
Chinese: 
没人可以真正的消失不见。
夏天我有时候会出去散个步，有时也会把狗带上
我们一般会来这里
就在我们面前的，那是嗯，
那是黄杨山
就在那里，是她最后一次被人看到
我完全不觉得她是自己有计划要消失
我觉得她是遭遇了什么可怕的事情
而且她很可能，她很可能还在山上
有人知道她的下落

English: 
Nobody can actually just vanish
During the summer I sometimes come out for a walk, and maybe take the dog with me
we normally come along here and
as you can see in front of us, that's um,
that's Box Hill
That was the last place that she was seen
I don't think she planned to disappear at all, and I think something terrible has happened to her and
And she's more than likely, she's more than likely still up there
Somebody knows where she is

English: 
One of the important roles of a journalist is asking questions on behalf of the public that are uncomfortable to ask
Every now and again, there's a story that just niggles away at you
You can't quite forget
The disappearance of Ruth Wilson is one of those stories
In 2002 I wrote an article about missing people
The case of Ruth Wilson really affected me
It was so unusual such a peculiar mysterious case of a 16 year old who went missing in the Surry Hills in
1995
There were multiple appeals to Ruth to come home
And it was her family's belief that she was out there somewhere. The official version suggests
this is a missing persons case. This is unresolved. There is no evidence of any crime, and that is
absolutely correct
I, still all these years later, am haunted by the belief that that wasn't the whole story

Chinese: 
记者的一个重要作用，就是代表公众提出那些让人不舒服的问题
时不时的就会有一个故事让你无法释怀
你没法忘的干干净净的
Ruth Wilson的失踪就是其中之一
2002年，我写了一篇关于失踪人员的文章
Ruth Wilson的案子对我影响很大
这是一个很不寻常很古怪的案子
1995年一个16岁的孩子在萨里山失踪了
人们多次呼吁让Ruth快回家
她的家人相信她一定在某个地方，而官方
把这定性为失踪案件，案件没有解决
也没有任何犯罪证据
确实是这样没错
这么多年以后，我仍然坚信这个故事不完整

English: 
Did she take her passport with her? Did she have a passport?
We know she took a bank card. She didn't use it
She must, after 22 years, have had some dental treatment, some sort of medical treatment, national insurance
Yeah. Tax. Somebody that's 16 years of age to run away as they're saying and
Be able to give herself a brand-new identity
coming from a rural village
I would say is impossible yeah
And so no, I can't see her ever coming home at all. No. About a year ago
The phone rang a gentleman on the other end of the line asked me whether I remembered the case of Ruth Wilson
Had Liam not brought the story to me, then I would never have gone back to it
I don't know what it's like to have lost a child, but she is a child of Dorking

Chinese: 
她带护照了吗？她有护照吗？
我们知道她拿了一张银行卡，但她并没有使用
22年了，她肯定做过牙科治疗，某种医疗，还有国家社会保险
对，还有交税。如果她像有些人说的那样是离家出走
一个16岁的女孩，要给自己一个全新的身份
还是个乡下女孩
我想说这是不可能的
所以，不，我不认为她会有回家的一天，不会
大约一年前，电话响起，电话那头的一位男士问我是否还记得Ruth Wilson的案子
如果Liam没有向我提这个故事，我永远不会再回过头来调查它
我不知道失去孩子是什么感觉，但她是多尔金的孩子

English: 
People of Dorking have a right to know what happened this child. Even if Mr. and Mrs.
Wilson want to put it behind them, I believe everybody else has a right to know
Liam has a long history
at the very very toughest end of policing which includes
Arresting terrorism suspects. This is a brave individual with a long police career
I've been associated with Dorking since 1994 this happened in 1995. Now I'm just seeing it
I'm taken as she said she hasn't run away. She couldn't have run away
In retirement Liam is the man who wouldn't let this story go
You can't just disappear. I can't accept that
She set out for school on a November morning
in 1995. She decided that she didn't really want to go that day instead she was going to go and work in the library

Chinese: 
多尔金人有权知道这个孩子发生了什么事
即使Wilson夫妇
想放下这件事，我相信其他人都有权知道
Liam做过很长时间的警察
工作内容非常艰巨，包括
逮捕恐怖主义嫌疑人
这是一个具有长期警察职业生涯的勇敢的人
1994年我就开始跟多尔金有联系，这件事发生在1995年
现在来看这件事
我觉得，她没有离家出走，她不可能离家出走
退休的Liam不愿意把这件事抛诸脑后
你不可能凭空消失。我不能接受这种说法
1995年11月的一个早晨她出发去学校
她又觉得不太想去学校，于是打算去图书馆工作

