do you hear what's happening in my mind
no Raja last you're shaking our keys in
the same pattern but I'm singing to
myself really how do you mean baa black
sheep have you any wool
that's funny but we just thought of the
same thing at the same time nobody can
read anybody's mind maybe fathers can
read their sons pockets
no their daughter's minds no you just
did really and truly I just guessed
listen to that bird Ritchie how old you
six well at your age
kind of verges back
marvelous bird but what's its name
Ritchie I could tell you its name if I
knew it
in all the languages in the world but
then you just know what people call it
in different places you wouldn't learn
anything about it you got a look at the
bird you got to listen to the bird got
to try to understand what it's doing
you got a notice everything I'll come
when I pull the wagon the ball rolls
back when I stop the ball rolls forward
why is that that nobody knows but the
general principle is that things that
are moving like to keep moving if things
that are still like to stay still
there's a name for that it's called
inertia but nobody knows why it's true
look at it from the side see it's really
the back of the wagon you're pulling
against the ball and the ball stand
still from the friction the ball moves
forward a little bit compared to the
ground there's a move back that makes
sense watch again
dan yeah let's go not how can you
experience with many fathers I didn't
realize how remarkable he was how did he
learn the deep principles of science and
the love of it what's behind it and why
it's worth doing I never really asked
him because I just assumed that those
were things that fathers knew
the town prints on Mauser Street they
look like it but I don't think they can
he made uniforms for a living and he was
a vegetarian
what's going on
hey that's Eileen Eileen yeah yeah
Ritchie fishface
Eileen's here oh is this Queen Howie
your Malawi you some lovely child the
clothes that you wear or not
look like an ape every time you smile
bear wow I hate you you alligator bait
you
thing I ever saw see you're not need
digital box able to on your family and
you your teeth are yellow
you some a great job
it's huh
she took art at the temple youth center
so I became a student
I didn't know you liked to watch oh well
I do very much you do Oh Sheila what
were you doing jumping in circles last
Wednesday Wednesday yeah outside your
house on the stoop you were oh yeah well
I was I was trying to figure out you see
if I count tip eponymous is one
hippopotamus two hippopotamus three
weeka modernist and I get to 60 it
always takes me the same amount of time
there seconds I don't know what they are
but they're the same every time they're
not actually seconds when I time them
but they're the same every time which is
the point so I thought well what is it
is in my heartbeat am i unconsciously
listening to my pulse or what so I tried
counting and jumping around in cycles
which would make my heart beat faster
and it was different
no it was the same see yeah I gotta get
back to my horse
I'm making a voice
right well mr. and mrs. Greenbaum who's
that that's my uncle Peter he's a real
donkey am I supposed to say hello he
isn't even a real uncle that's lucky you
might be part donkey I'll certainly try
did you do that yeah last year it's good
is it the circus this is a mobius strip
one surface one side here try it
make a line on it
this is wonderful this is the mobius
strip yeah
I'm gonna show that school
in 1939 I was in my senior year at MIT
that was the year the war started in
Europe for me it was my senior year I
took Arlene away for a weekend in
Atlantic City are you doing that for
much it'll look nice I want to make a
nice appearance so people think what do
you care what other people think
oh yes I'm Monica Oh Leon detective what
now coming on oh hang on viola I think I
should have a back scratcher it is
always been my position that everyone
should have a back scratcher listen I
challenge you challenge
well yeah yeah I'd like to I bet I can
calculate with my head faster than you
can with that abacus suppose you write
down two lists of identical numbers and
then hand them to us at the same time
okay wait let me get a pen okay sometime
young children they say liang yongqi
Bianca Bianca that's your dog
begins four million sixteen thousand
seven hundred and multiplication five
hundred thousand and forty six cube root
it's a e12
no no more digits more digits decimal
point hmm what that's more places 12.0
twelve point zero
twelve point zero zero two three eight
four we do again No thank you thank you
I don't think that we can but thank you
very much
no no no pay I want to introduce you to
my friend Pullman and Yao and of course
my son whitey happy to meet you happy to
meet you thank you okay joy kin yeah
guess I'm inside Senate so maybe I can
say young-soon for in the tackle of wow
that was nice wasn't it it's not how'd
you do it ah you don't know how I did it
he doesn't know anything about numbers
just beads you want to have a go yes
please with an abacus you don't have to
