 
Table of Contents

Healed, I Know

Begin Reading From Here

The First Encounter with God, Born Again! Fall 1996

Chapter 1997

Chapter 1998

Chapter 1999

Chapter 2000

Chapter 2001

Chapter 2002

Chapter 2003

Chapter 2004

Chapter 2016

Copyright Page and Credits

# BEGIN READING FROM HERE

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After many years of just sitting on this book and not publishing it, God reminded me to get it done. I've self-published this book. You will read it's not perfect, I'm sure it still has flaws, but just get on with it, Holly. It's what it is and away we go........

I Thank God for Saving Us. How I had thought I was saved all those years before. How the Holy Spirit drew Ray and I. Jesus has set us free! God sent these people in front of Ray and I. How they didn't even know what God had planned! Oh my, what a Holy Ghost set up it turned out to be! My husband Ray and I met these people within a one week period, and our lives changed forever! Mary, thank you for inviting me to your church, and a wonderful friendship. Dr. Elwert for praying over me, when I came into your office after hurting my neck after riding a roller coaster. Ron Smith and Wendell Tillery they invited Ray to a Gospel singing one day at a bus sale. There are so many others. We Love you dearly for showing us the way to Jesus, God will richly bless you.

I want to be useful, not useless! I don't want to be a stumbling block but a stepping stone for someone like you my friend! If the truth sets you free, then it must take a lie to bind you.

As I started to go through my journals and read all the things God has done and people God spoke to me about and about myself especially. My spirit brings to mind about the verse in the Bible, before Jesus ascended to Heaven that he performed so many more miracles and healings that it would take so many books to put them in. (John 21:25) Well after reading through my journals I realized that I was living daily a life of healing and miracles right before my eyes and I couldn't possibly write everything down. Just too much, God is too much like the saying, my cup runneth over!

I Know, That I Know! It's a saying I use quite often. On this journey with me, you will see how I've grown. I didn't understand how the Holy Spirit worked in my life and others around me, my mistakes and my disobedience, take another lap around the mountain kinda thing going on at times. And the wonderful moments in my life when God speaks to me and through me to others. Seeing others Saved, Healed and Set Free In Jesus name!

Learning about how God does work and yes a personal Love with Him. How else will you know Him if you don't get close to Him? The closer I get to Him, the longer I stay with Him, the more I know Him! You will never know Him if you're never with Him! So as I pray and I sing to Him. Yes sing to Him, I can't hold much of a tune but I know that I know He loves to hear me sing to Him! How about Singing a New Song to Him today? It's like honey so sweet to Him and for me as well! Here I go, there are no words to describe the Love He has for me. Just the thought of someone Loving me, Knowing me. Knowing my inner thoughts that no one else knows. How could someone so pure white and I'm so off-white with spots on my garment at times? Being close to Him changes my garments into white as snow. Such Love for Us, He has!

What holds you back from giving yourself to Him? Why is it so hard to let Him in? I thought I was in control of who I let into my life. Yeah, I was and God stayed out. Until I knew that there was something about this God I didn't know and I wanted to find out who He was and is! It didn't take me long to realize I was getting closer the more I let Him into my life. After realizing He knew everything about me, without me telling Him anything about myself. Like the verse, "He has every hair on my head counted for and I knew you before you were in the womb." He really does know Me! And the more I read the Bible the more I read about His Faithfulness, His Love, His Grace, and Mercy. He will never say I'm only giving you one more chance then you're out of my life forever. What perfect Love He has for each of us. The Peace of Jesus that sets me Free.

At times I feel like I'm just starting on this journey and God meets me there at those times I feel lonely, that I'm not alone He's always there! Guess I feel so Loved a special Love do you know that Love? If you feel away from Him, not able to touch Him ask Him to come closer to you and watch what happens. He never leaves you alone. He's just waiting for you to open your heart up to Him. He can be a doctor to you when your heart is sick. What has taken me so long to get to this place in my life when God is the closest I have ever known? I know that the journey is not over, that I will be getting even closer to Him with each passing day. Paul said, Where would my life be without Christ? (Acts 20:24)

Before knowing Jesus, It would be like looking at myself in a mirror I would see my past everything, nothing left out of it. But with Christ, I can look in the mirror and see, well just me! No past being thrown up at me, nothing but Love. Who do you see in the mirror? Do you know Jesus not only covers all that's in your past but puts it in the sea of forgetfulness not ever to come back again? If God says it's never to come back, How is it that it comes back up at you at times? Remember what Jesus did, He paid the price for our sins. Don't let anyone talk you of that, not even yourself! God is true to His word. God never lies, He never changes His mind about you. He loves you so much, He gave His Son for you, just for you! Each and every one of us in this world has that promise from Him. It's your choice if you except it!

I don't know about you but my life would be hopeless without God in my life. For years I lived to fix things and things sure was a mess. As you go through my journal with me, you will read the times of not understanding myself, God and people around me. I pray that you will see my mistakes and learn from them. This journey is my personal experiences and through these 6 years, you will read how I've grown, matured, Healed through the Blood of Jesus and set Free by the Hand of God and the Living Word, the Bible. May this book comfort you that you're not alone in this world that God is with you always. My prayer for you is that if you do not know Jesus the Living Son of God, that today is your day to meet Him and that you will ask him into your life. If you do know Him that you will ask Him to come closer, that you would seek His face. If you ask you shall receive! Believe by Faith, Just ask Him!

Just that simple, how can something so simple without any effort be real just by asking, can it be real? This is how God sets things up, He's going to make it so simple anyone can ask, how about you?

# THE FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH GOD, BORN AGAIN! FALL 1996

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We were at a singing with people my husband had met at an auction. We had been going with them to their gospel singings for the past few months. This night we went to Pine Knot, Kentucky. I was so sick that day and I still pulled myself together to get on the bus and go! We made a couple of stops on the way at rest stops, thank God for rest stops! I walked into this little church and it was so beautiful, I thought to myself that they knew that the singing group was coming. They had waxed all the wood, the whole place the pews, the floors, the walls. There must have been about 2 dozen or so people show up and with the singing group and they're families, it pretty well filled the place half full. That night I can't remember one song that was sung. At the end of the singing, they sang the song to come up and get saved. Not knowing this was my night that the Holy Spirit would not only draw me but save me, speak to me and touch me, I thought everyone heard Him that night! We all stood for the song and as I started to stand, the fire of God came up from my seat up over my back and stopped at the top of my head, He then spoke very firmly but it was a command, "IF THIS IS WHO YOU SAY YOU ARE GO TO THE FRONT NOW."I don't even think my mind was working but my feet were going! I started and stepping on my husband's feet as I was trying to get out of the row I was in. I did think for a moment, if I had to I would jump over the pews to get there! Ray had thought I had gotten sick and was asking me as I was going "where are you going?" And I couldn't even speak, I didn't have time I was going to the front! I ended on my knees before making it all the way to the altar and crawled the last few feet, and then these people that I didn't know came swarming around me and I could hear them praying for me, praying for Me! Then God said to me "look up", and I looked up and Mr. Tillery was standing right in front of me, his eyes, so big looking down at me, it caught him by surprise, I think. Then God opened my ears and He let me hear one at a time the different people praying over me. It was like a radio and tuning in and out stations. He would tune one in and then tune in another until I heard each and every one of them and what they were praying! And the show wasn't over yet! I then felt another hand on my back and I looked and it was my husband Ray, we fell into each other's arms and cried! He got Saved too that night. I asked him later what made him come down to the front and he said, "Well I just was going down there to see what you were doing there and I got Saved too!" We all packed back into the bus that evening and I went to the back of the bus and crawled into one of the bunks and had the most peaceful sleep that evening. Never the same again........I Know that I Know, I am Healed!

Question lots of Questions Spring 1997 Well it didn't take me long to start asking questions about hearing from God feeling His presence or what was it that I was feeling on me? Not too many answers. I then knew I was different than other Christian that something had happened to me that they had not experienced. And that I was going to have to find answers elsewhere! I found the more I would talk about it the more I felt that I was really different from other Christian and it was too hot to handle for the 'don't make any waves' crowd! I was coming to the understanding that just being a Christian meant we weren't one church, as the Bible talks about. I had no idea that there were so many different beliefs, in churches that believed in God! I was even told by one Baptist man, "That we would like to lock new Christian up in a closet for a while until they cool down, they do more harm to the body of Christ than helping!" Wow! Was I on fire for God or what! I didn't see myself as hurting anyone in fact just the opposite. I was going around everywhere that I would normally go, but now I was talking with people and letting them know that Jesus is real. So we didn't go to church for the first few months after being born again. Just knowing that we would be misfits in our local church. And I didn't want anyone else telling me what I know to be true wasn't real. Because I knew it was and it was very special. By the early spring, Mr. Tillery invited us to his Bible Study in a church in Verona, Ky. It was an hour and a half drive one way but we had found our place.

Healings Being Faithful I have seen many Healings, some instant others in hours, days, weeks and yes some longer, those are the Faith walk ones!

Here are a few that come to my memory I don't know what is going on in peoples lives even if I think I know them personally. I've been surprised more than once after praying for someone or giving them a word from God that there's more than meets the human eye! I have learned through maturing as a Christian that God knows everything and He will take care of it all. All I need to do is be available to Him and He will get the job done. I have said things that I thought could not have anything to do with that person I'm praying for and yep I would have not even prayed about and God will give you a word or a dream about them and that's just what they needed to hear! They needed to hear from God no person rattling on, "I feel so sorry for you kinda of prayer" but a real touch from Him! In the form of a Living Word, a REAL touch. Some of those will drop you to the ground, doing carpet time again, is that Holly on the carpet again? How I do enjoy His Love for me. It's like there's no other person in the room when there can be a house full or a church full or a store full! God is Faithful He is so True to His Word like no person could ever be! On with the Healing stories.

The First Vision May 1998 I suffered severe headaches the past 15 years or so. And this was my first really bad headache after being saved. I was laying on the couch not able to sleep and Ray came in and laid down with me and I was just in misery and I was calling out to God. Why wasn't I healed? I closed my eyes and He said, "I wasn't like the Jews" I knew He was talking about Faith! And then the pain left. And the vision started, it was like a movie but yet it was real and I was awake, the pain stopped instantly and the vision started. I was being stabbed over and over I could see the large knife as it was coming down and I could feel it going in my chest. I put my hand on my chest to protect it from another stab and I gasped for air knowing it was my last breath and cried out to God "NOT ME!" He then spoke and said, "It is not you but a woman from Northern Ky." He then showed me her standing with no stab marks on her I seen her face, the way she fixed her hair. It was medium long, a wavy curl, dark brown and her clothes she had on a white polyester dress and the material had big blue flowers all over it, with a matching belt. I opened my eyes and had to look down at myself where I felt I had been stabbed to see I was not hurt at all. It was my first vision, I didn't know what to think about or do about it! I had to learn about God's way. Praying for others.

Fire Power from Heaven June 1998 Not long after being Born again I was in my bedroom praying. It had been my prayer for a while for God to use me, for whatever it was. I was lying there and then got on my knees and had my hands out, turned toward heaven. My hands became so hot it was like, well like fire on them but not burning them up. Felt like they were on fire but I couldn't see them burning with my own eyes. I went to turn them over and the fire slowly cooled down and when I would turn them back over they would heat back up again. I watch them but couldn't see anything just felt them. I turned them half way and the fire would cool down and if I turned them all the way over the fire would stop. I did this for a few minutes watching in amazement of this. This was from God! After a while, the fire left my hands. The tears I cried while the power of God was on me, just consumed me! For the next couple of days, I was praying and thinking of what took place that afternoon. I thought of Acts where the fire came down, that seemed to be my place in the Bible for reference to this. I told a few people, no one could explain it, if they even believed me. Except for my husband Ray he knows me, he knows my heart. It hadn't been but a few days, and before going to sleep, as I always had done, I asked God to show me what it was all about, with the rest of my prayers. Well, this night I would get my answer! While sleeping God showed me a man coming to the altar. The man thought he was healed! He really believed he was healed but God showed me that He hadn't touched him yet. The man was just believing by Faith he had been healed. I was talking to God about this man not being healed yet, then God showed me standing in front of him and I could see with my spiritual eyes that there were these two fireballs in front of this mans forehead, the size of softballs. They were the most beautiful color of white that I had ever seen and they stood still right in front of his head but were moving, not just turning around and around but moving in all different directions at the same time. But staying in the same place never leaving the front of his forehead. I started to put my hands on his forehead and God spoke to me as I was doing this and said, in this most wonderful peaceful voice, "Say, In the name of Jesus Christ my Savior you are Healed" and I repeated it just like he had spoken to me and I took my hands and pushed the fireballs into his forehead and they immediately went through his whole body to every part of it. From head to toe through all his cells and just taking in his whole body. I woke up from the dream and I knew that God was going to use me and how I was to be a servant of the Lord. and my story continues.........

Wigglesworth Who? August 1998 While laying in our hammock one balmy summer evening watching the stars. I closed my eyes and God spoke to me before I went to sleep. He said, "What did I do through Wigglesworth?" I opened my eyes and asked who's Wigglesworth? No answer! Hum, I was stumped! I knew I heard the name before. Some kind of preacher from England, I could remember something about him having healing services. Well the next day, I'm down at the bookstore looking through all the books no Wigglesworth books. I asked for one and they didn't have any of his books but would order me his sermon book if I wanted it. "That was it!" I thought I would find the answer in his sermon book! A few days later I picked up the book. Oh, I had no idea how big this book was! It was 850 pages. Well, I started in on it. Very enthused that I was going to find the answer to God's question. After many days of reading turned into weeks of reading. I was reading every word carefully thinking the answer was coming in the next sentence! It had been over a month of this. I learned that He preached a Faith message but most important a salvation message! I spent many evenings out under the stars that summer! I would look up at the stars and watch the falling stars shooting across the sky. One evening laying out there, here I am talking to God and I never thought about asking Him, "What did the Holy Spirit do through Smith Wigglesworth?" I knew his name now and I felt like I was there through his life of preaching! I was nodding off and God woke me up and said, "He yielded to My Spirit and walked in it." I not only had the answer, I knew I was being called to the same kind of ministry and I knew that from then on that my life would be changed. I have always called it Faith Healing because of this reason, God let me wait one year without a word about baby Chloe. He has had me pray for people that were walking dead and I had the Faith to pray believing they were Healed! I feel so honored by Him in my standing in Faith, and praying for many, many people. Letting me see these people alive today, Just by simply Believing! God has Healed them! So I am never ever ashamed of someone saying to me, "You believe in Faith Healing?" and I say, "Yes, I believe in God's Word and His Son Jesus and the Holy Spirit, and that they are Healed!" I am so blessed, I am so humbled by Him, He is just too good...... In the Name of Jesus Christ my Savior, YOU are Healed... I BELIEVE

Why am I not healed? November 1999 I had been praying with a woman from rising sun every week I would call her on the phone she was dying from lung cancer. Every week the call started out why wasn't she healed? She would talk about this and could figure it out. Well, one week when I called I could tell by her voice something was very different. She didn't start out with the usual talk, she said she was alone and that she could smell mac and cheese cooking in the oven and she really wanted to eat some of it. And out of nowhere, she said "I see them" I asked who do you see? I see them standing tall as the tree they won't take their eyes off me they're waiting for me. She went on, I don't see the roof on the house, they won't take their eyes off me. She said she was sitting in a chair then she started talking about smelling the food in the oven again. She then said I can tell they are will not take their eyes off me. And then I asked what would she like to pray about? Her answer was something I will never forget. Pray for me that I will die with dignity. We prayed and when I hung up the phone I knew I would not talk to her again. For the next week, I kept thinking of what had happened. What she didn't pray for, her not being healed and what she saw and what we prayed about dying with dignity. The following week came around and I made my weekly call to her, this time her husband answered the phone, she was in bed and he said she was not able to talk on the phone. He sounded like he was stressed and I didn't say much and hung up the phone. A few days later I found out she had passed on. The story doesn't end there. My dad was living in a nursing home what a wonderful gentleman. I went to visit one day and they must have given him a sleeping pill, he wouldn't wake up. All of a sudden I started crying, I kneeled next to his bed and just cried over him. He never woke up and I stayed awhile and just cried, Well the next day I went to see how dad was and I can remember this so clear. I was sitting on his bed looking out the window and God got all over me to say this to dad. I told him the story about the woman dying and seeing the angels watching her. I said to dad would you like to see the angels so you know it's your time to go? To my surprise he thought that was a really good idea, so we prayed together and my prayer was, let him see the angels when it's his time to go. About a month went by, mom called on the phone, come down here quick dad wants to talk to you I can't understand what he's talking about, he's having a really bad time here. I knew that I knew, I just had to get there. As I started to walk in his room I could feel the presents something awful there. It took me by surprise, I could feel them close to me but not touching me it was off the creep meter that's for sure. I just looked straight ahead I had a strange feeling if I looked to either side of me I would see them. I went straight for dad and his eyes locked onto to my eyes and he could see the demonic angels. He looked at me like, it was indescribable. All I said dad do you want to say the sinner's prayer? He could barely talk he just shook his head yes. I said to him about excepting Jesus as his Savior, he couldn't talk. And then all of a sudden he was laying on his back he sat straight up in his bed (he's never sat up on his own in the two years living at the nursing home)and looked at the wall, he was looking at someone there, had a smile on his face and his eyes lit up and said "come in come in" and motioned with his hand. I looked at the wall too, but it was only for dad to see. Knowing that he had just had a personal encounter with Jesus is more than words can speak. My father passed away a few weeks later. I stood on the scripture me and my household shall be saved, and I considered my dad in my household. And now we know why the woman in rising sun wasn't healed. That the story of her seeing the angels before she passed on is what my dad needed to hear so that he would come to know Jesus as his Savior.

By Thy Hand Thy Works Will be Done Prison Ministry Nov. 14, 1999, Ray had never been slain in the Spirit and we were at church one Friday night. In two weeks time my dad had passed away, our Bible Study stopped and then an appointment with God! We were new to going to this Church Ray had been once or twice before. I remember the first time he went I had already been few times. I said, "Ray if the flag-waving gets too much for you just close your eyes, you're there to feel God's presence don't worry about what other people are doing, Just feel God!" The pastor had a special speaker that night. He had come with Fred Grewe and while this man was speaking Ray said it was like he shouted into the microphone "GO" Ray bumped me and said did you hear what he just said, no I don't think so. And here's Ray and I sitting 2 rows from the front and we start talking to each other about what just happened. We had Jerry from our Bible Study say just a few weeks before, "When God tells you to Go you Go!" I heard the man next to Ray clear his throat, you know to get us to be quiet! But how could we be quite with what Ray just heard! We ended up settling back down and listening to every word spoken thinking we were going to hear more. We listened carefully, but no message we heard. The Pastor gets up to ask if anyone needs prayer to come up and he would pray for them, but before he asked for people to come up he said, "There's someone here with your stomach churning around and around." And I out of the corner of my eye, guess who raises his hand? Ray! Well, I knew that the pastor would ask him to come up to the front and then what was going to happen? Ray went up to the front and asked him where were we from and Ray was chewing and a piece of sour apple candy, this sticks in my memory. The pastor stood in front of him put his hands on the back side of his neck. And then the pastor asked for everyone to stretch out their hands toward Ray and pray. (Ray told me later he knew when this happened because the churning in his stomach turned into a tidal wave and just came up through him and consumed him), and then he fell out! I couldn't believe my eyes, he fell over! Wham! He was out like a light! This was really interesting to me. So I made my way up there and sat at Ray's feet and watched him not move! He didn't chew the candy that I know was in his mouth, nothing! Didn't move! I saw his eyelids moving and a few tears coming out the side of his eyes for 20 minutes. Yes, I looked at the clock! I wanted to see if this was real when he got back up! What was he doing there, being so still? Was he stuck to the floor or just laying there, all I could do was wait and see. Ray opened his eyes and he had this shine on his face, like well, he just had an encounter with God! He got up, out the door we went. We were in a hurry to leave so I could ask him about falling down! We get out to the car and Ray said, God spoke to him, "Learn the scriptures go into the closest prison" and the name of another prison that we were to go to and Ray said he asked God, what did you say? and God repeated a second time but a little louder and then Ray asked Him again "what did you say" and He said it for the third time little louder still. We had a ministry, didn't know what we were going to do but we had a ministry!

It didn't take us long to know just because we told them God said it, that people were going to open the doors for us to get into the prison. We found out quick the people that ran on God power and the unbelieving Christians. What a lot, in two words together unbelieving Christian! As of this day we are not in the prison God spoke to Ray about that evening, we have gone in many others though. We will wait for them to call us and say you are the ones God sent to come into this prison. And when we go into prison it is not the preplanned program but by calling the Holy Spirit in, He will come in like the wind, to minister to His people there, The Mighty Rushing Wind, Praise God.

In the Name of Jesus Christ, You are Healed Baby Chloe February 2000 I was at Bible Study we would pray after the meeting every week. We would join hands in a circle and someone would start in pray and anything that someone would have on their heart we would pray for. Katie asked for prayer for a little baby named Chloe and said she had cancer and she was at Children's Hospital Cincinnati, Ohio. And the cancer had spread and she was dying. We prayed for her and I just said, "Did anyone go and see her?" No one had, so I said I would go. You know I didn't feel lead to go or anything like a push to go just thought someone that was a Christian should go see the family.

Well, the next day came around and off I went. Now I knew on the way that I was being led to go, the closer I got the more peace I felt and I thought I had a word for the baby. Didn't know what the message would be but, I knew I had it, the trip to the hospital was over an hour away. Thinking the whole time about what to say nothing coming to me. So I just took my little bible in and a couple stuffed dolls and bears that I had made to give out. I had a little card on them. So with only her first name I made my way to the front desk and asked for the room for a baby named Chloe. What was I thinking? That this person was going to know this baby and send me right to her room! Then I ask for where they kept the babies with cancer. She gave me a floor number and gave me no encouraging words and up I went. Getting off the elevator, the floor was very busy and crowded. I went over to the nurse's station and ask if they had a baby named Chloe there? "What is her last name? How old is she? What was her mother's name?" I couldn't answer any of the questions asked. "No baby on this floor named Chloe." I asked what other floor would have babies with cancer? My answer was, "You're not going to find her just by her first name and nothing else!" Well another person with no encouraging words, and was actually trying to detour me from looking any farther. Back to the elevator, I went and I got in the elevator and turned around before the doors closed and I saw a little girl with her grandparents, she was so precious! She had no hair just sitting next to her grandparents waiting. I thought to myself you have a few dolls you might as well give one to her. I did bring them to give away, but I had been so wrapped up on a mission to find baby Chloe! I got back out of the elevator and went over to her and gave her a doll. Out of my mouth before I knew what I said was, "What floor is your grandchild staying on?" They told me what floor and what wing of the hospital. It was on the other side of the hospital. I got back in the elevator with a new hope arising in me! They were there for the purpose of getting me back on track to baby Chloe! I walk to the other side of the hospital and went up to the floor that they told me. I got out of that elevator and it's like there was a presence with me! That I just was invincible and I went up to the nurse's station and asked for baby Chloe's room she pointed down to the end of the hall and I started walking that way and she started following me saying, "Who are you? and are you family?" I just kept walking. I had tunnel vision, just let me get to her room and give her a message from God! We got to the door, it was a glass front so you could see right in and she said to wait and she would ask if I could come in. I didn't tell her anything except that at our Bible Study the night before someone asked for prayer for baby Chloe and I was there to pray for her. She came back out and said I could go in that her grandfather said it was ok. I walked in the room and God started speaking so loud to me saying 'SIN.' I must have heard God say that to me 4 or 5 times I didn't know how to even handle it! You could smell pot on the grandfather and the mother was not there. I told myself to stay focused, what did I come for? Baby Chloe's older brother was there it was a school day and they were letting him stay out of school to be there with her. I asked if it was alright to pick the baby up and he said to be careful with her and showed me were the surgeons opened her up across her little belly she had tubes in her stomach, he said they couldn't do anything for her so they just sewed her back together. I scooped her up into my arms, so little. To this day I don't know how old she was at that time, wasn't walking age. I started praying to myself and nothing, nothing from God. I said to myself, "God I know you have sent me here what is it you want me to say?" Nothing came to me, nothing, silence. I had read my bible enough to know that they (the disciples) prayed out loud so I started the usual prayer. Bless the baby and family, and I was thinking, "God I know you have sent me here don't let me leave here without giving them the message you have for them!" Then I remembered from when God showed me about the fire in my hands and what to say! "In the Name of Jesus Christ My Savior, You Are Healed!" I said it out loud, now I'm thinking, I remembered you showing me and telling me this and I'm going to see, I don't know what, but it's going to be something Great! Nothing happened! The baby was just smiling up at me. I put the baby down gave them a doll and a bear and said nothing much else and just fast as I came in there I was gone. It was a long walk back to the parking garage for me that day. I gave another doll out on the way, a little one in a stroller on the sidewalk. Got into the elevator to go to my car and a man steps in the elevator he had a suit on, his name on his lapel and his id that said he was a preacher, So Proud! I was friendly and said Hello and I why I was there, that God had sent me! He wanted out of that elevator so fast he got off the floor before me and as he was leaving, out of my mouth I said, "I was here to give someone the Living Words of Christ that I wasn't here visiting!" I never seen someone move so fast, God instantly put on my heart he wasn't there for that reason. He was visiting the dying people, and I was there giving them His Living Words. Peace returns to me.

