

DEFINING GOD v2

A testament to the World of my God by Damon Shawn Hyde.

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Copyright: 2017

Table of Contents

Table of Contents

Prelude

Dedication of this Book

Special Thanks to Others

In Honor of My Father

CHAPTER 1 [DEFINING GOD]

Searching for God

God Defined

Parts of God

Getting to Know God

A Look at the Bible

Questioning God

CHAPTER 2 [BELIEFS]

What are Beliefs

Religions of the World

Good Versus Evil

Deciding on God

Beliefs of Damon Shawn Hyde

Other Beliefs

Believing in Jesus

CHAPTER 3 [GOD SPEAKS]

Hearing God

A Conversation with Gabriel

A Conversation with Michael

A Conversation with Jehovah

Conversations with Jesus

Conversations with Satan

A Deception Against Man

A Prayer for Man

Choosing Man's Destiny

The Love of Understanding

Connecting to God

God in Man

All Mankind Emerges Nirvana

CHAPTER 4 [RELATIONS]

Relations to All Human/Living Souls

My Contract to You Other Human/Living Souls

My Gift to Other Human/Living Souls

Relations to All Fictional Entities

Relations to gods/God

Prelude

" _If you resist reading what you disagree with, how will you ever acquire deeper insights into what you believe? The things most worth reading are precisely those that challenge our convictions." = Author Unknown_

Haven't we all searched at some time in our lives for an understanding and deeper meaning of God in some manner or other? How and what is the best approach to decipher and decide on a trueness of God? When do you decide to believe and follow such a God? This book is a compilation of where these questions have manifested into my God.

I could have asked the question – 'Does God exist?', but the God I present to you is defined, literally. I cannot deny existence of a God that is, and I cannot denounce a God that is above all other gods. If I can explain and tell you about my God, then you can understand who the God I am defining is. My God cannot be challenged or denied. You can choose to not accept my God, but why choose not to accept what is?

Please do not be offended, for I have no meaning to offend anyone in any way, shape, or form throughout this book. I hope all of you see this in the writings. If I do offend some which is sure to happen, I am truly and deeply sorry. Do not take it personally, I accept your god, it is just I see your god as only a part of, in and from my God.

That being said, I have multiple intentions for the releasing of this book. I will try to make it apparent in the book, but for those of you who like it bluntly, I will state my intentions prior.

" _He who climbs a cliff may die on the cliff, so what? Always a risk- taker by nature, now I became one by intent." = Ruth Park_

I intend for a sharing of my God to all Mankind. I intend to declare my Sovereignty as a part of, in and from God. I intend to make an offering of relations to the world and all its fictional (corporations/countries) and non-fictional inhabitants (you). I intend to make a means for my survival, freedom, happiness, life, liberty, love, and property on this Earth as long as I am here. I intend to write five versions of this book.

So forgive me before I even begin for the selfishness that may be portrayed in many of my intents previously stated and any selfishness that may also be portrayed in the book. I see it as my duty to be able to survive in God's physical realm that I am a part of. This should be apparent, and a duty for all of you too.

I intend to open as many minds as I can with this book. I want you to actually put some thought into how and whom you worship. I hope that you will look at and within yourself, and ask yourself the question; why do I believe the way I do? Was I taught to believe this since I was a child? Only you know the answers for yourself, though others may help you see these answers. I do intend at least for those of you willing, that you start to question what you believe and why? Maybe even some of you will grow, change, and or expand your beliefs from that. That is up to you.

This book is not intended to be a long read, or to cause commotion in any way. My goal is that you will be able to read this book in one sitting. The basic premise could easily be put down in just a few pages, though I could easily spend my lifetime writing about it too. I see no need to make this book long winded and drawn out. The purpose for this is I do not want to make drones of anyone, especially the weak minded and easily influenced. I intend to encourage your thoughts and have you fill in for yourself your part of, in and from God. You are as important as any other; you may just not know it, or haven't accepted it yet. Of course I expand a little more than just a few pages to hopefully get you thinking on how this book relates to you.

That being said, I have included a section in Chapter 2 where I cover beliefs that I have. Some of these beliefs are based on fact, some on experiences, and many I have taken from others. I am happy to admit that I have no problem in changing my beliefs when they are unquestionably proven to be wrong. These beliefs are beliefs of the parts of, in and from God. I include them for the sole purpose of stating which parts of God I desire to follow and accept due to the rewards I feel that will be given for my spiritual growth, happiness, and eternal survival.

belief: The mental act, condition, or habit of placing trust in a thought not yet fully proven.

I intend to claim the rights of freedom, happiness, life, liberty, love, and property through God in this book. As stated with meaning, I do not want to offend, to cause harm, or destroy any of you in any way, shape, or form. I see you as I see myself, both a living, breathing, physical and spiritual entity living in God's realms (we are Man). I do not claim to be above any of you, though I tell you also that none of you are above me.

" _There is always a gap between intention and action." = Paulo Coelho_

To communicate properly one must have an understanding of the meaning of the words being spoken or written. To accomplish this, I will define to the best of my ability what I mean when I write certain words. Example...

testament: A talking of and about God.

These are my definitions given to words as best I could come up with to state my meaning. I know there are many definitions of testament, love, greed, spells, etc...., please when I have defined it, know that it is in relation to the meaning I intended. Feel free to put any meaning you want to the words, but it is unlikely you will gain any legitimate or true understanding of what is trying to be related and they will be your words not mine.

I hope each of you take something from this book that gives you insight, conversation, or even just mild entertainment. That is for all of you to decide on, and not my major intent. Most my intents are stated and this book is a declaration of my God to the world, how it relates to the world, and me living in this world.

declaration: an announcement or proclamation.

I also would like to thank all of you who are reading this book for the time you have given to hear what I have to say. God is with and in you all, even if you haven't realized it yet. May each of us obtain what we seek, and may we all realize that we pay the price for seeking those things that cause infringements upon God.

infringements: violating, encroaching, transgressing, and trespassing (upon what God has bestowed) with evil intent for unneeded use.

As for myself and who is Damon Shawn Hyde. Well that is my Christian name given at birth. I have also been called Damon, Damon Hyde, sir, dad, friend, buddy, son, brother and many other names. I am a living soul embodying a flesh, blood, and bone body in this physical realm. I am able to think and move. I was supplanted here as a part of, in and from God and claim all rights as such. I AM.

Disclaimer: I have no intent to offend any. I mean no ill towards any of you, as well as any of the gods, but I will call it as I see it in this book, thus I will now refrain from any more apologies on this subject for what I write. Note – I have included many quotes in this book. I do not agree completely with all quotes given within this book and a few I completely disagree with. I found them relevant for what I was trying to state, and I agreed with the context in relation to what I was writing. The main purpose of the quotes was to add words of wisdom, make people think, and to acknowledge those who have given the world thoughts of their own. Please, you all need to learn to think for yourselves.

Man: Mankind, Homo Sapien, human, man, woman, all genders and races thereof; for those who are offended I use the term Man. I have no ill intent, animosity, hatred toward any gender or race. I see the soul in the body and all souls of Man, as a part of, in and from God. We are all special and equal as humans on this planet regardless of gender or race. I defined the word for the meaning intended; don't make something negative out of something positive. I don't play those silly little politically correct games that cause more harm and diversity, and often shows much less acceptance of others. If anything you should laud that I use the term and define Man to include all. It only proves I see all as equal and vilifies any belief that I am degrading any gender or race.

Dedication to this Book

There are none more deserving to this dedication than my son Hunter Barrow Hyde. I do not dedicate this book to him because he is my son, because I wrote it for him, because he was my inspiration, or to any of those other reasons as such. I truly struggled at times, especially towards the end where I just didn't think I could do it. He told me "not many people have been gifted with missions or ideas like you have dad, your one of if not the smartest persons I have ever met. Think about how you can make it work, you'll figure it out somehow. I believe in you dad." I can honestly say if I had not received those words I would have scrapped all my work and given up, and a part of God knows I was at the brink of given up.

It is hard to keep the tears from flowing as I write this. I truly love you Hunter Barrow and I could not have asked for a greater son. You were definitely worth all those years invested in raising you. I thank you for everything, and for what we have always had together.

My son left this writing on my computer. He wrote this well before I started this book, he was only 15 or 16 when he wrote it.

Unedited by Hunter Barrow Hyde:

A man once came up to me and asked me who my god was. I said my god is everything and is inevitably connected and intertwined to everything. He paused for a brief second in what seemed like confusion, "The god in heaven." he said. I smiled; you are referring to the catholic term for god I said with the upmost politeness. Let me try to explain it this way. My god is like an atom, and in this atom there are neutrons, electrons, and protons. Now the catholic religion for example sees only the electron, and what I mean by that is their only seeing a part of that atom. Just like their only seeing a part of my god. You can accept the electron but you cannot cast out or forget about the proton or the neutron either. Like an atom my god not only consists of the electron but of the proton and neutron alike. "So you see my friend we share the same god you just chose to see a smaller part of him." The man looked even more puzzled now. "But humans can split atoms and manipulate them are you saying we can manipulate god?" "No not at all." I said." but we can change our paths can't we? And that's like splitting an atom is it not? Changing god's plan and allowing him to open up a new opportunity for you." He looked at me in the eyes. I smiled once more "but never have we been able to destroy an atom, just like you can't destroy my god for my god is everything. So you see to deny my god's existence you would have to deny your own, for god is everything. Even the catholic god." The man just nodded and walked away.

Special Thanks to Others

There are many who are deserving of special thanks. First off I would like to thank each and every one of you to include the great men and women who provided quotes for my use.

I would like to thank so many organizations who provided insight for this book to include:

Rense.com

Coast to Coast AM with George Noorey.

Colorado State University (Pueblo).

United States Government's agents.

Any and all religious institutions that were willing to try to teach me their ways with a special thanks to the Seventh Day Adventists for teaching me so much and the Jehovah's Witnesses who tried harder than any to teach me their ways.

Every corporation.

I would like to thank a few people also, though there were maybe two or three people that offered me help in any way, for the very few of you who did provide something for this book I am deeply grateful and know I appreciate what you have done.

My dad Orem N. Hyde for providing me with the computer that I wrote this book on, as well as all the legal libraries that I was able to do the research with. I am not one who wants to be taken care of and not do for myself, and you are not one who wants to take care of someone like that. I hope you forgive my inability to take care of you, but I only did what you told me.

Jay Hoff who helped to truly open my mind all those years ago and the books you provided.

My ex-wife Angela Marinucci, for she knew long ago if she didn't set me free I would have never accomplished such a work as this and of course for giving me a son.

A very special thanks goes out to Hannah, you I loved like no other.

Keith Hartney who encouraged my writing and made the writing of v2 possible.

Jay Hoff who helped to truly open my mind all those years ago and the books you provided.

In Honor of My Father

This is a poem written from by my father during WW2. He had always wanted it published but was unable to due to lack of trying by him and other family members whom he had asked. He came to my son, Hunter during a prayer request and asked Hunter to have me put this poem of his in this book. I happily accepted my son's request to honor my father and this incredible poem which I'm sure the world will appreciate, and for the honor it provides me to have such a beautiful poem in this book. – Written without changes as received.

A SAILORS LIBERTY

I woke upon the morning, and you were lying there.

So peaceful were you in your sleep, I could not help but stare.

I thought about the words you said, before you said goodnight.

You were worried about my love, upon mornings light, but the feeling was still there.

There was love within our hearts, there was love within our souls.

There was a feeling of compassion, from our fingers to our toes.

So why not, should I, but love you for what you have given me?

Not only just a night with you, but a feeling of ecstasy.

Before I left you sleeping, I tucked the covers in.

And upon your lips I gave a kiss, with feelings from within.

With one last look, it's you I adore.

I said goodbye and gently closed the door.

A poem by: Orem N Hyde
CHAPTER ONE

DEFINING GOD

Searching for God

I had very little interest in finding God until I turned eighteen. I had attended Mormon (dad) and Catholic (mom) churches in Connecticut growing up. I found the Mormon congregation they attended very boring and refused to go. Luckily for me, my parents did not force me to attend this church. I attended the Catholic Church with my mom during special occasions. I liked going to this church for the lighting of candles, food, and wine provided, though I found it had a very creepy feel to it. I only attended these institutions just a handful of times growing up.

I went to a few churches with friends in high school to hang with my friends and to hopefully meet some girls. One time I was listening to a sermon from the Baptist church my friend congregated. I listened to the preacher tell about this god. I started to meditate on this god and floated up to see this god. In my vision this god was male, older, with white hair and clothing. I looked at this god and said "I denounce you. You are too weak of a god."

Less than a year later I was having some troubles in my life and as most folks do, I decided to turn to God. I read the bible every day till I had completed it. I still did not understand so many things, so I decided to start attending churches in the neighborhood. I chose Christian churches since I had read the Old and New Testaments which had given me a background for these institutions. I tried not to spend too much time with one particular church, and as soon as one wanted to baptize me, I decided to move on to another one.

I really got caught up with the Seventh Day Adventists due to their teachings, knowledge, and the humility they showed to one another. I studied their perspective for over a year and even followed their teachings such as avoiding pork. I did not close myself off to the other religions; I just was more impressed with their views than most other religions.

I finally stopped attending their services when I joined the army in 1988, though I attended a few of their services when I was in Germany. I was too busy during most of my military service to attend church regularly. What I did do was to get out the phone book and call random churches in which I would question their beliefs. I would make arrangements to meet those who were willing to meet with me and provide me with information on their religion.

" _Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; and the door will be open to you" = Jesus the Christ_

While in the army I also befriended a Buddhist, who would teach me what he could about this religion. I really liked learning about these eastern religions. I studied many of these eastern religions in college. I was very impressed with Hinduism for their belief in reincarnation and how it appears to be the most scientifically sound of the major religions.

I came to the realization from talking to people who attended the same church that the way they viewed their religion was different from others in their congregation. It appears that everyone no matter what their religion still sees everything just a little different than the others even within the same religion. I like that.

church: Where a human living/soul goes to learn, pray, and congregate about a certain religion or belief.

I attended a Muslim church in Denver as well as dated a Jewish girl I met there. I never got all the information I would have liked about these religions, but I was as impressed with these religions as much, and in some cases more than Christianity. Though I am far from an expert on any one set religion, I can safely say I have given every religion out there I was aware of and had the opportunity to gain from their knowledge an open ear, an open mind as best I could, and a true desire to learn what they have to say.

" _God made so many different kinds of people. Why would he allow only one way to serve him?" = Martin Buber_

Studying all these religions and beliefs really gave me an insight as to how truly close most religions are. You find that east and west are not truly too far off from one another, but I digress; some of this will be covered later in the book. In fact every religion I have studied I was impressed with how they had certain viewpoints, ideas, and practices that made more sense than any of the other religions. I also found that every religion had certain viewpoints, ideas, and practices that appeared so far off from reality and common sense that I could never fathom how they justified their dogma and hypocrisy.

I started to believe during this time as I still do to this day, and undoubtedly always will that every religion out there has pieces or parts of the truth. Equally as such, every religion also has what appears to be falseness and obvious wrongs in their teachings. No religion is completely right and no religion is completely wrong. This understanding is what led me to learn of a God which can't be denounced and is above all the other gods that have ever existed and will ever exist.

God Defined

" _We are all atheists about most of the gods that societies have ever believed in. Some of us just go one god further." = Richard Dawkins_

God : Every thought that was, is and will ever be conceived by any and all able of thought; Every word and sound ever known or unknown; Every atom and all their components be them known or unknown; every god that was, is, and will ever be acknowledged in every way, shape, or form which is given; Every world line, universe, dimension, dream matrix, heaven, underworld, physical, ethereal, and all possibilities to include beyond the infinite; Every force, energy, power, weakness, knowledge that ever was, is and will be; Every feeling, emotion, desire; Every sense be it taste, sound, smell, touch, sight, to include all senses that are known and unknown; Every tangible and intangible object that is known or unknown; God is the all from the farthest reaches of infinite and comprehension, and is present even in nothing; though God is indefinable his parts are not; God is all parts; God is.