know anything about arithmetic you just
buzz those beads in mm-hm
there's no numbers I don't know beads
but I know arithmetic so the heart of
the problem gets the better off I am
and the worse off he is this share
napkin no it's not how's he supposed to
understand approximating half a bead
also I got lucky
the number the guy picked it was 1720
9.03 yeah I happen to know that a cubic
foot contains 1728 cubic inches so the
answer is just a teeny bit more than 12
well why does 12 coming because it's 12
inches in a foot okay well I didn't
notice that
so DX s the difference between the guy's
number and the number of inches in a
cubic foot is 1.03 that's only one part
in nearly 2,000 and I know that in
calculus that for small fractions cube
roots excess is one-third and the
numbers XS so all I had to do was find
the fraction one over 1728 multiplied by
4/3 and multiply by 12 so I was able to
pull out a whole bunch of extra digits
that way cubed roots that must be his
top-notch exercise an abacus land first
blue and the rickrack is hits yeah
shouldn't just unlucky anyway it would
look different unlucky
Muffy's best is not as far as your well
that's where you're wrong she was two
bras at two slips to disguises kidding
how am I gonna help you all right I'll
do it on my own
moppy's bust is bigger than my best bet
you can't say that three times fast
Muffy's Buster's picking my bus
Baltic
look at this dress
isn't it a pretty dress
oh look at the skirt I'd like to buy it
for you
it's awfully nice yes it certainly is
come on
suppose if you get a room from your
friends Bertha's cousin you have to take
what you can get hey is that what this
is
not quite
almost wasn't not a pretty dress I'll
never forget that dress
rich wake up honey
we go
well why should she like fish why not
well why should she in particular like
kipper
Arleen darling don't encourage Joe
Weider station announce us have small
hands we pause for station
identification so I have in my painting
class you'll be home by 6:30 okay I'll
be back before then all he has to be
home at 6:00 I got a pack that doesn't
matter hey what's that hey it's gorgeous
look at that I'm gorgeous it's a rain
hat I think it always rains in college
I'm only going to New Jersey how do you
want your moccasins sure yeah we're
gonna live with us again yeah
summers nobody else does y'all gonna
work
so there I was with my scholarship to
the graduate program at Princeton my
father moved me in I thought you were
listening
I was listening but it's very
complicated well if you didn't
understand what the guy said I should
ask them to explain it to you instead of
just driving I've been trying to get you
to explain ever since we left me what
are you talking about spontaneous
generation pop just calm down will you
just calm down or I can't talk to you
Fineman please yes they're top of the
stairs to the left this photon does it
come from I don't know what you're
talking about
well the atom makes a transition and the
photon comes out yeah
so was the photon and the atom waiting
to come out no there's no photon
beforehand it just appears when the atom
changes its state
mathematics is a language it's very
difficult it's subtle you couldn't say
those things any other way and I can
talk to dead people with it I took the
Copernicus every day what do you keep
doing a few handful
I got a swelling can you look at it I
don't see anything
see yeah it's right there hmm yeah if
you weren't such a pretty girl you
wouldn't even a noticed it yeah well
being such a pretty gonna go see my
uncle doctor
you call that a smooch then sometime
later the bump began to change it got
bigger maybe it was smaller and she got
a fever
she was told she had typhoid fever
right away I went to the library to look
it up I wanted to help her and the only
way I knew was to look it up in medical
books
I'd read there was an absolute test for
typhoid the Wydell test we wore these
gallons to God against her infecting us
see the white L test come out negative
thank you
maybe she didn't even have typhoid fever
and of course it turned out she didn't
have Thai food fever after a while
Eileen got better on her own apparently
the swelling went down and the fever
went away but after some weeks the
swelling started again and this time she
went to another doctor and yeah nope
it's in the back
what should I take love everything about
your shoes everything but it's in my
neck
well the doctor wants to examine you
how are you feeling today okay way back
this guy feels under her armpits and in
a groin and so on and notices this
swelling in those places too he says the
problem is in her lymphatic glands but
he doesn't yet know what the specific
disease is he will consult with other
doctors I took another trip to the
library
Hey
okay I got it you don't have to see it
I'll tell you the only thing is you know
those jokes about medical students
getting every disease that they read
about it the only thing is I think that
we're in serious trouble maybe maybe it
says four possibilities 1tb of the
lymphatic glands this is very easy to