English: 
She had sent a bunch of flowers to her stepmother to arrive two days later, and we don't know why she did that.
She ordered a taxi to take her up to a local beauty spot, Box Hill in the Surrey Hills
And she simply stood by the side of the road and that was the last time that Ruth Wilson was seen alive
Everything was sort of like hunky-dory certainly on the night before
And that's the real mystery for me
Her parents lived in a picture-perfect Surrey village
Daughter of a parish councillor
Church-going, bell ringing, choir singing, organ playing girl
And then something else. That's the real hole isn't it? She seemed happy. Was she happy?
She's dropped off at a bridleway. The taxi driver says he drove off, and he watched her standing there
So she either didn't want the taxi driver to see where she was going to go

Chinese: 
她还买了一束花给她继母，两天后送到的
我们不知道她为什么这么做
她坐一辆出租车去了当地的一个景区
萨里群山的黄杨山
然后她就这么站在路边
那是最后一次有人看见活着的Ruth Wilson
在当天晚上之前，好像一切都是风平浪静的
而这对我来说才是真正的谜团
她的父母住在萨里一个美丽如画的乡村里
作为一个教区委员的女儿
她去教堂，鸣钟，唱诗，演奏风琴
等等其他。但这才是问题所在，对吧，她看起来很幸福
她幸福吗？
她在一条马道上下车了
出租车司机说他开走的时候就看见她站在那里
所以要么是她不想让出租车司机看到她要往哪走

Chinese: 
要么她就是在等人开车来接她
这个应该被视为可疑线索
从一开始，一旦明确了
这个故事的真相还有待发掘
而我作为一个记者
也许可以帮助发掘这个真相
那么，没错，我很快就决定了要接这个案子
天变冷了
我正想说天变冷了
我一直觉得这里是英格兰南部一个很美的地方
我认为萨里是一个特别的郡
人们总是嘲笑家乡小郡
还有郊区
但是如果给他们机会，谁不愿意住在这里？
当然，是的
这也是故事的一部分，不是吗
这就是为什么谋杀谜案和
侦探故事总是发生在这些
美丽的乡村地区，因为你

English: 
Or she was waiting to meet somebody who's going to pick up the car
This should have been treated as suspicious
From the very beginning, once it became clear that there were
things to be uncovered about this story and that
In my role as journalist
I could maybe help with that then yeah, it didn't take long for me to decide that that's what I was going to take
It is getting a bit chilly.
I was just going to say that it's a bit chilly
I've always felt that this is a beautiful part of the South of England. I think that Surrey is an extraordinary County
and people laugh about the Home Counties and
suburbia but
Who wouldn't live here if they were given half a chance? Absolutely, yeah. This is part of the story isn't it?
this is why murder mysteries and
Detective stories are set in these
beautiful parts of the countryside because you can't

English: 
Imagine something terrible happening here and when something terrible does happen it makes it all the more
shocking
When you spend 30 years looking at cases like this, it's something that doesn't go away
It's quite frustrating because you know there's not really much you can do about it. You're not part of a team anymore
It's not your job anymore. You haven't got access to resources
This was a case that came to Dorking police. Put in a Freedom of Information request
Saying that I would like to have a look at the file and some of the statements. The reply got was "No
we're investigating it as a crime". They just said missing people are classified as a crime
so you know and they they couldn't share any information with me beyond the appealed because
They did not expose any police methodology
My next step was trying to get in touch with Mr. and Mrs. Wilson
I sat down wrote a letter to the family

Chinese: 
不能想象这里会可怕的事情
而当可怕的事情确实发生了，会显得更加
触目惊心
如果你花了30年来调查这样一个案子
那你不会轻易放弃它
这是非常令人沮丧的，因为你知道你能做的事情并不多
你不再是团队的一员了
这不是你的工作了，你拿不到相关资源
这个案子当时是多尔金警方的
我根据信息自由法
提出我想看看档案和一些供述
得到的答复是 “不行，
我们认为这是一起犯罪案件，正在调查“
他们说人员失踪都被列为犯罪案件
所以你知道，除了发布的呼吁Ruth回家的内容外
他们不能向我透露任何信息，因为
他们不想泄露警方的调查方法
我的下一步是试图和Wilson夫妇取得联系
我坐下来给他们家写了一封信

English: 
Explaining who I was and would they mind if I came along and spoke to them about it um
I got no response to that either so
What's really difficult is moving beyond what you already know to have happened on to what you think might have happened
So I'd like to speak to local residents of the village that she lived in. Her family. Her friends
We know that she spent a lot of time with her ex-boyfriend over that weekend. We knew that he was called William
along with the name of the school
I've managed to get on Facebook to to find him. I mean it's not the most sophisticated of investigative techniques
I would very much like to talk to about a story I'm researching into a missing-persons case from 1995
I believe you knew Ruth Wilson, and I would very much like to talk to you if that's something you could face
I'm trying to find out what happened to Ruth. Without the support of the police, without the support of the family
and going on newspaper clippings and