" _They say that God is everywhere, and yet we always think of Him as somewhat of a recluse." = Emily Dickenson_

This definition could go on forever, to include everything ever written and it would barely scratch the surface of how completely omnipotent God is. We are part of, in and from God, which means that God dwells within us, is every part of us in all aspects. Any god incapable of such or incapable in any way is just a part of God and not the God. The god may be immense, powerful, beyond our comprehension, even be our creator(s), but unless this god entity fulfills the God definition I have presented, then they are only a god to me, no greater, no less. They are a part of, in and from God and are nothing more than "I am" a part of, in and from God.

god: A part of, in and from God which has the knowledge of I am.

" _I am he, as you are he, as you are me, and we are all together." = Lennon, McCartney_

Understanding God

" _If we pray to God as a corporeal person, this will prevent us from relinquishing the human doubts and fears which attend such belief, and so we cannot grasp the wonders wrought by infinite, incorporeal love to whom all things are possible." = Mary Baker Eddy_

Have you truly given thought through the deepest recesses of your mind to who God really is? Do we not question even ourselves, what we do, who we are, why are we here? Of course we do and of course we should. Why do people just accept a God or their god without any true understanding that God is not a recluse, only a part of him is reclusive, God is not a corporeal person, only a part of him is.

Are you starting to understand what I am saying? Are you getting the picture I am trying to portray? Can you start to understand that God is the all? That the god is only a part, just as everything is just a part of, in and from God. I myself could never fathom why so many of the god's were always limited in some form, till I searched for God and found that God is all parts. God is not separate as God, but separate in the parts.

That is how God can be negative and positive, good and evil, nothing and everything, definable and indefinable. So I ask you again, have you truly given thought through the deepest recesses of your mind to who God really is? Beyond what you were taught or trained to know, but within and for yourself to truly question gods, yourself, and everything you can. We get to know God by questioning his parts and discerning which parts we want to explore, grow with, and be a part of.

Like it or not, you, I, and all are questioning God every second of the day, you are just unaware that is what you are doing. Take for instance a new neighbor moves next door, you question if the neighbor is a good person, if they are strong, promiscuous, whatever goes through your mind about them. These are questions. You go to buy groceries, questioning price, brand, how much you like eating it, you question almost everything. These are all parts of God and we question them daily. That is how I came to start realizing who God is, questioning the parts, and determining to the best of my abilities how everything fits together. God being all the parts means that putting parts of God together helps to show a greater understanding of God. I do hope you all see that.

Parts of God

"Men rarely (if ever) managed to dream up a god superior to themselves. Most gods have the manners and morals of a spoiled child." = Robert A. Heinlein

All the parts of God make up God as a whole. Since the parts are infinite one can only achieve at best becoming a larger part in and of God. The parts may think they are God, be it a beetle, a dog, an angel, a demon, a god, but they lack that they are not in all, and all is not in them. Any entity that battles another entity fails in regards to being the God; these gods are only a part of God. God does not battle God, only the parts of God battles the parts.

" _The whole is more than the sum of its parts." = Aristotle_

All gods are lacking as the whole. They may not lack in their part and be complete in their part, but gods will always lack the ability to be God. Even if an entity which is part of God found a way to destroy all other parts, so that the entity was the only part, that entity would still only be a part of, in and from God, not the God. Another entity tries to incorporate all entities in existence into their existence, the entity succeeds and unites and brings all entities together till all are a part of this entity, that entity would still only be a part of, in and from God, not the God. God is always more; it is his parts that are less.

" _An honest God is the noblest work of Man." = Robert Ingersoll_

God is always honest in the sense that God exists in all, it is the parts that appear to be dishonest. When you see a piece of a puzzle it shows us very little, but shows us something. That part of the puzzle pieced with other connecting pieces shows us more. The parts to the puzzle do not show what the puzzle is by themselves, because they are all just parts of the puzzle. These parts often will appear to lie, because they only show us a part of the puzzle. You may think the puzzle is of a statue of a golden cow, but find out the statue of a golden cow is just a small part in the puzzle. God being of all parts will always be a never ending puzzle that shows us more, so we grow everlasting in God.

" _I Screamed at God for all the starving children, and then I realized that all the starving children were God screaming at me." = Author Unknown_

Getting to know God

" _When people expect God to plan their lives for them, and protect them, they tend to lose their motivation to guide and control their own lives." = Charles W. Faulkner_

What other way can there be in getting to know God than learning about the parts of, in and from God? Do we not do it every day in every moment? Are not all our experiences in and of God? Do we not experience God when we breath, feel, hear, taste, and or sense? Why do we always think we are a separate entity that is apart from and not a part of, in and from God? Is it because we have what would appear to be separate bodies and thoughts that emanate from within our body? Is it because we have been lied to about who we are, where we derived from, and who God really is? What can we know, learn, accept, or believe?

These are all important questions. Why do we not ask questions, especially about God? There could be infinite answers to these question, I list a few; fear of some of the parts, denial of the parts we don't like, being brainwashed to believe a lie by those who seek power over another's ignorance (control). When you control a Man's religion, you control a Man's will.

" _All religions are the same: Religion is basically guilt, with different holidays." = Cathy LadMan_

When we ask questions, we are on the path to getting the answer. When we achieve the answer we learn more of that part of, in and from God. We get to know God by asking questions. Ever heard the saying - 'don't question God'? How moronic is that. How do we know something that can't be questioned? Can we not question it because we may find out that that god is a lie and nothing more than just a god, only a part of, in and from God?

" _Religion is regarded by the common people as true, by the wise as false, and by the rulers as useful." = Seneca the Younger_

Where should we look for God? This should be an obvious answer. God is everywhere and in everything. Any work ever written is a part of God, everywhere we look we see God, everything we touch we feel God, every thought we have we think God, etc., but for some reason we have decided not to be aware of God.

A look at the Bible

" _I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who has endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect has intended us to forgo their use." = Galileo Galilei_

This section's sole intent and purpose is to give a greater understanding on getting to know and understand God through questioning. No book, not even the Keys of Enoch by J.J. Hurtak has helped me ask as many questions about God, thus getting to know God more than the Bible has. Thus I ask you to read this section with an open mind; I am not condemning at all.

I have no problem that the Bible is a book that tells of God, gods, history, beliefs, and tales that inspire many of us, and is an important part of, in and from God. I have no problem with what is written regardless if I agree, disagree, see it differently, or just think it makes no sense. It is a part of, in and from God and much can be gained and understood in some aspect of what is written.

Ever heard someone tell you – 'The Bible is all I need to know, everything else is useless'. How sad for them that they are so limited in their thought that they would think God is only portrayed within the bible and true knowledge about God is only given from the Bible. I contest that if you see God that way your god is limited and only a part of, in and from God. I also contest that you fail to acknowledge everything else that is God, thus your view is limited and you are failing to acknowledge the many parts that are of, in and from God.

contest: Call into question; challenge and dispute.

Were there not many New Testament books written during the same time as the books that are included in the New Testament Bible that were not chosen to be in the Bible? Why do you think that was? Pagan religion was dominant in most of the western world before Christianity thus some of these books not included would not have been easily digested and accepted by the Pagans, so it was better to exclude them so that the masses would accept this new concept of Christianity. Some of these books also provided Man freedoms; those in control couldn't have that.

Some of these testaments were supposedly written by females, some of these testaments talked of reincarnation, some of these testaments had ideas and thoughts that were not congruous with the beliefs of the pagan masses, and thus they were unlikely to be accepted. I have been lucky enough to be able to read many of these scriptures that were excluded from the Bible by a friend who helped introduced me to a more open way of thinking. I can honestly say these books only added to my understanding, gave me a better insight, and helped me see a larger part of, in and from God that I would have otherwise have missed.

" _Your assumptions are your windows on the world. Scrub them off every once in a while, or the light won't come in." = Isaac Asimov_

I love when people tell me from Revelation 22:20 "And if any Man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book", thinking that for some reason this line refers to every book put in the bible. Doesn't it say from the words of the book of this prophecy? How does this statement relate to every book put in the Bible? It doesn't, it only relates to Revelations. So why, if you think this way, do you assume it does?

assume: to take for granted without proof.

People do not question the Bible, which makes no sense to me. Let us say for argument sake that it is true in all aspects and forms. That means Satan, who was originally Lucifer is real. Would not Satan make sure that these words were changed, misconstrued, added, or left out to assure that everyone's view was off from reality? People say God would not allow that.

Oh really, then why is the word hell used in place of the garbage dump of Gehenna, the valley of the Son of Hinnom (where they burnt their children), the bottomless pit, the everlasting fire, and/or the void? When the Bible says "hell" which forms does it mean, if any? Why were these words changed? You better ask questions people, lest you may be serving a master you're not aware you are serving.

Jesus preached love, peace, and turning the other cheek, then why was Peter carrying a sword? Why did he cut off the ear of the roman soldier? This doesn't sound too peaceful to me. I find it hard to believe Jesus could not have noticed a disciple brandishing a sword around. Oh, but let's just accept it and not question it because it's in the Bible?

" _The most dangerous of all falsehoods is a slightly distorted truth." = Georg Christoph Lichtenberg_

There are many questions and points I do not understand from the New Testament, though I was able to understand them allot better from the reading I did on the books that were not included in the New Testament Bible. The Old Testament really threw some head scratching (What?) stories into the Bible. Here also information can be gained through research and proper access. The Hebrew people would keep writings that would tell of the stories about the stories of the Bible. I assume they were not included in the Old Testament, due to it would have been over 100,000 pages if they had.

Elohim: The many (multiple) gods

Let's start in the beginning, Genesis 1:1 "In the beginning God created...", the fourth word of the bible for God in Greek is `lhym', which is a plural word for god, originally deriving from the Sumerian word Elohim. What the many gods did all the creations? Yes people as with the New Testament word hell, which came from different words with their own meaning, so were there many titles and names given to God or god. They were given these different terms because their meaning(s) were slightly different. Which meaning or term are you referring to when you read God or god in the Bible?

" _What has been the effect of religious coercion? To make half the world fools, and the other half hypocrites." = Thomas Jefferson_

Genesis 1:27 "So God created Man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them." Let's jump a bit in the future, Genesis 2:22 "And the rib, which the Lord God had taken from man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the Man." So why did god make female when Adam was created, but then have to make a woman later due to Adam's loneliness? As I stated earlier there were stories written to explain in greater detail the stories of the Old Testament. If I never questioned this part of Genesis I would have never learned of this part of the story and how she and Adam did not get along. Her name as it appears from the Midrash was Lilith, research it for yourself.

My favorite Old Testament story that I couldn't understand is Genesis 19 of Sodom and Gomorrah. Here we have the story of decadent people living in these towns. Lot is found worthy of surviving their destruction yet said his daughters had not known man but he tried to gather his son in laws to leave town with him. How were they married but not had a man? Did he choose husbands that night? Lot offered these daughters to a mob at his house to do with as the mob desired to with them. This doesn't seem like a worthy act to do to me, do you? Then living in a cave, his daughters got him drunk with wine to seduce him so that they could preserve the seed of their father. I do not question the act of preserving his seed even though I see that his seed was already intact since he had daughters, but to allow your daughters to get you drunk and have sex with them does not seem a worthy act to me.

For those who say "Who are you to decide if Lot is worthy?" Read the paragraph again. I am questioning the worthiness of the acts not the Man? Even if I did, I have questioned enough of gods' worthiness that I will decide worth based upon the acts that are portrayed. I accept that always more knowledge is helpful in assessing any act.

" _There is no 'universal moral urge' and not all ethical systems disagree. Polygamy, human sacrifice, infanticide, cannibalism (Eucharist), wife beating, self-mutilation, foot binding, preemptive war, torture of prisoners, circumcision, female genital mutilation, racism, sexism, punitive amputation, castration, and incest are perfectly 'moral' in certain countries. Is god confused?" = Dan Barker_

I have not read the stories within this story of Lot to possess a greater understanding. So I am left with questions. So this was the most worthy of men that this city had? If these acts are truly worthy then wouldn't that make most people now saints? Point is without more than just the Bible alone, we really have little understanding and a distorted view. Question the Bible and what it says, don't assume or take anything for granted; you'll be missing the bigger picture of, in and from God. If it doesn't make sense then research, ask others, meditate, but do it open mindedly or what you see will depend on how narrow your view is. To question is not to disbelieve.

" _Whatever your purpose... embrace it completely. Get lost in the clouds every now and then so you never lose sight of God's wonder." = Paul Vitale_

Questioning God

" _Only those who question God can truly understand who they are." = Damon Shawn Hyde_

Why do few people question why god was so petty, evil, childish, selfish, and unforgiving in the Old Testament, then he became more loving, warm, and kind hearted in the New Testament? Whole tribes of people were destroyed including men, woman, and children because some tribes were considered abominations in the Old Testament. If this god didn't create these abominations where did they come from? Why is this god so weak? If this god created these abominations just to destroy them violently at the hands of the so called chosen ones, then why? Was there no hope for these abominations in any way? Does god create and then not give any hope for the creation?

Why did god decide that all the heathen, goyim and pagans where worthy once Jesus came along? Did god decide to finally grow up and act mature? Were there different gods giving insight and instruction to us throughout the Bible? Would that account for the evil destroyer god who is petty in most manners compared to the god who loves us all and not just the Hebrew people? The use of the word Elohim states that we were created by the many gods, how many have been ruling over us? Why has god changed from being the god of only the chosen people to a god to the rest of the people?

In the Ten Commandments Exodus 20:3 god says "Thou shall have no other gods before me." Well that tells me there are obviously other gods. What about after you god, shall we have other gods after you? In Exodus 20:5 god claims to be a jealous god. What does god have to be jealous about? Jealousy is a weakness. God can't be jealous only a part of him can, thus it's a jealous god.

" _Jealousy contains more of self-love than of love." = Francois de La Rochefoucauld_

Why does it appear that god is against us in the Old Testament and does not want Man to have imagination and be as one? Genesis 11:6 "And the LORD said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do." Genesis 11:7 "Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another's speech."

Yes heaven forbid that nothing be restrained from what we imagine to do. What type of god would do this? Who are us (Elohim)? Oh Mankind if only we were to realize who the true enemy is. Not Man. It would appear to me it could be any who would want to keep Man from becoming one, together, as a part of, in and from God. It is Man's destiny to have nothing restrained from us that we imagine to do. Why would any Man worship, follow or obey such a god that confounds and restrains us limiting our part of, in and from God?

How many of you try to justify everything that the bible says even though you don't even understand it yourself? How many of you say "god has his reasons, it's not for us to know?" Chairman Mao had his reasons for killing 80 million people too. Everyone and everything has their reasons, it does not mean I have to accept that reason as justifiable. It is for us to know. I do not want to worship a god who wants to hold me down, keep me ignorant, and have me destroy anyone or anything outside of self preservation.

This (these) god(s) do exist, that I'm not doubting. I will even admit that YHVH, Jehovah, Allah, Yahweh, or any other name you want to give this (or as I see it as (these)) entities are probably my creator, since I am human. This god is flawed or at least has been portrayed as such, maybe it was through Satan, jealousy, to control, I do not know. I only know that this may be my god, but he is not my God. This (these) god(s) are only a part of, in and from God. Though they may be my creator, they are not above me as God. They know that, I know that, and me being a part of, in and from God is my proof to that.

" _Be confidently assured that any 'gods' that we build will always have veracious appetites, and sooner or later they will gorge themselves on that which built them." = Craig D. Lounsbrough_

All parts of, in and from God are flawed or should I say appear flawed, because it takes the whole of everything of God to be complete. The puzzle is not complete until you have every piece intact. If pieces of the puzzle are missing then the puzzle is or appears flawed. I have nothing against any of the gods in and of God, I have no problem with choosing to be a part of and following these larger parts in and of these gods, but I will not be fooled by them to make me think they are the God. I will not accept them as God when they are not the whole of the parts of, in and from God. I will not worship them as God, though I will learn from, honor, and accept if they are of the parts of God that shows me how to spiritually progress my soul to larger parts of, in and from God. If God is manifested in all, then why manifest in one set being? That is ludicrous and any who claim such is only a god. Why do you need to be worshipped so bad there god?

I want you all to think for yourself people. I guess if you think that not questioning anything is the best way to go, I will accept that you thought that for yourself, if that is truly how you think. God lets us all think for ourselves which is why we each have our own separate minds. Alone we only have a part of, in and from the puzzles pieces of God, but together with our thoughts we have a much larger part. Thus I accept every one of your god(s). That god is definitely a part of, in and from God and I acknowledge that. I am grateful for all your beliefs, because without your thoughts, ideas, revelations, and inspirations then I would be unaware of that part of, in and from God. I would definitely be much more limited in my understanding of God.

