
English: 
Infinite Brah!
three levels of understanding. First is
intellectual. Second is experiences
Third is a Realization. Do not confuse
intellectual understanding with
experience and do not confuse experience
with Realization.  Experiences islike a
glimpse when you have a peak experience
on meditation that's an experience
glimpse of enlightenment
experience or an awakened experience
and all that congeal into a Realization
see before that you have intellect
maybe you read about
it or imagine what enlightenment feels
like you need to go through all three
steps.  A realization is after you have an
experience, and you make it into your default state
so three levels.  Realization is
permanent through direct experience

Chinese: 
 
有三個階層：知性上，自身經驗，到最後是領悟。
千萬不要混淆知識方面得到的理解與經驗
也不要混淆經驗和領悟這兩回事
經驗是暫時性的一個體會
或是從冥想得到的一些東西
所謂的開悟經歷都會累計在一個點
變成最終的領悟
而在這所有之前你可能是從知識方面得到一些訊息 像是看書等等
或是你“幻想”開悟是怎樣的感覺
你必須要經過這三個階層
而領悟其實會是 在你得到經驗之後 然後把這經驗轉化為你的永久狀態
而每當你到一個巔峰時，你可以將這“巔峰狀態”鎖緊

English: 
and anytime that you have a peak
experience you can lock it and make it
become your default State
the moment of enlightenment it feels
like the whole universe is eating itself
through and through like a cosmic snake
biting its own tail; strange looping to
infinity.  Having a natural full realization
of Anatta it's actually extremely rare
I've talked to maybe less
than two people in real life who's attained it. One of them is my girlfriend
and we went to the same process together
lots of pain. Lots of tears after Kundalini Explosion
Where every one of my
chakras spontaneously opened up which lead
to Stream Entry the first level of
enlightenment I thought that was like a 5meo DMT trip

Chinese: 
然後把它變成你每天的自然形態。
 
在開悟的那一刻，感覺就像全宇宙在自己咀嚼自己
猶如宇宙蛇不斷地吞噬自己的尾巴。
得到最自然的無我狀態是一個非常稀有的領悟
我也就只懂兩個有相同領悟的人，而其中一個是我的女友
我們一起走這一段路，充滿淚水和痛
自從我靈量醒覺之後，且把我帶到入流之後(第一層次的開悟)
自從我靈量醒覺之後，且把我帶到入流之後(第一層次的開悟)

English: 
Natural. On my last Realization
I was like this is beyond
psychedelics, beyond paths beyond all
method, cycle, states.
all suffering comes from separation and
all separation comes
from perceiving that invisible line
between self and others, inside outside
and different objects in the world as
solid. So the entire spiritual path could
be summed up is dissolving every single
speck of solidity, not just within the
individual body mind but the entire
Reality and the most stubborn specks of
solidity are in the center of the
experience if you can dissolve that

Chinese: 
我以為那就像 5-meo DMT 得到的體驗，自然的
在我上一個領悟中，我覺得說 “這完全就是超越迷幻藥物得到的經驗，道路和打破傳統，甚至是超越所有方式
循環和狀態
所有的痛苦都源自於分隔的存在
而所有的分離感都源自於分割你我他
使所有人事物被歸類為“實體”的隱形線
所以這整個道路上簡單來說就是把所有“僵硬”的“實體”都給融化掉
但不僅僅是你的身體，而是包括這整個現實
而最頑固的實體，就是你存在的中心點

English: 
center point you move from duality to
none-duality to non-locality
that's the whole point is to dissolve
the center like I talked about before
like the characters in the head and you
keep you keeps getting smaller and
smaller and when the character gets
smaller awareness
expands more but then at the end
there was still a
really tiny knot, a spec of
solidity that's in here somewhere and
it's really hard to track it at the end
you would think that you're done.
You're there. It moves around?
of course it moves on because everything
moves around. I see, so well for me it still
feels more like it's solidified in one
area.  In the beginning or mid
path it still is very solidified
just like here right? but at the
that's why it's hard to track
because at the end you don't know where
it is just that little knot that's there
somewhere that's moving around, it will keep
you from seeing the full thing and the
difference between the full thing and
99% is like quantum it's huge it's
actually really huge before I used to

Chinese: 
倘若你可以將這中心點給解掉，你就會從二元性走到不二，然後到無地點
就像我之前說過的，角色在你的頭裡面，然後他會變得越來越小(角色逐漸變小)
就像我之前說過的，角色在你的頭裡面，然後他會變得越來越小(角色逐漸變小)
“意識”不斷地膨脹，但到最後還是會有小小的結(固體)在某處
而且是非常難抓到的一個點
而且是非常難抓到的一個點
你會認為你已經到達目的地了
(問：所以它會到處走？)
它“走”的形式就像說過的所有東西都在動啊
(問：但對我來說它還是像在一個固定的地方凝固著)
(問：但對我來說它還是像在一個固定的地方凝固著)
在一開始到中間時候那感覺也是很紮實在“自己”這個位置
但到最後會很難捉到 因為你有可能不懂那個結到底在哪裡
而就是那個會一直動來動去的結使你無法看見和體驗所有
這100%的所有和99%的所有之間的差別是非一般的大