I got into my car and it hit me again! Like a ton of bricks, "What happen didn't you send me here God?" "Why didn't you give me a Word for baby Chloe?" I felt like I had missed it! "Did I not hear good, was I not listening close enough, for You?" I just cried I sat there and cried. Thinking that when I went there that God would show up have something grand to say through me to them! Nothing, just Nothing and so I thought!

Next week at the Bible Study prayer time, I told them I had gone. Katie had a call, that everyone wanted to know who that was that came and prayed for the baby. The news was out at the hospital that a group was praying for the baby. I asked for everyone to remember baby Chloe in their prayers and that I know it was a God thing, me going there. How else did I find the baby and just the feeling I had. But I didn't understand God and how He worked. I was looking for an instant miracle, but I did know God was in the mist of things. The following week at Bible Study bad news, Chloe had gotten worse. The cancer that had started in her leg had now spread and was up in her stomach and spreading farther. The hospital said she didn't have much time left and sent her home to die. I heard myself say, "I refuse to take this news and that God wouldn't have sent me there!" And then it hit me what I had done there! I spoke the Living Words of Christ to this baby! And God's Word will not come back void or empty but perform His will! What was His will? For that baby to be Healed! Stand in Faith, I thought to myself and then someone in the group said the baby is hurting so bad just let the baby go. I don't remember all that was said, but I knew that if it had to be by my Faith alone then I would stand for this baby and have Faith in God's Word, have Faith in God Himself! Time past on not a day seems to past without remembering to pray for baby Chloe. There were times I would be praying and end up crying. I would not bow to the enemy's mind games and I would find a scripture to stand on that day, and yes, some days literally stand on my Bible and pray. Our Bible Study had stopped and it had been a year pass by and out of the blue, I can remember this day, the warm sun coming through the dining room window and all was well with my soul kinda day! It was Katie calling and she said, "Do you remember baby Chloe?" How could I forget her I thought to myself, she said I have some news about her, "Do you listen to the radio station B 105?" "Well," she said, "I just heard her mother on the radio raising money for baby Chloe's hospital bills." Ok, I was thinking what was going to be the next thing she was going to say? Was I going to get back on my Bible and stand in Faith or what? She went on to say, "They took her in for a yearly checkup and that the cancer was completely gone and all that was left was the size of a dried up pea in her leg!" Good News! What a day to think back on! Standing firm in Faith, Faith, and more Faith. I know that I know.

The year I spent in praying and believing for Chloe to be Healed was the beginning of what God had for me. How to pray for someone and how to stand in Faith for someone. What a growing year that was for me. How He taught me without saying a word, nothing encouraging, nothing discouraging, just nothing. God never left me, He was just strengthening me for what laid ahead more people to pray for! The last that I had heard Chloe is up and running and just like any other little girl. In the name of Jesus Christ my Savior, You are Healed!

Update on Chloe October 2003. Jerry and Katie received a picture from Chloe she asked him to give it to the lady that prayed for her when she was a baby, she is five years old now! Praise God, Jerry said that her grandfather was sick and Chloe said to him, "God can heal you grandpa just like He healed me Just Believe." Praise Him!

Call into the prayer line June 2000 I was told about a 16-year-old young man that had broken his neck in a diving accident. I said I would go see him in Children's Hospital Cincinnati, Ohio. The next morning I was on my way and God put a scripture on me. I didn't know the whole scripture and didn't know where it was at in the bible. I stopped by a friends place and we got in the Bible looking for it. Found it in John chapter 5. So off I went to the hospital, this trip was so different from going to see Baby Chloe. I felt like I didn't need a car to get there! If that gives you any idea how I felt. I was so happy to go WITH God's Word in hand this time!

I had his room number so I made my way up to his floor and asked there at the nurse's station for his room. I was stopped and to my surprise! His mother asked for no visitors. I said I would wait while she went and asked anyway. I gave her my name she came back a few minutes later with the same news he's had a lot of visitors. I then said, "But I'm not here to visit but to pray for him." Well, that caught her attention and back she went with the message. She came back the second time and said to wait in the waiting room and I could see him after the nurse was done in his room. I sat down to wait then I could hear and I knew it was from his room he was screaming and groaning. I could hear his mother and the nurse talking to him they were moving legs and arms around, I guess they were stretching him. Oh the sound that he made, just made me hurt with him he was in such pain, I can still hear that sound today. After about a half hour of waiting the nurse came and got me and I started down the hall. I could see the room I was going to. Another nurse was standing at the door giving me the once over, sizing me up! I was met by his mother and then I saw him laying in bed, flat out with a brace around his head. I looked around the room and seen pictures of Jesus on the TV not little pictures, big ones, all around!

His mother was on the other side of the bed and I told them I had a word from God about her son and he was going to be Healed! Now if anybody that I ever prayed with was going to get up and walk, this was the one! It felt like my feet weren't even touching the ground. I opened my Bible and read word for word not missing one word. (John 5)What a scripture! "Take up your bed and walk Jesus told the man!" His mother held my hands so tight she listened to every word, you could tell she was hanging on to God's Word. I didn't say much else, not anything else to say! I came with a message and delivered it on time, not too late, not too early, God's time! I went to leave his mother followed me out and asked where that scripture was I had just read could be found. And I knew right then that this was the scripture they would hold onto when the tough times come they would stand! Off I went home, I really did think he was going to get up right in front of me and walk! But knowing how God does work, I knew he would walk in God's time! A good day, a God day for this young man. And the Healing stories continue, Rise Up and Walk in Jesus Name!

The Train That Could July 30, 2000, God showed me in a dream I seen two trains both side by side both on straight tracks going to the same place. The big fancy, sleek fast train like a bullet it started up and got to its destiny, Fast Whoosh. And then the little happy train it looked like the thomas train you know, the train that would say 'I think I can I think I can' but this train was saying 'I know I can I know I can!' It was not fancy or sleek it was just a small happy little train not a powerful engine like the big one. I saw it moving on the track and then I knew that was our ministry. And the big train was already at the end of the line. It had finished way faster than our train and I was wondering if we to would make it to the end of the line the finish line! and God said to me "You will get to the same place the big train is going to" and so I think about the happy little train and with all, it's imperfection it not perfect but it's going to make it to the end of the line! Happy as we go down the track! I know I can, I know I can............

Mr. Tillery Bible Study Teacher November 2002 I saw this in a vision as I was writing this. He's like a farmer when the corn crop is ready to come in out of the field, he goes into the field with a big combine and cuts the corn stalks down, the combine then takes the corn cob off the stalk and puts the corn kernels in a truck. Then he takes the truck to the silo and when he dumps it out, there's a small one foot by foot opening in the back of the tailgate of the truck. And when he raises the bed to let out the kernels, they come out of this opening in a stream, a big and mighty steady stream and they go onto a conveyor that sends the kernels into the silo to be stored until the livestock needs to be feed. And then it's taken out as needed to feed them. He study's and prepares for Bible Study in this same way, writing and studying even more, then brings it to us and we just take it all in. All that he teaches us and then we give it back out over the years to others, never-ending supply! A wealth of information stored up always drawing on. Written after seeing this last night while 'talking' this chapter into being.

The Potter's Place November 5, 2002, He has a place I'm not allowed to mess in. If I were to go in and look around even if I think I won't touch anything. I'd go over to His potter's wheel that he puts the clay on then he molds it. It's still wet and I would walk over to it, I would go to put my hands on it, to say I helped with this vessel and the vessel starts to take on another shape. Not even a vessel anymore, I have ruined His work by putting my hands on the vessel. I would walk around and see a big pile of clay formless, just a big blob of clay, and then I see Him carrying a pot to the furnace a hot flaming furnace. I know if I stopped this pot from going into the furnace it will not be tried. It would have not gone through the fire and be ready to be used by God. I sure could reap havoc in a place that I'm not supposed to be in! I have to stay away from trying to fix things, trying to help things along. God is doing a good work in someone and I'm not going to mess things up! They have to go through this process. I can ruin the work Jesus has started in someone and he is the author and finisher of our Faith! I know that I know, to stay out of God's business with someone. This was given to me last night in a vision after He showed me about writing a book.

Stirring the Waters I have found myself under the direction of the Holy Spirit to stir the waters in a few different church services. I have had God speak to me to stir the waters. I remember the first time I did this I had started stirring and then God took over my hand. I thought my hand would come off I was stirring so hard and fast. I know that it is for people to see, to remind them of the scripture on healing in (John 5), the pool of Bethesda. Maybe also someone asked for a sign from God to have someone stir the waters for healing? All I know is that when you're obedient to Him, He will have His way in a service or anywhere for that matter! God is too good to miss what He has for us. And the waters will continue to be stirred by God's hand just like in the scriptures say and at times a human stirring to say, "The Healer is here!" So our human eyes can see God is in the midst.....

Visions and Dreams Starting out, need a good Bible I could write all day every day on what God has shown me in visions and dreams. I would pray every night before going to sleep "God show me who you want me to pray for?" After reading books, and watching Christian TV and really nothing else no TV shows and things that would pollute my mind. I can tell you that John Hagee would speak to me straight he kept me on the straight and narrow. Ah, preach it to me and no fluff! And Pat Robertson show after going from watching just anything on TV to only Christian TV. I missed the news so the 700 club filled that need to see the news. My Bible sat on the couch and when I would get up in the morning it was right there and I would look up the scriptures and follow along with them, the TV preachers. I was steered wrong by my local Christian bookstore for my first Bible, the religious thing again that I didn't know anything about yet! How sad, but after starting bible study I picked up a few different Bibles and one big Strong's concordance and I was set up to do major studying on my own. And to this day my favorite bible is the second Bible I bought and I have wrote in it to the point it's falling apart. When I open it up it speaks to me, my notes come alive again and the Living Word of God is Alive when I read it! In any Bible! I always had a Bible with me to keep me straight if something didn't line up with word of God. If I've not heard clearly or if I have misunderstood the meaning of what God was saying to me. I have found that if the worldly things around you are coming at you all the time you will not clearly hear from God at times. Things get all muddled together, and then the deceiver has a shot at you and he can blindside you when you least expect it! So keep on the whole armor of God, my Friend! This was supposed to be the chapter on visions and dreams what happen! On to the next chapter then, I'm just writing it all as God is giving it to me! The journey is just beginning.....

My Journal Entry Starts Here

Year 1996 I decided to write down my thoughts, visions, and feelings I'm having now that God has touched me.

In the Fall of 1996, God spoke to me at Pine Knot, Kentucky Baptist church. "If this is who you say you go up to the front now." I went to the front, people prayed over me and I could hear each one like tuning in a radio tuning one in and another one off, Amazing!

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February 1997 After the flood in Aurora Indiana. Ray found a dumpster of clothes that was thrown out by FEMA that had been donated behind the old Wal-Mart. Took two tractor-trailer loads from there after loading the first one on that Sunday. Ray had a lump on his hand it was getting really bad. It disappeared the next morning, Ray was going down the road in his truck and God told him to look down. He looked down at his hand on the steering wheel and he saw it was gone! Amazing God!

March 1997 A few weeks before going to Talladega, Alabama. It felt like I was going to die, a lot of old stuff dredging up. I sent out letters, doing everything that was coming up in my mind. I told a friend what was going on and she didn't have an answer for it. I started to tithe 10% then. We got back from Alabama and my Dad was in the hospital on a ventilator. I prayed over him and asked God to let my father know Him as Jesus his Savior. God did give him more time and I believe he's done this for my asking and for me being faithful to what he has wanted me to do. I feel that Dad is not at peace. I'm so sad over this, It's in God's hands now! I can't carry his burdens.

May 1997 I sat in a service church in Seven Hills, Ohio. God spoke to me during Bible Study there. I was thinking of sending one hundred dollars to the church where I was Born Again. God said, "send two" so I sent off two hundred.

June 23, 1997, Sleeping sound Awakened, Jesus, standing in the corner of the bedroom. Our bedroom is pitch black and for me to see Him standing there was amazing! I closed my eyes and opened them. I saw a tree, The Tree of Life, transplanted in a city built for you and me, this song was being sung as I saw the tree. People on the tree they were the branches, they floated straight up, beautiful. I said, "What a beautiful tree" and then it began to move, I could see the people on it going up. I closed my eyes again and opened them back up, a building now, like a really big building it had a flat roof, I closed my eyes again and reopened, everything was gone, the room completely dark again, What a vision! I woke Ray up and he looked at me and said, "You really did see something!"

June 24, 1997, I knew to go and tell this to a revival meeting in Independence, Kentucky. "The message, what is the message, God?" It came to me, "We're close, we're close." As soon as I said this aloud, It was like I was on a mission to tell what God gave to me. I was at peace knowing that I gave the message. I was told many times that evening that one day the vision will be explained to me. I'm at peace completely. I'm ready, are you?

July 12, 1997, I was sleeping, a bright light went from one side of the room to the other, I woke up when it had past about halfway through the room, The Spirit of God? Yes!

July 14, 1997, I wasn't going to write this but I decided today I would. We went to a singing in Clay City, Kentucky. This spring in March, during the singing I had a tingling sensation in the back of my head. It was a feeling like something was coming out of my head. Many times that evening I put my hand on the back of my head almost at the top. I didn't feel this feeling again until I heard a Christmas song in July and it has happened a few times more times this month. I feel like it must be the Spirit of God coming out at times, Why I don't know, but I thought I would write this since God has been speaking to me.

July 31, 1997, Bible Study Jerry spoke in tongues and then said, "Oh what greatness of the Bible Study, being blessed from the beginning and cursed cancer." Katie kept thinking before the prayer started, "Remember this night." Wendell Tillery our Bible study teacher, his face was red and glowing all evening.

August 3, 1997, Our son went to Church with me, Good service a woman named Lisa came over and said she felt like she needed to pray for me. She touched my left part of my back it got red hot. Her hand seared me like a branding iron, the heat went down my arm through my left hand. I touched my son's hand he held onto it HOT- she started praying and then spoke in tongues. And then said, "What is on this woman's heart is now gone and there is nothing to worry about everything is going to be ok." (I know my son is going to be Saved!) After she took her hand off me the 'heat' instantly left me. My son felt my hand again and it was cold. What a way for the Lord to touch him. What a Glorious God we have, Happiness no worries!

September 11, 1997, All the way to Bible Study Ray and I talked about Brother Vi, I said we needed to pray for him. At Bible Study that night Jerry said he felt God had told him to let Ray and I stand in for Brother Vi and his wife. We had prayer and then Jerry and Wendell put oil on our heads. Jerry really felt the Spirit come down and he put his hand on my forehead. They got cold, ice cold and it felt like he was drilling a nail in my forehead, like one of those old crank type drills and I then felt total relax and I leaned over to put my body's weight on Jerry and then I just fell from the weightless feeling. Jerry was dancing around, He couldn't shake the feeling off of him. God had a hold on him, what a wonderful night Brother Vi and his wife will be blessed by this! Thank You, God. I called Brother Vi's wife the next day and told her I stood in for her in prayer, she asked what time that was. When I told her she said at the time God spoke to her out loud and told her to get on her knees and she was praying at the same time I was standing in for her.

September 18, 1997, Bible Study we went to a conference in Nky. to listen to a prophecy teacher on Revelation. He started with chapter 12, "A great woman was the church," he said. That was wrong the woman is Israel. Ray questioned the speaker asked, "If we weren't looking for Christ's return would we still see Him," the speaker said "Yes." Wow. He then kept saying, "we're waiting for His 2cd. Coming." He missed Rapture! I became sick to my stomach and then he started to talk about false prophets. I told Wendell I was going to get sick and then I kept saying, "I have to stand up." I really was going to throw up. My heart was pounding so hard that night when the speaker was talking and Jerry said his heart was pounding too, he could barely sit still, Wendell kept saying oh no, it's Israel not the Church at the 2cd. Coming, oh no, oh no. I could hear Wendell kept saying in a low deep voice oh no, oh no every time the speaker kept talking about being in tribulation. I then said I'm going to stand up and I said "What you are saying is, that the church is going to be here for the 2cd. coming?" He said, "Yes." I turned and was leaving, some people were sitting by me with their Bibles closed and I said to them, "You need to open your Bible and read for yourself." The rest in our group got up also and left. Someone we knew was sitting in the front row, we had been sitting towards the back. She got up and so did two other people. Katy said she felt we should pray for those people left behind, we did. The Lord came upon us all right there in the parking lot. God Bless us all. The time for Rapture is close and we're going soon! Amen

October 2, 1997, I almost forgot to write this, went to guitar lessons, played bar room songs, it didn't feel right. I wanted the teacher to write out a gospel song, didn't ask, not enough time. On the way home I kept hearing the Holy Spirit say, "Don't Compromise." At Bible, Study Wendell said now in the last days "Don't Compromise your standing!" That night I woke in the middle of the night 3:30 My heart was racing and my leg and foot were shaking, moving so fast. Couldn't sleep. The rest of the night all morning worked out Elijah and Moses. I became at peace when I ask God to take this burden off me about the two witnesses. When I had figured them out the urgency of this left me. I know He lifted this from me and I didn't need to worry about this anymore.

October 11, 1997, Fasted and prayed all day with Ray went to Skaggs Creek, Kentucky. A man asked for Healing in his right hand and arm. Out of my mouth, I said to Ray, If you say it that man over there will be Healed, Ray said, What? I repeated it, Ray said, "He believed" and the Holy Spirit came down on Ray. Ray told me, "I know this man is Healed!" At the end of the service, the preacher asked does anyone have anything to say. I spoke and told them what had happened and Wendell told the man to claim his Healing. The Holy Spirit moved on him and his wife, wow. (You will read on later that this man was healed!)

October 15, 1997, On the way home from the store seen two parts of a whole round rainbow. I stopped the car, prayed for mercy and forgiveness and then headed on home to show Ray. While showing him I saw a 3rd part of the rainbow, looked something like this. That night there were lots of clouds, you could see it was a circle. Unbelievers wouldn't think anything about it, I knew it meant something. I didn't look up anything in the Bible right then. At dark Ray went out to look at his truck, coming back in he sees a cloud formed like this. 7 points it was straight up over our house. I ran in the house looking for scripture on stars and 7 points I was lead to Revelation 3, I read it to Ray. We went out to watch this cloud formation, clouds still formed moved on, it didn't disperse. I was reading my bible and said: "I have to read you this." I read part of Revelation 3 and then I said, "here it is Ray," I read (Revelation 4: 1 -3). When I read verse 3, "there was a rainbow round about the Throne!" The Spirit moved down on Ray he was so anointed by the Holy Spirit. Ray said that he felt the Spirit move down on him. I said, "We're not missing anything. We're being watchful and we're holding fast. And we know we're right." I was taken to read the scripture to him, "The Lord takes us the way He wants us to go." Our son also saw the clouds that night.

October 1997 Katy said at Bible Study that many people at that prophecy lecture kept asking questions all evening, the man there told everyone just to write down they're questions instead of asking them that night. We had seen the real Light and knew that was a false teacher on prophecy.

I'm following the Holy Spirit now. I pray that I will all the time, and not follow what my stupid brain says to do, which that would be wrong. The tingling feeling at the top of my head is more frequent now. Sometimes every day, sometimes not for a few days. It happens when I hear or I think of something of God. (Isaiah 26:3)

December 2, 1997, I have asked God to show me what I should be doing. I pray for guidance. He will keep me on His path. I have Faith. Fear is the devil. Faith is with Jesus our Lord.

October 30, 1997, The round rainbow is in the sky again! Today it goes around the sun. It's 4:30 it's still there, Thank God the signs of the end are here! Praise Him.

November 1997 Two dreams about being Rapture now, both very peaceful dreams.

December 1, 1997, I've been reading a book about praying, Intersession by Joy Dawson. The Lord put it upon my heart to get five copies of this book for Bible Study. I ordered them. satan came in our bedroom at about 6:30 am. he was whispering over and over at the left side of our bed to me. I covered up in the covers then I realized that I was scared and I said, "Wait a minute!" and started flying my hands in the air, I said, "I have the Blood of Jesus on me!" and started speaking scripture that I hadn't ever read before, God just dropped them in my spirit to speak them out. He knew exactly what scriptures were needed for this situation! Asked God Almighty to protect me from the dark side. I instantly felt peace, I wasn't a bit scared, I Praise His Name God the Almighty.

Mom called, Aunt Ruth was in a car wreck, was having to be cut out of her van. I said I would pray, She called a few hours later, all Aunt Ruth had wrong with her was cuts on her face, no broken bones nothing! Glory be to Him, God Almighty.

December 2, 1997, When I went to bed last night I asked God to burden the hearts of the people around me that were unsaved. I asked Him to show Ray if he's been doing wrong about anything.

Ray woke to tell me he had a bad dream about the rapture, I knew something was wrong, He said everyone had sores or cuts on them and we all knew Rapture was about to happen, and everyone was being healed including me. Ray saw he had a cut and it wasn't being healed. My heart was so saddened to hear him tell about the dream he had. He prayed a long time this morning. Thank You, Jesus, for answering my prayers. You hear me when I pray!

God is on the Throne, He's on the move for His people and the old devil is out to lunch. The devil is going to rip everyone up that he can get a hold of. The lost souls are in deep trouble, time is short. Are you ready? Words can not explain this Spirit inside me! Praise God!

December 6, 1997, Went to singing at Full Gospel Christian Church in Bright, Indiana. The tingling feeling stayed with me all evening just about everyone there that was singing wasn't feeling well. Wendell said there was another one (an angel) on the stage singing with them. They sounded the best I've ever heard. Everyone was anointed with the Holy Spirit, someone came up to be saved and the angels sang! Glory be to God another one is going home with us!

