Contents

1.Character Introduction

2.Chapter 2 Demon Girl

3.Chapter 3 Angie's Fall

4.Chapter 4 Rebounding Adriana

5.Chapter 5 Monica

6.Chapter 6 Monica quick Fall

7.Chapter 7 Diara Summer Fling

8.Chapter 8 Tiffany Demon Girl

9.Chapter 9 The Tales of Yolanda

10.Chapter 10 Karma at its Finest

Truth Hurts

Chapter 1 Character introduction

1.Tru parents showed him love when he was growing up.He was the good kid in a family but raised around thugs. He got his heartbroken at 14 by his first love. She cheated on him with the boyfriend of his first cousin . He played the his next two girlfriends, karma hit him, and then, he got played again. Now Tru heart cold as ice and he felt like he can't win. He blamed his father because he felt like he never told him about demon girls. His older brother and cousins just watched him as he entered relationships with multiple girls in highschool never told him to slow down . What made it even worse his parents were never in a relationship, never lived in the same household and argued everyday. This is probably one of the most confused love stories ever told.

2. Angie was a mixed girl, black and latina by the way. She wasnt smart, and so she failed a few grades. She had eyes for the new cute kid with braces,in middle school. She was older than him, so she was already having sex in middle school. She went to high school eyes ready, on a mission to be in the mix. She left Tru after middle school, with no hesitation . Not to mention she was the girl that took his virginity. Angie cheated on Tru with his cousin boyfriend. She had a baby by 11th grade dropped out and started stripping by 12th grade. It didn't mean anything to her because she was already over age.

3. Adriana was from the hood but had some common since.One thing Adriana was known for, was having a loud mouth. Her father wasn't around to teach her how to handle her emotions.Deep inside she was dealing with a lot of anger. She met Tru,which was way back in high school. He was different from the type of dudes around her neighborhood. He played sports, was smart, had some hood in him, and hustle, every girls dream. Unfortunately,he was unstable because he just left a bad relationship . He showed her the game,showed her what real sex was. He would play soft songs, whenever they would make love. It lasted for a year until Tru's childhood girlfriend came Chesterfield. He got caught up, they broke up, then he made the new girl his girlfriend. She couldn't stomach to see them everyday together inside Chesterfield. She did everything she could to try to sabotage his new relationships. She even gave her body to a few of his friends just to get back at him. At the end of the day Tru still didn't give a fuck.She never really forgave him until she found love again. The thought of him never occurred until she sat at the beauty salon 6 years later with with the girl he left her for.

4.Monica was a sweet soft and gentle, but a very dingy girl. She had to transfer highschools, but was kind of excited this time. Most of her friends went to Chesterfield, but what she was really looking forward to was being around her childhood boyfriend Tru again. They had grew up on the same block and had developed a bond like no other. Just to remind you, she still was a virgin. They would play basketball all night as kids, sneak kisses and hugs to where their parents couldn't see. Monica moved to the eastside of town when they were kids, but they would always keep in touch. They'd stay on the phone all night, break up and then make up. First day of school Tru couldn't keep his eyes off her, even though he developed a bond with his current girlfriend Adrianna. Tru liked Adrianna but his past with Monica was something deep. The thought of Monica being with someone else in his face, would fuck up his week. He left Adrianna for Monica and didn't even try to wait out the situation. Things got even deeper, when he took Monica's virginity. After a few months Tru started to get irritated from drama of being in relationships. He broke it off with Monica just like he did Adrianna. He didn't think of karma when he made these young minded mistakes. Monica now coldhearted because Tru was who she wanted to be with. She held on for a few months then felt confused when Tru got in another relationship. One thing about Monica she's easily convinced by her friends. She's been waiting on that day, just to get some revenge.

5. Diara, she was one of those girls who was blinded by what dudes had. She was a short, a petite redbone mixed with black and white. That meant her hair was long but was really nappy and sometimes it made her looked cute, in a odd way.Tru was turned-on by girls that wore their natural hair. Diara had been getting dropped off to school but had seen this boy a grade younger than her pulling up in his new ride. When she got to school, she had asked around who this kid was, because she had never seen him before. Tru kept to himself he wasn't really for the attention much. She approached Tru a little to friendly. She had a game plan, she approached dudes she liked by calling them best friend. Tru wasn't that wise yet ,he couldn't read her mind. He didn't know where she came from so he went to get answers from his bestfriend LaTron.

6. LaTron, at that time he had to be one of the funniest dudes in the school. The kid had the gift of gab. Tru wasn't really into having friends but if you could make him laugh, you had him. The day Diara approached him, Tru always looked to solve problems on his own. He went to LaTron for answers because he has seen Diara with LaTron's sisters often. LaTron told him that she was cool, but she probably liked him because had a new car. Tru felt LaTron knew deep inside what it was. Tru had his game plan strong but forgot he had Monica watching him the whole time as he went along.

7. Tiffany, was one of the cutest girls in the school. Tru and Tiffany had been knowing each other since sixth grade. They were friends but he never thought of her as more than that. She came to the school 10th grade built like a women. Her hair was long, she had cute eyes, and she looked real model like. Tru didn't even approach her he knew about the attitude she had.He knew she was too smart for her own good. He could see behind all the cuteness and knew what she really was. She made sure she pointed out they were friends until that 10th grade summer she reached out to him through social media. She flirted but Tru knew it would be a wrong move to try something with Tiffany. He even tried to hook her up a few of his homeboys with her so he didn't want cross that thin line between friends and females. Tru wasn't strong minded so he gave it a chance anyway. Months later Tiffany had Tru whipped.Tiffany was the type of females that make friends turn to enemies. He didn't realize the effect she had on him untill he got older. This is when he first learned, that looks only cared to some people, fuck personality. No matter how beuatiful the girl is, you upgraded but that person could be the most small minded individual. She had him wide open. Tru wanted revenge!

8.Posh a chubby dude, real smooth talker, and kinda charming to be a big dude. Tru could see right through him. Posh had snake tendencies. Tru knew and was never scared to let him know. Posh had real moments sometimes,but he just always had envious comments. Tru actually liked Posh as a friend but Tru didnt know how to let things go. Tru felt like he could read everybody. Tru felt he was some type of Pysch because every time something happen, he seen it a mile away. It was scary, but it was true. Every female Tru wanted Posh had been in their ear. Tru eventually let it go when he realized that dating hood females is a competion that he refused to be apart of. Tru is never wrong about his instincts, let him tell it. Better yet, let them tell it!

9.Yolanda, stayed a few houses down from Posh and thats exactly what she was, a hood girl. Yolanda wasn't dumb, she was about her business. She was feeling Tru back when him and Tiffany first started talking. They had the same class but Tru never really paid Yolanda much attention. LaTron had first told him but Posh was such a hater, he failed to tell him. Posh had a secret crush on her, a real hornball. Yolanda had a bad past though. Tru didnt want to take on her past but took a chance with her anyway. He took in Yolanda as a rebound to get over Tiffany. He had secretly had intercourses with Yolanda when him and Tiffany's relationship was at a downward spiral. Yolanda seemed to be authentic but she had always had a side eye for dudes who had more, but never crossed the line, well at least not in front of Tru. Tru questioned their relationship years later till after they had broken up. Tru has always looked back after his relationships ended and found faults. Thats just the way Tru is though, a over thinker.

Remaining characters  10. Tru and his mom Pamela who's a school teacher held a good relationship. When no-one's there, Pam's his best friend. His Father Chill is in his life too. As kids Tru and his brother Big Rucc would see their parents fight everyday. It would be bad arguments which they were too young to understand. Tru had 2 cousins who were like brothers, Cason who was 15 years older and Coe who's 6 years older. His mother practically raised them as kids also. Cason's son Darco was a year younger than Tru who eventually betrayed Tru along with adopted cousin/uncle Farious which put him to question family. Sheryl was his only female cousin on his mom's side of the family. He also has more love interest, Summer,Egypt, Cre, and Pricilla in part 2 of the story.

November 2007

8th grade

Chapter 2 Angie

My name is Tru and sports was my first love. In middle school, I average at least 15 points every game. I had dreams of going to the NBA or NFL. I was just that good and strong minded. I had the grades, 3.0 student all the way up until point. Little did I know things in my life were about to change for the worst. On this day, I wish I could go back and return to how things use to be. I think we all wish we could go back with the mindsets we have now and use them in certain situations.

7th hour bell rung and it was time to go to practice. A few people told me that this girl name Angie liked me. I never really paid attention to who she was. On that very next day in school, my homeboy Big Roe pointed her out. "Tru, thats her right there," said Big Roe. There she was, and I could tell she was mixed and her body looked fully formed more than the other 8th grade girls. I approached her at her locker, but was shocked at her response. She was latina, so I was expecting that el polio loco talk, but she spoke and talk like any other black girl. I wanted to turn around knowingly I could of had any female I wanted in that school. The one thing about me is that, I for sure always picked them wrong. People always told me I liked hood girls but, that was all I had in my surroundings. I wasn't from the suburbs or no shit like that, but I was smart and I had the hood swag without the mentality. Its shows to differ, I was put in the honors classes on the other side of the building. It was the only 8th grade class on that side. The cutest girl in my class was Tiffany and she wasnt fine but had potential to grow. She also had a terrible attitude. Tiffany always hit me with the best friend quote anyway. Between me and you, youll see that im the worst person possible at saying no. Little did I know I was about to fall in love!

Sucker For love 1

I was in love. Well at least I thought. We would write notes about nothing in class. I started to notice how mentally challenged Angie was when we would pass notes back in fourth. Her words were misspelled often in those notes. Then I found out that she was 15 in the 8th grade. Angie let me know that she wasn't a virgin either. In those notes we began to talk about sex. I would lie to girls and tell them I wasn't a virgin. At that time I was only 13 years old. I shouldnt have been ashamed to be one.

My mom had let Angie come visit me once but we didn't really do anything but sneak a few kisses. Me having sex has been a past due date like a library book. I knew this would be the girl who would take my virginity. I always thought it would be Monica but she was a virgin her self.Angie had started to leave out the doors by the basketball gym so before basketball practice, we would kiss,and damn near take each other tongue out. Those young kisses was all I needed to be extra horny at that age. I couldnt even walk straight when coming back to practice with erections.Those kisses, would give me some type of boost of energy. Ill go home and couldn't wait till the end of the next school day for those kisses. Those were just kisses,now imagine what would happen when we started to have sex!!!! That would probably fuck up my world.

March 2008

8th grade Birthday sex

It was my birthday and 4 inches of snow covered the grond outside. I was hoping to spend time with Angie. I turned 14 years old. We had talked about this day and if it would happen. This would be the day id lose my virginity. Angie was able to come over and I was geeked about it. Sheryl had come over and her boyfriend was there also. Angie and Sheryl's boyfriend had knew each other but I didn't think much of it. I thought Sheryl boyfriend's was a cool person actually . We entered the room but we just talked for a long time and made corny ass jokes. It started to get closer to the time Angie had to leave. Pam was asleep and I felt like it was the perfect time to make my move. I got close to Angie and then, we started kissing. In 8th grade I had already been exposed to the finger game. The finger game is when you put your fingers in a girls virginia and play with it. Whenever I touched Angie's vagina it felt like heaven. I closed my room door, then turned on some cake music. Ive always been good at setting moods. Angie had made her way to climb on top of me. I never pull down a girls pants before. So we had dry sex for a minute, then finally I tried to make that move. I touched Angie's belt buckle, and she began to move my hands. Now I was confused , we had already talked about having sex. I could see Angie smirking with a trying to play hard to get look. We continued to kiss and then I went in again. This time it worked! I began to remove everything. She stopped and begin to take them off her self. Angie had got back in bed and this feeling felt like no other. Skin to skin nothin but panties and legs. She began to go back and fourth it and already felt like we were having sex. This was a different feeling i've never felt before. Then I grabbed the Condom. It Took me like 5 minutes to even put it on, inexperienced ass. I slid Angie's panties to the side and came into all wetness. I slid my penis inside and came to a world of feelings, emotions, lies, hate, envy, users, jealousy,heartbreak, and most of all love. This feeling was like no other feeling I've felt before. Then a loud knock came at the door.