Chinese: 
(問：那你認為這個的差別是不是大過 0 到 99% 呢)
我認為有兩個非常大的跳躍點：一個是從入流之前到入流時候
而最後那個跳躍點真的很瘋狂，連我自己都感到難以置信
而最後那個跳躍點真的很瘋狂，連我自己都感到難以置信
(問：那是怎麼發生的呢？)
那是整個禮拜的循環積累
2-3小時。現在我真的時永久性地在“無頭狀態”了
而那個把我給推一把的東西，是發現那個在追踪著那個結
自己也只是個空心的感知，一直在體驗自己，而他們都不是“我”.
自己也只是個空心的感知，一直在體驗自己，而他們都不是“我”.
 

English: 
think that would you say it's bigger
than the path from zero to the 99%
basically there are two really big jumps
one from pre Stream Entry to Stream Entry
yeah that's a big jump.  That final
jump was like... that moment was like f*cking
crazy man like
I could't believe what was happening it was like
accumulation of like a whole week of
cycling up and down "Dark Night" and "Arising and Passing" and cessations  keep going like
how much were you meditating. I
think 2 or 3 hours a day but at that
point it was happening by itself 
so basically I'm permenently headless now
and the thing that got me over the hump
is realizing that whatever is tracking/being Aware of
that last speck of the solidity and knot of
perception it's just more empty
sensations arising all on their own and
none of them is self
see what is like beyond your mind at
first you can catch like maybe one

Chinese: 
(一開始我可能說每五到十秒可以抓到一個感知)
(...空且滿.. 這不只是個體驗，這完全超越所有體驗)
(...空且滿.. 這不只是個體驗，這完全超越所有體驗)
(...空且滿.. 這不只是個體驗，這完全超越所有體驗)
(...空且滿.. 這不只是個體驗，這完全超越所有體驗)

English: 
sensation every five to ten seconds. But then there's a little spec in the center
this is this is fucked up
this is so fucking crazy; empty and full
it's just like WTF?  Its hologram on
hologram. Void on void. Infinity on infinity
pretty which means that there's nothing
to say this is it's not an
experience it transcends experiences

Chinese: 
意識其實完全沒有泡泡，它只是個事後思考
很多富有經驗的冥想者，甚至是和尚，都沒捉到這一點
完全沒有濾鏡，沒有鏡子，也沒有感知的鏡頭
完全沒有濾鏡，沒有鏡子，也沒有感知的鏡頭

English: 
there is no bubble to awareness a lot of
very advanced practitioners even monks
and teachers missed this point it's an
extreme subtle form of identification and
attachment.  your True Nature transcends
awareness, space and time there's no
mirror no filter no lens of perception
at all there's not even a sense of

English: 
"merging" there's no condom between you
and Reality perceiver and the perceived
awareness is not
locate anywhere by the way it only
arises co-dependently through objects
and sensations and vanishes a moment
later. That's why having a cessation or Nirvana, when you take your mind to the
edge and then consciousness just shuts down is
so important because when consciousness
is not aware of any objects be
completely vanishes with the entire
universe. The highest meditative
absorption is total unconsciousness hahaha
you're not gonna attain true freedom
unless you cling on to nothing not even
conscious or Brahman. Or Christ Consciousness or the Buddha Mind
Whatever you want to call it.  Cosmic Consciousness
or Unity Consciousness where you are
connected to the whole universe

Chinese: 
也根本沒有出現的感覺 宇宙和你之間完全〇距離
而意識也只不過是一個沒有存在地點的東西
它只是因事物和感覺而存在和消失的東西
這就是開悟那一刻：將自己帶到思想的邊緣然後把它給停止非常重要
當意識並沒察覺到任何物體時，它將和全宇宙一起完完全全地消失掉
而最高境界的冥想程度就是無意識
你將不會得到真正的自由 除非你不把自己靠在任何東西，甚至是意識
你將不會得到真正的自由 除非你不把自己靠在任何東西，甚至是意識
 
