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THE PRESCRIPTION FOR WORLD PEACE......

BY DAVID ALAN ZESERSON

before you enter

this book is for the new world...where we'll live in peace and love and harmony...it is filled with ideas about a new world reformation.....let's stop the one we have been living in and create a new one....most of the world is filled with loving.......caring and kind humans....but let's stop putting labels on each other....and separating each other by religious views and skin color........we need to think outside the BIG box we have created......because love and happiness will fill our heart and world....let's build bridges and not walls......95% of these writings were written before smart phones...before texting....before 9/11....before facebook....before the icloud was mysteriously above us..and since then there has been a president who was not white.....and almost a woman president......but instead a president who was a reality tv star and a real estate mogul..with his platform being let's make america great again..I always wondered...when does he consider this great to be...maybe the time period of the great depression...when many people were starving...or maybe when we were engaged with a war in vietnam in the 60's........or maybe when we were living in the 1850's and blacks were treated as slaves by the whites........or maybe when the aids epidemic was taking out the population in the 1980's...while I was editing and putting some final touches on my book...a global pandemic occurred out of the blue and the world quickly shut down....we had to basically stop living outside our houses...to help contain the virus spread..but only if you had a house and weren't homeless...social distancing has become the new norm....stay the heck away from people.....how about we make america united again..........one fact in life we can all agree on......we will all die........so how do we create a better world were unnecessary deaths are significantly reduced...read on my friend...peace...love...elvis...and world harmony...btw I have not smoked marijuana since 1985..........or drank much alcohol since 1995...there is some repetition of certain things in this book..it was on purpose.................

a prescription for world reformation

imagine waking up in the morning and having no food or shelter or health care......no future......what is happening in the world today is not a surprise to me..the world needs to change its priorities and reform the way we live..breathe...work...play and die..I have a prescription for a much better way of life for the over 7 billion people inhabiting this place called earth.........first and foremost we need to abolish all religious institutions and beliefs...we will never...never know how this world started and it doesn't matter if we did....we need to move forward as one people...one race.....one belief........and that belief is HUMANISM......no more bibles...no more korans.......no more santa claus in the sky and false hopes of god making everything ok.......we need to stop praying and start building a better world......there is no god that is going to help.....the second way of life that needs to be abolished is the financial institution..the concept of money needs to be history....mostly all problems are financially related.........if we need to re-build a city it doesn't take pieces of paper to make people motivated to build it over.....it takes time... energy......materials and a desire to help people in a time of need....maybe this sounds utopian or crazy or like a john lennon song.......but how can we continue to move forward when all most people care about are capitalistic gains and killing the enemy because their god is better than our god...we need to all live by the same rules and goals....and those goals are very simple...we reform the world so that a new system is in place where every human being has shelter.....food.....running water.....clothes.....health care.......and toiletries.....then and only then after everyone has received these basic principles of human survival do we figure out how to create an entertainment structure that includes sports...arts...music..etc...we'll create a system where transportation is completely reformed...no more traffic...we will abolish cigarettes...... we will abolish guns......we will abolish prisons.......we will focus on trust...no money=no greed..no property ownership...trust your neighbors... why lock our doors...we are all one people..we came from the same place....we are no longer jewish.......or catholic....or muslim.......or african american..or italian...etc...we are humans...that is enough of a label...we focus on learning from our past....we do not kill each other anymore ...what did I say....we do not kill each other anymore.......a simple concept.....maybe abolishing alcohol...........because most people can't handle it..but maybe in a better society it could be a pleasure..but if we do allow any drugs for recreational use.....then all of them........medicine and drugs are not the same....caffeine is good..the song imagine becomes the new world anthem..........all churches and places of worship will be turned into community rooms...stores become borrowing places like a library........we don't need to print books or newspapers or make cds... let's share the stuff...share the land...when natural disasters occur we work together to re-build and put things back together.....maybe you think I'm naive....a dreamer....maybe humans will always kill each other.....I might not have all the answers but I am sure of the problems..... picture yourself the mother..father....brother or sister of someone shot down by a 357 magnum in the skull..the world needs to change now..

turn the climate channel with social change

natural disasters are going to happen..tornados..hurricanes....floods..fires......how much can we control to help make them not so extreme.... maybe population control is something we need to worry about...the answer is simple really...........if people didn't have babies any more the human race would end in 120 years............there is the solution to all the world's problems..no more people....hard rains..no rain........too much rain..too many trees..not enough trees...wildfires..forest fires..arson..put out the fire.....drought...too hot.....too cold..too much snow................not enough air...too much pollution...reduce..reuse..recycle......too much garbage on the streets..don't litter..................let's clean up all abandoned buildings....remove rubbish...no more junk cars sitting around...............you know the type of house that has all this crap in their yards.........no more.....clean them up now.......and recycle what can be used......keep the world beautiful...apple fritters are delicious...let's abolish dust......we need cleaner air..I don't want this crap in my house..I'm sick of wiping and dusting...it's like trying to balance a budget for the world.....it will never work for all the people....and the blame game needs to stop.......everybody always blaming everyone else............it's mostly your fucking fault.......and no more bottled water....they're such a waste of plastic and time...................drinking water should be a huge priority for the whole world.........having two complete opposing views in america doesn't work.........republican vs democrats....fox news vs cnn......it will NEVER work out...........find the common good.....MY idea of good...the roman empire only lasted for so long....the ottoman empire eventually fell apart......the american empire will tumble to the ground someday..IT WILL..maybe by mother nature.....will the seas rise and flood us all...will new york be part of the ocean someday.....many scientists believe climate change is wreaking havoc on our lives...I believe it.......but what if it's just what nature intended whether we are here or not........pollution from cars...pollution from stupid books...pollution from oil spills.............antarctica is melting....the desert is getting much hotter...temperatures are rising.....temperatures are getting colder......california might slide into the sea someday.....see you later hollywood........nice knowing ya........what really are fossils fuels.............how could there have been that many fucking dinosaurs........maybe someday the next species will use human fossils for fuel............global warning......global warming.....global pandemic.... covid-19.....climate change.......change your underwear......change your thinking.......change your tires............make sure we recycle all of them.. scientists seem to be the ones we can trust........but what if they are wrong and all their theories and research are a bunch of bunk........greta thurnberg..........a teenager makes a difference...or just a lot of noise.....I like her....we need more kids like her.....fighting the system..speaking up for their beliefs..........a crusade ignited by a homemade sign............we are all emotional beings..............we are tiny specs of dust in this huge universe..........environmental activism.......save the whales....feed the poor......eat the apples from the trees.....don't put stickers on them...with barcodes........what the fuck.........the green new deal vs the capitalist consumer hungry society................do we all have too many psychological disorders to make sense of all the world's problems....ocd....adhd.....bpd...mcs...vhs...beta....lol...wtf.....climate denial is a hoax says jim Inhofe... al gore disagrees..find a movement..find a cause.....make a difference......don't watch fox news......don't listen to donald trump.........don't listen to rush limbaugh.....don't listen to any right wing crap....we need clean water...we need breathable air.......we need jane fonda.......we need the sunrise movement......we need mass civil disobedience......we need more guitars for everyone..we'll all be extinct someday...no need to worry about anything anymore...purple sea urchins will cover our bodies on the ocean floor someday......alexandria ocasio-cortez.................we need more people like her and her thinking..her passion...and her intelligence...and her ideas...and she is very cute....bernie sanders is cool.......but too radical for most...not enough people felt the bern....I am the most radical of them all.............it's the only way for drastic change is radical beliefs...cut emissions....revolution.....protests in the streets....no more meat......I like eating pork and chicken and beef and pigs........so what it fucks up the co2 emissions.....what is credible information....what's really the truth......who can we believe.......what really is fake news...........it depends on what you adhere to...which side of the fence are you on...we all need to play in the same game....or forget it................we're fucking doomed..nature vs nurture..being fed lies...propaganda..hitler..too many babies being born....too many people are the problem......solar power is great....wind energy is great......do we really need to save the green sea turtles.........what the heck is a coqui.............it's a little frog that is in danger of extinction......the koala bears are not getting enough water......how about we stop ripping each other off...........imagine not having to worry about getting ripped off while getting your car fixed.....you could peacefully go get a new part because that's how we help each other out..we work together....not in fear of getting ripped off and fucked in the ass by some mechanic who doesn't care........what if someone tried to charge you 1500 to put in a 300 dollar part.......and 2 hours of work.....should have cost 600 total..........picture how wonderful it would be to work together when things break.....when a tornado hits.........we clean it up together..............no need to worry about the financial struggles or implications or problems associated with any natural disasters........floods.......hurricanes.......fires................a virus that may wipe out the whole world...let's work together and get through it and come up with a vaccine...together...save the 7 billion people........when things break.........we fix them together.............we can't rip each other off with no financial system to dictate our actions and are thoughts............human civilization ending is not such a bad thing......there will be no more problems.......even in my utopian vision.......can we sustain the natural resources with what the earth has given us.........is it an abundance.........are things becoming scarce.......can we manufacture the ones we need................are we destroying the planet or did god intend for us to use it in the ways we do...no rich and no poor=no financial inequality............we consume too much.....over consumption.....not enough chicken gumbo baby....this is one of the few chapters that was not written pre 9/11.........covid-19 has consumed our lives.....in my utopian world it would not be such a problem.........nobody would have to worry about all the financial stuff and losing jobs..we would work together and take care of each other.....................come up with a plan that hopefully would save as many lives as possible...........no worries about financial livelihood.....there is no money to worry about...................maybe in the new world we would not be so traumatized and sad by death.......and treat it more like a celebration of one's life.......and be happy for whatever amount of time that person was able to give us before they left us.....and I don't believe in reincarnation or an afterlife............if it's there it doesn't seem to be something we should be focusing on...being dead....let's focus on being alive...this concept that jesus was resurrected from his grave and came back as a bunny with chocolate for everyone.......seems a bit farfetched..................but I do think we should have chocolate for everyone.........definitely a lot...dark and milk....with or without nuts.....but keep the fruit pieces out....no more easter sunday...............from now on we celebrate chocolate sunday...that's right every sunday at 12 pm we eat chocolate something........that fairy tale jesus story coming back from the dead will be in the history books for people to remember....if they choose to.............do you want to wash my mouth out with soap and disinfectant because I talk about jesus like that...but what if we could all come back from the dead.....I would want to be a duck........you can walk....float..............and fly.....and they're pretty cute...and make cool noises.....7 billion people should all have a clean and healthy living environment........use fewer chemicals that won't hurt the environment and humans..maybe we can drink bleach to kill the virus......I will pass on that thought............our food chain and distribution needs to be one of our main concerns...so we can have 7 billion people eating a well balanced diet...with lots of chocolate....grow more local food...farmers are our new gods....water distribution is crucial......safe and clean and healthy drinking water.... healthy food and love for EVERYONE......clean and comfortable living spaces for EVERYONE...health care and toiletries for EVERYONE..........rock and roll will save the world........hybrid cars for anyone who wants one......or two....automobiles are great..............but do they create too much pollution...can we or have we created the non polluting vehicle...........should we have as many green building materials as possible............the beauty about all of these ideas and things are...........in a world with no money we would create the healthiest ways to live and prosper and have fun without worrying about the financial needs to do so........make more computer type things to do most mundane tasks............a world collaborative effort to take care of each other using technology.........we will use energy in the best and healthiest ways we can.......efficient energy consumption for current and future generations to leave the earth as healthy as possible...live green and solar.......no more refugee camps..disaster preparation is critical..look at the world in 2020..a global pandemic has stopped us..literally dead in our tracks.....we can't continue to play the blame game....abolish land mines.....we can be more prepared for natural disasters.......so when they occur they will be less devastating and stressful without a financial system..fresh clean and healthy air....sustainable living..less traffic and more green city spaces and more trains and buses......a corvette for everyone though...fly that car down the road and crank up some black sabbath...let the breeze be your guide...children should be able to play outside and not worry about anything....abolish slums.........abolish filth and squalor..... abolish people starving...abolish poverty...no money=no starvation...no slums...build community..tear down walls...TEAR DOWN WALLS.....build bridges......build love....and hope...build freedom......build peace....build happiness........do we need to reuse our poop......manure can help things grow...what goes in...can go out and the come in again..sustainable agriculture...fertilizer....organic vegetables and fruit....nothing in life will ever be perfect.............but life for everyone can be rewarding and fun and less stressful.....did you just see that angel in the sky...............it was flying so peaceful and smiling down on everyone....everyone......infectious diseases.....the who...not the rock band..............but the world health organization....HELP us now.....please make this pandemic go away........sars....malaria..smallpox...ebola...the spanish flu.....chickenpox........and where the heck do the lost socks go in the dryer.......vaccinations......it takes a village................we need a united global culture that practices diversity....acceptance......understanding........compassion........sympathy for the devil....LOVE......patience......peace..........we speak many different languages......but the language of peace and love are all the same................maybe we should all speak the same language...........might make communication and conversations around the world go quicker and easier......................yes that's it in the future everyone speaks the same language..it's too complicated now....we'll all speak jive......and we'll all become expert epidemiologists...I can't even say the fucking word....

ep-i de-mi-ol-o gist......ok I got it now........can one person make a difference....................can one person's ideas and actions make a change...... hitler....mlk....fdr...gandhi...stalin...malcom x...........barack...washington...jefferson...pol pot...saddam....osama......franklin..........one idea......good or bad..people will cling onto it..social change for equal justice........a movement in peace..speak up.....right the wrongs.............sing some protest songs..and more girls should wear thongs..speak your mind...don't keep birds in cages......unless they're sick......free bird............connections... friendships....human rights....for 7 billion people.......human rights for world peace......equal distribution of chocolate and ice cream.............love will prevail in the end.....end torture.....love amnesty and green peace.......protest against the vietnam war if you were in 1968.........bring back your loving to me..I miss your heart..I miss your smile..I miss your touch.......people will no longer be oppressed......love the theater............love museums...........love art...love yourself....believe in change..........radical reformation and a train of love coming to your front door.................love nature..non violence...end violence..stop making violent movies......fight the power....free your mind...........get me out of this foxhole I'm sick of killing people sergeant......shut up soldier and kill the enemy.........we will not tolerate communism........blow them to fucking hell..................post traumatic stress disorder....lost limbs.....I need to pee in a tube forever now........we need to abolish pollen....I'm sick of these allergies...get rid of the trees....kill all the bees......we can make our own synthetic honey..in a laboratory..it won't change the eco system at all.............get rid of flies...ants and mosquitoes....greenhouse effect...nuclear energy.......did we leave a carbon footprint on the moon............so what if the polar ice caps melt...we'll just put the polar bears in the zoo....problem solved...is there really any hope left for humanity........are we doomed...........let's wake up from the hell we're in...and yes my friends....we are in hell.....but luckily we can just change the channel.................

how the world should be

there are over 7 billion people living on the planet earth..............but somehow there are countless people without a place to live.......without a bed....without enough food.......without running water......without a toothbrush........no health care........it is TIME to change the way humans have been living and reform a new world where we change our priorities so that every human being has....drinking water...an iphone.......a home... food...health care...clothes....toiletries...a vacuum cleaner...we need less dust in the world...and a shovel....so if someone pisses you off.......you can smash them over the head with it and then bury them with it...2 tools in one...much better and quieter than a gun...perfect..life just gets better and better.........love everyone......love yourself.......kiss the sky............we will abolish all religions including........hinduism........buddhism..... confucianism...taoism...islam..judaism...christianity...or whatever the fuck ism you adhere to...we will become one ism......HUMANISM....it is the best concept of the would living together as one.....one world with the sole purpose to work together in peace and harmony and kindness... trust..lots of love.......we will abolish ALL of the following...........money and anything to do with putting a financial value on a material good or human service....guns.......tanks...bullets....any invention with the sole intention of killing another human....cigarettes.....pipe tobacco....cigars... cosmetic surgery for vanity.....breast implants...hair transplants....tummy tucks....be happy with who you are..........no fashion industry to have standards to what "beautiful" is..no more need to lock doors..no prisons...any future crime will result in immediate shark tank punishment... you break the peace code and you get fed to the sharks...........and children will be able to see these events on tv to see what happens to the non peace makers....and school field trips to the centrally located shark tanks.....no obesity....junk food...over processed food...........no pro-life people.....abortion is for anyone who needs it and wants it...junk mail....junk e-mail...abolish all passwords.....all gun/cigarette manufacturing plants get turned into usable product facilities.....all lawyers and insurance people help with organizing everyone's needs............all churches and synagogues and all religious institutions will get turned into community share spaces and museums and tool sheds.......restaurants will now become communal living spaces for individuals who want to share their eating experiences and recipes..and one of the many ways we will socialize...use trucks to drop off necessities........no need to drive down the street to get a gallon of milk....the post office turns into home delivery needs....remember no more junk mail and bills..let's get rid of all rats...mosquitoes..mice....skunks....END WAR.......with the new world nothing to fight about.....no more flags....no more drugs and alcohol....take away barking capabilities in CRAZY dogs........NO MORE cigarettes... only 3 types of soda...ginger ale...coke and dr.pepper....no pepsi...........have only a few types of tooth paste...shampoo..soap...etc..........too many choices..get rid of reality tv...get your own fucking life....no more growing trees for christmas..no more christmas..instead of jesus.............we celebrate the lives of thomas edison and willis carrier..........henry ford.......john lennon........and winnie the pooh......let's only have one brand of most things...example......tires......just make the best for everyone..no more democrats or republicans..we are all just living as one party....we will revise education after abolishing most things for the new world...new education values and needs...no more fashion industry...news will be re-hauled to spread happiness and joy........we will work harder at medical issues and research to cure diseases without having financial worries to do so.....everyone gets medication needed to survive when sick.....no more santa claus...it's a lie....no more lying..........no more loud motorcycles or trucks or cars...no more backup beepers on vehicles...what the fuck...I see the big truck coming...no more ouija boards.......no more police....they are not needed if we live in trust....no more courts...lawyers...no more security guards and fences...no more accountants... no more anything that is a financial job..no more insurance..no more gambling..no more welfare.......no more economy..no more tax cuts.....no more taxes...no more zucchini...no more donald trump....no more auto tuning on vocals...if you can't sing....too bad.......the main focus now will be human survival......all music....movies........books and newspapers will be available on the internet whenever anyone wants them............we will see in the new world there will be less need to complain about most things..the five day work week will now be at least 3 hours a day of community survival services...we organize on every street..make sure everyone has what they need on a daily basis.......food distribution... house maintenance....health care......elderly care...we take care of our own children....all handicapped get extra care...more love..more public transportation systems........we teach trust.........we teach compassion..............we focus on the environment and reducing climate change if we can..................we sing john lennon's songs-"god/imagine/give peace a chance/all we need is love"....every week.......instead of teaching kids to fight in an army.........we teach them to do all the skills needed for a society to function....home builders....electricians......painters.......medical care...food chain workers.....farmers...plumbers......teachers..etc......meaningful work for the society to function..essential workers...museums become very important.....music and the arts and sports and any form of entertainment are done after our survival needs are met........there would be much more leisure time..end hate and racism..and violence...................we really need to combine facebook..twitter......pinterest and instagram into one site..we need to stop living in fear of each other...we don't need to have many possessions.....a major sharing society....do for each other.........start with an inventory checklist of everyone having basic human needs.............give away and donate extra possessions... manufacture and distribute to everyone their basic needs...everything is just borrowed...because someday we'll all die......................we are just temporarily using what we need to survive.........have a worldwide customer service system set up so everyone has all their needs met with the agreed upon world list of survival needs.......the world functions by the same rules and human survival regulations..............we don't have different rules for different countries and states...we keep the names of locations..........but the world is one.................no separated borders for possessions and land ownership concepts..we share more household items like lawnmowers........have churches turned into lawnmower and tool storage units for everyone to share and use and help maintain...that's how everything should be....less materialism.....more sharing and less consumerism...make everyone's living quarters healthy and clean and suitable for all humans to live in..look at how a lot of people live now...many without running water...or even a home.........what the fuck......people need to eat healthier..........focus on what foods are necessary and what is junk food.......solve obesity and unhealthy eating.......food portion control.......food must be as healthy as it possibly can.........why do people kill...for money..possessions...jealousy...envy...anger....we need to stop living in fear...alarm systems....locking doors......safes..............the mentality of having guns to protect ourselves and our possessions....we don't need to have everything be a competition............people are not worth money....art is not worth money....music is not based on units sold.....NO MORE financial system.....keep competition in sports............life should not be a game with who has the most money and toys to better than someone else........."Imagine" becomes the world national united anthem..teach trust..tolerance..diversity..understanding..current homeless people will be put right away in motels..in the new world we will never have homelessness..unless of course you want to be homeless.....no more traffic in the new world..........abolish the 9-5 mentality work week...we need to leave the world a better place for future generations...maybe people should live closer to where they are born......a home base...but we can travel a lot and share....and if you want to move people can possibly just exchange locations..but you are both responsible for your spaces...travel agents and real estate professionals can maybe help with this theory...........but for now till everyone has a home and their survival needs met we stay put...people should not have such large unnecessary extravagant living spaces...try and do good..but what if we can't all agree on what is good and just...WE WILL...let's dream of tomorrow together today.......let's dream today of tomorrow together... life is crazy....let's make life a little less crazy....we need to re-educate people on how to be human beings again.....we would all work closer to home..focus on our own back yards...our neighbors...travel for fun and exploration...live happy....live love...live free....with no money..............

allista day.....day one

the calendar...we go by this system everyday.........the days keep moving on and we keep following it..ok.........we have over 7 billion people on the planet earth..that is true...there is a whole lot of fucking water everywhere....the scientific amount is something like 70% of the earth is covered with water......that is also true.............we are a species called human beings.....we could've been called grapefruits............but someone decided upon human as the word for us...agreed....and grapefruits will remain.......grapefruits.........how the first human arrived on this planet is an unknown...there are many theories...I tend to believe anything that is scientific......the bible is definitely out..some history in the bible.. but...biblical god did not create anything...there is no god.....let's get over it NOW.............if there is a god then there must also be the wizard of oz......and winnie the pooh really does live in the enchanted forest...and there must be a santa claus...and a wonderful life is had for all.....no matter if you're black or white.......back to the grapefruits.....excuse me I mean human beings...somehow the whole thing happened...........the planets...the water.....the trees...the fruit...the rocks...everything that we have called nature.......and then the dinosaurs...snakes...........sharks... apes..worms...and us the human beings..bam..wham-o..it was all there..done...it blows my mind to think..HOW...most likely we'll never know.. and it's not going to matter now if we did...it won't change anything...we are not going to find a hidden message buried somewhere.......telling us how it all began......so the humans evolved somehow from something..or that first human was a hell of a lot different than the babies we know and love......picture a baby taking care of itself..how did this happen..we will never know.....did we evolve from apes...........if so who took care of the first baby ape........and so on and so on................the historians have been able to trace human fossils from many many many years ago............present day iraq they figure....mesopotamia.......that is the name they gave it.................we will use that as a starting point for human civilization....but they didn't even have rock and roll...now on with the show..people started to multiply..they figured out how to take care of the babies...they obviously had the baby making thing down.....they figured out that the stuff from sky....rain or snow or the wind...........wait... where did the sky come from....and how does it rain...HOW...I'm not even sure dude......so back to the first group of people..........they started to eat animals.....maybe other humans...they created tools for situations that needed them...then fire...the sun is shining.......the clouds have all gone away.....no ozzy yet.......they found trees with fruit..plants that were edible..marijuana was found....they didn't find a box of twinkies..nor did they find a monetary policy.......they didn't find flags or borders or fences or guns or automobiles or planes..........but obviously they found materials to make things...amazing..progress.....as long as everybody was helping out and taking care of each other........they realized we all came from the same place...we are brothers.....we are sisters...we are family.......we are the world............then they notice something is terribly wrong with this man named allista...he is very weak...he is not able to hunt anymore...he's not able to relax.....he is not moving..........he is the first person to ever DIE....the group is not sure what to make of it....think about it...imagine being the first person to ever die......well someone was......and we are going to call that person allista from now on....what to do with him......well they realized he won't fit back into the vagina from where he came.............so they bury him next to a tree........and soon after that someone else met the same fate............but the babies kept coming....someone realized that after a certain amount of time...after having fun....babies came and many more babies came....so then rules were implemented.....the hammurabi law code is the first one historians have found...so that's where it all gets tricky.....people telling other people how to live....breathe and die....who has the right to tell someone else how to live....this is where the problems began......an eye for an eye though..let's all kill..at first it was illness..but then it was greed...I want your hut...I want your woman..I want your food..I want your cloth that covers your genitals..I'm figuring the male species started all the fighting....it all started to get way out of hand......no one was willing to share anymore and people started to turn on each other......and they still didn't have rock and roll.........and possibly there were other groups

of people elsewhere with some issues of their own.............or they were perfect....and one of the crazy groups went to their village and well.... wanted their women..wait that's the problem...the quest for women...so we somehow started different places...india...egypt...europe....china... north america...etc......but we are still one and the same....humans...confucius...plato... archimedes...romans...greeks....no matter what we are called humans....and then a man named jesus christ...people trying to figure out where we came from...........calling their group this and their group that..we're jews...no we're catholic...no we're whatever.....that's a problem....the religion factor...stop segregating each other....another main problem....the monetary policy.....the need to put a value on things...gold....copper...silver...meat....corn....furs.....spices...alcohol....power.. all women should have the power..they are beautiful humans.....with money came greed.....not being able to trust.....people stealing.....people killing other human beings....it was much different from allista.....he died....now men and women are killing each other..........the romans hang christ......way up on a cross.........it is hollywood in the making....buddhism......catholicism........vikings.........judaism.......universities..............genghis khan...marco polo...joan of arc...columbus....transportation.........boats...why travel........isn't home good enough......bridges..............shakespeare.... washington....ming dynasty..louie the 14th...marx............stalin.....geronimo.........hitler......pol pot....kennedy.........history....................now the present....

we are over 7 billion....people that is..texas tea......oil that is...........ellie may clampett..........we have technology that is just as incredible as the creation of earth......how people can make our lives so easy....with phones...computers.....remote controls...automobiles....stereos.....toasters.... diapers...televisions..air conditioning..heat..houses..microwaves...coffee makers...compact discs....books...guitars....pianos... cameras..........the toilet.....the shower...ELECTRICITY..I do not take for granted anything I have...I am very happy.........but I am also very pissed at the way society functions...people are still killing people.........yes they didn't have guns before and still found a way.......but what's the point of creating them now.....to protect our stuff...our money...our televisions...our cars....our houses...we sell people.....exploit them and rape them.......how long has rape been around....there are people that don't have a place to live..people who don't have food....people who are like allista.....sick........they need help...not insurance.....they need to eat a good meal.....we need to eliminate alcohol....cigarettes..guns...flags...borders......if we decide to travel around then how about a massive public transportation system..the train for everyone......ok the plot thickens.......we need to stop the religious shit...turn all places of worship into reading......writing.....music........art and dance halls...and tool sheds...stop making these artistic gifts....a price....a competition.......just let them be what they are....inspirational.......entertainment and fun...............and sports should only be for fun....two legs bad...four legs good...turn schools into places to teach honesty.......trust..love....understanding.....abolish money...........abolish the materialism......abolish the need for having to own everything...we can share...everyone gets a computer.....to stream music and movies and books..now what do we do with people who kill..simple...a huge shark tank...sharks love people..no need for any more violent movies..I know people will get the idea quick...you kill..you are immediately shark food..no more waiting..as long as there are facts in the situation........with no religion....no money.....no borders......no countries....all of the school shootings will go away in my world....kids wouldn't have time to be so unhappy...nor will they have guns to do so....kids wouldn't put down other kids...they wouldn't be competing for things.................we are here to survive...not to be victorious....the murder rates will go down..I don't have all the answers...but I'm positive of the problems..........prisons don't work.....drug laws don't work...the white house will become a museum.....no one lives in mansions anymore........everyone is given one modest home...we share most everything...and there is only one holiday a year...january first..allista day..let's die in peace..not by other humans.........

a piece of the pie

if the world were perfect what would I write about..nothing..pieces of pie...I wouldn't write about pie..let's have no money...no economy.......no business..no materialism..no consumerism..much less garbage....all this possibly leads to humans living a simple existence....let's try........the first piece of the pie to go is money.....please picture for a moment...no recession......no stock market......no fiscal reports.................no economic policies.........no accountants....no lawyers....no minimum wage......no lottery.........no gambling......no poverty.......no budget.......no taxes.......no cash registers...no banks.....no checking accounts.............no stores.......no atm machines.......no capital.......no greed.......no interest..........no wallets.....no investments.....no consumers......no shareholders...no unemployment.....no stocks......no bonds...no rich....no poor.....no billionaires..........no lower class...no middle class....no upper class...no rent...no ownership....no trump....no social security.....no insurance...no coins....no cash.....no credit cards...no debt...no appraisers...no auctions....no tipping...no credit reports...no business consultants...no retail....no collection agencies.........no marketing..no pawnbrokers..no payroll..no security...no competition....no lease....no boom...no bust...no stash...don't take a slice of my pie.....no gross national product....no cost...no trickle down approach......no inflation......no coupons......no profit.........no price tags...................no codes at the supermarket for produce...produce are not numbers...produce is food...pie is fun and life is good......blueberry pie is good....................apple pie is delicious with vanilla ice cream....pecan pie is yummy....money is evil....pizza pie...peace and love......1969........the man on the moon.........nixon... woodstock.......led zeppelin release their first and second albums.........the brady bunch.....vietnam...manson...helter skelter....the rolling stones altamont......the sixties comes to an end...where is the counter culture...sixties idealism is dead...the moon is not for humans.........amazing we built a spaceship to take off...fly...land...come back...but what has it done for us...the money power...business leaders...are we all going to go live there....we can't even get along here....maybe if we bring all our money there and plant it....it will grow....the money moon...........we could put all the money admirers on the moon......leave the earth for humans who want to live in harmony with nature.....when I'm king......orgasms for everyone ...sign up now...when I'm king...I will be queen...how often does the queen come......without come....no life.....come is life........life is come....everyone started out as their father's orgasm....here I come again...babies....the american dream is a social nightmare......cars are not status symbols they are modes of transportation..............I understand the mentality of people who grew up in the 40's and 50's.........who think made in the USA is better......all of a sudden other countries start shipping their goods here and begin making profits.......people were jealous and greedy bastards....how can you buy that japanese car.........don't you remember pearl harbor........I can change.......................please give me a chance......five amazing rock albums.......bruce springsteen-born to run.....marillion-clutching at straws............the rolling stones-exile on main street..the pretenders-debut..john hiatt-bring the family.........one of the greatest guitarists of all time is jimi hendrix.....a stratocaster.............a marshall amp....he made love to his guitar.....we can still hear him play the wind cries mary....banana cream pie....custard pie..........ice cream

pie....chocolate pie...with whipped cream...little chocolate sprinkles....cherry pie......mom's apple pie...........some people spend their whole lives wishing upon a dream..I'm only dreaming upon a wish..boston cream pie....pumpkin pie....did everyone get a piece of the pie.................

the clutter of simplicity

we can't take it with us when we go...the stuff that is...we must live a simple life....I'm not saying we need to become luddites or get back to the cave but we need to look at our daily lives and change..............the best things in life are not things.........get rid of the clutter.......clean your house......throw shit away....I would get rid of all my stuff........if I could access it at a library......but society is not set up that way...please drink 7 glasses of water a day....the toilet is god..love and peace..1970..the beatles are officially history.........the partridge family are born...........kent state university....free country.....4 dead in ohio.....war....what is it good for..absolutely nothing.....say it again...jimi hendrix and janis Joplin die of drug overdoses.....there always seems to be that drawer with clutter in it.....old pens....stuff we don't even know existed......things.........let's clean up the world.....recycle......everyone clean up their neighborhood....give some of your stuff away to salvation army.....goodwill...........thrift stores...a man lives in a new hampshire barn.......a composting toilet...no running water.....heating with wood.....grows his own food.........that is simplicity.....not for me.....I have never tried it though.......utopia.......live off the land..........jesus embodied a simple life.......the buddha embraced it..thoreau...mohandas gandhi...read about them...let's live like them...peace....hold on I have to go surf the internet...and purchase something from amazon.com.......reject conformity...let's all go out nude on the next nice day...wear sun block though...we love windshield wipers when it rains...have you ever been in the rain naked...have you ever pictured other people naked...we are always doing chores...housework...trash.. laundry...dishes...food preparation...kids throw a lot of food on the floor...stop it please.....people are starving to death..the united states was founded on a philosophy of simplicity..a rebellion against the royal life..the american revolution...........I would like a simple salad in a simple bowl......bleu cheese dressing....croutons..spinach..carrots..sourdough bread on the side....a fork........do you have much stuff in your house and basement....sometimes the basement holds the water heater....washing machine and dryer........some people dry their clothes on a rack or on the clothes line outside..let the air dry the clothes.....closets filled with stuff...jackets...boots...sneakers...umbrellas...we don't need uniforms.. unify......united nations...do ufo's exist.......embrace simplicity........go to the library and borrow a couple of books.............your money or your life.. voluntary simplicity...the overspent american...living the simple life...they all say the same stuff.....pick one that looks like it might work for you....let's place less value on accumulating goods and more time on building strong relationships with our neighbors in our community and within nature.......bring mosquito repellant though.....spend time pleasing your lover..or a friend...listen to music..love your bed........thank it for being there...a good bed is crucial for a person to be happy..live a simple life..clean up the clutter....don't ever say no to a tall glass of sweet tea....free your mind...especially if a dream blows your head into a thousand pieces....now someone will have to clean up all that clutter.........

materialism and changes

materialism or simplicity...choose one....are you keeping up with the joneses....many of us are materialistic..we always need more stuff..and we have enough..more than enough...in life be persistent....patient....present.....follow your dreams...follow your heart..believe in yourself..get back on your feet again...keep pushing on...don't stop..roll with the changes...we always wish....we always hope....we don't want to die lonely ..we don't want to die unhappy...a baby is born....little hands....little feet...they hug you....a sweet beautiful little baby...santa claus is to blame for our desire to be so materialistic......we need to find a balance so we are not always buying more stuff............a house doesn't need a lot of stuff.... cookware....microwave...toaster...grill...cusinart...juice maker...rice cooker...coffee maker...blender...do you love being alive.....love and peace...1971...jim morrison dies...vietnam...more blood..more war..attica...archie bunker...stairway to heaven..........in 1971 my life would change FOREVER.........on november 18th my father decided it was time to leave the family he started............but he didn't discuss the situation with my mother..he woke up..shaved..took a shower...had breakfast..read the daily news...his two young boys 6 and 11 and his wife....they didn't know this would be the last morning they would ever have breakfast together............he brushed his teeth......put on his shoes.......it was a thursday morning.........he kissed his boys goodbye..he doesn't hug his wife much anymore..today he does...he must go..the car pulls away...as he looks back in the rear view mirror at his old life for the last time....he went off to work and he never arrived......he wouldn't be having lunch at the office..he wouldn't be discussing homework or basketball with his oldest son that evening..his little boys wouldn't have a dad at home...ever again..the neighbors will ask questions...his house will never be his home again..his two boys won't understand........his oldest son will never forgive him..his wife will always hate him..his girlfriend in california can't wait for him to arrive...........the plane is leaving the boston airport soon..his life will change forever......lawyers will be calling him soon...his mother will be upset...why so far..........I must leave mother there is gold in california...movie stars...pacific ocean...the beach boys......he arrived at the los angeles airport without a suitcase in his hand...........he will start a new life...no more shoveling snow..no more little league games..no more helping with homework.......no more family picnics.....no more will his sons come running to the door to greet their father after a long day at the office.....california girls..........his girlfriend will make love to him tonight....she will tell him she loves him...they will ride down the sunset strip with the windows open.......take it easy...........take it easy..the california sunset coming down over their world...she will share her apartment with him..........he loves rock and roll...........he left his material possessions behind.........he left his kids....he left his home....he left his wife heartbroken.....I was in kindergarten........my brother was in fifth grade.....he told his friends his dad was not coming home.....they were more interested in collecting baseball cards..materialism....we would put our cards in bicycle tire spokes..........we would toss them................we didn't keep them in plastic hoping they might be worth money someday.....when the two boys went to sleep that night they were scared...their mother was crying...they woke up the next day...it is now 50 years later....the family has still not had breakfast together.......they never will...........you are the light in my dark world.........darkness touches every divorce.....there is usually blame...it's always their fault......don't keep any stuff at someone else's house............don't keep any stuff at a storage center..if it doesn't fit in your house get rid of it...don't save this book...it will just be more stuff.....don't throw away love letters and greeting cards...you might miss them someday...a chicken in every pot is not enough..a freezer full of tv dinners............we need 2 cars in our garage......a trailer with a boat.......consume.......just think everything you purchase is someone's job....someone built that vibrator.......someone made that book..most things we consume we don't need...how about when money is gone......we build more libraries and have no stores....we share our tools in the neighborhood tool chests that are set up around town...we don't all need a hammer..if I had a hammer...I'd hammer in the..I'd crack your skull open with it..if I were a carpenter...karen carpenter...a beautiful voice...we will share our stuff..........we don't all need a gas grill.....we don't all need a pair of skis............we don't all need the new bruce springsteen cd..........let's turn churches into music and art theatres......abolish the church for prayer...it's a waste of time...churches are beautiful buildings..let's abolish junk mail.........we don't need a mail delivery system anymore...computers can do that job now......computers are our friends......but nothing will change.......we will consume till death do us part.....more shopping centers.....let the hungry and the cold eat out of garbage bins.................we need more starbucks coffee stores...we need more and more...there will never be a dearth of coffee mugs....we all need them.......4 for each member of the household.... I'm gonna soothe you....love your children...they deserve it..it is your job..some jobs suck...I won't hurt you....I love you......you're my flesh and blood........the key ingredients to life are peace and love.........all churches and places of religious worship will be transformed.........people will get together and enjoy each other's love........we will not wait for the santa in the sky to change the way we live.......we will make the change ourselves......let's stop building so much stuff to own..let's share what we can..we'll all live in peace..if you don't follow....we will send you to the arctic ocean.......you will freeze to death......we didn't do it...god did.......he turned you into a popsicle............now the penguins and seals will suck you up....SUCK IT......I forgive you.......don't waste your precious time....time is precious....time is not money....time is not absolute..time is a human invention...god doesn't wear a watch....why should we...especially a fancy one...the pursuit of stuff........all stuff under god with liberty and a TV for everyone.......praise the lord..get rid of that cross in your living room...and recycle that star of david..before hitler finds it........you don't want him to know...evil and hatred....not love.....some people want and want..living in a daydream...a place I feel at home.....astrology is a fraud....the stars are not for the taking...we are free...life is free...take a long walk...piss behind a tree....that's right dude.........take a walk in the city...the women....a hot day....the love....the legs...feel the love...the pain..I will kiss you...we will not wait anymore..............I will protect you from the world...hold you.....I will love you forever.....and ever........the corners of your mouth will move slightly upward...a grin...a smile...I am happy........her leather jacket is on the floor.........we will get married someday.......friends forever...love...........a pickle is sometimes known as a gherkin.....a cucumber becomes a pickle.......grapes become wine and raisins....what is your destiny...wisdom...buddhism....hinduism......when a monk has an erection it is obvious....confucius...duty...........a work ethic...humanity...always adapt...engage in your lover's arms.........do not feel trapped.....................trapped again......do not be bound.......a father starts a new life..........he wakes up tomorrow.....................his children need to be fed...clothed......they need money to pay the bills..it's NEVER enough...the lawyers will call his new phone number....he has a new address...he will go see the rolling stones at the los angeles forum...he is getting his rocks off.......his mother will try and stay friendly with his sons.......a man needs a maid.....a boy needs his father....a father needs to be loved.....he is feeling free.........no more responsibility to the family..............he doesn't need them....he will get a new job.....an accountant in beverly hills...feeling good to be alive......how did people who needed glasses do things when they weren't even invented yet...his new girlfriend....would be his partner.........she is a california girl..............they will get married someday..but never have children...thanksgiving....kill those turkeys...cranberry sauce..stuffing...potatoes..squash.......the pilgrims........a small band of religious dissenters.......................they did not want to conform to the laws.................the church of england.........................all americans are immigrants....descendents...I love buying books...cds...records...dvds...I can never have enough stuff...you know where you are.......you're in the jungle baby...welcome to it....materialism will kill the body on a simple basic level....don't overindulge....balance.........guns and roses-appetite for destruction is one of the best rock and roll albums of all time...the key to understanding is within.....I am within her..we understand each other.........go out to nature and feel the silence and then........let's go shopping.................