Chinese: 
解释我是谁，他们是否介意我过去跟他们聊聊这件事
然而我没有得到回应
真正的困难在于，你已经知道发生了什么
放下这些，转而去思考有可能发生了什么
所以我想和她居住的村子里的人聊聊，她的家人，朋友
我们知道那个周末她和她的前男友在一起呆了很长时间
我们也知道这个前男友叫William
以及学校的名称
我已经在Facebook上找到他了
这不算什么复杂的调查手段
我非常希望跟你聊聊一个1995年的人员失踪案，我正在调查这个案子
我相信你认识Ruth Wilson
如果你愿意的话，我非常希望能跟你聊聊这件事
我试图找到Ruth失踪的真相
但是没有警察的支持，没有这家人的支持
我只能继续剪报纸

Chinese: 
还有收集网上的信息，呃
这一切太让人沮丧了，因为我没法有任何进展
直到现在，我们直到现在
我们直到现在已经七年了，我仍然没有任何进展
那为什么你还在做呢？
他以前经常晚上给我打电话说他睡不着
因为这件事在他脑子里翻来覆去
是
他睡不着
然后他开了瓶威士忌什么的
因为你知道你什么也干不了
他经常为这事熬夜
经常熬夜
他极其专注在这件事上，我倒也不是怪他
你知道，她现在年纪应该
比Emily大多少来着，还是小多少
你自己也有女儿
你知道我有一个16岁的女儿，而且确实
会牵动你的心，真的
如果女儿突然消失了，没有理由的
她也不是那种会离家出走的女孩
如果那是我的女儿

English: 
anything else that's written on the internet. Um. That's just too frustrating because I can't get any further forward with it
We're now. We're now.
We're now seven years down the road and I still haven't got any further forward with it.
Why you still doing it?
Used to phone me at night time and say that he couldn't sleep
Because it was going over in his brain
Yes
But he couldn't sleep
And he's open up a bottle of whisky or something
Cause you knew that there was nothing you could do about it.
It has kept him up at night
It has kept him up at night.
He's extremely focused on it and I don't blame him as well. You know, she must have been
How much older than or younger than Emily, but you've got a daughter yourself
You know I've got a 16 year old daughter, and it is
It's something relatable really. Very relatable if the daughter just went missing and there was no reason for her
She wasn't the kind of girl that would run away
If that was my daughter

Chinese: 
我认为我永远不会放弃寻找她
任何人给我任何形式的帮助
我都会接受，我不会置之不理
我要留给Ian Wilson留言，我是Martin Bright
我已经到了这个阶段了，就是我在想，等会儿
什么？我是唯一一个关心Ruth发生了什么事情的人吗？
我只是出于礼貌打电话想告诉你这件事已经有进展了
他们已经接受了她的失踪，觉得那就这样吧
难以置信，真的
我正在写这个故事，而显然这件事情应该让你们知道
再见
看这案子的情况
我现在不认为Ruth Wilson还活着
我告诉你我的理论是什么
社区里的某个人
应该对这个女孩的失踪负责
在我看来，她是遇到了某个人

English: 
I don't think I could ever rest. Anybody that offered any genuine form of assistance
I would accept it. I wouldn't ignore it.
I'm leaving message for Ian Wilson. It's Martin Bright calling here
I've got to this stage where I'm thinking hold on
Hello? it, am I the only one that is interested in what happened to Ruth.
I'm just calling you out of courtesy really to say that the story has developed further
They've accepted that she's gone missing and that's it. I find that hard to believe. I really do.
I'm in the process of now working to tell the story. Obviously it's important you should know that this is happening
Bye-bye
Looking at the circumstances of the case
I now don't believe that Ruth Wilson is alive.
I will tell you what my theory is
There is somebody from the community
responsible for that wee girl go missing
It looks to me that she met someone and

Chinese: 
然后发生了什么事
别的不说，这场调查最终至少能让这某个人为之一惊
让他无法心安理得地入睡
因为还会有更多像我一样的人
对这个案子感兴趣，就这么简单
William是Ruth的前男友
看起来他们过去经常呆在一起
他应该对Ruth了解很多
她是一个非常好学的女孩，彬彬有礼，相当传统
她不酷吗？
她并不酷，她的穿衣风格也比较偏
我想，呃，你知道也许是因为

English: 
something happened
The end game is if nothing else to make this fellow sweat
Don't go to sleep with a clear conscience because there'd be more people like me out there
That will take an interest in this case. It's as simple as that
William was Ruth's ex-boyfriend
It appears they used to hang out quite a lot
He should know quite a lot about Ruth
She was a very studious girl. Well-mannered. Rather traditional
She was not cool?
She was not cool. Her dress sense was unconventional as well.
I think, umm, you know perhaps

