Hey guys! um, so last night everything
happened very very fast
I don't know how I'll start with this video. But I just want to share my experience
on what happened yesterday. Well, ofcourse, It started last December.
Sheila from Viva messaged me about the Awesome Live with BlackPink
Then she sent to me that Samsung PH wants me to represent the Philippines and join the dance
competition
I was really crying when I called mama to tell her. I said "Ma, they will send me to Indonesia
to watch BlackPink and to perform in front of them."
because they will be the judge. Then fast forward to January 9
they confirmed to me the details of the event.
They told me that the flight will be on January 13 and there will be a dance contest. What should we do?
The next day, January 10, I have a meeting with Samsung's PR, Eon.
That Friday I sent all the materials and the costume. We only have 3 days
or less that 3 days to prepare our piece. Thank God
my favorite choreograpeher is available, Macky Quiobe.
He's also the choreographer of my viral cover of Twerk It Like Miley
I'm also very thankful to Jara because she let Eunice and Daphny to join me
They added life to the choreo. I said that they really need to do stunts
because I felt like that BlackPink often see stunts because they are more on choreography
I'm thankful to Macky and Jara.
We rehearsed for 2 days. On the first day we completed the choreography and on the next day we polished it
On the third day, we recalled the choreography then went straight to the airport
It's 8:54 and yesterday there was an ash fall because the Taal volcano erupted
Yesterday and earlier today all the flights were cancelled.
There were a lot of flights still getting canceled
I can't believe that I'm already here inside the plane and I'm flying to Jakarta
I want to cry because I'm afraid that our flight might get canceled too but I'm finally here.
I'm vlogging shyly because I'm in the business class
When we boarded the plane that's just the time that I'm finally at ease
And then when the plane takes off, I'm crying.
I can't believe that this will happen and I'm going to perform out of my country
and in front of BlackPink
We're finally here!
I woke up early the next morning maybe because I'm so excited.
I've been waiting for this since December 2019 and I am finally here in Jakarta!
It's finally January 14, it's Awesome Live with BlackPink
I'm teary eyed since yesterday before going here.
Back then I'm just watching their concerts and going to fan meet events
We really prepared for this.
We practiced the whole day. Even before going to sleep and upon waking up I'm listening to our piece
never in my wildest dream that I thought of performing out of the Philippines
I can't stop crying. I feel shy crying. I don't want to look ugly on the stage
I don't want to tell stories for now because I'll just keep on crying.
I don't want to have puffy eyes and look ugly. I want to look beautiful on stage.
I don't have with me my glam team. I'm just with my dancers
New Gen Eunice and New Gen Daphny, and of course my road manager, Patty.
In just an hour, we are going to head to the venue to rehearse our piece
and to prepare for the event.
so let's go
We will be with the 6 other representatives from different countries in a while
We're so nervous. (Ate) Patty will not perform but she's nervous as well.
Good thing there was a rehearsal because we found out that what they have is our old mix
That was our first draft mix.
On that mix, Daphny won't have much time to do her stunt for Kill This Love
We're done with the stage rehearsal
We're now doing our make up
Here's my raffle ticket
I want to win the Galaxy Fold. Haha. No, the BlackPink themselves. Vacation with BlackPink?
It's 6pm already and I can't curl my hair!
Daphny's already helping me to curl it and still can't curl it.
And I said "Alright then let's just let it be. Let's just do our best!"
We will perform at 7pm and it's already 6:39. We are still fixing my hair.
We prayed.
The three of us are crying while praying. We look like dumb. haha.
I told them not to cry because our eyes will look puffy and we'll look ugly on stage.
When we are already heading to the backstage. I'm so nervous and I felt like I'm going to throw up.
My knees are shaking. I felt like I won't be able to pull off the choreography.
I'm super nervous
Normally when I'm performing in front of many people,
I'm already getting nervous. What more now, that I'm going to perform in front of your idols.
Not just your idol but your global, international idols will watch you.
When we are on our way to the backstage, everything feels so slow. I already want to perform because I'm super nervous and I feel like I'm going to faint.
There's still an introduction and stuff
And when it's Cambodia's representatives turn already, my heart felt like it's going to burst that I need to go to the emergency room.
Can I do it? No, I shouldn't get nervous.
I'm afraid because I know my body memorized the choreography
It already know what to do. It must have been the muscle memory
But still you don't know what will happen once you are already on the stage. I might get mental blocked,
I might get starstruck on BlackPink,
I might just cry because BlackPink is focused on you. I don't know what will happen.
I said, "No, I need to be able to execute the choreography well"
Maybe, I won't be able to execute it perfectly but at least I'd be able to perform it beautifully. And be able to make them smile.
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