today is trash day

a floppy disc...a used diaper.....last night's food leftovers..a broken window........worn out tires......a used condom.....garbage..........a seagull flies over the dump...........more and more garbage...today is trash day....put it out on the street corner.....put things that smell in a bag..................the garbage men will take it away..we never have to see it again...most garbage men are men.....it's not one of those jobs women seem to do as much..trash removal professionals..love removal machine...where does all the trash go...waste management.........compressed piles of slimy trash...I bet some person threw away some money by mistake.....soon after curb pickup it's off to a landfill.................we put out a lot of useful things on trash day.....chairs..lamps...books...people take it.....in the city there is a lot of stuff that people take from your trash...recycle.......we must all recycle....reduce the amount of stuff we use....reuse what we can..give away stuff you don't need...........someday it will end up in the trash.....everything ends up in the trash eventually..some people are very messy..garbage all over the place..........oscar the grouch lives in a dirty trash can..keep me searching for a heart of gold........every year we celebrate our birthdays.......we all do.........we never forget it.....it's the most important day in our lives...rock and roll all night and party every day...........do not anguish over the underlying meaning of the cosmos and stars and comets..........let's figure out the behavior of human beings on earth....why are we here....living and dying.....socrates.....he left no writings....his pupils...plato....tell us the word.........all real knowledge is within ourselves.......athens...greece....rome.......peloponnesian war......a disciple......plato....utopian literature....the republic...wisdom...courage...desire......aristotle......remove ourselves from wealth....get rid of private property....greek philosophy.........parental advisory label on the cd..........warning explicit language......how many issues of national geographic will end up in landfills........I love that magazine....it's one of the best in the world....feel your life....life is good....we can buy anything we need.. and then throw it away......but family photographs should always be saved..even timothy mcveigh's father will save his photos.........everyone saves something..but eventually...it will become landfill............we are creating time capsules.....landfills of history..........departments of public works...they organize trash pick-up........there is a big trash bin in the alley...some guy was pissing next to it last night......some trash barrels are silver.......they must all have wheels on them...............a trash barrel without wheels is like.........not cool dude............america produces more garbage than any other nation.......some garbage is burned into energy...electricity...take out the papers and the trash..yakety-yak...it will all work out in the end...it always does...change takes time...be optimistic....be prepared....be ready.........the future is uncertain.............radioactive... hazardous...medical......nuclear........waste garbage that requires special treatment....special means of disposal..........some people will die from this...love canal..civil action..karen silkwood....erin brockovitch.....julia roberts is great..it ain't nothin but a houseparty...the j.geils band were

one of the greatest american bands of all time..do the southside shuffle....I'm in the mood for a drink...a little buzz.........it's been a long time... welcome to the party..come on in...there are snacks..lots of single people..looking for other single people....rock the joint..............party like it's 1999...take a walk....feel the breeze..be thankful you can see..hear..feel...taste..we are the world..joy to the world..........the next time you see a tree.....thank it.....it gives us a lot....trees are beautiful...marijuana plants are beautiful...smoke them...don't do it behind a dumpster..do it next to a tree...in the woods...get in touch with nature...only god knows why.....one day you wake up and life seems to have purpose.......suddenly it all falls into place...be perceptive...be passive.....be happy....be true...be real...be honest...be yourself...be the change....stay focused.............don't give up......be judicious..it's a jungle out there..a junkyard has a lot of stuff...some garbage...everyone is taking out the trash...it's trash day......

the end of money

here is the deal with money..............sadly because it's what we focus on every god damn fucking day....I know of a mountain of money...if you become my friend I will show you the way......the earth gives us everything we need...........most of the constitution of america..............must be rewritten..these ideas...rules...ways of living don't work for everyone..they worked 200 years ago.......but now we have smart phones and the internet....it has changed...the earth is our bank...the culture of money is destroying us.......the quicker we can become part of the earth and nature the better off we will be..a financial institution..............we need more bank robbers and dancers..............robin hood............dance the night away....dancing in the street........lap dances...folk dancing...swing dancing.........line dancing..strip shows.......broadway plays..............a good long laugh..archimedes..science..pump water out of mines..lift irrigation water...epicurus..the universe ran on its own.......happiness is the goal of life.......freedom from emotional turmoil.....release ourselves from politics...............money is the dictator in the society we created.........let's get drunk...get crazy...love and peace...are we all looking for love....1973......lynyrd skynyrd-first album...FREE BIRD.....am I the only one who wakes up sad some days..dreams can come true..money IS god.......when did humans first arrive at the concept of money....and why............how did it affect the ancient societies that created it........from the beginning money has shaped human civilization...mesopotamian commerce......adam and eve didn't use money.....he just pleasured her for free......she came............in the garden of eden....east of eden...................I'll give you love for free....just be nice to me....give me an apple.....a massage..silver and gold...without cash...how would drug trafficking survive...bribery....bank holdups..muggings.....where is the next elvis..barter love for love..say hi to your neighbors....love them...the end of money is coming soon..so money will always be here you say......then why don't teachers and day care providers....construction workers.......garbage men.........essential workers...why don't they get paid the most.....stay at home parents should get money from the government...........oh we need to keep building war machines......so we can go kill people in other countries......because they pose a threat to our freedom..........what freedom.............books are banned...cds are banned....you can't walk down the street naked smoking a joint...freedom...if you kill somebody in america...you go to jail...if you join the army and kill someone else you get a medal..veteran's day...money for the rich...kill the poor and the elderly they are taking up valuable space that could be used for more lawyers and strip malls....we need more banks..better interest rates.....I want 8% interest on my mutual fund.....I want money for this book...I want money...give me more money.......give me your money......I promise you salvation.......god will give you salvation from oppression......everyone is equal......life and liberty...the pursuit of money...feed the rich...kill the poor....sleepy eyes....I love you...I want to marry you...I will protect you...make love on the beach.......wrapped in a blanket.....a cold drink in the sand..........money and stuff will make us happy....happiness is only for the rich.......the poor will suffer.........let them die...........I bet the poor are the best god damned lovers.......rich people are not good lovers...........economists........what the hell do they do...........they play with numbers..........make them work at mcdonald's....two big macs with extra cheese and fries and a coke and an apple pie for my little boy.........hey how do I know when this guy is serious....frankly scarlet....I don't give a fuck.....we are all one race...the human race......abolish the financial institution.........it doesn't work for everyone......most of my favorite musicians and actors are rich...without money...no classes...just listen to imagine.......the greatest song of all time...john lennon was the greatest songwriter of all time...simple....to the point...beautiful...I will rock you if you let me............if you can't rock me......somebody else will.....if I give them enough money they will do anything....people kill for money......money will not kill for people........I'm broke...money will eat you up and spit you out.......we were all in a different place at 17.......hey you get off of my cloud.......it's not a reverie I'm having....REVOLUTION.....we will all die........the money will die........you will not use the money when you are dead.........the end of your life....what did you do.....are you satisfied...if I died today that would not be good....it's a beautiful day....life is good....we will never see the end of money...

feed the farm

gold records..there are many in circulation...many musicians have earned them.......certain members of the population have bought 500,000 copies....the population....more records...number one..grammy award....7 billion humans........people become statistics..people become fertility rates...birth rates.......death rates............some adults are not able to read or write...........I'm gonna change my life around.......migrant workers in india.....punk rockers in london......a writer in new england.......a child in the playground.....farmers in Idaho......lawyers in new york....alcoholics living in a gutter...television soap stars..pieces of the population.......do we really need to worry about reducing births....teenage pregnancy.... every school must have sex education classes..distribute condoms..someone has a job making condoms........the machine and the individual sort them in a box...they put lovers on the package...most lovers don't use them...prostitutes..affairs.........do teenagers care about population growth.....the suburbs seem fine......what about the city.....too much traffic.........food and shelter CAN be achieved without a financial system... anything we need requires only time and energy and resources...engels once said...we are forever secure from the fear of overpopulation... are we..we need to END hunger........people don't have ENOUGH food to eat.....some throw away good food everyday....and we are spending too much time building office buildings for lawyers and insurance companies and stockbrokers and accountants...maybe we don't really give a flying FUCK that some people don't have food.....if we did there wouldn't be hungry people in the world.......between 1995 and 1998.......220,000 people in north korea died because of a lack of food......picture the faces...picture the ribs coming out of their bodies...scabs on their necks... they blame the economy...floods and drought don't help make matters any better.........the great depression...maybe we spend too much time making junk food.......they probably don't need liposuction in north korea......working class people probably eat more pork rinds than affluent people...people starving to death...farming...planting and harvesting wheat......do oreo cookies grow in Idaho...do you love cream cookies...we all need someone we can cream on..whipped cream..cream with sugar please..in 1974..watergate destroys nixon's world...KISS release their debut album....critic jon landau sees the future of rock and roll at a boston venue.....his name is bruce springsteen......learn from the past...so

today can be great..plan for the future..........someday never comes........please take a walk into a book store.........fall in love with a few books... understand the author....we're leaving farming for the city it's not making enough money..............we have to go............if I can hold on one more year...maybe things will get better...maybe things will change...maybe there is hope....horace.........augustan poet....a simple life..........a beloved countryside......detached observer.........attacked greed............job dissatisfaction....life is sweet............we belong together......a 57 cadillac.........two young teenagers....16...a drive in....they are not watching the movie.....they share a hot-buttered popcorn..a soda pop...young love........they will be together.....spartacus......thracian gladiator..........revolt.......fight the roman armies.....slaves........free the slaves...........killed in southern Italy.... crucified......in the beginning what did people do without rock and roll....200 years ago the world's population was 1 billion.....in the beginning our first meal probably came from nuts falling off trees..............and wild animals that could be killed........historians say that neolithic women began farming....they figured out how to save grain....gather it...plant it...barley......wheat...rice krispies........the invention of the plow.........2,200 calories a day.........an adequate diet...four food groups...............distribution is the problem...........................farming is the most important job in the world...farmers..their activities are in tune with the seasons..they are plain folk...who needs to know the dow jones average............who needs to compete.......give up unnecessary shit.....their skin turns brown from the sun.....some people have refrigerators stuffed with food...........some people use food stamps..they don't have much...do I pay the heat or buy food in the winter.....if love is an ocean...then throw me a wave.....the waves come crashing....genetically engineered crops are a good invention........the recipe...daffodils......bacteria....plasmids............small loops of dna....petri dish....embryo...rice.....science talk....help feed the poor...hunger.....some say there could be problems with the genetically modified food...who really knows...all the meat we are eating could be the main cause of cancer and diseases....flowers in your hair..make love under the stars..with someone you love and lose yourself in their touch.....touch me baby..........have you ever had sex in a barn........corn on the cob.... cornfields for miles.............grow your own food for at least one summer........give the extra to your neighbor..........a plentiful garden........herbs.... tomatoes...peppers.....hey I thought food comes from the supermarket....who is going to feed the farm after the farm feeds us................

can you spare some change

hey can you spare some change....just a quarter.....we have all heard this before......in the city....many styrofoam cups attached to an arm in need of some help...........if you give to that one what about the one up the street................you know he or she is going to ask for some change also...there are men..women..children..living on the streets...black and white..but they are human....aren't they....they were once sleeping in a crib........relatives would bring over clothes and toys...........stuffed animals to comfort them when they awoke from a bad dream.......they learned how to potty train...they had mothers that gave birth to them....they once played on the playground.....they might even have college degrees....but none of that matters anymore.........they live on the street............can you spare some change.........how can they make a living on change....do they know something we don't.....do they just enjoy meeting strangers...maybe they don't want to work...................maybe they are mentally ill.....maybe we are mentally ill for not fixing this problem....maybe they enjoy living on the street...they keep their possessions to a minimum....we have beautiful brass beds......waterbeds.......special foam...ultra firm...super soft...I think they sleep in cardboard boxes....park benches....under highway overpasses...any fucking place they can.....disoriented....sleeping in the park in the winter..........if I were homeless I wouldn't want to live in new york in the winter........follow the birds south...are they all drug addicts...yeah blame the booze also.....there are shelters that offer temporary help.....monica has two kids....living in a small apartment in queens.............she works at any fast food joint she can...her two kids are from two different men...she is on food stamps....men come in and use her....she was lost and lonely.......they would get her high....that's why she spread...the drugs....her kids were 6 and 4....I was told one of them was molested by someone..............I don't want to discuss that...monica couldn't keep up with the bills.....she is very tired....her phone was shut off months ago.......rats.....she is a kind woman... her housing unit project is huge....she is down to her last dollar......it's sad...but the last I heard from her......they were living in brooklyn in a parking lot....in an old chevy van...she still does drugs...somehow her kids are still with her......I'm sure they will get help soon........I mean we have people to help them out...let someone else worry about it...can you spare any change..soup kitchens....homeless shelters....mansions..... ranch houses..we are going to home depot today...we have to buy new light fixtures for our 3 bathrooms.....we have four bedrooms.....living room...family room...dining room....library.....study.....patio......playroom..finished basement...attic...three car garage...guest room.......frank and alice and their son ted...a big house...maybe they could make room for monica and her kids.........I'm sure she would have sex with frank...he would like that..he is bored with alice anyway.....they are very wealthy........frank works for a company that makes modems..........the second most important job in the world is building shelter.....farmers and home builders.........maybe we could give monica her apartment back and abolish drugs..she used to be a cheerleader...she is a sweet girl.....love is the answer.....let's spread it.......think of all the work that goes into building houses..incredible..watch those home building shows..irnerius...great italian teacher..first european university...bologna..italy...high middle ages period...study history...world history.....then american history.........then find monica and give her a hand.....bring a friend......some clothes...you know you have more than you need...life is good...tell monica that....she will believe you...give her a quarter....follow the greek precept......sound mind...sound body...love your body............no matter what you have been dealt....hey buddy can you spare a dime.........liberal studies....study something.......schizophrenia.....dementia.......sexual abuse...substance abuse...divorce....no job.......people who need help with a home.....let's turn some office buildings into homeless facilities with plenty of food...they can help maintain the place........read...talk...listen.... cry...laugh...we can help....stop worrying about the costs.......it only takes time and energy to change ANY bad situation......not money........let's wake up...people are hungry and homeless...we can change that.....if we want to...some will not want help.......ok let them be..........but I would imagine most would....stop studying them....stop turning them into statistics...they are people...they shit....they breathe...they are lost.....give them a pair of your shoes...monica has found some help......a shelter on the lower west side............her kids are in a foster home while she is getting help...let me be your shelter.....we all NEED shelter from the weather...shelter from the world...shelter from the storm....shelter from the pain....the weather has no limits.....it will not choose....rich or poor.....I will be your shelter...keep you warm......protect you.............love you...

let's live and let's die in peace....some go astray....then lost....let's find them....everyone deserves shelter...we have the power.....power to the people...a homeless person can't win the sweepstakes that comes in the mail...they don't have a mailbox...they are address less...homeless.. who is to blame.....the legal system...the bureaucratic infrastructure....society......the economy......republicans..democrats....drugs...we are all to blame.....they are people...but wait are the homeless willing to help themselves...offer them a job..and feed them........maybe some people are just not capable of adapting to our society.....maybe they like sleeping in the park..maybe they don't like showers...maybe they don't like to use razors...maybe they don't like using combs.....maybe they like begging....maybe they don't believe in deodorant.....maybe they like their shopping carts.......maybe they like the excitement of not knowing where their next meal is coming from...........maybe they don't give a fuck.... maybe they like getting drunk all day...how do homeless people enjoy music.......homeless people don't have to cut their grass........they don't have any..there is always positive to every negative.....they don't have to worry about roof repairs..............great music should make you feel incredible...it will draw you in....a good writer needs to escape reality in order to put the reader in another place..love is delicious.....pizza is delicious...try putting ice cream on your lover...any flavor will do....you can beat the system or become a shopping bag person......a nation of wealth..you never know what's going to happen...you could be the president of the united states..a race car driver....an astronaut.........a rock star...a writer....an actress.....a warehouse worker.....or someone whose words are simple...hey buddy can you spare some change............

hello world

the sperm...the egg...fallopian tube...uterus...cervix...penis...vagina..man......woman..hello world....no immaculate conception here....evolution... the environment.....we came from somewhere........our origins.....fossils.....apes.....archeology.....chimpanzee...........ozone layer..australopithecus aferensis....homo sapien....homo erectus.....the talk of global warming.....climate change.....greenhouse gases.......wrinkles on the earth........all of a sudden you get older..a wrinkle...your body changes..the weather is always changing..lines on the face....imagine life before mirrors... how did you know what you looked like........fashion models know what they look like.....not everyone wants to be fashionable......is makeup necessary to survive....clowns wear makeup...I like fashion models...they are all so slender and happy.....always ready to get a leg up...the environment would change without them...the climate would get much cooler....models are hot...male and female......they are so perfect.. miss america...great show...legs....bathing suits..they tell us stuff about who they are...who we are.....youthful vitality....heat waves....floods... droughts....disaster relief......oil burning furnace......gasoline..coal-powered generator..windmills....solar energy.......I'm mad as hell and I'm not gonna take it anymore....10-4 good buddy........the fossil-fuel industry is one of the largest in history....we are told it won't last because fossil fuels will run out........they say we need to shift over to renewable climate friendly energy sources...........it all comes down to money bullshit... gas...carbon-dioxide emissions...let it burn baby....ohh baby yes...right there...oh god yes.....ohhhhhhh....feels so good.....let's burn up the ozone layer......let the highway feel the tires..summer in the city..let's think of holding hands..kissing....watching movies...together....two people in a city of 2 million.....a lot of dreams...........a lot of cars being used........a lot of people going to clubs looking for love..........some just looking to get laid....we must learn not to discuss the past that tore us apart...the sun is shining brightly today....we all have high hopes..........we want to be somebody..it's not a lot to ask for..thomas hobbes..leviathan....john locke....two treaties of government..responses to the english revolutions.. william shakespeare...a remarkable understanding of the human condition.....tragedy...comedy...all the world's a stage.......strippers are on a stage...god bless them.......the way they move on those poles...jean-baptiste moliere...comedy writer......jean satirized the religious and social world of his day...ridiculed the bigotry of the clergy........the george carlin of his day...words expressing how we feel...language....feelings...the hot summer sun...louie the XIV..where is jerry garcia when we need him..he will be missed..deadheads are cool..eco-systems......partnership not domination.......cooperation not competition........people power..........nuclear power and microwave ovens..........I had something but it slipped away...don't feel bad it's ok....let's adapt to change with sustainable living...how many people are on the bread and water level.......how many people eat anything they want all the time....degradation........don't ever think we own the earth.......we don't own shit..........hurricanes......fires... tornadoes.....snowstorms...drought..thunder and lightning..soil erosion...deforestation.......when you wake up in the morning........do you wonder why....why we are doing what we are doing......to each other.......the weather is doing enough..........don't ever forget you spent nine months in your mother.....the next time you see a pregnant woman say hi to her........she is getting ready to embark on that wonderful.....exhilarating... exhausting....beautiful...joyous.....and rewarding journey..if you can call your mom........thank her.........if you can't...think of her right now.......a mother...a child....the bond....evolution....environmental changes.........the world could end tomorrow...it could happen.........we don't know what nature has planned.........do you know how your parents met..................did they fall madly in love................were their parents supportive of their courtship..what was your mother's nickname.....do you have a nickname.........what if your name already is nick.......st.nicholas............he has a nickname......the next time you are grocery shopping.................ask the checkout clerk what their favorite book is and if they don't have one.... recommend one......if you don't have one.....find one....animal farm...............ask a teenager who their favorite band is..listen to that band.....feel their music....the scientific revolution....copernicus....sun centered universe..kepler..elliptical...galileo....telescope.....newton.....law of gravity.... galen...anatomy......physiology.......towards a new heaven.......don't forget you were inside your mother...............have you ever seen a baby being born..if not make plans to do so..when the baby comes out...listen carefully and you will hear two sweet but simple words...hello world..........

it's about the music

we love music....we would go to the local music store and pick up the new plastic wrapped piece of vinyl...........there were usually 10 songs.... maybe 12...unless of course it was punk then 36...we love records...we love compact discs..they are so cool...you can get 74 minutes of music on one small beautiful plastic compact disc.....reel to reels..8 tracks..cassettes..mp3s..........life just keeps getting better............we remember a young starving songwriter..a guitar in his hands..greenwich village...chelsea...he is always playing...writing....the times they are a changing.. robert alan zimmerman..mr.bob dylan..let the music do the talking...let the music guide you into the distance.....live music.......feel the crowd roar........everyone is watching you...listening to your rhymes.....and feeling the movement of your rhythm..........it doesn't matter what you look like on the radio.....video changed that..san diego in january 1979..brenda spencer shot 11 people at school...killing two...she said...I don't like mondays..and we still blame heavy metal...book stores are overwhelming...so many choices............I guess the cover will attract us...judge a book by its nice cover..read the book...if it isn't working..put it down...approach someone in a book store.....ask them if they would like to talk at a cafe sometime soon.................ask them about their childhood..........ask them what type of music they like.....................tell them you enjoy a jacuzzi...wine...candles...passion....tell them you will listen to their problems..you will hold their hand when they are in need of a friend....we all need a good friend..a few good friends...tell this person your dreams...tell this friend that you care for them............do you remember your first kiss..being young....the days are free...the bills are not yours to worry about.......you don't read the news of the world..........you don't care about foreign policy...you are going to be late for dinner if you don't hurry up....homework can wait..time is forever...........you will not think of high school..you are only 11 years old.....time is not ticking away...you don't worry about time..but you have to be home by six for dinner...now music business talk...expenses.....deals...publishing...mechanical royalties....lawyers...recoupment....performance minimum......promoters...and labels...but it's about the music....I think it is...listen to the music...there always is great music......it always seems the BEST is when you were younger.....when you were a kid...you made it home in time for supper..the bookstore is so clever it knows everything........it knows about art history.....photography...european history...music...it knows about stories that aren't even real...real stories about other people....celebrities.. political leaders.......children's books...cook books.....memoirs......reference.......that section knows even more than everything........go ask it any question....they even have a place to learn about words....and so much more....but you have to give them money to take it home.....they have a section on finances.....a section on computers....the library has all the same answers...but you're supposed to be more quiet.....but you don't have to give them money......but you need an address.....to get a card.....we have way too many identification cards.....do you think god has an ID.....she must........love is what we all want.....don't forget even serial killers had someone who loved them.........they change the lives of many people with their actions.....they have reasons for what they do........I wonder what kind of music they like....I wonder what kind of music will make the victim's families feel better.........just for that brief moment when they can escape what they will NEVER forget............listen to some classical music...it's ok...even hitler loved music...wagner......pianos are beautiful...I'm a very sensitive person...my emotions can't be hidden.. ask me anything and I will give you an honest answer...sometimes the truth can be brutal...sometimes the truth can hurt..sometimes it will make you cry...but most of the time the truth hits everybody...the truth is good...it will make you feel better...how do you fall asleep...do you need music...sex..booze....reading...some it used to be a mother's breast...a warm sip of hot chocolate..tv..put on some abba and dance..it will do that to you...call an old friend..........ask if they want to come over for a drink and some conversation....dance.......hold them close.......dance.. laugh..sing..put on some slow music.....embrace....everyone must dance and kiss...it's the music that will take you there...get up...put on some madonna....she is a great dancer...if you're alone picture you are dancing with her.....male or female.....we all want to dance with madonna....I love you baby...dirty dancing....slow dancing...love...I'm in the mood for a melody.........take off your top...get loose and turn up the music...have one more drink.......don't have more than three.....trust me........work up a sweat...feel the heat.......your body moves........you will wake up feeling great......it's the music...........what about freud's defense mechanisms...blah...regression...blah...displacement..........denial......anal stage.....genital stage......oedipal conflict.....I tell you if my mother looked like one of those super models...in 1977 ELVIS PRESLEY DIES...the freebird ronnie van zandt dies...lynyrd skynyrd...saturday night fever.......the bee gees..star wars..apple II computer........who knew the computer and john travolta and star wars would still be around in 2020...there was a man in 1954..he brought young girls to tears......his voice...his hips.......his snarl....his presence....his sideburns....tupelo...mississippi...love me tender...someone said the king of rock and roll has died...it's all about the music..........

god must have been sleeping

I figured it out...god is a deep sleeper..........that's why we've had so many events that are unbelievable..............he was in a serious snooze from 1939-1945.........he wouldn't let 10 million people be murdered..he was definitely taking a nap in the 1860's......600,000 people killed in the civil war...and so on and so on....he sleeps a lot....god must have been asleep.....it's the only answer...wake up..god is a myth.............god is like santa claus.....god is a fictional character created by humans to try and give their lives meaning and understanding.....the muslims pray five times a day...6 million people in a haze..mecca...mohammed...the koran...become one with god.....divine will...the mormons.....4 million strong.......the church of jesus christ of latter day saints......prophets are living among us today....hebrews..............transcendent god who revealed himself to abraham....moses...6 million in the usa.....the torah....evangelicals...the bible....christians....jesus christ...hindus....over 200 million....ramayana.. krishna......russian orthodox...sikhs...roman catholics....priests...pentecostals.....orthodox.....buddhism......pray.....taoism..........confucianism........the church..cults..sect...wake up...there is no god....all these groups of people have latched on to something to believe in...reality is our god.....the people being murdered...the starving....the KKK..the class system....is god still fucking sleeping............he must be because he wouldn't allow a drunk person to get behind the wheel and kill an innocent family of four......religion is a complete waste of time......the biggest waste of time that humans have created...the concept of god is just that....a concept........we put ourselves into one of these groups and think our group has all the answers......the only answer is to stop all this praying and make life more peaceful ourselves.......because god is definitely sleeping.... the good book is mostly fiction.......with some history...it's only a book that some people wrote.....let's turn all places of religious worship into various music...art...reading..theatre..and community gathering spaces..make real life come alive.....teach the young the truth...........we can't teach the old.......they won't listen.......they're still waiting for a god to come down and save their ass from nursing homes...........it's up to us to make peace with each other.......some people live in housing projects...........while the government live in mansions and have 3 cars each and make the rules up...the nazis love the jews.....the muslims love the christians....roman catholics love the protestants.........the hindus love the muslims....clashes that have torn people apart based on their religion....god is dreaming..........a deep sleep.............he is unaware of the human suffering....he would do something about it...please wake up...find out what other people really do at their jobs...........talk to an elderly person you don't know...circumcision must be abolished.......it's pathetic......a religious and cultural ritual.....the foreskin is there for a reason..........the practice developed within the jewish faith..I think god is busy on the internet sometimes.........he was definitely sleeping when the jonestown massacre happened in 1978..jim jones...how did he create the first test tube baby...did he do that...what about when the khmer rouge rumors came to the surface and over a million people were found murdered by pol pot and his followers...I know god was taking another nap...he is a tired man...I can forgive him.....he has created so much.....he must be tired......the enlightenment......voltaire...........philosopher..........criticism of traditional religion.....denis diderot........he condemned christianity..........the most absurd and the most atrocious in its dogma.........jean Jacques rousseau...the general will of society...and 1794....thomas paine...the age of reason.....ALL NATIONAL INSTITUTIONS OF CHURCHES, WHETHER JEWISH, CHRISTIAN OR TURKISH, APPEAR TO ME NO OTHER THAN HUMAN INVENTIONS, SET UP TO TERRIFY AND ENSLAVE MANKIND, AND MONOPOLIZE POWER AND PROFIT.......divine intervention.........greek gods........athena.........apollo........aphrodite........god created the heaven and the earth......who created god.....let there be rock.....and let god continue to take a nap............

medium or well done

mothers protect their babies from harm...danger and the weather...they want the best for their own......a family of cows...........grazing in the grass.....they have been together for years......moo....moo........they are not fast moving animals..............today is a day they have heard rumors about....one cow many years back started a horrible story........the old cow was telling the other cows that those other creatures................the humans...have a place we go and never come out...he gets all choked up when he tells the story...the cow said he saw the humans......gasp ..eating the cows....they went into this factory looking place and came out......in styrofoam packages...the heads were in barrels......the other cows didn't believe the old cow....but he took them to see...it was true...the humans have decided to eat the cows...they slaughter them and then eat them for meals...it has been said that they also eat turkeys......pigs......chickens...ducks....fish..........some people eat dogs.........almost anything that the human can kill.....the other cows were in shock....they didn't know what to do......they got used to their milk being used by humans...they thought this was going a little too far...they couldn't do anything but wait....their final fate has been decided.....the human will conquer all.....do animals deserve to live a life without slaughter....do we have the right to do so....we sure have the power.....I eat animals..I think it's crazy..I'd like to stop..I might someday..mice are used in laboratory experiments...some people hunt their own food.....some people hunt for sport...she loves you yeah...yeah...yeah..george..ringo..paul..john......recorded july 1,1963 at abbey road studios....the soul..........what is it..does it exist....or is it fiction....is it located next to the pancreas..is the soul of a man his penis..he acts like it is...spirituality..transcendent.. soul music is real...aretha...otis...sam cooke......wilson pickett.......right on...check it out soul man.......do you know if your mother was a virgin before she met your father.............were you conceived in a bed........a car...how did they meet...............did you ever hear them having sex when

you were little..did it frighten you....interest you........if you can...........sell your possessions and move to india for a year........they don't eat their cows....they roam free.........but they do eat lamb.......mary Wollstonecraft..........the founder of modern feminism....1792.....................we can work it out.....women should rule.....are there justified ways we can treat animals.....zoos......hey kids need to see the animals..........so what if they are taken out of their natural environment...........hunting....what if a certain animal population gets out of control.................hey there are too many buffalo....get them.....biomedical experiments......what if we find cures for diseases by using mice..they are gross.........animals take up a huge part of our diets......is this healthy.....we eat them...maybe we should eat some people......a new form of capital punishment................barbecued murderers.....just put some barbecue sauce on them......it tastes like chicken.......they use animals for cosmetic experiments...hey we need to look our best...cockfights..I'd hate to be in that...leashes...animal farm...animal rights....the fur trade.....people wear fur..leather outfits..whips and chains..hurt me..treat me like an animal..scream like a beast....vegan...vegetarianism...feed the factory farm animals.......a lot of energy goes into killing animals......all creatures have feelings...but spare ribs are so good.........human feelings are more important.................egg salad sandwiches...cheese burgers........ham sandwiches....spam......hot dogs.......prime rib.....some people consider their best friends to be animals.... companions..pets...do animals have moral worth...shut that crazy dog up..........if it doesn't stop barking I'm going to eat it...meatballs....animal liberation.....cannibalism.....some people treat their pets as if they were people......look at all the lonely people..........some pets live better than some humans........kids like squirrels.........do pet owners wonder if their pets know when they are eating meat...please don't do it................I was friends with her mother...we lived on the same farm 3 years ago........do animals reason.............maybe we should give them some guns to fight back...are pets surrogate children for some adults........some people have fun with animals..................do animals have multiple personalities.... chicken wings..cheese..sausages....kielbasa.....chicken soup for the soul.........in 1979 one of the greatest albums of all time......PINK FLOYD-THE WALL..teacher leave those kids alone.........life can be sad...it can be a lot of heartache....take care of your heart......it takes a lot to fix it.....cow tongue....baby back ribs........crab meat...lobster...sushi.....animals kill other animals...holy shit here come those humans again....run.....they try and hide.....no luck...supper will be at 6:00............please take the dog out for a walk......some people have 4 cats...some people eat cats......some people are allergic to cats........lions and tigers and bears......oh my.........do you think if animals could talk our language they would approve of their fate..classical music...bach...mozart..beethoven..handel..chopin.........did you ever see someone....and knew right then you wanted to kiss him or her......create your own destiny.....time is short...make it happen yourself.....precious life.....determination......discover your place.......find it..make a stand..don't stop...if that path doesn't work.........change roads.....the road is never ending........old man I'm a lot like you.......intuition.... worship yourself......you are absolute reality..make a new friend...call an old one....make amends with someone...kiss a friend you have never kissed....on the lips..save some money for a nice day...stay in when it rains...dogs bite....dogs lick other dogs in public............dogs take craps in public....dogs get to piss anywhere they want...dogs are lucky....snoopy is a cool dog...if you don't know how to play an instrument.......you can learn 7 chords on the guitar and you can sing your favorite songs....do animals like music.....do you think cows are excited that they become happy meals for kids..what would we eat on july 4th without animals........would you like that burger medium or well done..................

a never ending bond

the relationship between a parent and child is like no other........humans need more care than other creatures..............children are dependent on us for many years in a physical sense........parents always need to be there emotionally........they will learn our language............our ways of living..nature and nurture come into play...they will look like us..family..children..we will guide them through infancy...........if they wake up 4 times a night we will be there for them........when they have diarrhea up their back we will clean it.......we will feed them.............we will clothe them.....we will make sure they are warm.....we will watch in amazement at their ability to walk...crawl....some will be more difficult to take care of then others..some will throw serious temper tantrums..they will make us laugh........they will make us cry.............they will start to ask questions about their surroundings.....why....why.........why...........they are becoming curious.......some children are not raised by their biological parents..every now and then you will lose your patience with your child...walk away...count to 25...take a deep breath.............do not hurt your child...try harder....some children spend time in various foster homes...some children are raped by their parents...it is pathetic........but sadly true........it usually occurs when the father decides it is time to explore his daughter.....he feels he has the right.........he tells her daddy loves her...he rapes her...she will NEVER forget...a child must not be treated like this..........children deserve their freedom................some children are treated like punching bags........anyone who abuses a child should have their hands cut off.....children need care not abuse...it is hard being a child...........but it usually holds our fondest memories......some children have wonderful families...........playing in the park..............always having dinner together......talking about their problems....understanding.......respect.....love......kindness........gratitude.........a parent will not have all the answers...get to know your children....listen to THEIR music....have them listen to yours.....remind them you were a child once......you had acne too...you had fears............you had parents who were trying to do the same...a mother and child reunion...a mother gives birth......she will never

forget that day...some mothers give their children away...sometimes it is necessary....the child will look someday....search...find the mother...

ask questions...did you not love me....why.....how could you...parents and children will argue....bicker....squabble...disagree......yell............curse.. siblings do things to other siblings....have fun...they laugh....play.....they fight.......they sometimes do things they will regret...........families will always fight....families will always love.....in 1980..........drummer john bonham dies...led zeppelin the greatest rock and roll band is over.......a family broken......reagan elected.....and on december eighth...........the world would be in shock and disbelief..new york........the dakota..........john lennon is murdered......IMAGINE all the people.....the original beatles will never reunite.....yoko ono...................two children are left without their father....a bond is broken...some rock and roll siblings...the kinks...oasis...the bangles..the black crowes...the allmans....creedence.........devo.... styx...the carpenters.....the beach boys....dire straits...mom..dad...son...daughter....my father wrote screenplays.....and in 1984 he wrote a small humorous book entitled....the benevolent dictator's handbook....it consists of short snippets of his ideas and observations about the world.....I guess we really don't fall far from the tree...a few of my favorites are...(no advertising is allowed in/on airplanes...buses...taxis...streetcars.. and subways...people who stop to stare at accidents without actively helping will be fined $7,500......watches cannot show the date...........and newspapers magazines and books cannot publish gossip)....yep...blood is definitely thicker than water..energetic kids...enthusiastic...making poor choices....if you see a child doing the same..try hard to help.....children need adults to show them the way.........be a mentor to a younger person..be an older brother..or sister...help hard working parents....help everyone .........take your kids to the beach......enjoy the sunsets..look at the moon...the glistening blue sky...nature.....and if your parents did horrendous things to you......you must overcome the pain....please let it go.....physical or emotional healing must begin........if not you are dying...if you can't then please seek help.........guidance...sly and the family stone.....madness......rage...confusion.....teenagers...some parents kill their children.....the bond is forever broken..............children can bring us happiness....they can take us back to our youth......throwing balls around....running around free.........only wanting to play........if you don't have children....go sit in a park for an hour..feel it..watch..listen..admire...if this is not for you..you will know..head to vegas..dream big...ELVIS....the lights.....prostitution is legal...the city is always open....remember family picnics and barbecues......look at old family pictures........read a book about someone's family....write about your feelings.....watch documentaries...watch a great movie...an adult movie......be open minded......they are someone's children.....yes that girl doing those things was once a child...look at her as human.....she is...he is....he said...she said....a cold beer on a long hot summer day...I have not had more than 10 drinks since 1995.....go to the beach......read a great book.....sunscreen please..... anyone can write..write a letter to an old friend.....do not feel trapped..temptation....make sure your parents don't die lonely....lifelong friends