Chinese: 
她并没有那种真正的母女关系，所以不知道该怎么
才能表现的像个年轻女孩，而不是年轻女人
多年来我一直认为Ruth的生母早已惨死
她从楼梯上摔下来了
当你想到Ruth，你是什么想法？你觉得她发生了什么？
我怀疑这里面还牵涉有其他人
我感觉有点迷茫和麻木，真的
我觉得我已经切断了所有和这事有关的情感联系
这件事对他来说
并没有多么悲伤绝望，他不觉得这事对他的影响有多大
它确实让我想到一点
那么当年是谁在照看Ruth呢
你坐稳了吗

English: 
she didn't really have that maternal relationship to know how to
Bring herself out of a shell as a young woman that suppose a young girl
I picked up over the years that Ruth real mother had died in rather tragic circumstances
She had fallen down the stairs
What do you think when you think about Ruth, and what do you think happened?
I had that suspicion that for some wild that there was somebody else involved
I feel some what lost and a little bit numb about it really and I think my mind was shut off any of the emotional attachment to it
It didn't really have a desperately
Sad effect on him. He didn't feel that he'd been hugely affected by it
It did make me think of that point well
So who was looking out for Ruth then?
Are you sitting comfortably?

English: 
I'm piercing a rhyme, but there you go. 
 Crack on
So I've just received an email this morning
from the detective team's superintendent
He is the person who lead the review into Ruth's disappearance a couple of years ago
He is our man. He's happy to talk
That's marvelous. Yep.
Great
Nobody here is trying to undermine what the police have actually done
We've got a theory. We need some insight from the police from that investigation to see if that theory holds water
There really do have to be people out there that remember Ruth. Care about Ruth. Are thinking about her
I'd like to talk to some people in the village

Chinese: 
如坐针毡，不过没事，你说吧
今天早上我刚收到了一封电子邮件
是侦探队的主管
他是几年前带头复审Ruth失踪案件的人
他就是我们要找的人，他很乐意聊这件事
那真是太棒了，是的
太棒了
这里没有人试图破坏警方已经做好的工作
我们有一个理论，我们需要调查这个案件的警方从他们的视角来看看这个理论是否行得通
真的有人还记得Ruth，关心Ruth，还想着她
我想和村里的人谈谈

English: 
Martin's in a brilliant position as a reporter to open doors and speak to witnesses
Something I could have done years ago when I was in the police force. But of course, I've retired. I come to that now
Hello, Martin. It's Ian Wilson
I've made the final decision that I don't wish to
Participate in this particular project. I know that you will do a good job
And your part is going to be very professional like you've always been in the past
But it's a complicated one and I made this final decision and you could tell by my voice is quite an emotional one
We've been talking to some people in the village. They loath to talk without the say-so of Ian Wilson
I did call the Tower Master. He wasn't surprised that people weren't talking because
People were suspicious of journalists in Betchworth apparently

Chinese: 
Martin是记者，他有绝佳的身份去上门和目击者谈谈
几年前我本来也可以这么做，当时我还是个警察
但是我已经退休了，没办法再干这种事了
你好，马丁，我是Ian Wilson
我已经做出了最终的决定，我不想
参与这件事
我知道你会做的很好
像你以前一样专业
但这件事情很复杂，我做出这个决定
你也能从我的声音里面听出来我情绪很激动
我们一直在和村里一些人聊
但是没有Ian Wilson的同意，他们都不太愿意多说
我也给当地学校校长打了电话
他对人们的闭口不谈并不感到奇怪
显然，贝奇沃斯的人觉得记者很可疑

English: 
Ruth has vanished in more ways than one
She vanished on Box Hill that day and this has been largely a forgotten story
I've spoken to the Surrey police
They've pulled back. They are worried that what we are doing is going to be critical of them
They're worried that we're looking back at the original investigation. And we're going to say that there are flaws in it
It's a little bit disappointing. We're simply gonna have to go down a different route
In 1968, a school boy went missing
Yes
And his body three days later was found between Leatherhead and Dorking and I used to run quite a few
features about it in the paper and

Chinese: 
Ruth的消失不止一种可能性
她消失在黄杨山上，而这个故事几乎已经被遗忘了
我和萨里警方谈过了
他们反悔了，他们担心我们做的事情会让他们受到批判
他们担心我们会回溯到最初的案件调查
我们会说他们的调查有问题
这有点让人失望，我们只能走另一条路了
1968年，一名男学生失踪了
嗯
三天后，在莱瑟希德和多尔金之间的区域发现了他的尸体，我在报纸上看过
好几篇这件事的专题报道