It was Pam! The knock was loud and rude. " What time Angie gotta go home," Pam said. Pam wasn't slow and I knew, she was hip to the game I was trying to play. She questioned why the door was closed I had told her we were looking for something and had to move the couches. I just lost my virginity! This would be a moment I would remember for life.The next couple months went smooth. I was preparing for what high school I should attend. I wanted to go to the right school that would prepare me better for sports. It was either the neighborhood school Chesterfield or Morning high, a public school you had to be accepted to. My brother Big Rucc was attending Morning high and playing football there. Angie was going to Chesterfield but she damn near didn't pass 8th grade. The results came back and I didn't pass the exam to get into Morning High. Look like I was going to Chesterfield. Pam didn't want me to attend Chesterfield though. She seemed to have the best intellect on things but I didn't learn that until I got older. The ironic thing about that is my dad went to Chesterfield back in the 80's and my mom went to Morning High.

Everyone told me that me and Angie wouldn't last going into high school. Little did they know I didn't even want to take it there anyway. I didn't know how to break hearts. I could break up with girls in my mind but my dick wouldn't let me. Its like I had split personalities. It was more like a genius way to play out these situations. I would just fuck up to make a person break up with me. Angie just started to grow more stupid on me everyday. We started to see each other more because I moved to her side of town. The more time I spent with her the more I realized that we were'nt similar. I was too smart, and she was too stupid but, I had mad love for her. Graduation had past by now, and it was time for highschool.

September 2008

9th grade  Chapter 3 Angie's Fall

Highschool started off shaky. I admit I was nervous at the change of scenery even though I pretty much knew everyone. Chesterfield was located near same neighborhood I attended elementary school. I had already been practicing with the football team during the summer. I had played my first game and it was with varsity. Chesterfield football teamed sucked and I had planned to changed that. My pops had me in sports all throughout my childhood so being good at playing it,became natural. I hadnt missed a year since the age of 8 playing sports.

Things with Ang started different and I wasn't feeling our situation. I was ready too move on but didn't know how to really tell her. About three weeks into the school year had passed and I could since a slight change in Angie's demeanor towards me. I could feel that we were about to break up and really couldn't pen point why. We had the same 2nd hour class and we werent even talking. I asked Ang what the problem was, as she sat in the desk in front of me. Ang looked like she wanted to say something, but didn't answer. Two minutes later I had a text from Ang. The message read, ITS OVER. For some reason I felt this coming but it still left me wondering why, even though I wasn't feeling the relationship anymore. As I sat in the seat behind her those next minutes in that class felt weird. I even tried to flirt with the girl next to me to make things feel better.

Slut Bitch

Over the next few days I had been getting word that Ang was hanging out with Sheryl's boyfriend. I brushed it off, thinking to myself that couldn't be. She wouldn't cross the line like that after all that we had been through. Me and Sheryl had even been making calls back and fourth, because she had been hearing this same thing. This rumor wasn't just in school, but had circulated to her also. This was a hood rumor ,a hood update,a Thot update. Im guessing, everybody started to notice that me and Sheryl were cousins. I didn't want to believe it and Sheryl didn't want to believe it either.

Even though me and Ang had broken up, I approached Angie the slut with this rumor, and she denied it. OF COURSE SHE WOULD! The thing that closed the deal, was Ang's cousin Tristie told me that this rumor was true. Me and Tristie didnt really like each other. Tristie liked me in middle school and I got with Ang. I guess it kind of made her jealous. So I was sure she wanted us to break up. She just needed some evidence to make it happen. Whats ironic is that Ang had just moved to the neighborhood Sheryl ex boyfriend lived in. I guess Tristee liked Sheryl's boyfriend and Ang was trying to backdoor Tristie and to date him. All I could think of is, what kind of incest nasty shit is this. What kind of bitch did I lose his virginity too. Pam told me to watch out for Ang anyway, but I failed to listen. I felt played multiplied by 2 and I felt this way even though I knew the relationship was coming to a end. Sheryl told me she seen messages back and fourth between him and Ang in his phone. How could I feel the same about relationships after this. This is the ultimate betrayal. I could of understood if it was another person but you cheated in the circle.Its gets you to wondering how long this had been going on. I wanted to slap spit out this bitch mouth for making me look like a ultimate fool. 6th hour bell rung and I was to approach Ang. Ang approached me slowly with a ugly smirk on her face. The next thing I did was out my character.

Smack!!!

I smacked fire out that Bitch. It wasn't about that fact that we broke up but the fact about who it was with, and that shit was foul. With my cousin boyfriend and you knew about him. Now, I wasn't raised to put my hands on a female but that shit was wrong. As I walked away , I felt a tear drop out my eyes. What made it worst, I was in front my homeboys. The shit was flat out embarrassing. That's when I learned love is a dangerous game. I knew at that moment then, that anything is possible when it comes to cheating. Revenge is a must!

Chapter 4 Adriana

Two weeks had past and I was still bitter about what happened. I seen Ang in school a few times but she still denied it each time I asked her. I knew it was over between me and her but we'd still talk about the situation. I even heard Sheryl's ex boyfriend had problems with me now. I didnt understand that though. It wasnt like I was fucking his bitch or something. Thats just how stupid these dudes are though. Stupid people deserve stupid people. I made few new friends with people in Chesterfield. It was this one girl in particular named Keisha because we had a few classes together. I wasn't into Keisha, it was her friend Adriana I wanted. I would see Keisha with Adriana, and I thought she was kinda cute. Adrianna was in between dark and brown skin, round face with some booty on her. I told Keisha to put in a good word in for me. I wasn't really into approaching girls. Days later Keisha had come back with some interesting news.

Everything was in motion for me to make my move. I dont appraoch females, it has never been in my character. Girls holla at me, but id figure this wasnt a had task. She was just waiting on me to say something first.It turned out, I didn't even have too appraoch her because Adrianna had skipped class and came to my 7th hour. We talked for a minute and then I locked her number in my phone. After that we developed a close bond. She could make me laugh and anybody that can do that ,got me. Eventually we started talking about sex. Adrianna told me she had sex once with her ex but it only lasted a minute so her cherry didn't pop. At that time I was young and nieve, and believed anything females said. I blamed it on my age I was only 14. My dad never told me that females would lie but Pam made sure she did. As a young man of course you'll think mom would say that, because she's just being mom. If my dad had stepped in and told me how to handle situations with girls and fake friends I could have avoided lots of drama at an early age. Maybe my life would be a little different now. To Be Continued!!!!!

Big Rucc

Me and Big Rucc on this day were gambling playing video games and whoevers wins, gets the 5 dollars. Our favorite game was the college football. Rucc like to cheat sometimes and edit his players speed untill they're ratings reached 100. It was kind of funny actually, id have to check the rosters before we played each game. Rucc had a fine girlfriend that he been with since 9th grade. Rucc was currently in the 12th grade at this time and we were only just 3 years apart. We were talking and I told him," you know I heard you hitting that thang last night.''We just laugh and then he asked me when the last time I had some. I told him it had been a few weeks. This girl I knew for a long time finally let me smash. Even though I could of had sex with this girl before Ang, but I was kinda nervous then. As we played the game we started to talk more about last night. I said," it sound like you was hurting her. Rucc responded and said," I was beating the muthafucka up boi. Rucc was really into the rapper Gucci Mane and kind of favored him so he said it in a country accent. Then I told him," I thought you suppose to make love or like have slow sex and try not to hurt them." Rucc said, "naw is that what you been doing?" We laughed I told him, "yeah I thought that porno shit was fake and it look like they be hurting the girls." Rucc said with a cocky giggle,"naw nigga, when you beat that muthafucka up thats what make these hoes fall in love." We laugh but I knew Rucc wasn't telling me a lie and then I thought to myself maybe thats why Ang left. My dick game was weak. I then started to feel excused because she was my first. I told myself never again, Rucc had just turned me into a beast. We continued to play the game as I began texting Adrianna.

On this day I didn't have football ball practice. Id been trying to get Adrianna to come over for weeks and she finally agreed. She had made a lie up to her mom and came home with me after school.I finally get to see what she looked liked without those clothes on. Adrianna had a nice ass, the first girl I had with one. Ang and the other girl just had titties but Adrianna had back and front. We got upstairs to my room, we chilled for a minute but I knew she had to go home soon so I really didn't waste any time. I could tell she was a little scared so I wanted to get her in the mood. Few minutes later she was bent over in the chair she sat in. I had a condom on but when I slid in, it was what I expected. It was tight but she wasn't ready at all. I didn't go to hard on her even though me and Rucc had that conversation. Adrianna had those nails that I hated. They scratched me deep during the sex. We had a bond but in love, I couldn't be. I hadnt got completely over Ang, but I didn't want to call Adrianna a rebound. It was getting late and Adrianna's mom had called her more than a few times. Her mom knew she was lying and Adrianna eventually told her where she was.15 min later we heard a loud bang at my front door. Her mom smack the shit out her, and dragged Adrianna out the door. I knew Adrianna was crazy about me. It wasn't love, but I knew she felt that way. I wanted that feeling to be mutual but how could I. My trust was so fucked up.Sometimes I look at it now and think that if me and her stayed together we could have had a perfect relationship. I take the blame for our fall out but then again everything happens for a reason.

Over the next few weeks people started to hear that me and Adrianna had sex. She went around the school telling everybody. I didn't have a problem with it because it was her business too, but Damn! I could see it in Adrianna's eyes that she was in love and that she wanted more. We walked up the hallway and we were met by one of her friends Emely. Emely was a cute girl, light skinned, titties poking out. Tits that looked delicious that would have a grown man saying the wrong things. As she walked up, she spoked to Adrianna but was eyeing me the whole time. I couldn't keep my eyes off those titties. Emely just had this inviting swag to her. Its kind of unexplainable. Its just something in the way that she looked at you. Then she spoke ,'' I know who you are. I heard about you." Emely had like this white girl accent and the shit was a turn on. I thought she was from like or some shit. She didnt sound like none of the other Chesterfield girls. I just took it as a compliment. As we walked away Adrianna told me that Emely was very sneaky. In middle school Emely always tried to take her boyfriends. In my head I thought the bitch was cute. They probably were trying to get with her too. I knew that was going to be some trouble in the future. Only we shall see.

About 2 weeks later Adrianna had come over one weekend and she was able to spend the night. I think she lied and said she was going over to one of her friends house. Yeah we fucked until there were no more condoms. We went to sleep, but I was still horny and she was too. This is when things in my life changed for better or worse. There is two types of sex you can have in this world. The first one is condom sex and second one is raw sex. Adrianna was the first girl I tried these antics on. Before this I was told to wrap it up and scared to death by grownups telling me about pregnancy and diseases. Thats the only thing I could think of before Adrianna got on top and slid my penis inside her. After that shit I could see why some people are addicted to sex. See, I really didn't understand sex until that condom came off. Good thing I was strong enough to know I had a future and my pullout game has always been strong. Yeah I was Adrianna's first everything but wasn't in love with her. That feeling was there though, but the love from me for her, never came. New years had came and we were still together. I think Ang had left Chesterfield by then and went to another school. Adrianna would terrorize her somedays but nothing major. She would do lshit like bump into her,but I didn't encourage that shit. Me and Adrianna's bond was something else but drama I didnt want that for us.

April 2008

9th grade

The Turnoff

Me and Adrianna had broken up a lot over those next few months. It was over small stuff but nothing major. She started showing me her crazy side, which was something I wasn't use too. It was kind of a turn-off. Adrianna loved to fight for some reason. It's something about African American girls and their willing to be destructive. Adrianna couldn't control her emotions. We would argue, she would dig her nails deep into my skin when I tried to grab her to calm her down. She would dig so deep in my skin until you see white, then I damn near bleed to death. It was more times than often and it got tiring after a while. Maybe it was because she was in love . Black females will reason, and tell people that dudes can't handle them their too strong. What man would want to put up with ignorant shit. Being strong ,having a fucking attitude, and can't control emotions is two different things.You guys seen those stupid memes, my attitude aint for no soft nigga. Then you see videos where females get their fucking jaw broke trying to fight dudes.

In May and we broke up and took a small break. Adrianna went to hang with one of her friends. Her friend was known to be a hoe around the neighborhood, but I didn't think much of it. Come to find out that friend was dating one of Sheryl's ex boyfriend cousins. Now, I knew that they had a problem with me, but this bitch had her nerve to be over there outside, hanging out. I had just come from my basketball game in the car with my friends, we just so happen to ride down the block. This bitch knew she crossed enemy lines with that shit. She looked me dead in my eyes and her friend was there sitting on the porch. After that, I knew the end was near. It seemed like one thing could turn me off a whole relationship. She knew better!

