This video is not scripted.
And I don't know... why I am filming it now as it's 1AM
But...
I was wondering...
I don't know it's something stupid that I couldn't stop thinking about in the last few days
Why do we chase that much
The things that don't make us happy?
They are things we THINK will make us happy
But actually they only make us miserable
I mean... we chase people, ideas, things...
that in a way we know will lead us to unhappiness
but we chase them anyway
So...
Sometimes I think our unhappiness - oh, a taxi
it's a choice
I don't know sometimes I feel like...
I am following paths that I already know will definitely not lead to a happy me
they will lead to suffering but it's a choice I do because I think that pain
will be worth it
but we can't say we always try to pursue happiness
because I think that
we purposely chase things that make us miserable
or things that will hurt us
maybe because pain is not such a negative feeling
because it can lead to creativity
and it's anyway a feeling
I don't know, it's a human feeling
and sometimes boh...
it just makes you feel human I guess
and you look for that humanity, that...
I don't know I think humans look for feeling, in any way
and sometimes even that suffering it's a bit...
a sort of... reward?
In a weird way but...
It's something you get in exchange
because you did something
Sometimes it just makes you feel like you fought the battle or fought anyway
But it's a choice.
sometimes
I've got the feeling us as humans tend to
I don't know
Pursue things that are bound to make us unhappy
But it's just the way we are
I don't know why
I don't know
I was just thinking about it lately
And I couldn't sleep if I didn't make this video before
so...
What do you think about it?
Why do we pursue unhappiness, why do we pursue difficult things?
Why don't we run away from that something that we know will make us miserable eventually but we can't say no to?
Because it's there and we could ignore it
and we know it will lead us nowhere
at the same time we can't
or maybe I can't.
Sometimes I could just say no
that thing will hurt me, I don't want to have anything to do with it
but it does not work this way
Hopefully it will always be worth it
I don't know