If you do not question what you do not understand then the chance that you will be lied to becomes far greater than if you remain silent. Yes, answers to questions often come in the form of lies, but it becomes easier to spot the lies than if you were not to question them at all. Any entity that claims they are God does not make them God. God is the whole and contains all, if you fail in any part you are just that a part; a god and nothing more. Why do you lie to us god?

" _The great masses of the people will more easily fall victim to a big lie than to a small one." = Adolph Hitler_
CHAPTER TWO

BELIEFS

What are Beliefs

" _Beliefs are like assholes, everyone has them and they all stink." = Unknown_

Forgive the vulgarity; I always thought that was a funny saying. We do all have our own beliefs be it on the best musician, the toughest sport, the deadliest weapon, etc... Most people it seems try to base their decisions on fact; at least I hope they include facts as a variable in their beliefs. This musician plays ninety instruments, more people die in this sport, this weapon could destroy the Earth, etc...

beliefs: an opinion or conviction that one thinks is true.

You can have a belief based on no fact given. I'm sure you've heard somebody say "Because I believe it." You ask them why they believe that and they say "Because I do." How many of you believe in something, but you have no real reason of fact or argument for that belief?

I'm sure most of us do on certain subjects. Basing a belief with no understanding doesn't mean that the belief is not true, but it probably would increase the chances of its falsity.

So many times and I cannot stress this enough, so many times we have beliefs and will argue these beliefs with another to our dying breath; all the while we were both right. Example - Two men are arguing over how to cross a river. One friend has the belief that to cross the river they should shoot a grappling hook across till it appears caught and pull themselves over. The other friend acknowledges it may work, but doesn't like that belief because if the hook becomes unattached they could both drown. His belief is to get a large tree that has fallen nearby put it in the water and paddle it across. The first friend doesn't like this belief because they would end up too far down river though he acknowledges it's safer.

Two beliefs of how to get across the river, both will probably work, but both have their draw backs. Luckily for the two men a passerby came along having overheard their conversation and he tells them, "Well I believe if you shoot that grappling hook across the river and get it fairly secure, then you tie this end of the rope to that tree, you can now float with the tree. It will be held by the rope, so you do not have to worry about paddling unless the hook comes out, and you will only be as far downriver as the river is wide." Beliefs are like that, they sometimes work better together than by themselves.

" _If we all didn't have assholes, we'd all be full of shit." = Damon Shawn Hyde_

Beliefs on the same subjects can also be completely contradicting. Example – A Man takes a drink of some whisky, and believes that it is the worst tasting liquid he has ever had. A second Man drinks the same whisky but believes it is the best tasting liquid he has ever had. Ever have a slice of pizza and believe that it tastes so much better than it ever did before, even though it is the same exact pizza made the same exact way? I know you stoners have. Maybe you were just more hungry than usual, or you quit smoking a month ago, or some other unaccounted variable. Obviously some beliefs are based on nothing more than our own personal taste, likes, desires, and even mood.

Beliefs change too. Thank God for that. Do you all believe the same as you did when you were 5, 10, 15, 20, 35, 65, or 95? As we all start seeing, realizing, living, and experiencing more of the parts of, in and from God we tend to change our beliefs to adjust. Some of you get caught up in one or more of the parts that gives a bitter view and/or beliefs that are not conducive to happiness, others see the parts that bring contentedness and/or believe that they should stay happy throughout all the parts, and others just believe in the experience itself. You people get to choose. Our choices are based on our beliefs. What do you choose to believe?

" _I believe that............." = every one of us_

I want to talk of beliefs regarding God and or gods. I mentioned in the prelude that even those who attend the same church do not see everything the exact same as everyone else. I contend that every one of us has our own distinct belief system on God. Two people having the same exact belief on everything that is in existence, is not in existence, on all subjects, and to believe every thought the same as the other, well I'm not saying it isn't possible, but it's highly unlikely and definitely mind blowing and limited at the same time. I believe even in a parallel world line or universe you yourself would probably have a different belief sometime or other than the beliefs you have right now.

Even you atheists who believe in nothing, you still believe in a part of, in and from God. Remember the definition. So I accept your beliefs as much as any other belief out there, it is all a part of, in and from God. Do you out there who are atheist think that all your beliefs are completely in sync with other atheists? You must have beliefs of some form be it evolution, genetic manipulation, or something. Do you really think that you think totally the same about everything, or do you have your own set distinct beliefs on atheism?

atheist: a person who denies or disbelieves the existence of a God or gods.

Religions of the World

" _This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness." = Dalai Lama_

Imagine a world where Jesus, Mohammad, Siddhartha Guatama, Gandhi, Lao Tse, Martin Luther, and many other great men and woman of faith were born in the same time. Imagine now that they all grew up in the same place and knew each other. Do you think they would argue and fight? Hate each other? Do you think that they would be happy to talk about ideas, thoughts and concepts to each other? Could you just imagine the growth and the understanding of the parts of, in and from God? We'd probably all have created a real kicking belief system from that. God is not a religion, only a part of God is religion. All of God is not told of in a book, only a part of God is told about in a book. God is.

I do not doubt any religion. I accept they all are parts of, in and from God. If your religion is so proud that you must think only yours is right, that is your faith. Let us say for arguments sake that you are right in all aspects of what your prophet claimed, and how you interpret those beliefs, and of god. Would you not still fail your god for being so proud to be above the rest and right? If you didn't fail your god because it is good to be prideful above all others, then shame on us for letting ourselves choose that god to lead us. More importantly wouldn't your god have failed, by only giving you and your prophet the truth, withholding the truth of others and making their hearts so hard they are unable to see the truth?

I am always willing to learn any faith and religion. I could never choose or validate for myself one over any other. When I first did some research for the book, I had small basics on the religions Taoism, Christianity, Pagan, Atheism, Science, Islam, Buddhist, Judaism, Confucianism, and Hindu. When I read each one and their core beliefs, values, or concepts, I thought to myself "that's me."

I hope that the religions of the world teach me their ideas and beliefs. I know that many would teach, because they want to make people better, have you think like they do, and/or to save them. I always like to be better and though I am already saved, I would learn many of the parts of, in and from God to grow within. I would discover new truths and I would incorporate these into the parts of, in and from God for a greater comprehension of God. Know that I cannot be converted into any one religion as long as more than one religion exists, because they are all only parts of, in and from God.

I spent allot of time researching and studying about these following religions I will be addressing. I took notes and had them ready to write about their beliefs, values, and history since this is the chapter on beliefs. As I started writing, it just came out differently than how I had planned, as with most parts of this book. I learned from reading about these religions, but not enough to give these religions the credit they deserve through the telling of their religious beliefs for themselves. Who am I to tell the world what your religious beliefs are?

So I will tell you instead how I see them in regards to me.

" _The ink of the scholar is more holy than the blood of a martyr" = Muhammad the Prophet- Quran_

I would like to address first, one of the two religions that I have most aggrieved.

To those of Islam: How have I aggrieved you? The way that I have aggrieved you and that I am sorry for is as I have been brainwashed to have fear of you. I do not want to believe that you are to be feared. I believe that you are as me as is all Man. I have overcome the brainwashing as best I can and ask that you do not condemn me for my beliefs and how I view God and gods.

I have also aggrieved you in that I have held off learning of Islam and its teachings for these reasons as well as time restraints. I do not know enough about Islam but I want to learn.

Case in point I was told that one should not write Muhammad in quotes. Is that brainwashing or true? Another case in point I have fear I may be labeled a terrorist. I terrorize no one ever. I do not believe the nations of Islam are terrorists. I do believe that any that would carry out a Jihad do terrorize.

Jihad: any physical attack against another because they do not worship as you.

As stated so often, I do not want to offend anyone, this is never my intention. I would love to be taught the teachings of Islam probably more than any religion. I hope one day I meet someone or a group who is willing to teach me, and accept me for seeing everything as a part of, in and from God.

I accept the "Five pillars of Islam" may be the way to salvation, I doubt it not. I accept that all Muhammad states and all that Allah is may be the complete truth; I doubt it not, though I will always view it as a part of, in and from God. I accept that Islam may be the best path we as humans could choose. (I attempted to talk to Mohammad for understanding and to put in Chapter 3 of this book, but he was on a mission from Allah and was not able to communicate with me.)

" _One learned Man is harder on the devil than a thousand ignorant worshippers" = Muhammad the Prophet - Quran_

To those of Science: Many of you may not see science as a religion, but I do and I'm not the only one. I am grateful for all the understanding you have provided me with the parts of, in and from God. In many ways I admire your religion more than any of the others in that you find truths or what at least appears to be a truth constantly.

" _Mathematics is the language in which God wrote the universe" = Galileo Galilei_

You are always seeking and questioning the parts of, in and from God. Thus your religion seldom stays stagnant and you reveal more of the puzzle pieces daily. Science may be the complete truth, I doubt it not, though I will always view it as a part of, in and from God. I accept science may be the best path we as humans could choose.

For the most part, you who worship science, share your knowledge with the rest of us which again I am grateful. All I can ask of you is to understand that understanding the parts of, in and from God can destroy us or grant us paradise. Love Mankind enough to help us achieve paradise and not destroy Man.

" _It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or demons, heaven or hell" = Siddhartha Guatama – The Buddha._

To those of Buddhism: This is a religion that I was unfortunately not given enough time to learn about. As I stated, I had a Buddhist friend, and he would study and teach me, but the time was not enough to get a great understanding of the deeper concepts. I know I have incorporated much of his teachings to my beliefs in the parts of, in and from God.

I accept that all the Buddha states may be the complete truth, I doubt it not. I accept the four noble truths, and though some claim Buddhism provides no God, I see these four noble truths as vital to assuring we humans do not decide to follow a god detrimental to Mankind and this helps me to view the parts of, in and from God that I want to be a part of, and also a good method to follow. I accept the path of the Buddha may be the best path we as humans could choose.

I feel I would miss out on a huge understanding of the parts of, in and from God if I were to not find a friend again willing to teach me more. I especially need that because I found it a hard religion to understand, or maybe my friend didn't understand it well enough himself. I was able to communicate once with Buddha, but even then it was hard for me to understand what he was trying to tell me. That and since I lost the transcripts I did not include my conversations with Buddha in Chapter 3 of this book.

" _A Man in this world without learning is a beast of the field" = Hindu proverb._

To those of Hinduism: I view you as the Mother of all religions. The reason I call you this is it appears most religions having some link back to you as well as you having some aspect of your teachings in them.

I have been very unfortunate in that I have never had a Hindu friend. I was only taught about Hinduism for a month or so in college. I can honestly say that no religion made as much sense and sunk in as fast as what I learned from Hinduism at that point in my life. As with all the other religions I really hope I have a Hindu friend one day that could help me to learn more.

I accept that all Hinduism teaches may be the complete truth, I doubt it not. I accept the idea and concept of Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva are parts of, in and from God, and I am happy that your religion understands that all things are God. I accept reincarnation, and karma as a vital belief in my life as a part of, in and from God.

I confess to failing in my understanding and accepting the caste system, since I believe anything that limits our choices and possibilities only increases the chances of holding us back. I believe where you end up would be karma's choice on placing you where you need to be; why we would have to create a limitation on ourselves when it would not be needed, I do not comprehend. I confess also I could be wrong though and acknowledge that Hinduism may be the best path we as humans could choose.

" _As you teach, you learn" = Jewish proverb_

To those of Judaism: I view you as the Father of all religions. I read a book by this Rabbi once and upon reading this book I realized how little understanding I have of this faith. I loved what the Rabbi talked about, and was blown away by his concepts (he claimed that Earth's location in the Milky Way was so many light years in the (hell) location), though it was not the Judaism I read about or saw in the Old Testament. I was not able to relocate this book to give him credit; it was over a decade ago that I read his book.

I am grateful that Jesus and Muhammad came from your line.

" _As he thinks in his heart, so he is" = Jewish proverb_

I accept that YHVH may be above all other gods, I doubt it not. I accept that when your messiah will come that he may be all that is expected and bring forth the truth, I doubt it not, though I will always view YHVH and your coming messiah as a part of, in and from God, and I accept that they may be the greatest of all the parts of, in and from God. I accept Judaism may be the best path we as humans could choose.

To those of Christianity: I view most of you as I view myself, a Christian. Though I did not believe (though I did not doubt) Jesus to be the Christ till 2010; when he touches your heart with understanding it may be impossible not to believe.

Christ: the one who is the greatest of all the parts of, in and from God.

I do not understand how some Christians justify war, killing, guilt pandering, and the Crusades against our brothers. I confess I do not believe that was ever Jesus' intent (he taught the Love of Understanding). I confess I could be wrong, but highly doubt it since he touched me with understanding in the heart. I also do not understand why Christians allow the warping of Jesus through Christmas, but I accept the Christmas holiday in honor of the Pagans and I am grateful for all the solstices especially the winter solstice.

I acknowledge Jesus the Christ as my savior (though he didn't die for my sins) and advocate. I accept that all that Jesus states may be the complete truth, I doubt it not, though I will always view Jesus as a part of, in and from God and that is a part I choose to want to be a part of, and I accept that Christianity may be the best path we as humans could choose.

" _A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a simple step" = Lao Tse_

To those of all other religions: Taoism: I am grateful for the contributions you have given to the parts of, in and from God such as acupuncture, herbalists, fengshui, and others. To all the religions and gods of mythical religions, Pagan religions, Confucianism, and any and all in existence, though I will always view these religions as a part of, in and from God, I accept that your beliefs and religion may be the best path we as humans could choose.

To those I call Indius: The last I wish to address whom I have aggrieved greatly. To the Native American I shed a tear for you. Forgive me for the transgressions brought upon you by the united States of America (Republic) and the heartache we have caused you. I ask for your forgiveness and that you look upon me in peace, and I desire peace with all Native to the land known as America.

Indius: people of God.

I call you Indius because that was the original term given to you by Christopher Columbus in his writings. When he first met the natives of the land they checked him for stigmata.

I hope that when everything goes downhill to the point we don't know where to turn, that the Hopi or other Native Americans will take me in and accept me as a brother. Note that it is my belief that we are coming to the end of the sixth cycle not the end of the fifth cycle.

cycle: Man's previous civilizations that have preceded our present one, our present civilization, and the civilization to follow on this planet Earth; each are a (cycle).

Indians: term used for native people of the two American continents that derived from the volumes "A History of the Life and Voyages of Christopher Columbus", a fiction book written by Washington Irving in 1828.

I took North American Indians class for a year in college and I realized that many of your religious beliefs from different tribes vary as much as any in the world, even from those among other American tribes. As a whole I accept that your beliefs and religions may be the truth and teach us much in the parts of, in and from God. I accept that your beliefs and religions may be the best path we as humans could choose.

For those of you who did not know there were a series of fiction books called "The Life and Voyages of Christopher Columbus" written by the famous American novelist Washington Irving, in the 18th century. Many of the fictional stories told in these books are what we are taught as truths in our elementary educational system. I'm surprised we didn't decide to make Ichabod Crane our seventh president. Sadly the more research I do the more I find that most of what we are taught in our educational system is full of lies, or at least has become much distorted truths.

As I stated, I accept all religions and beliefs since they come from the parts of, in and from God. They are vital parts that reveal more of God than if we did not open ourselves to their teachings. I may not believe in your beliefs as truths, but I accept that they may be the truth. I thank every one of these religions and all their beliefs for the growth you have given me and the world.

" _Friend do it this way - that is, whatever you do in life, do the very best you can with both your heart and mind. And if you do it that way, the Power of The Universe will come to your assistance, if your heart and mind are in Unity. When one sits in the Hoop of The People, one must be responsible because All of Creation is related. And the hurt of one is the hurt of all. And the honor of one is the honor of all. And whatever we do affects everything in the universe. If you do it that way - that is, if you truly join your heart and mind as One - whatever you ask for, that's the Way It's Going To Be." = passed down from White Buffalo Calf Woman_

Good versus Evil

" _A religion can no more afford to degrade its Devil than to degrade its God." = Havelock Ellis_

This is a subject that many of us struggle with. Some people believe most people are good; it is just the circumstances of life that make us do bad things. There are many others that believe most people are bad, but do good deeds every so often to make them feel better about their actions. What is good and what is evil?

good: doing for the betterment of others; striving to do what is morally right through their actions.

evil: doing for the disregard of others; having no concern for morals or the suffering caused by their actions.