2008 May

9th grade

May 9th 2008 Adrianna had come home from school with me. I was feeling horny that day. We were in the mist of having sex until I got a call from my dad. I could tell something was wrong by the way he sounded on the phone. He pulled up to my house and told me to come downstairs because he was outside. The expression on my dad's face was one I haven't seen before. For some reason I had a feeling of what it was. He told me that my grandmother just had died. He told me to get my things together, and we were going to the hospital. I showed no emotion until I got back upstairs. I didn't really want to shed tears in front of Adrianna, but it came out. She held things down like a girlfriend was suppose too and she even came to the hospital with me. I knew my mom wasn't taking it well. She didn't even call me herself thats how I knew. My grandmother had been in and out of the hospital for months now. She wasn't in pain anymore and I guess god called her home. I appreciated Adrianna for being there even though she thought I didnt. If it was reversed I would have did the same.

The end of the school year had come. Big Rucc's was going off to collegeand everyone was ready to turn up for his open house. Me, Cason, Coe, Darco, and the whole family was ready to send him off. We had the celebration over our dad's house. Everybody showed up! This is really what got us started with luau's we had years later after I had graduated. I was around 15 years old at this time. I had a few shots of liquor to get me started. Pam would let me take little sips every now and then. She would tell me it would prepare me for when I was out on my on. Thats probably the reason why I have such a high tolerance now. Adrianna was there which made things even better. Things were so good back then. It was almost as if she was part of the family. We were having such a good time at the open house. The mood was set just good vibes all around. That day had got even better when I over heard we were going to the strip club. Cason had brought up the idea and I was all in. I've always had the mustache and looked older than I did. They were talking about going that 18 and up bar that stayed open to 6 a.m. I remember this day becauseit was probably one of the best days of my life! Of course Adrianna didn't want me to go but I wasn't missing out on this chance because she was there. You know I had to send her home in a heartbeat. She wasn't that disappointed about it. I was so excited because this was a day I always had dreamed of seeing. We got there and the security charged me extra because I didn't have ID. I guess I really did look over 18. My heart was pounding nervously. I had just walked into to heaven! Titties and ass shaking baby!

Chapter 5 Monica

August 2008

10th grade

About a week before school started, I got a special call. It was Monica. Monica was my childhood girlfriend I been with on and off through the years since we were kids. The feeling I had for Monica was something real. Being around her, was like a since of comfort, unexplainable type shit. I could get around Monica and things would just seem normal. That was way before all this internet shit of course.Well anyways, Monica told me that she was coming to Chesterfield. I wanted to tell her no. I just knew it was going to be some drama. Any bitch I date knows about Monica. I could be with a girl, and Monica knew she had that pull to where she could take me from any girl. It was kind of our, disclosed agreement. I gave her that power but I also took it away. A few days later I had got a call from Sheryl telling me her ex boyfriend was coming to my school. Sheryl was telling me to watch my back. I thought he was like 28, Sheryl like them young boys though. That was the least of my worries though. I had to alert Adrianna about Monica. I knew something would happen. The fact that Monica could be with another dude in my school, in my face, was unacceptable.

The first day of school, I kind of kept an eye out for Monica. Even my silly ass cousin Farious told me that he seen my Bae. Like, I couldn't wait to catch that eye contact with her. I walked up the hallways and there she was.Monica had gotten over the years. She use to be really skinny and Coe and Rucc would call her bird chest. Not anymore though. She had gained that teenaged weight. We had a quick convo until Adrianna came around the corner. I could tell this was going to be a problem already. Me and Adriana walked up the hallway and seen a lot of unfamiliar faces. Then, I seen some overgrown dude standing there, and I thought he was a teacher or some shit. It was Sheryl's ex boyfriend. We caught that eye contact. I guess he enrolled there with some dudes from his neighborhood. I called them the retarded pack. They were all in special ed. I would've probably got suspended for bullying the special ed kids or some shit. I paid it no mind though. At that time the school loved me. I had a lot of friends. p.s. AT THAT TIME! Yup, this was way before the Everybody hate Tru gang. Guess ill have to explained that later.

2 way love affair

About a few weeks passed and things were going smoothly. I started to get annoyed with Adrianna but didn't know how to tell her that we should take a break. Adrianna started to get violent and I wasn't really feeling that anymore. This bitch had gave me more scars, than I received on the football field. Chesterfield had been taking their annual theme park trip and I was hoping Adrianna didn't go. It turned out she wasn't going but, Monica was. Me and Monica had been on good terms. She would say little slick relationship shit every now and then, but reminded me that I had a girlfriend. What made it worse, Monica had just moved on my dad's block. Well this shit was a coincidence wouldn't you think? I would go over my dad house she would come visit at times, but we didn't do anything. Monica had that Vcard still, and I was destined to share that moment with her. I wanted Monica, but didn't want to break Adrianna's heart. Everything just made perfect since to be with her. I knew this task wasn't going to be easy and Adrianna wasn't no sucka, but Monica, I couldn't let some other Chesterfield dude be with her.It was like that Boosie song.The lyrics went like , Im trapped ........ I'm caught up, im caught up, in the middle.... of a 2 Way Love Affair

The day of the theme park trip I had made my way to sit next to Monica on the bus. I knew I had crossed the line but I couldn't help myself. I wanted Monica and, she wanted me too. I was paranoid the whole time, but acted in a careless manner. I knew Adrianna would eventually hear about it though. We got to the park and spent that whole day together. It was more of a history thing because we talk alot about the past. People really didn't know that me and Monica had this childhood past way before she came to Chesterfield. Monica clearly didn't give a fuck either about my relationship. In her mind I was her bae, and she wasn't about to let another female have me in her presence either. This was a difficult decision and I was trapped, but I been already fed up with Adrianna. The fighting,the drama,and on top of that I couldn't see a future with her. I've always looked at the future when it came to my relationships. The more I stayed with Adriana, the closer I had been to drama. Everything was cool until me and Monica started talking about me and her. We really were just enjoying each other's time. A few moments later I found Monica sitting on my lap. She wasn't moving neither. She wanted me, and I needed her, I couldn't go another second without her not holding me down. A few seconds later,you would of never guess who walked by. It was Emely! She walked past with a smirk on her face.Emely had a small crush on me too, but I didn't think she would tell Adrianna. This big fucking park and this bitch just so happen to walk pass us at this very moment. I jogged behind Emely. I wanted to make sure she didn't tell Adrianna. Emely told me she wouldn't but I had a bad feeling about it and felt she was lying. I could tell when a person would be lying. By the end of the trip I told Monica I would make her my girlfriend. Looking at things now I could of played things out better than I did. Just a young dumb ass negro. Damn Adrianna! I was played first!

Reflecting

Now that im in m early 20's I don't blame the things that happen to me, on me. I blame it on black people in our fucked up neighborhoods. Things like morals, loyalty, and honesty doesn't exist with us, especially now that social media is amongst us and females heads are up they're ass. It's a dangerous competition and females have too many dudes to choose from because of the internet. I refuse to be a choice of a female with no goals. Back to the story!

That same night I broke up with Adrianna. I told her that I needed a break. Of course she didn't take it well. We came back to school that Monday, and things were odd in the hallways as I walk past Adrianna without speaking to her. I warned her plenty of times about us breaking up because of the violent shit. By sixth hour she approached me with a loud ass tone of voice. She yelled, " So you had this bitch sitting on your lap." Of course I denied it. I knew this bitch would try to fight me. On top of that I didn't want Monica to jump in. I didn't want Monica in shit at all. I tried to grab her, this crazy bitch dugged her fucking nails in my skin once again. She kept her nails sharp and long, ready to chop me up. I couldnt deal with that shit no more. The number of times she did that, I couldn't even count on my fingers. You could see white meat out of my skin! That's how deep it was. Crazy ass bitch! Then she stated ,"I'll see you after school." This bitch wanted to fight! I never even put my hands on Adrianna , we've wrestled, i've push the bitch away, but never squared up with her. That hitting females shit wasn't in my blood even though I slap taste out of Angie. I was always told by my pops to never hit a female. I've seen my dad punch my mom in her face though. They would get into multiple fights when I was a kid. I use to think my dad was some kind of women beater. Then I grew older and realize that black bitches are crazy. I now question some of the down talk my mom use to speak on my dad, even though sometimes he can be a little too possessive. I knew I had to face this bitch Adrianna! Since she wanna act like a man today.

The bell rung, and it was time to go home. Adriana started following me to my car. I wanted to avoid drama so I tried walking away. It's like she told the whole school because it was crowd of people following her. So I stopped walking away, and just turned around to see if she really wanted to fight me. With no hesitation, Adrianna swung. I wanted to grab her arms but I knew her nails were vicious . I thought to myself that I did cheat, so I didn't really try to fight back or restrain her from hitting me. I had to let her release her anger, so that way, I could move on and she could too. I could hear LaTron screaming," Tru hit that bitch!" I don't know who grabbed her but as it ended I could see her shedding massive tears. Even after what she just did, I still felt bad. If I could go back and things, I would. I would play out the situation better. Everything happens for a reason though. I could gurantee one thing though,that was the last day i've ever let a female put her hands on me. I could of knocked her the fuck out. but I wasn't built like that then. If I would have retaliated, that would of just made me look more like a sucka, because I was the one who fucked up.

After it was over I had a few scratches on my face and arms from trying to grab her. I got use to the scratches everyday from playing football, but her nails were like weapons. I got a call from Monica she had even heard about it. Monica was upset, but more happy that we could finally be together. I knew Adrianna wasn't going to let this go that easily. I knew that she wasn't going to just let this shit slide for ever. I just hope she wouldn't try to start shit with Monica. Then again she had every right to start shit with Monica. Now it's time for a new year,new relationship, and im in it to win it with Monica. So I thought!

Chapter 6 Monica

November 2008

10th grade

November 4th 2008, the day President Obama was elected in office, Monica had come over. Monica told me she was ready to lose her virginity. Yeah, I at least deserve a gift after taking a ass whooping for her by Adrianna. After all those times we played basketball getting feels and hard-ons through the years it was well overdue. I could remember our parents calling us, Love and Basketball like the movie. Monica couldn't really play basketball though, it was just her excuse to get alone time with me. I made sure it was special for Monica.I took things slow like you are suppose to with a virgin. After it was over I felt confused, because Monica cherry didn't pop. The same shit that happened with Adrianna, Monica didnt bleed at all.No blood! I guess females don't have cherries anymore. Maybe that shit only happenend in movies! Maybe im just 0-2 on cherries being pop! Maybe females just lie for no reasoon! Maybe I overthink too much! Sarcastic thinking!

January 2009

Damn!!! I thought this was the right decision.Was I tired of relationships? This had been my third relationship since 8th grade. Was it that Monica was dingy, petty, and a follower. It all seemed like the right decision at the moment. Me and Monica reuniting seemed like some movie type shit, that it was god's plan to make this happen. I knew she had my back but, I didn't trust her. That Ang shit really fucked me up I guess. Monica was too friendly. I didn't play that male friend, best friend bullshit and she knew that. It was a respect thing, when it came to relationships with me. I wouldn't hang around bitches, better yet let hoes take me to get food in front of her face. For instance, one day Monica got hungry called up her male friend to take her to get some food. This bitch had her nerve! I guess ill just be a insecure, lonely ass nigga because every female best friend I had, wanted to fuck me. See ladies, what you guys have to realize is that your boyfriend will have your best interest. He knows how other males think. I mean, I didn't have a car yet, so I couldn't take her anywhere until my birthday came, but the bitch was outta line. Especially ,if you already knew what i've seen you should've understood why I had a problem. I guess im too demanding right? The thing is, most black women are not logical. (Most) is the key word. They can see the small picture but not the big picture. I felt I could trust Monica but with me its always that second thought.

Monica at times did have my back though. When I would bring weed to the school to sell, she would put it in her bag for metal detector purposes. She would even start riding with me in the morning time, just so she could help me out. She was risking herself for me to getting kicked out of school. I would sneak a quickie in mornings before school just for a reward. I even gave her the nickname Ms. Pacman like that gucci mane song. The girl even changed her Facebook name to that for a period of time. Monica had some good pussy too. Her ride game was crazy and she always been at the top on my list, thats of course until Summer came. Monica's ride game came a little too early for her to be inexperience. It had me thinking about the cherry pop situation. The same sex game I taught Adrianna , I taught Monica, the ride game! I taught them porno status ride games and i'm sure, the dudes their with now, in love with their sex . Monica had that small frame so when inside her, you felt everything. I taught them how to catch they're own orgasm. They know who showed them the ropes. Ya dawg Tru! Woot Woot! Yeah thats my name!