...lifelong partners...kind..love..divorce...you promised to love and honor.....cherish...did your parents have a happy marriage........wow they are married for 50 years...cohabitation...stepfamilies..family is real...love is real...family feud....some people find their own family......some people never have family.....loner.....some people adopt their children....it can always be the last goodbye..kiss me..please..kiss me..by the time I get to phoenix....the way my son smiles at me..the way he reaches for my hand..the way he hugs me...a never ending bond...............

another day at the office

most everybody wakes up and has a job to do.............teenagers have a job to finish high school.......they are supposed to figure out what they want to do with their lives......go to college and find a career..a meaningful life of work....we are all in pursuit of a satisfying and stimulating existence...is that cubicle you are in destroying you or do you enjoy the office life....if you do......that's great......if not change it............does your boss treat you like a human being....do you talk to your boss like a friend........are your co-workers people you like......the alarm rings..........it's 6:00....you hit the snooze button for fifteen more minutes.....you feel your stomach.......it is a little hungry...you jump in the shower..............you soap...you shampoo......find a dress......make some coffee........out the door.......you hop on the 56 bus downtown..........there is that guy you dream about..you have thought about him many times......he likes you.........the bus stops........at your destination........the street is filled with taxis and buses....large skyscrapers...the big city...your cubicle is on the 54th floor...2467 main st.....you take the same elevator up and down............every monday through friday....you pass by the secretary....you both have that sleepy look..she is always pleasant...you walk down the hall.....there it is..the colossal room of cubicles...yours is the last one on the left...you are ready.....it is 8:30.....the phone rings...your first task......listen I'm mad...I received this bill that my insurance was supposed to cover....why am I getting this bill in the mail........I don't have time for this........the man is irate......you ask him his social security number...he waits for you to access his file on the computer......it is true........insurance will not cover his check-up..WHAT...what do you mean...I can't afford this..of course he can't.....he makes 10 dollars an hour at target....he can barely pay the rent...but he wasn't feeling great...he needed a physical...he figured his insurance covered it....they would have she says........but you were supposed to get a referral.....I can't believe this...I can't pay the 236.78........the doctor only saw me for 10 minutes.................you hold your breath.........you want to tell him to shut the fuck up..........but you're both in the same boat...meaningless jobs........you have to listen to this shit every fucking day....every day...your boss is always pissing you off...giving you those looks..you say....you will show him.............you go in to the bathroom and piss in the coffee pot..you bring him a fresh hot cup of coffee...he drinks it..he says thanks..he smiles..hey this is good....tastes a little different..but I really like the new flavor.........the man pays his insurance bill in a three month span.............across the street there is a young woman...about 35....she is a published author...a successful one...her first book was featured on oprah's book club..............she wakes up every day and writes.........she meditates....listens to music...a peaceful day...this is her job....a garbage man picks up our crap.....everything in your house is someone else's job..the house you are in was someone's job..prostitutes..stock brokers..cashiers..toy makers..journalists..disc jockeys..astronauts.....the list is endless..............but what jobs are really meaningful...............how about the parent that stays home and raises children..the farmers....the plumbers....the home builders.....the musical instrument makers....as you have heard............we abolish money and share stuff more rather than all owning everything ourselves.................................we would see our days filled with more happiness and fewer confrontations like the insurance agent has to deal with..........but seeing money will probably always rule the world.......how do you find a job you like....if you already did...congratulations....find people who don't like what they are doing and talk to them...help them.....find people who are doing what you want to do and talk to them............ask them what their day is like................ask them what they like and dislike about their days...maybe some prostitutes enjoy having sex for money........maybe some people like working at wal-mart........we have jobs so we can pay the bills.......that is how the system is set up..........it's a fucking waste of time.........but hey someone has to clean the sewer........community type work is a meaningful path....we all pitch in to help our neighborhoods flourish..make friends with your neighbors...interact........is your career helping society continue...or are you just greasing the corporate wheel.....I was a stay at home dad for a bit.....being a parent is a meaningful job....society does not pay parents.....it is a choice to have children.....if you are on welfare after having one child....you are getting help....now help yourself..................please use birth control now...............keep your freedom.....once you are getting help with one child......that's it...........get it together.....it's true society is not set up for you to work and take care of your kids....it's a crazy mess...ABOLISH MONEY.............create jobs that have an impact so humans can love.....and sing.....have shelter...food...but one kid is enough if you are struggling.............what about the people who work in the tobacco industry......they are killing people.......the people who manufacture guns.....bullets....they are killing people......people who build cars know that there will be accidents...............people will die................we all need to feel fulfilled by what we do everyday...........it is impossible to make everyone happy...........but we can try and make the majority satisfied.........we don't all need to read the newspaper on the train.......we don't all need to take the train to a meaningless job...............and believe me most of our jobs are useless..................sorry to say but true..think about it....without money and extreme materialism...would your job be necessary...my book is just a book........I would like to see it available at libraries...no one needs to own it........someone would have to print it up.......or it could be available on the internet......no printing presses anymore..make computers last longer...we need to be treated as equals....give the handicapped extra help...the blind...the deaf....not everyone can help out...but enough can....class systems don't work...someday the earth will be gone.....humans will not exist.......that's what science is saying...we will enter a dark era..the sun will be gone..think about that..maybe true..maybe not..the point is...don't let life take you over.......change......we always wish for money.....we always dream of having more..it's never enough........multinational corporations....export... import...sell...buy...your job.........are you doing what you want..maybe try different careers.....don't always be a musician......don't always be an accountant..don't always be a teacher....have broad horizons.....give someone a massage...take away their pain.....sports players get millions of dollars to play GAMES....kids play games....teachers struggle to survive.......day care providers get paid shit.....if you have the body become a stripper....dance naked.....you can get paid.......some musicians get many millions of dollars......we all want notoriety for our efforts.....some people will do anything for money..great songs are priceless...jeff buckley and his father tim buckley are dead..........folk rock...their music is still alive...they don't get money now...but they are still working...their music was their job.......life is precious........you are precious..........life is beautiful........feel someone else's pain.......in 1981....aids........mtv...pac-man and the personal computer from ibm are born................BOB MARLEY dies........GET UP STAND UP......DON'T GIVE UP THE FIGHT..rastaman...ganja....jamaica...meet the challenge...face the day...........don't waste the day... embrace it...take a bus to that office..get her out of the cubicle...take her for a walk...hold her hand...ask her if she would like a hug...go get her an ice cream sundae...someone will get paid to make it for you..share a laugh....sing a beatles song.......can't buy me love..............go into a bookstore...pick up my book...show it to her..kiss her...kiss me.....kiss the cashier....kiss the bus driver.....kiss my ass....don't feel isolated..talk to your neighbors..find out what they do to make a living......you might be surprised.....you might get sick.......sometimes doctors make us feel better..don't forget they are not miracle workers...they are practicing physicians....traffic sucks...let's get rid of it...we can...we created it...we can destroy it.....if you have a house...clean it yourself.........maids and cleaning people are for lazy people.......or people who think they are too good to scrub their own toilets....unless you are physically challenged.......get on your knees and scrub...life is grand......I have a roof over my head..food..a toilet..clothes..lots of music stuff...this computer to write shit..........but these words are all real...I would like to meet you.....don't hurt me if you are not into my thoughts...richard arkwright.........yarn now turned out much faster than cottage spinning wheels...............james watt......steam engine......darwin...natural selection........gustave courbet.....french painter.......realism............someone has a job to make blow-up dolls...work place drug testing...time clocks......9 to 5...corporate ladder...lunch room breaks...uniforms....job security......management..rules.... employees.....low wage......minimum wage.........unemployment.......a lot of jobs to fill in an airport........time moves too quickly..........nothing lasts forever...some have a degree in sociology...........a conflict perspective towards societal events and politics......a marxist....egalitarian society... class struggle...engage in a conversation about inequality towards racial and ethnic groups with a old friend............the conversation turns to women in the work force...that glass ceiling is hard to break.....someone has a job to give human behaviors descriptions.....sexism...........a few people have jobs selling other people's signatures......no thanks......a lot of people work in retail.....everyone knows DYLAN...everyone......he has a great job...50 years...a master.......a poet....a traveling songwriter...somewhere right now...someone is waiting tables...cleaning dishes......and somewhere someone else is saying...would you please get me some pizza........would you please get me that file.............would you put that in a double bag......would you do anything for money...it's all just another day at the office...............

our ship has come in

why do we spend so much energy and time moving around...columbus should have stayed home..........the native americans would have been happy about that...conquerors..co-housing...living in communities.....building shelter together.........maintaining our homes......sharing....lasting friendships......being married to each other....we are all one race............we are all one family.......we are all related.......we are all brothers and sisters...we have the knowledge...........we have the time.............we have the resources.........we are lucky............why not in developing countries... multiculturalism.......maybe we need to live where we are born........make peace with our neighbors...make love with your friends........don't be jealous..don't be greedy...feel connected to your surroundings...talk with your neighbors....invite them over for dinner.....play some music for them..let them choose..offer them a drink...a front porch...don't isolate yourself......twin oaks....communes..they also have rules.....they are not perfect..but an alternate way of living.....sounds great.....but money is usually needed......interaction....idealism.........UTOPIA........just look around you...conflict...amish..19th century style......pennsylvania..no tv.......no radio.....no automobiles..no electricity....why not live in caves......why use a horse and carriage.....they have drawn the line somewhere.......maybe we need to stop moving around.........couches..dressers.....chairs...all the fixings of a home can be left right where they are.........we can switch housing.......not sell....live in india for a few months.........they live in your house....the idea...share.....no need to move all our stuff..............traveling is ok but only without criticism towards their culture..........can you do that....communication....cults..........I feel the earth move under my feet....look at your mail...........most of it is junk and bills........waste of paper.... moving trucks..moving stuff.......we all hate lifting boxes.........way over yonder........it must be better somewhere else.....shelter......we all have a story to tell...we don't have to be stars to tell our story...we don't have to be a holocaust victim...we are all somebody....it is so humid today... thank god for air conditioning...live together....consensus...connections....living with nature not against it...say hi to trees....why not........find a common ground with your friends....sailing from one land to the next one...looking for somewhere else...our homeland is not enough....make your house your home...make your friends your family....feel the breeze...touch the trees...watch out for bees..........when we pack it all up and move are we doing it for financial reasons..............some people are in witness relocation programs........that might be cool.............you can move somewhere and be someone else....hey you can do that anyway....altruism....social practices..donate a little blood..if you can.......the skin may look different but we all bleed in red....I heard there is a ship coming in....it will bring you to a better place...let's make our own land a better place...if we need goods and services we will trade or barter.....we will not trade weapons......trade our food and clothes...........look over in the distance...it is that peace ship we heard about...they are here to help not to conquer...our ship has finally come in..............

# class dismissed

what I remember most about grade school is having a crush on debbie.......we were just eleven years old.....part of school was meeting other kids who lived way across town...your mom would have to give you a ride to their house..everyone in the town would be brought together to learn about life...an education for everybody...the huge yellow bus would pick us up and bring us back home......no teachers on the bus......we just behaved the way we did..no tests on the bus.......just remember not to leave your school books on them.............ok david time to get out of bed.....time for breakfast...the bus will be at the top of the hill in 45 minutes......that walk up the small hill and the curve on falcon road was always an adventure..tim and I would usually meet..sometimes his sister would tag along..we would meet other kids in the neighborhood.... the bus would come around and pick us up...off to school...the days were usually fun...recess...lunch...art...music..show and tell...reading out loud in class.....all those pretty girls......talking to the girls is my favorite memory from school........then something changed..........they started to tell us about war and money in class.........then algebra.....fractions...negative numbers..is this shit for real.............they started to talk about careers..what I can't be a kid forever..guidance counselor....you need to think of your future...you need to live in our society........we will teach you how to do that....education really begins when we are born....it will not stop until death...I think learning about life and our surroundings is crucial for everyone....learn about american history....learn about world history..school is a precious time of life......we don't know it at the time but it is..learn about environmental science...learn about music history....learn about sociology......learn about hugh hefner...learn about

karl marx...learn about margaret sanger....learn about birth control..............learn about being a parent...............learn that we are all the same race.......learn that borders and walls are not necessary..............learn how to love your friends.................please..........learn how to grow your own garden.....an education in living.......learn how to bake bread from scratch..........learn how to say please and thank you................learn how to be patient.......learn that because of where you are born you will be treated differently from other people...learn that kings and queens are part of the problems.......................ask your teachers if they enjoyed school when they were your age......ask your teachers what kind of music they like.........ask your teachers to go on a picnic with you......learn how to play the guitar.....learn that textbooks don't have all the answers.....tell your teachers you will not memorize the alphabet................I mean how many times do we recite this when we are older........refuse to pledge allegiance......tell your teachers that flags separate us from other humans.........we don't need flags in this world anymore....................ask your teachers if they are or were close to their parents......tell your teachers if you want to chew gum in class you will.......tell all students not to bring weapons....abolish money and all schools would be treated the same....have teachers and students discuss people living in the slums of calcutta.............take the rich kids to a poor neighborhood for a field trip...leave them in a playground and pick them up in four hours..they will learn more than you could ever teach them in a year.........money will destroy us in the end....teach children the problems.......don't teach them about santa claus.....teach them that if it's 1965 and you're black living in the south...........you are not treated human...............teach them tolerance....teach them that if it's 2020 and you're black a lot still hasn't changed............teach them we don't need freud...........give children a chance to grow.....learn the difference between just getting by and living........they should have sex ed classes with actual people starting in high school...talk about what they just witnessed....billy speaks up..I would like to do that for a career.......please sit down son.......learn about books that were banned......read them all...........study why we fought in vietnam.....not memorize the years and the people who fought in it.....a school field trip to a veterans hospital........see what democracy and capitalism has done to some people......learn where all your food comes from........learn where your sewage goes.......learn that test scores are a waste of time...........learn by discussing...not by memorization..........ivy league or community college........public or private school......boarding school..hey teacher leave those kids alone..learn how to live...you can't play sports until you finish your homework...........................education is important but schools must teach us to think about alternative ways of living...the way we are going now isn't cutting it......why do you think some teenagers are pissed off.....home schooling.........your schooling can help or hinder your learning..we need to teach wisdom.........everyone must read for pleasure..............everyone will learn how their school was built....everyone will learn how a prison operates.....everyone will learn the value of friendship......an education in life....an education in being honest......an education in asking questions about everything....an education in the beatles.............rock and roll history will replace algebra.... simple as that.......people will sing the blues in class....teenagers will spend a week working in a detox clinic......teenagers will spend a week on a desert island without electricity.......teenagers will be able to drink a beer on weekends in their homes.....with their parents.......and only after their rock and roll history homework is completed.......no change that teenagers will be able to drink wine once a month..............wait no teenagers will not be allowed alcohol.......but they can have sex at home using birth control..if they want to......teenagers will not be allowed drugs...if they do....no tv...no music...no friends...lock them in a closet..let them out when they turn 20...no make that 35.............encourage self esteem....don't let them look at fashion magazines......turn off the tv....talk to them...ask them about school............go over their homework with them....son have you thought about college....you are going to be graduating high school in june.....the ride home from school on the bus was always loud.....kids all pumped up...ready to go home and play....no more teachers....but what if you liked school more than home.....because when you arrived home no one was there.....everyone was working...there wasn't any food in the fridge........you didn't have cable television... education....cheating....school.....homework...teachers....professors...tenure...writing papers...lectures...lockers........ask kids what they like and dislike about school...ask them what their fears are....ask them to talk about their home lives..honestly...teach children the meaning of the word freedom....teach them what really happened to the native americans........teach them why we still build weapons.........tell them we are fucking crazy....teach them that breast implants cause brain damage.........teach them that some people get paid a lot of money to have sex with other people.......take children to an abortion clinic.....tell them they have the right to choose....prepare them for the REAL world...teach children there is no difference between black and white.........over and over and over again.......high hopes......know the ropes.........don't smoke dope....sinead ripped up the pope.....help them cope......this is where knowing the alphabet comes in handy....tell children that computers are going to replace humans someday so they don't have to do their homework............do your homework with someone you don't know.........invite them over for fruit....let people borrow books in college.......teach them to share and borrow..not to buy and throw away.........have clowns and comedians teach the beauty of laughter.....extra credit...children need role models.......rap stars...sports players..television soap stars.....porn stars...wall street workers..priests..teach children the philosophy of george carlin....karl marx...richard pryor...bob dylan..bruce springsteen.. neil young...randy newman......john hiatt...roger waters....change the national anthem to "imagine"...every child will sing imagine every day.... every year...until they graduate......they will sing the song together at graduation ceremonies....they will not have to learn anything else but the meaning of this song...they also need to listen to the other lennon masterpieces...."god..all we need is love...give peace a chance".....take children to the scene of a drinking and driving car accident..........education in reality.....teach children that beauty will take you further than brains..teach children that masturbation is normal.......have them write reports about their first time...for extra credit they can read it to the class.......the bell rings....class dismissed...admit it you had a crush on a teacher at one time....the yearbook.............always remember your first school crush...the first day of school....must look my best......new notebook....I'm going to try this year....I'm going to do great.......smoking in the boys room...jocks...burnouts...geeks...nerds...princesses...sluts...breakfast club.....teach edgar allen poe...teach philip roth.....the greatest short story of all time is the conversion of the jews by roth...teach them the beauty of an apple pie....teach children how black baseball players at one time couldn't play with whites...josh gibson..satchel paige....teach children that sports are only games....teach children that humans are more interesting than computers..my dog ate my homework..let children watch the simpsons for some homework credit.....play by your own rules..nancy said just say no to drugs...teach children about every religion....teach them they are all concepts...theories..........ways of living.... teach children we have no fucking idea how it all started.......where did the big bang come from..teach children how to listen to tom waits.... ..............karl marx the bourgeoisie and the proletariat..emiliano zapata mexican land reform.......mohandas gandhi independence from british rule..reject materialistic culture..peace..teach children non-violence..teach children that death is the end.........teach children that the space program is a game for the rich..a waste..what are we all going to live somewhere else.........we can't even get along on earth...........wang tao a journalist..preserve chinese independence...education can be free..go to the library today......teach children love and peace...............class has everybody learned something...please read chapter 15 and answer the 4 questions at the end...thanks......class dismissed..................

when it's time to go

we are all knocking at death's door......we are all going to die............no matter what we create technologically................it will kill some of us... automobiles....planes...houses burning down..death is a guarantee...let's make our time on earth as pleasant as possible.......you will be born and you will die...two facts..violent death is a tragedy....natural death is ok....live everyday like it's your last...don't hold grudges..............let it go..die with dignity...death to nazis...death to guns..death to prejudice...when the world is through with you...you will know it...nursing homes are not a beautiful place to die...some people expire at a certain time...we need to accept this....euthanasia...karen ann quinlan......keep the fucking courts out of people's decisions to die..a quiet and peaceful death...........why make people suffer...why make the family suffer.......ill

health...waiting to die is not living....slippery slope...morphine...ventilators...broken hip.....intravenous.....catheter.......pain killer........sedation.... internal bleeding....sometimes when an elderly person enters the hospital with a major problem...they trigger more problems...gastro nasal tube....would you want to die like this...one operation after another.....the doctors know the patient will not survive...it's a matter of time...let it be....respiratory failure..kidney failure..no more experiments...I promise you....I love you..I will never forget you....life is precious........live for today...learn from the past...give the future some thought...love yourself...love your friends...ethics...is all life sacred....quality of life.......where were you when kennedy was killed...who did it...hamlet...death is a punishment for sin.....death is not the end of conscious life......cowards die many times before their death..seeing that death...a necessary end...will come when it will happens.....julius...stoic......if heaven is better than earth...then let's all go NOW...why waste our time....if heaven is perfect why fuck around...let's meet our maker....eternal...immortal...mortal.. ghosts...abolish the funeral industry...death must not cost money...we don't need to be put in boxes...coffins are not necessary............unless of course you are dracula.....are morticians a scam.......I don't have enough middle fingers...the funeral business...hearse...................passing by the grave...a grave site is not the place to remember your loved ones.............they didn't live there....remember them when you hear their favorite songs.......remember their smiles.........remember their laughs.......read their favorite books............look at their pictures..................take them to the ocean....remember the good times and the bad times....cry...laugh.....feel the pain of missing them........................always love them....embalming.. cremation...dead flowers...let the flowers grow where they live...stop killing them......god is dead.........I heard he is buried in oklahoma........he wanted a gold coffin with a picture of the virgin mary..your wish is my command...abolish funeral homes...you have your own house to hold a ceremony....bury the body in the backyard....have a glass of water......everyone will remember................a death certificate is not necessary... paperwork sucks...what do you think of when you pass by a veteran's cemetery..................do you realize they were living before they went to defend our country....the rosary....angels....what if you want to kill yourself.....it's against the law...failure...hardship.....a sin against god.......be honest....what makes life worth living....what if you are so sick of living...the same job....the office....the same people.....the same shit.....day in and day out..is it your right to die...who are we to lay judgement on your feelings.....if the feelings go on and on.........teenagers should wait it out......there is a better way...an adult has the right...but what is an adult......someone who knows that death is the end...someone who knows that politics are the main reason we are so fucked...depression...I don't like the idea of suicide.....the right to die though...........the person has made a decision that this is the only way out.......a good amount of time has passed.........they are still dying inside...........the harm to others is nothing compared to the pain they feel..they were hurt..over and over again.......they lost their partner................no one else matters to them... attempted suicide is a cry for help...help the person..we may change their minds...suicide prevention....we may not get there in time...a belt hanging from their neck..tears..death..the good in life..friends..love..nature...food...music..peace...when you lose your health it's over......what if a teenager doesn't want to wait......death is permanent......feel the pain.......live....love.......tell someone you care.....you are lost......you go into your garage and blow your brains out.......did you realize your 7 year old daughter would find you..you didn't even see her grow up......she is missing you..she will always miss her father..she just graduated from college...she was looking for you in the crowd............when it's time to go...some causes of death....heart disease...cancer...war....aids...auto accidents...murder..suicide...fire....the clock is ticking away...live...death be not proud..quality of life....are you rich or poor......natural disasters kill people...................let's get rid of them...go to the library...read about dying.....read about living.....do you want to die in your sleep....freebird....kitty Genovese.....new york...stabbed to death...........people didn't stop it...life is cruel...life is beautiful..I love you.......I will choose to die in the clouds...I want to fly away.........tragedy of the commons...death has no friends.....marvin gaye was killed by his father.....hey doesn't heavy metal kill people........heavy metal rules...........if you die do you leave your soul behind...the soul is a concept....the corpse.......death is a mystery......have purpose...live before you die............when you die make sure you have lived......wishful thinking...sorrow....joy...misery...harmony...an absolute void....we all have a past...we all have a story to tell...interesting or not...we are all living.......how do you feel today.......please smile.....the train you are on could crash........tell that person you think he/she is very cute......what have you got to lose...put music on everyday...another day...another way...jump off the bridge....if everyone did.........the fish would be stuffed with a stomach ache.........your health..........your appearance..in 1984 bruce springsteen becomes a household name..born in the usa...one of the greatest rock and roll performers ever...don't wake the dead....the dead kennedys............some people have sex with dead people............some people die from eating peanuts and strawberries...sun yat-sen..revolutionary alliance.......nationalist party.............vladimir ulyanov..mr lenin...peace..land...bread.....bolsheviks..worker control of production...revolution....socialist..............where do we draw the line at freedom..freedom to kill someone else...or an ant....freedom to kill yourself...utilitarianism..kevorkian..if we jail him..jail the soldiers who go overseas and kill people...no cure...suffering...I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore...mercy killings....medical care costs..sick people....who has the right......the patient........the public...if you are against it...then you get off your ass and help take care of them......are you going to do that........didn't think so.....sometimes we just have to let go.......when it's time to go.................

shark tanks and choices

it's very easy to get rid of convicted murderers and rapists..put them on a bus the minute they're found guilty of their crime......send the bus to the nearest allocated shark tank.....we are talking a minimal fee to operate and maintain..........the execution itself would cost a dollar for a bus ride....now they are gone..we don't need them....today a woman admits to killing her five children....that's it...she has given up her right to live another day.......why keep her alive.....if we do.......the message is it's ok to kill.........get rid of the psycho bitch immediately....postpartum my ass.............if she couldn't handle the situation she could have given them up for adoption.................sure foster homes aren't the best places sometimes...but is death a better option...china doesn't waste their time..........they do it in a month or two.......still too long....get rid of all these murderers and rapists....I'm sure a few are innocent..ok so 2 people out of 80,000 are innocent..life isn't perfect.....life sucks...............the death penalty needs a facelift...shark tank...school field trip...have children witness....show them what happens...........we are not sending the wrong message...if you kill you give up the right to live.....dying is not the same as murder........john lennon did not die........he was murdered.......mark david chapman is still alive...he has been able to eat...breathe....and talk to other people.......see his wife....and whatever else he does......john can't do anything......chapman is the first to be eaten.......public hangings...most killers use weapons..what are the causes of crime......money.. race...power....gangs...drugs...greed....the united states has the worst homicide rate in the world..free country......punishment......the offender... code of hammurabi....spears..axes....an eye for an eye.......not perfect....nothing ever is...electric chair.....lethal injection.......death row........gary gilmore...deviance..crime....execution..abortion..pro choice...pro life..abolish both...abortion is no one's business except the woman and doctor performing the procedure...we have no right choosing a position on this topic....if a woman wants to abort her fetus.....that is her right...none of our business.....these crazy fucking fanatical pro-life people should be put in the shark tank if they don't go on with their own business... why don't they go after automobile companies....the car they drive to abortion clinics....the automobile is a killing machine...it is a guarantee people will die in car accidents...whatever the reason..alcohol...........driving too fast....................over 50,000 people a year lose their lives in car accidents....death....we will all face it...does human life have an absolute value....zygote...conception...abortion.......a woman has the right....we are the world...live aid...farm aid...cure aids....band aids...roe vs. wade..1973...conservative....liberal.......a woman's right to autonomy......ultra-sound....once a man impregnates a woman.....the woman has the right to decide...first love in school.......true love...indifference...birth control pills....condoms....the population is getting out of hand.....some girls are killed because they can't get a legal abortion......they find some back alley hack.......he doesn't do such a good job........she bleeds to death.............some women who want abortions were raped.............beaten by their

husbands...what if you can't tell your mom you are pregnant...you are a minor.....many states do not allow minors to get an abortion without a parent..legislators wake up..congress must stay out of a woman's body..fields of joy..sleep outside under the stars on a beach.................in a sleeping bag..with someone you like..a lot.....love her..love him...a young man who is majoring in criminal justice.........I'm so sick of these pro choice people he says......who do they think they are.........don't they realize they are killing innocent babies....parental advisory.............explicit language...the fetus is not yours.....it's hers...a right to live..........if someone takes away your life..................he or she will become friends with a shark......for a brief moment at least......he or she knew the shark tank existed......he or she made the wrong choice......you decide...........

who really wins

the united states must be very proud..........on average every year.......over thirty thousand people are murdered by handguns...........we are the champions.........germany.....australia....japan....great britain.....and canada......combined don't even reach four thousand murders........GOD BLESS AMERICA...carnage....ak-47...the right to bear arms........of course people killed each other just fine before guns......but guns make it a hell of a lot easier....the only form of gun control that would work is simple......abolish and destroy all guns and bullets...every last one of them....turn all gun manufacturing plants into museums to commemorate murdered victims........weapons...the national rifle association will disappear... rifles...semi-automatic....if you are for guns.......then you deserve a bullet in your head...........how does that feel.....death.............why do we need guns.....to protect our worthless material possessions.....to protect our money....drugs.......because we can't trust each other to act civilized... bloodshed...violent movies didn't inspire napoleon......they didn't inspire stalin....they didn't inspire hitler..........they weren't around during the civil war.....they didn't inspire caesar......they didn't inspire peter the great......music and movies are a reflection of society........if people don't like what they hear or see then maybe it's time to change the source...not the feelings of people who see the situation as crazy....we glorify guns...turn on the tv..guns..blood spills..people get paid to act out murders.......what is wrong with that picture...I took out my gun.........started to shoot...I didn't care......I shot him in the head...her in the stomach.....shot every mother fucking one of them dead....death...blood.......horror.... outrage...hate....murder...I hate that jew...I hate that asian...I hate that black...that's why I kill......I hate everyone who isn't like me.........I'll kill you...I have a gun...guns do not kill...people kill...guns are just a tool...point and click the trigger....no remorse....bam.....school shootings........a drug deal.......a bank holdup......38 revolver.....right to carry.....pistol....shooting to kill...nonviolence...I feel like I'm going to explode...I'm so sick of every one at school teasing me......I know what I'll do.....I'll show them......7 children killed by an 11 year old boy......colt 45......uzi.............glock 9mm....killed 9......wounded 4....killed 3.....wounded 6....killed 4......wounded 15........there are over 200 million firearms in the great USA.......self defense...soldier of fortune...VIOLENCE..I need to protect my family...be shot...become a statistic...........anyone involved in the manufacturing... distributing....selling...and glorification of guns should be put in the shark tank....we will give them one chance to give up their weapons......if not.....they become dinner...........the only gun law a politician must endorse is abolishment....if not they are ignorant........when are we going to fucking wake up...the world is a mess.....everything blends together.....with money as the dictator people will want more.....crime is created by money and materialism....a lack of trust...kill......violence....jerry springer show.......people enjoy this......wrestling.....gladiator games....throw the man to the lions...violence....it could happen to you.....you could be at a bank...your child could be killed at school..........you could be in the wrong place at the wrong time..caught in the line of fire..sadness....revenge..there are over 17,000 police stations in the USA...a lot of police officers with guns..a lot of gangs with guns...amadou diallo..race...homicide...blacks are killed more than whites by the police...........I hope all police departments report their shootings......wrong data.....justice department.....rock and roll is not to blame......depression.........high school.... some people are treated like carrie..clique..you're different...the media.......how many reporters do we need eating this stuff up....then we sit on our asses...doing nothing....except casting blame...we are all to blame......we vote for people who don't care.................the next time a school shooting or any gun related murder occurs.....think about it........put yourself in the victim's eyes........the bullet is coming towards you.........you might be paralyzed......you might die....now picture yourself the loved one of the victim...how does it feel.......it hurts like nothing you ever felt before....a bullet....fucking DEAD...gun culture....pulp fiction....dirty harry...rambo....terminator............matrix...john wayne....cowboys..........the wild west....anger...clearly premeditated...cold-blooded...a lot of kids grow up hunting and never kill a human...the media........a bunch of blather.... gun world magazine...ammo...retribution...lawyers....I want 2 million dollars.....my child was killed.......now I want money........12,500 a month in doctor's bills......my child will never walk again....guns...bombs...sue the murderer's parents...........should the parents prevent the rampage....... bullshit...1966......charles whitman....killed 14 people from a clock tower.......the night before he killed his mother and wife...........the police then killed him..1982....woo bum kong...rifles and grenades...killing 57 people....wounding 38..kills himself.......1986.....a part time postal worker kills 14...kills himself...1986...vietnam vet....kills 30...kills mother.....police shoot him to death...1991...man slams truck into cafeteria......kills 23...kills himself........1996......a gunman kills 16 kindergarteners and their teacher.......kills himself....was violence there before the internet.......there are over 1 million soldiers in the USA...they are trained to kill the enemy......over 100 MILLION people were killed in wars from 1899-1999..........boer war...russian civil war.....world war 1...world war 2.....vietnam....korea........I would hate to be killed by friendly fire.........the military..............us vs. them..pacifism...what are we fighting for..why are we fighting..simple answers.......land ownership..religion........money........power.....ignorance.. peloponnesian war.....kill or be killed....nuclear war.......killing someone in the USA.........killing someone in another country..........we kill.............no problem....in 1986 I turned 21.......the legal age to drink alcohol in the united states.......if you are 18 you can go overseas and kill..but you can't buy a six pack of beer..you can kill...kill..kill.....but you can't smoke a joint on a warm summer day listening to music...you can go into a wal-mart and buy all the bullets and a rifle.....then go back in and kill everybody.......free country........kids play video games that imitate killing..... when I was a kid I played sports and had a paper route..............we give our children toy weapons...gi joe.....a violent heart..a violent mind........a violent world....parole......life in prison..society is to blame for war and murders........kill..die...........airplanes and cars and guns will take human life.....mishima yukio.....the americanization of japan.....kwame nkrumah.....outspoken critic of colonialism...ghana......nelson mandela.......golda meir...totality....absolute.......where is god during all this carnage..........the beat generation..poets.............lyrics....trying to change the world with words...not guns...spend a weekend in nature...........bring someone you love...go camping.........bring lots of bug spray......beer.....music...........fruit... love.....kill......discuss the war in vietnam...discuss hitler's rise to power.........how could all those people help.....did they know...did the average german really know what was going on.........and if not how did they feel when they found out.....they knew something was going on....go to a pond.....take a friend...take off your clothes..love.......miracles happen...don't rely on computers for fun....walk to the nearest park.........feed the pigeons..talk to strangers..ask them personal questions......see what happens...music is life...thank you sam phillips for elvis.....war will feed pain....people have a lot of war stories to tell...........we are entertained by movies on war......we watch them over and over again......we all do... death...killing...fighting...how about instead of building weapons and military for fighting..........let's build peace troops...spread the word.........a band of peace troops..give them instruments...share the land...share the food...tear down the borders...tear down the walls...run naked in the streets..kiss your neighbor..how come political leaders are not doing anything...they will never learn..they don't get it......they are wealthy...... they don't care...and in the end...guns....war...no one will survive......we will finally destroy everything....we should.....who really wins in war......

we all have dreams

we know for a fact she was a woman..but in 1955 I would swear that rosa parks was a man.....she had HUGE BALLS...she did.........she was not going to sit in the back of the bus anymore...why should she...because of her skin color..........rosa parks is a hero....she never wrote a song....

she never hit a home run...she didn't go to the moon........she stood up to the ignorant racist segregation that was an everyday way of life for negroes in montgomery alabama....she said fuck you...in her own way....she just sat....in the front of the bus...she refused to yield her seat to a white person..she was arrested...arrested for being BLACK.....it was a thursday..december 1st......bus driver mr. blake........demanded she give her seat up......the jim crow laws were in effect..segregated society...blacks ride in the back of the bus......rosa was 42 years old at the time... martin luther king...jesse jackson..civil rights...kkk...can you believe that the klan still exists...it does...there were many people who stood up to the white animals...they helped turn things around..but it didn't happen overnight.......and it's still with us..................we still treat each other according to skin color...not all of us....but too many do...rodney king......we all have dreams.......we shall overcome............that day in december helped start the nonviolent protests against segregation in the south.......montgomery bus boycott.....freedom riders.......passive resistance.... ghandi....birmingham....the 50's.......elvis and marilyn sold us hollywood...martin luther king sold and preached JUSTICE.....free at last...I have a dream....1963...malcolm x...I have a dream.....imagine having to dream about being treated differently because of your skin color...........crash... violence...the civil war....alabama... confederate flag...equality...struggle....racism.......it isn't just white against black........asian against black.... black against asian...and so on and so on......we need to get off this track...stop treating each other according to color.........we all bleed red...... we are all one race.....HUMAN.....anyone who doesn't want to be human and would rather be a racist.........a bigot................say hello to the shark tank....racial discrimination still exists....separate water fountains....colored bathrooms..greensboro...1960...four college students.......refuse to leave the lunch counter that only serves whites.....slavery........40 acres and a mule........reparation............the first slaves arrived in america in 1619....the shackles....ghettos......the projects.......watts riots........compton...gangster rap...prejudice.....reconstruction...stereotypes...............archie bunker.....south central los angeles...one of my dreams is to see the world live as one....one world...not 7 billion people chasing the ladder to the top..police brutality...oj simpson..didn't he used to be a football player before the....some people dream of winning the lottery.............some people dream of playboy playmates.....some people dream of not getting shot when they leave their home........some people dream of getting out of prison...some people dream of being a rock star..we all have dreams..there are books that will interpret your dreams.....I used to have dreams of my teeth falling out...now I have dreams of my hair growing...long..full..some people dream of not being lonely anymore....I've had wet dreams before...they are amazing..your body knows what to do while you are asleep...warm wet circles...........we feel the warmth of the sheets....we feel safe and cozy....hate crimes...anti-black slurs...racial discrimination....there are over 2 million people in prison in the united states...more than communist china........life behind bars is not a life................california spends nearly 4 billion dollars a year to operate their prisons..........some prison guards make more money than college professors.........................more than half the prison population in america are african americans.....mandatory drug sentencing......the war on drugs..........you could kill someone and only spend maybe 10 years...............deal cocaine...and life behind bars...legalize all drugs...don't like that idea...abolish all drugs...including alcohol...........we are playing god with drug laws...who are we to say what someone can put in their body.....prison..................it costs an average of 30,000 dollars a year to keep someone behind bars...money again.......when are we going to see the root of all problems that society has created.....I know what it is...I don't have all the answers but I know the problems.........money is the main one....................that is why I keep mentioning it...........we need to abolish the prison system....it doesn't work....people kill because of money related issues...drug deals...theft......race.................murderers will be put in the tank.... rapists...in the tank...hate crimes...in the tank........give drug offenders work to help build up their community together...................we are all one race...we are clutching at straws....we are in a pool of blood...we are killing each other...we are screwing each other without love..love is the answer..criminologist..crime rates...40 dollars worth of cocaine......gloria van winkle....mother of two...kansas.....life in prison..............maximum security..the judge goes home and has a glass of vodka in his 3 car garage house...his wife is lonely...he doesn't love her anymore........he has no feeling...his brain is numb...wake up...these are innocent people who are being put in prison..prison is not the answer........turn prisons into shelters and hospitals.......make all judges and lawyers live in prison for a year..before we abolish them...lawyers.....judges..................trust your neighbor...love your brothers and sisters.........we are all brothers and sisters.......freedom now.........law enforcement..............400,000 people are in prison in the USA for drug offenses.......that is more than the number of people behind bars in france........germany... japan.........and england combined for all crimes....a failed social policy...to be young...to be in love...to be free...to be together...the world is yours...you are beautiful... your skin so soft...youth lost......choose your friends very carefully.....your living situation is your castle...no matter the size.........do not neglect your body....feed your mind...free yourself...when you are weary...seek help....from your friends.....with rock and roll..compassion.....guidance.. to dream of happiness....to dream of a sunset...your lover in your arms...passion....the sweat pours off of you...like a flowing river of love...you are not in prison....you are not dreaming...do not dream in fear......dream in peace....dream in color.......blend the black and white........chocolate and vanilla...honky....cracker...the jeffersons...moving on up..good times...we are only here for a brief moment in time.....do not waste it..urban crime...the N word...spook...racism...stop......NOW......stop the race...change it now...the human race is the only one..punishment.......stop building prisons...start building peace...NOW...don't dream of peace..let's live it....learn it....teach it....blood drips from the bullet holes...a body has been shot 25 times..kicked in the head....a drug deal...crack...inner city...stop breast implants....love your own breasts..............no matter the size and shape...fight breast cancer...breasts are not people...don't stare at them....I can't help it....I'm not doing any harm....friends are sometimes too demanding.....friends need to tell the truth...dream of growing everyday....growing with understanding...tolerance......have you ever been to a prison..race riots..naacp....muhammad ali..stinging like a bee...the world isn't fair...or is it..if you have what you need...............why worry about anyone else..why..because we are all in this mess together...we can't turn back the clock....forgive...the dream is still alive...we are all equal ...I have a dream....it is a different dream..one world....our world....live it....love it...our people...a dream of never worrying about walking down the street..a dream of love....tragedy...comedy....we all have some type of dream...dream together..dream of peace...a dream will never die.....

