hi everyone how have you been and I hope
everyone is coping well and is safe from
COVID 19 virus in this video I'm going
to present a new size for carved candles
as you have noticed in my previous video
the candle size is in extra small and
small however in this video itself this
is a very big candles at the top of this
candle that's a well big enough to
contain tea light candles and I decided
to call this size as Tealight small for
this Tealight small it's 12cm tall
and that's another Tealight Large which
is about 21 cm tall as you can see this
candle is wider therefore you have 8
edges for carving unlikely extra small and
small size they only have six edges
for carving be it a bigger candle or
smaller camera they all have to be
completed within 15 minutes usually the
wax will cool down within 15 minutes no
matter what sizing the candle is do stay
tuned to the end of this video the gift
has been given out by my customers the
wedding couple has took a short video clips of this unique carved candles and
I've attached at the end of this video do
check it out the effect is extremely
beautiful as the light shine through all
the exposed carving area
you might have been wondering what have
I been up to lately as I have not been
uploading new video basically I have a
very bad habbit I like to procrastinate when
I'm not so good at a certain task so can
you imagine that have not been doing my
accounting sheets for 2019 and I did on
the last moment a few weeks ago just so
that I can file my income tax
so it's a big struggle for me to learn
how to do accounting as I have no
accounting background so that's part of
the reason why I have been missing in
actions I'm very blessed to have a very
helpful cousin QiBin and also a very
helpful friend Jessica they have been
very patient with me guiding me how to
get my accounting sheet completed I'm so
thankful to you girls I have learned my
lessons so I decided from this moment
onwards I will be doing my accounting
sheet promptly so that I will not face the
same struggle in future income tax
filing
on my previous video I mentioned I'll be
sharing how I found my new journey into
carving candles and on the last video I
stopped my sharing that had received a
calling to attend CER which stand for
Conversion Experience Retreat as a
Christian or Catholic we are often being
told when you are trying to get nearer
to God the evil one will always try to
do something to pull you away from God and
this is so true basically what happen as
I sleep early and yet I overslept the
Conversion Retreat is actually a very
very popular Retreat in Singapore and
it's so popular that we need to ballot
and you need to attend the ballot on
time once the time is up all the door will be closed so at the point of time when I
wake up I was like oh shit forget it
lah you know let's do it maybe next
year or the next one but I was being
nudge by the Lord both take a cab or
take a cab and I was very reluctant to
take a cab because you know in my policy
I will never take a cab when it costs
more than $15 and from my house to
Serangoon area it really cost me about
near $30 and well but the calling is so
strong and I end up giving up and I tired to wash up
quickly and then change my clothes and I
rush down and to my surprise I easily
got a cab, usually at that hour
it is very difficult to get a cab and
that cab really know how to go to that
area and thanks God I reach there just
just on time basically once I enter the
hall all door has been closed so it's
pretty much the Lord has sent me a cab
that's the way how I felt at that moment
the funny thing is I felt like the lord
has play a joke on me but the truth is
my faith has been tested back then why
did I say this well you know when the
ballot start my number wasn't being call
at all and I was so frank with the lord I was
telling him hey Lord why did you push me
to spend so much money to take a cab
here and nothing happens at all well the
next moment the announcement said they'll be
doing ballots for the waiting list
well I was like okay just call loh you
know I don't think my number will be called
and guess what the first number called is
actually my number and you know when
you're least expected something actually
happens and then later on a few days
later I thought maybe it is just a
waiting list no I won't be there at all
and guess what you know a email arrived
and say that you have been selected for
the retreat and accept as a participants and then I
think the email did mention that we need
to reply somehow which I write by an
email to double confirm okay whether I'm
really in the list however there's no
reply from the email even until the day
before the retreat I received no
response from the email and I just say
heck lah you know I mean I don't care I'm
just gonna pack my luggage I'm just
going to go to CSC and we shall see what
happened and when I was there well
I do have a seat reserve for me and that's
how I end up with my CER
I think in 2017 if I'm not wrong
before I carry on sharing on what
happened at the retreat you know this
technique I am performing over here right
now when I just started learning how to
do this trick it's kind of a special
memory for me right now so what I did is
I used too much strength and actually
pull too much too that I end up doing the
whole pieces out of it
okay back to the retreat the retreat
actually lasted for like five days and
I'm not going to share the full details
of how the retreat goes by because you
need to experience it yourself without
knowing too much that's when you gain a
lot with without too much of an
expectation and you will get to taste
you know a very close relationship with
Jesus over there basically I saw a miracle
on my third day with my naked eye on
the blessed sacraments so for the
non-catholics or the non-christian for you, you call
it the bread so what I've seen is a shape
on it and the form of a burning red line
and I was totally shocked and my eyes
were staring at it you know I just
couldn't take my eyes off the blessed
sacrament at all
until today I still remember it very
clearly and I think I know why I see it
with my naked eye
basically I think I have very low faith
and the reason for it is so that
whenever I feel negative or I feel like
I'm going to give up whenever I recalled
the incident of what happened on the
third day they actually give me strength
to rely on God again
and to keep moving on in this journey
during CER Retreat I actually didn't figure
out what the shape is and you know
basically I have a very wounded side of
myself since my childhood and it has
been hunting me for many many years
until 2017 and during the retreat alot
healing has taken place and I actually
could not forgive these two person in my
life and I beg the Lord for help that I
know I need to forgive them in order for
myself to move on and I can't do it by
myself so can you please help me and
actually it works you know and I end up
forgiving them and thereafter the
retreat ended I was being called to another few more retreat
I actually bargain with the lord I was
telling him you know
it's less than 3 month so I don't think I
need another retreat anytime soon but
he said go for it and well I am glad I
actually surrender and went for it and
on my last retreat I finally realized
what I saw is actually a burning line in
the shape of a candle I didn't realize
what it is because I'm not a candle
person at all and then slowly you know alot of things
start happening and the journey just kick off
so do stay tune to my future YouTube post
and I'll share it with you
look at how beautiful the light shine
through the expose carving area this
warm light give off lots of hope and positive vibes
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