That new year came and I had manage to save up some money. Big Rucc had been taking some of the weed I had up to his college which was 45 minutes away. I also had it in school. Cason had been letting me get everything up front and I would bring it right back. I had to get this car i've been waiting for since I was 10 years old. Rucc and Coe had started driving at 16 and I wanted to get like them. I was so ahead of the game at my age which brought a lot of jealousy my way. My family was full of hustlers and I understood it. Make money from many different options, its simple and logical. You wouldn't believe that some people don't understand that. If it wasn't that, I would shoot dice all night. It didn't have to be drugs, I could sell the socks off your feet too .Monica was the only person that knew what was going on for the most part. I couldn't tell her everything because she could be petty sometimes. I can't look out for someone that I feel like I can't get the same from. She was selfish in her own way, but telling her that would have hurt her feelings. I had no idea know who taught her that a dude suppose to do everything for her and I mean EVERYTHING. Bitch, I wasn't rich at 15 how you expect that. She learned that shit from her mom, but thats another story. I made sure she ate but the sad part about the situation, Monica will forever be like that, a selfish person. I still have mad love for her though. Me with a selfish person could never work. I guess im too demanding!

Valentines day 2009

Valentines day 2009 made me realize that me and Monica needed a break. That day I kind of went all out for her. I bought candles, lit fire to them, while they sat on the stairs. I bought chinese food for the bitch, candy and all of that other valentines day bullshit. Mood setter, I deserve the title, I was a pro. When she got there, the bitch didn't act surprised at all. The bitch just came upstairs! She just sat there looking stupid. I went out my way to make this happen! Say AWW, Say something bitch. Another thing that pissed me off was that she didn't eat the food. I guess she didn't want to tell me that she didn't like chinese food. We never really argued, she didn't have that in her. That shit turned me off completely though. I guess that was a sign that I needed to be single for a minute.

A few weeks later I knew that I had to break it off for a minute with Monica. Whats ironic about the situation was that, I never thought it would come to that between me and her.I had a cocky mind state thinking since I took her virginity, she won't have relations with anyone else. I thought Monica had morals, but boy was I wrong. I didn't plan to leave her for long though. I planned to come back just like i've always did. I just wanted time to explore and be single for a minute. It took everything in my power to call my first real true love on the phone to tell her we needed a break, even though I wasn't fully sure. I even felt bad knowing I just took her virginity and we were about to break up. One thing about me and her in a relationship, i've never cheated. It was deep loyalty established between me and Monica. Now, she treats me like im a dude that fucked 50 females while we were together. "Monica WE Need To Take A Break "the words that left my mouth. Never knew that those words would effect our relationship forever

Chapter 7 Diara Summer's

March 2009

10th grade

Not knowing if I made the right decision,I moved on. Monica never really showed her emotions and I could never read how she felt. It was time for me to be single. It was time for me to be selfish for myself for once. I wonder how long this will last.

My birthday came that month and I manage to save up some cash to buy me a car. I've always knew how to save money. It would take me everything in my power to ask Pam and my pops for anything. She already put a roof over my head and that's was enough. I saved about 900 dollars and for a 15 year old that was a lot. Pam and my pops matched me 500 together to get me rolling. I held out on a lot of things through the years for this moment. If they found out I was selling weed I could have been car less. I spent everything I had on my car but it was worth every penny. I even pulled up to school 2 hours late. If you guys learn anything from me just know everything you do, isn't everybody's business. Even the small things you do they'll hate on you? Pam told me she didn't want me at Chesterfield because of that reason. She always had my interest at best. I never understood but now, I completely understand.

Right on time

A few weeks passed and girl named Diara walked up to me in school. I seen this girl at a party I attended weeks back and I thought she was kind of cute. I didnt think I was her type though. She approach me calling me her best friend. Ive seen her a few times hanging with LaTron's sisters, but didn't really pay her much mind.On my way inside the school, I seen her coming to school at the same time, now that I think about it. Ive always been an observant type of person. I see many things, but never talk about it until it comes up.I seen Diara a lot of times with the ABC boys, the same neighborhood my grandmother stayed in. I didn't really like girls from that neighborhood because those same girls, get ran through, to one hood dude to the next. Diara had this weird cuteness to her though don't get me wrong. She was a short skinny redbone, with braces and had long nappy hair with a little pop booty exactly how I like my girls. She was mixed with black and white,had nice long hair. I went to LaTron for answers on this one.  
I found LaTron in the hallway and ask him" Aye, who is that light skin girl that hangs with your sister." LaTron said" Why?" I told him," she just approached me calling me her friend." LaTron gave a goofy laugh that he always did and said" fuck with her, she must know you got the whip." We went our separate ways but I knew he knew, it was much more to say. This bitch came out of nowhere like the ghost in the wind. I knew how to play this one though because I for sure didn't know what that best friend thing meant. Maybe it had to be the overlay for the underplay and I didn't plan on having anymore girlfriends out of Chesterfield high school. Im the worst person ever at saying no! That was way back then when I had a heart.

Aprila 2009

10th grade

On this day it was a fire drill and the entire school had to come outside. Somehow everyone ended up in the parking lot. Everyone was out there including Sheryl's ex boyfriend. His focus wasn't on me though, but on Tiffany. Tiffany had come to Chesterfield that year but me and her were just really cool. We even started calling each other best friend. I wonder what best friend thing really meant? Sheryl's ex boyfriend, I guess was in a relationship with Tristie now. Tiffany and Tristie had been bestfriends since middle school. Diara had come over to my car hollering best friend. This time I went along with it. We were actually vibing with our conversation, until a fight broke out. It was Tristie, and some how they made their way close to my car. They almost took out my rear view mirror.Tiffany tried to break it up but somehow jumped in. Me personally im a big instigator. I used to love those fights. What I loved the most about them were, when their purses dropped, their money went directly to my pockets. Oh, and don't let the girls have Metro pcs phones. I would make a quick 20 to 60 bucks off those. That hustler spirit was just in me and I was looking to make money in any desperate situation. Money has always been the first factor that came to my mind with me.Who knew that it would be my downfall in the future.

After all of the chaos I took Diara to get some food. I was good for that. I would buy a meal for a female in seconds. In high school that meant something to girls. A Mcdonalds meal might get you to the panties, but Diara was different. Diara didn't need money from dudes, she just likes dudes with it. Diara was just a lot of fun. It was something in her loud voice that had the whole mood amped. Ive always liked to talk shit and Diara was with it. Who ever could make me laugh had me, and Diara was slowly getting to me. Lords knows I didn't want a relationship though! I even forgot Monica was watching the whole time.

Im big on double standards. Three body counts and your out! Ive heard a 38 year old man once say that. He's 38 and im in my early 20's, so that means he must know females around his age that haven't had relations with everyone. Im a fan of Tommy sotomayor. He gave females 3 bodie counts and I gave them 5. Once a female leaves me and fuck another dude, there is no coming back! Pam told me ill be single forever having a mindset like that. Morals, I guess its just doesn't live in the black community anymore. Wait a minute, there is no black community we don't own shit. Were just visitors here. Consumers, yeah Tru said it, consumers! Back to the story.

So I planned a date with Diara and we were going to the Drive inn. I left my car at home and drove my mom's van. I grabbed a few covers and made my way to pick her up. Diara came out looking beautiful. Its something about those petite girls that get to me. She had on some tight jeans, her redbone skin showing,and had hair done, in a nappy natural way. Diara, looked real superficial, one of my words to describe something that looks and taste good. I could hear LaTron's words in my head," fuck with her, " but he never said anything about making her my girl. Diara's was really touchy feely with me but only in a best friend way. My objective was get in the panties at this drive inn. I had sex in public once at the movie theaters with Adriana. I was a young hot boy! I blame Big Rucc, he showed me the game at a early age. On the way to the drive inn I stop and grabbed some food. Me and Diara talked for a minute but I never had to say much around her because she loved to run her mouth. I didn't mind it, because she wasn't boring talker. She made me feel like a king with the way she hugged and how comfortable she felt around me. I was destined to give her this dick at the drive inn and I did. My kisses on the neck were crucial. When I kissed you on your neck you'll feel that cold coming up your spine. Holding the other side of your neck with my left hand with a tight grip just to make sure you knew who world you were in. Its no way you can get out my corner when Tru put that pressure on you. You better be on your period baby, because thats the only way you can get out. I made sure I use a condom though. Diara was tight and the girl wasn't ready, but she took it. I was never taught how to play roles!

Yeah I think I liked this new best friend thing. I wanted to get use to it. Me and Diara would fuck like crazy but we were only friends. For some odd reason I knew this was a con. My doubts were heavy on a relationship with her, because she knew the whole hood and I didn't want that kind of drama in my life. Tru, you know you can't say no.I said to myself. Tru, your gullible you'll give in eventually. Who knew that my conscious would be right. If a black girl's doesnt get her way, she'll leave. Some dudes would wait on a girl though, well not me. Once these females don't get their way they're out. They'll surely be fucking the next dude. Diara I warned you, I warned you!.

Tru I think I'm pregnant. My heart dropped, condoms were the only thing I can think of. My pullout game was ridiculous, I never ejaculated in Diara. Diara I spoke" how do you know?" She said "I missed my period." Tru what have you got yourself into now, thinking to myself. I couldn't be a teenage pops. Pam told me not to go to Chesterfield, but this shit could of happen anywhere. I told Diara to go get tested. My pullout game was superficial, aint no way in hell! Aint no precum bihh! Damn Monica watching!

June 2009

10th grade  Con Girl

"Tru I want to be with you" Diara said. "Diara, I don't want a girl right now" I told her. I didn't want a girl at the moment but didn't want to stop dealings with her. Id been avoiding that question for a minute. No one really knew what was going on with me and Diara but LaTron. We played that best friend role so good that I almost comfortable to it. I didn't trust Diara and I had been in too many relationships at the point anyway. She hung up but I could tell with tension. It wasnt till later I found out she was a virgin. I guess I'm 0-3 with cherries being popped now. All of these virgins and no cherries popped. Maybe that shit only happened in movies. Theses girls always come back though for Tru, always!

It had been a week since I heard from Diara. School had let out. Then a week turned in to 2 weeks. Phone calls to Diara, no answer. I had gave in. I had enough time to think about it, now I want her. I was sick about it. Like damn, how quick can a person move on. It only been 2 weeks, this bitch fucking with another dude already. I even had LaTron call her just to tell her I was in a accident. Now all of a sudden her phone works! Yeah I lied bitch, just to get your attention. Guess I waited too long. Females don't wait no time to fuck the next dude. Maybe she didn't have another dude who knows. Tru, here you go with these assumptions. I guess the relationship with Angie messed up my trust. It too late dude, Diara's long gone. I didn't even know I felt this way about the girl though. I could hear LaTron's voice now telling me to play it smooth. Fuck it, she'll be back though. You know my policy. Once you fuck another dude after me, there's no me and you. I might fuck and thats all it will be. Guess we didn't have that understanding. Double standards a muthafucka! The thoughts of my mind, are like no other!

Chapter 8 Tiffany

"You haven't talked to Diara?" I asked LaTron. "Naw I haven't heard from her." The bitch was gone. I lost Diara to the city. Thats what I call it. Something similar to that saying, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. Where im from, its a big city but every third person, you might know them. Its a casualty! You'll never know who these females slept with. I can't afford to bring a chick around my family or friends and they fucked one of them. Its a casualty! I lost you to the city. For instance, I over heard Adrianna slept with someone I knew. I also heard she got wild at this party Big Roe conspired. What would I look like coming back to her knowing I have to be seen with you. Its a casualty and double standards a muthafucka! Big Roe didn't invite me! I was use to that shit though. Fake friends, but thats another story. Call me Mr. boycotted out. Something had to give eventually.

I was wounded! Only LaTron knew and I felt he knew more than what he was telling me. Obviously ,what we had wasn't that deep if Diara moved on that quick. Liars, ill deal with them forever. Its been a whole month Diara haven't even reached out. Black females forever want shit they way. If you don't give them what they want at that moment they could find another dick with no hesitation, especially with the internet rising. This the same feeling I felt when Angie pulled that move. Man, I gotta move on, fhave sex or something. Let me call Monica she'll eased the pain. I felt like I had Monica wrapped around my fingers . As long as she knew I didn't have another girl, things were cool. I told her we'd still go to prom and I was to be her boyfriend her senior year. She came over with a sundress on. I wanted to try something new. I took her to the bathroom sat her up on the sink. This was my pussy forever! So I thought. I guess im a selfish person or she was just a liar. The thoughts of Tru mind. I overthink too much. Sigh!!!