diagnose blah blah blah but this can't
be what you have or they would know it
and then there's all kinds of other
diagnoses and they're all serious from
what I can understand you want to see it
one of them is called Hodgkin's disease
what's it like that's no good we
wouldn't want that to happen to us it's
fatal we don't have to take this as
final we don't know enough I don't know
how to read medical books but it doesn't
look good
this Hodgkin's disease is it ketching Oh
No
excuse me mom tell me do you spit up
blondie
have you ever coughed up blood to puke
off I didn't know what this guy meant
they kept having meetings that I wasn't
supposed to know about
I suppose they wanted me come I'm sure
he'll be fine we'll just check the chart
one more time find release dr. hellman
hello Richard Richard this is dr. Schenk
Richard Fineman Richard is Arlene's
fiance so any news what do you think
well we think the most likely
possibility is Hodgkin's disease it's a
very strange disease Richard there will
be some periods of improvement and there
will be some periods in the hospital
it's fatal after a few years well I'm
sorry to hear that
I'll tell him what you said Ritchie
Michie we haven't even told her parents
yet she's very young we don't want to
upset her we're gonna tell her she has
glandular fever
oh no no no we've already discussed the
possibility of Hodgkin's disease I know
that she wants to know Richie calm
yourself I am calm
I haven't told her parents yet you
already said that
but she I'm trying to help I would like
to cure her but the world isn't always
what I would like isn't it sir I'm sorry
to hear that
Richie you gotta cooperate why Richie
stop it what are you gonna do spoil
whatever time she has left what her last
two years you're gonna spoil that you
want to pile a lie on top of this
terrible news why you're childish you
think we don't love Alling she's gonna
ask me what she's got you want me to lie
to her think of her mother Reggie stop
it just stop it she's the most wonderful
wonderful wonderful girl she told me how
to ride my bike he's the most foolish
stubborn foolish brother
hi they're telling me that I have
glandular fever and I'm not sure whether
I believe my mouth Richie do I plan to a
fever how do I Hodgkin's disease you
have glandular fever
oh hi so I can go home
so I heard my mother crying and I
thought well why is my mother crying so
hard if I have glandular fever on the
other hand Richie wouldn't lie to me
so I couldn't make it out and then I
thought although I know it seems
impossible because you wouldn't do I
have glandular fever do I approach
chickens you have Hodgkin's disease God
they must have put you through hell I
thought I must have given you such a
terrible time you mustn't do that again
ever
we're not like that that's not the way
we are we are different I don't think
what to do in a minute okay I even wrote
you a letter because I figured that you
would find out one day and give me the
heave-ho you want to see it
okay okay
I have Hodgkin's disease so what are we
doing as if we get married I'll lose my
scholarship if we don't get married when
will I see you do you want to get
married I know you do so I'm in the
middle of trying to get my PhD my father
will kill me
he'll kill me but I could get a job
working at the Bell Telephone
laboratories doing research have you
heard of then well it's a very nice
place to work
and we could get a little apartment in
Queens that isn't too far from the
hospital or Bell Labs so we got it all
figured out that afternoon but I think
I'm so smart and I'm not so smart hello
yeah is it good or bad I'm a jerk I'm a
jerk I'm a monkey
I thought TB was the obvious kid so I
thought you remember that that little
guy who came running down the hall do
you spit up blood well he knew what it
probably was I'm a dope so I may live as
long as seven years I may even get
better and that's not good news well now
we're gonna have to wait to get married
you mean you liked our solution well he
was elegant but putz see this is a much
better circumstance and we'll find
something just as elegant and not so
different back to me maybe Dean catching
again well
Betty listen I might get well but I
might not and if I don't I don't want to
have lived and died my whole life long
in this room well I can see that soon
after that we had to take it into Bora
hospital
Arlene began to play a game with the
world she had a lot of time to think she
would read magazines and send away for
this in that she was always cooking up
something Alan was in her room but she
was in the world we were doing two
different things but we tried to keep
track of each other
dick morning John morning all right
mmm this isn't right because it varies
inversely as the square of the distance
of the other electrons whereas it
shouldn't depend on any of these
variables at all it's also dependent
inversely on the mass of the other
electron and it'll be proportional to
the charge on the other electron and
it'll be delayed the wave returns late
so all you've described this reflected
light oh boy oh wait now let's just