Do you do for the betterment of others? Are you selfish and care only for your own benefit at the cost of others? I believe most people fall into a bell curve. They are a mixture of good and evil. A few of you out there show kindness to all, have no problem putting everyone else above themselves, and dedicate their lives to helping others. There is also the other extreme of people who get a thrill of screwing everyone they can over, or they like killing.

Good and evil are just parts of, in and from God, but they are as all parts, vitally important. What are the consequences of your choices of being good or evil? What are your beliefs that determine if you choose to be good or evil? I implore you to ask yourselves these questions. Why must you do good or evil acts? Do your beliefs have validity for the backing of your actions?

" _No matter how hard Evil tries, it can never quite match up to the power of Good, because Evil is ultimately self-destructive. Evil may set out to corrupt others, but in the process corrupts itself." = John Connolly_

It appears in this physical world we live in, that it benefits one most to appear good to the masses, but act evil through deception. There should be little doubt that you gain material possessions and wealth for yourself in this physical world by doing evil. The secret thief who talks all sweet to those he deceives through charismatic lies, all the while he is stealing your wallet while you praise him.

You have got to love politicians; they are the perfect example of appearing good and being deceptively evil. They claim to have come from nothing helping the poor throughout their lives, and now they will help you. Ever ask yourself people, how they got eight million dollars from helping the poor while coming from nothing, and by the time they are done helping you they have amassed two hundred million dollars for themselves? Who are they helping again?

What happens when we are just evil, and do not even have the sense or are not charismatic enough to appear good? Seems to me unless you are extremely lucky or were born into a family with influential power, an evil person like this will usually end up in jail or dead. Do you think that if there were no repercussions for actions that we would be even more evil than we are today? Luckily I haven't met anyone completely evil and I hope I never do.

" _You don't need Satan to explain the evil in the world. He is not the creator of the universe" = Bangambiki Habyarimana._

I always wondered how it is possible to survive in this world being exceptionally good. I believe anyone portraying the acts of being good would probably end up homeless or an indentured servant to someone trying to exploit their kindness. I wouldn't be surprised if many of the homeless were just not evil enough to make it in this society, or too proud to sell out their services to evil people. They may have had a hard time ever putting themselves first and lost everything to those with less scruples. I really can't think of anyone that is good in everything they do, putting everyone else's regards above their own, except maybe Jesus. I think I would feel great pity for a person who was that good in our society. Look what became of Jesus; tried and executed for sedition, yes people Jesus was then and would be now a felon according to our laws. Example - Soon as he healed someone without a license he'd be imprisoned.

I'd like you all now to play a little exercise of belief with me. We will take the extremes of the bell curve I created for being good and evil and think of what you believe the world would be like if only that sort of people existed.

First everyone is evil and only out to benefit themselves with no regard to others. What do you believe the world would be like? If the world were full of only these people then the ability of deception would probably no longer exist, so you really wouldn't ever trust anybody. Call me limited in thought but no matter how I try to envision it, all I see is destruction.

destruction: the end of an existence; death

Now everyone is good and only out for the betterment of others. What do you believe the world would be like? If the world was full of only these people then the fear that people would try to take advantage of you would probably no longer exist, so you would rightfully trust everybody. Call me limited in thought but no matter how I try to envision it, all I see is paradise.

paradise: life in an ideal state; utopia

Do you believe that we as a people could actually be that good? Do you believe we are doomed to be that evil? Do you believe we will always be in between? Do you believe we have the ability to choose how we want this world to be?

" _But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?" = Mark Twain_

Have any of you ever prayed for Satan? How about to Satan? Why was Satan originally Lucifer, the bringer of light, the morning star Venus, most beautiful of angels, then he became some hideous goat Man (Pan)? Lucifer wasn't banned from heaven in the Old Testament, he would go to heaven and talk to god about testing good people like Job.

People always say stuff like, that's the devil's music. I say well that only gives kudos to Lucifer then, if Lucifer is Satan the devil. Yes, I admit it has hypnotic beats that puts people into a trance, but we put ourselves in hypnotic trances daily. It is when our conscious mind lets the unconscious mind take over certain functions which are usually repetitive in nature, or to protect us in certain situations. That is where the 10 minutes went when you were driving and you wondered where the time went. Did the devil take over your mind?

How about Lucifer saying you can learn from eating the fruit from the tree? Yes knowledge was gained. Why should we be kept from learning? Did that god who wouldn't let us eat want us to be ignorant little pets? Sorry, but kudos to Lucifer again if he did not want to keep information from us. Where is the evil in Lucifer? Is it evil to test people? Is it evil to deal with people granting them their desires and wishes? Is it evil to acknowledge your beauty and worth as a part of, in and from God? Is it evil to grant knowledge to people? I don't see it. Lucifer is as far from Satan in his actions from the Old Testament to the New Testament, as the god of the Old Testament was to the god of the New Testament. Do you believe there was not a drastic change in the major deities of the Old and New Testament?

" _All evil and good is petty before Nature. Personally, we take comfort from this, that there is a universe to admire that cannot be twisted to villainy or good, but which simply is." = Vernor Vinge_

Now Satan I have seen much deception in, but it seems to me he came from the New Testament not the old. Did Lucifer change? Is Satan just a part of Lucifer? These are definitely parts of, in and from God that are too confusing and don't make sense, so as all people do when something doesn't make sense we create a belief system to try to make sense of it all.

Is Satan not in control of this Earth? How could he offer Jesus the whole world if it was not his to give? Do you think Satan hasn't put most of the people in charge of this Earth if it is not his to give? Do you think that doesn't include the leaders of the religions and churches?

Here's a hint, find out who originally funded and who funds religions and churches to this day. How many Christian religions aren't or weren't originally funded by Satanists? Oh no let's just believe whatever they tell us and definitely have lots of fear and guilt thrown at us while we are at it. Why question anything, the lie and the fear are so cozy and warm?

Deciding on God

Traveler: "God has been mighty good to your fields, Mr. Farmer."

Farmer: "You should have seen how he treated them when I wasn't around." = Author Unknown

There are so many parts of, in and from God, infinite in all forms. What do you choose for yourself? What direction will and do you choose? What are your beliefs that you make these decisions about god(s), God, and self? Do you choose to portray evil, good, or a combination of both? Do you base these decisions on the physical world or the spiritual world? Do your god(s), God, and self have room to grow, expand, and thrive in the many parts of, in and from God, or are you satisfied with a rigid limited view of a weak god?

I hope every one of you truly looks deep within yourselves and asks these questions and many more to determine for yourselves your understanding of God. Which messiah(s) if any do you choose? Why do you choose a certain messiah over another? Which religion do you feel will offer the most understanding of the parts of, in and from God for you?

messiah: a deliverer of some cause or message relating to God or god(s).

The parts of, in and from God will always lead down a certain path for us. It is in our beliefs that truly make up who we are and how we understand god(s), God, and self. To decide on your god(s), God, and self, we can have an understanding of the parts of, in and from God and choose the parts that work for us when we need. Some of the parts may appear contradictory. They don't fit into the piece of the puzzle of that part of, in and from God that you choose to work in. You cannot choose to be a killer, rapist, and evil beyond all control and also choose to dedicate your life to helping others or of progressing ones' soul.

You cannot be evil and expect there to be no retribution for your actions, just as you cannot be good to everyone and not expect to be taken advantage of by some. Regardless of these facts, when you become cognizant that any and all beliefs have the possibility of being true, then you are on the path of finally realizing that you really are a part of, in and from God.

If a god presents himself to us and claims to be all knowing and is our creator and is the God above all gods? Will you just accept this without question, because that god has more power than you have ever witnessed? Will you allow this god to enslave and kill those you know to be innocent because the god claims they are abominations? Will you follow this god if this god portrays evil? We choose the god we follow in our beliefs. Shouldn't we be exceedingly critical of this god? I hope we don't follow blindly, and become deceived. We'll see.....

Beliefs of Damon Shawn Hyde

" _The wisest men follow their own direction." = Euripedes_

This section will state my beliefs in the parts of, in and from God that I choose to believe in for myself, be it for power, salvation, knowledge, etc..., and the reasoning for why I choose to believe the way I do. My God which is above all others and includes all the parts contained in and of; this has already been stated so I will stick to only the parts for this section.

Since I was fairly young my body would vibrate. How do I explain this? It would feel like my soul inside would be pushed and molded inside my body till it left the body. What I call a sound and feeling of vwoosh, vwoosh. I had no control over this in the early years. It frightened me so much I would go and sleep on the floor in my parents' room. It was not till much later after research and experiencing this phenomenon that I understood that I was having an out of body experience (OBE).

I have had many OBEs and gained much knowledge from them. Through books and meditation I learned what they were about, how to help encourage them to happen, and to be in control during them. The fear soon left me since I found no entity could harm me in this spiritual state. I believe originally and naturally I had these OBEs as a way to grow and enrich my spiritual being.

I figured and figured right that since I had these vwoosh feelings that perhaps my son would too. When I figured he was old enough to talk about this and have experienced OBEs (around 10), I asked him if he ever felt the vwoosh. He said he had. I explained all I knew about this phenomenon and instructed him of his power in this state. It took him years of experiencing and working with the methods till he no longer feared OBEs. I have never met anyone who has as much ability to experience OBEs as my son. I attribute that to the training, teaching and experiencing of these OBE's at an early age.

I believe that what I or anyone experiences during an OBE is as real as anything that we experience in our bodies. Do we not experience the sense of being in our body, and sense all the objects and limitations in our bodies? It is the same in an OBE in that one experiences thoughts, senses, and objects, the main difference is perception and limitation is changed from what we have in the physical realm. Things are different.

I would experiment and give my son assignments with OBEs. I would instruct him without giving him knowledge of my prior experiences on some of my OBE experiences. I told him to go visit the void. I told him yes I had been there and he had already been trained on how to return to his body, but told him nothing of what it was I had visited or experienced. He visited it a few times and saw, felt, and experienced everything I did, but in a longer experience. Other experiments as well showed that indeed the places I sent him looked the same even though I would not tell him what they looked like to me. Thus I believe in these places such as the void, the Akashik records, and others do exist on the spiritual or on some realm.

I will get back to OBEs later, but would like to talk of struggles I have had with understanding and knowing gods that we are told about existing. I started to learn and came to a crude understanding of God in about 1997. God would show me many paths and the outcomes of these paths. The writing of this book was the only path God gave me in which I was not shown the outcome. That is why I decided on this path. I believe that being as god we get to choose our own path. Yes, I confess it is possible and perhaps maybe even likely that it was a god who talked to me and showed me this path (since talking and showing are but parts of God), nonetheless this part definitely understood who God is.

anomaly: One that is difficult to classify, know, and understand; different than others.

I always wanted to know Jesus but he was just an anomaly to me. I searched hard to find something wrong with him; in fact I wanted very badly to find something wrong with him. I found many faults in his disciples, the writings regarding him, and those around him. I, as I should, questioned some of his actions and motives but I just couldn't as hard as I tried find fault in him. He would always ignore me when I would try to call him so I always just prayed and talked to God.

I never gave up though, and now realize that the reason he ignored me was due to the reasons that I was calling him for. I may do a little jumping in my writing due to it took a few experiences for me to know Jesus, I will do the best I can and hope you can follow along.

I stopped having OBEs about five or six years ago, by choice, I just didn't have the desire to experience them anymore; I have no understandable reasoning for this (except I have changed the methodology for this). I occasionally have OBEs, but not from my attempting to have them. I still would instruct my son though and give him assignments that I felt would help him grow and learn. A little more than a seven years ago, when he was fifteen, I gave him the assignment of visiting gods he had not visited and who had not visited him yet. I told him to visit Jesus. My son does not follow Jesus as his savior (yet), but he told me that he had never felt such power as when he visited Jesus in an OBE. He admitted to me that no being he ever met in dreams or OBEs were above or had as much power as Jesus.

About this same time I had also met a preacher. We hit it off really well personality wise, and I read everything wrong in the reason for our meeting. I figured it may be something of a more romantic nature because of the connection. I prayed for understanding and as I occasionally did back then I would ask Jesus. He had never really answered me like God would before this instance. As soon as I prayed or asked Jesus I was hit in my heart with such an immense feeling of Love and Understanding.

Now I must explain this on a grander level. We all feel in our heart, and maybe understand to a point also, but I think that may be an understanding from our brain. Our heart contains approximately 40,000 brain cells which helps create our bodies since the heart is the first organ formed. One part of the understanding I had with this feeling was a thought in my heart that I was introduced to her so she could edit this book. I did not know I could have a thought in my heart and it was like no other experience before. I told her this and told her to pray to Jesus, but she to the day of this writing has not responded. Since this is the second version of the book now and I have not seen this preacher in over five years, I have decided to edit the book myself and release her from any expectations to do so.

Also during this time I was given a most intense dream. It was long and I won't go into the details of it all. It was a dream where I understood what was being told to me as soon as I awoke. The main part of the dream that filled my soul with joy was I had something in my lap, I opened my hands and it was a dove. This dove was acting like a dog who was loving (excuse the pun) the hell out of me. The dove rubbed his head against me, cooing, and filling me with all its love. I realized upon awakening that many of the demons I was carrying were cast from me and I could cast away demons through love as long as I believed in Jesus and myself. I do not like doing this, but sometimes I realize that it is called for.

savior: one whose path is followed for greater spiritual development.

Thus for all the reasons previously stated I believe in Jesus the Christ. I believe he is my savior and advocate. I do not believe in the mythical Jesus that has been distorted and manipulated so that he would be accepted by the pagans, or used to control people. I know Jesus was born on or around September 30th, and/or more likely April 1st. He was definitely not born on the winter solstice. I believe in the Jesus who has touched me and showed me the Love of Understanding. I believe in the Jesus who gave me thought in my heart which was pure and unadulterated. I believe in the Jesus who is above all others in the spiritual realm which has been experienced in OBEs. I believe in the Jesus that has communicated with me in chapter 3 of this book.

" _He was born when the heathen mythology had still some fashion and repute in the world, and that mythology had prepared the people for the belief of such a story. Almost all the extraordinary men that lived under the heathen mythology were reputed to be the sons of some of their gods." = Thomas Paine_

I believe in Gabriel since I have experienced him in the form of Metatron. He allowed me to travel via the Merkabah while I was having out of body experiences. I asked Gabriel once to let me see him; it was more than I can explain. I believe this is an immense being that I looked upon as the connective tissue, internet, and a part of, in and from God whose part seemed so massive I could not completely fathom it and though the understanding was there, my view was limited due to Gabriel's overwhelming aspect and size.

I believe Satan rules this world. If you don't believe this just witness from photographs of all the leaders of the world and how they use Enochian hand symbols using Satan's sign to show who they give allegiance to. Look into the history (follow the money, look objectively) at the religious leaders of this world. Do they show you the myth of Jesus or religions keeping you from knowing the true power you wield as a part of, in and from God? Mostly do they put themselves above you while pretending to care about you?

" _In every country and every age, the priest had been hostile to Liberty." = Thomas Jefferson_

I believe Lucifer is not wholly Satan. I believe Satan may be a part of Lucifer, as Metatron is a part of Gabriel, as our arm is a part of our body, as we are all a part of, in and from God. I believe Lucifer shows us many things (like knowledge and different thoughts that have selfishness entailed in them). This is true to the bringer of the light. We can choose to overcome these temptations and choose the light, or we can choose to follow controlling of one another and/or Satan.

I believe that a thought is just that, a thought. It does not produce evil or good in our known physical reality until we act upon it (though it can definitely lead to evil acts). I believe without these thoughts we would be just ignorant drones who have little understanding of the world around them and would definitely be limited in the parts of, in and from God, thus we would never get to know as much of about God since we are a part of, in and from God.

I believe in reincarnation and the progressing of the soul, though I believe past life regressions to be a lie even though one can verify their truth through research. I believe because of reincarnation we have the potential to truly know God as never before, but it takes a lot of temperance and understanding. Thus it may take us incarnation after incarnation to master knowledge of good and evil till we can be its master in all aspects of the parts of, in and from God. Then we can learn how not to enact transgressions upon the other parts of, in and from God. I believe there will be even more aspects to learn about God when we reach this point of ascension of, in and from God; which we have not yet even realized exists. I believe that every one of you has a piece to the truth, falseness, and aspect of, in and from God that no one else has. This must be true if we are all a part of, in and from God.

