned me according to Your purpose and plans for my life, I exalt You, Lord. Thank You for Your unfailing Love towards me.

Prayer for My Path

Father God, I love You. I want to please You in all I do. Help me not to wander off and try to go my own way- to keep my feet on the right path, the one You have set before me, the one that leads to You. No matter what my surroundings or the circumstances may look like in the natural, help me to be confident and secure in Your perfect plan for me. Keep me in Your love.

I don't care if the path is narrow, I am unconcerned if others are taking a different way, I am confident that Your Holy Spirit is leading me in the right path. I have passed through the Door, and follow in His footsteps. Nothing short of the finish line that you have drawn for me will suffice.

As I walk, I pray that others will follow after me, that as I follow you, others will come along.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

Prayer for My Loved Ones

Lord, thank you for my family. I pray that You keep them in the shadow of Your wings. Thank You for provision and protection for them today. Holy Spirit, lead and guide them into all truth. Convict them of any sin in their lives and convince them of the Father's love and their acceptance in the Beloved. I thank You that they lack no good thing, that Your blessing overtake them. Send angels to guard them round about, keeping them safe and free from all bodily harm today. I rebuke any attack that the enemy has planned for today and I loose the liberty of Christ Jesus in their lives. Thank You for those ministering spirits that You have assigned to them to minister in their lives according to Your perfect will, they are working in the spiritual realm and bringing forth good things in the natural, for their good and Your glory. Most of all, Lord, I thank You that they know you in a close and personal way, that they surrender their hearts to Your safe keeping.

Amen, so be it!