suppose it returns by advanced ways
reactions backwards in time so it comes
back at the right time here give me your
pencil
it's gonna fit very nicely that way
those pussy
I was embarrassed about shaving my name
off the pencils but I did it anyway
yeah muster on both then World War two
started and it got everybody's attention
off themselves although not me not
entirely all my attention is usually
somewhat on this sense bill price was
head of the physics department and one
of my teachers at Princeton it's alright
it told me the secrets because I'm not
gonna tell anybody about it but I'm not
gonna do it
it's my bite don't you read the
newspapers
doesn't everybody read the newspapers
for God's sake a matter of fact I don't
but I can't do anything about it now you
see I wouldn't have to do what my fiance
is sick I don't know what's gonna happen
next
can't you get somebody else can't get
you someplace else
Thanks does anybody else trying to
separate uranium don't think the Germans
are I personally think they are
innocence so how do you know I don't
mean to be rude I don't know I don't
think anyone knows for sure it's very
much about Freud isn't it
I get paid I don't want to marry anybody
who's sick let alone contagious what do
you think I'm cruel at least 23 there's
a life to be had for my can he just be
your friend they used to care if their
women have strong teeth for God's sakes
he's gonna get sick what you think
Ritchie you listen we are very very
careful already you you explain how you
catch it and we'll figure it out you
cannot be sure tuberculosis is a great
masquerader
how will you ever know if you're safe
Richie darling I don't want to sound
callous but when you made that promise
to Arlene you did not know the situation
now did you every everyone knows that it
does not represent a real promise no one
expects you to keep it
least of all Arlene's parents or Arlene
herself it isn't a question of a promise
I never even thought of that well you'd
better think of it at least you'd better
think would it be sensible for a husband
who learns that his wife has
tuberculosis to leave her what are you
talking about we've been going together
for six years you want me to leave huh
stop it all yeah there's no problem
really
how are you gonna convince me of
anything anymore anyway I'm working on a
project for the government I'm getting
paid this way I can take care of our
last okay come on
you may kiss the bride
wonderful listen even eat notes
in the end they didn't use the Princeton
project for separating uranium they
decided we'd all go to Los Alamos New
Mexico where we would make the bomb a
lien wasn't feeling too well at the time
and she was scared she'd be left behind
her parents really didn't want to see
her go but we didn't want her to be left
out of the excitement so we figured
she'd come afterwards by yourself I
thought you might like this it's for the
train trip it's gonna last three nights
in two days
it was a bee who chose the West Robert
Oppenheimer
he knew the worst he'd had a summer home
there he was the head of the whole
shebang I be paid attention to
everybody's problems he arranged for
Arlene to have a room at on a separate
train and she was well enough he
arranged for the hospital in Albuquerque
- he did all that and he probably
wouldn't have recognized me
looks like Injun country
look you can see it's black from their
smoke from their fires my god
Marlene's gotta see this who's early my
wife yeah
well she will be
she'll be at the hospital now
she's not here
Sorry Sorry
we're due dates you wanna come sure do
you have a wine I'm here well what is
all this
oh I just want the room to look taken I
don't want to share with anyone listen
I'll meet you guys in the dining room
okay
I think I'll get my mail
oh my god I'll have her killed
but it was a hard thing for us you know
Albuquerque was a hundred miles from Los
Alamos after a while I settled down so I
could see it was the most wonderful
landscape you could imagine like being
in the movies not anything
I used to hitch our bus down on a
Saturday see Arlene in the afternoon and
maybe stay overnight in a hotel in
Albuquerque then on Sunday morning I
would see her again and go back in the
afternoon I never knew how I'd find it
one time she was dressed up as a
shepherdess or something she'd sent me a
picture of his stones Arlene what is
this oh it's a star yeah I can see that
it's huge
you think so I thought we should
understand but this is a restaurant
stove well maybe a little cocoa or
chocolate brulee I mean yet they don't
let you cook in a hospital room there's
too much smoke I wanted to have steaks
this season Florida bet everybody's
doing it oh we can't do that but the
cars driving back and forth and people
walking back and forth in the sidewalk
we can't go out in the lawn and cook
steaks I think it's a lovely place you
don't have to wear the hat I guess I got
it for you just last week
why do you care what other people think
I really don't understand what you're
saying and I would like to you don't
know the language still you ought to be
