The moment he started sodomizing me,
I screamed
It was painful
I went to a Government School while in class 6
For almost a year I wasn't comfortable at all
All were boys and all of them were the macho kind
but I liked being quiet and nobody was like me. 
He was around 20 years old and I was 13
I was young and had few friends then
so we used to joke around and have fun
It was nice to know that he was there for me
May be his view changed a little 
and his wife was probably not here
But he took a different step forward, maybe to release his frustration
He took me to his room 
and very forcefully tried to have sex.
I first took it as a friendly gesture
but then he removed his clothes and mine
and then forecefully...
he started biting and kissing me,
I started feeling awkward; I couldn't understand
I tried to push him away forcefully
and asked him to leave me alone
But he did not stop and kept kissing me, 
tried to keep my mouth shut
and then...
My friends belonged to the Gay community. 
School programs were started by us
We used to participate in group-dance programs together.
There were times when we used to 
stay out late in the night
because it had become a habit.
Suddenly some thugs from around the block 
caught hold of us
They were holding big sharp knives
Slowly my friends started moving away
They were taken one after the other
Then 4 men surrounded me and
asked me to sit down and start having sex
I had to do it. 
Because they were holding knives. 
I couldn’t stop them. 
they kept coming one after the other, sodomizing me
said things like “ I will do it behind you, 
"I will screw you today” and such nonsense  
and then one of them pulled my trousers down
The moment he started sodomizing me, 
I screamed
It was very painful.
My friend had donned a feminine look
Anybody could have guessed he belonged to the gay community
So they stopped him, put him in the car. 
They took us near the parking, 
They opened bottles of Alcohol and started drinking
Then they started showing us what they really meant
They asked us to remove our clothes
Then they also slapped me a couple of times
They had knives and blades as well
They said if we don’t listen to them they would kill us
Then they took me to car forcefully, 
and put a blade on my neck I was so scared that I removed my clothes too
Then the other boy started biting me
on my neck and around and it was scratched
I got very scared and it was paining immensely
I honestly cannot describe the feeling
Something similar happened with me as well
I was raped, I was 9 years old then.
my family also found out about it 
because of the condition in which I was found
People used to harass me because of this
Even when I used to walk around in the night
boys would tease me, bully me
I used to be very depressed because of this
In spite of this too, many boys used to call me, hit me
tell me to take something but abuse me instead.
I couldn’t say or do anything about it.
The first time I got raped a few people got to know
but I didn’t want more people to know about this
My family was facing problems
I didn’t want anybody to know
Not even my parents
so I didn’t tell anyone
Who should I have told ?
Who would listen to me and understand this?
That being a guy, another guy could do something like this?