God gave me scripture (Corinthians 1-10) about being baptized. Wonderful God our Father.

December 11, 1997, Thursday Bible Study Jerry asked if we had been baptized?

December 18, 1997, Following Thursday at Bible Study Wendell, said it was on his mind if we had been baptized? Confirmation!

December 8, 1997, The tingling feeling on top of my head comes and goes throughout the day now. One day I dropped off 400 candy canes with bookmakers. To the library in Lawrenceburg. And the feeling stayed with me throughout the day. I have to read up on the Bible something powerful is happening to me. No one else at the Bible Study this is happening to. I've got a book on praying God burdened me to get five copies for Bible Study. The night I took them there were enough to hand out, one for every family there. I had no idea, God works, we always have about ten people there.

I've been doing a lot of good praying lately, I feel I'm being used now. Praying and believing in Faith, I have that! I pray that whatever way God can use me let it be His way.

December 19, 1997, I've also prayed if someone will be saved Glory to God from me praying or telling them and then me going on to heaven now so be it, let God use me. The more people Saved. Yes, Jesus come call quickly for your people, the church to come home! The tingling in the top of my head, Ray felt it when I told it was happening again, He said there was a burning hot spot up there. God's on the Throne. Is my spirit somehow coming out of my head? I must find out more about this, the sensation is unbelievable! Glory to God!

December 20, 1997, I know to stay up on all of my writings, something's I miss writing them down. The time is close for me I believe. Just too much is happening. Love Jesus with all your heart and your soul will follow. Now is the time, Be Saved, To Live Forever in that city built for You and me. Come quickly Dear Jesus take us home.

Haven't been writing lately, so much going on. I also thought, maybe writing down events in my life was useless, will somebody be around after I leave here to read this journal? This is for? I felt Jesus has burdened me to pray for others.

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February 1998, Ray and I were baptized Wonderful!

I was burdened to pray for seventy days it will be the 70th day on March 31, To pray for the peace of Jerusalem. I thought that it meant peace treaty-wrong! God knew I was going to make that mistake a few days after starting to pray. I was talking to a friend and she said peace was Jesus! Oh, I then understood on the way home. I couldn't wait to get home and count seventy days from that day! It now lands on Palm Sunday, April 5 wow God is perfect I am nothing without Him. He knew I was wrong and I never tell anyone usually what I'm praying for and my friend straightened it out for me. I've been praying for a local preacher here, oh the things that have been happening around there! Gary unsaved, Mark brain cancer, two women that want a child, one to stop smoking.)

May 1, 1998, Pray for Kathy in her 40's and Graham in his 80's has lung cancer, she said Mark is doing better (had brain cancer) I've been praying for him for some time now.

May 1998 Steve and Steve, Artie and his family, Randy and his family, Mary her business and her family. I've been burdened to pray for other people from time to time that is just overwhelming to my heart it just breaks. Jesus knows I feel just a small part of the pain He feels. God Loves everyone.

I felt to tell Wendell and the singers to pray for someone at the singing in Williamsburg, Kentucky. That we went to. Wow, The preacher kept saying, "There's someone here that needs to be saved," I ended up on my knees, looking at the singers knowing that they must be praying together. Since I told them a day before God had burdened me to tell them they were to pray. My heart broke I stayed at my seat praying and all of a sudden it felt like someone took a knife and sliced through my heart. I told Ray whoever it was, wasn't going to the front to be saved. Ray and I and the preacher and a lot of other people there felt really bad, we've been so Blessed by Jesus and the devil just keeps on trying to bother us, no deal. Everyone can feel the Hand of God on them. I feel the Holy Spirit coming upon me many, many times every day.

I felt that Benny H. should pray for the peace of Jerusalem and while praying Jesus said to me "Don't forget revival!" Power unimaginable Power!

May 14, 1998, Bible study Wendell told of going to Skaggs Creek, Kentucky. The place was full he said, God's Great, the man that I said would be healed if he 'claimed it.' He was there and told his story he and been healed. Praise God! He is Perfect, He told the story he was ready for surgery. He had the test done and had blocked veins that numbed his hand and arm. He must have been telling his testimony why else would this church be full? The last time we went there wasn't even twenty people there. God is wonderful, doing miracles every day, just for the asking and Faith in believing you're Healed! Brother Vi had the Holy Spirit on him and he told Jerry to pray and believe he would be Healed. Brother Vi really wanted all of us to remember Prayer and Faith and Healing does work, and God is on the Throne. The Holy Spirit was and is always with us. Brother Vi talked about praying every night for everyone at the Bible Study. Brother Sam's sang a song this evening it was a praise song, it was wonderful. God is Great!

May 1998 Had a headache asked God why I wasn't healed from it. I asked Him "Don't I have faith"? He answered, "You are not like the Jews." Same evening laying on the couch. I closed my eyes, wasn't sleeping just laying there. I thought I was being stabbed in the chest and the front and I was looking at her then I said, "No it's not me, it's a woman from Northern Kentucky. Dark brown hair with a wavy curl, white dress with big blue flowers, with a belt that matched the dress the fabric was like polyester. I didn't see the one stabbing her, only the knife and hand. I prayed for her and the attacker.

June 4, 1998, You know me as the "Healer!" Bible Study took the sacrament, Jerry spoke the word God gave him, He said, "He was there the Healer, I have come to Heal, you're not here by chance, I've brought you here for a reason". Healing was repeated, we talked about healing before Jerry said anything, the Holy Spirit came upon us all. I asked for the angels to stand wing to wing tip to protect us while we were in prayer. A large ball of fire came from the back of me, very hot, the heat from the Spirit upon me. Sweat rolled off my back, "It was hot"! It pulsed on my back, like how a kitty does to its mother. God is a Great God, Healer, Deliver, Loving, Comforter, Almighty God. Praise, Glory to Him, Amen. Jerry is Healed, Grandma is Healed, and everyone who claims God's Healing power is also Healed Now!

June 8, 1998, Called a woman in Rising Sun, Indiana. Has lung cancer, she is seeing the angels around her and can feel them, she wonders why she's not healed.

June 10, 1998, Went to get my hair cut, she opened the door for witnessing, she said she had a spirit guide that she talks to. All of a sudden the Holy Spirit anointed me, the words just flowed from me, the words spoken from me were, "do not get these confused", She would call them angels. I said that a few times over, the Holy Spirit explained, about what saints are and what angels are. Before the anointing left upon me I said, "in the Bible, it says you are for me or against me, you can't have it both ways." The anointing left off me. I know not to say anymore or I myself would fall flat on my face. The anointing felt like a veil covering, it was like my head was in a cloud looking out. I pray for her, oh Lord let your words get a hold of her.

June 10, 1998, Pray for Andy she was about to lose her baby.

Pray, pray, pray!

June 15, 1998, The tingling on top of my head now comes goes throughout the day and night constantly! I've also have been anointed like a covering over my body. This has happened a few times now. Read the book, 'Good morning, Holy Spirit'. I liked this book, great reading. Have not heard anything about Andy and her baby yet. I pray that Andy gives her baby to God, let Him take care of it and let Him make the decisions.

While sleeping God asked me a question about a neighbor, "how many times this neighbor has asked for repentance." Answer "4 times" then I saw a face that made a squint of desperation, I saw his face.

While sleeping Holy Spirit spoke to me and said, "look up". He then said, "three people ascending, ten gates."

I've been having small visions, words come to me from the Holy Spirit, Praise God. Some leave me instantly, I'm being strengthened on these visions and questions and answer about the visions.

June 16, 1998, Went to bed early 8:00 stayed there till 10:00 prayed and talked to God, all praise, no "oh come upon me Holy Spirit," no whining, anymore! The Spirit came upon me, I was saying " I love you God, teach me, show me, open my eyes, just fill me God." He gave the call, the Holy Spirit in my hand's tingle almost vibrating, maybe they were! I was joyous, I was holding my hands out. I could turn them over, the power was still there. I could feel the power the Holy Spirit put upon me. Fire! When I put them together it felt like it was going away and I pulled them apart and the sensation came back. This gift can not be taken away by any person. What a powerful gift I have. The Holy Spirit will teach me how to use this gift. I've asked for it and have received a gift!

June 16, 1998, That night while Ray was sleeping. I laid my hands on his back and asked the Lord to heal him. Ray woke up within a half hour and said he had a dream of being healed and someone was praying for him to be healed.

June 17, 1998, I thought about it, I know from Jesus how he did His healings. That I must have the Holy Spirit anointing me for my hands to touch someone. The healing is through the Holy Spirit and sent from God through Jesus our Savior. Talked to a friend today she was told twice by God for the past two days to turn around in her car and get a book for me to read. As soon as I read the book I knew how the three worked together! Jesus, Holy Spirit, and God. God on the Throne giving orders and hearing prayers, Jesus the Savoir, taking orders and giving them out, Live like Him, the Blood cleanses us from all sin. Holy Spirit, He takes the gifts that were given to Him and delivers and teaches us, guides us, constant companion, anoints us, shows us everything, that Jesus asks Him to do. He also is in constant communication with God on our behalf, talking with Him for us. I'm waiting for the Holy Spirit to show me the way God already has planned for me. It's just now coming about.

June 1998, Woke up praying about why Kathy from Rising Sun wasn't healed. He said, "I have not yet come upon her." I wanted to make sure I had written this down.

July 6, 1998, Ray woke up in the middle of the night with the most terrible backache, never anything like it before. He ended up in the living room praying for the devil to leave him alone. I listened then all of a sudden next to the bedroom window on the left side, an old scary man shows up, bent over and very scary a fear ran through me. I pleaded the Blood of Jesus on him. He left. I called for Ray because I didn't hear him praying anymore, I got up, he had fallen asleep. I asked him if he was alright he said that he was praying and it left and he was just fine. I went back to the bedroom and prayed for the demon to leave and asked Jesus to teach me why he was there. I fell asleep, I had a dream seeing the old man, I dreamed Jesus asked me to, "call the old man back and ask him who he was." I said, "no I don't want to do that" He said, "do it," All I said was, "where is he?" and the old man showed back up, and I asked him, "who are you?" he answered, "I'm old blood." In a very old voice, I almost wasn't able to understand him, God repeated the demons answer to me. I then woke and prayed for the teaching and said another prayer for the demon not to come around our home. I went to wake Ray up and asked him to come back to bed. He was telling me on the way to bed about praying for the demon to leave him. I said, "Ray he came into the bedroom as soon as you were done praying," Ray said, "I didn't send him on his way, I only asked him to leave me alone." He said it felt like a sword had been in his back. Ray said he knew he didn't finish his prayer. I had never heard Ray pray as he did that night. Casting out the devil. We learned that just calling him out isn't the whole job. Telling him to leave the house and in Jesus name. Thank You, Jesus, for teaching us a great lesson tonight! I Love You.

I'm seeing more and more faces and people to pray for before I go to sleep it's happening when I'm awake now too.

July 2, 1998, Bible Study Brother Sam's tells about the Holy Spirit at a church he went to, He said, it felt like he could pour it out and did to anyone who wanted some of it. I just held out my hands it felt like a cool breeze across my hands and asked if I wanted more, I said yes then it felt like a ton of bricks on my hands. Then I shook on the inside of myself the rest of the evening all the way home, and about a half hour after that tingling, my jaw hurt I shook so hard on the inside.

I had a dream a man standing in the middle of a circle everyone praying. I was there I said to the Lord (He was standing next to me there) this man is being healed, then appeared in front of him, no one but I could see a cloud in front of him about 5 feet from him about a foot long, inside the cloud two white round shapes turning every different way just like they were dancing around swirling, no other color but white. The Lord didn't say anything to me but I move right toward them with my hands up, the man saw me coming towards him. He looked at my face, his eyes just beamed. I then move the twirling balls and the cloud to his forehead saying "In the Name of Jesus Christ your Savior you're healed" and I put my hands on his forehead and the power went through his body. Then the dream was instantly over. The Holy Spirit is showing me what I will do, soon!

August 2, 1998, I asked the Holy Spirit to pray with me. I had to know what I was going to do with these fireballs of Healing, while I was sleeping. I asked this question, I could hear the neighbor's dogs barking, I was not focused on what I was saying. The question was how many times I will use this gift or for how long. I don't know what way I asked the question but the answer was very plain ten. Ray then got up to close windows and the Lord had stopped talking. God is with me always but the tingling at the top of my head comes and goes throughout the day just like now. He puts His hand on top of my head and I feel the tingling. I just say it's a hand up there I know it's a covering! Because sometimes it goes down over my face, my whole head is covered at times. Praise God, Glory to His name Lord- Lord - Lord, my Savior.

August 4, 1998, While sleeping a man running away from me, couldn't see his front or face, looked like a runner, I prayed for his healing, salvation and obeying the Lord, he just kept running.

My son told me of seeing his Grandpa W. in his room July 6 (the same night we put the demon on the lose.) Grandpa was speaking to him but didn't know what he was saying. Our son said he wasn't afraid. I explained that no one can come back. This was a demon in disguise. He couldn't understand why it looked so much like and his voice was exactly like Grandpas. I said to him do not talk to anything like this because it's very dangerous. The Lord will protect my family. Thank You, Jesus! God's Grace upon us all.

August 6, 1998, Bible Study Brother Vi came, Jerry was told by the Lord to have me stand in for Vi's wife Virginia. I know God is going to do His will. My legs just kept tingling up and down. Good Bible Study, everyone was at peace no struggling with other issues. (1 Corinthian 1:5)

August 7, 1998, I decided to call and talk to Brother Vi's wife Virginia Griffith, she said between 8 and 9:00 p.m. Last night the Lord spoke to her to get on her knees and pray. Thank God

August 8, 1998, Woke up in the night "Don't forget to pray".

August 11, 1998, Came home from the grocery store, nothing new was going on, I was getting out of the van and a voice behind the van said "hi honey." I walked around the front and knowing exactly it was Ray's voice. I thought he must have walked around the other side. He wasn't there, I went on in the house. I thought he was playing a trick on me, I then see him out through the kitchen window washing a battery box out by his truck! I went out to ask him and he said he was right there since I pulled in. I went back in the house, the devil wanted me to think that God was just a funny person playing a trick on me. It only took me a couple of minutes to realize the devil was right there around me! I sent him on his way, what a stupid angel he is always. Blessed is God who now shows me the way.

August 15, 1998, I asked a question to God, the question about the people I have told about Jesus to, "Have they heard the message?" Answer "They have received the message and they have heard it."

August 20, 1998, Talk with Jean today, talked about her husband. She thinks she can save him. I prayed at bedtime about him and asked God to show him His power and the Spirit and whatever it took to have him come to Jesus. The Lord led me to (John 3:18) which I had not read before. I went to sleep, during the night He spoke to me he said, with a voice that was strong, firm, authoritative, "He's Condemned." I woke but couldn't remember the word He said. I was trying so hard to remember but couldn't. I prayed "Lord I heard what you said but what was the word you used about him?" I fell back to sleep, I awoke again this time speaking the word He had told me, "Condemned." I said that's the word you used about her husband.

The Lord is wonderful always watching, hearing, protecting me. I asked a few days ago about some property we had for sale, and for Him to use me and whatever He wanted to do in my life that is what I wanted. God is on the Throne, He will work out everything for His will.

August 21, 1998, I feel the Spirit of God on me so heavy today, something is going on I just don't know what's up!

August 21, 1998, The Lord said to me before I went to sleep to "Walk in the Spirit"

August 22, 1998, During the day Ray and I were over to see the job he was doing, tearing down an old restaurant in Covington, Kentucky. Perkins Pancake House. I went in the back room it had not much light in it, but the Holy Spirit was on me so heavy in one spot. I walked away from that spot and came back to it and it was so heavy on me I told Ray. We stayed about an hour I was picking up things to take home and I wandered back into that back room and I looked down and this orange book just was there. I must have been walking over top of it before. The name of the book was, "How to Be a Soul Winner" from the Gideon's. Wow, I started to Thank God for this. He is so wonderful to us. We used the orange siding off this building to build a run in shed at our farm, I'm tickled every time I look at it

August 23, 1998, Before going to sleep, He put faces and names and what's wrong with them they were all children with cancers and other hard to pronouns diseases. Had a dream, "Be in the Spirit," also had a dream of someone getting hurt, and I asked the Holy Spirit to anoint me and I put my hands on him and he was Healed.

August 25, 1998, Prayed for a black woman's left eye to get healing, not around her eye. The eyeball itself it was red and something on the eye a mass of? As I prayed I saw it move all around, and then the dream stopped. Thank God I dreamed all through the night about what a man named Wigglesworth from England and the Holy Spirit. I have to read about this man. I'll find a book about him today!

August 30, 1998, Heard two men talking to each other while I was sleeping, I know they were in Heaven and they were saying, "When she gets everything figured out watch her go!" They sounded happy and I couldn't see their faces, I just heard them talk about me. I Love God, He's someone that I can't explain!

September 1, 1998, I asked a friend who Wigglesworth was, she had books about him, she'll let me read them. God's Great Power.

September 3, 1998, Picked up the Wigglesworth books and a book on his sermon's book, from the bookstore that ordered them for me. Reading that book brought up the communion, he did it every day. I said to the Lord, "if it's mentioned at Bible Study tonight then we're going to have it every Thursday night right off!" Bro Sam's said, "and when we have communion we're taking apart of the Lord." I got up found some bread there, Ray found a bottle of grape juice and we had communion! I told everyone what I had said to the Lord during the day. The Spirit of God was there in such a way. Bro Sam's said the Lord told him, "let Holly lay hands on him." I put my hands on his back, Bro Sam's told of his wife and his back had started to hurt and hadn't quit. Jerry was fired up! Whew, We had a good study in Daniel chapter 8. Before it was over Jerry said, the Lord had just spoken to him to pray for Ray. Wendell, Jerry, Bro Sam's and I prayed over Ray and the Lord spoke through Jerry and said, "If this man and his wife would do as I say, if they would move on my Word when I tell them I will show you great power, if they would be obedient to my Word I will show them greatness, If they would do as I say and move on my Word!"

I took this as a Word that had been already been spoken to us and we hadn't obeyed Him. But I searched my heart and I know, He hasn't spoken yet to us to do something. I had not said anything at Bible Study about any of the visions after the word from God, I told them about the two men in Heaven talking about me. We all now know the Lord is going to do and has been getting us ready to use us in a powerful way. I sometimes think I'm ready, other times I say I'm not ready unsure of myself. I now know the Lord will put us into action when He says to Go. My mind is so at ease today knowing God is making me stronger all the time I will relax and start studying the word more. Lord have mercy on us. Wonderful Jesus, Spirit of God, Greatness of God's Power!

September 4, 1998, Called Bro Sam's I felt the Spirit on me all morning. I knew he wasn't healed the night before. We talked he read scripture to me and I was praying for his healing while he was talking to me, (I was saying to the Lord about my disobedience that Bro Sam's had to suffer,) and then Bro Sam's said he felt the Spirit on him he claimed the Healing. I felt free of the guilt from not doing as the Lord said to do. I told Bro. Sam's I felt that I should have touched his back. In the center of the bottom of his back, he said, "that was where the pain was." He said he felt like he had enough anointing on him for everyone to be Healed. While we were talking on the phone, (after I had prayed to God, God be the Glory in all of this,) he was covered with the anointing of the Lord. Praise God! My disobedient ways, He is Lord Almighty!

September 4, 1998, I read many sermons of Wigglesworth the Lord just soaked me with His Spirit all evening. He is showing me the way now. He always has but I was not receiving. (Jeremiah 33:3) 'Call unto me and I will answer you and show you great and mighty things which you don't know.' (Psalms 32:8) 'I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will guide you with my eye.' I read these at 11:00 at night. After the Lord spoke at Bible Study. Brother Sam's gave me these two scriptures to read. I had to get up because I forgot to read them, They're God's Words to me, Forever!

September 6, 1998, Yesterday I was talking to Ray about someone we knew getting married. I said I felt I should send a letter to the church and ask them if they have had counseling yet. Before I went to sleep the Lord spoke, I saw the one getting married, (shaking his head no) and the Lord said, "This is not My way." God Bless us all.

September 6, 1998, Took a motorcycle ride to Versailles, Indiana today started to go down towards the old school. I was looking straight in front of it and was thinking it would be a great place for a ministry school or something like that. Ray was saying to me about the Tyson church we were passing that it had been dedicated to God. Then he focused in on the old school as we were headed toward it and the Holy Spirit came over us so heavy and we got to the school and saw the sign it had church services there! Praise God, Glory to His name! Wow, we could have fallen off the bike we got so happy! It was a wonderful ride.

September 8, 1998, Vision of a woman in front of the produce place in Lawrenceburg on Route 48, green pants and a jacket, long brown hair it was feathered back, large sunglasses, had lots of loose papers in her hands, walking next to the road going away from the traffic light.

September 10, 1998, All day just so happy, at Bible Study took communion watched a film. I didn't get anything from it, I was thinking about prayer, we hadn't had it yet. Finally, the film was over, prayer time! I was holding Brother Sam's hand and while he was talking I was praying getting my flesh to die and building up my own spirit so the Spirit of God could work through me. God was so powerful there. Brother Sam's told on Saturday night that he became so dizzy and sick that they laid him on a pew at Williamstown Church. He said it was so bad they thought they all were looking at a dead man and he thought the devil was going to do a guilt trip on me saying I was so disobedient that Brother Sam's had died. They prayed over him, he got up and going. He said he had a very sick week. They all gathered around him. I then slipped in front of him and put my hands on his forehead. I prayed, "In the name of Jesus Christ my Savior, your Savior you are Healed." I didn't feel anything in my hands, but my whole body just shook, my heart was racing out of control. The power of God was so in me it was hard to keep standing. Ray said he was ready to speak in tongues he felt it coming up out of his belly, he never felt the Spirit on him so strong. It was wonderful God putting forth His power on all of us. Thank You, Jesus. Before sleeping I seen in a vision a man on Terrill Lane with shorts on, medium built. I prayed for him. Everything Ray said at Bible Study, he felt burdened for the lost souls this past month. He said it's on him really heavy, Lord have Your way with us all.

September 11, 1998, My spirit was burdened all evening I cried and cried. I'm still weepy this morning. I found out that Jake died suddenly at the nursing home. I had asked him about religion, he said he didn't think about it. I know I told him something? and I left him with a prayer cloth. Jesus just burdened me so heavy last night it was really hard to get to sleep.

I was talking to Him in my sleep and I was suddenly woken up, I didn't finish the talk with Him. I was asking why people were not looking up and for Him. He said, "They look inside themselves." That's all I got from the message, God Loves us all.

September 12, 1998, Vision a large heavy set woman, dark hair, looked slightly mental, her right eye went out to the right when she was looking forward.

September 15, 1998, Dreamed, me and Myrtle (she lives at the nursing home) Jesus was there and said we were the only two there that was doing righteous work and the others were not. I could see me and Myrtle together talking to each other. I had a few more dreams that were different.

Dreamed, I could see a church the pastor said, "We have had two guns stolen." (but I knew they hadn't been fired) He was asked where did he get them from, "a Baptist minister."

Then another dream about the election, someone Clinton hired into the 'house legislative' and something about Ann Richards.

September 18, 1998, Went to church. Ray went with me we enjoyed the praise and worship night. I picked up a flyer on Healing Ministry.

September 17, 1998, While sleeping dreamed, the Holy Spirit was saying, "I will show you a few more Healings."