What a fucked up summer! I caught up with some girls from my childhood and had relations with them just to ease the pain. I even let Adrianna come by knowing that was a mistake. I knew Adrianna was lost to the city, out there fucking with whoever she could but who was I to mention it. Yeah we had sex, but I still had Diara on my mind. I fell for Diara and didn't even know it. The whole time I was thinking about her and she probably had another dude. If I could go back in time, I would of made things right with Monica at those moments. I guess karma was setting in. I was played first. Karma, why do I have suffer? I guess it was a lesson to be learned from it this. I guess karma showed me that I could LOVE again.

Im a fucking sucker! Just jumping into relationships with bitches! Stupid ass lil nigga! Big Rucc, why you didn't tell me to stop and enjoy high school Chill, Cason, Coe, and Farious why? A sucker for love. We all make mistakes though. My sons will for sure never do this shit. To my future sons, fuck every bitch you can, maybe wait till your senior year for a relationship, but never wife them. Enjoy your teenage years sons. Females will slow you down. Oh yeah, if your reading this, wrap your dick up. It will save you some trouble. Sincerely, your pops Tru.

It was a week before school started and Tiffany had inbox me on Facebook . We were just talking casual just like we've always did. If Tiffany let me, I would bang her brains out! Any dude in that school would have! Tiffany hadn't let anyone yet, have sex with in Chesterfield. I knew she wouldn't cross that line with me though. Until that message popped up. Tru I want to date you. Now i've never thought about Tiffany in that way, but she was a fine muthafucka. Tiffany just had these freak tendencies and I knew about them. I would hear rumors but no one ever had relations in school with her yet. I even tried to hook her up with a few of my homeboys but she didn't nudge. I think she liked Posh fat azz for a hot second. Me and Posh played on the same football team, I drop him off from time to time, and we were kind of close, well at least I thought. I told her id think about it. Dating her would change a lot of shit. She would be one of the best looking bitches I ever dated. Tiffany was too smart for her own good. She would be able to out think me, with the mind thinking game. I remember those honors classes we had together. Cute BITCH,smart, with a horrible ass attitude. I smelt DRAMA!

September 2009

11th grade

The first day of school id been wondering all summer what would happen at the site of Diara. I made sure I looked superficial. I had bought me some jewelry over the summer, just to go back to school with. All eyes were on me! Then I turned a corner in the hallways, and there she was. She said some smart shit. LaTron just so happen to be right there so the bitch tried to show out. "My nigga on 22's" is the words that came out her mouth. She was basically stating that she has a boyfriend riding 22 inch rims. LaTron gave a little laugh but thats just him. I even smiled because it was nothing to be mad at. It was something so small and ignorant that it didn't even matter. If I was plain jane, the bitch wouldn't even had said a word. I guess she expected me to come in school looking stressed out and hungry. I went about my day, because that was the least of my worries. I had to play boyfriend with Monica, duck Adrianna, and now, I had Tiffany fine ass on my head. I was feeling myself. Walking past Tiffany she gave me that flirtacious look. My only downfall was that, I was never taught how to play things smooth.

Game Plan

This is how things should of went. No relationship, fuck the dog shit out of Tiffany, still fuck Monica ,still fuck Adrianna, and jump in Diara's ear and still fuck her. Sounds like drama right. It was too risky.I would eventually get caught up. My car was like a fucking goldmine or some shit! Maybe it should of went like this. Get back with Monica and still fucked the other 3. No, I couldn't cheat on Monica. Adrianna would have snitched anyway. I think if I cheated on Monica she wouldn't left me though, I had her on lock. Maybe I should've just fucked Tiffany, got back went Monica, take her to prom, and live happily ever after. Tiffany was to good-looking and strong minded, so that wasn't happening. Sucker for love right? Now, let me tell you how this shit really went down!

Drip Drip

In the second week of school I felt a drip down my leg as I sat in class. When the bell wrong I went to the restroom. When I pissed it felt like fire leaving my penis. Few days passed I eventually told Pam what was happening. Clinic, doctor, Antibiotics. I cold hear the Boosie words in his song Mind of Maniac repeating in my head, wrap ya dick up ya dick will have the hiccups. Fuck my LIFE! I wonder who was the lucky girl, I thought to myself as the doctor asked the same question. Pam looked at me with a straight face. I ducked my head shamefully.

October 2009

11th grade

Me and Tiffany continued as friends for about a few weeks. We didn't really speak about the conversation we had over Facebook. We started to talk on the phone almost everyday. It went from phone conversations, to me taking her to get food after school. Then we grew closer than what we already were. Then we started to talk about sex. I didn't know how to approach Tiffany with the sex talk. Tiffany was superficial with the looks and body type, but little did I know I already had her. She told me that she wanted me since middle school, but I never said anything to her. The girls wanted me, but im a quiet dude. I don't do too much loud talk, and do stupid shit to impress bitches, that wasn't really my style. Im bouje just like you bitch. You gotta approach me! My goals were always first. Money attract black hood girls anyway.If love was to happen, god will put it there. I never went and chased love. Girls always came to me. Thats probably the reason why I never get who I want.

I never thought about skipping school. 11th grade year is the most important year of high school, and we skipped almost every other day. She told me that she wanted to come over my house. Only one thing popped in my mind. When we got there I was confused on to appraoch Tiffany about sex. Tiffany was just extra cute,and I wasnt sure if she wanted to chill or fuck.We sat downstairs for about a hour before anything happened. Next thing you know she was on top of me, tongues down each other throat. Im good for the neck licking, superficial with the shit. Then I could hear someone coming through the door. I made Tiffany go up stairs. I got up to look out the window, Pam! Aww shit here we go again!

Pam came in and walked towards the back of the house. I followed her to let her know we had a half day of school and we had to go back for the afternoon, but I didn't know until I got to school. Pam had to take a loss on this one, Tiffany had to get this work. Pam told me it was ok she just left something at here that she needed for work. Everything was cool and the close was clear. She left, I attended back to Tiffany upstairs.We laid in the bed under the covers, kissed, and she took off her pants. She had the cute birth mark that took over her stomach. I then licked all over her neck and body.Back then I wasn't eating pussy then, you couldn't pay me to eat some twat. I should of ate that pretty muthafucka though.The memes and instagram quotes, really forced people to attempt oral sex. You know people only do and believe what the internet say nowadays. We fucked almost five times a whole school day. That little pussy had some power, but she wasnt the best I had. Dont get me wrong, her looks made up for it but she couldnt take a dick. Who could take my dick? Its like I walk around with three legs.Looks only matter to dumb asses they'll put up with Tiffany's attitude! Tru aint putting up with no bitch attitude.

Fake Shit

Damn you can't take me home, ill sit yo shit on bricks " Posh said. Him and Big Rell laugh as I drove away. I started to see why Pam didn't want me at Chesterfield. My car wasn't a taxi. I could do it every now and then, but not everyday. Soon as you need someone, they asses aint there. I knew I didn't have real friends, the main reason I smiled and kept to myself. They won't do the same for you. My fuck everybody mind state is deeply instilled within me. Black people, when they don't get they way, they complain. When they get a little something, they treat you as if you never did shit for them. I didn't owe anybody shit, I still gave and didn't get back from the people I once love. I knew this from the start,and Pam had warned me. So fuck everybody! Ill spit on you bitches grave. Back to the story!

We made it to the playoffs. I was excited. The day before the playoff game we were having a school party. Big Rell didn't want the team to go . He had a point but I didn't see it then. I was sold on going to this party. Me and Big Rell got into a altercation in the locker room about it. He had a point and he was right, but I didn't want to miss the party. This girl who had a crush on me asked if I could pick her up so she could ride there with me. Tiffany already knew about her and knew she had a crush on me. I told her yeah, but didn't have any real plans to pick her up. I knew that would be crossing the line, especially if Tiffany found out. Oh yeah me and Tiffany a couple now. The shit raised a lot of eyebrows around Chesterfield.

I picked up LaTron and Posh for the occasion. Yeah, I forever picked up people for the occasions, but the another story. I got a call from that same girl, and she asked if I could pick her up. She was right around the corner.I knew it was wrong, but she agreed she wouldn't say anything when she got to the party. Tiffany was already there at the party with Tristie. I picked her up and I made the bitch sit in the back seat. She went in the party ahead of us because me, Latron, and Posh stayed back to drink some liquor in the car.We got out walked towards the party. Next, thing you know, here comes Tiffany walking out, loud," so you bought this rat bitch up here with you." "We done, we done Tru." I knew I was wrong. I fucked up so I apologized. I knew I shouldn't have brought the girl with me, but I did. I brought Tiffany inside the car just to calm her down. It took me a million times to admit I was wrong before she forgave me. A few kisses and the girl even shed tears over me. I had this fine ass girl crying in this car, over me! It made me want her even more. She let it go and we walked back to the party. Tiffany was so fine she had dudes turning heads on the way back in. I guess that comes with the territory when you deal with a female like that. It was too much attention for me. I didn't even say shit to the other girl once I entered the party. I didn't give a fuck about how she was getting home. Tiffany came back home with me afterwards. You know I had to give her that good makeup sex. We made love about 2 times before we went to sleep.

The next morning it was game time. I barely got any sleep. I gave Tiffany money to get in the game, she even drove my car there. This was the first girl I ever let drive my car. Too soon to quick right? Tiffany had me wrapped around her fingers.We lost the game but a stomach full of liquor and sex all night wasn't the cause. I was ready to take her back home for some more love.

Tiffany was the new Ms.Pacman. She took Monica's place with no question. She would meet me in the mornings to help me out. Monica was now dating one of her so call friends. I must admit I did feel some type of way. Their just friends when you guys are together, but that special friend is the one they always end up relationship with. Damn, were you fucking him when we were together. It goes to questioning all your relationships. I guess id be wrong to even question the shit. It wasn't like I was fucking one of Monica's friends or some shit. Even Adrianna was now in a reationship with Big Rell. I didn't really care for that though. She tried to sabotage all of my relationships. I just wanted her to move on and be happy.

Round 2

"I think I'm pregnant Tru" Tiffany said. My heart pounding but I knew this one might be true. I did give Tiffany a shot of Tru potion. She was a fine muthafucka though, who wouldn't. I wouldnt of did this if I knew it would make our relationship go in a downward spiral. If I did I would of kept my special potion. Im the pullout king!

The tales of Gene

I met Gene at the high school parties, me, Farious, Darco. and EHood use to attend. Dark skin cute girl never really gave her much attention. Farious liked her friend that went to Chesterfield and they would meet us at the parties. What was ironic about Gene, she went to the same school my mom Pam worked at. She was the complete definition of a rat. Youll find out why later in the story.

2 months and Tiffany missed 2 periods. She haven't told anybody yet about the pregnancy. I eventually wanted to tell Pam that Tiffany was really pregnant. That third month came and her stomach started to round up. I fucked up, even though I was the quote on quote pull out king. She was stuck on keeping the baby and I didn't want a kid, but if she was to keep it of course I would of been there. Tiffany tried to make me out as some kind of deadbeat. The tension was there and we eventually broke up. Imagine being in the same school with the girl you love, same classroom, and she pregnant with your child with no conversation. At least I deserved to know what was going on at that point.I guess everything happens for a reason.

Chocolate city

During the breakup around March I wanted my Tiffany, but I couldn't keep holding out. The stress and us not talking was eating me alive. It was this darkskin girl name Yolanda in my third hour class, with me and LaTron and I heard from him that she liked me. Little did I know she lived on the same block as Posh. Posh already knew this, but his hating ass secretly liked her, so he didn't tell me. I was with Tiffany, so I didn't really say much. Moral of the story Me and Yolanda had sex. I told LaTron, LaTron told Posh, and Posh went back and asked her, because he's such a hater. Yolanda never said another word to me until......

April 2010

11th grade

In April, Tiffany decided not to keep the child. We had gotten back together but weren't still on good terms. We couldnt even hold a conversation, but we were in relationship. I knew it had to be a reason. She had to be dealing with other dudes. It probably was going on the whole time she was pregnant. All of a sudden she had a difference in her demeanor.I thought it was weird but its something in a persons eyes that I could tell what they're thinking. It was just a feeling but I could be wrong. Thats until Posh told me that she was dating some dude. Now, I didn't believe him but her and Posh talked a lot in their second hour class. Bitch, didn't you use to like Posh? Why y'all holding conversations? Posh a sneaky person anyways. As soon as you turn your back, he'll spit in your plate, but thats another story. Ill find out if the bitch fucking around on me. God works in mysterious ways.

