and I are you refreshed good now what
that was really weird that I got pic
because everything inside me says that I
didn't want to get up here and then at
the last second I raised my hand you
picnic which is really strange you are
the one exception to the laws of the
universe so I was talking to my friend
about this like I find it really amazing
that people are like very specific when
they come up here about like whatever
issue they want to work on I don't
really even know where to begin you know
because I feel like there's like a lot
but i will say that there's like been
this is just like theme throughout my
life a consistent theme of just like i
want to just say like unhappiness you
know of just like a darkness the thing
about trying to figure it all out like
even a theme for my life or I don't know
where I could begin is that the whole
idea of sorting it out or unraveling it
figuring it out it feels overwhelming
but we're going to give you something
really easy and comfortable and
important and that is we really like the
word the theme of my life because what
you're saying is my habits of thought my
vibrational patterns the nice thing is
is that whatever pattern you've got
going on is what's reflecting in this
and this and this and this and this our
friend earlier was talking about cats
highs and lows wanted things and
unwanted things and that's because he
like everyone thinks about things wanted
and not wanted in other words your
thoughts are turning to things and so
you don't have to remember every thought
you ever thought or even justify why you
were thinking the thoughts you were
thinking or explain how you came to feel
this way by explaining who your parents
were what life was like or any of that
that is overwhelming all you have to
know is right here right now everything
is responding to the vibration that
you're offering and you can do something
about that if you want to so the reason
that we like to explain it
to you the way we do that you have an
inner being who knows everything that
you want and is standing as the larger
part of you in utter happiness is
because we want you to know that that
happiness is being projected to you
float to you but that you've got to meet
it and the interesting thing this is
such a good thing for you to know you
can't be unhappy unless you've put so
much in your vortex and you have a
extraordinarily happy interbeing because
it's the variation that is equaling the
emotion that you feel in other words if
somebody you didn't even know called you
on the telephone and said hello you
don't know me I'm just calling to tell
you I will never call you again you
would say okay thanks good to know but
if someone you really care about said
you'll never see me or hear from me
again you would feel strong negative
emotion so what we're saying is your
negative emotion is proportionate to
your positive emotion and so if you have
what you are calling sort of steady year
after year decade after decade
unhappiness what that means is you've
been living life and putting a lot in
your vortex and there's a lot going on
in there and it means that your
intervene is projecting to you a strong
good-feeling signal that you are denying
through your day-to-day experiences and
we don't care about what happened long
time ago it's like what happened lately
your life is not made up of these big
big events it's made up of moment to
moment events and your response to them
it's interesting because Esther was just
thinking about this very thing as she
was behind the curtain just now waiting
for the chime so she left as you did to
go up to her sleeping room and they've
given her a route they let her put some
little arrows up to lead her through the
back way because she really doesn't want
to run into you
and the reason that she doesn't want to
run into you is because she doesn't want
to get out of her Abraham vibration she
doesn't have a conversation with you
about what you've got going on or
whatever whatever whatever and so she
started hiding from you not because she
doesn't love you but because she does
love you she just wants to give you the
best receptive mode that she can give
you and so the hotel staff knows they
don't approach her they don't talk to
her number she just sort of slip through
and everyone kind of smiles and she goes
up to her bathroom and then comes back
down so just now when she went out there
was someone there one of you with a dog
it's alright it's alright we're not
after you were just when I explain so s
just tries to see someone and then
there's a whole dog thing in other words
thank you for all not bringing your dog
is what Esther wants to say just because
can you imagine what that would be like
so she sort of got that drum that she's
been beating for a while so she's a
little flustered by it and went through
the kitchen as did the dog up to her
sleeping room and then was feeling
unsteady about it and even about it in
other words it stirred up stuff that she
hasn't got resolved things about
agreements and crowd management and laws
and rules and all that stuff and then
she remembered our conversation just now
with a friend just step away from it
just step away from if it's a condition
that you can't solve and it's disruptive