September 19, 1998, Went to prophetic teaching class off Route 8 Kentucky. They would lay hands on people and talk about them. I don't think this is biblically correct. It was a really nice meeting besides that. Lord show me the answers! He did on the way home from there he said "I know them not" I about ran off the road! Just by the tone of His authoritative voice, I knew I was at the wrong place, I repented. I didn't know this scripture, I looked it up when I got home, (Matthew 7:22, 23) wow. I repented again.

September 20, 1998, I saw Marilyn Hickeys face a side view of her. Picked up a book I had put down weeks before, I left off one page before the chapter 'impressions' talking about cold readings. This was God showing me and backing up the scripture He just had given me a few nights before.

September 23, 1998, I'm seeing faces to pray for now again. He also said, "Read Matthew 17," that's what I was been reading last night. But I didn't read verse 17 about the fruit a tree brings forth.

September 24, 1998, Was telling Ray that Ferd was going to church Friday night. Ray felt the Spirit upon him and said he was sure he would come to the front.

September 25, 1998, Ferd went to the front! He's saved. Great Service got out at 11:30 p.m. Seen an electric transformer in a dream. Didn't have Bible Study this week. Signed up to go to the healing conference at church. During this week while sleeping I woke up speaking in tongues, I just spoke in tongues for the first time directly to God, I don't know what I said, but it felt so good to my spirit!

October 6, 1998, This past week I have seen only people for intersession prayer in my dreams. I don't know any of them. Ray went to get his back adjusted. Dr. Elwert told him he has a hiatal hernia, Ray went down to VA to get some medicine. He took the medicine they said would relieve the pain. During the night the Lord Almighty sees everything, showed me the inside of Ray's stomach. It was black dark colored, something shaped like a kidney bean with something on the right top side and bottom right side these were not formed yet. I woke Ray up and told him. In the morning Ray said the medicine didn't relieve the pain. He knows it's not the hernia hurting if the medicine wouldn't help it.

October 6, 1998, I listened to a preacher on TV last night on Acts about the Spirit it was two hours long it was really good. I wrote down all the scriptures. It was about the anointing. Ray read at the hospital about when praying humble yourself and don't babble on. Acts says get out of the flesh when praying and into the spirit. Get past the worldly praying, same thing Ray read really just put a different way.

October 7, 1998, Sleeping woke up something about Montfort air force base. In North Carolina. It just came across my mind and then left it was really clear, I prayed for the safety of it.

October 8, 1998, Thursday night I prayed over Ray's back, I barely put my hand on his back and it popped three times. He claimed his healing.

October 9, 1998, Friday 4:30 p.m. I was going through my jewelry I picked up a box with a necklace. I heard the door open at the back door and heard it close. I didn't hear anything else. Our dog was in the bedroom with me when the door opened. She heard it and got up in a hurry to see who was there. She didn't come back but stayed in the dining room, Our dog was looking out at the dining room window wagging her tail, she looked at me so happy I went to the door opened it no one was there just the presence of God left behind. I was looking at the necklace, it had a letter 'H' on it 'Helen' came to mind. I thought who is Helen? I'm still wondering who is Helen? Love You Jesus, Glory to God.

October 9, 1998, Went to church in Ky. I went in the prayer room. There was a woman in there that felt a strange presence of the Lord on me. And she was holding my hand at the end of the prayer time, she didn't say anything to me at that time. The air was so peaceful there in the whole church. I went up to the front when he asked if the ones felt like you had broken the chain lose that was keeping you tied down and God was going to use you. Oh, the whole sermon was about me. Being too afraid of slipping up and not doing God's work. After the service, we were all just watching and soaking up the Lord, when the woman that held my hand in the prayer room, came up to me in a hurry and sat down and said God had told her that I should pray for her. The tears just flowed from her eyes. I didn't say much, I asked the Lord for His words nothing, but I asked Him to touch her and heal her heart, bring peace, I asked the Lord why did He send her over to me? No answer, I then laid my hands on her forehead and "in the name of Jesus she was Healed." I almost was going to think that wasn't what she needed then I said to her that she was healed and claim her healing. I didn't doubt the power of God on her at all! She then left her name was Wauneta. Then the Pastor took a snow shovel (that is what I was thinking it was) and scooped up off the floor and threw it onto some people. They all threw their heads back as if they got hit with it, and began to burst out laughing. He threw a few more shovel fulls out and then the Spirit of God hit me. I just busted out laughing my stomach was in a knot. Oh for the next ½ hour on and off the Spirit had me burst out laughing. On the way home up route 350, I asked the Lord to let Ray feel the laughter too. It was like God was in the van with me and had me bursting out laughing in the van for the next few miles home. Ray said I was glowing when I got home. I asked the Lord to let me, my flesh to die and Him live in me. "Walk in the Spirit" Wonderful! Ray told me he has claimed the healing and his stomach didn't hurt him at all tonight first night not to hurt. Glory to God!

October 9, 1998, While sleeping. This was a dream. I was sleeping in bed and woke up (I'm dreaming this) and talking to someone laying beside me, I said did you feel that fluttering around your head and ears and I then could see them they were like little people with these large but very net-like wings. I never saw anything like it. Like a wing on top of a wing but yet working separately. The wings were as large as the people, just flying happily all around my head, lots of them! God is so Wonderful!

October 10, 1998, Went to the Nursing Home a woman named Helen was there. She was fine. Went to Skaggs Creek Church to a singing, mom went with us she really enjoyed herself this time singing along, clapping her hands. Ray was full of the Spirit of God and I was too. Ron stood up and sang with the group, he touched everyone's heart we left Mary Joe's ashes at the cemetery there. Nice trip.

October 13, 1998, The Lord spoke all night about the 4 square corners of the gospel. I heard Him talk about redemption as one of them. I remember praying is one of them. Salvation, he didn't answer me. Then I had a dream about a TV preacher and going on a large plane filled with people. He wasn't going on the plane, he waved goodbye to everyone. They were thinking he was going, I was disappointed he wasn't going with them.

October 14, 1998, I went to bed early about 8:30 after asking the Lord was it His way that I go to the healing meetings in Ky. And Canada? I fell asleep then I heard him say, as I was seeing people the only one I recognized was a lady from the nursing home, Myrtle.

The Lord said that John Arnott and Mary was there in Ontario to pray for others, healing is what they need, they were there for a purpose. I woke suddenly knowing others were named but I didn't hear them. I prayed for Myrtle's healing. God clearly spoke about Ontario. So we'll go knowing it's God's doing. This was a good feeling. I didn't ask any questions I was just listening to what He said to me. I Love the Lord. When I cried out, He answered!

October 24, 1998, I've gone to the conference at a church. I can't believe how many people came here wanting to pray for others and had sin in their lives right then. I question whether they even knew what it meant to be saved and give up sinful lifestyles I've had a few visions, of a man taking out a black patch for his eye but he didn't need it his eye was healed. Standing next to him was a minister he had a black item, something like a wallet but he never opened it and I didn't know what was in it. I heard the name of a country. Just hearing the countries name and that was it.

October 29, 1998, Went to Bible Study a man called for prayer and to agree with him that he was Healed, had the first stages of ms. We prayed and the Heavens opened on him. Glory to God. We heard later that the man went in for test and he was Healed. Lord Heals us all.

November 6, 1998, Rita told me of seeing this in the prayer room at church, of the roof being off the building with fire in the center a ring going around the fire 2 different size rings. She said she held her hands up the rings began to fall. The small one first and then the larger ones over her body from the floor up to the top of her. She said she felt the warmth of God on her. She was Delivered. Wonderful! It was a great service at church people felt the Lord. No one came up to be saved though. A woman fell down and spoke in tongues for a few minutes, It just burdened my heart, no one interpreted the message. Maybe it wasn't for the church.

November 17, 1998, Went to Canada for the Healing Conference. We worked on the bus until the time we left. Our heater only worked half the time, none on the way home. We were cool but not freezing cold. We got up there with no problem drove right to the place. We found an abandoned warehouse parking lot. We pulled in at 11:30 Tuesday night. It was cold in the morning, no heat, we were ok. We found the staff not well informed, except for the man that gave us our meal tickets. No one knew anything about the town, where we parked the night before, nothing. The first speaker after about 45 minutes asked everyone to stand and then asked everyone that needed to be healed stay standing. Ray and I sat down and I only see a few others sitting. Everyone else stood for healing! The Spirit of God instantly spoke to me and said, "they came for healing, not for the conference." Something just didn't feel right. I thought Ray was sitting there praying and later he told me he had a vision, (his first one.) He saw himself on a country road going down the road with side streets with people on them. He was telling them to follow him that he was going to Jesus and he was motioning with his hand to come along. It was a bermed road with slippery sides and mud off the side of the road, and the side roads with people on them. Ray knew if they crossed over to the other side of the road and they kept going down the road they were on it was a dead end road. The road Ray was the way to God. Ray knew the Lord was in front of him and the people were following behind Ray on the right road.

At 5 p.m. we went out and started the bus, by this time I was getting a good idea why these people came. For themselves but they were leaving out all the important scriptures, We came back in after starting the bus to ask if we could plug an extension cord into the building for the heater. On the way to the front where the security man was there, the Holy Spirit spoke to me, "This isn't right," I didn't know what was about to happen. We found the security man, sitting on the altar. He said we were not allowed to park overnight there or we would be towed. We said we had parked there the night before. He got really angry and said we wouldn't park there again tonight and said that was our tough luck and he would see to it we wouldn't be parked there overnight again. What did we say so wrong? It felt like a fist hitting me, really inside my stomach, like my spirit dropped inside me. I almost started to cry the feeling was so strong. Well after being lied to there and no one cared at all! Ray said ok let's go, I didn't say anything. Ray turned our tickets in and we were so hurt we shook the dust off our feet and we were out of there!

We went to St. Catherine locks that evening. Stayed next to a Howard Johnson's motel, the bar there let us plug into an outside outlet for heat, no charge! How ironic. Slept very good. Next day at Niagara Falls Ray and this man got talking, Ray told him where we had been. He gave us scripture, it soothed our souls to hear good scripture from a stranger. Ray talked with him for a half hour or so. When he spoke I closed my eyes and it was like he was talking right from the Throne of God a really nice man. Ray showed the man a Toonie a Canadian two dollar piece. A coin inside of a coin. The man said he never saw one before. Ray handed it to him to look at it and then Ray said he could keep it. The man just puts it in his pocket and said thank you and smiled. But he said he was from the area so how was it that he never saw a two dollar coin before? We now realized this was an angel there to comfort us. God is teaching us not to get off the narrow way that leads to Christ. Don't get into feel-good ministry, give me more more more... Stay on teaching the real Jesus the Savoir, God's showing us to seek Him and the Word not to move off from the narrow way! We enjoyed the trip back home. God is teaching us the right way. Thank you, God!

December 18, 1998, Since coming back from Canada I've felt the Spirit of God on me different, I've asked God to be with others that have never felt His power. God has been on me most of the time now. But, I'm now dealing with things I've never had to deal with before. Confusion, about why the Spirit of God is on people. I've got many answers. I'm figuring everything out only with God doing all the answering for me. I know this now about faith. When someone has faith they will feel God and can be healed. When they go to a special meeting or church that is their faith. It's like someone would say, I know I'll be healed if I go to a TV preachers meeting! Well, their faith is just that no more and no less.

And also about a place just overfilled with the presence of God, that's because you get all these people with Faith Believing together. And that's why it's so strong in certain churches sometimes. When they believe a special speaker or someone special they think will bring their faith way up high enough for them to believe. I call some people blessing chasers, they're always looking for someplace or someone to bring their faith up so they can feel the presence of God. Since they can't do this on their own because they don't have the faith for that. I had been frustrated with people like this because they won't believe enough to have God with them all the time. I've now come to understand them and I really feel sorry for them. The Spirit of God has been quiet upon me so I can understand the power of God. I Love you, God.

December 18, 1998, I was reading in Wigglesworth sermons I said, "Lord all I can figure out is that he had Faith and Believed." Well, I wasn't satisfied with my own conclusion so I asked the Lord to give me the answer to His question to me. I fell asleep I woke up speaking, as I woke I heard myself saying, "He yielded to My Spirit!" I laid there a few minutes to let this soak in, an answer, I asked for! I looked up the word yielded in the Bible. I learned a lot when writing this today. I had a program on that had a tape on Katherine Kulhman and this was one of her sayings she would say, "God backs up His word over and over and over again Golden vessels, Silver vessels but they are Yielded vessels. Jesus is Lord my Savior!"

December 29, 1998, We went to Florida for over a week it was wonderful the weather great God is good to us. As I was sleeping I said, "You have already told me this once before and you're going to tell me again." Then God spoke, "Go back to Indiana and tell everyone about who Jesus is." I saw myself really happy as He was talking to me. It was so peaceful these words He spoke to me! I'm seeing a lot more people to pray for before going to sleep now. They are doing and moving not just their faces I see.

# CHAPTER 1999

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January 21, 1999, While sleeping Jesus spoke to me, "There are 4 boys in Greenville or Hill, Carolina that need a home. I hold these 4 boys up in prayer that they are going to have a home, a good home. I believe God for this. Thank you, Jesus.

January 24, 1999, Went to singing in Hamilton the anointing of God was on the place it was a good singing.

January 26, 1999, God spoke He said, "He had come upon us three times the day of Pentecost", and He went on to name the other 2 with pictures of it all. I've got to be prayed up before going to sleep, so the devil can't steal any messages from me.

January 27, 1999, I saw in a dream an old Bible being opened and God said, "The old Bible testament was answers and a place that still had His Word." Listening all week to Copeland with Leroy Thompson on the show God answered me through them on what happened in Canada. Thompson said a group was giving him some money but the man that brought him the money had a bad spirit to him and the Lord said don't take this from him. He refused the gift saying God told him not to take it. He said if he had taken it, It was against God's will and the bad spirit would have came with it. I then remembered as I was going with Ray to talk with the man that was leaning on the altar. The words came out of my mouth, "this isn't right." That was God speaking telling me to stop and not talk to him! The bad spirit was on him. Oh how I've been taught a lesson to Yield to the Spirit of God, it would have saved us from such grief that day.

February 1999 Haven't written a lot, So much going on. It was bothering me a lot not taking communion at Bible Study. Brother Sam's had given me some tapes on a man named Dick Ruben. Jerry was upset too. The next morning I had been praying for an answer so was Jerry. Well, the tape was on the sacrament. I sent copies to everyone that week. It was great. The Lord is Great! Ray and I said it would be wonderful to hear this man Reuben speak. Well, a pastor called and said he was speaking the week of February at a church in Montgomery Ohio. We went, here's what happened there, I saw sparks in the water of a picture there on Tuesday night and Ray had the Lord quicken him to the pants being pulled on. That your feet must come off the ground first to get them on. From one of his studies, he was talking about. Some neighbors went with us on Friday night, and the neighbor said the message was for him, He cried the whole time we were there. At the beginning of the message Ray said to me, "Do you see that white light around Dick Reuben?" I said, "no." Ray was so excited his face was red and there was sweat all over his face, I've never seen him like that ever. Ray kept asking me! I closed my eyes and prayed Lord I don't see what Ray is seeing, let me see also. I opened my eyes and yes there was the white light around him. The white light was all around his body and head but his head would get wider white and brighter at different times. While we were there I prayed that someone else seen this too. I wrote down all the times the Spirit of God became bigger around his head when he moved. He moved to the left once it was like a bubble it was behind him and then it came up close to him. Like when you blow a bubble on a stick and if you wouldn't blow it all the way off the stick it would come back on it, it was like that. Ray gave the message of what happened to the Pastor of the church before we left. Ray said he felt like he would never tell about something like that again. The pastor blew him off, The neighbor was saying it was just the lights and they were just turning them up and down all night. What a unbeliever in God's work! When I went to sleep that night I prayed, I know that you heard my prayer, I pray you will show me who it was that seen your Spirit on Dick Reuben? I went to sleep, I dreamed I seen a man heavier set, he didn't have a suit on sat a few rows back of us and towards the center aisle and he also was talking about seeing something purple and he lifted his hands and stretched them out. I woke up in the morning and told Ray. It gave him great peace that God showed another person also. When Ray came in that night he said, "I seen that man" when I was looking around at church seeing if any of our Bible Study people were there. He was totally at peace, no one will not steal this sign from us, God is wonderful and understanding.

February 21, 1999, I dreamed this, I said the whole name of a minister, "Andrew- at a Lutheran Episcopal Church had been molesting many at his church." I was telling this to a pastor one on TV, (in my dream I was doing this) I was telling all kinds of information to him. I now pray that this pastor does what God wants him to do about this. I know this was just showing me he had a message about this already. God Bless him. During February I've been working on banners. I was on the second one and seen in a dream three banners and I gave them to a church and seen that same night what the third one was going to be, 'Fruit of the Spirit' a tree with 3 clusters of round like cherries all over the tree. We also went to a Messianic Jewish church one Friday night in Cincinnati, Ohio. I really enjoyed it. That night while sleeping I heard God saying, "it's all in the old Book."

February 23, 1999, I dreamed this without God saying any words about the 4 boys. Ray and I and some other person were at a GM car lot testing out a new burgundy colored van it was at a Chevrolet. A woman was there with 4 boys that were her own. She goes to test drive a dark colored car and leaves the boys there. Three were walking around. I was in a little plastic type car rolling around, they looked unkept, as she drove off she said to Ray, "I don't give a sh__, I'll be back in an hour." After I woke up I thought how the dream was stupid and then I thought there are the 4 boys I've been praying for to get a good home!

March 28, 1999, The person that I dreamed about shaking his head no and his new wife are getting a divorce. I was told by someone that the church called them before they got married and asked if they were pressured into getting married. God is good, I Love you, God.

March 28, 1999, Went to a neighbors Bible Study, they believe in Kingdom Now theory, It was stupid! Once saved always saved. I asked God for an answer about this neighbor. While sleeping I saw him all gray, everything his clothes his skin everything. I then said in my dream, "When you go to the place where you believe you are going and he believes what he believes, what will happen to him? How are you going to end up in the same place?" I awoke and asked what can I say to him, I fell back to sleep. Dreaming again God said a scripture, "I am the way the truth and the light," and my own voice finished out the verse, Praise God.

April 4, 1999, I was sleeping and a man hugged me on my right shoulder 3 squeezes, He was happy. I tried to see who he was but couldn't make out his face.

May 29, 1999, In a dream I seen a man and the words Chechnya was spoken. Woke up seen a brilliant pink like butterfly in the doorway of the bedroom it stayed there a long time. The wings moved so Beautifully! Saw a man when I closed my eyes he was wearing a colored head wrap.

June 20, 1999, While sleeping in a dream I saw a man I first said, "Is this the man from Daniel's dream?" And then I saw a helmet of Salvation on his head and I said he is fully clothed. I didn't know who he was, that wasn't important. It was the helmet that was. In a dream I saw many people coming to the Lord and repenting, crying. I saw someone we knew among them all. I was watching the people saying the peace of Jesus be with you. One person asked what were they doing. I said, "Don't touch them the Lord is dealing with them they're repenting!" Wonderful God.

June 27, 1999, While sleeping God spoke to me and said, "Go to Harrison and tell the Gospel there, to two people." I saw 2 children being held up together. I said, "but didn't you want me in Indiana?" No more was said. I woke up thinking how I would do this and where in Harrison? Let God handle all the details, just go. I went.

July 13, 1999, In a dream, a group of people and I was inside of something, water coming from all over filling the place up. I think there was more than one window. I opened one and went out and a few people were following me. 90% drowned. I also seen a woman named Terri on the floor in a bad way asking for help, she was helpless.

July 14, 1999, I dreamed I saw myself at a church in Indiana. I know I've seen this church before, the men were inside the women out. There was a woman there and nobody would talk with her. I went up to her and was talking and she was saved. I felt myself change walking in the Spirit I was glowing the other women seen me I went around the front of the church to the left side of it. I then rose up and went down through the roof into the church. I heard and seen the men, they wore clothes like out of the 60's and early 70's and the black rimmed glasses, polyester suits, one of the men said to the other men we don't need an s.o.b. woman as a minister here. The men sat on one side of the church and the women sat on the other side.

August 25, 1999, God spoke to me while I was sleeping just words, (Peter 1-7). Thank You, Lord. The tumor on Ray's hand was gone on Friday, August. 27. Ray got a shower had the lump then While driving God spoke to him to look down at his hand it was already gone. Thank you, Lord, Ray came back home singing.

September 9, 1999, Bible Study at Jerry's house, We prayed together in the kitchen I just felt, that we would do something together for God. Gary and Glenna were prayed for, she wants a baby she'll get one. That night while sleeping I saw our neighbor Rain giving birth to a baby boy. She said to me when I asked what it was? Didn't you know, it's a boy. Praise God. I know she will have a baby boy. God is so Good.

September 16, 1999, Bible Study at Jerry's, I asked God to show me if that is where we should be at before we went there tonight. Two new women came to the study, one said God told her to put my bible on top of her head. She stood up and took my Bible and put it on top of her head. We prayed for her headaches, she has seizures too. God touched her like she had her hand on an electric line. God is Good.

September 18, 1999, While sleeping I was thinking of the 4 boys that needed a good home, God didn't speak to me but I felt that Ray was to pray for them.

October 4, 1999, God spoke all night while I was sleeping saying, "Remember March 15" I was in the dream I went up to a group of people and one boy. I already knew they were all going to die and he was going to commit suicide. I was talking to him, I thought I could talk him out of killing himself.

October 8, 1999, Had a dream about someone named Gary. Ray had a dream about him a few weeks ago about being saved. In my dream Ray was talking to him asking why he was living the way he was and not getting right with God. Gary was saying all these excuses about in so many years and after this and that he would get right. Ray then said Gary you may not even have one year left the way you're living now. Dream ended.

November 4, 1999, On the way to prayer meeting in Branson, Missouri slept in the van. (1 Cor. 9) God said to me while I was sleeping. Some man at the meeting said he didn't get to meet us and hugged us before we left the meeting on the last night we stayed. The last night we were there I had a dream about one of the people's ministries there, the Lord showed me some fish, then He showed me some shriveled up fish and I named the ministry in the dream.

When we got to the meeting they had services all day before we came for the evening one. The parking lot was overflowing. Ray drove up to a young man and asked where should we park? He pointed out a spot right by the exit on a curve in the drive, what a perfect spot. Ray was led to give him money for parking cars, Ray opened his wallet and all he had was a 20. bill so he gave it to him. I'm telling you that young man was so thankful for that money, he also said that no one gave him any money that day. Unbelievable, we are Christians to bless others? Well during the service they took up an offering, we didn't give anything because Ray had given the only money he had to the man parking cars. We got back to the motel that evening and we forgot we didn't have any money and I ordered pizza. The pizza man came with our pizza and Ray opened his wallet to pay and there it was a 20. dollar bill. Ray said he forgot he didn't have any money until he saw that 20. in there. We laughed all evening eating our pizza on Gods dime.

November 9, 1999, God said to me while sleeping, about when you pray to mary, "you fill yourself with you."