Chinese: 
每次都会有人站出来提供线索
是
有人会读它，这个人之前可能并没有想要提供什么线索
你们当地的报纸是获取信息最有用的途径
所以我觉得我们有必要在报纸上发布呼吁
我认为这促使警方重新审理了这个案子
也导致33年后Brian Lunn Field终于被定罪
你觉得这个案子也有这种可能性吗
有可能，如果这个案子真有元凶，那只需要有人推动
宣扬这件事会带来关键的信息
当然，最终导致解决这个案件
第二天这件事就在学校传开了
你知道，Ruth的消失或者说离家出走
我一直认为Ruth的朋友在这件事里起了关键作用
我和Roxie已经沟通了一段时间，Roxie2010年的时候
也在报纸上发布了呼吁

English: 
Every time someone would come forward
Yeah
someone would read it, who perhaps hadn't been inclined to give information before.
Your local newspaper is the most useful tool for getting information out there
So I felt that it was important for us to make our own appeal
I think it encourage the police to re-open the case
And it lead to the conviction of the 33 years of Brian Lunn Field
Do you think there might be a chance of that in this case?
It could be that there is someone there that just needs that little push
and that the publicity could lead to come vital information
which ultimately, of course, could lead to the solving of the case
It was just kind of filtered through at school the next day that you know Ruth's disappeared or Ruth's run away
It had always been my view really that the friends provided the key to Ruth
I've been communicating for a while with Roxie. Roxie is the person who had gone public in
2010 making an appeal

English: 
And it was kind of not a joke but kind of the reaction was very much
Oh she'll turn up at the dinner dance that was in a couple. Oh she'll appear and she'll just run away for the day
She was very happy to raise further awareness of what happened to her friend
The first positive kind we're going to get of what Ruth was like. It's gonna open it right up for us. I believe
We're a nice group of girls. We were. We, we certainly weren't the cool girls. No. Ruth's interests were reading,
music. I went out on a whole day bike ride with her around the village of Betchworth and Brockham
You used to get kind of bullied and pushed about a bit by the cool kids
And you know, get excluded from some things I suppose maybe because of that. Yep, we just I suppose
migrated towards each other didn't we
At 16 you think you know it all, but you look back in hindsight. She couldn't thrive

Chinese: 
我们的态度有点，也不觉得这是个玩笑，就是觉得
哦过两天她就会出现在餐后舞会上
她会出现的，她就消失这么一天
她很乐意进一步了解她的朋友到底发生了什么事
这是我们得到的第一个积极响应
我相信我们能够得以了解Ruth是什么样的人
我们是一群好女孩，确实是
当然我们不是那种酷女孩，不，Ruth的兴趣在于阅读
音乐
我曾经和她在贝奇沃斯和布罗坎姆的乡间骑了一天的车
你有时会被那些酷小孩欺负一下推搡一下
你知道，在某些事情上被排挤，我猜可能是这个原因
是
我想我们因此而抱团取暖，对吧
16岁时，你以为你知道一切
但回顾过去的时候，你会发现，她不会开车

Chinese: 
据我所知，她没有护照，也没有
多高的工资，可以让她存一笔钱然后消失
所以你必须问自己，她消失了22年，她到底能在哪里
而且我觉得，如果她还活着的话
这些年来，我们发布了这么多呼吁
你知道，她完全可以联系失踪人员慈善会
我们可以互传消息
只需要通过某种方式让我们知道她是安全的就行了
我想她会这样做的
如果有人能够站出来提供新的线索
过去22年来我们一直在找的线索
即使这个线索当时看起来没什么意义
对，只是谈谈也行
是的，是的
想想她离开的那一天，你觉得她是一时冲动吗？
还是她一直计划这件事？
你觉得，你怎么看？
我相信她计划要做一件很，很什么的事

English: 
as far as I'm aware she didn't have a passport. She didn't have
a massive wage that she could have stockpiled money and disappeared on
So you have to ask yourself the question that where could she have disappeared to for 22 years
And I'd also like to think that if she was still alive
There's been numerous appeals over the years that have said at the bottom of them
You know just getting contact the missing persons charity
And we can pass the message on just let let us know in some way that you're safe
I would like to think that she would have done that
If someone can come forward with new information that we've been looking for the past 22 years
Even if it didn't seem like anything at the time
Yeah, just get talking about it.
Yeah, yep
Thinking about the day she left. Do you think this was a spur-of-the-moment thing? Was this something
She'd been planning. What's your, what's your thinking now?
My belief is that she had planned to do something quite what, quite what I

Chinese: 
我也不知道，但我相信她是有打算要离家出走
嗯，我也不知道她计划是永久的，还是暂时的
我也相信有人知道发生了什么
是
因为很明显最后确认的目击地点在这里
除此之外，我们什么也不知道
我们也不知道，但我相信她确实有打算要失踪
现在我们的设想是她有计划要消失
但是她为什么要这么做？
我们希望通过在当地报纸上刊登文章
人们看到了会谈论这个案子