# just one more

there wouldn't be a problem with them if some people could find a balance.....but it's so hard..........the first drink just kind of gets me feeling ok...the second one gets me loose...the third one puts me in another place...a place of happiness..all is well..the bills will get paid with next week's paycheck...this paycheck is mine....I deserve it...I have been busting my ass all week...I deserve to catch a buzz...I earned it.....alcohol makes me feel better......my problems go away....I think I'll go outside with billy and smoke a joint.............the bar will be open for another two hours....we light up....the smoke fills our lungs and soothes our brains....the marijuana mixes so nicely with the 2 beers and one shot...we go back inside....I feel more confident than I did when we first arrived here...maybe we should have snorted a few lines...........no we'll do that at home....we are trying to get women now....we will save the coke for them...yeah....so we start walking around...a meat market...............feel the lights....hi...she was just looking at me...we start up a conversation..she has been drinking also......her friend just went to the bathroom....they are there for the same reason we are..we all work in the financial district...banking stuff...but tonight it's party time...it seems easier to talk at bars drunk...it's friday night...we hop in my car.....drive down route 93....I always drive drunk...those things happen to other people......I can handle my booze...the pot relaxed me anyway..we are all drunk...the radio is on...pretty loud..the road is hazy......the car.......I'm only going 80 mph...a young couple are in each other's arms...they will die like that......we slam into another car in front of us...we both tip over..we smash into the jersey barriers.........the other car smashes into a tree......a teddy bear comes flying out the window........a mother was driving her two children home from a wonderful day at their grandparents................the two children were asleep......they never woke up.......the mother is hurt badly.......bleeding.....but still breathing.......now probably in a wheelchair the rest of her life.........accidents can happen without drugs......this is what happens to some people........some people can't handle it......drugs and alcohol....legal and illegal drugs....I'll have just one more then I'll quit...just one more will do the trick......nearly 14 million adult americans have alcohol abuse problems......have a drink.......and that's just the people we know about from the statistics.........advertisements for alcohol are everywhere....the people are always having fun....great looking people...thin....bright white teeth.....models...maybe they should show the mother that was hurt badly...........some people can handle drugs and alcohol.....they know not to drive.......but what about the others...some drugs save our lives....penicillin...antibiotics............but there are at least 100,000 deaths each year in hospitals from harmful reactions to drugs......needles...why are kids on so much ritalin...kids are active.......leave them alone.....drugs are everywhere...........some we need..some we don't...beer..cocaine..prozac...lsd...caffeine..tobacco...fight depression...fight obesity.....that little pill will cure everything...valley of the dolls...just one more vodka....go ask alice...sister morphine......it's the drugs talking not me...sometimes I think how it could have been that night if I didn't crash the car....in my dreams.....regret...heroin........the wonder drug of 1898.....true.......a non-addictive treatment for respiratory illnesses.......heroin cough lozenges were popular........opium.....hashish........drugs are for sick people.......right.....we love drugs....we hate drugs.....we live for drugs......we kill for drugs........we need drugs.........we want more drugs.... give me drugs....a drug free america...a drug free world...just say no...just one more..did he inhale.....he came on her dress...do you think they talked about politics....do we hate the fact we love and loathe drugs........monkey on my back....rocks off...........war on drugs.......crack cocaine... prohibition or legalization...relief from pain....aspirin....drug addiction.........turn water into wine.........chardonnay........drinking in college....binge drinking.....alcohol 101...you are there to learn....rip this joint....liquor......money and drugs......drugs and crime........money for nothing and chicks for free.....drug addiction.........money is the worst drug of them all........some people can't afford prescription drugs....azt..........biotechnology.... genomes......disease......let it loose...but the best rock albums were recorded under the influence of some drugs in the 60's and 70's....right...I mean...like dude.....jimi hendrix....janis joplin....jim morrison.........dennis wilson...brian jones......sid vicious...jerry garcia......keith moon...........john bonham...bon scott.....and yes even ELVIS...needle and the damage done...casey jones...cold gin..........cheech and chong...............have a drink on me......the drug wars.....cannabis.......a fascist police state............liberty and freedom...in a free society why is pot illegal...........what a beautiful buzz....stoned immaculate...doors of perception...dope.....just one more hit...just one more line.......just one more drink...I would kill for another hit.......the needle finds its way into my vein........I shoot it anywhere I can now...HELP...my leg...my arms are so worn out...........I ONLY wear long sleeve shirts.......I fell in love with a heroin addict once......I was afraid to help....I was afraid to love her.................I was afraid her crazy friends would find out she was calling me...we met at the bus stop...we both loved the stones....I didn't know at first.....I thought she was just a little flaky....I can handle that.......I was thinking of how she would feel........she was about 5 feet 6........I'll never know..........I don't know if she is alive now..methadone clinic..drug abuse....some people can handle just a glass of wine every now and then..a beer on a hot afternoon....a joint on a cool fall day.....valium just when they can't fall asleep....I'm not hurting anybody..I'm not hurting myself......go cold turkey.......whatever gets you through the night......some people drive recklessly without alcohol.........some people kill just with anger...alcoholics anonymous....alcohol is a disease..americans in the 17th and 18th centuries drank a lot...with minor problems...even puritans...a pure time...that would be nice...fetal alcohol syndrome...some women get wasted while they are pregnant............good parents in the making....ceremonial drug use...peyote...KILL THE PAIN....stimulants...I wanna be sedated...steroids...shut up I can handle my drinking........the pusher....the dealer...........life in the fast lane.... everybody must get stoned....treatment and prevention........over 15,000 people die every year in alcohol related car accidents...............that's a lot of alcohol turned into blood....someone has to get them out of the car....in pieces.....maybe we should make the people who manufacture and distribute alcohol do it............abolish alcohol..........abolish most all drugs...we can SURVIVE without them.......we can...too many people get killed and hurt.......it's not worth it for the ones who can handle it......have a glass of grape juice........listen to music.......read a book.............see a sunset....talk to a friend...love your lover...love a stranger......we can live without them...it's true we can't legislate human behavior....but keep the psychology out of it.....stop studying it...abolish it...NOW.....live sober...there are so many books to read...go to the library...strip joints serve a lot of alcohol...strippers are cool....I just want to drink one more......intoxicated....wasted.....inebriated...drunk off your ass...........just one more bartender.....give me your keys...tequila sunrise...a girl named angel...california in the fall..angel wants more heroin.....she can't even feel the pain anymore....I started her on the smack..she was an aspiring actress...now pornography....an adult entertainment specialist.......she is still pretty...but the bags under her eyes....we used to have fun.....but the drugs were always there...pills....beer...vodka...she doesn't eat much...I'm addicted to coke...we are in love...feel the pain...her mother just saw her video...a different smile than her graduation photo...........she used to change her diapers.....ecstasy...the new drug for a new generation....raves....loud....strobe lights........disco in disguise.......studio 54..................cold medicine....cough drops....thermometer......cirrhosis of the liver...alcohol is your friend....alcohol is evil....drugs are fucked up............you become fucked up...drunk....depression....therapy...treatment...sobriety....rehabilitation...........drugs to get us off drugs...addiction...relapse...........mentally ill...please help me with the pain....balance....synapse nerve signal.....I promise I'll stop tomorrow...but for now...just one more...................

do you mind

I'll have to admit something.....the look of it is very cool...........I can't picture keith richards without one............but I hate everything else about them....they definitely are cool looking but smoking cigarettes needs to be abolished...they are useless...they are a waste of money........they are deadly..they smell gross..they litter our streets..they FUCKING KILL..lung cancer........tobacco farmers.......philip morris............tobacco is big business.........people make a living on something they know will kill other people and they don't care.......thousands of people die every year from smoking-related illnesses.....individualism....it's my birth right to smoke...............fuck you I don't want to walk down the street and walk behind a cloud of cigarette smoke...people who smoke should receive no medical care...all technology we create and prosper from will kill people...but this topic is a simple one..all cigarettes gone..abolish it....if people still want to smoke put them on a deserted island.....let them smoke themselves to death................but I have an uncle who has been smoking for fifty years and he is just fine..break the habit.......put these people out of business..death=autos..fatty foods...alcohol....gun shots..tobacco..plane crashes..natural disasters..fires...old age.....new age..it's still rock and roll to me.....bogart looked very cool with one....bacall looked sexy with one......the way the smoke rises in a dimly lit club.........a glass of wine........inhale...exhale....relief...addiction...advertisements have those beautiful people smoking........everyone is beautiful.......except people who sell and manufacture and distribute cigarettes.....I never smoked cigarettes............take a drag.............come on what are you afraid of...loser...what is your mommy going to punish you......a toxic cloud of nicotine....over 50 million people smoke..................maybe I'm unaware of something.............maybe I don't get it...life is temporary...some people smoke 2 packs a day.........40 cigarettes daily...280 a week.............15,680 a year.....313,600 in 20 years........average 35 cents a cigarette...$109,760....and almost a guarantee of cancer as a bonus....carcinogens........life is unfair..life sucks.....life is what you make it...does everyone want to change the world........life is grand..........women should be in charge of the world...gentle...sexy...feelings...logic......I didn't know smoking was bad for me.....I have been under a cloud for 32 years...maybe 199 years ago people were ignorant of the fact......nicotine kills........some women smoke while they're pregnant..........some people smoke around babies and toddlers.........some people are brain dead..respirators..hospital bed..throat cancer.....court rooms.......lawyers.......a bunch of crap.........a right to smoke...a right to die...free country...teenagers smoking..it is not cool......the boys with the marlboro packs in their sleeves..........the girls who stand that certain way smoking...they are carefree......they are cool....smoking is the worst bad habit in the world..quit.......NOW...............today.... government will regulate tobacco through taxes......that helps......do you think kids under 18 can't buy cigarettes somehow.......outlaw tobacco now.......excuse me do you mind not lighting up here...............my 17 month old son and I do not want to smell that shit.............60 percent of adult

smokers started before they were 14.....warning labels do not work......dizziness...........headaches...after sex cigarette....pipe smoke.....chewing tobacco....cigars....smoke gets in your eyes...smoke on the water..I'm a joker....I'm a smoker..I'm a midnight toker.......picture your life 20 years from today......if it didn't work out....try again...give a good backrub to someone....they will become yours....don't channel surf................plan your television viewing wisely...compassion...love...confusion...pain...trust...I forgive you....I will always love you...I will take you back.......I'll take the blame...I wouldn't lie...but I can't quit smoking.....do you mind...keep on rockin in the freeworld....do you know about female genital mutilation in somalia...they tie the five year old girl down on her back......female circumcision is wrong.........a cultural tradition..........it must be stopped.... desert flower....human rights......the pain...body politics....do you mind....you better...living lucky....little worry....looking good..feeling good....the future is far away...be happy...dance often...freedom....beauty....all people need someone to take them away...brush your teeth 3 times a day.. floss before you go to bed...use mouthwash...I hope prostitutes use mouthwash...I have never been with one...maybe someday...........they have feelings too...they were once helpless babies...all of us....don't ever forget that...we were all babies....little people......the green party........life is working out great..watch an old movie..a lot of smoking...death...cigarettes look cool hanging from the top of a guitar..but is it worth it in the end...people used to smoke on buses..the movies...airplanes..all workplaces..everywhere..but it's finally changing....excuse me do you mind....

anything is possible

anything is possible in this world..it's up to you...make it happen...coffee is not a drug it's a drink..coffee is a great legal high....coffeehouses ...pornography...anticipation......radiance..seduction....snuggle...warmth.....the angels are singing above your head..listen..intimacy...be happy... amazing grace...how sweet it is.....to be loved by you...the human touch...the healing touch...everyone is drinking coffee...coffee is for adults.. anything is possible when you put your mind to it....mandela...........a guitar can speak a million words and luckily stevie ray vaughan left us with his...take another piece of me...I'm a million miles away.....the night goes on forever.......feeling like I need to belong..........hearts on fire.. lust.....anything is possible....don't forget people have the power dude.......just feel it..remember the pain.....the heartache..the happiness.....the heartbreak...the good friends...the life-long friends...the acquaintances.....the lovers....the teachers...the concerts...the drugs...the music......the sadness...the hope..the passion..the youth....the body...the wanting.....the needing.....the waiting is the hardest part...the kissing............the pizza party....the trick or treats...the dreams that never came true.......the dreams that can still happen...the photos..the news.....the loneliness...the acne...the deaths...the births...the road..the way it felt to drive stoned or drunk.........the music was very loud...the tears...the stress...your style has changed...the opportunities...anything is still possible...your heart can still be filled....your dreams will never fade......the skin may begin to sag someday...the hair will disappear.....turn gray.....nothing wrong with that.......hair starts to grow in places it doesn't need to be.......what am I an ape.........every saturday night had so many possibilities...we used to dance all night long...the moon above........a phone booth...........ten cents....no more....sha-la la.......my baby....please kiss me....if only for tonight.....wake up and have a black coffee...your story is your own....tell it....then learn from it......make peace with yourself...your actions...your desires....your reality........maybe santa will bring you what you want... next year...did I tell you I have been wearing glasses since I was 5......four eyes...you can go home someday.....nothing wrong with that......just find the directions....get a bunch of maps...go to diners....smoky bars....run down arcades...play pinball........meet a stranger..............the music is playing....we can have dinner under the stars in montana...we can make love in a motel in south dakota...it's a free country....and anything is possible....we'll tell you stories about how it could have been.....you can tell me who you are....I want to know...lonely hearts.....the road is our destination..nothing is in our way..except some city traffic...we can go 90 mph on deserted roads...street fighting man..........hey what else is a poor boy going to do my brother...like a rolling stone......how does it feel...for us....on OUR own....no god......no myths.....no spirituality....how does it feel.....like a rock.......don't fade away...the vigor is disappearing....I have been quiescent.....see I know how to use a dictionary..........do not cut the queue in london...love.....life is hard...life sucks...life is sweet.......life is good....your life is beautiful...I love you...anything is possible...............

till death do us part

till death do us part...the vows on your wedding day...love and honor...cherish....forgive....sickness and health......drink the wine...............band of gold.....friends and family......a long white gown....some religious figure spewing out words of forever...blood tests...license.....june........may......a long long line....friendships formed...love blossoms....fools rush in.....lover's lane.......romeo and juliet...forbidden fruit...patience.................a white wedding.......the bride may kiss the groom....the groom may kiss the bride...you are now pronounced....mr. and mrs......so and so................have a wonderful life together...and when life knocks you both down...crashing down..don't give up....don't say goodbye......the story has been played out many many times before your wonderful day together....the photographer took some memories and put them in a book......and now some of us are married 20....40...60 years..through thick and thin....through good and bad..through life and death....time has stood still......some only last two weeks...two years...love falls apart....you are not my baby anymore...........we were fools....torn apart..........but what will we do with the lovely daughter we brought into this world.....................25% of first marriages end in divorce...the courts get brought into the case.........we both want what's best for her...but she is staying with me........I get to see her on weekends................daddy how come you and mommy aren't living together anymore........it has nothing to do with you honey..................we both love you very much..............we just need to live in two homes right now...alimony...goodbye baby...I love you...let's say rick and danny are in love..they are not allowed to get married in every state in the good old free country of the U.S.A..........if two consenting adults are 18......want to get married....they must be allowed equal rights.........marriage..... cohabitation.........adopt.....everyone...no matter what your sexual preference is.....let's abolish the need to have homosexual discussions...it's nobody's business..let it be..stop being homophobic..the gay issue must not be an issue anymore..love and equal human rights for all...long term..monogamous...heterosexual...bisexual...transsexual...homosexual...mind your own fucking business........true love is true love..........let it be...till death do us part...domestic partnerships....interracial couples.....sexual orientation discrimination must be history.............be tolerant.. trust...loving relationships....be open and honest...lots of people marry......lots of people divorce...divorced people remarry.............we are all a statistic of something.....arranged marriages....single people....monogamy....emotions...religious obligations.........take me to heaven...or maybe paradise...please...tonight....dependent on one partner....what if I get jealous...or bored.....attracted to someone else....lust........adultery.........the devil...sin...you said you would always love me.....but..extramarital affairs....morals.....praise the lord....amen...excitement.......we can meet at a hotel.....flattering.......my wife won't do THAT...........but you promised to love and honor........the wine glass falls on the floor...........I'm planning on leaving my wife soon....I promise...do you really love me...I love you....the husband is too tired to even talk to her.....she has been with the two kids all day...her husband cares about his job more than anything..............hey I pay the bills around here...............she is looking for a few stolen moments...youth...that young muscular man working on the neighbor's yard......would you like a glass of lemonade....my children are taking a nap....she is wearing a low cut tank top.....shorts.....they are in the bedroom...he comes back twice a week........she cooks dinner like julia child now..she is happier.....her husband doesn't even notice.......she feels 18 again...........for that brief summer...hopefully there will be some roofing needed around their house in the fall...I think it is leaking she says...you take care of it...she takes care of it alright.......I'm going to learn how to fix a roof this weekend...I will leave my business card at the door.......we will live happily ever after...marriage...adultery.....divorce........who needs who....who loves you.....be honest...we married too young......you never do anything around this house...........I'm always cleaning up after you and the kids...should I confront him about that receipt from the motel 6...I mean what was he doing there...wedding vows..how to remain faithful..envy...envy...lust..open marriages..open bedrooms...open hearts..open legs..condoms...love is all we need.........bullshit money pays the bills...love is blind...what happens to the children when it just doesn't work out..the kids will cry...men are the ones that usually leave....how often do you hear of a woman leaving...it happens but....on the average....aggression........I need attention..I'm not getting any at home..divorce isn't the end..separation....maybe the best solution for now.....peace.......bring back your loving.........we just don't see things the same way...you say to-may-toe...I say ta-mah-to...let's kill each other.....sid and nancy.........real love................we were stuck in the clouds...it's mostly ignorant religious assholes who are against homosexuality.................they think that gay people can switch.................god is going to send you to hell you faggot.....what are you queer....................gay rights=human rights.......religion=corruption and crap.....crap smells....violence......some women are beaten by their husbands....repeatedly....bruised and scarred for life.......till death do us part.......I have the right to kick your ass.............anyone who abuses another person.....shark tank.....now.........I am the adulteress.......I am so ashamed of what I have done to her..........you should have thought of that before you broke her neck....tears....once in love...but mom I don't want to move...I'll miss my friends......no one will like me....I hate you...this is all your fault....but you must understand.......the tears are always there..we hide them very well.........surrender your heart to temptation..see things in a new light..everybody needs a light...to get through the darkness.....some kids who are now adults........who really still act like kids..blame their parents for everything....get the fuck over it...life goes on..........what you would have rather been killed by your mother............no fucking excuses...the ball is in your court..........love.....feelings...trust....don't say goodbye...tears...kindness......you find yourself dreaming on a park bench.....hoping you will find true love......compromise...give and take.......don't let it slide through your hands........we have many options..maybe you will stick it out another year...your brain is ready to explode though....it must be better somewhere else......the kids screaming....mommy....I pooped....I'm hungry...he hit me..it's my toy....shut up...crying......can I go out to play...I need some money........I need help with my homework...I'm not feeling good...shut up..tension...stress....you're ready to blow...........you are on your knees.........remember what you said...you will always love me...till death do us part....there isn't enough coffee to keep me awake...the baby is up all night........colic they call it.......now everyone is clinically depressed....we are all on medication.........we will be fine......hey ralph never did send alice to the moon......he could have...but he didn't...and you know something.......oz never did give anything to the tin man............we all want a good witch..............single dad...father knows best.....our youth..........in desert storm 200,000 iraqis killed......we all have a past........wonderful or horrible............exciting or boring..lonely or filled with warmth..people are basically good natured and nurtured.....loving.....time moves so quickly.....................let's abolish it....then it won't go so quickly...no more clocks and watches....let the sun be our guide.............the sun doesn't have that annoying alarm sound either......speaking of annoying sounds.......the volume of ambulance and police and fire truck sirens needs to be turned down.....I mean come on I hear the fucking thing....the nuclear family...a wife and a husband...2.5 kids....I would hate to be that .5 kid....a fence....the suburbs......two cars....the whole enchilada with extra sauce....are you loved by many people.....divorced...................single....lonely..................married...they have 5 grandchildren.......they never would have imagined being apart..until death that is.................

keep your hands off

......................as much as her family wanted allison to keep the beautiful oak headboard and bed frame that her great grandmother once slept on.........and her grandmother............and her mother...........she couldn't....she finally told them why...........it was a tuesday night on her way home from work....she always walked this way...but tonight would change her outlook on life forever...he asked her what time it was.....she was so close to home.......he knew where she lived...he forced her into her apartment...very carefully...he said if you scream I'll kill you.......she didn't say a word....he took her into the bedroom........hit her just so she knew he was serious..he tied her to the edge of the headboard.....she stared at the ceiling the whole time....trying to think of when she was a little girl....after raping her.............he left.................she never reported it to the police....she felt ashamed....this was five years ago...........now her family understands.....the salvation army truck is coming to pick up the bed tomorrow........she is moving....trying to rebuild her life........anyone who rapes someone deserves to die.......maybe we should build women that are almost real for psycho men who feel the need to destroy women...we have the technology....some men are never caught......some women never heal..some are killed....it is scary that women can't walk down the street without being afraid they will become the next victim....this rarely happens to men...........rape is cruel and not human....it is immoral...freedom is taken away....a violation....against consent...........physical pain....fear for one's life...hatred....malice...degradation....keep your hands off.....if you get caught....shark tank...date rape....no FUCKING means no...I don't understand how someone can do something like this..maybe there is a mental defect in men who do this...but she acted like she wanted it......I mean look at the way the girl was dressed...that bitch asked for it...sexual property......sexual autonomy...sometimes no means maybe......sometimes no means....try harder...I like a battle...consent=permission...alcohol....trouble...rage...rape.......a woman's sexual history is not to blame for rape..........if she has a few drinks or not....the victim....a flower......innocence.......close to 18% of all women have been sexually assaulted and or raped...and these are the reported cases.....some 8 year old daughters usually don't tell their mothers what daddy is doing down there...........if she didn't want it she wouldn't have invited me up for a drink....what if a wife says no to her husband....is that rape....does he own her....NO..she has the right to say no.....if she is being forced there needs to be some help.................no one will help her.....it continues.... domestic violence.....go to the kitchen.....get a knife......tell him you're in the mood.....he will always be ready......tell him to lie down........get him aroused......close your eyes dear...ok ...CHOP......see if he does it to her again...no means no..........................if there was no money would there be a pornography business....probably not.....if you can't love your friends who can you love......feminism...adult movies............I wish they had better plots......maybe they should include sex on cool TV shows............soap operas would be much better with actual sex scenes............look at music videos these days......sex...............half naked women...no instruments................have to love them......sexual freedom..............legalized prostitution... consenting adults....how much for that one over there.....escort services....strip clubs....give the people what they want......sex sells.......money rules the planet...............lady chatterley's lovers....pornography is hatred against women......they are treated like animals.......money..........some women make thousands of dollars a day...feminism...the woman is bound...tortured....offensive...child pornography...penthouse...hustler...how about all these fashion magazine covers now...first amendment....free country......breasts are not separate............they are part of a woman's body...stop staring at them...renoir paintings....nudity....art...playboy.....art or filth........no one is forcing them.......the money is easy............a little touch up and a little paint.....abolish fake breasts.......only exception could be breast cancer......the lover should love the person............sex and violence.....feelings....rapists.....child molesters......flashers......peeping...voyeurism... erotica....sex sells...sell sex...censorship............if we censor pornography......how about fast food restaurants...the crap television talk shows.............shut up some of the politicians throwing out lies and broken promises...preachers...salvation from god.......you sinner......the starr report..the blue dress.......larry flynt.......hugh hefner..............sexual assault......jury...sexual harassment.......lewd remarks...nice ass......the workplace..I'll give you a promotion if you give me a.......and then get on your.....the whistles..the leers..the laws.....every person deserves the right to control his or her own sexual experiences...........masturbation.... relationships are difficult......patience..understanding...time heals...men and women......women and women...men and men...dog and cat.......let there be music......do you think god created instruments before he created alcohol...let the music do the talking............let the wind blow back your hair....I'm the one who loves you best....I know what scares you.......I know what angers you.....I know when you are sad........I know how to make you happy......I know when to leave you alone.........I'm your favorite somebody.......I know how to make you relax.......nudism..........full body massage...swinging...group sex.....the uninvited guest....promiscuous.........sexual expression....puritans....humiliation....damnation....the foreskin has a purpose.......it keeps the head of the penis protected from the cruel world...it is torture to infants.....do men give love to get sex...........do women give sex to get love....is love an illusion......is love real....an orgasm is real....unless you fake one.......a state of extreme happiness and satisfaction...sex appeal..hormones....no control..sexism...arousal...desire....eroticism...lust...vanity....wantonness..love songs........verbal abuse... physical abuse...he is at a bar and they are getting buzzed....he starts to touch her arm in a friendly way.....the way people do when they are talking...he then touches her back....she says slow down...he says come on baby and grabs her ass......listen.......keep your hands off of me........

a cherry on the top

the plague...black death....disease.......30 million people have died from the aids epidemic......acquired immune deficiency.........hiv virus.....safe sex...needles......freddie mercury was one of the best singers of all time...vaccine....spanish-flu epidemic..world hunger.....have courage.....we need to stop putting a price on medication.....there is a cure for world hunger.......it's food....ethiopia...starvation.......I'll have the prime rib with extra gravy and a baked potato with sour cream and butter...rice pilaf and a fresh garden salad on the side with ranch dressing...a glass of white wine.........and sourdough bread...............for dessert an ice cream sundae with extra whipped cream and nuts................and a cherry on the top.......we must NEVER forget how great we have it...malnutrition.....remember pop rocks....what food group were they from......or bubble yum bubble gum....stop blowing bubbles in class...take that gum out now.....hiv-positive..pneumonia..doctors...death....virus...condoms...........pop the cherry...pop goes the weasel...pop music....malaria...transmissible disease...body fluids...bacteria......viral.....hepatitis...blood...cherry pie.....hey waiter...my steak wasn't cooked the way I like it...listen asshole....you are lucky to have food...shut up and eat......don't waste away...........there still is time...but your outlook...you must have a positive attitude in life no matter what...I'm dying of a disease...imagine that feeling knowing ..people treating you like you have aids..black cherry...white blood cells....feed the world....cherry Italian ice........everyone wants to reach the top.....do you love me yet...please....would you sell your story to rolling stone......friendship...........will you be my friend..maybe this year will be much better than last year....we can always try harder.....but the virus makes me SO tired...running away from my problems......a lot of pain... loneliness surrounds me..some people heading to another place on a greyhound...another place so far away.......take me down the highway... take me to paradise....I'm looking for a heart of gold....a warm place to rest my weary head........don't worry about anything anymore.......just remember you will be dead someday......laughing is one of the best medicines in the world....and good conversation...friends...the happy...the sick...the dying...the poor...the weary...focus....have direction...shoot the arrow........your kiss means everything to me......I'm in love with you....I am.......elvis will always be alive....survival of the fittest.....god making plans for something we don't know about...pain...help.........a lot of days lifting my head with alcohol spinning around from a night of drinking the devil's poison..............at..i..tood is a state of feeling or mind about a situation...positive attitude.......popcorn should come free with the price of admission at movies..........sweet tea should be free.......a phone call should cost a dime.......when you go to an ethnic restaurant the people that work there have to be from that place..............americans serving chinese food doesn't work......don't eat at a mexican restaurant if you're not being served by an authentic Mexican....protease inhibitors...we wake up feeling a certain way......did we get a good night's sleep or did we toss and turn.......did we have a great supper.....feed me........we all experience pleasure and pain........we all walk the same path...we all love.........have we all been very drunk............we all have worked hard at something......we all see the beauty in a baby's smile......some of us will never have children.......some of us wake up feeling like shit...then we take a shit...some of us go to jobs we hate...some of us have jobs we love......we love a good movie......somehow we lose connection with each other...plans fall apart....the world will end someday...and someday you won't be interested in being rich.....someday you'll feel pleasure in a way that can only equal death..a candle in the window.....your bags are packed........you see the light.........the world is yours...........then you just explode...a shadow appears...but all you want is a small cup of chocolate ice cream...with sprinkles..and a maraschino cherry on the top........

great minds don't think alike

to clone or not to clone..cloning......why not....two heads.......great minds don't always think alike....oscar and felix...the unconscious...the ego... the id...the super ego....theories....psycho mumbo jumbo....slip of my lip..bill and ted...abbott and costello...cheech and chong...lucy and ricky... barbie and ken.......lewis and clark....john lennon was the greatest celebrity of the 20th century...better than jesus.........if we only lived by his songs...imagine that...I think cloning is a great concept........the most spoken language in the world is chinese...kurt cobain suicide.....mandela president....rwanda murder..bloodshed.....the cover of the black crowes album amorica shows a woman wearing a bikini bottom with a little pubic hair sticking out..the cover was replaced and they now block out the pubic hair.........we have assholes in charge of being able to make that happen...look up to the stars...a shooting star sparkles.....one of the greatest foods in the world are jelly belly jelly beans....it's amazing how they get those little candies to taste so good.....some people never really experience love.......beavis and butthead............lone ranger and tonto..axl and slash...laverne and shirley...starsky and hutch...friends..clark kent and superman......captain and tenille.........homer and marge.. adam and eve.....amos and andy....friendship....some people feel the magic in music....some people feel it is the devil's word...the devil doesn't exist...so those people must disappear..bert and ernie..mick and keith..paul and john..a mind is a terrible thing to waste..waste management is one of the most important aspects of civilized societies...tom and huck...simon and garfunkel...bonnie and clyde...sylvester and tweety...be loyal to your partner..some people need to be cloned..lennon...edison......marx...playboy playmates..is cloning a part of witchcraft......test tube babies...in vitro fertilization...wouldn't religious people like to have me cloned..I can steer religious people into the light..jack and jill......hall and oates....thelma and louise....batman and robin....mickey and minnie.....sonny and cher.........one mind is a treasure.............another mind is a sewer....mind over matter....women must rule the world...women have it...mind your own business...........your mind is your greatest asset..........

no autographs please

there was a time when I thought getting an autograph was a cool......................now I think it's ridiculous............mostly because of the way some people make money off of selling them..if you didn't get it yourself what is the point..and a hand shake is all you need from someone..so the next time you meet a celebrity and find yourself awestruck....remember they are only human....we are all in the same boat...they fart.....they piss...they sneeze....they burp....they crap...like you....the oklahoma city bombing........if he was so pissed off at the world why didn't he bomb a football game....he could've killed 80,000 people........even fans kill their favorite celebrities..........selena was killed by the former president of her fan club........appreciate everything you have......some people are much worse off then you...some people can't hear........some people can't see...some people can't walk....some people never learn how to read.....there is something incredible about waking up everyday knowing you can change your life if you want to...the promise of looking out the window.........knowing if you don't like what you see...............you can change it.....america the beautiful.....the winding roads..........getting in a car and just going nowhere........................picking up people in bars and meeting waitresses in diners.......I love waitresses..........not the ones just doing it until they finish college or until they get that part in a major motion picture...I'm talking about the ones who are just living.......they aren't going for their doctorates............or reaching for dreams........they are just working and living...simple folk....just being a waitress...look at them......they are wonderful.........give them a big tip..............ask them if they are happy.....ask them out for dinner...they might say yes.......take a picture of them...don't be afraid...kindly ask.............the worst anyone will say is NO...don't ever forget that in any situation...be yourself...how would you like your coffee...I'll have it with cream and sugar...and what are you doing tonight after work...nothing much..ok I want to marry you...let me get your coffee....ok I thought about it let's go...........but don't quit your job...I love you for what you do...I think all the wonderful waitresses live in small towns.....hey may I have your autograph.........sorry son but I don't BELIEVE in autographs.......what are you talking about man...I'd be happy to shake your hand....thank you for listening to my music.....but no autographs please.........you asshole..........I'll never buy any of your cds ever again............another fan who was looking on says hi and I agree with you sir..................may I please shake your hand.........my pleasure friend no problem I would like that..........there is an autograph collector's

club...autograph dealers.......most of the time an autograph is given the celebrity doesn't look at you..........they are looking down at a photo of themselves....the autograph I worked the hardest for was chrissie hynde..........I waited all day and when I finally saw her she wasn't going to give me one but she did though...I got her autograph again a few years later...but maybe we should abolish autographs..............no autographs please.............some professional autograph collectors ask for multiple autographs from one celebrity...........they call this racking....I would've loved marilyn monroe's autograph though...paparazzi....car chases...princess diana....celebrities....hollywood....stardom...fame...........mansions... life's been good....corvette......jaguar....ferrari.....famous people....celebrity hunting...stalking......prey....the pen.......must have a bunch of working pens...no pen...no autograph..abolish money....autographs become worthless.....just a memory..and we can't buy a memory...........a mick jagger autograph is cool.....some celebrities are in on the game......they will sign through an agent and also make a profit...sports players are big on the autograph scene...a business...forging...sell..a person becomes a means to a profitable end.....they are not people now.........they are dollar signs...how much would charlie manson's autograph go for.....someone would want it..........I got joey ramone's autograph.......iggy pop............the alarm...the pretenders.........when I was a kid I would get sports players' autographs.........how about a conversation with the famous person...... ...friendship...they don't have the time...they are leading their own lives..I hate the way all suits and ties look the same..........those uniforms of the nine to five world.........comfort over style...lapels....take it out of the closet...burn it.......work is work........find work that you like...........realize most of what we do is bullshit.....and to all the star struck fans........celebrities and autograph dealers........snap out of it...........get a meaningful job...what would you rather have from an actor or actress....an autograph or a 10 minute conversation.......both please..........ask them personal questions......tell them with an honest face.....may I have a kiss.......please.... that's it....a kiss and a handshake........but no autographs please.......