 
合一或宇宙意識，也就是當你連接整個宇宙

Chinese: 
那是一個很好的“中途階段”，因為你必須要先體會到這合一的感覺才能真正的從那醒悟
那是一個很好的“中途階段”，因為你必須要先體會到這合一的感覺才能真正的從那醒悟
那是一個很好的“中途階段”，因為你必須要先體會到這合一的感覺才能真正的從那醒悟
到終極階段，所有的“我”不管是大還是小都是一樣的
甚至是被蚊子咬，都一樣
它們都只是不同的配置和強度
所有都是你， 也不是你
空，有無限的方式呈現自己，而當然空和形態是相同的
當一個變形者
當一個變形者
你就在這沒有陸地的陸地自由浮動，所以你不能緊抓著任何平面，或是存在感
你就在這沒有陸地的陸地自由浮動
每個感覺都漂浮在無限的中心點

English: 
that's a good mid way stage to be in because
you have to have any experience of
abiding in Oneness to be able to even
wake up out of that! At the ultimate
level there's no difference between a
small self or a big Self the
Godhead or a mosquito bite they're just
different configurations and intensities of sensations. All of that is you but
none of them is you simultaneously
middle way brah middle way.  Emptiness that
could be manifested Infinite number of ways to different forms and again
emptiness and forms are identical be a
shape-shifter brah shape shapeshift
shift change change change changing so you are free-floating
within this Groundless Ground
that's why you can't hold onto any
ground no Ground of Being.  Each sensation
is floating in the center of infinity
which means that nothing has a center and
every point that makes up each

English: 
individual sensations are equally
infinite and every sensation is unfolding
exactly where they are your mind or
awareness doesn't expand to be aware of
the world.  It's aware of itself without a self
You can never get lost in thoughts anymore
you never have to stay present because
there's nothing but Presence. It's
complete stillness even if your... Thoughts
are in the exact same "space" as
the sky
how can you empty the mind when thoughts
are already, emotions are already the
body is already utterly and completely
transient and empty and vibrating out of thin
air nano second by nano second
Again you can take this Realization
everywhere you go in the world it's
right it's right here is all the same
yeah so when that final shift happened

Chinese: 
也就是說所有東西其實都沒有中心點 (包括你的思維和身體)
所有的感知和造就感知的每個點都是無限的
每一個感知都在它們的所在位置自我發展 你的意識並沒有因擴展而意識到意識，意識一直都在沒有自我的狀態之下意識著自己
你從此不會再思想中迷失了
你也不需要活在當下，因為這裡除了當下還是只是當下
思想 = 天空
你該如何挖空你的腦袋 當你的感知和身體
都是空心的在自己每分每秒震動著
 
 
當那發生時，跟死亡一樣，根本沒有任何人在“這”

Chinese: 
當那發生時，跟死亡一樣，根本沒有任何人在“這”
因為已經沒有中心點，所以不管我眼睛是開還是關著
那360度視覺就在自我反射，有內到外
向所有的感知都感覺到自己
之前就像是冥想者在投射呼吸
 
那是一個感覺，而他們之間有延遲
然後到注釋感知，然後加速
然後到注釋感知，然後加速
之後到一個所有東西都合在同一時間發生
之後到一個所有東西都合在同一時間發生
現實與自身同步，在那一刻根本無處可逃
你無法從無限中得到更多的無限
那些大師都有特定的一天 兒那一天就是他們開悟的點
 
我不再覺得是“我”向外看這世界，不再是“我的眼睛”在看了，或是“我的耳朵”在聆聽
我不再覺得是“我”向外看這世界，不再是“我的眼睛”在看了，或是“我的耳朵”在聆聽

English: 
it was death man. There is no one here like
absolutely no one.  Because there's no
Center if I close my eyes or even when
I'm opening my eyes, the 360 perception
just kind of comprehends itself
like all around like inside and outside it's
kind of like "Omniscience" 
it's like every single sensation just
knows itself directly.  Before it was like...
okay if I can sum up the entire path it
could be like this: before it was like the
meditator here pay attention to the
breath
that's one sensation. And there's a delay. A
meditator, breath, objects, subject the
breath first okay now body sensations
now thoughts,
sighs, sound, that's just noting right? And
you keep Vipassanalizing faster and faster faster
over years and years of practice there's
going to be a moment where everything
just syncs up. It's like a 1 to 1 synch up.
Reality syncs up to itself zero syncs up
to zero and at that point there's nowhere
to go you can't get anymore infinite than
infinite. Enlightened masters, they
always have like a day, like okay this is
day I got enlightened and I was like really? Is there really an
on/off switch when I look out into the
world it doesn't feel like it's "me" looking
out to the world like my eyes aren't
seeing anymore it doesn't feel like I'm

Chinese: 
到最後只剩下一個感知，或是神的感知，自己觀察著自己
這整個地方都醒過來了
問：你的慾望有任何改變嗎？
自從那以後我真的覺得我很多慾望都沒了
(問：你還有在冥想嗎？)
我現在可以就坐著很長一段時間
我生活90%都在這裡過
之前冥想時都會說 哦要做三個小時 我要達到這個 那個
現在我沒有任何冥想目標 就只是比較傾向靜坐著 而那帶來的感覺比做任何事還要好
全宇宙都在與自己冥想
冥想者並不存在
 