English: 
Don't know, but I believe that she had intended to be away from home
Umm. I don't know whether that was to be permanent, temporary
I'd also like to believe that someone knows what's happened
Yes
And because obviously the last confirmed sighting was up here. Beyond that we don't know
We don't know but I do believe that she did intend to go missing
Now what we have is this picture of her as someone who's been planning this disappearance. Why would she do this?
Our hope is that by seeing an article in the local newspaper, people will talk to each other

Chinese: 
记住这个案子
记住她的失踪
这是在Ruth被永远遗忘之前让她复生的机会
有很多评论，显然人们还清楚的记得这个本地案件
如果是你的话，也也会记得，对吧
在我看来，这个案子多年来一直让人们感到困惑
也许他们只是没有办法表达他们的关心
一个还记得她的人还给我发了邮件
是的，她是新的目击者，我想她应该从来没跟警方说过
嗨，Liam，我是Martin
你好吗？
我和她谈了很长时间

English: 
remember the case
remember the disappearance
This is the chance to bring roots back to life before she's forgotten forever
There are a lot of comments. It's a local case that clearly people remember. I mean you would, wouldn't you?
It seems to me that this is something that has puzzled people over the years
It's just maybe they just haven't had the means to express their
concern. I did receive an email from someone who remembered her
Yeah, she she's a new witness. I think and I don't think she's ever told the police so
Hi Liam, it's Martin here.
How you doing?
I had a very long conversation with

English: 
Catherine. She was another
friend of Ruth's
Okay, yes
One of the things that brought them together was going through similar troubles
Oh, alright
In fact, umm
In fact Catherine run away from home at the same time
Oh really? Okay
It just confirms that this wasn't some sort of mysterious disappearance of a
girl who was otherwise happy
As far as we're concerned. She's got this very happy middle-class life
This was a deeply unhappy girl who was talking to her friends about leaving
What was really going on behind closed doors. What was really going through her head during those days
Ruth and I, I guess we bonded because there was quite a lot going on for both of us at that time

Chinese: 
Catherine，她是
Ruth的另一个朋友
好的，是的
她们会成为朋友是因为她们都有一些相似的烦恼
哦，好吧
事实上，嗯
事实上，Catherine也在同一时间离家出走了
真的吗？好的
这证实了这不是什么生活幸福的女孩
突然消失的案子
在我们看来，她有着幸福的中产阶级的生活
其实这个女孩过的非常不开心，跟朋友提起过她要离开
真相到底是什么，那些天她脑子里到底在想什么
Ruth和我关系密切
我想是因为那时候我们俩都有很多糟心事

English: 
Yeah, and we gone really well. We were really really close
She got me some earrings and a ring, but I still have the ring which I'm wearing now
Ruth was really troubled
some of the reason that she was maybe
You know, unpopular as well as that she
She had so much going on in her head that she was just desperately trying to find out who she was
She knew that I was going to be moving
So she asked me she said if it all works out for you in Sheffield
Can I come and join you? I was trying to get myself sorted so didn't really have enough time to help her as well
Once you'd gone. Did you hear from Ruth again?
No, it was obviously a time without mobile phone, so yeah
So I was ringing my parents two or three times a week. They told me that Ruth had gone missing
Shortly after I'd gone
And, and why did your mum think about it?
Written down. Ruth was went missing 4:30pm

Chinese: 
是的，我们处的很好，关系很近
她给了我一些耳环和一枚戒指，就是我现在戴着的这枚
Ruth真的很困扰
也许有一部分原因是她
你知道，不太受欢迎，还有她
脑子里有太多事情，她绝望地想要寻找自我
她知道我要搬走了
所以她问我，她说如果你在谢菲尔德过的还不错的话
我可以过来找你吗？
我当时在忙着整理头绪，所以并没有多少时间来帮助她
你离开以后，Ruth有没有再联系过你？
没有，显然那个时候没有手机，所以，没有
我一周会给父母打两三次电话，他们告诉我Ruth失踪了
就在我离开后不久
那你妈妈对这件事怎么看？
我这里写的是，Ruth在下午4:30失踪了

Chinese: 
当天是27号
我记得，11月11号你刚去Ruth家过的夜
没过多久Ruth又到我们家来过夜了
而且她还不想回家
让我很不高兴很不舒服
你还记得她说为什么她不想回家吗？
不，她没有说，她就没有说原因
作为一个母亲，当时这事
让我非常不安
你认为她为什么会这么绝望？
我认为她的整个童年都建立在秘密和谎言上
她知道她的生母已经死了
她告诉我的
是
她的妈妈是怎么死的
对
她知道她的妈妈从楼梯上摔下来
是的
但是她认为有些东西显然说不通
是
所以她追查这件事的真相
对
并且发现了真相
是的
这有点震撼对吧
我无法想象还有什么事比这还震撼
是啊