with the push of a button

the way a remote control responds to our commands is marvelous.........with the push of a button we can sit back in our recliners and travel to china.......watch a house being built from scratch........see young pop stars almost naked dancing to bubble gum music.........get fed the daily news till we're blue in the face with disgust..............watch old movies.........watch foreign movies.........and with the push of a button escape the commercials....to find more movies......and of course a lot of crap.........a lot of crap..............................with the flick of a switch we can adjust the temperature in our houses.......central air conditioning...willis carrier..humidity...heat...sweat...engineering...............at first air conditioning was used to cool machines down not people....theaters....beat the heat.......leave coney island......go to the movies....cool off.........I would love to step back in time and visit coney island on a hot summer day......nathan's hot dogs..........coca cola.......everyone laughing........children playing in the water....massive crowds.....picture your days without air conditioning.....or heat in the winter.......flame...fire...wood...coal....furnace....stop in the name of love.....industrial revolution...possibly the greatest revolution of all time......luddites....amish............some people are against more and more technology.......james watt..factories..the railroad....cars...airplanes.....productivity.........sanitary conditions............picture our lives without sewage treatment.....not all cities were able to deal with human excrement...cities were death traps.....the nineteenth century.......the toilet.... social classes........entrepreneurs.........12 to 16 hour work days in the factories.........the working class........cotton mills..........child labor............coal mines....electricity.....picture your life without that......thomas edison....joseph swan...incandescent filament lamp.......streetcars.......subways.... henry ford......the model t.....the assembly line....mass market......a letter...pony express...wait...the telephone...hello...your voice...bye...e-mail...a quick note...chat...cell phones....text....talk to someone...ANYWHERE......washboard.........washing machines.....the clothes line.....dryers.......vacuum cleaners...REFRIGERATORS...freezers....housework...chores....machines to lighten the load......machines becoming people.........with the push of a button your freezer will give you ice cubes....................with the push of a button we can blow up the middle east...............the television................tv dinners...swanson.....let the housewife just remove the complete meal from the box.............put it in the oven.................no need to grow your own food......frozen dinners....lazy boy chairs........the remote...obesity......is there a sky outside.....sunshine.....the computer......everyone will have one someday...we won't even talk to each other anymore...roll with it..........the zipper.........band-aids.................do you know who the teddy is in teddy bears....1902...president roosevelt........SLICED BREAD.....the only thing better...........the camera...but wait.......the disposable diaper............spam......a mixture of pork and spices....kleenex...tampons.....cylinder....phonograph....edison again......sony...carnegie......rockefeller.......jp morgan.............les paul...leo fender...the golden arches........fast food......dick and mac mcdonald....ray kroc...franchises...wal-mart......howard johnson's.....drive-in theatres....almost drive though anything......starbucks...is the woman the greatest invention of all time.......I believe so....the transistor........cars were once considered toys for the rich....the mall.......the ultimate shopping experience..........or a living nightmare...............but the teenage girls wearing their makeup and looking so hip and fresh and beautiful....does LSD count as a great invention......take a trip for a small price......fry your brain........the clock......keeping time.......putting a price on time.........time immortal........self winding watch..........they now have a watch that functions as a remote control.....one invention I couldn't imagine living without.....my glasses...what did cave people do........they walked into a lot of cave walls.......or no eye problems...........they didn't subscribe to the daily newspaper...........the printing press.........contact lenses...........hair transplants...the movies....1895...the first paid public showing..paris.........kinescope......movies without sound....the talkies..............don't complain about life if you have modern conveniences....if you have your health you are rich........plastic...records....teflon...1907............the first completely synthetic substance....antibiotics...the BIRTH CONTROL pill....vibrators.......THOMAS EDISON....ice-cream.......color television...............once again the camera...toilet paper...picture your life without that........with the push of a button you can have takeout pizza delivered to your house.......with extra cheese and sausage...rubber....tires...condoms..........what did people use before rolling papers...........I am the dreamer.................you are my dream......my arms are reaching out for you...my heart is open...we have the love....there will be lots of time to travel................and meet people from different cultures..........eat their food...listen to their music...experience all women from all walks of life.........maybe a few men...........why not...love is a huge ocean........and I am a dolphin.....swimming in the sea of life.............is hollywood the greatest invention of all time.........let me sing you a song of redemption....despair..pain..lust...love......loss...delusional love.....walter reuther...unionism....auto strike...stop buying.......stop selling...stop the system...fuck the system.....conglomerates...I'd like to be an invisible man for 15 days.......I would see you everyday.............the piano......instruments........imagine life without music.........it is the greatest creation..........let's build a machine to control the weather............let's screw up the environment.....let's love our teachers.......a hammer and a nail...build love.................trees=wood=houses=shelter=bedrooms=closed doors=baby.....baby love...sing out loud......a love song.....any one will do...love train...is the bible an invention...or a creation.....or toilet paper...is the pope a clown..the circus is the place to fall in love.....once you get past the smell of elephant crap.......how do they all fit in that car.........a circus..........your childhood.....cotton candy......bubble gum......soda pop.....ice cream cones............ringling brothers circus..........KISS is the greatest rock and roll creation of all time......feel the sunshine on your naked body....feel yourself......feel free....feel the warmth.....forever free.........ride the wind my dear friend.....the radiation......microwave ovens........the push of a button......dinner is served...3 minutes and 37 seconds..........nuke it...no nukes...nike.....swoosh.....give me time...give me love...I feel fine..I feel you...feel free...shine...shout....I will live forever...........don't try to be perfect...be persistent....follow through...shine on......endure.......fix your hair just right........meet me down at the local tavern..............tell me your troubles...the truth please..I will listen...I will hold you..hug you..love you....wipe your tears...fill your heart.....with the push of a button we can put the jukebox on.............dance to the music.........your high heels will move........dance in my arms.........dance the night away...............have a few drinks.................listen to rock and roll forever.....generation after generation...marillion...dylan....stones.......beatles.........rock and roll will live on forever....war will die...zeppelin.....elton.....the music will save us.......drugs will kill us..........money will rot our hearts.........money will poison our existence...materialism is the ruler...cut it loose......a very big pair of scissors....don't you love me.......I'm on a massive coffee high........let's get high......very high...peanut butter and jelly...the greatest sandwich of all time...or corned beef brisket with mustard and cucumbers on french bread lightly toasted....creations....inventions...discoveries....your memory...if you don't have a child....find one to love....love yourself.......follow your dreams....kiss the sky.....kiss your face in the mirror.........the mirror tells no lies...mirror mirror on the wall......what would you have done in pinocchio's shoes....don't lie...be true..love me do.......a new hairdo...for you......the greatest place to be.......the cover of the rolling stone.......or the grand canyon...I want to hold your hand.......I want to laugh with you.....I miss you.....I love you...........with the push of a button you can get a can of grape...pepsi...coke...ginger ale..orange..root beer...you meet someone and then fall in love...lust.........friendship.......fighting.........loving..... watching movies....home cooked dinners...poetry in motion...mutual feelings...emotions...desire.......wet.....warm....love..........many nights without sleep...many late mornings with lots of sleep....big breakfast...hiking.....nature.....camping.....scrabble......in each other's arms...........arcades and games......with the push of two buttons you can be the pinball wizard..pinball machines......one of the coolest inventions.....bowling alleys.......a great place to hang out...strike.........with the push of a button the bowling pins become ready for the next player.........it's never over till you're dead.......tears fall down my face........my face shows the years of pain..........my face shows the love of you......................it's not too late to be a kid forever......before the industrial revolution did we know our neighbors better than we do now.........do we know our computers and televisions better than our neighbors...............I definitely do....isolation............interaction from a distance....internet..........connect the world..........electricity.... computers.............that damned machine is broken again......that damned machine is outdated.......landfill...computer manufacturers....deaths..... are we too dependent on machines.........what happens when the machine dies..............real human interaction......real friends..........virtual crap.... connection...with the push of a button the cd player rocks out for me.....great song.........repeat.....I could win your heart with my chicken stew and kindness...thick stew.....first I put a whole chicken in a pot with water...add onions...garlic...carrots...salt and pepper.....boil chicken till it's cooked..let chicken cool..make some rice or pasta or potatoes....add to the pot....take all the meat off the bird.........put back in the pot..........add corn...peas....basil...oregano...more salt...and bread crumbs....simmer.....serve...enjoy....a warm hearty meal....with the push of a button you can ring the bell to our house......please come on over....with the push of a button we can drop the bomb on hiroshima.......nagasaki...........so what if 70,000 people were killed......great inventions that kill....guns...bullets.....tanks......poison gas....picture yourself in a helicopter.......now push the button......1968.......napalm drops from the sky....death....so much is possible with the push of a button...............

maybe you didn't hear me the first time

maybe you didn't hear me the first time...so just in case let me repeat myself for a few moments........what are we americans thinking.....why do we have such a fascination with firearms...of course any madman will find a way to kill.....they started with rocks............then advanced to tree branches...then whatever else they could get their dirty little fingers on.....and occasionally using their bare hands...........a crazy person will always find a way..abolish guns....simple solution......they serve no meaningful purpose.....they are made to kill...........they protect us from what....other people...the american revolution...the civil war....samuel colt...........before the civil war no more than one tenth of the population owned guns...fort sumter......mass production of guns during the civil war..........what the fuck is so civil about war..........guns are products........a business...people involved in any way shape or form are killing people...we are all killing...background checks....crap............enforce what's on the books now...more crap...ban assault weapons...more crap...pistol...revolver...smith and wesson....barrel...trigger...shotgun...rifle......machine gun.....hollow-point bullet.......full-metal jacket....gun laws....death.....the gun will provide an absolute solution....what type of gun do you think god has..fertilizer bombs...waco texas...the FBI..nuclear warfare........a wound in the heart......in 1997 4,223 children were killed by firearms..... many in accidents while playing at home...thousands more were injured....water guns are not toys...youth violence....registered and licensed gun owners...................the only way to rid society of this insane invention is to make it part of history.......maybe your kid or wife or husband or mother will be in the line of fire...maybe you own a gun...........maybe you believe in the second amendment...maybe..............just maybe we will wake up from this nightmare and start building peace armies equipped with peace and music...and history books and love.....................instead of guns and aggression tactics....................the US government is mostly made up of politicians who come from a long line of people who don't really care about all members of the human race......especially the lower class in poverty...................don't see too many wealthy white men in prison...mostly poor minorities...on drugs.....any politician that helps makes decisions that having guns is a right................must go in the shark tank.....................all guns equal death and rape and power and a child dead and give me your money mother fucker and john lennon dead and mlk dead and a bullet in your skull and suicide and police and john kennedy's brains fucking splattered on the streets of dallas and lots of

blood spilling on the street in a hollywood movie and lots of death..it could happen....to you...or me..allen ginsberg..beat generation poetry... stirring up american consciousness.......he once wrote go fuck yourself with your atom bomb....I say to all the gun lovers the same.........wake up america....the future is now..star wars is just a movie........a violent one.....violence and children do not mix..........so what spice do the spice girls taste like..spice spice baby..let your love flow...let your finger pull the trigger........kill that bastard......dead...........blood fills the concrete with love.........love and concrete don't mix.............a gun and a madman.......a terrible mix.........are you satisfied now................catcher in the rye..... holden.......chapman...a dead father........the children must not find out.......through the ages.......we kill each other...in the future........we kill each other......iced coffee......get a blender......a tall glass...a straw...make some vanilla hazelnut coffee......let cool.......add milk........ice...........chocolate syrup.....blend until frothy....pour...call a couple of friends...sit...talk....listen to some lynyrd skynyrd............then take out your ak-47 and watch them bleed to death.....they criticized your coffee....you were mad...you were full of rage......the gun was so close........bam...bam....bam..........the neighbors heard the noise..............they knock on the door........you open slowly............you open fire...now 7 people lay dead......cool magazines to read...rolling stone.....playboy......atlantic monthly....utne reader....mother jones.......one of the greatest magazines is........national geographic... maybe you weren't listening the first time.....maybe you were planning on killing your co-workers...someone is killing someone.............RIGHT NOW........give the hunters a salad for supper..I still listen to ted nugent..cat scratch fever...if you can't kill it with your bare hands.......have a carrot.......I love baby back ribs...................guns equal war and rambo and cowboys and spread your legs bitch or I'll blow your brains out and hollywood and violence and more and more death......now picture sitting on the beach...a beautiful day...warm........a tall glass of iced tea.....a sunset in the distance....your lover by your side....life is real...love....peace...whisper I love you baby...compassion....imagination.........see a boat sailing on the crystal blue ocean...a hazy day...a lazy day..unbound...illumination..you feel the love all over your body...the energy is high....let me sleep in your arms.......I feel your love...a beautiful cadence......nature....a radio about 50 feet away is playing let it be......an old man sitting alone in his lounge chair looking on.....hallelujah.....god is on our side.......he wouldn't allow innocent people to be killed......no way.........not that god.......not our god.....no way....god is dead and gone.............jesus was killed 2000 years ago.........without a gun.............hallelujah..................sanctify yourself........the holy priest was found in the backroom with.........oh my god...debauchery.............some of my favorite musicians are god loving citizens...the fingers hit the keyboard.....words flow like the sun setting on the two lovers.....naturally.............a love of words...too old to break free.........a man loses control.......much too blind to see the damage he is about to cause.....FOREVER......guns............music is god.....................crazy people+guns=the end...........................when civilization is dead and gone there will be a speaker somewhere playing the simple piano chords to imagine....john will be singing....his dream will never die........a gun killed him......a crazy man and a gun..........DON'T EVER FORGET...................DON'T FORGIVE him.......the damage is too painful......I didn't even know the man...and I feel this way....the dream is over........make sure before you die you read the diary of anne frank......if your parents are still alive call them now....say hi...no matter what........if they did harm to you............they were wrong........if the pain was too much...I'm sorry............guns=people suing each other over wrongful death...............guns are safe when used properly....ok how does one properly dispose of the body....public opinion...laws....gun control...anything can happen....love can happen....make it happen......the world is wide open...have you been feeling depressed lately...try to find some happiness....peace..shoot me.....guns=death........ guns=freedom....guns=bullets...bullets=pain.....pain=tears....I have told you my feelings towards guns.......maybe this time you heard me.................

day after day

if you're not sure how hard it is being a parent.........try it...............it's the hardest job in the world.........then again I never dug coal out of a mine for 16 hours a day...but still...if you're thinking of having kids...do your homework......babies are helpless........they need us around the clock 24 hours a day.......you might get lucky and have a baby that sleeps through the night...or find yourself up every 3 hours for feeding.......then you notice that smell...he needs his diaper changed...........then while you are changing the one poop.........watch out...........flying poop like you never imagined coming towards your nose..........you clean it all up........the baby is crying.......the baby is hungry........you are exhausted.............the little one falls back to sleep quickly.....you on the other hand are so wired now you can't fall back to sleep.....when you finally do..........the cries are piercing again...feed me....I'm hungry....night after night...day after day......you are a loving parent..............parents will always worry about their children...before you notice it...they are crawling....they are smiling.....they are babbling.......they are cooing...................they are taking their first steps.....you go to the pediatrician...shots......the baby cries......breast feeding.........bottled formula.....teething........diaper rash........hey that pair of socks doesn't fit anymore.....all of those outfits are now too small.......diapers......diapers.......more diapers......filling up our landfills.....I wouldn't have it any other way.......what did people do 1000 years ago...we are very fortunate........baby monitors.....so many toys................the toys are all over the house...we used to be able to watch a movie in one night.......now it might take 3 nights to finish.......you are so tired at the end of the day......then out of nowhere...the babble becomes.. ma-ma...and da-da......your heart melts.....those little eyes staring at you.......the arms come towards you....a very big hug....you're melting some more.....the smile....the laughing......the crying........welcome to parenthood............don't touch that....no.....leave it alone......no........get back here...be careful....watch it...don't throw your food...highchair...bib...all of a sudden you are making friends with a purple dinosaur......barney....naptime........time to clean the house....breakfast dishes....cereal on the carpet.........don't trip on that toy.......dirty laundry.....big bird is smiling at you...upset tummy.........let me rub your head.......I love you............this is the ultimate love..............your offspring...a baby..some people are not meant to be parents...how hard could it be...VERY HARD...sleep deprivation.....but that smile...............the hug...the da-da...the laughs...bath time...time to change the diaper again....and again...find a clean pair of pajamas...........some women are not able to conceive.......some women have...3...4....6....9 babies........toddler...separation anxiety......you have to childproof your house...they will fall a lot...they will scrape their knees......they will cry and cry.......baby love.......cry...cry....baby.......rattles..onesies........terrible twos.............clean the bottles.......the bottles are dirty again..........clean the baby....food all over their faces...........then you turn around and they are running down the hall....when did that happen...the other day I was able to leave you on the bed....you could barely roll...now...you're running....their ages are in months.........oh he's 13 months.........mine is 16 months........before you know it they are into everything........books........those are fun to pull off the bookcase...cars...trucks...balls....dolls..legos...pooh...sesame street......you are talking at the park.....about your baby...their baby...strollers....you never noticed so many babies before....now they are everywhere.......don't forget we were all that little once.........joy.........picture everyone you know and meet as a baby....then smile.......the little nose...........the little ears............nothing is more beautiful than their little hand holding your hand....then the screaming...no........stop it....children are people..............some people spank their children...............some experts in the baby field approve...some deeply disagree..........I do not believe in spanking...if you don't cut it out I'm taking off my belt.......it's abuse.......spanking is only allowed between consenting adults...spank me.....oh yes........babies must never be spanked................children need to be talked to..........they will listen...we need a lot of patience.........a real FUCKING lot...when you feel you are going to lose it.....go into the bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror....count to 20.......calm yourself...relax...don't yell...don't hit...no spanking........don't ever sexually abuse them........patience...patience... discipline is possible without violence.......timeout...dr spock....if your children refuse to get dressed in the morning.......send them to school in their pajamas...does it really matter what they are wearing......always be honest with your children..........tell them the truth....tell them santa doesn't exist..santa is a capitalist fraud...tell them god is part of a fairy tale.......tell them the truth...punishment....sibling rivalry.........why hurt your child.....would you like someone else to spank them for you....behavioral problems...babies...crying...time to feed the baby again.....diaper change...nap time....please sleep at least a 2 hour nap....toilet training....the potty....do you have to go poop......comfort your baby.............you are their world.....cribs......pacifier......umbilical cord.........do you need a drink now...burping....good burp sweetie...........breastfeeding...do you want to read some books little guy...want to go for a walk....let's go to the park.......you have to share those toys.....pregnancy..........9 months......bladder control......your breasts leak......maternity clothes........hormones.....ultrasound....boy or girl....pick out a name..........get the room ready.......buy all the gadgets......changing table..labor pains...epidural...lamaze classes.....car seats...day after day.........you are a parent........forever.......day after day...you can't just go to the market without planning.......make sure the diaper bag is well stocked....toys....snacks...wipes.....diapers......lotion... temper tantrum..some people are giving you that we don't have a baby look.......the other looks.....they know......they have been there before.... you're trying so hard to lose that weight you gained during pregnancy.....bed time stories.......I'll tuck you in my sweet little man................I love you......mommy loves you....papa loves you...grandma loves you...WE LOVE YOU...........just don't ruin anything in my music library...........I know you like to pull that beatles book off the shelf..the chores are piling up....we need a nanny..........how come we don't fool around like we used to...... shhhhhh....the baby is sleeping.....get the bottle ready......he will be up soon........the baby just threw up on the carpet...the oriental rug......don't wipe it...just pat it dry....can you show me your nose.....where is your tummy....good boy........wiggle your ears......touch your toes..........wave your arms...give me a hug...please...little feet...little shoes...no television until you're 2.....maybe 4........you don't miss it........we used to let you watch barney.....then one night you were very mad when we shut it off...that was 4 months ago.....you don't miss it.....you forgot quickly.......too many cars and trucks to play with................................you point at the door when you want to go out and play...............you are brilliant.......................so very CUTE..beautiful......everyone loves you...except for that woman...when we were on the ferry to long island.............you showed her how well you could cry.....she moved her seat very fast...she was on her cell phone........she might have jumped off and swam to shore...............you cry really well............you laugh even better...your smile is my rainbow....your love is our world....please sleep at least 8 hours through the night.......what you didn't do your homework...get up to your room now........if I have to stop this car you're going to be in big trouble young man...................don't make me repeat myself son.........I am so proud of you...you're on the honor roll again..A's....B's..I will not show you my report card son...........try your best in school......learn about life............ask us anything you want......anything......day after day........the diaper...........another diaper............the nap.....rest......snack time...let's take a walk...go to the park...I know you don't want to go home.....but we have to have dinner..........get ready for bath time...snack time...story time...hold your little teddy bear....bed time....good night we love you......see you in the morning.......or..........I guess we'll see you at 3:30am....we are going to let you cry...........you need to go back to sleep.......you need your rest....we need our rest.........it's dark out son.......it's not time to wake up.......but I want to nurse.........I want to play with my new toys..............I'll sleep when I'm older...................children playing........we all remember the afternoons at the beach......building sandcastles.....chasing the waves....when you get a little older.....we can watch the women...the beautiful women....everywhere.....bart simpson......recess......playtime..........birthdays were REALLY fun..........cake and ice cream..lots and lots of toys....grandma always spoils you..why not..it's just stuff...peek a boo...where's daddy....I see you...a baby sitter...dinner date..a date with each other...is the love still there....we are so tired...drained...he makes us smile....radiate...he is our little man..........stress.... when you ask us why...we will tell you because....because why...just because...I want to live forever....don't hate......be honest............speak your mind.........let your feelings out.....let's go play with your bubbles.......see the big dog.......please keep your hat on..................do you want to play an instrument.......you can play any one you'd like...even two...three....what do you want to be when you grow up......I said stop that now........please I'm trying to read the newspaper...let's listen to some music.....dance...where do people go when they die dad.....jimmy says that god takes us to heaven....son...tell jimmy that his parents are full of shit...tell him no one knows where we go...so enjoy every day like it's your last...there is a darkness on the edge of this town my little man...I love you...day after day...dad I have a crush on paula.....tell her you think she is cute.. we will take you both out for pizza...do I need a condom dad...in five years son....not now.....you're too young for that......when I was your age I had to walk to school.....both ways up a hill.....I love you.......some people are born into a good life......some people are doomed before they are even born.......the darkness always hangs over them.............dad jimmy says that god created everything..............son tell jimmy to mind his own business...he called me agnostic...he called me an atheist...son tell that bible loving asshole to shut up.........tell him that god will punish him for not speaking the truth......ok beaver....sure wally....gee mom.............but dad.....father knows crap....mother knows best.......most mothers will always be there.......mothers are the strongest people...they can do anything....stay at home parents...what you want to have two kids.....only one...stop that sweet talk...but...he needs a brother or sister............he can play with the computer...the computer is his friend........he can play violent video games and listen to heavy metal music.......then we can buy him a rifle...............he will learn how to hunt...hunt his enemy....day after day...we will love him....we will love our daughter......she will be as sweet as you......son please pick up your toys....time to get ready for dinner....ok dad....son please pick up your toys.......no...I won't...I don't want to...leave me alone...get back here you brat...defiant...bossy....some kids are like angels...our son is a gem....son that was a lot of fun we had at the zoo.............we saw the goats.....the sheep...the monkeys......the pink flamingo...and the ducks...what do they do...they go quack quack...we love you very much..all the way to the moon.......and BACK...we will love you forever and ever...a parent is always working...cleaning......some parents have to deal with colic...lots of crying...........jimmy says his mother spanks him when he is not behaving...you tell jimmy his parents are weak.......they are abusive and I will go over to their house and make them lick jimmy's diaper....be very flexible with your children........everything is going to be alright.....time is precious...one of the most frightening thoughts is child abduction...becoming a missing person.............it is so scary that someone could STEAL your baby.....if we find the abductor...shark tank....movies to see.....cat on a hot tin roof....streetcar named desire.....suddenly last summer....sunset boulevard.....petrified forest....on the waterfront...I think sunday has a certain smell to it..bacon..eggs....home fries...........sunday morning feels much different then wednesday.....fridays are fun..I want to kiss your honey lips....I want to stroke your hair...I want to feel your love forever.......I want to wake in your arms under the midnight moon.........you are everything to me...take me in your arms baby....two shining stars....rock and roll could save the world if it weren't a business....try to live without it...life is good...take a bus across the country......fix your hair up pretty.............shine your shoes....walk tall...hold your head up....today could be your last day alive...ignorance=slavery....happiness=rock and roll....sugar=fun......wisdom can only be learned.....not taught.................but maybe we can teach our children that being wise is being true is being real is being honest is being loved is being happy is being friendly is being just is being pure is being simple is being right is being whole is being young is being innocent is being focused is being stimulated is being caring is being intuitive is being ready is being patient is being wise is being horny..... day care centers........clean your plate there are people starving in this world.......give your children lots of hugs and kisses.....if you're feeling like you are about to explode..call someone..immediately....jolly jumpers..ok you're going in time out..diapers..naps...playtime..........feedings.... now everyone all of a sudden has advice on how to raise your child.......more diapers...day after day...................

many different roads to choose

we all have a place to go.....somewhere.....anywhere.....take a turn now.....where are you going.....................where will you be twenty years from now..............inspiration can come from anywhere...personal happiness...many different roads to choose.........find your road.............drive down it carefully...don't ever stop....stay focused......there will be obstacles.........detours......accidents....you will stumble....you will fall.......but you must persevere...follow your dreams......don't look back....but if you do.....learn from it...don't dwell on it.......push harder...............know what is REALLY important......look around you......life is yours......take it.....grab it.....embrace it.....find someone you love........love someone you find.............keep an open mind............look forward...look deep....ask her how she feels...ask him if he cares....touch......the human body.....the human mind.....feelings of desperation.....desperation and dreams.....maturity can only come from experience...be responsible for your actions.......show self-control.... give some thought to the future...understand the people around you.........even if they are waiting for god to make everything better................be motivated.......get off your ass when you're down......learn that your health is your most important need...be confident with yourself...walk out your door....with no clothes on...walk proud....have everyone in your neighborhood follow......walk together........walk into the breeze............hold hands....................take all the kids to the donut shop....we are all unique....we are all special...if you do evil things.......remember the shark tank is 30 minutes away....they are hungry....you will die....keep on truckin...we are only human.....peace of mind...piece of ass......encouragement.... sometimes saying no is ok...no I don't want to go to your house for dinner....obligations...no I am not in the mood to listen to your shit..........my choice......sometimes you need to close the door on a relationship....you can't take any of that stuff with you when your time is up......put a lot of energy into your dreams...more than that...try harder...you say there are no dreams in your head..there must be something.....no I have no aspirations or interests...I like to just lay low and stay out of the public eye.......I like to keep to myself......I want to be alone........I don't believe in love...........appreciate your surroundings.......what you're not happy looking out the window at a brick wall.....there is gunfire in front of your house.............call your fucking congress person and SPEAK UP.................tell them you're afraid to leave your house..........tell them you want your neighborhood to look much different.......you want to see gardens and parks instead of rundown buildings and abandoned cars.....you want to have a chance...this is not your choice...you were born into this....no place to be....no place to go...go cat go......see me rolling............I'm a rolling stone.....I'm going to roll with you.........don't wander down the road...have a purpose........your path is wide open.......but I have no money...........my father beat me for 6 years.....I'm pissed......I can't think positive.......look to the sky........see that sun......it's your guide.......follow the light....let the darkness slip away...dream on...I have been sitting here half the night....drinking.....feeling loose......feeling cool...take it down............I'm feeling fine....life is fresh...fresh fruit is wonderful....fresh fruit is a gift from nature..........drinking...feeling fine...baby...take me higher....love me.....feel me....everything is going to be all right...we are one with the universe......look over the horizon...walk that mountain...fly.........throw away your horoscope...it's crap...do you have something to say...SPEAK UP....let your mind be heard.....welcome to the party...come on in......come feel the music...dance to the rhythm and groove.....your blues will disappear........your body is your friend.....make peace with it.......we are all lit.......I'm allergic to shrimp....dust.......mold......lots of shit.....how about you......I'm your favorite somebody............love your neighbors...love yourself....love the fact that the ocean is the most beautiful place on the earth...relax for a moment...catch your breath....be happy in your own shoes......life isn't fair...life is cruel....people can be very cruel..they will hurt you...they will steal your stuff...they will beat you when you're down......stand tall....be true....act from the heart.......a big cheeseburger..mustard...ketchup...lettuce...bacon......large sourdough roll.........toasted........well done please...a napkin...barbecued potato chips.................the smell of more burgers cooking.........friends and family gathered together............sharing laughter....sharing food..sharing love..listening to each other..not blaming...not casting judgement...........advice is suggested not demanded... children playing on the swings...families must stick together........only god knows why you get what you deserve......a path to embark on.......a promise to keep.....to love and protect our baby..to always keep him safe...unless of course he comes home drunk......then we take him to the mental hospital...show him what happens to people who abuse liquor...but dad I just had three drinks......oh I'm sorry I overreacted.....please forgive me..........let's have a beer son.....let's talk about your feelings...why were you drinking.......was it jimmy who gave you the alcohol.....did you steal it from his father's liquor cabinet.................great britain was the rock and roll capital of the world.............london calling.......the rolling stones....the beatles......the who....the kinks...pink floyd....elton john.....david bowie....fleetwood mac....jethro tull.....genesis.....eric clapton...deep purple...led zeppelin........black sabbath.....the clash.....the police...steve winwood....marillion.....elvis costello...the alarm...the yardbirds...the sex pistols.....foghat.....london is burning.....................let's have a cup of tea.....hallo mate.....princess diana.....mind the gap......the tube..........the london underground....money is measured in pounds...the beatles memory is everywhere..lots of beautiful women........seek understanding from your friends....seek forgiveness when you HAVE to..........let the road open up in front of your eyes..........don't limit yourself to one career......enjoy the falling rain...spread out everywhere...be strong...hold on..there is a lot of love to be found......you can change anything.......trust me.............I'll be your friend.......I'll be your lover...be strong........hold on........stay a while in my arms.......when you are down....I will hold you.....after the storm..... after the wind tears the roof off.........after the flood destroys your home...after the government says they can't help................they have to build more weapons of mass destruction....they need to build more prisons......they have to battle the marijuana smokers.........they have to balance the budget...so go get a car.......it will take you down a different road...........the front porch is the place to live...what you have never been on a front porch listening to the old folks telling you how it USED TO BE.........go find one right now..bring a six-pack...listen to the memories........the stories....the characters struggling to make ends meet...the friends lost in world war I..........you're alone in your room............your paintings say so much.......let the world in.........your characters are happy...your dreams are possible......make everyday a holiday.......have you ever had beer for breakfast..have you ever heard your parents doing it..have you ever watched a sunset while smoking a joint.....have you ever been alone on an empty street with nowhere to go and even the sidewalk was empty....inspiration can come from anywhere...so many roads to choose..

instant memories

I have talked about inventions....creations.....revelations.........but picture your life without pictures...........we would have to use our memory for images...the camera...one of my favorite friends......the camera became moving pictures....pictures of lily......pictures of you.....picture your life taken today....picture your great......great......grandmother.......is there a picture of her...before pictures.....artist renditions...portraits...........I love photos...I have a photo from every year of my life..amazing..vanity..sweet sweet youth.......please don't take my kodachrome away.........smile...

say cheese...hey you close your eyes..models get paid a lot of money to pose for the camera....that's all they do...pose...snapshots.....calendar girls.....flash......snap...click...red eye..develop film..darkroom...digital cameras...if you don't like the photo...take it again...cool.......life is getting better and better....a camera WILL capture our lives...big bird holding a baby....a bolivian woman following her sheep across the high plains... thousands of people walking around times square......a bride and groom in cordoba......a young girl dancing to the sounds of hip hop..............a woman spreading her legs for playboy magazine....terraced rice fields in indonesia...bryce canyon national park in utah..............a young man performing his music on stage.....a family smiling in brooklyn.....a single mother with her two kids living in a project in chicago..................john and yoko in bed giving peace a chance........jimi hendrix pulling magic out of his stratocaster.......janis joplin belting out the blues..........monica lewinsky hugging bill clinton...........children fleeing a napalm attack in vietnam...................the skulls and corpses of hitler's dream.................the magnificent beauty of marilyn...rita hayworth...elizabeth taylor..grace kelly...janet leigh...raquel welch...natalie wood...cindy crawford........the handsomeness of cary grant...clark gable....james dean.....al pacino...richard gere....brad pitt..the stiffed armed salute of millions of germans for their HERO...the solemn crowd outside the new york stock exchange on black thursday..........a mother standing over her little boy's body after a school shooting......rodney king getting his ass kicked repeatedly....OJ trying on the gloves to see if they fit......the soldiers knee deep in the trenches........................springsteen preaching his gospel of rock and roll to the masses............a family waiting in line all day for a loaf of bread.............FDR in his wheelchair talking to eleanor..................beatlemania touching down on JFK...................a man in a gutter with a needle in his arm.....your son graduating from college...your daughter in her prom dress......your baby with oatmeal spread all over her face...............the many sights that the grand canyon gives us...a young couple in love sharing an ice cream cone on a park bench.....the berlin wall being torn down...richard nixon with his arms raised....martin luther king jr telling us about his dream.............elvis presley in a small studio in memphis before capturing the hearts of young kids all over the world.............a mother holding her newborn baby...........an old man who is confined to a hospital bed...........two kids playing in the backyard.........a turtle swimming in the deep blue sea...................australian sea lions looking for some food...carlton fisk waving his arms at fenway park in the world series....bill russell slam dunking at the boston garden..................a room full of potential models in france...an anorexic girl in a hospital refusing to accept her body...neil armstrong walking to a different beat...bob dylan playing an electric guitar in newport............a homeless person sitting in the park next to his shopping cart.................the royal family with their servants......the bed of flowers left behind for the princess of wales..jackie robinson hitting a homerun...an aids patient fighting for his life in his lovers arms...the chinese student who would not back down to the line of tanks in tiananmen square...muhammad ali stinging like a bee over sonny liston..........the hindenburg burning down in flames.......a group of black people being hosed down in birmingham..................jack ruby making sure lee harvey oswald will never tell his side of the story........jim morrison in a tight pair of leather pants................every picture tells a story doesn't it...I could not picture life without the camera...could you...the brownie camera...the one step....35mm...birth of a child....photos of the proud parents....photos of the newborn baby...a girl...she will enjoy the memories..we will look at ourselves........wow we were so young back then....the bassinet...toys.....juice....the breast feeding...the diapers......some words can never describe a feeling.............maybe a photo can capture it....if it could only talk to us....drive across the country..........it will be a story that only the picture you took from the photo booth can tell.......you know the kind.......you pay a dollar and cram into that little booth....and in minutes you have instant memories..............

# pieces of metal

could it be that when we were younger we never thought about the future.................we definitely thought about playing...having fun......eating candy......just trying to stay up that extra half hour.....even though our parents said no it's TIME to go to sleep..................did we really think that algebra would feed and take care of the hungry...did we think hitler was real...no....how could he be...he killed people...for a reason...........and he did it WELL......but we believed in santa claus...santa is rarely portrayed as an african american........maybe oprah is really santa.......maybe being oprah is just a job....like fixing TVs...or flipping burgers......who would want to flip a burger for someone else........and then put it in a big bun.......I'd like a sesame seed one..........toasted.................maybe you'd do it on July 4th for a friend or family member............but what if that was your JOB...the stereo is playing some music........she has a job singing...singing about love.....frustration.......being lonely......how can anyone be lonely....there are over 7 billion people in the world....a plane which is a happy piece of metal....it crashes..people die...........an automobile is a happy piece of metal.....when we are behind the wheel and driving down the highway at 85 mph......and then a person is killed.........not by the driver....but by the happy piece of metal....a happy piece of metal can definitely kill......a gun...many guns...they are very happy.....they want to kill..they are MADE to kill...they will kill...blood.......some people think that other people invent happy pieces of metal......but in FACT..............god has given us metal.......so in fact god is killing us.......I am killing god.....god is definitely DEAD.....actually god was never alive...but people....we are alive......we are not dead..yet.........a cup of milk........to drink or not to drink............it depends if it is skim or whole..........why do we drink cow mucus....why don't we continue to drink our mothers' milk.......would it look a little strange to be latched onto a mother's nipple at the age of 26.....maybe that's what god intended.....how can a plane fly anyway...what is a simple life.......reading is for pleasure not for education........an education is to survive without living in a capitalist society...living a real life is loving everyone we meet....no matter who they fuck........what they look like......where they came from....how much money they have.....what kind of car they drive..where they went to school...if they went to school...fruit is the most powerful of all foods..they grow all by themselves...the next time you eat an animal......remember it had feelings and also took a crap...............surely we do not need telephones or computers or automobiles or walls or a monetary policy or bullshit.....what is bullshit...my words...my thoughts...my dreams...my ideas....everything we hoard....collect...save......and purchase and build will probably not be around in 500 years..well except maybe happy pieces of metal................

who wears diapers

did you ever think who took care of the first baby...and how....just think that baby had no diapers with little ducks on them.......that baby had to poop and pee somewhere...who took CARE of the first baby......and where did that first baby come from........that very first baby came from the water.....no...then where........imagine living without electricity....bon jovi would never have made it bald...no way dude...I would have said yes to mrs. robinson......dustin hoffman was conflicted between the mother and the daughter and in the end...yes he experienced both...they never had a graduate part two...I know what happened...mrs. robinson and daughter were both pregnant...and at holidays.........well let's just say it was a quiet dinner followed by a game of backgammon...........remember when it was ok to ride to the store on your bicycle alone and without a helmet.....there were no computers in anyone's house then...there were no microwaves........we didn't have cable tv.......we had time to play....your child needs someone to change their diaper...a diaper will definitely last a long time...time and money are not the same thing ...if they were they wouldn't be two separate words.....imagine life before the dictionary...how did we find the meaning of a word......when my son wakes up from his nap he will need his diaper changed..it will have pee and possibly a poop.................he will toss and turn as I fumble to change it.....he will not understand that sometime a long long long long time ago.........that very first baby didn't have a diaper or someone to change it..did we evolve from apes..if so who took care of the first ape....do apes were diapers...........and elvis never had a chance to make a video on mtv..I could picture it now if he was still alive...elvis and britney spears doing a duet..he would kiss her..when the next war arrives and america is actively involved..it better be televised..I want to see my FUCKING tax dollars at work...it's time to go.....diaper change time.....

just trying to laugh

the sound of laughter...on the playground..in an amusement park.......two young lovers.....walking in the park....holding hands...........a tight but unsure grip....will it last...can we take this further and be a part of something much deeper.....a child laughs.........when I hear george carlin I laugh....laughing can be as good as an orgasm..........some people laugh when they are having one.....at the dinner table we sometimes laugh about some things that we can remember...at the dinner table a lot of the day can be taken out on the person sitting next to you..............you might not mean to say something like you did..............but what the hell....................I'm not in any kind of mood to put up with anyone else's shit today.......the office was so boring......this woman kept talking about how her back was bothering her all night...............and her neighbors were playing heavy metal music all night...and she thinks there was marijuana smoke coming from their place............I said listen lady if you don't shut up I'm gonna make you eat this cup of paperclips right now.....at the office there are a lot of paperclips...elastics.....paper is everywhere ..the break room has a couple of people laughing.........not too loud though...you can never really be yourself in the break room..........and those snack machines....they are always waiting for you to touch them......go ahead pull the lever...I'll have B6...cheetos...the park is filled with lots of mothers......very friendly......very happy....ready to nurse at a moment's notice....how many people do you know have a drinking problem.... I'm talking about alcohol......it is a problem.......I don't drink anymore...it's a waste..it's easy to laugh drunk.........probably much easier for most people to laugh when they are drunk.......I'm slurring my words..repeating myself.........drunk...so wasted....stumbling............let's mess with the drunk.......some women....girls...ladies..........they may pose for playboy someday............if you have a daughter some men might see her spread eagled in a magazine... WHY..for money....picture your life without money....picture yourself in love.........peanut butter spreads very easily on toasted bread...peanut butter and jelly or banana sandwiches....we all love them....we have all had them.....have we all been drunk..............at least once....have you ever posed nude..............even for a friend...try it....it's not so bad....smile now.................hugh hefner was god.........just find someone real......ghandi....springsteen.........mlk........thomas paine............a library doesn't have much laughter....a prison cell..not much laughing when you're getting it up your ass...................you should have thought about that before you were committing the crime....prison.......it's not the right way to punish..it doesn't work........if it did people wouldn't want to go there...I never pulled a fire alarm at school...............I wanted to but never did...........do firefighters want kids to pull the fire alarm at schools....if you know some teenagers..........tell them to do it.............just for a laugh..richard pryor...woody allen...johnny carson......tina fey......david letterman......robin williams......kate mckinnon.......saturday night live....... prisons are not funny..........no more prisons.....does anybody remember laughter.........long live laughter...............