to your vibration then just step away
from it so she thought oh that's easy I
don't even have to think about this
right now there isn't a new policy that
I have to set can't really there's in
the condition that I have to change
can't really nobody was doing anything
wrong there was no wrongdoing done at
all nobody did anything wrong I'm just
for whatever reason not feeling good
step away from it because I can't change
it enough to make the feeling be
different you see what we're getting out
and now she's finding it humorous
because she realizes that your life it's
easy to make big deals out of things
that you don't need to make big deals
about because you've been carrying that
along with you for a while in other
words it's a belief system that you've
been bringing with you that is in the
way of
what you really want and what you really
want an only thing that you really
really want is to be happy which is the
first thing that you start with here you
want to be happy and Esther does too but
she can let something bad
inconsequential ruffle her feathers ahh
not anymore sure you're going to take
the hit because you've got to bounce up
against the beliefs that you've got
going on in the way you can't pretend
that you don't have a vibration going on
if there's a vibration within you it
will activate if something about
something that you have considered and
worked on and worried about comes into
your experience it will activate but
once you remind yourself that you want
to be happy and that you can back away
from that and you want to be happy and
you can back away from that as you meet
a situation after situation and that's
your response to it this is a condition
that I don't need to and cannot control
and if my happiness depends upon the
controlling of things that are really
not any of my business not really what
others do is not my business how I feel
about it is but what others do is not my
business then you have the potential of
being a consistently really happy person
we think what gets in the way of so much
happiness is so much reality so much
interfacing with others who are feeling
about things differently than you are or
even feeling differently about you than
you would like them to in other words
there's a lot of people that make you
their business parents make their
children their business when they have
no business making children their
business and that feels odd to some of
you parents because you think that your
children are your business well they are
certainly something someone that you
care about but the less you try to
control them the more you allow them the
receptive mode the more you will
recognize their ability to control their
own experience helpful sure yeah like I
understand what you're saying
intelligently and like I've you know
I've done various different types just
say one thing softly sure if you're just
and then we want to hear from you if you
will just say to yourself it's only what
happened lately that I even need to
think about because the stuff that it
happened you keep regurgitated
and you keep change it and you keep
amplifying it and keep dramatizing it
SSS I have to think of anything that
happened before she met the dog in the
elevator and not even that stay present
because it's going to keep coming you're
going to keep getting reflections of
what your vibration is and don't you
want that that's like having a
navigational system that lets you know
where you are in relationship to where
you want to be don't you want that and
so a negative emotion is in the bad
thing its guidance just like positive
emotion is guidance will hear you we
just really want to help you know that
it's just what happened lately that's
all you got to think about yeah I mean I
totally understand them the most recent
thing that happened to you is that we
began with a very clear desire to offer
value to everyone and scan the room and
you light it up because you have a clear
desire and you were more in the
receptive mode than you usually are you
weren't all the way in receptive mode
but you were so much more in the
receptive mode than you usually are and
with your powerful desire you light it
up that's the most recent thing that
happened to you
yep and being a line like that is the
most amazing feeling ever and I guess
I'm trying to like figure out how to get
more of that just one little thing at a
time just by not letting insignificant
things bother you and not focusing on
them long enough to let them get any
momentum that's just where I feel the
most alive so i guess i'm just like
chasing that well because your
vibrations where you last left it where
you feel most alive is in that receptive
mode of course of course Peter line you
were born to be out here on the leading
edge you were born to turn these
vibrations to thoughts and these
thoughts to things that's who you are
and that's why you're here it's of
course that's what feels the best to you
that's what's most natural but it's also
pretty humanly natural to observe stuff
around you and to have responses to it
and that's the thing that we want you to
not let overwhelm you just take your
responses one at a time and talk to
negative emotion down by stepping back
some it as quickly as you can true yeah
enough yeah pretty good