able to tell me to wear it understand
well that's all you need
well then why is it any different when
you put that job we must be changing it
all together just by eating it well it's
sort of the same only bigger when you
cook the chopped you're adding energy to
it but not enough to mess with the
nucleus you're not taking any energy out
of the atoms yeah but you're not
look
the nucleus of an animal is where the
neutrons in the protons are different
elements have different numbers of
neutrons and protons that's what makes
them different elements but the neutrons
and the protons are always the same okay
okay all right now some nuclei hold
together very well but some nuclei are
unstable so the neutrons fall often when
when what when do they fall out them
well it's completely uncertain when
they'll do it but it's completely
certain that in the long run they will
do it it's called beta decay
can I go on sorry
now look sometimes they shoot off an
extra Neutron if that Neutron it's
another unstable nucleus it'll cause it
to split and emit more neutrons and then
more nuclei and like that
you start a chain reaction but you have
to have a very crowded situation because
otherwise they don't hit anything they
just go flying off what you want when
it's all going right is for everybody to
be hitting everybody else and not too
many missing targets that is nuclei
do you have a pretend you're a neutron I
mean I figure out what they do you're
very smart
you're probably smart enough to have a
fella like me
Levada come under this table
there's a certain kind of uranium
uranium is an element that has a very
heavy nucleus it's very unstable and if
we can get enough of that together at
once
which we haven't done yet we'll have a
bun we have to stop it from going off
before we want it to
we don't know how to do that yet either
well has this happened before what
you're doing I mean in nature no I don't
think it has I don't think it's ever
been strung together to make an
explosion before that's what we're so
excited about
how're you feeling today I feel good you
love good
I gotta go
you got a list yeah you look real rested
I mean Chris one rubber cement cocks how
many six you have my laundry
it's okay okay
what's the idea trying to cut the name
off two pencils aren't you proud of the
fact that I love you what do you care
what other people say afternoon sir
see some ID please two years went by and
I kept visiting our lien weekends and
living at los alamos their security was
exaggerated and at the same time it was
absolutely ridiculous Bilson cousin
named Bilson all right sir thanks very
much let me take a look at your
briefcase good
Taurus Taurus what is that
what's that Mexican Taurus mr. Feynman
Fineman you've been through here before
yeah did you come in this way no so how
come you keep going out if you didn't
come in corporal and of course his
natural reaction was to call the
lieutenant and try to put me in jail for
doing this I explained to the lieutenant
that there was a hole but they were both
more interested in how suspicious I was
than in the hole in their security
the IBM calculators was supposed to help
figure out exactly what happened during
the bombs implosion so we could figure
out exactly how much energy was released
and so on I was in charge of a bunch of
kids who have picked right out of high
school because they were good at math
people do better if they know what
they're doing but nobody had told them
anything so these guys were kind of slow
so that's what we're doing we're
fighting the war yeah what'd you guys
think we were doing I don't know I like
supplies uniforms making designs on
cards examination results yeah you know
like ordnance you know but that's great
you mean everybody here is working on
the same problem that's right one way or
another so how many people are here I
mean living here about 5,000 si Enrico
Fermi I saw big nerd I saw Niels Bohr he
doesn't live here he's just visiting so
now it's interesting it's exciting right
it's an events only you got to pay
attention three answers in nine months
is no use to us we're not calculating
candy wrappers you're not listening
I am listening listen
in my arms in my arms and I never got a
girl all right let's go to work just
wanted to show you fellas there's other
ways I think you fellas up shake your
fellas alive we've got a design a
fastest system you might turn in that
song off I can't think some kids will
play with anything you don't have any
respect for that tools
one time the bus broke down and by the
time I got to the hospital visiting I
was wrong
okay we're gonna do an experiment it
says here all about how good bloodhounds
are its smelling but how good are we
actually those coke bottles you haven't
touched any of those for a couple of
days right that's right
so I'll go out you pick one of the
bottles handle it for a few minutes and
then put it back in
it's absolutely obvious the damn thing
is warm and damp ish those books over
there you haven't looked at them in a
while right when I go out take one book
off the shelf