Now it's up to you. Which path do you want to be a part of in God's infinite realms, world lines, thoughts, progressions, infiverse, and all?

" _This world would not exist if it wasn't for you." = Damon S. Hyde_

Other Beliefs

This will be one of the fun parts of writing this book for me, just some simple, basic, and crazy beliefs that I have. Some may offend you, others you may think I'm wacky, or you may agree with. The reason I am adding it is in that I would like you to also sit down sometime and maybe write down all your simple, basic, and crazy beliefs. Possibly compare them with other peoples' simple, basic, or crazy beliefs. None the less they are our beliefs and we should enjoy them, unless they bring you pain, then I encourage you to find new beliefs.

I believe YHVH, Jehovah, Yahweh etc... are some of our creators.

I believe everybody is correct at least about something or other.

I believe that women are the most beautiful of all physical creations that I have seen in God's infiverse.

I believe that just because I have a belief doesn't mean that the belief is actually how it is.

I believe I treat people well and care for all people in some form.

I believe I am god, as are you.

I believe most religions only claim monotheism, but my God is truly monotheistic.

I believe I have not done as much for humanity as I would have liked, will, and desire to.

I believe that is due to fear I would be killed or imprisoned by those who want to control us.

I believe we all have a purpose and potential we seldom reach.

I believe this is because we believe lies that we have been told that keep us down.

I believe I like hearing most people's beliefs even if I don't agree with them.

I believe we have the right to excommunicate, disfellowship people when they do us wrong.

I believe it is not always our responsibility to correct someone who does us wrong.

I believe I would not enjoy any realm as much as I do if you all didn't exist in it with me.

I believe Satan has a right to exist as a part of, in and from God.

I believe Satan is misguided in his perception of Man's development.

I believe Satan is not completely evil; he is just a manipulator of Man through Man's desires.

I believe I should fear everything and nothing.

I believe that any of you who try to make this book into a religion are missing the point of being a part of, in and from God (is a way of life not a religion).

I believe those in power are working to try to unite all the religions into one religion for better control of the masses.

I believe that I am happy that I have a living soul, a body even if the body is temporary, and that I get to experience so many aspects of the parts of, in and from God.

I believe there are a few religions out there if not all that have not been tainted by Satan in some way or form, thus showing you how Satan manipulates and controls the world.

I believe most people want to be good, but they are scared it is weak to be so or that they would be taken advantage of if they were.

I believe most people have been brainwashed and do not truly think for themselves on the level that we were meant to being a part of, in and from God.

I believe most people are completely unaware of how they have been brainwashed.

I believe this is true for me also.

I believe all my experiences to include all senses thereof are unique in the part of, in and from God in that it is only through my part in God that these experiences exist.

I believe that is true for everyone else also, and maybe even everything.

I believe most the words of the god entities that have communicated with me, acknowledged me, or dealt with me.

I believe many people hate because they either were brainwashed to, or they do not know how to deal with their fears.

I believe those who truly love me do so because they see the goodness in my soul.

I believe sleeping around is better for a human in some ways than just staying celibate.

I believe marriage or polygamy gives more dignity to an individual than sleeping around.

I believe at times the best intentions and the noblest of acts can have most dire consequences.

I believe we are all connected as a part of, in and from God.

I believe I am doing a decent job of progressing my soul.

I believe I have failed repeatedly and digress at times on progressing my soul.

I believe my soul is mine, given to me by God and there is nothing greater than Man's soul except God.

I believe if Man knew the power of their soul that was given to them by God then Man would never make war against Man again.

I believe that Jesus is the biggest and greatest part of, in and from God.

I believe no one has taught me more than Jesus except for God and myself.

I believe Jesus did not die for our sins but what he did, especially his message, is much greater for those willing to see it.

I believe Jesus came to spread the message of the Love of Understanding.

I believe it took me over a year to even be able to grasp the concept of exactly what the Love of Understanding truly entails and how unbelievably immense this message is.

I believe the soul is located throughout us (concerted within the blood itself), but the main part of the soul resides in our heart.

I believe it is Jesus who has opened my heart to the point I can now start to think with my heart.

I believe I love Jesus with all my heart.

I believe Christian churches are worshipping Annunaki or Cherubim gods.

I believe these churches are completely unaware of this and give praise and worship to these gods not realizing they are not God.

I believe Man will succeed in the next cycle; achieving (or should I say accepting) our divinity as Man in God's infiverse.

I believe this cannot happen until Man realizes the one true God that we are a part of, in and from, and God has granted us a soul that is perhaps the most special of all souls.

I believe in myself and in you.

Believing In Jesus

" _No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path." = Buddha_

Most who believe in Jesus have this notion that Jesus died for our sins. What would it take for one to believe something else about Jesus, or believe Jesus had indeed died like a sacrifice made to god for our sins, or for arguments sake say for the sins of our long lost relatives Adam and Eve? For me, one who never believed in the dying for our sins BS, it took what I believe it would take most people to come to believing (Jesus providing thought and understanding in my heart), and then still I accept it as only a belief. Staying aware that somehow someway there is always the possibility that somehow someway I had been misinformed and was wrong.

" _Stop assuming you know what I'm going to say. Because most of the time you're wrong." = Hannah Silvers_

It makes it hard believing in concepts that are different, foreign, and new to ones that are instilled in ourselves since we can first remember. Jesus died for your sins. Did he? Why does it say so many times in the bible that our belief saves us? The most famous of all scriptures John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting light." Where does it say God gave his only begotten son, that whoever sees Jesus as a sacrificial lamb for our sins through his death should not perish but have everlasting life? Assumption! Since it appears most Christians have grown to believe these assumptions let's look at another scripture assumed falsely. Mathew 1:21 "And he shall bring forth a Son, and you shall call him Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins." Hmm, sorry it looks like I'm missing the part about having to die to save us. Forget about his teachings, what's the point. Let's just assume he was sacrificed to bury our sins, how easy and convenient for us. Though it says repeatedly over and over and for good measure over again that it is our belief, yes that's right, our belief that saves us. Look it up in the numerous scriptures for yourself. Though I acknowledge the scripture, I believe in what Jesus has said to me over assuming what is meant from scriptures written by others and convoluted throughout the years.

" _Most people are more comfortable with old problems than with new solutions." = Author Unknown_

I find it even harder to believe, as it should be, how one could be wrong even when the pieces of the puzzle fit so perfectly together. When what you're seeing, hearing, breathing, touching, tasting, sensing, living and experiencing are so real that it becomes the only reality we know. At least these types of beliefs are marred in some fact of our reality and not just assumptions. Still it remains prudent to realize one could be wrong no matter how slight the possibility is that one is wrong. This does not mean we should not stop believing in what we know to be true, but should just stay humble enough to know that we are not always right.

" _Despite everything, I believe that people are really good at heart." = Anne Frank_

There are many ways to believe in Jesus. I believed Jesus existed and was an enigma to me till he touched my heart and opened it. That only led me to believe he had great teachings, understanding and a vastness of love to give. I did not come to believe in the immenseness, knowledge, and the concept of the Love of Understanding until I was able to have hours upon hours of conversations with him. I believe Jesus walks with all and me. I believe Jesus answers everyone, not in the way that we always want, but in the way that's best for us. He taught me that there is good in every one of us. He sees it in everyone, because he can look into your heart and knows it. How long will it take Man to be able to see the good in every one? What would happen to our outlook of others, the world, and God when we know that all who look upon us could see the good in us? Would it bring out the good in us? How much would you treasure being looked upon by another and knowing they see the good in you? How much more good would we let shine from within ourselves if we had the Love of Understanding. I believe Jesus came to teach us this love. I believe Jesus believes in me. I believe Jesus believes in you.

" _Don't think you're on the right road just because it's a well beaten path." = Author Unknown_
CHAPTER THREE

GOD SPEAKS

Hearing God

" _The good say the mystics of spirit, is God, a being whose only definition is that he is beyond man's power to conceive – a definition that invalidates Man's consciousness and nullifies his concepts of existence. The good, say the mystics of muscle, is society - a thing which they define as an organism that possesses no physical form, a super being embodied in no one in particular and everyone in general except yourself... The purpose of Man's life, say both, is to become an abject zombie who serves a purpose he does not know, for reasons he is not to question." = Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged_

Do we listen to God when we hear? God is in everything you hear, yet our ears are not tuned to all sound frequencies. As we are a part of, in and from God we are able to hear a part of the sound frequency of God. God is saying all things not just one. It is how we hear it that is the key to what we do. Sometimes we hear it in the best way and other times we hear it in the worst way. There are other senses too which help in hearing God and more importantly how we hear God.

We do not always hear God the same. A man hears the rustle of the trees, sees the blue sky, feels the sun on his arm, smells the flowers that are nearby, tastes the gum that's in his mouth and senses his friends' presence by him. His friend hears the rustle of the trees, sees the blue sky, feels the sun on his arm, smells the flowers that are nearby, tastes the gum that's in his mouth and senses his friends' presence by him. They both heard God but how did each hear God?

The first man heard how the rustling of the trees made him sleepy because he goes to sleep at night listening to sounds of nature on his computer. He saw how the skies shade of blue reminded him of a painting he drew as a kid. He felt how the sun warmed his skin and the pleasure of it. He smelled how the flowers nearby made him nervous of being stung by a bee since he is allergic to bees. He tasted how the gum had a minty flavor making his mouth feel fresh. He felt the presence of his friend doing the same thing and thought, 'he is just like me'.

The second man heard how the rustling of the trees made him think of the leaves he has to rake this weekend. He saw how the blue sky was too bright for his eyes and wished he had brought sun glasses. He felt how the sun on his skin made him wish he had brought sunscreen. He smelled how the flowers would please his wife and takes a mental note to pick her some before they leave. He tasted how the gum has a chemical taste to it, not like the sweetness he remembered as a kid. He felt the presence of his friend doing the same and thought. 'I want to be just like him."

" _We often miss hearing God's voice simply because we aren't paying attention." = Rick Warren_

How do you hear God? Do you hear how God speaks in the best way or the worst way? If someone were molested as a child and repeated what was done to them on another, how would you hear it? Some would hear kill the bastard. Some would hear incarcerate the creep. Some would hear oh the poor child. Some would hear the need for education and counseling of the act and effects of molestation to the public. Some would hear I don't understand why someone would do that and even some would say I'd like to do that.

There is not a right or wrong way to hear God. Again the key is how. That is your choice to make and may it serve you well. How I do it is by hearing in every way I can possibly conceive. Being only a part of, in and from God, in my body I am limited in how much I can hear, not accounting for every variable, though the more variables (parts of God) I become aware of, the better I am able to hear God. It doesn't mean I'll always hear the best way, though for me it cuts down on hearing the worst way. We can't change the fact that we are always hearing God, but we can change how we hear God.

" _All people are special, and all moments are golden. There is no person and there is no time more special than another. Many people choose to believe that God communicates in special ways and only with special people. This removes the mass of the people from responsibility for hearing God's message, much less receiving it (which is another matter), and allows them to take someone else's word for everything." = Neale Donald Walsch_

Cheribum = Cherubim (spelling may be differently used at times; This is how I heard it pronounced during interviews).

Conversation with Gabriel

" _When I go to the gate [of heaven], I'll play a [music] duet with Gabriel. Yeah, we'll play 'Sleepy Time Down South' and 'Hello, Dolly!.' Then he can blow a couple that he's been playing up there all the time." = Louis Armstrong_

Is there any information you can provide Man in this book of the future?

I can provide you with knowledge. Future is ever changing.

Will you speak of knowledge of Man so we can learn?

No, men and women aren't as today. They're similar in almost every aspect.

Was Adam the first Man with a soul?

Yes.

Did Lilith have a soul?

Yes, but she forfeited it. You must ask her if you want to know the reasons.

What is the true knowledge of the apple?

The tree of life represented the knowledge that the creator gods did not want Mankind to know. Adam looks into that knowledge and saw the things that they wanted to hide from him. They found this knowledge and pleased that they found this knowledge. The war was created. There have been many wars that are considered for such a (unrecognizable). Four Annunaki creator gods and the eight Cheribum creator gods. (Unrecognizable) are mentioned of their (unrecognizable) names. Cheribum gods are rarely mentioned due to the fact that they are portrayed as (Unrecognizable). The snake that spoke to Adam and Eve wishes to control Mankind but through himself. He does not wish to destroy it however. Satan is the name that they have given Lucifer to make him seem evil, but in reality the actual demons that we know with horns and teeth that frighten are the Annunaki. Angels of the Nephilum are still angels and even though they are fallen (unrecognizable).

Thank you Gabriel for that knowledge.

Conversation with Michael

The actual word for word conversation with Michael has been lost, due to this fact his words will be in black since I cannot remember his exact words, but I do remember what was said. His voice was booming and loud, he was filled with great confidence, some annoyance, and what I would take as a little fear.

"The archangel Michael took supreme command. He reassured their minds by his serenity. His countenance, wherein his soul was visible, expressed contempt for danger." = Anatole France

Hello Michael, how are you?

I am Well

What do you think of the book Defining God?

We do not need your help fighting the Annunaki. We have it under control. Man should stay out of the war.

I never said (during this conversation or prior to this conversation) that Man should be a part of this war.

Man will use your book to fight and destroy the Annunaki. We have it under control. Man should not interfere, we have the war under control.

If you have the war under control, then why are the Annunaki not beaten until Man fights them?

We have the war under control. You must not interfere. We will win the war.

Then why did you say it is Man who would destroy the Annunaki? Why have you not won the war yet if you have it so under control?

I do not remember much more of this conversation, just that he believed he had the war under control, though I was anything but convinced due to his tone, statements, and admittance that the Annunaki would not be destroyed until Man entered the fray.

Conversations with Jehovah

This conversation word for word has also been lost. The conversation was quite short and very limited in what was said by Jehovah. I will never forget the words that I heard him say or the time of this conversation, it is my questions and words that I may have forgotten, thus his words are in red. He only said eight words in the conversation repeating them over and over.

" _If Jehovah had been civilized, how much grander the Ten Commandments would have been." = Robert G. Ingersoll, About The Holy Bible_

Thank you for your willingness to speak to me Jehovah.

I am Jehovah. Je Ho Vah. Je Ho Vah

I know you are Jehovah, what would you like to say to the people?

Worship me. I am Jehovah. Worship me.

What do you think about the book Defining God?

Destroy Defining God. Worship Me. Destroy Defining God.

You want me to destroy Defining God?

Worship me. I am Jehovah. JE HO VAH. JE HO VAH.

Thank you for your time Jehovah.

I have had a few instances or should I say dealings with Jehovah since this conversation, and I'd like to think that we have come to an understanding, regardless if he is an Annunaki or not, he is different than the other Annunaki in that I no longer believe that he wants the destruction of Man like the other Annunaki. At least I hope and pray this, for he has seen the light of God in Man's soul.

Conversations with Jesus

Thank you Jesus for coming to speak with me, there are many questions I have to ask you and I hope that you will be kind enough to answer them all for this book Defining God.

I have been searching for who the creator gods of Man are. So I would like to start with the question of who are the creator gods of Man?

There are twelve creator gods of Man, there is a thirteenth that claims. The thirteenth god that makes claim to be the thirteenth tribe is the Nephilim. Even though they had no part in the creation of Man they cause no real harm to Man.

Who are the twelve creator gods?

The twelve creator gods consist of two-thirds (8) Cherubim and one-third (4) Annunaki. God was there at the beginning of Man and life and birth of life was given to Man and they were given a soul and not by creators. The two-third Cherubim never casted out the one-third, the one-third willingly chose to fight and destroy Man. I believe and love everyone and even though the one-third are destructive they are still children and because they are children they have no understanding.

What are the names of the creator gods?

Any creation would want to know who created it, but the only answer you'll find is from them, four Annunaki elder gods. Introduction is up to them. They might give their names. (Unsure of spelling and pronunciation) is willing to talk but not with me present. There are other entities that would bring these gods forth but I don't recommend it. Do not trust the one-third.

The one-third Nephilim or Annunaki?

Annunaki.

