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good morning I bet wake up and that is
over where the transportation company is
coming to our house today
yes I guess like right now to see how
much stuff we have
good morning by the way um and just get
an estimate I don't know whatever they
need to calculate
good morning it's 9 Lana's in Texas
I'm and then cat's
and what videl to the
girls in Korea you gotta go outside my
house I go outside you roses you want to
go outside two months
chase its chase official new spots I
think he knows about the move and he's
anxious it's gonna miss always coyote
friends
try to figure out how to edit in my
captions like I normally edit them and
they're not popping up so I'm just
trying to figure out why I can't enter
it my caption anymore rock let's go
check them up in the chase put them in
the kitchen alright if you guys did not
check out our previous video there's a
lot of changes some pretty big changes
to our original plans so make sure you
guys check that out and if you want to
catch up the playlist is always hold on
it's always right there sorry show them
your new trick my I will not stop
jumping you guys see that my grandmother
would always say when your left eye is
jumping something bad is gonna happen
this eye has been jumping and jumping
and jumping and jumped in but like the
past five days close to a week Papa Bear
told me there has nothing to do with
something bad and it's actually a muscle
trigger from stress and my mind was
 
all of these years growing up so I
thought this meant something bad is
gonna happen and it really is just a
reaction to stress nice new clothes
I'm live chatting the Google support you
don't mind me asking you can't
let me get back to him really quick
because this is kind of important all
right guys I just wanted to pop back in
because we're still trying to figure out
this whole caption thing and I feel like
my eyes is jumping faster and faster and
faster you have to be quiet
muffin get off the counter girl you know
better all right everything has calmed
down the transportation company left you
guys just saw Papa Bear leaves it
doesn't hurt or anything is just super
annoying and obviously if people are
looking at you they can see as you're
talking and your eyes jumping so there's
a few things that I've been doing to
really help me relax okay and I don't
think they're working because my is
still jumping I feel peace on the inside
I think I need to I do sweetie
you
I constantly have to remind myself not
to let her like bad behavior I won't
even call it bad behavior I mean she's
she's only been on this earth for three
years like she doesn't know my first
reaction when she does something like
that is my heart rate starts to increase
it makes me a little anxious I read this
somewhere you can't control your first
thought or emotions but you can control
everything after so my first thought
like I was just saying or my first
emotion is you know to get anxious
because she's not doing something but
then I'm like okay I have the power to
control where this goes from here and
then that's when I say okay she's only
three my job is to teach her what to say
what to do if you're not a parent yet
don't worry everybody doesn't feel like
this you know I'm sure they feel some
degree of this but for me it's very
sensitive and it really like really gets
a reaction out of me and it shouldn't I
knew that the move and everything would
stress me out a little bit the great
thing is that fibromyalgia that I deal
with has not flared up I forget I was
making sweet potatoes for breakfast I'm
gonna put some of this on top you want
to try the cereal first do it a little
bit before you
you like all right on top I'm gonna put
some cinnamon and a little bit of maple
syrup I was sitting here thinking like
okay yeah I get annoyed and anxious a
little bit but like why is it happening
right now
I'm so happy like things are going
really good
I mean I'm stressed but not to the point
where you know fibromyalgia is like
taking over my body like you guys saw
before it's coffee
I have not had coffee I'm probably gonna
have some today I've been doing so good
but that's the great thing is that I'm
taking steps in the right direction I'm
not drinking it every day or five to six
times a week but now it's every five
days or every four days and that's good
as long as we see movement don't beat
yourself up okay and even if you do read
you know fall back a little bit just get
back up and try again
it's 10:47 we're back ahead to the
library come on daddy's gonna meet us
there
story time is he waiting for a hearing
yes so come on let's go Oh muffin not
you sweet girl we go to the library okay
look at their cute little ears have any
snack fire sorry has to go to potty what
you put your seat on backwards I really
need all of this like irritation and the