November 14, 1999, Went to church, Fred Grewe and Pastor kept saying at the beginning of the meeting this was a Holy Ghost set up and someone here was going to get it. There was another man there that said, "If God tells you to do something you "GO." The word Go pierced into Ray's ear. Ray knew it was for him. Ray and I both knew it was for us. At the end of the meeting he was talking and I just knew to go to the front right.away. I went and instantly he stopped speaking and had an altar call for anyone who thought God was calling them to a ministry. Ray came up also with many other people. We had all sat back down in our seats when Pastor said there was someone there with a churning or twisting in their stomach. Ray raised his hand, Pastor told him to stand up in front of him. He had his hands in front of him then Pastor put one hand on the back of Ray's neck and as soon as he did that the power of the Holy Spirit went in at the lower back to the twisting in his stomach. Pastor called out for the congregation to put their hands forth toward Ray and to pray for more filling. Ray said he could feel the Holy Spirit filling him up so full that he just fell back. He said he received the Holy Ghost and fell out. God spoke to him and told him to learn the scriptures and go and spread the word and disciple at the federal prisons. Ray laid there about 20 minutes not moving. His eyes were moving up under his eyelids but he didn't even twitch. His fingers were one on top the other while laying there, they not once moved that's when God spoke for what Ray to do!

November 18, 1999, Bible Study, Had revival at church there in Verona, Jerry said he didn't get to finish the message from God the phone had rung. He said, "God wants us to go out and tell others."

November 21, 1999, While sleeping pray for Bill and Theresa and their daughters, granddaughters. I saw myself giving Mary $10. telling her it's for the Sunday School Class for the children only.

December 4, 1999, Well two weeks ago I handed out a paper on mason's at bible study, something we could talk about maybe next week. We had met inside the church. I left a copy on the seat for someone, they didn't get it someone from their church picked it up, wasn't a good scene. Pastor stepped down after someone in his church confronted him, he was a mason. I had no idea, God knows all though. Friday night Bible study at Mary J's. what a difference when man is not in the way. The chaplain from a jail was there. Prayed a prayer of deliverance over me, to me, on me. Her husband said he heard a knock at the window right before praying, the chaplain said he would sign for me to go into the county jail. Saturday was the most peaceful day I've had since I could remember months ago at least. I went to Mary's church tonight and went to church Saturday night, alter call I went but after being there it was for pride and forgetting to tell God of the sin of worrying what man was thinking. Sunday night Mary J's church prayed at my seat for a girl with arm in a cast. I spoke, "He's not on your arm he's under your feet, what are you going to do tomorrow?" She sat down, her mother had her hands on her back and then spoke it back on her by telling about how the doctors said how much percentage she would be disabled. The words flew out of my mouth, She spoke it back on her! It was unbelievable she cursed the healing of Jesus, by her mouth. What a messed up bunch! Someone there said to me God wants us to be at that church. Well God hasn't told me yet and until then I can't stand by and listen to people just abuse the word of God. It was so shameful, God have mercy upon us.

December 10, 1999, Dreamed that I said to Rick, "Have perseverance"

December 5-10, 1999, Ray was in Florida for two weeks working. God told him to anoint the doors, at the condo with oil. Ray did it. The next day Ray was sitting there and God told him to get up and pray with Dave. Things weren't going well there at all. Ray came home and our son stayed there with a friend. Our son came home a few days later.

Ray and I feel this Chaplain is teaching us the scripture we need to go into the prisons. We feel he's taken us being there at their bible study as a personal thing, to teach us.

December 20, 1999, Was talking to Ray about a chaplain and said that he had said we're going through the tribulation and Ray said he just might go by the grave first and then I repeated, "he'll go by the grave first." And the Holy Spirit came on us, we know he'll die by the grave.

# CHAPTER 2000

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January 8, 2000, Was at Mary J's house for bible study at the end of the evening we all were praying the words that came from the Spirit of God for her was, "You are more precious than gold, tried by fire." I felt the flames were coming up the front of her, felt like waves up the front of her. God burn her up!

January 9, 2000, Saw in a dream James he was itching.

January 10, 2000, God spoke to me in a dream and said, "They are all Contracts." He was talking about in the Bible.

January 17, 2000, In a dream I saw myself across from a prisoner at a long table talking to him. Speaking words of kindness, softly to him.

January 19, 2000, Went up Route 48 past that church I had a dream about, on the sign out front it said, that this woman was speaking there. Praise the Lord! I dreamed of Colson's ministry about all the things he says in prison. It was so much talking.

February 1, 2000, Baby Chloe we heard she is completely healed by God, Praise God. God had a plan.

I heard the neighbor lost her baby. I gave her a copy of my journal pages where I spoke about the dream God gave me of the baby boy she'll have. (I've never let anyone read my journaling before) I know she felt the presence of God on her when I was talking about baby Chloe to her. God does have a plan. update she had 2 more children, she wanted to get her tubes tied after another girl but the hospital wouldn't do it, then she became pregnant again and had a boy.

February 4, 2000, While sleeping, I saw a book it was white with Destiny on the front of it. He said, "the books for prison" then I heard the names of, 'Copeland, Savelle, and Thompson.'

The Same night I saw Mike crying for his sins but I said, "but is he really saved?" then I saw his wife come toward him and she didn't want nothing to do with the religion he had. She didn't care about repenting. She was cold to it.

February 5, 2000, While at church I spoke to a woman sitting next to me. God gave me the words to say, "Stop trying so hard", kept going through my mind. I told God if I speak those words to her, it would sound like a command, all at once the word "Trust" come on me. My heart was racing for a few minutes. I knew I would have to tell her. I said to her, "Trust God, He's a big God and he's waiting on you." God was all over her. God was already on her before that but then when I let God use my voice great things happened for her. Praise God. I've learned when speaking to someone only edify, comfort, exhort, never condemn or tell them what you would do! Don't let the flesh get in the way, move out of the way and let the Holy Spirit of God work. He not only can do a perfect work in someone but is right on the mark every time. I can only watch in amazement of what the power of God can do!

February 5, 2000, Words were spoken to me today from Leon Price. "Let the prison wall around me come down," he said, he seen like I had something around me and break the chains that hold me. I'll get the tape of this meeting.

February 6, 2000, At a church service, the pastor was talking about giving more money, to get yourself more money. It's been on my mind for about 2 weeks about giving. I've read the scripture in Malachi about the field. We understood it altogether different. I took a nap, while sleeping God spoke, "Give me only 10% nothing more." I told Ray, we had not had peace about giving extra. We then had total peace about God's money. While at church a family stood up for prayer. Five of them and a man stood at the end with a cane. God spoke in my spirit, "I see him" well a few moments went by my heart pounding away. I knew I would tell him. I went up and said, "God sees you." He turned and looked at me and smiled and said "Yes" He had a pleasant peaceful look on his face!

February 29, 2000, Wasn't sleeping yet, I closed my eyes, I saw a group of men by a wall wearing white with turbans, on some had large Red scarves on. Pray for the ones with the red scarves came to my mind. The men were Islam.

March 3, 2000, While sitting in church, God gave me a word for Grace Church, "Break the stronghold, bust down the jail doors with a storm, wide open doors." Ray fell out in the Spirit tonight, the Spirit of God said two times, once very softly, "Manchester" and then Ray said what? And then again God spoke louder "Manchester." We know there's a federal Prison there in Kentucky. Total peace about everything now. Also, God said to Ray not to go on the vacation this year and the song Joy in the Lord started up in his head.

Mike went on the mission trip. Curtis asked Jesus to be his Savior on March 4.

Someone trying to get a bible study together. Ray told him we can't make it there by 6:00. He said well don't put work in front of God. What a guilt trip that is. God Loves us and He knows our hearts.

March 5, 2000, At church, Chris Harvey was speaking, about boldness. About halfway through the service, God brought to my attention about Friday night. When Ivan was speaking to a couple about having a ministry and I saw 2 women just standing there not going up, not running to be prayed over by the speaker, what a waste of God's work. Well God was just telling me, "are you going to get that anointing of Boldness" he was speaking out loud to me, my heart heard it, well I got up and started running up to Chris. I got in front of him while he was still preaching. I bent over in front of him with my hands out. Ray said he preached another minute then he rubbed his hands together and put them on my head. I didn't remember any of it, nothing. When I was laying on the floor I could hear myself babbling like a baby and I heard someone sitting there saying they felt sorry for me. If I could have only told them that I was being set free, so I could speak Boldly! I laid out 1 hour or so I don't know, I was pinned down.

March 6, 2000, Ray was talking on the phone I was standing in front of the TV and Ray said later, he had the anointing was all over him. Ray was talking to the neighbor and said bam or wham. My spirit heard this not my mind and back I went. It was like I was a slinky toy. I bent over backward and then stood back up, I'm not that flexible! I turned and looked at Ray, Wow. I spoke, "Drink from the river take it with you and unload." I then started to speak more words about God's ministry for us. I stopped for a minute to catch my breath and Ray said keep going. "The ministry God has for us is like no other prison ministry throw out the lesson plan book, let it be a tidal wave the Spirit will move through the place." I just kept feeling it was going to be powerful, strong. Unbelievable!

March 6, 2000, While sleeping I kept dreaming of being filled with the water of the Spirit of God. Kept filling me up until I thought I was going to drown in it but the water would stop at 10% from being full. I've asked God about the meaning of the dream over and over again. Every time stopping at 10% from the top of being drowned with the Spirit of God.

March 9, 2000, Praying this evening asking God who to pray for. Madrid, Turkey, Pakistan, Mexico and a lot more. Then my hands started to wipe over one another like they were molding one then the other. In my heart God didn't speak out loud but was saying, "I'm molding, shaping the hearts of the people for you to go into the prison changing, preparing the way and their hearts for the Holy Spirit to work there." I could feel my hands as if they weren't even my own soft and conforming to the Holy Spirit. The tears just flowed. I had been asking God about preparing the way for us to go in the prisons.

March 10, 2000, While sleeping I kept singing the song 'Drink the Wine' the goodness of God, the new wine.

March 12, 2000, Mike and his wife went to church, Wonderful God. A singer there spoke in tongues, Pastor interpreted, 'God was walking up and down the halls and the walkways while we sang songs of praise to Him. The doors wide open, Holy Spirit movement.' I went to the front at the end of the service, Ray stayed in his seat, God spoke to him to 'kneel down.' Awesome God. I was on my knees and a hand came on my back, like it sunk into me my whole back was covered by this Holy Spirit hand and so soft, and I heard the word "compassion" in my spirit. I asked Ray who was that hand? It was the Pastor's but it was God's hand on me and speaking to me, no man's hand feels like the touch of God's hand! Awesome God, I Love You, Giving over our way, for God's way.

I asked the person next to me if she wanted me to walk up to the salvation altar call with her, she said yes. I went and then sat back down. Well after church service some woman there came up to me and said god seen me walk up to the altar and then sit back down. She then started up about me getting saved, are you kidding me? Talking crap that God was saying about maybe next time and all about going up and staying there. No wonder God gets a bad wrap with dangerous people like that in the church. I politely explained why I went up there and then cut it short with her not giving her a platform to speak. She was getting a kick out of saying what God was saying to her about me. I told God to keep that one away from me or I was going to call her out if she came up to me again. I prayed for protection after that one let loose on me.

March 15, 2000, Prayed for Ferd out of serious condition at the hospital, the next morning now he's out of intensive care.

March 17, 2000, While sitting in church listening to great preachers God gave the pastor a prophetic word for a woman seated in the church. One man walked in between the pastor and the woman and then a second time. I heard in my spirit "These people better start respecting the Holy Spirit." The pastor called anyone has a commission to do something for God to stand in the center aisle. Ray and I and many others stood up, we all fell under the power of the Holy Spirit. I got up to sit on the floor. I knew I sat up before God was finished with me. I heard someone saying fill her up more Lord, to someone else. Well, I slumped over and stayed like that for awhile and my head got stuck under a chair. I started laughing and laughing about this time 2 hours went by. Pastor said the waterspout was here, I looked because I was going to go there, it was right were I was, then I stood up and God just kept letting me say over and over, it's not a river but was like the water that comes through a dam, the floodgates I saw in a vision there was of round holes of the dam open through them 3 of them.

The openings couldn't get all the water through them fast enough just like gushing so hard and fast it was shooting it out way far in the air, not into a turbulent water, the river is calm. Ray had a vision too that night. Seen himself at the prison, Jesus and the Holy Spirit beside a man God spoke to Ray "You have to pray for him first before I can come into him." After Ray prayed for him the Holy Spirit just stepped right into the prisoner's body formed Himself to him. Talked about healing the same way, "pray and then I will heal them whole." The Holy Spirit also showed how He was making a way for Ray in front of him. Like opening up a gate with a guard standing there and the guard didn't know why he was moving out of the way. God called it, "Super Natural Intervening, I'm going to Super Naturally Do This!"

March 20, 2000, While sleeping dreamed, Jim was there talking to me. I was saying to him, "I just have this soft heart," God spoke to me while I was talking to him, that I was not telling the truth and I had to shave this off me. I spoke to God saying, "Shaving it off me is not like cutting this loose from me, because there would be part of it remaining on me. Shaving it off me there would not be any of it left on me!" Jim was saying you are holding bad feelings about me and he started to argue with me that he knew that it was on me.

May 4-5, 2000, Went to a women's revival at church. Ray went into the gym for church with the men. The Pastor came up and gave a word for him and told him he had anointing all over him. Ray laid out in the Spirit for the rest of the evening everyone else left the gym. Ray was in there by himself on the floor. Ray asked God, "what he was to do?" God told him,"I already told you what to do!"

May 4, 2000, I had a dream Thursday night about prayer. God said, "Start a telephone prayer line." I saw myself on the phone praying for someone. I saw the number 539. That is an exchange for Lawrenceburg, Indiana. Let it be so.

"Be strong, Be Bold, Be Viligent, Be Rich. I'm a V.I.P." A speaker said on Sunday the 7th. Tithe where your covering is. I cried through the service. I went and talked with Jim, I told him I thought I was holding a blessing from him by my bad feelings about him, he said that I wasn't holding a blessing from him. I know what God showed me a few nights ago about having bad feelings toward him. God spoke in a very soft sincere voice while Jim was talking, "remember he's just a man, Holly."

Easter Sunday in the prayer room a women that waves flags, I was getting ready to leave and God just stuck my hands on her back. I stayed there praying and I felt my hands changing to God's hands and then I saw myself taking my right hand move it down like pressing down the Holy Spirit through her. Not touching her, I did it that way and then she just became limp, then bent forward then my hands released off her. I saw myself put my right foot on the small of a man's back that was laying up front on the floor. The pastor was getting ready to speak. I thought I would be out of line and I didn't go up there. God has forgiven me for this disobedience. That man will not miss his touch from God. I'll never consciously disobey God again. It felt so bad this man had missed a touch from God because of me!

May 11, 2000, God gave me another invention. He showed me every detail of it. Ray called the Chaplain at Manchester Federal Prison, there's a service there June 24th. We will be there. I'm just swimming in it today!

May 25, 2000, I was at a quick store today, this woman came in talking about all her troubles. I said to myself just pray for her. God didn't speak out loud but in my spirit I knew, no don't do that, not here. On the way back to the house God quickened my spirit. I knew instantly like it was dropped right into me about the prayer line. In a friend's business put a second phone line in and have call forwarding on it. I asked my friend what she thought about it she said Lawrenceburg needed it and said yes. By May 30th. the phone line was in. It was also on the local channel there. Ray was thinking of putting a sign on the side of a trailer and parking it in a parking lot. Billboard signs are all taken. If this is where God wants it, it will be so.

June 6, 2000, The first phone call that someone talked to me this morning at 2 am. Mom gave me the exact amount to pay the phone bill for 1 year. I told Ray at the beginning of the week, I would like to pay the phone bill for 1 year. Mom didn't know anything about me saying this. A woman came into my friend's store and gave her money for the prayer line too.

June 23, 2000, The pastor gave a prophetic word about our ministry, He was talking about not being excepted. The pastor said, that someday whoever this was for can tell me what he said was all about. It was about Manchester prison and us not getting in. I gave someone a word from God, "now it's time to find out who you are."

June 24, 2000, Went to Manchester, our names were not on the list to get in. The chaplain would not come out and talk with us. I felt so bad for her. She said on the phone to us, we were in the front lobby of the prison she was having a bad day. Was she not lead by the Spirit? On the way home I started singing a song and seen myself running around the car. Well, I didn't say this out loud just kept on singing. Ray stops the car right on the road and gets out and shouts. I get out too and jumped around, ran around the car. I felt a release of this burden, we're doing the right thing. I then had a vision of a carnival dart game board with balloons on it about half were broken and I saw a dart hitting one of the balloons and popping it. My spirit said to me we hit the target. I had been fasting for more than a week now, I hadn't planned it at all I just started on one and I felt I needed to keep going until after the time we were to go into Manchester that week.

June 28, 2000, Someone went into a friends store and asked for prayer for a young man. Had jumped into a swimming pool and broke his neck he was 16 years old. The next morning I was headed to the Children's Hospital in Cincinnati, Ohio. On the way, God spoke to me, "The pool of Bethesda!" I stopped at my friend's store and we found the scripture in (John 5:1) went on to the Hospital. The Spirit of God was there his mother asked where that scripture was at. I told her and to stand on that scripture. I also told the story of Baby Chloe to him and his mother. God will have the victory!

July 4, 2000, Went to someones home for dinner. Prayed for her after dinner. I saw a round well with liquid gold in it, in the kitchen by her sink. I also saw a ship with its sails down trying to come to shore at different points in the backwaters. I told her don't dock it, I also saw like wind trying to get out of the house swooping about and around before leaving the house through the window. On the way home went down Route 48, the pastor of the church I seen in a dream, on the church sign new Pastor and her name, Praise God! God has the plan!

July 7, 2000, Ray asked God that on Friday night church if we were on the right path that a certain person would come up and pray for Ray. Well at church they came up and pulled Ray's head down while he was praying and prayed for him. We're on God's path. Thank You, Lord, for acknowledging Ray's pray. While singing this night at church a drop of oil fell from Heaven landed on my right hand, the size of a dime. I felt it drop, Ray seen it. It stayed there for a few minutes, then it dissipated. I could feel it was oil my hands were so dry, but you could see the oil. I've slowed down writing in this but I'll start writing again. I forgot so many events and details God is doing. It's not respectful of me not to write everything down.

July 8, 2000, While listening to the Bible on tape God spoke to me and said plead the blood of Jesus on the chaplain at Manchester. As I was speaking this out I began to shake, very powerful praying, This is serious, God have mercy upon us all.

July 9, 2000, Went pass the church from the July 14, 1999, dream. The new pastor is there. We stopped and prayed at the steps, we seen her outside but didn't speak to her.

July 11, 2000, I was sitting writing a letter to the pastor of the church on 48, also had the book, digging the wells of revival. I was ending the letter by saying "I pray the Holy Spirit will come as the wind ministering to you and the church people. I pray you now have the anointing to speak the words of God, I pray you receive the gifts of the Spirit, walk in the Spirit, yield to the Spirit" and then in a vision right there I saw her in the pulpit with oil coming down from a pitcher over her head down to the floor, completely covering her. I finished the letter by also writing this. Well, I decided to call her, she asked to meet me. Ok, off I went to the church. While speaking I felt the anointing come on me. I read the letter back about the prays for anointing my voice changed. I pointed and told her how the anointing would come on her. She was just sitting back, wasted! I remember some of the words I spoke asking her, Receive these words in the name of Jesus Christ my Savior. Well before I left I asked her if she anointed the doors of the church, she said she thought they were done when the church was built. She said if I wanted to I could. I asked her if she ever spoke from her stomach, "out of the belly will flow rivers of living water" I said to her. She said when she sang it came from there. I then turned to leave and said this isn't about you or me, but about God. "God will use you like a vessel." Well, she said that was her sermon for this coming Sunday. I left at that she hugged me and off I went. I stopped to anoint the doors of the church! Praise God what a day.

July 26, 2000, Went into Branchville prison by Tell City, Indiana

July 28, 2000, Friday church heard someone in the prayer room speaking about someone there, he saw someone getting ready to go through a gate and the fields were dry and they were going in to water them, I was having a vision while he was speaking this. I saw the Manchester Prison on top of a hill and it was bright sun there and the gate to go in through.

July 30, 2000, While napping in the afternoon. I saw a man pouring oil out of a bottle on his arm, that was wrapped with a gauze bandage. It was wrapped over and over in a big pile on his arm. He was pouring oil out of the bottle straight on it. God spoke out loud to me, "The balm of Gilead." I woke up and went and found that scripture in (Jeremiah 46-11), I read through the chapter.

July 30, 2000, In a dream I seen 2 locomotives, one large and powerful like the silver bullet. And the other small, I thought of the song, 'I think I can I think I can' and it looked just like it. God spoke and said, "they'll both get there," because I was thinking the smaller one will not make it. I know what was at the end of the line without seeing to the end. Jesus. I know this is our ministry the small one and the little locomotive says, "I know I can, I know I can!"

July 31, 2000, While sleeping I heard over and over and over, pray for favor and the Balm of Gilead!

August 2, 2000, Went into Branchville again. Joe asked us to keep him in prayer this week for what he will say on next Wednesday meeting. Ray asked him what's it about? He wanted to tell us but he said God will tell you, just pray ok? We felt that God spoke to him in the meeting there.

August 2, 2000, While sleeping God spoke to me why the house of Ruth's Ruth's had a feeling of a demonic presents in it. He said they saw a young boy murdered.

August 3, 2000, Went to a singing at a church on route 50 near Dillsboro, Indiana. A drunk came in off the street. He had been walking he said he had a vision. It was a shame for Christians to treat him that way. Trying to get him out of there, not wanting to hear him speak. Ray got up and went out to talk with him after the pastor told him to leave. He told this vision to Ray, "the side of the road he was walking on was dry, but on the side where the church was there was a bright light and water flowing from it." He had a great vision but he wasn't excepted by the church what a shame. God was wanting to show them all something they didn't see or hear God speak. Just like the Pharisees!

August 4, 2000, While sleeping I seen Joe and Ray happy dancing around and I knew what we know what God has for us to do in prison ministry. It was like, "I know what you know, God told me!"

August 5, 2000, A lady from nelson ratings called on the prayer line phone. She thought it was a business phone. I asked if she needed prayer, she said, "Well I guess so I'm sorry I bothered you and I hope a lot of people call for prayer." I said wait a minute let me say a prayer for you today. I prayed God's blessing be with her and I pray you feel God's presences with you today and the peace of Jesus be with you. I could hear her choking up with tears. Then we said goodbye. I felt a great need for her after hanging up. Tears just came forth in intercession for her. I knew she was touching God then. Praise the Lord.

August 6, 2000, During the service a Holy Spirit wind blew from behind me. A warm blowing wind. A man standing behind me was wailing, howling like as the wind. Oh, the Holy Spirit blew! Ray said he felt it too. It lasted a long time at least a half an hour if not close to an hour long. Time just stood still for us today.

August 7, 2000, While sleeping God Spoke and told me about a man and wife from church. They will not take what He has appointed for them. They wanted to choose something else, that is not what He wants for them. This is not exactly the way He spoke this to me. I think the word was delegate. I saw a bunch of wrapped gift boxes around the altar at church. I saw them picking up one but would not touch the one God had chosen for them.

August 9, 2000, Branchville Prison Meeting a Baptist was questioning the works of the Holy Spirit and that it all died with or didn't work no more after the apostles died. While getting out of the shower the next day, God said to my spirit. He said, "When the disciples died what happened to the Holy Spirit?" Perfect answer!