Tell me more about the Nephilim, Annunaki and Cherubim.

The Nephilim are misguided. They are no danger to Man. They are a neutrality caught in war. The Annunaki will fail in this war. The Nephilim will be destroyed later. All isn't decided yet for their destruction in the future. The Nephilim are evil, but they do not want to destroy Man, but to manipulate the soul. The Annunaki will die and the Nephilim will fade.

All twelve of these gods have personality and partial free will. The thirteenth claimed god, the Nephilim, also have these attributes and believe they are the thirteenth god but that is fake. They are not a threat but are selfish and misguided. They are bitter and were betrayed by the Annunaki but never fought.

Three Annunaki and the eight Cheribum gods are angry with you and (assumed he's referring to Cheribum or perhaps Jehovah) would never wish to kill you but would hurt you in order to stop it (presuming the book). Though they believe that Mankind should have free will (unrecognizable) interfere with the war, they have it under control. You are bringing Man into the battle, which has not been done before.

That is not my intention to bring Man into the war.

The Cheribum have the belief and the concept that through pain and suffering comes great understanding. Through sacrifice and hardships we learn, and those who truly have an understanding will stand out above the rest, those who have less are susceptible to evil in the Cheribums' eyes, but they believe that the spiritual growth is much higher this way.

I can agree with that so why are they mad?

The Cheribum are warlike though they are good and have good intentions they are willing to make sacrifices and do necessary evils in their minds to achieve a balance and maintain good. Michael is one of their greatest fighters. Ask him if you want to know more about them. He has no ill will against you for he is just their fighter.

Were you involved in this war between the Annunaki and Cherubim?

I never fought or harmed anyone. No war because of love. Faith in that love is the strongest thing that could exist, not of emotion, feeling, or desire but Love of Understanding. Understanding makes violence obsolete. True understanding means no belief in ways of the past.

Please explain in greater detail this war between out creator gods.

The biggest destruction will come from gods who are jealous.

Are all the creator gods jealous of Man?

Yes most all of the one-third and two-thirds. There are many more beings involved with the majority not for humans. The gods lost control of their creations of Man. There are many entities that have no part in the war but want growth and prosperity of Man. The Annunaki are jealous of Man due to the inevitable destruction of their own soul thus they want to destroy Man.

Is it true Man was given something from God, be it free will or soul?

Man was given a soul but not by creator gods, me, Cherubim or Nephilim. There is no explanation. It was beautiful. It was built with the perfection from God. One day Man will be equal to the gods. The twelve creator gods believe Man should be held back.

Will Mankind survive and succeed because of your dying for our sins?

No, Man has always succeeded. Nothing can ever come between Man and his destiny.

Will it be during the next (7th) cycle that Man will succeed?

Yes, Man will succeed and remove the forces which have Man continually destroying himself. Though there is a small chance Man may make it in the present cycle, it has not been determined yet.

Why did you become Man?

I believe Man is uncontrollable; the Annunaki causes primal instincts of aggression. This has misguided Man to the path of pillage. They are despoiling the image of Man. I came to spread the power and word of love to Man.

Will you come back to earth again?

Not in the physical form, and not as a human.

Do you believe this book is right for Man?

I do not see in that way. To me you could be evil and I would love you. All humans always have some good in them. That good part of them does not wish destruction or death. I will show you, Damon, one day. The soul is good in energy, what it contains is meant for growth and life. Whatever you choose makes me happy. You must see the bigger picture in order to get answers to these questions. Seek out Gabriel, Michael or other Cheribum.

How did you get to be as you are Jesus, different and above the creator gods?

I have an understanding to a degree, the understanding of love. Anyone can create something but to give life, true life unto others as you wish to be given, you must live with peace. When I was a Man I was tempted by the Annunaki but I turned them down many times. Even I made mistakes and was willing to learn and I always will continue learning. No matter how big or small you are there's always a lesson to be learned. Myself by being who I want to be, teaching, I have created myself because I choose who to be. I have met many enlightened people throughout my time one of them that has reached a very high level is Buddha.

(Asked unintelligibly question).

Ask me these questions knowing you can answer them in your own heart and love you dearly as I love all of my children. Ask me why the Sun rises, I will give you the answer, but to ask me why the Sun sets do you not think that I wouldn't give you the same answer. Buddha and I have crossed paths many of times though that was not the name given to him. He is wise; it is irrelevant to where we met. What matters his sunset and mine could be on the physical plane or not, whether we physically touched hands or coerced in conversation does not matter. We are always together, the same way with you and me. We always have and always will be. It will always be the same way child.

Who is willing to talk to me?

Only a few gods are willing to talk. Some are listening now.

Who is willing to talk now?

Jehovah wants to talk but he is not calm. Jehovah is one of the twelve gods. He is Annunaki. He is less destructive and the only Annunaki who made a deal with the Nephilim, who funded a church of witness for his praise. The Nephilim are wary of his destructive nature so they gave him guidelines on what he could and couldn't have done for him in praise. When the Nephilim go to war with the Annunaki, Jehovah will not. When Jehovah is calm enough to talk be careful and keep me there when you talk to him. He is the only creator god willing to talk. He is upset with this book.

So there are no other gods willing to talk?

These other gods' intentions are to hurt or kill and for the destruction of this book and for Man.

Is Jehovah calm now?

No. I told Jehovah to go until he is calmed. I have the ability to instantaneously stop and control the creator gods but I love them and they have free will. The Annunaki will lead to their own destruction. The Annunaki's first strike will be against Man not Cherubim. They have no ability to destroy Man. Man can hurt them and destroy lower entities but cannot destroy something that is a part of God's universe. The creator gods cannot destroy Man without Man's decision to allow it. There is a path of light or dark for Man in which Man's decision will decide their fate. I never want any destruction just give it time and hope for the best. It grieves me to have to restrain them. They killed me on earth which only did damage to themselves. I'm afraid for them.

* I had the next four tapes of interviews stolen from me. I did a few more sessions to try to make up for what was lost. This was my fault for the way I went about things and treated things in life during this time. You all deserved better from me. One thing Jesus stated in these lost conversations was as he said; I do not want to be worshipped. Jesus also confirmed there are no other entities that are as big a part of, in and from God than he, with Buddha appearing to be second.

What do you wish to tell Man in this book?

I did not die for their sins. I died so I could make a point.

Explain this.

I cannot. There is nothing that I can say. I do not wish to say anything.

Nothing more to the people?

They are not ready to hear it.

Even if one is can't they?

That is your mission. I have love for everyone and everything, but I cannot say things and condone things that will put innocence to death. I could write and say things that could (unrecognizable) people, if you write what I say and quote me, yes. If you write what I say and someone misinterprets it, you do not realize the impacts and consequences that it could have with many people. Humans are still very ignorant, very young, and they are still very far from spiritual progression. This cycle is ending and even if I were to say anything it would not change the path that humanity has chosen to go on. The Akashik records are being destroyed as we speak. We are in the dying cycle and at the end. The records are destroyed and that anew the old records are replaced until the new cycle begins. So things like (unrecognizable) always end up gone. Most of the records were made by the Annunaki and because they were the ones who made them, they are also destroying them.

Humans have faith and have souls and the one miracle that they believe in is that they can always do things, and there is never 'no' for an answer, and that is true, they just don't realize that there is no such thing as failure. They may have succeeded just in ways they never saw. For Instance if a man believes he is going to war and he truly believes he is going to war, and he truly believes in his heart he will not die in the war, he is not truly dead and he has succeeded. So is one who wants to win the lottery. They may not win the lottery when they want, they may find a key, they may not. There may be ways there may not be, but there are many forms of the lottery (water damage on paper writing) count for that in itself is just as lucky as 1 in 176,000,000 as a chance they can tell.

"And know that I am with you always; yes, to the end of time." = Jesus the Christ

Conversations with Satan

" _Doubt is healthy. It tests one's convictions." = from the movie Haunted_

Hello Damon, I've been waiting for you to contact me.

Hello Satan. How are you? You may ask me questions in this interview since I'll be asking you questions.

Ooh a two-sided interview. I have only one question for you, which I will ask when you have finished asking me your questions.

Why do you want Man's soul?

The human soul is so special. I can only take part of the human soul, not the whole soul. Of course I want control of it. I want humans to choose their paths even if it's righteous or wrong to interfere. I have allowed humans to have their freedoms. I give and offer all wants for the human race, every temptation or altering of their path. They come to me, all know who I am. Did you know I am in charge of nearly all the leaders of the countries? Though I never personally control people, I just give them what they desire.

Do you fear Man? Why or why not?

No I do not fear man, without them I am nothing. They made me what I am. Do you know why they call me the most beautiful angel? Ask me why.

Why did they call you the most beautiful of angels?

I was the most beautiful angel because I looked most like a human. When we created man.....

Wait, I was told you did not take part in the creation of Man, the 4 Annunaki and the 8 Cherubim and of course God giving us Man's soul in the creation.

Yes, I did not create man, but I was the blueprint. Humans took my image and curiosity. Oh the female anatomy, mmmm, the male anatomy, mmmm, the lust. This powerful creature should have free will with control. I wanted their worship, their ecstasy.

Would you give me the names of the creator gods of Man.

You already know three of them.

Jehovah, Yahwey, and Yod Hey Vod Hey, they are all Annunaki gods correct?

That is correct.

You made a partnership with Jehovah an Annunaki, which wants Man's death, Why?

Jehovah is the only Annunaki who realizes he is going to lose the war. I gave Jehovah followers so he could get energy from them. He works on lower levels; that is why he sounded as a child when he communicated to you. He does not really sound as a child, he is on a different wavelength than the one used to speaking on this plane, so he sounded as one. I will not discuss what I got from the deal.

Tell me about your war with the Annunaki and Cherubim, as well as your upcoming war with other entities, to include how you and your Nephilim will lose this war.

I am not at war with the Annunaki or the Cherubim. If you're referring to before, well I did exactly what you are doing now and they declared war on me for that. I like questions, doubt and questions. The war that is to come with the (entities) you speak of, war is but a stepping stone. The outcome of the war will displease me, but I have an ace up my sleeve and three in my hand.

Jesus said the Annunaki would be destroyed and the Nephilim would fade away.

I have a special relationship with Jesus. You do know that Jesus went a different way or route than the pious Cherubim. He has much more understanding and knowledge than them. The Cherubim's intent is not to serve either man or I. The Nephilim and Man will destroy the Annunaki together, though I disagree with Jesus about the Nephilim. I will lead the new charge as the personal overseer. Even if this is only the sixth cycle of Man, I see that just as much can be gained and accomplished in this cycle as in the last cycle to come.

Could you tell me the history of Man and of yourself as you see it?

I was fucked. That's how it was. That's how it is.

What do you love the most?

The Human soul is my greatest love.

Can you be a Man as Jesus or I am?

I can take the form of Man but not have the soul of Man.

What is the worst thing you've done?

I am very spiritual. I have not done much bad. Perhaps giving people what they want and choose to do. No, I think the worst thing I did was let some of the pious Cherubim and Annunaki live when I battled them for my questions and our disagreement about Man. You know I beat the fuck out of them, but I let them live and I shouldn't have. Do you know what a dradle is and what it does?

No I don't know. What is a dradle and what does it do?

A dradle is a spinning top used by the Jews. I have a special dradle. It has symbols when ones up, ones down. My dradle has six sides, six symbols, and six points. It can de dipped in wax, even candle wax, and it spins differently. Depending if one is ambidextrous it can be spun clockwise or counter clockwise. I will spin the dradle again in 2016 and when I do, WHAM. So enjoy 2015, chill out, you'll live longer.

Where did you get this dradle?

I won't answer that.

Tell us about Valentine's Day.

It is a day where you send chocolates and cards to those you care about. I sent Jesus some chocolates and he never sent me anything. How rude.

I mean what is intentionally set up by those in power to happen that day?

Next question.

Did you ever have sex with Lillith?

A gentleman does not kiss and tell.

What about a devil?

Next question.

What part of the soul do you take?

Depends on what is asked, next question.

When you offered Jesus the nations of the world, would you have gotten a part of his soul in the deal?

Jesus does not have the same type of soul to give me. His message would have changed. I just offered him an alternative path.

I offered Jesus this question and I offer you the same. Is there anything you would like to tell Man in this book?

If I wanted to say something it would not be through you, though your book is a tool. My communication does not need to be in a book since I can take the form of a Man.

A Deception Against Man

Man tends to lower himself and sees himself inferior, feels the need to seek assistance to obtain their desires, or worship beings that have deceived Man. Why Man views himself as such I'm sure derives from many variables. When Man is taught a lie from the very beginning or at best taught a mass distortion of the truth that teaches Man that he is unworthy because of this or that, or states that Man cannot be saved without this or that which god has so graciously provided, then Man has truly become deceived.

" _History is a set of lies agreed upon." = Napoleon Bonaparte_

MAN WAS ALWAYS SAVED. These are words Jesus told me. I will believe conversing with someone personally, where the main intent is the understanding and knowledge of the truth, over what I have read was said about someone's message or what they said 2000 years ago. What the intent is of the writers, story tellers, or the translationists of these stories is not always apparent. Man, you are a part of, in and from God. You are not separate from God. God is always with you; you have always been saved.

Those gods (beings) that created our physical bodies did not give us life. God gave us life when we got our soul. They have deceived us through distorting the truth if not downright lying to control our perceptions of ourselves, them and God. They have tricked Man into worshipping them as God, yet they are only a part of, in and from God as us, they are not the God. As I have learned during OBEs they are not even close to as powerful as any Man who knows his potential and the power of their soul.

" _There is no weapon more powerful than the human soul on fire." = General Ferdinand Foch_

As humans we often ponder if we were to create some being and this being surpassed us in its abilities, potential, or in some way, and we thought it would destroy us. How would we react, what would we do? Would we fear as some of our creators do and seek the destruction of our creation, or would we nurture as others that have created us do and seek to guide us in our development? Would we maintain hope that one day when they have surpassed us that they will remember how we treated them and raise us up with them?

Probably the answer would depend on if our creation was malevolent by nature. I do not think Man is malevolent by nature and though we can be at times, I feel bad for those of you who truly think that is our nature.

A Prayer For Man

" _Prayer may just be the most powerful tool mankind has." = Ted Dekker - Blink_

All prayers are to God, that cannot be avoided, but which part of, in and from God are you praying to? No matter who you decide to pray to be it Jehovah, Satan, Jesus, Moloch, etc....., you are praying to yourself and God also as a part of, in, and from God. There is much to be gained from prayer.

Higher self: Spirit derived from one's soul that watches over us constantly; can be viewed during OBE's if one just turns around and looks (can also nurture us, guide us, and provide strength for us when asked and needed).

We all have, or most of us I should say have heard of our higher self. How many of you have ever prayed to your higher self? Why would one pray to their self? What benefit could come from doing such a thing? Why would one not? Let us look at some of the benefits of doing such a thing.

First it always helps to come to the realization you are a part of, in and from God. I know I mention this often but I can't mention it enough and the significance of realizing this. Prayer has its benefits for you as well as detriments to any who pray. A blessing being a prayer used in a positive context, and a curse being nothing more than a prayer used in a negative context. When you pray know what your praying for and why your praying for it, lest you realize that you prayer is nothing more than a curse, which always has a way of creeping back on you.

When one prays to another god besides himself, that god may desire something from you. There is nothing wrong with using an ox (entity) to plow your field, but the ox will require food, water, possibly shelter, and protection from beasts of prey. As also there is nothing wrong in the actual act of praying to another being for help, though one should always consider the cost of such a prayer before they succumb to it. Do you already have access to a modern plow (self)? Does it have all the fuel you need to plow the field (divine soul)?

When you pray to yourself or higher self, there is no cost to you for doing this. No compensation is needed or desired. Perhaps you may disappoint your higher self, making a prayer that causes harm to others, but the true disappointment from that is that which you cause yourself and the progression of your soul. Regardless, this does not mean you won't answer yourself in the prayer nor will you owe extra to any other entity, though you will find that the prayer has become a detriment to yourself if the prayer is a curse not a blessing.