feeling of being annoyed easily I needed
to go away okay because it's my
vibe I wish it was as simple as just
saying I'm not gonna be irritated I'm
just gonna you know it whatever it is
it's not gonna control my day all right
it's not gonna control my day oh thank
goodness our I said mom let's see if the
coyote is out of here because I keep
forgetting like seriously check before
we leave the house now or but before we
leave the front door
so when I have a moment I'm thinking to
myself what can I do that's gonna make
me feel better you know like what can I
do that's gonna just come all of this
uneasiness
you really need to be in a quiet space
or at least for me I need to be in a
quiet space to meditate and to do like
affirmations one day I will be able to
just sit in the busiest part of a city
on a mat and just meditate and just
completely ignore all of the noise
around me but I'm not there yet and
that's what I think is hurting me right
now this is why it's not working
because I'm having these moments during
the day and it's not quiet so I can't I
can't focus on my words and do my
affirmations and get this calmness that
I need because it's too it's too busy
around me I'm not there yet today has
been a real raw vlog and I'm sorry if
you guys don't like chatty vlogs but
today
it's just one of those days that I just
need to talk it out and I know I'm not
by myself so I feel like I'm talking to
you and then you're gonna talk back to
me in the comments oh here's daddy
yeah we're gonna heart this idea
yes though I really want to just go
straight to Starbucks and let him take
her because I brought my headphones and
I just want to kind of sit outside and
listen to some music a little bit I
think that's what I'm gonna do just have
a little a little time to myself
who was that on the phone I was
transportation folks sound like good
news
yeah so they confirmed some updated
dates so the 12 12 13 14 15
yes excited I mean I am so they already
told me earlier so I'm not as excited
anymore okay yes this is great because
that means so they're gonna pick up on a
13th and 14th 15 13 14 15 they're
packing 12:30 and they'll be with my
octopus you make an octopus today so how
many legs does not suppose have count
them for me eight so that's how many
legs you need so if we get eight of
those councils out and count eight for
me oh my goodness are you gonna make it
with your get out you could get a little
carry on for it alright what's next I
knows maybe one oh I forgot the nose
okay okay
oh man CEO that on backwards so
that's okay miss Adrienne just gave
sorry her summer reading prizes and a
little extra since this might be our
last time here no the octopus tried to
fly away you guys hold it close to your
heart
you
hey guys we're back in the house it felt
so good to sit out there in the Sun yeah
like a nice breeze going on so it was
perfect I'm about to make her some lunch
and relax oh I didn't tell you guys the
house that we really really really
wanted it was right by the National
Harbor the owners decided to go with
somebody else who offered them a 3-year
lease so I'm not mad at them for taking
the other family but we really really
like that house and you know it just
wasn't good for us
every home we find that we fall in love
with something isn't happening yes
stoners don't want to be reasonable the
biggest problem for us is that we have
dogs and in the city or areas close to
the city a lot of people don't allow
pets and if that's not the case they
don't have a fence so we have to install
a fence this last house that we really
wanted we were gonna pay to put a fence
in but there were some other variables
with the owner then we fell in love with
another house and we actually really
really really really really wanted this
house I just thought it was too much of
a house like too much because there is a
beach attached to the house and we
finally just said okay let's just call
today and the agent said you guys were
called a few days ago you would have
been able to get it but they decided to
sell it their house was on the market
for six months and they were carrying
that double mortgage and if we would
have just call it a few days ago the
prices are not believable I mean we're
just doing disbelief that they wanted so
little for rent for all of that but it
all has to do with location and it's
beyond the point of this is what I want
and now I'm looking at checking off the
blocks of things that we need and now
it's 348 and sorry just went down for
her nap not so long ago you know what I
need to do need to take a break from
this computer and go meditate or just go
sit in silence in regroup
I think that's what I'm gonna do and
maybe I'll take you guys with me
for just a little bit but I can't fully
concentrate and dive in when the cameras
on just keeping it real
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