August 16, 2000, Last time in Branchville Prison, Wonderful anointed time there. I had a severe headache all afternoon and evening. Fell asleep on the way home from Branchville. I felt depressed severely, I thought then I was in intercession for someone. At 12:45am while driving it came on me again. Ray and I began to pray. Ray said it was for Susan from church and then said it was for someone she was interceding for. It came on us so strong we prayed it through. There was something seriously wrong last night. update Found out later, her daughter-in-law that had lost a baby.

August 19, 2000, Ray talked to someone about getting into Manchester. God spoke to me while sleeping on the 18th and told me to pray for protection for his building. God didn't speak anything else but I knew it was going to catch on fire. I didn't know why. On Saturday morning we meet with him. He said things that were not true to himself. He was trying to pick our sacrifice to the bones like with Abraham and his sacrifice. The pastor spoke on this the next day on Sunday. The Pastor said don't even touch God's anointed because God will deal with you over what you're doing to destroy someone else's works from God. It all fit together then. This person was touching what was God's and he opened the way for satan to come in on him. A powerful message about how you can open the door for satan to come in on you.

September 9-15, 2000, Seen the pool of water at church again. This time a stream came to me where I was standing. Before the service started. I was speaking in tongues constantly came out from the prayer room, kept on speaking. Then my left leg halfway down from my hip to the knee, it felt like something pinched in two places, beside each other. Severe pain I prayed, that it was someone there. I prayed they claim their Healing from God! The pain left and then came back about 15 minutes later. I prayed it through again and this time it never returned. I laid down in the stream after Pastor called new missionaries and preachers to get into the pool there. Ray went over to it and I saw that everyone was standing around the outside edge of it and wasn't in the water. You could see them just on the outside edge of it. Ray stood in front of everyone. I knew he was right on the inside edge of the water. Ray said later he was stuck in the mud and he was thinking about taking his shoes off because he couldn't walk forward in it. Well, he fell into it head first. He said he knew he would drown because the water was over his head. I laid down right in the stream about 30 feet away from the pool. At first, I felt the water around my ankles then when I laid down it came over my body and head. Wonderful Holy Spirit pouring out on us all! The pastor called anyone that God has been touching them, (my heart was racing) to stand up. You're the ones God is calling to preach. I stood up, most of the church including Ray and I have been fasting this past week.

A woman came up to me after service. She was waiting for me to get up off the floor, she had her coat on ready to leave. She said God wanted to tell me. "That I'm like a tree with branches that reach way out and touch people from far away." She was really nervous that God was using her. I said thank you and I said I know what she said is true. God is so Good! I am so humbled.

September 21, 2000, God woke me to pray and he named the person, (I instantly couldn't remember his name after I prayed for him.) He was a rock star, long stringy blonde hair with a dark-haired woman. This man said he was reading the 'teachings of catherine.' It was a prayer that was urgent intense! I can see his face, but now can't remember his name, so be it.

September 24, 2000, Going down the road in the pickup truck with Ray. I was talking, I brought up the story of the church on route 48 and the pastor there. Ray was so touched by the Holy Spirit. I pray she digs the wells of revival there!

September 29, 2000, In the prayer room and before going to church all day the Holy Spirit was on and off me while praying. I could see Hebrew men with their shawls on bending up and down praying bowing to the wall. The pastor came in and he said to pray for Israel. All during praying in the prayer room and at home, I just kept feeling and saying, Praise the Lord. I told God my spirit just wanted to hear a song sung in Hebrew. Well during the church service while singing I could feel the Holy Spirit wanting everyone to be quiet. I just wanted the piano player just stop and let God take over the songs just went on and on. Between songs, a woman in the back started singing in Hebrew and then interpreted the words, "The Lord is in the Praises of His people." She went on about praising and singing to the Lord and He was pleased.

October 12, 2000, While sleeping on vacation in Florida. I woke up and seen a Light of Power, square 10-inch shape. Brilliant Light white, a thin man, Jesus standing there holding a baby. I didn't see His face, only His body and Him holding a Beautiful Baby the baby wasn't like any other baby but was so beautiful a baby from Heaven! I prayed God's will would be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. A special baby is coming to earth! Praise the Lord

November 2, 2000, Went to pray with Mary's mother in the Hospital. She had an ulcer, no more. She went in to get it looked at so they could take it out it wasn't there. Praise God a girl in the next bed, Ray had the Holy Spirit all over him he had been talking to her. Ray said they didn't know what was wrong with her and it wasn't time to pray with her. Well, Ray went to leave and said a short prayer and Ray knew it was time to pray. Mary and Ray were leaving and I stayed and just spoke what the Holy Spirit gave me. I left my favorite small John Hagee Bible with her. She was greatly touched by God, the presence of the Lord was greatly felt by the three of us in that room.

Thursday night had a dream about someone I knew, she was saying and believing she had faith in the Lord but there was a deep spirit in her that didn't believe. The spirit in her didn't think the power of faith was real, didn't work, just kept coming up at her. She kept saying and believing with her mind, not with her spirit.

November 3, 2000, Friday night service at church, it was a very Holy Spirit night. Ray saw a man that had been in jail when he was there last month. Ray said he knew that he was from a North College Hill church. Ray spoke to him in jail.

November 4, 2000, Went to see Joyce's mother in the hospital. Joyce's sister was there, The Holy Spirit came upon her and I said let the Holy Spirit minister to you and touch your heart. Went to leave the Hospital walking down the hallway got to talking to a little lady she just stopped there and hugged me, you could feel the presence of God all over both of us.

November 17, 2000, Took Pam to church with us. Pastor asked if he could pray with her. The Pastor started to pray for her and this spirit of grief came off her and hit me. I laid on the floor behind her. I heard other people there crying out in grief also. She was touch by God that Friday night. A Goodnight for her!

Seen David gave him some money. He said he was going to buy bibles with it. We talked, he kept hugging me, it was a good night for us all. We pray protection on his ministry.

November 20, 2000, We saw a man named Kenneth Klinger had a boating accident in the local paper. Ray and I went down to the hospital on Monday morning early, so we could sneak in. We went in to pray for him, he was in a coma. We told him who we were. Ray was telling him about the cleansing of sin. And we watched him let out a deep breath of air like he was being blown full of the Holy Spirit and he had tears on the sides of his eyes and he twitched his right hand. I then told him, to wait upon the Lord and He will renew your strength. You could just feel the presences of the Lord with him that day! A nurse stood off in the distance listening in the doorway.

November 28, 2000, Before going to sleep, a man in a robe and a covering over his head like a shawl. But not fancy just plain white. I saw his face, not the same face I had seen on the wall years before. He had a traditional looking gentile face. Not a Jewish face, he stood in the doorway to the bedroom. I wasn't sleeping he was really there a spiritual being. I don't know who he was!

November 29, 2000, While sleeping I dreamed someone died and left me a house. I opened it up as a house for young mothers with their children. Lord not my will but yours will be done.

December 2, 2000, Went to see Aunt Ruth at a nursing home in Western Hills. Ray asked her about salvation, then I put my hand on her chest where she had cancer. She raised her hands. The next week she went in to have the cancer x-rayed to see if the treatments were working she had 30 more to go, there was no cancer. Completely Healed!

December 3, 2000, I had severe heart fluttering all week every day, every hour my heart hurt so bad, sore from the fluttering.

December 15, 2000, Pastor was out of town his brother had died this week of heart failure. I know what's on my heart about this.

December 23, 2000, Handed out candy canes with the candy cane story on them at Wal-Mart in Aurora Indiana 1,600 plus good afternoon. We had favor there, Praise the Lord.

December 29, 2000, At church, our Pastor just had heart surgery again, prayed that he would be healed. The power of the Lord came down so strong, I couldn't compare God's power to any other time before. During singing stronger and stronger at one point I put my hand on Ray's stomach, Ray said later that the power was so powerful that it almost knocked him over. I put my hands out in front of me, the power kept getting stronger and stronger. Finally, the Lord spoke to me, when I said to Him, "What do you want me to do with this healing God?" He said, "I am the same in strength, the power that touched Ruth I am the same I can also touch the pastor, He paused then continued. "If only you will go up there." Well, I didn't think twice about it. I didn't even think once about it. I just went, with my hands extended out in front of me. I felt like I was carrying it up there. I put one hand on his heart the other on his back. My hand just shook it became so strong, I went to walk away and my feet were stuck. I looked down and pastor's chair was in a well full of water, no bottom to the well. I put my hands on both of my feet to pull them out of the water. I stood a few minutes before they would release. Then I walked back to my seat. I fell to the floor in complete humility exhausted from being with the Lords power. Humbled that's all I can say, Humbled!

Pastor spoke later that night, with the right key the door will come open. Ray thought about that and said he thought it was the books we have been giving to Manchester.

# CHAPTER 2001

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January 2001 God spoke to me about a mountain and a woman. When they were in the wilderness for 40 years.

January 4, 2001, A woman asked for prayer for her sister she had a tumor on the side of her neck. The doctor was going to do surgery on it the following week, thinking it was cancer. Well, the next night while her sister was sleeping she felt something funny with the tumor she put her hand on it and felt it completely dissolve and it came out, through her mouth! It evaporated, Praise the Lord! Another woman asked for prayer. She was married to an Islam (I didn't know this) We prayed together for her healing and she went home and called and talked to someone else and asked them to pray with her again. She then called a friend and spoke about me and that she believed me when I spoke about healing! The Holy Spirit will move on His people! Thank You, Lord!

January 2001, Started another prayer line this one on the internet. Within 6 days the site was completed! I prayed with a man and woman and their baby today. I had prayed that the little baby would have a stable home and that God would put someone in front of them. Well, the following week I was asked to go help tutor some women in Moores Hill and that was the woman I had prayed for earlier. I invited her to church. God will do the drawing.

Dreamed of a couple from church, I saw her turn away from her husband, not happy with things and God spoke and said she was 'indecisive'.

February 11, 2001, At church Ray kept hearing over and over about Manchester prison, "It will be by the Holy Spirit, God will move there."

February 12, 2001, Had a dream about a family that has been at our church this weekend staying over Monday night. I dreamed their son (he's in a wheelchair) He had a blue denim color blanket on him, nicely tucked around him, but before this, I saw they had him walking around but he was struggling wasn't walking in healing, they were saying "little by little he was being healed." But I was there and I had them take off the belts that held him in his chair. But I was awakened before the dream was over, I didn't see him healed. I was crying out about him being healed, I was saying pastor knows about when I pray for someone, that it's from God!

March 13, 2001, Jeff had a gun blow up in his face, no serious injury! God had His hand on him. His wife is pregnant, baby due Oct. 18, Wonderful God!

March 14, 2001, After praying for these people, heard from a man and wife that both had cancer. They had given her 20% to live with surgery. No surgery and no cancer after praying with them about two months ago, Praise God.

Lots of people going to the website now. I noticed Ray has come into a new season with God he says things and then knows they're going to be spoken about. He is getting really strong. We've been taking a few different people to church. Bruce from Racks and a little girl named Katie with no hair just so good praying and more praying.

Many dreams, God is wonderful we see Him through other people in need of salvation, healing, God is a Big God! A missionary keeps in touch with us now. She likes her newsletters I post on the prayer line. Praise God. I think it makes her feel needed and respected. I've been working at the health food store one day week now, lots of people come and receive prayer there.

April 20, 2001, While sleeping last night I dreamed a few things, a woman laughing and then putting a 2 ft. piece of plastic wrap over her mouth across the front of her face.

Also dreamed, at church in a new part of the building, (it's not been built yet) it had double doors with the words across the doors COLLEGE inside there were people. I didn't know Ray was there, the pastor wasn't there yet and the power of God hit me. I was up at the front fell head first then when I went to get up, I rose up in the air. Ray said, "tell that man to come up here" and I put my hand out and he grabbed on and then he rose up also. I started going around grabbing peoples hands and raising them up. I went and didn't want Ray to be left out and grabbed his hand and he rose too. They all came back down when I let go of their hands. I was going to the back still in the air, there was a woman in a white dress and I said to another woman there to lay hands on her and for her to claim her healing. Then the woman fell down and where the woman hands been that prayed for her was black handprints that came out of the woman that was healed. It was really ugly black marks. I've been wanting to go to Bible Study at church. The pastor has got a new one starting up in May. Praise God!

May 3, 2001, The Lord showed me a short list of diseases and sicknesses that would be healed that night at church. I can still see the list but I'm not able to give out any of the names on the list. He won't let me say the names of the people on the list.

Also had a dream of the Grace Church property. I was coming around the bend on their driveway and God said, "This is a place of prayer here." I didn't see any building on it, it was just ground.

Friday night pastor names out all cancer to come to the front and anyone in pain, right at the beginning of the service.

May 5, 2001, Went to pray with a friend. Prayed with her this is the second time I saw things as I was praying for her. I saw her in a chair, then the chair empty, and then the chair with a sack in it, tied about three fourths the way up. Also seen my hands go around her waist in a bear hug like, well I didn't do that but told her on Tuesday about it.

May 8, 2001, Gave a friend a word, "To call upon Him and He will answer her" it was about moving her business.

The women that I prayed with, called me back and told me about the waist thing, Her husband gave her a word about, truth and then the rest came, she had decisiveness and she needed (Ephesians 6) girth up your waist with the belt of truth.

May 8, 2001, While sleeping God showed me this, The woman that I prayed for about the belt of truth, sitting with her husband and they both had happy hearts and he said something to her and they both started to really laugh and then God spoke to me and said, "Doing is the answer" I heard the rest just go over and over again. I woke up with the word doing on my lips speaking "Doing."

Not been keeping up on writing, lots of action God's Glory. So much going on.

May 27, 2001, Was on the floor at church someone came over and prayed for me, said she seen bands around me and then a kite flying high up into the air. That night while sleeping God spoke to me about Roger, I saw him then God said, that he would be more holy.

May 31, 2001, Ray bought a bus for $100. another one for Mexico, God's Glory

June 1, 2001, Pastor called out for someone with a hurting right ankle that was me. Not hurting at the time but it seriously hurts when I'm doing something strenuous, old broken ankle. He prayed over me and then said these exact words to me, "You will be more Holy and that night I would drink in more than ever. God surely has more than touched me. I've given up watching junk TV. Lots of prayer request coming in.

June 8, 2001, In the prayer room, down I go. Like big blood drops on me, oh they came down past my flesh and hit my spirit. God is really working on me. Wonderful evening with the Lord Praise Him.

June 8, 2001, While they were praying for a man at church. Ray had a word from God only by fasting and praying, and I was sitting in my seat then God spoke to me, "when was the last time you fasted?"

July 1, 2001, Went to sleep, was sitting at church on the floor and then God let me get back up. I was somewhere I didn't know where, this demon was casted off me and then this man said, "We put it in a paper bag" and the bag top was open and this man spoke to this demon he was never allowed to come out of the bag again not to go anywhere. The demon was in complete torment trying to get out, knowing it wasn't able to be let loose again.

Then the dream changed to me being at church a man sitting behind me says to me you look different are you ok? I turned around, I could feel myself being different a funny feeling all over and in me. He looked something like Gary Busey, I laughed to myself. He picked me up in his arms and said watch this he threw me at a wall on the right side of the church, he was smiling and I went through it. I said, "Wow!" Well, I couldn't believe I was going through a wall. He then followed me through. He was laughing a deep joyous laugh. And I jumped right back into the building he didn't follow me back inside. I went up on the stage and the music and singers were there and I was so 'enthusiastic' about what just happened to me. I said to everyone, "watch this" and when I went to go through, I remembered saying to myself wait nobody is watching me do this. I did a run and then kick like at the wall and I hit the wall and fell down. Everyone up on stage started to laugh at me really laughing at me they were thinking, I was stupid just a nut. I looked at Pastor, He laughed in a happy way, he was thinking she's so 'enthusiastic' about it! I started saying, "but you didn't see what I just saw" and I started talking about everyone's laughing and Pastor was standing there listening to me and I laughed and said, "He looked just like Gary Busey" I could feel the same strange feeling I had felt before and then I knew I could go through then. I didn't care if anyone was watching, I just ran up to the wall and jumped right through it. I was so thrilled I could do it and then I looked at the wall and Pastor was coming through the wall too. He looked at me and we started laughing so unbelievable feeling! I dreamed three more times of just walking up to the wall and walking through by myself no one else around me. I would wake up and fall back to sleep and dream doing it again 3 times. After I stopped dreaming that I prayed for so many people. I would see them before going back to sleep and then see them all through the night. So many I had never prayed for so many in one night. Some of them I have seen before in my prayer time.

July 8, 2001, Seen Katie her hair is growing, Praise God it's all over her head. Great God

July 13, 2001, Went over to the church to pick up a book from Sue. She took a picture down off the prayer wall of a young man with cancer over his whole neck and upon his head. She asked me to pray for him. I was praying with her she asked for faith like mine and God gave it to her something powerful praying. Elijah praying Elisha, then while praying I said, I'll go then God showed in a vision when my eyes were closed. Me putting my hand on this young man's neck.

I went the next day to his house his name is Ryan 14 years old. I told him God was going to knock his socks off.

July 14, 2001, Prayed with Vickie healed instantly of carpal tunnel syndrome. She came into the store and asked for prayer about having to go to court over drinking and driving. We started praying and her hand started flopping up and down so fast it looked like it was going to break off. She raised her hands and was saying she was healed, Praise Him! Ken healed of colon tumors. Prayed for a baby for Sheri, prayed for Wally arthritis, Mr. Morris colon cancer tumor went down in one week from July 2-7. Prayed with Sandy eye weeping, stomach, colon problems.

July 15, 2001, Went to a Manchester Church for morning service. It's a good thing, they have been praying for someone to come and bring revival and the prisoners are praying for it too. They said they knew we were the ones to start it all. I saw while sitting there a vision they had a piano at the front and then I saw a wall up by it. Not a good thing going on. Praise God, Send us not by my power or might but by the Holy Spirit.

So much going on at church Friday. A man came up for prayer God spoke in my spirit about him. How he was waiting on the 'special' speaker to pray for his healing. He's not looking at God for his healing. The Pastor asked for someone with fire on their hands to pray for him. I didn't have the anointing and I prayed and knew what God spoke was true. Then Ray said God spoke to him about the 6-8 people that were praying around this man, 'only by fasting and praying'. Then Ray knew a woman that had dropped her cloths she was laying on people. Ray knew God had spoken to her. She made a beeline over to this man and she prayed for him.

July 16, 2001, While sleeping God showed me 5 pictures of women all the women snapshots photos of their heads. All dark hair I knew they were all dead. Chandra was one of them. Then I saw two more pictures at the top of them they were two dirty looking people a young woman and a young man. The woman was younger than the man (early 30's?) she had stringy hair blonde/ brown dirty. He was a mess too, His hair was brown dirty and stringy also. He was the one that killed them, he was responsible for the deaths of these 5 women.

July 19, 2001, While sleeping I had a dream of myself. I was huge ready to give birth. I was pushing it was ready to come forth. I woke up pushing. Something God is doing is ready to go. Before this, I was wailing not grieving, just wailing. While sleeping God said, look in Corbin newspaper. I was asking God this week about moving.

August. 10, 2001 At church it was a great learning on yielding to the Holy Spirit, Great! I went up for weariness, that's a spirit I don't need! I've really been thinking about what God has for me to do. I'm so humbled by His work in me. He strengthens me and the work goes on! Also, my left hand on the top was hurting severely, Oh the pain was great. I prayed for whoever it was and at the end of the night, Pastor prayed for a lady and I saw her later talking to him and showing him her left hand. She was Healed! Praise God! God spoke to me about (Matthew 8:5) about how the preacher has authority over his flock. About when Pastor calls someone to come up for healing and God gives authority to the Pastor and the church should yield to that authority! Praise God.

August. 13, 2001 While sleeping I saw myself talking to 2 different men dirty looking, on the edge of a street by the gutter. And then said, this is where we're supposed to be. Both of them got saved one right after the other. We were at a place where I knew this was, where I was supposed to be. Good Dream. Praise God.

August 15, 2001, Dreamed of someone's mother. She was in denial of everything saying, "this is not the way it is, see look!" She was standing there putting her arms around things and covering up bad stuff that was going on in her son's life, really sad. While I'm thinking about her son, I don't know if I wrote this down. I seen a white Blazer parked at an apartment building. I didn't know it at the time, it was about her son was with another woman, not his wife. She was blonde, hair long, not good just seen pieces of the dream. I can still see the white blazer and apartment building in my mind. And you think you can keep a secret from God?

August 19, 2001, At Jim's cell meeting Brain, was prayed for his back it was healed while being prayed for. Praise God. The week before at the meeting, I said to him, from God, "God can Heal you" well he was healed after I repeated that to him he knew God wanted to heal him. Glory, Ray had a word for someone there that night, "you've been showing everyone your shotgun, now I'm going to give you a rifle with a scope on it and you're going to zero in on the target and hit it!" Praise God! I started to travail and then cry out like giving birth to a new thing. I prayed for a woman named Crystal on Tuesday 21st. The Lord healed her, no doubt.

September 3, 2001, While sleeping God said, "Ron Depriest has countenance with me." Also, that night, dreamed two people we knew weren't good to be around.

God gave me the revelation about (John 3:16) so simple about salvation just believing in Jesus!

September 11, 2001, Prayer meeting at church. The attack on New York and Washington today. While praying I asked God does my small seeming meaningless prayers matter? He instantly showed me, His hands pouring prayers into a large golden bowl. The bowl had a wide rim on it and His hands pouring out they were together cupped and then tilting His hands back and forth pouring constantly into the bowl.

Later after praying awhile longer, I seen women the ones that wear black coats with veils middle east women. They won't be praying like they are used to but will be mourning death lots of dead.

At the prayer meeting, two people were holding up the American flag and about 20 ft. away someone else was holding up the Israel flag. They weren't together but apart. God didn't say anything but showed me the flags separated not together. I went up and put the two men together, America and Israel! God Is Good! While praying God said to me, "So none shall perish." I looked it up found it in (1 Peter 3:8). God holding His wrath back off the people that are hurting others so they might be saved too.

September 16, 2001, While sleeping I dreamed of the people in our cell group, a woman was ready to give birth but wouldn't push. We tilted the bed up on end so the baby would come. Someone standing behind a big pregnant woman. She was pushing hard to give birth and he had his hands on her forehead praying hard for it to happen. He was holding her up by himself.

In another dream seen this man's hands go up holding the people from coming out of a country on a map. I'm not sure of the country. It would be bad if they came out of their country. I saw the people pressed up against the eastern side of this country. I saw the countries Saudi Arabia and Mexico too.

September 28, 2001, The travailing came back upon me Friday night a good night at church for Ray and myself. A night the Pastor slowed down and let God be the One in charge and moving. The altar call was if God is dealing with you come to the front, no more words spoken and it took about a half hour and the people one by one slowly made their way up. Not a lot compared to the regular call, of begging at times for 'everyone' to come forward. At cell meeting, I told this man about the dream I had about a woman laying in bed ready to give birth but not wanting to and we tilted the bed up so she would. He said it was about someone in the group to start a cell group but didn't want to.

October 4, 2001, While sleeping God gave me a mans name 'Roy Cason' he will pass through our town like a friendly person.

October 4, 2001, While sleeping God showed me about sin, he showed me a strip club, inside of it in New York City. It was empty it had a big square raised floor in the center with mirror and lights on the ceiling and God said, "This is what caused the attack" and then His heart was saddened because they were open and waiting for the men that were cleaning up the buildings to come in there after they quit working. A lot going on, many people I've been praying for.