It was a party some that Posh's neighborhood had every year. Yolanda was going to be there. LaTron wanted me to go and kept pressuring me to mess around with Yolanda. I already knew they just wanted me to be a taxi cab but I wanted to go anyway. I had to get Tiffany off my mind. We got there I kept my eyes out for Yolanda. She came over to where we were and started to talk shit. She did it sneaky because she had some type of dirty ass boyfriend. I overheard you use to beat her up. She came over there and asked where Tiffany was. LaTron started laughing. She told him that I play too many games then her chocalate fat booty ass walked off into the crowd. She was so short that she dissappeared in the crowd. I liked her swag. I wanted to fuck her again too.

Tiffany come back

Me and Tiffany were still in a relationship but things were different. We would barely talk in school and she claimed to had lost her phone, so we didn't talk when she went home. So on this day in school I just so happened to walk pass Adrianna, she grabbed me and stated she had something to tell me. The bell rung so I was to catch her that next hour. The next hour came and what Adrianna told me came to no surprised because I knew it would be something about Tiffany. She told me that she seen Tiffany kissing this certain guy after school on her way home. I had a flash back in my head, I seen her and that same boy coming out of school together, but when she saw me, she came to my car and I took her home . Ill find out though, because whatevers in the dark comes to light. I didn't think the bitch would be a hoe quickly, she just had a abortion. Ill find out though. I always did. Anythings possible with females after that Angie situation.

I had came up with a plan to find out the truth between both of them. I would make them both swear, that this was or wasn't true. I called up Tiffany,and I asked, " say that you swear to god, you didn't kiss that man."She said," I swear Tru I wasn't kissing him." I called Adriana , I asked, " say that you swear to god that you seen Tiffany kissing that man." She said, "I swear, I was mad too, because I liked him also. I hope the liar go to hell and the devil put his dick in their mouth. I never lied on god, but someone in this situation was. Ill never believe ANOTHER WOMEN IN LIFE, well black women, I mean not the hood rats hoes, you know Tru love rats. If I was still with Monica I wouldnt be going through this shit.

That next week me and Tiffany decided to skip school, and of course go fuck. On the way to my house we argued the whole way there. I put her out on the freeway. When she got back in the car she shut the fuck up. It was almost like a routine thing all we did was have sex.The spark wasnt there anymore. We would barely even talk. I knew something was up. She went and use the bathroom downstairs and that was my cue, that it was time to snoop. Yeah it was a bitch move, but my conscious was bothering me and I had to know. I went through her purse and I came out with a phone, the same phone the bitch said she lost. I opened the text messages, and I seen messages from the same dude Posh said that she was dating. Well, I guess the fat bitch Posh wasn't lying this time. This bitch Tiffany was caught red handed. I was to play it out like I didnt know what was going on when she came back up stairs. She came back but I couldn't play it out, the shit was eating me alive. I asked, "I thought you lost your phone." She knew what was up then. "I thought you weren't talking to Ol dude." She started to shed tears, like I was wrong. Thats black woman for you, no accountability, and their never wrong. Ask Tommy Sotomayor and most black men today they'll tell you. Now that just had me wondering, was what Adrianna told me true? Tiffany still pleaded no to that,and she said she that she only been around the guy twice. I wouldnt put it past here she was probably fucking all three of us. You never know, the bitch didn't waste anytime to fuck around. Double standards a muthafucka! Yeah I was wounded, I guess I was about to have another fucked up summer!

Me and Tiffany ended our relationship. It was the best for both of us. I still felt some type of way about her though. School had ended by now but Tiffany had summer school.Monica ended up going to prom with someone else.

Monica went through two dudes that year. The bad part about her situation was that, they weren't even her boyfriends. Im pretty sure her lame ass friends influenced her to do that, like always. She wasn't even that type of girl, but she's a follower. Me and her weren't even on speaking terms. I pulled up on Tiffany once near the end of June and we talked about getting back together. A few weeks went past after that, no calls, no texts from her. A few more weeks went by, nothing! All of the shit we went through and I didn't hear a word from her. Damn, did the bitch move to Mexico! Mrs. Freak Tendencies, I knew I made a mistake. So when we get back to school, the bitch better not say one word. I promised myself Ill never go through this shit again. Being in love and the other person not giving a fuck, is the worst feeling ever. If you learn anything from me, know that if you a real dude, they always come back. Make sure they regret it, and play them like they played you!

The Tales of Emely

Y'all remember Emely right? The one that told Adrianna about Monica. She left Chesterfield that 10th grade year. We would have phone conversations every now and then through the years.She had a boyfriend, but I knew she just wanted some dick. During that summer I picked her up. She even offered to buy me something from the store. I never had a female offer. So she got me in my feelings for minute. She came over with sleeping clothes on ready to fuck. I told y'all, thats all she wanted. We didn't have sex though. I wasn't into it. Maybe it was because of that Tiffany shit, I don't know. She snitch on me but she still came through. Black females, they think like dudes. I could tell she just wanted a one night. Typical, its seems like a bunch of fucking clones around here now days. They all dress the same, talk the same, and even listen to the same music, no originality. I gotta move to Africa or some shit.

Chapter 9 Yolanda

Lets rewind the story for a minute. Yolanda, the darkskin girl from my 3rd hour had been wanting me for a minute now. She just had so much drama in her life, that I didn't want to move forward with her. Posh had gave me the rundown before I decided to pull up. She had some dirt ball ex boyfriend that so called use to beat on her. I never thought about getting serious with her because all the things I been through in Chesterfield, I just wanted to focus on my senior year. She wasn't my type either, but she was a real chick. A real person could surpass boundaries with me. Posh even told me to put two condoms on if I dealt with her because her ex boyfriend was just such a nasty dude. Here we go again! Tiffany was still on my mind though.

August 2010

12th grade

Treat people how they treat you, never over react. You gotta be able to look at your future and see through things clear. Just conversations with people can let you know they're small minded, go about your way, unless they disrespect. They will eventually die anyways, everybody's fake to somebody and everybody's real to somebody. In the hood, thought processing is backwards. They celebrate the fakes and bullshit, but thats another story.

Latron told me that Yolanda wanted to date me. I figured why not, I wasn't with Tiffany no more and needed to get my mind off of her. I pulled up on Yolanda's block, and it was 1 million dudes out there. It wasn't really a problem, but I just didn't like feeling out of place. It was just too much extra shit, that I didn't really have to go through. We came to my house and we didn't do much,I just wanted to get Tiffany off my mind. School let out and Tiffany was still being thought about. About a week past and Yolanda came over again, we had sex then. Yolanda was short darkskin and thick. I never really cared too much for thick girls but everybody think I liked her for that very reason. I liked those skinny petite girls.

Everyone liked to tell me I downgraded. Thats black people for you. What if the new bitch was smarter and had a better future at hand, how is it a downgrade? The old bitch didn't know what she wanted to do with her life. With NEGROES is all about looks. The bitch could be dumb ass a door knob, but as long as she looked better you upgraded. Safe to say thats why most people get played. Nowdays people are in relationships and they're not mentally connected. Love don't come with dollar signs. Its a time limit on when you should feel confortable to ask someone for money in a relationship. People will start asking for help only 2 weeks into dating. If you need help with bills you shouldnt be dating or fucking. I heard the comedian T.J Kirkland say if I was president if you didnt have 50 thouand dollars in the bank, it would be illegal to fuck. I agree 100 %. As soon as a black person get a little something, they forget about what you did for them. A ungrateful person's, favorite quote is "I don't owe nobody shit," and they've ask for a lot! Fuck everybody im tired!

I graduated from strip clubs to after hour spots. I'm not just talking about clubs that everybody goes too. I'm talking about the after hour houses. The house, after hours you had prostitutes that walked around selling pussy. I was turned out at an early age. 11th grade me and EHood would go to day shift at the strip clubs because we looked older. I would blow money I made in school hustling and off street dice games. EHood convinced me that, if I spent that much money in strip joints, I may as well spend it on some pussy at the after hour houses. What he introduced me too was a whole another world. See EHood had stop going to school in the third grade, but he was still a solid dude. He never really, talked shit or said slick hating comments liked I peeped from other friends. We had two different visions, but when it came to shit about being real, it was understood.

My dad had stop working because of medical reasons and it was now my senior year. I would do any type of hustling just to stay ahead. I'd shoot dice all night if I had too. Like one day when me and Yolanda were together and it was a dice game going on at this trap house. I left her in the car for 3 hours. She didn't complain, she understood, I guess she wanted her man to get some money. She was a real chick something I needed, but I knew I could never love her, just because I had to see Tiffany everyday in school.

Told You So

So now Tiffany wants me. Seeing me with Yolanda probably made her feel some type of way. Tiffany was smart though, I think she just wanted me to break up with Yolanda and then give me hell just to leave me by my lonely again. This bitch had her nerve to tell me I had a 48 hour deadline to break up Yolanda and be back with her. Bitch, it wasn't a privilege to be with your crazy ass! Then again, I thought about it, maybe because I did kinda miss her, but I couldn't take that chance. Bitch, I haven't talked to you all summer long, did you forget! Tiffany thought she had me wrapped around her fingers and I couldn't let her pull that move. That deadline past, I guess I had to just make the best of what I had with Yolanda. The next week I seen Tiffany at the store and I had LaTron in the car with me. We tusseled outside that store. We both blamed each other for the break up, but nothing got accomplished. I wanted to make things right at that moment. We could of patch things up. I guess moving things forward with Yolanda had Tiffany long gone. It was decision made too late!

October 2010

12th grade

This day we had a nighttime football game. My entire family and friends all showed up. They showed up and I showed out , 3 touchdowns and 1 interception. Our backup running back didn't play that game, so I was hella tired. He thought he should of been the starter so in that week of practice he had an argument with the coaches and decided not to play. The jealousy didn't really just peak from football, it was many other things which I never knew why. I even over heard him and Tiffany were dating but I didn't think much of it. I didn't think Tiffany like those type of dudes. I seen them close together during the game and thought maybe they were just close friends, because he wasnt her type.

In school I had marijuana and from time to time and started to sell candy. I started to make more money from candy sells then marijuana. It was kind of lame, but I had to make money by any means. I eventually gave up marijuana and focused on the candy hustle. In one day I would average 80 to 150 in profits just off some fucking skittles. I loved sports but I loved hustling too. What was even better, it was less risks involved. Making a profit out of anything I sell, gives me joy. Only thing about that is, when it comes to black people the only type of hustle they know, is drugs. Of course what I was doing wouldn't be respected. I had to distance myself from hate and negative thinkers. Never knew that eventually the whole school and people who were once friends would turn their backs on me.Only person that understood and had my back at the time was Yolanda.

It was our rivalry game. All the girls would came out with their boyfriend's jersey just for the game. Yolanda had on mines, she stood over there with my family. Then Tiffany comes out with a jersey. In my mind I thought who's jersey could this bitch have on. Of course, the BACK up running back! I was confused! The entire game I was unfocused. Bitch how could you come to my game with somebody else's jersey on. Bitch you wore my jersey last year at my games and for that very reason I felt betrayed. It was the wrong moment for that, and especially within the game I loved. This game was needed for us to enter the playoffs. It was the fourth quarter and we were down by 2 touchdowns. Me and the opposites team receiver had been aggressively playing all game. I would smack the receivers helmet's just to get in their heads when I jammed them off the line. This time it turned to a fight. He charged at me when the ball snapped. I continue to smack the shit out his helmet. Somehow I tripped ,fell and the forced from that made him fall over on top me. My helmet was so sweaty and loose that it came off. He mushed his fingers in my face, but if he would of punched, he could of had me beat. The game ended early because of the fight. They scored more points and went home with the W and a playoff spot. I messed up the season because of that!

Posh, LaTron, and Yolanda had rode home with me after the game. I overheard that Tiffany fought some girl in the parking lot before I got to my car. They told me it was over the Back up running back. In my mind I was lost. Damn, how could this bitch be fighting over another dude that quick. It wasn't my business but Yolanda knew that I still had feelings for Tiffany, so she didn't sweat it. LaTron tried to talk some since into me. He told me like he told me before me and Tiffany started the relationship. Tru he said" she a freak bitch." ""Fuck her weak ass" Yolanda just sat there taking heed to the whole conversation. I guess thats the reason I kind of kept her on my team. She was a strong girl. Ive never dealt with a girl who was as strong as her. She was the type of girl you could learn something from. She liked me, because I was something different. She was so use to dirt balls, not saying that im a saint, but I had a goals in mind and she believed in my vision.