and just open it that's all then put it
back
it's very different the others have a
very dry uninteresting smell take off
your shoes and walk around the room and
don't tell me where you went
how can you be so happy what why are you
so happy
sniffing it your eyes light up and all
maybe you're not too happy
well I'm here with you for now working
with the most wonderful people in my
field I'm married to you why aren't you
afraid of what you're doing what is
going on here I'm sorry yeah I'm sorry
I'm just alone enough like I stayed up
too long waiting for you alright too
many overnights
going on what the hell is that yeah
I'm thinking dick fine
oh dear I better call the doctor
why where is it 102 point 7 please don't
call the doctor Kate it's been that
before it's just a night sweats
who's on it's dr. Rob Lodi isn't it yes
just a metaphor he doesn't know anything
I'm not gonna listen to anything he says
now he's coming in the morning sometimes
I feel like if I could just die and get
it over with
I'd still be around but I wouldn't have
all of this sicker and dying maybe we
should call your husband no he's nervous
enough already so good that I got this
way I was thinking about a painting it's
not the Frick never been there on 70s in
Manhattan your mother used to take me
and she's taking me and Joanie and
sometimes this painting is maybe two and
a half by three nap it's this young
woman she's got a tortoise combing her
hair and these sausage curls don't want
like that let me change the outline
she's got a handkerchief or a fan and
these great gloves with these lively
lines painted on it like it was done
yesterday
listen I can't take you to the museum to
see the picture but I can take you
someplace equally as nice oh well I
asked dr. Annie Bart and it's okay if
you feel up to it then I got a car you
do yeah no yeah if you feel up to it I
hope I do okay
ever since we came by been dying to see
this we haven't seen it before no I
always want so much to bring you here
are these house foundations yeah the
rooms are so small how did they get
water there's a river over there
it's this way
how long do you think it took them too
sick to move out of caves Ivan houses I
think actually what the other way yeah
oh look the beautiful light
they used to freeze to death in those
houses I think this whole cliff faces
south so then in the winter when the Sun
is low in the sky they keep one and in
the summer I guess they keep cool too
somebody had to think of it though
somebody climbed up here and they said
be doing living in the hole mmm
he said I don't know I like it put
shelves over there I could change my
clothes over there and over here maybe I
could build an oven yeah you know
warming place anyway I thought we would
feel less alone here
this isn't real mayonnaise
I couldn't get Hellmann's hey that
couldn't be the same smoke from hundreds
of years ago correct no well I think it
is
yeah dancing around in seconds
other people like to lived here what was
their religion what did they believe in
well you know that hole back there the
round one
that's a Kiva that's their kind of
church they worship down there's another
one on top that's a hole too
I mean they worship down don't you think
that's strange you don't
you really 800 years ago what they were
here what does it matter
here it's getting cold yeah my father
used to talk about that a leaf with a
brown lion on it but a buck was born or
the line began and it spent its whole
life eating its way to the edge and it
just flies away yeah the wrong body mine
did say a maggot for a beetle for
instance but he had the principle of the
thing
whatever whoever it was they flew away
it just laid an egg on another leaf the
whole thing starts over again it's
terrible isn't it
is it how do you know you're a dope you
are you are and don't kick the wall
first night when I came to your house I
couldn't find it it was so dark I had to
feel for the number
I think I'm a very lucky you want tell
Richard Fineman for friend want some tea
I have the victorious army so there
finally came VE Day which means for
those of you who are young enough to be
told
Victory in Europe day actually Tuesday
May 8 1945 whatever victory means
franking into concentration camps sure
means something it sure does
victory did you call out a lasting state
are you gonna state it already my god
look at them I can't gotta use the phone
Presbyterian Hospital I swear this is
the first paper I've seen since we got
here
Richard fine you mean bona fide American
newspaper I do hello Doctor yeah yeah
well I figure you might be trying to get
me
what he says a sad day for this to
happen
why
I beg your pardon he is well when did he
get there
well you tell mr. Greenbaum to hang on
and I'll be there as quick as I can okay
I'm on my way I'd already borrowed a car
for just this emergency it was Klaus
oopss car he was the spy in the
Rosenberg case and it was the car that
he used I didn't know that big but
that's another story
wherefrom they don't get equal
that's your name away from this belief
so
oh boy
get on what that equal got it buddy