vaginas are not toys

nobody has to tell me how they feel..I have been there..I have felt one...the vagina...the vagina monologues.......it's a play and a book..sounds very cool..they are talking about how their vaginas feel..how cool is that.....very cool..vaginas are cool...............howard stern would not argue that...he has a pretty good life...he rants and raves...meets lots of women......meets rock stars...writes books..he must be a happy man...if you are a woman and we meet.......I will introduce your vagina to my tongue if you are interested...I could get a job pleasing the vagina...and just with my tongue...how cool is that.....a job pleasing women.......an hour session is all they would need......some people do this............they please other people for money..........some people will do anything for money......jealousy is an ugly feeling.....how many vaginas are being examined right now in doctors' offices........that must be a cool job.......there has to be some weird feelings there...........ok please take off your pants and underwear......and open your legs...I need to examine your vagina.........most people start their journey into life coming out of a vagina.....some out of stomachs...when watching a movie I am amazed at how much WORK goes into making it.......somebody has this idea and then writes a story.....thinking about this story as a movie...they put it all together.....then they have to find a movie company that is interested.............then actors and actresses are chosen...that's a struggle..trying to be an actor or actress.....lots of jobs to make a movie happen.......and the whole time...never knowing what it will look like till after all the parts are complete...and all movies need a soundtrack........picture saturday night fever without one..or how about the graduate or jaws or rocky......a great script......they need more great actors and actresses..........they NEED music.....movies and music are like...vaginas and tongues..they go together.....we always see salt and pepper shakers together........sonny and cher......back to all the work a movie needs...then in the end we sit and watch........and if all goes according to plan...we love them........but that doesn't always work out..but when it does..splendid......all about eve........bullworth........cider house rules.....dog day afternoon......fargo..........easy rider.......fahrenheit 451....gandhi.........how to marry a millionaire.........it happened one night..........the killing fields.......lost in america.......midnight express.........natural born killers...............north by northwest...the odd couple..........one flew over the cuckoo's nest....planet of the apes...........rain man........rivers edge..schindlers list...this is spinal tap...three colors(red,white,blue)...............vertigo.....what's up doc....young frankenstein.....I've never seen a good movie that begins with an x or z.....wait a minute I have seen plenty of XXX movies...I guess that counts.....lots of vaginas... doing lots of fun things.....but wait are those vaginas being exploited.......without the arts..movies......music....painting....theater....reading.....life would be very dull......aren't most of these talents........lashing out at society in some way...........imagine a beautiful world where everyone has food..shelter...clothes....HELL no..we wouldn't have the arts..so let's keep the monetary system that segregates people.......make the poor and uneducated suffer...let them die...it's a rat race......dog eat dog.......capitalism rules.......money is the only way for society to function..............who cares about the homeless.............I mean what is the actual percentage anyways......it's so small.....just kick them when they're down......spit on them.........eat food in front of them...tease them........especially in the winter..let them know you are going to go home.............sit on your leather couch....eat potato chips...have a beer...eat pork chops....turn on the television......and see the channel 5 news team interviewing that useless piece of shit homeless person you just saw.....tv....heat...food...a bed.......a toilet...and most importantly....a vagina to keep you warm.......a warm wet circle...a moist place of worship...a clitoris....I love movies...I won't watch crappy ones anymore........anne frank was a genius.......in the end she became what she wanted to become................but without ever knowing it........a writer............philip roth........portnoy's complaint...........george orwell...tennessee Williams.........john steinbeck...stephen king...anne frank's diary is one of the greatest....catcher in the rye is popular.........the library is a beautiful place........all libraries are cool....the card catalogs are gone...........the computer tells you where to find titles.....I prefer to just walk around and explore...robert fulghum is a great writer........I like the personal growth section......better known as self help......I guess I haven't read ENOUGH of those YET..............a lot of help is in order..............help I need somebody...instant karma.............john lennon is my god...and springsteen.....imagine being in germany in 1942...and not believing in hitler.....imagine helping to round up the prisoners..........to take them to the death camps......how could they do this...babies are very precious........life is sweet......life is good.........as sick or twisted or humorous or fun as it is.....I love you......I need you.......I keep no secrets...anne frank was real...everyone must reduce...reuse...recycle......rock and roll is the new religion......you can't kill rock and roll...the guitar is god......the piano is god......madonna has shown us her vagina..........fun........wet..........vaginas rule.......women rule.......a vagina is not a sex object...it is not a toy..anne frank never enjoyed the experience...of sharing her vagina...................

on sunday

I went to retrieve the mail as I do every day...except on sunday...it's not there..and the stores are open at different times........and on sunday I feel much closer to the almighty and on sunday I'm never sad.................the mail arrived two days before sunday.......the usual stuff...........bills.. junk...newspaper....circular ads.......and today a dirty worn envelope addressed to me...........no return address though............there was a 2 cent postage stamp on the letter..it looked ancient..like it had been around the world and back...I love you all the way to the moon and back....the letter.....I didn't open it at first...I just thought about what could be in it...who could it be from......the writing was very beautiful.........I sat down and made some coffee....................hazelnut cream..............with extra sugar...............I took out my scissors.................gently cut open along the top....

there were two pages written in the same beautiful handwriting...I almost fell on my ass...the date on the first page said april 21,1632........NO WAY..then I couldn't believe my eyes... it was from..galileo galilei.........this isn't real I first thought..then I remembered the stamp.....why would anybody use that...it would probably be worth a fortune...I started to read......dearest david............we don't know each other but I know you've read about me......I saw you the other night in my telescope........you were many years away from me...but you must help me...I know you have done your reading on me.........so I'm asking for your assistance.....I have proof that the copernican system is true..........the sun is the center of the universe....not the earth...we have a scientific revolution on our hands...and I know the outcome................and I know that the authorities of the roman catholic church are going to condemn me.....these are the only pages I am keeping out of my book the starry messenger.......I saw you on sunday of last week.....you were at home....I could feel your pain.....your passion...your love for humanity.....................the beautiful songs you have written......but that's not enough.....you must help change the system..........make the whole world see the truth....................copernicus was right....we know...society is doomed.......we also sent a letter to that boy from liverpool....john lennon......we figured the two of you...........it could happen....you must tell no one of your plans...I am enclosing one wish.........you have only one wish to perform on society...then you will have the opportunity...............to take the power out of human hands and back to the forces of nature..........nature is the almighty power.........no human.......no god.................no belief system.........and definitely not the financial system..............destroy the government.........philosophy is not the answer.....action will be immediate.....david my dear friend...I will be forced to stop studying...you must continue.............I must go now.....please take care...........your friend galileo.........I sat motionless for about 10 minutes..........one wish......................I was granted one wish..................we only hear about these things in fairytales...dorothy and cinderella had one....there wasn't time to waste..because now.......my wish will be granted on sunday..............

a ritual

we wake up every day...and some begin with a ritual...maybe a shower...a coffee....or feed your stomach...read the newspaper.......to wake up every day in fear is something our kids should never experience...a parent wants the best for their children......otto van frank......he lived for 35 years without his children....or his wife.....anne and margo..............they woke up in FEAR for MANY years...............until they couldn't wake up anymore.......a ritual could be a morning rendezvous from your lover....then more coffee................some have to wait for a piece of bread and a drink of water......10 million people perished in the holocaust...why...................because............we segregate each other by a religious belief........a nationality....a country.............hitler is not the only one to have behaved like this...............he did it in more numbers........pol pot............stalin......

napoleon..what about the united states...they weren't so friendly to the vietnamese......and each other during the civil war.............or the civil rights movement..anne frank.............she was one of millions of children who never had a chance to grow up...........some children are afraid of being beaten by their own parents........children are now afraid of other children shooting them down..society is so screwed up..........WE MUST CHANGE...it's germany 1936....hitler has a plan.............you need a job...you are hungry..................he gives you a job......to build weapons.........these concentration camps didn't just appear out of the blue...people built them....not hitler........but hard working men.....................they fed their own children....by building DEATH camps..gas chambers...we must make sure it never happens again...but it HAS...kosovo...rwanda...............welcome to sarajevo......imagine your morning ritual there...it wasn't wake up...have a coffee and read the waste of time newspaper..........................it was dodging bullets....RUN...............anne frank wrote the most popular nonfiction book of all time......she never turned 18.....she never went to paris like she wanted to..........a bird flies overhead..............we forget how FREE some of us are...................there are many people who have killed other people....maybe that's the way it's supposed to be...it's been going on since the beginning.....no one has ever killed a rock star on stage while they were singing their biggest hit....that would change security at future concerts................if you had to hide 8 jews in your attic in 1941 for 2 weeks.........would you.............how about a few blacks in your barn during the civil war.......would you be friends with a gangster rap singer...... imagine the conversations on a day to day basis......most carry guns......not instruments.....rap stars generally do not play instruments....I like some rap music.......public enemy...NWA.......ice T.........but I don't have a ritual of waking up listening to it.......anne frank used to have a ritual of writing in her diary.........her diary was to become the most read book of all time......she would NEVER know that.......why...........because she was jewish......2 german rock bands are the scorpions and ufo..a german car is a beetle...a german vision of a life we'll never forget.........a way of eliminating many people.......a ritual I will never UNDERSTAND................

for the love of newspapers

everyone should feel anger and rage at the world.....it should only take a day of reading the newspaper.........let's stop making sex and nudity such a taboo in society........let's start having sexual awareness classes for teenagers.........look at the way some teenage girls dress..they are fully capable of understanding.......almost all news stories have money in them.......money is the main problem.............one article had the bank account figures of the president and vice president.........they are millionaires.........how do we expect them to care about poor people..............all republicans and democrats are continuously fighting with each other...........blaming each other..........wearing the same ugly suits with nooses around their necks and shiny damn shoes..some are good though....but they are playing a game..........the newspaper employs people to write about this shit...haven't we learned anything from history.......we need to be one RACE..the human race......the more we separate each other.... the more we will kill and fight......let's BLOW up the fucking middle east...isn't that what america REALLY wants..kkk..nazis..skinheads........the army...guns...politicians..government...IRS..CIA...FBI..NRA..police...navy...guns...bombs...bullets...pentagon...white house....phillip morris.........wall street....mutual funds...capitalism....communism...materialism...judaism....catholicism....drug laws..lawyers...abolish all of them............baseball cards are not worth anything....they are pieces of paper....stuff...waste...anger..the newspaper.....lesbians and homosexuals having their own high school prom.....the cover of the long island paper...just reporting the issue is wrong..it shouldn't be an issue.........whoever wants to go to the prom should be allowed...it is so insane that we make an issue out of people's sexual desires and lifestyles.........we report about it in the newspaper...they have weather reports in the newspaper....what are we all farmers...is the newspaper a waste of time............I do like human interest stories in the newspapers....time is not money...money is a waste of time..rabbits hop...ducks quack..we eat them..........I eat meat.....a waste of time...masturbate....a sin...lonely boy....a teenage girl bleeds...........a teenage boy is relieved..............an abortion clinic is waiting just in case...help them out..abort the fetus..a family is torn apart...computers are on sale...the sports section.....broadway shows.........the lights....the stars....the audience...the high price of tickets.........do people who cut grass for a living have college degrees...........are journalists intellectual thinkers................are politicians going to eliminate RACE from the vocabulary.........name calling.......................are they losing sleep at night over hunger...poverty...economists....a waste of time...accountants...a waste of time.....why is the vagina called a pussy...some teenagers do all of their homework...some teenagers are still virgins...some teenagers don't read the newspaper......when the first humans first had sex............it wasn't called sex...college was created by god........some white people used to treat black people like slaves..................now some white people treat black people like rap stars....why do people kill people.......we need something to write about in the newspaper that's why....imagine no killing....a fantasy newspaper would look like this........everyone is happy.............the palestinians are inviting the jews over for tea...............they are hugging and talking.....they are playing music........it's the grateful dead.........smoking dope.........people are hanging out with former prison rapists...people getting stoned.........beat poetry.......ginsberg......kerouac......I will read them when I'm done.....that way I have no outside writing influences............I want people to know these thoughts are all MINE........girls are cooler than boys.......even jesus christ masturbated...........god masturbated on the seventh day....and on the eight day eighth........rock and roll was born...........I read that the creator of dennis the menace died....dennis was his son and they didn't talk anymore in real life....dennis really went to vietnam....we sent him there.......to rape teenagers and kill their fathers.....now we are adopting vietnamese babies...nixon went to china...we are also adopting lots of chinese babies..........how come we don't adopt as many african babies...hasn't america seen enough war movies.........we pay money to see war..we love war.......war is fun...bodies everywhere..the bastards deserved it..they believed in communism and socialism...........I remember taking the big yellow school bus to school.....elvis fell in love with a teenager in 1959..a beautiful teenager...an army dude...germany...I can't stand car alarms.....germany will never forget what THEY did....nazis......will the whites ever forget what they did during the civil war....did lincoln really care....did he stop it..the newspaper would tell you the truth.......always.........it's not fake news.............frederick douglas would have really been the man to listen to...imagine not living during rock and roll..............in 200 years they will be discussing the beatles more than jesus.........jesus is dead..........the romans wasted his ass.....the beatles have more money than jesus ever did...spill the wine...drink the blood...hang the cross...I was told that jesus drove a japanese car..........the beatles will always be bigger than jesus..unless of course......you're not one of the beatles........do you like jesus....a lot of rock stars say thank you to god...if I were a rock star I would say thank you to ludwig van beethoven......leo fender................neil young.....god bless america....I hate mosquitoes......let's kill them all...can't scientists do THAT for us...so what if some plants die........and even a few people..kill the mosquitoes.......buzz...........let's start a war with them.............I understand people reading the newspaper everyday.............it's entertaining.....we feel intelligent because we are informed......we feel better than the poor assholes who don't have the reading skills or the resources to read a newspaper.........the newspaper brings people together..............we put money in a box and get great journalism.............great commentaries....all the political news...lots of ads...I wish I were a better chess player...I think it's because I don't believe in god...I'm going to burn in hell...when I'm done writing I will hit the save as button...none of the great writers ever used the save as button.....the lottery...........so many people wishing they were the one....please god pick MY numbers....4..15..18..34...35..46...if you play those numbers tonight..........you won't ever have to go buy the newspaper ever again.......you will have it delivered to your yacht.......but do not flirt with danger......do not drink and drive...vote for a dinosaur.....your vote counts..everyone has a vote.......jesus voted.......for a third party........the spartacus party..................water is everything...voting is always honest....the newspaper has something to say everyday about life.......................when we write about serial killers they are feeding the people that write about them...and if they have children.....they are feeding children...............we pay money to read about them...I need to stop writing because I want to go read today's newspaper...............

a fishy way to go

people wrap dead fish in newspaper...fish live in the ocean..people build boats to go into the ocean......................the ocean is a very dangerous place..........fish live in their own poop and piss......humans pollute the water........boats are put in the water everyday so we can catch fish..fish stink....I have heard vagina jokes about fish....I like the smell of women.........but not of fish..........tuna fish is real good.................a tuna salad in a pocket..mustard..cucumber..lettuce..potato chips...the arctic rose sank...17 people died......they died because of our desire to eat fish....people die every year on fishing boats..fish kill people...the ocean eats us up.........some people die so other people can eat alaskan crab...a boat will sink.....the weather gets rough......the titanic sank.......we all know that.....get over it.......they weren't even fishing.........a fishing boat is a tough place to be..........I don't care about the fish that much...........we shit the fish out....humans get eaten by some sharks...cool.....we all love a good shark attack...I want to see a shark sink a boat and eat all the passengers...sharks will eat us when the opportunity is there............arms and legs swallowed........a mother cries because her son was lost at sea...................a woman cries because her lover is not coming home to have a lobster dinner...with butter sauce....fish cost money......the ocean doesn't charge anything for the fish.................the fish do not come with price tags....the fish are gifts.....one fish...two fish...three fish blue fish.........I eat goldfish....cheese flavored...dead goldfish are always being flushed down the toilet....some people keep fish in elaborate tanks in their living room..........we watch them go around in circles......it is prison for the fish....prison with a filter....I have dreams that I have fish....and always forget to feed them......fish swim......people swim.......fish want people to stop polluting their home....maybe I'll take my son to a pond....we will fish....we'll swim....we'll fish on the edge of the pond.......hopefully there will be girls in bikinis...or better yet....no bikinis.....we'll have some sweet tea....we sell fish at fish markets.....maybe we should put people in fish tanks..human tanks....they could build the first people aquarium.....on long island.........live people trapped like fish......the fish could swim around and nibble on the people...people don't last long in water........fish don't last long if people are out to get them..............rock and roll will always last...a fishing boat leaves the dock........some men will never return home.......they are fish food............they will never have fish sticks again........with tartar sauce..........it's a vicious cycle....people eating fish.......fish being killed.....................how come people don't start anti-fishing demonstrations....there are only two guarantees in life.......birth and death and in between we need to find some happiness.....no matter what we create or do....people will die...........we need to accept that fact............an accident will happen anytime we incorporate technology into our everyday lives.......fish have feelings.....a fish sandwich.......fish stew.....go fish.........fried fish.....people love to fish...............

tools of the trade

the computer is a tool...tool is a rock group...I like working with tools...hammer....pliers......screwdriver...those I can use easily.........we need to make our surroundings beautiful..tools can do that...pamela anderson was a tool girl....then she was nude everywhere......I'm not into breast implants...natural please..that's the way to go.......a tool can change the shape of any body part.......a tool can kill someone.............a guitar is a tool............a songwriter uses an instrument and a pen and paper....to construct a song..........a carpenter has many tools........balance is the key to a good life...a penis should not be used as a hammer.......we have no one to thank or blame but us for where we are in life...........we can all make changes in our lives..we have the tools to do so..read often...take the time to read all you want......read to your children.........don't read playboy...just look at the pictures..read in bed....a cozy pillow is a tool...don't use your tools in bed...computers are not people........but some of us spend more time touching them than people..people need to be touched..tools need hands..hands need work....people need hands.....raise your hand.....but don't pledge allegiance in class............flags are a waste of time........don't celebrate flag day..........a barbecue is a tool to cook animals...a body can be used as a tool..if you're a prostitute....you are a tool.......I was born on december 6th 1965...7:00am........my parents had sex in march of 1965..............should we celebrate the month of our conception.................in march of 1965 the beatles were singing eight days a week...........some people should spend time in the slums of calcutta.....I'll do it for a week.....I'm happy to be alive..I'm happy a lot........but some days I feel lost..torn apart......nowhere to turn....a beautiful loser....I always wanted it all...I have to accept.....to change................the depression doesn't last long....drugs won't help..........the turntable knows which way to turn.............the sadness will subside..............will the family try and help.....elvis is alive..trust me..please..elvis is and was the greatest male vocalist of all time.....forever..........he looked the coolest in his 1968 comeback television special..all black leather...gibson electric...perfect hair..........women in awe....elvis was god and king.....graceland is not alive anymore....it is a tourist attraction.....except the toilet he died at..priscilla..lisa marie...elvis...memphis...sun studios...........sam phillips.... scotty moore..dj fontana....elvis drove a delivery truck before it all happened...I bet he knew how to use tools............in a ten month span rock and roll lost.....jim morrison....janis joplin and jimi hendrix.......what else can we say........the moonlight shining down on love...........the stars are brighter than the morning sun..the sun is the most powerful tool in the world........the sun is a tool that keeps us alive...........water is the most important tool we use on earth....everyone is beautiful.....yes we are all beautiful......let's not call other people ugly anymore......it's mean and rude..but a lot of people are rude...and what is ugly.....unpleasant to look at......hideous............unsightly..who the hell are we to judge someone else's appearance..I do..you do...we all do..the world is not an ugly place...people are not ugly..but some people are sick in the head.......crazy sick...ugly thoughts...evil.........babies are beautiful........little fingers..the way they start to walk is so beautiful........little feet move so swiftly..... sometimes a wobble.....sometimes a fall...a beautiful smile...a wonderful laugh.......I wonder if god is good with any tools..................

the sweet summertime

in the sweet summertime...the ice cream truck rings down the street.........kids go running with dollars in their hands.....tank tops...shorts......a simple pair of sneakers............a baseball game...running under the sprinkler...............maybe your first kiss.....................a summer romance in the park..........baseball in the backyard with your neighbors...........the portable radio playing in the background............a thunder storm has just left some summer rain for a brief spell.........the smell of summer rain...a summer breeze...the radio sings..........I can't get no satisfaction............the summertime...the radio sings...big old jet airliner...bad bad leroy brown...back in my arms again....the summer heat is pounding down on the cotton pickers...let's get going now...the sound of a slave plantation owner...summer is not fun if you're black and it's 1858...............you're not treated human...they keep calling you that N word...your fingers are bleeding....and on the other side of town...........a tall glass of sweet iced tea..a beautiful white wedding dress......a landed aristocrats' daughter will be married today......uncle tom's cabin.........no sir.......a huge white mansion..they have a lot of land..they own slaves..are slaves people...........summertime in new england.........swan boats.......ben and jerry's ice cream cones........the charles river..........a lot of tourists...school's out for summer...no more teachers...teachers are not slaves....they have the summer off...children playing in the hot sun...the radio sings...1967 was the summer of love and peace......the human be-in.........come on baby light my fire..summer in the city.....in the 1920's.......kids run through the fire hydrant water.......they don't do that as much anymore........a tree grows in brooklyn...summer's here and the time is right...dancing in the street.......I wish they all could be......california girls......surfing.......sun bathing...beautiful women in the sun...men with muscular ripped bodies......it's always summertime on venice beach.........baywatch was not a television show.....it was something else....bleached blonde hair.........big boobs............a beautiful sunset in the summer........a beautiful summer day...everyone feels so alive...driving songs...cars going fast......I love driving in the summer with the windows rolled down and the stereo on loud..not dance music..dance music is for hot sweaty clubs..and hot sweaty sex.....love dripping down her thigh................august in the summer with delicious cornbread baking.....the smell floats through the midwestern town on sunday after church........it's so yummy.....especially with hot butter dripping off the sides........ireland in the summertime..cold beer...a pub...friends...cobblestone sidewalks........misty rain falling down on a summer evening.....the 12 o'clock church bells chime.......the rolling fields................london in the sweet summertime..........european women dressed in fashion........thank you.....please mind the gap when getting off the train................san francisco will never be the same without jerry garcia...........jerry was san francisco...the road was his home...summer traveling around seeing the grateful dead.....deadheads............stoned in san francisco...the california sunset......over the golden gate bridge...night time falling on the west coast....................the grateful dead were the greatest touring band of all time..the greatest fans..dead heads were cool.....jimmy buffet in the summer...margaritaville..alcohol...........a cool beer on a hot summer night.....two young lovers parked on lovers lane..1969..a convertible..he promises her he will always be there....he just wants to get laid...love drips down her leg...a summer night....a baby is born nine months later....the backseat of love.........they end up getting married in 1970..........he worked for 25 years at the local steel mill....breaking his back......he supported his family..........till his heart attack.....a summer seems to end very soon...when we are young....in the summertime................

# family and friends

family and friends are not the same...but you can stop talking to both very easily......we all have a few friends and family members we don't talk to anymore...........we have some we wish we never had to see again...........but we have to on holidays.........major holidays have a different feel than other days..I was born at the goddard memorial hospital in stoughton MA......I wonder if the people who helped deliver me are still alive........I wonder if they liked their job that day..my father was a senior accountant for a cpa firm in boston.........I was part of a family.......a mother.....a father..a brother..........my mother was a stay at home mom......my brother and I each had our own rooms...do you remember your first bicycle.......mao's little red book...this book.....that book...my book.....her book....his book.....sad book......another book........positive book......no book..negative book..funny book....bad book..way too many books............a book about revolution.......some people in prison have killed some of their family.....others have killed someone else's family......no matter how we slice it a family member is a victim........the crazy war on drugs needs to end......make all drugs available to everybody...............I wish they weren't necessary............but if society wants to continue the way it is.....people need to escape reality...drugs..heroin....nicotine......cocaine.....crack.....and if they come up with a cure for pain then everyone can throw their drugs away.........morphine was a boston band........a band of friends......alcohol usually doesn't work out too well.......if people could drink in moderation.....but some don't..........if people could smoke pot in moderation..........some probably can.....it's a fucking mess.....how do we draw the line on what is ok and what is not...we can't...........I smoked marijuana for a few years...........now I find drugs unnecessary to achieve happiness........if the world was set up much differently people would be different...no more drugs.......the road is open wide.........the gas fumes are burning..I'm stoned again..........I hear a hammond b-3 organ in my head..............smoke escapes through the crack in my brain...........crack is death.......death is the ultimate rest........death is the end...the road is still wide......drugs are for sick people....drugs make us feel good......drugs fuck us up..I'll help you up..I'll kiss your ass.....I'm wasted.....help me...please help me.....FUCK YOU..........a bird will always find a home.............all butterflies are beautiful....birds are the ultimate species........medicine and drugs are different..........drugs are not your FRIEND.............do family members share drugs together.................a family reunion..................a sweet conversation about how your mother would put you to sleep every night.....now you don't even call her..she misses you..her heart is broken...she gave birth to you..many years ago she was in love with an old friend...compact discs are not albums..............albums are mostly black....33 1/3 rpm.......vinyl.........the spirit of the radio.....the radio used to play vinyl...........all the time..the radio used to be my friend..the radio can always be your friend............the dj feels like a family member.........we are family......all in the family.....archie bunker............charles manson started his own family.........now it's too late to fall in love with sharon tate... sometimes I can listen to the same song over and over and over again....rock and roll is much cooler than money........money will not be with you when you're dead....money is not your friend...let's get stoned........got any weed.....how much for a joint....come on I'll pay you back......just one..PLEASE...aren't you my friend......fairfax ave..melrose blvd..santa monica blvd..hollywood blvd...the stars are on the street...they are not our friends...but we know them better than some family..I'd rather know madonna than some family.......I would have joined manson's family for a little while but when the killing started I would have split....me and some hippie chick.....hippies...freak flag...families drink together on holidays......I'm in california and the red hot sky is burning my brain..the sunset is beautiful...wasted.....women in tight pants...high heels...low cut tops..long hair blowing in the california night..welcome to the hotel california.........a mother of two children was spending the rest of her life in prison for possessing 40 dollars worth of cocaine........................the kansas three strikes you're out law...........a drug addict with two prior convictions..gloria van winkle...fortunately the laws was eventually changed and she was set free...................there are an estimated 1 million cocaine users in the united states..how did they do this survey...yes I do cocaine..read..new york times...atlantic monthly....utne reader....new yorker.......rolling stone....it's all who you know.......I never did nothing....excuse me....some people wake up and SMILE........some people wake up with no friends...millions of people wake up hiv-positive...2 million united states citizens wake up in prison....some people wake up and have breakfast in bed..some people wake up and sit on their patio and look at the ocean breeze...some people wake up very hung over...........some people wish they didn't have to wake up....but they're too afraid to commit suicide......their family would not understand............I understand..... some people wake up with their head between their lover's legs.......aerosmith is one of the greatest rock and roll bands of all time............it's hard to keep friends......we don't really need friends anymore...we have the internet...the computer is part of your family now...how can I love everybody...polygamy.. cool..sign me up...honey I'll be back in a few hours...have a great time with beth dear...ok love...oh and please pick up some milk...polygamy=large family...we are family..they are probably closer than most other families..mandatory minimum drug sentencing must be abolished...a lot of these people are first time offenders.......and I bet the people who make these ludicrous laws drink alcohol......put them behind bars....it costs an average of 30,000 dollars a year to keep a prisoner behind bars.........people should not have power over other people..power to the people..people are people...people hurting people...queens are the head of the royal family...........think of all the families with people in prison...the family reunion.....you see your cousin.........jerry lee lewis has a nice family..............

television nation

before television...there was radio..before radio..more family activities..less leisure time for the lower class...television is everywhere in the modern world......I have one TV in the living room......I enjoy watching movies on it...........any music documentary.........history channel.........travel channel..fast forward the commercials.....the comedy sit-coms.....drama...romance...porn stars are really adult entertainment specialists... pornography should be on prime time television..television is an escape..fantasy island..what really happened on the love boat...welcome to the love shack baby..........television is the drug of the nation......creating ignorance and feeding radiation.....television is on right now in many houses......one of the greatest rock groups in the world is marillion...powerful.....melodic....magnificent lyrics..a band from the UK......what did women do before tampons..a great invention......what did they used to use.........bloody mess I guess........4 seasons.....12 periods........a cycle that eventually ends..menstruation..changes...frustration..cramping..aggravation..flowing....hysterectomy...vietnam......helicopters..........grenades.. shrapnel..the rain is coming down hard....the puddles are flowing with blood..dear mom...I don't know why I'm here.........someone in our troop just had his head blown off..........I miss everyone.....it's hot.......and I'm in a swamp...........I wish I were home..love,andy...........born in the USA...we are born in the USA...what are we fighting for..who are we killing.....men............children...women............58,000 american soldiers were killed in vietnam.........in the end over one million vietnamese would never have a chance to watch television again....dead...kill.....murder.......we killed them...apocalypse now...deer hunter.....full metal jacket...born on the fourth of july...platoon..........we make movies about war........people make MONEY from war......don't cry...they are just people who died..............we will make more babies.............people could see the vietnam war on the television news.........television news reporters never joke about the news........they are always so serious....woody allen movies are the same but different........I like some of them......excuse me while I kiss the sky....this crazy fucked up world don't owe you nothing.........I don't care that your son died in vietnam.....I'm a politician............you went over there to kill and protect our freedom from communism spreading........america the beautiful..stars and stripes..raise the flag..shut up and kill who we say....we need to protect our country............don't forget what we did to the native americans...a free country..you can go kill other people in other places...........but you're 19 and not supposed to get drunk and love your 15 year old neighbor...........read some john steinbeck books....grapes of wrath....east of eden.......winter of our discontent...........travels with charley...this land is your land...this land is our land...a guitar....a voice.....a message.....an emotion.........people are moved....let it rock........large televisions are cool......traci lords on wide screen television..doing wild things..wild thing I think.....I LOVE YOU............some of us were raised on television..maybe there are other ways to fill our time..reading..walking..making love... sunshine...the radio.......write a letter...........and it's all about BALANCE.......don't listen to anyone's shit..LOVE me..it's a beautiful day....the baby is napping...she doesn't watch television now.....we let her watch a little bit for a month but one night while watching barney.............not too happy when we shut it off.......now NO television..........she definitely doesn't miss it....we all need somebody for something........some of us need television...........sometimes for relaxation..don't you need somebody to love...and how do they fit people into that television box anyway.............

no added water

a waterfall...a shower....a cup of coffee....a pond........they all need that crucial ingredient......WATER..without it........it's all over............protect our water..without it death...a water bong...dams.. reservoirs..aqueducts..is the glass half full or half empty..it's all how you look at it..I think it's completely full.....the jordan river...the nile river.........someday the middle east will be fighting over water and not oil..make some sweet iced tea..water..sugar..tea..lemon..a tall glass with a flexible straw..a jacuzzi..a hot tub..was bon jovi slippery when wet..the gulf of mexico....the panama canal.......the great lakes.............in 1968...black and white shot to death.....king and kennedy..........the debut album of the greatest rock and roll band ever....led zeppelin....water beds...peggy fleming was a beauty on frozen water..............go to a park and watch the toddlers run around..there I am..there you are..falling rain..water everywhere..I love the rain..ducks love the water..ducks are cute...watermelon....sex in the water..sex in the city....the city has water piped in...too much water kills...a flood.......the waterboys.........that was the river...........this is the sea....observe the sea......we buy water.....bottled water.......water filters.......................there is water coming in from the roof.......love doesn't heal everything.....umbrellas keep the water off our bodies...let's go to the ocean........let's go skinny dipping......................we have a pool in our back yard...nobody will see us...the water is warm...........wrap yourself around me...fizzy water......................hey look out I think that kid pissed in the pool.........how can there be a water problem....let's get all the water from the ocean..take the salt out..clean all the oil spills.......we water the plants and they do the growing..we're always growing....let me drink deeply from the water....let me drink all your love.............when was the last time you took a bath..with bubbles...sewage treatment..septic tanks..some sewage ends up in lakes......do you know where your drinking water comes from.....is the water treated............are there contaminants....is it tested.....take a nice hot shower.....a lot of water is used......don't flush the toilet every time you pee....yellow let it mellow..........brown flush it down.................drink a lot of water..........seals need water........I like seals...the deep blue sea...chinese water torture......do they really do that.....drip......drip....I want to be 10 years young again........please....that is my wish ......galileo gave me just one...I want it to be 1975...I'll do it all again...wish granted....a genie in a bottle..............puberty will be arriving soon...put the baby in the water...adam and eve did not create the apple...or apple records...pure apple cider has no added water................

live with the facts

the facts......just the facts.......my body needs a shower at night......I need a bar of soap and shampoo with conditioner.........a towel is definitely ready for my departure out of the shower....a shower curtain keeps the water in.......the light helps me see where to wash..........these are the facts.....a comb is handy for grooming......a toothbrush and dental floss...and mouthwash..a sink to wash it down and best of all...the toilet...a plunger is very handy and used often...a brush to scrub the toilet...I don't shave as often as I could...but I try...my shaver needs electricity.. I need shaving cream and I also use a razor for my neck and cleft chin...yes that big hole in my face.......I was born with it..........I must clip my fingernails every now and then...the toothbrush has a holder....the door has a knob...my clothes are also waiting for me...socks...underwear.. shoes...shirt...pants...belt...hat...and where would I be without my glasses......I wouldn't be able to do anything.....and I also use deodorant...the facts of all my needs...all these facts are someone else's job.....we all deal in facts......I also need a shower mat and a rug to step on when I get out of the shower.....don't fall...there are shelves to hold some other bathroom stuff.......moisturizer for my hands..........I need to clean my glasses every day......I need a cloth and a little spray bottle for that.....there is a door to the bathroom.......walls.....ceiling......fan......facts=jobs.... jobs=meaningful lives......I walk down the stairs...the stairs have carpet on them...a railing to help me with balance.....the living room.........we live in this room.......live with the facts...a sofa and a loveseat..I'm usually alone on the loveseat........maybe it should be called a lonely seat... down at the end of happy street across from the heartbreak hotel.....a real fact...facts are in demand for the almanac...so back to the living room...there are toys...books..there is a beautiful oriental rug on the floor..someone's job was to BUILD that floor.....there is an entertainment center.....a TV....stereo.....a simple one.....not much....a small pair of speakers....speakers have a lot to SAY....they only get turned on by us......I get turned on by facts....do you wanna kiss...you go first....we have lights...pictures..many electrical outlets.....electricity.........without it would be a different....very different life...yeah......hungry love or a hungry heart....the bookcase is filled with lots and lots of classics...time to read.. russian..american....my all time favorite book is animal farm by george orwell...a must read...only about 120 pages.....very profound....I really LOVE it.....please borrow it from the library if you haven't read it...I mean you must have a library card....it's your birth right...that and owning a gun...why not kiss your neighbor...no one EVER has to find out.....ok......back to the facts...there are many plants in the living room.........there are some family photos......no knick knacks....a rocking chair..a guest room...a kitchen..this is where we prepare......cook and serve the food... sometimes dinner comes in a box.......we put it in another box...and then into our stomachs...all this stuff is someone's job......the silverware... the refrigerator....the stove.....we all have them......we use them every day and never say thanks to the people who made them....buying them is not saying thanks....saying thanks is calling general electric and saying thanks....you bring good things to our life...we are all living.......we have a cutting board...I love calzones and pizza...I love bananas..strawberries..chicken...........did you ever think as you're taking a bite on that chicken leg.. that very leg walked around...then...just like you...took a crap....we eat things that poop and pee...we wouldn't eat our children... why do we eat other creatures' children....that is a fact..you can call me anytime and I'll be there.....I'll listen....I promise I will.........and when all is lost who will be found....a dining room...a basement......all the work that went into this house..enough of this shit....that's a fact.................

it brings me back

I hear your voice.....it brings me back............a thought............I think of how things might have been.........where are you now.................who are your friends..what do you look like........what are your children like....if any....where do you reside....are you happy...............how many times have you thought of me............can you believe how long it has been since we've looked eye to eye...a picture of you...it brings me back...I'll never forget the times we had...the way to mend a broken heart is to find another one.......to love the one you're with..............when you're driving down the road......the road that leads to where you used to live.........can you picture the day we made love..in the backseat...on the way home.........right near someone's house....what would have happened if someone knocked on the window...they might have been inside having supper............or talking about how the bills really needed to get paid..........and I thought it would never end.........................I thought we would always at least be friends....isn't that how it usually ends..we don't even talk anymore....your mother used to cook for me........and let me share a meal with your family....I was eating your family's money...we all eat money...we were so much in love....but we were so very young......that day we went into the city and put an end to a careless mistake....we were too young for that.....we never intended it to end like that.....we never thought about the future....but we were in love...a picture.....a thought..........they will never go away...how could they......how does anything go away...............do you wish I was with you...you could be dead now....I wouldn't even know it....if I were dead.........you wouldn't know it...............how come when a celebrity dies we all know it...........but if someone we used to know dies their mother definitely will know it........a mother always knows........a mother will always make time for their babies..but we didn't survive...we went our separate ways......possibly never to speak again......and to think...we once loved...had a lot of fun...passion...alcohol and pizza.....we were never married......did you save any of my photos........how do you picture me... NOW I'm a father...I need to fly...I need to scream.....I need to awake from this dream...and maybe it will bring me back......writers used to write with a typewriter....I'm in love.....I'm a passionate fool...two lovers...that were in love.......they think of their past............they might be thinking at the same time........about the fact they used to be in love.......it will bring them back.............

we will be as one

in the end...we will be as one......we will try but no matter what..death..........charlie manson recored an album.....no kidding.............you can sing along with charlie..go piggies..the california tax payers were paying money to keep his ass alive...but wait....didn't the united states go over to vietnam and kill a lot of people.....what's the difference between that and timothy mcveigh....or jeffrey dahmer......or hitler.....or stalin......or pol pot........does it matter WHO we kill..isn't killing..well killing..death..so we have veteran's day...to celebrate......KILLERS.........why not manson day..but technically he didn't kill anybody...he told other people to.....like most dictators....they don't kill......they instruct other people do do it for them.....we will all be as one someday.......in the ground..........why build boxes........we didn't come into this place in a box...why do we leave in one...how could we ever come back...we would need a crowbar to get the fuck out......the rats and ants and worms.......they want us........we are all food.......are powerbars food....chocolate is the one for me..........I never want to be put in a box...........I want to go back into my mother's stomach..then people can rub her belly again...we rub bellies of pregnant women.......but never chubby people..................before computers we didn't all sit so much..before TV......we didn't have TV dinners....or TV trays......or TV guide..........I never had a remote control as a kid........now...I have 4 of them....I wish they were all one.....the all in one remote...it never works out that way...I still have 4..........evil is not good..........but we could all be very evil in a second..............when we are driving down the road and that asshole cuts us off.......we get so angry.......evil thoughts will prevail....we will kill that bastard......who cares if he has children waiting for him when he gets home.....his wife is lonely from watching soap operas all day..does she masturbate...he's going to be too tired later....and did he really go out for lunch with his co-worker............or did he eat his secretary out for lunch....these things happen every day...every day someone is satisfying their own sexual desire.......by choice or not we are all one............one world...one barbecue...baby back ribs...is rap music really music...or is it poetry...........is poetry rap music without the music...if everyone had something to say....no one would have time to listen....how could we.....we would all be ranting and raving......what about those books.....you know the ones.....for dummies....how dumb can I be if I can read.......someday we will all be OLD......living to die......old people are living to die............a baby cries.........a family loses sleep.........much needed sleep.............he needs us........he is calling the only way he knows......sequel movies.... rocky=5....police academy=7.....friday the 13th=9...what the hell...how much can the plot change....25 total...........I have only seen 4 of them....the fonz....he was it.......always getting all the girls and do you think he got leather tuscadero....they were like one..........