November 2010

12th grade

By this time now,I had completely switched up my hustle. I went from the weed man, to the candy man. I started to make more money selling candy juice and chips in school than weed. I would have a locker on each floor full of product. I started to average 150 a day to 100 dollars a day. My only downfall I had was gambling. I would gamble everyday. Id even miss practice at times gambling. Things were good and bad.I would lose and often win at times. Besides that, I couldn't believe the hate I received from money I was making off fucking candy. I even had teachers looking at me sideways. Thats black people for you though. If the hustle aint illegal, its not understood.

Darco was my younger cousin. He was Cason's son, so at times I kept him up under my wing and tried to show him the ropes. He approached me with some dice that had only certain numbers on them.We called them the tricksters. We had come up with a plan for the tricksters. We would hit every hood and any clown, who would shoot dice with us, take their money at a advantage. I had two hustles that brought me in money. I had no need for Cason no more, but it didn't cause any friction in our relationship.I started to love the hustle game as much as I loved sports. In 12th grade I was into to drug dealing, dice shooting, sports,strip clubs, prostitutes and 3.0 gpa's. See im just not your average dude. I couldn't let a bitch get in the way of what I had going on. Sorry Yolanda, I can stand on my own baby.

My senior year football season was over. I ended the season with 13 touchdowns and over 1000 yards rushing. It was now time for basketball season.My middle school coach had come to my high school for my senior year to be our new basketball coach. I stopped liking basketball after 10th grade though . It just wasn't the same. Everybody wanted to be a fucking Micheal Jordan. There is no teamwork playing basketball with black people. Everybdy want to be the stand out star. I didn't care for none of the team like I did in middle school.It seemed liked every man was for them self. I stopped loving the game, that I onced loved.

On this day, I let Yolanda use my car to go to work. I didn't really want her walking home because of the crazy shit that went on in her neighborhood. Besides that, her dirty ass ex boyfriend practically stalked her. So I stressed to her, to not park my car on her block. Before I got dressed for practice, I got a call from her telling me that my window had been busted. I hung up, and had one of my friends come get me to pick up my car. I gave this bitch simple directions. See this is the reason why I didn't want to deal with hood bitches anymore. I don't have time for this hood, drama, black people shit. I didnt have to put up with noones drama. It didnt have anything to do with being scared of a dirtball. I just wanted to focused on my money, sports, and school but drama just followed me for some reason. I started to notice it was the cause of being with these hood bitches.

So I got there, now the bitch wanna look all distraught. I gave this bitch simple instructions. It really just gave me the green light to break up with her, because I didn't want a relationship no way. I didn't even speak when I pulled up. I made her bring me my keys. She started to cry, but for what reason I didnt know. Bitch, you brought this on yourself. You obviously, probably still fucking him, especially if he busting windows out over you. I drove off with a cracked ass windshield and just knew I wasn't fucking with her anymore. I was turned off from that point. She knew I hated taking losses. She was most definitely going to pay for it. The drama from black bitches, I just wanted to be single! Tru, you can never say no.

One thing about Yolanda she would never let me break up with her. I tried lots of times, but she wouldn't let me. I didn't want to continue with Yolanda after my window got busted. I just didn't want to put up with that drama shit. She wasn't even worth all that drama for me to deal with. I wanted to be single anyways. LaTron told me that if I break up with her im letting the dirt ball win. It wasn't even about that though. I wasn't for the drama at the moment. You know what black people say though. You scared, you letting him break yall up. No, the bitch just aint worth the fight! I aint in love with her or no shit like that. I couldn't tell her what it really was but I guess I continued with her because of what other people thought. I was so young minded.

Rampage of revenge Angie

December 2010

12th grade

Angie inboxed me on Facebook. I had overheard she was stripping and I guess she had a baby. It wasn't like I expected anything else from the retarded bitch. We inboxed each other back and fourth for a minute. I could tell she wanted to get back with me, so I lead her on. I wanted to fuck anyway though.Shit hell, I was fucking strippers and prostitutes anyway, so why not. I told her that we should get back together and Ang was all in. It was a hit her, quit her, split her moment. Every bitch that played Tru had to pay debt. When I mean every bitch, Every Bitch, I would eventually get revenge on them all. See, when you a real dude, these hoes come back. They realized they made their mistakes. They go looking for their past dudes that were nice to them.You know my rules though. Once you fuck another dude after me, bitch you done! Ill never come back to a bitch that I once had, who gave my pussy away! Double standards a muthafucka! Go search for some morals bitch! Im just here for revenge!

I picked her up. It was snowing like crazy. I had to tell Yolanda that it was snowing to bad to pick her up. I wanted Angie to spend the night. This retarded bitch had nipple, pussy, and belly piercings now. The pussy was wore out. I could of stuck a fist in her vagina. What a waist of time! I had this bitch all in her feelings. She actually thought that I would actually be her boyfriend again. The nerve of this bitch. This internet shit ,got these black bitches head boosted. They think every dude like and want to fuck them. I got revenge, but I have a question for you. Did it make me feel any better? My exes will pay one way or another. Its like that game that we played as kids. I had to get the last lick.

2011 February

12th grade

I was on a mission to ruin all my exes lives. They had to pay one way or the other. LaTron was the first dude that I tried to hit licks with. We both had the same idea that money is power and it ruled the world. When you had money, bitches weren't hard to come by. We had done a few BNE 's but none that really were successful. BNE's basically stands for breaking and entering which were popular at that time before the scammers arrived. Things started to get bad when I almost got caught doing a BNE inside my neighbors house. We were suppose to be in school. I also tried to BNE Monica's old house she stayed in across the street. Thankfully I didn't get caught but it was speculation surrounding me. Especially on the day this happened.

It was a day that I gave up selling candy at school for like a week. Don't get me wrong I had been making money. I just felt like it was lame and started let people get in my ear. I started to let the haters get in my ear. They forgot I had hustle like a muthafucka. I got back in Cason's ear for another sack and, me and LaTron had a BNE mission. I wanted all the money. I wanted to stunt, shine, and flex! I would do anything to get it. So I tried on this day a known drug house on my grandmothers block. My cousin Farious was inside my grandmothers but we were on bad terms. Farious had been mad earlier that week at me because I didn't put him on the trick dice situation me and Darco had going on. I had to learn that everything I do isn't everybody's business. He felt some type of way but I knew Farious mindset wasn't capable of using them. He even told me that he would tell the dudes from his neighborhood I had them. Fucked up right. The fact of that is that I never use the tricksters on them. I'd only use them on the suckas. Crazy how family works, but that isn't the last time he'd do some betrayal shit. Farious a fucking liar and been that way his whole life.

The Lick

I felt like Darco had been pocketing some of the money we would win off the tricksters. Just like Farious, Darco was a fucking liar too. So I seen a gold chain laying around in his house that id been plotting on taking. Gold was a hot commodity around 2011. Around my city they had been opening up a lot of cash for gold shops. The Arabs were killing the game. I just had a gut feeling that Darco was fucking me over, so I took the chain out his house. I knew it would come back to haunt me, and especially if I was wrong. I told Darco id come right back after I took the chain without him knowing. I headed to the other side of town to the cash for gold spot to get it price. They told me that they'd give me 200 for the chain. I told them I would think about it and then I headed to Farious house which was only a few blocks away. So I drove over there to think about my decision. I had on a all black sweat suit that day and put the chain in my pocket.

Sitting outside of my grandmothers house I seen some dudes get out their car and they had a covered what look like a flat screen Tv carrying it into their house. That house had been known for as a trap around the neighborhood. My mind said forget about it, but my stomach said money. I wanted to call LaTron but I thought that would waste too much time. It looked like that, whoever the dudes were, they'd just had hit a lick on that TV. I went in my grandmothers house to let Farious know the situation. I knew he was mad at me at that time, so I 'really didn't want to say anything. I told him about what was going down anyway, and ask him was that still a trap house. He stated that the same dudes didnt be there anymore.

We rushed and really didn't plan it out. Farious grabbed his gun, and we raced across the street like a bat out of hell. It was like some real life, movie, hood gansta shit. I started to have second thoughts about it, but already agreed to do it. The door was locked but I seen the same dudes go in the through window on the front porch. Bingo, the window was unlocked. I climbed in and then Farious followed. We were in enemy territory! We search around but didn't see anything. Farious went to the back, he wanted to flip mattresses checking for guns. We almost left out until I seen that same cover that those dudes had when they entered the house. I lifted the the cover, and it was a huge flat screen. We ran out the house and I put the Tv in my truck. My strong ass carried the Tv as Farious ran along the side of with his pistol out. The neighbor next door seen everything that was going on and came outside. Farious sisters pulled up almost at the same time. We pulled off and drove over town to sell the Tv. The pond shops didn't want to give a good price, so we made the decision to sell the tv on the streets. Farious made that first call but his phone went dead. He said we should go back to house to get his phone charger so he could make some calls. Remind you, this is the same block we just had hit the lick on and the Tv had still been in the back. So, we got back to the block and Farious went inside my grandmother's house. He took almost 8 minutes before I seen the door come open. Then I seen a green truck reverse and pull down the street in my review mirror. I seen Farious ducked down on the porch wave his hand through the door and whispered the word Go! The green truck pulled up right along side of me. Two dudes in all black got out with mean muggish looks on their face.

Chapter 10 Karma

Scurrrrrrrrttt! as my passenger side tire hit the curbed when I mashed the gas in reverse. I backed up on a one way street almost backing into the fire hydrant. I made my way to the two way street behind me and drove 60 mph down a residential street. I could see the Truck they were in, inside my my rearview mirror backing up slowly the same way I came. I flew down the street hoping not to get in a accident. My truck jumped in the air as I came to a bump and hitting my head on the roof, busting my lip. I turned down the block that we would shoot dice on in the neighborhood hoping to see one of my home boys just in case they caught up. I didn't see anyone so I maintained down the street at a fast speed. The truck was no longer in site but I still had my guard because shots could come from anywhere.

Karma

Making my way back to the other side of town Big Rucc called me with a angry tone saying the same dudes kicked in my grandmothers door. My heart dropped, as I made my way more towards home. I got there, Big Rucc and Pam came outside. He pushed me up to my car, but I didn't try to fight it because I knew I had done wrong. Pam looked at me with a worried look ,not angry. I knew I fucked up, but couldn't take it back. They said they were all about to go over there to return the TV. Pam told me I had to go somewhere else tonight. At that moment I thought about the chain that I took from Darco's house. All of that, jumping through windows, running, and gunning maybe it dropped. I checked my sweat pants pocket and the chain was still there. Only thing I could think of was karma. That bitch don't play with Tru. I made my way back to Darco's house to take the chain back.

I walked in Darco's house and started to tell him the story. He didn't believe all of that shit happened in that short amount of time. I told him I had to go to the bathroom just so I could put the chain back. What a fucking day! It most definitely had to be one of the craziest days of my life. I called LaTron and Yolanda to tell them what happened. Yolanda felt Farious knew what we were getting into. Big Rucc called and said the Tv had cracked and Chill paid them for the TV. It must of cracked when I flew in the air over that bump. My whole family showed up over there. Thats one thing about my family, when some shit hit the fan we all came together, right or wrong. I spent a few more hours at Darco's house until things died down. Pam called me and told me to bring my ass home. When I got home they told me the story. They said when they kicked in the door Farious had 2 pistols pointed at them. My mom was still in disbelief. She probably thought I was the one the broke into our neighbors house. Pam wasnt stupid though. I think Big Rucc told her anyways.

March 2011

12th grade

Days went by and I got rid of my truck. My truck stood out because it wasn't junk an ordinary truck. It was like a hunting truck they use in the woods to hunt dear. I was kind of tired of it anyway. I sold it, then use the money and bought Big Rucc's Monte Carlo from him. I started to distance myself from Farious because I felt like he set me up for failure. I asked him before things happened, whose house it was and he lied. It was like he had some type of, personal grudge towards the dudes and he wanted to do it himself anyway. He had double motives. I knew everybody else would think otherwise because I stopped coming around. I learned I didn't have to explain myself to dumb muthafuckas that didn't have shit to do with the situation but then again, I did make shit hot in their neighborhood. So I could understand, but I was young and teenage minds make mistakes. Things could have been worse. It was best for me to distance myself. All the bullshit I had been doing, had been out my character. The fact of the matter is that it was one purpose for all of this. Money, the route of all evil. It had me doing devilish shit. I wasnt into being a theif, I just like money!