English: 
It was the 27th
You had your sleepover, I remember, on the 11th of November. It was just after that. But Ruth came to stay with us again
And she she didn't want to go home
And I was very very unhappy and uncomfortable about it.
Can you remember why she said she didn't want to go home?
No, she didn't say why. She just really didn't.
As a mother, at that time, it it
it disturbed me greatly
Why do you think she was so desperate?
I think her whole childhood is based on a foundation of secrecy and lies
She knew that her real mother was dead
She told me
Yeah
how her mum had died
Right
She knew her mom had fallen down the stairs
Yep
But  but something obviously didn't add up for her
Yes
So she pursued it and looked for the truth
Right
and found it
Yeah
It's a bit of a shock aye?
I can't imagine anything more shocking
Yeah

Chinese: 
所以我们找到了死亡证明
你在里面找到了什么？里面说了什么？
我给你看
你看
这里，是的
她告诉我，她发现她的生母是自杀的
是
她当时在试图想要接受这个事实
我们知道那天她失踪之前的情况
你对这事是什么看法？
我觉得她想要自杀
你为什么这样想，为什么你会觉得…
因为你完全可以认为
她打算在黄杨山见一个人，为什么你认为...
她说过要自杀吗
没有到那一步，她没有说过自杀，她只是说过

English: 
So we found the death certificate.
What did you find in it? What did it say in it?
I'll show you
You see
And here, yeah
She told me that she found out her real mum had committed suicide
Yeah
Was still trying to kind of work all this out
We know the circumstances of the day up until the point that she went missing
What's your reading of what happened?
I think she had every intention of killing herself
Why do you think that? Why, why do you... Because one other way you could look at it is that?
She was planning to meet someone up on Box Hill. Why do you think it was...
Had she talked about suicide?
She hadn't up to that, yes, she haven't spoken about it. She'd spoken about

English: 
Running away and... well not running away, but you know going somewhere else
But I don't think there was anywhere for her to go
I think she was really distressed that day that was the day it all kind of unraveled and fell apart
But as we know, you know, the police have been looking everybody was looking. No body was found
When I read about her disappearance and
That she'd been to the florist and ordered these flowers. I just
know
that it's Ruth
Almost like
dark,
practical joke
Yeah
that she was playing on her stepmother
Yeah, stick two fingers up kind of thing. Yeah
Right?
And this is what I'm planning, and I'm doing it and
There's a stubbornness about her

Chinese: 
离家出走…也不是离家出走，你知道，就是去别的地方
但我不认为她有别的地方可去
我觉得她那天真的很痛苦
那天她发现了真相，一切都崩溃了
但据我们所知，你知道
警方一直在找，每个人都在找，但是没有找到尸体
当我读到她失踪了
她还去过花店订了花，我就
知道
这是Ruth
这几乎像一个
黑暗的
恶作剧
是啊
她跟她继母开的一个恶作剧玩笑
是啊，类似于比个骂人的手势一样，是的
没错
就好像在说“这就是我的计划”一样
她很固执

English: 
Well do you remember her discovering that her mother had actually committed suicide?
That didn't get disclosed to me
The words that were used when being with her were she had fallen down the stairs and broken her neck
It was only a matter of time before she found out the truth
Ian Wilson has issued a statement
Until this point the Wilson family was not cooperating in any way
But they clearly felt they needed to respond to what we had discovered
Reacting to the idea that her whole childhood was built on secrecy and lies.Ian Wilson says this "Her family are extremely
hurt by this statement, and do not recognize this view of Ruth's childhood
Ruth always knew about her biological mother's death, but not the exact cause
Sadly we now know that before her disappearance
Ruth had discovered the tragic circumstances of her mother's death
but equally sadly she chose not to discuss or question this with any family members

Chinese: 
你还记得她是怎样发现生母自杀真相的吗
她没有跟我说
跟她在一起的时候，她只是说
“她从楼梯上摔下来，摔断了脖子”
她迟早会发现真相
Ian Wilson发表了一篇声明
在此之前，Wilson一家人完全不配合调查
但他们显然觉得有必要对我们发现的东西作出回应
对于我们说的Ruth的童年建立在秘密和谎言之上
Ian Wilson说 “这种说法
让我们家人极度受伤，我们不同意这种说法
Ruth一直都知道她的生母死了，只是不知道具体原因
可悲的是，我们现在知道了，在她失踪之前
她发现了她母亲惨死的真相
但同样可悲的是，她选择不与任何家人讨论或询问这件事