# how could you

you never thought it would be me...how could you...why am I writing things like this....why not.....for what reason...no particular one.......just a way to create..to definitely make myself LAUGH........very much so.....it's all about the laugh and things need to change in the world...........there is always someone in your life.......well someone you really wish were DEAD...dead as a kennedy corpse..a kennedy dies.....we all know about it..bobby...1968.....the year the dream died.....mick jagger says he can't get any satisfaction......I'm not buying it man..........travel takes us away from our HOME...............we have everything we need close to home.....why travel......so we can go see mickey mouse....and possibly see whales on a whale watch.....leave the whales be...........imagine how many people a whale could feed.......whale meat..............how much should it be per pound..$14.99....that's fair........because everything in life is fair..if you go outside to a park...light up a joint....take it all the way in............let the smoke take you anywhere beyond the trees.......I remember the feeling...high......relaxed........very stoned...feeling funny......but wait you're just minding your own business and some police officer comes over..and trouble begins...why...because you're smoking herb..........you're smoking something that GOD gave us...and this mean cop...wants to arrest your ass............this is the society we have created...............smoke herb.....get caught..and some officer with a gun..can and might arrest your ass........................................we have police officers because we can't trust each other......we have them to bust us if we smoke pot.......how insane is that..................it's all about trust..we have lawyers because we can't trust each other...transportation will take us to the store to buy a refrigerator magnet..............that magnet will hold that piece of paper to remind us to pick up milk at the store......why don't we just see the milk at the store and say.......oh yeah.....I need milk.................those got milk ads are cool..........and milk is good for your bones..this is what we are told..200 years from now they will figure out that milk causes cancer...........sex hopefully will not cause cancer...some cops have to kill...........they have been trained to shoot guns..do they love shooting their guns....maybe we should shoot back..be like the wild west everyone shooting each other......cowboys...........they are here to protect and to serve and to help us.......most police officers are excellent cops....life is good.........life is fun..firefighters...they don't need guns..they are in cool trucks..they slide down poles..they live in the little firehouse.........does everybody want to be a millionaire...........I might want a prostitute just for a night to see what it felt like...in a pretty woman sense........the things people do for money..some people will do anything for money.........were you close to your parents..remember they fed us......changed your diaper probably 3000 times.....helped us walk and talk.....parents must always be there for us.........will friends always be there for us...happiness surrounds me.......there are many people afraid of snakes..........I am........some people wear snakeskin boots....some people have eaten people......could you if you had to......................

holiday thoughts

the strange concept of celebrating the birth of jesus christ is something I don't engage in...give me presents though.........I am not a religious person..I don't believe in the concept of god..santa never liked me..I was bad.......I never went to his house and he never came to mine......I do believe in love..what is love........love is an intense affection.............but somehow in this world we live in we have created a system where god and money rule and people are not the main concern......why is jesus a superstar..............I thought only movie stars and rock stars and sports players can be superstars......music is the savior............music is the salvation....music is the almighty god that we must believe in..writing is a wonderful and therapeutic experience..sleeping is a gift.............how long have societies been engaged in sleeping......................how long will we sing the songs of the beatles..........I love microsoft and apple...they deserve all the money they get......the holidays are fun......sad.....cold.....and somewhat full of shit..I am a father..I am a musician..I am a singer..I am a guitarist..I am a writer..I am funny.......I am a creature............I was a stoned boy who told his mother to leave him alone.....we are all on the edge..........I don't drink much alcohol anymore..............I like the grateful dead...terrorism is not a middle eastern food...........it is not a cheese pizza..................and pizza rocks...don't forget that we had our own civil war in the 1860's..........black against white......rich against poor.....................we killed millions of vietnamese in the 1960's and 70's..........and we are all the same......humans.....it is not healthy to believe in capitalism........it is a terrorist attack on the environment.......but capitalism lets me make compact discs for 20 cents each.......lay it on me..I can collect music thanks to capitalism and technology.......here comes rudolph................here comes frosty..here comes the grinch...here comes santa claus.....he is taking a detour into the bathroom....he ran out of gifts down the street and now all we get is a mess........I want an ak-47 for christmas..lots of bullets........I want a case of heineken.....lowenbrau.........music is all we have left after we blow up the middle east..music is the best gift..that is our gift to the earth...beautiful music.............a simple gift is a gift of love....of promise....of truth.......of early mornings passed out on the floor......of days in the rain without an umbrella...................of days when you ran out of toilet paper and had to use the sunday comics.....of passion between two lovers....of feelings that bring us closer to death..........and yes my friend we will all die someday..is your soul located next to your pancreas............you bring warmth to the cold winter like a cup of hot chocolate with yummy marshmallows........................only music can fight terrorism...only peace can save us from ourselves....the song imagine is what we need to live by..........if not then anthrax will replace the sugar in your tea......scream out loud that drugs are not your friends........I am...I always will be....the way to mend a broken heart is to find another one.....xmas is not for afghanistan....xmas is not for me..........music is for us to enjoy and love..we are celebrating a new holiday that I created...just like people created the concept of god.....I have started a new one...we will call it.....the day that god and david zess had a discussion about why people do the things that they do day.....in the end you will put music in your cd player and smile..feel it..the storm is coming..bundle up...settle down...I love you...I am your enemy...I am your friend......I am god......have a blessed day.......have a good life...have a blast..have a smoke..have a drink on me...I am not one of the chosen few.........take a hot bath..terrorism is not what you think it is...america is not free........rent is not a gift from god..........why does she charge us to live in a free country.........one day animals will barbecue humans with honey mustard sauce...long live rock and roll and happy holidays.....................

the day of the rainbow

It's not that I want it to be 1971 just to be younger again..it's not because I would be only six years old.....I would like to have been 14...I would be watching all in the family...but I can do that now.......the feeling I am reaching for is something else....................I would have a waterbed and would be waiting for that special someone to float my bed.....I would like to reach a certain euphoria...the radio was on in the car......I was on my way home...that song came on the radio....you know the one.....we have heard it a million times................but today I wondered what it must have felt like to hear it as a NEW song..a song just released to the radio stations...I would be hanging out with my friends.............we would be getting high.............but this time around I would be doing my english homework charlie manson will now face life in prison for his version of helter skelter..................war in vietnam continues.............anti-war demonstrations in washington dc continue......people go about their business without the internet....without cable television...without cell phones.........the radio would knock three times on the ceiling....and we would get some serious brown sugar......but the feeling I wanted today I could only get from november of 1971...the news gave us bangladesh.....the sad news would give us the tragic death of jim morrison and one of the greatest musician..entertainers of all time.......mr louis armstrong.......we would be driving around town in a red 69 camaro...it would be a mild winter day in new england...........it's all about the songs we hear on the radio...when they are new.................today I was wishing it was november of 1971...for one simple reason....but not to attend the opening of walt disney world......not for the opening of shaft.....................not to see my father fly into another world other than the one he had started 12 years before...........not to experience some of the greatest rock songs of all time..........me and bobby mcgee..........joy to the world............................indian reservation.............I feel the earth move........maggie may....family affair...........all of these songs would just wet my appetite............I was wanting something much bigger......something larger than life............something that would make me gasp for air..........I knew it wouldn't fit the typical rock song format....then one day it happened.......the time capsule took us back..............................something came out of the speakers like never before...............not like hearing the beatles doing sgt. pepper in your room with headphones on.......this was different.............it was meant to be played for EVERYONE to hear it.........the world stopped dead in its tracks......the guitar intro was just the way to bring us in....but the best was yet to come.....the vocals were magic....the guitar parts blended and weaved together like edward hopper painting the beauty of a summer day on cape cod....................the drums came in with a rhythm that let the bass groove to every beat........................it was happening that feeling that I wanted the time capsule to bring me back to...the song that I have heard and loved so many times was on for the first time............I will always remember that day.........and from that moment when the world stopped and for the first time every teenager in the world was doing the same thing...we were singing the same song.....all car dashboards were banging to the same tempo.........we all sang in unison around the world....there's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold and she's buying a stairway to heaven.................

but his glasses survived

it was a freezing cold day back in 1959...three young men in the prime of their lives and their careers......mason city iowa was their place of departure.......snow covered cornfields stretched for miles........I try to picture myself as a teenager in 1959............I would look just like james dean..I would drive a 1957 chevy....I would not be thinking of my future at all................all I needed to do was think of taking debbie out to the movies on saturday night and the radio would be on..there was a young man from texas........he had been on the music scene for three short years...he played fender guitars...his vision was true and real..........incredible songs sung to a simple beat............another young man from los angeles would also be singing songs of love and loss to the music world during 1959................he was just a teenager himself.....another man who would be leaving iowa that night was a disc jockey turned singer who was riding on the coattails of a hit single....all three men would enter into the world of 1972...they would never know this unfortunately..but the two events that would be connected are permanent in rock and roll history......the night of february 2nd 1959 would put the three men together in front of 1000 fans at the surf ballroom.........it was the winter dance party.....it would be the last night that these three men would ever party again.....my parents were married in 1959............fidel castro would begin his revolution in cuba..berry gordy would form motown records.....besides packing into dancehalls to hear music......kids would cram into phone booths for fun....the jazz world mourned the death of billie holiday........but a number one hit single in january of 1972 would take us all back 13 years to that cold winter night..........the place of arrival was supposed to be fargo north dakota..........the three men would never meet the composer of this eight minute single which had to be split on two sides in order to be put on a 45 record..........we hear this song all the time.....we love it...it is a classic.....but for the friends and relatives of buddy....richie...and the big bopper...it is more than just the day just the day that the music died...we started singing bye bye miss american pie......drove my chevy to the levee................

a train ride for hope

for truth is the only reality..and reality is the only concept worth discussing...........for taking a train into the night with only a suitcase and 2 thousand dollars and to not know where you are going..........................for maybe on that train you will meet someone who is kind.............gentle.. caring...loving....understanding...sexy...warm...friendly....quiet...open......mysterious..but......to lose their phone number in a bathroom in detroit when you thought you were throwing away yesterday's coffee receipt...........how can you ever find that person again..........another passenger gets on and you just want to strangle that asshole...has bono found what he is looking for yet...he is god...neil young is god....charlie parker was god..bruce is god..we are god...god is god...death is god........santa is god............women are god.............I used to get stoned first thing in the morning......I smoked pot for five years.......I was not listening to anyone when they said hey don't do that..read catcher in the rye...read lord of the flies...I said no..I will get stoned........the train ride takes you to memphis....true love is still alive.........rock and roll=jazz.....which=rhythm and blues.....which=heavy metal.....which=country......which=rap....which=techno....which=folk....the train stops in front of graceland.........elvis is not there....but many people feel his magical voice everyday...the train is going very fast....won't you take a ride with me..won't you listen to my dreams..won't you hear my pain....won't you hold my hand..won't you tell me you love me..won't you tell me the daily news......the train is leaving now......let's go...take a ride with me..I can see your smile..I can see your shoes are slightly worn...........I can see that we are all afraid of global terrorism.........I'm more scared of roman catholic priests..don't touch me...I'm more scared of becoming drunk again...hop on board.. the train is leaving..we will drink lots of coffee.......I will hold your hand......I will listen to every word you say...next stop......dreamland.......next stop is freedom...next stop is new orleans...next stop the vietnam veterans hospital..they will set us straight.............we will help change their bedpans...we will listen to their stories......they will put on their jimi hendrix records...and wish they didn't kill those innocent babies........they were misled..vietcong..for the next train is filled with jews going to concentration camps..the next train is bound for glory...........then all of a sudden like a flash from the sky..the train stops..life takes a pause..........a woman comes up to you and asks..................what do you want from life........what do you want to be doing the day you die........only you know.......for only a burrito can put life into perspective.............we are all the ingredients that make up the world...women...men....trees...water....fruit...cows...music.....for the only way out is salvation............salvation from freeing ourselves from the shackles of all religious beliefs...for the train does not distinguish by color or nationality....it only knows the size of your underwear...and that my friends is the true meaning of life.......your underwear.....wear it well..change it often..feel sexy in it.......show your friends at work your favorite pair...and then and only then can the train take you to absolute freedom.........the balloons you received on your first birthday are long forgotten....your report card from the seventh grade is somewhere at your parents' house..or if not there......then in a dump somewhere..let the train take you back..way back before nixon taped his demise...way back before the new deal.........let it take us back to that first slave ship and say to those ignorant white bastards..this is not going to happen...no man or woman is a slave........so let the train take you away.......let it take you to milwaukee in the rain.....let it take you to visit old friends in georgia.....let the train take you back to 1959...to marilyn monroe...norma jean.....let me hold her hand.........let me share my heart to the world................let me fly a plane into a football game.....let me become president of the united states of america...let me take the train to your house..let me in..please..open the door.......tell me your dreams......tell me your fears...tell me more..tell me how you ate all your broccoli....tell me we will leave in the morning on the next train southbound at 8 am..tell me we will now turn out the light..tell me we have tried and tried to make peace with our neighbors............but the train was going too fast..please don't stop...ohh yes...right there...just like that.......and until the sun shines on every man and woman and child...then and only then will drugs be available for everyone..so for now..the train is stopped...it may pass your way again..if it does.......get on board...ride it....feel it.....love it.....touch it.....talk to it.....for time is only a matter of numbers........and numbers are not meant to be taken too seriously......the journey into my brain is for the whole world to read......take a ride on the train my friend.................

junk in the city

junk mail...junk e-mail....junk phone calls.....junk food...junk in the basement......junk in my veins...junkie is lying on the street...make the pain go away...please help me the world is crumbling around me.......my emotions are shot......I feel like buying a gun with my last 400 bucks and blowing my brains out on a crowded train...they will all remember that day...I will be the only one dead..............but that old woman will have blood all over her jacket.....the blood will creep into her dreams at night when she thinks about what she witnessed...........that day she tells her grandchildren about...the day that the junkie wasted himself on the train...the day that people will remember what he did........the same time..the same city...right down the street from the blood filled train ride to new york....a young couple is sweating......they don't realize that she is taking in that sperm...that very minute...it is making friends with her eggs..the same city...right down the street......a hospital..........two nurses are trying so hard to help the middle aged man get through his cancer...it is unbearable...he is weak...the weather always looks the same to him..........the skies are never sunny..........but on another floor becky is giving birth to her second daughter..........and she is in blissful happiness that will take her body to another wavelength...........oh the world is beautiful.........................the trees are swaying in the light spring breeze....the birds are chirping...the couple who were sweating are now two months past.........the doctor is ready to perform the procedure... her mother will never EVER find out...she would kill her.....a smile can brighten up our day when your son or daughter looks you in the eyes and says...I love you...if you don't have a child...buy one.....they are on sale at wal-mart...children...rock and roll...junk is everywhere....junk is in my brain...junk is on the table...junk is in the thrift store...junk is in playboy........but playboy is heaven and then again.............the doctor who threw away the fetus has junk in the trash can................

is dreaming only for pleasure

ice cream is really comfort food...I wish it wasn't so damn fattening.....it sticks to my belly and I can't get it off..and I need to get it off...I like all kinds of ice cream...at stop and shop if you buy one gallon of friendly's ice cream.....they give you another one........free............no questions asked.....you choose the flavors.......you have to give them a card though...if you don't have a card...no free ice cream...........but if you want the card it is free.........so you must have the card before the ice cream....and then.......and only then can you get your rocks off...pop rocks........rock songs...rock me gently..rock candy...from that very first scoop of ice cream I had last night.........ice cream can take us back...............ice cream can melt in your mouth...put some ice cream on your lover......if you don't have one......go back to stop and shop and get one...you'll need your card....I hate these damn fucking cards...they take up too much space in my wallet............why can't the sale price be the normal price all the time.....and almost anybody can buy a gun...with the right card.........ice cream and gun cards..............over 30,000 people killed each year from guns..........lots of alcohol related deaths every year..booze..two more drinks please......and give me 2 guns........but the ocean is the place to be happy..and hey you get off my cloud....hey you leave those kids alone..hey you out there in the cold......are you lonely.............are you lonesome tonight..love me tender...make all my dreams come true...or will you just make me come...come on baby light my fire........the computer is our only friend..touch it....love it....wake up and turn it on......turn on the power...tune in...tune out....I think I'm going to visit a prison...........ask them what they think of life behind bars.......do they get to eat candy bars....barney is a dinosaur........pooh is a bear...mickey is a mouse......snoopy is a dog........and the world is going to end someday.....an apocalypse....the bible says so.......why are we living on earth.................what are we here for.....is this actually hell we are in....life after death is only for ice cream..so are we on the earth to only eat ice cream......if some people eat too much ice cream they can become obese....so eating too much can kill you.....so don't have too much ice cream...just a small portion........or your world will come to an end.....I wonder if our dreams are in real time or are they in a special dream time................because things seem to happen so fast...I think they are in a special dream time.........and what will become of the human race.......................it is going to become a vast wasteland of fucking bodies everywhere....corpses in the cosmos..are horoscopes a bunch of bullshit.........I liberated the newspaper from the market once.......it was exciting.........only to throw it in the recycle bin.....old news....friendships are best formed when we are with the people we admire and respect..music brings people together..music is everything...friends that we meet when we are teenagers will hopefully still

be friends when we are mature adults...especially if we grow in different directions...jazz..country...the blues...rock and roll...it all makes me happy..you definitely have heard charlie parker right....heroin killed him...people kill people.....friends kill friends.....over money.....drugs....but never music......I hope..music does not kill us...but countries kill other countries..duke ellington was one of the greatest american composers of all time....he died..he wasn't killed.......any day is a good day for a doughnut.........help is only a four letter word..........fuck is only a four letter word...people are supposed to get a career.....have a family.....have children.......don't forget to learn the alphabet.....some nights I sleep really well...some nights I toss and turn.......thinking of how things might have been........how they might be.....and sometimes how they are right now at this very moment in time...do you have many dreams...are they vivid dreams.......they could be a hollywood movie............pornography is not what it seems........we all started out as an orgasm..............we are now in a place we call home..........we are at peace with oprah...............she is a rainbow...I think we should all go to afghanistan...we could step on the dead bodies....we could try their cuisine.................we would want to lift those veils..way up high..feel the beauty...school is not necessary to achieve an understanding of the world around us.....the other day I was sitting on the couch with my son and we were doing such a simple thing..we were sharing some ice cream...it was beautiful....delicious....we smiled.....we would say yummy and yummy....I need to lose 10 pounds...and all my dreams are in real time.................

its buried in the sand

I wish I could crawl out of my own skin...I wish I could crawl under a rock...............I wish I could put the planet earth in a bottle and send it to mars...they could fix us.......they could make things right...they would blow kisses into the bottle...we would start to love our neighbors.......we would end the fighting........we would learn how to be tolerant....we would not worry about financial gains and losses.........we would not worry about a monetary policy at all.....we would look at the sky and say.........wow..............remember when people used to wish for another power to control their lives..now humans take care of survival means themselves............they don't wait for the great big santa to make everything all right...I wish I could see marilyn monroe ring my doorbell........I wish we didn't take drugs for recreational purposes............I wish women were treated the same as men.........I wish blacks were treated like most whites....I wish we couldn't tell the difference between skin colors............I wish that when I'm older I don't spend much time in the hospital.........I wish that I could get those files back I deleted from the computer that weren't mine...I wish that when I wake up every day someone has a bowl of fresh fruit ready for me......kiwi....grapes....cantaloupe...cherries... apple...banana....watermelon..........peaches......it is a wonderful world but sometimes life sucks but then the skies clear up with joy..................we don't need college degrees to acknowledge the fact that we're capable of performing a task or are able to talk about music history without having to do algebraic equations....what a wonderful day it would be to have a little more hair on my head and not on my back............to have whiter teeth..........don't you want a firm toned body and to tuck your shirt in and not see your belly go over your belt......to not be stressed out over what the government is doing with their power...............to not see anyone suffer anymore without a good meal and a roof that keeps the rain out............I wish I could fly with wings made out of my dreams........my dreams could take us all higher..............my son is the most beautiful little boy you will ever meet...............the blues are an american art form.............the blues are what people need at the end of a hard day at the office...abolish the 9-5 office......abolish suffering.........let the world hear my words of wisdom and compassion............let me rescue the people jumping off bridges.........let's get high and happy...........everybody wants to be high...........but without chemicals......let me take you to the rescue redemption center.....we can free your mind...we can sing the blues....we can feel the blues....let the blues take you in.......let the whiskey free you from the pain.......the water that comes from our tap is a gift........a gift from the department of public works........remember when we were young.........when we were trying to touch the night...........there is no way we can let our dreams fly out the window...........we don't need to feel lost...it's not a fistful of dollars we need......just happiness.........maybe a little honey in our veins.........we just want to sing songs of love.....play lots of music.....watch our kids grow........have clean underwear..warm socks in the dead of winter..comfortable sandals in the summer..........a toilet when we need to take care of business......death is only at our backdoor...the front door is for dreams......what if everyone wanted to be a star....who would pick up the trash....who would make sure the cable television is working.....have you ever been to a rodeo.......let's recycle all the bibles and korans around the globe and turn them into toilet paper....that's the only useful purpose I can see that they have..........am I speaking to the paranoid and disillusioned who feel god has let them down..............play that guitar mr blues man.....play that funky music my friend........let the internet burn our brains out from all the information it brings us.......we don't need to know a lot of shit..........just some basic history...how long do you think cucumbers have been around..when did they first turn into pickles......and how come the clock always needs to be looked at...I will buy a gun and bury it in the sand...one day a little girl will find it...she will show her mom....they will discuss why..why the FUCK do we make weapons to kill...the mother will tell the little girl..........it is a necessary means of survival dear...................the drums are pounding....the bass is thumping.....the piano is weaving in and out of the twelve string guitar...........the sweet angelic female voice is making the hair on my arms stand tall.....is the enemy at the border...did the enemy come into the country.................with a plan we couldn't ever even imagine coming true...a long road to hell...my eyes are tired..........my heart is torn in two...my legs are weak........my hands are numb..........I see wonderful dreams and then the night comes to an end...we wake up and wonder what will become of the broken hearted.........where will the soup come from when the pot is empty........fill my pot with gold....fill my dreams with love.........and then the morning brings us a fresh start.. anything can be done........let's try again....I'll take a rose from someone's garden...and I will take the gun from that little girl...it's mine..............

# water is the only salvation

when you're walking down the street do you ever think about what you wanted from life when you were 12........................do you wish you were there...do you wish your dreams would come alive......not your dreams that are in your sleep.........but the ones you've had in the back of your mind since you were a little kid...could it be that roses are not meant to be given out as affections of love.......maybe they should just stay in the rose garden.......why do we bring over lots of flowers to other people's houses when someone dies.......don't we realize that those flowers will die too....then they have to throw away the dead flowers...seems like a waste of time.....energy and land use to me..........we need to drive down the road with a lot of water in our bellies...water is the ultimate savior...people can be eliminated very easily....people disappear very easily..some people are fucked in the head...some make their beds everyday...some beds never experience love..........some beds experience pain.......some beds don't share their space with the right people.....some people don't tell the truth........some people need to share their beds with a stranger....some people will eat in bed.....some people will smoke in bed....some people die in their beds..beds are made for sleeping.. people are made for beds....beds are made for people...these beds are made for fucking...these boots are made for walking and talking...and trains sometimes come with beds....some children wet their beds...some boats have beds.........marilyn died in her bed............do you think cave people had beds made out of leaves and furs.....do you think they used toilet paper to wipe their butts...they didn't even have time........time is time.....time is something that is on the wall in front of you...how many people are being murdered right now........how many people are being raped right now.....how many people are dying in a house fire at this very moment......how many movies are being filmed right now............how many people are masturbating....how many people are getting excited for the rolling stones to tour endlessly.....hey drive your car asshole... put down that fucking phone......phones are not meant to be copulated with......and when the next terrorist attack occurs america will be too busy watching television to stop it....so back to beds..I used to watch television in bed......I used to write songs in a bed....now I write songs at a computer...do you think jesus invented the toilet...how come god didn't give us toilets......was she not thinking............if I invented the world it would have come with flush toilets...I figured out where my problems arise from...I started listening to ted nugent at 13 while in my bed.........

the fire will always burn

the fire will always burn..........................the fire inside my head and the fire outside in society.............today is a day that humans will talk about forever.........thousands of people are anticipated to be dead from the september 11 world trade center and pentagon attacks.............what will happen now..more killing...who wins..nobody....how come the people who run the world don't see the REAL problems with the world............the reasons we are experiencing this are because 7 billion people segregate themselves from each other by religious beliefs..............borders..... financial gains..greed...competition.....we need to abolish religion fucking immediately.....if we don't then these events will play out over and over again........anyone who prays to god today is in a haze...where was god yesterday..where was god during the holocaust....where was god during the killing fields......money does not make the world go around............nature does it by itself.............we pollute it with our technological advances and our continuing pursuit of materialistic pleasures......................as I write this on a fancy computer and get ready to drink an iced coffee........we are at war with each other every day......................................why is there not enough outrage when marijuana smokers are put in prison..............why is there not enough outrage when people shoot each other down on the street for whatever reasons they feel justified for doing so.........why is there not enough outrage when anti-abortion people kill pro-choice people.................why is there no outrage for having a president in office who was not elected by all of the american people........why do we go on living if the world functions like it does......why do we let this happen again and again.........here is my declaration of reformation.......revolution must happen immediately...........I will say it again and again.......religion must be a part of history.............it is useless and ignorant to believe that some higher whatever is in charge of the way we function.........we need to stop putting up racial and cultural borders that separate us from each other..let's try peace..we need to abolish money.....we need to make survival the most important mode of human conduct..........we need to stop being so materialistic......we need to put the past behind us and live as one world...one nation...one tribe...one place...one love...one understanding...just human beings...no more being labeled by your fairy tale religious identity....no more being labeled by your skin color......no more being labeled by where you are from.....did we come from the water..if so we are all watertarians...not americans...not palestinians..not african americans...not Indians.......not vikings.... not egyptians....we are humans..........we haven't learned anything about war from history..........we are a useless creature...............the only thing we can be proud of is rock and roll.....and of course marilyn monroe.......the fire will always burn..............

leave the leaves alone

did you ever wonder why the leaves fall from the trees........how come they don't just stay on the branches and hang out all year long.........do they like to be burnt..............or put in bags and shredded.....or blown into roof gutters............the way I see it is like this...............when money was created the people involved in the concept didn't really have a five year plan on how it would work out......they just did it............yes we could abolish money and have it work out............people will work together as one world.............it's a great concept given the fact that almost every problem in this world is over money......and it's a complete waste of time and the fairy tale concept that there is a religious god that put us all here............we all have to believe in the same theory so we don't fight and argue on how it occurred..................of course we all arrived here somehow..I GET it..but we will most likely never know..and if we did..so what..what would it accomplish.....what would it prove.........we are all part of the same world....humans...trees....apples.......water....guitars....cows.....many humans eat cows....I guess it's a survival test..money and religion must go........and I think if these two ways of life were to disappear then we would have a much better world........then we abolish all weapons with the sole intention of killing..guns..bullets..tanks..bombs....and we will not be so greedy and materialistic.......we would be more community based......we would share tools.......we would start the new world by waking up each day and singing "imagine"........we would not spend time worrying about who is having sex with who..............if men want men and women want women......let it be...back to the shark tank idea....sharks get hungry....every society needs a type of capital punishment....people are good sources of protein........it will be a community event..the big shark tank in the center of town...a diving board.........the bad people jump into the tank...gone...there are over 7 billion people in the world..everyone gets a new lease on life...all prisons are turned into museums...........all churches and places of religious worship are turned into reading...singing..eating........computer and sharing community living rooms............kind of like what they are now but without the religious false bullshit...................the medical community would be so wonderful...........people helping people..........so we can live healthier and happier......no health insurance worries....no doctor's bills.....and if you are sick the doctors will try to help...all plumbers and carpenters and garbage collection people they become the new stars of society........musicians and actors and artists and sports players just help make the days much more pleasant...no more bad news newspapers...........but bring back the bad news bears.........with no money what would we fight over...property...no owning land....no owning property...no fighting...only sharing....if you don't want to play the new game....you will be tossed in the shark tank....drugs will be abolished...cocaine...heroin..cigarettes..alcohol.....marijuana........no one will need to escape reality anymore.. you will be too busy making peace..making love..making lunch..birth control for everyone...abortions for those who want or need them....no questions asked...it's your body......hands off religious freaks....ice cream will be served everyday at 6:30..........you get a choice of 54 flavors.... yes we need that many.......but toothpaste and shampoo and soap and almost everything else that is a necessity will come in only about two or three choices..no one will have too much space in their house....everyone will be given...shelter...food....clothes......health care...........leisure time...we forget about money and guns and god and lawyers and astronauts.........no more space program..it's history.......we already screwed up earth..let's leave the rest of the world alone...we probably need some type of population control...no more leaf blowers..leave the leaves alone...no more holidays..every day is a celebration..when you wake up you are celebrating being alive...you are not worrying about the dow jones average for the day..no more meaningless financially based occupations...sometimes life will be sad....people will get sick..people will die...people get depressed....but hey we will move forward.....we will live as one world...one love...one race...the human race.....no one will be judged by their skin color...you will not be labeled..you will be free..free as a butterfly..let's work on a cure for cancer..we will try and cure

all diseases...we would abolish mosquitoes..let's abolish mice and rats..they give me the creeps...........everyone must take a 30 minute walk every day except friday...because I don't want to seem like a dictator or anything...but one thing is for sure...we will leave the leaves alone...

look in different ways

sometimes our dreams..our aspirations...our desires..just don't come to fruition...........the only way to overcome this is to try something else... keep busy...stay focused on being happy...healthy......time slips away before we know it........we get older............we are less interested in some activities that we used to be into..we need to realize that life goes on...life is not a hallmark card........having egg shells in your omelet is not fun...life should be lots of fun...having to smell cigarette smoke when I walk on a busy street is not fun....reading the daily newspaper is not fun......traffic is not fun..I think living in a small town would be much more fun than living in a noisy city................people are going to turn into computers someday..we will all become bits of memory..if elvis was alive today would he be doing a rap song..................if people do turn into computers it will be easier to replace them...then we can recycle the parts...when a 17 year old asks me for advice I will simply say...do not settle for second best......shoot for the moon......live your life today because it's the only one that matters..follow your heart....do not hang out on the street and waste time...believe in yourself...do not do drugs...do the best you can in high school............it is most of the information you need...find a passion.....find a way to make a difference in this fucked up world.....fight authority...break rules that make no sense...tell them they have the power to change the world.......tell them that being a writer is not a waste of time.....................tell them that being a plumber is very important..tell them to use birth control..tell them that being 17 is not a good age to be a parent...............tell them to wait till they are at least 21...if they can't drink...then they can't breed.................make sure you listen to older people that are successful doing something you find interesting..make sure you use a can opener when opening a can of tuna fish........those things swim in their own excrement..........the toilet is a wonderful invention...probably the greatest invention of all time...............and the female human species.......and please look both ways when crossing the street.................

# the birthday cake analogy

the days when youth were all we had seem so far away....how can mick jagger still sing he gets no satisfaction after 50 years.....I find that hard to believe that he can't get laid...or maybe the song is just a song instead of any factual message of loneliness............how can mick be lonely..........he is the singer in the world's greatest rock and roll band.......youth...inspiration...........the feelings of desperation..........to be young again.........when we are young we want to be old.....and when we're old we want to be young....let's fix that shit.........let's just be happy at any age and time.....birthdays should always be fun.........birthday cake says a lot about our society.............the solid base of cake covered by moist delicious frosting...well maybe it doesn't say much of anything except cake is good.......but maybe I could come up with some analogy of why a birthday cake is a lot like life...how about this......when a cake is baked it is only the foundation to what life has to offer.....we are all given that foundation to do anything we want to do.....except of course if you are a minority and poor but anyway we are given the cake......then as the years go by you make your own frosting...........you can put as much into your cake as you want........or you can just leave it plain..............the more frosting the more experience...the more risks you take in your life.......sure that makes as much sense as any stuff freud or socrates or plato had to offer....it's all philosophical mumbo jumbo.....and when you put it all on a hill....and it rains.........it all washes away..........just like a birthday cake......put it on a hill and after it rains it will wash away..........nothing left..........just like life...when it's all said and done we are just slipping away........but what about the beauty of youth........so much promise to offer........just make sure if you had or are planning on having a child.....let them grow in their own shoes....not in yours.....let them experience their own piece of cake....you can give them a big hearty piece but make sure they choose the frosting........make sure they are able to grow up and make their own....that's it....that's the answer to life.......if after you are given your own cake....eventually you must be able to bake your own and share it with close friends and family............then you have reached the crucial stage of adulthood......and don't forget to make a wish when you blow out the candles on your birthday cake.............

anything is possible again

anything is really possible with the right attitude and perseverance...........I know deep down that each individual is responsible for their own lives....It doesn't matter if you come from a background of poverty or wealth.............It doesn't matter if you were a straight A student or never attended classes and did drugs....It doesn't matter if your parents were divorced and you came from a broken home............It doesn't matter if you came from a leave it to beaver upbringing....It doesn't matter if you were raped or beaten or scarred for life by someone else.............your attitude about how you live your life is crucial.........make it positive........the past is gone and all we have is today.........tomorrow is not going to matter.......just yet....if your life is not what you wanted it to be or expected it to be............then figure out if there is still enough time for you to alter your path you are on..........if not then accept that the dreams or life you envisioned for yourself will not happen..........and live the rest of your life to the fullest....life is short...life can be very hard....life can be a bowl of cherries.....It's all in your attitude..my father left in 1971...he had met another woman and moved to california..would my life have turned out different if this event didn't happen......I could go on and on about the past........I could paint a bigger picture.........a wider more in depth story...............missed chances........bad choices.........some very good times...some wild times...very happy times..lots of adventures..but that is the past..and we try to learn from it..don't live by it..discuss it..but don't die from it..everything in life is work..nothing in life is easy..as we get older death is something that becomes a thought........and that is the deepest thought........death................is there an afterlife..........does the soul go somewhere else.............do we even have a soul................is there reincarnation.................do we magically leave our bodies after death and come back as a turtle............a positive attitude towards yourself and life are very important...what should we do with our lives...our careers......our dreams..our goals....what will the rest of life bring and can we ever reach our dreams.....the past is behind us....all we have is today.......what have you done with your life..............does your life matter if you died today.......dream big..........It's a wonderful life...just stay focused...disciplined...persevere....life is sweet.....life is what YOU make it...........last night I read an article about a woman who was killed jogging in new york a few months ago...............the killer was not the type to go and kill they said..........well he looks extremely off to me....but then again he was in hand cuffs being tried for murder............this woman was 30 years old...very attractive..her parents are devastated....she had a website with her writings...lots of pictures of herself on social media.....so in the end.......is it really what we leave behind....our kids....our songs......our garbage...our words.....our love.....our memories...our stuff..our shoes....or is it what we did while we were here..and then tried to leave behind.........you have to have people know you did it........you tried.........you NEVER gave up.....yes.....with the right attitude....anything is possible....................