October 19-21, 2001 Church three nights. The new wine God's Glory has fallen onto our church. I slept in the Spirit all night. I was slain all night. I woke up once and went to sit up and I was coming up out of the water and as soon as I laid my head back down I went back under. God spoke to me about the ones in it now and the ones just sitting there. He said it was His Glory that we were in and the sitting ones were like, denying His Glory! Get under the Glory spout, He makes me want to shout! I've been laying on hands this past weekend in church. I've been set free from a bondage that has been on me about not ministering in church. A freedom in there now for me. Praise God! A woman spoke at church Sunday night about God's angels pouring buckets of gold on us as we were dancing and how it was thick gold not just like gold dust. Someone else seen us as we were dancing we were like the Israelite's getting ready for was dancing around the fire singing, calling, getting ready for battle.

October 22, 2001, Was in the Spirit all night again while sleeping. Pray with a woman today, God spoke to her to, "Let go" she was holding onto the past with her husband's kidney surgery. Prayed with another woman gave her a word about what she had been praying about would soon come to pass. Prayed with a woman with a walker she said she had broken her back a year ago. She had been like that ever since. We prayed I felt the Healing fire go down my spine for at least 5 minutes. I asked her if she felt it she said yes. I told her it was God Healing her. I said take your hands off your walker, she did then she put her hands back on it, she needed to trust God. Thank you, Jesus, Praise God! Then I went to the grocery store and was in the pop aisle and I was talking with God and said, "send someone down this aisle in front of me." I turned and there right in front of me this man having to drag both his legs from the knees down. I asked him what was wrong, he told me a big name for no feeling in both his legs from the knees down. I said, "Do you believe in God?" He said, "Yes" and I said God wants to Heal you right now. He started pushing his cart away and I was stuck right where I was at. And I said, "God means business with you right now and He wants to Heal you right here in this store!" He stopped then turned back around and I prayed with him. I said, "Straighten up your knees and then I said, "Did you receive that?" He didn't answer and I said again,"Did you receive the Living words of God that were just spoken to you?" He quietly said yes. Then he was leaving and he looked back at me and I knew what he was thinking and I said, "This isn't no funny business going on here, God has Healed you!" As he was walking to the front of the store he kept walking better all the way. I think he was in shock. I pray he has received what God had for him.

Sept. 23, 2001, I slept in God's Spirit all night again. I was awakened. I saw something black in the top of the ceiling it was just in the crack. It came out of the crack and moved all over the ceiling it was black it was like it was flat on a piece of paper just sliding across the ceiling, waiting. I prayed if this wasn't from you Lord send it away and I kept watching it. Half of it was gone then the other half kept getting smaller till it was gone. The end that left first had like four fingers on it, then the body of it started to shrink.

All day Monday God's Glory on me was so powerful it was hard to stand. I pray I have the strength and that I won't have any fear of the future that God can use me. God said, "Take back the city" He was talking about Manchester prison.

I also saw a man behind 2 horses, first in the sky and then on the earth, going over and over a seedbed. He was making the soil real fine on top of the seeds. The horses weren't walking slowly then they were snorting and running and they wanted to run even faster and it was all the man could do to keep them in the field.

I then was taken up to heaven. I was standing in a doorway and saw the floors were like tile with a beautiful pattern on them. There were no gray or shadows in this house, many doorways on either side of the hallway. They had no doors on them it was like there was no roof on the building it was all light from no direction but all over. I called out for my mom and dad. I didn't see any of them but I knew that one of the rooms was theirs. I called for my brother he had a room. I called for Ray and our son they had a room. I called for grandma, I tried to call for grandpa. Grandma was there but she didn't know who I was calling for. I didn't call for grandpa, I wanted to but I couldn't call out for him. I knew he wasn't there.

Before leaving I had like a mirror as I was looking and I turned the mirror on myself and my eyes were so bright white that it hurt my earthly eyes to look at myself.

God spoke to me again and said, "Take back the city" I know He was speaking of Manchester and to read in the Bible about Jericho in Hebrews.

I found a scripture of Faith. (Hebrew 11). Then in (Joshua 6:20) about Jericho called out for the walls of the city to fall!

The pastor spoke on Friday night never be the same. I'm not the same as last week and I'll never go back and be the same again! So much has happened in November many Healings, I'm stronger in faith than ever before. I prayed with a woman with a spot on her lung. She came back a week later total gone she had just been back from the doctors. A man that was put on the prayer list this summer, prostate cancer he had is total Healed! Praising God wonderful God. The Spirit is moving at church too.

Ray and I feel the push to move from our home. God is getting stronger and stronger.

November 2001 Ray was talking to a man about Ray's laser surgery that he just had on his eyes. God let me hear what he was thinking about him wanting it done too. Well on the way home from church that night. I told Ray and he agreed if the money came in he would buy the surgery for him. The next week the extra money came in and this man didn't know it yet and he went up for prayer, de-masked for clear vision. We both knew to pay for his surgery. Praise God he'll go in after Christmas.

December 15, 2001, While sleeping God told me there will be between 3 and 5 people high dead in the middle east. I felt like it was the people that thought they had defeated Bin Laden. There is going to be a lot of men dead.

# CHAPTER 2002

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February 18, 2002, Ray had this from God he wrote it on a box that he had picked up from the post office. Come in like a flood, Stir the Water, Make a Wave, Get Saturated, Get inebriated, Rain on Me where I am dry, Come on in the Waters Fine, Drink of my Water and you'll never thirst Saith the Lord. Don't get stuck in the mud, stand on the Rock, at the Cliff, Have Faith you'll never Fall when it's My Rock you're on because you're in the Water if you fall swim!

February 24, 2002, Went to Virginia Beach to the CBN station. Had a Toronto Catch the Fire Conference. God spoke to me that a pastor there needed to fleece his sheep. God showed me a real sheep and then picking up his fur (pelt) and looking under it and seeing if it's a real sheep or a wolf.

March 2, 2002, Dreamed about someone I know and I saw a yellow bus he was driving full of kids and 2 kids standing up in the aisle by the driver's seat. I knew they weren't high school kids they were younger than that. The bus rolled over on its side with the doors on it and I saw the ones that were standing caught in the door at his waist and the other one wasn't in the door. I knew to hurry over to the door but by the time I looked again he had been killed by the bus being on him. Ray told this person a few days later.

March 10, 2002, Sunday Ray had words spoke to him about we're being blessed with money and we're right at a breakthrough.

March 20, 2002, In Florida, I had been to a bible study from a famous TV person that week in Orlando and was hearing and seeing these people that were there, was not moving in the Holy Spirit (even though they say they do) the supernatural was not in their lives. Here's what I wrote, I'm just sitting here just listening, they love telling of Bible stories but the Holy Spirit doesn't reveal to them, off in some areas, love to talk the stories making them something they're not. But so much missing the filling of the Holy Spirit. How I long for them to be rained on. Holy Spirit rain! I just sit here listening and writing down my feelings. I feel no pull of this world no more. Just wanting to be with Jesus. I don't see anything in front of me. God not pushing me to do something just waiting. Am I just in a waiting or resting place for now? Or what am I to do, the Manchester library has been fulfilled? my destiny? God will need to reveal to me more to do or I'll just stay in this resting place until I'm called out! I don't feel hopeless just resting not even restless now, I had been but now I'm at peace about things. While sleeping at the motel God spoke to me and said these people were "Dry" I packed my bag and left the meetings early. I don't have time to waste on this.

April 15, 2002, Someone we know is down in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. At one of our church conferences. In a dream I saw him, it was about him making a decision about leaving drugs alone there was a strong sense whether he was going to stay away from drugs or not. Talked to two people that were at the meeting there Tuesday morning. He said this person was mightily touched by God on Monday night prayed for him now to keep strong in his decision to stay straight. Someone called and asked for his wife to come down there! God is Good

April 30, 2002, God spoke to me about my stomach. He said I had 54% acid in my stomach and he told me to drink a lot of water and He showed me eating and said I was eating too much at one time.

May 1, 2002, I have heard about many people God has Healed after I prayed with them. Some one's wife had a spot on her lung it disappeared. She brought her mother in a wheelchair, and that night she woke up and said the tumors in her stomach started burning inside her. She was completely healed. God is Wonderful Isn't He?

I saw in a vision a friend and about her new daughter-in-law, seen she put her foot into her door. I saw like when Moses parted the water how the water parted in the movie. I saw her doing this and God said, it was division. A pastor came into the store and had a scripture for someone there about one leaves their family and then becomes one with their new mate, it's in Matthew and Mark.

May 2, 2002, Woke up had seen in a short dream. Israel it was two pictures in one. I saw the front of a newspaper and Israel the country. The newspaper represented Israel, that there was great destruction that Israel was devastated. It was all over Israel great destruction at one time, not here and there at different times, all done at one time. Great Destruction. It was like the newspaper just didn't have one newspaper article about the destruction it was all over the newspaper destruction.

I was watching TV this morning they were praying at the place with a brass star in the stone with a hole in it with lights burning around it. I thought of how they were worshiping a hole in the ground and they had their eyes on an idol and not on Jesus Himself.

May 19, 2002, At a church Hendersonville Tennessee, While praying I was laying down at the altar, a woman came up to me and said God spoke and showed her about me. He showed her inside Heaven in the Throne room. People standing lined up on both sides and the angels were all around and God was listening for me to pray and she showed me how God had His hand on His chin and leaning over waiting and listening and all the people there and the angels were waiting being very quiet waiting to hear the prays from me and the angels were just wanting to hear the prays so they could be dispatched out. She then went on to say that at times I wondered if my prayers were ever heard and answered. I'm so very humbled by God for there have been times I have wondered that. She then said I had a crown there for me for the praying I had done. This makes me feel so humbled for there have been times of me doubting and murmuring complaining to God about, mainly myself. Oh Lord forgive me for selfishness. Thank You for words of encouragement today!

May 20, 2002, Had a dream about someone doing drugs again, just a mess, everything oh God no. Let not my hands fall from not praying for him.

June 4, 2002, While sleeping, I was singing and praising God and I fell out in the spirit. A man saw me and came up to me later and said, "I know a man and he has it all set up for you to go into Russia prisons he is in charge of all the prisons there and there's an open door for you, any and all prisons there. I saw the man waiting on me and a woman sitting at a desk waiting for me to come. I said to God I'm waiting on Manchester prison. I know from this that the door to Russian prisons will open for me and not to put other things God has for me to do down because it's not the time for Manchester. Praise God

While sleeping God showed me someone screaming and waving her hands hysterical and I was saying to her this is what destroyed what she was doing to her daughter and son in law what a shame. I then got the book unveiling the Jezebel spirit in the mail. Boy, what sin she is in, deceiving lying, everything. I pray she repents until then she will keep on.

June 6, 2002, God showed me hurrying to get ready to go to Russia, I was questioning going because they were all women and I said oh is this right? God said it's too soon don't go, wait. Thank You, Lord, I'll wait for Your time to go!

June 13, 2002, At Friday night church I saw Jesus walking across the front of the church. He was wearing white a robe that was so white and it looked heavy but He wore it like it didn't weigh anything. It was like a gown for a wedding! During the service, I felt drops of the Lords blood come down on my right hand. I could feel the wounds in His hand when the drops landed on me. Then while singing a little bit later I felt the left hand receiving drops of blood on it and could feel the wounds. I had drops of oil come down before but not His blood. You couldn't see the blood I could just feel the blood on me and the pain of it.

June 19, 2002, My stomach acid is completely been Healed. I have lost a wonderful friendship after coming back from Tennessee, are you for me or against me. I knew something wasn't right. I asked God to let me hear what is wrong. She said she was praying against us moving right after I walked in the store.

Went to deliver a bus to Panama City, Fl. I felt the power of God on my head before we went to get fuel and then we went to a different station and then we ran out of fuel before getting there. Then the power on me again we went to pull into a car wash. The bus got stuck on a curb (really bad) and then again on the way back home I felt the power of God on me. Ray slowed down we were going over the speed limit and there was a policeman right there after Ray slowed down. Lesson learned the hard way today.

June 25, 2002, We're getting ready for the Billy Graham mission this weekend. Ray's getting two buses ready, it's a good thing going on lately.

June 22, 2002, At a cell group meeting. Someone prayed for Ray and I. He touched my hands. He had walked away and God touched me. I could feel holes in my hands like Jesus and He was letting me feel them and more anointing. God is good all the time.

June 26, 2002, Today I have felt this power again from God and after praying and feeling it again two more times within a half hour.

July 7, 2002, While sleeping God showed me rapture again. Ray and I were standing outside the bus hugging each other. Then I seen with my spiritual eyes, Ray couldn't see this. There was a big black rectangle box moving across the sky, then I seen another and then the sky was turning darker and darker and I seen the black boxes all sizes (it was symbolic of dead bodies, children, babies, small people, large people raising up) Ray kept saying what do you see? I then said to myself this is rapture are we missing it, then I heard "The Dead in Christ will Rise First." Then I started to come off the ground it felt so good, Ray grabbed me back down, then Ray started to rise with me. We started smiling so big. Then I remembered our son and I said what about him and God said: "He will be fine." I knew He was going too.

July 8, 2002, God reminded Ray of this today, hurt people hurt people, saved people save people. The pastor spoke this months ago.

July 13, 2002, While Ray was driving us home today God showed me John the Baptist head on a platter and I spoke out loud what God was telling me. 'Someone wants my head on a platter and she's going to ask the pastor for it'. What viciousness I thought. I called her and asked her for forgiveness for whatever I said that made her mad at me. She's lying about so much the truth is not in her, she doesn't know why she's so mad.

July 15, 2002, Sunday night Bedford, Kentucky. We went to church there, oh how the Holy Spirit moved. They asked for prayer for a baby with no tear ducts. While others prayed for her God showed me to put my fingers on her eyes then went on to see while my eyes were closed to put spit on my fingers then put it on her eyes. God reminded me of the blind man that Jesus used spit to make clay with and put it on his eyes. Well, they had finished praying for her. After service, we were at a pizza place and the preacher was there. I asked him if he put his fingers on the baby's eyes and he said no. I explained why I had asked him. They don't move in the Holy Spirit like we do. I was sitting there next to the baby's mother, I didn't know it till after dinner. I asked her if that was her baby and she said yes. God got all over me, about doing it right the prayer for Healing. I told her a Faith story of Baby Chloe and then I went in with her to the bathroom with someone else that lived there in Bedford. I did just like I saw in the vision while at church and the other person said something like I really can feel the Holy Spirit, I really believe she is Healed. Funny what people say when they're not around God's supernatural workings!

July 17, 2002, God spoke about Melchizedek while sleeping I looked it up this morning. Only two scriptures on him (Genesis 14:18) and (Psalms 110:4) King of Righteousness, he knew about atonement bread/wine high priest was a type and shadow of Christ.

August 2, 2002, A couple with their baby came up for prayer at church. The pastor said the baby had down syndrome God spoke to me and said, "Put the baby on the alter" after thinking about what He said to me. He put in my spirit that it wasn't about death but life! To give the baby to Him. I knew they hadn't given the baby to Him to turn everything over to God. I gave them the message.

August 20, 2002, While sleeping I seen a young girl under ten her hair stringy and unkept looking. Then I saw her again this time with clean hair, clean short at her shoulders bob cut like and a white dress on. I know whoever this was is dead. Heard on news I think they have been looking for right now and her parents were found dead and she was missing.

August 2002, At church God spoke to me while I was talking in tongues to, "Sing Continually" I've had a song on my lips.

September 7, 2002, While driving looking for a place to buy we ended up down on Route 32 in Kentucky. Well, we went around a bend and up on the left there it was the property I saw in my dream awhile back, just like it the hill had high dry grass on it. Then at the top, it overlooked a beautiful valley. God is Good. Just like the dream. I have a real peace on me that I've not had on me for awhile. Weeks ago God had spoken to me about singing these past weeks I've had been singing but seeing that land well a new song arising!

September 2002, Well it's been a week now we settled on a price and we put money down and will sign the papers at the end of October. God is Good, I'm still singing.

October 9, 2002, Had a dream about myself. A demon (looked like a man) but wasn't male or female. Well, it came over the top of me and I tried to get away from it. Then I was standing up behind this young man and a snake came out of my mouth. I could feel the snake in my stomach then the snake bite this young man on his back. He turned around and couldn't believe he had been bitten. I put my hand up to my mouth, the snakes head was about a foot and half out of my mouth. I was going to put my hand over my mouth then the snake bit me. I woke up then, woo. That was clear, My Lord how sharp is my tongue?

October 14, 2002, While sleeping I dreamed of a friend of our sons driving a truck. It was a long bed. Coming from Poppy's in Lawrenceburg and the bed was up in the air tearing down small electric lines then hitting a really large one. It electrified the truck and the person in the truck was hurt. The person inside the truck his left arm, shoulder and his heart. I could see the dream as if it was me in it. I could feel the pain from the electrical shock. The right side of the arm and shoulder area was in great pain.

October 31, 2002, Had a dream about a neighbor. He had people around him accusing him of sexual sin. And I raised up my hand and said hold it I know him, he couldn't have done what you have accused him of. I know that I should pray for him.

November 4, 2002, While sleeping God spoke to me HEALED that I know. It's time to write a book. Praise God. Ray was trying to cuddle up to me right after God had spoken to me and Ray was sleeping and he said: "back up here with your vision" confirming words! I couldn't sleep the rest of the night and God showed me in visions two chapters of the book. Mr. Tillery and the Potters Place. They came to me all through the night. I couldn't write as fast as it was coming.

November 8, 2002, Friday night While in the prayer room we were all in a circle and I seen flames of fire like one-foot wide one and a half foot tall on everyone's head there. Then God put in my spirit getting ready for the Bride and the supper. Then some man by me started humming the wedding song Dumdumdudum! We're going to a Higher Praise in our prayer room and in worship.

December 20, 2002, at church Ronnie spoke on (Acts 20-24) Run the course, joy, Jesus overwhelms you.

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January 19, 2003, While in St Petersburg, Florida In a dream I seen at the car auction this man that brought a row of vehicles they were white all kinds mostly trucks. I was telling Ray not to bid on any of them and even if they go for a low price let them go to the low bidder because he won't bring any more of them back. But if he gets high bids on them he'll keep coming back with more. I told this to Ray and the next morning he said that there is a row of trucks there now and was some bad vehicles coming through the auction.

January 22, 2003, I prayed about God sending someone in front of me and about giving me something to do while here in Florida. Stopped in at Wal-Mart for a few supplies. A woman named Ann was chatting with me in the vacuum cleaner aisle. Not even talking about God she invited me to her church a Presbyterian on Pasadena. After talking with her and I prayed with her, she uninvited me to her church. She said she knew of a church that moved in the Spirit she said it's on the tip of my tongue." I prayed to myself that God would let her speak it if it was for me and if not, not let her speak it. Well, she didn't speak it but then said a church called Calvary Church was another one. I came home and looked up the church in the phone book and found they had a prison ministry. I called and left a message there. If they needed help to call me. To be Continued!

April-March 2003, Going into Florida prisons now, they sing and I just say what God has for me to say. At least once a week, sometimes twice and sometimes two services a day.

March 15, 2003, Went to Starke, Florida Death Row is there. I didn't know we were going to this place as we came upon the compound. I was looking over at the left and I felt this overwhelming sadness from God's heart. As we were getting out of the car someone pointed out that building and they said the building held the death row prisoners in it.

March 19, 2003, While sleeping I said I wanted to be there to take care of him. I was talking to God about taking care of Ray. Something wrong with a kidney. I see some people we know in a dream it was like they didn't understand why I was here in Florida. I was sleeping and was so tired and then I woke up telling Ray about going into Rayford prison. In the same dream, my mother thought I had forgotten about her, not caring. I was thinking about what I was doing here going into prisons and waiting for our home to get built. Ray and I went and picked mom up to stay with us in Florida for awhile.

March 23, 2003, Tomoka Prison. There was something very different about this group at this prison in Volusia County. The happiest bunch I've ever seen in prison. I found out after leaving that these men get up very early in the morning and go pray in their chapel there. The power of prayer! No more needs to be said about these men. I've been fasting this week.

April 12, 2003, God showed me in a dream Ray's back was hurting and God said if I go to these services the next day He would be Healed. He also showed me one man there at the prison, no one cared about what I said in one of the services except for this one man.

April 13, 2003, Five Services in Marion County. The next day just as God showed me, there he was the one man that got it! God is Good! The last service at Lowell camp. I was sitting there and God said to me, "You can run from Me, I have every hair on your head counted for, I see the sparrow fall from a tree." I said to God (we were short on time at this place) if you want me to say this have Frankie ask me now after this song to speak. Well, Frankie looked over at me right then I knew it was for someone there. I got up and spoke this it choked me up after the service someone came hurrying up to me saying he had brought someone with him and the message I gave was for his friend. He was so excited about God having a word for him. Thank You, Lord, I pray for this man to come to You.

May 2, 2003, Went to church was in the prayer room the Holy Spirit fell. I was over by someone there and I started stirring the water it was wonderful. I knew it was for Susan, she had gotten into the well of healing water. Then everyone went out for the service I stayed. God spoke to us while we were there. "Where did all my people go? Where are the worshipers? The worshiping to Me coming from you two is so much more than the room full out there." Someone kept coming back trying to get the other person up and go out front. She wouldn't go, finally, he came back again and told her the pastor wanted her out there. I just cried, I was so saddened. Then God showed me there was a prayer board full of pictures and names of people needing healing. He showed me in a vision while I was praying that the boards were down on the floor where I had stirred the Healing water. I got up and put them all in the water, also He showed me many people to pray for while I was laying there. One I can still remember was a man laying down with his hands out and he was completely burned all over his body it was totally burned red all over. He was healed that night and all the other people that went into the Healing water that was asking God to Heal them. I stayed there all night it was wonderful. I cried out God send me.

May 17, 2002, Monday night While sleeping God showed me a guard in prison named Ron being Healed his liver, I walked up to him he didn't want me to touch him at first. I said how about one hand touching your forehead he finally agreed and I said Holy Spirit come and immediately he was healed, he kept coughing up the diseased pieces that looked like spoiled meat, so much that it was all over the place on the floor, on him, on me. Praise God!

June 2, 2003, While sleeping I was in a room with people sitting in school desk chairs. All ages of people men, women. I went up and down the rows saying "Be Healed!" I stopped after doing half the room to see the ones that were Healed. I said to myself I need to do this different not many healed. I then started on the other half and said "In the Name of Jesus You are Healed!" the people started joining in saying, In the name of Jesus. They got so excited, standing up and shouting "In the name of Jesus", every time as I laid hands on the next person!

July 11, 2003, While sleeping I saw Ray and I and someone else helping us fill heavy plastic bags as we were filling them we would scoop off the pile exactly the right amount to fill the bag completely full. The grain we were putting into the bags was very finely ground but not a powder that would have blown away but it was very fine. Ray was holding the scale it was very heavy but it didn't bother Ray and it had gold rope and tassels on it made out of real gold. It had an 8 lb. weight on it. We had an 8 lb. bag that was broken, it was ripped, it had been ripped open from the outside but none of the grain was lost. There was a pail holding the broken bag and we were going to re-bag it last. I was also seeing numbers of the weights of the bags 34-42 as we were filling the bags. I woke up and asked God the meaning of it. I started thinking of the dreams David interpreted. And then God showed me my dream the 8 is 8 years left in the ministry and the 42 is the 8X6=42. So the 6 years we have already been through in prison ministry. God is so Good!