and on Gatti it's gotta be just so huh
I'm very quickly
what I think about that drive now it
seems to me like a nightmare diagram
drawn out flat on the desert
there were no roads leading from that
car where you going
Albuquerque thanks very much I thought
to be more cars while they were blind
roads an infinite number of them that
you couldn't see along beyond the blink
of an eye
come on
Jesus gone she's gonna complain are you
gonna help out do you think I pick up
hitchhikers boy wait for softer no oh
pardon the intrusion my wife is in the
hospital now they call me good cop sorry
to hear that
don't bring that in here you can't see
okay it's okay we'll just wait don't
worry about it we just wait
mr. Greenbaum I'll come in now you go
and have your breakfast Eileen
as in the lamp
she's a little fake now
this is all baloney huh I should just
start again should go back to Los Alamos
I can't keep it on my mind maybe it
doesn't matter what I can't go I can't
go I'm stuck I'm I'm just stuck
this gentleman here his wife is dying in
the hospital in Albert Christie he has
not much time that is the situation so
the tire or fixing
crap
let's find a good one
you blew your cover
she's the last
you didn't even know me
after all now Richard
Oh
so my phone
hmm this part looks like a flying around
can I hit people yes they can do they
hurt
no they can't feel they can make people
sick though what matter what
Herick neutron about 20% about 20% of
the energy goes off as radiation we
shouldn't talk you people be radioactive
what can people can people spew out
particles make you sick and I have to
leave I was just home doing
will you be alright
yeah
I'll be alright
can you do that no we can't tomorrow
where is the funeral Paulo would it be
open this late
not one not until 8:30 where will you
stay you want to sleep mr. Fineman we
can take care of everything tomorrow
morning do you know where the Western is
or the Fairfield that's only three
blocks the Fairfield
here I'll write down the address the
funeral
take care of the photograph albums oh
yeah
in the morning I ordered a coffin I took
a home to Cedarhurst to her parents and
I went home to mine
6:3
7:02
I had tried every way in the world to
get to our lien but I couldn't catch up
she was leaving faster than I was going
New York New York
hiya pop hey oh hey how are you gonna
take my bag yeah let me know he take Hey
look do you mind if I went for a quick
walk No
I don't go into town much but there's
such a jerks out there you know what
they call that supermarket the super
Piggly Wiggly how come you're not there
cuz they didn't need me I remember the
day you met her remember that was when
we used to fight all the time about how
you thought girls were awful I used to
object after all I mean being one of
them and I came home from school and I
just had a terrible fight with my best
friend when you do you remember one day
of course
you're right you're right those are
awful you're sitting on your bed you had
your arms wrapped around one knee you're
looking up at the ceiling you say I
don't know they're not I just met a
wonderful girl
remember like yesterday
the only difference for me and Arlene
was instead of fifty years we had nine
years it was only a quantitative
difference you got a hell of a good time
together
what's the matter with you use the old
beam Oh everybody dies it doesn't stop
the world at all what do you mean I'm
making you cry
yes I'll repeat that New Mexico July 11
the baby is expected on July 16th yes
I'll give it to him now you're welcome
you know somebody who's having a baby no
you don't expect me to believe that do
you no pop no you think I'm crazy no no
sometimes you're a very nervous person
and you're a little nervous now
how can I tell you now what we felt then
we hadn't seen any pictures of Hiroshima
giving odds we blow up the state of New
Mexico any takers that collect
500 part of the sport Obama's dream
about it was to impart was fun
Isidor Rabi said it did bring home to
one how terrible this thing was they
treated humans as meta
it was all very top-secret the thousands
of people at Los Alamos weren't supposed
to know anything about it
I hate secrets
I want to ditch a virgin sturgeon purge
surgeons very fine fish did you know
that there are twice as many numbers as
numbers oh come on dick there are let me
show you name another one me 2 million
27:54 now you try it
612 6 million
what we like beginning to doin so there
are three times meeting numbers as there
are numbers prove it you know three
times anything you say five I say
fifteen I say five billion four hundred
seventy three times that so is their
biggest number well how can there be so
that idea
the idea that there's no end to how big
a number can be that's called infinity
out of cokes worse how do you mean here
huh I'll get you some want to take a
trip with me Henry
uh uh don't worry about it
I'll get you some keys
Jukes usually leaves his keys here
it's parked outside my door it's very
quiet hmm so now we're all sons of
bitches
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