MANY various snippets from my mind

I'm not sure if I believe in astrology............................and mother nature has decided to take my precious growing hair follicles on the top of my head and direct them to my back and on my ass...I'm not sure why...........but that's the way it is and for a while I was kind of bummed by this genetic disposition that I've been blessed with.......help....it's just the way it is...and hey it's not about looks anyway.......................it's about what the heart has to offer and being honest and being kind........I have been wearing glasses forever.....four eyes......loser.......I am considered to be of the caucasian identity.........a human male....bones......flesh......blood.......a human...that's it...I don't want any other labels...please.............and I'm not into punctuation that much...I have access to a computer and the internet at all times so that must make me a modern man...........a man living in the 21st century where computers will replace all humans in 132 years........I think the internet will replace people talking in person someday............I think breast implants are a waste of time.........but then again I think hair transplants are ok...............so which one is better or worse...maybe they are both a waste of time......I have a bachelor's degree..........I'm part of the privileged few who can go to a classroom and listen to a bunch of people tell me stuff that really doesn't matter at all about human survival or what it really means to be alive...............my favorite outdoor activity is walking............I also like to go to the beach and just sit and watch the waves go by..wow this sounds like a dating profile...I love to watch sunsets outside......I enjoy kissing....holding hands.......snuggling......giving massages.......touching.......my favorite indoor activity would most definitely be sex..friendly sex...wet sex...fun sex...sweaty sex....cold days filled with hot nights of sex...but I guess if I had to I could just masturbate...my favorite type of music is rock and roll..it always has been and always will be....................I actually I love music better than sex.....music is my biggest passion...the black crowes...the who...ELVIS...bruce springsteen...the stones.....queen....the beatles..the pretenders..the doors..aerosmith..kiss..led zeppelin..the alarm...maria mckee...marillion...foghat...ac/dc....the j geils band.........black sabbath... bob seger....john hiatt......cheap trick...neil young...van halen...the eagles...fleetwood mac...deep purple..rush..chuck berry....the ramones....the animals...buddy holly...the cars...johnny cash...the clash...pete seeger...woddy guthrie...triumph.....janis joplin...the doors...jimi hendrix....beach boys....creedence..lynyrd skynyrd...pink floyd...guns and roses...warren zevon...curtis mayfield...iron maiden....peter frampton...bad company.. styx...the band...the kinks...paul simon...lake street dive...eric clapton...tom petty....bob dylan...alice cooper...heart...stevie ray vaughan...prince ..rod stewart......david bowie...blue oyster cult...zz top...billy squier...elvis costello..yes...southside johnny...chicago....steely dan......boz scaggs.... reo speedwagon...little feat...joe walsh..counting crows...robin trower...steve miller...ten years after...humble pie..van morrison..elo....sweet... motley crue...judas priest...ronnie james dio..the dead..allman brothers...U2..UFO..elton john...tori amos..ozzy osbourne/randy rhoads....tesla... peter wolf..etc..mostly all classic rock..I like some classical......I like some jazz....slow jazz....but not fast bebop stuff.....I like some country..... the blues is the foundation of all music...bb king...muddy waters...motown..soul...punk..disco...world music..rap..new age..dance craze.......but it's still rock and roll to me....but no opera music.........maybe we should stop labeling all the different kinds and just call it music......music is everything.....love and peace.....music is my religion.........and speaking of religion......it is the biggest fucking waste of time that humans have been engaged in since we started to search for meaning in the world we live in........where did we came from......and how.......and why are we here..all religions need to be abolished immediately..religion is the main problem with the world.....no god is going to make things better.... praying will not help...only taking action will...the only god that exists is the species known as the human female.......women should rule the world.....all bibles and korans and other belief books must be recycled into toilet paper.........including this book..........we will abolish property ownership..money...guns....bullets....algebra...alcohol....tobacco.....prison......the backstreet boys.....mtv... greasy food......flags........donald trump.. hunger..bill o'reilly..pro-life people..bottled water..fox news....these will all be history...GONE..most of my rock star idols are into religion....oh well..it's just something to believe in....I like animals but I also eat animals...bbq ribs are so good....it seems crazy eating things that go poop and pee...........eating things that have feelings...I like stuffed animals...I like fish tanks...I like going to the zoo....if I could escape to anywhere for a week it would be somewhere warm and sunny...................a sunset every night...good food...........barbecued animals...........maybe a tropical island...I don't have a favorite season...I love being outside...I don't follow what the weather is going to be most days...........I just wake up and figure out what to wear by the temperature.....movies are a part of my life..I like most genres..I love drama and off the wall comedy......I like all the coen brothers movies.....I like albert brooks..........I like the movies of krzystof kieslowski...red,white,blue.........I like most old hollywood classics...bogart...hepburn...I only watch movies at home now....I don't enjoy being at a movie theater anymore.....I can't pause the movie.....I can't go to the bathroom or I'll miss something......I might fall asleep......so movies are at home.......that's what dvds are for........I love most all documentaries...history...music...arts...travel...pbs specials............I usually want to learn something while I am watching...............I spent enough time as a kid watching the brady bunch.....happy days....love boat....soap...taxi....etc....is dr.seuss really god...god is dead................make love not war....current events are just history in the making so I don't need to know what bullshit is going on in the world................because I've heard it all before...people killing people because of religion...greed..money..power..land...ignorance..adultery...alcohol..blah..blah..blah.......I do read rolling stone so if a current event makes it into that I know about it....what happened on september 11th..............one god told a bunch of people to fly some planes into a couple of buildings and then we asked our god to bless us.....and their god said they would have 72 virgins and our god said to get on your knees and pray and then go kill the mother fuckers..........and if you're at church praying and you're a little boy watch out because some priest will stick his dick in your ass.........and then when all is said and done we are still killing each other in the USA with guns.......at least 30,000 people a year....bang bang you're dead mother fucker...........and how many people are killed each year due to alcohol related car accidents...I love my life..life is sweet..life is great...popcorn is good..computers are great..sunsets and sunrises are great.......we must all love one another forever.....we are all happy when we have food to eat.......some people die of hunger......I'm full...........no food=death... death=the end...love=two hands walking on a beach...I am not a democrat or a republican.....I am not a liberal..I am not a communist...............I am not a socialist...I am a human being that has red blood and was potty trained at some point in time like most adults were....I used to wet my bed........I guess that makes me a past bed wetter..I am thankful and fortunate to have running water in the house.........winnie the pooh is very cool..........I used to drink a lot of alcohol at various stages in my youth and early adulthood......that would be from 17-27...I smoked a few tons of marijuana from 1979-1983...I have been drug free since 1985...alcohol doesn't have a place in my life anymore..........let's stop judging people by their skin color and cultural and ethnic backgrounds.....maybe we need to stop moving from place to place..it might be one of our problems as a species...I guess we'll change our ways if we run out of gas..............but the spanish and french and british conquered america without gas in their boats...ok we'll find a way to conquer and kill and become terrorists....it will never change...so I say find something you enjoy and just hope you don't become a statistic...............................I think cigarettes and chewing tobacco are two of the stupidest things in the world...get rid of the queen.....the royal family must go.....we don't need them..I think we should not have drugs anymore.....most people can't balance their usage....drugs are for sick people aren't they.........if I had believed in god I would have less hair on back and more on the top of my head............but I'm not overseas killing innocent people in the name of flags and countries..the john lennon song imagine will be the new national anthem for all 7 billion people in the world...as the beach boys once said....let's have fun..fun..fun........the world is a beautiful place.. love is an ocean....the ocean is always open......my heart is a ball of fire.....I don't ever want to die.........I want to live forever and ever........when everyone is sleeping I'm thinking about something...I try and brush my teeth two times a day..I floss every night....I have all my teeth.......let's get in the car and travel the USA for three months together..let's go..we can eat lots of apples..chocolate...crackers and raisins...........we can watch the sunrise over the mojave desert.......we can see homeless people all over the country...........we can visit religious fanatics along the bible belt.....we can find elvis...we'll always have to be on the lookout for a place to go potty.....we'll listen to the ocean waves at three in the morning on the coast of florida..............we'll watch drug smugglers bring their shit in from the mist..........we'll go to san francisco and look for jerry...keep truckin..we'll read poetry under the stars..we'll kiss the sky................we'll go to new orleans and we'll have a ton of fun under the sun.............don't forget to bring a few pairs of clean underwear and your atm card.....we'll need money.....we'll need to find a waitress.......we'll drink lots of hazelnut coffee......we'll read books when we are lazy and tired..we'll feel the sun........we'll feel the rain in the summertime with our clothes off........we'll have a margarita in texas..we'll go to a strip club in vegas..we'll spend a week in las vegas......we'll shake our heads and say why the fuck did god create las vegas..we'll see wayne newton and shake our heads some more..........we'll go to the hollywood sign and climb up on the letter H...we'll stay up there for three hours..........then we'll go to san diego and just lay loose for a few days....we'll go to nashville and we'll make an album.......except we won't be able to include any anti-religious songs on our country album...................we'll go to minnesota and freeze our asses off..we'll put our feet in the great lakes just because we can.......we'll talk about the promise of the future... we'll talk about the atrocities of the past......we'll talk about thomas edison.......we'll discuss why are we on this planet...................we'll read the sunday new york times in wyoming....we'll talk about the invention of the camera......we'll talk about why materialism is a problem..........we'll see birds flying south...we'll spend a night sleeping in an alley in harlem..we'll spend a night sleeping in the beverly hills hotel.........we'll ask the osbournes if we can come in their house and wash their filthy mouths out with soap...........we'll talk about the average weekly salary of people who do essential work..........we'll discuss children living in poverty.....we'll discuss the writings of bob dylan....john steinbeck.....bruce springsteen...randy newman....we'll discuss the similarities between homer simpson and plato.....we'll stay up past our bed time..............we'll talk about teen suicide rates in the inner cities...we'll discuss why alcohol is legal and marijuana is not........we'll figure out how to change a spark plug in the middle of nebraska......we'll sit down on a park bench in alabama......we'll try and picture ourselves in the midst of the civil war......we'll shake our heads and wonder when humans will stop comparing skin color.....we'll cry for the future generations who are going to have to put up with bigotry and religious fanatics.....we'll cry for the people who get paid to manufacture guns............we'll stand up to the lord almighty and beg forgiveness for all our sins...we'll try and understand what the fuck is going on in the world.......please help us......then we'll get drunk and fall asleep in new mexico............we'll meet up with kind and loving native americans......we'll sleep in a teepee............we'll smoke some hash and take peyote................we'll have a cucumber sandwich...lettuce and honey mustard..on a toasted sourdough roll...with a bag of barbecued chips..we'll find a park and swing on the swings...it will be a lovely little park in iowa..........we will go to wal-mart and buy stuff......stuff that we don't even want.........we will put it in the trunk in case we need it..........we'll find a place to have a fish dinner in maine.... we'll go camping in montana....we'll write a book about our journey......we'll play tennis in south carolina...................we'll eat fresh peaches in georgia.......we'll pick up a hitch hiker in dallas....we'll give her a ride......we'll figure out a cure for cancer and acne..we'll find people that will let us shower and clean up in their bathrooms.....maybe they will make us a home cooked dinner...............speaking of home cooked dinners...I make the world's best chicken stew...I make great casseroles...I want to make the world's best raisin..chocolate chip...............walnut..oatmeal cookie..let's make sweet tea on a saturday afternoon and have a barbecue in the hot blistering mississippi sun............we would have a small circle of friends.....we'll climb up on a roof in chicago and look at the stars...we'll hold hands and kiss..........we'll say let's get the fuck off this roof and go to bed.....we're tired.......we'll put music on and let the allman brothers take us down south...................as we go down south on each other.....yes this is the way it must be......true love ways.....my heart is talking...freedom......peace...hope...romantic evenings in july.........there is the coolest looking bird that comes out on the deck every morning...it is a beautiful bluebird.........I was thinking of putting a birdhouse out on the deck for it...but then the whole bird community will chirp its way over here..........I think the computer is becoming my closest friend.......to watch a human being grow from day one is what life is all about..most people hate their jobs...........the world is full of misery........the world is full of beauty.......the world is full of magnificent creatures big and small....it is time to move forward...we are happy..life is good...I am real...I am only one man..I need new shoes..new underwear...new pants...new socks...new glasses...a new heart to hold and love...................

politics suck...business sucks...money sucks....I am the doctor of love...I have the cure for the world........I love learning but I just don't like the pressure of tests and grades and bureaucratic paperwork and boring teachers and writing papers that aren't true to my heart.....it's not my fault that the world is fucked up....I didn't invent religion...........I didn't invent guns.........I didn't invent property ownership...........I didn't invent a financial system that cares more about gains and losses rather than human survival...........I didn't invent borders and flags that keep us out of their land....I sadly didn't kiss elizabeth taylor.........I didn't invent alcohol...maybe vitamin C will cure all diseases........maybe vitamin A will take religion out of people....maybe sex will be a professional sport in the year 2045.........maybe drugs will cure all the pain.......maybe people will not be people anymore..........maybe algebra will be illegal....I wish I had a jeanie in a bottle....I would treat her with respect.......I would let her out whenever she wants to be out................I would free the oppressed people living in poverty.............I would tell them that I didn't create different skin colors..nor did I make separate drinking fountains......I wish it was 1954 and I was having a root beer float in new york.....I wish that copernicus was around to teach me some science....I wish I could have lunch with marx.............I wish I could talk hitler out of his master plan...I wish people believed in themselves and not santa god.....I wish sex was free in las vegas...........I wish las vegas would blow up and all the casinos would burn to the ground and we would build new buildings that would house blow up dolls and refugees from Afghanistan.......I wish jesus a happy birthday........bruce springsteen is the greatest rock and roller of all time...............maybe I will give free kool-aid to anyone willing to drink it....I will invent a new type of hanger...the kind that takes our clothes from the hamper to the laundry machine.......I will love myself for who I am not for who I wished I was..............I started to think of possible career occupations I could get involved in if the rock star

thing doesn't work out.................I could be a male escort..........I could be a limo driver..I could help people organize their stuff in their houses..I could be a teacher..I could teach the world to sing in perfect harmony....I could mend broken hearts........I wish I could turn back the hands of time to december 7th 1980 and make sure mark david chapman loses his hands in a bizarre subway accident....I could rob banks...........I could build paper airplanes.....I could sell my book and maybe sell a million copies.........I could try and learn how to ride a motorcycle and become a biker dude..I could learn how to repair..build and fix guitars.....I could invent a new kind of ice cream that doesn't melt...........I could walk on water and part the sea...........I could sell my urine and tell people it's from the fountain of youth.......I could be a champion chess player............I could learn how to drink like a fish and become an alcoholic.........I could learn how to turn tricks on 7th avenue...................I could take the long way home........I could find a tree and build a little fort in it...............it will be my hiding place from those bad kids in school who used to bully me.....I will try to make friends with them and invite them over for my special kool-aid...I will stop living in my own head............I will not give head....well maybe....I will force myself to think that life is great and that all people are good natured and kind......I will stop thinking outside the box..FUCK NO....I will always be me...I will always bend the rules....I will train to be a terrorist in the united states army...........I will go over THERE and kill them for being different.......I will beat their children and rape their wives....I will teach them what it takes to be a really good soldier..I will put a boot in their ass.....I will teach them non-violence is for cowards........I will tell them that our god sent us here to seek and destroy the enemy....some days I wish I didn't wake up.....some days I feel I can change the world........some days I want to fly like an eagle in the sky....I'm getting older and I'm not mick jagger....I'm not the devil..this is not a pipe dream or a pipe bomb.......it's not even a bong....it's not even a symphony.............it's only a rock and roll fantasy..........it's me stuck on fantasy island with all of charlie's angels.......maybe I could be a photographer for playboy magazine..maybe I could work at an abortion clinic....anytime....it will be my time...it's not a bad time..it's all about timing...making connections...getting noticed...but fuck luck..luck is for lucky charms..speak from your heart......don't let this cruel world get you down.....ride my see-saw.........ride in the night with pink floyd playing........ride in the morning with the stones...ride in the afternoon with bruce singing about life..ride on..the change is coming....the pain and frustration is way too much too hold....sadly jerry is still dead and san francisco is still alive....let's get in a car and burn up some saudi arabian fuel....everybody is searching for a change....from day one we have continued to search for the meaning of life.........we need to look no further than our own hearts............some of our refrigerators are full.....our playgrounds are alive with children playing.......our cars are filled with gas...............our schools are filled with teachers talking about this and that.....our religious institutions are filled with lies and propaganda..............our children are the most important reality we have.......winnie the pooh is really god....yes god is a bear who loves honey...only happiness means anything.....I love you....honey is all pooh wants.......salvation is all people want.....what would the world look like without cars.....without love and peace the world would be an unhappy place...the future is ours..it's yours..it's love that will fill our hearts.............

there are so many pictures of life....there are pictures of dolphins kissing children at sea world......there are pictures from afghanistan with children dead from bombs being dropped by america to fight terrorism...how about fighting alcoholism or racism or catholicism or judaism or capitalism...how about abolishing the white house and making it a museum dedicated to the memories of slaves.......how come the united states has weapons of mass destruction...if we do...then iraq can too...everyone should...it's only fair.....give everyone lots of weapons........we have pictures of helpless afghan women being beaten....pictures of american women posing for girlie magazines....think outside the big box ...tell your family you love them.........even if they didn't invite you to their wedding........some weddings can be so formal......so traditional......so predictable.......don't forget when a family member has a function...you don't have the right to make the rules.......it is their occasion..if you're not playing their game don't go...let it be...let your love flow...let it shine......kiss the moon...kiss your friends........duke ellington was one of the greatest american composers of all time...let me into your heart......let me fill your bleeding heart with love and passion...........I want you and need you...now.........kiss is one of the greatest rock and roll bands of all time..........

sometimes hope isn't good enough......sometimes dreams don't come true..........and we tried...sometimes friends piss us off.................sometimes the radio plays us a song we get orgasmic over.......sometimes people kill other people for no apparent reason........sometimes the newspaper becomes the lining in a birdcage...for bird shit...life is only about laughter and love.......and freedom....sometimes the water comes down over your face in the shower and life is good...imagine traveling without a map......do you think someone a long time ago said hey before we leave our cave we should take the map and the compass.........people loving people......history loving time......people did not love witches....me loving the salt in your sweat..study women's history..black history...the history of chocolate....the history of the circus.......study all history......do you remember going to the drive-in....................do you remember your first kiss...........do you remember when we first met...........time ticks away the memories....we all want something..we want love..I want you to want me.....how about a little sugar in your coffee.....how about a little honey on your bread....yes more honey please....I need more honey.......no pooh..bother......fuck....why not.....give me more honey..........but pooh you are stuck.....you are a bear wedged in a great tightness........shut up owl.............I don't need your intellectual wit at this moment.....my big fat ass is stuck in rabbit's house..........where is christopher robin when you need him.........do you remember how it used to feel on saturdays when you didn't have to go to school..look way up to the sky and say..by the grace of god may spring bring us flowers of joy..........roses are red and my love is BIG.....maybe we will all meet aliens..maybe I am an alien......I wish I was born in the year 1599.................I would have sailed a boat from africa....to the new world....the new land....the land to be conquered by me....the united zessland..............a place where all humans are treated equal..unless of course you have some sort of religious belief......then we send you to the allocated people factory.............this is the place that cows and pigs turn people into food........soylent green...........no one will go hungry..not in my land........our land...........we will all love..we will all have sex...sex will cure all illnesses in my land.........look out for that spaceship......do you feel the love...it is 1603..........zessland is flourishing.. music is everywhere.......a smile a day keeps the human happy....happy humans on zessland..no alcohol...no drugs...only love..........only human stew for supper....some people need guns to be cool....to kill..........some people spend their time writing while other people are working really hard at balancing the budget......some people are playing music and studying history to try and better future generations.....they want to end all concepts of war..........some people are building weapons and selling cigarettes and alcohol..........some people are social activists trying to make the world a better place...some people are building prisons to put drug users behind bars and treating them like criminals.......it's time to rest my weary head....we must save money for the future..we must make plans...we must sleep..must abolish the pro–life people.......must end all award shows...must see women as humans and not sex objects.......must conclude that the world is just a bunch of people living and dying and nothing really fucking matters and if it did we would all have a friendly discussion on the reality of zessland coming true..............I dream of being young again......I dream of jeannie.......we all dream of something..........a never ending dream....and remember...........when you're sleeping in your bed....in your house...on your street...in your town...in your county...in your state...in your country...in this world................on this planet....in the cosmos...someone else is too............and how do you judge if you're having a good day or a bad day...........well if you have not put your neighbor in a wood chipper and cooked them for supper...you are doing great today....keep up the good work........say hi to your neighbor today.....keep the faith...have a blessed day...and god loves you....and will always be on your side......no matter who you eat..............or what you do........and don't forget dreams are free........how did god print his first book..........I thought the johannes gutenberg press wasn't invented until the 1400's............please no more organized religion......I believe however we arrived here we'll never know..no book has all the answers......we are all beautiful....even if you believe in god you are..all babies need to be held...humans need to be loved....humans need to be touched.....all of us...is a wet dream ok..I think so..but messy........we all seem to have one of those days........you know the kind..car doesn't start.......late for a meeting...fight with the spouse..we are not all going to be successful at everything we want to be.....if we did who would take out the trash... who would fix the toilets.......who would build and fix houses..but what is being successful........the beach is one of the most beautiful places... the waves and sunrises and sunsets......imagine if everyone stopped conceiving..................the human population would disappear in about 125 years....one of my favorite activities is cleaning up clutter...I like organizing...keeping things very tidy...I could organize the world.....get rid of all the clutter and trash....let's stop buying too much stuff..let's stop reading crap like this..let's live in harmony and peace.....people need to respect people...when we meet in heaven...which is located south of dallas texas..........jazz is the most american music of all time.....listen to the masters...ellington....armstrong....miles..parker..dizzy.....billie.........when the day is through and we wonder why the FUCK are we living the way we do...when the morning comes again and you didn't...when I look into my son's eyes and nothing else in the world matters.....when all flags of every nation and country and state are abolished..and replaced by ONE world flag.........a flag of peace and love...............when sugar is replaced by heroin...then and only then will we understand the meaning of life and survival................in the end we will all take a swim in the ocean naked....nudity is for everyone to enjoy....shake your ass baby.....and please be my friend.............it has always amazed me how humans have evolved over the course of millions of years......I still can't grasp the thought that there was only one baby......then another......etc......and where did that first baby come from....and how did that baby survive....did that baby come out different then modern babies............maybe the baby was fully developed and was actually an adult..if not then did another species take care of that baby...............did the baby come from a gorilla type species.......did the baby come with a bible in her hand...probably a cell phone too..how in the world did we arrive where we are today..did we evolve from the water......where did the water evolve from.....where did the trees evolve from..........how did they know we could pick apples and oranges from them.........maybe the beach boys evolved from the pacific ocean with wonderful songs all ready to share with the world...how come life is not what it could be......how come the water is blue..imagine if it was yellow..............then the sun would have to be blue.....dictators....kings.......queens.....presidents......they all want to rule the world...........make their ways known to everyone else that there is only one way...world domination....eat my religion..shit like I do......fuck like I do......speak like I do.......cry like I do.......talk like I do.........love like I do...hate like I do......feel like I do...fart like I do...scream like I do.....imagine it's 1789......no telephones........no computers.......no electricity.......no condoms..no rock and roll.......no automobiles..no internet...no electric guitars......no cameras.....no national geographic magazine.........no triple xxx movie theatres.....no world trade centers....no osama...no saddam...no machine guns....no waiting in traffic.....no led zeppelin..........no bruce springsteen..no washing machines..no fed x..no usps...in 1965...I came out of my mother.........march of that year her and my father had sex at least once...I wonder if the lights were on...if it was at night...was it in their bedroom...was my five year old brother.........who I didn't know yet awake.....was it loving.......did he tell her he loved her that day...did birds sing outside their window.....was there a murder going on in harlem at that very second that his sperm met her egg.....love......friendship.........kiss me...lust...fuck...beauty....we must live and love and learn.......call your grandparents if they are still alive...visit them if you can....bring them some fruit..tell them you love them....ask them what life was like for them at 17...tell them that you love your mom and dad........we wake up feeling a certain way..........it all depends on how we slept the night before...or how well our dreams made us feel.....you can't say your dreams didn't happen because they did...you were in them......I saw you....I was in them.......I will always be in your thoughts..forever...you will always be in mine.....except the days I'm too tired to give a shit........school sucked......the pain dissolved into beer..friendship.....peace....I can't find the time to see everyone..but I think of you..you're in my thoughts..my love is ready and able...butterflies are beautiful....love your friends.........don't eat too much turkey..........santa is a fraud......I just wanted to say hello..I love you..won't you touch me gently....slowly...I'm feeling you....take care....write home soon........free me from the pain..............

in the future

maybe I didn't love you...as much as I could...maybe I really didn't try....but in the end.....in the future...we will share happy times...we will..no matter what system society creates it will never be perfect...but we need to stop the way we are going now.............in the future we will look back and shake our heads.........you are always on my mind.....we are all one people..we are all one race.........we are all human.........we are not white........we are not black...we are not rich....we are not poor....we are not racist....we are not evil.........we are not killers.................in the future elvis will always sing to us......thanks to technology we can watch his videos until the end of time...........in the future we can drive across the country and meet someone we might spend the rest of our life with..........thanks to technology we can have a mcdonald's hamburger almost anywhere in the world..................in the future we won't even know our neighbors anymore thanks to the internet....sadly in the future we will continue to study history over and over and never learn from it..some aspects of life get better...but not for everyone.......we will continue to worship money and religion..we will continue to fight over property and material goods..thanks to technology we can fly over to europe and see what hitler left behind..............in the future we will love each other but for now we will compete to be on the top of the hill............we don't care that you haven't eaten in four days....that's your problem...in the end we will not meet in heaven...a nice thought though......at the end of the day you will come home and love your family......at the end of the day you will look into the mirror and ask why.................why can't my life change..........in the end john lennon will still be the greatest songwriter of all time.....in the end I will meet his murderer.......I will........someone must...in the end we will feel no pain...if you talk in your sleep don't mention my name unless you love me...in the end women will always do those things for money.........and men will always pay........we created that........or did god create the pornography business....................no god was sleeping.....................in the future we will continue to read the daily news without doing a single thing to really change it..............we will kill the enemy...in the end we will all die.....in the future we will all have the same blood type.....human red number one...........in the future all fortune cookies will REALLY really come true.............in the future the devil will abolish christian rock and roll for good...............in the future all the boy scouts and all the catholic priests will learn how to behave properly and not do those horrible things to young boys.......in the future a tattoo of me will be given to anyone who has the right password............in the future ouija boards.......tarot cards......astrology..........and religion will be gone....in the future there will be girl scout cookies for everyone......................in the future we will be able to walk down any street naked if we choose without being ashamed of our bodies...........in the future foreign and independent movies will replace hollywood................you can tell a lot about a person by their handshake and by the way they say hello............................in the future people will no longer need contact lenses or prescription glasses.......in the future humans will no longer have back pain or toothaches...or constipation....or knee pain..in the future I will learn how to say yes mom no problem.......I will not talk back to you anymore.........................in the future someone will eliminate dust from our homes.............astrophysicists say in the future the universe will become dark...dismal...cold...the dark era.....the sun will shrink....no heat.....no light....no life on earth.......in the future make sure you learn a little bit about everything that life has to offer......maybe in the future I will put my book in a bottle....throw it in the ocean...........send a message of love and hope to future generations........in the future we will take care of planet earth before we continue to search the galaxies above us...we will stop sending people to the moon....we will live in peace...you must learn all you can about the city or town you live in.....you must make friends with your neighbors..............you must realize the future could be right now..in the future I would like to fly like an eagle in the sky..in the future we will all be friendly to each other...........but for now we will kill...cheat....steal..lie...rape...scam and do whatever it takes to get what we want......in the future the rolling stones will always rock......in the

future mr. bob dylan will still be writing songs............in the future neil young and bruce springsteen will still be performing on stage.....in the future you will travel the world.........thanks to technology we can do almost anything.................in the future maybe we will all share the same bed.......automobiles rule the industrialized world..................the automobile is our god..........we should celebrate henry ford day.......in the end we will all be happy.......we will all be free....in the end we will still try to look like those people in the beauty magazines..........in the end you will wish you talked with your parents more......in the end save your old love letters.....watch reruns of all in the family...twilight zone....saturday night live...the wonder years...make sure you see all the marx brothers movies...........listen to music everyday..........love yourself........love your lover....leave the world a better place....in the future we will all be on vacation.....in the future we will not need a will.....in the future we will stop blaming yoko for the demise of the greatest rock and roll band of all time..........in the future we will not need alcoholics anonymous...in the future our glasses will not be half full or half empty......they will always be FULL.............in the future we will all come with courage........a heart...brains and be able to find our way home...but maybe we will have to tap our shoes a few times....in the future hypnosis will solve all our problems.......in the future we'll keep on truckin down the road looking for a rainbow of hope..........in the future we will not have bad and rough neighborhoods.......all neighborhoods will be safe and good.......in the future without money we will not have crime.........in the future we will have poop smell like the food it went in as...so bbq food smells like bbq food on both ends...etc.......or we can take a magical pill that our poop and farts smell pleasant...that would be great....when you fart it smells like delicious coffee brewing.........maybe in the future we won't even need to eat anymore...that solves a lot of problems......in the future people will not litter anymore...........in the future we will solve all of our own problems without praying and hoping someone else will make them better.............we will get up off our asses and make the world a better place......in the future we will no longer have or need speed limits..............we will all learn how to drive appropriately depending on the driving conditions and traffic around you...gets rid of all those speed limit signs.....learn how to fucking drive.........in the future we will all be loved....and kissed..and touched...and held tightly...and tucked into bed at night.........we will all have our own personal angel of love.......in the future skunks will not smell...in the future crazy will be the new normal.........in the future actions will still speak louder than words.............in the future we will have no more abandoned buildings and trash on the side of the roads..in the future people will not litter anymore...in the future life is open 24/7.............everyday.........in the future there will be no more phone solicitation...................in the future there will be no more potholes.....in the future there will be no more junk mail........in the future if jesus really is coming back where will he arrive at....................and when....and how.......I'm sure he will need some new clothes......and most definitely a hair stylist......he will need a pair of nikes..............he can't keep walking around in sandals or bare feet......................he will need an iphone with his own personal 800 number so everyone can call him and chat with him...will he text...I wonder if he will be sexting...what will he do to make a living....and he can't just do nothing...............his ass needs to do some work..........he will probably need a chiropractor from being up on the cross for so long...........will he be surprised to find out that he became a hero..and his pictures and his likeness are everywhere in modern society and he has two holidays based on him.............he might want back royalty payments for using his image without permission.....I believe he had a copyright on his own shit........he will sue the world...he will definitely have to go to college and learn stuff...........................in the future harley davidson motorcycles will be distributed for everyone that wants one....you choose any color...or style that you want.......but you must wear a helmet and cool biker gear.....................but the motorcycles will be much quieter.......they're too fucking loud.........................in the future everyone will know why the bridge freezes before the road.............just google it like I did.......who knew...in the future everyone will know what makes her brown eyes so blue.................................in the future everyone will be emotionally and physically and sexually happy......in the future there will be no traffic..........in the future all men can look like bradley cooper if they want to and all women can look like jennifer aniston if they want to....but that's it..............that's what the new race will look like........we will all look the same................in the future everyone will have a chip implanted in their head to make sure you are following the new rules and guidelines that you were taught when you were in kindergarten............but it will also help with medical records and everything you will need to help the new world function more efficiently..............no more paperwork..........all digital...much easier......more productive.......but be careful because the chip will make you die after a year of implementation if you are resisting the new world........in the future no one will be hungry.........in the future beavis will NOT have to settle down..................in the future the deers will figure out that looking both ways pays off big time when crossing the street...in the future the only ism...is humanism.....all humans living as ONE...........in the future the fashion industry will be history...............in the future there will be fewer signs up blocking the scenery...and making up our minds...in the future we will stop living in fear of each other.....we will live by trust...and kindness...and peace and love...and understanding...nothing funny about that.....in the future the police will stop sitting around waiting for people to speed......remember no more speed limits...........just want to make sure you are on your toes and retaining all this information........in the future there will be some group of people that will try and take over the world........we better be careful......keep our guard up.........we better build an army with lots of guns and tanks...............in the future we will get rid of fruit flies and gnats........that won't mess up the eco-system............in the future all musicians will be inducted into the rock and roll hall of fame.....in the future nobody will be overweight....in the future there will be a shell rush...like the gold rush of the 1850's......shells will be worth more than gold someday.....start stocking up now.....shit's gonna get real...in the future gas will not have a brand name...it will just be gas...........in the future we'll be born with a smart phone attached to our hand.....................in the future everyone will be responsible for their own actions...we will stop blaming others for our misfortunes..there is only one person to blame.....yourself..............if something is going wrong.....CHANGE it........move on..stop bitching and moaning..misery does love company..change your company.....learn to be resilient...........we never know what tomorrow will bring.........live your life to the fullest...TODAY...stop worrying about tomorrow.........we NEVER know what it will bring....yes definitely make plans and follow your dreams......but be prepared to change gears..........things happen..........people change..........you change...the winds will always change........expect the unexpected and be flexible...be understanding...be forgiving....be very patient...........you can make any change you want.....but what if I'm in a wheelchair and I can never walk again...well....now you're fucked......no.....be happy you have wheels to get you around...be happy you can breathe....be happy you can listen to music..............but what if I lost my hearing..........ok we just can't make everyone happy............what the fuck....learn how to be indifferent.......be compassionate..........be present............be happy........be accountable........when one door closes................one hundred more are waiting...go open them up.............seek out your tribe..............find your true friends......be different.....be honest...be kind...be all you can be..and listen to the bee gees..night fever..staying alive......it's good shit.........in the future fight for what you believe in..in the future we will always help people when they need help..........help your neighbors...............help your friends.......do something for them....do for others....dream upon a star....and wish for world peace............in the future when times get tough we will work together and help each other............in the future we will all follow our gut and our instincts.............if something doesn't feel good or right....it's not.....move on....move up....move out and move ahead........in the future stress will be abolished..............only happy people.......positive thinking..no debbie downers....stop complaining....change it damn it..every problem has a solution....well except death.........so get off your ass and make things happen........never care about what people think of you....forge your own path..........life is about change..............roll with all the changes..........have a positive attitude....the glass is always full......don't worry too much about the future..............because you never know what tomorrow will bring...learn from yesterday and do NOT live in the past.....be thankful for being alive...TODAY.....be patient with everything and everyone...forgive and be sorry if necessary...don't hold grudges......don't try to change other people......get emotionally draining........dishonest and negative people out of your life.....say please and thank you often....listen....listen.......and listen...try to read a little bit everyday........learn new words...never stop learning...follow your heart........be yourself and believe in yourself....everything in life takes time....be passionate and kind and honest...life is what YOU make it...exercise your body and mind often.....eat small portions of food.....and drink lots of water............get plenty of rest when the day is through.....take a deep breath and relax.....make your bed..be organized......if you smoke cigarettes..quit NOW..if you drink alcohol..be careful with it...only in moderation...if you do recreational drugs.....why....don't keep your feelings in.......express yourself all the time...trust your gut....let your instincts guide you......brush your teeth at least twice a day....and don't forget to floss.....when watching sports.........remember it's only a game.........who cares who wins....enjoy a little nature everyday...whether it's cold or hot..wet or dry.........listen to music everyday....lots of rock and roll....when you are in love...stop and be thankful...it can change very quickly.......expect the unexpected with everyday...smile.....it makes you feel better....and it's free....be happy...be present...be aware...and be respectful.........take care of yourself and your health....be very grateful for all you have....money is not everything...if you still have dreams with your life...follow them..........never stop dreaming....your health is the most important thing you have....love yourself......love your friends and family......life is short........before we know it...it's over....and most importantly..............do not leave an empty roll of toilet paper behind................in the future maybe the sun will not rise.........so enjoy it today...because without we're fucked...it's ok to visit the past..just don't live in it......practice what you preach and believe in...embrace the day with hope...in the future when someone is in your dreams they will now know it...this could be good or bad..............in the future we'll only have five choices of bagels..........plain..egg..sesame..wheat and everything..............but we'll have 25 different types of cream cheese...............bagel chips will be considered a delicacy with 5 different types of hummus choices.....in the future all strangers will become our friends...in the future the simpsons characters will not always be the same ages......in the future hot dogs will be the healthiest food we can have......with relish and mustard...............in the future the electoral college vote will no longer exist........and the popular vote will win the election.......in the future everyone will look young again with just a snap of the fingers and a trip to the beauty parlor.............in the future a happy meal will consist of seedless watermelon...a cheeseburger....ice cream and a smile.......in the future learn as much as you can about rock and roll bands that didn't become national success stories though had some regional success................a few boston bands.........face to face......ultra blue.......private lightning..wargasm....in the future we will teach the music and words of frank zappa and the comedy of george carlin to all humans and make sure they understand the HUGE importance of thinking outside of the box........in the future donald trump will have a reality tv show based upon his friendship with the mexican drug cartels...............he will help run all the cocaine and illegal weapons coming into the country after the wall is built.....in the future our yards will take care of themselves........the grass will cut itself and eat all the leaves...in the future we will figure out a way to eliminate the common cold......and any future virus outbreaks...................in the future tell everyone you know to read my book..love it..touch it...feel it...kiss it...then burn it.........in the future someone will probably kill me with a gun because god told them to because of this book..in the future people will no longer engage in small talk...it will be deep and passionate and have real meaning and truth............in the future winnie the pooh and piglet will always be friends.........but pooh says back the fuck up piglet we need to follow social distancing guidelines and stay six feet apart from each other till the virus has a cure..................in the future donald trump and all his followers will be the first ones to take a dive in the shark tank.................in the future everyone will wash their hands after they go to the bathroom....in the future we will change one line from the song imagine....it will say "for every woman and man".......instead of "a brotherhood of man"...in the future it will be mandatory to say WHAT THE FUCK as much as humanly possible......in the future eddie money will always serenade us with "baby hold on" loud on our stereos.................in the future the B-52's will continue to make people happy in their "love shack"...in the future in the year 2063 general hospital will celebrate 100 years on television...in the future women will not be allowed to carry suitcases around disguised as pocketbooks..in the future when deaths comes knocking on your door...........you won't be able to run... you won't hide..you won't even have time to cry...but what you can do today......is look back and make sure you gave it everything you could... loved with all your heart...laughed with all the joy you could..because today could be the last day you can shine..in the future when I'm dead ...think of me from time to time....I only wanted everyone to be happy......to feel loved and wanted and cherished and needed....make sure you kiss your loved ones goodnight...tell the them you love them....tell them they are beautiful....when the night slowly fades and my heart stops beating.....think of me...and remember you were in my heart...keep me in your heart...smile when you think of me....I will always love you and miss you and love you from my grave...it is getting time for me to leave..I'm sure we have become friends now...you must trust me......I might not have all the answers..but I'm quite sure of the problems....I love you......and you love me and we will always have a loving happy family.... goodnight my friends...may love fill your heart...may your blankets keep you warm....they will listen to me in the future...peace..............the end

© David Alan Zeserson...2020....(615-496-0275/ zesersond@hotmail.com)............

special thanks to gina miraglia for proof-reading and editing assistance..............

this book is dedicated to my father...Joel Peter Zeserson...1940-2018.........................