English: 
I mean she is lost and she was lost
We know the intention was there to disappear or go somewhere
but the mystery is
What happened next?
Perhaps one of the reasons that I've been drawn to the case of Ruth
Is that it reminds me of my own sister. What she went through
When she was 16, she ran away from home
She in fact came and lived with me at the time when I was at university. Does strike me that Ruth
Didn't have that equivalent figure in her life. She had no one obvious to run to
I was under the impression that Ruth was happy at home and more or less liked her life. That she had no reason to run away
Everything's the opposite to what I thought

Chinese: 
我的意思是，我们确实找不到她，她当年也找不到自己
我们知道她有想法要消失或者去其他地方
但谜团是
然后发生了什么？
也许我被Ruth的案子吸引的原因之一是
这让我想起了我自己的妹妹，她的经历
她16岁时也离家出走了
那时候我在上大学，她跑过来跟我一起住
而触动到我的是
Ruth的生活里没有这样一个人，一个可以让她依靠的人
我之前以为Ruth过的很幸福，或者多多少少也对生活感到满足，她没有理由要离家出走
然而一切都是相反的

Chinese: 
而我们只是通过和她的朋友交谈，就发现了这些
毫无疑问，如果不是Liam，我们不会重新调查这个案子
Liam不愿意接受谎言
我也知道他时常会感到很艰难，很沮丧
在真相大白之前
无论她是去黄杨山自杀，还是去见一个人，还是她被诱拐了
还是她被谋杀了，还是她离开了有了新的身份新的生活
在真相大白之前，我们很难放下这件事
她为什么会在那天上山，她当时在想什么
让我震惊的是，人们对此事的漠不关心
有一部分原因是出于我的职业素养
这是我帮助建立的一个特殊档案
都是幸福家庭痛失爱女的案子，这些案子

English: 
And we've only find that out from speaking to her friends
There's absolutely no doubt we never have revisited this case had it not been for Liam's interest
Liam not wanting to let this lie. I know he's found it difficult at times and frustrating
till we know
Whether she went up to Box Hill to commit suicide, whether she went up to Box Hill to meet someone, whether she was abducted
Whether she was murdered, whether she went off to find a new life with a new identity
Until we know it's very difficult to let this rest
What made her go up on that hill on that day? What was going through her mind at that time?
What strikes me is this lack of curiosity?
Some elements of this is to do with professional pride
This was a particular Hall trait that I was helping create of a essentially happy family that had lost their daughter

English: 
Inexplicably so I was implicated in the process of furthering that particular narrative
which was inaccurate and that that doesn't annoy me. I mean, that's that's
That's something that I feel
Shouldn't have happened
Liam's had a long career as a police officer and
Something has really irritated him about about the way that he believes this young girl who went missing was not being taken seriously
I have been struck by Liam's commitment and relieve also that he deserves some sort of closure now too
I think it's likely she was meeting someone. Yeah, I think she was dressed
to jump into another car
Disappeared but still alive new identity. Very difficult
very difficult

Chinese: 
让人难以言表
在这个过程中，我有了进一步重构
那些不准确的故事的想法
并不是说这些事情让我烦恼，我只是
我只是觉得
这种事情不应该发生
Liam有着很长的警察职业生涯
这个女孩的失踪没有引起重视，这让他很受刺激
我被Liam的执着所震撼，也松了口气
因为这件事结束了，他也可以放下了
我想很可能她是要见一个人
是的，我觉得她当时的穿着
就是为了去搭另一辆车
消失了，但还以新的身份活着
这很困难
非常困难

Chinese: 
我认为秘密会造成实质性的伤害
人们出于各种原因保守秘密
因为羞耻心，因为要保护所爱之人，但是
秘密经常会啃食人的信任感
无论是家人，社区还是社会本身
发现母亲自杀的秘密似乎对Ruth Wilson产生了毁灭性的影响
警方守口如瓶，贝奇沃斯也继续保守着它的秘密
在这之后，Liam和我试图更加深入了解Ruth短暂的生命
最重要的是我们得到了她的朋友的帮助
她们拒绝接受一个萨里女学生就这么凭空消失的说法

English: 
It's my belief that secrecy can cause real damage
People keep secrets for all sorts of reasons. From shame to protecting loved ones, but very often
They have a corrosive effect eating away at trust. Whether it's in a family, a community, or society itself
Discovering the secret of her mother's suicide appears to have had a devastating effect on Ruth Wilson
The police are being very tight-lipped and Betchworth continues to keep its secrets
Liam and I have tried after all this time to shed more light on Ruth short life
We've been helped above all by the friends who have refused to accept that a Surrey school girl can simply vanish off the face of the earth

Chinese: 
有人知道事情的真相
而秘密最后总会大白于天下

English: 
Someone out there knows what happened to Ruth, and the thing about secrets is that they have a tendency to come out in the end