Fake friends part one

I could pick up, take everyone, everywhere with me. Big Roe and LaTron told me about a party and was supposed to let me know about it. I guess Big Roe had got a car and told LaTron hell pick him up for it. The night passed no call, no nothing. Ive always felt boycotted when it came to petty muthafuckas. The good niggas get left behind and the fake niggas be in love and suck each others dick. I could imagine their conversations in the car. Pick Tru up, no he got a car, fuck that nigga. Pam told me these friends would forward you to voicemail. This aint the only time this fake shit would happen.See when shit like that happened, Yolanda was my best friend. She always stood by my side.I don't know if she did that just because she was my girlfriend but a lot of times, I did trust her judgement. She wasn't no dumb bitch, and she knew how hood niggas play games. She knew the game, and she would encourage me not to dwell on it. Any other girlfriend i've ever had, never did the type of shit she did to my mind. Sometimes she would get out of line jumping into to shit she didn't have any business in. With all that, I still didn't trust her but she was more than a friend to me.

Farious was kind of jealous of me and LaTron's relationship. He would say little remarks but I could read jealousy from a mile away. He was kind of happy me and LaTron weren't talking at that point. I would only fuck with Farious when I came around to holla at Ehood. I guess Farious felt like I left him to deal with the aftermath of everything that went on with those same dudes by himself. Thats just comes with Farious being a follower listening to dumb asses in his ear.

I was solo in school. On top of that my pockets started to get low because I didn't have the candy situation going anymore. Me and Darco stop using the tricksters because of another situation that happen. It was just me and Yolanda. It wasn't like I fucked with people before. LaTron just had a lot of dicksuckers around him, so you know how that go. Them same niggas would do anything for him. It was dudes I never even said a word to in Chesterfield that looked at me sideways now.I had become a fan of Lil boosie my 11th grade year before he went to jail. He had this one song named bullshit. The lyrics played in my head and that one line that related to me, went like this " nigga how you built you let hating stop yo grind homie." I had to make these niggas mad even more. The hustle was back, fuck what they thought.

Suspicious activity

Someone broke into the Monte Carlo and stole my radio. I had the in dash radio that played dvds on it. Right outside Chesterfield and security cameras didnt even catch it. Maybe I shouldn't of uploaded it on Facebook. The next day it was gone. They came through the passenger side window and that window was already fucked up. That being the case somebody that been in my car knew about it. I've always suspected that it was Ehood and Farious. Farious had motives. Maybe it was somebody part of the everybody hate Tru gang.

The Tales of Darco

We had a trickster mission a few blocks a way, with some of Monica's friends. We were out of bounds but had got away with it on them before. We took almost 300 dollars of their money. When Darco got down to roll the dice again the dude asked if he could see the dice. The dude and Darco got into a loud argument. I told the guy, that we would just leave we dont be in the streets trying to mess over people money. As we walked towards the car, a van pulled up. That same dude walked towards the van telling them the story in a loud tone. He got in that same van, and the van sped down the street towards us. One guy hollered and said "Aye!! let me see those dice." I told Darco to toss the tricksters. He walked up to the van and showed them the good dice. They wanted us to come back and shoot dice again, but I didn't trust it. We left thankfully because the shit could have went sideways.

Karma

A few of Darco's friends I met through him wanted to shoot dice. I went over there with Farious and another guy from his neighborhood. We got there and started the dice game up. The dude couldn't miss a point. He hit 10's back to back! He 9's back to back! He hit 4's back to back! Until he took all of my money. It didn't hit me until I left that house that I just got finessed the same way id been finessing people all of these months. Its crazy when you're in the mist of it that you don't even notice shit. Karma a bitch! I couldn't be mad. I could have lost more way more money than I did. Shit id been getting over on people for months. Im done with the tricksters. Karma don't play!

Did you miss me

Back in business! My customers missed me. They made it seemed liked I starved them to death. I disappeared from the game for almost a month.The haters hated it too that I was back. I was on my own in Chesterfield and only had Yolanda by my side.I kept to myself, even sat alone at lunch. I only talk to customers. It seemed like at times I only came to school to sell product and thats it. I had the phone game on lock too. The Mexicans would asked for a certain phones id have it 2 days tops. I ove the game, I love to hustle. Just like that movie line in Paid in Full. Less friends the more focused you are.

The PETTYNESS

I got competition now! You'll never guess who it is. People wanna compete with the candy sack. Tiffany's boyfriend,the backup running back and his homeboy bought some type of homemade drinks in school and tried to sell them. These drinks were all over the school and me, im wondering who the fuck was behind the shit. It didn't stop my cash flow but, I still had to be petty. So I bought the same type of drink to school for half the price and more of the quantity that next day. I didn't want the profit, I just wanted to laugh. Boy,the dirty looks I got. Thats all the were, looks. Tru was a bitch ass, scary person, to many people, but never,Did No-one, Do Anything. I didn't walk around, macho mannered either. Never bothered anybody, I never understood the animosity. Some people haters and don't even know their hateful. Their parents never thought them to love. They seen their parents and older siblings sit on the porch and talk about other people all day. Who should we blame, them or they're sorry ass parents.

Try Me Months

About three weeks past and I just happened to walk past Tiffany. I didn't even look her way but I guess she wanted some attention. She said something smart. Man, those last months before I graduated everyone had animosity towards me. Whatever me and her had I thought we left that in the past when she got with her new boyfriend. For some reason the word bitch, came out my mouth. I knew that would stir up some shit but I didn't even look her way for her to even say one word to me. She stated she would catch up to me later. I knew the bitch wasn't lying either. You know black bitches love to fight and start drama. About 6th hour, we just so happened to cross paths and she asked "so what you call me earlier" and this dumb bitch swung, but missed. Now its just a big commotion in the hallway. The backup running back/drink salesman/new boyfriend started to hold her back. In my mind I just stood their thinking what type of soap opera drama shit is this. I watched him because I knew what time it was based off his character. I sat their confused telling someone that I don't even have words Tiffany anymore, she must of been on her period , better yet the bitch wanted some attention. Then he walked up in a fast pace. Here we go again with this soap opera shit. I put my hands out for the Back Up running back to stand back. She ran behind him,trying to hold him back. Here we go again with this soap opera shit. "Don't put your hands on me," he yelled. Again thats all it was mean mugs and whispers. No-one really had a real reason to dislike Tru. Maybe over a bitch, but maybe they'll see how bitches work in adult hood. Ive seen it at a young age. These black bitches will get you locked up and then bail you out because their built off drama. They wanna make that they bailed you out a Facebook status or some shit. A few weeks passed and my tire was flat coming out of school. Who flattenend my tire on my Monte Carlo today or did I run over a nail. It must be somebody part of the everybody hate Tru gang.

April 2011

12th grade

Ive never been suspended from school,even up to this point. Its crazy that I had to wait until my final year in high school for that to happen.On this day I had a sell to make around 2nd hour.As I approached the classroom it was a boy apart of the everybody hates Tru gang who stood in the door way. He said something under his breathe. I couldn't really make it out to what he said but I fed into it. I got tired of giving passes so somebody had to hear me out. I made sure I let him know that he was broke and a hater, for no reason at all. I never even talked to the guy much he was just one of LaTron's flunkies maybe. It was a heated argument but I thought it would end right there. So after lunch I had a crowd of people around me, customers everywhere trying to buy product. All I could hear was a loud commotion down the hallway which sounded like Yolanda's voice.I had to tell one of the boys from the football team to hold my product. She was arguing with the same guy I just had the altercation with. I rushed down there and he squared up. Then I felt almost 3 people holding me back before I could get close. As they held me, I observed the scene. The whole everybody hate Tru gang stood there patiently as if it was a setup. The same boy didn't have that much heart so I knew someone talked him into it. I could see LaTron standing there with a smirk on his face like he had something to do with it. I looked him in face, and let him know that what he did was fucked up. He tried to play stupid, but I knew he had an influence on those dick suckers.

So we had to go to the office. I felt it was my time to understand what was the motive behind the everybody hate Tru gang.I put the boy under pressure. In front of everybody,assistant pricipals, security the whole office! I wanted to know what was his motive. He couldn't answered, he didn't have shit to say. He didn't want to point himself out as a hater. Then Yolanda came in and this was the funny part. It was like we could read each others mind on what was to be said. She asked the same questions." Why do everybody hate Tru is what I'm trying to figure out?""Is it because he sell candy?" I started to laugh. "Is it because he play football?" "He don't even know you why do everybody hate Tru?" No reply. It was no reason for the everybody hate Tru gang. Some people was just never showed love,but how could you blame them. Everybody had a problem but never told me about it. Why go start shit with my girl,when we just was right there and you didnt do shit. Black people so backwards.

I had a 1 day suspension for the commotion caused in the school. When I got back as soon as I walked in the school, the same boy stood there with a mean muggish look, but thats all they ever were, looks!

That next hour LaTron came walking down the hallway, he approached me and we chopped it up. I was never the type to be mad at something forever about some shit, unless it was about money. Sometimes I would over react to certain situations but thats just me.If it was a falling out it was probably because you pulled a fake move but us as people we often make mistakes. We never realize what we had until its forever gone. The bell rung and the whole everybody hate Tru gang watched us talk, as they walked by and looked confused. With me and LaTron not talking for the few months that gave dudes courage to dicksuck and follow along side of him. I never really was the outgoing, get along with everybody type but Latron was. He could talk his flunkies into doing anything he wanted but I wasn't mad at him for that, because you need a few dummies on your team. At the end of the day wasn't no other niggas about to come into between what me and my homie already established. With males, it all about testosterone and being tuff. Everybody's afraid to kiss ass. Misunderstandings will go unnoticed and everyone is afraid to admit when their wrong. Admitting you were wrong and taking blame for you actions, goes a long way. You'll see how thats works when your in front of a judge.

The Truth Hurts

Prom day was when I found out I was a gambling addict. Darco asked if I wanted to shoot dice. I knew I should have said no, but I just wanted his few dollars. 3 hours later he had close to 500 dollars of my money. I hadn't even got dressed yet for prom. I still had to make my way to my hotel. Yolanda kept calling back to back. I left, and I made him give me half my money back and made him leave before my send off. I got dress, and went to pick Yolanda up for prom. Monica came to my going off party. I grabbed her booty, when Yolanda wasn't looking. I was feeling myself. Felt kind of bad because thats who I was supposed to go to prom with. I guess everything happens for a reason. I should of got most hated and top hustler in the fucking year book. The people who made the year book had connections to the everybody hate Tru gang. All eyes were on me and Yolanda, mean mugs, and talks under breathes as we got there. I was just glad to get this shit over with and move on to the next stage in my life.   
I chosed to go to school to play football for this division 3 school. At times I wish I didn't go to Chesterfield, I would have had a better chance with sports but I guess everything happens for a reason.Now I had my open house to look forward too and I was forever done with Chesterfield forever, so I thought. Things were kind of sad that me and Yolanda had to split up. We could have went to the same schools but the love wasn't that deep for me to go that route with her. It was time for me to find myself and meet new people. After all id been through, I didn't trust a soul. How could I possibly trust a female miles away from me. I was going to miss her though. We been through a lot in that one year. She was loyal to an extent and I never had a girl like her. The open house came we were having a ball. We turned up, and the rain couldn't even stop us. Yolanda's parents and family came, we all had fun. Pam said she would have another party next year and invited everybody again. We would call it a luau party.

I spent the last night with Yolanda before she left. She had to leave two weeks before me. I didn't want to make it seemed like ill miss her to make things worse but honestly, I would. We didnt have an idea when we would see each other again. She left and I went on a hoe stroll out for revenge! I called Adrianna, Monica, Diara and Tiffany. Yeah, I gotta double back before I leave. Maybe Tiffany miss me. Maybe ill get a few laughs out of Diara again. Maybe ill forgive Adrianna and forget about the bodies she caught. Maybe me and Monica will get back together, have babies, and live happily ever after. Maybe I'll share those same kisses with Angie again.Who will I get back with? You'll never know.Im double back king though! We shall see! Ill be back again though, trust me. You should of knew it was a part 2. The Truth Hurt don't it!!!!!!

To Be Continued.

About the author

The author tells us a fiction story made up of fake names. I uses inferences from his favorites movies stars,music artist , and activist. These events actually took place and his goal is to get nieve people to open up their eyes before they make the same mistakes. The objective is not to bash, but telling it in a blunt humorous tone of voice may get acrossed to readers. He feels the world take things too serious at times and some people should have a little more humor. Things happen let the past be the past and move on to live happy lives.