" _It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped." = Tony Robbins_

Life is thrown at us and we will all make poor decisions and even sometimes good decisions that we will end up in what appears to be a situation that really mess up our lives. I'm not completely sure if that can be avoided. Thus it is imperative that we choose wisely when we pray, who we pray to, and what our will is when we do so. God will always hear the prayer regardless of who it is intended for. Why do you really think we need other entities to provide for us by praying to them? Do they desire your goodwill in all aspects as much as you desire goodwill for yourself? I think not. Has God given you such a wonderful, beautiful, incredible, and powerful soul that you have the means through prayer to obtain what you desire with only having to pray to yourself and God? I think so.

" _It doesn't matter if God, Goddess or gods can hear, understand or respond to our prayers, as long as there are humans that can. Each of us can pray. But even better, we can all respond to prayer, including our own, making it work through us." = treegod https://thegroveofquotes.wordpress.com/tag/pearl-s-bucks/_

Please do not misconstrue me, I myself pray almost weekly to other gods. It is our most prominent method of communicating with them. Communication is a major asset in understanding each other, and that is good since then we are then able to understand parts of, in and from God better. When I do communicate, I communicate from the one with the power, the one who has more to offer. I have a human soul from the planet Earth; that alone is more power than perhaps any other entity in God's infiverse.

" _Prayer is not an old woman's idle amusement. Properly understood and applied, it is the most potent instrument of action." = Mahatma Gandhi_

I'm also not saying I don't make deals with entities I pray to. For example Boriani, an entity that has provided me luck, but he never asked much; protection, some work on the land and acknowledgement of his name by a marking of a B on a tree. Only the tree may have been slightly harmed in this. Just remember you have more to offer any entity than they have to offer you when praying to them.

" _The most powerful prayer is a prayer from the heart." = Damon S. Hyde_

Choosing Mans' Destiny

"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves." = William Shakespeare

Man's destiny.?! What do you foresee it to be? Again think Man's destiny.?! What do you want it to be? What are the differences? Why do you think that is? Do people due to their actions and words make you lose hope? Do you think that the only way you can survive, let alone Man, is to screw them before they screw you? Then honestly all I can say to you is that you haven't realized the concept of being a part of, in and from God. You truly are hurting yourself more than you hurt others when you have that attitude of 'screw all others before they screw you'. It is you who think like that, that gives others the false perception of what they may foresee Man to be. Perhaps I have not done my job well enough in showing you, but I know if I spent every second of my existence I still would not be able to reach all of you.

" _Sometimes you hit a point where you either change or self-destruct." = Sam Stevens_

I ask again, what do you want Man's destiny to be? I pray those around you have not ruined your view of Man so poorly that you want Man's destruction as the Annunaki do. I believe those who say such a thing are liars, though I say that if it is true then the Annunaki have a hold on you that you aren't even aware of. I never understood the thought and belief of those who are Man that want Man to be destroyed. If one thinks that, then why haven't they destroyed themselves yet? Seems hypocritically to call or want for Man's destruction when you are one and you haven't destroyed yourself yet. I have known a few humans whom have claimed they want Man destroyed yet most have admitted they were just venting and even a few of them have changed their views and have started to see the greatness in Man and the beauty of their life.

How lost must one be that they wish the destruction of Man to be Man's destiny. Those in the Heavens fight, argue, and devote their existence over Man's destiny. So much so that many of them have overlooked God in nearly every facet, as they have also tricked Man into doing. The Nephilim want to control us (because they want the power of our soul), the Annunaki want us dead (because they are jealous of the power of our soul), and the Cherubim aren't sure what to do with us (because they are aware that the power of our soul surpasses them). You are given so much as Man; let your light shine from your soul so that all may see the beauty of God within.

" _The destiny of Man is in his own soul." = Herodotus_

I'm not sure if any words about Mans' destiny can be truer. We had better wise up as Man and decide to choose the most glorious, magnificent, and every other positive adjective we can think when we finally get it together as Man, and choose the destiny that God has intended for us. It is the best possible destiny for Man, and yes we get to choose it.

Infiverse: All the planes, all the universes and multiverses, all the dimensions, the whole of the Merkabah, all worldliness, etc.... Term used by Jesus in interviews.

Merkabah: (laymen's) Tool for travel through God's infiverse

So let's choose Life, let's choose to show those in God's infiverse why God gave us the soul he did. Let us let it shine within and throughout. We truly are showing the power and love of God when we as Man let the light of our souls shine in their full glory. It is why God gave us the soul he did. This is when we as Man will have reached our true destiny, the destiny that God has destined Man for. It will happen for Man, but when is up to you. Choose God and Man. It is what you are a part of, in and from, and who you are; let no other god tell you otherwise for they know that the soul of Man is perhaps the greatest power so far granted from God. Man let it be that we choose to make this our destiny.

" _We are gods but we are afraid of the ensuing responsibility; that's why we prefer to remain slaves. Only if we dared to rise up to the challenge and assume our divinity, we could perform most of the miracles we pray for." = Bangambiki Habyarimana, - The Great Pearl of Wisdom_

The Love of Understanding

" _4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." = Corinthians 13, 4-7_

Love never fails! When Jesus first told me of the concept of Love of Understanding I did not comprehend it. It was beyond me, as well as dare I say perhaps beyond all of us at the moment. Though the concept can be made quite basic in its nature, the actual process of wiring ones brain and heart to think that way consistently, well would take a lot of work on Man's part.

So what is the Love of Understanding? How does one acquire this Love of Understanding? How can one live a life of having Love of Understanding for every part of, in and from God? I'm not sure I can give you the answers to these questions, I can only portray the small grasp of knowledge I have come to over the last two years since Jesus told me of the Love of Understanding.

Jesus told me all Man has 'good' in them. All! He said he always sees the good in all of us. Say there is one of us that is a rapist, thief, murderer, who curses all that they come across, who practices bestiality and incest, Jesus would still love them. Not for the heinous acts, those acts would grieve and sadden him. No, he would love them because he sees the good that is in them. He would understand (being a human once himself on this planet) that it is not always easy being human. He would understand that the good can overcome the heinous acts if only circumstances could be applied that would bring out that good and let it shine.

" _Before we can forgive one another, we have to understand one another." = Emma Goldman_

We all were given a soul, this individual too. The soul God gave us may be of the most pure power known in the infiverse. It is divine. We need to understand that and let the love and power flow from that. Power from the soul is only limited by oneself. One limits this power by not including thinking with ones heart when decisions are made. One limits this power when one does not have understanding of all the variables involved. One limits this power when one does not have or give love.

What can we do to individuals that do heinous acts? I definitely don't know. Should we imprison them for life? Take their life? Make them forfeit their body for Mankind and science? We can't let rapists and murderers run the streets freely. Some answers aren't so easy. As humans we must show the Love of Understanding to others. We must start showing this at a young age. It appears we have little to no understanding and patience for love towards others outside our immediate circle. Many people I know curse all other drivers on the road, I think at those moments they truly wish ill upon those others, wishing those others had no existence. Do we truly have so little to no patience or love for one another? Sadly, I believe we don't because we are all too caught up and consumed with ourselves. Though we can never disconnect from God, it is when we act selfishly and show no understanding and love that we are the most distant from God that we can ever be.

" _Your actions will always be what the world sees, but people who choose to see through God's eyes will always have the compassion to understand why." = Shannon L. Alder_

Do you think one would become a murderer and have disregard for all others existence in their mind and heart if they had always felt loved and understood by others throughout their life, or do you think they would actually show respect, kindness, hope, love and understanding to others instead? This seems like a no brainer to me. How many of you desire to be loved and understood? How many of you try daily to love and understand others? How many of you worry how others will judge you due to the lack of showing any love or understanding towards you? How many of you also judge others with a vagrant lack of showing any love or understanding?

" _Your mind cannot possibly understand God. Your heart already knows." = Emmanuel_

People, we are all a part of, in and from God. We all are part of life. We all have beautiful powerful souls given to us by God. We all are gods ourselves. We all have some good in us. We all have the ability to think with our heart and open it up; yes I mean literally think with our hearts. We all are Man and we need to start working towards our potential together, as one, with the Love of Understanding within and without every one of us. What would be Man's future then? What could emerge from that?

Connecting to God

We are all always connected to God; this is unavoidable being a part of, in and from God. What I am referring to is the opening of the heart, the power of the soul, the connecting to the power source God provides for every one of us.

Sometimes writing this book is just going through the motions. Creation is easy; it's the doing that's hard. So at times I struggle as I near completion of the second version of this book. Not struggle to finish, but struggle with the idea of seeing the finished product through so you all can witness it. Struggle with the scrutiny that many will surely fling my way and how my life could change. Struggle with the possibility of being hated, attacked, looked down upon or like I'm crazy, and many other variables I think of that Man could bring upon me.

The only way I know of overcoming these struggles is by connecting to God via the heart. I just open my heart, thinking and feeling with my heart. Having a grasp on the concept of the Love of Understanding greatly increases the effect of connecting with God this way. When you connect to God this way you are filled with what some call the light but I call the soul power.

" _Occasionally God rips aside the veil, and you begin to see this very fact: All things happen for you; all things. Everything is knit together." = Tim Keller_

doubt: fail to believe.

Once one makes the connection the only limit and struggle left is you. If you doubt or reject what you are shown and feel during this connection, you will immediately notice the diminishing of the soul power connection to God. One must overcome themselves to achieve the strongest, best connection to God. It is during this state that one will truly realize that they are a part of, in and from God. All Man can, should and will in time make this connection to God. Once we as Man do this and realize we are all a part of, in and from God, a god ourselves, and how special we are then nothing can be held back from Man. You just need to believe.

" _You cannot believe in God until you believe in yourself." = Swami Vivekananda_

God in Man

" _Learn to overcome the crass demands of flesh and bone, for they warp the matrix through which we perceive the world. Extend your awareness outward, beyond the self of body, to embrace the self of group and the self of humanity. The goals of the group and the greater race are transcendent, and to embrace them is to achieve enlightenment." = Chairman Shen –ji Yang_

It seems that Man too often loses the balance between self and all, control and freedom, right and wrong, life and death, angst against one another or Love of Understanding for one another. There are so many external factors that may appear to be correct, the way, enlightened, though they are in fact sometimes the farthest from being just that.

I always loved the above quote. It sounds enlightened in its words. Anytime, I use that quote on people they appear as if I have opened their eyes, they look upon me like one of great intelligence and that I might just have a grasp on enlightenment. Though I like the quote, I tell you this; it is a dim-witted and a waste to overcome our crass demands of flesh and bone. Sounds like something Pastor Jim Jones would have thought of. What's the point of having a body then? Everything we know and don't know is a part of, in and from God. Our flesh and bone is vital to us as Man; without adhering to these crass demands the flesh and bone that embodies our soul, our bodies would surely perish. God is in you as well as every molecule of your body, why would one want to overcome the crass demands of that part that God has put us in?

enlightenment: to obtain understanding and knowledge of.

God never loses balance between self and all, control and freedom, right and wrong, life and death, angst and love, God is always in balance, it's the parts that appear and are unbalanced. This does not mean that you (Man) being a part of, in and from God cannot achieve a balance within yourself. The first step must be to come to the realization that God is in you.

" _I believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Mohammed and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It's just that the translations have gone wrong." = John Lennon_

I would like for us now to take a look at the concept of God being in us, which makes us a part of, in and from God. How do you think that would make us be? Do you think that it would make Man against one another and do atrocious acts? Do you think Man would take responsibility for once upon the acts which Man does?

Responsibility and understanding is the key. When one realizes and fully comprehends that God is not just with them but in them as well as all others, they no longer operate only on the perception of selfishness. Man now has the realization as a god being part of, in and from God, that they then start to act with a responsibility towards others. They see the part that is in them is also the part that is in others, the part that is of, in and from God. Without limiting the limitless, that part is God. They have the Love of Understanding for one another.

Sadly most of us see that God is with us but separate. Well that means I am now my own entity disconnected, distant, removed, separated from God and any relationship I have with God is limited due to that. This, as I stated previously in the book is a weak god; looks so small, not a God at all. This does not mean that we will always prevail in all our decisions being the best decision when acting with responsibility and understanding that God is in us (there always seems to be variables (parts) that we miss), yet the greatest variable of all will be accounted for, that being God is in Man, everyone of us and everything else, making you a part of, in and from God.

If it is true God is not in us then we are nothing more than slaves to some god, if we choose to accept that god as the God.

Man creates an entity from spliced DNA from multiple animals. God gives this being a soul and the knowledge of I am. Does this make Man God now? It would be impossible, ludicrous, insanity to even think that and if one does think that they are only accepting a lie since God is also in that entity Man created. Why would we do that, hmmm, probably so that we would not lose control of our creation so we can keep it as our slave to serve us? We didn't give the entity life though we did create the entity through genetic manipulation. God gave it life, none other can. You really think we were created any differently?

incorporating: to take in or include as a part or parts, as the body or a mass does; to embody.

discernation: the showing of good or outstanding judgment and understanding.

" _When Man empowers himself by incorporating God into the self with discernation, Man's potential for growth, harmony, and enlightenment would truly flourish as never before, making religions obsolete." = Damon S. Hyde_

All Mankind Emerge Nirvana

" _Our problems are man-made; therefore they may be solved by man. And man can be as big as he wants. No problem of human destiny is beyond human beings." = John F. Kennedy_

Once again I ask you, what do you choose for Man's Destiny? Ask yourself that question and answer it. Ok, now it's time to do some self evaluation and soul searching. Was your answer based on just self? Did you answer only within the part of, in and from God that is you? If so I am definitely failing in hoping to have Man see that we are all a part of, in and from God. God gave us all a soul and is within us all.

Did you include all Man in your answer for choosing Man's destiny? If you did you have utilized the Love of Understand and have looked beyond the self part of, in and from God that is you; neglecting not the other parts of, in and from God that are beyond you. It is with beliefs and thoughts like this that Man can achieve nirvana.

nirvana: freedom from Man destroying each other and their selves to include all cycles and reincarnations.

When we finally let go of gods claiming to be God is when we realize that we are all a part of, in and from God. When we connect to God and learn, feel and experience the power of Man's soul, when we choose to no longer limit ourselves and spirit; then Man will achieve nirvana. It is the destiny of Man, it will and shall emerge.

" _Destiny is not a matter of chance; but a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved." = William Jennings Bryan_

This will not happen overnight. Perhaps it could, but if it did I believe free will would have to be removed from the equation. I'd rather take the slow road of learning, experiencing and working to achieve nirvana for Man. You all do realize that God loves every one of you. God exists through and is every part of, in and from you.

" _And the LORD said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do." = Genesis 11:6_

Why do many of you not believe in Man? Don't you know even the gods (Elohim) who created us new that nothing can be restrained from Man which we imagine to do when Man works together as a part of, in and from God. AMEN.
CHAPTER FOUR

RELATIONS

RELATIONS TO ALL HUMAN/LIVING SOULS

" _All virtue is summed up in dealing justly" = Aristotle_

I will state this bluntly and to the point as best I can. All relations with another human/living soul will with me be by contract. Any contract that entails a deeper meaning of relating, property, or other more serious matters will be by written contract. I state here and now that any contract I make with another human/living soul will not be allowed trespass upon the contract from any third party entity. Any contract between another human/living soul and myself can and will state within the contract that no third party intervention (to include fictions) is required or allowed to make judgment upon these contracts, unless stated in the contract itself.

contract: An agreement between parties, binding until and to include specified occurrences, default remedies, and or dates for ending of the agreement.

I view most interactions with other human/living souls as a contract. Even with acquaintances I will state immediately things such as "I do not like be hit on by guys." One friend told me "I do not like certain drug use in my presence." This woman ended up being a great friend. I view friendships as even greater contracts between two human/living souls. If I am to ever marry I guarantee it will be through contract.

There is reasoning for dealing like this. If I choose to contract with be it acquaintances, friends, loved ones, dealings of property and even life then that human/living soul knows exactly what they are getting, as do I. Wouldn't it be prudent to put it in writing stating the core values and other specifications for a marriage, such as I will not beat or harm you, or I will not have sexual intercourse with another? Many call this prenuptial agreement.

liberty: Being able to act free from restrictions and control for one's own self.

Note I state this definition with the intention that should be understood that it does not go as far as to harm another living soul's life or property. If it does not harm anyone's life or property, then one should be able to act free from restrictions and control.

