i feel it coming
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
why is it i feel there always looking at me when i get it
an when i get it ima get when im never ready
i can be laughing while in my gaf
not even feeling any
then all of a sudden it be coming
feel it in my belly
i can feel the panic
everything in me is getting heavy
shit getting satanic
the devil comes in a form of many
i can feel the rush in my guts
never getting buried
if i give it up, would you be fussed
if i said it tempted me?
im sick of always living in a hole
ive been digging for myself
an ima need a bit of rope
cuz i really need to climb out
just wanting to go
looking for a conversation
i aint got no one to phone
when im tryna catch my breath
get the feel of being choked
i can feel im getting dizzy
with a lump up in my throat
do i need to see a doctor?
can everybody vote?
have i been losing my mind?
have i been losing control?
my people say im fine
its impossible to know
cause apparently internally im battling my ghosts
so i keep it on the low
i push it to the side
i can feel it as it grows
im about to overload
i can feel it in my mind
i can feel it in my home
i can feel it in the air
creeping up when am alone
but i dont wanna provoke
an i dont wanna promote
always looking for an answer
cause im needing it to go, so you know?
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
ive been living with invisible chains
i can feel its getting a hold of me
been feeling it for days
i can feel it in my chest
i can feel it in my face
my anxiety it comes in many different ways
i get many different symptoms
im betting you relate
an we tend to keep a distance
from any of our mates
an i know youve been battling
ive been battling the same
yet we always try and act
as if were dealing with the pain
an my visions getting blurred
if i try an keep it straight
like im holding up a gun
an struggling for it to aim
as im looking at myself
thats a person i that i hate 
always living like im dieing
an looking like im afraid
all these people see i suffer
but im waiting for the day
they aint offering me pills
no reason to why im take them
i aint ever taking pills
i wont ever be your bait
i can do it on my own
ill be breaking any chains that remain
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
my anxiety is inside of me
and always hiding me
always finding me, never guiding me
and always fighting me
i can feel it creeping up
i feel it getting in
i can feel it taking over
dont want it settling in
im just tryna live my life
im just tryna do my thing
tryna be a better me
an situations ive been in
i aint tryna be a prince
ive been tryna be the king
people wanna talk shit
by making other people shrink
thinking they dont have a worth
theyre sitting up on the brink
an ya thinking its a joke
but im begging it you think
an its... been a minute
been in it from the beginning
ive been looking in the mirror
for a reason to be living
ive been asking for a lesson
but you never wanna give it
ive been begging for a blessing
but you never forgive me
so keep a look out for my message
i really hope that you get it
wont be asking you again
i wont be asking for ya presence
ima do it for myself
ill be beating my depression
giving other people help
an ill just see you up in heaven
am i get it