I fixed the banner I made for church the tree with the multi-colored gems all over the tree. Well God had shown me this with all Red gems but I couldn't find them at the time of making it. So I was reminded of the tree banner and it wasn't right. So I found the red gems and fixed it! Praise God.

August 7, 2003, I've not written much have been working on the new house. This past week I dreamed a few dreams. One about me putting hands on a woman to be Healed. I have dreams about laying hands on someone's head quite regularly, Praise God. I dreamed of someone, I saw two demons coming out of her they were vicious, anger. They were very strong. I dream of different people and not knowing what to pray for them. So I pray the whole thing for them, salvation, healing, protection, blessings, etc.

August 8, 2003, Friday at church last night they were singing about well it feels like an angel has a hold of my hand. God put a picture in my head of our driveway up to our house of all these angels standing there dancing and they were there just for us!

Found these notes, heard God speak to me "When you get settled" Fall of 2003 I wrote. 'the bibles are all the same' dreamed, the neighbor lady and boys hiding in her house, I don't know any of the neighbors here yet.

September 5, 2003, Ray woke up today and he said it felt like he just woke up out of a two-year sleep. Like a new beginning!

September 5, 2003, I found my first journal, Praise God. I felt like it's starting everything. I found a picture our son drew in the 1st grade it looked just like the dream it reminded me of, in the dark ocean in the raft with waves. I was thinking throughout the day that I must be getting close to starting again in ministry in a new way. Well at church a preacher from Calhoun, Georgia Keith Reid was there and he gave me a confirming word he said, "Lord expeditiously what you have for her to do. I knew it was starting.

September 6, 2003, Went to Sunday morning church altar call. Well, I really don't know if there was a call I went running up first. Something about an anointing from the Throne of God there, Someone said I skipped all the way up there! I didn't even know I did that. Wonderful that evening at cell group. Someone was there we Love You I said. I stirred the Healing water up under someone's feet. Well someone else asked me to pray for her then. I stirred the water again and said the Healer was here and I ended up praying for 6 or so people that night. What a release to be used to let myself get out of the way. Thank You, Jesus I do know what God has shown me about my destiny. I'm back on the move toward fulfilling what God has for me to do.

September 7, 2003 (1 Corinthians 2-14) But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God for they are foolishness to him neither can he know them because they are spiritually discerned. My thoughts, As I was praying for people to be healed. I was quite surprised to hear some of them say after being prayed for that they were healed. They took me by surprise to have people from a church that believed and worked in the gifts of the Spirit, to hear them say that they were healed with amazement in their voices. It made me think today what's going on in the churches that do have the gifts of the Spirit in and for them to ask for healing and then be surprised by them being healed. It makes me wonder has the church, even if they say and sing about healing really believe that it's real for them today? God is no respecter of person, He is there for everyone! I realized after leaving this meeting that people just couldn't believe that they were healed.

I sat in church meeting and looked at the people there and God has spoken to me about them sitting there. That it was like an emergency room waiting for hours for someone to come and heal them. But they weren't waiting on God they were just like real people in an emergency room, hurting, wounded waiting for man to heal them. What sadness, only God is our Healer. It cannot be man-made and so to think about it why wouldn't it surprise me when people get healed by praying in Jesus name that they can't believe they're really healed. When someone comes up to me and says I've been healed, I just say I know you are. I'm so happy for them but not surprised, not in the way that they're surprised. That they were healed instantly by God, not a doubting surprise way, but a wonderful from the Throne of God power, that God has put forth to heal someone. God so Loves us, He has proven He will do anything for us, by sending his Son Jesus to die for us!

September 14, 2003, While sleeping I dreamed of someone from a prison ministry group. She needed a place to stay. I saw this big house older style with a second floor. I saw myself as the one giving her a place to stay and I was saying she really needs a place to stay. She was in a desperate need, she really needed it now. It was bad for her. I pray for the right person to come and give her the right house.

September 18, 2003, Thursday I prayed for the lady that runs the little grocery store in town. She was in a lot of pain something on her foot she needed surgery to fix it. I prayed she would be Healed. The next day Ray went into the store and she said she was healed by God and she stomped her foot that had been in such pain. She had been wearing shoes that were spongy to cushion the pain. God is Great!

September 26, 2003, Friday night while sleeping I just saw the name Kenneth Hagin and the word ASIA. I dreamed again of being pregnant, I've dreamed this over and over for the past week or two now. Really big just huge this time, I was in a country that the women were dark-skinned like India and I had two young women helping me get into the place and it was my turn to put my fingerprint on two small pieces of paper and they were out of paper to put my prints on when it was my turn and I slid past them without getting caught.

September 27, 2003, Saturday called Frankie she's going to Colorado Springs in November. She had turned in the list for clearance that morning for the jails there and left my name on the list. I was asking her about going with her there she was happy to hear I could go. Also, she said she went into Tomoka, Florida Prison and the Spirit of God just fell in the place there. They have 24-hour prayer there now! What the difference prayer makes! God bless the warden for letting the men pray.

September 29, 2003, Just found out Kenneth Hagin died on September 19th. Monday morning.

September 30, 2003, Tuesday night dreamed all night just kept saying over and over Vlatermer Putin and then at the end one long sentence about the end of that time being there. I can't remember it word for word but it had the word beautiful in it and about we (Ray and I) will go from here up to a beautiful place. Could this be rapture for us or is it somewhere else we were going? I would have to think it is rapture just by the word Beautiful, Thank You, Lord. update (a few years later we were invited to go into Russia, Putin was in office then)

October 4, 2003, While sleeping I seen myself at Williamstown church wiping my feet at the door and waving goodbye. About the pants I was wearing and the man that was in the pulpit condemning women in pants, "if you would take those pants off and put on a dress you would be more holy!" was said to the congregation one evening when I was there for a bible study.

October 6, 2003, While sleeping I saw myself dead in the flesh like, but still alive in my body. There were a few people around me and I had holes in my hands with blood coming out and also something coming out my mouth. These people were taking those small plastic communion cups and filling them. I saw them with the Blood and they said that "These would be more than enough. To put one drop of Blood on them and they would be healed." When they were filling them I could feel the pain and the Blood of Christ run out of me and was thinking to myself that's not enough Blood for anything and one of them answered with, "Just one drop of His Blood would Heal a person!" Praise God!

October 12, 2003, Got a call to go into the Kenton County jail. God moved like swirling fire through the room!

October 13, 2003, While sleeping here we go again. I was pregnant but it looked like I was just halfway along. Good church all weekend long, Georgia Banov was there.

October 14, 2003, Monday night bible study at Sister Jewel's house. Jerry spoke that there would be a church started out of there. And I said it would be a new birth well, Sister Jewel said God had it on her heart about starting a church and she asked God to give her friend Denise a dream about it confirming it. Denise just had a dream a few days earlier of a church full of a group of dark black people and she was going around gathering them up. I asked God if I were apart of this. To confirm it by giving one of them a dream and I asked God to show me if I had a part in it what would it be. While sleeping that night I saw myself in a very brightly light church I was standing in the front. I could see myself standing there waiting for the people to come up for Healing. There were two steps that went up to the pulpit across the front I was standing down in the front not up in the pulpit. The church was so bright there was no dark place there were no shadows.

October 23, 2003, While sleeping God spoke to me.

October 26, 2003, Sleeping I heard someone singing I was with other people and I said I know that voice then I looked to see him and he was like on TV and I said it's a friend. I was so excited and I just wanted the people around me to know that I knew him.

November 3, 2003, Went to a Church on route 16. I had a confirming word spoken to me, 'that there was an adversary in front of me like a wall' then he said, "Praise Him Continuous" Just like I heard God spoke to me at another church one night, "Sing Continuously"

November 7, 2003, Wayne Goss at church seen this as he was preaching, A glass pop bottle shaken and when the Holy Spirit pops the top off the fizz will come out and go everywhere.

November 12, 2003, Went to Colorado Springs with Frankie's ministry. God spoke to me at the security counter in Cincinnati, Ohio. I was running late getting through there, it was so slow. There was an alarm that went off. Someone came through an exit door there and all the security people told everyone to stop and be still while the door was secured. I was the next in line to have my bag searched. The Holy Spirit spoke to me and said remember Corrie Ten Boon, and He showed me in a quick vision of her getting by the guards while they weren't looking at her and she got by with a bible. Well, I picked up my bag off the conveyor belt and put my shoes on quietly and then the guards turned back around toward me and started back working. I had by this time made a few steps to the place where the last security guard lets you go on your way. There was another man standing there and he wasn't moving as fast and I got in front of him, I said to him we just made it through security without having our bags check he looked back, not me. I wasted no time and just kept going. I made it to the plane at 4:06 the flight left out at 4:10 God is Good!

November 13, 2003, Colorado Went into a juvenile facility. When we went to go in the man in charge said that we were not allowed to give a salvation altar call. He didn't want any jailhouse conversions there. Well, Frankie didn't miss a beat, she sang the salvation call to them.

November 14, 2003, Went into a men's prison a few hundred there. I got up and said they sing I pray if you would like prayer for your body to be Healed or mind, soul, a family or friend came up after the salvation altar call. After the altar call a man stood up and said can Holly pray for me? He started to come up and about half of the men there came up also. I started laying on hands of every man there I didn't want to miss one! Frankie gave a prayer for everyone as a group but I knew to touch each one personally. That night before going to sleep I said Lord there just isn't enough time to pray for all these men!

November 15, 2003, Went to another men's prison in Carson City. I said the same thing as the night before. As I went to sit down I felt a tap on my shoulder. I was sitting in the front row at the end and this man asked for prayer while they were singing. He sat down beside me and we prayed together. He got up and I went to turn back around and another one sat down, one after another, while the singing was still going on. God took care of not having any time to pray with them. The men asked for prayer for other people, they're wife's, parents, relatives, and healing for others and themselves, mostly for others! They touched my heart and Gods. God will take care of them all!

December 1, 2003, Dreamed about a chalk line. It was in a can and it was like it was wet and we put chalk in the can and pulled out some of the line and it was wet it worked but was wet! I told this to Ray and he said he had a dream about a chalk line too. We were supposed to have some siding put on the house this week it didn't get started on, till a rainy day on Friday!

December 3, 2003, While sleeping seen a group of Russians and a man come up to me and wanted me to eat an ice cream. It was a baby blue color with something like sprinkle's on it that was an odd color green. I took a bite of it but just couldn't eat it because they did not have any. I gave it back and also a bag of sugar there and some other supplies. I picked up the bag of sugar and it was coming out the bottom and I put my hand under the bag to keep it from losing it all out, not much was lost. I knew they would scoop up the rest.

December 4, 2003, Dreamed I was squatting down to have a baby. I couldn't wait any longer I was just baring down hard and fast. I was in deep green lush grass.

December 6, 2003, While napping dreamed of Scott needed help and Ray said he would help him and I saw Ray and him together. Scott was wearing a safari shirt long sleeves pockets in the front. I saw on his shoulder like a bubble sticking up under his shirt. I was looking at it real close thinking that was how the shirt was made but seen the other side was laying flat on his shoulder.

December 17, 2003, Dreamed of someone's ministry. Charlie was there also, She was telling me that I didn't know anything and she didn't want me around. So I was getting my things out of the van and Charlie kept driving. He finally stopped and I asked him to go back and drop me off so I wouldn't have to walk back. He started talking and I said, you're full of crap. I was telling myself that's not very good of a Christian to say that. He kept talking and I was tired of hearing him and said you're a liar.

I got out and was walking back by myself and there was a lot of people up ahead. They seen me coming and raised their hands and was so happy and said: "Be Healed." I raised my hands too and said: " Be Healed." We were all so happy.

When I woke up in the morning Ray had gotten up early, he had the message for the Kenton County jail that day (we had two weeks of no salvation) Ray said there would be salvations today. It was a list of truths and lies. It was really good deliverance and salvation message. Just as God planned.

December 26, 2003, While sleeping I saw myself in front of a group of people. They were asking me questions about myself. Some asked me how long was it before God started to use me after I thought I was ready for ministry? I was thinking about how to say the answer. I thought 'to tell you the truth' and my spirit said you always tell the truth. So I said I really don't know that I then said without thinking, God didn't start using me for one and a half years after I thought I was ready. I wasn't surprised by the answer, I know that I know!

December 28, 2003, While sleeping I seen Ray and me at a big baseball stadium. We gave away slippers. I seen a woman short, thin to medium built, black curly long hair came over to us and said, "you gave them to the wrong people", I said what? she then said, "I knew who you were supposed to give them to." I said to her, "you didn't tell us because you were afraid of what the pastor would say to you." She got upset that I was saying the truth and said, "No it's your fault for giving them to the wrong people." We were arguing back and forth. I couldn't believe that she knew but didn't say anything.

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January 22, 2004, I was reading William Branham book last night and while sleeping. God showed me him standing there with a group that had the same kind of ministry. I could see who they all were. It was like a black and white photo they were on the right side of God and they were standing father back down the line of people.

January 22, 2004, Someone said that we shouldn't give prisoners toiletry supplies, they should just except us and we should come in with nothing. I'll go through any open door there is open to me. Well, I went to email her back and God reminded me of Paul writing the church about bickering within the church. That stopped me from writing back.

January 23, 2004, While sleeping I seen myself In a house full of women. One was in charge of everything. She had a makeshift veil out of cheesecloth like material with bulging eyes. Horrid looking. I was saying please let me go to town with this other woman that was going to get food. And I knew I would be able to escape that way. She said no, and then one of them had her hand on the top of my head and just pressed down on top of it. The one in charge said you shouldn't have hit her on the top of the head because now she knows. I was feeling the top of my head and I started feeling the top of stick pins. I started pulling them out. I had one handful and then two handfuls and then the last one started pulling it out a really long one. I pulled about six inches of this out then one of them pushed it back down into my head. I immediately started to pull it back out again. I pulled out about ten inches I seen it was time to escape and I started flying. I saw a hole in the screen. I started going through it and it had a rip in it large enough to get through it, all the while staying in the air. And then I made it through, then I saw a wire it barely caught my toes and it slowed me down, but then I woke up. I should say that they were from the women's jail. It was one of the prisoners, the one that pushed the pin in my head.

Well later on in the day, the same woman already had said something about the supplies I was going to take to Pee Wee Valley said something about Ray going. She said she didn't know he was going, oh that's great! I wrote and told her that I was going to write to Kenton County warden and ask if they need toiletry supplies. She emailed back and said that we should submit to the authority of the Bible study leaders because they let us come in with them to the jail. The supplies have nothing to do with the bible study on Sunday.

January 24, 2004, While sleeping and I was dreaming I could see myself sleeping and what I was thinking. William Branham leaned over Ray and was talking to me and his dog was laying down by my feet. I could see William but it was dark. I couldn't see the dog but I could hear him breathing. I was saying to him you can't be here, you can't come back from heaven like this and he was saying, I'm here and he was talking to me about watch the tape about me and you will understand and how he had 'unfulfilled dreams' and I said where's God? And he said I'm here to tell you and I said I just want to be with Jesus and he started to grieve and cry and he said: "don't even say that". Still dreaming, (I woke up in my dream) and when I looked through the stack of videos and here it was unfulfilled dreams and I fell out next to the couch and I had a smile on my face and Ray went to look at me and I said to myself, I'll show him something and I raised up off the floor still laying down and he said stop doing that and got all upset and then I stood up and turned myself while I was in the air. I woke up and thought on this for awhile. This was so real. Like a moving in the Holy Ghost calling it like a resurrection the old and new started. I remembered seeing a videotape on eBay. So I'll watch the tape when it gets here.

January 26, 2004, Laid down early in morning, fell back to sleep asking when, when, when, I had been talking to Him about our ministry and I'm not doing what God had planned, a healing ministry.

I dreamed Ray and I was together we were in a car the weather was cold. I asked Ray to stop by this place a barn that sold produce I wanted some peaches. Ray got out first and then I could see Ray going through a few leftover old peaches and I asked a worker a Mexican man, do you have any canning peaches? I was thinking it had been a long time since I had canned peaches and that would be good. He said not really there's a shipment coming in tomorrow late afternoon. I said ok, Ray had found a pear and he opened it up and took a bite out of it to see if it was any good. Ray said come over here look at this type of sugar. It was in a clear plastic container, about 3/4 full some long name starting with a T something made out of wheat? A big young man was telling me about it and I was asking him about the aftertaste of it? I found some on the side of the container and I wiped my finger on it and tasted it and I said this isn't bad but that I could taste the aftertaste of it. A woman came in the aisle and I could hear her and she said I was going to feed the dog. I could hear the dog eating, so hungry I looked around the corner and seen him. He was black medium to large size. The long nose eating out of a shiny silver dog bowl. Eating wet can food that was in a clump.

I went to go back to the car and Ray was at the counter paying for his pear. And there were two Amish men sitting up against the back of the building a big long counter in front of them. Standing facing them the one on the right was crippled he had his leg in a brace. He was thin shorter than the other one sitting to his right. Ray said I want to pray for you and then Ray looked to his right and said Holly come here we're going to pray. They had gotten up and I joined in and a third Amish an older one maybe in his 30's. They got a little uneasy with me there with them but they joined hands and the crippled one was on my right behind the counter with the other one.

He was saying to the men there at the counter you know what God said about testing a piece of fruit. He was telling them about him biting into it. He was using a scripture to talk to them. As I joined the group I said my husband and I have a healing ministry he was about 18- 20 years old the man looked young but maybe because he was feeble.

We didn't even start and I just said to him "do you believe in Jesus Christ as your Savior? He just looked bewildered that I asked him that. He didn't know how to answer me. And I instantly asked him again, He then said something I couldn't understand what he said, but the Holy Spirit hit him and he started swaying and then fell on the floor behind the counter. He fell to his left and I was still holding onto him and he was laying out cold. I was holding on with my right hand and I went over the counter with him and Ray grabbed my left leg so I wouldn't fall on top of him back there. I put my left hand on his stomach and I was being careful about me being a woman touching him like that. And I spread my hand out as I laid it on his stomach. And I said fire burn through him Holy Spirit burn him up inside have your way with him. And as I was letting go I said, in the name of Jesus you've been healed. (he still was laying out no one was touching him) I started walking back to the car to leave. A young woman was there by the end of the counter between the counter end and the door to her left. She had her bible frantically going through it. Her bible was clean pages, was perfect like she never opened it to read it. I said to her what are you looking for? I knew she was trying to bang me with the bible, a baptist maybe? Trying to say what I was doing wasn't God? I'll help you find it. And I was thinking maybe she was going to ask for something I didn't know where it was at. She just couldn't answer me. I was going uh ah and I took the bible from her and I had black gloves on and I took the left one off so I could turn the pages. And I said how about (Matthew 20:13) I was thinking maybe 19, there were other people there standing around and the dream ended there. Praise God!

January 27, 2004, while sleeping dreamed two dreams, I had shorts on and I looked down and I needed to shave my legs. update we ended up going to Florida later on in the week unexpectedly.

Next dream I saw a big group of people all different, men and women God spoke to me and said '130 were healed'

February 3, 2004, while sleeping I was counting. I know I was counting how many people were going to help us in our ministry God was listening to me while I was counting - I got to 3 and slowed down on the number 4 thinking He was going to stop me there and He just waited for me to keep counting on. I got so happy I got going faster and I got to 10 and He said 10 I knew we would have 10 people in our lives to help with our ministry. Thank you, Jesus, now I pray they come forth.

February 8, 2004, While sleeping I saw Ray and I we were in England. Grey, rainy day sitting looking out the windows at an eating place, tables up by the windows, seen Sue, and some others. Ray had a dream awhile back about going, confirmation we're going to England, when?

February 26, 2004, While sleeping I dreamed this, I had written to Carelift, they were going into Russia asked about going with them. I dreamed of going through a tunnel full of water I had to hold my breath while going through it. Then I saw Ray and I overseas the group was going to this place we could see off in the distance and I said to Ray we aren't going there it's set up for tourist. I then was showing people our house in Kentucky. Then I saw me going back through the tunnel of water but this time there was a large hole about the middle way in the bottom of it and it was sucking water down through it so hard and it wanted to take me down through it too. It was all I could do to keep myself from going down through it. Also in the dream, I see our house being moved by water like it was in the ocean and the water was rough and it moved our house and then the house was pushed to the edge of the water but still in the water.

February 28, 2004, Went to Jefferson prison, I gave a word to someone, then after the service, a man in a wheelchair came up to me and said while I was praying he seen me in a vision as a pillar, strong pillar in heaven and the prayers that I was praying was being answered. Thank you, Jesus Lord you are so good!

March 14, 2004, Healed I Know, I Know, That I Know, The Power of God. God spoke this to me at a church in Florida

July 2004 I had been ironing shirts one evening watching TBN Singers on the show. After going to bed while sleeping, I dreamed of singers with white clothes on. But when I looked close up at them, their clothes were made of a stretch material that didn't show wrinkles. And their white clothes looked off color. They were tricking people by their clothes. It wasn't what they really were.

July 08, 2004 While sleeping I was in front of a group of people, at a church service a man there was healed and everyone there knew and then I went over to a woman sitting on the front row, blonde and long hair. God named what was wrong with her. I can't pronounce it (where you're muscles are all contorted up) and she was sitting there to my right the man had been on my left. I was facing them, I went over took hold of her hand and as she stood up. I knew by her faith after she seen this other man and known that he was healed that her faith had made it so she now believed. And as she stood her body just straightened right up. She stood straight up. I know she had been that way a long time and it was her faith that she believed now and she was healed. Great! She just never had faith enough to believe she was healed!

August 10 -14 2004, Went to a women's jail in Owensboro, and to Branchville Prison. I wasn't asked to speak. I got up at the end of the Branchville prison about Healing and how great God we have. After going to sleep that night I dreamed of Ron there, I kept hearing two words all night anger and rage.

September 2, 2004, While sleeping I saw a boy in terrible condition, terrible place and I was feeding him. It was in Russia at a prison.

September 3, 2004, Oleg wrote us and invited us to Russia, Praise God! Before going to sleep I asked the Lord is this the trip He wanted us to take? While sleeping I saw myself handing out The Book of John to a small group of women seated in a room together, middle age. We will go, planning on June 2005.

November 7, 2004, Dreamed five times of Russia. Also, I had a treasure that I was taking in. He showed me it was like a lot of paper money and it was all torn and ripped apart. And once I was inside Russia it was all put together. It was all something precious and it wasn't ready until I got into Russia.

Nov. 10, 2004, Dreamed of one of the women at church. God showed me that she was gay. Then he showed me that He had something for her to do, and she hasn't begun to do it yet. Not until she leaves that lifestyle. I know she has gone to Africa twice. It was like God hadn't recognized what she has been doing yet.

November 23, 2004, Dreamed about two people from a gospel group. The dobro player was lying there dead and someone else but I didn't see which one it was.

November 24, 2004, Dreamed of Winnie, I was with her on a bus we were on a trip. She was sick.

# CHAPTER 2016

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June 10, 2016, At home while sitting on the couch, the word Malachi came to me. I looked through the bible didn't find anything that stood out.

June 11, 2016, The words 'Healing in His Wings' came to me, found it (Malachi 4-2) also reverence to God I heard at that time. Love this scripture study this I know this is the new ministry

July 2016, I dreamed I was pregnant again this time I was way over due, there was two women there helping me, wanting me to push. The baby came and as I looked at it and I thought it wasn't breathing. I frantically hurried and uncovered the large baby it was alive and it was alright. I then woke up. I know something is getting ready to break loose and I got to get it together and go on with God's plan. Finish the book! 
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