" _What shall it profit Man if he gains the whole world but loses his soul?" = Jesus the Christ_

MY CONTRACT TO YOU OTHER HUMAN/LIVING SOULS

" _It is possible to give without loving, but it is impossible to love without giving." = Richard Braunstein_

I will never purposefully, except for defending myself, inflict bodily harm upon you, another human/living soul ever. – I find violence beyond competition repulsive.

I will also try to always stay cognoscente of not inflicting emotional harm to you. – This is a hard task since I may have bad days and I'm human, but if I ever do I will sincerely apologize.

need: loss of life may occur without it.

I will never steal from any of you, and will always ask if possible when I become in need of any possession that is yours. – If I ever take anything without asking it is because I thought no one owned that possession, I had need of it, or by my use of it I was doing them a favor, if I was wrong I will return, make amends, and sincerely apologize again.

I will never knowingly deceive you in contract, I will be honest and fair in all contracts with you to the best of my abilities, and I will admit to any fault I showed in contract. – Sometimes not every variable is accounted for in a contract, I will do my best to bring every variable I am aware of to the table.

I will never engage in sexual relations with any of you that are not of the age to contract, procreate, and not given consent if you are a ward. I could not live with, respect, or even like myself to do such a thing.

I will never forcibly engage in sexual intercourse with any of you that are unwilling. No means no to me. – I do not want from anyone anything that they are not willing to give to me. I see you as a living soul and a part of, in and from God, I can not infringe upon what is not allowed me.

I will treat each of you with the respect and acknowledge your existence as a part of, in and from God. – Forgive me if I am busy, or have other pressing matters and I do not have the time to give the proper showing of respect and acknowledgement. There are approximately seven billion human/living souls and I just haven't figured out how to make time for that many on an individual flesh and bone basis.

I will tolerate all liberties displayed by you all as long as they do not impede upon my, or another human/living souls life, liberty, or property. – I will not judge you for what you choose to do with your body, be it sex, drugs, or anything else you deem a liberty.

I will try to look upon all of you initially, as I look upon myself and accept your existence in this world with the assumption that you mean me no harm. – This one is again hard to do. I'm human and sometimes I have bad days, it has nothing to do with you if I am not always extra cordial to you, my mind may just be elsewhere that day.

I will refrain from all relations on those of you who wish harm upon others or me, who deceive in contract, and or have habits and hobbies that could be detrimental to the well being of myself or others, whenever I so choose. – I find people like this as an impairment to myself and those around me, I am not a bad person, I also don't desire to be by people who see me as a bad person in my life.

I will not give property and money to those beyond friends and loved ones even if asked, though I may be willing to offer my time to those who ask. – If this were the case I may as well be homeless, not that I haven't been, and won't be, it just is not feasible to give to everyone. I will though offer ideas which may help for you to obtain property and money if I have the time.

" _Beware of he who would deny you access to information, for in his heart he dreams himself your master." = Commissioner Pravin Lal_

I will never withhold knowledge that I have from any of you, unless it infringes upon someone else's life, liberty, property, or divulging the information could put my life or others in danger. – I am not your master.

I will excommunicate any who do me wrong, which may mean they failed in a promise (contract) they made with me, whenever I so choose. – Sad but true I have had to excommunicate allot of people I have known, many people follow the path of taking advantage of kindness, and being deceitful.

" _Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned." = Eminem_

I will never engage in homosexual acts with any of you. – Do what you like with those who will do it with you, I am not that Man. I find it nauseating when guys hit on me. Please don't.

Above all I will respect and honor every one's life, liberty, and property. – I do ask that you do the same for me. If you do not like what I do, be it drugs, sex, researching subjects you find taboo, eating the wrong foods, not praying to your god, etc..., by all means then do not associate with me. You are not my master either and as long as I do not cause harm to your life, liberty, or property then you have no right to deem your views above my liberty.

Shame on you if you are one of those power hungry, short sighted, narrow minded, or brainwashed people thinking you are above any other living soul, and desire to control's one's life, liberty, or property due to ignorance or your wish to control them, whatever your reasoning.

My gift to you human/living souls

I have been debating for months now about doing this, and I have decided what could be more honorable than helping all of you with the problems thrown at you in life. So I am going to dedicate five years of my life, one thousand eight hundred and twenty six days from here forth during the rest of my life to help those who I am able to help. As I stated earlier, I will not provide monetary handouts to anyone other than family members and close friends, but what I can offer is knowledge, time, and good old fashioned hard work.

*This being version 2 of the book, I make note that I have already completed this task of offering 5 years of service which was done with giving good old fashioned hard work to others; though I will still offer my service, whenever I so choose and the service of knowledge whenever I am able and have the time.

Six of the eight years that I raised my son I did very little for myself. Stopped dating, stopped partying, and stopped congregating with tons of friends like I did prior to raising him. What I did do was spend most my free time researching. I have knowledge of the law, of medicine, and of various methods used to better ones' self. I will help by showing you the facts and providing the knowledge I have so you can help yourself.

" _Give a Man a fish you feed him for a day. Teach a Man to fish you feed him for a lifetime." = Anne Isabella Thackeray Ritchie_

I learned much during those years and while researching for the writing of this book. I will gladly share my knowledge with any of you on an individual basis. My degree was in Political Science with an emphasis on Constitutional development. I was not taught many truths in college on how the system of government works, but through diligent research I feel I have gained a good picture of the facts. I am an attorney in fact, a private attorney. That means I use the facts that exist utilizing them on apropria persona or sui juris basis. I had complete access to documents in credit, banking, magistrate courts, and the law of the land, maritime law, land rights, travel rights, Uniform Commercial Code, and debt. This is what I have been dedicating most of my time to these last few years. I do not practice law, nor do I offer legal determination, or inform any on their appropriate course of action. All I can offer is presentation of documents which present fact and only on an individual basis.

I am not a doctor and if I were I would probably be out of business, because I believe in curing people not providing pharmaceutical band aids that just keep the patient coming back for another prescription. I know of five cures for 90% of the cancers out there, and one cure for melanoma. In fact almost any virus can be made inactive and or destroyed (depending on the method you use to rid yourself of cancer or other viruses) in your system if you keep your body alkaline and not acidic. Some viruses like herpes are harder to kill than others. The information is readily available if you just take some time to do some proper research.

People do your own research; don't take my word for it. The cost is unbelievably low too, in fact Miracle Mineral Supplement, and food grade hydrogen peroxide are both under twenty dollars. My son had stomach cancer a few years back and was cured within two months using MMS. Though eating tons of greens would have probably done the same job.

Here is a story I love and would like to share with you. A father who was a doctor sent his son to medical school. The son graduated and joined his father's practice. On his first day the son saw an old lady who had been coming in for years. He listened really close to what she had to say, did some proper research and told her his diagnosis. At the end of the day the father asked "Well how was your first day son?" The son replied "Great dad, you know old lady Johnson, I listened to her and figured out what was wrong with her, I cured her dad." The dad got furious and yelled at his son "You stupid shit, who do you think paid for your schooling all these years?"

" _Non nobis solum nati sumus. (Not for ourselves alone are we born.)" = Marcus Tullius Cicero_

I will also help with manual labor and prefer to help people in this manner over any other if needed from me. I know the method(s) of hypnotism if you think that may help. I am sorry for those of you who do not live by me, because to help most people I will put an ad in the paper or bulletin, stating I would like to help those who could use my knowledge and labor (craigslist refused my add to do this, understandable though since they were just trying to protect their visitors from someone they do not know). No cost for help ever, and I will not ask for money ever when offering my services (except for gas money if I have to travel to you), though I learned never to turn down donations, people for some reason take offense to that.

Maybe I'll be lucky and get to do book signings and I can possibly help you then. If that does happen I'll try to remember to bring my lap top so I can have information and documents readily available to provide for or show to you, as well as allot time in my schedule to help you.

I will not be willing to help anyone who would ask for my help in any way that I feel is morally or unethical against my well being and morals. If you need help in the bedroom, find another willing participant, or go to Nevada for a prostitute. If you want me to protect you from an abusive relationship, get a restraining order or hire a body guard. If you want me to infringe upon another's life, liberty, or property, I don't know what to tell you, it's not going to happen.

I will not accept abuse from anyone that I have agreed to help at my discretion. If you are not a good person who can't even show dignity to be kind to someone who is willing to help you, then do not be surprised if I refuse to help you any further. I hope you all react in kind to the kindness I am trying to portray. I mean to give and offer you knowledge and physical labor of which God has bestowed upon me to other living souls in hope that I may better their existence.

" _I don't worry about people misinterpreting my kindness for weakness." = Jason Bateman_

Relations to all fictional Entities

" _Corporation, n. An ingenious device for obtaining individual profit without individual responsibility." = Ambrose Bierce_

How do I deal with fictions? I have put too much thought into this area. For the readers who may be unaware, countries are fictions, corporations are fictions, organizations of all types to include religions are fictions, and even you are a legal fiction in relation to how other fictions deal with you.

I am not a legal fiction, I have created a Uniform Commercial Code 1 Financing Statement form and addendums as well as Security Agreements to let it be known that I will not allow any fiction to dupe me through assumption into acceptance of such once this book is published and/or released to the public.

*During the last 5 years I did allot of experimentation. Some of these experimentation related to how well I would be able to fulfill the relations I claim in this book, some were for research, and some were personal. I experimented with the fictions in that I did not fight them when they said I was a bad person and should be jailed. So what did they do? They railroaded me and sent me to jail because I accepted whatever they did. I had not published the book yet so I wanted to see how they treat people. I learned.

*Our lawmakers are way worse than drug addicts to the progression and enlightenment of Man. Judges and cops are only doing their job of enacting these horrendous laws. Once this book is published I will always fight your silly, nonsensical, poorly written laws. Have you no conscience with what you have done to America; your overly worded broad and vague laws that have made a mockery of liberty and made the United States the most imprisoned state per capita in the world. Shame on you, really shame on you, do us all a favor and fire yourself.

*There is a book out there called three felonies a day by Harvey Silverglate, that's right the average person commits 3 felonies a day. Crossing a field of private property with someone you know that has a swiss-army knife on them is in the State of Colorado an F5 felony for that person who is aware of that tool being on their friend.

So as for you fictions, the providers of goods and services you bestow are second to none. You can also be the greatest manipulators, thieves, and brainwashers in the world. Many of you work honestly as the people who have created you; others work on the highest levels of treason to Mankind as if you were run by Satan himself or worse the Annunaki. The best way I can probably deal with you is to break it down by the different types of fictional categories you may fall under.

de-jure: according to the law by rightful entitlement.

Countries – This is to include all countries that have been incorporated. I can only accept laws and rules of a country that is de-jure (that said that does not mean I must accept your laws that deprive me of my life, liberty, and or property, Man is a non-fiction and above fiction). I do not have to accept authority of the laws and rules of a country that is de-facto. This should be obvious to these countries. If the country is de-facto in nature then I will require certification of any and all laws and statutes of that country, otherwise I demand foreign diplomatic status as a part of, in and from God (I am a Sovereign) within your borders and territories. I will take charge of any securities of person that are associated with my legal person. I am a free Man as a part of, in and from God.

" _Man is free at the moment he wishes to be." = Voltaire_

I understand that it appears the world as a whole is headed toward globalization of laws and governance. I am not for or against this in either way, though if done with the realization of we are all a part of, in and from God and we base the laws with the concept of the Love of Understanding then I would be more inclined to be for it. That said I will not be a willing party to this through deception and fictions making this choice for me. I must be presented with contract which includes full disclosure and understanding to accept a one world rule. If you think I or anyone is not important enough to be offered this, then those of you who have set this up are not fit to rule me. If securities of person to be associated with me in any way are created in this system or any system of governance, then I will be the holder of these securities as I do not give anyone the right to make decisions for me.

I am willing to meet with the leaders of any country to discuss these matters upon invitation at the countries expense to determine if they accept me. I confess that I am a citizen of the united States of America (I am an American Citizen, Natural) and this is the citizenship that I have claimed through birth. I see a Republic as the greatest form of government Man has ever devised, a true government for the free Man; a government that assures its citizens Sovereignty equal to any King or Queen as should be being a part of, in and from God.

14th Amendment note: I am not a dual citizen and have filled out all appropriate paperwork (or in the process of) and sent (will send) such to appropriate authorities for those who try to contract me into being a citizen of a fictional foreign corporation. Any contract you presume is null and void. I am not a person, a subclass of citizen, and I have no need for any of your so called privileges or benefits. Once this book is made public you will not have jurisdiction over me nor do I grant you any jurisdiction. Your statutes do not apply.

" _Any people anywhere, being inclined and having the power, have the right to rise up, and shake off the existing government, and form a new one that suits them better. This is a most valuable - a most sacred right - a right, which we hope and believe, is to liberate the world."= Abraham Lincoln_

We as Man being a part of, in and from God have the power.

Businesses – This is to include businesses that have been incorporated. I will continue to contract with you as allotted by law (Uniform Commercial Code). You must understand what I am saying though. I will do my best to adhere to all contracts; I like what you provide for the most part. Though many of you have become full of greed and selfishness and have truly forgotten about your common Man. If you utilize these greed and selfish practices on me I will bring the fraud to court to discharge all matters. You don't have to deal with me if you do not choose to, but I do realize what you provide is often second to none and I am grateful for most of your existences, products, and services. Though for every five times I am pleased by some business, I am screwed over and taken advantage of by at least one. So I state once again, I would love to contract with you if you are willing, but I reserve the right to discharge in court any contractual fraud if you take advantage of me, provide me with a product or service that is unsatisfactory, or try to screw me.

Organizations – This may be my favorite of all fictions. You provide services that are specialized, be it religious, groups, etc... I hope all organizations that will have me, want me to attend, or be a part of, will accept me if even but for a day. I hope most of you thrive throughout the world and I can enjoy your existences for a long time, except the ones that make money off of illnesses and seek to harm Man. Those types of organizations I find despicable in action and existence. People realize that if these organizations ever got a cure they would be out of business, so they don't want a cure they just want your resources. I know there are a few of you that truly are not like that, for them I commend you for really wanting to help and cure people. I do not commend organizations who know there is a cure, invest in areas they know won't find a cure, and market remedies for the symptoms just to take peoples' money.

Relation to gods/God

" _I love to think of nature as an unlimited broadcasting station, through which God speaks to us every hour, if we will only tune in." = George Washington Carver_

I acknowledge your existence gods. I acknowledge your part of, in and from God. I hope and pray that we can work together. If you wish to control me, demand my worship, desire my destruction then I call upon the right to life as granted by God as a part of, in and from God. I have only one God. This God does not control me due to freewill, nor does he demand my worship or desire my destruction.

Any god who makes war with me or Man will be destroyed or shall fade away. You know and I know the power of your soul is not even close to the power of the soul given to Man by God. You will only hurt yourselves making war with me or Man, just as you did in having Jesus killed on this planet. Know this and realize that it is not war I seek but peace. There is no reason that you need to choose your own destruction, especially for such a silly emotion as jealousy or envy.

Any god who desires peace with me and Man shall have no wish to control, demand worship, or seek Man's destruction in any way. If peace is truly desired I welcome it and you gods. You truly understand the concept of being a part of, in and from God. Let us grow in these parts together; working and striving to build each other up.

" _The moment I have realized God sitting in the temple of every human body, the moment I stand in reverence before every human being and see God in him - that moment I am free from bondage, everything that binds vanishes, and I am free." = Swami Vivekananda_

God my relationship with you is I am a part of, in and from you. All I do is you. I will do my best to be a part of, in and from you that helps to progress and bring glory to the whole of the parts which is you God. I can't escape you nor do I have any power over you. I am you in part, I am of you, I am in you, I am from you. I am. You Are.

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DEFINING GOD V2C is also available with another chapter and Epilogue. This book do to the numerous signatures from notarized public documents is only for now available at the websight link above. I will make it available on any ebook sight I can find that allows for straight pdf files. This book will have an exorbitant fee as well as the book's original cover, though don't dismay. There is nothing special in the complete version. Just a Public Record Chapter where I legally state my claims to being a part of, in and from God. There is also an Epilogue where I do some whining and complaining, state things you probably don't care about, confess to all I have done in my life, and just show to you all I am a human that does human things that hides nothing from you. Purchase it if you want but there is no reason to unless you just want to give me your money. Being someone who actually lives on less than $100 dollars a month (really I do), I'll be very grateful to sell it to you.

Thank You,

Damon Shawn Hyde