English: 
hearing through my ears. There's absolutely just one sense door called it "God"'s sense door
and it's just perceiving itself. This
whole Field is totally awake
After that switch it really did feel like a lot of
my desire just dropped.   I can just
sit there for hours and hours now like I
just sit here right here I spend like
90% my day here. My meditation power is like
quantum now.  Before when I
meditate I would still be like oh meditation 3
hours a day I gotta get this Insight I
gotta get this peak experience I have
like zero goals in meditation I'm
just more inclined to sit nowadays
because I'm just sit there and I
get absorbed into the Godhead. Samadhi
in fact it's better than like
eating or napping.  The whole universe
is meditating to itself it's just being
itself there is no meditator before you had

Chinese: 
在這之前，我還是以“一個人”的身份冥想
在這之前，我還是以“一個人”的身份冥想
我還是個尋求者
整個過程其實就是要成為更好的冥想者，有一個人想要醒悟過來
 
但開悟之後你會發現這裡根本沒有人存在過，更何況是這“人”要開悟
這現實早已開悟
但千萬別把這當作什麼都不需要做的藉口
你必須要消耗這秘密，因為你只能在“到了”之後才有這樣的一個領悟
每當我說感知的鏡頭，我不只是在說你如何觀察世界
我說的是全身上下
這就是為什麼內觀這麼強
過後我開始掃描自己和全宇宙
(問：你的軀體/角色有什麼感覺)
就像雲朵 或是霧 所有東西也一樣
我就像變成個隱形人 雖然大家還是一樣看到我
現在我覺得我做的每一件事都不是“我”做的，而是在自我進行形式，流動狀態

English: 
before the final awakening I was still meditating as a person I was
still a seeker before that point
your whole entire meditation career is
you trying to become a better meditator as if
there's a person there trying to wake up
but after a awakening you realize that this
person...that's one of the
epiphanies for a lot of people that got
awakened is that they realized there's
no one here to get enlightened. This
reality is always already enlightened
but again don't confuse that with the that saying there's nothing to do you have to
exhaust the seeker. You can only say this
after the fact when I talk about the
lens of perception I'm not just talking
about where you perceive the world from. I'm talking about the whole body that's why
body scanning was so powerful to me and
then after that I started scanning the
whole universe.  My body is just clouds
or smoke vibrating out of thin air so is
everything else it feels like I'm an
invisible person actually but people can
see me. Every action that I take now it
feels like it's not me doing it it is
everything 100% feels like flow state
there's no agency after you completely

English: 
surrender and just let the that the
force of nature do its thing and the way
the character responds to an
Enlightenment is different for everybody
like a lot of people think like awakening or
enlightenment make people lazy and
calm but that's total myth like I think
awakening makes you more than what you
already are. But you're not
attached to a personality.
You can track your progress from the first
sit all the way to awakening with this
map but again the map is not the
territory all spiritual practices lead
to the same place if taken all the
way after you get a cessation you have
access to all jhanas like
flipping through a TV channel it's
amazing your mind is perpetually reset
ejaculated into a different Reality
each time you go through the entire
stages of Insight you get one Path.  First
is stream entry a lot of people they
think they have awakened because they're

Chinese: 
完全投降，然後讓這自然力量做自己該做的事
而你的“角色”如何看待或應對開悟這回事因人而異
很多人認為開悟之後你會變得懶散和平穩
但那是虛構的
我認為開悟讓你成為比“自我”還要多的一個形態
但那是虛構的
我認為開悟讓你成為比“自我”還要多的一個形態
你不會依附於你的性格
你可以用這圖來追踪你每天練習程度到你開悟的那一刻
你的思想結構完全被從新連接
投射到跟之前完全不一樣的現實
 
每當你經過一連串的見解 就完了其中一個路程
第一個是入流

English: 
at the Arising and Passing phase of the
map which is Kundalini awakening or
mystical experiences psychedelics or
they go through equanimity where they
feel super peaceful One with everything
there's more to go if you don't have a
cessation you're gonna keep cycling back
between Arising and Passing getting
spiritual high and then Dark Night all
over and over maybe for the rest of your
life
you

Chinese: 
很多人以為已開悟 因為他們還沉浸在產生和流逝的階段 它可以是靈量
或是一些非一般經歷，或是鎮定期 (感覺與全世界是一體)，而其實路途還遙遠
或是一些非一般經歷，或是鎮定期 (感覺與全世界是一體)，而其實路途還遙遠
當你有了個突破，你會經歷一連串的產生和流逝，高潮和低谷，甚至有可能會持續到永恆
當你有了個突破，你會經歷一連串的產生和流逝，高潮和低谷，甚至有可能會持續到永恆
 
 
